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1 00:00:06,640 00:00:09,608 [lighter clicking] [lighter clicking]
2 00:00:14,481 00:00:17,615 (boy) I've never been so drunk I couldn't drive. (boy) I've never been so drunk I couldn't drive.
3 00:00:17,617 00:00:19,701 I've been so drunk, I couldn't climb stairs. I've been so drunk, I couldn't climb stairs.
4 00:00:19,703 00:00:22,236 I've been so drunk, I couldn't get my fly open, I've been so drunk, I couldn't get my fly open,
5 00:00:22,238 00:00:25,690 and instead, I tried to pee down my leg through the cuff. and instead, I tried to pee down my leg through the cuff.
6 00:00:25,692 00:00:28,893 but I've always been able to drive home afterwards. but I've always been able to drive home afterwards.
7 00:00:28,895 00:00:31,212 So I'm pretty cooked, So I'm pretty cooked,
8 00:00:31,214 00:00:33,147 but it's a freeway. but it's a freeway.
9 00:00:33,149 00:00:34,866 Who can fuck up a freeway? Who can fuck up a freeway?
10 00:00:34,868 00:00:37,935 I mean, you get on the ramp, and off you go. I mean, you get on the ramp, and off you go.
11 00:00:37,937 00:00:40,405 But then the world's full of assholes. But then the world's full of assholes.
12 00:00:40,407 00:00:41,456 And sure enough, And sure enough,
13 00:00:41,458 00:00:43,224 about six miles from my home, about six miles from my home,
14 00:00:43,226 00:00:44,359 I met one. I met one.
15 00:00:44,361 00:00:46,427 He was driving north on the south road, He was driving north on the south road,
16 00:00:46,429 00:00:48,196 high-beams on, screaming towards me. high-beams on, screaming towards me.
17 00:00:48,198 00:00:50,331 I swerve left, I swerve left,
18 00:00:50,333 00:00:53,068 and this wing nut swerves right. and this wing nut swerves right.
19 00:00:53,070 00:00:55,737 We meet at the guardrail. We meet at the guardrail.
20 00:00:55,739 00:00:59,190 I end up in a plaster suit, and this sauced banker bastard I end up in a plaster suit, and this sauced banker bastard
21 00:00:59,192 00:01:02,427 who guzzled down one too many at his country club social who guzzled down one too many at his country club social
22 00:01:02,429 00:01:06,030 miraculously drives ten miles the wrong way miraculously drives ten miles the wrong way
23 00:01:06,032 00:01:07,549 without another car in sight, without another car in sight,
24 00:01:07,551 00:01:09,567 like he's looking for me. like he's looking for me.
25 00:01:09,569 00:01:11,219 Sends me through the windscreen Sends me through the windscreen
26 00:01:11,221 00:01:13,504 into the arms of friendly Officer Waters into the arms of friendly Officer Waters
27 00:01:13,506 00:01:15,240 and my steppop. and my steppop.
28 00:01:15,242 00:01:17,642 I don't think the prick even spilled his drink. I don't think the prick even spilled his drink.
29 00:01:17,644 00:01:20,195 I got my fourth D-dub and a six-month vacation I got my fourth D-dub and a six-month vacation
30 00:01:20,197 00:01:22,730 at Feather Lane Juvenile Detention Center, at Feather Lane Juvenile Detention Center,
31 00:01:22,732 00:01:24,265 courtesy of the county court. courtesy of the county court.
32 00:01:24,267 00:01:28,269 I think my steppop was looking for a more permanent solution. I think my steppop was looking for a more permanent solution.
33 00:01:28,271 00:01:31,022 He kept telling my ma I should be tried as an adult. He kept telling my ma I should be tried as an adult.
34 00:01:33,243 00:01:36,228 [whimsical music] [whimsical music]
35 00:01:36,230 00:01:44,169 � � � �
36 00:02:25,445 00:02:26,377 [buzzer buzzing] [buzzer buzzing]
37 00:02:26,379 00:02:27,445 [door opening] [door opening]
38 00:02:27,447 00:02:30,248 Ready? Ready?
39 00:02:30,250 00:02:31,983 Yeah. Yeah.
40 00:02:31,985 00:02:32,984 [swallowing deeply] [swallowing deeply]
41 00:02:32,986 00:02:34,519 Yeah, I-I think I am. Yeah, I-I think I am.
42 00:02:37,957 00:02:40,157 [woman over TV] It may look like spring outside, [woman over TV] It may look like spring outside,
43 00:02:40,159 00:02:41,659 but Mother Nature is about to play but Mother Nature is about to play
44 00:02:41,661 00:02:43,494 the cruelest of all April Fools' jokes. the cruelest of all April Fools' jokes.
45 00:02:43,496 00:02:44,596 It's opening day. It's opening day.
46 00:02:44,598 00:02:46,797 Central Stadium is already snowed out, Central Stadium is already snowed out,
47 00:02:46,799 00:02:48,065 and winter is coming back. and winter is coming back.
48 00:02:48,067 00:02:49,267 A cold front from the north A cold front from the north
49 00:02:49,269 00:02:50,969 mixing with this high-pressure system mixing with this high-pressure system
50 00:02:50,971 00:02:52,537 is going to hold the front above us is going to hold the front above us
51 00:02:52,539 00:02:54,022 for the foreseeable future. for the foreseeable future.
52 00:02:54,024 00:02:55,490 While the rest of the country While the rest of the country
53 00:02:55,492 00:02:57,325 can expect springlike temperatures, can expect springlike temperatures,
54 00:02:57,327 00:03:00,111 the Great Lakes area is looking at 8 to 12 inches by midnight the Great Lakes area is looking at 8 to 12 inches by midnight
55 00:03:00,113 00:03:01,896 and temperatures well below freezing. and temperatures well below freezing.
56 00:03:01,898 00:03:03,297 Skies are already darkening, Skies are already darkening,
57 00:03:03,299 00:03:05,783 and an accumulation of moisture promises prolonged snow and an accumulation of moisture promises prolonged snow
58 00:03:05,785 00:03:08,286 (man) Snow on opening day. (man) Snow on opening day.
59 00:03:08,288 00:03:10,588 It's the owners, Benji. It's the owners, Benji.
60 00:03:10,590 00:03:12,557 They're afraid of the sun, They're afraid of the sun,
61 00:03:12,559 00:03:14,342 so they put stuff in the clouds so they put stuff in the clouds
62 00:03:14,344 00:03:17,161 so they get their domes. so they get their domes.
63 00:03:17,163 00:03:20,331 [whimsical music] [whimsical music]
64 00:03:20,333 00:03:25,870 You misunderstand. You misunderstand.
65 00:03:25,872 00:03:29,040 It's-- it's not "if." It's-- it's not "if."
66 00:03:29,042 00:03:32,344 That's "by all means if." That's "by all means if."
67 00:03:32,346 00:03:34,912 That's not even a question. That's not even a question.
68 00:03:34,914 00:03:36,380 It's just I was wondering It's just I was wondering
69 00:03:36,382 00:03:38,349 if we shouldn't be discussing when. if we shouldn't be discussing when.
70 00:03:38,351 00:03:40,985 You know, I mean it's his first day home and all. You know, I mean it's his first day home and all.
71 00:03:40,987 00:03:42,821 Today. Today.
72 00:03:42,823 00:03:45,056 Today, you're thinkin'? Today, you're thinkin'?
73 00:03:45,058 00:03:46,924 You're thinking today. You're thinking today.
74 00:03:46,926 00:03:48,126 Today's the day. Today's the day.
75 00:03:53,065 00:03:57,034 [man over TV] Wolves, God's little janitors, [man over TV] Wolves, God's little janitors,
76 00:03:57,036 00:03:58,769 feed on the sick, the weak, feed on the sick, the weak,
77 00:03:58,771 00:04:00,371 those unwilling or unable-- those unwilling or unable--
78 00:04:00,373 00:04:03,741 Wow, this is it. Wow, this is it.
79 00:04:03,743 00:04:07,479 I just wanted to thank you all, I just wanted to thank you all,
80 00:04:07,481 00:04:10,014 and I could not have done it without you. and I could not have done it without you.
81 00:04:10,016 00:04:11,749 You all were right there for me. You all were right there for me.
82 00:04:11,751 00:04:14,118 And if I can do it-- And if I can do it--
83 00:04:14,120 00:04:17,455 well, hell, if I can do it-- well, hell, if I can do it--
84 00:04:17,457 00:04:20,708 JJ, time to go. JJ, time to go.
85 00:04:20,710 00:04:23,578 [ping-pong ball clicking] [ping-pong ball clicking]
86 00:04:23,580 00:04:27,431 [wolves snarling] [wolves snarling]
87 00:04:41,798 00:04:43,113 (woman) Is it him? (woman) Is it him?
88 00:04:43,115 00:04:44,132 It can't be him. It can't be him.
89 00:04:44,134 00:04:45,216 It's too early to be him. It's too early to be him.
90 00:04:45,218 00:04:46,234 (boy) No. (boy) No.
91 00:04:46,236 00:04:47,785 It's them. It's them.
92 00:04:47,787 00:04:48,853 What? What?
93 00:04:48,855 00:04:50,522 It's way too goddamn early for them. It's way too goddamn early for them.
94 00:04:50,524 00:04:52,357 Please, Bull, it's JJ's day. Please, Bull, it's JJ's day.
95 00:04:52,359 00:04:55,076 It's a goddamn freak show is what it is, Phyllis. It's a goddamn freak show is what it is, Phyllis.
96 00:04:55,078 00:04:56,077 Sis! Sis!
97 00:04:56,079 00:04:57,946 Bernie! Bernie!
98 00:04:57,948 00:05:00,014 It's hard to believe it's spring, huh? It's hard to believe it's spring, huh?
99 00:05:00,016 00:05:01,716 Was driving bad, Dot? Was driving bad, Dot?
100 00:05:01,718 00:05:02,717 How are you? How are you?
101 00:05:02,719 00:05:04,285 Ducky. Ducky.
102 00:05:04,287 00:05:06,137 The game on, huh, Bull? The game on, huh, Bull?
103 00:05:06,139 00:05:07,505 Nah, it's snowed out. Nah, it's snowed out.
104 00:05:07,507 00:05:10,708 Ah, watching the game with a nice cold one. Ah, watching the game with a nice cold one.
105 00:05:10,710 00:05:14,962 Nice chilly one. Nice chilly one.
106 00:05:14,964 00:05:16,364 (Phyllis) Punch, Ernie? Dot? (Phyllis) Punch, Ernie? Dot?
107 00:05:16,366 00:05:18,183 You know, Phyllis, to tell you the truth, You know, Phyllis, to tell you the truth,
108 00:05:18,185 00:05:21,452 I'd rather have one of Bull's chilly ones there. I'd rather have one of Bull's chilly ones there.
109 00:05:21,454 00:05:24,839 Guava punch-- the guavas are from Vietnam. Guava punch-- the guavas are from Vietnam.
110 00:05:24,841 00:05:27,258 With bits of orange-- Ernie! With bits of orange-- Ernie!
111 00:05:27,260 00:05:28,426 Yes, sis? Yes, sis?
112 00:05:28,428 00:05:29,627 Punch? Punch?
113 00:05:29,629 00:05:32,296 (Bull) Who the fuck is drinking punch? (Bull) Who the fuck is drinking punch?
114 00:05:32,298 00:05:33,964 I just thought with JJ coming home I just thought with JJ coming home
115 00:05:33,966 00:05:36,167 from the rehabilitation center, it might be nice from the rehabilitation center, it might be nice
116 00:05:36,169 00:05:39,336 to try and offer some nonalcoholic alternative. to try and offer some nonalcoholic alternative.
117 00:05:39,338 00:05:42,339 Yes, yes, punch. Yes, yes, punch.
118 00:05:42,341 00:05:43,875 I think the boy probably knows I think the boy probably knows
119 00:05:43,877 00:05:46,177 there's such a thing as beer in this world, Phyllis. there's such a thing as beer in this world, Phyllis.
120 00:05:46,179 00:05:50,481 [chuckling] That's not really the point, Bull. [chuckling] That's not really the point, Bull.
121 00:05:50,483 00:05:52,266 I wonder what spring is like in Vietnam. I wonder what spring is like in Vietnam.
122 00:05:52,268 00:05:54,601 (Bull) I don't see the point in punishing us (Bull) I don't see the point in punishing us
123 00:05:54,603 00:05:56,053 'cause the boy's got a problem. 'cause the boy's got a problem.
124 00:05:56,055 00:05:57,988 This is some fancy punch, Phyllis. This is some fancy punch, Phyllis.
125 00:05:57,990 00:05:59,990 I'm not punishing you, Bull, I'm not punishing you, Bull,
126 00:05:59,992 00:06:01,459 but for the next couple of weeks, but for the next couple of weeks,
127 00:06:01,461 00:06:03,678 Dr. Charlie at the center urged me Dr. Charlie at the center urged me
128 00:06:03,680 00:06:05,697 to keep alcoholic beverages out of the house. to keep alcoholic beverages out of the house.
129 00:06:05,699 00:06:06,798 This isn't easy for him. This isn't easy for him.
130 00:06:06,800 00:06:08,733 And whatever we can do to help-- And whatever we can do to help--
131 00:06:08,735 00:06:10,685 We could tie him to a stake in the backyard We could tie him to a stake in the backyard
132 00:06:10,687 00:06:12,236 is what we could do. is what we could do.
133 00:06:12,238 00:06:14,805 (Phyllis) He's been away six months. (Phyllis) He's been away six months.
134 00:06:14,807 00:06:16,757 This is not the same child who left here, Bull. This is not the same child who left here, Bull.
135 00:06:16,759 00:06:18,409 He was sick, and now he's healing. He was sick, and now he's healing.
136 00:06:18,411 00:06:20,628 And after the healing comes repentance, And after the healing comes repentance,
137 00:06:20,630 00:06:24,449 and after repentance, maybe, just maybe, forgiveness. and after repentance, maybe, just maybe, forgiveness.
138 00:06:26,953 00:06:28,586 Where'd you read that? Where'd you read that?
139 00:06:28,588 00:06:31,189 It was in one of the brochures they sent me. It was in one of the brochures they sent me.
140 00:06:31,191 00:06:33,090 (Bull) Well, I'll tell you what, Phyllis, (Bull) Well, I'll tell you what, Phyllis,
141 00:06:33,092 00:06:36,527 I lost a $6,400 Monte Carlo 'cause of that boy, I lost a $6,400 Monte Carlo 'cause of that boy,
142 00:06:36,529 00:06:38,162 but I ain't even going to mention it. but I ain't even going to mention it.
143 00:06:38,164 00:06:39,780 I ain't going to mention Monte Carlos I ain't going to mention Monte Carlos
144 00:06:39,782 00:06:41,466 or seven years of my working life or seven years of my working life
145 00:06:41,468 00:06:43,400 or the fact that the boy was clinically dead or the fact that the boy was clinically dead
146 00:06:43,402 00:06:45,419 while driving my car at 115 miles an hour. while driving my car at 115 miles an hour.
147 00:06:45,421 00:06:47,955 But I'll be goddamned But I'll be goddamned
148 00:06:47,957 00:06:49,941 if I'm going to lose a $2 sixer of beer as well. if I'm going to lose a $2 sixer of beer as well.
149 00:06:49,943 00:06:52,543 I should check on the cake. I should check on the cake.
150 00:06:52,545 00:06:53,845 Dot, you want to see the cake? Dot, you want to see the cake?
151 00:06:53,847 00:06:55,362 Sure. Sure.
152 00:06:55,364 00:06:56,447 The boy made this bed, The boy made this bed,
153 00:06:56,449 00:07:01,369 and he damn well better learn to lie in it. and he damn well better learn to lie in it.
154 00:07:01,371 00:07:04,305 [whimsical music] [whimsical music]
155 00:07:05,875 00:07:07,358 (JJ) Don't you have another car (JJ) Don't you have another car
156 00:07:07,360 00:07:09,143 that doesn't say "Drug Offender" on it? that doesn't say "Drug Offender" on it?
157 00:07:09,145 00:07:11,479 It says "Second Chance," JJ. It says "Second Chance," JJ.
158 00:07:11,481 00:07:14,014 This is the chariot of second chances. This is the chariot of second chances.
159 00:07:14,016 00:07:16,534 Beats the hell out of that police van Beats the hell out of that police van
160 00:07:16,536 00:07:18,369 that brought you to us, don't you think? that brought you to us, don't you think?
161 00:07:18,371 00:07:21,673 Or your wheelchair. Or your wheelchair.
162 00:07:21,675 00:07:23,191 Anyway, it's a good snow car. Anyway, it's a good snow car.
163 00:07:23,193 00:07:24,592 It's a-- [thumping]-- It's a-- [thumping]--
164 00:07:24,594 00:07:25,677 real road gripper. real road gripper.
165 00:07:27,681 00:07:30,598 (Ernie) Me and Dottie were talking on the way over, Bull, (Ernie) Me and Dottie were talking on the way over, Bull,
166 00:07:30,600 00:07:32,667 and, you know, we just want you to know, and, you know, we just want you to know,
167 00:07:32,669 00:07:35,302 you know, everything that you're doing for JJ-- you know, everything that you're doing for JJ--
168 00:07:35,304 00:07:38,973 this party, you know, the punch-- this party, you know, the punch--
169 00:07:38,975 00:07:42,977 you know, 'cause you get a little gravy on your shirt, you know, 'cause you get a little gravy on your shirt,
170 00:07:42,979 00:07:44,329 you don't throw it away. you don't throw it away.
171 00:07:44,331 00:07:46,814 You send it to the professionals to get cleaned. You send it to the professionals to get cleaned.
172 00:07:46,816 00:07:49,216 Give it to the pros. Give it to the pros.
173 00:07:49,218 00:07:50,284 What do you want to bet What do you want to bet
174 00:07:50,286 00:07:52,086 that sucker comes back good as new? that sucker comes back good as new?
175 00:07:52,088 00:07:53,320 Yes, sir. Yes, sir.
176 00:07:53,322 00:07:55,022 Smelling like a rose. Smelling like a rose.
177 00:07:55,024 00:07:58,859 Yep, it's funny. Yep, it's funny.
178 00:07:58,861 00:08:02,964 I remembered the day the boy cost me my job, you know, I remembered the day the boy cost me my job, you know,
179 00:08:02,966 00:08:04,081 at the post office. at the post office.
180 00:08:04,083 00:08:06,517 Seeing him there at 3:00 in the morning. Seeing him there at 3:00 in the morning.
181 00:08:06,519 00:08:09,954 Driving in my postal truck up and down the street, yelling, Driving in my postal truck up and down the street, yelling,
182 00:08:09,956 00:08:12,423 "The British are coming; the British are coming." "The British are coming; the British are coming."
183 00:08:12,425 00:08:14,659 Police lined up behind him. Police lined up behind him.
184 00:08:14,661 00:08:18,162 It was like the goddamn fourth of July parade. It was like the goddamn fourth of July parade.
185 00:08:18,164 00:08:20,898 Nine years and a pension right down the drain. Nine years and a pension right down the drain.
186 00:08:22,451 00:08:23,851 Now I work at Carpet Warehouse, Now I work at Carpet Warehouse,
187 00:08:23,853 00:08:24,802 and yeah, and yeah,
188 00:08:24,804 00:08:27,038 I could be mad about it, I could be mad about it,
189 00:08:27,040 00:08:30,391 but you know, now I just think it's-- but you know, now I just think it's--
190 00:08:30,393 00:08:31,625 [high-pitched tone] funny. [high-pitched tone] funny.
191 00:08:35,381 00:08:37,382 Yep, funny. Yep, funny.
192 00:08:37,384 00:08:40,752 (Dr. Charlie) I got you the schedule for the local AA meeting. (Dr. Charlie) I got you the schedule for the local AA meeting.
193 00:08:40,754 00:08:41,836 It's twice a week. It's twice a week.
194 00:08:41,838 00:08:43,705 It's the basement of the Y. It's the basement of the Y.
195 00:08:43,707 00:08:45,606 It's with people like yourself, JJ, It's with people like yourself, JJ,
196 00:08:45,608 00:08:47,208 people who are trying to reassert people who are trying to reassert
197 00:08:47,210 00:08:50,060 their rightful, sober place their rightful, sober place
198 00:08:50,062 00:08:52,564 in a world wrought with temptation. in a world wrought with temptation.
199 00:08:52,566 00:08:54,749 Now, you know you shared a long winter together Now, you know you shared a long winter together
200 00:08:54,751 00:08:55,967 with everyone at the center, with everyone at the center,
201 00:08:55,969 00:08:59,103 but it's going to feel like spring. but it's going to feel like spring.
202 00:08:59,105 00:09:01,121 It feels like-- It feels like--
203 00:09:01,123 00:09:02,523 well, it feels like rebirth. well, it feels like rebirth.
204 00:09:04,394 00:09:06,243 (Dot) I can only stand around the kitchen (Dot) I can only stand around the kitchen
205 00:09:06,245 00:09:07,194 looking at photo albums looking at photo albums
206 00:09:07,196 00:09:08,913 for so long-- Ernie. for so long-- Ernie.
207 00:09:08,915 00:09:10,181 Now, Dot! Now, Dot!
208 00:09:10,183 00:09:11,416 No smoking in my house. No smoking in my house.
209 00:09:11,418 00:09:13,167 JJ at Little League, JJ on a pony, JJ at Little League, JJ on a pony,
210 00:09:13,169 00:09:15,954 JJ doing whippets on his 10th birthday party. JJ doing whippets on his 10th birthday party.
211 00:09:15,956 00:09:17,822 (Bull) Hey! (Bull) Hey!
212 00:09:17,824 00:09:18,856 No smoking in my house. No smoking in my house.
213 00:09:18,858 00:09:19,791 (Dot) Okay. (Dot) Okay.
214 00:09:19,793 00:09:22,059 Okay. Okay.
215 00:09:22,061 00:09:23,928 He was sick, and now he's healing. He was sick, and now he's healing.
216 00:09:23,930 00:09:26,614 After the healing comes repentance, After the healing comes repentance,
217 00:09:26,616 00:09:28,282 and after repentance, maybe-- and after repentance, maybe--
218 00:09:28,284 00:09:29,334 Aw, cut the shit, Ernie. Aw, cut the shit, Ernie.
219 00:09:29,336 00:09:31,052 Bull, Bull,
220 00:09:31,054 00:09:33,137 you gotta know when to fold 'em. you gotta know when to fold 'em.
221 00:09:33,139 00:09:35,455 Ship's sinking and the lifeboat's full. Ship's sinking and the lifeboat's full.
222 00:09:35,457 00:09:38,258 Right now there's room for you, there's room for Phyllis, Right now there's room for you, there's room for Phyllis,
223 00:09:38,260 00:09:40,260 and there's room for Benji. and there's room for Benji.
224 00:09:40,262 00:09:41,562 No more. No more.
225 00:09:41,564 00:09:43,648 It's about responsibility. It's about responsibility.
226 00:09:43,650 00:09:45,215 Seems to me you and Ernie managed Seems to me you and Ernie managed
227 00:09:45,217 00:09:47,017 to climb your way aboard my boat too. to climb your way aboard my boat too.
228 00:09:47,019 00:09:47,952 (Dot) Hey, (Dot) Hey,
229 00:09:47,954 00:09:49,037 it's your boy it's your boy
230 00:09:49,039 00:09:50,471 who cost my Ernie his job. who cost my Ernie his job.
231 00:09:50,473 00:09:52,139 Aw, Dot, let's not-- Aw, Dot, let's not--
232 00:09:52,141 00:09:53,758 (Bull) Been two years, Uncle Ernie. (Bull) Been two years, Uncle Ernie.
233 00:09:53,760 00:09:56,027 Two years you've been sticking me, Two years you've been sticking me,
234 00:09:56,029 00:09:59,130 but let me tell you who else I got in my lifeboat. but let me tell you who else I got in my lifeboat.
