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1 00:00:01,135 00:00:02,779 Previously on "The Path"... Previously on "The Path"...
2 00:00:02,803 00:00:05,315 - Any sign of Eddie? - His house is full - Any sign of Eddie? - His house is full
3 00:00:05,339 00:00:06,816 - of deniers. - What are they doing there? - of deniers. - What are they doing there?
4 00:00:06,840 00:00:08,618 - They want to reform the movement. - They want to reform the movement.
5 00:00:08,642 00:00:11,188 - Is it true, what they're all saying about you? - Is it true, what they're all saying about you?
6 00:00:11,212 00:00:13,223 - Steve asked me to guide the movement. - Steve asked me to guide the movement.
7 00:00:13,247 00:00:15,692 I'm climbing the rungs with Richard and Felicia, I'm climbing the rungs with Richard and Felicia,
8 00:00:15,716 00:00:18,528 and when I am ready, I am going to replace Cal. and when I am ready, I am going to replace Cal.
9 00:00:18,552 00:00:20,797 - Eddie, I've done things. - Eddie, I've done things.
10 00:00:20,821 00:00:22,532 I've been with someone else. I've been with someone else.
11 00:00:22,556 00:00:26,070 Go home and deal with it. Go home and deal with it.
12 00:00:26,094 00:00:28,605 - Our daughter... I want to see her. - Our daughter... I want to see her.
13 00:00:28,629 00:00:30,474 - You have your own son now. - You have your own son now.
14 00:00:30,498 00:00:34,811 We have a son, and you should let him and everyone know. We have a son, and you should let him and everyone know.
15 00:00:34,835 00:00:37,181 - Forest. - Forest.
16 00:00:37,205 00:00:39,216 Forest Roberts. Forest Roberts.
17 00:00:39,240 00:00:43,753 - Richard, what are you doing? - Sarah, run! - Richard, what are you doing? - Sarah, run!
18 00:00:43,777 00:00:46,856 - Sarah blackmailed the people who came to her for help. - Sarah blackmailed the people who came to her for help.
19 00:00:46,880 00:00:49,693 - It was my crime, and if I wanted to pay for it, - It was my crime, and if I wanted to pay for it,
20 00:00:49,717 00:00:50,860 I should have been able to. I should have been able to.
21 00:00:50,884 00:00:52,562 - If you want to be punished, - If you want to be punished,
22 00:00:52,586 00:00:54,231 you don't have to out searching for it. you don't have to out searching for it.
23 00:00:54,255 00:00:55,665 Your life will be hell. Your life will be hell.
24 00:01:04,132 00:01:11,172 ♪ ♪
25 00:01:12,240 00:01:15,652 ♪ Run for the hills, pick up your feet ♪ ♪ Run for the hills, pick up your feet ♪
26 00:01:15,676 00:01:19,789 ♪ And let's go ♪ ♪ And let's go ♪
27 00:01:19,813 00:01:22,192 ♪ We did our jobs ♪ We did our jobs
28 00:01:22,216 00:01:24,328 ♪ Pick up speed, now let's move ♪ ♪ Pick up speed, now let's move ♪
29 00:01:24,352 00:01:31,668 ♪ The trees can't grow without the sun in their eyes ♪ ♪ The trees can't grow without the sun in their eyes ♪
30 00:01:34,495 00:01:36,140 ♪ Oh, hold on tight ♪ Oh, hold on tight
31 00:01:36,164 00:01:39,543 ♪ Yes, hold on tight, you're too slow ♪ ♪ Yes, hold on tight, you're too slow ♪
32 00:01:39,567 00:01:41,878 ♪ ♪
33 00:01:41,902 00:01:44,614 - No, I-I'm not coming. - No, I-I'm not coming.
34 00:01:44,638 00:01:46,416 I don't want to be a part of the discussion I don't want to be a part of the discussion
35 00:01:46,440 00:01:47,784 about future leadership. about future leadership.
36 00:01:47,808 00:01:49,686 Look, Cal and Eddie can hash it out. Look, Cal and Eddie can hash it out.
37 00:01:51,445 00:01:52,789 Hold on, someone's at the door. Hold on, someone's at the door.
38 00:01:52,813 00:01:55,259 Who is it? Who is it?
39 00:01:55,283 00:01:58,362 Felicia, I'm gonna have to call you back. Felicia, I'm gonna have to call you back.
40 00:01:58,386 00:02:03,333 ♪ ♪
41 00:02:03,357 00:02:05,302 - Remember me? - No. - Remember me? - No.
42 00:02:05,326 00:02:06,836 - I'm one of the people you blackmailed. - I'm one of the people you blackmailed.
43 00:02:06,860 00:02:08,872 I lost everything! I tried to kill you. I lost everything! I tried to kill you.
44 00:02:08,896 00:02:10,307 I tried to run you off the road, I tried to run you off the road,
45 00:02:10,331 00:02:11,741 but that wouldn't help. but that wouldn't help.
46 00:02:11,765 00:02:14,311 - I wish I could make amends, believe me. - I wish I could make amends, believe me.
47 00:02:14,335 00:02:16,413 Know that I live with what I did to you. Know that I live with what I did to you.
48 00:02:16,437 00:02:19,216 ♪ ♪
49 00:02:19,240 00:02:20,617 No. Please. No. Please.
50 00:02:20,641 00:02:22,452 - Live with this. - Live with this.
51 00:02:24,578 00:02:26,723 ♪ ♪
52 00:02:29,483 00:02:33,663 ♪ ♪
53 00:02:33,687 00:02:37,534 I know that there is confusion. I know that there is confusion.
54 00:02:37,558 00:02:41,905 I know there's fear and sadness. I know there's fear and sadness.
55 00:02:41,929 00:02:46,310 But Steve, he asked me to return... But Steve, he asked me to return...
56 00:02:46,334 00:02:48,212 to serve... to serve...
57 00:02:48,236 00:02:52,506 to bring hope to a broken movement. to bring hope to a broken movement.
58 00:02:53,607 00:02:58,488 I tried to silence the call, but it was just too... I tried to silence the call, but it was just too...
59 00:03:02,516 00:03:04,176 - Earthquake! - Earthquake!
60 00:03:33,347 00:03:37,527 ♪ ♪
61 00:03:37,551 00:03:40,664 We have to go. We have to go.
62 00:03:40,688 00:03:42,666 We have to go! We have to go!
63 00:03:42,690 00:03:43,800 Everybody out! Everybody out!
64 00:03:43,824 00:03:45,602 - No, no, no, it's safer here. - No, no, no, it's safer here.
65 00:03:45,626 00:03:46,836 - No, we have to get out! - No, we have to get out!
66 00:03:46,860 00:03:48,372 Get out of the building! Get out of the building!
67 00:03:48,396 00:03:49,873 Everybody out! Everybody out!
68 00:03:52,633 00:03:53,777 Get out! Get out!
69 00:03:58,739 00:04:00,517 Anybody else in there? Anybody else in there?
70 00:04:00,541 00:04:03,620 ♪ ♪
71 00:04:03,644 00:04:05,514 Hey. We have to go. Hey. We have to go.
72 00:04:06,614 00:04:09,359 We have to go. We have to go.
73 00:04:11,585 00:04:14,564 ♪ ♪
74 00:04:14,588 00:04:17,000 - What are we running for? - I don't know. - What are we running for? - I don't know.
75 00:04:17,024 00:04:18,635 - We have to go. - No, I can't. - We have to go. - No, I can't.
76 00:04:18,659 00:04:20,459 - It's okay. We have to... - It's okay. We have to...
77 00:04:22,730 00:04:24,341 - Dad! Dad! - No, don't... - Dad! Dad! - No, don't...
78 00:04:24,365 00:04:27,477 Come on! Come on. Come on. Come on! Come on. Come on.
79 00:04:27,501 00:04:28,871 - Come on. - Come on.
80 00:04:38,479 00:04:45,489 ♪ ♪
81 00:04:51,692 00:04:58,902 ♪ ♪
82 00:06:00,661 00:06:07,071 ♪ ♪
83 00:06:09,437 00:06:11,080 What authorities are calling What authorities are calling
84 00:06:11,104 00:06:13,750 a freak earthquake caused a gas-line explosion a freak earthquake caused a gas-line explosion
85 00:06:13,774 00:06:15,419 at the New York Meyerism Center. at the New York Meyerism Center.
86 00:06:15,443 00:06:16,853 The group's leader, Eddie Lane, The group's leader, Eddie Lane,
87 00:06:16,877 00:06:18,722 emerged from the flames unharmed. emerged from the flames unharmed.
88 00:06:18,746 00:06:21,825 Meyerist miracle or hoax? Meyerist miracle or hoax?
89 00:06:21,849 00:06:29,019 ♪ ♪
90 00:06:38,499 00:06:41,845 It begins. It begins.
91 00:06:41,869 00:06:49,039 ♪ ♪
92 00:06:54,615 00:07:01,615 ♪ ♪
93 00:07:43,196 00:07:45,966 Hello? Hello?
94 00:07:47,935 00:07:51,280 - Hello. - Vera Stephens. - Hello. - Vera Stephens.
95 00:07:51,304 00:07:53,116 I'm here about the position. I'm here about the position.
96 00:07:53,140 00:07:56,786 - Oh, uh... what position? - Oh, uh... what position?
97 00:07:56,810 00:07:59,689 - The one I wrote to you about. - The one I wrote to you about.
98 00:07:59,713 00:08:01,190 - Oh, right. Vera. - Oh, right. Vera.
99 00:08:01,214 00:08:04,761 You are the... the publicist, right? You are the... the publicist, right?
100 00:08:04,785 00:08:08,832 Oxford educated... you worked for Greenpeace... Oxford educated... you worked for Greenpeace...
101 00:08:08,856 00:08:10,266 and Breitbart. and Breitbart.
102 00:08:10,290 00:08:13,102 - I think they both needed a facelift. - I think they both needed a facelift.
103 00:08:13,126 00:08:18,675 Yeah, no, they, uh... they look great. Yeah, no, they, uh... they look great.
104 00:08:18,699 00:08:22,311 - Is there somewhere we can maybe sit down? - Is there somewhere we can maybe sit down?
105 00:08:22,335 00:08:24,113 - Uh, actually, no, there's not a chair - Uh, actually, no, there's not a chair
106 00:08:24,137 00:08:27,951 in the building... just a big, empty space. in the building... just a big, empty space.
107 00:08:27,975 00:08:30,535 - The new New York City Meyerist Center. - The new New York City Meyerist Center.
108 00:08:32,079 00:08:36,225 - Yeah, um, I hope so. - Yeah, um, I hope so.
