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1 00:00:00,934 00:00:01,811 Previously, on "The Path": Previously, on "The Path":
2 00:00:01,835 00:00:05,215 - I have decided to leave the gates open - I have decided to leave the gates open
3 00:00:05,239 00:00:08,318 so that anyone can enter as they please. so that anyone can enter as they please.
4 00:00:08,342 00:00:11,121 Since when does an IS know more than we do? Since when does an IS know more than we do?
5 00:00:11,145 00:00:12,789 This doesn't feel like change. This doesn't feel like change.
6 00:00:12,813 00:00:15,292 It feels like it's the beginning of the end. It feels like it's the beginning of the end.
7 00:00:15,316 00:00:17,294 - You're Hawk Lane, huh? - You're Hawk Lane, huh?
8 00:00:17,318 00:00:20,264 I was just expecting some I was just expecting some
9 00:00:20,288 00:00:21,665 bearded old hippie dude. bearded old hippie dude.
10 00:00:21,689 00:00:23,100 You saved me. You saved me.
11 00:00:23,124 00:00:24,501 You did that. You did that.
12 00:00:24,525 00:00:25,602 Say it. Say it.
13 00:00:25,626 00:00:27,237 - I did that. - I did that.
14 00:00:27,261 00:00:28,638 - Here, in case you want to talk some more. - Here, in case you want to talk some more.
15 00:00:28,662 00:00:29,806 - Yeah, I don't. - Yeah, I don't.
16 00:00:29,830 00:00:32,242 - No, about... your religion. - No, about... your religion.
17 00:00:32,266 00:00:33,643 - It's easy to be punished. - It's easy to be punished.
18 00:00:33,667 00:00:35,479 It's harder to forgive yourself. It's harder to forgive yourself.
19 00:00:35,503 00:00:40,117 - Meyerism... doesn't work for me anymore. - Meyerism... doesn't work for me anymore.
20 00:00:40,141 00:00:44,354 I think something bad happened to me I think something bad happened to me
21 00:00:44,378 00:00:45,755 when I was a child. when I was a child.
22 00:00:45,779 00:00:50,194 The son is here. The son is here.
23 00:00:50,218 00:00:52,396 It begins. It begins.
24 00:00:52,420 00:00:54,198 - Is anybody out here? - Is anybody out here?
25 00:00:58,426 00:01:00,326 ♪ ♪
26 00:01:06,467 00:01:13,667 ♪ ♪
27 00:01:44,338 00:01:47,417 ♪ ♪
28 00:01:47,441 00:01:50,854 - Uh, I'm Sarah Lane. - Uh, I'm Sarah Lane.
29 00:01:50,878 00:01:55,425 So tell me what brought you in here today. So tell me what brought you in here today.
30 00:01:55,449 00:01:57,561 - I'm scared. - I'm scared.
31 00:01:57,585 00:02:00,164 Feels like we're Feels like we're
32 00:02:00,188 00:02:02,766 headed towards World War III. headed towards World War III.
33 00:02:02,790 00:02:05,635 - What brought you here today? - What brought you here today?
34 00:02:05,659 00:02:07,804 - I have to lose a hundred pounds. - I have to lose a hundred pounds.
35 00:02:07,828 00:02:10,940 - What brought you here today? - What brought you here today?
36 00:02:10,964 00:02:13,477 - I have a drinking problem. - I have a drinking problem.
37 00:02:13,501 00:02:15,712 - I broke up with my girlfriend. - I broke up with my girlfriend.
38 00:02:15,736 00:02:17,314 - If it wasn't for my kids, I wouldn't even - If it wasn't for my kids, I wouldn't even
39 00:02:17,338 00:02:19,916 get out of bed in the morning anymore. get out of bed in the morning anymore.
40 00:02:19,940 00:02:21,818 - Nuclear war, the environment... - Nuclear war, the environment...
41 00:02:21,842 00:02:23,853 World's falling apart. World's falling apart.
42 00:02:23,877 00:02:25,422 What have you tried? What have you tried?
43 00:02:25,446 00:02:27,457 - Weight Watchers, paleo, - Weight Watchers, paleo,
44 00:02:27,481 00:02:29,726 no carbs, gastric bypass... no carbs, gastric bypass...
45 00:02:29,750 00:02:31,695 - I had to explain to my kindergartener - I had to explain to my kindergartener
46 00:02:31,719 00:02:33,463 what a school shooter is. what a school shooter is.
47 00:02:33,487 00:02:34,631 - We can help you. - We can help you.
48 00:02:34,655 00:02:36,800 - Everyone looks so happy here. - Everyone looks so happy here.
49 00:02:36,824 00:02:39,603 - Hypnotism, aversion therapy... - Hypnotism, aversion therapy...
50 00:02:39,627 00:02:41,605 - We can help you. - We can help you.
51 00:02:41,629 00:02:43,707 - I can't watch the news anymore. - I can't watch the news anymore.
52 00:02:43,731 00:02:45,475 - I feel like I'm wasting my life. - I feel like I'm wasting my life.
53 00:02:45,499 00:02:48,778 - We can help you. - We can help you.
54 00:02:48,802 00:02:50,547 - What are you looking for? - What are you looking for?
55 00:02:50,571 00:02:53,250 - Love. - Love.
56 00:02:53,274 00:02:55,552 - Community. - Community.
57 00:02:55,576 00:02:57,887 - Guidance. - Guidance.
58 00:02:57,911 00:03:00,357 - Safety. - Safety.
59 00:03:00,381 00:03:02,626 - Peace. - Peace.
60 00:03:02,650 00:03:04,328 How did you get here? How did you get here?
61 00:03:04,352 00:03:07,264 Where are you from? Where are you from?
62 00:03:07,288 00:03:09,358 What's your name? What's your name?
63 00:03:15,529 00:03:19,576 Look, kid... Look, kid...
64 00:03:19,600 00:03:20,877 I really want to help you out, I really want to help you out,
65 00:03:20,901 00:03:23,671 but you got to give me something. but you got to give me something.
66 00:03:26,674 00:03:30,409 - Logan. - Logan.
67 00:03:32,280 00:03:34,358 All right. All right.
68 00:03:34,382 00:03:37,427 Where are you supposed to be right now? Where are you supposed to be right now?
69 00:03:37,451 00:03:39,391 School? School?
70 00:03:42,556 00:03:44,501 Where are your parents? Where are your parents?
71 00:03:44,525 00:03:46,755 - Dead. - Dead.
72 00:03:48,496 00:03:50,474 - Okay, where do you stay when you're not hiding out - Okay, where do you stay when you're not hiding out
73 00:03:50,498 00:03:51,675 in our woods? in our woods?
74 00:03:51,699 00:03:53,810 - My brother's place. - My brother's place.
75 00:03:53,834 00:03:55,679 - Who beat you up? - Who beat you up?
76 00:03:55,703 00:03:58,815 - Couple of his friends. - Couple of his friends.
77 00:03:58,839 00:04:02,586 - What's the deal with that? - What's the deal with that?
78 00:04:02,610 00:04:05,689 - My brother gave it to me. - My brother gave it to me.
79 00:04:05,713 00:04:08,458 Helped me get by in juvie. Helped me get by in juvie.
80 00:04:08,482 00:04:10,960 - So you've been to juvie? - So you've been to juvie?
81 00:04:10,984 00:04:12,028 - Twice. - Twice.
82 00:04:12,052 00:04:14,498 - Do you believe in it? - Do you believe in it?
83 00:04:14,522 00:04:16,566 - The tattoo? - Yeah. - The tattoo? - Yeah.
84 00:04:16,590 00:04:20,069 - Doesn't mean anything. - Doesn't mean anything.
85 00:04:22,663 00:04:25,909 Listen, Logan, this is a community Listen, Logan, this is a community
86 00:04:25,933 00:04:28,545 full of love and acceptance. full of love and acceptance.
87 00:04:28,569 00:04:32,449 We do not tolerate hate. We do not tolerate hate.
88 00:04:32,473 00:04:34,551 - I don't hate anybody. - I don't hate anybody.
89 00:04:34,575 00:04:36,920 - What? - What?
90 00:04:36,944 00:04:38,722 - I don't hate anybody. - I don't hate anybody.
91 00:04:41,749 00:04:43,593 - Why did you kill those rabbits? - Why did you kill those rabbits?
92 00:04:43,617 00:04:45,595 ♪ ♪
93 00:04:45,619 00:04:46,730 - Because I hadn't eaten anything - Because I hadn't eaten anything
94 00:04:46,754 00:04:50,467 in four days, and I was fucking hungry. in four days, and I was fucking hungry.
95 00:04:50,491 00:04:57,501 ♪ ♪
96 00:05:15,015 00:05:18,528 - It's so pretty here. - It's so pretty here.
97 00:05:18,552 00:05:19,696 - Yep. - Yep.
98 00:05:19,720 00:05:21,531 Uh, I have to get out of here. Uh, I have to get out of here.
99 00:05:21,555 00:05:23,767 - What do you mean? - What do you mean?
100 00:05:23,791 00:05:27,671 - I just can't be here. Just, um... - I just can't be here. Just, um...
101 00:05:27,695 00:05:29,105 we have to go. we have to go.
102 00:05:29,129 00:05:30,874 - Where? - I don't know. - Where? - I don't know.
103 00:05:30,898 00:05:32,476 - We don't have much money saved. - We don't have much money saved.
104 00:05:32,500 00:05:34,644 We need a place to stay, money for diapers... We need a place to stay, money for diapers...
105 00:05:34,668 00:05:35,979 - Mary, you don't understand. I'm suffocating. - Mary, you don't understand. I'm suffocating.
106 00:05:36,003 00:05:39,082 I can't be this person anymore. I can't be this person anymore.
107 00:05:39,106 00:05:41,751 I... this-this servant. I... this-this servant.
108 00:05:41,775 00:05:43,920 - Okay. Yeah, of course. - Okay. Yeah, of course.
109 00:05:47,080 00:05:49,726 Wait, you mean... you mean leave right now? Wait, you mean... you mean leave right now?
110 00:05:49,750 00:05:50,927 - Yeah, I'm gonna talk to Harold, - Yeah, I'm gonna talk to Harold,
111 00:05:50,951 00:05:51,961 we'll get our things together... we'll get our things together...
112 00:05:51,985 00:05:53,029 - Is he gonna let us? - Is he gonna let us?
113 00:05:53,053 00:05:54,664 - We're not prisoners. - We're not prisoners.
114 00:05:54,688 00:05:56,400 - Why don't we sneak out when he's asleep? - Why don't we sneak out when he's asleep?
115 00:05:56,424 00:05:57,967 - God, no, no, this is exactly why - God, no, no, this is exactly why
116 00:05:57,991 00:05:59,603 we have to go, because I can't be somewhere we have to go, because I can't be somewhere
117 00:05:59,627 00:06:00,770 where... where we're trapped. where... where we're trapped.
118 00:06:00,794 00:06:01,805 - And what about the contract? - And what about the contract?
