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1 00:02:02,260 00:02:04,390 Tell me when you're gonna come. Tell me when you're gonna come.
2 00:02:16,810 00:02:20,210 -Are you coming? You're coming? -Yeah. -Are you coming? You're coming? -Yeah.
3 00:02:50,510 00:02:52,100 Hello. Hello.
4 00:02:53,010 00:02:55,070 Hey, bro, what's up? Hey, bro, what's up?
5 00:02:58,110 00:02:59,950 I'm crashed out. I'm crashed out.
6 00:03:04,550 00:03:06,420 What are you doing? What are you doing?
7 00:03:09,260 00:03:11,520 What party? What are you talking about? What party? What are you talking about?
8 00:03:14,560 00:03:17,060 Are you fucking kidding me? Are you fucking kidding me?
9 00:03:17,230 00:03:19,720 Are you fucking kidding me? Are you fucking kidding me?
10 00:03:19,900 00:03:21,700 Where? Where?
11 00:03:23,340 00:03:24,970 Fuck! Fuck!
12 00:03:28,380 00:03:29,970 Fuck! Fuck!
13 00:03:30,750 00:03:33,980 The number you have reached has been disconnected, if you feel you-- The number you have reached has been disconnected, if you feel you--
14 00:03:34,150 00:03:37,950 No fucking way! No fucking way!
15 00:05:19,350 00:05:21,350 Where's the phone? Payphone. Where's the phone? Payphone.
16 00:05:21,520 00:05:25,020 Straight to the back, past the bathrooms, on the left. Straight to the back, past the bathrooms, on the left.
17 00:05:32,670 00:05:34,460 Hey, Mallory. Hey, Mallory.
18 00:05:35,700 00:05:37,070 Oh, hey, Syd, what's up? Oh, hey, Syd, what's up?
19 00:05:46,010 00:05:49,580 You gonna go to Becca's thing tonight? You gonna go to Becca's thing tonight?
20 00:05:49,750 00:05:52,580 Yeah, you know, I was gonna go and say goodbye. Yeah, you know, I was gonna go and say goodbye.
21 00:05:53,420 00:05:55,010 Why, you going? Why, you going?
22 00:05:55,190 00:05:58,420 Yeah, I think so. Thinking about it. Yeah. Yeah, I think so. Thinking about it. Yeah.
23 00:05:59,360 00:06:01,520 So you still talk to London? So you still talk to London?
24 00:06:01,700 00:06:05,600 Yeah, you know, here and there. Why? Yeah, you know, here and there. Why?
25 00:06:05,770 00:06:09,700 Oh, you know, I was just a little surprised to hear she was moving. Oh, you know, I was just a little surprised to hear she was moving.
26 00:06:11,440 00:06:14,310 Did she get a place out there? Is she staying with somebody? Did she get a place out there? Is she staying with somebody?
27 00:06:14,510 00:06:17,380 She didn't tell you where she was staying? Come on, Mal. She didn't tell you where she was staying? Come on, Mal.
28 00:06:17,550 00:06:20,570 I mean, she said something about moving in with her boyfriend... I mean, she said something about moving in with her boyfriend...
29 00:06:20,750 00:06:24,340 ...or something, but, I mean, that's pretty much all I know. ...or something, but, I mean, that's pretty much all I know.
30 00:06:25,250 00:06:26,950 -Can I get you a drink? -Yeah. -Can I get you a drink? -Yeah.
31 00:06:27,120 00:06:29,490 Can I have a vodka? A large one. Can I have a vodka? A large one.
32 00:06:29,660 00:06:31,720 Naked, please. Naked, please.
33 00:06:38,230 00:06:40,830 Excuse me. One second here. Excuse me. One second here.
34 00:06:42,840 00:06:44,270 Here you go. Here you go.
35 00:06:44,440 00:06:47,840 Thanks. Hey, look, I didn't-- I didn't mean to be rude. Thanks. Hey, look, I didn't-- I didn't mean to be rude.
36 00:06:48,480 00:06:50,140 It's okay. It's okay.
37 00:06:51,750 00:06:54,680 -Hey, Syd, I gotta go cash out, so.... -Yeah. -Hey, Syd, I gotta go cash out, so.... -Yeah.
38 00:06:54,850 00:06:56,680 -See you tonight. -Yeah. -See you tonight. -Yeah.
39 00:06:56,850 00:07:00,810 Listen, I'm gonna get a bit of sniff, so if you want some, just let me know. Listen, I'm gonna get a bit of sniff, so if you want some, just let me know.
40 00:07:00,990 00:07:03,120 -Oh, really? -Yeah. -Oh, really? -Yeah.
41 00:07:03,290 00:07:04,620 How much is it? How much is it?
42 00:07:04,790 00:07:06,450 Oh, no, don't worry. Just find me. Oh, no, don't worry. Just find me.
43 00:07:06,630 00:07:09,290 Don't tell London. You know she hates that shit. Don't tell London. You know she hates that shit.
44 00:07:09,460 00:07:11,930 Yeah, like I'm gonna say something. Yeah, like I'm gonna say something.
45 00:07:12,100 00:07:15,560 -All right, well, see you later. -Yeah, I'll see you. -All right, well, see you later. -Yeah, I'll see you.
46 00:07:26,380 00:07:29,180 Your name wouldn't happen to be Bateman, would it? Your name wouldn't happen to be Bateman, would it?
47 00:07:30,720 00:07:33,690 -Unfortunately, yes. -Hey. Syd. -Unfortunately, yes. -Hey. Syd.
48 00:07:33,860 00:07:35,950 Nice to meet you. Thank you for coming down. Nice to meet you. Thank you for coming down.
49 00:07:36,120 00:07:39,220 I know you don't deliver this far down. I just had a shitty day. I know you don't deliver this far down. I just had a shitty day.
50 00:07:39,390 00:07:41,450 I have to clear my head out. I have to clear my head out.
51 00:07:41,630 00:07:43,290 No worries, mate. No worries, mate.
52 00:07:43,460 00:07:45,460 So where do you wanna do this? So where do you wanna do this?
53 00:07:46,230 00:07:49,200 We don't want to go in the bathroom. It's horrendous in there. We don't want to go in the bathroom. It's horrendous in there.
54 00:07:49,370 00:07:51,600 I drove. You wanna use my car? I drove. You wanna use my car?
55 00:07:52,670 00:07:54,840 Your car? Why not? Your car? Why not?
56 00:08:02,520 00:08:05,320 So how is this shit? It's pretty good? So how is this shit? It's pretty good?
57 00:08:05,490 00:08:08,250 Can't say I've sampled any of this batch... Can't say I've sampled any of this batch...
58 00:08:08,420 00:08:12,330 ...but considering the source, I imagine it to be pretty clean, yeah. ...but considering the source, I imagine it to be pretty clean, yeah.
59 00:08:13,630 00:08:18,570 So is this like a full-time gig for you? A full-time job? So is this like a full-time gig for you? A full-time job?
60 00:08:18,730 00:08:20,720 No, mate, I'm a banker. No, mate, I'm a banker.
61 00:08:20,900 00:08:23,200 Foreign exchange dealer. Currency trader. Foreign exchange dealer. Currency trader.
62 00:08:23,370 00:08:26,770 -Currency trader? -Euros, pounds, arbitrage, yeah. -Currency trader? -Euros, pounds, arbitrage, yeah.
63 00:08:26,940 00:08:28,670 Okay, so you're not a dealer. Okay, so you're not a dealer.
64 00:08:28,840 00:08:31,610 Mate, I ain't a fucking dealer. Mate, I ain't a fucking dealer.
65 00:08:31,780 00:08:33,770 Strictly a buyer. Strictly a buyer.
66 00:08:33,950 00:08:36,440 I was uptown, you were on my way. It's just a favor. I was uptown, you were on my way. It's just a favor.
67 00:08:36,650 00:08:40,880 Gotcha. Well, whatever it is, I really appreciate it, man. Gotcha. Well, whatever it is, I really appreciate it, man.
68 00:08:45,390 00:08:47,550 Here we go. Here we go.
69 00:08:47,730 00:08:49,530 So a currency trader, huh? So a currency trader, huh?
70 00:08:49,700 00:08:51,690 How's the money in that, good? How's the money in that, good?
71 00:08:51,870 00:08:54,230 Not if you get stuck on this shit, no. Not if you get stuck on this shit, no.
72 00:08:54,400 00:08:57,300 Yeah, I know. God, what a stupid fucking drug. Yeah, I know. God, what a stupid fucking drug.
73 00:08:58,570 00:09:02,200 I don't know what you're doing after this, if you got plans or anything... I don't know what you're doing after this, if you got plans or anything...
74 00:09:02,380 00:09:06,040 ...but a friend is having a party two blocks from here, if you're interested. ...but a friend is having a party two blocks from here, if you're interested.
75 00:09:06,210 00:09:08,740 No, thanks, mate, but I've had a shit day, believe me. No, thanks, mate, but I've had a shit day, believe me.
76 00:09:08,920 00:09:11,550 I just figured, you know, you came down this whole way. I just figured, you know, you came down this whole way.
77 00:09:11,720 00:09:13,580 It'll probably be pretty good. It'll probably be pretty good.
78 00:09:13,760 00:09:16,090 What kind of party is it, exactly? What kind of party is it, exactly?
79 00:09:16,260 00:09:17,880 Actually, it's a.... Actually, it's a....
80 00:09:18,060 00:09:23,590 It's a going-away party for this girl, for my ex-chick. It's a going-away party for this girl, for my ex-chick.
81 00:09:23,770 00:09:27,930 But it'll be good, you know, free booze, free food, hot chicks. But it'll be good, you know, free booze, free food, hot chicks.
82 00:09:28,100 00:09:31,160 I really shouldn't. Thanks anyway. I appreciate the offer. I really shouldn't. Thanks anyway. I appreciate the offer.
83 00:09:38,110 00:09:40,310 Fuck it, Syd. I'm gonna go. Take it easy. Fuck it, Syd. I'm gonna go. Take it easy.
84 00:09:40,480 00:09:42,850 Why are you gonna go? Don't go. You just got here. Why are you gonna go? Don't go. You just got here.
85 00:09:43,020 00:09:45,110 You walked all the way down here. Why leave? You walked all the way down here. Why leave?
86 00:09:45,290 00:09:46,950 Because I've had a horrendous day. Because I've had a horrendous day.
87 00:09:47,120 00:09:50,920 I've decided not to go because I don't want to meet a loft full of strangers. I've decided not to go because I don't want to meet a loft full of strangers.
88 00:09:51,090 00:09:53,490 -You enjoy yourself. -Come in for five minutes. -You enjoy yourself. -Come in for five minutes.
89 00:09:53,660 00:09:55,650 -Get a drink. -No, man. You go, fuck it. -Get a drink. -No, man. You go, fuck it.
90 00:09:55,830 00:09:57,820 What do you got that's better than this? What do you got that's better than this?
91 00:09:58,000 00:09:59,970 Girls, free booze, do a line. Girls, free booze, do a line.
92 00:10:00,130 00:10:03,040 I've just come out of the most psychotic therapy session... I've just come out of the most psychotic therapy session...
93 00:10:03,240 00:10:06,470 ...I've had in fucking years. Almost smacked some cunt for a taxi. ...I've had in fucking years. Almost smacked some cunt for a taxi.
94 00:10:06,640 00:10:09,010 I really don't know if I'm ready for this shit. I really don't know if I'm ready for this shit.
95 00:10:09,180 00:10:12,770 Just come in for five minutes. You don't like it, you can leave. Just come in for five minutes. You don't like it, you can leave.
96 00:10:12,950 00:10:14,680 One fucking drink, bro. One fucking drink, bro.
97 00:10:14,850 00:10:16,980 Mallory will be here. Mallory will be here.
98 00:10:17,280 00:10:18,620 One drink? One drink?
99 00:10:18,790 00:10:20,620 One fucking drink. One fucking drink.
100 00:10:26,360 00:10:28,450 -How you doing, man? -Evening. -How you doing, man? -Evening.
101 00:10:28,630 00:10:30,790 -What is it, 501 1? -Yes. -What is it, 501 1? -Yes.
102 00:10:30,960 00:10:32,630 Thanks, man. Thanks, man.
103 00:10:35,640 00:10:37,230 -Hey, Maya. -Hi, Syd. -Hey, Maya. -Hi, Syd.
104 00:10:37,400 00:10:39,670 -How you doing? -Good. -How you doing? -Good.
105 00:10:39,840 00:10:43,000 -It's been a while. -Yeah. How you doing? -It's been a while. -Yeah. How you doing?
106 00:10:43,180 00:10:45,200 I'm good. Bateman, this is Maya. Sorry. I'm good. Bateman, this is Maya. Sorry.
107 00:10:45,380 00:10:47,370 -Maya, Bateman. -Nice to meet you. -Maya, Bateman. -Nice to meet you.
108 00:10:47,550 00:10:49,680 How you been? What you been up to? How you been? What you been up to?
109 00:10:50,480 00:10:55,790 In hell, man. I fucked up on the SATs, I gotta retake them. In hell, man. I fucked up on the SATs, I gotta retake them.
110 00:10:56,790 00:10:58,880 -That's it, you know? -Right. -That's it, you know? -Right.
111 00:10:59,060 00:11:02,030 Just wanna kill myself. Yeah. Just wanna kill myself. Yeah.
112 00:11:11,670 00:11:15,770 Well, you know, if you want to get out of SAT mode, I picked up a lot of: Well, you know, if you want to get out of SAT mode, I picked up a lot of:
113 00:11:15,940 00:11:18,840 -You know, so.... -Are you dealing now? -You know, so.... -Are you dealing now?
114 00:11:19,010 00:11:23,680 Yes, I'm dealing. No, I'm not dealing. I got more than I need, so if you're.... Yes, I'm dealing. No, I'm not dealing. I got more than I need, so if you're....
115 00:11:23,850 00:11:26,010 -All right, man, thanks. -Just come find me. -All right, man, thanks. -Just come find me.
116 00:11:26,190 00:11:30,680 -I might take you up on that. -Did anybody--? -I might take you up on that. -Did anybody--?
117 00:11:41,240 00:11:42,260 Coming. Coming.
118 00:11:42,740 00:11:45,230 -Hello. -Hello. -Hello. -Hello.
119 00:11:45,410 00:11:47,070 -Hey, baby. -How are you? -Hey, baby. -How are you?
120 00:11:47,240 00:11:50,370 -I'm good. Hey, Syd, how are you? -This, my darling, is for you. -I'm good. Hey, Syd, how are you? -This, my darling, is for you.
121 00:11:50,540 00:11:53,140 Oh, you guys, shut up. Thank you. Oh, you guys, shut up. Thank you.
122 00:11:53,350 00:11:56,580 -You know you are the best. -Nobody's here yet. -You know you are the best. -Nobody's here yet.
123 00:11:56,750 00:11:58,810 Grab a drink. Make yourself at home. Grab a drink. Make yourself at home.
124 00:11:58,990 00:12:01,110 Hello? Syd and London. Hello? Syd and London.
125 00:12:01,290 00:12:04,480 -Don't disrespect them in public. -ln public. -Don't disrespect them in public. -ln public.
126 00:12:04,660 00:12:06,250 Let's go upstairs. Let's go upstairs.
127 00:12:06,430 00:12:09,790 Why? Who's upstairs? Why? Who's upstairs?
128 00:12:10,500 00:12:13,230 Very bad. Catch me. Very bad. Catch me.
129 00:12:35,490 00:12:37,680 You're crazy. You're crazy.
130 00:12:42,430 00:12:44,120 What is this? What is this?
131 00:12:44,300 00:12:45,660 It's for you. It's for you.
132 00:12:46,470 00:12:50,900 -For me? For me? -For you. -For me? For me? -For you.
133 00:12:58,110 00:12:59,870 Oh, my God, Syd, I love it. Oh, my God, Syd, I love it.
134 00:13:00,050 00:13:01,910 Thank you. Thank you.
135 00:13:08,190 00:13:10,020 I love you. I love you.
136 00:13:13,960 00:13:16,050 I love you. I love you.
137 00:13:21,500 00:13:24,470 Come on, "l love you too, London," you fucker. Come on, "l love you too, London," you fucker.
138 00:13:24,640 00:13:26,630 You can say it. I'm not gonna tell anybody. You can say it. I'm not gonna tell anybody.
139 00:13:26,810 00:13:28,640 -London, don't. -What? What am I doing? -London, don't. -What? What am I doing?
140 00:13:28,810 00:13:30,470 -This. -What am I doing wrong? -This. -What am I doing wrong?
141 00:13:30,640 00:13:34,410 Whatever this is, this obsession to put a verbal label on everything. Whatever this is, this obsession to put a verbal label on everything.
142 00:13:34,580 00:13:37,410 -It's not about words. -No, it is about words. -It's not about words. -No, it is about words.
143 00:13:37,580 00:13:40,580 Because if we didn't have words, we'd be living in caves... Because if we didn't have words, we'd be living in caves...
144 00:13:40,750 00:13:42,880 -...and still talking with our hands. -Stop. -...and still talking with our hands. -Stop.
145 00:13:43,060 00:13:44,850 We haven't even come close to a fight. We haven't even come close to a fight.
146 00:13:45,020 00:13:48,050 If we can avoid that first fight, by theory we'll never fight. If we can avoid that first fight, by theory we'll never fight.
147 00:13:48,230 00:13:49,560 Okay? Please. Okay? Please.
148 00:13:49,730 00:13:51,860 It's been so perfect till now. Don't do this. It's been so perfect till now. Don't do this.
149 00:13:52,030 00:13:54,500 It's been perfect for you. For you. It's been perfect for you. For you.
150 00:13:55,670 00:13:57,470 London. London.
151 00:14:05,180 00:14:06,610 Coming. Coming.
152 00:14:06,780 00:14:09,510 Wait a minute, someone's at the door. Wait a minute, someone's at the door.
153 00:14:11,550 00:14:13,680 -Hello. -Hi. -Hello. -Hi.
154 00:14:13,850 00:14:15,850 Wow, you look beautiful. Wow, you look beautiful.
155 00:14:16,020 00:14:18,180 You look hot. Nice hat, nice boots. You look hot. Nice hat, nice boots.
156 00:14:18,360 00:14:20,020 Thanks. Thanks.
157 00:14:20,190 00:14:23,130 -Hey. -Hey, Becca. -Hey. -Hey, Becca.
158 00:14:25,070 00:14:27,530 -Rebecca. -Bateman. Friend of Syd's. -Rebecca. -Bateman. Friend of Syd's.
159 00:14:27,700 00:14:29,790 -Nice to meet you. -Nobody's here yet, guys. -Nice to meet you. -Nobody's here yet, guys.
160 00:14:30,000 00:14:32,200 So just come on in and make yourself at home. So just come on in and make yourself at home.
161 00:14:38,650 00:14:41,810 Okay, so you're not gonna believe who's just fucking shown up. Okay, so you're not gonna believe who's just fucking shown up.
162 00:14:42,150 00:14:43,580 Great party, mate. Great party, mate.
163 00:14:43,750 00:14:47,650 Oh, it'll be better. It'll be better. Trust me. I promise you. Oh, it'll be better. It'll be better. Trust me. I promise you.
164 00:14:47,820 00:14:49,450 Okay, I've gotta go. Okay, I've gotta go.
165 00:14:51,960 00:14:55,390 Please tell me you did not bring Syd here. Please tell me you did not bring Syd here.
166 00:14:55,560 00:14:58,050 Oh, my God, I just rode up in the elevator with him. Oh, my God, I just rode up in the elevator with him.
167 00:14:58,230 00:15:00,560 -Why? He's not invited? -He's so not invited. -Why? He's not invited? -He's so not invited.
168 00:15:03,140 00:15:05,330 He's fucking touching my Buddha's head. He's fucking touching my Buddha's head.
169 00:15:05,540 00:15:07,130 Hey, London, it's me. Hey, London, it's me.
170 00:15:07,310 00:15:11,400 Give me a call as soon as you get this, okay? Okay, bye. Give me a call as soon as you get this, okay? Okay, bye.
171 00:15:12,350 00:15:13,810 Fuck it. Fuck it.
