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1 | 00:02:02,260 | 00:02:04,390 | Tell me when you're gonna come. | Tell me when you're gonna come. |
2 | 00:02:16,810 | 00:02:20,210 | -Are you coming? You're coming? -Yeah. | -Are you coming? You're coming? -Yeah. |
3 | 00:02:50,510 | 00:02:52,100 | Hello. | Hello. |
4 | 00:02:53,010 | 00:02:55,070 | Hey, bro, what's up? | Hey, bro, what's up? |
5 | 00:02:58,110 | 00:02:59,950 | I'm crashed out. | I'm crashed out. |
6 | 00:03:04,550 | 00:03:06,420 | What are you doing? | What are you doing? |
7 | 00:03:09,260 | 00:03:11,520 | What party? What are you talking about? | What party? What are you talking about? |
8 | 00:03:14,560 | 00:03:17,060 | Are you fucking kidding me? | Are you fucking kidding me? |
9 | 00:03:17,230 | 00:03:19,720 | Are you fucking kidding me? | Are you fucking kidding me? |
10 | 00:03:19,900 | 00:03:21,700 | Where? | Where? |
11 | 00:03:23,340 | 00:03:24,970 | Fuck! | Fuck! |
12 | 00:03:28,380 | 00:03:29,970 | Fuck! | Fuck! |
13 | 00:03:30,750 | 00:03:33,980 | The number you have reached has been disconnected, if you feel you-- | The number you have reached has been disconnected, if you feel you-- |
14 | 00:03:34,150 | 00:03:37,950 | No fucking way! | No fucking way! |
15 | 00:05:19,350 | 00:05:21,350 | Where's the phone? Payphone. | Where's the phone? Payphone. |
16 | 00:05:21,520 | 00:05:25,020 | Straight to the back, past the bathrooms, on the left. | Straight to the back, past the bathrooms, on the left. |
17 | 00:05:32,670 | 00:05:34,460 | Hey, Mallory. | Hey, Mallory. |
18 | 00:05:35,700 | 00:05:37,070 | Oh, hey, Syd, what's up? | Oh, hey, Syd, what's up? |
19 | 00:05:46,010 | 00:05:49,580 | You gonna go to Becca's thing tonight? | You gonna go to Becca's thing tonight? |
20 | 00:05:49,750 | 00:05:52,580 | Yeah, you know, I was gonna go and say goodbye. | Yeah, you know, I was gonna go and say goodbye. |
21 | 00:05:53,420 | 00:05:55,010 | Why, you going? | Why, you going? |
22 | 00:05:55,190 | 00:05:58,420 | Yeah, I think so. Thinking about it. Yeah. | Yeah, I think so. Thinking about it. Yeah. |
23 | 00:05:59,360 | 00:06:01,520 | So you still talk to London? | So you still talk to London? |
24 | 00:06:01,700 | 00:06:05,600 | Yeah, you know, here and there. Why? | Yeah, you know, here and there. Why? |
25 | 00:06:05,770 | 00:06:09,700 | Oh, you know, I was just a little surprised to hear she was moving. | Oh, you know, I was just a little surprised to hear she was moving. |
26 | 00:06:11,440 | 00:06:14,310 | Did she get a place out there? Is she staying with somebody? | Did she get a place out there? Is she staying with somebody? |
27 | 00:06:14,510 | 00:06:17,380 | She didn't tell you where she was staying? Come on, Mal. | She didn't tell you where she was staying? Come on, Mal. |
28 | 00:06:17,550 | 00:06:20,570 | I mean, she said something about moving in with her boyfriend... | I mean, she said something about moving in with her boyfriend... |
29 | 00:06:20,750 | 00:06:24,340 | ...or something, but, I mean, that's pretty much all I know. | ...or something, but, I mean, that's pretty much all I know. |
30 | 00:06:25,250 | 00:06:26,950 | -Can I get you a drink? -Yeah. | -Can I get you a drink? -Yeah. |
31 | 00:06:27,120 | 00:06:29,490 | Can I have a vodka? A large one. | Can I have a vodka? A large one. |
32 | 00:06:29,660 | 00:06:31,720 | Naked, please. | Naked, please. |
33 | 00:06:38,230 | 00:06:40,830 | Excuse me. One second here. | Excuse me. One second here. |
34 | 00:06:42,840 | 00:06:44,270 | Here you go. | Here you go. |
35 | 00:06:44,440 | 00:06:47,840 | Thanks. Hey, look, I didn't-- I didn't mean to be rude. | Thanks. Hey, look, I didn't-- I didn't mean to be rude. |
36 | 00:06:48,480 | 00:06:50,140 | It's okay. | It's okay. |
37 | 00:06:51,750 | 00:06:54,680 | -Hey, Syd, I gotta go cash out, so.... -Yeah. | -Hey, Syd, I gotta go cash out, so.... -Yeah. |
38 | 00:06:54,850 | 00:06:56,680 | -See you tonight. -Yeah. | -See you tonight. -Yeah. |
39 | 00:06:56,850 | 00:07:00,810 | Listen, I'm gonna get a bit of sniff, so if you want some, just let me know. | Listen, I'm gonna get a bit of sniff, so if you want some, just let me know. |
40 | 00:07:00,990 | 00:07:03,120 | -Oh, really? -Yeah. | -Oh, really? -Yeah. |
41 | 00:07:03,290 | 00:07:04,620 | How much is it? | How much is it? |
42 | 00:07:04,790 | 00:07:06,450 | Oh, no, don't worry. Just find me. | Oh, no, don't worry. Just find me. |
43 | 00:07:06,630 | 00:07:09,290 | Don't tell London. You know she hates that shit. | Don't tell London. You know she hates that shit. |
44 | 00:07:09,460 | 00:07:11,930 | Yeah, like I'm gonna say something. | Yeah, like I'm gonna say something. |
45 | 00:07:12,100 | 00:07:15,560 | -All right, well, see you later. -Yeah, I'll see you. | -All right, well, see you later. -Yeah, I'll see you. |
46 | 00:07:26,380 | 00:07:29,180 | Your name wouldn't happen to be Bateman, would it? | Your name wouldn't happen to be Bateman, would it? |
47 | 00:07:30,720 | 00:07:33,690 | -Unfortunately, yes. -Hey. Syd. | -Unfortunately, yes. -Hey. Syd. |
48 | 00:07:33,860 | 00:07:35,950 | Nice to meet you. Thank you for coming down. | Nice to meet you. Thank you for coming down. |
49 | 00:07:36,120 | 00:07:39,220 | I know you don't deliver this far down. I just had a shitty day. | I know you don't deliver this far down. I just had a shitty day. |
50 | 00:07:39,390 | 00:07:41,450 | I have to clear my head out. | I have to clear my head out. |
51 | 00:07:41,630 | 00:07:43,290 | No worries, mate. | No worries, mate. |
52 | 00:07:43,460 | 00:07:45,460 | So where do you wanna do this? | So where do you wanna do this? |
53 | 00:07:46,230 | 00:07:49,200 | We don't want to go in the bathroom. It's horrendous in there. | We don't want to go in the bathroom. It's horrendous in there. |
54 | 00:07:49,370 | 00:07:51,600 | I drove. You wanna use my car? | I drove. You wanna use my car? |
55 | 00:07:52,670 | 00:07:54,840 | Your car? Why not? | Your car? Why not? |
56 | 00:08:02,520 | 00:08:05,320 | So how is this shit? It's pretty good? | So how is this shit? It's pretty good? |
57 | 00:08:05,490 | 00:08:08,250 | Can't say I've sampled any of this batch... | Can't say I've sampled any of this batch... |
58 | 00:08:08,420 | 00:08:12,330 | ...but considering the source, I imagine it to be pretty clean, yeah. | ...but considering the source, I imagine it to be pretty clean, yeah. |
59 | 00:08:13,630 | 00:08:18,570 | So is this like a full-time gig for you? A full-time job? | So is this like a full-time gig for you? A full-time job? |
60 | 00:08:18,730 | 00:08:20,720 | No, mate, I'm a banker. | No, mate, I'm a banker. |
61 | 00:08:20,900 | 00:08:23,200 | Foreign exchange dealer. Currency trader. | Foreign exchange dealer. Currency trader. |
62 | 00:08:23,370 | 00:08:26,770 | -Currency trader? -Euros, pounds, arbitrage, yeah. | -Currency trader? -Euros, pounds, arbitrage, yeah. |
63 | 00:08:26,940 | 00:08:28,670 | Okay, so you're not a dealer. | Okay, so you're not a dealer. |
64 | 00:08:28,840 | 00:08:31,610 | Mate, I ain't a fucking dealer. | Mate, I ain't a fucking dealer. |
65 | 00:08:31,780 | 00:08:33,770 | Strictly a buyer. | Strictly a buyer. |
66 | 00:08:33,950 | 00:08:36,440 | I was uptown, you were on my way. It's just a favor. | I was uptown, you were on my way. It's just a favor. |
67 | 00:08:36,650 | 00:08:40,880 | Gotcha. Well, whatever it is, I really appreciate it, man. | Gotcha. Well, whatever it is, I really appreciate it, man. |
68 | 00:08:45,390 | 00:08:47,550 | Here we go. | Here we go. |
69 | 00:08:47,730 | 00:08:49,530 | So a currency trader, huh? | So a currency trader, huh? |
70 | 00:08:49,700 | 00:08:51,690 | How's the money in that, good? | How's the money in that, good? |
71 | 00:08:51,870 | 00:08:54,230 | Not if you get stuck on this shit, no. | Not if you get stuck on this shit, no. |
72 | 00:08:54,400 | 00:08:57,300 | Yeah, I know. God, what a stupid fucking drug. | Yeah, I know. God, what a stupid fucking drug. |
73 | 00:08:58,570 | 00:09:02,200 | I don't know what you're doing after this, if you got plans or anything... | I don't know what you're doing after this, if you got plans or anything... |
74 | 00:09:02,380 | 00:09:06,040 | ...but a friend is having a party two blocks from here, if you're interested. | ...but a friend is having a party two blocks from here, if you're interested. |
75 | 00:09:06,210 | 00:09:08,740 | No, thanks, mate, but I've had a shit day, believe me. | No, thanks, mate, but I've had a shit day, believe me. |
76 | 00:09:08,920 | 00:09:11,550 | I just figured, you know, you came down this whole way. | I just figured, you know, you came down this whole way. |
77 | 00:09:11,720 | 00:09:13,580 | It'll probably be pretty good. | It'll probably be pretty good. |
78 | 00:09:13,760 | 00:09:16,090 | What kind of party is it, exactly? | What kind of party is it, exactly? |
79 | 00:09:16,260 | 00:09:17,880 | Actually, it's a.... | Actually, it's a.... |
80 | 00:09:18,060 | 00:09:23,590 | It's a going-away party for this girl, for my ex-chick. | It's a going-away party for this girl, for my ex-chick. |
81 | 00:09:23,770 | 00:09:27,930 | But it'll be good, you know, free booze, free food, hot chicks. | But it'll be good, you know, free booze, free food, hot chicks. |
82 | 00:09:28,100 | 00:09:31,160 | I really shouldn't. Thanks anyway. I appreciate the offer. | I really shouldn't. Thanks anyway. I appreciate the offer. |
83 | 00:09:38,110 | 00:09:40,310 | Fuck it, Syd. I'm gonna go. Take it easy. | Fuck it, Syd. I'm gonna go. Take it easy. |
84 | 00:09:40,480 | 00:09:42,850 | Why are you gonna go? Don't go. You just got here. | Why are you gonna go? Don't go. You just got here. |
85 | 00:09:43,020 | 00:09:45,110 | You walked all the way down here. Why leave? | You walked all the way down here. Why leave? |
86 | 00:09:45,290 | 00:09:46,950 | Because I've had a horrendous day. | Because I've had a horrendous day. |
87 | 00:09:47,120 | 00:09:50,920 | I've decided not to go because I don't want to meet a loft full of strangers. | I've decided not to go because I don't want to meet a loft full of strangers. |
88 | 00:09:51,090 | 00:09:53,490 | -You enjoy yourself. -Come in for five minutes. | -You enjoy yourself. -Come in for five minutes. |
89 | 00:09:53,660 | 00:09:55,650 | -Get a drink. -No, man. You go, fuck it. | -Get a drink. -No, man. You go, fuck it. |
90 | 00:09:55,830 | 00:09:57,820 | What do you got that's better than this? | What do you got that's better than this? |
91 | 00:09:58,000 | 00:09:59,970 | Girls, free booze, do a line. | Girls, free booze, do a line. |
92 | 00:10:00,130 | 00:10:03,040 | I've just come out of the most psychotic therapy session... | I've just come out of the most psychotic therapy session... |
93 | 00:10:03,240 | 00:10:06,470 | ...I've had in fucking years. Almost smacked some cunt for a taxi. | ...I've had in fucking years. Almost smacked some cunt for a taxi. |
94 | 00:10:06,640 | 00:10:09,010 | I really don't know if I'm ready for this shit. | I really don't know if I'm ready for this shit. |
95 | 00:10:09,180 | 00:10:12,770 | Just come in for five minutes. You don't like it, you can leave. | Just come in for five minutes. You don't like it, you can leave. |
96 | 00:10:12,950 | 00:10:14,680 | One fucking drink, bro. | One fucking drink, bro. |
97 | 00:10:14,850 | 00:10:16,980 | Mallory will be here. | Mallory will be here. |
98 | 00:10:17,280 | 00:10:18,620 | One drink? | One drink? |
99 | 00:10:18,790 | 00:10:20,620 | One fucking drink. | One fucking drink. |
100 | 00:10:26,360 | 00:10:28,450 | -How you doing, man? -Evening. | -How you doing, man? -Evening. |
101 | 00:10:28,630 | 00:10:30,790 | -What is it, 501 1? -Yes. | -What is it, 501 1? -Yes. |
102 | 00:10:30,960 | 00:10:32,630 | Thanks, man. | Thanks, man. |
103 | 00:10:35,640 | 00:10:37,230 | -Hey, Maya. -Hi, Syd. | -Hey, Maya. -Hi, Syd. |
104 | 00:10:37,400 | 00:10:39,670 | -How you doing? -Good. | -How you doing? -Good. |
105 | 00:10:39,840 | 00:10:43,000 | -It's been a while. -Yeah. How you doing? | -It's been a while. -Yeah. How you doing? |
106 | 00:10:43,180 | 00:10:45,200 | I'm good. Bateman, this is Maya. Sorry. | I'm good. Bateman, this is Maya. Sorry. |
107 | 00:10:45,380 | 00:10:47,370 | -Maya, Bateman. -Nice to meet you. | -Maya, Bateman. -Nice to meet you. |
108 | 00:10:47,550 | 00:10:49,680 | How you been? What you been up to? | How you been? What you been up to? |
109 | 00:10:50,480 | 00:10:55,790 | In hell, man. I fucked up on the SATs, I gotta retake them. | In hell, man. I fucked up on the SATs, I gotta retake them. |
110 | 00:10:56,790 | 00:10:58,880 | -That's it, you know? -Right. | -That's it, you know? -Right. |
111 | 00:10:59,060 | 00:11:02,030 | Just wanna kill myself. Yeah. | Just wanna kill myself. Yeah. |
112 | 00:11:11,670 | 00:11:15,770 | Well, you know, if you want to get out of SAT mode, I picked up a lot of: | Well, you know, if you want to get out of SAT mode, I picked up a lot of: |
113 | 00:11:15,940 | 00:11:18,840 | -You know, so.... -Are you dealing now? | -You know, so.... -Are you dealing now? |
114 | 00:11:19,010 | 00:11:23,680 | Yes, I'm dealing. No, I'm not dealing. I got more than I need, so if you're.... | Yes, I'm dealing. No, I'm not dealing. I got more than I need, so if you're.... |
115 | 00:11:23,850 | 00:11:26,010 | -All right, man, thanks. -Just come find me. | -All right, man, thanks. -Just come find me. |
116 | 00:11:26,190 | 00:11:30,680 | -I might take you up on that. -Did anybody--? | -I might take you up on that. -Did anybody--? |
117 | 00:11:41,240 | 00:11:42,260 | Coming. | Coming. |
118 | 00:11:42,740 | 00:11:45,230 | -Hello. -Hello. | -Hello. -Hello. |
119 | 00:11:45,410 | 00:11:47,070 | -Hey, baby. -How are you? | -Hey, baby. -How are you? |
120 | 00:11:47,240 | 00:11:50,370 | -I'm good. Hey, Syd, how are you? -This, my darling, is for you. | -I'm good. Hey, Syd, how are you? -This, my darling, is for you. |
121 | 00:11:50,540 | 00:11:53,140 | Oh, you guys, shut up. Thank you. | Oh, you guys, shut up. Thank you. |
122 | 00:11:53,350 | 00:11:56,580 | -You know you are the best. -Nobody's here yet. | -You know you are the best. -Nobody's here yet. |
123 | 00:11:56,750 | 00:11:58,810 | Grab a drink. Make yourself at home. | Grab a drink. Make yourself at home. |
124 | 00:11:58,990 | 00:12:01,110 | Hello? Syd and London. | Hello? Syd and London. |
125 | 00:12:01,290 | 00:12:04,480 | -Don't disrespect them in public. -ln public. | -Don't disrespect them in public. -ln public. |
126 | 00:12:04,660 | 00:12:06,250 | Let's go upstairs. | Let's go upstairs. |
127 | 00:12:06,430 | 00:12:09,790 | Why? Who's upstairs? | Why? Who's upstairs? |
128 | 00:12:10,500 | 00:12:13,230 | Very bad. Catch me. | Very bad. Catch me. |
129 | 00:12:35,490 | 00:12:37,680 | You're crazy. | You're crazy. |
130 | 00:12:42,430 | 00:12:44,120 | What is this? | What is this? |
131 | 00:12:44,300 | 00:12:45,660 | It's for you. | It's for you. |
132 | 00:12:46,470 | 00:12:50,900 | -For me? For me? -For you. | -For me? For me? -For you. |
133 | 00:12:58,110 | 00:12:59,870 | Oh, my God, Syd, I love it. | Oh, my God, Syd, I love it. |
134 | 00:13:00,050 | 00:13:01,910 | Thank you. | Thank you. |
135 | 00:13:08,190 | 00:13:10,020 | I love you. | I love you. |
136 | 00:13:13,960 | 00:13:16,050 | I love you. | I love you. |
137 | 00:13:21,500 | 00:13:24,470 | Come on, "l love you too, London," you fucker. | Come on, "l love you too, London," you fucker. |
138 | 00:13:24,640 | 00:13:26,630 | You can say it. I'm not gonna tell anybody. | You can say it. I'm not gonna tell anybody. |
139 | 00:13:26,810 | 00:13:28,640 | -London, don't. -What? What am I doing? | -London, don't. -What? What am I doing? |
140 | 00:13:28,810 | 00:13:30,470 | -This. -What am I doing wrong? | -This. -What am I doing wrong? |
141 | 00:13:30,640 | 00:13:34,410 | Whatever this is, this obsession to put a verbal label on everything. | Whatever this is, this obsession to put a verbal label on everything. |
142 | 00:13:34,580 | 00:13:37,410 | -It's not about words. -No, it is about words. | -It's not about words. -No, it is about words. |
143 | 00:13:37,580 | 00:13:40,580 | Because if we didn't have words, we'd be living in caves... | Because if we didn't have words, we'd be living in caves... |
144 | 00:13:40,750 | 00:13:42,880 | -...and still talking with our hands. -Stop. | -...and still talking with our hands. -Stop. |
145 | 00:13:43,060 | 00:13:44,850 | We haven't even come close to a fight. | We haven't even come close to a fight. |
146 | 00:13:45,020 | 00:13:48,050 | If we can avoid that first fight, by theory we'll never fight. | If we can avoid that first fight, by theory we'll never fight. |
147 | 00:13:48,230 | 00:13:49,560 | Okay? Please. | Okay? Please. |
148 | 00:13:49,730 | 00:13:51,860 | It's been so perfect till now. Don't do this. | It's been so perfect till now. Don't do this. |
149 | 00:13:52,030 | 00:13:54,500 | It's been perfect for you. For you. | It's been perfect for you. For you. |
150 | 00:13:55,670 | 00:13:57,470 | London. | London. |
151 | 00:14:05,180 | 00:14:06,610 | Coming. | Coming. |
152 | 00:14:06,780 | 00:14:09,510 | Wait a minute, someone's at the door. | Wait a minute, someone's at the door. |
153 | 00:14:11,550 | 00:14:13,680 | -Hello. -Hi. | -Hello. -Hi. |
154 | 00:14:13,850 | 00:14:15,850 | Wow, you look beautiful. | Wow, you look beautiful. |
155 | 00:14:16,020 | 00:14:18,180 | You look hot. Nice hat, nice boots. | You look hot. Nice hat, nice boots. |
156 | 00:14:18,360 | 00:14:20,020 | Thanks. | Thanks. |
157 | 00:14:20,190 | 00:14:23,130 | -Hey. -Hey, Becca. | -Hey. -Hey, Becca. |
158 | 00:14:25,070 | 00:14:27,530 | -Rebecca. -Bateman. Friend of Syd's. | -Rebecca. -Bateman. Friend of Syd's. |
159 | 00:14:27,700 | 00:14:29,790 | -Nice to meet you. -Nobody's here yet, guys. | -Nice to meet you. -Nobody's here yet, guys. |
160 | 00:14:30,000 | 00:14:32,200 | So just come on in and make yourself at home. | So just come on in and make yourself at home. |
161 | 00:14:38,650 | 00:14:41,810 | Okay, so you're not gonna believe who's just fucking shown up. | Okay, so you're not gonna believe who's just fucking shown up. |
162 | 00:14:42,150 | 00:14:43,580 | Great party, mate. | Great party, mate. |
163 | 00:14:43,750 | 00:14:47,650 | Oh, it'll be better. It'll be better. Trust me. I promise you. | Oh, it'll be better. It'll be better. Trust me. I promise you. |
164 | 00:14:47,820 | 00:14:49,450 | Okay, I've gotta go. | Okay, I've gotta go. |
165 | 00:14:51,960 | 00:14:55,390 | Please tell me you did not bring Syd here. | Please tell me you did not bring Syd here. |
166 | 00:14:55,560 | 00:14:58,050 | Oh, my God, I just rode up in the elevator with him. | Oh, my God, I just rode up in the elevator with him. |
167 | 00:14:58,230 | 00:15:00,560 | -Why? He's not invited? -He's so not invited. | -Why? He's not invited? -He's so not invited. |
168 | 00:15:03,140 | 00:15:05,330 | He's fucking touching my Buddha's head. | He's fucking touching my Buddha's head. |
169 | 00:15:05,540 | 00:15:07,130 | Hey, London, it's me. | Hey, London, it's me. |
170 | 00:15:07,310 | 00:15:11,400 | Give me a call as soon as you get this, okay? Okay, bye. | Give me a call as soon as you get this, okay? Okay, bye. |
171 | 00:15:12,350 | 00:15:13,810 | Fuck it. | Fuck it. |
172 | 00:15:13,980 | 00:15:17,470 | Hey, Syd. Do us a favor, yeah? Don't touch the Buddha. | Hey, Syd. Do us a favor, yeah? Don't touch the Buddha. |
173 | 00:15:18,950 | 00:15:20,650 | Okay? | Okay? |
174 | 00:15:21,120 | 00:15:23,650 | He's a fucking cocksucker. | He's a fucking cocksucker. |
175 | 00:15:23,820 | 00:15:25,520 | Where did you get your hat? | Where did you get your hat? |
176 | 00:15:25,690 | 00:15:27,280 | It's so cute on you. | It's so cute on you. |
177 | 00:15:35,100 | 00:15:37,540 | He's fucked. | He's fucked. |
178 | 00:15:37,700 | 00:15:41,500 | To show up at someone's party. He isn't even fucking invited. | To show up at someone's party. He isn't even fucking invited. |
179 | 00:15:54,620 | 00:15:57,150 | Did they just go upstairs? | Did they just go upstairs? |
180 | 00:15:57,320 | 00:15:59,760 | Right. Nice. Nice of them to ask. | Right. Nice. Nice of them to ask. |
