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| 1 | 00:00:02,277 | 00:00:05,748 | (RELAXING WIND CHIME MUSIC) | (RELAXING WIND CHIME MUSIC) |
| 2 | 00:00:16,200 | 00:00:21,200 | Provided by explosiveskull https://twitter.com/kaboomskull M_I_SForEver | Provided by explosiveskull https://twitter.com/kaboomskull M_I_SForEver |
| 3 | 00:00:23,298 | 00:00:24,801 | ♪ Oh my dear ♪ | ♪ Oh my dear ♪ |
| 4 | 00:00:24,834 | 00:00:29,839 | ♪ There's a little bit of love left inside my heart ♪ | ♪ There's a little bit of love left inside my heart ♪ |
| 5 | 00:00:30,807 | 00:00:32,374 | ♪ Inside my heart ♪ | ♪ Inside my heart ♪ |
| 6 | 00:00:32,407 | 00:00:36,746 | ♪ The hardest part of life is the growing part ♪ | ♪ The hardest part of life is the growing part ♪ |
| 7 | 00:00:36,779 | 00:00:39,816 | ♪ You keep looking in the mirror wondering ♪ | ♪ You keep looking in the mirror wondering ♪ |
| 8 | 00:00:39,849 | 00:00:42,484 | ♪ When it's gonna start ♪ | ♪ When it's gonna start ♪ |
| 9 | 00:00:42,517 | 00:00:43,920 | ♪ So don't get down ♪ | ♪ So don't get down ♪ |
| 10 | 00:00:43,953 | 00:00:45,888 | ♪ There's a band coming through town ♪ | ♪ There's a band coming through town ♪ |
| 11 | 00:00:45,922 | 00:00:48,591 | ♪ Bodies moving, feet are shuffling ♪ | ♪ Bodies moving, feet are shuffling ♪ |
| 12 | 00:00:48,625 | 00:00:51,393 | ♪ Kids are grooving to the sound ♪ | ♪ Kids are grooving to the sound ♪ |
| 13 | 00:00:51,426 | 00:00:55,530 | ♪ The hardest part of life is the growing part ♪ | ♪ The hardest part of life is the growing part ♪ |
| 14 | 00:00:55,564 | 00:00:58,533 | ♪ You keep looking in the mirror wondering ♪ | ♪ You keep looking in the mirror wondering ♪ |
| 15 | 00:00:58,567 | 00:01:02,939 | ♪ When it's gonna start ♪ | ♪ When it's gonna start ♪ |
| 16 | 00:01:02,972 | 00:01:07,910 | ♪ When it's gonna start ♪ | ♪ When it's gonna start ♪ |
| 17 | 00:01:07,944 | 00:01:10,178 | ♪ When it's gonna ♪ | ♪ When it's gonna ♪ |
| 18 | 00:01:10,212 | 00:01:11,246 | SCOTT: Thank you. | SCOTT: Thank you. |
| 19 | 00:01:11,279 | 00:01:11,914 | Hello? | Hello? |
| 20 | 00:01:12,815 | 00:01:13,850 | Hey, Miriam. | Hey, Miriam. |
| 21 | 00:01:14,884 | 00:01:16,919 | 10:30, is he not home yet? | 10:30, is he not home yet? |
| 22 | 00:01:18,253 | 00:01:19,554 | (BETH SIGHING) | (BETH SIGHING) |
| 23 | 00:01:19,589 | 00:01:21,490 | Yeah, he's supposed to come straight home. | Yeah, he's supposed to come straight home. |
| 24 | 00:01:21,523 | 00:01:24,961 | Okay, let me call Lindsay and see if he's at Ryan's house. | Okay, let me call Lindsay and see if he's at Ryan's house. |
| 25 | 00:01:24,994 | 00:01:26,729 | Okay, I'll call you right back. | Okay, I'll call you right back. |
| 26 | 00:01:27,797 | 00:01:28,631 | Dammit, Gregory. | Dammit, Gregory. |
| 27 | 00:01:29,799 | 00:01:32,534 | ♪ I'm sure that you can't stand ♪ | ♪ I'm sure that you can't stand ♪ |
| 28 | 00:01:32,567 | 00:01:36,571 | ♪ The hardest part of life is the living part ♪ | ♪ The hardest part of life is the living part ♪ |
| 29 | 00:01:36,606 | 00:01:39,842 | ♪ You keep looking in the mirror wondering ♪ | ♪ You keep looking in the mirror wondering ♪ |
| 30 | 00:01:39,876 | 00:01:42,210 | ♪ When it's gonna start ♪ | ♪ When it's gonna start ♪ |
| 31 | 00:01:42,244 | 00:01:44,681 | ♪ So don't get gone ♪ | ♪ So don't get gone ♪ |
| 32 | 00:01:44,714 | 00:01:46,849 | Hi Lindsay, it's Beth. | Hi Lindsay, it's Beth. |
| 33 | 00:01:46,883 | 00:01:48,584 | I'm just wondering if the boys are at your place | I'm just wondering if the boys are at your place |
| 34 | 00:01:48,618 | 00:01:50,218 | because Gregory's not at home and he was supposed | because Gregory's not at home and he was supposed |
| 35 | 00:01:50,252 | 00:01:51,754 | to be home about an hour ago. | to be home about an hour ago. |
| 36 | 00:01:51,788 | 00:01:54,389 | So just call me back on my cell when you can, bye. | So just call me back on my cell when you can, bye. |
| 37 | 00:01:55,758 | 00:01:58,527 | ♪ Keep looking in the mirror wondering ♪ | ♪ Keep looking in the mirror wondering ♪ |
| 38 | 00:01:58,560 | 00:02:02,899 | ♪ When it's gonna start ♪ | ♪ When it's gonna start ♪ |
| 39 | 00:02:02,932 | 00:02:07,837 | ♪ When it's gonna start ♪ | ♪ When it's gonna start ♪ |
| 40 | 00:02:07,870 | 00:02:12,474 | ♪ When it's gonna start ♪ | ♪ When it's gonna start ♪ |
| 41 | 00:02:12,507 | 00:02:15,343 | ♪ When it's gonna ♪ | ♪ When it's gonna ♪ |
| 42 | 00:02:16,411 | 00:02:19,882 | (UPBEAT INSTRUMENTAL MUSIC) | (UPBEAT INSTRUMENTAL MUSIC) |
| 43 | 00:02:26,589 | 00:02:28,356 | Want more? | Want more? |
| 44 | 00:02:28,390 | 00:02:29,257 | I'm good. | I'm good. |
| 45 | 00:02:29,291 | 00:02:29,892 | Sure? | Sure? |
| 46 | 00:02:29,926 | 00:02:30,893 | Mhmm. | Mhmm. |
| 47 | 00:02:30,927 | 00:02:31,961 | Check? | Check? |
| 48 | 00:02:33,361 | 00:02:33,963 | Yeah. | Yeah. |
| 49 | 00:02:36,799 | 00:02:37,633 | Actually, | Actually, |
| 50 | 00:02:40,368 | 00:02:42,571 | could you sell me a bottle? | could you sell me a bottle? |
| 51 | 00:02:42,605 | 00:02:43,873 | BETH: Hello? | BETH: Hello? |
| 52 | 00:02:44,974 | 00:02:46,008 | Shit. | Shit. |
| 53 | 00:02:47,076 | 00:02:49,712 | (BETH SIGHING) | (BETH SIGHING) |
| 54 | 00:02:49,746 | 00:02:51,948 | Can you give me those? | Can you give me those? |
| 55 | 00:02:51,981 | 00:02:54,416 | ♪ Is the loving part ♪ | ♪ Is the loving part ♪ |
| 56 | 00:02:54,449 | 00:02:56,886 | ♪ She keeps looking ♪ | ♪ She keeps looking ♪ |
| 57 | 00:02:56,919 | 00:02:59,421 | Yeah, all right. All right. | Yeah, all right. All right. |
| 58 | 00:02:59,454 | 00:03:00,923 | I got something down here. | I got something down here. |
| 59 | 00:03:00,957 | 00:03:03,926 | (BOTTLES CLANGING) | (BOTTLES CLANGING) |
| 60 | 00:03:03,960 | 00:03:04,894 | How's that? | How's that? |
| 61 | 00:03:05,962 | 00:03:07,063 | - Work? - Yeah. | - Work? - Yeah. |
| 62 | 00:03:07,096 | 00:03:08,563 | BARTENDER: I'll get you a bag. | BARTENDER: I'll get you a bag. |
| 63 | 00:03:08,598 | 00:03:10,032 | SCOTT: Thanks. | SCOTT: Thanks. |
| 64 | 00:03:10,066 | 00:03:12,969 | ♪ The hardest part of life is the loving part ♪ | ♪ The hardest part of life is the loving part ♪ |
| 65 | 00:03:13,002 | 00:03:15,537 | ♪ She keeps looking at you, brother, ♪ | ♪ She keeps looking at you, brother, ♪ |
| 66 | 00:03:15,570 | 00:03:20,576 | ♪ Wondering when it's gonna start ♪ | ♪ Wondering when it's gonna start ♪ |
| 67 | 00:03:21,476 | 00:03:23,813 | ♪ When it's gonna start ♪ | ♪ When it's gonna start ♪ |
| 68 | 00:03:23,846 | 00:03:24,981 | There you go. | There you go. |
| 69 | 00:03:25,014 | 00:03:26,015 | Get some change. | Get some change. |
| 70 | 00:03:26,048 | 00:03:27,049 | No, that's all yours. | No, that's all yours. |
| 71 | 00:03:27,083 | 00:03:27,984 | BARTENDER: No, come on. | BARTENDER: No, come on. |
| 72 | 00:03:28,017 | 00:03:29,585 | No, the tip's on you man. | No, the tip's on you man. |
| 73 | 00:03:29,619 | 00:03:30,418 | BARTENDER: You sure? | BARTENDER: You sure? |
| 74 | 00:03:30,452 | 00:03:31,821 | Yeah, thanks. | Yeah, thanks. |
| 75 | 00:03:31,854 | 00:03:32,955 | BARTENDER: Thanks, bro. | BARTENDER: Thanks, bro. |
| 76 | 00:03:34,489 | 00:03:36,324 | Have a good night. | Have a good night. |
| 77 | 00:03:36,358 | 00:03:36,993 | You too. | You too. |
| 78 | 00:03:38,060 | 00:03:39,528 | Hi Miriam, sorry, | Hi Miriam, sorry, |
| 79 | 00:03:39,561 | 00:03:41,097 | my phone died. | my phone died. |
| 80 | 00:03:41,130 | 00:03:44,700 | Okay, I just walked into work, any news? | Okay, I just walked into work, any news? |
| 81 | 00:03:46,434 | 00:03:47,369 | Okay, well. | Okay, well. |
| 82 | 00:03:47,402 | 00:03:48,570 | (ALARM RINGING LOUDLY) | (ALARM RINGING LOUDLY) |
| 83 | 00:03:48,604 | 00:03:49,605 | Oh shit, can you hold on one second? | Oh shit, can you hold on one second? |
| 84 | 00:03:54,811 | 00:03:58,014 | (ALARM RINGING LOUDLY) | (ALARM RINGING LOUDLY) |
| 85 | 00:04:04,754 | 00:04:07,422 | (DOOR CLICKING) | (DOOR CLICKING) |
| 86 | 00:04:11,493 | 00:04:13,562 | (DOOR CLICKING) | (DOOR CLICKING) |
| 87 | 00:04:13,596 | 00:04:15,965 | (ALARM STOPPING RINGING) | (ALARM STOPPING RINGING) |
| 88 | 00:04:15,998 | 00:04:17,033 | Okay. | Okay. |
| 89 | 00:04:18,935 | 00:04:22,071 | (DOOR CLICKING) | (DOOR CLICKING) |
| 90 | 00:04:22,104 | 00:04:24,006 | (FOOTSTEPS CLICKING ON STEPS) | (FOOTSTEPS CLICKING ON STEPS) |
| 91 | 00:04:24,040 | 00:04:26,976 | (RELAXING PIANO MUSIC) | (RELAXING PIANO MUSIC) |
| 92 | 00:04:27,009 | 00:04:31,379 | (EMERGENCY VEHICLE SIREN RINGING) | (EMERGENCY VEHICLE SIREN RINGING) |
| 93 | 00:04:36,052 | 00:04:37,419 | Hello? | Hello? |
| 94 | 00:04:37,452 | 00:04:38,855 | Hi, I'm so, | Hi, I'm so, |
| 95 | 00:04:38,888 | 00:04:40,857 | so sorry, I forgot to disarm the security system. | so sorry, I forgot to disarm the security system. |
| 96 | 00:04:41,924 | 00:04:42,992 | Okay, I'm here. | Okay, I'm here. |
| 97 | 00:04:43,025 | 00:04:44,894 | I'm gonna find a charger, | I'm gonna find a charger, |
| 98 | 00:04:44,927 | 00:04:45,761 | plug in my phone, | plug in my phone, |
| 99 | 00:04:45,795 | 00:04:46,929 | call Ryan's mom back, | call Ryan's mom back, |
| 100 | 00:04:46,963 | 00:04:48,598 | see if he's there. | see if he's there. |
| 101 | 00:04:48,631 | 00:04:51,167 | And actually, in the meantime can you call me back | And actually, in the meantime can you call me back |
| 102 | 00:04:51,200 | 00:04:55,370 | at 866-555-8221? | at 866-555-8221? |
| 103 | 00:04:57,139 | 00:05:01,043 | Yeah, it's 555-8221. | Yeah, it's 555-8221. |
| 104 | 00:05:02,011 | 00:05:05,447 | Okay and I know I'm a broken record at this point, | Okay and I know I'm a broken record at this point, |
| 105 | 00:05:05,480 | 00:05:08,050 | Miriam, but I don't know why he didn't come home. | Miriam, but I don't know why he didn't come home. |
| 106 | 00:05:09,151 | 00:05:10,686 | He was supposed to be there so. | He was supposed to be there so. |
| 107 | 00:05:13,856 | 00:05:15,423 | You are a godsend. | You are a godsend. |
| 108 | 00:05:16,225 | 00:05:19,161 | Okay, I'll call you the second I hear anything. | Okay, I'll call you the second I hear anything. |
| 109 | 00:05:19,195 | 00:05:20,663 | Okay, bye-bye. | Okay, bye-bye. |
| 110 | 00:05:20,696 | 00:05:24,867 | (SLOW OMINOUS INSTRUMENTAL MUSIC) | (SLOW OMINOUS INSTRUMENTAL MUSIC) |
| 111 | 00:05:50,159 | 00:05:53,428 | (VEHICLE HUMMING BY) | (VEHICLE HUMMING BY) |
| 112 | 00:06:41,243 | 00:06:43,913 | (DOOR CLICKING) | (DOOR CLICKING) |
| 113 | 00:06:45,547 | 00:06:46,882 | (DOOR CLICKING) | (DOOR CLICKING) |
| 114 | 00:06:46,916 | 00:06:49,585 | (DOOR CLICKING) | (DOOR CLICKING) |
| 115 | 00:07:13,709 | 00:07:17,213 | (EMERGENCY SIREN RINGING) | (EMERGENCY SIREN RINGING) |
| 116 | 00:07:20,216 | 00:07:23,085 | (DOOR CLICKING) | (DOOR CLICKING) |
| 117 | 00:08:10,299 | 00:08:12,902 | (DOOR BANGING) | (DOOR BANGING) |
| 118 | 00:08:40,129 | 00:08:42,798 | (KEYS CLANGING) | (KEYS CLANGING) |
| 119 | 00:09:07,056 | 00:09:10,893 | (ALCOHOL SWISHING INTO GLASS) | (ALCOHOL SWISHING INTO GLASS) |
| 120 | 00:09:13,929 | 00:09:15,731 | Hi Jeff, it's Beth. | Hi Jeff, it's Beth. |
| 121 | 00:09:15,764 | 00:09:20,302 | Look, I have a thing that might not be a thing | Look, I have a thing that might not be a thing |
| 122 | 00:09:20,336 | 00:09:23,038 | but I was just wondering if there was anyone else available | but I was just wondering if there was anyone else available |
| 123 | 00:09:23,072 | 00:09:24,406 | to come in tonight to cover me? | to come in tonight to cover me? |
| 124 | 00:09:26,442 | 00:09:27,776 | Yeah, just call me back at work, | Yeah, just call me back at work, |
| 125 | 00:09:27,810 | 00:09:29,211 | I'm here, bye. | I'm here, bye. |
| 126 | 00:09:30,212 | 00:09:33,983 | (PHONE THUDDING ON RECEIVER) | (PHONE THUDDING ON RECEIVER) |
| 127 | 00:09:58,841 | 00:10:02,278 | (LIGHT CLICKING ON) | (LIGHT CLICKING ON) |
| 128 | 00:10:02,311 | 00:10:04,280 | (PHONE CLICKING) | (PHONE CLICKING) |
| 129 | 00:10:04,313 | 00:10:08,050 | (ROTARY PHONE DIAL CLICKING) | (ROTARY PHONE DIAL CLICKING) |
| 130 | 00:10:21,063 | 00:10:24,800 | (PHONE AUDIBLE RINGING TONE) | (PHONE AUDIBLE RINGING TONE) |
| 131 | 00:10:32,174 | 00:10:33,108 | ANSWERING MACHINE: Hey, it's Emily. | ANSWERING MACHINE: Hey, it's Emily. |
| 132 | 00:10:33,142 | 00:10:34,343 | Leave a message after the beep. | Leave a message after the beep. |
| 133 | 00:10:34,376 | 00:10:35,744 | You know what to do. | You know what to do. |
| 134 | 00:10:35,778 | 00:10:39,882 | (ANSWERING MACHINE BEEPING) | (ANSWERING MACHINE BEEPING) |
| 135 | 00:10:39,915 | 00:10:43,419 | (PHONE THUDDING ON RECEIVER) | (PHONE THUDDING ON RECEIVER) |
| 136 | 00:10:53,829 | 00:10:57,433 | (SLIDING DOOR HUMMING SMOOTHLY) | (SLIDING DOOR HUMMING SMOOTHLY) |
| 137 | 00:10:57,466 | 00:10:59,401 | (GREGORY SIGHING) | (GREGORY SIGHING) |
| 138 | 00:10:59,435 | 00:11:03,005 | (SOMBER INSTRUMENTAL MUSIC) | (SOMBER INSTRUMENTAL MUSIC) |
| 139 | 00:11:20,489 | 00:11:21,557 | (SCOTT SIGHING) | (SCOTT SIGHING) |
| 140 | 00:11:21,591 | 00:11:25,361 | (EMERGENCY SIREN RINGING) | (EMERGENCY SIREN RINGING) |
| 141 | 00:12:29,425 | 00:12:31,160 | Fucking kidding me. | Fucking kidding me. |
| 142 | 00:12:36,666 | 00:12:39,868 | (TELEPHONE RINGING) | (TELEPHONE RINGING) |
| 143 | 00:12:45,974 | 00:12:47,176 | Hey Miriam, is he home? | Hey Miriam, is he home? |
| 144 | 00:12:49,579 | 00:12:50,580 | Miriam? | Miriam? |
| 145 | 00:12:52,314 | 00:12:53,115 | Hello? | Hello? |
| 146 | 00:12:58,287 | 00:13:01,957 | (TELEPHONE BUTTONS CLICKING) | (TELEPHONE BUTTONS CLICKING) |
| 147 | 00:13:10,633 | 00:13:12,234 | Hi Miriam, did you just call? | Hi Miriam, did you just call? |
| 148 | 00:13:13,135 | 00:13:14,671 | Oh. | Oh. |
| 149 | 00:13:14,704 | 00:13:16,538 | Okay, is he home? | Okay, is he home? |
| 150 | 00:13:18,608 | 00:13:19,441 | Okay. | Okay. |
| 151 | 00:13:20,376 | 00:13:22,645 | I'll talk to you soon, I guess. | I'll talk to you soon, I guess. |
| 152 | 00:13:22,679 | 00:13:24,681 | Okay thanks, yeah, bye. | Okay thanks, yeah, bye. |
| 153 | 00:13:24,714 | 00:13:27,516 | (PHONE THUDDING ON RECEIVER) | (PHONE THUDDING ON RECEIVER) |
| 154 | 00:13:27,549 | 00:13:31,286 | (ROTARY PHONE DIAL CLICKING) | (ROTARY PHONE DIAL CLICKING) |
| 155 | 00:13:36,358 | 00:13:40,195 | (PHONE AUDIBLE RINGING TONE) | (PHONE AUDIBLE RINGING TONE) |
| 156 | 00:13:57,146 | 00:13:57,946 | ANSWERING MACHINE: Hi, you've reached | ANSWERING MACHINE: Hi, you've reached |
| 157 | 00:13:57,980 | 00:13:59,181 | (INDISTINCT) | (INDISTINCT) |
| 158 | 00:13:59,214 | 00:14:01,016 | Our business hours are Monday to Friday, | Our business hours are Monday to Friday, |
| 159 | 00:14:01,049 | 00:14:02,217 | 08:00 a.m. to 05:00 p.m.. | 08:00 a.m. to 05:00 p.m.. |