119 00:06:01,829 00:06:04,608 - I'll talk to him. - I'll talk to him.
120 00:06:04,632 00:06:06,175 All right? All right?
121 00:06:06,199 00:06:09,546 Uh, he can't force us to stay. Uh, he can't force us to stay.
122 00:06:09,570 00:06:16,610 ♪ ♪
123 00:06:19,713 00:06:21,090 American religion American religion
124 00:06:21,114 00:06:24,994 is a private, personal experience. is a private, personal experience.
125 00:06:25,018 00:06:26,730 Bloom argues Bloom argues
126 00:06:26,754 00:06:29,098 that almost all American religious groups... that almost all American religious groups...
127 00:06:29,122 00:06:31,701 Uh, Seventh-Day Adventism, Uh, Seventh-Day Adventism,
128 00:06:31,725 00:06:33,603 Mormonism, Southern Baptists, Mormonism, Southern Baptists,
129 00:06:33,627 00:06:35,038 Pentecostalism... Pentecostalism...
130 00:06:35,062 00:06:37,674 Believe that salvation cannot be achieved Believe that salvation cannot be achieved
131 00:06:37,698 00:06:39,776 by engaging with a community, by engaging with a community,
132 00:06:39,800 00:06:43,980 but rather by an intense inward solitude, but rather by an intense inward solitude,
133 00:06:44,004 00:06:47,451 that you must experience some kind of that you must experience some kind of
134 00:06:47,475 00:06:50,620 direct confrontation with God direct confrontation with God
135 00:06:50,644 00:06:52,689 in order to be saved. in order to be saved.
136 00:06:52,713 00:06:54,958 Now, since we have our Now, since we have our
137 00:06:54,982 00:06:57,126 friendly resident fringe movement friendly resident fringe movement
138 00:06:57,150 00:07:00,964 representative here with us, Sarah... representative here with us, Sarah...
139 00:07:00,988 00:07:03,032 Tell us. Tell us.
140 00:07:03,056 00:07:04,868 Is that how you understand Meyerism? Is that how you understand Meyerism?
141 00:07:04,892 00:07:07,103 - No. - No.
142 00:07:07,127 00:07:11,675 I mean, confrontation is such a negative... word. I mean, confrontation is such a negative... word.
143 00:07:11,699 00:07:13,977 Experiencing The Light is a... Experiencing The Light is a...
144 00:07:14,001 00:07:16,813 positive, profound experience. positive, profound experience.
145 00:07:16,837 00:07:19,248 - Has it always been that way? - Has it always been that way?
146 00:07:19,272 00:07:21,818 I mean, Steve Meyer, didn't he... I mean, Steve Meyer, didn't he...
147 00:07:21,842 00:07:24,153 find darkness and destruction at the top of that Ladder? find darkness and destruction at the top of that Ladder?
148 00:07:24,177 00:07:25,822 - I mean, he only saw that so he could lead - I mean, he only saw that so he could lead
149 00:07:25,846 00:07:27,957 the rest of us to The Light. the rest of us to The Light.
150 00:07:27,981 00:07:30,660 To the Truth. To the Truth.
151 00:07:30,684 00:07:32,594 Sorry, I have to go. Sorry, I have to go.
152 00:07:40,961 00:07:43,573 - Tell you what, guys: class dismissed. - Tell you what, guys: class dismissed.
153 00:07:43,597 00:07:45,227 - Shit. - Shit.
154 00:07:48,168 00:07:51,247 - At least you weren't towed. - At least you weren't towed.
155 00:07:51,271 00:07:53,249 I'm sorry. I'm sorry.
156 00:07:53,273 00:07:54,718 Was I pissing you off back there? Was I pissing you off back there?
157 00:07:54,742 00:07:55,919 - Uh, no, not at all. - Uh, no, not at all.
158 00:07:55,943 00:07:57,554 I'm just, um, I'm just, um,
159 00:07:57,578 00:07:59,155 late for a meeting. - Right. And if, late for a meeting. - Right. And if,
160 00:07:59,179 00:08:01,057 uh, you're late, then they make you uh, you're late, then they make you
161 00:08:01,081 00:08:04,060 scrub the bathroom floors with a toothbrush. scrub the bathroom floors with a toothbrush.
162 00:08:04,084 00:08:06,896 What if they found out you were here? What if they found out you were here?
163 00:08:06,920 00:08:08,565 - They'd be fine. - They'd be fine.
164 00:08:08,589 00:08:09,933 Yeah. Yeah.
165 00:08:09,957 00:08:11,134 You have this narrative in your head You have this narrative in your head
166 00:08:11,158 00:08:12,201 about Meyerism, and it's... about Meyerism, and it's...
167 00:08:12,225 00:08:13,937 It's not like that. It's not like that.
168 00:08:13,961 00:08:15,539 We have free will. We have free will.
169 00:08:15,563 00:08:17,541 - Good, because I wanted to ask you a question. - Good, because I wanted to ask you a question.
170 00:08:17,565 00:08:21,044 Uh, would you like to have dinner with me? Uh, would you like to have dinner with me?
171 00:08:21,068 00:08:22,045 - No. - No.
172 00:08:22,069 00:08:24,080 That's not... No. That's not... No.
173 00:08:24,104 00:08:26,950 - Because you're not... allowed, or - Because you're not... allowed, or
174 00:08:26,974 00:08:29,886 because you don't want to? because you don't want to?
175 00:08:29,910 00:08:33,857 - Whatever makes you feel better about yourself. - Whatever makes you feel better about yourself.
176 00:08:39,019 00:08:41,731 This kid was me, 20 years ago. This kid was me, 20 years ago.
177 00:08:41,755 00:08:43,967 - You didn't have a swastika tattooed to your arm. - You didn't have a swastika tattooed to your arm.
178 00:08:43,991 00:08:47,704 - No, but I had other shit. - No, but I had other shit.
179 00:08:47,728 00:08:48,772 We all did. We all did.
180 00:08:48,796 00:08:51,207 That is how we got here. That is how we got here.
181 00:08:51,231 00:08:52,842 Okay? He is just a kid. Okay? He is just a kid.
182 00:08:52,866 00:08:53,843 We can help him. We can help him.
183 00:08:53,867 00:08:55,011 - He's not a kid. - He's not a kid.
184 00:08:55,035 00:08:56,813 He had a knife. We're open, He had a knife. We're open,
185 00:08:56,837 00:08:58,247 but we can't be fools about it. but we can't be fools about it.
186 00:08:58,271 00:09:00,149 - Look, in our community, - Look, in our community,
187 00:09:00,173 00:09:02,919 we accept people for who they are. we accept people for who they are.
188 00:09:02,943 00:09:04,988 Without judgement. Without judgement.
189 00:09:05,012 00:09:06,956 That's always been the way. That's always been the way.
190 00:09:06,980 00:09:08,257 - These are different times. - These are different times.
191 00:09:08,281 00:09:11,227 We can't afford to be naive. We can't afford to be naive.
192 00:09:11,251 00:09:13,262 Religious communities are targets. Religious communities are targets.
193 00:09:13,286 00:09:15,699 We're getting more... More Possibles than ever. We're getting more... More Possibles than ever.
194 00:09:15,723 00:09:17,901 - I'm doing a dozen intake sessions a day. - I'm doing a dozen intake sessions a day.
195 00:09:17,925 00:09:19,836 People don't feel safe in their communities, People don't feel safe in their communities,
196 00:09:19,860 00:09:21,270 and they are coming to us. and they are coming to us.
197 00:09:21,294 00:09:23,039 - Does this boy want to live in The Light, - Does this boy want to live in The Light,
198 00:09:23,063 00:09:25,174 or does he want free room and board? or does he want free room and board?
199 00:09:25,198 00:09:28,745 - Look, it is our job to show him The Light - Look, it is our job to show him The Light
200 00:09:28,769 00:09:31,280 and hope that he makes that choice for himself. and hope that he makes that choice for himself.
201 00:09:31,304 00:09:34,083 Vera can help communicate what we're doing Vera can help communicate what we're doing
202 00:09:34,107 00:09:36,953 to the community. - Vera... to the community. - Vera...
203 00:09:36,977 00:09:38,321 isn't one of us. isn't one of us.
204 00:09:38,345 00:09:41,190 She has no part in this conversation. She has no part in this conversation.
205 00:09:41,214 00:09:43,754 We need to assess the boy's Damage. We need to assess the boy's Damage.
206 00:09:45,318 00:09:47,263 - Assess the boy's Damage. - Assess the boy's Damage.
207 00:09:47,287 00:09:50,199 What, by doing the ODE? What, by doing the ODE?
208 00:09:50,223 00:09:51,334 We don't do that anymore. We don't do that anymore.
209 00:09:51,358 00:09:53,169 - Because we haven't had to. - Because we haven't had to.
210 00:09:53,193 00:09:55,204 We haven't had anyone like him come through. We haven't had anyone like him come through.
211 00:09:55,228 00:09:57,306 - The ODE is the only way to determine whether or not - The ODE is the only way to determine whether or not
212 00:09:57,330 00:10:00,877 he can truly receive The Light. he can truly receive The Light.
213 00:10:00,901 00:10:02,011 Sarah, will you administer? Sarah, will you administer?
214 00:10:02,035 00:10:04,881 - I'll set it up. - I'll set it up.
215 00:10:04,905 00:10:08,017 - If he fails, he has to go. - If he fails, he has to go.
216 00:10:10,310 00:10:12,789 Are we in agreement? Are we in agreement?
217 00:10:12,813 00:10:15,158 ♪ ♪
218 00:10:15,182 00:10:16,292 - Yeah. - Yeah.
219 00:10:16,316 00:10:18,061 Let's do the test. Let's do the test.
220 00:10:18,085 00:10:25,255 ♪ ♪
221 00:10:55,989 00:10:58,101 - Wow. This is an embarrassment. - Wow. This is an embarrassment.
222 00:10:58,125 00:11:01,137 - Okay, Mom, please, breathe. - Okay, Mom, please, breathe.
223 00:11:01,161 00:11:03,339 - So, what do you think? - So, what do you think?
224 00:11:03,363 00:11:05,241 - What the hell have you been doing the last two weeks? - What the hell have you been doing the last two weeks?
225 00:11:05,265 00:11:07,811 - Uh, we made a lot of progress. - Uh, we made a lot of progress.
226 00:11:07,835 00:11:09,378 Sorry, I'm Tom. Sorry, I'm Tom.
227 00:11:09,402 00:11:11,180 - Vera. - Wow, I've heard - Vera. - Wow, I've heard
228 00:11:11,204 00:11:12,882 so much about you... - No, no, okay, so much about you... - No, no, okay,
229 00:11:12,906 00:11:14,483 don't shake his hand. You should kiss her feet. don't shake his hand. You should kiss her feet.
230 00:11:14,507 00:11:16,853 Do you understand what he's been doing for us? Do you understand what he's been doing for us?
