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1 00:00:01,169 00:00:02,512 - Previously on "The Path"... - Previously on "The Path"...
2 00:00:02,536 00:00:04,214 - I'm here to talk to you about my son Caleb - I'm here to talk to you about my son Caleb
3 00:00:04,238 00:00:05,382 and your son Hawk. and your son Hawk.
4 00:00:05,406 00:00:07,217 It's been brought to my attention It's been brought to my attention
5 00:00:07,241 00:00:08,352 that their friendship is inappropriate. that their friendship is inappropriate.
6 00:00:08,376 00:00:10,120 - If I ever softened the truth, - If I ever softened the truth,
7 00:00:10,144 00:00:11,555 it was only to protect you. it was only to protect you.
8 00:00:11,579 00:00:12,756 - And the scar on my back? - And the scar on my back?
9 00:00:12,780 00:00:14,758 The one you burned into me. The one you burned into me.
10 00:00:14,782 00:00:16,760 Was that to protect me, too? Was that to protect me, too?
11 00:00:16,784 00:00:18,262 I want to become a Meyerist. I want to become a Meyerist.
12 00:00:18,286 00:00:20,397 I just saw JP. He wants me to help him. I just saw JP. He wants me to help him.
13 00:00:20,421 00:00:23,667 The answer is to find more JPs. Make them my followers. The answer is to find more JPs. Make them my followers.
14 00:00:23,691 00:00:28,072 - I think that this is the cause of a celebration. - I think that this is the cause of a celebration.
15 00:00:29,730 00:00:31,675 - Is Lilith alive? - She's alive. - Is Lilith alive? - She's alive.
16 00:00:31,699 00:00:34,578 But if you contact her, she might tell you things, Sarah, But if you contact her, she might tell you things, Sarah,
17 00:00:34,602 00:00:36,746 that make it impossible for you to go back. that make it impossible for you to go back.
18 00:00:36,770 00:00:38,115 Do you know where she is? Do you know where she is?
19 00:00:38,139 00:00:39,383 She's a veterinarian She's a veterinarian
20 00:00:39,407 00:00:41,418 on Riverside and 72nd Street. on Riverside and 72nd Street.
21 00:00:41,442 00:00:43,812 - You found me. - You found me.
22 00:00:49,783 00:00:57,163 ♪ ♪
23 00:01:25,353 00:01:30,367 The first vision came to me when I was seven. The first vision came to me when I was seven.
24 00:01:30,391 00:01:33,537 I was in my room trying to sleep. I was in my room trying to sleep.
25 00:01:33,561 00:01:37,307 My parents were fighting very badly again, so... My parents were fighting very badly again, so...
26 00:01:37,331 00:01:40,844 I lay there sad and afraid, I lay there sad and afraid,
27 00:01:40,868 00:01:44,581 when suddenly I... when suddenly I...
28 00:01:44,605 00:01:48,185 I saw light in my window, I saw light in my window,
29 00:01:48,209 00:01:52,589 and it wasn't the moon because there wasn't a moon that night. and it wasn't the moon because there wasn't a moon that night.
30 00:01:52,613 00:01:56,426 And I stood up to see what it was, And I stood up to see what it was,
31 00:01:56,450 00:01:59,729 and as I pulled myself toward it, and as I pulled myself toward it,
32 00:01:59,753 00:02:01,631 the light just burst through the light just burst through
33 00:02:01,655 00:02:05,169 and wrapped itself around me like a warm blanket. and wrapped itself around me like a warm blanket.
34 00:02:05,193 00:02:07,204 - How did you know what it was? - How did you know what it was?
35 00:02:07,228 00:02:11,441 - I didn't. Not at first, but I... - I didn't. Not at first, but I...
36 00:02:11,465 00:02:14,344 I felt comforted, understood, I felt comforted, understood,
37 00:02:14,368 00:02:17,681 like I was no longer alone. like I was no longer alone.
38 00:02:17,705 00:02:20,350 The Light continued to visit me regularly The Light continued to visit me regularly
39 00:02:20,374 00:02:22,819 over the next 15 years over the next 15 years
40 00:02:22,843 00:02:24,754 until the message was revealed. until the message was revealed.
41 00:02:24,778 00:02:28,425 - How was the message revealed? Did The Light speak to you? - How was the message revealed? Did The Light speak to you?
42 00:02:28,449 00:02:31,928 - There was no voice or words. - There was no voice or words.
43 00:02:31,952 00:02:34,464 But sometimes it showed me things. But sometimes it showed me things.
44 00:02:34,488 00:02:38,235 And every time I felt its presence, And every time I felt its presence,
45 00:02:38,259 00:02:41,638 I had the need directly after to write. I had the need directly after to write.
46 00:02:41,662 00:02:44,674 There was a message I was compelled to put down. There was a message I was compelled to put down.
47 00:02:44,698 00:02:48,612 - Was the message much different than Meyerism? - Was the message much different than Meyerism?
48 00:02:48,636 00:02:49,646 Different to what Steve... Different to what Steve...
49 00:02:49,670 00:02:52,416 - I was 13 when my parents brought me to Steve. - I was 13 when my parents brought me to Steve.
50 00:02:52,440 00:02:54,784 - I saw the journals... - I saw the journals...
51 00:02:54,808 00:02:57,787 at least the ones that you and Steve worked on together. at least the ones that you and Steve worked on together.
52 00:02:57,811 00:02:59,581 - He kept them? - He kept them?
53 00:03:02,950 00:03:07,231 My parents didn't understand my writings and obsessions, My parents didn't understand my writings and obsessions,
54 00:03:07,255 00:03:09,766 writing visions of the end of the world, writing visions of the end of the world,
55 00:03:09,790 00:03:12,302 so they sought out a psychiatrist for me. so they sought out a psychiatrist for me.
56 00:03:12,326 00:03:14,271 - I thought he worked for the military? - I thought he worked for the military?
57 00:03:14,295 00:03:18,275 - Yes, but he took on private patients that interested him. - Yes, but he took on private patients that interested him.
58 00:03:18,299 00:03:21,811 - Did he... steal your visions? - Did he... steal your visions?
59 00:03:21,835 00:03:23,980 - He believed in me. - He believed in me.
60 00:03:24,004 00:03:26,483 He helped me make sense He helped me make sense
61 00:03:26,507 00:03:30,487 of the visions, The Ladders, these rungs. of the visions, The Ladders, these rungs.
62 00:03:30,511 00:03:33,590 It's like we worked on it together. It's like we worked on it together.
63 00:03:36,617 00:03:39,663 What is it? What is it?
64 00:03:39,687 00:03:42,557 - I don't believe in you. - I don't believe in you.
65 00:03:44,425 00:03:46,436 I was hoping that I was gonna come here I was hoping that I was gonna come here
66 00:03:46,460 00:03:47,904 and you were gonna answer and you were gonna answer
67 00:03:47,928 00:03:51,741 all the questions about the religion I have been... all the questions about the religion I have been...
68 00:03:51,765 00:03:55,779 devoted to my whole life. devoted to my whole life.
69 00:03:55,803 00:03:59,716 And you were gonna help me believe again. And you were gonna help me believe again.
70 00:03:59,740 00:04:05,550 ♪ ♪
71 00:04:07,315 00:04:09,426 - I wish I could be the answer for you, - I wish I could be the answer for you,
72 00:04:09,450 00:04:12,028 but I can only tell you about my experiences. but I can only tell you about my experiences.
73 00:04:12,052 00:04:19,002 ♪ ♪
74 00:04:19,026 00:04:21,004 Take this. Take this.
75 00:04:21,028 00:04:23,006 It's what The Light revealed to me... It's what The Light revealed to me...
76 00:04:23,030 00:04:24,408 The Truth. The Truth.
77 00:04:24,432 00:04:28,778 ♪ ♪
78 00:04:30,938 00:04:34,518 - So, after a lot of thought and careful consideration, - So, after a lot of thought and careful consideration,
79 00:04:34,542 00:04:38,822 Sarah and I've decided that, uh... Sarah and I've decided that, uh...
80 00:04:38,846 00:04:42,626 she will no longer be a part of The Movement. she will no longer be a part of The Movement.
81 00:04:42,650 00:04:45,094 - Mom wants to leave The Movement? - Mom wants to leave The Movement?
82 00:04:45,118 00:04:47,030 - Listen, kid, she has been struggling - Listen, kid, she has been struggling
83 00:04:47,054 00:04:48,898 with her faith for a while. with her faith for a while.
84 00:04:48,922 00:04:53,537 And we realized that she just doesn't want to be here. And we realized that she just doesn't want to be here.
85 00:04:54,695 00:04:56,573 Why didn't she say anything to me? Why didn't she say anything to me?
86 00:04:56,597 00:04:59,509 - Look, I am sure that she will reach out to you today. - Look, I am sure that she will reach out to you today.
87 00:04:59,533 00:05:02,579 We made the decision late last night. We made the decision late last night.
88 00:05:02,603 00:05:06,516 Look, as you know, Sarah is deeply loved here. Look, as you know, Sarah is deeply loved here.
89 00:05:06,540 00:05:08,652 - I think we can help the membership see - I think we can help the membership see
90 00:05:08,676 00:05:10,654 that her departure is a personal choice. that her departure is a personal choice.
91 00:05:10,678 00:05:12,889 Nothing to do with you or your leadership. Nothing to do with you or your leadership.
92 00:05:12,913 00:05:14,023 - I appreciate that. - I appreciate that.
93 00:05:14,047 00:05:15,425 I don't want there to be gossip I don't want there to be gossip
94 00:05:15,449 00:05:16,860 where there doesn't need to be. where there doesn't need to be.
95 00:05:16,884 00:05:19,094 Neither does your mother. Neither does your mother.
