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1 | 00:00:12,661 | 00:00:14,821 | I thought your story was beautiful. | I thought your story was beautiful. |
2 | 00:00:19,302 | 00:00:23,982 | Like I'm hearing your most private, most intimate thoughts. | Like I'm hearing your most private, most intimate thoughts. |
3 | 00:00:25,782 | 00:00:27,842 | This wonderful hidden life you have access to. | This wonderful hidden life you have access to. |
4 | 00:00:30,903 | 00:00:32,903 | I'm completely jealous. | I'm completely jealous. |
5 | 00:00:35,863 | 00:00:37,863 | Thanks. | Thanks. |
6 | 00:00:38,824 | 00:00:40,824 | For reading it. | For reading it. |
7 | 00:00:44,104 | 00:00:46,124 | What will you do with it? | What will you do with it? |
8 | 00:00:46,224 | 00:00:48,224 | Don't know. | Don't know. |
9 | 00:00:49,825 | 00:00:53,625 | You should submit it to the magazine. | You should submit it to the magazine. |
10 | 00:00:54,985 | 00:00:56,985 | They liked the last one. I don't know. | They liked the last one. I don't know. |
11 | 00:00:58,465 | 00:01:00,466 | Don't know if it's good enough. | Don't know if it's good enough. |
12 | 00:01:01,266 | 00:01:03,266 | Ah, you're just fishing now. | Ah, you're just fishing now. |
13 | 00:01:03,586 | 00:01:04,646 | It's brilliant. | It's brilliant. |
14 | 00:01:21,628 | 00:01:24,948 | * Happy birthday to you * | * Happy birthday to you * |
15 | 00:01:25,268 | 00:01:28,448 | * Happy birthday to you * | * Happy birthday to you * |
16 | 00:01:28,548 | 00:01:32,189 | * Happy birthday dear Marianne * | * Happy birthday dear Marianne * |
17 | 00:01:32,749 | 00:01:35,809 | * Happy birthday to you * | * Happy birthday to you * |
18 | 00:01:41,349 | 00:01:42,490 | Right, make a wish. | Right, make a wish. |
19 | 00:01:45,550 | 00:01:48,290 | This looks so yummy. I can't believe you made this. | This looks so yummy. I can't believe you made this. |
20 | 00:01:48,390 | 00:01:49,970 | It's a perfect essay distraction. | It's a perfect essay distraction. |
21 | 00:01:51,390 | 00:01:53,531 | It's very sweet. Totally unnecessary. | It's very sweet. Totally unnecessary. |
22 | 00:01:53,631 | 00:01:55,211 | Shut your face. You have to have a cake. | Shut your face. You have to have a cake. |
23 | 00:01:55,311 | 00:01:56,731 | Did you get good presents, Marianne? | Did you get good presents, Marianne? |
24 | 00:01:56,831 | 00:01:58,331 | Lovely presents. Thank you, Niall. | Lovely presents. Thank you, Niall. |
25 | 00:01:58,431 | 00:02:00,171 | And what did you get her, Connell? | And what did you get her, Connell? |
26 | 00:02:00,271 | 00:02:02,372 | Uh, a book. | Uh, a book. |
27 | 00:02:02,472 | 00:02:04,472 | Some Frank O'Hara poems. | Some Frank O'Hara poems. |
28 | 00:02:05,792 | 00:02:07,372 | Anyway... | Anyway... |
29 | 00:02:07,472 | 00:02:09,632 | I love it. | I love it. |
30 | 00:02:10,272 | 00:02:12,292 | And what about your family? They get you anything nice? | And what about your family? They get you anything nice? |
31 | 00:02:12,392 | 00:02:14,293 | A sports car or a pony? | A sports car or a pony? |
32 | 00:02:14,393 | 00:02:15,813 | What are you implying? | What are you implying? |
33 | 00:02:15,913 | 00:02:17,493 | Well, I'm just going off my own birthday list. | Well, I'm just going off my own birthday list. |
34 | 00:02:17,593 | 00:02:19,773 | Mm, they don't really go in for birthdays. | Mm, they don't really go in for birthdays. |
35 | 00:02:19,873 | 00:02:21,873 | Oh, fair enough. | Oh, fair enough. |
