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1 00:00:01,802 00:00:03,547 Previously, on "The Path"... - That workshop, if I hadn't taken it, Previously, on "The Path"... - That workshop, if I hadn't taken it,
2 00:00:03,571 00:00:06,116 I'd be so fucked. - Well, you have me now. I'd be so fucked. - Well, you have me now.
3 00:00:06,140 00:00:07,451 24-hour service. 24-hour service.
4 00:00:07,475 00:00:09,153 I think something bad happened to me I think something bad happened to me
5 00:00:09,177 00:00:10,820 a long time ago when I was a child. a long time ago when I was a child.
6 00:00:10,844 00:00:12,456 Well, I have to get out of here. Well, I have to get out of here.
7 00:00:12,480 00:00:14,258 - You mean leave right now? - Yeah, I'm gonna - You mean leave right now? - Yeah, I'm gonna
8 00:00:14,282 00:00:15,692 talk to Harold, we'll get our things together. talk to Harold, we'll get our things together.
9 00:00:15,716 00:00:17,461 - Where are we going? - Back to New York. - Where are we going? - Back to New York.
10 00:00:17,485 00:00:19,796 - To the compound? - I'm taking it back. - To the compound? - I'm taking it back.
11 00:00:19,820 00:00:21,265 - Eddie's hired an SL. - Eddie's hired an SL.
12 00:00:21,289 00:00:23,433 Secular Liaison. She's a publicist. Secular Liaison. She's a publicist.
13 00:00:23,457 00:00:27,071 - I have decided to take down the guard booth. - I have decided to take down the guard booth.
14 00:00:27,095 00:00:29,773 If anyone's here, it's time to come out. If anyone's here, it's time to come out.
15 00:00:31,299 00:00:33,377 He is just a kid. We can help him. He is just a kid. We can help him.
16 00:00:33,401 00:00:35,645 - My husband's away and I need to keep my family safe. - My husband's away and I need to keep my family safe.
17 00:00:35,669 00:00:37,847 There was a bomb threat in Spring Valley. There was a bomb threat in Spring Valley.
18 00:00:37,871 00:00:40,650 - Look, the kid is not building a bomb. - Look, the kid is not building a bomb.
19 00:00:45,346 00:00:48,292 - My life's work is studying new American faiths. - My life's work is studying new American faiths.
20 00:00:48,316 00:00:50,827 - I recently came across something - I recently came across something
21 00:00:50,851 00:00:52,329 that Steve used to use. that Steve used to use.
22 00:00:52,353 00:00:54,331 The Hypoxian Cleanse. The Hypoxian Cleanse.
23 00:00:54,355 00:00:56,233 Listen, if the Hypoxian Cleanse is in there, Listen, if the Hypoxian Cleanse is in there,
24 00:00:56,257 00:00:58,327 who knows what else there is? who knows what else there is?
25 00:01:04,698 00:01:12,068 ♪ ♪
26 00:01:43,504 00:01:46,516 - I enjoyed the other night. - I enjoyed the other night.
27 00:01:46,540 00:01:47,651 - Me too. - Me too.
28 00:01:47,675 00:01:51,155 - Because you seemed, uh... - Because you seemed, uh...
29 00:01:51,179 00:01:52,489 I couldn't tell if... I couldn't tell if...
30 00:01:52,513 00:01:54,691 - I really did have a good time. - I really did have a good time.
31 00:01:54,715 00:01:57,194 - Great. Good. - Great. Good.
32 00:01:57,218 00:02:00,264 Maybe we can do it again some time. Maybe we can do it again some time.
33 00:02:00,288 00:02:04,658 It's not just academic, my interest in you. It's not just academic, my interest in you.
34 00:02:05,726 00:02:08,738 I just needed to say that. I just needed to say that.
35 00:02:08,762 00:02:11,175 - Thank you. - Oh, shit. - Thank you. - Oh, shit.
36 00:02:11,199 00:02:12,642 This is a lot harder than I thought. This is a lot harder than I thought.
37 00:02:12,666 00:02:13,777 Maybe my assistant can... Maybe my assistant can...
38 00:02:13,801 00:02:15,379 - No. No assistant. - No. No assistant.
39 00:02:15,403 00:02:17,281 I'd rather not get anyone else involved. I'd rather not get anyone else involved.
40 00:02:17,305 00:02:19,216 Okay, no assistant. Okay, no assistant.
41 00:02:19,240 00:02:21,451 What is this, anyway? - Uh, just something What is this, anyway? - Uh, just something
42 00:02:21,475 00:02:24,454 I found in an old box in my mom's basement. I found in an old box in my mom's basement.
43 00:02:24,478 00:02:26,290 I didn't know anyone else with a projector I didn't know anyone else with a projector
44 00:02:26,314 00:02:27,757 or whatever it is you need to play it. or whatever it is you need to play it.
45 00:02:27,781 00:02:29,659 - Mm-hmm, and you didn't want anybody else - Mm-hmm, and you didn't want anybody else
46 00:02:29,683 00:02:31,395 to know you were watching it? - It's probably just to know you were watching it? - It's probably just
47 00:02:31,419 00:02:33,330 some home movie or something, you know. some home movie or something, you know.
48 00:02:33,354 00:02:35,232 I'm not expecting to find anything. I'm not expecting to find anything.
49 00:02:35,256 00:02:36,766 It's just that it's my mom's private stuff, It's just that it's my mom's private stuff,
50 00:02:36,790 00:02:38,268 so I wanna be respectful of that. so I wanna be respectful of that.
51 00:02:38,292 00:02:39,303 Mm-hmm. Mm-hmm.
52 00:02:39,327 00:02:40,970 Okay, there. Okay, there.
53 00:02:40,994 00:02:42,606 I think I got it. - All right, cool. I think I got it. - All right, cool.
54 00:02:42,630 00:02:44,700 - Okay, you ready? - Okay, you ready?
55 00:02:49,403 00:02:51,648 They were so young. They were so young.
56 00:02:51,672 00:02:54,284 - Who are they? - Some of the originals. - Who are they? - Some of the originals.
57 00:02:54,308 00:02:56,553 They climbed Huayna Picchu with Steve. They climbed Huayna Picchu with Steve.
58 00:02:56,577 00:02:59,723 - Huh. - That's my mom. - Huh. - That's my mom.
59 00:02:59,747 00:03:02,626 - She looks like you. She's beautiful. - She looks like you. She's beautiful.
60 00:03:05,353 00:03:13,353 Dad, this is... ♪ Dad, this is... ♪
61 00:03:27,375 00:03:34,275 ♪ ♪
62 00:03:49,763 00:03:52,273 Eh... huh. Eh... huh.
63 00:03:52,933 00:03:54,578 I don't recognize that place. I don't recognize that place.
64 00:03:54,602 00:03:55,979 - Like this? - Yes. - Like this? - Yes.
65 00:03:56,003 00:03:58,615 But get on your knees. But get on your knees.
66 00:04:00,341 00:04:03,687 ♪ ♪
67 00:04:03,711 00:04:06,390 - Sitting this way hurts, Lil. - It should. - Sitting this way hurts, Lil. - It should.
68 00:04:06,414 00:04:08,858 - Who is he talking to? - A woman? I don't know. - Who is he talking to? - A woman? I don't know.
69 00:04:08,882 00:04:10,894 - It's definitely not my mom or Felicia. - It's definitely not my mom or Felicia.
70 00:04:10,918 00:04:12,396 Can you just pause it? - Mm-hmm. Can you just pause it? - Mm-hmm.
71 00:04:12,420 00:04:13,750 Sure, I'll try. Sure, I'll try.
72 00:04:17,491 00:04:20,731 - Can you just rewind it and then...? - Can you just rewind it and then...?
73 00:04:23,931 00:04:25,309 - Like this? - Yes. - Like this? - Yes.
74 00:04:25,333 00:04:27,543 But get on your knees. But get on your knees.
75 00:04:29,537 00:04:31,014 - Sitting this way hurts, Lil. - Sitting this way hurts, Lil.
76 00:04:31,038 00:04:33,082 It should. It will. It should. It will.
77 00:04:33,106 00:04:35,719 Now, focus. Now, focus.
78 00:04:35,743 00:04:37,454 - Well, whoever she is, she's in charge. - Well, whoever she is, she's in charge.
79 00:04:37,478 00:04:39,456 - Seriously. Who could she be? - Seriously. Who could she be?
80 00:04:39,480 00:04:42,526 Life is one long struggle in the dark. Life is one long struggle in the dark.
81 00:04:42,550 00:04:48,520 - Life is one long struggle in the dark. - Life is one long struggle in the dark.
82 00:04:51,091 00:04:52,631 - Uh... - Uh...
83 00:04:59,099 00:05:01,769 Sarah? Sarah?
84 00:05:03,103 00:05:05,081 What are you thinking? What are you thinking?
85 00:05:06,974 00:05:09,419 Shit. Shit.
86 00:05:09,443 00:05:11,120 Um, I-I have to go. Um, I-I have to go.
87 00:05:11,144 00:05:12,814 - Okay. - Okay.
88 00:05:14,448 00:05:16,960 Everything okay? Everything okay?
89 00:05:16,984 00:05:18,862 - Thank you. - Thank you.
90 00:05:18,886 00:05:23,066 ♪ ♪
91 00:05:26,093 00:05:33,473 ♪ ♪
92 00:05:39,840 00:05:41,618 Uh, sir, can I have your name, please? Uh, sir, can I have your name, please?
93 00:05:41,642 00:05:43,119 - Where's your father? He should be here. - Where's your father? He should be here.
94 00:05:43,143 00:05:44,888 - He's inside, talking with the police. - He's inside, talking with the police.
95 00:05:44,912 00:05:47,156 - Well, somebody needs to tell us what's going on. - Well, somebody needs to tell us what's going on.
96 00:05:47,180 00:05:48,825 - That's exactly what he is going to do - That's exactly what he is going to do
97 00:05:48,849 00:05:50,727 as soon as he's finished talking with the police. as soon as he's finished talking with the police.
98 00:05:50,751 00:05:52,596 - He let a Nazi onto our campus - He let a Nazi onto our campus
99 00:05:52,620 00:05:53,930 and now there's a bomb threat. and now there's a bomb threat.
100 00:05:53,954 00:05:57,166 I want answers. I want answers.
101 00:05:57,190 00:05:59,636 - Hi, can I have your name, please? - Hi, can I have your name, please?
102 00:06:01,829 00:06:03,072 All clear. All clear.
103 00:06:03,096 00:06:05,742 - It was a hoax. - You sure? - It was a hoax. - You sure?
104 00:06:05,766 00:06:07,777 - 100%. - 100%.
105 00:06:07,801 00:06:10,547 No bomb. No bomb.
106 00:06:10,571 00:06:13,850 Wow. Wow.
107 00:06:13,874 00:06:16,420 All right, in the morning, we should All right, in the morning, we should
108 00:06:16,444 00:06:18,154 gather everyone in the meeting room gather everyone in the meeting room
109 00:06:18,178 00:06:20,156 and I will give them the lowdown. and I will give them the lowdown.
