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1 00:00:00,868 00:00:02,646 Previously on "The Path"... Previously on "The Path"...
2 00:00:02,670 00:00:04,381 - Sarah and I've decided - Sarah and I've decided
3 00:00:04,405 00:00:06,816 that she will no longer be a part of The Movement. that she will no longer be a part of The Movement.
4 00:00:06,840 00:00:08,785 - I talked to your Dad about it, and we're in agreement. - I talked to your Dad about it, and we're in agreement.
5 00:00:08,809 00:00:10,754 I will not let you not leave The Movement. I will not let you not leave The Movement.
6 00:00:10,778 00:00:12,589 - It's conversion therapy. - It's conversion therapy.
7 00:00:12,613 00:00:15,359 - This cannot be the only way. - This cannot be the only way.
8 00:00:15,383 00:00:16,793 - I'm sorry, man. - I'm sorry, man.
9 00:00:16,817 00:00:19,696 - I want to take the ODE. - That test is outdated. - I want to take the ODE. - That test is outdated.
10 00:00:19,720 00:00:21,365 - You don't know the things I've done, - You don't know the things I've done,
11 00:00:21,389 00:00:22,799 and the people I come from. and the people I come from.
12 00:00:22,823 00:00:25,302 There's a tree, and there's a boy. There's a tree, and there's a boy.
13 00:00:25,326 00:00:26,770 He's chasing me, He's chasing me,
14 00:00:26,794 00:00:29,173 and has a head of sandy hair. and has a head of sandy hair.
15 00:00:29,197 00:00:32,609 And then my father calls for me to come inside. And then my father calls for me to come inside.
16 00:00:32,633 00:00:34,278 And it's over. And it's over.
17 00:00:34,302 00:00:37,212 - You are full of light. - You are full of light.
18 00:00:38,206 00:00:39,616 - Does he have to die? - Does he have to die?
19 00:00:39,640 00:00:41,751 - Yes. Eddie has to die so we can live. - Yes. Eddie has to die so we can live.
20 00:00:41,775 00:00:43,653 - I never saw a Garden. - I never saw a Garden.
21 00:00:43,677 00:00:45,855 I can show you what I saw. I can show you what I saw.
22 00:00:59,360 00:01:06,730 ♪ ♪
23 00:01:37,498 00:01:44,838 ♪ ♪
24 00:03:37,217 00:03:39,429 - Easy. Easy. The enucleation went well. - Easy. Easy. The enucleation went well.
25 00:03:39,453 00:03:40,697 You're gonna be fine... - I saw it. You're gonna be fine... - I saw it.
26 00:03:40,721 00:03:44,901 The end... and finally I know. The end... and finally I know.
27 00:03:44,925 00:03:46,970 I know how it's going to happen. I know how it's going to happen.
28 00:03:46,994 00:03:49,573 - Are you sure? You've been heavily sedated. - Are you sure? You've been heavily sedated.
29 00:03:49,597 00:03:51,741 - I know The Light's message. - I know The Light's message.
30 00:03:51,765 00:03:53,995 It is coming. It is coming.
31 00:04:02,610 00:04:04,450 - Any questions? - Any questions?
32 00:04:07,080 00:04:09,526 - You know my people can read, right? - You know my people can read, right?
33 00:04:09,550 00:04:12,296 - But you will find most won't. Or don't. - But you will find most won't. Or don't.
34 00:04:12,320 00:04:14,998 Frankly, I'm surprised that you even did. Frankly, I'm surprised that you even did.
35 00:04:15,022 00:04:17,033 - Well, I care about them. - Well, I care about them.
36 00:04:17,057 00:04:18,535 - I have no interest in challenging - I have no interest in challenging
37 00:04:18,559 00:04:19,569 that assertion, Mr. Lane. that assertion, Mr. Lane.
38 00:04:19,593 00:04:21,605 - Well, it's important to me - Well, it's important to me
39 00:04:21,629 00:04:23,340 that you know it. that you know it.
40 00:04:23,364 00:04:25,342 - Okay. - Look, I hired you - Okay. - Look, I hired you
41 00:04:25,366 00:04:29,078 to make sure that we don't get hit with bogus lawsuits, to make sure that we don't get hit with bogus lawsuits,
42 00:04:29,102 00:04:32,549 but this basically says that you have to sign but this basically says that you have to sign
43 00:04:32,573 00:04:34,618 your life away to walk through the door. your life away to walk through the door.
44 00:04:34,642 00:04:37,086 - You are a growing corporate entity - You are a growing corporate entity
45 00:04:37,110 00:04:38,455 which means... - No. No. which means... - No. No.
46 00:04:38,479 00:04:40,390 We are a group of people We are a group of people
47 00:04:40,414 00:04:42,959 that are coming together to seek a better life... that are coming together to seek a better life...
48 00:04:42,983 00:04:46,730 - Fine. A growing, faith-based, corporate entity then. - Fine. A growing, faith-based, corporate entity then.
49 00:04:46,754 00:04:48,998 - These people. - These people.
50 00:04:49,022 00:04:50,033 My people. My people.
51 00:04:50,057 00:04:53,537 They trust me with their spiritual well-being, They trust me with their spiritual well-being,
52 00:04:53,561 00:04:55,839 their families, their best interests. their families, their best interests.
53 00:04:55,863 00:04:58,942 This document does not service those interests. This document does not service those interests.
54 00:04:58,966 00:05:00,777 - You hired us to keep you protected. - You hired us to keep you protected.
55 00:05:00,801 00:05:03,947 This keeps you protected. This keeps you protected.
56 00:05:06,039 00:05:08,885 Well, at the very least, I think we can remove Well, at the very least, I think we can remove
57 00:05:08,909 00:05:11,421 clauses 15 through 21, 23... clauses 15 through 21, 23...
58 00:05:11,445 00:05:13,457 - Do you want to know how the Scientologists - Do you want to know how the Scientologists
59 00:05:13,481 00:05:15,559 avoid scandal every other week? avoid scandal every other week?
60 00:05:15,583 00:05:16,926 Better lawyers. Better lawyers.
61 00:05:16,950 00:05:19,563 Or the ever regenerating Catholic Church? Or the ever regenerating Catholic Church?
62 00:05:19,587 00:05:21,030 Better lawyers. Better lawyers.
63 00:05:21,054 00:05:22,832 Have your people sign it or don't, Have your people sign it or don't,
64 00:05:22,856 00:05:24,468 but this is why you hired me. but this is why you hired me.
65 00:05:24,492 00:05:25,869 We're the better lawyers. We're the better lawyers.
66 00:05:27,561 00:05:29,606 My next appointment is waiting. My next appointment is waiting.
67 00:05:42,976 00:05:44,921 The world is full of crap. The world is full of crap.
68 00:05:44,945 00:05:49,593 Crap you buy, crap you eat, crap you breathe. Crap you buy, crap you eat, crap you breathe.
69 00:05:49,617 00:05:52,061 We're gonna release all that. We're gonna release all that.
70 00:05:52,085 00:05:56,633 All that toxic Damage... let it out! All that toxic Damage... let it out!
71 00:05:56,657 00:05:59,127 Now hold it. Hold it! Now hold it. Hold it!
72 00:06:00,193 00:06:04,107 Breathe out. Light-headed, dizzy. Breathe out. Light-headed, dizzy.
73 00:06:04,131 00:06:05,875 Making yourself completely empty Making yourself completely empty
74 00:06:05,899 00:06:07,977 for one last refreshing breath in. for one last refreshing breath in.
75 00:06:08,001 00:06:11,581 Gather it, good, pure, clean air. Gather it, good, pure, clean air.
76 00:06:11,605 00:06:16,119 And... Yeah. And... Yeah.
77 00:06:30,157 00:06:32,135 - Hey. - Hey.
78 00:06:32,159 00:06:35,059 Mind if I walk with you? - Sure. Mind if I walk with you? - Sure.
79 00:06:40,768 00:06:43,980 - Vera. Vera Asan. - Vera. Vera Asan.
80 00:06:44,004 00:06:47,944 - Stephens. - Right, right, right. - Stephens. - Right, right, right.
81 00:06:51,011 00:06:52,722 - What's going on? - What's going on?
82 00:06:52,746 00:06:55,925 - Follow me. - Why? - Follow me. - Why?
83 00:06:55,949 00:06:58,061 Did something happen? Did something happen?
84 00:06:58,085 00:06:59,529 - No, no, no. - No, no, no.
85 00:06:59,553 00:07:02,963 Just I have something to show you. Just I have something to show you.
86 00:07:22,009 00:07:24,109 Recognize it? Recognize it?
87 00:07:33,020 00:07:35,599 Yeah, you were running. Yeah, you were running.
88 00:07:35,623 00:07:38,067 Being chased. Being chased.
89 00:07:38,091 00:07:41,605 Laughing like you rarely laughed. Laughing like you rarely laughed.
90 00:07:41,629 00:07:43,272 Around a tree. Around a tree.
91 00:07:43,296 00:07:47,076 The only tree in an open field. The only tree in an open field.
92 00:07:47,100 00:07:53,249 And, uh, the light came through the leaves And, uh, the light came through the leaves
93 00:07:53,273 00:07:56,713 making a kaleidoscope of patterns. making a kaleidoscope of patterns.
94 00:08:13,260 00:08:16,706 - Here... that was here? - Here... that was here?
95 00:08:16,730 00:08:18,207 I didn't know where it was. I didn't know where it was.
96 00:08:18,231 00:08:21,310 I didn't even know if it was real. I didn't even know if it was real.
97 00:08:21,334 00:08:23,680 Most of my early childhood is just a blank. Most of my early childhood is just a blank.
98 00:08:23,704 00:08:25,081 - Yeah. - Yeah.
99 00:08:25,105 00:08:27,617 But there was a boy, But there was a boy,
100 00:08:27,641 00:08:31,187 boy with sandy hair chasing you. boy with sandy hair chasing you.
101 00:08:31,211 00:08:35,258 Boy who rarely laughed. Boy who rarely laughed.
102 00:08:35,282 00:08:36,826 - You. - You.
103 00:08:36,850 00:08:38,828 - Then your father... - Vera! - Then your father... - Vera!
104 00:08:38,852 00:08:41,965 - Called for you to come inside. - Called for you to come inside.
105 00:08:41,989 00:08:44,759 Steve is your father. Steve is your father.
106 00:08:45,959 00:08:48,159 Who are you? Who are you?
107 00:08:50,964 00:08:52,942 - Steve's daughter. - Steve's daughter.