181 | 00:16:07,900 | 00:16:11,130 | Wait, I'm confused, did you say you do believe in God or you don't? | Wait, I'm confused, did you say you do believe in God or you don't? |
182 | 00:16:12,370 | 00:16:15,540 | "God" might not be the appropriate word for it, actually. | "God" might not be the appropriate word for it, actually. |
183 | 00:16:16,540 | 00:16:18,030 | It's more of an epiphany. | It's more of an epiphany. |
184 | 00:16:18,210 | 00:16:19,870 | Epiphany? What was your epiphany? | Epiphany? What was your epiphany? |
185 | 00:16:20,050 | 00:16:23,070 | Well, for me, an epiphany is when you really see the universe... | Well, for me, an epiphany is when you really see the universe... |
186 | 00:16:23,250 | 00:16:25,150 | ...in all it's splendor and beauty... | ...in all it's splendor and beauty... |
187 | 00:16:25,320 | 00:16:27,550 | ...and you suddenly understand everything. | ...and you suddenly understand everything. |
188 | 00:16:27,720 | 00:16:29,710 | -What does that mean? -Fucking everything. | -What does that mean? -Fucking everything. |
189 | 00:16:29,890 | 00:16:33,220 | Everything you can imagine. You don't know what "everything" means? | Everything you can imagine. You don't know what "everything" means? |
190 | 00:16:33,390 | 00:16:36,590 | I know what it means. I don't know what you mean by "everything." | I know what it means. I don't know what you mean by "everything." |
191 | 00:16:36,760 | 00:16:40,030 | It means everything, doesn't it? You know, everything. | It means everything, doesn't it? You know, everything. |
192 | 00:16:40,200 | 00:16:43,360 | -So, what's your problem? -For someone who's seen the infinite... | -So, what's your problem? -For someone who's seen the infinite... |
193 | 00:16:43,540 | 00:16:46,730 | ...you're vague. You'd think with someone who's had a revelation... | ...you're vague. You'd think with someone who's had a revelation... |
194 | 00:16:46,910 | 00:16:49,770 | -...you'd be more specific. -It's not about specifics. | -...you'd be more specific. -It's not about specifics. |
195 | 00:16:49,940 | 00:16:53,280 | It's an energy that hits you between the eyes and you're enlightened. | It's an energy that hits you between the eyes and you're enlightened. |
196 | 00:16:53,450 | 00:16:55,710 | -You see everything? -You don't see everything. | -You see everything? -You don't see everything. |
197 | 00:16:55,880 | 00:16:58,280 | You see nothing. But you understand everything. | You see nothing. But you understand everything. |
198 | 00:16:58,690 | 00:17:01,020 | And you know what got me the most? | And you know what got me the most? |
199 | 00:17:01,220 | 00:17:05,060 | -ls that I understood time horizons. -What's a time horizon? | -ls that I understood time horizons. -What's a time horizon? |
200 | 00:17:11,100 | 00:17:13,790 | It's like this. I understood where I stood in relation... | It's like this. I understood where I stood in relation... |
201 | 00:17:13,970 | 00:17:16,770 | ...to where the Romans and the Jews were 2000 years ago... | ...to where the Romans and the Jews were 2000 years ago... |
202 | 00:17:16,940 | 00:17:18,900 | ...and why I was here now. | ...and why I was here now. |
203 | 00:17:19,070 | 00:17:20,900 | Then I felt this enormous compassion... | Then I felt this enormous compassion... |
204 | 00:17:21,070 | 00:17:24,640 | ...for the struggle of the human race and what it had to go through for us. | ...for the struggle of the human race and what it had to go through for us. |
205 | 00:17:24,810 | 00:17:27,580 | You know, for life as we know it to come to this point. | You know, for life as we know it to come to this point. |
206 | 00:17:27,750 | 00:17:31,910 | It's truly remarkable, but at the same time, it's utterly fucking disturbing. | It's truly remarkable, but at the same time, it's utterly fucking disturbing. |
207 | 00:17:32,090 | 00:17:35,110 | I mean, we're the same people that were living in Roman times... | I mean, we're the same people that were living in Roman times... |
208 | 00:17:35,290 | 00:17:39,160 | ...throwing boiling oil on each other and crucifying Christians. | ...throwing boiling oil on each other and crucifying Christians. |
209 | 00:17:39,330 | 00:17:41,730 | Not that that's entirely a bad thing. | Not that that's entirely a bad thing. |
210 | 00:17:41,890 | 00:17:43,730 | Hey, Syd, are you in there? It's Maya. | Hey, Syd, are you in there? It's Maya. |
211 | 00:17:44,500 | 00:17:46,230 | Oh, fuck! Fuck me. | Oh, fuck! Fuck me. |
212 | 00:17:46,400 | 00:17:50,600 | -Fuck, fuck. Give me one second. -What the fuck have you done? | -Fuck, fuck. Give me one second. -What the fuck have you done? |
213 | 00:17:50,770 | 00:17:52,400 | -Sorry. Fuck. -You clumsy bastard. | -Sorry. Fuck. -You clumsy bastard. |
214 | 00:17:52,570 | 00:17:54,310 | -What have you fucking done? -Shit. | -What have you fucking done? -Shit. |
215 | 00:17:57,480 | 00:17:58,910 | Look at that. | Look at that. |
216 | 00:17:59,110 | 00:18:00,910 | It's covered in fucking beer. | It's covered in fucking beer. |
217 | 00:18:01,080 | 00:18:02,510 | -Fuck. -Oh, my God. | -Fuck. -Oh, my God. |
218 | 00:18:02,720 | 00:18:04,480 | What are you gonna do? | What are you gonna do? |
219 | 00:18:04,650 | 00:18:07,450 | -Goddamn it, Syd. -lnstant karma. | -Goddamn it, Syd. -lnstant karma. |
220 | 00:18:07,620 | 00:18:09,140 | -I got it. -That's enough to give up blasphemy. | -I got it. -That's enough to give up blasphemy. |
221 | 00:18:09,320 | 00:18:11,420 | -Get up here. -No, we can totally save this. | -Get up here. -No, we can totally save this. |
222 | 00:18:11,590 | 00:18:13,920 | What are you gonna do, eat food off the floor? | What are you gonna do, eat food off the floor? |
223 | 00:18:14,090 | 00:18:15,620 | -Fucking gross. -Do me a favor. | -Fucking gross. -Do me a favor. |
224 | 00:18:15,800 | 00:18:18,990 | -God fucking damn it. -God, is this it? | -God fucking damn it. -God, is this it? |
225 | 00:18:19,170 | 00:18:20,790 | -Yes. -Are you kidding? | -Yes. -Are you kidding? |
226 | 00:18:20,970 | 00:18:23,870 | -No, it's my fucking fault too. -Just snort it off the floor. | -No, it's my fucking fault too. -Just snort it off the floor. |
227 | 00:18:24,040 | 00:18:27,530 | You don't wanna do that. I shouldn't have put it by the fucking sink. | You don't wanna do that. I shouldn't have put it by the fucking sink. |
228 | 00:18:34,550 | 00:18:36,450 | What are you doing? | What are you doing? |
229 | 00:18:48,160 | 00:18:51,390 | -What's that? -As I said, all is not lost. | -What's that? -As I said, all is not lost. |
230 | 00:18:51,560 | 00:18:55,730 | -Bateman, Jesus Christ. -Oh, my God, you fucking rock. | -Bateman, Jesus Christ. -Oh, my God, you fucking rock. |
231 | 00:18:55,900 | 00:18:57,730 | -Do you know this painting? -No. | -Do you know this painting? -No. |
232 | 00:18:57,900 | 00:18:59,800 | It's Van Gogh's Wheatfield with Crows, | It's Van Gogh's Wheatfield with Crows, |
233 | 00:18:59,970 | 00:19:02,460 | The most significant painting the man's ever painted. | The most significant painting the man's ever painted. |
234 | 00:19:02,640 | 00:19:04,370 | -Oh, well, then. -Fuck, it's true. | -Oh, well, then. -Fuck, it's true. |
235 | 00:19:05,380 | 00:19:07,210 | That'll do for starters, won't it? | That'll do for starters, won't it? |
236 | 00:19:07,380 | 00:19:11,010 | Look, this is the last painting the man did before he killed himself. | Look, this is the last painting the man did before he killed himself. |
237 | 00:19:11,180 | 00:19:14,710 | It's his suicide note. He even put his left ear in the fucking clouds. | It's his suicide note. He even put his left ear in the fucking clouds. |
238 | 00:19:14,890 | 00:19:17,820 | There is his mutilated left ear. | There is his mutilated left ear. |
239 | 00:19:17,990 | 00:19:21,320 | Can you see it? Not everyone sees it, of course, but there it is. | Can you see it? Not everyone sees it, of course, but there it is. |
240 | 00:19:21,490 | 00:19:24,400 | He mutilated his left ear and put it in the fucking painting. | He mutilated his left ear and put it in the fucking painting. |
241 | 00:19:24,560 | 00:19:26,030 | What does that mean? | What does that mean? |
242 | 00:19:32,740 | 00:19:35,040 | Maya, I'm curious. Do you believe in God? | Maya, I'm curious. Do you believe in God? |
243 | 00:19:35,210 | 00:19:37,230 | You guys have been doing too many drugs. | You guys have been doing too many drugs. |
244 | 00:19:37,410 | 00:19:39,380 | Answer the question. Yes or no? | Answer the question. Yes or no? |
245 | 00:19:40,110 | 00:19:43,080 | God, that's a really long conversation... | God, that's a really long conversation... |
246 | 00:19:43,250 | 00:19:46,840 | ...but I will tell you something I read the other day that freaked me out. | ...but I will tell you something I read the other day that freaked me out. |
247 | 00:19:47,020 | 00:19:48,450 | I don't remember where it was. | I don't remember where it was. |
248 | 00:19:48,620 | 00:19:51,350 | It was like Russia or Germany or one of these places... | It was like Russia or Germany or one of these places... |
249 | 00:19:51,520 | 00:19:54,250 | ...but these scientists, they took this pregnant rabbit... | ...but these scientists, they took this pregnant rabbit... |
250 | 00:19:56,460 | 00:19:59,560 | ,,,and they hooked up to, like, a heart monitor and an EEG,,, | ,,,and they hooked up to, like, a heart monitor and an EEG,,, |
251 | 00:19:59,730 | 00:20:01,430 | ...which sensors your brain waves. | ...which sensors your brain waves. |
252 | 00:20:01,600 | 00:20:05,060 | And, like, the second after she gives birth, they take these babies... | And, like, the second after she gives birth, they take these babies... |
253 | 00:20:05,240 | 00:20:08,600 | ...and they jump in a van and they start shooting them... | ...and they jump in a van and they start shooting them... |
254 | 00:20:09,040 | 00:20:12,140 | ...one by one in the back of the head with, like, a.22 rifle. | ...one by one in the back of the head with, like, a.22 rifle. |
255 | 00:20:12,340 | 00:20:14,210 | From, like one mile away: | From, like one mile away: |
256 | 00:20:14,380 | 00:20:16,710 | Five miles away: Twenty miles away-- | Five miles away: Twenty miles away-- |
257 | 00:20:16,880 | 00:20:19,580 | Don't tell me people are killing little bunny rabbits. | Don't tell me people are killing little bunny rabbits. |
258 | 00:20:19,750 | 00:20:22,450 | What's so interesting is that every time they'd shoot... | What's so interesting is that every time they'd shoot... |
259 | 00:20:22,620 | 00:20:25,150 | ...one of these poor babies in the back of the head... | ...one of these poor babies in the back of the head... |
260 | 00:20:25,360 | 00:20:28,490 | ...the mother's heartbeat and brain waves would go crazy. | ...the mother's heartbeat and brain waves would go crazy. |
261 | 00:20:28,660 | 00:20:32,790 | So I'm just saying there's, you know, shit like that, and then-- | So I'm just saying there's, you know, shit like that, and then-- |
262 | 00:20:32,970 | 00:20:35,260 | The mother knew the babies were getting shot-- | The mother knew the babies were getting shot-- |
263 | 00:20:35,430 | 00:20:38,730 | Yes. Every fucking time. Exactly. | Yes. Every fucking time. Exactly. |
264 | 00:20:38,900 | 00:20:42,900 | I mean, there's all that stuff, you know, like those weird identical twins, right? | I mean, there's all that stuff, you know, like those weird identical twins, right? |
265 | 00:20:43,080 | 00:20:45,410 | One of the brothers is walking down the street... | One of the brothers is walking down the street... |
266 | 00:20:45,580 | 00:20:47,480 | ,,,gets stabbed by some serial killer, | ,,,gets stabbed by some serial killer, |
267 | 00:20:51,580 | 00:20:54,110 | Wait. So he gets stabbed, right? | Wait. So he gets stabbed, right? |
268 | 00:20:54,290 | 00:20:57,920 | And then 900 miles away, at the exact same time... | And then 900 miles away, at the exact same time... |
269 | 00:20:58,090 | 00:21:00,820 | ,,,his twin brother falls down, | ,,,his twin brother falls down, |
270 | 00:21:00,990 | 00:21:02,650 | Weird, it's very weird, yes. | Weird, it's very weird, yes. |
271 | 00:21:02,830 | 00:21:04,960 | Do you want to let me finish what I'm saying? | Do you want to let me finish what I'm saying? |
272 | 00:21:05,130 | 00:21:07,360 | -Please, please, finish. -Okay, he falls down. | -Please, please, finish. -Okay, he falls down. |
273 | 00:21:07,530 | 00:21:10,000 | Gets hospitalized due to heart palpitations... | Gets hospitalized due to heart palpitations... |
274 | 00:21:10,170 | 00:21:12,360 | ...at the same time his brother was stabbed. | ...at the same time his brother was stabbed. |
275 | 00:21:12,540 | 00:21:15,170 | -Why are you shaking your head? -You sound like London. | -Why are you shaking your head? -You sound like London. |
276 | 00:21:15,340 | 00:21:17,870 | -It's coincidence. -How is it a coincidence? | -It's coincidence. -How is it a coincidence? |
277 | 00:21:18,040 | 00:21:20,840 | I've had this conversation before. I'm not having it here. | I've had this conversation before. I'm not having it here. |
278 | 00:21:21,010 | 00:21:25,140 | Well, then, let's not. Then don't ask me about God, okay, Syd? | Well, then, let's not. Then don't ask me about God, okay, Syd? |
279 | 00:21:28,950 | 00:21:30,290 | Hey, is London here yet? | Hey, is London here yet? |
280 | 00:21:32,160 | 00:21:33,490 | No, I don't think so. | No, I don't think so. |
281 | 00:21:33,660 | 00:21:35,220 | Did you meet her boyfriend? | Did you meet her boyfriend? |
282 | 00:21:35,430 | 00:21:38,190 | Yeah, a couple of times. He's nice. | Yeah, a couple of times. He's nice. |
283 | 00:21:41,000 | 00:21:44,230 | Is he, like, an attractive guy? Is he good-looking? | Is he, like, an attractive guy? Is he good-looking? |
284 | 00:21:44,800 | 00:21:47,570 | Are you asking me if he's an attractive guy? | Are you asking me if he's an attractive guy? |
285 | 00:21:48,440 | 00:21:49,410 | I guess. | I guess. |
286 | 00:21:51,040 | 00:21:53,530 | You guess? What do you mean, you guess? | You guess? What do you mean, you guess? |
287 | 00:21:53,710 | 00:21:55,240 | I mean, I guess. | I mean, I guess. |
288 | 00:21:55,450 | 00:21:59,470 | All right, so I'm curious. Do you think he's more or less attractive than me? | All right, so I'm curious. Do you think he's more or less attractive than me? |
289 | 00:22:00,150 | 00:22:01,480 | Syd, I don't know. | Syd, I don't know. |
290 | 00:22:02,520 | 00:22:05,510 | Well, you do know. You just aren't telling me. | Well, you do know. You just aren't telling me. |
291 | 00:22:06,460 | 00:22:09,760 | I don't know, Syd. You guys just-- You have totally different looks. | I don't know, Syd. You guys just-- You have totally different looks. |
292 | 00:22:09,960 | 00:22:12,060 | All right, yes. We have very different looks. | All right, yes. We have very different looks. |
293 | 00:22:12,230 | 00:22:14,600 | But whose do you like more? His or mine? | But whose do you like more? His or mine? |
294 | 00:22:16,030 | 00:22:18,470 | This is stupid, Syd. | This is stupid, Syd. |
295 | 00:22:20,210 | 00:22:22,040 | Okay, fine. | Okay, fine. |
296 | 00:22:22,210 | 00:22:24,730 | I guess, on some level, I find him attractive. | I guess, on some level, I find him attractive. |
297 | 00:22:24,910 | 00:22:26,780 | That doesn't mean that I find him... | That doesn't mean that I find him... |
298 | 00:22:26,980 | 00:22:29,410 | ...any more or less attractive than I find you. | ...any more or less attractive than I find you. |
299 | 00:22:32,180 | 00:22:33,740 | Okay? | Okay? |
300 | 00:22:34,420 | 00:22:36,890 | I won't lie to you. Just because we're going out... | I won't lie to you. Just because we're going out... |
301 | 00:22:37,060 | 00:22:38,850 | ...doesn't mean I'm gonna, you know... | ...doesn't mean I'm gonna, you know... |
302 | 00:22:39,020 | 00:22:42,360 | ...suddenly not be attracted to the opposite sex. | ...suddenly not be attracted to the opposite sex. |
303 | 00:22:44,100 | 00:22:46,290 | He's a friend who happens to be attractive. | He's a friend who happens to be attractive. |
304 | 00:22:46,500 | 00:22:49,760 | It was one lunch. Why are you freaking out? | It was one lunch. Why are you freaking out? |
305 | 00:22:49,940 | 00:22:53,700 | You don't see me going to lunch with a bunch of attractive people. | You don't see me going to lunch with a bunch of attractive people. |
306 | 00:22:53,870 | 00:22:59,040 | Okay. First of all, it was one guy, not a bunch. | Okay. First of all, it was one guy, not a bunch. |
307 | 00:22:59,210 | 00:23:03,810 | And it's really not my problem that you don't have female friends, is it? | And it's really not my problem that you don't have female friends, is it? |
308 | 00:23:04,020 | 00:23:07,920 | Because no one's stopping you from having female friends. | Because no one's stopping you from having female friends. |
309 | 00:23:11,290 | 00:23:13,050 | I love this, by the way. | I love this, by the way. |
310 | 00:23:17,800 | 00:23:21,600 | -So for the sake of conversation.... -Syd. | -So for the sake of conversation.... -Syd. |
311 | 00:23:21,770 | 00:23:24,740 | -Let's just pretend you and l... -Please, can we just drop it? | -Let's just pretend you and l... -Please, can we just drop it? |
312 | 00:23:24,900 | 00:23:27,060 | ...don't know each other. Just listen to me. | ...don't know each other. Just listen to me. |
313 | 00:23:27,240 | 00:23:31,010 | Let's pretend for five minutes you don't know me, I don't know you. | Let's pretend for five minutes you don't know me, I don't know you. |
314 | 00:23:31,180 | 00:23:33,010 | Me and what's-his-name are in the room. | Me and what's-his-name are in the room. |
315 | 00:23:33,180 | 00:23:35,270 | -Who do you pick? -I do know you, Syd. | -Who do you pick? -I do know you, Syd. |
316 | 00:23:35,450 | 00:23:36,910 | Remove that from the equation. | Remove that from the equation. |
317 | 00:23:37,080 | 00:23:39,450 | -You can't. -Gun to your head. Who do you pick? | -You can't. -Gun to your head. Who do you pick? |
318 | 00:23:39,620 | 00:23:43,110 | I would pick you. I would pick you in any equation. | I would pick you. I would pick you in any equation. |
319 | 00:23:43,560 | 00:23:45,750 | Are you all right in there? | Are you all right in there? |
320 | 00:23:45,920 | 00:23:48,450 | Everything is fine. Thank you. | Everything is fine. Thank you. |
321 | 00:23:50,560 | 00:23:54,090 | Syd, literally, this has got to be one of the most insane conversations... | Syd, literally, this has got to be one of the most insane conversations... |
322 | 00:23:54,270 | 00:23:56,060 | ...I've ever had with you. | ...I've ever had with you. |
323 | 00:23:56,570 | 00:23:58,870 | I don't want to fuck him. I don't. | I don't want to fuck him. I don't. |
324 | 00:23:59,070 | 00:24:00,470 | -Fuck him? -lt was one lunch. | -Fuck him? -lt was one lunch. |
325 | 00:24:00,640 | 00:24:02,300 | Who said anything about fucking him? | Who said anything about fucking him? |
326 | 00:24:02,470 | 00:24:05,640 | -I didn't say fucking, I said attracted. -That's what you meant. | -I didn't say fucking, I said attracted. -That's what you meant. |
327 | 00:24:05,810 | 00:24:07,680 | -It's not. -Please keep your voice down. | -It's not. -Please keep your voice down. |
328 | 00:24:07,850 | 00:24:09,640 | I meant attracted, you said fuck. | I meant attracted, you said fuck. |
329 | 00:24:09,820 | 00:24:12,480 | Can you just fucking shut the fuck up? | Can you just fucking shut the fuck up? |
330 | 00:24:13,490 | 00:24:14,470 | What do you want? | What do you want? |
331 | 00:24:15,020 | 00:24:17,990 | I want you to answer the fucking question. | I want you to answer the fucking question. |
332 | 00:24:21,490 | 00:24:27,130 | Syd, you're a cute guy. You are. You really, really are, but I don't know. | Syd, you're a cute guy. You are. You really, really are, but I don't know. |
333 | 00:24:27,300 | 00:24:30,130 | He has this angular, sexy, Diesel-ad thing going on. | He has this angular, sexy, Diesel-ad thing going on. |
334 | 00:24:30,300 | 00:24:31,740 | But I don't even know him. | But I don't even know him. |
335 | 00:24:31,900 | 00:24:33,960 | -So maybe he's an asshole. -You know what? | -So maybe he's an asshole. -You know what? |
336 | 00:24:34,510 | 00:24:37,480 | Fuck you, Maya. If you were my friend, you would've lied. | Fuck you, Maya. If you were my friend, you would've lied. |