110 00:06:20,180 00:06:22,125 - What will you say? - What will you say?
111 00:06:22,149 00:06:24,961 - That it's safe to go home. - That it's safe to go home.
112 00:06:24,985 00:06:29,633 And if they ask you if it has something to do with Logan? And if they ask you if it has something to do with Logan?
113 00:06:29,657 00:06:31,568 I don't know. I don't know.
114 00:06:31,592 00:06:34,003 Okay, the police don't know. Okay, the police don't know.
115 00:06:34,027 00:06:36,806 Hate crimes are on the rise everywhere. Hate crimes are on the rise everywhere.
116 00:06:36,830 00:06:39,709 - Don't tell them that. - Why? - Don't tell them that. - Why?
117 00:06:39,733 00:06:41,778 What do you want me to tell them? What do you want me to tell them?
118 00:06:41,802 00:06:43,179 That I made a bunch of mistakes, That I made a bunch of mistakes,
119 00:06:43,203 00:06:44,748 first by removing security? first by removing security?
120 00:06:44,772 00:06:46,650 - No. - Look, I want you to know - No. - Look, I want you to know
121 00:06:46,674 00:06:49,586 that I still believe that I was right about that kid. that I still believe that I was right about that kid.
122 00:06:49,610 00:06:51,855 He could've been helped. - Okay. He could've been helped. - Okay.
123 00:06:51,879 00:06:54,157 Calm down. I know that, okay? Calm down. I know that, okay?
124 00:06:54,181 00:06:56,059 - Look, The Light is supposed - Look, The Light is supposed
125 00:06:56,083 00:06:58,728 to guide my decisions. to guide my decisions.
126 00:06:58,752 00:07:01,164 The Light is in my instincts. The Light is in my instincts.
127 00:07:01,188 00:07:04,668 But apparently, The Light's instincts are shit. But apparently, The Light's instincts are shit.
128 00:07:04,692 00:07:06,235 And so my instincts are shit. And so my instincts are shit.
129 00:07:06,259 00:07:08,938 And now I have to go out there in front of everybody... And now I have to go out there in front of everybody...
130 00:07:08,962 00:07:11,941 In front of Sarah... and eat crow. In front of Sarah... and eat crow.
131 00:07:11,965 00:07:14,811 - No, don't do that. - No, don't do that.
132 00:07:14,835 00:07:16,746 Don't eat crow. Don't eat crow.
133 00:07:16,770 00:07:18,748 Since "sorry" won't satiate them, Since "sorry" won't satiate them,
134 00:07:18,772 00:07:20,817 it won't diminish their anger. it won't diminish their anger.
135 00:07:20,841 00:07:23,520 In fact, it'll make it worse. In fact, it'll make it worse.
136 00:07:23,544 00:07:25,689 You're the prophet who walked through fire. You're the prophet who walked through fire.
137 00:07:25,713 00:07:27,891 Go out there and be just that. Go out there and be just that.
138 00:07:27,915 00:07:30,727 The situation is now resolved. Everyone can go home. The situation is now resolved. Everyone can go home.
139 00:07:30,751 00:07:32,662 And if someone has a problem, guess what? And if someone has a problem, guess what?
140 00:07:32,686 00:07:35,686 The gates are still open and they can walk the hell out. The gates are still open and they can walk the hell out.
141 00:07:36,657 00:07:39,235 Tell them you take your orders from The Light. Tell them you take your orders from The Light.
142 00:07:39,259 00:07:42,171 And stay away from "sorry." And stay away from "sorry."
143 00:07:45,198 00:07:48,978 ♪ ♪
144 00:07:51,905 00:07:58,575 ♪ ♪
145 00:08:00,047 00:08:03,593 I want to thank everyone for coming out this morning, I want to thank everyone for coming out this morning,
146 00:08:03,617 00:08:07,296 after what I'm sure was a very long night after what I'm sure was a very long night
147 00:08:07,320 00:08:10,967 for each and every one of you. for each and every one of you.
148 00:08:10,991 00:08:15,531 I want to start this off by saying that... I want to start this off by saying that...
149 00:08:17,230 00:08:19,075 I'm sorry. I'm sorry.
150 00:08:19,099 00:08:20,577 I truly am. I truly am.
151 00:08:20,601 00:08:22,311 I made rash decisions, I made rash decisions,
152 00:08:22,335 00:08:25,715 ignored the ODE, the system... ignored the ODE, the system...
153 00:08:25,739 00:08:28,752 and that was a mistake. and that was a mistake.
154 00:08:28,776 00:08:30,887 I hope that all of you at least I hope that all of you at least
155 00:08:30,911 00:08:34,290 were able to sleep a little bit last night. were able to sleep a little bit last night.
156 00:08:34,314 00:08:37,761 I know that's unlikely, but all through the night, I know that's unlikely, but all through the night,
157 00:08:37,785 00:08:39,996 I was in contact with the police I was in contact with the police
158 00:08:40,020 00:08:44,033 and they assured me that it is safe to return to the compound. and they assured me that it is safe to return to the compound.
159 00:08:44,057 00:08:48,772 The threat that we received was a hoax. The threat that we received was a hoax.
160 00:08:48,796 00:08:52,609 Your safety and your own sense of safety Your safety and your own sense of safety
161 00:08:52,633 00:08:55,912 are very important to me. are very important to me.
162 00:08:55,936 00:08:59,048 I hope that you believe me when I say that. I hope that you believe me when I say that.
163 00:08:59,072 00:09:03,219 It was the wrong time to take down our security gate. It was the wrong time to take down our security gate.
164 00:09:03,243 00:09:06,255 But I'm gonna make sure to reinstate those measures But I'm gonna make sure to reinstate those measures
165 00:09:06,279 00:09:08,357 as soon as possible. as soon as possible.
166 00:09:08,381 00:09:10,660 Now, if anyone has any questions, I'm... Now, if anyone has any questions, I'm...
167 00:09:10,684 00:09:11,995 - What if something like this happens again? - What if something like this happens again?
168 00:09:12,019 00:09:13,763 - I truly believe that will not happen. - I truly believe that will not happen.
169 00:09:13,787 00:09:15,064 Does it have anything to do with Logan? Does it have anything to do with Logan?
170 00:09:15,088 00:09:16,365 I heard he failed the ODE. I heard he failed the ODE.
171 00:09:16,389 00:09:17,934 - Look, it has nothing to do - Look, it has nothing to do
172 00:09:17,958 00:09:19,669 with the boy that we know of. Okay? with the boy that we know of. Okay?
173 00:09:19,693 00:09:21,204 Are they gonna find out who did it? Are they gonna find out who did it?
174 00:09:21,228 00:09:23,673 Look, I asked Officer Banks that same thing Look, I asked Officer Banks that same thing
175 00:09:23,697 00:09:25,341 and he told me they don't... - What's going on? and he told me they don't... - What's going on?
176 00:09:25,365 00:09:27,243 - Bomb threat on the compound. - Like discussing much - Bomb threat on the compound. - Like discussing much
177 00:09:27,267 00:09:30,279 during the investigation, but he will keep us updated during the investigation, but he will keep us updated
178 00:09:30,303 00:09:32,381 as things move forward. as things move forward.
179 00:09:32,405 00:09:34,818 Please, I want to answer any question... Please, I want to answer any question...
180 00:09:34,842 00:09:36,820 - Sarah? - That anyone wants - Sarah? - That anyone wants
181 00:09:36,844 00:09:38,354 to ask, but this has to be done orderly. to ask, but this has to be done orderly.
182 00:09:38,378 00:09:40,356 - Cal. Mary. - Cal. Mary.
183 00:09:40,380 00:09:41,691 Please, one at a time. Please, one at a time.
184 00:09:41,715 00:09:43,359 What brings you back? What brings you back?
185 00:09:43,383 00:09:44,961 - It was time. - The police are not - It was time. - The police are not
186 00:09:44,985 00:09:47,096 discussing the investigation at this time. discussing the investigation at this time.
187 00:09:47,120 00:09:49,799 But like I said before, I really don't believe But like I said before, I really don't believe
188 00:09:49,823 00:09:51,367 that Logan had anything to do with this. that Logan had anything to do with this.
189 00:09:51,391 00:09:54,203 - Of course he did it! - Well, I trust that the police - Of course he did it! - Well, I trust that the police
190 00:09:54,227 00:09:55,805 are looking into everyone. are looking into everyone.
191 00:09:55,829 00:09:57,373 - What do you think about all this, Cal? - What do you think about all this, Cal?
192 00:09:57,397 00:10:00,009 You hear about what's going on? You hear about what's going on?
193 00:10:05,739 00:10:08,939 - Sounds like everyone's had quite a scare. - Sounds like everyone's had quite a scare.
194 00:10:09,877 00:10:11,788 Now, look, it's obvious and understandable Now, look, it's obvious and understandable
195 00:10:11,812 00:10:12,956 that tensions are running high. that tensions are running high.
196 00:10:12,980 00:10:14,691 That makes complete sense. That makes complete sense.
197 00:10:14,715 00:10:17,015 Where've you been, Cal? Where've you been, Cal?
198 00:10:19,152 00:10:21,192 - The wilderness. - The wilderness.
199 00:10:22,690 00:10:23,733 Florida. Florida.
200 00:10:24,792 00:10:26,736 - I'm sorry, who are you? - I'm sorry, who are you?
201 00:10:26,760 00:10:28,972 - Cal Roberts. - Cal, well, this meeting - Cal Roberts. - Cal, well, this meeting
202 00:10:28,996 00:10:30,907 is for Meyerists only, and I think we've answered is for Meyerists only, and I think we've answered
203 00:10:30,931 00:10:32,909 all the questions we can for now. all the questions we can for now.
204 00:10:32,933 00:10:35,879 Buses are waiting outside and... - No, no, it's... it's okay. Buses are waiting outside and... - No, no, it's... it's okay.
205 00:10:35,903 00:10:39,873 Cal is an old friend of ours. Cal is an old friend of ours.
206 00:10:42,309 00:10:48,024 - People can be so foolish, so misguided. - People can be so foolish, so misguided.
207 00:10:48,048 00:10:51,961 But what those without The Light try to do to us? But what those without The Light try to do to us?
208 00:10:51,985 00:10:55,899 They want to hurt us. They want to scare us. They want to hurt us. They want to scare us.
209 00:10:55,923 00:10:58,434 But they can't. But they can't.
210 00:10:58,458 00:11:02,438 They can't because of who we are. They can't because of who we are.
211 00:11:02,462 00:11:06,442 And who we are is a reflection And who we are is a reflection
212 00:11:06,466 00:11:09,045 of who we follow. of who we follow.
213 00:11:09,069 00:11:13,482 And who we follow is Eddie Lane. And who we follow is Eddie Lane.
214 00:11:13,506 00:11:15,118 ♪ ♪
215 00:11:18,145 00:11:25,185 ♪ ♪
216 00:11:32,893 00:11:35,404 I-I tried to live outside The Light, I-I tried to live outside The Light,
217 00:11:35,428 00:11:37,140 but I heard the call. but I heard the call.
