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1 00:00:05,214 00:00:08,634 ♪ ♪
2 00:00:51,343 00:00:53,263 Do you remember me? Do you remember me?
3 00:00:53,345 00:00:54,595 From the trial. From the trial.
4 00:00:54,680 00:00:56,270 Of course. Of course.
5 00:00:57,641 00:00:59,851 You came every day, sat in the same seat. You came every day, sat in the same seat.
6 00:00:59,935 00:01:02,185 Do you have any idea how hard it was Do you have any idea how hard it was
7 00:01:02,271 00:01:04,731 for the parents to-- to listen? for the parents to-- to listen?
8 00:01:06,275 00:01:07,685 I can't imagine. I can't imagine.
9 00:01:08,736 00:01:10,106 [ Chuckles ] [ Chuckles ]
10 00:01:10,196 00:01:13,406 I write to him, to Parker, I write to him, to Parker,
11 00:01:13,491 00:01:16,411 every week, but he won't see me. every week, but he won't see me.
12 00:01:20,915 00:01:22,745 Can you tell me the truth, Karen? Can you tell me the truth, Karen?
13 00:01:22,833 00:01:26,383 Can you tell me what you know about my daughter? Can you tell me what you know about my daughter?
14 00:01:26,462 00:01:28,012 Please. Please.
15 00:01:29,298 00:01:30,338 I never saw her. I never saw her.
16 00:01:32,968 00:01:35,008 -And I never knew her. -[ Sighs ] -And I never knew her. -[ Sighs ]
17 00:01:35,095 00:01:36,345 Look at these pictures. Look at these pictures.
18 00:01:37,723 00:01:38,893 Please. Please.
19 00:01:41,769 00:01:44,769 I think you need to know she was really someone. I think you need to know she was really someone.
20 00:01:44,855 00:01:47,315 [ Sighs ] That her first word was "mama," [ Sighs ] That her first word was "mama,"
21 00:01:47,399 00:01:49,689 and she used to fall asleep and she used to fall asleep
22 00:01:49,777 00:01:52,527 on my husband's chest [Sniffles] when she was little, on my husband's chest [Sniffles] when she was little,
23 00:01:52,613 00:01:54,243 curled up on the couch. curled up on the couch.
24 00:01:54,323 00:01:55,413 [ Sniffles ] [ Sniffles ]
25 00:01:55,491 00:01:58,831 And she grew up and she swam for her college. And she grew up and she swam for her college.
26 00:01:58,911 00:02:01,331 She was very, very close to Olympic selection, She was very, very close to Olympic selection,
27 00:02:01,413 00:02:03,333 and now it's just, like... and now it's just, like...
28 00:02:04,875 00:02:07,165 It's like I dreamed her. It's like I dreamed her.
29 00:02:09,463 00:02:11,093 I'm so sorry... I'm so sorry...
30 00:02:14,510 00:02:16,350 ...for your loss. ...for your loss.
31 00:02:19,390 00:02:22,730 I hired a private investigator, and... I hired a private investigator, and...
32 00:02:24,436 00:02:27,396 we found these three years ago we found these three years ago
33 00:02:27,481 00:02:30,151 at a gas station in Nevada. at a gas station in Nevada.
34 00:02:30,234 00:02:33,284 It's-- It's the last image of her. It's-- It's the last image of her.
35 00:02:37,700 00:02:39,990 And then three seconds later, And then three seconds later,
36 00:02:40,077 00:02:43,407 this man came out of the bathroom. this man came out of the bathroom.
37 00:02:43,455 00:02:46,075 Your man. Your man.
38 00:02:46,208 00:02:47,878 The tattoo artist... The tattoo artist...
39 00:02:49,962 00:02:51,962 right there. right there.
40 00:02:52,047 00:02:54,547 So, one of you is lying. So, one of you is lying.
41 00:02:54,633 00:02:56,223 I didn't know him then. I didn't know him then.
42 00:02:58,596 00:03:00,176 A serial killer... A serial killer...
43 00:03:01,515 00:03:04,175 right next to her, and my baby never comes home. right next to her, and my baby never comes home.
44 00:03:08,314 00:03:10,404 Can you really not remember? Can you really not remember?
45 00:03:13,027 00:03:14,947 Oh, no, no. Oh, no, no.
46 00:03:15,029 00:03:17,279 Sorry, I just-- I just-- I just want to... Sorry, I just-- I just-- I just want to...
47 00:03:17,364 00:03:19,164 I-I just want to know the truth! I-I just want to know the truth!
48 00:03:19,241 00:03:21,331 Karen! Please! Karen! Please!
49 00:03:21,410 00:03:23,160 Tell me the truth! Tell me the truth!
50 00:03:24,955 00:03:27,495 [ Crying ] Please tell me the truth. [ Crying ] Please tell me the truth.
51 00:03:27,583 00:03:29,793 [ Door creaks ] [ Door creaks ]
52 00:05:03,012 00:05:06,272 [ Needle buzzing ] [ Needle buzzing ]
53 00:05:31,999 00:05:33,459 You ready, Karen? You ready, Karen?
54 00:05:33,542 00:05:35,842 For what? For what?
55 00:05:35,919 00:05:37,959 To be Emma. To be Emma.
56 00:05:59,401 00:06:01,321 ♪ Down to the river To silence me ♪ ♪ Down to the river To silence me ♪
57 00:06:01,403 00:06:03,323 ♪ Love took me down to the river To silence me ♪ ♪ Love took me down to the river To silence me ♪
58 00:06:03,405 00:06:05,985 ♪ Love took me down to the river To silence me ♪ ♪ Love took me down to the river To silence me ♪
59 00:06:06,075 00:06:08,695 ♪ Love took me down to the river To silence me ♪ ♪ Love took me down to the river To silence me ♪
60 00:06:08,786 00:06:10,786 ♪ Love took me down to the river To silence me ♪ ♪ Love took me down to the river To silence me ♪
61 00:06:10,871 00:06:14,081 ♪ Love took me down to the river To silence me ♪ ♪ Love took me down to the river To silence me ♪
62 00:06:14,166 00:06:19,876 ♪ My love took me down To the river to silence me ♪ ♪ My love took me down To the river to silence me ♪
63 00:06:21,840 00:06:26,300 ♪ And when he left I could not speak ♪ ♪ And when he left I could not speak ♪
64 00:06:29,723 00:06:34,393 ♪ I waited for him 'Til the frost did come ♪ ♪ I waited for him 'Til the frost did come ♪
65 00:06:36,772 00:06:41,692 ♪ My skin, it turned blue And my body was numb ♪ ♪ My skin, it turned blue And my body was numb ♪
66 00:06:44,571 00:06:49,991 ♪ But my heart, it burned out 'Til there was no more ♪ ♪ But my heart, it burned out 'Til there was no more ♪
67 00:06:52,079 00:06:57,579 ♪ Still I wait on the ground I don't know what for ♪ ♪ Still I wait on the ground I don't know what for ♪
68 00:07:00,379 00:07:05,629 ♪ There There is a heart in me ♪ ♪ There There is a heart in me ♪
69 00:07:08,887 00:07:12,137 This place, it's really mine? This place, it's really mine?
70 00:07:12,558 00:07:14,558 There's a lot of stuff here. There's a lot of stuff here.
71 00:07:14,643 00:07:17,233 Yeah, there was a guy that was living here. Yeah, there was a guy that was living here.
72 00:07:17,312 00:07:18,942 He's gone now. He's gone now.
73 00:07:19,022 00:07:21,232 I'm gonna help you get through this. I'm gonna help you get through this.
74 00:07:22,651 00:07:24,151 We're still gonna have our regular sessions We're still gonna have our regular sessions
75 00:07:24,236 00:07:25,856 and we're gonna keep working on the memories and we're gonna keep working on the memories
76 00:07:25,946 00:07:27,066 that you can't recall. that you can't recall.
77 00:07:28,615 00:07:30,945 I just don't want you to get overwhelmed. I just don't want you to get overwhelmed.
78 00:07:31,034 00:07:32,204 OK? OK?
79 00:07:35,581 00:07:36,621 OK. OK.
80 00:07:39,001 00:07:41,751 We talked a lot about this when you were in prison, We talked a lot about this when you were in prison,
81 00:07:41,837 00:07:44,087 about the reality of you living in-- about the reality of you living in--
82 00:07:44,173 00:07:45,553 in Witness Protection. in Witness Protection.
