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1 00:00:00,901 00:00:02,579 Previously on "The Path"... Previously on "The Path"...
2 00:00:02,603 00:00:03,613 - Why would you choose a religion - Why would you choose a religion
3 00:00:03,637 00:00:05,115 that would never choose you? that would never choose you?
4 00:00:05,139 00:00:06,583 - It's not just about the religion, Hawk. - It's not just about the religion, Hawk.
5 00:00:06,607 00:00:08,452 It's about my family. I-it's everything. It's about my family. I-it's everything.
6 00:00:08,476 00:00:10,087 I will lose everything! I will lose everything!
7 00:00:10,111 00:00:12,456 Three women are accusing you of groping them. Three women are accusing you of groping them.
8 00:00:12,480 00:00:13,723 You go. You go.
9 00:00:13,747 00:00:15,359 I can't run a session like that. I can't run a session like that.
10 00:00:15,383 00:00:16,693 - Yes, you can help him more than I can. - Yes, you can help him more than I can.
11 00:00:16,717 00:00:18,728 - It's time for the real work to begin. - It's time for the real work to begin.
12 00:00:18,752 00:00:19,863 - Okay. - Okay.
13 00:00:19,887 00:00:22,699 What happened with Steve... Eddie will end this. What happened with Steve... Eddie will end this.
14 00:00:22,723 00:00:24,334 - I don't want it to end either. - I don't want it to end either.
15 00:00:24,358 00:00:26,203 All the memories are in there, All the memories are in there,
16 00:00:26,227 00:00:28,238 in the cave with he painted flowers. in the cave with he painted flowers.
17 00:00:28,262 00:00:30,140 I just need to find it. I just need to find it.
18 00:00:30,164 00:00:32,642 Sarah and I have decided Sarah and I have decided
19 00:00:32,666 00:00:36,646 that, uh... she will no longer be a part of The Movement. that, uh... she will no longer be a part of The Movement.
20 00:00:36,670 00:00:37,747 - Take this. - Take this.
21 00:00:37,771 00:00:39,616 It's what The Light revealed to me. It's what The Light revealed to me.
22 00:00:39,640 00:00:42,486 I'm just asking you to sit down with her. I'm just asking you to sit down with her.
23 00:00:42,510 00:00:44,621 She has a different story of the beginning She has a different story of the beginning
24 00:00:44,645 00:00:46,090 and the end. - Where is she? and the end. - Where is she?
25 00:00:46,114 00:00:46,923 She came out of surgery. She came out of surgery.
26 00:00:46,947 00:00:47,991 I'm worried something's happened. I'm worried something's happened.
27 00:00:48,015 00:00:50,360 - Tell her I want to talk to her immediately, okay? - Tell her I want to talk to her immediately, okay?
28 00:00:50,384 00:00:52,429 - So she doesn't know that Eddie dies. - So she doesn't know that Eddie dies.
29 00:00:52,453 00:00:54,764 Lilith is my mother. Lilith is my mother.
30 00:00:54,788 00:00:58,468 - You're telling me that Steve is your father? - You're telling me that Steve is your father?
31 00:00:58,492 00:01:01,502 - He's gonna die soon. I saw it. - He's gonna die soon. I saw it.
32 00:01:12,406 00:01:19,576 ♪ ♪
33 00:01:52,213 00:01:53,657 This was amazing, This was amazing,
34 00:01:53,681 00:01:56,660 because three months earlier, I myself had had a dream because three months earlier, I myself had had a dream
35 00:01:56,684 00:02:01,398 about a man carrying a pregnant woman through fire. about a man carrying a pregnant woman through fire.
36 00:02:01,422 00:02:03,333 So, when I overhear this man... So, when I overhear this man...
37 00:02:03,357 00:02:05,435 This custodian in one of my hotels, This custodian in one of my hotels,
38 00:02:05,459 00:02:09,439 a man I have never spoken to or met in my life... a man I have never spoken to or met in my life...
39 00:02:09,463 00:02:14,311 Talking about a man saving a woman from fire, Talking about a man saving a woman from fire,
40 00:02:14,335 00:02:16,846 it was abundantly clear to me... it was abundantly clear to me...
41 00:02:16,870 00:02:22,186 that something remarkable was presenting itself to me. that something remarkable was presenting itself to me.
42 00:02:22,210 00:02:23,687 Two days later, Two days later,
43 00:02:23,711 00:02:26,623 I attended my first Meyerist meeting. I attended my first Meyerist meeting.
44 00:02:26,647 00:02:29,193 There were hundreds of people there. There were hundreds of people there.
45 00:02:29,217 00:02:31,595 I was overjoyed and shocked. I was overjoyed and shocked.
46 00:02:31,619 00:02:35,499 There were villagers, shop owners, young kids, There were villagers, shop owners, young kids,
47 00:02:35,523 00:02:37,801 and even a few stiffs in suits like me. and even a few stiffs in suits like me.
48 00:02:40,361 00:02:42,672 - That night... - That night...
49 00:02:42,696 00:02:46,276 was the first time I saw images was the first time I saw images
50 00:02:46,300 00:02:51,507 of this mythical American... Eddie Lane. of this mythical American... Eddie Lane.
51 00:02:52,806 00:02:56,806 And when I was first introduced to The Ladder... And when I was first introduced to The Ladder...
52 00:02:58,246 00:03:00,657 From that moment on... From that moment on...
53 00:03:00,681 00:03:04,961 all I have ever wanted was to climb. all I have ever wanted was to climb.
54 00:03:04,985 00:03:08,298 But, um, we've never done any outreach But, um, we've never done any outreach
55 00:03:08,322 00:03:10,367 in Asia... none. - I know. in Asia... none. - I know.
56 00:03:10,391 00:03:12,469 Believe me, I know. Believe me, I know.
57 00:03:12,493 00:03:15,372 I've long been skeptical of these missionaries I've long been skeptical of these missionaries
58 00:03:15,396 00:03:17,541 preying on our people. preying on our people.
59 00:03:17,565 00:03:18,908 When I first encountered Meyerism, When I first encountered Meyerism,
60 00:03:18,932 00:03:22,312 I was looking for the scam... the illusion, I was looking for the scam... the illusion,
61 00:03:22,336 00:03:25,515 the explanation, the strings. the explanation, the strings.
62 00:03:25,539 00:03:30,287 - Every so often, things just happen. - Every so often, things just happen.
63 00:03:30,311 00:03:32,389 - It happened... - It happened...
64 00:03:32,413 00:03:35,024 because it cannot be stopped. because it cannot be stopped.
65 00:03:35,048 00:03:38,262 The message is spreading... The message is spreading...
66 00:03:38,286 00:03:40,264 which is why I... which is why I...
67 00:03:40,288 00:03:43,767 invited you all here tonight. invited you all here tonight.
68 00:03:43,791 00:03:48,938 This is my resort property on Kuta Beach. This is my resort property on Kuta Beach.
69 00:03:48,962 00:03:51,375 I would like, with your permission, I would like, with your permission,
70 00:03:51,399 00:03:55,979 to convert it into the first Meyerist Center in Asia. to convert it into the first Meyerist Center in Asia.
71 00:03:56,003 00:03:57,547 The logistics are under way. The logistics are under way.
72 00:03:57,571 00:04:00,284 I was too giddy to wait, I must admit. I was too giddy to wait, I must admit.
73 00:04:02,343 00:04:05,289 And if we stay on schedule, And if we stay on schedule,
74 00:04:05,313 00:04:07,924 I would like to unveil it to you... I would like to unveil it to you...
75 00:04:07,948 00:04:10,560 To the world... To the world...
76 00:04:10,584 00:04:13,530 on the next hunter's moon, next month. on the next hunter's moon, next month.
77 00:04:13,554 00:04:15,599 I'll go. I'll go.
78 00:04:15,623 00:04:17,434 I mean, look at these beaches. I mean, look at these beaches.
79 00:04:17,458 00:04:18,602 Right. Right.
80 00:04:18,626 00:04:22,539 - I would like our countrymen... - I would like our countrymen...
81 00:04:22,563 00:04:24,974 to learn everything that Steven Meyer learned to learn everything that Steven Meyer learned
82 00:04:24,998 00:04:26,776 from The Light. from The Light.
83 00:04:26,800 00:04:28,578 Um... well... Um... well...
84 00:04:28,602 00:04:31,781 Everything, um, learned from The Light Everything, um, learned from The Light
85 00:04:31,805 00:04:33,983 belongs to Eddie Lane now. belongs to Eddie Lane now.
86 00:04:34,007 00:04:38,087 Anything to be learned will be taught by Eddie. Anything to be learned will be taught by Eddie.
87 00:04:38,111 00:04:39,589 - Hmm. - Hmm.
88 00:04:42,616 00:04:44,027 - To The Light in Bali. - To The Light in Bali.
89 00:04:44,051 00:04:48,691 To The Light in Bali. To The Light in Bali.
90 00:04:49,790 00:04:52,736 My mother always told me that The Movement's growth My mother always told me that The Movement's growth
91 00:04:52,760 00:04:55,660 would lead to its collapse. would lead to its collapse.
92 00:04:56,797 00:04:59,876 - So you're saying that Bali is a bad idea? - So you're saying that Bali is a bad idea?
93 00:04:59,900 00:05:01,711 - No, um... - No, um...
94 00:05:01,735 00:05:05,482 - Look, Vera, you're not under your mother's thumb... - Look, Vera, you're not under your mother's thumb...
95 00:05:05,506 00:05:07,016 anymore. anymore.
96 00:05:07,040 00:05:08,485 - Yeah, I know that. - Yeah, I know that.
97 00:05:08,509 00:05:10,354 It's hard to hear someone be It's hard to hear someone be
98 00:05:10,378 00:05:14,958 so 100% certain about something so terrifying. so 100% certain about something so terrifying.
99 00:05:14,982 00:05:17,894 - Ah, I get that, but, hey, look, - Ah, I get that, but, hey, look,
100 00:05:17,918 00:05:20,930 whatever happens is going to happen. whatever happens is going to happen.
101 00:05:20,954 00:05:22,766 I mean, I didn't have anything to do I mean, I didn't have anything to do
102 00:05:22,790 00:05:26,470 with introducing Meyerism to Bali, but here we are. with introducing Meyerism to Bali, but here we are.
103 00:05:26,494 00:05:29,539 I mean, we're going to fucking Bali. I mean, we're going to fucking Bali.
104 00:05:29,563 00:05:32,075 All right? All right?
105 00:05:32,099 00:05:34,043 Come on. Come on.