96 00:05:30,831 00:05:33,610 Hey, Cal, if you have a second, I'd like to... Hey, Cal, if you have a second, I'd like to...
97 00:05:33,634 00:05:34,878 - Yeah. - Yeah.
98 00:05:34,902 00:05:37,714 - See you, kid. - See you, kid.
99 00:05:42,576 00:05:46,423 You know, uh, it seems, with every new member, You know, uh, it seems, with every new member,
100 00:05:46,447 00:05:49,559 we have ten new problems. we have ten new problems.
101 00:05:49,583 00:05:52,128 How can I help? How can I help?
102 00:05:52,152 00:05:54,163 - Well, city inspector came through, - Well, city inspector came through,
103 00:05:54,187 00:05:56,633 said our nursery is over capacity, said our nursery is over capacity,
104 00:05:56,657 00:05:58,635 said that we need to refile said that we need to refile
105 00:05:58,659 00:06:02,706 as a school-age child care educational center, as a school-age child care educational center,
106 00:06:02,730 00:06:06,410 but there's a 14-month application backlog. but there's a 14-month application backlog.
107 00:06:06,434 00:06:07,677 - Right. I'm guessing we won't be allowed - Right. I'm guessing we won't be allowed
108 00:06:07,701 00:06:09,078 to operate in the meantime. to operate in the meantime.
109 00:06:09,102 00:06:13,483 - Only... the inspector literally said - Only... the inspector literally said
110 00:06:13,507 00:06:16,453 maybe there's a way to move our application maybe there's a way to move our application
111 00:06:16,477 00:06:20,590 to the top of the pile. to the top of the pile.
112 00:06:20,614 00:06:23,059 - He wants to... - Yeah, then... - He wants to... - Yeah, then...
113 00:06:23,083 00:06:25,695 there's this idiot. there's this idiot.
114 00:06:25,719 00:06:27,631 - Rufus Mott? - Yeah. - Rufus Mott? - Yeah.
115 00:06:27,655 00:06:31,167 Rufus is suing us for $2 million. Rufus is suing us for $2 million.
116 00:06:31,191 00:06:33,603 - He voluntarily ended his 1R training. - He voluntarily ended his 1R training.
117 00:06:33,627 00:06:34,804 - Right. - Right.
118 00:06:34,828 00:06:39,476 Then the next day he slipped and fell on some wet stairs. Then the next day he slipped and fell on some wet stairs.
119 00:06:39,500 00:06:40,844 - What does Carla say? - What does Carla say?
120 00:06:40,868 00:06:44,581 - Thinks that we should settle out of court. - Thinks that we should settle out of court.
121 00:06:44,605 00:06:46,483 - Seems like a dangerous precedent, - Seems like a dangerous precedent,
122 00:06:46,507 00:06:47,884 especially the way we're growing. especially the way we're growing.
123 00:06:47,908 00:06:49,152 - Exactly. I don't know. - Exactly. I don't know.
124 00:06:49,176 00:06:52,021 I mean... this is all bullshit. I mean... this is all bullshit.
125 00:06:52,045 00:06:55,224 He doesn't deserve anything. He doesn't deserve anything.
126 00:06:55,248 00:06:58,194 It's just... Vera always dealt with this. It's just... Vera always dealt with this.
127 00:07:01,522 00:07:04,592 How? How?
128 00:07:07,561 00:07:09,661 - Where is she? - Where is she?
129 00:07:12,533 00:07:13,977 - State your name, please. - State your name, please.
130 00:07:14,001 00:07:15,812 - Vera Stephens. - Vera Stephens.
131 00:07:15,836 00:07:16,880 - All right, Vera. - All right, Vera.
132 00:07:16,904 00:07:18,782 The first question we always ask, The first question we always ask,
133 00:07:18,806 00:07:22,051 and I want you to think carefully before you answer... and I want you to think carefully before you answer...
134 00:07:22,075 00:07:24,545 Why are you here? Why are you here?
135 00:07:28,916 00:07:31,060 - To be free, - To be free,
136 00:07:31,084 00:07:35,565 to be in control of my life, for my life to be my own. to be in control of my life, for my life to be my own.
137 00:07:35,589 00:07:36,933 - Do you currently feel like - Do you currently feel like
138 00:07:36,957 00:07:39,727 you're not in control of your own life? you're not in control of your own life?
139 00:07:41,795 00:07:44,207 - Yes. Yes. - Yes. Yes.
140 00:07:44,231 00:07:46,531 - Is there anything else? - Is there anything else?
141 00:07:50,571 00:07:52,281 - I want to be good. - I want to be good.
142 00:07:52,305 00:07:53,950 - Once you start this work, - Once you start this work,
143 00:07:53,974 00:07:56,219 you won't question your goodness. you won't question your goodness.
144 00:07:57,811 00:07:59,823 - Hey, Rita. - Oh, Cal, Eddie, hi. - Hey, Rita. - Oh, Cal, Eddie, hi.
145 00:07:59,847 00:08:02,826 We were just having a really great intake session. We were just having a really great intake session.
146 00:08:02,850 00:08:06,830 - Oh, great. Well, uh, we'll let you get back to it. - Oh, great. Well, uh, we'll let you get back to it.
147 00:08:06,854 00:08:09,566 We just need to speak with Vera for a minute. We just need to speak with Vera for a minute.
148 00:08:09,590 00:08:11,067 - Oh, of course. - Oh, of course.
149 00:08:11,091 00:08:14,261 - Thank you. - Thank you. - Thank you. - Thank you.
150 00:08:18,666 00:08:20,276 Look, I, um... Look, I, um...
151 00:08:20,300 00:08:21,845 I hate to do this to you, but... I hate to do this to you, but...
152 00:08:21,869 00:08:24,848 - We need help to pick up where you left off. - We need help to pick up where you left off.
153 00:08:24,872 00:08:27,912 - You got a knack with these sort of situations. - You got a knack with these sort of situations.
154 00:08:32,946 00:08:34,991 - Um... - Um...
155 00:08:35,015 00:08:36,926 I don't want to be that person anymore. I don't want to be that person anymore.
156 00:08:36,950 00:08:39,763 - No, no, no, now. We're not looking for you to do anything. - No, no, no, now. We're not looking for you to do anything.
157 00:08:39,787 00:08:42,866 Just, uh... just help us mimic Just, uh... just help us mimic
158 00:08:42,890 00:08:47,036 your unique brand of personal efficiency. your unique brand of personal efficiency.
159 00:08:47,060 00:08:48,705 - High-powered lawyers, - High-powered lawyers,
160 00:08:48,729 00:08:51,875 bribes, and blackmail. bribes, and blackmail.
161 00:08:53,701 00:08:56,880 - Am I just wasting my time here? I mean... - Am I just wasting my time here? I mean...
162 00:08:56,904 00:08:58,982 Can't someone like me become a great Meyerist? Can't someone like me become a great Meyerist?
163 00:08:59,006 00:09:00,617 - Yes. - Yes.
164 00:09:00,641 00:09:02,218 Of course. Of course.
165 00:09:02,242 00:09:04,982 Okay, we've all done things. Okay, we've all done things.
166 00:09:09,617 00:09:12,896 - Um, I want to take the ODE, - Um, I want to take the ODE,
167 00:09:12,920 00:09:15,832 you know, the one that... that the boy took... Logan. you know, the one that... that the boy took... Logan.
168 00:09:15,856 00:09:17,901 The one with the swastika. - Yeah, yeah. The one with the swastika. - Yeah, yeah.
169 00:09:17,925 00:09:20,670 No, but why? - The ODE is for... No, but why? - The ODE is for...
170 00:09:20,694 00:09:23,006 - "Especially damaged Possibles." - "Especially damaged Possibles."
171 00:09:23,030 00:09:25,308 I know. I remember. I know. I remember.
172 00:09:25,332 00:09:28,011 It scores your potential for The Light. It scores your potential for The Light.
173 00:09:28,035 00:09:29,913 - Yeah, I mean, it's supposed to. - Yeah, I mean, it's supposed to.
174 00:09:29,937 00:09:33,750 But that test is outdated... - I want to take it. But that test is outdated... - I want to take it.
175 00:09:33,774 00:09:35,919 You don't know the things I've done You don't know the things I've done
176 00:09:35,943 00:09:38,021 and the people I come from. and the people I come from.
177 00:09:38,045 00:09:40,089 Hey, stop. Hey, stop.
178 00:09:40,113 00:09:43,126 Look, I know you. Look, I know you.
179 00:09:43,150 00:09:46,663 Okay? You are full of Light. Okay? You are full of Light.
180 00:09:46,687 00:09:50,987 I don't need the ODE to tell me that. I don't need the ODE to tell me that.
181 00:09:52,225 00:09:53,402 - Well, I do. - Well, I do.
182 00:09:57,731 00:10:01,645 ♪ ♪
183 00:10:06,707 00:10:08,284 - What's going on? - What's going on?
184 00:10:08,308 00:10:09,753 - I could ask the same of you. - I could ask the same of you.
185 00:10:09,777 00:10:11,120 - Look, I'm sorry - Look, I'm sorry
186 00:10:11,144 00:10:14,223 about my behavior at Dad's offering night. about my behavior at Dad's offering night.
187 00:10:14,247 00:10:17,727 - You left The Movement. - You left The Movement.
188 00:10:17,751 00:10:19,829 - So it's out? - You're Sarah Lane, okay? - So it's out? - You're Sarah Lane, okay?
189 00:10:19,853 00:10:22,198 Of course it's out. - Look, I'm sorry. I've been... Of course it's out. - Look, I'm sorry. I've been...
190 00:10:22,222 00:10:23,967 - What am I supposed to tell my kids about their aunt? - What am I supposed to tell my kids about their aunt?
191 00:10:23,991 00:10:25,702 - Tell them whatever you need to, Russel. - Tell them whatever you need to, Russel.