36 | 00:02:22,233 | 00:02:24,774 | Mm, this cake's fuckin' delicious. | Mm, this cake's fuckin' delicious. |
37 | 00:02:39,835 | 00:02:41,835 | Birthday message? | Birthday message? |
38 | 00:02:42,795 | 00:02:44,376 | Yeah. | Yeah. |
39 | 00:02:44,476 | 00:02:46,476 | My mother. | My mother. |
40 | 00:02:54,156 | 00:02:56,157 | Not exactly "happy birthday." | Not exactly "happy birthday." |
41 | 00:02:56,677 | 00:02:58,677 | What does it say? | What does it say? |
42 | 00:02:59,797 | 00:03:02,877 | "Send me back the keys to the Dublin flat as soon as possible." | "Send me back the keys to the Dublin flat as soon as possible." |
43 | 00:03:03,317 | 00:03:05,318 | So... | So... |
44 | 00:03:18,439 | 00:03:20,439 | I'm sorry. | I'm sorry. |
45 | 00:03:20,879 | 00:03:22,939 | It's okay. | It's okay. |
46 | 00:03:23,039 | 00:03:25,039 | I'm okay. | I'm okay. |
47 | 00:03:36,721 | 00:03:38,661 | (Dogwood Blossom By Fionn Regan) | (Dogwood Blossom By Fionn Regan) |
48 | 00:03:47,922 | 00:03:52,482 | * Keep climbing into my head without knocking * | * Keep climbing into my head without knocking * |
49 | 00:03:54,562 | 00:03:58,963 | * And you fix yourself there like a map pin * | * And you fix yourself there like a map pin * |
50 | 00:04:00,483 | 00:04:05,403 | * Darling, darling, that dam's gonna give * | * Darling, darling, that dam's gonna give * |
51 | 00:04:08,764 | 00:04:10,304 | * It's inevitable... * | * It's inevitable... * |
52 | 00:04:10,404 | 00:04:12,404 | Did you like that? | Did you like that? |
53 | 00:04:13,724 | 00:04:15,724 | Yeah. | Yeah. |
54 | 00:04:16,084 | 00:04:18,084 | Very much. | Very much. |
55 | 00:04:19,125 | 00:04:21,145 | Good. | Good. |
56 | 00:04:21,245 | 00:04:23,865 | * And a mouth that slurs * | * And a mouth that slurs * |
57 | 00:04:23,965 | 00:04:27,265 | * All the shit that it stirs * | * All the shit that it stirs * |
58 | 00:04:27,365 | 00:04:32,366 | * Let that dogwood blossom * | * Let that dogwood blossom * |
59 | 00:04:35,166 | 00:04:40,007 | * Darling, darling, that dam's gonna give * | * Darling, darling, that dam's gonna give * |
60 | 00:04:43,527 | 00:04:49,367 | * It's inevitable, the way that you live * | * It's inevitable, the way that you live * |
61 | 00:04:53,368 | 00:04:55,988 | * Bottles in brown paper * | * Bottles in brown paper * |
62 | 00:04:56,088 | 00:04:58,628 | * And a mouth that slurs * | * And a mouth that slurs * |
63 | 00:04:58,728 | 00:05:01,789 | * All the shit that it stirs * | * All the shit that it stirs * |
64 | 00:05:01,889 | 00:05:05,189 | * Let that dogwood blossom * | * Let that dogwood blossom * |
65 | 00:05:05,289 | 00:05:07,669 | ...could be described as bureaucratic inertia. | ...could be described as bureaucratic inertia. |
66 | 00:05:07,769 | 00:05:09,709 | Who? Connell? | Who? Connell? |
67 | 00:05:09,809 | 00:05:11,810 | Yeah, all right, well, you're getting better. | Yeah, all right, well, you're getting better. |
68 | 00:05:16,330 | 00:05:18,070 | What do you fancy doing tonight? | What do you fancy doing tonight? |
69 | 00:05:18,170 | 00:05:20,190 | Watch a film. Sounds good. | Watch a film. Sounds good. |
70 | 00:05:20,290 | 00:05:23,091 | Oh, I might go for a swim. Another one. | Oh, I might go for a swim. Another one. |
71 | 00:05:23,491 | 00:05:25,671 | But I, I could pick up some food and come to you after. | But I, I could pick up some food and come to you after. |
72 | 00:05:25,771 | 00:05:27,771 | Great. | Great. |
73 | 00:05:28,491 | 00:05:31,231 | Did we get married and become 50-years-old without noticing? | Did we get married and become 50-years-old without noticing? |
