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1 00:01:06,775 00:01:07,985 At first, they thought At first, they thought
2 00:01:08,068 00:01:10,529 there was something wrong with my eyes. there was something wrong with my eyes.
3 00:01:11,738 00:01:14,324 - One or two? - One. - One or two? - One.
4 00:01:14,866 00:01:16,034 What I would have given What I would have given
5 00:01:16,118 00:01:18,036 for a classic case of glaucoma. for a classic case of glaucoma.
6 00:01:22,749 00:01:24,042 Okay, we're done. Okay, we're done.
7 00:01:25,294 00:01:26,962 'Cause soon after... 'Cause soon after...
8 00:01:29,423 00:01:31,466 I started hearing the voices. I started hearing the voices.
9 00:01:31,592 00:01:33,635 Adam. Adam.
10 00:01:39,224 00:01:40,267 Adam. Adam.
11 00:01:40,684 00:01:42,894 I'm sure they told you about the cooking. I'm sure they told you about the cooking.
12 00:01:43,061 00:01:44,354 Call it what you want, Call it what you want,
13 00:01:44,438 00:01:47,566 a distraction, self-medicating, whatever. a distraction, self-medicating, whatever.
14 00:01:47,733 00:01:50,319 But it was the only thing that could make them shut up. But it was the only thing that could make them shut up.
15 00:01:59,494 00:02:00,537 You okay? You okay?
16 00:02:01,079 00:02:02,414 And don't blame my mom And don't blame my mom
17 00:02:02,497 00:02:04,041 for not figuring it out sooner. for not figuring it out sooner.
18 00:02:05,250 00:02:07,878 She had a lot goin' on the past couple of years. She had a lot goin' on the past couple of years.
19 00:02:09,921 00:02:12,674 When my dad decided the whole fatherhood thing When my dad decided the whole fatherhood thing
20 00:02:12,841 00:02:15,135 was a buzzkill for his creativity, was a buzzkill for his creativity,
21 00:02:16,803 00:02:19,306 we had to take the shit sandwich we'd been served we had to take the shit sandwich we'd been served
22 00:02:19,473 00:02:20,891 and make it edible. and make it edible.
23 00:02:25,604 00:02:27,064 So, I cooked. So, I cooked.
24 00:02:27,898 00:02:28,940 And cooked. And cooked.
25 00:02:30,108 00:02:32,694 And the meals became my contribution And the meals became my contribution
26 00:02:32,778 00:02:34,655 to our underdog story. to our underdog story.
27 00:02:38,950 00:02:41,495 Mmm. Sweetheart, it's delicious. Mmm. Sweetheart, it's delicious.
28 00:02:41,703 00:02:44,081 Plus, I got really good at it. Plus, I got really good at it.
29 00:02:44,206 00:02:47,626 Mmm. It's just the right amount of cumin. Mmm. It's just the right amount of cumin.
30 00:02:51,588 00:02:53,173 And then Paul moved in. And then Paul moved in.
31 00:02:57,219 00:02:58,804 Mmm, it's interestin'. Mmm, it's interestin'.
32 00:03:02,349 00:03:04,017 It's so good, honey. I love it. It's so good, honey. I love it.
33 00:03:04,226 00:03:07,062 Home, as I knew it, became a thing of the past. Home, as I knew it, became a thing of the past.
34 00:03:07,479 00:03:09,898 Uh... So I was getting out a lot. Uh... So I was getting out a lot.
35 00:03:14,695 00:03:16,446 Getting into cooking school next Fall Getting into cooking school next Fall
36 00:03:16,530 00:03:18,115 was like an oasis was like an oasis
37 00:03:18,281 00:03:20,826 from the dumpster fire my brain was slowly becoming. from the dumpster fire my brain was slowly becoming.
38 00:03:24,246 00:03:26,832 I just needed to keep my eye on the prize I just needed to keep my eye on the prize
39 00:03:26,998 00:03:28,458 and bide my time. and bide my time.
40 00:03:32,713 00:03:35,716 How hard could it be to hide my burgeoning insanity How hard could it be to hide my burgeoning insanity
41 00:03:35,882 00:03:38,760 from the unforgiving ecosystem that is high school? from the unforgiving ecosystem that is high school?
42 00:03:38,927 00:03:40,095 Check this out. Check this out.
43 00:03:40,595 00:03:42,556 We finally got invited to one of Sarah's parties. We finally got invited to one of Sarah's parties.
44 00:03:43,890 00:03:45,183 We can't miss this one, man. We can't miss this one, man.
45 00:03:45,350 00:03:46,435 You're coming, right? You're coming, right?
46 00:03:46,685 00:03:48,103 I'll pick you up tonight? I'll pick you up tonight?
47 00:03:49,563 00:03:50,731 Who is that? Who is that?
48 00:03:51,356 00:03:53,108 Sarah? The love of my life? Sarah? The love of my life?
49 00:03:53,275 00:03:56,987 I mean, for a while, they were just voices. I mean, for a while, they were just voices.
50 00:03:57,154 00:03:58,572 Yeah, right. Sarah. Yeah, right. Sarah.
51 00:04:00,907 00:04:02,451 Now that you've added the solute, Now that you've added the solute,
52 00:04:02,617 00:04:05,495 please keep monitoring the pH and the temperature. please keep monitoring the pH and the temperature.
53 00:04:06,329 00:04:09,374 So, my parents are on another trial separation, whatever. So, my parents are on another trial separation, whatever.
54 00:04:09,541 00:04:11,686 But I think I can guilt them into letting me take the car. But I think I can guilt them into letting me take the car.
55 00:04:11,710 00:04:13,211 What do you say, dude, for the party? What do you say, dude, for the party?
56 00:04:13,378 00:04:15,464 And I'm telling you, man, I think tonight's... And I'm telling you, man, I think tonight's...
57 00:04:15,672 00:04:16,757 Adam. Adam.
58 00:04:17,674 00:04:19,509 Adam, yo... Adam, yo...
59 00:04:23,180 00:04:24,765 Over here. Over here.
60 00:04:28,310 00:04:29,728 - What? - Dude, careful, - What? - Dude, careful,
61 00:04:29,811 00:04:30,812 this shit's like lava. this shit's like lava.
62 00:04:30,979 00:04:32,731 - I'm sorry. - What're you doin'? - I'm sorry. - What're you doin'?
63 00:04:32,898 00:04:34,191 Right here, Adam. Right here, Adam.
64 00:04:39,529 00:04:40,530 Todd. Todd.
65 00:04:40,697 00:04:41,740 Adam. Adam.
66 00:04:42,699 00:04:44,367 We need to leave now. We need to leave now.
67 00:04:56,880 00:04:57,881 Adam! Adam!
68 00:04:59,049 00:05:01,343 Everybody, clear away. Just clear away. Everybody, clear away. Just clear away.
69 00:05:15,941 00:05:17,108 Don't worry, boss. Don't worry, boss.
70 00:05:17,400 00:05:18,401 We got this. We got this.
71 00:05:18,527 00:05:20,445 Do something, please! Do something, please!
72 00:05:21,112 00:05:22,489 That hurts! It hurts! That hurts! It hurts!
73 00:05:23,365 00:05:24,491 Hey, kid. Hey, kid.
74 00:05:24,866 00:05:26,034 Kid! Kid!
75 00:05:26,117 00:05:28,286 You want us to protect your scrawny ass, or what? You want us to protect your scrawny ass, or what?
76 00:05:28,370 00:05:29,371 Beat it. Beat it.
77 00:05:36,628 00:05:38,755 Adam. Go. Adam. Go.
78 00:05:39,214 00:05:40,257 Just calm down. Just calm down.
79 00:05:40,340 00:05:42,008 Calm down, son. Calm down. Calm down, son. Calm down.
80 00:05:42,175 00:05:43,426 Just calm down, son. Just calm down, son.
81 00:05:43,593 00:05:45,679 Calm. Just calm down. It's okay. Calm. Just calm down. It's okay.
82 00:05:46,972 00:05:49,182 Just calm down, son. Calm down. Just calm down, son. Calm down.
83 00:05:49,349 00:05:51,017 - Let go of me! - Just breathe. - Let go of me! - Just breathe.
84 00:05:51,393 00:05:53,019 Just calm down. Just calm down.
85 00:05:53,562 00:05:55,522 Relax. Relax. Relax. Relax.
86 00:05:57,399 00:06:00,068 They called it my first psychotic break. They called it my first psychotic break.
87 00:06:01,611 00:06:02,612 Hello, Mister... Hello, Mister...
88 00:06:02,696 00:06:05,991 And that's when we found out exactly what I am. And that's when we found out exactly what I am.
89 00:06:06,408 00:06:07,909 Schizophrenia. Schizophrenia.
90 00:06:08,076 00:06:09,661 A chronic mental disorder A chronic mental disorder
91 00:06:09,744 00:06:12,163 in which a person loses touch with reality. in which a person loses touch with reality.
92 00:06:12,330 00:06:15,250 Allowing for visual and auditory hallucinations. Allowing for visual and auditory hallucinations.
93 00:06:15,417 00:06:17,794 Paranoia. Delusions. Paranoia. Delusions.
94 00:06:17,961 00:06:21,464 Hence the chemistry class extravaganza. Hence the chemistry class extravaganza.
95 00:06:21,840 00:06:24,551 A cornucopia of shit, basically. A cornucopia of shit, basically.
96 00:06:24,801 00:06:27,721 Never goes away, never normal. Never goes away, never normal.
97 00:06:28,972 00:06:30,015 The end. The end.
98 00:06:32,976 00:06:35,270 First, they expelled me from school. First, they expelled me from school.
99 00:06:39,983 00:06:44,195 Hey, um, are you still goin' to Sarah's party next weekend? Hey, um, are you still goin' to Sarah's party next weekend?
100 00:06:45,071 00:06:46,573 Todd's burn was so bad Todd's burn was so bad
101 00:06:46,656 00:06:48,575 they had to take skin grafts from his ass. they had to take skin grafts from his ass.
102 00:06:48,742 00:06:50,285 Where's your straitjacket, freak? Where's your straitjacket, freak?
103 00:06:50,869 00:06:51,912 Now, he hates me. Now, he hates me.
104 00:06:52,078 00:06:53,079 Hey, come on, guys, Hey, come on, guys,
105 00:06:53,163 00:06:54,331 - go to class. - Freak. - go to class. - Freak.
106 00:06:54,414 00:06:55,415 They all do. They all do.
107 00:06:58,084 00:07:00,503 Then Paul hid all the knives. Then Paul hid all the knives.
108 00:07:03,673 00:07:05,133 I'm just gonna say this, I'm just gonna say this,
109 00:07:05,592 00:07:07,135 but maybe we should send him some place but maybe we should send him some place
110 00:07:07,218 00:07:09,054 that knows how to take care of him. that knows how to take care of him.
111 00:07:10,180 00:07:11,389 Professionally. Professionally.
112 00:07:14,100 00:07:16,686 Just tell me when to start cracking skulls, kid. Just tell me when to start cracking skulls, kid.
113 00:07:18,146 00:07:19,940 Deep breaths, Adam. Deep breaths, Adam.
114 00:07:20,482 00:07:21,775 They mean well. They mean well.
115 00:07:23,443 00:07:25,820 Looks like the neighborhood moms are training for the 10K. Looks like the neighborhood moms are training for the 10K.
116 00:07:25,987 00:07:27,113 Wanna check it out? Wanna check it out?
117 00:07:27,280 00:07:30,492 Once they showed up, they never went away. Once they showed up, they never went away.
118 00:07:30,659 00:07:33,578 Like a bunch of inescapable roommates. Like a bunch of inescapable roommates.
119 00:07:33,870 00:07:35,246 There's Rebecca. There's Rebecca.
120 00:07:35,413 00:07:38,959 She's sort of Dalai Lama meets Coachella. She's sort of Dalai Lama meets Coachella.
121 00:07:39,459 00:07:40,585 Always zen. Always zen.
122 00:07:41,002 00:07:43,171 Honestly, I don't mind her that much. Honestly, I don't mind her that much.
123 00:07:43,421 00:07:46,633 Then there's The Bodyguard, which is self-explanatory. Then there's The Bodyguard, which is self-explanatory.
124 00:07:46,800 00:07:48,718 He's temperamental but loyal. He's temperamental but loyal.
125 00:07:48,885 00:07:51,346 You always gotta watch your back. You always gotta watch your back.
126 00:07:51,513 00:07:53,306 And lastly, there's Joaquin. And lastly, there's Joaquin.
127 00:07:53,473 00:07:55,225 He's like the horny best friend He's like the horny best friend
128 00:07:55,308 00:07:56,768 from a '90s teen movie from a '90s teen movie
129 00:07:56,935 00:07:58,269 following you around, following you around,
130 00:07:58,353 00:08:00,105 saying all of your unfiltered thoughts. saying all of your unfiltered thoughts.
131 00:08:00,313 00:08:01,314 I know. I know.
132 00:08:01,982 00:08:04,025 It's a lot. It's a lot.
133 00:08:04,484 00:08:05,527 That's where you come in, That's where you come in,
134 00:08:06,361 00:08:09,364 now that my mom is on this hopeless quest for a cure. now that my mom is on this hopeless quest for a cure.
135 00:08:09,531 00:08:10,991 Just like all the other Just like all the other
136 00:08:11,074 00:08:12,659 delusional moms we've met along the way. delusional moms we've met along the way.
137 00:08:13,076 00:08:14,786 Sitting in the same waiting rooms. Sitting in the same waiting rooms.
138 00:08:14,953 00:08:17,455 Putting their faith in the same doctors. Putting their faith in the same doctors.
139 00:08:17,622 00:08:20,375 Quietly begging for the same thing. Quietly begging for the same thing.
140 00:08:21,167 00:08:22,627 "Cure my kid." "Cure my kid."
141 00:08:27,298 00:08:31,886 Abilify. Risperdal. Clozapine. Stelazine. Abilify. Risperdal. Clozapine. Stelazine.
142 00:08:32,262 00:08:34,931 Name a drug cocktail and I've tried it. Name a drug cocktail and I've tried it.
143 00:08:35,098 00:08:36,725 Any changes at all? Any changes at all?
144 00:08:43,815 00:08:44,858 No. No.
145 00:08:46,234 00:08:49,612 Yet, somehow, my mom hasn't given up hope. Yet, somehow, my mom hasn't given up hope.
146 00:08:50,947 00:08:53,116 That makes one of us. I guess. That makes one of us. I guess.
147 00:09:05,003 00:09:07,130 So, there you have it. So, there you have it.
148 00:09:07,672 00:09:09,549 The whole woeful story. The whole woeful story.
149 00:09:09,966 00:09:11,342 Take it or leave it. Take it or leave it.
150 00:09:11,760 00:09:13,053 Or maybe just leave it. Or maybe just leave it.
151 00:09:13,219 00:09:15,513 'Cause let's be honest, the only reason we're here 'Cause let's be honest, the only reason we're here
152 00:09:15,680 00:09:18,933 is because my morn's persistence is inescapable. is because my morn's persistence is inescapable.
153 00:09:19,100 00:09:21,061 And I'm not trying to take a giant shit And I'm not trying to take a giant shit
154 00:09:21,144 00:09:23,104 on your life's work or anything, on your life's work or anything,
155 00:09:23,271 00:09:27,776 but I'm part of an elite club they call treatment resistant. but I'm part of an elite club they call treatment resistant.
156 00:09:28,318 00:09:30,779 Which means, we're probably not gonna have Which means, we're probably not gonna have
157 00:09:30,862 00:09:35,116 our own "It's not your fault" moment from Good Will Hunting. our own "It's not your fault" moment from Good Will Hunting.
158 00:09:36,326 00:09:38,369 So, why don't you quietly reject me So, why don't you quietly reject me
159 00:09:38,453 00:09:40,413 from this experimental trial from this experimental trial
160 00:09:40,580 00:09:42,957 and save us both the disappointment? and save us both the disappointment?
161 00:09:45,752 00:09:46,795 Cool? Cool?
162 00:09:53,802 00:09:55,929 Okay, sweetheart, time to go. Okay, sweetheart, time to go.
163 00:09:59,891 00:10:03,144 I told you, I'm not gonna be someone's guinea pig. I told you, I'm not gonna be someone's guinea pig.
164 00:10:03,311 00:10:05,372 We don't know what'll happen to me if I take that stuff. We don't know what'll happen to me if I take that stuff.
165 00:10:05,396 00:10:06,648 You might start feelin' better. You might start feelin' better.
166 00:10:06,856 00:10:09,692 You just might start spending a little more time out of bed. You just might start spending a little more time out of bed.
167 00:10:09,776 00:10:10,819 That's what could happen. That's what could happen.
168 00:10:11,319 00:10:13,905 Okay, but what if I lose all my hair? Okay, but what if I lose all my hair?
169 00:10:14,239 00:10:15,782 What if I go blind? What if I go blind?
170 00:10:15,865 00:10:16,866 What if it's poisoned? What if it's poisoned?
171 00:10:17,033 00:10:19,202 Honey, who would want to poison you? Honey, who would want to poison you?
172 00:10:19,285 00:10:21,371 We ready? We ready?
173 00:10:21,788 00:10:23,665 Okay, we'll be right down. Okay, we'll be right down.
174 00:10:27,293 00:10:28,336 Come on. Come on.
175 00:10:28,670 00:10:30,755 I have a really good feeling about this one. I have a really good feeling about this one.
176 00:10:31,923 00:10:33,466 Don't do us dirty, bro. Don't do us dirty, bro.
177 00:10:34,884 00:10:36,261 Can I just take it later? Can I just take it later?
178 00:10:36,803 00:10:37,804 Fine. Fine.
179 00:10:38,263 00:10:39,347 Get dressed. Get dressed.
180 00:10:41,015 00:10:44,060 We have got to go to Brazil. We have got to go to Brazil.
181 00:10:46,646 00:10:48,690 This looks like it could be nice. This looks like it could be nice.
182 00:10:57,365 00:10:58,908 But I'm not even Catholic. But I'm not even Catholic.
183 00:10:59,450 00:11:02,287 Catholics are more about attendance anyway. Catholics are more about attendance anyway.
184 00:11:02,829 00:11:05,748 It's nice to finally meet you, Mr. Petrazelli. It's nice to finally meet you, Mr. Petrazelli.
185 00:11:05,915 00:11:07,167 You, too. You, too.
186 00:11:07,333 00:11:08,418 Take it off. Take it off.
187 00:11:09,043 00:11:12,213 I'm glad you could all make the drive out here. I'm glad you could all make the drive out here.
188 00:11:12,630 00:11:14,048 Yeah, well, the only person Yeah, well, the only person
189 00:11:14,132 00:11:16,342 that can't reject you is Jesus, right? that can't reject you is Jesus, right?
190 00:11:20,513 00:11:23,558 I think what he means to say is we are I think what he means to say is we are
191 00:11:23,725 00:11:25,977 very appreciative that you're considering Adam very appreciative that you're considering Adam
192 00:11:26,060 00:11:27,437 in the middle of the school year. in the middle of the school year.
193 00:11:27,604 00:11:29,022 Our Lord embraces all children, Our Lord embraces all children,
194 00:11:29,105 00:11:31,482 even those with challenges. even those with challenges.
195 00:11:32,942 00:11:35,737 We make it a point... Come on, kid. We make it a point... Come on, kid.
196 00:11:36,070 00:11:37,780 Let me take care of her for ya. Let me take care of her for ya.
197 00:11:37,947 00:11:39,490 She's gonna be nothing but trouble. She's gonna be nothing but trouble.
198 00:11:39,657 00:11:41,784 We want to give them the tools... We want to give them the tools...
199 00:11:42,076 00:11:43,578 Suit yourself. Suit yourself.
200 00:11:46,998 00:11:48,082 Oh, wow. Oh, wow.
201 00:11:48,791 00:11:50,210 Is something wrong? Is something wrong?
202 00:11:50,293 00:11:51,336 No. No.
203 00:11:51,753 00:11:53,087 Just wow. Ah. Just wow. Ah.
204 00:11:54,047 00:11:55,423 Quite the display. Quite the display.
205 00:11:56,549 00:11:59,719 Yes, Saint Agatha's is home to the best and the brightest. Yes, Saint Agatha's is home to the best and the brightest.
206 00:12:00,887 00:12:02,263 Not just in the school district, Not just in the school district,
207 00:12:02,347 00:12:04,515 but in all of the county. but in all of the county.
208 00:12:05,099 00:12:07,018 And the buck doesn't stop there. And the buck doesn't stop there.
209 00:12:07,185 00:12:09,020 Moral and spiritual integrity Moral and spiritual integrity
210 00:12:09,103 00:12:12,148 are also of paramount importance. are also of paramount importance.
211 00:12:12,315 00:12:15,610 As you know, Adam's admission As you know, Adam's admission
212 00:12:15,818 00:12:17,612 to such a distinguished academic culture to such a distinguished academic culture
213 00:12:17,695 00:12:19,113 would be conditional. would be conditional.
214 00:12:19,280 00:12:21,324 These expectations extend to him These expectations extend to him
215 00:12:21,407 00:12:23,826 regardless of his medical issues. regardless of his medical issues.
216 00:12:23,993 00:12:27,413 That won't be a problem. Right? Yeah? That won't be a problem. Right? Yeah?
217 00:12:27,580 00:12:28,873 Yeah, right. Yeah, right.
218 00:12:29,666 00:12:31,751 I'm ready to excel on all fronts. I'm ready to excel on all fronts.
219 00:12:32,961 00:12:34,671 It says here... It says here...
220 00:12:35,463 00:12:38,091 that Adam has begun a recent medical trial that Adam has begun a recent medical trial
221 00:12:38,258 00:12:40,343 to help treat his condition. to help treat his condition.
222 00:12:41,177 00:12:43,429 Yes, he... he just started. Yes, he... he just started.
223 00:12:44,013 00:12:45,890 And how are you feeling? And how are you feeling?
224 00:12:49,686 00:12:52,522 Uh... All fired up. Uh... All fired up.
225 00:12:55,817 00:12:57,068 Well, Well,
226 00:12:58,820 00:13:00,321 we can accept Adam. we can accept Adam.
227 00:13:01,281 00:13:03,157 On the condition that he maintain On the condition that he maintain
228 00:13:03,241 00:13:05,118 a three-point-five GPA. a three-point-five GPA.
229 00:13:05,285 00:13:09,622 And score above a 90% on the yearly benchmark exam. And score above a 90% on the yearly benchmark exam.
