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1 00:00:01,669 00:00:03,347 Previously, on "The Path"... - The letter... there's a second author. Previously, on "The Path"... - The letter... there's a second author.
2 00:00:03,371 00:00:04,348 - It doesn't work with someone else. - It doesn't work with someone else.
3 00:00:04,372 00:00:07,751 If there is no Light, then what else is there? If there is no Light, then what else is there?
4 00:00:07,775 00:00:08,585 - Now I love him. - Now I love him.
5 00:00:08,609 00:00:10,087 If the prophecy weren't fulfilled, If the prophecy weren't fulfilled,
6 00:00:10,111 00:00:11,455 and I was happy, and I was happy,
7 00:00:11,479 00:00:13,325 would that be enough for you? would that be enough for you?
8 00:00:13,349 00:00:15,759 - Yes, but that's not how things will end. - Yes, but that's not how things will end.
9 00:00:15,783 00:00:17,600 - Who's Lilith? I've never heard of her. - Who's Lilith? I've never heard of her.
10 00:00:17,624 00:00:21,098 - I think, originally, she was a patient of his. - I think, originally, she was a patient of his.
11 00:00:21,122 00:00:22,666 - Of Steve? - Yeah. - Of Steve? - Yeah.
12 00:00:22,690 00:00:24,368 She was disturbed. She was disturbed.
13 00:00:24,392 00:00:26,538 - Are we really opening the center in France? - Are we really opening the center in France?
14 00:00:26,562 00:00:29,039 - Leaving in a couple days to consecrate it myself. - Leaving in a couple days to consecrate it myself.
15 00:00:29,063 00:00:31,508 Hey... Help! Call someone. Hey... Help! Call someone.
16 00:00:31,532 00:00:33,247 - My father is dead, and I don't know - My father is dead, and I don't know
17 00:00:33,271 00:00:35,379 if any of this is real. I don't even know if any of this is real. I don't even know
18 00:00:35,403 00:00:36,680 if The Garden is real. if The Garden is real.
19 00:00:36,704 00:00:38,621 - "Can you believe there's a garden - "Can you believe there's a garden
20 00:00:38,645 00:00:40,584 more beautiful than this?" more beautiful than this?"
21 00:00:40,608 00:00:43,153 - You see, The Light, it chose me. - You see, The Light, it chose me.
22 00:00:43,177 00:00:45,755 All who decide to follow me All who decide to follow me
23 00:00:45,779 00:00:48,058 will find their place in The Garden. will find their place in The Garden.
24 00:00:48,082 00:00:50,152 - I need you to give me back my faith. - I need you to give me back my faith.
25 00:00:57,825 00:01:05,065 ♪ ♪
26 00:01:35,863 00:01:43,143 ♪ ♪
27 00:02:05,226 00:02:06,870 - Holy shit. - Holy shit.
28 00:02:06,894 00:02:14,174 ♪ ♪
29 00:02:18,639 00:02:20,750 - We're not ready for this. - We're not ready for this.
30 00:02:20,774 00:02:22,821 - Jean-Paul. - You must be Vera. - Jean-Paul. - You must be Vera.
31 00:02:22,845 00:02:25,158 - So lovely to meet you. - Thank you. - So lovely to meet you. - Thank you.
32 00:02:25,182 00:02:27,357 You helped me find a way to do a great service. You helped me find a way to do a great service.
33 00:02:27,381 00:02:30,860 - Oh, well, I think Meyerism gives us all a purpose. - Oh, well, I think Meyerism gives us all a purpose.
34 00:02:30,884 00:02:33,763 Can't wait for you to meet Eddie Lane. Can't wait for you to meet Eddie Lane.
35 00:02:33,787 00:02:35,865 Eddie, this is Jean-Paul, the man responsible for all this. Eddie, this is Jean-Paul, the man responsible for all this.
36 00:02:35,889 00:02:37,804 - Oh, no, no, I'm not responsible. - Oh, no, no, I'm not responsible.
37 00:02:37,828 00:02:40,670 You made this happen by giving me a reason to endure. You made this happen by giving me a reason to endure.
38 00:02:40,694 00:02:43,907 This house was once a place of darkness, and... This house was once a place of darkness, and...
39 00:02:43,931 00:02:45,478 I am just so grateful I am just so grateful
40 00:02:45,502 00:02:48,169 that now it will be a home of Light. that now it will be a home of Light.
41 00:02:48,836 00:02:50,614 - Thank you. - Thank you.
42 00:02:50,638 00:02:52,249 Thank you for coming from around the world Thank you for coming from around the world
43 00:02:52,273 00:02:53,650 to explore Meyerism. to explore Meyerism.
44 00:02:53,674 00:02:55,791 We are thrilled to consecrate this side We are thrilled to consecrate this side
45 00:02:55,815 00:03:00,224 as the official home of European Meyerism as the official home of European Meyerism
46 00:03:00,248 00:03:01,795 and to appoint a Guardian and to appoint a Guardian
47 00:03:01,819 00:03:04,528 to tend to this corner of the world, to tend to this corner of the world,
48 00:03:04,552 00:03:07,822 because this is just the beginning. because this is just the beginning.
49 00:03:12,793 00:03:15,963 But first, I think we all could use a nap. But first, I think we all could use a nap.
50 00:03:18,566 00:03:21,196 Well, come on in. Well, come on in.
51 00:03:25,573 00:03:32,783 ♪ ♪
52 00:03:35,916 00:03:37,961 - Oh, my God. I mean, this is - Oh, my God. I mean, this is
53 00:03:37,985 00:03:40,897 the most beautiful room I've been in in my entire life. the most beautiful room I've been in in my entire life.
54 00:03:40,921 00:03:42,968 - And it's all French Renaissance. - And it's all French Renaissance.
55 00:03:42,992 00:03:47,771 It... it all... Just the chairs alone, I... It... it all... Just the chairs alone, I...
56 00:03:47,795 00:03:49,839 - Tell me again exactly what Eddie said. - Tell me again exactly what Eddie said.
57 00:03:49,863 00:03:51,810 - I told you a dozen times. - No, once more. - I told you a dozen times. - No, once more.
58 00:03:51,834 00:03:55,412 - All right, he said, um, he said he wanted me to... Us... - All right, he said, um, he said he wanted me to... Us...
59 00:03:55,436 00:03:56,980 to come to France, to come to France,
60 00:03:57,004 00:03:58,987 'cause he wanted to thank me for saving his life. 'cause he wanted to thank me for saving his life.
61 00:03:59,011 00:04:01,585 - Oh, my God! This is going to be ours. - Oh, my God! This is going to be ours.
62 00:04:01,609 00:04:02,919 He's going to appoint you Guardian, He's going to appoint you Guardian,
63 00:04:02,943 00:04:04,626 we are going to live in a castle, we are going to live in a castle,
64 00:04:04,650 00:04:06,745 and Forest is going to be bilingual. and Forest is going to be bilingual.
65 00:04:10,651 00:04:13,497 Hello, Guardian of The European Meyerist Movement. Hello, Guardian of The European Meyerist Movement.
66 00:04:13,521 00:04:14,998 How does it feel to be in charge of How does it feel to be in charge of
67 00:04:15,022 00:04:16,900 such a large corner of the world? such a large corner of the world?
68 00:04:16,924 00:04:18,569 - Well, let's not get ahead of ourselves. - Well, let's not get ahead of ourselves.
69 00:04:18,593 00:04:20,009 - No, he has to give it to you. - No, he has to give it to you.
70 00:04:20,033 00:04:21,738 He owes you everything. He owes you everything.
71 00:04:21,762 00:04:24,702 He owes you his life. He owes you his life.
72 00:04:27,701 00:04:34,941 ♪ ♪
73 00:04:47,888 00:04:50,367 How are you feeling? How are you feeling?
74 00:04:50,391 00:04:53,303 - Um... good. - Um... good.
75 00:04:53,327 00:04:54,904 Tired. Tired.
76 00:04:54,928 00:04:57,344 - Well, get some rest. You'll need it for tomorrow. - Well, get some rest. You'll need it for tomorrow.
77 00:04:57,368 00:04:58,775 - Eddie, I don't think that - Eddie, I don't think that
78 00:04:58,799 00:05:01,811 I'm in any state of mind to lead a workshop. I'm in any state of mind to lead a workshop.
79 00:05:01,835 00:05:04,581 - Look, sometimes when we're... - Look, sometimes when we're...
80 00:05:04,605 00:05:07,351 grieving, teaching and helping others grieving, teaching and helping others
81 00:05:07,375 00:05:10,387 is the best thing... - Did you read the journals? is the best thing... - Did you read the journals?
82 00:05:10,411 00:05:11,888 - I have. - And? - I have. - And?
83 00:05:11,912 00:05:13,790 I mean, if this Lilith wrote "The Ladder" with Steve, I mean, if this Lilith wrote "The Ladder" with Steve,
84 00:05:13,814 00:05:15,631 it could mean that Steve never climbed The Ladder. it could mean that Steve never climbed The Ladder.
85 00:05:15,655 00:05:17,527 I mean, they are dated 1973. I mean, they are dated 1973.
86 00:05:17,551 00:05:18,897 - Not necessarily, so... - Not necessarily, so...
87 00:05:18,921 00:05:20,930 - And why doesn't anybody remember her? - And why doesn't anybody remember her?
88 00:05:20,954 00:05:22,769 My mom, Felicia? It's like she was My mom, Felicia? It's like she was
89 00:05:22,793 00:05:24,568 kept hidden or erased from memory. kept hidden or erased from memory.
90 00:05:24,592 00:05:26,006 There's gotta be some clue, There's gotta be some clue,
91 00:05:26,030 00:05:27,873 something here that's gonna help me find her. something here that's gonna help me find her.
92 00:05:27,897 00:05:30,340 - Wait, you xeroxed the journals? - Wait, you xeroxed the journals?
93 00:05:30,364 00:05:31,851 - Because finding her is the only way - Because finding her is the only way
94 00:05:31,875 00:05:33,995 that we are gonna know this is real. that we are gonna know this is real.
95 00:05:35,736 00:05:38,548 - What about me standing in front of you, - What about me standing in front of you,
96 00:05:38,572 00:05:40,717 telling you that it's real? telling you that it's real?
97 00:05:40,741 00:05:43,353 That what I experienced That what I experienced
98 00:05:43,377 00:05:47,991 with Steve, with The Light... is real? with Steve, with The Light... is real?
99 00:05:48,015 00:05:51,495 - Maybe Steve isn't the man you think he is. - Maybe Steve isn't the man you think he is.
100 00:05:51,519 00:05:53,419 - Nobody is, Sarah. - Nobody is, Sarah.
101 00:05:56,857 00:06:00,487 Unless there's something that you're not telling me. Unless there's something that you're not telling me.
102 00:06:05,766 00:06:07,477 - Look, when you asked me - Look, when you asked me
103 00:06:07,501 00:06:10,380 to help you believe again, to help you believe again,
104 00:06:10,404 00:06:15,985 I looked to The Light, and what I saw... I looked to The Light, and what I saw...