231 00:11:16,877 00:11:18,254 We need Meyerism to spread We need Meyerism to spread
232 00:11:18,278 00:11:19,856 to all four corners of the Earth, to all four corners of the Earth,
233 00:11:19,880 00:11:22,992 and it's well on its way because of her. and it's well on its way because of her.
234 00:11:23,016 00:11:24,427 New members every day, New members every day,
235 00:11:24,451 00:11:26,162 college kids drinking that dumbass juice, college kids drinking that dumbass juice,
236 00:11:26,186 00:11:27,731 and their leader and their leader
237 00:11:27,755 00:11:30,233 can't take a piss without asking her first, can't take a piss without asking her first,
238 00:11:30,257 00:11:32,068 but meanwhile, you can't even install a fan. but meanwhile, you can't even install a fan.
239 00:11:32,092 00:11:33,970 - Lilith, this type of work takes time. I had to design... - Lilith, this type of work takes time. I had to design...
240 00:11:33,994 00:11:35,171 - It's not a fucking tea party. - It's not a fucking tea party.
241 00:11:35,195 00:11:36,505 It has to be finished. It has to be finished.
242 00:11:36,529 00:11:37,907 You can't be setting the table You can't be setting the table
243 00:11:37,931 00:11:38,908 when the end comes. when the end comes.
244 00:11:38,932 00:11:40,509 Work faster. Work faster.
245 00:11:40,533 00:11:42,278 Do you realize how little time we have? Do you realize how little time we have?
246 00:11:42,302 00:11:43,747 Dear, can you tell him what happens Dear, can you tell him what happens
247 00:11:43,771 00:11:45,314 if they don't finish in time? if they don't finish in time?
248 00:11:45,338 00:11:48,918 - Yeah. You'll die like the rest of them. - Yeah. You'll die like the rest of them.
249 00:12:01,154 00:12:08,334 ♪ ♪
250 00:12:20,507 00:12:24,187 - Nobody has anything to unburden? - Nobody has anything to unburden?
251 00:12:24,211 00:12:31,381 ♪ ♪
252 00:12:34,354 00:12:35,999 Then let me offer strength Then let me offer strength
253 00:12:36,023 00:12:37,266 and community to us all and community to us all
254 00:12:37,290 00:12:40,269 as we continue our journey to as we continue our journey to
255 00:12:40,293 00:12:42,405 enlightenment in climbing... enlightenment in climbing...
256 00:12:42,429 00:12:44,529 The Ladder of Truth. The Ladder of Truth.
257 00:12:50,570 00:12:54,317 - Joy... Yeah? - Joy... Yeah?
258 00:12:54,341 00:12:56,252 - What was that? - What was that?
259 00:12:56,276 00:12:58,021 - I didn't say anything. - I didn't say anything.
260 00:12:58,045 00:12:59,388 - Yeah, I know. Nobody did. - Yeah, I know. Nobody did.
261 00:12:59,412 00:13:00,824 That's what I'm talking about. That's what I'm talking about.
262 00:13:00,848 00:13:02,358 - Honestly, a lot of people - Honestly, a lot of people
263 00:13:02,382 00:13:04,393 are really freaked out by that Nazi kid. are really freaked out by that Nazi kid.
264 00:13:04,417 00:13:06,262 - He's not a Nazi. - It goes against - He's not a Nazi. - It goes against
265 00:13:06,286 00:13:07,596 everything we believe, everything we believe,
266 00:13:07,620 00:13:09,232 not to mention it puts us at risk not to mention it puts us at risk
267 00:13:09,256 00:13:10,834 every time we step on the compound. every time we step on the compound.
268 00:13:10,858 00:13:12,535 - Okay, well, why didn't anybody say anything? - Okay, well, why didn't anybody say anything?
269 00:13:12,559 00:13:14,370 That's the entire point of unburdening. That's the entire point of unburdening.
270 00:13:14,394 00:13:16,072 - Because it's your dad's decision, - Because it's your dad's decision,
271 00:13:16,096 00:13:19,108 and you're like your dad's good little foot soldier. and you're like your dad's good little foot soldier.
272 00:13:19,132 00:13:21,010 - Okay, that is not true at all. - Okay, that is not true at all.
273 00:13:21,034 00:13:22,879 - Okay, so if people had said something, you what? - Okay, so if people had said something, you what?
274 00:13:22,903 00:13:24,080 Go and ask your dad, and he... - No, I... Go and ask your dad, and he... - No, I...
275 00:13:24,104 00:13:25,148 - Kicks the kid out? - Kicks the kid out?
276 00:13:25,172 00:13:26,415 - I would sit with him - I would sit with him
277 00:13:26,439 00:13:28,117 and I would ask... - Okay, Hawk. and I would ask... - Okay, Hawk.
278 00:13:28,141 00:13:29,618 You're white. You're white.
279 00:13:29,642 00:13:31,254 Maybe you can afford to assume that you're safe, Maybe you can afford to assume that you're safe,
280 00:13:31,278 00:13:34,390 but some of us can't. but some of us can't.
281 00:13:34,414 00:13:35,424 Anyway, whatever. I need Anyway, whatever. I need
282 00:13:35,448 00:13:36,559 your help with something. your help with something.
283 00:13:36,583 00:13:37,994 - Okay. - I need you - Okay. - I need you
284 00:13:38,018 00:13:39,228 to go bowling with me. to go bowling with me.
285 00:13:39,252 00:13:40,964 Okay, what? Okay, what?
286 00:13:40,988 00:13:42,498 - Caleb and some of the Musa kids are going - Caleb and some of the Musa kids are going
287 00:13:42,522 00:13:44,100 and he asked us if we could go. and he asked us if we could go.
288 00:13:44,124 00:13:46,970 - Well, why... why c... Why do I have to go? - Well, why... why c... Why do I have to go?
289 00:13:46,994 00:13:48,537 Why can't you just go with Caleb? Why can't you just go with Caleb?
290 00:13:48,561 00:13:50,006 - Because, I'm pretty sure they can't date - Because, I'm pretty sure they can't date
291 00:13:50,030 00:13:51,440 outside their religion, outside their religion,
292 00:13:51,464 00:13:53,542 so it's probably, like, a group date thing. so it's probably, like, a group date thing.
293 00:13:53,566 00:13:54,978 - I have a girlfriend... - I have a girlfriend...
294 00:13:55,002 00:13:58,147 - Yeah, who's doing 2R in Haiti. - Yeah, who's doing 2R in Haiti.
295 00:13:58,171 00:13:59,949 Hawk, come on. Hawk, come on.
296 00:13:59,973 00:14:01,584 You've had a little bit of a stick up your ass You've had a little bit of a stick up your ass
297 00:14:01,608 00:14:03,252 since your dad became leader. since your dad became leader.
298 00:14:03,276 00:14:06,890 You don't have to be the son of God all the time. You don't have to be the son of God all the time.
299 00:14:06,914 00:14:09,954 Bowling might be good for you. Bowling might be good for you.
300 00:14:21,328 00:14:28,538 ♪ ♪
301 00:14:48,188 00:14:51,000 Are you ready to begin? Are you ready to begin?
302 00:14:51,024 00:14:56,472 ♪ ♪
303 00:15:02,169 00:15:03,346 Where am I? Where am I?
304 00:15:03,370 00:15:05,181 - You're in an evaluation room. - You're in an evaluation room.
305 00:15:05,205 00:15:07,316 We're getting ready to start We're getting ready to start
306 00:15:07,340 00:15:09,518 Observable Damage Evaluation. Observable Damage Evaluation.
307 00:15:09,542 00:15:11,487 - How did you get me here? - How did you get me here?
308 00:15:11,511 00:15:13,422 - We moved you. - We moved you.
309 00:15:13,446 00:15:14,958 - You drugged me. - You drugged me.
310 00:15:14,982 00:15:17,193 - No, we gave you a safe herbal sleep aid - No, we gave you a safe herbal sleep aid
311 00:15:17,217 00:15:19,395 so we can start with your mind perfectly clear. so we can start with your mind perfectly clear.
312 00:15:20,620 00:15:21,730 - What's on my arm? - What's on my arm?
313 00:15:21,754 00:15:23,399 - ODE works best when you're - ODE works best when you're
314 00:15:23,423 00:15:24,400 at complete resting state heart rate, at complete resting state heart rate,
315 00:15:24,424 00:15:26,235 below 60. below 60.
316 00:15:29,529 00:15:31,975 Are you present? Are you present?
317 00:15:31,999 00:15:33,176 - I guess. - I guess.
318 00:15:33,200 00:15:35,011 - What's your full name? - What's your full name?
319 00:15:35,035 00:15:37,065 - Logan Dodd. - Logan Dodd.
320 00:15:39,639 00:15:43,019 - Are you a spiritual person? - Are you a spiritual person?
321 00:15:43,043 00:15:44,653 - No. - No.
322 00:15:44,677 00:15:47,123 - Do you believe in God? - Do you believe in God?
323 00:15:47,147 00:15:48,557 - Definitely not. - Definitely not.
324 00:15:48,581 00:15:51,260 - Do you believe in the afterlife? - Do you believe in the afterlife?
325 00:15:51,284 00:15:53,496 - No. - No.
326 00:15:53,520 00:15:57,166 - Do you have control over your dreams? - Do you have control over your dreams?
327 00:15:57,190 00:15:59,135 - I don't know. - I don't know.
328 00:15:59,159 00:16:01,304 - Do you like being alone? - Yes. - Do you like being alone? - Yes.
329 00:16:01,328 00:16:02,705 Do you feel sorry for others Do you feel sorry for others
330 00:16:02,729 00:16:04,340 who have less than you? who have less than you?
331 00:16:04,364 00:16:05,674 - Yes. - Yes.
332 00:16:05,698 00:16:07,476 - Do you feel sorry for yourself? - Do you feel sorry for yourself?
333 00:16:07,500 00:16:08,611 - No. - No.
334 00:16:08,635 00:16:10,213 - In general, do you believe - In general, do you believe
335 00:16:10,237 00:16:12,148 bad things that happen are your fault? bad things that happen are your fault?
336 00:16:12,172 00:16:13,516 - No. - No.
337 00:16:13,540 00:16:15,384 - Have other done bad things to you? - Have other done bad things to you?
338 00:16:15,408 00:16:16,785 - Yes. - Yes.
339 00:16:16,809 00:16:18,754 - What would you change about yourself? - What would you change about yourself?
340 00:16:18,778 00:16:21,224 - I wish I could change what other people see about me. - I wish I could change what other people see about me.
341 00:16:21,248 00:16:23,492 - Are your harder on yourself or on others? - Are your harder on yourself or on others?
342 00:16:23,516 00:16:24,727 - I don't know. - Go deeper. - I don't know. - Go deeper.
343 00:16:24,751 00:16:27,263 - Other people are harder on me. - Other people are harder on me.
344 00:16:27,287 00:16:28,597 - What do you mean? - What do you mean?
345 00:16:28,621 00:16:31,334 - I don't know. Nothing. - I don't know. Nothing.
346 00:16:31,358 00:16:32,768 Nobody gives me a chance. Nobody gives me a chance.