235 00:09:59,132 00:10:01,799 I got Phyllis' own Perry Mason in one pocket, I got Phyllis' own Perry Mason in one pocket,
236 00:10:01,801 00:10:03,567 acting like he did me some kind of favor acting like he did me some kind of favor
237 00:10:03,569 00:10:05,703 by getting the boy off with juvenile detention by getting the boy off with juvenile detention
238 00:10:05,705 00:10:06,704 and a $15,000 fine. and a $15,000 fine.
239 00:10:06,706 00:10:09,039 I got the vice president I got the vice president
240 00:10:09,041 00:10:11,008 of Bloodsuckers, Incorporated, of Bloodsuckers, Incorporated,
241 00:10:11,010 00:10:12,409 suing me for everything short suing me for everything short
242 00:10:12,411 00:10:14,128 of the drink he spilled all over himself of the drink he spilled all over himself
243 00:10:14,130 00:10:15,279 during the collision. during the collision.
244 00:10:15,281 00:10:17,715 And to top it off, I get a bill And to top it off, I get a bill
245 00:10:17,717 00:10:21,152 from the county charging me with $1,800 plus man-hours from the county charging me with $1,800 plus man-hours
246 00:10:21,154 00:10:23,554 to fix the fucking guardrail. to fix the fucking guardrail.
247 00:10:23,556 00:10:25,690 I'll fix the fucking guardrail. I'll fix the fucking guardrail.
248 00:10:25,692 00:10:28,076 My Monte Carlo would make a good fucking guardrail. My Monte Carlo would make a good fucking guardrail.
249 00:10:28,078 00:10:29,861 But that's just what I'm saying. But that's just what I'm saying.
250 00:10:29,863 00:10:31,595 You think you got a lot of troubles now? You think you got a lot of troubles now?
251 00:10:31,597 00:10:33,097 Wait till he kills somebody. Wait till he kills somebody.
252 00:10:33,099 00:10:34,799 He may as well have killed Ernie. He may as well have killed Ernie.
253 00:10:34,801 00:10:37,051 Once a proud, determined-- Once a proud, determined--
254 00:10:37,053 00:10:39,036 Pensioned, insured-- Pensioned, insured--
255 00:10:39,038 00:10:40,888 government servant. government servant.
256 00:10:40,890 00:10:43,241 I had security, Bull. I had security, Bull.
257 00:10:43,243 00:10:44,909 We all did. We all did.
258 00:10:44,911 00:10:48,479 After two divorces, I finally believed I found my brick house. After two divorces, I finally believed I found my brick house.
259 00:10:48,481 00:10:50,564 I found my third little pig, I found my third little pig,
260 00:10:50,566 00:10:51,698 and his name was Ernie. and his name was Ernie.
261 00:10:51,700 00:10:52,600 Aw, Dot. Aw, Dot.
262 00:10:52,602 00:10:54,852 But JJ huffed and he puffed, But JJ huffed and he puffed,
263 00:10:54,854 00:10:58,856 and look what's left: The Carpet Warehouse. and look what's left: The Carpet Warehouse.
264 00:10:58,858 00:11:00,624 We're too old to be wondering We're too old to be wondering
265 00:11:00,626 00:11:02,493 where our next meal is coming from, Bull. where our next meal is coming from, Bull.
266 00:11:02,495 00:11:04,128 My poor little Ernie, My poor little Ernie,
267 00:11:04,130 00:11:06,964 crawling home after an eight-hour minimum-wage day, crawling home after an eight-hour minimum-wage day,
268 00:11:06,966 00:11:09,299 covered with lint. covered with lint.
269 00:11:09,301 00:11:12,703 How many carpet-munching jokes can one woman endure? How many carpet-munching jokes can one woman endure?
270 00:11:12,705 00:11:14,304 You said you'd talk to him, Ernie. You said you'd talk to him, Ernie.
271 00:11:14,306 00:11:15,673 Well, we--we did talk. Well, we--we did talk.
272 00:11:15,675 00:11:17,541 Yeah, we've been talking Yeah, we've been talking
273 00:11:17,543 00:11:20,177 about how supportive you and Ernie are planning to be. about how supportive you and Ernie are planning to be.
274 00:11:20,179 00:11:21,645 Now, what are you talking about? Now, what are you talking about?
275 00:11:21,647 00:11:25,483 I'm talking about this. I'm talking about this.
276 00:11:25,485 00:11:28,535 You believe in me, right, Doc? You believe in me, right, Doc?
277 00:11:28,537 00:11:30,555 Oh, it doesn't matter what I believe, JJ. Oh, it doesn't matter what I believe, JJ.
278 00:11:30,557 00:11:32,240 Your faith is what's important. Your faith is what's important.
279 00:11:33,343 00:11:34,341 And just remember, And just remember,
280 00:11:34,343 00:11:35,793 I'm just a phone call away. I'm just a phone call away.
281 00:11:35,795 00:11:37,812 And then? And then?
282 00:11:37,814 00:11:40,715 Oh, I've been in and out of the lives of families Oh, I've been in and out of the lives of families
283 00:11:40,717 00:11:42,850 for 20 years, JJ, for 20 years, JJ,
284 00:11:42,852 00:11:47,038 and you've got some good people playing on your side. and you've got some good people playing on your side.
285 00:11:49,792 00:11:51,642 It's an insurance policy-- It's an insurance policy--
286 00:11:51,644 00:11:53,377 of JJ. of JJ.
287 00:11:53,379 00:11:54,945 $75,000. $75,000.
288 00:11:54,947 00:11:56,747 A life insurance policy on my boy? A life insurance policy on my boy?
289 00:11:56,749 00:11:58,865 (Dot) No, I just had one drawn up. (Dot) No, I just had one drawn up.
290 00:11:58,867 00:12:00,851 I think it's important I think it's important
291 00:12:00,853 00:12:03,003 for us to recognize for us to recognize
292 00:12:03,005 00:12:06,306 that these programs are not always successful. that these programs are not always successful.
293 00:12:06,308 00:12:08,558 I always knew you liked to pick at corpses, Dot. I always knew you liked to pick at corpses, Dot.
294 00:12:08,560 00:12:10,895 Stealing watches off dead soldiers, huh? Stealing watches off dead soldiers, huh?
295 00:12:10,897 00:12:13,180 This isn't easy to talk about, Bull. This isn't easy to talk about, Bull.
296 00:12:13,182 00:12:14,198 I know. I know.
297 00:12:14,200 00:12:15,499 Make yourself a drink. Make yourself a drink.
298 00:12:15,501 00:12:18,085 Come on. Fix one for Phyllis too. Come on. Fix one for Phyllis too.
299 00:12:18,087 00:12:20,204 I'm sure she'd like to toast her sister-in-law. I'm sure she'd like to toast her sister-in-law.
300 00:12:20,206 00:12:21,839 This has nothing to do with Phyllis. This has nothing to do with Phyllis.
301 00:12:21,841 00:12:24,475 Except that it's her boy you wanna knock off. Except that it's her boy you wanna knock off.
302 00:12:24,477 00:12:26,861 Yeah, well, it's your ass I'm covering. Yeah, well, it's your ass I'm covering.
303 00:12:26,863 00:12:28,646 It's your family's ass, in case next time, It's your family's ass, in case next time,
304 00:12:28,648 00:12:30,364 the boy ain't so lucky. the boy ain't so lucky.
305 00:12:30,366 00:12:36,287 Everyone choose hiding places, okay? Everyone choose hiding places, okay?
306 00:12:36,289 00:12:37,972 Oh! Oh!
307 00:12:37,974 00:12:40,908 [fire alarm beeping] [fire alarm beeping]
308 00:12:43,312 00:12:46,030 (Dot) JJ turns 18 in a month. (Dot) JJ turns 18 in a month.
309 00:12:46,032 00:12:48,049 That means for the next 33 days, That means for the next 33 days,
310 00:12:48,051 00:12:50,734 you have absolute power of attorney you have absolute power of attorney
311 00:12:50,736 00:12:53,370 over all matters pertaining to JJ. over all matters pertaining to JJ.
312 00:12:53,372 00:12:55,973 Once he turns 18, his compliance is required, Once he turns 18, his compliance is required,
313 00:12:55,975 00:12:58,175 but for now... but for now...
314 00:12:58,177 00:12:59,243 He doesn't have to know. He doesn't have to know.
315 00:12:59,245 00:13:00,277 I know; I know. I know; I know.
316 00:13:00,279 00:13:01,679 That's right. That's right.
317 00:13:01,681 00:13:05,148 It's about responsibility. It's about responsibility.
318 00:13:05,150 00:13:07,751 Think about Benji. Think about Benji.
319 00:13:07,753 00:13:09,553 He's paid enough. He's paid enough.
320 00:13:09,555 00:13:12,005 This whole goddamn family's paid enough. This whole goddamn family's paid enough.
321 00:13:12,007 00:13:13,090 Yeah. Yeah.
322 00:13:13,092 00:13:15,826 It's not like we're out to get the boy. It's not like we're out to get the boy.
323 00:13:15,828 00:13:19,263 It's--it's simply-- It's--it's simply--
324 00:13:19,265 00:13:20,197 An investment. An investment.
325 00:13:22,117 00:13:23,367 Investment. Investment.
326 00:13:26,673 00:13:29,239 Maybe we could drive around the block a couple times? Maybe we could drive around the block a couple times?
327 00:13:29,241 00:13:32,777 Oh, JJ, it's time to go home. Oh, JJ, it's time to go home.
328 00:13:32,779 00:13:34,978 It's time for the healing to begin. It's time for the healing to begin.
329 00:13:34,980 00:13:37,998 [pensive music] [pensive music]
330 00:13:38,000 00:13:46,190 � � � �
331 00:13:46,192 00:13:49,560 (Dot) All right, all right, 50-50. (Dot) All right, all right, 50-50.
332 00:13:49,562 00:13:51,962 $37,500 for you. $37,500 for you.
333 00:13:51,964 00:13:53,865 $37,500 for me-- $37,500 for me--
334 00:13:53,867 00:13:55,715 and Ernie. and Ernie.
335 00:13:55,717 00:13:57,668 You wouldn't be rigging the game now, You wouldn't be rigging the game now,
336 00:13:57,670 00:13:58,736 would you, Dot? would you, Dot?
337 00:13:58,738 00:14:00,371 You don't think I'd deliberately-- You don't think I'd deliberately--
338 00:14:00,373 00:14:02,356 I want that boy playing on an even field. I want that boy playing on an even field.
339 00:14:02,358 00:14:06,077 We're just watching from the sidelines, right? We're just watching from the sidelines, right?
340 00:14:06,079 00:14:07,712 This is just about JJ. This is just about JJ.
341 00:14:07,714 00:14:09,179 Say it! Say it!
342 00:14:09,181 00:14:12,316 This is just about JJ. This is just about JJ.
343 00:14:12,318 00:14:15,987 Now, for the family, Now, for the family,
344 00:14:15,989 00:14:20,324 will you please sign on the fucking dots? will you please sign on the fucking dots?
345 00:14:20,326 00:14:22,059 What's the harm? What's the harm?
346 00:14:22,061 00:14:23,994 What's the harm? What's the harm?
347 00:14:25,214 00:14:26,213 What's the harm? What's the harm?
348 00:14:26,215 00:14:27,681 [footsteps rapidly approaching] [footsteps rapidly approaching]
349 00:14:27,683 00:14:28,983 (Phyllis) He's here! (Phyllis) He's here!
350 00:14:28,985 00:14:30,284 Hide, hide! Everybody hide! Hide, hide! Everybody hide!
351 00:14:30,286 00:14:31,918 Benji, Benji, hide, okay? Benji, Benji, hide, okay?
352 00:14:31,920 00:14:33,938 [high-pitched squealing] He's here! [high-pitched squealing] He's here!
353 00:14:39,912 00:14:41,746 Surprise! Surprise!
354 00:14:41,748 00:14:43,764 JJ, sweetie! JJ, sweetie!
355 00:14:43,766 00:14:45,899 [weeping] [weeping]
356 00:14:45,901 00:14:48,386 Oh, did you get the magazines? Oh, did you get the magazines?
357 00:14:48,388 00:14:50,888 I didn't know what kind of magazines to get you. I didn't know what kind of magazines to get you.
358 00:14:50,890 00:14:53,291 I wasn't sure what you like to do, I wasn't sure what you like to do,
359 00:14:53,293 00:14:55,359 aside from drugs. aside from drugs.
360 00:14:55,361 00:14:57,094 Would you like some punch, sweetie? Would you like some punch, sweetie?
361 00:14:57,096 00:14:58,729 (Dot) JJ. (Dot) JJ.
362 00:14:58,731 00:15:00,013 (JJ) Hey, Dot. (JJ) Hey, Dot.
363 00:15:00,015 00:15:01,482 You're looking good, fella. You're looking good, fella.
364 00:15:01,484 00:15:03,451 You were looking like a mummy there earlier, You were looking like a mummy there earlier,
365 00:15:03,453 00:15:05,769 but now-- yes, sir, now... but now-- yes, sir, now...
366 00:15:05,771 00:15:09,473 Oh, you remember Dr. Charlie from the clinic? Oh, you remember Dr. Charlie from the clinic?
367 00:15:09,475 00:15:11,425 Mrs. White, wonderful to see you again. Mrs. White, wonderful to see you again.
368 00:15:11,427 00:15:13,844 (Phyllis) Oh, thank you, Doctor. (Phyllis) Oh, thank you, Doctor.
369 00:15:13,846 00:15:16,180 Oh, this--this is JJ's father, Bull. Oh, this--this is JJ's father, Bull.
370 00:15:16,182 00:15:17,181 Hi. Hi.
371 00:15:17,183 00:15:18,098 (Phyllis) Benji (Phyllis) Benji
372 00:15:18,100 00:15:19,617 and Ernie. and Ernie.
373 00:15:19,619 00:15:21,319 (Dr. Charlie) Yes, yes, a pleasure. (Dr. Charlie) Yes, yes, a pleasure.
374 00:15:21,321 00:15:22,320 (Phyllis) And Dot. (Phyllis) And Dot.
375 00:15:22,322 00:15:23,437 Dot, good to see you again. Dot, good to see you again.
376 00:15:23,439 00:15:24,822 (Ernie) You know each other? (Ernie) You know each other?
377 00:15:24,824 00:15:26,306 (Dot) Oh, yeah, well, (Dot) Oh, yeah, well,
378 00:15:26,308 00:15:29,327 some of us visited on visiting day. some of us visited on visiting day.
379 00:15:29,329 00:15:31,879 Well, it's nice to finally meet JJ's enablers. Well, it's nice to finally meet JJ's enablers.
380 00:15:31,881 00:15:33,547 What? What?
381 00:15:33,549 00:15:34,832 It's a joke. It's a joke.
382 00:15:34,834 00:15:38,302 Mrs. White, I want to thank you for the magazines. Mrs. White, I want to thank you for the magazines.
383 00:15:38,304 00:15:41,221 JJ graciously donated them to the center. JJ graciously donated them to the center.
384 00:15:41,223 00:15:43,774 You said that we should try to get him interested You said that we should try to get him interested
385 00:15:43,776 00:15:45,325 in something outdoorsy. in something outdoorsy.
386 00:15:45,327 00:15:47,010 Like smoking pot? Like smoking pot?
387 00:15:48,614 00:15:50,648 (Phyllis) I wish I could offer you some cake, (Phyllis) I wish I could offer you some cake,
388 00:15:50,650 00:15:52,249 but it's kind of on fire. but it's kind of on fire.
389 00:15:52,251 00:15:54,585 Um, would you like a bowl of cereal? Um, would you like a bowl of cereal?
390 00:15:54,587 00:15:55,602 No, no. No, no.
391 00:15:55,604 00:15:56,654 It's easy. Are you sure? It's easy. Are you sure?
392 00:15:56,656 00:15:57,687 I'm sure. I'm sure.
393 00:15:57,689 00:15:58,905 No, I really just popped in No, I really just popped in
394 00:15:58,907 00:15:59,940 to deliver the goods. to deliver the goods.
395 00:15:59,942 00:16:02,810 And with the weather as it is... And with the weather as it is...
396 00:16:07,700 00:16:09,917 You're not the same child who left here, eh? You're not the same child who left here, eh?
397 00:16:09,919 00:16:11,919 One day at a time, JJ. One day at a time, JJ.
398 00:16:11,921 00:16:14,054 It just gets easier. It just gets easier.
399 00:16:15,124 00:16:16,240 Nice to have met all of you. Nice to have met all of you.
400 00:16:19,995 00:16:22,929 [wind whistling] [wind whistling]
401 00:16:27,853 00:16:29,853 [car door shutting] [car door shutting]
402 00:16:29,855 00:16:31,789 [engine starting] [engine starting]
403 00:16:45,971 00:16:48,489 (Ernie) Not a drink in six months. (Ernie) Not a drink in six months.
404 00:16:48,491 00:16:50,223 That's inner strength. That's inner strength.
405 00:16:50,225 00:16:51,926 That comes from the inside. That comes from the inside.
406 00:16:51,928 00:16:53,160 Yes, sir. Yes, sir.
407 00:16:53,162 00:16:55,395 You must miss it, though, sweetheart. You must miss it, though, sweetheart.
408 00:16:55,397 00:16:57,832 It was such a big part of your life, It was such a big part of your life,
409 00:16:57,834 00:16:59,099 all of our lives. all of our lives.
410 00:16:59,101 00:17:01,552 It's--it's okay. It's--it's okay.
411 00:17:01,554 00:17:04,154 You must think about it, though. You must think about it, though.
412 00:17:04,156 00:17:06,590 Sure, but it--it's not really a question anymore. Sure, but it--it's not really a question anymore.
413 00:17:06,592 00:17:08,442 'Cause it was fun, right? 'Cause it was fun, right?
414 00:17:08,444 00:17:09,443 Fun. Fun.
415 00:17:09,445 00:17:11,479 It's okay. It's okay.
416 00:17:11,481 00:17:13,330 (Ernie) Well, shoot, Dot, (Ernie) Well, shoot, Dot,
417 00:17:13,332 00:17:15,699 we better be motoring ourselves, we better be motoring ourselves,
418 00:17:15,701 00:17:18,335 before it gets too heavy out there. before it gets too heavy out there.
419 00:17:18,337 00:17:20,904 Weather, huh? Sure is funny. Weather, huh? Sure is funny.
420 00:17:22,624 00:17:25,025 It was good to see you again, JJ. It was good to see you again, JJ.
421 00:17:27,429 00:17:29,096 Thanks. Thanks.
422 00:17:29,098 00:17:31,298 Yep, bye, sport. Yep, bye, sport.
423 00:17:31,300 00:17:33,283 Can't tell you how good you're looking, huh? Can't tell you how good you're looking, huh?
424 00:17:35,788 00:17:37,320 See you, sis. See you, sis.
425 00:17:37,322 00:17:39,256 (Phyllis) Thanks for coming, guys. (Phyllis) Thanks for coming, guys.
426 00:17:39,258 00:17:41,792 Now, you be careful, all right? Now, you be careful, all right?
427 00:17:41,794 00:17:42,960 All right, drive careful. All right, drive careful.
428 00:17:44,563 00:17:46,464 [door closing] [door closing]
429 00:17:46,466 00:17:48,598 Did Lizzie call? Did Lizzie call?
430 00:17:48,600 00:17:49,600 Lizzie? Lizzie?
431 00:17:49,602 00:17:50,668 Uh, uh, no, honey, Uh, uh, no, honey,
432 00:17:50,670 00:17:52,503 but Bobby Raven's been calling all week. but Bobby Raven's been calling all week.
433 00:17:52,505 00:17:54,638 In fact, he was supposed to be here for the party. In fact, he was supposed to be here for the party.
434 00:17:54,640 00:17:55,638 Bobby coming here? Bobby coming here?
435 00:17:55,640 00:17:56,674 (Phyllis) You know, (Phyllis) You know,
436 00:17:56,676 00:17:58,542 he seemed real excited to see you. he seemed real excited to see you.
437 00:17:58,544 00:18:00,860 I bet. I bet.
438 00:18:02,582 00:18:04,181 You started smoking? You started smoking?
439 00:18:04,183 00:18:06,250 Ma, I spent the last six months Ma, I spent the last six months
440 00:18:06,252 00:18:08,519 detoxing in a ward with 60 cocaine junkies detoxing in a ward with 60 cocaine junkies
441 00:18:08,521 00:18:09,653 and a ping-pong table. and a ping-pong table.
442 00:18:09,655 00:18:11,171 All right, you got to understand, All right, you got to understand,
443 00:18:11,173 00:18:12,539 it got a little tense in there. it got a little tense in there.
444 00:18:12,541 00:18:13,740 But I'm a nurse, sweetie. But I'm a nurse, sweetie.
445 00:18:13,742 00:18:15,175 The magazines weren't enough? The magazines weren't enough?
446 00:18:15,177 00:18:16,543 Ma, the magazines were great. Ma, the magazines were great.
447 00:18:16,545 00:18:17,994 (Bull) There you go, Phyllis. (Bull) There you go, Phyllis.
448 00:18:17,996 00:18:19,229 We gave the state 15 grand; We gave the state 15 grand;
449 00:18:19,231 00:18:21,265 they send the boy back a smokestack. they send the boy back a smokestack.
450 00:18:21,267 00:18:22,466 [chuckling dryly] [chuckling dryly]
451 00:18:22,468 00:18:23,467 Now, Now,
452 00:18:23,469 00:18:25,636 [clearing throat] [clearing throat]
453 00:18:25,638 00:18:29,239 as long as we're clearing things up here, as long as we're clearing things up here,
454 00:18:29,241 00:18:31,842 you might have noticed a Volkswagen Beetle you might have noticed a Volkswagen Beetle
455 00:18:31,844 00:18:33,627 parked out there next to that scrap heap parked out there next to that scrap heap
456 00:18:33,629 00:18:37,080 that says Monte Carlo on its sides. that says Monte Carlo on its sides.
457 00:18:37,082 00:18:38,616 I can't begin to tell you I can't begin to tell you
458 00:18:38,618 00:18:41,785 how much I hate that Nazi whore. how much I hate that Nazi whore.
459 00:18:41,787 00:18:43,720 I got my gut hanging over the gearshift, I got my gut hanging over the gearshift,
460 00:18:43,722 00:18:45,156 crunched up like a veal. crunched up like a veal.
461 00:18:45,158 00:18:47,858 And every time I get in that car, And every time I get in that car,
462 00:18:47,860 00:18:49,827 I think of you. I think of you.
463 00:18:49,829 00:18:52,796 It's your face I see in the rearview mirror, JJ. It's your face I see in the rearview mirror, JJ.
464 00:18:52,798 00:18:54,114 Can't this wait, Bull? Can't this wait, Bull?
465 00:18:54,116 00:18:55,199 (Bull) Tiptoes. (Bull) Tiptoes.
466 00:18:55,201 00:18:58,001 Boy, you're living on tiptoes. Boy, you're living on tiptoes.
467 00:18:58,003 00:18:59,720 Now, once this little soiree breaks up, Now, once this little soiree breaks up,
468 00:18:59,722 00:19:01,938 I suggest that you tiptoe outside I suggest that you tiptoe outside
469 00:19:01,940 00:19:03,307 and shovel a path and shovel a path
470 00:19:03,309 00:19:05,342 so we can get to work in the morning. so we can get to work in the morning.
471 00:19:05,344 00:19:06,910 We? We?
472 00:19:08,514 00:19:09,563 Surprise, sweetie. Surprise, sweetie.
473 00:19:09,565 00:19:11,415 Bull--Bull-- Bull managed to get you a job Bull--Bull-- Bull managed to get you a job
474 00:19:11,417 00:19:12,382 at the steel mill. at the steel mill.
475 00:19:12,384 00:19:13,784 Get you a little pocket money, Get you a little pocket money,
476 00:19:13,786 00:19:15,352 a little spending money. a little spending money.
477 00:19:15,354 00:19:17,187 Court money, guardrail money. Court money, guardrail money.
478 00:19:17,189 00:19:19,923 Geez, Ma, I got these meetings I got to go to. Geez, Ma, I got these meetings I got to go to.
479 00:19:19,925 00:19:21,258 (Bull) Them's at night, son. (Bull) Them's at night, son.
480 00:19:21,260 00:19:24,094 Fortunately, work starts in the morning. Fortunately, work starts in the morning.