83 00:07:47,009 00:07:48,759 You need to live a quiet life here, You need to live a quiet life here,
84 00:07:48,844 00:07:50,554 not attract attention to yourself, not attract attention to yourself,
85 00:07:50,721 00:07:53,271 and be very careful who you form attachments to. and be very careful who you form attachments to.
86 00:07:54,266 00:07:57,266 I don't have to tell you to stay away from young women. I don't have to tell you to stay away from young women.
87 00:07:59,271 00:08:02,071 I'm just saying, keep it simple. I'm just saying, keep it simple.
88 00:08:03,275 00:08:04,435 Nine times out of ten, Nine times out of ten,
89 00:08:04,526 00:08:06,446 people will believe what you tell them. people will believe what you tell them.
90 00:08:08,071 00:08:08,991 You know that. You know that.
91 00:08:10,616 00:08:11,986 My number's in that phone. My number's in that phone.
92 00:08:13,202 00:08:15,582 I want you to keep it with you at all times. I want you to keep it with you at all times.
93 00:08:15,662 00:08:17,712 Most people don't ever get the opportunity Most people don't ever get the opportunity
94 00:08:17,789 00:08:19,119 that you have right now. that you have right now.
95 00:08:20,751 00:08:23,711 No past, no baggage, No past, no baggage,
96 00:08:23,795 00:08:26,715 and at the same time, the opposite is true. and at the same time, the opposite is true.
97 00:08:26,798 00:08:30,008 Every good thing you ever did is gone. Every good thing you ever did is gone.
98 00:08:30,093 00:08:31,723 [ Paper rips ] [ Paper rips ]
99 00:08:32,679 00:08:34,349 Tell me about Emma Hall. Tell me about Emma Hall.
100 00:08:35,432 00:08:36,772 Write down three things, Write down three things,
101 00:08:36,850 00:08:39,390 three qualities that you want for her. three qualities that you want for her.
102 00:08:41,313 00:08:42,983 What, like, I get to be a... What, like, I get to be a...
103 00:08:44,149 00:08:45,109 princess with a unicorn? princess with a unicorn?
104 00:08:45,192 00:08:46,612 [ Chuckles ] Write them down. [ Chuckles ] Write them down.
105 00:08:56,787 00:08:58,827 [ Sighs ] [ Sighs ]
106 00:09:28,735 00:09:30,395 Did you finish the letter to him? Did you finish the letter to him?
107 00:09:32,239 00:09:33,739 To Parker? To Parker?
108 00:09:39,288 00:09:40,328 [ Bag unzips ] [ Bag unzips ]
109 00:10:16,658 00:10:18,658 [ Door opens ] [ Door opens ]
110 00:10:18,744 00:10:20,374 [ Door closes ] [ Door closes ]
111 00:10:31,006 00:10:33,796 ♪ ♪
112 00:10:41,933 00:10:45,903 It's been seven years since your daughter, It's been seven years since your daughter,
113 00:10:45,979 00:10:48,979 since Theresa went missing, since Theresa went missing,
114 00:10:49,066 00:10:54,396 and that is a very significant amount of time. and that is a very significant amount of time.
115 00:10:54,488 00:10:59,738 Officially, missing persons can be declared as deceased, Officially, missing persons can be declared as deceased,
116 00:10:59,826 00:11:02,656 and it's natural and it's natural
117 00:11:02,746 00:11:06,246 that a family would struggle at this time. that a family would struggle at this time.
118 00:11:06,333 00:11:08,253 W-We're not struggling. W-We're not struggling.
119 00:11:08,335 00:11:09,915 We're fine. We're fine.
120 00:11:10,837 00:11:13,467 Mom. I thought it would be good for everyone Mom. I thought it would be good for everyone
121 00:11:13,548 00:11:16,638 to at least acknowledge the date. to at least acknowledge the date.
122 00:11:16,718 00:11:17,548 Yeah, OK. Yeah, Yeah, OK. Yeah,
123 00:11:17,636 00:11:19,466 I'm fine if you guy s want to talk it out. I'm fine if you guy s want to talk it out.
124 00:11:19,554 00:11:22,684 Mary, I think [Chuckles] Jake set this up Mary, I think [Chuckles] Jake set this up
125 00:11:22,766 00:11:26,596 because he feels that we, you included, because he feels that we, you included,
126 00:11:26,686 00:11:30,896 should talk about what happens next. should talk about what happens next.
127 00:11:30,982 00:11:33,942 Don't you feel the need to draw a line, Mary? Don't you feel the need to draw a line, Mary?
128 00:11:35,362 00:11:38,702 To begin the process of closure? To begin the process of closure?
129 00:11:38,782 00:11:40,622 On what? On what?
130 00:11:40,700 00:11:42,740 Look, we're fine. Look, we're fine.
131 00:11:42,828 00:11:46,708 I have the foundation. I'm with my son every day. I have the foundation. I'm with my son every day.
132 00:11:46,790 00:11:48,580 I'm with my daughter, as well. I'm with my daughter, as well.
133 00:11:48,667 00:11:51,337 I mean, not-- not in-- in reality, I mean, not-- not in-- in reality,
134 00:11:51,420 00:11:54,300 but every day, we work very hard to find her. but every day, we work very hard to find her.
135 00:11:54,381 00:11:56,341 And other missing children. And other missing children.
136 00:11:56,425 00:11:57,875 W-We help a lot of families. W-We help a lot of families.
137 00:11:57,968 00:11:59,138 My wife... My wife...
138 00:12:00,554 00:12:02,894 [ Chuckles ] Well, we don't... [ Chuckles ] Well, we don't...
139 00:12:02,973 00:12:05,233 We're-- We're-- We're friends. We're-- We're-- We're friends.
140 00:12:05,308 00:12:07,848 Yes. We're just not together. Yes. We're just not together.
141 00:12:07,936 00:12:12,316 We're compassionately de-married. We're compassionately de-married.
142 00:12:12,399 00:12:14,609 [ Chuckles ] [ Chuckles ]
143 00:12:14,693 00:12:16,193 Right, yes. Right, yes.
144 00:12:16,278 00:12:20,028 And I just-- I guess I keep hoping And I just-- I guess I keep hoping
145 00:12:20,115 00:12:22,075 that we will reach a point where... that we will reach a point where...
146 00:12:23,910 00:12:26,960 we can grieve together. we can grieve together.
147 00:12:27,038 00:12:28,458 Maybe... Maybe...
148 00:12:30,167 00:12:32,247 put a bench somewhere that means something to us, put a bench somewhere that means something to us,
149 00:12:32,335 00:12:34,375 a place that we could all go as a family a place that we could all go as a family
150 00:12:34,463 00:12:37,923 and just remember our daughter. and just remember our daughter.
151 00:12:38,008 00:12:40,838 We don't need a bench, Saul. Theresa's not dead. We don't need a bench, Saul. Theresa's not dead.
152 00:12:42,179 00:12:47,849 Mary. Do you have certainty, or do you need certainty? Mary. Do you have certainty, or do you need certainty?
153 00:12:47,934 00:12:49,354 I have instinct. I have instinct.
154 00:12:50,854 00:12:53,574 A mother's sense of her child, A mother's sense of her child,
155 00:12:53,648 00:12:55,228 and my daughter is still out there. and my daughter is still out there.
156 00:12:55,317 00:12:57,857 -I know it. -How? -I know it. -How?
157 00:12:57,944 00:13:01,454 Because I don't feel she's gone. Because I don't feel she's gone.
158 00:13:01,531 00:13:03,951 Always said you needed therapy, Mom. Always said you needed therapy, Mom.
159 00:13:04,034 00:13:05,874 Took this to get you here. Took this to get you here.
160 00:13:07,370 00:13:12,330 Woman: Mary, do you understand Saul's need to mourn? Woman: Mary, do you understand Saul's need to mourn?
161 00:13:15,253 00:13:19,303 -Yeah. I do. -Good. -Yeah. I do. -Good.
162 00:13:20,217 00:13:22,087 I guess I've just always been the optimist I guess I've just always been the optimist
163 00:13:22,219 00:13:23,349 in the marriage. in the marriage.
