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1 | 00:01:06,775 | 00:01:07,985 | At first, they thought | At first, they thought |
2 | 00:01:08,068 | 00:01:10,529 | there was something wrong with my eyes. | there was something wrong with my eyes. |
3 | 00:01:11,738 | 00:01:14,324 | - One or two? - One. | - One or two? - One. |
4 | 00:01:14,866 | 00:01:16,034 | What I would have given | What I would have given |
5 | 00:01:16,118 | 00:01:18,036 | for a classic case of glaucoma. | for a classic case of glaucoma. |
6 | 00:01:22,749 | 00:01:24,042 | Okay, we're done. | Okay, we're done. |
7 | 00:01:25,294 | 00:01:26,962 | 'Cause soon after... | 'Cause soon after... |
8 | 00:01:29,423 | 00:01:31,466 | I started hearing the voices. | I started hearing the voices. |
9 | 00:01:31,592 | 00:01:33,635 | Adam. | Adam. |
10 | 00:01:39,224 | 00:01:40,267 | Adam. | Adam. |
11 | 00:01:40,684 | 00:01:42,894 | I'm sure they told you about the cooking. | I'm sure they told you about the cooking. |
12 | 00:01:43,061 | 00:01:44,354 | Call it what you want, | Call it what you want, |
13 | 00:01:44,438 | 00:01:47,566 | a distraction, self-medicating, whatever. | a distraction, self-medicating, whatever. |
14 | 00:01:47,733 | 00:01:50,319 | But it was the only thing that could make them shut up. | But it was the only thing that could make them shut up. |
15 | 00:01:59,494 | 00:02:00,537 | You okay? | You okay? |
16 | 00:02:01,079 | 00:02:02,414 | And don't blame my mom | And don't blame my mom |
17 | 00:02:02,497 | 00:02:04,041 | for not figuring it out sooner. | for not figuring it out sooner. |
18 | 00:02:05,250 | 00:02:07,878 | She had a lot goin' on the past couple of years. | She had a lot goin' on the past couple of years. |
19 | 00:02:09,921 | 00:02:12,674 | When my dad decided the whole fatherhood thing | When my dad decided the whole fatherhood thing |
20 | 00:02:12,841 | 00:02:15,135 | was a buzzkill for his creativity, | was a buzzkill for his creativity, |
21 | 00:02:16,803 | 00:02:19,306 | we had to take the shit sandwich we'd been served | we had to take the shit sandwich we'd been served |
22 | 00:02:19,473 | 00:02:20,891 | and make it edible. | and make it edible. |
23 | 00:02:25,604 | 00:02:27,064 | So, I cooked. | So, I cooked. |
24 | 00:02:27,898 | 00:02:28,940 | And cooked. | And cooked. |
25 | 00:02:30,108 | 00:02:32,694 | And the meals became my contribution | And the meals became my contribution |
26 | 00:02:32,778 | 00:02:34,655 | to our underdog story. | to our underdog story. |
27 | 00:02:38,950 | 00:02:41,495 | Mmm. Sweetheart, it's delicious. | Mmm. Sweetheart, it's delicious. |
28 | 00:02:41,703 | 00:02:44,081 | Plus, I got really good at it. | Plus, I got really good at it. |
29 | 00:02:44,206 | 00:02:47,626 | Mmm. It's just the right amount of cumin. | Mmm. It's just the right amount of cumin. |
30 | 00:02:51,588 | 00:02:53,173 | And then Paul moved in. | And then Paul moved in. |
31 | 00:02:57,219 | 00:02:58,804 | Mmm, it's interestin'. | Mmm, it's interestin'. |
32 | 00:03:02,349 | 00:03:04,017 | It's so good, honey. I love it. | It's so good, honey. I love it. |
33 | 00:03:04,226 | 00:03:07,062 | Home, as I knew it, became a thing of the past. | Home, as I knew it, became a thing of the past. |
34 | 00:03:07,479 | 00:03:09,898 | Uh... So I was getting out a lot. | Uh... So I was getting out a lot. |
35 | 00:03:14,695 | 00:03:16,446 | Getting into cooking school next Fall | Getting into cooking school next Fall |
36 | 00:03:16,530 | 00:03:18,115 | was like an oasis | was like an oasis |
37 | 00:03:18,281 | 00:03:20,826 | from the dumpster fire my brain was slowly becoming. | from the dumpster fire my brain was slowly becoming. |
38 | 00:03:24,246 | 00:03:26,832 | I just needed to keep my eye on the prize | I just needed to keep my eye on the prize |
39 | 00:03:26,998 | 00:03:28,458 | and bide my time. | and bide my time. |
40 | 00:03:32,713 | 00:03:35,716 | How hard could it be to hide my burgeoning insanity | How hard could it be to hide my burgeoning insanity |
41 | 00:03:35,882 | 00:03:38,760 | from the unforgiving ecosystem that is high school? | from the unforgiving ecosystem that is high school? |
42 | 00:03:38,927 | 00:03:40,095 | Check this out. | Check this out. |
43 | 00:03:40,595 | 00:03:42,556 | We finally got invited to one of Sarah's parties. | We finally got invited to one of Sarah's parties. |
44 | 00:03:43,890 | 00:03:45,183 | We can't miss this one, man. | We can't miss this one, man. |
45 | 00:03:45,350 | 00:03:46,435 | You're coming, right? | You're coming, right? |
46 | 00:03:46,685 | 00:03:48,103 | I'll pick you up tonight? | I'll pick you up tonight? |
47 | 00:03:49,563 | 00:03:50,731 | Who is that? | Who is that? |
48 | 00:03:51,356 | 00:03:53,108 | Sarah? The love of my life? | Sarah? The love of my life? |
49 | 00:03:53,275 | 00:03:56,987 | I mean, for a while, they were just voices. | I mean, for a while, they were just voices. |
50 | 00:03:57,154 | 00:03:58,572 | Yeah, right. Sarah. | Yeah, right. Sarah. |
51 | 00:04:00,907 | 00:04:02,451 | Now that you've added the solute, | Now that you've added the solute, |
52 | 00:04:02,617 | 00:04:05,495 | please keep monitoring the pH and the temperature. | please keep monitoring the pH and the temperature. |
53 | 00:04:06,329 | 00:04:09,374 | So, my parents are on another trial separation, whatever. | So, my parents are on another trial separation, whatever. |
54 | 00:04:09,541 | 00:04:11,686 | But I think I can guilt them into letting me take the car. | But I think I can guilt them into letting me take the car. |
55 | 00:04:11,710 | 00:04:13,211 | What do you say, dude, for the party? | What do you say, dude, for the party? |
56 | 00:04:13,378 | 00:04:15,464 | And I'm telling you, man, I think tonight's... | And I'm telling you, man, I think tonight's... |
57 | 00:04:15,672 | 00:04:16,757 | Adam. | Adam. |
58 | 00:04:17,674 | 00:04:19,509 | Adam, yo... | Adam, yo... |
59 | 00:04:23,180 | 00:04:24,765 | Over here. | Over here. |
60 | 00:04:28,310 | 00:04:29,728 | - What? - Dude, careful, | - What? - Dude, careful, |
61 | 00:04:29,811 | 00:04:30,812 | this shit's like lava. | this shit's like lava. |
62 | 00:04:30,979 | 00:04:32,731 | - I'm sorry. - What're you doin'? | - I'm sorry. - What're you doin'? |
63 | 00:04:32,898 | 00:04:34,191 | Right here, Adam. | Right here, Adam. |
64 | 00:04:39,529 | 00:04:40,530 | Todd. | Todd. |
65 | 00:04:40,697 | 00:04:41,740 | Adam. | Adam. |
66 | 00:04:42,699 | 00:04:44,367 | We need to leave now. | We need to leave now. |
67 | 00:04:56,880 | 00:04:57,881 | Adam! | Adam! |
68 | 00:04:59,049 | 00:05:01,343 | Everybody, clear away. Just clear away. | Everybody, clear away. Just clear away. |
69 | 00:05:15,941 | 00:05:17,108 | Don't worry, boss. | Don't worry, boss. |
70 | 00:05:17,400 | 00:05:18,401 | We got this. | We got this. |
71 | 00:05:18,527 | 00:05:20,445 | Do something, please! | Do something, please! |
72 | 00:05:21,112 | 00:05:22,489 | That hurts! It hurts! | That hurts! It hurts! |
73 | 00:05:23,365 | 00:05:24,491 | Hey, kid. | Hey, kid. |
74 | 00:05:24,866 | 00:05:26,034 | Kid! | Kid! |
75 | 00:05:26,117 | 00:05:28,286 | You want us to protect your scrawny ass, or what? | You want us to protect your scrawny ass, or what? |
76 | 00:05:28,370 | 00:05:29,371 | Beat it. | Beat it. |
77 | 00:05:36,628 | 00:05:38,755 | Adam. Go. | Adam. Go. |
78 | 00:05:39,214 | 00:05:40,257 | Just calm down. | Just calm down. |
79 | 00:05:40,340 | 00:05:42,008 | Calm down, son. Calm down. | Calm down, son. Calm down. |
80 | 00:05:42,175 | 00:05:43,426 | Just calm down, son. | Just calm down, son. |
81 | 00:05:43,593 | 00:05:45,679 | Calm. Just calm down. It's okay. | Calm. Just calm down. It's okay. |
82 | 00:05:46,972 | 00:05:49,182 | Just calm down, son. Calm down. | Just calm down, son. Calm down. |
83 | 00:05:49,349 | 00:05:51,017 | - Let go of me! - Just breathe. | - Let go of me! - Just breathe. |
84 | 00:05:51,393 | 00:05:53,019 | Just calm down. | Just calm down. |
85 | 00:05:53,562 | 00:05:55,522 | Relax. Relax. | Relax. Relax. |
86 | 00:05:57,399 | 00:06:00,068 | They called it my first psychotic break. | They called it my first psychotic break. |
87 | 00:06:01,611 | 00:06:02,612 | Hello, Mister... | Hello, Mister... |
88 | 00:06:02,696 | 00:06:05,991 | And that's when we found out exactly what I am. | And that's when we found out exactly what I am. |
89 | 00:06:06,408 | 00:06:07,909 | Schizophrenia. | Schizophrenia. |
90 | 00:06:08,076 | 00:06:09,661 | A chronic mental disorder | A chronic mental disorder |
91 | 00:06:09,744 | 00:06:12,163 | in which a person loses touch with reality. | in which a person loses touch with reality. |
92 | 00:06:12,330 | 00:06:15,250 | Allowing for visual and auditory hallucinations. | Allowing for visual and auditory hallucinations. |
93 | 00:06:15,417 | 00:06:17,794 | Paranoia. Delusions. | Paranoia. Delusions. |
94 | 00:06:17,961 | 00:06:21,464 | Hence the chemistry class extravaganza. | Hence the chemistry class extravaganza. |
95 | 00:06:21,840 | 00:06:24,551 | A cornucopia of shit, basically. | A cornucopia of shit, basically. |
96 | 00:06:24,801 | 00:06:27,721 | Never goes away, never normal. | Never goes away, never normal. |
97 | 00:06:28,972 | 00:06:30,015 | The end. | The end. |
98 | 00:06:32,976 | 00:06:35,270 | First, they expelled me from school. | First, they expelled me from school. |
99 | 00:06:39,983 | 00:06:44,195 | Hey, um, are you still goin' to Sarah's party next weekend? | Hey, um, are you still goin' to Sarah's party next weekend? |
100 | 00:06:45,071 | 00:06:46,573 | Todd's burn was so bad | Todd's burn was so bad |
101 | 00:06:46,656 | 00:06:48,575 | they had to take skin grafts from his ass. | they had to take skin grafts from his ass. |
102 | 00:06:48,742 | 00:06:50,285 | Where's your straitjacket, freak? | Where's your straitjacket, freak? |
103 | 00:06:50,869 | 00:06:51,912 | Now, he hates me. | Now, he hates me. |
104 | 00:06:52,078 | 00:06:53,079 | Hey, come on, guys, | Hey, come on, guys, |
105 | 00:06:53,163 | 00:06:54,331 | - go to class. - Freak. | - go to class. - Freak. |
106 | 00:06:54,414 | 00:06:55,415 | They all do. | They all do. |
107 | 00:06:58,084 | 00:07:00,503 | Then Paul hid all the knives. | Then Paul hid all the knives. |
108 | 00:07:03,673 | 00:07:05,133 | I'm just gonna say this, | I'm just gonna say this, |
109 | 00:07:05,592 | 00:07:07,135 | but maybe we should send him some place | but maybe we should send him some place |
110 | 00:07:07,218 | 00:07:09,054 | that knows how to take care of him. | that knows how to take care of him. |
111 | 00:07:10,180 | 00:07:11,389 | Professionally. | Professionally. |
112 | 00:07:14,100 | 00:07:16,686 | Just tell me when to start cracking skulls, kid. | Just tell me when to start cracking skulls, kid. |
113 | 00:07:18,146 | 00:07:19,940 | Deep breaths, Adam. | Deep breaths, Adam. |
114 | 00:07:20,482 | 00:07:21,775 | They mean well. | They mean well. |
115 | 00:07:23,443 | 00:07:25,820 | Looks like the neighborhood moms are training for the 10K. | Looks like the neighborhood moms are training for the 10K. |
116 | 00:07:25,987 | 00:07:27,113 | Wanna check it out? | Wanna check it out? |
117 | 00:07:27,280 | 00:07:30,492 | Once they showed up, they never went away. | Once they showed up, they never went away. |
118 | 00:07:30,659 | 00:07:33,578 | Like a bunch of inescapable roommates. | Like a bunch of inescapable roommates. |
119 | 00:07:33,870 | 00:07:35,246 | There's Rebecca. | There's Rebecca. |
120 | 00:07:35,413 | 00:07:38,959 | She's sort of Dalai Lama meets Coachella. | She's sort of Dalai Lama meets Coachella. |
121 | 00:07:39,459 | 00:07:40,585 | Always zen. | Always zen. |
122 | 00:07:41,002 | 00:07:43,171 | Honestly, I don't mind her that much. | Honestly, I don't mind her that much. |
123 | 00:07:43,421 | 00:07:46,633 | Then there's The Bodyguard, which is self-explanatory. | Then there's The Bodyguard, which is self-explanatory. |
124 | 00:07:46,800 | 00:07:48,718 | He's temperamental but loyal. | He's temperamental but loyal. |
125 | 00:07:48,885 | 00:07:51,346 | You always gotta watch your back. | You always gotta watch your back. |
126 | 00:07:51,513 | 00:07:53,306 | And lastly, there's Joaquin. | And lastly, there's Joaquin. |
127 | 00:07:53,473 | 00:07:55,225 | He's like the horny best friend | He's like the horny best friend |
128 | 00:07:55,308 | 00:07:56,768 | from a '90s teen movie | from a '90s teen movie |
129 | 00:07:56,935 | 00:07:58,269 | following you around, | following you around, |
130 | 00:07:58,353 | 00:08:00,105 | saying all of your unfiltered thoughts. | saying all of your unfiltered thoughts. |
131 | 00:08:00,313 | 00:08:01,314 | I know. | I know. |
132 | 00:08:01,982 | 00:08:04,025 | It's a lot. | It's a lot. |
133 | 00:08:04,484 | 00:08:05,527 | That's where you come in, | That's where you come in, |
134 | 00:08:06,361 | 00:08:09,364 | now that my mom is on this hopeless quest for a cure. | now that my mom is on this hopeless quest for a cure. |
135 | 00:08:09,531 | 00:08:10,991 | Just like all the other | Just like all the other |
136 | 00:08:11,074 | 00:08:12,659 | delusional moms we've met along the way. | delusional moms we've met along the way. |
137 | 00:08:13,076 | 00:08:14,786 | Sitting in the same waiting rooms. | Sitting in the same waiting rooms. |
138 | 00:08:14,953 | 00:08:17,455 | Putting their faith in the same doctors. | Putting their faith in the same doctors. |
139 | 00:08:17,622 | 00:08:20,375 | Quietly begging for the same thing. | Quietly begging for the same thing. |
140 | 00:08:21,167 | 00:08:22,627 | "Cure my kid." | "Cure my kid." |
141 | 00:08:27,298 | 00:08:31,886 | Abilify. Risperdal. Clozapine. Stelazine. | Abilify. Risperdal. Clozapine. Stelazine. |
142 | 00:08:32,262 | 00:08:34,931 | Name a drug cocktail and I've tried it. | Name a drug cocktail and I've tried it. |
143 | 00:08:35,098 | 00:08:36,725 | Any changes at all? | Any changes at all? |
144 | 00:08:43,815 | 00:08:44,858 | No. | No. |
145 | 00:08:46,234 | 00:08:49,612 | Yet, somehow, my mom hasn't given up hope. | Yet, somehow, my mom hasn't given up hope. |
146 | 00:08:50,947 | 00:08:53,116 | That makes one of us. I guess. | That makes one of us. I guess. |
147 | 00:09:05,003 | 00:09:07,130 | So, there you have it. | So, there you have it. |
148 | 00:09:07,672 | 00:09:09,549 | The whole woeful story. | The whole woeful story. |
149 | 00:09:09,966 | 00:09:11,342 | Take it or leave it. | Take it or leave it. |
150 | 00:09:11,760 | 00:09:13,053 | Or maybe just leave it. | Or maybe just leave it. |
151 | 00:09:13,219 | 00:09:15,513 | 'Cause let's be honest, the only reason we're here | 'Cause let's be honest, the only reason we're here |
152 | 00:09:15,680 | 00:09:18,933 | is because my morn's persistence is inescapable. | is because my morn's persistence is inescapable. |
153 | 00:09:19,100 | 00:09:21,061 | And I'm not trying to take a giant shit | And I'm not trying to take a giant shit |
154 | 00:09:21,144 | 00:09:23,104 | on your life's work or anything, | on your life's work or anything, |
155 | 00:09:23,271 | 00:09:27,776 | but I'm part of an elite club they call treatment resistant. | but I'm part of an elite club they call treatment resistant. |
156 | 00:09:28,318 | 00:09:30,779 | Which means, we're probably not gonna have | Which means, we're probably not gonna have |
157 | 00:09:30,862 | 00:09:35,116 | our own "It's not your fault" moment from Good Will Hunting. | our own "It's not your fault" moment from Good Will Hunting. |
158 | 00:09:36,326 | 00:09:38,369 | So, why don't you quietly reject me | So, why don't you quietly reject me |
159 | 00:09:38,453 | 00:09:40,413 | from this experimental trial | from this experimental trial |
160 | 00:09:40,580 | 00:09:42,957 | and save us both the disappointment? | and save us both the disappointment? |
161 | 00:09:45,752 | 00:09:46,795 | Cool? | Cool? |
162 | 00:09:53,802 | 00:09:55,929 | Okay, sweetheart, time to go. | Okay, sweetheart, time to go. |
163 | 00:09:59,891 | 00:10:03,144 | I told you, I'm not gonna be someone's guinea pig. | I told you, I'm not gonna be someone's guinea pig. |
164 | 00:10:03,311 | 00:10:05,372 | We don't know what'll happen to me if I take that stuff. | We don't know what'll happen to me if I take that stuff. |
165 | 00:10:05,396 | 00:10:06,648 | You might start feelin' better. | You might start feelin' better. |
166 | 00:10:06,856 | 00:10:09,692 | You just might start spending a little more time out of bed. | You just might start spending a little more time out of bed. |
167 | 00:10:09,776 | 00:10:10,819 | That's what could happen. | That's what could happen. |
168 | 00:10:11,319 | 00:10:13,905 | Okay, but what if I lose all my hair? | Okay, but what if I lose all my hair? |
169 | 00:10:14,239 | 00:10:15,782 | What if I go blind? | What if I go blind? |
170 | 00:10:15,865 | 00:10:16,866 | What if it's poisoned? | What if it's poisoned? |
171 | 00:10:17,033 | 00:10:19,202 | Honey, who would want to poison you? | Honey, who would want to poison you? |
172 | 00:10:19,285 | 00:10:21,371 | We ready? | We ready? |
173 | 00:10:21,788 | 00:10:23,665 | Okay, we'll be right down. | Okay, we'll be right down. |
174 | 00:10:27,293 | 00:10:28,336 | Come on. | Come on. |
175 | 00:10:28,670 | 00:10:30,755 | I have a really good feeling about this one. | I have a really good feeling about this one. |
176 | 00:10:31,923 | 00:10:33,466 | Don't do us dirty, bro. | Don't do us dirty, bro. |
177 | 00:10:34,884 | 00:10:36,261 | Can I just take it later? | Can I just take it later? |
178 | 00:10:36,803 | 00:10:37,804 | Fine. | Fine. |
179 | 00:10:38,263 | 00:10:39,347 | Get dressed. | Get dressed. |
180 | 00:10:41,015 | 00:10:44,060 | We have got to go to Brazil. | We have got to go to Brazil. |
181 | 00:10:46,646 | 00:10:48,690 | This looks like it could be nice. | This looks like it could be nice. |
182 | 00:10:57,365 | 00:10:58,908 | But I'm not even Catholic. | But I'm not even Catholic. |
183 | 00:10:59,450 | 00:11:02,287 | Catholics are more about attendance anyway. | Catholics are more about attendance anyway. |
184 | 00:11:02,829 | 00:11:05,748 | It's nice to finally meet you, Mr. Petrazelli. | It's nice to finally meet you, Mr. Petrazelli. |
185 | 00:11:05,915 | 00:11:07,167 | You, too. | You, too. |
186 | 00:11:07,333 | 00:11:08,418 | Take it off. | Take it off. |
187 | 00:11:09,043 | 00:11:12,213 | I'm glad you could all make the drive out here. | I'm glad you could all make the drive out here. |
188 | 00:11:12,630 | 00:11:14,048 | Yeah, well, the only person | Yeah, well, the only person |
189 | 00:11:14,132 | 00:11:16,342 | that can't reject you is Jesus, right? | that can't reject you is Jesus, right? |
190 | 00:11:20,513 | 00:11:23,558 | I think what he means to say is we are | I think what he means to say is we are |
191 | 00:11:23,725 | 00:11:25,977 | very appreciative that you're considering Adam | very appreciative that you're considering Adam |
192 | 00:11:26,060 | 00:11:27,437 | in the middle of the school year. | in the middle of the school year. |
193 | 00:11:27,604 | 00:11:29,022 | Our Lord embraces all children, | Our Lord embraces all children, |
194 | 00:11:29,105 | 00:11:31,482 | even those with challenges. | even those with challenges. |
195 | 00:11:32,942 | 00:11:35,737 | We make it a point... Come on, kid. | We make it a point... Come on, kid. |
196 | 00:11:36,070 | 00:11:37,780 | Let me take care of her for ya. | Let me take care of her for ya. |
197 | 00:11:37,947 | 00:11:39,490 | She's gonna be nothing but trouble. | She's gonna be nothing but trouble. |
198 | 00:11:39,657 | 00:11:41,784 | We want to give them the tools... | We want to give them the tools... |
199 | 00:11:42,076 | 00:11:43,578 | Suit yourself. | Suit yourself. |
200 | 00:11:46,998 | 00:11:48,082 | Oh, wow. | Oh, wow. |
201 | 00:11:48,791 | 00:11:50,210 | Is something wrong? | Is something wrong? |
202 | 00:11:50,293 | 00:11:51,336 | No. | No. |
203 | 00:11:51,753 | 00:11:53,087 | Just wow. Ah. | Just wow. Ah. |
204 | 00:11:54,047 | 00:11:55,423 | Quite the display. | Quite the display. |
205 | 00:11:56,549 | 00:11:59,719 | Yes, Saint Agatha's is home to the best and the brightest. | Yes, Saint Agatha's is home to the best and the brightest. |
206 | 00:12:00,887 | 00:12:02,263 | Not just in the school district, | Not just in the school district, |
207 | 00:12:02,347 | 00:12:04,515 | but in all of the county. | but in all of the county. |
208 | 00:12:05,099 | 00:12:07,018 | And the buck doesn't stop there. | And the buck doesn't stop there. |
209 | 00:12:07,185 | 00:12:09,020 | Moral and spiritual integrity | Moral and spiritual integrity |
210 | 00:12:09,103 | 00:12:12,148 | are also of paramount importance. | are also of paramount importance. |
211 | 00:12:12,315 | 00:12:15,610 | As you know, Adam's admission | As you know, Adam's admission |
212 | 00:12:15,818 | 00:12:17,612 | to such a distinguished academic culture | to such a distinguished academic culture |
213 | 00:12:17,695 | 00:12:19,113 | would be conditional. | would be conditional. |
214 | 00:12:19,280 | 00:12:21,324 | These expectations extend to him | These expectations extend to him |
215 | 00:12:21,407 | 00:12:23,826 | regardless of his medical issues. | regardless of his medical issues. |
216 | 00:12:23,993 | 00:12:27,413 | That won't be a problem. Right? Yeah? | That won't be a problem. Right? Yeah? |
217 | 00:12:27,580 | 00:12:28,873 | Yeah, right. | Yeah, right. |
218 | 00:12:29,666 | 00:12:31,751 | I'm ready to excel on all fronts. | I'm ready to excel on all fronts. |
219 | 00:12:32,961 | 00:12:34,671 | It says here... | It says here... |
220 | 00:12:35,463 | 00:12:38,091 | that Adam has begun a recent medical trial | that Adam has begun a recent medical trial |
221 | 00:12:38,258 | 00:12:40,343 | to help treat his condition. | to help treat his condition. |
222 | 00:12:41,177 | 00:12:43,429 | Yes, he... he just started. | Yes, he... he just started. |
223 | 00:12:44,013 | 00:12:45,890 | And how are you feeling? | And how are you feeling? |
224 | 00:12:49,686 | 00:12:52,522 | Uh... All fired up. | Uh... All fired up. |
225 | 00:12:55,817 | 00:12:57,068 | Well, | Well, |
226 | 00:12:58,820 | 00:13:00,321 | we can accept Adam. | we can accept Adam. |
227 | 00:13:01,281 | 00:13:03,157 | On the condition that he maintain | On the condition that he maintain |