230 00:13:09,914 00:13:11,958 Lastly, we would need monthly updates Lastly, we would need monthly updates
231 00:13:12,125 00:13:15,003 regarding his psychiatric treatment, of course. regarding his psychiatric treatment, of course.
232 00:13:15,169 00:13:16,421 That won't be a problem. That won't be a problem.
233 00:13:16,587 00:13:17,964 Thank you so much. Thank you so much.
234 00:13:18,339 00:13:21,050 You'll, uh, practice discretion, right? You'll, uh, practice discretion, right?
235 00:13:21,551 00:13:24,846 We had an issue with bullying at his last school. We had an issue with bullying at his last school.
236 00:13:25,888 00:13:27,515 Perhaps that would be for the best. Perhaps that would be for the best.
237 00:13:27,765 00:13:29,517 No need to alarm anyone. No need to alarm anyone.
238 00:13:29,684 00:13:30,935 Okay, thank you. Okay, thank you.
239 00:13:31,102 00:13:32,103 Adam. Adam.
240 00:13:32,478 00:13:33,479 Adam? Adam?
241 00:13:37,317 00:13:39,152 I need to go use the restroom. I need to go use the restroom.
242 00:13:43,239 00:13:44,866 Just a second. Just a second.
243 00:13:46,284 00:13:47,285 Hey, Hey,
244 00:13:48,369 00:13:49,370 what's wrong? what's wrong?
245 00:13:50,496 00:13:52,623 Don't you see him judging me? Don't you see him judging me?
246 00:13:52,957 00:13:53,958 Who, Paul? Who, Paul?
247 00:13:54,042 00:13:55,043 Yeah. Yeah.
248 00:13:55,293 00:13:56,377 He cares about you. He cares about you.
249 00:13:56,544 00:13:59,339 He just doesn't communicate like us. He just doesn't communicate like us.
250 00:13:59,756 00:14:00,757 Really? Really?
251 00:14:01,049 00:14:02,717 You call this communicating? You call this communicating?
252 00:14:03,384 00:14:04,385 Look, Look,
253 00:14:05,053 00:14:06,133 you're going to feel better you're going to feel better
254 00:14:06,179 00:14:07,847 once you start taking the medication. once you start taking the medication.
255 00:14:08,139 00:14:10,475 Subtle topic change... No, you heard her. Subtle topic change... No, you heard her.
256 00:14:11,184 00:14:13,227 You have gotta get serious about this trial You have gotta get serious about this trial
257 00:14:13,311 00:14:15,355 and about doing well here, otherwise... and about doing well here, otherwise...
258 00:14:15,688 00:14:16,689 Otherwise what? Otherwise what?
259 00:14:16,856 00:14:18,149 No diploma. No diploma.
260 00:14:18,316 00:14:20,318 No culinary school in the Fall. No culinary school in the Fall.
261 00:14:21,152 00:14:22,862 This is your last chance, Adam. This is your last chance, Adam.
262 00:14:23,029 00:14:25,323 Sweetie, we can treat this. Sweetie, we can treat this.
263 00:14:25,907 00:14:27,408 You remember what the doctor said You remember what the doctor said
264 00:14:27,492 00:14:28,719 that just because you're a person that just because you're a person
265 00:14:28,743 00:14:30,953 who's dealing with this illness doesn't mean... who's dealing with this illness doesn't mean...
266 00:14:31,120 00:14:33,247 I'm not the illness itself. I'm not the illness itself.
267 00:14:34,207 00:14:35,792 It's hard not to feel like that It's hard not to feel like that
268 00:14:35,875 00:14:37,627 when everyone treats you like one. when everyone treats you like one.
269 00:14:39,128 00:14:40,421 I'll be right back. I'll be right back.
270 00:14:59,982 00:15:02,360 Moral and spiritual integrity, my ass. Moral and spiritual integrity, my ass.
271 00:15:02,527 00:15:03,820 How hard is it for you to meet me How hard is it for you to meet me
272 00:15:03,903 00:15:05,297 in the bathroom like we talked about? in the bathroom like we talked about?
273 00:15:05,321 00:15:06,548 Not outside, never in the hallway. Not outside, never in the hallway.
274 00:15:06,572 00:15:07,740 In, it's a simple concept. In, it's a simple concept.
275 00:15:07,824 00:15:08,926 Okay. Get off my nuts, all right? Okay. Get off my nuts, all right?
276 00:15:08,950 00:15:10,010 We're in the bathroom now... We're in the bathroom now...
277 00:15:10,034 00:15:11,077 - Cash. - Yeah. - Cash. - Yeah.
278 00:15:15,331 00:15:17,500 You're short 40, this isn't charity work. You're short 40, this isn't charity work.
279 00:15:17,667 00:15:18,977 Okay, I'll get you the rest next month. Okay, I'll get you the rest next month.
280 00:15:19,001 00:15:21,254 No, you still owe me 30 from last month. No, you still owe me 30 from last month.
281 00:15:24,215 00:15:25,466 Is he with you? Is he with you?
282 00:15:25,925 00:15:26,968 Nope. Nope.
283 00:15:30,596 00:15:33,015 You know this wing is closed for Mass, right? You know this wing is closed for Mass, right?
284 00:15:33,182 00:15:35,810 Her energy is so strong. Her energy is so strong.
285 00:15:36,394 00:15:38,062 I bet she's a Sagittarius. I bet she's a Sagittarius.
286 00:15:38,229 00:15:39,772 Are you mute or something? Are you mute or something?
287 00:15:39,939 00:15:42,608 Scratch that, definitely a Scorpio. Scratch that, definitely a Scorpio.
288 00:15:42,775 00:15:44,193 Not mute. Not mute.
289 00:15:44,569 00:15:45,695 Um, just new. Um, just new.
290 00:15:46,112 00:15:47,196 Tomorrow's my first day, Tomorrow's my first day,
291 00:15:47,280 00:15:49,365 I didn't realize this wing was closed. I didn't realize this wing was closed.
292 00:15:49,615 00:15:51,951 Don't get too excited down there. Don't get too excited down there.
293 00:15:52,326 00:15:53,327 Ew. Ew.
294 00:15:53,744 00:15:55,788 You didn't see us, okay? You didn't see us, okay?
295 00:15:55,997 00:15:57,373 See who? See who?
296 00:16:00,418 00:16:01,419 Us. Us.
297 00:16:01,502 00:16:03,880 - I need it by next week. - I'm gonna sew you a cape... - I need it by next week. - I'm gonna sew you a cape...
298 00:16:04,046 00:16:05,715 - Shut up. - Because you're my hero. - Shut up. - Because you're my hero.
299 00:16:33,367 00:16:35,244 Adam. Adam.
300 00:16:37,914 00:16:40,333 Who are you trying to fool? Who are you trying to fool?
301 00:16:43,085 00:16:45,421 You'll never make it here. You'll never make it here.
302 00:17:05,566 00:17:06,567 Yeah. Yeah.
303 00:17:07,652 00:17:10,238 Um, okay, I'll see you guys later. Um, okay, I'll see you guys later.
304 00:17:13,824 00:17:15,993 Okay, this is it. Send out the vibe. Okay, this is it. Send out the vibe.
305 00:17:16,160 00:17:18,412 Be cool. Be confident. Less like you, more like me. Be cool. Be confident. Less like you, more like me.
306 00:17:18,579 00:17:20,289 Keep this prasiolite in your pocket. Keep this prasiolite in your pocket.
307 00:17:20,373 00:17:22,124 It'll boost your confidence. It'll boost your confidence.
308 00:17:25,002 00:17:26,003 What is that? What is that?
309 00:17:27,213 00:17:28,381 It's my lunch. It's my lunch.
310 00:17:28,631 00:17:30,383 Who brings their own sushi to school? Who brings their own sushi to school?
311 00:17:30,550 00:17:33,386 Beautiful, she's setting you up for playful banter. Beautiful, she's setting you up for playful banter.
312 00:17:34,136 00:17:36,556 Beats the dog food they serve here. Beats the dog food they serve here.
313 00:17:37,390 00:17:38,933 The food here isn't that terrible. The food here isn't that terrible.
314 00:17:40,017 00:17:42,728 For the tuition, they should be serving farm-to-table. For the tuition, they should be serving farm-to-table.
315 00:17:42,895 00:17:45,606 So, what, are you some kind of food snob or something? So, what, are you some kind of food snob or something?
316 00:17:45,773 00:17:47,733 Tell her you have a big palate. Tell her you have a big palate.
317 00:17:47,900 00:17:50,820 I have a big palate. I have a big palate.
318 00:17:50,903 00:17:52,863 Okay. Okay.
319 00:17:56,450 00:17:59,620 - Hey, right here. - Yeah. - Hey, right here. - Yeah.
320 00:17:59,787 00:18:01,706 - Hi. Yeah. - Hi. - Hi. Yeah. - Hi.
321 00:18:01,872 00:18:03,833 You're kind of weird. You're kind of weird.
322 00:18:04,000 00:18:06,377 No offense, but are you special needs? No offense, but are you special needs?
323 00:18:06,460 00:18:08,296 No! No!
324 00:18:09,463 00:18:11,048 Just a question, man. Just a question, man.
325 00:18:11,257 00:18:12,937 Jeez, didn't mean to get you all triggered. Jeez, didn't mean to get you all triggered.
326 00:18:13,259 00:18:15,428 I mean, uh, no, I'm not. I mean, uh, no, I'm not.
327 00:18:15,595 00:18:17,763 I have this chronic headache syndrome. I have this chronic headache syndrome.
328 00:18:17,930 00:18:20,266 So it makes me blurry sometimes. So it makes me blurry sometimes.
329 00:18:20,433 00:18:21,993 Have you ever got a brain scan for that? Have you ever got a brain scan for that?
330 00:18:22,059 00:18:23,811 No, why would I? No, why would I?
331 00:18:23,978 00:18:25,187 Well, several malignant tumors Well, several malignant tumors
332 00:18:25,271 00:18:27,148 mimic the symptoms of the common headache. mimic the symptoms of the common headache.
333 00:18:27,315 00:18:31,402 Acoustic Neuroma, CNS lymphoma, Meningioma. Acoustic Neuroma, CNS lymphoma, Meningioma.
334 00:18:31,569 00:18:33,070 Just saying. Just saying.
335 00:18:33,237 00:18:35,573 I'm pretty sure they're just headaches. I'm pretty sure they're just headaches.
336 00:18:36,574 00:18:38,284 I'm Maya. I'm Maya.
337 00:18:38,659 00:18:39,785 I'm Adam. I'm Adam.
338 00:18:40,453 00:18:43,080 I came over here to intimidate you into silence I came over here to intimidate you into silence
339 00:18:43,914 00:18:46,334 but something tells me you're pretty harmless. but something tells me you're pretty harmless.
340 00:18:47,460 00:18:49,260 Are you the school's drug dealer or something? Are you the school's drug dealer or something?
341 00:18:50,254 00:18:51,797 You're looking at Saint Agatha's You're looking at Saint Agatha's
342 00:18:51,881 00:18:53,966 projected valedictorian. projected valedictorian.
343 00:18:54,175 00:18:55,843 Show a little respect. Show a little respect.
344 00:18:56,010 00:18:57,511 What's with all the cloak-and-dagger What's with all the cloak-and-dagger
345 00:18:57,595 00:18:58,804 in the boys' bathroom? in the boys' bathroom?
346 00:18:58,971 00:19:00,723 Just a side hustle. Just a side hustle.
347 00:19:00,890 00:19:02,016 I'm the kind of person I'm the kind of person
348 00:19:02,183 00:19:05,102 who knows how to get things done around here for a price. who knows how to get things done around here for a price.
349 00:19:05,269 00:19:07,271 Homework, essays. Homework, essays.
350 00:19:07,438 00:19:09,231 So you're like So you're like
351 00:19:09,315 00:19:11,400 the Bernie Madoff of academic fraud? the Bernie Madoff of academic fraud?
352 00:19:11,484 00:19:13,944 Sure, only I don't get caught. Sure, only I don't get caught.
353 00:19:18,282 00:19:20,076 Why are you dressed for a snowstorm? Why are you dressed for a snowstorm?
354 00:19:20,117 00:19:21,410 It's like 80 outside. It's like 80 outside.
355 00:19:23,245 00:19:24,246 I run cold. I run cold.
356 00:19:24,330 00:19:25,414 Well, you better hope Well, you better hope
357 00:19:25,498 00:19:26,767 they don't catch you out of your uniform. they don't catch you out of your uniform.
358 00:19:26,791 00:19:29,794 Hey, guys. Um, would you like to sign up for prom tickets? Hey, guys. Um, would you like to sign up for prom tickets?
359 00:19:29,960 00:19:31,921 This year's theme is Starry Night. This year's theme is Starry Night.
360 00:19:32,088 00:19:34,090 A magical night under His stars. A magical night under His stars.
361 00:19:34,256 00:19:35,716 I think she's talking to you. I think she's talking to you.
362 00:19:35,966 00:19:37,843 I choose to not affiliate myself I choose to not affiliate myself
363 00:19:37,927 00:19:39,762 with patriarchal norms like prom. with patriarchal norms like prom.
364 00:19:41,097 00:19:43,265 Um... Thank you. Um... Thank you.
365 00:19:51,649 00:19:54,068 Hmm. Not bad. Hmm. Not bad.
366 00:19:54,276 00:19:57,238 Anyway, uh, if you need anything, Anyway, uh, if you need anything,
367 00:19:57,405 00:19:59,073 you know what I mean, let me know. you know what I mean, let me know.
368 00:20:04,495 00:20:06,706 Hey, um, are you guys coming? Hey, um, are you guys coming?
369 00:20:07,832 00:20:08,833 Well, no, I don't... Well, no, I don't...
370 00:20:08,999 00:20:11,544 They didn't say the time but I was just gonna head there. They didn't say the time but I was just gonna head there.
371 00:20:17,717 00:20:19,552 Bad idea, kid. Bad idea, kid.
372 00:20:20,720 00:20:21,804 Sure. Sure.
373 00:20:21,971 00:20:24,849 Good luck getting laid with jaundice and diarrhea. Good luck getting laid with jaundice and diarrhea.
374 00:20:25,015 00:20:26,016 Yeah. Yeah.
375 00:20:37,903 00:20:40,614 Updates? I made a new friend. Sort of. Updates? I made a new friend. Sort of.
376 00:20:40,781 00:20:42,742 That felt like a win for Adam. That felt like a win for Adam.
377 00:20:42,908 00:20:45,202 Don't get many of those when your entire waking life Don't get many of those when your entire waking life
378 00:20:45,411 00:20:47,538 is an Escape Room with no exit. is an Escape Room with no exit.
379 00:20:47,705 00:20:50,708 Meanwhile, Paul still tiptoes around me Meanwhile, Paul still tiptoes around me
380 00:20:50,791 00:20:52,543 like I'm going to kill him in his sleep. like I'm going to kill him in his sleep.
381 00:20:53,169 00:20:54,795 As if being mentally ill As if being mentally ill
382 00:20:54,879 00:20:57,423 automatically makes you Jeffrey Dahmer. automatically makes you Jeffrey Dahmer.
383 00:20:58,632 00:20:59,842 What are these? What are these?
384 00:21:00,968 00:21:04,597 Um, uh, one less utensil we have to wash. Um, uh, one less utensil we have to wash.
385 00:21:06,724 00:21:08,517 Just thought we'd give 'em a try. Just thought we'd give 'em a try.
386 00:21:08,809 00:21:10,561 I don't know what's weirder, I don't know what's weirder,
387 00:21:10,644 00:21:12,354 seeing things that aren't actually there, seeing things that aren't actually there,
388 00:21:12,521 00:21:14,440 or sitting across from a grown man or sitting across from a grown man
389 00:21:14,523 00:21:15,733 who is suddenly afraid of me. who is suddenly afraid of me.
390 00:21:15,900 00:21:17,234 So, Adam, So, Adam,
391 00:21:18,569 00:21:20,738 did you learn something new today? did you learn something new today?
392 00:21:22,114 00:21:25,951 But that's his problem. Not mine. But that's his problem. Not mine.
393 00:21:26,118 00:21:28,537 I learned that Saint Agatha's I learned that Saint Agatha's
394 00:21:28,704 00:21:31,957 was named after a woman who refused a man's advances was named after a woman who refused a man's advances
395 00:21:32,124 00:21:34,835 and subsequently had her breasts hacked off and subsequently had her breasts hacked off
396 00:21:35,002 00:21:36,545 as penance. as penance.
397 00:21:39,423 00:21:40,549 Wow. Wow.
398 00:21:43,803 00:21:45,971 I think Paul was referring to your coursework. I think Paul was referring to your coursework.
399 00:21:47,139 00:21:48,766 It was fine. It was fine.
400 00:21:49,058 00:21:50,684 Not much to say. Not much to say.
401 00:21:53,145 00:21:54,647 Just give it time. Just give it time.
402 00:21:55,689 00:21:56,774 It's a good school. It's a good school.
403 00:21:57,775 00:21:58,984 Okay. Okay.
404 00:22:11,455 00:22:12,665 Adam... Adam...
405 00:22:13,374 00:22:15,000 Adam. Adam.
406 00:22:15,835 00:22:19,088 You're ruining your mother's life, Adam. You're ruining your mother's life, Adam.
407 00:22:19,421 00:22:21,131 You're not the son she wanted. You're not the son she wanted.
408 00:22:21,882 00:22:24,301 This is why your father left. This is why your father left.
409 00:22:24,468 00:22:26,929 He knew something was wrong with you. He knew something was wrong with you.
410 00:22:27,388 00:22:29,765 And soon, everyone at your new school And soon, everyone at your new school
411 00:22:29,849 00:22:31,684 will know the truth. will know the truth.
412 00:22:31,851 00:22:34,728 That's when they'll finally get rid of you. That's when they'll finally get rid of you.
413 00:22:34,895 00:22:36,647 Gone. Gone.
414 00:22:36,814 00:22:38,899 Nothing. Nothing.
415 00:22:39,066 00:22:42,069 When that voice comes to visit me, When that voice comes to visit me,
416 00:22:42,278 00:22:45,114 it's like I'm having a nightmare it's like I'm having a nightmare
417 00:22:45,197 00:22:46,615 while I'm awake. while I'm awake.
418 00:22:47,324 00:22:48,951 I try to close my eyes I try to close my eyes
419 00:22:49,660 00:22:51,662 and let my mind go blank. and let my mind go blank.
420 00:22:51,829 00:22:53,581 Like you told me to. Like you told me to.
421 00:22:54,498 00:22:55,499 But But
422 00:22:57,001 00:22:59,003 that doesn't work. that doesn't work.
423 00:23:01,589 00:23:02,798 I'm proud of you. I'm proud of you.
424 00:23:03,591 00:23:04,633 Thanks. Thanks.
425 00:23:04,717 00:23:07,303 And I maintain that this drug won't work, either. And I maintain that this drug won't work, either.
426 00:23:07,469 00:23:09,263 Proud of you, honey. Proud of you, honey.
427 00:23:09,430 00:23:12,933 But I was secretly hoping you'd prove me wrong. But I was secretly hoping you'd prove me wrong.
428 00:23:15,811 00:23:16,812 Good. Good.
429 00:23:18,188 00:23:19,690 Very good, Marlene. Very good, Marlene.
430 00:23:23,152 00:23:24,904 Adam, this is not good. Adam, this is not good.
431 00:23:25,070 00:23:26,572 We have to fix this. We have to fix this.
432 00:23:27,156 00:23:28,532 I'm not trying to fail math. I'm not trying to fail math.
433 00:23:28,699 00:23:29,992 I know that. I know that.
434 00:23:30,159 00:23:32,661 Okay, but you can't get kicked out your second week. Okay, but you can't get kicked out your second week.
435 00:23:32,828 00:23:34,308 This is your life we're talking about. This is your life we're talking about.
436 00:23:34,371 00:23:35,581 Well, I know, Well, I know,
437 00:23:36,498 00:23:38,709 but you're not in my head with me. but you're not in my head with me.
438 00:23:42,087 00:23:44,298 Okay, let's get back on the same team. Okay, let's get back on the same team.
439 00:23:45,466 00:23:46,842 Find your center. Find your center.
440 00:23:47,384 00:23:48,802 Take a breath. Take a breath.
441 00:23:50,387 00:23:51,555 Yeah, okay. Yeah, okay.
442 00:23:52,014 00:23:53,307 Same team. Same team.
443 00:23:53,474 00:23:55,976 Maybe Paul could help, he's a numbers guy. Maybe Paul could help, he's a numbers guy.
444 00:23:59,063 00:24:00,397 No, that's... No, that's...
445 00:24:00,898 00:24:02,399 That's gonna be a hard pass from me. That's gonna be a hard pass from me.
446 00:24:02,566 00:24:03,943 Well, just think about it, okay? Well, just think about it, okay?
447 00:24:05,319 00:24:06,403 Okay. Okay.
448 00:24:10,991 00:24:12,534 I'll find a tutor. I'll find a tutor.
449 00:24:17,247 00:24:18,248 Hey. Hey.
450 00:24:18,832 00:24:20,709 Why did you sign your name in the note? Why did you sign your name in the note?
451 00:24:20,876 00:24:23,504 I was literally looking at you when you handed it to me. I was literally looking at you when you handed it to me.
452 00:24:24,129 00:24:26,882 Kids around here really have a way with words, huh? Kids around here really have a way with words, huh?
453 00:24:27,049 00:24:28,735 Don't let the academic achievements fool you. Don't let the academic achievements fool you.
454 00:24:28,759 00:24:30,719 Everything you need to know about Saint Agatha's Everything you need to know about Saint Agatha's
455 00:24:30,803 00:24:32,429 is in here. is in here.
456 00:24:32,638 00:24:34,139 So this is like the underbelly? So this is like the underbelly?
457 00:24:34,306 00:24:36,350 Yeah, and it needs to stay that way. Yeah, and it needs to stay that way.
458 00:24:36,517 00:24:37,917 If we're gonna do business together, If we're gonna do business together,
459 00:24:38,060 00:24:40,396 you can't be passing notes in front of Sister Catherine. you can't be passing notes in front of Sister Catherine.
460 00:24:40,562 00:24:42,147 Well, that's the thing. Well, that's the thing.
461 00:24:42,314 00:24:44,900 I don't need you to go all Madoff on me. I don't need you to go all Madoff on me.
462 00:24:45,901 00:24:47,444 I need a tutor. I need a tutor.
463 00:24:48,195 00:24:50,572 Yeah, no. I don't do that kind of bitch work. Yeah, no. I don't do that kind of bitch work.
