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1 00:00:01,044 00:00:02,979 Previously on "The Path"... Previously on "The Path"...
2 00:00:03,003 00:00:07,026 We need to purge this movement of darkness, of Steve. We need to purge this movement of darkness, of Steve.
3 00:00:07,050 00:00:09,463 - How? - We tell everyone. - How? - We tell everyone.
4 00:00:09,487 00:00:11,335 - The end is gonna be in Bali. - The end is gonna be in Bali.
5 00:00:11,359 00:00:13,511 - Who told you about Bali? - I saw it. - Who told you about Bali? - I saw it.
6 00:00:13,535 00:00:16,296 - What if you came to work for me? - What if you came to work for me?
7 00:00:16,320 00:00:18,081 I want you on the team when I run for Governor. I want you on the team when I run for Governor.
8 00:00:18,105 00:00:19,647 - I'm getting you out of here. Come on. - I'm getting you out of here. Come on.
9 00:00:19,671 00:00:21,127 - Look, I-I can't. - Look, I-I can't.
10 00:00:21,151 00:00:22,591 - What is wrong with you? - Don't... - What is wrong with you? - Don't...
11 00:00:24,633 00:00:27,351 - We have to cut off ties and end the trip to Bali. - We have to cut off ties and end the trip to Bali.
12 00:00:27,375 00:00:30,049 - You won't get better unless you leave this place. - You won't get better unless you leave this place.
13 00:00:30,073 00:00:32,660 If you don't get better, I can't love you. If you don't get better, I can't love you.
14 00:00:32,684 00:00:37,100 - Eddie, I believe in you. I believe in this movement. - Eddie, I believe in you. I believe in this movement.
15 00:00:37,124 00:00:38,405 I would destroy everything I would destroy everything
16 00:00:38,429 00:00:40,973 I worked so fucking hard to put behind me! I worked so fucking hard to put behind me!
17 00:00:40,997 00:00:43,193 - Steve needs to be written out of Revelation. - Steve needs to be written out of Revelation.
18 00:00:43,217 00:00:45,021 - The Movement won't survive. - The Movement won't survive.
19 00:00:45,045 00:00:47,284 - They are not here for Steve. They are here for me. - They are not here for Steve. They are here for me.
20 00:00:47,308 00:00:50,156 - No, I can't let you do that. I won't let you do that. - No, I can't let you do that. I won't let you do that.
21 00:01:00,060 00:01:07,070 ♪ ♪
22 00:01:38,272 00:01:41,512 - I have lived without you, Light, for so long, - I have lived without you, Light, for so long,
23 00:01:41,536 00:01:44,384 without your love, without your warmth, without your love, without your warmth,
24 00:01:44,408 00:01:50,173 but I beg you now... come back to me. but I beg you now... come back to me.
25 00:01:50,197 00:01:52,327 Come back to me. Come back to me.
26 00:01:53,983 00:01:56,962 - Give me strength. - Give me strength.
27 00:01:56,986 00:02:00,183 Give me conviction. Give me conviction.
28 00:02:00,207 00:02:03,708 - Light that was taken from me... - Light that was taken from me...
29 00:02:06,387 00:02:11,107 Or left me to suffer alone... ♪ Or left me to suffer alone... ♪
30 00:02:11,131 00:02:16,416 - That has given me hope... ♪ - That has given me hope... ♪
31 00:02:16,440 00:02:18,244 And reason. And reason.
32 00:02:18,268 00:02:22,727 ♪ ♪
33 00:02:22,751 00:02:26,209 - Come back to me now. - Come back to me now.
34 00:02:26,233 00:02:28,515 Come back to me. Come back to me.
35 00:02:28,539 00:02:35,289 ♪ ♪
36 00:02:57,351 00:03:00,286 - Let me do right by you now. - Let me do right by you now.
37 00:03:06,316 00:03:09,600 ♪ ♪
38 00:03:13,236 00:03:14,692 - Thank you for everything. - Thank you for everything.
39 00:03:14,716 00:03:17,260 - We've been preparing for so long. - We've been preparing for so long.
40 00:03:17,284 00:03:19,566 - I can't believe it's finally almost here. - I can't believe it's finally almost here.
41 00:03:19,590 00:03:21,220 - Well, you've done amazing. - Well, you've done amazing.
42 00:03:21,244 00:03:23,135 Are you going to Bali with him? Are you going to Bali with him?
43 00:03:23,159 00:03:25,529 I'd come just to... Bali is no longer happening. I'd come just to... Bali is no longer happening.
44 00:03:27,772 00:03:29,402 Yeah, um... Yeah, um...
45 00:03:29,426 00:03:31,056 we're no longer gonna open a center there. we're no longer gonna open a center there.
46 00:03:31,080 00:03:33,170 The trip has been canceled. The trip has been canceled.
47 00:03:35,302 00:03:39,325 - Did I just hear you say that Eddie won't be going to Bali? - Did I just hear you say that Eddie won't be going to Bali?
48 00:03:39,349 00:03:41,458 But isn't that where your mother had the vision? But isn't that where your mother had the vision?
49 00:03:41,482 00:03:43,286 I thought that that's why we were here, I thought that that's why we were here,
50 00:03:43,310 00:03:46,724 to celebrate and plan. to celebrate and plan.
51 00:03:46,748 00:03:49,578 We just heard that Bali isn't happening? We just heard that Bali isn't happening?
52 00:03:57,498 00:04:00,738 - The Movement's upcoming trip... - The Movement's upcoming trip...
53 00:04:00,762 00:04:04,785 has been temporarily... canceled. has been temporarily... canceled.
54 00:04:04,809 00:04:07,527 - But that's where you saw it happen. - But that's where you saw it happen.
55 00:04:07,551 00:04:09,181 Tell us what this means. Tell us what this means.
56 00:04:09,205 00:04:11,314 Does this mean we have to keep waiting? Does this mean we have to keep waiting?
57 00:04:11,338 00:04:13,359 You said it would happen in our lifetime. You said it would happen in our lifetime.
58 00:04:13,383 00:04:16,580 - We're the ones to build the new world. - We're the ones to build the new world.
59 00:04:22,566 00:04:24,588 ♪ ♪
60 00:04:24,612 00:04:26,154 - Lilith... - Lilith...
61 00:04:26,178 00:04:29,375 assure them, as you always assure me. assure them, as you always assure me.
62 00:04:29,399 00:04:33,423 ♪ ♪
63 00:04:33,447 00:04:36,121 - The Movement will grow. - The Movement will grow.
64 00:04:36,145 00:04:37,644 The son will die. The son will die.
65 00:04:37,668 00:04:42,823 And the cleanse... the cleanse will come. And the cleanse... the cleanse will come.
66 00:04:42,847 00:04:46,479 ♪ ♪
67 00:04:49,506 00:04:56,596 ♪ ♪
68 00:04:59,473 00:05:01,842 - How is he? - He misses you. - How is he? - He misses you.
69 00:05:01,866 00:05:03,801 - I put his Sophie in here, diapers. - I put his Sophie in here, diapers.
70 00:05:03,825 00:05:05,281 He ate about an hour ago, He ate about an hour ago,
71 00:05:05,305 00:05:06,586 so he should be good till 11:00. so he should be good till 11:00.
72 00:05:06,610 00:05:08,327 Hey! Hey!
73 00:05:10,266 00:05:12,462 You got something at the compound tonight? You got something at the compound tonight?
74 00:05:12,486 00:05:13,898 - Revelation. - Revelation.
75 00:05:13,922 00:05:15,943 - What's that? Uh, actually, you know what? - What's that? Uh, actually, you know what?
76 00:05:15,967 00:05:17,641 Uh, don't tell me. Uh, don't tell me.
77 00:05:17,665 00:05:19,643 Um, just put him in day care when you have to go, Um, just put him in day care when you have to go,
78 00:05:19,667 00:05:20,948 and I'll pick him up after work. and I'll pick him up after work.
79 00:05:20,972 00:05:22,472 - Okay. How's the job? - Okay. How's the job?
80 00:05:22,496 00:05:24,256 - Good. - Good. - Good. - Good.
81 00:05:24,280 00:05:26,476 - How are you? - How are you?
82 00:05:26,500 00:05:28,826 - Hanging in. - Hanging in.
83 00:05:28,850 00:05:30,784 - You know I didn't want to leave you, but... - You know I didn't want to leave you, but...
84 00:05:30,808 00:05:32,525 - No... - I-I can't just keep going... - No... - I-I can't just keep going...
85 00:05:32,549 00:05:33,961 - No, no, no, no... - And going and never getting... - No, no, no, no... - And going and never getting...
86 00:05:33,985 00:05:36,399 - No, I-I get it. I-I get it. I know. - No, I-I get it. I-I get it. I know.
87 00:05:36,423 00:05:37,733 I know. I know.
88 00:05:39,948 00:05:42,579 Hey, look, c-come on the merry-go-round with us. Hey, look, c-come on the merry-go-round with us.
89 00:05:42,603 00:05:44,494 - I'm late for work. - Come on. Just one ride. - I'm late for work. - Come on. Just one ride.
90 00:05:44,518 00:05:45,669 It'll be fun. It'll be fun.
91 00:05:45,693 00:05:47,366 - Fun? - Yeah. - Fun? - Yeah.
92 00:05:47,390 00:05:49,847 - Nothing in my life is fun right now. - Nothing in my life is fun right now.
93 00:05:49,871 00:05:52,458 I live in a Holiday Inn. My heart is broken. I live in a Holiday Inn. My heart is broken.
94 00:05:52,482 00:05:54,591 And I actually like my job, and I'm going to be late, And I actually like my job, and I'm going to be late,
95 00:05:54,615 00:05:56,225 and I... and I...
96 00:05:57,444 00:06:00,510 I don't want to get reeled back into you. I don't want to get reeled back into you.
97 00:06:00,534 00:06:02,512 - I promise, you won't. - I promise, you won't.
98 00:06:02,536 00:06:05,297 ♪ ♪
99 00:06:05,321 00:06:06,951 I want you to be happy, Mary. I want you to be happy, Mary.
100 00:06:06,975 00:06:09,562 I really... I really do. I really... I really do.
101 00:06:09,586 00:06:15,699 ♪ ♪
102 00:06:15,723 00:06:17,527 Look, come on. Look, come on.
103 00:06:17,551 00:06:19,355 Come on, come on, come on. Come on, come on, come on.
104 00:06:19,379 00:06:22,488 ♪ ♪
105 00:06:22,512 00:06:23,794 Hello, sir. Hello, sir.
106 00:06:23,818 00:06:26,274 Uh, three... three tickets, please. Uh, three... three tickets, please.
107 00:06:26,298 00:06:27,406 Thank you. Thank you.
108 00:06:27,430 00:06:28,799 Here, oh, let me take your bag. Here, oh, let me take your bag.
109 00:06:28,823 00:06:30,453 Oh, my God, this thing weighs a ton. Oh, my God, this thing weighs a ton.
110 00:06:30,477 00:06:31,584 Come on, come on. Come on, come on.
111 00:06:53,674 00:06:57,001 ♪ ♪
112 00:06:57,025 00:06:58,785 Okay. Okay.
113 00:06:58,809 00:07:05,899 ♪ ♪
114 00:07:10,908 00:07:16,716 ♪ ♪
115 00:07:20,004 00:07:22,374 Look, look, look, look. Look, look, look, look.
116 00:07:24,748 00:07:27,379 Yeah. Yeah.
117 00:07:27,403 00:07:34,386 ♪ ♪
118 00:07:36,978 00:07:39,913 - I'm going to tell the membership at Revelation... - I'm going to tell the membership at Revelation...
119 00:07:39,937 00:07:41,480 everything. everything.
120 00:07:41,504 00:07:43,482 - People will have a lot of questions. - People will have a lot of questions.
