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1 | 00:00:02,903 | 00:00:04,495 | MEREDITH: Surgeons have a saying, | MEREDITH: Surgeons have a saying, |
2 | 00:00:04,972 | 00:00:06,496 | "All bleeding must stop." | "All bleeding must stop." |
3 | 00:00:06,574 | 00:00:09,941 | It's sort of our version of "This, too, shall pass." | It's sort of our version of "This, too, shall pass." |
4 | 00:00:10,011 | 00:00:12,412 | Every crisis will eventually come to an end. | Every crisis will eventually come to an end. |
5 | 00:00:12,881 | 00:00:15,145 | You'll either save your patient, or you won't. | You'll either save your patient, or you won't. |
6 | 00:00:15,317 | 00:00:17,308 | - Are they gonna ask me about... - MIRANDA: Ben. | - Are they gonna ask me about... - MIRANDA: Ben. |
7 | 00:00:17,552 | 00:00:19,679 | - (ELEVATOR DINGS) - Right. You can't tell me. | - (ELEVATOR DINGS) - Right. You can't tell me. |
8 | 00:00:20,288 | 00:00:21,482 | How's Omar doing? | How's Omar doing? |
9 | 00:00:21,556 | 00:00:22,818 | I can't... | I can't... |
10 | 00:00:22,891 | 00:00:24,791 | Can't tell me that, either. | Can't tell me that, either. |
11 | 00:00:24,960 | 00:00:26,518 | - (SIGHS) - Just doing my job. | - (SIGHS) - Just doing my job. |
12 | 00:00:26,995 | 00:00:29,361 | - Thank you, Chief. - (ELEVATOR DINGS) | - Thank you, Chief. - (ELEVATOR DINGS) |
13 | 00:00:29,931 | 00:00:31,866 | Ah. It's a good thing I'm not trying to save lives | Ah. It's a good thing I'm not trying to save lives |
14 | 00:00:31,934 | 00:00:34,926 | so I can see that the elevator doors are open. | so I can see that the elevator doors are open. |
15 | 00:00:35,772 | 00:00:37,296 | - MEREDITH: So... - (ELEVATOR DINGS) | - MEREDITH: So... - (ELEVATOR DINGS) |
16 | 00:00:37,440 | 00:00:40,739 | One way or the other, the bleeding will stop. | One way or the other, the bleeding will stop. |
17 | 00:00:40,810 | 00:00:43,802 | Actually, as far as sayings go, | Actually, as far as sayings go, |
18 | 00:00:43,880 | 00:00:46,246 | this one's really not all that comforting. | this one's really not all that comforting. |
19 | 00:00:46,416 | 00:00:48,316 | STEPHANIE: Omar Singh, post-op day one, | STEPHANIE: Omar Singh, post-op day one, |
20 | 00:00:48,384 | 00:00:50,410 | following abdominal and chest surgery | following abdominal and chest surgery |
21 | 00:00:50,487 | 00:00:52,853 | to repair injuries sustained during a car accident. | to repair injuries sustained during a car accident. |
22 | 00:00:52,923 | 00:00:54,720 | - DeLuca? - Shortly after surgery, | - DeLuca? - Shortly after surgery, |
23 | 00:00:54,792 | 00:00:55,918 | Omar went into cardiac arrest. | Omar went into cardiac arrest. |
24 | 00:00:55,993 | 00:00:58,587 | Dr. Shepherd placed him on therapeutic hypothermia | Dr. Shepherd placed him on therapeutic hypothermia |
25 | 00:00:58,662 | 00:01:00,152 | as part of a new resuscitation protocol. | as part of a new resuscitation protocol. |
26 | 00:01:00,230 | 00:01:01,663 | - Tell me why. - We hoped that cooling the patient... | - Tell me why. - We hoped that cooling the patient... |
27 | 00:01:01,732 | 00:01:04,200 | He's regaining consciousness, and he's breathing spontaneously, | He's regaining consciousness, and he's breathing spontaneously, |
28 | 00:01:04,268 | 00:01:05,462 | so they'll extubate soon. | so they'll extubate soon. |
29 | 00:01:05,602 | 00:01:06,591 | Thank God. | Thank God. |
30 | 00:01:06,703 | 00:01:08,034 | Uh, Grey, you should go. | Uh, Grey, you should go. |