108 00:08:52,966 00:08:54,343 - Why are you here? - Why are you here?
109 00:08:54,367 00:08:57,346 - I was here the same reason you are. - I was here the same reason you are.
110 00:08:57,370 00:08:59,270 Dad. Dad.
111 00:09:03,343 00:09:05,989 Are you gonna tell him? Are you gonna tell him?
112 00:09:06,013 00:09:07,891 - It's a door. - It's a door.
113 00:09:07,915 00:09:09,926 Eddie walks through it, Eddie walks through it,
114 00:09:09,950 00:09:12,862 he starts to know who Steve is, he starts to know who Steve is,
115 00:09:12,886 00:09:17,300 questions are asked, and maybe they come round to me, questions are asked, and maybe they come round to me,
116 00:09:17,324 00:09:20,269 what happened with Steve. what happened with Steve.
117 00:09:20,293 00:09:22,839 Eddie will end this. Eddie will end this.
118 00:09:22,863 00:09:25,208 The Movement. The Movement.
119 00:09:25,232 00:09:27,877 And it's going so well. And it's going so well.
120 00:09:27,901 00:09:32,281 For me. For Mary. For me. For Mary.
121 00:09:32,305 00:09:34,951 It can't end, not yet. It can't end, not yet.
122 00:09:34,975 00:09:37,921 - No. - No.
123 00:09:37,945 00:09:40,957 No... yes, you're right. No... yes, you're right.
124 00:09:40,981 00:09:44,321 I don't want it to end either. I don't want it to end either.
125 00:09:47,888 00:09:49,933 I should go. I should go.
126 00:09:49,957 00:09:51,787 - But Vera. - But Vera.
127 00:09:53,761 00:09:57,006 I have so many questions. I have so many questions.
128 00:09:57,030 00:09:58,842 Who's your mother? Who's your mother?
129 00:09:58,866 00:10:00,666 Is she here? Is she here?
130 00:10:02,269 00:10:03,980 - She died. - She died.
131 00:10:04,004 00:10:06,916 A long time ago. A long time ago.
132 00:10:10,110 00:10:15,880 ♪ ♪
133 00:10:20,320 00:10:22,365 I have a daughter. I have a daughter.
134 00:10:22,389 00:10:24,000 Where is she? Where is she?
135 00:10:24,024 00:10:27,303 - We had a falling out. She doesn't speak to me. - We had a falling out. She doesn't speak to me.
136 00:10:27,327 00:10:29,727 - I'm sorry. What happened? - I'm sorry. What happened?
137 00:10:31,699 00:10:35,745 It's none of my business. You must be exhausted. It's none of my business. You must be exhausted.
138 00:10:35,769 00:10:37,747 - I wasn't the easiest mother. - I wasn't the easiest mother.
139 00:10:37,771 00:10:40,449 - I'm sure my kids feel the same. - I'm sure my kids feel the same.
140 00:10:40,473 00:10:42,151 - Thank you for coming to get me. - Thank you for coming to get me.
141 00:10:42,175 00:10:44,087 I deeply appreciate it. I deeply appreciate it.
142 00:10:44,111 00:10:47,824 - It's selfish on my part. I still have questions. - It's selfish on my part. I still have questions.
143 00:10:47,848 00:10:50,393 - Go on. - What I saw during the ritual. - Go on. - What I saw during the ritual.
144 00:10:50,417 00:10:51,987 The... The...
145 00:10:53,220 00:10:55,064 The black rain, The black rain,
146 00:10:55,088 00:10:59,102 the darkness, the despair, is that where we're headed? the darkness, the despair, is that where we're headed?
147 00:10:59,126 00:11:00,886 - It is. - It is.
148 00:11:02,796 00:11:05,826 - Steve told us about The Future, but seeing it... - Steve told us about The Future, but seeing it...
149 00:11:06,834 00:11:09,074 - I'd like to show you something else. - I'd like to show you something else.
150 00:11:23,016 00:11:24,716 - You're preparing... - You're preparing...
151 00:11:25,853 00:11:27,764 For life after the end. For life after the end.
152 00:11:27,788 00:11:30,166 - Yes. For those who know The Truth. - Yes. For those who know The Truth.
153 00:11:30,190 00:11:32,501 - How many are there? - Enough. - How many are there? - Enough.
154 00:11:32,525 00:11:34,795 All over the world. All over the world.
155 00:11:36,529 00:11:38,441 - And the weapons? - And the weapons?
156 00:11:38,465 00:11:40,865 - In case we need to protect ourselves. - In case we need to protect ourselves.
157 00:11:46,006 00:11:49,152 - What happens to everybody else? Those who... - What happens to everybody else? Those who...
158 00:11:49,176 00:11:51,076 aren't ready to believe? aren't ready to believe?
159 00:11:52,545 00:11:54,924 - They die. - They die.
160 00:11:54,948 00:11:58,795 - Who'd want to survive? Outlive everybody they love? - Who'd want to survive? Outlive everybody they love?
161 00:11:58,819 00:12:00,063 - It's a difficult choice... - It's a difficult choice...
162 00:12:00,087 00:12:02,065 - Shouldn't you be telling more people? - Shouldn't you be telling more people?
163 00:12:02,089 00:12:07,070 - Everyone knows that the Earth is a ticking time bomb. - Everyone knows that the Earth is a ticking time bomb.
164 00:12:07,094 00:12:09,538 We're lucky if there's a handful of centuries We're lucky if there's a handful of centuries
165 00:12:09,562 00:12:13,977 before the ice caps melt or the asteroids strike. before the ice caps melt or the asteroids strike.
166 00:12:14,001 00:12:17,180 That's if the next world war doesn't get us first. That's if the next world war doesn't get us first.
167 00:12:17,204 00:12:20,784 And many choose to turn their backs on The Truth. And many choose to turn their backs on The Truth.
168 00:12:20,808 00:12:22,919 When the fire comes, When the fire comes,
169 00:12:22,943 00:12:26,522 those despicable forces that sicken and darken the thoughts those despicable forces that sicken and darken the thoughts
170 00:12:26,546 00:12:30,894 of the men of our planet will be consumed. of the men of our planet will be consumed.
171 00:12:30,918 00:12:33,062 And the new world will be one And the new world will be one
172 00:12:33,086 00:12:35,965 we wish our children would be born into. we wish our children would be born into.
173 00:12:35,989 00:12:37,901 It's a world without pain or suffering, It's a world without pain or suffering,
174 00:12:37,925 00:12:42,138 without war, without fear... - That's what happens next. without war, without fear... - That's what happens next.
175 00:12:42,162 00:12:45,341 That's the choice all of your followers make. That's the choice all of your followers make.
176 00:12:45,365 00:12:49,813 - Yes. There may not be a Garden of eternity in the sky, - Yes. There may not be a Garden of eternity in the sky,
177 00:12:49,837 00:12:53,416 but there will be one here, on Earth, but there will be one here, on Earth,
178 00:12:53,440 00:12:56,080 and we will build it. and we will build it.
179 00:13:03,083 00:13:04,994 - Read it and then sign here that you're cool. - Read it and then sign here that you're cool.
180 00:13:05,018 00:13:06,830 It's a liability thing, everyone has to sign it. It's a liability thing, everyone has to sign it.
181 00:13:06,854 00:13:08,064 - It's just like the thing you sign - It's just like the thing you sign
182 00:13:08,088 00:13:10,333 when you go to a new yoga or pilates studio. when you go to a new yoga or pilates studio.
183 00:13:10,357 00:13:12,201 - Oh, okay. - Oh, okay.
184 00:13:12,225 00:13:15,972 - Wait, this is like 25 pages of stuff you have to sign away. - Wait, this is like 25 pages of stuff you have to sign away.
185 00:13:15,996 00:13:18,942 Anything we write "in the building or on the compound, Anything we write "in the building or on the compound,
186 00:13:18,966 00:13:20,944 is property of The Meyerist Movement?" is property of The Meyerist Movement?"
187 00:13:20,968 00:13:24,098 - Eddie wouldn't ask us to sign something like that. - Eddie wouldn't ask us to sign something like that.
188 00:13:25,405 00:13:27,265 Would he? Would he?
189 00:13:29,642 00:13:32,088 - Hey. What's going on? - Hey. What's going on?
190 00:13:32,112 00:13:34,924 - Thank you for meeting me. I know this isn't ideal. - Thank you for meeting me. I know this isn't ideal.
191 00:13:34,948 00:13:36,259 - I don't understand - I don't understand
192 00:13:36,283 00:13:38,294 what couldn't have waited until later. what couldn't have waited until later.
193 00:13:38,318 00:13:40,129 - I found her. - I found her.
194 00:13:40,153 00:13:42,131 I found Lilith. I found Lilith.
195 00:13:42,155 00:13:45,869 - Sarah. What are you doing? - Sarah. What are you doing?
196 00:13:45,893 00:13:47,003 You're not even a Meyerist anymore. You're not even a Meyerist anymore.
197 00:13:47,027 00:13:49,272 - But I... I am in a way. - But I... I am in a way.
198 00:13:49,296 00:13:52,241 Of The Movement, before Steve went and changed Of The Movement, before Steve went and changed
199 00:13:52,265 00:13:53,476 and modernized things. and modernized things.
200 00:13:57,170 00:14:00,984 - Look, is that what you're doing here? Huh? - Look, is that what you're doing here? Huh?
201 00:14:01,008 00:14:04,053 Tell me that I'm not doing things right? Tell me that I'm not doing things right?
202 00:14:04,077 00:14:06,122 You made that pretty clear in France. You made that pretty clear in France.
203 00:14:06,146 00:14:10,493 - No, I'm here to ask you to see her, to talk with her. - No, I'm here to ask you to see her, to talk with her.
204 00:14:10,517 00:14:12,061 I've grown to believe that she I've grown to believe that she
205 00:14:12,085 00:14:14,197 is our earliest and deepest roots. is our earliest and deepest roots.
206 00:14:14,221 00:14:17,233 - Okay. Look, if she wants to meet with me, - Okay. Look, if she wants to meet with me,
207 00:14:17,257 00:14:19,002 the door to my office is always open. the door to my office is always open.
208 00:14:19,026 00:14:21,004 - No, she won't. She's scared. - No, she won't. She's scared.
209 00:14:21,028 00:14:23,272 Steve threatened her. Steve threatened her.
210 00:14:23,296 00:14:25,108 - Okay. No. - Okay. No.