347 00:16:32,792 00:16:35,104 Everybody just assumes I'm a piece of shit. Everybody just assumes I'm a piece of shit.
348 00:16:35,128 00:16:36,605 - Why is that? - Why is that?
349 00:16:36,629 00:16:39,042 - Probably 'cause my parents are both pieces of shit, - Probably 'cause my parents are both pieces of shit,
350 00:16:39,066 00:16:40,643 and my brother's a piece of shit. and my brother's a piece of shit.
351 00:16:40,667 00:16:42,678 Usually runs in the family, I guess. Usually runs in the family, I guess.
352 00:16:42,702 00:16:45,581 - You told Eddie that your parents were dead. - You told Eddie that your parents were dead.
353 00:16:48,308 00:16:51,120 My dad is. My dad is.
354 00:16:51,144 00:16:53,184 - And your mom? - And your mom?
355 00:16:55,182 00:16:56,552 - Didn't want me. - Didn't want me.
356 00:16:59,752 00:17:01,730 - Who are you closest to? - Who are you closest to?
357 00:17:01,754 00:17:05,768 In the world, right now? In the world, right now?
358 00:17:05,792 00:17:09,705 Who are you closest to? Who are you closest to?
359 00:17:09,729 00:17:12,099 Nobody. Nobody.
360 00:17:16,703 00:17:19,315 - Do you remember the last time you felt joy? - Do you remember the last time you felt joy?
361 00:17:21,574 00:17:24,320 I don't know. I don't know.
362 00:17:24,344 00:17:27,614 - Go deeper. - Go deeper.
363 00:17:42,262 00:17:45,408 - When I was 12, my brother got me a pet chicken. - When I was 12, my brother got me a pet chicken.
364 00:17:45,432 00:17:48,577 - What did you name it? - What did you name it?
365 00:17:48,601 00:17:52,281 - Captain. - Captain.
366 00:17:52,305 00:17:54,317 - He was really smart. - He was really smart.
367 00:17:56,309 00:17:59,388 He was my best friend for, like, two years. He was my best friend for, like, two years.
368 00:17:59,412 00:18:01,224 - What happened? - What happened?
369 00:18:01,248 00:18:05,461 ♪ ♪
370 00:18:05,485 00:18:09,332 - Cockfight. - Cockfight.
371 00:18:09,356 00:18:12,301 My brother made me do it. My brother made me do it.
372 00:18:12,325 00:18:16,672 Captain was really sweet. He didn't stand a chance. Captain was really sweet. He didn't stand a chance.
373 00:18:16,696 00:18:20,343 Got the shit kicked out of him by a bigger bird. Got the shit kicked out of him by a bigger bird.
374 00:18:20,367 00:18:22,711 Razors on his spurs. Razors on his spurs.
375 00:18:22,735 00:18:25,914 ♪ ♪
376 00:18:25,938 00:18:28,251 Bled out in a couple minutes. Bled out in a couple minutes.
377 00:18:28,275 00:18:34,357 ♪ ♪
378 00:18:34,381 00:18:36,459 - Thank you. - Thank you.
379 00:18:36,483 00:18:40,253 ♪ ♪
380 00:18:42,822 00:18:44,700 He scored a 28. He scored a 28.
381 00:18:48,561 00:18:49,705 All right. All right.
382 00:18:49,729 00:18:51,507 Well, give him another shot. Well, give him another shot.
383 00:18:51,531 00:18:53,276 Okay, maybe he was nervous. Okay, maybe he was nervous.
384 00:18:53,300 00:18:55,244 - No, that's not how it works. Steve was a psychiatrist. - No, that's not how it works. Steve was a psychiatrist.
385 00:18:55,268 00:18:57,446 He worked with a lot of people that had Damage. He worked with a lot of people that had Damage.
386 00:18:57,470 00:18:58,947 He knew how to find darkness. He knew how to find darkness.
387 00:18:58,971 00:19:00,783 - All right, well, let me work with him - All right, well, let me work with him
388 00:19:00,807 00:19:03,919 for a couple of weeks. for a couple of weeks.
389 00:19:03,943 00:19:06,222 Okay? I mean, he's so young. Okay? I mean, he's so young.
390 00:19:06,246 00:19:08,791 And he didn't have a choice. I mean... And he didn't have a choice. I mean...
391 00:19:08,815 00:19:11,960 Dead dad, his mom... Dead dad, his mom...
392 00:19:11,984 00:19:13,629 Look, maybe I can get to him. Look, maybe I can get to him.
393 00:19:13,653 00:19:15,264 - Doesn't matter. - Doesn't matter.
394 00:19:15,288 00:19:16,865 - It does matter. - It does matter.
395 00:19:16,889 00:19:18,601 I refuse to believe that I refuse to believe that
396 00:19:18,625 00:19:21,370 some people are beyond help. some people are beyond help.
397 00:19:21,394 00:19:23,734 - You promised the Council. - You promised the Council.
398 00:19:26,566 00:19:30,846 - What if you guys turned your backs on me? - What if you guys turned your backs on me?
399 00:19:30,870 00:19:34,350 - You scored a 97 on the ODE. - You scored a 97 on the ODE.
400 00:19:34,374 00:19:35,818 - How do you know that? - Because people - How do you know that? - Because people
401 00:19:35,842 00:19:37,353 talked about it. You were... talked about it. You were...
402 00:19:37,377 00:19:39,855 Damaged, but you were full of Light. Damaged, but you were full of Light.
403 00:19:39,879 00:19:44,227 This kid is beyond the capacity to help. This kid is beyond the capacity to help.
404 00:19:44,251 00:19:46,929 - Where is he supposed to go? - Where is he supposed to go?
405 00:19:46,953 00:19:48,431 - His brother is his legal guardian. - His brother is his legal guardian.
406 00:19:48,455 00:19:49,765 - He's not going back there. - He's not going back there.
407 00:19:49,789 00:19:51,267 - Well, then, I'll make some calls. - Well, then, I'll make some calls.
408 00:19:51,291 00:19:53,369 I'll connect with child services. I'll connect with child services.
409 00:19:53,393 00:19:55,604 - I am not sending him to child services. - I am not sending him to child services.
410 00:19:55,628 00:19:57,273 - They can help him. - They can help him.
411 00:19:57,297 00:19:58,474 We can't. We can't.
412 00:19:58,498 00:20:00,298 And if you can't do it, I will. And if you can't do it, I will.
413 00:20:02,535 00:20:04,780 - No. - No.
414 00:20:04,804 00:20:06,814 I brought him in. I'll do it. I brought him in. I'll do it.
415 00:20:23,556 00:20:24,800 - Been two days. - Been two days.
416 00:20:24,824 00:20:27,434 I still feel like shit. I still feel like shit.
417 00:20:30,797 00:20:33,409 Thanks, boss. Thanks, boss.
418 00:20:33,433 00:20:36,679 - Pickled ume. It'll, uh, replace your electrolytes. - Pickled ume. It'll, uh, replace your electrolytes.
419 00:20:36,703 00:20:39,413 Here. Under your tongue. Here. Under your tongue.
420 00:20:41,541 00:20:43,819 Um... Um...
421 00:20:48,515 00:20:50,293 Harold, I need to apologize. Harold, I need to apologize.
422 00:20:50,317 00:20:54,430 Um... The other night, I... I let you down. Um... The other night, I... I let you down.
423 00:20:54,454 00:20:56,699 - We both fucked up. - Yeah, but I'm - We both fucked up. - Yeah, but I'm
424 00:20:56,723 00:20:58,534 supposed to be stronger, supposed to be stronger,
425 00:20:58,558 00:21:01,036 and I let my own Damage and I let my own Damage
426 00:21:01,060 00:21:03,839 get in the way of our progress together. get in the way of our progress together.
427 00:21:03,863 00:21:06,709 - It's okay. - No, it's not, - It's okay. - No, it's not,
428 00:21:06,733 00:21:09,044 which is why I need which is why I need
429 00:21:09,068 00:21:12,748 to go away and do some work on myself. to go away and do some work on myself.
430 00:21:12,772 00:21:14,717 Yeah, because I'm not in the condition, Yeah, because I'm not in the condition,
431 00:21:14,741 00:21:17,085 right now, to help someone else. right now, to help someone else.
432 00:21:17,109 00:21:19,755 - What? - I... I can't afford - What? - I... I can't afford
433 00:21:19,779 00:21:23,859 to inflict any more harm onto you. to inflict any more harm onto you.
434 00:21:23,883 00:21:25,694 Mary and I need to leave. Mary and I need to leave.
435 00:21:25,718 00:21:27,396 - You can't. - No, well, I understand - You can't. - No, well, I understand
436 00:21:27,420 00:21:29,332 we had an agreement. - We signed a contract. we had an agreement. - We signed a contract.
437 00:21:29,356 00:21:31,567 - We can't stay here anymore. - We can't stay here anymore.
438 00:21:31,591 00:21:34,036 - That's not how it works. You don't break contracts. - That's not how it works. You don't break contracts.
439 00:21:34,060 00:21:35,838 That's the point of a fucking contract. That's the point of a fucking contract.
440 00:21:35,862 00:21:37,806 Look it up. Look it up on your phone. Look it up. Look it up on your phone.
441 00:21:37,830 00:21:39,475 - No, I'm not going to do that. - No, I'm not going to do that.
442 00:21:39,499 00:21:40,843 - Saul! - Saul!
443 00:21:40,867 00:21:42,511 - "A written or spoken agreement, - "A written or spoken agreement,
444 00:21:42,535 00:21:43,812 enforceable by law." enforceable by law."
445 00:21:43,836 00:21:46,036 - "By law." You're breaking the law! - "By law." You're breaking the law!
446 00:21:48,541 00:21:49,752 You can't do this. You can't do this.
447 00:21:49,776 00:21:51,119 Sorry, you can't leave. Sorry, you can't leave.
448 00:21:51,143 00:21:52,921 - Harold, Harold, I firmly believe - Harold, Harold, I firmly believe
449 00:21:52,945 00:21:54,923 that you have the tools to climb The Ladder. that you have the tools to climb The Ladder.
450 00:21:54,947 00:21:57,025 - I don't. I need you! - I don't. I need you!
451 00:21:57,049 00:21:59,549 - No, you are all you need. - No, you are all you need.
452 00:22:02,088 00:22:04,933 - Okay. - Okay.
453 00:22:04,957 00:22:06,927 Okay, I get... Okay, I get...
454 00:22:09,929 00:22:11,907 At least let me make you a At least let me make you a
455 00:22:11,931 00:22:14,477 good-bye dinner or something. good-bye dinner or something.
456 00:22:14,501 00:22:17,780 I want to give you guys a proper send-off. I want to give you guys a proper send-off.
457 00:22:17,804 00:22:18,981 - Uh... - Let me at least do that. - Uh... - Let me at least do that.
458 00:22:19,005 00:22:20,849 - Uh, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. - Uh, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.