172 00:15:13,980 00:15:17,470 Hey, Syd. Do us a favor, yeah? Don't touch the Buddha. Hey, Syd. Do us a favor, yeah? Don't touch the Buddha.
173 00:15:18,950 00:15:20,650 Okay? Okay?
174 00:15:21,120 00:15:23,650 He's a fucking cocksucker. He's a fucking cocksucker.
175 00:15:23,820 00:15:25,520 Where did you get your hat? Where did you get your hat?
176 00:15:25,690 00:15:27,280 It's so cute on you. It's so cute on you.
177 00:15:35,100 00:15:37,540 He's fucked. He's fucked.
178 00:15:37,700 00:15:41,500 To show up at someone's party. He isn't even fucking invited. To show up at someone's party. He isn't even fucking invited.
179 00:15:54,620 00:15:57,150 Did they just go upstairs? Did they just go upstairs?
180 00:15:57,320 00:15:59,760 Right. Nice. Nice of them to ask. Right. Nice. Nice of them to ask.
181 00:16:07,900 00:16:11,130 Wait, I'm confused, did you say you do believe in God or you don't? Wait, I'm confused, did you say you do believe in God or you don't?
182 00:16:12,370 00:16:15,540 "God" might not be the appropriate word for it, actually. "God" might not be the appropriate word for it, actually.
183 00:16:16,540 00:16:18,030 It's more of an epiphany. It's more of an epiphany.
184 00:16:18,210 00:16:19,870 Epiphany? What was your epiphany? Epiphany? What was your epiphany?
185 00:16:20,050 00:16:23,070 Well, for me, an epiphany is when you really see the universe... Well, for me, an epiphany is when you really see the universe...
186 00:16:23,250 00:16:25,150 ...in all it's splendor and beauty... ...in all it's splendor and beauty...
187 00:16:25,320 00:16:27,550 ...and you suddenly understand everything. ...and you suddenly understand everything.
188 00:16:27,720 00:16:29,710 -What does that mean? -Fucking everything. -What does that mean? -Fucking everything.
189 00:16:29,890 00:16:33,220 Everything you can imagine. You don't know what "everything" means? Everything you can imagine. You don't know what "everything" means?
190 00:16:33,390 00:16:36,590 I know what it means. I don't know what you mean by "everything." I know what it means. I don't know what you mean by "everything."
191 00:16:36,760 00:16:40,030 It means everything, doesn't it? You know, everything. It means everything, doesn't it? You know, everything.
192 00:16:40,200 00:16:43,360 -So, what's your problem? -For someone who's seen the infinite... -So, what's your problem? -For someone who's seen the infinite...
193 00:16:43,540 00:16:46,730 ...you're vague. You'd think with someone who's had a revelation... ...you're vague. You'd think with someone who's had a revelation...
194 00:16:46,910 00:16:49,770 -...you'd be more specific. -It's not about specifics. -...you'd be more specific. -It's not about specifics.
195 00:16:49,940 00:16:53,280 It's an energy that hits you between the eyes and you're enlightened. It's an energy that hits you between the eyes and you're enlightened.
196 00:16:53,450 00:16:55,710 -You see everything? -You don't see everything. -You see everything? -You don't see everything.
197 00:16:55,880 00:16:58,280 You see nothing. But you understand everything. You see nothing. But you understand everything.
198 00:16:58,690 00:17:01,020 And you know what got me the most? And you know what got me the most?
199 00:17:01,220 00:17:05,060 -ls that I understood time horizons. -What's a time horizon? -ls that I understood time horizons. -What's a time horizon?
200 00:17:11,100 00:17:13,790 It's like this. I understood where I stood in relation... It's like this. I understood where I stood in relation...
201 00:17:13,970 00:17:16,770 ...to where the Romans and the Jews were 2000 years ago... ...to where the Romans and the Jews were 2000 years ago...
202 00:17:16,940 00:17:18,900 ...and why I was here now. ...and why I was here now.
203 00:17:19,070 00:17:20,900 Then I felt this enormous compassion... Then I felt this enormous compassion...
204 00:17:21,070 00:17:24,640 ...for the struggle of the human race and what it had to go through for us. ...for the struggle of the human race and what it had to go through for us.
205 00:17:24,810 00:17:27,580 You know, for life as we know it to come to this point. You know, for life as we know it to come to this point.
206 00:17:27,750 00:17:31,910 It's truly remarkable, but at the same time, it's utterly fucking disturbing. It's truly remarkable, but at the same time, it's utterly fucking disturbing.
207 00:17:32,090 00:17:35,110 I mean, we're the same people that were living in Roman times... I mean, we're the same people that were living in Roman times...
208 00:17:35,290 00:17:39,160 ...throwing boiling oil on each other and crucifying Christians. ...throwing boiling oil on each other and crucifying Christians.
209 00:17:39,330 00:17:41,730 Not that that's entirely a bad thing. Not that that's entirely a bad thing.
210 00:17:41,890 00:17:43,730 Hey, Syd, are you in there? It's Maya. Hey, Syd, are you in there? It's Maya.
211 00:17:44,500 00:17:46,230 Oh, fuck! Fuck me. Oh, fuck! Fuck me.
212 00:17:46,400 00:17:50,600 -Fuck, fuck. Give me one second. -What the fuck have you done? -Fuck, fuck. Give me one second. -What the fuck have you done?
213 00:17:50,770 00:17:52,400 -Sorry. Fuck. -You clumsy bastard. -Sorry. Fuck. -You clumsy bastard.
214 00:17:52,570 00:17:54,310 -What have you fucking done? -Shit. -What have you fucking done? -Shit.
215 00:17:57,480 00:17:58,910 Look at that. Look at that.
216 00:17:59,110 00:18:00,910 It's covered in fucking beer. It's covered in fucking beer.
217 00:18:01,080 00:18:02,510 -Fuck. -Oh, my God. -Fuck. -Oh, my God.
218 00:18:02,720 00:18:04,480 What are you gonna do? What are you gonna do?
219 00:18:04,650 00:18:07,450 -Goddamn it, Syd. -lnstant karma. -Goddamn it, Syd. -lnstant karma.
220 00:18:07,620 00:18:09,140 -I got it. -That's enough to give up blasphemy. -I got it. -That's enough to give up blasphemy.
221 00:18:09,320 00:18:11,420 -Get up here. -No, we can totally save this. -Get up here. -No, we can totally save this.
222 00:18:11,590 00:18:13,920 What are you gonna do, eat food off the floor? What are you gonna do, eat food off the floor?
223 00:18:14,090 00:18:15,620 -Fucking gross. -Do me a favor. -Fucking gross. -Do me a favor.
224 00:18:15,800 00:18:18,990 -God fucking damn it. -God, is this it? -God fucking damn it. -God, is this it?
225 00:18:19,170 00:18:20,790 -Yes. -Are you kidding? -Yes. -Are you kidding?
226 00:18:20,970 00:18:23,870 -No, it's my fucking fault too. -Just snort it off the floor. -No, it's my fucking fault too. -Just snort it off the floor.
227 00:18:24,040 00:18:27,530 You don't wanna do that. I shouldn't have put it by the fucking sink. You don't wanna do that. I shouldn't have put it by the fucking sink.
228 00:18:34,550 00:18:36,450 What are you doing? What are you doing?
229 00:18:48,160 00:18:51,390 -What's that? -As I said, all is not lost. -What's that? -As I said, all is not lost.
230 00:18:51,560 00:18:55,730 -Bateman, Jesus Christ. -Oh, my God, you fucking rock. -Bateman, Jesus Christ. -Oh, my God, you fucking rock.
231 00:18:55,900 00:18:57,730 -Do you know this painting? -No. -Do you know this painting? -No.
232 00:18:57,900 00:18:59,800 It's Van Gogh's Wheatfield with Crows, It's Van Gogh's Wheatfield with Crows,
233 00:18:59,970 00:19:02,460 The most significant painting the man's ever painted. The most significant painting the man's ever painted.
234 00:19:02,640 00:19:04,370 -Oh, well, then. -Fuck, it's true. -Oh, well, then. -Fuck, it's true.
235 00:19:05,380 00:19:07,210 That'll do for starters, won't it? That'll do for starters, won't it?
236 00:19:07,380 00:19:11,010 Look, this is the last painting the man did before he killed himself. Look, this is the last painting the man did before he killed himself.
237 00:19:11,180 00:19:14,710 It's his suicide note. He even put his left ear in the fucking clouds. It's his suicide note. He even put his left ear in the fucking clouds.
238 00:19:14,890 00:19:17,820 There is his mutilated left ear. There is his mutilated left ear.
239 00:19:17,990 00:19:21,320 Can you see it? Not everyone sees it, of course, but there it is. Can you see it? Not everyone sees it, of course, but there it is.
240 00:19:21,490 00:19:24,400 He mutilated his left ear and put it in the fucking painting. He mutilated his left ear and put it in the fucking painting.
241 00:19:24,560 00:19:26,030 What does that mean? What does that mean?
242 00:19:32,740 00:19:35,040 Maya, I'm curious. Do you believe in God? Maya, I'm curious. Do you believe in God?
243 00:19:35,210 00:19:37,230 You guys have been doing too many drugs. You guys have been doing too many drugs.
244 00:19:37,410 00:19:39,380 Answer the question. Yes or no? Answer the question. Yes or no?
245 00:19:40,110 00:19:43,080 God, that's a really long conversation... God, that's a really long conversation...
246 00:19:43,250 00:19:46,840 ...but I will tell you something I read the other day that freaked me out. ...but I will tell you something I read the other day that freaked me out.
247 00:19:47,020 00:19:48,450 I don't remember where it was. I don't remember where it was.
248 00:19:48,620 00:19:51,350 It was like Russia or Germany or one of these places... It was like Russia or Germany or one of these places...
249 00:19:51,520 00:19:54,250 ...but these scientists, they took this pregnant rabbit... ...but these scientists, they took this pregnant rabbit...
250 00:19:56,460 00:19:59,560 ,,,and they hooked up to, like, a heart monitor and an EEG,,, ,,,and they hooked up to, like, a heart monitor and an EEG,,,
251 00:19:59,730 00:20:01,430 ...which sensors your brain waves. ...which sensors your brain waves.
252 00:20:01,600 00:20:05,060 And, like, the second after she gives birth, they take these babies... And, like, the second after she gives birth, they take these babies...
253 00:20:05,240 00:20:08,600 ...and they jump in a van and they start shooting them... ...and they jump in a van and they start shooting them...
254 00:20:09,040 00:20:12,140 ...one by one in the back of the head with, like, a.22 rifle. ...one by one in the back of the head with, like, a.22 rifle.
255 00:20:12,340 00:20:14,210 From, like one mile away: From, like one mile away:
256 00:20:14,380 00:20:16,710 Five miles away: Twenty miles away-- Five miles away: Twenty miles away--
257 00:20:16,880 00:20:19,580 Don't tell me people are killing little bunny rabbits. Don't tell me people are killing little bunny rabbits.
258 00:20:19,750 00:20:22,450 What's so interesting is that every time they'd shoot... What's so interesting is that every time they'd shoot...
259 00:20:22,620 00:20:25,150 ...one of these poor babies in the back of the head... ...one of these poor babies in the back of the head...
260 00:20:25,360 00:20:28,490 ...the mother's heartbeat and brain waves would go crazy. ...the mother's heartbeat and brain waves would go crazy.
261 00:20:28,660 00:20:32,790 So I'm just saying there's, you know, shit like that, and then-- So I'm just saying there's, you know, shit like that, and then--
262 00:20:32,970 00:20:35,260 The mother knew the babies were getting shot-- The mother knew the babies were getting shot--
263 00:20:35,430 00:20:38,730 Yes. Every fucking time. Exactly. Yes. Every fucking time. Exactly.
264 00:20:38,900 00:20:42,900 I mean, there's all that stuff, you know, like those weird identical twins, right? I mean, there's all that stuff, you know, like those weird identical twins, right?
265 00:20:43,080 00:20:45,410 One of the brothers is walking down the street... One of the brothers is walking down the street...
266 00:20:45,580 00:20:47,480 ,,,gets stabbed by some serial killer, ,,,gets stabbed by some serial killer,
267 00:20:51,580 00:20:54,110 Wait. So he gets stabbed, right? Wait. So he gets stabbed, right?
268 00:20:54,290 00:20:57,920 And then 900 miles away, at the exact same time... And then 900 miles away, at the exact same time...
269 00:20:58,090 00:21:00,820 ,,,his twin brother falls down, ,,,his twin brother falls down,
270 00:21:00,990 00:21:02,650 Weird, it's very weird, yes. Weird, it's very weird, yes.
271 00:21:02,830 00:21:04,960 Do you want to let me finish what I'm saying? Do you want to let me finish what I'm saying?
272 00:21:05,130 00:21:07,360 -Please, please, finish. -Okay, he falls down. -Please, please, finish. -Okay, he falls down.
273 00:21:07,530 00:21:10,000 Gets hospitalized due to heart palpitations... Gets hospitalized due to heart palpitations...
274 00:21:10,170 00:21:12,360 ...at the same time his brother was stabbed. ...at the same time his brother was stabbed.
275 00:21:12,540 00:21:15,170 -Why are you shaking your head? -You sound like London. -Why are you shaking your head? -You sound like London.
276 00:21:15,340 00:21:17,870 -It's coincidence. -How is it a coincidence? -It's coincidence. -How is it a coincidence?
277 00:21:18,040 00:21:20,840 I've had this conversation before. I'm not having it here. I've had this conversation before. I'm not having it here.
278 00:21:21,010 00:21:25,140 Well, then, let's not. Then don't ask me about God, okay, Syd? Well, then, let's not. Then don't ask me about God, okay, Syd?
279 00:21:28,950 00:21:30,290 Hey, is London here yet? Hey, is London here yet?
280 00:21:32,160 00:21:33,490 No, I don't think so. No, I don't think so.
281 00:21:33,660 00:21:35,220 Did you meet her boyfriend? Did you meet her boyfriend?
282 00:21:35,430 00:21:38,190 Yeah, a couple of times. He's nice. Yeah, a couple of times. He's nice.
283 00:21:41,000 00:21:44,230 Is he, like, an attractive guy? Is he good-looking? Is he, like, an attractive guy? Is he good-looking?
284 00:21:44,800 00:21:47,570 Are you asking me if he's an attractive guy? Are you asking me if he's an attractive guy?
285 00:21:48,440 00:21:49,410 I guess. I guess.
286 00:21:51,040 00:21:53,530 You guess? What do you mean, you guess? You guess? What do you mean, you guess?
287 00:21:53,710 00:21:55,240 I mean, I guess. I mean, I guess.
288 00:21:55,450 00:21:59,470 All right, so I'm curious. Do you think he's more or less attractive than me? All right, so I'm curious. Do you think he's more or less attractive than me?
289 00:22:00,150 00:22:01,480 Syd, I don't know. Syd, I don't know.
290 00:22:02,520 00:22:05,510 Well, you do know. You just aren't telling me. Well, you do know. You just aren't telling me.
291 00:22:06,460 00:22:09,760 I don't know, Syd. You guys just-- You have totally different looks. I don't know, Syd. You guys just-- You have totally different looks.
292 00:22:09,960 00:22:12,060 All right, yes. We have very different looks. All right, yes. We have very different looks.
293 00:22:12,230 00:22:14,600 But whose do you like more? His or mine? But whose do you like more? His or mine?
294 00:22:16,030 00:22:18,470 This is stupid, Syd. This is stupid, Syd.
295 00:22:20,210 00:22:22,040 Okay, fine. Okay, fine.
296 00:22:22,210 00:22:24,730 I guess, on some level, I find him attractive. I guess, on some level, I find him attractive.
297 00:22:24,910 00:22:26,780 That doesn't mean that I find him... That doesn't mean that I find him...
298 00:22:26,980 00:22:29,410 ...any more or less attractive than I find you. ...any more or less attractive than I find you.
299 00:22:32,180 00:22:33,740 Okay? Okay?
300 00:22:34,420 00:22:36,890 I won't lie to you. Just because we're going out... I won't lie to you. Just because we're going out...
301 00:22:37,060 00:22:38,850 ...doesn't mean I'm gonna, you know... ...doesn't mean I'm gonna, you know...
302 00:22:39,020 00:22:42,360 ...suddenly not be attracted to the opposite sex. ...suddenly not be attracted to the opposite sex.
303 00:22:44,100 00:22:46,290 He's a friend who happens to be attractive. He's a friend who happens to be attractive.
304 00:22:46,500 00:22:49,760 It was one lunch. Why are you freaking out? It was one lunch. Why are you freaking out?
305 00:22:49,940 00:22:53,700 You don't see me going to lunch with a bunch of attractive people. You don't see me going to lunch with a bunch of attractive people.
306 00:22:53,870 00:22:59,040 Okay. First of all, it was one guy, not a bunch. Okay. First of all, it was one guy, not a bunch.
307 00:22:59,210 00:23:03,810 And it's really not my problem that you don't have female friends, is it? And it's really not my problem that you don't have female friends, is it?
308 00:23:04,020 00:23:07,920 Because no one's stopping you from having female friends. Because no one's stopping you from having female friends.
309 00:23:11,290 00:23:13,050 I love this, by the way. I love this, by the way.
310 00:23:17,800 00:23:21,600 -So for the sake of conversation.... -Syd. -So for the sake of conversation.... -Syd.
311 00:23:21,770 00:23:24,740 -Let's just pretend you and l... -Please, can we just drop it? -Let's just pretend you and l... -Please, can we just drop it?
312 00:23:24,900 00:23:27,060 ...don't know each other. Just listen to me. ...don't know each other. Just listen to me.
313 00:23:27,240 00:23:31,010 Let's pretend for five minutes you don't know me, I don't know you. Let's pretend for five minutes you don't know me, I don't know you.
314 00:23:31,180 00:23:33,010 Me and what's-his-name are in the room. Me and what's-his-name are in the room.
315 00:23:33,180 00:23:35,270 -Who do you pick? -I do know you, Syd. -Who do you pick? -I do know you, Syd.
316 00:23:35,450 00:23:36,910 Remove that from the equation. Remove that from the equation.
317 00:23:37,080 00:23:39,450 -You can't. -Gun to your head. Who do you pick? -You can't. -Gun to your head. Who do you pick?
318 00:23:39,620 00:23:43,110 I would pick you. I would pick you in any equation. I would pick you. I would pick you in any equation.
319 00:23:43,560 00:23:45,750 Are you all right in there? Are you all right in there?
320 00:23:45,920 00:23:48,450 Everything is fine. Thank you. Everything is fine. Thank you.
321 00:23:50,560 00:23:54,090 Syd, literally, this has got to be one of the most insane conversations... Syd, literally, this has got to be one of the most insane conversations...
322 00:23:54,270 00:23:56,060 ...I've ever had with you. ...I've ever had with you.
323 00:23:56,570 00:23:58,870 I don't want to fuck him. I don't. I don't want to fuck him. I don't.
324 00:23:59,070 00:24:00,470 -Fuck him? -lt was one lunch. -Fuck him? -lt was one lunch.
325 00:24:00,640 00:24:02,300 Who said anything about fucking him? Who said anything about fucking him?
326 00:24:02,470 00:24:05,640 -I didn't say fucking, I said attracted. -That's what you meant. -I didn't say fucking, I said attracted. -That's what you meant.
327 00:24:05,810 00:24:07,680 -It's not. -Please keep your voice down. -It's not. -Please keep your voice down.
328 00:24:07,850 00:24:09,640 I meant attracted, you said fuck. I meant attracted, you said fuck.
329 00:24:09,820 00:24:12,480 Can you just fucking shut the fuck up? Can you just fucking shut the fuck up?
330 00:24:13,490 00:24:14,470 What do you want? What do you want?
331 00:24:15,020 00:24:17,990 I want you to answer the fucking question. I want you to answer the fucking question.
332 00:24:21,490 00:24:27,130 Syd, you're a cute guy. You are. You really, really are, but I don't know. Syd, you're a cute guy. You are. You really, really are, but I don't know.