228 | 00:13:03,241 | 00:13:05,118 | a three-point-five GPA. | a three-point-five GPA. |
229 | 00:13:05,285 | 00:13:09,622 | And score above a 90% on the yearly benchmark exam. | And score above a 90% on the yearly benchmark exam. |
230 | 00:13:09,914 | 00:13:11,958 | Lastly, we would need monthly updates | Lastly, we would need monthly updates |
231 | 00:13:12,125 | 00:13:15,003 | regarding his psychiatric treatment, of course. | regarding his psychiatric treatment, of course. |
232 | 00:13:15,169 | 00:13:16,421 | That won't be a problem. | That won't be a problem. |
233 | 00:13:16,587 | 00:13:17,964 | Thank you so much. | Thank you so much. |
234 | 00:13:18,339 | 00:13:21,050 | You'll, uh, practice discretion, right? | You'll, uh, practice discretion, right? |
235 | 00:13:21,551 | 00:13:24,846 | We had an issue with bullying at his last school. | We had an issue with bullying at his last school. |
236 | 00:13:25,888 | 00:13:27,515 | Perhaps that would be for the best. | Perhaps that would be for the best. |
237 | 00:13:27,765 | 00:13:29,517 | No need to alarm anyone. | No need to alarm anyone. |
238 | 00:13:29,684 | 00:13:30,935 | Okay, thank you. | Okay, thank you. |
239 | 00:13:31,102 | 00:13:32,103 | Adam. | Adam. |
240 | 00:13:32,478 | 00:13:33,479 | Adam? | Adam? |
241 | 00:13:37,317 | 00:13:39,152 | I need to go use the restroom. | I need to go use the restroom. |
242 | 00:13:43,239 | 00:13:44,866 | Just a second. | Just a second. |
243 | 00:13:46,284 | 00:13:47,285 | Hey, | Hey, |
244 | 00:13:48,369 | 00:13:49,370 | what's wrong? | what's wrong? |
245 | 00:13:50,496 | 00:13:52,623 | Don't you see him judging me? | Don't you see him judging me? |
246 | 00:13:52,957 | 00:13:53,958 | Who, Paul? | Who, Paul? |
247 | 00:13:54,042 | 00:13:55,043 | Yeah. | Yeah. |
248 | 00:13:55,293 | 00:13:56,377 | He cares about you. | He cares about you. |
249 | 00:13:56,544 | 00:13:59,339 | He just doesn't communicate like us. | He just doesn't communicate like us. |
250 | 00:13:59,756 | 00:14:00,757 | Really? | Really? |
251 | 00:14:01,049 | 00:14:02,717 | You call this communicating? | You call this communicating? |
252 | 00:14:03,384 | 00:14:04,385 | Look, | Look, |
253 | 00:14:05,053 | 00:14:06,133 | you're going to feel better | you're going to feel better |
254 | 00:14:06,179 | 00:14:07,847 | once you start taking the medication. | once you start taking the medication. |
255 | 00:14:08,139 | 00:14:10,475 | Subtle topic change... No, you heard her. | Subtle topic change... No, you heard her. |
256 | 00:14:11,184 | 00:14:13,227 | You have gotta get serious about this trial | You have gotta get serious about this trial |
257 | 00:14:13,311 | 00:14:15,355 | and about doing well here, otherwise... | and about doing well here, otherwise... |
258 | 00:14:15,688 | 00:14:16,689 | Otherwise what? | Otherwise what? |
259 | 00:14:16,856 | 00:14:18,149 | No diploma. | No diploma. |
260 | 00:14:18,316 | 00:14:20,318 | No culinary school in the Fall. | No culinary school in the Fall. |
261 | 00:14:21,152 | 00:14:22,862 | This is your last chance, Adam. | This is your last chance, Adam. |
262 | 00:14:23,029 | 00:14:25,323 | Sweetie, we can treat this. | Sweetie, we can treat this. |
263 | 00:14:25,907 | 00:14:27,408 | You remember what the doctor said | You remember what the doctor said |
264 | 00:14:27,492 | 00:14:28,719 | that just because you're a person | that just because you're a person |
265 | 00:14:28,743 | 00:14:30,953 | who's dealing with this illness doesn't mean... | who's dealing with this illness doesn't mean... |
266 | 00:14:31,120 | 00:14:33,247 | I'm not the illness itself. | I'm not the illness itself. |
267 | 00:14:34,207 | 00:14:35,792 | It's hard not to feel like that | It's hard not to feel like that |
268 | 00:14:35,875 | 00:14:37,627 | when everyone treats you like one. | when everyone treats you like one. |
269 | 00:14:39,128 | 00:14:40,421 | I'll be right back. | I'll be right back. |
270 | 00:14:59,982 | 00:15:02,360 | Moral and spiritual integrity, my ass. | Moral and spiritual integrity, my ass. |
271 | 00:15:02,527 | 00:15:03,820 | How hard is it for you to meet me | How hard is it for you to meet me |
272 | 00:15:03,903 | 00:15:05,297 | in the bathroom like we talked about? | in the bathroom like we talked about? |
273 | 00:15:05,321 | 00:15:06,548 | Not outside, never in the hallway. | Not outside, never in the hallway. |
274 | 00:15:06,572 | 00:15:07,740 | In, it's a simple concept. | In, it's a simple concept. |
275 | 00:15:07,824 | 00:15:08,926 | Okay. Get off my nuts, all right? | Okay. Get off my nuts, all right? |
276 | 00:15:08,950 | 00:15:10,010 | We're in the bathroom now... | We're in the bathroom now... |
277 | 00:15:10,034 | 00:15:11,077 | - Cash. - Yeah. | - Cash. - Yeah. |
278 | 00:15:15,331 | 00:15:17,500 | You're short 40, this isn't charity work. | You're short 40, this isn't charity work. |
279 | 00:15:17,667 | 00:15:18,977 | Okay, I'll get you the rest next month. | Okay, I'll get you the rest next month. |
280 | 00:15:19,001 | 00:15:21,254 | No, you still owe me 30 from last month. | No, you still owe me 30 from last month. |
281 | 00:15:24,215 | 00:15:25,466 | Is he with you? | Is he with you? |
282 | 00:15:25,925 | 00:15:26,968 | Nope. | Nope. |
283 | 00:15:30,596 | 00:15:33,015 | You know this wing is closed for Mass, right? | You know this wing is closed for Mass, right? |
284 | 00:15:33,182 | 00:15:35,810 | Her energy is so strong. | Her energy is so strong. |
285 | 00:15:36,394 | 00:15:38,062 | I bet she's a Sagittarius. | I bet she's a Sagittarius. |
286 | 00:15:38,229 | 00:15:39,772 | Are you mute or something? | Are you mute or something? |
287 | 00:15:39,939 | 00:15:42,608 | Scratch that, definitely a Scorpio. | Scratch that, definitely a Scorpio. |
288 | 00:15:42,775 | 00:15:44,193 | Not mute. | Not mute. |
289 | 00:15:44,569 | 00:15:45,695 | Um, just new. | Um, just new. |
290 | 00:15:46,112 | 00:15:47,196 | Tomorrow's my first day, | Tomorrow's my first day, |
291 | 00:15:47,280 | 00:15:49,365 | I didn't realize this wing was closed. | I didn't realize this wing was closed. |
292 | 00:15:49,615 | 00:15:51,951 | Don't get too excited down there. | Don't get too excited down there. |
293 | 00:15:52,326 | 00:15:53,327 | Ew. | Ew. |
294 | 00:15:53,744 | 00:15:55,788 | You didn't see us, okay? | You didn't see us, okay? |
295 | 00:15:55,997 | 00:15:57,373 | See who? | See who? |
296 | 00:16:00,418 | 00:16:01,419 | Us. | Us. |
297 | 00:16:01,502 | 00:16:03,880 | - I need it by next week. - I'm gonna sew you a cape... | - I need it by next week. - I'm gonna sew you a cape... |
298 | 00:16:04,046 | 00:16:05,715 | - Shut up. - Because you're my hero. | - Shut up. - Because you're my hero. |
299 | 00:16:33,367 | 00:16:35,244 | Adam. | Adam. |
300 | 00:16:37,914 | 00:16:40,333 | Who are you trying to fool? | Who are you trying to fool? |
301 | 00:16:43,085 | 00:16:45,421 | You'll never make it here. | You'll never make it here. |
302 | 00:17:05,566 | 00:17:06,567 | Yeah. | Yeah. |
303 | 00:17:07,652 | 00:17:10,238 | Um, okay, I'll see you guys later. | Um, okay, I'll see you guys later. |
304 | 00:17:13,824 | 00:17:15,993 | Okay, this is it. Send out the vibe. | Okay, this is it. Send out the vibe. |
305 | 00:17:16,160 | 00:17:18,412 | Be cool. Be confident. Less like you, more like me. | Be cool. Be confident. Less like you, more like me. |
306 | 00:17:18,579 | 00:17:20,289 | Keep this prasiolite in your pocket. | Keep this prasiolite in your pocket. |
307 | 00:17:20,373 | 00:17:22,124 | It'll boost your confidence. | It'll boost your confidence. |
308 | 00:17:25,002 | 00:17:26,003 | What is that? | What is that? |
309 | 00:17:27,213 | 00:17:28,381 | It's my lunch. | It's my lunch. |
310 | 00:17:28,631 | 00:17:30,383 | Who brings their own sushi to school? | Who brings their own sushi to school? |
311 | 00:17:30,550 | 00:17:33,386 | Beautiful, she's setting you up for playful banter. | Beautiful, she's setting you up for playful banter. |
312 | 00:17:34,136 | 00:17:36,556 | Beats the dog food they serve here. | Beats the dog food they serve here. |
313 | 00:17:37,390 | 00:17:38,933 | The food here isn't that terrible. | The food here isn't that terrible. |
314 | 00:17:40,017 | 00:17:42,728 | For the tuition, they should be serving farm-to-table. | For the tuition, they should be serving farm-to-table. |
315 | 00:17:42,895 | 00:17:45,606 | So, what, are you some kind of food snob or something? | So, what, are you some kind of food snob or something? |
316 | 00:17:45,773 | 00:17:47,733 | Tell her you have a big palate. | Tell her you have a big palate. |
317 | 00:17:47,900 | 00:17:50,820 | I have a big palate. | I have a big palate. |
318 | 00:17:50,903 | 00:17:52,863 | Okay. | Okay. |
319 | 00:17:56,450 | 00:17:59,620 | - Hey, right here. - Yeah. | - Hey, right here. - Yeah. |
320 | 00:17:59,787 | 00:18:01,706 | - Hi. Yeah. - Hi. | - Hi. Yeah. - Hi. |
321 | 00:18:01,872 | 00:18:03,833 | You're kind of weird. | You're kind of weird. |
322 | 00:18:04,000 | 00:18:06,377 | No offense, but are you special needs? | No offense, but are you special needs? |
323 | 00:18:06,460 | 00:18:08,296 | No! | No! |
324 | 00:18:09,463 | 00:18:11,048 | Just a question, man. | Just a question, man. |
325 | 00:18:11,257 | 00:18:12,937 | Jeez, didn't mean to get you all triggered. | Jeez, didn't mean to get you all triggered. |
326 | 00:18:13,259 | 00:18:15,428 | I mean, uh, no, I'm not. | I mean, uh, no, I'm not. |
327 | 00:18:15,595 | 00:18:17,763 | I have this chronic headache syndrome. | I have this chronic headache syndrome. |
328 | 00:18:17,930 | 00:18:20,266 | So it makes me blurry sometimes. | So it makes me blurry sometimes. |
329 | 00:18:20,433 | 00:18:21,993 | Have you ever got a brain scan for that? | Have you ever got a brain scan for that? |
330 | 00:18:22,059 | 00:18:23,811 | No, why would I? | No, why would I? |
331 | 00:18:23,978 | 00:18:25,187 | Well, several malignant tumors | Well, several malignant tumors |
332 | 00:18:25,271 | 00:18:27,148 | mimic the symptoms of the common headache. | mimic the symptoms of the common headache. |
333 | 00:18:27,315 | 00:18:31,402 | Acoustic Neuroma, CNS lymphoma, Meningioma. | Acoustic Neuroma, CNS lymphoma, Meningioma. |
334 | 00:18:31,569 | 00:18:33,070 | Just saying. | Just saying. |
335 | 00:18:33,237 | 00:18:35,573 | I'm pretty sure they're just headaches. | I'm pretty sure they're just headaches. |
336 | 00:18:36,574 | 00:18:38,284 | I'm Maya. | I'm Maya. |
337 | 00:18:38,659 | 00:18:39,785 | I'm Adam. | I'm Adam. |
338 | 00:18:40,453 | 00:18:43,080 | I came over here to intimidate you into silence | I came over here to intimidate you into silence |
339 | 00:18:43,914 | 00:18:46,334 | but something tells me you're pretty harmless. | but something tells me you're pretty harmless. |
340 | 00:18:47,460 | 00:18:49,260 | Are you the school's drug dealer or something? | Are you the school's drug dealer or something? |
341 | 00:18:50,254 | 00:18:51,797 | You're looking at Saint Agatha's | You're looking at Saint Agatha's |
342 | 00:18:51,881 | 00:18:53,966 | projected valedictorian. | projected valedictorian. |
343 | 00:18:54,175 | 00:18:55,843 | Show a little respect. | Show a little respect. |
344 | 00:18:56,010 | 00:18:57,511 | What's with all the cloak-and-dagger | What's with all the cloak-and-dagger |
345 | 00:18:57,595 | 00:18:58,804 | in the boys' bathroom? | in the boys' bathroom? |
346 | 00:18:58,971 | 00:19:00,723 | Just a side hustle. | Just a side hustle. |
347 | 00:19:00,890 | 00:19:02,016 | I'm the kind of person | I'm the kind of person |
348 | 00:19:02,183 | 00:19:05,102 | who knows how to get things done around here for a price. | who knows how to get things done around here for a price. |
349 | 00:19:05,269 | 00:19:07,271 | Homework, essays. | Homework, essays. |
350 | 00:19:07,438 | 00:19:09,231 | So you're like | So you're like |
351 | 00:19:09,315 | 00:19:11,400 | the Bernie Madoff of academic fraud? | the Bernie Madoff of academic fraud? |
352 | 00:19:11,484 | 00:19:13,944 | Sure, only I don't get caught. | Sure, only I don't get caught. |
353 | 00:19:18,282 | 00:19:20,076 | Why are you dressed for a snowstorm? | Why are you dressed for a snowstorm? |
354 | 00:19:20,117 | 00:19:21,410 | It's like 80 outside. | It's like 80 outside. |
355 | 00:19:23,245 | 00:19:24,246 | I run cold. | I run cold. |
356 | 00:19:24,330 | 00:19:25,414 | Well, you better hope | Well, you better hope |
357 | 00:19:25,498 | 00:19:26,767 | they don't catch you out of your uniform. | they don't catch you out of your uniform. |
358 | 00:19:26,791 | 00:19:29,794 | Hey, guys. Um, would you like to sign up for prom tickets? | Hey, guys. Um, would you like to sign up for prom tickets? |
359 | 00:19:29,960 | 00:19:31,921 | This year's theme is Starry Night. | This year's theme is Starry Night. |
360 | 00:19:32,088 | 00:19:34,090 | A magical night under His stars. | A magical night under His stars. |
361 | 00:19:34,256 | 00:19:35,716 | I think she's talking to you. | I think she's talking to you. |
362 | 00:19:35,966 | 00:19:37,843 | I choose to not affiliate myself | I choose to not affiliate myself |
363 | 00:19:37,927 | 00:19:39,762 | with patriarchal norms like prom. | with patriarchal norms like prom. |
364 | 00:19:41,097 | 00:19:43,265 | Um... Thank you. | Um... Thank you. |
365 | 00:19:51,649 | 00:19:54,068 | Hmm. Not bad. | Hmm. Not bad. |
366 | 00:19:54,276 | 00:19:57,238 | Anyway, uh, if you need anything, | Anyway, uh, if you need anything, |
367 | 00:19:57,405 | 00:19:59,073 | you know what I mean, let me know. | you know what I mean, let me know. |
368 | 00:20:04,495 | 00:20:06,706 | Hey, um, are you guys coming? | Hey, um, are you guys coming? |
369 | 00:20:07,832 | 00:20:08,833 | Well, no, I don't... | Well, no, I don't... |
370 | 00:20:08,999 | 00:20:11,544 | They didn't say the time but I was just gonna head there. | They didn't say the time but I was just gonna head there. |
371 | 00:20:17,717 | 00:20:19,552 | Bad idea, kid. | Bad idea, kid. |
372 | 00:20:20,720 | 00:20:21,804 | Sure. | Sure. |
373 | 00:20:21,971 | 00:20:24,849 | Good luck getting laid with jaundice and diarrhea. | Good luck getting laid with jaundice and diarrhea. |
374 | 00:20:25,015 | 00:20:26,016 | Yeah. | Yeah. |
375 | 00:20:37,903 | 00:20:40,614 | Updates? I made a new friend. Sort of. | Updates? I made a new friend. Sort of. |
376 | 00:20:40,781 | 00:20:42,742 | That felt like a win for Adam. | That felt like a win for Adam. |
377 | 00:20:42,908 | 00:20:45,202 | Don't get many of those when your entire waking life | Don't get many of those when your entire waking life |
378 | 00:20:45,411 | 00:20:47,538 | is an Escape Room with no exit. | is an Escape Room with no exit. |
379 | 00:20:47,705 | 00:20:50,708 | Meanwhile, Paul still tiptoes around me | Meanwhile, Paul still tiptoes around me |
380 | 00:20:50,791 | 00:20:52,543 | like I'm going to kill him in his sleep. | like I'm going to kill him in his sleep. |
381 | 00:20:53,169 | 00:20:54,795 | As if being mentally ill | As if being mentally ill |
382 | 00:20:54,879 | 00:20:57,423 | automatically makes you Jeffrey Dahmer. | automatically makes you Jeffrey Dahmer. |
383 | 00:20:58,632 | 00:20:59,842 | What are these? | What are these? |
384 | 00:21:00,968 | 00:21:04,597 | Um, uh, one less utensil we have to wash. | Um, uh, one less utensil we have to wash. |
385 | 00:21:06,724 | 00:21:08,517 | Just thought we'd give 'em a try. | Just thought we'd give 'em a try. |
386 | 00:21:08,809 | 00:21:10,561 | I don't know what's weirder, | I don't know what's weirder, |
387 | 00:21:10,644 | 00:21:12,354 | seeing things that aren't actually there, | seeing things that aren't actually there, |
388 | 00:21:12,521 | 00:21:14,440 | or sitting across from a grown man | or sitting across from a grown man |
389 | 00:21:14,523 | 00:21:15,733 | who is suddenly afraid of me. | who is suddenly afraid of me. |
390 | 00:21:15,900 | 00:21:17,234 | So, Adam, | So, Adam, |
391 | 00:21:18,569 | 00:21:20,738 | did you learn something new today? | did you learn something new today? |
392 | 00:21:22,114 | 00:21:25,951 | But that's his problem. Not mine. | But that's his problem. Not mine. |
393 | 00:21:26,118 | 00:21:28,537 | I learned that Saint Agatha's | I learned that Saint Agatha's |
394 | 00:21:28,704 | 00:21:31,957 | was named after a woman who refused a man's advances | was named after a woman who refused a man's advances |
395 | 00:21:32,124 | 00:21:34,835 | and subsequently had her breasts hacked off | and subsequently had her breasts hacked off |
396 | 00:21:35,002 | 00:21:36,545 | as penance. | as penance. |
397 | 00:21:39,423 | 00:21:40,549 | Wow. | Wow. |
398 | 00:21:43,803 | 00:21:45,971 | I think Paul was referring to your coursework. | I think Paul was referring to your coursework. |
399 | 00:21:47,139 | 00:21:48,766 | It was fine. | It was fine. |
400 | 00:21:49,058 | 00:21:50,684 | Not much to say. | Not much to say. |
401 | 00:21:53,145 | 00:21:54,647 | Just give it time. | Just give it time. |
402 | 00:21:55,689 | 00:21:56,774 | It's a good school. | It's a good school. |
403 | 00:21:57,775 | 00:21:58,984 | Okay. | Okay. |
404 | 00:22:11,455 | 00:22:12,665 | Adam... | Adam... |
405 | 00:22:13,374 | 00:22:15,000 | Adam. | Adam. |
406 | 00:22:15,835 | 00:22:19,088 | You're ruining your mother's life, Adam. | You're ruining your mother's life, Adam. |
407 | 00:22:19,421 | 00:22:21,131 | You're not the son she wanted. | You're not the son she wanted. |
408 | 00:22:21,882 | 00:22:24,301 | This is why your father left. | This is why your father left. |
409 | 00:22:24,468 | 00:22:26,929 | He knew something was wrong with you. | He knew something was wrong with you. |
410 | 00:22:27,388 | 00:22:29,765 | And soon, everyone at your new school | And soon, everyone at your new school |
411 | 00:22:29,849 | 00:22:31,684 | will know the truth. | will know the truth. |
412 | 00:22:31,851 | 00:22:34,728 | That's when they'll finally get rid of you. | That's when they'll finally get rid of you. |
413 | 00:22:34,895 | 00:22:36,647 | Gone. | Gone. |
414 | 00:22:36,814 | 00:22:38,899 | Nothing. | Nothing. |
415 | 00:22:39,066 | 00:22:42,069 | When that voice comes to visit me, | When that voice comes to visit me, |
416 | 00:22:42,278 | 00:22:45,114 | it's like I'm having a nightmare | it's like I'm having a nightmare |
417 | 00:22:45,197 | 00:22:46,615 | while I'm awake. | while I'm awake. |
418 | 00:22:47,324 | 00:22:48,951 | I try to close my eyes | I try to close my eyes |
419 | 00:22:49,660 | 00:22:51,662 | and let my mind go blank. | and let my mind go blank. |
420 | 00:22:51,829 | 00:22:53,581 | Like you told me to. | Like you told me to. |
421 | 00:22:54,498 | 00:22:55,499 | But | But |
422 | 00:22:57,001 | 00:22:59,003 | that doesn't work. | that doesn't work. |
423 | 00:23:01,589 | 00:23:02,798 | I'm proud of you. | I'm proud of you. |
424 | 00:23:03,591 | 00:23:04,633 | Thanks. | Thanks. |
425 | 00:23:04,717 | 00:23:07,303 | And I maintain that this drug won't work, either. | And I maintain that this drug won't work, either. |
426 | 00:23:07,469 | 00:23:09,263 | Proud of you, honey. | Proud of you, honey. |
427 | 00:23:09,430 | 00:23:12,933 | But I was secretly hoping you'd prove me wrong. | But I was secretly hoping you'd prove me wrong. |
428 | 00:23:15,811 | 00:23:16,812 | Good. | Good. |
429 | 00:23:18,188 | 00:23:19,690 | Very good, Marlene. | Very good, Marlene. |
430 | 00:23:23,152 | 00:23:24,904 | Adam, this is not good. | Adam, this is not good. |
431 | 00:23:25,070 | 00:23:26,572 | We have to fix this. | We have to fix this. |
432 | 00:23:27,156 | 00:23:28,532 | I'm not trying to fail math. | I'm not trying to fail math. |
433 | 00:23:28,699 | 00:23:29,992 | I know that. | I know that. |
434 | 00:23:30,159 | 00:23:32,661 | Okay, but you can't get kicked out your second week. | Okay, but you can't get kicked out your second week. |
435 | 00:23:32,828 | 00:23:34,308 | This is your life we're talking about. | This is your life we're talking about. |
436 | 00:23:34,371 | 00:23:35,581 | Well, I know, | Well, I know, |
437 | 00:23:36,498 | 00:23:38,709 | but you're not in my head with me. | but you're not in my head with me. |
438 | 00:23:42,087 | 00:23:44,298 | Okay, let's get back on the same team. | Okay, let's get back on the same team. |
439 | 00:23:45,466 | 00:23:46,842 | Find your center. | Find your center. |
440 | 00:23:47,384 | 00:23:48,802 | Take a breath. | Take a breath. |
441 | 00:23:50,387 | 00:23:51,555 | Yeah, okay. | Yeah, okay. |
442 | 00:23:52,014 | 00:23:53,307 | Same team. | Same team. |
443 | 00:23:53,474 | 00:23:55,976 | Maybe Paul could help, he's a numbers guy. | Maybe Paul could help, he's a numbers guy. |
444 | 00:23:59,063 | 00:24:00,397 | No, that's... | No, that's... |
445 | 00:24:00,898 | 00:24:02,399 | That's gonna be a hard pass from me. | That's gonna be a hard pass from me. |
446 | 00:24:02,566 | 00:24:03,943 | Well, just think about it, okay? | Well, just think about it, okay? |
447 | 00:24:05,319 | 00:24:06,403 | Okay. | Okay. |
448 | 00:24:10,991 | 00:24:12,534 | I'll find a tutor. | I'll find a tutor. |
449 | 00:24:17,247 | 00:24:18,248 | Hey. | Hey. |
450 | 00:24:18,832 | 00:24:20,709 | Why did you sign your name in the note? | Why did you sign your name in the note? |
451 | 00:24:20,876 | 00:24:23,504 | I was literally looking at you when you handed it to me. | I was literally looking at you when you handed it to me. |
452 | 00:24:24,129 | 00:24:26,882 | Kids around here really have a way with words, huh? | Kids around here really have a way with words, huh? |
453 | 00:24:27,049 | 00:24:28,735 | Don't let the academic achievements fool you. | Don't let the academic achievements fool you. |
454 | 00:24:28,759 | 00:24:30,719 | Everything you need to know about Saint Agatha's | Everything you need to know about Saint Agatha's |
455 | 00:24:30,803 | 00:24:32,429 | is in here. | is in here. |
456 | 00:24:32,638 | 00:24:34,139 | So this is like the underbelly? | So this is like the underbelly? |
457 | 00:24:34,306 | 00:24:36,350 | Yeah, and it needs to stay that way. | Yeah, and it needs to stay that way. |
458 | 00:24:36,517 | 00:24:37,917 | If we're gonna do business together, | If we're gonna do business together, |
459 | 00:24:38,060 | 00:24:40,396 | you can't be passing notes in front of Sister Catherine. | you can't be passing notes in front of Sister Catherine. |