464 00:24:50,739 00:24:52,408 Try the student center. Try the student center.
465 00:24:53,200 00:24:55,327 That kid the other day, he owed you money, right? That kid the other day, he owed you money, right?
466 00:25:00,791 00:25:03,669 You'd be surprised how many of these rich assholes You'd be surprised how many of these rich assholes
467 00:25:03,836 00:25:05,379 don't keep up their end of the bargain. don't keep up their end of the bargain.
468 00:25:07,089 00:25:09,550 So, do you want to keep chasing rich assholes So, do you want to keep chasing rich assholes
469 00:25:09,633 00:25:10,843 or do you want to get paid? or do you want to get paid?
470 00:25:12,428 00:25:15,389 My mom is willing to pay for a tutor My mom is willing to pay for a tutor
471 00:25:15,723 00:25:17,808 and she really wants me to do well. and she really wants me to do well.
472 00:25:19,685 00:25:21,395 200 a week. Three sessions. 200 a week. Three sessions.
473 00:25:21,562 00:25:23,439 All weekdays, one weekend out of the month. All weekdays, one weekend out of the month.
474 00:25:23,772 00:25:24,857 Jesus. Jesus.
475 00:25:26,275 00:25:28,235 - Are you serious? - You get what you pay for. - Are you serious? - You get what you pay for.
476 00:25:30,237 00:25:32,072 - How about 100 a week? - 200. - How about 100 a week? - 200.
477 00:25:32,406 00:25:34,575 - 150? - Two or I walk. Yes or no? - 150? - Two or I walk. Yes or no?
478 00:25:36,994 00:25:39,830 After I won the Newton Young Genius Award After I won the Newton Young Genius Award
479 00:25:39,997 00:25:42,041 from the National Honor Society in seventh grade, from the National Honor Society in seventh grade,
480 00:25:42,207 00:25:44,585 I got a full ride scholarship to Saint Agatha's I got a full ride scholarship to Saint Agatha's
481 00:25:44,752 00:25:46,920 where I've been the reigning student body president where I've been the reigning student body president
482 00:25:47,087 00:25:48,756 since my freshman year since my freshman year
483 00:25:48,922 00:25:51,633 in addition to being captain of several clubs. in addition to being captain of several clubs.
484 00:25:51,800 00:25:53,469 Yearbook, Science, French, Yearbook, Science, French,
485 00:25:53,510 00:25:55,429 Model United Nations, to name a few. Model United Nations, to name a few.
486 00:25:56,722 00:25:58,515 But those are just for fun. But those are just for fun.
487 00:25:58,682 00:26:00,017 My primary focus is academics My primary focus is academics
488 00:26:00,184 00:26:02,394 as I've received an early acceptance to Duke this Fall. as I've received an early acceptance to Duke this Fall.
489 00:26:04,730 00:26:06,273 Wow. Wow.
490 00:26:06,815 00:26:08,901 Wow, very impressive, Maya. Wow, very impressive, Maya.
491 00:26:09,068 00:26:10,527 The upright Lovers card! The upright Lovers card!
492 00:26:10,694 00:26:12,696 Love, union, mutual attraction... Love, union, mutual attraction...
493 00:26:12,863 00:26:14,782 When I do something, I do it all the way. When I do something, I do it all the way.
494 00:26:14,948 00:26:17,076 Middle ground or halfway Middle ground or halfway
495 00:26:17,159 00:26:19,286 aren't concepts I subscribe to. aren't concepts I subscribe to.
496 00:26:19,828 00:26:21,538 So, I will do everything in my power So, I will do everything in my power
497 00:26:21,747 00:26:23,391 to make sure that your boy doesn't fall behind. to make sure that your boy doesn't fall behind.
498 00:26:23,415 00:26:25,000 - She's good. - She is good. - She's good. - She is good.
499 00:26:25,167 00:26:26,835 You don't work with adults, do you? You don't work with adults, do you?
500 00:26:26,919 00:26:30,881 Um... You're very impressive, Maya. Um... You're very impressive, Maya.
501 00:26:31,131 00:26:34,635 Um, but $200 a week is too much. Um, but $200 a week is too much.
502 00:26:34,802 00:26:37,262 Would you accept 75? Would you accept 75?
503 00:26:37,721 00:26:39,556 Yeah, yeah, that's fine. Yeah, yeah, that's fine.
504 00:26:39,807 00:26:40,849 Really? Really?
505 00:26:42,267 00:26:43,310 Great! Great!
506 00:26:45,395 00:26:47,981 Pretty impressive dog and pony show down there. Pretty impressive dog and pony show down there.
507 00:26:48,148 00:26:50,984 Yeah, well, I invented the dog and pony show. Yeah, well, I invented the dog and pony show.
508 00:26:59,243 00:27:02,704 Wow, it's so quiet out here. You can hear everything. Wow, it's so quiet out here. You can hear everything.
509 00:27:05,749 00:27:06,750 Uh, totally. Uh, totally.
510 00:27:07,209 00:27:09,670 What's with the cookbooks, Julia Child? What's with the cookbooks, Julia Child?
511 00:27:09,920 00:27:12,840 Oh, um, I'm sort of studying to be a chef. Oh, um, I'm sort of studying to be a chef.
512 00:27:13,006 00:27:15,134 Sort of, or are you? Sort of, or are you?
513 00:27:15,592 00:27:17,261 I am. I am.
514 00:27:18,345 00:27:19,346 That's your thing? That's your thing?
515 00:27:19,513 00:27:20,514 That's my thing. That's my thing.
516 00:27:20,597 00:27:21,932 You don't hear that every day. You don't hear that every day.
517 00:27:22,099 00:27:23,183 Yeah. Yeah.
518 00:27:23,725 00:27:27,729 Wow, The Encyclopedia of Cinnamon by Alicia Telia. Wow, The Encyclopedia of Cinnamon by Alicia Telia.
519 00:27:27,896 00:27:31,441 What she can do with cinnamon is seriously unreal. What she can do with cinnamon is seriously unreal.
520 00:27:31,900 00:27:33,986 What? What?
521 00:27:34,361 00:27:35,737 Are you surprised Are you surprised
522 00:27:35,821 00:27:37,465 that I've surpassed your level of nerdiness? that I've surpassed your level of nerdiness?
523 00:27:37,489 00:27:40,367 Please, you're talking to the captain of the Robotics club. Please, you're talking to the captain of the Robotics club.
524 00:27:40,534 00:27:41,535 Oh, well... Oh, well...
525 00:27:42,119 00:27:44,037 I can literally make the final dish I can literally make the final dish
526 00:27:44,121 00:27:46,456 - served on the Titanic. - Oh. - served on the Titanic. - Oh.
527 00:27:46,790 00:27:48,750 You wanna go there? All right. You wanna go there? All right.
528 00:27:48,917 00:27:50,252 For my eighth grade science fair, For my eighth grade science fair,
529 00:27:50,419 00:27:52,296 I built a functioning replica of the Mars rover I built a functioning replica of the Mars rover
530 00:27:52,880 00:27:53,922 out of soda cans. out of soda cans.
531 00:27:54,089 00:27:55,883 Well, for my 16th birthday, Well, for my 16th birthday,
532 00:27:56,049 00:27:57,801 I went to a cheese seminar in Oregon. I went to a cheese seminar in Oregon.
533 00:27:59,094 00:28:01,555 Last summer, I won the Google Science Talent Search. Last summer, I won the Google Science Talent Search.
534 00:28:01,722 00:28:03,557 You know who hand-picked my project? You know who hand-picked my project?
535 00:28:03,724 00:28:04,933 Neil de Grasse Tyson. Neil de Grasse Tyson.
536 00:28:05,017 00:28:06,018 No. No.
537 00:28:06,185 00:28:07,186 Come at me. Come at me.
538 00:28:09,313 00:28:10,898 All right, I got nothing. All right, I got nothing.
539 00:28:12,274 00:28:14,526 What? Don't look at me. Look at her! What? Don't look at me. Look at her!
540 00:28:15,903 00:28:17,863 You have a problem with eye contact. You have a problem with eye contact.
541 00:28:18,155 00:28:20,824 Do you always say exactly what comes into your mind? Do you always say exactly what comes into your mind?
542 00:28:20,991 00:28:22,242 I mean, I could have I mean, I could have
543 00:28:22,326 00:28:24,620 a degenerative eye disease or something. a degenerative eye disease or something.
544 00:28:24,786 00:28:26,455 Yeah, well, it's best to say Yeah, well, it's best to say
545 00:28:26,538 00:28:28,457 exactly what you mean or nothing at all. exactly what you mean or nothing at all.
546 00:28:28,624 00:28:30,500 Unrelenting honesty, you know? Unrelenting honesty, you know?
547 00:28:30,792 00:28:32,961 That's useful. That's useful.
548 00:28:33,462 00:28:35,756 This is a new recipe I'm trying. This is a new recipe I'm trying.
549 00:28:36,215 00:28:37,341 Did they teach you this Did they teach you this
550 00:28:37,424 00:28:39,676 at your Hogwarts for Artisan Cheeses? at your Hogwarts for Artisan Cheeses?
551 00:28:39,927 00:28:41,094 Just try it. Just try it.
552 00:28:41,261 00:28:43,180 Are you sure you can handle the truth? Are you sure you can handle the truth?
553 00:28:43,388 00:28:44,848 Guess we'll find out. Guess we'll find out.
554 00:28:47,601 00:28:49,019 This is it. This is it.
555 00:28:49,269 00:28:51,146 Okay, you're on the five-yard line. Okay, you're on the five-yard line.
556 00:28:55,234 00:28:56,276 Wow... Wow...
557 00:28:56,693 00:28:58,904 Hook, line, sink. He's in! Hook, line, sink. He's in!
558 00:29:00,906 00:29:02,115 What's happening? What's happening?
559 00:29:04,034 00:29:05,410 Told you not to take the pills. Told you not to take the pills.
560 00:29:05,494 00:29:06,870 This is good. This is good.
561 00:29:07,037 00:29:08,705 Like, really good. Like, really good.
562 00:29:08,789 00:29:10,040 Yeah, no, I know. Yeah, no, I know.
563 00:29:10,415 00:29:12,167 It's like... It's like...
564 00:29:12,626 00:29:13,627 earthy. earthy.
565 00:29:14,127 00:29:15,712 Maybe smokey, even. Maybe smokey, even.
566 00:29:15,921 00:29:17,798 - That's the Fontina cheese. - My goodness. - That's the Fontina cheese. - My goodness.
567 00:29:17,881 00:29:18,882 It's my secret weapon. It's my secret weapon.
568 00:29:18,966 00:29:20,008 Can you hear me? Can you hear me?
569 00:29:20,300 00:29:23,136 All right, to find the area of the circle, you... All right, to find the area of the circle, you...
570 00:29:23,303 00:29:27,975 A equals... -Pi times R. - Pi times R A equals... -Pi times R. - Pi times R
571 00:29:29,309 00:29:30,310 squared. squared.
572 00:29:30,394 00:29:32,813 See, I got this. See, I got this.
573 00:29:33,146 00:29:34,564 Yeah, I'm sure. Yeah, I'm sure.
574 00:29:35,941 00:29:38,110 Hey, guys, it's late. Hey, guys, it's late.
575 00:29:38,944 00:29:41,321 Maya, how did you get here? I don't see a car outside. Maya, how did you get here? I don't see a car outside.
576 00:29:41,488 00:29:42,739 Yeah, I took the bus. Yeah, I took the bus.
577 00:29:42,948 00:29:44,283 Okay, well, let me drive you home. Okay, well, let me drive you home.
578 00:29:44,616 00:29:47,828 Oh, you don't have to do that, I can catch the last bus. Oh, you don't have to do that, I can catch the last bus.
579 00:29:47,995 00:29:49,162 At this hour? Not a chance. At this hour? Not a chance.
580 00:29:49,246 00:29:50,497 I'll meet you downstairs in 10. I'll meet you downstairs in 10.
581 00:29:54,835 00:29:56,295 - Yeah, this is it. - Okay. - Yeah, this is it. - Okay.
582 00:29:56,461 00:29:57,754 Thank you for driving me. Thank you for driving me.
583 00:30:03,218 00:30:05,637 - Um... - I'll see you Monday. - Um... - I'll see you Monday.
584 00:30:12,686 00:30:14,646 Look, I know "cure" Look, I know "cure"
585 00:30:14,730 00:30:17,316 is a dangerous word amongst my people is a dangerous word amongst my people
586 00:30:17,482 00:30:19,901 so, I won't say that's what's happening. so, I won't say that's what's happening.
587 00:30:20,986 00:30:23,238 Hey. No. Hey. No.
588 00:30:24,239 00:30:25,615 Don't, don't, don't. Don't, don't, don't.
589 00:30:25,782 00:30:28,702 Adam, think about this. Just don't... Hey! Adam, think about this. Just don't... Hey!
590 00:30:28,910 00:30:31,330 You mother... You mother...
591 00:30:42,549 00:30:45,677 But this is the closest I've felt to normal But this is the closest I've felt to normal
592 00:30:46,595 00:30:48,889 in, well, ever. in, well, ever.
593 00:30:54,728 00:30:56,646 No projectile diarrhea No projectile diarrhea
594 00:30:56,730 00:30:59,816 or any other punishing side effects. or any other punishing side effects.
595 00:30:59,983 00:31:02,027 Just some muscle twitching. Just some muscle twitching.
596 00:31:02,110 00:31:03,111 No big deal. No big deal.
597 00:31:03,528 00:31:04,946 It's all good. It's all good.
598 00:31:09,910 00:31:11,495 I hope it lasts. I hope it lasts.
599 00:31:27,552 00:31:30,222 Eggs Benedict with well-done bacon... Eggs Benedict with well-done bacon...
600 00:31:30,680 00:31:31,932 how you like it. how you like it.
601 00:31:33,642 00:31:34,851 Good morning to you, too. Good morning to you, too.
602 00:31:35,018 00:31:38,105 The Hollandaise sauce has cayenne pepper. The Hollandaise sauce has cayenne pepper.
603 00:31:38,730 00:31:40,232 Let me know what you think. Let me know what you think.
604 00:31:44,945 00:31:45,946 What? What?
605 00:31:46,863 00:31:47,989 Nothing. Nothing.
606 00:31:49,199 00:31:50,325 You seem up lately. You seem up lately.
607 00:31:50,409 00:31:51,410 Up? Up?
608 00:31:51,493 00:31:53,370 - Happy. - Oh. - Happy. - Oh.
609 00:31:54,538 00:31:56,164 It's a good look. It's a good look.
610 00:31:56,540 00:31:59,459 Yeah, well, you know... I feel good. Yeah, well, you know... I feel good.
611 00:32:01,628 00:32:03,171 - Okay, have some. Come on. - Okay. - Okay, have some. Come on. - Okay.
612 00:32:06,508 00:32:07,884 Wow. Wow.
613 00:32:14,891 00:32:16,351 Honey, it's so good. Honey, it's so good.
614 00:32:16,435 00:32:17,686 - Yeah? Really? - Mmm-hmm! - Yeah? Really? - Mmm-hmm!
615 00:32:17,853 00:32:19,771 He's back! He's back!
616 00:32:21,148 00:32:22,649 - Okay. - Mmm! - Okay. - Mmm!
617 00:32:23,400 00:32:24,693 I'm back. I'm back.
618 00:32:25,777 00:32:27,487 Hey, what's with the heating pad, Hey, what's with the heating pad,
619 00:32:27,571 00:32:29,281 is Paul hemorrhoidal? is Paul hemorrhoidal?
620 00:32:29,448 00:32:31,741 - Is his prostate flarin' up? - God. - Is his prostate flarin' up? - God.
621 00:32:32,117 00:32:33,160 No, I'm serious. No, I'm serious.
622 00:32:33,243 00:32:34,387 - I care about that. - Stop, you're terrible! - I care about that. - Stop, you're terrible!
623 00:32:34,411 00:32:36,211 I'm not terrible. I just care about his spine. I'm not terrible. I just care about his spine.
624 00:32:36,329 00:32:37,914 Stop. No, I bought it for you. Stop. No, I bought it for you.
625 00:32:38,832 00:32:41,126 I thought it might help with your muscle spasms. I thought it might help with your muscle spasms.
626 00:32:43,044 00:32:46,047 Mmm. Baby, this is so good. Mmm. Baby, this is so good.
627 00:32:49,176 00:32:51,553 Wait, did you talk to my psychiatrist? Wait, did you talk to my psychiatrist?
628 00:32:52,179 00:32:54,848 Now and then, that's the agreement, right? Now and then, that's the agreement, right?
629 00:32:55,140 00:32:57,184 I didn't think you'd be getting transcripts. I didn't think you'd be getting transcripts.
630 00:32:57,392 00:33:00,103 I'm your mom. My job is to help you. I'm your mom. My job is to help you.
631 00:33:23,502 00:33:24,503 Hi. Hi.
632 00:33:28,715 00:33:29,883 Hello? Hello?
633 00:33:30,675 00:33:32,177 In the name of the Father, the Son, In the name of the Father, the Son,
634 00:33:32,260 00:33:34,054 and the Holy Spirit, amen. and the Holy Spirit, amen.
635 00:33:34,638 00:33:35,972 It's your turn. It's your turn.
636 00:33:36,264 00:33:38,058 Sorry, I've never done this before, Sorry, I've never done this before,
637 00:33:38,141 00:33:40,435 I don't even really believe in God. I don't even really believe in God.
638 00:33:40,602 00:33:41,978 I probably shouldn't say that. I probably shouldn't say that.
639 00:33:42,145 00:33:43,522 Don't over think it. Don't over think it.
640 00:33:43,688 00:33:45,649 There are no rules here. This is your time. There are no rules here. This is your time.
641 00:33:46,066 00:33:47,984 Do people really just talk about, Do people really just talk about,
642 00:33:48,109 00:33:49,986 you know, how much they jerk off and stuff? you know, how much they jerk off and stuff?
643 00:33:53,657 00:33:55,158 Well, everybody in this school Well, everybody in this school
644 00:33:55,242 00:33:56,993 is between the ages of 13 and 18. is between the ages of 13 and 18.
645 00:33:57,160 00:33:58,370 So what do you think? So what do you think?
646 00:33:58,453 00:34:01,373 Well, that's embarrassing for everyone. Well, that's embarrassing for everyone.
647 00:34:01,540 00:34:03,625 Long as they don't do it in here. Long as they don't do it in here.
648 00:34:04,960 00:34:07,128 John 1:9... John 1:9...
649 00:34:07,295 00:34:09,673 "If we confess our sins, then He is faithful and just" "If we confess our sins, then He is faithful and just"
650 00:34:09,839 00:34:12,968 "and He will purify us of all unrighteousness." "and He will purify us of all unrighteousness."
651 00:34:14,219 00:34:17,097 Really? That's your sales pitch? Really? That's your sales pitch?
652 00:34:19,891 00:34:21,017 It usually works. It usually works.
653 00:34:22,894 00:34:24,938 Well, what if I just sit here? Well, what if I just sit here?
654 00:34:25,105 00:34:27,023 Then you can search your soul for guidance Then you can search your soul for guidance
655 00:34:27,107 00:34:29,985 and I'll enjoy the quiet time. and I'll enjoy the quiet time.
656 00:34:32,112 00:34:34,281 So, everything I say stays between us? So, everything I say stays between us?
657 00:34:35,615 00:34:36,908 And God. And God.
658 00:34:37,867 00:34:39,286 But since you don't believe in God, But since you don't believe in God,
659 00:34:39,369 00:34:40,745 then I guess it's just us. then I guess it's just us.
660 00:34:41,413 00:34:43,498 I see this psychiatrist I see this psychiatrist
661 00:34:44,374 00:34:46,876 and apparently, she tells my mom everything. and apparently, she tells my mom everything.
662 00:34:47,294 00:34:48,420 And that bothers you? And that bothers you?
663 00:34:48,587 00:34:49,588 Yeah. Yeah.
664 00:34:50,880 00:34:53,592 I mean, you wouldn't want your mom reading your diary, right? I mean, you wouldn't want your mom reading your diary, right?
665 00:34:55,844 00:34:56,928 No. No.
666 00:34:57,053 00:34:58,305 You're right, that's twisted. You're right, that's twisted.
667 00:34:58,471 00:35:00,056 I... I don't think I... I don't think
668 00:35:00,974 00:35:02,368 that I should feel like I have someone that I should feel like I have someone
669 00:35:02,392 00:35:03,727 watching over me all the time. watching over me all the time.
670 00:35:03,893 00:35:06,146 I feel like I should be able to live my own life. I feel like I should be able to live my own life.
671 00:35:06,229 00:35:07,230 Right? Right?
672 00:35:07,314 00:35:09,608 Now, that is a reasonable request. Now, that is a reasonable request.
673 00:35:09,774 00:35:11,502 Because you should have the space and autonomy Because you should have the space and autonomy
674 00:35:11,526 00:35:13,153 to become the person you're going to be. to become the person you're going to be.
675 00:35:13,320 00:35:14,321 Right. Right.
676 00:35:15,405 00:35:16,406 Thank you. Thank you.
677 00:35:16,489 00:35:17,490 You're welcome. You're welcome.
678 00:35:17,824 00:35:20,577 It's nice to be heard and not just observed. It's nice to be heard and not just observed.
679 00:35:21,077 00:35:22,454 It's nice to be listened to. It's nice to be listened to.
680 00:35:23,246 00:35:24,289 Yeah. Yeah.
681 00:35:24,456 00:35:25,957 Okay, I absolve you of your sins Okay, I absolve you of your sins
682 00:35:26,082 00:35:28,835 in the name of the Father, Son, and Holy Spirit. Amen. in the name of the Father, Son, and Holy Spirit. Amen.
683 00:35:29,002 00:35:30,545 Oh, I didn't confess anything. Oh, I didn't confess anything.
684 00:35:30,712 00:35:31,921 Just go with it. Just go with it.
685 00:35:32,672 00:35:36,009 I'll admit, I was ready to come in here guns blazing I'll admit, I was ready to come in here guns blazing
686 00:35:36,176 00:35:37,802 over you telling my mom, over you telling my mom,
687 00:35:37,886 00:35:40,221 everything I say in our sessions. everything I say in our sessions.
688 00:35:41,765 00:35:44,893 But then, something incredible happened. But then, something incredible happened.
689 00:35:45,852 00:35:49,230 For the first time in forever, For the first time in forever,
690 00:35:50,023 00:35:52,984 I woke up the other morning to complete silence. I woke up the other morning to complete silence.