218 00:11:37,164 00:11:40,043 I was able to hear the call because Eddie I was able to hear the call because Eddie
219 00:11:40,067 00:11:43,212 took down the walls that surrounded Meyerism. took down the walls that surrounded Meyerism.
220 00:11:43,236 00:11:46,482 He flung open the doors, he threw open the curtains, He flung open the doors, he threw open the curtains,
221 00:11:46,506 00:11:49,118 saying to anyone who would listen, saying to anyone who would listen,
222 00:11:49,142 00:11:51,054 "All are welcome. "All are welcome.
223 00:11:51,078 00:11:54,791 Even those who have strayed." Even those who have strayed."
224 00:11:54,815 00:11:58,795 And the bravery that took is immense. And the bravery that took is immense.
225 00:11:58,819 00:12:01,164 ♪ ♪
226 00:12:01,188 00:12:05,034 My family heard Eddie's call, My family heard Eddie's call,
227 00:12:05,058 00:12:08,037 and we dropped everything. and we dropped everything.
228 00:12:08,061 00:12:10,439 We drove straight here. We drove straight here.
229 00:12:10,463 00:12:16,545 And I... and we... ♪ And I... and we... ♪
230 00:12:16,569 00:12:19,239 Would like to stay. Would like to stay.
231 00:12:21,474 00:12:23,419 If that would be okay, Eddie. If that would be okay, Eddie.
232 00:12:23,443 00:12:30,853 ♪ ♪
233 00:12:32,419 00:12:34,189 - Of course. - Of course.
234 00:12:43,163 00:12:45,208 - Who is it? - Who is it?
235 00:12:45,232 00:12:47,232 - It's Eddie. - It's Eddie.
236 00:12:52,305 00:12:54,450 Hey, man. Hey, man.
237 00:12:54,474 00:12:55,819 - Hey. - Hey.
238 00:12:57,277 00:13:02,125 You know, um, the longer that you are parents, You know, um, the longer that you are parents,
239 00:13:02,149 00:13:03,993 the more you'll learn that the more you'll learn that
240 00:13:04,017 00:13:08,064 teaching consequences is critical. teaching consequences is critical.
241 00:13:08,088 00:13:11,267 You cannot betray so many people's trust, You cannot betray so many people's trust,
242 00:13:11,291 00:13:14,337 disappear, then show back up as if nothing happened. disappear, then show back up as if nothing happened.
243 00:13:14,361 00:13:16,039 - No, I'm not pretending nothing happened. - No, I'm not pretending nothing happened.
244 00:13:16,063 00:13:17,606 - To be completely honest, Cal, - To be completely honest, Cal,
245 00:13:17,630 00:13:19,175 I don't even know if you deserve to be I don't even know if you deserve to be
246 00:13:19,199 00:13:22,111 let back into this community at all. let back into this community at all.
247 00:13:22,135 00:13:25,915 Much less be let back in with this amnesia Much less be let back in with this amnesia
248 00:13:25,939 00:13:28,584 you wish that we all had. you wish that we all had.
249 00:13:28,608 00:13:32,922 You will not be allowed to enjoy the same You will not be allowed to enjoy the same
250 00:13:32,946 00:13:35,158 privileged status you had before you left. privileged status you had before you left.
251 00:13:35,182 00:13:36,592 - I know what it looks like. - I know what it looks like.
252 00:13:36,616 00:13:38,294 But I'm sincere. But I'm sincere.
253 00:13:38,318 00:13:40,930 All right, we tried to live without this place. All right, we tried to live without this place.
254 00:13:40,954 00:13:42,966 But we couldn't. But we couldn't.
255 00:13:42,990 00:13:44,433 - Yeah, it's true. We... we couldn't - Yeah, it's true. We... we couldn't
256 00:13:44,457 00:13:46,469 and we want our son to be raised here. and we want our son to be raised here.
257 00:13:46,493 00:13:48,972 - Great. Then you will be willing - Great. Then you will be willing
258 00:13:48,996 00:13:52,641 to accept the consequences. to accept the consequences.
259 00:13:52,665 00:13:55,979 You and Mary and Forest You and Mary and Forest
260 00:13:56,003 00:13:58,547 will be assigned to Dorm Seven will be assigned to Dorm Seven
261 00:13:58,571 00:14:01,217 on the East Campus with the Novices. on the East Campus with the Novices.
262 00:14:01,241 00:14:05,054 And from day one, you will be included And from day one, you will be included
263 00:14:05,078 00:14:08,224 in the work detail rotation. in the work detail rotation.
264 00:14:08,248 00:14:10,326 - From day one. - Why? - From day one. - Why?
265 00:14:10,350 00:14:12,628 Why are you being so vindictive? Why are you being so vindictive?
266 00:14:12,652 00:14:15,999 - I'm not being vindictive. - I'm not being vindictive.
267 00:14:16,023 00:14:18,101 I'm righteous. I'm righteous.
268 00:14:18,125 00:14:20,970 He is the one who kept score, He is the one who kept score,
269 00:14:20,994 00:14:23,907 secrets, kept everyone in the dark. secrets, kept everyone in the dark.
270 00:14:23,931 00:14:25,474 No, it's okay, Mary. No, it's okay, Mary.
271 00:14:25,498 00:14:29,112 - And speaking of raising your son, here. - And speaking of raising your son, here.
272 00:14:29,136 00:14:31,647 Forest will need to be Embraced. Forest will need to be Embraced.
273 00:14:31,671 00:14:33,316 - What? - What?
274 00:14:33,340 00:14:35,384 - You were. - I didn't have parents. - You were. - I didn't have parents.
275 00:14:35,408 00:14:37,220 - Sarah was. - But you... your children... - Sarah was. - But you... your children...
276 00:14:37,244 00:14:38,621 - Russel was. - Hawk wasn't. - Russel was. - Hawk wasn't.
277 00:14:38,645 00:14:40,689 - It is an act of commitment. - It is an act of commitment.
278 00:14:40,713 00:14:43,492 A gesture of humility. A gesture of humility.
279 00:14:43,516 00:14:45,494 Submission. Submission.
280 00:14:47,387 00:14:49,933 Those are my terms. Those are my terms.
281 00:14:49,957 00:14:53,002 And those are your consequences. And those are your consequences.
282 00:14:53,026 00:15:00,226 ♪ ♪
283 00:15:06,573 00:15:08,684 Yes, but get on your knees. Yes, but get on your knees.
284 00:15:08,708 00:15:12,088 You found the film in the box of clothes for Summer? You found the film in the box of clothes for Summer?
285 00:15:12,112 00:15:14,357 - Yes. And do you recognize the voice? - Yes. And do you recognize the voice?
286 00:15:14,381 00:15:16,325 - Why are you... - I was curious. - Why are you... - I was curious.
287 00:15:16,349 00:15:19,195 Would you recognize that, um... that place? Would you recognize that, um... that place?
288 00:15:19,219 00:15:24,233 Is it on our campus? - I've never seen it before. Is it on our campus? - I've never seen it before.
289 00:15:24,257 00:15:27,236 - But the woman who's talking, it's... it's odd. - But the woman who's talking, it's... it's odd.
290 00:15:27,260 00:15:29,105 It's like she's commanding Steve. It's like she's commanding Steve.
291 00:15:29,129 00:15:31,607 - What is this about, Sarah? - What is this about, Sarah?
292 00:15:31,631 00:15:33,276 - You don't know who it is? - You don't know who it is?
293 00:15:33,300 00:15:35,211 - You're asking me if I recognize some voice - You're asking me if I recognize some voice
294 00:15:35,235 00:15:37,280 from over 40 years ago. from over 40 years ago.
295 00:15:37,304 00:15:39,582 No. - Okay, listen again. No. - Okay, listen again.
296 00:15:39,606 00:15:43,219 All right? It sounds like he calls her "Lil." All right? It sounds like he calls her "Lil."
297 00:15:43,243 00:15:44,587 - Like this? - Yes. - Like this? - Yes.
298 00:15:44,611 00:15:46,322 But get on your knees. But get on your knees.
299 00:15:46,346 00:15:48,091 Sitting this way hurts, Lil. Sitting this way hurts, Lil.
300 00:15:48,115 00:15:51,060 - All right. Did you hear that? - All right. Did you hear that?
301 00:15:51,084 00:15:53,396 Lil. Did you know anyone named Lil? Lil. Did you know anyone named Lil?
302 00:15:53,420 00:15:55,364 - Maybe it's Lilith. - Maybe it's Lilith.
303 00:15:55,388 00:15:57,333 It must be Lilith. It must be Lilith.
304 00:15:57,357 00:15:59,202 - Who's Lilith? I've never heard of her. - Who's Lilith? I've never heard of her.
305 00:15:59,226 00:16:00,536 - That's who it has to be. - That's who it has to be.
306 00:16:00,560 00:16:02,305 Because she would talk like that to him. Because she would talk like that to him.
307 00:16:02,329 00:16:04,540 - Who is she? - I think originally, - Who is she? - I think originally,
308 00:16:04,564 00:16:06,475 she was a patient of his. she was a patient of his.
309 00:16:06,499 00:16:09,678 - Of Steve? - Yeah, she was disturbed. - Of Steve? - Yeah, she was disturbed.
310 00:16:09,702 00:16:11,547 Unwell. Unwell.
311 00:16:11,571 00:16:12,648 She was in love with him. She was in love with him.
312 00:16:12,672 00:16:14,417 She was obsessed, really. She was obsessed, really.
313 00:16:14,441 00:16:18,387 All I remember is, the last time that she visited, All I remember is, the last time that she visited,
314 00:16:18,411 00:16:21,057 it was sometime in the late '80s. it was sometime in the late '80s.
315 00:16:21,081 00:16:24,227 She was erratic and angry. She was erratic and angry.
316 00:16:24,251 00:16:28,097 And she made some crazy claims about Steve. And she made some crazy claims about Steve.
317 00:16:28,121 00:16:30,466 - Well, what kind of crazy claims? - Well, what kind of crazy claims?
318 00:16:30,490 00:16:33,502 - I can't remember. They're just crazy. - I can't remember. They're just crazy.
319 00:16:33,526 00:16:36,639 It happens, you know, just like Eddie It happens, you know, just like Eddie
320 00:16:36,663 00:16:39,375 got called a cult leader on a billboard last month. got called a cult leader on a billboard last month.
321 00:16:39,399 00:16:41,177 Why don't you ask your dad when he gets back? Why don't you ask your dad when he gets back?
322 00:16:41,201 00:16:44,280 He has a much better memory. He has a much better memory.
323 00:16:44,304 00:16:47,514 I think I'll make hlelem tonight. I think I'll make hlelem tonight.
324 00:16:54,447 00:16:56,477 - Come in. - Come in.
325 00:16:59,119 00:17:01,264 - I need to talk to you. - I need to talk to you.
326 00:17:01,288 00:17:03,366 - Look, Nicole, I know you're upset. - Look, Nicole, I know you're upset.
327 00:17:03,390 00:17:06,435 Okay, you've made that clear and I understand. Okay, you've made that clear and I understand.