481 00:19:25,731 00:19:26,864 What time in the morning? What time in the morning?
482 00:19:26,866 00:19:28,465 6:00 a.m. 6:00 a.m.
483 00:19:28,467 00:19:30,400 Welcome home, son. Welcome home, son.
484 00:19:34,674 00:19:37,507 [wind whistling] [wind whistling]
485 00:19:39,044 00:19:41,511 (JJ) It's for veterans wounded in battle. (JJ) It's for veterans wounded in battle.
486 00:19:41,513 00:19:43,897 They receive the Purple Heart, and they get to go home. They receive the Purple Heart, and they get to go home.
487 00:19:48,503 00:19:49,869 (Benji) Which program was it? (Benji) Which program was it?
488 00:19:49,871 00:19:51,004 Huh? Huh?
489 00:19:51,006 00:19:52,522 Bull says you were on a program. Bull says you were on a program.
490 00:19:52,524 00:19:53,857 Which one was it? Which one was it?
491 00:19:53,859 00:19:55,825 No, I was in a program. No, I was in a program.
492 00:19:55,827 00:19:57,228 It's something that teaches-- It's something that teaches--
493 00:19:57,230 00:19:58,528 you know, like school. you know, like school.
494 00:19:58,530 00:19:59,629 But it's different, But it's different,
495 00:19:59,631 00:20:01,598 'cause they taught me not to do something. 'cause they taught me not to do something.
496 00:20:01,600 00:20:04,167 Was it successful? Was it successful?
497 00:20:05,254 00:20:07,705 Who've you been talking to, Benji? Who've you been talking to, Benji?
498 00:20:07,707 00:20:10,524 Well, Bull says that he needs an assurance-- Well, Bull says that he needs an assurance--
499 00:20:10,526 00:20:12,442 you know, that the program was successful, you know, that the program was successful,
500 00:20:12,444 00:20:16,213 because sometimes it's not. because sometimes it's not.
501 00:20:16,215 00:20:18,348 Bull says he needs an assurance? Bull says he needs an assurance?
502 00:20:18,350 00:20:19,883 From who? From who?
503 00:20:19,885 00:20:21,050 I don't know. I don't know.
504 00:20:23,455 00:20:26,190 Are you okay, JJ? Are you okay, JJ?
505 00:20:26,192 00:20:27,974 Of course I am. Of course I am.
506 00:20:27,976 00:20:30,160 Look, you talk to me from now on, okay? Look, you talk to me from now on, okay?
507 00:20:30,162 00:20:31,729 Bull doesn't know anything. Bull doesn't know anything.
508 00:20:31,731 00:20:33,113 'Kay. [knocking] 'Kay. [knocking]
509 00:20:33,115 00:20:34,698 [door opening] [door opening]
510 00:20:34,700 00:20:36,232 Is the driveway shoveled? Is the driveway shoveled?
511 00:20:36,234 00:20:37,668 (JJ) Yeah. (JJ) Yeah.
512 00:20:37,670 00:20:39,336 It'll get better, honey, I promise. It'll get better, honey, I promise.
513 00:20:39,338 00:20:41,371 Good night, Mom. Good night, Mom.
514 00:20:41,373 00:20:42,856 Good night. Good night.
515 00:20:42,858 00:20:44,257 Come on, Benji. Come on, Benji.
516 00:20:44,259 00:20:46,677 JJ needs to be alone. JJ needs to be alone.
517 00:20:49,515 00:20:52,382 [door creaking and closing] [door creaking and closing]
518 00:20:55,821 00:20:59,055 [pensive music] [pensive music]
519 00:20:59,057 00:21:02,025 (JJ) There was this rumor going around when we were kids (JJ) There was this rumor going around when we were kids
520 00:21:02,027 00:21:03,710 that if you ate a mouthful of Pop Rocks that if you ate a mouthful of Pop Rocks
521 00:21:03,712 00:21:06,613 and washed it down with soda, your stomach would explode. and washed it down with soda, your stomach would explode.
522 00:21:06,615 00:21:09,450 It was supposed to have happened to that kid Mikey It was supposed to have happened to that kid Mikey
523 00:21:09,452 00:21:10,733 from the cereal commercial. from the cereal commercial.
524 00:21:10,735 00:21:12,419 And we're shooting the shit about him And we're shooting the shit about him
525 00:21:12,421 00:21:13,837 in Bobby Raven's tree house, in Bobby Raven's tree house,
526 00:21:13,839 00:21:16,123 and before you know it, I'm coming back from the store and before you know it, I'm coming back from the store
527 00:21:16,125 00:21:18,208 with a sixer of RC and a baggie of Pop Rocks. with a sixer of RC and a baggie of Pop Rocks.
528 00:21:18,210 00:21:20,343 So I'm up there with my last fucking supper So I'm up there with my last fucking supper
529 00:21:20,345 00:21:21,745 and everybody's looking at me, and everybody's looking at me,
530 00:21:21,747 00:21:23,430 kind of with their eyes half-closed, kind of with their eyes half-closed,
531 00:21:23,432 00:21:26,150 not sure if they really want to see a stomach explode. not sure if they really want to see a stomach explode.
532 00:21:26,152 00:21:29,002 I make some half-assed nine-year-old toast, I make some half-assed nine-year-old toast,
533 00:21:29,004 00:21:32,139 and down I go with a full baggie of Pop Rocks and down I go with a full baggie of Pop Rocks
534 00:21:32,141 00:21:33,139 and half a can on soda. and half a can on soda.
535 00:21:33,141 00:21:34,207 Clink. Clink.
536 00:21:34,209 00:21:36,076 [chuckling] It got really quiet. [chuckling] It got really quiet.
537 00:21:36,078 00:21:37,844 Not a sound. Not a sound.
538 00:21:37,846 00:21:38,829 We waited. We waited.
539 00:21:38,831 00:21:40,146 We waited like five minutes. We waited like five minutes.
540 00:21:40,148 00:21:42,833 I guess in the end, we all felt really gypped. I guess in the end, we all felt really gypped.
541 00:21:42,835 00:21:44,401 (Dr. Charlie) Uh, did you think (Dr. Charlie) Uh, did you think
542 00:21:44,403 00:21:46,069 your stomach would explode? your stomach would explode?
543 00:21:46,071 00:21:47,738 I don't remember. I don't remember.
544 00:21:47,740 00:21:49,473 (Dr. Charlie) Because if you thought (Dr. Charlie) Because if you thought
545 00:21:49,475 00:21:52,776 it would explode, then you were committing suicide, JJ. it would explode, then you were committing suicide, JJ.
546 00:21:52,778 00:21:54,744 And that's a death wish. And that's a death wish.
547 00:21:54,746 00:21:56,813 I don't think I thought that far ahead. I don't think I thought that far ahead.
548 00:21:56,815 00:21:58,448 Oh, no, I don't think you did either, Oh, no, I don't think you did either,
549 00:21:58,450 00:22:00,517 because in that moment, because in that moment,
550 00:22:00,519 00:22:03,353 you were quite satisfied being the center of attention. you were quite satisfied being the center of attention.
551 00:22:03,355 00:22:06,957 Nobody was going anywhere, Doc. Nobody was going anywhere, Doc.
552 00:22:06,959 00:22:09,442 No, see, you'd found a new way to impress your friends. No, see, you'd found a new way to impress your friends.
553 00:22:09,444 00:22:11,261 You didn't need to be good at T-ball. You didn't need to be good at T-ball.
554 00:22:11,263 00:22:12,963 You could just kill yourself instead. You could just kill yourself instead.
555 00:22:12,965 00:22:18,101 So you embarked on a nine-year quest to do just that. So you embarked on a nine-year quest to do just that.
556 00:22:18,103 00:22:22,472 Um, tell me, was your father a hard man to impress? Um, tell me, was your father a hard man to impress?
557 00:22:22,474 00:22:24,641 (JJ) My father died when I was three. (JJ) My father died when I was three.
558 00:22:24,643 00:22:26,960 Wh-what do you remember? Wh-what do you remember?
559 00:22:26,962 00:22:29,212 (JJ) I remember he won the Purple Heart. (JJ) I remember he won the Purple Heart.
560 00:22:29,214 00:22:30,998 He pinned it on me. He pinned it on me.
561 00:22:31,000 00:22:32,282 He told me I was his soldier. He told me I was his soldier.
562 00:22:34,319 00:22:35,669 How was he wounded? How was he wounded?
563 00:22:35,671 00:22:37,020 He saved his platoon. He saved his platoon.
564 00:22:37,022 00:22:39,223 Oh. Oh.
565 00:22:39,225 00:22:40,690 Was he a drinking man? Was he a drinking man?
566 00:22:40,692 00:22:42,993 I don't remember. I don't remember.
567 00:22:42,995 00:22:47,364 Your stepfather, Bull, had his own child, right? Your stepfather, Bull, had his own child, right?
568 00:22:47,366 00:22:48,882 And so you had to find a way And so you had to find a way
569 00:22:48,884 00:22:50,267 to make him pay attention to you. to make him pay attention to you.
570 00:22:50,269 00:22:51,968 Didn't he? Didn't he?
571 00:22:51,970 00:22:54,171 You were the center of attention in the hospital, You were the center of attention in the hospital,
572 00:22:54,173 00:22:55,088 in the courtroom? in the courtroom?
573 00:22:55,090 00:22:56,456 It wasn't my fault. It wasn't my fault.
574 00:22:56,458 00:22:58,575 The cocksucker was on the wrong side of the road. The cocksucker was on the wrong side of the road.
575 00:22:58,577 00:23:00,577 Yeah, how fast were you going? Yeah, how fast were you going?
576 00:23:00,579 00:23:03,229 115 miles an hour. 115 miles an hour.
577 00:23:03,231 00:23:05,098 [group chuckling] [group chuckling]
578 00:23:05,100 00:23:07,050 Why were you going 115 miles an hour? Why were you going 115 miles an hour?
579 00:23:07,052 00:23:10,253 You know, it's hard to ignore a boy You know, it's hard to ignore a boy
580 00:23:10,255 00:23:12,455 with a rope around his neck. with a rope around his neck.
581 00:23:18,830 00:23:20,563 [pounding] [pounding]
582 00:23:20,565 00:23:21,565 (Bull) Hey, JJ, (Bull) Hey, JJ,
583 00:23:21,567 00:23:22,665 let's go! let's go!
584 00:23:22,667 00:23:24,601 The whore's leaving. The whore's leaving.
585 00:23:24,603 00:23:27,771 [whimsical music] [whimsical music]
586 00:23:27,773 00:23:35,746 � � � �
587 00:23:56,685 00:23:59,185 (man) So I'd pick the kids up at 7:00, (man) So I'd pick the kids up at 7:00,
588 00:23:59,187 00:24:00,570 drive them home at 3:00. drive them home at 3:00.
589 00:24:00,572 00:24:03,740 It was the time in between that got a little complicated. It was the time in between that got a little complicated.
590 00:24:03,742 00:24:07,678 The PTA thought that a 30-foot yellow school bus The PTA thought that a 30-foot yellow school bus
591 00:24:07,680 00:24:09,946 parked in front of the Sticky Kitty Bar and Lounge parked in front of the Sticky Kitty Bar and Lounge
592 00:24:09,948 00:24:11,815 was an eyesore. was an eyesore.
593 00:24:11,817 00:24:15,368 So I soon worked out a plan to buy my booze ahead of time. So I soon worked out a plan to buy my booze ahead of time.
594 00:24:15,370 00:24:16,770 Well, then the PTA had a problem Well, then the PTA had a problem
595 00:24:16,772 00:24:19,456 with empty schnapps bottles rolling under the bus seats with empty schnapps bottles rolling under the bus seats
596 00:24:19,458 00:24:20,657 every time I made a pickup. every time I made a pickup.
597 00:24:20,659 00:24:24,194 There is just no pleasing these people, huh? There is just no pleasing these people, huh?
598 00:24:24,196 00:24:25,696 [woman over TV] Coke, root beer, [woman over TV] Coke, root beer,
599 00:24:25,698 00:24:26,780 alcohol. alcohol.
600 00:24:26,782 00:24:27,914 Rum. Rum.
601 00:24:27,916 00:24:29,115 ding! [man over TV] S. ding! [man over TV] S.
602 00:24:29,117 00:24:30,116 Itch. Itch.
603 00:24:30,118 00:24:31,117 Scratch. Scratch.
604 00:24:31,119 00:24:32,118 (man) T. (man) T.
605 00:24:32,120 00:24:33,336 Chair. Table. Chair. Table.
606 00:24:33,338 00:24:34,337 ding! (man) U. ding! (man) U.
607 00:24:34,339 00:24:37,373 Hawaiian. Hula! Hawaiian. Hula!
608 00:24:37,375 00:24:38,391 Guitar. Guitar.
609 00:24:38,393 00:24:39,376 No, ukulele. No, ukulele.
610 00:24:39,378 00:24:40,376 ding! (man) V. ding! (man) V.
611 00:24:40,378 00:24:41,378 [phone ringing] [phone ringing]
612 00:24:41,380 00:24:42,378 Mountain. Volcano. Mountain. Volcano.
613 00:24:42,380 00:24:45,332 ding, ding, ding! ding, ding, ding!
614 00:24:45,334 00:24:47,317 (Dot) Hello. (Dot) Hello.
615 00:24:47,319 00:24:50,487 Honey, do you mind? Honey, do you mind?
616 00:24:52,224 00:24:54,157 I'll let the cat in. I'll let the cat in.
617 00:24:58,396 00:25:01,631 Can you close the door after you? Can you close the door after you?
618 00:25:01,633 00:25:03,567 Sure. Sure.
619 00:25:07,589 00:25:09,206 Hello. Hello.
620 00:25:09,208 00:25:11,274 Yeah, I'm alone. Yeah, I'm alone.
621 00:25:11,276 00:25:14,311 [suspenseful music] [suspenseful music]
622 00:25:14,313 00:25:22,252 � � � �
623 00:25:23,755 00:25:26,056 Oh, shit. Oh, shit.
624 00:25:26,058 00:25:27,924 (Phyllis) No, stop, stop! (Phyllis) No, stop, stop!
625 00:25:27,926 00:25:29,025 No! No!
626 00:25:29,027 00:25:32,312 [chuckling] Hey, it's the $6 million man. [chuckling] Hey, it's the $6 million man.
627 00:25:32,314 00:25:33,230 JJ, it's Bobby. JJ, it's Bobby.
628 00:25:33,232 00:25:34,747 See? See?
629 00:25:34,749 00:25:36,233 I see. I see.
630 00:25:36,235 00:25:37,517 You shouldn't smoke, JJ. You shouldn't smoke, JJ.
631 00:25:37,519 00:25:39,752 Thank you, Bobby. Thank you, Bobby.
632 00:25:39,754 00:25:41,704 [Bobby laughing] [Bobby laughing]
633 00:25:41,706 00:25:43,240 She's so great. She's so great.
634 00:25:43,242 00:25:45,909 I mean, don't you think it's hard enough, and you come here? I mean, don't you think it's hard enough, and you come here?
635 00:25:45,911 00:25:47,677 Well, it didn't make much fiscal sense Well, it didn't make much fiscal sense
636 00:25:47,679 00:25:48,978 to wait for you to come to me. to wait for you to come to me.
637 00:25:48,980 00:25:49,946 I would've come. I would've come.
638 00:25:49,948 00:25:51,748 Oh, sure, you would've come. Oh, sure, you would've come.
639 00:25:51,750 00:25:53,850 What, in another six months? No. What, in another six months? No.
640 00:25:53,852 00:25:55,953 I've waited long enough. I've waited long enough.
641 00:25:55,955 00:25:59,506 (JJ) Mom, sorry, Bobby can't stay. (JJ) Mom, sorry, Bobby can't stay.
642 00:25:59,508 00:26:00,873 Sure he can stay. Sure he can stay.
643 00:26:00,875 00:26:02,625 No, he can't stay; he forgot something. No, he can't stay; he forgot something.
644 00:26:02,627 00:26:04,677 (Bobby) Well, anything that I've forgotten (Bobby) Well, anything that I've forgotten
645 00:26:04,679 00:26:06,763 certainly can stay forgotten for a bowl of cereal. certainly can stay forgotten for a bowl of cereal.
646 00:26:08,266 00:26:10,033 How was the meeting? How was the meeting?
647 00:26:10,035 00:26:11,935 Inspiring. Inspiring.
648 00:26:11,937 00:26:14,504 Why don't you show me your room, JJ? Why don't you show me your room, JJ?
649 00:26:18,209 00:26:20,877 So did you think it was just going to go away? So did you think it was just going to go away?
650 00:26:20,879 00:26:24,247 Come on, Bobby-- you'll get your money. Come on, Bobby-- you'll get your money.
651 00:26:24,249 00:26:26,048 'Cause you were gone a long time, man. 'Cause you were gone a long time, man.
652 00:26:26,050 00:26:27,284 Things change. Things change.
653 00:26:27,286 00:26:29,118 I mean, even out here in Bumblefuckville, I mean, even out here in Bumblefuckville,
654 00:26:29,120 00:26:30,170 things change. things change.
655 00:26:30,172 00:26:32,089 Are you threatening me, Bobby? Are you threatening me, Bobby?
656 00:26:32,091 00:26:35,192 [scoffing] Don't become more trouble than you're worth, all right? [scoffing] Don't become more trouble than you're worth, all right?
657 00:26:35,194 00:26:37,043 And you're only worth $3,500. And you're only worth $3,500.
658 00:26:37,045 00:26:38,211 What did you want me to do? What did you want me to do?
659 00:26:38,213 00:26:40,130 I was in rehab for six months. I was in rehab for six months.
660 00:26:40,132 00:26:42,232 Where was I supposed to get $3,500? Where was I supposed to get $3,500?
661 00:26:42,234 00:26:43,266 [chuckling] Rehab. [chuckling] Rehab.
662 00:26:43,268 00:26:44,450 [laughing] [laughing]
663 00:26:44,452 00:26:46,552 That was really clever, that rehab stuff, man. That was really clever, that rehab stuff, man.
664 00:26:46,554 00:26:47,787 I gotta hand it to you. I gotta hand it to you.
665 00:26:47,789 00:26:50,123 [laughing] Bravo. [laughing] Bravo.
666 00:26:50,125 00:26:51,475 It was that or jail, Bobby. It was that or jail, Bobby.
667 00:26:51,477 00:26:53,777 It was no joke. It was no joke.
668 00:26:53,779 00:26:55,244 All right, I'm finished. All right, I'm finished.
669 00:26:55,246 00:26:56,546 I'm clean. I'm clean.
670 00:26:56,548 00:26:58,048 You're clean, ha ha ha. You're clean, ha ha ha.
671 00:26:58,050 00:27:00,350 That's my favorite part. That's my favorite part.
672 00:27:00,352 00:27:03,937 Look, man, we used to drink Sterno together. Look, man, we used to drink Sterno together.
673 00:27:03,939 00:27:06,239 I used to spray air freshener in your face. I used to spray air freshener in your face.
674 00:27:06,241 00:27:08,525 It's me. It's Bobby Raven, man. It's me. It's Bobby Raven, man.
675 00:27:08,527 00:27:09,860 I'm not going to tell anybody. I'm not going to tell anybody.
676 00:27:09,862 00:27:11,094 Really, Bobby, I'm done. Really, Bobby, I'm done.
677 00:27:11,096 00:27:13,196 I just got some FedExed to me this morning, man. I just got some FedExed to me this morning, man.
678 00:27:13,198 00:27:16,449 It's fat, pure, fluffy. It's fat, pure, fluffy.
679 00:27:16,451 00:27:17,617 Come on. Come on.
680 00:27:17,619 00:27:19,285 I haven't even stepped on it yet, man. I haven't even stepped on it yet, man.
681 00:27:19,287 00:27:22,121 Just you and me and nobody else'll know. Just you and me and nobody else'll know.
682 00:27:22,123 00:27:25,225 I mean, we used to have such good times together. I mean, we used to have such good times together.
683 00:27:25,227 00:27:27,410 You'll get your money. You'll get your money.
684 00:27:27,412 00:27:29,412 No, you don't understand, that's not-- No, you don't understand, that's not--
685 00:27:29,414 00:27:32,031 Bobby, I used to fuck up, all right? Bobby, I used to fuck up, all right?
686 00:27:32,033 00:27:33,133 I know I used to fuck up, I know I used to fuck up,
687 00:27:33,135 00:27:34,551 but I'm better now, all right? but I'm better now, all right?
688 00:27:34,553 00:27:36,336 I got a job at the steel plant. I got a job at the steel plant.
689 00:27:36,338 00:27:37,570 I can keep a job. I can keep a job.
690 00:27:37,572 00:27:38,955 You can work for me. You can work for me.
691 00:27:38,957 00:27:40,406 Just small stuff. Just small stuff.
692 00:27:40,408 00:27:42,875 Just little deliveries until the debt's paid off, huh? Just little deliveries until the debt's paid off, huh?
693 00:27:42,877 00:27:45,578 No. Well, fuck you, then, man. No. Well, fuck you, then, man.
694 00:27:45,580 00:27:47,480 I wouldn't let you wash my fucking car, I wouldn't let you wash my fucking car,
695 00:27:47,482 00:27:48,547 you little prick! you little prick!
696 00:27:54,138 00:27:58,107 I just need some time, Bobby. I just need some time, Bobby.
697 00:27:58,109 00:28:00,343 Your birthday's coming up, isn't it? Your birthday's coming up, isn't it?
698 00:28:00,345 00:28:02,846 Remember those models that I used to get you? Remember those models that I used to get you?
699 00:28:02,848 00:28:04,797 [laughing] [laughing]
700 00:28:04,799 00:28:06,383 We sniffed the glue. We sniffed the glue.
701 00:28:06,385 00:28:07,551 We fucking did. We fucking did.
702 00:28:07,553 00:28:09,419 We never built one of those things, did we? We never built one of those things, did we?
703 00:28:09,421 00:28:11,621 It was the glue. It was the glue.
704 00:28:11,623 00:28:15,158 Aw, man, but I missed your last one. Aw, man, but I missed your last one.
705 00:28:15,160 00:28:17,043 I got you this little $20 bottle of scotch. I got you this little $20 bottle of scotch.
706 00:28:17,045 00:28:18,344 I figured that we'd get tossed I figured that we'd get tossed
707 00:28:18,346 00:28:20,680 like we were friends or something, you know? like we were friends or something, you know?
708 00:28:20,682 00:28:21,815 And you came over, And you came over,
709 00:28:21,817 00:28:24,734 and you didn't want to hang out. and you didn't want to hang out.
710 00:28:24,736 00:28:27,838 You just wanted to get your 8-ball and be on your way. You just wanted to get your 8-ball and be on your way.
711 00:28:27,840 00:28:29,873 It was all business with you, man. It was all business with you, man.
712 00:28:29,875 00:28:33,210 Just going off, doing my coke with that fleabag Lizzie. Just going off, doing my coke with that fleabag Lizzie.
713 00:28:33,212 00:28:34,828 How is she, huh? How is Lizzie? How is she, huh? How is Lizzie?
714 00:28:34,830 00:28:35,862 I haven't seen her. I haven't seen her.
715 00:28:35,864 00:28:37,680 Yeah, but she must have wrote, right? Yeah, but she must have wrote, right?
716 00:28:37,682 00:28:40,416 Come down to the center for some conjugal visits? Come down to the center for some conjugal visits?
717 00:28:40,418 00:28:42,469 Ah! Ah! Ah! Ah!
718 00:28:42,471 00:28:43,586 [laughing] Huh? [laughing] Huh?
719 00:28:43,588 00:28:44,821 Bake you a little cake. Bake you a little cake.
720 00:28:44,823 00:28:45,988 Put a little file inside Put a little file inside
721 00:28:45,990 00:28:47,623 so you could break out or something? so you could break out or something?
722 00:28:47,625 00:28:50,526 I mean, hey, I mean, hey,
723 00:28:50,528 00:28:52,395 what do you need a fleabag like Lizzie for what do you need a fleabag like Lizzie for
724 00:28:52,397 00:28:54,998 when you got a piece of ass like Dot in the family? when you got a piece of ass like Dot in the family?