691 00:35:53,485 00:35:54,944 No whispers. No whispers.
692 00:35:55,362 00:35:56,738 No banter. No banter.
693 00:35:57,030 00:35:58,365 No visions. No visions.
694 00:35:58,782 00:36:03,203 Just pure, beautiful, unfiltered quiet. Just pure, beautiful, unfiltered quiet.
695 00:36:03,536 00:36:05,705 It's amazing what I've been able to do It's amazing what I've been able to do
696 00:36:05,872 00:36:07,391 with all this extra real estate in my brain. with all this extra real estate in my brain.
697 00:36:07,415 00:36:08,416 Hey! Hey!
698 00:36:11,044 00:36:12,962 Oh, you're pleased with my services. Oh, you're pleased with my services.
699 00:36:13,129 00:36:14,440 - Yeah! What do you think? - Okay. - Yeah! What do you think? - Okay.
700 00:36:14,464 00:36:16,091 It's an A-minus. It's an A-minus.
701 00:36:16,591 00:36:17,592 - Thank you. - Mmm. - Thank you. - Mmm.
702 00:36:18,593 00:36:19,969 Hey, don't rest on your laurels, Hey, don't rest on your laurels,
703 00:36:20,136 00:36:21,489 you're not going to get another make-up exam you're not going to get another make-up exam
704 00:36:21,513 00:36:22,639 if you shit the bed again. if you shit the bed again.
705 00:36:22,722 00:36:25,141 Right, and that's why I think we should hang out later. Right, and that's why I think we should hang out later.
706 00:36:25,975 00:36:26,976 Hang out? Hang out?
707 00:36:28,812 00:36:30,271 I mean, study. I mean, study.
708 00:36:35,735 00:36:38,029 We could've just studied in the library. We could've just studied in the library.
709 00:36:38,154 00:36:39,572 Yeah, well, the library Yeah, well, the library
710 00:36:39,656 00:36:41,366 doesn't serve lobster frittata. doesn't serve lobster frittata.
711 00:36:41,533 00:36:43,576 You're so weird. You're so weird.
712 00:36:44,077 00:36:46,830 You know, when I first met you, I thought You know, when I first met you, I thought
713 00:36:46,996 00:36:50,166 maybe he's just awkward and unsocialized, maybe he's just awkward and unsocialized,
714 00:36:50,709 00:36:52,711 but that's not it, there's something else. but that's not it, there's something else.
715 00:36:53,253 00:36:54,504 Oh. Oh.
716 00:36:55,296 00:36:57,340 Cool. Thanks. Cool. Thanks.
717 00:36:57,966 00:37:00,635 I don't know what to say to that. I don't know what to say to that.
718 00:37:02,011 00:37:03,263 I'm just me. I'm just me.
719 00:37:03,638 00:37:05,140 I'll crack you, Petrazelli. I'll crack you, Petrazelli.
720 00:37:06,850 00:37:08,518 Hey, let me ask you a question. Hey, let me ask you a question.
721 00:37:09,352 00:37:13,773 Why does the valedictorian risk it all for a side hustle? Why does the valedictorian risk it all for a side hustle?
722 00:37:16,109 00:37:18,403 I like helping people. Big deal. I like helping people. Big deal.
723 00:37:20,572 00:37:22,991 Maybe I'll be the one to crack you. Maybe I'll be the one to crack you.
724 00:37:27,203 00:37:28,556 Why don't you tell me about the restaurant Why don't you tell me about the restaurant
725 00:37:28,580 00:37:29,873 you're taking me to? you're taking me to?
726 00:37:30,665 00:37:32,751 Well, basically, Well, basically,
727 00:37:34,210 00:37:35,503 it's my dream kitchen. it's my dream kitchen.
728 00:37:35,670 00:37:38,131 I've studied the menu I've studied the menu
729 00:37:38,590 00:37:40,049 for years for years
730 00:37:40,675 00:37:42,844 and nobody invents like they do. and nobody invents like they do.
731 00:37:44,387 00:37:46,431 It's the kind of place I'd like to work at one day. It's the kind of place I'd like to work at one day.
732 00:37:46,598 00:37:48,850 Maybe even own, we'll see. Maybe even own, we'll see.
733 00:37:49,017 00:37:50,777 Oh, right, when cheese camp finally pays off? Oh, right, when cheese camp finally pays off?
734 00:37:50,810 00:37:52,312 Hey, you laugh, but cheese camp Hey, you laugh, but cheese camp
735 00:37:52,395 00:37:54,063 was a spiritual experience. was a spiritual experience.
736 00:37:54,689 00:37:56,691 And the kitchen is just my place. And the kitchen is just my place.
737 00:37:57,776 00:38:01,112 When I'm cooking, it's like everything disappears. When I'm cooking, it's like everything disappears.
738 00:38:02,030 00:38:03,072 And And
739 00:38:04,199 00:38:07,118 I get to be exactly who I want to be. I get to be exactly who I want to be.
740 00:38:07,619 00:38:09,078 I'm in control. I'm in control.
741 00:38:10,872 00:38:12,248 I respect that. I respect that.
742 00:38:13,792 00:38:16,169 You have to choose exactly who you wanna be. You have to choose exactly who you wanna be.
743 00:38:16,628 00:38:17,754 Life's too short. Life's too short.
744 00:38:25,720 00:38:26,763 Got the sirloin. Got the sirloin.
745 00:38:26,846 00:38:27,972 Salads are ready. Salads are ready.
746 00:38:28,932 00:38:30,058 Chef wants to see you. Chef wants to see you.
747 00:38:30,517 00:38:32,268 Beef tenderloin fillets are up. Beef tenderloin fillets are up.
748 00:38:32,477 00:38:33,478 Yeah. Yeah.
749 00:38:33,603 00:38:34,896 Whole calamari. Whole calamari.
750 00:38:36,231 00:38:37,857 Is the chocolate sauce ready? Is the chocolate sauce ready?
751 00:38:39,275 00:38:41,361 That was two duck breasts for eight. That was two duck breasts for eight.
752 00:38:41,945 00:38:43,071 All right, guys, All right, guys,
753 00:38:43,154 00:38:44,423 so I got my parents' car for the night so I got my parents' car for the night
754 00:38:44,447 00:38:47,200 so whenever you guys are trying to head out, we can. so whenever you guys are trying to head out, we can.
755 00:38:47,367 00:38:48,511 I'm trying to head out as soon... I'm trying to head out as soon...
756 00:38:48,535 00:38:50,370 Hey, yo, check it out. Hey, yo, check it out.
757 00:38:50,537 00:38:52,622 - Yo, look who it is. - Oh, man! - Yo, look who it is. - Oh, man!
758 00:38:53,164 00:38:54,415 I feel like I feel like
759 00:38:54,499 00:38:55,819 - such an idiot because... - What? - such an idiot because... - What?
760 00:38:55,917 00:38:57,186 I made fun of you so hard before, I made fun of you so hard before,
761 00:38:57,210 00:38:58,294 and now, I don't know. and now, I don't know.
762 00:38:58,503 00:39:00,703 I thought your cheese was better than the cheese we had. I thought your cheese was better than the cheese we had.
763 00:39:00,839 00:39:02,131 - Oh, really? - Look who it is! - Oh, really? - Look who it is!
764 00:39:02,298 00:39:04,300 - That's crazy. - Hey, straitjacket. - That's crazy. - Hey, straitjacket.
765 00:39:04,384 00:39:05,486 That's actually a good testament to you. That's actually a good testament to you.
766 00:39:05,510 00:39:06,553 Adam! Adam!
767 00:39:06,719 00:39:07,846 Adam! Adam!
768 00:39:08,930 00:39:10,890 Hey! Come on, man. Hey! Come on, man.
769 00:39:10,974 00:39:12,076 - Yo, get him, dude. - You know it's us. - Yo, get him, dude. - You know it's us.
770 00:39:12,100 00:39:13,953 You don't have to mess with him. Come on, don't... You don't have to mess with him. Come on, don't...
771 00:39:13,977 00:39:15,854 Oh, yeah! Oh, yeah!
772 00:39:15,937 00:39:17,730 Got him. Got him.
773 00:39:17,939 00:39:19,315 Look at his face. Look at his face.
774 00:39:19,983 00:39:21,067 - Hey! You need... - Loser. - Hey! You need... - Loser.
775 00:39:21,150 00:39:22,235 To apologize, asshole. To apologize, asshole.
776 00:39:22,318 00:39:23,379 Who're you callin' an asshole? Who're you callin' an asshole?
777 00:39:23,403 00:39:24,445 Wow! Wow!
778 00:39:24,529 00:39:28,408 Your handler is actually pretty hot, straitjacket. Your handler is actually pretty hot, straitjacket.
779 00:39:28,575 00:39:30,052 - Yes, she is. - Look, trust me though, - Yes, she is. - Look, trust me though,
780 00:39:30,076 00:39:31,512 you don't wanna hang out with this psycho, okay? you don't wanna hang out with this psycho, okay?
781 00:39:31,536 00:39:32,662 Don't touch me. Don't touch me.
782 00:39:32,745 00:39:33,746 Back up, chick! Back up, chick!
783 00:39:33,913 00:39:35,081 - Dude! - Both of you, man! - Dude! - Both of you, man!
784 00:39:35,248 00:39:37,166 Hey! Hey!
785 00:39:37,458 00:39:41,796 Hey! Hey! Stop! Stop! Let it go, all right? Hey! Hey! Stop! Stop! Let it go, all right?
786 00:39:41,963 00:39:43,339 Losers! Losers!
787 00:39:45,508 00:39:46,718 What the fuck? What the fuck?
788 00:39:46,885 00:39:48,112 - It's okay. It's okay. - Who was that? - It's okay. It's okay. - Who was that?
789 00:39:48,136 00:39:49,178 I don't know. I don't know.
790 00:39:49,262 00:39:50,422 - Adam, who... - I don't know. - Adam, who... - I don't know.
791 00:39:55,268 00:39:56,978 Hey, I'm sorry about that. Hey, I'm sorry about that.
792 00:39:58,271 00:40:00,648 Do you wanna tell me what that was about? Do you wanna tell me what that was about?
793 00:40:01,107 00:40:03,234 Um, there's nothing really to tell. Um, there's nothing really to tell.
794 00:40:05,486 00:40:08,364 You know, I was thinking, isn't it... You know, I was thinking, isn't it...
795 00:40:09,198 00:40:10,742 Isn't it a little weird Isn't it a little weird
796 00:40:10,825 00:40:13,161 that you left your high school in the middle of senior year that you left your high school in the middle of senior year
797 00:40:13,870 00:40:16,789 to go to a Catholic school outside of your district? to go to a Catholic school outside of your district?
798 00:40:17,290 00:40:18,291 Yeah. Um... Yeah. Um...
799 00:40:20,835 00:40:22,003 It was a... It was a...
800 00:40:22,337 00:40:23,713 It was a fight. It was a fight.
801 00:40:26,007 00:40:28,468 I got into a fight with one of those guys. I got into a fight with one of those guys.
802 00:40:28,635 00:40:29,886 You were fighting? You were fighting?
803 00:40:30,053 00:40:31,638 Yeah, and it was really bad Yeah, and it was really bad
804 00:40:31,804 00:40:33,973 so I tried to put it behind me. so I tried to put it behind me.
805 00:40:35,767 00:40:37,393 That's all you're gonna give me. That's all you're gonna give me.
806 00:40:38,770 00:40:40,647 Don't let them take you there. Don't let them take you there.
807 00:40:40,813 00:40:43,066 No, I wanna stay here. No, I wanna stay here.
808 00:40:43,232 00:40:45,652 I wanna stay right here on this surface. Mmm-hmm. I wanna stay right here on this surface. Mmm-hmm.
809 00:40:45,735 00:40:48,237 Don't let them take you there. Don't let them take you there.
810 00:40:48,696 00:40:51,824 No. I won't go. I won't go. No. I won't go. I won't go.
811 00:40:53,868 00:40:55,495 Don't let them take you. Don't let them take you.
812 00:40:55,662 00:40:57,163 It's not good there. It's not good there.
813 00:40:57,997 00:40:59,540 Don't, don't, don't. Don't, don't, don't.
814 00:41:07,840 00:41:10,510 Ted, thanks for coming early for once. Ted, thanks for coming early for once.
815 00:41:15,723 00:41:17,684 Ted, my office. Now. Ted, my office. Now.
816 00:41:20,269 00:41:22,438 Maya, you stay here. Maya, you stay here.
817 00:41:31,239 00:41:33,324 How long has this been going on? How long has this been going on?
818 00:41:33,825 00:41:36,995 Sister Catherine, I'm... I'm sorry, I... Sister Catherine, I'm... I'm sorry, I...
819 00:41:37,286 00:41:38,788 How long? How long?
820 00:41:39,080 00:41:41,582 Just a couple months. Not long. Just a couple months. Not long.
821 00:41:41,749 00:41:43,126 Seems you and I need to have Seems you and I need to have
822 00:41:43,209 00:41:45,253 a long conversation about your future. a long conversation about your future.
823 00:41:50,258 00:41:51,926 Okay, everyone, bring your eyes Okay, everyone, bring your eyes
824 00:41:52,010 00:41:53,678 to the board, please. to the board, please.
825 00:41:53,845 00:41:58,141 The state Benchmark Exam is in just two weeks. The state Benchmark Exam is in just two weeks.
826 00:41:58,307 00:42:00,309 Here's your essay question. Here's your essay question.
827 00:42:00,476 00:42:03,563 Recount a time when you faced failure. Recount a time when you faced failure.
828 00:42:03,730 00:42:05,732 How did it affect you How did it affect you
829 00:42:05,898 00:42:09,736 and what did you learn from the experience. and what did you learn from the experience.
830 00:42:09,902 00:42:14,907 As you know, no outlines or scratch paper is allowed. As you know, no outlines or scratch paper is allowed.
831 00:42:15,074 00:42:19,078 But please, start thinking about what you will write. But please, start thinking about what you will write.
832 00:42:22,665 00:42:25,418 All right, everyone, see you tomorrow. All right, everyone, see you tomorrow.
833 00:42:32,717 00:42:33,718 Hey. Hey.
834 00:42:33,968 00:42:35,678 - Hey. Hey. - Hey. Hey. - Hey. Hey. - Hey. Hey.
835 00:42:35,845 00:42:37,513 Are we still good for tonight? Are we still good for tonight?
836 00:42:37,722 00:42:40,391 Um... I have, uh, a... Um... I have, uh, a...
837 00:42:41,851 00:42:44,103 a club thing after school. Can I just... a club thing after school. Can I just...
838 00:42:44,270 00:42:45,310 I'll text you later, okay? I'll text you later, okay?
839 00:42:45,438 00:42:46,439 Sure. Sure.
840 00:42:47,315 00:42:48,483 Come hungry. Come hungry.
841 00:42:52,278 00:42:53,529 She never showed up. She never showed up.
842 00:42:55,698 00:42:58,993 And now that my hallucinations are M.I.A, And now that my hallucinations are M.I.A,
843 00:42:59,660 00:43:03,039 everything is so quiet. everything is so quiet.
844 00:43:04,665 00:43:05,666 Too quiet. Too quiet.
845 00:43:08,711 00:43:09,796 In the name of the Father, In the name of the Father,
846 00:43:09,879 00:43:11,297 the Son, and the Holy Spirit, amen. the Son, and the Holy Spirit, amen.
847 00:43:11,380 00:43:12,381 Yeah, it's me. Yeah, it's me.
848 00:43:13,508 00:43:14,675 Hello, me. Hello, me.
849 00:43:15,760 00:43:16,761 Um... Um...
850 00:43:17,553 00:43:19,097 I need some guidance. I need some guidance.
851 00:43:20,139 00:43:22,016 Spiritual guidance? Spiritual guidance?
852 00:43:22,517 00:43:25,561 Uh, not really. It's about a girl. Uh, not really. It's about a girl.
853 00:43:26,521 00:43:27,563 Okay. Okay.
854 00:43:27,772 00:43:30,066 Well, we've been hanging out for a while Well, we've been hanging out for a while
855 00:43:31,067 00:43:32,276 and it was going great, and it was going great,
856 00:43:32,360 00:43:34,445 and then she randomly stopped talking to me. and then she randomly stopped talking to me.
857 00:43:35,196 00:43:37,031 I believe the kids call that ghosting. I believe the kids call that ghosting.
858 00:43:37,198 00:43:38,324 Yeah, whatever. Yeah, whatever.
859 00:43:39,367 00:43:40,807 I'm just worried that maybe she found I'm just worried that maybe she found
860 00:43:40,868 00:43:42,286 some things out about me, some things out about me,
861 00:43:42,453 00:43:44,455 like the psychiatrist I was telling you about, like the psychiatrist I was telling you about,
862 00:43:44,580 00:43:47,750 which I can't imagine is the sexiest thing in the world. which I can't imagine is the sexiest thing in the world.
863 00:43:47,917 00:43:49,168 What do you think? What do you think?
864 00:43:49,335 00:43:51,879 Have you tried praying on it? Have you tried praying on it?
865 00:43:51,963 00:43:55,049 No. No offense, but I need some real life advice. No. No offense, but I need some real life advice.
866 00:43:55,591 00:43:57,009 Timothy 1:7... Timothy 1:7...
867 00:43:57,176 00:44:00,096 "God does not give us the spirit of cowardice," "God does not give us the spirit of cowardice,"
868 00:44:00,263 00:44:03,182 "but rather the spirit of power and of love." "but rather the spirit of power and of love."
869 00:44:03,349 00:44:06,018 Okay, okay, but is there anything else that you've got? Okay, okay, but is there anything else that you've got?
870 00:44:06,185 00:44:08,020 Listen, I don't know the details of your life, Listen, I don't know the details of your life,
871 00:44:08,187 00:44:10,606 but from where I'm sitting, you seem quite all right. but from where I'm sitting, you seem quite all right.
872 00:44:11,232 00:44:12,525 You're a little squirrely, maybe. You're a little squirrely, maybe.
873 00:44:12,692 00:44:15,194 - Squirrely? - Squirrely. Yeah. - Squirrely? - Squirrely. Yeah.
874 00:44:15,361 00:44:17,488 And the truth is, the older you get, And the truth is, the older you get,
875 00:44:17,572 00:44:20,283 the more difficult it is to stay sane. the more difficult it is to stay sane.
876 00:44:20,867 00:44:22,743 And it's gonna take real work. And it's gonna take real work.
877 00:44:24,704 00:44:27,582 Or maybe that's what makes you more mature than others. Or maybe that's what makes you more mature than others.
878 00:44:27,748 00:44:29,625 And I hear that girls like that sort of thing. And I hear that girls like that sort of thing.
879 00:44:29,792 00:44:31,752 So you're saying I should confront her? So you're saying I should confront her?
880 00:44:32,253 00:44:33,796 I should tell her how I feel? I should tell her how I feel?
881 00:44:33,963 00:44:35,631 Your words, not mine. Your words, not mine.
882 00:44:37,717 00:44:40,511 Non-committal till the bitter end. Thank you. Non-committal till the bitter end. Thank you.
883 00:44:40,636 00:44:42,054 Go in peace. Go in peace.
884 00:44:50,730 00:44:53,107 Excuse me, I'm lookin' for Maya. Excuse me, I'm lookin' for Maya.
885 00:44:53,399 00:44:55,860 Oh, there's no one here by that name. Oh, there's no one here by that name.
886 00:44:58,779 00:45:00,281 Are you sure about that? Are you sure about that?
887 00:45:00,364 00:45:03,367 Yeah. I'm sure. Yeah. I'm sure.
888 00:45:06,120 00:45:08,289 Do you know a Maya Arnaz? Do you know a Maya Arnaz?
889 00:45:09,040 00:45:10,499 Mmm-mmm. The only Arnaz I know Mmm-mmm. The only Arnaz I know
890 00:45:10,583 00:45:12,043 is the guy who works on my roof. is the guy who works on my roof.
891 00:45:12,210 00:45:13,586 Manuel Arnaz? Manuel Arnaz?
892 00:45:14,879 00:45:15,880 Oh! Oh!
893 00:45:16,756 00:45:18,090 Everything okay? Everything okay?
894 00:45:18,674 00:45:19,675 Yeah. Yeah.
895 00:45:21,594 00:45:23,346 Do you know where I could find him? Do you know where I could find him?
896 00:45:51,123 00:45:52,291 I'm comin'. I'm comin'.
897 00:45:57,797 00:45:59,340 Yeah, what can I do for you? Yeah, what can I do for you?
898 00:45:59,715 00:46:01,968 Uh, I'm looking for Maya. Uh, I'm looking for Maya.
899 00:46:02,593 00:46:03,719 Okay. Okay.
900 00:46:04,345 00:46:06,430 I'm Adam. I'm Adam.
901 00:46:06,931 00:46:09,267 We're supposed to study tonight. Is she home? We're supposed to study tonight. Is she home?
902 00:46:09,433 00:46:11,936 No, she doesn't get off work for another half an hour. No, she doesn't get off work for another half an hour.
903 00:46:12,103 00:46:13,705 But, uh, you can come in and wait if you like. But, uh, you can come in and wait if you like.
904 00:46:13,729 00:46:15,398 No, that's okay. But thank you. No, that's okay. But thank you.
905 00:46:15,564 00:46:16,844 No, no, come on in. Don't be shy. No, no, come on in. Don't be shy.
906 00:46:17,400 00:46:18,484 Okay. Okay.
907 00:46:18,567 00:46:19,836 Are you from one of those clubs? Are you from one of those clubs?
908 00:46:19,860 00:46:22,321 I can't keep track of them anymore. I can't keep track of them anymore.
909 00:46:23,823 00:46:24,824 Sorry about the mess. Sorry about the mess.
910 00:46:24,907 00:46:26,033 Oh, no. Don't be. Oh, no. Don't be.
911 00:46:26,117 00:46:27,637 I've been on these crutches for months. I've been on these crutches for months.
912 00:46:27,827 00:46:29,704 This is Ricky and Danny. This is Ricky and Danny.
913 00:46:29,870 00:46:31,247 Boys, uh, this is... Boys, uh, this is...
914 00:46:31,414 00:46:33,165 - Adam. - Say hi to Adam. - Adam. - Say hi to Adam.
915 00:46:33,332 00:46:35,293 - Hey, guys. - Hey. - Hey, guys. - Hey.
916 00:46:35,751 00:46:37,878 Don't worry about them, they're shy. Don't worry about them, they're shy.