328 00:17:06,459 00:17:08,137 - I know you do. - I know you do.
329 00:17:08,161 00:17:11,340 You know what the end looks like. You know what the end looks like.
330 00:17:11,364 00:17:13,142 Look, I'm not here about Logan. Look, I'm not here about Logan.
331 00:17:13,166 00:17:15,678 I am here about the end. I am here about the end.
332 00:17:15,702 00:17:17,413 The end of a marriage. The end of a marriage.
333 00:17:17,437 00:17:20,249 Russel gets back from Peru next month Russel gets back from Peru next month
334 00:17:20,273 00:17:24,453 and I think when he does, I want us to... and I think when he does, I want us to...
335 00:17:24,477 00:17:26,789 end. end.
336 00:17:26,813 00:17:29,492 - All right. When he gets back, - All right. When he gets back,
337 00:17:29,516 00:17:31,594 - we will sit down. - You don't understand. - we will sit down. - You don't understand.
338 00:17:31,618 00:17:35,598 It's been hell since I unburdened my affair It's been hell since I unburdened my affair
339 00:17:35,622 00:17:37,333 with Sam Field. with Sam Field.
340 00:17:37,357 00:17:39,168 And Russel acts polite, says all the right things, And Russel acts polite, says all the right things,
341 00:17:39,192 00:17:41,562 but he hates me. but he hates me.
342 00:17:42,862 00:17:45,432 Hates me. Hates me.
343 00:17:46,299 00:17:48,844 And I thought I could live with it And I thought I could live with it
344 00:17:48,868 00:17:50,613 or I had no choice because of the kids, or I had no choice because of the kids,
345 00:17:50,637 00:17:53,782 but now that he's been away, but now that he's been away,
346 00:17:53,806 00:17:56,152 I see I can do it. I see I can do it.
347 00:17:56,176 00:17:58,721 I will be able to get by without him. I will be able to get by without him.
348 00:17:58,745 00:18:00,323 - Nicole, - Nicole,
349 00:18:00,347 00:18:02,725 you two have been together for 20 years. you two have been together for 20 years.
350 00:18:02,749 00:18:04,427 - And now I'm done. - All right, look, - And now I'm done. - All right, look,
351 00:18:04,451 00:18:06,395 I don't feel comfortable talking about this I don't feel comfortable talking about this
352 00:18:06,419 00:18:08,197 without Russel being here. without Russel being here.
353 00:18:08,221 00:18:09,398 All right, this is something the two of you All right, this is something the two of you
354 00:18:09,422 00:18:11,467 would need to decide together. would need to decide together.
355 00:18:11,491 00:18:15,738 - I've decided I'm going to let him know when he comes home. - I've decided I'm going to let him know when he comes home.
356 00:18:15,762 00:18:17,140 - Well, if you've decided, - Well, if you've decided,
357 00:18:17,164 00:18:19,675 then what are you doing here? then what are you doing here?
358 00:18:19,699 00:18:21,344 - Because you're The Guardian. - Because you're The Guardian.
359 00:18:21,368 00:18:23,712 I tell you and then you give me your blessing. I tell you and then you give me your blessing.
360 00:18:23,736 00:18:27,483 Or advise me otherwise, or punish me. Or advise me otherwise, or punish me.
361 00:18:27,507 00:18:29,752 No, we don't... we don't have punishment anymore. No, we don't... we don't have punishment anymore.
362 00:18:29,776 00:18:31,754 Oh, I... Oh, I...
363 00:18:31,778 00:18:34,757 I know marriage is the cornerstone of The Movement. I know marriage is the cornerstone of The Movement.
364 00:18:34,781 00:18:37,593 - Nicole, I'm not gonna be doing any of those things. - Nicole, I'm not gonna be doing any of those things.
365 00:18:37,617 00:18:38,627 - That's what Steve did. - That's what Steve did.
366 00:18:38,651 00:18:41,497 - I'm not Steve. - I'm not Steve.
367 00:18:42,922 00:18:48,271 - But I will pray on this for you. - But I will pray on this for you.
368 00:18:48,295 00:18:51,874 - I don't just want your prayers, Eddie. - I don't just want your prayers, Eddie.
369 00:18:51,898 00:18:55,268 I want you to tell me what to do. I want you to tell me what to do.
370 00:19:14,254 00:19:15,798 - I'm not living in Dorm Seven. - I'm not living in Dorm Seven.
371 00:19:15,822 00:19:18,801 All right, we are not living in Dorm Seven. All right, we are not living in Dorm Seven.
372 00:19:18,825 00:19:21,470 And why the hell does Forest need to be Embraced? And why the hell does Forest need to be Embraced?
373 00:19:21,494 00:19:23,272 You're the only father that he needs. You're the only father that he needs.
374 00:19:23,296 00:19:24,807 Yeah, I'm the only father he'll ever have. Yeah, I'm the only father he'll ever have.
375 00:19:24,831 00:19:26,809 But, uh, it won't come to that. But, uh, it won't come to that.
376 00:19:26,833 00:19:29,378 - Really? 'Cause Eddied seemed dead set to me. - Really? 'Cause Eddied seemed dead set to me.
377 00:19:29,402 00:19:31,580 - Yeah, well, I have a plan. - Talk to Vera? - Yeah, well, I have a plan. - Talk to Vera?
378 00:19:31,604 00:19:33,816 What's she gonna do? And who is she, anyway? What's she gonna do? And who is she, anyway?
379 00:19:33,840 00:19:35,318 - Well, Eddie listens to her. - Well, Eddie listens to her.
380 00:19:35,342 00:19:37,320 She's important, apparently. She's important, apparently.
381 00:19:37,344 00:19:39,322 More important than Sarah? More important than Sarah?
382 00:19:39,346 00:19:41,490 Nope. Oh... oh, yeah. Nope. Oh... oh, yeah.
383 00:19:41,514 00:19:43,726 I... you know, I don't know. Um... I... you know, I don't know. Um...
384 00:19:43,750 00:19:46,462 I don't think Sarah has much to do with Eddie these days. I don't think Sarah has much to do with Eddie these days.
385 00:19:46,486 00:19:49,498 - How do you know? - I don't. - How do you know? - I don't.
386 00:19:49,522 00:19:51,400 - You two seemed awfully happy to see each other. - You two seemed awfully happy to see each other.
387 00:19:51,424 00:19:53,436 I mean, for people that hate each other's guts, I mean, for people that hate each other's guts,
388 00:19:53,460 00:19:55,604 you were all smiley-smiley. you were all smiley-smiley.
389 00:19:55,628 00:19:57,373 I guess you worked out a lot when she came down I guess you worked out a lot when she came down
390 00:19:57,397 00:19:59,575 with that cease and desist letter. with that cease and desist letter.
391 00:19:59,599 00:20:01,009 - We did. - We did.
392 00:20:01,033 00:20:02,611 - Or have you seen her other times? - Or have you seen her other times?
393 00:20:02,635 00:20:04,547 I mean, did you keep in touch with her? I mean, did you keep in touch with her?
394 00:20:04,571 00:20:06,549 - What? No... Mary, what is this? - What? No... Mary, what is this?
395 00:20:06,573 00:20:09,017 Did you see her when you went with Harold to Boston? Did you see her when you went with Harold to Boston?
396 00:20:10,610 00:20:12,455 I'm not gonna talk about this anymore. I'm not gonna talk about this anymore.
397 00:20:12,479 00:20:14,690 - Because you came back from that trip strange - Because you came back from that trip strange
398 00:20:14,714 00:20:16,592 and that's when you told me about Steve and that's when you told me about Steve
399 00:20:16,616 00:20:17,793 and that's when all this started, and that's when all this started,
400 00:20:17,817 00:20:18,961 the wanting to come back. the wanting to come back.
401 00:20:18,985 00:20:20,396 - You know, I-I am with you. - You know, I-I am with you.
402 00:20:20,420 00:20:23,699 I have a plan for us. I have a plan for us.
403 00:20:23,723 00:20:26,402 I know what to do now. All right? I know what to do now. All right?
404 00:20:26,426 00:20:28,796 But you have to trust me. But you have to trust me.
405 00:20:36,369 00:20:41,439 ♪ ♪
406 00:20:44,344 00:20:47,414 - Hey. How you feeling? - Hey. How you feeling?
407 00:20:48,915 00:20:50,726 No one's ever really, like, No one's ever really, like,
408 00:20:50,750 00:20:53,429 kicked somebody's ass for me before. kicked somebody's ass for me before.
409 00:20:53,453 00:20:57,666 - You mean gotten their ass kicked for you. - You mean gotten their ass kicked for you.
410 00:20:57,690 00:21:02,371 But you're welcome. - Yeah. But you're welcome. - Yeah.
411 00:21:02,395 00:21:04,507 Is everything okay with the bomb threat? Is everything okay with the bomb threat?
412 00:21:04,531 00:21:06,575 - It was just a hoax. - It was just a hoax.
413 00:21:06,599 00:21:08,644 Yeah, how are the Musa kids? Yeah, how are the Musa kids?
414 00:21:08,668 00:21:10,946 - Oh, um... got some worried parents. - Oh, um... got some worried parents.
415 00:21:10,970 00:21:14,710 But, uh, I'm smoothing things out. But, uh, I'm smoothing things out.
416 00:21:15,675 00:21:19,305 - Hopefully. - Yeah. - Hopefully. - Yeah.
417 00:21:29,822 00:21:36,832 ♪ ♪
418 00:21:51,711 00:21:58,751 ♪ ♪
419 00:22:08,661 00:22:10,439 But it was so bright. But it was so bright.
420 00:22:10,463 00:22:13,776 It was one of those crisp, clear, bright days It was one of those crisp, clear, bright days
421 00:22:13,800 00:22:15,678 that belied the fact that it's cold as hell. that belied the fact that it's cold as hell.
422 00:22:15,702 00:22:18,146 It was, it was cold as hell. It was, it was cold as hell.
423 00:22:18,170 00:22:22,451 And, uh, we were going to the hardware store And, uh, we were going to the hardware store
424 00:22:22,475 00:22:24,453 in that old Army jeep they used to have. in that old Army jeep they used to have.
425 00:22:24,477 00:22:25,988 It didn't even have real windows. It didn't even have real windows.
426 00:22:26,012 00:22:29,492 But the heater actually worked pretty well. But the heater actually worked pretty well.
427 00:22:29,516 00:22:31,594 I remember very distinctly us talking about I remember very distinctly us talking about
428 00:22:31,618 00:22:33,888 how toasty we were in there. how toasty we were in there.
429 00:22:35,688 00:22:38,667 "Toasty." Yeah, that was a Steve word. "Toasty." Yeah, that was a Steve word.
430 00:22:38,691 00:22:40,536 - Sorry, where's this going? - Sorry, where's this going?
431 00:22:40,560 00:22:42,070 - Oh, there's a point. - Can we get to it? - Oh, there's a point. - Can we get to it?
432 00:22:42,094 00:22:45,140 Because I'm really busy and... Because I'm really busy and...