109 00:08:36,249 00:08:38,695 You know, the truth is a lot of publicists You know, the truth is a lot of publicists
110 00:08:38,719 00:08:41,197 have thrown their... their hats in the ring, have thrown their... their hats in the ring,
111 00:08:41,221 00:08:44,834 and if I felt like I needed one, and if I felt like I needed one,
112 00:08:44,858 00:08:47,604 you'd be the first person I would call, truly. you'd be the first person I would call, truly.
113 00:08:47,628 00:08:49,105 But I just don't think I need one. But I just don't think I need one.
114 00:08:49,129 00:08:51,274 - I don't want to be your publicist. - I don't want to be your publicist.
115 00:08:51,298 00:08:53,577 But I do think you're gonna need someone But I do think you're gonna need someone
116 00:08:53,601 00:08:55,845 to help you manage the influx of money, to help you manage the influx of money,
117 00:08:55,869 00:08:57,781 members, and all the general mess members, and all the general mess
118 00:08:57,805 00:09:01,084 that has arisen now that you've trended on YouTube... that has arisen now that you've trended on YouTube...
119 00:09:01,108 00:09:02,619 And become... And become...
120 00:09:02,643 00:09:06,055 - A religious figure/legend. - Right. - A religious figure/legend. - Right.
121 00:09:06,079 00:09:07,691 - And not to mention handle the media. - And not to mention handle the media.
122 00:09:07,715 00:09:09,358 I'm sure you've already been inundated I'm sure you've already been inundated
123 00:09:09,382 00:09:11,227 with offers for interviews... with offers for interviews...
124 00:09:11,251 00:09:13,262 Not sure which one to take? Not sure which one to take?
125 00:09:13,286 00:09:16,600 - Yeah, "Spirituality Today" offered me their cover. - Yeah, "Spirituality Today" offered me their cover.
126 00:09:16,624 00:09:17,867 - Don't take it. - Don't take it.
127 00:09:17,891 00:09:19,703 - They got readership all over the world. - They got readership all over the world.
128 00:09:19,727 00:09:22,639 - Only premium, mainstream publications. - Only premium, mainstream publications.
129 00:09:22,663 00:09:26,009 I see you on the cover of "The Sunday Times Magazine"... I see you on the cover of "The Sunday Times Magazine"...
130 00:09:26,033 00:09:27,977 "The New Face of Faith" "The New Face of Faith"
131 00:09:28,001 00:09:29,813 or something like that, you know? or something like that, you know?
132 00:09:29,837 00:09:32,616 No fringe. Nothing that puts you over there with them. No fringe. Nothing that puts you over there with them.
133 00:09:32,640 00:09:35,018 This is about where Meyerism is going, This is about where Meyerism is going,
134 00:09:35,042 00:09:37,721 not where it has been. not where it has been.
135 00:09:48,989 00:09:52,035 - First of all, I, uh... I just want to say thank you - First of all, I, uh... I just want to say thank you
136 00:09:52,059 00:09:54,303 for coming out to... for coming out to...
137 00:09:54,327 00:09:58,675 To celebrate our new home in New York City. To celebrate our new home in New York City.
138 00:09:58,699 00:10:02,311 You know, we've grown a lot over the past six months, You know, we've grown a lot over the past six months,
139 00:10:02,335 00:10:06,783 but the work has just begun. but the work has just begun.
140 00:10:06,807 00:10:08,952 These are tough times. These are tough times.
141 00:10:08,976 00:10:12,355 Our towns are being ravaged by substance abuse. Our towns are being ravaged by substance abuse.
142 00:10:12,379 00:10:16,893 Hate groups are springing up in our neighborhoods. Hate groups are springing up in our neighborhoods.
143 00:10:16,917 00:10:20,096 We are living within a politically divided nation We are living within a politically divided nation
144 00:10:20,120 00:10:22,198 where marginalized groups are feeling where marginalized groups are feeling
145 00:10:22,222 00:10:26,803 more and more marginalized. more and more marginalized.
146 00:10:26,827 00:10:29,973 But you are welcome here. But you are welcome here.
147 00:10:34,234 00:10:37,714 See, I... I've been to The Garden. See, I... I've been to The Garden.
148 00:10:37,738 00:10:42,819 I've seen that it's not just for a chosen few... I've seen that it's not just for a chosen few...
149 00:10:42,843 00:10:45,121 but for everyone... but for everyone...
150 00:10:45,145 00:10:48,424 Anyone who walks this path. Anyone who walks this path.
151 00:10:48,448 00:10:50,860 And that is why I have decided And that is why I have decided
152 00:10:50,884 00:10:55,331 to take down the guard booth to take down the guard booth
153 00:10:55,355 00:10:58,835 and leave the gates to The Garden open and leave the gates to The Garden open
154 00:10:58,859 00:11:02,338 so that anyone can enter as they please. so that anyone can enter as they please.
155 00:11:07,267 00:11:09,713 - He's gonna get us all killed. - He's gonna get us all killed.
156 00:11:09,737 00:11:14,050 ♪ ♪
157 00:11:14,074 00:11:16,786 I mean, it seems crazy to remove security I mean, it seems crazy to remove security
158 00:11:16,810 00:11:20,489 in times like these, but I'm... I'm not gonna say anything. in times like these, but I'm... I'm not gonna say anything.
159 00:11:20,513 00:11:22,458 - You should. You should say something. - You should. You should say something.
160 00:11:22,482 00:11:24,360 You're the one that's being realistic. You're the one that's being realistic.
161 00:11:24,384 00:11:26,262 - No, I've completely extricated myself - No, I've completely extricated myself
162 00:11:26,286 00:11:29,286 from making any of those kinds of decisions. from making any of those kinds of decisions.
163 00:11:31,424 00:11:33,469 - Maybe you should go see a therapist... - Maybe you should go see a therapist...
164 00:11:33,493 00:11:36,105 A real one, not a Meyerist. A real one, not a Meyerist.
165 00:11:36,129 00:11:37,741 Look, obviously, I'm just getting Look, obviously, I'm just getting
166 00:11:37,765 00:11:39,175 to know you again, but you just seem to know you again, but you just seem
167 00:11:39,199 00:11:40,844 like you're suffering. like you're suffering.
168 00:11:40,868 00:11:42,478 And what that man did to you in your house... And what that man did to you in your house...
169 00:11:42,502 00:11:46,783 - What I did to that man was horrible. - What I did to that man was horrible.
170 00:11:46,807 00:11:48,484 - Right, and that's what therapy is for. - Right, and that's what therapy is for.
171 00:11:48,508 00:11:50,419 Do you think I'd be able to sit with you here right now Do you think I'd be able to sit with you here right now
172 00:11:50,443 00:11:52,155 if I hadn't been talking to a professional if I hadn't been talking to a professional
173 00:11:52,179 00:11:53,790 three times a week? three times a week?
174 00:11:53,814 00:11:56,025 I'm doing extra sessions just so I can make it I'm doing extra sessions just so I can make it
175 00:11:56,049 00:11:58,294 to the big dinner on Friday. to the big dinner on Friday.
176 00:11:58,318 00:12:00,318 - I'm really sorry. - I'm really sorry.
177 00:12:03,791 00:12:05,969 - I mean, it's been hard. - I know. - I mean, it's been hard. - I know.
178 00:12:05,993 00:12:09,438 - With all the changes that Eddie has made... - With all the changes that Eddie has made...
179 00:12:09,462 00:12:11,340 and is making, but... and is making, but...
180 00:12:14,101 00:12:17,246 Talking to you has been one of the better things Talking to you has been one of the better things
181 00:12:17,270 00:12:18,915 to come of it. to come of it.
182 00:12:18,939 00:12:25,388 ♪ ♪
183 00:12:25,412 00:12:28,324 - How is Cal doing with all these changes? - How is Cal doing with all these changes?
184 00:12:28,348 00:12:32,161 - No one's heard from him since the explosions. - No one's heard from him since the explosions.
185 00:12:32,185 00:12:39,355 ♪ ♪
186 00:12:41,829 00:12:45,809 ♪ ♪
187 00:12:45,833 00:12:48,111 I know. Change sucks. I know. Change sucks.
188 00:12:48,135 00:12:49,478 I know you're thinking, I know you're thinking,
189 00:12:49,502 00:12:52,372 "How the hell am I gonna reinvent myself?" "How the hell am I gonna reinvent myself?"
190 00:12:53,874 00:12:54,984 What's your name? What's your name?
191 00:12:55,943 00:12:57,420 Barry. Barry.
192 00:12:57,444 00:12:59,522 - Did y'all hear his name? - No. - Did y'all hear his name? - No.
193 00:12:59,546 00:13:01,190 No? Okay, come on. No? Okay, come on.
194 00:13:01,214 00:13:03,059 - Barry. - Come on, come on, come on. - Barry. - Come on, come on, come on.
195 00:13:03,083 00:13:05,028 - Barry. - Yeah, one more time. - Barry. - Yeah, one more time.
196 00:13:05,052 00:13:06,362 You can do better. - Barry. You can do better. - Barry.
197 00:13:06,386 00:13:08,097 All right, all right. All right, all right.
198 00:13:08,121 00:13:09,498 Barry what? - Barry Klein. Barry what? - Barry Klein.
199 00:13:09,522 00:13:11,134 - Barry Klein... but with conviction! - Barry Klein... but with conviction!
200 00:13:11,158 00:13:13,369 "Barry Klein! This is who I am! "Barry Klein! This is who I am!
201 00:13:13,393 00:13:14,838 Barry Klein." Barry Klein."
202 00:13:14,862 00:13:17,206 - Barry Klein. - Yes! - Barry Klein. - Yes!
203 00:13:17,230 00:13:19,075 - Barry Klein! - Barry Klein!
204 00:13:20,567 00:13:22,245 All right, all right. All right, all right.
205 00:13:22,269 00:13:26,269 Why are you here today, Barry Klein? Why are you here today, Barry Klein?
206 00:13:28,108 00:13:30,586 - I got fired from my sales job last month. - I got fired from my sales job last month.
207 00:13:30,610 00:13:32,255 - Mm-hmm. - And I haven't been able - Mm-hmm. - And I haven't been able
208 00:13:32,279 00:13:33,857 to get another gig. to get another gig.
209 00:13:33,881 00:13:36,259 But it's not my fault. The economy is shit. But it's not my fault. The economy is shit.
210 00:13:36,283 00:13:38,294 - Ah. Did you hear what I heard? - Ah. Did you hear what I heard?
211 00:13:38,318 00:13:40,463 - I sure did. - Right. - I sure did. - Right.
212 00:13:40,487 00:13:43,166 You want to hire Barry Klein, Mary? You want to hire Barry Klein, Mary?
213 00:13:43,190 00:13:47,236 - No one wants a man who won't take responsibility. - No one wants a man who won't take responsibility.
214 00:13:47,260 00:13:49,873 - That's your thing, isn't it, Barry? - That's your thing, isn't it, Barry?
215 00:13:49,897 00:13:53,943 You make excuses for your failure... You make excuses for your failure...