106 00:05:34,067 00:05:36,646 - Hey, Eddie. - Hey, Eddie.
107 00:05:36,670 00:05:40,110 Do you... do you think we'll recover? Do you... do you think we'll recover?
108 00:05:41,575 00:05:42,686 Vera. Vera.
109 00:05:42,710 00:05:44,688 - Yeah, I know. I'm... - Yeah, I know. I'm...
110 00:05:44,712 00:05:47,557 I'm sorry. It's just... I'm sorry. It's just...
111 00:05:47,581 00:05:49,526 y-you look at me differently. y-you look at me differently.
112 00:05:49,550 00:05:50,927 - Hey. - Hey.
113 00:05:50,951 00:05:53,062 Look, I just don't know how to look at you Look, I just don't know how to look at you
114 00:05:53,086 00:05:57,863 and not make it... you know, different. and not make it... you know, different.
115 00:05:58,892 00:06:01,938 You know, I don't know how to keep talking about this You know, I don't know how to keep talking about this
116 00:06:01,962 00:06:03,673 or not keep talking about this. or not keep talking about this.
117 00:06:03,697 00:06:06,610 I'm just... processing. I'm just... processing.
118 00:06:06,634 00:06:08,478 That's all. Okay? That's all. Okay?
119 00:06:08,502 00:06:10,814 That's just gonna take some time. That's just gonna take some time.
120 00:06:10,838 00:06:13,082 Okay? So just give me that. Okay? So just give me that.
121 00:06:13,106 00:06:15,552 It's gonna be... great. It's gonna be... great.
122 00:06:15,576 00:06:18,455 - Yeah. It will. - Yeah. It will.
123 00:06:18,479 00:06:20,156 It will. It will.
124 00:06:20,180 00:06:22,058 Come here. Come here.
125 00:06:24,151 00:06:25,995 We're both wiped. We're both wiped.
126 00:06:26,019 00:06:30,834 You have the AL tomorrow. Let's just get some rest. You have the AL tomorrow. Let's just get some rest.
127 00:06:30,858 00:06:32,969 - Yeah, that'll be good. - Yeah, that'll be good.
128 00:06:32,993 00:06:34,838 - Absolutely. - Absolutely.
129 00:06:36,797 00:06:38,708 - I think there's someone in there. - I think there's someone in there.
130 00:06:40,501 00:06:41,545 Wait, wait, wait. Wait, wait, wait.
131 00:06:41,569 00:06:43,212 Stay here. Okay? Stay here. Okay?
132 00:06:43,236 00:06:45,181 - Yeah. - Good. - Yeah. - Good.
133 00:06:45,205 00:06:52,188 ♪ ♪
134 00:06:55,215 00:07:00,129 ♪ ♪
135 00:07:01,955 00:07:02,866 Jesus! Jesus!
136 00:07:02,890 00:07:04,233 Hawk! - I'm sorry. Hawk! - I'm sorry.
137 00:07:04,257 00:07:05,602 I-I thought... - What? I-I thought... - What?
138 00:07:05,626 00:07:06,936 I need your keys. I need your keys.
139 00:07:06,960 00:07:08,872 I was looking for your keys to the Prius lot. I was looking for your keys to the Prius lot.
140 00:07:08,896 00:07:11,675 - Why didn't you ask first before breaking in? - Why didn't you ask first before breaking in?
141 00:07:11,699 00:07:13,176 - 'Cause I thought you'd say no. - 'Cause I thought you'd say no.
142 00:07:13,200 00:07:15,945 - Say no to what? - Say no to what?
143 00:07:15,969 00:07:18,915 - I got a letter. It's from Caleb. - I got a letter. It's from Caleb.
144 00:07:18,939 00:07:20,750 Well, I mean, it's not... it's "from Caleb," Well, I mean, it's not... it's "from Caleb,"
145 00:07:20,774 00:07:24,888 but it's not from Caleb. It's... but it's not from Caleb. It's...
146 00:07:24,912 00:07:27,922 - Hey, Hawk. - Hi, Vera. - Hey, Hawk. - Hi, Vera.
147 00:07:29,517 00:07:33,497 Look... I can tell that you're... Look... I can tell that you're...
148 00:07:33,521 00:07:36,700 very torn up about whatever's happening with Caleb. very torn up about whatever's happening with Caleb.
149 00:07:36,724 00:07:38,835 But you have to promise me But you have to promise me
150 00:07:38,859 00:07:42,199 that you will not do anything like this again. that you will not do anything like this again.
151 00:07:43,931 00:07:46,175 - Yeah. Okay. - Yeah. Okay.
152 00:07:46,199 00:07:48,244 - Okay? - Yeah. - Okay? - Yeah.
153 00:07:48,268 00:07:50,938 Just... read it. Just... read it.
154 00:07:58,679 00:08:01,190 I mean, there's no way he wrote that. I mean, there's no way he wrote that.
155 00:08:01,214 00:08:02,926 "I ask you as a friend "I ask you as a friend
156 00:08:02,950 00:08:06,029 to respect my decision to better myself." to respect my decision to better myself."
157 00:08:06,053 00:08:09,799 "My commitment to The Light of this World, Jesus Christ." "My commitment to The Light of this World, Jesus Christ."
158 00:08:09,823 00:08:11,535 What the fuck is that? What the fuck is that?
159 00:08:11,559 00:08:16,640 He's in trouble there, Dad, and I have to go help him. He's in trouble there, Dad, and I have to go help him.
160 00:08:16,664 00:08:19,275 - Where? - Where?
161 00:08:19,299 00:08:21,099 Maryland? Maryland?
162 00:08:22,269 00:08:24,969 I need a car. I need a car.
163 00:08:29,142 00:08:32,689 ♪ ♪
164 00:08:34,114 00:08:41,154 ♪ ♪
165 00:08:53,901 00:09:00,884 ♪ ♪
166 00:09:04,311 00:09:11,551 ♪ ♪
167 00:09:19,126 00:09:21,337 Five minutes means five minutes. Five minutes means five minutes.
168 00:09:21,361 00:09:24,874 500 bucks means five minutes. 500 bucks means five minutes.
169 00:09:24,898 00:09:27,143 - How long did you say since she's been here? - How long did you say since she's been here?
170 00:09:27,167 00:09:30,980 - I have no idea. Where are you going? - I have no idea. Where are you going?
171 00:09:31,004 00:09:32,682 Hey! Hey, hey, hey. Hey! Hey, hey, hey.
172 00:09:32,706 00:09:34,083 - Can you get in the mailbox? - Can you get in the mailbox?
173 00:09:34,107 00:09:36,807 - Are you fucking kidding me, lady? - Are you fucking kidding me, lady?
174 00:09:38,045 00:09:40,805 I'm serious. Don't push me on this, lady. I'm serious. Don't push me on this, lady.
175 00:09:42,650 00:09:45,161 Lady, I swear to God... Lady, I swear to God...
176 00:09:45,185 00:09:47,585 Are you listening? Hey, I'm over here! Are you listening? Hey, I'm over here!
177 00:09:51,859 00:09:52,836 We're done. That's it. We're done. That's it.
178 00:09:52,860 00:09:55,038 Time's up. Time's up.
179 00:09:55,062 00:09:57,641 I'm talking to you. Listen to me. I'm talking to you. Listen to me.
180 00:09:57,665 00:09:58,842 You're out. We're done. You're out. We're done.
181 00:09:58,866 00:09:59,843 Let's go. Let's go.
182 00:09:59,867 00:10:01,845 Now. Now.
183 00:10:01,869 00:10:05,181 Now! Right now! Out! Now! Right now! Out!
184 00:10:05,205 00:10:09,235 ♪ ♪
185 00:10:13,413 00:10:14,423 All right, so this is All right, so this is
186 00:10:14,447 00:10:17,326 what's on the schedule for the next couple days. what's on the schedule for the next couple days.
187 00:10:17,350 00:10:19,162 We rescheduled that podcast thing, We rescheduled that podcast thing,
188 00:10:19,186 00:10:21,164 so don't worry about that. - Uh-huh. so don't worry about that. - Uh-huh.
189 00:10:21,188 00:10:23,399 - And I'm still getting some blowback - And I'm still getting some blowback
190 00:10:23,423 00:10:25,869 about the arbitration contracts. about the arbitration contracts.
191 00:10:25,893 00:10:29,305 So, if that flares up for whatever reason, So, if that flares up for whatever reason,
192 00:10:29,329 00:10:31,040 just give me a call. just give me a call.
193 00:10:31,064 00:10:32,976 - No, if anything comes up, I'll call you. - No, if anything comes up, I'll call you.
194 00:10:33,000 00:10:35,712 - Not because I need to know anything about it, but just... - Not because I need to know anything about it, but just...
195 00:10:35,736 00:10:37,046 I don't want you to feel I don't want you to feel
196 00:10:37,070 00:10:39,048 that you have to put out these fires on your own. that you have to put out these fires on your own.
197 00:10:39,072 00:10:40,884 Not that there's gonna be any fires, Not that there's gonna be any fires,
198 00:10:40,908 00:10:43,386 but just if there are. - I understand. but just if there are. - I understand.
199 00:10:43,410 00:10:44,854 - All right, then. - All right, then.
200 00:10:44,878 00:10:48,091 Um, should be gone just a day, two tops. Um, should be gone just a day, two tops.
201 00:10:48,115 00:10:50,326 - Just you and Hawk? - Yeah. - Just you and Hawk? - Yeah.
202 00:10:50,350 00:10:53,162 - Nice. - Well, it's, um... - Nice. - Well, it's, um...
203 00:10:53,186 00:10:56,833 it's Caleb-related. it's Caleb-related.
204 00:10:56,857 00:10:59,168 His folks sent him His folks sent him
205 00:10:59,192 00:11:03,339 to one of those Christian re-education places. to one of those Christian re-education places.
206 00:11:03,363 00:11:05,341 - Oh. That is horrible. - Oh. That is horrible.
207 00:11:05,365 00:11:07,110 It's... that's criminal. It's... that's criminal.
208 00:11:07,134 00:11:10,179 - Yeah, well, it should be. - Yeah, it should be. - Yeah, well, it should be. - Yeah, it should be.
209 00:11:10,203 00:11:13,016 - I don't know what we're really getting ourselves into, - I don't know what we're really getting ourselves into,
210 00:11:13,040 00:11:15,351 but, uh, Hawk's pretty adamant. but, uh, Hawk's pretty adamant.
211 00:11:15,375 00:11:18,722 You know, he has to talk to him, has to try. You know, he has to talk to him, has to try.