164 00:13:24,971 00:13:28,311 [ Birds chirping ] [ Birds chirping ]
165 00:14:09,099 00:14:10,849 Parker: Now you're gonna see me cry. Parker: Now you're gonna see me cry.
166 00:14:13,478 00:14:15,728 I love that you're in touch with your emotions. I love that you're in touch with your emotions.
167 00:14:15,814 00:14:18,694 - [ Laughs ] Yeah. So in touch. -[ Chuckles ] - [ Laughs ] Yeah. So in touch. -[ Chuckles ]
168 00:14:18,775 00:14:20,855 I literally feel everybody's pain. I literally feel everybody's pain.
169 00:14:20,944 00:14:22,244 [ Chuckles ] [ Chuckles ]
170 00:14:24,030 00:14:25,660 Except for mine, Except for mine,
171 00:14:27,033 00:14:28,743 'cause I don't have any pain. 'cause I don't have any pain.
172 00:14:30,453 00:14:31,913 Not anymore. Not anymore.
173 00:14:38,211 00:14:39,301 I have you. I have you.
174 00:14:41,298 00:14:42,758 All of you. All of you.
175 00:14:50,056 00:14:52,226 [ Giggles ] [ Giggles ]
176 00:14:56,980 00:15:00,480 [ Bag rustles, keys jingle ] [ Bag rustles, keys jingle ]
177 00:15:09,409 00:15:13,369 Parker: I see the things I did as acts of compassion. Parker: I see the things I did as acts of compassion.
178 00:15:13,455 00:15:17,455 Young women trapped in ideals put upon them-- Young women trapped in ideals put upon them--
179 00:15:17,542 00:15:19,712 perfect girls from perfect homes perfect girls from perfect homes
180 00:15:19,794 00:15:22,264 when we all know nobody's perfect. when we all know nobody's perfect.
181 00:15:22,339 00:15:24,549 Man: You killed nine women, Mr. Parker. Man: You killed nine women, Mr. Parker.
182 00:15:24,633 00:15:26,803 You shattered the bones in their hands and feet You shattered the bones in their hands and feet
183 00:15:26,885 00:15:28,545 so they couldn't defend themselves, so they couldn't defend themselves,
184 00:15:28,637 00:15:31,097 and then you beat them to death with your hammer. and then you beat them to death with your hammer.
185 00:15:31,181 00:15:33,641 If you need a monster, I'll be your monster. If you need a monster, I'll be your monster.
186 00:15:33,725 00:15:35,725 But the truth is... But the truth is...
187 00:15:37,062 00:15:39,862 those girls were begging for their freedom. those girls were begging for their freedom.
188 00:15:39,939 00:15:42,279 Mom, stop listening to that shit. Mom, stop listening to that shit.
189 00:15:42,359 00:15:45,819 This shit is how I'm gonna nail Parker. This shit is how I'm gonna nail Parker.
190 00:15:47,113 00:15:48,453 It's how I'm gonna find Theresa. It's how I'm gonna find Theresa.
191 00:15:50,033 00:15:53,453 Well, I don't want you going by yourself. Well, I don't want you going by yourself.
192 00:15:54,704 00:15:56,334 It's a maximum-security prison, Mom. It's a maximum-security prison, Mom.
193 00:15:57,332 00:15:58,672 I'm gonna come with you. I'm gonna come with you.
194 00:15:58,750 00:16:01,750 After four years, he's finally agreed to see you? After four years, he's finally agreed to see you?
195 00:16:01,836 00:16:03,586 I want to know why. I want to know why.
196 00:16:03,672 00:16:05,592 Let Parker sit down with you Let Parker sit down with you
197 00:16:05,674 00:16:07,844 after he already took my other kid? after he already took my other kid?
198 00:16:10,637 00:16:12,097 Never gonna happen. Never gonna happen.
199 00:16:19,604 00:16:21,944 [ Oldies music playing ] [ Oldies music playing ]
200 00:16:22,023 00:16:24,113 ♪ Hey, hey, hey ♪ ♪ Hey, hey, hey ♪
201 00:16:24,192 00:16:28,412 ♪ Hey, hey, hey ♪ ♪ Hey, hey, hey ♪
202 00:16:28,488 00:16:30,778 [ Bell dings ] [ Bell dings ]
203 00:16:35,120 00:16:38,620 ♪ My baby come And seen me yesterday ♪ ♪ My baby come And seen me yesterday ♪
204 00:16:39,999 00:16:42,289 ♪ I don't want to spend... ♪ ♪ I don't want to spend... ♪
205 00:16:44,045 00:16:45,955 ♪ She don't care... ♪ ♪ She don't care... ♪
206 00:16:47,757 00:16:50,677 [ Indistinct singing ] [ Indistinct singing ]
207 00:16:54,639 00:16:56,099 ♪ And that's why ♪ ♪ And that's why ♪
208 00:17:01,146 00:17:03,186 ♪ And that is why ♪ ♪ And that is why ♪
209 00:17:04,649 00:17:05,939 Young woman: Hi. Young woman: Hi.
210 00:17:08,069 00:17:10,279 Your hair is so pretty. Your hair is so pretty.
211 00:17:10,363 00:17:12,413 ♪ I said, "Why?" She says we... ♪ ♪ I said, "Why?" She says we... ♪
212 00:17:12,490 00:17:13,660 Get up. Get up.
213 00:17:15,326 00:17:17,366 Jess: Just leave me be. Jess: Just leave me be.
214 00:17:18,955 00:17:20,825 Get up, bitch. Get up, bitch.
215 00:17:23,752 00:17:25,092 [ Cash register dings ] [ Cash register dings ]
216 00:17:25,170 00:17:28,590 ♪ And that is why I love you ♪ ♪ And that is why I love you ♪
217 00:17:31,968 00:17:33,598 [ Door closes ] [ Door closes ]
218 00:17:37,515 00:17:39,635 ♪ Hey, hey, hey ♪ ♪ Hey, hey, hey ♪
219 00:17:39,726 00:17:41,346 -Please. -[ Door closes ] -Please. -[ Door closes ]
220 00:17:41,436 00:17:45,106 [ Music continues in distance ] [ Music continues in distance ]
221 00:17:50,570 00:17:53,360 Young woman: You're a dirty, filthy liar Young woman: You're a dirty, filthy liar
222 00:17:53,448 00:17:56,658 who lives in a house full of slutty trash who no one wants, who lives in a house full of slutty trash who no one wants,
223 00:17:56,743 00:17:58,753 that are so dirty and disgusting that are so dirty and disgusting
224 00:17:58,828 00:18:02,118 that your own moms and daddies didn't even want you. that your own moms and daddies didn't even want you.
225 00:18:02,207 00:18:04,707 You know, bad things happen to little girl liars. You know, bad things happen to little girl liars.
226 00:18:04,793 00:18:06,543 [ Crying ] My mom did want me. [ Crying ] My mom did want me.
227 00:18:06,628 00:18:09,008 Oh, honey, nobody wants you. Oh, honey, nobody wants you.
228 00:18:09,088 00:18:10,338 Nobody. Nobody.
229 00:18:10,423 00:18:12,883 I mean, except for the trashy boys. I mean, except for the trashy boys.
230 00:18:12,967 00:18:14,087 [ Laughs ] [ Laughs ]
231 00:18:14,177 00:18:16,217 What are you doing? What are you doing?
232 00:18:16,304 00:18:18,684 Smile, bitch, this is going on the Internet. Smile, bitch, this is going on the Internet.
233 00:18:18,765 00:18:20,595 Stop! Please, don't put that in my hair! Stop! Please, don't put that in my hair!
234 00:18:20,683 00:18:22,813 -[ Girls laughing ] -Just stop! -[ Girls laughing ] -Just stop!
235 00:18:22,894 00:18:25,774 [ Laughter continues ] [ Laughter continues ]
236 00:18:30,151 00:18:32,281 Oh, do-- do you want to be on her story? Oh, do-- do you want to be on her story?
237 00:18:32,362 00:18:35,872 -[ Grunts ] -[ Gasps ] -[ Grunts ] -[ Gasps ]
238 00:18:35,949 00:18:37,329 [ Whimpering ] [ Whimpering ]
239 00:18:37,408 00:18:39,448 Get out! Get out!