216 00:13:53,967 00:13:55,411 Blame others. Blame others.
217 00:13:55,435 00:13:59,115 Economy sucks, the boss sucks, the wife sucks, Economy sucks, the boss sucks, the wife sucks,
218 00:13:59,139 00:14:00,939 kids suck, am I right? kids suck, am I right?
219 00:14:06,413 00:14:07,891 Who else did that? Who else did that?
220 00:14:07,915 00:14:09,558 ♪ ♪
221 00:14:09,582 00:14:14,964 Someone else in your life... ♪ Someone else in your life... ♪
222 00:14:14,988 00:14:15,999 Your father? Your father?
223 00:14:16,023 00:14:18,267 ♪ ♪
224 00:14:18,291 00:14:20,336 - How'd you know? - How'd you know?
225 00:14:20,360 00:14:24,307 - Everything in your body told me so. - Everything in your body told me so.
226 00:14:25,465 00:14:28,577 You see, I used to carry You see, I used to carry
227 00:14:28,601 00:14:31,547 my mother's alcoholism, my mother's alcoholism,
228 00:14:31,571 00:14:34,517 my father's abandonment. my father's abandonment.
229 00:14:34,541 00:14:40,056 But... I wasn't gonna live like that anymore. But... I wasn't gonna live like that anymore.
230 00:14:40,080 00:14:43,692 It was time for me to be my own man. It was time for me to be my own man.
231 00:14:43,716 00:14:47,330 Do you want that for yourself, Barry Klein? Do you want that for yourself, Barry Klein?
232 00:14:47,354 00:14:51,400 Do you want to be your own man? Do you want to be your own man?
233 00:14:51,424 00:14:54,938 - It's okay, Barry. Just keep letting go. - It's okay, Barry. Just keep letting go.
234 00:14:54,962 00:14:58,474 You listen to Cal, and you will stop blaming. You listen to Cal, and you will stop blaming.
235 00:14:58,498 00:15:01,510 You will take responsibility. You will take responsibility.
236 00:15:01,534 00:15:05,448 And you know how hot that is, Barry? And you know how hot that is, Barry?
237 00:15:05,472 00:15:08,151 Everyone wants a responsible man. Everyone wants a responsible man.
238 00:15:08,175 00:15:11,620 ♪ ♪
239 00:15:11,644 00:15:13,957 - I want to be a responsible man. - I want to be a responsible man.
240 00:15:13,981 00:15:15,391 - Great. - Great.
241 00:15:15,415 00:15:18,094 Now tell ten friends what you got from this workshop. Now tell ten friends what you got from this workshop.
242 00:15:18,118 00:15:22,298 - This is your ultimate challenge, Barry. - This is your ultimate challenge, Barry.
243 00:15:22,322 00:15:26,135 Your climb, your ladder. Your climb, your ladder.
244 00:15:26,159 00:15:29,138 ♪ ♪
245 00:15:29,162 00:15:31,507 Reinvent yourself. Reinvent yourself.
246 00:15:31,531 00:15:38,141 ♪ ♪
247 00:15:47,680 00:15:51,394 We look to The Light for peace... We look to The Light for peace...
248 00:15:51,418 00:15:56,232 guidance, and the swift arrival guidance, and the swift arrival
249 00:15:56,256 00:15:59,035 of the last three rungs. of the last three rungs.
250 00:16:01,128 00:16:02,738 ♪ ♪
251 00:16:02,762 00:16:06,442 Thank you for guiding me. Thank you for guiding me.
252 00:16:06,466 00:16:09,566 - Thank you for guiding me. - Thank you for guiding me.
253 00:16:11,371 00:16:13,549 - May Bill and your hearts heal. - May Bill and your hearts heal.
254 00:16:13,573 00:16:17,253 - You might have to give up that hope. - You might have to give up that hope.
255 00:16:17,277 00:16:21,224 I spent more than 40 years with a man... I spent more than 40 years with a man...
256 00:16:21,248 00:16:25,294 A man who thought I made up the story A man who thought I made up the story
257 00:16:25,318 00:16:28,031 that is my very foundation. that is my very foundation.
258 00:16:28,055 00:16:31,234 All this time, he thinks I fell over, All this time, he thinks I fell over,
259 00:16:31,258 00:16:33,628 drugged, into a campfire. drugged, into a campfire.
260 00:16:36,196 00:16:40,276 - Well, it's easy for us to believe in miracles. - Well, it's easy for us to believe in miracles.
261 00:16:40,300 00:16:42,711 We've experienced them. We've experienced them.
262 00:16:42,735 00:16:44,813 - I've seen miracles. - I've seen miracles.
263 00:16:44,837 00:16:48,317 And I've seen that it doesn't make you immune And I've seen that it doesn't make you immune
264 00:16:48,341 00:16:51,081 from corruption. from corruption.
265 00:16:52,645 00:16:55,324 - Well, I'm glad you're keeping an eye on me. - Well, I'm glad you're keeping an eye on me.
266 00:16:55,348 00:16:59,628 ♪ ♪
267 00:16:59,652 00:17:01,297 - You need to see something. - You need to see something.
268 00:17:04,324 00:17:06,235 ♪ ♪
269 00:17:06,259 00:17:08,637 Something tried to break in last night. Something tried to break in last night.
270 00:17:08,661 00:17:16,071 ♪ ♪
271 00:17:26,813 00:17:28,557 - Yes? - Yes?
272 00:17:28,581 00:17:30,859 - Hey... I am so sorry. - Hey... I am so sorry.
273 00:17:30,883 00:17:34,230 Um, I'm looking for a Hawk Lane? Um, I'm looking for a Hawk Lane?
274 00:17:34,254 00:17:35,764 - That's me. - That's me.
275 00:17:35,788 00:17:37,800 That's cool. That's cool.
276 00:17:37,824 00:17:40,236 Uh, I'm Caleb Matthews. Uh, I'm Caleb Matthews.
277 00:17:40,260 00:17:42,338 We have a 9:00, I believe. We have a 9:00, I believe.
278 00:17:42,362 00:17:44,607 - Yes. Come on in. - Yes. Come on in.
279 00:17:44,631 00:17:46,242 - Yeah. - Yeah.
280 00:17:46,266 00:17:48,611 - Good to meet you. - Yeah, you too. - Good to meet you. - Yeah, you too.
281 00:17:48,635 00:17:51,814 So you're Hawk Lane, huh? So you're Hawk Lane, huh?
282 00:17:51,838 00:17:54,117 - Is there something... - No. - Is there something... - No.
283 00:17:54,141 00:17:56,119 Uh, sorry. I was just expecting Uh, sorry. I was just expecting
284 00:17:56,143 00:17:58,487 some bearded old hippie dude, you know? some bearded old hippie dude, you know?
285 00:17:58,511 00:18:00,589 Meyerist Movement, Hawk Lane. Meyerist Movement, Hawk Lane.
286 00:18:00,613 00:18:04,693 It's kind of a... No? - No. It's kind of a... No? - No.
287 00:18:04,717 00:18:06,362 - All right, sorry. That was a bad opening line. - All right, sorry. That was a bad opening line.
288 00:18:06,386 00:18:08,197 I should probably try that again. I should probably try that again.
289 00:18:08,221 00:18:10,333 - Yeah, not the best. Have a seat. - Yeah, not the best. Have a seat.
290 00:18:10,357 00:18:12,268 - Okay. - Okay.
291 00:18:12,292 00:18:14,570 Ah, um... Ah, um...
292 00:18:14,594 00:18:17,473 Yeah, so, our youth group, Musa, we're um... Yeah, so, our youth group, Musa, we're um...
293 00:18:17,497 00:18:19,708 - And what does that stand for? - And what does that stand for?
294 00:18:19,732 00:18:21,810 - Oh, it kind of means, um... - Oh, it kind of means, um...
295 00:18:21,834 00:18:24,547 Someone with a distinct personality... Someone with a distinct personality...
296 00:18:24,571 00:18:25,681 a charmer. a charmer.
297 00:18:25,705 00:18:28,184 - It says here your... father - It says here your... father
298 00:18:28,208 00:18:29,552 is the pastor of the biggest church is the pastor of the biggest church
299 00:18:29,576 00:18:31,287 in Westchester. - Yeah. in Westchester. - Yeah.
300 00:18:31,311 00:18:33,456 - Why apply to use our interfaith space? - Why apply to use our interfaith space?
301 00:18:33,480 00:18:35,624 Why not just use your dad's church? Why not just use your dad's church?
302 00:18:35,648 00:18:38,427 Our interfaith space is reserved Our interfaith space is reserved
303 00:18:38,451 00:18:39,828 for groups in need. for groups in need.
304 00:18:39,852 00:18:41,530 - Well, first of all, - Well, first of all,
305 00:18:41,554 00:18:44,867 like you said, my dad's church is in Westchester. like you said, my dad's church is in Westchester.
306 00:18:44,891 00:18:46,835 And I think that our youth group And I think that our youth group
307 00:18:46,859 00:18:50,406 would have a wider reach here in the city. would have a wider reach here in the city.
308 00:18:50,430 00:18:52,508 You know, can I just be honest with you? You know, can I just be honest with you?
309 00:18:52,532 00:18:55,872 - We are all about honesty here. - We are all about honesty here.
310 00:18:57,870 00:19:00,449 - I'm looking to kind of individuate - I'm looking to kind of individuate
311 00:19:00,473 00:19:01,750 from my dad and his word... from my dad and his word...
312 00:19:01,774 00:19:03,352 Find my own word. Find my own word.
313 00:19:03,376 00:19:05,654 Or... I don't know. How can I say this better? Or... I don't know. How can I say this better?
314 00:19:05,678 00:19:07,223 Uh... Uh...
315 00:19:07,247 00:19:11,327 I want our group to be able to talk... I want our group to be able to talk...
316 00:19:11,351 00:19:14,651 without our parents looking over our shoulder. without our parents looking over our shoulder.
317 00:19:18,358 00:19:22,571 I've been a Meyerist for two years. I've been a Meyerist for two years.
318 00:19:22,595 00:19:24,973 You know my story? You know my story?
319 00:19:24,997 00:19:26,942 Ah, I'm afraid I don't. Ah, I'm afraid I don't.
320 00:19:26,966 00:19:30,613 - I was supposed to replace the hot-water heater - I was supposed to replace the hot-water heater
321 00:19:30,637 00:19:32,748 in my house. in my house.
322 00:19:32,772 00:19:35,351 I told my wife I did it. I told my wife I did it.
323 00:19:35,375 00:19:37,453 But I didn't. But I didn't.
324 00:19:38,945 00:19:41,624 It exploded. It exploded.
325 00:19:41,648 00:19:44,760 My son was injured. My son was injured.
326 00:19:44,784 00:19:46,495 - I'm sorry. - I'm sorry.