212 00:11:18,746 00:11:21,124 - That's really admirable. - That's really admirable.
213 00:11:21,148 00:11:22,959 - Yeah, I agree. - Yeah, I agree.
214 00:11:22,983 00:11:24,861 No, I mean... I mean of you. No, I mean... I mean of you.
215 00:11:24,885 00:11:26,162 - Oh, well, no. - It is. - Oh, well, no. - It is.
216 00:11:26,186 00:11:28,097 It is. It is.
217 00:11:28,121 00:11:30,499 Even change you believe in is hard. Even change you believe in is hard.
218 00:11:30,523 00:11:32,268 You know, I'm impressed... You know, I'm impressed...
219 00:11:32,292 00:11:35,404 father to father. father to father.
220 00:11:35,428 00:11:37,306 - Thank you. - Thank you.
221 00:11:37,330 00:11:39,475 That's nice of you to say. That's nice of you to say.
222 00:11:39,499 00:11:42,111 Oh, one last thing. Oh, one last thing.
223 00:11:42,135 00:11:45,749 It's the only special instruction. It's the only special instruction.
224 00:11:45,773 00:11:50,019 Vera is taking an accelerated AL. Vera is taking an accelerated AL.
225 00:11:50,043 00:11:52,488 You know, I was gonna facilitate, You know, I was gonna facilitate,
226 00:11:52,512 00:11:55,258 but, you know, she needs this. but, you know, she needs this.
227 00:11:55,282 00:11:56,492 - Absolutely. - Absolutely.
228 00:11:56,516 00:11:58,461 - It'd mean a lot to her. - It'd mean a lot to her.
229 00:11:58,485 00:12:00,830 And to me, too. And to me, too.
230 00:12:00,854 00:12:03,166 - Of course. - Of course.
231 00:12:03,190 00:12:10,006 - Look... Cal, I... trust you completely. - Look... Cal, I... trust you completely.
232 00:12:10,030 00:12:10,974 Okay? Okay?
233 00:12:10,998 00:12:13,877 I want you to know that. I want you to know that.
234 00:12:13,901 00:12:16,312 All right. All right.
235 00:12:16,336 00:12:18,547 Thanks, man. Thanks, man.
236 00:12:21,574 00:12:28,984 ♪ ♪
237 00:12:49,436 00:12:51,047 - Hey. What do you want? - Hey. What do you want?
238 00:12:51,071 00:12:52,348 He wants me to take things over He wants me to take things over
239 00:12:52,372 00:12:55,184 for a couple of days. for a couple of days.
240 00:12:55,208 00:12:57,921 - Okay, but you're still gonna make it to Washington, right? - Okay, but you're still gonna make it to Washington, right?
241 00:12:57,945 00:13:00,523 N-no, actually, no. No, I can't. N-no, actually, no. No, I can't.
242 00:13:00,547 00:13:02,258 - What? - What?
243 00:13:02,282 00:13:05,261 This is a fucking joke, right? Harbaugh is expecting us. This is a fucking joke, right? Harbaugh is expecting us.
244 00:13:05,285 00:13:08,865 - I-I know. I'm sorry, but this is, um... - I-I know. I'm sorry, but this is, um...
245 00:13:08,889 00:13:11,200 You know, I-I have to stay. You know, I-I have to stay.
246 00:13:11,224 00:13:13,602 - No, you're choosing to. You're choosing to stay. - No, you're choosing to. You're choosing to stay.
247 00:13:13,626 00:13:15,338 You're choosing Eddie over us. You're choosing Eddie over us.
248 00:13:15,362 00:13:18,174 Well, I'll call JP, okay? Well, I'll call JP, okay?
249 00:13:18,198 00:13:21,010 I'll call Harbaugh and, uh... and whoever else I'll call Harbaugh and, uh... and whoever else
250 00:13:21,034 00:13:22,211 you think I need to call. you think I need to call.
251 00:13:22,235 00:13:24,180 I'll handle it. - Oh, you will? I'll handle it. - Oh, you will?
252 00:13:24,204 00:13:26,615 - Okay. - I will. - Okay. - I will.
253 00:13:26,639 00:13:30,353 And, uh, you know, I'll grovel, Mary. And, uh, you know, I'll grovel, Mary.
254 00:13:30,377 00:13:32,856 You know, I'll them that, as inconceivable You know, I'll them that, as inconceivable
255 00:13:32,880 00:13:34,623 as it might sound, the actual Movement as it might sound, the actual Movement
256 00:13:34,647 00:13:36,625 needs my actual attention. needs my actual attention.
257 00:13:36,649 00:13:38,962 - Well, I'm still going. - Well, I'm still going.
258 00:13:38,986 00:13:41,364 - Um, no... Well, I mean, I don't know... - Um, no... Well, I mean, I don't know...
259 00:13:41,388 00:13:43,199 I don't know if that's a good idea. I don't know if that's a good idea.
260 00:13:43,223 00:13:45,234 Harbaugh is... No, and you there on your own? Harbaugh is... No, and you there on your own?
261 00:13:45,258 00:13:46,970 - Well, I don't think it's a good idea for you - Well, I don't think it's a good idea for you
262 00:13:46,994 00:13:48,404 to do anything on your own right now, to do anything on your own right now,
263 00:13:48,428 00:13:51,140 especially here, what with all the memory recall especially here, what with all the memory recall
264 00:13:51,164 00:13:54,643 and the weird drawings of mysterious caves. and the weird drawings of mysterious caves.
265 00:13:54,667 00:13:56,412 ♪ ♪
266 00:13:56,436 00:13:58,514 - What about Forest? - Use the nursery. - What about Forest? - Use the nursery.
267 00:13:58,538 00:14:00,649 We live in a collective community, remember? We live in a collective community, remember?
268 00:14:02,675 00:14:08,191 ♪ ♪
269 00:14:15,488 00:14:17,100 Hey. Hey.
270 00:14:17,124 00:14:18,534 - I've been calling you for hours. - I've been calling you for hours.
271 00:14:18,558 00:14:19,969 Didn't Hawk tell you Didn't Hawk tell you
272 00:14:19,993 00:14:21,370 that we're driving out to Maryland? that we're driving out to Maryland?
273 00:14:21,394 00:14:23,206 - Yeah, it's... it's not about that. - Yeah, it's... it's not about that.
274 00:14:23,230 00:14:25,541 - Is he with you now? - Yeah. He's in the store. - Is he with you now? - Yeah. He's in the store.
275 00:14:25,565 00:14:26,642 Why? Why?
276 00:14:26,666 00:14:28,611 Is something wrong? Is something wrong?
277 00:14:28,635 00:14:31,614 - Vera isn't who she says she is. - Vera isn't who she says she is.
278 00:14:31,638 00:14:33,282 - Look, I know, okay? - Look, I know, okay?
279 00:14:33,306 00:14:35,919 She told me everything. - Wait. You know? She told me everything. - Wait. You know?
280 00:14:35,943 00:14:39,288 Look, it's really complicated, Sarah. Look, it's really complicated, Sarah.
281 00:14:39,312 00:14:43,159 - Well... what did she say she was doing? - Well... what did she say she was doing?
282 00:14:43,183 00:14:46,262 - She apologized, okay? - She apologized, okay?
283 00:14:46,286 00:14:48,097 And we are trying to move forward. And we are trying to move forward.
284 00:14:48,121 00:14:49,298 Wait. She apologized, Wait. She apologized,
285 00:14:49,322 00:14:51,034 and you didn't think to tell me? and you didn't think to tell me?
286 00:14:51,058 00:14:53,269 I've been obsessed with Lilith for months. I've been obsessed with Lilith for months.
287 00:14:53,293 00:14:57,040 - Look, I only just found this out myself, okay? - Look, I only just found this out myself, okay?
288 00:14:57,064 00:14:58,574 Am I supposed to tell you everything? Am I supposed to tell you everything?
289 00:14:58,598 00:15:00,009 - Why is she here? - Why is she here?
290 00:15:00,033 00:15:04,247 - She's becoming a Meyerist, okay? - She's becoming a Meyerist, okay?
291 00:15:04,271 00:15:06,049 Can we just talk about this later? Can we just talk about this later?
292 00:15:06,073 00:15:07,283 Hawk's coming. Hawk's coming.
293 00:15:07,307 00:15:09,185 Her mother is missing, Eddie. Her mother is missing, Eddie.
294 00:15:09,209 00:15:10,553 Look, I don't know anything Look, I don't know anything
295 00:15:10,577 00:15:13,377 about her mother, okay? Just let it go. about her mother, okay? Just let it go.
296 00:15:17,617 00:15:19,595 - Who's that? - Who's that?
297 00:15:19,619 00:15:21,097 - Your mom says hi. - Your mom says hi.
298 00:15:23,356 00:15:25,434 ♪ ♪
299 00:15:25,458 00:15:27,070 What did she want? What did she want?
300 00:15:27,094 00:15:29,605 Just divorce stuff. Just divorce stuff.
301 00:15:29,629 00:15:31,007 It's fine. It's fine.
302 00:15:31,031 00:15:34,743 Really, it's fine. Really, it's fine.
303 00:15:34,767 00:15:36,345 - It's about Vera? - It's about Vera?
304 00:15:36,369 00:15:37,613 ♪ ♪
305 00:15:37,637 00:15:38,714 - Mm-hmm. - Mm-hmm.
306 00:15:38,738 00:15:41,050 - Is it real? - Is it real?
307 00:15:41,074 00:15:43,452 - What? - You and her. - What? - You and her.
308 00:15:43,476 00:15:45,588 - Yeah, it is. - Yeah, it is.
309 00:15:45,612 00:15:48,992 - You don't seem too happy for a guy in love. - You don't seem too happy for a guy in love.
310 00:15:49,016 00:15:51,627 ♪ ♪
311 00:15:51,651 00:15:53,662 - Well, neither do you. - Well, neither do you.
312 00:15:53,686 00:15:55,764 ♪ ♪
313 00:15:57,590 00:15:59,635 Is that why you came? Is that why you came?
314 00:15:59,659 00:16:01,637 Get away from all that stuff? Get away from all that stuff?
315 00:16:01,661 00:16:06,375 - No, I came because I want to try to help you out, - No, I came because I want to try to help you out,
316 00:16:06,399 00:16:08,111 if I can. if I can.
317 00:16:08,135 00:16:10,013 All right? All right?
318 00:16:10,037 00:16:11,480 It's just... It's just...
319 00:16:11,504 00:16:16,319 things have been hard lately with Vera. things have been hard lately with Vera.