31 | 00:01:08,105 | 00:01:09,573 | - They're waiting for you. - Okay. | - They're waiting for you. - Okay. |
32 | 00:01:11,943 | 00:01:15,276 | Oh, I put together an advisory panel... | Oh, I put together an advisory panel... |
33 | 00:01:15,346 | 00:01:17,246 | Grey, Hunt, Pierce. | Grey, Hunt, Pierce. |
34 | 00:01:17,315 | 00:01:19,977 | They're going to review the Warren situation. | They're going to review the Warren situation. |
35 | 00:01:20,051 | 00:01:22,952 | - Bailey, we talked about this. - (BREATHES DEEPLY) | - Bailey, we talked about this. - (BREATHES DEEPLY) |
36 | 00:01:23,021 | 00:01:25,649 | As the leader of this surgical staff, you need to take charge of it. | As the leader of this surgical staff, you need to take charge of it. |
37 | 00:01:25,723 | 00:01:27,783 | As the leader of this surgical staff, | As the leader of this surgical staff, |
38 | 00:01:27,860 | 00:01:29,259 | I need to know my limitations. | I need to know my limitations. |
39 | 00:01:29,328 | 00:01:32,525 | And I know I cannot be impartial about my husband | And I know I cannot be impartial about my husband |
40 | 00:01:32,598 | 00:01:34,930 | and the future of his career. | and the future of his career. |
41 | 00:01:35,000 | 00:01:39,027 | As a leader, I am taking charge of my lack of impartiality | As a leader, I am taking charge of my lack of impartiality |
42 | 00:01:39,105 | 00:01:43,769 | by convening an advisory panel to review the matter. | by convening an advisory panel to review the matter. |
43 | 00:01:43,843 | 00:01:45,572 | Once they give me their recommendation | Once they give me their recommendation |
44 | 00:01:45,644 | 00:01:49,137 | for how to proceed, as a leader, | for how to proceed, as a leader, |
45 | 00:01:49,216 | 00:01:53,949 | I will make a final decision on what happens with my husband. | I will make a final decision on what happens with my husband. |
46 | 00:01:54,488 | 00:01:57,355 | As a human being, I'll stand here and thank the Lord | As a human being, I'll stand here and thank the Lord |
47 | 00:01:57,424 | 00:01:59,722 | that my husband isn't responsible | that my husband isn't responsible |
48 | 00:01:59,793 | 00:02:03,559 | for leaving three children without any parents at all. | for leaving three children without any parents at all. |
49 | 00:02:05,006 | 00:02:09,007 | Ripped & Corrected By mstoll | Ripped & Corrected By mstoll |
50 | 00:02:13,474 | 00:02:15,066 | Warren, have a seat. | Warren, have a seat. |
51 | 00:02:15,910 | 00:02:17,775 | When Miranda told me that there was an advisory committee, | When Miranda told me that there was an advisory committee, |
52 | 00:02:17,845 | 00:02:20,905 | I pictured a bunch of lawyers and hospital suits. | I pictured a bunch of lawyers and hospital suits. |
53 | 00:02:21,516 | 00:02:23,541 | Okay. I'm, uh, glad it's you guys. | Okay. I'm, uh, glad it's you guys. |
54 | 00:02:26,121 | 00:02:27,110 | Let's do it. | Let's do it. |
55 | 00:02:27,189 | 00:02:29,419 | MAGGIE: Dr. Warren, be apprised that the purpose of this committee | MAGGIE: Dr. Warren, be apprised that the purpose of this committee |
56 | 00:02:29,491 | 00:02:31,220 | is to understand the incident | is to understand the incident |
57 | 00:02:31,293 | 00:02:33,284 | and to make recommendations for disciplinary action, | and to make recommendations for disciplinary action, |
58 | 00:02:33,362 | 00:02:34,420 | should it be called for. | should it be called for. |