327 00:19:46,519 00:19:49,498 - Badly burned. - Badly burned.
328 00:19:49,522 00:19:51,367 He's had six surgeries. He's had six surgeries.
329 00:19:53,760 00:19:56,939 But the scars... But the scars...
330 00:19:58,765 00:20:01,810 I live with such self-hatred... I live with such self-hatred...
331 00:20:04,271 00:20:06,249 Which is why I joined your movement. Which is why I joined your movement.
332 00:20:06,273 00:20:07,816 ♪ ♪
333 00:20:07,840 00:20:10,553 And it was working... And it was working...
334 00:20:10,577 00:20:13,256 The White Rooms, the green juice. The White Rooms, the green juice.
335 00:20:13,280 00:20:15,258 - U-under Eddie's guardianship, - U-under Eddie's guardianship,
336 00:20:15,282 00:20:17,793 we strive to forgive ourselves. we strive to forgive ourselves.
337 00:20:17,817 00:20:20,263 - I don't want to forgive myself. - I don't want to forgive myself.
338 00:20:20,287 00:20:22,265 - I'm sorry? - I want to be punished. - I'm sorry? - I want to be punished.
339 00:20:22,289 00:20:25,734 It's the only time I feel peace from what I did. It's the only time I feel peace from what I did.
340 00:20:25,758 00:20:29,605 I need to be punished. I need to be punished.
341 00:20:29,629 00:20:31,674 Can you understand that? Can you understand that?
342 00:20:31,698 00:20:36,745 ♪ ♪
343 00:20:50,650 00:20:57,860 ♪ ♪
344 00:21:20,347 00:21:22,458 - Six thou... Hey. - Six thou... Hey.
345 00:21:22,482 00:21:26,061 We made $6,000 last month. can you believe that? We made $6,000 last month. can you believe that?
346 00:21:26,085 00:21:29,932 - Where's Forest's Sophie? Huh? - Where's Forest's Sophie? Huh?
347 00:21:29,956 00:21:32,468 - I've been sending out pamphlets everywhere, - I've been sending out pamphlets everywhere,
348 00:21:32,492 00:21:35,003 and I have some really big leads in Jacksonville. and I have some really big leads in Jacksonville.
349 00:21:35,027 00:21:38,106 - Mary, there were only 12 people at that workshop. - Mary, there were only 12 people at that workshop.
350 00:21:38,130 00:21:39,742 - Well, you have to start somewhere. - Well, you have to start somewhere.
351 00:21:42,735 00:21:45,748 Shh, shh, shh, shh. Shh, shh, shh, shh.
352 00:21:45,772 00:21:49,352 Shh, shh, shh, shh, shh. Shh, shh, shh, shh, shh.
353 00:21:49,376 00:21:53,656 ♪ ♪
354 00:21:53,680 00:21:55,891 I was the leader of a movement with thousands of people. I was the leader of a movement with thousands of people.
355 00:21:55,915 00:21:57,760 I already started. This is doubling back. I already started. This is doubling back.
356 00:21:57,784 00:21:59,628 - Hey, you're gonna have the crowds again. - Hey, you're gonna have the crowds again.
357 00:21:59,652 00:22:01,397 That was your best workshop yet, That was your best workshop yet,
358 00:22:01,421 00:22:04,032 and Barry Klein... he's gonna tell everyone he knows. and Barry Klein... he's gonna tell everyone he knows.
359 00:22:04,056 00:22:05,834 - Oh, great. Barry Klein's friends. - Oh, great. Barry Klein's friends.
360 00:22:05,858 00:22:07,936 - They need you. You... you were magic. - They need you. You... you were magic.
361 00:22:07,960 00:22:10,473 You saw right through him. - You prescreened him. You saw right through him. - You prescreened him.
362 00:22:10,497 00:22:12,508 You told me everything about him... about his father. You told me everything about him... about his father.
363 00:22:12,532 00:22:13,942 There was no magic... There was no magic...
364 00:22:13,966 00:22:15,944 - The way you did it, it felt like magic. - The way you did it, it felt like magic.
365 00:22:18,571 00:22:21,016 Hey, come on. Come on. Hey, come on. Come on.
366 00:22:21,040 00:22:22,885 Please? I love this song. Please? I love this song.
367 00:22:22,909 00:22:27,923 Ah... - Please? Ah... - Please?
368 00:22:27,947 00:22:30,659 $6,000. $6,000.
369 00:22:30,683 00:22:33,061 $6,000! - Uh-huh. $6,000! - Uh-huh.
370 00:22:33,085 00:22:35,798 - You're gonna be playing stadiums, baby. - You're gonna be playing stadiums, baby.
371 00:22:35,822 00:22:38,634 Okay. Okay.
372 00:22:40,660 00:22:45,474 Oh... - Hey, Small Saul. What's up? Oh... - Hey, Small Saul. What's up?
373 00:22:45,498 00:22:46,942 - Boss needs you. - Boss needs you.
374 00:22:46,966 00:22:50,413 ♪ Makes it hard to understand ♪ ♪ Makes it hard to understand ♪
375 00:22:50,437 00:22:53,081 ♪ That a woman's life ♪ That a woman's life
376 00:22:53,105 00:23:01,105 ♪ Is more than just a man ♪ ♪ Is more than just a man ♪
377 00:23:05,585 00:23:06,845 - Hey. - Hey.
378 00:23:08,921 00:23:11,800 - I'm in a bad way I need you big-time. - I'm in a bad way I need you big-time.
379 00:23:11,824 00:23:13,536 - Uh, okay. What's going on, Harold? - Uh, okay. What's going on, Harold?
380 00:23:13,560 00:23:17,506 - She's bringing the new guy to the twins' graduation. - She's bringing the new guy to the twins' graduation.
381 00:23:17,530 00:23:20,743 I don't think I can go. - No, of course you're going. I don't think I can go. - No, of course you're going.
382 00:23:20,767 00:23:24,179 - This guy's, like, some kind of financial dude, - This guy's, like, some kind of financial dude,
383 00:23:24,203 00:23:26,615 and they'll ask questions, like how I'm doing, and... and they'll ask questions, like how I'm doing, and...
384 00:23:26,639 00:23:27,983 - You'll answer them. - And say what? - You'll answer them. - And say what?
385 00:23:28,007 00:23:29,985 What do I say? - The truth. What do I say? - The truth.
386 00:23:30,009 00:23:32,154 You've been diagnosed with PCS. You've been diagnosed with PCS.
387 00:23:32,178 00:23:34,723 You wake up with crushing pain in your body. You wake up with crushing pain in your body.
388 00:23:34,747 00:23:36,625 Sometimes you don't know who you are or where you are, Sometimes you don't know who you are or where you are,
389 00:23:36,649 00:23:39,127 but you're fighting... For them, their future but you're fighting... For them, their future
390 00:23:39,151 00:23:41,096 because you love them. because you love them.
391 00:23:41,120 00:23:44,099 And you wouldn't miss their high-school graduation And you wouldn't miss their high-school graduation
392 00:23:44,123 00:23:46,063 for anything in the world. for anything in the world.
393 00:23:47,727 00:23:49,204 - Okay. - Okay.
394 00:23:49,228 00:23:50,706 Wow. Wow.
395 00:23:50,730 00:23:53,509 "Climb Your Ladder with Cal." That was so cool. "Climb Your Ladder with Cal." That was so cool.
396 00:23:53,533 00:23:56,679 That workshop... if I hadn't taken that, I'd be so fucked. That workshop... if I hadn't taken that, I'd be so fucked.
397 00:23:56,703 00:23:59,014 - Well, you did take it, and you have me now... - Well, you did take it, and you have me now...
398 00:23:59,038 00:24:00,883 24-hour service. 24-hour service.
399 00:24:00,907 00:24:03,486 - Saul, book his ticket. - Saul, book his ticket.
400 00:24:03,510 00:24:04,887 - What ticket? - What ticket?
401 00:24:04,911 00:24:07,890 - To Boston, for the graduation. - To Boston, for the graduation.
402 00:24:07,914 00:24:11,159 Thanks, man. I need you on this. Thanks, man. I need you on this.
403 00:24:15,154 00:24:18,166 - Here are the pills. Don't forget. - Here are the pills. Don't forget.
404 00:24:18,190 00:24:21,169 Gaby, make sure Hank brings Russel the altitude pills. Gaby, make sure Hank brings Russel the altitude pills.
405 00:24:21,193 00:24:23,138 Apparently he's sick as a dog. Apparently he's sick as a dog.
406 00:24:23,162 00:24:25,908 - Pills. Packed. Done. - Pills. Packed. Done.
407 00:24:25,932 00:24:29,545 Gab, remind me. - I'm so nervous. Gab, remind me. - I'm so nervous.
408 00:24:29,569 00:24:31,647 - There's nothing to be worried about. - There's nothing to be worried about.
409 00:24:33,272 00:24:35,784 - I just wish your dad was here... she's his sister, too, - I just wish your dad was here... she's his sister, too,
410 00:24:35,808 00:24:37,686 and he would have something to say about it. and he would have something to say about it.
411 00:24:37,710 00:24:39,788 - Well, he would be if you hadn't transgressed. - Well, he would be if you hadn't transgressed.
412 00:24:39,812 00:24:41,890 He needs his recovery time. He needs his recovery time.
413 00:24:44,617 00:24:46,147 - She's here. - She's here.
414 00:24:57,697 00:24:59,908 - Hey. - Hi. - Hey. - Hi.
415 00:24:59,932 00:25:01,109 Come on in. Come on in.
416 00:25:01,133 00:25:04,246 - Mom, Dad. - Mom, Dad.
417 00:25:04,270 00:25:06,214 - No husband? Where are the kids? - No husband? Where are the kids?
418 00:25:06,238 00:25:08,551 - Mom, can we just get through tonight? Then we'll see. - Mom, can we just get through tonight? Then we'll see.
419 00:25:08,575 00:25:10,819 - Healing is not gonna happen overnight, Gab. - Healing is not gonna happen overnight, Gab.
420 00:25:10,843 00:25:12,320 Come here. - Daddy. Come here. - Daddy.
421 00:25:12,344 00:25:14,554 Hi. Hi.
422 00:25:16,716 00:25:19,828 - Hey. - Daddy. - Hey. - Daddy.
423 00:25:19,852 00:25:22,330 - Hi. - Hi.
424 00:25:22,354 00:25:25,167 Tessa. I love that you're here. Tessa. I love that you're here.
425 00:25:25,191 00:25:27,636 Thanks. It's good to be here. Thanks. It's good to be here.
426 00:25:27,660 00:25:29,071 - Wine? - Wine?
427 00:25:29,095 00:25:31,206 - Yes. - Good. - Yes. - Good.