337 | 00:24:37,640 | 00:24:40,840 | Syd. Syd, you are at her going-away party. | Syd. Syd, you are at her going-away party. |
338 | 00:24:41,010 | 00:24:43,180 | If you don't calm down, you'll drive me... | If you don't calm down, you'll drive me... |
339 | 00:24:43,350 | 00:24:48,840 | ...and you, and everyone else, and her at this fucking party crazy. | ...and you, and everyone else, and her at this fucking party crazy. |
340 | 00:24:49,020 | 00:24:51,990 | Just say goodbye and let her go, because she's gone. | Just say goodbye and let her go, because she's gone. |
341 | 00:24:52,660 | 00:24:55,220 | She's gone, man. | She's gone, man. |
342 | 00:24:59,230 | 00:25:01,170 | Line, anyone? | Line, anyone? |
343 | 00:25:04,040 | 00:25:06,940 | No. No, thank you. But do you have a cigarette? | No. No, thank you. But do you have a cigarette? |
344 | 00:25:07,140 | 00:25:08,870 | I'm sorry. | I'm sorry. |
345 | 00:25:37,300 | 00:25:41,070 | Light. I'm sorry. | Light. I'm sorry. |
346 | 00:25:45,980 | 00:25:49,110 | All right, all right, you know what? I'm gonna go. | All right, all right, you know what? I'm gonna go. |
347 | 00:25:49,280 | 00:25:51,940 | -Are you leaving? -Thank you. Thank you for everything. | -Are you leaving? -Thank you. Thank you for everything. |
348 | 00:25:52,120 | 00:25:53,880 | -Really. -Listen, do me a favor. | -Really. -Listen, do me a favor. |
349 | 00:25:54,050 | 00:25:57,420 | Don't tell London I'm doing blow in here. That'll really screw me. | Don't tell London I'm doing blow in here. That'll really screw me. |
350 | 00:25:57,590 | 00:26:00,560 | You know, Syd, yeah, you know, I'll try to remember that. | You know, Syd, yeah, you know, I'll try to remember that. |
351 | 00:26:00,730 | 00:26:02,390 | Maya, I'm serious. Please? | Maya, I'm serious. Please? |
352 | 00:26:12,840 | 00:26:16,170 | Hey, please tell me you're not doing coke in my parents' bathroom. | Hey, please tell me you're not doing coke in my parents' bathroom. |
353 | 00:26:16,340 | 00:26:18,310 | -What? -I saw you go upstairs. | -What? -I saw you go upstairs. |
354 | 00:26:18,480 | 00:26:20,340 | -Where did you go? -To the bathroom. | -Where did you go? -To the bathroom. |
355 | 00:26:20,510 | 00:26:23,280 | Swear to God, you're not doing coke in my parents' house. | Swear to God, you're not doing coke in my parents' house. |
356 | 00:26:23,450 | 00:26:24,810 | Oh, my God, I swear to God... | Oh, my God, I swear to God... |
357 | 00:26:24,980 | 00:26:27,780 | ...I'm not doing coke in your parents' house. | ...I'm not doing coke in your parents' house. |
358 | 00:26:27,950 | 00:26:29,290 | Okay, I'm sorry, darling. | Okay, I'm sorry, darling. |
359 | 00:26:30,960 | 00:26:34,290 | All right. Have a good time. I'm sorry. | All right. Have a good time. I'm sorry. |
360 | 00:26:41,100 | 00:26:43,160 | How long were you two together? | How long were you two together? |
361 | 00:26:43,340 | 00:26:46,970 | Who? Me and London? Two and a half years. | Who? Me and London? Two and a half years. |
362 | 00:26:47,440 | 00:26:49,770 | -You split when? -Six months and a few days ago. | -You split when? -Six months and a few days ago. |
363 | 00:26:49,940 | 00:26:52,380 | You're counting, Syd. Not a good sign, mate. | You're counting, Syd. Not a good sign, mate. |
364 | 00:26:52,980 | 00:26:55,140 | Why? Why do you say that? | Why? Why do you say that? |
365 | 00:26:56,680 | 00:27:00,050 | Joking. I mean, what's the girl's name? | Joking. I mean, what's the girl's name? |
366 | 00:27:00,250 | 00:27:02,650 | -Maya. Can I have one of those? -Maya. | -Maya. Can I have one of those? -Maya. |
367 | 00:27:02,820 | 00:27:04,620 | Maya. | Maya. |
368 | 00:27:04,790 | 00:27:06,690 | I'd do some terrible things to her. | I'd do some terrible things to her. |
369 | 00:27:07,130 | 00:27:09,990 | She's like an X-rated Barbie doll. | She's like an X-rated Barbie doll. |
370 | 00:27:10,560 | 00:27:12,860 | -How old is she? -I don't know, like 1 6, 1 7. | -How old is she? -I don't know, like 1 6, 1 7. |
371 | 00:27:13,030 | 00:27:14,360 | Seventeen? | Seventeen? |
372 | 00:27:15,840 | 00:27:18,900 | -Now I really wanna fuck her. -You'd fuck a 1 7-year-old? | -Now I really wanna fuck her. -You'd fuck a 1 7-year-old? |
373 | 00:27:19,570 | 00:27:21,400 | What, you wouldn't? | What, you wouldn't? |
374 | 00:27:22,170 | 00:27:24,640 | If it's not against the law, what's the problem? | If it's not against the law, what's the problem? |
375 | 00:27:24,810 | 00:27:26,870 | You can fuck a 1 5-year-old in France. | You can fuck a 1 5-year-old in France. |
376 | 00:27:27,050 | 00:27:28,810 | Does that make them all pedophiles? | Does that make them all pedophiles? |
377 | 00:27:28,980 | 00:27:32,310 | Right situation, right country, you'd fuck one too, believe you me. | Right situation, right country, you'd fuck one too, believe you me. |
378 | 00:27:32,490 | 00:27:36,350 | Right, right. International waters, deserted island, shit can happen. | Right, right. International waters, deserted island, shit can happen. |
379 | 00:27:36,520 | 00:27:39,890 | But if any of my female friends knew I fucked a 1 7-year-old... | But if any of my female friends knew I fucked a 1 7-year-old... |
380 | 00:27:40,060 | 00:27:42,360 | -...they'd lose it. -What's the matter with you? | -...they'd lose it. -What's the matter with you? |
381 | 00:27:42,530 | 00:27:45,220 | If we told women a tenth of the things we think and do... | If we told women a tenth of the things we think and do... |
382 | 00:27:45,400 | 00:27:47,060 | ...do you think we'd ever get laid? | ...do you think we'd ever get laid? |
383 | 00:27:47,230 | 00:27:50,170 | -Like when I asked a girl to piss on me. -To piss on you? | -Like when I asked a girl to piss on me. -To piss on you? |
384 | 00:27:52,170 | 00:27:55,000 | Yes, mate, but I was on a horrible amount of X at the time. | Yes, mate, but I was on a horrible amount of X at the time. |
385 | 00:27:55,170 | 00:27:57,070 | Did she piss on you? | Did she piss on you? |
386 | 00:27:58,910 | 00:28:00,850 | Actually, no... | Actually, no... |
387 | 00:28:02,180 | 00:28:04,340 | ...she pissed in my mouth. | ...she pissed in my mouth. |
388 | 00:28:06,920 | 00:28:08,550 | She pissed in your mouth? | She pissed in your mouth? |
389 | 00:28:08,720 | 00:28:10,850 | It was not a pleasant experience, believe me. | It was not a pleasant experience, believe me. |
390 | 00:28:12,920 | 00:28:14,390 | How the fuck does that happen? | How the fuck does that happen? |
391 | 00:28:14,560 | 00:28:18,690 | What is the conversation that leads to a girl having to piss in your mouth? | What is the conversation that leads to a girl having to piss in your mouth? |
392 | 00:28:18,860 | 00:28:20,460 | It was a fucking mistress. | It was a fucking mistress. |
393 | 00:28:20,630 | 00:28:24,090 | -You paid an S & M chick? -Many times. | -You paid an S & M chick? -Many times. |
394 | 00:28:25,440 | 00:28:27,460 | "Many times." | "Many times." |
395 | 00:28:28,340 | 00:28:32,140 | Listen, it's an expensive hobby, both mentally and financially. | Listen, it's an expensive hobby, both mentally and financially. |
396 | 00:28:32,340 | 00:28:34,740 | So, what's the deal? How does it work? | So, what's the deal? How does it work? |
397 | 00:28:36,650 | 00:28:38,780 | I don't know if I want to go there, you know? | I don't know if I want to go there, you know? |
398 | 00:28:38,950 | 00:28:42,580 | Come on, explain it. No one cares. Did you get your shit wet? Me too. | Come on, explain it. No one cares. Did you get your shit wet? Me too. |
399 | 00:28:42,750 | 00:28:46,710 | It's my fucking Savile Row suit. It's fucking 5 G's. | It's my fucking Savile Row suit. It's fucking 5 G's. |
400 | 00:28:46,890 | 00:28:50,350 | I've kept it out of the rain all day. Look at the state of it. | I've kept it out of the rain all day. Look at the state of it. |
401 | 00:28:50,960 | 00:28:53,120 | Look, I don't wanna go there. All right, Syd? | Look, I don't wanna go there. All right, Syd? |
402 | 00:28:53,300 | 00:28:54,730 | Come on. I'm not gonna tell. | Come on. I'm not gonna tell. |
403 | 00:28:54,900 | 00:28:57,300 | -Why the fuck do you wanna know? -How does it work? | -Why the fuck do you wanna know? -How does it work? |
404 | 00:28:57,470 | 00:29:00,930 | -You just go over there? -Look at you, you fucking dirtbag. | -You just go over there? -Look at you, you fucking dirtbag. |
405 | 00:29:01,110 | 00:29:03,270 | -You brought it up. -You wanna go there... | -You brought it up. -You wanna go there... |
406 | 00:29:03,440 | 00:29:06,770 | ...you fucking go there. Leave my fucking demons to myself, mate. | ...you fucking go there. Leave my fucking demons to myself, mate. |
407 | 00:29:06,950 | 00:29:08,940 | -Where is it? -Tribeca, you cunt. | -Where is it? -Tribeca, you cunt. |
408 | 00:29:09,110 | 00:29:11,450 | Explain it. How does it work? You just walk over? | Explain it. How does it work? You just walk over? |
409 | 00:29:13,380 | 00:29:15,180 | Look, you phone from downstairs,,, | Look, you phone from downstairs,,, |
410 | 00:29:15,390 | 00:29:19,790 | ,,,and magically they let you in through these enormous iron gates, | ,,,and magically they let you in through these enormous iron gates, |
411 | 00:29:21,960 | 00:29:22,980 | You get all excited, | You get all excited, |
412 | 00:29:23,160 | 00:29:26,100 | You get all wrapped up, You can't wait to get in there, | You get all wrapped up, You can't wait to get in there, |
413 | 00:29:28,830 | 00:29:31,830 | The whole thought of it just gets amongst your fucking veins, | The whole thought of it just gets amongst your fucking veins, |
414 | 00:29:32,000 | 00:29:33,490 | You're into it, you know? | You're into it, you know? |
415 | 00:29:33,670 | 00:29:35,640 | All of a sudden, they give you a form. | All of a sudden, they give you a form. |
416 | 00:29:35,810 | 00:29:39,470 | it's a five-page disclaimer in fucking triplicate, | it's a five-page disclaimer in fucking triplicate, |
417 | 00:29:39,640 | 00:29:42,940 | And you're like, "Hold on. What is this? Paperwork? | And you're like, "Hold on. What is this? Paperwork? |
418 | 00:29:43,110 | 00:29:44,810 | I've come here to get my dick sucked. | I've come here to get my dick sucked. |
419 | 00:29:44,980 | 00:29:47,350 | I didn't come here to sign forms." It's hilarious. | I didn't come here to sign forms." It's hilarious. |
420 | 00:29:47,520 | 00:29:50,980 | You don't pay them, you give them a fucking donation. | You don't pay them, you give them a fucking donation. |
421 | 00:29:51,160 | 00:29:54,780 | I mean, that is so American, isn't it? Come on. | I mean, that is so American, isn't it? Come on. |
422 | 00:29:54,960 | 00:29:58,450 | And then they give you a list and a little pencil, like in the sushi bar, | And then they give you a list and a little pencil, like in the sushi bar, |
423 | 00:29:58,630 | 00:30:01,620 | You start checking off the requirements, Whipping, spanking-- | You start checking off the requirements, Whipping, spanking-- |
424 | 00:30:03,700 | 00:30:07,730 | Come on, you fucking dirty shit-cunt whore. Fucking whip me! | Come on, you fucking dirty shit-cunt whore. Fucking whip me! |
425 | 00:30:07,940 | 00:30:09,960 | --nipple clamps, coprophilia, | --nipple clamps, coprophilia, |
426 | 00:30:10,140 | 00:30:12,470 | -What's coprophilia? -When they shit on you. | -What's coprophilia? -When they shit on you. |
427 | 00:30:12,880 | 00:30:14,310 | Shit in your mouth. | Shit in your mouth. |
428 | 00:30:14,480 | 00:30:17,740 | You can have it in the mouth or you can have it over a glass table, | You can have it in the mouth or you can have it over a glass table, |
429 | 00:30:17,950 | 00:30:21,250 | Can you imagine? They fucking wheel out a glass table and they just,,, | Can you imagine? They fucking wheel out a glass table and they just,,, |
430 | 00:30:21,450 | 00:30:24,250 | ...shit all over it, and you're just like: | ...shit all over it, and you're just like: |
431 | 00:30:24,460 | 00:30:26,360 | "You dirty bitch!" | "You dirty bitch!" |
432 | 00:30:26,520 | 00:30:29,890 | Who the fuck asks for that fucking misery? | Who the fuck asks for that fucking misery? |
433 | 00:30:30,060 | 00:30:32,430 | I hope not you. | I hope not you. |
434 | 00:30:32,600 | 00:30:34,030 | Yeah, what about me? | Yeah, what about me? |
435 | 00:30:36,400 | 00:30:39,670 | Anyway, you know, there's a lot-- I mean, the list is long, mate. | Anyway, you know, there's a lot-- I mean, the list is long, mate. |
436 | 00:30:39,840 | 00:30:42,270 | -lnfantilism, you've got-- -What's infantilism? | -lnfantilism, you've got-- -What's infantilism? |
437 | 00:30:42,470 | 00:30:44,500 | They make you a baby, give you a bottle, | They make you a baby, give you a bottle, |
438 | 00:30:44,680 | 00:30:47,670 | Put you in diapers, nurse you, turn you into an infant. | Put you in diapers, nurse you, turn you into an infant. |
439 | 00:30:48,510 | 00:30:52,420 | I mean, it's the sickest, most twisted place you'll ever go. | I mean, it's the sickest, most twisted place you'll ever go. |
440 | 00:30:52,580 | 00:30:54,020 | I mean, they claw your balls. | I mean, they claw your balls. |
441 | 00:30:54,190 | 00:30:56,240 | They'll tie your cock up with a shoelace... | They'll tie your cock up with a shoelace... |
442 | 00:30:56,420 | 00:31:01,480 | ...stick truncheons up your ass. It's twisted. It's fucking twisted. | ...stick truncheons up your ass. It's twisted. It's fucking twisted. |
443 | 00:31:02,260 | 00:31:04,520 | But I'm telling you, the moment you come.... | But I'm telling you, the moment you come.... |
444 | 00:31:04,700 | 00:31:06,750 | The moment you come, you are so sober. | The moment you come, you are so sober. |
445 | 00:31:07,630 | 00:31:11,430 | i mean, so fucking sober, | i mean, so fucking sober, |
446 | 00:31:11,600 | 00:31:15,900 | You're like, "What have i just done? What the fuck have i just done? | You're like, "What have i just done? What the fuck have i just done? |
447 | 00:31:16,070 | 00:31:19,700 | i've just paid $275 for some stranger,,, | i've just paid $275 for some stranger,,, |
448 | 00:31:19,880 | 00:31:22,540 | ,,,some chick i don't even know, to, like, whip me,,, | ,,,some chick i don't even know, to, like, whip me,,, |
449 | 00:31:22,710 | 00:31:24,540 | ,,,and piss on my head, " | ,,,and piss on my head, " |
450 | 00:31:25,580 | 00:31:28,710 | So where's the upside? Why do you do it? I don't get it. | So where's the upside? Why do you do it? I don't get it. |
451 | 00:31:29,390 | 00:31:33,120 | Well, on a physical level, it can be rather pleasurable. | Well, on a physical level, it can be rather pleasurable. |
452 | 00:31:34,030 | 00:31:37,720 | Psychologically-- This is without getting too deep here. | Psychologically-- This is without getting too deep here. |
453 | 00:31:37,900 | 00:31:40,990 | --I think it has a lot to do with pain and self-flagellation... | --I think it has a lot to do with pain and self-flagellation... |
454 | 00:31:41,170 | 00:31:43,500 | ...both literally and metaphorically. | ...both literally and metaphorically. |
455 | 00:31:43,670 | 00:31:46,330 | I mean, I don't know whether it's the culture or what... | I mean, I don't know whether it's the culture or what... |
456 | 00:31:46,540 | 00:31:50,060 | ...but the English, in general, are very into pain and spanking. | ...but the English, in general, are very into pain and spanking. |
457 | 00:31:50,240 | 00:31:52,110 | The English? Really? | The English? Really? |
458 | 00:31:52,280 | 00:31:54,900 | Yeah, you're always reading some story in the papers... | Yeah, you're always reading some story in the papers... |
459 | 00:31:55,080 | 00:31:57,670 | ,,,about some judge or vicar bent over a hooker's knee, | ,,,about some judge or vicar bent over a hooker's knee, |
460 | 00:31:59,980 | 00:32:02,420 | I didn't know the English were so fucked up. | I didn't know the English were so fucked up. |
461 | 00:32:02,590 | 00:32:05,110 | Mate, the English are very... | Mate, the English are very... |
462 | 00:32:05,290 | 00:32:08,280 | ...I mean, very fucked up. | ...I mean, very fucked up. |
463 | 00:32:11,330 | 00:32:13,300 | Yeah, one sec. | Yeah, one sec. |
464 | 00:32:15,700 | 00:32:19,360 | Sweating like a fucking rapist. | Sweating like a fucking rapist. |
465 | 00:32:22,340 | 00:32:23,860 | Syd. | Syd. |
466 | 00:32:24,080 | 00:32:25,800 | Come and have a look at the view. | Come and have a look at the view. |
467 | 00:32:27,210 | 00:32:30,980 | Yeah. It's Mallory, the girl from the bar. I'll hook you up. | Yeah. It's Mallory, the girl from the bar. I'll hook you up. |
468 | 00:32:31,150 | 00:32:32,550 | -Come back in. -Who? | -Come back in. -Who? |
469 | 00:32:32,720 | 00:32:34,510 | Mallory. The girl from the bar. | Mallory. The girl from the bar. |
470 | 00:32:34,690 | 00:32:37,050 | -She's hot. I'll hook you up. -No, no, mate, no. | -She's hot. I'll hook you up. -No, no, mate, no. |
471 | 00:32:37,220 | 00:32:39,990 | I'm too-- I'm wanked, mate. I can't be fucking with girls. | I'm too-- I'm wanked, mate. I can't be fucking with girls. |
472 | 00:32:40,160 | 00:32:41,790 | So what? So am l. | So what? So am l. |
473 | 00:32:41,960 | 00:32:44,360 | I've been drinking this piss. No, I can't, fuck it. | I've been drinking this piss. No, I can't, fuck it. |
474 | 00:32:44,530 | 00:32:46,360 | -I can't operate like this. -Who cares? | -I can't operate like this. -Who cares? |
475 | 00:32:46,530 | 00:32:49,020 | -I'm fucking dizzy. -She'll be in and out. | -I'm fucking dizzy. -She'll be in and out. |
476 | 00:32:49,200 | 00:32:51,290 | You help yourself to that, I'm gonna leave. | You help yourself to that, I'm gonna leave. |
477 | 00:32:51,470 | 00:32:53,660 | -It's been a fucking pleasure. -Don't leave. | -It's been a fucking pleasure. -Don't leave. |
478 | 00:32:53,840 | 00:32:56,570 | Please don't fucking leave. Go get a drink, come back. | Please don't fucking leave. Go get a drink, come back. |
479 | 00:32:56,740 | 00:32:58,730 | -No, mate, no. -Bateman, one fucking drink. | -No, mate, no. -Bateman, one fucking drink. |
480 | 00:32:58,910 | 00:33:01,240 | Come right back. Work Mallory, she's hot. | Come right back. Work Mallory, she's hot. |
481 | 00:33:01,410 | 00:33:03,510 | Fuck you. A drink of what? What do you want? | Fuck you. A drink of what? What do you want? |
482 | 00:33:03,680 | 00:33:05,880 | Anything. A bottle. Jack, tequila, whiskey. | Anything. A bottle. Jack, tequila, whiskey. |
483 | 00:33:06,050 | 00:33:07,880 | You're staying, though, right? | You're staying, though, right? |
484 | 00:33:08,620 | 00:33:10,420 | -One fucking drink. -One fucking drink. | -One fucking drink. -One fucking drink. |
485 | 00:33:10,620 | 00:33:14,520 | Fine, fine, just don't go anywhere. You'll fucking thank me. | Fine, fine, just don't go anywhere. You'll fucking thank me. |
486 | 00:33:25,000 | 00:33:28,170 | I haven't had a bump in like three hours. | I haven't had a bump in like three hours. |
487 | 00:33:28,340 | 00:33:30,170 | Bateman, this is my friend Mallory. | Bateman, this is my friend Mallory. |
488 | 00:33:30,340 | 00:33:32,540 | Mallory, this is Bateman. | Mallory, this is Bateman. |
489 | 00:33:32,710 | 00:33:34,510 | Hey. | Hey. |
490 | 00:33:34,680 | 00:33:36,440 | You're the guy from the bar, right? | You're the guy from the bar, right? |
491 | 00:33:36,650 | 00:33:38,740 | Mallory, yeah? | Mallory, yeah? |
492 | 00:33:38,920 | 00:33:40,380 | Bateman. | Bateman. |
493 | 00:33:40,550 | 00:33:42,350 | Nice to meet you. | Nice to meet you. |
494 | 00:33:42,520 | 00:33:44,280 | -Sorry. -Excuse me. | -Sorry. -Excuse me. |
495 | 00:33:44,460 | 00:33:47,290 | -What a clumsy idiot. -Sorry. | -What a clumsy idiot. -Sorry. |
496 | 00:33:48,930 | 00:33:51,020 | Well, how do you guys know each other? | Well, how do you guys know each other? |
497 | 00:33:52,200 | 00:33:53,960 | A friend of a friend. | A friend of a friend. |
498 | 00:33:54,170 | 00:33:55,790 | What friend? | What friend? |
499 | 00:33:57,900 | 00:34:00,930 | I don't know, Mallory. What's with the 20 Questions? Fuck. | I don't know, Mallory. What's with the 20 Questions? Fuck. |
500 | 00:34:01,110 | 00:34:03,870 | Just asking. So, what, are you leaving or something? | Just asking. So, what, are you leaving or something? |