| 160 | 00:14:06,422 | 00:14:10,159 | (PHONE THUDDING ON RECEIVER) | (PHONE THUDDING ON RECEIVER) |
| 161 | 00:14:17,332 | 00:14:21,069 | (ROTARY PHONE DIAL CLICKING) | (ROTARY PHONE DIAL CLICKING) |
| 162 | 00:14:33,616 | 00:14:36,619 | (TELEPHONE RINGING) | (TELEPHONE RINGING) |
| 163 | 00:14:47,095 | 00:14:50,733 | (PLASTIC GLOVE SNAPPING) | (PLASTIC GLOVE SNAPPING) |
| 164 | 00:14:50,767 | 00:14:51,567 | Hello? | Hello? |
| 165 | 00:14:52,702 | 00:14:53,703 | Miriam? | Miriam? |
| 166 | 00:14:53,736 | 00:14:55,070 | Hello. | Hello. |
| 167 | 00:14:55,103 | 00:14:56,405 | Hello. | Hello. |
| 168 | 00:14:56,438 | 00:14:58,407 | Sorry sir, we're closed. | Sorry sir, we're closed. |
| 169 | 00:15:00,442 | 00:15:01,711 | You're closed? | You're closed? |
| 170 | 00:15:03,580 | 00:15:07,015 | Yeah, the night programs don't even go this late | Yeah, the night programs don't even go this late |
| 171 | 00:15:07,049 | 00:15:09,451 | and I'm only here a few nights a week. | and I'm only here a few nights a week. |
| 172 | 00:15:11,754 | 00:15:13,623 | You're a volunteer? | You're a volunteer? |
| 173 | 00:15:13,656 | 00:15:14,523 | (BETH CHUCKLING) | (BETH CHUCKLING) |
| 174 | 00:15:14,556 | 00:15:15,692 | Well, with what they pay me it kind | Well, with what they pay me it kind |
| 175 | 00:15:15,725 | 00:15:17,326 | of feels like it, yes. | of feels like it, yes. |
| 176 | 00:15:19,829 | 00:15:24,066 | Okay, but are you working tonight? | Okay, but are you working tonight? |
| 177 | 00:15:24,099 | 00:15:28,303 | Yeah, but I actually don't usually answer the phones. | Yeah, but I actually don't usually answer the phones. |
| 178 | 00:15:30,740 | 00:15:31,774 | Okay. | Okay. |
| 179 | 00:15:33,141 | 00:15:33,743 | Sir? | Sir? |
| 180 | 00:15:35,143 | 00:15:37,179 | Who's answering the phones? | Who's answering the phones? |
| 181 | 00:15:37,212 | 00:15:38,681 | No one, no one tonight. | No one, no one tonight. |
| 182 | 00:15:42,752 | 00:15:43,753 | Sir, | Sir, |
| 183 | 00:15:44,621 | 00:15:47,122 | can I take a message for you or something? | can I take a message for you or something? |
| 184 | 00:15:48,357 | 00:15:49,558 | A message? | A message? |
| 185 | 00:15:49,592 | 00:15:51,126 | Yeah, they'll call you back tomorrow | Yeah, they'll call you back tomorrow |
| 186 | 00:15:51,159 | 00:15:53,596 | or I guess when they're in next. | or I guess when they're in next. |
| 187 | 00:15:54,697 | 00:15:56,799 | People leave messages? | People leave messages? |
| 188 | 00:15:56,833 | 00:15:58,066 | Yeah. | Yeah. |
| 189 | 00:15:59,669 | 00:16:01,370 | What do they say, | What do they say, |
| 190 | 00:16:01,403 | 00:16:02,639 | I need help? | I need help? |
| 191 | 00:16:03,706 | 00:16:04,540 | Yeah, sure. | Yeah, sure. |
| 192 | 00:16:06,275 | 00:16:08,210 | And then you call people back? | And then you call people back? |
| 193 | 00:16:08,243 | 00:16:08,845 | Well, I don't. | Well, I don't. |
| 194 | 00:16:08,878 | 00:16:09,712 | I'm just a student. | I'm just a student. |
| 195 | 00:16:12,882 | 00:16:14,449 | Like you're in training? | Like you're in training? |
| 196 | 00:16:14,483 | 00:16:15,350 | Yes. Yeah. | Yes. Yeah. |
| 197 | 00:16:15,384 | 00:16:17,052 | I'm in a program here. | I'm in a program here. |
| 198 | 00:16:18,855 | 00:16:20,088 | Sir? | Sir? |
| 199 | 00:16:21,791 | 00:16:23,225 | I'm sorry. I'm confused. | I'm sorry. I'm confused. |
| 200 | 00:16:24,594 | 00:16:27,496 | You're in training but you're by yourself | You're in training but you're by yourself |
| 201 | 00:16:28,598 | 00:16:30,198 | and you don't answer the phone so | and you don't answer the phone so |
| 202 | 00:16:34,303 | 00:16:35,772 | what if people call? | what if people call? |
| 203 | 00:16:36,839 | 00:16:38,173 | It's not my problem. | It's not my problem. |
| 204 | 00:16:38,206 | 00:16:39,308 | They'll leave a message. | They'll leave a message. |
| 205 | 00:16:39,341 | 00:16:40,777 | Look, listen sir, | Look, listen sir, |
| 206 | 00:16:40,810 | 00:16:41,711 | I need to leave this line open in case someone calls me | I need to leave this line open in case someone calls me |
| 207 | 00:16:41,744 | 00:16:43,580 | about my son. | about my son. |
| 208 | 00:16:43,613 | 00:16:45,247 | Is your son okay? | Is your son okay? |
| 209 | 00:16:45,280 | 00:16:47,316 | He won't be if he doesn't get his ass home. | He won't be if he doesn't get his ass home. |
| 210 | 00:16:47,349 | 00:16:49,652 | (BETH SIGHING) | (BETH SIGHING) |
| 211 | 00:16:49,686 | 00:16:50,820 | And how old is he? | And how old is he? |
| 212 | 00:16:52,855 | 00:16:54,156 | He is 12 | He is 12 |
| 213 | 00:16:55,658 | 00:16:56,893 | going on 20. | going on 20. |
| 214 | 00:16:56,926 | 00:17:00,462 | (SCOTT CHUCKLING) | (SCOTT CHUCKLING) |
| 215 | 00:17:00,495 | 00:17:01,396 | Troublemaker? | Troublemaker? |
| 216 | 00:17:01,430 | 00:17:02,765 | No, not exactly. | No, not exactly. |
| 217 | 00:17:05,167 | 00:17:08,136 | He when to go see a movie with his friend | He when to go see a movie with his friend |
| 218 | 00:17:08,170 | 00:17:10,840 | and now he's not home to watch his little brother | and now he's not home to watch his little brother |
| 219 | 00:17:10,873 | 00:17:14,476 | and my sitter has to stay late and I don't even pay her, | and my sitter has to stay late and I don't even pay her, |
| 220 | 00:17:14,509 | 00:17:16,579 | so that makes me feel terrible. | so that makes me feel terrible. |
| 221 | 00:17:20,817 | 00:17:21,618 | Hello? | Hello? |
| 222 | 00:17:21,651 | 00:17:22,551 | It sounds like... | It sounds like... |
| 223 | 00:17:23,586 | 00:17:24,587 | Well, you know what, | Well, you know what, |
| 224 | 00:17:24,621 | 00:17:26,388 | spaghetti nights are supposed to be so simple. | spaghetti nights are supposed to be so simple. |
| 225 | 00:17:27,356 | 00:17:28,791 | What is spaghetti night? | What is spaghetti night? |
| 226 | 00:17:28,825 | 00:17:30,258 | Oh, it's something that me | Oh, it's something that me |
| 227 | 00:17:30,292 | 00:17:31,694 | and my parents do every Thursday but | and my parents do every Thursday but |
| 228 | 00:17:32,929 | 00:17:35,865 | being a single mom with two jobs and school, | being a single mom with two jobs and school, |
| 229 | 00:17:35,898 | 00:17:37,532 | it doesn't always pan out. | it doesn't always pan out. |
| 230 | 00:17:39,201 | 00:17:40,770 | Well, I mean, | Well, I mean, |
| 231 | 00:17:40,803 | 00:17:42,605 | it's just spaghetti. | it's just spaghetti. |
| 232 | 00:17:42,639 | 00:17:43,606 | I'm sure they'll get over it. | I'm sure they'll get over it. |
| 233 | 00:17:43,640 | 00:17:45,273 | No, that's not the thing. | No, that's not the thing. |
| 234 | 00:17:45,307 | 00:17:47,577 | They rotate picking activities every week | They rotate picking activities every week |
| 235 | 00:17:47,610 | 00:17:49,946 | and Gregory really wanted to go see the ballgame | and Gregory really wanted to go see the ballgame |
| 236 | 00:17:49,979 | 00:17:53,215 | and my friend got us tickets I could never afford | and my friend got us tickets I could never afford |
| 237 | 00:17:53,248 | 00:17:55,417 | and of course someone called me in to come to work | and of course someone called me in to come to work |
| 238 | 00:17:55,450 | 00:17:56,886 | and I really need the cash. | and I really need the cash. |
| 239 | 00:17:56,919 | 00:17:59,689 | (WATER TRICKLING) | (WATER TRICKLING) |
| 240 | 00:17:59,722 | 00:18:01,289 | But he got to see a movie? | But he got to see a movie? |
| 241 | 00:18:01,323 | 00:18:03,660 | Yeah, that I had to pay for, | Yeah, that I had to pay for, |
| 242 | 00:18:03,693 | 00:18:05,928 | and his friend out of guilt. | and his friend out of guilt. |
| 243 | 00:18:05,962 | 00:18:07,730 | Plus popcorn, you know. | Plus popcorn, you know. |
| 244 | 00:18:07,764 | 00:18:08,965 | Come to think of it, | Come to think of it, |
| 245 | 00:18:08,998 | 00:18:10,767 | I'm not even making that much extra money | I'm not even making that much extra money |
| 246 | 00:18:10,800 | 00:18:12,902 | on this shift so I should've just said no. | on this shift so I should've just said no. |
| 247 | 00:18:15,537 | 00:18:17,305 | I'm so sorry, sir. | I'm so sorry, sir. |
| 248 | 00:18:18,941 | 00:18:21,611 | I completely just unloaded on you there. | I completely just unloaded on you there. |
| 249 | 00:18:21,644 | 00:18:22,879 | That's okay, | That's okay, |
| 250 | 00:18:24,312 | 00:18:25,882 | kids have that effect. | kids have that effect. |
| 251 | 00:18:25,915 | 00:18:27,249 | Yeah, you have kids? | Yeah, you have kids? |
| 252 | 00:18:28,283 | 00:18:28,918 | I used to. | I used to. |
| 253 | 00:18:29,852 | 00:18:30,887 | Used to? | Used to? |
| 254 | 00:18:30,920 | 00:18:32,889 | How old is your other boy? | How old is your other boy? |
| 255 | 00:18:32,922 | 00:18:33,990 | He's seven. | He's seven. |
| 256 | 00:18:34,023 | 00:18:37,794 | Look sir, can I take a message for you or something? | Look sir, can I take a message for you or something? |
| 257 | 00:18:43,398 | 00:18:48,004 | I was just calling the number to talk to someone. | I was just calling the number to talk to someone. |
| 258 | 00:18:48,037 | 00:18:50,439 | - (TELEPHONE RINGING) - Can you hold on one second? | - (TELEPHONE RINGING) - Can you hold on one second? |
| 259 | 00:18:50,472 | 00:18:53,976 | (PHONE THUDDING ON TABLE) | (PHONE THUDDING ON TABLE) |
| 260 | 00:18:56,012 | 00:18:56,846 | Hello? | Hello? |
| 261 | 00:18:58,480 | 00:19:00,950 | Hi Jeff, yes, it's Beth. | Hi Jeff, yes, it's Beth. |
| 262 | 00:19:00,983 | 00:19:04,519 | Look, I have a thing with my son. | Look, I have a thing with my son. |
| 263 | 00:19:04,553 | 00:19:08,991 | He's not home and I was just wondering if there was anybody | He's not home and I was just wondering if there was anybody |
| 264 | 00:19:09,025 | 00:19:10,960 | that could come in and cover my shift tonight | that could come in and cover my shift tonight |
| 265 | 00:19:10,993 | 00:19:12,695 | in case I have to go find him? | in case I have to go find him? |
| 266 | 00:19:16,999 | 00:19:18,567 | Yeah, just hold on one second. | Yeah, just hold on one second. |
| 267 | 00:19:21,037 | 00:19:25,007 | (TELEPHONE BUTTONS CLICKING) | (TELEPHONE BUTTONS CLICKING) |
| 268 | 00:19:25,041 | 00:19:27,844 | (BETH SIGHING) | (BETH SIGHING) |
| 269 | 00:19:34,416 | 00:19:37,820 | Miriam, just checking is he home? | Miriam, just checking is he home? |
| 270 | 00:19:38,921 | 00:19:40,923 | Okay, I'll call you back later. | Okay, I'll call you back later. |
| 271 | 00:19:41,924 | 00:19:42,959 | Yeah. | Yeah. |
| 272 | 00:19:45,393 | 00:19:46,796 | Jeff, he is not home. | Jeff, he is not home. |
| 273 | 00:19:48,865 | 00:19:49,699 | I know. | I know. |
| 274 | 00:19:52,835 | 00:19:54,402 | Yeah. | Yeah. |
| 275 | 00:19:54,436 | 00:19:55,270 | Okay. | Okay. |
| 276 | 00:19:57,106 | 00:19:59,307 | I'll talk to you soon, bye. | I'll talk to you soon, bye. |
| 277 | 00:19:59,341 | 00:20:02,344 | (PHONE THUDDING ON RECEIVER) | (PHONE THUDDING ON RECEIVER) |
| 278 | 00:20:02,377 | 00:20:04,947 | (BETH SIGHING) | (BETH SIGHING) |
| 279 | 00:20:13,122 | 00:20:16,993 | (SOMBER INSTRUMENTAL MUSIC) | (SOMBER INSTRUMENTAL MUSIC) |
| 280 | 00:20:27,003 | 00:20:30,940 | (RUBBISH THUDDING IN TRASHCAN) | (RUBBISH THUDDING IN TRASHCAN) |
| 281 | 00:21:01,137 | 00:21:02,038 | Oh fuck, shit. | Oh fuck, shit. |
| 282 | 00:21:15,685 | 00:21:16,518 | Hello? | Hello? |
| 283 | 00:21:20,590 | 00:21:21,423 | Hello? | Hello? |
| 284 | 00:21:22,792 | 00:21:23,626 | Hello? | Hello? |
| 285 | 00:21:25,094 | 00:21:26,329 | Sir, I'm sorry. | Sir, I'm sorry. |
| 286 | 00:21:29,031 | 00:21:30,032 | Hello? | Hello? |
| 287 | 00:21:30,066 | 00:21:30,900 | Hello. | Hello. |
| 288 | 00:21:31,801 | 00:21:33,401 | Yes, I'm sorry. | Yes, I'm sorry. |
| 289 | 00:21:35,570 | 00:21:37,439 | What is this? | What is this? |
| 290 | 00:21:37,472 | 00:21:38,074 | Excuse me? | Excuse me? |
| 291 | 00:21:46,949 | 00:21:51,386 | Is this 1866-555-8221? | Is this 1866-555-8221? |
| 292 | 00:21:52,188 | 00:21:53,388 | Yeah. | Yeah. |
| 293 | 00:21:56,659 | 00:21:57,727 | Where did I call? | Where did I call? |
| 294 | 00:21:57,760 | 00:21:58,560 | Gateway. | Gateway. |
| 295 | 00:21:59,662 | 00:22:00,462 | What's that? | What's that? |
| 296 | 00:22:00,495 | 00:22:01,597 | Gateway Career Center. | Gateway Career Center. |
| 297 | 00:22:06,636 | 00:22:07,803 | (SCOTT CHUCKLING) | (SCOTT CHUCKLING) |
| 298 | 00:22:07,837 | 00:22:08,671 | What's so funny? | What's so funny? |
| 299 | 00:22:11,140 | 00:22:14,010 | I've been staring at that number for a long time. | I've been staring at that number for a long time. |
| 300 | 00:22:14,043 | 00:22:14,877 | Okay. | Okay. |
| 301 | 00:22:17,545 | 00:22:19,148 | They got up one of those posters? | They got up one of those posters? |
| 302 | 00:22:19,181 | 00:22:20,548 | Oh yeah, the bus ads. | Oh yeah, the bus ads. |
| 303 | 00:22:22,484 | 00:22:23,119 | No, | No, |
| 304 | 00:22:26,155 | 00:22:26,956 | one of those, | one of those, |
| 305 | 00:22:28,824 | 00:22:29,692 | you're not alone, | you're not alone, |
| 306 | 00:22:31,060 | 00:22:31,894 | if you need help | if you need help |
| 307 | 00:22:33,963 | 00:22:34,964 | call this number? | call this number? |
| 308 | 00:22:37,667 | 00:22:38,566 | I'm sorry, sir, | I'm sorry, sir, |
| 309 | 00:22:38,601 | 00:22:39,635 | what do you need help with? | what do you need help with? |
| 310 | 00:22:43,139 | 00:22:44,506 | Today's a bad day. | Today's a bad day. |
| 311 | 00:22:47,143 | 00:22:48,844 | It's been a pretty shitty year and | It's been a pretty shitty year and |
| 312 | 00:22:52,782 | 00:22:54,684 | I just didn't wanna feel alone. | I just didn't wanna feel alone. |
| 313 | 00:22:59,121 | 00:23:00,790 | You were calling a helpline? | You were calling a helpline? |
| 314 | 00:23:01,958 | 00:23:02,792 | Yeah. | Yeah. |
| 315 | 00:23:03,960 | 00:23:04,794 | I thought so. | I thought so. |
| 316 | 00:23:06,195 | 00:23:07,029 | Just | Just |
| 317 | 00:23:09,531 | 00:23:11,033 | wanna be talking with someone. | wanna be talking with someone. |
| 318 | 00:23:20,776 | 00:23:21,577 | Hello? | Hello? |
| 319 | 00:23:21,610 | 00:23:22,244 | Yes. | Yes. |
| 320 | 00:23:24,013 | 00:23:25,214 | I thought maybe you hung up on me. | I thought maybe you hung up on me. |
| 321 | 00:23:25,247 | 00:23:26,115 | No. No. | No. No. |
| 322 | 00:23:29,652 | 00:23:31,854 | I just, I didn't know what to say. | I just, I didn't know what to say. |
| 323 | 00:23:33,956 | 00:23:34,924 | Is your son okay? | Is your son okay? |
| 324 | 00:23:36,225 | 00:23:37,059 | What? | What? |
| 325 | 00:23:38,060 | 00:23:42,231 | Your son, you said you were waiting for someone | Your son, you said you were waiting for someone |
| 326 | 00:23:42,264 | 00:23:44,266 | to call about him and then you put me on hold. | to call about him and then you put me on hold. |