428 00:25:31,230 00:25:34,276 - Hey, uh, Uncle Eddie, did you hear that Hawk made - Hey, uh, Uncle Eddie, did you hear that Hawk made
429 00:25:34,300 00:25:36,645 a decision to loan the interfaith space a decision to loan the interfaith space
430 00:25:36,669 00:25:39,047 to a born-again mega-church group? to a born-again mega-church group?
431 00:25:39,071 00:25:41,249 - I felt their need was sincere, so... - I felt their need was sincere, so...
432 00:25:41,273 00:25:43,051 - Their beliefs couldn't be more diametrically opposed - Their beliefs couldn't be more diametrically opposed
433 00:25:43,075 00:25:44,787 to ours, so... to ours, so...
434 00:25:44,811 00:25:47,189 - Well, that's what the interfaith space is for... - Well, that's what the interfaith space is for...
435 00:25:47,213 00:25:49,257 To expose different faiths to each other. To expose different faiths to each other.
436 00:25:49,281 00:25:51,860 Helps us keep an open mind. Helps us keep an open mind.
437 00:25:51,884 00:25:53,195 - Speaking of open minds, - Speaking of open minds,
438 00:25:53,219 00:25:55,130 how about that press conference, huh? how about that press conference, huh?
439 00:25:55,154 00:25:56,732 Taking down walls Taking down walls
440 00:25:56,756 00:25:58,967 when the whole world is building them up. when the whole world is building them up.
441 00:25:58,991 00:26:00,135 Sarah told me about that. Sarah told me about that.
442 00:26:00,159 00:26:01,804 I think it's a little nuts, I think it's a little nuts,
443 00:26:01,828 00:26:03,706 with all the violence against others right now. with all the violence against others right now.
444 00:26:03,730 00:26:05,340 And you guys are others. And you guys are others.
445 00:26:05,364 00:26:07,042 - What's that supposed to mean? - What's that supposed to mean?
446 00:26:07,066 00:26:08,611 - Well, it just means you're a cult, - Well, it just means you're a cult,
447 00:26:08,635 00:26:10,212 and people still think of you as a cult. and people still think of you as a cult.
448 00:26:10,236 00:26:12,147 Okay, I really resent that. Okay, I really resent that.
449 00:26:12,171 00:26:15,217 - Not now. - Tessa, we are not a cult. - Not now. - Tessa, we are not a cult.
450 00:26:15,241 00:26:17,052 And people are gonna stop seeing us that way. And people are gonna stop seeing us that way.
451 00:26:17,076 00:26:19,722 Okay, then, why don't we put the food on the table? Okay, then, why don't we put the food on the table?
452 00:26:19,746 00:26:22,246 - Yeah, that's a good idea. - All right. - Yeah, that's a good idea. - All right.
453 00:26:32,058 00:26:34,328 - You all right? - Great. - You all right? - Great.
454 00:26:35,928 00:26:38,173 That's a nice shirt. That's a nice shirt.
455 00:26:38,197 00:26:39,908 Vera pick it out for you? Vera pick it out for you?
456 00:26:39,932 00:26:42,310 - Look, we just work together. That is all. - Look, we just work together. That is all.
457 00:26:42,334 00:26:45,914 - Anyway, let's not get into that right now. - Anyway, let's not get into that right now.
458 00:26:45,938 00:26:47,650 Here's something interesting. Here's something interesting.
459 00:26:47,674 00:26:51,820 I had a Meyerist today that, uh, really got to me. I had a Meyerist today that, uh, really got to me.
460 00:26:51,844 00:26:55,057 He wants to be punished. He wants to be punished.
461 00:26:55,081 00:26:58,060 But now that you've gotten rid of all the White Rooms, But now that you've gotten rid of all the White Rooms,
462 00:26:58,084 00:27:00,262 how do we help people who are really struggling with that? how do we help people who are really struggling with that?
463 00:27:00,286 00:27:01,764 - It's easy to be punished. - It's easy to be punished.
464 00:27:01,788 00:27:05,067 It's harder to forgive yourself. It's harder to forgive yourself.
465 00:27:05,091 00:27:06,902 - Maybe. - Maybe.
466 00:27:06,926 00:27:10,005 But I was reading Steve's early writings on penance, But I was reading Steve's early writings on penance,
467 00:27:10,029 00:27:13,375 and it seems that before he came to realignment, and it seems that before he came to realignment,
468 00:27:13,399 00:27:16,344 he was experimenting with... he was experimenting with...
469 00:27:16,368 00:27:18,668 more severe forms. more severe forms.
470 00:27:20,106 00:27:21,817 The HC. The HC.
471 00:27:21,841 00:27:23,418 Do you know what that is? Do you know what that is?
472 00:27:23,442 00:27:28,824 - Are you sure you're asking for someone else... - Are you sure you're asking for someone else...
473 00:27:28,848 00:27:30,878 and not for yourself? and not for yourself?
474 00:27:31,851 00:27:34,262 - Why don't you put the eggplant on the table? - Why don't you put the eggplant on the table?
475 00:27:34,286 00:27:37,199 - Hey. Sarah, you can talk to me. - Hey. Sarah, you can talk to me.
476 00:27:37,223 00:27:39,263 Yeah. Yeah.
477 00:27:42,194 00:27:45,307 Look, before we start dinner, Look, before we start dinner,
478 00:27:45,331 00:27:50,245 I think you should see... this. I think you should see... this.
479 00:27:50,269 00:27:53,248 Vera is going to slap him with a cease and desist. Vera is going to slap him with a cease and desist.
480 00:27:53,272 00:27:56,351 He can't use Meyerism like this. He can't use Meyerism like this.
481 00:27:56,375 00:27:59,988 - Well, I mean, you said The Light is for everyone. - Well, I mean, you said The Light is for everyone.
482 00:28:00,012 00:28:01,323 - This isn't The Light. - This isn't The Light.
483 00:28:01,347 00:28:03,391 This is Cal exploiting the message This is Cal exploiting the message
484 00:28:03,415 00:28:05,060 for his own personal gain. for his own personal gain.
485 00:28:05,084 00:28:07,863 Anyways, I just thought that you... Anyways, I just thought that you...
486 00:28:07,887 00:28:09,998 should know, in case he... should know, in case he...
487 00:28:10,022 00:28:12,067 - In case we're still talking? - In case we're still talking?
488 00:28:12,091 00:28:13,736 Because we're not. Because we're not.
489 00:28:13,760 00:28:16,400 Won't you join us, my children? Won't you join us, my children?
490 00:28:19,165 00:28:21,744 - Come on, kids, it's time for dinner. - Come on, kids, it's time for dinner.
491 00:28:21,768 00:28:24,847 Go this way, this way. Come on. Go this way, this way. Come on.
492 00:28:27,874 00:28:34,914 ♪ ♪
493 00:28:47,226 00:28:48,904 I hate first shift. I hate first shift.
494 00:28:48,928 00:28:50,238 - Stop it. At least we're outside. - Stop it. At least we're outside.
495 00:28:50,262 00:28:51,774 It's better than kitchen duty. It's better than kitchen duty.
496 00:28:51,798 00:28:57,045 ♪ ♪
497 00:28:57,069 00:28:58,769 Oh, God. Oh, God.
498 00:29:14,220 00:29:21,390 ♪ ♪
499 00:29:25,865 00:29:30,145 - No one will blame you if you restore security. - No one will blame you if you restore security.
500 00:29:30,169 00:29:32,280 - It took every ounce of resolve - It took every ounce of resolve
501 00:29:32,304 00:29:34,349 to embrace this calling. to embrace this calling.
502 00:29:34,373 00:29:36,919 I am in it now. I am in it now.
503 00:29:36,943 00:29:38,353 I'm doing things my way. I'm doing things my way.
504 00:29:38,377 00:29:41,356 - This is about the people's safety. - This is about the people's safety.
505 00:29:41,380 00:29:44,492 - I know that. - I know that.
506 00:29:44,516 00:29:47,546 Give me a chance to fuck up. Give me a chance to fuck up.
507 00:29:49,588 00:29:51,433 What are you gonna do What are you gonna do
508 00:29:51,457 00:29:53,987 about whatever it is that did this? about whatever it is that did this?
509 00:29:57,129 00:30:00,342 - I'm going to take care of it. - I'm going to take care of it.
510 00:30:00,366 00:30:03,245 In the meantime... In the meantime...
511 00:30:03,269 00:30:05,280 prepare to restore our land prepare to restore our land
512 00:30:05,304 00:30:08,314 for the life of these creatures. for the life of these creatures.
513 00:30:14,580 00:30:16,959 - Have you seen that gray shirt of mine that Harold likes? - Have you seen that gray shirt of mine that Harold likes?
514 00:30:16,983 00:30:19,261 - I washed it. It's hanging in the bathroom. - I washed it. It's hanging in the bathroom.
515 00:30:19,285 00:30:21,096 Okay. Okay.
516 00:30:21,120 00:30:22,464 - Don't be so upset. So what? - Don't be so upset. So what?
517 00:30:22,488 00:30:24,232 You have to go to Boston for a couple days? You have to go to Boston for a couple days?
518 00:30:24,256 00:30:26,334 - You don't have to manage Harold's every mood swing. - You don't have to manage Harold's every mood swing.
519 00:30:26,358 00:30:29,304 - Cal, we had nothing. Now we have free rent, free food. - Cal, we had nothing. Now we have free rent, free food.
520 00:30:29,328 00:30:32,028 We can use the pool... We can use the pool...
521 00:30:33,565 00:30:35,343 - Why don't you use the pool, Mary? - Why don't you use the pool, Mary?
522 00:30:35,367 00:30:37,379 I'll go help Harold call his mother I'll go help Harold call his mother
523 00:30:37,403 00:30:39,047 or whatever he can't do on his own today. or whatever he can't do on his own today.
524 00:30:39,071 00:30:40,883 Yes, I'm coming. Yes, I'm coming.
525 00:30:42,641 00:30:44,419 What's Harold need now? - It's not Harold. What's Harold need now? - It's not Harold.
526 00:30:44,443 00:30:46,488 Someone upstairs for you. Someone upstairs for you.
527 00:30:49,348 00:30:56,558 ♪ ♪
528 00:31:10,937 00:31:12,447 - Can we talk? - Can we talk?
529 00:31:12,471 00:31:19,454 ♪ ♪
530 00:31:24,616 00:31:27,295 Do you think we'll ever be a real family again? Do you think we'll ever be a real family again?
531 00:31:27,319 00:31:30,065 - Hey, we are a real family. - Hey, we are a real family.
532 00:31:34,093 00:31:35,938 - What is it? - What is it?
533 00:31:35,962 00:31:38,140 - Oh, it's nothing. It's just a... - Oh, it's nothing. It's just a...
534 00:31:38,164 00:31:40,042 just a deer outside. just a deer outside.
535 00:31:40,066 00:31:43,946 All right. I think it's sleepy time now, kiddo, okay? All right. I think it's sleepy time now, kiddo, okay?