459 00:22:20,873 00:22:22,150 - Small Saul! - Small Saul!
460 00:22:22,174 00:22:25,388 We've got to clean this place up! We've got to clean this place up!
461 00:22:38,825 00:22:40,769 - Hey. - Hey.
462 00:22:40,793 00:22:42,671 Hey, what the hell are you doing? Hey, what the hell are you doing?
463 00:22:42,695 00:22:43,806 - Sorry. - Sorry.
464 00:22:43,830 00:22:45,508 I was just trying to fix it. I was just trying to fix it.
465 00:22:45,532 00:22:47,109 - Fix it? - Fix it?
466 00:22:47,133 00:22:50,546 - Your irrigation's broke. See? - Your irrigation's broke. See?
467 00:22:50,570 00:22:52,080 Those plants are getting drowned. I just... Those plants are getting drowned. I just...
468 00:22:52,104 00:22:54,144 I wanted to get them out of the ground. I wanted to get them out of the ground.
469 00:22:56,976 00:22:58,787 I really like plants and stuff. I really like plants and stuff.
470 00:23:00,713 00:23:03,859 I lived on a farm for a while. I lived on a farm for a while.
471 00:23:03,883 00:23:05,561 One of the group homes. One of the group homes.
472 00:23:05,585 00:23:10,866 ♪ ♪
473 00:23:10,890 00:23:12,435 I was just trying to help. I was just trying to help.
474 00:23:12,459 00:23:13,936 You said everybody here contributes. You said everybody here contributes.
475 00:23:13,960 00:23:16,772 - I appreciate that. - I appreciate that.
476 00:23:16,796 00:23:23,446 I'm sorry. I thought you were... ♪ I'm sorry. I thought you were... ♪
477 00:23:23,470 00:23:25,570 Thank you. Thank you.
478 00:23:27,640 00:23:29,552 All right. All right.
479 00:23:29,576 00:23:31,620 Let's get these out of the ground. Let's get these out of the ground.
480 00:23:31,644 00:23:38,694 ♪ ♪
481 00:23:53,666 00:23:55,878 - Hello, Meadow. Gavin. - Hello, Meadow. Gavin.
482 00:23:55,902 00:23:57,642 Katrina. Katrina.
483 00:23:58,237 00:24:01,207 - Can't believe he's still here, right? - Can't believe he's still here, right?
484 00:24:04,010 00:24:05,554 - You all right? - You all right?
485 00:24:05,578 00:24:07,490 - I'm used to it. - I'm used to it.
486 00:24:07,514 00:24:11,494 - It's not gonna be like that here. - It's not gonna be like that here.
487 00:24:11,518 00:24:13,148 Okay? Okay?
488 00:24:21,894 00:24:25,173 Hello, everybody. Um... Hello, everybody. Um...
489 00:24:25,197 00:24:27,042 I want you to meet Logan. I want you to meet Logan.
490 00:24:27,066 00:24:29,211 He's going to be staying with us He's going to be staying with us
491 00:24:29,235 00:24:31,747 for a little while, so please, for a little while, so please,
492 00:24:31,771 00:24:33,782 make him feel welcome. make him feel welcome.
493 00:24:33,806 00:24:35,984 Okay? Okay?
494 00:24:36,008 00:24:38,587 Thank you. Thank you.
495 00:24:38,611 00:24:40,055 All right, so the food is right here. All right, so the food is right here.
496 00:24:40,079 00:24:42,024 Drinks right behind it. Drinks right behind it.
497 00:24:42,048 00:24:43,291 Take whatever you want, all right? Take whatever you want, all right?
498 00:24:43,315 00:24:45,861 - Can I talk to you for a sec? - Can I talk to you for a sec?
499 00:24:45,885 00:24:47,062 - Not if it's about the kid. - Not if it's about the kid.
500 00:24:47,086 00:24:49,598 - Sarah said he failed. - Sarah said he failed.
501 00:24:49,622 00:24:50,833 Bad. Bad.
502 00:24:50,857 00:24:52,267 - Look, the ODE - Look, the ODE
503 00:24:52,291 00:24:54,670 doesn't always tell the full story. doesn't always tell the full story.
504 00:24:54,694 00:24:56,138 - Since when? - Since when?
505 00:24:56,162 00:24:58,941 Look, I know you've got this new Look, I know you've got this new
506 00:24:58,965 00:25:01,076 open doors policy... - Mm-hm. open doors policy... - Mm-hm.
507 00:25:01,100 00:25:02,678 - But my husband's away - But my husband's away
508 00:25:02,702 00:25:04,279 and I need to keep my family safe. and I need to keep my family safe.
509 00:25:04,303 00:25:06,248 Did you hear there was a bomb threat at a mosque Did you hear there was a bomb threat at a mosque
510 00:25:06,272 00:25:08,083 in Spring Valley yesterday? - The kid is not in Spring Valley yesterday? - The kid is not
511 00:25:08,107 00:25:09,818 building a bomb. building a bomb.
512 00:25:09,842 00:25:11,954 - How do you know? - How do you know?
513 00:25:11,978 00:25:13,221 - Look, he is a good kid - Look, he is a good kid
514 00:25:13,245 00:25:16,559 who's had a shitty life. who's had a shitty life.
515 00:25:16,583 00:25:20,663 Not all kids grow up like your kids. Not all kids grow up like your kids.
516 00:25:20,687 00:25:21,830 Okay? Okay?
517 00:25:21,854 00:25:24,266 Some people need a second chance. Some people need a second chance.
518 00:25:24,290 00:25:25,901 - Oh, don't pull that shit on me. - Oh, don't pull that shit on me.
519 00:25:25,925 00:25:27,235 I have seen hundreds of people I have seen hundreds of people
520 00:25:27,259 00:25:28,704 come here and change their lives, come here and change their lives,
521 00:25:28,728 00:25:30,005 but they didn't have but they didn't have
522 00:25:30,029 00:25:31,239 a deep, ingrained hatred in their hearts. a deep, ingrained hatred in their hearts.
523 00:25:31,263 00:25:33,075 - Neither does Logan. - Neither does Logan.
524 00:25:33,099 00:25:34,209 Okay? Okay?
525 00:25:34,233 00:25:36,278 - You're sure of that? - You're sure of that?
526 00:25:36,302 00:25:38,146 - Look, it doesn't matter. - Look, it doesn't matter.
527 00:25:38,170 00:25:39,682 He's staying. He's staying.
528 00:25:39,706 00:25:41,750 Logan. Logan.
529 00:25:43,242 00:25:46,755 - Hey, I, uh, want you to meet Nicole. - Hey, I, uh, want you to meet Nicole.
530 00:25:46,779 00:25:48,190 Nicole, this is Logan. Nicole, this is Logan.
531 00:25:48,214 00:25:50,684 Do you have two extra seats at your table? Do you have two extra seats at your table?
532 00:25:52,785 00:25:54,685 Thank you. Thank you.
533 00:26:07,133 00:26:08,644 - Yes! - Yes!
534 00:26:08,668 00:26:11,079 - That was awesome. - Thank you. - That was awesome. - Thank you.
535 00:26:11,103 00:26:13,248 - So, are you guys allowed to date - So, are you guys allowed to date
536 00:26:13,272 00:26:15,150 outside the religion, or are you, like, outside the religion, or are you, like,
537 00:26:15,174 00:26:16,819 breaking the rules? breaking the rules?
538 00:26:16,843 00:26:19,221 I mean, it's not rules that we have, I mean, it's not rules that we have,
539 00:26:19,245 00:26:21,289 but, yes, technically, we're supposed to but, yes, technically, we're supposed to
540 00:26:21,313 00:26:23,058 date other Christians. date other Christians.
541 00:26:23,082 00:26:24,893 - 'Cause we'll corrupt you or something? - 'Cause we'll corrupt you or something?
542 00:26:24,917 00:26:26,294 - No, no. - No, no.
543 00:26:26,318 00:26:28,731 Uh, according to the Bible, we're just... Uh, according to the Bible, we're just...
544 00:26:28,755 00:26:30,699 unequally yoked. unequally yoked.
545 00:26:30,723 00:26:33,135 What the hell does that mean? What the hell does that mean?
546 00:26:33,159 00:26:34,670 - It's Corinthians: - It's Corinthians:
547 00:26:34,694 00:26:36,404 "Do not be bound together with unbelievers. "Do not be bound together with unbelievers.
548 00:26:36,428 00:26:39,642 "What partnership has righteousness and lawlessness? "What partnership has righteousness and lawlessness?
549 00:26:39,666 00:26:41,910 What fellowship has light with darkness?" What fellowship has light with darkness?"
550 00:26:41,934 00:26:43,178 - Mm. So we're just - Mm. So we're just
551 00:26:43,202 00:26:45,342 lawless, dark, unbelievers? lawless, dark, unbelievers?
552 00:26:47,774 00:26:49,317 - I'm not my dad. - I'm not my dad.
553 00:26:49,341 00:26:51,920 - What do you believe? - What do you believe?
554 00:26:51,944 00:26:55,190 - I'm... attracted to people - I'm... attracted to people
555 00:26:55,214 00:26:57,192 who have a deep faith. who have a deep faith.
556 00:26:57,216 00:27:00,062 Who believe in something. Who believe in something.
557 00:27:00,086 00:27:02,230 - Totally. - Totally.
558 00:27:02,254 00:27:03,666 Me too. Me too.
559 00:27:04,824 00:27:06,201 - What? - What?
560 00:27:06,225 00:27:08,036 - You have a girlfriend, Hawk? - You have a girlfriend, Hawk?
561 00:27:08,060 00:27:11,039 - Yeah, um, she's doing service in Haiti. - Yeah, um, she's doing service in Haiti.
562 00:27:11,063 00:27:13,075 - And it's not that serious. - And it's not that serious.
563 00:27:13,099 00:27:14,342 - What are you talking about? - What are you talking about?
564 00:27:14,366 00:27:16,011 - I mean, she's not, like, the one. - I mean, she's not, like, the one.
565 00:27:16,035 00:27:18,781 - You actually have no idea. - You actually have no idea.
566 00:27:18,805 00:27:20,816 - Hawk used to be really in love with this girl - Hawk used to be really in love with this girl
567 00:27:20,840 00:27:22,718 who was an IS, like you. who was an IS, like you.
568 00:27:22,742 00:27:24,342 Not one of us. Not one of us.
569 00:27:25,845 00:27:27,189 - You're drunk. - You're drunk.
570 00:27:27,213 00:27:29,992 - He's a little bit of a romantic. - He's a little bit of a romantic.
571 00:27:30,016 00:27:31,960 Still kinda heartbroken. Still kinda heartbroken.
572 00:27:31,984 00:27:33,228 - Fuck off, Joy. - Fuck off, Joy.
573 00:27:33,252 00:27:36,098 Sorry. Sorry.
574 00:27:36,122 00:27:37,866 Hawk's dad became Jesus, Hawk's dad became Jesus,
575 00:27:37,890 00:27:40,260 and he became sort of a buzzkill. and he became sort of a buzzkill.