333 00:24:27,300 00:24:30,130 He has this angular, sexy, Diesel-ad thing going on. He has this angular, sexy, Diesel-ad thing going on.
334 00:24:30,300 00:24:31,740 But I don't even know him. But I don't even know him.
335 00:24:31,900 00:24:33,960 -So maybe he's an asshole. -You know what? -So maybe he's an asshole. -You know what?
336 00:24:34,510 00:24:37,480 Fuck you, Maya. If you were my friend, you would've lied. Fuck you, Maya. If you were my friend, you would've lied.
337 00:24:37,640 00:24:40,840 Syd. Syd, you are at her going-away party. Syd. Syd, you are at her going-away party.
338 00:24:41,010 00:24:43,180 If you don't calm down, you'll drive me... If you don't calm down, you'll drive me...
339 00:24:43,350 00:24:48,840 ...and you, and everyone else, and her at this fucking party crazy. ...and you, and everyone else, and her at this fucking party crazy.
340 00:24:49,020 00:24:51,990 Just say goodbye and let her go, because she's gone. Just say goodbye and let her go, because she's gone.
341 00:24:52,660 00:24:55,220 She's gone, man. She's gone, man.
342 00:24:59,230 00:25:01,170 Line, anyone? Line, anyone?
343 00:25:04,040 00:25:06,940 No. No, thank you. But do you have a cigarette? No. No, thank you. But do you have a cigarette?
344 00:25:07,140 00:25:08,870 I'm sorry. I'm sorry.
345 00:25:37,300 00:25:41,070 Light. I'm sorry. Light. I'm sorry.
346 00:25:45,980 00:25:49,110 All right, all right, you know what? I'm gonna go. All right, all right, you know what? I'm gonna go.
347 00:25:49,280 00:25:51,940 -Are you leaving? -Thank you. Thank you for everything. -Are you leaving? -Thank you. Thank you for everything.
348 00:25:52,120 00:25:53,880 -Really. -Listen, do me a favor. -Really. -Listen, do me a favor.
349 00:25:54,050 00:25:57,420 Don't tell London I'm doing blow in here. That'll really screw me. Don't tell London I'm doing blow in here. That'll really screw me.
350 00:25:57,590 00:26:00,560 You know, Syd, yeah, you know, I'll try to remember that. You know, Syd, yeah, you know, I'll try to remember that.
351 00:26:00,730 00:26:02,390 Maya, I'm serious. Please? Maya, I'm serious. Please?
352 00:26:12,840 00:26:16,170 Hey, please tell me you're not doing coke in my parents' bathroom. Hey, please tell me you're not doing coke in my parents' bathroom.
353 00:26:16,340 00:26:18,310 -What? -I saw you go upstairs. -What? -I saw you go upstairs.
354 00:26:18,480 00:26:20,340 -Where did you go? -To the bathroom. -Where did you go? -To the bathroom.
355 00:26:20,510 00:26:23,280 Swear to God, you're not doing coke in my parents' house. Swear to God, you're not doing coke in my parents' house.
356 00:26:23,450 00:26:24,810 Oh, my God, I swear to God... Oh, my God, I swear to God...
357 00:26:24,980 00:26:27,780 ...I'm not doing coke in your parents' house. ...I'm not doing coke in your parents' house.
358 00:26:27,950 00:26:29,290 Okay, I'm sorry, darling. Okay, I'm sorry, darling.
359 00:26:30,960 00:26:34,290 All right. Have a good time. I'm sorry. All right. Have a good time. I'm sorry.
360 00:26:41,100 00:26:43,160 How long were you two together? How long were you two together?
361 00:26:43,340 00:26:46,970 Who? Me and London? Two and a half years. Who? Me and London? Two and a half years.
362 00:26:47,440 00:26:49,770 -You split when? -Six months and a few days ago. -You split when? -Six months and a few days ago.
363 00:26:49,940 00:26:52,380 You're counting, Syd. Not a good sign, mate. You're counting, Syd. Not a good sign, mate.
364 00:26:52,980 00:26:55,140 Why? Why do you say that? Why? Why do you say that?
365 00:26:56,680 00:27:00,050 Joking. I mean, what's the girl's name? Joking. I mean, what's the girl's name?
366 00:27:00,250 00:27:02,650 -Maya. Can I have one of those? -Maya. -Maya. Can I have one of those? -Maya.
367 00:27:02,820 00:27:04,620 Maya. Maya.
368 00:27:04,790 00:27:06,690 I'd do some terrible things to her. I'd do some terrible things to her.
369 00:27:07,130 00:27:09,990 She's like an X-rated Barbie doll. She's like an X-rated Barbie doll.
370 00:27:10,560 00:27:12,860 -How old is she? -I don't know, like 1 6, 1 7. -How old is she? -I don't know, like 1 6, 1 7.
371 00:27:13,030 00:27:14,360 Seventeen? Seventeen?
372 00:27:15,840 00:27:18,900 -Now I really wanna fuck her. -You'd fuck a 1 7-year-old? -Now I really wanna fuck her. -You'd fuck a 1 7-year-old?
373 00:27:19,570 00:27:21,400 What, you wouldn't? What, you wouldn't?
374 00:27:22,170 00:27:24,640 If it's not against the law, what's the problem? If it's not against the law, what's the problem?
375 00:27:24,810 00:27:26,870 You can fuck a 1 5-year-old in France. You can fuck a 1 5-year-old in France.
376 00:27:27,050 00:27:28,810 Does that make them all pedophiles? Does that make them all pedophiles?
377 00:27:28,980 00:27:32,310 Right situation, right country, you'd fuck one too, believe you me. Right situation, right country, you'd fuck one too, believe you me.
378 00:27:32,490 00:27:36,350 Right, right. International waters, deserted island, shit can happen. Right, right. International waters, deserted island, shit can happen.
379 00:27:36,520 00:27:39,890 But if any of my female friends knew I fucked a 1 7-year-old... But if any of my female friends knew I fucked a 1 7-year-old...
380 00:27:40,060 00:27:42,360 -...they'd lose it. -What's the matter with you? -...they'd lose it. -What's the matter with you?
381 00:27:42,530 00:27:45,220 If we told women a tenth of the things we think and do... If we told women a tenth of the things we think and do...
382 00:27:45,400 00:27:47,060 ...do you think we'd ever get laid? ...do you think we'd ever get laid?
383 00:27:47,230 00:27:50,170 -Like when I asked a girl to piss on me. -To piss on you? -Like when I asked a girl to piss on me. -To piss on you?
384 00:27:52,170 00:27:55,000 Yes, mate, but I was on a horrible amount of X at the time. Yes, mate, but I was on a horrible amount of X at the time.
385 00:27:55,170 00:27:57,070 Did she piss on you? Did she piss on you?
386 00:27:58,910 00:28:00,850 Actually, no... Actually, no...
387 00:28:02,180 00:28:04,340 ...she pissed in my mouth. ...she pissed in my mouth.
388 00:28:06,920 00:28:08,550 She pissed in your mouth? She pissed in your mouth?
389 00:28:08,720 00:28:10,850 It was not a pleasant experience, believe me. It was not a pleasant experience, believe me.
390 00:28:12,920 00:28:14,390 How the fuck does that happen? How the fuck does that happen?
391 00:28:14,560 00:28:18,690 What is the conversation that leads to a girl having to piss in your mouth? What is the conversation that leads to a girl having to piss in your mouth?
392 00:28:18,860 00:28:20,460 It was a fucking mistress. It was a fucking mistress.
393 00:28:20,630 00:28:24,090 -You paid an S & M chick? -Many times. -You paid an S & M chick? -Many times.
394 00:28:25,440 00:28:27,460 "Many times." "Many times."
395 00:28:28,340 00:28:32,140 Listen, it's an expensive hobby, both mentally and financially. Listen, it's an expensive hobby, both mentally and financially.
396 00:28:32,340 00:28:34,740 So, what's the deal? How does it work? So, what's the deal? How does it work?
397 00:28:36,650 00:28:38,780 I don't know if I want to go there, you know? I don't know if I want to go there, you know?
398 00:28:38,950 00:28:42,580 Come on, explain it. No one cares. Did you get your shit wet? Me too. Come on, explain it. No one cares. Did you get your shit wet? Me too.
399 00:28:42,750 00:28:46,710 It's my fucking Savile Row suit. It's fucking 5 G's. It's my fucking Savile Row suit. It's fucking 5 G's.
400 00:28:46,890 00:28:50,350 I've kept it out of the rain all day. Look at the state of it. I've kept it out of the rain all day. Look at the state of it.
401 00:28:50,960 00:28:53,120 Look, I don't wanna go there. All right, Syd? Look, I don't wanna go there. All right, Syd?
402 00:28:53,300 00:28:54,730 Come on. I'm not gonna tell. Come on. I'm not gonna tell.
403 00:28:54,900 00:28:57,300 -Why the fuck do you wanna know? -How does it work? -Why the fuck do you wanna know? -How does it work?
404 00:28:57,470 00:29:00,930 -You just go over there? -Look at you, you fucking dirtbag. -You just go over there? -Look at you, you fucking dirtbag.
405 00:29:01,110 00:29:03,270 -You brought it up. -You wanna go there... -You brought it up. -You wanna go there...
406 00:29:03,440 00:29:06,770 ...you fucking go there. Leave my fucking demons to myself, mate. ...you fucking go there. Leave my fucking demons to myself, mate.
407 00:29:06,950 00:29:08,940 -Where is it? -Tribeca, you cunt. -Where is it? -Tribeca, you cunt.
408 00:29:09,110 00:29:11,450 Explain it. How does it work? You just walk over? Explain it. How does it work? You just walk over?
409 00:29:13,380 00:29:15,180 Look, you phone from downstairs,,, Look, you phone from downstairs,,,
410 00:29:15,390 00:29:19,790 ,,,and magically they let you in through these enormous iron gates, ,,,and magically they let you in through these enormous iron gates,
411 00:29:21,960 00:29:22,980 You get all excited, You get all excited,
412 00:29:23,160 00:29:26,100 You get all wrapped up, You can't wait to get in there, You get all wrapped up, You can't wait to get in there,
413 00:29:28,830 00:29:31,830 The whole thought of it just gets amongst your fucking veins, The whole thought of it just gets amongst your fucking veins,
414 00:29:32,000 00:29:33,490 You're into it, you know? You're into it, you know?
415 00:29:33,670 00:29:35,640 All of a sudden, they give you a form. All of a sudden, they give you a form.
416 00:29:35,810 00:29:39,470 it's a five-page disclaimer in fucking triplicate, it's a five-page disclaimer in fucking triplicate,
417 00:29:39,640 00:29:42,940 And you're like, "Hold on. What is this? Paperwork? And you're like, "Hold on. What is this? Paperwork?
418 00:29:43,110 00:29:44,810 I've come here to get my dick sucked. I've come here to get my dick sucked.
419 00:29:44,980 00:29:47,350 I didn't come here to sign forms." It's hilarious. I didn't come here to sign forms." It's hilarious.
420 00:29:47,520 00:29:50,980 You don't pay them, you give them a fucking donation. You don't pay them, you give them a fucking donation.
421 00:29:51,160 00:29:54,780 I mean, that is so American, isn't it? Come on. I mean, that is so American, isn't it? Come on.
422 00:29:54,960 00:29:58,450 And then they give you a list and a little pencil, like in the sushi bar, And then they give you a list and a little pencil, like in the sushi bar,
423 00:29:58,630 00:30:01,620 You start checking off the requirements, Whipping, spanking-- You start checking off the requirements, Whipping, spanking--
424 00:30:03,700 00:30:07,730 Come on, you fucking dirty shit-cunt whore. Fucking whip me! Come on, you fucking dirty shit-cunt whore. Fucking whip me!
425 00:30:07,940 00:30:09,960 --nipple clamps, coprophilia, --nipple clamps, coprophilia,
426 00:30:10,140 00:30:12,470 -What's coprophilia? -When they shit on you. -What's coprophilia? -When they shit on you.
427 00:30:12,880 00:30:14,310 Shit in your mouth. Shit in your mouth.
428 00:30:14,480 00:30:17,740 You can have it in the mouth or you can have it over a glass table, You can have it in the mouth or you can have it over a glass table,
429 00:30:17,950 00:30:21,250 Can you imagine? They fucking wheel out a glass table and they just,,, Can you imagine? They fucking wheel out a glass table and they just,,,
430 00:30:21,450 00:30:24,250 ...shit all over it, and you're just like: ...shit all over it, and you're just like:
431 00:30:24,460 00:30:26,360 "You dirty bitch!" "You dirty bitch!"
432 00:30:26,520 00:30:29,890 Who the fuck asks for that fucking misery? Who the fuck asks for that fucking misery?
433 00:30:30,060 00:30:32,430 I hope not you. I hope not you.
434 00:30:32,600 00:30:34,030 Yeah, what about me? Yeah, what about me?
435 00:30:36,400 00:30:39,670 Anyway, you know, there's a lot-- I mean, the list is long, mate. Anyway, you know, there's a lot-- I mean, the list is long, mate.
436 00:30:39,840 00:30:42,270 -lnfantilism, you've got-- -What's infantilism? -lnfantilism, you've got-- -What's infantilism?
437 00:30:42,470 00:30:44,500 They make you a baby, give you a bottle, They make you a baby, give you a bottle,
438 00:30:44,680 00:30:47,670 Put you in diapers, nurse you, turn you into an infant. Put you in diapers, nurse you, turn you into an infant.
439 00:30:48,510 00:30:52,420 I mean, it's the sickest, most twisted place you'll ever go. I mean, it's the sickest, most twisted place you'll ever go.
440 00:30:52,580 00:30:54,020 I mean, they claw your balls. I mean, they claw your balls.
441 00:30:54,190 00:30:56,240 They'll tie your cock up with a shoelace... They'll tie your cock up with a shoelace...
442 00:30:56,420 00:31:01,480 ...stick truncheons up your ass. It's twisted. It's fucking twisted. ...stick truncheons up your ass. It's twisted. It's fucking twisted.
443 00:31:02,260 00:31:04,520 But I'm telling you, the moment you come.... But I'm telling you, the moment you come....
444 00:31:04,700 00:31:06,750 The moment you come, you are so sober. The moment you come, you are so sober.
445 00:31:07,630 00:31:11,430 i mean, so fucking sober, i mean, so fucking sober,
446 00:31:11,600 00:31:15,900 You're like, "What have i just done? What the fuck have i just done? You're like, "What have i just done? What the fuck have i just done?
447 00:31:16,070 00:31:19,700 i've just paid $275 for some stranger,,, i've just paid $275 for some stranger,,,
448 00:31:19,880 00:31:22,540 ,,,some chick i don't even know, to, like, whip me,,, ,,,some chick i don't even know, to, like, whip me,,,
449 00:31:22,710 00:31:24,540 ,,,and piss on my head, " ,,,and piss on my head, "
450 00:31:25,580 00:31:28,710 So where's the upside? Why do you do it? I don't get it. So where's the upside? Why do you do it? I don't get it.
451 00:31:29,390 00:31:33,120 Well, on a physical level, it can be rather pleasurable. Well, on a physical level, it can be rather pleasurable.
452 00:31:34,030 00:31:37,720 Psychologically-- This is without getting too deep here. Psychologically-- This is without getting too deep here.
453 00:31:37,900 00:31:40,990 --I think it has a lot to do with pain and self-flagellation... --I think it has a lot to do with pain and self-flagellation...
454 00:31:41,170 00:31:43,500 ...both literally and metaphorically. ...both literally and metaphorically.
455 00:31:43,670 00:31:46,330 I mean, I don't know whether it's the culture or what... I mean, I don't know whether it's the culture or what...
456 00:31:46,540 00:31:50,060 ...but the English, in general, are very into pain and spanking. ...but the English, in general, are very into pain and spanking.
457 00:31:50,240 00:31:52,110 The English? Really? The English? Really?
458 00:31:52,280 00:31:54,900 Yeah, you're always reading some story in the papers... Yeah, you're always reading some story in the papers...
459 00:31:55,080 00:31:57,670 ,,,about some judge or vicar bent over a hooker's knee, ,,,about some judge or vicar bent over a hooker's knee,
460 00:31:59,980 00:32:02,420 I didn't know the English were so fucked up. I didn't know the English were so fucked up.
461 00:32:02,590 00:32:05,110 Mate, the English are very... Mate, the English are very...
462 00:32:05,290 00:32:08,280 ...I mean, very fucked up. ...I mean, very fucked up.
463 00:32:11,330 00:32:13,300 Yeah, one sec. Yeah, one sec.
464 00:32:15,700 00:32:19,360 Sweating like a fucking rapist. Sweating like a fucking rapist.
465 00:32:22,340 00:32:23,860 Syd. Syd.
466 00:32:24,080 00:32:25,800 Come and have a look at the view. Come and have a look at the view.
467 00:32:27,210 00:32:30,980 Yeah. It's Mallory, the girl from the bar. I'll hook you up. Yeah. It's Mallory, the girl from the bar. I'll hook you up.
468 00:32:31,150 00:32:32,550 -Come back in. -Who? -Come back in. -Who?
469 00:32:32,720 00:32:34,510 Mallory. The girl from the bar. Mallory. The girl from the bar.
470 00:32:34,690 00:32:37,050 -She's hot. I'll hook you up. -No, no, mate, no. -She's hot. I'll hook you up. -No, no, mate, no.
471 00:32:37,220 00:32:39,990 I'm too-- I'm wanked, mate. I can't be fucking with girls. I'm too-- I'm wanked, mate. I can't be fucking with girls.
472 00:32:40,160 00:32:41,790 So what? So am l. So what? So am l.
473 00:32:41,960 00:32:44,360 I've been drinking this piss. No, I can't, fuck it. I've been drinking this piss. No, I can't, fuck it.
474 00:32:44,530 00:32:46,360 -I can't operate like this. -Who cares? -I can't operate like this. -Who cares?
475 00:32:46,530 00:32:49,020 -I'm fucking dizzy. -She'll be in and out. -I'm fucking dizzy. -She'll be in and out.
476 00:32:49,200 00:32:51,290 You help yourself to that, I'm gonna leave. You help yourself to that, I'm gonna leave.
477 00:32:51,470 00:32:53,660 -It's been a fucking pleasure. -Don't leave. -It's been a fucking pleasure. -Don't leave.
478 00:32:53,840 00:32:56,570 Please don't fucking leave. Go get a drink, come back. Please don't fucking leave. Go get a drink, come back.
479 00:32:56,740 00:32:58,730 -No, mate, no. -Bateman, one fucking drink. -No, mate, no. -Bateman, one fucking drink.
480 00:32:58,910 00:33:01,240 Come right back. Work Mallory, she's hot. Come right back. Work Mallory, she's hot.
481 00:33:01,410 00:33:03,510 Fuck you. A drink of what? What do you want? Fuck you. A drink of what? What do you want?
482 00:33:03,680 00:33:05,880 Anything. A bottle. Jack, tequila, whiskey. Anything. A bottle. Jack, tequila, whiskey.
483 00:33:06,050 00:33:07,880 You're staying, though, right? You're staying, though, right?
484 00:33:08,620 00:33:10,420 -One fucking drink. -One fucking drink. -One fucking drink. -One fucking drink.
485 00:33:10,620 00:33:14,520 Fine, fine, just don't go anywhere. You'll fucking thank me. Fine, fine, just don't go anywhere. You'll fucking thank me.
486 00:33:25,000 00:33:28,170 I haven't had a bump in like three hours. I haven't had a bump in like three hours.
487 00:33:28,340 00:33:30,170 Bateman, this is my friend Mallory. Bateman, this is my friend Mallory.
488 00:33:30,340 00:33:32,540 Mallory, this is Bateman. Mallory, this is Bateman.
489 00:33:32,710 00:33:34,510 Hey. Hey.
490 00:33:34,680 00:33:36,440 You're the guy from the bar, right? You're the guy from the bar, right?
491 00:33:36,650 00:33:38,740 Mallory, yeah? Mallory, yeah?
492 00:33:38,920 00:33:40,380 Bateman. Bateman.
493 00:33:40,550 00:33:42,350 Nice to meet you. Nice to meet you.