211 00:14:25,132 00:14:26,542 Okay, I'm not doing this. Okay, I'm not doing this.
212 00:14:26,566 00:14:29,112 Okay, Steve would never threaten anyone. Okay, Steve would never threaten anyone.
213 00:14:29,136 00:14:32,115 - Look, I'm just asking you to sit down with her - Look, I'm just asking you to sit down with her
214 00:14:32,139 00:14:34,017 and talk with her. and talk with her.
215 00:14:34,041 00:14:37,954 She has a different story of the beginning. She has a different story of the beginning.
216 00:14:37,978 00:14:40,223 And the end. And the end.
217 00:14:40,247 00:14:42,491 And you believe her? And you believe her?
218 00:14:42,515 00:14:44,560 I don't know. Yes. I don't know. Yes.
219 00:14:44,584 00:14:46,963 Enough to want to hear more. Enough to want to hear more.
220 00:14:46,987 00:14:48,417 To know more. To know more.
221 00:14:50,290 00:14:53,436 - Well I know what I need to know. - Well I know what I need to know.
222 00:14:53,460 00:14:58,407 You chose to leave. You chose to leave.
223 00:14:58,431 00:15:01,477 You shouldn't even be here. You shouldn't even be here.
224 00:15:01,501 00:15:04,571 This is a place for believers. This is a place for believers.
225 00:15:06,974 00:15:09,085 Our only doctrine Our only doctrine
226 00:15:09,109 00:15:13,689 is to love your neighbor like you love yourself. is to love your neighbor like you love yourself.
227 00:15:13,713 00:15:18,594 For many of you folks, that is... a lot. For many of you folks, that is... a lot.
228 00:15:21,488 00:15:24,968 There is neither Jew nor Greek, There is neither Jew nor Greek,
229 00:15:24,992 00:15:27,403 there is neither slave nor free, there is neither slave nor free,
230 00:15:27,427 00:15:29,538 there is no male and female, there is no male and female,
231 00:15:29,562 00:15:33,509 for you are all one in Christ Jesus. for you are all one in Christ Jesus.
232 00:15:33,533 00:15:36,079 Galatians 3:28. Galatians 3:28.
233 00:15:36,103 00:15:40,149 Let us keep this in our hearts Let us keep this in our hearts
234 00:15:40,173 00:15:43,043 as we approach our fellow man. as we approach our fellow man.
235 00:15:46,113 00:15:47,723 Welcome home. Welcome home.
236 00:16:06,066 00:16:07,666 Peace. Peace.
237 00:16:09,736 00:16:10,746 - Thank you. - Thank you.
238 00:16:10,770 00:16:13,049 - I haven't seen you here before. - I haven't seen you here before.
239 00:16:13,073 00:16:14,717 - It's my first time. - It's my first time.
240 00:16:14,741 00:16:16,252 - Well, welcome. - Well, welcome.
241 00:16:16,276 00:16:18,054 It's always good to see a fresh face. It's always good to see a fresh face.
242 00:16:18,078 00:16:20,256 I'm on the new members committee. I'm on the new members committee.
243 00:16:20,280 00:16:23,759 Can I ask you what brought you to Unity Church today? Can I ask you what brought you to Unity Church today?
244 00:16:23,783 00:16:26,662 - Google. - Okay. Cool. - Google. - Okay. Cool.
245 00:16:26,686 00:16:29,565 I'm curious. What terms did you put in your search? I'm curious. What terms did you put in your search?
246 00:16:29,589 00:16:32,301 - Um, Christian. - Um, Christian.
247 00:16:32,325 00:16:34,237 Gay. Accepting. Gay. Accepting.
248 00:16:34,261 00:16:36,105 - Loud and clear. - Loud and clear.
249 00:16:36,129 00:16:38,274 We resemble all of those. We resemble all of those.
250 00:16:38,298 00:16:41,777 I think you'll like it here. - Oh, it's not for me. I think you'll like it here. - Oh, it's not for me.
251 00:16:41,801 00:16:44,580 I know how that sounds, "It's for a friend," I know how that sounds, "It's for a friend,"
252 00:16:44,604 00:16:46,349 but in this case it is. but in this case it is.
253 00:16:46,373 00:16:49,685 He's a Christian, and he's been struggling, He's a Christian, and he's been struggling,
254 00:16:49,709 00:16:54,179 trying to find a place where he can belong, and... trying to find a place where he can belong, and...
255 00:16:55,815 00:17:00,163 I think if I don't find him one then... I think if I don't find him one then...
256 00:17:00,187 00:17:03,017 I might lose him, so... I might lose him, so...
257 00:17:04,191 00:17:05,601 Sorry. Sorry.
258 00:17:05,625 00:17:08,737 - You know, my whole childhood - You know, my whole childhood
259 00:17:08,761 00:17:11,340 I went to a church that preached the gospel I went to a church that preached the gospel
260 00:17:11,364 00:17:14,377 of sin and punishment. of sin and punishment.
261 00:17:14,401 00:17:16,812 And I thought, when I grow up And I thought, when I grow up
262 00:17:16,836 00:17:20,816 I'm gonna find a way to preach what I see in the Bible, I'm gonna find a way to preach what I see in the Bible,
263 00:17:20,840 00:17:24,620 create a sacred space for those who want God and Jesus create a sacred space for those who want God and Jesus
264 00:17:24,644 00:17:28,191 but don't want the whole burning in hell but don't want the whole burning in hell
265 00:17:28,215 00:17:30,359 for all eternity thing. for all eternity thing.
266 00:17:30,383 00:17:33,396 And hey, we've got donuts. And hey, we've got donuts.
267 00:17:33,420 00:17:36,132 So... would you like a donut? So... would you like a donut?
268 00:17:36,156 00:17:39,735 - Uh, no, no. I mean I should probably... - Uh, no, no. I mean I should probably...
269 00:17:39,759 00:17:41,737 Go. - Hey, you know, Go. - Hey, you know,
270 00:17:41,761 00:17:44,440 I know that God is love. I know that God is love.
271 00:17:44,464 00:17:47,743 And God sees his reflection in us And God sees his reflection in us
272 00:17:47,767 00:17:50,446 when we truly love ourselves. when we truly love ourselves.
273 00:17:50,470 00:17:52,315 Authentically. Authentically.
274 00:17:52,339 00:17:55,451 Don't let anybody tell you Don't let anybody tell you
275 00:17:55,475 00:17:59,345 or your friend any different. or your friend any different.
276 00:18:02,715 00:18:04,675 - Thank you. - Thank you.
277 00:18:12,892 00:18:15,438 - I want to thank you, Cal. - I want to thank you, Cal.
278 00:18:15,462 00:18:17,140 We managed to avoid We managed to avoid
279 00:18:17,164 00:18:20,276 paying out millions of dollars in that lawsuit paying out millions of dollars in that lawsuit
280 00:18:20,300 00:18:22,145 and hopefully made ourselves and hopefully made ourselves
281 00:18:22,169 00:18:23,846 less vulnerable for the future. less vulnerable for the future.
282 00:18:23,870 00:18:26,315 - Well, I wish I could say I was responsible. - Well, I wish I could say I was responsible.
283 00:18:26,339 00:18:27,883 - Well, you know, I couldn't have done it - Well, you know, I couldn't have done it
284 00:18:27,907 00:18:30,486 without your support. - And Vera's Rolodex. without your support. - And Vera's Rolodex.
285 00:18:30,510 00:18:32,921 Rolodex? Rolodex?
286 00:18:32,945 00:18:34,857 - What? Isn't that what you called it in the olden days? - What? Isn't that what you called it in the olden days?
287 00:18:34,881 00:18:36,725 - No, you're absolutely right. You know what? - No, you're absolutely right. You know what?
288 00:18:36,749 00:18:38,561 To Vera's Rolodex. To Vera's Rolodex.
289 00:18:38,585 00:18:41,797 - Thank you. - But I told Eddie - Thank you. - But I told Eddie
290 00:18:41,821 00:18:42,898 that you only want to use a lawyer that you only want to use a lawyer
291 00:18:42,922 00:18:44,500 like that as last resort. like that as last resort.
292 00:18:44,524 00:18:46,902 Don't want to get into the habit of making bad choices Don't want to get into the habit of making bad choices
293 00:18:46,926 00:18:50,126 just because you can get out of it. just because you can get out of it.
294 00:18:53,333 00:18:55,843 - I heard Sarah stopped by today. - I heard Sarah stopped by today.
295 00:18:56,903 00:18:58,914 - Sarah was at the center? - Sarah was at the center?
296 00:18:58,938 00:19:02,318 - What's the gossip? - Heated showdown. - What's the gossip? - Heated showdown.
297 00:19:02,342 00:19:04,220 - What did she want? - What did she want?
298 00:19:04,244 00:19:07,956 There's this woman, Lilith, There's this woman, Lilith,
299 00:19:07,980 00:19:10,259 that, uh, you know the person that, uh, you know the person
300 00:19:10,283 00:19:13,329 that I asked you to help me find, well... that I asked you to help me find, well...
301 00:19:13,353 00:19:17,300 Sarah found her and she wants me to sit down with her. Sarah found her and she wants me to sit down with her.
302 00:19:17,324 00:19:18,467 - Who is she? - Who is she?
303 00:19:18,491 00:19:23,406 - Sarah believes that she wrote The Ladder with Steve. - Sarah believes that she wrote The Ladder with Steve.
304 00:19:23,430 00:19:26,309 Whoa. That's a big claim. Whoa. That's a big claim.
305 00:19:26,333 00:19:27,943 - Do you know anything about her? - Do you know anything about her?
306 00:19:27,967 00:19:29,412 - No. No, I don't remember a Lilith. - No. No, I don't remember a Lilith.
307 00:19:29,436 00:19:32,281 - Are you... are you going to meet her? - Are you... are you going to meet her?
308 00:19:32,305 00:19:34,950 - I don't know. - Why wouldn't you? - I don't know. - Why wouldn't you?
309 00:19:34,974 00:19:38,354 - Now, that's exactly what Sarah said. - Now, that's exactly what Sarah said.
310 00:19:38,378 00:19:39,455 Right. Right.
311 00:19:39,479 00:19:41,990 - Honestly, I don't know if I'm not meeting with her - Honestly, I don't know if I'm not meeting with her
312 00:19:42,014 00:19:43,992 because I'm just so pissed at Sarah, because I'm just so pissed at Sarah,
313 00:19:44,016 00:19:47,930 or it's because it's just so outlandish. or it's because it's just so outlandish.