460 | 00:24:40,562 | 00:24:42,147 | Well, that's the thing. | Well, that's the thing. |
461 | 00:24:42,314 | 00:24:44,900 | I don't need you to go all Madoff on me. | I don't need you to go all Madoff on me. |
462 | 00:24:45,901 | 00:24:47,444 | I need a tutor. | I need a tutor. |
463 | 00:24:48,195 | 00:24:50,572 | Yeah, no. I don't do that kind of bitch work. | Yeah, no. I don't do that kind of bitch work. |
464 | 00:24:50,739 | 00:24:52,408 | Try the student center. | Try the student center. |
465 | 00:24:53,200 | 00:24:55,327 | That kid the other day, he owed you money, right? | That kid the other day, he owed you money, right? |
466 | 00:25:00,791 | 00:25:03,669 | You'd be surprised how many of these rich assholes | You'd be surprised how many of these rich assholes |
467 | 00:25:03,836 | 00:25:05,379 | don't keep up their end of the bargain. | don't keep up their end of the bargain. |
468 | 00:25:07,089 | 00:25:09,550 | So, do you want to keep chasing rich assholes | So, do you want to keep chasing rich assholes |
469 | 00:25:09,633 | 00:25:10,843 | or do you want to get paid? | or do you want to get paid? |
470 | 00:25:12,428 | 00:25:15,389 | My mom is willing to pay for a tutor | My mom is willing to pay for a tutor |
471 | 00:25:15,723 | 00:25:17,808 | and she really wants me to do well. | and she really wants me to do well. |
472 | 00:25:19,685 | 00:25:21,395 | 200 a week. Three sessions. | 200 a week. Three sessions. |
473 | 00:25:21,562 | 00:25:23,439 | All weekdays, one weekend out of the month. | All weekdays, one weekend out of the month. |
474 | 00:25:23,772 | 00:25:24,857 | Jesus. | Jesus. |
475 | 00:25:26,275 | 00:25:28,235 | - Are you serious? - You get what you pay for. | - Are you serious? - You get what you pay for. |
476 | 00:25:30,237 | 00:25:32,072 | - How about 100 a week? - 200. | - How about 100 a week? - 200. |
477 | 00:25:32,406 | 00:25:34,575 | - 150? - Two or I walk. Yes or no? | - 150? - Two or I walk. Yes or no? |
478 | 00:25:36,994 | 00:25:39,830 | After I won the Newton Young Genius Award | After I won the Newton Young Genius Award |
479 | 00:25:39,997 | 00:25:42,041 | from the National Honor Society in seventh grade, | from the National Honor Society in seventh grade, |
480 | 00:25:42,207 | 00:25:44,585 | I got a full ride scholarship to Saint Agatha's | I got a full ride scholarship to Saint Agatha's |
481 | 00:25:44,752 | 00:25:46,920 | where I've been the reigning student body president | where I've been the reigning student body president |
482 | 00:25:47,087 | 00:25:48,756 | since my freshman year | since my freshman year |
483 | 00:25:48,922 | 00:25:51,633 | in addition to being captain of several clubs. | in addition to being captain of several clubs. |
484 | 00:25:51,800 | 00:25:53,469 | Yearbook, Science, French, | Yearbook, Science, French, |
485 | 00:25:53,510 | 00:25:55,429 | Model United Nations, to name a few. | Model United Nations, to name a few. |
486 | 00:25:56,722 | 00:25:58,515 | But those are just for fun. | But those are just for fun. |
487 | 00:25:58,682 | 00:26:00,017 | My primary focus is academics | My primary focus is academics |
488 | 00:26:00,184 | 00:26:02,394 | as I've received an early acceptance to Duke this Fall. | as I've received an early acceptance to Duke this Fall. |
489 | 00:26:04,730 | 00:26:06,273 | Wow. | Wow. |
490 | 00:26:06,815 | 00:26:08,901 | Wow, very impressive, Maya. | Wow, very impressive, Maya. |
491 | 00:26:09,068 | 00:26:10,527 | The upright Lovers card! | The upright Lovers card! |
492 | 00:26:10,694 | 00:26:12,696 | Love, union, mutual attraction... | Love, union, mutual attraction... |
493 | 00:26:12,863 | 00:26:14,782 | When I do something, I do it all the way. | When I do something, I do it all the way. |
494 | 00:26:14,948 | 00:26:17,076 | Middle ground or halfway | Middle ground or halfway |
495 | 00:26:17,159 | 00:26:19,286 | aren't concepts I subscribe to. | aren't concepts I subscribe to. |
496 | 00:26:19,828 | 00:26:21,538 | So, I will do everything in my power | So, I will do everything in my power |
497 | 00:26:21,747 | 00:26:23,391 | to make sure that your boy doesn't fall behind. | to make sure that your boy doesn't fall behind. |
498 | 00:26:23,415 | 00:26:25,000 | - She's good. - She is good. | - She's good. - She is good. |
499 | 00:26:25,167 | 00:26:26,835 | You don't work with adults, do you? | You don't work with adults, do you? |
500 | 00:26:26,919 | 00:26:30,881 | Um... You're very impressive, Maya. | Um... You're very impressive, Maya. |
501 | 00:26:31,131 | 00:26:34,635 | Um, but $200 a week is too much. | Um, but $200 a week is too much. |
502 | 00:26:34,802 | 00:26:37,262 | Would you accept 75? | Would you accept 75? |
503 | 00:26:37,721 | 00:26:39,556 | Yeah, yeah, that's fine. | Yeah, yeah, that's fine. |
504 | 00:26:39,807 | 00:26:40,849 | Really? | Really? |
505 | 00:26:42,267 | 00:26:43,310 | Great! | Great! |
506 | 00:26:45,395 | 00:26:47,981 | Pretty impressive dog and pony show down there. | Pretty impressive dog and pony show down there. |
507 | 00:26:48,148 | 00:26:50,984 | Yeah, well, I invented the dog and pony show. | Yeah, well, I invented the dog and pony show. |
508 | 00:26:59,243 | 00:27:02,704 | Wow, it's so quiet out here. You can hear everything. | Wow, it's so quiet out here. You can hear everything. |
509 | 00:27:05,749 | 00:27:06,750 | Uh, totally. | Uh, totally. |
510 | 00:27:07,209 | 00:27:09,670 | What's with the cookbooks, Julia Child? | What's with the cookbooks, Julia Child? |
511 | 00:27:09,920 | 00:27:12,840 | Oh, um, I'm sort of studying to be a chef. | Oh, um, I'm sort of studying to be a chef. |
512 | 00:27:13,006 | 00:27:15,134 | Sort of, or are you? | Sort of, or are you? |
513 | 00:27:15,592 | 00:27:17,261 | I am. | I am. |
514 | 00:27:18,345 | 00:27:19,346 | That's your thing? | That's your thing? |
515 | 00:27:19,513 | 00:27:20,514 | That's my thing. | That's my thing. |
516 | 00:27:20,597 | 00:27:21,932 | You don't hear that every day. | You don't hear that every day. |
517 | 00:27:22,099 | 00:27:23,183 | Yeah. | Yeah. |
518 | 00:27:23,725 | 00:27:27,729 | Wow, The Encyclopedia of Cinnamon by Alicia Telia. | Wow, The Encyclopedia of Cinnamon by Alicia Telia. |
519 | 00:27:27,896 | 00:27:31,441 | What she can do with cinnamon is seriously unreal. | What she can do with cinnamon is seriously unreal. |
520 | 00:27:31,900 | 00:27:33,986 | What? | What? |
521 | 00:27:34,361 | 00:27:35,737 | Are you surprised | Are you surprised |
522 | 00:27:35,821 | 00:27:37,465 | that I've surpassed your level of nerdiness? | that I've surpassed your level of nerdiness? |
523 | 00:27:37,489 | 00:27:40,367 | Please, you're talking to the captain of the Robotics club. | Please, you're talking to the captain of the Robotics club. |
524 | 00:27:40,534 | 00:27:41,535 | Oh, well... | Oh, well... |
525 | 00:27:42,119 | 00:27:44,037 | I can literally make the final dish | I can literally make the final dish |
526 | 00:27:44,121 | 00:27:46,456 | - served on the Titanic. - Oh. | - served on the Titanic. - Oh. |
527 | 00:27:46,790 | 00:27:48,750 | You wanna go there? All right. | You wanna go there? All right. |
528 | 00:27:48,917 | 00:27:50,252 | For my eighth grade science fair, | For my eighth grade science fair, |
529 | 00:27:50,419 | 00:27:52,296 | I built a functioning replica of the Mars rover | I built a functioning replica of the Mars rover |
530 | 00:27:52,880 | 00:27:53,922 | out of soda cans. | out of soda cans. |
531 | 00:27:54,089 | 00:27:55,883 | Well, for my 16th birthday, | Well, for my 16th birthday, |
532 | 00:27:56,049 | 00:27:57,801 | I went to a cheese seminar in Oregon. | I went to a cheese seminar in Oregon. |
533 | 00:27:59,094 | 00:28:01,555 | Last summer, I won the Google Science Talent Search. | Last summer, I won the Google Science Talent Search. |
534 | 00:28:01,722 | 00:28:03,557 | You know who hand-picked my project? | You know who hand-picked my project? |
535 | 00:28:03,724 | 00:28:04,933 | Neil de Grasse Tyson. | Neil de Grasse Tyson. |
536 | 00:28:05,017 | 00:28:06,018 | No. | No. |
537 | 00:28:06,185 | 00:28:07,186 | Come at me. | Come at me. |
538 | 00:28:09,313 | 00:28:10,898 | All right, I got nothing. | All right, I got nothing. |
539 | 00:28:12,274 | 00:28:14,526 | What? Don't look at me. Look at her! | What? Don't look at me. Look at her! |
540 | 00:28:15,903 | 00:28:17,863 | You have a problem with eye contact. | You have a problem with eye contact. |
541 | 00:28:18,155 | 00:28:20,824 | Do you always say exactly what comes into your mind? | Do you always say exactly what comes into your mind? |
542 | 00:28:20,991 | 00:28:22,242 | I mean, I could have | I mean, I could have |
543 | 00:28:22,326 | 00:28:24,620 | a degenerative eye disease or something. | a degenerative eye disease or something. |
544 | 00:28:24,786 | 00:28:26,455 | Yeah, well, it's best to say | Yeah, well, it's best to say |
545 | 00:28:26,538 | 00:28:28,457 | exactly what you mean or nothing at all. | exactly what you mean or nothing at all. |
546 | 00:28:28,624 | 00:28:30,500 | Unrelenting honesty, you know? | Unrelenting honesty, you know? |
547 | 00:28:30,792 | 00:28:32,961 | That's useful. | That's useful. |
548 | 00:28:33,462 | 00:28:35,756 | This is a new recipe I'm trying. | This is a new recipe I'm trying. |
549 | 00:28:36,215 | 00:28:37,341 | Did they teach you this | Did they teach you this |
550 | 00:28:37,424 | 00:28:39,676 | at your Hogwarts for Artisan Cheeses? | at your Hogwarts for Artisan Cheeses? |
551 | 00:28:39,927 | 00:28:41,094 | Just try it. | Just try it. |
552 | 00:28:41,261 | 00:28:43,180 | Are you sure you can handle the truth? | Are you sure you can handle the truth? |
553 | 00:28:43,388 | 00:28:44,848 | Guess we'll find out. | Guess we'll find out. |
554 | 00:28:47,601 | 00:28:49,019 | This is it. | This is it. |
555 | 00:28:49,269 | 00:28:51,146 | Okay, you're on the five-yard line. | Okay, you're on the five-yard line. |
556 | 00:28:55,234 | 00:28:56,276 | Wow... | Wow... |
557 | 00:28:56,693 | 00:28:58,904 | Hook, line, sink. He's in! | Hook, line, sink. He's in! |
558 | 00:29:00,906 | 00:29:02,115 | What's happening? | What's happening? |
559 | 00:29:04,034 | 00:29:05,410 | Told you not to take the pills. | Told you not to take the pills. |
560 | 00:29:05,494 | 00:29:06,870 | This is good. | This is good. |
561 | 00:29:07,037 | 00:29:08,705 | Like, really good. | Like, really good. |
562 | 00:29:08,789 | 00:29:10,040 | Yeah, no, I know. | Yeah, no, I know. |
563 | 00:29:10,415 | 00:29:12,167 | It's like... | It's like... |
564 | 00:29:12,626 | 00:29:13,627 | earthy. | earthy. |
565 | 00:29:14,127 | 00:29:15,712 | Maybe smokey, even. | Maybe smokey, even. |
566 | 00:29:15,921 | 00:29:17,798 | - That's the Fontina cheese. - My goodness. | - That's the Fontina cheese. - My goodness. |
567 | 00:29:17,881 | 00:29:18,882 | It's my secret weapon. | It's my secret weapon. |
568 | 00:29:18,966 | 00:29:20,008 | Can you hear me? | Can you hear me? |
569 | 00:29:20,300 | 00:29:23,136 | All right, to find the area of the circle, you... | All right, to find the area of the circle, you... |
570 | 00:29:23,303 | 00:29:27,975 | A equals... -Pi times R. - Pi times R | A equals... -Pi times R. - Pi times R |
571 | 00:29:29,309 | 00:29:30,310 | squared. | squared. |
572 | 00:29:30,394 | 00:29:32,813 | See, I got this. | See, I got this. |
573 | 00:29:33,146 | 00:29:34,564 | Yeah, I'm sure. | Yeah, I'm sure. |
574 | 00:29:35,941 | 00:29:38,110 | Hey, guys, it's late. | Hey, guys, it's late. |
575 | 00:29:38,944 | 00:29:41,321 | Maya, how did you get here? I don't see a car outside. | Maya, how did you get here? I don't see a car outside. |
576 | 00:29:41,488 | 00:29:42,739 | Yeah, I took the bus. | Yeah, I took the bus. |
577 | 00:29:42,948 | 00:29:44,283 | Okay, well, let me drive you home. | Okay, well, let me drive you home. |
578 | 00:29:44,616 | 00:29:47,828 | Oh, you don't have to do that, I can catch the last bus. | Oh, you don't have to do that, I can catch the last bus. |
579 | 00:29:47,995 | 00:29:49,162 | At this hour? Not a chance. | At this hour? Not a chance. |
580 | 00:29:49,246 | 00:29:50,497 | I'll meet you downstairs in 10. | I'll meet you downstairs in 10. |
581 | 00:29:54,835 | 00:29:56,295 | - Yeah, this is it. - Okay. | - Yeah, this is it. - Okay. |
582 | 00:29:56,461 | 00:29:57,754 | Thank you for driving me. | Thank you for driving me. |
583 | 00:30:03,218 | 00:30:05,637 | - Um... - I'll see you Monday. | - Um... - I'll see you Monday. |
584 | 00:30:12,686 | 00:30:14,646 | Look, I know "cure" | Look, I know "cure" |
585 | 00:30:14,730 | 00:30:17,316 | is a dangerous word amongst my people | is a dangerous word amongst my people |
586 | 00:30:17,482 | 00:30:19,901 | so, I won't say that's what's happening. | so, I won't say that's what's happening. |
587 | 00:30:20,986 | 00:30:23,238 | Hey. No. | Hey. No. |
588 | 00:30:24,239 | 00:30:25,615 | Don't, don't, don't. | Don't, don't, don't. |
589 | 00:30:25,782 | 00:30:28,702 | Adam, think about this. Just don't... Hey! | Adam, think about this. Just don't... Hey! |
590 | 00:30:28,910 | 00:30:31,330 | You mother... | You mother... |
591 | 00:30:42,549 | 00:30:45,677 | But this is the closest I've felt to normal | But this is the closest I've felt to normal |
592 | 00:30:46,595 | 00:30:48,889 | in, well, ever. | in, well, ever. |
593 | 00:30:54,728 | 00:30:56,646 | No projectile diarrhea | No projectile diarrhea |
594 | 00:30:56,730 | 00:30:59,816 | or any other punishing side effects. | or any other punishing side effects. |
595 | 00:30:59,983 | 00:31:02,027 | Just some muscle twitching. | Just some muscle twitching. |
596 | 00:31:02,110 | 00:31:03,111 | No big deal. | No big deal. |
597 | 00:31:03,528 | 00:31:04,946 | It's all good. | It's all good. |
598 | 00:31:09,910 | 00:31:11,495 | I hope it lasts. | I hope it lasts. |
599 | 00:31:27,552 | 00:31:30,222 | Eggs Benedict with well-done bacon... | Eggs Benedict with well-done bacon... |
600 | 00:31:30,680 | 00:31:31,932 | how you like it. | how you like it. |
601 | 00:31:33,642 | 00:31:34,851 | Good morning to you, too. | Good morning to you, too. |
602 | 00:31:35,018 | 00:31:38,105 | The Hollandaise sauce has cayenne pepper. | The Hollandaise sauce has cayenne pepper. |
603 | 00:31:38,730 | 00:31:40,232 | Let me know what you think. | Let me know what you think. |
604 | 00:31:44,945 | 00:31:45,946 | What? | What? |
605 | 00:31:46,863 | 00:31:47,989 | Nothing. | Nothing. |
606 | 00:31:49,199 | 00:31:50,325 | You seem up lately. | You seem up lately. |
607 | 00:31:50,409 | 00:31:51,410 | Up? | Up? |
608 | 00:31:51,493 | 00:31:53,370 | - Happy. - Oh. | - Happy. - Oh. |
609 | 00:31:54,538 | 00:31:56,164 | It's a good look. | It's a good look. |
610 | 00:31:56,540 | 00:31:59,459 | Yeah, well, you know... I feel good. | Yeah, well, you know... I feel good. |
611 | 00:32:01,628 | 00:32:03,171 | - Okay, have some. Come on. - Okay. | - Okay, have some. Come on. - Okay. |
612 | 00:32:06,508 | 00:32:07,884 | Wow. | Wow. |
613 | 00:32:14,891 | 00:32:16,351 | Honey, it's so good. | Honey, it's so good. |
614 | 00:32:16,435 | 00:32:17,686 | - Yeah? Really? - Mmm-hmm! | - Yeah? Really? - Mmm-hmm! |
615 | 00:32:17,853 | 00:32:19,771 | He's back! | He's back! |
616 | 00:32:21,148 | 00:32:22,649 | - Okay. - Mmm! | - Okay. - Mmm! |
617 | 00:32:23,400 | 00:32:24,693 | I'm back. | I'm back. |
618 | 00:32:25,777 | 00:32:27,487 | Hey, what's with the heating pad, | Hey, what's with the heating pad, |
619 | 00:32:27,571 | 00:32:29,281 | is Paul hemorrhoidal? | is Paul hemorrhoidal? |
620 | 00:32:29,448 | 00:32:31,741 | - Is his prostate flarin' up? - God. | - Is his prostate flarin' up? - God. |
621 | 00:32:32,117 | 00:32:33,160 | No, I'm serious. | No, I'm serious. |
622 | 00:32:33,243 | 00:32:34,387 | - I care about that. - Stop, you're terrible! | - I care about that. - Stop, you're terrible! |
623 | 00:32:34,411 | 00:32:36,211 | I'm not terrible. I just care about his spine. | I'm not terrible. I just care about his spine. |
624 | 00:32:36,329 | 00:32:37,914 | Stop. No, I bought it for you. | Stop. No, I bought it for you. |
625 | 00:32:38,832 | 00:32:41,126 | I thought it might help with your muscle spasms. | I thought it might help with your muscle spasms. |
626 | 00:32:43,044 | 00:32:46,047 | Mmm. Baby, this is so good. | Mmm. Baby, this is so good. |
627 | 00:32:49,176 | 00:32:51,553 | Wait, did you talk to my psychiatrist? | Wait, did you talk to my psychiatrist? |
628 | 00:32:52,179 | 00:32:54,848 | Now and then, that's the agreement, right? | Now and then, that's the agreement, right? |
629 | 00:32:55,140 | 00:32:57,184 | I didn't think you'd be getting transcripts. | I didn't think you'd be getting transcripts. |
630 | 00:32:57,392 | 00:33:00,103 | I'm your mom. My job is to help you. | I'm your mom. My job is to help you. |
631 | 00:33:23,502 | 00:33:24,503 | Hi. | Hi. |
632 | 00:33:28,715 | 00:33:29,883 | Hello? | Hello? |
633 | 00:33:30,675 | 00:33:32,177 | In the name of the Father, the Son, | In the name of the Father, the Son, |
634 | 00:33:32,260 | 00:33:34,054 | and the Holy Spirit, amen. | and the Holy Spirit, amen. |
635 | 00:33:34,638 | 00:33:35,972 | It's your turn. | It's your turn. |
636 | 00:33:36,264 | 00:33:38,058 | Sorry, I've never done this before, | Sorry, I've never done this before, |
637 | 00:33:38,141 | 00:33:40,435 | I don't even really believe in God. | I don't even really believe in God. |
638 | 00:33:40,602 | 00:33:41,978 | I probably shouldn't say that. | I probably shouldn't say that. |
639 | 00:33:42,145 | 00:33:43,522 | Don't over think it. | Don't over think it. |
640 | 00:33:43,688 | 00:33:45,649 | There are no rules here. This is your time. | There are no rules here. This is your time. |
641 | 00:33:46,066 | 00:33:47,984 | Do people really just talk about, | Do people really just talk about, |
642 | 00:33:48,109 | 00:33:49,986 | you know, how much they jerk off and stuff? | you know, how much they jerk off and stuff? |
643 | 00:33:53,657 | 00:33:55,158 | Well, everybody in this school | Well, everybody in this school |
644 | 00:33:55,242 | 00:33:56,993 | is between the ages of 13 and 18. | is between the ages of 13 and 18. |
645 | 00:33:57,160 | 00:33:58,370 | So what do you think? | So what do you think? |
646 | 00:33:58,453 | 00:34:01,373 | Well, that's embarrassing for everyone. | Well, that's embarrassing for everyone. |
647 | 00:34:01,540 | 00:34:03,625 | Long as they don't do it in here. | Long as they don't do it in here. |
648 | 00:34:04,960 | 00:34:07,128 | John 1:9... | John 1:9... |
649 | 00:34:07,295 | 00:34:09,673 | "If we confess our sins, then He is faithful and just" | "If we confess our sins, then He is faithful and just" |
650 | 00:34:09,839 | 00:34:12,968 | "and He will purify us of all unrighteousness." | "and He will purify us of all unrighteousness." |
651 | 00:34:14,219 | 00:34:17,097 | Really? That's your sales pitch? | Really? That's your sales pitch? |
652 | 00:34:19,891 | 00:34:21,017 | It usually works. | It usually works. |
653 | 00:34:22,894 | 00:34:24,938 | Well, what if I just sit here? | Well, what if I just sit here? |
654 | 00:34:25,105 | 00:34:27,023 | Then you can search your soul for guidance | Then you can search your soul for guidance |
655 | 00:34:27,107 | 00:34:29,985 | and I'll enjoy the quiet time. | and I'll enjoy the quiet time. |
656 | 00:34:32,112 | 00:34:34,281 | So, everything I say stays between us? | So, everything I say stays between us? |
657 | 00:34:35,615 | 00:34:36,908 | And God. | And God. |
658 | 00:34:37,867 | 00:34:39,286 | But since you don't believe in God, | But since you don't believe in God, |
659 | 00:34:39,369 | 00:34:40,745 | then I guess it's just us. | then I guess it's just us. |
660 | 00:34:41,413 | 00:34:43,498 | I see this psychiatrist | I see this psychiatrist |
661 | 00:34:44,374 | 00:34:46,876 | and apparently, she tells my mom everything. | and apparently, she tells my mom everything. |
662 | 00:34:47,294 | 00:34:48,420 | And that bothers you? | And that bothers you? |
663 | 00:34:48,587 | 00:34:49,588 | Yeah. | Yeah. |
664 | 00:34:50,880 | 00:34:53,592 | I mean, you wouldn't want your mom reading your diary, right? | I mean, you wouldn't want your mom reading your diary, right? |
665 | 00:34:55,844 | 00:34:56,928 | No. | No. |
666 | 00:34:57,053 | 00:34:58,305 | You're right, that's twisted. | You're right, that's twisted. |
667 | 00:34:58,471 | 00:35:00,056 | I... I don't think | I... I don't think |
668 | 00:35:00,974 | 00:35:02,368 | that I should feel like I have someone | that I should feel like I have someone |
669 | 00:35:02,392 | 00:35:03,727 | watching over me all the time. | watching over me all the time. |
670 | 00:35:03,893 | 00:35:06,146 | I feel like I should be able to live my own life. | I feel like I should be able to live my own life. |
671 | 00:35:06,229 | 00:35:07,230 | Right? | Right? |
672 | 00:35:07,314 | 00:35:09,608 | Now, that is a reasonable request. | Now, that is a reasonable request. |
673 | 00:35:09,774 | 00:35:11,502 | Because you should have the space and autonomy | Because you should have the space and autonomy |
674 | 00:35:11,526 | 00:35:13,153 | to become the person you're going to be. | to become the person you're going to be. |
675 | 00:35:13,320 | 00:35:14,321 | Right. | Right. |
676 | 00:35:15,405 | 00:35:16,406 | Thank you. | Thank you. |
677 | 00:35:16,489 | 00:35:17,490 | You're welcome. | You're welcome. |
678 | 00:35:17,824 | 00:35:20,577 | It's nice to be heard and not just observed. | It's nice to be heard and not just observed. |
679 | 00:35:21,077 | 00:35:22,454 | It's nice to be listened to. | It's nice to be listened to. |
680 | 00:35:23,246 | 00:35:24,289 | Yeah. | Yeah. |
681 | 00:35:24,456 | 00:35:25,957 | Okay, I absolve you of your sins | Okay, I absolve you of your sins |
682 | 00:35:26,082 | 00:35:28,835 | in the name of the Father, Son, and Holy Spirit. Amen. | in the name of the Father, Son, and Holy Spirit. Amen. |
683 | 00:35:29,002 | 00:35:30,545 | Oh, I didn't confess anything. | Oh, I didn't confess anything. |
684 | 00:35:30,712 | 00:35:31,921 | Just go with it. | Just go with it. |
685 | 00:35:32,672 | 00:35:36,009 | I'll admit, I was ready to come in here guns blazing | I'll admit, I was ready to come in here guns blazing |