74 | 00:05:31,331 | 00:05:33,312 | Maybe. | Maybe. |
75 | 00:05:33,412 | 00:05:35,412 | I actually love it. | I actually love it. |
76 | 00:05:35,972 | 00:05:38,332 | Do you think our first-year selves would hate what we've become? | Do you think our first-year selves would hate what we've become? |
77 | 00:05:39,012 | 00:05:40,352 | I should have known, to be fair. | I should have known, to be fair. |
78 | 00:05:40,452 | 00:05:43,093 | I think first-year me would have been amazed. | I think first-year me would have been amazed. |
79 | 00:05:44,173 | 00:05:46,533 | "Look at her, she's actually content." | "Look at her, she's actually content." |
80 | 00:05:47,133 | 00:05:49,133 | Wow. | Wow. |
81 | 00:05:55,774 | 00:05:57,934 | You all right? Mm-hmm, yeah. | You all right? Mm-hmm, yeah. |
82 | 00:05:58,334 | 00:06:00,894 | I just got this email. From who? | I just got this email. From who? |
83 | 00:06:05,935 | 00:06:07,475 | Connell, from who? | Connell, from who? |
84 | 00:06:07,575 | 00:06:09,575 | It's, uh... | It's, uh... |
85 | 00:06:10,415 | 00:06:12,415 | it's, it's from this university in New York. | it's, it's from this university in New York. |
86 | 00:06:13,936 | 00:06:15,276 | They're offering me a place in their | They're offering me a place in their |
87 | 00:06:15,376 | 00:06:17,376 | MFA creative writing program. | MFA creative writing program. |
88 | 00:06:17,976 | 00:06:19,976 | Oh. | Oh. |
89 | 00:06:20,736 | 00:06:22,736 | I didn't even know you'd applied. | I didn't even know you'd applied. |
90 | 00:06:24,297 | 00:06:27,797 | I mean, congratulations. I'm, I'm not surprised | I mean, congratulations. I'm, I'm not surprised |
91 | 00:06:27,897 | 00:06:29,277 | they've offered you a place. | they've offered you a place. |
92 | 00:06:29,377 | 00:06:32,477 | I'm just a bit surprised you didn't mention it. | I'm just a bit surprised you didn't mention it. |
93 | 00:06:32,577 | 00:06:35,218 | Well, it was such a long shot. | Well, it was such a long shot. |
94 | 00:06:37,818 | 00:06:40,138 | I, um, I-I was embarrassed. | I, um, I-I was embarrassed. |
95 | 00:06:42,058 | 00:06:44,058 | To be honest, I, uh... | To be honest, I, uh... |
96 | 00:06:44,418 | 00:06:46,939 | I still look up to you a lot, and I, uh... | I still look up to you a lot, and I, uh... |
97 | 00:06:48,659 | 00:06:50,959 | I wouldn't want you to see me, I don't know what, deluded, or... | I wouldn't want you to see me, I don't know what, deluded, or... |
98 | 00:06:51,059 | 00:06:52,839 | Connell. And I, | Connell. And I, |
99 | 00:06:52,939 | 00:06:55,179 | I don't even know why I applied. It wasn't even my idea. | I don't even know why I applied. It wasn't even my idea. |
100 | 00:06:56,500 | 00:06:58,780 | Whose idea was it? Uh, one-one of my tutors. | Whose idea was it? Uh, one-one of my tutors. |
101 | 00:07:02,460 | 00:07:04,560 | It's really brilliant, Connell. | It's really brilliant, Connell. |
102 | 00:07:04,660 | 00:07:06,661 | You can see me in New York, can you? | You can see me in New York, can you? |
103 | 00:07:08,101 | 00:07:10,181 | Yeah, actually. | Yeah, actually. |
104 | 00:07:11,461 | 00:07:13,461 | I can. I can't even... | I can. I can't even... |
105 | 00:07:14,261 | 00:07:17,342 | It's making me feel... | It's making me feel... |
106 | 00:07:20,982 | 00:07:23,762 | Now is not the time for me to go halfway across the world | Now is not the time for me to go halfway across the world |