| 327 | 00:23:44,300 | 00:23:46,602 | I know, I was just calling someone | I know, I was just calling someone |
| 328 | 00:23:46,635 | 00:23:48,104 | to cover my shift tonight. | to cover my shift tonight. |
| 329 | 00:23:49,872 | 00:23:54,744 | Well, I sincerely hope that everything's okay | Well, I sincerely hope that everything's okay |
| 330 | 00:23:54,777 | 00:23:55,644 | with your son. | with your son. |
| 331 | 00:23:55,678 | 00:23:57,246 | Sir, are you okay? | Sir, are you okay? |
| 332 | 00:23:57,279 | 00:23:58,814 | You're slurring your words. | You're slurring your words. |
| 333 | 00:24:00,783 | 00:24:02,184 | I was at the bar earlier. | I was at the bar earlier. |
| 334 | 00:24:04,120 | 00:24:05,553 | Okay, so your drunk? | Okay, so your drunk? |
| 335 | 00:24:06,722 | 00:24:08,224 | I can't even tell anymore. | I can't even tell anymore. |
| 336 | 00:24:09,025 | 00:24:11,127 | Are you sure that's a good idea? | Are you sure that's a good idea? |
| 337 | 00:24:14,730 | 00:24:15,563 | Yeah. | Yeah. |
| 338 | 00:24:17,833 | 00:24:18,634 | Okay. | Okay. |
| 339 | 00:24:18,667 | 00:24:20,302 | You go out much? | You go out much? |
| 340 | 00:24:20,336 | 00:24:21,170 | No. | No. |
| 341 | 00:24:22,671 | 00:24:25,941 | No, I don't have the time or the money. | No, I don't have the time or the money. |
| 342 | 00:24:27,343 | 00:24:30,212 | The money part I get but don't anyone tell you | The money part I get but don't anyone tell you |
| 343 | 00:24:30,246 | 00:24:33,015 | that you don't have time to drink. | that you don't have time to drink. |
| 344 | 00:24:34,183 | 00:24:35,351 | I spend most of my time working | I spend most of my time working |
| 345 | 00:24:35,384 | 00:24:38,120 | so I can make a better life for my boys who I never see. | so I can make a better life for my boys who I never see. |
| 346 | 00:24:38,154 | 00:24:40,122 | So I hope they appreciate that one day. | So I hope they appreciate that one day. |
| 347 | 00:24:41,991 | 00:24:42,825 | They will | They will |
| 348 | 00:24:44,860 | 00:24:45,895 | and then they won't. | and then they won't. |
| 349 | 00:24:48,964 | 00:24:52,234 | And after therapy they might again. | And after therapy they might again. |
| 350 | 00:24:52,268 | 00:24:53,669 | Please don't say that. | Please don't say that. |
| 351 | 00:24:56,338 | 00:24:58,374 | Therapy was the only hope I had for my daughter | Therapy was the only hope I had for my daughter |
| 352 | 00:24:58,407 | 00:24:59,574 | to talk to me. | to talk to me. |
| 353 | 00:25:00,643 | 00:25:02,578 | Your daughter doesn't talk to you? | Your daughter doesn't talk to you? |
| 354 | 00:25:03,679 | 00:25:05,581 | Yeah, she lives in another city. | Yeah, she lives in another city. |
| 355 | 00:25:06,582 | 00:25:09,618 | Oh, is that why you said you used to have kids? | Oh, is that why you said you used to have kids? |
| 356 | 00:25:12,955 | 00:25:13,789 | Is it? | Is it? |
| 357 | 00:25:14,890 | 00:25:15,724 | No. | No. |
| 358 | 00:25:17,193 | 00:25:18,327 | I had a son. | I had a son. |
| 359 | 00:25:19,395 | 00:25:20,229 | Okay. | Okay. |
| 360 | 00:25:23,299 | 00:25:24,133 | He died. | He died. |
| 361 | 00:25:26,001 | 00:25:27,336 | I'm so, so sorry. | I'm so, so sorry. |
| 362 | 00:25:27,369 | 00:25:31,407 | No don't. | No don't. |
| 363 | 00:25:31,440 | 00:25:35,711 | Some days it feels like it was a lifetime ago | Some days it feels like it was a lifetime ago |
| 364 | 00:25:38,280 | 00:25:39,315 | today. | today. |
| 365 | 00:25:41,717 | 00:25:43,619 | It was four years ago today. | It was four years ago today. |
| 366 | 00:25:48,023 | 00:25:48,858 | I mean, | I mean, |
| 367 | 00:25:49,892 | 00:25:50,826 | I can't imagine. | I can't imagine. |
| 368 | 00:25:52,761 | 00:25:54,330 | If anything happened tot my boys... | If anything happened tot my boys... |
| 369 | 00:25:58,367 | 00:25:59,368 | You'd drink a lot, | You'd drink a lot, |
| 370 | 00:25:59,401 | 00:26:00,236 | call a helpline? | call a helpline? |
| 371 | 00:26:02,304 | 00:26:03,806 | Yeah, I probably would. | Yeah, I probably would. |
| 372 | 00:26:06,709 | 00:26:08,144 | So you're drinking right now? | So you're drinking right now? |
| 373 | 00:26:10,079 | 00:26:10,913 | No. | No. |
| 374 | 00:26:12,281 | 00:26:13,115 | Okay. | Okay. |
| 375 | 00:26:14,783 | 00:26:16,018 | What's your name? | What's your name? |
| 376 | 00:26:17,820 | 00:26:18,687 | Scott. | Scott. |
| 377 | 00:26:18,721 | 00:26:19,989 | Scott, | Scott, |
| 378 | 00:26:20,022 | 00:26:20,856 | hi Scott. | hi Scott. |
| 379 | 00:26:22,491 | 00:26:24,026 | Wait, why do you need my name? | Wait, why do you need my name? |
| 380 | 00:26:24,059 | 00:26:26,128 | I just wanna know who I'm talking to. | I just wanna know who I'm talking to. |
| 381 | 00:26:30,966 | 00:26:33,869 | I'm sorry, you're working and I'm bothering you. | I'm sorry, you're working and I'm bothering you. |
| 382 | 00:26:33,903 | 00:26:35,404 | No Scott, it's totally fine. | No Scott, it's totally fine. |
| 383 | 00:26:36,372 | 00:26:37,406 | Scott, | Scott, |
| 384 | 00:26:43,846 | 00:26:45,848 | do you have anyone else that you could talk | do you have anyone else that you could talk |
| 385 | 00:26:45,881 | 00:26:48,117 | to like friends or family? | to like friends or family? |
| 386 | 00:26:48,150 | 00:26:51,320 | No, my family doesn't want anything to do with me. | No, my family doesn't want anything to do with me. |
| 387 | 00:26:51,353 | 00:26:53,722 | Co-workers or a girlfriend? | Co-workers or a girlfriend? |
| 388 | 00:26:55,424 | 00:26:57,726 | You think someone calls a suicide hotline if | You think someone calls a suicide hotline if |
| 389 | 00:26:59,061 | 00:27:00,462 | people care about them? | people care about them? |
| 390 | 00:27:03,999 | 00:27:05,467 | Are you thinking about suicide? | Are you thinking about suicide? |
| 391 | 00:27:11,240 | 00:27:13,842 | - I should let you go. - Scott, no. | - I should let you go. - Scott, no. |
| 392 | 00:27:13,876 | 00:27:15,444 | It's absolutely fine. | It's absolutely fine. |
| 393 | 00:27:17,379 | 00:27:18,747 | Do you think about that a lot? | Do you think about that a lot? |
| 394 | 00:27:18,781 | 00:27:19,915 | Did you get your shift covered? | Did you get your shift covered? |
| 395 | 00:27:22,952 | 00:27:23,786 | No. | No. |
| 396 | 00:27:26,422 | 00:27:28,257 | I actually should keep cleaning. | I actually should keep cleaning. |
| 397 | 00:27:30,426 | 00:27:31,460 | Cleaning? | Cleaning? |
| 398 | 00:27:35,030 | 00:27:36,498 | I clean the college. | I clean the college. |
| 399 | 00:27:39,468 | 00:27:40,736 | You're the janitor? | You're the janitor? |
| 400 | 00:27:42,171 | 00:27:44,873 | Well, night custodian if you wanna get technical. | Well, night custodian if you wanna get technical. |
| 401 | 00:27:44,907 | 00:27:46,141 | (SCOTT CHUCKLING) | (SCOTT CHUCKLING) |
| 402 | 00:27:46,175 | 00:27:48,244 | Okay, so talking to a student's perfectly fine | Okay, so talking to a student's perfectly fine |
| 403 | 00:27:48,277 | 00:27:50,913 | but if she happens to moonlight scrubbing toilets, | but if she happens to moonlight scrubbing toilets, |
| 404 | 00:27:50,946 | 00:27:51,847 | that's where you draw the line? | that's where you draw the line? |
| 405 | 00:27:51,880 | 00:27:54,516 | No, I'm laughing at me. | No, I'm laughing at me. |
| 406 | 00:27:54,550 | 00:27:55,384 | Why? | Why? |
| 407 | 00:27:57,019 | 00:27:58,187 | Hang on a second. | Hang on a second. |
| 408 | 00:28:05,294 | 00:28:07,463 | Believe me, I've been unemployed for years. | Believe me, I've been unemployed for years. |
| 409 | 00:28:08,598 | 00:28:10,466 | I've got no room to judge. | I've got no room to judge. |
| 410 | 00:28:10,499 | 00:28:13,802 | Okay, so you don't work? | Okay, so you don't work? |
| 411 | 00:28:13,836 | 00:28:14,970 | No, not for a while. | No, not for a while. |
| 412 | 00:28:16,305 | 00:28:17,806 | And what did you used to do? | And what did you used to do? |
| 413 | 00:28:18,474 | 00:28:20,476 | I was a corporate asshole. | I was a corporate asshole. |
| 414 | 00:28:20,509 | 00:28:21,877 | (BETH CHUCKLING) | (BETH CHUCKLING) |
| 415 | 00:28:21,910 | 00:28:23,312 | Okay. | Okay. |
| 416 | 00:28:23,345 | 00:28:25,014 | If I tried to explain | If I tried to explain |
| 417 | 00:28:25,047 | 00:28:28,417 | what my job was I'd put us both to sleep. | what my job was I'd put us both to sleep. |
| 418 | 00:28:30,986 | 00:28:33,889 | Your boys, | Your boys, |
| 419 | 00:28:33,922 | 00:28:35,592 | what does their dad do? | what does their dad do? |
| 420 | 00:28:35,625 | 00:28:37,326 | Oh, I don't know. | Oh, I don't know. |
| 421 | 00:28:37,359 | 00:28:40,095 | I mean, my wild guess would be absolutely nothing. | I mean, my wild guess would be absolutely nothing. |
| 422 | 00:28:41,563 | 00:28:43,565 | He's not around? | He's not around? |
| 423 | 00:28:43,600 | 00:28:44,433 | No. | No. |
| 424 | 00:28:46,435 | 00:28:47,503 | He left about 30 seconds | He left about 30 seconds |
| 425 | 00:28:47,536 | 00:28:50,472 | after I found out I was pregnant with my second boy. | after I found out I was pregnant with my second boy. |
| 426 | 00:28:51,974 | 00:28:53,208 | If I could divorce him, | If I could divorce him, |
| 427 | 00:28:54,611 | 00:28:55,811 | trust me, I would. | trust me, I would. |
| 428 | 00:28:57,279 | 00:28:58,414 | I just have to find him. | I just have to find him. |
| 429 | 00:28:58,447 | 00:29:01,850 | You can divorce him and you don't have to find him. | You can divorce him and you don't have to find him. |
| 430 | 00:29:02,551 | 00:29:04,153 | How does that work? | How does that work? |
| 431 | 00:29:04,186 | 00:29:07,356 | My wife divorced me without me sighing a damn thing. | My wife divorced me without me sighing a damn thing. |
| 432 | 00:29:07,389 | 00:29:08,223 | Oh, | Oh, |
| 433 | 00:29:09,091 | 00:29:10,192 | well that's good news. | well that's good news. |
| 434 | 00:29:11,594 | 00:29:15,097 | Not about you getting divorced but you know what I mean. | Not about you getting divorced but you know what I mean. |
| 435 | 00:29:15,130 | 00:29:17,533 | Yeah, I know what you mean. | Yeah, I know what you mean. |
| 436 | 00:29:20,603 | 00:29:22,237 | So | So |
| 437 | 00:29:22,271 | 00:29:23,839 | you were married? | you were married? |
| 438 | 00:29:24,840 | 00:29:27,509 | That's a very important step towards divorce. | That's a very important step towards divorce. |
| 439 | 00:29:28,544 | 00:29:29,378 | Right, | Right, |
| 440 | 00:29:30,379 | 00:29:32,081 | and what was she like, your ex? | and what was she like, your ex? |
| 441 | 00:29:34,183 | 00:29:36,352 | Amanda? | Amanda? |
| 442 | 00:29:36,385 | 00:29:38,087 | Yeah, Amanda. | Yeah, Amanda. |
| 443 | 00:29:38,120 | 00:29:39,254 | She was | She was |
| 444 | 00:29:41,090 | 00:29:42,091 | complicated. | complicated. |
| 445 | 00:29:44,560 | 00:29:47,029 | Well, was she a good mom at least? | Well, was she a good mom at least? |
| 446 | 00:29:47,062 | 00:29:48,631 | (HISSING SPRAYS) | (HISSING SPRAYS) |
| 447 | 00:29:48,665 | 00:29:49,898 | The best. | The best. |
| 448 | 00:29:51,200 | 00:29:52,167 | And | And |
| 449 | 00:29:52,201 | 00:29:53,869 | your daughter lives with her? | your daughter lives with her? |
| 450 | 00:29:57,573 | 00:29:58,907 | I can't do this. | I can't do this. |
| 451 | 00:29:58,941 | 00:30:00,342 | (PHONE THUDDING ON TABLE) | (PHONE THUDDING ON TABLE) |
| 452 | 00:30:00,376 | 00:30:01,210 | Scott? | Scott? |
| 453 | 00:30:03,112 | 00:30:03,946 | Hello? | Hello? |
| 454 | 00:30:07,717 | 00:30:08,550 | Scott? | Scott? |
| 455 | 00:30:12,221 | 00:30:14,056 | Scott, I can hear you. | Scott, I can hear you. |
| 456 | 00:30:16,492 | 00:30:18,628 | You know, I never really had a beat | You know, I never really had a beat |
| 457 | 00:30:18,661 | 00:30:20,663 | on Amanda the whole time we were married. | on Amanda the whole time we were married. |
| 458 | 00:30:20,697 | 00:30:21,598 | Look Scott... | Look Scott... |
| 459 | 00:30:22,965 | 00:30:24,601 | Yeah. | Yeah. |
| 460 | 00:30:24,634 | 00:30:26,068 | I really wanna talk to you | I really wanna talk to you |
| 461 | 00:30:26,101 | 00:30:29,037 | but you can't just put the phone down like that, | but you can't just put the phone down like that, |
| 462 | 00:30:29,071 | 00:30:30,707 | it kind of scares me. | it kind of scares me. |
| 463 | 00:30:30,740 | 00:30:32,508 | You know what I mean? | You know what I mean? |
| 464 | 00:30:35,177 | 00:30:36,011 | Sorry. | Sorry. |
| 465 | 00:30:38,046 | 00:30:38,648 | Hello? | Hello? |
| 466 | 00:30:43,519 | 00:30:46,388 | She was always one step ahead of me on everything. | She was always one step ahead of me on everything. |
| 467 | 00:30:48,625 | 00:30:50,058 | It's like she knew stuff. | It's like she knew stuff. |
| 468 | 00:30:51,059 | 00:30:52,494 | Like a psychic? | Like a psychic? |
| 469 | 00:30:53,429 | 00:30:54,463 | Almost. | Almost. |
| 470 | 00:31:00,670 | 00:31:02,705 | It was hard to describe. | It was hard to describe. |
| 471 | 00:31:02,739 | 00:31:04,273 | I asked her about it once. | I asked her about it once. |
| 472 | 00:31:05,742 | 00:31:07,309 | She told me I had no idea what I was talking about. | She told me I had no idea what I was talking about. |
| 473 | 00:31:07,342 | 00:31:10,212 | But then she shot me this look that said, | But then she shot me this look that said, |
| 474 | 00:31:10,245 | 00:31:11,648 | I know exactly what you're talking about. | I know exactly what you're talking about. |
| 475 | 00:31:11,681 | 00:31:13,348 | You'll never figure me out. | You'll never figure me out. |
| 476 | 00:31:15,417 | 00:31:16,586 | It's was kind of sexy. | It's was kind of sexy. |
| 477 | 00:31:18,153 | 00:31:19,622 | You got something to chase after. | You got something to chase after. |
| 478 | 00:31:22,291 | 00:31:24,493 | Then it started to feel more like a trap. | Then it started to feel more like a trap. |
| 479 | 00:31:26,261 | 00:31:28,197 | She'd give me one of those knowing looks | She'd give me one of those knowing looks |
| 480 | 00:31:28,230 | 00:31:31,634 | and I'd start wracking my brain trying to figure out | and I'd start wracking my brain trying to figure out |
| 481 | 00:31:31,668 | 00:31:32,702 | what I'd done. | what I'd done. |
| 482 | 00:31:34,737 | 00:31:38,675 | You know, like those shows where people confess | You know, like those shows where people confess |
| 483 | 00:31:38,708 | 00:31:40,610 | to committing a crime they never committed | to committing a crime they never committed |
| 484 | 00:31:40,643 | 00:31:44,781 | 'cause the police have them so spun around, | 'cause the police have them so spun around, |
| 485 | 00:31:44,814 | 00:31:46,783 | convinced of their own guilt that they go, | convinced of their own guilt that they go, |