121 00:07:43,506 00:07:46,833 You're the only one who can say what happened on Huayna Picchu, You're the only one who can say what happened on Huayna Picchu,
122 00:07:46,857 00:07:51,490 whether Steve saw a Ladder... or not. whether Steve saw a Ladder... or not.
123 00:07:51,514 00:07:53,927 - Are you kidding me? - Are you kidding me?
124 00:07:53,951 00:07:57,017 This is bullshit. This is utter and total crap. This is bullshit. This is utter and total crap.
125 00:07:57,041 00:07:58,584 - It's not, Mom. - It's not, Mom.
126 00:07:58,608 00:08:00,499 - Steve was one of my closest friends. - Steve was one of my closest friends.
127 00:08:00,523 00:08:02,327 More than a friend... he was family. More than a friend... he was family.
128 00:08:02,351 00:08:03,981 - You know, I didn't want it to be true either. - You know, I didn't want it to be true either.
129 00:08:04,005 00:08:05,635 - I'm going. Let's go, let's go. - I'm going. Let's go, let's go.
130 00:08:05,659 00:08:07,637 - Who have you become? - Who have you become?
131 00:08:07,661 00:08:09,943 This is why you put me in France... This is why you put me in France...
132 00:08:09,967 00:08:11,597 - No, Felicia. - No, Felicia.
133 00:08:11,621 00:08:13,469 - So you could put together this story. - So you could put together this story.
134 00:08:13,493 00:08:15,819 - This isn't a story. - This isn't a story.
135 00:08:15,843 00:08:18,822 - I saw him climb The Ladder. - I saw him climb The Ladder.
136 00:08:18,846 00:08:20,737 I tried to climb after. I tried to climb after.
137 00:08:20,761 00:08:23,348 - Yeah, that's what you've told us. - Yeah, that's what you've told us.
138 00:08:23,372 00:08:27,483 - I will not let you be abused like this, Felicia. Let's go. - I will not let you be abused like this, Felicia. Let's go.
139 00:08:27,507 00:08:29,833 - I know what happened, - I know what happened,
140 00:08:29,857 00:08:31,574 and I'm the only one left and I'm the only one left
141 00:08:31,598 00:08:34,577 who can defend against these lies, who can defend against these lies,
142 00:08:34,601 00:08:36,579 and I will do that. and I will do that.
143 00:08:36,603 00:08:40,017 - Your word is the only one that doesn't fit. - Your word is the only one that doesn't fit.
144 00:08:40,041 00:08:42,498 - This is for you. - This is for you.
145 00:08:42,522 00:08:44,500 This is self-serving. - I started this. This is self-serving. - I started this.
146 00:08:44,524 00:08:46,850 I found Lilith. I discovered The Hypoxian Cleanse... I found Lilith. I discovered The Hypoxian Cleanse...
147 00:08:46,874 00:08:50,593 - And that. Allegations that Steve abused Cal? - And that. Allegations that Steve abused Cal?
148 00:08:50,617 00:08:52,638 Steve was the only father that boy ever had. Steve was the only father that boy ever had.
149 00:08:52,662 00:08:54,771 - No, we are not naming names. - No, we are not naming names.
150 00:08:54,795 00:08:56,468 - I just hope he's in on this, - I just hope he's in on this,
151 00:08:56,492 00:08:58,470 because if you're using him for your smear... because if you're using him for your smear...
152 00:08:58,494 00:08:59,863 - You know what? That's enough. - You know what? That's enough.
153 00:08:59,887 00:09:02,387 This is painful for all of us. This is painful for all of us.
154 00:09:02,411 00:09:03,736 It's why I couldn't see Summer in the play. It's why I couldn't see Summer in the play.
155 00:09:03,760 00:09:05,564 It is why I left The Movement. It is why I left The Movement.
156 00:09:05,588 00:09:07,914 And none of us wants to believe that this is true, And none of us wants to believe that this is true,
157 00:09:07,938 00:09:09,437 but it is, but it is,
158 00:09:09,461 00:09:11,178 and the sooner that we accept it, and the sooner that we accept it,
159 00:09:11,202 00:09:13,050 we can move forward as a community. we can move forward as a community.
160 00:09:13,074 00:09:14,704 - The community will see through this. - The community will see through this.
161 00:09:14,728 00:09:17,620 Look, I promised... Look, I promised...
162 00:09:17,644 00:09:20,666 a Ladder to Enlightenment that is illuminated... a Ladder to Enlightenment that is illuminated...
163 00:09:20,690 00:09:22,538 - Let's go. - By Transparency. - Let's go. - By Transparency.
164 00:09:22,562 00:09:24,975 And that is what I intend to give. And that is what I intend to give.
165 00:09:24,999 00:09:27,412 - This will backfire. - This will backfire.
166 00:09:27,436 00:09:29,457 You'll lose everyone. You'll lose everyone.
167 00:09:37,098 00:09:38,858 - All right... - All right...
168 00:09:38,882 00:09:40,686 buses are gonna be here at 4:00 buses are gonna be here at 4:00
169 00:09:40,710 00:09:42,993 to pick us up, take us to the compound. to pick us up, take us to the compound.
170 00:09:43,017 00:09:44,734 - What's this Revelation thing about? - What's this Revelation thing about?
171 00:09:44,758 00:09:46,866 - I am as in the dark as you guys. - I am as in the dark as you guys.
172 00:09:46,890 00:09:49,608 All I know is my dad said it's important. All I know is my dad said it's important.
173 00:09:49,632 00:09:50,827 He wants us all to be there, He wants us all to be there,
174 00:09:50,851 00:09:52,480 and he's gonna tell us something. and he's gonna tell us something.
175 00:09:52,504 00:09:53,917 - Uh, I have plans tonight. - Cancel them. - Uh, I have plans tonight. - Cancel them.
176 00:09:53,941 00:09:56,049 - It's probably about the rumors. - It's probably about the rumors.
177 00:09:56,073 00:09:58,791 - Everybody saw Cal in that TV show. He killed it. - Everybody saw Cal in that TV show. He killed it.
178 00:09:58,815 00:10:00,837 - That doesn't mean that people don't believe that article. - That doesn't mean that people don't believe that article.
179 00:10:00,861 00:10:02,142 - Do you think we're shutting down? - Do you think we're shutting down?
180 00:10:02,166 00:10:03,666 - Of course not. - Of course not.
181 00:10:03,690 00:10:05,232 - Because I heard Eddie disappeared again. - Because I heard Eddie disappeared again.
182 00:10:05,256 00:10:06,886 - Okay, guys, here's the deal... - Okay, guys, here's the deal...
183 00:10:06,910 00:10:09,149 My dad is The Guardian of The Light. My dad is The Guardian of The Light.
184 00:10:09,173 00:10:11,674 He says to be somewhere, we go. He says to be somewhere, we go.
185 00:10:11,698 00:10:12,849 Unless any of you happen to Unless any of you happen to
186 00:10:12,873 00:10:14,720 commune directly with The Light? commune directly with The Light?
187 00:10:14,744 00:10:16,722 Jeremy? Jeremy?
188 00:10:16,746 00:10:18,637 Cassie? Cassie?
189 00:10:18,661 00:10:20,770 You guys need... You guys need...
190 00:10:20,794 00:10:24,121 Revelation more than anybody else. Revelation more than anybody else.
191 00:10:24,145 00:10:25,688 If you guys aren't there tonight, If you guys aren't there tonight,
192 00:10:25,712 00:10:27,842 don't bother coming back here tomorrow. don't bother coming back here tomorrow.
193 00:10:30,151 00:10:32,631 See you on the bus. See you on the bus.
194 00:10:38,028 00:10:40,638 - Yes? Who is it? - Yes? Who is it?
195 00:10:41,902 00:10:43,749 - Hey. - Hey.
196 00:10:43,773 00:10:46,534 Uh, you got a minute? Uh, you got a minute?
197 00:10:46,558 00:10:48,145 - Not really. - Not really.
198 00:10:51,041 00:10:52,976 So, um... So, um...
199 00:10:53,000 00:10:57,720 Gede, he decided to pull out of setting us up in Bali. Gede, he decided to pull out of setting us up in Bali.
200 00:10:57,744 00:11:00,636 You wouldn't know anything about that, would you? You wouldn't know anything about that, would you?
201 00:11:00,660 00:11:01,811 - I killed it. - I killed it.
202 00:11:01,835 00:11:03,856 - Why? - Why?
203 00:11:03,880 00:11:05,162 Because of your mother? Because of your mother?
204 00:11:05,186 00:11:07,164 - Eddie, I'm really mad at you, - Eddie, I'm really mad at you,
205 00:11:07,188 00:11:08,992 but I also don't want you dead. but I also don't want you dead.
206 00:11:10,582 00:11:12,112 You still believe in her. You still believe in her.
207 00:11:14,761 00:11:16,739 - I don't know what I believe in, - I don't know what I believe in,
208 00:11:16,763 00:11:20,743 but I just know that I didn't want to take any chances. but I just know that I didn't want to take any chances.
209 00:11:20,767 00:11:27,706 - Um... look, Vera, I'm... I'm sorry... - Um... look, Vera, I'm... I'm sorry...
210 00:11:27,730 00:11:29,839 about what happened with us. about what happened with us.
211 00:11:29,863 00:11:31,188 - Yeah. - Yeah.
212 00:11:31,212 00:11:33,233 Me... me too. Me... me too.
213 00:11:33,257 00:11:35,845 - Are you still a Meyerist? - Are you still a Meyerist?
214 00:11:35,869 00:11:38,804 - I'm thankful to The Meyerist Movement - I'm thankful to The Meyerist Movement
215 00:11:38,828 00:11:42,329 for helping me get out of a very dangerous cult for helping me get out of a very dangerous cult
216 00:11:42,353 00:11:44,663 that is my mother. that is my mother.
217 00:11:47,663 00:11:50,250 - Why don't you come back - Why don't you come back
218 00:11:50,274 00:11:52,731 to work with us... to work with us...
219 00:11:52,755 00:11:56,866 as a Meyerist or as a secular person? as a Meyerist or as a secular person?
220 00:11:56,890 00:11:58,980 - Why would I do that? - Why would I do that?
221 00:12:00,067 00:12:03,176 - Because I am sure you're trying to figure out - Because I am sure you're trying to figure out
222 00:12:03,200 00:12:05,788 what you are going to do next, what you are going to do next,
223 00:12:05,812 00:12:08,747 and you liked working with us. and you liked working with us.
224 00:12:08,771 00:12:12,316 Plus, The Movement is going to need you. Plus, The Movement is going to need you.
225 00:12:12,340 00:12:15,580 - Why? Why... why would The Movement need me? - Why? Why... why would The Movement need me?
226 00:12:15,604 00:12:17,582 - I am planning to reveal - I am planning to reveal
227 00:12:17,606 00:12:19,845 everything that I've learned about your mother everything that I've learned about your mother
228 00:12:19,869 00:12:22,892 and Steve... about who he was, and Steve... about who he was,
229 00:12:22,916 00:12:27,026 what he stole, how he abused, what he stole, how he abused,
230 00:12:27,050 00:12:30,073 and then I am going to start over. and then I am going to start over.
231 00:12:32,186 00:12:33,903 You want my... You want my...
232 00:12:33,927 00:12:36,627 last piece of professional advice? last piece of professional advice?
233 00:12:38,105 00:12:39,909 Don't do it. Don't do it.
234 00:12:41,717 00:12:44,783 Well, it's... going to happen, Well, it's... going to happen,
235 00:12:44,807 00:12:47,351 tonight at Revelation. tonight at Revelation.
236 00:12:47,375 00:12:50,180 - Why can't Revelation be about acknowledging - Why can't Revelation be about acknowledging
237 00:12:50,204 00:12:52,965 how far everyone's come, optimism and future? how far everyone's come, optimism and future?
238 00:12:52,989 00:12:54,924 Just let the past stay in the past. Just let the past stay in the past.
239 00:12:54,948 00:12:57,622 - Because Steve needs to be purged. - Because Steve needs to be purged.