320 00:16:16,343 00:16:17,320 - Why? - Why?
321 00:16:17,344 00:16:19,755 - You just never really know someone, I guess. - You just never really know someone, I guess.
322 00:16:19,779 00:16:22,491 - You don't know Vera? - You don't know Vera?
323 00:16:22,515 00:16:23,626 - No. - No.
324 00:16:23,650 00:16:28,031 All of us, we just have so much stuff. All of us, we just have so much stuff.
325 00:16:28,055 00:16:30,433 Sometimes that stuff can make you fall Sometimes that stuff can make you fall
326 00:16:30,457 00:16:33,236 deeper in love with that person. deeper in love with that person.
327 00:16:33,260 00:16:35,604 Other times, that stuff... Other times, that stuff...
328 00:16:35,628 00:16:37,406 doesn't make you love them any less. doesn't make you love them any less.
329 00:16:37,430 00:16:41,144 It just... It just...
330 00:16:41,168 00:16:44,480 makes you love them differently. makes you love them differently.
331 00:16:44,504 00:16:47,616 And that is harder than it sounds. And that is harder than it sounds.
332 00:16:47,640 00:16:53,689 ♪ ♪
333 00:16:59,419 00:17:03,332 - Isn't this meant to be in total darkness? - Isn't this meant to be in total darkness?
334 00:17:03,356 00:17:04,833 Hence the term "Absence of Light"? Hence the term "Absence of Light"?
335 00:17:04,857 00:17:08,337 Yeah, and typically, there'd be 20 people with you. Yeah, and typically, there'd be 20 people with you.
336 00:17:08,361 00:17:10,539 You're doing the hard-core version. You're doing the hard-core version.
337 00:17:10,563 00:17:14,110 But, you know, this is just a backup. But, you know, this is just a backup.
338 00:17:14,134 00:17:15,444 - Hmm. - Hmm.
339 00:17:15,468 00:17:20,583 So, um... people see things, hmm? So, um... people see things, hmm?
340 00:17:20,607 00:17:21,784 Sometimes? Sometimes?
341 00:17:21,808 00:17:24,753 - It's happened, for sure. - It's happened, for sure.
342 00:17:24,777 00:17:29,092 Visions, out-of-body experiences. Visions, out-of-body experiences.
343 00:17:29,116 00:17:31,594 Whatever has been pushed down Whatever has been pushed down
344 00:17:31,618 00:17:36,264 deep into your psyche... it can come out. deep into your psyche... it can come out.
345 00:17:37,224 00:17:39,335 - There's a lot in my psyche. - There's a lot in my psyche.
346 00:17:39,359 00:17:41,337 - You don't have to do this. - You don't have to do this.
347 00:17:41,361 00:17:44,140 Oh, no, I do. Oh, no, I do.
348 00:17:44,164 00:17:45,874 I need this. I... I need this. I...
349 00:17:45,898 00:17:48,344 have to face things once and for all, have to face things once and for all,
350 00:17:48,368 00:17:51,668 and I need to break the connections with... and I need to break the connections with...
351 00:18:03,250 00:18:05,720 I wish Eddie was here. I wish Eddie was here.
352 00:18:09,422 00:18:12,601 I'm sorry. I... I'm sorry. I...
353 00:18:12,625 00:18:16,205 I didn't mean... - No, it's... it's fine. I didn't mean... - No, it's... it's fine.
354 00:18:16,229 00:18:17,440 It's fine. It's fine.
355 00:18:17,464 00:18:19,508 Of course you wish Eddie was here. Of course you wish Eddie was here.
356 00:18:19,532 00:18:20,743 You know? You know?
357 00:18:20,767 00:18:22,445 I-I wish Eddie was here. I-I wish Eddie was here.
358 00:18:22,469 00:18:24,647 So you wouldn't have to endure this... So you wouldn't have to endure this...
359 00:18:24,671 00:18:26,915 This exact awkward moment This exact awkward moment
360 00:18:26,939 00:18:29,385 that you're experiencing right now? that you're experiencing right now?
361 00:18:29,409 00:18:31,920 A woman whispering to the tree A woman whispering to the tree
362 00:18:31,944 00:18:33,722 about her boyfriend? - Yeah. about her boyfriend? - Yeah.
363 00:18:33,746 00:18:35,824 Exactly. That is exactly why. Exactly. That is exactly why.
364 00:18:37,784 00:18:40,663 Did it help you? Did it help you?
365 00:18:40,687 00:18:42,798 You know, when... You know, when...
366 00:18:42,822 00:18:46,469 when you did this... your AL? when you did this... your AL?
367 00:18:46,493 00:18:51,603 Did it... did it help you face some of the past? Did it... did it help you face some of the past?
368 00:18:52,965 00:18:55,911 Huh. Huh.
369 00:18:55,935 00:19:02,218 I... I literally have zero recollection I... I literally have zero recollection
370 00:19:02,242 00:19:04,342 of my own AL. of my own AL.
371 00:19:06,713 00:19:08,691 Isn't that weird? Isn't that weird?
372 00:19:08,715 00:19:11,594 I-I've been to the site dozens of times. I-I've been to the site dozens of times.
373 00:19:11,618 00:19:15,764 I've made the trip with others, but... but I can't... I've made the trip with others, but... but I can't...
374 00:19:18,625 00:19:22,971 I can't sift through that to find my own experience. I can't sift through that to find my own experience.
375 00:19:25,965 00:19:31,814 That, uh... that saddens me, to be honest. That, uh... that saddens me, to be honest.
376 00:19:31,838 00:19:33,638 - I'm sorry. - I'm sorry.
377 00:19:35,575 00:19:40,623 I-it's... it's there somewhere, right? I-it's... it's there somewhere, right?
378 00:19:40,647 00:19:43,459 Everything is. Everything is.
379 00:19:43,483 00:19:46,329 Yeah, everything is. Yeah, everything is.
380 00:19:46,353 00:19:53,336 ♪ ♪
381 00:19:53,360 00:19:56,872 All right, I trust you will... All right, I trust you will...
382 00:19:56,896 00:19:59,375 focus your meditation focus your meditation
383 00:19:59,399 00:20:02,269 between now and sunrise tomorrow... between now and sunrise tomorrow...
384 00:20:03,536 00:20:06,349 No matter what you end up doing with this... No matter what you end up doing with this...
385 00:20:06,373 00:20:09,718 this campfire, but, you know, just in case. this campfire, but, you know, just in case.
386 00:20:09,742 00:20:11,019 - Mm. - Mm.
387 00:20:11,043 00:20:15,924 No, I, um... I want to commit. No, I, um... I want to commit.
388 00:20:15,948 00:20:23,358 ♪ ♪
389 00:20:30,397 00:20:31,907 Are you gonna let me see her or not? Are you gonna let me see her or not?
390 00:20:31,931 00:20:33,276 I know she's here. I know she's here.
391 00:20:33,300 00:20:34,777 She's probably in Eddie's cabin. She's probably in Eddie's cabin.
392 00:20:34,801 00:20:36,379 - That may be, but you're not on the visitors list. - That may be, but you're not on the visitors list.
393 00:20:36,403 00:20:37,613 - Oh, my God. This is ridiculous. - Oh, my God. This is ridiculous.
394 00:20:37,637 00:20:39,415 - No visitors that aren't on the list. - No visitors that aren't on the list.
395 00:20:39,439 00:20:41,016 - It's not ridiculous. It's for everyone's safety. - It's not ridiculous. It's for everyone's safety.
396 00:20:41,040 00:20:43,286 - You know what? I have been a Meyerist my whole life. - You know what? I have been a Meyerist my whole life.
397 00:20:43,310 00:20:44,520 - Except for right now. - Except for right now.
398 00:20:44,544 00:20:45,754 Right now you're not a Meyerist, Right now you're not a Meyerist,
399 00:20:45,778 00:20:47,523 and you're not on the list, so... and you're not on the list, so...
400 00:20:52,685 00:20:59,725 ♪ ♪
401 00:21:25,117 00:21:26,395 Hey! Hey!
402 00:21:26,419 00:21:27,663 I need assistance. I need assistance.
403 00:21:27,687 00:21:29,365 I got an intruder on the compound. I got an intruder on the compound.
404 00:21:29,389 00:21:30,599 Vera? Vera? Vera? Vera?
405 00:21:30,623 00:21:33,336 I want to talk to you! I want to talk to you!
406 00:21:33,360 00:21:34,970 You can't be on the property, ma'am! You can't be on the property, ma'am!
407 00:21:34,994 00:21:38,106 - I'm not going anywhere until I talk to Vera! - I'm not going anywhere until I talk to Vera!
408 00:21:38,130 00:21:39,842 Vera! Get off... Vera! Get off...
409 00:21:39,866 00:21:43,446 Leave me alone! Get off of me! Leave me alone! Get off of me!
410 00:21:43,470 00:21:45,981 Take your... don't... Vera! Take your... don't... Vera!
411 00:21:46,005 00:21:48,835 Vera! Vera! Vera! Vera!
412 00:21:53,446 00:21:55,624 We believe that life, We believe that life,
413 00:21:55,648 00:21:57,426 at its essence, is a series at its essence, is a series
414 00:21:57,450 00:22:01,630 of habits, rituals, routines. of habits, rituals, routines.
415 00:22:01,654 00:22:05,434 We do not believe that wayward souls respond We do not believe that wayward souls respond
416 00:22:05,458 00:22:09,472 in any meaningful way to fear or pain in any meaningful way to fear or pain
417 00:22:09,496 00:22:12,641 or torture or... anything you might've seen or torture or... anything you might've seen
418 00:22:12,665 00:22:14,142 - on "Dateline." - Hmm. - on "Dateline." - Hmm.
419 00:22:14,166 00:22:16,845 Waywards require structure... Waywards require structure...
420 00:22:16,869 00:22:20,148 Social structure, family structure, Social structure, family structure,
421 00:22:20,172 00:22:22,017 romantic structure. romantic structure.
422 00:22:22,041 00:22:25,488 This keeps their minds on God's goodness... This keeps their minds on God's goodness...
423 00:22:25,512 00:22:27,856 Which is right in front of them... Which is right in front of them...
424 00:22:27,880 00:22:30,893 And not on the D word's sinfulness, And not on the D word's sinfulness,
425 00:22:30,917 00:22:36,131 which is around the corner in some dark alley somewhere. which is around the corner in some dark alley somewhere.
426 00:22:36,155 00:22:38,401 What denomination are you? What denomination are you?