725 00:28:55,000 00:28:55,999 That's disgusting. That's disgusting.
726 00:28:56,001 00:28:58,067 Don't fucking judge me! Don't fucking judge me!
727 00:28:58,069 00:29:00,170 I'm going to give you something really special I'm going to give you something really special
728 00:29:00,172 00:29:02,472 for your birthday this year, JJ. for your birthday this year, JJ.
729 00:29:02,474 00:29:05,308 I'm going to give you time. I'm going to give you time.
730 00:29:07,028 00:29:10,730 You have till May 3 to give me my money. You have till May 3 to give me my money.
731 00:29:10,732 00:29:13,015 That's your 18th birthday. That's your 18th birthday.
732 00:29:13,017 00:29:16,736 So don't fuck it up, okay? So don't fuck it up, okay?
733 00:29:16,738 00:29:18,938 We're not little kids anymore, JJ. We're not little kids anymore, JJ.
734 00:29:18,940 00:29:20,339 You know? You know?
735 00:29:20,341 00:29:22,725 We have to learn how to handle our problems like adults. We have to learn how to handle our problems like adults.
736 00:29:22,727 00:29:25,211 But that doesn't mean we still can't be friends, okay? But that doesn't mean we still can't be friends, okay?
737 00:29:25,213 00:29:26,830 So I need you to hold on to this for me. So I need you to hold on to this for me.
738 00:29:26,832 00:29:27,897 Take this. Take this.
739 00:29:27,899 00:29:29,365 It's not safe with me right now. It's not safe with me right now.
740 00:29:29,367 00:29:31,317 For Christ's sakes, I just got out of rehab. For Christ's sakes, I just got out of rehab.
741 00:29:31,319 00:29:33,503 I don't give a fuck. I don't give a fuck.
742 00:29:35,874 00:29:37,473 It's yours. It's yours.
743 00:29:37,475 00:29:38,407 You bought it. You bought it.
744 00:29:40,545 00:29:41,627 Bobby, Bobby,
745 00:29:41,629 00:29:42,745 don't leave this with me. don't leave this with me.
746 00:29:42,747 00:29:46,349 Feels good to help out a friend, huh? Feels good to help out a friend, huh?
747 00:29:46,351 00:29:47,600 You scared? You scared?
748 00:29:47,602 00:29:50,753 You scared of being my friend? You scared of being my friend?
749 00:29:50,755 00:29:54,056 [chuckling] [chuckling]
750 00:30:15,180 00:30:17,897 (Benji) You don't think it's going to keep snowing forever, (Benji) You don't think it's going to keep snowing forever,
751 00:30:17,899 00:30:19,382 do you? do you?
752 00:30:19,384 00:30:21,517 Nah, it's spring. Nah, it's spring.
753 00:30:21,519 00:30:23,886 You know, it can't last forever. You know, it can't last forever.
754 00:30:23,888 00:30:27,423 Maybe, um, you can play catch with me tomorrow-- Maybe, um, you can play catch with me tomorrow--
755 00:30:27,425 00:30:28,825 if it ain't snowing. if it ain't snowing.
756 00:30:28,827 00:30:30,126 Yeah. Yeah.
757 00:30:30,128 00:30:32,912 Good night. Good night.
758 00:30:32,914 00:30:34,497 Good night, Benji. Good night, Benji.
759 00:30:37,669 00:30:41,037 There was this epidemic that hit our school in the 10th grade. There was this epidemic that hit our school in the 10th grade.
760 00:30:41,039 00:30:44,958 Some miserable, prepubescent chemistry lab rat Some miserable, prepubescent chemistry lab rat
761 00:30:44,960 00:30:47,159 locked out of Daddy's liquor cabinet figures out locked out of Daddy's liquor cabinet figures out
762 00:30:47,161 00:30:49,412 that if you put a handkerchief in front of your face that if you put a handkerchief in front of your face
763 00:30:49,414 00:30:52,098 and spray the hankie with Glade, you'd get high, all right? and spray the hankie with Glade, you'd get high, all right?
764 00:30:52,100 00:30:53,316 Real high. Real high.
765 00:30:53,318 00:30:56,319 Pretty soon, a quarter of the school's Pretty soon, a quarter of the school's
766 00:30:56,321 00:30:58,688 got a bottle of air freshener in their locker, right, got a bottle of air freshener in their locker, right,
767 00:30:58,690 00:31:00,206 and kids are dropping like flies. and kids are dropping like flies.
768 00:31:00,208 00:31:01,407 I mean, one kid goes blind. I mean, one kid goes blind.
769 00:31:01,409 00:31:04,644 A freshman manages to sterilize himself. A freshman manages to sterilize himself.
770 00:31:04,646 00:31:07,280 And finally, they call this big, huge assembly meeting, And finally, they call this big, huge assembly meeting,
771 00:31:07,282 00:31:09,616 and the principal's standing in the middle of it all. and the principal's standing in the middle of it all.
772 00:31:09,618 00:31:11,484 He's looking real tired and embarrassed. He's looking real tired and embarrassed.
773 00:31:11,486 00:31:13,970 And the first thing he says to us is, And the first thing he says to us is,
774 00:31:13,972 00:31:16,039 "I can't believe I have to tell you this, "I can't believe I have to tell you this,
775 00:31:16,041 00:31:17,973 "but spraying your face with air freshener "but spraying your face with air freshener
776 00:31:17,975 00:31:19,859 can have disastrous effects." can have disastrous effects."
777 00:31:19,861 00:31:21,327 Now, it's sold out all over town. Now, it's sold out all over town.
778 00:31:21,329 00:31:24,380 And we have to drive 20 miles into the next county And we have to drive 20 miles into the next county
779 00:31:24,382 00:31:25,448 for air freshener. for air freshener.
780 00:31:25,450 00:31:27,116 You never worried about going blind? You never worried about going blind?
781 00:31:27,118 00:31:29,685 (JJ) I knew what I was doing. (JJ) I knew what I was doing.
782 00:31:29,687 00:31:31,520 The other kids can run a four-minute mile The other kids can run a four-minute mile
783 00:31:31,522 00:31:32,722 or play the clarinet. or play the clarinet.
784 00:31:32,724 00:31:37,009 Yeah, and you were proficient at drug abuse? Yeah, and you were proficient at drug abuse?
785 00:31:37,011 00:31:40,497 Where do you think that was going to get you, JJ? Where do you think that was going to get you, JJ?
786 00:31:40,499 00:31:41,597 I didn't think that way. I didn't think that way.
787 00:31:41,599 00:31:43,032 Oh, I know, yes-- that far ahead. Oh, I know, yes-- that far ahead.
788 00:31:43,034 00:31:45,785 And everyone had to stop what they were doing And everyone had to stop what they were doing
789 00:31:45,787 00:31:47,136 and watch you self-destruct? and watch you self-destruct?
790 00:31:47,138 00:31:49,072 [clipboard clattering] [clipboard clattering]
791 00:31:49,074 00:31:51,441 Tell us about Benji. Tell us about Benji.
792 00:31:54,946 00:31:56,679 Benji's going to be a baseball player. Benji's going to be a baseball player.
793 00:31:56,681 00:31:58,398 Going to be? Going to be?
794 00:31:58,400 00:32:01,050 What, as in tomorrow? What, as in tomorrow?
795 00:32:01,052 00:32:03,386 Benji's got a chance. Benji's got a chance.
796 00:32:03,388 00:32:05,654 Yeah, because Benji allowed himself a future. Yeah, because Benji allowed himself a future.
797 00:32:05,656 00:32:08,191 Benji was allowed a future. Benji was allowed a future.
798 00:32:08,193 00:32:11,895 I was ran off the day my daddy died. I was ran off the day my daddy died.
799 00:32:11,897 00:32:16,065 So as long as you were dying, you had an audience. So as long as you were dying, you had an audience.
800 00:32:16,067 00:32:20,036 That's a pretty horrible show, JJ. That's a pretty horrible show, JJ.
801 00:32:20,038 00:32:21,571 Now, Benji Now, Benji
802 00:32:21,573 00:32:24,240 shouldn't even be in a PG movie. shouldn't even be in a PG movie.
803 00:32:24,242 00:32:26,609 Do you think it's right he should be made to watch you? Do you think it's right he should be made to watch you?
804 00:32:29,931 00:32:31,714 I don't want to talk about Benji anymore. I don't want to talk about Benji anymore.
805 00:32:36,854 00:32:39,955 [pounding] [pounding]
806 00:32:39,957 00:32:41,641 (Bull) Rise and shine, sleepyhead. (Bull) Rise and shine, sleepyhead.
807 00:32:41,643 00:32:43,326 It's whorin' time. It's whorin' time.
808 00:32:45,096 00:32:48,064 [upbeat rock music] [upbeat rock music]
809 00:32:50,635 00:32:53,102 (Cell-flo) � I woulda come around � (Cell-flo) � I woulda come around �
810 00:32:53,104 00:32:56,939 � if you had only been in. � � if you had only been in. �
811 00:32:56,941 00:32:58,474 � You were not as late as me. � � You were not as late as me. �
812 00:32:58,476 00:33:02,228 � You're trying to fit in. � � You're trying to fit in. �
813 00:33:02,230 00:33:07,583 � You gotta lose the halo and climb out of your skin. � � You gotta lose the halo and climb out of your skin. �
814 00:33:07,585 00:33:09,585 � Unhitch-- life's a bitch � � Unhitch-- life's a bitch �
815 00:33:09,587 00:33:11,154 � when you're feeling like a mouse � � when you're feeling like a mouse �
816 00:33:11,156 00:33:12,821 � that the cat dragged in. � � that the cat dragged in. �
817 00:33:12,823 00:33:15,758 � The sun is up. � � The sun is up. �
818 00:33:15,760 00:33:20,230 � The day is wasting away. � � The day is wasting away. �
819 00:33:20,232 00:33:21,915 � Gotta make yourself right. � � Gotta make yourself right. �
820 00:33:21,917 00:33:23,983 � Gotta get yourself right. � � Gotta get yourself right. �
821 00:33:23,985 00:33:29,039 � Lighter than you have ever been. � � Lighter than you have ever been. �
822 00:33:29,041 00:33:33,710 � Yeah. � � � Yeah. � �
823 00:33:33,712 00:33:36,395 � � � �
824 00:33:36,397 00:33:39,899 [metal clanking rapidly] [metal clanking rapidly]
825 00:33:48,060 00:33:51,927 [Bull laughing] [Bull laughing]
826 00:33:51,929 00:33:53,462 Aw, come on, JJ. Aw, come on, JJ.
827 00:33:53,464 00:33:56,099 Makes you look like one of the boys. Makes you look like one of the boys.
828 00:33:56,101 00:33:57,834 To tell you the truth, To tell you the truth,
829 00:33:57,836 00:34:00,837 some of them think you only got that job 'cause of me. some of them think you only got that job 'cause of me.
830 00:34:00,839 00:34:03,823 Born with a silver spoon in your mouth, so to speak. Born with a silver spoon in your mouth, so to speak.
831 00:34:03,825 00:34:04,957 Breeds resentment. Breeds resentment.
832 00:34:04,959 00:34:07,694 I'm embarrassed of my royal lineage. I'm embarrassed of my royal lineage.
833 00:34:07,696 00:34:08,894 It comes off, though. It comes off, though.
834 00:34:08,896 00:34:11,063 No, it wears off. No, it wears off.
835 00:34:11,065 00:34:14,184 [chuckling] [chuckling]
836 00:34:14,186 00:34:15,184 [coughing] [coughing]
837 00:34:15,186 00:34:17,586 [snaps fingers] Hey. [snaps fingers] Hey.
838 00:34:17,588 00:34:20,223 What happened? What happened?
839 00:34:20,225 00:34:21,690 Nothing. Nothing.
840 00:34:21,692 00:34:23,459 An accident. An accident.
841 00:34:23,461 00:34:25,394 Accident? Accident?
842 00:34:27,082 00:34:30,433 Of course. Of course.
843 00:34:30,435 00:34:35,271 Bull, I got-- I got to talk to you. Bull, I got-- I got to talk to you.
844 00:34:35,273 00:34:38,208 [water running] [water running]
845 00:34:44,082 00:34:45,381 [decanter clinking] [decanter clinking]
846 00:34:45,383 00:34:46,883 [liquid splashing] [liquid splashing]
847 00:34:46,885 00:34:50,286 (Ernie) I think she brought somebody else in. (Ernie) I think she brought somebody else in.
848 00:34:50,288 00:34:53,222 What? What?
849 00:34:55,476 00:34:58,377 She's a very committed lady. She's a very committed lady.
850 00:34:58,379 00:35:00,146 If JJ wants to blow his own brains out, If JJ wants to blow his own brains out,
851 00:35:00,148 00:35:02,031 that's one thing, but if she thinks she's-- that's one thing, but if she thinks she's--
852 00:35:02,033 00:35:04,066 She's really a good girl. She's really a good girl.
853 00:35:04,068 00:35:06,101 I suggest you put your pants back on I suggest you put your pants back on
854 00:35:06,103 00:35:07,970 and get control of this situation, Uncle. and get control of this situation, Uncle.
855 00:35:07,972 00:35:09,605 [footsteps approaching] [footsteps approaching]
856 00:35:09,607 00:35:12,641 Whoa, look at you. Whoa, look at you.
857 00:35:12,643 00:35:14,076 All dressed to kill. All dressed to kill.
858 00:35:14,078 00:35:16,045 Yeah, you going out on a big hunt? Yeah, you going out on a big hunt?
859 00:35:16,047 00:35:17,263 Uh, Lizzie's coming over. Uh, Lizzie's coming over.
860 00:35:17,265 00:35:19,415 We're supposed to go out. We're supposed to go out.
861 00:35:19,417 00:35:22,451 Uh, I-I can't go out like this. Uh, I-I can't go out like this.
862 00:35:22,453 00:35:23,803 Tell her it's leprosy. Tell her it's leprosy.
863 00:35:23,805 00:35:25,054 [chuckling] [chuckling]
864 00:35:25,056 00:35:26,956 Pop, you've got to loan me 20 bucks. Pop, you've got to loan me 20 bucks.
865 00:35:26,958 00:35:28,925 You high again? You high again?
866 00:35:28,927 00:35:31,477 All right. All right.
867 00:35:34,582 00:35:36,115 [quiet knocking] [quiet knocking]
868 00:35:36,117 00:35:37,250 I'll get it. I'll get it.
869 00:35:37,252 00:35:38,617 You're looking good, son. You're looking good, son.
870 00:35:38,619 00:35:41,321 You're batting 1,000 in my book. You're batting 1,000 in my book.
871 00:35:41,323 00:35:44,507 (Bull) Hey, you're minding the store now, (Bull) Hey, you're minding the store now,
872 00:35:44,509 00:35:45,474 right, Uncle? right, Uncle?
873 00:35:45,476 00:35:47,543 Right on top of the store. Right on top of the store.
874 00:35:47,545 00:35:50,063 Nothing to worry about. Nothing to worry about.
875 00:35:50,065 00:35:52,699 Thank you, Ernie. Thank you, Ernie.
876 00:35:52,701 00:35:56,452 Oh, look at you. Oh, look at you.
877 00:35:56,454 00:35:57,419 [quietly] Hey. [quietly] Hey.
878 00:35:57,421 00:35:58,454 Hey. Hey.
879 00:35:58,456 00:36:00,423 [door closing] [door closing]
880 00:36:01,526 00:36:02,758 What happened? What happened?
881 00:36:02,760 00:36:06,328 Oh, it was an accident at the steel plant. Oh, it was an accident at the steel plant.
882 00:36:06,330 00:36:07,363 (Lizzie) An accident? (Lizzie) An accident?
883 00:36:07,365 00:36:08,964 (JJ) Yeah, it's no big deal. (JJ) Yeah, it's no big deal.
884 00:36:08,966 00:36:10,032 Let me get your coat. Let me get your coat.
885 00:36:10,034 00:36:13,236 It's nice that you're back. It's nice that you're back.
886 00:36:24,799 00:36:26,849 Well, here you are. Well, here you are.
887 00:36:26,851 00:36:27,917 Here I am. Here I am.
888 00:36:27,919 00:36:30,887 [exhaling amusedly] [exhaling amusedly]
889 00:36:30,889 00:36:34,823 I thought maybe we could go get a burger, you know, maybe, I thought maybe we could go get a burger, you know, maybe,
890 00:36:34,825 00:36:36,408 or go to the arcade, if you want. or go to the arcade, if you want.
891 00:36:36,410 00:36:38,628 How 'bout the Third Base? How 'bout the Third Base?
892 00:36:38,630 00:36:41,531 You want to drink? You want to drink?
893 00:36:41,533 00:36:43,566 Well, sure, yeah. Well, sure, yeah.
894 00:36:43,568 00:36:45,301 We can-- we can do that. We can-- we can do that.
895 00:36:45,303 00:36:46,385 I-I mean, you can-- I-I mean, you can--
896 00:36:46,387 00:36:49,238 you know, drink, I mean. you know, drink, I mean.
897 00:36:49,240 00:36:51,424 You just kind of got to get me home kind of early, You just kind of got to get me home kind of early,
898 00:36:51,426 00:36:53,393 'cause I got this 6:00 a.m. shift tomorrow. 'cause I got this 6:00 a.m. shift tomorrow.
899 00:36:53,395 00:36:54,510 Get you home? Get you home?
900 00:36:54,512 00:36:56,496 I don't have a car. I don't have a car.
901 00:36:56,498 00:36:58,464 Well, jeez, Lizzie, we kind of got a problem, Well, jeez, Lizzie, we kind of got a problem,
902 00:36:58,466 00:37:01,333 'cause my license is, like, beyond revoked. 'cause my license is, like, beyond revoked.
903 00:37:01,335 00:37:05,354 Bobby's got a car. Bobby's got a car.
904 00:37:07,592 00:37:13,278 (man) � I don't want to see you saying hallelujah time. � (man) � I don't want to see you saying hallelujah time. �
905 00:37:13,280 00:37:14,697 � Oh, ho, no. � � Oh, ho, no. �
906 00:37:14,699 00:37:20,737 � Doo-doo-doo-doo-doo, doo-doo-doo-doo-doo doo-doo. � � Doo-doo-doo-doo-doo, doo-doo-doo-doo-doo doo-doo. �
907 00:37:20,739 00:37:22,972 � If anybody calls, I'll be sitting-- � � If anybody calls, I'll be sitting-- �
908 00:37:22,974 00:37:24,023 Thanks, Bobby. Thanks, Bobby.
909 00:37:24,025 00:37:24,957 I'll call you. I'll call you.
910 00:37:26,227 00:37:27,693 (man) � Oh, ho, no. � (man) � Oh, ho, no. �
911 00:37:27,695 00:37:33,099 � Doo-doo-doo-doo-doo, doo-doo-doo-doo-doo doo-doo. � � Doo-doo-doo-doo-doo, doo-doo-doo-doo-doo doo-doo. �
912 00:37:33,101 00:37:39,705 � It only hurts me when I... � � � It only hurts me when I... � �
913 00:37:39,707 00:37:41,073 (man #1) Hey. (man #1) Hey.
914 00:37:41,075 00:37:42,107 (boy) What's up, JJ? (boy) What's up, JJ?
915 00:37:42,109 00:37:43,743 (man #2) Hey, JJ. (man #2) Hey, JJ.
916 00:37:43,745 00:37:45,645 Hey, welcome home, kid. Hey, welcome home, kid.
917 00:37:45,647 00:37:46,646 Hey. Hey.
918 00:37:46,648 00:37:47,647 Stu, how are you? Stu, how are you?
919 00:37:47,649 00:37:48,748 Hey, I almost Hey, I almost
920 00:37:48,750 00:37:50,482 went out of business without you, JJ. went out of business without you, JJ.
921 00:37:50,484 00:37:52,101 [chuckling uncomfortably] Yeah. [chuckling uncomfortably] Yeah.
922 00:37:52,103 00:37:56,539 Um, I'll get a, um-- a Long Island iced tea Um, I'll get a, um-- a Long Island iced tea
923 00:37:56,541 00:37:57,907 and a-- and a--
924 00:37:57,909 00:37:59,408 Tequila? Tequila?
925 00:37:59,410 00:38:00,609 No, no, no. No, no, no.
926 00:38:00,611 00:38:03,546 How 'bout a, um, something real fun, you know? How 'bout a, um, something real fun, you know?
927 00:38:03,548 00:38:05,014 Kamikaze? Kamikaze?
928 00:38:05,016 00:38:10,036 How 'bout a Coke and orange soda mixed? How 'bout a Coke and orange soda mixed?
929 00:38:20,431 00:38:22,398 Feels funny drinking here alone. Feels funny drinking here alone.
930 00:38:22,400 00:38:24,567 I can't now, Lizzie. I can't now, Lizzie.
931 00:38:24,569 00:38:25,601 I mean, you understand. I mean, you understand.
932 00:38:25,603 00:38:28,738 Yeah, yeah, I understand. Yeah, yeah, I understand.
933 00:38:31,776 00:38:34,309 You know, it wasn't easy being in there, You know, it wasn't easy being in there,
934 00:38:34,311 00:38:36,812 watching one day lead into the next watching one day lead into the next
935 00:38:36,814 00:38:38,113 for six fucking months. for six fucking months.
936 00:38:38,115 00:38:40,950 They treat us like six-year-olds. They treat us like six-year-olds.
937 00:38:40,952 00:38:43,119 And I thought of you. And I thought of you.
938 00:38:43,121 00:38:44,854 I mean, I thought you'd visit, I mean, I thought you'd visit,
939 00:38:44,856 00:38:46,522 and I thought you'd write me a letter. and I thought you'd write me a letter.
940 00:38:46,524 00:38:48,757 Yeah, I just-- I've been busy. Yeah, I just-- I've been busy.
941 00:38:48,759 00:38:50,059 Wh-What were you doing? Wh-What were you doing?
942 00:38:50,061 00:38:54,063 Um, I got a job after graduation. Um, I got a job after graduation.
943 00:38:54,065 00:38:56,098 Waitressing. Waitressing.
944 00:38:56,100 00:38:57,065 There's the job, There's the job,
945 00:38:57,067 00:38:59,001 and I got no car, and I got no car,
946 00:38:59,003 00:39:00,770 and you know that. and you know that.
947 00:39:00,772 00:39:02,939 And you don't have a stamp either, huh? And you don't have a stamp either, huh?
948 00:39:02,941 00:39:05,774 Or an envelope? Or an envelope?
949 00:39:05,776 00:39:07,577 Or any common fucking decency? Or any common fucking decency?
950 00:39:07,579 00:39:10,513 Look, I came here tonight, didn't I? Look, I came here tonight, didn't I?
951 00:39:10,515 00:39:13,349 (Bobby) Hey, babies, good to see you. (Bobby) Hey, babies, good to see you.
952 00:39:13,351 00:39:14,684 I'm doing all right. I'm doing all right.
953 00:39:14,686 00:39:16,685 Um, can I get, uh-- Um, can I get, uh--
954 00:39:16,687 00:39:18,521 let me get, uh, three tequilas. let me get, uh, three tequilas.
955 00:39:18,523 00:39:20,356 Were you running around with somebody? Were you running around with somebody?
956 00:39:21,592 00:39:24,260 Were you running around with Bobby? Were you running around with Bobby?
957 00:39:25,563 00:39:27,012 He's dangerous, all right? He's dangerous, all right?
958 00:39:27,014 00:39:28,064 You have no idea. You have no idea.
959 00:39:28,066 00:39:29,899 Are you going to give him his money? Are you going to give him his money?
960 00:39:29,901 00:39:31,166 What? What?
961 00:39:31,168 00:39:33,335 He's your friend, JJ. He's your friend, JJ.
962 00:39:43,848 00:39:45,748 My friend says he's going to break my legs. My friend says he's going to break my legs.
963 00:39:45,750 00:39:46,849 What do you expect? What do you expect?
964 00:39:46,851 00:39:49,518 You run out of town for six months You run out of town for six months
965 00:39:49,520 00:39:52,254 and leave him holding a $3,500 fuck you. and leave him holding a $3,500 fuck you.