107 | 00:07:23,862 | 00:07:26,022 | and live in a city where I don't know anyone. | and live in a city where I don't know anyone. |
108 | 00:07:28,023 | 00:07:29,683 | Like... | Like... |
109 | 00:07:29,783 | 00:07:31,363 | I could barely walk down the street in Dublin | I could barely walk down the street in Dublin |
110 | 00:07:31,463 | 00:07:33,463 | a couple of months ago without having a panic attack. | a couple of months ago without having a panic attack. |
111 | 00:07:33,943 | 00:07:35,943 | How's that gonna work in New York? | How's that gonna work in New York? |
112 | 00:07:39,704 | 00:07:41,704 | Put it away for a bit. | Put it away for a bit. |
113 | 00:07:42,704 | 00:07:45,664 | It, it's brilliant they offered you a place. | It, it's brilliant they offered you a place. |
114 | 00:07:46,624 | 00:07:48,625 | Don't think about what to do with it for now. | Don't think about what to do with it for now. |
115 | 00:07:52,945 | 00:07:54,945 | I'm not going. | I'm not going. |
116 | 00:07:56,385 | 00:07:58,385 | Okay. | Okay. |
117 | 00:08:13,027 | 00:08:16,567 | And of course, we have to thank Connell. | And of course, we have to thank Connell. |
118 | 00:08:19,427 | 00:08:22,448 | For stepping up and turning out to be | For stepping up and turning out to be |
119 | 00:08:22,548 | 00:08:27,688 | the most naturally fucking gifted editor of all times. | the most naturally fucking gifted editor of all times. |
120 | 00:08:31,069 | 00:08:35,809 | Leading me to announce that our latest brilliant issue | Leading me to announce that our latest brilliant issue |
121 | 00:08:35,909 | 00:08:39,109 | launches tomorrow, and we could not be prouder. | launches tomorrow, and we could not be prouder. |
122 | 00:08:41,270 | 00:08:43,410 | And I made punch, and it's fucking delicious. | And I made punch, and it's fucking delicious. |
123 | 00:08:43,510 | 00:08:46,410 | And it's fucking lethal. Drink up! | And it's fucking lethal. Drink up! |
124 | 00:09:01,672 | 00:09:03,672 | Marianne. | Marianne. |
125 | 00:09:04,112 | 00:09:06,452 | Yeah? Can I ask you something? | Yeah? Can I ask you something? |
126 | 00:09:06,552 | 00:09:08,552 | Mm-hmm. | Mm-hmm. |
127 | 00:09:10,632 | 00:09:12,633 | Christmas. | Christmas. |
128 | 00:09:13,633 | 00:09:15,633 | What about it? | What about it? |
129 | 00:09:17,313 | 00:09:19,313 | Would you like to come to ours? | Would you like to come to ours? |
130 | 00:09:21,233 | 00:09:23,234 | I don't know, Connell. | I don't know, Connell. |
131 | 00:09:24,354 | 00:09:27,234 | That's kind. Lorraine would love to have you. | That's kind. Lorraine would love to have you. |
132 | 00:09:29,794 | 00:09:31,794 | You don't know that. | You don't know that. |
133 | 00:09:36,195 | 00:09:38,195 | What? I think I do know that. | What? I think I do know that. |
134 | 00:09:38,675 | 00:09:40,675 | It's her idea. | It's her idea. |
135 | 00:09:41,395 | 00:09:43,436 | That's kind of her. Mm-hmm. | That's kind of her. Mm-hmm. |
136 | 00:09:49,396 | 00:09:51,396 | So? | So? |
137 | 00:09:52,476 | 00:09:54,217 | So... | So... |
138 | 00:09:54,317 | 00:09:56,257 | (You're All I Want For Christmas By Al Martino) | (You're All I Want For Christmas By Al Martino) |
139 | 00:09:58,677 | 00:10:02,997 | * You're all I want * | * You're all I want * |
140 | 00:10:05,838 | 00:10:07,858 | Stop. Oh, Connell. | Stop. Oh, Connell. |
141 | 00:10:07,958 | 00:10:09,778 | Yeah? It's not funny. | Yeah? It's not funny. |
142 | 00:10:09,878 | 00:10:12,778 | * All I want * | * All I want * |
143 | 00:10:12,878 | 00:10:17,759 | * My whole life through * | * My whole life through * |