686 | 00:35:36,176 | 00:35:37,802 | over you telling my mom, | over you telling my mom, |
687 | 00:35:37,886 | 00:35:40,221 | everything I say in our sessions. | everything I say in our sessions. |
688 | 00:35:41,765 | 00:35:44,893 | But then, something incredible happened. | But then, something incredible happened. |
689 | 00:35:45,852 | 00:35:49,230 | For the first time in forever, | For the first time in forever, |
690 | 00:35:50,023 | 00:35:52,984 | I woke up the other morning to complete silence. | I woke up the other morning to complete silence. |
691 | 00:35:53,485 | 00:35:54,944 | No whispers. | No whispers. |
692 | 00:35:55,362 | 00:35:56,738 | No banter. | No banter. |
693 | 00:35:57,030 | 00:35:58,365 | No visions. | No visions. |
694 | 00:35:58,782 | 00:36:03,203 | Just pure, beautiful, unfiltered quiet. | Just pure, beautiful, unfiltered quiet. |
695 | 00:36:03,536 | 00:36:05,705 | It's amazing what I've been able to do | It's amazing what I've been able to do |
696 | 00:36:05,872 | 00:36:07,391 | with all this extra real estate in my brain. | with all this extra real estate in my brain. |
697 | 00:36:07,415 | 00:36:08,416 | Hey! | Hey! |
698 | 00:36:11,044 | 00:36:12,962 | Oh, you're pleased with my services. | Oh, you're pleased with my services. |
699 | 00:36:13,129 | 00:36:14,440 | - Yeah! What do you think? - Okay. | - Yeah! What do you think? - Okay. |
700 | 00:36:14,464 | 00:36:16,091 | It's an A-minus. | It's an A-minus. |
701 | 00:36:16,591 | 00:36:17,592 | - Thank you. - Mmm. | - Thank you. - Mmm. |
702 | 00:36:18,593 | 00:36:19,969 | Hey, don't rest on your laurels, | Hey, don't rest on your laurels, |
703 | 00:36:20,136 | 00:36:21,489 | you're not going to get another make-up exam | you're not going to get another make-up exam |
704 | 00:36:21,513 | 00:36:22,639 | if you shit the bed again. | if you shit the bed again. |
705 | 00:36:22,722 | 00:36:25,141 | Right, and that's why I think we should hang out later. | Right, and that's why I think we should hang out later. |
706 | 00:36:25,975 | 00:36:26,976 | Hang out? | Hang out? |
707 | 00:36:28,812 | 00:36:30,271 | I mean, study. | I mean, study. |
708 | 00:36:35,735 | 00:36:38,029 | We could've just studied in the library. | We could've just studied in the library. |
709 | 00:36:38,154 | 00:36:39,572 | Yeah, well, the library | Yeah, well, the library |
710 | 00:36:39,656 | 00:36:41,366 | doesn't serve lobster frittata. | doesn't serve lobster frittata. |
711 | 00:36:41,533 | 00:36:43,576 | You're so weird. | You're so weird. |
712 | 00:36:44,077 | 00:36:46,830 | You know, when I first met you, I thought | You know, when I first met you, I thought |
713 | 00:36:46,996 | 00:36:50,166 | maybe he's just awkward and unsocialized, | maybe he's just awkward and unsocialized, |
714 | 00:36:50,709 | 00:36:52,711 | but that's not it, there's something else. | but that's not it, there's something else. |
715 | 00:36:53,253 | 00:36:54,504 | Oh. | Oh. |
716 | 00:36:55,296 | 00:36:57,340 | Cool. Thanks. | Cool. Thanks. |
717 | 00:36:57,966 | 00:37:00,635 | I don't know what to say to that. | I don't know what to say to that. |
718 | 00:37:02,011 | 00:37:03,263 | I'm just me. | I'm just me. |
719 | 00:37:03,638 | 00:37:05,140 | I'll crack you, Petrazelli. | I'll crack you, Petrazelli. |
720 | 00:37:06,850 | 00:37:08,518 | Hey, let me ask you a question. | Hey, let me ask you a question. |
721 | 00:37:09,352 | 00:37:13,773 | Why does the valedictorian risk it all for a side hustle? | Why does the valedictorian risk it all for a side hustle? |
722 | 00:37:16,109 | 00:37:18,403 | I like helping people. Big deal. | I like helping people. Big deal. |
723 | 00:37:20,572 | 00:37:22,991 | Maybe I'll be the one to crack you. | Maybe I'll be the one to crack you. |
724 | 00:37:27,203 | 00:37:28,556 | Why don't you tell me about the restaurant | Why don't you tell me about the restaurant |
725 | 00:37:28,580 | 00:37:29,873 | you're taking me to? | you're taking me to? |
726 | 00:37:30,665 | 00:37:32,751 | Well, basically, | Well, basically, |
727 | 00:37:34,210 | 00:37:35,503 | it's my dream kitchen. | it's my dream kitchen. |
728 | 00:37:35,670 | 00:37:38,131 | I've studied the menu | I've studied the menu |
729 | 00:37:38,590 | 00:37:40,049 | for years | for years |
730 | 00:37:40,675 | 00:37:42,844 | and nobody invents like they do. | and nobody invents like they do. |
731 | 00:37:44,387 | 00:37:46,431 | It's the kind of place I'd like to work at one day. | It's the kind of place I'd like to work at one day. |
732 | 00:37:46,598 | 00:37:48,850 | Maybe even own, we'll see. | Maybe even own, we'll see. |
733 | 00:37:49,017 | 00:37:50,777 | Oh, right, when cheese camp finally pays off? | Oh, right, when cheese camp finally pays off? |
734 | 00:37:50,810 | 00:37:52,312 | Hey, you laugh, but cheese camp | Hey, you laugh, but cheese camp |
735 | 00:37:52,395 | 00:37:54,063 | was a spiritual experience. | was a spiritual experience. |
736 | 00:37:54,689 | 00:37:56,691 | And the kitchen is just my place. | And the kitchen is just my place. |
737 | 00:37:57,776 | 00:38:01,112 | When I'm cooking, it's like everything disappears. | When I'm cooking, it's like everything disappears. |
738 | 00:38:02,030 | 00:38:03,072 | And | And |
739 | 00:38:04,199 | 00:38:07,118 | I get to be exactly who I want to be. | I get to be exactly who I want to be. |
740 | 00:38:07,619 | 00:38:09,078 | I'm in control. | I'm in control. |
741 | 00:38:10,872 | 00:38:12,248 | I respect that. | I respect that. |
742 | 00:38:13,792 | 00:38:16,169 | You have to choose exactly who you wanna be. | You have to choose exactly who you wanna be. |
743 | 00:38:16,628 | 00:38:17,754 | Life's too short. | Life's too short. |
744 | 00:38:25,720 | 00:38:26,763 | Got the sirloin. | Got the sirloin. |
745 | 00:38:26,846 | 00:38:27,972 | Salads are ready. | Salads are ready. |
746 | 00:38:28,932 | 00:38:30,058 | Chef wants to see you. | Chef wants to see you. |
747 | 00:38:30,517 | 00:38:32,268 | Beef tenderloin fillets are up. | Beef tenderloin fillets are up. |
748 | 00:38:32,477 | 00:38:33,478 | Yeah. | Yeah. |
749 | 00:38:33,603 | 00:38:34,896 | Whole calamari. | Whole calamari. |
750 | 00:38:36,231 | 00:38:37,857 | Is the chocolate sauce ready? | Is the chocolate sauce ready? |
751 | 00:38:39,275 | 00:38:41,361 | That was two duck breasts for eight. | That was two duck breasts for eight. |
752 | 00:38:41,945 | 00:38:43,071 | All right, guys, | All right, guys, |
753 | 00:38:43,154 | 00:38:44,423 | so I got my parents' car for the night | so I got my parents' car for the night |
754 | 00:38:44,447 | 00:38:47,200 | so whenever you guys are trying to head out, we can. | so whenever you guys are trying to head out, we can. |
755 | 00:38:47,367 | 00:38:48,511 | I'm trying to head out as soon... | I'm trying to head out as soon... |
756 | 00:38:48,535 | 00:38:50,370 | Hey, yo, check it out. | Hey, yo, check it out. |
757 | 00:38:50,537 | 00:38:52,622 | - Yo, look who it is. - Oh, man! | - Yo, look who it is. - Oh, man! |
758 | 00:38:53,164 | 00:38:54,415 | I feel like | I feel like |
759 | 00:38:54,499 | 00:38:55,819 | - such an idiot because... - What? | - such an idiot because... - What? |
760 | 00:38:55,917 | 00:38:57,186 | I made fun of you so hard before, | I made fun of you so hard before, |
761 | 00:38:57,210 | 00:38:58,294 | and now, I don't know. | and now, I don't know. |
762 | 00:38:58,503 | 00:39:00,703 | I thought your cheese was better than the cheese we had. | I thought your cheese was better than the cheese we had. |
763 | 00:39:00,839 | 00:39:02,131 | - Oh, really? - Look who it is! | - Oh, really? - Look who it is! |
764 | 00:39:02,298 | 00:39:04,300 | - That's crazy. - Hey, straitjacket. | - That's crazy. - Hey, straitjacket. |
765 | 00:39:04,384 | 00:39:05,486 | That's actually a good testament to you. | That's actually a good testament to you. |
766 | 00:39:05,510 | 00:39:06,553 | Adam! | Adam! |
767 | 00:39:06,719 | 00:39:07,846 | Adam! | Adam! |
768 | 00:39:08,930 | 00:39:10,890 | Hey! Come on, man. | Hey! Come on, man. |
769 | 00:39:10,974 | 00:39:12,076 | - Yo, get him, dude. - You know it's us. | - Yo, get him, dude. - You know it's us. |
770 | 00:39:12,100 | 00:39:13,953 | You don't have to mess with him. Come on, don't... | You don't have to mess with him. Come on, don't... |
771 | 00:39:13,977 | 00:39:15,854 | Oh, yeah! | Oh, yeah! |
772 | 00:39:15,937 | 00:39:17,730 | Got him. | Got him. |
773 | 00:39:17,939 | 00:39:19,315 | Look at his face. | Look at his face. |
774 | 00:39:19,983 | 00:39:21,067 | - Hey! You need... - Loser. | - Hey! You need... - Loser. |
775 | 00:39:21,150 | 00:39:22,235 | To apologize, asshole. | To apologize, asshole. |
776 | 00:39:22,318 | 00:39:23,379 | Who're you callin' an asshole? | Who're you callin' an asshole? |
777 | 00:39:23,403 | 00:39:24,445 | Wow! | Wow! |
778 | 00:39:24,529 | 00:39:28,408 | Your handler is actually pretty hot, straitjacket. | Your handler is actually pretty hot, straitjacket. |
779 | 00:39:28,575 | 00:39:30,052 | - Yes, she is. - Look, trust me though, | - Yes, she is. - Look, trust me though, |
780 | 00:39:30,076 | 00:39:31,512 | you don't wanna hang out with this psycho, okay? | you don't wanna hang out with this psycho, okay? |
781 | 00:39:31,536 | 00:39:32,662 | Don't touch me. | Don't touch me. |
782 | 00:39:32,745 | 00:39:33,746 | Back up, chick! | Back up, chick! |
783 | 00:39:33,913 | 00:39:35,081 | - Dude! - Both of you, man! | - Dude! - Both of you, man! |
784 | 00:39:35,248 | 00:39:37,166 | Hey! | Hey! |
785 | 00:39:37,458 | 00:39:41,796 | Hey! Hey! Stop! Stop! Let it go, all right? | Hey! Hey! Stop! Stop! Let it go, all right? |
786 | 00:39:41,963 | 00:39:43,339 | Losers! | Losers! |
787 | 00:39:45,508 | 00:39:46,718 | What the fuck? | What the fuck? |
788 | 00:39:46,885 | 00:39:48,112 | - It's okay. It's okay. - Who was that? | - It's okay. It's okay. - Who was that? |
789 | 00:39:48,136 | 00:39:49,178 | I don't know. | I don't know. |
790 | 00:39:49,262 | 00:39:50,422 | - Adam, who... - I don't know. | - Adam, who... - I don't know. |
791 | 00:39:55,268 | 00:39:56,978 | Hey, I'm sorry about that. | Hey, I'm sorry about that. |
792 | 00:39:58,271 | 00:40:00,648 | Do you wanna tell me what that was about? | Do you wanna tell me what that was about? |
793 | 00:40:01,107 | 00:40:03,234 | Um, there's nothing really to tell. | Um, there's nothing really to tell. |
794 | 00:40:05,486 | 00:40:08,364 | You know, I was thinking, isn't it... | You know, I was thinking, isn't it... |
795 | 00:40:09,198 | 00:40:10,742 | Isn't it a little weird | Isn't it a little weird |
796 | 00:40:10,825 | 00:40:13,161 | that you left your high school in the middle of senior year | that you left your high school in the middle of senior year |
797 | 00:40:13,870 | 00:40:16,789 | to go to a Catholic school outside of your district? | to go to a Catholic school outside of your district? |
798 | 00:40:17,290 | 00:40:18,291 | Yeah. Um... | Yeah. Um... |
799 | 00:40:20,835 | 00:40:22,003 | It was a... | It was a... |
800 | 00:40:22,337 | 00:40:23,713 | It was a fight. | It was a fight. |
801 | 00:40:26,007 | 00:40:28,468 | I got into a fight with one of those guys. | I got into a fight with one of those guys. |
802 | 00:40:28,635 | 00:40:29,886 | You were fighting? | You were fighting? |
803 | 00:40:30,053 | 00:40:31,638 | Yeah, and it was really bad | Yeah, and it was really bad |
804 | 00:40:31,804 | 00:40:33,973 | so I tried to put it behind me. | so I tried to put it behind me. |
805 | 00:40:35,767 | 00:40:37,393 | That's all you're gonna give me. | That's all you're gonna give me. |
806 | 00:40:38,770 | 00:40:40,647 | Don't let them take you there. | Don't let them take you there. |
807 | 00:40:40,813 | 00:40:43,066 | No, I wanna stay here. | No, I wanna stay here. |
808 | 00:40:43,232 | 00:40:45,652 | I wanna stay right here on this surface. Mmm-hmm. | I wanna stay right here on this surface. Mmm-hmm. |
809 | 00:40:45,735 | 00:40:48,237 | Don't let them take you there. | Don't let them take you there. |
810 | 00:40:48,696 | 00:40:51,824 | No. I won't go. I won't go. | No. I won't go. I won't go. |
811 | 00:40:53,868 | 00:40:55,495 | Don't let them take you. | Don't let them take you. |
812 | 00:40:55,662 | 00:40:57,163 | It's not good there. | It's not good there. |
813 | 00:40:57,997 | 00:40:59,540 | Don't, don't, don't. | Don't, don't, don't. |
814 | 00:41:07,840 | 00:41:10,510 | Ted, thanks for coming early for once. | Ted, thanks for coming early for once. |
815 | 00:41:15,723 | 00:41:17,684 | Ted, my office. Now. | Ted, my office. Now. |
816 | 00:41:20,269 | 00:41:22,438 | Maya, you stay here. | Maya, you stay here. |
817 | 00:41:31,239 | 00:41:33,324 | How long has this been going on? | How long has this been going on? |
818 | 00:41:33,825 | 00:41:36,995 | Sister Catherine, I'm... I'm sorry, I... | Sister Catherine, I'm... I'm sorry, I... |
819 | 00:41:37,286 | 00:41:38,788 | How long? | How long? |
820 | 00:41:39,080 | 00:41:41,582 | Just a couple months. Not long. | Just a couple months. Not long. |
821 | 00:41:41,749 | 00:41:43,126 | Seems you and I need to have | Seems you and I need to have |
822 | 00:41:43,209 | 00:41:45,253 | a long conversation about your future. | a long conversation about your future. |
823 | 00:41:50,258 | 00:41:51,926 | Okay, everyone, bring your eyes | Okay, everyone, bring your eyes |
824 | 00:41:52,010 | 00:41:53,678 | to the board, please. | to the board, please. |
825 | 00:41:53,845 | 00:41:58,141 | The state Benchmark Exam is in just two weeks. | The state Benchmark Exam is in just two weeks. |
826 | 00:41:58,307 | 00:42:00,309 | Here's your essay question. | Here's your essay question. |
827 | 00:42:00,476 | 00:42:03,563 | Recount a time when you faced failure. | Recount a time when you faced failure. |
828 | 00:42:03,730 | 00:42:05,732 | How did it affect you | How did it affect you |
829 | 00:42:05,898 | 00:42:09,736 | and what did you learn from the experience. | and what did you learn from the experience. |
830 | 00:42:09,902 | 00:42:14,907 | As you know, no outlines or scratch paper is allowed. | As you know, no outlines or scratch paper is allowed. |
831 | 00:42:15,074 | 00:42:19,078 | But please, start thinking about what you will write. | But please, start thinking about what you will write. |
832 | 00:42:22,665 | 00:42:25,418 | All right, everyone, see you tomorrow. | All right, everyone, see you tomorrow. |
833 | 00:42:32,717 | 00:42:33,718 | Hey. | Hey. |
834 | 00:42:33,968 | 00:42:35,678 | - Hey. Hey. - Hey. Hey. | - Hey. Hey. - Hey. Hey. |
835 | 00:42:35,845 | 00:42:37,513 | Are we still good for tonight? | Are we still good for tonight? |
836 | 00:42:37,722 | 00:42:40,391 | Um... I have, uh, a... | Um... I have, uh, a... |
837 | 00:42:41,851 | 00:42:44,103 | a club thing after school. Can I just... | a club thing after school. Can I just... |
838 | 00:42:44,270 | 00:42:45,310 | I'll text you later, okay? | I'll text you later, okay? |
839 | 00:42:45,438 | 00:42:46,439 | Sure. | Sure. |
840 | 00:42:47,315 | 00:42:48,483 | Come hungry. | Come hungry. |
841 | 00:42:52,278 | 00:42:53,529 | She never showed up. | She never showed up. |
842 | 00:42:55,698 | 00:42:58,993 | And now that my hallucinations are M.I.A, | And now that my hallucinations are M.I.A, |
843 | 00:42:59,660 | 00:43:03,039 | everything is so quiet. | everything is so quiet. |
844 | 00:43:04,665 | 00:43:05,666 | Too quiet. | Too quiet. |
845 | 00:43:08,711 | 00:43:09,796 | In the name of the Father, | In the name of the Father, |
846 | 00:43:09,879 | 00:43:11,297 | the Son, and the Holy Spirit, amen. | the Son, and the Holy Spirit, amen. |
847 | 00:43:11,380 | 00:43:12,381 | Yeah, it's me. | Yeah, it's me. |
848 | 00:43:13,508 | 00:43:14,675 | Hello, me. | Hello, me. |
849 | 00:43:15,760 | 00:43:16,761 | Um... | Um... |
850 | 00:43:17,553 | 00:43:19,097 | I need some guidance. | I need some guidance. |
851 | 00:43:20,139 | 00:43:22,016 | Spiritual guidance? | Spiritual guidance? |
852 | 00:43:22,517 | 00:43:25,561 | Uh, not really. It's about a girl. | Uh, not really. It's about a girl. |
853 | 00:43:26,521 | 00:43:27,563 | Okay. | Okay. |
854 | 00:43:27,772 | 00:43:30,066 | Well, we've been hanging out for a while | Well, we've been hanging out for a while |
855 | 00:43:31,067 | 00:43:32,276 | and it was going great, | and it was going great, |
856 | 00:43:32,360 | 00:43:34,445 | and then she randomly stopped talking to me. | and then she randomly stopped talking to me. |
857 | 00:43:35,196 | 00:43:37,031 | I believe the kids call that ghosting. | I believe the kids call that ghosting. |
858 | 00:43:37,198 | 00:43:38,324 | Yeah, whatever. | Yeah, whatever. |
859 | 00:43:39,367 | 00:43:40,807 | I'm just worried that maybe she found | I'm just worried that maybe she found |
860 | 00:43:40,868 | 00:43:42,286 | some things out about me, | some things out about me, |
861 | 00:43:42,453 | 00:43:44,455 | like the psychiatrist I was telling you about, | like the psychiatrist I was telling you about, |
862 | 00:43:44,580 | 00:43:47,750 | which I can't imagine is the sexiest thing in the world. | which I can't imagine is the sexiest thing in the world. |
863 | 00:43:47,917 | 00:43:49,168 | What do you think? | What do you think? |
864 | 00:43:49,335 | 00:43:51,879 | Have you tried praying on it? | Have you tried praying on it? |
865 | 00:43:51,963 | 00:43:55,049 | No. No offense, but I need some real life advice. | No. No offense, but I need some real life advice. |
866 | 00:43:55,591 | 00:43:57,009 | Timothy 1:7... | Timothy 1:7... |
867 | 00:43:57,176 | 00:44:00,096 | "God does not give us the spirit of cowardice," | "God does not give us the spirit of cowardice," |
868 | 00:44:00,263 | 00:44:03,182 | "but rather the spirit of power and of love." | "but rather the spirit of power and of love." |
869 | 00:44:03,349 | 00:44:06,018 | Okay, okay, but is there anything else that you've got? | Okay, okay, but is there anything else that you've got? |
870 | 00:44:06,185 | 00:44:08,020 | Listen, I don't know the details of your life, | Listen, I don't know the details of your life, |
871 | 00:44:08,187 | 00:44:10,606 | but from where I'm sitting, you seem quite all right. | but from where I'm sitting, you seem quite all right. |
872 | 00:44:11,232 | 00:44:12,525 | You're a little squirrely, maybe. | You're a little squirrely, maybe. |
873 | 00:44:12,692 | 00:44:15,194 | - Squirrely? - Squirrely. Yeah. | - Squirrely? - Squirrely. Yeah. |
874 | 00:44:15,361 | 00:44:17,488 | And the truth is, the older you get, | And the truth is, the older you get, |
875 | 00:44:17,572 | 00:44:20,283 | the more difficult it is to stay sane. | the more difficult it is to stay sane. |
876 | 00:44:20,867 | 00:44:22,743 | And it's gonna take real work. | And it's gonna take real work. |
877 | 00:44:24,704 | 00:44:27,582 | Or maybe that's what makes you more mature than others. | Or maybe that's what makes you more mature than others. |
878 | 00:44:27,748 | 00:44:29,625 | And I hear that girls like that sort of thing. | And I hear that girls like that sort of thing. |
879 | 00:44:29,792 | 00:44:31,752 | So you're saying I should confront her? | So you're saying I should confront her? |
880 | 00:44:32,253 | 00:44:33,796 | I should tell her how I feel? | I should tell her how I feel? |
881 | 00:44:33,963 | 00:44:35,631 | Your words, not mine. | Your words, not mine. |
882 | 00:44:37,717 | 00:44:40,511 | Non-committal till the bitter end. Thank you. | Non-committal till the bitter end. Thank you. |
883 | 00:44:40,636 | 00:44:42,054 | Go in peace. | Go in peace. |
884 | 00:44:50,730 | 00:44:53,107 | Excuse me, I'm lookin' for Maya. | Excuse me, I'm lookin' for Maya. |
885 | 00:44:53,399 | 00:44:55,860 | Oh, there's no one here by that name. | Oh, there's no one here by that name. |
886 | 00:44:58,779 | 00:45:00,281 | Are you sure about that? | Are you sure about that? |
887 | 00:45:00,364 | 00:45:03,367 | Yeah. I'm sure. | Yeah. I'm sure. |
888 | 00:45:06,120 | 00:45:08,289 | Do you know a Maya Arnaz? | Do you know a Maya Arnaz? |
889 | 00:45:09,040 | 00:45:10,499 | Mmm-mmm. The only Arnaz I know | Mmm-mmm. The only Arnaz I know |
890 | 00:45:10,583 | 00:45:12,043 | is the guy who works on my roof. | is the guy who works on my roof. |
891 | 00:45:12,210 | 00:45:13,586 | Manuel Arnaz? | Manuel Arnaz? |
892 | 00:45:14,879 | 00:45:15,880 | Oh! | Oh! |
893 | 00:45:16,756 | 00:45:18,090 | Everything okay? | Everything okay? |
894 | 00:45:18,674 | 00:45:19,675 | Yeah. | Yeah. |
895 | 00:45:21,594 | 00:45:23,346 | Do you know where I could find him? | Do you know where I could find him? |
896 | 00:45:51,123 | 00:45:52,291 | I'm comin'. | I'm comin'. |
897 | 00:45:57,797 | 00:45:59,340 | Yeah, what can I do for you? | Yeah, what can I do for you? |
898 | 00:45:59,715 | 00:46:01,968 | Uh, I'm looking for Maya. | Uh, I'm looking for Maya. |
899 | 00:46:02,593 | 00:46:03,719 | Okay. | Okay. |
900 | 00:46:04,345 | 00:46:06,430 | I'm Adam. | I'm Adam. |
901 | 00:46:06,931 | 00:46:09,267 | We're supposed to study tonight. Is she home? | We're supposed to study tonight. Is she home? |
902 | 00:46:09,433 | 00:46:11,936 | No, she doesn't get off work for another half an hour. | No, she doesn't get off work for another half an hour. |
903 | 00:46:12,103 | 00:46:13,705 | But, uh, you can come in and wait if you like. | But, uh, you can come in and wait if you like. |
904 | 00:46:13,729 | 00:46:15,398 | No, that's okay. But thank you. | No, that's okay. But thank you. |
905 | 00:46:15,564 | 00:46:16,844 | No, no, come on in. Don't be shy. | No, no, come on in. Don't be shy. |
906 | 00:46:17,400 | 00:46:18,484 | Okay. | Okay. |
907 | 00:46:18,567 | 00:46:19,836 | Are you from one of those clubs? | Are you from one of those clubs? |
908 | 00:46:19,860 | 00:46:22,321 | I can't keep track of them anymore. | I can't keep track of them anymore. |
909 | 00:46:23,823 | 00:46:24,824 | Sorry about the mess. | Sorry about the mess. |
910 | 00:46:24,907 | 00:46:26,033 | Oh, no. Don't be. | Oh, no. Don't be. |
911 | 00:46:26,117 | 00:46:27,637 | I've been on these crutches for months. | I've been on these crutches for months. |
912 | 00:46:27,827 | 00:46:29,704 | This is Ricky and Danny. | This is Ricky and Danny. |
913 | 00:46:29,870 | 00:46:31,247 | Boys, uh, this is... | Boys, uh, this is... |