105 00:06:16,009 00:06:17,787 was Hank. was Hank.
106 00:06:17,811 00:06:20,727 You know, I thought about the stories he would tell: You know, I thought about the stories he would tell:
107 00:06:20,751 00:06:22,859 coming to France as a young man, coming to France as a young man,
108 00:06:22,883 00:06:25,562 The Gardens of Giverny. The Gardens of Giverny.
109 00:06:25,586 00:06:28,097 And I knew in my soul And I knew in my soul
110 00:06:28,121 00:06:31,701 that if I brought you here, you would leave that if I brought you here, you would leave
111 00:06:31,725 00:06:33,803 with your faith intact. with your faith intact.
112 00:06:33,827 00:06:40,567 ♪ ♪
113 00:06:41,702 00:06:45,114 ♪ ♪
114 00:06:45,138 00:06:47,584 Get some rest. Get some rest.
115 00:06:47,608 00:06:51,621 ♪ ♪
116 00:06:51,645 00:06:53,523 - Hey. - Hey. - Hey. - Hey.
117 00:06:53,547 00:06:54,758 It's amazing, isn't it? It's amazing, isn't it?
118 00:06:54,782 00:06:57,794 - Thank you so much, Vera, - Thank you so much, Vera,
119 00:06:57,818 00:07:00,163 for finding this place. for finding this place.
120 00:07:00,187 00:07:02,899 You're amazing. You're amazing.
121 00:07:02,923 00:07:05,907 - You're welcome, but I didn't find this place. - You're welcome, but I didn't find this place.
122 00:07:05,931 00:07:08,037 I mean, I just answered a phone call I mean, I just answered a phone call
123 00:07:08,061 00:07:11,040 from this desperate young man who... loved you from this desperate young man who... loved you
124 00:07:11,064 00:07:13,704 and just wanted to get involved. and just wanted to get involved.
125 00:07:15,202 00:07:19,916 Have you thought about who you wanna appoint Guardian? Have you thought about who you wanna appoint Guardian?
126 00:07:19,940 00:07:21,787 - Still trying to figure it out, - Still trying to figure it out,
127 00:07:21,811 00:07:23,653 but I am taking your advice but I am taking your advice
128 00:07:23,677 00:07:26,856 into consideration, like always. into consideration, like always.
129 00:07:26,880 00:07:29,197 - I think if we wanna keep growth on track, - I think if we wanna keep growth on track,
130 00:07:29,221 00:07:32,028 then she's the best person for the job. then she's the best person for the job.
131 00:07:32,052 00:07:34,531 - I get it. - I get it.
132 00:07:34,555 00:07:36,533 Hey, Vera, Hey, Vera,
133 00:07:36,557 00:07:39,469 I was hoping you could help me out with something else. I was hoping you could help me out with something else.
134 00:07:39,493 00:07:42,939 I was wondering if you could help me find someone. I was wondering if you could help me find someone.
135 00:07:42,963 00:07:45,680 It's this woman who's come in and out of The Movement It's this woman who's come in and out of The Movement
136 00:07:45,704 00:07:47,611 since the very beginning, since the very beginning,
137 00:07:47,635 00:07:49,613 but all I have is her first name: but all I have is her first name:
138 00:07:49,637 00:07:50,914 Lilith? Lilith?
139 00:07:50,938 00:07:52,649 Look, I know, I'm sorry, Look, I know, I'm sorry,
140 00:07:52,673 00:07:54,688 it's just Sarah has been looking into her, it's just Sarah has been looking into her,
141 00:07:54,712 00:07:56,855 and she's hit a bit of a dead end. and she's hit a bit of a dead end.
142 00:07:56,879 00:07:58,588 Sarah seems to think that she may have Sarah seems to think that she may have
143 00:07:58,612 00:08:00,690 something to do with the formation of The Movement. something to do with the formation of The Movement.
144 00:08:00,714 00:08:02,097 - Why does she think that? - Why does she think that?
145 00:08:02,121 00:08:04,060 - Well, she found some journals of Steve's, - Well, she found some journals of Steve's,
146 00:08:04,084 00:08:07,024 and some of the passages were written by Lilith. and some of the passages were written by Lilith.
147 00:08:08,255 00:08:11,768 - Have you... have you seen these journals? - Have you... have you seen these journals?
148 00:08:11,792 00:08:13,837 - Yeah, I read them, but... - Yeah, I read them, but...
149 00:08:13,861 00:08:17,907 this Lilith person just... this Lilith person just...
150 00:08:17,931 00:08:20,977 sounds a little crazy. sounds a little crazy.
151 00:08:21,001 00:08:22,948 - Why do you... why do you say that? - Why do you... why do you say that?
152 00:08:22,972 00:08:25,248 - Ah, it's just something in her language, you know? - Ah, it's just something in her language, you know?
153 00:08:25,272 00:08:28,051 She has this obsession with punishments. She has this obsession with punishments.
154 00:08:28,075 00:08:29,853 Just a darkness. - Do you think I could Just a darkness. - Do you think I could
155 00:08:29,877 00:08:31,187 see these journals? see these journals?
156 00:08:31,211 00:08:33,690 It might just help me find her. It might just help me find her.
157 00:08:33,714 00:08:35,825 - Yeah. - Yeah.
158 00:08:35,849 00:08:38,562 You know, it's really thrown Sarah, so... You know, it's really thrown Sarah, so...
159 00:08:38,586 00:08:41,531 - Do you mean thrown her faith - Do you mean thrown her faith
160 00:08:41,555 00:08:43,266 in... in Meyerism? in... in Meyerism?
161 00:08:43,290 00:08:46,603 ♪ ♪
162 00:08:46,627 00:08:50,607 Okay, um... I'll... I'll see what I can do. Okay, um... I'll... I'll see what I can do.
163 00:08:50,631 00:08:52,001 - All right. - All right.
164 00:08:55,168 00:09:02,538 ♪ ♪
165 00:09:08,716 00:09:16,332 - ♪ Have mercy on my soul Whoo! - ♪ Have mercy on my soul Whoo!
166 00:09:16,356 00:09:22,801 - ♪ I am lost ♪ But I will still follow - ♪ I am lost ♪ But I will still follow
167 00:09:23,931 00:09:30,896 ♪ And walk back into ♪ Your arms again ♪ And walk back into ♪ Your arms again
168 00:09:32,005 00:09:33,316 ♪ Into the kingdom ♪ Into the kingdom
169 00:09:33,340 00:09:38,980 ♪ Where the light shines on you ♪ ♪ Where the light shines on you ♪
170 00:09:56,096 00:09:58,207 - Hey. Arnie Phillips. - Hey. Arnie Phillips.
171 00:09:58,231 00:09:59,948 I haven't seen you here before. I haven't seen you here before.
172 00:09:59,972 00:10:03,079 - Um, yeah, it's just my first time. - Um, yeah, it's just my first time.
173 00:10:03,103 00:10:04,914 - Who do you know? - Who do you know?
174 00:10:04,938 00:10:09,318 - Uh... Jesus. - Uh... Jesus.
175 00:10:09,342 00:10:11,721 Sorry, that was a... that was a joke. Sorry, that was a... that was a joke.
176 00:10:11,745 00:10:14,057 Um, I'm a friend of Caleb's. Um, I'm a friend of Caleb's.
177 00:10:14,081 00:10:15,258 - Oh, yeah? - Yeah. - Oh, yeah? - Yeah.
178 00:10:15,282 00:10:17,197 - How do you guys know each other? - How do you guys know each other?
179 00:10:17,221 00:10:19,863 - Uh, he rents a room at the building where I work. - Uh, he rents a room at the building where I work.
180 00:10:19,887 00:10:21,230 - What building is that? - What building is that?
181 00:10:21,254 00:10:23,933 - It's the Meyerist Center. - It's the Meyerist Center.
182 00:10:23,957 00:10:26,670 ♪ ♪
183 00:10:26,694 00:10:28,237 Just a sec. Just a sec.
184 00:10:28,261 00:10:31,374 ♪ ♪
185 00:10:31,398 00:10:33,843 - Thank you so much. - Thank you so much.
186 00:10:33,867 00:10:35,979 - God bless you. - God bless you.
187 00:10:36,003 00:10:37,413 - Hey. - Hey. - Hey. - Hey.
188 00:10:37,437 00:10:39,683 That... that was awesome. That... that was awesome.
189 00:10:39,707 00:10:41,317 Well, thank you. Well, thank you.
190 00:10:41,341 00:10:43,858 I, uh... I was a little nervous, seeing you out there, I, uh... I was a little nervous, seeing you out there,
191 00:10:43,882 00:10:45,889 but I kept going. but I kept going.
192 00:10:45,913 00:10:47,857 Yeah. Uh... Yeah. Uh...
193 00:10:47,881 00:10:49,998 what are you guys doing now? Are you... what are you guys doing now? Are you...
194 00:10:50,022 00:10:51,661 - Uh, well, usually, - Uh, well, usually,
195 00:10:51,685 00:10:53,897 we hit a diner after the show. we hit a diner after the show.
196 00:10:53,921 00:10:56,833 Soda, fries. It's a, you know, kinda... Soda, fries. It's a, you know, kinda...
197 00:10:56,857 00:10:58,868 - Just good, clean Christian party. - Just good, clean Christian party.
198 00:10:58,892 00:11:00,737 Yeah. Yeah.
199 00:11:00,761 00:11:03,740 But, you know, maybe... Maybe we could another time... But, you know, maybe... Maybe we could another time...
200 00:11:03,764 00:11:07,777 - My mom's in France for a week. - My mom's in France for a week.
201 00:11:07,801 00:11:14,311 ♪ ♪
202 00:11:18,178 00:11:19,889 - To find The Light, - To find The Light,
203 00:11:19,913 00:11:23,893 we must lose... ourselves. we must lose... ourselves.
204 00:11:23,917 00:11:29,232 We must lose our bodies, our egos. We must lose our bodies, our egos.
205 00:11:29,256 00:11:33,903 We must lose consciousness to gain consciousness, and... We must lose consciousness to gain consciousness, and...
206 00:11:33,927 00:11:35,739 ♪ ♪
207 00:11:35,763 00:11:38,241 Sometimes to find The Light, Sometimes to find The Light,
208 00:11:38,265 00:11:40,343 we must lose The Light. we must lose The Light.
209 00:11:40,367 00:11:41,837 ♪ ♪
210 00:11:43,370 00:11:48,017 ♪ ♪
211 00:11:48,041 00:11:49,481 - What brings you to The Movement? - What brings you to The Movement?
212 00:11:54,481 00:12:01,721 ♪ ♪
213 00:12:04,758 00:12:07,470 - She says that she's sad all the time. - She says that she's sad all the time.
214 00:12:07,494 00:12:14,177 No joy, no, how do you say... - Meaning. No joy, no, how do you say... - Meaning.