59 | 00:02:34,763 | 00:02:35,957 | A lack of full cooperation | A lack of full cooperation |
60 | 00:02:36,031 | 00:02:38,363 | with or withholding of information from this committee | with or withholding of information from this committee |
61 | 00:02:38,433 | 00:02:42,529 | will result in your immediate dismissal from the residency program. | will result in your immediate dismissal from the residency program. |
62 | 00:02:44,207 | 00:02:45,231 | Okay. | Okay. |
63 | 00:02:45,675 | 00:02:46,869 | You accept these conditions? | You accept these conditions? |
64 | 00:02:47,443 | 00:02:48,569 | Yes. | Yes. |
65 | 00:02:49,145 | 00:02:51,204 | Okay. Let's begin then. | Okay. Let's begin then. |
66 | 00:02:52,148 | 00:02:54,173 | Wait. So, she's still accusing me of harassment? | Wait. So, she's still accusing me of harassment? |
67 | 00:02:54,250 | 00:02:56,275 | I mean, I tried to meet her halfway here. | I mean, I tried to meet her halfway here. |
68 | 00:02:56,352 | 00:02:57,819 | I tried to take the high road. This... | I tried to take the high road. This... |
69 | 00:02:57,887 | 00:03:00,151 | Apparently, the high road is paved with restraining orders. | Apparently, the high road is paved with restraining orders. |
70 | 00:03:00,823 | 00:03:02,291 | I'm sorry. I'll be quiet. | I'm sorry. I'll be quiet. |
71 | 00:03:02,359 | 00:03:04,156 | The restraining order actually works for us. | The restraining order actually works for us. |
72 | 00:03:04,328 | 00:03:05,761 | When we take her to court to have it lifted, | When we take her to court to have it lifted, |
73 | 00:03:05,829 | 00:03:08,320 | she won't be able to prove any of these allegations, | she won't be able to prove any of these allegations, |
74 | 00:03:08,399 | 00:03:10,162 | and her character will be called into question, | and her character will be called into question, |
75 | 00:03:10,234 | 00:03:11,724 | which is exactly where we want to be. | which is exactly where we want to be. |
76 | 00:03:12,069 | 00:03:14,333 | - Because? - Because once that baby is born, | - Because? - Because once that baby is born, |
77 | 00:03:14,405 | 00:03:17,568 | you will have a very good shot at obtaining full custody. | you will have a very good shot at obtaining full custody. |
78 | 00:03:18,242 | 00:03:19,732 | Full custody? (SCOFFS) | Full custody? (SCOFFS) |
79 | 00:03:20,444 | 00:03:23,107 | - No. He would never. - He would. | - No. He would never. - He would. |
80 | 00:03:23,181 | 00:03:25,012 | Look, I know that I'm just here for support, | Look, I know that I'm just here for support, |
81 | 00:03:25,083 | 00:03:26,448 | but why would Jackson do that? | but why would Jackson do that? |
82 | 00:03:26,518 | 00:03:29,385 | Because it's exactly what I would advise her to do. | Because it's exactly what I would advise her to do. |
83 | 00:03:29,955 | 00:03:31,889 | Whether you meant it or not, April, | Whether you meant it or not, April, |
84 | 00:03:32,123 | 00:03:34,489 | this restraining order started an arms race. | this restraining order started an arms race. |
85 | 00:03:34,559 | 00:03:38,086 | The restraining order was a mistake. Can't we just take it back? | The restraining order was a mistake. Can't we just take it back? |
86 | 00:03:38,163 | 00:03:41,725 | I'm serious here. Do not try to talk to him. | I'm serious here. Do not try to talk to him. |
87 | 00:03:41,801 | 00:03:43,564 | The restraining order needs to stand. | The restraining order needs to stand. |