314 00:19:47,954 00:19:50,266 - Sure, but I mean, aren't you interested? - Sure, but I mean, aren't you interested?
315 00:19:50,290 00:19:52,468 - Well, the more The Movement grows, - Well, the more The Movement grows,
316 00:19:52,492 00:19:54,670 the more crazy people are gonna come out of the woodwork the more crazy people are gonna come out of the woodwork
317 00:19:54,694 00:19:56,339 and with these kind of stories too. and with these kind of stories too.
318 00:19:56,363 00:19:57,673 I think you should shut it down. I think you should shut it down.
319 00:19:57,697 00:19:58,941 - Look, you don't have to do this. - Look, you don't have to do this.
320 00:19:58,965 00:20:00,876 - Here, I'll help. I'll help. - Here, I'll help. I'll help.
321 00:20:00,900 00:20:02,478 - Can you bring more vino, please? - Can you bring more vino, please?
322 00:20:02,502 00:20:04,442 - Thank you, you guys. - Thank you, you guys.
323 00:20:16,516 00:20:19,428 - I was hoping we could talk more. - I was hoping we could talk more.
324 00:20:19,452 00:20:21,497 - I don't think it's a good idea. - I don't think it's a good idea.
325 00:20:21,521 00:20:23,261 - Here. - Here.
326 00:20:24,357 00:20:27,336 Maybe we can help each other. Maybe we can help each other.
327 00:20:27,360 00:20:29,505 - I don't want to remember anything. - I don't want to remember anything.
328 00:20:29,529 00:20:33,474 - Why? Why? Did... Did Steve... - Why? Why? Did... Did Steve...
329 00:20:34,734 00:20:36,779 - No. - No.
330 00:20:36,803 00:20:38,681 No. No.
331 00:20:38,705 00:20:42,518 - But you didn't remember the tree so how can you be sure? - But you didn't remember the tree so how can you be sure?
332 00:20:42,542 00:20:44,987 - Well, I think I would remember something like that. - Well, I think I would remember something like that.
333 00:20:45,011 00:20:46,555 - I didn't. - I didn't.
334 00:20:49,081 00:20:52,361 It's just, um... It's just, um...
335 00:20:52,385 00:20:56,665 There's so much that I've lost. There's so much that I've lost.
336 00:20:56,689 00:21:00,002 Steve had a place Steve had a place
337 00:21:00,026 00:21:02,371 with painted flowers... Does that sound familiar? with painted flowers... Does that sound familiar?
338 00:21:02,395 00:21:04,773 - I can't talk about this. - I can't talk about this.
339 00:21:04,797 00:21:07,027 Neither can you. Neither can you.
340 00:21:12,705 00:21:14,483 But if you really want to keep But if you really want to keep
341 00:21:14,507 00:21:17,353 this whole damn thing from falling apart, this whole damn thing from falling apart,
342 00:21:17,377 00:21:20,656 don't let him meet Lilith. don't let him meet Lilith.
343 00:21:23,516 00:21:27,696 ♪ ♪
344 00:21:27,720 00:21:29,832 Wait, wait, stop right there. Wait, wait, stop right there.
345 00:21:29,856 00:21:32,635 She's saying that she wrote The Ladder in 1973, She's saying that she wrote The Ladder in 1973,
346 00:21:32,659 00:21:35,671 but he didn't have the visions till '74. but he didn't have the visions till '74.
347 00:21:35,695 00:21:37,406 - You guys still talking about this? - You guys still talking about this?
348 00:21:37,430 00:21:38,741 - Yeah. - Yeah.
349 00:21:38,765 00:21:39,842 - Yeah, but that changes everything. - Yeah, but that changes everything.
350 00:21:39,866 00:21:41,410 I mean, you have to meet with her. I mean, you have to meet with her.
351 00:21:41,434 00:21:43,712 What if he ripped the whole thing off? What if he ripped the whole thing off?
352 00:21:43,736 00:21:45,714 - You know what? Fuck that. - You know what? Fuck that.
353 00:21:45,738 00:21:48,651 Look, the past is the past. Look, the past is the past.
354 00:21:48,675 00:21:52,421 Do what you want, but what I admire about you, Do what you want, but what I admire about you,
355 00:21:52,445 00:21:54,089 Eddie, is you look forward. Eddie, is you look forward.
356 00:21:54,113 00:21:58,093 Maybe it's time to put Steve and... Maybe it's time to put Steve and...
357 00:21:58,117 00:22:02,097 all the infighting and everyone who came with him behind us. all the infighting and everyone who came with him behind us.
358 00:22:02,121 00:22:04,367 The generation that's coming to The Movement The generation that's coming to The Movement
359 00:22:04,391 00:22:05,768 is coming for you. is coming for you.
360 00:22:05,792 00:22:07,436 This is not Sarah's Movement, This is not Sarah's Movement,
361 00:22:07,460 00:22:09,938 or Steven Meyer's anymore. or Steven Meyer's anymore.
362 00:22:09,962 00:22:11,732 It's yours. It's yours.
363 00:22:32,985 00:22:34,997 Cal. Cal.
364 00:22:37,056 00:22:39,502 Cal. Cal.
365 00:22:39,526 00:22:41,726 Forest was fussing. Forest was fussing.
366 00:22:43,129 00:22:46,909 What was that about last night at dinner? What was that about last night at dinner?
367 00:22:46,933 00:22:49,111 - Huh, what? - With Eddie. - Huh, what? - With Eddie.
368 00:22:49,135 00:22:52,047 About saying that you think he's the future. About saying that you think he's the future.
369 00:22:52,071 00:22:55,984 - Um... I was just buttering him up. - Um... I was just buttering him up.
370 00:22:56,008 00:22:57,920 It's what he wanted to hear. It's what he wanted to hear.
371 00:22:57,944 00:22:59,522 - Well, it sounded like you meant it. - Well, it sounded like you meant it.
372 00:22:59,546 00:23:01,524 Like you believed in him. Like you believed in him.
373 00:23:01,548 00:23:04,993 - No, I was trying to get you to stop talking about Lilith. - No, I was trying to get you to stop talking about Lilith.
374 00:23:05,017 00:23:06,862 There's stuff that you don't know. There's stuff that you don't know.
375 00:23:06,886 00:23:08,431 The last thing we need is for Eddie The last thing we need is for Eddie
376 00:23:08,455 00:23:10,999 to find out that Steve isn't who he thinks he is. to find out that Steve isn't who he thinks he is.
377 00:23:11,023 00:23:14,503 We need this to keep going, at least a little while longer. We need this to keep going, at least a little while longer.
378 00:23:14,527 00:23:17,105 - What do you know about Lilith? - What do you know about Lilith?
379 00:23:17,129 00:23:23,846 - I don't. But if... I'm being cautious. - I don't. But if... I'm being cautious.
380 00:23:23,870 00:23:26,815 - What are you writing? - Oh, nothing, just, uh, - What are you writing? - Oh, nothing, just, uh,
381 00:23:26,839 00:23:30,009 doing an exercise. - What kind of exercise? doing an exercise. - What kind of exercise?
382 00:23:31,077 00:23:32,877 - Um... - Um...
383 00:23:34,080 00:23:36,959 Have you ever found yourself Have you ever found yourself
384 00:23:36,983 00:23:40,053 remembering things that you've blocked out? remembering things that you've blocked out?
385 00:23:41,220 00:23:42,965 - It's awful. - It's awful.
386 00:23:42,989 00:23:45,468 - Well, I've been researching how the brain works, - Well, I've been researching how the brain works,
387 00:23:45,492 00:23:48,070 and did you know that almost every memory and did you know that almost every memory
388 00:23:48,094 00:23:50,939 you've ever had in your whole life is available to you. you've ever had in your whole life is available to you.
389 00:23:50,963 00:23:53,208 It's just a matter of learning to access it. It's just a matter of learning to access it.
390 00:23:53,232 00:23:55,578 And, you know, there are techniques. And, you know, there are techniques.
391 00:23:55,602 00:23:57,212 Projected drawing, Projected drawing,
392 00:23:57,236 00:24:00,248 recognition and recall, some people recommend light therapy. recognition and recall, some people recommend light therapy.
393 00:24:00,272 00:24:02,918 - I think that if the brain has forgotten something, - I think that if the brain has forgotten something,
394 00:24:02,942 00:24:06,012 then it's probably for a good reason. then it's probably for a good reason.
395 00:24:11,250 00:24:13,161 - Maybe we should go to therapy. - Maybe we should go to therapy.
396 00:24:13,185 00:24:16,965 - And what? Some 4R straps us to the Meyer Machine... - And what? Some 4R straps us to the Meyer Machine...
397 00:24:16,989 00:24:20,603 - Not... not Meyerist therapy. Real therapy. - Not... not Meyerist therapy. Real therapy.
398 00:24:20,627 00:24:24,006 For real couples in the real world. For real couples in the real world.
399 00:24:24,030 00:24:26,000 - We don't believe in that. - We don't believe in that.
400 00:24:27,900 00:24:30,078 Are we Meyerists? Are we Meyerists?
401 00:24:30,102 00:24:33,042 Or not? Because, you know, I'm having trouble keeping up. Or not? Because, you know, I'm having trouble keeping up.
402 00:25:04,236 00:25:07,106 - What are you doing here? This isn't a good idea. - What are you doing here? This isn't a good idea.
403 00:25:08,240 00:25:10,586 - Is it a family celebration? - Is it a family celebration?
404 00:25:10,610 00:25:13,088 - Kind of. Yeah. - Kind of. Yeah.
405 00:25:13,112 00:25:14,990 - It's a going away party, isn't it? - It's a going away party, isn't it?
406 00:25:15,014 00:25:16,559 - Please, Hawk. - Please, Hawk.
407 00:25:16,583 00:25:19,695 Please, I... Look, I promise that I'll call you later. Please, I... Look, I promise that I'll call you later.
408 00:25:19,719 00:25:23,999 - I'm not... I'm not trying to get you in trouble. - I'm not... I'm not trying to get you in trouble.
409 00:25:24,023 00:25:26,635 Honestly, I'm not. Honestly, I'm not.
410 00:25:26,659 00:25:29,672 I just want you to reconsider this, going away. I just want you to reconsider this, going away.
411 00:25:29,696 00:25:31,273 What if there's another way? - There isn't. What if there's another way? - There isn't.
412 00:25:31,297 00:25:34,209 I told you there is no other way. I told you there is no other way.
