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1 00:00:00,513 00:00:02,774 (Rare By Selena Gomez) (Rare By Selena Gomez)
2 00:00:02,874 00:00:05,214 * Baby, right now it feels like * * Baby, right now it feels like *
3 00:00:05,314 00:00:09,655 * It feels like you don't care * * It feels like you don't care *
4 00:00:09,755 00:00:14,317 * Oh, why don't you recognize I'm so rare? * * Oh, why don't you recognize I'm so rare? *
5 00:00:15,437 00:00:17,437 Why you on your own? Why you on your own?
6 00:00:18,198 00:00:20,358 You prefer it, your own company? You prefer it, your own company?
7 00:00:22,879 00:00:24,999 * I don't have it all * * I don't have it all *
8 00:00:25,919 00:00:27,920 Do you want a drink? Do you want a drink?
9 00:00:30,120 00:00:32,121 I think you do. I think you do.
10 00:00:33,121 00:00:34,622 Okay, then. Okay, then.
11 00:00:34,722 00:00:36,702 * To tell me I'm rare * * To tell me I'm rare *
12 00:00:36,802 00:00:39,283 * To make me feel rare * * To make me feel rare *
13 00:00:40,163 00:00:42,343 * Baby * * Baby *
14 00:00:42,443 00:00:45,704 * Don't make me count up all the reasons * * Don't make me count up all the reasons *
15 00:00:45,804 00:00:47,805 * To stay with you * * To stay with you *
16 00:00:57,287 00:00:59,228 I'm glad to hear things are okay over there in Sweden I'm glad to hear things are okay over there in Sweden
17 00:00:59,328 00:01:01,308 and that the course is good. and that the course is good.
18 00:01:01,408 00:01:04,209 Everything is basically the same here as before you left. Everything is basically the same here as before you left.
19 00:01:05,609 00:01:07,510 I looked up your friend, the photographer I looked up your friend, the photographer
20 00:01:07,610 00:01:09,390 on Facebook, by the way. on Facebook, by the way.
21 00:01:09,490 00:01:11,871 He seems interesting. He seems interesting.
22 00:01:11,971 00:01:15,011 Is he your boyfriend or are you not putting labels on it? Is he your boyfriend or are you not putting labels on it?
23 00:01:16,612 00:01:18,592 I know you like the tall, handsome guys as you say. I know you like the tall, handsome guys as you say.
24 00:01:18,692 00:01:20,633 So, why not Lukas, So, why not Lukas,
25 00:01:20,733 00:01:24,474 who looks tall and is also handsome? who looks tall and is also handsome?
26 00:01:24,574 00:01:27,274 Helen has seen his photo and agrees, but whatever. Helen has seen his photo and agrees, but whatever.
27 00:01:27,374 00:01:29,035 I'm not pushing the boyfriend thing. I'm not pushing the boyfriend thing.
28 00:01:29,135 00:01:32,996 I just hope you've confirmed that he is not a psychopath. I just hope you've confirmed that he is not a psychopath.
29 00:01:33,096 00:01:35,096 You don't always have a good radar on that. You don't always have a good radar on that.
30 00:01:36,137 00:01:37,997 Helen says hi, by the way. Helen says hi, by the way.
31 00:01:38,097 00:01:40,098 And let me know when you're back for Christmas. And let me know when you're back for Christmas.
32 00:01:41,938 00:01:43,939 It'd be good to see you. It'd be good to see you.
33 00:01:55,421 00:01:57,422 Marianne? Mm-hmm? Marianne? Mm-hmm?
34 00:01:58,662 00:02:00,903 Oh. Oh.
35 00:02:01,983 00:02:03,983 You looks nice. You looks nice.
36 00:02:05,904 00:02:07,904 You okay? You okay?
37 00:02:09,225 00:02:11,225 I'm gonna go grab something to eat. You want to come? I'm gonna go grab something to eat. You want to come?
38 00:02:11,745 00:02:13,746 Sure. Sure. Sure. Sure.
39 00:02:36,151 00:02:38,152 Something the matter? Something the matter?
40 00:02:45,114 00:02:47,294 Oh. Oh.