914 | 00:46:31,414 | 00:46:33,165 | - Adam. - Say hi to Adam. | - Adam. - Say hi to Adam. |
915 | 00:46:33,332 | 00:46:35,293 | - Hey, guys. - Hey. | - Hey, guys. - Hey. |
916 | 00:46:35,751 | 00:46:37,878 | Don't worry about them, they're shy. | Don't worry about them, they're shy. |
917 | 00:46:38,045 | 00:46:40,005 | Not like their sister, but I'm sure you know that. | Not like their sister, but I'm sure you know that. |
918 | 00:46:40,047 | 00:46:41,674 | Right. | Right. |
919 | 00:46:41,841 | 00:46:44,135 | Can I get you something to drink? Something to eat? | Can I get you something to drink? Something to eat? |
920 | 00:46:44,218 | 00:46:46,053 | Oh, I'm... I'm good. | Oh, I'm... I'm good. |
921 | 00:46:47,263 | 00:46:48,264 | Sure? | Sure? |
922 | 00:46:48,681 | 00:46:51,183 | We've got, uh, TV dinners | We've got, uh, TV dinners |
923 | 00:46:51,976 | 00:46:53,060 | and TV dinners. | and TV dinners. |
924 | 00:46:53,227 | 00:46:54,937 | Yeah, no, I'm all good. Thanks. | Yeah, no, I'm all good. Thanks. |
925 | 00:46:55,104 | 00:46:56,564 | We want TV dinners. | We want TV dinners. |
926 | 00:46:56,731 | 00:46:58,858 | Oh, they have spoken. | Oh, they have spoken. |
927 | 00:46:59,066 | 00:47:00,901 | Oh, shoot! | Oh, shoot! |
928 | 00:47:00,985 | 00:47:02,087 | Hey, I can put those in for you. | Hey, I can put those in for you. |
929 | 00:47:02,111 | 00:47:03,112 | Are you sure? | Are you sure? |
930 | 00:47:03,195 | 00:47:04,381 | - Yeah. No, no, no problem. - You don't mind? | - Yeah. No, no, no problem. - You don't mind? |
931 | 00:47:04,405 | 00:47:05,507 | Oh, thanks! That'd be a great help. | Oh, thanks! That'd be a great help. |
932 | 00:47:05,531 | 00:47:06,574 | Yeah. | Yeah. |
933 | 00:47:06,657 | 00:47:08,257 | Two minutes each, I think. Check the box. | Two minutes each, I think. Check the box. |
934 | 00:47:09,994 | 00:47:13,164 | Arnaz Roofing. Hi, Mrs. Jenkins. | Arnaz Roofing. Hi, Mrs. Jenkins. |
935 | 00:47:14,790 | 00:47:16,750 | Oh, you're having trouble with your gutters again? | Oh, you're having trouble with your gutters again? |
936 | 00:47:17,335 | 00:47:19,795 | Yeah, well, look, I'm still on medical leave. So... | Yeah, well, look, I'm still on medical leave. So... |
937 | 00:47:21,047 | 00:47:23,174 | Yeah, I can refer you to Galloway. | Yeah, I can refer you to Galloway. |
938 | 00:47:23,257 | 00:47:25,259 | Yeah, he's a great guy. Mmm-hmm. | Yeah, he's a great guy. Mmm-hmm. |
939 | 00:47:25,343 | 00:47:26,677 | Yeah, Bill will take care of you. | Yeah, Bill will take care of you. |
940 | 00:47:28,262 | 00:47:29,472 | Yeah, yeah, | Yeah, yeah, |
941 | 00:47:29,555 | 00:47:32,016 | so the secret is to marinate the chicken for flavor. | so the secret is to marinate the chicken for flavor. |
942 | 00:47:32,099 | 00:47:33,559 | - Oh, okay. - Olive oil, | - Oh, okay. - Olive oil, |
943 | 00:47:33,642 | 00:47:35,770 | chopped garlic, salt, pepper... | chopped garlic, salt, pepper... |
944 | 00:47:35,936 | 00:47:38,397 | And then you brush a little butter over the top there. | And then you brush a little butter over the top there. |
945 | 00:47:38,564 | 00:47:40,066 | - That's it? - That's it. | - That's it? - That's it. |
946 | 00:47:41,150 | 00:47:43,027 | - Hey. - I can eat all of it. | - Hey. - I can eat all of it. |
947 | 00:47:43,444 | 00:47:45,196 | Here. You good? | Here. You good? |
948 | 00:47:45,279 | 00:47:46,322 | Oh, look at this. | Oh, look at this. |
949 | 00:47:46,405 | 00:47:47,591 | - Thanks, Adam. - Thanks, Adam. | - Thanks, Adam. - Thanks, Adam. |
950 | 00:47:47,615 | 00:47:49,325 | - Yeah, no problem. - Come on in. | - Yeah, no problem. - Come on in. |
951 | 00:47:49,492 | 00:47:51,386 | It's a little spread your friend whipped up here. | It's a little spread your friend whipped up here. |
952 | 00:47:51,410 | 00:47:52,828 | - Hey. - Hey. | - Hey. - Hey. |
953 | 00:47:53,329 | 00:47:54,789 | It's awesome. | It's awesome. |
954 | 00:47:56,791 | 00:47:57,917 | Hey, um, | Hey, um, |
955 | 00:47:58,667 | 00:47:59,835 | what are you doing here? | what are you doing here? |
956 | 00:48:00,211 | 00:48:03,339 | Oh, we had a study session, remember? | Oh, we had a study session, remember? |
957 | 00:48:03,422 | 00:48:04,465 | The chicken tastes nice. | The chicken tastes nice. |
958 | 00:48:04,548 | 00:48:05,549 | Right. | Right. |
959 | 00:48:05,633 | 00:48:06,634 | This is amazing. | This is amazing. |
960 | 00:48:06,717 | 00:48:08,386 | Yeah? Good. | Yeah? Good. |
961 | 00:48:08,469 | 00:48:09,696 | 'Cause you never know what's hiding | 'Cause you never know what's hiding |
962 | 00:48:09,720 | 00:48:11,305 | in your fridge I guess. | in your fridge I guess. |
963 | 00:48:11,680 | 00:48:13,307 | How'd you get so good in the kitchen? | How'd you get so good in the kitchen? |
964 | 00:48:13,391 | 00:48:15,935 | Oh, I've been cooking my whole life. | Oh, I've been cooking my whole life. |
965 | 00:48:16,394 | 00:48:19,105 | You know, one day, hopefully, I'll own my own restaurant. | You know, one day, hopefully, I'll own my own restaurant. |
966 | 00:48:19,271 | 00:48:20,439 | Wow. | Wow. |
967 | 00:48:20,523 | 00:48:21,625 | You had to go to school for that? | You had to go to school for that? |
968 | 00:48:21,649 | 00:48:22,650 | Okay, fine. | Okay, fine. |
969 | 00:48:22,733 | 00:48:25,444 | Yeah, Dad, it's culinary art school. | Yeah, Dad, it's culinary art school. |
970 | 00:48:25,528 | 00:48:28,364 | Oh. Yeah. Right, right. | Oh. Yeah. Right, right. |
971 | 00:48:28,739 | 00:48:30,579 | Well, for you to spend your whole life working, | Well, for you to spend your whole life working, |
972 | 00:48:30,658 | 00:48:32,578 | might as well make it something you enjoy, right? | might as well make it something you enjoy, right? |
973 | 00:48:33,035 | 00:48:34,829 | I always try to tell Maya that. | I always try to tell Maya that. |
974 | 00:48:35,162 | 00:48:36,264 | You know, she'll be the first Arnaz | You know, she'll be the first Arnaz |
975 | 00:48:36,288 | 00:48:37,328 | to get her college degree. | to get her college degree. |
976 | 00:48:37,790 | 00:48:39,583 | Her mother would've been so proud. | Her mother would've been so proud. |
977 | 00:48:40,084 | 00:48:41,627 | She was a smart lady, too, you know. | She was a smart lady, too, you know. |
978 | 00:48:41,794 | 00:48:42,795 | Dad... | Dad... |
979 | 00:48:43,170 | 00:48:44,422 | What? | What? |
980 | 00:48:44,588 | 00:48:46,382 | Let me brag about my daughter. | Let me brag about my daughter. |
981 | 00:48:47,883 | 00:48:50,219 | Well, one day, my little girl here, | Well, one day, my little girl here, |
982 | 00:48:50,302 | 00:48:52,054 | she's gonna pick me up in a Porsche. | she's gonna pick me up in a Porsche. |
983 | 00:48:52,221 | 00:48:53,781 | She's been saying that since she was 10. | She's been saying that since she was 10. |
984 | 00:48:53,889 | 00:48:54,890 | Sorry, excuse me. | Sorry, excuse me. |
985 | 00:49:07,611 | 00:49:09,071 | Why did you do this? | Why did you do this? |
986 | 00:49:09,697 | 00:49:11,866 | I didn't mean to upset you, honestly. | I didn't mean to upset you, honestly. |
987 | 00:49:11,907 | 00:49:12,992 | I went to the other house | I went to the other house |
988 | 00:49:13,075 | 00:49:14,136 | and the lady just sent me here. | and the lady just sent me here. |
989 | 00:49:14,160 | 00:49:15,995 | So you just decided to make yourself at home | So you just decided to make yourself at home |
990 | 00:49:16,078 | 00:49:17,121 | by cooking dinner? | by cooking dinner? |
991 | 00:49:17,288 | 00:49:18,723 | I thought it'd be a nice thing to do. | I thought it'd be a nice thing to do. |
992 | 00:49:18,747 | 00:49:20,142 | You did it because it was a nice thing to do | You did it because it was a nice thing to do |
993 | 00:49:20,166 | 00:49:21,446 | or because you felt sorry for us? | or because you felt sorry for us? |
994 | 00:49:21,500 | 00:49:25,212 | I wouldn't... No. I don't feel sorry for you. | I wouldn't... No. I don't feel sorry for you. |
995 | 00:49:25,796 | 00:49:27,381 | Are you satisfied then? | Are you satisfied then? |
996 | 00:49:28,215 | 00:49:29,443 | Good job! You found our tiny little house, | Good job! You found our tiny little house, |
997 | 00:49:29,467 | 00:49:30,593 | in a rundown neighborhood | in a rundown neighborhood |
998 | 00:49:30,676 | 00:49:32,636 | so you could cook us poor people dinner. | so you could cook us poor people dinner. |
999 | 00:49:33,429 | 00:49:34,472 | You're a real saint. | You're a real saint. |
1000 | 00:49:42,730 | 00:49:43,939 | I'm sorry. | I'm sorry. |
1001 | 00:49:46,150 | 00:49:48,068 | Sister Catherine caught me. | Sister Catherine caught me. |
1002 | 00:49:49,737 | 00:49:52,364 | Side hustle's dead, and | Side hustle's dead, and |
1003 | 00:49:52,781 | 00:49:55,075 | I'm not making enough money tutoring you. | I'm not making enough money tutoring you. |
1004 | 00:49:56,869 | 00:50:00,623 | This restaurant pays me under the table. | This restaurant pays me under the table. |
1005 | 00:50:01,332 | 00:50:02,374 | And it's good. | And it's good. |
1006 | 00:50:03,918 | 00:50:05,711 | My family depends on me. | My family depends on me. |
1007 | 00:50:10,883 | 00:50:13,469 | You know, the only reason I'm getting a second chance | You know, the only reason I'm getting a second chance |
1008 | 00:50:13,552 | 00:50:15,221 | is 'cause I'm valedictorian. | is 'cause I'm valedictorian. |
1009 | 00:50:16,514 | 00:50:19,683 | You have no idea how hard I worked to get here. | You have no idea how hard I worked to get here. |
1010 | 00:50:22,603 | 00:50:24,396 | I can't lose it all now. | I can't lose it all now. |
1011 | 00:50:25,439 | 00:50:26,440 | No. | No. |
1012 | 00:50:27,566 | 00:50:29,985 | You're not gonna lose anything. | You're not gonna lose anything. |
1013 | 00:50:31,362 | 00:50:32,821 | You're like a robot. | You're like a robot. |
1014 | 00:50:33,656 | 00:50:35,491 | Immune to human error. | Immune to human error. |
1015 | 00:50:37,159 | 00:50:40,329 | And my schedule is wide open, you know. | And my schedule is wide open, you know. |
1016 | 00:50:40,496 | 00:50:43,832 | So we can meet whenever. | So we can meet whenever. |
1017 | 00:50:46,377 | 00:50:47,878 | There are other tutors out there. | There are other tutors out there. |
1018 | 00:50:47,962 | 00:50:49,088 | You know that, right? | You know that, right? |
1019 | 00:50:49,255 | 00:50:50,756 | None like you. | None like you. |
1020 | 00:50:52,091 | 00:50:54,802 | I like knowin' I get to see you three times a week. | I like knowin' I get to see you three times a week. |
1021 | 00:51:09,692 | 00:51:11,443 | A Brief History of Time. | A Brief History of Time. |
1022 | 00:51:11,610 | 00:51:13,028 | Pale Blue Dot. | Pale Blue Dot. |
1023 | 00:51:13,529 | 00:51:16,031 | And then... Would this be your favorite movie? | And then... Would this be your favorite movie? |
1024 | 00:51:16,240 | 00:51:19,285 | Do I, uh, detect a hint of smugness in your voice? | Do I, uh, detect a hint of smugness in your voice? |
1025 | 00:51:19,451 | 00:51:20,911 | Not at all. | Not at all. |
1026 | 00:51:21,328 | 00:51:24,665 | I actually really love this one. | I actually really love this one. |
1027 | 00:51:24,832 | 00:51:27,251 | 'Cause it's a classic. You know that, right? | 'Cause it's a classic. You know that, right? |
1028 | 00:51:27,960 | 00:51:29,712 | It's a cinematic masterpiece. | It's a cinematic masterpiece. |
1029 | 00:51:41,890 | 00:51:43,058 | Thank you for cooking. | Thank you for cooking. |
1030 | 00:51:47,313 | 00:51:48,314 | Sure. | Sure. |
1031 | 00:51:51,150 | 00:51:53,068 | Don't forget to show your work | Don't forget to show your work |
1032 | 00:51:53,193 | 00:51:54,473 | when doing the sine ratio, okay? | when doing the sine ratio, okay? |
1033 | 00:51:54,570 | 00:51:55,571 | Okay. | Okay. |
1034 | 00:51:56,155 | 00:51:57,489 | Otherwise... | Otherwise... |
1035 | 00:51:59,158 | 00:52:01,535 | Looks good. Great work! | Looks good. Great work! |
1036 | 00:52:02,328 | 00:52:05,539 | Watch out. I may be coming for your academic throne. | Watch out. I may be coming for your academic throne. |
1037 | 00:52:05,914 | 00:52:07,875 | Never. Um... | Never. Um... |
1038 | 00:52:09,084 | 00:52:11,170 | But I do have a surprise for you, | But I do have a surprise for you, |
1039 | 00:52:11,253 | 00:52:13,464 | since you've been killing it lately. | since you've been killing it lately. |
1040 | 00:52:16,342 | 00:52:18,761 | Wow. | Wow. |
1041 | 00:52:18,844 | 00:52:21,555 | You can thank my dad, he fixed the roof last winter | You can thank my dad, he fixed the roof last winter |
1042 | 00:52:21,722 | 00:52:23,807 | so he's pretty tight with the owner. | so he's pretty tight with the owner. |
1043 | 00:52:24,391 | 00:52:26,644 | Oh, man... | Oh, man... |
1044 | 00:52:31,899 | 00:52:34,068 | Are these the MAC MH-90s? | Are these the MAC MH-90s? |
1045 | 00:52:34,485 | 00:52:36,445 | I don't know. | I don't know. |
1046 | 00:52:39,573 | 00:52:41,617 | This grill's insane. | This grill's insane. |
1047 | 00:52:43,619 | 00:52:47,539 | I don't know about you, but I'm pretty hungry. | I don't know about you, but I'm pretty hungry. |
1048 | 00:52:52,211 | 00:52:55,089 | So, you don't follow a recipe? | So, you don't follow a recipe? |
1049 | 00:52:55,756 | 00:52:58,717 | Everyone thinks cooking is about following instructions, | Everyone thinks cooking is about following instructions, |
1050 | 00:52:58,884 | 00:53:00,552 | but it's the opposite. | but it's the opposite. |
1051 | 00:53:00,969 | 00:53:03,722 | Your palate will tell you exactly what the dish wants. | Your palate will tell you exactly what the dish wants. |
1052 | 00:53:07,393 | 00:53:10,062 | So, we need to talk about benchmark exams next week. | So, we need to talk about benchmark exams next week. |
1053 | 00:53:10,229 | 00:53:11,355 | Right. | Right. |
1054 | 00:53:11,522 | 00:53:13,649 | Why is everyone so obsessed with those here? | Why is everyone so obsessed with those here? |
1055 | 00:53:13,732 | 00:53:14,775 | Are they really hard? | Are they really hard? |
1056 | 00:53:14,942 | 00:53:16,985 | I mean, no, they're not so much hard | I mean, no, they're not so much hard |
1057 | 00:53:17,152 | 00:53:19,655 | as they are a means to keep the school funded. | as they are a means to keep the school funded. |
1058 | 00:53:19,822 | 00:53:21,740 | Plus, the top three are read at graduation | Plus, the top three are read at graduation |
1059 | 00:53:21,907 | 00:53:23,325 | so, you know, St. Agatha kids, | so, you know, St. Agatha kids, |
1060 | 00:53:23,659 | 00:53:25,077 | they live for that crap. | they live for that crap. |
1061 | 00:53:26,495 | 00:53:32,042 | Um... I was, um, thinking | Um... I was, um, thinking |
1062 | 00:53:33,085 | 00:53:34,294 | that maybe you could write | that maybe you could write |
1063 | 00:53:34,378 | 00:53:35,978 | about what happened at your old school... | about what happened at your old school... |
1064 | 00:53:36,797 | 00:53:39,591 | I mean, if you see it as a failure... | I mean, if you see it as a failure... |
1065 | 00:53:40,467 | 00:53:42,553 | - I see what you're doing. - What? | - I see what you're doing. - What? |
1066 | 00:53:42,886 | 00:53:45,764 | You're digging for more answers. | You're digging for more answers. |
1067 | 00:53:46,265 | 00:53:48,475 | I'm digging for more answers? | I'm digging for more answers? |
1068 | 00:53:48,559 | 00:53:49,599 | You showed up at my house, | You showed up at my house, |
1069 | 00:53:49,727 | 00:53:50,811 | you basically stalked me. | you basically stalked me. |
1070 | 00:53:50,978 | 00:53:52,187 | - Yeah. - Yeah. | - Yeah. - Yeah. |
1071 | 00:53:52,896 | 00:53:54,732 | Yeah, I guess. | Yeah, I guess. |
1072 | 00:53:57,109 | 00:53:58,986 | Okay, okay. | Okay, okay. |
1073 | 00:53:59,528 | 00:54:00,988 | Okay. Um... | Okay. Um... |
1074 | 00:54:02,740 | 00:54:05,909 | I guess, in the beginning, | I guess, in the beginning, |
1075 | 00:54:07,161 | 00:54:09,455 | I tried not to see it as a failure, | I tried not to see it as a failure, |
1076 | 00:54:10,122 | 00:54:12,332 | but it's hard not to. | but it's hard not to. |
1077 | 00:54:14,042 | 00:54:15,753 | After the fight, | After the fight, |
1078 | 00:54:16,670 | 00:54:20,340 | people immediately looked at me differently | people immediately looked at me differently |
1079 | 00:54:21,133 | 00:54:23,427 | like they were afraid of me. | like they were afraid of me. |
1080 | 00:54:26,180 | 00:54:29,850 | No matter what I did, I couldn't get them to see me | No matter what I did, I couldn't get them to see me |
1081 | 00:54:30,017 | 00:54:32,186 | as they did before. | as they did before. |
1082 | 00:54:34,605 | 00:54:36,523 | But I let that happen. | But I let that happen. |
1083 | 00:54:37,566 | 00:54:40,611 | I, I became a bystander in my own life. | I, I became a bystander in my own life. |
1084 | 00:54:43,822 | 00:54:46,492 | I guess that's what felt like the real failure. | I guess that's what felt like the real failure. |
1085 | 00:54:56,627 | 00:54:57,628 | Hey. | Hey. |
1086 | 00:54:59,963 | 00:55:02,174 | I think we found your essay. | I think we found your essay. |
1087 | 00:55:10,140 | 00:55:11,558 | What? | What? |
1088 | 00:55:11,642 | 00:55:14,144 | Mm-mm. It's good. It's very good. | Mm-mm. It's good. It's very good. |
1089 | 00:55:15,354 | 00:55:17,981 | What happened to unrelenting honesty? | What happened to unrelenting honesty? |
1090 | 00:55:20,859 | 00:55:22,277 | I'm... I'm sorry, I... | I'm... I'm sorry, I... |
1091 | 00:55:22,361 | 00:55:23,862 | I know you worked really hard on that. | I know you worked really hard on that. |
1092 | 00:55:24,279 | 00:55:26,073 | What's wrong with it? | What's wrong with it? |
1093 | 00:55:26,615 | 00:55:28,200 | No, I think you just added | No, I think you just added |
1094 | 00:55:28,283 | 00:55:30,035 | a little bit too much spice or something. | a little bit too much spice or something. |
1095 | 00:55:36,959 | 00:55:38,585 | It tastes fine to me. | It tastes fine to me. |
1096 | 00:55:42,089 | 00:55:43,215 | All of your belongings | All of your belongings |
1097 | 00:55:43,298 | 00:55:44,466 | should be under your desk. | should be under your desk. |
1098 | 00:55:44,633 | 00:55:45,968 | Out of sight. | Out of sight. |
1099 | 00:55:46,134 | 00:55:47,302 | No exceptions. | No exceptions. |
1100 | 00:55:47,511 | 00:55:50,013 | The only materials I should see | The only materials I should see |
1101 | 00:55:50,180 | 00:55:53,183 | are the Scantron, a number two pencil, | are the Scantron, a number two pencil, |
1102 | 00:55:53,308 | 00:55:55,602 | your calculator, and the test booklet. | your calculator, and the test booklet. |
1103 | 00:55:55,769 | 00:55:58,772 | Absolutely nothing else should be visible. | Absolutely nothing else should be visible. |
1104 | 00:55:58,939 | 00:56:01,900 | You will have 60 minutes for the mathematics portion | You will have 60 minutes for the mathematics portion |
1105 | 00:56:02,067 | 00:56:05,320 | and 90 minutes for the essay question. | and 90 minutes for the essay question. |
1106 | 00:56:05,737 | 00:56:06,947 | Begin. | Begin. |
1107 | 00:56:18,709 | 00:56:20,085 | Are you not that hungry? | Are you not that hungry? |
1108 | 00:56:21,336 | 00:56:23,130 | Oh, no, I, um... | Oh, no, I, um... |
1109 | 00:56:24,256 | 00:56:26,341 | - It's your favorite. - Yeah. | - It's your favorite. - Yeah. |
1110 | 00:56:26,466 | 00:56:27,694 | Paul picked it up from Vince's. | Paul picked it up from Vince's. |
1111 | 00:56:27,718 | 00:56:29,553 | Yeah. Thanks, Paul. | Yeah. Thanks, Paul. |
1112 | 00:56:29,720 | 00:56:30,888 | You're welcome. | You're welcome. |
1113 | 00:56:31,763 | 00:56:33,223 | So, actually, we have something | So, actually, we have something |
1114 | 00:56:33,307 | 00:56:34,467 | we need to talk to you about. | we need to talk to you about. |
1115 | 00:56:34,558 | 00:56:35,976 | And I just want you to know | And I just want you to know |
1116 | 00:56:36,059 | 00:56:38,645 | that everything is gonna be okay. | that everything is gonna be okay. |
1117 | 00:56:39,313 | 00:56:40,314 | Okay? | Okay? |
1118 | 00:56:42,024 | 00:56:43,650 | Did somebody die? | Did somebody die? |
1119 | 00:56:43,817 | 00:56:45,527 | No, nobody's dying. | No, nobody's dying. |
1120 | 00:56:45,694 | 00:56:47,988 | No, everybody's okay. Everybody's alive. | No, everybody's okay. Everybody's alive. |
1121 | 00:56:53,076 | 00:56:54,328 | I'm pregnant, | I'm pregnant, |
1122 | 00:56:55,621 | 00:56:57,247 | and we're gonna have a baby. | and we're gonna have a baby. |
1123 | 00:56:59,625 | 00:57:01,126 | Like a human baby? | Like a human baby? |
1124 | 00:57:01,376 | 00:57:03,670 | Jeez, I hope so. | Jeez, I hope so. |
1125 | 00:57:08,926 | 00:57:11,845 | Look, we didn't plan this at all. | Look, we didn't plan this at all. |
1126 | 00:57:13,847 | 00:57:15,265 | You know? And we're just getting | You know? And we're just getting |
1127 | 00:57:15,349 | 00:57:17,142 | our heads around this now. | our heads around this now. |
1128 | 00:57:17,309 | 00:57:19,019 | Adam? | Adam? |
1129 | 00:57:19,394 | 00:57:20,729 | Adam? | Adam? |
1130 | 00:57:21,188 | 00:57:22,189 | Adam. | Adam. |
1131 | 00:57:22,397 | 00:57:23,982 | You okay, buddy? | You okay, buddy? |
1132 | 00:57:24,858 | 00:57:26,109 | Yeah. | Yeah. |
1133 | 00:57:27,819 | 00:57:29,947 | Yeah, congratulations. | Yeah, congratulations. |
1134 | 00:57:32,157 | 00:57:35,327 | Okay, all right, I'm gonna go to the office, | Okay, all right, I'm gonna go to the office, |
1135 | 00:57:35,494 | 00:57:37,079 | get ready for tomorrow's work. | get ready for tomorrow's work. |
1136 | 00:57:37,955 | 00:57:40,999 | If anybody needs me... | If anybody needs me... |
1137 | 00:57:43,210 | 00:57:45,963 | Adam. Look at me. | Adam. Look at me. |
1138 | 00:57:48,090 | 00:57:50,634 | I promise nothing is going to change. | I promise nothing is going to change. |
1139 | 00:57:51,969 | 00:57:53,929 | What are you talkin' about? | What are you talkin' about? |
1140 | 00:57:55,430 | 00:57:57,057 | Everything will. | Everything will. |
1141 | 00:57:57,265 | 00:57:59,851 | No, I mean between you and I. | No, I mean between you and I. |
1142 | 00:58:00,268 | 00:58:02,312 | Look, I know this isn't the right time. | Look, I know this isn't the right time. |
1143 | 00:58:04,106 | 00:58:06,441 | I'm scared, too, believe me, but it's also... | I'm scared, too, believe me, but it's also... |