433 00:22:45,164 00:22:48,444 and Eddie, whatever he told you the conditions were, and Eddie, whatever he told you the conditions were,
434 00:22:48,468 00:22:49,812 those are the conditions. those are the conditions.
435 00:22:49,836 00:22:52,715 He's in charge and I can't change that. He's in charge and I can't change that.
436 00:22:52,739 00:22:56,184 - Anyway, a couple of minutes down the road, we saw a man. - Anyway, a couple of minutes down the road, we saw a man.
437 00:22:56,208 00:22:58,454 A middle-aged man up ahead on the road, A middle-aged man up ahead on the road,
438 00:22:58,478 00:22:59,622 walking on the shoulder. walking on the shoulder.
439 00:22:59,646 00:23:01,624 A hat on, all bundled up. A hat on, all bundled up.
440 00:23:01,648 00:23:03,926 But he... he was freezing his ass off. But he... he was freezing his ass off.
441 00:23:03,950 00:23:05,060 I mean, how could he not be? I mean, how could he not be?
442 00:23:05,084 00:23:06,895 It was nine degrees outside. It was nine degrees outside.
443 00:23:06,919 00:23:10,499 Um, he didn't look up at us when we passed him. Um, he didn't look up at us when we passed him.
444 00:23:10,523 00:23:12,501 He was just going where he was going. He was just going where he was going.
445 00:23:12,525 00:23:15,471 But then Steve slowed down, pulled over, But then Steve slowed down, pulled over,
446 00:23:15,495 00:23:17,606 and... and asked him if he needed a lift. and... and asked him if he needed a lift.
447 00:23:17,630 00:23:19,808 So... so Steve told me to climb into the back, So... so Steve told me to climb into the back,
448 00:23:19,832 00:23:22,210 the man got in, and off we went. the man got in, and off we went.
449 00:23:22,234 00:23:24,179 He was on his way to work and he... He was on his way to work and he...
450 00:23:24,203 00:23:25,781 Kept his hands Kept his hands
451 00:23:25,805 00:23:28,050 in front of the heater vents the entire time. in front of the heater vents the entire time.
452 00:23:28,074 00:23:30,052 And they... they made small talk, And they... they made small talk,
453 00:23:30,076 00:23:31,920 but not much was said. but not much was said.
454 00:23:31,944 00:23:33,822 And when we got to his restaurant, And when we got to his restaurant,
455 00:23:33,846 00:23:36,959 he was incredibly gracious and thankful. he was incredibly gracious and thankful.
456 00:23:36,983 00:23:38,994 And Steve said it was no trouble, you know, And Steve said it was no trouble, you know,
457 00:23:39,018 00:23:40,796 happy we could help, that sort of thing. happy we could help, that sort of thing.
458 00:23:40,820 00:23:45,167 And we drove off feeling good about ourselves. And we drove off feeling good about ourselves.
459 00:23:45,191 00:23:47,903 At least, I felt good about ourselves. At least, I felt good about ourselves.
460 00:23:47,927 00:23:51,139 And... well, not five minutes later... And... well, not five minutes later...
461 00:23:51,163 00:23:53,709 - Okay, Mr. Roberts, I-I have to ask you to wrap it up. - Okay, Mr. Roberts, I-I have to ask you to wrap it up.
462 00:23:53,733 00:23:56,111 - Yeah, we're almost there. - Yeah, we're almost there.
463 00:23:56,135 00:23:59,715 So, uh... About five minutes later, So, uh... About five minutes later,
464 00:23:59,739 00:24:01,817 we start hearing this, uh, we start hearing this, uh,
465 00:24:01,841 00:24:03,552 yeah, ca-thunk, ca-thunk, ca-thunk, ca-thunk. yeah, ca-thunk, ca-thunk, ca-thunk, ca-thunk.
466 00:24:03,576 00:24:05,954 And then... The engine dies completely. And then... The engine dies completely.
467 00:24:05,978 00:24:07,556 We can coast to the side of the road, We can coast to the side of the road,
468 00:24:07,580 00:24:09,091 but the jeep's dead. but the jeep's dead.
469 00:24:09,115 00:24:11,527 It's just dead. It's just dead.
470 00:24:11,551 00:24:13,629 Never to be resurrected. Never to be resurrected.
471 00:24:13,653 00:24:15,197 And... and wouldn't you know it, And... and wouldn't you know it,
472 00:24:15,221 00:24:17,866 now we're the ones bundled up, now we're the ones bundled up,
473 00:24:17,890 00:24:20,202 hands in pockets, freezing our asses off, hands in pockets, freezing our asses off,
474 00:24:20,226 00:24:21,904 walking on the side of the road... walking on the side of the road...
475 00:24:21,928 00:24:23,706 - This is a very sweet tale, but it's really long - This is a very sweet tale, but it's really long
476 00:24:23,730 00:24:25,574 and I have a life that's getting short. and I have a life that's getting short.
477 00:24:25,598 00:24:27,910 - And Steve's got a great attitude about it, - And Steve's got a great attitude about it,
478 00:24:27,934 00:24:29,244 but I'm less cheery. but I'm less cheery.
479 00:24:29,268 00:24:31,580 Now I'm ten. I'm kinda pouty. Now I'm ten. I'm kinda pouty.
480 00:24:31,604 00:24:34,650 But after about, I don't know, five minutes, But after about, I don't know, five minutes,
481 00:24:34,674 00:24:37,720 literally, the very first car that passes literally, the very first car that passes
482 00:24:37,744 00:24:40,723 pulls over and asks if we need a lift. pulls over and asks if we need a lift.
483 00:24:40,747 00:24:44,627 It was a nice, older woman in a white Mercedes. It was a nice, older woman in a white Mercedes.
484 00:24:44,651 00:24:46,962 Steve sat up front with her Steve sat up front with her
485 00:24:46,986 00:24:50,198 and, uh, small talked a little bit as she drove us home. and, uh, small talked a little bit as she drove us home.
486 00:24:50,222 00:24:55,871 But never saying one thing about the roles being reversed. But never saying one thing about the roles being reversed.
487 00:24:55,895 00:24:59,842 You know, ten minutes earlier, not one word. You know, ten minutes earlier, not one word.
488 00:24:59,866 00:25:03,011 I remember her making some reference to me I remember her making some reference to me
489 00:25:03,035 00:25:04,947 as Steve's son. as Steve's son.
490 00:25:04,971 00:25:07,082 And... and him not correcting her. And... and him not correcting her.
491 00:25:07,106 00:25:09,552 Which... Which...
492 00:25:09,576 00:25:12,054 at the time, that made me feel good. at the time, that made me feel good.
493 00:25:12,078 00:25:15,891 But then she dropped us off back at the compound. But then she dropped us off back at the compound.
494 00:25:15,915 00:25:18,761 And we were incredibly gracious and thankful. And we were incredibly gracious and thankful.
495 00:25:18,785 00:25:21,263 And she said it was no problem, and we said our good-byes. And she said it was no problem, and we said our good-byes.
496 00:25:21,287 00:25:24,633 And she drove off feeling good about herself, I'm sure. And she drove off feeling good about herself, I'm sure.
497 00:25:24,657 00:25:26,001 - I don't... I don't get it. - I don't... I don't get it.
498 00:25:26,025 00:25:27,035 Just help me here. Just help me here.
499 00:25:27,059 00:25:29,638 - Who would? - Who would?
500 00:25:29,662 00:25:33,709 I did ask him, later that night, I did ask him, later that night,
501 00:25:33,733 00:25:35,043 you know, when we were in our sleeping bag. you know, when we were in our sleeping bag.
502 00:25:35,067 00:25:39,214 And he said that that was our experience, And he said that that was our experience,
503 00:25:39,238 00:25:41,650 shared with that man... Just the three of us... shared with that man... Just the three of us...
504 00:25:41,674 00:25:43,218 - Wait, wait. Did you... - Wait, wait. Did you...
505 00:25:43,242 00:25:47,582 Did you just say, "When we were in our sleeping bag?" Did you just say, "When we were in our sleeping bag?"
506 00:25:51,618 00:25:52,928 - I did. - I did.
507 00:25:52,952 00:25:54,797 - So you... you're trying to tell me... - So you... you're trying to tell me...
508 00:25:54,821 00:25:58,934 - That Steve was an exceptional man. - That Steve was an exceptional man.
509 00:26:01,828 00:26:05,340 Who... he... who taught me many, many things. Who... he... who taught me many, many things.
510 00:26:05,364 00:26:09,812 ♪ ♪
511 00:26:09,836 00:26:16,351 And we... we also... often, uh... And we... we also... often, uh...
512 00:26:16,375 00:26:19,788 slept in the same sleeping bag, yeah. slept in the same sleeping bag, yeah.
513 00:26:19,812 00:26:25,093 Till I was about, uh... 16. Till I was about, uh... 16.
514 00:26:25,117 00:26:29,131 - You're accusing Steven Meyer of molesting you? - You're accusing Steven Meyer of molesting you?
515 00:26:29,155 00:26:31,700 - Accusing? - Accusing?
516 00:26:31,724 00:26:33,301 ♪ ♪
517 00:26:33,325 00:26:35,070 Molesting? Molesting?
518 00:26:37,129 00:26:41,744 Neither of those words feel quite right. Neither of those words feel quite right.
519 00:26:41,768 00:26:43,378 But, uh, yeah. But, uh, yeah.
520 00:26:43,402 00:26:46,348 ♪ ♪
521 00:26:46,372 00:26:49,685 - You're fucking lying. - You're fucking lying.
522 00:26:49,709 00:26:52,888 You're just trying to blackmail me with your lies, all right? You're just trying to blackmail me with your lies, all right?
523 00:26:52,912 00:26:54,857 - No, I visited Steve when... when he was sick. - No, I visited Steve when... when he was sick.
524 00:26:54,881 00:26:57,425 And he... he insisted on giving me And he... he insisted on giving me
525 00:26:57,449 00:27:01,129 a box of letters that we wrote to each other over the years. a box of letters that we wrote to each other over the years.
526 00:27:01,153 00:27:04,332 But I-I didn't... um... But I-I didn't... um...
527 00:27:04,356 00:27:09,805 No, I couldn't look through it until recently. No, I couldn't look through it until recently.
528 00:27:09,829 00:27:17,039 ♪ ♪
529 00:27:24,844 00:27:32,054 ♪ ♪
530 00:27:33,720 00:27:35,731 I didn't go to Eddie with any of this I didn't go to Eddie with any of this
531 00:27:35,755 00:27:37,399 because he's a good soul. because he's a good soul.
532 00:27:37,423 00:27:39,067 And he did the right thing. And he did the right thing.
533 00:27:39,091 00:27:41,770 You know, not bury this like everyone else You know, not bury this like everyone else
534 00:27:41,794 00:27:43,038 in his position would. in his position would.
535 00:27:43,062 00:27:45,240 Oh, no, no, no, not him. Oh, no, no, no, not him.
536 00:27:45,264 00:27:48,176 No, he'd, uh... he'd hang a lantern on it. No, he'd, uh... he'd hang a lantern on it.