966 00:39:52,256 00:39:54,056 He's got people to answer to, He's got people to answer to,
967 00:39:54,058 00:39:55,508 you know? you know?
968 00:39:55,510 00:39:58,994 I mean, people who aren't quite as understanding as he is. I mean, people who aren't quite as understanding as he is.
969 00:39:58,996 00:40:00,546 Friends don't do that to each other. Friends don't do that to each other.
970 00:40:00,548 00:40:02,098 Are you collecting for him now? Are you collecting for him now?
971 00:40:04,202 00:40:06,969 Okay. Okay.
972 00:40:08,306 00:40:09,471 Hey, uh, Hey, uh,
973 00:40:09,473 00:40:10,756 I'm not interrupting, am I? I'm not interrupting, am I?
974 00:40:10,758 00:40:12,241 Actually, Bobby-- Actually, Bobby--
975 00:40:12,243 00:40:13,375 Well, fuck it. Well, fuck it.
976 00:40:13,377 00:40:15,878 [snorting] Oh, man. [snorting] Oh, man.
977 00:40:15,880 00:40:18,230 (Lizzie) We were actually just talking about you. (Lizzie) We were actually just talking about you.
978 00:40:18,232 00:40:20,482 Oh, I bet you were. Oh, I bet you were.
979 00:40:20,484 00:40:22,084 Hey, a toast, huh? Hey, a toast, huh?
980 00:40:22,086 00:40:25,087 To JJ and his big birthday. To JJ and his big birthday.
981 00:40:25,089 00:40:27,039 Okay. Okay.
982 00:40:29,060 00:40:30,109 Gah! Gah!
983 00:40:30,111 00:40:32,177 To old times, huh? To old times, huh?
984 00:40:34,015 00:40:35,097 (Lizzie) You know, JJ, (Lizzie) You know, JJ,
985 00:40:35,099 00:40:37,850 I'm really happy for you. I'm really happy for you.
986 00:40:37,852 00:40:39,201 I mean, you found your path, I mean, you found your path,
987 00:40:39,203 00:40:42,137 and I wish you all the luck in the world and I wish you all the luck in the world
988 00:40:42,139 00:40:43,171 sticking to it. sticking to it.
989 00:40:43,173 00:40:44,339 It just-- It just--
990 00:40:44,341 00:40:47,443 it looks like your path ends at the plant. it looks like your path ends at the plant.
991 00:40:47,445 00:40:50,413 [Bobby snorting and laughing] [Bobby snorting and laughing]
992 00:40:50,415 00:40:53,416 You don't have to send her around anymore, all right? You don't have to send her around anymore, all right?
993 00:40:53,418 00:40:54,450 You'll get your money. You'll get your money.
994 00:40:54,452 00:40:56,051 Wait, JJ. Wait, JJ.
995 00:40:56,053 00:40:57,453 Look, J, I'm really sorry, man. Look, J, I'm really sorry, man.
996 00:40:57,455 00:40:58,771 I didn't mean I didn't mean
997 00:40:58,773 00:41:00,906 for the money to get in the way of our friendship. for the money to get in the way of our friendship.
998 00:41:00,908 00:41:02,357 (Ernie) Hey, JJ. What do you do? (Ernie) Hey, JJ. What do you do?
999 00:41:02,359 00:41:03,326 What do you say? What do you say?
1000 00:41:06,764 00:41:08,047 What the fuck? What the fuck?
1001 00:41:21,129 00:41:22,328 (JJ) Uh, Pops, (JJ) Uh, Pops,
1002 00:41:22,330 00:41:24,881 did you pick up my paycheck for this week? did you pick up my paycheck for this week?
1003 00:41:24,883 00:41:26,832 Yeah, sure, it's on the table. Yeah, sure, it's on the table.
1004 00:41:41,966 00:41:44,800 (JJ) 246 bucks? (JJ) 246 bucks?
1005 00:41:44,802 00:41:47,452 Ah--I worked 50 hours. Ah--I worked 50 hours.
1006 00:41:47,454 00:41:49,472 Yeah, well, what'd you expect? Yeah, well, what'd you expect?
1007 00:41:49,474 00:41:51,239 It ain't exactly rocket science. It ain't exactly rocket science.
1008 00:41:51,241 00:41:53,459 This isn't going to do it. This isn't going to do it.
1009 00:41:53,461 00:41:55,795 90 bucks in taxes! 90 bucks in taxes!
1010 00:41:55,797 00:41:57,980 Welcome to the free world. Welcome to the free world.
1011 00:41:57,982 00:41:59,147 This isn't going to do it. This isn't going to do it.
1012 00:41:59,149 00:42:00,816 Pop, you got to get me something else. Pop, you got to get me something else.
1013 00:42:00,818 00:42:01,951 Like what? Like what?
1014 00:42:01,953 00:42:04,903 Like anything else. Like anything else.
1015 00:42:09,527 00:42:10,526 [rattling] [rattling]
1016 00:42:10,528 00:42:14,429 [cheerful music] [cheerful music]
1017 00:42:14,431 00:42:22,571 � � � �
1018 00:42:27,511 00:42:29,378 Car. Car.
1019 00:42:29,380 00:42:30,396 No. No.
1020 00:42:30,398 00:42:32,531 Hup, plus one. Hup, plus one.
1021 00:42:32,533 00:42:34,516 Cap. Cap.
1022 00:42:34,518 00:42:36,569 I'm going crazy, Doc. I'm going crazy, Doc.
1023 00:42:36,571 00:42:37,636 I got to get out of here. I got to get out of here.
1024 00:42:37,638 00:42:39,588 But you didn't get cap? But you didn't get cap?
1025 00:42:39,590 00:42:41,023 No, you're not listening to me. No, you're not listening to me.
1026 00:42:41,025 00:42:42,041 JJ, JJ,
1027 00:42:42,043 00:42:43,959 I'm listening. I'm listening.
1028 00:42:43,961 00:42:45,394 They're your family. They're your family.
1029 00:42:45,396 00:42:47,463 My family is the best reason I can think My family is the best reason I can think
1030 00:42:47,465 00:42:49,548 to drink myself into a coma. to drink myself into a coma.
1031 00:42:49,550 00:42:51,166 Did I say it was going to be easy? Did I say it was going to be easy?
1032 00:42:51,168 00:42:54,136 Did I say you weren't going to doubt yourself every day? Did I say you weren't going to doubt yourself every day?
1033 00:42:54,138 00:42:56,338 Cap? Cap?
1034 00:42:56,340 00:42:57,873 No, you're not listening. No, you're not listening.
1035 00:42:57,875 00:42:58,808 It was right there. It was right there.
1036 00:43:01,645 00:43:03,612 JJ, you can't live in the clinic. JJ, you can't live in the clinic.
1037 00:43:03,614 00:43:06,031 Recovery begins at home. Recovery begins at home.
1038 00:43:06,033 00:43:08,400 Besides, your mother deserves a son, Besides, your mother deserves a son,
1039 00:43:08,402 00:43:10,469 and your brother deserves a brother. and your brother deserves a brother.
1040 00:43:10,471 00:43:12,254 So what did you find? So what did you find?
1041 00:43:13,407 00:43:15,090 (JJ) I found LSD. (JJ) I found LSD.
1042 00:43:15,092 00:43:18,193 Uh, I'm not sure you can use abbreviations. Uh, I'm not sure you can use abbreviations.
1043 00:43:18,195 00:43:19,595 It's in the dictionary. It's in the dictionary.
1044 00:43:19,597 00:43:20,829 Okay, fine, fine. Okay, fine, fine.
1045 00:43:20,831 00:43:21,780 That's one. That's one.
1046 00:43:23,251 00:43:25,066 (JJ) I found morphine. (JJ) I found morphine.
1047 00:43:25,068 00:43:27,002 (Dr. Charlie) JJ, morphine's not there. (Dr. Charlie) JJ, morphine's not there.
1048 00:43:27,004 00:43:28,137 Sure it is. Sure it is.
1049 00:43:28,139 00:43:29,538 It's seven letters; it's extra. It's seven letters; it's extra.
1050 00:43:29,540 00:43:30,539 That's eight letters, That's eight letters,
1051 00:43:30,541 00:43:35,911 and there are no Ms or Os or Hs. and there are no Ms or Os or Hs.
1052 00:43:35,913 00:43:37,830 I could've sworn I saw them there. I could've sworn I saw them there.
1053 00:43:44,088 00:43:45,521 Look, they're mixed! Look, they're mixed!
1054 00:43:45,523 00:43:46,822 What? What?
1055 00:43:46,824 00:43:48,624 They're mixed. They're mixed.
1056 00:43:48,626 00:43:54,163 And how are my living-room gladiators? And how are my living-room gladiators?
1057 00:43:54,165 00:43:56,165 We're not in the living room. We're not in the living room.
1058 00:43:56,167 00:43:57,432 We're not? We're not?
1059 00:43:57,434 00:43:58,734 We're in the Colosseum! We're in the Colosseum!
1060 00:43:58,736 00:44:01,003 [laughing shrilly] [laughing shrilly]
1061 00:44:01,005 00:44:03,472 The Colosseum. The Colosseum.
1062 00:44:03,474 00:44:08,144 Okay, let me guess: which one of you is the lion? Okay, let me guess: which one of you is the lion?
1063 00:44:08,146 00:44:09,512 Well, you can't tell? Well, you can't tell?
1064 00:44:09,514 00:44:12,147 [roaring] [roaring]
1065 00:44:12,149 00:44:13,149 [Phyllis roaring] [Phyllis roaring]
1066 00:44:13,151 00:44:15,284 [roaring] [roaring]
1067 00:44:15,286 00:44:16,652 (Phyllis) Tall glass of vodka (Phyllis) Tall glass of vodka
1068 00:44:16,654 00:44:18,421 for my gladiator. for my gladiator.
1069 00:44:21,908 00:44:23,291 Don't turn your back on this one. Don't turn your back on this one.
1070 00:44:23,293 00:44:24,593 Oh, I should say not. Oh, I should say not.
1071 00:44:24,595 00:44:25,944 I've learned a thing or two I've learned a thing or two
1072 00:44:25,946 00:44:27,212 about counting chickens. about counting chickens.
1073 00:44:27,214 00:44:28,196 What did you say? What did you say?
1074 00:44:28,198 00:44:29,431 I've learned a thing or two-- I've learned a thing or two--
1075 00:44:29,433 00:44:31,199 No, Mom, what did you say? No, Mom, what did you say?
1076 00:44:31,201 00:44:34,887 I said a tall glass of lemonade for my gladiator. I said a tall glass of lemonade for my gladiator.
1077 00:44:34,889 00:44:38,223 Okay, JJ, the secret is suffixes. Okay, JJ, the secret is suffixes.
1078 00:44:38,225 00:44:41,043 You find a suffix like, um-- You find a suffix like, um--
1079 00:44:41,045 00:44:42,261 E-N-T-- "ent." E-N-T-- "ent."
1080 00:44:42,263 00:44:43,729 Yeah, "ent," perfect. Yeah, "ent," perfect.
1081 00:44:43,731 00:44:45,881 Take a suffix like "ent" Take a suffix like "ent"
1082 00:44:45,883 00:44:49,101 and then you can start to build words like relent, and then you can start to build words like relent,
1083 00:44:49,103 00:44:51,236 sent, bent-- sent, bent--
1084 00:44:51,238 00:44:52,404 tequila. tequila.
1085 00:44:52,406 00:44:53,756 What? Tent. What? Tent.
1086 00:44:53,758 00:44:54,924 Rock cocaine. What? Rock cocaine. What?
1087 00:44:54,926 00:44:56,308 Vent. Excellent. Vent. Excellent.
1088 00:44:56,310 00:44:57,292 Wait, stop. Wait, stop.
1089 00:44:57,294 00:44:58,394 Cop. Pop. Cop. Pop.
1090 00:44:58,396 00:45:00,563 Fat long lines of Bolivian marching powder Fat long lines of Bolivian marching powder
1091 00:45:00,565 00:45:03,165 hidden away in the speaker? Beauty, there's another one. hidden away in the speaker? Beauty, there's another one.
1092 00:45:03,167 00:45:04,433 I gotta go use the can. I gotta go use the can.
1093 00:45:04,435 00:45:07,452 Okay, sure. Okay, sure.
1094 00:45:16,180 00:45:18,981 [sighing happily] [sighing happily]
1095 00:45:18,983 00:45:20,699 How's he doing, Doctor? How's he doing, Doctor?
1096 00:45:20,701 00:45:22,584 Oh, stronger-- stronger every day. Oh, stronger-- stronger every day.
1097 00:45:22,586 00:45:24,453 Yeah? Yeah?
1098 00:45:24,455 00:45:26,755 You don't suppose you could talk to him about smoking? You don't suppose you could talk to him about smoking?
1099 00:45:26,757 00:45:28,606 It's just so-- It's just so--
1100 00:45:28,608 00:45:30,359 dirty. dirty.
1101 00:45:30,361 00:45:32,762 Okay, I'll talk to him. Okay, I'll talk to him.
1102 00:45:32,764 00:45:35,264 Well, I have to go to the hospital, Doctor, so... Well, I have to go to the hospital, Doctor, so...
1103 00:45:35,266 00:45:37,282 as far as I'm concerned, as far as I'm concerned,
1104 00:45:37,284 00:45:39,568 you're one of the family. you're one of the family.
1105 00:45:39,570 00:45:41,536 Thank you, Phyllis. Thank you, Phyllis.
1106 00:45:42,607 00:45:43,539 Thank you. Thank you.
1107 00:45:47,577 00:45:50,579 [cheery music] [cheery music]
1108 00:45:50,581 00:45:58,520 � � � �
1109 00:46:02,359 00:46:04,960 (woman) After a couple years of daily cocaine abuse, (woman) After a couple years of daily cocaine abuse,
1110 00:46:04,962 00:46:11,934 I could run a Kleenex up one nostril and out the other. I could run a Kleenex up one nostril and out the other.
1111 00:46:11,936 00:46:13,802 I did it for my son's fifth birthday party. I did it for my son's fifth birthday party.
1112 00:46:13,804 00:46:15,086 Kids loved it. Kids loved it.
1113 00:46:15,088 00:46:17,306 You know, what the hell? It was cheaper than a clown. You know, what the hell? It was cheaper than a clown.
1114 00:46:17,308 00:46:19,641 I didn't have a lot of money to spend on clowns I didn't have a lot of money to spend on clowns
1115 00:46:19,643 00:46:21,360 for my five-year-old back then. for my five-year-old back then.
1116 00:46:21,362 00:46:23,678 I needed every cent just to get out of bed in the morning. I needed every cent just to get out of bed in the morning.
1117 00:46:31,221 00:46:32,988 Hey, hon, you going somewhere? Hey, hon, you going somewhere?
1118 00:46:32,990 00:46:33,989 I told you I was. I told you I was.
1119 00:46:33,991 00:46:35,007 Yes. Yes.
1120 00:46:35,009 00:46:36,141 That's right, of course. That's right, of course.
1121 00:46:36,143 00:46:37,058 I remember. I remember.
1122 00:46:37,060 00:46:39,378 Um, where? Um, where?
1123 00:46:39,380 00:46:41,197 Spanish class. Spanish class.
1124 00:46:41,199 00:46:42,698 Oh, si, si, se�ora. Oh, si, si, se�ora.
1125 00:46:42,700 00:46:43,665 What? What?
1126 00:46:44,902 00:46:46,502 It means "yes, yes, honey." It means "yes, yes, honey."
1127 00:46:46,504 00:46:48,037 I'm late, Ernie. I'm late, Ernie.
1128 00:46:48,039 00:46:49,354 Dot, we need to talk. Dot, we need to talk.
1129 00:46:49,356 00:46:50,339 About what? About what?
1130 00:46:50,341 00:46:51,874 About JJ. About JJ.
1131 00:46:51,876 00:46:53,843 There's somebody else, There's somebody else,
1132 00:46:53,845 00:46:56,295 isn't there? isn't there?
1133 00:46:56,297 00:46:59,314 [rock music] [rock music]
1134 00:46:59,316 00:47:02,417 (Bobby) Hey. (Bobby) Hey.
1135 00:47:02,419 00:47:04,519 Get in. Get in.
1136 00:47:04,521 00:47:05,687 I can walk. I can walk.
1137 00:47:05,689 00:47:06,688 Come on; you can get in. Come on; you can get in.
1138 00:47:09,060 00:47:10,059 What? What?
1139 00:47:10,061 00:47:11,527 What's wrong, huh? What's wrong, huh?
1140 00:47:11,529 00:47:12,978 What, are you mad at me? What, are you mad at me?
1141 00:47:12,980 00:47:15,981 Or is it just you don't want to get in my car? Or is it just you don't want to get in my car?
1142 00:47:15,983 00:47:16,982 No, hold on. No, hold on.
1143 00:47:16,984 00:47:18,984 No, come here, come here! No, come here, come here!
1144 00:47:18,986 00:47:20,085 Why are you doing this? Why are you doing this?
1145 00:47:20,087 00:47:21,353 Because I can. Because I can.
1146 00:47:21,355 00:47:25,858 I need my money, JJ. I need my money, JJ.
1147 00:47:25,860 00:47:26,859 JJ. JJ.
1148 00:47:26,861 00:47:27,860 Officer Waters. Officer Waters.
1149 00:47:27,862 00:47:28,861 Higher power. Higher power.
1150 00:47:28,863 00:47:30,161 [chuckling] [chuckling]
1151 00:47:30,163 00:47:31,629 Everything all right? Everything all right?
1152 00:47:31,631 00:47:33,165 Yeah, we're good. Yeah, we're good.
1153 00:47:33,167 00:47:34,666 I'm good, yeah. I'm good, yeah.
1154 00:47:37,871 00:47:39,671 I got 2 1/2 weeks. I got 2 1/2 weeks.
1155 00:47:39,673 00:47:41,873 You got 16 days. You got 16 days.
1156 00:47:45,379 00:47:47,763 Call me, okay? Call me, okay?
1157 00:47:47,765 00:47:50,248 You know, Dot, if there's somebody else involved, You know, Dot, if there's somebody else involved,
1158 00:47:50,250 00:47:51,983 it's okay. it's okay.
1159 00:47:51,985 00:47:54,269 Are you questioning me, Ernie? Are you questioning me, Ernie?
1160 00:47:54,271 00:47:57,823 I--you got a little enthusiastic, that's all. I--you got a little enthusiastic, that's all.
1161 00:47:57,825 00:47:59,958 Now, you just break it off, that's all. Now, you just break it off, that's all.
1162 00:47:59,960 00:48:01,810 It's my fault. It's my fault.
1163 00:48:01,812 00:48:03,145 I'm gullible. I'm gullible.
1164 00:48:03,147 00:48:04,212 I think with my heart I think with my heart
1165 00:48:04,214 00:48:06,398 instead of my head. instead of my head.
1166 00:48:06,400 00:48:09,234 And now you, my knight in shining armor, And now you, my knight in shining armor,
1167 00:48:09,236 00:48:11,420 turns into a suspicious little stock boy turns into a suspicious little stock boy
1168 00:48:11,422 00:48:14,957 accusing me of conspiring against my nephew. accusing me of conspiring against my nephew.
1169 00:48:14,959 00:48:16,124 I'm late. I'm late.
1170 00:48:16,126 00:48:17,259 Just stop it, Dot. Just stop it, Dot.
1171 00:48:17,261 00:48:18,394 That's all. That's all.
1172 00:48:18,396 00:48:21,363 Whatever you started, just stop it now! Whatever you started, just stop it now!
1173 00:48:21,365 00:48:22,364 Sure, Ernie. Sure, Ernie.
1174 00:48:22,366 00:48:23,765 Whatever you say. Whatever you say.
1175 00:48:23,767 00:48:25,700 [door closing] [door closing]
1176 00:48:26,770 00:48:29,788 [melancholy music] [melancholy music]
1177 00:48:29,790 00:48:37,963 � � � �
1178 00:48:53,530 00:48:57,399 (Ernie) She's learning Spanish now. (Ernie) She's learning Spanish now.
1179 00:48:57,401 00:48:58,333 Ain't that something? Ain't that something?
1180 00:48:58,335 00:49:01,687 My little se�orita. My little se�orita.
1181 00:49:01,689 00:49:03,305 (man) Good night, Ernie. (man) Good night, Ernie.
1182 00:49:03,307 00:49:06,291 Well, yeah, sure, people talk, Well, yeah, sure, people talk,
1183 00:49:06,293 00:49:09,828 but you know, I-I-I think they're just jealous, but you know, I-I-I think they're just jealous,
1184 00:49:09,830 00:49:11,446 what me and Dot got. what me and Dot got.
1185 00:49:20,991 00:49:21,990 Yeah. Yeah.
1186 00:49:21,992 00:49:22,991 [sniffing] [sniffing]
1187 00:49:22,993 00:49:23,992 Hey, Bobby. Hey, Bobby.
1188 00:49:23,994 00:49:25,260 Whaddya know, whaddya say? Whaddya know, whaddya say?
1189 00:49:25,262 00:49:26,261 Hey. Hey.
1190 00:49:26,263 00:49:27,362 Uh-huh. Uh-huh.
1191 00:49:27,364 00:49:32,334 [woman calling eerily] JJ. [woman calling eerily] JJ.
1192 00:49:32,336 00:49:35,036 JJ. JJ.
1193 00:49:36,773 00:49:42,577 [exhaling slowly] [exhaling slowly]
1194 00:49:42,579 00:49:44,947 [breathing continues] [breathing continues]
1195 00:50:37,067 00:50:42,437 [phone ringing] [phone ringing]
1196 00:50:42,439 00:50:45,441 [ringing continues] [ringing continues]
1197 00:50:48,812 00:50:50,746 [brakes screeching] [brakes screeching]
1198 00:50:53,434 00:50:55,350 Yeah. Yeah.
1199 00:50:56,587 00:50:58,520 What? What?
1200 00:51:00,624 00:51:02,557 When? When?
1201 00:51:06,697 00:51:08,396 Shit. Shit.
1202 00:51:08,398 00:51:12,167 Uh, Uncle Ernie--he was walking back from the bar, Uh, Uncle Ernie--he was walking back from the bar,
1203 00:51:12,169 00:51:15,436 and it seems a car must have-- must have lost control and it seems a car must have-- must have lost control
1204 00:51:15,438 00:51:16,905 and a hit-and-run or something, and a hit-and-run or something,
1205 00:51:16,907 00:51:18,474 and they found him in the snowbank. and they found him in the snowbank.
1206 00:51:18,476 00:51:20,075 He's in a coma. He's in a coma.
1207 00:51:23,113 00:51:26,414 [Dot sobbing] Do you think I don't know that everybody's talking about me? [Dot sobbing] Do you think I don't know that everybody's talking about me?
1208 00:51:26,416 00:51:27,733 Like I go in the bank, Like I go in the bank,
1209 00:51:27,735 00:51:29,985 and everybody suddenly shuts up. and everybody suddenly shuts up.
1210 00:51:29,987 00:51:32,321 I never have to wait in line. I never have to wait in line.
1211 00:51:32,323 00:51:36,157 It was like I had foam coming out of my mouth or something. It was like I had foam coming out of my mouth or something.
1212 00:51:36,159 00:51:37,843 It ain't contagious. It ain't contagious.
1213 00:51:37,845 00:51:40,462 It's just bad luck. It's just bad luck.
1214 00:51:40,464 00:51:42,997 Uncle Ernie seems to have caught a mild case of it. Uncle Ernie seems to have caught a mild case of it.
1215 00:51:42,999 00:51:45,233 Yeah, well, that don't keep him from talking. Yeah, well, that don't keep him from talking.
1216 00:51:45,235 00:51:46,234 Oh, no, they just-- Oh, no, they just--
1217 00:51:46,236 00:51:48,770 How is Ernie? How is Ernie?
1218 00:51:48,772 00:51:50,238 Still unconscious. Still unconscious.