413 00:25:34,233 00:25:36,111 Look, my whole family is here supporting me on this. Look, my whole family is here supporting me on this.
414 00:25:36,135 00:25:37,580 You can't just, like, come in and expect... You can't just, like, come in and expect...
415 00:25:37,604 00:25:40,282 - I found a place. Okay? I found this place. - I found a place. Okay? I found this place.
416 00:25:40,306 00:25:43,151 It's a Christian church where you can have your faith It's a Christian church where you can have your faith
417 00:25:43,175 00:25:45,721 and you can be yourself, your true self. and you can be yourself, your true self.
418 00:25:45,745 00:25:48,645 - Excuse me. Young man. - Excuse me. Young man.
419 00:25:50,182 00:25:52,294 Pastor Billy. Pastor Billy.
420 00:25:52,318 00:25:55,197 I don't believe we've had the pleasure. I don't believe we've had the pleasure.
421 00:25:55,221 00:25:58,701 - I know you know who I am already. - I know you know who I am already.
422 00:25:58,725 00:26:00,202 - Skip the niceties, then. - Skip the niceties, then.
423 00:26:00,226 00:26:01,837 What are you doing on my property? What are you doing on my property?
424 00:26:01,861 00:26:05,140 - I want you to reconsider sending Caleb to some therapy - I want you to reconsider sending Caleb to some therapy
425 00:26:05,164 00:26:08,234 that's illegal and completely wrong. that's illegal and completely wrong.
426 00:26:09,736 00:26:11,279 I respect your religion, I... I respect your religion, I...
427 00:26:11,303 00:26:13,849 - Caleb, are we sending you away? - Caleb, are we sending you away?
428 00:26:13,873 00:26:16,318 Or are you making a choice? Or are you making a choice?
429 00:26:16,342 00:26:20,182 For the good of your family and your soul? For the good of your family and your soul?
430 00:26:25,117 00:26:26,895 - I'm making a choice. - I'm making a choice.
431 00:26:26,919 00:26:28,831 - Why? - Why?
432 00:26:28,855 00:26:30,265 Why would you choose a religion Why would you choose a religion
433 00:26:30,289 00:26:32,267 that would never choose you to begin with. that would never choose you to begin with.
434 00:26:32,291 00:26:33,836 That makes no sense when you can have all of it... That makes no sense when you can have all of it...
435 00:26:33,860 00:26:35,704 - Young man, I don't need... - I'm not talking to you! - Young man, I don't need... - I'm not talking to you!
436 00:26:35,728 00:26:36,905 I'm talking to your son. I'm talking to your son.
437 00:26:36,929 00:26:39,742 - It's not just about the religion, Hawk. - It's not just about the religion, Hawk.
438 00:26:39,766 00:26:41,376 It's about my family. It's about my family.
439 00:26:41,400 00:26:45,170 It's everything. I will lose everything. It's everything. I will lose everything.
440 00:26:47,974 00:26:49,885 You shouldn't have come here. You shouldn't have come here.
441 00:26:49,909 00:26:51,754 - Look, just try it, okay? - Look, just try it, okay?
442 00:26:51,778 00:26:54,422 It's on Thursday nights. Unity Church. It's on Thursday nights. Unity Church.
443 00:26:54,446 00:26:56,859 All are welcome, all are loved for who you are, All are welcome, all are loved for who you are,
444 00:26:56,883 00:26:59,828 not for who he wants you to be. not for who he wants you to be.
445 00:26:59,852 00:27:01,692 I'll be there. I'll be there.
446 00:27:02,822 00:27:05,200 - He will not be joining you. - He will not be joining you.
447 00:27:05,224 00:27:06,434 Because Caleb has decided to Because Caleb has decided to
448 00:27:06,458 00:27:08,403 follow the path of righteousness, follow the path of righteousness,
449 00:27:08,427 00:27:10,172 through Christian therapy. through Christian therapy.
450 00:27:10,196 00:27:12,274 - Your son has a beautiful soul, - Your son has a beautiful soul,
451 00:27:12,298 00:27:14,242 and you will never see it! and you will never see it!
452 00:27:14,266 00:27:16,745 You're the one that's going to Hell, not him. You're the one that's going to Hell, not him.
453 00:27:25,778 00:27:27,756 Are you okay, babe? Are you okay, babe?
454 00:27:27,780 00:27:29,291 - Need some help? - Need some help?
455 00:27:29,315 00:27:31,375 - It's my dad, I got it. - It's my dad, I got it.
456 00:27:33,052 00:27:34,822 - Should we begin? - Should we begin?
457 00:27:42,061 00:27:44,707 - Hey, Hank, just, um, - Hey, Hank, just, um,
458 00:27:44,731 00:27:47,910 I want you to know that we miss you a ton down here. I want you to know that we miss you a ton down here.
459 00:27:47,934 00:27:49,778 That's not how it goes. That's not how it goes.
460 00:27:49,802 00:27:51,379 - Look, I know how it goes, okay? - Look, I know how it goes, okay?
461 00:27:51,403 00:27:53,081 I'm just getting started. - We've been doing this I'm just getting started. - We've been doing this
462 00:27:53,105 00:27:54,717 for 40 years. You don't just make it up for 40 years. You don't just make it up
463 00:27:54,741 00:27:56,351 as you go along... - Honestly, Russel? as you go along... - Honestly, Russel?
464 00:27:56,375 00:27:58,420 This is the first time I'm doing the Transmutation, This is the first time I'm doing the Transmutation,
465 00:27:58,444 00:28:02,057 okay? And it's for someone I loved deeply. okay? And it's for someone I loved deeply.
466 00:28:02,081 00:28:04,860 Okay? It's emotional. - Love deeply. Okay? It's emotional. - Love deeply.
467 00:28:04,884 00:28:06,428 He's right here. He's right here.
468 00:28:06,452 00:28:08,430 - If you have a problem with the way I'm doing things... - If you have a problem with the way I'm doing things...
469 00:28:08,454 00:28:14,334 - The Light asks us to do what's right, not what's easy. - The Light asks us to do what's right, not what's easy.
470 00:28:15,762 00:28:17,332 Here. Here.
471 00:28:20,032 00:28:21,910 We thank The Light We thank The Light
472 00:28:21,934 00:28:25,881 for the gift of this Transmutation. for the gift of this Transmutation.
473 00:28:25,905 00:28:29,451 On this day your body unites with your soul in The Garden, On this day your body unites with your soul in The Garden,
474 00:28:29,475 00:28:32,520 and this tree replaces your earthly form. and this tree replaces your earthly form.
475 00:28:32,544 00:28:36,759 We thank The Light for showing you the path to The Garden We thank The Light for showing you the path to The Garden
476 00:28:36,783 00:28:43,363 where we will be reunited in ultimate and everlasting joy. where we will be reunited in ultimate and everlasting joy.
477 00:28:50,963 00:28:53,073 See you soon, my love. See you soon, my love.
478 00:29:06,245 00:29:08,523 - Hey, Hank. - Hey, Hank.
479 00:29:08,547 00:29:12,787 I'm sure you're keeping things lively up in The Garden. I'm sure you're keeping things lively up in The Garden.
480 00:29:14,520 00:29:16,920 I'll see you up there. I'll see you up there.
481 00:29:18,457 00:29:20,427 We all will. We all will.
482 00:29:30,236 00:29:33,181 See you, Dad. See you, Dad.
483 00:29:33,205 00:29:35,517 Sorry for... Sorry for...
484 00:29:35,541 00:29:38,481 It's just so hard here without you. It's just so hard here without you.
485 00:29:41,547 00:29:44,526 - You were a father to me - You were a father to me
486 00:29:44,550 00:29:46,528 when my own disowned me. when my own disowned me.
487 00:29:46,552 00:29:48,392 I miss you. I miss you.
488 00:29:50,890 00:29:53,160 Be well, Hank. Be well, Hank.
489 00:30:22,288 00:30:23,899 - We are thankful for this living organism - We are thankful for this living organism
490 00:30:23,923 00:30:28,503 that will provide food and shelter until the end. that will provide food and shelter until the end.
491 00:30:28,527 00:30:31,206 We thank you for your earthly sacrifice We thank you for your earthly sacrifice
492 00:30:31,230 00:30:33,308 so that those who remain may continue so that those who remain may continue
493 00:30:33,332 00:30:36,242 to do our work on Earth. to do our work on Earth.
494 00:30:37,569 00:30:41,316 As you bled for us, we will bleed for you. As you bled for us, we will bleed for you.
495 00:30:43,075 00:30:45,387 - Sarah, what the fuck are you doing? - Sarah, what the fuck are you doing?
496 00:30:45,411 00:30:48,490 Hey, what the... Jesus. Hey, what the... Jesus.
497 00:30:48,514 00:30:50,625 - It's a ritual from Lilith's book. - It's a ritual from Lilith's book.
498 00:30:50,649 00:30:52,027 I'm trying it. I'm trying it.
499 00:30:52,051 00:30:53,361 I can see how conflicted you are. I can see how conflicted you are.
500 00:30:53,385 00:30:55,330 It's hard leading The Movement. It's hard leading The Movement.
501 00:30:55,354 00:30:57,032 I know 'cause I did it, I know 'cause I did it,
502 00:30:57,056 00:30:58,633 and it made me blind to so much. and it made me blind to so much.
503 00:30:58,657 00:31:01,269 I also know you want to do it right, so I am begging I also know you want to do it right, so I am begging
504 00:31:01,293 00:31:03,538 you to see where we came from, you to see where we came from,
505 00:31:03,562 00:31:05,902 to meet Lilith. to meet Lilith.
506 00:31:38,097 00:31:41,009 - Vera. - Mom. - Vera. - Mom.
507 00:31:41,033 00:31:42,710 What... what happened? What... what happened?
508 00:31:42,734 00:31:45,948 - I had it... I had to have it removed. - I had it... I had to have it removed.
509 00:31:45,972 00:31:47,715 - Are you okay? - Are you okay?
510 00:31:47,739 00:31:51,053 - They say I can have it replaced with a glass one. - They say I can have it replaced with a glass one.
511 00:31:51,077 00:31:53,355 They're so well made now that it's almost impossible They're so well made now that it's almost impossible
512 00:31:53,379 00:31:55,057 to tell the difference. to tell the difference.
513 00:31:55,081 00:31:56,959 - And the cancer? - And the cancer?
514 00:31:56,983 00:31:58,994 - I'll have a follow-up MRI, - I'll have a follow-up MRI,
515 00:31:59,018 00:32:01,463 make sure it's all gone. make sure it's all gone.