576 00:27:45,264 00:27:47,710 - Sorry. - No, I... - Sorry. - No, I...
577 00:27:47,734 00:27:50,145 I get it. You do not have to explain yourself, dude. I get it. You do not have to explain yourself, dude.
578 00:27:50,169 00:27:52,399 I get it all. I get it all.
579 00:27:54,340 00:27:56,740 More than you know. More than you know.
580 00:28:03,750 00:28:05,260 - Toast. - Toast.
581 00:28:05,284 00:28:09,131 We have to toast. We have to toast.
582 00:28:09,155 00:28:11,266 A lovely sparkling cider. A lovely sparkling cider.
583 00:28:11,290 00:28:14,737 ♪ ♪
584 00:28:14,761 00:28:15,771 Come on, Cal. Come on, Cal.
585 00:28:15,795 00:28:17,405 We're toasting. We're toasting.
586 00:28:17,429 00:28:19,141 Cal? Cal?
587 00:28:19,165 00:28:26,365 ♪ ♪
588 00:28:28,808 00:28:30,418 To you guys. To you guys.
589 00:28:30,442 00:28:33,088 For everything you've done. For everything you've done.
590 00:28:33,112 00:28:35,023 You've changed my life. You've changed my life.
591 00:28:35,047 00:28:38,326 You know that, right? - No, you changed your life. You know that, right? - No, you changed your life.
592 00:28:38,350 00:28:40,462 ♪ But that's good as gold ♪ ♪ But that's good as gold ♪
593 00:28:40,486 00:28:42,530 I'm gonna miss you guys. I'm gonna miss you guys.
594 00:28:42,554 00:28:44,199 Don't know how I'm gonna do it without you. Don't know how I'm gonna do it without you.
595 00:28:44,223 00:28:45,500 - You'll be okay. - Will I? - You'll be okay. - Will I?
596 00:28:45,524 00:28:47,335 - Yeah-huh. Yeah. - Nah. - Yeah-huh. Yeah. - Nah.
597 00:28:47,359 00:28:49,371 Don't worry about it. Don't worry about it.
598 00:28:49,395 00:28:51,173 Not your problem anymore. Not your problem anymore.
599 00:28:51,197 00:28:54,910 Out of sight, out of mind, right? Out of sight, out of mind, right?
600 00:28:54,934 00:28:56,444 That's what everyone does to me, anyways. That's what everyone does to me, anyways.
601 00:28:56,468 00:28:58,914 Takes what they want and then leaves. Takes what they want and then leaves.
602 00:28:58,938 00:29:00,315 - No, no, no. Uh, - No, no, no. Uh,
603 00:29:00,339 00:29:02,818 that's not what we're doing. that's not what we're doing.
604 00:29:02,842 00:29:04,219 - Cal just needs to work on himself. - Cal just needs to work on himself.
605 00:29:04,243 00:29:07,155 - It's cool. - It's cool.
606 00:29:07,179 00:29:08,791 I get it. I get it.
607 00:29:08,815 00:29:10,926 You know how many buddies from home You know how many buddies from home
608 00:29:10,950 00:29:12,327 I've had mooch off me? I've had mooch off me?
609 00:29:12,351 00:29:13,929 Act like we're best friends Act like we're best friends
610 00:29:13,953 00:29:15,864 and then get the fuck out when shit gets dark? and then get the fuck out when shit gets dark?
611 00:29:15,888 00:29:18,433 It's cool. How you want your steak cooked? It's cool. How you want your steak cooked?
612 00:29:18,457 00:29:19,802 - We don't eat meat. - And you don't either. - We don't eat meat. - And you don't either.
613 00:29:19,826 00:29:21,436 You've been doing really good. You've been doing really good.
614 00:29:21,460 00:29:23,839 - We all break the rules sometimes, right? - We all break the rules sometimes, right?
615 00:29:23,863 00:29:25,207 You want some? You want some?
616 00:29:25,231 00:29:27,342 Cal? Mary? Cal? Mary?
617 00:29:27,366 00:29:28,844 No, no, no. No, no, no.
618 00:29:28,868 00:29:30,012 And if you're gonna drink alcohol, And if you're gonna drink alcohol,
619 00:29:30,036 00:29:31,013 we're gonna leave. we're gonna leave.
620 00:29:31,037 00:29:32,347 All right? All right?
621 00:29:32,371 00:29:33,481 - Not before I give you your bonus. - Not before I give you your bonus.
622 00:29:33,505 00:29:35,818 That's what you want, right? That's what you want, right?
623 00:29:35,842 00:29:37,052 My money? My money?
624 00:29:37,076 00:29:38,320 As much as you can get? As much as you can get?
625 00:29:38,344 00:29:41,223 ♪ ♪
626 00:29:41,247 00:29:42,991 Here. - No. Here. - No.
627 00:29:43,015 00:29:44,292 - Take it! - Take it!
628 00:29:44,316 00:29:46,328 - Harold... I won't take your money. - Harold... I won't take your money.
629 00:29:46,352 00:29:50,232 - Mary. Do you want Cal to take my money? - Mary. Do you want Cal to take my money?
630 00:29:50,256 00:29:52,034 - Harold, Harold, Harold, Harold... - Harold, Harold, Harold, Harold...
631 00:29:52,058 00:29:54,903 Put the money down. Put the money down.
632 00:29:54,927 00:29:57,505 - What? No, Harold, are you insane? - What? No, Harold, are you insane?
633 00:29:57,529 00:29:59,107 - It's just fucking money, right? - It's just fucking money, right?
634 00:29:59,131 00:30:01,376 Statistically, I'm gonna be dead by 45 anyway. Statistically, I'm gonna be dead by 45 anyway.
635 00:30:01,400 00:30:02,911 So who cares? - I fucking care. So who cares? - I fucking care.
636 00:30:02,935 00:30:04,379 I grew up in a fucking trailer park. I grew up in a fucking trailer park.
637 00:30:04,403 00:30:05,881 I mean, you could feed I mean, you could feed
638 00:30:05,905 00:30:07,215 forty homeless people with that money. forty homeless people with that money.
639 00:30:07,239 00:30:08,516 That's bullshit! That's bullshit!
640 00:30:08,540 00:30:10,886 - I made Mary mad. - I made Mary mad.
641 00:30:10,910 00:30:12,254 ♪ ♪
642 00:30:12,278 00:30:14,056 I don't want Mary to be mad at me. I don't want Mary to be mad at me.
643 00:30:14,080 00:30:16,324 ♪ ♪
644 00:30:16,348 00:30:18,060 - Don't you touch her! - Don't you touch her!
645 00:30:18,084 00:30:19,327 - We're gonna play chicken. - We're gonna play chicken.
646 00:30:19,351 00:30:20,628 Let's see how long Let's see how long
647 00:30:20,652 00:30:22,064 Mary can hold her breath underwater. Mary can hold her breath underwater.
648 00:30:22,088 00:30:23,298 - Get off of her! - Get off of her!
649 00:30:23,322 00:30:31,322 ♪ Speed of evolution ♪ Is getting slower ♪ Speed of evolution ♪ Is getting slower
650 00:30:31,430 00:30:32,507 - You are a fucking lunatic! - You are a fucking lunatic!
651 00:30:32,531 00:30:35,010 - It was just a joke. - It was just a joke.
652 00:30:35,034 00:30:36,211 You can't go! You can't go!
653 00:30:36,235 00:30:38,180 I'll kill myself! You can't go. I'll kill myself! You can't go.
654 00:30:38,204 00:30:39,882 - Then, God, just fucking do it! - Then, God, just fucking do it!
655 00:30:39,906 00:30:43,018 I am officially done with your self-pity! I am officially done with your self-pity!
656 00:30:43,042 00:30:44,586 So I'm gonna need you to So I'm gonna need you to
657 00:30:44,610 00:30:46,922 sit your ass in this chair for the next ten minutes, sit your ass in this chair for the next ten minutes,
658 00:30:46,946 00:30:49,624 while my wife and my son and I get out of here, while my wife and my son and I get out of here,
659 00:30:49,648 00:30:52,194 and then you can do whatever the hell you want. and then you can do whatever the hell you want.
660 00:30:52,218 00:30:53,996 Good luck! Good luck!
661 00:30:57,023 00:31:04,063 ♪ ♪
662 00:31:09,601 00:31:11,346 Okay, you have everything? Okay, you have everything?
663 00:31:11,370 00:31:12,580 - Mm-hm. - Mm-hm.
664 00:31:15,207 00:31:17,152 Who's Jackson? Who's Jackson?
665 00:31:17,176 00:31:20,388 - Uh, a Possible. - Uh, a Possible.
666 00:31:20,412 00:31:21,623 - What's sushi? - What's sushi?
667 00:31:21,647 00:31:24,192 - Uh, something an IS eats. - Uh, something an IS eats.
668 00:31:24,216 00:31:25,946 Don't worry about it. Don't worry about it.
669 00:31:42,168 00:31:44,046 - Daddy! - Daddy!
670 00:31:44,070 00:31:45,948 - Hey, honey! - Hey, honey!
671 00:31:45,972 00:31:49,384 - What is he still doing here? - What is he still doing here?
672 00:31:49,408 00:31:51,219 - Decided to let him stay. - Decided to let him stay.
673 00:31:51,243 00:31:52,720 - Who? - Who?
674 00:31:52,744 00:31:55,057 - A bad kid. He failed the ODE. - A bad kid. He failed the ODE.
675 00:31:55,081 00:31:57,525 - Look, I know that Steve - Look, I know that Steve
676 00:31:57,549 00:31:59,361 really believed in that test, really believed in that test,
677 00:31:59,385 00:32:01,229 but I am thinking of phasing it out. but I am thinking of phasing it out.
678 00:32:01,253 00:32:04,166 Okay? We shouldn't judge people for their past. Okay? We shouldn't judge people for their past.
679 00:32:04,190 00:32:06,601 You, of all people, should believe in that. You, of all people, should believe in that.
680 00:32:06,625 00:32:07,635 - But you promised that you would do - But you promised that you would do
681 00:32:07,659 00:32:09,071 what that test said. what that test said.
682 00:32:09,095 00:32:10,605 - I changed my mind. - I changed my mind.
683 00:32:10,629 00:32:12,240 - Well, you just do whatever you want, now, Eddie? - Well, you just do whatever you want, now, Eddie?
684 00:32:12,264 00:32:13,976 You just want to be the guy on the billboard? You just want to be the guy on the billboard?
685 00:32:14,000 00:32:15,510 You wanna be a cult leader? Is that it? You wanna be a cult leader? Is that it?
686 00:32:15,534 00:32:17,312 - Sarah, Sarah, just think about it. - Sarah, Sarah, just think about it.
687 00:32:17,336 00:32:19,214 When Eddie opened the gates, he opened them to everyone. When Eddie opened the gates, he opened them to everyone.
688 00:32:19,238 00:32:21,316 It wouldn't look good for him to kick someone out. It wouldn't look good for him to kick someone out.