1144 | 00:58:06,608 | 00:58:07,818 | Okay, I was reading | Okay, I was reading |
1145 | 00:58:07,901 | 00:58:08,944 | the pamphlet you gave me | the pamphlet you gave me |
1146 | 00:58:09,111 | 00:58:11,530 | about the potential side effects of this drug. | about the potential side effects of this drug. |
1147 | 00:58:11,697 | 00:58:14,783 | Dehydration, sweating, trouble urinating, | Dehydration, sweating, trouble urinating, |
1148 | 00:58:14,950 | 00:58:16,868 | vision loss, muscle tension, | vision loss, muscle tension, |
1149 | 00:58:17,035 | 00:58:19,746 | loss of taste and hearing, tremors, | loss of taste and hearing, tremors, |
1150 | 00:58:19,913 | 00:58:23,583 | oh, and my personal favorite, anal leakage. | oh, and my personal favorite, anal leakage. |
1151 | 00:58:23,750 | 00:58:26,294 | You can go ahead and cross most of those off the list. | You can go ahead and cross most of those off the list. |
1152 | 00:58:26,586 | 00:58:29,464 | I can't cook anymore because my taste comes and goes. | I can't cook anymore because my taste comes and goes. |
1153 | 00:58:29,631 | 00:58:30,882 | I can barely piss straight | I can barely piss straight |
1154 | 00:58:30,966 | 00:58:33,260 | because my hand has a mind of its own. | because my hand has a mind of its own. |
1155 | 00:58:34,970 | 00:58:36,263 | But I swear, | But I swear, |
1156 | 00:58:37,014 | 00:58:39,057 | if anything drips out of my ass, | if anything drips out of my ass, |
1157 | 00:58:39,224 | 00:58:40,892 | please just kill me. | please just kill me. |
1158 | 00:58:43,270 | 00:58:44,271 | Morning. | Morning. |
1159 | 00:58:49,317 | 00:58:51,153 | - Have a good day. - You, too. | - Have a good day. - You, too. |
1160 | 00:58:52,070 | 00:58:53,196 | I love you. | I love you. |
1161 | 00:59:01,788 | 00:59:03,040 | Have a good day, hon. | Have a good day, hon. |
1162 | 00:59:20,432 | 00:59:21,516 | Have a good day, honey. | Have a good day, honey. |
1163 | 00:59:29,775 | 00:59:32,069 | Someone should really keep an eye on that kid. | Someone should really keep an eye on that kid. |
1164 | 00:59:41,203 | 00:59:44,414 | Om. | Om. |
1165 | 00:59:46,374 | 00:59:47,709 | Good morning. | Good morning. |
1166 | 00:59:48,293 | 00:59:49,669 | Morning, boss. | Morning, boss. |
1167 | 00:59:49,836 | 00:59:52,214 | Yeah, yeah, we missed you. | Yeah, yeah, we missed you. |
1168 | 01:00:00,847 | 01:00:04,935 | Um, okay, we're starting at Chapter 5, I think. | Um, okay, we're starting at Chapter 5, I think. |
1169 | 01:00:05,102 | 01:00:06,770 | - Five. - It's page 403. | - Five. - It's page 403. |
1170 | 01:00:06,937 | 01:00:08,814 | - I'm on it. - 403, do you have it? | - I'm on it. - 403, do you have it? |
1171 | 01:00:08,980 | 01:00:10,357 | - Yeah. - Okay. | - Yeah. - Okay. |
1172 | 01:00:10,482 | 01:00:11,983 | Um... All right. | Um... All right. |
1173 | 01:00:12,526 | 01:00:14,861 | "Angles in X-Y coordinate system." | "Angles in X-Y coordinate system." |
1174 | 01:00:15,487 | 01:00:17,155 | "Angles formed by rotating ray" | "Angles formed by rotating ray" |
1175 | 01:00:17,239 | 01:00:18,679 | "or a half-line about its end point," | "or a half-line about its end point," |
1176 | 01:00:18,740 | 01:00:20,033 | "the initial side of the angle," | "the initial side of the angle," |
1177 | 01:00:20,117 | 01:00:22,160 | "starting position of the ray." | "starting position of the ray." |
1178 | 01:00:22,327 | 01:00:23,328 | Final position... | Final position... |
1179 | 01:00:23,411 | 01:00:25,122 | of the ray rotation, did you get that? | of the ray rotation, did you get that? |
1180 | 01:00:30,961 | 01:00:32,129 | Adam. | Adam. |
1181 | 01:00:35,048 | 01:00:36,049 | Adam. | Adam. |
1182 | 01:00:39,511 | 01:00:42,389 | You thought you could get rid of me. | You thought you could get rid of me. |
1183 | 01:00:42,973 | 01:00:44,599 | You feel that? | You feel that? |
1184 | 01:00:45,517 | 01:00:46,810 | I'm still here. | I'm still here. |
1185 | 01:00:47,018 | 01:00:49,146 | You don't know that, you just know. | You don't know that, you just know. |
1186 | 01:00:49,604 | 01:00:50,605 | Don't fight it, Adam. | Don't fight it, Adam. |
1187 | 01:00:51,815 | 01:00:53,024 | Adam. | Adam. |
1188 | 01:00:53,984 | 01:00:56,278 | Adam. | Adam. |
1189 | 01:00:56,903 | 01:00:58,071 | Adam! | Adam! |
1190 | 01:00:58,238 | 01:01:00,699 | You need to go. Now. | You need to go. Now. |
1191 | 01:01:00,907 | 01:01:02,742 | Adam, what do you think? | Adam, what do you think? |
1192 | 01:01:04,536 | 01:01:08,039 | Um... Sorry. I'm... I'm not feeling so good. | Um... Sorry. I'm... I'm not feeling so good. |
1193 | 01:01:14,421 | 01:01:17,632 | Hey. Hey, Adam. Hey. Hey, what's wrong? | Hey. Hey, Adam. Hey. Hey, what's wrong? |
1194 | 01:01:18,133 | 01:01:19,593 | What'd I say, huh? | What'd I say, huh? |
1195 | 01:01:19,634 | 01:01:20,760 | Get out of here! | Get out of here! |
1196 | 01:01:21,386 | 01:01:23,388 | I gotta go. I gotta go. They're gonna take me | I gotta go. I gotta go. They're gonna take me |
1197 | 01:01:23,471 | 01:01:24,532 | - and I gotta go, okay? - Wait. | - and I gotta go, okay? - Wait. |
1198 | 01:01:24,556 | 01:01:25,616 | Take you where? What are you... | Take you where? What are you... |
1199 | 01:01:25,640 | 01:01:27,142 | I can't keep her safe, too. | I can't keep her safe, too. |
1200 | 01:01:27,309 | 01:01:29,019 | - Adam. - Stop! | - Adam. - Stop! |
1201 | 01:01:30,770 | 01:01:33,899 | Just leave me alone, and don't follow me. | Just leave me alone, and don't follow me. |
1202 | 01:01:43,825 | 01:01:46,203 | Adam. | Adam. |
1203 | 01:01:52,083 | 01:01:53,627 | Over here. | Over here. |
1204 | 01:02:26,117 | 01:02:27,869 | Adam. | Adam. |
1205 | 01:02:36,086 | 01:02:37,837 | She never wanted you. | She never wanted you. |
1206 | 01:02:38,213 | 01:02:40,507 | She doesn't love you. | She doesn't love you. |
1207 | 01:02:40,715 | 01:02:42,092 | He hates you. | He hates you. |
1208 | 01:02:43,134 | 01:02:45,887 | This is the kid she always wanted. | This is the kid she always wanted. |
1209 | 01:02:46,638 | 01:02:49,891 | The one that'll make up for her biggest mistake. | The one that'll make up for her biggest mistake. |
1210 | 01:02:50,642 | 01:02:52,185 | You. | You. |
1211 | 01:02:57,816 | 01:02:59,192 | Everything all right? | Everything all right? |
1212 | 01:03:00,819 | 01:03:02,362 | Were you watching me? | Were you watching me? |
1213 | 01:03:02,612 | 01:03:03,613 | No. | No. |
1214 | 01:03:04,698 | 01:03:06,324 | I was just heading to bed. | I was just heading to bed. |
1215 | 01:03:07,534 | 01:03:08,994 | Everything okay? | Everything okay? |
1216 | 01:03:12,038 | 01:03:13,957 | Sister Catherine called. | Sister Catherine called. |
1217 | 01:03:15,333 | 01:03:17,877 | She expressed some concerns about your behavior this week. | She expressed some concerns about your behavior this week. |
1218 | 01:03:18,044 | 01:03:20,755 | Having a kid with my mom doesn't make you my dad. | Having a kid with my mom doesn't make you my dad. |
1219 | 01:03:20,922 | 01:03:23,008 | Adam, I'm not going anywhere. | Adam, I'm not going anywhere. |
1220 | 01:03:23,300 | 01:03:25,427 | Yeah, clearly. | Yeah, clearly. |
1221 | 01:03:28,930 | 01:03:30,265 | When I was a freshman, | When I was a freshman, |
1222 | 01:03:31,308 | 01:03:33,685 | there was this girl at our school who was a junior, | there was this girl at our school who was a junior, |
1223 | 01:03:33,852 | 01:03:37,439 | and she was diagnosed with terminal bone cancer. | and she was diagnosed with terminal bone cancer. |
1224 | 01:03:38,315 | 01:03:39,834 | She was part of the Make-A-Wish Foundation, | She was part of the Make-A-Wish Foundation, |
1225 | 01:03:39,858 | 01:03:41,943 | so before she died, | so before she died, |
1226 | 01:03:42,110 | 01:03:44,029 | they had some boy band come to our school | they had some boy band come to our school |
1227 | 01:03:44,195 | 01:03:47,657 | and have lunch with her as part of her wish. | and have lunch with her as part of her wish. |
1228 | 01:03:48,199 | 01:03:50,160 | It was a really touching thing. | It was a really touching thing. |
1229 | 01:03:50,327 | 01:03:52,871 | It was all people could talk about for weeks. | It was all people could talk about for weeks. |
1230 | 01:03:54,581 | 01:03:56,166 | But it got me thinking. | But it got me thinking. |
1231 | 01:03:57,876 | 01:03:59,961 | When you're a cancer kid, | When you're a cancer kid, |
1232 | 01:04:00,795 | 01:04:04,174 | people can't wait to flock to your aid | people can't wait to flock to your aid |
1233 | 01:04:04,382 | 01:04:08,470 | and are so eager to grant any wish you have before you die. | and are so eager to grant any wish you have before you die. |
1234 | 01:04:10,388 | 01:04:12,515 | But when you have schizophrenia, | But when you have schizophrenia, |
1235 | 01:04:12,766 | 01:04:16,019 | people can't wait to make you someone else's problem. | people can't wait to make you someone else's problem. |
1236 | 01:04:17,354 | 01:04:20,148 | That's why we end up on the streets, | That's why we end up on the streets, |
1237 | 01:04:20,315 | 01:04:21,649 | screaming at nothing, | screaming at nothing, |
1238 | 01:04:22,817 | 01:04:24,319 | waiting to die. | waiting to die. |
1239 | 01:04:27,405 | 01:04:30,033 | No one wants to grant our wishes. | No one wants to grant our wishes. |
1240 | 01:04:35,080 | 01:04:36,122 | Hey. | Hey. |
1241 | 01:04:38,833 | 01:04:41,002 | I'm sorry about the other day. | I'm sorry about the other day. |
1242 | 01:04:41,169 | 01:04:44,047 | I just wasn't feeling good. | I just wasn't feeling good. |
1243 | 01:04:44,506 | 01:04:45,924 | I'm sorry. | I'm sorry. |
1244 | 01:04:48,927 | 01:04:51,471 | Are you sure that it's just headaches? | Are you sure that it's just headaches? |
1245 | 01:04:52,138 | 01:04:53,681 | I'm worried about you. | I'm worried about you. |
1246 | 01:04:53,848 | 01:04:55,642 | Yeah, I'm fine. | Yeah, I'm fine. |
1247 | 01:04:57,102 | 01:04:59,062 | Let me make it up to you. | Let me make it up to you. |
1248 | 01:05:00,105 | 01:05:01,356 | Please. | Please. |
1249 | 01:05:19,124 | 01:05:21,000 | She won't let me go out... | She won't let me go out... |
1250 | 01:05:22,085 | 01:05:23,962 | No way. | No way. |
1251 | 01:05:24,045 | 01:05:25,880 | Way. | Way. |
1252 | 01:05:29,509 | 01:05:30,510 | You didn't. | You didn't. |
1253 | 01:05:30,635 | 01:05:31,636 | I did. | I did. |
1254 | 01:05:32,804 | 01:05:36,182 | You know, usually, this stuff doesn't impress me, | You know, usually, this stuff doesn't impress me, |
1255 | 01:05:36,349 | 01:05:40,061 | but this is... pretty smooth. | but this is... pretty smooth. |
1256 | 01:05:48,695 | 01:05:50,196 | Thank you. | Thank you. |
1257 | 01:05:51,781 | 01:05:55,160 | Um, may I have five minutes on the clock, please? | Um, may I have five minutes on the clock, please? |
1258 | 01:06:02,584 | 01:06:03,585 | Okay, kid. | Okay, kid. |
1259 | 01:06:03,751 | 01:06:04,854 | We both know this part of the movie | We both know this part of the movie |
1260 | 01:06:04,878 | 01:06:06,087 | is the ultimate panty dropper. | is the ultimate panty dropper. |
1261 | 01:06:06,254 | 01:06:07,547 | Better make your move. | Better make your move. |
1262 | 01:06:07,797 | 01:06:09,382 | Hey, just take your time. | Hey, just take your time. |
1263 | 01:06:10,008 | 01:06:11,092 | No rush. | No rush. |
1264 | 01:06:12,677 | 01:06:14,179 | That is so wrong. | That is so wrong. |
1265 | 01:06:39,412 | 01:06:41,206 | Adam... Adam. | Adam... Adam. |
1266 | 01:06:41,289 | 01:06:43,750 | Hey, over here. | Hey, over here. |
1267 | 01:06:44,417 | 01:06:45,627 | Adam. | Adam. |
1268 | 01:06:47,045 | 01:06:48,254 | Adam. | Adam. |
1269 | 01:06:50,381 | 01:06:51,966 | That's not good. | That's not good. |
1270 | 01:07:06,314 | 01:07:07,524 | Finally! | Finally! |
1271 | 01:07:07,690 | 01:07:09,609 | No way! What is going on with you? | No way! What is going on with you? |
1272 | 01:07:09,776 | 01:07:10,985 | Nothing, I'm fine. | Nothing, I'm fine. |
1273 | 01:07:11,319 | 01:07:13,112 | No, you're not fine. | No, you're not fine. |
1274 | 01:07:13,279 | 01:07:14,280 | You don't even look like | You don't even look like |
1275 | 01:07:14,364 | 01:07:15,764 | you're on this planet half the time. | you're on this planet half the time. |
1276 | 01:07:16,157 | 01:07:18,576 | Adam, look, you can trust her. | Adam, look, you can trust her. |
1277 | 01:07:19,869 | 01:07:21,746 | No, you're right. There is something. | No, you're right. There is something. |
1278 | 01:07:22,330 | 01:07:23,331 | Yeah. | Yeah. |
1279 | 01:07:23,498 | 01:07:25,208 | Yeah, just show her who you are. | Yeah, just show her who you are. |
1280 | 01:07:25,291 | 01:07:26,376 | Tell her about us. | Tell her about us. |
1281 | 01:07:26,709 | 01:07:27,877 | Don't do that. | Don't do that. |
1282 | 01:07:31,130 | 01:07:33,591 | There's been a lot going on at home. | There's been a lot going on at home. |
1283 | 01:07:33,758 | 01:07:34,968 | Lately. | Lately. |
1284 | 01:07:35,260 | 01:07:37,345 | I've been feeling really alone. | I've been feeling really alone. |
1285 | 01:07:38,012 | 01:07:39,556 | I'm sorry. | I'm sorry. |
1286 | 01:07:40,598 | 01:07:43,351 | But I don't feel that way when I'm with you. | But I don't feel that way when I'm with you. |
1287 | 01:07:48,106 | 01:07:49,691 | Oh, yeah. | Oh, yeah. |
1288 | 01:07:51,276 | 01:07:52,569 | So... | So... |
1289 | 01:07:54,612 | 01:07:55,738 | I wanted... | I wanted... |
1290 | 01:07:57,407 | 01:08:00,034 | I wanna know if you'd wanna go to prom with me? | I wanna know if you'd wanna go to prom with me? |
1291 | 01:08:07,333 | 01:08:10,336 | I know it's an extension of the patriarchy and everything, | I know it's an extension of the patriarchy and everything, |
1292 | 01:08:11,713 | 01:08:12,714 | but would you? | but would you? |
1293 | 01:08:13,423 | 01:08:16,884 | Only if you tell people that I asked you. | Only if you tell people that I asked you. |
1294 | 01:08:17,885 | 01:08:19,554 | - Deal. - Deal. | - Deal. - Deal. |
1295 | 01:08:19,804 | 01:08:20,930 | Aw. | Aw. |
1296 | 01:09:00,178 | 01:09:02,055 | My mom told me something once | My mom told me something once |
1297 | 01:09:02,221 | 01:09:04,932 | when she first started dating again. | when she first started dating again. |
1298 | 01:09:05,099 | 01:09:08,394 | You lose your secrets when you let people get too close. | You lose your secrets when you let people get too close. |
1299 | 01:09:08,603 | 01:09:11,522 | It can be painful to let someone find you | It can be painful to let someone find you |
1300 | 01:09:11,606 | 01:09:13,858 | in all the dark and twisty places inside. | in all the dark and twisty places inside. |
1301 | 01:09:14,025 | 01:09:15,818 | But you have to hope they do, | But you have to hope they do, |
1302 | 01:09:16,736 | 01:09:19,197 | because that's the beginning of everything. | because that's the beginning of everything. |
1303 | 01:09:21,574 | 01:09:24,869 | But letting Maya love me the way that I am | But letting Maya love me the way that I am |
1304 | 01:09:25,036 | 01:09:27,830 | would be like letting her catch a disease. | would be like letting her catch a disease. |
1305 | 01:09:28,456 | 01:09:31,000 | She doesn't deserve to be loved by someone | She doesn't deserve to be loved by someone |
1306 | 01:09:31,125 | 01:09:33,336 | who can't see the world the way it is. | who can't see the world the way it is. |
1307 | 01:09:34,087 | 01:09:35,463 | Right? | Right? |
1308 | 01:09:36,964 | 01:09:38,549 | And I'd really like to keep my secrets | And I'd really like to keep my secrets |
1309 | 01:09:38,633 | 01:09:40,009 | while I have them. | while I have them. |
1310 | 01:09:48,142 | 01:09:49,811 | You wanna explain these? | You wanna explain these? |
1311 | 01:09:53,690 | 01:09:54,899 | What do you want me to say? | What do you want me to say? |
1312 | 01:09:55,066 | 01:09:56,901 | I want you to say that you haven't stopped | I want you to say that you haven't stopped |
1313 | 01:09:56,984 | 01:09:58,861 | taking your medication behind my back. | taking your medication behind my back. |
1314 | 01:10:00,446 | 01:10:02,365 | I can't say that. | I can't say that. |
1315 | 01:10:03,449 | 01:10:04,867 | Do you have any idea | Do you have any idea |
1316 | 01:10:04,951 | 01:10:07,120 | how much we have on the line with this school? | how much we have on the line with this school? |
1317 | 01:10:08,955 | 01:10:11,416 | With your medical expenses? | With your medical expenses? |
1318 | 01:10:12,041 | 01:10:13,459 | What about me? | What about me? |
1319 | 01:10:15,002 | 01:10:16,421 | What about what I need? | What about what I need? |
1320 | 01:10:16,587 | 01:10:18,923 | What are you talking about? It's all about you. | What are you talking about? It's all about you. |
1321 | 01:10:19,090 | 01:10:21,259 | It's all about you. All the time. | It's all about you. All the time. |
1322 | 01:10:21,342 | 01:10:23,177 | All of this is for you. | All of this is for you. |
1323 | 01:10:23,344 | 01:10:25,054 | The books, and the articles, | The books, and the articles, |
1324 | 01:10:25,179 | 01:10:28,599 | and the staying up all night reading forum after forum. | and the staying up all night reading forum after forum. |
1325 | 01:10:29,600 | 01:10:30,953 | Do you think you're the only one in this house | Do you think you're the only one in this house |
1326 | 01:10:30,977 | 01:10:31,978 | going through this? | going through this? |
1327 | 01:10:32,478 | 01:10:35,148 | So that's what they tell you in those parenting books? | So that's what they tell you in those parenting books? |
1328 | 01:10:35,314 | 01:10:37,191 | Oh, my God! | Oh, my God! |
1329 | 01:10:37,400 | 01:10:40,153 | You know, you are not the only person in this house | You know, you are not the only person in this house |
1330 | 01:10:40,194 | 01:10:41,946 | who is affected by this. | who is affected by this. |
1331 | 01:10:42,113 | 01:10:43,489 | Do you think that this is the life | Do you think that this is the life |
1332 | 01:10:43,573 | 01:10:44,949 | that I wanted for you? | that I wanted for you? |
1333 | 01:10:45,116 | 01:10:46,784 | For myself? | For myself? |
1334 | 01:10:47,118 | 01:10:48,453 | Okay. | Okay. |
1335 | 01:10:48,619 | 01:10:51,748 | I'm sorry for getting in the way of you, | I'm sorry for getting in the way of you, |
1336 | 01:10:51,831 | 01:10:53,291 | and Paul, and the new baby, | and Paul, and the new baby, |
1337 | 01:10:53,458 | 01:10:55,585 | and your perfect new life | and your perfect new life |
1338 | 01:10:55,752 | 01:10:59,380 | that doesn't include a crazy stepson who hears voices. | that doesn't include a crazy stepson who hears voices. |
1339 | 01:11:00,798 | 01:11:02,425 | Stop. Adam. | Stop. Adam. |
1340 | 01:11:02,884 | 01:11:05,678 | Adam. Stop. | Adam. Stop. |
1341 | 01:11:06,846 | 01:11:08,765 | Listen to me. | Listen to me. |
1342 | 01:11:09,223 | 01:11:12,560 | I know that you must be scared, | I know that you must be scared, |
1343 | 01:11:12,643 | 01:11:15,146 | and that it's lonely in your head, | and that it's lonely in your head, |
1344 | 01:11:15,313 | 01:11:17,315 | and I wish, I wish I could be in there with you, | and I wish, I wish I could be in there with you, |
1345 | 01:11:17,482 | 01:11:20,151 | I wish I could ease that burden, but I can't. | I wish I could ease that burden, but I can't. |
1346 | 01:11:21,110 | 01:11:23,070 | I'm trying. I am really trying. | I'm trying. I am really trying. |
1347 | 01:11:23,237 | 01:11:25,323 | And I would do anything for you. | And I would do anything for you. |
1348 | 01:11:25,406 | 01:11:27,158 | Just tell me what to do. Tell me. | Just tell me what to do. Tell me. |
1349 | 01:11:27,325 | 01:11:28,951 | Tell me how to help you. | Tell me how to help you. |
1350 | 01:11:35,458 | 01:11:38,503 | There's nothing you can do. | There's nothing you can do. |
1351 | 01:11:39,545 | 01:11:42,256 | The pills make me feel like I wanna die. | The pills make me feel like I wanna die. |
1352 | 01:11:43,090 | 01:11:47,178 | I can't see. I can't think. And I can't cook. | I can't see. I can't think. And I can't cook. |
1353 | 01:11:48,346 | 01:11:49,889 | And what's the point if I can't cook? | And what's the point if I can't cook? |
1354 | 01:11:50,056 | 01:11:52,683 | Why didn't you share that with me? | Why didn't you share that with me? |
1355 | 01:11:52,767 | 01:11:54,393 | We're in this together. We're... | We're in this together. We're... |
1356 | 01:11:54,560 | 01:11:56,440 | We're supposed to be on the same team, remember? | We're supposed to be on the same team, remember? |
1357 | 01:11:56,562 | 01:11:58,898 | We're not on the same team. | We're not on the same team. |
1358 | 01:11:59,482 | 01:12:02,401 | And we haven't been since Paul moved in. | And we haven't been since Paul moved in. |
1359 | 01:12:10,952 | 01:12:12,286 | I can't do that to him. | I can't do that to him. |
1360 | 01:12:12,495 | 01:12:13,496 | Look, I understand that. | Look, I understand that. |
1361 | 01:12:13,621 | 01:12:16,249 | Just listen to me. We have to do something. | Just listen to me. We have to do something. |
1362 | 01:12:16,415 | 01:12:17,416 | I know that, Paul. | I know that, Paul. |
1363 | 01:12:17,500 | 01:12:18,685 | It's only a matter of time before you... | It's only a matter of time before you... |
1364 | 01:12:18,709 | 01:12:19,789 | I'm doing everything I can. | I'm doing everything I can. |
1365 | 01:12:19,836 | 01:12:20,837 | Do you see him? | Do you see him? |
1366 | 01:12:20,920 | 01:12:22,046 | Do you see what's going on? | Do you see what's going on? |
1367 | 01:12:22,129 | 01:12:24,507 | Of course, I see him. I see everything. | Of course, I see him. I see everything. |
1368 | 01:12:24,674 | 01:12:25,675 | I'm his mother. | I'm his mother. |
1369 | 01:12:25,758 | 01:12:26,944 | I'm just trying to avert the disaster, Beth. | I'm just trying to avert the disaster, Beth. |
1370 | 01:12:26,968 | 01:12:29,178 | We ain't taking no damn pills, you hear me? | We ain't taking no damn pills, you hear me? |
1371 | 01:12:29,262 | 01:12:30,364 | You didn't need those pills anyway. | You didn't need those pills anyway. |
1372 | 01:12:30,388 | 01:12:31,448 | We gotta get him outta here. | We gotta get him outta here. |
1373 | 01:12:31,472 | 01:12:32,598 | Screw the pills! | Screw the pills! |