494 00:33:42,520 00:33:44,280 -Sorry. -Excuse me. -Sorry. -Excuse me.
495 00:33:44,460 00:33:47,290 -What a clumsy idiot. -Sorry. -What a clumsy idiot. -Sorry.
496 00:33:48,930 00:33:51,020 Well, how do you guys know each other? Well, how do you guys know each other?
497 00:33:52,200 00:33:53,960 A friend of a friend. A friend of a friend.
498 00:33:54,170 00:33:55,790 What friend? What friend?
499 00:33:57,900 00:34:00,930 I don't know, Mallory. What's with the 20 Questions? Fuck. I don't know, Mallory. What's with the 20 Questions? Fuck.
500 00:34:01,110 00:34:03,870 Just asking. So, what, are you leaving or something? Just asking. So, what, are you leaving or something?
501 00:34:04,040 00:34:07,270 I'm just gonna grab us a drink and then... I'm just gonna grab us a drink and then...
502 00:34:07,680 00:34:10,710 ...I'm coming back. Do you want one? ...I'm coming back. Do you want one?
503 00:34:11,980 00:34:14,380 Sure, I'll have another one. Sure, I'll have another one.
504 00:34:14,550 00:34:16,250 -I'll see you in a minute. -Good. -I'll see you in a minute. -Good.
505 00:34:16,420 00:34:17,980 I'll see you in a minute, Syd. I'll see you in a minute, Syd.
506 00:34:23,190 00:34:25,960 Damn, kid. Damn, kid.
507 00:34:29,630 00:34:31,330 So how do you know that guy? So how do you know that guy?
508 00:34:33,710 00:34:36,500 He got this blow. He's not a dealer, he just knew the guy. He got this blow. He's not a dealer, he just knew the guy.
509 00:34:36,710 00:34:38,300 -Oh, yeah? -Yeah. Good guy, right? -Oh, yeah? -Yeah. Good guy, right?
510 00:34:38,480 00:34:41,740 -Yeah. -Hey, you don't know if London's here. -Yeah. -Hey, you don't know if London's here.
511 00:34:41,910 00:34:43,680 Yeah, she got here like a minute ago. Yeah, she got here like a minute ago.
512 00:34:43,850 00:34:46,580 What'd she say? Does she know I'm here? What'd she say? Does she know I'm here?
513 00:34:46,750 00:34:49,850 No. She didn't say anything. No. She didn't say anything.
514 00:34:57,930 00:35:01,590 I can't believe she's leaving tomorrow. That's just so fucked up to me. I can't believe she's leaving tomorrow. That's just so fucked up to me.
515 00:35:01,770 00:35:06,030 Well, instead of staying here all night, why don't you go out and talk to her. Well, instead of staying here all night, why don't you go out and talk to her.
516 00:35:06,240 00:35:08,640 -I'm sure she'd love to talk to you. -I doubt that. -I'm sure she'd love to talk to you. -I doubt that.
517 00:35:08,810 00:35:11,970 Why wouldn't she wanna talk to you? You guys in a fight? Why wouldn't she wanna talk to you? You guys in a fight?
518 00:35:12,140 00:35:14,630 A fight? Mallory, she hasn't called me in two months. A fight? Mallory, she hasn't called me in two months.
519 00:35:14,810 00:35:17,510 I wasn't invited tonight. Don't you think it's odd... I wasn't invited tonight. Don't you think it's odd...
520 00:35:17,680 00:35:20,810 ...she wouldn't tell me she's moving across the fucking country? ...she wouldn't tell me she's moving across the fucking country?
521 00:35:20,990 00:35:22,320 -She didn't call you? -No. -She didn't call you? -No.
522 00:35:22,490 00:35:24,790 -That's fucked up. -Didn't even leave a message. -That's fucked up. -Didn't even leave a message.
523 00:35:24,960 00:35:28,980 -I know that girl better than anybody. -When's the last time you talked? -I know that girl better than anybody. -When's the last time you talked?
524 00:35:29,160 00:35:32,290 -I don't know, two months. -Really? -I don't know, two months. -Really?
525 00:35:32,630 00:35:36,120 -I'm sure she was gonna call you. -When? I just checked my messages. -I'm sure she was gonna call you. -When? I just checked my messages.
526 00:35:36,300 00:35:40,360 -ls she gonna call me from LAX? -Dude, I don't fucking know. Man. -ls she gonna call me from LAX? -Dude, I don't fucking know. Man.
527 00:35:40,540 00:35:42,530 Fucked up! Fucked up!
528 00:35:44,540 00:35:47,670 Hey, Syd, can I ask you something personal? Hey, Syd, can I ask you something personal?
529 00:35:47,850 00:35:49,400 What? What?
530 00:35:49,880 00:35:51,820 Well.... Well....
531 00:35:53,380 00:35:57,180 It's probably-- I don't know if it's true, that's obviously why I'm asking... It's probably-- I don't know if it's true, that's obviously why I'm asking...
532 00:35:57,360 00:36:00,850 ...and since we're cool and all, I just figured-- I'm kind of concerned. ...and since we're cool and all, I just figured-- I'm kind of concerned.
533 00:36:01,030 00:36:05,020 But l-- Anyway, I kind of heard that-- But l-- Anyway, I kind of heard that--
534 00:36:05,200 00:36:08,320 -What? Something about London? -I heard-- It's probably bullshit. -What? Something about London? -I heard-- It's probably bullshit.
535 00:36:08,500 00:36:11,230 -But I heard you-- -What, Mallory? Spit it out. Fuck. -But I heard you-- -What, Mallory? Spit it out. Fuck.
536 00:36:11,400 00:36:15,860 Dude, I kind of heard that you tried to kill yourself. Dude, I kind of heard that you tried to kill yourself.
537 00:36:16,210 00:36:19,370 -What? Who told you that? London? -No, it wasn't London. -What? Who told you that? London? -No, it wasn't London.
538 00:36:19,540 00:36:21,740 -Who told you that? Who? -Dude, I don't know. -Who told you that? Who? -Dude, I don't know.
539 00:36:21,910 00:36:23,280 I don't even remember. I don't even remember.
540 00:36:23,450 00:36:25,610 London's the only person that knew about that. London's the only person that knew about that.
541 00:36:25,820 00:36:28,810 So any way you heard it, it's pretty fucked up. So any way you heard it, it's pretty fucked up.
542 00:36:29,090 00:36:33,350 -So, what? It's not true? -No, it's not fucking true. -So, what? It's not true? -No, it's not fucking true.
543 00:36:34,060 00:36:36,420 Dude, I don't get it. What the fuck happened then? Dude, I don't get it. What the fuck happened then?
544 00:36:36,590 00:36:41,090 You tell me what you heard happened, then I'll tell you what really happened. You tell me what you heard happened, then I'll tell you what really happened.
545 00:36:42,330 00:36:44,460 Just after this bump. Hold up. Just after this bump. Hold up.
546 00:36:46,400 00:36:47,890 All right. Okay. All right. Okay.
547 00:36:48,070 00:36:51,870 I heard that, like, you guys had a fight or something, and you broke out... I heard that, like, you guys had a fight or something, and you broke out...
548 00:36:52,040 00:36:54,570 ...she drove to your place, found you unconscious... ...she drove to your place, found you unconscious...
549 00:36:54,750 00:36:58,270 ...next to some sleeping pills, and you had to get your stomach pumped. ...next to some sleeping pills, and you had to get your stomach pumped.
550 00:36:58,450 00:37:01,940 Okay, now do you wanna know what really happened? Okay, now do you wanna know what really happened?
551 00:37:02,620 00:37:04,420 Yeah. I mean, that's why I asked. Yeah. I mean, that's why I asked.
552 00:37:04,590 00:37:06,420 -You know my dog, Toker? -Yeah. -You know my dog, Toker? -Yeah.
553 00:37:06,590 00:37:09,220 -Yes, well, he's epileptic. -Okay. -Yes, well, he's epileptic. -Okay.
554 00:37:09,390 00:37:13,160 -So the vet prescribed phenobarbital. -Pheno--? What the fuck is that? -So the vet prescribed phenobarbital. -Pheno--? What the fuck is that?
555 00:37:13,360 00:37:15,890 They're barbiturates. They're downers, for his fits. They're barbiturates. They're downers, for his fits.
556 00:37:16,070 00:37:20,600 Wait a minute. Your dog has epilepsy and got prescribed--? Wait a minute. Your dog has epilepsy and got prescribed--?
557 00:37:20,770 00:37:22,140 Let me finish. Anyway... Let me finish. Anyway...
558 00:37:22,310 00:37:25,280 ...it was our two-year anniversary and she thought I'd forget. ...it was our two-year anniversary and she thought I'd forget.
559 00:37:25,440 00:37:27,470 -So-- -Syd, you always forget, Always, -So-- -Syd, you always forget, Always,
560 00:37:29,380 00:37:32,140 Oh, fuck. Oh, fuck.
561 00:37:34,020 00:37:39,620 -I feel like such a bitch. -Well, you are a bitch. -I feel like such a bitch. -Well, you are a bitch.
562 00:37:39,920 00:37:41,980 Open it. Open it.
563 00:37:42,190 00:37:44,920 -Open it. -Okay. -Open it. -Okay.
564 00:37:55,710 00:37:57,940 Oh, my God. Oh, my God.
565 00:37:58,680 00:38:01,440 This is so gorgeous. How did you know I wanted this dress? This is so gorgeous. How did you know I wanted this dress?
566 00:38:01,610 00:38:06,020 I saw you drooling all over it last time we were at Valentino. I saw you drooling all over it last time we were at Valentino.
567 00:38:06,180 00:38:08,150 I love it! I love it!
568 00:38:08,790 00:38:11,550 Oh, it's so beautiful. Oh, it's so beautiful.
569 00:38:13,560 00:38:17,190 Thank you so much, baby. Thank you so much, baby.
570 00:38:22,930 00:38:24,530 There's more. There's more.
571 00:38:24,700 00:38:27,030 -What is that? -It's a basketball. -What is that? -It's a basketball.
572 00:38:27,370 00:38:32,830 What--? Oh, my God. Oh, my God. What--? Oh, my God. Oh, my God.
573 00:38:35,450 00:38:39,410 Hi, little guy. Hi, little guy. Hi, little guy. Hi, little guy.
574 00:38:39,580 00:38:41,450 Oh, baby. Oh, baby.
575 00:38:43,520 00:38:47,580 -I love you so much. -I love you. -I love you so much. -I love you.
576 00:38:47,760 00:38:51,660 Look at him. I can't believe you did this. I-- Look at him. I can't believe you did this. I--
577 00:38:53,230 00:38:56,500 Thank you. Okay. Okay. Thank you. Okay. Okay.
578 00:38:57,670 00:38:59,360 Hello? Hello?
579 00:39:00,170 00:39:03,500 Hey. Can I just call you back? Hey. Can I just call you back?
580 00:39:03,840 00:39:05,930 No, I'm just in the middle of something. No, I'm just in the middle of something.
581 00:39:06,110 00:39:08,370 All right, bye. All right, bye.
582 00:39:08,680 00:39:11,840 -Who was that? -lt was Mallory. -Who was that? -lt was Mallory.
583 00:39:12,350 00:39:14,720 Look at his paws. Look at his paws.
584 00:39:19,690 00:39:23,350 -What? What is it? What's wrong? -I heard a guy's voice on the phone. -What? What is it? What's wrong? -I heard a guy's voice on the phone.
585 00:39:25,230 00:39:27,420 What? Are you fucking crazy? That was Mallory. What? Are you fucking crazy? That was Mallory.
586 00:39:27,600 00:39:29,790 You swear to God? You swear to God?
587 00:39:30,300 00:39:33,270 Yes, I swear to God. Yes, I swear to God.
588 00:39:34,510 00:39:37,410 If you don't fucking believe me, go ahead and call her. If you don't fucking believe me, go ahead and call her.
589 00:39:37,580 00:39:41,070 Syd. Are you really gonna fucking call her? Syd. Are you really gonna fucking call her?
590 00:39:42,580 00:39:44,610 Yeah, is Mallory there? Yeah, is Mallory there?
591 00:39:45,620 00:39:48,140 This is London's boyfriend. Who the fuck is this? This is London's boyfriend. Who the fuck is this?
592 00:39:49,050 00:39:52,050 London, what the fuck is this? Who was that? Why did you lie? London, what the fuck is this? Who was that? Why did you lie?
593 00:39:52,220 00:39:54,920 -Let me just explain. -You better fucking explain. -Let me just explain. -You better fucking explain.
594 00:39:55,090 00:39:57,250 What? Why did you lie? Are you cheating on me? What? Why did you lie? Are you cheating on me?
595 00:39:57,430 00:39:59,560 No, no. Listen. No, no. Listen.
596 00:39:59,730 00:40:02,060 I was really fucked up. I was out with the girls. I was really fucked up. I was out with the girls.
597 00:40:02,230 00:40:04,500 -Fucking perfect. -Are you gonna let me explain? -Fucking perfect. -Are you gonna let me explain?
598 00:40:04,670 00:40:06,970 Yes, yes, you better fucking explain, London. Yes, yes, you better fucking explain, London.
599 00:40:07,140 00:40:11,910 Okay, the clubs were closing, we went back to Becca's boyfriend's loft. Okay, the clubs were closing, we went back to Becca's boyfriend's loft.
600 00:40:12,080 00:40:15,070 I fucking passed out. I wake up the next morning... I fucking passed out. I wake up the next morning...
601 00:40:15,250 00:40:18,080 ...and the guy-- There was someone lying in bed next to me. ...and the guy-- There was someone lying in bed next to me.
602 00:40:18,250 00:40:19,580 Then he didn't try anything? Then he didn't try anything?
603 00:40:19,750 00:40:22,240 You're fucked up in his bed, he didn't try anything. You're fucked up in his bed, he didn't try anything.
604 00:40:22,420 00:40:25,120 I find that hard to believe. And don't fucking lie to me. I find that hard to believe. And don't fucking lie to me.
605 00:40:25,290 00:40:28,490 If you fucking lie to me, I'm walking out the fucking door. If you fucking lie to me, I'm walking out the fucking door.
606 00:40:28,660 00:40:31,990 He tried to kiss me. But there was nothing because I pushed him away. He tried to kiss me. But there was nothing because I pushed him away.
607 00:40:32,160 00:40:34,260 -lt was not a big deal-- -Define "tried." -lt was not a big deal-- -Define "tried."
608 00:40:34,430 00:40:36,530 I wanna know every single fucking detail. I wanna know every single fucking detail.
609 00:40:36,700 00:40:39,530 Were you on or under the covers? Was his hand on your tit? Were you on or under the covers? Was his hand on your tit?
610 00:40:39,700 00:40:42,700 No, Syd. He tries to kiss me and I pushed him away. No, Syd. He tries to kiss me and I pushed him away.
611 00:40:42,870 00:40:45,540 -You pushed him away? -Yes. I walked outside. -You pushed him away? -Yes. I walked outside.
612 00:40:45,710 00:40:48,010 Mallory called me a cab, and I went home. Mallory called me a cab, and I went home.
613 00:40:48,180 00:40:50,040 If you went home, why is he calling you? If you went home, why is he calling you?
614 00:40:50,210 00:40:52,340 -How does he have your number? -I don't know. -How does he have your number? -I don't know.
615 00:40:52,520 00:40:55,680 Maybe Becca's boyfriend gave him the number. Maybe Becca's boyfriend gave him the number.
616 00:40:55,850 00:40:58,220 But I definitely didn't give it to him. But I definitely didn't give it to him.
617 00:40:58,820 00:41:03,660 Nothing happened. I swear to God. Don't you fucking believe me? Please. Nothing happened. I swear to God. Don't you fucking believe me? Please.
618 00:41:03,830 00:41:05,190 I don't know what to believe. I don't know what to believe.
619 00:41:05,360 00:41:07,350 You swore that was Mallory on the phone... You swore that was Mallory on the phone...
620 00:41:07,530 00:41:09,230 ...and it wasn't. So, what the fuck? ...and it wasn't. So, what the fuck?
621 00:41:09,400 00:41:12,670 We've dated for two years. I believed everything you said until now. We've dated for two years. I believed everything you said until now.
622 00:41:12,840 00:41:14,830 Now I don't know what the fuck to believe. Now I don't know what the fuck to believe.
623 00:41:15,010 00:41:17,670 It's like your words are meaningless. It's like your words are meaningless.
624 00:41:18,180 00:41:20,340 I just don't trust you anymore, London. I just don't trust you anymore, London.
625 00:41:20,510 00:41:23,170 I made a mistake. I made a fucking huge mistake. I made a mistake. I made a fucking huge mistake.
626 00:41:23,350 00:41:25,910 -I'm sorry. -lf it was one fucking mistake... -I'm sorry. -lf it was one fucking mistake...
627 00:41:26,120 00:41:28,350 ...why did you say you were gonna call back? ...why did you say you were gonna call back?
628 00:41:28,520 00:41:30,710 Why would you tell a guy who you don't know... Why would you tell a guy who you don't know...
629 00:41:30,890 00:41:33,720 ...whose number you don't have, you're gonna call him back? ...whose number you don't have, you're gonna call him back?
630 00:41:33,890 00:41:35,220 What the fuck is that? What the fuck is that?
631 00:41:36,630 00:41:39,650 So I took a couple of Toker's phenobarbital. So I took a couple of Toker's phenobarbital.
632 00:41:41,230 00:41:44,000 Wait, you took your dog's medication? Wait, you took your dog's medication?
633 00:41:44,170 00:41:47,540 Phenobarbital is phenobarbital. It doesn't matter if it was for my dog. Phenobarbital is phenobarbital. It doesn't matter if it was for my dog.
634 00:41:47,710 00:41:51,330 People have been taking it recreationally for years. People have been taking it recreationally for years.
635 00:41:51,510 00:41:52,840 Smoke that. Smoke that.
636 00:41:53,010 00:41:56,210 So wait a minute, what does it do to you? So wait a minute, what does it do to you?
637 00:41:56,380 00:41:58,540 They make you feel good. They're like downers. They make you feel good. They're like downers.
638 00:41:58,720 00:42:00,510 -Okay. -Anyway... -Okay. -Anyway...
639 00:42:00,680 00:42:03,410 ...I was pretty drunk and I took like five or six of them. ...I was pretty drunk and I took like five or six of them.
640 00:42:03,590 00:42:06,580 -Five or six doggy downers? -Toker's 50 pounds, he takes two. -Five or six doggy downers? -Toker's 50 pounds, he takes two.
641 00:42:06,760 00:42:10,450 -I'm 1 70, five or six seems pretty good. -Shit. -I'm 1 70, five or six seems pretty good. -Shit.
642 00:42:10,660 00:42:13,790 The problem is that if you're drunk, you can fall into a coma... The problem is that if you're drunk, you can fall into a coma...
643 00:42:13,960 00:42:16,460 -...if you're not careful. -You went into a coma? -...if you're not careful. -You went into a coma?
644 00:42:16,670 00:42:20,070 -What's wrong with you? -No, I didn't go into a fucking coma. -What's wrong with you? -No, I didn't go into a fucking coma.
645 00:42:20,240 00:42:22,430 London came back to apologize or whatever. London came back to apologize or whatever.
646 00:42:23,040 00:42:26,370 Syd? Syd! Syd? Syd!
647 00:42:27,950 00:42:31,570 Syd! Somebody, please, help! Syd! Somebody, please, help!
648 00:42:32,180 00:42:35,810 It's so fucked up. The fact she's telling people that makes me so furious. It's so fucked up. The fact she's telling people that makes me so furious.
649 00:42:35,990 00:42:38,750 I would never do that to anyone. It's just fucking rude. I would never do that to anyone. It's just fucking rude.
650 00:42:38,920 00:42:41,820 -They never pumped your stomach? -No, I went to the hospital. -They never pumped your stomach? -No, I went to the hospital.
651 00:42:41,990 00:42:45,050 I took a few coherency tests. That's it. That's all. I took a few coherency tests. That's it. That's all.
652 00:42:45,230 00:42:48,790 Do you see how reality gets twisted when little fucking girls gossip? Do you see how reality gets twisted when little fucking girls gossip?