192 00:10:25,726 00:10:28,938 - Okay, look, if you are suffering... - Okay, look, if you are suffering...
193 00:10:28,962 00:10:31,741 There's something going on. There's something going on.
194 00:10:31,765 00:10:34,911 We're all here for you. We're all here for you.
195 00:10:34,935 00:10:37,146 - Thank you. I-I appreciate that. I... - Thank you. I-I appreciate that. I...
196 00:10:37,170 00:10:39,282 - Yeah. - Yeah.
197 00:10:39,306 00:10:41,384 - What's that? - What's that?
198 00:10:41,408 00:10:43,138 What's going on? What's going on?
199 00:10:46,714 00:10:48,684 - Russel? - Russel?
200 00:10:49,416 00:10:53,396 There you are. Hey. There you are. Hey.
201 00:10:53,420 00:10:55,298 Mom, what are you doing? Mom, what are you doing?
202 00:10:55,322 00:10:57,000 We're gonna get through this. We're gonna get through this.
203 00:10:57,024 00:10:59,769 - Mm. - Are you moving in? - Mm. - Are you moving in?
204 00:10:59,793 00:11:01,905 - I'm just providing support in this time... - I'm just providing support in this time...
205 00:11:01,929 00:11:03,206 Temporary support. Temporary support.
206 00:11:03,230 00:11:05,474 - That's the last of it. - Oh, thank you, darling. - That's the last of it. - Oh, thank you, darling.
207 00:11:05,498 00:11:06,943 Mwah. Mwah.
208 00:11:06,967 00:11:08,311 - Let me know if you need anything. - Let me know if you need anything.
209 00:11:08,335 00:11:09,412 - Uh, Russel... - We're all good. - Uh, Russel... - We're all good.
210 00:11:09,436 00:11:11,180 We're all good. - Wait. We're all good. - Wait.
211 00:11:11,204 00:11:14,751 - I'll stay in Hawk's room. - Mom, this is so unnecessary. - I'll stay in Hawk's room. - Mom, this is so unnecessary.
212 00:11:14,775 00:11:16,019 - Oh, but it is so necessary. - Oh, but it is so necessary.
213 00:11:16,043 00:11:18,888 It is absolutely, 100% necessary. It is absolutely, 100% necessary.
214 00:11:18,912 00:11:21,024 - I know this is difficult. - No. - I know this is difficult. - No.
215 00:11:21,048 00:11:24,994 I talked to your dad about it, and we're in agreement. I talked to your dad about it, and we're in agreement.
216 00:11:25,018 00:11:29,165 - You talked to Dad? - Every day. - You talked to Dad? - Every day.
217 00:11:29,189 00:11:31,034 And I promised him. And I promised him.
218 00:11:31,058 00:11:34,037 I will not let you leave The Movement. I will not let you leave The Movement.
219 00:11:34,061 00:11:41,101 ♪ ♪
220 00:11:46,740 00:11:48,317 - We're usually drinking... - We're usually drinking...
221 00:11:48,341 00:11:50,119 a group of us powerful men. a group of us powerful men.
222 00:11:50,143 00:11:54,190 There's champagne and cigars, oysters. There's champagne and cigars, oysters.
223 00:11:54,214 00:11:56,325 Girls inevitably join. They want to be with us. Girls inevitably join. They want to be with us.
224 00:11:56,349 00:11:58,061 - Women. - Huh? - Women. - Huh?
225 00:11:58,085 00:11:59,963 - They're women, Congressman. - They're women, Congressman.
226 00:11:59,987 00:12:01,831 I know. I know.
227 00:12:01,855 00:12:03,366 Jesus, I know, but see, the thing is... Jesus, I know, but see, the thing is...
228 00:12:03,390 00:12:05,935 - Sexual harassment. - Sexual harassment.
229 00:12:05,959 00:12:08,071 What isn't these days? What isn't these days?
230 00:12:08,095 00:12:10,439 - Three women are accusing you of groping them - Three women are accusing you of groping them
231 00:12:10,463 00:12:12,776 in the ladies' room on three separate occasions. in the ladies' room on three separate occasions.
232 00:12:12,800 00:12:14,243 - That's bullshit, okay? - That's bullshit, okay?
233 00:12:14,267 00:12:16,245 These girls drink so much, they can hardly even walk. These girls drink so much, they can hardly even walk.
234 00:12:16,269 00:12:17,914 I'm helping them get to the toilet. I'm helping them get to the toilet.
235 00:12:17,938 00:12:19,015 What is the harm in that? What is the harm in that?
236 00:12:19,039 00:12:20,817 - There could be lots of harm, - There could be lots of harm,
237 00:12:20,841 00:12:22,485 but the harm I care about... but the harm I care about...
238 00:12:22,509 00:12:25,054 - Jesus. You sound like the lawyers. - Jesus. You sound like the lawyers.
239 00:12:25,078 00:12:26,823 - But the harm I care about, - But the harm I care about,
240 00:12:26,847 00:12:30,226 the harm I know you care about, the harm I know you care about,
241 00:12:30,250 00:12:33,129 is the harm you're doing to yourself. is the harm you're doing to yourself.
242 00:12:33,153 00:12:34,864 - Plenty of politicians have kept - Plenty of politicians have kept
243 00:12:34,888 00:12:36,232 their seats after doing something like this. their seats after doing something like this.
244 00:12:36,256 00:12:38,868 I don't give a fuck I don't give a fuck
245 00:12:38,892 00:12:41,237 about you keeping your seat. - Reassuring. about you keeping your seat. - Reassuring.
246 00:12:41,261 00:12:44,340 - You pay other people to do that. - You pay other people to do that.
247 00:12:44,364 00:12:47,774 I care about you. I care about you.
248 00:12:49,336 00:12:53,382 I care about you... I care about you...
249 00:12:53,406 00:12:59,680 harming yourself psychically, emotionally. harming yourself psychically, emotionally.
250 00:13:03,550 00:13:05,820 Look at her. Look at her.
251 00:13:08,488 00:13:11,000 Now, when you see a woman like Mary, Now, when you see a woman like Mary,
252 00:13:11,024 00:13:15,004 what do you need from her? what do you need from her?
253 00:13:15,028 00:13:18,007 No, look at me, Buck. Me only. No, look at me, Buck. Me only.
254 00:13:18,031 00:13:22,879 What do you need from a woman... What do you need from a woman...
255 00:13:22,903 00:13:25,882 when you sexualize her immediately? when you sexualize her immediately?
256 00:13:29,242 00:13:31,454 Uh, I need... Uh, I need...
257 00:13:31,478 00:13:32,856 What do you need from that woman? What do you need from that woman?
258 00:13:32,880 00:13:34,057 Tell me right now. Tell me right now.
259 00:13:34,081 00:13:37,426 - To tell me something. - What? - To tell me something. - What?
260 00:13:37,450 00:13:39,128 - That they notice me. - That they notice me.
261 00:13:39,152 00:13:43,432 - What do you want them to notice about you? - What do you want them to notice about you?
262 00:13:43,456 00:13:45,501 - That I'm a man. - That I'm a man.
263 00:13:45,525 00:13:47,303 - That's what I thought. - That's what I thought.
264 00:13:52,399 00:13:56,112 Please stand up, Buck. Please stand up, Buck.
265 00:13:56,136 00:13:58,915 Right, stand up, please, now. Right, stand up, please, now.
266 00:13:58,939 00:14:00,917 ♪ ♪
267 00:14:00,941 00:14:02,518 - What's going on? - What's going on?
268 00:14:02,542 00:14:05,922 - Unbuckle your pants and pull down your underwear, please. - Unbuckle your pants and pull down your underwear, please.
269 00:14:05,946 00:14:07,190 - Fuck you, buddy. - Fuck you, buddy.
270 00:14:07,214 00:14:09,358 Look, I'm not one of your little followers. Look, I'm not one of your little followers.
271 00:14:09,382 00:14:11,094 - Listen to me. - Listen to me.
272 00:14:11,118 00:14:13,562 Stand up, unbuckle your pants, pull down your underwear, Stand up, unbuckle your pants, pull down your underwear,
273 00:14:13,586 00:14:15,364 now, please. now, please.
274 00:14:16,957 00:14:18,234 What is this? What is this?
275 00:14:18,258 00:14:19,602 Some kind of joke or something? Some kind of joke or something?
276 00:14:19,626 00:14:23,306 You some kind of pervert? - No... You some kind of pervert? - No...
277 00:14:23,330 00:14:26,075 And it's not. And it's not.
278 00:14:26,099 00:14:28,477 But you will lose everything But you will lose everything
279 00:14:28,501 00:14:32,215 if you piss away this opportunity. if you piss away this opportunity.
280 00:14:32,239 00:14:38,154 I know... you're scared and vulnerable. I know... you're scared and vulnerable.
281 00:14:38,178 00:14:43,192 This is not a joke or a-a humiliation. This is not a joke or a-a humiliation.
282 00:14:43,216 00:14:44,493 Go on. Go on.
283 00:14:44,517 00:14:51,257 ♪ ♪
284 00:14:56,563 00:14:58,241 - This is insane. - This is insane.
285 00:14:58,265 00:15:01,510 ♪ ♪
286 00:15:01,534 00:15:04,413 - Take a look down. - Take a look down.
287 00:15:04,437 00:15:06,715 Go ahead. Go ahead.
288 00:15:06,739 00:15:09,118 What's down there? What's down there?
289 00:15:09,142 00:15:10,253 Never mind. Never mind.
290 00:15:10,277 00:15:11,988 You know what it is. - I do. You know what it is. - I do.
291 00:15:12,012 00:15:14,052 - It's you. - It's you.
292 00:15:16,516 00:15:21,189 You are... a man. You are... a man.