501 | 00:34:04,040 | 00:34:07,270 | I'm just gonna grab us a drink and then... | I'm just gonna grab us a drink and then... |
502 | 00:34:07,680 | 00:34:10,710 | ...I'm coming back. Do you want one? | ...I'm coming back. Do you want one? |
503 | 00:34:11,980 | 00:34:14,380 | Sure, I'll have another one. | Sure, I'll have another one. |
504 | 00:34:14,550 | 00:34:16,250 | -I'll see you in a minute. -Good. | -I'll see you in a minute. -Good. |
505 | 00:34:16,420 | 00:34:17,980 | I'll see you in a minute, Syd. | I'll see you in a minute, Syd. |
506 | 00:34:23,190 | 00:34:25,960 | Damn, kid. | Damn, kid. |
507 | 00:34:29,630 | 00:34:31,330 | So how do you know that guy? | So how do you know that guy? |
508 | 00:34:33,710 | 00:34:36,500 | He got this blow. He's not a dealer, he just knew the guy. | He got this blow. He's not a dealer, he just knew the guy. |
509 | 00:34:36,710 | 00:34:38,300 | -Oh, yeah? -Yeah. Good guy, right? | -Oh, yeah? -Yeah. Good guy, right? |
510 | 00:34:38,480 | 00:34:41,740 | -Yeah. -Hey, you don't know if London's here. | -Yeah. -Hey, you don't know if London's here. |
511 | 00:34:41,910 | 00:34:43,680 | Yeah, she got here like a minute ago. | Yeah, she got here like a minute ago. |
512 | 00:34:43,850 | 00:34:46,580 | What'd she say? Does she know I'm here? | What'd she say? Does she know I'm here? |
513 | 00:34:46,750 | 00:34:49,850 | No. She didn't say anything. | No. She didn't say anything. |
514 | 00:34:57,930 | 00:35:01,590 | I can't believe she's leaving tomorrow. That's just so fucked up to me. | I can't believe she's leaving tomorrow. That's just so fucked up to me. |
515 | 00:35:01,770 | 00:35:06,030 | Well, instead of staying here all night, why don't you go out and talk to her. | Well, instead of staying here all night, why don't you go out and talk to her. |
516 | 00:35:06,240 | 00:35:08,640 | -I'm sure she'd love to talk to you. -I doubt that. | -I'm sure she'd love to talk to you. -I doubt that. |
517 | 00:35:08,810 | 00:35:11,970 | Why wouldn't she wanna talk to you? You guys in a fight? | Why wouldn't she wanna talk to you? You guys in a fight? |
518 | 00:35:12,140 | 00:35:14,630 | A fight? Mallory, she hasn't called me in two months. | A fight? Mallory, she hasn't called me in two months. |
519 | 00:35:14,810 | 00:35:17,510 | I wasn't invited tonight. Don't you think it's odd... | I wasn't invited tonight. Don't you think it's odd... |
520 | 00:35:17,680 | 00:35:20,810 | ...she wouldn't tell me she's moving across the fucking country? | ...she wouldn't tell me she's moving across the fucking country? |
521 | 00:35:20,990 | 00:35:22,320 | -She didn't call you? -No. | -She didn't call you? -No. |
522 | 00:35:22,490 | 00:35:24,790 | -That's fucked up. -Didn't even leave a message. | -That's fucked up. -Didn't even leave a message. |
523 | 00:35:24,960 | 00:35:28,980 | -I know that girl better than anybody. -When's the last time you talked? | -I know that girl better than anybody. -When's the last time you talked? |
524 | 00:35:29,160 | 00:35:32,290 | -I don't know, two months. -Really? | -I don't know, two months. -Really? |
525 | 00:35:32,630 | 00:35:36,120 | -I'm sure she was gonna call you. -When? I just checked my messages. | -I'm sure she was gonna call you. -When? I just checked my messages. |
526 | 00:35:36,300 | 00:35:40,360 | -ls she gonna call me from LAX? -Dude, I don't fucking know. Man. | -ls she gonna call me from LAX? -Dude, I don't fucking know. Man. |
527 | 00:35:40,540 | 00:35:42,530 | Fucked up! | Fucked up! |
528 | 00:35:44,540 | 00:35:47,670 | Hey, Syd, can I ask you something personal? | Hey, Syd, can I ask you something personal? |
529 | 00:35:47,850 | 00:35:49,400 | What? | What? |
530 | 00:35:49,880 | 00:35:51,820 | Well.... | Well.... |
531 | 00:35:53,380 | 00:35:57,180 | It's probably-- I don't know if it's true, that's obviously why I'm asking... | It's probably-- I don't know if it's true, that's obviously why I'm asking... |
532 | 00:35:57,360 | 00:36:00,850 | ...and since we're cool and all, I just figured-- I'm kind of concerned. | ...and since we're cool and all, I just figured-- I'm kind of concerned. |
533 | 00:36:01,030 | 00:36:05,020 | But l-- Anyway, I kind of heard that-- | But l-- Anyway, I kind of heard that-- |
534 | 00:36:05,200 | 00:36:08,320 | -What? Something about London? -I heard-- It's probably bullshit. | -What? Something about London? -I heard-- It's probably bullshit. |
535 | 00:36:08,500 | 00:36:11,230 | -But I heard you-- -What, Mallory? Spit it out. Fuck. | -But I heard you-- -What, Mallory? Spit it out. Fuck. |
536 | 00:36:11,400 | 00:36:15,860 | Dude, I kind of heard that you tried to kill yourself. | Dude, I kind of heard that you tried to kill yourself. |
537 | 00:36:16,210 | 00:36:19,370 | -What? Who told you that? London? -No, it wasn't London. | -What? Who told you that? London? -No, it wasn't London. |
538 | 00:36:19,540 | 00:36:21,740 | -Who told you that? Who? -Dude, I don't know. | -Who told you that? Who? -Dude, I don't know. |
539 | 00:36:21,910 | 00:36:23,280 | I don't even remember. | I don't even remember. |
540 | 00:36:23,450 | 00:36:25,610 | London's the only person that knew about that. | London's the only person that knew about that. |
541 | 00:36:25,820 | 00:36:28,810 | So any way you heard it, it's pretty fucked up. | So any way you heard it, it's pretty fucked up. |
542 | 00:36:29,090 | 00:36:33,350 | -So, what? It's not true? -No, it's not fucking true. | -So, what? It's not true? -No, it's not fucking true. |
543 | 00:36:34,060 | 00:36:36,420 | Dude, I don't get it. What the fuck happened then? | Dude, I don't get it. What the fuck happened then? |
544 | 00:36:36,590 | 00:36:41,090 | You tell me what you heard happened, then I'll tell you what really happened. | You tell me what you heard happened, then I'll tell you what really happened. |
545 | 00:36:42,330 | 00:36:44,460 | Just after this bump. Hold up. | Just after this bump. Hold up. |
546 | 00:36:46,400 | 00:36:47,890 | All right. Okay. | All right. Okay. |
547 | 00:36:48,070 | 00:36:51,870 | I heard that, like, you guys had a fight or something, and you broke out... | I heard that, like, you guys had a fight or something, and you broke out... |
548 | 00:36:52,040 | 00:36:54,570 | ...she drove to your place, found you unconscious... | ...she drove to your place, found you unconscious... |
549 | 00:36:54,750 | 00:36:58,270 | ...next to some sleeping pills, and you had to get your stomach pumped. | ...next to some sleeping pills, and you had to get your stomach pumped. |
550 | 00:36:58,450 | 00:37:01,940 | Okay, now do you wanna know what really happened? | Okay, now do you wanna know what really happened? |
551 | 00:37:02,620 | 00:37:04,420 | Yeah. I mean, that's why I asked. | Yeah. I mean, that's why I asked. |
552 | 00:37:04,590 | 00:37:06,420 | -You know my dog, Toker? -Yeah. | -You know my dog, Toker? -Yeah. |
553 | 00:37:06,590 | 00:37:09,220 | -Yes, well, he's epileptic. -Okay. | -Yes, well, he's epileptic. -Okay. |
554 | 00:37:09,390 | 00:37:13,160 | -So the vet prescribed phenobarbital. -Pheno--? What the fuck is that? | -So the vet prescribed phenobarbital. -Pheno--? What the fuck is that? |
555 | 00:37:13,360 | 00:37:15,890 | They're barbiturates. They're downers, for his fits. | They're barbiturates. They're downers, for his fits. |
556 | 00:37:16,070 | 00:37:20,600 | Wait a minute. Your dog has epilepsy and got prescribed--? | Wait a minute. Your dog has epilepsy and got prescribed--? |
557 | 00:37:20,770 | 00:37:22,140 | Let me finish. Anyway... | Let me finish. Anyway... |
558 | 00:37:22,310 | 00:37:25,280 | ...it was our two-year anniversary and she thought I'd forget. | ...it was our two-year anniversary and she thought I'd forget. |
559 | 00:37:25,440 | 00:37:27,470 | -So-- -Syd, you always forget, Always, | -So-- -Syd, you always forget, Always, |
560 | 00:37:29,380 | 00:37:32,140 | Oh, fuck. | Oh, fuck. |
561 | 00:37:34,020 | 00:37:39,620 | -I feel like such a bitch. -Well, you are a bitch. | -I feel like such a bitch. -Well, you are a bitch. |
562 | 00:37:39,920 | 00:37:41,980 | Open it. | Open it. |
563 | 00:37:42,190 | 00:37:44,920 | -Open it. -Okay. | -Open it. -Okay. |
564 | 00:37:55,710 | 00:37:57,940 | Oh, my God. | Oh, my God. |
565 | 00:37:58,680 | 00:38:01,440 | This is so gorgeous. How did you know I wanted this dress? | This is so gorgeous. How did you know I wanted this dress? |
566 | 00:38:01,610 | 00:38:06,020 | I saw you drooling all over it last time we were at Valentino. | I saw you drooling all over it last time we were at Valentino. |
567 | 00:38:06,180 | 00:38:08,150 | I love it! | I love it! |
568 | 00:38:08,790 | 00:38:11,550 | Oh, it's so beautiful. | Oh, it's so beautiful. |
569 | 00:38:13,560 | 00:38:17,190 | Thank you so much, baby. | Thank you so much, baby. |
570 | 00:38:22,930 | 00:38:24,530 | There's more. | There's more. |
571 | 00:38:24,700 | 00:38:27,030 | -What is that? -It's a basketball. | -What is that? -It's a basketball. |
572 | 00:38:27,370 | 00:38:32,830 | What--? Oh, my God. Oh, my God. | What--? Oh, my God. Oh, my God. |
573 | 00:38:35,450 | 00:38:39,410 | Hi, little guy. Hi, little guy. | Hi, little guy. Hi, little guy. |
574 | 00:38:39,580 | 00:38:41,450 | Oh, baby. | Oh, baby. |
575 | 00:38:43,520 | 00:38:47,580 | -I love you so much. -I love you. | -I love you so much. -I love you. |
576 | 00:38:47,760 | 00:38:51,660 | Look at him. I can't believe you did this. I-- | Look at him. I can't believe you did this. I-- |
577 | 00:38:53,230 | 00:38:56,500 | Thank you. Okay. Okay. | Thank you. Okay. Okay. |
578 | 00:38:57,670 | 00:38:59,360 | Hello? | Hello? |
579 | 00:39:00,170 | 00:39:03,500 | Hey. Can I just call you back? | Hey. Can I just call you back? |
580 | 00:39:03,840 | 00:39:05,930 | No, I'm just in the middle of something. | No, I'm just in the middle of something. |
581 | 00:39:06,110 | 00:39:08,370 | All right, bye. | All right, bye. |
582 | 00:39:08,680 | 00:39:11,840 | -Who was that? -lt was Mallory. | -Who was that? -lt was Mallory. |
583 | 00:39:12,350 | 00:39:14,720 | Look at his paws. | Look at his paws. |
584 | 00:39:19,690 | 00:39:23,350 | -What? What is it? What's wrong? -I heard a guy's voice on the phone. | -What? What is it? What's wrong? -I heard a guy's voice on the phone. |
585 | 00:39:25,230 | 00:39:27,420 | What? Are you fucking crazy? That was Mallory. | What? Are you fucking crazy? That was Mallory. |
586 | 00:39:27,600 | 00:39:29,790 | You swear to God? | You swear to God? |
587 | 00:39:30,300 | 00:39:33,270 | Yes, I swear to God. | Yes, I swear to God. |
588 | 00:39:34,510 | 00:39:37,410 | If you don't fucking believe me, go ahead and call her. | If you don't fucking believe me, go ahead and call her. |
589 | 00:39:37,580 | 00:39:41,070 | Syd. Are you really gonna fucking call her? | Syd. Are you really gonna fucking call her? |
590 | 00:39:42,580 | 00:39:44,610 | Yeah, is Mallory there? | Yeah, is Mallory there? |
591 | 00:39:45,620 | 00:39:48,140 | This is London's boyfriend. Who the fuck is this? | This is London's boyfriend. Who the fuck is this? |
592 | 00:39:49,050 | 00:39:52,050 | London, what the fuck is this? Who was that? Why did you lie? | London, what the fuck is this? Who was that? Why did you lie? |
593 | 00:39:52,220 | 00:39:54,920 | -Let me just explain. -You better fucking explain. | -Let me just explain. -You better fucking explain. |
594 | 00:39:55,090 | 00:39:57,250 | What? Why did you lie? Are you cheating on me? | What? Why did you lie? Are you cheating on me? |
595 | 00:39:57,430 | 00:39:59,560 | No, no. Listen. | No, no. Listen. |
596 | 00:39:59,730 | 00:40:02,060 | I was really fucked up. I was out with the girls. | I was really fucked up. I was out with the girls. |
597 | 00:40:02,230 | 00:40:04,500 | -Fucking perfect. -Are you gonna let me explain? | -Fucking perfect. -Are you gonna let me explain? |
598 | 00:40:04,670 | 00:40:06,970 | Yes, yes, you better fucking explain, London. | Yes, yes, you better fucking explain, London. |
599 | 00:40:07,140 | 00:40:11,910 | Okay, the clubs were closing, we went back to Becca's boyfriend's loft. | Okay, the clubs were closing, we went back to Becca's boyfriend's loft. |
600 | 00:40:12,080 | 00:40:15,070 | I fucking passed out. I wake up the next morning... | I fucking passed out. I wake up the next morning... |
601 | 00:40:15,250 | 00:40:18,080 | ...and the guy-- There was someone lying in bed next to me. | ...and the guy-- There was someone lying in bed next to me. |
602 | 00:40:18,250 | 00:40:19,580 | Then he didn't try anything? | Then he didn't try anything? |
603 | 00:40:19,750 | 00:40:22,240 | You're fucked up in his bed, he didn't try anything. | You're fucked up in his bed, he didn't try anything. |
604 | 00:40:22,420 | 00:40:25,120 | I find that hard to believe. And don't fucking lie to me. | I find that hard to believe. And don't fucking lie to me. |
605 | 00:40:25,290 | 00:40:28,490 | If you fucking lie to me, I'm walking out the fucking door. | If you fucking lie to me, I'm walking out the fucking door. |
606 | 00:40:28,660 | 00:40:31,990 | He tried to kiss me. But there was nothing because I pushed him away. | He tried to kiss me. But there was nothing because I pushed him away. |
607 | 00:40:32,160 | 00:40:34,260 | -lt was not a big deal-- -Define "tried." | -lt was not a big deal-- -Define "tried." |
608 | 00:40:34,430 | 00:40:36,530 | I wanna know every single fucking detail. | I wanna know every single fucking detail. |
609 | 00:40:36,700 | 00:40:39,530 | Were you on or under the covers? Was his hand on your tit? | Were you on or under the covers? Was his hand on your tit? |
610 | 00:40:39,700 | 00:40:42,700 | No, Syd. He tries to kiss me and I pushed him away. | No, Syd. He tries to kiss me and I pushed him away. |
611 | 00:40:42,870 | 00:40:45,540 | -You pushed him away? -Yes. I walked outside. | -You pushed him away? -Yes. I walked outside. |
612 | 00:40:45,710 | 00:40:48,010 | Mallory called me a cab, and I went home. | Mallory called me a cab, and I went home. |
613 | 00:40:48,180 | 00:40:50,040 | If you went home, why is he calling you? | If you went home, why is he calling you? |
614 | 00:40:50,210 | 00:40:52,340 | -How does he have your number? -I don't know. | -How does he have your number? -I don't know. |
615 | 00:40:52,520 | 00:40:55,680 | Maybe Becca's boyfriend gave him the number. | Maybe Becca's boyfriend gave him the number. |
616 | 00:40:55,850 | 00:40:58,220 | But I definitely didn't give it to him. | But I definitely didn't give it to him. |
617 | 00:40:58,820 | 00:41:03,660 | Nothing happened. I swear to God. Don't you fucking believe me? Please. | Nothing happened. I swear to God. Don't you fucking believe me? Please. |
618 | 00:41:03,830 | 00:41:05,190 | I don't know what to believe. | I don't know what to believe. |
619 | 00:41:05,360 | 00:41:07,350 | You swore that was Mallory on the phone... | You swore that was Mallory on the phone... |
620 | 00:41:07,530 | 00:41:09,230 | ...and it wasn't. So, what the fuck? | ...and it wasn't. So, what the fuck? |
621 | 00:41:09,400 | 00:41:12,670 | We've dated for two years. I believed everything you said until now. | We've dated for two years. I believed everything you said until now. |
622 | 00:41:12,840 | 00:41:14,830 | Now I don't know what the fuck to believe. | Now I don't know what the fuck to believe. |
623 | 00:41:15,010 | 00:41:17,670 | It's like your words are meaningless. | It's like your words are meaningless. |
624 | 00:41:18,180 | 00:41:20,340 | I just don't trust you anymore, London. | I just don't trust you anymore, London. |
625 | 00:41:20,510 | 00:41:23,170 | I made a mistake. I made a fucking huge mistake. | I made a mistake. I made a fucking huge mistake. |
626 | 00:41:23,350 | 00:41:25,910 | -I'm sorry. -lf it was one fucking mistake... | -I'm sorry. -lf it was one fucking mistake... |
627 | 00:41:26,120 | 00:41:28,350 | ...why did you say you were gonna call back? | ...why did you say you were gonna call back? |
628 | 00:41:28,520 | 00:41:30,710 | Why would you tell a guy who you don't know... | Why would you tell a guy who you don't know... |
629 | 00:41:30,890 | 00:41:33,720 | ...whose number you don't have, you're gonna call him back? | ...whose number you don't have, you're gonna call him back? |
630 | 00:41:33,890 | 00:41:35,220 | What the fuck is that? | What the fuck is that? |
631 | 00:41:36,630 | 00:41:39,650 | So I took a couple of Toker's phenobarbital. | So I took a couple of Toker's phenobarbital. |
632 | 00:41:41,230 | 00:41:44,000 | Wait, you took your dog's medication? | Wait, you took your dog's medication? |
633 | 00:41:44,170 | 00:41:47,540 | Phenobarbital is phenobarbital. It doesn't matter if it was for my dog. | Phenobarbital is phenobarbital. It doesn't matter if it was for my dog. |
634 | 00:41:47,710 | 00:41:51,330 | People have been taking it recreationally for years. | People have been taking it recreationally for years. |
635 | 00:41:51,510 | 00:41:52,840 | Smoke that. | Smoke that. |
636 | 00:41:53,010 | 00:41:56,210 | So wait a minute, what does it do to you? | So wait a minute, what does it do to you? |
637 | 00:41:56,380 | 00:41:58,540 | They make you feel good. They're like downers. | They make you feel good. They're like downers. |
638 | 00:41:58,720 | 00:42:00,510 | -Okay. -Anyway... | -Okay. -Anyway... |
639 | 00:42:00,680 | 00:42:03,410 | ...I was pretty drunk and I took like five or six of them. | ...I was pretty drunk and I took like five or six of them. |
640 | 00:42:03,590 | 00:42:06,580 | -Five or six doggy downers? -Toker's 50 pounds, he takes two. | -Five or six doggy downers? -Toker's 50 pounds, he takes two. |
641 | 00:42:06,760 | 00:42:10,450 | -I'm 1 70, five or six seems pretty good. -Shit. | -I'm 1 70, five or six seems pretty good. -Shit. |
642 | 00:42:10,660 | 00:42:13,790 | The problem is that if you're drunk, you can fall into a coma... | The problem is that if you're drunk, you can fall into a coma... |
643 | 00:42:13,960 | 00:42:16,460 | -...if you're not careful. -You went into a coma? | -...if you're not careful. -You went into a coma? |
644 | 00:42:16,670 | 00:42:20,070 | -What's wrong with you? -No, I didn't go into a fucking coma. | -What's wrong with you? -No, I didn't go into a fucking coma. |
645 | 00:42:20,240 | 00:42:22,430 | London came back to apologize or whatever. | London came back to apologize or whatever. |
646 | 00:42:23,040 | 00:42:26,370 | Syd? Syd! | Syd? Syd! |
647 | 00:42:27,950 | 00:42:31,570 | Syd! Somebody, please, help! | Syd! Somebody, please, help! |
648 | 00:42:32,180 | 00:42:35,810 | It's so fucked up. The fact she's telling people that makes me so furious. | It's so fucked up. The fact she's telling people that makes me so furious. |
649 | 00:42:35,990 | 00:42:38,750 | I would never do that to anyone. It's just fucking rude. | I would never do that to anyone. It's just fucking rude. |
650 | 00:42:38,920 | 00:42:41,820 | -They never pumped your stomach? -No, I went to the hospital. | -They never pumped your stomach? -No, I went to the hospital. |
651 | 00:42:41,990 | 00:42:45,050 | I took a few coherency tests. That's it. That's all. | I took a few coherency tests. That's it. That's all. |
652 | 00:42:45,230 | 00:42:48,790 | Do you see how reality gets twisted when little fucking girls gossip? | Do you see how reality gets twisted when little fucking girls gossip? |
653 | 00:42:48,970 | 00:42:52,230 | Yeah. Yeah, I mean, I guess. | Yeah. Yeah, I mean, I guess. |
654 | 00:42:53,470 | 00:42:56,800 | -What? Do you not believe me? -No, of course I believe you, Syd. | -What? Do you not believe me? -No, of course I believe you, Syd. |
655 | 00:42:56,970 | 00:43:00,310 | That's why I asked. I was concerned. | That's why I asked. I was concerned. |
656 | 00:43:00,480 | 00:43:02,410 | Makes me so livid that she's out there... | Makes me so livid that she's out there... |
657 | 00:43:02,580 | 00:43:05,570 | ...telling people this warped version of what happened. | ...telling people this warped version of what happened. |
658 | 00:43:06,120 | 00:43:10,110 | You know what? Just please don't go out there telling her I told you this. | You know what? Just please don't go out there telling her I told you this. |
659 | 00:43:10,290 | 00:43:11,780 | That's the last thing you need. | That's the last thing you need. |