240 00:18:39,536 00:18:41,446 Get out of here, you little bitches. Get out of here, you little bitches.
241 00:18:43,289 00:18:46,209 [ Door closes ] [ Door closes ]
242 00:18:46,292 00:18:49,552 [ Panting ] [ Panting ]
243 00:18:57,303 00:18:59,643 [ Sniffles ] [ Sniffles ]
244 00:19:05,562 00:19:08,572 Don't show it-- that you're afraid. Don't show it-- that you're afraid.
245 00:19:08,648 00:19:11,818 I see it. They see it, too. I see it. They see it, too.
246 00:19:11,901 00:19:14,201 It's dangerous to be afraid. It's dangerous to be afraid.
247 00:19:16,155 00:19:20,785 [ Crickets chirping ] [ Crickets chirping ]
248 00:19:26,207 00:19:28,247 Jess: You're not from here, are you? Jess: You're not from here, are you?
249 00:19:28,334 00:19:29,594 You following me? You following me?
250 00:19:30,920 00:19:33,880 Why'd you help me? You don't even know me. Why'd you help me? You don't even know me.
251 00:19:35,717 00:19:37,007 I know girls like that. I know girls like that.
252 00:19:39,095 00:19:41,005 My mama died. My mama died.
253 00:19:41,097 00:19:42,767 She had a heart attack. She had a heart attack.
254 00:19:42,849 00:19:45,439 That's why I don't have her looking out for me. That's why I don't have her looking out for me.
255 00:19:47,729 00:19:49,649 It's late. You should get home. It's late. You should get home.
256 00:19:49,731 00:19:51,481 I don't have a home. I don't have a home.
257 00:19:51,566 00:19:53,436 Not a real one. Not a real one.
258 00:19:53,693 00:19:57,033 I'm in a group home for foster kids. I'm in a group home for foster kids.
259 00:19:58,072 00:19:59,572 Yeah, me, too. Yeah, me, too.
260 00:19:59,657 00:20:01,657 When I was your age. When I was your age.
261 00:20:01,743 00:20:04,753 When you get out, it gets better. When you get out, it gets better.
262 00:20:04,829 00:20:07,289 I went to live with someone... I went to live with someone...
263 00:20:07,373 00:20:09,333 kind, someone good. kind, someone good.
264 00:20:10,877 00:20:13,377 -No one's gonna come for us. -You don't know that. -No one's gonna come for us. -You don't know that.
265 00:20:13,463 00:20:15,423 Well, you don't know this place. Well, you don't know this place.
266 00:20:15,506 00:20:18,006 There's stuff there-- bad stuff. There's stuff there-- bad stuff.
267 00:20:19,385 00:20:20,595 We don't matter. We don't matter.
268 00:20:20,678 00:20:22,388 If things happen to us... If things happen to us...
269 00:20:24,182 00:20:26,392 it doesn't matter, either. it doesn't matter, either.
270 00:20:26,476 00:20:28,646 [ Sighs ] [ Sighs ]
271 00:20:28,728 00:20:30,858 I got to-- I got to get home. I got to-- I got to get home.
272 00:20:30,939 00:20:32,729 Stay away from those girls. Stay away from those girls.
273 00:20:33,900 00:20:35,900 I don't know why anyone would come here. I don't know why anyone would come here.
274 00:20:35,985 00:20:38,235 This place is rotten. This place is rotten.
275 00:20:38,321 00:20:40,071 I wanted a fresh start. I wanted a fresh start.
276 00:20:40,156 00:20:42,446 You shouldn't have picked Saint James. You shouldn't have picked Saint James.
277 00:20:42,533 00:20:45,293 Yeah, well, I'm here, and now I'm going home to sleep. Yeah, well, I'm here, and now I'm going home to sleep.
278 00:20:47,664 00:20:48,834 I'm Jess. I'm Jess.
279 00:20:52,627 00:20:53,877 You got a name? You got a name?
280 00:20:55,088 00:20:56,048 Emma. Emma.
281 00:20:58,174 00:20:59,184 Hall. Hall.
282 00:21:01,135 00:21:03,465 No one ever stood by me like that, Emma Hall. No one ever stood by me like that, Emma Hall.
283 00:21:05,640 00:21:06,980 Shame on them. Shame on them.
284 00:21:14,857 00:21:17,987 [ Keys jingle ] [ Keys jingle ]
285 00:21:26,577 00:21:27,997 [ Lock clicks ] [ Lock clicks ]
286 00:21:29,372 00:21:30,622 [ Keys jingle ] [ Keys jingle ]
287 00:21:40,008 00:21:43,468 [ Cat meowing ] [ Cat meowing ]
288 00:21:50,101 00:21:51,731 [ Door creaks ] [ Door creaks ]
289 00:21:51,811 00:21:54,111 [ Meowing continues ] [ Meowing continues ]
290 00:21:58,609 00:22:00,109 Hi. Hi.
291 00:22:01,571 00:22:03,111 Oh. Oh.
292 00:22:04,449 00:22:06,489 Hi, little one. Hi, little one.
293 00:22:06,576 00:22:09,286 [ Clicks tongue ] Hey. [ Clicks tongue ] Hey.
294 00:22:09,370 00:22:11,290 How'd you get out here? How'd you get out here?
295 00:22:12,373 00:22:13,883 I got you. I got you.
296 00:22:13,958 00:22:15,748 [ Shushing ] [ Shushing ]
297 00:22:19,672 00:22:22,342 [ Lock clicks ] [ Lock clicks ]
298 00:22:38,524 00:22:40,364 [ Cat purring ] [ Cat purring ]
299 00:22:40,443 00:22:41,653 OK. OK.
300 00:22:41,736 00:22:43,946 [ Sniffles ] [ Sniffles ]
301 00:23:05,468 00:23:06,968 [ Inhales sharply ] [ Inhales sharply ]
302 00:23:10,681 00:23:14,191 [ Indistinct shouting in distance ] [ Indistinct shouting in distance ]
303 00:23:26,656 00:23:28,406 Karen: I'm sorry. Karen: I'm sorry.
304 00:23:28,491 00:23:31,041 These are the last words I'll ever say to you. These are the last words I'll ever say to you.
305 00:23:31,119 00:23:33,409 I thought about never saying them. I thought about never saying them.
306 00:23:34,497 00:23:37,327 I thought about trying to erase you from my life. I thought about trying to erase you from my life.
307 00:23:37,416 00:23:39,626 But I can't. But I can't.
308 00:23:39,710 00:23:45,720 So I have to write them down, make myself end what was ours, So I have to write them down, make myself end what was ours,
309 00:23:45,800 00:23:47,930 because I have to start again. because I have to start again.
310 00:23:48,010 00:23:49,890 I have to forget you. I have to forget you.
311 00:23:49,971 00:23:53,061 I still don't know how I'll do that, I still don't know how I'll do that,
312 00:23:53,141 00:23:56,941 but I have to live without you, and you without me, but I have to live without you, and you without me,
313 00:23:57,019 00:23:59,229 and we both have to let each other go. and we both have to let each other go.
314 00:23:59,313 00:24:02,733 We both have to leave the darkness we were in, We both have to leave the darkness we were in,
315 00:24:02,817 00:24:06,567 even if being without you feels like the stars have gone out. even if being without you feels like the stars have gone out.
316 00:24:10,741 00:24:13,581 [ Breathing heavily ] [ Breathing heavily ]
317 00:24:33,389 00:24:35,599 ♪ Well, you come upstairs But not to talk ♪ ♪ Well, you come upstairs But not to talk ♪
318 00:24:35,683 00:24:39,813 ♪ You stay a little while then You do a little walk on home ♪ ♪ You stay a little while then You do a little walk on home ♪
319 00:24:42,481 00:24:44,321 ♪ I hear you downstairs Smoking cigarettes ♪ ♪ I hear you downstairs Smoking cigarettes ♪
320 00:24:44,400 00:24:45,610 ♪ I hear you talking shit ♪ ♪ I hear you talking shit ♪
321 00:24:45,693 00:24:49,453 ♪ 'Cause you ain't got nothing To talk about at all ♪ ♪ 'Cause you ain't got nothing To talk about at all ♪
322 00:24:49,530 00:24:51,820 [ Indistinct conversations ] [ Indistinct conversations ]
323 00:24:51,908 00:24:54,078 So, Emma Hall. So, Emma Hall.