427 00:22:38,425 00:22:40,035 - Catholic. - Oh. - Catholic. - Oh.
428 00:22:40,059 00:22:41,870 That's... okay. That's... okay.
429 00:22:41,894 00:22:43,171 Practicing, I assume? Practicing, I assume?
430 00:22:43,195 00:22:44,840 - Of course. - Of course. - Of course. - Of course.
431 00:22:44,864 00:22:47,776 And when would you say Hawk's proclivities And when would you say Hawk's proclivities
432 00:22:47,800 00:22:49,678 began to reveal themselves? began to reveal themselves?
433 00:22:49,702 00:22:54,850 - Um... It's, uh... it's hard to say. - Um... It's, uh... it's hard to say.
434 00:22:54,874 00:22:57,920 - It's all so hard to talk about. - It's all so hard to talk about.
435 00:22:57,944 00:22:59,154 It's so icky. It's so icky.
436 00:22:59,178 00:23:03,125 - Um, I only started acting... - Um, I only started acting...
437 00:23:03,149 00:23:06,194 on it recently. on it recently.
438 00:23:06,218 00:23:09,998 - But you have acted on it. - But you have acted on it.
439 00:23:10,022 00:23:13,902 The more that is there, the more there is to undo. The more that is there, the more there is to undo.
440 00:23:13,926 00:23:16,705 We can get into all these specifics later. We can get into all these specifics later.
441 00:23:16,729 00:23:19,675 So a couple of months, you said? So a couple of months, you said?
442 00:23:19,699 00:23:21,076 Right? Right?
443 00:23:21,100 00:23:23,946 Any particular reason for that, Any particular reason for that,
444 00:23:23,970 00:23:26,014 would you say, off the top of your head? would you say, off the top of your head?
445 00:23:26,038 00:23:29,217 A death in the family? Trouble between Mom and Dad? A death in the family? Trouble between Mom and Dad?
446 00:23:29,241 00:23:31,454 - Well, actually, both. - Well, actually, both.
447 00:23:31,478 00:23:34,457 Hawk's mother and I have been separated Hawk's mother and I have been separated
448 00:23:34,481 00:23:37,993 for a few months now, and... - Well... for a few months now, and... - Well...
449 00:23:38,017 00:23:40,529 lookee there. lookee there.
450 00:23:40,553 00:23:42,631 Now, you listen to me, Dad. Now, you listen to me, Dad.
451 00:23:42,655 00:23:44,967 This is not your fault, okay? This is not your fault, okay?
452 00:23:44,991 00:23:49,972 There may be reasons, but there are no excuses. There may be reasons, but there are no excuses.
453 00:23:49,996 00:23:52,174 Right, Hawk? Right, Hawk?
454 00:23:52,198 00:23:54,643 - Of course. - Right. - Of course. - Right.
455 00:23:54,667 00:23:58,113 - Hey... Clayton, um... do you think - Hey... Clayton, um... do you think
456 00:23:58,137 00:24:02,737 that you and I could talk privately for a moment? that you and I could talk privately for a moment?
457 00:24:04,611 00:24:06,989 - Of course. Of course. - Of course. Of course.
458 00:24:07,013 00:24:09,024 Hawk, you mind giving us a second, buddy? Hawk, you mind giving us a second, buddy?
459 00:24:09,048 00:24:11,494 There's a chair right outside in the hallway. There's a chair right outside in the hallway.
460 00:24:11,518 00:24:13,261 - Certainly. Thank you. - Certainly. Thank you.
461 00:24:13,285 00:24:14,915 - Thanks, kid. - Thanks, kid.
462 00:24:27,299 00:24:30,145 - No sweets for you, young man. - No sweets for you, young man.
463 00:24:30,169 00:24:32,769 Not yet. Not yet.
464 00:24:38,645 00:24:45,815 ♪ ♪
465 00:25:01,801 00:25:04,847 This is set, so... ah, without any further ado. This is set, so... ah, without any further ado.
466 00:25:04,871 00:25:08,784 Just really try to be Just really try to be
467 00:25:08,808 00:25:11,687 with the guy or gal sitting across from you. with the guy or gal sitting across from you.
468 00:25:11,711 00:25:13,288 Eye contact, everyone. Eye contact, everyone.
469 00:25:13,312 00:25:14,790 - Remember that? - Yeah. - Remember that? - Yeah.
470 00:25:14,814 00:25:17,593 And not to get all fortune cookie on you, And not to get all fortune cookie on you,
471 00:25:17,617 00:25:19,628 but being present is really important. but being present is really important.
472 00:25:19,652 00:25:20,696 - It's true. - It's true.
473 00:25:20,720 00:25:21,964 It's easier not to think about It's easier not to think about
474 00:25:21,988 00:25:23,666 the "what else" or "who else" the "what else" or "who else"
475 00:25:23,690 00:25:25,233 when you're just right there, when you're just right there,
476 00:25:25,257 00:25:27,703 with the person in front of you. with the person in front of you.
477 00:25:27,727 00:25:32,307 But most importantly... But most importantly...
478 00:25:32,331 00:25:35,811 - Have fun. - That's right. - Have fun. - That's right.
479 00:25:35,835 00:25:40,115 Now, as far as homework goes, that isn't half bad, right? Now, as far as homework goes, that isn't half bad, right?
480 00:25:49,716 00:25:51,694 ♪ Oh, yeah ♪ Oh, yeah
481 00:25:51,718 00:25:55,130 ♪ Don't want a four-leaf clover ♪ ♪ Don't want a four-leaf clover ♪
482 00:25:55,154 00:25:56,832 - I'm Caleb... - I'm Caleb...
483 00:25:56,856 00:25:59,835 ♪ Don't want an old horseshoe ♪ ♪ Don't want an old horseshoe ♪
484 00:25:59,859 00:26:03,706 ♪ I want your kiss 'cause I just can't miss ♪ ♪ I want your kiss 'cause I just can't miss ♪
485 00:26:03,730 00:26:06,842 ♪ With a good-luck charm like you ♪ ♪ With a good-luck charm like you ♪
486 00:26:06,866 00:26:11,379 ♪ Come on, and be my little good-luck charm ♪ ♪ Come on, and be my little good-luck charm ♪
487 00:26:11,403 00:26:17,019 ♪ Uh-huh, you sweet delight - Hey. ♪ Uh-huh, you sweet delight - Hey.
488 00:26:17,043 00:26:19,955 I'm getting you out of here. Come on. I'm getting you out of here. Come on.
489 00:26:19,979 00:26:22,190 - No, look, I-I can't. I can't leave. - No, look, I-I can't. I can't leave.
490 00:26:22,214 00:26:24,693 You have to stop this, Hawk. Really, you have to... You have to stop this, Hawk. Really, you have to...
491 00:26:24,717 00:26:25,961 - Just come on. Let's go. - Just come on. Let's go.
492 00:26:25,985 00:26:27,229 - No, seriously, stop this, Hawk. - No, seriously, stop this, Hawk.
493 00:26:27,253 00:26:28,864 - Come on. - Don't, Hawk. - Come on. - Don't, Hawk.
494 00:26:28,888 00:26:30,899 ♪ Don't want a silver dollar ♪ ♪ Don't want a silver dollar ♪
495 00:26:30,923 00:26:32,901 - Don't do this. - What is wrong with... - Don't do this. - What is wrong with...
496 00:26:32,925 00:26:36,104 Hawk. Hawk.
497 00:26:36,128 00:26:38,273 You're leaving! I'm staying! You're leaving! I'm staying!
498 00:26:38,297 00:26:39,875 ♪ ♪
499 00:26:39,899 00:26:42,144 - Who are you? - Caleb? - Who are you? - Caleb?
500 00:26:42,168 00:26:43,278 ♪ ♪
501 00:26:43,302 00:26:44,780 - It's okay. - Hey. - It's okay. - Hey.
502 00:26:44,804 00:26:46,014 He's leaving. He's leaving.
503 00:26:46,038 00:26:49,885 ♪ My good-luck charm... ♪ ♪ My good-luck charm... ♪
504 00:26:49,909 00:26:51,754 - Let's get out of here. - Let's get out of here.
505 00:26:51,778 00:26:53,756 ♪ I want a good-luck charm ♪ ♪ I want a good-luck charm ♪
506 00:26:53,780 00:26:57,059 ♪ A-hanging on my arm Hey. ♪ A-hanging on my arm Hey.
507 00:26:57,083 00:27:02,130 ♪ To have, to have, to hold, to hold tonight ♪ ♪ To have, to have, to hold, to hold tonight ♪
508 00:27:02,154 00:27:04,399 - Why are you doing this? - Why are you doing this?
509 00:27:04,423 00:27:09,437 - To tune ourselves in to the frequency of the Lord. - To tune ourselves in to the frequency of the Lord.
510 00:27:09,461 00:27:12,908 To hear His message loud and clear. To hear His message loud and clear.
511 00:27:14,767 00:27:18,781 ♪ Tonight ♪ ♪ Tonight ♪
512 00:27:18,805 00:27:21,784 - You're deluded. - Am I? - You're deluded. - Am I?
513 00:27:21,808 00:27:24,452 Or are you? Or are you?
514 00:27:26,345 00:27:29,157 Okay, thank you. Okay, thank you.
515 00:27:29,181 00:27:33,295 Uh, I see our wonderful staff waiting for me to wrap it up, Uh, I see our wonderful staff waiting for me to wrap it up,
516 00:27:33,319 00:27:36,765 and, uh, well, honestly, I can't compete with sand dabs. and, uh, well, honestly, I can't compete with sand dabs.
517 00:27:36,789 00:27:41,136 So... I'll say this in conclusion. So... I'll say this in conclusion.
518 00:27:41,160 00:27:43,872 The fight that the Americans for Reproductive Freedom The fight that the Americans for Reproductive Freedom
519 00:27:43,896 00:27:45,808 is waging against the dark forces is waging against the dark forces
520 00:27:45,832 00:27:47,242 in our society... in our society...
521 00:27:47,266 00:27:49,177 Forces that are hell-bent on dictating Forces that are hell-bent on dictating
522 00:27:49,201 00:27:52,180 what women can and cannot do with their own bodies... what women can and cannot do with their own bodies...
523 00:27:52,204 00:27:55,718 Is one of the most important and righteous fights Is one of the most important and righteous fights
524 00:27:55,742 00:27:57,853 taking place in our nation today. taking place in our nation today.
525 00:27:57,877 00:28:00,122 It's a privilege to have the AFRF's support. It's a privilege to have the AFRF's support.