1219 00:51:50,240 00:51:51,707 Fortunately, the freezing cold Fortunately, the freezing cold
1220 00:51:51,709 00:51:53,141 slowed the bleeding, you know, slowed the bleeding, you know,
1221 00:51:53,143 00:51:55,344 and the doctor seemed to feel he could be all right and the doctor seemed to feel he could be all right
1222 00:51:55,346 00:51:57,045 when he wakes up. when he wakes up.
1223 00:51:57,047 00:51:58,080 If he wakes up. If he wakes up.
1224 00:51:58,082 00:52:01,049 [sobbing] Poor little Ernie. [sobbing] Poor little Ernie.
1225 00:52:01,051 00:52:03,852 JJ, run out JJ, run out
1226 00:52:03,854 00:52:06,187 and get your aunt's suitcase, sweetie, okay? and get your aunt's suitcase, sweetie, okay?
1227 00:52:06,189 00:52:08,223 [whispering gruffly] What? [whispering gruffly] What?
1228 00:52:08,225 00:52:10,075 She's staying here? She's staying here?
1229 00:52:10,077 00:52:12,227 Well, she certainly can't stay alone now. Well, she certainly can't stay alone now.
1230 00:52:12,229 00:52:13,946 [Dot sobbing] Oh, no, [Dot sobbing] Oh, no,
1231 00:52:13,948 00:52:15,730 it's all right, Phyllis. it's all right, Phyllis.
1232 00:52:15,732 00:52:17,783 I'll be perfectly fine at home. I'll be perfectly fine at home.
1233 00:52:17,785 00:52:20,085 See, she'll be fine. See, she'll be fine.
1234 00:52:20,087 00:52:21,336 Absolutely not, Dot. Absolutely not, Dot.
1235 00:52:21,338 00:52:23,104 This family might not have a lot, This family might not have a lot,
1236 00:52:23,106 00:52:24,540 but we have each other. but we have each other.
1237 00:52:24,542 00:52:25,740 You were here for JJ; You were here for JJ;
1238 00:52:25,742 00:52:27,025 we're going to be here for you. we're going to be here for you.
1239 00:52:27,027 00:52:28,126 Here? Here?
1240 00:52:28,128 00:52:29,928 [whispering] Be nice. [whispering] Be nice.
1241 00:52:29,930 00:52:31,763 [Dot sobbing] [Dot sobbing]
1242 00:52:31,765 00:52:33,815 Here, sweetie. Here's Mr. Bear, okay? Here, sweetie. Here's Mr. Bear, okay?
1243 00:52:33,817 00:52:35,601 Thank you. Thank you.
1244 00:52:35,603 00:52:38,086 (Phyllis) I'm going to make sure we have clean towels. (Phyllis) I'm going to make sure we have clean towels.
1245 00:52:38,088 00:52:42,307 [whimpering] [whimpering]
1246 00:52:42,309 00:52:45,327 Let me ask you something, there, Dot. Let me ask you something, there, Dot.
1247 00:52:45,329 00:52:48,396 [sighing whinily] [sighing whinily]
1248 00:52:48,398 00:52:50,064 Did Ernie have life insurance? Did Ernie have life insurance?
1249 00:52:51,818 00:52:53,652 It's just bad luck, Bull. It's just bad luck, Bull.
1250 00:52:53,654 00:52:55,086 You know Ernie. You know Ernie.
1251 00:52:55,088 00:52:57,022 He was probably a little tipsy. He was probably a little tipsy.
1252 00:52:57,024 00:52:59,090 He was stumbling home from the bar. He was stumbling home from the bar.
1253 00:52:59,092 00:53:00,491 He fell. He fell.
1254 00:53:00,493 00:53:03,295 Somebody gave him a little bump. Somebody gave him a little bump.
1255 00:53:03,297 00:53:05,414 That ain't bad luck; that's manslaughter. That ain't bad luck; that's manslaughter.
1256 00:53:05,416 00:53:06,748 [casually] Hmm. [casually] Hmm.
1257 00:53:06,750 00:53:09,151 Where was your car last night, Dot? Where was your car last night, Dot?
1258 00:53:09,153 00:53:10,769 The police already checked it out. The police already checked it out.
1259 00:53:10,771 00:53:11,770 It's fine. It's fine.
1260 00:53:11,772 00:53:14,205 No dents, no pings. No dents, no pings.
1261 00:53:15,976 00:53:17,308 Well, you know, Well, you know,
1262 00:53:17,310 00:53:19,795 hospital's expensive. hospital's expensive.
1263 00:53:19,797 00:53:22,113 Like I said, it's just bad luck. Like I said, it's just bad luck.
1264 00:53:22,115 00:53:26,535 Besides, I have other investments. Besides, I have other investments.
1265 00:53:26,537 00:53:29,071 Not anymore. Not anymore.
1266 00:53:29,073 00:53:30,572 [door opening] [door opening]
1267 00:53:30,574 00:53:33,108 What in the world do you think you're talking about? What in the world do you think you're talking about?
1268 00:53:33,110 00:53:35,210 Deal's off is what I'm talking about. Deal's off is what I'm talking about.
1269 00:53:35,212 00:53:39,114 Oh, I'm sorry, Bull, but it doesn't work that way. Oh, I'm sorry, Bull, but it doesn't work that way.
1270 00:53:39,116 00:53:40,315 The month's paid for, The month's paid for,
1271 00:53:40,317 00:53:42,333 so there is still 13 days left so there is still 13 days left
1272 00:53:42,335 00:53:43,902 in this ball game. in this ball game.
1273 00:53:43,904 00:53:46,371 There were rules, Dot, and you broke 'em. There were rules, Dot, and you broke 'em.
1274 00:53:46,373 00:53:47,739 You brought somebody else in. You brought somebody else in.
1275 00:53:47,741 00:53:50,976 Foul, Dot. You fouled out! Foul, Dot. You fouled out!
1276 00:53:50,978 00:53:54,145 I wonder what Phyllis'll think about all this. I wonder what Phyllis'll think about all this.
1277 00:53:54,147 00:53:55,614 She'll understand. She'll understand.
1278 00:53:55,616 00:53:57,749 Oh, she won't understand about this. Oh, she won't understand about this.
1279 00:53:57,751 00:54:00,285 You ought to take a look at that contract again. You ought to take a look at that contract again.
1280 00:54:00,287 00:54:03,939 Funny--you won't find my name anywhere on it. Funny--you won't find my name anywhere on it.
1281 00:54:03,941 00:54:06,275 I'll explain it to her. I'll explain it to her.
1282 00:54:06,277 00:54:07,976 I'm sorry, Bull. I'm sorry, Bull.
1283 00:54:07,978 00:54:10,778 We can't afford to be selfish now. We can't afford to be selfish now.
1284 00:54:10,780 00:54:13,448 I tried to explain that to Ernie. I tried to explain that to Ernie.
1285 00:54:13,450 00:54:14,799 [door slamming] [door slamming]
1286 00:54:14,801 00:54:17,218 Look, I'll give you your fucking 2 grand back. Look, I'll give you your fucking 2 grand back.
1287 00:54:17,220 00:54:18,370 You just call it off. You just call it off.
1288 00:54:18,372 00:54:21,272 Oh, that's real sweet of you, Bull. Oh, that's real sweet of you, Bull.
1289 00:54:21,274 00:54:24,041 Don't got the stomach for it? Don't got the stomach for it?
1290 00:54:24,043 00:54:26,043 Thank God I do. Thank God I do.
1291 00:54:26,045 00:54:29,347 Thank God I know what's best for this family. Thank God I know what's best for this family.
1292 00:54:29,349 00:54:32,751 What's best is you keep away from JJ. What's best is you keep away from JJ.
1293 00:54:32,753 00:54:36,204 I'm warning you. I'm warning you.
1294 00:54:36,206 00:54:38,273 Sure, Bull. Sure, Bull.
1295 00:54:38,275 00:54:39,941 Anything you say. Anything you say.
1296 00:54:49,369 00:54:52,303 [machine beeping] [machine beeping]
1297 00:55:06,769 00:55:07,869 (JJ) Why'd you take me (JJ) Why'd you take me
1298 00:55:07,871 00:55:08,853 out of group? out of group?
1299 00:55:10,407 00:55:12,774 I thought you enjoyed having an audience too much. I thought you enjoyed having an audience too much.
1300 00:55:15,745 00:55:16,978 What's the matter? What's the matter?
1301 00:55:16,980 00:55:19,348 No more funny anecdotes? No more funny anecdotes?
1302 00:55:19,350 00:55:20,882 I think I should be back in group. I think I should be back in group.
1303 00:55:20,884 00:55:22,884 I think we should be alone I think we should be alone
1304 00:55:22,886 00:55:25,420 until you recognize that you are a very real person. until you recognize that you are a very real person.
1305 00:55:26,823 00:55:28,990 I don't think you ever truly believe you existed. I don't think you ever truly believe you existed.
1306 00:55:28,992 00:55:31,192 Don't get nutty on me, Doc. Don't get nutty on me, Doc.
1307 00:55:31,194 00:55:32,461 But you exist. But you exist.
1308 00:55:32,463 00:55:35,163 I have proof: hospital records, I have proof: hospital records,
1309 00:55:35,165 00:55:37,032 court records. court records.
1310 00:55:37,034 00:55:40,234 People are paying attention. People are paying attention.
1311 00:55:49,062 00:55:50,829 Hey, kid, you're late. Hey, kid, you're late.
1312 00:55:50,831 00:55:51,830 Here you go, ma'am. Here you go, ma'am.
1313 00:55:51,832 00:55:53,631 All right, here you go. All right, here you go.
1314 00:55:53,633 00:55:55,901 Thanks. Thanks.
1315 00:55:55,903 00:55:57,235 It's all there. It's all there.
1316 00:55:57,237 00:55:59,171 Uh, your receipt. Uh, your receipt.
1317 00:56:00,941 00:56:03,875 [sniffing and humming] [sniffing and humming]
1318 00:56:11,235 00:56:13,168 [door opening] [door opening]
1319 00:56:17,074 00:56:19,040 (JJ) Are you okay? (JJ) Are you okay?
1320 00:56:19,042 00:56:21,109 Coping. Coping.
1321 00:56:21,111 00:56:23,111 How was work? How was work?
1322 00:56:23,113 00:56:24,679 It was fine. It was fine.
1323 00:56:24,681 00:56:27,048 Where's Mom and Pop? Where's Mom and Pop?
1324 00:56:27,050 00:56:30,318 It's just you and me, JJ. It's just you and me, JJ.
1325 00:56:30,320 00:56:34,689 JJ, freshen me up. JJ, freshen me up.
1326 00:56:38,896 00:56:40,361 Thanks, sweetheart. Thanks, sweetheart.
1327 00:56:42,699 00:56:44,632 [swallowing deeply] [swallowing deeply]
1328 00:56:49,539 00:56:52,190 Ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah! Ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah!
1329 00:56:52,192 00:56:54,810 I didn't say when. I didn't say when.
1330 00:56:56,847 00:56:57,878 [giggling] [giggling]
1331 00:56:57,880 00:56:59,548 Warms me up. Warms me up.
1332 00:56:59,550 00:57:00,615 [giggling] [giggling]
1333 00:57:00,617 00:57:02,451 I'm sorry. I'm sorry.
1334 00:57:02,453 00:57:06,120 How long's it been, JJ? How long's it been, JJ?
1335 00:57:06,122 00:57:07,789 Six months. Six months.
1336 00:57:07,791 00:57:08,839 Ah. Ah.
1337 00:57:08,841 00:57:10,074 16 days. 16 days.
1338 00:57:10,076 00:57:12,010 Doesn't seem fair, does it? Doesn't seem fair, does it?
1339 00:57:12,012 00:57:14,578 Working hard like you do, Working hard like you do,
1340 00:57:14,580 00:57:15,780 no Miller Time for you. no Miller Time for you.
1341 00:57:15,782 00:57:18,166 I guess I've had enough Miller Time I guess I've had enough Miller Time
1342 00:57:18,168 00:57:19,567 for the entire NASCAR circuit. for the entire NASCAR circuit.
1343 00:57:19,569 00:57:20,502 [Dot chuckling] [Dot chuckling]
1344 00:57:20,504 00:57:22,603 Sit down, JJ. Sit down, JJ.
1345 00:57:27,327 00:57:28,960 Let me ask you something. Let me ask you something.
1346 00:57:28,962 00:57:31,212 How long are you supposed to keep this up? How long are you supposed to keep this up?
1347 00:57:31,214 00:57:34,699 Is there a test or something? Is there a test or something?
1348 00:57:34,701 00:57:35,683 Look, it's really not Look, it's really not
1349 00:57:35,685 00:57:37,585 about proving anything, all right? about proving anything, all right?
1350 00:57:37,587 00:57:38,720 This is just me now. This is just me now.
1351 00:57:38,722 00:57:39,887 Just you? Just you?
1352 00:57:39,889 00:57:41,739 [laughing] [laughing]
1353 00:57:41,741 00:57:44,609 No, it's not you, JJ. No, it's not you, JJ.
1354 00:57:44,611 00:57:47,295 It's not you at all. It's not you at all.
1355 00:57:47,297 00:57:50,198 Hey, remember when I caught you stealing my pills? Hey, remember when I caught you stealing my pills?
1356 00:57:50,200 00:57:51,132 Remember? Remember?
1357 00:57:51,134 00:57:52,900 Ernie was off at work, Ernie was off at work,
1358 00:57:52,902 00:57:55,586 and I was in the next room with the holy Father, and I was in the next room with the holy Father,
1359 00:57:55,588 00:57:58,456 sneaking him down to his skivvies. sneaking him down to his skivvies.
1360 00:57:58,458 00:58:01,109 He was moaning away in Latin. He was moaning away in Latin.
1361 00:58:01,111 00:58:04,312 (JJ) You were singing He's Got the Whole World in His Hands. (JJ) You were singing He's Got the Whole World in His Hands.
1362 00:58:04,314 00:58:08,783 (Dot) And then I caught you lying at the bottom of the bathtub, (Dot) And then I caught you lying at the bottom of the bathtub,
1363 00:58:08,785 00:58:10,085 trying to hide, trying to hide,
1364 00:58:10,087 00:58:12,921 and you were zonked out on half a bottle of Valium. and you were zonked out on half a bottle of Valium.
1365 00:58:12,923 00:58:13,921 [chuckling] [chuckling]
1366 00:58:13,923 00:58:15,306 I learned a lot about the Bible I learned a lot about the Bible
1367 00:58:15,308 00:58:16,891 trapped in that bathroom. trapped in that bathroom.
1368 00:58:16,893 00:58:19,227 We're all people, JJ. We're all people, JJ.
1369 00:58:19,229 00:58:22,597 We're all just weak people. We're all just weak people.
1370 00:58:26,086 00:58:27,418 Sit over here. Sit over here.
1371 00:58:27,420 00:58:29,604 Come on, honey. Come on, honey.
1372 00:58:29,606 00:58:31,456 Sit with your Aunt Dot. Sit with your Aunt Dot.
1373 00:58:36,196 00:58:37,595 I want to show you something. I want to show you something.
1374 00:58:39,199 00:58:40,298 (JJ) What is it? (JJ) What is it?
1375 00:58:40,300 00:58:42,517 Read it. Read it.
1376 00:58:42,519 00:58:44,185 It's an insurance policy. It's an insurance policy.
1377 00:58:44,187 00:58:45,186 Yeah, I found it Yeah, I found it
1378 00:58:45,188 00:58:47,354 in the glove compartment of the Beetle. in the glove compartment of the Beetle.
1379 00:58:47,356 00:58:48,856 It's an awful lot of money. It's an awful lot of money.
1380 00:58:48,858 00:58:50,491 Bull's careful. Bull's careful.
1381 00:58:50,493 00:58:52,961 I'm sure we all have insurance. I'm sure we all have insurance.
1382 00:58:52,963 00:58:53,911 Yeah, yeah, Yeah, yeah,
1383 00:58:53,913 00:58:55,313 of course we do. of course we do.
1384 00:58:55,315 00:59:00,518 It's for, what, $75,000. It's for, what, $75,000.
1385 00:59:00,520 00:59:06,641 Well, you're certainly worth $75,000. Well, you're certainly worth $75,000.
1386 00:59:06,643 00:59:09,043 Insurance is for everybody. Insurance is for everybody.
1387 00:59:09,045 00:59:10,061 Mm-hmm. Mm-hmm.
1388 00:59:10,063 00:59:11,262 It's just in case. It's just in case.
1389 00:59:11,264 00:59:12,297 Bull is very-- Bull is very--
1390 00:59:12,299 00:59:14,249 Bull's being careful; yeah, you said. Bull's being careful; yeah, you said.
1391 00:59:14,251 00:59:15,266 Yeah. Yeah.
1392 00:59:15,268 00:59:20,638 You liked listening to us? You liked listening to us?
1393 00:59:20,640 00:59:22,273 Me and the deacon? Me and the deacon?
1394 00:59:22,275 00:59:24,909 Shit, Dot, I mean-- Shit, Dot, I mean--
1395 00:59:24,911 00:59:26,661 You can tell me, JJ. You can tell me, JJ.
1396 00:59:26,663 00:59:30,014 It ain't like we're related or anything. It ain't like we're related or anything.
1397 00:59:30,016 00:59:34,219 I'll bet you couldn't wait to tell all your friends. I'll bet you couldn't wait to tell all your friends.
1398 00:59:34,221 00:59:35,837 I didn't tell anybody. I didn't tell anybody.
1399 00:59:35,839 00:59:36,838 Nobody? Nobody?
1400 00:59:36,840 00:59:38,840 It was your secret? It was your secret?
1401 00:59:38,842 00:59:43,028 Our secret. Our secret.
1402 00:59:43,030 00:59:48,082 Well, I ain't such an old woman Well, I ain't such an old woman
1403 00:59:48,084 00:59:50,819 that we can't have more secrets, JJ. that we can't have more secrets, JJ.
1404 00:59:50,821 00:59:53,471 Why don't you have a drink with me? Why don't you have a drink with me?
1405 00:59:53,473 00:59:55,173 Dot... Dot...
1406 00:59:55,175 00:59:56,591 Come on. Come on.
1407 00:59:56,593 00:59:59,293 Share mine with me. Share mine with me.
1408 00:59:59,295 01:00:01,096 [footsteps approaching] [footsteps approaching]
1409 01:00:01,098 01:00:02,831 (Benji) It isn't snowing! (Benji) It isn't snowing!
1410 01:00:02,833 01:00:04,565 You promised to play baseball with me You promised to play baseball with me
1411 01:00:04,567 01:00:05,767 when it ain't snowing! when it ain't snowing!
1412 01:00:05,769 01:00:06,968 And it's not! And it's not!
1413 01:00:06,970 01:00:09,270 Yeah, I did. Yeah, I did.
1414 01:00:09,272 01:00:10,305 I did. You know, I did. I did. You know, I did.
1415 01:00:10,307 01:00:11,706 I promised Benji, I promised Benji,
1416 01:00:11,708 01:00:14,158 and, you know, I'd love to talk to you, Dot, and, you know, I'd love to talk to you, Dot,
1417 01:00:14,160 01:00:15,143 and, um, thank you, and, um, thank you,
1418 01:00:15,145 01:00:16,645 but, you know, but, you know,
1419 01:00:16,647 01:00:17,762 tryouts are coming up, tryouts are coming up,
1420 01:00:17,764 01:00:19,947 and, um, and the weather being like it is. and, um, and the weather being like it is.
1421 01:00:19,949 01:00:21,982 And damn, you know? And damn, you know?
1422 01:00:21,984 01:00:24,085 Isn't weather funny? Isn't weather funny?
1423 01:00:24,087 01:00:25,186 Button up. Button up.
1424 01:00:25,188 01:00:27,889 [door closing] [door closing]
1425 01:00:27,891 01:00:29,156 [man over TV] Good evening. [man over TV] Good evening.
1426 01:00:29,158 01:00:30,791 A freak winter storm watch continues, A freak winter storm watch continues,
1427 01:00:30,793 01:00:32,810 as we expect an addition 6 to 10 inches of snow as we expect an addition 6 to 10 inches of snow
1428 01:00:32,812 01:00:33,978 through the night. through the night.
1429 01:00:33,980 01:00:36,714 Schools and most businesses remain closed, Schools and most businesses remain closed,
1430 01:00:36,716 01:00:38,750 the highways blocked from the Parkway north, the highways blocked from the Parkway north,
1431 01:00:38,752 01:00:40,718 and road crews are doing everything they can and road crews are doing everything they can
1432 01:00:40,720 01:00:42,219 to keep emergency routes open. to keep emergency routes open.
1433 01:00:42,221 01:00:44,188 Is there spring in sight, Cindi? Is there spring in sight, Cindi?
1434 01:00:44,190 01:00:45,390 You know what I think, Bob? You know what I think, Bob?
1435 01:00:45,392 01:00:46,524 What's that, Cindi? What's that, Cindi?
1436 01:00:46,526 01:00:49,560 Seems to me that spring took a cruise to Aruba. Seems to me that spring took a cruise to Aruba.
1437 01:00:49,562 01:00:52,763 [guitar music] [guitar music]
1438 01:00:52,765 01:00:55,199 (The Busy Signals) � Watch it, watch it. � (The Busy Signals) � Watch it, watch it. �
1439 01:00:55,201 01:00:57,752 � Watch it, watch it. � � Watch it, watch it. �
1440 01:00:57,754 01:00:59,887 � Watch it, watch it. � � Watch it, watch it. �
1441 01:00:59,889 01:01:04,409 � It's so nice � � It's so nice �
1442 01:01:04,411 01:01:07,112 � to finally feel the times changing on. � � to finally feel the times changing on. �
1443 01:01:09,182 01:01:12,484 � Happy to say � � Happy to say �
1444 01:01:12,486 01:01:15,653 � that everything new is old again. � � that everything new is old again. �
1445 01:01:15,655 01:01:18,122 � Everything old has been retired. � � Everything old has been retired. �
1446 01:01:18,124 01:01:20,224 Remember that show In Search Of, Cindi? Remember that show In Search Of, Cindi?
1447 01:01:20,226 01:01:21,526 Yep, sure do, Bob. Yep, sure do, Bob.
1448 01:01:21,528 01:01:24,061 Seems to me like maybe Mr. Spock ought to go Seems to me like maybe Mr. Spock ought to go
1449 01:01:24,063 01:01:25,062 in search of spring. in search of spring.
1450 01:01:25,064 01:01:26,748 Ha, in search of spring. Ha, in search of spring.
1451 01:01:26,750 01:01:28,783 (The Busy Signals) � No one's falling for it. � (The Busy Signals) � No one's falling for it. �
1452 01:01:28,785 01:01:33,204 � No one's falling for the new you. � � No one's falling for the new you. �
1453 01:01:33,206 01:01:37,158 � No one's falling for not a peep out of you. � � No one's falling for not a peep out of you. �
1454 01:01:37,160 01:01:38,159 � Don't peek. � � Don't peek. �
1455 01:01:38,161 01:01:40,211 � You're going to freak out � � You're going to freak out �
1456 01:01:40,213 01:01:42,946 � when you see how I can make you dream � � when you see how I can make you dream �
1457 01:01:42,948 01:01:44,331 � like a slot machine. � � like a slot machine. �
1458 01:01:44,333 01:01:46,467 This is even worse than the one in '99, isn't it? This is even worse than the one in '99, isn't it?
1459 01:01:46,469 01:01:48,820 � You can drag it out of me, � � You can drag it out of me, �
1460 01:01:48,822 01:01:50,888 � but just drive away. � � but just drive away. �
1461 01:01:50,890 01:01:52,657 � Pale wind. � � Pale wind. �
1462 01:01:52,659 01:01:56,010 � Still not falling for the new you. � � Still not falling for the new you. �
1463 01:01:56,012 01:01:57,128 [glass shattering] [glass shattering]
1464 01:01:57,130 01:02:00,080 � Watch it. � � � Watch it. � �
1465 01:02:00,082 01:02:02,800 [woman over TV] You're never going to let me forget that. [woman over TV] You're never going to let me forget that.
1466 01:02:02,802 01:02:03,935 (man) I remember. (man) I remember.
1467 01:02:03,937 01:02:05,153 I put a little OT that night. I put a little OT that night.