324 00:24:54,160 00:24:55,790 Hmm. Hmm.
325 00:24:55,870 00:24:58,410 I was in Seattle. I-I cut in some really good places. I was in Seattle. I-I cut in some really good places.
326 00:24:58,497 00:25:02,377 Oh, that's a place I'd like to go to someday. Oh, that's a place I'd like to go to someday.
327 00:25:02,460 00:25:04,840 Don't let us keep you, Thomas. Don't let us keep you, Thomas.
328 00:25:07,506 00:25:09,966 You did notice this is Saint James, Louisiana, right? You did notice this is Saint James, Louisiana, right?
329 00:25:10,051 00:25:11,761 I wanted to start over. I wanted to start over.
330 00:25:11,844 00:25:14,144 Only two reasons anyone starts over-- Only two reasons anyone starts over--
331 00:25:14,222 00:25:15,852 a breakup or a breakdown. a breakup or a breakdown.
332 00:25:15,932 00:25:17,602 I'm really good on details. I work hard. I'm really good on details. I work hard.
333 00:25:17,683 00:25:20,103 I-I can cut and I can sweep the floor, I can make coffee. I-I can cut and I can sweep the floor, I can make coffee.
334 00:25:20,186 00:25:21,556 If you need me to step up because of the baby, If you need me to step up because of the baby,
335 00:25:21,687 00:25:22,517 then I can do that, too. then I can do that, too.
336 00:25:22,605 00:25:23,805 You gonna save the world while you're at it? You gonna save the world while you're at it?
337 00:25:23,898 00:25:26,478 Yeah, maybe on the weekends. Yeah, maybe on the weekends.
338 00:25:31,948 00:25:33,908 I'm really good at cutting. I'm really good at cutting.
339 00:25:33,991 00:25:35,531 I want to rent that chair. I want to rent that chair.
340 00:25:35,618 00:25:37,288 It is a good chair. It is a good chair.
341 00:25:37,370 00:25:39,290 I need to stay busy. I need to stay busy.
342 00:25:39,372 00:25:40,672 [ Sighs ] [ Sighs ]
343 00:25:40,748 00:25:42,878 You got some money for my chair? You got some money for my chair?
344 00:25:42,959 00:25:45,669 So-- So no one else can turn my head. So-- So no one else can turn my head.
345 00:25:48,214 00:25:50,724 Thank you for taking this meeting. Thank you for taking this meeting.
346 00:25:50,800 00:25:53,640 I'm hoping that John can be a real big help to the Trust, I'm hoping that John can be a real big help to the Trust,
347 00:25:53,719 00:25:56,259 on a voluntary basis, of course. on a voluntary basis, of course.
348 00:25:57,765 00:26:00,555 Um, and I wanted to say before we start that I'm so sorry Um, and I wanted to say before we start that I'm so sorry
349 00:26:00,685 00:26:03,095 there's still no news about your daughter, Mrs. Barlow. there's still no news about your daughter, Mrs. Barlow.
350 00:26:06,482 00:26:07,982 Prison was a real epiphany. Prison was a real epiphany.
351 00:26:09,026 00:26:11,236 When you're away from everything you know When you're away from everything you know
352 00:26:11,320 00:26:13,490 and there's nowhere else to go, and there's nowhere else to go,
353 00:26:13,572 00:26:16,952 uh, no one else to blame, you've got to look to yourself, uh, no one else to blame, you've got to look to yourself,
354 00:26:17,034 00:26:19,454 and I was able to do that. and I was able to do that.
355 00:26:19,537 00:26:22,247 To think about what I had done To think about what I had done
356 00:26:22,331 00:26:24,541 and the lives that I had impacted. and the lives that I had impacted.
357 00:26:24,625 00:26:27,245 -The women you raped. -[ Can pops ] -The women you raped. -[ Can pops ]
358 00:26:29,880 00:26:32,630 Our organization supports ex-offenders Our organization supports ex-offenders
359 00:26:32,717 00:26:34,887 in their post-prison lives. in their post-prison lives.
360 00:26:34,969 00:26:37,179 John genuinely wants to change. John genuinely wants to change.
361 00:26:37,263 00:26:39,813 He's been recommended for early release. He's been recommended for early release.
362 00:26:39,890 00:26:42,690 He's been employed at the Allfoods supermarket. He's been employed at the Allfoods supermarket.
363 00:26:42,768 00:26:44,768 He recently received a commendation. He recently received a commendation.
364 00:26:44,854 00:26:46,944 This is, uh, for my display work. This is, uh, for my display work.
365 00:26:47,023 00:26:51,613 Uh, I-I can tell you things Uh, I-I can tell you things
366 00:26:51,694 00:26:55,994 about how the world thinks it is and how it really is. about how the world thinks it is and how it really is.
367 00:26:56,073 00:26:57,583 Safety is a dream. Safety is a dream.
368 00:26:57,658 00:26:59,618 Mary: That makes sense. Mary: That makes sense.
369 00:26:59,702 00:27:02,712 But because of men like you, right? But because of men like you, right?
370 00:27:05,791 00:27:08,541 I-I was every woman's worst nightmare. I-I was every woman's worst nightmare.
371 00:27:08,627 00:27:10,627 I was the boogeyman. I was the boogeyman.
372 00:27:10,713 00:27:12,723 I stalked my victims. I stalked my victims.
373 00:27:12,798 00:27:14,758 I was a predator. I was a predator.
374 00:27:14,842 00:27:17,092 But now I am well. But now I am well.
375 00:27:17,178 00:27:20,718 And-- And you want to work here with us? And-- And you want to work here with us?
376 00:27:20,806 00:27:24,476 I-- No, volunteer. There-- There would be no cost. I-- No, volunteer. There-- There would be no cost.
377 00:27:24,560 00:27:25,940 Work, volunteer. Work, volunteer.
378 00:27:26,103 00:27:30,023 Y-You want to do something with us here? Y-You want to do something with us here?
379 00:27:30,107 00:27:31,857 I can tell you everything I can tell you everything
380 00:27:31,942 00:27:35,742 about the gaps where ladies think that they're safe. about the gaps where ladies think that they're safe.
381 00:27:35,821 00:27:37,951 I drove a cab, I worked as a cleaner, I drove a cab, I worked as a cleaner,
382 00:27:38,032 00:27:39,912 I cut keys for women. I cut keys for women.
383 00:27:39,992 00:27:41,792 I was all over social media, I-- I was all over social media, I--
384 00:27:41,869 00:27:44,079 -Can I stop you? -Yes, please. -Can I stop you? -Yes, please.
385 00:27:44,163 00:27:45,873 I'm trying to get my head around this. I'm trying to get my head around this.
386 00:27:45,956 00:27:48,706 You are offering what? You are offering what?
387 00:27:48,793 00:27:51,133 Awareness raising. Awareness raising.
388 00:27:51,212 00:27:53,262 Our foundation's about victims. Our foundation's about victims.
389 00:27:53,339 00:27:55,089 We counsel, we offer support, We counsel, we offer support,
390 00:27:55,174 00:27:56,554 we help find missing persons. we help find missing persons.
391 00:27:58,677 00:27:59,637 We're not a fit for you. We're not a fit for you.
392 00:28:00,679 00:28:02,969 Well, hold on now. Well, hold on now.
393 00:28:03,057 00:28:05,387 Maybe there is something you could do for me. Maybe there is something you could do for me.
394 00:28:05,476 00:28:07,686 Tell me, Tell me,
395 00:28:07,770 00:28:10,060 why did you do the things you did? why did you do the things you did?
396 00:28:11,774 00:28:14,284 Why did you choose the women you chose? Why did you choose the women you chose?
397 00:28:14,360 00:28:17,490 I mean, what was it? Why one and not another? I mean, what was it? Why one and not another?
398 00:28:19,031 00:28:24,411 Um, I don't like to talk, um, in that personal way. Um, I don't like to talk, um, in that personal way.
399 00:28:24,495 00:28:26,365 I want to talk about the gaps, I want to talk about the gaps,
400 00:28:26,455 00:28:28,955 uh, you know, offer advice-- uh, you know, offer advice--
401 00:28:29,041 00:28:31,131 ideas that you could put into a pamphlet. ideas that you could put into a pamphlet.