41 00:02:47,394 00:02:49,395 Are you breaking up with me? Are you breaking up with me?
42 00:02:52,195 00:02:54,196 Maybe. Maybe.
43 00:02:55,116 00:02:57,116 Maybe, yeah. Maybe, yeah.
44 00:02:58,477 00:03:00,177 Okay, uh, can I do anything Okay, uh, can I do anything
45 00:03:00,277 00:03:01,818 to stop you from breaking up with me? to stop you from breaking up with me?
46 00:03:06,479 00:03:08,379 Come on. Come on.
47 00:03:08,479 00:03:10,340 Tell me, what is it? Look. Tell me, what is it? Look.
48 00:03:10,440 00:03:12,820 I just...I don't think I just...I don't think
49 00:03:12,920 00:03:14,921 a relationship is what I want. a relationship is what I want.
50 00:03:16,761 00:03:18,762 What do you want? What do you want?
51 00:03:26,164 00:03:28,164 I really like you. I really like you.
52 00:03:30,005 00:03:32,005 That. That.
53 00:03:33,045 00:03:35,646 I don't-I don't want that. I don't-I don't want that.
54 00:03:37,126 00:03:39,127 I don't want you to say that. I don't want you to say that.
55 00:03:41,967 00:03:44,168 Really? Really. Really? Really.
56 00:03:46,929 00:03:48,929 I want... I want...
57 00:03:49,329 00:03:51,330 if anything... if anything...
58 00:03:52,170 00:03:54,070 the opposite. the opposite.
59 00:03:54,170 00:03:56,171 Of that. Of that.
60 00:04:01,212 00:04:03,213 Yeah. Yeah.
61 00:04:04,493 00:04:06,493 That would be better. That would be better.
62 00:04:16,416 00:04:18,416 We're a bunch of, um... We're a bunch of, um...
63 00:04:18,817 00:04:20,557 scientists and pragmatists, you know what I mean? scientists and pragmatists, you know what I mean?
64 00:04:20,657 00:04:23,018 Yeah. It's nice to have somebody with a little bit of creativity. Yeah. It's nice to have somebody with a little bit of creativity.
65 00:04:24,378 00:04:26,518 Thanks, Dad. No, I didn't... Thanks, Dad. No, I didn't...
66 00:04:26,618 00:04:29,079 no, I mean, in a good way. no, I mean, in a good way.
67 00:04:29,179 00:04:31,460 Yeah, that was nice. Yeah? Yeah, that was nice. Yeah?
68 00:04:33,380 00:04:35,381 They really liked you. They really liked you.
69 00:04:41,142 00:04:43,323 They never really got on with Rory. They never really got on with Rory.
70 00:04:43,423 00:04:44,963 Right. Right.
71 00:04:45,063 00:04:46,443 Don't know why. Don't know why.
72 00:04:46,543 00:04:48,544 Maybe he was a bit full of it. Maybe he was a bit full of it.
73 00:04:49,824 00:04:51,565 He was probably a gobshite. He was probably a gobshite.
74 00:04:54,665 00:04:56,986 Did your mom like Marianne? Of course. Did your mom like Marianne? Of course.
75 00:04:57,946 00:04:59,947 Lorraine likes everybody. Lorraine likes everybody.
76 00:05:01,747 00:05:03,247 I think she felt a bit sorry for her. I think she felt a bit sorry for her.
77 00:05:03,347 00:05:05,348 Sorry for Marianne? About what? Sorry for Marianne? About what?
78 00:06:18,966 00:06:20,966 I want to have a shower. I want to have a shower.
79 00:06:23,967 00:06:25,908 We're not done here. We're not done here.
80 00:06:26,008 00:06:28,128 Don't ask that, don't ask me for stuff. Don't ask that, don't ask me for stuff.
81 00:06:30,649 00:06:32,629 Don't move. Don't move.
82 00:06:32,729 00:06:34,730 I'll tell you when it's over and you can have a shower. I'll tell you when it's over and you can have a shower.
83 00:06:41,131 00:06:43,132 You're worthless. You're worthless.
84 00:06:45,813 00:06:47,813 You're nothing. You're nothing.