917 00:46:38,045 00:46:40,005 Not like their sister, but I'm sure you know that. Not like their sister, but I'm sure you know that.
918 00:46:40,047 00:46:41,674 Right. Right.
919 00:46:41,841 00:46:44,135 Can I get you something to drink? Something to eat? Can I get you something to drink? Something to eat?
920 00:46:44,218 00:46:46,053 Oh, I'm... I'm good. Oh, I'm... I'm good.
921 00:46:47,263 00:46:48,264 Sure? Sure?
922 00:46:48,681 00:46:51,183 We've got, uh, TV dinners We've got, uh, TV dinners
923 00:46:51,976 00:46:53,060 and TV dinners. and TV dinners.
924 00:46:53,227 00:46:54,937 Yeah, no, I'm all good. Thanks. Yeah, no, I'm all good. Thanks.
925 00:46:55,104 00:46:56,564 We want TV dinners. We want TV dinners.
926 00:46:56,731 00:46:58,858 Oh, they have spoken. Oh, they have spoken.
927 00:46:59,066 00:47:00,901 Oh, shoot! Oh, shoot!
928 00:47:00,985 00:47:02,087 Hey, I can put those in for you. Hey, I can put those in for you.
929 00:47:02,111 00:47:03,112 Are you sure? Are you sure?
930 00:47:03,195 00:47:04,381 - Yeah. No, no, no problem. - You don't mind? - Yeah. No, no, no problem. - You don't mind?
931 00:47:04,405 00:47:05,507 Oh, thanks! That'd be a great help. Oh, thanks! That'd be a great help.
932 00:47:05,531 00:47:06,574 Yeah. Yeah.
933 00:47:06,657 00:47:08,257 Two minutes each, I think. Check the box. Two minutes each, I think. Check the box.
934 00:47:09,994 00:47:13,164 Arnaz Roofing. Hi, Mrs. Jenkins. Arnaz Roofing. Hi, Mrs. Jenkins.
935 00:47:14,790 00:47:16,750 Oh, you're having trouble with your gutters again? Oh, you're having trouble with your gutters again?
936 00:47:17,335 00:47:19,795 Yeah, well, look, I'm still on medical leave. So... Yeah, well, look, I'm still on medical leave. So...
937 00:47:21,047 00:47:23,174 Yeah, I can refer you to Galloway. Yeah, I can refer you to Galloway.
938 00:47:23,257 00:47:25,259 Yeah, he's a great guy. Mmm-hmm. Yeah, he's a great guy. Mmm-hmm.
939 00:47:25,343 00:47:26,677 Yeah, Bill will take care of you. Yeah, Bill will take care of you.
940 00:47:28,262 00:47:29,472 Yeah, yeah, Yeah, yeah,
941 00:47:29,555 00:47:32,016 so the secret is to marinate the chicken for flavor. so the secret is to marinate the chicken for flavor.
942 00:47:32,099 00:47:33,559 - Oh, okay. - Olive oil, - Oh, okay. - Olive oil,
943 00:47:33,642 00:47:35,770 chopped garlic, salt, pepper... chopped garlic, salt, pepper...
944 00:47:35,936 00:47:38,397 And then you brush a little butter over the top there. And then you brush a little butter over the top there.
945 00:47:38,564 00:47:40,066 - That's it? - That's it. - That's it? - That's it.
946 00:47:41,150 00:47:43,027 - Hey. - I can eat all of it. - Hey. - I can eat all of it.
947 00:47:43,444 00:47:45,196 Here. You good? Here. You good?
948 00:47:45,279 00:47:46,322 Oh, look at this. Oh, look at this.
949 00:47:46,405 00:47:47,591 - Thanks, Adam. - Thanks, Adam. - Thanks, Adam. - Thanks, Adam.
950 00:47:47,615 00:47:49,325 - Yeah, no problem. - Come on in. - Yeah, no problem. - Come on in.
951 00:47:49,492 00:47:51,386 It's a little spread your friend whipped up here. It's a little spread your friend whipped up here.
952 00:47:51,410 00:47:52,828 - Hey. - Hey. - Hey. - Hey.
953 00:47:53,329 00:47:54,789 It's awesome. It's awesome.
954 00:47:56,791 00:47:57,917 Hey, um, Hey, um,
955 00:47:58,667 00:47:59,835 what are you doing here? what are you doing here?
956 00:48:00,211 00:48:03,339 Oh, we had a study session, remember? Oh, we had a study session, remember?
957 00:48:03,422 00:48:04,465 The chicken tastes nice. The chicken tastes nice.
958 00:48:04,548 00:48:05,549 Right. Right.
959 00:48:05,633 00:48:06,634 This is amazing. This is amazing.
960 00:48:06,717 00:48:08,386 Yeah? Good. Yeah? Good.
961 00:48:08,469 00:48:09,696 'Cause you never know what's hiding 'Cause you never know what's hiding
962 00:48:09,720 00:48:11,305 in your fridge I guess. in your fridge I guess.
963 00:48:11,680 00:48:13,307 How'd you get so good in the kitchen? How'd you get so good in the kitchen?
964 00:48:13,391 00:48:15,935 Oh, I've been cooking my whole life. Oh, I've been cooking my whole life.
965 00:48:16,394 00:48:19,105 You know, one day, hopefully, I'll own my own restaurant. You know, one day, hopefully, I'll own my own restaurant.
966 00:48:19,271 00:48:20,439 Wow. Wow.
967 00:48:20,523 00:48:21,625 You had to go to school for that? You had to go to school for that?
968 00:48:21,649 00:48:22,650 Okay, fine. Okay, fine.
969 00:48:22,733 00:48:25,444 Yeah, Dad, it's culinary art school. Yeah, Dad, it's culinary art school.
970 00:48:25,528 00:48:28,364 Oh. Yeah. Right, right. Oh. Yeah. Right, right.
971 00:48:28,739 00:48:30,579 Well, for you to spend your whole life working, Well, for you to spend your whole life working,
972 00:48:30,658 00:48:32,578 might as well make it something you enjoy, right? might as well make it something you enjoy, right?
973 00:48:33,035 00:48:34,829 I always try to tell Maya that. I always try to tell Maya that.
974 00:48:35,162 00:48:36,264 You know, she'll be the first Arnaz You know, she'll be the first Arnaz
975 00:48:36,288 00:48:37,328 to get her college degree. to get her college degree.
976 00:48:37,790 00:48:39,583 Her mother would've been so proud. Her mother would've been so proud.
977 00:48:40,084 00:48:41,627 She was a smart lady, too, you know. She was a smart lady, too, you know.
978 00:48:41,794 00:48:42,795 Dad... Dad...
979 00:48:43,170 00:48:44,422 What? What?
980 00:48:44,588 00:48:46,382 Let me brag about my daughter. Let me brag about my daughter.
981 00:48:47,883 00:48:50,219 Well, one day, my little girl here, Well, one day, my little girl here,
982 00:48:50,302 00:48:52,054 she's gonna pick me up in a Porsche. she's gonna pick me up in a Porsche.
983 00:48:52,221 00:48:53,781 She's been saying that since she was 10. She's been saying that since she was 10.
984 00:48:53,889 00:48:54,890 Sorry, excuse me. Sorry, excuse me.
985 00:49:07,611 00:49:09,071 Why did you do this? Why did you do this?
986 00:49:09,697 00:49:11,866 I didn't mean to upset you, honestly. I didn't mean to upset you, honestly.
987 00:49:11,907 00:49:12,992 I went to the other house I went to the other house
988 00:49:13,075 00:49:14,136 and the lady just sent me here. and the lady just sent me here.
989 00:49:14,160 00:49:15,995 So you just decided to make yourself at home So you just decided to make yourself at home
990 00:49:16,078 00:49:17,121 by cooking dinner? by cooking dinner?
991 00:49:17,288 00:49:18,723 I thought it'd be a nice thing to do. I thought it'd be a nice thing to do.
992 00:49:18,747 00:49:20,142 You did it because it was a nice thing to do You did it because it was a nice thing to do
993 00:49:20,166 00:49:21,446 or because you felt sorry for us? or because you felt sorry for us?
994 00:49:21,500 00:49:25,212 I wouldn't... No. I don't feel sorry for you. I wouldn't... No. I don't feel sorry for you.
995 00:49:25,796 00:49:27,381 Are you satisfied then? Are you satisfied then?
996 00:49:28,215 00:49:29,443 Good job! You found our tiny little house, Good job! You found our tiny little house,
997 00:49:29,467 00:49:30,593 in a rundown neighborhood in a rundown neighborhood
998 00:49:30,676 00:49:32,636 so you could cook us poor people dinner. so you could cook us poor people dinner.
999 00:49:33,429 00:49:34,472 You're a real saint. You're a real saint.
1000 00:49:42,730 00:49:43,939 I'm sorry. I'm sorry.
1001 00:49:46,150 00:49:48,068 Sister Catherine caught me. Sister Catherine caught me.
1002 00:49:49,737 00:49:52,364 Side hustle's dead, and Side hustle's dead, and
1003 00:49:52,781 00:49:55,075 I'm not making enough money tutoring you. I'm not making enough money tutoring you.
1004 00:49:56,869 00:50:00,623 This restaurant pays me under the table. This restaurant pays me under the table.
1005 00:50:01,332 00:50:02,374 And it's good. And it's good.
1006 00:50:03,918 00:50:05,711 My family depends on me. My family depends on me.
1007 00:50:10,883 00:50:13,469 You know, the only reason I'm getting a second chance You know, the only reason I'm getting a second chance
1008 00:50:13,552 00:50:15,221 is 'cause I'm valedictorian. is 'cause I'm valedictorian.
1009 00:50:16,514 00:50:19,683 You have no idea how hard I worked to get here. You have no idea how hard I worked to get here.
1010 00:50:22,603 00:50:24,396 I can't lose it all now. I can't lose it all now.
1011 00:50:25,439 00:50:26,440 No. No.
1012 00:50:27,566 00:50:29,985 You're not gonna lose anything. You're not gonna lose anything.
1013 00:50:31,362 00:50:32,821 You're like a robot. You're like a robot.
1014 00:50:33,656 00:50:35,491 Immune to human error. Immune to human error.
1015 00:50:37,159 00:50:40,329 And my schedule is wide open, you know. And my schedule is wide open, you know.
1016 00:50:40,496 00:50:43,832 So we can meet whenever. So we can meet whenever.
1017 00:50:46,377 00:50:47,878 There are other tutors out there. There are other tutors out there.
1018 00:50:47,962 00:50:49,088 You know that, right? You know that, right?
1019 00:50:49,255 00:50:50,756 None like you. None like you.
1020 00:50:52,091 00:50:54,802 I like knowin' I get to see you three times a week. I like knowin' I get to see you three times a week.
1021 00:51:09,692 00:51:11,443 A Brief History of Time. A Brief History of Time.
1022 00:51:11,610 00:51:13,028 Pale Blue Dot. Pale Blue Dot.
1023 00:51:13,529 00:51:16,031 And then... Would this be your favorite movie? And then... Would this be your favorite movie?
1024 00:51:16,240 00:51:19,285 Do I, uh, detect a hint of smugness in your voice? Do I, uh, detect a hint of smugness in your voice?
1025 00:51:19,451 00:51:20,911 Not at all. Not at all.
1026 00:51:21,328 00:51:24,665 I actually really love this one. I actually really love this one.
1027 00:51:24,832 00:51:27,251 'Cause it's a classic. You know that, right? 'Cause it's a classic. You know that, right?
1028 00:51:27,960 00:51:29,712 It's a cinematic masterpiece. It's a cinematic masterpiece.
1029 00:51:41,890 00:51:43,058 Thank you for cooking. Thank you for cooking.
1030 00:51:47,313 00:51:48,314 Sure. Sure.
1031 00:51:51,150 00:51:53,068 Don't forget to show your work Don't forget to show your work
1032 00:51:53,193 00:51:54,473 when doing the sine ratio, okay? when doing the sine ratio, okay?
1033 00:51:54,570 00:51:55,571 Okay. Okay.
1034 00:51:56,155 00:51:57,489 Otherwise... Otherwise...
1035 00:51:59,158 00:52:01,535 Looks good. Great work! Looks good. Great work!
1036 00:52:02,328 00:52:05,539 Watch out. I may be coming for your academic throne. Watch out. I may be coming for your academic throne.
1037 00:52:05,914 00:52:07,875 Never. Um... Never. Um...
1038 00:52:09,084 00:52:11,170 But I do have a surprise for you, But I do have a surprise for you,
1039 00:52:11,253 00:52:13,464 since you've been killing it lately. since you've been killing it lately.
1040 00:52:16,342 00:52:18,761 Wow. Wow.
1041 00:52:18,844 00:52:21,555 You can thank my dad, he fixed the roof last winter You can thank my dad, he fixed the roof last winter
1042 00:52:21,722 00:52:23,807 so he's pretty tight with the owner. so he's pretty tight with the owner.
1043 00:52:24,391 00:52:26,644 Oh, man... Oh, man...
1044 00:52:31,899 00:52:34,068 Are these the MAC MH-90s? Are these the MAC MH-90s?
1045 00:52:34,485 00:52:36,445 I don't know. I don't know.
1046 00:52:39,573 00:52:41,617 This grill's insane. This grill's insane.
1047 00:52:43,619 00:52:47,539 I don't know about you, but I'm pretty hungry. I don't know about you, but I'm pretty hungry.
1048 00:52:52,211 00:52:55,089 So, you don't follow a recipe? So, you don't follow a recipe?
1049 00:52:55,756 00:52:58,717 Everyone thinks cooking is about following instructions, Everyone thinks cooking is about following instructions,
1050 00:52:58,884 00:53:00,552 but it's the opposite. but it's the opposite.
1051 00:53:00,969 00:53:03,722 Your palate will tell you exactly what the dish wants. Your palate will tell you exactly what the dish wants.
1052 00:53:07,393 00:53:10,062 So, we need to talk about benchmark exams next week. So, we need to talk about benchmark exams next week.
1053 00:53:10,229 00:53:11,355 Right. Right.
1054 00:53:11,522 00:53:13,649 Why is everyone so obsessed with those here? Why is everyone so obsessed with those here?
1055 00:53:13,732 00:53:14,775 Are they really hard? Are they really hard?
1056 00:53:14,942 00:53:16,985 I mean, no, they're not so much hard I mean, no, they're not so much hard
1057 00:53:17,152 00:53:19,655 as they are a means to keep the school funded. as they are a means to keep the school funded.
1058 00:53:19,822 00:53:21,740 Plus, the top three are read at graduation Plus, the top three are read at graduation
1059 00:53:21,907 00:53:23,325 so, you know, St. Agatha kids, so, you know, St. Agatha kids,
1060 00:53:23,659 00:53:25,077 they live for that crap. they live for that crap.
1061 00:53:26,495 00:53:32,042 Um... I was, um, thinking Um... I was, um, thinking
1062 00:53:33,085 00:53:34,294 that maybe you could write that maybe you could write
1063 00:53:34,378 00:53:35,978 about what happened at your old school... about what happened at your old school...
1064 00:53:36,797 00:53:39,591 I mean, if you see it as a failure... I mean, if you see it as a failure...
1065 00:53:40,467 00:53:42,553 - I see what you're doing. - What? - I see what you're doing. - What?
1066 00:53:42,886 00:53:45,764 You're digging for more answers. You're digging for more answers.
1067 00:53:46,265 00:53:48,475 I'm digging for more answers? I'm digging for more answers?
1068 00:53:48,559 00:53:49,599 You showed up at my house, You showed up at my house,
1069 00:53:49,727 00:53:50,811 you basically stalked me. you basically stalked me.
1070 00:53:50,978 00:53:52,187 - Yeah. - Yeah. - Yeah. - Yeah.
1071 00:53:52,896 00:53:54,732 Yeah, I guess. Yeah, I guess.
1072 00:53:57,109 00:53:58,986 Okay, okay. Okay, okay.
1073 00:53:59,528 00:54:00,988 Okay. Um... Okay. Um...
1074 00:54:02,740 00:54:05,909 I guess, in the beginning, I guess, in the beginning,
1075 00:54:07,161 00:54:09,455 I tried not to see it as a failure, I tried not to see it as a failure,
1076 00:54:10,122 00:54:12,332 but it's hard not to. but it's hard not to.
1077 00:54:14,042 00:54:15,753 After the fight, After the fight,
1078 00:54:16,670 00:54:20,340 people immediately looked at me differently people immediately looked at me differently
1079 00:54:21,133 00:54:23,427 like they were afraid of me. like they were afraid of me.
1080 00:54:26,180 00:54:29,850 No matter what I did, I couldn't get them to see me No matter what I did, I couldn't get them to see me
1081 00:54:30,017 00:54:32,186 as they did before. as they did before.
1082 00:54:34,605 00:54:36,523 But I let that happen. But I let that happen.
1083 00:54:37,566 00:54:40,611 I, I became a bystander in my own life. I, I became a bystander in my own life.
1084 00:54:43,822 00:54:46,492 I guess that's what felt like the real failure. I guess that's what felt like the real failure.
1085 00:54:56,627 00:54:57,628 Hey. Hey.
1086 00:54:59,963 00:55:02,174 I think we found your essay. I think we found your essay.
1087 00:55:10,140 00:55:11,558 What? What?
1088 00:55:11,642 00:55:14,144 Mm-mm. It's good. It's very good. Mm-mm. It's good. It's very good.
1089 00:55:15,354 00:55:17,981 What happened to unrelenting honesty? What happened to unrelenting honesty?
1090 00:55:20,859 00:55:22,277 I'm... I'm sorry, I... I'm... I'm sorry, I...
1091 00:55:22,361 00:55:23,862 I know you worked really hard on that. I know you worked really hard on that.
1092 00:55:24,279 00:55:26,073 What's wrong with it? What's wrong with it?
1093 00:55:26,615 00:55:28,200 No, I think you just added No, I think you just added
1094 00:55:28,283 00:55:30,035 a little bit too much spice or something. a little bit too much spice or something.
1095 00:55:36,959 00:55:38,585 It tastes fine to me. It tastes fine to me.
1096 00:55:42,089 00:55:43,215 All of your belongings All of your belongings
1097 00:55:43,298 00:55:44,466 should be under your desk. should be under your desk.
1098 00:55:44,633 00:55:45,968 Out of sight. Out of sight.
1099 00:55:46,134 00:55:47,302 No exceptions. No exceptions.
1100 00:55:47,511 00:55:50,013 The only materials I should see The only materials I should see
1101 00:55:50,180 00:55:53,183 are the Scantron, a number two pencil, are the Scantron, a number two pencil,
1102 00:55:53,308 00:55:55,602 your calculator, and the test booklet. your calculator, and the test booklet.
1103 00:55:55,769 00:55:58,772 Absolutely nothing else should be visible. Absolutely nothing else should be visible.
1104 00:55:58,939 00:56:01,900 You will have 60 minutes for the mathematics portion You will have 60 minutes for the mathematics portion
1105 00:56:02,067 00:56:05,320 and 90 minutes for the essay question. and 90 minutes for the essay question.
1106 00:56:05,737 00:56:06,947 Begin. Begin.
1107 00:56:18,709 00:56:20,085 Are you not that hungry? Are you not that hungry?
1108 00:56:21,336 00:56:23,130 Oh, no, I, um... Oh, no, I, um...
1109 00:56:24,256 00:56:26,341 - It's your favorite. - Yeah. - It's your favorite. - Yeah.
1110 00:56:26,466 00:56:27,694 Paul picked it up from Vince's. Paul picked it up from Vince's.
1111 00:56:27,718 00:56:29,553 Yeah. Thanks, Paul. Yeah. Thanks, Paul.
1112 00:56:29,720 00:56:30,888 You're welcome. You're welcome.
1113 00:56:31,763 00:56:33,223 So, actually, we have something So, actually, we have something
1114 00:56:33,307 00:56:34,467 we need to talk to you about. we need to talk to you about.
1115 00:56:34,558 00:56:35,976 And I just want you to know And I just want you to know
1116 00:56:36,059 00:56:38,645 that everything is gonna be okay. that everything is gonna be okay.
1117 00:56:39,313 00:56:40,314 Okay? Okay?
1118 00:56:42,024 00:56:43,650 Did somebody die? Did somebody die?
1119 00:56:43,817 00:56:45,527 No, nobody's dying. No, nobody's dying.
1120 00:56:45,694 00:56:47,988 No, everybody's okay. Everybody's alive. No, everybody's okay. Everybody's alive.
1121 00:56:53,076 00:56:54,328 I'm pregnant, I'm pregnant,
1122 00:56:55,621 00:56:57,247 and we're gonna have a baby. and we're gonna have a baby.
1123 00:56:59,625 00:57:01,126 Like a human baby? Like a human baby?
1124 00:57:01,376 00:57:03,670 Jeez, I hope so. Jeez, I hope so.
1125 00:57:08,926 00:57:11,845 Look, we didn't plan this at all. Look, we didn't plan this at all.
1126 00:57:13,847 00:57:15,265 You know? And we're just getting You know? And we're just getting
1127 00:57:15,349 00:57:17,142 our heads around this now. our heads around this now.
1128 00:57:17,309 00:57:19,019 Adam? Adam?
1129 00:57:19,394 00:57:20,729 Adam? Adam?
1130 00:57:21,188 00:57:22,189 Adam. Adam.
1131 00:57:22,397 00:57:23,982 You okay, buddy? You okay, buddy?
1132 00:57:24,858 00:57:26,109 Yeah. Yeah.
1133 00:57:27,819 00:57:29,947 Yeah, congratulations. Yeah, congratulations.
1134 00:57:32,157 00:57:35,327 Okay, all right, I'm gonna go to the office, Okay, all right, I'm gonna go to the office,
1135 00:57:35,494 00:57:37,079 get ready for tomorrow's work. get ready for tomorrow's work.
1136 00:57:37,955 00:57:40,999 If anybody needs me... If anybody needs me...
1137 00:57:43,210 00:57:45,963 Adam. Look at me. Adam. Look at me.
1138 00:57:48,090 00:57:50,634 I promise nothing is going to change. I promise nothing is going to change.
1139 00:57:51,969 00:57:53,929 What are you talkin' about? What are you talkin' about?
1140 00:57:55,430 00:57:57,057 Everything will. Everything will.
1141 00:57:57,265 00:57:59,851 No, I mean between you and I. No, I mean between you and I.
1142 00:58:00,268 00:58:02,312 Look, I know this isn't the right time. Look, I know this isn't the right time.
1143 00:58:04,106 00:58:06,441 I'm scared, too, believe me, but it's also... I'm scared, too, believe me, but it's also...