402 00:28:31,210 00:28:33,840 I'm not interested in a general sense. I'm not interested in a general sense.
403 00:28:33,921 00:28:35,131 I want to know... I want to know...
404 00:28:36,465 00:28:39,295 what makes a woman your victim. what makes a woman your victim.
405 00:28:41,470 00:28:43,180 Do you know why I started this trust? Do you know why I started this trust?
406 00:28:44,306 00:28:45,676 Your daughter went missing. Your daughter went missing.
407 00:28:45,766 00:28:46,846 No. No.
408 00:28:49,270 00:28:50,560 She was taken. She was taken.
409 00:28:51,772 00:28:53,822 Seven years ago. Seven years ago.
410 00:28:53,899 00:28:57,739 Now, I know who did it, but I can't prove that. Now, I know who did it, but I can't prove that.
411 00:28:57,820 00:29:02,780 So this whole trust is for her So this whole trust is for her
412 00:29:02,867 00:29:05,077 and others like her, and others like her,
413 00:29:05,161 00:29:07,961 and we work so hard to help families and we work so hard to help families
414 00:29:08,038 00:29:10,668 whose lives have been... whose lives have been...
415 00:29:10,749 00:29:13,379 destroyed by men like you. destroyed by men like you.
416 00:29:13,461 00:29:16,631 -Maybe we should wrap this up. -So, I-I'm glad you've changed. -Maybe we should wrap this up. -So, I-I'm glad you've changed.
417 00:29:16,714 00:29:19,724 Mary: I hope people can change, but what I would like to know is Mary: I hope people can change, but what I would like to know is
418 00:29:19,800 00:29:23,510 what was it about my daughter made a man take her from me? what was it about my daughter made a man take her from me?
419 00:29:24,930 00:29:26,310 I'm looking for insight. I'm looking for insight.
420 00:29:26,390 00:29:29,100 -Uh-huh. -You can't give it? -Uh-huh. -You can't give it?
421 00:29:29,185 00:29:30,895 You won't give it? You won't give it?
422 00:29:30,978 00:29:32,898 Good luck. Good luck.
423 00:29:32,980 00:29:34,360 Be a good person. Be a good person.
424 00:29:36,775 00:29:38,985 But I can't have you here with us. But I can't have you here with us.
425 00:29:40,654 00:29:42,824 I mean, you understand that, right? I mean, you understand that, right?
426 00:29:42,907 00:29:43,947 Don't you? Don't you?
427 00:29:48,621 00:29:51,871 [ Door creaks ] [ Door creaks ]
428 00:29:56,378 00:29:58,048 How did you find me? How did you find me?
429 00:29:58,130 00:30:00,220 I followed you. I followed you.
430 00:30:01,217 00:30:02,677 When? The other night? When? The other night?
431 00:30:04,136 00:30:05,176 Maybe. Maybe.
432 00:30:05,304 00:30:07,104 You got trouble with those girls again, or...? You got trouble with those girls again, or...?
433 00:30:07,181 00:30:09,101 Mnh-mnh. Mnh-mnh.
434 00:30:09,183 00:30:10,893 Good. Good.
435 00:30:12,520 00:30:14,100 I've got, um... I've got, um...
436 00:30:16,524 00:30:18,284 I got things to do. I got things to do.
437 00:30:18,359 00:30:20,859 You want to do them together? You want to do them together?
438 00:30:22,530 00:30:23,860 No. No.
439 00:30:24,823 00:30:26,953 I'm busy. I got-- I got stuff. I got a lot of stuff. I'm busy. I got-- I got stuff. I got a lot of stuff.
440 00:30:29,411 00:30:31,211 I saw her in the window. I saw her in the window.
441 00:30:34,375 00:30:36,375 She's Bella Sharp's kitten. She's Bella Sharp's kitten.
442 00:30:38,546 00:30:40,456 You gonna tell Bella Sharp? You gonna tell Bella Sharp?
443 00:30:40,548 00:30:42,338 Not if you hang with me. Not if you hang with me.
444 00:30:46,720 00:30:50,220 [ Birds chirping ] [ Birds chirping ]
445 00:30:57,523 00:30:58,823 Do you believe in monsters? Do you believe in monsters?
446 00:31:00,901 00:31:03,951 Abel says there's a swamp monster-- Abel says there's a swamp monster--
447 00:31:04,029 00:31:07,909 10 foot tall, skin all scale like an alligator. 10 foot tall, skin all scale like an alligator.
448 00:31:07,992 00:31:10,702 One red eye, one black. One red eye, one black.
449 00:31:10,786 00:31:12,196 And you believe that? And you believe that?
450 00:31:13,956 00:31:16,996 -[ Screams ] Oh, my God! -What? -[ Screams ] Oh, my God! -What?
451 00:31:17,084 00:31:19,674 -We all believe in monsters. -Come on! -We all believe in monsters. -Come on!
452 00:31:19,753 00:31:22,263 You're the one who told me not to be afraid of anything. You're the one who told me not to be afraid of anything.
453 00:31:22,339 00:31:24,049 [ Laughs ] [ Laughs ]
454 00:31:24,133 00:31:25,383 So easy. I'm not. So easy. I'm not.
455 00:31:25,467 00:31:26,837 -[ Laughing ] -Yes, you are. -[ Laughing ] -Yes, you are.
456 00:31:26,927 00:31:28,097 Who's Abel? Who's Abel?
457 00:31:33,559 00:31:35,189 I can't talk about Abel. I can't talk about Abel.
458 00:31:45,946 00:31:48,696 [ Door opens ] [ Door opens ]
459 00:31:50,367 00:31:53,197 [ Door creaks ] [ Door creaks ]
460 00:31:53,287 00:31:54,497 [ Door closes ] [ Door closes ]
461 00:31:56,790 00:31:58,460 [ Key clatters ] [ Key clatters ]
462 00:31:58,542 00:32:01,172 [ Sighs ] [ Sighs ]
463 00:32:05,007 00:32:06,797 I'd live here if I could. I'd live here if I could.
464 00:32:09,553 00:32:10,643 I'd never go back I'd never go back
465 00:32:10,721 00:32:12,261 and they'd never know where I've gone. and they'd never know where I've gone.
466 00:32:13,599 00:32:15,269 But you'll know where to find me. But you'll know where to find me.
467 00:32:15,351 00:32:19,061 [ Inhales deeply ] [ Inhales deeply ]
468 00:32:26,278 00:32:27,568 Come. Come.
469 00:32:30,115 00:32:31,325 Come. Come.
470 00:32:33,744 00:32:36,544 [ Thunder rumbles ] [ Thunder rumbles ]
471 00:32:36,622 00:32:39,122 [ Rain pattering ] [ Rain pattering ]
472 00:32:39,208 00:32:42,418 That's my pot of money that never runs out. That's my pot of money that never runs out.
473 00:32:44,129 00:32:47,969 And that's the giant that walks behind me. And that's the giant that walks behind me.
474 00:32:48,050 00:32:51,930 She's invisible, but I couldn't draw invisible. She's invisible, but I couldn't draw invisible.
475 00:32:52,012 00:32:54,312 She eats anyone who's mean. She eats anyone who's mean.
476 00:32:55,432 00:32:57,102 She's my swamp monster. She's my swamp monster.
477 00:33:00,729 00:33:02,399 You got dreams? You got dreams?
478 00:33:05,818 00:33:07,438 Must be something you want. Must be something you want.
479 00:33:10,030 00:33:12,950 To go back and be with someone I don't have anymore. To go back and be with someone I don't have anymore.
480 00:33:16,829 00:33:18,499 I'm happy you're here I'm happy you're here
481 00:33:19,915 00:33:21,665 with me in Saint James. with me in Saint James.
482 00:33:25,003 00:33:27,213 Yeah, well, I don't think I'm gonna be here much longer. Yeah, well, I don't think I'm gonna be here much longer.
483 00:33:40,519 00:33:42,939 You're my true friend, Emma Hall. You're my true friend, Emma Hall.
484 00:33:53,198 00:33:55,278 I can't give you nothing better. I can't give you nothing better.
485 00:34:07,463 00:34:09,303 Thank you. Thank you.