536 00:31:43,970 00:31:48,450 - But I mean, like... you and Mom in the same house. - But I mean, like... you and Mom in the same house.
537 00:31:48,474 00:31:52,220 Okay. Okay.
538 00:31:52,244 00:31:54,322 Hey. Hey.
539 00:31:54,346 00:31:59,094 Me and your mom are going to love you Me and your mom are going to love you
540 00:31:59,118 00:32:03,665 and take care of you always, okay? and take care of you always, okay?
541 00:32:03,689 00:32:07,069 But we're not gonna live together again. But we're not gonna live together again.
542 00:32:07,093 00:32:10,238 Plus, I have new responsibilities now. Plus, I have new responsibilities now.
543 00:32:10,262 00:32:12,132 I have to be everyone's father. I have to be everyone's father.
544 00:32:13,265 00:32:14,576 - Why? - Why?
545 00:32:14,600 00:32:16,511 - That's just the way it is, kiddo. - That's just the way it is, kiddo.
546 00:32:16,535 00:32:17,645 I don't have a choice. I don't have a choice.
547 00:32:17,669 00:32:20,382 - But... what if... - But... what if...
548 00:32:20,406 00:32:23,685 you were just my dad again? you were just my dad again?
549 00:32:23,709 00:32:25,653 - How about I promise you - How about I promise you
550 00:32:25,677 00:32:29,447 that I will always love you most of all? that I will always love you most of all?
551 00:32:30,549 00:32:34,662 Okay. Okay.
552 00:32:34,686 00:32:37,232 Our secret. All right? Our secret. All right?
553 00:32:37,256 00:32:40,202 Mwah. Mwah.
554 00:32:41,393 00:32:43,463 Good night. Good night.
555 00:33:15,194 00:33:16,804 Ah, shit. Ah, shit.
556 00:33:16,828 00:33:19,041 - God, Eddie! - Sorry. - God, Eddie! - Sorry.
557 00:33:19,065 00:33:21,195 I'm sorry. I'm sorry.
558 00:33:25,204 00:33:26,481 - So I guess, then, - So I guess, then,
559 00:33:26,505 00:33:28,383 the dead rabbits got to you, too. the dead rabbits got to you, too.
560 00:33:30,842 00:33:33,255 - You know what? We can reinstate security - You know what? We can reinstate security
561 00:33:33,279 00:33:34,622 and not say a thing about it. and not say a thing about it.
562 00:33:34,646 00:33:37,092 - No, I just gave my word - No, I just gave my word
563 00:33:37,116 00:33:39,561 at a press conference. I'm not gonna... at a press conference. I'm not gonna...
564 00:33:39,585 00:33:41,645 - Like that matters. - Like that matters.
565 00:33:43,489 00:33:46,601 - Look, security is for cults. - Look, security is for cults.
566 00:33:46,625 00:33:48,436 - Oh, come on, you think mosques - Oh, come on, you think mosques
567 00:33:48,460 00:33:50,372 and synagogues aren't adding cameras and guards? and synagogues aren't adding cameras and guards?
568 00:33:50,396 00:33:55,343 We... Don't let the past make you unrealistic, Eddie. We... Don't let the past make you unrealistic, Eddie.
569 00:33:55,367 00:33:57,512 We can spin this however we need. We can spin this however we need.
570 00:33:57,536 00:34:00,815 - Well, I don't spin things. - Well, I don't spin things.
571 00:34:00,839 00:34:02,239 - I do. - I do.
572 00:34:05,577 00:34:09,091 Look, every time I have to speak, I... Look, every time I have to speak, I...
573 00:34:09,115 00:34:13,095 I pray for the words to come, okay? I pray for the words to come, okay?
574 00:34:13,119 00:34:17,332 And this time they came, and they said, And this time they came, and they said,
575 00:34:17,356 00:34:19,526 "Open up the gates." "Open up the gates."
576 00:34:23,462 00:34:25,673 You think I'm nuts, don't you? You think I'm nuts, don't you?
577 00:34:25,697 00:34:27,642 - No, I didn't say... - No, no, no. - No, I didn't say... - No, no, no.
578 00:34:27,666 00:34:29,644 Yeah, no... it's all right. Yeah, no... it's all right.
579 00:34:29,668 00:34:32,280 You're not the only one. You're not the only one.
580 00:34:32,304 00:34:36,684 Ah, what are you? I forget... what, an atheist? Ah, what are you? I forget... what, an atheist?
581 00:34:36,708 00:34:38,286 - Adjacent. - Adjacent.
582 00:34:38,310 00:34:40,588 - So you think all of this is just nonsense? - So you think all of this is just nonsense?
583 00:34:40,612 00:34:42,657 - I didn't say that. - I didn't say that.
584 00:34:45,884 00:34:50,332 Look... I believe in you... - Mm. Look... I believe in you... - Mm.
585 00:34:50,356 00:34:54,602 - Even if I do not know what to make of The Light. - Even if I do not know what to make of The Light.
586 00:34:54,626 00:34:56,671 And it's really fulfilling And it's really fulfilling
587 00:34:56,695 00:34:59,625 to finally sell something I believe in. to finally sell something I believe in.
588 00:35:01,500 00:35:03,411 - Well, you know, I'm just a vessel - Well, you know, I'm just a vessel
589 00:35:03,435 00:35:04,835 for The Light. for The Light.
590 00:35:07,839 00:35:10,352 - You don't feel like... - You don't feel like...
591 00:35:10,376 00:35:12,706 just a vessel for The Light. just a vessel for The Light.
592 00:35:15,447 00:35:17,317 - I can't. - I can't.
593 00:35:22,254 00:35:25,722 - Sorry. Um... The... - Sorry. Um... The...
594 00:35:26,725 00:35:29,937 The real reason I stopped by... The real reason I stopped by...
595 00:35:29,961 00:35:33,708 tomorrow, at the restoration, it's a great opportunity tomorrow, at the restoration, it's a great opportunity
596 00:35:33,732 00:35:35,377 to remind everyone that you once to remind everyone that you once
597 00:35:35,401 00:35:37,512 walked a pregnant woman through fire. walked a pregnant woman through fire.
598 00:35:37,536 00:35:42,450 And you'll do it again. You will keep everyone safe. And you'll do it again. You will keep everyone safe.
599 00:35:42,474 00:35:43,714 Okay. Okay.
600 00:35:55,487 00:36:02,470 ♪ ♪
601 00:36:08,300 00:36:11,279 What brings you to Florida? What brings you to Florida?
602 00:36:11,303 00:36:13,948 - Eddie's gonna slap you with a cease and desist. - Eddie's gonna slap you with a cease and desist.
603 00:36:13,972 00:36:16,484 Copyright infringement. I thought you should know. Copyright infringement. I thought you should know.
604 00:36:16,508 00:36:19,854 ♪ ♪
605 00:36:19,878 00:36:21,489 Eddie? Eddie?
606 00:36:21,513 00:36:24,892 - It's not coming from him. He hired an SL. - It's not coming from him. He hired an SL.
607 00:36:24,916 00:36:28,296 "Secular liaison." That's how he explains it. "Secular liaison." That's how he explains it.
608 00:36:28,320 00:36:29,997 She's a publicist. She's a publicist.
609 00:36:30,021 00:36:32,534 The young people love her. The young people love her.
610 00:36:32,558 00:36:34,902 She knows how to tweet... whatever. She knows how to tweet... whatever.
611 00:36:34,926 00:36:38,240 She's very attractive and influential. She's very attractive and influential.
612 00:36:38,264 00:36:40,275 - Are you here to make him jealous? - Are you here to make him jealous?
613 00:36:40,299 00:36:44,011 - No. I'm here to warn you to cease and desist. - No. I'm here to warn you to cease and desist.
614 00:36:44,035 00:36:47,415 ♪ ♪
615 00:36:47,439 00:36:48,683 Do you ever think Do you ever think
616 00:36:48,707 00:36:52,019 about the horrible things we did? about the horrible things we did?
617 00:36:52,043 00:36:54,889 - I'm distracted by surviving these days. - I'm distracted by surviving these days.
618 00:36:54,913 00:36:57,259 - Why did you leave after the explosion? - Why did you leave after the explosion?
619 00:36:57,283 00:36:59,961 Eddie wasn't gonna kick you out. Eddie wasn't gonna kick you out.
620 00:36:59,985 00:37:02,497 - What can I get you? - I-I'm good, thank you. - What can I get you? - I-I'm good, thank you.
621 00:37:02,521 00:37:04,031 - Thank you. - Thank you.
622 00:37:04,055 00:37:08,503 ♪ ♪
623 00:37:08,527 00:37:12,340 - I couldn't stick around and play second fiddle to God. - I couldn't stick around and play second fiddle to God.
624 00:37:12,364 00:37:14,876 - That seems like a much better life than you have now. - That seems like a much better life than you have now.
625 00:37:14,900 00:37:17,679 I mean, "Climb Your Personal Ladder with Cal Roberts"? I mean, "Climb Your Personal Ladder with Cal Roberts"?
626 00:37:17,703 00:37:20,948 - Eddie... Eddie is real. - Eddie... Eddie is real.
627 00:37:20,972 00:37:24,719 And I'm fake, and... and... and... And I'm fake, and... and... and...
628 00:37:24,743 00:37:27,322 uh, that's very hard to live with. uh, that's very hard to live with.
629 00:37:27,346 00:37:30,958 - Maybe he just got lucky. You don't know. - Maybe he just got lucky. You don't know.
630 00:37:30,982 00:37:33,928 Unexplained things happen all the time. Unexplained things happen all the time.
631 00:37:33,952 00:37:36,531 - What, you don't believe in him? - What, you don't believe in him?
632 00:37:36,555 00:37:39,767 - I just don't know, Cal. - I just don't know, Cal.
633 00:37:39,791 00:37:41,861 I wasn't there. I wasn't there.
634 00:37:43,595 00:37:45,307 Every morning I wake up, Every morning I wake up,
635 00:37:45,331 00:37:48,510 the first thing that I see is Mark Fuller the first thing that I see is Mark Fuller
636 00:37:48,534 00:37:52,314 taking his life in my foyer... And the last thing I see... taking his life in my foyer... And the last thing I see...
637 00:37:52,338 00:37:54,549 at night before I go to sleep. at night before I go to sleep.
638 00:37:54,573 00:37:57,385 Now, every Meyerist self-forgiveness workshop Now, every Meyerist self-forgiveness workshop
639 00:37:57,409 00:37:58,753 in the world can't help, in the world can't help,
640 00:37:58,777 00:38:00,688 and you're the only person I can tell, and you're the only person I can tell,
641 00:38:00,712 00:38:03,425 because it all began with Silas. because it all began with Silas.
642 00:38:03,449 00:38:04,926 - I don't know what I can do to help you... - I don't know what I can do to help you...