1374 | 01:12:32,765 | 01:12:34,225 | - Okay. - You're awesome, | - Okay. - You're awesome, |
1375 | 01:12:34,308 | 01:12:36,036 | and we're here for you. And we believe in you. | and we're here for you. And we believe in you. |
1376 | 01:12:36,060 | 01:12:37,770 | We ain't gonna let 'em take us out of ya. | We ain't gonna let 'em take us out of ya. |
1377 | 01:12:37,937 | 01:12:39,313 | This is our house! Ours! | This is our house! Ours! |
1378 | 01:12:39,397 | 01:12:40,398 | This bed is really comfy. | This bed is really comfy. |
1379 | 01:13:07,758 | 01:13:10,052 | Sorry. You startled me. | Sorry. You startled me. |
1380 | 01:13:17,727 | 01:13:19,437 | You're trash. | You're trash. |
1381 | 01:13:21,606 | 01:13:22,690 | What? | What? |
1382 | 01:13:25,318 | 01:13:27,278 | Could you throw away your trash? | Could you throw away your trash? |
1383 | 01:13:30,489 | 01:13:31,657 | Sure. | Sure. |
1384 | 01:13:50,092 | 01:13:51,093 | You know... | You know... |
1385 | 01:13:53,012 | 01:13:55,306 | I was really starting to look forward | I was really starting to look forward |
1386 | 01:13:55,389 | 01:13:57,350 | to our Good Will Hunting moment. | to our Good Will Hunting moment. |
1387 | 01:14:00,645 | 01:14:02,039 | When you're finished with the questions, | When you're finished with the questions, |
1388 | 01:14:02,063 | 01:14:03,064 | please pass them forward | please pass them forward |
1389 | 01:14:03,230 | 01:14:05,816 | and open up your textbooks to Chapter 18. | and open up your textbooks to Chapter 18. |
1390 | 01:14:08,986 | 01:14:10,863 | Adam Petrazelli, | Adam Petrazelli, |
1391 | 01:14:10,947 | 01:14:13,699 | please report to the Principal's office. | please report to the Principal's office. |
1392 | 01:14:19,163 | 01:14:21,540 | Adam, please, take a seat. | Adam, please, take a seat. |
1393 | 01:14:27,672 | 01:14:29,072 | - Mom, what's going on? - It's okay. | - Mom, what's going on? - It's okay. |
1394 | 01:14:29,215 | 01:14:30,400 | It has been brought to my attention | It has been brought to my attention |
1395 | 01:14:30,424 | 01:14:33,010 | that you are no longer taking your medication. | that you are no longer taking your medication. |
1396 | 01:14:34,387 | 01:14:38,641 | Yeah, okay, it... It made me worse. | Yeah, okay, it... It made me worse. |
1397 | 01:14:38,808 | 01:14:40,559 | As I said from day one, | As I said from day one, |
1398 | 01:14:40,726 | 01:14:43,437 | your admission to St. Agatha's is conditional. | your admission to St. Agatha's is conditional. |
1399 | 01:14:43,604 | 01:14:45,439 | We can't take any risks. | We can't take any risks. |
1400 | 01:14:45,606 | 01:14:46,816 | What does that mean? Risks? | What does that mean? Risks? |
1401 | 01:14:47,024 | 01:14:49,568 | They're afraid you're gonna hurt other students, Adam. | They're afraid you're gonna hurt other students, Adam. |
1402 | 01:14:50,987 | 01:14:52,238 | Are you kicking me out? | Are you kicking me out? |
1403 | 01:14:52,405 | 01:14:54,073 | - Suspending you. - Temporarily. | - Suspending you. - Temporarily. |
1404 | 01:14:54,240 | 01:14:56,409 | Just... Just until we figure things out. | Just... Just until we figure things out. |
1405 | 01:14:57,201 | 01:14:59,745 | You may finish off the day to avoid causing a scene. | You may finish off the day to avoid causing a scene. |
1406 | 01:15:02,164 | 01:15:03,582 | It was you. | It was you. |
1407 | 01:15:04,417 | 01:15:06,085 | I saw you writing that email to her. | I saw you writing that email to her. |
1408 | 01:15:06,168 | 01:15:07,312 | I know you wanna send me away. | I know you wanna send me away. |
1409 | 01:15:07,336 | 01:15:08,546 | Adam, you need to calm down. | Adam, you need to calm down. |
1410 | 01:15:08,713 | 01:15:10,423 | No one wants to send you away. | No one wants to send you away. |
1411 | 01:15:10,589 | 01:15:13,092 | Yes, he does. And he's a liar. | Yes, he does. And he's a liar. |
1412 | 01:15:15,261 | 01:15:17,263 | This was my last chance. | This was my last chance. |
1413 | 01:15:19,390 | 01:15:21,809 | I probably won't get another one. | I probably won't get another one. |
1414 | 01:15:22,184 | 01:15:23,728 | Remember, Mom? | Remember, Mom? |
1415 | 01:16:02,433 | 01:16:03,434 | Are you surprised? | Are you surprised? |
1416 | 01:16:05,519 | 01:16:07,188 | What? Why? | What? Why? |
1417 | 01:16:07,354 | 01:16:09,231 | It's... actually nice | It's... actually nice |
1418 | 01:16:09,315 | 01:16:11,115 | to have some competition around here for once. | to have some competition around here for once. |
1419 | 01:16:11,484 | 01:16:14,695 | - What are you talking about? - Come on. Let's go. | - What are you talking about? - Come on. Let's go. |
1420 | 01:16:26,624 | 01:16:28,334 | I'm proud of you, Petrazelli. | I'm proud of you, Petrazelli. |
1421 | 01:16:43,724 | 01:16:46,227 | Aren't you supposed to be in class? | Aren't you supposed to be in class? |
1422 | 01:16:46,769 | 01:16:48,646 | I didn't feel like it. | I didn't feel like it. |
1423 | 01:16:48,854 | 01:16:50,940 | You wanna hop in the box and talk about it? | You wanna hop in the box and talk about it? |
1424 | 01:16:54,693 | 01:16:57,196 | What I'm dealing with can't be fixed, Father. | What I'm dealing with can't be fixed, Father. |
1425 | 01:17:07,206 | 01:17:08,707 | Try me. | Try me. |
1426 | 01:17:09,041 | 01:17:10,960 | What is even the purpose of all this? | What is even the purpose of all this? |
1427 | 01:17:12,419 | 01:17:13,921 | Confession? | Confession? |
1428 | 01:17:15,131 | 01:17:17,174 | You think making people feel like shit | You think making people feel like shit |
1429 | 01:17:17,258 | 01:17:19,135 | somehow brings out the best in them? | somehow brings out the best in them? |
1430 | 01:17:19,301 | 01:17:20,803 | Cool philosophy. | Cool philosophy. |
1431 | 01:17:21,053 | 01:17:24,765 | "Whoever conceals their sins does not prosper," | "Whoever conceals their sins does not prosper," |
1432 | 01:17:24,932 | 01:17:27,518 | "but the one that confesses and renounces them..." | "but the one that confesses and renounces them..." |
1433 | 01:17:27,685 | 01:17:29,770 | That's great. | That's great. |
1434 | 01:17:30,604 | 01:17:32,690 | Another fortune cookie answer. | Another fortune cookie answer. |
1435 | 01:17:34,525 | 01:17:36,527 | You have a list that you alternate? | You have a list that you alternate? |
1436 | 01:17:39,196 | 01:17:40,281 | Maybe. | Maybe. |
1437 | 01:17:40,739 | 01:17:45,828 | Being ambiguous doesn't make you profound. | Being ambiguous doesn't make you profound. |
1438 | 01:17:47,746 | 01:17:50,124 | It makes you full of shit. | It makes you full of shit. |
1439 | 01:17:51,584 | 01:17:53,627 | Here's something... Here's something | Here's something... Here's something |
1440 | 01:17:53,752 | 01:17:54,753 | profound for you... | profound for you... |
1441 | 01:17:54,837 | 01:17:56,630 | Why don't you kill yourself? | Why don't you kill yourself? |
1442 | 01:18:00,050 | 01:18:01,093 | What? | What? |
1443 | 01:18:01,260 | 01:18:02,928 | I said, why don't you excuse yourself? | I said, why don't you excuse yourself? |
1444 | 01:18:03,012 | 01:18:04,555 | Take a day off. Leave yourself alone. | Take a day off. Leave yourself alone. |
1445 | 01:18:04,889 | 01:18:07,099 | That's not what you said. | That's not what you said. |
1446 | 01:18:13,272 | 01:18:14,315 | This is bullshit. | This is bullshit. |
1447 | 01:18:14,607 | 01:18:16,317 | Hey, don't talk to your mother like that! | Hey, don't talk to your mother like that! |
1448 | 01:18:16,483 | 01:18:17,963 | Thanks for the parenting advice, Paul. | Thanks for the parenting advice, Paul. |
1449 | 01:18:18,110 | 01:18:20,046 | What makes you think you could go to the prom tonight? | What makes you think you could go to the prom tonight? |
1450 | 01:18:20,070 | 01:18:22,531 | - You're suspended. - This is insane! | - You're suspended. - This is insane! |
1451 | 01:18:22,656 | 01:18:24,950 | Hey, let's just sit down, okay? | Hey, let's just sit down, okay? |
1452 | 01:18:26,285 | 01:18:27,578 | You're trapped. | You're trapped. |
1453 | 01:18:27,745 | 01:18:30,915 | I'm trapped. This is how it starts. | I'm trapped. This is how it starts. |
1454 | 01:18:31,081 | 01:18:32,208 | This is how they do it. | This is how they do it. |
1455 | 01:18:32,374 | 01:18:33,626 | This is how you do it. | This is how you do it. |
1456 | 01:18:34,043 | 01:18:35,544 | First, it's the pills. | First, it's the pills. |
1457 | 01:18:35,669 | 01:18:37,421 | Then the pills make me feel like shit, | Then the pills make me feel like shit, |
1458 | 01:18:37,504 | 01:18:38,505 | so, I come off of them. | so, I come off of them. |
1459 | 01:18:38,672 | 01:18:40,966 | And that's when Paul convinces you | And that's when Paul convinces you |
1460 | 01:18:41,050 | 01:18:42,051 | to send me somewhere. | to send me somewhere. |
1461 | 01:18:42,343 | 01:18:44,136 | Because nothing else works! | Because nothing else works! |
1462 | 01:18:46,472 | 01:18:47,932 | Nothing else works! | Nothing else works! |
1463 | 01:18:48,098 | 01:18:49,934 | Because nothing was designed to work. | Because nothing was designed to work. |
1464 | 01:18:50,100 | 01:18:52,645 | Nothing was designed to work. That was the plan. | Nothing was designed to work. That was the plan. |
1465 | 01:18:52,811 | 01:18:54,188 | And I was right. | And I was right. |
1466 | 01:18:54,271 | 01:18:55,916 | - That wasn't the plan. - I was right the whole time. | - That wasn't the plan. - I was right the whole time. |
1467 | 01:18:55,940 | 01:18:57,000 | That wasn't the plan, Adam. | That wasn't the plan, Adam. |
1468 | 01:18:57,024 | 01:18:58,484 | Shut up, Paul! | Shut up, Paul! |
1469 | 01:18:58,817 | 01:19:01,111 | - You poisoned my brain. - Hey. | - You poisoned my brain. - Hey. |
1470 | 01:19:01,195 | 01:19:02,655 | You know he did that, Mom. | You know he did that, Mom. |
1471 | 01:19:02,696 | 01:19:04,448 | - Can you see that? - Adam. | - Can you see that? - Adam. |
1472 | 01:19:04,615 | 01:19:06,335 | - Mom. Can you see that? - Come on. Come on. | - Mom. Can you see that? - Come on. Come on. |
1473 | 01:19:06,367 | 01:19:09,703 | Hey, hey, hey. Hey. Listen to me. | Hey, hey, hey. Hey. Listen to me. |
1474 | 01:19:09,870 | 01:19:10,871 | Listen to my voice. | Listen to my voice. |
1475 | 01:19:10,955 | 01:19:13,582 | My voice is the only one that matters right now, okay? | My voice is the only one that matters right now, okay? |
1476 | 01:19:13,707 | 01:19:18,462 | And I am telling you that you are my entire world, okay? | And I am telling you that you are my entire world, okay? |
1477 | 01:19:19,380 | 01:19:20,631 | Adam? | Adam? |
1478 | 01:19:22,007 | 01:19:23,467 | Come on, kid. | Come on, kid. |
1479 | 01:19:23,550 | 01:19:26,011 | Don't you see it's all a big bait and switch? | Don't you see it's all a big bait and switch? |
1480 | 01:19:26,387 | 01:19:27,846 | Adam? | Adam? |
1481 | 01:19:28,347 | 01:19:30,724 | You better get out of here before it's too late. | You better get out of here before it's too late. |
1482 | 01:19:32,351 | 01:19:33,394 | Adam. | Adam. |
1483 | 01:19:34,561 | 01:19:36,021 | I don't believe you. | I don't believe you. |
1484 | 01:20:00,546 | 01:20:03,632 | Oh, Adam, Adam, Adam... | Oh, Adam, Adam, Adam... |
1485 | 01:20:04,925 | 01:20:05,968 | What are you doing? | What are you doing? |
1486 | 01:20:06,135 | 01:20:09,471 | No... Please... | No... Please... |
1487 | 01:20:10,889 | 01:20:14,268 | You're really gonna go to prom unprepared? | You're really gonna go to prom unprepared? |
1488 | 01:20:23,861 | 01:20:25,112 | That's it. | That's it. |
1489 | 01:20:26,113 | 01:20:28,449 | How else will you survive the night? | How else will you survive the night? |
1490 | 01:20:34,913 | 01:20:37,624 | Take all the pills. | Take all the pills. |
1491 | 01:20:39,376 | 01:20:41,503 | Do it. Do it. | Do it. Do it. |
1492 | 01:20:43,672 | 01:20:45,716 | No, I will. I will, I promise. | No, I will. I will, I promise. |
1493 | 01:20:45,924 | 01:20:47,301 | That's not what I saw. | That's not what I saw. |
1494 | 01:20:53,807 | 01:20:55,184 | Good, girl. | Good, girl. |
1495 | 01:20:55,267 | 01:20:58,228 | Thank you. You like it? Oh, yeah. | Thank you. You like it? Oh, yeah. |
1496 | 01:21:00,064 | 01:21:02,274 | What are you staring at? | What are you staring at? |
1497 | 01:21:02,441 | 01:21:06,320 | I just thought you didn't really care about dances. | I just thought you didn't really care about dances. |
1498 | 01:21:07,237 | 01:21:09,948 | Well, I don't do anything halfway, so... | Well, I don't do anything halfway, so... |
1499 | 01:21:10,115 | 01:21:11,492 | Clearly. | Clearly. |
1500 | 01:21:12,701 | 01:21:17,247 | I'll, um, try not to pierce your nipple. | I'll, um, try not to pierce your nipple. |
1501 | 01:21:20,959 | 01:21:23,420 | Why are you sweating? Did you run here? | Why are you sweating? Did you run here? |
1502 | 01:21:24,630 | 01:21:26,590 | - Yeah? No. - No, no, no. | - Yeah? No. - No, no, no. |
1503 | 01:21:26,757 | 01:21:29,385 | No, it's just really hot out. Do you want this? | No, it's just really hot out. Do you want this? |
1504 | 01:21:29,551 | 01:21:32,304 | - Yeah. - Okay... | - Yeah. - Okay... |
1505 | 01:21:33,722 | 01:21:35,516 | You sure you're okay? | You sure you're okay? |
1506 | 01:21:35,682 | 01:21:38,727 | Yeah. You wanna go inside? | Yeah. You wanna go inside? |
1507 | 01:21:38,852 | 01:21:40,854 | - Okay. - Come on. | - Okay. - Come on. |
1508 | 01:21:47,986 | 01:21:50,072 | Oh, wow. That was bright. | Oh, wow. That was bright. |
1509 | 01:21:51,073 | 01:21:52,783 | - Wanna go? - Yeah. | - Wanna go? - Yeah. |
1510 | 01:22:09,883 | 01:22:12,344 | Yeah, do you want some punch? | Yeah, do you want some punch? |
1511 | 01:22:12,886 | 01:22:13,887 | Sure. | Sure. |
1512 | 01:22:14,346 | 01:22:15,889 | - Hey! - Sorry. | - Hey! - Sorry. |
1513 | 01:22:23,522 | 01:22:25,983 | Excuse me, Mr. Petrazelli... | Excuse me, Mr. Petrazelli... |
1514 | 01:22:26,150 | 01:22:29,194 | what part of suspended do you not understand? | what part of suspended do you not understand? |
1515 | 01:22:29,361 | 01:22:31,029 | Young man, I'm talking to you. | Young man, I'm talking to you. |
1516 | 01:22:31,488 | 01:22:33,240 | Where are you going? | Where are you going? |
1517 | 01:22:33,407 | 01:22:36,869 | - Mr. Petrazelli! - Adam... Adam... | - Mr. Petrazelli! - Adam... Adam... |
1518 | 01:22:45,002 | 01:22:46,420 | Hey. Hey, let's go dance. Come on. | Hey. Hey, let's go dance. Come on. |
1519 | 01:22:46,587 | 01:22:47,921 | Oh, okay. | Oh, okay. |
1520 | 01:23:18,076 | 01:23:19,077 | Adam? | Adam? |
1521 | 01:23:22,581 | 01:23:23,832 | - Adam? - Excuse me. | - Adam? - Excuse me. |
1522 | 01:23:23,916 | 01:23:25,334 | You can't just walk away from me. | You can't just walk away from me. |
1523 | 01:23:25,501 | 01:23:26,644 | You have to leave this prom right now. | You have to leave this prom right now. |
1524 | 01:23:26,668 | 01:23:27,812 | Hey, hey, wait. What's going on? | Hey, hey, wait. What's going on? |
1525 | 01:23:27,836 | 01:23:30,047 | We discussed this, Mr. Petrazelli. | We discussed this, Mr. Petrazelli. |
1526 | 01:23:30,214 | 01:23:32,674 | You don't have permission to be here. | You don't have permission to be here. |
1527 | 01:23:32,841 | 01:23:35,302 | You will leave the prom right now. | You will leave the prom right now. |
1528 | 01:23:36,345 | 01:23:37,804 | You are suspended. | You are suspended. |
1529 | 01:23:40,724 | 01:23:42,684 | Oh, my God. Oh, my God, Adam! | Oh, my God. Oh, my God, Adam! |
1530 | 01:23:43,852 | 01:23:45,354 | Adam! | Adam! |
1531 | 01:23:45,521 | 01:23:47,314 | Oh, my God, I'm so sorry. | Oh, my God, I'm so sorry. |
1532 | 01:23:48,565 | 01:23:49,691 | Adam! | Adam! |
1533 | 01:24:36,947 | 01:24:38,227 | Stay with us, buddy. Stay with... | Stay with us, buddy. Stay with... |
1534 | 01:24:39,575 | 01:24:41,415 | Adam, look at me. Adam! Adam! Look at me quick. | Adam, look at me. Adam! Adam! Look at me quick. |
1535 | 01:24:41,535 | 01:24:43,120 | Eyes open. | Eyes open. |
1536 | 01:24:43,203 | 01:24:44,329 | Pupils are nine point four. | Pupils are nine point four. |
1537 | 01:24:44,496 | 01:24:46,216 | Adam, you're okay. You're safe. You're safe. | Adam, you're okay. You're safe. You're safe. |
1538 | 01:24:46,373 | 01:24:47,958 | Adam, Adam, Adam. | Adam, Adam, Adam. |
1539 | 01:24:48,125 | 01:24:49,978 | Slow down. Slow down. You're all right. You're okay. | Slow down. Slow down. You're all right. You're okay. |
1540 | 01:24:50,002 | 01:24:51,003 | Breathe, breathe. | Breathe, breathe. |
1541 | 01:25:12,566 | 01:25:13,609 | Hey. | Hey. |
1542 | 01:25:15,277 | 01:25:17,070 | What's going on? Where's Maya? | What's going on? Where's Maya? |
1543 | 01:25:17,904 | 01:25:19,072 | Is she okay? | Is she okay? |
1544 | 01:25:19,615 | 01:25:22,075 | She's, uh... She's worried about you. | She's, uh... She's worried about you. |
1545 | 01:25:23,660 | 01:25:25,078 | We all are. | We all are. |
1546 | 01:25:29,333 | 01:25:30,709 | Does she know? | Does she know? |
1547 | 01:25:32,210 | 01:25:34,087 | I told her, honey. | I told her, honey. |
1548 | 01:25:35,088 | 01:25:37,382 | No, no, no. | No, no, no. |
1549 | 01:25:38,258 | 01:25:39,259 | No. | No. |
1550 | 01:25:41,803 | 01:25:42,804 | No. | No. |
1551 | 01:25:44,056 | 01:25:45,474 | What is this? | What is this? |
1552 | 01:25:46,099 | 01:25:47,726 | - Adam. - What's going on? | - Adam. - What's going on? |
1553 | 01:25:47,893 | 01:25:49,078 | That's just for your own safety. | That's just for your own safety. |
1554 | 01:25:49,102 | 01:25:50,354 | - Shut up, Paul. Shut up. - Hey. | - Shut up, Paul. Shut up. - Hey. |
1555 | 01:25:50,520 | 01:25:52,356 | - It's just temporary. - Where am I? | - It's just temporary. - Where am I? |
1556 | 01:25:52,522 | 01:25:53,857 | Listen, you were upset, | Listen, you were upset, |
1557 | 01:25:54,566 | 01:25:56,401 | and we didn't want you to hurt yourself. | and we didn't want you to hurt yourself. |
1558 | 01:25:58,779 | 01:26:00,113 | Okay, when can I go home? | Okay, when can I go home? |
1559 | 01:26:00,322 | 01:26:02,574 | You have to get better first. | You have to get better first. |
1560 | 01:26:07,996 | 01:26:09,414 | You wanted to put me here, | You wanted to put me here, |
1561 | 01:26:09,498 | 01:26:10,999 | in a place where they could fix me. | in a place where they could fix me. |
1562 | 01:26:11,541 | 01:26:12,834 | "Professionally." | "Professionally." |
1563 | 01:26:13,001 | 01:26:14,211 | It's not how I meant it, Adam. | It's not how I meant it, Adam. |
1564 | 01:26:16,505 | 01:26:17,506 | Hi. | Hi. |
1565 | 01:26:23,679 | 01:26:25,555 | Can you please make her leave? | Can you please make her leave? |
1566 | 01:26:26,306 | 01:26:27,307 | Adam... | Adam... |
1567 | 01:26:28,308 | 01:26:30,519 | Oh, I'm ready, boss. All you gotta do | Oh, I'm ready, boss. All you gotta do |
1568 | 01:26:30,602 | 01:26:31,853 | - is say the word. - Stop! | - is say the word. - Stop! |
1569 | 01:26:32,020 | 01:26:33,063 | Don't... Don't move. | Don't... Don't move. |
1570 | 01:26:34,898 | 01:26:39,945 | Adam, listen to me. She can accept all of you. | Adam, listen to me. She can accept all of you. |
1571 | 01:26:40,112 | 01:26:42,030 | Okay, please, everyone be quiet. | Okay, please, everyone be quiet. |
1572 | 01:26:45,283 | 01:26:46,493 | This is it. | This is it. |
1573 | 01:26:47,160 | 01:26:49,413 | This is what it means to let someone find you | This is what it means to let someone find you |
1574 | 01:26:49,496 | 01:26:51,498 | in all the dark and twisty places inside. | in all the dark and twisty places inside. |
1575 | 01:26:51,623 | 01:26:52,624 | Shut up! | Shut up! |
1576 | 01:26:52,791 | 01:26:55,252 | No, this can be the beginning of everything, remember? | No, this can be the beginning of everything, remember? |
1577 | 01:26:55,419 | 01:26:57,295 | Shut up! Shut up! | Shut up! Shut up! |
1578 | 01:27:01,550 | 01:27:03,135 | Are you happy? | Are you happy? |
1579 | 01:27:03,844 | 01:27:05,345 | This is who I am. | This is who I am. |
1580 | 01:27:06,430 | 01:27:08,390 | It's my big secret, okay? | It's my big secret, okay? |
1581 | 01:27:08,557 | 01:27:10,559 | No, this isn't who you are. | No, this isn't who you are. |
1582 | 01:27:10,726 | 01:27:12,352 | Yes, it is! | Yes, it is! |
1583 | 01:27:12,811 | 01:27:16,189 | I am crazy, and I'm dangerous. | I am crazy, and I'm dangerous. |
1584 | 01:27:16,815 | 01:27:17,941 | And I'm... | And I'm... |
1585 | 01:27:19,359 | 01:27:20,902 | I need you to leave. | I need you to leave. |
1586 | 01:27:20,986 | 01:27:21,987 | No. | No. |
1587 | 01:27:22,279 | 01:27:25,615 | Do I look like I need a fucking tutor? | Do I look like I need a fucking tutor? |
1588 | 01:27:28,076 | 01:27:30,579 | Find some other way to keep the lights on! | Find some other way to keep the lights on! |
1589 | 01:27:31,872 | 01:27:33,165 | Make her leave. | Make her leave. |
1590 | 01:27:33,331 | 01:27:35,208 | - Please. Everyone, get out! - Okay. | - Please. Everyone, get out! - Okay. |
1591 | 01:27:37,794 | 01:27:40,213 | Don't touch me. | Don't touch me. |
1592 | 01:28:03,653 | 01:28:04,946 | This is Seroquel? | This is Seroquel? |
1593 | 01:28:05,363 | 01:28:07,157 | Yeah, I tried that one. | Yeah, I tried that one. |
1594 | 01:29:03,797 | 01:29:05,507 | Good morning. | Good morning. |
1595 | 01:29:09,052 | 01:29:10,512 | You see him, right? | You see him, right? |
1596 | 01:29:11,888 | 01:29:13,431 | Yeah, he's real. | Yeah, he's real. |
1597 | 01:29:14,015 | 01:29:15,684 | Group session in four minutes. | Group session in four minutes. |
1598 | 01:29:16,434 | 01:29:17,435 | Okay. | Okay. |
1599 | 01:29:20,230 | 01:29:21,648 | What are you doing here? | What are you doing here? |
1600 | 01:29:21,815 | 01:29:24,317 | I'm on my way to the graduation ceremony. | I'm on my way to the graduation ceremony. |
1601 | 01:29:24,484 | 01:29:26,319 | I just wanted to see how you were doing. | I just wanted to see how you were doing. |
1602 | 01:29:26,695 | 01:29:28,405 | I've had better days. | I've had better days. |
1603 | 01:29:30,574 | 01:29:32,617 | Are you even allowed to be fraternizing | Are you even allowed to be fraternizing |
1604 | 01:29:32,701 | 01:29:33,994 | with someone like me? | with someone like me? |
1605 | 01:29:34,536 | 01:29:36,329 | You know I got expelled, right? | You know I got expelled, right? |