1468 01:02:05,155 01:02:06,854 [chuckling] [chuckling]
1469 01:02:06,856 01:02:07,788 (woman) Well, Bob... (woman) Well, Bob...
1470 01:02:19,135 01:02:21,336 $291. $291.
1471 01:02:21,338 01:02:23,738 That ain't so bad. That ain't so bad.
1472 01:02:23,740 01:02:25,289 Hey, minus the $20 you owe me, Hey, minus the $20 you owe me,
1473 01:02:25,291 01:02:27,442 plus the $20, let's say, for food. plus the $20, let's say, for food.
1474 01:02:29,695 01:02:31,629 [worriedly] JJ? [worriedly] JJ?
1475 01:02:33,599 01:02:34,765 I'm sorry. I'm sorry.
1476 01:02:34,767 01:02:37,201 I'm--I'm--I'm tired. I'm--I'm--I'm tired.
1477 01:02:37,203 01:02:38,202 It's nothing. It's nothing.
1478 01:02:38,204 01:02:39,854 Just tired. Just tired.
1479 01:02:39,856 01:02:41,222 Hey, look, the $20, you know-- Hey, look, the $20, you know--
1480 01:02:41,224 01:02:43,241 forget about the $20. forget about the $20.
1481 01:02:43,243 01:02:47,095 I have your money, Bull. I have your money, Bull.
1482 01:02:47,097 01:02:48,863 You said they needed somebody You said they needed somebody
1483 01:02:48,865 01:02:50,698 for night maintenance? Yeah, sure. for night maintenance? Yeah, sure.
1484 01:02:50,700 01:02:52,133 I'll check. I'll check.
1485 01:02:52,135 01:02:54,535 Maybe you should just take it easy for a few weeks. Maybe you should just take it easy for a few weeks.
1486 01:02:54,537 01:02:56,403 What do you care? What do you care?
1487 01:02:56,405 01:02:57,905 Just ask, huh, Bull? Just ask, huh, Bull?
1488 01:02:57,907 01:03:01,793 I got to check out early tonight. I got to check out early tonight.
1489 01:03:01,795 01:03:02,794 Where are you going? Where are you going?
1490 01:03:02,796 01:03:04,645 I'm going out. That okay? I'm going out. That okay?
1491 01:03:07,400 01:03:08,682 Yeah, sure, JJ. Yeah, sure, JJ.
1492 01:03:08,684 01:03:10,752 [door closing] [door closing]
1493 01:03:10,754 01:03:13,221 [woman over TV] Well, just when you thought it was safe [woman over TV] Well, just when you thought it was safe
1494 01:03:13,223 01:03:14,422 to put away the snowsuit, to put away the snowsuit,
1495 01:03:14,424 01:03:16,156 here comes mountains of white powder, here comes mountains of white powder,
1496 01:03:16,158 01:03:18,559 mountains and mountains of the flaky stuff, mountains and mountains of the flaky stuff,
1497 01:03:18,561 01:03:19,927 numbing your face and nose. numbing your face and nose.
1498 01:03:19,929 01:03:20,961 [TV shuts off] [TV shuts off]
1499 01:03:20,963 01:03:23,981 [melancholy music] [melancholy music]
1500 01:03:23,983 01:03:31,922 � � � �
1501 01:03:38,665 01:03:41,599 [footsteps approaching] [footsteps approaching]
1502 01:03:47,824 01:03:49,390 Shouldn't you be in school? Shouldn't you be in school?
1503 01:03:49,392 01:03:52,460 It's, um, snowed out. It's, um, snowed out.
1504 01:04:02,989 01:04:04,822 Lot of snow days. Lot of snow days.
1505 01:04:04,824 01:04:07,024 You know, you're just going to have to make them up You know, you're just going to have to make them up
1506 01:04:07,026 01:04:07,975 at the end of the year. at the end of the year.
1507 01:04:07,977 01:04:10,911 Yeah. Yeah.
1508 01:04:10,913 01:04:12,646 Fuck off, Benji. Fuck off, Benji.
1509 01:04:23,259 01:04:25,359 Leaving a girlfriend behind? Leaving a girlfriend behind?
1510 01:04:25,361 01:04:28,263 Uh, no, sir. Uh, no, sir.
1511 01:04:28,265 01:04:30,031 You have had a girlfriend in the past, You have had a girlfriend in the past,
1512 01:04:30,033 01:04:31,032 haven't you? haven't you?
1513 01:04:31,034 01:04:32,800 Ye-Yes, sir. Ye-Yes, sir.
1514 01:04:32,802 01:04:34,435 And you liked having a girlfriend? And you liked having a girlfriend?
1515 01:04:34,437 01:04:35,903 It was okay. It was okay.
1516 01:04:37,223 01:04:38,940 I'm not gay, sir, I'm not gay, sir,
1517 01:04:38,942 01:04:41,742 if that's what you're trying not to ask. if that's what you're trying not to ask.
1518 01:04:51,721 01:04:53,421 We'll see you when you're 18, son. We'll see you when you're 18, son.
1519 01:05:02,064 01:05:06,100 [weeping] I'm such a selfish bastard, Doc. [weeping] I'm such a selfish bastard, Doc.
1520 01:05:09,872 01:05:12,140 I'm so sorry. I'm so sorry.
1521 01:05:12,142 01:05:15,042 [kindly] Well, nobody wants your apologies. [kindly] Well, nobody wants your apologies.
1522 01:05:15,044 01:05:16,811 And see, what you're going through And see, what you're going through
1523 01:05:16,813 01:05:20,464 is a process of meeting yourself, is a process of meeting yourself,
1524 01:05:20,466 01:05:22,433 and it's not going to be easy. and it's not going to be easy.
1525 01:05:22,435 01:05:25,085 You're not going to like everything you learn, You're not going to like everything you learn,
1526 01:05:25,087 01:05:30,724 but you can face it, sober and aware. but you can face it, sober and aware.
1527 01:05:30,726 01:05:33,494 What if I can't stand myself? What if I can't stand myself?
1528 01:05:33,496 01:05:35,363 Well, it's natural to be afraid. Well, it's natural to be afraid.
1529 01:05:35,365 01:05:37,798 Fear is a-- Fear is a--
1530 01:05:37,800 01:05:40,384 is a necessary doorway. is a necessary doorway.
1531 01:05:40,386 01:05:42,203 [breathing shakily] [breathing shakily]
1532 01:05:42,205 01:05:45,272 I've never felt afraid. I've never felt afraid.
1533 01:05:45,274 01:05:46,773 Well, see, Well, see,
1534 01:05:46,775 01:05:49,810 what's growing inside of you is a feeling, caring person, what's growing inside of you is a feeling, caring person,
1535 01:05:49,812 01:05:52,480 and if you weren't afraid to lose that, and if you weren't afraid to lose that,
1536 01:05:52,482 01:05:55,382 then you really would be dead. then you really would be dead.
1537 01:06:04,260 01:06:06,677 [man over TV] With tremendous underwater thrusts, [man over TV] With tremendous underwater thrusts,
1538 01:06:06,679 01:06:08,646 the bull tunnels his way inside the narrow-- the bull tunnels his way inside the narrow--
1539 01:06:08,648 01:06:10,831 [knocking] [knocking]
1540 01:06:10,833 01:06:12,866 The act is a painful, powerful-- The act is a painful, powerful--
1541 01:06:12,868 01:06:13,818 [TV shuts off] [TV shuts off]
1542 01:06:15,972 01:06:17,471 [pounding] [pounding]
1543 01:06:17,473 01:06:18,473 [rattling] [rattling]
1544 01:06:18,475 01:06:19,573 (JJ) Who is it? (JJ) Who is it?
1545 01:06:21,561 01:06:23,427 Come here. Shh, shh! Come here. Shh, shh!
1546 01:06:23,429 01:06:24,829 What the-- [muffled shouting] What the-- [muffled shouting]
1547 01:06:24,831 01:06:25,963 Shhhhhhhhh! Shhhhhhhhh!
1548 01:06:25,965 01:06:27,230 We're going to go for a ride. We're going to go for a ride.
1549 01:06:27,232 01:06:29,266 No, we're going to go right now. No, we're going to go right now.
1550 01:06:29,268 01:06:30,617 Put your fucking coat on. Put your fucking coat on.
1551 01:06:30,619 01:06:33,638 [driving rock music] [driving rock music]
1552 01:06:33,640 01:06:37,958 � � � �
1553 01:06:37,960 01:06:39,760 I need my fucking money, JJ. I need my fucking money, JJ.
1554 01:06:39,762 01:06:41,329 You said my birthday, Bobby. You said my birthday, Bobby.
1555 01:06:41,331 01:06:42,696 You know what? Fuck that, man. You know what? Fuck that, man.
1556 01:06:42,698 01:06:44,214 That's-- that's seven days away. That's-- that's seven days away.
1557 01:06:44,216 01:06:45,215 I need it now. I need it now.
1558 01:06:45,217 01:06:46,484 I need it right the fuck now. I need it right the fuck now.
1559 01:06:46,486 01:06:49,036 I just picked up some extra shifts. I just picked up some extra shifts.
1560 01:06:49,038 01:06:51,639 Some guy wants me to look after his mother, see? Some guy wants me to look after his mother, see?
1561 01:06:51,641 01:06:52,640 I'm shoveling snow. I'm shoveling snow.
1562 01:06:52,642 01:06:53,641 How much you got, huh? How much you got, huh?
1563 01:06:53,643 01:06:54,908 It's not what I thought It's not what I thought
1564 01:06:54,910 01:06:56,110 I'd be making at the plant. I'd be making at the plant.
1565 01:06:56,112 01:06:57,712 How much do you have? How much do you have?
1566 01:07:00,416 01:07:01,431 I don't know, Bobby. I don't know, Bobby.
1567 01:07:01,433 01:07:02,566 I'm trying, all right? I'm trying, all right?
1568 01:07:02,568 01:07:04,251 $611? $611?
1569 01:07:04,253 01:07:06,303 What the fuck were you going to do, huh? What the fuck were you going to do, huh?
1570 01:07:06,305 01:07:07,922 Fuck. Fuck.
1571 01:07:07,924 01:07:10,091 Like it really fucking matters anyway, huh? Like it really fucking matters anyway, huh?
1572 01:07:10,093 01:07:11,591 [speaking indistinctly] [speaking indistinctly]
1573 01:07:11,593 01:07:13,628 Oh, fuck, I'm dead! I'm fucking dead! Oh, fuck, I'm dead! I'm fucking dead!
1574 01:07:13,630 01:07:14,795 They're going to ki-- They're going to ki--
1575 01:07:14,797 01:07:15,963 They're going to kill me! They're going to kill me!
1576 01:07:15,965 01:07:16,981 Who is? Who is?
1577 01:07:16,983 01:07:18,833 [whispering] These fucking guys. [whispering] These fucking guys.
1578 01:07:18,835 01:07:21,468 [inhaling sharply and whimpering] [inhaling sharply and whimpering]
1579 01:07:21,470 01:07:23,620 They came all the way from Florida. They came all the way from Florida.
1580 01:07:23,622 01:07:24,605 What do they want? What do they want?
1581 01:07:24,607 01:07:28,892 $16,000-- my head in a box. $16,000-- my head in a box.
1582 01:07:28,894 01:07:31,262 Oh, fuck. Oh, fuck.
1583 01:07:34,417 01:07:37,118 Hey, you got a gun? Hey, you got a gun?
1584 01:07:37,120 01:07:38,952 Huh? Huh?
1585 01:07:38,954 01:07:40,454 You got to get out of here, Bobby. You got to get out of here, Bobby.
1586 01:07:40,456 01:07:41,455 Bull has a gun. Bull has a gun.
1587 01:07:41,457 01:07:42,707 I know Bull has a fucking gun. I know Bull has a fucking gun.
1588 01:07:42,709 01:07:44,525 There's no gun, Bobby, all right? There's no gun, Bobby, all right?
1589 01:07:44,527 01:07:45,960 Look, you got to get out of here. Look, you got to get out of here.
1590 01:07:45,962 01:07:47,328 Where the fuck am I going to go? Where the fuck am I going to go?
1591 01:07:47,330 01:07:50,831 You could stay at my house, all right? You could stay at my house, all right?
1592 01:07:50,833 01:07:52,767 You just got to be out of here by the morning. You just got to be out of here by the morning.
1593 01:07:52,769 01:07:54,167 You'll let me stay at your house You'll let me stay at your house
1594 01:07:54,169 01:07:56,570 after all the shit that we've been through? after all the shit that we've been through?
1595 01:07:56,572 01:08:01,274 We grew up together; of course. We grew up together; of course.
1596 01:08:01,276 01:08:03,627 That's real fucking white of you, man. That's real fucking white of you, man.
1597 01:08:03,629 01:08:07,915 [laughing] Man, if we had a fucking gun-- [laughing] Man, if we had a fucking gun--
1598 01:08:07,917 01:08:09,283 [laughing] [laughing]
1599 01:08:09,285 01:08:11,902 We could show some Cubans what a couple of hicks could do We could show some Cubans what a couple of hicks could do
1600 01:08:11,904 01:08:13,871 with some teamwork and a shotgun, huh? with some teamwork and a shotgun, huh?
1601 01:08:13,873 01:08:15,272 We'd fucking blast them. We'd fucking blast them.
1602 01:08:15,274 01:08:17,341 [laughing] [laughing]
1603 01:08:17,343 01:08:19,260 Fuck the gun, Bobby, all right? Fuck the gun, Bobby, all right?
1604 01:08:19,262 01:08:20,727 Go to the cops. Go to the cops.
1605 01:08:20,729 01:08:22,296 Fuck the cops, man. Fuck the cops, man.
1606 01:08:22,298 01:08:24,081 We have to think, all right? We have to think, all right?
1607 01:08:26,435 01:08:27,551 You got my stash? You got my stash?
1608 01:08:27,553 01:08:29,553 [tires squealing] [tires squealing]
1609 01:08:29,555 01:08:31,806 [engine accelerating rapidly] [engine accelerating rapidly]
1610 01:08:40,183 01:08:41,348 Held out that long, huh? Held out that long, huh?
1611 01:08:41,350 01:08:42,917 [laughing] [laughing]
1612 01:08:42,919 01:08:45,419 That's really great, man; that's really fucking great. That's really great, man; that's really fucking great.
1613 01:08:45,421 01:08:48,538 Congratulations, you know? Congratulations, you know?
1614 01:08:48,540 01:08:51,742 I want you to know that I wasn't going to hurt you really. I want you to know that I wasn't going to hurt you really.
1615 01:08:51,744 01:08:52,809 You know? You know?
1616 01:08:52,811 01:08:54,978 I just-- I just--
1617 01:08:54,980 01:08:57,381 I mean, I mean,
1618 01:08:57,383 01:08:58,682 you know that, right? you know that, right?
1619 01:08:58,684 01:09:00,434 You know that I wasn't going to hurt you. You know that I wasn't going to hurt you.
1620 01:09:00,436 01:09:01,902 We never stopped being friends. We never stopped being friends.
1621 01:09:01,904 01:09:04,238 We both said some shit, but it was bullshit. We both said some shit, but it was bullshit.
1622 01:09:04,240 01:09:06,707 Sure, Bobby, we're still friends. Sure, Bobby, we're still friends.
1623 01:09:06,709 01:09:08,492 I just wanted it to be the same, man. I just wanted it to be the same, man.
1624 01:09:08,494 01:09:09,493 Bobby, you got to run. Bobby, you got to run.
1625 01:09:09,495 01:09:11,178 I mean, Bull might have some money. I mean, Bull might have some money.
1626 01:09:11,180 01:09:12,763 He keeps his wallet on the dresser. He keeps his wallet on the dresser.
1627 01:09:12,765 01:09:14,632 It's going to be different, man. It's going to be different, man.
1628 01:09:14,634 01:09:16,399 You know, if I could just figure out a way You know, if I could just figure out a way
1629 01:09:16,401 01:09:17,685 to walk away from all of this. to walk away from all of this.
1630 01:09:17,687 01:09:20,054 It's going to be so different. It's going to be so different.
1631 01:09:20,056 01:09:22,223 I just need some time to think I just need some time to think
1632 01:09:22,225 01:09:23,924 of how I can make this right, you know? of how I can make this right, you know?
1633 01:09:23,926 01:09:26,310 [inhaling deeply] [inhaling deeply]
1634 01:09:26,312 01:09:29,246 [coughing] [coughing]
1635 01:09:33,953 01:09:35,018 Different. Different.
1636 01:09:42,811 01:09:44,911 [footsteps approaching] [footsteps approaching]
1637 01:09:44,913 01:09:47,114 (>> JOHN:) The only thing I have is 16 bucks, man. (>> JOHN:) The only thing I have is 16 bucks, man.
1638 01:09:47,116 01:09:48,882 I figure this way you have some gas money. I figure this way you have some gas money.
1639 01:09:51,220 01:09:53,621 Bobby? Bobby?
1640 01:09:53,623 01:09:56,407 Bobby? Bobby? Bobby? Bobby?
1641 01:09:56,409 01:09:58,058 Bobby? Bobby?
1642 01:09:58,060 01:10:00,628 Bobby? Bobby?
1643 01:10:00,630 01:10:03,631 [intense music] [intense music]
1644 01:10:03,633 01:10:11,572 � � � �
1645 01:10:21,801 01:10:26,586 (Looper) � These things, I've found. � (Looper) � These things, I've found. �
1646 01:10:26,588 01:10:31,525 � This girl, these sounds. � � This girl, these sounds. �
1647 01:10:31,527 01:10:36,279 � These days are all right. � � These days are all right. �
1648 01:10:36,281 01:10:41,001 � These days and these nights. � � These days and these nights. �
1649 01:10:41,003 01:10:45,840 � These things almost make me smile. � � These things almost make me smile. �
1650 01:10:45,842 01:10:50,577 � These things almost make me smile. � � These things almost make me smile. �
1651 01:10:50,579 01:10:55,583 � These things almost make me smile. � � � These things almost make me smile. � �
1652 01:10:55,585 01:11:03,523 � � � �
1653 01:11:18,707 01:11:21,709 [deep breathing sounds and synthesized music] [deep breathing sounds and synthesized music]
1654 01:11:21,711 01:11:29,650 � � � �
1655 01:11:38,644 01:11:41,629 [woman vocalizing] [woman vocalizing]
1656 01:11:41,631 01:11:49,570 � � � �
1657 01:12:10,158 01:12:13,761 [pounding] [pounding]
1658 01:12:13,763 01:12:15,095 (Bull) JJ, let's go. (Bull) JJ, let's go.
1659 01:12:15,097 01:12:17,397 I'm not going. I'm not going.
1660 01:12:17,399 01:12:19,149 What's the matter? You sick? What's the matter? You sick?
1661 01:12:19,151 01:12:20,701 What--you didn't stay up all night What--you didn't stay up all night
1662 01:12:20,703 01:12:22,870 watching them whales hump, did you? watching them whales hump, did you?
1663 01:12:22,872 01:12:24,471 I'm not going. I'm not going.
1664 01:12:24,473 01:12:26,790 Well, what do you want me to tell them? Well, what do you want me to tell them?
1665 01:12:26,792 01:12:29,092 Tell them I'm not going. Tell them I'm not going.
1666 01:12:37,453 01:12:38,386 Hey. Hey.
1667 01:12:40,923 01:12:42,423 [retching] [retching]
1668 01:12:42,425 01:12:44,992 Oh, honey, are you all right? Oh, honey, are you all right?
1669 01:12:44,994 01:12:46,427 [strained] Get out. [strained] Get out.
1670 01:12:46,429 01:12:48,061 Out! Out!
1671 01:12:48,063 01:12:50,998 Get the fuck out! Get the fuck out!
1672 01:12:51,000 01:12:52,767 JJ? JJ?
1673 01:12:52,769 01:12:55,770 [retching] [retching]
1674 01:12:55,772 01:12:58,773 [driving rock music] [driving rock music]
1675 01:12:58,775 01:13:06,730 � � � �
1676 01:13:19,294 01:13:25,115 (Cell-flo) � I can tell you were wrong. � (Cell-flo) � I can tell you were wrong. �
1677 01:13:25,117 01:13:31,622 � The sky opened wide. � � The sky opened wide. �
1678 01:13:31,624 01:13:37,611 � Out of the storm. � � Out of the storm. �
1679 01:13:37,613 01:13:43,551 � Where will you hide? � � Where will you hide? �
1680 01:13:43,553 01:13:46,386 � The king is a despot; the queen is a liar. � � The king is a despot; the queen is a liar. �
1681 01:13:46,388 01:13:49,423 � The king is a despot; his sisters are thieves. � � The king is a despot; his sisters are thieves. �
1682 01:13:49,425 01:13:51,458 � The king is a despot; his sons are diseased. � � � The king is a despot; his sons are diseased. � �
1683 01:13:57,132 01:13:59,066 Sweetie? Sweetie?
1684 01:14:02,438 01:14:05,005 I'm--I'm just going to leave the tray right here, okay? I'm--I'm just going to leave the tray right here, okay?
1685 01:14:13,916 01:14:15,315 He's been in his room three days. He's been in his room three days.
1686 01:14:15,317 01:14:17,367 He doesn't eat; he doesn't wash. He doesn't eat; he doesn't wash.
1687 01:14:17,369 01:14:18,886 We're out of bourbon again. We're out of bourbon again.
1688 01:14:18,888 01:14:21,171 How can we be out of bourbon again? How can we be out of bourbon again?
1689 01:14:21,173 01:14:23,357 Well, I guess you and Bull must have been drinking Well, I guess you and Bull must have been drinking
1690 01:14:23,359 01:14:24,374 more than you thought. more than you thought.
1691 01:14:24,376 01:14:27,194 Yeah, I guess. Yeah, I guess.
1692 01:14:31,033 01:14:33,834 [sobbing quietly] [sobbing quietly]
1693 01:14:33,836 01:14:37,771 Bobby's funeral is scheduled for JJ's birthday. Bobby's funeral is scheduled for JJ's birthday.
1694 01:14:37,773 01:14:39,889 Why is it so hard? Why is it so hard?
1695 01:14:39,891 01:14:42,859 Why is everything so goddamn hard? Why is everything so goddamn hard?
1696 01:14:42,861 01:14:44,828 Did the autopsy come back? Did the autopsy come back?
1697 01:14:44,830 01:14:46,913 Apparently, he had taken some drugs, Apparently, he had taken some drugs,
1698 01:14:46,915 01:14:48,148 but it wasn't just drugs. but it wasn't just drugs.
1699 01:14:48,150 01:14:50,600 Somebody had mixed in a large quantity Somebody had mixed in a large quantity
1700 01:14:50,602 01:14:53,019 of something called white arsenic. of something called white arsenic.
1701 01:14:53,021 01:14:55,288 I guess Bobby had some rough friends. I guess Bobby had some rough friends.
1702 01:14:55,290 01:14:56,223 [knocking] [knocking]
1703 01:15:00,395 01:15:02,879 [gasping] Elizabeth, come in, come in. [gasping] Elizabeth, come in, come in.
1704 01:15:02,881 01:15:05,232 Oh, sweetie. Oh, sweetie.
1705 01:15:09,772 01:15:11,705 [quiet knocking] [quiet knocking]
1706 01:15:11,707 01:15:13,607 I'm busy! I'm busy!
1707 01:15:13,609 01:15:15,208 (Lizzie) It's me, JJ. (Lizzie) It's me, JJ.
1708 01:15:15,210 01:15:16,643 Can I come in? Can I come in?
1709 01:15:16,645 01:15:18,245 What do you want? What do you want?
1710 01:15:18,247 01:15:20,213 Please? Please?
1711 01:15:24,837 01:15:26,736 (Phyllis) It happens like this, Benji. (Phyllis) It happens like this, Benji.
1712 01:15:26,738 01:15:29,073 Your friends are all playing T-ball one day, Your friends are all playing T-ball one day,
1713 01:15:29,075 01:15:32,393 and the next day, they're joining marijuana clubs. and the next day, they're joining marijuana clubs.
1714 01:15:32,395 01:15:33,460 You be careful. You be careful.