215 00:12:14,201 00:12:15,748 And never a relationship, And never a relationship,
216 00:12:15,772 00:12:18,481 only sex from the internet. only sex from the internet.
217 00:12:18,505 00:12:20,416 Different partners. Different partners.
218 00:12:20,440 00:12:22,085 No intimacy. No intimacy.
219 00:12:22,109 00:12:24,020 ♪ ♪
220 00:12:24,044 00:12:28,224 - We need to find the original wound, - We need to find the original wound,
221 00:12:28,248 00:12:31,918 the emotional... hole. the emotional... hole.
222 00:12:34,922 00:12:38,134 ♪ ♪
223 00:12:38,158 00:12:40,128 - Help me locate it. Guide my hands. - Help me locate it. Guide my hands.
224 00:12:43,997 00:12:48,011 ♪ ♪
225 00:12:48,035 00:12:50,513 There, there, there. There, there, there.
226 00:12:50,537 00:12:52,867 Yeah, yeah. I feel it. Yeah, yeah. I feel it.
227 00:12:54,274 00:12:58,054 I feel the emptiness. I feel the emptiness.
228 00:12:58,078 00:12:59,956 - He is so good. - He is so good.
229 00:12:59,980 00:13:02,125 - The very best. - The very best.
230 00:13:02,149 00:13:04,296 - Is it true The Light cures addiction? - Is it true The Light cures addiction?
231 00:13:04,320 00:13:06,062 - That's our specialty. - That's our specialty.
232 00:13:06,086 00:13:11,901 ♪ ♪
233 00:13:11,925 00:13:14,203 Thank you so much for coming here today, Thank you so much for coming here today,
234 00:13:14,227 00:13:16,074 uh, for this product orientation. uh, for this product orientation.
235 00:13:16,098 00:13:18,443 I can't wait for all of you to try these products yourself, I can't wait for all of you to try these products yourself,
236 00:13:18,467 00:13:20,476 so you can check out the benefits. so you can check out the benefits.
237 00:13:20,500 00:13:24,313 What we put on our bodies, what we wear... What we put on our bodies, what we wear...
238 00:13:24,337 00:13:26,449 Fabrics, recycled, organic... Fabrics, recycled, organic...
239 00:13:26,473 00:13:28,918 Is just as important as what we put Is just as important as what we put
240 00:13:28,942 00:13:31,387 into our bodies. into our bodies.
241 00:13:31,411 00:13:34,123 Um, I, um... Um, I, um...
242 00:13:34,147 00:13:36,025 I, um... I'll just... I'll be back. I, um... I'll just... I'll be back.
243 00:13:36,049 00:13:37,260 Could you please take this? Could you please take this?
244 00:13:37,284 00:13:40,029 - Hey, Mom? - Are you there? - Hey, Mom? - Are you there?
245 00:13:40,053 00:13:41,500 Is it great? Tell me everything. Is it great? Tell me everything.
246 00:13:41,524 00:13:43,833 - Yeah, it's beautiful, truly. - Yeah, it's beautiful, truly.
247 00:13:43,857 00:13:45,504 - I can't believe it's really happening, - I can't believe it's really happening,
248 00:13:45,528 00:13:47,203 the third corner. the third corner.
249 00:13:47,227 00:13:50,373 Has Eddie decided who will be Guardian? Has Eddie decided who will be Guardian?
250 00:13:50,397 00:13:51,908 - Not yet. - Not yet.
251 00:13:51,932 00:13:54,179 He will, um... he'll announce at dinner tonight. He will, um... he'll announce at dinner tonight.
252 00:13:54,203 00:13:56,348 - But you told him who we want it to be? - But you told him who we want it to be?
253 00:13:56,372 00:13:59,448 - Mom... - I'm sorry. I know you have. - Mom... - I'm sorry. I know you have.
254 00:13:59,472 00:14:02,185 - Why does it matter who The Guardian is? - Why does it matter who The Guardian is?
255 00:14:02,209 00:14:04,256 - The Guardians of the four corners - The Guardians of the four corners
256 00:14:04,280 00:14:07,223 will know the wrath of the future. will know the wrath of the future.
257 00:14:07,247 00:14:09,325 - So it's personal? - So it's personal?
258 00:14:09,349 00:14:11,519 Like a... a vendetta? Like a... a vendetta?
259 00:14:14,287 00:14:17,033 Anyway, there's a bit of a problem. Anyway, there's a bit of a problem.
260 00:14:17,057 00:14:20,069 Eddie asked me to find you. Eddie asked me to find you.
261 00:14:20,093 00:14:22,205 - Find me? - Yeah, apparently, - Find me? - Yeah, apparently,
262 00:14:22,229 00:14:24,874 Sarah, his, um, his ex-wife, Sarah, his, um, his ex-wife,
263 00:14:24,898 00:14:28,144 found some old diaries of... of Steve's, found some old diaries of... of Steve's,
264 00:14:28,168 00:14:29,946 and she thinks you wrote "The Ladder," and she thinks you wrote "The Ladder,"
265 00:14:29,970 00:14:31,414 or a part of it. or a part of it.
266 00:14:31,438 00:14:33,638 Apparently, it's made her question everything. Apparently, it's made her question everything.
267 00:14:36,643 00:14:39,455 - Mom? Are you crying? - Mom? Are you crying?
268 00:14:39,479 00:14:42,191 - It's just my whole life, - It's just my whole life,
269 00:14:42,215 00:14:44,894 I never thought I'd be recognized I never thought I'd be recognized
270 00:14:44,918 00:14:47,130 or vindicated. or vindicated.
271 00:14:47,154 00:14:49,271 - Wait, so this isn't a problem for you? - Wait, so this isn't a problem for you?
272 00:14:49,295 00:14:51,034 - No, it's a huge problem. - No, it's a huge problem.
273 00:14:51,058 00:14:52,505 It's also, with all my suffering, It's also, with all my suffering,
274 00:14:52,529 00:14:54,337 the... the crowned princess of The Movement the... the crowned princess of The Movement
275 00:14:54,361 00:14:56,139 is on to the truth? - So what, you want me is on to the truth? - So what, you want me
276 00:14:56,163 00:14:58,280 to arrange a tea for the two of you? to arrange a tea for the two of you?
277 00:14:58,304 00:15:01,077 - No, no. But how much does she know, - No, no. But how much does she know,
278 00:15:01,101 00:15:05,014 and... and does she know how Steve received my visions? and... and does she know how Steve received my visions?
279 00:15:05,038 00:15:06,385 - I don't know, it's not like - I don't know, it's not like
280 00:15:06,409 00:15:08,985 I could ask her all these questions. I could ask her all these questions.
281 00:15:09,009 00:15:12,021 - Of course. - Of course.
282 00:15:12,045 00:15:15,358 Vera, I love you very much. Vera, I love you very much.
283 00:15:15,382 00:15:18,061 - I love you too, Mom. - I love you too, Mom.
284 00:15:18,085 00:15:22,131 - And let me know who Eddie chooses as Guardian. - And let me know who Eddie chooses as Guardian.
285 00:15:22,155 00:15:25,534 - What exactly did Felicia do to you? - What exactly did Felicia do to you?
286 00:15:25,558 00:15:27,937 - You know what she did to me, - You know what she did to me,
287 00:15:27,961 00:15:30,161 what they all did to me. what they all did to me.
288 00:15:33,166 00:15:37,513 ♪ ♪
289 00:15:37,537 00:15:40,667 Enchante. Enchante.
290 00:15:41,341 00:15:43,256 - Um, yeah, I've been... - Hey. - Um, yeah, I've been... - Hey.
291 00:15:43,280 00:15:44,620 - Thank you. Uh, drug-free - Thank you. Uh, drug-free
292 00:15:44,644 00:15:46,589 for almost two years. - Wow. for almost two years. - Wow.
293 00:15:46,613 00:15:48,698 Well, I used the heroin and the cocaine for many years. Well, I used the heroin and the cocaine for many years.
294 00:15:48,722 00:15:51,027 Now I'm just trying to get off the prescriptions altogether. Now I'm just trying to get off the prescriptions altogether.
295 00:15:51,051 00:15:52,661 - Mm-hm. - Uh, I would like to - Mm-hm. - Uh, I would like to
296 00:15:52,685 00:15:54,663 introduce you to my friend, Clement, if you don't mind. introduce you to my friend, Clement, if you don't mind.
297 00:15:54,687 00:15:56,317 - Please. - Yeah. - Please. - Yeah.
298 00:15:59,326 00:16:01,570 ♪ ♪
299 00:16:01,594 00:16:04,673 - Hey... You were great today. - Hey... You were great today.
300 00:16:04,697 00:16:06,544 A bunch of people came up to me, A bunch of people came up to me,
301 00:16:06,568 00:16:09,345 told me how inspired they were by your workshop. told me how inspired they were by your workshop.
302 00:16:09,369 00:16:11,747 - Good. Will you excuse me? - Good. Will you excuse me?
303 00:16:11,771 00:16:19,051 ♪ ♪
304 00:16:22,215 00:16:24,193 - Hey. - Hi, can I talk to you? - Hey. - Hi, can I talk to you?
305 00:16:24,217 00:16:25,728 - Uh, yeah, yeah. Excuse me. - Uh, yeah, yeah. Excuse me.
306 00:16:25,752 00:16:27,230 - Sure. - Sure.
307 00:16:27,254 00:16:29,332 ♪ ♪
308 00:16:29,356 00:16:31,334 - What's going on? - What's going on?
309 00:16:31,358 00:16:34,503 - Doesn't this fill you with dread? - Doesn't this fill you with dread?
310 00:16:34,527 00:16:36,705 - Um... - You have to tell Eddie - Um... - You have to tell Eddie
311 00:16:36,729 00:16:38,474 the truth about Steve. the truth about Steve.
312 00:16:38,498 00:16:40,576 - I don't know what you're talking about. - I don't know what you're talking about.
313 00:16:40,600 00:16:42,378 - We can't continue to grow like this - We can't continue to grow like this
314 00:16:42,402 00:16:44,449 and ask people to believe in something and ask people to believe in something
315 00:16:44,473 00:16:46,682 when we both know who Steve was. when we both know who Steve was.
316 00:16:46,706 00:16:49,385 - Who Steve was? - Who Steve was?
317 00:16:49,409 00:16:52,088 - Your mother, before she died... - Your mother, before she died...
318 00:16:52,112 00:16:54,312 - Was... was sick. - Was... was sick.
319 00:16:56,249 00:17:00,496 Uh... I... I... whatever you... you... Uh... I... I... whatever you... you...
320 00:17:00,520 00:17:04,800 You think she might've told you, um... You think she might've told you, um...
321 00:17:04,824 00:17:08,104 this is mine. this is mine.
322 00:17:08,128 00:17:10,539 Don't you dare... don't you dare Don't you dare... don't you dare
323 00:17:10,563 00:17:14,403 use that to deal with your crisis. use that to deal with your crisis.