1606 | 01:29:36,538 | 01:29:38,415 | The only agenda I serve is God's. | The only agenda I serve is God's. |
1607 | 01:29:40,709 | 01:29:43,336 | Could you tell him to maybe reconsider his agenda | Could you tell him to maybe reconsider his agenda |
1608 | 01:29:43,503 | 01:29:44,689 | 'cause it feels like I'm getting | 'cause it feels like I'm getting |
1609 | 01:29:44,713 | 01:29:46,214 | the short end of the stick. | the short end of the stick. |
1610 | 01:29:47,090 | 01:29:48,675 | I'll put in a call. | I'll put in a call. |
1611 | 01:29:48,842 | 01:29:50,010 | You mind if I sit? | You mind if I sit? |
1612 | 01:29:51,803 | 01:29:52,804 | Go ahead. | Go ahead. |
1613 | 01:30:01,021 | 01:30:02,621 | Well, joking aside, I want to talk to you | Well, joking aside, I want to talk to you |
1614 | 01:30:02,647 | 01:30:04,125 | about the question you asked me the other day. | about the question you asked me the other day. |
1615 | 01:30:04,149 | 01:30:05,349 | About the point of confession. | About the point of confession. |
1616 | 01:30:05,942 | 01:30:06,943 | Okay. | Okay. |
1617 | 01:30:07,027 | 01:30:08,445 | Sometimes, kids come to see me, | Sometimes, kids come to see me, |
1618 | 01:30:08,528 | 01:30:10,006 | and they wanna know what it all means. | and they wanna know what it all means. |
1619 | 01:30:10,030 | 01:30:11,740 | And I usually quote the Bible, | And I usually quote the Bible, |
1620 | 01:30:11,823 | 01:30:13,617 | allowing them to attach their own meaning. | allowing them to attach their own meaning. |
1621 | 01:30:15,243 | 01:30:16,578 | Trust me. I know. | Trust me. I know. |
1622 | 01:30:19,331 | 01:30:21,374 | But sometimes, a kid needs more. | But sometimes, a kid needs more. |
1623 | 01:30:21,541 | 01:30:23,919 | Actually telling somebody our sins | Actually telling somebody our sins |
1624 | 01:30:24,085 | 01:30:26,755 | is just an opportunity to admit that we are flawed. | is just an opportunity to admit that we are flawed. |
1625 | 01:30:27,255 | 01:30:29,215 | You don't think we know we're flawed? | You don't think we know we're flawed? |
1626 | 01:30:29,299 | 01:30:30,300 | Everyone's flawed. | Everyone's flawed. |
1627 | 01:30:30,467 | 01:30:32,177 | But admitting our flaws, | But admitting our flaws, |
1628 | 01:30:33,094 | 01:30:37,724 | that gives us the opportunity and the strength to face them. | that gives us the opportunity and the strength to face them. |
1629 | 01:30:39,267 | 01:30:41,227 | And that's why we confess. | And that's why we confess. |
1630 | 01:30:45,941 | 01:30:47,359 | I'm sorry I didn't tell you all this | I'm sorry I didn't tell you all this |
1631 | 01:30:47,400 | 01:30:49,069 | before everything happened. | before everything happened. |
1632 | 01:30:49,402 | 01:30:51,488 | But I had no idea what you were up against. | But I had no idea what you were up against. |
1633 | 01:30:52,864 | 01:30:53,865 | Sure. | Sure. |
1634 | 01:30:54,407 | 01:30:56,534 | You want to pray with me before I go? | You want to pray with me before I go? |
1635 | 01:30:56,952 | 01:30:59,204 | What if I still don't believe in God? | What if I still don't believe in God? |
1636 | 01:30:59,871 | 01:31:00,872 | Then I will pray. | Then I will pray. |
1637 | 01:31:00,956 | 01:31:02,350 | But you need to take the time to think about | But you need to take the time to think about |
1638 | 01:31:02,374 | 01:31:03,750 | what kind of person you wanna be. | what kind of person you wanna be. |
1639 | 01:31:03,917 | 01:31:06,962 | At the very least, you need to believe in yourself. | At the very least, you need to believe in yourself. |
1640 | 01:31:13,218 | 01:31:14,719 | Dear Father in heaven, | Dear Father in heaven, |
1641 | 01:31:15,512 | 01:31:18,765 | please watch over Adam on his road to recovery. | please watch over Adam on his road to recovery. |
1642 | 01:31:24,562 | 01:31:25,563 | Hi. | Hi. |
1643 | 01:31:25,647 | 01:31:26,687 | I'm gonna wait downstairs. | I'm gonna wait downstairs. |
1644 | 01:31:26,815 | 01:31:27,983 | Okay. | Okay. |
1645 | 01:31:31,152 | 01:31:33,029 | They said you haven't been eating much, | They said you haven't been eating much, |
1646 | 01:31:33,113 | 01:31:35,031 | so I thought you might want something fresh. | so I thought you might want something fresh. |
1647 | 01:31:36,199 | 01:31:37,909 | They made me take all the skewers out. | They made me take all the skewers out. |
1648 | 01:31:37,993 | 01:31:40,120 | It looked a lot better in the store. | It looked a lot better in the store. |
1649 | 01:31:42,998 | 01:31:44,040 | No, thanks. | No, thanks. |
1650 | 01:31:45,875 | 01:31:47,460 | How are you doing? | How are you doing? |
1651 | 01:31:47,836 | 01:31:49,337 | How do I look? | How do I look? |
1652 | 01:31:57,470 | 01:31:58,638 | This is temporary. | This is temporary. |
1653 | 01:31:59,222 | 01:32:02,976 | No diploma, no culinary school. | No diploma, no culinary school. |
1654 | 01:32:04,436 | 01:32:05,687 | It's over. | It's over. |
1655 | 01:32:06,980 | 01:32:08,189 | This is my life now. | This is my life now. |
1656 | 01:32:08,356 | 01:32:10,442 | That's not true. | That's not true. |
1657 | 01:32:13,778 | 01:32:16,239 | You used to tell me to see myself | You used to tell me to see myself |
1658 | 01:32:16,322 | 01:32:18,450 | as a person dealing with an illness | as a person dealing with an illness |
1659 | 01:32:20,285 | 01:32:22,787 | but not become the illness itself. | but not become the illness itself. |
1660 | 01:32:23,955 | 01:32:25,790 | But look at me. | But look at me. |
1661 | 01:32:26,791 | 01:32:28,376 | I am looking at you, | I am looking at you, |
1662 | 01:32:29,127 | 01:32:30,754 | and I see my son. | and I see my son. |
1663 | 01:32:31,880 | 01:32:33,631 | Who I love more than anything. | Who I love more than anything. |
1664 | 01:32:36,801 | 01:32:39,387 | Come on. You wanna go get something to eat downstairs? | Come on. You wanna go get something to eat downstairs? |
1665 | 01:32:39,512 | 01:32:41,514 | No, I'm okay, but thank you. | No, I'm okay, but thank you. |
1666 | 01:32:59,991 | 01:33:01,117 | See you later. | See you later. |
1667 | 01:33:02,368 | 01:33:03,453 | Okay. | Okay. |
1668 | 01:33:13,838 | 01:33:15,924 | Dear Sister Catherine, | Dear Sister Catherine, |
1669 | 01:33:16,091 | 01:33:18,718 | I met Adam little over a year ago. | I met Adam little over a year ago. |
1670 | 01:33:19,177 | 01:33:21,805 | I don't have much experience with kids, | I don't have much experience with kids, |
1671 | 01:33:22,388 | 01:33:25,433 | but knowing Adam has taught me that being a parent | but knowing Adam has taught me that being a parent |
1672 | 01:33:25,558 | 01:33:27,560 | means becoming what your children need most. | means becoming what your children need most. |
1673 | 01:33:28,770 | 01:33:30,980 | Every step of the treatment has been reported. | Every step of the treatment has been reported. |
1674 | 01:33:31,564 | 01:33:34,067 | Not because we were required to do so, | Not because we were required to do so, |
1675 | 01:33:34,234 | 01:33:36,861 | but because it is in Adam's best interest | but because it is in Adam's best interest |
1676 | 01:33:36,945 | 01:33:38,947 | to have the adults in his life | to have the adults in his life |
1677 | 01:33:39,114 | 01:33:40,740 | be as informed as possible. | be as informed as possible. |
1678 | 01:33:45,495 | 01:33:48,331 | Your threat to expel him is abusive, | Your threat to expel him is abusive, |
1679 | 01:33:48,414 | 01:33:50,083 | and we will not tolerate it. | and we will not tolerate it. |
1680 | 01:33:50,250 | 01:33:52,710 | Right now, my son needs me | Right now, my son needs me |
1681 | 01:33:52,794 | 01:33:55,380 | to protect him from narrow-minded people | to protect him from narrow-minded people |
1682 | 01:33:55,547 | 01:33:56,881 | motivated by fear. | motivated by fear. |
1683 | 01:33:57,048 | 01:34:00,510 | I have faith that you will make a decision | I have faith that you will make a decision |
1684 | 01:34:00,677 | 01:34:03,346 | that reflects the moral and spiritual integrity | that reflects the moral and spiritual integrity |
1685 | 01:34:03,513 | 01:34:04,953 | - St. Agatha's is built upon. - Paul! | - St. Agatha's is built upon. - Paul! |
1686 | 01:34:05,682 | 01:34:08,351 | Paul. Paul. | Paul. Paul. |
1687 | 01:34:15,608 | 01:34:16,943 | I'm sorry. | I'm sorry. |
1688 | 01:34:17,902 | 01:34:19,154 | It's okay. | It's okay. |
1689 | 01:34:19,821 | 01:34:20,989 | It's okay. | It's okay. |
1690 | 01:34:25,285 | 01:34:27,787 | I know you didn't sign up for this. | I know you didn't sign up for this. |
1691 | 01:34:28,621 | 01:34:30,290 | I'm not going anywhere. | I'm not going anywhere. |
1692 | 01:34:31,875 | 01:34:34,335 | I'm not trying to replace your dad. | I'm not trying to replace your dad. |
1693 | 01:34:35,003 | 01:34:36,754 | No, I know. | No, I know. |
1694 | 01:34:37,422 | 01:34:38,882 | But he was an asshole anyway. | But he was an asshole anyway. |
1695 | 01:34:41,634 | 01:34:43,761 | I need you to take me somewhere. | I need you to take me somewhere. |
1696 | 01:34:43,928 | 01:34:46,306 | What? Where? | What? Where? |
1697 | 01:34:47,599 | 01:34:48,766 | Look, there is no cure, | Look, there is no cure, |
1698 | 01:34:48,850 | 01:34:50,560 | and maybe one day, there will be, | and maybe one day, there will be, |
1699 | 01:34:50,727 | 01:34:54,564 | but right now, I gotta work this out on my own terms. | but right now, I gotta work this out on my own terms. |
1700 | 01:34:54,731 | 01:34:56,441 | And I can't do that here. | And I can't do that here. |
1701 | 01:34:57,400 | 01:35:00,403 | Please, Mom, be with me | Please, Mom, be with me |
1702 | 01:35:01,446 | 01:35:02,906 | on the same team. | on the same team. |
1703 | 01:35:04,073 | 01:35:05,074 | Okay. | Okay. |
1704 | 01:35:06,159 | 01:35:07,160 | Okay. | Okay. |
1705 | 01:35:07,869 | 01:35:08,870 | - Okay. - Okay. | - Okay. - Okay. |
1706 | 01:35:08,995 | 01:35:10,830 | All right. I'll go sign him out. | All right. I'll go sign him out. |
1707 | 01:35:10,997 | 01:35:11,998 | Okay. | Okay. |
1708 | 01:35:12,999 | 01:35:14,000 | Okay. | Okay. |
1709 | 01:35:14,125 | 01:35:15,126 | Thank you. | Thank you. |
1710 | 01:35:19,047 | 01:35:20,673 | That was when time stood still. | That was when time stood still. |
1711 | 01:35:20,840 | 01:35:22,759 | A moment that came to define | A moment that came to define |
1712 | 01:35:22,842 | 01:35:24,761 | that chapter of my adolescence. | that chapter of my adolescence. |
1713 | 01:35:24,928 | 01:35:26,971 | And as I stood there with my feet touching | And as I stood there with my feet touching |
1714 | 01:35:27,055 | 01:35:29,057 | the cold waters of Lake Owano, | the cold waters of Lake Owano, |
1715 | 01:35:29,224 | 01:35:30,808 | I knew I could never go back again. | I knew I could never go back again. |
1716 | 01:35:30,892 | 01:35:31,893 | Thank you. | Thank you. |
1717 | 01:35:36,022 | 01:35:37,941 | Let's have another round of applause | Let's have another round of applause |
1718 | 01:35:38,024 | 01:35:40,026 | for our Benchmark Exam finalists. | for our Benchmark Exam finalists. |
1719 | 01:35:45,907 | 01:35:48,701 | Without further ado, may I present | Without further ado, may I present |
1720 | 01:35:48,910 | 01:35:53,790 | St. Agatha's graduating class of 2020. | St. Agatha's graduating class of 2020. |
1721 | 01:35:56,584 | 01:35:58,336 | Jordan Adler. | Jordan Adler. |
1722 | 01:36:00,129 | 01:36:01,381 | Congratulations. | Congratulations. |
1723 | 01:36:01,547 | 01:36:02,715 | Lisa Alliser. | Lisa Alliser. |
1724 | 01:36:08,388 | 01:36:10,306 | Monica Atkinson. | Monica Atkinson. |
1725 | 01:36:12,016 | 01:36:13,351 | Oh, my God. | Oh, my God. |
1726 | 01:36:19,983 | 01:36:21,818 | What are you doing? | What are you doing? |
1727 | 01:36:22,610 | 01:36:24,070 | I'm graduating. | I'm graduating. |
1728 | 01:36:30,285 | 01:36:31,411 | Thank you. | Thank you. |
1729 | 01:36:32,412 | 01:36:33,538 | Um... | Um... |
1730 | 01:36:34,372 | 01:36:36,249 | Um, I'm sorry but there's one other essay | Um, I'm sorry but there's one other essay |
1731 | 01:36:36,332 | 01:36:38,918 | that's been scheduled to be read. | that's been scheduled to be read. |
1732 | 01:36:40,461 | 01:36:42,171 | Okay, that was a bold move. | Okay, that was a bold move. |
1733 | 01:36:46,134 | 01:36:47,719 | Adam. | Adam. |
1734 | 01:36:49,887 | 01:36:51,055 | Adam... | Adam... |
1735 | 01:36:54,309 | 01:36:57,645 | You're not telling them anything, no. | You're not telling them anything, no. |
1736 | 01:36:57,770 | 01:36:58,938 | Okay. | Okay. |
1737 | 01:37:09,449 | 01:37:10,950 | Adam... | Adam... |
1738 | 01:37:17,415 | 01:37:18,416 | No. | No. |
1739 | 01:37:18,791 | 01:37:22,045 | Hi. I'm Adam. | Hi. I'm Adam. |
1740 | 01:37:23,087 | 01:37:26,049 | - I'm here because... - Don't. | - I'm here because... - Don't. |
1741 | 01:37:26,132 | 01:37:28,176 | I need my diploma. | I need my diploma. |
1742 | 01:37:29,510 | 01:37:31,929 | Without it... Please, Adam. | Without it... Please, Adam. |
1743 | 01:37:32,096 | 01:37:33,931 | I can't be the person I wanna be. | I can't be the person I wanna be. |
1744 | 01:37:34,974 | 01:37:36,059 | Shut up. | Shut up. |
1745 | 01:37:37,894 | 01:37:40,271 | And that's because I have schizophrenia. | And that's because I have schizophrenia. |
1746 | 01:37:47,320 | 01:37:49,447 | You're ruining your mother's life, Adam. | You're ruining your mother's life, Adam. |
1747 | 01:37:52,617 | 01:37:54,827 | It's a chemical disorder... | It's a chemical disorder... |
1748 | 01:37:54,994 | 01:37:56,412 | This is why your father left. | This is why your father left. |
1749 | 01:37:56,579 | 01:37:57,580 | In the brain. | In the brain. |
1750 | 01:37:57,747 | 01:38:00,249 | And it makes you hear voices | And it makes you hear voices |
1751 | 01:38:00,416 | 01:38:03,252 | and see things that aren't there. | and see things that aren't there. |
1752 | 01:38:04,003 | 01:38:05,338 | It sucks. | It sucks. |
1753 | 01:38:05,630 | 01:38:06,714 | You're terrified. | You're terrified. |
1754 | 01:38:06,839 | 01:38:08,383 | You could just Google it. | You could just Google it. |
1755 | 01:38:08,633 | 01:38:10,343 | You will always be terrified of me. | You will always be terrified of me. |
1756 | 01:38:11,969 | 01:38:14,347 | I have people in my life | I have people in my life |
1757 | 01:38:14,680 | 01:38:17,225 | who have been trying to help me. | who have been trying to help me. |
1758 | 01:38:17,392 | 01:38:20,645 | People who've seen me as more than an illness. | People who've seen me as more than an illness. |
1759 | 01:38:21,104 | 01:38:22,730 | But I pushed them away. | But I pushed them away. |
1760 | 01:38:22,855 | 01:38:28,653 | I tried chasing this idea of being normal. | I tried chasing this idea of being normal. |
1761 | 01:38:29,237 | 01:38:30,780 | Whatever that means. | Whatever that means. |
1762 | 01:38:34,700 | 01:38:37,203 | Don't wanna end up on the bathroom walls, right? | Don't wanna end up on the bathroom walls, right? |
1763 | 01:38:38,579 | 01:38:40,623 | You are who you are... | You are who you are... |
1764 | 01:38:45,545 | 01:38:48,005 | The Benchmark Exam asked us | The Benchmark Exam asked us |
1765 | 01:38:48,714 | 01:38:51,008 | to write about our greatest failure. | to write about our greatest failure. |
1766 | 01:38:52,468 | 01:38:56,222 | And I wish that I could read my essay right now, | And I wish that I could read my essay right now, |
1767 | 01:38:56,639 | 01:38:59,308 | but it was based on a lie. | but it was based on a lie. |
1768 | 01:39:02,603 | 01:39:06,023 | My greatest failure, hands down, | My greatest failure, hands down, |
1769 | 01:39:06,566 | 01:39:10,194 | has been hiding from the ones I love. | has been hiding from the ones I love. |
1770 | 01:39:12,321 | 01:39:14,198 | For believing the voice in my head | For believing the voice in my head |
1771 | 01:39:14,365 | 01:39:16,033 | when it tells me | when it tells me |
1772 | 01:39:17,660 | 01:39:19,495 | I'm ruining their lives. | I'm ruining their lives. |
1773 | 01:39:22,248 | 01:39:25,835 | For believing it when it tells me | For believing it when it tells me |
1774 | 01:39:26,002 | 01:39:28,754 | I'm too defective to be loved by anyone. | I'm too defective to be loved by anyone. |
1775 | 01:39:31,090 | 01:39:35,470 | You made me feel so many things. | You made me feel so many things. |
1776 | 01:39:39,348 | 01:39:41,934 | And I wasn't ready to give that up. | And I wasn't ready to give that up. |
1777 | 01:39:44,437 | 01:39:47,190 | I'm sorry you had to expel me | I'm sorry you had to expel me |
1778 | 01:39:47,356 | 01:39:49,567 | because I didn't fit your picture of normalcy. | because I didn't fit your picture of normalcy. |
1779 | 01:39:50,568 | 01:39:52,403 | But this is who I am. | But this is who I am. |
1780 | 01:39:54,822 | 01:39:56,240 | This is who I am. | This is who I am. |
1781 | 01:39:56,949 | 01:40:00,953 | I'm Adam. I have an illness, | I'm Adam. I have an illness, |
1782 | 01:40:01,162 | 01:40:04,290 | but I'm not the illness itself. | but I'm not the illness itself. |
1783 | 01:40:09,337 | 01:40:10,338 | Okay. | Okay. |
1784 | 01:40:17,845 | 01:40:18,930 | Thank you. | Thank you. |
1785 | 01:40:41,661 | 01:40:42,662 | Adam. | Adam. |
1786 | 01:40:57,927 | 01:41:00,137 | Hey, I'm... I'm sorry about the hospital. | Hey, I'm... I'm sorry about the hospital. |
1787 | 01:41:00,304 | 01:41:01,406 | No, I don't care about the hospital. | No, I don't care about the hospital. |
1788 | 01:41:01,430 | 01:41:03,266 | - I was just in a bad place. - I know... | - I was just in a bad place. - I know... |
1789 | 01:41:03,349 | 01:41:04,409 | And you have every right to hate me. | And you have every right to hate me. |
1790 | 01:41:04,433 | 01:41:05,577 | - I don't hate you, okay? - And if you don't wanna | - I don't hate you, okay? - And if you don't wanna |
1791 | 01:41:05,601 | 01:41:06,602 | -Stop! | -Stop! |
1792 | 01:41:08,020 | 01:41:09,647 | Is that why you didn't tell me? | Is that why you didn't tell me? |
1793 | 01:41:11,232 | 01:41:13,359 | Because you thought that I was gonna leave? | Because you thought that I was gonna leave? |
1794 | 01:41:15,027 | 01:41:16,237 | Hey... | Hey... |
1795 | 01:41:16,904 | 01:41:18,030 | Right here. | Right here. |
1796 | 01:41:18,239 | 01:41:20,616 | - No. I'm just... - Then I don't... | - No. I'm just... - Then I don't... |
1797 | 01:41:20,783 | 01:41:22,034 | I'm always gonna see things, | I'm always gonna see things, |
1798 | 01:41:22,159 | 01:41:24,161 | and hear things that I shouldn't. | and hear things that I shouldn't. |
1799 | 01:41:24,870 | 01:41:26,914 | And the drugs aren't always gonna work. | And the drugs aren't always gonna work. |
1800 | 01:41:27,039 | 01:41:29,625 | And I'm sorry, but I can't put you through that. | And I'm sorry, but I can't put you through that. |
1801 | 01:41:32,503 | 01:41:33,921 | I'm sorry. | I'm sorry. |
1802 | 01:41:34,255 | 01:41:35,298 | Hey. | Hey. |
1803 | 01:41:35,464 | 01:41:37,341 | Hey, hey. | Hey, hey. |
1804 | 01:41:38,217 | 01:41:39,987 | What makes you think you get to make that decision | What makes you think you get to make that decision |
1805 | 01:41:40,011 | 01:41:41,012 | on your own? | on your own? |
1806 | 01:41:42,305 | 01:41:43,973 | I wasn't mad about the hospital. | I wasn't mad about the hospital. |
1807 | 01:41:44,640 | 01:41:45,891 | Or that you lied to me. | Or that you lied to me. |
1808 | 01:41:46,058 | 01:41:47,059 | Then why? | Then why? |
1809 | 01:41:48,811 | 01:41:50,479 | You didn't let me choose. | You didn't let me choose. |
1810 | 01:41:51,564 | 01:41:54,233 | You didn't give me a chance to stay. | You didn't give me a chance to stay. |
1811 | 01:41:55,818 | 01:41:57,153 | Would you have? | Would you have? |
1812 | 01:42:00,072 | 01:42:01,657 | I love you. | I love you. |
1813 | 01:42:04,285 | 01:42:07,747 | Hey, there's never been a more explicit cue to kiss the girl. | Hey, there's never been a more explicit cue to kiss the girl. |
1814 | 01:42:16,339 | 01:42:17,423 | Okay. | Okay. |
1815 | 01:42:21,177 | 01:42:22,678 | Yes, yes, yes! | Yes, yes, yes! |
1816 | 01:42:22,845 | 01:42:24,930 | Am I gonna sit here and tell you | Am I gonna sit here and tell you |
1817 | 01:42:25,097 | 01:42:28,851 | that things like love and honesty can cure crazy? | that things like love and honesty can cure crazy? |
1818 | 01:42:29,018 | 01:42:30,269 | No. | No. |
1819 | 01:42:30,436 | 01:42:32,271 | But they sure can help. | But they sure can help. |
1820 | 01:42:32,688 | 01:42:33,689 | For example, | For example, |
1821 | 01:42:33,856 | 01:42:37,526 | my graduation speech earned St. Agatha's enough shitty PR | my graduation speech earned St. Agatha's enough shitty PR |
1822 | 01:42:37,693 | 01:42:39,236 | for them to give me my diploma. | for them to give me my diploma. |
1823 | 01:42:39,695 | 01:42:41,739 | That felt like a win for honesty. | That felt like a win for honesty. |
1824 | 01:42:42,323 | 01:42:44,241 | And as for love, | And as for love, |
1825 | 01:42:45,326 | 01:42:47,078 | my mom was right. | my mom was right. |
1826 | 01:42:48,371 | 01:42:50,289 | I need the fingers. | I need the fingers. |
1827 | 01:42:50,623 | 01:42:52,041 | You have to let people discover | You have to let people discover |
1828 | 01:42:52,124 | 01:42:54,877 | all your dark and twisty places inside. | all your dark and twisty places inside. |
1829 | 01:42:55,127 | 01:42:57,254 | She looks like you a little bit. | She looks like you a little bit. |
1830 | 01:42:57,421 | 01:42:59,715 | These big cheeks. | These big cheeks. |
1831 | 01:42:59,799 | 01:43:01,008 | See these cheeks... | See these cheeks... |
1832 | 01:43:08,015 | 01:43:11,352 | Adam, come over here. | Adam, come over here. |
1833 | 01:43:18,943 | 01:43:20,820 | Because those are the people | Because those are the people |
1834 | 01:43:20,903 | 01:43:22,571 | that can show you what's real | that can show you what's real |
1835 | 01:43:22,738 | 01:43:24,824 | when you can't see that for yourself. | when you can't see that for yourself. |
1836 | 01:43:25,950 | 01:43:28,244 | It can be the beginning of everything. | It can be the beginning of everything. |
1837 | 01:43:28,994 | 01:43:30,121 | If you let it. | If you let it. |
1838 | 01:43:30,621 | 01:43:32,665 | - Yeah. All right, no. Stop. - You do. | - Yeah. All right, no. Stop. - You do. |