88 | 00:03:44,370 | 00:03:47,100 | - We have to do this together, okay? - (SIGHING) | - We have to do this together, okay? - (SIGHING) |
89 | 00:03:49,208 | 00:03:51,802 | This is exactly what I was trying to avoid. | This is exactly what I was trying to avoid. |
90 | 00:03:51,877 | 00:03:54,937 | After everything that happened with Samuel, I just... | After everything that happened with Samuel, I just... |
91 | 00:03:55,014 | 00:03:56,777 | I just want to keep this baby safe. | I just want to keep this baby safe. |
92 | 00:03:56,849 | 00:03:59,250 | Good. See? You felt your baby was in danger. | Good. See? You felt your baby was in danger. |
93 | 00:03:59,586 | 00:04:01,816 | That's great. That we can use. | That's great. That we can use. |
94 | 00:04:03,156 | 00:04:04,145 | (SIGHS) | (SIGHS) |
95 | 00:04:06,260 | 00:04:08,319 | (INDISTINCT ANNOUNCEMENT OVER PA) | (INDISTINCT ANNOUNCEMENT OVER PA) |
96 | 00:04:08,395 | 00:04:09,453 | Wow. | Wow. |
97 | 00:04:10,230 | 00:04:11,322 | Fractured pelvis? | Fractured pelvis? |
98 | 00:04:11,398 | 00:04:12,558 | Stepped on by a horse. | Stepped on by a horse. |
99 | 00:04:13,600 | 00:04:15,124 | So, tomorrow's the day. | So, tomorrow's the day. |
100 | 00:04:15,969 | 00:04:18,996 | Preminger Grant, yes or no, stay or go. | Preminger Grant, yes or no, stay or go. |
101 | 00:04:19,407 | 00:04:21,068 | Oh, you haven't given them an answer yet? | Oh, you haven't given them an answer yet? |
102 | 00:04:21,909 | 00:04:23,900 | You thought I would have given them an answer | You thought I would have given them an answer |
103 | 00:04:23,978 | 00:04:25,502 | - and not talked to you about it? - No. | - and not talked to you about it? - No. |
104 | 00:04:25,580 | 00:04:26,911 | No. I'm just saying, | No. I'm just saying, |
105 | 00:04:26,981 | 00:04:28,846 | the Preminger Grant's a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity. | the Preminger Grant's a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity. |
106 | 00:04:29,784 | 00:04:30,773 | If I say yes, | If I say yes, |
107 | 00:04:30,852 | 00:04:34,515 | I will be moving to New York for at least a year. | I will be moving to New York for at least a year. |
108 | 00:04:35,323 | 00:04:36,416 | Right. | Right. |
109 | 00:04:36,492 | 00:04:38,483 | - And you're fine with that? - Are you fine with that? | - And you're fine with that? - Are you fine with that? |
110 | 00:04:39,962 | 00:04:42,089 | Well, like you said, it's... | Well, like you said, it's... |
111 | 00:04:42,965 | 00:04:43,989 | Once in a lifetime. | Once in a lifetime. |
112 | 00:04:46,735 | 00:04:50,364 | Yep. Well, I got to get this pelvis into the OR. | Yep. Well, I got to get this pelvis into the OR. |
113 | 00:04:51,273 | 00:04:52,262 | (CLEARS THROAT) | (CLEARS THROAT) |
114 | 00:04:52,708 | 00:04:53,697 | (SIGHS) | (SIGHS) |
115 | 00:04:55,445 | 00:04:56,673 | Reggie Dalton? | Reggie Dalton? |
116 | 00:04:56,746 | 00:04:58,373 | I'm Dr. Jo Wilson. | I'm Dr. Jo Wilson. |
117 | 00:04:58,448 | 00:05:00,313 | Your chart says that you have a hernia. | Your chart says that you have a hernia. |
118 | 00:05:00,383 | 00:05:01,748 | Yeah. It's the worst. | Yeah. It's the worst. |
119 | 00:05:01,818 | 00:05:04,048 | Okay, well, let's take a look. Just lay back. | Okay, well, let's take a look. Just lay back. |
120 | 00:05:04,120 | 00:05:05,781 | I'm gonna lift up your shirt. | I'm gonna lift up your shirt. |
121 | 00:05:06,589 | 00:05:08,386 | Okay, so, how long has this been going on for? | Okay, so, how long has this been going on for? |