324 00:17:18,571 00:17:21,384 I know you're grieving, I know you're grieving,
325 00:17:21,408 00:17:28,524 and we all loved Hank, but that is mine, and we all loved Hank, but that is mine,
326 00:17:28,548 00:17:32,388 and I have to ask you to respect that. and I have to ask you to respect that.
327 00:17:37,324 00:17:39,434 - Eddie, it's time. - Eddie, it's time.
328 00:17:43,163 00:17:50,113 ♪ ♪
329 00:17:50,137 00:17:51,547 "Be crumbled, "Be crumbled,
330 00:17:51,571 00:17:55,418 "so wildflowers will come up where you are. "so wildflowers will come up where you are.
331 00:17:55,442 00:18:00,423 "You have been stony for too many years. "You have been stony for too many years.
332 00:18:00,447 00:18:03,759 "Try something different. "Try something different.
333 00:18:03,783 00:18:05,693 Surrender." Surrender."
334 00:18:07,254 00:18:11,264 You are all wildflowers. You are all wildflowers.
335 00:18:13,426 00:18:16,505 You know, I'm so grateful to Jean-Paul You know, I'm so grateful to Jean-Paul
336 00:18:16,529 00:18:21,444 for donating his family's estate for donating his family's estate
337 00:18:21,468 00:18:23,579 to The Movement. to The Movement.
338 00:18:23,603 00:18:28,284 This is now a home for all wildflowers This is now a home for all wildflowers
339 00:18:28,308 00:18:29,708 to grow. to grow.
340 00:18:37,617 00:18:40,629 Tonight, I want to introduce Tonight, I want to introduce
341 00:18:40,653 00:18:44,400 The Guardian who will tend this corner of the world The Guardian who will tend this corner of the world
342 00:18:44,424 00:18:48,634 and help spread European Meyerism. and help spread European Meyerism.
343 00:18:50,363 00:18:54,377 She has been there from the beginning. She has been there from the beginning.
344 00:18:54,401 00:18:56,618 She climbed the mountain with Steve She climbed the mountain with Steve
345 00:18:56,642 00:19:02,551 and burnt her hands for the message. and burnt her hands for the message.
346 00:19:02,575 00:19:05,754 Felicia Pickard, Felicia Pickard,
347 00:19:05,778 00:19:08,478 I hope that you will accept. I hope that you will accept.
348 00:19:16,189 00:19:17,789 I accept. I accept.
349 00:19:20,793 00:19:22,638 ♪ ♪
350 00:19:22,662 00:19:25,179 - You should have left him in the ground. - You should have left him in the ground.
351 00:19:25,203 00:19:28,698 ♪ ♪
352 00:19:35,908 00:19:43,178 ♪ ♪
353 00:19:49,989 00:19:52,401 - Bonjour, Sarah. Ca va? - Bonjour, Sarah. Ca va?
354 00:19:52,425 00:19:54,370 - I'm sorry, I don't speak French. - I'm sorry, I don't speak French.
355 00:19:54,394 00:19:55,681 - Marcel Stendhal. - Marcel Stendhal.
356 00:19:55,705 00:19:58,241 I enjoyed your workshop yesterday. I enjoyed your workshop yesterday.
357 00:19:58,265 00:20:00,443 - Uh... I'm sorry, I didn't see you there. - Uh... I'm sorry, I didn't see you there.
358 00:20:00,467 00:20:01,810 - Oh, I was only there to observe. - Oh, I was only there to observe.
359 00:20:01,834 00:20:03,812 I did not participate. - Mm. I did not participate. - Mm.
360 00:20:03,836 00:20:07,350 - I have an interest in transcendental spirituality, - I have an interest in transcendental spirituality,
361 00:20:07,374 00:20:10,653 so when I hear The Meyerist Movement is in town, so when I hear The Meyerist Movement is in town,
362 00:20:10,677 00:20:12,877 I want to see. I want to see.
363 00:20:14,947 00:20:16,877 You are suffering. You are suffering.
364 00:20:21,388 00:20:22,931 I apologize. I apologize.
365 00:20:22,955 00:20:27,287 I... I'm blessed and cursed with insight. I... I'm blessed and cursed with insight.
366 00:20:28,461 00:20:31,374 - My father died recently. - Oh... - My father died recently. - Oh...
367 00:20:31,398 00:20:32,841 I am so sorry. I am so sorry.
368 00:20:32,865 00:20:35,711 To lose a parent is to lose a limb. To lose a parent is to lose a limb.
369 00:20:35,735 00:20:38,565 One of the shocking passages of life. One of the shocking passages of life.
370 00:20:39,639 00:20:43,379 Perhaps I can help. - I doubt that, I... Perhaps I can help. - I doubt that, I...
371 00:20:46,379 00:20:48,349 ♪ ♪
372 00:20:53,019 00:20:55,030 What did you just do? What did you just do?
373 00:20:55,054 00:20:58,501 - Tried to relieve some of your suffering. - Tried to relieve some of your suffering.
374 00:20:58,525 00:21:00,903 It is deep. It is deep.
375 00:21:00,927 00:21:04,540 ♪ ♪
376 00:21:04,564 00:21:06,342 - You're a hypnotist. - You're a hypnotist.
377 00:21:06,366 00:21:09,878 - I help the mind to do what the mind wants. - I help the mind to do what the mind wants.
378 00:21:09,902 00:21:11,749 I could help you to integrate the grief I could help you to integrate the grief
379 00:21:11,773 00:21:13,849 so it is just part of who you are so it is just part of who you are
380 00:21:13,873 00:21:17,019 and does not overwhelm, if you like. and does not overwhelm, if you like.
381 00:21:17,043 00:21:20,878 - Thank you, I'm... I'm okay with my grief. - Thank you, I'm... I'm okay with my grief.
382 00:21:23,049 00:21:24,493 - Au revoir. - Au revoir.
383 00:21:24,517 00:21:31,757 ♪ ♪
384 00:21:33,726 00:21:35,704 Eddie, what do you think? Eddie, what do you think?
385 00:21:35,728 00:21:37,039 It's gonna be a full moon tonight... It's gonna be a full moon tonight...
386 00:21:37,063 00:21:40,303 - Have you seen Sarah this morning? - Have you seen Sarah this morning?
387 00:21:41,668 00:21:43,412 - Yeah, um... - Yeah, um...
388 00:21:43,436 00:21:46,766 I think she got into a cab about a half hour ago. I think she got into a cab about a half hour ago.
389 00:21:49,842 00:21:51,920 Eddie, um... Eddie, um...
390 00:21:51,944 00:21:54,323 - I know it's not my place, but... - I know it's not my place, but...
391 00:21:54,347 00:21:56,625 Actually, I think it is my place, so I will. Actually, I think it is my place, so I will.
392 00:21:56,649 00:21:58,966 There are people who've begged, borrowed, There are people who've begged, borrowed,
393 00:21:58,990 00:22:02,798 and probably stolen to come here to feel your Light, and probably stolen to come here to feel your Light,
394 00:22:02,822 00:22:04,539 and it feels like you're just shining your Light and it feels like you're just shining your Light
395 00:22:04,563 00:22:06,935 in one direction. - Look, I understand, in one direction. - Look, I understand,
396 00:22:06,959 00:22:10,939 but I've put all of this above my family for months now, but I've put all of this above my family for months now,
397 00:22:10,963 00:22:13,942 and they need my attention. and they need my attention.
398 00:22:13,966 00:22:16,712 Okay, so thank you for holding down the fort. Okay, so thank you for holding down the fort.
399 00:22:16,736 00:22:18,514 - Eddie, where are you going? - Eddie, where are you going?
400 00:22:18,538 00:22:20,583 There's... you have a workshop today There's... you have a workshop today
401 00:22:20,607 00:22:21,950 and... and a sit-down with Jean-Paul. and... and a sit-down with Jean-Paul.
402 00:22:21,974 00:22:24,089 I promised him. - Why does Jean-Paul I promised him. - Why does Jean-Paul
403 00:22:24,113 00:22:26,457 get a private sit-down? - Because he donated get a private sit-down? - Because he donated
404 00:22:26,481 00:22:29,358 this estate to The Movement, to... to your Movement. this estate to The Movement, to... to your Movement.
405 00:22:29,382 00:22:30,829 This is how the world works. This is how the world works.
406 00:22:30,853 00:22:33,996 Even the Pope sits down with his biggest donors. Even the Pope sits down with his biggest donors.
407 00:22:34,020 00:22:36,899 - Well, that's not how it works here, okay? - Well, that's not how it works here, okay?
408 00:22:36,923 00:22:38,570 All the borrowers and beggars All the borrowers and beggars
409 00:22:38,594 00:22:41,870 should get the same as Jean-Paul. should get the same as Jean-Paul.
410 00:22:41,894 00:22:44,440 - How am I supposed to do my job? - How am I supposed to do my job?
411 00:22:44,464 00:22:47,109 What am I supposed to tell people today? What am I supposed to tell people today?
412 00:22:47,133 00:22:50,403 - Tell them that I will see them at the ceremony. - Tell them that I will see them at the ceremony.
413 00:23:03,182 00:23:04,697 - What do you think? - What do you think?
414 00:23:04,721 00:23:06,529 - Oh, how many dresses did JP give you? - Oh, how many dresses did JP give you?
415 00:23:06,553 00:23:08,770 - I mean, he said I could have whatever was in the armois. - I mean, he said I could have whatever was in the armois.
416 00:23:08,794 00:23:10,499 He's glad to be getting rid of them, He's glad to be getting rid of them,
417 00:23:10,523 00:23:12,693 that his mother preferred them to her own children. that his mother preferred them to her own children.
418 00:23:15,161 00:23:17,440 - Glad you're laughing. - Glad you're laughing.
419 00:23:17,464 00:23:19,442 - I'm not. - I'm not.
420 00:23:19,466 00:23:21,877 It's kinda funny, though. I... I mean, I... I come to France, It's kinda funny, though. I... I mean, I... I come to France,
421 00:23:21,901 00:23:24,580 you find a lover, and I, uh... you find a lover, and I, uh...
422 00:23:24,604 00:23:26,187 I... I... I lose my mind. I... I... I lose my mind.
423 00:23:26,211 00:23:27,750 - He's not my lover. - He's not my lover.
424 00:23:27,774 00:23:29,019 He's a guy who's got a lot of money, He's a guy who's got a lot of money,
425 00:23:29,043 00:23:30,488 and he's taken an interest in us. and he's taken an interest in us.
426 00:23:30,512 00:23:31,887 - You. - Us. - You. - Us.
427 00:23:31,911 00:23:33,558 And you haven't lost your mind, okay? And you haven't lost your mind, okay?
428 00:23:33,582 00:23:35,023 Eddie has. Eddie has.
429 00:23:35,047 00:23:37,893 Felicia, she's gonna bore the Europeans to tears, Felicia, she's gonna bore the Europeans to tears,
430 00:23:37,917 00:23:39,728 make them fall asleep, while she goes on and on about make them fall asleep, while she goes on and on about
431 00:23:39,752 00:23:41,069 climbing the mountain with Steve. climbing the mountain with Steve.