653 00:42:48,970 00:42:52,230 Yeah. Yeah, I mean, I guess. Yeah. Yeah, I mean, I guess.
654 00:42:53,470 00:42:56,800 -What? Do you not believe me? -No, of course I believe you, Syd. -What? Do you not believe me? -No, of course I believe you, Syd.
655 00:42:56,970 00:43:00,310 That's why I asked. I was concerned. That's why I asked. I was concerned.
656 00:43:00,480 00:43:02,410 Makes me so livid that she's out there... Makes me so livid that she's out there...
657 00:43:02,580 00:43:05,570 ...telling people this warped version of what happened. ...telling people this warped version of what happened.
658 00:43:06,120 00:43:10,110 You know what? Just please don't go out there telling her I told you this. You know what? Just please don't go out there telling her I told you this.
659 00:43:10,290 00:43:11,780 That's the last thing you need. That's the last thing you need.
660 00:43:11,960 00:43:14,480 The last thing I'm gonna do is mention your name. The last thing I'm gonna do is mention your name.
661 00:43:14,660 00:43:18,190 Well, honestly, if I were you, I wouldn't even bring the shit up, okay? Well, honestly, if I were you, I wouldn't even bring the shit up, okay?
662 00:43:18,360 00:43:20,920 It's her last night here. Focus on something positive. It's her last night here. Focus on something positive.
663 00:43:21,100 00:43:23,260 She don't wanna hear that shit. She don't wanna hear that shit.
664 00:43:26,240 00:43:27,970 Fuck. Fuck.
665 00:43:28,610 00:43:30,700 What? What's wrong? What? What's wrong?
666 00:43:31,240 00:43:32,670 I don't know, I don't know. I don't know, I don't know.
667 00:43:32,840 00:43:36,610 Because I start sweating and my heart starts pounding... Because I start sweating and my heart starts pounding...
668 00:43:36,780 00:43:39,770 ...and I feel like my head's spinning and the world's crashing. ...and I feel like my head's spinning and the world's crashing.
669 00:43:39,950 00:43:43,890 And I get pulled down, further into, like, the darkest... And I get pulled down, further into, like, the darkest...
670 00:43:44,050 00:43:48,050 ...meanest places of my brain, and I start suffocating. ...meanest places of my brain, and I start suffocating.
671 00:43:48,260 00:43:49,890 And you feel like you're dying. And you feel like you're dying.
672 00:43:54,360 00:43:57,560 What? What? Say something. What? What? Say something.
673 00:43:57,900 00:44:01,840 -What would you like me to say? -Anything. Something. I don't care. -What would you like me to say? -Anything. Something. I don't care.
674 00:44:04,680 00:44:06,010 I can't be your crutch, Syd. I can't be your crutch, Syd.
675 00:44:06,180 00:44:09,670 Oh, you are such a miserable fucking human being. Oh, you are such a miserable fucking human being.
676 00:44:09,850 00:44:11,910 Miserable in what way? Miserable in what way?
677 00:44:12,150 00:44:15,180 The way that you're sitting there, taking my fucking money... The way that you're sitting there, taking my fucking money...
678 00:44:15,350 00:44:18,880 ...and I'm dying. Nothing you do helps me. The Prozac doesn't help. ...and I'm dying. Nothing you do helps me. The Prozac doesn't help.
679 00:44:19,060 00:44:22,550 The lithium doesn't help. The Zoloft doesn't help. Nothing you do helps. The lithium doesn't help. The Zoloft doesn't help. Nothing you do helps.
680 00:44:22,730 00:44:25,390 You're kind of a fucking asshole. You're kind of a fucking asshole.
681 00:44:29,400 00:44:33,500 I just wanna fucking turn the pain off, you know? I just wanna fucking turn the pain off, you know?
682 00:44:33,670 00:44:37,040 Just give me something that the pain can go away with, you know? Just give me something that the pain can go away with, you know?
683 00:44:37,210 00:44:40,180 Can you do that? Don? Can you do that? Don?
684 00:44:42,450 00:44:44,740 I think you're doing great. I think you're doing great.
685 00:44:45,880 00:44:48,010 When that anxiety hits, it's terrifying... When that anxiety hits, it's terrifying...
686 00:44:48,190 00:44:50,710 ...because you're like, "Maybe I'm really going crazy. ...because you're like, "Maybe I'm really going crazy.
687 00:44:50,890 00:44:53,190 Maybe I've finally fucked with my head enough... Maybe I've finally fucked with my head enough...
688 00:44:53,360 00:44:55,190 ...that I just detached from reality." ...that I just detached from reality."
689 00:44:55,360 00:44:57,690 -You have these horrible revelations. -Like what? -You have these horrible revelations. -Like what?
690 00:44:57,860 00:45:00,460 I started freaking out about death. I became obsessed. I started freaking out about death. I became obsessed.
691 00:45:00,630 00:45:03,620 I couldn't conceptualize not being here. Just not being here. I couldn't conceptualize not being here. Just not being here.
692 00:45:03,830 00:45:07,100 One day, Mallory, you and l are gonna be dead. Buried. Gone. One day, Mallory, you and l are gonna be dead. Buried. Gone.
693 00:45:07,270 00:45:10,540 You think about religion. People are just swallowing these concepts. You think about religion. People are just swallowing these concepts.
694 00:45:10,710 00:45:13,440 Like God and heaven, just to suppress our deepest fears... Like God and heaven, just to suppress our deepest fears...
695 00:45:13,610 00:45:16,370 ...that we don't know why we're here. It makes no sense. ...that we don't know why we're here. It makes no sense.
696 00:45:16,550 00:45:17,910 It totally makes sense, okay? It totally makes sense, okay?
697 00:45:18,080 00:45:22,250 At the same time it allows people to go on living their everyday lives... At the same time it allows people to go on living their everyday lives...
698 00:45:22,420 00:45:25,720 ...without constantly obsessing over these things. These realities. ...without constantly obsessing over these things. These realities.
699 00:45:25,890 00:45:29,330 Life, death, heaven, hell. Existence, why we're here. Life, death, heaven, hell. Existence, why we're here.
700 00:45:29,490 00:45:33,290 You know, who knows, it's possible that a god does exist. You know, who knows, it's possible that a god does exist.
701 00:45:33,460 00:45:36,900 Energy, force, spirit, whatever you wanna call it. I believe that. Energy, force, spirit, whatever you wanna call it. I believe that.
702 00:45:37,070 00:45:39,330 Fair enough. So, what happens when you die? Fair enough. So, what happens when you die?
703 00:45:39,500 00:45:43,060 I don't know. You fucking die. Why does there have to be an answer? I don't know. You fucking die. Why does there have to be an answer?
704 00:45:43,240 00:45:46,300 Why can't there just be mysteries? I don't know. Your body dies. Why can't there just be mysteries? I don't know. Your body dies.
705 00:45:46,480 00:45:50,940 Your actual physical being dies, but your spirit, I do believe, lives on. Your actual physical being dies, but your spirit, I do believe, lives on.
706 00:45:51,110 00:45:54,910 It lives on in the world. Man, it's this continuing thing of existence. It lives on in the world. Man, it's this continuing thing of existence.
707 00:45:55,090 00:45:57,250 It doesn't have to have a perfect answer why. It doesn't have to have a perfect answer why.
708 00:45:57,420 00:45:59,980 I buy that a little bit more than an invisible guy... I buy that a little bit more than an invisible guy...
709 00:46:00,160 00:46:02,520 ...taking checks and balances on 6 million people. ...taking checks and balances on 6 million people.
710 00:46:02,690 00:46:04,680 That sounds like Santa Claus to me. That sounds like Santa Claus to me.
711 00:46:04,900 00:46:08,090 It's like a fairy tale for adults who can't handle death. It's like a fairy tale for adults who can't handle death.
712 00:46:10,970 00:46:13,160 Yeah, because if you think about it... Yeah, because if you think about it...
713 00:46:13,340 00:46:16,670 ...there was a time that we didn't know that the world was round... ...there was a time that we didn't know that the world was round...
714 00:46:16,840 00:46:19,710 ...or that the atom existed or whatever, right... ...or that the atom existed or whatever, right...
715 00:46:19,910 00:46:22,500 ...because we didn't have the technology to observe it. ...because we didn't have the technology to observe it.
716 00:46:22,680 00:46:25,650 And then...one day we do, right? And then...one day we do, right?
717 00:46:25,820 00:46:29,650 So, I mean, it's totally conceivably possible... So, I mean, it's totally conceivably possible...
718 00:46:29,820 00:46:35,520 ...that in our lifetime, we will have the technology to observe God... ...that in our lifetime, we will have the technology to observe God...
719 00:46:35,690 00:46:40,060 ...or whatever it is that created us and the planets... ...or whatever it is that created us and the planets...
720 00:46:40,230 00:46:43,320 ...and the universe and everything else. Right? ...and the universe and everything else. Right?
721 00:46:43,500 00:46:46,630 It's important to at least have faith in the possibility... It's important to at least have faith in the possibility...
722 00:46:46,800 00:46:49,900 ...of a higher being or something, or whatever... ...of a higher being or something, or whatever...
723 00:46:50,070 00:46:51,730 ...because otherwise, you're just-- ...because otherwise, you're just--
724 00:46:51,940 00:46:54,570 You're gonna drive yourself completely fucking insane. You're gonna drive yourself completely fucking insane.
725 00:46:54,740 00:46:57,540 Right, but that really is the operative word isn't it? Right, but that really is the operative word isn't it?
726 00:46:57,710 00:46:59,740 What do you mean? What word? What do you mean? What word?
727 00:46:59,950 00:47:03,580 "Faith." Because without faith, what do you have? You have nothing. "Faith." Because without faith, what do you have? You have nothing.
728 00:47:03,750 00:47:07,150 You got a few stories written 1 00 years ago, thousands of years ago... You got a few stories written 1 00 years ago, thousands of years ago...
729 00:47:07,320 00:47:09,520 ...by people who are more clueless than we are. ...by people who are more clueless than we are.
730 00:47:09,690 00:47:13,150 The same people who were crucifying people who said the world was round. The same people who were crucifying people who said the world was round.
731 00:47:13,330 00:47:17,430 So, you know. I just need more proof. I need logic to support this religion. So, you know. I just need more proof. I need logic to support this religion.
732 00:47:17,600 00:47:20,360 Okay, if you want proof, I will give you proof. Okay, if you want proof, I will give you proof.
733 00:47:20,540 00:47:23,900 There was a study that was done in Japan with physicists, okay? There was a study that was done in Japan with physicists, okay?
734 00:47:24,070 00:47:27,040 They took two vats of rice... They took two vats of rice...
735 00:47:27,740 00:47:30,240 ...they put one in one room, and one in another room. ...they put one in one room, and one in another room.
736 00:47:30,410 00:47:34,610 They put a time-lapse camera on it so they could observe it for a month. They put a time-lapse camera on it so they could observe it for a month.
737 00:47:34,980 00:47:38,440 They let all these people come into one room... They let all these people come into one room...
738 00:47:38,620 00:47:43,180 ,,,and they would say, "i love you, rice, You are the best rice, ,,,and they would say, "i love you, rice, You are the best rice,
739 00:47:43,360 00:47:47,060 You are the most beautiful, most gorgeous, sexy rice there is." You are the most beautiful, most gorgeous, sexy rice there is."
740 00:47:47,230 00:47:50,220 And in the other room, they say, "l fucking hate you, rice. And in the other room, they say, "l fucking hate you, rice.
741 00:47:50,400 00:47:54,460 i hate you, You're the worst rice, Fuck you, rice, you're the worst rice, " i hate you, You're the worst rice, Fuck you, rice, you're the worst rice, "
742 00:47:54,640 00:48:00,080 After a month, the rice that they said "l love you" to? Still edible. After a month, the rice that they said "l love you" to? Still edible.
743 00:48:00,240 00:48:03,440 The other rice looks like fucking black sludge. The other rice looks like fucking black sludge.
744 00:48:04,210 00:48:08,280 I saw the pictures. I saw, you know, the time-lapse video. I saw the pictures. I saw, you know, the time-lapse video.
745 00:48:08,450 00:48:10,890 It's a study. It's real. I saw it with my own eyes. It's a study. It's real. I saw it with my own eyes.
746 00:48:11,050 00:48:14,820 That's your proof right there. I mean, it's energy. We're affecting something. That's your proof right there. I mean, it's energy. We're affecting something.
747 00:48:15,020 00:48:18,890 -God is energy. -London, you're talking about rice. -God is energy. -London, you're talking about rice.
748 00:48:19,060 00:48:22,290 Rice. It has nothing to do with religion. Nothing to do with God. Rice. It has nothing to do with religion. Nothing to do with God.
749 00:48:22,470 00:48:26,770 -I gave you proof. -I'm sorry, I don't find proof in that. -I gave you proof. -I'm sorry, I don't find proof in that.
750 00:48:39,480 00:48:43,080 You know what your problem is? You're so undyingly convinced... You know what your problem is? You're so undyingly convinced...
751 00:48:43,250 00:48:46,250 ...that everything your parents and teachers taught you... ...that everything your parents and teachers taught you...
752 00:48:46,420 00:48:49,480 ...you hold it as this indisputable, almighty truth. ...you hold it as this indisputable, almighty truth.
753 00:48:49,660 00:48:52,750 Syd, can we please just drop it? Can we just fucking drop it? Syd, can we please just drop it? Can we just fucking drop it?
754 00:48:52,930 00:48:55,760 You wanna drop it because you know I'm right. Admit that... You wanna drop it because you know I'm right. Admit that...
755 00:48:55,930 00:48:58,260 -...we'll talk about whatever you want. -Shut up. -...we'll talk about whatever you want. -Shut up.
756 00:48:58,430 00:49:00,270 -Shut the fuck up. -Just admit it. -Shut the fuck up. -Just admit it.
757 00:49:00,440 00:49:03,600 You're scared to question authority because what if they're wrong? You're scared to question authority because what if they're wrong?
758 00:49:03,770 00:49:05,970 What if all your parents and all your elders... What if all your parents and all your elders...
759 00:49:06,140 00:49:09,340 ...were as scared of death as you, and brainwashed just like you? ...were as scared of death as you, and brainwashed just like you?
760 00:49:09,510 00:49:11,670 You're just blind to see it. You're just blind to see it.
761 00:49:13,480 00:49:15,450 Okay, so I'm brainwashed... Okay, so I'm brainwashed...
762 00:49:15,620 00:49:18,450 ...because I happen to think that believing in something... ...because I happen to think that believing in something...
763 00:49:18,620 00:49:23,680 ...other than meaninglessness and nonexistence is a positive thing? ...other than meaninglessness and nonexistence is a positive thing?
764 00:49:23,860 00:49:27,490 -Okay. That's really smart, Syd. -I'm glad you agree with me. -Okay. That's really smart, Syd. -I'm glad you agree with me.
765 00:49:27,660 00:49:30,390 I was being facetious, you dipshit. I was being facetious, you dipshit.
766 00:49:30,600 00:49:33,030 Why are you calling me a dipshit? Why are you calling me a dipshit?
767 00:49:37,670 00:49:39,840 Why are you calling me a dipshit? Why are you calling me a dipshit?
768 00:49:40,010 00:49:41,810 Because... Because...
769 00:49:42,550 00:49:46,570 ...you always have to be right. Why do you always have to be right? ...you always have to be right. Why do you always have to be right?
770 00:49:46,750 00:49:49,010 And your ego. Your ego, it's just huge. And your ego. Your ego, it's just huge.
771 00:49:49,190 00:49:52,710 -It's just out of fucking control. -There's no need to freak out. -It's just out of fucking control. -There's no need to freak out.
772 00:49:52,890 00:49:54,880 Syd, because you don't know when to stop. Syd, because you don't know when to stop.
773 00:49:55,060 00:49:57,820 You keep going and going and going... You keep going and going and going...
774 00:49:57,990 00:50:02,060 ...until people just wanna smash your face in. ...until people just wanna smash your face in.
775 00:50:02,230 00:50:05,900 Okay, okay. Maybe God doesn't exist. Okay, okay. Maybe God doesn't exist.
776 00:50:06,070 00:50:10,770 I guess me and the billions upon billions and billions of other people... I guess me and the billions upon billions and billions of other people...
777 00:50:10,940 00:50:14,030 ...who actually pray to something are completely deluded... ...who actually pray to something are completely deluded...
778 00:50:14,210 00:50:17,840 ...and you are right. You are all-knowing. ...and you are right. You are all-knowing.
779 00:50:18,010 00:50:21,010 You're God, Syd. Isn't that what you wanna fucking hear anyway? You're God, Syd. Isn't that what you wanna fucking hear anyway?
780 00:50:21,180 00:50:24,420 -That everyone else is wrong and--? -Doesn't everybody? -That everyone else is wrong and--? -Doesn't everybody?
781 00:50:24,590 00:50:26,950 And I'm deluded? And I am fucking deluded? And I'm deluded? And I am fucking deluded?
782 00:50:27,160 00:50:29,850 You are-- You're sick. You're sick, Syd. You are-- You're sick. You're sick, Syd.
783 00:50:30,030 00:50:32,520 You need fucking mental help. You need fucking mental help.
784 00:50:32,700 00:50:36,530 God, you make everybody crazy. You're making me fucking crazy. God, you make everybody crazy. You're making me fucking crazy.
785 00:50:36,700 00:50:41,690 You just-- You blanket people with your pseudo-intellectual bullshit... You just-- You blanket people with your pseudo-intellectual bullshit...
786 00:50:41,870 00:50:45,030 ...and then they can't fucking breathe. You just suffocate people. ...and then they can't fucking breathe. You just suffocate people.
787 00:50:45,210 00:50:47,200 You don't talk to people. You talk at them. You don't talk to people. You talk at them.
788 00:50:47,380 00:50:50,710 At least I talk about real shit. We've been going out for two years. At least I talk about real shit. We've been going out for two years.
789 00:50:50,880 00:50:53,410 What's the most intelligent conversation we've had? What's the most intelligent conversation we've had?
790 00:50:53,580 00:50:56,280 How many grams of fat are in a slice of vegetarian pizza? How many grams of fat are in a slice of vegetarian pizza?
791 00:50:56,450 00:51:00,050 -Fuck you! You're so annoying. -No, fuck you, London! -Fuck you! You're so annoying. -No, fuck you, London!
792 00:51:00,220 00:51:01,660 You are more annoying than me. You are more annoying than me.
793 00:51:01,820 00:51:03,920 You get away with it because no one listens. You get away with it because no one listens.
794 00:51:04,090 00:51:07,490 They stare at your tits, thinking of ways to fuck you. They stare at your tits, thinking of ways to fuck you.
795 00:51:07,700 00:51:11,960 I can't fucking believe that I ever fell in love with a fucking asshole like you! I can't fucking believe that I ever fell in love with a fucking asshole like you!
796 00:51:12,140 00:51:14,100 -You're such a fucking asshole! -Stop! -You're such a fucking asshole! -Stop!
797 00:51:14,270 00:51:17,800 -I fucking hate you! -London. Take it easy. -I fucking hate you! -London. Take it easy.
798 00:51:17,970 00:51:20,340 Stop, stop, stop. Stop, stop, stop.
799 00:51:22,410 00:51:25,110 Stop. Stop. Stop. Stop.
800 00:51:39,160 00:51:40,490 Stop. Stop.
801 00:51:59,150 00:52:02,240 Baby. Come on, now. Baby. Come on, now.
802 00:52:16,900 00:52:19,460 I'm not gonna get her back, am l? I'm not gonna get her back, am l?
803 00:52:29,650 00:52:31,340 I don't know. I don't know.
804 00:52:32,380 00:52:34,080 Why don't you go talk to her. Why don't you go talk to her.
805 00:52:37,490 00:52:38,820 Are you leaving? Are you leaving?
806 00:52:38,990 00:52:41,720 I'm getting really claustrophobic. I need to get some air. I'm getting really claustrophobic. I need to get some air.
807 00:52:41,890 00:52:45,350 -I'm not freaking you out, am l? -No, I'm so high right now. -I'm not freaking you out, am l? -No, I'm so high right now.