122 | 00:05:08,458 | 00:05:10,949 | Uh, I had surgery, like, uh, six months ago, | Uh, I had surgery, like, uh, six months ago, |
123 | 00:05:11,027 | 00:05:13,997 | and after a while, this little guy just started popping out of there. | and after a while, this little guy just started popping out of there. |
124 | 00:05:14,065 | 00:05:15,726 | - Six months ago? - Yeah. | - Six months ago? - Yeah. |
125 | 00:05:15,800 | 00:05:18,132 | I had it looked at once before, and they said they could operate, | I had it looked at once before, and they said they could operate, |
126 | 00:05:18,202 | 00:05:19,669 | but that it wasn't urgent. | but that it wasn't urgent. |
127 | 00:05:19,737 | 00:05:21,728 | So, I put it off, and... | So, I put it off, and... |
128 | 00:05:21,806 | 00:05:23,899 | Oh, God. Oh, no. Oh, no. | Oh, God. Oh, no. Oh, no. |
129 | 00:05:23,974 | 00:05:25,965 | - Reggie, are you okay? - Yes. | - Reggie, are you okay? - Yes. |
130 | 00:05:26,043 | 00:05:27,476 | So, this is the thing... | So, this is the thing... |
131 | 00:05:27,545 | 00:05:30,605 | It's allergy season, and every time I sneeze... | It's allergy season, and every time I sneeze... |
132 | 00:05:30,681 | 00:05:31,841 | The little guy pops out. | The little guy pops out. |
133 | 00:05:32,351 | 00:05:33,477 | I think maybe I've waited | I think maybe I've waited |
134 | 00:05:33,552 | 00:05:36,112 | a little too long to get surgery because... | a little too long to get surgery because... |
135 | 00:05:36,188 | 00:05:37,621 | - Oh, no! - Okay, Reggie, don't fight it. | - Oh, no! - Okay, Reggie, don't fight it. |
136 | 00:05:37,689 | 00:05:39,054 | It's only gonna make it worse. | It's only gonna make it worse. |
137 | 00:05:39,224 | 00:05:40,316 | - (SNEEZES) - (JO GASPS) | - (SNEEZES) - (JO GASPS) |
138 | 00:05:41,393 | 00:05:42,417 | Worse than this? | Worse than this? |
139 | 00:05:48,834 | 00:05:50,324 | - Is my baby gonna die? - No. | - Is my baby gonna die? - No. |
140 | 00:05:50,469 | 00:05:51,869 | (EKG BEEPING) | (EKG BEEPING) |
141 | 00:05:53,773 | 00:05:55,900 | MAGGIE: It's open before you even touch her. | MAGGIE: It's open before you even touch her. |
142 | 00:05:55,975 | 00:05:57,203 | I know that's what it looks like. | I know that's what it looks like. |
143 | 00:05:57,276 | 00:05:59,836 | That's what it is, Warren, right there. | That's what it is, Warren, right there. |
144 | 00:06:00,012 | 00:06:01,980 | You said you didn't see the doors open. | You said you didn't see the doors open. |
145 | 00:06:02,048 | 00:06:03,743 | Yes. I mean, no. | Yes. I mean, no. |
146 | 00:06:03,816 | 00:06:05,283 | Well, which is it? Did you? Or didn't you? | Well, which is it? Did you? Or didn't you? |
147 | 00:06:05,351 | 00:06:06,545 | I didn't see them open. | I didn't see them open. |
148 | 00:06:06,619 | 00:06:07,779 | It is right there in front of you. | It is right there in front of you. |
149 | 00:06:07,854 | 00:06:10,050 | I know, but I didn't see it. | I know, but I didn't see it. |
150 | 00:06:10,124 | 00:06:11,216 | It didn't register. | It didn't register. |
151 | 00:06:11,291 | 00:06:13,384 | Okay. Help me here. Was it... (SIGHS) | Okay. Help me here. Was it... (SIGHS) |
152 | 00:06:14,161 | 00:06:16,629 | - Had you already decided to cut? - No. | - Had you already decided to cut? - No. |
153 | 00:06:16,697 | 00:06:17,857 | Or did you decide | Or did you decide |