643 00:38:04,950 00:38:06,994 - I've been reading Steve's old journals - I've been reading Steve's old journals
644 00:38:07,018 00:38:09,331 from the early days, and he writes about something from the early days, and he writes about something
645 00:38:09,355 00:38:11,366 he was experimenting with... The HC. he was experimenting with... The HC.
646 00:38:11,390 00:38:13,535 He describes it as "the most effective relief He describes it as "the most effective relief
647 00:38:13,559 00:38:15,470 from the haunting of a prior Transgress." from the haunting of a prior Transgress."
648 00:38:15,494 00:38:17,739 Do you know anything about The HC? Do you know anything about The HC?
649 00:38:17,763 00:38:18,873 - Mm-mm. - Mm-mm.
650 00:38:18,897 00:38:20,942 - No, I... I believe you do. - No, I... I believe you do.
651 00:38:20,966 00:38:24,512 You were mentioned often in the writing from that time. You were mentioned often in the writing from that time.
652 00:38:24,536 00:38:25,880 - No, I was just a kid. - No, I was just a kid.
653 00:38:25,904 00:38:29,116 - I wouldn't ask if I weren't desperate. - I wouldn't ask if I weren't desperate.
654 00:38:29,140 00:38:32,620 Now, maybe we can help each other. Now, maybe we can help each other.
655 00:38:32,644 00:38:34,121 Maybe if we're both punished, Maybe if we're both punished,
656 00:38:34,145 00:38:37,959 we can have a second chance at life. we can have a second chance at life.
657 00:38:37,983 00:38:39,961 - Yeah, I should get home. - Yeah, I should get home.
658 00:38:39,985 00:38:41,863 Obviously, it makes Mary uncomfortable Obviously, it makes Mary uncomfortable
659 00:38:41,887 00:38:43,398 that we're talking. that we're talking.
660 00:38:43,422 00:38:45,867 Um, I'll make it clear to her that... Um, I'll make it clear to her that...
661 00:38:45,891 00:38:48,536 it was about the cease and desist. it was about the cease and desist.
662 00:38:48,560 00:38:53,775 ♪ ♪
663 00:38:53,799 00:38:56,799 Forest is my biggest concern now. Forest is my biggest concern now.
664 00:38:57,803 00:39:04,983 ♪ ♪
665 00:39:13,051 00:39:14,962 I want to unburden. I want to unburden.
666 00:39:14,986 00:39:17,999 We want to take on your burden. We want to take on your burden.
667 00:39:18,023 00:39:21,903 - I am the hopes and dreams of my parents. - I am the hopes and dreams of my parents.
668 00:39:21,927 00:39:25,807 They have slaved, borrowed, begged to send me They have slaved, borrowed, begged to send me
669 00:39:25,831 00:39:28,576 to the Stern School of Business. to the Stern School of Business.
670 00:39:28,600 00:39:30,144 Someday I will pay them back Someday I will pay them back
671 00:39:30,168 00:39:32,113 and send money home to all the relatives and send money home to all the relatives
672 00:39:32,137 00:39:34,549 who are praying for me in Tacloban. who are praying for me in Tacloban.
673 00:39:34,573 00:39:36,684 And all my relatives will talk about my family And all my relatives will talk about my family
674 00:39:36,708 00:39:39,487 like they are Jesus and Mary and Joseph. like they are Jesus and Mary and Joseph.
675 00:39:39,511 00:39:42,424 I will make everyone so proud, they could die, I will make everyone so proud, they could die,
676 00:39:42,448 00:39:44,892 except that now, for the first time in my life, except that now, for the first time in my life,
677 00:39:44,916 00:39:47,161 I am making decisions for myself, I am making decisions for myself,
678 00:39:47,185 00:39:49,664 and I am killing everyone's hope. and I am killing everyone's hope.
679 00:39:49,688 00:39:50,998 No, Monica. No, Monica.
680 00:39:51,022 00:39:52,934 We have to become our own beings. We have to become our own beings.
681 00:39:52,958 00:39:54,569 You're not killing their hope. You're not killing their hope.
682 00:39:54,593 00:39:56,438 They have no right to pin their hopes on you. They have no right to pin their hopes on you.
683 00:39:56,462 00:39:59,541 The Parental Lid keeps us from our full potential. The Parental Lid keeps us from our full potential.
684 00:39:59,565 00:40:01,676 We have to remove the PL in order to... We have to remove the PL in order to...
685 00:40:01,700 00:40:05,547 Hey. Yeah, I'm... I'm sorry to interrupt you guys. Hey. Yeah, I'm... I'm sorry to interrupt you guys.
686 00:40:05,571 00:40:10,017 I'm Caleb. Caleb Matthews. I'm Caleb. Caleb Matthews.
687 00:40:10,041 00:40:11,786 Hawk, do you have a second? Hawk, do you have a second?
688 00:40:11,810 00:40:13,450 - Yeah. - Yeah.
689 00:40:14,680 00:40:16,190 Be right back. Be right back.
690 00:40:16,214 00:40:19,727 - Who's that? Is he new? - Who's that? Is he new?
691 00:40:19,751 00:40:21,028 - Hey. - Hey.
692 00:40:21,052 00:40:23,130 - Uh, yeah, I'm sorry to ask this. - Uh, yeah, I'm sorry to ask this.
693 00:40:23,154 00:40:25,467 I realize we're extremely lucky to be here, I realize we're extremely lucky to be here,
694 00:40:25,491 00:40:27,869 but we have a lot of really young people but we have a lot of really young people
695 00:40:27,893 00:40:29,170 in our prayer circle, in our prayer circle,
696 00:40:29,194 00:40:31,005 and, I don't know, the smell of pot and, I don't know, the smell of pot
697 00:40:31,029 00:40:34,075 just kind of makes them uncomfortable, you know? just kind of makes them uncomfortable, you know?
698 00:40:34,099 00:40:35,677 - I understand. - I understand.
699 00:40:35,701 00:40:38,012 But the purpose of our interfaith space But the purpose of our interfaith space
700 00:40:38,036 00:40:42,149 is to expose different religions to each other. is to expose different religions to each other.
701 00:40:42,173 00:40:44,619 - So I'm guessing that's a no? - So I'm guessing that's a no?
702 00:40:44,643 00:40:46,153 - And it's not pot. - And it's not pot.
703 00:40:46,177 00:40:50,577 It's a sacred herb we use to deepen our consciousness. It's a sacred herb we use to deepen our consciousness.
704 00:40:56,988 00:41:00,001 - Harold! - Harold!
705 00:41:00,025 00:41:03,237 I... come on, I know you're in there. I... come on, I know you're in there.
706 00:41:03,261 00:41:06,641 I'm gonna call the police if you don't answer the door I'm gonna call the police if you don't answer the door
707 00:41:06,665 00:41:08,275 in five... in five...
708 00:41:09,868 00:41:14,207 Four... three... Four... three...
709 00:41:15,907 00:41:20,021 Oh... I can't do it. - An hour... Oh... I can't do it. - An hour...
710 00:41:20,045 00:41:22,657 I left you here for an hour. I left you here for an hour.
711 00:41:22,681 00:41:25,292 - I can't see her with him. - What about pills? - I can't see her with him. - What about pills?
712 00:41:25,316 00:41:27,246 Did you take them, too? Huh? Did you take them, too? Huh?
713 00:41:29,120 00:41:31,533 - Just a few to help with the anxiety. - Just a few to help with the anxiety.
714 00:41:31,557 00:41:33,067 - Right, yeah, the whole bottle, huh? - Right, yeah, the whole bottle, huh?
715 00:41:33,091 00:41:35,837 - The twins think I'm a failure. - The twins think I'm a failure.
716 00:41:35,861 00:41:37,805 - No, you think you're a failure. - No, you think you're a failure.
717 00:41:37,829 00:41:40,608 - My head hurts, man. I got to take it easy today. - My head hurts, man. I got to take it easy today.
718 00:41:40,632 00:41:42,243 The doctor... - No, I'm the... The doctor... - No, I'm the...
719 00:41:42,267 00:41:45,046 I'm the doctor, Harold. I am the only doctor. I'm the doctor, Harold. I am the only doctor.
720 00:41:45,070 00:41:47,815 And you are... you're gonna... You're going into the bathroom. And you are... you're gonna... You're going into the bathroom.
721 00:41:47,839 00:41:49,651 You're gonna stick your finger down your throat, You're gonna stick your finger down your throat,
722 00:41:49,675 00:41:51,553 and then I'm gonna give you three shots of B12 and then I'm gonna give you three shots of B12
723 00:41:51,577 00:41:53,855 in your ass, and then we'll get in the car, in your ass, and then we'll get in the car,
724 00:41:53,879 00:41:55,890 and... and... and we'll go to see and... and... and we'll go to see
725 00:41:55,914 00:41:59,060 the twins graduate from high school. the twins graduate from high school.
726 00:41:59,084 00:42:00,594 All right? All right?
727 00:42:02,353 00:42:05,099 Oh, um... Oh, um...
728 00:42:05,123 00:42:09,937 you once led the league with 11 interceptions. you once led the league with 11 interceptions.
729 00:42:11,329 00:42:15,069 - All right? Now, remember who you are. - All right? Now, remember who you are.
730 00:42:16,267 00:42:20,181 Yeah? Good, good, good! Yeah? Good, good, good!
731 00:42:20,205 00:42:21,983 Now, get all this shit out of your system, Now, get all this shit out of your system,
732 00:42:22,007 00:42:23,851 and I will be waiting right here. and I will be waiting right here.
733 00:42:23,875 00:42:25,720 I'll be waiting right here. - Thank you. I'll be waiting right here. - Thank you.
734 00:42:25,744 00:42:27,784 - All right. All right, all right. - All right. All right, all right.
735 00:42:48,667 00:42:55,707 ♪ ♪
736 00:43:10,656 00:43:12,033 - Cal. - Cal.
737 00:43:12,057 00:43:14,769 Hey, I'm in Boston for work. Hey, I'm in Boston for work.
738 00:43:14,793 00:43:15,870 - Are you okay? - Are you okay?
739 00:43:15,894 00:43:19,173 ♪ ♪
740 00:43:19,197 00:43:22,109 - The Hypoxian Cleanse. - The Hypoxian Cleanse.
741 00:43:22,133 00:43:25,179 - Yes. - It's, um... - Yes. - It's, um...
742 00:43:27,739 00:43:29,183 It's remarkable. It's remarkable.
743 00:43:29,207 00:43:36,377 ♪ ♪
744 00:43:50,028 00:43:52,940 - I know that there are concerns - I know that there are concerns
745 00:43:52,964 00:43:54,909 with what is in the woods. with what is in the woods.
746 00:43:54,933 00:43:57,178 - Do you think we should tighten security - Do you think we should tighten security
747 00:43:57,202 00:43:58,980 until the threat is gone? I think so... until the threat is gone? I think so...