| 486 | 00:31:46,816 | 00:31:49,017 | oh shit, maybe I did do something. | oh shit, maybe I did do something. |
| 487 | 00:31:49,051 | 00:31:51,453 | So did you do something? | So did you do something? |
| 488 | 00:31:56,225 | 00:31:57,025 | No. | No. |
| 489 | 00:32:01,631 | 00:32:03,499 | - What do you mean? - I'm sorry. | - What do you mean? - I'm sorry. |
| 490 | 00:32:03,532 | 00:32:05,602 | Scott, do you have any hobbies? | Scott, do you have any hobbies? |
| 491 | 00:32:07,536 | 00:32:08,370 | Hobbies? | Hobbies? |
| 492 | 00:32:09,505 | 00:32:11,573 | Yeah, things that you like to do? | Yeah, things that you like to do? |
| 493 | 00:32:13,843 | 00:32:15,177 | I like to make cocktails. | I like to make cocktails. |
| 494 | 00:32:15,845 | 00:32:16,679 | Okay. | Okay. |
| 495 | 00:32:17,814 | 00:32:18,681 | You like cocktails? | You like cocktails? |
| 496 | 00:32:19,749 | 00:32:21,283 | Yeah. Sure. | Yeah. Sure. |
| 497 | 00:32:22,451 | 00:32:24,119 | Ever had a Manhattan? | Ever had a Manhattan? |
| 498 | 00:32:24,152 | 00:32:25,320 | No, I don't think so. | No, I don't think so. |
| 499 | 00:32:25,354 | 00:32:26,656 | What's a Manhattan? | What's a Manhattan? |
| 500 | 00:32:26,689 | 00:32:30,425 | A Manhattan in my opinion is the best drink | A Manhattan in my opinion is the best drink |
| 501 | 00:32:30,459 | 00:32:34,496 | to order at a new bar or if you got a new bartender | to order at a new bar or if you got a new bartender |
| 502 | 00:32:35,698 | 00:32:38,333 | 'cause it's simple but it's easy to mess up. | 'cause it's simple but it's easy to mess up. |
| 503 | 00:32:39,602 | 00:32:40,803 | If they make you a good Manhattan you | If they make you a good Manhattan you |
| 504 | 00:32:40,837 | 00:32:44,039 | could pretty much trust them with any other drink they make. | could pretty much trust them with any other drink they make. |
| 505 | 00:32:44,707 | 00:32:45,642 | There's only a few ingredients. | There's only a few ingredients. |
| 506 | 00:32:45,675 | 00:32:48,176 | - You have one new message. - It's whiskey. | - You have one new message. - It's whiskey. |
| 507 | 00:32:48,210 | 00:32:49,545 | ANSWERING MACHINE: Hi, it's Lindsay. | ANSWERING MACHINE: Hi, it's Lindsay. |
| 508 | 00:32:49,579 | 00:32:51,313 | Sorry I missed you earlier. | Sorry I missed you earlier. |
| 509 | 00:32:51,346 | 00:32:52,514 | The boys aren't here. | The boys aren't here. |
| 510 | 00:32:52,548 | 00:32:54,817 | Let me know if they turn up there and I'll do the same. | Let me know if they turn up there and I'll do the same. |
| 511 | 00:32:54,851 | 00:32:56,051 | Okay, bye. | Okay, bye. |
| 512 | 00:33:00,890 | 00:33:01,658 | Why? | Why? |
| 513 | 00:33:02,625 | 00:33:04,694 | 'Cause you bruise the alcohol. | 'Cause you bruise the alcohol. |
| 514 | 00:33:04,727 | 00:33:06,295 | That's a real thing? | That's a real thing? |
| 515 | 00:33:06,328 | 00:33:07,830 | Oh yeah. | Oh yeah. |
| 516 | 00:33:07,864 | 00:33:09,799 | How do you bruise the alcohol? | How do you bruise the alcohol? |
| 517 | 00:33:11,366 | 00:33:12,301 | Well, I mean, | Well, I mean, |
| 518 | 00:33:13,235 | 00:33:14,436 | it's just a term. | it's just a term. |
| 519 | 00:33:14,469 | 00:33:17,807 | It means you cause the alcohol to oxidize. | It means you cause the alcohol to oxidize. |
| 520 | 00:33:18,808 | 00:33:22,411 | Some people say it makes the drink taste sharper but | Some people say it makes the drink taste sharper but |
| 521 | 00:33:22,444 | 00:33:23,746 | those people are idiots. | those people are idiots. |
| 522 | 00:33:25,347 | 00:33:27,750 | Well, you'll have to make me one sometime. | Well, you'll have to make me one sometime. |
| 523 | 00:33:29,852 | 00:33:31,086 | Mm-mm. | Mm-mm. |
| 524 | 00:33:32,889 | 00:33:35,123 | Do you have any other hobbies? | Do you have any other hobbies? |
| 525 | 00:33:37,760 | 00:33:38,795 | No, not really. | No, not really. |
| 526 | 00:33:39,929 | 00:33:40,863 | What about things | What about things |
| 527 | 00:33:42,932 | 00:33:45,133 | you and Amanda like to do, travel? | you and Amanda like to do, travel? |
| 528 | 00:33:45,802 | 00:33:47,102 | Amanda, | Amanda, |
| 529 | 00:33:48,638 | 00:33:50,873 | she was always smarter than me | she was always smarter than me |
| 530 | 00:33:53,810 | 00:33:55,778 | and she knew it too. | and she knew it too. |
| 531 | 00:33:55,812 | 00:33:58,413 | She would push all my buttons. | She would push all my buttons. |
| 532 | 00:34:01,249 | 00:34:04,119 | It was like she knew things about me before even I did. | It was like she knew things about me before even I did. |
| 533 | 00:34:05,287 | 00:34:06,121 | Like what? | Like what? |
| 534 | 00:34:08,625 | 00:34:10,359 | SCOTT: Like Katie. | SCOTT: Like Katie. |
| 535 | 00:34:10,392 | 00:34:11,226 | Who's Katie? | Who's Katie? |
| 536 | 00:34:12,194 | 00:34:15,430 | SCOTT: This woman who started at my work. | SCOTT: This woman who started at my work. |
| 537 | 00:34:16,365 | 00:34:17,332 | - Okay. - She was | - Okay. - She was |
| 538 | 00:34:18,333 | 00:34:19,368 | young and | young and |
| 539 | 00:34:20,402 | 00:34:21,236 | pretty | pretty |
| 540 | 00:34:22,805 | 00:34:24,439 | and all the guys took notice. | and all the guys took notice. |
| 541 | 00:34:26,709 | 00:34:27,944 | And thinking back, | And thinking back, |
| 542 | 00:34:27,977 | 00:34:28,945 | I'm not really sure she was that pretty | I'm not really sure she was that pretty |
| 543 | 00:34:28,978 | 00:34:32,347 | or if it was that thing where someone seems hot | or if it was that thing where someone seems hot |
| 544 | 00:34:32,381 | 00:34:35,484 | because they're hotter than everyone else at work. | because they're hotter than everyone else at work. |
| 545 | 00:34:35,517 | 00:34:36,719 | Yeah. | Yeah. |
| 546 | 00:34:36,753 | 00:34:37,820 | And then you put them out in the real world | And then you put them out in the real world |
| 547 | 00:34:37,854 | 00:34:41,456 | and they may not even be in the top 20%, you know. | and they may not even be in the top 20%, you know. |
| 548 | 00:34:41,490 | 00:34:45,427 | Yeah, well I've definitely known a few guys like that. | Yeah, well I've definitely known a few guys like that. |
| 549 | 00:34:46,294 | 00:34:46,929 | See. | See. |
| 550 | 00:34:48,798 | 00:34:49,632 | Anyway, | Anyway, |
| 551 | 00:34:50,900 | 00:34:53,301 | Katie had been at work for maybe a month | Katie had been at work for maybe a month |
| 552 | 00:34:53,335 | 00:34:56,371 | before we had this big Christmas party. | before we had this big Christmas party. |
| 553 | 00:34:57,674 | 00:35:00,409 | Amanda took one look at her and said, | Amanda took one look at her and said, |
| 554 | 00:35:00,442 | 00:35:01,376 | watch out for that one, | watch out for that one, |
| 555 | 00:35:01,410 | 00:35:02,210 | she likes you. | she likes you. |
| 556 | 00:35:05,615 | 00:35:06,949 | I thought she was crazy. | I thought she was crazy. |
| 557 | 00:35:08,584 | 00:35:10,620 | Then the next week at work the guys from the county came up | Then the next week at work the guys from the county came up |
| 558 | 00:35:10,653 | 00:35:13,488 | and said Katie was asking about me after the party. | and said Katie was asking about me after the party. |
| 559 | 00:35:13,522 | 00:35:14,857 | Okay. | Okay. |
| 560 | 00:35:14,891 | 00:35:15,892 | (DOOR KEY CARD BEEPING) | (DOOR KEY CARD BEEPING) |
| 561 | 00:35:15,925 | 00:35:16,993 | Yeah. Yeah. | Yeah. Yeah. |
| 562 | 00:35:17,026 | 00:35:20,328 | Then I started taking the long way from my office | Then I started taking the long way from my office |
| 563 | 00:35:20,362 | 00:35:21,363 | to the break room, | to the break room, |
| 564 | 00:35:22,031 | 00:35:23,599 | decided to go past her desk | decided to go past her desk |
| 565 | 00:35:25,333 | 00:35:28,537 | and make eye contact and she'd smile | and make eye contact and she'd smile |
| 566 | 00:35:30,305 | 00:35:32,574 | and that would be it. | and that would be it. |
| 567 | 00:35:32,608 | 00:35:34,911 | And then she'd say hello and | And then she'd say hello and |
| 568 | 00:35:35,812 | 00:35:36,913 | I'd say hello. | I'd say hello. |
| 569 | 00:35:39,015 | 00:35:41,851 | And before you know it I'm spending 20 minutes a day | And before you know it I'm spending 20 minutes a day |
| 570 | 00:35:43,986 | 00:35:45,454 | talking to her at her desk. | talking to her at her desk. |
| 571 | 00:35:47,522 | 00:35:49,625 | And what would you guys talk about? | And what would you guys talk about? |
| 572 | 00:35:51,961 | 00:35:53,295 | I couldn't even tell you. | I couldn't even tell you. |
| 573 | 00:35:55,031 | 00:35:56,565 | It's what we didn't talk about. | It's what we didn't talk about. |
| 574 | 00:35:58,333 | 00:36:03,238 | I hadn't had so much sexual tension with someone ever, | I hadn't had so much sexual tension with someone ever, |
| 575 | 00:36:04,573 | 00:36:05,675 | not even with Amanda. | not even with Amanda. |
| 576 | 00:36:07,076 | 00:36:10,580 | Probably because we had sex the night we met, | Probably because we had sex the night we met, |
| 577 | 00:36:10,613 | 00:36:12,347 | hard to build tension like that. | hard to build tension like that. |
| 578 | 00:36:15,317 | 00:36:16,719 | So did you have an affair? | So did you have an affair? |
| 579 | 00:36:18,621 | 00:36:19,454 | What? | What? |
| 580 | 00:36:21,389 | 00:36:22,024 | Jesus. | Jesus. |
| 581 | 00:36:24,060 | 00:36:25,293 | I'm sorry, | I'm sorry, |
| 582 | 00:36:25,928 | 00:36:26,929 | did you? | did you? |
| 583 | 00:36:27,964 | 00:36:28,998 | No. | No. |
| 584 | 00:36:29,932 | 00:36:30,767 | Oh. | Oh. |
| 585 | 00:36:31,834 | 00:36:36,038 | I mean, I thought about it. | I mean, I thought about it. |
| 586 | 00:36:36,072 | 00:36:37,372 | - Right. - Too much. | - Right. - Too much. |
| 587 | 00:36:40,877 | 00:36:44,714 | I decided going out for drinks with the guys after work | I decided going out for drinks with the guys after work |
| 588 | 00:36:44,747 | 00:36:48,050 | 'cause I knew Katie would go. | 'cause I knew Katie would go. |
| 589 | 00:36:48,084 | 00:36:49,417 | Well, it sounds like you | Well, it sounds like you |
| 590 | 00:36:49,451 | 00:36:50,920 | and Katie had a really good connection. | and Katie had a really good connection. |
| 591 | 00:36:53,421 | 00:36:56,324 | Have you talked to her recently or reached out? | Have you talked to her recently or reached out? |
| 592 | 00:36:57,325 | 00:37:00,395 | When Amanda found out Katie was one of the guys she... | When Amanda found out Katie was one of the guys she... |
| 593 | 00:37:03,599 | 00:37:04,432 | She what? | She what? |
| 594 | 00:37:06,135 | 00:37:09,605 | I mean, I knew I was probably doing something wrong but | I mean, I knew I was probably doing something wrong but |
| 595 | 00:37:11,506 | 00:37:12,875 | Amanda made me feel like | Amanda made me feel like |
| 596 | 00:37:13,810 | 00:37:16,378 | I robbed a bank or something. | I robbed a bank or something. |
| 597 | 00:37:18,648 | 00:37:19,715 | So what did you do? | So what did you do? |
| 598 | 00:37:21,550 | 00:37:22,852 | Stopped going out after work. | Stopped going out after work. |
| 599 | 00:37:22,885 | 00:37:24,887 | I didn't really have much of a choice. | I didn't really have much of a choice. |
| 600 | 00:37:24,921 | 00:37:26,622 | No, that's probably a good idea. | No, that's probably a good idea. |
| 601 | 00:37:29,959 | 00:37:32,327 | So that's what my ex was like. | So that's what my ex was like. |
| 602 | 00:37:33,629 | 00:37:35,497 | Then why did you guys get divorced? | Then why did you guys get divorced? |
| 603 | 00:37:38,533 | 00:37:39,367 | She couldn't, | She couldn't, |
| 604 | 00:37:43,172 | 00:37:44,040 | after our son. | after our son. |
| 605 | 00:37:45,741 | 00:37:46,576 | After what? | After what? |
| 606 | 00:37:47,542 | 00:37:48,376 | What about you, | What about you, |
| 607 | 00:37:49,779 | 00:37:53,115 | your baby daddy sounds like a real piece of shit. | your baby daddy sounds like a real piece of shit. |
| 608 | 00:37:53,149 | 00:37:57,019 | Was he always that way or did he slowly become | Was he always that way or did he slowly become |
| 609 | 00:37:57,053 | 00:37:59,021 | that way like the rest of us? | that way like the rest of us? |
| 610 | 00:37:59,055 | 00:38:00,089 | No. | No. |
| 611 | 00:38:01,691 | 00:38:02,859 | You know what, | You know what, |
| 612 | 00:38:02,892 | 00:38:04,026 | we were really young when we met. | we were really young when we met. |
| 613 | 00:38:05,027 | 00:38:06,796 | He was my first love and | He was my first love and |
| 614 | 00:38:10,132 | 00:38:12,567 | I held onto that a lot longer than I should have. | I held onto that a lot longer than I should have. |
| 615 | 00:38:14,469 | 00:38:15,104 | Yeah. | Yeah. |
| 616 | 00:38:16,939 | 00:38:21,409 | Men are sometimes pre-programed to disappoint. | Men are sometimes pre-programed to disappoint. |
| 617 | 00:38:21,443 | 00:38:22,078 | Well, | Well, |
| 618 | 00:38:23,779 | 00:38:25,147 | you don't sound so bad, Scott. | you don't sound so bad, Scott. |
| 619 | 00:38:26,983 | 00:38:28,416 | I'm worse. | I'm worse. |
| 620 | 00:38:30,052 | 00:38:31,153 | Why do you say that? | Why do you say that? |
| 621 | 00:38:32,520 | 00:38:33,956 | That's what I've been told. | That's what I've been told. |
| 622 | 00:38:35,457 | 00:38:36,626 | Yeah, by who, Amanda? | Yeah, by who, Amanda? |
| 623 | 00:38:38,194 | 00:38:39,427 | Her too. | Her too. |
| 624 | 00:38:42,632 | 00:38:43,465 | Scott, | Scott, |
| 625 | 00:38:50,572 | 00:38:51,539 | why did you call | why did you call |
| 626 | 00:38:53,910 | 00:38:54,844 | a helpline tonight? | a helpline tonight? |
| 627 | 00:38:59,181 | 00:39:00,116 | You can talk to me. | You can talk to me. |
| 628 | 00:39:03,986 | 00:39:07,623 | We can take advantage of the anomenity that we have. | We can take advantage of the anomenity that we have. |
| 629 | 00:39:09,058 | 00:39:10,960 | The anonymity? | The anonymity? |
| 630 | 00:39:10,993 | 00:39:12,460 | (BETH CHUCKLING) | (BETH CHUCKLING) |
| 631 | 00:39:12,494 | 00:39:14,897 | Whatever, you know what I mean. | Whatever, you know what I mean. |
| 632 | 00:39:15,998 | 00:39:17,199 | It's | It's |
| 633 | 00:39:17,233 | 00:39:18,634 | much freer to talk | much freer to talk |
| 634 | 00:39:18,668 | 00:39:20,535 | to someone without any history or judgment. | to someone without any history or judgment. |
| 635 | 00:39:23,272 | 00:39:26,175 | You sound like one of those helplines. | You sound like one of those helplines. |
| 636 | 00:39:27,710 | 00:39:28,945 | But I'm being serious. | But I'm being serious. |
| 637 | 00:39:31,814 | 00:39:32,648 | I know. | I know. |
| 638 | 00:39:37,887 | 00:39:39,454 | So you had a son? | So you had a son? |
| 639 | 00:39:43,592 | 00:39:44,226 | Yes. | Yes. |