293 00:15:23,156 00:15:26,186 Right there is all the proof you need. Right there is all the proof you need.
294 00:15:27,427 00:15:29,572 Say it. Say it.
295 00:15:29,596 00:15:31,440 "I am a man." "I am a man."
296 00:15:31,464 00:15:35,011 ♪ ♪
297 00:15:35,035 00:15:38,281 - I am... a man. - I am... a man.
298 00:15:38,305 00:15:42,418 ♪ ♪
299 00:15:42,442 00:15:44,420 - Right? - Right?
300 00:15:46,213 00:15:49,758 Of course you are. Of course you are.
301 00:15:49,782 00:15:54,163 Now let's start talking about why you're so fucking angry. Now let's start talking about why you're so fucking angry.
302 00:15:54,187 00:15:57,300 You can pull your pants up. You can pull your pants up.
303 00:15:57,324 00:16:03,372 ♪ ♪
304 00:16:03,396 00:16:04,773 - So wait, let me get this straight. - So wait, let me get this straight.
305 00:16:04,797 00:16:07,276 Caleb's father visits your dad, Caleb's father visits your dad,
306 00:16:07,300 00:16:09,445 tells him he doesn't want you two together, tells him he doesn't want you two together,
307 00:16:09,469 00:16:12,081 and that's the last you hear from him? and that's the last you hear from him?
308 00:16:12,105 00:16:13,549 - He texted me saying - He texted me saying
309 00:16:13,573 00:16:15,518 that he needed to take care of some stuff. that he needed to take care of some stuff.
310 00:16:17,210 00:16:18,754 I really don't want to talk about this right now. I really don't want to talk about this right now.
311 00:16:18,778 00:16:20,023 - Oh, that's awful. Horrible. - Oh, that's awful. Horrible.
312 00:16:20,047 00:16:21,190 I hope he's okay. I hope he's okay.
313 00:16:21,214 00:16:22,525 - Caleb could come live with us. - Caleb could come live with us.
314 00:16:22,549 00:16:25,328 - He could because we are part of a faith - He could because we are part of a faith
315 00:16:25,352 00:16:29,732 that is so loving and compassionate and accepting. that is so loving and compassionate and accepting.
316 00:16:29,756 00:16:33,102 - Uh... it wasn't always so accepting. - Uh... it wasn't always so accepting.
317 00:16:33,126 00:16:34,337 - That is debatable. - That is debatable.
318 00:16:34,361 00:16:36,072 - You're open to the possibility. - You're open to the possibility.
319 00:16:36,096 00:16:37,406 That's new. That's new.
320 00:16:37,430 00:16:40,476 - Look where we are now. That's what matters. - Look where we are now. That's what matters.
321 00:16:40,500 00:16:43,146 - I'm sorry you're going through this. - I'm sorry you're going through this.
322 00:16:43,170 00:16:44,480 It sounds like Caleb It sounds like Caleb
323 00:16:44,504 00:16:46,682 has some tough choices to make right now. has some tough choices to make right now.
324 00:16:46,706 00:16:49,006 - Is that what you're doing? - Is that what you're doing?
325 00:16:49,776 00:16:52,688 Making choices? - I guess it is. Making choices? - I guess it is.
326 00:16:52,712 00:16:54,757 Um, I don't like... Um, I don't like...
327 00:16:54,781 00:16:57,460 - The direction The Movement is heading. - The direction The Movement is heading.
328 00:16:57,484 00:17:01,797 But it's temporary. But it's temporary.
329 00:17:01,821 00:17:03,499 - So why not fight it? - So why not fight it?
330 00:17:03,523 00:17:06,369 I mean, nothing changes if you... if you don't push back. I mean, nothing changes if you... if you don't push back.
331 00:17:06,393 00:17:09,272 Or did Dad really bully you into leaving? Or did Dad really bully you into leaving?
332 00:17:09,296 00:17:11,496 - It was a mutual decision. - It was a mutual decision.
333 00:17:13,400 00:17:16,712 - Well, I really wish you'd told me were discussing this. - Well, I really wish you'd told me were discussing this.
334 00:17:16,736 00:17:20,216 It's hard being at the mercy of everyone else's choices It's hard being at the mercy of everyone else's choices
335 00:17:20,240 00:17:23,340 when it doesn't always feel like I have one of my own. when it doesn't always feel like I have one of my own.
336 00:17:47,834 00:17:49,678 - Oh, shit. - Hey. - Oh, shit. - Hey.
337 00:17:49,702 00:17:52,281 Look, it's not like that. Look, it's not like that.
338 00:17:52,305 00:17:55,618 Okay? I just... I just want to talk. Okay? I just... I just want to talk.
339 00:17:55,642 00:17:58,082 Please. Please.
340 00:18:03,850 00:18:08,164 You never finished your 1R training. You never finished your 1R training.
341 00:18:08,188 00:18:09,832 It says in your intake folder It says in your intake folder
342 00:18:09,856 00:18:14,137 that you didn't finish college either... that you didn't finish college either...
343 00:18:14,161 00:18:16,139 at three different places. at three different places.
344 00:18:16,163 00:18:18,874 Computer school, music school... - So what? Computer school, music school... - So what?
345 00:18:18,898 00:18:21,844 - I mean, you came to us - I mean, you came to us
346 00:18:21,868 00:18:24,247 in search of something. in search of something.
347 00:18:24,271 00:18:26,549 What are you looking for, Rufus? What are you looking for, Rufus?
348 00:18:26,573 00:18:27,850 - I don't know. - I don't know.
349 00:18:27,874 00:18:29,685 - You don't know? Come on, take a guess. - You don't know? Come on, take a guess.
350 00:18:29,709 00:18:33,309 - Look, I'm not supposed to... - Take a guess. - Look, I'm not supposed to... - Take a guess.
351 00:18:35,215 00:18:37,860 - Somewhere I belong... I guess. - Somewhere I belong... I guess.
352 00:18:37,884 00:18:40,354 - See, I hear that. - See, I hear that.
353 00:18:41,454 00:18:44,900 What made you feel like you didn't belong with us? What made you feel like you didn't belong with us?
354 00:18:44,924 00:18:49,238 - I-I don't know, man. - Are you sure? - I-I don't know, man. - Are you sure?
355 00:18:49,262 00:18:51,207 - All the personal questions. - All the personal questions.
356 00:18:51,231 00:18:53,742 I was down with it at first, but then it got, like... I was down with it at first, but then it got, like...
357 00:18:53,766 00:18:56,879 too personal... - Huh. - Like, invasive. too personal... - Huh. - Like, invasive.
358 00:18:56,903 00:19:00,849 - Listen, what if we were able to create - Listen, what if we were able to create
359 00:19:00,873 00:19:03,219 a program where you were able to have a program where you were able to have
360 00:19:03,243 00:19:05,288 some more private space? some more private space?
361 00:19:05,312 00:19:08,191 Could we convince you to come back? Could we convince you to come back?
362 00:19:08,215 00:19:10,393 Drop the lawsuit, give us another try? Drop the lawsuit, give us another try?
363 00:19:10,417 00:19:12,528 - I knew you were going to try some Jedi mind trick bullshit. - I knew you were going to try some Jedi mind trick bullshit.
364 00:19:12,552 00:19:14,630 - No, hey, I'm just trying to help you out, okay? - No, hey, I'm just trying to help you out, okay?
365 00:19:14,654 00:19:16,932 - You're trying to get out of paying me. - You're trying to get out of paying me.
366 00:19:16,956 00:19:18,301 You guys have money. You guys have money.
367 00:19:18,325 00:19:20,403 - Yeah, money to help people... - Yeah, money to help people...
368 00:19:20,427 00:19:23,739 People in need, people with addiction, People in need, people with addiction,
369 00:19:23,763 00:19:28,677 homeless families, victims of disasters. homeless families, victims of disasters.
370 00:19:28,701 00:19:30,779 - Yeah. - Yeah.
371 00:19:30,803 00:19:33,573 I really can't do this. I really can't do this.
372 00:19:35,575 00:19:38,721 You got to go. My manager's gonna flip. You got to go. My manager's gonna flip.
373 00:19:38,745 00:19:41,357 - Look, I understand... - Look, I understand...
374 00:19:41,381 00:19:44,527 that space is very important to you, that space is very important to you,
375 00:19:44,551 00:19:46,962 that you must had a lot of it growing up as a kid... that you must had a lot of it growing up as a kid...
376 00:19:46,986 00:19:51,800 Only child in that big house of your parents on Bay Street. Only child in that big house of your parents on Bay Street.
377 00:19:51,824 00:19:55,404 Till they split. - That's none of your business. Till they split. - That's none of your business.
378 00:19:55,428 00:19:58,307 - Then you two were forced to move around... - Then you two were forced to move around...
379 00:19:58,331 00:20:02,578 You and your mom... a lot less space. You and your mom... a lot less space.
380 00:20:02,602 00:20:04,547 - They told me you wouldn't read all that. - They told me you wouldn't read all that.
381 00:20:04,571 00:20:07,350 - But your dad was able to stay put - But your dad was able to stay put
382 00:20:07,374 00:20:11,454 in that big house of his on Bay Street... in that big house of his on Bay Street...
383 00:20:11,478 00:20:14,957 now with his new family... now with his new family...
384 00:20:14,981 00:20:19,762 even after your mom tried to sue him over and over again, even after your mom tried to sue him over and over again,
385 00:20:19,786 00:20:23,799 but your dad didn't care. but your dad didn't care.
386 00:20:23,823 00:20:27,570 He would rather spend every dollar he made on a lawyer He would rather spend every dollar he made on a lawyer
387 00:20:27,594 00:20:30,706 so he wouldn't have to give your mom the money so he wouldn't have to give your mom the money
388 00:20:30,730 00:20:33,008 that she deserved. that she deserved.