660 | 00:43:11,960 | 00:43:14,480 | The last thing I'm gonna do is mention your name. | The last thing I'm gonna do is mention your name. |
661 | 00:43:14,660 | 00:43:18,190 | Well, honestly, if I were you, I wouldn't even bring the shit up, okay? | Well, honestly, if I were you, I wouldn't even bring the shit up, okay? |
662 | 00:43:18,360 | 00:43:20,920 | It's her last night here. Focus on something positive. | It's her last night here. Focus on something positive. |
663 | 00:43:21,100 | 00:43:23,260 | She don't wanna hear that shit. | She don't wanna hear that shit. |
664 | 00:43:26,240 | 00:43:27,970 | Fuck. | Fuck. |
665 | 00:43:28,610 | 00:43:30,700 | What? What's wrong? | What? What's wrong? |
666 | 00:43:31,240 | 00:43:32,670 | I don't know, I don't know. | I don't know, I don't know. |
667 | 00:43:32,840 | 00:43:36,610 | Because I start sweating and my heart starts pounding... | Because I start sweating and my heart starts pounding... |
668 | 00:43:36,780 | 00:43:39,770 | ...and I feel like my head's spinning and the world's crashing. | ...and I feel like my head's spinning and the world's crashing. |
669 | 00:43:39,950 | 00:43:43,890 | And I get pulled down, further into, like, the darkest... | And I get pulled down, further into, like, the darkest... |
670 | 00:43:44,050 | 00:43:48,050 | ...meanest places of my brain, and I start suffocating. | ...meanest places of my brain, and I start suffocating. |
671 | 00:43:48,260 | 00:43:49,890 | And you feel like you're dying. | And you feel like you're dying. |
672 | 00:43:54,360 | 00:43:57,560 | What? What? Say something. | What? What? Say something. |
673 | 00:43:57,900 | 00:44:01,840 | -What would you like me to say? -Anything. Something. I don't care. | -What would you like me to say? -Anything. Something. I don't care. |
674 | 00:44:04,680 | 00:44:06,010 | I can't be your crutch, Syd. | I can't be your crutch, Syd. |
675 | 00:44:06,180 | 00:44:09,670 | Oh, you are such a miserable fucking human being. | Oh, you are such a miserable fucking human being. |
676 | 00:44:09,850 | 00:44:11,910 | Miserable in what way? | Miserable in what way? |
677 | 00:44:12,150 | 00:44:15,180 | The way that you're sitting there, taking my fucking money... | The way that you're sitting there, taking my fucking money... |
678 | 00:44:15,350 | 00:44:18,880 | ...and I'm dying. Nothing you do helps me. The Prozac doesn't help. | ...and I'm dying. Nothing you do helps me. The Prozac doesn't help. |
679 | 00:44:19,060 | 00:44:22,550 | The lithium doesn't help. The Zoloft doesn't help. Nothing you do helps. | The lithium doesn't help. The Zoloft doesn't help. Nothing you do helps. |
680 | 00:44:22,730 | 00:44:25,390 | You're kind of a fucking asshole. | You're kind of a fucking asshole. |
681 | 00:44:29,400 | 00:44:33,500 | I just wanna fucking turn the pain off, you know? | I just wanna fucking turn the pain off, you know? |
682 | 00:44:33,670 | 00:44:37,040 | Just give me something that the pain can go away with, you know? | Just give me something that the pain can go away with, you know? |
683 | 00:44:37,210 | 00:44:40,180 | Can you do that? Don? | Can you do that? Don? |
684 | 00:44:42,450 | 00:44:44,740 | I think you're doing great. | I think you're doing great. |
685 | 00:44:45,880 | 00:44:48,010 | When that anxiety hits, it's terrifying... | When that anxiety hits, it's terrifying... |
686 | 00:44:48,190 | 00:44:50,710 | ...because you're like, "Maybe I'm really going crazy. | ...because you're like, "Maybe I'm really going crazy. |
687 | 00:44:50,890 | 00:44:53,190 | Maybe I've finally fucked with my head enough... | Maybe I've finally fucked with my head enough... |
688 | 00:44:53,360 | 00:44:55,190 | ...that I just detached from reality." | ...that I just detached from reality." |
689 | 00:44:55,360 | 00:44:57,690 | -You have these horrible revelations. -Like what? | -You have these horrible revelations. -Like what? |
690 | 00:44:57,860 | 00:45:00,460 | I started freaking out about death. I became obsessed. | I started freaking out about death. I became obsessed. |
691 | 00:45:00,630 | 00:45:03,620 | I couldn't conceptualize not being here. Just not being here. | I couldn't conceptualize not being here. Just not being here. |
692 | 00:45:03,830 | 00:45:07,100 | One day, Mallory, you and l are gonna be dead. Buried. Gone. | One day, Mallory, you and l are gonna be dead. Buried. Gone. |
693 | 00:45:07,270 | 00:45:10,540 | You think about religion. People are just swallowing these concepts. | You think about religion. People are just swallowing these concepts. |
694 | 00:45:10,710 | 00:45:13,440 | Like God and heaven, just to suppress our deepest fears... | Like God and heaven, just to suppress our deepest fears... |
695 | 00:45:13,610 | 00:45:16,370 | ...that we don't know why we're here. It makes no sense. | ...that we don't know why we're here. It makes no sense. |
696 | 00:45:16,550 | 00:45:17,910 | It totally makes sense, okay? | It totally makes sense, okay? |
697 | 00:45:18,080 | 00:45:22,250 | At the same time it allows people to go on living their everyday lives... | At the same time it allows people to go on living their everyday lives... |
698 | 00:45:22,420 | 00:45:25,720 | ...without constantly obsessing over these things. These realities. | ...without constantly obsessing over these things. These realities. |
699 | 00:45:25,890 | 00:45:29,330 | Life, death, heaven, hell. Existence, why we're here. | Life, death, heaven, hell. Existence, why we're here. |
700 | 00:45:29,490 | 00:45:33,290 | You know, who knows, it's possible that a god does exist. | You know, who knows, it's possible that a god does exist. |
701 | 00:45:33,460 | 00:45:36,900 | Energy, force, spirit, whatever you wanna call it. I believe that. | Energy, force, spirit, whatever you wanna call it. I believe that. |
702 | 00:45:37,070 | 00:45:39,330 | Fair enough. So, what happens when you die? | Fair enough. So, what happens when you die? |
703 | 00:45:39,500 | 00:45:43,060 | I don't know. You fucking die. Why does there have to be an answer? | I don't know. You fucking die. Why does there have to be an answer? |
704 | 00:45:43,240 | 00:45:46,300 | Why can't there just be mysteries? I don't know. Your body dies. | Why can't there just be mysteries? I don't know. Your body dies. |
705 | 00:45:46,480 | 00:45:50,940 | Your actual physical being dies, but your spirit, I do believe, lives on. | Your actual physical being dies, but your spirit, I do believe, lives on. |
706 | 00:45:51,110 | 00:45:54,910 | It lives on in the world. Man, it's this continuing thing of existence. | It lives on in the world. Man, it's this continuing thing of existence. |
707 | 00:45:55,090 | 00:45:57,250 | It doesn't have to have a perfect answer why. | It doesn't have to have a perfect answer why. |
708 | 00:45:57,420 | 00:45:59,980 | I buy that a little bit more than an invisible guy... | I buy that a little bit more than an invisible guy... |
709 | 00:46:00,160 | 00:46:02,520 | ...taking checks and balances on 6 million people. | ...taking checks and balances on 6 million people. |
710 | 00:46:02,690 | 00:46:04,680 | That sounds like Santa Claus to me. | That sounds like Santa Claus to me. |
711 | 00:46:04,900 | 00:46:08,090 | It's like a fairy tale for adults who can't handle death. | It's like a fairy tale for adults who can't handle death. |
712 | 00:46:10,970 | 00:46:13,160 | Yeah, because if you think about it... | Yeah, because if you think about it... |
713 | 00:46:13,340 | 00:46:16,670 | ...there was a time that we didn't know that the world was round... | ...there was a time that we didn't know that the world was round... |
714 | 00:46:16,840 | 00:46:19,710 | ...or that the atom existed or whatever, right... | ...or that the atom existed or whatever, right... |
715 | 00:46:19,910 | 00:46:22,500 | ...because we didn't have the technology to observe it. | ...because we didn't have the technology to observe it. |
716 | 00:46:22,680 | 00:46:25,650 | And then...one day we do, right? | And then...one day we do, right? |
717 | 00:46:25,820 | 00:46:29,650 | So, I mean, it's totally conceivably possible... | So, I mean, it's totally conceivably possible... |
718 | 00:46:29,820 | 00:46:35,520 | ...that in our lifetime, we will have the technology to observe God... | ...that in our lifetime, we will have the technology to observe God... |
719 | 00:46:35,690 | 00:46:40,060 | ...or whatever it is that created us and the planets... | ...or whatever it is that created us and the planets... |
720 | 00:46:40,230 | 00:46:43,320 | ...and the universe and everything else. Right? | ...and the universe and everything else. Right? |
721 | 00:46:43,500 | 00:46:46,630 | It's important to at least have faith in the possibility... | It's important to at least have faith in the possibility... |
722 | 00:46:46,800 | 00:46:49,900 | ...of a higher being or something, or whatever... | ...of a higher being or something, or whatever... |
723 | 00:46:50,070 | 00:46:51,730 | ...because otherwise, you're just-- | ...because otherwise, you're just-- |
724 | 00:46:51,940 | 00:46:54,570 | You're gonna drive yourself completely fucking insane. | You're gonna drive yourself completely fucking insane. |
725 | 00:46:54,740 | 00:46:57,540 | Right, but that really is the operative word isn't it? | Right, but that really is the operative word isn't it? |
726 | 00:46:57,710 | 00:46:59,740 | What do you mean? What word? | What do you mean? What word? |
727 | 00:46:59,950 | 00:47:03,580 | "Faith." Because without faith, what do you have? You have nothing. | "Faith." Because without faith, what do you have? You have nothing. |
728 | 00:47:03,750 | 00:47:07,150 | You got a few stories written 1 00 years ago, thousands of years ago... | You got a few stories written 1 00 years ago, thousands of years ago... |
729 | 00:47:07,320 | 00:47:09,520 | ...by people who are more clueless than we are. | ...by people who are more clueless than we are. |
730 | 00:47:09,690 | 00:47:13,150 | The same people who were crucifying people who said the world was round. | The same people who were crucifying people who said the world was round. |
731 | 00:47:13,330 | 00:47:17,430 | So, you know. I just need more proof. I need logic to support this religion. | So, you know. I just need more proof. I need logic to support this religion. |
732 | 00:47:17,600 | 00:47:20,360 | Okay, if you want proof, I will give you proof. | Okay, if you want proof, I will give you proof. |
733 | 00:47:20,540 | 00:47:23,900 | There was a study that was done in Japan with physicists, okay? | There was a study that was done in Japan with physicists, okay? |
734 | 00:47:24,070 | 00:47:27,040 | They took two vats of rice... | They took two vats of rice... |
735 | 00:47:27,740 | 00:47:30,240 | ...they put one in one room, and one in another room. | ...they put one in one room, and one in another room. |
736 | 00:47:30,410 | 00:47:34,610 | They put a time-lapse camera on it so they could observe it for a month. | They put a time-lapse camera on it so they could observe it for a month. |
737 | 00:47:34,980 | 00:47:38,440 | They let all these people come into one room... | They let all these people come into one room... |
738 | 00:47:38,620 | 00:47:43,180 | ,,,and they would say, "i love you, rice, You are the best rice, | ,,,and they would say, "i love you, rice, You are the best rice, |
739 | 00:47:43,360 | 00:47:47,060 | You are the most beautiful, most gorgeous, sexy rice there is." | You are the most beautiful, most gorgeous, sexy rice there is." |
740 | 00:47:47,230 | 00:47:50,220 | And in the other room, they say, "l fucking hate you, rice. | And in the other room, they say, "l fucking hate you, rice. |
741 | 00:47:50,400 | 00:47:54,460 | i hate you, You're the worst rice, Fuck you, rice, you're the worst rice, " | i hate you, You're the worst rice, Fuck you, rice, you're the worst rice, " |
742 | 00:47:54,640 | 00:48:00,080 | After a month, the rice that they said "l love you" to? Still edible. | After a month, the rice that they said "l love you" to? Still edible. |
743 | 00:48:00,240 | 00:48:03,440 | The other rice looks like fucking black sludge. | The other rice looks like fucking black sludge. |
744 | 00:48:04,210 | 00:48:08,280 | I saw the pictures. I saw, you know, the time-lapse video. | I saw the pictures. I saw, you know, the time-lapse video. |
745 | 00:48:08,450 | 00:48:10,890 | It's a study. It's real. I saw it with my own eyes. | It's a study. It's real. I saw it with my own eyes. |
746 | 00:48:11,050 | 00:48:14,820 | That's your proof right there. I mean, it's energy. We're affecting something. | That's your proof right there. I mean, it's energy. We're affecting something. |
747 | 00:48:15,020 | 00:48:18,890 | -God is energy. -London, you're talking about rice. | -God is energy. -London, you're talking about rice. |
748 | 00:48:19,060 | 00:48:22,290 | Rice. It has nothing to do with religion. Nothing to do with God. | Rice. It has nothing to do with religion. Nothing to do with God. |
749 | 00:48:22,470 | 00:48:26,770 | -I gave you proof. -I'm sorry, I don't find proof in that. | -I gave you proof. -I'm sorry, I don't find proof in that. |
750 | 00:48:39,480 | 00:48:43,080 | You know what your problem is? You're so undyingly convinced... | You know what your problem is? You're so undyingly convinced... |
751 | 00:48:43,250 | 00:48:46,250 | ...that everything your parents and teachers taught you... | ...that everything your parents and teachers taught you... |
752 | 00:48:46,420 | 00:48:49,480 | ...you hold it as this indisputable, almighty truth. | ...you hold it as this indisputable, almighty truth. |
753 | 00:48:49,660 | 00:48:52,750 | Syd, can we please just drop it? Can we just fucking drop it? | Syd, can we please just drop it? Can we just fucking drop it? |
754 | 00:48:52,930 | 00:48:55,760 | You wanna drop it because you know I'm right. Admit that... | You wanna drop it because you know I'm right. Admit that... |
755 | 00:48:55,930 | 00:48:58,260 | -...we'll talk about whatever you want. -Shut up. | -...we'll talk about whatever you want. -Shut up. |
756 | 00:48:58,430 | 00:49:00,270 | -Shut the fuck up. -Just admit it. | -Shut the fuck up. -Just admit it. |
757 | 00:49:00,440 | 00:49:03,600 | You're scared to question authority because what if they're wrong? | You're scared to question authority because what if they're wrong? |
758 | 00:49:03,770 | 00:49:05,970 | What if all your parents and all your elders... | What if all your parents and all your elders... |
759 | 00:49:06,140 | 00:49:09,340 | ...were as scared of death as you, and brainwashed just like you? | ...were as scared of death as you, and brainwashed just like you? |
760 | 00:49:09,510 | 00:49:11,670 | You're just blind to see it. | You're just blind to see it. |
761 | 00:49:13,480 | 00:49:15,450 | Okay, so I'm brainwashed... | Okay, so I'm brainwashed... |
762 | 00:49:15,620 | 00:49:18,450 | ...because I happen to think that believing in something... | ...because I happen to think that believing in something... |
763 | 00:49:18,620 | 00:49:23,680 | ...other than meaninglessness and nonexistence is a positive thing? | ...other than meaninglessness and nonexistence is a positive thing? |
764 | 00:49:23,860 | 00:49:27,490 | -Okay. That's really smart, Syd. -I'm glad you agree with me. | -Okay. That's really smart, Syd. -I'm glad you agree with me. |
765 | 00:49:27,660 | 00:49:30,390 | I was being facetious, you dipshit. | I was being facetious, you dipshit. |
766 | 00:49:30,600 | 00:49:33,030 | Why are you calling me a dipshit? | Why are you calling me a dipshit? |
767 | 00:49:37,670 | 00:49:39,840 | Why are you calling me a dipshit? | Why are you calling me a dipshit? |
768 | 00:49:40,010 | 00:49:41,810 | Because... | Because... |
769 | 00:49:42,550 | 00:49:46,570 | ...you always have to be right. Why do you always have to be right? | ...you always have to be right. Why do you always have to be right? |
770 | 00:49:46,750 | 00:49:49,010 | And your ego. Your ego, it's just huge. | And your ego. Your ego, it's just huge. |
771 | 00:49:49,190 | 00:49:52,710 | -It's just out of fucking control. -There's no need to freak out. | -It's just out of fucking control. -There's no need to freak out. |
772 | 00:49:52,890 | 00:49:54,880 | Syd, because you don't know when to stop. | Syd, because you don't know when to stop. |
773 | 00:49:55,060 | 00:49:57,820 | You keep going and going and going... | You keep going and going and going... |
774 | 00:49:57,990 | 00:50:02,060 | ...until people just wanna smash your face in. | ...until people just wanna smash your face in. |
775 | 00:50:02,230 | 00:50:05,900 | Okay, okay. Maybe God doesn't exist. | Okay, okay. Maybe God doesn't exist. |
776 | 00:50:06,070 | 00:50:10,770 | I guess me and the billions upon billions and billions of other people... | I guess me and the billions upon billions and billions of other people... |
777 | 00:50:10,940 | 00:50:14,030 | ...who actually pray to something are completely deluded... | ...who actually pray to something are completely deluded... |
778 | 00:50:14,210 | 00:50:17,840 | ...and you are right. You are all-knowing. | ...and you are right. You are all-knowing. |
779 | 00:50:18,010 | 00:50:21,010 | You're God, Syd. Isn't that what you wanna fucking hear anyway? | You're God, Syd. Isn't that what you wanna fucking hear anyway? |
780 | 00:50:21,180 | 00:50:24,420 | -That everyone else is wrong and--? -Doesn't everybody? | -That everyone else is wrong and--? -Doesn't everybody? |
781 | 00:50:24,590 | 00:50:26,950 | And I'm deluded? And I am fucking deluded? | And I'm deluded? And I am fucking deluded? |
782 | 00:50:27,160 | 00:50:29,850 | You are-- You're sick. You're sick, Syd. | You are-- You're sick. You're sick, Syd. |
783 | 00:50:30,030 | 00:50:32,520 | You need fucking mental help. | You need fucking mental help. |
784 | 00:50:32,700 | 00:50:36,530 | God, you make everybody crazy. You're making me fucking crazy. | God, you make everybody crazy. You're making me fucking crazy. |
785 | 00:50:36,700 | 00:50:41,690 | You just-- You blanket people with your pseudo-intellectual bullshit... | You just-- You blanket people with your pseudo-intellectual bullshit... |
786 | 00:50:41,870 | 00:50:45,030 | ...and then they can't fucking breathe. You just suffocate people. | ...and then they can't fucking breathe. You just suffocate people. |
787 | 00:50:45,210 | 00:50:47,200 | You don't talk to people. You talk at them. | You don't talk to people. You talk at them. |
788 | 00:50:47,380 | 00:50:50,710 | At least I talk about real shit. We've been going out for two years. | At least I talk about real shit. We've been going out for two years. |
789 | 00:50:50,880 | 00:50:53,410 | What's the most intelligent conversation we've had? | What's the most intelligent conversation we've had? |
790 | 00:50:53,580 | 00:50:56,280 | How many grams of fat are in a slice of vegetarian pizza? | How many grams of fat are in a slice of vegetarian pizza? |
791 | 00:50:56,450 | 00:51:00,050 | -Fuck you! You're so annoying. -No, fuck you, London! | -Fuck you! You're so annoying. -No, fuck you, London! |
792 | 00:51:00,220 | 00:51:01,660 | You are more annoying than me. | You are more annoying than me. |
793 | 00:51:01,820 | 00:51:03,920 | You get away with it because no one listens. | You get away with it because no one listens. |
794 | 00:51:04,090 | 00:51:07,490 | They stare at your tits, thinking of ways to fuck you. | They stare at your tits, thinking of ways to fuck you. |
795 | 00:51:07,700 | 00:51:11,960 | I can't fucking believe that I ever fell in love with a fucking asshole like you! | I can't fucking believe that I ever fell in love with a fucking asshole like you! |
796 | 00:51:12,140 | 00:51:14,100 | -You're such a fucking asshole! -Stop! | -You're such a fucking asshole! -Stop! |
797 | 00:51:14,270 | 00:51:17,800 | -I fucking hate you! -London. Take it easy. | -I fucking hate you! -London. Take it easy. |
798 | 00:51:17,970 | 00:51:20,340 | Stop, stop, stop. | Stop, stop, stop. |
799 | 00:51:22,410 | 00:51:25,110 | Stop. Stop. | Stop. Stop. |
800 | 00:51:39,160 | 00:51:40,490 | Stop. | Stop. |
801 | 00:51:59,150 | 00:52:02,240 | Baby. Come on, now. | Baby. Come on, now. |