486 00:34:17,765 00:34:20,265 [ Men shouting ] [ Men shouting ]
487 00:34:44,792 00:34:48,422 [ Alarm blaring ] [ Alarm blaring ]
488 00:34:48,504 00:34:52,884 [ Indistinct shouting ] [ Indistinct shouting ]
489 00:35:00,390 00:35:02,430 [ Door opens ] [ Door opens ]
490 00:35:02,518 00:35:05,648 Mrs. Barlow, I'm so sorry. Mrs. Barlow, I'm so sorry.
491 00:35:35,676 00:35:36,966 You OK? You OK?
492 00:35:37,052 00:35:39,472 -Have you left here? -[ Lock clicks ] -Have you left here? -[ Lock clicks ]
493 00:35:39,555 00:35:41,385 Have you left the cabin? Have you left the cabin?
494 00:35:41,473 00:35:43,183 You been listening to the radio? You been listening to the radio?
495 00:35:43,267 00:35:44,767 -[ Lock clicks ] -You've been online? -[ Lock clicks ] -You've been online?
496 00:35:44,852 00:35:46,982 [ Lock clicks ] [ Lock clicks ]
497 00:35:47,062 00:35:49,112 Have you talked to anybody from your past, Emma? Have you talked to anybody from your past, Emma?
498 00:35:49,189 00:35:50,769 -[ Lock clicks ] -Hmm? -[ Lock clicks ] -Hmm?
499 00:35:52,818 00:35:56,738 No. Sometimes I want to. No. No. Sometimes I want to. No.
500 00:35:56,822 00:35:59,032 So you don't know? So you don't know?
501 00:35:59,116 00:36:01,196 What is it? What is it?
502 00:36:03,370 00:36:06,120 [ Sighs ] [ Sighs ]
503 00:36:08,709 00:36:10,129 Look. Look.
504 00:36:10,210 00:36:13,340 Something very bad has happened, and I need you to trust Something very bad has happened, and I need you to trust
505 00:36:13,422 00:36:14,672 that we'll get through this together. that we'll get through this together.
506 00:36:14,756 00:36:16,006 Do you trust me? Do you trust me?
507 00:36:16,091 00:36:18,261 You're scaring me. You're scaring me.
508 00:36:19,928 00:36:21,758 Christopher Parker's dead. Christopher Parker's dead.
509 00:36:21,847 00:36:24,387 He killed himself yesterday in prison. He killed himself yesterday in prison.
510 00:36:29,062 00:36:31,862 [ Sniffles ] [ Sniffles ]
511 00:36:31,940 00:36:34,940 -No, he wouldn't do that. -He did do it. -No, he wouldn't do that. -He did do it.
512 00:36:35,027 00:36:36,487 [ Sobbing ] [ Sobbing ]
513 00:36:36,570 00:36:38,160 -I'm here for you. -No! -I'm here for you. -No!
514 00:36:38,238 00:36:40,738 -Emma! -[ Sobbing ] -Emma! -[ Sobbing ]
515 00:36:45,913 00:36:48,333 [ Laughs ] [ Laughs ]
516 00:36:58,175 00:37:00,715 [ Sobbing ] [ Sobbing ]
517 00:37:06,016 00:37:08,726 You can't leave here. Do you understand? You can't leave here. Do you understand?
518 00:37:11,271 00:37:14,021 You're not safe. You're not safe.
519 00:37:14,107 00:37:16,687 No! No!
520 00:37:21,031 00:37:23,161 [ Door opens ] [ Door opens ]
521 00:37:23,241 00:37:25,951 Caterina: Why do you keep coming here? Caterina: Why do you keep coming here?
522 00:37:26,036 00:37:28,286 I work my nights here. I work my nights here.
523 00:37:28,372 00:37:30,292 Oh. Oh.
524 00:37:32,000 00:37:34,960 -Where is it? -Where's what? -Where is it? -Where's what?
525 00:37:35,045 00:37:38,585 Without that necklace, you're not safe, child. Without that necklace, you're not safe, child.
526 00:37:38,674 00:37:41,974 That was a powerful stone. It was your protection. That was a powerful stone. It was your protection.
527 00:37:43,804 00:37:46,774 I gave it to someone-- a friend. I gave it to someone-- a friend.
528 00:37:46,848 00:37:48,728 [ Sighs ] [ Sighs ]
529 00:37:48,809 00:37:51,689 What kind of friend do you have here? What kind of friend do you have here?
530 00:37:54,940 00:37:57,150 [ Door creaks ] [ Door creaks ]
531 00:37:57,234 00:37:59,284 Man: You need to lie down now. Man: You need to lie down now.
532 00:37:59,361 00:38:01,781 You need to relax. You need to relax.
533 00:38:01,863 00:38:04,123 [ Woman crying ] [ Woman crying ]
534 00:38:44,990 00:38:47,370 [ Pounding on door ] [ Pounding on door ]
535 00:38:47,451 00:38:52,871 Jess: Emma! Open up, please! Emma, please! Emma! Jess: Emma! Open up, please! Emma, please! Emma!
536 00:38:57,210 00:39:00,510 [ Crying ] Emma, please! [ Crying ] Emma, please!
537 00:39:02,090 00:39:05,180 [ Sighs ] [ Sighs ]
538 00:39:05,260 00:39:07,600 You said you were my friend! You said you were my friend!
539 00:39:07,679 00:39:10,719 [ Sobbing ] [ Sobbing ]
540 00:39:17,189 00:39:20,359 [ Panting ] [ Panting ]
541 00:39:20,442 00:39:23,152 Please! Please!
542 00:39:47,928 00:39:49,808 Man: One second. Man: One second.
543 00:39:57,395 00:39:59,355 Mrs. Barlow, hello. Mrs. Barlow, hello.
544 00:40:02,901 00:40:04,741 Can I come in, John? Can I come in, John?
545 00:40:04,820 00:40:07,700 Of course. Yeah. Come in. Of course. Yeah. Come in.
546 00:40:09,199 00:40:11,619 Have you changed your mind? Have you changed your mind?
547 00:40:13,036 00:40:15,406 [ Lock clicks ] [ Lock clicks ]
548 00:40:27,259 00:40:29,589 Do you think people can really change, John? Do you think people can really change, John?
549 00:40:29,678 00:40:31,638 If you let them. If you let them.
550 00:40:31,721 00:40:34,471 I believe in the cycle of rebirth. I believe in the cycle of rebirth.
551 00:40:36,351 00:40:38,351 I'm not so sure. I'm not so sure.
552 00:40:40,772 00:40:45,532 I think we can try, but our natures are our natures. I think we can try, but our natures are our natures.
553 00:40:45,610 00:40:49,320 I think we can have good days where we try to be better, I think we can have good days where we try to be better,
554 00:40:49,406 00:40:51,986 but they're just days. but they're just days.
555 00:40:52,075 00:40:54,655 No, Mrs. Barlow, I think if we know better, No, Mrs. Barlow, I think if we know better,
556 00:40:54,744 00:40:56,164 we do better. we do better.
557 00:40:56,246 00:40:59,496 Every day, I wake up and I think, Every day, I wake up and I think,
558 00:40:59,583 00:41:01,793 "What can I do better for the world?" "What can I do better for the world?"
559 00:41:01,877 00:41:03,627 I mean, and at the end of the day, I mean, and at the end of the day,
560 00:41:03,712 00:41:06,172 I think, "Did I make my good mark?" I think, "Did I make my good mark?"
561 00:41:06,256 00:41:08,216 [ Sighs ] [ Sighs ]
562 00:41:10,927 00:41:12,887 I want to believe in you, John. I want to believe in you, John.
563 00:41:14,556 00:41:16,056 [ Chuckles ] [ Chuckles ]
564 00:41:16,141 00:41:18,691 I ca-- I can't tell you how much that means to me, to-- I ca-- I can't tell you how much that means to me, to--
565 00:41:18,768 00:41:22,808 f-for me to hear you say that, Mrs. Barlow, because truly, f-for me to hear you say that, Mrs. Barlow, because truly,
566 00:41:22,898 00:41:25,438 you have been such an inspiration to me. you have been such an inspiration to me.
567 00:41:29,863 00:41:33,283 I want you to do something for me. I want you to do something for me.
568 00:41:33,366 00:41:34,656 A job. A job.