389 00:20:33,032 00:20:36,445 Look, you can just keep looking, Look, you can just keep looking,
390 00:20:36,469 00:20:40,769 or you can come back... somewhere you belong. or you can come back... somewhere you belong.
391 00:20:43,042 00:20:45,988 It's your decision. It's your decision.
392 00:20:46,012 00:20:52,428 ♪ ♪
393 00:20:57,757 00:21:01,787 ♪ ♪
394 00:21:14,407 00:21:20,381 - Please state your name. - Vera... Asan. - Please state your name. - Vera... Asan.
395 00:21:22,048 00:21:24,448 - Asan? - Asan?
396 00:21:28,421 00:21:31,767 Answer the questions openly and honestly. Answer the questions openly and honestly.
397 00:21:31,791 00:21:33,702 - I... Mm. - I... Mm.
398 00:21:33,726 00:21:36,472 I changed it to Stephens when I... I changed it to Stephens when I...
399 00:21:36,496 00:21:40,496 when I got married and didn't change it back. when I got married and didn't change it back.
400 00:21:45,672 00:21:51,887 - How do you feel? - Awake... and scared. - How do you feel? - Awake... and scared.
401 00:21:58,084 00:22:02,398 ♪ ♪
402 00:22:02,422 00:22:03,832 - Are you instinctive by nature? - Are you instinctive by nature?
403 00:22:03,856 00:22:05,033 - Yes. - Yes.
404 00:22:05,057 00:22:07,069 - Are you reliable in an emergency? - Are you reliable in an emergency?
405 00:22:07,093 00:22:08,737 - Yes. - Yes.
406 00:22:08,761 00:22:11,940 - Are, uh, you responsive to other people's emotions? - Are, uh, you responsive to other people's emotions?
407 00:22:11,964 00:22:13,376 - Yes. - Yes.
408 00:22:13,400 00:22:15,611 - Do you ever feel remorse? - Yes. - Do you ever feel remorse? - Yes.
409 00:22:15,635 00:22:19,682 - Do you ever replay terrible events from your past? - Do you ever replay terrible events from your past?
410 00:22:19,706 00:22:20,949 - No. - No.
411 00:22:20,973 00:22:24,553 - Um, do you think your regrets are your own? - Um, do you think your regrets are your own?
412 00:22:24,577 00:22:27,155 - No. - No.
413 00:22:27,179 00:22:28,957 - Who do you share them with? - My mother. - Who do you share them with? - My mother.
414 00:22:28,981 00:22:31,093 - Have you been reincarnated? - Have you been reincarnated?
415 00:22:31,117 00:22:33,496 - We're doomed to one life. - We're doomed to one life.
416 00:22:33,520 00:22:35,598 - You don't believe in an afterlife? - You don't believe in an afterlife?
417 00:22:35,622 00:22:38,033 - I believe in this life. - I believe in this life.
418 00:22:38,057 00:22:42,405 ♪ ♪
419 00:22:42,429 00:22:45,708 - Recall and define - Recall and define
420 00:22:45,732 00:22:49,144 your first experience of bliss. your first experience of bliss.
421 00:22:49,168 00:22:53,148 - Graduating college. - Deeper. - Graduating college. - Deeper.
422 00:22:53,172 00:22:55,117 Bliss. Bliss.
423 00:22:55,141 00:22:58,020 Don't think. Don't think.
424 00:22:58,044 00:22:59,988 - There's a tree. - There's a tree.
425 00:23:00,012 00:23:02,057 ♪ ♪
426 00:23:02,081 00:23:04,960 - A tree? - Yes. - A tree? - Yes.
427 00:23:04,984 00:23:07,996 And it's so beautiful... And it's so beautiful...
428 00:23:08,020 00:23:11,867 because it's a lone tree in a field of grass. because it's a lone tree in a field of grass.
429 00:23:11,891 00:23:14,136 - Are you the tree? - Are you the tree?
430 00:23:14,160 00:23:16,472 - No. - No.
431 00:23:16,496 00:23:20,476 I'm running toward it. I'm running toward it.
432 00:23:20,500 00:23:24,547 I'm about five or six. I'm about five or six.
433 00:23:24,571 00:23:27,811 The sun is shining so bright. The sun is shining so bright.
434 00:23:29,075 00:23:31,487 It bursts through the leaves, It bursts through the leaves,
435 00:23:31,511 00:23:34,890 making a kaleidoscope of designs on the ground. making a kaleidoscope of designs on the ground.
436 00:23:34,914 00:23:37,025 ♪ ♪
437 00:23:38,918 00:23:43,466 I-I'm laughing so hard, my stomach hurts. I-I'm laughing so hard, my stomach hurts.
438 00:23:43,490 00:23:47,560 But I'm... I'm sad, too... But I'm... I'm sad, too...
439 00:23:48,795 00:23:52,641 Because even though I'm so young, I... Because even though I'm so young, I...
440 00:23:52,665 00:23:57,112 I know this laughing is not something I normally do. I know this laughing is not something I normally do.
441 00:23:57,136 00:23:59,047 ♪ ♪
442 00:23:59,071 00:24:01,011 A-and there's a boy. A-and there's a boy.
443 00:24:02,575 00:24:04,975 He's chasing me. He's chasing me.
444 00:24:06,145 00:24:08,223 He's so sweet and funny. He's so sweet and funny.
445 00:24:08,247 00:24:12,847 Has a... and has a head of sandy hair. Has a... and has a head of sandy hair.
446 00:24:14,220 00:24:17,065 And he's laughing, too. And he's laughing, too.
447 00:24:17,089 00:24:21,537 Yeah... laughing like... like me, Yeah... laughing like... like me,
448 00:24:21,561 00:24:23,806 like one who never laughs. like one who never laughs.
449 00:24:23,830 00:24:26,542 ♪ ♪
450 00:24:26,566 00:24:32,180 And then he takes a knife out... And then he takes a knife out...
451 00:24:32,204 00:24:36,084 and carves a heart into the bark. and carves a heart into the bark.
452 00:24:36,108 00:24:42,090 And he says, "This is what teenagers do." And he says, "This is what teenagers do."
453 00:24:42,114 00:24:48,997 And then my father calls me to come inside, and it's... And then my father calls me to come inside, and it's...
454 00:24:49,021 00:24:51,099 And it's over. And it's over.
455 00:24:51,123 00:24:53,068 ♪ ♪
456 00:24:53,092 00:24:55,738 Is that the last question? Is that the last question?
457 00:24:55,762 00:24:57,706 Cal? Cal?
458 00:25:00,900 00:25:06,114 - Cal? - Uh, yes. Sorry. Um... - Cal? - Uh, yes. Sorry. Um...
459 00:25:08,641 00:25:11,587 You can, uh... you can return to your day now. You can, uh... you can return to your day now.
460 00:25:11,611 00:25:14,256 ♪ ♪
461 00:25:17,283 00:25:23,999 ♪ ♪
462 00:25:32,298 00:25:39,608 ♪ ♪
463 00:26:19,812 00:26:22,825 - We don't expect it to happen overnight. - We don't expect it to happen overnight.
464 00:26:22,849 00:26:25,327 She didn't get to where she is now all at once, She didn't get to where she is now all at once,
465 00:26:25,351 00:26:27,663 so it will take some time so it will take some time
466 00:26:27,687 00:26:30,265 to get back where we need her to be. to get back where we need her to be.
467 00:26:30,289 00:26:32,868 I know. I see it, too. I know. I see it, too.
468 00:26:32,892 00:26:35,971 It still burns in her, as bright as it ever did. It still burns in her, as bright as it ever did.
469 00:26:35,995 00:26:38,073 - Mom. - Oh, God. - Mom. - Oh, God.
470 00:26:38,097 00:26:40,943 - You scared me. - Who are you talking to? - You scared me. - Who are you talking to?
471 00:26:40,967 00:26:43,111 - He usually comes home around sunset. - He usually comes home around sunset.
472 00:26:43,135 00:26:47,082 I guess no one told him I was staying with you. I guess no one told him I was staying with you.
473 00:26:47,106 00:26:50,753 - The bird followed you? - Of course he did. - The bird followed you? - Of course he did.
474 00:26:50,777 00:26:54,923 Marriage doesn't end with death. Marriage doesn't end with death.
475 00:26:54,947 00:26:56,692 - Dad? - Dad?
476 00:26:57,917 00:27:01,697 We were just talking about you. We were just talking about you.
477 00:27:01,721 00:27:03,721 Good night. Good night.
478 00:27:05,457 00:27:07,970 I'll see you in the morning, sweetheart. I'll see you in the morning, sweetheart.
479 00:27:10,997 00:27:18,037 ♪ ♪
480 00:27:40,292 00:27:42,137 - Hi. - Hi. - Hi. - Hi.
481 00:27:42,161 00:27:43,806 - I'm sorry, I just, um, - I'm sorry, I just, um,
482 00:27:43,830 00:27:45,974 wanted to come and pray before I went home. wanted to come and pray before I went home.
483 00:27:45,998 00:27:48,938 - No, please. Come join me. - No, please. Come join me.
484 00:27:57,343 00:28:00,022 - Do you always pray at night? - Do you always pray at night?
485 00:28:00,046 00:28:03,191 - Yeah, you know, there's just not that much... - Yeah, you know, there's just not that much...
486 00:28:03,215 00:28:06,294 time to pray anymore. time to pray anymore.
487 00:28:06,318 00:28:09,097 - Okay. - Okay.
488 00:28:09,121 00:28:11,099 - Yeah. - Yeah.
489 00:28:11,123 00:28:14,693 There's just a lot going on right now. There's just a lot going on right now.
490 00:28:16,195 00:28:19,174 - There always was. - There always was.
491 00:28:21,233 00:28:22,973 Yeah. Yeah.