432 00:23:41,093 00:23:42,931 - I don't know, maybe Sarah's right. - I don't know, maybe Sarah's right.
433 00:23:42,955 00:23:45,033 I should just drop a fucking bomb on the whole thing. I should just drop a fucking bomb on the whole thing.
434 00:23:45,057 00:23:47,727 - Is that what she wanted with you yesterday? - Is that what she wanted with you yesterday?
435 00:23:56,703 00:23:58,113 Speaking of... Speaking of...
436 00:23:58,137 00:24:00,084 - I don't understand. What did I do to offend? - I don't understand. What did I do to offend?
437 00:24:00,108 00:24:02,785 - What's going on, JP? - Eddie has left for the day. - What's going on, JP? - Eddie has left for the day.
438 00:24:02,809 00:24:04,219 We were supposed to have a private counsel. We were supposed to have a private counsel.
439 00:24:04,243 00:24:06,221 - And where'd he go? - He's just gone. - And where'd he go? - He's just gone.
440 00:24:06,245 00:24:08,056 He'll be back tonight for the Consecration Ceremony, He'll be back tonight for the Consecration Ceremony,
441 00:24:08,080 00:24:10,720 but no private counsel for me. but no private counsel for me.
442 00:24:13,720 00:24:20,960 ♪ ♪
443 00:25:01,934 00:25:03,879 - Hey. - Eddie. - Hey. - Eddie.
444 00:25:03,903 00:25:07,182 How did you find me? How did you find me?
445 00:25:07,206 00:25:09,576 - Oh, I know you. - Oh, I know you.
446 00:25:12,144 00:25:14,122 - You know, my dad always used to say - You know, my dad always used to say
447 00:25:14,146 00:25:15,793 he knew what The Garden would look like, he knew what The Garden would look like,
448 00:25:15,817 00:25:17,626 'cause he'd already been there. 'cause he'd already been there.
449 00:25:17,650 00:25:19,790 The Gardens of Giverny. The Gardens of Giverny.
450 00:25:21,020 00:25:24,867 Yesterday, during the workshop, I... felt nothing. Yesterday, during the workshop, I... felt nothing.
451 00:25:24,891 00:25:28,303 I thought maybe if I came here, I might. I thought maybe if I came here, I might.
452 00:25:28,327 00:25:30,305 - Yeah? - Yeah?
453 00:25:30,329 00:25:32,274 Do you feel something? Do you feel something?
454 00:25:32,298 00:25:34,810 - No. - No.
455 00:25:34,834 00:25:37,012 I mean, I know my dad... I mean, I know my dad...
456 00:25:37,036 00:25:38,883 lived and once walked these gardens, lived and once walked these gardens,
457 00:25:38,907 00:25:40,583 but I don't feel him. but I don't feel him.
458 00:25:40,607 00:25:44,987 I don't... feel The Light. I don't... feel The Light.
459 00:25:45,011 00:25:47,881 But I'll keep trying, I promise. But I'll keep trying, I promise.
460 00:25:50,617 00:25:54,547 Well, maybe you should stop trying so hard. Well, maybe you should stop trying so hard.
461 00:26:00,159 00:26:02,089 Come on. Come on.
462 00:26:04,263 00:26:07,042 - We had slaves, - We had slaves,
463 00:26:07,066 00:26:10,836 and these fields were full of them, working the land. and these fields were full of them, working the land.
464 00:26:13,339 00:26:15,239 Raped by my ancestors. Raped by my ancestors.
465 00:26:17,710 00:26:20,080 My father was also a rapist. My father was also a rapist.
466 00:26:22,214 00:26:24,061 Every year, another illegitimate child Every year, another illegitimate child
467 00:26:24,085 00:26:26,800 crawls from the woodwork. - You must really hate him. crawls from the woodwork. - You must really hate him.
468 00:26:26,824 00:26:29,698 - No, no, no, I... I loved him, - No, no, no, I... I loved him,
469 00:26:29,722 00:26:33,862 and I wanted his love more than anything in the world. and I wanted his love more than anything in the world.
470 00:26:36,395 00:26:38,607 But the only time he... But the only time he...
471 00:26:38,631 00:26:40,671 He showed me affection... He showed me affection...
472 00:26:42,134 00:26:43,812 Was on Friday nights. Was on Friday nights.
473 00:26:43,836 00:26:45,347 My... my parents would entertain, My... my parents would entertain,
474 00:26:45,371 00:26:49,051 and, um, I was quite a good pianist, and, um, I was quite a good pianist,
475 00:26:49,075 00:26:53,088 so my... my father would blindfold my eyes, so my... my father would blindfold my eyes,
476 00:26:53,112 00:26:56,692 and have me play Chopin for the guests. and have me play Chopin for the guests.
477 00:26:56,716 00:26:59,127 As... as they applauded, he... As... as they applauded, he...
478 00:26:59,151 00:27:00,996 He would pat me on the back, He would pat me on the back,
479 00:27:01,020 00:27:03,866 and at that moment, I... I just felt like... and at that moment, I... I just felt like...
480 00:27:03,890 00:27:06,930 - Yeah, like, uh... like you existed. - Yeah, like, uh... like you existed.
481 00:27:12,398 00:27:14,276 Yeah. Yeah.
482 00:27:14,300 00:27:19,706 He erased you, and now you are erased. He erased you, and now you are erased.
483 00:27:21,273 00:27:24,043 But we can undo that damage. But we can undo that damage.
484 00:27:25,377 00:27:27,255 - I didn't know there was a way to feel anything - I didn't know there was a way to feel anything
485 00:27:27,279 00:27:29,026 but the peace from drugs, until I found The Ladder. but the peace from drugs, until I found The Ladder.
486 00:27:29,050 00:27:30,893 - Mm-hm. - Perhaps if I gave more, - Mm-hm. - Perhaps if I gave more,
487 00:27:30,917 00:27:32,327 Eddie will know my dedication. Eddie will know my dedication.
488 00:27:32,351 00:27:34,396 - What else could you possibly give? - What else could you possibly give?
489 00:27:34,420 00:27:36,398 - Well, we... we have real estates all over the globe - Well, we... we have real estates all over the globe
490 00:27:36,422 00:27:38,969 and a hotel chain in Dubai... - No, no, no, no, no. and a hotel chain in Dubai... - No, no, no, no, no.
491 00:27:38,993 00:27:41,870 You're... you're not to give anything You're... you're not to give anything
492 00:27:41,894 00:27:46,066 but yourself, yourself to the work. but yourself, yourself to the work.
493 00:27:46,966 00:27:49,066 - Yes, of course, you're right. - Yes, of course, you're right.
494 00:27:59,979 00:28:03,025 - I... can I confide in you? - Yeah. - I... can I confide in you? - Yeah.
495 00:28:03,049 00:28:06,294 - Eddie... - Eddie...
496 00:28:06,318 00:28:08,130 uh, the... the thing that has happened, uh, the... the thing that has happened,
497 00:28:08,154 00:28:10,301 which is unfortunate, and... and not his fault, which is unfortunate, and... and not his fault,
498 00:28:10,325 00:28:13,168 um, people... um, people...
499 00:28:13,192 00:28:15,437 treat him like a God... - Well... treat him like a God... - Well...
500 00:28:15,461 00:28:19,141 - And so, uh, he's become accustomed to that, - And so, uh, he's become accustomed to that,
501 00:28:19,165 00:28:21,276 and, uh, unfortunately, and, uh, unfortunately,
502 00:28:21,300 00:28:25,013 it is what he responds to. it is what he responds to.
503 00:28:25,037 00:28:26,481 - Then perhaps I should do - Then perhaps I should do
504 00:28:26,505 00:28:28,350 something special for him tonight at the ceremony. something special for him tonight at the ceremony.
505 00:28:28,374 00:28:31,458 - Yeah, well, I... I... I can't tell you what to do, JP. - Yeah, well, I... I... I can't tell you what to do, JP.
506 00:28:31,482 00:28:33,424 - Yes. I mean, no, I... I understand. - Yes. I mean, no, I... I understand.
507 00:28:33,448 00:28:35,090 - Yeah. - Yeah.
508 00:28:35,114 00:28:37,097 - Well, then I shall leave you to prepare. - Well, then I shall leave you to prepare.
509 00:28:37,121 00:28:39,386 - Uh-huh. - Thank you, my friends. - Uh-huh. - Thank you, my friends.
510 00:28:45,491 00:28:47,791 - What was that? - What was that?
511 00:28:49,361 00:28:51,807 A little fun at everyone's expense. A little fun at everyone's expense.
512 00:28:51,831 00:28:55,001 ♪ ♪
513 00:28:59,872 00:29:02,818 - Oh, look at this. - Oh, look at this.
514 00:29:02,842 00:29:04,987 You hungry? You hungry?
515 00:29:05,011 00:29:07,081 - I am now. - Yeah? - I am now. - Yeah?
516 00:29:12,018 00:29:19,188 ♪ ♪
517 00:29:52,424 00:29:59,504 ♪ ♪
518 00:30:10,609 00:30:13,288 - Sarah... - We should get back. - Sarah... - We should get back.
519 00:30:13,312 00:30:15,529 - Yeah, but I don't want this to end. - Yeah, but I don't want this to end.
520 00:30:15,553 00:30:17,159 - But it has to, - But it has to,
521 00:30:17,183 00:30:20,853 and you need to get back for the Consecration. and you need to get back for the Consecration.
522 00:30:23,322 00:30:26,368 Look, I want another shot at us... Look, I want another shot at us...
523 00:30:26,392 00:30:30,038 - Eddie... - But I need you - Eddie... - But I need you
524 00:30:30,062 00:30:32,941 to find your way back. to find your way back.
525 00:30:32,965 00:30:36,044 You understand what I'm saying? You understand what I'm saying?
526 00:30:36,068 00:30:40,148 Because what's the good of eternity Because what's the good of eternity
527 00:30:40,172 00:30:42,072 if you're not in it? if you're not in it?
528 00:31:05,497 00:31:09,111 ♪ ♪
529 00:31:09,135 00:31:10,578 Hey. - Hi. Hey. - Hi.
530 00:31:10,602 00:31:13,081 Come in. Sorry, um... Come in. Sorry, um...
531 00:31:13,105 00:31:15,317 - Wow, smells good. - It doesn't. - Wow, smells good. - It doesn't.
532 00:31:15,341 00:31:18,286 Um, I... I burnt it. Um, I... I burnt it.
533 00:31:18,310 00:31:21,189 Um... I'm sorry. Um... I'm sorry.
534 00:31:21,213 00:31:23,091 It is okay. It is okay.
535 00:31:23,115 00:31:26,028 Um, I brought some wine. Um, I brought some wine.
536 00:31:26,052 00:31:27,996 Thank you. Thank you.