1144 00:58:06,608 00:58:07,818 Okay, I was reading Okay, I was reading
1145 00:58:07,901 00:58:08,944 the pamphlet you gave me the pamphlet you gave me
1146 00:58:09,111 00:58:11,530 about the potential side effects of this drug. about the potential side effects of this drug.
1147 00:58:11,697 00:58:14,783 Dehydration, sweating, trouble urinating, Dehydration, sweating, trouble urinating,
1148 00:58:14,950 00:58:16,868 vision loss, muscle tension, vision loss, muscle tension,
1149 00:58:17,035 00:58:19,746 loss of taste and hearing, tremors, loss of taste and hearing, tremors,
1150 00:58:19,913 00:58:23,583 oh, and my personal favorite, anal leakage. oh, and my personal favorite, anal leakage.
1151 00:58:23,750 00:58:26,294 You can go ahead and cross most of those off the list. You can go ahead and cross most of those off the list.
1152 00:58:26,586 00:58:29,464 I can't cook anymore because my taste comes and goes. I can't cook anymore because my taste comes and goes.
1153 00:58:29,631 00:58:30,882 I can barely piss straight I can barely piss straight
1154 00:58:30,966 00:58:33,260 because my hand has a mind of its own. because my hand has a mind of its own.
1155 00:58:34,970 00:58:36,263 But I swear, But I swear,
1156 00:58:37,014 00:58:39,057 if anything drips out of my ass, if anything drips out of my ass,
1157 00:58:39,224 00:58:40,892 please just kill me. please just kill me.
1158 00:58:43,270 00:58:44,271 Morning. Morning.
1159 00:58:49,317 00:58:51,153 - Have a good day. - You, too. - Have a good day. - You, too.
1160 00:58:52,070 00:58:53,196 I love you. I love you.
1161 00:59:01,788 00:59:03,040 Have a good day, hon. Have a good day, hon.
1162 00:59:20,432 00:59:21,516 Have a good day, honey. Have a good day, honey.
1163 00:59:29,775 00:59:32,069 Someone should really keep an eye on that kid. Someone should really keep an eye on that kid.
1164 00:59:41,203 00:59:44,414 Om. Om.
1165 00:59:46,374 00:59:47,709 Good morning. Good morning.
1166 00:59:48,293 00:59:49,669 Morning, boss. Morning, boss.
1167 00:59:49,836 00:59:52,214 Yeah, yeah, we missed you. Yeah, yeah, we missed you.
1168 01:00:00,847 01:00:04,935 Um, okay, we're starting at Chapter 5, I think. Um, okay, we're starting at Chapter 5, I think.
1169 01:00:05,102 01:00:06,770 - Five. - It's page 403. - Five. - It's page 403.
1170 01:00:06,937 01:00:08,814 - I'm on it. - 403, do you have it? - I'm on it. - 403, do you have it?
1171 01:00:08,980 01:00:10,357 - Yeah. - Okay. - Yeah. - Okay.
1172 01:00:10,482 01:00:11,983 Um... All right. Um... All right.
1173 01:00:12,526 01:00:14,861 "Angles in X-Y coordinate system." "Angles in X-Y coordinate system."
1174 01:00:15,487 01:00:17,155 "Angles formed by rotating ray" "Angles formed by rotating ray"
1175 01:00:17,239 01:00:18,679 "or a half-line about its end point," "or a half-line about its end point,"
1176 01:00:18,740 01:00:20,033 "the initial side of the angle," "the initial side of the angle,"
1177 01:00:20,117 01:00:22,160 "starting position of the ray." "starting position of the ray."
1178 01:00:22,327 01:00:23,328 Final position... Final position...
1179 01:00:23,411 01:00:25,122 of the ray rotation, did you get that? of the ray rotation, did you get that?
1180 01:00:30,961 01:00:32,129 Adam. Adam.
1181 01:00:35,048 01:00:36,049 Adam. Adam.
1182 01:00:39,511 01:00:42,389 You thought you could get rid of me. You thought you could get rid of me.
1183 01:00:42,973 01:00:44,599 You feel that? You feel that?
1184 01:00:45,517 01:00:46,810 I'm still here. I'm still here.
1185 01:00:47,018 01:00:49,146 You don't know that, you just know. You don't know that, you just know.
1186 01:00:49,604 01:00:50,605 Don't fight it, Adam. Don't fight it, Adam.
1187 01:00:51,815 01:00:53,024 Adam. Adam.
1188 01:00:53,984 01:00:56,278 Adam. Adam.
1189 01:00:56,903 01:00:58,071 Adam! Adam!
1190 01:00:58,238 01:01:00,699 You need to go. Now. You need to go. Now.
1191 01:01:00,907 01:01:02,742 Adam, what do you think? Adam, what do you think?
1192 01:01:04,536 01:01:08,039 Um... Sorry. I'm... I'm not feeling so good. Um... Sorry. I'm... I'm not feeling so good.
1193 01:01:14,421 01:01:17,632 Hey. Hey, Adam. Hey. Hey, what's wrong? Hey. Hey, Adam. Hey. Hey, what's wrong?
1194 01:01:18,133 01:01:19,593 What'd I say, huh? What'd I say, huh?
1195 01:01:19,634 01:01:20,760 Get out of here! Get out of here!
1196 01:01:21,386 01:01:23,388 I gotta go. I gotta go. They're gonna take me I gotta go. I gotta go. They're gonna take me
1197 01:01:23,471 01:01:24,532 - and I gotta go, okay? - Wait. - and I gotta go, okay? - Wait.
1198 01:01:24,556 01:01:25,616 Take you where? What are you... Take you where? What are you...
1199 01:01:25,640 01:01:27,142 I can't keep her safe, too. I can't keep her safe, too.
1200 01:01:27,309 01:01:29,019 - Adam. - Stop! - Adam. - Stop!
1201 01:01:30,770 01:01:33,899 Just leave me alone, and don't follow me. Just leave me alone, and don't follow me.
1202 01:01:43,825 01:01:46,203 Adam. Adam.
1203 01:01:52,083 01:01:53,627 Over here. Over here.
1204 01:02:26,117 01:02:27,869 Adam. Adam.
1205 01:02:36,086 01:02:37,837 She never wanted you. She never wanted you.
1206 01:02:38,213 01:02:40,507 She doesn't love you. She doesn't love you.
1207 01:02:40,715 01:02:42,092 He hates you. He hates you.
1208 01:02:43,134 01:02:45,887 This is the kid she always wanted. This is the kid she always wanted.
1209 01:02:46,638 01:02:49,891 The one that'll make up for her biggest mistake. The one that'll make up for her biggest mistake.
1210 01:02:50,642 01:02:52,185 You. You.
1211 01:02:57,816 01:02:59,192 Everything all right? Everything all right?
1212 01:03:00,819 01:03:02,362 Were you watching me? Were you watching me?
1213 01:03:02,612 01:03:03,613 No. No.
1214 01:03:04,698 01:03:06,324 I was just heading to bed. I was just heading to bed.
1215 01:03:07,534 01:03:08,994 Everything okay? Everything okay?
1216 01:03:12,038 01:03:13,957 Sister Catherine called. Sister Catherine called.
1217 01:03:15,333 01:03:17,877 She expressed some concerns about your behavior this week. She expressed some concerns about your behavior this week.
1218 01:03:18,044 01:03:20,755 Having a kid with my mom doesn't make you my dad. Having a kid with my mom doesn't make you my dad.
1219 01:03:20,922 01:03:23,008 Adam, I'm not going anywhere. Adam, I'm not going anywhere.
1220 01:03:23,300 01:03:25,427 Yeah, clearly. Yeah, clearly.
1221 01:03:28,930 01:03:30,265 When I was a freshman, When I was a freshman,
1222 01:03:31,308 01:03:33,685 there was this girl at our school who was a junior, there was this girl at our school who was a junior,
1223 01:03:33,852 01:03:37,439 and she was diagnosed with terminal bone cancer. and she was diagnosed with terminal bone cancer.
1224 01:03:38,315 01:03:39,834 She was part of the Make-A-Wish Foundation, She was part of the Make-A-Wish Foundation,
1225 01:03:39,858 01:03:41,943 so before she died, so before she died,
1226 01:03:42,110 01:03:44,029 they had some boy band come to our school they had some boy band come to our school
1227 01:03:44,195 01:03:47,657 and have lunch with her as part of her wish. and have lunch with her as part of her wish.
1228 01:03:48,199 01:03:50,160 It was a really touching thing. It was a really touching thing.
1229 01:03:50,327 01:03:52,871 It was all people could talk about for weeks. It was all people could talk about for weeks.
1230 01:03:54,581 01:03:56,166 But it got me thinking. But it got me thinking.
1231 01:03:57,876 01:03:59,961 When you're a cancer kid, When you're a cancer kid,
1232 01:04:00,795 01:04:04,174 people can't wait to flock to your aid people can't wait to flock to your aid
1233 01:04:04,382 01:04:08,470 and are so eager to grant any wish you have before you die. and are so eager to grant any wish you have before you die.
1234 01:04:10,388 01:04:12,515 But when you have schizophrenia, But when you have schizophrenia,
1235 01:04:12,766 01:04:16,019 people can't wait to make you someone else's problem. people can't wait to make you someone else's problem.
1236 01:04:17,354 01:04:20,148 That's why we end up on the streets, That's why we end up on the streets,
1237 01:04:20,315 01:04:21,649 screaming at nothing, screaming at nothing,
1238 01:04:22,817 01:04:24,319 waiting to die. waiting to die.
1239 01:04:27,405 01:04:30,033 No one wants to grant our wishes. No one wants to grant our wishes.
1240 01:04:35,080 01:04:36,122 Hey. Hey.
1241 01:04:38,833 01:04:41,002 I'm sorry about the other day. I'm sorry about the other day.
1242 01:04:41,169 01:04:44,047 I just wasn't feeling good. I just wasn't feeling good.
1243 01:04:44,506 01:04:45,924 I'm sorry. I'm sorry.
1244 01:04:48,927 01:04:51,471 Are you sure that it's just headaches? Are you sure that it's just headaches?
1245 01:04:52,138 01:04:53,681 I'm worried about you. I'm worried about you.
1246 01:04:53,848 01:04:55,642 Yeah, I'm fine. Yeah, I'm fine.
1247 01:04:57,102 01:04:59,062 Let me make it up to you. Let me make it up to you.
1248 01:05:00,105 01:05:01,356 Please. Please.
1249 01:05:19,124 01:05:21,000 She won't let me go out... She won't let me go out...
1250 01:05:22,085 01:05:23,962 No way. No way.
1251 01:05:24,045 01:05:25,880 Way. Way.
1252 01:05:29,509 01:05:30,510 You didn't. You didn't.
1253 01:05:30,635 01:05:31,636 I did. I did.
1254 01:05:32,804 01:05:36,182 You know, usually, this stuff doesn't impress me, You know, usually, this stuff doesn't impress me,
1255 01:05:36,349 01:05:40,061 but this is... pretty smooth. but this is... pretty smooth.
1256 01:05:48,695 01:05:50,196 Thank you. Thank you.
1257 01:05:51,781 01:05:55,160 Um, may I have five minutes on the clock, please? Um, may I have five minutes on the clock, please?
1258 01:06:02,584 01:06:03,585 Okay, kid. Okay, kid.
1259 01:06:03,751 01:06:04,854 We both know this part of the movie We both know this part of the movie
1260 01:06:04,878 01:06:06,087 is the ultimate panty dropper. is the ultimate panty dropper.
1261 01:06:06,254 01:06:07,547 Better make your move. Better make your move.
1262 01:06:07,797 01:06:09,382 Hey, just take your time. Hey, just take your time.
1263 01:06:10,008 01:06:11,092 No rush. No rush.
1264 01:06:12,677 01:06:14,179 That is so wrong. That is so wrong.
1265 01:06:39,412 01:06:41,206 Adam... Adam. Adam... Adam.
1266 01:06:41,289 01:06:43,750 Hey, over here. Hey, over here.
1267 01:06:44,417 01:06:45,627 Adam. Adam.
1268 01:06:47,045 01:06:48,254 Adam. Adam.
1269 01:06:50,381 01:06:51,966 That's not good. That's not good.
1270 01:07:06,314 01:07:07,524 Finally! Finally!
1271 01:07:07,690 01:07:09,609 No way! What is going on with you? No way! What is going on with you?
1272 01:07:09,776 01:07:10,985 Nothing, I'm fine. Nothing, I'm fine.
1273 01:07:11,319 01:07:13,112 No, you're not fine. No, you're not fine.
1274 01:07:13,279 01:07:14,280 You don't even look like You don't even look like
1275 01:07:14,364 01:07:15,764 you're on this planet half the time. you're on this planet half the time.
1276 01:07:16,157 01:07:18,576 Adam, look, you can trust her. Adam, look, you can trust her.
1277 01:07:19,869 01:07:21,746 No, you're right. There is something. No, you're right. There is something.
1278 01:07:22,330 01:07:23,331 Yeah. Yeah.
1279 01:07:23,498 01:07:25,208 Yeah, just show her who you are. Yeah, just show her who you are.
1280 01:07:25,291 01:07:26,376 Tell her about us. Tell her about us.
1281 01:07:26,709 01:07:27,877 Don't do that. Don't do that.
1282 01:07:31,130 01:07:33,591 There's been a lot going on at home. There's been a lot going on at home.
1283 01:07:33,758 01:07:34,968 Lately. Lately.
1284 01:07:35,260 01:07:37,345 I've been feeling really alone. I've been feeling really alone.
1285 01:07:38,012 01:07:39,556 I'm sorry. I'm sorry.
1286 01:07:40,598 01:07:43,351 But I don't feel that way when I'm with you. But I don't feel that way when I'm with you.
1287 01:07:48,106 01:07:49,691 Oh, yeah. Oh, yeah.
1288 01:07:51,276 01:07:52,569 So... So...
1289 01:07:54,612 01:07:55,738 I wanted... I wanted...
1290 01:07:57,407 01:08:00,034 I wanna know if you'd wanna go to prom with me? I wanna know if you'd wanna go to prom with me?
1291 01:08:07,333 01:08:10,336 I know it's an extension of the patriarchy and everything, I know it's an extension of the patriarchy and everything,
1292 01:08:11,713 01:08:12,714 but would you? but would you?
1293 01:08:13,423 01:08:16,884 Only if you tell people that I asked you. Only if you tell people that I asked you.
1294 01:08:17,885 01:08:19,554 - Deal. - Deal. - Deal. - Deal.
1295 01:08:19,804 01:08:20,930 Aw. Aw.
1296 01:09:00,178 01:09:02,055 My mom told me something once My mom told me something once
1297 01:09:02,221 01:09:04,932 when she first started dating again. when she first started dating again.
1298 01:09:05,099 01:09:08,394 You lose your secrets when you let people get too close. You lose your secrets when you let people get too close.
1299 01:09:08,603 01:09:11,522 It can be painful to let someone find you It can be painful to let someone find you
1300 01:09:11,606 01:09:13,858 in all the dark and twisty places inside. in all the dark and twisty places inside.
1301 01:09:14,025 01:09:15,818 But you have to hope they do, But you have to hope they do,
1302 01:09:16,736 01:09:19,197 because that's the beginning of everything. because that's the beginning of everything.
1303 01:09:21,574 01:09:24,869 But letting Maya love me the way that I am But letting Maya love me the way that I am
1304 01:09:25,036 01:09:27,830 would be like letting her catch a disease. would be like letting her catch a disease.
1305 01:09:28,456 01:09:31,000 She doesn't deserve to be loved by someone She doesn't deserve to be loved by someone
1306 01:09:31,125 01:09:33,336 who can't see the world the way it is. who can't see the world the way it is.
1307 01:09:34,087 01:09:35,463 Right? Right?
1308 01:09:36,964 01:09:38,549 And I'd really like to keep my secrets And I'd really like to keep my secrets
1309 01:09:38,633 01:09:40,009 while I have them. while I have them.
1310 01:09:48,142 01:09:49,811 You wanna explain these? You wanna explain these?
1311 01:09:53,690 01:09:54,899 What do you want me to say? What do you want me to say?
1312 01:09:55,066 01:09:56,901 I want you to say that you haven't stopped I want you to say that you haven't stopped
1313 01:09:56,984 01:09:58,861 taking your medication behind my back. taking your medication behind my back.
1314 01:10:00,446 01:10:02,365 I can't say that. I can't say that.
1315 01:10:03,449 01:10:04,867 Do you have any idea Do you have any idea
1316 01:10:04,951 01:10:07,120 how much we have on the line with this school? how much we have on the line with this school?
1317 01:10:08,955 01:10:11,416 With your medical expenses? With your medical expenses?
1318 01:10:12,041 01:10:13,459 What about me? What about me?
1319 01:10:15,002 01:10:16,421 What about what I need? What about what I need?
1320 01:10:16,587 01:10:18,923 What are you talking about? It's all about you. What are you talking about? It's all about you.
1321 01:10:19,090 01:10:21,259 It's all about you. All the time. It's all about you. All the time.
1322 01:10:21,342 01:10:23,177 All of this is for you. All of this is for you.
1323 01:10:23,344 01:10:25,054 The books, and the articles, The books, and the articles,
1324 01:10:25,179 01:10:28,599 and the staying up all night reading forum after forum. and the staying up all night reading forum after forum.
1325 01:10:29,600 01:10:30,953 Do you think you're the only one in this house Do you think you're the only one in this house
1326 01:10:30,977 01:10:31,978 going through this? going through this?
1327 01:10:32,478 01:10:35,148 So that's what they tell you in those parenting books? So that's what they tell you in those parenting books?
1328 01:10:35,314 01:10:37,191 Oh, my God! Oh, my God!
1329 01:10:37,400 01:10:40,153 You know, you are not the only person in this house You know, you are not the only person in this house
1330 01:10:40,194 01:10:41,946 who is affected by this. who is affected by this.
1331 01:10:42,113 01:10:43,489 Do you think that this is the life Do you think that this is the life
1332 01:10:43,573 01:10:44,949 that I wanted for you? that I wanted for you?
1333 01:10:45,116 01:10:46,784 For myself? For myself?
1334 01:10:47,118 01:10:48,453 Okay. Okay.
1335 01:10:48,619 01:10:51,748 I'm sorry for getting in the way of you, I'm sorry for getting in the way of you,
1336 01:10:51,831 01:10:53,291 and Paul, and the new baby, and Paul, and the new baby,
1337 01:10:53,458 01:10:55,585 and your perfect new life and your perfect new life
1338 01:10:55,752 01:10:59,380 that doesn't include a crazy stepson who hears voices. that doesn't include a crazy stepson who hears voices.
1339 01:11:00,798 01:11:02,425 Stop. Adam. Stop. Adam.
1340 01:11:02,884 01:11:05,678 Adam. Stop. Adam. Stop.
1341 01:11:06,846 01:11:08,765 Listen to me. Listen to me.
1342 01:11:09,223 01:11:12,560 I know that you must be scared, I know that you must be scared,
1343 01:11:12,643 01:11:15,146 and that it's lonely in your head, and that it's lonely in your head,
1344 01:11:15,313 01:11:17,315 and I wish, I wish I could be in there with you, and I wish, I wish I could be in there with you,
1345 01:11:17,482 01:11:20,151 I wish I could ease that burden, but I can't. I wish I could ease that burden, but I can't.
1346 01:11:21,110 01:11:23,070 I'm trying. I am really trying. I'm trying. I am really trying.
1347 01:11:23,237 01:11:25,323 And I would do anything for you. And I would do anything for you.
1348 01:11:25,406 01:11:27,158 Just tell me what to do. Tell me. Just tell me what to do. Tell me.
1349 01:11:27,325 01:11:28,951 Tell me how to help you. Tell me how to help you.
1350 01:11:35,458 01:11:38,503 There's nothing you can do. There's nothing you can do.
1351 01:11:39,545 01:11:42,256 The pills make me feel like I wanna die. The pills make me feel like I wanna die.
1352 01:11:43,090 01:11:47,178 I can't see. I can't think. And I can't cook. I can't see. I can't think. And I can't cook.
1353 01:11:48,346 01:11:49,889 And what's the point if I can't cook? And what's the point if I can't cook?
1354 01:11:50,056 01:11:52,683 Why didn't you share that with me? Why didn't you share that with me?
1355 01:11:52,767 01:11:54,393 We're in this together. We're... We're in this together. We're...
1356 01:11:54,560 01:11:56,440 We're supposed to be on the same team, remember? We're supposed to be on the same team, remember?
1357 01:11:56,562 01:11:58,898 We're not on the same team. We're not on the same team.
1358 01:11:59,482 01:12:02,401 And we haven't been since Paul moved in. And we haven't been since Paul moved in.
1359 01:12:10,952 01:12:12,286 I can't do that to him. I can't do that to him.
1360 01:12:12,495 01:12:13,496 Look, I understand that. Look, I understand that.
1361 01:12:13,621 01:12:16,249 Just listen to me. We have to do something. Just listen to me. We have to do something.
1362 01:12:16,415 01:12:17,416 I know that, Paul. I know that, Paul.
1363 01:12:17,500 01:12:18,685 It's only a matter of time before you... It's only a matter of time before you...
1364 01:12:18,709 01:12:19,789 I'm doing everything I can. I'm doing everything I can.
1365 01:12:19,836 01:12:20,837 Do you see him? Do you see him?
1366 01:12:20,920 01:12:22,046 Do you see what's going on? Do you see what's going on?
1367 01:12:22,129 01:12:24,507 Of course, I see him. I see everything. Of course, I see him. I see everything.
1368 01:12:24,674 01:12:25,675 I'm his mother. I'm his mother.
1369 01:12:25,758 01:12:26,944 I'm just trying to avert the disaster, Beth. I'm just trying to avert the disaster, Beth.
1370 01:12:26,968 01:12:29,178 We ain't taking no damn pills, you hear me? We ain't taking no damn pills, you hear me?
1371 01:12:29,262 01:12:30,364 You didn't need those pills anyway. You didn't need those pills anyway.
1372 01:12:30,388 01:12:31,448 We gotta get him outta here. We gotta get him outta here.
1373 01:12:31,472 01:12:32,598 Screw the pills! Screw the pills!
1374 01:12:32,765 01:12:34,225 - Okay. - You're awesome, - Okay. - You're awesome,
1375 01:12:34,308 01:12:36,036 and we're here for you. And we believe in you. and we're here for you. And we believe in you.