| 640 | 00:39:45,962 | 00:39:46,796 | And | And |
| 641 | 00:39:49,165 | 00:39:49,999 | how old was he | how old was he |
| 642 | 00:39:54,270 | 00:39:55,570 | when he died? | when he died? |
| 643 | 00:40:00,042 | 00:40:01,010 | (PHONE THUDDING ON TABLE) | (PHONE THUDDING ON TABLE) |
| 644 | 00:40:01,043 | 00:40:01,877 | Scott? | Scott? |
| 645 | 00:40:03,045 | 00:40:03,879 | Scott? | Scott? |
| 646 | 00:40:06,015 | 00:40:07,049 | Scott? | Scott? |
| 647 | 00:40:09,652 | 00:40:10,485 | I'm sorry. | I'm sorry. |
| 648 | 00:40:12,288 | 00:40:13,923 | Scott, if you can hear me, | Scott, if you can hear me, |
| 649 | 00:40:13,956 | 00:40:15,490 | I didn't mean... | I didn't mean... |
| 650 | 00:40:16,892 | 00:40:17,727 | Shit. | Shit. |
| 651 | 00:40:22,832 | 00:40:23,699 | (PHONE CLICKING) | (PHONE CLICKING) |
| 652 | 00:40:23,733 | 00:40:26,102 | (DIALING TONE) | (DIALING TONE) |
| 653 | 00:40:26,135 | 00:40:28,637 | (PHONE BUTTONS CLICKING) | (PHONE BUTTONS CLICKING) |
| 654 | 00:40:28,671 | 00:40:31,841 | (PHONE AUDIBLE RINGING TONE) | (PHONE AUDIBLE RINGING TONE) |
| 655 | 00:40:31,874 | 00:40:35,244 | (SOMBER INSTRUMENTAL MUSIC) | (SOMBER INSTRUMENTAL MUSIC) |
| 656 | 00:40:35,277 | 00:40:37,980 | HELPLINE: Hi there, what can I do to help you tonight? | HELPLINE: Hi there, what can I do to help you tonight? |
| 657 | 00:40:38,014 | 00:40:42,985 | Hi, I'm on the phone with someone who I think is depressed | Hi, I'm on the phone with someone who I think is depressed |
| 658 | 00:40:43,886 | 00:40:45,154 | and might harm themselves | and might harm themselves |
| 659 | 00:40:45,187 | 00:40:47,256 | and I feel like anything I say may set them off, | and I feel like anything I say may set them off, |
| 660 | 00:40:47,289 | 00:40:49,825 | so I'm not really sure what to do. | so I'm not really sure what to do. |
| 661 | 00:40:49,859 | 00:40:52,261 | HELPLINE: Make sure they agree that they aren't going | HELPLINE: Make sure they agree that they aren't going |
| 662 | 00:40:52,294 | 00:40:53,162 | to harm themselves. | to harm themselves. |
| 663 | 00:40:53,195 | 00:40:54,897 | Okay. | Okay. |
| 664 | 00:40:54,930 | 00:40:56,332 | HELPLINE: Keep them on the phone until you're sure | HELPLINE: Keep them on the phone until you're sure |
| 665 | 00:40:56,365 | 00:40:57,666 | that they are safe. | that they are safe. |
| 666 | 00:40:57,700 | 00:40:59,201 | Okay, and how do I do that? | Okay, and how do I do that? |
| 667 | 00:41:00,036 | 00:41:01,771 | HELPLINE: Are they still on the line now? | HELPLINE: Are they still on the line now? |
| 668 | 00:41:01,804 | 00:41:03,305 | I made a deal with the universe. | I made a deal with the universe. |
| 669 | 00:41:03,339 | 00:41:04,240 | What? | What? |
| 670 | 00:41:04,273 | 00:41:05,608 | HELPLINE: As I was saying, | HELPLINE: As I was saying, |
| 671 | 00:41:05,641 | 00:41:06,876 | make sure you keep them on the phone line. | make sure you keep them on the phone line. |
| 672 | 00:41:06,909 | 00:41:08,044 | That's number one. | That's number one. |
| 673 | 00:41:08,077 | 00:41:12,782 | I called the helpline so they can talk me out of it. | I called the helpline so they can talk me out of it. |
| 674 | 00:41:15,851 | 00:41:19,288 | I'd say the universe has made itself perfectly clear. | I'd say the universe has made itself perfectly clear. |
| 675 | 00:41:20,189 | 00:41:21,757 | Talk you out of what, Scott? | Talk you out of what, Scott? |
| 676 | 00:41:24,660 | 00:41:25,294 | Scott, | Scott, |
| 677 | 00:41:27,329 | 00:41:29,331 | are you thinking about killing yourself? | are you thinking about killing yourself? |
| 678 | 00:41:31,133 | 00:41:32,234 | Just letting go. | Just letting go. |
| 679 | 00:41:34,003 | 00:41:35,037 | Letting go of what? | Letting go of what? |
| 680 | 00:41:37,306 | 00:41:38,573 | Everything. | Everything. |
| 681 | 00:41:40,743 | 00:41:41,577 | Fear, | Fear, |
| 682 | 00:41:42,778 | 00:41:43,612 | hope, | hope, |
| 683 | 00:41:45,381 | 00:41:46,182 | just | just |
| 684 | 00:41:48,284 | 00:41:49,285 | accepting. | accepting. |
| 685 | 00:41:51,020 | 00:41:52,321 | Accepting what, Scott? | Accepting what, Scott? |
| 686 | 00:41:54,290 | 00:41:55,724 | That no one wants me here. | That no one wants me here. |
| 687 | 00:41:55,758 | 00:41:57,293 | No, I want you here. | No, I want you here. |
| 688 | 00:41:58,294 | 00:41:59,695 | You don't know me. | You don't know me. |
| 689 | 00:41:59,728 | 00:42:00,896 | No, but I do. | No, but I do. |
| 690 | 00:42:01,897 | 00:42:04,333 | I do want you here and I know that your daughter | I do want you here and I know that your daughter |
| 691 | 00:42:04,366 | 00:42:06,068 | - would want you here. - No, she doesn't. | - would want you here. - No, she doesn't. |
| 692 | 00:42:06,102 | 00:42:06,936 | Yes, she would. | Yes, she would. |
| 693 | 00:42:08,404 | 00:42:12,675 | Scott, when I was young my father abandoned our family | Scott, when I was young my father abandoned our family |
| 694 | 00:42:12,708 | 00:42:13,642 | and I hated him. | and I hated him. |
| 695 | 00:42:15,244 | 00:42:17,113 | But there was always a little part of me | But there was always a little part of me |
| 696 | 00:42:17,146 | 00:42:19,381 | that wished he was still around. | that wished he was still around. |
| 697 | 00:42:19,415 | 00:42:23,719 | And I know that your daughter feels that way too. | And I know that your daughter feels that way too. |
| 698 | 00:42:24,820 | 00:42:25,988 | Not anymore. | Not anymore. |
| 699 | 00:42:27,857 | 00:42:28,691 | How old is she? | How old is she? |
| 700 | 00:42:31,694 | 00:42:32,328 | 17. | 17. |
| 701 | 00:42:33,896 | 00:42:35,030 | She's graduating. | She's graduating. |
| 702 | 00:42:35,064 | 00:42:36,298 | That's exciting. | That's exciting. |
| 703 | 00:42:37,466 | 00:42:39,135 | She asked me not to be there. | She asked me not to be there. |
| 704 | 00:42:43,038 | 00:42:43,873 | She said that? | She said that? |
| 705 | 00:42:45,407 | 00:42:48,043 | That's the thing no one tells you about rock bottom, | That's the thing no one tells you about rock bottom, |
| 706 | 00:42:48,077 | 00:42:49,178 | it doesn't exist. | it doesn't exist. |
| 707 | 00:42:50,312 | 00:42:51,680 | There's just | There's just |
| 708 | 00:42:52,648 | 00:42:55,151 | harder levels buried underneath all the shit and | harder levels buried underneath all the shit and |
| 709 | 00:42:56,418 | 00:43:00,322 | they break you into a million pieces | they break you into a million pieces |
| 710 | 00:43:01,891 | 00:43:03,192 | and you just keep... | and you just keep... |
| 711 | 00:43:07,229 | 00:43:09,365 | Scott, I'm not really sure what you mean. | Scott, I'm not really sure what you mean. |
| 712 | 00:43:11,367 | 00:43:13,903 | She sent me a letter a few months ago. | She sent me a letter a few months ago. |
| 713 | 00:43:13,936 | 00:43:15,437 | Okay, she sent you a letter. | Okay, she sent you a letter. |
| 714 | 00:43:16,438 | 00:43:19,942 | That's great, maybe that's just how she wants | That's great, maybe that's just how she wants |
| 715 | 00:43:19,975 | 00:43:21,177 | to communicate with you. | to communicate with you. |
| 716 | 00:43:22,311 | 00:43:23,445 | I don't think so. | I don't think so. |
| 717 | 00:43:24,947 | 00:43:26,182 | Why would you say that? | Why would you say that? |
| 718 | 00:43:28,250 | 00:43:29,418 | I tried writing her back. | I tried writing her back. |
| 719 | 00:43:30,452 | 00:43:31,687 | Okay, and? | Okay, and? |
| 720 | 00:43:33,822 | 00:43:34,456 | They all came back, | They all came back, |
| 721 | 00:43:34,490 | 00:43:35,958 | return to sender. | return to sender. |
| 722 | 00:43:36,892 | 00:43:38,060 | All of them? | All of them? |
| 723 | 00:43:38,928 | 00:43:40,095 | Yeah. | Yeah. |
| 724 | 00:43:40,129 | 00:43:41,764 | Did you have the right address? | Did you have the right address? |
| 725 | 00:43:43,299 | 00:43:44,400 | Yes. | Yes. |
| 726 | 00:43:44,433 | 00:43:45,968 | Sorry. | Sorry. |
| 727 | 00:43:46,001 | 00:43:47,903 | I recognized the handwriting on the envelopes | I recognized the handwriting on the envelopes |
| 728 | 00:43:50,539 | 00:43:53,309 | and she said everything she wanted to say. | and she said everything she wanted to say. |
| 729 | 00:43:55,978 | 00:43:57,213 | And what did she say? | And what did she say? |
| 730 | 00:43:59,048 | 00:43:59,848 | Nothing. | Nothing. |
| 731 | 00:44:06,488 | 00:44:07,323 | Scott? | Scott? |
| 732 | 00:44:10,092 | 00:44:12,528 | You want me to read you the letter? | You want me to read you the letter? |
| 733 | 00:44:12,561 | 00:44:14,230 | You don't have to. | You don't have to. |
| 734 | 00:44:15,331 | 00:44:18,000 | No, I'll read you the letter. | No, I'll read you the letter. |
| 735 | 00:44:18,033 | 00:44:18,867 | Okay. | Okay. |
| 736 | 00:44:21,570 | 00:44:24,740 | (PAPER RUSTLING) | (PAPER RUSTLING) |
| 737 | 00:44:26,175 | 00:44:27,776 | Dad, | Dad, |
| 738 | 00:44:27,810 | 00:44:30,112 | with my graduation approaching, | with my graduation approaching, |
| 739 | 00:44:30,145 | 00:44:31,347 | I've been really thinking about it | I've been really thinking about it |
| 740 | 00:44:31,380 | 00:44:33,415 | and I'm asking you not to attend. | and I'm asking you not to attend. |
| 741 | 00:44:34,917 | 00:44:37,786 | Mom and I are just starting to be happy again | Mom and I are just starting to be happy again |
| 742 | 00:44:37,820 | 00:44:40,356 | and every time you come around it cancels that out. | and every time you come around it cancels that out. |
| 743 | 00:44:41,457 | 00:44:43,525 | Mom cries for days afterwards. | Mom cries for days afterwards. |
| 744 | 00:44:45,561 | 00:44:49,798 | And you're always drunk and it's embarrassing. | And you're always drunk and it's embarrassing. |
| 745 | 00:44:51,867 | 00:44:53,869 | All my friends know about you and Dylan. | All my friends know about you and Dylan. |
| 746 | 00:44:56,606 | 00:44:58,540 | I hate the way they look at you. | I hate the way they look at you. |
| 747 | 00:45:00,476 | 00:45:02,411 | It makes me look at you different too. | It makes me look at you different too. |
| 748 | 00:45:06,081 | 00:45:07,483 | I'm going to college in the fall | I'm going to college in the fall |
| 749 | 00:45:09,251 | 00:45:10,786 | where no one knows me. | where no one knows me. |
| 750 | 00:45:12,254 | 00:45:16,458 | I can just me Emily and not that poor girl | I can just me Emily and not that poor girl |
| 751 | 00:45:16,492 | 00:45:17,860 | or that man's other kid | or that man's other kid |
| 752 | 00:45:20,429 | 00:45:21,563 | or Dylan's sister. | or Dylan's sister. |
| 753 | 00:45:24,933 | 00:45:26,502 | I need that. | I need that. |
| 754 | 00:45:26,535 | 00:45:28,804 | I'm sorry if this hurts you | I'm sorry if this hurts you |
| 755 | 00:45:29,739 | 00:45:31,940 | but I have to start looking out for myself. | but I have to start looking out for myself. |
| 756 | 00:45:34,476 | 00:45:36,912 | Signed, Emily Brooks. | Signed, Emily Brooks. |
| 757 | 00:45:39,081 | 00:45:41,517 | She's going by her mom's maiden name now, that's fun. | She's going by her mom's maiden name now, that's fun. |
| 758 | 00:45:43,986 | 00:45:46,589 | Why would she say all those things? | Why would she say all those things? |
| 759 | 00:45:46,623 | 00:45:48,190 | Because she hates me. | Because she hates me. |
| 760 | 00:45:48,223 | 00:45:49,558 | No. | No. |
| 761 | 00:45:49,592 | 00:45:52,595 | No Scott, I'm sure she doesn't hate you. | No Scott, I'm sure she doesn't hate you. |
| 762 | 00:45:52,629 | 00:45:54,396 | I'm sure she's hurting. | I'm sure she's hurting. |
| 763 | 00:45:54,430 | 00:45:56,098 | I'm the one that's hurting her. | I'm the one that's hurting her. |
| 764 | 00:45:57,066 | 00:45:58,367 | Why are you hurting her? | Why are you hurting her? |
| 765 | 00:45:59,968 | 00:46:00,869 | It's not her fault. | It's not her fault. |
| 766 | 00:46:00,903 | 00:46:03,138 | She will listen to her mom | She will listen to her mom |
| 767 | 00:46:03,172 | 00:46:06,008 | and aunts say nothing good about me, | and aunts say nothing good about me, |
| 768 | 00:46:07,242 | 00:46:09,545 | even I'm starting to believe it. | even I'm starting to believe it. |
| 769 | 00:46:09,579 | 00:46:10,846 | Believe what? | Believe what? |
| 770 | 00:46:12,114 | 00:46:13,449 | I'm a monster. | I'm a monster. |
| 771 | 00:46:15,050 | 00:46:16,285 | I'm a terrible person, | I'm a terrible person, |
| 772 | 00:46:16,318 | 00:46:19,288 | a failure as a father. | a failure as a father. |
| 773 | 00:46:19,321 | 00:46:20,122 | Scott. | Scott. |
| 774 | 00:46:20,155 | 00:46:21,090 | I was in the car too, | I was in the car too, |
| 775 | 00:46:21,123 | 00:46:22,391 | did you know that? | did you know that? |
| 776 | 00:46:22,424 | 00:46:24,126 | What car? | What car? |
| 777 | 00:46:24,159 | 00:46:27,262 | I was in a coma for five days. | I was in a coma for five days. |
| 778 | 00:46:28,497 | 00:46:29,632 | Amanda had to make the decision | Amanda had to make the decision |
| 779 | 00:46:29,666 | 00:46:33,603 | to take Dylan off life support while I was in a coma and | to take Dylan off life support while I was in a coma and |
| 780 | 00:46:35,170 | 00:46:37,072 | she never forgave me for that, | she never forgave me for that, |
| 781 | 00:46:38,574 | 00:46:40,075 | among other things. | among other things. |
| 782 | 00:46:40,109 | 00:46:41,611 | I'm so, so sorry Scott. | I'm so, so sorry Scott. |
| 783 | 00:46:47,650 | 00:46:48,585 | I don't know | I don't know |
| 784 | 00:46:48,618 | 00:46:50,052 | - what to say. - Did you know | - what to say. - Did you know |
| 785 | 00:46:50,085 | 00:46:51,086 | that the Sazerac was the first cocktail? | that the Sazerac was the first cocktail? |
| 786 | 00:46:51,954 | 00:46:53,055 | What? | What? |
| 787 | 00:46:53,088 | 00:46:55,991 | Yeah, it was invented in New Orleans. | Yeah, it was invented in New Orleans. |
| 788 | 00:46:56,024 | 00:47:00,562 | This guy, Peychaud or however you pronounce that, | This guy, Peychaud or however you pronounce that, |
| 789 | 00:47:00,597 | 00:47:03,265 | he was selling these bitters and he mixed it | he was selling these bitters and he mixed it |
| 790 | 00:47:03,298 | 00:47:06,168 | with French brandy and made the first cocktail. | with French brandy and made the first cocktail. |
| 791 | 00:47:06,201 | 00:47:07,569 | Scott. | Scott. |
| 792 | 00:47:07,604 | 00:47:08,638 | What? | What? |
| 793 | 00:47:12,742 | 00:47:16,311 | Do you think it would be useful to talk about your son? | Do you think it would be useful to talk about your son? |
| 794 | 00:47:19,148 | 00:47:19,982 | No. | No. |
| 795 | 00:47:22,652 | 00:47:24,052 | Dylan was your son? | Dylan was your son? |
| 796 | 00:47:26,388 | 00:47:27,222 | Yes. | Yes. |
| 797 | 00:47:30,993 | 00:47:32,327 | And | And |
| 798 | 00:47:32,361 | 00:47:33,362 | how old was he? | how old was he? |