492 00:28:25,037 00:28:27,249 - I know this is probably the last thing - I know this is probably the last thing
493 00:28:27,273 00:28:30,152 you need to think of, but... you need to think of, but...
494 00:28:30,176 00:28:33,922 did Cal give you my ODE results? did Cal give you my ODE results?
495 00:28:33,946 00:28:38,861 - Look, sometimes it just takes time to score, but... - Look, sometimes it just takes time to score, but...
496 00:28:38,885 00:28:41,063 I'll check in with him in the morning. I'll check in with him in the morning.
497 00:28:41,087 00:28:43,331 ♪ ♪
498 00:28:48,828 00:28:55,998 ♪ ♪
499 00:28:57,804 00:29:00,282 - Eddie Lane? - Eddie Lane?
500 00:29:00,306 00:29:02,350 - Uh, yeah. - Uh, yeah.
501 00:29:02,374 00:29:04,186 ♪ ♪
502 00:29:04,210 00:29:06,789 - You've been served... restraining order. - You've been served... restraining order.
503 00:29:06,813 00:29:09,191 Stay away from Rufus Mott. Stay away from Rufus Mott.
504 00:29:09,215 00:29:11,393 Next time you see him is in court. Next time you see him is in court.
505 00:29:11,417 00:29:16,231 ♪ ♪
506 00:29:19,358 00:29:23,528 ♪ ♪
507 00:29:30,302 00:29:31,847 - Hey. - Hey.
508 00:29:31,871 00:29:33,849 Congressman Harbaugh called. You rocked it. Congressman Harbaugh called. You rocked it.
509 00:29:33,873 00:29:35,183 He wants to work with you again. He wants to work with you again.
510 00:29:35,207 00:29:37,519 - Great. Yeah, that's... that's great. - Great. Yeah, that's... that's great.
511 00:29:37,543 00:29:41,523 - Tomorrow. - That's... Tomorrow? No, um... - Tomorrow. - That's... Tomorrow? No, um...
512 00:29:41,547 00:29:44,092 No, tell him... tell him next week. No, tell him... tell him next week.
513 00:29:44,116 00:29:46,528 - Why? - I'm just... - Why? - I'm just...
514 00:29:46,552 00:29:49,865 There's a lot going on here. There's a lot going on here.
515 00:29:49,889 00:29:52,567 - We're not trying to stay here, remember? - We're not trying to stay here, remember?
516 00:29:52,591 00:29:55,170 If you don't meet with him, what's he going to tell JP? If you don't meet with him, what's he going to tell JP?
517 00:29:55,194 00:29:57,272 If JP's not happy, then how are we gonna get more clients, If JP's not happy, then how are we gonna get more clients,
518 00:29:57,296 00:29:59,241 and if we can't get more clients... and if we can't get more clients...
519 00:29:59,265 00:30:00,542 - All right, so call him. - All right, so call him.
520 00:30:00,566 00:30:03,145 Um, set it up. Um, set it up.
521 00:30:03,169 00:30:05,213 But you go. But you go.
522 00:30:05,237 00:30:06,614 - I-I can't run a session like that. - I-I can't run a session like that.
523 00:30:06,638 00:30:08,550 - Yes, yes, you can. - Yes, yes, you can.
524 00:30:08,574 00:30:10,552 I know it. All right? I know it. All right?
525 00:30:10,576 00:30:12,354 You've seen me do it long enough. You've seen me do it long enough.
526 00:30:12,378 00:30:15,590 And, honestly, you can help him more than I can. And, honestly, you can help him more than I can.
527 00:30:15,614 00:30:18,226 He needs to... to deal with women like you He needs to... to deal with women like you
528 00:30:18,250 00:30:21,296 if he's gonna keep his seat in Congress. if he's gonna keep his seat in Congress.
529 00:30:21,320 00:30:24,032 - Cal? - Yeah? - Cal? - Yeah?
530 00:30:24,056 00:30:26,902 - Is... is it true about Sarah Lane? - Is... is it true about Sarah Lane?
531 00:30:29,929 00:30:33,175 ♪ ♪
532 00:30:33,199 00:30:36,178 - Look, I want everyone who lives here, 1R and up, - Look, I want everyone who lives here, 1R and up,
533 00:30:36,202 00:30:39,147 just to start keeping an eye on each other. just to start keeping an eye on each other.
534 00:30:39,171 00:30:41,283 - So you're asking us to spy on each other? - So you're asking us to spy on each other?
535 00:30:41,307 00:30:43,185 - No, kid, that is not what I'm saying. - No, kid, that is not what I'm saying.
536 00:30:43,209 00:30:45,053 - That is exactly what you're saying. - That is exactly what you're saying.
537 00:30:45,077 00:30:48,256 - This a good time? - This a good time?
538 00:30:49,681 00:30:51,559 I dealt with the city inspector. I dealt with the city inspector.
539 00:30:51,583 00:30:57,065 We are now a school-age child care educational center. We are now a school-age child care educational center.
540 00:30:58,390 00:31:00,035 - All right, well, I'm not gonna ask you - All right, well, I'm not gonna ask you
541 00:31:00,059 00:31:02,537 how much that cost, but thank you. how much that cost, but thank you.
542 00:31:02,561 00:31:04,206 - I have to go. - No, no. - I have to go. - No, no.
543 00:31:04,230 00:31:06,308 Okay, I want to talk to you, okay? Okay, I want to talk to you, okay?
544 00:31:06,332 00:31:09,611 And actually you, too, about the... And actually you, too, about the...
545 00:31:09,635 00:31:12,247 the protocol of possible defectors. the protocol of possible defectors.
546 00:31:12,271 00:31:13,949 - Defectors? - Defectors?
547 00:31:13,973 00:31:16,184 - All right, sorry, wrong choice of word. - All right, sorry, wrong choice of word.
548 00:31:16,208 00:31:20,022 - Defectors like Rufus Mott or defectors like Mom? - Defectors like Rufus Mott or defectors like Mom?
549 00:31:20,046 00:31:21,689 - Kid... - I have to go. - Kid... - I have to go.
550 00:31:21,713 00:31:23,191 - Hey. Where are you... - Hey. Where are you...
551 00:31:23,215 00:31:26,128 I want to discuss this. I want to discuss this.
552 00:31:26,152 00:31:28,363 - I guess the lawsuit isn't going too well, huh? - I guess the lawsuit isn't going too well, huh?
553 00:31:28,387 00:31:30,999 Oh, my God. Oh, my God.
554 00:31:35,527 00:31:38,373 Hey, um, how did Vera's ODE go? Hey, um, how did Vera's ODE go?
555 00:31:38,397 00:31:41,927 - Yeah. Um... - Yeah. Um...
556 00:31:45,571 00:31:47,115 - B matrix? - B matrix?
557 00:31:47,139 00:31:49,384 - Yeah, Steve called it, uh, hope and heaven. - Yeah, Steve called it, uh, hope and heaven.
558 00:31:49,408 00:31:51,353 - Mm. So she's blocked. - Mm. So she's blocked.
559 00:31:51,377 00:31:53,321 - Yeah, yeah, but that's common with atheists. - Yeah, yeah, but that's common with atheists.
560 00:31:53,345 00:31:57,015 It's the end, her response to bliss... It's the end, her response to bliss...
561 00:31:58,684 00:32:01,663 - It's heartbreaking. - It's heartbreaking.
562 00:32:01,687 00:32:05,187 "A boy and girl who rarely laughed." "A boy and girl who rarely laughed."
563 00:32:09,428 00:32:11,398 You believe in this test? You believe in this test?
564 00:32:12,698 00:32:17,145 - Um... Steve used to say, uh, - Um... Steve used to say, uh,
565 00:32:17,169 00:32:20,148 "Everyone is a prism." "Everyone is a prism."
566 00:32:20,172 00:32:23,285 The test evaluates internal reflections The test evaluates internal reflections
567 00:32:23,309 00:32:27,279 so as to predict external potential. so as to predict external potential.
568 00:32:30,416 00:32:32,427 - Well, I thought Logan had potential, - Well, I thought Logan had potential,
569 00:32:32,451 00:32:35,030 but this test said he did not. but this test said he did not.
570 00:32:35,054 00:32:40,735 - Yeah, um... some people don't test well. - Yeah, um... some people don't test well.
571 00:32:43,762 00:32:47,575 ♪ ♪
572 00:32:49,735 00:32:53,615 ♪ ♪
573 00:32:53,639 00:32:56,051 - Get rid of it. - Get rid of it.
574 00:32:56,075 00:33:03,245 ♪ ♪
575 00:33:14,093 00:33:15,503 ♪ ♪
576 00:33:15,527 00:33:17,205 - Hey, uh... - Hey, uh...
577 00:33:17,229 00:33:19,474 I'm sorry to make you meet me like this. I'm sorry to make you meet me like this.
578 00:33:20,832 00:33:23,611 - It's just my dad's all over me, and... - It's just my dad's all over me, and...
579 00:33:23,635 00:33:26,348 I think he has, like, the whole church looking out for me. I think he has, like, the whole church looking out for me.
580 00:33:26,372 00:33:28,750 What did he say? What did he say?
581 00:33:28,774 00:33:31,286 - Not a damn word. - Not a damn word.
582 00:33:31,310 00:33:33,755 - So then how do you know? - So then how do you know?
583 00:33:33,779 00:33:38,526 ♪ ♪
584 00:33:38,550 00:33:41,529 Christian college? Christian college?
585 00:33:41,553 00:33:45,600 - It's, um... it's conversion therapy. - It's, um... it's conversion therapy.
586 00:33:45,624 00:33:52,664 ♪ ♪
587 00:33:53,665 00:33:56,844 - I-I thought that was illegal. - Yeah. - I-I thought that was illegal. - Yeah.