748 00:43:59,004 00:44:01,215 We are nervous, Eddie. We are nervous, Eddie.
749 00:44:01,239 00:44:02,950 And we have to be realistic. And we have to be realistic.
750 00:44:02,974 00:44:04,819 There is someone in our woods, There is someone in our woods,
751 00:44:04,843 00:44:06,320 and, potentially, they are armed. and, potentially, they are armed.
752 00:44:06,344 00:44:08,089 - Yeah, you know, we can put together teams - Yeah, you know, we can put together teams
753 00:44:08,113 00:44:09,323 and do a search. and do a search.
754 00:44:09,347 00:44:11,693 Let's get that. Let's get that.
755 00:44:11,717 00:44:14,328 - I would not be standing here today with my son - I would not be standing here today with my son
756 00:44:14,352 00:44:18,465 if it weren't for this man, Eddie Lane. if it weren't for this man, Eddie Lane.
757 00:44:18,489 00:44:20,702 How can you doubt him after that? How can you doubt him after that?
758 00:44:20,726 00:44:23,971 You bore witness. He saved me. You bore witness. He saved me.
759 00:44:23,995 00:44:28,275 Walk with Eddie Lane, and you walk with The Light. Walk with Eddie Lane, and you walk with The Light.
760 00:44:28,299 00:44:30,845 You are safe. You are safe.
761 00:44:34,973 00:44:37,785 Today we ask The Light to forgive us Today we ask The Light to forgive us
762 00:44:37,809 00:44:39,854 for the blood taken on this land. for the blood taken on this land.
763 00:44:39,878 00:44:43,257 May the pain and suffering of the dead be transcended. May the pain and suffering of the dead be transcended.
764 00:44:43,281 00:44:47,128 From many... we are one. From many... we are one.
765 00:44:47,152 00:44:55,152 From many, we are one. From many, we are one.
766 00:45:23,288 00:45:30,458 ♪ ♪
767 00:45:47,813 00:45:51,926 Thank you, guys. Thank you. Thank you, guys. Thank you.
768 00:45:51,950 00:45:53,460 Hey, Sarah. Hey, Sarah.
769 00:45:53,484 00:45:56,030 Look, I just wanted to say Look, I just wanted to say
770 00:45:56,054 00:45:58,565 that I am going to take care of this. that I am going to take care of this.
771 00:45:58,589 00:46:02,336 Okay? Whatever is in the woods, I promise you. Okay? Whatever is in the woods, I promise you.
772 00:46:02,360 00:46:04,005 And I promise you. And I promise you.
773 00:46:04,029 00:46:06,273 Okay? Okay?
774 00:46:06,297 00:46:07,574 - Be careful, Eddie. - Be careful, Eddie.
775 00:46:07,598 00:46:09,343 It's easy for the true Light It's easy for the true Light
776 00:46:09,367 00:46:11,879 to be obscured by the flash of the cameras. to be obscured by the flash of the cameras.
777 00:46:14,906 00:46:17,251 ♪ ♪
778 00:46:17,275 00:46:19,386 That was amazing. That was amazing.
779 00:46:19,410 00:46:21,422 I'll get that on the Website. I'll get that on the Website.
780 00:46:21,446 00:46:24,325 And, uh, smart of me to bring in Candace, huh? And, uh, smart of me to bring in Candace, huh?
781 00:46:24,349 00:46:27,494 - Don't pull shit like that ever again. - Don't pull shit like that ever again.
782 00:46:27,518 00:46:31,165 And don't tape anything without asking me first. And don't tape anything without asking me first.
783 00:46:31,189 00:46:38,399 ♪ ♪
784 00:47:13,331 00:47:16,077 - Okay, I changed all your software. - Okay, I changed all your software.
785 00:47:16,101 00:47:18,545 I added an extra layer of encryption to everything. I added an extra layer of encryption to everything.
786 00:47:18,569 00:47:20,247 - Thanks. - Thanks.
787 00:47:20,271 00:47:23,150 - You should be changing your passwords every week, Vera. - You should be changing your passwords every week, Vera.
788 00:47:23,174 00:47:24,986 Are you listening to me? Are you listening to me?
789 00:47:25,010 00:47:28,089 You don't take this seriously, but they're watching, okay? You don't take this seriously, but they're watching, okay?
790 00:47:28,113 00:47:30,291 There are people watching and... and people who know. There are people watching and... and people who know.
791 00:47:30,315 00:47:33,094 Not just the government, people who are tapped into us... Not just the government, people who are tapped into us...
792 00:47:33,118 00:47:35,429 - I hear you. I'll change my passwords. - I hear you. I'll change my passwords.
793 00:47:35,453 00:47:37,093 - What's the matter? - What's the matter?
794 00:47:39,290 00:47:40,935 - Nothing. - Nothing.
795 00:47:40,959 00:47:47,274 - Can I, um... can I make you feel better? - Can I, um... can I make you feel better?
796 00:47:49,400 00:47:51,612 - Okay. - Okay.
797 00:47:51,636 00:47:54,048 But I'm not having dinner with you. But I'm not having dinner with you.
798 00:47:56,041 00:47:57,251 Someday... Someday...
799 00:48:00,211 00:48:02,411 I will break you down... I will break you down...
800 00:48:03,681 00:48:07,261 And you will have dinner with me. And you will have dinner with me.
801 00:48:07,285 00:48:11,933 ♪ ♪
802 00:48:14,359 00:48:18,605 ♪ ♪
803 00:48:18,629 00:48:20,341 Mmm. Mmm.
804 00:48:20,365 00:48:23,510 I'm just focused on my career right now. I'm just focused on my career right now.
805 00:48:23,534 00:48:27,548 Steve knew our natural human instinct Steve knew our natural human instinct
806 00:48:27,572 00:48:30,084 was toward destruction. was toward destruction.
807 00:48:30,108 00:48:32,987 - I blackmailed people. - I blackmailed people.
808 00:48:33,011 00:48:37,224 I let Silas remain in the ground. I let Silas remain in the ground.
809 00:48:37,248 00:48:39,560 I had relations with Cal. I had relations with Cal.
810 00:48:42,587 00:48:49,997 ♪ ♪
811 00:48:56,467 00:48:59,380 ♪ ♪
812 00:48:59,404 00:49:01,382 - Don't stop. - Don't stop.
813 00:49:01,406 00:49:06,120 ♪ ♪
814 00:49:10,415 00:49:13,627 ♪ ♪
815 00:49:13,651 00:49:15,729 - This will make Petey feel better. - This will make Petey feel better.
816 00:49:19,024 00:49:20,501 ♪ ♪
817 00:49:20,525 00:49:23,770 You bring him in next week, and we'll see how he's doing. You bring him in next week, and we'll see how he's doing.
818 00:49:23,794 00:49:26,740 - Is he going to die of the cancer? - Is he going to die of the cancer?
819 00:49:26,764 00:49:29,310 - He'll probably outlive all of us. - He'll probably outlive all of us.
820 00:49:32,337 00:49:39,537 ♪ ♪
821 00:49:45,483 00:49:49,663 - We have to suffocate the Transgress. - We have to suffocate the Transgress.
822 00:49:49,687 00:49:53,334 I... I killed Mark Fuller. I... I killed Mark Fuller.
823 00:49:53,358 00:49:54,735 I killed Mark Fuller. I killed Mark Fuller.
824 00:49:54,759 00:49:57,471 - That's not it, Sarah. - That's not it, Sarah.
825 00:50:00,365 00:50:03,577 What are you really afraid of? What are you really afraid of?
826 00:50:03,601 00:50:05,312 - Richard... - Richard...
827 00:50:05,336 00:50:09,116 I know I'm responsible for Richard's death. I know I'm responsible for Richard's death.
828 00:50:09,140 00:50:13,054 - What future Transgress do you need... - What future Transgress do you need...
829 00:50:13,078 00:50:16,590 to choke from your body? to choke from your body?
830 00:50:16,614 00:50:18,392 - The Hypoxian Cleanse only works - The Hypoxian Cleanse only works
831 00:50:18,416 00:50:20,227 if you say the words. if you say the words.
832 00:50:28,226 00:50:32,839 Meyerism... doesn't work for me anymore. Meyerism... doesn't work for me anymore.
833 00:50:35,666 00:50:39,113 It doesn't work. It doesn't work.
834 00:50:46,344 00:50:52,359 ♪ ♪
835 00:50:52,383 00:50:54,361 - Hey, Mom. - Hey, Mom.
836 00:50:54,385 00:50:57,298 Mom, got us some dinner. Mom, got us some dinner.
837 00:51:00,291 00:51:02,103 ♪ ♪
838 00:51:11,536 00:51:19,536 ♪ No more sleepwalking ♪ No more sleepwalking
839 00:51:25,683 00:51:30,364 ♪ I'm through sleepwalking ♪ ♪ I'm through sleepwalking ♪
840 00:51:30,388 00:51:34,201 ♪ God, be in my heart ♪ God, be in my heart
841 00:51:38,596 00:51:40,841 ♪ ♪
842 00:51:42,733 00:51:49,850 ♪ ♪
843 00:51:52,310 00:51:56,590 ♪ ♪
844 00:51:58,616 00:52:01,728 ♪ ♪
845 00:52:06,591 00:52:10,337 ♪ No more sleepwalking ♪ No more sleepwalking
846 00:52:10,361 00:52:14,541 ♪ Been asleep too long ♪ Been asleep too long
847 00:52:14,565 00:52:18,479 ♪ No more sleepwalking ♪ No more sleepwalking
848 00:52:18,503 00:52:22,816 ♪ Keep me with you, God ♪ Keep me with you, God
849 00:52:22,840 00:52:26,553 ♪ It's all right, it's all right ♪ ♪ It's all right, it's all right ♪
850 00:52:26,577 00:52:30,724 ♪ It's all right now ♪ ♪ It's all right now ♪
851 00:52:30,748 00:52:33,460 ♪ It's all right Hello? ♪ It's all right Hello?
852 00:52:33,484 00:52:36,597 ♪ It's all right ♪ It's all right now ♪ It's all right ♪ It's all right now
853 00:52:38,923 00:52:44,571 ♪ It's all right now, it's all right now, yeah ♪ ♪ It's all right now, it's all right now, yeah ♪
854 00:52:44,595 00:52:49,610 ♪ ♪
855 00:52:49,634 00:52:51,878 - Hello? - Hello?
856 00:52:51,902 00:52:54,815 Hey, who's out there? Hey, who's out there?
857 00:52:54,839 00:52:57,951 Just come out. Just come out.
858 00:52:57,975 00:52:59,220 All right? All right?
859 00:52:59,244 00:53:01,588 Please, I'm not gonna hurt you. Please, I'm not gonna hurt you.
860 00:53:01,612 00:53:08,792 ♪ ♪