808 00:52:45,530 00:52:47,360 I need a drink. I need a drink.
809 00:52:47,530 00:52:51,690 -Here, let me give you some of this. -Can you bring that purse over? -Here, let me give you some of this. -Can you bring that purse over?
810 00:52:51,870 00:52:54,060 -Yeah, of course. -Thanks. -Yeah, of course. -Thanks.
811 00:52:54,240 00:52:55,930 Here. Here.
812 00:52:58,880 00:53:00,840 -Oh, thanks, man. -Here, this is for you. -Oh, thanks, man. -Here, this is for you.
813 00:53:01,010 00:53:04,210 -That's way too much. -No, please, take it. -That's way too much. -No, please, take it.
814 00:53:04,380 00:53:06,440 -You sure? -Yeah. -You sure? -Yeah.
815 00:53:06,620 00:53:10,180 Thanks, man. That's really sweet. Thanks, man. That's really sweet.
816 00:53:18,530 00:53:20,790 So you--? Do you wanna come out there or what? So you--? Do you wanna come out there or what?
817 00:53:20,960 00:53:23,930 Yeah, I'll be out there in a minute. I'm gonna... Yeah, I'll be out there in a minute. I'm gonna...
818 00:53:24,200 00:53:26,860 -...just hang here for a minute or two. -All right. -...just hang here for a minute or two. -All right.
819 00:53:27,040 00:53:29,270 See you out there, okay? See you out there, okay?
820 00:53:39,980 00:53:42,280 You gotta come out. You gotta come out.
821 00:53:47,590 00:53:50,920 Hello, girls. What's your name? Hello, girls. What's your name?
822 00:53:51,090 00:53:54,430 We're at a party, come on. What are you reading a book for? We're at a party, come on. What are you reading a book for?
823 00:53:54,860 00:53:56,960 Fancy a smoke in the little room? Fancy a smoke in the little room?
824 00:53:57,130 00:53:59,900 We're reading, actually, about robopathology. We're reading, actually, about robopathology.
825 00:54:00,070 00:54:02,160 Complicated little thing, aren't you? Complicated little thing, aren't you?
826 00:54:02,370 00:54:05,100 I was gonna leave, then I had to make a beeline to you. I was gonna leave, then I had to make a beeline to you.
827 00:54:05,270 00:54:07,500 Like I feel I know you or something like that. Like I feel I know you or something like that.
828 00:54:07,680 00:54:10,080 On a one-to-ten scale... On a one-to-ten scale...
829 00:54:10,450 00:54:12,110 ...you're a four. In dim light. ...you're a four. In dim light.
830 00:54:12,280 00:54:15,740 One lantern so I wouldn't have to see your heinous, disfigured face. One lantern so I wouldn't have to see your heinous, disfigured face.
831 00:54:15,920 00:54:18,080 You are absolutely-- You're beautiful. You are absolutely-- You're beautiful.
832 00:54:18,450 00:54:20,820 I have to go. That's my chopper. But before I do-- I have to go. That's my chopper. But before I do--
833 00:54:20,990 00:54:22,460 -It's picking you up? -Yeah. -It's picking you up? -Yeah.
834 00:54:22,630 00:54:24,460 I invented this move: I invented this move:
835 00:54:25,390 00:54:26,760 She likes me. She's laughing. She likes me. She's laughing.
836 00:54:26,930 00:54:30,630 -How old are you? -Eighteen. -How old are you? -Eighteen.
837 00:54:32,170 00:54:33,900 Eighteen. Eighteen.
838 00:54:36,810 00:54:38,600 Let me just get another drink now. Let me just get another drink now.
839 00:54:46,520 00:54:48,880 Stop. I'm not hitting on you. Stop. I'm not hitting on you.
840 00:54:49,050 00:54:51,520 -I like your shoes. -You do? -I like your shoes. -You do?
841 00:54:51,690 00:54:54,120 -Excuse me. Hey, girl, I'm out of here. -Already? -Excuse me. Hey, girl, I'm out of here. -Already?
842 00:54:54,290 00:54:56,490 -I'm gonna miss you. -I'm gonna miss you too. -I'm gonna miss you. -I'm gonna miss you too.
843 00:54:56,660 00:54:58,960 -Thank you so much for coming. -You're welcome. -Thank you so much for coming. -You're welcome.
844 00:54:59,130 00:55:01,820 -Don't get shallow on me. -I promise. Are you kidding me? -Don't get shallow on me. -I promise. Are you kidding me?
845 00:55:02,000 00:55:04,400 -I'm sorry. I'll see you later. -Nice to meet you. -I'm sorry. I'll see you later. -Nice to meet you.
846 00:55:04,570 00:55:07,200 Call us when you get home. Let us know you're okay. Call us when you get home. Let us know you're okay.
847 00:55:12,380 00:55:15,310 All right, all right, all right, come on. All right, all right, all right, come on.
848 00:55:15,480 00:55:17,310 Come on, Syd. Come on, Syd.
849 00:55:18,080 00:55:22,810 You gotta mellow out. You gotta mellow out. You gotta mellow out. You gotta mellow out.
850 00:55:23,020 00:55:26,250 You need a beer. You need a bottle. You need a beer. You need a bottle.
851 00:55:27,860 00:55:29,520 Okay. Okay.
852 00:55:32,030 00:55:34,520 Stop doing blow. You gotta stop doing coke. Stop doing blow. You gotta stop doing coke.
853 00:55:36,030 00:55:40,030 Don't grind your teeth. If she sees you grind your teeth, you're fucked. Don't grind your teeth. If she sees you grind your teeth, you're fucked.
854 00:55:43,240 00:55:45,670 Come on, Syd. Mellow out, mellow out. Come on, Syd. Mellow out, mellow out.
855 00:55:46,040 00:55:47,980 Be a man. Be a man. Be a man. Be a man.
856 00:55:48,510 00:55:50,880 There. Get a drink. Go out there, get a drink. There. Get a drink. Go out there, get a drink.
857 00:55:51,050 00:55:54,240 What's the worst that can happen? What's the worst that can happen? What's the worst that can happen? What's the worst that can happen?
858 00:55:54,920 00:55:56,910 I can see London. So what? I can see London. So what?
859 00:55:57,090 00:56:00,180 Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.
860 00:56:02,190 00:56:05,390 Okay. You fuck up tonight, it's over. Okay. You fuck up tonight, it's over.
861 00:56:17,570 00:56:19,060 Okay. Okay.
862 00:56:28,920 00:56:30,720 Come on. Come on.
863 00:56:32,420 00:56:34,320 You know I do. You know I do.
864 00:56:34,520 00:56:37,580 Well, if you do, if you love me, why don't you just say it? Well, if you do, if you love me, why don't you just say it?
865 00:56:37,760 00:56:42,460 Why can't you just fucking say it? Why is it so impossible for you? Why can't you just fucking say it? Why is it so impossible for you?
866 00:56:42,630 00:56:45,290 It's-- It's three words. It's-- It's three words.
867 00:56:45,470 00:56:49,170 It's-- L-O-V-E Y-- It's eight fucking letters. It's-- L-O-V-E Y-- It's eight fucking letters.
868 00:56:49,340 00:56:51,500 You can't say eight fucking letters? You can't say eight fucking letters?
869 00:56:51,670 00:56:54,110 It's not a lot of letters. It's not a lot of letters.
870 00:57:28,610 00:57:30,440 Say it. Say it.
871 00:57:43,630 00:57:46,650 Tell me you were not doing cocaine in my parents' bathroom. Tell me you were not doing cocaine in my parents' bathroom.
872 00:57:46,830 00:57:49,300 -What are you talking about? -Don't "what are you talking about" me. -What are you talking about? -Don't "what are you talking about" me.
873 00:57:49,470 00:57:53,160 -I saw you go upstairs. -Yeah, I went to the fucking bathroom. -I saw you go upstairs. -Yeah, I went to the fucking bathroom.
874 00:57:53,340 00:57:54,670 -Really? -Yeah, I had to pee. -Really? -Yeah, I had to pee.
875 00:57:54,840 00:57:57,670 Well, swear to God you're not doing cocaine. Well, swear to God you're not doing cocaine.
876 00:58:00,510 00:58:02,370 Who the fuck is Bateman? Who the fuck is Bateman?
877 00:58:02,550 00:58:05,170 That's his friend or some shit. I don't know. That's his friend or some shit. I don't know.
878 00:58:05,350 00:58:06,980 He's hot. He's hot.
879 00:58:07,150 00:58:09,980 I think I want to have hot coke sex with him. I think I want to have hot coke sex with him.
880 00:58:10,150 00:58:13,990 You fucking did cocaine! Don't fuck with me. Are you? You fucking did cocaine! Don't fuck with me. Are you?
881 00:58:14,160 00:58:17,320 Yeah, man, he's hot. I like guys with accents. Yeah, man, he's hot. I like guys with accents.
882 00:58:17,490 00:58:19,520 Oh, my God. Oh, my God.
883 00:58:20,700 00:58:22,560 I gotta go. I gotta go.
884 00:58:27,900 00:58:31,240 -So I met your girl, mate. -What do you mean, you met her? -So I met your girl, mate. -What do you mean, you met her?
885 00:58:31,640 00:58:35,340 Mallory, she introduced us. Mallory, she introduced us.
886 00:58:35,680 00:58:38,340 I didn't say I knew you. I didn't wanna blow your cover. I didn't say I knew you. I didn't wanna blow your cover.
887 00:58:38,850 00:58:42,040 But, my God, she is painfully gorgeous. But, my God, she is painfully gorgeous.
888 00:58:42,220 00:58:43,550 Yeah, no shit. Yeah, no shit.
889 00:58:43,720 00:58:45,880 I'd go out there and speak to her immediately. I'd go out there and speak to her immediately.
890 00:58:46,050 00:58:49,050 I can't go out there like this. I'm not thinking right. I can't go out there like this. I'm not thinking right.
891 00:58:49,220 00:58:52,090 If she knows I'm on blow, she won't even talk to me. If she knows I'm on blow, she won't even talk to me.
892 00:58:52,260 00:58:55,290 Fuck! How do I look? Do I look like I'm on blow? Fuck! How do I look? Do I look like I'm on blow?
893 00:58:55,460 00:58:58,460 -No, you're fine. -No, look at me. Look at my eyes. -No, you're fine. -No, look at me. Look at my eyes.
894 00:59:02,540 00:59:04,700 A bit, yeah. A bit, yeah.
895 00:59:05,810 00:59:08,040 Come on. Drink some more booze. You'll be fine. Come on. Drink some more booze. You'll be fine.
896 00:59:08,240 00:59:12,300 What was I thinking, getting these tonight? So stupid, Syd. What was I thinking, getting these tonight? So stupid, Syd.
897 00:59:12,480 00:59:16,080 I just wanted to clear my head out. Try and think a little bit clearer. I just wanted to clear my head out. Try and think a little bit clearer.
898 00:59:16,250 00:59:19,620 Now I'm so fucking spun I can't even think straight. Now I'm so fucking spun I can't even think straight.
899 00:59:19,960 00:59:22,650 -Fuck. -Happens, mate. -Fuck. -Happens, mate.
900 00:59:22,820 00:59:26,490 I've never been particularly social on this shit, anyway. I've never been particularly social on this shit, anyway.
901 00:59:26,700 00:59:30,320 It's a lonely, lonely drug. It's a lonely, lonely drug.
902 00:59:31,070 00:59:32,500 This is fucking crazy. This is fucking crazy.
903 00:59:33,840 00:59:35,330 I should bail. I can't do this. I should bail. I can't do this.
904 00:59:35,500 00:59:37,600 -Should I bail? -You could. -Should I bail? -You could.
905 00:59:39,570 00:59:42,570 -I think you'd regret it. -Why? Why do you say that? -I think you'd regret it. -Why? Why do you say that?
906 00:59:42,740 00:59:45,140 Personally, I'd rather regret something I'd done... Personally, I'd rather regret something I'd done...
907 00:59:45,310 00:59:47,910 ...than something I was too afraid to do. ...than something I was too afraid to do.
908 00:59:49,250 00:59:51,280 No shit. No shit.
909 00:59:52,150 00:59:54,820 But I haven't talked to this girl in two fucking months. But I haven't talked to this girl in two fucking months.
910 00:59:54,990 00:59:58,480 Everybody here hates me. These are all her friends. Everybody here hates me. These are all her friends.
911 00:59:59,130 01:00:05,030 If I go out there, it is gonna get fucking ugly. Fucking ugly. If I go out there, it is gonna get fucking ugly. Fucking ugly.
912 01:00:13,180 01:00:17,270 You'd think they'd have something to take the edge off a chick leaving you. You'd think they'd have something to take the edge off a chick leaving you.
913 01:00:17,450 01:00:21,280 That'd be nice. Look, they have this theory. That'd be nice. Look, they have this theory.
914 01:00:21,450 01:00:23,180 Maybe it'll help. I don't know. Maybe it'll help. I don't know.
915 01:00:24,120 01:00:27,050 Fuck knows where it comes from. The broad strokes of it are... Fuck knows where it comes from. The broad strokes of it are...
916 01:00:27,260 01:00:29,220 ...that it takes a third of the time... ...that it takes a third of the time...
917 01:00:29,390 01:00:32,950 ...to recover from a relationship as the relationship was long. ...to recover from a relationship as the relationship was long.
918 01:00:33,130 01:00:36,150 So, for example, if the relationship lasted a year... So, for example, if the relationship lasted a year...
919 01:00:36,330 01:00:38,130 ...you'll be good in four months. ...you'll be good in four months.
920 01:00:38,300 01:00:41,670 -Two years, you'll be clean in eight. -It's not a third, it's a half. -Two years, you'll be clean in eight. -It's not a third, it's a half.
921 01:00:43,470 01:00:47,070 -Mate, it's a third. Trust me. -No, mate, it's a half. -Mate, it's a third. Trust me. -No, mate, it's a half.
922 01:00:47,280 01:00:49,800 Maybe in England it's a third. In America it's a half. Maybe in England it's a third. In America it's a half.
923 01:00:49,980 01:00:53,410 I dated her for two years. It's been six months and it's getting worse. I dated her for two years. It's been six months and it's getting worse.
924 01:00:53,580 01:00:57,710 Six months? Come on. What are you complaining about? Six months? Come on. What are you complaining about?
925 01:00:57,890 01:00:59,650 You've got two months to go. You've got two months to go.
926 01:00:59,820 01:01:01,350 Good behavior, maybe a month. Good behavior, maybe a month.
927 01:01:01,660 01:01:03,850 Bro, I appreciate the pep talk... Bro, I appreciate the pep talk...
928 01:01:04,030 01:01:06,720 ...but if you haven't noticed, I'm trying to get this girl back. ...but if you haven't noticed, I'm trying to get this girl back.
929 01:01:08,360 01:01:11,990 Look, I don't know if first love applies to that theory, anyway. Look, I don't know if first love applies to that theory, anyway.
930 01:01:13,070 01:01:17,660 It's been years, I still have these horribly lucid dreams about Helen. It's been years, I still have these horribly lucid dreams about Helen.
931 01:01:17,840 01:01:22,210 It's almost like your brain is trying to compensate for the absence. It's almost like your brain is trying to compensate for the absence.
932 01:01:22,910 01:01:26,750 You know, you think you're still married, you're still in love... You know, you think you're still married, you're still in love...
933 01:01:27,350 01:01:30,010 ...Iife's just beautiful. ...Iife's just beautiful.
934 01:01:30,190 01:01:33,590 All of a sudden, you wake up, look over and she's been gone for years. All of a sudden, you wake up, look over and she's been gone for years.
935 01:01:33,760 01:01:37,620 -Fucking horrendous. -Yeah, no shit. -Fucking horrendous. -Yeah, no shit.
936 01:01:41,330 01:01:43,530 So you were married before? So you were married before?
937 01:01:44,100 01:01:46,070 How long ago? How long ago?
938 01:01:46,240 01:01:48,430 Divorced three years ago. Divorced three years ago.
939 01:01:49,440 01:01:53,100 -Who divorced who? -It's not that simple. -Who divorced who? -It's not that simple.
940 01:01:54,140 01:01:56,240 Well, what happened? Why did you guys split? Well, what happened? Why did you guys split?
941 01:01:56,410 01:02:01,110 -Long story, mate. -Give me the abridged version. -Long story, mate. -Give me the abridged version.
942 01:02:01,280 01:02:04,480 "The abridged version." Look, I don't know. "The abridged version." Look, I don't know.
943 01:02:04,650 01:02:07,950 The relationship just didn't work on so many levels. The relationship just didn't work on so many levels.
944 01:02:08,260 01:02:10,620 We both had one foot out the door for two years... We both had one foot out the door for two years...
945 01:02:10,790 01:02:13,160 ...of our two-and-a-half-year marriage. ...of our two-and-a-half-year marriage.
946 01:02:13,900 01:02:18,330 You know, but it's weird. You know, when they tell you they're leaving... You know, but it's weird. You know, when they tell you they're leaving...
947 01:02:18,500 01:02:20,800 ...it's like you don't even feel the hollowness. ...it's like you don't even feel the hollowness.
948 01:02:20,970 01:02:22,830 It's an emptiness within an emptiness... It's an emptiness within an emptiness...
949 01:02:23,010 01:02:25,770 ...and you're left with slightly less than nothing. ...and you're left with slightly less than nothing.
950 01:02:26,510 01:02:31,100 The person you were when you met doesn't exist anymore. You're gone. The person you were when you met doesn't exist anymore. You're gone.
951 01:02:33,750 01:02:38,480 -So she left you? -Syd, it's very fucking complicated. -So she left you? -Syd, it's very fucking complicated.
952 01:02:39,190 01:02:41,350 What happened? Did you cheat on her? What happened? Did you cheat on her?
953 01:02:41,520 01:02:45,290 -No, no. It's irrelevant. -lrrelevant? How is it irrelevant? -No, no. It's irrelevant. -lrrelevant? How is it irrelevant?
954 01:02:45,460 01:02:49,120 Besides money, infidelity's the most relevant reason why people split up. Besides money, infidelity's the most relevant reason why people split up.
955 01:02:49,300 01:02:51,200 Yeah, yeah. True, true. Yeah, yeah. True, true.
956 01:02:51,830 01:02:53,770 Come on, man. I thought we were talking. Come on, man. I thought we were talking.
957 01:02:53,940 01:02:56,930 Let's talk, let's talk. Why did your wife leave you? Let's talk, let's talk. Why did your wife leave you?
958 01:02:57,110 01:02:59,800 Syd, it's not a pleasant scene for me, please. Syd, it's not a pleasant scene for me, please.
959 01:02:59,980 01:03:02,640 Oh, my scene's pleasant? Oh, my scene's pleasant?
960 01:03:02,910 01:03:05,310 Mate, I've been 21 before. I know your pain. Mate, I've been 21 before. I know your pain.
961 01:03:05,480 01:03:08,310 But where you're pushing me now is not a place you wanna go. But where you're pushing me now is not a place you wanna go.
962 01:03:08,480 01:03:11,610 Wait. Are you trying to say that since you're older than me... Wait. Are you trying to say that since you're older than me...
963 01:03:11,790 01:03:14,050 -...your pain is somehow more? -That's the case. -...your pain is somehow more? -That's the case.
964 01:03:14,220 01:03:15,550 Listen, first of all... Listen, first of all...
965 01:03:15,720 01:03:18,850 ...you don't have the slightest clue what pain I've been through. ...you don't have the slightest clue what pain I've been through.
966 01:03:19,030 01:03:21,020 Just since you're a couple decades older... Just since you're a couple decades older...
967 01:03:21,200 01:03:24,130 ...doesn't mean that your pain is more than mine. It doesn't. ...doesn't mean that your pain is more than mine. It doesn't.
968 01:03:24,300 01:03:26,200 Secondly, don't make blind comparisons... Secondly, don't make blind comparisons...
969 01:03:26,370 01:03:29,000 ...when you have no fucking clue what you're comparing. ...when you have no fucking clue what you're comparing.
970 01:03:29,170 01:03:33,700 You think having your heart broken is pain? You think losing God is pain? You think having your heart broken is pain? You think losing God is pain?