802 | 00:52:16,900 | 00:52:19,460 | I'm not gonna get her back, am l? | I'm not gonna get her back, am l? |
803 | 00:52:29,650 | 00:52:31,340 | I don't know. | I don't know. |
804 | 00:52:32,380 | 00:52:34,080 | Why don't you go talk to her. | Why don't you go talk to her. |
805 | 00:52:37,490 | 00:52:38,820 | Are you leaving? | Are you leaving? |
806 | 00:52:38,990 | 00:52:41,720 | I'm getting really claustrophobic. I need to get some air. | I'm getting really claustrophobic. I need to get some air. |
807 | 00:52:41,890 | 00:52:45,350 | -I'm not freaking you out, am l? -No, I'm so high right now. | -I'm not freaking you out, am l? -No, I'm so high right now. |
808 | 00:52:45,530 | 00:52:47,360 | I need a drink. | I need a drink. |
809 | 00:52:47,530 | 00:52:51,690 | -Here, let me give you some of this. -Can you bring that purse over? | -Here, let me give you some of this. -Can you bring that purse over? |
810 | 00:52:51,870 | 00:52:54,060 | -Yeah, of course. -Thanks. | -Yeah, of course. -Thanks. |
811 | 00:52:54,240 | 00:52:55,930 | Here. | Here. |
812 | 00:52:58,880 | 00:53:00,840 | -Oh, thanks, man. -Here, this is for you. | -Oh, thanks, man. -Here, this is for you. |
813 | 00:53:01,010 | 00:53:04,210 | -That's way too much. -No, please, take it. | -That's way too much. -No, please, take it. |
814 | 00:53:04,380 | 00:53:06,440 | -You sure? -Yeah. | -You sure? -Yeah. |
815 | 00:53:06,620 | 00:53:10,180 | Thanks, man. That's really sweet. | Thanks, man. That's really sweet. |
816 | 00:53:18,530 | 00:53:20,790 | So you--? Do you wanna come out there or what? | So you--? Do you wanna come out there or what? |
817 | 00:53:20,960 | 00:53:23,930 | Yeah, I'll be out there in a minute. I'm gonna... | Yeah, I'll be out there in a minute. I'm gonna... |
818 | 00:53:24,200 | 00:53:26,860 | -...just hang here for a minute or two. -All right. | -...just hang here for a minute or two. -All right. |
819 | 00:53:27,040 | 00:53:29,270 | See you out there, okay? | See you out there, okay? |
820 | 00:53:39,980 | 00:53:42,280 | You gotta come out. | You gotta come out. |
821 | 00:53:47,590 | 00:53:50,920 | Hello, girls. What's your name? | Hello, girls. What's your name? |
822 | 00:53:51,090 | 00:53:54,430 | We're at a party, come on. What are you reading a book for? | We're at a party, come on. What are you reading a book for? |
823 | 00:53:54,860 | 00:53:56,960 | Fancy a smoke in the little room? | Fancy a smoke in the little room? |
824 | 00:53:57,130 | 00:53:59,900 | We're reading, actually, about robopathology. | We're reading, actually, about robopathology. |
825 | 00:54:00,070 | 00:54:02,160 | Complicated little thing, aren't you? | Complicated little thing, aren't you? |
826 | 00:54:02,370 | 00:54:05,100 | I was gonna leave, then I had to make a beeline to you. | I was gonna leave, then I had to make a beeline to you. |
827 | 00:54:05,270 | 00:54:07,500 | Like I feel I know you or something like that. | Like I feel I know you or something like that. |
828 | 00:54:07,680 | 00:54:10,080 | On a one-to-ten scale... | On a one-to-ten scale... |
829 | 00:54:10,450 | 00:54:12,110 | ...you're a four. In dim light. | ...you're a four. In dim light. |
830 | 00:54:12,280 | 00:54:15,740 | One lantern so I wouldn't have to see your heinous, disfigured face. | One lantern so I wouldn't have to see your heinous, disfigured face. |
831 | 00:54:15,920 | 00:54:18,080 | You are absolutely-- You're beautiful. | You are absolutely-- You're beautiful. |
832 | 00:54:18,450 | 00:54:20,820 | I have to go. That's my chopper. But before I do-- | I have to go. That's my chopper. But before I do-- |
833 | 00:54:20,990 | 00:54:22,460 | -It's picking you up? -Yeah. | -It's picking you up? -Yeah. |
834 | 00:54:22,630 | 00:54:24,460 | I invented this move: | I invented this move: |
835 | 00:54:25,390 | 00:54:26,760 | She likes me. She's laughing. | She likes me. She's laughing. |
836 | 00:54:26,930 | 00:54:30,630 | -How old are you? -Eighteen. | -How old are you? -Eighteen. |
837 | 00:54:32,170 | 00:54:33,900 | Eighteen. | Eighteen. |
838 | 00:54:36,810 | 00:54:38,600 | Let me just get another drink now. | Let me just get another drink now. |
839 | 00:54:46,520 | 00:54:48,880 | Stop. I'm not hitting on you. | Stop. I'm not hitting on you. |
840 | 00:54:49,050 | 00:54:51,520 | -I like your shoes. -You do? | -I like your shoes. -You do? |
841 | 00:54:51,690 | 00:54:54,120 | -Excuse me. Hey, girl, I'm out of here. -Already? | -Excuse me. Hey, girl, I'm out of here. -Already? |
842 | 00:54:54,290 | 00:54:56,490 | -I'm gonna miss you. -I'm gonna miss you too. | -I'm gonna miss you. -I'm gonna miss you too. |
843 | 00:54:56,660 | 00:54:58,960 | -Thank you so much for coming. -You're welcome. | -Thank you so much for coming. -You're welcome. |
844 | 00:54:59,130 | 00:55:01,820 | -Don't get shallow on me. -I promise. Are you kidding me? | -Don't get shallow on me. -I promise. Are you kidding me? |
845 | 00:55:02,000 | 00:55:04,400 | -I'm sorry. I'll see you later. -Nice to meet you. | -I'm sorry. I'll see you later. -Nice to meet you. |
846 | 00:55:04,570 | 00:55:07,200 | Call us when you get home. Let us know you're okay. | Call us when you get home. Let us know you're okay. |
847 | 00:55:12,380 | 00:55:15,310 | All right, all right, all right, come on. | All right, all right, all right, come on. |
848 | 00:55:15,480 | 00:55:17,310 | Come on, Syd. | Come on, Syd. |
849 | 00:55:18,080 | 00:55:22,810 | You gotta mellow out. You gotta mellow out. | You gotta mellow out. You gotta mellow out. |
850 | 00:55:23,020 | 00:55:26,250 | You need a beer. You need a bottle. | You need a beer. You need a bottle. |
851 | 00:55:27,860 | 00:55:29,520 | Okay. | Okay. |
852 | 00:55:32,030 | 00:55:34,520 | Stop doing blow. You gotta stop doing coke. | Stop doing blow. You gotta stop doing coke. |
853 | 00:55:36,030 | 00:55:40,030 | Don't grind your teeth. If she sees you grind your teeth, you're fucked. | Don't grind your teeth. If she sees you grind your teeth, you're fucked. |
854 | 00:55:43,240 | 00:55:45,670 | Come on, Syd. Mellow out, mellow out. | Come on, Syd. Mellow out, mellow out. |
855 | 00:55:46,040 | 00:55:47,980 | Be a man. Be a man. | Be a man. Be a man. |
856 | 00:55:48,510 | 00:55:50,880 | There. Get a drink. Go out there, get a drink. | There. Get a drink. Go out there, get a drink. |
857 | 00:55:51,050 | 00:55:54,240 | What's the worst that can happen? What's the worst that can happen? | What's the worst that can happen? What's the worst that can happen? |
858 | 00:55:54,920 | 00:55:56,910 | I can see London. So what? | I can see London. So what? |
859 | 00:55:57,090 | 00:56:00,180 | Fuck. Fuck. | Fuck. Fuck. |
860 | 00:56:02,190 | 00:56:05,390 | Okay. You fuck up tonight, it's over. | Okay. You fuck up tonight, it's over. |
861 | 00:56:17,570 | 00:56:19,060 | Okay. | Okay. |
862 | 00:56:28,920 | 00:56:30,720 | Come on. | Come on. |
863 | 00:56:32,420 | 00:56:34,320 | You know I do. | You know I do. |
864 | 00:56:34,520 | 00:56:37,580 | Well, if you do, if you love me, why don't you just say it? | Well, if you do, if you love me, why don't you just say it? |
865 | 00:56:37,760 | 00:56:42,460 | Why can't you just fucking say it? Why is it so impossible for you? | Why can't you just fucking say it? Why is it so impossible for you? |
866 | 00:56:42,630 | 00:56:45,290 | It's-- It's three words. | It's-- It's three words. |
867 | 00:56:45,470 | 00:56:49,170 | It's-- L-O-V-E Y-- It's eight fucking letters. | It's-- L-O-V-E Y-- It's eight fucking letters. |
868 | 00:56:49,340 | 00:56:51,500 | You can't say eight fucking letters? | You can't say eight fucking letters? |
869 | 00:56:51,670 | 00:56:54,110 | It's not a lot of letters. | It's not a lot of letters. |
870 | 00:57:28,610 | 00:57:30,440 | Say it. | Say it. |
871 | 00:57:43,630 | 00:57:46,650 | Tell me you were not doing cocaine in my parents' bathroom. | Tell me you were not doing cocaine in my parents' bathroom. |
872 | 00:57:46,830 | 00:57:49,300 | -What are you talking about? -Don't "what are you talking about" me. | -What are you talking about? -Don't "what are you talking about" me. |
873 | 00:57:49,470 | 00:57:53,160 | -I saw you go upstairs. -Yeah, I went to the fucking bathroom. | -I saw you go upstairs. -Yeah, I went to the fucking bathroom. |
874 | 00:57:53,340 | 00:57:54,670 | -Really? -Yeah, I had to pee. | -Really? -Yeah, I had to pee. |
875 | 00:57:54,840 | 00:57:57,670 | Well, swear to God you're not doing cocaine. | Well, swear to God you're not doing cocaine. |
876 | 00:58:00,510 | 00:58:02,370 | Who the fuck is Bateman? | Who the fuck is Bateman? |
877 | 00:58:02,550 | 00:58:05,170 | That's his friend or some shit. I don't know. | That's his friend or some shit. I don't know. |
878 | 00:58:05,350 | 00:58:06,980 | He's hot. | He's hot. |
879 | 00:58:07,150 | 00:58:09,980 | I think I want to have hot coke sex with him. | I think I want to have hot coke sex with him. |
880 | 00:58:10,150 | 00:58:13,990 | You fucking did cocaine! Don't fuck with me. Are you? | You fucking did cocaine! Don't fuck with me. Are you? |
881 | 00:58:14,160 | 00:58:17,320 | Yeah, man, he's hot. I like guys with accents. | Yeah, man, he's hot. I like guys with accents. |
882 | 00:58:17,490 | 00:58:19,520 | Oh, my God. | Oh, my God. |
883 | 00:58:20,700 | 00:58:22,560 | I gotta go. | I gotta go. |
884 | 00:58:27,900 | 00:58:31,240 | -So I met your girl, mate. -What do you mean, you met her? | -So I met your girl, mate. -What do you mean, you met her? |
885 | 00:58:31,640 | 00:58:35,340 | Mallory, she introduced us. | Mallory, she introduced us. |
886 | 00:58:35,680 | 00:58:38,340 | I didn't say I knew you. I didn't wanna blow your cover. | I didn't say I knew you. I didn't wanna blow your cover. |
887 | 00:58:38,850 | 00:58:42,040 | But, my God, she is painfully gorgeous. | But, my God, she is painfully gorgeous. |
888 | 00:58:42,220 | 00:58:43,550 | Yeah, no shit. | Yeah, no shit. |
889 | 00:58:43,720 | 00:58:45,880 | I'd go out there and speak to her immediately. | I'd go out there and speak to her immediately. |
890 | 00:58:46,050 | 00:58:49,050 | I can't go out there like this. I'm not thinking right. | I can't go out there like this. I'm not thinking right. |
891 | 00:58:49,220 | 00:58:52,090 | If she knows I'm on blow, she won't even talk to me. | If she knows I'm on blow, she won't even talk to me. |
892 | 00:58:52,260 | 00:58:55,290 | Fuck! How do I look? Do I look like I'm on blow? | Fuck! How do I look? Do I look like I'm on blow? |
893 | 00:58:55,460 | 00:58:58,460 | -No, you're fine. -No, look at me. Look at my eyes. | -No, you're fine. -No, look at me. Look at my eyes. |
894 | 00:59:02,540 | 00:59:04,700 | A bit, yeah. | A bit, yeah. |
895 | 00:59:05,810 | 00:59:08,040 | Come on. Drink some more booze. You'll be fine. | Come on. Drink some more booze. You'll be fine. |
896 | 00:59:08,240 | 00:59:12,300 | What was I thinking, getting these tonight? So stupid, Syd. | What was I thinking, getting these tonight? So stupid, Syd. |
897 | 00:59:12,480 | 00:59:16,080 | I just wanted to clear my head out. Try and think a little bit clearer. | I just wanted to clear my head out. Try and think a little bit clearer. |
898 | 00:59:16,250 | 00:59:19,620 | Now I'm so fucking spun I can't even think straight. | Now I'm so fucking spun I can't even think straight. |
899 | 00:59:19,960 | 00:59:22,650 | -Fuck. -Happens, mate. | -Fuck. -Happens, mate. |
900 | 00:59:22,820 | 00:59:26,490 | I've never been particularly social on this shit, anyway. | I've never been particularly social on this shit, anyway. |
901 | 00:59:26,700 | 00:59:30,320 | It's a lonely, lonely drug. | It's a lonely, lonely drug. |
902 | 00:59:31,070 | 00:59:32,500 | This is fucking crazy. | This is fucking crazy. |
903 | 00:59:33,840 | 00:59:35,330 | I should bail. I can't do this. | I should bail. I can't do this. |
904 | 00:59:35,500 | 00:59:37,600 | -Should I bail? -You could. | -Should I bail? -You could. |
905 | 00:59:39,570 | 00:59:42,570 | -I think you'd regret it. -Why? Why do you say that? | -I think you'd regret it. -Why? Why do you say that? |
906 | 00:59:42,740 | 00:59:45,140 | Personally, I'd rather regret something I'd done... | Personally, I'd rather regret something I'd done... |
907 | 00:59:45,310 | 00:59:47,910 | ...than something I was too afraid to do. | ...than something I was too afraid to do. |
908 | 00:59:49,250 | 00:59:51,280 | No shit. | No shit. |
909 | 00:59:52,150 | 00:59:54,820 | But I haven't talked to this girl in two fucking months. | But I haven't talked to this girl in two fucking months. |
910 | 00:59:54,990 | 00:59:58,480 | Everybody here hates me. These are all her friends. | Everybody here hates me. These are all her friends. |
911 | 00:59:59,130 | 01:00:05,030 | If I go out there, it is gonna get fucking ugly. Fucking ugly. | If I go out there, it is gonna get fucking ugly. Fucking ugly. |
912 | 01:00:13,180 | 01:00:17,270 | You'd think they'd have something to take the edge off a chick leaving you. | You'd think they'd have something to take the edge off a chick leaving you. |
913 | 01:00:17,450 | 01:00:21,280 | That'd be nice. Look, they have this theory. | That'd be nice. Look, they have this theory. |
914 | 01:00:21,450 | 01:00:23,180 | Maybe it'll help. I don't know. | Maybe it'll help. I don't know. |
915 | 01:00:24,120 | 01:00:27,050 | Fuck knows where it comes from. The broad strokes of it are... | Fuck knows where it comes from. The broad strokes of it are... |
916 | 01:00:27,260 | 01:00:29,220 | ...that it takes a third of the time... | ...that it takes a third of the time... |
917 | 01:00:29,390 | 01:00:32,950 | ...to recover from a relationship as the relationship was long. | ...to recover from a relationship as the relationship was long. |
918 | 01:00:33,130 | 01:00:36,150 | So, for example, if the relationship lasted a year... | So, for example, if the relationship lasted a year... |
919 | 01:00:36,330 | 01:00:38,130 | ...you'll be good in four months. | ...you'll be good in four months. |
920 | 01:00:38,300 | 01:00:41,670 | -Two years, you'll be clean in eight. -It's not a third, it's a half. | -Two years, you'll be clean in eight. -It's not a third, it's a half. |
921 | 01:00:43,470 | 01:00:47,070 | -Mate, it's a third. Trust me. -No, mate, it's a half. | -Mate, it's a third. Trust me. -No, mate, it's a half. |
922 | 01:00:47,280 | 01:00:49,800 | Maybe in England it's a third. In America it's a half. | Maybe in England it's a third. In America it's a half. |
923 | 01:00:49,980 | 01:00:53,410 | I dated her for two years. It's been six months and it's getting worse. | I dated her for two years. It's been six months and it's getting worse. |
924 | 01:00:53,580 | 01:00:57,710 | Six months? Come on. What are you complaining about? | Six months? Come on. What are you complaining about? |
925 | 01:00:57,890 | 01:00:59,650 | You've got two months to go. | You've got two months to go. |
926 | 01:00:59,820 | 01:01:01,350 | Good behavior, maybe a month. | Good behavior, maybe a month. |
927 | 01:01:01,660 | 01:01:03,850 | Bro, I appreciate the pep talk... | Bro, I appreciate the pep talk... |
928 | 01:01:04,030 | 01:01:06,720 | ...but if you haven't noticed, I'm trying to get this girl back. | ...but if you haven't noticed, I'm trying to get this girl back. |
929 | 01:01:08,360 | 01:01:11,990 | Look, I don't know if first love applies to that theory, anyway. | Look, I don't know if first love applies to that theory, anyway. |
930 | 01:01:13,070 | 01:01:17,660 | It's been years, I still have these horribly lucid dreams about Helen. | It's been years, I still have these horribly lucid dreams about Helen. |
931 | 01:01:17,840 | 01:01:22,210 | It's almost like your brain is trying to compensate for the absence. | It's almost like your brain is trying to compensate for the absence. |
932 | 01:01:22,910 | 01:01:26,750 | You know, you think you're still married, you're still in love... | You know, you think you're still married, you're still in love... |
933 | 01:01:27,350 | 01:01:30,010 | ...Iife's just beautiful. | ...Iife's just beautiful. |
934 | 01:01:30,190 | 01:01:33,590 | All of a sudden, you wake up, look over and she's been gone for years. | All of a sudden, you wake up, look over and she's been gone for years. |
935 | 01:01:33,760 | 01:01:37,620 | -Fucking horrendous. -Yeah, no shit. | -Fucking horrendous. -Yeah, no shit. |
936 | 01:01:41,330 | 01:01:43,530 | So you were married before? | So you were married before? |
937 | 01:01:44,100 | 01:01:46,070 | How long ago? | How long ago? |
938 | 01:01:46,240 | 01:01:48,430 | Divorced three years ago. | Divorced three years ago. |
939 | 01:01:49,440 | 01:01:53,100 | -Who divorced who? -It's not that simple. | -Who divorced who? -It's not that simple. |
940 | 01:01:54,140 | 01:01:56,240 | Well, what happened? Why did you guys split? | Well, what happened? Why did you guys split? |
941 | 01:01:56,410 | 01:02:01,110 | -Long story, mate. -Give me the abridged version. | -Long story, mate. -Give me the abridged version. |
942 | 01:02:01,280 | 01:02:04,480 | "The abridged version." Look, I don't know. | "The abridged version." Look, I don't know. |
943 | 01:02:04,650 | 01:02:07,950 | The relationship just didn't work on so many levels. | The relationship just didn't work on so many levels. |
944 | 01:02:08,260 | 01:02:10,620 | We both had one foot out the door for two years... | We both had one foot out the door for two years... |
945 | 01:02:10,790 | 01:02:13,160 | ...of our two-and-a-half-year marriage. | ...of our two-and-a-half-year marriage. |
946 | 01:02:13,900 | 01:02:18,330 | You know, but it's weird. You know, when they tell you they're leaving... | You know, but it's weird. You know, when they tell you they're leaving... |
947 | 01:02:18,500 | 01:02:20,800 | ...it's like you don't even feel the hollowness. | ...it's like you don't even feel the hollowness. |
948 | 01:02:20,970 | 01:02:22,830 | It's an emptiness within an emptiness... | It's an emptiness within an emptiness... |
949 | 01:02:23,010 | 01:02:25,770 | ...and you're left with slightly less than nothing. | ...and you're left with slightly less than nothing. |
950 | 01:02:26,510 | 01:02:31,100 | The person you were when you met doesn't exist anymore. You're gone. | The person you were when you met doesn't exist anymore. You're gone. |
951 | 01:02:33,750 | 01:02:38,480 | -So she left you? -Syd, it's very fucking complicated. | -So she left you? -Syd, it's very fucking complicated. |
952 | 01:02:39,190 | 01:02:41,350 | What happened? Did you cheat on her? | What happened? Did you cheat on her? |
953 | 01:02:41,520 | 01:02:45,290 | -No, no. It's irrelevant. -lrrelevant? How is it irrelevant? | -No, no. It's irrelevant. -lrrelevant? How is it irrelevant? |
954 | 01:02:45,460 | 01:02:49,120 | Besides money, infidelity's the most relevant reason why people split up. | Besides money, infidelity's the most relevant reason why people split up. |
955 | 01:02:49,300 | 01:02:51,200 | Yeah, yeah. True, true. | Yeah, yeah. True, true. |
956 | 01:02:51,830 | 01:02:53,770 | Come on, man. I thought we were talking. | Come on, man. I thought we were talking. |
957 | 01:02:53,940 | 01:02:56,930 | Let's talk, let's talk. Why did your wife leave you? | Let's talk, let's talk. Why did your wife leave you? |
958 | 01:02:57,110 | 01:02:59,800 | Syd, it's not a pleasant scene for me, please. | Syd, it's not a pleasant scene for me, please. |
959 | 01:02:59,980 | 01:03:02,640 | Oh, my scene's pleasant? | Oh, my scene's pleasant? |
960 | 01:03:02,910 | 01:03:05,310 | Mate, I've been 21 before. I know your pain. | Mate, I've been 21 before. I know your pain. |
961 | 01:03:05,480 | 01:03:08,310 | But where you're pushing me now is not a place you wanna go. | But where you're pushing me now is not a place you wanna go. |
962 | 01:03:08,480 | 01:03:11,610 | Wait. Are you trying to say that since you're older than me... | Wait. Are you trying to say that since you're older than me... |
963 | 01:03:11,790 | 01:03:14,050 | -...your pain is somehow more? -That's the case. | -...your pain is somehow more? -That's the case. |
964 | 01:03:14,220 | 01:03:15,550 | Listen, first of all... | Listen, first of all... |
965 | 01:03:15,720 | 01:03:18,850 | ...you don't have the slightest clue what pain I've been through. | ...you don't have the slightest clue what pain I've been through. |