569 00:41:34,743 00:41:36,873 If you like. If you like.
570 00:41:36,953 00:41:40,123 I need you to find someone for me. I need you to find someone for me.
571 00:41:40,207 00:41:42,127 I don't know where she is. I don't know where she is.
572 00:41:43,501 00:41:45,171 I don't even know her name. I don't even know her name.
573 00:41:48,798 00:41:50,588 But this is who she used to be. But this is who she used to be.
574 00:41:50,675 00:41:52,215 I don't do that. I don't do that.
575 00:41:52,302 00:41:56,182 This is the monster that took my daughter, Theresa. This is the monster that took my daughter, Theresa.
576 00:41:58,642 00:42:00,352 I know you have pain, Mrs. Barlow-- I know you have pain, Mrs. Barlow--
577 00:42:00,435 00:42:02,345 Don't talk about my pain. Don't talk about my pain.
578 00:42:02,437 00:42:04,307 Help me. Help me.
579 00:42:04,397 00:42:08,487 Help me find this terrible, terrible woman Help me find this terrible, terrible woman
580 00:42:08,568 00:42:11,068 before she destroys someone else's life. before she destroys someone else's life.
581 00:42:11,154 00:42:12,824 Do something good, John. Do something good, John.
582 00:42:12,906 00:42:15,656 That doesn't sound like a good thing, Mrs. Barlow. That doesn't sound like a good thing, Mrs. Barlow.
583 00:42:15,742 00:42:17,582 Well, I'm not giving you a choice. Well, I'm not giving you a choice.
584 00:42:17,661 00:42:19,751 I'm giving you a chance-- I'm giving you a chance--
585 00:42:19,829 00:42:23,829 the chance that you wanted to prove to me, the chance that you wanted to prove to me,
586 00:42:23,917 00:42:25,587 y-your inspiration, y-your inspiration,
587 00:42:25,669 00:42:27,749 that you could live a different life, that you could live a different life,
588 00:42:27,837 00:42:29,417 you could be someone new. you could be someone new.
589 00:42:29,506 00:42:30,796 I want to do that, but not-- I want to do that, but not--
590 00:42:30,882 00:42:32,382 I don't want to do that in this way. I don't want to do that in this way.
591 00:42:32,467 00:42:34,547 I'm sorry. I'm feeling very uneasy right now. I'm sorry. I'm feeling very uneasy right now.
592 00:42:34,636 00:42:35,926 My stomach-- My stomach--
593 00:42:36,012 00:42:38,392 I-I-I'm beginning to have pains already. I-I-I'm beginning to have pains already.
594 00:42:38,473 00:42:39,683 You got Tylenol. You got Tylenol.
595 00:42:39,766 00:42:40,926 [ Chuckles ] [ Chuckles ]
596 00:42:41,017 00:42:43,557 Take a vacation. Go sick. Take a vacation. Go sick.
597 00:42:43,645 00:42:45,605 Quit your job, I don't care. Quit your job, I don't care.
598 00:42:45,689 00:42:50,609 You have four weeks to find this person. You have four weeks to find this person.
599 00:42:50,694 00:42:54,824 Otherwise, John, I will make sure Otherwise, John, I will make sure
600 00:42:54,906 00:42:59,156 that everyone knows exactly who you are. that everyone knows exactly who you are.
601 00:42:59,244 00:43:03,544 You are the man that we all dread. You are the man that we all dread.
602 00:43:03,623 00:43:05,713 Take it. Take it.
603 00:43:07,669 00:43:09,089 Take it. Take it.
604 00:43:14,592 00:43:16,092 Good. Good.
605 00:43:18,179 00:43:19,679 Good boy. Good boy.
606 00:43:21,433 00:43:26,773 [ Door opens, closes ] [ Door opens, closes ]
607 00:43:34,237 00:43:36,197 John: Love is a virtuous mind John: Love is a virtuous mind
608 00:43:36,281 00:43:38,741 that creates only peace and happiness, that creates only peace and happiness,
609 00:43:38,825 00:43:41,115 whereas attachment is never virtuous whereas attachment is never virtuous
610 00:43:41,202 00:43:43,542 and causes only pain and problems. and causes only pain and problems.
611 00:43:45,457 00:43:48,787 Swiftly ascending the other shore, Swiftly ascending the other shore,
612 00:43:48,877 00:43:51,917 we find the city of tranquility. we find the city of tranquility.
613 00:43:58,636 00:44:00,716 Love is a virtuous mind Love is a virtuous mind
614 00:44:00,805 00:44:03,845 that creates only peace and happiness. that creates only peace and happiness.
615 00:44:08,271 00:44:10,021 Jess? Jess?
616 00:44:13,568 00:44:15,608 [ Knock on door ] [ Knock on door ]
617 00:44:15,695 00:44:16,945 Jess? Jess?
618 00:44:17,030 00:44:19,450 [ Door creaks ] [ Door creaks ]
619 00:44:26,289 00:44:28,749 Jess, I'm sorry. Jess, I'm sorry.
620 00:44:28,833 00:44:30,383 I'm sorry. I'm sorry.
621 00:44:34,172 00:44:35,512 Jess. Jess.
622 00:44:35,590 00:44:37,550 [ Sighs ] [ Sighs ]
623 00:44:37,634 00:44:40,104 I am your friend, Jess. I am your friend, Jess.
624 00:44:43,098 00:44:44,768 Jess! Jess!
625 00:44:47,936 00:44:49,476 Jess? Jess?
626 00:44:52,607 00:44:54,227 [ Door creaks ] [ Door creaks ]
627 00:44:54,317 00:44:56,027 Jess? Jess?
628 00:45:01,491 00:45:03,791 [ Whimpering ] [ Whimpering ]
629 00:45:06,830 00:45:08,460 Jess! Jess!
630 00:45:08,540 00:45:10,790 [ Crying ] Jess! [ Crying ] Jess!
631 00:45:10,875 00:45:15,755 Oh, no, Jess! Oh, no, Jess!
632 00:45:24,305 00:45:28,385 I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry. I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry.
633 00:45:37,026 00:45:39,356 Oh, no! Oh, no!
634 00:45:41,531 00:45:44,281 Oh, no! Oh, no!
635 00:45:44,367 00:45:46,657 [ Rustling ] [ Rustling ]
636 00:45:48,830 00:45:50,670 [ Rustling continues ] [ Rustling continues ]
637 00:45:50,748 00:45:52,668 [ Whimpering ] [ Whimpering ]
638 00:46:12,395 00:46:14,725 [ Grunting ] [ Grunting ]
639 00:46:18,109 00:46:19,899 [ Grunts ] [ Grunts ]
640 00:46:30,538 00:46:34,248 Oh, my God. Oh, my God. Oh, my God. Oh, my God.
641 00:46:34,334 00:46:37,804 Oh, my God. No, fuck! Oh, my God. No, fuck!
642 00:46:49,849 00:46:52,059 [ Wind whistling ] [ Wind whistling ]
643 00:47:01,110 00:47:03,200 [ Panting ] [ Panting ]
644 00:47:03,279 00:47:05,239 [ Grunts ] [ Grunts ]
645 00:47:05,323 00:47:07,743 Please! No! Please! No!
646 00:47:07,825 00:47:10,285 [ Grunts ] [ Grunts ]
647 00:47:10,370 00:47:13,790 [ Panting ] [ Panting ]
648 00:47:20,880 00:47:23,300 [ Panting ] [ Panting ]
649 00:47:30,014 00:47:31,934 [ Pounding on door ] [ Pounding on door ]
650 00:47:50,326 00:47:51,696 [ Door bell jingles ] [ Door bell jingles ]
651 00:47:53,496 00:47:56,076 Sorry, we're closed. Sorry, we're closed.
652 00:47:56,165 00:47:58,075 I just want a little trim. I just want a little trim.
653 00:48:13,641 00:48:15,691 And then I want to know the best bar in this town And then I want to know the best bar in this town
654 00:48:15,893 00:48:17,103 to go get trashed in. to go get trashed in.
655 00:48:17,186 00:48:19,686 [ Chuckles ] What's your name? [ Chuckles ] What's your name?
656 00:48:19,772 00:48:21,442 Theresa. Theresa.
657 00:48:55,058 00:48:56,928 Child: Tell me a story. Child: Tell me a story.