516 00:32:01,487 00:32:03,731 - I hope so. - I hope so.
517 00:32:03,755 00:32:06,034 I hope it's over. I hope it's over.
518 00:32:06,058 00:32:07,688 - Thank you. Me too. - Thank you. Me too.
519 00:32:09,461 00:32:11,501 - So... - So...
520 00:32:12,398 00:32:15,177 I hear you befriended Sarah Lane. I hear you befriended Sarah Lane.
521 00:32:15,201 00:32:17,980 - She wanted to hear the message. - She wanted to hear the message.
522 00:32:18,004 00:32:20,415 - And you told her? - And you told her?
523 00:32:20,439 00:32:22,484 - Yes. - Everything? - Yes. - Everything?
524 00:32:22,508 00:32:24,452 - Not everything. - Not everything.
525 00:32:24,476 00:32:26,646 - So she doesn't know that Eddie dies? - So she doesn't know that Eddie dies?
526 00:32:27,713 00:32:30,492 - I've missed you so... - Mm-mm, no, Mom. - I've missed you so... - Mm-mm, no, Mom.
527 00:32:30,516 00:32:34,446 No, I'm not here for that. For you. No, I'm not here for that. For you.
528 00:32:40,092 00:32:41,962 I've become a Meyerist. I've become a Meyerist.
529 00:32:43,795 00:32:44,772 And I'm doing my 1R now. And I'm doing my 1R now.
530 00:32:44,796 00:32:46,741 - Is this because of the burn on your back? - Is this because of the burn on your back?
531 00:32:46,765 00:32:49,244 I told you that I... - Yeah, you were sick. I told you that I... - Yeah, you were sick.
532 00:32:49,268 00:32:51,546 They made you sick. I know. They made you sick. I know.
533 00:32:51,570 00:32:53,540 - You're my daughter. - You're my daughter.
534 00:32:55,207 00:32:57,652 I wanted you to know the truth. I wanted you to know the truth.
535 00:32:57,676 00:33:01,623 To see it for yourself, Vera... - I was six! To see it for yourself, Vera... - I was six!
536 00:33:01,647 00:33:04,226 I didn't ask to know anything. - Everything I did I didn't ask to know anything. - Everything I did
537 00:33:04,250 00:33:08,196 it's been to guide you, to love you, keep you safe. it's been to guide you, to love you, keep you safe.
538 00:33:08,220 00:33:09,664 - You scarred me, - You scarred me,
539 00:33:09,688 00:33:12,067 and you left me at the compound with my father. and you left me at the compound with my father.
540 00:33:12,091 00:33:16,238 - And if I could take that away, believe me... - And if I could take that away, believe me...
541 00:33:16,262 00:33:18,806 - He was good to me. - He was good to me.
542 00:33:18,830 00:33:21,143 I remember things. I remember things.
543 00:33:21,167 00:33:22,777 - He wouldn't have had anything to do with you - He wouldn't have had anything to do with you
544 00:33:22,801 00:33:24,679 if I had been in the picture. if I had been in the picture.
545 00:33:24,703 00:33:28,116 What is this? Did you wish that I had let you live him? What is this? Did you wish that I had let you live him?
546 00:33:28,140 00:33:31,186 - I don't want to talk about the past anymore. - I don't want to talk about the past anymore.
547 00:33:31,210 00:33:33,155 I don't care about the past. I don't care about the past.
548 00:33:33,179 00:33:36,324 In fact, I want to move forward, okay? In fact, I want to move forward, okay?
549 00:33:36,348 00:33:38,593 So if you really care about me So if you really care about me
550 00:33:38,617 00:33:40,262 like the way you keep saying you do, like the way you keep saying you do,
551 00:33:40,286 00:33:43,165 then just let this whole thing with Sarah go. then just let this whole thing with Sarah go.
552 00:33:43,189 00:33:45,333 - I can't control what other people want. - I can't control what other people want.
553 00:33:45,357 00:33:47,169 - Of course you can! - Of course you can!
554 00:33:47,193 00:33:49,737 We both know you can. We both know you can.
555 00:33:49,761 00:33:53,241 Now if Eddie comes to you, you turn him away. Now if Eddie comes to you, you turn him away.
556 00:33:55,434 00:33:57,144 - You and Eddie. - You and Eddie.
557 00:33:58,737 00:34:00,848 He's gonna die soon. He's gonna die soon.
558 00:34:00,872 00:34:03,185 I saw it. I saw it.
559 00:34:03,209 00:34:05,287 The end. It is upon us. The end. It is upon us.
560 00:34:05,311 00:34:08,823 - I don't want to listen to your poison anymore. - I don't want to listen to your poison anymore.
561 00:34:08,847 00:34:11,659 - I saw it. - I don't care! - I saw it. - I don't care!
562 00:34:11,683 00:34:13,728 I don't care what you think you saw. I don't care what you think you saw.
563 00:34:13,752 00:34:15,163 I don't care what you think I don't care what you think
564 00:34:15,187 00:34:16,864 about me, about Eddie, about us. about me, about Eddie, about us.
565 00:34:16,888 00:34:18,700 - He doesn't even know who you are. - He doesn't even know who you are.
566 00:34:18,724 00:34:20,335 You can't keep that hidden forever. You can't keep that hidden forever.
567 00:34:20,359 00:34:22,737 - 'Cause you're gonna tell Sarah everything, right? - 'Cause you're gonna tell Sarah everything, right?
568 00:34:22,761 00:34:25,107 - Because he is a smart man, and he deserves to know. - Because he is a smart man, and he deserves to know.
569 00:34:25,131 00:34:26,808 And if he finds out on his own, And if he finds out on his own,
570 00:34:26,832 00:34:28,776 he will despise you for lying to him. he will despise you for lying to him.
571 00:34:28,800 00:34:31,713 You will despise yourself. You will despise yourself.
572 00:34:31,737 00:34:34,782 The only thing that might save you The only thing that might save you
573 00:34:34,806 00:34:38,353 is if the end comes first... is if the end comes first...
574 00:34:38,377 00:34:44,226 - And if it does, so what? - And if it does, so what?
575 00:34:44,250 00:34:48,830 I'll be in The Garden. With Eddie. I'll be in The Garden. With Eddie.
576 00:34:48,854 00:34:51,433 - When he does come, and he will, - When he does come, and he will,
577 00:34:51,457 00:34:53,501 the fact that you're my daughter the fact that you're my daughter
578 00:34:53,525 00:34:55,470 will be the least of his problems. will be the least of his problems.
579 00:34:55,494 00:34:58,140 When he finds out what he's selling, When he finds out what he's selling,
580 00:34:58,164 00:35:02,710 and for whom, the end has already begun. and for whom, the end has already begun.
581 00:35:02,734 00:35:08,274 ♪ ♪
582 00:35:24,590 00:35:27,502 - I read the contract, the one Russel was upset about. - I read the contract, the one Russel was upset about.
583 00:35:27,526 00:35:28,836 - Yes, okay, have a seat. - Yes, okay, have a seat.
584 00:35:28,860 00:35:30,205 - I can't begin to understand - I can't begin to understand
585 00:35:30,229 00:35:31,806 what it is to be you or Steve, what it is to be you or Steve,
586 00:35:31,830 00:35:33,341 someone who has to lead the way, someone who has to lead the way,
587 00:35:33,365 00:35:37,312 but I do understand this faith in my bones. but I do understand this faith in my bones.
588 00:35:37,336 00:35:39,814 "Anyone who says anything disparaging about The Movement "Anyone who says anything disparaging about The Movement
589 00:35:39,838 00:35:42,350 "can be removed at any time, "can be removed at any time,
590 00:35:42,374 00:35:45,287 "and their personal property may be withheld "and their personal property may be withheld
591 00:35:45,311 00:35:48,956 for as long as The GOL deems necessary?" for as long as The GOL deems necessary?"
592 00:35:48,980 00:35:50,392 This is not what I believe in. This is not what I believe in.
593 00:35:50,416 00:35:53,395 - I know that this seems extreme, okay? - I know that this seems extreme, okay?
594 00:35:53,419 00:35:56,398 But with a growing Movement, these measures are necessary. But with a growing Movement, these measures are necessary.
595 00:35:56,422 00:36:00,202 - I have been so up in arms about Sarah's behavior - I have been so up in arms about Sarah's behavior
596 00:36:00,226 00:36:01,869 I haven't been listening to a word she's been saying. I haven't been listening to a word she's been saying.
597 00:36:01,893 00:36:03,405 Maybe she's right. Maybe she's right.
598 00:36:03,429 00:36:05,407 Maybe things are headed in the wrong direction. Maybe things are headed in the wrong direction.
599 00:36:05,431 00:36:08,876 We're losing ourselves. - No, Gaby. We're losing ourselves. - No, Gaby.
600 00:36:08,900 00:36:11,379 This is progress. This is progress.
601 00:36:11,403 00:36:14,416 Okay? I know that change can be hard. Okay? I know that change can be hard.
602 00:36:14,440 00:36:17,619 - You call it progress, I call it loss. - You call it progress, I call it loss.
603 00:36:17,643 00:36:22,490 All I know is Hank, my husband, the guy you care about so much? All I know is Hank, my husband, the guy you care about so much?
604 00:36:22,514 00:36:25,854 He would never have signed this. And neither will I. He would never have signed this. And neither will I.
605 00:36:28,354 00:36:30,698 - Gaby, can we... - Gaby, can we...
606 00:36:57,616 00:37:01,996 - I need you to know I don't believe in any of this. - I need you to know I don't believe in any of this.
607 00:37:02,020 00:37:05,600 Freudian analysis, cognitive behavioral psychotherapy, Freudian analysis, cognitive behavioral psychotherapy,
608 00:37:05,624 00:37:08,570 EMDR, they don't work. EMDR, they don't work.
609 00:37:08,594 00:37:12,006 - Have you ever experience any of those types of therapies? - Have you ever experience any of those types of therapies?
610 00:37:12,030 00:37:14,376 - No, but I've done a great deal of study, - No, but I've done a great deal of study,
611 00:37:14,400 00:37:19,013 and I'm not interested. I don't want to be "shrunk." and I'm not interested. I don't want to be "shrunk."
612 00:37:19,037 00:37:20,348 - What are you hoping - What are you hoping
613 00:37:20,372 00:37:21,783 to accomplish in our work together? to accomplish in our work together?