1376 01:12:36,060 01:12:37,770 We ain't gonna let 'em take us out of ya. We ain't gonna let 'em take us out of ya.
1377 01:12:37,937 01:12:39,313 This is our house! Ours! This is our house! Ours!
1378 01:12:39,397 01:12:40,398 This bed is really comfy. This bed is really comfy.
1379 01:13:07,758 01:13:10,052 Sorry. You startled me. Sorry. You startled me.
1380 01:13:17,727 01:13:19,437 You're trash. You're trash.
1381 01:13:21,606 01:13:22,690 What? What?
1382 01:13:25,318 01:13:27,278 Could you throw away your trash? Could you throw away your trash?
1383 01:13:30,489 01:13:31,657 Sure. Sure.
1384 01:13:50,092 01:13:51,093 You know... You know...
1385 01:13:53,012 01:13:55,306 I was really starting to look forward I was really starting to look forward
1386 01:13:55,389 01:13:57,350 to our Good Will Hunting moment. to our Good Will Hunting moment.
1387 01:14:00,645 01:14:02,039 When you're finished with the questions, When you're finished with the questions,
1388 01:14:02,063 01:14:03,064 please pass them forward please pass them forward
1389 01:14:03,230 01:14:05,816 and open up your textbooks to Chapter 18. and open up your textbooks to Chapter 18.
1390 01:14:08,986 01:14:10,863 Adam Petrazelli, Adam Petrazelli,
1391 01:14:10,947 01:14:13,699 please report to the Principal's office. please report to the Principal's office.
1392 01:14:19,163 01:14:21,540 Adam, please, take a seat. Adam, please, take a seat.
1393 01:14:27,672 01:14:29,072 - Mom, what's going on? - It's okay. - Mom, what's going on? - It's okay.
1394 01:14:29,215 01:14:30,400 It has been brought to my attention It has been brought to my attention
1395 01:14:30,424 01:14:33,010 that you are no longer taking your medication. that you are no longer taking your medication.
1396 01:14:34,387 01:14:38,641 Yeah, okay, it... It made me worse. Yeah, okay, it... It made me worse.
1397 01:14:38,808 01:14:40,559 As I said from day one, As I said from day one,
1398 01:14:40,726 01:14:43,437 your admission to St. Agatha's is conditional. your admission to St. Agatha's is conditional.
1399 01:14:43,604 01:14:45,439 We can't take any risks. We can't take any risks.
1400 01:14:45,606 01:14:46,816 What does that mean? Risks? What does that mean? Risks?
1401 01:14:47,024 01:14:49,568 They're afraid you're gonna hurt other students, Adam. They're afraid you're gonna hurt other students, Adam.
1402 01:14:50,987 01:14:52,238 Are you kicking me out? Are you kicking me out?
1403 01:14:52,405 01:14:54,073 - Suspending you. - Temporarily. - Suspending you. - Temporarily.
1404 01:14:54,240 01:14:56,409 Just... Just until we figure things out. Just... Just until we figure things out.
1405 01:14:57,201 01:14:59,745 You may finish off the day to avoid causing a scene. You may finish off the day to avoid causing a scene.
1406 01:15:02,164 01:15:03,582 It was you. It was you.
1407 01:15:04,417 01:15:06,085 I saw you writing that email to her. I saw you writing that email to her.
1408 01:15:06,168 01:15:07,312 I know you wanna send me away. I know you wanna send me away.
1409 01:15:07,336 01:15:08,546 Adam, you need to calm down. Adam, you need to calm down.
1410 01:15:08,713 01:15:10,423 No one wants to send you away. No one wants to send you away.
1411 01:15:10,589 01:15:13,092 Yes, he does. And he's a liar. Yes, he does. And he's a liar.
1412 01:15:15,261 01:15:17,263 This was my last chance. This was my last chance.
1413 01:15:19,390 01:15:21,809 I probably won't get another one. I probably won't get another one.
1414 01:15:22,184 01:15:23,728 Remember, Mom? Remember, Mom?
1415 01:16:02,433 01:16:03,434 Are you surprised? Are you surprised?
1416 01:16:05,519 01:16:07,188 What? Why? What? Why?
1417 01:16:07,354 01:16:09,231 It's... actually nice It's... actually nice
1418 01:16:09,315 01:16:11,115 to have some competition around here for once. to have some competition around here for once.
1419 01:16:11,484 01:16:14,695 - What are you talking about? - Come on. Let's go. - What are you talking about? - Come on. Let's go.
1420 01:16:26,624 01:16:28,334 I'm proud of you, Petrazelli. I'm proud of you, Petrazelli.
1421 01:16:43,724 01:16:46,227 Aren't you supposed to be in class? Aren't you supposed to be in class?
1422 01:16:46,769 01:16:48,646 I didn't feel like it. I didn't feel like it.
1423 01:16:48,854 01:16:50,940 You wanna hop in the box and talk about it? You wanna hop in the box and talk about it?
1424 01:16:54,693 01:16:57,196 What I'm dealing with can't be fixed, Father. What I'm dealing with can't be fixed, Father.
1425 01:17:07,206 01:17:08,707 Try me. Try me.
1426 01:17:09,041 01:17:10,960 What is even the purpose of all this? What is even the purpose of all this?
1427 01:17:12,419 01:17:13,921 Confession? Confession?
1428 01:17:15,131 01:17:17,174 You think making people feel like shit You think making people feel like shit
1429 01:17:17,258 01:17:19,135 somehow brings out the best in them? somehow brings out the best in them?
1430 01:17:19,301 01:17:20,803 Cool philosophy. Cool philosophy.
1431 01:17:21,053 01:17:24,765 "Whoever conceals their sins does not prosper," "Whoever conceals their sins does not prosper,"
1432 01:17:24,932 01:17:27,518 "but the one that confesses and renounces them..." "but the one that confesses and renounces them..."
1433 01:17:27,685 01:17:29,770 That's great. That's great.
1434 01:17:30,604 01:17:32,690 Another fortune cookie answer. Another fortune cookie answer.
1435 01:17:34,525 01:17:36,527 You have a list that you alternate? You have a list that you alternate?
1436 01:17:39,196 01:17:40,281 Maybe. Maybe.
1437 01:17:40,739 01:17:45,828 Being ambiguous doesn't make you profound. Being ambiguous doesn't make you profound.
1438 01:17:47,746 01:17:50,124 It makes you full of shit. It makes you full of shit.
1439 01:17:51,584 01:17:53,627 Here's something... Here's something Here's something... Here's something
1440 01:17:53,752 01:17:54,753 profound for you... profound for you...
1441 01:17:54,837 01:17:56,630 Why don't you kill yourself? Why don't you kill yourself?
1442 01:18:00,050 01:18:01,093 What? What?
1443 01:18:01,260 01:18:02,928 I said, why don't you excuse yourself? I said, why don't you excuse yourself?
1444 01:18:03,012 01:18:04,555 Take a day off. Leave yourself alone. Take a day off. Leave yourself alone.
1445 01:18:04,889 01:18:07,099 That's not what you said. That's not what you said.
1446 01:18:13,272 01:18:14,315 This is bullshit. This is bullshit.
1447 01:18:14,607 01:18:16,317 Hey, don't talk to your mother like that! Hey, don't talk to your mother like that!
1448 01:18:16,483 01:18:17,963 Thanks for the parenting advice, Paul. Thanks for the parenting advice, Paul.
1449 01:18:18,110 01:18:20,046 What makes you think you could go to the prom tonight? What makes you think you could go to the prom tonight?
1450 01:18:20,070 01:18:22,531 - You're suspended. - This is insane! - You're suspended. - This is insane!
1451 01:18:22,656 01:18:24,950 Hey, let's just sit down, okay? Hey, let's just sit down, okay?
1452 01:18:26,285 01:18:27,578 You're trapped. You're trapped.
1453 01:18:27,745 01:18:30,915 I'm trapped. This is how it starts. I'm trapped. This is how it starts.
1454 01:18:31,081 01:18:32,208 This is how they do it. This is how they do it.
1455 01:18:32,374 01:18:33,626 This is how you do it. This is how you do it.
1456 01:18:34,043 01:18:35,544 First, it's the pills. First, it's the pills.
1457 01:18:35,669 01:18:37,421 Then the pills make me feel like shit, Then the pills make me feel like shit,
1458 01:18:37,504 01:18:38,505 so, I come off of them. so, I come off of them.
1459 01:18:38,672 01:18:40,966 And that's when Paul convinces you And that's when Paul convinces you
1460 01:18:41,050 01:18:42,051 to send me somewhere. to send me somewhere.
1461 01:18:42,343 01:18:44,136 Because nothing else works! Because nothing else works!
1462 01:18:46,472 01:18:47,932 Nothing else works! Nothing else works!
1463 01:18:48,098 01:18:49,934 Because nothing was designed to work. Because nothing was designed to work.
1464 01:18:50,100 01:18:52,645 Nothing was designed to work. That was the plan. Nothing was designed to work. That was the plan.
1465 01:18:52,811 01:18:54,188 And I was right. And I was right.
1466 01:18:54,271 01:18:55,916 - That wasn't the plan. - I was right the whole time. - That wasn't the plan. - I was right the whole time.
1467 01:18:55,940 01:18:57,000 That wasn't the plan, Adam. That wasn't the plan, Adam.
1468 01:18:57,024 01:18:58,484 Shut up, Paul! Shut up, Paul!
1469 01:18:58,817 01:19:01,111 - You poisoned my brain. - Hey. - You poisoned my brain. - Hey.
1470 01:19:01,195 01:19:02,655 You know he did that, Mom. You know he did that, Mom.
1471 01:19:02,696 01:19:04,448 - Can you see that? - Adam. - Can you see that? - Adam.
1472 01:19:04,615 01:19:06,335 - Mom. Can you see that? - Come on. Come on. - Mom. Can you see that? - Come on. Come on.
1473 01:19:06,367 01:19:09,703 Hey, hey, hey. Hey. Listen to me. Hey, hey, hey. Hey. Listen to me.
1474 01:19:09,870 01:19:10,871 Listen to my voice. Listen to my voice.
1475 01:19:10,955 01:19:13,582 My voice is the only one that matters right now, okay? My voice is the only one that matters right now, okay?
1476 01:19:13,707 01:19:18,462 And I am telling you that you are my entire world, okay? And I am telling you that you are my entire world, okay?
1477 01:19:19,380 01:19:20,631 Adam? Adam?
1478 01:19:22,007 01:19:23,467 Come on, kid. Come on, kid.
1479 01:19:23,550 01:19:26,011 Don't you see it's all a big bait and switch? Don't you see it's all a big bait and switch?
1480 01:19:26,387 01:19:27,846 Adam? Adam?
1481 01:19:28,347 01:19:30,724 You better get out of here before it's too late. You better get out of here before it's too late.
1482 01:19:32,351 01:19:33,394 Adam. Adam.
1483 01:19:34,561 01:19:36,021 I don't believe you. I don't believe you.
1484 01:20:00,546 01:20:03,632 Oh, Adam, Adam, Adam... Oh, Adam, Adam, Adam...
1485 01:20:04,925 01:20:05,968 What are you doing? What are you doing?
1486 01:20:06,135 01:20:09,471 No... Please... No... Please...
1487 01:20:10,889 01:20:14,268 You're really gonna go to prom unprepared? You're really gonna go to prom unprepared?
1488 01:20:23,861 01:20:25,112 That's it. That's it.
1489 01:20:26,113 01:20:28,449 How else will you survive the night? How else will you survive the night?
1490 01:20:34,913 01:20:37,624 Take all the pills. Take all the pills.
1491 01:20:39,376 01:20:41,503 Do it. Do it. Do it. Do it.
1492 01:20:43,672 01:20:45,716 No, I will. I will, I promise. No, I will. I will, I promise.
1493 01:20:45,924 01:20:47,301 That's not what I saw. That's not what I saw.
1494 01:20:53,807 01:20:55,184 Good, girl. Good, girl.
1495 01:20:55,267 01:20:58,228 Thank you. You like it? Oh, yeah. Thank you. You like it? Oh, yeah.
1496 01:21:00,064 01:21:02,274 What are you staring at? What are you staring at?
1497 01:21:02,441 01:21:06,320 I just thought you didn't really care about dances. I just thought you didn't really care about dances.
1498 01:21:07,237 01:21:09,948 Well, I don't do anything halfway, so... Well, I don't do anything halfway, so...
1499 01:21:10,115 01:21:11,492 Clearly. Clearly.
1500 01:21:12,701 01:21:17,247 I'll, um, try not to pierce your nipple. I'll, um, try not to pierce your nipple.
1501 01:21:20,959 01:21:23,420 Why are you sweating? Did you run here? Why are you sweating? Did you run here?
1502 01:21:24,630 01:21:26,590 - Yeah? No. - No, no, no. - Yeah? No. - No, no, no.
1503 01:21:26,757 01:21:29,385 No, it's just really hot out. Do you want this? No, it's just really hot out. Do you want this?
1504 01:21:29,551 01:21:32,304 - Yeah. - Okay... - Yeah. - Okay...
1505 01:21:33,722 01:21:35,516 You sure you're okay? You sure you're okay?
1506 01:21:35,682 01:21:38,727 Yeah. You wanna go inside? Yeah. You wanna go inside?
1507 01:21:38,852 01:21:40,854 - Okay. - Come on. - Okay. - Come on.
1508 01:21:47,986 01:21:50,072 Oh, wow. That was bright. Oh, wow. That was bright.
1509 01:21:51,073 01:21:52,783 - Wanna go? - Yeah. - Wanna go? - Yeah.
1510 01:22:09,883 01:22:12,344 Yeah, do you want some punch? Yeah, do you want some punch?
1511 01:22:12,886 01:22:13,887 Sure. Sure.
1512 01:22:14,346 01:22:15,889 - Hey! - Sorry. - Hey! - Sorry.
1513 01:22:23,522 01:22:25,983 Excuse me, Mr. Petrazelli... Excuse me, Mr. Petrazelli...
1514 01:22:26,150 01:22:29,194 what part of suspended do you not understand? what part of suspended do you not understand?
1515 01:22:29,361 01:22:31,029 Young man, I'm talking to you. Young man, I'm talking to you.
1516 01:22:31,488 01:22:33,240 Where are you going? Where are you going?
1517 01:22:33,407 01:22:36,869 - Mr. Petrazelli! - Adam... Adam... - Mr. Petrazelli! - Adam... Adam...
1518 01:22:45,002 01:22:46,420 Hey. Hey, let's go dance. Come on. Hey. Hey, let's go dance. Come on.
1519 01:22:46,587 01:22:47,921 Oh, okay. Oh, okay.
1520 01:23:18,076 01:23:19,077 Adam? Adam?
1521 01:23:22,581 01:23:23,832 - Adam? - Excuse me. - Adam? - Excuse me.
1522 01:23:23,916 01:23:25,334 You can't just walk away from me. You can't just walk away from me.
1523 01:23:25,501 01:23:26,644 You have to leave this prom right now. You have to leave this prom right now.
1524 01:23:26,668 01:23:27,812 Hey, hey, wait. What's going on? Hey, hey, wait. What's going on?
1525 01:23:27,836 01:23:30,047 We discussed this, Mr. Petrazelli. We discussed this, Mr. Petrazelli.
1526 01:23:30,214 01:23:32,674 You don't have permission to be here. You don't have permission to be here.
1527 01:23:32,841 01:23:35,302 You will leave the prom right now. You will leave the prom right now.
1528 01:23:36,345 01:23:37,804 You are suspended. You are suspended.
1529 01:23:40,724 01:23:42,684 Oh, my God. Oh, my God, Adam! Oh, my God. Oh, my God, Adam!
1530 01:23:43,852 01:23:45,354 Adam! Adam!
1531 01:23:45,521 01:23:47,314 Oh, my God, I'm so sorry. Oh, my God, I'm so sorry.
1532 01:23:48,565 01:23:49,691 Adam! Adam!
1533 01:24:36,947 01:24:38,227 Stay with us, buddy. Stay with... Stay with us, buddy. Stay with...
1534 01:24:39,575 01:24:41,415 Adam, look at me. Adam! Adam! Look at me quick. Adam, look at me. Adam! Adam! Look at me quick.
1535 01:24:41,535 01:24:43,120 Eyes open. Eyes open.
1536 01:24:43,203 01:24:44,329 Pupils are nine point four. Pupils are nine point four.
1537 01:24:44,496 01:24:46,216 Adam, you're okay. You're safe. You're safe. Adam, you're okay. You're safe. You're safe.
1538 01:24:46,373 01:24:47,958 Adam, Adam, Adam. Adam, Adam, Adam.
1539 01:24:48,125 01:24:49,978 Slow down. Slow down. You're all right. You're okay. Slow down. Slow down. You're all right. You're okay.
1540 01:24:50,002 01:24:51,003 Breathe, breathe. Breathe, breathe.
1541 01:25:12,566 01:25:13,609 Hey. Hey.
1542 01:25:15,277 01:25:17,070 What's going on? Where's Maya? What's going on? Where's Maya?
1543 01:25:17,904 01:25:19,072 Is she okay? Is she okay?
1544 01:25:19,615 01:25:22,075 She's, uh... She's worried about you. She's, uh... She's worried about you.
1545 01:25:23,660 01:25:25,078 We all are. We all are.
1546 01:25:29,333 01:25:30,709 Does she know? Does she know?
1547 01:25:32,210 01:25:34,087 I told her, honey. I told her, honey.
1548 01:25:35,088 01:25:37,382 No, no, no. No, no, no.
1549 01:25:38,258 01:25:39,259 No. No.
1550 01:25:41,803 01:25:42,804 No. No.
1551 01:25:44,056 01:25:45,474 What is this? What is this?
1552 01:25:46,099 01:25:47,726 - Adam. - What's going on? - Adam. - What's going on?
1553 01:25:47,893 01:25:49,078 That's just for your own safety. That's just for your own safety.
1554 01:25:49,102 01:25:50,354 - Shut up, Paul. Shut up. - Hey. - Shut up, Paul. Shut up. - Hey.
1555 01:25:50,520 01:25:52,356 - It's just temporary. - Where am I? - It's just temporary. - Where am I?
1556 01:25:52,522 01:25:53,857 Listen, you were upset, Listen, you were upset,
1557 01:25:54,566 01:25:56,401 and we didn't want you to hurt yourself. and we didn't want you to hurt yourself.
1558 01:25:58,779 01:26:00,113 Okay, when can I go home? Okay, when can I go home?
1559 01:26:00,322 01:26:02,574 You have to get better first. You have to get better first.
1560 01:26:07,996 01:26:09,414 You wanted to put me here, You wanted to put me here,
1561 01:26:09,498 01:26:10,999 in a place where they could fix me. in a place where they could fix me.
1562 01:26:11,541 01:26:12,834 "Professionally." "Professionally."
1563 01:26:13,001 01:26:14,211 It's not how I meant it, Adam. It's not how I meant it, Adam.
1564 01:26:16,505 01:26:17,506 Hi. Hi.
1565 01:26:23,679 01:26:25,555 Can you please make her leave? Can you please make her leave?
1566 01:26:26,306 01:26:27,307 Adam... Adam...
1567 01:26:28,308 01:26:30,519 Oh, I'm ready, boss. All you gotta do Oh, I'm ready, boss. All you gotta do
1568 01:26:30,602 01:26:31,853 - is say the word. - Stop! - is say the word. - Stop!
1569 01:26:32,020 01:26:33,063 Don't... Don't move. Don't... Don't move.
1570 01:26:34,898 01:26:39,945 Adam, listen to me. She can accept all of you. Adam, listen to me. She can accept all of you.
1571 01:26:40,112 01:26:42,030 Okay, please, everyone be quiet. Okay, please, everyone be quiet.
1572 01:26:45,283 01:26:46,493 This is it. This is it.
1573 01:26:47,160 01:26:49,413 This is what it means to let someone find you This is what it means to let someone find you
1574 01:26:49,496 01:26:51,498 in all the dark and twisty places inside. in all the dark and twisty places inside.
1575 01:26:51,623 01:26:52,624 Shut up! Shut up!
1576 01:26:52,791 01:26:55,252 No, this can be the beginning of everything, remember? No, this can be the beginning of everything, remember?
1577 01:26:55,419 01:26:57,295 Shut up! Shut up! Shut up! Shut up!
1578 01:27:01,550 01:27:03,135 Are you happy? Are you happy?
1579 01:27:03,844 01:27:05,345 This is who I am. This is who I am.
1580 01:27:06,430 01:27:08,390 It's my big secret, okay? It's my big secret, okay?
1581 01:27:08,557 01:27:10,559 No, this isn't who you are. No, this isn't who you are.
1582 01:27:10,726 01:27:12,352 Yes, it is! Yes, it is!
1583 01:27:12,811 01:27:16,189 I am crazy, and I'm dangerous. I am crazy, and I'm dangerous.
1584 01:27:16,815 01:27:17,941 And I'm... And I'm...
1585 01:27:19,359 01:27:20,902 I need you to leave. I need you to leave.
1586 01:27:20,986 01:27:21,987 No. No.
1587 01:27:22,279 01:27:25,615 Do I look like I need a fucking tutor? Do I look like I need a fucking tutor?
1588 01:27:28,076 01:27:30,579 Find some other way to keep the lights on! Find some other way to keep the lights on!
1589 01:27:31,872 01:27:33,165 Make her leave. Make her leave.
1590 01:27:33,331 01:27:35,208 - Please. Everyone, get out! - Okay. - Please. Everyone, get out! - Okay.
1591 01:27:37,794 01:27:40,213 Don't touch me. Don't touch me.
1592 01:28:03,653 01:28:04,946 This is Seroquel? This is Seroquel?
1593 01:28:05,363 01:28:07,157 Yeah, I tried that one. Yeah, I tried that one.
1594 01:29:03,797 01:29:05,507 Good morning. Good morning.
1595 01:29:09,052 01:29:10,512 You see him, right? You see him, right?
1596 01:29:11,888 01:29:13,431 Yeah, he's real. Yeah, he's real.
1597 01:29:14,015 01:29:15,684 Group session in four minutes. Group session in four minutes.
1598 01:29:16,434 01:29:17,435 Okay. Okay.
1599 01:29:20,230 01:29:21,648 What are you doing here? What are you doing here?
1600 01:29:21,815 01:29:24,317 I'm on my way to the graduation ceremony. I'm on my way to the graduation ceremony.
1601 01:29:24,484 01:29:26,319 I just wanted to see how you were doing. I just wanted to see how you were doing.