537 00:31:28,020 00:31:31,390 ♪ Ooh ♪ Ooh
538 00:31:43,135 00:31:47,149 - From our garden, we plant in yours. - From our garden, we plant in yours.
539 00:31:47,173 00:31:51,083 We mix our earth with yours. We mix our earth with yours.
540 00:31:54,080 00:32:01,320 ♪ ♪
541 00:32:04,223 00:32:06,534 - So, you've had two girlfriends? - So, you've had two girlfriends?
542 00:32:06,558 00:32:07,970 - Uh, yeah. - Uh, yeah.
543 00:32:07,994 00:32:11,139 Um, Ashley and Noa. Um, Ashley and Noa.
544 00:32:11,163 00:32:13,110 Uh, Ashley, I was in love with, Uh, Ashley, I was in love with,
545 00:32:13,134 00:32:16,144 but, uh... - But? but, uh... - But?
546 00:32:16,168 00:32:18,246 - She wasn't a Meyerist, - She wasn't a Meyerist,
547 00:32:18,270 00:32:23,418 and at... at that time, um, we didn't mix. and at... at that time, um, we didn't mix.
548 00:32:23,442 00:32:25,620 - Right. - What about you? - Right. - What about you?
549 00:32:25,644 00:32:28,090 - You seem... - What? - You seem... - What?
550 00:32:28,114 00:32:32,127 - You know... Experienced... - You know... Experienced...
551 00:32:32,151 00:32:33,996 You seem experienced. You seem experienced.
552 00:32:34,020 00:32:36,298 - Um... okay. - Um... okay.
553 00:32:36,322 00:32:38,100 - Uh, what I'm trying to tell you - Uh, what I'm trying to tell you
554 00:32:38,124 00:32:40,568 that I'm... I'm not gay. that I'm... I'm not gay.
555 00:32:40,592 00:32:42,709 At least I've never thought of myself that way. At least I've never thought of myself that way.
556 00:32:42,733 00:32:45,073 I... I just kinda... I... I just kinda...
557 00:32:45,097 00:32:47,567 liked who I liked, and... liked who I liked, and...
558 00:32:51,103 00:32:53,315 Then I liked you. Then I liked you.
559 00:32:53,339 00:33:00,549 ♪ ♪
560 00:33:03,149 00:33:05,327 So, I'm... I'm just trying to say So, I'm... I'm just trying to say
561 00:33:05,351 00:33:07,529 that I... I have no idea what I'm doing. that I... I have no idea what I'm doing.
562 00:33:07,553 00:33:09,664 You're gonna have to show me. You're gonna have to show me.
563 00:33:09,688 00:33:16,204 - Uh... um... I'm not... experienced, but... - Uh... um... I'm not... experienced, but...
564 00:33:16,228 00:33:18,073 But I am gay. But I am gay.
565 00:33:18,097 00:33:19,207 I've known for years. I've known for years.
566 00:33:19,231 00:33:20,608 Uh, it's just kinda something Uh, it's just kinda something
567 00:33:20,632 00:33:22,749 that doesn't really fly in my family. that doesn't really fly in my family.
568 00:33:22,773 00:33:25,513 If my dad knew, he would lose his shit. If my dad knew, he would lose his shit.
569 00:33:25,537 00:33:27,484 The only experience I've had is with The only experience I've had is with
570 00:33:27,508 00:33:31,286 one other super closeted guy at the church. one other super closeted guy at the church.
571 00:33:31,310 00:33:34,356 Once in a while, he asks me to meet him. Once in a while, he asks me to meet him.
572 00:33:34,380 00:33:36,724 We mess around. We mess around.
573 00:33:36,748 00:33:41,163 But he, like, doesn't look at me. But he, like, doesn't look at me.
574 00:33:41,187 00:33:44,532 And then, uh, after, I... And then, uh, after, I...
575 00:33:44,556 00:33:47,235 feel horrible about myself. feel horrible about myself.
576 00:33:47,259 00:33:50,505 - I mean, why do you do it? - I mean, why do you do it?
577 00:33:50,529 00:33:53,275 - Young and stupid. - Young and stupid.
578 00:33:53,299 00:33:56,111 I wanna feel something. I wanna feel something.
579 00:33:56,135 00:33:59,347 - I'm sorry. - I'm sorry.
580 00:33:59,371 00:34:02,584 Is it Arnie Phillips? Is it Arnie Phillips?
581 00:34:02,608 00:34:04,454 - Yeah, how... how'd you know that? - Yeah, how... how'd you know that?
582 00:34:04,478 00:34:07,355 - He was... he was, like, on me at your concert. - He was... he was, like, on me at your concert.
583 00:34:07,379 00:34:09,391 Oh, my gosh. Oh, my gosh.
584 00:34:09,415 00:34:11,593 - Hey... - No, if... - Hey... - No, if...
585 00:34:11,617 00:34:13,564 Look, I wouldn't have gotten involved with him Look, I wouldn't have gotten involved with him
586 00:34:13,588 00:34:18,700 if I knew that, like... - Knew... if I knew that, like... - Knew...
587 00:34:18,724 00:34:23,164 - I could... meet someone good. - I could... meet someone good.
588 00:34:25,597 00:34:27,567 Someone real, you know. Someone real, you know.
589 00:34:30,736 00:34:37,806 ♪ ♪
590 00:34:39,545 00:34:42,824 - So, you would like me to help you with your grief? - So, you would like me to help you with your grief?
591 00:34:42,848 00:34:46,561 - I want you to help me find someone. - I want you to help me find someone.
592 00:34:46,585 00:34:48,463 - I... I don't understand. - I... I don't understand.
593 00:34:48,487 00:34:49,864 - A woman, Lilith. - A woman, Lilith.
594 00:34:49,888 00:34:51,766 I've read her diaries a hundred times, I've read her diaries a hundred times,
595 00:34:51,790 00:34:53,737 and I know that there's something I've overlooked. and I know that there's something I've overlooked.
596 00:34:53,761 00:34:56,176 Now, you say that you can help the mind do Now, you say that you can help the mind do
597 00:34:56,200 00:34:58,340 what the mind wants, what the mind wants,
598 00:34:58,364 00:35:01,181 and I know there's something I'm not seeing. and I know there's something I'm not seeing.
599 00:35:01,205 00:35:03,611 - Hm. - Hm.
600 00:35:03,635 00:35:06,648 Have you tried to lucid dream? Have you tried to lucid dream?
601 00:35:06,672 00:35:10,652 I can help you to dream of this Lilith. I can help you to dream of this Lilith.
602 00:35:10,676 00:35:13,523 Your subconscious will provide what it knows, Your subconscious will provide what it knows,
603 00:35:13,547 00:35:15,490 but you will still be able to but you will still be able to
604 00:35:15,514 00:35:17,729 exert some control over the dream, exert some control over the dream,
605 00:35:17,753 00:35:19,866 so that you will be able to look for so that you will be able to look for
606 00:35:19,890 00:35:23,455 these details that you might've missed. these details that you might've missed.
607 00:35:30,229 00:35:36,878 ♪ ♪
608 00:35:36,902 00:35:39,747 - Doing okay? - Doing okay?
609 00:35:39,771 00:35:42,484 - Yeah. - Yeah.
610 00:35:42,508 00:35:45,420 - Seems like everybody's having a good time. - Seems like everybody's having a good time.
611 00:35:45,444 00:35:46,891 - Yeah, it's going great. - Yeah, it's going great.
612 00:35:46,915 00:35:49,822 - A lonely feeling, though, isn't it? - A lonely feeling, though, isn't it?
613 00:35:51,250 00:35:53,528 - Look, Cal, I... - Look, Cal, I...
614 00:35:53,552 00:35:55,430 I need to talk to you about my choice I need to talk to you about my choice
615 00:35:55,454 00:35:57,765 for Guardian. for Guardian.
616 00:35:57,789 00:36:01,569 - I figure you have your reason. - I figure you have your reason.
617 00:36:01,593 00:36:03,610 - It's just Vera thought it would be good - It's just Vera thought it would be good
618 00:36:03,634 00:36:07,771 to have you on the ground, in the States. to have you on the ground, in the States.
619 00:36:09,901 00:36:12,471 So do I. So do I.
620 00:36:16,642 00:36:19,512 I'm glad we can put the past behind us. I'm glad we can put the past behind us.
621 00:36:22,414 00:36:23,791 - Hey. - Hey. - Hey. - Hey.
622 00:36:23,815 00:36:26,428 - So, after Cal gives his opening speech, - So, after Cal gives his opening speech,
623 00:36:26,452 00:36:28,930 you can say a few words, and that'll be fine. you can say a few words, and that'll be fine.
624 00:36:28,954 00:36:31,899 - Well, I have a very special thing to do. - Well, I have a very special thing to do.
625 00:36:31,923 00:36:34,836 - A very special thing? - Yeah, surprise. - A very special thing? - Yeah, surprise.
626 00:36:34,860 00:36:36,938 Oh, I don't like surprises. Oh, I don't like surprises.
627 00:36:36,962 00:36:38,740 Why don't you just walk me through it now? Why don't you just walk me through it now?
628 00:36:38,764 00:36:40,842 - Well... - Can I talk to you? - Well... - Can I talk to you?
629 00:36:40,866 00:36:42,877 - Uh, excuse me. - Yeah, sure. - Uh, excuse me. - Yeah, sure.
630 00:36:42,901 00:36:45,280 - Sure, yeah. - Sure, yeah.
631 00:36:45,304 00:36:47,515 - Why did he want me here? - Why did he want me here?
632 00:36:47,539 00:36:49,817 Why did Eddie make me Guardian? Why did Eddie make me Guardian?
633 00:36:49,841 00:36:52,258 - Uh, why don't you ask him? - I've tried, but... - Uh, why don't you ask him? - I've tried, but...
634 00:36:52,282 00:36:55,290 He seems to be constantly occupied. He seems to be constantly occupied.
635 00:36:55,314 00:36:58,001 - He must've thought you were the best person for the job. - He must've thought you were the best person for the job.
636 00:36:58,025 00:36:59,627 - I have family, - I have family,
637 00:36:59,651 00:37:01,929 children and grandchildren, in the States. children and grandchildren, in the States.
638 00:37:01,953 00:37:04,666 There's a reason he put me here. There's a reason he put me here.
639 00:37:04,690 00:37:07,869 Is... is he punishing me for advising against growth? Is... is he punishing me for advising against growth?
640 00:37:07,893 00:37:09,837 - Uh, I don't know - Uh, I don't know
641 00:37:09,861 00:37:13,808 Eddie's every thought. Um... It seems like Eddie's every thought. Um... It seems like
642 00:37:13,832 00:37:16,772 he discusses everything with you. he discusses everything with you.
643 00:37:19,871 00:37:22,317 - I'm so sorry, but I don't think I can... - I'm so sorry, but I don't think I can...
644 00:37:22,341 00:37:23,981 I can help you. I can help you.
645 00:37:26,612 00:37:29,012 Felicia... Felicia...