240 00:12:57,646 00:12:59,058 - Steve chose you, Eddie. - Steve chose you, Eddie.
241 00:12:59,082 00:13:01,800 - No, he chose me to erase him. - No, he chose me to erase him.
242 00:13:01,824 00:13:03,193 - This is not going to erase him. - This is not going to erase him.
243 00:13:03,217 00:13:05,673 This is all anyone will ever talk about. This is all anyone will ever talk about.
244 00:13:05,697 00:13:07,675 - Then why don't you help me make sure that - Then why don't you help me make sure that
245 00:13:07,699 00:13:09,329 that is not the case? that is not the case?
246 00:13:09,353 00:13:15,292 Vera... help me rebuild. Vera... help me rebuild.
247 00:13:18,319 00:13:23,019 ♪ ♪
248 00:13:31,114 00:13:32,831 - Thank you for meeting me here. - Thank you for meeting me here.
249 00:13:32,855 00:13:34,441 - Of course. What is it? - Of course. What is it?
250 00:13:34,465 00:13:36,443 And... and why here? And... and why here?
251 00:13:36,467 00:13:39,707 - I know you're afraid, Lilith. - I know you're afraid, Lilith.
252 00:13:39,731 00:13:41,971 - I'm not. - You are. - I'm not. - You are.
253 00:13:41,995 00:13:43,929 And I wanted to offer myself. And I wanted to offer myself.
254 00:13:43,953 00:13:45,931 - Offer yourself? - Offer yourself?
255 00:13:45,955 00:13:49,761 - When my wife was killed, there seemed little to live for - When my wife was killed, there seemed little to live for
256 00:13:49,785 00:13:53,896 but the hope you gave me of a better world. but the hope you gave me of a better world.
257 00:13:53,920 00:13:55,985 - You've been so good to me. - You've been so good to me.
258 00:13:56,009 00:13:59,162 Everything I've seen over the years Everything I've seen over the years
259 00:13:59,186 00:14:01,186 has come to be true. has come to be true.
260 00:14:02,754 00:14:04,907 I-I don't understand what it means I-I don't understand what it means
261 00:14:04,931 00:14:08,780 when someone alters the future like Vera has. when someone alters the future like Vera has.
262 00:14:08,804 00:14:10,347 I... I...
263 00:14:10,371 00:14:12,784 I don't... I don't know what happens next. I don't... I don't know what happens next.
264 00:14:12,808 00:14:14,873 - Maybe it wasn't Bali. - Maybe it wasn't Bali.
265 00:14:14,897 00:14:17,006 Maybe Bali doesn't matter. Maybe Bali doesn't matter.
266 00:14:17,030 00:14:19,965 In your vision, could you see who it was that shot him? In your vision, could you see who it was that shot him?
267 00:14:19,989 00:14:21,793 - No. - No.
268 00:14:21,817 00:14:23,012 - Why not me, then? - Why not me, then?
269 00:14:23,036 00:14:24,709 - Do you even know how to use a gun? - Do you even know how to use a gun?
270 00:14:29,390 00:14:36,440 ♪ ♪
271 00:14:46,059 00:14:47,819 - You aren't the one to do it. - You aren't the one to do it.
272 00:14:47,843 00:14:50,082 ♪ ♪
273 00:14:50,106 00:14:51,997 - Your cancer's not getting better. - Your cancer's not getting better.
274 00:14:52,021 00:14:53,738 ♪ ♪
275 00:14:53,762 00:14:57,916 The last MRI shows it's now in your liver and lungs. The last MRI shows it's now in your liver and lungs.
276 00:14:57,940 00:15:01,180 There are so many ways to fight it, and we will do that, There are so many ways to fight it, and we will do that,
277 00:15:01,204 00:15:03,966 but we can't lose you before the end. but we can't lose you before the end.
278 00:15:03,990 00:15:06,403 We can't do it without you. We can't do it without you.
279 00:15:06,427 00:15:13,410 ♪ ♪
280 00:15:13,434 00:15:15,020 I'm supposed to speak at I'm supposed to speak at
281 00:15:15,044 00:15:16,979 at this EcoFaith Initiative tomorrow. at this EcoFaith Initiative tomorrow.
282 00:15:17,003 00:15:19,155 It's a faith-based environmental group. It's a faith-based environmental group.
283 00:15:19,179 00:15:21,418 I don't know how those two things aren't contradictory. I don't know how those two things aren't contradictory.
284 00:15:21,442 00:15:23,333 But if we can get the wackos on board But if we can get the wackos on board
285 00:15:23,357 00:15:26,267 with some of the science around climate change, I'm for it. with some of the science around climate change, I'm for it.
286 00:15:27,883 00:15:30,470 I'm sorry, did I offend you with the, uh, "wackos" thing? I'm sorry, did I offend you with the, uh, "wackos" thing?
287 00:15:30,494 00:15:33,299 - No, you didn't. - So I'm boring you. Great. - No, you didn't. - So I'm boring you. Great.
288 00:15:33,323 00:15:34,822 Can't even keep your attention. Can't even keep your attention.
289 00:15:34,846 00:15:36,085 How am I gonna win over this group How am I gonna win over this group
290 00:15:36,109 00:15:37,956 of tree-hugging Christians of tree-hugging Christians
291 00:15:37,980 00:15:39,392 who probably already think I'm an unrepentant sinner? who probably already think I'm an unrepentant sinner?
292 00:15:39,416 00:15:41,177 - You're nothing of the sort. - You're nothing of the sort.
293 00:15:41,201 00:15:43,962 You're just a flawed human being like the rest of us, You're just a flawed human being like the rest of us,
294 00:15:43,986 00:15:46,008 seeking redemption. seeking redemption.
295 00:15:46,032 00:15:48,271 We all are. We all are.
296 00:15:48,295 00:15:50,229 - Hmm. - Hmm.
297 00:15:50,253 00:15:52,275 You okay? You okay?
298 00:15:52,299 00:15:54,364 - I don't want to talk about my personal life. - I don't want to talk about my personal life.
299 00:15:54,388 00:15:56,105 - Okay. - Okay.
300 00:15:56,129 00:15:58,194 But I didn't ask. But I didn't ask.
301 00:15:58,218 00:16:01,327 - I will help you talk to the Green Christians. - I will help you talk to the Green Christians.
302 00:16:01,351 00:16:03,025 I'm all over it. I'm all over it.
303 00:16:03,049 00:16:06,289 You know, I'm just going through, um... You know, I'm just going through, um...
304 00:16:06,313 00:16:08,117 My life is, uh, changing... My life is, uh, changing...
305 00:16:08,141 00:16:10,162 Fuck. You know what? It is... it's so stuffy in here. Fuck. You know what? It is... it's so stuffy in here.
306 00:16:10,186 00:16:11,947 Could we get some air? Could we get some air?
307 00:16:11,971 00:16:13,470 - Yeah, sorry, they sealed those off a while ago. - Yeah, sorry, they sealed those off a while ago.
308 00:16:13,494 00:16:15,298 I think they thought I was gonna jump. I think they thought I was gonna jump.
309 00:16:15,322 00:16:16,603 Or maybe someone from my staff. Or maybe someone from my staff.
310 00:16:16,627 00:16:18,301 Hey, you know what? I got an idea. Hey, you know what? I got an idea.
311 00:16:18,325 00:16:19,302 Come with me. Come with me.
312 00:16:19,326 00:16:21,434 Here, take your coat. Here, take your coat.
313 00:16:25,071 00:16:26,483 - Wow. - Wow.
314 00:16:26,507 00:16:28,006 - Right? - Right?
315 00:16:28,030 00:16:30,095 Not bad as far as fresh air goes. Not bad as far as fresh air goes.
316 00:16:30,119 00:16:32,054 I mean... I mean...
317 00:16:32,078 00:16:34,578 it's not a remote island in the Caribbean, it's not a remote island in the Caribbean,
318 00:16:34,602 00:16:36,449 but it's an island... but it's an island...
319 00:16:36,473 00:16:38,234 slightly more populated. slightly more populated.
320 00:16:38,258 00:16:40,540 - I didn't take you for a guy that went up on the roof. - I didn't take you for a guy that went up on the roof.
321 00:16:40,564 00:16:42,499 Little "head in the clouds," don't you think? Little "head in the clouds," don't you think?
322 00:16:42,523 00:16:46,613 - Hey, I have my moments of contemplation and perspective. - Hey, I have my moments of contemplation and perspective.
323 00:16:48,050 00:16:51,029 And I come up here to day-drink. And I come up here to day-drink.
324 00:16:51,053 00:16:53,103 Away from prying eyes. Away from prying eyes.
325 00:16:56,363 00:16:58,515 - I left him... Cal... - I left him... Cal...
326 00:16:58,539 00:17:00,517 Or I don't know, we're separated. Or I don't know, we're separated.
327 00:17:00,541 00:17:02,519 It's all very confusing. It's all very confusing.
328 00:17:02,543 00:17:05,174 But, um... at least I'll have more time, But, um... at least I'll have more time,
329 00:17:05,198 00:17:07,611 I guess, to focus. I guess, to focus.
330 00:17:07,635 00:17:09,455 - I'm sorry. - I'm sorry.
331 00:17:11,073 00:17:12,529 Oh... Oh...
332 00:17:14,076 00:17:18,665 Um, I want... Can I... - I'll take a hug. Um, I want... Can I... - I'll take a hug.
333 00:17:18,689 00:17:20,599 I consent to a hug. I consent to a hug.
334 00:17:24,304 00:17:26,369 - Uh, you'll be okay. - Uh, you'll be okay.
335 00:17:26,393 00:17:28,458 - Can I do something truly awful? - Can I do something truly awful?
336 00:17:28,482 00:17:30,155 - I think so. - I think so.
337 00:17:30,179 00:17:32,114 - I haven't smoked in two years, - I haven't smoked in two years,
338 00:17:32,138 00:17:34,203 and I bought a cigarette off a homeless person this morning, and I bought a cigarette off a homeless person this morning,
339 00:17:34,227 00:17:36,074 and I really want to smoke it. and I really want to smoke it.
340 00:17:36,098 00:17:38,207 Well, smoke! Well, smoke!
341 00:17:38,231 00:17:40,209 Environment be damned! Environment be damned!
342 00:17:43,236 00:17:44,517 ♪ ♪
343 00:17:44,541 00:17:46,302 What's that? What's that?
344 00:17:46,326 00:17:49,305 ♪ ♪
345 00:17:49,329 00:17:52,221 Is everything okay? Is everything okay?
346 00:17:52,245 00:17:54,571 I-I-I have to go... I-I-I have to go...
347 00:17:54,595 00:17:57,226 back to the compound. - Okay. back to the compound. - Okay.
348 00:17:57,250 00:17:59,228 Can I help in any way? - I need a car. Can I help in any way? - I need a car.
349 00:17:59,252 00:18:00,446 - Okay. - Okay.
350 00:18:00,470 00:18:03,210 ♪ ♪
351 00:18:33,329 00:18:35,612 - She's been sitting like that for hours, - She's been sitting like that for hours,
352 00:18:35,636 00:18:39,050 just staring out the window. just staring out the window.
353 00:18:39,074 00:18:41,574 - Did anything happen after I left this morning? - Did anything happen after I left this morning?
354 00:18:41,598 00:18:43,489 - After you destroyed us? - After you destroyed us?
355 00:18:43,513 00:18:45,143 No. No.
356 00:18:45,167 00:18:47,997 She's been like that since we came home. She's been like that since we came home.
357 00:18:57,223 00:18:58,548 - Felicia? - Felicia?
358 00:18:58,572 00:19:00,332 - Should I call a doctor? - Should I call a doctor?
359 00:19:00,356 00:19:03,205 - Just give me a minute. - Just give me a minute.
360 00:19:03,229 00:19:05,424 - She's gone into some kind of shock. - She's gone into some kind of shock.