966 | 01:03:19,030 | 01:03:21,020 | Just since you're a couple decades older... | Just since you're a couple decades older... |
967 | 01:03:21,200 | 01:03:24,130 | ...doesn't mean that your pain is more than mine. It doesn't. | ...doesn't mean that your pain is more than mine. It doesn't. |
968 | 01:03:24,300 | 01:03:26,200 | Secondly, don't make blind comparisons... | Secondly, don't make blind comparisons... |
969 | 01:03:26,370 | 01:03:29,000 | ...when you have no fucking clue what you're comparing. | ...when you have no fucking clue what you're comparing. |
970 | 01:03:29,170 | 01:03:33,700 | You think having your heart broken is pain? You think losing God is pain? | You think having your heart broken is pain? You think losing God is pain? |
971 | 01:03:33,880 | 01:03:36,400 | Mate, I went through that trivial shit when I was 20. | Mate, I went through that trivial shit when I was 20. |
972 | 01:03:36,580 | 01:03:38,880 | I'm 40 now, mate. | I'm 40 now, mate. |
973 | 01:03:39,150 | 01:03:42,380 | Where you're trying to push me now is not a place you wanna go. | Where you're trying to push me now is not a place you wanna go. |
974 | 01:03:42,550 | 01:03:47,080 | So why don't you do yourself a favor, and don't fucking go there with me. | So why don't you do yourself a favor, and don't fucking go there with me. |
975 | 01:03:48,820 | 01:03:50,820 | You're a fucking child. You're just a kid. | You're a fucking child. You're just a kid. |
976 | 01:03:50,990 | 01:03:52,320 | A kid? | A kid? |
977 | 01:03:52,490 | 01:03:54,160 | Listen, you pompous, limey fuck... | Listen, you pompous, limey fuck... |
978 | 01:03:54,330 | 01:03:57,730 | ...if you had one tenth my pain, you'd be psychologically crippled. | ...if you had one tenth my pain, you'd be psychologically crippled. |
979 | 01:03:57,900 | 01:04:01,730 | Mate, seriously, fuck off. All we're doing is projecting shit here. | Mate, seriously, fuck off. All we're doing is projecting shit here. |
980 | 01:04:01,900 | 01:04:04,530 | Look, take a step back. Let's relax, shall we? | Look, take a step back. Let's relax, shall we? |
981 | 01:04:04,710 | 01:04:08,070 | -Do a bit of gear. Come on. -Fuck the gear. I don't want that shit. | -Do a bit of gear. Come on. -Fuck the gear. I don't want that shit. |
982 | 01:04:10,380 | 01:04:12,610 | -More for me. -It's Bateman, right? | -More for me. -It's Bateman, right? |
983 | 01:04:12,780 | 01:04:15,610 | -Nice to see your memory is still intact. -Well, Bateman... | -Nice to see your memory is still intact. -Well, Bateman... |
984 | 01:04:15,780 | 01:04:20,020 | ...Iet me give you a glimpse into my life, insight into my fucking pain. | ...Iet me give you a glimpse into my life, insight into my fucking pain. |
985 | 01:04:20,190 | 01:04:23,620 | -Mate, it's not necessary. Truly. -No, it is necessary. | -Mate, it's not necessary. Truly. -No, it is necessary. |
986 | 01:04:23,790 | 01:04:27,060 | And if you didn't think it was, you wouldn't have pushed my buttons. | And if you didn't think it was, you wouldn't have pushed my buttons. |
987 | 01:04:27,230 | 01:04:29,390 | But you did. And if you don't wanna hear it... | But you did. And if you don't wanna hear it... |
988 | 01:04:29,560 | 01:04:32,530 | ...stop snorting my shit and get the fuck out of the bathroom. | ...stop snorting my shit and get the fuck out of the bathroom. |
989 | 01:04:32,770 | 01:04:36,470 | Technically, it's my shit, but I can see you're passionate, so go. | Technically, it's my shit, but I can see you're passionate, so go. |
990 | 01:04:36,640 | 01:04:38,800 | So this fucker... | So this fucker... |
991 | 01:04:39,010 | 01:04:42,940 | ...this fucking guy out in L.A., who my chick is now in love with... | ...this fucking guy out in L.A., who my chick is now in love with... |
992 | 01:04:43,110 | 01:04:45,910 | ...he's, you know, endowed. | ...he's, you know, endowed. |
993 | 01:04:46,080 | 01:04:49,140 | -She told you that? -Yeah. So I needed to know how big. | -She told you that? -Yeah. So I needed to know how big. |
994 | 01:04:49,320 | 01:04:51,620 | Not that I give a fuck about another guy's dick. | Not that I give a fuck about another guy's dick. |
995 | 01:04:51,790 | 01:04:54,450 | It's one of those things you feel like you need to know. | It's one of those things you feel like you need to know. |
996 | 01:04:54,620 | 01:04:56,820 | So we're in an argument, and I was pushing her. | So we're in an argument, and I was pushing her. |
997 | 01:04:57,030 | 01:04:58,320 | I was like, "How big is he?" | I was like, "How big is he?" |
998 | 01:04:58,530 | 01:05:02,290 | She was like, "Let's not make an issue out of it." And I said, "No, fuck that." | She was like, "Let's not make an issue out of it." And I said, "No, fuck that." |
999 | 01:05:02,460 | 01:05:05,760 | And she says, "Ten and a half inches." | And she says, "Ten and a half inches." |
1000 | 01:05:05,930 | 01:05:08,460 | -Jesus. -Yeah, you believe that shit? | -Jesus. -Yeah, you believe that shit? |
1001 | 01:05:08,640 | 01:05:11,300 | She could have at least rounded it down. | She could have at least rounded it down. |
1002 | 01:05:11,470 | 01:05:14,410 | -The girl's trying to hurt you, mate. -Yeah, no shit. | -The girl's trying to hurt you, mate. -Yeah, no shit. |
1003 | 01:05:14,580 | 01:05:18,440 | But it really fucked with me, you know. Knowing that this guy is in L.A... | But it really fucked with me, you know. Knowing that this guy is in L.A... |
1004 | 01:05:18,610 | 01:05:21,950 | ...with the only woman I love, fucking her with 1 0 and a half inches. | ...with the only woman I love, fucking her with 1 0 and a half inches. |
1005 | 01:05:22,120 | 01:05:26,250 | I'm chasing her around like a puppy, doing anything I can to get her back. | I'm chasing her around like a puppy, doing anything I can to get her back. |
1006 | 01:05:26,590 | 01:05:30,580 | And it crushed me! It still fucking crushes me! | And it crushed me! It still fucking crushes me! |
1007 | 01:05:34,660 | 01:05:36,490 | Sorry, mate. | Sorry, mate. |
1008 | 01:05:38,000 | 01:05:40,930 | -How exactly do you deal with that? -You don't deal with it. | -How exactly do you deal with that? -You don't deal with it. |
1009 | 01:05:41,100 | 01:05:43,090 | It deals with you. | It deals with you. |
1010 | 01:05:44,810 | 01:05:48,210 | God, it eats at you and it eats at you, you know? | God, it eats at you and it eats at you, you know? |
1011 | 01:05:49,380 | 01:05:52,840 | We'd get in these fights, and I'd say the most horrible things. | We'd get in these fights, and I'd say the most horrible things. |
1012 | 01:05:53,150 | 01:05:56,880 | I'd be like, "You just want a fat cock in your fat snatch, you fucking whore." | I'd be like, "You just want a fat cock in your fat snatch, you fucking whore." |
1013 | 01:05:57,090 | 01:05:59,450 | You know, l'd-- Just mean, horrible things. | You know, l'd-- Just mean, horrible things. |
1014 | 01:05:59,620 | 01:06:02,350 | I'd be so fucking angry, you know? | I'd be so fucking angry, you know? |
1015 | 01:06:05,360 | 01:06:09,390 | I used to say the same shit, mate. I used to say the most horrendous shit. | I used to say the same shit, mate. I used to say the most horrendous shit. |
1016 | 01:06:09,600 | 01:06:11,660 | Why? What'd she do? | Why? What'd she do? |
1017 | 01:06:14,600 | 01:06:16,630 | She didn't really do anything. | She didn't really do anything. |
1018 | 01:06:16,810 | 01:06:19,900 | You know, I imagine that a lot of it had to do with me. | You know, I imagine that a lot of it had to do with me. |
1019 | 01:06:20,110 | 01:06:22,910 | A lot of it had to with my hang-ups and depression and shit. | A lot of it had to with my hang-ups and depression and shit. |
1020 | 01:06:23,110 | 01:06:27,810 | But, my God, I used to say the worst shit to her. I tormented that girl. | But, my God, I used to say the worst shit to her. I tormented that girl. |
1021 | 01:06:27,980 | 01:06:31,250 | I lived with her for three and a half fucking years and I hated her. | I lived with her for three and a half fucking years and I hated her. |
1022 | 01:06:31,420 | 01:06:32,750 | So, what was the final snap? | So, what was the final snap? |
1023 | 01:06:32,920 | 01:06:35,480 | Did you cheat on her? Did she cheat on you? | Did you cheat on her? Did she cheat on you? |
1024 | 01:06:35,660 | 01:06:36,990 | No, no. God, no. | No, no. God, no. |
1025 | 01:06:37,160 | 01:06:40,150 | -How do you know? -Because I didn't, you know? I didn't. | -How do you know? -Because I didn't, you know? I didn't. |
1026 | 01:06:40,330 | 01:06:43,860 | -How do you know she didn't? -I know she didn't. It wasn't her thing. | -How do you know she didn't? -I know she didn't. It wasn't her thing. |
1027 | 01:06:44,030 | 01:06:45,360 | How do you know? | How do you know? |
1028 | 01:06:45,530 | 01:06:48,030 | I was with the most beautiful girl in the universe. | I was with the most beautiful girl in the universe. |
1029 | 01:06:48,200 | 01:06:50,870 | She didn't fuck me for two fucking years! | She didn't fuck me for two fucking years! |
1030 | 01:06:51,040 | 01:06:52,840 | -Why? -I don't know. | -Why? -I don't know. |
1031 | 01:06:53,010 | 01:06:55,530 | Because we fought. I was in therapy. | Because we fought. I was in therapy. |
1032 | 01:06:55,710 | 01:06:59,080 | I don't-- I don't-- Look, I don't know. | I don't-- I don't-- Look, I don't know. |
1033 | 01:07:01,520 | 01:07:03,540 | If you wanna know it is, I'll tell you. | If you wanna know it is, I'll tell you. |
1034 | 01:07:03,720 | 01:07:05,880 | You remember sentences that people say to you. | You remember sentences that people say to you. |
1035 | 01:07:06,050 | 01:07:09,550 | They stick in your mind like gunshot wounds that never fucking heal. | They stick in your mind like gunshot wounds that never fucking heal. |
1036 | 01:07:11,060 | 01:07:14,090 | I remember what my ex-wife said to me when we started dating. | I remember what my ex-wife said to me when we started dating. |
1037 | 01:07:14,260 | 01:07:18,790 | She said, "l love it when a guy fucks me four, five times a night." | She said, "l love it when a guy fucks me four, five times a night." |
1038 | 01:07:18,970 | 01:07:21,870 | -Four, five times a night? -Yeah. Truly. | -Four, five times a night? -Yeah. Truly. |
1039 | 01:07:22,040 | 01:07:23,660 | I was like, "You was with some guy... | I was like, "You was with some guy... |
1040 | 01:07:23,840 | 01:07:26,930 | ...who fucked you four, five times a night?" | ...who fucked you four, five times a night?" |
1041 | 01:07:28,040 | 01:07:30,110 | -You wanna know what pain is? -What? | -You wanna know what pain is? -What? |
1042 | 01:07:30,110 | 01:07:33,310 | -I'll tell you what pain is, you fuck. -Why you calling me a fuck? | -I'll tell you what pain is, you fuck. -Why you calling me a fuck? |
1043 | 01:07:33,480 | 01:07:35,810 | Because, my friend, you brought me here... | Because, my friend, you brought me here... |
1044 | 01:07:35,980 | 01:07:39,320 | ...and I didn't particularly wanna go here, but now I am. | ...and I didn't particularly wanna go here, but now I am. |
1045 | 01:07:39,490 | 01:07:41,650 | If you don't wanna go where I'm about to go... | If you don't wanna go where I'm about to go... |
1046 | 01:07:41,820 | 01:07:44,720 | ...then tell me right now and I'll walk out the door... | ...then tell me right now and I'll walk out the door... |
1047 | 01:07:44,890 | 01:07:47,760 | ...I'll phone my therapist and that will be it, okay? | ...I'll phone my therapist and that will be it, okay? |
1048 | 01:07:47,930 | 01:07:50,900 | No, fuck that, I wanna hear this. You're not going anywhere. | No, fuck that, I wanna hear this. You're not going anywhere. |
1049 | 01:07:51,070 | 01:07:54,160 | -You wanna know what it is? -Yes, I wanna know what it is. | -You wanna know what it is? -Yes, I wanna know what it is. |
1050 | 01:07:54,340 | 01:07:57,740 | Motherfucker, you wanna know what it is? Pain, my friend... | Motherfucker, you wanna know what it is? Pain, my friend... |
1051 | 01:07:57,910 | 01:08:00,640 | ...is when the woman you love wants to fuck you... | ...is when the woman you love wants to fuck you... |
1052 | 01:08:00,810 | 01:08:03,500 | ...four, five times a night, and you can't! | ...four, five times a night, and you can't! |
1053 | 01:08:03,710 | 01:08:07,270 | -Why? -Why? Why? | -Why? -Why? Why? |
1054 | 01:08:07,450 | 01:08:10,610 | I'll tell you why. Because I'm an impotent man! | I'll tell you why. Because I'm an impotent man! |
1055 | 01:08:10,790 | 01:08:13,850 | Motherfucker, that's pain! | Motherfucker, that's pain! |
1056 | 01:08:14,020 | 01:08:16,180 | That's fucking pain! | That's fucking pain! |
1057 | 01:08:16,360 | 01:08:19,520 | When your wife wants to fuck you four times a night... | When your wife wants to fuck you four times a night... |
1058 | 01:08:19,730 | 01:08:21,350 | ...and you fucking can't! | ...and you fucking can't! |
1059 | 01:08:21,530 | 01:08:23,520 | You know that some fucker before you could. | You know that some fucker before you could. |
1060 | 01:08:23,730 | 01:08:28,130 | And you know that some fucker after you will! | And you know that some fucker after you will! |
1061 | 01:08:30,240 | 01:08:32,760 | Well, I couldn't cope with that, could l? | Well, I couldn't cope with that, could l? |
1062 | 01:08:32,940 | 01:08:35,200 | That sense of ruination... | That sense of ruination... |
1063 | 01:08:35,380 | 01:08:38,310 | ...that insolvency that burns in your soul. | ...that insolvency that burns in your soul. |
1064 | 01:08:38,480 | 01:08:40,670 | I couldn't fuck my wife! | I couldn't fuck my wife! |
1065 | 01:08:40,850 | 01:08:42,870 | Do know what that fucking means, mate? | Do know what that fucking means, mate? |
1066 | 01:08:43,050 | 01:08:47,150 | Do you understand what impotent rage really is?! | Do you understand what impotent rage really is?! |
1067 | 01:08:47,320 | 01:08:50,150 | -I'm sorry. -You have no fucking idea, mate! | -I'm sorry. -You have no fucking idea, mate! |
1068 | 01:08:53,360 | 01:08:55,630 | -I'm sorry. -Oh, you're sorry? | -I'm sorry. -Oh, you're sorry? |
1069 | 01:08:55,800 | 01:08:57,160 | Oh, you're sorry, are you? | Oh, you're sorry, are you? |
1070 | 01:08:58,170 | 01:09:02,470 | You dare, you fucking dare ask me if there's a God? | You dare, you fucking dare ask me if there's a God? |
1071 | 01:09:02,640 | 01:09:07,730 | Well, man, I feel forsaken. I feel cheated, you cunt! | Well, man, I feel forsaken. I feel cheated, you cunt! |
1072 | 01:09:07,910 | 01:09:14,080 | I've lost in the big game, and nothing else fucking matters. | I've lost in the big game, and nothing else fucking matters. |
1073 | 01:09:14,280 | 01:09:18,080 | It doesn't matter what you do. If you can't hack it in the sack, mate... | It doesn't matter what you do. If you can't hack it in the sack, mate... |
1074 | 01:09:18,290 | 01:09:21,550 | ...if you can't hack it in the game of love and sex... | ...if you can't hack it in the game of love and sex... |
1075 | 01:09:21,720 | 01:09:23,350 | ...you are shit, my friend. | ...you are shit, my friend. |
1076 | 01:09:23,720 | 01:09:28,180 | Because you can't do what the other man can do to your fucking wife, mate! | Because you can't do what the other man can do to your fucking wife, mate! |
1077 | 01:09:35,240 | 01:09:36,930 | I know what you mean. | I know what you mean. |
1078 | 01:09:37,100 | 01:09:40,540 | No, motherfucker, you do not know what I mean! | No, motherfucker, you do not know what I mean! |
1079 | 01:09:40,880 | 01:09:45,210 | You couldn't possibly know what the fuck I mean! | You couldn't possibly know what the fuck I mean! |
1080 | 01:09:50,250 | 01:09:52,340 | I failed. | I failed. |
1081 | 01:09:52,520 | 01:09:54,950 | I fucking failed, mate. | I fucking failed, mate. |
1082 | 01:09:56,890 | 01:10:00,520 | And I'm still failing every fucking day of my life! | And I'm still failing every fucking day of my life! |
1083 | 01:10:00,700 | 01:10:02,820 | Every day. | Every day. |
1084 | 01:10:04,930 | 01:10:07,400 | Every fucking day. | Every fucking day. |
1085 | 01:10:22,280 | 01:10:23,750 | You know.... | You know.... |
1086 | 01:10:24,090 | 01:10:26,380 | Thought you were gonna clock me for a minute. | Thought you were gonna clock me for a minute. |
1087 | 01:10:26,590 | 01:10:29,720 | I wasn't gonna hit you. I'm projecting. | I wasn't gonna hit you. I'm projecting. |
1088 | 01:10:29,890 | 01:10:33,420 | You should see my group therapy sessions. They're fucking psychotic. | You should see my group therapy sessions. They're fucking psychotic. |
1089 | 01:10:34,000 | 01:10:35,930 | Yeah, I'll bet. | Yeah, I'll bet. |
1090 | 01:10:36,130 | 01:10:40,570 | Mate, do yourself a favor, please, for me. | Mate, do yourself a favor, please, for me. |
1091 | 01:10:40,740 | 01:10:42,900 | Go and talk to your chick. | Go and talk to your chick. |
1092 | 01:10:43,940 | 01:10:47,100 | I can't. To be honest, I'm thinking about making for the elevator. | I can't. To be honest, I'm thinking about making for the elevator. |
1093 | 01:10:47,280 | 01:10:50,400 | I can't go out like this. She doesn't even want me here. | I can't go out like this. She doesn't even want me here. |
1094 | 01:10:50,980 | 01:10:53,610 | Look, I hate to break it to you, mate... | Look, I hate to break it to you, mate... |
1095 | 01:10:54,120 | 01:10:56,480 | ...but by now she knows you're here... | ...but by now she knows you're here... |
1096 | 01:10:56,650 | 01:10:59,140 | ...and, unfortunately, time is not on your side. | ...and, unfortunately, time is not on your side. |
1097 | 01:10:59,320 | 01:11:02,290 | What are you gonna do, wait outside like a fucking stalker? | What are you gonna do, wait outside like a fucking stalker? |
1098 | 01:11:02,460 | 01:11:04,420 | Wouldn't be the first time. | Wouldn't be the first time. |
1099 | 01:11:06,160 | 01:11:10,100 | -Go, man, go. Come on. -No, I can't, I can't, I can't. | -Go, man, go. Come on. -No, I can't, I can't, I can't. |
1100 | 01:11:10,500 | 01:11:12,830 | Listen to me. God. | Listen to me. God. |
1101 | 01:11:13,330 | 01:11:16,270 | Listen to me, you might not have a 1 0-and-a-half-inch cock... | Listen to me, you might not have a 1 0-and-a-half-inch cock... |
1102 | 01:11:16,440 | 01:11:18,500 | ...but at least you can still fuck her. | ...but at least you can still fuck her. |
1103 | 01:11:18,670 | 01:11:21,140 | So quit worrying about all the bullshit. | So quit worrying about all the bullshit. |
1104 | 01:11:22,840 | 01:11:25,330 | The fact is, she's here, you're here. | The fact is, she's here, you're here. |
1105 | 01:11:25,510 | 01:11:29,420 | Life's too short to be a pussy, mate. Truly. | Life's too short to be a pussy, mate. Truly. |
1106 | 01:11:32,120 | 01:11:33,640 | Come on. | Come on. |
1107 | 01:12:02,820 | 01:12:06,510 | I think I would love to do that. I don't really know a lot of people there. | I think I would love to do that. I don't really know a lot of people there. |
1108 | 01:12:06,690 | 01:12:09,590 | Not a whole lot going on in L.A., but we'll find something. | Not a whole lot going on in L.A., but we'll find something. |
1109 | 01:12:09,760 | 01:12:12,520 | Hey, London. Could I talk to you for a second? | Hey, London. Could I talk to you for a second? |
1110 | 01:12:12,690 | 01:12:14,350 | Yeah. What is it? What do you want? | Yeah. What is it? What do you want? |
1111 | 01:12:18,230 | 01:12:21,400 | I wanna know if we can go somewhere and talk for a second, please. | I wanna know if we can go somewhere and talk for a second, please. |
1112 | 01:12:23,540 | 01:12:26,370 | You don't wanna talk here? We can't just talk right here? | You don't wanna talk here? We can't just talk right here? |
1113 | 01:12:27,570 | 01:12:28,910 | Please. | Please. |
1114 | 01:12:29,080 | 01:12:31,370 | Syd, A, this is my going-away party... | Syd, A, this is my going-away party... |
1115 | 01:12:31,550 | 01:12:35,210 | ...and I think it would be pretty uncool to the people who threw it for me... | ...and I think it would be pretty uncool to the people who threw it for me... |
1116 | 01:12:35,380 | 01:12:38,220 | ...if I left just because you wanted to talk. | ...if I left just because you wanted to talk. |
1117 | 01:12:38,390 | 01:12:41,080 | And, B, I don't know if you noticed... | And, B, I don't know if you noticed... |