1715 01:15:33,462 01:15:35,062 I'll be careful, Mom. I'll be careful, Mom.
1716 01:15:35,064 01:15:37,047 You want a drink? You want a drink?
1717 01:15:37,049 01:15:39,016 Yeah, if you got one. Yeah, if you got one.
1718 01:15:39,018 01:15:40,050 You're at the Whites'. You're at the Whites'.
1719 01:15:40,052 01:15:41,618 There's always something to drink There's always something to drink
1720 01:15:41,620 01:15:43,303 at the Whites'. at the Whites'.
1721 01:15:43,305 01:15:45,772 [can hissing] [can hissing]
1722 01:15:45,774 01:15:47,707 [tab popping] [tab popping]
1723 01:16:01,073 01:16:03,273 Your mom was real happy to see me. Your mom was real happy to see me.
1724 01:16:03,275 01:16:06,342 Yeah, well, she has a weak heart. Yeah, well, she has a weak heart.
1725 01:16:08,947 01:16:11,599 I'm sorry about Bobby. I'm sorry about Bobby.
1726 01:16:11,601 01:16:14,151 Yeah. Yeah.
1727 01:16:14,153 01:16:15,969 We screwed up. We screwed up.
1728 01:16:18,957 01:16:20,456 What do you want me to say? What do you want me to say?
1729 01:16:20,458 01:16:22,710 That you miss him? That you miss him?
1730 01:16:22,712 01:16:24,278 That you loved him? That you loved him?
1731 01:16:24,280 01:16:27,264 You left me for him. You left me for him.
1732 01:16:27,266 01:16:29,583 Right when I needed you. Right when I needed you.
1733 01:16:29,585 01:16:32,519 I know that. I know that.
1734 01:16:32,521 01:16:33,954 I'm sorry. I'm sorry.
1735 01:16:33,956 01:16:36,790 But you have to understand-- But you have to understand--
1736 01:16:36,792 01:16:38,592 Understand what? Understand what?
1737 01:16:38,594 01:16:42,596 That I didn't want it all to end. That I didn't want it all to end.
1738 01:16:42,598 01:16:45,833 That I don't want to grow old here like my mom. That I don't want to grow old here like my mom.
1739 01:16:45,835 01:16:48,968 That you came back, and suddenly, That you came back, and suddenly,
1740 01:16:48,970 01:16:50,754 it was all over for you. it was all over for you.
1741 01:16:50,756 01:16:52,856 Is there more you had in mind, Lizzie? Is there more you had in mind, Lizzie?
1742 01:16:52,858 01:16:55,142 Is this all right? Is this what you expected? Is this all right? Is this what you expected?
1743 01:17:05,837 01:17:08,322 It's, um, your birthday soon. It's, um, your birthday soon.
1744 01:17:08,324 01:17:12,008 Here. Here.
1745 01:17:24,006 01:17:26,006 (JJ) It's us. (JJ) It's us.
1746 01:17:26,008 01:17:28,242 Bobby's luau. Bobby's luau.
1747 01:17:31,229 01:17:34,181 I'm so sorry, JJ. I'm so sorry, JJ.
1748 01:17:34,183 01:17:37,384 Thank you, Lizzie. Thank you, Lizzie.
1749 01:17:45,094 01:17:46,192 JJ. JJ.
1750 01:17:50,115 01:17:51,114 JJ. JJ.
1751 01:17:51,116 01:17:53,116 Yeah? Yeah?
1752 01:17:53,118 01:17:55,052 There's something I have to ask you. There's something I have to ask you.
1753 01:17:55,054 01:17:56,437 Yeah? Yeah?
1754 01:17:59,191 01:18:00,991 Do you still have Bobby's stash? Do you still have Bobby's stash?
1755 01:18:03,879 01:18:05,713 [quietly] What? [quietly] What?
1756 01:18:05,715 01:18:07,915 Come on, now, JJ. Come on, now, JJ.
1757 01:18:07,917 01:18:09,666 I mean, it's not right I mean, it's not right
1758 01:18:09,668 01:18:11,635 that you should get all of it now. that you should get all of it now.
1759 01:18:11,637 01:18:13,420 What? What?
1760 01:18:13,422 01:18:14,521 I mean, I mean,
1761 01:18:14,523 01:18:17,140 you don't even do the stuff, right? you don't even do the stuff, right?
1762 01:18:17,142 01:18:18,675 Get out. Get out.
1763 01:18:18,677 01:18:19,910 Wait, no, I mean, Wait, no, I mean,
1764 01:18:19,912 01:18:21,945 there is just nothing without Bobby here. there is just nothing without Bobby here.
1765 01:18:21,947 01:18:23,814 I mean, there is nothing with him gone. I mean, there is nothing with him gone.
1766 01:18:23,816 01:18:25,281 We can share, JJ. We can share, JJ.
1767 01:18:25,283 01:18:26,984 Get out! Get out!
1768 01:18:26,986 01:18:28,952 Please, wait, wait. Please, wait, wait.
1769 01:18:28,954 01:18:31,305 Just don't throw everything away. Just don't throw everything away.
1770 01:18:31,307 01:18:32,906 I can still remember what you like. I can still remember what you like.
1771 01:18:32,908 01:18:33,907 Get out! Get out!
1772 01:18:33,909 01:18:34,942 Get the fuck out! Get the fuck out!
1773 01:18:34,944 01:18:36,593 You're making a big mistake, JJ! You're making a big mistake, JJ!
1774 01:18:36,595 01:18:37,528 Get out! Get out!
1775 01:18:39,231 01:18:41,448 When are you going to get another chance like this? When are you going to get another chance like this?
1776 01:18:41,450 01:18:43,833 (JJ) Get out! (JJ) Get out!
1777 01:18:43,835 01:18:46,719 (Dot) One day, you're going to be out there (Dot) One day, you're going to be out there
1778 01:18:46,721 01:18:51,124 pitching touchdowns and making your loving aunt proud of you. pitching touchdowns and making your loving aunt proud of you.
1779 01:18:51,126 01:18:53,127 Hmm? Hmm?
1780 01:18:59,335 01:19:02,269 [slamming and clattering] [slamming and clattering]
1781 01:19:09,278 01:19:11,627 [glass shattering] [glass shattering]
1782 01:19:11,629 01:19:14,697 [clattering continues] [clattering continues]
1783 01:19:17,202 01:19:18,969 Hey, Sasquatch, it's all gone. Hey, Sasquatch, it's all gone.
1784 01:19:20,973 01:19:23,240 (JJ) There's apple strudel schnapps. (JJ) There's apple strudel schnapps.
1785 01:19:23,242 01:19:24,641 Where is this from? Where is this from?
1786 01:19:24,643 01:19:26,293 All right! All right!
1787 01:19:26,295 01:19:28,045 That's enough, JJ. That's enough, JJ.
1788 01:19:28,047 01:19:30,080 Bull, that such some really great tough love. Bull, that such some really great tough love.
1789 01:19:30,082 01:19:32,082 Thank you. Thank you.
1790 01:19:32,084 01:19:34,417 All's that I ask is that you keep it from your mother. All's that I ask is that you keep it from your mother.
1791 01:19:34,419 01:19:37,570 Don't--don't talk to me about my mother. Don't--don't talk to me about my mother.
1792 01:19:37,572 01:19:39,506 You owe it to her. You owe it to her.
1793 01:19:39,508 01:19:42,075 You owe it to her to be sober on your birthday. You owe it to her to be sober on your birthday.
1794 01:19:42,077 01:19:44,478 She can't take it. She can't take it.
1795 01:19:44,480 01:19:46,646 She's no match for you, JJ. She's no match for you, JJ.
1796 01:19:46,648 01:19:48,531 I'm a real handful, huh, Bull? I'm a real handful, huh, Bull?
1797 01:19:49,752 01:19:51,417 I can imagine it'd be a lot easier I can imagine it'd be a lot easier
1798 01:19:51,419 01:19:52,886 if I was just out of the way. if I was just out of the way.
1799 01:19:52,888 01:19:54,420 What are you talking about? What are you talking about?
1800 01:19:54,422 01:19:56,506 Does Mom know? Does Mom know?
1801 01:19:56,508 01:19:57,490 Know what? Know what?
1802 01:19:57,492 01:19:59,193 You stop it. You stop it.
1803 01:19:59,195 01:20:00,560 Stop it, all right? Stop it, all right?
1804 01:20:00,562 01:20:01,495 You bet against me now! You bet against me now!
1805 01:20:07,102 01:20:08,601 Now, please, Now, please,
1806 01:20:08,603 01:20:12,472 please just tell me, was-- did Phyllis know? please just tell me, was-- did Phyllis know?
1807 01:20:12,474 01:20:15,875 She has no idea. She has no idea.
1808 01:20:18,413 01:20:20,246 I only wanted what was best, JJ. I only wanted what was best, JJ.
1809 01:20:20,248 01:20:23,516 And at the time, I believed it was for the best. And at the time, I believed it was for the best.
1810 01:20:23,518 01:20:25,602 Yeah, well, I'm going into the army tomorrow. Yeah, well, I'm going into the army tomorrow.
1811 01:20:25,604 01:20:26,603 They want me. They want me.
1812 01:20:26,605 01:20:30,289 Just like your father. Just like your father.
1813 01:20:30,291 01:20:33,093 You don't have any idea, JJ. You don't have any idea, JJ.
1814 01:20:33,095 01:20:35,495 You were only three years old when it happened. You were only three years old when it happened.
1815 01:20:35,497 01:20:36,697 What do you remember? What do you remember?
1816 01:20:36,699 01:20:40,283 Remember him bouncing you on his knee, hmm? Remember him bouncing you on his knee, hmm?
1817 01:20:40,285 01:20:41,902 Remember him changing your diapers Remember him changing your diapers
1818 01:20:41,904 01:20:44,037 or taking you out to the Dairy Queen? or taking you out to the Dairy Queen?
1819 01:20:44,039 01:20:46,639 Didn't happen. Didn't happen.
1820 01:20:46,641 01:20:49,392 You want to know who your old man was? You want to know who your old man was?
1821 01:20:49,394 01:20:52,111 Finish off that bottle and go take a good look in the mirror. Finish off that bottle and go take a good look in the mirror.
1822 01:20:52,113 01:20:54,180 Why are you doing this? Why are you doing this?
1823 01:20:54,182 01:20:56,917 You want to know where that Purple Heart came from? You want to know where that Purple Heart came from?
1824 01:20:56,919 01:20:59,670 His still blew up and shot glass through his leg. His still blew up and shot glass through his leg.
1825 01:20:59,672 01:21:01,254 So they sent him home So they sent him home
1826 01:21:01,256 01:21:04,491 to wage his own war against his wife and his son. to wage his own war against his wife and his son.
1827 01:21:04,493 01:21:07,594 I was his best friend, JJ, I was his best friend, JJ,
1828 01:21:07,596 01:21:09,529 so I stayed around to watch the carnage so I stayed around to watch the carnage
1829 01:21:09,531 01:21:11,097 for as much as I could stand. for as much as I could stand.
1830 01:21:11,099 01:21:14,000 Your old man-- Your old man--
1831 01:21:14,002 01:21:16,636 standing over your bed, armed with a bottle, standing over your bed, armed with a bottle,
1832 01:21:16,638 01:21:18,355 screaming down at you, screaming down at you,
1833 01:21:18,357 01:21:20,607 "Quit your crying! Soldiers don't cry!" "Quit your crying! Soldiers don't cry!"
1834 01:21:20,609 01:21:21,874 You're lying. You're lying.
1835 01:21:21,876 01:21:24,945 "Only flatfoots and fairies and Section 8s cry." "Only flatfoots and fairies and Section 8s cry."
1836 01:21:24,947 01:21:26,846 And he'd cry right along with you, And he'd cry right along with you,
1837 01:21:26,848 01:21:28,147 and your mother would cry, and your mother would cry,
1838 01:21:28,149 01:21:30,083 and we'd gather around and watch him drink. and we'd gather around and watch him drink.
1839 01:21:30,085 01:21:31,618 Please stop! Please stop!
1840 01:21:31,620 01:21:34,020 There was no car accident. There was no car accident.
1841 01:21:34,022 01:21:35,455 We just told you that to spare you. We just told you that to spare you.
1842 01:21:37,993 01:21:40,693 Your father bled to death in his own bedroom, Your father bled to death in his own bedroom,
1843 01:21:40,695 01:21:43,329 pissing the bed blood red on purpose pissing the bed blood red on purpose
1844 01:21:43,331 01:21:46,883 because he knew your mother would have to clean it up. because he knew your mother would have to clean it up.
1845 01:21:48,420 01:21:51,805 It was the cruelest suicide ever imagined. It was the cruelest suicide ever imagined.
1846 01:21:51,807 01:21:53,857 He took He took
1847 01:21:53,859 01:21:55,658 as much of your mother with him as he could, as much of your mother with him as he could,
1848 01:21:55,660 01:21:57,811 and he would've gotten you, too, and he would've gotten you, too,
1849 01:21:57,813 01:21:59,596 if she hadn't been there to protect you. if she hadn't been there to protect you.
1850 01:21:59,598 01:22:01,331 Please stop. You're fucking lying. Please stop. You're fucking lying.
1851 01:22:01,333 01:22:02,515 You want to kill yourself? You want to kill yourself?
1852 01:22:02,517 01:22:05,018 Don't do it so all of us can see. Don't do it so all of us can see.
1853 01:22:05,020 01:22:08,104 [sniffling] Is that what you want, Bull? [sniffling] Is that what you want, Bull?
1854 01:22:08,106 01:22:12,792 Look, I know it's been rough. Look, I know it's been rough.
1855 01:22:12,794 01:22:14,728 I know it's been unfair. I know it's been unfair.
1856 01:22:14,730 01:22:17,530 Be good to her. Be good to her.
1857 01:22:17,532 01:22:20,266 I'm begging you. I'm begging you.
1858 01:22:34,599 01:22:37,584 [melancholy music] [melancholy music]
1859 01:22:37,586 01:22:45,492 � � � �
1860 01:22:47,779 01:22:52,032 [liquid sloshing] [liquid sloshing]
1861 01:22:58,874 01:23:00,940 Are you ready? Are you ready?
1862 01:23:00,942 01:23:02,075 Where are you going? Where are you going?
1863 01:23:02,077 01:23:05,595 The hospital-- Ernie woke up, remember? The hospital-- Ernie woke up, remember?
1864 01:23:05,597 01:23:07,229 I'm not feeling so hot, Mom. I'm not feeling so hot, Mom.
1865 01:23:07,231 01:23:08,197 Are you sick, sweetie? Are you sick, sweetie?
1866 01:23:09,568 01:23:10,967 Have you been eating strudel? Have you been eating strudel?
1867 01:23:10,969 01:23:13,970 (JJ) Why can't we go visit Ernie tomorrow? (JJ) Why can't we go visit Ernie tomorrow?
1868 01:23:13,972 01:23:15,788 (Phyllis) Tomorrow's a busy day, honey. (Phyllis) Tomorrow's a busy day, honey.
1869 01:23:15,790 01:23:17,941 We got the funeral and then your birthday party. We got the funeral and then your birthday party.
1870 01:23:17,943 01:23:19,442 Reservations at the Ponderosa. Reservations at the Ponderosa.
1871 01:23:19,444 01:23:20,576 (Bull) Hear that, Dot? (Bull) Hear that, Dot?
1872 01:23:20,578 01:23:21,628 Birthday. Birthday.
1873 01:23:21,630 01:23:23,429 Nine short hours from now. Nine short hours from now.
1874 01:23:23,431 01:23:25,314 We can go visit him tomorrow morning, Mom. We can go visit him tomorrow morning, Mom.
1875 01:23:25,316 01:23:26,916 Go. Just go. Go. Just go.
1876 01:23:26,918 01:23:28,317 I'll stay with him, Phyllis. I'll stay with him, Phyllis.
1877 01:23:28,319 01:23:29,602 No, you won't. No, you won't.
1878 01:23:29,604 01:23:30,954 All of you, just go. All of you, just go.
1879 01:23:30,956 01:23:32,255 What do you mean, no, I won't? What do you mean, no, I won't?
1880 01:23:32,257 01:23:33,856 Your husband just came out of a coma. Your husband just came out of a coma.
1881 01:23:33,858 01:23:35,875 Don't you think it'd be nice if you were there? Don't you think it'd be nice if you were there?
1882 01:23:35,877 01:23:37,427 Go, all right! Just go! Go! Go, all right! Just go! Go!
1883 01:23:37,429 01:23:38,661 [knocking] [knocking]
1884 01:23:38,663 01:23:39,645 Oh, sweet Jesus. Oh, sweet Jesus.
1885 01:23:39,647 01:23:40,646 (Bull) Now what? (Bull) Now what?
1886 01:23:40,648 01:23:42,815 I can't imagine. I can't imagine.
1887 01:23:42,817 01:23:45,001 Doctor. Doctor.
1888 01:23:45,003 01:23:46,068 (Dr. Charlie) Hi. (Dr. Charlie) Hi.
1889 01:23:46,070 01:23:47,103 Hello, Phyllis. Hello, Phyllis.
1890 01:23:47,105 01:23:49,022 (Phyllis) How are you, Doctor? (Phyllis) How are you, Doctor?
1891 01:23:49,024 01:23:50,690 What a nice surprise. What a nice surprise.
1892 01:23:50,692 01:23:53,527 I understand that JJ lost a friend. I understand that JJ lost a friend.
1893 01:23:53,529 01:23:56,212 I know; I'll go. I know; I'll go.
1894 01:23:58,383 01:23:59,832 Hello, JJ. Hello, JJ.
1895 01:23:59,834 01:24:00,800 (JJ) Yeah. (JJ) Yeah.
1896 01:24:04,573 01:24:06,172 It's been hard, Doctor. It's been hard, Doctor.
1897 01:24:06,174 01:24:08,642 Caring doesn't just happen in a hospital, Phyllis. Caring doesn't just happen in a hospital, Phyllis.
1898 01:24:08,644 01:24:10,460 I'll stay too, if it'll help. I'll stay too, if it'll help.
1899 01:24:10,462 01:24:11,460 You're coming. You're coming.
1900 01:24:11,462 01:24:13,196 Uh, that's all right, Dot. Uh, that's all right, Dot.
1901 01:24:13,198 01:24:15,131 It's probably if we're left alone. It's probably if we're left alone.
1902 01:24:15,133 01:24:16,432 (Dot) Sure. (Dot) Sure.
1903 01:24:16,434 01:24:18,368 All right, Bull, I'm coming. All right, Bull, I'm coming.
1904 01:24:18,370 01:24:20,070 Just start the car without me. Just start the car without me.
1905 01:24:20,072 01:24:21,371 I have to put on my coat. I have to put on my coat.
1906 01:24:44,012 01:24:47,030 [door opening and closing] [door opening and closing]
1907 01:25:06,668 01:25:08,234 (Bull) It's over, Dot. (Bull) It's over, Dot.
1908 01:25:08,236 01:25:10,804 8 hours and 50 minutes. 8 hours and 50 minutes.
1909 01:25:10,806 01:25:12,705 All that money, Bull-- All that money, Bull--
1910 01:25:12,707 01:25:14,474 tell me you ain't disappointed. tell me you ain't disappointed.
1911 01:25:14,476 01:25:16,643 I ain't disappointed. I ain't disappointed.
1912 01:25:16,645 01:25:17,677 It ain't over yet. It ain't over yet.
1913 01:25:17,679 01:25:19,095 The fat lady hasn't sung. The fat lady hasn't sung.
1914 01:25:19,097 01:25:20,713 [snickering] [snickering]
1915 01:25:30,174 01:25:33,092 [footsteps rapidly approaching] [footsteps rapidly approaching]
1916 01:25:34,429 01:25:36,996 JJ, snow's gone! JJ, snow's gone!
1917 01:25:40,485 01:25:43,003 JJ! JJ!
1918 01:25:43,005 01:25:46,790 It ain't snowing. It ain't snowing.
1919 01:25:46,792 01:25:48,708 So you're going to go outside and play. So you're going to go outside and play.
1920 01:25:48,710 01:25:54,181 Um, JJ said that I could play with JJ. Um, JJ said that I could play with JJ.
1921 01:25:54,183 01:25:55,682 You can play alone, Benji. You can play alone, Benji.
1922 01:25:55,684 01:25:58,034 I can play with JJ. I can play with JJ.
1923 01:25:58,036 01:25:59,919 No, JJ's all grown up now. No, JJ's all grown up now.
1924 01:25:59,921 01:26:01,987 Time to play by yourself, Benji. Time to play by yourself, Benji.
1925 01:26:06,261 01:26:07,426 See you later. See you later.
1926 01:26:12,333 01:26:13,917 (JJ) Benji. (JJ) Benji.
1927 01:26:13,919 01:26:15,268 Is that you? Is that you?
1928 01:26:20,025 01:26:21,691 What are you doing here? What are you doing here?
1929 01:26:21,693 01:26:23,976 Just trying to help you get what you want. Just trying to help you get what you want.
1930 01:26:26,948 01:26:28,848 Apple strudel schnapps. Apple strudel schnapps.
1931 01:26:28,850 01:26:30,617 [chuckling dryly] [chuckling dryly]
1932 01:26:30,619 01:26:31,718 It's a hard way to go. It's a hard way to go.
1933 01:26:31,720 01:26:34,687 Probably less painful to cut your wrists. Probably less painful to cut your wrists.
1934 01:26:35,974 01:26:37,573 Oh. Oh.
1935 01:26:42,881 01:26:45,181 Happy birthday, JJ. Happy birthday, JJ.
1936 01:26:47,903 01:26:49,336 Let's talk. Let's talk.
1937 01:26:49,338 01:26:51,704 We've been talking for seven months, Doc. We've been talking for seven months, Doc.
1938 01:26:51,706 01:26:53,439 Aw, that wasn't talking. Aw, that wasn't talking.
1939 01:26:53,441 01:26:54,958 That was just rhetoric, JJ. That was just rhetoric, JJ.
1940 01:27:00,682 01:27:02,782 Not much fun anymore, is it? Not much fun anymore, is it?
1941 01:27:02,784 01:27:04,417 No. No.
1942 01:27:04,419 01:27:08,104 Wasn't much fun being sober, Wasn't much fun being sober,
1943 01:27:08,106 01:27:12,058 and now it's not much fun being drunk. and now it's not much fun being drunk.
1944 01:27:12,060 01:27:13,193 These past seven months-- These past seven months--
1945 01:27:13,195 01:27:14,694 almost like they never happened. almost like they never happened.
1946 01:27:14,696 01:27:16,763 Why don't you let yourself out? Why don't you let yourself out?
1947 01:27:16,765 01:27:18,798 Quite a piece of ass, isn't she? Quite a piece of ass, isn't she?
1948 01:27:18,800 01:27:19,766 Your aunt? Your aunt?
1949 01:27:19,768 01:27:21,868 What do you want? What do you want?
1950 01:27:21,870 01:27:25,438 I want to tell you the truth, JJ, I want to tell you the truth, JJ,
1951 01:27:25,440 01:27:29,208 and I want you to tell me the truth. and I want you to tell me the truth.
1952 01:27:29,210 01:27:31,344 You said it yourself, Doc. You said it yourself, Doc.
1953 01:27:31,346 01:27:33,846 I'm right back where I started. I'm right back where I started.
1954 01:27:33,848 01:27:35,431 I'm older. I'm older.
1955 01:27:39,488 01:27:42,688 You know how many actually make it, JJ? You know how many actually make it, JJ?
1956 01:27:42,690 01:27:46,392 3%. 3%.
1957 01:27:46,394 01:27:50,362 That's 3 out of 100. Hmm. That's 3 out of 100. Hmm.
1958 01:27:50,364 01:27:53,166 Sometimes it takes a year, sometimes a week, Sometimes it takes a year, sometimes a week,
1959 01:27:53,168 01:27:57,637 sometimes just a day before you end up drunk, high, sometimes just a day before you end up drunk, high,
1960 01:27:57,639 01:27:58,872 What's your point? What's your point?
1960 01:27:57,639 01:27:58,872 What's your point? What's your point?