| 799 | 00:47:39,769 | 00:47:42,271 | I'm done talking about him. | I'm done talking about him. |
| 800 | 00:47:42,304 | 00:47:43,539 | Why? | Why? |
| 801 | 00:47:43,572 | 00:47:45,941 | I've talked about him enough for 10 lifetimes. | I've talked about him enough for 10 lifetimes. |
| 802 | 00:47:46,743 | 00:47:49,511 | I talk about him with my parents. | I talk about him with my parents. |
| 803 | 00:47:49,545 | 00:47:52,314 | I talked about him with my brothers. | I talked about him with my brothers. |
| 804 | 00:47:52,347 | 00:47:54,450 | I talked about him with the guys at AA. | I talked about him with the guys at AA. |
| 805 | 00:47:56,586 | 00:47:58,588 | The only one who won't talk to me about him is Amanda | The only one who won't talk to me about him is Amanda |
| 806 | 00:47:58,621 | 00:48:01,089 | because she blames me. | because she blames me. |
| 807 | 00:48:01,123 | 00:48:02,458 | Why does Amanda blame you? | Why does Amanda blame you? |
| 808 | 00:48:05,728 | 00:48:06,995 | I was out after work. | I was out after work. |
| 809 | 00:48:08,698 | 00:48:12,534 | I hadn't gone out in months and I only went | I hadn't gone out in months and I only went |
| 810 | 00:48:12,568 | 00:48:14,369 | because I knew Katie would be there. | because I knew Katie would be there. |
| 811 | 00:48:15,672 | 00:48:17,774 | Amanda called to say she was running late | Amanda called to say she was running late |
| 812 | 00:48:17,807 | 00:48:19,676 | and couldn't get Dylan from soccer practice | and couldn't get Dylan from soccer practice |
| 813 | 00:48:19,709 | 00:48:20,610 | and could I do it? | and could I do it? |
| 814 | 00:48:22,144 | 00:48:23,746 | I knew there'd be a fight if I... | I knew there'd be a fight if I... |
| 815 | 00:48:25,180 | 00:48:29,719 | Okay, but that doesn't make it your fault. | Okay, but that doesn't make it your fault. |
| 816 | 00:48:29,752 | 00:48:32,554 | He wasn't wearing a seatbelt. | He wasn't wearing a seatbelt. |
| 817 | 00:48:34,156 | 00:48:36,626 | He was complaining about it choking him | He was complaining about it choking him |
| 818 | 00:48:36,659 | 00:48:38,360 | and I probably just let it go. | and I probably just let it go. |
| 819 | 00:48:40,295 | 00:48:42,564 | It wasn't far from the soccer field to the house. | It wasn't far from the soccer field to the house. |
| 820 | 00:48:42,599 | 00:48:44,767 | Yeah, and accidents happen, you know. | Yeah, and accidents happen, you know. |
| 821 | 00:48:44,801 | 00:48:46,101 | No, no, no, no, | No, no, no, no, |
| 822 | 00:48:46,134 | 00:48:47,604 | - don't say that. - But it's true, Scott. | - don't say that. - But it's true, Scott. |
| 823 | 00:48:47,637 | 00:48:49,505 | You don't get to say that to me. | You don't get to say that to me. |
| 824 | 00:48:49,538 | 00:48:51,641 | People say stupid shit like that to me | People say stupid shit like that to me |
| 825 | 00:48:51,674 | 00:48:52,709 | - all the time. - I'm sorry, Scott. | - all the time. - I'm sorry, Scott. |
| 826 | 00:48:52,742 | 00:48:54,510 | - I'm just trying to help you. - Accidents happen. | - I'm just trying to help you. - Accidents happen. |
| 827 | 00:48:54,543 | 00:48:56,345 | It happens for a reason. | It happens for a reason. |
| 828 | 00:48:56,378 | 00:48:57,780 | God works in mysterious ways. | God works in mysterious ways. |
| 829 | 00:48:57,814 | 00:48:59,047 | Well, fuck you. | Well, fuck you. |
| 830 | 00:48:59,081 | 00:49:00,415 | It should've been me that died. | It should've been me that died. |
| 831 | 00:49:00,449 | 00:49:01,784 | It should've been me. | It should've been me. |
| 832 | 00:49:01,818 | 00:49:04,721 | Why do I get to go on living, huh? | Why do I get to go on living, huh? |
| 833 | 00:49:07,189 | 00:49:08,023 | Scott? | Scott? |
| 834 | 00:49:09,458 | 00:49:10,425 | Scott? | Scott? |
| 835 | 00:49:10,459 | 00:49:13,696 | (DRAMATIC OMINOUS MUSIC) | (DRAMATIC OMINOUS MUSIC) |
| 836 | 00:49:13,730 | 00:49:15,330 | Scott? | Scott? |
| 837 | 00:49:15,364 | 00:49:16,198 | Hello? | Hello? |
| 838 | 00:49:17,165 | 00:49:17,800 | Hello? | Hello? |
| 839 | 00:49:20,369 | 00:49:21,169 | Hello? | Hello? |
| 840 | 00:49:21,203 | 00:49:22,437 | (DIALING TONE) | (DIALING TONE) |
| 841 | 00:49:22,471 | 00:49:23,305 | Shit. | Shit. |
| 842 | 00:49:24,273 | 00:49:25,073 | (PHONE THUDDING ON RECEIVER) | (PHONE THUDDING ON RECEIVER) |
| 843 | 00:49:25,107 | 00:49:25,742 | F. | F. |
| 844 | 00:49:30,613 | 00:49:31,681 | (ALCOHOL SWISHING) | (ALCOHOL SWISHING) |
| 845 | 00:49:31,714 | 00:49:33,850 | (BOTTLE BANGING ON TABLE) | (BOTTLE BANGING ON TABLE) |
| 846 | 00:49:33,883 | 00:49:38,588 | (DRAMATIC OMINOUS INSTRUMENTAL MUSIC) | (DRAMATIC OMINOUS INSTRUMENTAL MUSIC) |
| 847 | 00:49:49,599 | 00:49:52,702 | SCOTT: Come on, you fucking coward. | SCOTT: Come on, you fucking coward. |
| 848 | 00:49:52,735 | 00:49:53,770 | Come on. | Come on. |
| 849 | 00:49:55,337 | 00:49:57,205 | 911 OPERATOR: 911, what's your emergency? | 911 OPERATOR: 911, what's your emergency? |
| 850 | 00:49:57,239 | 00:50:00,208 | Hi, I just got off the phone with someone | Hi, I just got off the phone with someone |
| 851 | 00:50:00,242 | 00:50:02,812 | who I think might be planning to kill themselves | who I think might be planning to kill themselves |
| 852 | 00:50:02,845 | 00:50:05,314 | and I'm just not sure what to do. | and I'm just not sure what to do. |
| 853 | 00:50:05,347 | 00:50:06,415 | 911 OPERATOR: Okay ma'am, where is he? | 911 OPERATOR: Okay ma'am, where is he? |
| 854 | 00:50:06,448 | 00:50:07,617 | He's at his house. | He's at his house. |
| 855 | 00:50:07,650 | 00:50:11,186 | 911 OPERATOR: What's the address? | 911 OPERATOR: What's the address? |
| 856 | 00:50:11,219 | 00:50:12,622 | I don't know. | I don't know. |
| 857 | 00:50:12,655 | 00:50:15,157 | 911 OPERATOR: Do you have his phone number? | 911 OPERATOR: Do you have his phone number? |
| 858 | 00:50:15,190 | 00:50:16,893 | No, I don't. | No, I don't. |
| 859 | 00:50:16,926 | 00:50:18,861 | 911 OPERATOR: What is his name? | 911 OPERATOR: What is his name? |
| 860 | 00:50:18,895 | 00:50:20,597 | His name is Scott. | His name is Scott. |
| 861 | 00:50:20,630 | 00:50:22,331 | 911 OPERATOR: Scott, last name? | 911 OPERATOR: Scott, last name? |
| 862 | 00:50:23,498 | 00:50:24,634 | - I don't know. - I'm sorry ma'am, | - I don't know. - I'm sorry ma'am, |
| 863 | 00:50:24,667 | 00:50:25,635 | if you don't know his full name, | if you don't know his full name, |
| 864 | 00:50:25,668 | 00:50:28,705 | his address or any (INDISTINCT) | his address or any (INDISTINCT) |
| 865 | 00:50:28,738 | 00:50:30,339 | No, I understand what you're saying | No, I understand what you're saying |
| 866 | 00:50:30,372 | 00:50:32,174 | but you don't understand, okay. | but you don't understand, okay. |
| 867 | 00:50:32,207 | 00:50:36,646 | He called me and now he hung up and I don't know what to do. | He called me and now he hung up and I don't know what to do. |
| 868 | 00:50:36,679 | 00:50:38,146 | 911 OPERATOR: Ma'am, if he calls again get an address | 911 OPERATOR: Ma'am, if he calls again get an address |
| 869 | 00:50:38,180 | 00:50:39,414 | so we can send some help. | so we can send some help. |
| 870 | 00:50:39,448 | 00:50:40,783 | Right now I have to keep this line open, okay. | Right now I have to keep this line open, okay. |
| 871 | 00:50:40,817 | 00:50:41,951 | No, please? | No, please? |
| 872 | 00:50:41,985 | 00:50:43,886 | 911 OPERATOR: Ma'am, I have to keep this line open. | 911 OPERATOR: Ma'am, I have to keep this line open. |
| 873 | 00:50:43,920 | 00:50:46,288 | No, but please just help me, | No, but please just help me, |
| 874 | 00:50:46,321 | 00:50:47,456 | I don't know what to do. | I don't know what to do. |
| 875 | 00:50:47,489 | 00:50:49,859 | (INDISTINCT) | (INDISTINCT) |
| 876 | 00:50:51,794 | 00:50:53,462 | 911 OPERATOR: Are you still there? | 911 OPERATOR: Are you still there? |
| 877 | 00:50:54,864 | 00:50:57,767 | Ma'am? (PHONE THUDDING ON RECEIVER) | Ma'am? (PHONE THUDDING ON RECEIVER) |
| 878 | 00:50:57,800 | 00:51:02,204 | (DRAMATIC OMINOUS INSTRUMENTAL MUSIC) | (DRAMATIC OMINOUS INSTRUMENTAL MUSIC) |
| 879 | 00:51:06,743 | 00:51:09,511 | (PILLS CLICKING) | (PILLS CLICKING) |
| 880 | 00:51:23,960 | 00:51:26,796 | (PILLS CLICKING) | (PILLS CLICKING) |
| 881 | 00:51:43,378 | 00:51:44,212 | Okay. | Okay. |
| 882 | 00:52:06,501 | 00:52:09,471 | (DRAWER RUMBLING) | (DRAWER RUMBLING) |
| 883 | 00:52:09,504 | 00:52:12,240 | (DRAWER BANGING) | (DRAWER BANGING) |
| 884 | 00:52:12,274 | 00:52:15,343 | (SOMBER PIANO MUSIC) | (SOMBER PIANO MUSIC) |
| 885 | 00:52:29,558 | 00:52:31,961 | (DIALING TONE) | (DIALING TONE) |
| 886 | 00:52:33,428 | 00:52:35,732 | (TELEPHONE BUTTONS CLICKING) | (TELEPHONE BUTTONS CLICKING) |
| 887 | 00:52:35,765 | 00:52:39,501 | (PHONE AUDIBLE RINGING TONE) | (PHONE AUDIBLE RINGING TONE) |
| 888 | 00:52:43,906 | 00:52:44,874 | AMANDA: Hello? | AMANDA: Hello? |
| 889 | 00:52:44,907 | 00:52:46,475 | Hi, Amanda Brooks? | Hi, Amanda Brooks? |
| 890 | 00:52:46,508 | 00:52:47,375 | AMANDA: Yes, who is this? | AMANDA: Yes, who is this? |
| 891 | 00:52:47,409 | 00:52:48,945 | Yes hi, | Yes hi, |
| 892 | 00:52:48,978 | 00:52:52,949 | my name is Beth and I was just wondering | my name is Beth and I was just wondering |
| 893 | 00:52:52,982 | 00:52:54,951 | if your ex-husband's name is Scott? | if your ex-husband's name is Scott? |
| 894 | 00:52:54,984 | 00:52:56,719 | AMANDA: I don't have anything to do with him anymore. | AMANDA: I don't have anything to do with him anymore. |
| 895 | 00:52:56,753 | 00:52:58,921 | I completely understand that but I just wanna let you know | I completely understand that but I just wanna let you know |
| 896 | 00:52:58,955 | 00:53:01,323 | that I have an emergency. | that I have an emergency. |
| 897 | 00:53:01,356 | 00:53:02,658 | AMANDA: I have to go. | AMANDA: I have to go. |
| 898 | 00:53:02,692 | 00:53:03,525 | Please don't. | Please don't. |
| 899 | 00:53:03,558 | 00:53:05,962 | (DIALING TONE) | (DIALING TONE) |
| 900 | 00:53:08,865 | 00:53:12,602 | (PHONE THUDDING ON RECEIVER) | (PHONE THUDDING ON RECEIVER) |
| 901 | 00:53:28,050 | 00:53:32,054 | (CHAIR WHEELS RUMBLING ON FLOOR) | (CHAIR WHEELS RUMBLING ON FLOOR) |
| 902 | 00:53:32,088 | 00:53:33,321 | Scott. | Scott. |
| 903 | 00:53:35,591 | 00:53:38,928 | (BETH BREATHING DEEPLY) | (BETH BREATHING DEEPLY) |
| 904 | 00:53:42,464 | 00:53:43,266 | Okay. | Okay. |
| 905 | 00:53:51,007 | 00:53:54,644 | (DRAMATIC OMINOUS MUSIC) | (DRAMATIC OMINOUS MUSIC) |
| 906 | 00:54:05,788 | 00:54:09,457 | (SOMBER INSTRUMENTAL MUSIC) | (SOMBER INSTRUMENTAL MUSIC) |
| 907 | 00:54:28,744 | 00:54:31,413 | (DIALING TONE) | (DIALING TONE) |
| 908 | 00:54:31,446 | 00:54:35,017 | (ROTARY PHONE DIAL CLICKING) | (ROTARY PHONE DIAL CLICKING) |
| 909 | 00:54:47,129 | 00:54:51,067 | (PHONE AUDIBLE RINGING TONE) | (PHONE AUDIBLE RINGING TONE) |
| 910 | 00:54:58,107 | 00:54:59,075 | ANSWERING MACHINE: Hey, it's Emily. | ANSWERING MACHINE: Hey, it's Emily. |
| 911 | 00:54:59,108 | 00:55:00,142 | Leave a message after the beep. | Leave a message after the beep. |
| 912 | 00:55:00,176 | 00:55:01,978 | You know what to do. | You know what to do. |
| 913 | 00:55:06,048 | 00:55:07,750 | Hi Em, it's dad. | Hi Em, it's dad. |
| 914 | 00:55:09,752 | 00:55:10,586 | You home? | You home? |
| 915 | 00:55:16,592 | 00:55:17,525 | I love you. | I love you. |
| 916 | 00:55:21,964 | 00:55:22,798 | I'm sorry. | I'm sorry. |
| 917 | 00:55:27,169 | 00:55:28,536 | I'm sorry. | I'm sorry. |
| 918 | 00:55:28,570 | 00:55:32,742 | (PHONE CLICKING ON RECEIVER) | (PHONE CLICKING ON RECEIVER) |
| 919 | 00:55:32,775 | 00:55:36,444 | (SOMBER INSTRUMENTAL MUSIC) | (SOMBER INSTRUMENTAL MUSIC) |
| 920 | 00:55:57,565 | 00:56:01,170 | (ROTARY PHONE DIAL CLICKING) | (ROTARY PHONE DIAL CLICKING) |
| 921 | 00:56:31,566 | 00:56:34,136 | (BETH SOBBING) | (BETH SOBBING) |
| 922 | 00:56:40,843 | 00:56:43,245 | (BETH SIGHING) | (BETH SIGHING) |
| 923 | 00:56:46,148 | 00:56:49,151 | (TELEPHONE RINGING) | (TELEPHONE RINGING) |
| 924 | 00:56:51,287 | 00:56:53,122 | God, please, please. | God, please, please. |
| 925 | 00:56:57,259 | 00:56:58,493 | Hello? | Hello? |
| 926 | 00:57:00,663 | 00:57:01,297 | Hello? | Hello? |
| 927 | 00:57:01,330 | 00:57:02,530 | Sorry I yelled. | Sorry I yelled. |
| 928 | 00:57:05,968 | 00:57:07,737 | - Sorry. - What'd you say? | - Sorry. - What'd you say? |
| 929 | 00:57:07,770 | 00:57:09,271 | I'm sorry I yelled. | I'm sorry I yelled. |
| 930 | 00:57:11,307 | 00:57:12,708 | No, that's fine. | No, that's fine. |
| 931 | 00:57:15,011 | 00:57:17,246 | I was just really upset that you hung up. | I was just really upset that you hung up. |
| 932 | 00:57:18,881 | 00:57:19,782 | I didn't. | I didn't. |
| 933 | 00:57:21,584 | 00:57:24,020 | I accidentally pulled the phone cord out | I accidentally pulled the phone cord out |
| 934 | 00:57:24,053 | 00:57:24,887 | of the wall. | of the wall. |
| 935 | 00:57:27,656 | 00:57:31,160 | Okay Scott, do you think you could give me your number | Okay Scott, do you think you could give me your number |
| 936 | 00:57:31,193 | 00:57:33,062 | in case we get disconnected again? | in case we get disconnected again? |
| 937 | 00:57:33,095 | 00:57:34,597 | Have you ever had a Rob Roy? | Have you ever had a Rob Roy? |
| 938 | 00:57:36,332 | 00:57:38,134 | No. | No. |
| 939 | 00:57:38,167 | 00:57:41,270 | It's like a Manhattan but you make it with Scotch. | It's like a Manhattan but you make it with Scotch. |
| 940 | 00:57:43,039 | 00:57:44,940 | It was actually invented in Manhattan. | It was actually invented in Manhattan. |
| 941 | 00:57:46,075 | 00:57:48,978 | The bartender named it after a opera | The bartender named it after a opera |
| 942 | 00:57:49,011 | 00:57:50,880 | about a Scottish folk hero. | about a Scottish folk hero. |
| 943 | 00:57:51,914 | 00:57:52,748 | Scott, | Scott, |
| 944 | 00:57:55,284 | 00:57:56,652 | are you still drinking? | are you still drinking? |
| 945 | 00:57:59,622 | 00:58:00,256 | Maybe. | Maybe. |
| 946 | 00:58:02,224 | 00:58:05,895 | Do you think that we could keep talking | Do you think that we could keep talking |
| 947 | 00:58:05,928 | 00:58:07,196 | without anymore drinks? | without anymore drinks? |
| 948 | 00:58:09,231 | 00:58:11,300 | Do you think that's a good idea? | Do you think that's a good idea? |
| 949 | 00:58:11,333 | 00:58:12,168 | Yeah. | Yeah. |
| 950 | 00:58:17,006 | 00:58:17,840 | Hello? | Hello? |
| 951 | 00:58:19,742 | 00:58:22,011 | Do you ever think about what happens when we die? | Do you ever think about what happens when we die? |
| 952 | 00:58:23,345 | 00:58:24,580 | No. | No. |
| 953 | 00:58:25,281 | 00:58:27,917 | No, I don't. | No, I don't. |
| 954 | 00:58:27,950 | 00:58:28,784 | I do | I do |