689 00:32:21,340 00:32:26,488 Vera... It would be bad press. Is that it? Vera... It would be bad press. Is that it?
690 00:32:26,512 00:32:28,690 I'm sorry, what is your role here? I'm sorry, what is your role here?
691 00:32:28,714 00:32:30,592 I understand that you want to sell green juice, I understand that you want to sell green juice,
692 00:32:30,616 00:32:32,027 but our movement is founded but our movement is founded
693 00:32:32,051 00:32:33,695 on sacred practices and rituals on sacred practices and rituals
694 00:32:33,719 00:32:35,998 that you will never understand. that you will never understand.
695 00:32:36,022 00:32:38,466 - I'm just here to help Eddie deliver his message. That's it. - I'm just here to help Eddie deliver his message. That's it.
696 00:32:38,490 00:32:40,302 - And what is his message? - And what is his message?
697 00:32:40,326 00:32:42,637 That you're in charge here? That nobody else has a voice? That you're in charge here? That nobody else has a voice?
698 00:32:42,661 00:32:45,007 That nobody can disagree with you? That nobody can disagree with you?
699 00:32:45,031 00:32:46,141 Got it. Got it.
700 00:32:46,165 00:32:47,409 But as a mother, I do have a voice, But as a mother, I do have a voice,
701 00:32:47,433 00:32:49,144 and as long as he is here, and as long as he is here,
702 00:32:49,168 00:32:50,538 your daughter won't be. your daughter won't be.
703 00:32:52,438 00:32:54,116 - Sarah... - Sarah...
704 00:32:57,143 00:33:04,183 ♪ ♪
705 00:33:16,328 00:33:17,539 - I forgot his bag. - I forgot his bag.
706 00:33:20,566 00:33:27,736 ♪ ♪
707 00:34:09,515 00:34:10,825 What made you What made you
708 00:34:10,849 00:34:12,360 change your mind? - Uh, my daughter wanted change your mind? - Uh, my daughter wanted
709 00:34:12,384 00:34:14,762 to stay with her grandparents, so, um... to stay with her grandparents, so, um...
710 00:34:14,786 00:34:17,099 I found myself with a free night. I found myself with a free night.
711 00:34:17,123 00:34:18,300 'Cause I'm free. 'Cause I'm free.
712 00:34:18,324 00:34:19,567 To do whatever I want. To do whatever I want.
713 00:34:19,591 00:34:20,635 - Hm. - Hm.
714 00:34:20,659 00:34:21,769 Yes, you are. Yes, you are.
715 00:34:21,793 00:34:24,239 Cheers. Cheers.
716 00:34:26,632 00:34:29,111 Thank you. Thank you very much. Thank you. Thank you very much.
717 00:34:29,135 00:34:30,545 Here we go. Here we go.
718 00:34:30,569 00:34:33,115 - Uh... - Uh...
719 00:34:36,542 00:34:38,786 - Mm. - Mm.
720 00:34:38,810 00:34:40,188 - You need a minute alone with the... - You need a minute alone with the...
721 00:34:40,212 00:34:41,723 - Oh, I'm sorry. - Yellowtail? - Oh, I'm sorry. - Yellowtail?
722 00:34:41,747 00:34:43,725 - You were telling me about Kentucky. - You were telling me about Kentucky.
723 00:34:43,749 00:34:45,793 - That's where I grew up. - That's where I grew up.
724 00:34:45,817 00:34:47,662 Heart of the Bible Belt. Heart of the Bible Belt.
725 00:34:47,686 00:34:49,531 Uh, Cuban mom, devout Catholic, Uh, Cuban mom, devout Catholic,
726 00:34:49,555 00:34:51,599 Southern Methodist dad. Southern Methodist dad.
727 00:34:51,623 00:34:53,668 There was a sign across the street from There was a sign across the street from
728 00:34:53,692 00:34:55,270 my elementary school. my elementary school.
729 00:34:55,294 00:34:57,672 "Go to church, or the Devil will find you." "Go to church, or the Devil will find you."
730 00:34:57,696 00:34:59,274 ♪ ♪
731 00:34:59,298 00:35:00,508 - Did he find you? - Did he find you?
732 00:35:00,532 00:35:02,610 - Yeah. Kind of. - Yeah. Kind of.
733 00:35:02,634 00:35:05,147 I was a real fuck-up in high school. I was a real fuck-up in high school.
734 00:35:05,171 00:35:07,749 Anyway, do you want some more? Anyway, do you want some more?
735 00:35:07,773 00:35:09,384 - Uh, please. - Uh, please.
736 00:35:09,408 00:35:13,455 My parents wanted me to be a priest, so... My parents wanted me to be a priest, so...
737 00:35:13,479 00:35:15,823 I went to seminary. I went to seminary.
738 00:35:15,847 00:35:18,626 - Really? - Mm-hm. I know. - Really? - Mm-hm. I know.
739 00:35:18,650 00:35:20,695 The thing is, the more that I learned, The thing is, the more that I learned,
740 00:35:20,719 00:35:22,697 the more it kind of... the more it kind of...
741 00:35:22,721 00:35:26,568 just collapsed in on itself. just collapsed in on itself.
742 00:35:26,592 00:35:28,370 I don't know. That's what happens I don't know. That's what happens
743 00:35:28,394 00:35:30,538 when you look too deep when you look too deep
744 00:35:30,562 00:35:32,274 at this stuff, you know? at this stuff, you know?
745 00:35:32,298 00:35:33,841 - No. - No.
746 00:35:33,865 00:35:36,511 Actually, I've been... Actually, I've been...
747 00:35:36,535 00:35:37,812 I have been going a bit back, I have been going a bit back,
748 00:35:37,836 00:35:41,516 and the further I go, the more I find... and the further I go, the more I find...
749 00:35:41,540 00:35:42,650 pure. pure.
750 00:35:42,674 00:35:43,818 - Mm? - Fulfilling. - Mm? - Fulfilling.
751 00:35:43,842 00:35:46,288 - Really? Like what? - Really? Like what?
752 00:35:46,312 00:35:47,722 - Uh, just... - Uh, just...
753 00:35:47,746 00:35:51,659 rituals and practices, ways to rituals and practices, ways to
754 00:35:51,683 00:35:53,395 reach a higher state of being. reach a higher state of being.
755 00:35:53,419 00:35:54,862 - Ah, yes, the elusive - Ah, yes, the elusive
756 00:35:54,886 00:35:56,198 "higher state of being," "higher state of being,"
757 00:35:56,222 00:35:58,700 whatever the fuck that means. whatever the fuck that means.
758 00:35:58,724 00:36:01,536 - Well, obviously, you've never been there. - Well, obviously, you've never been there.
759 00:36:01,560 00:36:06,308 - So tell me, then: - So tell me, then:
760 00:36:06,332 00:36:07,842 how do I get there? how do I get there?
761 00:36:07,866 00:36:09,877 - Never mind. - I mean it. - Never mind. - I mean it.
762 00:36:09,901 00:36:12,401 How do I get there? How do I get there?
763 00:36:18,877 00:36:21,789 - I recently came across - I recently came across
764 00:36:21,813 00:36:23,658 something that Steve used to use something that Steve used to use
765 00:36:23,682 00:36:26,761 in the early days of the religion. in the early days of the religion.
766 00:36:26,785 00:36:28,896 Something that was written out Something that was written out
767 00:36:28,920 00:36:31,766 that he referred to as the that he referred to as the
768 00:36:31,790 00:36:33,468 "Hypoxian Cleanse." "Hypoxian Cleanse."
769 00:36:33,492 00:36:36,604 - Hypoxian Cleanse. - Where he'd bind himself. - Hypoxian Cleanse. - Where he'd bind himself.
770 00:36:36,628 00:36:38,640 And take his breath. And take his breath.
771 00:36:38,664 00:36:41,343 - Autoerotic asphyxiation. - Autoerotic asphyxiation.
772 00:36:41,367 00:36:42,844 - No, it was punishment. - No, it was punishment.
773 00:36:42,868 00:36:45,280 ♪ ♪
774 00:36:45,304 00:36:48,283 But it was quite transcendent. But it was quite transcendent.
775 00:36:48,307 00:36:50,685 ♪ ♪
776 00:36:50,709 00:36:53,588 - You've tried it? - You've tried it?
777 00:36:53,612 00:36:57,024 - No. - No.
778 00:36:57,048 00:36:59,761 - So... - So...
779 00:36:59,785 00:37:03,265 What else have you not tried recently? What else have you not tried recently?
780 00:37:03,289 00:37:05,400 - Nothing. - Nothing.
781 00:37:05,424 00:37:06,801 - Okay. - Why? - Okay. - Why?
782 00:37:06,825 00:37:09,036 - I... just... I'm curious. - I... just... I'm curious.
783 00:37:09,060 00:37:10,938 Listen, if the Hypoxian Cleanse is in there, Listen, if the Hypoxian Cleanse is in there,
784 00:37:10,962 00:37:14,402 who knows what else there is? who knows what else there is?
785 00:37:17,436 00:37:19,781 This is awesome! This is awesome!
786 00:37:19,805 00:37:21,816 See? 20 minutes outside the city, See? 20 minutes outside the city,
787 00:37:21,840 00:37:23,885 different world. - You were right. different world. - You were right.
788 00:37:23,909 00:37:25,953 You actually were right. - Mm-hm. You actually were right. - Mm-hm.
789 00:37:25,977 00:37:27,555 - This is so beautiful. - This is so beautiful.
790 00:37:27,579 00:37:29,557 I have never seen this much sky. I have never seen this much sky.
791 00:37:29,581 00:37:30,758 Like, ever. Like, ever.
792 00:37:30,782 00:37:32,760 Hey, what's up? Hey, what's up?
793 00:37:32,784 00:37:34,796 This is where you're from, huh? This is where you're from, huh?
794 00:37:34,820 00:37:38,566 - Uh... My house is just down the street, - Uh... My house is just down the street,
795 00:37:38,590 00:37:40,668 uh, but yeah. uh, but yeah.
796 00:37:40,692 00:37:44,306 Yeah. - No wonder. Yeah. - No wonder.
797 00:37:44,330 00:37:45,340 - No wonder what? - No wonder what?
798 00:37:48,667 00:37:49,744 - I wanna sing. - I wanna sing.
799 00:37:49,768 00:37:50,978 Hey. Hey.
800 00:37:51,002 00:37:52,514 - I wanna sing. - Okay. - I wanna sing. - Okay.
801 00:37:52,538 00:37:54,048 - We should start a Musa-Meyerist band. - We should start a Musa-Meyerist band.
802 00:37:54,072 00:37:56,451 - No, no. - Yes, yes! - No, no. - Yes, yes!
803 00:37:56,475 00:37:59,521 Dee plays the drums! Come on! - That's a terrible idea. Dee plays the drums! Come on! - That's a terrible idea.
804 00:37:59,545 00:38:01,323 - ♪ From the top of Huayna Picchu ♪ - ♪ From the top of Huayna Picchu ♪
805 00:38:01,347 00:38:03,958 ♪ I grate my... ♪ I grate my...