971 01:03:33,880 01:03:36,400 Mate, I went through that trivial shit when I was 20. Mate, I went through that trivial shit when I was 20.
972 01:03:36,580 01:03:38,880 I'm 40 now, mate. I'm 40 now, mate.
973 01:03:39,150 01:03:42,380 Where you're trying to push me now is not a place you wanna go. Where you're trying to push me now is not a place you wanna go.
974 01:03:42,550 01:03:47,080 So why don't you do yourself a favor, and don't fucking go there with me. So why don't you do yourself a favor, and don't fucking go there with me.
975 01:03:48,820 01:03:50,820 You're a fucking child. You're just a kid. You're a fucking child. You're just a kid.
976 01:03:50,990 01:03:52,320 A kid? A kid?
977 01:03:52,490 01:03:54,160 Listen, you pompous, limey fuck... Listen, you pompous, limey fuck...
978 01:03:54,330 01:03:57,730 ...if you had one tenth my pain, you'd be psychologically crippled. ...if you had one tenth my pain, you'd be psychologically crippled.
979 01:03:57,900 01:04:01,730 Mate, seriously, fuck off. All we're doing is projecting shit here. Mate, seriously, fuck off. All we're doing is projecting shit here.
980 01:04:01,900 01:04:04,530 Look, take a step back. Let's relax, shall we? Look, take a step back. Let's relax, shall we?
981 01:04:04,710 01:04:08,070 -Do a bit of gear. Come on. -Fuck the gear. I don't want that shit. -Do a bit of gear. Come on. -Fuck the gear. I don't want that shit.
982 01:04:10,380 01:04:12,610 -More for me. -It's Bateman, right? -More for me. -It's Bateman, right?
983 01:04:12,780 01:04:15,610 -Nice to see your memory is still intact. -Well, Bateman... -Nice to see your memory is still intact. -Well, Bateman...
984 01:04:15,780 01:04:20,020 ...Iet me give you a glimpse into my life, insight into my fucking pain. ...Iet me give you a glimpse into my life, insight into my fucking pain.
985 01:04:20,190 01:04:23,620 -Mate, it's not necessary. Truly. -No, it is necessary. -Mate, it's not necessary. Truly. -No, it is necessary.
986 01:04:23,790 01:04:27,060 And if you didn't think it was, you wouldn't have pushed my buttons. And if you didn't think it was, you wouldn't have pushed my buttons.
987 01:04:27,230 01:04:29,390 But you did. And if you don't wanna hear it... But you did. And if you don't wanna hear it...
988 01:04:29,560 01:04:32,530 ...stop snorting my shit and get the fuck out of the bathroom. ...stop snorting my shit and get the fuck out of the bathroom.
989 01:04:32,770 01:04:36,470 Technically, it's my shit, but I can see you're passionate, so go. Technically, it's my shit, but I can see you're passionate, so go.
990 01:04:36,640 01:04:38,800 So this fucker... So this fucker...
991 01:04:39,010 01:04:42,940 ...this fucking guy out in L.A., who my chick is now in love with... ...this fucking guy out in L.A., who my chick is now in love with...
992 01:04:43,110 01:04:45,910 ...he's, you know, endowed. ...he's, you know, endowed.
993 01:04:46,080 01:04:49,140 -She told you that? -Yeah. So I needed to know how big. -She told you that? -Yeah. So I needed to know how big.
994 01:04:49,320 01:04:51,620 Not that I give a fuck about another guy's dick. Not that I give a fuck about another guy's dick.
995 01:04:51,790 01:04:54,450 It's one of those things you feel like you need to know. It's one of those things you feel like you need to know.
996 01:04:54,620 01:04:56,820 So we're in an argument, and I was pushing her. So we're in an argument, and I was pushing her.
997 01:04:57,030 01:04:58,320 I was like, "How big is he?" I was like, "How big is he?"
998 01:04:58,530 01:05:02,290 She was like, "Let's not make an issue out of it." And I said, "No, fuck that." She was like, "Let's not make an issue out of it." And I said, "No, fuck that."
999 01:05:02,460 01:05:05,760 And she says, "Ten and a half inches." And she says, "Ten and a half inches."
1000 01:05:05,930 01:05:08,460 -Jesus. -Yeah, you believe that shit? -Jesus. -Yeah, you believe that shit?
1001 01:05:08,640 01:05:11,300 She could have at least rounded it down. She could have at least rounded it down.
1002 01:05:11,470 01:05:14,410 -The girl's trying to hurt you, mate. -Yeah, no shit. -The girl's trying to hurt you, mate. -Yeah, no shit.
1003 01:05:14,580 01:05:18,440 But it really fucked with me, you know. Knowing that this guy is in L.A... But it really fucked with me, you know. Knowing that this guy is in L.A...
1004 01:05:18,610 01:05:21,950 ...with the only woman I love, fucking her with 1 0 and a half inches. ...with the only woman I love, fucking her with 1 0 and a half inches.
1005 01:05:22,120 01:05:26,250 I'm chasing her around like a puppy, doing anything I can to get her back. I'm chasing her around like a puppy, doing anything I can to get her back.
1006 01:05:26,590 01:05:30,580 And it crushed me! It still fucking crushes me! And it crushed me! It still fucking crushes me!
1007 01:05:34,660 01:05:36,490 Sorry, mate. Sorry, mate.
1008 01:05:38,000 01:05:40,930 -How exactly do you deal with that? -You don't deal with it. -How exactly do you deal with that? -You don't deal with it.
1009 01:05:41,100 01:05:43,090 It deals with you. It deals with you.
1010 01:05:44,810 01:05:48,210 God, it eats at you and it eats at you, you know? God, it eats at you and it eats at you, you know?
1011 01:05:49,380 01:05:52,840 We'd get in these fights, and I'd say the most horrible things. We'd get in these fights, and I'd say the most horrible things.
1012 01:05:53,150 01:05:56,880 I'd be like, "You just want a fat cock in your fat snatch, you fucking whore." I'd be like, "You just want a fat cock in your fat snatch, you fucking whore."
1013 01:05:57,090 01:05:59,450 You know, l'd-- Just mean, horrible things. You know, l'd-- Just mean, horrible things.
1014 01:05:59,620 01:06:02,350 I'd be so fucking angry, you know? I'd be so fucking angry, you know?
1015 01:06:05,360 01:06:09,390 I used to say the same shit, mate. I used to say the most horrendous shit. I used to say the same shit, mate. I used to say the most horrendous shit.
1016 01:06:09,600 01:06:11,660 Why? What'd she do? Why? What'd she do?
1017 01:06:14,600 01:06:16,630 She didn't really do anything. She didn't really do anything.
1018 01:06:16,810 01:06:19,900 You know, I imagine that a lot of it had to do with me. You know, I imagine that a lot of it had to do with me.
1019 01:06:20,110 01:06:22,910 A lot of it had to with my hang-ups and depression and shit. A lot of it had to with my hang-ups and depression and shit.
1020 01:06:23,110 01:06:27,810 But, my God, I used to say the worst shit to her. I tormented that girl. But, my God, I used to say the worst shit to her. I tormented that girl.
1021 01:06:27,980 01:06:31,250 I lived with her for three and a half fucking years and I hated her. I lived with her for three and a half fucking years and I hated her.
1022 01:06:31,420 01:06:32,750 So, what was the final snap? So, what was the final snap?
1023 01:06:32,920 01:06:35,480 Did you cheat on her? Did she cheat on you? Did you cheat on her? Did she cheat on you?
1024 01:06:35,660 01:06:36,990 No, no. God, no. No, no. God, no.
1025 01:06:37,160 01:06:40,150 -How do you know? -Because I didn't, you know? I didn't. -How do you know? -Because I didn't, you know? I didn't.
1026 01:06:40,330 01:06:43,860 -How do you know she didn't? -I know she didn't. It wasn't her thing. -How do you know she didn't? -I know she didn't. It wasn't her thing.
1027 01:06:44,030 01:06:45,360 How do you know? How do you know?
1028 01:06:45,530 01:06:48,030 I was with the most beautiful girl in the universe. I was with the most beautiful girl in the universe.
1029 01:06:48,200 01:06:50,870 She didn't fuck me for two fucking years! She didn't fuck me for two fucking years!
1030 01:06:51,040 01:06:52,840 -Why? -I don't know. -Why? -I don't know.
1031 01:06:53,010 01:06:55,530 Because we fought. I was in therapy. Because we fought. I was in therapy.
1032 01:06:55,710 01:06:59,080 I don't-- I don't-- Look, I don't know. I don't-- I don't-- Look, I don't know.
1033 01:07:01,520 01:07:03,540 If you wanna know it is, I'll tell you. If you wanna know it is, I'll tell you.
1034 01:07:03,720 01:07:05,880 You remember sentences that people say to you. You remember sentences that people say to you.
1035 01:07:06,050 01:07:09,550 They stick in your mind like gunshot wounds that never fucking heal. They stick in your mind like gunshot wounds that never fucking heal.
1036 01:07:11,060 01:07:14,090 I remember what my ex-wife said to me when we started dating. I remember what my ex-wife said to me when we started dating.
1037 01:07:14,260 01:07:18,790 She said, "l love it when a guy fucks me four, five times a night." She said, "l love it when a guy fucks me four, five times a night."
1038 01:07:18,970 01:07:21,870 -Four, five times a night? -Yeah. Truly. -Four, five times a night? -Yeah. Truly.
1039 01:07:22,040 01:07:23,660 I was like, "You was with some guy... I was like, "You was with some guy...
1040 01:07:23,840 01:07:26,930 ...who fucked you four, five times a night?" ...who fucked you four, five times a night?"
1041 01:07:28,040 01:07:30,110 -You wanna know what pain is? -What? -You wanna know what pain is? -What?
1042 01:07:30,110 01:07:33,310 -I'll tell you what pain is, you fuck. -Why you calling me a fuck? -I'll tell you what pain is, you fuck. -Why you calling me a fuck?
1043 01:07:33,480 01:07:35,810 Because, my friend, you brought me here... Because, my friend, you brought me here...
1044 01:07:35,980 01:07:39,320 ...and I didn't particularly wanna go here, but now I am. ...and I didn't particularly wanna go here, but now I am.
1045 01:07:39,490 01:07:41,650 If you don't wanna go where I'm about to go... If you don't wanna go where I'm about to go...
1046 01:07:41,820 01:07:44,720 ...then tell me right now and I'll walk out the door... ...then tell me right now and I'll walk out the door...
1047 01:07:44,890 01:07:47,760 ...I'll phone my therapist and that will be it, okay? ...I'll phone my therapist and that will be it, okay?
1048 01:07:47,930 01:07:50,900 No, fuck that, I wanna hear this. You're not going anywhere. No, fuck that, I wanna hear this. You're not going anywhere.
1049 01:07:51,070 01:07:54,160 -You wanna know what it is? -Yes, I wanna know what it is. -You wanna know what it is? -Yes, I wanna know what it is.
1050 01:07:54,340 01:07:57,740 Motherfucker, you wanna know what it is? Pain, my friend... Motherfucker, you wanna know what it is? Pain, my friend...
1051 01:07:57,910 01:08:00,640 ...is when the woman you love wants to fuck you... ...is when the woman you love wants to fuck you...
1052 01:08:00,810 01:08:03,500 ...four, five times a night, and you can't! ...four, five times a night, and you can't!
1053 01:08:03,710 01:08:07,270 -Why? -Why? Why? -Why? -Why? Why?
1054 01:08:07,450 01:08:10,610 I'll tell you why. Because I'm an impotent man! I'll tell you why. Because I'm an impotent man!
1055 01:08:10,790 01:08:13,850 Motherfucker, that's pain! Motherfucker, that's pain!
1056 01:08:14,020 01:08:16,180 That's fucking pain! That's fucking pain!
1057 01:08:16,360 01:08:19,520 When your wife wants to fuck you four times a night... When your wife wants to fuck you four times a night...
1058 01:08:19,730 01:08:21,350 ...and you fucking can't! ...and you fucking can't!
1059 01:08:21,530 01:08:23,520 You know that some fucker before you could. You know that some fucker before you could.
1060 01:08:23,730 01:08:28,130 And you know that some fucker after you will! And you know that some fucker after you will!
1061 01:08:30,240 01:08:32,760 Well, I couldn't cope with that, could l? Well, I couldn't cope with that, could l?
1062 01:08:32,940 01:08:35,200 That sense of ruination... That sense of ruination...
1063 01:08:35,380 01:08:38,310 ...that insolvency that burns in your soul. ...that insolvency that burns in your soul.
1064 01:08:38,480 01:08:40,670 I couldn't fuck my wife! I couldn't fuck my wife!
1065 01:08:40,850 01:08:42,870 Do know what that fucking means, mate? Do know what that fucking means, mate?
1066 01:08:43,050 01:08:47,150 Do you understand what impotent rage really is?! Do you understand what impotent rage really is?!
1067 01:08:47,320 01:08:50,150 -I'm sorry. -You have no fucking idea, mate! -I'm sorry. -You have no fucking idea, mate!
1068 01:08:53,360 01:08:55,630 -I'm sorry. -Oh, you're sorry? -I'm sorry. -Oh, you're sorry?
1069 01:08:55,800 01:08:57,160 Oh, you're sorry, are you? Oh, you're sorry, are you?
1070 01:08:58,170 01:09:02,470 You dare, you fucking dare ask me if there's a God? You dare, you fucking dare ask me if there's a God?
1071 01:09:02,640 01:09:07,730 Well, man, I feel forsaken. I feel cheated, you cunt! Well, man, I feel forsaken. I feel cheated, you cunt!
1072 01:09:07,910 01:09:14,080 I've lost in the big game, and nothing else fucking matters. I've lost in the big game, and nothing else fucking matters.
1073 01:09:14,280 01:09:18,080 It doesn't matter what you do. If you can't hack it in the sack, mate... It doesn't matter what you do. If you can't hack it in the sack, mate...
1074 01:09:18,290 01:09:21,550 ...if you can't hack it in the game of love and sex... ...if you can't hack it in the game of love and sex...
1075 01:09:21,720 01:09:23,350 ...you are shit, my friend. ...you are shit, my friend.
1076 01:09:23,720 01:09:28,180 Because you can't do what the other man can do to your fucking wife, mate! Because you can't do what the other man can do to your fucking wife, mate!
1077 01:09:35,240 01:09:36,930 I know what you mean. I know what you mean.
1078 01:09:37,100 01:09:40,540 No, motherfucker, you do not know what I mean! No, motherfucker, you do not know what I mean!
1079 01:09:40,880 01:09:45,210 You couldn't possibly know what the fuck I mean! You couldn't possibly know what the fuck I mean!
1080 01:09:50,250 01:09:52,340 I failed. I failed.
1081 01:09:52,520 01:09:54,950 I fucking failed, mate. I fucking failed, mate.
1082 01:09:56,890 01:10:00,520 And I'm still failing every fucking day of my life! And I'm still failing every fucking day of my life!
1083 01:10:00,700 01:10:02,820 Every day. Every day.
1084 01:10:04,930 01:10:07,400 Every fucking day. Every fucking day.
1085 01:10:22,280 01:10:23,750 You know.... You know....
1086 01:10:24,090 01:10:26,380 Thought you were gonna clock me for a minute. Thought you were gonna clock me for a minute.
1087 01:10:26,590 01:10:29,720 I wasn't gonna hit you. I'm projecting. I wasn't gonna hit you. I'm projecting.
1088 01:10:29,890 01:10:33,420 You should see my group therapy sessions. They're fucking psychotic. You should see my group therapy sessions. They're fucking psychotic.
1089 01:10:34,000 01:10:35,930 Yeah, I'll bet. Yeah, I'll bet.
1090 01:10:36,130 01:10:40,570 Mate, do yourself a favor, please, for me. Mate, do yourself a favor, please, for me.
1091 01:10:40,740 01:10:42,900 Go and talk to your chick. Go and talk to your chick.
1092 01:10:43,940 01:10:47,100 I can't. To be honest, I'm thinking about making for the elevator. I can't. To be honest, I'm thinking about making for the elevator.
1093 01:10:47,280 01:10:50,400 I can't go out like this. She doesn't even want me here. I can't go out like this. She doesn't even want me here.
1094 01:10:50,980 01:10:53,610 Look, I hate to break it to you, mate... Look, I hate to break it to you, mate...
1095 01:10:54,120 01:10:56,480 ...but by now she knows you're here... ...but by now she knows you're here...
1096 01:10:56,650 01:10:59,140 ...and, unfortunately, time is not on your side. ...and, unfortunately, time is not on your side.
1097 01:10:59,320 01:11:02,290 What are you gonna do, wait outside like a fucking stalker? What are you gonna do, wait outside like a fucking stalker?
1098 01:11:02,460 01:11:04,420 Wouldn't be the first time. Wouldn't be the first time.
1099 01:11:06,160 01:11:10,100 -Go, man, go. Come on. -No, I can't, I can't, I can't. -Go, man, go. Come on. -No, I can't, I can't, I can't.
1100 01:11:10,500 01:11:12,830 Listen to me. God. Listen to me. God.
1101 01:11:13,330 01:11:16,270 Listen to me, you might not have a 1 0-and-a-half-inch cock... Listen to me, you might not have a 1 0-and-a-half-inch cock...
1102 01:11:16,440 01:11:18,500 ...but at least you can still fuck her. ...but at least you can still fuck her.
1103 01:11:18,670 01:11:21,140 So quit worrying about all the bullshit. So quit worrying about all the bullshit.
1104 01:11:22,840 01:11:25,330 The fact is, she's here, you're here. The fact is, she's here, you're here.
1105 01:11:25,510 01:11:29,420 Life's too short to be a pussy, mate. Truly. Life's too short to be a pussy, mate. Truly.
1106 01:11:32,120 01:11:33,640 Come on. Come on.
1107 01:12:02,820 01:12:06,510 I think I would love to do that. I don't really know a lot of people there. I think I would love to do that. I don't really know a lot of people there.
1108 01:12:06,690 01:12:09,590 Not a whole lot going on in L.A., but we'll find something. Not a whole lot going on in L.A., but we'll find something.
1109 01:12:09,760 01:12:12,520 Hey, London. Could I talk to you for a second? Hey, London. Could I talk to you for a second?
1110 01:12:12,690 01:12:14,350 Yeah. What is it? What do you want? Yeah. What is it? What do you want?
1111 01:12:18,230 01:12:21,400 I wanna know if we can go somewhere and talk for a second, please. I wanna know if we can go somewhere and talk for a second, please.
1112 01:12:23,540 01:12:26,370 You don't wanna talk here? We can't just talk right here? You don't wanna talk here? We can't just talk right here?
1113 01:12:27,570 01:12:28,910 Please. Please.
1114 01:12:29,080 01:12:31,370 Syd, A, this is my going-away party... Syd, A, this is my going-away party...
1115 01:12:31,550 01:12:35,210 ...and I think it would be pretty uncool to the people who threw it for me... ...and I think it would be pretty uncool to the people who threw it for me...
1116 01:12:35,380 01:12:38,220 ...if I left just because you wanted to talk. ...if I left just because you wanted to talk.
1117 01:12:38,390 01:12:41,080 And, B, I don't know if you noticed... And, B, I don't know if you noticed...
1118 01:12:41,290 01:12:44,190 ...but we were kind of in the middle of a conversation... ...but we were kind of in the middle of a conversation...
1119 01:12:44,360 01:12:46,220 ...so I don't know what to tell you. ...so I don't know what to tell you.
1120 01:12:49,530 01:12:53,360 Listen, I'm gonna grab another drink. Can l--? Can I get you something? Listen, I'm gonna grab another drink. Can l--? Can I get you something?
1121 01:12:54,940 01:12:56,430 Actually, yeah. Actually, yeah.
1122 01:12:56,600 01:12:59,040 I'd love something. Something strong. I'd love something. Something strong.
1123 01:12:59,210 01:13:00,760 -Fuck me up. -All right. -Fuck me up. -All right.
1124 01:13:02,510 01:13:05,540 What about you, bruiser? What are you drinking? What about you, bruiser? What are you drinking?