361 00:19:05,448 00:19:11,300 - Is there something... Whatever it is, - Is there something... Whatever it is,
362 00:19:11,324 00:19:14,041 we will get through it, I promise you, we will get through it, I promise you,
363 00:19:14,065 00:19:16,392 but you need to tell me. but you need to tell me.
364 00:19:16,416 00:19:18,307 - What are you doing, Sarah? - What are you doing, Sarah?
365 00:19:18,331 00:19:20,309 - We need to finish this. - We need to finish this.
366 00:19:20,333 00:19:22,659 - We were doing 7R. - We were doing 7R.
367 00:19:22,683 00:19:25,096 - Yes. - Yes.
368 00:19:25,120 00:19:27,794 - Reflective. - Reflective.
369 00:19:27,818 00:19:30,667 Everything is revealed. Everything is revealed.
370 00:19:30,691 00:19:35,324 - 115... 94. - 115... 94.
371 00:19:35,348 00:19:37,195 - Concentrate. - Concentrate.
372 00:19:37,219 00:19:40,198 You must be able to recite it backwards and forwards. You must be able to recite it backwards and forwards.
373 00:19:40,222 00:19:48,222 - 115... 94, 76, 54, 32, 12, 15... 7. - 115... 94, 76, 54, 32, 12, 15... 7.
374 00:19:50,276 00:19:52,341 - Forward. Free yourself of delusions. - Forward. Free yourself of delusions.
375 00:19:52,365 00:20:00,349 - 7, 15, 12, 32, 54, 76, 94, 115. - 7, 15, 12, 32, 54, 76, 94, 115.
376 00:20:00,373 00:20:02,394 115, 94, 76, 54, 32... 115, 94, 76, 54, 32...
377 00:20:02,418 00:20:06,442 He told us that he struggled... He told us that he struggled...
378 00:20:08,076 00:20:10,359 That he was ill. That he was ill.
379 00:20:10,383 00:20:13,318 He said he had unnatural thoughts He said he had unnatural thoughts
380 00:20:13,342 00:20:15,233 that haunted him. that haunted him.
381 00:20:16,824 00:20:18,802 - Thoughts about children? - Thoughts about children?
382 00:20:18,826 00:20:20,369 ♪ ♪
383 00:20:20,393 00:20:22,240 Thoughts about Cal? Thoughts about Cal?
384 00:20:22,264 00:20:24,808 - I didn't know about Cal specifically. - I didn't know about Cal specifically.
385 00:20:24,832 00:20:27,245 - Oh, God. - Oh, God.
386 00:20:27,269 00:20:29,204 - We tried to reconcile, - We tried to reconcile,
387 00:20:29,228 00:20:31,249 to make sense of why The Light to make sense of why The Light
388 00:20:31,273 00:20:34,426 would choose someone so laden with Transgress would choose someone so laden with Transgress
389 00:20:34,450 00:20:36,428 to be our messenger. to be our messenger.
390 00:20:38,324 00:20:40,824 - Silas was there? Silas knew, too. - Silas was there? Silas knew, too.
391 00:20:40,848 00:20:42,608 - Then we understood. - Then we understood.
392 00:20:42,632 00:20:46,090 The Light was testing us. The Light was testing us.
393 00:20:46,114 00:20:48,179 It was testing our faith. It was testing our faith.
394 00:20:50,161 00:20:52,575 We worked with him. We worked with him.
395 00:20:52,599 00:20:55,534 ♪ ♪
396 00:20:55,558 00:20:58,233 We wouldn't give up until we had cured him. We wouldn't give up until we had cured him.
397 00:20:58,257 00:20:59,756 ♪ ♪
398 00:20:59,780 00:21:01,627 - You didn't cure him. - You didn't cure him.
399 00:21:01,651 00:21:05,196 ♪ ♪
400 00:21:05,220 00:21:07,154 - We didn't know what we know now - We didn't know what we know now
401 00:21:07,178 00:21:09,766 about that sort of thing. about that sort of thing.
402 00:21:09,790 00:21:12,247 We thought we could make him well. We thought we could make him well.
403 00:21:12,271 00:21:14,901 We thought The Light would make him well. We thought The Light would make him well.
404 00:21:14,925 00:21:16,425 ♪ ♪
405 00:21:16,449 00:21:19,254 We thought it had. We thought it had.
406 00:21:19,278 00:21:21,343 I didn't know that he had acted on it. I didn't know that he had acted on it.
407 00:21:21,367 00:21:23,301 I didn't know. I didn't know.
408 00:21:23,325 00:21:25,216 ♪ ♪
409 00:21:27,460 00:21:29,438 - Hello? - Is Cal there at Revelation? - Hello? - Is Cal there at Revelation?
410 00:21:29,462 00:21:30,874 Can you see him? Can you see him?
411 00:21:30,898 00:21:32,876 - Uh, no, I-I haven't gone yet. - Uh, no, I-I haven't gone yet.
412 00:21:32,900 00:21:34,878 ♪ ♪
413 00:21:34,902 00:21:36,445 - He's gonna kill himself, - He's gonna kill himself,
414 00:21:36,469 00:21:37,794 and Eddie's not answering his phone. and Eddie's not answering his phone.
415 00:21:37,818 00:21:39,274 - Why would you say that? - Why would you say that?
416 00:21:39,298 00:21:40,927 - He wrote a fucking note... - He wrote a fucking note...
417 00:21:40,951 00:21:42,538 "In a place where they won't find the body, "In a place where they won't find the body,
418 00:21:42,562 00:21:44,191 and it will seem like I've disappeared." and it will seem like I've disappeared."
419 00:21:44,215 00:21:45,802 He doesn't want me to deal... or... or Forest. He doesn't want me to deal... or... or Forest.
420 00:21:45,826 00:21:48,239 I-I-I need you to help me, please. I-I-I need you to help me, please.
421 00:21:48,263 00:21:49,371 Please help me. Please help me.
422 00:21:49,395 00:21:52,615 ♪ ♪
423 00:22:14,898 00:22:17,486 - Hey. Glad you made it. - Hey. Glad you made it.
424 00:22:17,510 00:22:19,705 - I hear he's gonna say something epic tonight. - I hear he's gonna say something epic tonight.
425 00:22:19,729 00:22:21,968 Let's... let's hope so. Let's... let's hope so.
426 00:22:21,992 00:22:23,666 - We're gonna be forced to face ourselves, - We're gonna be forced to face ourselves,
427 00:22:23,690 00:22:25,276 really face ourselves. really face ourselves.
428 00:22:25,300 00:22:27,350 That's what Eddie Lane gives us. That's what Eddie Lane gives us.
429 00:22:42,535 00:22:44,426 - Hey. - Hey. - Hey. - Hey.
430 00:22:44,450 00:22:46,515 - It's almost time. - It's almost time.
431 00:22:46,539 00:22:47,951 - Yeah. - Yeah.
432 00:22:47,975 00:22:50,693 - We would have been in Bali tonight. - We would have been in Bali tonight.
433 00:22:50,717 00:22:53,696 It might have been your last night on Earth. It might have been your last night on Earth.
434 00:22:55,417 00:22:56,873 We'll never know. We'll never know.
435 00:22:56,897 00:22:59,005 - Don't do this. - Don't do this.
436 00:22:59,029 00:23:01,443 - Vera... - I know. - Vera... - I know.
437 00:23:01,467 00:23:03,923 I know you think I am crazy I know you think I am crazy
438 00:23:03,947 00:23:06,404 for believing my mother, but I do. for believing my mother, but I do.
439 00:23:06,428 00:23:09,494 She is a force of anger and revenge, She is a force of anger and revenge,
440 00:23:09,518 00:23:13,498 and that is real and very powerful. and that is real and very powerful.
441 00:23:13,522 00:23:16,414 But you, Eddie, you're... you're hope, But you, Eddie, you're... you're hope,
442 00:23:16,438 00:23:18,982 and the world needs hope right now. and the world needs hope right now.
443 00:23:21,748 00:23:23,595 Please don't destroy this. Please don't destroy this.
444 00:23:23,619 00:23:29,819 ♪ ♪
445 00:23:35,849 00:23:38,436 ♪ ♪
446 00:23:40,419 00:23:47,429 ♪ ♪
447 00:24:03,354 00:24:10,454 ♪ ♪
448 00:24:46,528 00:24:48,114 - Hey, thank you. - Hey, thank you.
449 00:24:48,138 00:24:50,813 You know, I want to... I want to thank everyone You know, I want to... I want to thank everyone
450 00:24:50,837 00:24:53,816 for coming out tonight. for coming out tonight.
451 00:24:53,840 00:24:56,558 For those of you who've been with us a long time, For those of you who've been with us a long time,
452 00:24:56,582 00:24:59,996 I'm sure you're wondering what Revelation is I'm sure you're wondering what Revelation is
453 00:25:00,020 00:25:02,738 and where it came from. and where it came from.
454 00:25:02,762 00:25:06,698 Well, that's the nature of a Revelation. Well, that's the nature of a Revelation.
455 00:25:06,722 00:25:08,570 It strikes without warning. It strikes without warning.
456 00:25:08,594 00:25:13,096 It breaks the way we see the world entirely. It breaks the way we see the world entirely.
457 00:25:13,120 00:25:17,579 Well, that's what we are going to do tonight. Well, that's what we are going to do tonight.
458 00:25:17,603 00:25:21,539 We as a community who seek Truth, We as a community who seek Truth,
459 00:25:21,563 00:25:24,455 we are going to acknowledge the past we are going to acknowledge the past
460 00:25:24,479 00:25:27,719 and cleanse the wrongs. and cleanse the wrongs.
461 00:25:47,110 00:25:49,741 - Some things have come to light - Some things have come to light
462 00:25:49,765 00:25:53,049 about Dr. Steven Meyer, about Dr. Steven Meyer,
463 00:25:53,073 00:25:58,733 things that will be difficult to reconcile. things that will be difficult to reconcile.
464 00:26:03,518 00:26:07,542 But at the end of all this, I ask you to trust But at the end of all this, I ask you to trust
465 00:26:07,566 00:26:12,111 that I was chosen for a reason. that I was chosen for a reason.
466 00:26:12,135 00:26:16,899 Even though the man who chose me... Even though the man who chose me...
467 00:26:16,923 00:26:20,467 may have failed you, I will not. may have failed you, I will not.
468 00:26:20,491 00:26:22,731 Together, we'll face our demons Together, we'll face our demons
469 00:26:22,755 00:26:24,428 and reconcile the past. and reconcile the past.
470 00:26:24,452 00:26:26,473 - What are you doing here? - Mary called me. - What are you doing here? - Mary called me.
471 00:26:26,497 00:26:27,953 She said you wanted to kill yourself She said you wanted to kill yourself
472 00:26:27,977 00:26:29,651 in a place that no one would find you, in a place that no one would find you,
473 00:26:29,675 00:26:32,654 and this is the first place that I thought of. and this is the first place that I thought of.
474 00:26:32,678 00:26:34,917 She's very upset, Cal. She's very upset, Cal.
475 00:26:34,941 00:26:36,919 - It'd be better for her in the long run, and Forest. - It'd be better for her in the long run, and Forest.
476 00:26:36,943 00:26:38,442 - Why? - Sarah... - Why? - Sarah...
477 00:26:38,466 00:26:39,965 - You have to talk to me. - You have to talk to me.
478 00:26:39,989 00:26:41,663 - I'm not talking to you about this. You need to go. - I'm not talking to you about this. You need to go.
479 00:26:41,687 00:26:43,012 - Why would it be better for Mary to lose you? - Why would it be better for Mary to lose you?
480 00:26:43,036 00:26:44,753 - I should be in the ground. - I should be in the ground.
481 00:26:44,777 00:26:46,929 I killed someone, and I could do it again, believe me. I killed someone, and I could do it again, believe me.
482 00:26:46,953 00:26:49,018 I thought about, uh, killing you and Eddie. I thought about, uh, killing you and Eddie.