646 00:37:32,751 00:37:36,331 Did you know a woman named Lilith? Did you know a woman named Lilith?
647 00:37:36,355 00:37:39,033 - Both Sarah and Eddie have already asked me. - Both Sarah and Eddie have already asked me.
648 00:37:39,057 00:37:40,602 I said I didn't. I said I didn't.
649 00:37:40,626 00:37:42,570 - Well, Eddie asked me to find her, - Well, Eddie asked me to find her,
650 00:37:42,594 00:37:44,441 so I'm... I'm just doing my job. so I'm... I'm just doing my job.
651 00:37:44,465 00:37:45,940 - Don't. - What? - Don't. - What?
652 00:37:45,964 00:37:48,576 - Find her. - Find her.
653 00:37:48,600 00:37:51,479 - So you do know her? - So you do know her?
654 00:37:51,503 00:37:52,850 - She was an early follower. - She was an early follower.
655 00:37:52,874 00:37:56,484 She was disturbed, so we had to let her go. She was disturbed, so we had to let her go.
656 00:37:56,508 00:37:58,586 I promised Steve I wouldn't talk about her, I promised Steve I wouldn't talk about her,
657 00:37:58,610 00:37:59,957 but I'm letting you know, but I'm letting you know,
658 00:37:59,981 00:38:03,325 since you are very good at your job. since you are very good at your job.
659 00:38:03,349 00:38:05,019 - How was she disturbed? - How was she disturbed?
660 00:38:06,652 00:38:08,696 Felicia, you're asking me Felicia, you're asking me
661 00:38:08,720 00:38:12,290 not to find someone that Eddie asked me to find. not to find someone that Eddie asked me to find.
662 00:38:12,991 00:38:15,670 - She claimed Steve stole the religion from her, - She claimed Steve stole the religion from her,
663 00:38:15,694 00:38:17,641 but I was there when he received it, but I was there when he received it,
664 00:38:17,665 00:38:19,774 so I knew she was unwell. so I knew she was unwell.
665 00:38:19,798 00:38:23,645 But that's not what made us cut her off. But that's not what made us cut her off.
666 00:38:23,669 00:38:26,514 It was when she hurt her child. It was when she hurt her child.
667 00:38:26,538 00:38:28,015 - What did she do? - What did she do?
668 00:38:28,039 00:38:30,752 - Burned her, badly. - Burned her, badly.
669 00:38:30,776 00:38:33,588 The poor girl is probably scarred for life. The poor girl is probably scarred for life.
670 00:38:33,612 00:38:36,724 She had to be hospitalized. She had to be hospitalized.
671 00:38:36,748 00:38:40,395 - How... how do you know her mother did that to her? - How... how do you know her mother did that to her?
672 00:38:40,419 00:38:41,629 - The burns on the child - The burns on the child
673 00:38:41,653 00:38:45,733 were the marks of an old practice. were the marks of an old practice.
674 00:38:45,757 00:38:49,704 Lilith would sear The Light into Possibles. Lilith would sear The Light into Possibles.
675 00:38:49,728 00:38:51,575 Steve found the practice dangerous, Steve found the practice dangerous,
676 00:38:51,599 00:38:53,027 and abolished it. and abolished it.
677 00:38:56,702 00:38:59,046 Vera? - Yeah, um... Vera? - Yeah, um...
678 00:38:59,070 00:39:01,887 Thank... thank you so much for this information. Thank... thank you so much for this information.
679 00:39:01,911 00:39:03,818 Thank you. Thank you.
680 00:39:03,842 00:39:05,842 - Everyone, please... - Sorry. - Everyone, please... - Sorry.
681 00:39:09,014 00:39:10,958 ♪ ♪
682 00:39:10,982 00:39:13,961 - Tonight, I have special tribute - Tonight, I have special tribute
683 00:39:13,985 00:39:15,830 to the man, to the man,
684 00:39:15,854 00:39:18,032 the God who walked through fire, the God who walked through fire,
685 00:39:18,056 00:39:20,768 so that I could hope for a miracle, so that I could hope for a miracle,
686 00:39:20,792 00:39:22,862 so that we could all hope for miracles. so that we could all hope for miracles.
687 00:39:25,997 00:39:33,067 ♪ ♪
688 00:39:56,161 00:40:02,031 ♪ ♪
689 00:40:04,936 00:40:07,715 - Are you feeling quite asleep now, Sarah? - Are you feeling quite asleep now, Sarah?
690 00:40:07,739 00:40:10,618 ♪ ♪
691 00:40:10,642 00:40:13,621 Yeah, very good. Yeah, very good.
692 00:40:13,645 00:40:18,192 Sarah, you are dreaming now of Lilith, Sarah, you are dreaming now of Lilith,
693 00:40:18,216 00:40:21,796 but you're quite aware that this is just a dream. but you're quite aware that this is just a dream.
694 00:40:21,820 00:40:24,020 Just a dream. Just a dream.
695 00:40:24,990 00:40:28,430 You are in this dream to find something. You are in this dream to find something.
696 00:40:32,664 00:40:34,574 You know where to look for it. You know where to look for it.
697 00:40:52,017 00:40:54,095 Come in. Come in.
698 00:40:54,119 00:40:56,664 Hello, Lilith, how are you today? Hello, Lilith, how are you today?
699 00:40:56,688 00:40:58,833 - Good, Dr. Meyer. - Good, Dr. Meyer.
700 00:40:58,857 00:41:00,887 - Have a seat. - Have a seat.
701 00:41:03,962 00:41:05,707 ♪ ♪
702 00:41:05,731 00:41:08,776 Did you bring your visions? Did you bring your visions?
703 00:41:08,800 00:41:10,244 - Yes. - Yes.
704 00:41:10,268 00:41:14,949 ♪ ♪
705 00:41:14,973 00:41:17,220 - You mustn't let the dream frighten you, Sarah. - You mustn't let the dream frighten you, Sarah.
706 00:41:17,244 00:41:20,254 - "I dreamt of a Ladder. I climbed to the top, - "I dreamt of a Ladder. I climbed to the top,
707 00:41:20,278 00:41:23,591 "and as I looked over the last rung, I saw Light "and as I looked over the last rung, I saw Light
708 00:41:23,615 00:41:25,059 "cleansing the world. "cleansing the world.
709 00:41:25,083 00:41:27,030 "It spared most from the pain, "It spared most from the pain,
710 00:41:27,054 00:41:30,067 but those who spread the false word felt its wrath." but those who spread the false word felt its wrath."
711 00:41:30,091 00:41:32,099 - I wanted to give him the pleasure - I wanted to give him the pleasure
712 00:41:32,123 00:41:35,102 to do it again for you tonight. to do it again for you tonight.
713 00:41:35,126 00:41:37,539 What the fuck is he doing? What the fuck is he doing?
714 00:41:37,563 00:41:44,773 ♪ ♪
715 00:41:49,808 00:41:54,589 ♪ ♪
716 00:41:54,613 00:41:56,858 - Climb! - Climb! Climb! - Climb! - Climb! Climb!
717 00:41:56,882 00:42:04,882 Climb! Climb! Climb! Climb! Climb! Climb!
718 00:42:11,997 00:42:14,876 - "And when it was over, few remained. - "And when it was over, few remained.
719 00:42:14,900 00:42:16,778 "They came out of their shelter "They came out of their shelter
720 00:42:16,802 00:42:20,147 to build the world again, a better world." to build the world again, a better world."
721 00:42:20,171 00:42:22,717 ♪ ♪
722 00:42:22,741 00:42:24,719 And when I woke up, And when I woke up,
723 00:42:24,743 00:42:27,722 my hands were bloody and raw. my hands were bloody and raw.
724 00:42:27,746 00:42:31,826 ♪ ♪
725 00:42:31,850 00:42:39,850 Climb! Climb! Climb! Climb!
726 00:42:44,062 00:42:45,879 - Climb! Climb! - Light the way! - Climb! Climb! - Light the way!
727 00:42:45,903 00:42:47,241 You're the one! You're the one!
728 00:42:47,265 00:42:49,076 - Shut it down. - What do you mean? - Shut it down. - What do you mean?
729 00:42:49,100 00:42:50,878 - No, shut it down. - But I don't... - No, shut it down. - But I don't...
730 00:42:50,902 00:42:53,180 - I promise you, this is not what he wants. - I promise you, this is not what he wants.
731 00:42:53,204 00:42:58,786 Climb! Climb! Climb! Climb! Climb! Climb! Climb! Climb!
732 00:42:58,810 00:43:01,022 Climb! Climb! Climb! Climb! Climb! Climb!
733 00:43:01,046 00:43:03,593 - You are here to find something, so go find it. - You are here to find something, so go find it.
734 00:43:03,617 00:43:05,860 Go find it. Go find it. Go find it. Go find it.
735 00:43:05,884 00:43:07,328 ♪ ♪
736 00:43:07,352 00:43:10,331 There are no boundaries in a dream, There are no boundaries in a dream,
737 00:43:10,355 00:43:14,230 so ask the dream, "How do I find Lilith?" so ask the dream, "How do I find Lilith?"
738 00:43:19,264 00:43:26,304 ♪ ♪
739 00:43:35,981 00:43:43,221 ♪ ♪
740 00:43:51,797 00:43:53,240 Okay... okay. Okay... okay.
741 00:43:53,264 00:43:55,081 Okay, okay, hurry up and grab your swimsuit. Okay, okay, hurry up and grab your swimsuit.
742 00:43:55,105 00:43:57,170 We'll be late for camp. We'll be late for camp.
743 00:44:03,408 00:44:05,286 Hey. Hey.
744 00:44:05,310 00:44:07,689 - Are you guys having a sleepover? - Are you guys having a sleepover?
745 00:44:07,713 00:44:09,123 - Yeah. Yeah. - Yeah. Yeah.
746 00:44:09,147 00:44:13,661 - Do you need help finding it, sweet... Oh. - Do you need help finding it, sweet... Oh.
747 00:44:13,685 00:44:16,230 Oh. Oh... Oh. Oh...
748 00:44:16,254 00:44:18,941 - Uh, I... I can... I can explain... - Nope, nope, no need. - Uh, I... I can... I can explain... - Nope, nope, no need.
749 00:44:18,965 00:44:21,736 I'm Gaby, Hawk's grandmother. I'm Gaby, Hawk's grandmother.
750 00:44:21,760 00:44:23,805 And this is Summer. - Summer. And this is Summer. - Summer.
751 00:44:23,829 00:44:25,199 Pleased to meet you. - Yeah. Pleased to meet you. - Yeah.
752 00:44:26,031 00:44:28,448 - Pleased... pleased to meet you guys, uh... - Pleased... pleased to meet you guys, uh...
753 00:44:28,472 00:44:31,936 I'm... I'm Caleb. - Caleb. Hello, Caleb. I'm... I'm Caleb. - Caleb. Hello, Caleb.
754 00:44:33,171 00:44:35,418 I bet you guys are hungry. Are you hungry? I bet you guys are hungry. Are you hungry?