1125 01:13:07,610 01:13:09,710 Is that a bottle of cockblocker? Is that a bottle of cockblocker?
1126 01:13:19,760 01:13:21,390 So.... So....
1127 01:13:21,760 01:13:24,990 I heard you've been snorting drugs all night. Really productive. I heard you've been snorting drugs all night. Really productive.
1128 01:13:25,170 01:13:27,570 I heard you told people I tried to kill myself. I heard you told people I tried to kill myself.
1129 01:13:27,730 01:13:30,600 That's really fucking great of you. I really appreciate it. That's really fucking great of you. I really appreciate it.
1130 01:13:30,770 01:13:33,260 Who the fuck told you that? I would never say that. Who the fuck told you that? I would never say that.
1131 01:13:33,440 01:13:35,770 -You know that. -The fact is, I have known you... -You know that. -The fact is, I have known you...
1132 01:13:35,940 01:13:38,610 ...since you were 1 0. We have been through everything. ...since you were 1 0. We have been through everything.
1133 01:13:38,780 01:13:40,680 And you don't have the decency to call-- And you don't have the decency to call--
1134 01:13:40,910 01:13:43,440 -Please keep your voice down? -What the fuck is that?! -Please keep your voice down? -What the fuck is that?!
1135 01:13:43,650 01:13:46,450 -You wanna talk? Fine, let's go. -Get the fuck off me. -You wanna talk? Fine, let's go. -Get the fuck off me.
1136 01:13:47,590 01:13:49,490 I'm sorry, excuse me. I'm sorry, excuse me.
1137 01:13:50,460 01:13:52,520 -I'm sorry, excuse me. I'm sorry. -What? -I'm sorry, excuse me. I'm sorry. -What?
1138 01:13:53,260 01:13:55,490 -London, are you okay? -Yeah. -London, are you okay? -Yeah.
1139 01:13:55,660 01:13:57,790 We're just gonna-- We're gonna go and talk. We're just gonna-- We're gonna go and talk.
1140 01:13:57,970 01:14:01,630 Yeah? Because if you want, I'll call security and have him taken out. Yeah? Because if you want, I'll call security and have him taken out.
1141 01:14:01,800 01:14:04,460 Becca, could you do me a favor? Stay out of this? Becca, could you do me a favor? Stay out of this?
1142 01:14:04,670 01:14:08,440 You've been doing coke in the bathroom all night so don't tell me... You've been doing coke in the bathroom all night so don't tell me...
1143 01:14:08,610 01:14:11,100 ...what I can and can't do in my own fucking house... ...what I can and can't do in my own fucking house...
1144 01:14:11,280 01:14:13,340 ...considering you weren't even invited. ...considering you weren't even invited.
1145 01:14:13,580 01:14:16,140 It's cool, Bec. We're gonna go. It's gonna be fine. It's cool, Bec. We're gonna go. It's gonna be fine.
1146 01:14:16,320 01:14:19,380 It's not cool, London. Baby, he wasn't invited. It's not cool, London. Baby, he wasn't invited.
1147 01:14:19,590 01:14:21,680 You didn't want him here, I didn't want him. You didn't want him here, I didn't want him.
1148 01:14:21,860 01:14:24,450 -No one wants him here. -Becca, can you relax? Please? -No one wants him here. -Becca, can you relax? Please?
1149 01:14:24,620 01:14:27,620 -Don't tell me to relax. -Why can't you relax for two seconds? -Don't tell me to relax. -Why can't you relax for two seconds?
1150 01:14:27,790 01:14:30,460 -We're leaving. -You're shouting at my fucking party. -We're leaving. -You're shouting at my fucking party.
1151 01:14:30,630 01:14:33,060 Also you're psychotic. You couldn't take a hint... Also you're psychotic. You couldn't take a hint...
1152 01:14:33,230 01:14:36,400 ...if it smashed you in the face. She doesn't want to be with you. ...if it smashed you in the face. She doesn't want to be with you.
1153 01:14:36,600 01:14:38,900 -Not even 20 seconds. -We're leaving. Let's go. -Not even 20 seconds. -We're leaving. Let's go.
1154 01:14:39,110 01:14:41,370 -Bec, we're leaving. I'm sorry. -You know what? -Bec, we're leaving. I'm sorry. -You know what?
1155 01:14:41,540 01:14:44,530 I'm sorry, London, and I'm not trying to be a bitch here... I'm sorry, London, and I'm not trying to be a bitch here...
1156 01:14:44,710 01:14:47,040 ...but when you come back, you come back alone. ...but when you come back, you come back alone.
1157 01:14:47,210 01:14:49,980 I don't want you in my house again, all right? I don't want you in my house again, all right?
1158 01:14:50,180 01:14:51,510 Or I will call the cops. Or I will call the cops.
1159 01:14:51,690 01:14:54,550 Becca, I'm really trying to be calm here, all right? Becca, I'm really trying to be calm here, all right?
1160 01:14:54,760 01:14:57,880 Fuck off. I'm so tired of you and your psycho fucking shit. Fuck off. I'm so tired of you and your psycho fucking shit.
1161 01:14:58,130 01:14:59,520 You wanna talk about psycho? You wanna talk about psycho?
1162 01:14:59,690 01:15:02,160 -Let's talk about your fucked-up life. -Stop it. -Let's talk about your fucked-up life. -Stop it.
1163 01:15:02,430 01:15:05,590 -Fuck you! -Fuck this! You wanna fuck with me? -Fuck you! -Fuck this! You wanna fuck with me?
1164 01:15:05,770 01:15:08,530 You wanna fuck with me? Let's do it right fucking now. You wanna fuck with me? Let's do it right fucking now.
1165 01:15:09,770 01:15:11,860 Why don't you fuck off, alrighty? Why don't you fuck off, alrighty?
1166 01:15:12,040 01:15:14,230 You weren't even invited to this. You weren't even invited to this.
1167 01:15:14,410 01:15:18,070 -You wanna fuck with me? -Stop it. We're leaving right now! -You wanna fuck with me? -Stop it. We're leaving right now!
1168 01:15:19,280 01:15:22,010 How many friends did you fuck freshman year? Fifteen, 20? How many friends did you fuck freshman year? Fifteen, 20?
1169 01:15:22,180 01:15:25,350 I think I lost count. Was it the whole fucking pledge class? I think I lost count. Was it the whole fucking pledge class?
1170 01:15:25,550 01:15:27,540 Jay, you never really know your girlfriend. Jay, you never really know your girlfriend.
1171 01:15:27,720 01:15:29,520 Isn't that a total mind-fuck? Isn't that a total mind-fuck?
1172 01:15:29,760 01:15:31,590 You're a fucking bastard! You're a fucking bastard!
1173 01:15:32,290 01:15:35,750 You fucking wanker! Get the fuck out of my fucking house! You fucking wanker! Get the fuck out of my fucking house!
1174 01:15:37,230 01:15:38,560 Hey! Hey!
1175 01:15:38,770 01:15:40,600 -Fuck you. -Come on, then! -Fuck you. -Come on, then!
1176 01:15:40,800 01:15:43,570 Fucking prick. You want some, you fucking slag? Fucking prick. You want some, you fucking slag?
1177 01:15:48,310 01:15:49,710 Hey, Syd! Hey, Syd!
1178 01:15:52,280 01:15:55,480 Here, you cunt. Have some of that, you fuck. Here, you cunt. Have some of that, you fuck.
1179 01:15:55,680 01:15:57,080 Fuck off. Come on, then. Fuck off. Come on, then.
1180 01:16:03,960 01:16:05,580 Hey, Syd! Hey, Syd!
1181 01:16:09,700 01:16:11,820 Get off, you fucking asshole. Get off, you fucking asshole.
1182 01:16:12,070 01:16:14,900 You fucker. Get the fuck off him. You fucker. Get the fuck off him.
1183 01:16:15,070 01:16:16,930 Come on. Come on.
1184 01:16:17,270 01:16:18,930 Wait a minute, I gotta get Bateman. Wait a minute, I gotta get Bateman.
1185 01:16:19,110 01:16:22,200 What? Who the fuck is Bateman? What? Who the fuck is Bateman?
1186 01:16:23,340 01:16:26,840 Come on, you cunts! You want some, do you? Do you? Come on, you cunts! You want some, do you? Do you?
1187 01:16:27,010 01:16:29,710 Let's go, Bateman. Come on. Let's go, Bateman. Come on.
1188 01:16:32,520 01:16:35,180 -My coat. My Burberry coat. -Fuck it, leave the jacket. -My coat. My Burberry coat. -Fuck it, leave the jacket.
1189 01:16:35,360 01:16:37,480 -I've had it 1 0 fucking years. -I'll get it. -I've had it 1 0 fucking years. -I'll get it.
1190 01:16:37,660 01:16:40,250 -Are you fucking crazy? -We'll be downstairs. -Are you fucking crazy? -We'll be downstairs.
1191 01:16:40,430 01:16:42,450 Guy's fucking nuts. Guy's fucking nuts.
1192 01:16:44,100 01:16:45,690 -You're bleeding. -I am so sorry. -You're bleeding. -I am so sorry.
1193 01:16:45,870 01:16:47,800 -Where? -This is fucking insane. -Where? -This is fucking insane.
1194 01:16:47,970 01:16:49,990 -You are insane. -I am so sorry. -You are insane. -I am so sorry.
1195 01:16:50,170 01:16:52,000 If you wanna go back, I understand. If you wanna go back, I understand.
1196 01:16:52,170 01:16:55,800 -You don't wanna talk? -Yeah, I wanna talk. I mean.... -You don't wanna talk? -Yeah, I wanna talk. I mean....
1197 01:16:55,980 01:16:58,380 Well, where? Where do you wanna go? Well, where? Where do you wanna go?
1198 01:16:58,610 01:17:00,880 My car's two blocks away if you want coffee. My car's two blocks away if you want coffee.
1199 01:17:01,050 01:17:04,020 -Yeah, okay. -All right. Okay. -Yeah, okay. -All right. Okay.
1200 01:17:21,070 01:17:24,630 Look, you're probably not gonna believe this at all... Look, you're probably not gonna believe this at all...
1201 01:17:26,170 01:17:30,130 ...but I was kind of glad when I heard you were at the party. ...but I was kind of glad when I heard you were at the party.
1202 01:17:38,720 01:17:41,020 Ever since you and I broke up, I've wanted... Ever since you and I broke up, I've wanted...
1203 01:17:41,190 01:17:45,590 ...to have a normal conversation, just a normal conversation with you. ...to have a normal conversation, just a normal conversation with you.
1204 01:17:45,790 01:17:50,160 And I just feel like every time I see you, it just gets so, like.... And I just feel like every time I see you, it just gets so, like....
1205 01:17:50,330 01:17:54,430 Like, weird and chaotic and scrambled, and I can't organize my thoughts... Like, weird and chaotic and scrambled, and I can't organize my thoughts...
1206 01:17:54,600 01:17:58,500 ...and I can't even express the most basic things I want to say to you. ...and I can't even express the most basic things I want to say to you.
1207 01:17:58,670 01:18:01,370 I know. Me too. I know. Me too.
1208 01:18:03,510 01:18:06,440 Whatever we had when we were together, when we were in love... Whatever we had when we were together, when we were in love...
1209 01:18:06,610 01:18:11,780 ...that feeling of just being able to lie in bed with someone for days and days... ...that feeling of just being able to lie in bed with someone for days and days...
1210 01:18:11,950 01:18:14,920 ...and not give a fuck about the outside world... ...and not give a fuck about the outside world...
1211 01:18:17,560 01:18:20,030 ...is gone. ...is gone.
1212 01:18:20,560 01:18:24,020 And I feel like there's nothing I can do to ever get it back. And I feel like there's nothing I can do to ever get it back.
1213 01:18:24,730 01:18:27,220 Do you know how painful that is? Do you know how painful that is?
1214 01:18:27,870 01:18:29,770 Yeah. Yeah, I do. Yeah. Yeah, I do.
1215 01:18:29,940 01:18:31,960 I cried for weeks when we broke up. I cried for weeks when we broke up.
1216 01:18:32,610 01:18:34,300 You cried for weeks? You cried for weeks?
1217 01:18:34,470 01:18:35,840 Yes. Yes.
1218 01:18:36,040 01:18:40,210 The hardest thing I've ever dealt with in my life. The hardest thing I've ever dealt with in my life.
1219 01:18:43,380 01:18:45,650 How long did you go through that? How long did you go through that?
1220 01:18:46,920 01:18:50,450 A long time. A long time. A long time. A long time.
1221 01:18:51,120 01:18:55,720 I mean, the first month, it was so fucking bad. And then... I mean, the first month, it was so fucking bad. And then...
1222 01:18:56,460 01:19:00,300 ...you know, slowly, it gets better. ...you know, slowly, it gets better.
1223 01:19:01,930 01:19:05,270 That's the difference between you and me, London. That's the difference between you and me, London.
1224 01:19:08,410 01:19:09,900 I'm still going through it. I'm still going through it.
1225 01:19:13,750 01:19:17,980 I tried to call you a dozen times today. I tried to call you a dozen times today.
1226 01:19:18,580 01:19:21,250 I'm terrified. I'm-- I'm afraid. I'm terrified. I'm-- I'm afraid.
1227 01:19:21,420 01:19:23,150 Of what? What are you afraid of? Of what? What are you afraid of?
1228 01:19:23,320 01:19:26,590 I'm afraid of falling in love with you again. I'm afraid of falling in love with you again.
1229 01:19:40,340 01:19:42,640 -Sorry, Syd. -Yeah, yeah, yeah. -Sorry, Syd. -Yeah, yeah, yeah.
1230 01:19:43,610 01:19:45,840 Yeah, man, you fucked your eye up. Yeah, man, you fucked your eye up.
1231 01:19:46,050 01:19:48,610 Yeah, great party, mate. Yeah, great party, mate.
1232 01:19:48,780 01:19:50,870 It was fucking insane. It was fucking insane.
1233 01:19:51,050 01:19:54,610 -But good chat, seriously. -Definitely. -But good chat, seriously. -Definitely.
1234 01:19:54,790 01:19:57,810 You know, they say the greatest conversation you'll ever have... You know, they say the greatest conversation you'll ever have...
1235 01:19:57,990 01:20:00,550 -...is with a stranger? -Who says that? -...is with a stranger? -Who says that?
1236 01:20:00,730 01:20:02,130 Some useless cunt. Some useless cunt.
1237 01:20:03,960 01:20:06,020 You guys need a ride? We can go uptown. You guys need a ride? We can go uptown.
1238 01:20:06,500 01:20:08,690 Me and Mallory.... Me and Mallory....
1239 01:20:10,500 01:20:13,340 Don't know. We're gonna catch a late drink... Don't know. We're gonna catch a late drink...
1240 01:20:13,510 01:20:17,340 ...cup of tea, something or other. ...cup of tea, something or other.
1241 01:20:17,510 01:20:19,440 Raise the flag, perhaps. Raise the flag, perhaps.
1242 01:20:19,650 01:20:22,550 Good luck. Thank you. Good luck. Thank you.
1243 01:20:22,950 01:20:25,310 That's it. Thank you, mate. Truly. That's it. Thank you, mate. Truly.
1244 01:20:32,890 01:20:35,760 London, lovely name, darling. London, lovely name, darling.
1245 01:20:35,960 01:20:37,260 -Thanks. -Nice to meet you. -Thanks. -Nice to meet you.
1246 01:20:37,460 01:20:39,360 -Have a safe flight. -Nice to meet you. -Have a safe flight. -Nice to meet you.
1247 01:20:39,770 01:20:41,490 -Come by the bar, all right? -I will. -Come by the bar, all right? -I will.
1248 01:20:41,670 01:20:44,100 London, call me. Have a safe flight. London, call me. Have a safe flight.
1249 01:20:44,270 01:20:46,000 We're gonna catch a little drink. We're gonna catch a little drink.
1250 01:20:46,170 01:20:47,900 All right. All right.
1251 01:21:04,120 01:21:06,250 Can I ask you something? Can I ask you something?
1252 01:21:09,560 01:21:11,260 Yeah. Yeah.
1253 01:21:12,100 01:21:13,860 You do love him? You do love him?
1254 01:21:16,300 01:21:18,130 I never said I was in love with him. I never said I was in love with him.
1255 01:21:21,040 01:21:22,440 Listen, Syd. Listen, Syd.
1256 01:21:25,010 01:21:26,980 It's gonna be a really, really long time... It's gonna be a really, really long time...
1257 01:21:27,150 01:21:29,980 ...before, you know, I fall in love with anybody... ...before, you know, I fall in love with anybody...
1258 01:21:30,150 01:21:32,450 ...the way that I was in love with you. ...the way that I was in love with you.
1259 01:22:39,990 01:22:42,080 What time is it? What time is it?
1260 01:22:45,320 01:22:48,560 It's like 6:30. It's like 6:30.
1261 01:22:48,730 01:22:50,790 Six-thirty? Fuck. Shit. Six-thirty? Fuck. Shit.
1262 01:22:50,960 01:22:55,460 My plane leaves in like an hour. Shit. Shit. Shit. My plane leaves in like an hour. Shit. Shit. Shit.
1263 01:23:58,400 01:24:00,560 I will see you again. I will see you again.
1264 01:24:02,100 01:24:03,970 I promise. I promise.
1265 01:24:07,240 01:24:09,710 I'm gonna miss you so much. I'm gonna miss you so much.
1266 01:24:11,580 01:24:13,910 I'm gonna miss you too. I'm gonna miss you too.
1267 01:24:19,720 01:24:21,780 I gotta go. I gotta go.
1268 01:24:34,570 01:24:36,190 Sorry. Sorry.
1269 01:24:40,010 01:24:41,630 -Hello. -Hi. -Hello. -Hi.
1270 01:24:41,810 01:24:44,970 Sorry, I am-- I'm just really late. Sorry, I am-- I'm just really late.
1271 01:24:45,140 01:24:47,980 -I don't even know my flight number. -That's all right. -I don't even know my flight number. -That's all right.
1272 01:24:48,150 01:24:50,240 Just for one second, okay? Just for one second, okay?
1273 01:24:52,450 01:24:55,180 -Here's my lD. -Thank you. -Here's my lD. -Thank you.
1274 01:24:55,350 01:24:58,760 Just give me a few minutes while I look for your information. Just give me a few minutes while I look for your information.
1275 01:25:00,330 01:25:02,320 Okay. Bye. Okay. Bye.
1276 01:25:02,490 01:25:04,460 Goodbye. Goodbye.
1277 01:25:24,980 01:25:26,350 Bye. Bye.
1278 01:25:26,520 01:25:28,180 Bye. Bye.
1279 01:25:28,850 01:25:31,790 Okay, miss, I have your flight information. Okay, miss, I have your flight information.
1280 01:25:31,960 01:25:33,550 Sorry. Sorry.
1281 01:25:33,890 01:25:37,450 I think I might have missed my plane. Can you make sure I'll be all right? I think I might have missed my plane. Can you make sure I'll be all right?
1282 01:25:37,630 01:25:39,260 London? London?
1283 01:25:40,670 01:25:42,290 I love you. I love you.
1284 01:25:46,710 01:25:50,270 -Can you give me a second, please? -Sure. No problem. -Can you give me a second, please? -Sure. No problem.
1285 01:26:04,390 01:26:07,320 That's the first time you said it first. That's the first time you said it first.
1286 01:26:40,690 01:26:43,390 -Here you go. You're all set. -Sorry. -Here you go. You're all set. -Sorry.
1287 01:26:43,560 01:26:45,120 Okay. Okay.
1288 01:26:45,330 01:26:47,090 -So I'm set? Great. -Yeah. -So I'm set? Great. -Yeah.
1289 01:26:47,270 01:26:49,600 -Here's your ticket. -Thank you. -Here's your ticket. -Thank you.
1290 01:26:49,770 01:26:52,760 -I'm not really sure where to go. -Gate 35. Upstairs. -I'm not really sure where to go. -Gate 35. Upstairs.
1291 01:26:52,940 01:26:55,570 Thank you and have a great flight. Thank you and have a great flight.