483 00:26:49,042 00:26:50,759 - But you didn't... - God, just... - But you didn't... - God, just...
484 00:26:50,783 00:26:52,543 - And you wouldn't. - Get out of here, Sarah. - And you wouldn't. - Get out of here, Sarah.
485 00:26:52,567 00:26:54,023 - No, Forest, he needs you. - I-I'm asking you to go. - No, Forest, he needs you. - I-I'm asking you to go.
486 00:26:54,047 00:26:55,241 - No, Cal. - No, Cal.
487 00:26:55,265 00:26:56,852 - Let me do this the way I want. - Let me do this the way I want.
488 00:26:56,876 00:26:58,114 That's all I ask. - Your son needs his father. That's all I ask. - Your son needs his father.
489 00:26:58,138 00:26:59,594 I'm not a fucking father, Sarah! I'm not a fucking father, Sarah!
490 00:26:59,618 00:27:00,856 - Yes, you are. I've seen you. - Yes, you are. I've seen you.
491 00:27:00,880 00:27:02,248 - What... what, carrying him around? - What... what, carrying him around?
492 00:27:02,272 00:27:03,859 Feeding him? Anyone can do that. Feeding him? Anyone can do that.
493 00:27:03,883 00:27:06,122 - No, that's not true. - God, you have no idea! - No, that's not true. - God, you have no idea!
494 00:27:06,146 00:27:08,646 No idea! No idea!
495 00:27:08,670 00:27:10,996 - I don't. I'm sorry. I didn't mean to... - I don't. I'm sorry. I didn't mean to...
496 00:27:11,020 00:27:13,608 I know you suffer, I know you suffer,
497 00:27:13,632 00:27:15,784 but I also know how good you are. but I also know how good you are.
498 00:27:15,808 00:27:17,873 - I... uh, I'm sick. - I... uh, I'm sick.
499 00:27:17,897 00:27:19,614 Uh, alcoholic salesman... Uh, alcoholic salesman...
500 00:27:19,638 00:27:21,006 - No. - And it'll catch to them. - No. - And it'll catch to them.
501 00:27:21,030 00:27:22,660 It already has. - No, I don't believe you. It already has. - No, I don't believe you.
502 00:27:22,684 00:27:23,966 I have known you since I was a child. I have known you since I was a child.
503 00:27:23,990 00:27:25,532 - You didn't know me. - You didn't know me.
504 00:27:25,556 00:27:27,143 I was already ruined. I was already ruined.
505 00:27:27,167 00:27:29,145 - No, I didn't know what was happening, that's true, - No, I didn't know what was happening, that's true,
506 00:27:29,169 00:27:30,973 but I-I knew you. - Just go, Sarah. but I-I knew you. - Just go, Sarah.
507 00:27:30,997 00:27:32,888 - I wanted to be around you. - I wanted to be around you.
508 00:27:32,912 00:27:34,498 I-I loved you. I-I loved you.
509 00:27:34,522 00:27:35,978 - Yeah, and look what I did to you. - Yeah, and look what I did to you.
510 00:27:36,002 00:27:37,719 - Anything that I did, I did to myself. - Anything that I did, I did to myself.
511 00:27:37,743 00:27:40,156 - Pl... please... please stop this. I need this. - Pl... please... please stop this. I need this.
512 00:27:40,180 00:27:44,160 - I called you earlier this year. - I called you earlier this year.
513 00:27:44,184 00:27:48,164 I was in... a ton of pain, I was in... a ton of pain,
514 00:27:48,188 00:27:50,688 and you were the only one and you were the only one
515 00:27:50,712 00:27:52,298 I could ask for help. I could ask for help.
516 00:27:52,322 00:27:53,996 - Yeah, because I was the only one - Yeah, because I was the only one
517 00:27:54,020 00:27:56,172 fucked up enough to understand. - Maybe. fucked up enough to understand. - Maybe.
518 00:27:56,196 00:27:58,522 What's so bad about that, huh? What's so bad about that, huh?
519 00:27:58,546 00:28:01,264 What's so bad about having the capacity to understand What's so bad about having the capacity to understand
520 00:28:01,288 00:28:04,963 someone else who is so steeped in self-loathing? someone else who is so steeped in self-loathing?
521 00:28:04,987 00:28:06,922 I don't know... I don't know...
522 00:28:06,946 00:28:10,708 what it is for someone to take my innocence, what it is for someone to take my innocence,
523 00:28:10,732 00:28:15,713 to destroy every sense... of normalcy, to destroy every sense... of normalcy,
524 00:28:15,737 00:28:17,236 of how you get over that, of how you get over that,
525 00:28:17,260 00:28:20,196 of how you have any sense of how to make a life. of how you have any sense of how to make a life.
526 00:28:20,220 00:28:24,069 But I do know that the ugliness that you feel inside of you, But I do know that the ugliness that you feel inside of you,
527 00:28:24,093 00:28:26,071 it's not you. it's not you.
528 00:28:26,095 00:28:29,161 - It is me, Sarah. - It's them. - It is me, Sarah. - It's them.
529 00:28:29,185 00:28:34,863 Your mom... your dad, Steve... It is me. Your mom... your dad, Steve... It is me.
530 00:28:34,887 00:28:38,649 - It is not you. - It is not you.
531 00:28:38,673 00:28:40,303 - I just... I just want to get over it. - I just... I just want to get over it.
532 00:28:40,327 00:28:42,827 I just want... I want to be over it. I just want... I want to be over it.
533 00:28:42,851 00:28:45,569 I need to be over it. I need to be over it.
534 00:28:45,593 00:28:47,832 This isn't the way, okay? This isn't the way, okay?
535 00:28:47,856 00:28:49,747 - This isn't the way. - This isn't the way.
536 00:28:52,905 00:28:54,665 Not this way. Not this way.
537 00:28:54,689 00:28:57,320 I just need to be over it. I just need to be over it.
538 00:28:57,344 00:28:59,017 - Not this way. - Not this way.
539 00:28:59,041 00:29:02,064 ♪ ♪
540 00:29:02,088 00:29:05,589 - We have uncovered... - We have uncovered...
541 00:29:05,613 00:29:09,724 some early diaries of Steve's... some early diaries of Steve's...
542 00:29:12,141 00:29:14,206 Diaries that were written Diaries that were written
543 00:29:14,230 00:29:18,384 long before his climb on Huayna Picchu. long before his climb on Huayna Picchu.
544 00:29:18,408 00:29:20,952 Now, these journals, Now, these journals,
545 00:29:20,976 00:29:23,346 they had another writer. they had another writer.
546 00:29:23,370 00:29:25,740 This writer This writer
547 00:29:25,764 00:29:28,655 was the first person to have the vision was the first person to have the vision
548 00:29:28,679 00:29:31,093 of The Ladder. of The Ladder.
549 00:29:31,117 00:29:32,834 - Does this mean the Jackson Neill article is real? - Does this mean the Jackson Neill article is real?
550 00:29:32,858 00:29:35,837 - No, the Jackson Neill article - No, the Jackson Neill article
551 00:29:35,861 00:29:38,927 was filled with half-truths with the intent to harm, okay? was filled with half-truths with the intent to harm, okay?
552 00:29:38,951 00:29:40,711 What I am telling you now What I am telling you now
553 00:29:40,735 00:29:43,975 is everything you need to know to be the strongest, is everything you need to know to be the strongest,
554 00:29:43,999 00:29:49,198 most powerful version of The Light. most powerful version of The Light.
555 00:29:49,222 00:29:52,070 The first vision of The Ladder The first vision of The Ladder
556 00:29:52,094 00:29:57,032 was had by Lilith Assan back in 1973. was had by Lilith Assan back in 1973.
557 00:29:57,056 00:29:58,729 ♪ ♪
558 00:29:58,753 00:30:01,950 That was a year before Steve made his climb. That was a year before Steve made his climb.
559 00:30:01,974 00:30:04,953 Now, that led me down a path Now, that led me down a path
560 00:30:04,977 00:30:08,130 of investigation into Dr. Meyer's life. of investigation into Dr. Meyer's life.
561 00:30:08,154 00:30:09,914 - Does this mean this Lilith woman - Does this mean this Lilith woman
562 00:30:09,938 00:30:12,177 is the true prophet of The Light? is the true prophet of The Light?
563 00:30:15,161 00:30:17,704 - No. No. - No. No.
564 00:30:17,728 00:30:23,885 I am the prophet... ♪ I am the prophet... ♪
565 00:30:23,909 00:30:25,800 The son. The son.
566 00:30:25,824 00:30:27,453 ♪ ♪
567 00:30:27,477 00:30:31,849 I am... the one. I am... the one.
568 00:30:31,873 00:30:33,313 - Mom? - Mom?
569 00:30:38,010 00:30:40,249 ♪ ♪
570 00:30:43,885 00:30:47,299 ♪ ♪
571 00:30:47,323 00:30:48,735 - Cal. - Cal.
572 00:30:48,759 00:30:51,086 - No! Hey! - No! Hey!
573 00:30:53,852 00:30:55,307 ♪ ♪
574 00:30:55,331 00:30:56,787 - Cal! - Cal!
575 00:30:56,811 00:31:03,861 ♪ ♪
576 00:31:39,985 00:31:41,876 Gaby... Gaby...
577 00:31:44,511 00:31:48,041 I still believe there's a reason for all this. I still believe there's a reason for all this.
578 00:31:49,255 00:31:51,945 I do. I have no choice. I do. I have no choice.
579 00:31:53,389 00:31:58,936 There has to be, even for Steve. There has to be, even for Steve.
580 00:31:58,960 00:32:01,069 - Of course there's a reason. - Of course there's a reason.
581 00:32:03,182 00:32:04,942 - Why'd she do it? - Why'd she do it?
582 00:32:04,966 00:32:09,773 - She was a very ill woman... ♪ - She was a very ill woman... ♪
583 00:32:09,797 00:32:12,994 Who had a lot of damage through her life. Who had a lot of damage through her life.
584 00:32:13,018 00:32:15,170 - Did she want her to die? - Did she want her to die?
585 00:32:15,194 00:32:17,912 - No. - She wanted Daddy to die? - No. - She wanted Daddy to die?
586 00:32:17,936 00:32:20,392 ♪ ♪
587 00:32:20,416 00:32:21,437 - Yes. - Yes.
588 00:32:21,461 00:32:24,048 ♪ ♪
589 00:32:24,072 00:32:26,181 - Vera saved your life? - Vera saved your life?
590 00:32:26,205 00:32:27,834 ♪ ♪
591 00:32:27,858 00:32:30,054 - Yes. - Yes.
592 00:32:30,078 00:32:31,882 She saved my life. She saved my life.
593 00:32:31,906 00:32:35,538 - Will other people try and shoot at us? - Will other people try and shoot at us?
594 00:32:35,562 00:32:38,062 - Hey... - Hey...
595 00:32:38,086 00:32:41,283 I'm going to do everything in my power I'm going to do everything in my power
596 00:32:41,307 00:32:46,027 to make sure that nobody ever shoots at us again. to make sure that nobody ever shoots at us again.
597 00:32:46,051 00:32:47,463 Okay? Okay?
598 00:32:47,487 00:32:51,554 ♪ ♪
599 00:32:51,578 00:32:53,469 - Because of the contracts we had your people sign, - Because of the contracts we had your people sign,
600 00:32:53,493 00:32:56,080 you are safe from most of these lawsuits, you are safe from most of these lawsuits,
601 00:32:56,104 00:32:57,386 but I will take you through them but I will take you through them
602 00:32:57,410 00:32:58,996 so you understand what's on the table. so you understand what's on the table.
603 00:32:59,020 00:33:00,476 - Lawsuits... - Lawsuits...
604 00:33:00,500 00:33:03,000 We were just shot at a week ago. We were just shot at a week ago.
605 00:33:03,024 00:33:04,915 Someone very close to us just died. Someone very close to us just died.
606 00:33:04,939 00:33:07,004 Who the fuck is filing lawsuits? Who the fuck is filing lawsuits?