526 00:28:00,146 00:28:02,858 And as both a congressman and a citizen, And as both a congressman and a citizen,
527 00:28:02,882 00:28:04,960 it's an honor to offer them mine. it's an honor to offer them mine.
528 00:28:04,984 00:28:08,363 Thank you. Thank you.
529 00:28:08,387 00:28:09,965 Thank you very much. Thank you very much.
530 00:28:09,989 00:28:13,435 And without further ado, the sand dabs. And without further ado, the sand dabs.
531 00:28:13,459 00:28:14,937 Thank you all. Good night. Thank you all. Good night.
532 00:28:17,163 00:28:19,241 - Wonderful remarks, Congressman. - Wonderful remarks, Congressman.
533 00:28:19,265 00:28:20,876 Thank you for being here. Thank you for being here.
534 00:28:20,900 00:28:24,212 - Oh, it's my pleasure. - Oh, it's my pleasure.
535 00:28:24,236 00:28:25,213 Truly. Truly.
536 00:28:25,237 00:28:27,149 - Your associate mentioned to us - Your associate mentioned to us
537 00:28:27,173 00:28:29,284 that you haven't written down that you haven't written down
538 00:28:29,308 00:28:32,120 any of your speeches since the eighth grade. any of your speeches since the eighth grade.
539 00:28:32,144 00:28:34,389 Is that true? Is that true?
540 00:28:34,413 00:28:36,258 ♪ ♪
541 00:28:36,282 00:28:38,260 - It's true. Phillips Middle School. - It's true. Phillips Middle School.
542 00:28:38,284 00:28:41,764 I was running for student body president. I was running for student body president.
543 00:28:41,788 00:28:43,265 - Why, though? - Why, though?
544 00:28:43,289 00:28:45,934 - Well, I lost the campaign, and I blamed my speech. - Well, I lost the campaign, and I blamed my speech.
545 00:28:45,958 00:28:48,003 - And he has not lost a campaign since. - And he has not lost a campaign since.
546 00:28:48,027 00:28:49,504 - Ah. - Also true. - Ah. - Also true.
547 00:28:49,528 00:28:51,406 I just didn't like the feeling. I just didn't like the feeling.
548 00:28:51,430 00:28:53,200 But enough about me. But enough about me.
549 00:28:54,433 00:28:55,911 Oh, thank you. Oh, thank you.
550 00:28:55,935 00:28:58,146 Thank you so much. Thank you so much.
551 00:28:58,170 00:29:02,417 ♪ ♪
552 00:29:04,310 00:29:07,355 - You will thank me later. You know you will. - You will thank me later. You know you will.
553 00:29:07,379 00:29:10,225 - That is so arrogant. You know that, right? - That is so arrogant. You know that, right?
554 00:29:10,249 00:29:12,795 - You know that you're shouting at a woman in a hotel hallway? - You know that you're shouting at a woman in a hotel hallway?
555 00:29:12,819 00:29:14,096 Want to think it through? Want to think it through?
556 00:29:14,120 00:29:15,163 Jesus. Jesus.
557 00:29:15,187 00:29:16,064 Shit. Shit.
558 00:29:16,088 00:29:18,400 - That... right there. - That... right there.
559 00:29:18,424 00:29:21,269 You talk to me like I'm such a piece of shit, You talk to me like I'm such a piece of shit,
560 00:29:21,293 00:29:24,272 and you're just, what, some fully actualized... and you're just, what, some fully actualized...
561 00:29:25,531 00:29:28,043 Whatever. Whatever.
562 00:29:28,067 00:29:29,812 What are you doing? What are you doing?
563 00:29:29,836 00:29:31,546 - What the fuck is wrong with you? - What the fuck is wrong with you?
564 00:29:31,570 00:29:33,115 Seriously? Seriously?
565 00:29:33,139 00:29:35,050 A waitress from a women's rights dinner, A waitress from a women's rights dinner,
566 00:29:35,074 00:29:36,484 and I don't know shit? and I don't know shit?
567 00:29:38,477 00:29:40,055 - What's she saying? - What's she saying?
568 00:29:40,079 00:29:42,424 - That doesn't matter. - That doesn't matter.
569 00:29:42,448 00:29:44,559 - What are you doing? - "So nice to meet you. - What are you doing? - "So nice to meet you.
570 00:29:44,583 00:29:46,929 "Thanks for supporting a woman's right to choose. "Thanks for supporting a woman's right to choose.
571 00:29:46,953 00:29:48,831 Let's get the vote out in November." Let's get the vote out in November."
572 00:29:48,855 00:29:50,332 I'm gonna hold on to this, okay? I'm gonna hold on to this, okay?
573 00:29:50,356 00:29:53,386 Till tomorrow, because you literally cannot be trusted. Till tomorrow, because you literally cannot be trusted.
574 00:29:58,931 00:30:00,175 Fine. Fine.
575 00:30:00,199 00:30:01,369 Fuck it. Fuck it.
576 00:30:02,969 00:30:04,412 I'm ordering room service, though, I'm ordering room service, though,
577 00:30:04,436 00:30:07,082 and I'm gonna drink some more, so get ready for that. and I'm gonna drink some more, so get ready for that.
578 00:30:07,106 00:30:08,516 - Fine. You're not leaving this room. - Fine. You're not leaving this room.
579 00:30:08,540 00:30:09,885 - I'm ordering room service. - I'm ordering room service.
580 00:30:09,909 00:30:11,353 I know I'm not leaving the room. I know I'm not leaving the room.
581 00:30:11,377 00:30:13,155 - And I'm not leaving either. - Fucking fantastic. - And I'm not leaving either. - Fucking fantastic.
582 00:30:13,179 00:30:16,624 Hi. Uh, can I get the, uh... the petite filet, please? Hi. Uh, can I get the, uh... the petite filet, please?
583 00:30:16,648 00:30:19,962 And... something red, please. And... something red, please.
584 00:30:19,986 00:30:22,497 - And order me some fucking fries. - And order me some fucking fries.
585 00:30:22,521 00:30:24,933 - And some fries, please. - And some fries, please.
586 00:30:24,957 00:30:27,327 Thank you. Yes, room 820. Thank you. Yes, room 820.
587 00:30:39,005 00:30:41,649 What's going on, Sarah? What's going on, Sarah?
588 00:30:41,673 00:30:43,986 - Exactly. - Exactly.
589 00:30:44,010 00:30:46,654 What is going on, Cal? What is going on, Cal?
590 00:30:46,678 00:30:49,124 All I want to do is... is talk to Vera, All I want to do is... is talk to Vera,
591 00:30:49,148 00:30:52,227 and yet, here I am. and yet, here I am.
592 00:30:52,251 00:30:54,196 Why won't anybody let me speak to her? Why won't anybody let me speak to her?
593 00:30:54,220 00:30:56,031 - It's between the two of them, Sarah. - It's between the two of them, Sarah.
594 00:30:56,055 00:30:57,632 It's personal. They're figuring it out. It's personal. They're figuring it out.
595 00:30:57,656 00:30:59,534 - Well, good for fucking them. - Well, good for fucking them.
596 00:30:59,558 00:31:01,103 Do you think that this is about Do you think that this is about
597 00:31:01,127 00:31:03,438 "don't mess with my man" bullshit? "don't mess with my man" bullshit?
598 00:31:03,462 00:31:05,007 - I don't... I have no idea what this is about. - I don't... I have no idea what this is about.
599 00:31:05,031 00:31:07,575 - Clearly you don't. - Clearly you don't.
600 00:31:07,599 00:31:12,414 This is about Lilith... Vera's mom... This is about Lilith... Vera's mom...
601 00:31:12,438 00:31:14,908 who's missing. who's missing.
602 00:31:16,708 00:31:20,022 - You left Meyerism... yeah? - You left Meyerism... yeah?
603 00:31:20,046 00:31:22,590 Why is this so important to you? Why is this so important to you?
604 00:31:22,614 00:31:24,392 - I... - I...
605 00:31:24,416 00:31:27,195 I guess it started with The Hypoxian Cleanse. I guess it started with The Hypoxian Cleanse.
606 00:31:27,219 00:31:29,431 And The Hypoxian Cleanse started with Lilith. And The Hypoxian Cleanse started with Lilith.
607 00:31:29,455 00:31:31,133 It's hers. It's hers.
608 00:31:31,157 00:31:34,357 She was trying to help cure Steve of his pedophilia. She was trying to help cure Steve of his pedophilia.
609 00:31:36,062 00:31:37,572 Do you know that I used to think Do you know that I used to think
610 00:31:37,596 00:31:42,966 that I had every imaginable angle of Meyerism figured out? that I had every imaginable angle of Meyerism figured out?
611 00:31:45,471 00:31:46,714 And I'm devastated. And I'm devastated.
612 00:31:46,738 00:31:48,283 And I guess that's why I'm trying And I guess that's why I'm trying
613 00:31:48,307 00:31:50,118 to latch on to something that's real... to latch on to something that's real...
614 00:31:50,142 00:31:52,988 Something that is actual... And hold on for dear life, Something that is actual... And hold on for dear life,
615 00:31:53,012 00:31:55,512 because... because...
616 00:32:01,620 00:32:09,000 ♪ ♪
617 00:32:12,698 00:32:14,609 - I've been seeing a therapist. - I've been seeing a therapist.
618 00:32:19,105 00:32:22,017 - That's good. Who? - That's good. Who?
619 00:32:25,144 00:32:28,156 - Out there? - Out there?
620 00:32:28,180 00:32:31,759 I am really glad to hear you say that. I am really glad to hear you say that.
621 00:32:31,783 00:32:33,228 Why now? Why now?
622 00:32:35,187 00:32:38,100 In a way, I feel exactly the same way as you. In a way, I feel exactly the same way as you.
623 00:32:38,124 00:32:40,435 But instead of losing my perspective But instead of losing my perspective
624 00:32:40,459 00:32:43,538 because of contradictions and half-truths, because of contradictions and half-truths,
625 00:32:43,562 00:32:51,562 I feel, uh... ♪ I feel, uh... ♪
626 00:32:52,138 00:32:53,748 Blinded by... Blinded by...
627 00:32:56,375 00:32:58,305 Emptiness. Emptiness.
628 00:32:59,778 00:33:01,578 Nothingness. Nothingness.
629 00:33:04,383 00:33:07,729 I'm realizing that I'm... I'm disappearing I'm realizing that I'm... I'm disappearing
630 00:33:07,753 00:33:10,265 from my own life's story. from my own life's story.
631 00:33:12,324 00:33:14,402 The pages are blank. - In what ways? The pages are blank. - In what ways?