144 | 00:10:20,759 | 00:10:26,420 | * Each day is just * | * Each day is just * |
145 | 00:10:26,520 | 00:10:29,520 | * Like Christmas * | * Like Christmas * |
146 | 00:10:31,920 | 00:10:36,401 | * Anytime that I'm * | * Anytime that I'm * |
147 | 00:10:37,201 | 00:10:39,541 | * With you * | * With you * |
148 | 00:10:39,641 | 00:10:42,021 | There they are. Aw, look at the two of you. | There they are. Aw, look at the two of you. |
149 | 00:10:42,121 | 00:10:44,121 | A little Christmas miracle. | A little Christmas miracle. |
150 | 00:10:44,761 | 00:10:47,022 | Been cooking for weeks. Get in here. | Been cooking for weeks. Get in here. |
151 | 00:10:47,122 | 00:10:49,142 | Hi. Hello, sweetheart. | Hi. Hello, sweetheart. |
152 | 00:10:49,242 | 00:10:51,242 | Oh. | Oh. |
153 | 00:10:53,002 | 00:10:54,942 | Thanks for having me. | Thanks for having me. |
154 | 00:10:59,163 | 00:11:01,463 | Where should I put these, where? I'll take them off ya. | Where should I put these, where? I'll take them off ya. |
155 | 00:11:05,523 | 00:11:07,264 | Editor. Well, that's impressive. | Editor. Well, that's impressive. |
156 | 00:11:07,364 | 00:11:09,384 | No, well, I'm just really doing it as a favor. | No, well, I'm just really doing it as a favor. |
157 | 00:11:09,484 | 00:11:11,584 | I'm sure people edit newspapers as a favor. | I'm sure people edit newspapers as a favor. |
158 | 00:11:11,684 | 00:11:13,144 | He's doing brilliantly. | He's doing brilliantly. |
159 | 00:11:13,244 | 00:11:15,704 | It's a literary magazine. It's absolutely not a newspaper. | It's a literary magazine. It's absolutely not a newspaper. |
160 | 00:11:21,925 | 00:11:23,905 | Am I, am I involved in politics? | Am I, am I involved in politics? |
161 | 00:11:25,285 | 00:11:26,985 | What? | What? |
162 | 00:11:27,085 | 00:11:28,306 | Why is that funny? | Why is that funny? |
163 | 00:11:28,406 | 00:11:29,506 | Am I Dobby? | Am I Dobby? |
164 | 00:11:31,686 | 00:11:33,386 | Do I like me? Oh, no. | Do I like me? Oh, no. |
165 | 00:11:33,486 | 00:11:35,486 | No... | No... |
166 | 00:11:39,287 | 00:11:41,107 | You all right? | You all right? |
167 | 00:11:41,207 | 00:11:43,207 | Yeah. | Yeah. |
168 | 00:11:44,007 | 00:11:46,647 | Is it too much? No. | Is it too much? No. |
169 | 00:11:48,087 | 00:11:50,088 | It's so nice. | It's so nice. |
170 | 00:11:50,728 | 00:11:52,728 | Proper Christmas. | Proper Christmas. |
171 | 00:11:53,608 | 00:11:55,608 | It's lovely. | It's lovely. |
172 | 00:12:00,849 | 00:12:02,149 | Well, you have to do something. | Well, you have to do something. |
173 | 00:12:02,249 | 00:12:04,229 | What are your school friends up to? | What are your school friends up to? |
174 | 00:12:04,329 | 00:12:06,449 | Brennan's, like every year. | Brennan's, like every year. |
175 | 00:12:06,929 | 00:12:09,509 | I'm just not sure I could see a New Year's in a Brennan's. | I'm just not sure I could see a New Year's in a Brennan's. |
176 | 00:12:20,611 | 00:12:22,611 | Hello, Denise. Happy New Year. | Hello, Denise. Happy New Year. |
177 | 00:13:04,375 | 00:13:06,455 | What do people in town think of her? | What do people in town think of her? |
178 | 00:13:19,696 | 00:13:21,696 | I suppose... | I suppose... |
179 | 00:13:25,577 | 00:13:28,657 | I suppose she'd be considered a bit odd. | I suppose she'd be considered a bit odd. |
180 | 00:13:35,338 | 00:13:37,338 | Oh. | Oh. |
181 | 00:14:45,104 | 00:14:47,245 | Your cheeks are red. | Your cheeks are red. |
182 | 00:14:47,345 | 00:14:49,365 | It's cold. | It's cold. |