607 00:33:07,028 00:33:09,964 - Parents of Novices, Rodrigo and Smith. - Parents of Novices, Rodrigo and Smith.
608 00:33:09,988 00:33:11,487 - All right, they're... they're... They're... they're done. - All right, they're... they're... They're... they're done.
609 00:33:11,511 00:33:13,968 Out, okay? Fuck them and their parents. Out, okay? Fuck them and their parents.
610 00:33:13,992 00:33:15,491 - And there are two active Meyerists - And there are two active Meyerists
611 00:33:15,515 00:33:17,493 who are suing for emotional distress, who are suing for emotional distress,
612 00:33:17,517 00:33:19,103 but both signed the waiver. but both signed the waiver.
613 00:33:19,127 00:33:20,626 - Can I sue them back? - Can I sue them back?
614 00:33:20,650 00:33:23,281 Well, you can sue anyone. I mean... Well, you can sue anyone. I mean...
615 00:33:23,305 00:33:25,849 - I want to take on the IRS, okay? - I want to take on the IRS, okay?
616 00:33:25,873 00:33:27,372 I want religious status. I want religious status.
617 00:33:27,396 00:33:29,157 No more fucking cult. No more fucking cult.
618 00:33:29,181 00:33:32,551 - Mr. Lane, you've just been through a huge trauma. - Mr. Lane, you've just been through a huge trauma.
619 00:33:32,575 00:33:34,510 I would advise any client I would advise any client
620 00:33:34,534 00:33:36,338 who has gone through what you've gone through who has gone through what you've gone through
621 00:33:36,362 00:33:38,166 to just take a few weeks to... to just take a few weeks to...
622 00:33:38,190 00:33:41,125 - Few weeks to what? - Few weeks to what?
623 00:33:41,149 00:33:42,387 - Grieve. - Grieve.
624 00:33:42,411 00:33:44,389 Right. Right.
625 00:33:44,413 00:33:46,522 What are you, my therapist? What are you, my therapist?
626 00:33:46,546 00:33:49,133 Or are you my fucking lawyer? Or are you my fucking lawyer?
627 00:33:49,157 00:33:51,266 - As your lawyer, I'm not sure this is the right time - As your lawyer, I'm not sure this is the right time
628 00:33:51,290 00:33:53,398 to take on the IRS. to take on the IRS.
629 00:33:53,422 00:33:56,097 The Jackson Neill article is still fresh. The Jackson Neill article is still fresh.
630 00:33:56,121 00:33:57,402 His book will be out in the spring, His book will be out in the spring,
631 00:33:57,426 00:33:59,056 and there was a shooting at your campus and there was a shooting at your campus
632 00:33:59,080 00:34:00,666 that is in every paper. that is in every paper.
633 00:34:00,690 00:34:04,322 - And we are going to double... - And we are going to double...
634 00:34:04,346 00:34:07,238 triple our membership by next year. triple our membership by next year.
635 00:34:07,262 00:34:11,068 Threats will rise, and I have to protect them. Threats will rise, and I have to protect them.
636 00:34:11,092 00:34:15,072 First step is getting religious recognition. First step is getting religious recognition.
637 00:34:15,096 00:34:17,118 If you don't want to go against the IRS, If you don't want to go against the IRS,
638 00:34:17,142 00:34:21,412 then I am sure I can find another lawyer who will. then I am sure I can find another lawyer who will.
639 00:34:22,973 00:34:24,560 - I'm your lawyer. - I'm your lawyer.
640 00:34:24,584 00:34:28,216 - And as for Jackson Neill's forthcoming book... - And as for Jackson Neill's forthcoming book...
641 00:34:28,240 00:34:31,132 kill it. kill it.
642 00:34:39,207 00:34:41,403 I read Vera's mother hated the religion. I read Vera's mother hated the religion.
643 00:34:41,427 00:34:43,187 They're threatened by us. They're threatened by us.
644 00:34:43,211 00:34:45,407 - What else was Eddie going to say at Revelation? - What else was Eddie going to say at Revelation?
645 00:34:45,431 00:34:48,236 - Steve wasn't the first to climb The Ladder. - Steve wasn't the first to climb The Ladder.
646 00:34:48,260 00:34:50,107 A woman climbed it before him. A woman climbed it before him.
647 00:34:50,131 00:34:51,674 - I-I don't think his actual words - I-I don't think his actual words
648 00:34:51,698 00:34:53,328 at this point are as important. at this point are as important.
649 00:34:53,352 00:34:55,069 - Why? Of course they are. - Why? Of course they are.
650 00:34:55,093 00:34:56,548 - My parents think we're all gonna get killed. - My parents think we're all gonna get killed.
651 00:34:56,572 00:34:58,420 - My parents are suing. - My parents are suing.
652 00:34:58,444 00:35:01,292 - Vera just died for this religion... - Vera just died for this religion...
653 00:35:01,316 00:35:05,296 because she loved The Light more than herself, because she loved The Light more than herself,
654 00:35:05,320 00:35:08,125 and that threatened her mother so much and that threatened her mother so much
655 00:35:08,149 00:35:10,171 that she tried to kill my dad. that she tried to kill my dad.
656 00:35:10,195 00:35:12,608 So it's a little hard for me to hear you guys talk So it's a little hard for me to hear you guys talk
657 00:35:12,632 00:35:15,462 about going home and suing. about going home and suing.
658 00:35:21,771 00:35:23,731 I've lost a lot this year... I've lost a lot this year...
659 00:35:25,166 00:35:30,539 My grandfather, my... But this, My grandfather, my... But this,
660 00:35:30,563 00:35:32,483 this loss... this loss...
661 00:35:35,437 00:35:37,657 It makes me want to fight back. It makes me want to fight back.
662 00:35:39,093 00:35:41,158 And I think that's what my dad was talking about And I think that's what my dad was talking about
663 00:35:41,182 00:35:42,333 at Revelation... at Revelation...
664 00:35:44,359 00:35:47,512 That we should have the courage to look into the stories That we should have the courage to look into the stories
665 00:35:47,536 00:35:50,515 that our fathers tell us that our fathers tell us
666 00:35:50,539 00:35:52,256 and not just take them as fact, and not just take them as fact,
667 00:35:52,280 00:35:54,563 but develop our own ideas, but develop our own ideas,
668 00:35:54,587 00:35:56,391 our own perspectives our own perspectives
669 00:35:56,415 00:35:58,306 and strive for authenticity and strive for authenticity
670 00:35:58,330 00:36:00,177 and... and not just... and... and not just...
671 00:36:00,201 00:36:03,702 - I know a guy that didn't have the courage to do that... - I know a guy that didn't have the courage to do that...
672 00:36:03,726 00:36:06,246 not at first, at any rate... not at first, at any rate...
673 00:36:07,817 00:36:10,666 'Cause... 'cause it can be a terrifying thing to do. 'Cause... 'cause it can be a terrifying thing to do.
674 00:36:13,606 00:36:16,237 But he's glad he did, 'cause... But he's glad he did, 'cause...
675 00:36:16,261 00:36:20,328 if he didn't... it would've killed him. if he didn't... it would've killed him.
676 00:36:20,352 00:36:23,635 ♪ ♪
677 00:36:23,659 00:36:25,463 - Well, there you have it. - Well, there you have it.
678 00:36:25,487 00:36:26,812 ♪ ♪
679 00:36:26,836 00:36:30,251 If you want to go home... ♪ If you want to go home... ♪
680 00:36:30,275 00:36:31,513 Go home. Go home.
681 00:36:31,537 00:36:33,384 You might be happier there. You might be happier there.
682 00:36:33,408 00:36:35,212 ♪ ♪
683 00:36:35,236 00:36:37,780 But you might find that it's not... But you might find that it's not...
684 00:36:37,804 00:36:40,043 your home anymore. your home anymore.
685 00:36:40,067 00:36:43,742 But if you're here... ♪ But if you're here... ♪
686 00:36:43,766 00:36:46,092 Be here. Be here.
687 00:36:46,116 00:36:50,271 Let us honor Vera Stephens Let us honor Vera Stephens
688 00:36:50,295 00:36:54,057 by being as dedicated to The Movement as she was. by being as dedicated to The Movement as she was.
689 00:36:54,081 00:37:01,181 ♪ ♪
690 00:37:13,666 00:37:15,426 - Hey. Thank you for coming. - Hey. Thank you for coming.
691 00:37:15,450 00:37:16,645 - Fuck you. - Fuck you.
692 00:37:16,669 00:37:18,734 Five minutes. Five minutes.
693 00:37:18,758 00:37:21,432 - Uh... uh, well, let me, um... - Uh... uh, well, let me, um...
694 00:37:21,456 00:37:22,781 You want some tea? You want some tea?
695 00:37:22,805 00:37:24,522 - No, you begged me to come over. - No, you begged me to come over.
696 00:37:24,546 00:37:26,307 I'm really mad. - Uh, you have every right... I'm really mad. - Uh, you have every right...
697 00:37:26,331 00:37:27,699 - You know, you scared the shit out of me. - You know, you scared the shit out of me.
698 00:37:27,723 00:37:29,223 - I'm so sorry. - And I went there, - I'm so sorry. - And I went there,
699 00:37:29,247 00:37:30,441 and I thought that you were dead, and I thought that you were dead,
700 00:37:30,465 00:37:32,138 but it was Vera, and I saw her face. but it was Vera, and I saw her face.
701 00:37:32,162 00:37:35,098 And it was awful. - I'm so... so... I'm so sorry. And it was awful. - I'm so... so... I'm so sorry.
702 00:37:35,122 00:37:36,621 - I'm here for Forest, - I'm here for Forest,
703 00:37:36,645 00:37:38,406 so just tell me what you needed to say in person so just tell me what you needed to say in person
704 00:37:38,430 00:37:39,755 and not over the phone. and not over the phone.
705 00:37:39,779 00:37:41,278 - No, it's... well, it's not that I... - No, it's... well, it's not that I...
706 00:37:41,302 00:37:42,497 It couldn't be said on the phone. It couldn't be said on the phone.
707 00:37:42,521 00:37:44,629 I just, um... I just, um...
708 00:37:46,612 00:37:48,633 I just wanted you to look at me while I said it. I just wanted you to look at me while I said it.
709 00:37:48,657 00:37:50,505 - I'm looking. - I'm looking.
710 00:37:50,529 00:37:51,854 Say it. Say it.
711 00:37:51,878 00:37:56,266 - I'm sorry... Mary. - I'm sorry... Mary.
712 00:37:58,624 00:38:00,732 I'm so sorry. I'm so sorry.
713 00:38:00,756 00:38:03,213 - What if you do it again? - What if you do it again?
714 00:38:03,237 00:38:04,780 Do I have to live in fear? Do I have to live in fear?
715 00:38:04,804 00:38:06,651 - Yeah... - You know, it's the worst... - Yeah... - You know, it's the worst...
716 00:38:06,675 00:38:08,479 - No. No, I won't. - No. No, I won't.
717 00:38:08,503 00:38:10,394 - Your word is shit. - Your word is shit.
718 00:38:10,418 00:38:11,848 - I know. - I know.
719 00:38:13,639 00:38:17,140 But I'm gonna get help, real help. But I'm gonna get help, real help.
720 00:38:17,164 00:38:18,533 I'm gonna start to do the work. I'm gonna start to do the work.
721 00:38:18,557 00:38:20,926 I'm... I'm gonna try to... I'm... I'm gonna try to...
722 00:38:20,950 00:38:24,365 deal with the fact that I was deal with the fact that I was
723 00:38:24,389 00:38:27,368 sexually abused for a decade. sexually abused for a decade.
724 00:38:27,392 00:38:30,312 - But are you gonna stay with the Meyerists? - But are you gonna stay with the Meyerists?
725 00:38:32,179 00:38:34,659 - For now, yeah. - Why? - For now, yeah. - Why?