| 955 | 00:58:30,686 | 00:58:31,320 | all the time. | all the time. |
| 956 | 00:58:35,257 | 00:58:37,827 | Scott, maybe we can talk about something else | Scott, maybe we can talk about something else |
| 957 | 00:58:37,860 | 00:58:40,129 | like your daughter and maybe where she's going. | like your daughter and maybe where she's going. |
| 958 | 00:58:40,162 | 00:58:44,700 | Do you never think about what happens when you die? | Do you never think about what happens when you die? |
| 959 | 00:58:48,671 | 00:58:51,607 | No, I don't really like to think about that. | No, I don't really like to think about that. |
| 960 | 00:58:53,776 | 00:58:56,912 | Nobody likes to think about the bad shit happening. | Nobody likes to think about the bad shit happening. |
| 961 | 00:58:58,714 | 00:59:01,117 | That's why no one knows what to do when it does. | That's why no one knows what to do when it does. |
| 962 | 00:59:03,919 | 00:59:05,387 | Scott, what's your address? | Scott, what's your address? |
| 963 | 00:59:08,357 | 00:59:10,159 | I don't believe in hell, | I don't believe in hell, |
| 964 | 00:59:12,461 | 00:59:15,898 | unless this is it which it makes sense. | unless this is it which it makes sense. |
| 965 | 00:59:16,866 | 00:59:18,734 | Scott, where do you live? | Scott, where do you live? |
| 966 | 00:59:18,767 | 00:59:20,970 | I think Einstein was close. | I think Einstein was close. |
| 967 | 00:59:22,438 | 00:59:23,939 | Einstein? | Einstein? |
| 968 | 00:59:23,973 | 00:59:25,941 | Einstein said that | Einstein said that |
| 969 | 00:59:25,975 | 00:59:28,944 | "Energy can't be created or destroyed," so | "Energy can't be created or destroyed," so |
| 970 | 00:59:30,346 | 00:59:35,351 | I figure our energy just keeps on going after we kick it. | I figure our energy just keeps on going after we kick it. |
| 971 | 00:59:38,354 | 00:59:39,388 | Scott, look... | Scott, look... |
| 972 | 00:59:39,421 | 00:59:40,990 | It just keeps on going, | It just keeps on going, |
| 973 | 00:59:42,458 | 00:59:44,894 | doing whatever it was doing before I got here, I guess. | doing whatever it was doing before I got here, I guess. |
| 974 | 00:59:44,927 | 00:59:46,762 | Scott, I want you to listen okay. | Scott, I want you to listen okay. |
| 975 | 00:59:48,197 | 00:59:49,198 | - I know I could never - I've never remembered | - I know I could never - I've never remembered |
| 976 | 00:59:49,231 | 00:59:52,034 | - stuff from before. - Understand how this feels. | - stuff from before. - Understand how this feels. |
| 977 | 00:59:52,067 | 00:59:56,205 | But it's in a different language. | But it's in a different language. |
| 978 | 00:59:56,238 | 00:59:57,373 | Scott, I know | Scott, I know |
| 979 | 00:59:57,406 | 01:00:00,176 | - that you were the driver. - Or frequency or something. | - that you were the driver. - Or frequency or something. |
| 980 | 01:00:00,209 | 01:00:02,444 | And I know that you were drunk. | And I know that you were drunk. |
| 981 | 01:00:02,478 | 01:00:05,414 | And I know that you feel hopeless right now | And I know that you feel hopeless right now |
| 982 | 01:00:08,250 | 01:00:09,385 | but I want you to know | but I want you to know |
| 983 | 01:00:10,486 | 01:00:11,820 | Like how a radio can get | Like how a radio can get |
| 984 | 01:00:11,854 | 01:00:12,922 | - all the stations - That you don't have | - all the stations - That you don't have |
| 985 | 01:00:12,955 | 01:00:14,089 | - to be ashamed - But it has to be tuned | - to be ashamed - But it has to be tuned |
| 986 | 01:00:14,123 | 01:00:15,191 | - to the right ones. - And that I would like | - to the right ones. - And that I would like |
| 987 | 01:00:15,224 | 01:00:17,159 | to talk to you so if you could give me your number | to talk to you so if you could give me your number |
| 988 | 01:00:17,193 | 01:00:20,196 | for your address I would love to come meet you face to face. | for your address I would love to come meet you face to face. |
| 989 | 01:00:22,164 | 01:00:23,799 | Maybe I could come over tomorrow? | Maybe I could come over tomorrow? |
| 990 | 01:00:24,900 | 01:00:26,735 | No, I can't tomorrow. | No, I can't tomorrow. |
| 991 | 01:00:26,769 | 01:00:27,403 | Why? | Why? |
| 992 | 01:00:29,872 | 01:00:31,173 | Why can't you tomorrow? | Why can't you tomorrow? |
| 993 | 01:00:34,543 | 01:00:39,748 | I figured if there was something after this world that | I figured if there was something after this world that |
| 994 | 01:00:40,382 | 01:00:42,151 | - Scott. - Our loved ones | - Scott. - Our loved ones |
| 995 | 01:00:42,184 | 01:00:46,188 | or whomever would send messages | or whomever would send messages |
| 996 | 01:00:47,456 | 01:00:48,857 | - or signals. - Scott, when you weren't | - or signals. - Scott, when you weren't |
| 997 | 01:00:48,891 | 01:00:50,492 | on the phone I was really worried about you. | on the phone I was really worried about you. |
| 998 | 01:00:51,360 | 01:00:54,363 | - Then I thought, well - Okay, and I want you | - Then I thought, well - Okay, and I want you |
| 999 | 01:00:54,396 | 01:00:57,333 | - to know that I'm here - What would I do, maybe they | - to know that I'm here - What would I do, maybe they |
| 1000 | 01:00:57,366 | 01:00:59,401 | If you need someone to listen and that you don't | If you need someone to listen and that you don't |
| 1001 | 01:00:59,435 | 01:01:01,804 | - have to feel ashamed. - Send them and | - have to feel ashamed. - Send them and |
| 1002 | 01:01:01,837 | 01:01:04,373 | we just don't have the right radio to hear it. | we just don't have the right radio to hear it. |
| 1003 | 01:01:05,541 | 01:01:06,508 | Scott, | Scott, |
| 1004 | 01:01:08,310 | 01:01:09,511 | can you just answer me? | can you just answer me? |
| 1005 | 01:01:09,545 | 01:01:11,413 | Like to be in the middle of nowhere | Like to be in the middle of nowhere |
| 1006 | 01:01:13,182 | 01:01:15,050 | and just trying to send those messages | and just trying to send those messages |
| 1007 | 01:01:15,084 | 01:01:16,552 | - and know that no one's - Scott, I need you | - and know that no one's - Scott, I need you |
| 1008 | 01:01:16,586 | 01:01:19,355 | - to tell me where you live? - Gonna hear them. | - to tell me where you live? - Gonna hear them. |
| 1009 | 01:01:20,322 | 01:01:21,156 | Okay. | Okay. |
| 1010 | 01:01:22,524 | 01:01:26,128 | Maybe it's like when we send stuff into space. | Maybe it's like when we send stuff into space. |
| 1011 | 01:01:27,597 | 01:01:28,732 | Scott, I would like to come over and meet you. | Scott, I would like to come over and meet you. |
| 1012 | 01:01:28,764 | 01:01:33,936 | We don't know who or if anyone's ever gonna hear us. | We don't know who or if anyone's ever gonna hear us. |
| 1013 | 01:01:38,240 | 01:01:39,074 | Scott? | Scott? |
| 1014 | 01:01:40,943 | 01:01:42,544 | - Scott there's still so much. - Unless they do | - Scott there's still so much. - Unless they do |
| 1015 | 01:01:42,579 | 01:01:45,547 | and they send a message back it would be long | and they send a message back it would be long |
| 1016 | 01:01:45,582 | 01:01:46,448 | after we're gone. | after we're gone. |
| 1017 | 01:01:46,482 | 01:01:48,150 | Scott, there's still so much | Scott, there's still so much |
| 1018 | 01:01:48,183 | 01:01:49,118 | - I don't know about you - Our children's children | - I don't know about you - Our children's children |
| 1019 | 01:01:49,151 | 01:01:50,352 | And I would like to get | And I would like to get |
| 1020 | 01:01:50,386 | 01:01:51,588 | to know you a little bit more, okay. | to know you a little bit more, okay. |
| 1021 | 01:01:51,621 | 01:01:54,156 | They'll be the ones that hear them. | They'll be the ones that hear them. |
| 1022 | 01:01:55,090 | 01:01:56,325 | (BETH SNIFFING) | (BETH SNIFFING) |
| 1023 | 01:01:56,358 | 01:01:57,860 | And it'll be just like it is now. | And it'll be just like it is now. |
| 1024 | 01:02:01,096 | 01:02:03,499 | - Just like what is? - Just like there was nothing. | - Just like what is? - Just like there was nothing. |
| 1025 | 01:02:03,532 | 01:02:05,868 | Scott, there isn't nothing, okay. | Scott, there isn't nothing, okay. |
| 1026 | 01:02:08,103 | 01:02:08,937 | I'm here | I'm here |
| 1027 | 01:02:10,472 | 01:02:13,576 | and I wanna talk to you, okay, | and I wanna talk to you, okay, |
| 1028 | 01:02:13,610 | 01:02:16,412 | and I want you to know that I care about you, okay, | and I want you to know that I care about you, okay, |
| 1029 | 01:02:20,983 | 01:02:22,284 | and that you're not alone. | and that you're not alone. |
| 1030 | 01:02:23,952 | 01:02:25,387 | You're so nice. | You're so nice. |
| 1031 | 01:02:26,488 | 01:02:28,857 | (BETH SNIFFING) | (BETH SNIFFING) |
| 1032 | 01:02:28,891 | 01:02:33,896 | I wish I could talk to someone who didn't know for once, | I wish I could talk to someone who didn't know for once, |
| 1033 | 01:02:39,435 | 01:02:40,569 | who didn't see me like that. | who didn't see me like that. |
| 1034 | 01:02:40,603 | 01:02:41,470 | I'm so sorry. | I'm so sorry. |
| 1035 | 01:02:42,672 | 01:02:44,607 | Just one last time. | Just one last time. |
| 1036 | 01:02:44,641 | 01:02:47,242 | Scott please don't say things like that, okay. | Scott please don't say things like that, okay. |
| 1037 | 01:02:48,243 | 01:02:49,078 | Okay? | Okay? |
| 1038 | 01:02:50,379 | 01:02:52,014 | You don't have to say things like that, | You don't have to say things like that, |
| 1039 | 01:02:52,047 | 01:02:53,248 | okay, you're safe. | okay, you're safe. |
| 1040 | 01:02:55,317 | 01:02:56,452 | And I care about you, | And I care about you, |
| 1041 | 01:02:56,485 | 01:02:57,453 | I really do. | I really do. |
| 1042 | 01:02:59,988 | 01:03:01,423 | No, you don't. | No, you don't. |
| 1043 | 01:03:01,457 | 01:03:02,991 | You don't have to be ashamed. | You don't have to be ashamed. |
| 1044 | 01:03:07,262 | 01:03:08,864 | I should've had the affair, | I should've had the affair, |
| 1045 | 01:03:11,033 | 01:03:12,101 | you were right. | you were right. |
| 1046 | 01:03:12,134 | 01:03:13,369 | Why would you say that? | Why would you say that? |
| 1047 | 01:03:15,971 | 01:03:17,607 | And planned stuff with Katie, | And planned stuff with Katie, |
| 1048 | 01:03:17,640 | 01:03:19,007 | everything would be okay. | everything would be okay. |
| 1049 | 01:03:19,041 | 01:03:21,977 | Scott, don't say things like that okay. | Scott, don't say things like that okay. |
| 1050 | 01:03:22,010 | 01:03:23,979 | That's not true. | That's not true. |
| 1051 | 01:03:24,012 | 01:03:25,381 | It's true. | It's true. |
| 1052 | 01:03:25,414 | 01:03:27,449 | No. | No. |
| 1053 | 01:03:27,483 | 01:03:28,450 | Amanda | Amanda |
| 1054 | 01:03:30,386 | 01:03:31,520 | would divorce me | would divorce me |
| 1055 | 01:03:33,288 | 01:03:38,293 | and we would've talked and | and we would've talked and |
| 1056 | 01:03:38,961 | 01:03:41,296 | Emily would probably disown me. | Emily would probably disown me. |
| 1057 | 01:03:43,733 | 01:03:45,934 | But Dylan would still be alive. | But Dylan would still be alive. |
| 1058 | 01:03:49,371 | 01:03:50,172 | Scott. | Scott. |
| 1059 | 01:03:50,205 | 01:03:51,440 | Don't you worry. | Don't you worry. |
| 1060 | 01:03:51,473 | 01:03:53,576 | I want you to know that you don't have | I want you to know that you don't have |
| 1061 | 01:03:53,610 | 01:03:55,277 | to feel hopeless, okay. | to feel hopeless, okay. |
| 1062 | 01:03:57,680 | 01:04:00,015 | Can you just tell me that you're gonna be okay? | Can you just tell me that you're gonna be okay? |
| 1063 | 01:04:01,718 | 01:04:03,653 | Can you say those words to me? | Can you say those words to me? |
| 1064 | 01:04:03,686 | 01:04:04,987 | Who cares? | Who cares? |
| 1065 | 01:04:05,020 | 01:04:05,622 | I care. | I care. |
| 1066 | 01:04:05,655 | 01:04:07,156 | No you don't. | No you don't. |
| 1067 | 01:04:07,189 | 01:04:09,425 | I really, really do care. | I really, really do care. |
| 1068 | 01:04:10,627 | 01:04:11,927 | I really do. | I really do. |
| 1069 | 01:04:20,670 | 01:04:21,671 | Okay? | Okay? |
| 1070 | 01:04:21,704 | 01:04:24,306 | I don't feel good. | I don't feel good. |
| 1071 | 01:04:24,339 | 01:04:26,175 | You don't feel good? | You don't feel good? |
| 1072 | 01:04:29,077 | 01:04:30,713 | No. The pills. | No. The pills. |
| 1073 | 01:04:30,747 | 01:04:31,547 | What? | What? |
| 1074 | 01:04:36,418 | 01:04:38,187 | Scott, did you take pills? | Scott, did you take pills? |
| 1075 | 01:04:40,122 | 01:04:40,956 | Scott? | Scott? |
| 1076 | 01:04:43,158 | 01:04:45,060 | Scott, did you take pills? | Scott, did you take pills? |
| 1077 | 01:04:46,061 | 01:04:46,696 | Scott? | Scott? |
| 1078 | 01:04:48,330 | 01:04:50,733 | Scott, please answer me okay? | Scott, please answer me okay? |
| 1079 | 01:04:51,768 | 01:04:53,001 | Scott? | Scott? |
| 1080 | 01:04:54,737 | 01:04:56,138 | Scott, are you okay? | Scott, are you okay? |
| 1081 | 01:04:58,207 | 01:04:59,776 | Scott? | Scott? |
| 1082 | 01:04:59,809 | 01:05:03,979 | (TENSE OMINOUS INSTRUMENTAL MUSIC) | (TENSE OMINOUS INSTRUMENTAL MUSIC) |
| 1083 | 01:05:06,749 | 01:05:09,284 | Scott, just talk to me okay. | Scott, just talk to me okay. |
| 1084 | 01:05:09,985 | 01:05:12,655 | You're gonna be okay, I promise. | You're gonna be okay, I promise. |
| 1085 | 01:05:12,689 | 01:05:14,356 | - I promise. - Hello? | - I promise. - Hello? |
| 1086 | 01:05:14,389 | 01:05:15,758 | Hi Amanda, please don't hang up. | Hi Amanda, please don't hang up. |
| 1087 | 01:05:15,792 | 01:05:17,794 | Please, I have Scott on the other line | Please, I have Scott on the other line |
| 1088 | 01:05:17,827 | 01:05:19,696 | and I need his address, okay. | and I need his address, okay. |
| 1089 | 01:05:19,729 | 01:05:20,730 | AMANDA: I already told you, | AMANDA: I already told you, |
| 1090 | 01:05:20,763 | 01:05:22,064 | - I don't have his address. - I understand that | - I don't have his address. - I understand that |
| 1091 | 01:05:22,097 | 01:05:23,365 | but this is an emergency. | but this is an emergency. |
| 1092 | 01:05:23,398 | 01:05:26,703 | I think he's gonna kill himself, please. | I think he's gonna kill himself, please. |
| 1093 | 01:05:26,736 | 01:05:27,670 | AMANDA: You need to call the police. | AMANDA: You need to call the police. |
| 1094 | 01:05:27,704 | 01:05:29,238 | I did call the police. | I did call the police. |
| 1095 | 01:05:29,271 | 01:05:32,307 | They need an address or a phone number, | They need an address or a phone number, |
| 1096 | 01:05:32,341 | 01:05:33,509 | okay, Amanda. | okay, Amanda. |
| 1097 | 01:05:33,542 | 01:05:34,811 | AMANDA: I do not have an address | AMANDA: I do not have an address |
| 1098 | 01:05:34,844 | 01:05:36,579 | or phone number, I'm sorry. | or phone number, I'm sorry. |