806 00:38:03,982 00:38:06,628 ♪ The people in this world that ♪ ♪ The people in this world that ♪
807 00:38:06,652 00:38:09,464 ♪ He promised to be mine ♪ He promised to be mine
808 00:38:10,489 00:38:12,789 - What do you want? - What do you want?
809 00:38:15,394 00:38:17,772 - Hey. - Hey.
810 00:38:17,796 00:38:19,741 Logan, right? Logan, right?
811 00:38:19,765 00:38:21,809 I'm, uh, I'm Hawk. I'm, uh, I'm Hawk.
812 00:38:21,833 00:38:23,678 Eddie's son. Eddie's son.
813 00:38:23,702 00:38:25,480 Welcome. Welcome.
814 00:38:25,504 00:38:26,781 - Can you guys keep it down a little bit? - Can you guys keep it down a little bit?
815 00:38:26,805 00:38:27,815 You're right outside my room. You're right outside my room.
816 00:38:27,839 00:38:30,485 - Yes, of course. Sorry. - Yes, of course. Sorry.
817 00:38:30,509 00:38:32,354 Sorry about that. Sorry about that.
818 00:38:32,378 00:38:35,523 - Seriously? - Joy, shut up. - Seriously? - Joy, shut up.
819 00:38:35,547 00:38:36,958 - No. He's a Nazi, - No. He's a Nazi,
820 00:38:36,982 00:38:38,660 and he's gonna get mad at us for singing? and he's gonna get mad at us for singing?
821 00:38:38,684 00:38:40,027 - He is not a Nazi. - He is not a Nazi.
822 00:38:40,051 00:38:41,763 - What's the deal with your tattoo, then? - What's the deal with your tattoo, then?
823 00:38:41,787 00:38:43,064 - Nothing. It doesn't mean anything. - Nothing. It doesn't mean anything.
824 00:38:43,088 00:38:44,766 - Well, it's not nothing, right? Last time - Well, it's not nothing, right? Last time
825 00:38:44,790 00:38:45,900 I checked, it was a symbol of hatred. I checked, it was a symbol of hatred.
826 00:38:45,924 00:38:47,602 - Whatever you say. Jesus. - Whatever you say. Jesus.
827 00:38:47,626 00:38:48,770 - Like the opposite of everything we stand for. - Like the opposite of everything we stand for.
828 00:38:48,794 00:38:50,037 - All right. Okay. Okay. - All right. Okay. Okay.
829 00:38:50,061 00:38:52,801 Just leave him alone. Yeah? Just leave him alone. Yeah?
830 00:38:54,433 00:38:56,644 Look, I'll make sure they stay quiet. Look, I'll make sure they stay quiet.
831 00:38:56,668 00:38:58,380 Why don't you just go back to your dorm? Why don't you just go back to your dorm?
832 00:38:58,404 00:38:59,781 - But I wasn't doing anything... - I know, - But I wasn't doing anything... - I know,
833 00:38:59,805 00:39:01,549 but they're... they're drunk, but they're... they're drunk,
834 00:39:01,573 00:39:03,518 they're being idiots, I'll talk to my dad tomorrow. they're being idiots, I'll talk to my dad tomorrow.
835 00:39:03,542 00:39:05,387 - Hawk Lane, foot soldier, reporting for duty. - Hawk Lane, foot soldier, reporting for duty.
836 00:39:05,411 00:39:06,888 - I didn't do anything wrong. - I didn't do anything wrong.
837 00:39:06,912 00:39:08,122 Yeah, except he's a fucking racist! Yeah, except he's a fucking racist!
838 00:39:08,146 00:39:09,691 - I didn't do anything! - I didn't do anything!
839 00:39:09,715 00:39:11,659 - Good? You okay? - I'm fine. - Good? You okay? - I'm fine.
840 00:39:11,683 00:39:13,561 - He's not worth it. - He's not worth it.
841 00:39:13,585 00:39:15,385 Never were, were you? Never were, were you?
842 00:39:28,099 00:39:29,010 - Hey! - Hey!
843 00:39:29,034 00:39:30,645 - Hey, oh my god! - Hey, oh my god!
844 00:39:30,669 00:39:31,679 - Hey, hey, hey! - Hey, hey, hey!
845 00:39:31,703 00:39:32,947 - Get off of him! - Get off of him!
846 00:39:32,971 00:39:34,816 - Hey, hey, come on! - Stop it! - Hey, hey, come on! - Stop it!
847 00:39:38,143 00:39:39,086 - Argh! - Argh!
848 00:39:39,110 00:39:40,422 - Get the fuck off of him! - Get the fuck off of him!
849 00:39:40,446 00:39:41,856 Hey, stop! Hey, stop!
850 00:39:41,880 00:39:44,659 Are you okay? Are you okay?
851 00:39:47,686 00:39:49,116 ♪ ♪
852 00:40:06,872 00:40:07,882 - You okay? - You okay?
853 00:40:07,906 00:40:09,676 - Yep. - Yep.
854 00:40:11,743 00:40:15,857 - Look, Hawk, I never meant for any of this - Look, Hawk, I never meant for any of this
855 00:40:15,881 00:40:18,526 to happen, all right? to happen, all right?
856 00:40:18,550 00:40:21,729 Especially to you. Especially to you.
857 00:40:21,753 00:40:24,463 - I'm not supposed to matter more than anyone else. - I'm not supposed to matter more than anyone else.
858 00:40:29,995 00:40:31,473 Dad, don't... Dad, don't...
859 00:40:31,497 00:40:34,676 Don't do this just because of me. Don't do this just because of me.
860 00:40:34,700 00:40:38,613 - It's not just because of you, Hawk. - It's not just because of you, Hawk.
861 00:40:38,637 00:40:42,617 All right? This is his one fucking chance. All right? This is his one fucking chance.
862 00:40:48,580 00:40:55,590 ♪ ♪
863 00:40:56,054 00:40:57,865 It's that one. It's that one.
864 00:40:57,889 00:41:05,059 ♪ ♪
865 00:41:07,198 00:41:09,644 - Do you want me to go in with you? - Do you want me to go in with you?
866 00:41:09,668 00:41:12,680 ♪ ♪
867 00:41:12,704 00:41:16,918 Look, I'm sorry that this happened. Look, I'm sorry that this happened.
868 00:41:16,942 00:41:18,520 ♪ ♪
869 00:41:18,544 00:41:21,022 - I told you. - I told you.
870 00:41:21,046 00:41:23,925 ♪ ♪
871 00:41:23,949 00:41:26,861 - Logan, look. - Logan, look.
872 00:41:26,885 00:41:30,932 You can be loved. You can be loved.
873 00:41:30,956 00:41:33,167 You can. You can.
874 00:41:33,191 00:41:35,069 You have it in you. You have it in you.
875 00:41:35,093 00:41:42,503 ♪ ♪
876 00:42:02,721 00:42:04,832 - Sarah! - Sarah!
877 00:42:04,856 00:42:08,556 Sweetie, can you bring us the other bag of peas? Sweetie, can you bring us the other bag of peas?
878 00:42:10,829 00:42:14,229 Sarah? Sarah?
879 00:42:57,776 00:43:04,816 ♪ ♪
880 00:43:11,923 00:43:14,201 - You should call a plumber. - You should call a plumber.
881 00:43:14,225 00:43:16,270 - We don't call people for help. - We don't call people for help.
882 00:43:16,294 00:43:17,772 We fix things ourselves. We fix things ourselves.
883 00:43:17,796 00:43:19,273 I taught you how to change a tire, I taught you how to change a tire,
884 00:43:19,297 00:43:21,408 I taught you how to fix the sink. I taught you how to fix the sink.
885 00:43:21,432 00:43:23,310 The way people waste money in this country... The way people waste money in this country...
886 00:43:23,334 00:43:26,948 - I can't get it to work! - I can't get it to work!
887 00:43:26,972 00:43:28,983 - Try again. - Try again.
888 00:43:29,007 00:43:30,251 - This is a waste of time. - This is a waste of time.
889 00:43:30,275 00:43:31,418 You have a super. You have people You have a super. You have people
890 00:43:31,442 00:43:33,387 to do things for you. I can't to do things for you. I can't
891 00:43:33,411 00:43:35,022 come running to you every time you have a paper cut. come running to you every time you have a paper cut.
892 00:43:35,046 00:43:36,323 It's not my job. It's not my job.
893 00:43:36,347 00:43:38,059 - Nobody does anything right anymore. - Nobody does anything right anymore.
894 00:43:38,083 00:43:40,194 You saw Bridgeport. They'll never finish in time, You saw Bridgeport. They'll never finish in time,
895 00:43:40,218 00:43:41,729 and it's their own fault. and it's their own fault.
896 00:43:41,753 00:43:45,032 I told them, the martyrdom is coming. I told them, the martyrdom is coming.
897 00:43:45,056 00:43:47,686 Sooner than expected. Sooner than expected.
898 00:43:50,095 00:43:52,625 - Just try it again. - Just try it again.
899 00:43:56,267 00:43:57,278 - It's fixed. - It's fixed.
900 00:43:57,302 00:43:59,912 See? We don't need help. See? We don't need help.
901 00:44:07,012 00:44:09,724 - Does he have to die? - Does he have to die?
902 00:44:09,748 00:44:11,092 - Yes. - Yes.
903 00:44:11,116 00:44:14,328 Eddie has to die so we can live. Eddie has to die so we can live.
904 00:44:17,723 00:44:24,205 ♪ ♪
905 00:44:24,229 00:44:29,877 - What you said to Harold... - Yeah. - What you said to Harold... - Yeah.
906 00:44:29,901 00:44:31,871 - You called me your wife. - You called me your wife.
907 00:44:34,740 00:44:39,921 - Right. Um... Well... - Right. Um... Well...
908 00:44:39,945 00:44:42,375 That's how I think about you. That's how I think about you.
909 00:44:44,950 00:44:48,763 - Where are we going? - Where are we going?
910 00:44:48,787 00:44:50,297 - New York. - New York.
911 00:44:50,321 00:44:52,166 - Back to the compound? - Back to the compound?
912 00:44:52,190 00:44:55,202 - It's mine. - It's mine.
913 00:44:55,226 00:44:56,871 They owe me. They owe me.
914 00:44:56,895 00:44:59,325 Steve owes me. Steve owes me.
915 00:45:02,768 00:45:05,168 - So... - So I'm taking it back. - So... - So I'm taking it back.
916 00:45:09,941 00:45:13,154 'Cause I earned it. 'Cause I earned it.
917 00:45:18,917 00:45:21,896 - Shh. It's okay. - Shh. It's okay.
918 00:45:26,057 00:45:29,971 Yeah? Yeah?
919 00:45:29,995 00:45:32,225 Hello? Hello?
920 00:45:33,999 00:45:35,799 Hello... Hello...
921 00:46:13,304 00:46:20,514 ♪ ♪