726 00:38:36,357 00:38:37,837 - Um... - Um...
727 00:38:41,493 00:38:47,631 Um... Uh... um, hard to explain, but, um... Um... Uh... um, hard to explain, but, um...
728 00:38:48,674 00:38:50,652 I'll try, because you're asking. I'll try, because you're asking.
729 00:38:50,676 00:38:55,352 Um... ♪ Um... ♪
730 00:38:55,376 00:38:57,398 It's like I... It's like I...
731 00:38:57,422 00:38:58,834 I... physically, I can't walk away... I... physically, I can't walk away...
732 00:38:58,858 00:39:01,576 - Mentally, you can't walk away. - Mentally, you can't walk away.
733 00:39:01,600 00:39:02,751 - Yeah, maybe. - Yeah, maybe.
734 00:39:02,775 00:39:04,579 But, for whatever reason, I can't, But, for whatever reason, I can't,
735 00:39:04,603 00:39:06,276 not yet, at any rate. not yet, at any rate.
736 00:39:06,300 00:39:08,670 ♪ ♪
737 00:39:08,694 00:39:12,674 I think about leaving with you, and I want that, but... I think about leaving with you, and I want that, but...
738 00:39:12,698 00:39:18,854 In the picture I see of myself, I'm... In the picture I see of myself, I'm...
739 00:39:18,878 00:39:20,812 I-I'm... I'm this shell of a person. I-I'm... I'm this shell of a person.
740 00:39:20,836 00:39:24,250 It's Florida all over again. I have no purpose. It's Florida all over again. I have no purpose.
741 00:39:24,274 00:39:27,993 I... I... I work in a coffee shop. I... I... I work in a coffee shop.
742 00:39:28,017 00:39:29,560 But it's more than that. But it's more than that.
743 00:39:29,584 00:39:33,825 It's this place that ruined me... ♪ It's this place that ruined me... ♪
744 00:39:33,849 00:39:38,395 But it also saved me... ♪ But it also saved me... ♪
745 00:39:38,419 00:39:41,746 And... it's home. And... it's home.
746 00:39:41,770 00:39:45,402 And honestly... I love it. And honestly... I love it.
747 00:39:45,426 00:39:48,666 I-I love... ♪ I-I love... ♪
748 00:39:48,690 00:39:50,712 The people who need me, The people who need me,
749 00:39:50,736 00:39:52,714 who want to be well. who want to be well.
750 00:39:52,738 00:39:54,933 ♪ ♪
751 00:39:54,957 00:39:58,894 I love... the message of The Light. I love... the message of The Light.
752 00:39:58,918 00:40:01,462 I love the whole idea of it. I love the whole idea of it.
753 00:40:01,486 00:40:04,726 ♪ ♪
754 00:40:04,750 00:40:10,035 So I can't... walk away. So I can't... walk away.
755 00:40:10,059 00:40:11,646 Not yet. Not yet.
756 00:40:11,670 00:40:13,735 - You might never be able to. - You might never be able to.
757 00:40:13,759 00:40:15,693 ♪ ♪
758 00:40:15,717 00:40:17,347 - I might not. - I might not.
759 00:40:17,371 00:40:21,438 But I... ♪ But I... ♪
760 00:40:21,462 00:40:23,919 I think I can be the man you love again. I think I can be the man you love again.
761 00:40:23,943 00:40:25,616 ♪ ♪
762 00:40:25,640 00:40:29,751 - You still are. - No, but... ♪ - You still are. - No, but... ♪
763 00:40:29,775 00:40:32,449 But really worthy of you. But really worthy of you.
764 00:40:34,649 00:40:36,671 I want to be. I want to be.
765 00:40:36,695 00:40:43,785 ♪ ♪
766 00:40:55,104 00:40:57,605 Thanks for meeting me. Thanks for meeting me.
767 00:40:57,629 00:41:01,609 I couldn't bear to face you earlier at the compound. I couldn't bear to face you earlier at the compound.
768 00:41:01,633 00:41:03,943 - There's nothing you could've done. - There's nothing you could've done.
769 00:41:05,680 00:41:07,919 - I could've listened. - I could've listened.
770 00:41:07,943 00:41:10,356 I could've left Lilith in that fucking hospital! I could've left Lilith in that fucking hospital!
771 00:41:10,380 00:41:13,490 - I'm just as much to blame as you are, Eddie. - I'm just as much to blame as you are, Eddie.
772 00:41:13,514 00:41:15,666 You know, I found Lilith, and I begged you to see her. You know, I found Lilith, and I begged you to see her.
773 00:41:15,690 00:41:18,408 - She was already in our lives. - She was already in our lives.
774 00:41:18,432 00:41:20,889 She was the one who sent Vera to us, She was the one who sent Vera to us,
775 00:41:20,913 00:41:24,066 who I begged to take her job back, by the way. who I begged to take her job back, by the way.
776 00:41:24,090 00:41:26,547 She shouldn't have even been there. She shouldn't have even been there.
777 00:41:26,571 00:41:28,723 - She wanted to be there. - She wanted to be there.
778 00:41:28,747 00:41:30,725 She wanted to help you, Eddie. She wanted to help you, Eddie.
779 00:41:30,749 00:41:33,399 - No, she didn't want me to dig up shit. - No, she didn't want me to dig up shit.
780 00:41:34,448 00:41:37,862 She wanted to move forward, let the past be the past. She wanted to move forward, let the past be the past.
781 00:41:37,886 00:41:40,648 - That's not how it works. - That's not how it works.
782 00:41:40,672 00:41:42,693 The Truth is the only way to move forward. The Truth is the only way to move forward.
783 00:41:42,717 00:41:45,067 - Okay, then tell me... - Okay, then tell me...
784 00:41:46,852 00:41:50,048 Do you feel anything? Do you feel anything?
785 00:41:50,072 00:41:51,963 Any Light? Any Light?
786 00:41:51,987 00:41:53,530 ♪ ♪
787 00:41:53,554 00:41:55,532 - Why are you asking me this? - Why are you asking me this?
788 00:41:55,556 00:41:57,752 - Because I promised you - Because I promised you
789 00:41:57,776 00:42:02,626 that if we did this that everything would be real again. that if we did this that everything would be real again.
790 00:42:02,650 00:42:05,673 Is it? - We're not finished. Is it? - We're not finished.
791 00:42:05,697 00:42:08,806 I don't know. - You found Cal. I don't know. - You found Cal.
792 00:42:08,830 00:42:11,592 Sarah, you saved his life. Sarah, you saved his life.
793 00:42:11,616 00:42:13,158 You don't... you don't feel anything? You don't... you don't feel anything?
794 00:42:13,182 00:42:14,582 - I don't know. - I don't know.
795 00:42:15,924 00:42:18,903 Is that why you asked me to meet you? Is that why you asked me to meet you?
796 00:42:18,927 00:42:22,167 To find out if I believe again? To find out if I believe again?
797 00:42:22,191 00:42:26,041 - No, I asked you to meet me because... - No, I asked you to meet me because...
798 00:42:26,065 00:42:27,999 I need you. I need you.
799 00:42:28,023 00:42:31,046 Whatever I do next, I want you there. Whatever I do next, I want you there.
800 00:42:31,070 00:42:32,700 - I hounded you. - I hounded you.
801 00:42:32,724 00:42:34,615 I doubted you, and I almost got you killed. I doubted you, and I almost got you killed.
802 00:42:34,639 00:42:36,442 - No, you didn't almost get me killed. - No, you didn't almost get me killed.
803 00:42:36,466 00:42:38,575 - But I don't know what I would've done... - But I don't know what I would've done...
804 00:42:38,599 00:42:43,145 all right, if I... if I came home and... ♪ all right, if I... if I came home and... ♪
805 00:42:43,169 00:42:45,408 And I lost you. And I lost you.
806 00:42:45,432 00:42:49,630 - Hey, hey, hey... Then don't. - Hey, hey, hey... Then don't.
807 00:42:49,654 00:42:51,632 Don't lose me. Don't lose me.
808 00:42:51,656 00:42:55,026 Stand by me. Stand by me.
809 00:42:55,050 00:42:57,028 Okay? Okay?
810 00:42:57,052 00:43:00,815 Whatever I do next... ♪ Whatever I do next... ♪
811 00:43:00,839 00:43:06,081 Because I know who I become without you. Because I know who I become without you.
812 00:43:06,105 00:43:08,975 ♪ ♪
813 00:43:17,986 00:43:21,009 ♪ ♪
814 00:43:21,033 00:43:23,533 - She's ready to transition. - She's ready to transition.
815 00:43:23,557 00:43:26,797 ♪ ♪
816 00:43:26,821 00:43:28,625 Whenever you're ready. Whenever you're ready.
817 00:43:28,649 00:43:30,105 ♪ ♪
818 00:43:30,129 00:43:32,803 - I remembered, uh... - I remembered, uh...
819 00:43:32,827 00:43:34,805 being a child with her. being a child with her.
820 00:43:34,829 00:43:37,547 The summer that Vera was with us, The summer that Vera was with us,
821 00:43:37,571 00:43:40,245 it was too complicated for Steve it was too complicated for Steve
822 00:43:40,269 00:43:43,553 to find the time for me. to find the time for me.
823 00:43:43,577 00:43:48,123 And, um... that month, he was... And, um... that month, he was...
824 00:43:48,147 00:43:50,081 Uh, he was like a real father to me. Uh, he was like a real father to me.
825 00:43:51,890 00:43:53,650 ♪ ♪
826 00:43:53,674 00:43:55,696 I wanted to tell her that. I wanted to tell her that.
827 00:43:55,720 00:44:02,770 ♪ ♪
828 00:44:32,887 00:44:39,977 ♪ ♪
829 00:44:44,943 00:44:47,123 Shall we begin the prayer? Shall we begin the prayer?
830 00:44:48,860 00:44:51,621 - As the owl protects The Garden, - As the owl protects The Garden,
831 00:44:51,645 00:44:54,537 we offer these wings to Vera we offer these wings to Vera
832 00:44:54,561 00:45:00,238 to carry her home... to be her guide. to carry her home... to be her guide.
833 00:45:00,262 00:45:02,850 We believe in The Light. We believe in The Light.
834 00:45:02,874 00:45:06,810 We believe that Vera Stephens is Light, We believe that Vera Stephens is Light,
835 00:45:06,834 00:45:08,682 for all this was revealed... for all this was revealed...
836 00:45:08,706 00:45:10,553 - To Ste... - To Steven Meyer. - To Ste... - To Steven Meyer.
837 00:45:13,885 00:45:18,779 - For all of this was revealed... to me... - For all of this was revealed... to me...
838 00:45:20,152 00:45:22,783 When I was struck by The Light. When I was struck by The Light.
839 00:45:22,807 00:45:24,349 ♪ ♪
840 00:45:24,373 00:45:27,962 Therefore, we invite Vera Therefore, we invite Vera
841 00:45:27,986 00:45:30,747 to leave her earthly form, to leave her earthly form,
842 00:45:30,771 00:45:36,884 for in ending, we begin, and in sorrow, for in ending, we begin, and in sorrow,
843 00:45:36,908 00:45:41,366 we rejoice... And in darkness... we rejoice... And in darkness...
844 00:45:44,306 00:45:46,736 There is Light. There is Light.
845 00:45:52,314 00:45:54,194 - Lilith? - Lilith?
846 00:45:58,843 00:46:00,933 We're burying your child today. We're burying your child today.
847 00:46:26,696 00:46:28,216 Good-bye. Good-bye.
848 00:46:48,457 00:46:50,847 - Don't be sad. - Don't be sad.
849 00:46:55,334 00:46:56,877 ♪ ♪
850 00:46:59,294 00:47:00,924 - Our daughter had to die. - Our daughter had to die.
851 00:47:00,948 00:47:03,971 She sacrificed herself for The Truth. She sacrificed herself for The Truth.
852 00:47:03,995 00:47:06,190 I'm sorry that I stole it from you. I'm sorry that I stole it from you.