614 00:37:21,807 00:37:28,423 - Right. I'm realizing that I've forgotten... blocked out - Right. I'm realizing that I've forgotten... blocked out
615 00:37:28,447 00:37:30,325 a lot of my life. a lot of my life.
616 00:37:30,349 00:37:33,795 So I thought you could help me with that. So I thought you could help me with that.
617 00:37:33,819 00:37:36,431 But this is not... I'm not interested But this is not... I'm not interested
618 00:37:36,455 00:37:38,700 in a long-term relationship. in a long-term relationship.
619 00:37:38,724 00:37:44,772 I want the tools, and then I'm capable of doing it on my own. I want the tools, and then I'm capable of doing it on my own.
620 00:37:44,796 00:37:46,341 My wife doesn't know I'm here. My wife doesn't know I'm here.
621 00:37:46,365 00:37:47,775 I won't be able to come often. I won't be able to come often.
622 00:37:47,799 00:37:50,478 - Is there a reason you didn't share this with your wife? - Is there a reason you didn't share this with your wife?
623 00:37:50,502 00:37:52,680 - No, she's actually not my wife. - No, she's actually not my wife.
624 00:37:52,704 00:37:55,817 She's the mother of my son. - How old is your son? She's the mother of my son. - How old is your son?
625 00:37:55,841 00:37:57,585 - He's 13 months, - He's 13 months,
626 00:37:57,609 00:38:00,087 but he's not... we don't need to talk about him here. but he's not... we don't need to talk about him here.
627 00:38:00,111 00:38:05,327 Um... my partner, I do love her. Um... my partner, I do love her.
628 00:38:05,351 00:38:07,395 It's complicated. It's complicated.
629 00:38:07,419 00:38:10,097 She's annoyed with me because we work together She's annoyed with me because we work together
630 00:38:10,121 00:38:12,367 and we were planning to branch out on our own. and we were planning to branch out on our own.
631 00:38:12,391 00:38:13,635 - May I ask what you do? - May I ask what you do?
632 00:38:13,659 00:38:18,072 - We're in the personal coaching business. - We're in the personal coaching business.
633 00:38:18,096 00:38:21,643 We work for a well-established organization. We work for a well-established organization.
634 00:38:21,667 00:38:24,612 - And you were planning to branch out on your own, - And you were planning to branch out on your own,
635 00:38:24,636 00:38:26,366 but...? but...?
636 00:38:27,873 00:38:32,119 - Now I think I belong where I am. - Now I think I belong where I am.
637 00:38:32,143 00:38:35,423 You know, I've had some recent news. You know, I've had some recent news.
638 00:38:35,447 00:38:38,460 Um, the thing I remembered about the past. Um, the thing I remembered about the past.
639 00:38:38,484 00:38:41,496 And Mary... I haven't told her what I remembered. And Mary... I haven't told her what I remembered.
640 00:38:41,520 00:38:43,831 - Would you like to tell me? - Would you like to tell me?
641 00:38:43,855 00:38:46,768 - Yeah, I have a sister. - Yeah, I have a sister.
642 00:38:46,792 00:38:48,470 Who I didn't know about. Who I didn't know about.
643 00:38:48,494 00:38:51,373 But actually I realize I did know about her. But actually I realize I did know about her.
644 00:38:51,397 00:38:54,476 And she's not really a sister, not by blood. And she's not really a sister, not by blood.
645 00:38:54,500 00:38:57,845 It just feels as if she is because the man who adopted me It just feels as if she is because the man who adopted me
646 00:38:57,869 00:39:01,148 was her biological father. was her biological father.
647 00:39:01,172 00:39:04,486 Sorry. Are you writing this down? Sorry. Are you writing this down?
648 00:39:04,510 00:39:05,587 I'd very much prefer you didn't. I'd very much prefer you didn't.
649 00:39:05,611 00:39:06,988 - It's just for me. - It's just for me.
650 00:39:07,012 00:39:10,625 But if you feel strongly, I don't have to. But if you feel strongly, I don't have to.
651 00:39:10,649 00:39:13,060 So are you familiar So are you familiar
652 00:39:13,084 00:39:15,863 with any projective techniques? with any projective techniques?
653 00:39:15,887 00:39:19,100 Say in drawing, to unlock the unconscious? Say in drawing, to unlock the unconscious?
654 00:39:19,124 00:39:21,536 - If you feel that would be of value. - If you feel that would be of value.
655 00:39:21,560 00:39:24,038 - Well, the point is... - Well, the point is...
656 00:39:24,062 00:39:27,108 The point is please just tell me if you can help me or not. The point is please just tell me if you can help me or not.
657 00:39:27,132 00:39:30,878 Because if you can't, let's not waste our time. Because if you can't, let's not waste our time.
658 00:39:30,902 00:39:32,647 - We can work together. - We can work together.
659 00:39:32,671 00:39:34,916 But there isn't a quick fix. But there isn't a quick fix.
660 00:39:34,940 00:39:37,885 Delving into your past takes hard work, Delving into your past takes hard work,
661 00:39:37,909 00:39:41,022 and it can be painful. - I'm prepared for that. and it can be painful. - I'm prepared for that.
662 00:39:41,046 00:39:42,990 So how do I... how do I do it? So how do I... how do I do it?
663 00:39:43,014 00:39:45,860 How do I remember what I've forgotten? How do I remember what I've forgotten?
664 00:39:45,884 00:39:49,063 - We can talk about your past, and your sister, - We can talk about your past, and your sister,
665 00:39:49,087 00:39:52,434 your current job, Mary, whatever else you like. your current job, Mary, whatever else you like.
666 00:39:52,458 00:39:55,470 But I think it might help us to explore But I think it might help us to explore
667 00:39:55,494 00:39:58,973 why you blocked so much of your history. why you blocked so much of your history.
668 00:39:58,997 00:40:02,427 Any idea? - Um... Any idea? - Um...
669 00:40:20,552 00:40:22,196 - You okay? - You okay?
670 00:40:22,220 00:40:24,198 You didn't make it to Grandpa's Transmutation. You didn't make it to Grandpa's Transmutation.
671 00:40:24,222 00:40:26,768 - I went to Caleb's house. I thought I could be an adult. - I went to Caleb's house. I thought I could be an adult.
672 00:40:26,792 00:40:30,237 But I just... I completely lost my shit, and... But I just... I completely lost my shit, and...
673 00:40:30,261 00:40:33,207 How can... how can someone who preaches love How can... how can someone who preaches love
674 00:40:33,231 00:40:38,245 as the answer to everything be so hateful? as the answer to everything be so hateful?
675 00:40:38,269 00:40:41,669 - Are you sure you want to talk to the pariah about this? - Are you sure you want to talk to the pariah about this?
676 00:40:43,074 00:40:47,554 - The pariah is the only person I want to talk to about this. - The pariah is the only person I want to talk to about this.
677 00:40:49,615 00:40:51,693 I found this place called Unity Church, I found this place called Unity Church,
678 00:40:51,717 00:40:54,729 and I just think if he saw it, he would see and I just think if he saw it, he would see
679 00:40:54,753 00:41:01,133 that he could have his beliefs and just live his life. that he could have his beliefs and just live his life.
680 00:41:05,063 00:41:08,133 So what about you? Are you a Meyerist? So what about you? Are you a Meyerist?
681 00:41:09,300 00:41:11,640 - In some ways... - In some ways...
682 00:41:12,838 00:41:17,151 No. And in some ways... No. And in some ways...
683 00:41:17,175 00:41:19,575 more than I ever was. more than I ever was.
684 00:41:21,146 00:41:22,590 - That makes no sense. - That makes no sense.
685 00:41:22,614 00:41:26,124 I know. I know.
686 00:41:31,857 00:41:35,202 I owe you an apology. I owe you an apology.
687 00:41:35,226 00:41:38,906 What Caleb's dad is doing to him What Caleb's dad is doing to him
688 00:41:38,930 00:41:44,100 is what I did with you, didn't I? is what I did with you, didn't I?
689 00:41:45,804 00:41:47,244 With Ashley. With Ashley.
690 00:41:52,243 00:41:54,689 I wish somebody would have told me when I was younger I wish somebody would have told me when I was younger
691 00:41:54,713 00:41:59,561 that you didn't have to be one way or the other. that you didn't have to be one way or the other.
692 00:41:59,585 00:42:01,285 - I know. - I know.
693 00:42:03,755 00:42:08,936 I mean, I didn't expect myself to fall in love with... I mean, I didn't expect myself to fall in love with...
694 00:42:08,960 00:42:11,606 Someone like Caleb. Someone like Caleb.
695 00:42:11,630 00:42:14,275 - So you're already one step ahead. - So you're already one step ahead.
696 00:42:14,299 00:42:16,839 - I just hope he gives it a shot. - I just hope he gives it a shot.
697 00:42:18,369 00:42:20,748 Unity. Unity.
698 00:42:20,772 00:42:23,918 It's a really special place, and... It's a really special place, and...
699 00:42:23,942 00:42:27,655 I want him to know... I want him to know...
700 00:42:29,347 00:42:32,226 That he's perfect the way he is. That he's perfect the way he is.
701 00:42:35,253 00:42:38,332 ♪ ♪
702 00:42:38,356 00:42:40,626 You think he'll show up? You think he'll show up?
703 00:42:42,928 00:42:45,228 - I really hope so. - I really hope so.
704 00:43:02,648 00:43:04,248 - Hey. - Hey.
705 00:43:06,084 00:43:08,029 How was your day? How was your day?
706 00:43:08,053 00:43:10,263 - Yeah. It was good. - Yeah. It was good.
707 00:43:12,924 00:43:14,694 - You okay? - You okay?
708 00:43:18,997 00:43:21,676 - Lilith's diary. - Lilith's diary.
709 00:43:21,700 00:43:23,310 - Yeah. - Yeah.
710 00:43:23,334 00:43:25,346 It doesn't make any sense. It doesn't make any sense.
711 00:43:25,370 00:43:27,381 You know, Sarah was right. You know, Sarah was right.
712 00:43:27,405 00:43:30,317 There is a relationship in here. There is a relationship in here.
713 00:43:30,341 00:43:33,420 It was deep and intense. It was deep and intense.
714 00:43:33,444 00:43:35,022 It started in '73. It started in '73.
715 00:43:35,046 00:43:40,027 And then Steve wrote a little later about heartbreak. And then Steve wrote a little later about heartbreak.