183 | 00:14:49,465 | 00:14:51,465 | Will you come tonight? | Will you come tonight? |
184 | 00:14:54,425 | 00:14:56,425 | You should. | You should. |
185 | 00:14:57,385 | 00:14:59,506 | Far be it from me to disobey an order. | Far be it from me to disobey an order. |
186 | 00:15:09,627 | 00:15:11,367 | All right, hey, hey, you! | All right, hey, hey, you! |
187 | 00:15:11,467 | 00:15:12,887 | How's it going, Gary? Good to see you. | How's it going, Gary? Good to see you. |
188 | 00:15:12,987 | 00:15:14,987 | Good to see you, too. Happy New Year to you. | Good to see you, too. Happy New Year to you. |
189 | 00:15:17,987 | 00:15:19,168 | Hey! Hey! | Hey! Hey! |
190 | 00:15:19,268 | 00:15:21,268 | So nice to see you. | So nice to see you. |
191 | 00:15:22,748 | 00:15:24,488 | You look amazing. So do you. | You look amazing. So do you. |
192 | 00:15:24,588 | 00:15:26,088 | You look gorgeous. | You look gorgeous. |
193 | 00:15:26,188 | 00:15:28,168 | Marianne, how are you getting on? | Marianne, how are you getting on? |
194 | 00:15:28,268 | 00:15:29,769 | Happy New Year, how are you? | Happy New Year, how are you? |
195 | 00:15:29,869 | 00:15:32,449 | Good to see ya. Good, good. Get you a drink? | Good to see ya. Good, good. Get you a drink? |
196 | 00:15:32,549 | 00:15:34,929 | Yes, please. Would you like one? No, no, no. | Yes, please. Would you like one? No, no, no. |
197 | 00:15:35,029 | 00:15:37,029 | See you in a second. One second. | See you in a second. One second. |
198 | 00:15:38,189 | 00:15:40,990 | Marianne Sheridan. Hi. | Marianne Sheridan. Hi. |
199 | 00:16:15,033 | 00:16:17,033 | I love you. | I love you. |
200 | 00:16:19,593 | 00:16:21,594 | I love you, too. | I love you, too. |
201 | 00:17:16,079 | 00:17:18,079 | You all right? | You all right? |
202 | 00:17:18,919 | 00:17:20,919 | Yeah, I am. | Yeah, I am. |
203 | 00:17:22,719 | 00:17:24,720 | Just never felt like home. | Just never felt like home. |
204 | 00:17:26,400 | 00:17:28,400 | Didn't feel right to be here to be honest. | Didn't feel right to be here to be honest. |
205 | 00:17:34,040 | 00:17:36,041 | What? | What? |
206 | 00:17:39,361 | 00:17:41,361 | I've been thinking about New York. | I've been thinking about New York. |
207 | 00:17:42,761 | 00:17:44,761 | The offer. | The offer. |
208 | 00:17:45,162 | 00:17:47,342 | What about it? | What about it? |
209 | 00:17:47,442 | 00:17:49,442 | I don't know, I just... | I don't know, I just... |
210 | 00:17:50,722 | 00:17:53,882 | I keep imagining you being there. | I keep imagining you being there. |
211 | 00:17:55,322 | 00:17:57,323 | Writing. | Writing. |
212 | 00:18:00,963 | 00:18:02,963 | Right. | Right. |
213 | 00:18:05,123 | 00:18:07,124 | You've been thinking about it. Yeah. | You've been thinking about it. Yeah. |
214 | 00:18:07,684 | 00:18:09,344 | Yeah. A bit. | Yeah. A bit. |
215 | 00:18:09,444 | 00:18:11,864 | Like, obviously, I-I've thought about it a bit, | Like, obviously, I-I've thought about it a bit, |
216 | 00:18:11,964 | 00:18:13,964 | but that doesn't mean that... | but that doesn't mean that... |
217 | 00:18:15,884 | 00:18:17,105 | Uh... | Uh... |
218 | 00:18:17,205 | 00:18:19,205 | it just feels too hard. | it just feels too hard. |
219 | 00:18:21,965 | 00:18:25,345 | Everything recently has been hard or it's been an effort | Everything recently has been hard or it's been an effort |
220 | 00:18:25,445 | 00:18:26,906 | and maybe this year | and maybe this year |
221 | 00:18:27,006 | 00:18:28,746 | just needs to be straightforward, you know? | just needs to be straightforward, you know? |