632 00:33:14,426 00:33:16,404 Once I started to realize Once I started to realize
633 00:33:16,428 00:33:20,308 how much of my own life I couldn't remember... how much of my own life I couldn't remember...
634 00:33:20,332 00:33:21,572 um... um...
635 00:33:25,171 00:33:27,715 How much had been, you know, blocked out... How much had been, you know, blocked out...
636 00:33:27,739 00:33:29,339 um... um...
637 00:33:33,345 00:33:35,723 The foundation started to crumble. The foundation started to crumble.
638 00:33:35,747 00:33:41,696 ♪ ♪
639 00:33:41,720 00:33:45,300 - And this therapist, is, uh... - And this therapist, is, uh...
640 00:33:45,324 00:33:46,834 he or she helping you? he or she helping you?
641 00:33:46,858 00:33:50,405 - No, but mostly because I lie to her all the time, so... - No, but mostly because I lie to her all the time, so...
642 00:33:53,265 00:33:55,577 Oh, yes, that would hamstring Oh, yes, that would hamstring
643 00:33:55,601 00:33:57,545 any potential for whatever they call it... a breakthrough. any potential for whatever they call it... a breakthrough.
644 00:33:57,569 00:34:00,509 Yeah, apparently. Yeah, apparently.
645 00:34:03,642 00:34:07,355 Steve didn't develop The HC himself? Steve didn't develop The HC himself?
646 00:34:07,379 00:34:08,656 - Mm-mm. - Mm-mm.
647 00:34:08,680 00:34:10,692 I found this film at my mom's I found this film at my mom's
648 00:34:10,716 00:34:12,460 of Steve in the cave, and... of Steve in the cave, and...
649 00:34:14,420 00:34:18,700 Lilith was instructing him to Cleanse. Lilith was instructing him to Cleanse.
650 00:34:18,724 00:34:21,636 And there were some notebooks that were still there. And there were some notebooks that were still there.
651 00:34:21,660 00:34:23,871 - All right, sorry, y-you said... - All right, sorry, y-you said...
652 00:34:23,895 00:34:25,840 - The notebooks? There were some still... - The notebooks? There were some still...
653 00:34:25,864 00:34:27,875 - Yeah. In a cave? - Yeah. In a cave?
654 00:34:27,899 00:34:30,212 - Yeah. Here... - Yeah. Here...
655 00:34:30,236 00:34:33,415 out by the bend near the river. out by the bend near the river.
656 00:34:33,439 00:34:36,509 - Is it a cave with painted flowers? - Is it a cave with painted flowers?
657 00:34:37,776 00:34:39,254 - Yeah. - Yeah.
658 00:34:39,278 00:34:42,648 ♪ ♪
659 00:34:51,323 00:34:55,703 ♪ ♪
660 00:34:58,730 00:35:06,140 ♪ ♪
661 00:35:12,544 00:35:13,888 I'm real. I'm real.
662 00:35:13,912 00:35:17,259 Not in a hallucination. Not in a hallucination.
663 00:35:17,283 00:35:19,627 Where's your mother? Where's your mother?
664 00:35:19,651 00:35:22,191 Um... Um...
665 00:35:25,324 00:35:27,802 Well, I haven't... Well, I haven't...
666 00:35:27,826 00:35:29,671 I haven't spoken to her in weeks. I haven't spoken to her in weeks.
667 00:35:29,695 00:35:32,340 - You think you're gonna get something out of this? - You think you're gonna get something out of this?
668 00:35:32,364 00:35:35,210 AL? Playing Meyerist? AL? Playing Meyerist?
669 00:35:35,234 00:35:36,611 You won't. You won't.
670 00:35:36,635 00:35:38,546 The Light won't illuminate anything within you The Light won't illuminate anything within you
671 00:35:38,570 00:35:40,548 because there isn't anything within you. because there isn't anything within you.
672 00:35:40,572 00:35:44,386 You are hollow, empty, and a liar. You are hollow, empty, and a liar.
673 00:35:44,410 00:35:46,954 - Sarah, she... - Sarah, she...
674 00:35:46,978 00:35:50,392 she isn't who you think she is. she isn't who you think she is.
675 00:35:50,416 00:35:52,427 I've lied to a lot of people. I've lied to a lot of people.
676 00:35:52,451 00:35:55,663 I've lied to you, and I'm sorry. I've lied to you, and I'm sorry.
677 00:35:55,687 00:35:57,932 I've lied to Eddie. - I don't care. I've lied to Eddie. - I don't care.
678 00:35:57,956 00:36:02,437 - Lilith... she's dangerous. - Lilith... she's dangerous.
679 00:36:02,461 00:36:04,601 She's not just deceitful. She's not just deceitful.
680 00:36:05,597 00:36:07,575 ♪ ♪
681 00:36:10,001 00:36:12,447 Do you... do you know what she believes? Do you... do you know what she believes?
682 00:36:12,471 00:36:13,448 - I do. - No, you don't. - I do. - No, you don't.
683 00:36:13,472 00:36:14,749 - Just because it isn't - Just because it isn't
684 00:36:14,773 00:36:16,984 all warm and fuzzy doesn't make it wrong. all warm and fuzzy doesn't make it wrong.
685 00:36:17,008 00:36:20,255 - She believes that Eddie will die... - She believes that Eddie will die...
686 00:36:20,279 00:36:22,690 for her prophecy to be fulfilled. for her prophecy to be fulfilled.
687 00:36:22,714 00:36:25,227 ♪ ♪
688 00:36:25,251 00:36:26,728 - What? - What?
689 00:36:26,752 00:36:29,731 - Eddie has to die. - Eddie has to die.
690 00:36:29,755 00:36:31,999 That's what she believes. That's what she believes.
691 00:36:32,023 00:36:34,602 ♪ ♪
692 00:36:34,626 00:36:36,396 - Why? - Why?
693 00:36:37,363 00:36:40,475 - Well, he has to bring Meyerism - Well, he has to bring Meyerism
694 00:36:40,499 00:36:42,410 as high as it can go, as high as it can go,
695 00:36:42,434 00:36:44,979 and that's what I was helping to do and that's what I was helping to do
696 00:36:45,003 00:36:48,750 until I just couldn't anymore. until I just couldn't anymore.
697 00:36:48,774 00:36:49,984 The faith has to spread The faith has to spread
698 00:36:50,008 00:36:52,238 to as many people as possible and... to as many people as possible and...
699 00:36:55,847 00:36:59,627 Well, The Movement will crumble without Eddie, and... Well, The Movement will crumble without Eddie, and...
700 00:36:59,651 00:37:03,465 the world will crumble without The Movement. the world will crumble without The Movement.
701 00:37:03,489 00:37:04,766 ♪ ♪
702 00:37:04,790 00:37:08,436 I don't know why. I don't understand. I don't know why. I don't understand.
703 00:37:08,460 00:37:10,805 That's what she told me. - Do you believe that? That's what she told me. - Do you believe that?
704 00:37:10,829 00:37:12,774 - I've decided not to. - I've decided not to.
705 00:37:12,798 00:37:15,310 Yeah, but Lilith, she will go to her grave Yeah, but Lilith, she will go to her grave
706 00:37:15,334 00:37:18,045 convinced that Eddie will go to his... convinced that Eddie will go to his...
707 00:37:18,069 00:37:19,914 and usher in the end of days. and usher in the end of days.
708 00:37:19,938 00:37:21,283 - Where is she? - Where is she?
709 00:37:21,307 00:37:27,522 ♪ ♪
710 00:37:29,548 00:37:32,860 - Need anything else? Coffee, pie, a milkshake? - Need anything else? Coffee, pie, a milkshake?
711 00:37:32,884 00:37:34,529 No milkshake. No milkshake.
712 00:37:34,553 00:37:36,964 - Just the check would be great, thank you. - Just the check would be great, thank you.
713 00:37:36,988 00:37:38,933 Such an asshole. Such an asshole.
714 00:37:38,957 00:37:40,935 I mean, I try to get him out of that freak show, I mean, I try to get him out of that freak show,
715 00:37:40,959 00:37:42,404 and he hits me? and he hits me?
716 00:37:42,428 00:37:45,673 I mean, fuck him. - Hey, stop it, okay? I mean, fuck him. - Hey, stop it, okay?
717 00:37:48,567 00:37:51,346 Yeah, you're right. Yeah, you're right.
718 00:37:51,370 00:37:53,781 I'm the asshole. I'm the asshole.
719 00:37:53,805 00:37:55,550 I deserved to get punched in the face. I deserved to get punched in the face.
720 00:37:55,574 00:37:57,385 It's... - No. It's... - No.
721 00:37:57,409 00:38:01,423 This has nothing to do with you and Caleb. This has nothing to do with you and Caleb.
722 00:38:01,447 00:38:03,625 I know you don't want to hear that, I know you don't want to hear that,
723 00:38:03,649 00:38:05,727 but it's true. but it's true.
724 00:38:05,751 00:38:08,430 - Okay? This is all about Caleb - Okay? This is all about Caleb
725 00:38:08,454 00:38:09,864 and his father. and his father.
726 00:38:09,888 00:38:12,099 - Yeah, but his dad's wrong. Anyone can see that. - Yeah, but his dad's wrong. Anyone can see that.
727 00:38:12,123 00:38:17,071 - Look, Caleb wants his dad to be so good so badly. - Look, Caleb wants his dad to be so good so badly.
728 00:38:17,095 00:38:19,374 And he wants to trust him, And he wants to trust him,
729 00:38:19,398 00:38:22,510 follow him, believe in what he says. follow him, believe in what he says.
730 00:38:22,534 00:38:24,712 We all want that to a certain extent. We all want that to a certain extent.
731 00:38:26,938 00:38:31,052 - I am... I am so sorry I was rude to you. - I am... I am so sorry I was rude to you.
732 00:38:31,076 00:38:33,988 - It's all right, sweetheart. I hate milkshakes, too. - It's all right, sweetheart. I hate milkshakes, too.
733 00:38:45,791 00:38:48,603 - Look, it takes a lot of courage to admit - Look, it takes a lot of courage to admit
734 00:38:48,627 00:38:53,475 that our fathers have led us astray. that our fathers have led us astray.
735 00:38:53,499 00:38:57,612 For any of this to make sense, for it... For any of this to make sense, for it...
736 00:38:57,636 00:39:01,606 not all to feel so aimless... not all to feel so aimless...
737 00:39:03,709 00:39:07,555 We want to trust our parents have steered us We want to trust our parents have steered us
738 00:39:07,579 00:39:09,791 in the right direction. in the right direction.