85 00:06:55,615 00:06:58,736 I feel so not myself at the moment. I feel so not myself at the moment.
86 00:07:00,096 00:07:02,397 Not in a bad way. Not in a bad way.
87 00:07:02,497 00:07:05,857 I just feel outside of my own life somehow. I just feel outside of my own life somehow.
88 00:07:07,938 00:07:10,919 Sometimes, someone will make eye contact with me Sometimes, someone will make eye contact with me
89 00:07:11,019 00:07:14,840 like a bus conductor or a person looking for change. like a bus conductor or a person looking for change.
90 00:07:14,940 00:07:18,881 And I'll feel shocked that anyone can actually see me. And I'll feel shocked that anyone can actually see me.
91 00:07:18,981 00:07:21,721 And there's something comforting about it. And there's something comforting about it.
92 00:07:21,821 00:07:24,262 Something good about feeling sort of numb. Something good about feeling sort of numb.
93 00:07:25,302 00:07:27,303 Detached from it all. Detached from it all.
94 00:07:27,863 00:07:29,863 Does that make sense? Does that make sense?
95 00:07:31,984 00:07:33,924 (99 Luftballons By Nena) (99 Luftballons By Nena)
96 00:07:39,506 00:07:41,766 Thank you for bringing us to the fucking Thank you for bringing us to the fucking
97 00:07:41,866 00:07:44,467 most depressing Christmas party ever. most depressing Christmas party ever.
98 00:07:44,987 00:07:46,648 Look at the roof. Look at that roof. Look at the roof. Look at that roof.
99 00:07:46,748 00:07:49,848 It's the most, single-handedly the most depressing place... It's the most, single-handedly the most depressing place...
100 00:07:49,948 00:07:51,289 I'm having a great time. I'm having a great time.
101 00:07:54,789 00:07:56,790 All right. All right.
102 00:07:58,830 00:08:01,271 Yeah, four lagers, please. Thanks. Yeah, four lagers, please. Thanks.
103 00:08:04,192 00:08:07,072 Connell Waldron. All right, Peggy. Connell Waldron. All right, Peggy.
104 00:08:09,233 00:08:10,613 Jesus Christ, Jesus Christ,
105 00:08:10,713 00:08:12,954 haven't seen you in such a long time. haven't seen you in such a long time.
106 00:08:14,474 00:08:16,135 How's Marianne getting on? I heard she's up to How's Marianne getting on? I heard she's up to
107 00:08:16,235 00:08:17,855 some interesting stuff over in Sweden. some interesting stuff over in Sweden.
108 00:08:17,955 00:08:20,056 I'm so fuckin' jealous. I'm so fuckin' jealous.
109 00:08:20,156 00:08:22,376 Jamie was saying she was into some weird stuff. Jamie was saying she was into some weird stuff.
110 00:08:22,476 00:08:25,777 Like, bondage and shit. Was that you? Like, bondage and shit. Was that you?
111 00:08:25,877 00:08:27,498 Did you like, kick her off on all that stuff? Did you like, kick her off on all that stuff?
112 00:08:27,598 00:08:29,778 Fuck off, Peggy. Fuck off, Peggy.
113 00:08:29,878 00:08:31,499 I'm just talking about stuff I've heard here... I'm just talking about stuff I've heard here...
114 00:08:31,599 00:08:33,599 Yeah, and I don't want to hear about it, thanks. Yeah, and I don't want to hear about it, thanks.
115 00:08:49,043 00:08:51,043 You all right? You all right?
116 00:08:51,563 00:08:53,564 What's up? What's up?
117 00:08:54,284 00:08:56,345 It's just Peggy. It's just Peggy.
118 00:08:56,445 00:08:58,445 Saying shit about Marianne. Saying shit about Marianne.
119 00:08:58,885 00:09:00,306 Oh. Oh.
120 00:09:00,406 00:09:02,406 Saying what? Oh, just shit. Saying what? Oh, just shit.
121 00:09:08,247 00:09:10,248 What? She just... What? She just...
122 00:09:11,008 00:09:13,009 seems to be a person that people like to talk about. seems to be a person that people like to talk about.