755 00:44:35,442 00:44:39,887 - Uh, are you... Yeah, uh, I could - Uh, are you... Yeah, uh, I could
756 00:44:39,911 00:44:42,223 s... sorta kinda, uh, eat. s... sorta kinda, uh, eat.
757 00:44:42,247 00:44:44,425 - Great. We'll just be late for camp today. - Great. We'll just be late for camp today.
758 00:44:44,449 00:44:46,193 I am making pancakes. I am making pancakes.
759 00:44:46,217 00:44:48,930 - Thank you. That... that sounds awesome. - Thank you. That... that sounds awesome.
760 00:44:48,954 00:44:50,371 Pancakes. You like pancakes? Pancakes. You like pancakes?
761 00:44:50,395 00:44:52,188 - Yeah. - Great. - Yeah. - Great.
762 00:45:00,031 00:45:01,701 - Thank you. - Thank you.
763 00:45:05,804 00:45:08,074 - Sarah... - Sarah...
764 00:45:09,474 00:45:11,185 Don't go, okay? Don't go, okay?
765 00:45:11,209 00:45:15,189 Don't... give up on this chance. Don't... give up on this chance.
766 00:45:15,213 00:45:17,260 Look, I know if you follow through Look, I know if you follow through
767 00:45:17,284 00:45:19,497 that you will find your faith again. that you will find your faith again.
768 00:45:19,521 00:45:22,229 - I can't participate in the way we're growing, - I can't participate in the way we're growing,
769 00:45:22,253 00:45:26,200 especially not even knowing exactly where we came from. especially not even knowing exactly where we came from.
770 00:45:26,224 00:45:28,341 And I find it hard to believe that And I find it hard to believe that
771 00:45:28,365 00:45:31,773 this is what The Light would want from us: this is what The Light would want from us:
772 00:45:31,797 00:45:35,732 juice, moon glow powder, theatrics. juice, moon glow powder, theatrics.
773 00:45:42,507 00:45:45,977 ♪ ♪
774 00:45:48,079 00:45:55,289 ♪ ♪
775 00:45:58,790 00:46:01,090 - Hey. You okay? - Hey. You okay?
776 00:46:02,460 00:46:06,307 You have to let her go. You have to let her go.
777 00:46:06,331 00:46:08,342 Eddie, people need you. Eddie, people need you.
778 00:46:08,366 00:46:10,544 I need you. I need you.
779 00:46:10,568 00:46:12,479 - What happened last night? - What happened last night?
780 00:46:12,503 00:46:14,515 - I'm so sorry, I... - I'm so sorry, I...
781 00:46:14,539 00:46:16,385 I wasn't there. I heard about... I wasn't there. I heard about...
782 00:46:16,409 00:46:18,085 - What do you mean you weren't there? - What do you mean you weren't there?
783 00:46:18,109 00:46:19,856 Isn't that your job to be there, Isn't that your job to be there,
784 00:46:19,880 00:46:22,790 to make sure that kind of crap doesn't happen? to make sure that kind of crap doesn't happen?
785 00:46:22,814 00:46:24,961 - You know, we're all working really hard - You know, we're all working really hard
786 00:46:24,985 00:46:26,898 while you're off chasing your ex-wife. while you're off chasing your ex-wife.
787 00:46:26,922 00:46:29,897 There would be no show without any of us, without me, There would be no show without any of us, without me,
788 00:46:29,921 00:46:31,868 so show a little fucking gratitude. so show a little fucking gratitude.
789 00:46:31,892 00:46:35,002 - This isn't a show, Vera. - This isn't a show, Vera.
790 00:46:35,026 00:46:38,039 Maybe that is why The Light isn't working, Maybe that is why The Light isn't working,
791 00:46:38,063 00:46:41,843 because we have become a fucking circus, because we have become a fucking circus,
792 00:46:41,867 00:46:44,378 selling bath and body crap. selling bath and body crap.
793 00:46:44,402 00:46:46,349 - Yeah, that crap pays the bills. - Yeah, that crap pays the bills.
794 00:46:46,373 00:46:48,015 And it gets the word out there And it gets the word out there
795 00:46:48,039 00:46:49,416 and takes the stink off the cult. and takes the stink off the cult.
796 00:46:49,440 00:46:51,480 - You know, I don't want it anymore. - You know, I don't want it anymore.
797 00:46:53,244 00:46:57,424 We don't need a Secular Liaison. We don't need a Secular Liaison.
798 00:46:57,448 00:47:01,929 This Movement is for the faithful. This Movement is for the faithful.
799 00:47:01,953 00:47:06,901 - S... so what, are you... are you firing me? - S... so what, are you... are you firing me?
800 00:47:06,925 00:47:08,569 - Yeah. - Yeah.
801 00:47:08,593 00:47:10,171 I guess I am. I guess I am.
802 00:47:10,195 00:47:17,435 ♪ ♪
803 00:47:31,249 00:47:33,327 - How did you let me do that to Eddie? - How did you let me do that to Eddie?
804 00:47:33,351 00:47:35,566 - Huh? Huh? - You knew he would reject me. - Huh? Huh? - You knew he would reject me.
805 00:47:35,590 00:47:37,598 You let me be a fool to him. - No, no. You let me be a fool to him. - No, no.
806 00:47:37,622 00:47:40,935 No, you let yourself be a fool to him, not me. No, you let yourself be a fool to him, not me.
807 00:47:40,959 00:47:42,336 No, that was all you, JP. No, that was all you, JP.
808 00:47:42,360 00:47:44,571 And... and you will keep doing it. And... and you will keep doing it.
809 00:47:44,595 00:47:48,542 Until you confront the original wound, Until you confront the original wound,
810 00:47:48,566 00:47:51,478 all right, until you confront your father, all right, until you confront your father,
811 00:47:51,502 00:47:55,216 and... and stop... stop pining for his love, and... and stop... stop pining for his love,
812 00:47:55,240 00:47:56,918 letting him blindfold you, letting him blindfold you,
813 00:47:56,942 00:48:01,055 and... and... and do tricks like a street urchin, and... and... and do tricks like a street urchin,
814 00:48:01,079 00:48:06,260 your life will be a series of humiliations your life will be a series of humiliations
815 00:48:06,284 00:48:09,630 at your own hand... at your own hand...
816 00:48:09,654 00:48:12,164 - Until you do the work. - Until you do the work.
817 00:48:16,161 00:48:18,906 - You're right. - You're right.
818 00:48:18,930 00:48:21,500 You... you're so right. You... you're so right.
819 00:48:25,703 00:48:28,682 ♪ ♪
820 00:48:28,706 00:48:31,618 - I really liked working for The Movement. - I really liked working for The Movement.
821 00:48:31,642 00:48:33,657 - You're very good at your job. - You're very good at your job.
822 00:48:33,681 00:48:35,990 I didn't even want the job at first, I didn't even want the job at first,
823 00:48:36,014 00:48:37,631 and my mother convinced me, and my mother convinced me,
824 00:48:37,655 00:48:40,194 and now I love the job, and I lost it. and now I love the job, and I lost it.
825 00:48:40,218 00:48:42,129 My mother's gonna be so pissed. My mother's gonna be so pissed.
826 00:48:42,153 00:48:44,140 - Oh, you still answer to your mother? - Oh, you still answer to your mother?
827 00:48:44,164 00:48:46,968 - Eh, not anymore. - Oh, did she die? - Eh, not anymore. - Oh, did she die?
828 00:48:46,992 00:48:50,404 - Mm... To me, yeah. - Mm... To me, yeah.
829 00:48:50,428 00:48:53,240 I think my mother's crazy. - I get it. I think my mother's crazy. - I get it.
830 00:48:53,264 00:48:56,274 My dad was crazy, so I had to kill him. My dad was crazy, so I had to kill him.
831 00:48:57,435 00:49:00,114 Kidding. Kidding.
832 00:49:00,138 00:49:02,984 But, um, I get it, 'cause I just realized one day But, um, I get it, 'cause I just realized one day
833 00:49:03,008 00:49:04,418 that I had to walk away, that I had to walk away,
834 00:49:04,442 00:49:07,188 otherwise he was gonna drag me down. otherwise he was gonna drag me down.
835 00:49:07,212 00:49:08,455 - Yeah. - Yeah.
836 00:49:08,479 00:49:10,057 You know what, here... You know what, here...
837 00:49:10,081 00:49:11,398 - Oh... oh, okay. Okay, that's it. - Oh... oh, okay. Okay, that's it.
838 00:49:11,422 00:49:15,196 - Is to not getting dragged down. - Is to not getting dragged down.
839 00:49:15,220 00:49:17,660 - Well, I can drink to that. - Well, I can drink to that.
840 00:49:20,258 00:49:22,169 Mm. Mm.
841 00:49:22,193 00:49:24,305 - Mm. - A little early, no? - Mm. - A little early, no?
842 00:49:24,329 00:49:27,141 Ah, it's France. Ah, it's France.
843 00:49:27,165 00:49:29,710 - Uh, may I have a word? - Yeah. - Uh, may I have a word? - Yeah.
844 00:49:29,734 00:49:31,145 Yeah. Yeah.
845 00:49:31,169 00:49:33,314 - Um... - Um...
846 00:49:33,338 00:49:35,316 I just saw JP. - Was he totally pissed? I just saw JP. - Was he totally pissed?
847 00:49:35,340 00:49:36,717 - No, no, no, quite the opposite. - No, no, no, quite the opposite.
848 00:49:36,741 00:49:40,021 He loves me. He wants me to help him. He loves me. He wants me to help him.
849 00:49:40,045 00:49:41,422 The answer... The answer...
850 00:49:41,446 00:49:43,357 The answer is not to blow up The Movement. The answer is not to blow up The Movement.
851 00:49:43,381 00:49:46,193 It's to use it to find more JPs It's to use it to find more JPs
852 00:49:46,217 00:49:47,664 and make them my followers and make them my followers
853 00:49:47,688 00:49:52,099 and then take them with me when we leave. and then take them with me when we leave.
854 00:49:52,123 00:49:55,036 Um... Um...
855 00:49:55,060 00:49:58,630 I think that this is a cause of a celebration. I think that this is a cause of a celebration.
856 00:50:02,633 00:50:05,579 Dance with me? Dance with me?
857 00:50:05,603 00:50:08,773 Okay. Okay.
858 00:50:10,408 00:50:14,321 ♪ ♪
859 00:50:14,345 00:50:16,623 - Dance with us? - Dance with us?
860 00:50:16,647 00:50:19,317 ♪ ♪
861 00:50:21,686 00:50:28,756 ♪ ♪
862 00:50:32,397 00:50:39,767 ♪ ♪
863 00:50:50,715 00:50:57,785 ♪ ♪
864 00:51:20,211 00:51:21,858 Cal, get back in here. Cal, get back in here.
865 00:51:21,882 00:51:23,724 Come on. Come on.
866 00:51:23,748 00:51:30,818 ♪ ♪