537 00:27:48,200 00:27:52,247 He'd take this tragic situation out of the shadows He'd take this tragic situation out of the shadows
538 00:27:52,271 00:27:53,749 and into the light. and into the light.
539 00:27:53,773 00:27:56,084 That would, of course, That would, of course,
540 00:27:56,108 00:27:59,221 absolutely destroy The Movement. absolutely destroy The Movement.
541 00:27:59,245 00:28:01,256 Forever. Forever.
542 00:28:01,280 00:28:03,258 You know that. You know that.
543 00:28:03,282 00:28:06,795 Catholics can figure out a way to justify Catholics can figure out a way to justify
544 00:28:06,819 00:28:08,230 some priests being pedophiles... some priests being pedophiles...
545 00:28:08,254 00:28:10,733 Which is pathetic and horrible and whatever... Which is pathetic and horrible and whatever...
546 00:28:10,757 00:28:14,937 But if Jesus himself was proven But if Jesus himself was proven
547 00:28:14,961 00:28:20,475 to be that breed of monster... uh... to be that breed of monster... uh...
548 00:28:20,499 00:28:23,378 it'd probably be a deal breaker. it'd probably be a deal breaker.
549 00:28:23,402 00:28:30,812 ♪ ♪
550 00:28:31,443 00:28:33,188 - What do you want? - What do you want?
551 00:28:33,212 00:28:35,290 - I want what I had. - I want what I had.
552 00:28:35,314 00:28:39,494 He can be the... the... the good Jesus. He can be the... the... the good Jesus.
553 00:28:39,518 00:28:42,230 I just wanna be the CEO. I just wanna be the CEO.
554 00:28:42,254 00:28:46,101 I wanna be out in front, speaking for The Movement. I wanna be out in front, speaking for The Movement.
555 00:28:46,125 00:28:49,025 - Well, I don't know how to make that happen. - Well, I don't know how to make that happen.
556 00:28:51,297 00:28:53,967 - I don't know either. - I don't know either.
557 00:28:55,401 00:29:01,984 ♪ ♪
558 00:29:02,008 00:29:04,038 - Why? - Why?
559 00:29:05,845 00:29:07,856 Why would you want to be here Why would you want to be here
560 00:29:07,880 00:29:11,159 if that horrible stuff happened to you? if that horrible stuff happened to you?
561 00:29:11,183 00:29:16,298 - Because... it's cold out there, Vera. - Because... it's cold out there, Vera.
562 00:29:18,424 00:29:21,336 It's toasty in the light. It's toasty in the light.
563 00:29:21,360 00:29:28,770 ♪ ♪
564 00:29:46,452 00:29:52,968 ♪ ♪
565 00:30:10,442 00:30:12,187 Hey. Hey.
566 00:30:12,211 00:30:14,122 Cal went to Boston last month. Cal went to Boston last month.
567 00:30:14,146 00:30:17,192 Did you two see each other? Did you two see each other?
568 00:30:17,216 00:30:19,127 - Do you wanna sit down? - No. - Do you wanna sit down? - No.
569 00:30:19,151 00:30:21,429 No, I just... I wanna know what's going on No, I just... I wanna know what's going on
570 00:30:21,453 00:30:23,065 between the two of you, because he came back between the two of you, because he came back
571 00:30:23,089 00:30:24,466 from that trip shattered. from that trip shattered.
572 00:30:24,490 00:30:26,401 You know, it turned up a lot of bad things. You know, it turned up a lot of bad things.
573 00:30:26,425 00:30:31,139 Things from his past that you wouldn't know about and... Things from his past that you wouldn't know about and...
574 00:30:31,163 00:30:34,833 I just wanna know if you still have feelings for him. I just wanna know if you still have feelings for him.
575 00:30:37,904 00:30:39,581 - No. - No.
576 00:30:39,605 00:30:43,085 - Then why would he come back if it wasn't for you? - Then why would he come back if it wasn't for you?
577 00:30:43,109 00:30:46,121 - I've been wanting to ask you the same thing, Mary. - I've been wanting to ask you the same thing, Mary.
578 00:30:46,145 00:30:48,356 Why did he bring all of you back here? Why did he bring all of you back here?
579 00:30:48,380 00:30:51,226 Whatever you think exists between me and Cal, Whatever you think exists between me and Cal,
580 00:30:51,250 00:30:52,494 it's not real. it's not real.
581 00:30:52,518 00:30:55,363 There's nothing there. There's nothing there.
582 00:30:55,387 00:30:58,633 He didn't come back for me or for you. He didn't come back for me or for you.
583 00:30:58,657 00:31:01,970 He came back for himself, okay? He came back for himself, okay?
584 00:31:01,994 00:31:06,341 Don't forget, whatever Cal does, Don't forget, whatever Cal does,
585 00:31:06,365 00:31:08,343 he does for Cal. he does for Cal.
586 00:31:08,367 00:31:15,267 ♪ ♪
587 00:31:31,690 00:31:34,930 Musa's moved all their stuff out. Musa's moved all their stuff out.
588 00:31:36,095 00:31:38,373 Should I not have said Gandhi was cooler than Jesus? Should I not have said Gandhi was cooler than Jesus?
589 00:31:38,397 00:31:41,509 It was supposed to be a joke. It was supposed to be a joke.
590 00:31:41,533 00:31:46,548 - Um, no, I'm sure there's some other explanation, Joy. - Um, no, I'm sure there's some other explanation, Joy.
591 00:31:46,572 00:31:48,350 It probably has nothing to do with you. It probably has nothing to do with you.
592 00:31:48,374 00:31:50,585 - Nothing to do with me? - Nothing to do with me?
593 00:31:50,609 00:31:52,387 Thanks, Hawk. Thanks, Hawk.
594 00:31:52,411 00:31:55,623 Then why isn't he answering any of my texts? Then why isn't he answering any of my texts?
595 00:31:55,647 00:31:58,293 - Um, I don't know. - Um, I don't know.
596 00:31:58,317 00:32:01,296 - Well, he hasn't reached out to you at all, has he? - Well, he hasn't reached out to you at all, has he?
597 00:32:01,320 00:32:06,330 - Uh... no. - Uh... no.
598 00:32:18,604 00:32:21,416 - Cal's good at doing all the parts of the job - Cal's good at doing all the parts of the job
599 00:32:21,440 00:32:22,717 that you don't wanna do. that you don't wanna do.
600 00:32:22,741 00:32:25,053 He can make this entire experience He can make this entire experience
601 00:32:25,077 00:32:27,022 so much better for you... easier. so much better for you... easier.
602 00:32:27,046 00:32:28,390 Then you can just put your focus Then you can just put your focus
603 00:32:28,414 00:32:30,558 exactly where you wanna put it, Eddie. exactly where you wanna put it, Eddie.
604 00:32:30,582 00:32:33,028 - Right, so you have the opposite - Right, so you have the opposite
605 00:32:33,052 00:32:35,992 point of view as Felicia. point of view as Felicia.
606 00:32:37,156 00:32:40,335 - Look, this isn't an ideal situation... - Look, this isn't an ideal situation...
607 00:32:40,359 00:32:43,138 That's obvious... but the community That's obvious... but the community
608 00:32:43,162 00:32:45,173 is fractured at the moment, clearly. is fractured at the moment, clearly.
609 00:32:45,197 00:32:48,410 - Mm. - And welcoming Cal back - Mm. - And welcoming Cal back
610 00:32:48,434 00:32:52,780 will help the community heal, prodigal son and all. will help the community heal, prodigal son and all.
611 00:32:52,804 00:32:56,118 If you take punitive action against him and his family If you take punitive action against him and his family
612 00:32:56,142 00:32:58,520 and his baby and put them in the dorm with the others and his baby and put them in the dorm with the others
613 00:32:58,544 00:33:00,355 just to humiliate him, just to humiliate him,
614 00:33:00,379 00:33:02,357 you will look weak and petty. you will look weak and petty.
615 00:33:02,381 00:33:04,626 Now, it's unfortunate, yes, that Cal made a show of us Now, it's unfortunate, yes, that Cal made a show of us
616 00:33:04,650 00:33:08,763 coming back, but people liked what he said. coming back, but people liked what he said.
617 00:33:08,787 00:33:10,732 - Mm. - They needed it. - Mm. - They needed it.
618 00:33:10,756 00:33:13,526 He... he was just... He... he was just...
619 00:33:16,695 00:33:18,406 He was Steve's protégé, right? He was Steve's protégé, right?
620 00:33:18,430 00:33:20,375 Like, some kind of heir apparent? Like, some kind of heir apparent?
621 00:33:20,399 00:33:21,743 - I guess. - I guess.
622 00:33:21,767 00:33:27,115 - And he fucked it up. - Cal is a snake, Vera. - And he fucked it up. - Cal is a snake, Vera.
623 00:33:27,139 00:33:29,784 He's a liar. - So am I. He's a liar. - So am I.
624 00:33:29,808 00:33:32,287 Which means I can protect you Which means I can protect you
625 00:33:32,311 00:33:34,122 from his less-than-useful trait. from his less-than-useful trait.
626 00:33:34,146 00:33:35,657 You are the one. You are the one.
627 00:33:35,681 00:33:38,726 You have the thing, Eddie. - It is not about that. You have the thing, Eddie. - It is not about that.
628 00:33:38,750 00:33:40,362 - It's always about that. - It's always about that.
629 00:33:40,386 00:33:42,597 You have what it is that he wants. You have what it is that he wants.
630 00:33:42,621 00:33:45,800 And he can't take that from you because it is you... And he can't take that from you because it is you...
631 00:33:45,824 00:33:48,403 - Look, he fucked my wife. - Look, he fucked my wife.
632 00:33:48,427 00:33:51,157 My ex-wife. My ex-wife.
633 00:33:55,401 00:33:57,545 - Um... - Um...
634 00:33:58,837 00:34:00,815 I'm sorry. I'm sorry.
635 00:34:03,309 00:34:07,222 I didn't know that. I didn't know that.
636 00:34:07,246 00:34:11,559 I think Cal is good for Meyerism. I think Cal is good for Meyerism.
637 00:34:11,583 00:34:13,795 But I had no idea things were this personal But I had no idea things were this personal
638 00:34:13,819 00:34:15,163 between the two of you. between the two of you.
639 00:34:15,187 00:34:17,565 And if you don't want him around, And if you don't want him around,
640 00:34:17,589 00:34:22,137 I understand. I'll... I'll back off. I understand. I'll... I'll back off.
641 00:34:22,161 00:34:24,306 But if there's any way... But if there's any way...
642 00:34:24,330 00:34:27,842 If there's any way you can put that history behind you, If there's any way you can put that history behind you,
643 00:34:27,866 00:34:32,547 then... then just let me know. then... then just let me know.
644 00:34:32,571 00:34:34,182 Okay? Okay?
645 00:34:34,206 00:34:41,189 ♪ ♪
646 00:34:41,213 00:34:43,623 - You're not a snake, by the way. - You're not a snake, by the way.