| 1099 | 01:05:36,613 | 01:05:38,781 | Please, you don't understand. | Please, you don't understand. |
| 1100 | 01:05:38,815 | 01:05:39,716 | AMANDA: I don't have it. | AMANDA: I don't have it. |
| 1101 | 01:05:39,749 | 01:05:40,783 | There's nothing I can do, | There's nothing I can do, |
| 1102 | 01:05:40,817 | 01:05:41,784 | - I don't have it. - Scott? | - I don't have it. - Scott? |
| 1103 | 01:05:42,685 | 01:05:43,753 | Amanda, please. | Amanda, please. |
| 1104 | 01:05:44,821 | 01:05:46,689 | Emily, is Emily there? | Emily, is Emily there? |
| 1105 | 01:05:46,723 | 01:05:47,824 | AMANDA: How do you know Emily? | AMANDA: How do you know Emily? |
| 1106 | 01:05:47,857 | 01:05:48,758 | She wrote him a letter. | She wrote him a letter. |
| 1107 | 01:05:48,791 | 01:05:50,392 | She has his address, | She has his address, |
| 1108 | 01:05:50,425 | 01:05:51,426 | please go get her. | please go get her. |
| 1109 | 01:05:51,460 | 01:05:52,427 | AMANDA: What? | AMANDA: What? |
| 1110 | 01:05:52,461 | 01:05:54,162 | - Go get her. - Okay. Okay. | - Go get her. - Okay. Okay. |
| 1111 | 01:05:54,196 | 01:05:55,598 | - Scott? - Emily? | - Scott? - Emily? |
| 1112 | 01:05:55,632 | 01:05:57,232 | - What? - Did you write | - What? - Did you write |
| 1113 | 01:05:57,266 | 01:05:59,067 | - a letter to your dad? - Scott, I'm here okay. | - a letter to your dad? - Scott, I'm here okay. |
| 1114 | 01:05:59,101 | 01:06:00,569 | - Why? - 'Cause this random lady | - Why? - 'Cause this random lady |
| 1115 | 01:06:00,603 | 01:06:02,271 | on the phone is saying you wrote a letter to your dad. | on the phone is saying you wrote a letter to your dad. |
| 1116 | 01:06:02,304 | 01:06:03,806 | She needs his address, | She needs his address, |
| 1117 | 01:06:03,840 | 01:06:06,208 | apparently you know it 'cause you've written letters to him. | apparently you know it 'cause you've written letters to him. |
| 1118 | 01:06:06,241 | 01:06:07,677 | Amanda, please hurry up. | Amanda, please hurry up. |
| 1119 | 01:06:07,710 | 01:06:10,145 | AMANDA: Just give me a second. | AMANDA: Just give me a second. |
| 1120 | 01:06:10,178 | 01:06:11,581 | Please hurry up. | Please hurry up. |
| 1121 | 01:06:11,614 | 01:06:12,715 | Scott, just say something. | Scott, just say something. |
| 1122 | 01:06:12,749 | 01:06:13,683 | AMANDA: She did write a letter | AMANDA: She did write a letter |
| 1123 | 01:06:13,716 | 01:06:15,150 | and I didn't know she had. | and I didn't know she had. |
| 1124 | 01:06:15,183 | 01:06:18,220 | Yes, just give me the address please? | Yes, just give me the address please? |
| 1125 | 01:06:18,253 | 01:06:20,657 | AMANDA: 1474 Main Street, | AMANDA: 1474 Main Street, |
| 1126 | 01:06:20,690 | 01:06:21,824 | Upper Midwest Side | Upper Midwest Side |
| 1127 | 01:06:21,858 | 01:06:22,859 | 1722 Cherio Hill. | 1722 Cherio Hill. |
| 1128 | 01:06:22,892 | 01:06:24,526 | Yes. Okay. | Yes. Okay. |
| 1129 | 01:06:24,560 | 01:06:26,663 | AMANDA: Sorry, I didn't know she was sending him letters. | AMANDA: Sorry, I didn't know she was sending him letters. |
| 1130 | 01:06:26,696 | 01:06:27,864 | You'd have to talk to her. | You'd have to talk to her. |
| 1131 | 01:06:27,897 | 01:06:32,035 | (SOMBER TENSE INSTRUMENTAL MUSIC) | (SOMBER TENSE INSTRUMENTAL MUSIC) |
| 1132 | 01:06:33,703 | 01:06:35,270 | Scott? | Scott? |
| 1133 | 01:06:35,304 | 01:06:36,305 | Scott? | Scott? |
| 1134 | 01:06:36,338 | 01:06:37,472 | Say something, okay. | Say something, okay. |
| 1135 | 01:06:37,506 | 01:06:38,741 | Just tell me you're gonna be okay. | Just tell me you're gonna be okay. |
| 1136 | 01:06:38,775 | 01:06:39,842 | 911 OPERATOR: 911, what's your emergency? | 911 OPERATOR: 911, what's your emergency? |
| 1137 | 01:06:39,876 | 01:06:42,110 | You have to send an ambulance to 1474 Main Street, | You have to send an ambulance to 1474 Main Street, |
| 1138 | 01:06:42,144 | 01:06:43,713 | Apartment 1722 Cherio. | Apartment 1722 Cherio. |
| 1139 | 01:06:43,746 | 01:06:45,347 | Please hurry up. | Please hurry up. |
| 1140 | 01:06:45,380 | 01:06:46,616 | 911 OPERATOR: Just please state your emergency? | 911 OPERATOR: Just please state your emergency? |
| 1141 | 01:06:46,649 | 01:06:48,718 | Yes, I'm currently on the phone with someone | Yes, I'm currently on the phone with someone |
| 1142 | 01:06:48,751 | 01:06:51,654 | who I think is trying to kill themselves. | who I think is trying to kill themselves. |
| 1143 | 01:06:51,688 | 01:06:53,690 | He took a lot of pills and he's been drinking | He took a lot of pills and he's been drinking |
| 1144 | 01:06:53,723 | 01:06:56,124 | and he's not responding so please hurry. | and he's not responding so please hurry. |
| 1145 | 01:06:56,158 | 01:06:56,793 | 911 OPERATOR: What's his name? | 911 OPERATOR: What's his name? |
| 1146 | 01:06:56,826 | 01:06:57,894 | His name is Scott. | His name is Scott. |
| 1147 | 01:06:57,927 | 01:06:59,561 | (INDISTINCT) | (INDISTINCT) |
| 1148 | 01:06:59,596 | 01:07:00,797 | Scott Richardson. | Scott Richardson. |
| 1149 | 01:07:00,830 | 01:07:02,297 | 911 OPERATOR: Okay, just repeat the address? | 911 OPERATOR: Okay, just repeat the address? |
| 1150 | 01:07:02,331 | 01:07:04,734 | Yes, it's 1474 Main Street, | Yes, it's 1474 Main Street, |
| 1151 | 01:07:07,937 | 01:07:10,205 | Apartment 1722 Cherry Hill. | Apartment 1722 Cherry Hill. |
| 1152 | 01:07:11,841 | 01:07:13,408 | Please just hurry. | Please just hurry. |
| 1153 | 01:07:13,442 | 01:07:14,911 | You don't understand. | You don't understand. |
| 1154 | 01:07:14,944 | 01:07:17,179 | 911 OPERATOR: Are you on the phone with him right now? | 911 OPERATOR: Are you on the phone with him right now? |
| 1155 | 01:07:17,212 | 01:07:18,380 | Yes, I'm currently on the phone | Yes, I'm currently on the phone |
| 1156 | 01:07:18,413 | 01:07:19,749 | but he's not responding to me. | but he's not responding to me. |
| 1157 | 01:07:19,782 | 01:07:21,516 | I don't know what to do. | I don't know what to do. |
| 1158 | 01:07:21,550 | 01:07:22,551 | 911 OPERATOR: Please stay calm. | 911 OPERATOR: Please stay calm. |
| 1159 | 01:07:22,585 | 01:07:23,552 | Help is on its way right now. | Help is on its way right now. |
| 1160 | 01:07:23,586 | 01:07:25,788 | Yes, thank you. | Yes, thank you. |
| 1161 | 01:07:25,822 | 01:07:26,656 | Scott? | Scott? |
| 1162 | 01:07:27,857 | 01:07:28,891 | Scott? | Scott? |
| 1163 | 01:07:30,292 | 01:07:32,394 | Scott, just talk to me. | Scott, just talk to me. |
| 1164 | 01:07:32,427 | 01:07:33,696 | Just say something, okay. | Just say something, okay. |
| 1165 | 01:07:33,730 | 01:07:36,531 | Tell me that you're gonna be okay. | Tell me that you're gonna be okay. |
| 1166 | 01:07:37,900 | 01:07:39,334 | Say those words, | Say those words, |
| 1167 | 01:07:39,368 | 01:07:42,304 | just tell me you're gonna be okay? | just tell me you're gonna be okay? |
| 1168 | 01:07:42,337 | 01:07:43,171 | Scott? | Scott? |
| 1169 | 01:07:47,242 | 01:07:48,310 | Scott? | Scott? |
| 1170 | 01:07:48,343 | 01:07:49,579 | (SCOTT MUMBLING) | (SCOTT MUMBLING) |
| 1171 | 01:07:49,612 | 01:07:52,782 | Scott, who are you talking to? | Scott, who are you talking to? |
| 1172 | 01:07:52,815 | 01:07:53,650 | Scott? | Scott? |
| 1173 | 01:07:55,217 | 01:07:57,954 | Scott, just say are you gonna be okay? | Scott, just say are you gonna be okay? |
| 1174 | 01:07:57,987 | 01:08:00,823 | Scott, please don't do this to me. | Scott, please don't do this to me. |
| 1175 | 01:08:02,357 | 01:08:05,193 | Please don't do this to me, Scott. | Please don't do this to me, Scott. |
| 1176 | 01:08:07,229 | 01:08:08,831 | Scott, just think about Emily, | Scott, just think about Emily, |
| 1177 | 01:08:08,865 | 01:08:11,901 | okay, she doesn't want you to go. | okay, she doesn't want you to go. |
| 1178 | 01:08:11,934 | 01:08:14,169 | She doesn't want you to go. | She doesn't want you to go. |
| 1179 | 01:08:17,439 | 01:08:18,273 | Scott? | Scott? |
| 1180 | 01:08:20,409 | 01:08:22,812 | Scott, please don't go. | Scott, please don't go. |
| 1181 | 01:08:22,845 | 01:08:23,680 | Scott? | Scott? |
| 1182 | 01:08:24,814 | 01:08:27,784 | (TENSE OMINOUS INSTRUMENTAL MUSIC) | (TENSE OMINOUS INSTRUMENTAL MUSIC) |
| 1183 | 01:08:27,817 | 01:08:29,952 | Scott, say something please? | Scott, say something please? |
| 1184 | 01:08:35,557 | 01:08:36,926 | (BETH SOBBING) | (BETH SOBBING) |
| 1185 | 01:08:36,959 | 01:08:38,193 | Scott. | Scott. |
| 1186 | 01:08:39,461 | 01:08:41,964 | Scott, help is on the way, okay. | Scott, help is on the way, okay. |
| 1187 | 01:08:41,998 | 01:08:43,866 | Help is on the way. | Help is on the way. |
| 1188 | 01:08:43,900 | 01:08:45,702 | If you can hear me, | If you can hear me, |
| 1189 | 01:08:45,735 | 01:08:47,970 | they're coming to help you. | they're coming to help you. |
| 1190 | 01:08:50,006 | 01:08:52,909 | I'm so sorry. I'm so sorry. | I'm so sorry. I'm so sorry. |
| 1191 | 01:08:52,942 | 01:08:54,944 | I don't know what to do. | I don't know what to do. |
| 1192 | 01:08:57,345 | 01:08:59,281 | (BETH SOBBING) | (BETH SOBBING) |
| 1193 | 01:08:59,314 | 01:08:59,949 | Scott! | Scott! |
| 1194 | 01:09:04,053 | 01:09:06,823 | Please, please, please, please. | Please, please, please, please. |
| 1195 | 01:09:10,960 | 01:09:11,794 | Scott? | Scott? |
| 1196 | 01:09:15,031 | 01:09:15,865 | Scott? | Scott? |
| 1197 | 01:09:18,668 | 01:09:19,969 | (KNOCKING ON DOOR) | (KNOCKING ON DOOR) |
| 1198 | 01:09:20,002 | 01:09:21,904 | Scott, answer the door. | Scott, answer the door. |
| 1199 | 01:09:23,472 | 01:09:24,907 | Scott, go answer the door. | Scott, go answer the door. |
| 1200 | 01:09:24,941 | 01:09:26,308 | Please, they're there to help you. | Please, they're there to help you. |
| 1201 | 01:09:26,341 | 01:09:28,243 | Please answer the door. | Please answer the door. |
| 1202 | 01:09:30,079 | 01:09:31,513 | (BETH SCREECHING) | (BETH SCREECHING) |
| 1203 | 01:09:31,546 | 01:09:33,950 | (DOOR SMASHING) | (DOOR SMASHING) |
| 1204 | 01:09:33,983 | 01:09:38,286 | (TENSE OMINOUS VIOLIN MUSIC) | (TENSE OMINOUS VIOLIN MUSIC) |
| 1205 | 01:09:38,320 | 01:09:39,055 | (DIALING TONE) | (DIALING TONE) |
| 1206 | 01:09:39,088 | 01:09:41,824 | Hello? | Hello? |
| 1207 | 01:09:41,858 | 01:09:44,627 | Hello? | Hello? |
| 1208 | 01:09:44,660 | 01:09:45,494 | Oh my God. | Oh my God. |
| 1209 | 01:09:49,699 | 01:09:50,532 | (BETH SOBBING) | (BETH SOBBING) |
| 1210 | 01:09:50,565 | 01:09:51,399 | Oh my God. | Oh my God. |
| 1211 | 01:09:53,770 | 01:09:55,537 | Oh my God. Oh my God. | Oh my God. Oh my God. |
| 1212 | 01:10:00,943 | 01:10:03,746 | (BETH SOBBING) | (BETH SOBBING) |
| 1213 | 01:10:05,648 | 01:10:08,918 | (RELAXING PIANO MUSIC) | (RELAXING PIANO MUSIC) |
| 1214 | 01:10:09,752 | 01:10:14,757 | Oh my God. | Oh my God. |
| 1215 | 01:10:15,557 | 01:10:17,593 | (DOOR CLICKING) | (DOOR CLICKING) |
| 1216 | 01:10:17,627 | 01:10:19,996 | (WIND HOWLING) | (WIND HOWLING) |
| 1217 | 01:10:21,063 | 01:10:24,967 | ♪ Oh no ♪ | ♪ Oh no ♪ |
| 1218 | 01:10:25,001 | 01:10:30,006 | ♪ Tonight I find it hard to swallow ♪ | ♪ Tonight I find it hard to swallow ♪ |
| 1219 | 01:10:31,573 | 01:10:36,579 | ♪ The bed is made and I feel hollow ♪ | ♪ The bed is made and I feel hollow ♪ |
| 1220 | 01:10:37,980 | 01:10:42,985 | ♪ My friends suggest that I should take it slow ♪ | ♪ My friends suggest that I should take it slow ♪ |
| 1221 | 01:10:44,053 | 01:10:47,590 | ♪ I took it slow ♪ | ♪ I took it slow ♪ |
| 1222 | 01:10:47,623 | 01:10:50,827 | (TELEPHONE RINGING) | (TELEPHONE RINGING) |
| 1223 | 01:10:50,860 | 01:10:51,661 | Hello? | Hello? |
| 1224 | 01:10:53,562 | 01:10:55,031 | Hi baby. | Hi baby. |
| 1225 | 01:10:55,064 | 01:10:55,865 | No. | No. |
| 1226 | 01:10:57,099 | 01:10:58,466 | No I'm not mad. | No I'm not mad. |
| 1227 | 01:10:59,434 | 01:11:00,736 | No. | No. |
| 1228 | 01:11:00,770 | 01:11:02,437 | Just happy you're home. | Just happy you're home. |
| 1229 | 01:11:06,042 | 01:11:08,110 | I'm just happy you're home. | I'm just happy you're home. |
| 1230 | 01:11:11,047 | 01:11:12,081 | Yeah. | Yeah. |
| 1231 | 01:11:13,515 | 01:11:16,384 | I know, I'll be home soon okay baby. | I know, I'll be home soon okay baby. |
| 1232 | 01:11:16,418 | 01:11:17,053 | I'm sorry. | I'm sorry. |
| 1233 | 01:11:18,988 | 01:11:19,889 | Yeah, I love you. | Yeah, I love you. |
| 1234 | 01:11:22,424 | 01:11:24,727 | Can you say it back to me, please? | Can you say it back to me, please? |
| 1235 | 01:11:32,434 | 01:11:34,402 | Okay, I'll talk to you soon baby. | Okay, I'll talk to you soon baby. |
| 1236 | 01:11:36,739 | 01:11:37,572 | Bye. | Bye. |
| 1237 | 01:11:39,876 | 01:11:43,012 | ♪ I see you face in blurry shades ♪ | ♪ I see you face in blurry shades ♪ |
| 1238 | 01:11:43,045 | 01:11:46,182 | ♪ And I reach out for your hand ♪ | ♪ And I reach out for your hand ♪ |
| 1239 | 01:11:46,215 | 01:11:49,451 | ♪ All your ways I can't explain ♪ | ♪ All your ways I can't explain ♪ |
| 1240 | 01:11:49,484 | 01:11:52,889 | ♪ But I want to understand ♪ | ♪ But I want to understand ♪ |
| 1241 | 01:11:52,922 | 01:11:56,192 | ♪ My love ♪ | ♪ My love ♪ |
| 1242 | 01:11:56,225 | 01:11:59,061 | ♪ I only want you next to me ♪ | ♪ I only want you next to me ♪ |
| 1243 | 01:11:59,095 | 01:12:02,564 | ♪ Sweet love ♪ | ♪ Sweet love ♪ |
| 1244 | 01:12:02,598 | 01:12:06,068 | ♪ How long before you hurt for me ♪ | ♪ How long before you hurt for me ♪ |
| 1245 | 01:12:06,102 | 01:12:11,107 | ♪ Hurt for me ♪ | ♪ Hurt for me ♪ |
| 1246 | 01:12:12,141 | 01:12:17,146 | ♪ Do you hurt for me ♪ | ♪ Do you hurt for me ♪ |
| 1247 | 01:12:20,249 | 01:12:25,453 | ♪ I sedate my mind with hope of your return ♪ | ♪ I sedate my mind with hope of your return ♪ |
| 1248 | 01:12:26,923 | 01:12:31,928 | ♪ Just enough to weigh me down ♪ | ♪ Just enough to weigh me down ♪ |
| 1249 | 01:12:33,561 | 01:12:38,566 | ♪ I can fake my heart and I love to watch it burn ♪ | ♪ I can fake my heart and I love to watch it burn ♪ |
| 1250 | 01:12:39,769 | 01:12:43,639 | ♪ But it knows you ain't around ♪ | ♪ But it knows you ain't around ♪ |
| 1251 | 01:12:47,607 | 01:12:52,607 | Provided by explosiveskull https://twitter.com/kaboomskull | Provided by explosiveskull https://twitter.com/kaboomskull |
| 1252 | 01:12:58,688 | 01:13:01,857 | ♪ My love ♪ | ♪ My love ♪ |
| 1253 | 01:13:01,891 | 01:13:05,027 | ♪ I only want you next to me ♪ | ♪ I only want you next to me ♪ |
| 1254 | 01:13:05,061 | 01:13:08,164 | ♪ Sweet love ♪ | ♪ Sweet love ♪ |
| 1255 | 01:13:08,197 | 01:13:13,202 | ♪ How long before you hurt for me, hurt for me ♪ | ♪ How long before you hurt for me, hurt for me ♪ |
| 1256 | 01:13:17,840 | 01:13:21,077 | ♪ Will you hurt for me ♪ | ♪ Will you hurt for me ♪ |
| 1257 | 01:13:22,878 | 01:13:25,480 | (DIALING TONE) | (DIALING TONE) |
| 1258 | 01:13:31,253 | 01:13:35,024 | (SOMBER INSTRUMENTAL MUSIC) | (SOMBER INSTRUMENTAL MUSIC) |