1602 01:29:26,695 01:29:28,405 I've had better days. I've had better days.
1603 01:29:30,574 01:29:32,617 Are you even allowed to be fraternizing Are you even allowed to be fraternizing
1604 01:29:32,701 01:29:33,994 with someone like me? with someone like me?
1605 01:29:34,536 01:29:36,329 You know I got expelled, right? You know I got expelled, right?
1606 01:29:36,538 01:29:38,415 The only agenda I serve is God's. The only agenda I serve is God's.
1607 01:29:40,709 01:29:43,336 Could you tell him to maybe reconsider his agenda Could you tell him to maybe reconsider his agenda
1608 01:29:43,503 01:29:44,689 'cause it feels like I'm getting 'cause it feels like I'm getting
1609 01:29:44,713 01:29:46,214 the short end of the stick. the short end of the stick.
1610 01:29:47,090 01:29:48,675 I'll put in a call. I'll put in a call.
1611 01:29:48,842 01:29:50,010 You mind if I sit? You mind if I sit?
1612 01:29:51,803 01:29:52,804 Go ahead. Go ahead.
1613 01:30:01,021 01:30:02,621 Well, joking aside, I want to talk to you Well, joking aside, I want to talk to you
1614 01:30:02,647 01:30:04,125 about the question you asked me the other day. about the question you asked me the other day.
1615 01:30:04,149 01:30:05,349 About the point of confession. About the point of confession.
1616 01:30:05,942 01:30:06,943 Okay. Okay.
1617 01:30:07,027 01:30:08,445 Sometimes, kids come to see me, Sometimes, kids come to see me,
1618 01:30:08,528 01:30:10,006 and they wanna know what it all means. and they wanna know what it all means.
1619 01:30:10,030 01:30:11,740 And I usually quote the Bible, And I usually quote the Bible,
1620 01:30:11,823 01:30:13,617 allowing them to attach their own meaning. allowing them to attach their own meaning.
1621 01:30:15,243 01:30:16,578 Trust me. I know. Trust me. I know.
1622 01:30:19,331 01:30:21,374 But sometimes, a kid needs more. But sometimes, a kid needs more.
1623 01:30:21,541 01:30:23,919 Actually telling somebody our sins Actually telling somebody our sins
1624 01:30:24,085 01:30:26,755 is just an opportunity to admit that we are flawed. is just an opportunity to admit that we are flawed.
1625 01:30:27,255 01:30:29,215 You don't think we know we're flawed? You don't think we know we're flawed?
1626 01:30:29,299 01:30:30,300 Everyone's flawed. Everyone's flawed.
1627 01:30:30,467 01:30:32,177 But admitting our flaws, But admitting our flaws,
1628 01:30:33,094 01:30:37,724 that gives us the opportunity and the strength to face them. that gives us the opportunity and the strength to face them.
1629 01:30:39,267 01:30:41,227 And that's why we confess. And that's why we confess.
1630 01:30:45,941 01:30:47,359 I'm sorry I didn't tell you all this I'm sorry I didn't tell you all this
1631 01:30:47,400 01:30:49,069 before everything happened. before everything happened.
1632 01:30:49,402 01:30:51,488 But I had no idea what you were up against. But I had no idea what you were up against.
1633 01:30:52,864 01:30:53,865 Sure. Sure.
1634 01:30:54,407 01:30:56,534 You want to pray with me before I go? You want to pray with me before I go?
1635 01:30:56,952 01:30:59,204 What if I still don't believe in God? What if I still don't believe in God?
1636 01:30:59,871 01:31:00,872 Then I will pray. Then I will pray.
1637 01:31:00,956 01:31:02,350 But you need to take the time to think about But you need to take the time to think about
1638 01:31:02,374 01:31:03,750 what kind of person you wanna be. what kind of person you wanna be.
1639 01:31:03,917 01:31:06,962 At the very least, you need to believe in yourself. At the very least, you need to believe in yourself.
1640 01:31:13,218 01:31:14,719 Dear Father in heaven, Dear Father in heaven,
1641 01:31:15,512 01:31:18,765 please watch over Adam on his road to recovery. please watch over Adam on his road to recovery.
1642 01:31:24,562 01:31:25,563 Hi. Hi.
1643 01:31:25,647 01:31:26,687 I'm gonna wait downstairs. I'm gonna wait downstairs.
1644 01:31:26,815 01:31:27,983 Okay. Okay.
1645 01:31:31,152 01:31:33,029 They said you haven't been eating much, They said you haven't been eating much,
1646 01:31:33,113 01:31:35,031 so I thought you might want something fresh. so I thought you might want something fresh.
1647 01:31:36,199 01:31:37,909 They made me take all the skewers out. They made me take all the skewers out.
1648 01:31:37,993 01:31:40,120 It looked a lot better in the store. It looked a lot better in the store.
1649 01:31:42,998 01:31:44,040 No, thanks. No, thanks.
1650 01:31:45,875 01:31:47,460 How are you doing? How are you doing?
1651 01:31:47,836 01:31:49,337 How do I look? How do I look?
1652 01:31:57,470 01:31:58,638 This is temporary. This is temporary.
1653 01:31:59,222 01:32:02,976 No diploma, no culinary school. No diploma, no culinary school.
1654 01:32:04,436 01:32:05,687 It's over. It's over.
1655 01:32:06,980 01:32:08,189 This is my life now. This is my life now.
1656 01:32:08,356 01:32:10,442 That's not true. That's not true.
1657 01:32:13,778 01:32:16,239 You used to tell me to see myself You used to tell me to see myself
1658 01:32:16,322 01:32:18,450 as a person dealing with an illness as a person dealing with an illness
1659 01:32:20,285 01:32:22,787 but not become the illness itself. but not become the illness itself.
1660 01:32:23,955 01:32:25,790 But look at me. But look at me.
1661 01:32:26,791 01:32:28,376 I am looking at you, I am looking at you,
1662 01:32:29,127 01:32:30,754 and I see my son. and I see my son.
1663 01:32:31,880 01:32:33,631 Who I love more than anything. Who I love more than anything.
1664 01:32:36,801 01:32:39,387 Come on. You wanna go get something to eat downstairs? Come on. You wanna go get something to eat downstairs?
1665 01:32:39,512 01:32:41,514 No, I'm okay, but thank you. No, I'm okay, but thank you.
1666 01:32:59,991 01:33:01,117 See you later. See you later.
1667 01:33:02,368 01:33:03,453 Okay. Okay.
1668 01:33:13,838 01:33:15,924 Dear Sister Catherine, Dear Sister Catherine,
1669 01:33:16,091 01:33:18,718 I met Adam little over a year ago. I met Adam little over a year ago.
1670 01:33:19,177 01:33:21,805 I don't have much experience with kids, I don't have much experience with kids,
1671 01:33:22,388 01:33:25,433 but knowing Adam has taught me that being a parent but knowing Adam has taught me that being a parent
1672 01:33:25,558 01:33:27,560 means becoming what your children need most. means becoming what your children need most.
1673 01:33:28,770 01:33:30,980 Every step of the treatment has been reported. Every step of the treatment has been reported.
1674 01:33:31,564 01:33:34,067 Not because we were required to do so, Not because we were required to do so,
1675 01:33:34,234 01:33:36,861 but because it is in Adam's best interest but because it is in Adam's best interest
1676 01:33:36,945 01:33:38,947 to have the adults in his life to have the adults in his life
1677 01:33:39,114 01:33:40,740 be as informed as possible. be as informed as possible.
1678 01:33:45,495 01:33:48,331 Your threat to expel him is abusive, Your threat to expel him is abusive,
1679 01:33:48,414 01:33:50,083 and we will not tolerate it. and we will not tolerate it.
1680 01:33:50,250 01:33:52,710 Right now, my son needs me Right now, my son needs me
1681 01:33:52,794 01:33:55,380 to protect him from narrow-minded people to protect him from narrow-minded people
1682 01:33:55,547 01:33:56,881 motivated by fear. motivated by fear.
1683 01:33:57,048 01:34:00,510 I have faith that you will make a decision I have faith that you will make a decision
1684 01:34:00,677 01:34:03,346 that reflects the moral and spiritual integrity that reflects the moral and spiritual integrity
1685 01:34:03,513 01:34:04,953 - St. Agatha's is built upon. - Paul! - St. Agatha's is built upon. - Paul!
1686 01:34:05,682 01:34:08,351 Paul. Paul. Paul. Paul.
1687 01:34:15,608 01:34:16,943 I'm sorry. I'm sorry.
1688 01:34:17,902 01:34:19,154 It's okay. It's okay.
1689 01:34:19,821 01:34:20,989 It's okay. It's okay.
1690 01:34:25,285 01:34:27,787 I know you didn't sign up for this. I know you didn't sign up for this.
1691 01:34:28,621 01:34:30,290 I'm not going anywhere. I'm not going anywhere.
1692 01:34:31,875 01:34:34,335 I'm not trying to replace your dad. I'm not trying to replace your dad.
1693 01:34:35,003 01:34:36,754 No, I know. No, I know.
1694 01:34:37,422 01:34:38,882 But he was an asshole anyway. But he was an asshole anyway.
1695 01:34:41,634 01:34:43,761 I need you to take me somewhere. I need you to take me somewhere.
1696 01:34:43,928 01:34:46,306 What? Where? What? Where?
1697 01:34:47,599 01:34:48,766 Look, there is no cure, Look, there is no cure,
1698 01:34:48,850 01:34:50,560 and maybe one day, there will be, and maybe one day, there will be,
1699 01:34:50,727 01:34:54,564 but right now, I gotta work this out on my own terms. but right now, I gotta work this out on my own terms.
1700 01:34:54,731 01:34:56,441 And I can't do that here. And I can't do that here.
1701 01:34:57,400 01:35:00,403 Please, Mom, be with me Please, Mom, be with me
1702 01:35:01,446 01:35:02,906 on the same team. on the same team.
1703 01:35:04,073 01:35:05,074 Okay. Okay.
1704 01:35:06,159 01:35:07,160 Okay. Okay.
1705 01:35:07,869 01:35:08,870 - Okay. - Okay. - Okay. - Okay.
1706 01:35:08,995 01:35:10,830 All right. I'll go sign him out. All right. I'll go sign him out.
1707 01:35:10,997 01:35:11,998 Okay. Okay.
1708 01:35:12,999 01:35:14,000 Okay. Okay.
1709 01:35:14,125 01:35:15,126 Thank you. Thank you.
1710 01:35:19,047 01:35:20,673 That was when time stood still. That was when time stood still.
1711 01:35:20,840 01:35:22,759 A moment that came to define A moment that came to define
1712 01:35:22,842 01:35:24,761 that chapter of my adolescence. that chapter of my adolescence.
1713 01:35:24,928 01:35:26,971 And as I stood there with my feet touching And as I stood there with my feet touching
1714 01:35:27,055 01:35:29,057 the cold waters of Lake Owano, the cold waters of Lake Owano,
1715 01:35:29,224 01:35:30,808 I knew I could never go back again. I knew I could never go back again.
1716 01:35:30,892 01:35:31,893 Thank you. Thank you.
1717 01:35:36,022 01:35:37,941 Let's have another round of applause Let's have another round of applause
1718 01:35:38,024 01:35:40,026 for our Benchmark Exam finalists. for our Benchmark Exam finalists.
1719 01:35:45,907 01:35:48,701 Without further ado, may I present Without further ado, may I present
1720 01:35:48,910 01:35:53,790 St. Agatha's graduating class of 2020. St. Agatha's graduating class of 2020.
1721 01:35:56,584 01:35:58,336 Jordan Adler. Jordan Adler.
1722 01:36:00,129 01:36:01,381 Congratulations. Congratulations.
1723 01:36:01,547 01:36:02,715 Lisa Alliser. Lisa Alliser.
1724 01:36:08,388 01:36:10,306 Monica Atkinson. Monica Atkinson.
1725 01:36:12,016 01:36:13,351 Oh, my God. Oh, my God.
1726 01:36:19,983 01:36:21,818 What are you doing? What are you doing?
1727 01:36:22,610 01:36:24,070 I'm graduating. I'm graduating.
1728 01:36:30,285 01:36:31,411 Thank you. Thank you.
1729 01:36:32,412 01:36:33,538 Um... Um...
1730 01:36:34,372 01:36:36,249 Um, I'm sorry but there's one other essay Um, I'm sorry but there's one other essay
1731 01:36:36,332 01:36:38,918 that's been scheduled to be read. that's been scheduled to be read.
1732 01:36:40,461 01:36:42,171 Okay, that was a bold move. Okay, that was a bold move.
1733 01:36:46,134 01:36:47,719 Adam. Adam.
1734 01:36:49,887 01:36:51,055 Adam... Adam...
1735 01:36:54,309 01:36:57,645 You're not telling them anything, no. You're not telling them anything, no.
1736 01:36:57,770 01:36:58,938 Okay. Okay.
1737 01:37:09,449 01:37:10,950 Adam... Adam...
1738 01:37:17,415 01:37:18,416 No. No.
1739 01:37:18,791 01:37:22,045 Hi. I'm Adam. Hi. I'm Adam.
1740 01:37:23,087 01:37:26,049 - I'm here because... - Don't. - I'm here because... - Don't.
1741 01:37:26,132 01:37:28,176 I need my diploma. I need my diploma.
1742 01:37:29,510 01:37:31,929 Without it... Please, Adam. Without it... Please, Adam.
1743 01:37:32,096 01:37:33,931 I can't be the person I wanna be. I can't be the person I wanna be.
1744 01:37:34,974 01:37:36,059 Shut up. Shut up.
1745 01:37:37,894 01:37:40,271 And that's because I have schizophrenia. And that's because I have schizophrenia.
1746 01:37:47,320 01:37:49,447 You're ruining your mother's life, Adam. You're ruining your mother's life, Adam.
1747 01:37:52,617 01:37:54,827 It's a chemical disorder... It's a chemical disorder...
1748 01:37:54,994 01:37:56,412 This is why your father left. This is why your father left.
1749 01:37:56,579 01:37:57,580 In the brain. In the brain.
1750 01:37:57,747 01:38:00,249 And it makes you hear voices And it makes you hear voices
1751 01:38:00,416 01:38:03,252 and see things that aren't there. and see things that aren't there.
1752 01:38:04,003 01:38:05,338 It sucks. It sucks.
1753 01:38:05,630 01:38:06,714 You're terrified. You're terrified.
1754 01:38:06,839 01:38:08,383 You could just Google it. You could just Google it.
1755 01:38:08,633 01:38:10,343 You will always be terrified of me. You will always be terrified of me.
1756 01:38:11,969 01:38:14,347 I have people in my life I have people in my life
1757 01:38:14,680 01:38:17,225 who have been trying to help me. who have been trying to help me.
1758 01:38:17,392 01:38:20,645 People who've seen me as more than an illness. People who've seen me as more than an illness.
1759 01:38:21,104 01:38:22,730 But I pushed them away. But I pushed them away.
1760 01:38:22,855 01:38:28,653 I tried chasing this idea of being normal. I tried chasing this idea of being normal.
1761 01:38:29,237 01:38:30,780 Whatever that means. Whatever that means.
1762 01:38:34,700 01:38:37,203 Don't wanna end up on the bathroom walls, right? Don't wanna end up on the bathroom walls, right?
1763 01:38:38,579 01:38:40,623 You are who you are... You are who you are...
1764 01:38:45,545 01:38:48,005 The Benchmark Exam asked us The Benchmark Exam asked us
1765 01:38:48,714 01:38:51,008 to write about our greatest failure. to write about our greatest failure.
1766 01:38:52,468 01:38:56,222 And I wish that I could read my essay right now, And I wish that I could read my essay right now,
1767 01:38:56,639 01:38:59,308 but it was based on a lie. but it was based on a lie.
1768 01:39:02,603 01:39:06,023 My greatest failure, hands down, My greatest failure, hands down,
1769 01:39:06,566 01:39:10,194 has been hiding from the ones I love. has been hiding from the ones I love.
1770 01:39:12,321 01:39:14,198 For believing the voice in my head For believing the voice in my head
1771 01:39:14,365 01:39:16,033 when it tells me when it tells me
1772 01:39:17,660 01:39:19,495 I'm ruining their lives. I'm ruining their lives.
1773 01:39:22,248 01:39:25,835 For believing it when it tells me For believing it when it tells me
1774 01:39:26,002 01:39:28,754 I'm too defective to be loved by anyone. I'm too defective to be loved by anyone.
1775 01:39:31,090 01:39:35,470 You made me feel so many things. You made me feel so many things.
1776 01:39:39,348 01:39:41,934 And I wasn't ready to give that up. And I wasn't ready to give that up.
1777 01:39:44,437 01:39:47,190 I'm sorry you had to expel me I'm sorry you had to expel me
1778 01:39:47,356 01:39:49,567 because I didn't fit your picture of normalcy. because I didn't fit your picture of normalcy.
1779 01:39:50,568 01:39:52,403 But this is who I am. But this is who I am.
1780 01:39:54,822 01:39:56,240 This is who I am. This is who I am.
1781 01:39:56,949 01:40:00,953 I'm Adam. I have an illness, I'm Adam. I have an illness,
1782 01:40:01,162 01:40:04,290 but I'm not the illness itself. but I'm not the illness itself.
1783 01:40:09,337 01:40:10,338 Okay. Okay.
1784 01:40:17,845 01:40:18,930 Thank you. Thank you.
1785 01:40:41,661 01:40:42,662 Adam. Adam.
1786 01:40:57,927 01:41:00,137 Hey, I'm... I'm sorry about the hospital. Hey, I'm... I'm sorry about the hospital.
1787 01:41:00,304 01:41:01,406 No, I don't care about the hospital. No, I don't care about the hospital.
1788 01:41:01,430 01:41:03,266 - I was just in a bad place. - I know... - I was just in a bad place. - I know...
1789 01:41:03,349 01:41:04,409 And you have every right to hate me. And you have every right to hate me.
1790 01:41:04,433 01:41:05,577 - I don't hate you, okay? - And if you don't wanna - I don't hate you, okay? - And if you don't wanna
1791 01:41:05,601 01:41:06,602 -Stop! -Stop!
1792 01:41:08,020 01:41:09,647 Is that why you didn't tell me? Is that why you didn't tell me?
1793 01:41:11,232 01:41:13,359 Because you thought that I was gonna leave? Because you thought that I was gonna leave?
1794 01:41:15,027 01:41:16,237 Hey... Hey...
1795 01:41:16,904 01:41:18,030 Right here. Right here.
1796 01:41:18,239 01:41:20,616 - No. I'm just... - Then I don't... - No. I'm just... - Then I don't...
1797 01:41:20,783 01:41:22,034 I'm always gonna see things, I'm always gonna see things,
1798 01:41:22,159 01:41:24,161 and hear things that I shouldn't. and hear things that I shouldn't.
1799 01:41:24,870 01:41:26,914 And the drugs aren't always gonna work. And the drugs aren't always gonna work.
1800 01:41:27,039 01:41:29,625 And I'm sorry, but I can't put you through that. And I'm sorry, but I can't put you through that.
1801 01:41:32,503 01:41:33,921 I'm sorry. I'm sorry.
1802 01:41:34,255 01:41:35,298 Hey. Hey.
1803 01:41:35,464 01:41:37,341 Hey, hey. Hey, hey.
1804 01:41:38,217 01:41:39,987 What makes you think you get to make that decision What makes you think you get to make that decision
1805 01:41:40,011 01:41:41,012 on your own? on your own?
1806 01:41:42,305 01:41:43,973 I wasn't mad about the hospital. I wasn't mad about the hospital.
1807 01:41:44,640 01:41:45,891 Or that you lied to me. Or that you lied to me.
1808 01:41:46,058 01:41:47,059 Then why? Then why?
1809 01:41:48,811 01:41:50,479 You didn't let me choose. You didn't let me choose.
1810 01:41:51,564 01:41:54,233 You didn't give me a chance to stay. You didn't give me a chance to stay.
1811 01:41:55,818 01:41:57,153 Would you have? Would you have?
1812 01:42:00,072 01:42:01,657 I love you. I love you.
1813 01:42:04,285 01:42:07,747 Hey, there's never been a more explicit cue to kiss the girl. Hey, there's never been a more explicit cue to kiss the girl.
1814 01:42:16,339 01:42:17,423 Okay. Okay.
1815 01:42:21,177 01:42:22,678 Yes, yes, yes! Yes, yes, yes!
1816 01:42:22,845 01:42:24,930 Am I gonna sit here and tell you Am I gonna sit here and tell you
1817 01:42:25,097 01:42:28,851 that things like love and honesty can cure crazy? that things like love and honesty can cure crazy?
1818 01:42:29,018 01:42:30,269 No. No.
1819 01:42:30,436 01:42:32,271 But they sure can help. But they sure can help.
1820 01:42:32,688 01:42:33,689 For example, For example,
1821 01:42:33,856 01:42:37,526 my graduation speech earned St. Agatha's enough shitty PR my graduation speech earned St. Agatha's enough shitty PR
1822 01:42:37,693 01:42:39,236 for them to give me my diploma. for them to give me my diploma.
1823 01:42:39,695 01:42:41,739 That felt like a win for honesty. That felt like a win for honesty.
1824 01:42:42,323 01:42:44,241 And as for love, And as for love,
1825 01:42:45,326 01:42:47,078 my mom was right. my mom was right.
1826 01:42:48,371 01:42:50,289 I need the fingers. I need the fingers.
1827 01:42:50,623 01:42:52,041 You have to let people discover You have to let people discover
1828 01:42:52,124 01:42:54,877 all your dark and twisty places inside. all your dark and twisty places inside.
1829 01:42:55,127 01:42:57,254 She looks like you a little bit. She looks like you a little bit.
1830 01:42:57,421 01:42:59,715 These big cheeks. These big cheeks.
1831 01:42:59,799 01:43:01,008 See these cheeks... See these cheeks...
1832 01:43:08,015 01:43:11,352 Adam, come over here. Adam, come over here.
1833 01:43:18,943 01:43:20,820 Because those are the people Because those are the people
1834 01:43:20,903 01:43:22,571 that can show you what's real that can show you what's real
1835 01:43:22,738 01:43:24,824 when you can't see that for yourself. when you can't see that for yourself.
1836 01:43:25,950 01:43:28,244 It can be the beginning of everything. It can be the beginning of everything.
1837 01:43:28,994 01:43:30,121 If you let it. If you let it.
1838 01:43:30,621 01:43:32,665 - Yeah. All right, no. Stop. - You do. - Yeah. All right, no. Stop. - You do.