588 00:33:56,868 00:34:01,483 In a lot of places, but... not everywhere. In a lot of places, but... not everywhere.
589 00:34:01,507 00:34:05,177 - Your Dad is... - He just... - Your Dad is... - He just...
590 00:34:06,278 00:34:09,257 He... he loves me. - This isn't love. He... he loves me. - This isn't love.
591 00:34:09,281 00:34:11,126 - Okay, look, please keep your voice down. - Okay, look, please keep your voice down.
592 00:34:11,150 00:34:14,562 - But it isn't. - Okay, I know. I do. I know. - But it isn't. - Okay, I know. I do. I know.
593 00:34:14,586 00:34:16,831 But... look, it's just... it's just complicated, Hawk. But... look, it's just... it's just complicated, Hawk.
594 00:34:16,855 00:34:18,433 - It's not complicated. - It's not complicated.
595 00:34:18,457 00:34:21,536 If your church does not accept you as you are, If your church does not accept you as you are,
596 00:34:21,560 00:34:23,238 then to hell with them. then to hell with them.
597 00:34:23,262 00:34:24,672 - That's not fair to say. - That's not fair to say.
598 00:34:24,696 00:34:28,676 - Okay, "fair" is accepting you as you are, okay? - Okay, "fair" is accepting you as you are, okay?
599 00:34:28,700 00:34:32,140 That... that is fair! That... that is fair!
600 00:34:33,705 00:34:37,452 That is fair. That is fair.
601 00:34:37,476 00:34:40,788 Look, you can... you can... Look, you can... you can...
602 00:34:40,812 00:34:43,225 You can stay at my mom's house, all right? You can stay at my mom's house, all right?
603 00:34:43,249 00:34:44,692 If you need a place. If you need a place.
604 00:34:44,716 00:34:47,429 You do not have to do this. - You don't understand. You do not have to do this. - You don't understand.
605 00:34:47,453 00:34:49,297 - I'm going through this, too, okay? - I'm going through this, too, okay?
606 00:34:49,321 00:34:50,798 - No. No, you're not. - No. No, you're not.
607 00:34:50,822 00:34:52,567 Look... Look...
608 00:34:52,591 00:34:57,205 Look, it's already difficult being a black man in America. Look, it's already difficult being a black man in America.
609 00:34:57,229 00:35:00,842 That's my starting line. That's my starting line.
610 00:35:00,866 00:35:04,596 Then... a gay one? Then... a gay one?
611 00:35:06,772 00:35:11,719 I'm sorry. It is... it is different for me. I'm sorry. It is... it is different for me.
612 00:35:11,743 00:35:13,521 It just is. It just is.
613 00:35:13,545 00:35:15,857 - I'm sorry, but... - I'm sorry, but...
614 00:35:15,881 00:35:19,161 this cannot be the only way. this cannot be the only way.
615 00:35:19,185 00:35:22,730 ♪ ♪
616 00:35:22,754 00:35:26,334 - Yeah, uh... it might be. - Yeah, uh... it might be.
617 00:35:26,358 00:35:29,171 - Don't. - Look, I just... - Don't. - Look, I just...
618 00:35:29,195 00:35:31,939 I just wanted to let you know in case... I just wanted to let you know in case...
619 00:35:31,963 00:35:34,703 you didn't hear from me for a while. you didn't hear from me for a while.
620 00:35:38,237 00:35:40,848 I'm sorry. I'm sorry.
621 00:35:40,872 00:35:45,220 ♪ ♪
622 00:35:54,920 00:35:57,365 - I've been reading your book. - I've been reading your book.
623 00:35:59,891 00:36:05,240 And the message... I can feel that your words ring true. And the message... I can feel that your words ring true.
624 00:36:05,264 00:36:08,243 And you received the word from The Light? And you received the word from The Light?
625 00:36:08,267 00:36:10,245 - Yes. Sarah, what's going on? - Yes. Sarah, what's going on?
626 00:36:10,269 00:36:12,914 - I need you to explain something to me. - I need you to explain something to me.
627 00:36:15,941 00:36:17,352 ♪ ♪
628 00:36:17,376 00:36:20,655 My father died recently. - I'm sorry. My father died recently. - I'm sorry.
629 00:36:20,679 00:36:22,657 - Why don't I feel at peace knowing - Why don't I feel at peace knowing
630 00:36:22,681 00:36:24,259 that he's in The Garden? that he's in The Garden?
631 00:36:24,283 00:36:26,528 ♪ ♪
632 00:36:26,552 00:36:29,264 - You didn't finish my book, did you? - You didn't finish my book, did you?
633 00:36:29,288 00:36:32,400 - You'd know I never saw a Garden. - You'd know I never saw a Garden.
634 00:36:32,424 00:36:35,337 Steve added a Garden Steve added a Garden
635 00:36:35,361 00:36:38,940 He knew The Light's message would be less palatable He knew The Light's message would be less palatable
636 00:36:38,964 00:36:40,508 without a happy ending. without a happy ending.
637 00:36:40,532 00:36:43,545 - That's... That's impossible. - That's... That's impossible.
638 00:36:43,569 00:36:44,812 ♪ ♪
639 00:36:44,836 00:36:48,683 Well, what happens to us after we die, then? Well, what happens to us after we die, then?
640 00:36:48,707 00:36:51,286 - I don't know what happens after we die. - I don't know what happens after we die.
641 00:36:51,310 00:36:54,856 All I know is the message I received. All I know is the message I received.
642 00:36:54,880 00:36:58,293 ♪ ♪
643 00:36:58,317 00:37:01,696 I can show you what I saw. I can show you what I saw.
644 00:37:01,720 00:37:03,931 ♪ ♪
645 00:37:07,726 00:37:10,356 - Come in. - Come in.
646 00:37:12,664 00:37:15,843 Hey. - Hey. Hey. - Hey.
647 00:37:15,867 00:37:20,315 Um... is this about my ODE? Um... is this about my ODE?
648 00:37:20,339 00:37:22,239 - Come here. - Come here.
649 00:37:25,811 00:37:28,811 You did great. You did great.
650 00:37:30,516 00:37:33,561 - Well, what was my... what was my score? - Well, what was my... what was my score?
651 00:37:33,585 00:37:37,699 - 86...? - 86...?
652 00:37:37,723 00:37:40,302 - It's good, Vera. - It's good, Vera.
653 00:37:42,894 00:37:48,776 But 86 is... - It's great. But 86 is... - It's great.
654 00:37:48,800 00:37:53,040 Okay? You are full of Light. Okay? You are full of Light.
655 00:37:54,373 00:37:56,851 I am? I am?
656 00:37:58,877 00:38:01,889 Well, 86 wasn't really good at Oxford. Well, 86 wasn't really good at Oxford.
657 00:38:01,913 00:38:05,092 - Well, that's great here. - Well, that's great here.
658 00:38:05,116 00:38:07,395 Okay? Hey. Okay? Hey.
659 00:38:07,419 00:38:10,498 You are great here. You are great here.
660 00:38:13,659 00:38:20,699 ♪ ♪
661 00:38:45,957 00:38:48,087 Don't go. Don't go.
662 00:38:49,961 00:38:51,901 - Bye. - Bye.
663 00:38:53,832 00:38:58,846 - Hey, you, uh, think I could see you again tonight? - Hey, you, uh, think I could see you again tonight?
664 00:38:58,870 00:39:01,683 - Hmm. - Hmm? - Hmm. - Hmm?
665 00:39:01,707 00:39:03,017 - Maybe. - Maybe.
666 00:39:03,041 00:39:04,819 Yes. Yes.
667 00:39:04,843 00:39:06,454 - Mmm. - Mmm.
668 00:39:06,478 00:39:10,091 Good, because, um, I'm gonna need some cheering up Good, because, um, I'm gonna need some cheering up
669 00:39:10,115 00:39:13,160 after getting an earful from Carla. after getting an earful from Carla.
670 00:39:13,184 00:39:15,430 - Hmm. - Hmm.
671 00:39:15,454 00:39:17,432 You're using her for counsel. You're using her for counsel.
672 00:39:20,125 00:39:22,355 Why? Why?
673 00:39:36,742 00:39:39,454 They can help. They can help.
674 00:39:39,478 00:39:42,123 But be careful. But be careful.
675 00:39:42,147 00:39:45,860 You don't want to ever need them again. You don't want to ever need them again.
676 00:39:48,887 00:39:55,927 ♪ ♪
677 00:40:01,833 00:40:04,479 - So, when we left off, you were starting - So, when we left off, you were starting
678 00:40:04,503 00:40:07,615 to talk about your anger. to talk about your anger.
679 00:40:07,639 00:40:09,150 - Rocks? - Rocks?
680 00:40:09,174 00:40:10,918 - I'm not here to drink. - I'm not here to drink.
681 00:40:10,942 00:40:13,154 You know, we are here to do the work. You know, we are here to do the work.
682 00:40:16,181 00:40:19,421 - "Here to do the work." - "Here to do the work."
683 00:40:22,020 00:40:24,660 Except here's the thing... Except here's the thing...
684 00:40:27,926 00:40:29,971 If someone schedules an appointment with me If someone schedules an appointment with me
685 00:40:29,995 00:40:31,739 and my aide shows up instead, and my aide shows up instead,
686 00:40:31,763 00:40:33,875 that person knows that they're low priority. that person knows that they're low priority.
687 00:40:33,899 00:40:36,811 - Well, then it's a good thing that I'm not Cal's aide. - Well, then it's a good thing that I'm not Cal's aide.
688 00:40:36,835 00:40:38,112 - No, you're not. - No, you're not.
689 00:40:38,136 00:40:40,181 You're his prop. You're his prop.
690 00:40:40,205 00:40:43,805 - Cal trusts me. And he should. - Cal trusts me. And he should.