853 00:47:06,214 00:47:10,325 I wanted the end to come... The Cleanse. I wanted the end to come... The Cleanse.
854 00:47:10,349 00:47:13,328 We would never have been able to shed ourselves We would never have been able to shed ourselves
855 00:47:13,352 00:47:16,810 of the suffering and wickedness on our own, of the suffering and wickedness on our own,
856 00:47:16,834 00:47:18,420 as much as I tried. as much as I tried.
857 00:47:18,444 00:47:23,033 I wanted your vision of the new world, I wanted your vision of the new world,
858 00:47:23,057 00:47:26,210 and I knew we wouldn't grow the way we needed and I knew we wouldn't grow the way we needed
859 00:47:26,234 00:47:28,125 with you at the helm. with you at the helm.
860 00:47:28,149 00:47:30,084 ♪ ♪
861 00:47:30,108 00:47:31,912 - I won't thank you. - I won't thank you.
862 00:47:31,936 00:47:35,089 - Now it will grow greater than we ever imagined. - Now it will grow greater than we ever imagined.
863 00:47:35,113 00:47:36,742 ♪ ♪
864 00:47:36,766 00:47:39,049 - Greater than we ever imagined. - Greater than we ever imagined.
865 00:47:39,073 00:47:41,138 - And the end will come. - And the end will come.
866 00:47:43,469 00:47:45,926 - And the end will come. - And the end will come.
867 00:47:45,950 00:47:52,367 ♪ Show me the path ♪ ♪ Show me the path ♪
868 00:47:52,391 00:48:00,391 ♪ Help me ♪ To walk the path ♪ ♪ Help me ♪ To walk the path ♪
869 00:48:02,967 00:48:07,817 ♪ Show me the path ♪ ♪ Show me the path ♪
870 00:48:07,841 00:48:15,841 ♪ Help me ♪ To walk the path ♪ ♪ Help me ♪ To walk the path ♪
871 00:48:18,199 00:48:22,963 ♪ Show me the path ♪ ♪ Show me the path ♪
872 00:48:22,987 00:48:25,966 ♪ Help me ♪ Help me
873 00:48:27,556 00:48:31,275 ♪ Help me rise above the bullshit ♪ ♪ Help me rise above the bullshit ♪
874 00:48:31,299 00:48:34,931 ♪ All this white noise ♪ All this white noise
875 00:48:34,955 00:48:38,761 ♪ The lies and the distortions ♪ ♪ The lies and the distortions ♪
876 00:48:38,785 00:48:41,807 ♪ The hate in my brother's eyes ♪ ♪ The hate in my brother's eyes ♪
877 00:48:41,831 00:48:45,115 ♪ And don't tell me that it's all written plain ♪ ♪ And don't tell me that it's all written plain ♪
878 00:48:45,139 00:48:48,249 ♪ Inside that glorious stained-glass house ♪ ♪ Inside that glorious stained-glass house ♪
879 00:48:48,273 00:48:51,426 ♪ Of worship ♪ ♪ Of worship ♪
880 00:48:51,450 00:48:55,343 ♪ Show me the path ♪ Show me the light ♪ Show me the path ♪ Show me the light
881 00:48:55,367 00:49:00,522 - Today we stand as a community... - Today we stand as a community...
882 00:49:00,546 00:49:06,093 bound together by a painful reality... bound together by a painful reality...
883 00:49:06,117 00:49:12,012 that there is darkness in this world... that there is darkness in this world...
884 00:49:12,036 00:49:16,451 a darkness intent on destroying the forces a darkness intent on destroying the forces
885 00:49:16,475 00:49:20,281 of peace, tolerance, and hope. of peace, tolerance, and hope.
886 00:49:20,305 00:49:21,915 Why? Why?
887 00:49:23,134 00:49:28,202 Where does this anger and damage come from? Where does this anger and damage come from?
888 00:49:28,226 00:49:31,205 Is it our fathers? Is it our fathers?
889 00:49:31,229 00:49:33,489 Our mothers? Our mothers?
890 00:49:35,189 00:49:36,819 I don't know. I don't know.
891 00:49:36,843 00:49:41,867 But I can promise to fight it. But I can promise to fight it.
892 00:49:41,891 00:49:44,131 I can promise to make sure I can promise to make sure
893 00:49:44,155 00:49:48,918 nothing like this ever happens again... nothing like this ever happens again...
894 00:49:48,942 00:49:55,490 by cleansing our past and removing the rot. by cleansing our past and removing the rot.
895 00:49:55,514 00:49:58,406 In light of everything, I think it's time In light of everything, I think it's time
896 00:49:58,430 00:50:01,278 that we sever this relationship. that we sever this relationship.
897 00:50:01,302 00:50:03,933 - It was real. - It was real.
898 00:50:03,957 00:50:06,240 I saw it. I saw it.
899 00:50:06,264 00:50:07,937 I tried to climb... I tried to climb...
900 00:50:07,961 00:50:10,070 - Thank you for your service, Felicia. - Thank you for your service, Felicia.
901 00:50:12,661 00:50:19,644 ♪ A cold arm ♪ ♪ A cold arm ♪
902 00:50:19,668 00:50:27,668 ♪ Returns the stolen ♪ ♪ Returns the stolen ♪
903 00:50:28,155 00:50:30,003 My son. My son.
904 00:50:30,027 00:50:31,308 - Yeah? - Yeah?
905 00:50:31,332 00:50:33,093 - The Embrace? - The Embrace?
906 00:50:33,117 00:50:35,225 That was Steve's thing. That was Steve's thing.
907 00:50:35,249 00:50:38,446 Um, and I'm Forest's father, Um, and I'm Forest's father,
908 00:50:38,470 00:50:40,883 and I'm his only father. and I'm his only father.
909 00:50:40,907 00:50:44,582 ♪ A red light... ♪ A red light...
910 00:50:44,606 00:50:49,065 - And building a fortress of protection around us. - And building a fortress of protection around us.
911 00:50:49,089 00:50:56,551 ♪ Came pouring ♪ ♪ Came pouring ♪
912 00:50:56,575 00:51:00,207 ♪ An early fall ♪ An early fall
913 00:51:01,580 00:51:04,211 ♪ Descended ♪ Descended
914 00:51:06,585 00:51:14,585 ♪ Hey ♪ You are alone ♪ Hey ♪ You are alone
915 00:51:18,118 00:51:21,315 - So that we can meet each other today... - So that we can meet each other today...
916 00:51:21,339 00:51:22,664 ♪ ♪
917 00:51:22,688 00:51:25,188 Fresh... Fresh...
918 00:51:25,212 00:51:29,627 dedicated to what The Light wants from us now. dedicated to what The Light wants from us now.
919 00:51:29,651 00:51:37,651 ♪ You are alone ♪ ♪ You are alone ♪
920 00:51:38,660 00:51:42,075 ♪ I read it in the paper ♪ I read it in the paper
921 00:51:42,099 00:51:46,949 - Because even though today feels bleak... - Because even though today feels bleak...
922 00:51:46,973 00:51:53,434 ♪ ♪
923 00:51:53,458 00:51:57,699 Even though we are overwhelmed by grief, Even though we are overwhelmed by grief,
924 00:51:57,723 00:51:59,483 it will lift. it will lift.
925 00:51:59,507 00:52:04,706 ♪ ♪
926 00:52:04,730 00:52:09,276 The sky will brighten, The sky will brighten,
927 00:52:09,300 00:52:13,497 and we will grow stronger than ever. and we will grow stronger than ever.
928 00:52:13,521 00:52:18,154 The state will recognize us as a religion, The state will recognize us as a religion,
929 00:52:18,178 00:52:22,071 and our message will be spoken and our message will be spoken
930 00:52:22,095 00:52:25,335 throughout this world. throughout this world.
931 00:52:26,665 00:52:28,643 - And I make a promise to you - And I make a promise to you
932 00:52:28,667 00:52:32,429 to govern against the forces that threaten this great city. to govern against the forces that threaten this great city.
933 00:52:35,456 00:52:37,478 ♪ ♪
934 00:52:37,502 00:52:40,002 - Today we must declare war - Today we must declare war
935 00:52:40,026 00:52:44,006 on the forces that are stealing our children's souls. on the forces that are stealing our children's souls.
936 00:52:44,030 00:52:47,749 - We will not let their threats silence our belief. - We will not let their threats silence our belief.
937 00:52:47,773 00:52:55,773 ♪ Hey ♪ You are alone ♪ ♪ Hey ♪ You are alone ♪
938 00:53:04,093 00:53:09,771 - Vera died so that it would be so. - Vera died so that it would be so.
939 00:53:09,795 00:53:15,037 She sacrificed herself... for us... She sacrificed herself... for us...
940 00:53:15,061 00:53:18,519 for you, for me. for you, for me.
941 00:53:21,459 00:53:29,459 ♪ Crazy, I denied you so ♪ ♪ Crazy, I denied you so ♪
942 00:53:34,646 00:53:38,843 She had a dream of a garden right here. She had a dream of a garden right here.
943 00:53:38,867 00:53:43,500 ♪ ♪
944 00:53:43,524 00:53:46,199 Help me build it. Help me build it.
945 00:53:46,223 00:53:48,766 ♪ ♪
946 00:53:48,790 00:53:52,117 Stand next to me tomorrow... Stand next to me tomorrow...
947 00:53:52,141 00:53:55,281 because I can't do this without you. because I can't do this without you.
948 00:54:01,412 00:54:08,462 ♪ ♪
949 00:54:10,203 00:54:13,313 ♪ I live off love, I feed off love ♪ ♪ I live off love, I feed off love ♪
950 00:54:13,337 00:54:16,185 ♪ I breathe off love ♪ I breathe off love
951 00:54:16,209 00:54:19,144 ♪ I think of love and drink of love ♪ ♪ I think of love and drink of love ♪
952 00:54:19,168 00:54:22,278 ♪ I sink in love ♪ I sink in love
953 00:54:22,302 00:54:25,238 ♪ And in the middle of the night ♪ ♪ And in the middle of the night ♪
954 00:54:25,262 00:54:28,458 ♪ I need my love ♪ I need my love
955 00:54:28,482 00:54:31,592 ♪ I need to grieve and need to need ♪ ♪ I need to grieve and need to need ♪
956 00:54:31,616 00:54:34,551 ♪ And be in love ♪ And be in love
957 00:54:34,575 00:54:40,818 ♪ My love is gonna come to me ♪ ♪ My love is gonna come to me ♪
958 00:54:40,842 00:54:47,303 ♪ Tonight ♪ ♪ Tonight ♪
959 00:54:47,327 00:54:50,611 ♪ I give my love and all my love ♪ ♪ I give my love and all my love ♪
960 00:54:50,635 00:54:53,614 ♪ To you, my love ♪ To you, my love
961 00:54:53,638 00:54:56,791 ♪ I feast on love, a beast for love ♪ ♪ I feast on love, a beast for love ♪
962 00:54:56,815 00:54:59,924 ♪ Release my love ♪ Release my love
963 00:54:59,948 00:55:03,232 ♪ You're scared and unprepared for love ♪ ♪ You're scared and unprepared for love ♪
964 00:55:03,256 00:55:06,453 ♪ Don't care, my love ♪ Don't care, my love
965 00:55:06,477 00:55:09,194 ♪ 'Cause you're the only woman ♪ ♪ 'Cause you're the only woman ♪
966 00:55:09,218 00:55:12,676 ♪ I've been dreaming of ♪ I've been dreaming of
967 00:55:12,700 00:55:15,853 ♪ I swear to God I'm loving you ♪ ♪ I swear to God I'm loving you ♪
968 00:55:15,877 00:55:19,161 ♪ For life ♪ For life
969 00:55:19,185 00:55:24,340 ♪ I swear to God I'm making you my wife ♪ ♪ I swear to God I'm making you my wife ♪
970 00:55:24,364 00:55:25,472 ♪ ♪