647 00:34:46,352 00:34:50,665 - I-I come from bad stock. - I-I come from bad stock.
648 00:34:50,689 00:34:54,529 If you come from monsters, does that make us monsters? If you come from monsters, does that make us monsters?
649 00:34:57,496 00:34:59,341 - No. - No.
650 00:34:59,365 00:35:00,908 - No? - No?
651 00:35:00,932 00:35:05,413 - Look, we make ourselves who we are. - Look, we make ourselves who we are.
652 00:35:05,437 00:35:08,283 We decide. We decide.
653 00:35:08,307 00:35:12,507 Just like you decided to be a good person. Just like you decided to be a good person.
654 00:35:14,280 00:35:18,726 Somehow, that much I'm sure about. Somehow, that much I'm sure about.
655 00:35:18,750 00:35:23,631 ♪ ♪
656 00:35:28,660 00:35:31,539 ♪ ♪
657 00:35:33,832 00:35:41,242 ♪ ♪
658 00:35:47,813 00:35:55,223 ♪ ♪
659 00:36:05,964 00:36:08,334 - Let's see, Felicity. - Let's see, Felicity.
660 00:36:15,874 00:36:18,514 Best and final. Best and final.
661 00:36:23,615 00:36:25,360 I hate babies. I hate babies.
662 00:36:25,384 00:36:27,829 So you can leave and take the baby or you can stay So you can leave and take the baby or you can stay
663 00:36:27,853 00:36:29,964 and the baby leaves alone. and the baby leaves alone.
664 00:36:29,988 00:36:33,835 Either way, baby has to go. Either way, baby has to go.
665 00:36:33,859 00:36:41,229 ♪ ♪
666 00:36:52,043 00:36:55,213 - Did you get drafted or did you enlist? - Did you get drafted or did you enlist?
667 00:36:57,483 00:37:00,223 By your dad, I mean. By your dad, I mean.
668 00:37:02,354 00:37:05,394 - I volunteered. - I volunteered.
669 00:37:10,028 00:37:12,458 - It's good to see you, Hawk. - It's good to see you, Hawk.
670 00:37:22,374 00:37:24,714 - You can get out here. - You can get out here.
671 00:37:32,418 00:37:35,297 - I know you've been pulled in a lot of directions - I know you've been pulled in a lot of directions
672 00:37:35,321 00:37:38,566 between your mom, your dad, and me, between your mom, your dad, and me,
673 00:37:38,590 00:37:42,804 but, uh, one day... soon, I'm sure... but, uh, one day... soon, I'm sure...
674 00:37:42,828 00:37:45,940 You'll be your own man. You'll be your own man.
675 00:37:45,964 00:37:48,776 And I very much look forward to meeting that man. And I very much look forward to meeting that man.
676 00:37:51,803 00:37:58,843 ♪ ♪
677 00:38:17,696 00:38:24,736 ♪ ♪
678 00:38:34,980 00:38:37,959 - To the truth. - To the truth.
679 00:38:37,983 00:38:45,393 ♪ ♪
680 00:39:07,846 00:39:14,886 ♪ ♪
681 00:39:20,759 00:39:23,605 - Hey. - Yeah, thank you so much. - Hey. - Yeah, thank you so much.
682 00:39:23,629 00:39:26,007 - I really appreciate this. - Yeah, sure. - I really appreciate this. - Yeah, sure.
683 00:39:26,031 00:39:28,743 I can't stay long, though. I've gotta pick up my kids. I can't stay long, though. I've gotta pick up my kids.
684 00:39:28,767 00:39:31,579 - It's all right, it's just that I can see it - It's all right, it's just that I can see it
685 00:39:31,603 00:39:34,516 so much better from the film than I can on my phone. so much better from the film than I can on my phone.
686 00:39:34,540 00:39:37,118 Okay, sure. I understand. Okay, sure. I understand.
687 00:39:37,142 00:39:38,786 It's funny, actually. It's funny, actually.
688 00:39:38,810 00:39:42,524 I think that my ex-wife has a date. I think that my ex-wife has a date.
689 00:39:42,548 00:39:44,726 - Huh. That's hard. - Huh. That's hard.
690 00:39:44,750 00:39:47,194 - Heh, yeah, I guess it is hard. - Heh, yeah, I guess it is hard.
691 00:39:47,218 00:39:51,032 But it's great, too. I mean, I... But it's great, too. I mean, I...
692 00:39:51,056 00:39:52,600 At least I hope it's great. At least I hope it's great.
693 00:39:52,624 00:39:57,038 It's... it is very hard to move forward It's... it is very hard to move forward
694 00:39:57,062 00:40:00,107 when... when one partner hasn't when... when one partner hasn't
695 00:40:00,131 00:40:01,876 and the other one has. and the other one has.
696 00:40:01,900 00:40:04,446 And you are not interested in a word that I'm saying. And you are not interested in a word that I'm saying.
697 00:40:04,470 00:40:05,913 - No, uh, I am. - No, uh, I am.
698 00:40:05,937 00:40:08,115 It's just that something came to me today. It's just that something came to me today.
699 00:40:08,139 00:40:10,518 So I'm... So I'm...
700 00:40:10,542 00:40:11,586 I thought of something. I'm feeling I thought of something. I'm feeling
701 00:40:11,610 00:40:13,810 a little distracted. a little distracted.
702 00:40:15,213 00:40:17,224 - Okay. There you go. - Okay. There you go.
703 00:40:17,248 00:40:18,960 I'm an expert at this now. I'm an expert at this now.
704 00:40:20,752 00:40:24,732 Um, can you move it forward to the part where, uh, Um, can you move it forward to the part where, uh,
705 00:40:24,756 00:40:27,168 Steve was in the cave with the ropes? Steve was in the cave with the ropes?
706 00:40:27,192 00:40:28,570 - Yeah. - Yeah.
707 00:40:30,228 00:40:33,240 Sarah, I don't know you very well. Sarah, I don't know you very well.
708 00:40:33,264 00:40:35,743 But if you choose to... if you want to But if you choose to... if you want to
709 00:40:35,767 00:40:37,545 let me in to what you're looking for, let me in to what you're looking for,
710 00:40:37,569 00:40:40,909 what you're going through, I... - Thank you. what you're going through, I... - Thank you.
711 00:40:44,242 00:40:46,153 - I've done what you're doing now and it's terrifying - I've done what you're doing now and it's terrifying
712 00:40:46,177 00:40:47,689 to go through it alone. to go through it alone.
713 00:40:47,713 00:40:49,023 - Like this? - Yes. - Like this? - Yes.
714 00:40:49,047 00:40:51,717 But get on your knees. But get on your knees.
715 00:40:55,120 00:40:58,060 - There. Pause it. - There. Pause it.
716 00:41:03,929 00:41:06,459 What is it? What is it?
717 00:41:08,266 00:41:11,946 - He had inappropriate urges. - He had inappropriate urges.
718 00:41:11,970 00:41:14,782 He was... He was...
719 00:41:14,806 00:41:18,476 trying to choke them from his consciousness. trying to choke them from his consciousness.
720 00:41:22,313 00:41:24,926 What if, um... What if, um...
721 00:41:26,852 00:41:30,264 What if all of this was built What if all of this was built
722 00:41:30,288 00:41:34,869 on the cravings of a very sick man? on the cravings of a very sick man?
723 00:41:34,893 00:41:41,903 ♪ ♪
724 00:41:59,918 00:42:02,564 Hey, can I talk to you? Hey, can I talk to you?
725 00:42:02,588 00:42:05,900 - Look, now's not a good time, Hawk. - Look, now's not a good time, Hawk.
726 00:42:05,924 00:42:07,234 What do you want? What do you want?
727 00:42:07,258 00:42:10,938 - Right now, with the fight and the bomb scare - Right now, with the fight and the bomb scare
728 00:42:10,962 00:42:12,874 and everything, but I just wanted and everything, but I just wanted
729 00:42:12,898 00:42:15,577 to speak to you about... - I can't. to speak to you about... - I can't.
730 00:42:15,601 00:42:17,845 I can't. I can't.
731 00:42:17,869 00:42:19,647 Look, I said good-bye to you. Look, I said good-bye to you.
732 00:42:19,671 00:42:21,949 You should probably go. You should probably go.
733 00:42:21,973 00:42:23,813 Now. Now.
734 00:42:25,811 00:42:28,155 - Can we... can we talk somewhere privately? - Can we... can we talk somewhere privately?
735 00:42:28,179 00:42:30,925 - There's no earthly reason why we need privacy right now. - There's no earthly reason why we need privacy right now.
736 00:42:30,949 00:42:33,619 Just say whatever you came to say. Just say whatever you came to say.
737 00:42:36,154 00:42:39,667 I, um... look, I have a lot of work to do. I, um... look, I have a lot of work to do.
738 00:42:39,691 00:42:42,791 I'm giving a youth homily on Sunday. I'm giving a youth homily on Sunday.
739 00:42:45,330 00:42:47,374 - You were a real asshole to Joy. - You were a real asshole to Joy.
740 00:42:47,398 00:42:49,010 You know that? You know that?
741 00:42:49,034 00:42:50,745 You shouldn't just ghost people like that. You shouldn't just ghost people like that.
742 00:42:50,769 00:42:53,114 It's a shitty thing to do. It's a shitty thing to do.
743 00:42:53,138 00:42:56,108 She didn't deserve that. She didn't deserve that.
744 00:42:58,309 00:43:05,719 ♪ ♪
745 00:43:13,191 00:43:18,740 ♪ ♪
746 00:43:35,213 00:43:42,623 ♪ ♪
747 00:43:51,863 00:43:53,841 You took everything! You took everything!
748 00:43:53,865 00:43:56,844 You fucked her! You fucked her!
749 00:43:56,868 00:43:58,145 I was the son! I was the son!
750 00:44:00,471 00:44:07,881 ♪ ♪
751 00:44:17,455 00:44:21,825 ♪ ♪
752 00:44:30,368 00:44:37,778 ♪ ♪
753 00:44:50,889 00:44:58,099 ♪ ♪
754 00:45:15,847 00:45:23,047 ♪ ♪
755 00:45:34,065 00:45:39,513 To stay or to go amounts to the same thing. To stay or to go amounts to the same thing.
756 00:45:39,537 00:45:41,849 - Steve? - Steve?
757 00:45:41,873 00:45:45,252 - Do not listen to that man. - Do not listen to that man.
758 00:45:45,276 00:45:46,353 - Who? - Who?
759 00:45:46,377 00:45:49,190 - Do not listen to Steve. - Do not listen to Steve.
760 00:45:49,214 00:45:52,459 You are the true light, not him. You are the true light, not him.
761 00:45:52,483 00:45:55,093 - I believe you. - I believe you.
762 00:45:57,255 00:46:00,134 Cal? Cal?
763 00:46:00,158 00:46:01,836 Cal. Cal.
764 00:46:01,860 00:46:03,938 ♪ ♪
765 00:46:03,962 00:46:05,572 Are you okay? Are you okay?
766 00:46:05,596 00:46:08,375 - No, Eddie. - No, Eddie.