222 | 00:18:28,846 | 00:18:32,566 | There's been a lot of stuff that's been difficult. | There's been a lot of stuff that's been difficult. |
223 | 00:18:33,166 | 00:18:35,166 | And painful. | And painful. |
224 | 00:18:35,646 | 00:18:38,067 | And this would be difficult and amazing. | And this would be difficult and amazing. |
225 | 00:18:38,167 | 00:18:40,287 | Potentially, yes. It's New York. | Potentially, yes. It's New York. |
226 | 00:18:41,847 | 00:18:43,847 | It's writing. | It's writing. |
227 | 00:18:44,727 | 00:18:48,288 | It'd be fucking amazing, Connell. | It'd be fucking amazing, Connell. |
228 | 00:18:50,608 | 00:18:52,608 | Yeah. | Yeah. |
229 | 00:18:53,168 | 00:18:55,168 | Yeah, maybe. | Yeah, maybe. |
230 | 00:18:56,128 | 00:18:58,128 | Would you come with me? | Would you come with me? |
231 | 00:18:59,169 | 00:19:01,069 | We could be there together, and, | We could be there together, and, |
232 | 00:19:01,169 | 00:19:04,409 | and you could study or work, and... | and you could study or work, and... |
233 | 00:19:09,890 | 00:19:11,890 | Why? | Why? |
234 | 00:19:13,890 | 00:19:15,890 | I want to stay here. | I want to stay here. |
235 | 00:19:19,010 | 00:19:21,051 | I want to live the life I'm living. | I want to live the life I'm living. |
236 | 00:19:23,291 | 00:19:25,291 | It's quite a thing. | It's quite a thing. |
237 | 00:19:26,211 | 00:19:28,271 | And I'm getting better at it. | And I'm getting better at it. |
238 | 00:19:28,371 | 00:19:30,372 | Yeah. | Yeah. |
239 | 00:19:45,333 | 00:19:47,333 | I'd miss you too much. | I'd miss you too much. |
240 | 00:19:48,253 | 00:19:50,253 | I'd be sick. | I'd be sick. |
241 | 00:19:51,414 | 00:19:53,414 | At first. | At first. |
242 | 00:19:53,894 | 00:19:55,894 | But it would get better. | But it would get better. |
243 | 00:19:57,374 | 00:19:59,314 | Mm-hmm, yeah. | Mm-hmm, yeah. |
244 | 00:19:59,414 | 00:20:02,695 | Yeah, and it's only a year, and then I'll be back. | Yeah, and it's only a year, and then I'll be back. |
245 | 00:20:10,055 | 00:20:12,056 | Don't promise that. | Don't promise that. |
246 | 00:20:14,656 | 00:20:16,656 | You don't know... | You don't know... |
247 | 00:20:17,216 | 00:20:19,216 | where either of us will be. | where either of us will be. |
248 | 00:20:20,536 | 00:20:22,537 | Or what will happen. | Or what will happen. |
249 | 00:20:35,138 | 00:20:37,858 | I wouldn't be here if it wasn't for you. | I wouldn't be here if it wasn't for you. |
250 | 00:20:38,778 | 00:20:40,778 | No. | No. |
251 | 00:20:41,178 | 00:20:43,179 | That's true. | That's true. |
252 | 00:20:43,739 | 00:20:47,739 | I mean, you'd be somewhere else entirely. | I mean, you'd be somewhere else entirely. |
253 | 00:20:48,459 | 00:20:50,779 | You'd be a different person. | You'd be a different person. |
254 | 00:20:52,059 | 00:20:54,060 | And me, too. | And me, too. |
255 | 00:20:58,620 | 00:21:04,301 | But we have done so much good for one another. | But we have done so much good for one another. |
256 | 00:21:08,701 | 00:21:10,741 | You know I love you. | You know I love you. |
257 | 00:21:13,381 | 00:21:16,462 | And I'm never gonna feel the same way for anyone else. | And I'm never gonna feel the same way for anyone else. |
258 | 00:21:19,062 | 00:21:21,062 | I know. | I know. |
259 | 00:21:34,223 | 00:21:36,224 | I'll go. | I'll go. |
260 | 00:21:39,064 | 00:21:41,064 | And we'll be okay. | And we'll be okay. |
260 | 00:21:39,064 | 00:21:41,064 | And we'll be okay. | And we'll be okay. |