123 00:09:16,169 00:09:18,170 Right. Right.
124 00:09:18,970 00:09:21,771 And...I don't know that she... And...I don't know that she...
125 00:09:22,451 00:09:25,852 necessarily has a problem with that. necessarily has a problem with that.
126 00:09:27,612 00:09:29,613 Uh, what do you mean? Uh, what do you mean?
127 00:09:32,453 00:09:35,654 I mean, she sort of fucking invites it, Connell. I mean, she sort of fucking invites it, Connell.
128 00:09:36,814 00:09:38,815 Enjoys it. Enjoys it.
129 00:09:44,176 00:09:46,177 Why are you so bothered? Why are you so bothered?
130 00:10:01,060 00:10:03,221 Well, I'm gonna go in. I'm cold. Well, I'm gonna go in. I'm cold.
131 00:10:20,745 00:10:22,406 From your emails, it doesn't sound like From your emails, it doesn't sound like
132 00:10:22,506 00:10:23,886 you're completely happy in Sweden. you're completely happy in Sweden.
133 00:10:23,986 00:10:26,687 Maybe I'm wrong. Maybe I'm wrong.
134 00:10:26,787 00:10:29,087 I think I know the feeling of being detached from the world, I think I know the feeling of being detached from the world,
135 00:10:29,187 00:10:31,188 although I haven't felt that way lately. although I haven't felt that way lately.
136 00:10:33,989 00:10:37,329 (Berlin By RY X) (Berlin By RY X)
137 00:10:37,429 00:10:38,890 Not to put pressure on you at all, Not to put pressure on you at all,
138 00:10:38,990 00:10:40,730 because it's obviously your decision. because it's obviously your decision.
139 00:10:40,830 00:10:43,511 But I'm sad to hear you're not coming home for Christmas. But I'm sad to hear you're not coming home for Christmas.
140 00:10:44,991 00:10:46,892 Thinking it over, I don't think I've ever gone Thinking it over, I don't think I've ever gone
141 00:10:46,992 00:10:48,992 a whole year of my life without seeing you before. a whole year of my life without seeing you before.
142 00:10:52,913 00:10:55,274 At least not since we were 11 or 12. At least not since we were 11 or 12.
143 00:11:01,235 00:11:06,136 Anyway, that's just my way of saying I miss you. Anyway, that's just my way of saying I miss you.
144 00:11:06,236 00:11:08,557 And I'm looking forward to seeing you, whenever that will be. And I'm looking forward to seeing you, whenever that will be.
145 00:11:11,838 00:11:13,998 Will you send a message to let me know how you're getting on? Will you send a message to let me know how you're getting on?
146 00:11:15,839 00:11:18,659 Or we could even talk on the phone if you want. Or we could even talk on the phone if you want.
147 00:11:18,759 00:11:22,760 * And I'll stop waiting by the phone * * And I'll stop waiting by the phone *
148 00:11:24,281 00:11:26,281 I hope things are okay. I hope things are okay.
149 00:11:28,962 00:11:30,382 It just doesn't make any sense It just doesn't make any sense
150 00:11:30,482 00:11:32,483 to come back for such a short amount of time. to come back for such a short amount of time.
151 00:11:40,165 00:11:42,305 Hello? Hello?
152 00:11:42,405 00:11:44,406 I heard you. I heard you.
153 00:11:44,926 00:11:46,926 I have a lot of work on. I have a lot of work on.
154 00:11:47,687 00:11:49,687 It's Christmas. Yeah. It's Christmas. Yeah.
155 00:11:50,407 00:11:52,408 I'm aware. I'm aware.
156 00:11:55,208 00:11:57,809 So you'll stay in Sweden on Christmas Day? So you'll stay in Sweden on Christmas Day?
157 00:11:59,249 00:12:01,730 I don't know. I'll work or something. I don't know. I'll work or something.
158 00:12:06,451 00:12:08,452 And we'll see you when exactly? And we'll see you when exactly?
159 00:12:10,572 00:12:12,573 I don't know. I don't know.
160 00:12:14,013 00:12:16,074 Right. Right.