716 00:43:40,051 00:43:41,796 "I have to let her go, "I have to let her go,
717 00:43:41,820 00:43:46,333 "even though it means letting go of the child forever, "even though it means letting go of the child forever,
718 00:43:46,357 00:43:50,404 I turn my prayers to the son." I turn my prayers to the son."
719 00:43:50,428 00:43:52,828 I don't know. I don't know.
720 00:43:55,133 00:44:00,381 - All of this, it's... It's my fault. - All of this, it's... It's my fault.
721 00:44:00,405 00:44:03,317 - What? Hey. - What? Hey.
722 00:44:03,341 00:44:04,952 What are you talking about? What are you talking about?
723 00:44:04,976 00:44:07,421 - If I never told her that Sarah was looking for her - If I never told her that Sarah was looking for her
724 00:44:07,445 00:44:09,156 and if Sarah had never found her, and if Sarah had never found her,
725 00:44:09,180 00:44:11,880 she'd be out of our lives. she'd be out of our lives.
726 00:44:12,918 00:44:14,962 Eddie. Eddie.
727 00:44:14,986 00:44:16,856 Lilith is my mother. Lilith is my mother.
728 00:44:18,123 00:44:20,434 - Wha... what? - Wha... what?
729 00:44:20,458 00:44:22,704 - She's my mother. - She's my mother.
730 00:44:25,463 00:44:29,944 She's also very sick and obsessed. She's also very sick and obsessed.
731 00:44:29,968 00:44:33,180 She's why Steve had to let her go. She's why Steve had to let her go.
732 00:44:33,204 00:44:39,120 ♪ ♪
733 00:44:39,144 00:44:40,855 - "I have to let her go, - "I have to let her go,
734 00:44:40,879 00:44:45,879 even though it means letting go of the child." even though it means letting go of the child."
735 00:44:48,053 00:44:51,132 - She was convinced my father stole her dreams. - She was convinced my father stole her dreams.
736 00:44:51,156 00:44:54,936 - Wait, wait. Your father? - Wait, wait. Your father?
737 00:44:54,960 00:44:57,238 Wait. Wait.
738 00:44:57,262 00:45:00,141 You're telling me You're telling me
739 00:45:00,165 00:45:03,845 that Steve is your father? that Steve is your father?
740 00:45:03,869 00:45:06,047 - I didn't know much about my childhood - I didn't know much about my childhood
741 00:45:06,071 00:45:09,250 except what she told me until I came here. except what she told me until I came here.
742 00:45:09,274 00:45:11,285 - Why did you come here? - Why did you come here?
743 00:45:11,309 00:45:12,920 - I didn't mean to lie to you. - I didn't mean to lie to you.
744 00:45:12,944 00:45:15,823 - Just help me understand. - Just help me understand.
745 00:45:15,847 00:45:17,792 - What I feel for you... - Stop! - What I feel for you... - Stop!
746 00:45:17,816 00:45:20,862 Just help me understand. Just help me understand.
747 00:45:20,886 00:45:22,797 What the hell are you doing here? What the hell are you doing here?
748 00:45:22,821 00:45:24,265 Who the fuck are you? Who the fuck are you?
749 00:45:24,289 00:45:25,933 Answer me. Answer me.
750 00:45:25,957 00:45:30,972 - My... my mother Lilith, she sent me here - My... my mother Lilith, she sent me here
751 00:45:30,996 00:45:34,108 to help destroy what Steve stole from her. to help destroy what Steve stole from her.
752 00:45:34,132 00:45:36,944 - No. No, no, no, no, no. - No. No, no, no, no, no.
753 00:45:36,968 00:45:39,113 No, that doesn't make any sense. No, that doesn't make any sense.
754 00:45:39,137 00:45:42,016 You helped me. You helped us grow! You helped me. You helped us grow!
755 00:45:42,040 00:45:45,252 Meyerism is bigger, stronger than ever. Meyerism is bigger, stronger than ever.
756 00:45:45,276 00:45:49,046 - The higher Meyerism climbs, the greater the fall. - The higher Meyerism climbs, the greater the fall.
757 00:45:50,882 00:45:53,527 - Oh, you've got to be fucking kidding me. - Oh, you've got to be fucking kidding me.
758 00:45:54,986 00:45:57,131 - Eddie, you have to understand, - Eddie, you have to understand,
759 00:45:57,155 00:46:00,935 my entire life she told me how evil Steve was. my entire life she told me how evil Steve was.
760 00:46:00,959 00:46:01,936 - Evil? - Evil?
761 00:46:01,960 00:46:04,571 - She... she told me that over and over again. - She... she told me that over and over again.
762 00:46:04,595 00:46:06,140 How Steve's bastardized religion How Steve's bastardized religion
763 00:46:06,164 00:46:09,043 would bring about the end of the world. would bring about the end of the world.
764 00:46:09,067 00:46:14,081 It's all I ever knew and I ever heard until I came here and... It's all I ever knew and I ever heard until I came here and...
765 00:46:14,105 00:46:16,050 - And? What? - And? What?
766 00:46:16,074 00:46:21,355 - That woman, my... she's fucking crazy. - That woman, my... she's fucking crazy.
767 00:46:21,379 00:46:24,325 She burned me, she scarred me, She burned me, she scarred me,
768 00:46:24,349 00:46:26,293 and she told me things, things that I believed and she told me things, things that I believed
769 00:46:26,317 00:46:29,897 until I came here and I met you. until I came here and I met you.
770 00:46:29,921 00:46:32,433 - Why are you telling me all of this now? - Why are you telling me all of this now?
771 00:46:32,457 00:46:35,202 Why now? Why now?
772 00:46:35,226 00:46:38,405 ♪ ♪
773 00:46:38,429 00:46:40,099 Oh... Oh...
774 00:46:41,967 00:46:45,837 Because I'm... I'm going to meet her. Because I'm... I'm going to meet her.
775 00:46:47,005 00:46:50,852 And then she's going to tell me everything. And then she's going to tell me everything.
776 00:46:50,876 00:46:53,287 That's why. That's why.
777 00:46:53,311 00:46:58,347 - Because... Because I want you to know me. - Because... Because I want you to know me.
778 00:47:00,986 00:47:03,086 No one ever has. No one ever has.
779 00:47:10,261 00:47:11,901 And... And...
780 00:47:13,064 00:47:17,378 To beg you to please not see her. To beg you to please not see her.
781 00:47:17,402 00:47:19,213 She will ruin you. She will ruin you.
782 00:47:19,237 00:47:22,049 Cal was right. Just look forward to the future. Cal was right. Just look forward to the future.
783 00:47:22,073 00:47:25,252 I'm telling you this because I know it. I'm telling you this because I know it.
784 00:47:25,276 00:47:28,255 And because... And because...
785 00:47:28,279 00:47:32,949 And just do with me whatever you want. And just do with me whatever you want.
786 00:47:34,085 00:47:36,345 Please don't see her. Please don't see her.
787 00:48:16,094 00:48:17,964 - What's going on here? - What's going on here?
788 00:48:20,598 00:48:23,098 - All the memories are in there. - All the memories are in there.
789 00:48:25,303 00:48:28,113 In the cave with the painted flowers. In the cave with the painted flowers.
790 00:48:30,675 00:48:33,087 I just need to find it. I just need to find it.
791 00:48:34,612 00:48:38,559 ♪ Wade in the water ♪ In the water ♪ Wade in the water ♪ In the water
792 00:48:38,583 00:48:42,663 ♪ Wade in the water, children ♪ ♪ Wade in the water, children ♪
793 00:48:42,687 00:48:47,101 ♪ Wade in the water ♪ Wade in the water
794 00:48:47,125 00:48:51,038 ♪ God's gonna trouble the water ♪ ♪ God's gonna trouble the water ♪
795 00:48:51,062 00:48:56,210 ♪ Wade in the water - ♪ In the water ♪ Wade in the water - ♪ In the water
796 00:48:56,234 00:49:00,014 - ♪ Wade in the water - ♪ Wade in the water
797 00:49:00,038 00:49:05,052 ♪ Wade in the water - ♪ Wade in the water ♪ Wade in the water - ♪ Wade in the water
798 00:49:05,076 00:49:08,355 ♪ God's gonna trouble the water ♪ ♪ God's gonna trouble the water ♪
799 00:49:08,379 00:49:12,093 - ♪ Oh, wade in the water - ♪ Oh, wade in the water
800 00:49:12,117 00:49:14,695 - ♪ Wade in the water - ♪ Wade in the water - ♪ Wade in the water - ♪ Wade in the water
801 00:49:14,719 00:49:18,132 ♪ Wade in the water ♪ Wade in the water
802 00:49:18,156 00:49:22,136 - ♪ Children wade in the water ♪ - ♪ Children wade in the water ♪
803 00:49:29,167 00:49:32,346 ♪ ♪
804 00:49:35,240 00:49:39,420 ♪ Take your things and file away ♪ ♪ Take your things and file away ♪
805 00:49:41,179 00:49:46,793 ♪ Cannot follow something I can't see ♪ ♪ Cannot follow something I can't see ♪
806 00:49:46,817 00:49:48,762 - Eddie. - Eddie.
807 00:49:48,786 00:49:51,232 - Hey. Where is she? - Hey. Where is she?
808 00:49:51,256 00:49:54,168 - I just tried calling her. She's not picking up. - I just tried calling her. She's not picking up.
809 00:49:54,192 00:49:57,104 She came out of surgery, and I'm... She came out of surgery, and I'm...
810 00:49:57,128 00:49:59,073 I'm worried something's happened. I'm worried something's happened.
811 00:49:59,097 00:50:01,675 - Look, tell her I want to talk to her immediately. - Look, tell her I want to talk to her immediately.
812 00:50:01,699 00:50:03,777 - Thank you, Eddie. - Thank you, Eddie.
813 00:50:03,801 00:50:06,413 - I'm not doing this for you. - I'm not doing this for you.
814 00:50:06,437 00:50:09,250 I'm doing this for me. I'm doing this for me.
815 00:50:09,274 00:50:12,819 Whenever she can, I will come to her. Whenever she can, I will come to her.
816 00:50:12,843 00:50:19,683 ♪ Hopes are falling slowly to my chin ♪ ♪ Hopes are falling slowly to my chin ♪
817 00:50:21,319 00:50:27,291 ♪ And now ♪ I open up my eyes ♪ And now ♪ I open up my eyes
818 00:50:29,260 00:50:35,270 ♪ The dream is changing and I'm not surprised ♪ ♪ The dream is changing and I'm not surprised ♪