739 00:39:09,815 00:39:15,129 So sometimes we go to some pretty insane lengths, So sometimes we go to some pretty insane lengths,
740 00:39:15,153 00:39:18,400 clearly, to make that so. clearly, to make that so.
741 00:39:21,560 00:39:28,770 ♪ ♪
742 00:39:52,223 00:39:54,068 It's been too long. It's been too long.
743 00:39:54,092 00:40:01,502 ♪ ♪
744 00:40:06,572 00:40:08,215 - It's been hell - It's been hell
745 00:40:08,239 00:40:12,019 since you first... brought me here. since you first... brought me here.
746 00:40:12,043 00:40:17,922 I need to... be cleansed of your entire... I need to... be cleansed of your entire...
747 00:40:20,552 00:40:22,697 Of your entirety. Of your entirety.
748 00:40:22,721 00:40:25,567 - You're too hard on yourself. - You're too hard on yourself.
749 00:40:25,591 00:40:32,761 ♪ ♪
750 00:40:45,110 00:40:49,123 You're what stands between me and my past. You're what stands between me and my past.
751 00:40:49,147 00:40:56,557 ♪ ♪
752 00:40:58,890 00:41:02,770 I need to cleanse myself of you. I need to cleanse myself of you.
753 00:41:08,767 00:41:13,981 I shouldn't feel guilty... but I do. I shouldn't feel guilty... but I do.
754 00:41:15,240 00:41:21,623 I shouldn't feel pride... but I do. I shouldn't feel pride... but I do.
755 00:41:21,647 00:41:25,760 I shouldn't feel shame, but I do. I shouldn't feel shame, but I do.
756 00:41:31,757 00:41:33,768 I shouldn't feel love... I shouldn't feel love...
757 00:41:35,661 00:41:37,171 But I do. But I do.
758 00:41:46,004 00:41:50,885 ♪ ♪
759 00:41:55,246 00:42:02,646 ♪ ♪
760 00:42:12,631 00:42:14,175 - Buck? - Buck?
761 00:42:16,968 00:42:18,598 Buck? Buck?
762 00:42:38,990 00:42:41,836 - I often wish I was a kid again. - I often wish I was a kid again.
763 00:42:41,860 00:42:44,706 - I think we all do... just with better childhoods - I think we all do... just with better childhoods
764 00:42:44,730 00:42:47,374 than the ones we actually had. than the ones we actually had.
765 00:42:47,398 00:42:48,998 - Yeah. - Yeah.
766 00:42:51,269 00:42:54,909 Someday you'll have to tell me about yours. Someday you'll have to tell me about yours.
767 00:42:58,810 00:43:04,191 Hey, I... I'm sorry about last night. Hey, I... I'm sorry about last night.
768 00:43:04,215 00:43:05,927 - I'm sure you say that to all the girls... - I'm sure you say that to all the girls...
769 00:43:05,951 00:43:07,729 and their lawyers. and their lawyers.
770 00:43:07,753 00:43:10,064 No, we, uh... we had fun. No, we, uh... we had fun.
771 00:43:13,024 00:43:14,736 - Hey, let's go get some breakfast. - Hey, let's go get some breakfast.
772 00:43:14,760 00:43:16,270 You can pay me back for the fries. You can pay me back for the fries.
773 00:43:16,294 00:43:17,672 - I will pay you back, - I will pay you back,
774 00:43:17,696 00:43:19,140 but I think we should stay here. but I think we should stay here.
775 00:43:19,164 00:43:22,276 Morning-after pancakes is not a good look, PR-wise. Morning-after pancakes is not a good look, PR-wise.
776 00:43:22,300 00:43:24,746 - Ah, you're right. Okay. - Ah, you're right. Okay.
777 00:43:24,770 00:43:27,048 - Well... a room service life. - Well... a room service life.
778 00:43:27,072 00:43:30,082 - Well, it's what you signed up for. - Well, it's what you signed up for.
779 00:43:36,114 00:43:38,660 - Hey. - Hey.
780 00:43:38,684 00:43:41,896 How'd it go? How'd it go?
781 00:43:41,920 00:43:44,899 Did Caleb come back with you? Did Caleb come back with you?
782 00:43:44,923 00:43:48,970 - No, he, uh... he stayed. - No, he, uh... he stayed.
783 00:43:48,994 00:43:52,704 - Oh, that's, um... that's awful. - Oh, that's, um... that's awful.
784 00:43:54,065 00:43:57,178 Hey, um... Eddie, I, um... Hey, um... Eddie, I, um...
785 00:43:58,369 00:44:01,749 I wanted to tell you something. I wanted to tell you something.
786 00:44:01,773 00:44:05,452 My mother... I had her put away in this... My mother... I had her put away in this...
787 00:44:05,476 00:44:07,922 - No, don't. Look... - No, don't. Look...
788 00:44:07,946 00:44:10,191 you don't have to tell me. you don't have to tell me.
789 00:44:10,215 00:44:12,860 Okay? Not now. Okay? Not now.
790 00:44:12,884 00:44:15,930 You can tell me later. You can tell me later.
791 00:44:15,954 00:44:20,101 Look, it's just been a very... long night, Look, it's just been a very... long night,
792 00:44:20,125 00:44:24,855 and I don't want to be mad at you anymore. and I don't want to be mad at you anymore.
793 00:44:25,931 00:44:31,112 I am extremely mad at Steve, and... I am extremely mad at Steve, and...
794 00:44:31,136 00:44:34,115 I don't know what to do with that. I don't know what to do with that.
795 00:44:34,139 00:44:36,450 - I'm sorry. - I'm sorry.
796 00:44:36,474 00:44:38,753 It makes me sad. It makes me sad.
797 00:44:38,777 00:44:40,354 - Yeah, me too. - Yeah, me too.
798 00:44:40,378 00:44:42,890 - All of it. - All of it.
799 00:44:45,917 00:44:48,095 ♪ ♪
800 00:44:48,119 00:44:51,019 - Mm. - Let's just... - Mm. - Let's just...
801 00:44:52,257 00:44:54,268 Be us, okay? Be us, okay?
802 00:44:54,292 00:44:56,370 Just for a little while. Just for a little while.
803 00:44:56,394 00:45:00,975 Just here... now, us... Just here... now, us...
804 00:45:00,999 00:45:02,844 - Mm. - And not them. - Mm. - And not them.
805 00:45:02,868 00:45:09,851 ♪ ♪
806 00:45:24,389 00:45:27,769 Sarah. Sarah.
807 00:45:27,793 00:45:30,833 I just knew you would find me. I just knew you would find me.
808 00:45:31,897 00:45:35,242 I'm so indebted to you. I'm so indebted to you.
809 00:45:35,266 00:45:38,880 - You never told me that Vera was your daughter... - You never told me that Vera was your daughter...
810 00:45:38,904 00:45:40,514 or that Steve was her father. or that Steve was her father.
811 00:45:40,538 00:45:41,949 - I know. - I know.
812 00:45:41,973 00:45:44,151 And that was terribly wrong of me. And that was terribly wrong of me.
813 00:45:44,175 00:45:45,152 - Wrong? - Wrong?
814 00:45:45,176 00:45:47,421 - I wanted you to know the work, - I wanted you to know the work,
815 00:45:47,445 00:45:50,057 not what was happening in my personal life. not what was happening in my personal life.
816 00:45:50,081 00:45:52,860 - I wanted to believe that The Light spoke to you. - I wanted to believe that The Light spoke to you.
817 00:45:55,053 00:45:57,965 - It did. - It did.
818 00:45:57,989 00:46:02,303 And I think you know that. And I think you know that.
819 00:46:02,327 00:46:04,972 - I don't know anything. - I don't know anything.
820 00:46:04,996 00:46:06,573 - Then you wouldn't be here. - Then you wouldn't be here.
821 00:46:06,597 00:46:08,309 You wouldn't have tracked me down. You wouldn't have tracked me down.
822 00:46:08,333 00:46:11,578 I think you need to set things right. I think you need to set things right.
823 00:46:11,602 00:46:14,381 - I do need to set things right. - I do need to set things right.
824 00:46:14,405 00:46:16,183 - Vera put me in here, - Vera put me in here,
825 00:46:16,207 00:46:19,053 and she's the only one who can get me out. and she's the only one who can get me out.
826 00:46:19,077 00:46:21,588 - I think you're right where you need to be. - I think you're right where you need to be.
827 00:46:21,612 00:46:23,991 - No, you need... - No, you need...
828 00:46:24,015 00:46:25,592 You have to do something about this. You have to do something about this.
829 00:46:25,616 00:46:27,094 If not, you're no better than them. If not, you're no better than them.
830 00:46:27,118 00:46:29,230 You're no better than Steve. You're no better than Steve.
831 00:46:29,254 00:46:30,597 Sarah! Sarah!
832 00:46:34,492 00:46:36,904 Get me out of here! Get me out of here!
833 00:46:39,931 00:46:47,111 ♪ ♪
834 00:47:19,670 00:47:23,017 - Hey. - Ah, he returns. - Hey. - Ah, he returns.
835 00:47:23,041 00:47:28,022 Welcome back. Um... Not much to report, Welcome back. Um... Not much to report,
836 00:47:28,046 00:47:30,157 but, uh, I can give you a debrief but, uh, I can give you a debrief
837 00:47:30,181 00:47:32,881 on what you've missed if you'd like. on what you've missed if you'd like.
838 00:47:34,920 00:47:37,598 - Something happen, Cal? - Something happen, Cal?
839 00:47:37,622 00:47:41,930 - Happen... - To you... - Happen... - To you...
840 00:47:43,028 00:47:44,928 With Steve. With Steve.
841 00:47:49,367 00:47:54,015 - How... um... - You don't have to tell me. - How... um... - You don't have to tell me.
842 00:47:54,039 00:47:59,553 ♪ ♪
843 00:47:59,577 00:48:07,394 - No, I, um... ♪ - No, I, um... ♪
844 00:48:09,587 00:48:12,533 ♪ ♪
845 00:48:12,557 00:48:14,601 Pray with me? Pray with me?
846 00:48:14,625 00:48:19,573 ♪ ♪
847 00:48:19,597 00:48:22,027 - You still want to be a Meyerist? - You still want to be a Meyerist?
848 00:48:25,070 00:48:27,110 - I shouldn't. - I shouldn't.
849 00:48:29,740 00:48:32,119 But I do. But I do.
850 00:48:32,143 00:48:35,013 ♪ ♪