767 00:46:08,399 00:46:10,544 No, I'm not okay. No, I'm not okay.
768 00:46:13,571 00:46:20,951 ♪ ♪
769 00:46:36,594 00:46:43,974 ♪ ♪
770 00:47:09,627 00:47:12,206 Who did this? Who did this?
771 00:47:12,230 00:47:15,076 Did I do this? Did I do this?
772 00:47:15,100 00:47:17,278 - We have to keep walking. - We have to keep walking.
773 00:47:17,302 00:47:24,342 ♪ ♪
774 00:47:47,365 00:47:51,178 - Sarah. - Sarah.
775 00:47:51,202 00:47:53,647 Sarah! Sarah!
776 00:47:53,671 00:47:57,451 Hey! Hey!
777 00:47:57,475 00:48:00,521 Stop! Stop!
778 00:48:00,545 00:48:03,075 Sarah! Sarah!
779 00:48:05,683 00:48:08,262 Try and call her. Try and call her.
780 00:48:08,286 00:48:11,298 - Sarah! - Sarah!
781 00:48:11,322 00:48:16,089 Sarah! Sarah!
782 00:48:19,697 00:48:27,067 ♪ ♪
783 00:48:38,083 00:48:40,293 Hey. Hey.
784 00:48:44,322 00:48:47,001 - Where are you coming from? - Where are you coming from?
785 00:48:47,025 00:48:50,037 - Long night. - Long night.
786 00:48:50,061 00:48:52,231 - Apparently. - Apparently.
787 00:48:54,565 00:48:57,378 - So I have decided to let Cal - So I have decided to let Cal
788 00:48:57,402 00:49:01,715 live off campus and speak for The Movement. live off campus and speak for The Movement.
789 00:49:01,739 00:49:04,318 But there will be a higher price. But there will be a higher price.
790 00:49:04,342 00:49:05,987 - At least you've learned not to ask - At least you've learned not to ask
791 00:49:06,011 00:49:08,589 for my opinion first. for my opinion first.
792 00:49:08,613 00:49:11,392 He has nothing to do with me. He has nothing to do with me.
793 00:49:14,419 00:49:21,459 ♪ ♪
794 00:49:23,094 00:49:27,474 - I took the medicine last night. - I took the medicine last night.
795 00:49:27,498 00:49:31,378 You were there. You were there.
796 00:49:31,402 00:49:34,248 I was on one path, I was on one path,
797 00:49:34,272 00:49:38,185 and you were on a different one, and you were on a different one,
798 00:49:38,209 00:49:42,089 heading in a different direction. heading in a different direction.
799 00:49:42,113 00:49:44,758 You weren't lost. You weren't lost.
800 00:49:44,782 00:49:48,262 But you weren't coming back. But you weren't coming back.
801 00:49:48,286 00:49:54,401 I tried calling out to you and... nothing. I tried calling out to you and... nothing.
802 00:49:54,425 00:49:57,104 ♪ ♪
803 00:49:57,128 00:50:01,128 Is there something you wanna talk about? Is there something you wanna talk about?
804 00:50:02,667 00:50:04,811 - Is there something you wanna talk about? - Is there something you wanna talk about?
805 00:50:04,835 00:50:08,115 - Where were you going? - Where were you going?
806 00:50:08,139 00:50:11,485 Where did that path lead? Where did that path lead?
807 00:50:11,509 00:50:15,122 Sarah. Sarah.
808 00:50:15,146 00:50:17,824 Where are you going? - I can't. Where are you going? - I can't.
809 00:50:17,848 00:50:22,796 - Tell me. - I don't... Let go of me. - Tell me. - I don't... Let go of me.
810 00:50:22,820 00:50:24,765 - Sarah. - Sarah.
811 00:50:24,789 00:50:27,268 You just stop? You just stop?
812 00:50:27,292 00:50:30,671 Just answer me. Where are you going? Just answer me. Where are you going?
813 00:50:30,695 00:50:32,806 And why? And why?
814 00:50:32,830 00:50:35,109 ♪ ♪
815 00:50:35,133 00:50:37,111 Sarah. Sarah.
816 00:50:37,135 00:50:44,205 ♪ ♪
817 00:50:54,485 00:50:58,165 - We don't use the white rooms anymore. - We don't use the white rooms anymore.
818 00:50:58,189 00:51:01,568 - Well, I'm reinstituting them. - Well, I'm reinstituting them.
819 00:51:01,592 00:51:02,736 - You're punishing me? - You're punishing me?
820 00:51:02,760 00:51:05,272 - This is not a punishment. - This is not a punishment.
821 00:51:05,296 00:51:07,541 This is an intervention. This is an intervention.
822 00:51:07,565 00:51:09,576 - I can't be in here. What about my kids? - I can't be in here. What about my kids?
823 00:51:09,600 00:51:12,146 - That is what the community is for. - That is what the community is for.
824 00:51:12,170 00:51:14,481 To take care of things while you get the time To take care of things while you get the time
825 00:51:14,505 00:51:17,418 to deal with the things that you need to deal with. to deal with the things that you need to deal with.
826 00:51:17,442 00:51:20,787 Before walking away from a marriage, Before walking away from a marriage,
827 00:51:20,811 00:51:24,825 you need to think long and hard you need to think long and hard
828 00:51:24,849 00:51:27,294 and silently. and silently.
829 00:51:27,318 00:51:30,164 You need to fast and struggle. You need to fast and struggle.
830 00:51:30,188 00:51:33,867 You need to rip your fucking hair out. You need to rip your fucking hair out.
831 00:51:33,891 00:51:35,869 And then you decide And then you decide
832 00:51:35,893 00:51:39,873 if you really want to walk. if you really want to walk.
833 00:51:39,897 00:51:45,412 Because once it's over, it's over. Because once it's over, it's over.
834 00:51:48,606 00:51:54,921 ♪ ♪
835 00:52:05,823 00:52:08,802 - Did you get the dumplings? - Did you get the dumplings?
836 00:52:08,826 00:52:11,572 You are the best. You are the best.
837 00:52:11,596 00:52:14,508 ♪ ♪
838 00:52:14,532 00:52:19,646 - Did you know that my father preyed on little boys? - Did you know that my father preyed on little boys?
839 00:52:19,670 00:52:21,248 - I didn't know that. - I didn't know that.
840 00:52:21,272 00:52:24,385 That is very sad. That is very sad.
841 00:52:24,409 00:52:27,188 I tried to help him with his urges, I tried to help him with his urges,
842 00:52:27,212 00:52:29,523 but he didn't tell me what they were. but he didn't tell me what they were.
843 00:52:29,547 00:52:30,791 How did you find out about this? How did you find out about this?
844 00:52:30,815 00:52:33,360 - Cal. Cal Roberts. - Cal. Cal Roberts.
845 00:52:33,384 00:52:34,528 - I know who he is. - I know who he is.
846 00:52:34,552 00:52:38,232 - Yeah. Steve abused him. - Yeah. Steve abused him.
847 00:52:38,256 00:52:40,467 - Does Eddie know? - Does Eddie know?
848 00:52:40,491 00:52:41,802 - No. - No.
849 00:52:41,826 00:52:44,471 Cal blackmailed me. Cal blackmailed me.
850 00:52:44,495 00:52:47,508 He wants a bigger audience. He wants a bigger audience.
851 00:52:47,532 00:52:49,710 I help Eddie accept him into the fold I help Eddie accept him into the fold
852 00:52:49,734 00:52:53,414 and he doesn't say a word. and he doesn't say a word.
853 00:52:53,438 00:52:56,550 Everything works out in your favor. Everything works out in your favor.
854 00:52:56,574 00:52:58,752 - In our favor. - In our favor.
855 00:52:58,776 00:53:01,588 Our favor. Our favor.
856 00:53:01,612 00:53:03,512 Okay. Okay.
857 00:53:06,751 00:53:08,795 - Mom... - No. - Mom... - No.
858 00:53:08,819 00:53:10,231 - Mom... Mom... - Vera. - Mom... Mom... - Vera.
859 00:53:10,255 00:53:13,400 - I want to be normal. - I want to be normal.
860 00:53:13,424 00:53:16,303 Okay? I just want to be a normal person Okay? I just want to be a normal person
861 00:53:16,327 00:53:17,904 I want to be the Secular Liaison I want to be the Secular Liaison
862 00:53:17,928 00:53:19,573 for the Meyerist Movement. for the Meyerist Movement.
863 00:53:19,597 00:53:21,675 And I want to be ignorant of the signs and the end. And I want to be ignorant of the signs and the end.
864 00:53:21,699 00:53:24,711 I don't want to know these horrible things that happen I don't want to know these horrible things that happen
865 00:53:24,735 00:53:26,847 and that will happen. - Nobody wants to. and that will happen. - Nobody wants to.
866 00:53:26,871 00:53:29,583 We live in the world where horrible things happen, We live in the world where horrible things happen,
867 00:53:29,607 00:53:31,352 and we just do our best to be good. and we just do our best to be good.
868 00:53:31,376 00:53:33,587 - Eddie is good. I'm lying to him - Eddie is good. I'm lying to him
869 00:53:33,611 00:53:36,257 and I don't feel good about that. and I don't feel good about that.
870 00:53:36,281 00:53:37,791 - He is good. - He is good.
871 00:53:37,815 00:53:41,328 And that is why our work is so important. And that is why our work is so important.
872 00:53:41,352 00:53:43,997 Eddie can spread The Light that I encountered Eddie can spread The Light that I encountered
873 00:53:44,021 00:53:45,866 when I was a young girl. when I was a young girl.
874 00:53:45,890 00:53:50,036 And that was a light that was so... so beautiful. And that was a light that was so... so beautiful.
875 00:53:50,060 00:53:54,275 And you... you're helping him to do that. And you... you're helping him to do that.
876 00:53:54,299 00:53:57,578 So wash your hands, eat something. So wash your hands, eat something.
877 00:53:57,602 00:53:59,746 Things will look different in the morning. Things will look different in the morning.
878 00:54:02,773 00:54:09,783 ♪ ♪
879 00:54:37,107 00:54:40,521 - You will fail. - You will fail.
880 00:54:40,545 00:54:44,525 And others will fail you. And others will fail you.
881 00:54:44,549 00:54:49,530 Because that is what humans do to each other. Because that is what humans do to each other.
882 00:54:49,554 00:54:56,002 But through it all, you will have a father. But through it all, you will have a father.
883 00:54:56,026 00:54:59,072 A real father. A real father.
884 00:54:59,096 00:55:02,509 Who will never fail you. Who will never fail you.
885 00:55:02,533 00:55:06,012 And whom you can never fail. And whom you can never fail.
886 00:55:06,036 00:55:10,083 I am your spiritual father, I am your spiritual father,
887 00:55:10,107 00:55:15,922 Forest Roberts, always and forever. Forest Roberts, always and forever.
888 00:55:15,946 00:55:22,062 I am yours and you are mine. I am yours and you are mine.
889 00:55:22,086 00:55:27,456 ♪ ♪
890 00:55:35,533 00:55:42,743 ♪ ♪