161 00:12:16,174 00:12:18,874 Well, I better not keep you. You sound very busy. Well, I better not keep you. You sound very busy.
162 00:12:18,974 00:12:22,195 * Sorry love, I'm running home * * Sorry love, I'm running home *
163 00:12:22,295 00:12:24,296 Bye. Bye.
164 00:12:28,657 00:12:33,578 * I'm a child of sun and the stars I love * * I'm a child of sun and the stars I love *
165 00:13:45,275 00:13:47,756 I've been thinking a lot about the summer. I've been thinking a lot about the summer.
166 00:13:48,996 00:13:50,997 And about Jamie and Peggy. And about Jamie and Peggy.
167 00:13:53,437 00:13:55,818 I'm trying to figure out if I ever really thought I'm trying to figure out if I ever really thought
168 00:13:55,918 00:13:57,919 that that was friendship. that that was friendship.
169 00:13:59,119 00:14:01,119 That it was real. That it was real.
170 00:14:01,839 00:14:03,840 Or if I just liked the feeling of it. Or if I just liked the feeling of it.
171 00:14:04,840 00:14:06,841 The pretense of it. The pretense of it.
172 00:14:10,842 00:14:12,842 You must be getting ready to go home. You must be getting ready to go home.
173 00:14:15,523 00:14:20,784 When I think of Christmastime, now, I think of Carricklea. When I think of Christmastime, now, I think of Carricklea.
174 00:14:20,884 00:14:24,025 I imagine a Christmas tree in your front room. I imagine a Christmas tree in your front room.
175 00:14:24,125 00:14:26,826 Covered in tinsel. Covered in tinsel.
176 00:14:26,926 00:14:29,486 I can't picture my house at all. I can't picture my house at all.
177 00:14:32,167 00:14:34,167 I miss you. I miss you.
178 00:14:58,613 00:15:00,614 I'm gonna take your photo. I'm gonna take your photo.
179 00:15:02,054 00:15:04,055 What do you mean? What do you mean?
180 00:15:04,615 00:15:06,615 I have an idea. I have an idea.
181 00:15:07,456 00:15:09,856 When? Tomorrow. When? Tomorrow.
182 00:15:11,457 00:15:13,457 Okay. Okay.
183 00:15:17,418 00:15:19,419 Come in the shower. Come in the shower.
184 00:15:22,859 00:15:24,980 Come. Come closer to the water. Come. Come closer to the water.
185 00:15:30,901 00:15:32,122 What you been up to? What you been up to?
186 00:15:32,222 00:15:34,522 JOANNA I am on part seven, JOANNA I am on part seven,
187 00:15:34,622 00:15:37,643 um, of this documentary about the American civil war. um, of this documentary about the American civil war.
188 00:15:37,743 00:15:39,563 Jesus. Jesus.
189 00:15:39,663 00:15:41,804 I've got lots of knowledge about American Civil War Generals I've got lots of knowledge about American Civil War Generals
190 00:15:41,904 00:15:43,905 that I can't wait to share with you. that I can't wait to share with you.
191 00:15:45,185 00:15:47,705 So what about you? How's Lukas? So what about you? How's Lukas?
192 00:15:50,946 00:15:52,687 How's it going? How's it going?
193 00:15:52,787 00:15:54,887 Yeah, okay. Yeah, okay.
194 00:15:54,987 00:15:57,048 Do you like him? Do you like him?
195 00:15:57,148 00:15:59,968 It's not that sort of thing. It's not that sort of thing.
196 00:16:00,068 00:16:03,429 He's fine. I mean, I don't really feel... He's fine. I mean, I don't really feel...
197 00:16:05,150 00:16:07,150 Okay. Okay.
198 00:16:33,517 00:16:35,577 Hey. Hey.
199 00:16:35,677 00:16:37,678 Hi. Hi.
200 00:16:50,001 00:16:52,141 Nearly done. Nearly done.
201 00:16:52,241 00:16:54,242 Okay. Okay.
202 00:17:05,405 00:17:06,985 I still don't know with the light yet. I still don't know with the light yet.
203 00:17:10,446 00:17:12,926 Maybe we can do, like... Maybe we can do, like...