1118 | 01:12:41,290 | 01:12:44,190 | ...but we were kind of in the middle of a conversation... | ...but we were kind of in the middle of a conversation... |
1119 | 01:12:44,360 | 01:12:46,220 | ...so I don't know what to tell you. | ...so I don't know what to tell you. |
1120 | 01:12:49,530 | 01:12:53,360 | Listen, I'm gonna grab another drink. Can l--? Can I get you something? | Listen, I'm gonna grab another drink. Can l--? Can I get you something? |
1121 | 01:12:54,940 | 01:12:56,430 | Actually, yeah. | Actually, yeah. |
1122 | 01:12:56,600 | 01:12:59,040 | I'd love something. Something strong. | I'd love something. Something strong. |
1123 | 01:12:59,210 | 01:13:00,760 | -Fuck me up. -All right. | -Fuck me up. -All right. |
1124 | 01:13:02,510 | 01:13:05,540 | What about you, bruiser? What are you drinking? | What about you, bruiser? What are you drinking? |
1125 | 01:13:07,610 | 01:13:09,710 | Is that a bottle of cockblocker? | Is that a bottle of cockblocker? |
1126 | 01:13:19,760 | 01:13:21,390 | So.... | So.... |
1127 | 01:13:21,760 | 01:13:24,990 | I heard you've been snorting drugs all night. Really productive. | I heard you've been snorting drugs all night. Really productive. |
1128 | 01:13:25,170 | 01:13:27,570 | I heard you told people I tried to kill myself. | I heard you told people I tried to kill myself. |
1129 | 01:13:27,730 | 01:13:30,600 | That's really fucking great of you. I really appreciate it. | That's really fucking great of you. I really appreciate it. |
1130 | 01:13:30,770 | 01:13:33,260 | Who the fuck told you that? I would never say that. | Who the fuck told you that? I would never say that. |
1131 | 01:13:33,440 | 01:13:35,770 | -You know that. -The fact is, I have known you... | -You know that. -The fact is, I have known you... |
1132 | 01:13:35,940 | 01:13:38,610 | ...since you were 1 0. We have been through everything. | ...since you were 1 0. We have been through everything. |
1133 | 01:13:38,780 | 01:13:40,680 | And you don't have the decency to call-- | And you don't have the decency to call-- |
1134 | 01:13:40,910 | 01:13:43,440 | -Please keep your voice down? -What the fuck is that?! | -Please keep your voice down? -What the fuck is that?! |
1135 | 01:13:43,650 | 01:13:46,450 | -You wanna talk? Fine, let's go. -Get the fuck off me. | -You wanna talk? Fine, let's go. -Get the fuck off me. |
1136 | 01:13:47,590 | 01:13:49,490 | I'm sorry, excuse me. | I'm sorry, excuse me. |
1137 | 01:13:50,460 | 01:13:52,520 | -I'm sorry, excuse me. I'm sorry. -What? | -I'm sorry, excuse me. I'm sorry. -What? |
1138 | 01:13:53,260 | 01:13:55,490 | -London, are you okay? -Yeah. | -London, are you okay? -Yeah. |
1139 | 01:13:55,660 | 01:13:57,790 | We're just gonna-- We're gonna go and talk. | We're just gonna-- We're gonna go and talk. |
1140 | 01:13:57,970 | 01:14:01,630 | Yeah? Because if you want, I'll call security and have him taken out. | Yeah? Because if you want, I'll call security and have him taken out. |
1141 | 01:14:01,800 | 01:14:04,460 | Becca, could you do me a favor? Stay out of this? | Becca, could you do me a favor? Stay out of this? |
1142 | 01:14:04,670 | 01:14:08,440 | You've been doing coke in the bathroom all night so don't tell me... | You've been doing coke in the bathroom all night so don't tell me... |
1143 | 01:14:08,610 | 01:14:11,100 | ...what I can and can't do in my own fucking house... | ...what I can and can't do in my own fucking house... |
1144 | 01:14:11,280 | 01:14:13,340 | ...considering you weren't even invited. | ...considering you weren't even invited. |
1145 | 01:14:13,580 | 01:14:16,140 | It's cool, Bec. We're gonna go. It's gonna be fine. | It's cool, Bec. We're gonna go. It's gonna be fine. |
1146 | 01:14:16,320 | 01:14:19,380 | It's not cool, London. Baby, he wasn't invited. | It's not cool, London. Baby, he wasn't invited. |
1147 | 01:14:19,590 | 01:14:21,680 | You didn't want him here, I didn't want him. | You didn't want him here, I didn't want him. |
1148 | 01:14:21,860 | 01:14:24,450 | -No one wants him here. -Becca, can you relax? Please? | -No one wants him here. -Becca, can you relax? Please? |
1149 | 01:14:24,620 | 01:14:27,620 | -Don't tell me to relax. -Why can't you relax for two seconds? | -Don't tell me to relax. -Why can't you relax for two seconds? |
1150 | 01:14:27,790 | 01:14:30,460 | -We're leaving. -You're shouting at my fucking party. | -We're leaving. -You're shouting at my fucking party. |
1151 | 01:14:30,630 | 01:14:33,060 | Also you're psychotic. You couldn't take a hint... | Also you're psychotic. You couldn't take a hint... |
1152 | 01:14:33,230 | 01:14:36,400 | ...if it smashed you in the face. She doesn't want to be with you. | ...if it smashed you in the face. She doesn't want to be with you. |
1153 | 01:14:36,600 | 01:14:38,900 | -Not even 20 seconds. -We're leaving. Let's go. | -Not even 20 seconds. -We're leaving. Let's go. |
1154 | 01:14:39,110 | 01:14:41,370 | -Bec, we're leaving. I'm sorry. -You know what? | -Bec, we're leaving. I'm sorry. -You know what? |
1155 | 01:14:41,540 | 01:14:44,530 | I'm sorry, London, and I'm not trying to be a bitch here... | I'm sorry, London, and I'm not trying to be a bitch here... |
1156 | 01:14:44,710 | 01:14:47,040 | ...but when you come back, you come back alone. | ...but when you come back, you come back alone. |
1157 | 01:14:47,210 | 01:14:49,980 | I don't want you in my house again, all right? | I don't want you in my house again, all right? |
1158 | 01:14:50,180 | 01:14:51,510 | Or I will call the cops. | Or I will call the cops. |
1159 | 01:14:51,690 | 01:14:54,550 | Becca, I'm really trying to be calm here, all right? | Becca, I'm really trying to be calm here, all right? |
1160 | 01:14:54,760 | 01:14:57,880 | Fuck off. I'm so tired of you and your psycho fucking shit. | Fuck off. I'm so tired of you and your psycho fucking shit. |
1161 | 01:14:58,130 | 01:14:59,520 | You wanna talk about psycho? | You wanna talk about psycho? |
1162 | 01:14:59,690 | 01:15:02,160 | -Let's talk about your fucked-up life. -Stop it. | -Let's talk about your fucked-up life. -Stop it. |
1163 | 01:15:02,430 | 01:15:05,590 | -Fuck you! -Fuck this! You wanna fuck with me? | -Fuck you! -Fuck this! You wanna fuck with me? |
1164 | 01:15:05,770 | 01:15:08,530 | You wanna fuck with me? Let's do it right fucking now. | You wanna fuck with me? Let's do it right fucking now. |
1165 | 01:15:09,770 | 01:15:11,860 | Why don't you fuck off, alrighty? | Why don't you fuck off, alrighty? |
1166 | 01:15:12,040 | 01:15:14,230 | You weren't even invited to this. | You weren't even invited to this. |
1167 | 01:15:14,410 | 01:15:18,070 | -You wanna fuck with me? -Stop it. We're leaving right now! | -You wanna fuck with me? -Stop it. We're leaving right now! |
1168 | 01:15:19,280 | 01:15:22,010 | How many friends did you fuck freshman year? Fifteen, 20? | How many friends did you fuck freshman year? Fifteen, 20? |
1169 | 01:15:22,180 | 01:15:25,350 | I think I lost count. Was it the whole fucking pledge class? | I think I lost count. Was it the whole fucking pledge class? |
1170 | 01:15:25,550 | 01:15:27,540 | Jay, you never really know your girlfriend. | Jay, you never really know your girlfriend. |
1171 | 01:15:27,720 | 01:15:29,520 | Isn't that a total mind-fuck? | Isn't that a total mind-fuck? |
1172 | 01:15:29,760 | 01:15:31,590 | You're a fucking bastard! | You're a fucking bastard! |
1173 | 01:15:32,290 | 01:15:35,750 | You fucking wanker! Get the fuck out of my fucking house! | You fucking wanker! Get the fuck out of my fucking house! |
1174 | 01:15:37,230 | 01:15:38,560 | Hey! | Hey! |
1175 | 01:15:38,770 | 01:15:40,600 | -Fuck you. -Come on, then! | -Fuck you. -Come on, then! |
1176 | 01:15:40,800 | 01:15:43,570 | Fucking prick. You want some, you fucking slag? | Fucking prick. You want some, you fucking slag? |
1177 | 01:15:48,310 | 01:15:49,710 | Hey, Syd! | Hey, Syd! |
1178 | 01:15:52,280 | 01:15:55,480 | Here, you cunt. Have some of that, you fuck. | Here, you cunt. Have some of that, you fuck. |
1179 | 01:15:55,680 | 01:15:57,080 | Fuck off. Come on, then. | Fuck off. Come on, then. |
1180 | 01:16:03,960 | 01:16:05,580 | Hey, Syd! | Hey, Syd! |
1181 | 01:16:09,700 | 01:16:11,820 | Get off, you fucking asshole. | Get off, you fucking asshole. |
1182 | 01:16:12,070 | 01:16:14,900 | You fucker. Get the fuck off him. | You fucker. Get the fuck off him. |
1183 | 01:16:15,070 | 01:16:16,930 | Come on. | Come on. |
1184 | 01:16:17,270 | 01:16:18,930 | Wait a minute, I gotta get Bateman. | Wait a minute, I gotta get Bateman. |
1185 | 01:16:19,110 | 01:16:22,200 | What? Who the fuck is Bateman? | What? Who the fuck is Bateman? |
1186 | 01:16:23,340 | 01:16:26,840 | Come on, you cunts! You want some, do you? Do you? | Come on, you cunts! You want some, do you? Do you? |
1187 | 01:16:27,010 | 01:16:29,710 | Let's go, Bateman. Come on. | Let's go, Bateman. Come on. |
1188 | 01:16:32,520 | 01:16:35,180 | -My coat. My Burberry coat. -Fuck it, leave the jacket. | -My coat. My Burberry coat. -Fuck it, leave the jacket. |
1189 | 01:16:35,360 | 01:16:37,480 | -I've had it 1 0 fucking years. -I'll get it. | -I've had it 1 0 fucking years. -I'll get it. |
1190 | 01:16:37,660 | 01:16:40,250 | -Are you fucking crazy? -We'll be downstairs. | -Are you fucking crazy? -We'll be downstairs. |
1191 | 01:16:40,430 | 01:16:42,450 | Guy's fucking nuts. | Guy's fucking nuts. |
1192 | 01:16:44,100 | 01:16:45,690 | -You're bleeding. -I am so sorry. | -You're bleeding. -I am so sorry. |
1193 | 01:16:45,870 | 01:16:47,800 | -Where? -This is fucking insane. | -Where? -This is fucking insane. |
1194 | 01:16:47,970 | 01:16:49,990 | -You are insane. -I am so sorry. | -You are insane. -I am so sorry. |
1195 | 01:16:50,170 | 01:16:52,000 | If you wanna go back, I understand. | If you wanna go back, I understand. |
1196 | 01:16:52,170 | 01:16:55,800 | -You don't wanna talk? -Yeah, I wanna talk. I mean.... | -You don't wanna talk? -Yeah, I wanna talk. I mean.... |
1197 | 01:16:55,980 | 01:16:58,380 | Well, where? Where do you wanna go? | Well, where? Where do you wanna go? |
1198 | 01:16:58,610 | 01:17:00,880 | My car's two blocks away if you want coffee. | My car's two blocks away if you want coffee. |
1199 | 01:17:01,050 | 01:17:04,020 | -Yeah, okay. -All right. Okay. | -Yeah, okay. -All right. Okay. |
1200 | 01:17:21,070 | 01:17:24,630 | Look, you're probably not gonna believe this at all... | Look, you're probably not gonna believe this at all... |
1201 | 01:17:26,170 | 01:17:30,130 | ...but I was kind of glad when I heard you were at the party. | ...but I was kind of glad when I heard you were at the party. |
1202 | 01:17:38,720 | 01:17:41,020 | Ever since you and I broke up, I've wanted... | Ever since you and I broke up, I've wanted... |
1203 | 01:17:41,190 | 01:17:45,590 | ...to have a normal conversation, just a normal conversation with you. | ...to have a normal conversation, just a normal conversation with you. |
1204 | 01:17:45,790 | 01:17:50,160 | And I just feel like every time I see you, it just gets so, like.... | And I just feel like every time I see you, it just gets so, like.... |
1205 | 01:17:50,330 | 01:17:54,430 | Like, weird and chaotic and scrambled, and I can't organize my thoughts... | Like, weird and chaotic and scrambled, and I can't organize my thoughts... |
1206 | 01:17:54,600 | 01:17:58,500 | ...and I can't even express the most basic things I want to say to you. | ...and I can't even express the most basic things I want to say to you. |
1207 | 01:17:58,670 | 01:18:01,370 | I know. Me too. | I know. Me too. |
1208 | 01:18:03,510 | 01:18:06,440 | Whatever we had when we were together, when we were in love... | Whatever we had when we were together, when we were in love... |
1209 | 01:18:06,610 | 01:18:11,780 | ...that feeling of just being able to lie in bed with someone for days and days... | ...that feeling of just being able to lie in bed with someone for days and days... |
1210 | 01:18:11,950 | 01:18:14,920 | ...and not give a fuck about the outside world... | ...and not give a fuck about the outside world... |
1211 | 01:18:17,560 | 01:18:20,030 | ...is gone. | ...is gone. |
1212 | 01:18:20,560 | 01:18:24,020 | And I feel like there's nothing I can do to ever get it back. | And I feel like there's nothing I can do to ever get it back. |
1213 | 01:18:24,730 | 01:18:27,220 | Do you know how painful that is? | Do you know how painful that is? |
1214 | 01:18:27,870 | 01:18:29,770 | Yeah. Yeah, I do. | Yeah. Yeah, I do. |
1215 | 01:18:29,940 | 01:18:31,960 | I cried for weeks when we broke up. | I cried for weeks when we broke up. |
1216 | 01:18:32,610 | 01:18:34,300 | You cried for weeks? | You cried for weeks? |
1217 | 01:18:34,470 | 01:18:35,840 | Yes. | Yes. |
1218 | 01:18:36,040 | 01:18:40,210 | The hardest thing I've ever dealt with in my life. | The hardest thing I've ever dealt with in my life. |
1219 | 01:18:43,380 | 01:18:45,650 | How long did you go through that? | How long did you go through that? |
1220 | 01:18:46,920 | 01:18:50,450 | A long time. A long time. | A long time. A long time. |
1221 | 01:18:51,120 | 01:18:55,720 | I mean, the first month, it was so fucking bad. And then... | I mean, the first month, it was so fucking bad. And then... |
1222 | 01:18:56,460 | 01:19:00,300 | ...you know, slowly, it gets better. | ...you know, slowly, it gets better. |
1223 | 01:19:01,930 | 01:19:05,270 | That's the difference between you and me, London. | That's the difference between you and me, London. |
1224 | 01:19:08,410 | 01:19:09,900 | I'm still going through it. | I'm still going through it. |
1225 | 01:19:13,750 | 01:19:17,980 | I tried to call you a dozen times today. | I tried to call you a dozen times today. |
1226 | 01:19:18,580 | 01:19:21,250 | I'm terrified. I'm-- I'm afraid. | I'm terrified. I'm-- I'm afraid. |
1227 | 01:19:21,420 | 01:19:23,150 | Of what? What are you afraid of? | Of what? What are you afraid of? |
1228 | 01:19:23,320 | 01:19:26,590 | I'm afraid of falling in love with you again. | I'm afraid of falling in love with you again. |
1229 | 01:19:40,340 | 01:19:42,640 | -Sorry, Syd. -Yeah, yeah, yeah. | -Sorry, Syd. -Yeah, yeah, yeah. |
1230 | 01:19:43,610 | 01:19:45,840 | Yeah, man, you fucked your eye up. | Yeah, man, you fucked your eye up. |
1231 | 01:19:46,050 | 01:19:48,610 | Yeah, great party, mate. | Yeah, great party, mate. |
1232 | 01:19:48,780 | 01:19:50,870 | It was fucking insane. | It was fucking insane. |
1233 | 01:19:51,050 | 01:19:54,610 | -But good chat, seriously. -Definitely. | -But good chat, seriously. -Definitely. |
1234 | 01:19:54,790 | 01:19:57,810 | You know, they say the greatest conversation you'll ever have... | You know, they say the greatest conversation you'll ever have... |
1235 | 01:19:57,990 | 01:20:00,550 | -...is with a stranger? -Who says that? | -...is with a stranger? -Who says that? |
1236 | 01:20:00,730 | 01:20:02,130 | Some useless cunt. | Some useless cunt. |
1237 | 01:20:03,960 | 01:20:06,020 | You guys need a ride? We can go uptown. | You guys need a ride? We can go uptown. |
1238 | 01:20:06,500 | 01:20:08,690 | Me and Mallory.... | Me and Mallory.... |
1239 | 01:20:10,500 | 01:20:13,340 | Don't know. We're gonna catch a late drink... | Don't know. We're gonna catch a late drink... |
1240 | 01:20:13,510 | 01:20:17,340 | ...cup of tea, something or other. | ...cup of tea, something or other. |
1241 | 01:20:17,510 | 01:20:19,440 | Raise the flag, perhaps. | Raise the flag, perhaps. |
1242 | 01:20:19,650 | 01:20:22,550 | Good luck. Thank you. | Good luck. Thank you. |
1243 | 01:20:22,950 | 01:20:25,310 | That's it. Thank you, mate. Truly. | That's it. Thank you, mate. Truly. |
1244 | 01:20:32,890 | 01:20:35,760 | London, lovely name, darling. | London, lovely name, darling. |
1245 | 01:20:35,960 | 01:20:37,260 | -Thanks. -Nice to meet you. | -Thanks. -Nice to meet you. |
1246 | 01:20:37,460 | 01:20:39,360 | -Have a safe flight. -Nice to meet you. | -Have a safe flight. -Nice to meet you. |
1247 | 01:20:39,770 | 01:20:41,490 | -Come by the bar, all right? -I will. | -Come by the bar, all right? -I will. |
1248 | 01:20:41,670 | 01:20:44,100 | London, call me. Have a safe flight. | London, call me. Have a safe flight. |
1249 | 01:20:44,270 | 01:20:46,000 | We're gonna catch a little drink. | We're gonna catch a little drink. |
1250 | 01:20:46,170 | 01:20:47,900 | All right. | All right. |
1251 | 01:21:04,120 | 01:21:06,250 | Can I ask you something? | Can I ask you something? |
1252 | 01:21:09,560 | 01:21:11,260 | Yeah. | Yeah. |
1253 | 01:21:12,100 | 01:21:13,860 | You do love him? | You do love him? |
1254 | 01:21:16,300 | 01:21:18,130 | I never said I was in love with him. | I never said I was in love with him. |
1255 | 01:21:21,040 | 01:21:22,440 | Listen, Syd. | Listen, Syd. |
1256 | 01:21:25,010 | 01:21:26,980 | It's gonna be a really, really long time... | It's gonna be a really, really long time... |
1257 | 01:21:27,150 | 01:21:29,980 | ...before, you know, I fall in love with anybody... | ...before, you know, I fall in love with anybody... |
1258 | 01:21:30,150 | 01:21:32,450 | ...the way that I was in love with you. | ...the way that I was in love with you. |
1259 | 01:22:39,990 | 01:22:42,080 | What time is it? | What time is it? |
1260 | 01:22:45,320 | 01:22:48,560 | It's like 6:30. | It's like 6:30. |
1261 | 01:22:48,730 | 01:22:50,790 | Six-thirty? Fuck. Shit. | Six-thirty? Fuck. Shit. |
1262 | 01:22:50,960 | 01:22:55,460 | My plane leaves in like an hour. Shit. Shit. Shit. | My plane leaves in like an hour. Shit. Shit. Shit. |
1263 | 01:23:58,400 | 01:24:00,560 | I will see you again. | I will see you again. |
1264 | 01:24:02,100 | 01:24:03,970 | I promise. | I promise. |
1265 | 01:24:07,240 | 01:24:09,710 | I'm gonna miss you so much. | I'm gonna miss you so much. |
1266 | 01:24:11,580 | 01:24:13,910 | I'm gonna miss you too. | I'm gonna miss you too. |
1267 | 01:24:19,720 | 01:24:21,780 | I gotta go. | I gotta go. |
1268 | 01:24:34,570 | 01:24:36,190 | Sorry. | Sorry. |
1269 | 01:24:40,010 | 01:24:41,630 | -Hello. -Hi. | -Hello. -Hi. |
1270 | 01:24:41,810 | 01:24:44,970 | Sorry, I am-- I'm just really late. | Sorry, I am-- I'm just really late. |
1271 | 01:24:45,140 | 01:24:47,980 | -I don't even know my flight number. -That's all right. | -I don't even know my flight number. -That's all right. |
1272 | 01:24:48,150 | 01:24:50,240 | Just for one second, okay? | Just for one second, okay? |
1273 | 01:24:52,450 | 01:24:55,180 | -Here's my lD. -Thank you. | -Here's my lD. -Thank you. |
1274 | 01:24:55,350 | 01:24:58,760 | Just give me a few minutes while I look for your information. | Just give me a few minutes while I look for your information. |
1275 | 01:25:00,330 | 01:25:02,320 | Okay. Bye. | Okay. Bye. |
1276 | 01:25:02,490 | 01:25:04,460 | Goodbye. | Goodbye. |
1277 | 01:25:24,980 | 01:25:26,350 | Bye. | Bye. |
1278 | 01:25:26,520 | 01:25:28,180 | Bye. | Bye. |
1279 | 01:25:28,850 | 01:25:31,790 | Okay, miss, I have your flight information. | Okay, miss, I have your flight information. |
1280 | 01:25:31,960 | 01:25:33,550 | Sorry. | Sorry. |
1281 | 01:25:33,890 | 01:25:37,450 | I think I might have missed my plane. Can you make sure I'll be all right? | I think I might have missed my plane. Can you make sure I'll be all right? |
1282 | 01:25:37,630 | 01:25:39,260 | London? | London? |
1283 | 01:25:40,670 | 01:25:42,290 | I love you. | I love you. |
1284 | 01:25:46,710 | 01:25:50,270 | -Can you give me a second, please? -Sure. No problem. | -Can you give me a second, please? -Sure. No problem. |
1285 | 01:26:04,390 | 01:26:07,320 | That's the first time you said it first. | That's the first time you said it first. |
1286 | 01:26:40,690 | 01:26:43,390 | -Here you go. You're all set. -Sorry. | -Here you go. You're all set. -Sorry. |
1287 | 01:26:43,560 | 01:26:45,120 | Okay. | Okay. |
1288 | 01:26:45,330 | 01:26:47,090 | -So I'm set? Great. -Yeah. | -So I'm set? Great. -Yeah. |
1289 | 01:26:47,270 | 01:26:49,600 | -Here's your ticket. -Thank you. | -Here's your ticket. -Thank you. |
1290 | 01:26:49,770 | 01:26:52,760 | -I'm not really sure where to go. -Gate 35. Upstairs. | -I'm not really sure where to go. -Gate 35. Upstairs. |
1291 | 01:26:52,940 | 01:26:55,570 | Thank you and have a great flight. | Thank you and have a great flight. |