691 00:40:46,945 00:40:49,591 - I've been accused of sexual assault. - I've been accused of sexual assault.
692 00:40:49,615 00:40:52,694 He put you in a hotel room with me... He put you in a hotel room with me...
693 00:40:52,718 00:40:54,195 alone. alone.
694 00:40:55,987 00:41:00,101 What does that tell you about the man's essential character? What does that tell you about the man's essential character?
695 00:41:00,125 00:41:02,203 Hmm? Hmm?
696 00:41:02,227 00:41:08,610 ♪ ♪
697 00:41:08,634 00:41:11,813 - Who was it who drank in your life, Congressman? - Who was it who drank in your life, Congressman?
698 00:41:13,605 00:41:14,816 You're going to drinking problems. You're going to drinking problems.
699 00:41:14,840 00:41:16,684 You are really clutching at straws. You are really clutching at straws.
700 00:41:16,708 00:41:18,686 - And you are really clutching at that drink - And you are really clutching at that drink
701 00:41:18,710 00:41:19,954 like it's a life preserver. like it's a life preserver.
702 00:41:19,978 00:41:21,789 I mean, you haven't taken a single sip, I mean, you haven't taken a single sip,
703 00:41:21,813 00:41:24,553 but you don't dare put it down. but you don't dare put it down.
704 00:41:27,252 00:41:29,030 It gives you comfort. It gives you comfort.
705 00:41:30,756 00:41:33,868 - It's the smell, isn't it? - It's the smell, isn't it?
706 00:41:33,892 00:41:37,739 It was your mother who drank whiskey. It was your mother who drank whiskey.
707 00:41:37,763 00:41:38,973 Right? Right?
708 00:41:38,997 00:41:40,708 ♪ ♪
709 00:41:40,732 00:41:44,245 - My mother was always off at some party. - My mother was always off at some party.
710 00:41:44,269 00:41:47,214 I was basically raised by nannies. I was basically raised by nannies.
711 00:41:47,238 00:41:50,184 But some nights, But some nights,
712 00:41:50,208 00:41:53,588 very late at night, she would stumble into my room. very late at night, she would stumble into my room.
713 00:41:53,612 00:41:57,124 ♪ ♪
714 00:41:57,148 00:41:59,748 She would kiss my face. She would kiss my face.
715 00:42:01,620 00:42:03,998 And she would tell me that... And she would tell me that...
716 00:42:04,022 00:42:07,292 she loved me so much. she loved me so much.
717 00:42:08,894 00:42:11,864 - And that is why you're angry. - And that is why you're angry.
718 00:42:13,932 00:42:15,877 Isn't it? Isn't it?
719 00:42:15,901 00:42:19,080 ♪ ♪
720 00:42:19,104 00:42:22,149 I mean, I'd be mad if my mother only told me I mean, I'd be mad if my mother only told me
721 00:42:22,173 00:42:26,020 that she loved me when she had whiskey on her breath. that she loved me when she had whiskey on her breath.
722 00:42:26,044 00:42:31,659 ♪ ♪
723 00:42:31,683 00:42:33,795 I suppose... I suppose...
724 00:42:33,819 00:42:37,959 if you make yourself so completely unworthy of love... if you make yourself so completely unworthy of love...
725 00:42:39,324 00:42:41,934 Women can't let you down. Women can't let you down.
726 00:42:44,029 00:42:46,908 It's time to let that go, Congressman. It's time to let that go, Congressman.
727 00:42:46,932 00:42:53,781 ♪ ♪
728 00:42:53,805 00:42:56,875 It's time for the real work to begin. It's time for the real work to begin.
729 00:42:59,911 00:43:01,811 - Okay. - Okay.
730 00:43:10,055 00:43:11,799 - Hi. - Hey. - Hi. - Hey.
731 00:43:14,960 00:43:22,960 ♪ Hollow one ♪ With inverted tongue ♪ ♪ Hollow one ♪ With inverted tongue ♪
732 00:43:27,839 00:43:33,655 ♪ From whence does fulfillment come? ♪ ♪ From whence does fulfillment come? ♪
733 00:43:33,679 00:43:41,679 ♪ When I expel ♪ From this mortal shell ♪ ♪ When I expel ♪ From this mortal shell ♪
734 00:43:44,790 00:43:51,138 ♪ Will I die for living numb? ♪ Will I die for living numb?
735 00:43:51,162 00:43:55,710 ♪ Am I vital? ♪ Am I vital?
736 00:43:57,002 00:44:05,002 ♪ If my heart is idle ♪ Am I doomed? ♪ If my heart is idle ♪ Am I doomed?
737 00:44:09,180 00:44:13,728 ♪ Am I vital? ♪ Am I vital?
738 00:44:13,752 00:44:21,752 ♪ If my heart is idle ♪ Am I doomed? ♪ If my heart is idle ♪ Am I doomed?
739 00:44:22,293 00:44:28,743 ♪ I feel you ♪ I feel you
740 00:44:30,435 00:44:37,284 ♪ And nobody else ♪ Though you're someone ♪ And nobody else ♪ Though you're someone
741 00:44:37,308 00:44:42,990 ♪ I can't see ♪ ♪ I can't see ♪
742 00:44:43,014 00:44:47,294 ♪ Yet you say nothing ♪ Yet you say nothing
743 00:44:47,318 00:44:51,432 ♪ Of the stoic suffering ♪ Of the stoic suffering
744 00:44:51,456 00:44:59,456 ♪ That stirs lukewarm in me ♪ ♪ That stirs lukewarm in me ♪
745 00:44:59,497 00:45:07,497 ♪ If lovelessness ♪ Is godlessness ♪ If lovelessness ♪ Is godlessness
746 00:45:08,406 00:45:15,790 ♪ Will you cast me ♪ To the wayside? ♪ Will you cast me ♪ To the wayside?
747 00:45:15,814 00:45:20,928 ♪ Well, I feel the peeling ♪ Well, I feel the peeling
748 00:45:20,952 00:45:25,532 ♪ Of half-painted ceilings ♪ Of half-painted ceilings
749 00:45:25,556 00:45:27,869 ♪ Reveal the covering - Vera! ♪ Reveal the covering - Vera!
750 00:45:27,893 00:45:33,941 - ♪ Of a blank sky ♪ - ♪ Of a blank sky ♪
751 00:45:33,965 00:45:37,411 ♪ Am I vital? ♪ Am I vital?
752 00:45:37,435 00:45:45,435 ♪ If my heart is idle ♪ Am I doomed? ♪ If my heart is idle ♪ Am I doomed?
753 00:45:49,214 00:45:57,214 ♪ Cradle me ♪ So I can see ♪ If I'm doomed ♪ Cradle me ♪ So I can see ♪ If I'm doomed
754 00:46:05,864 00:46:11,979 ♪ Am I vital? ♪ Am I vital?
755 00:46:12,003 00:46:20,003 ♪ If my heart is idle ♪ Am I doomed? ♪ If my heart is idle ♪ Am I doomed?
756 00:46:22,881 00:46:25,126 ♪ ♪
757 00:46:25,150 00:46:26,227 - It will hurt, - It will hurt,
758 00:46:26,251 00:46:29,596 and it may not help you believe in me or anything, and it may not help you believe in me or anything,
759 00:46:29,620 00:46:31,065 for that matter. for that matter.
760 00:46:31,089 00:46:33,600 But you will witness some of what I saw. But you will witness some of what I saw.
761 00:46:33,624 00:46:37,304 ♪ ♪
762 00:46:37,328 00:46:42,228 And it may bring you closer to what you're looking for. And it may bring you closer to what you're looking for.
763 00:46:43,869 00:46:45,899 - I'm ready. - I'm ready.
764 00:46:54,179 00:46:58,459 ♪ ♪
765 00:46:58,483 00:47:03,965 - The ego's husk... Will crumble. - The ego's husk... Will crumble.
766 00:47:07,292 00:47:08,335 ♪ ♪
767 00:47:08,359 00:47:12,239 The veil will be lifted. The veil will be lifted.
768 00:47:16,201 00:47:22,841 ♪ ♪
769 00:47:26,611 00:47:31,192 The end will be revealed. The end will be revealed.
770 00:47:31,216 00:47:37,256 ♪ ♪
771 00:47:38,623 00:47:43,470 The end will be revealed. The end will be revealed.
772 00:47:43,494 00:47:49,904 ♪ ♪
773 00:47:51,970 00:47:55,950 The end... ♪ The end... ♪
774 00:47:58,977 00:48:01,355 - Will be revealed. - Will be revealed.
775 00:48:09,020 00:48:16,230 ♪ ♪
776 00:48:34,279 00:48:41,019 ♪ ♪
777 00:49:05,443 00:49:09,190 ♪ ♪
778 00:49:11,049 00:49:13,027 ♪ ♪
779 00:49:16,054 00:49:22,569 ♪ ♪
780 00:49:25,730 00:49:28,709 ♪ ♪
781 00:49:46,451 00:49:50,664 ♪ Give me hope and give me patience ♪ ♪ Give me hope and give me patience ♪
782 00:49:50,688 00:49:57,138 ♪ Give me faith and give me love ♪ ♪ Give me faith and give me love ♪
783 00:49:57,162 00:50:03,210 ♪ Give me all of the above ♪ Give me all of the above
784 00:50:03,234 00:50:06,680 ♪ 'Cause I'm getting down ♪ 'Cause I'm getting down
785 00:50:06,704 00:50:12,086 ♪ In this crazy world ♪ ♪ In this crazy world ♪
786 00:50:12,110 00:50:18,659 ♪ If tomorrow never comes ♪ I won't forget ♪ If tomorrow never comes ♪ I won't forget
787 00:50:18,683 00:50:25,588 ♪ Every time I fail to some ♪ ♪ Every time I fail to some ♪