204 00:17:13,647 00:17:15,667 first one... first one...
205 00:17:15,767 00:17:17,748 like this, and then another one. like this, and then another one.
206 00:17:17,848 00:17:19,848 And we'll see. And we'll see.
207 00:17:21,889 00:17:22,829 Okay. Okay.
208 00:17:48,375 00:17:49,795 Do you want me to... Do you want me to...
209 00:17:49,895 00:17:51,636 Sure, just the jumper for now. Sure, just the jumper for now.
210 00:18:03,219 00:18:05,219 Untie your hair. Untie your hair.
211 00:18:11,101 00:18:13,221 Maybe take this off now. Maybe take this off now.
212 00:18:33,706 00:18:35,707 Can we not do this now? Can we not do this now?
213 00:18:39,027 00:18:40,328 This is what you wanted. This is what you wanted.
214 00:18:51,511 00:18:53,511 Good. Good.
215 00:18:57,512 00:18:59,613 It's been a while since I've heard from you. It's been a while since I've heard from you.
216 00:18:59,713 00:19:01,713 Is everything all right? Is everything all right?
217 00:19:03,313 00:19:05,814 I wonder if I said something stupid in my last email. I wonder if I said something stupid in my last email.
218 00:19:05,914 00:19:07,995 And I hope not, but I'm sorry if I did. And I hope not, but I'm sorry if I did.
219 00:19:09,715 00:19:11,335 I know you told me the reason you're not I know you told me the reason you're not
220 00:19:11,435 00:19:12,976 coming home at Christmas has to do with your family, coming home at Christmas has to do with your family,
221 00:19:13,076 00:19:15,116 and maybe I shouldn't have brushed over that. and maybe I shouldn't have brushed over that.
222 00:19:16,597 00:19:18,597 Good. Good.
223 00:19:19,317 00:19:20,658 I'm sorry to bring this up I'm sorry to bring this up
224 00:19:20,758 00:19:22,898 because I know we both feel awkward about it, because I know we both feel awkward about it,
225 00:19:22,998 00:19:24,139 but I haven't forgotten the things but I haven't forgotten the things
226 00:19:24,239 00:19:26,099 you told me when we were in Italy, you told me when we were in Italy,
227 00:19:26,199 00:19:28,900 and I hope you know that none of those things are your fault, and I hope you know that none of those things are your fault,
228 00:19:29,000 00:19:30,300 and there is nothing wrong with you. and there is nothing wrong with you.
229 00:19:30,400 00:19:32,541 Open your eyes. Open your eyes.
230 00:19:32,641 00:19:34,641 I'm tired. I'm tired.
231 00:19:34,961 00:19:36,061 Open your fucking eyes. Open your fucking eyes.
232 00:19:36,161 00:19:38,702 You are a good person, You are a good person,
233 00:19:38,802 00:19:40,803 and I say that as someone who really knows you. and I say that as someone who really knows you.
234 00:19:43,043 00:19:45,784 I know I reacted very stupidly that night and to be honest, I know I reacted very stupidly that night and to be honest,
235 00:19:45,884 00:19:47,224 I'm lucky that we're still friends I'm lucky that we're still friends
236 00:19:47,324 00:19:49,325 because it was such an idiotic thing to do. because it was such an idiotic thing to do.
237 00:19:51,445 00:19:53,586 Just because people treat you badly at times, Just because people treat you badly at times,
238 00:19:53,686 00:19:55,346 and I include myself in that, by the way, and I include myself in that, by the way,
239 00:19:55,446 00:19:57,567 it doesn't mean you deserve to be treated badly. it doesn't mean you deserve to be treated badly.
240 00:19:59,847 00:20:02,328 A lot of people love you and care about you. A lot of people love you and care about you.
241 00:20:03,288 00:20:05,289 I hope you know that. I hope you know that.
242 00:20:05,849 00:20:07,849 No. No.
243 00:20:09,610 00:20:11,590 Don't make this hard on yourself. Don't make this hard on yourself.
244 00:20:11,690 00:20:13,691 No. No.
244 00:20:11,690 00:20:13,691 No. No.