154 | 00:06:17,931 | 00:06:20,729 | getting in the elevator and up to the OR was just gonna take too long? | getting in the elevator and up to the OR was just gonna take too long? |
155 | 00:06:20,801 | 00:06:21,790 | No. | No. |
156 | 00:06:21,869 | 00:06:25,737 | Ben, lying right now is going to make this end very quickly. | Ben, lying right now is going to make this end very quickly. |
157 | 00:06:25,806 | 00:06:28,274 | I didn't see them open. | I didn't see them open. |
158 | 00:06:37,085 | 00:06:38,450 | I spoke with your grandma, | I spoke with your grandma, |
159 | 00:06:38,520 | 00:06:41,045 | and she'll be here in a couple of hours. | and she'll be here in a couple of hours. |
160 | 00:06:41,489 | 00:06:45,983 | Your dad still has a long recovery ahead of him, | Your dad still has a long recovery ahead of him, |
161 | 00:06:46,060 | 00:06:48,825 | but the fact that he's waking up is a really good sign. | but the fact that he's waking up is a really good sign. |
162 | 00:06:48,898 | 00:06:50,695 | You said I can see him when he wakes up. | You said I can see him when he wakes up. |
163 | 00:06:50,766 | 00:06:51,892 | I did. | I did. |
164 | 00:06:51,967 | 00:06:53,093 | And you will. | And you will. |
165 | 00:06:53,169 | 00:06:54,966 | - When? - How about now? | - When? - How about now? |
166 | 00:06:55,571 | 00:06:57,539 | Yeah? Come on. | Yeah? Come on. |
167 | 00:06:57,606 | 00:06:59,164 | Now, before we go in, | Now, before we go in, |
168 | 00:06:59,241 | 00:07:01,072 | your dad's connected to some tubes, | your dad's connected to some tubes, |
169 | 00:07:01,143 | 00:07:02,633 | - but that's normal... - Coming through! | - but that's normal... - Coming through! |
170 | 00:07:02,711 | 00:07:04,611 | So, don't be scared when the... | So, don't be scared when the... |
171 | 00:07:04,680 | 00:07:05,704 | Wait, Jasmine! | Wait, Jasmine! |
172 | 00:07:05,781 | 00:07:07,306 | - Daddy? - STEPHANIE: DeLuca, get the suction... | - Daddy? - STEPHANIE: DeLuca, get the suction... |
173 | 00:07:07,384 | 00:07:08,476 | DELUCA: Okay, got it. JASMINE: Daddy? | DELUCA: Okay, got it. JASMINE: Daddy? |
174 | 00:07:08,552 | 00:07:10,076 | - Push more lorazepam. - What's wrong with him? | - Push more lorazepam. - What's wrong with him? |
175 | 00:07:10,187 | 00:07:11,916 | AMELIA: We're gonna need to put him back on the ventilator. | AMELIA: We're gonna need to put him back on the ventilator. |
176 | 00:07:11,988 | 00:07:14,650 | - Prep for RSI. - Jasmine, they need to help him. | - Prep for RSI. - Jasmine, they need to help him. |
177 | 00:07:14,724 | 00:07:17,454 | You said he was awake. You said he was okay! | You said he was awake. You said he was okay! |
178 | 00:07:17,527 | 00:07:19,085 | I know. I know, honey. | I know. I know, honey. |
179 | 00:07:19,162 | 00:07:20,186 | Come on. | Come on. |
180 | 00:07:23,500 | 00:07:25,264 | They were done with me for the day. | They were done with me for the day. |
181 | 00:07:26,037 | 00:07:27,561 | Okay. | Okay. |
182 | 00:07:27,738 | 00:07:29,831 | They needed to talk to the other doctors involved. | They needed to talk to the other doctors involved. |
183 | 00:07:29,907 | 00:07:31,636 | - I see. - I wanted to check on my post-ops, | - I see. - I wanted to check on my post-ops, |
184 | 00:07:31,709 | 00:07:33,108 | but they told me I couldn't go back to work | but they told me I couldn't go back to work |
185 | 00:07:33,177 | 00:07:34,735 | - until all of this was... - Yeah, it's best that you | - until all of this was... - Yeah, it's best that you |
186 | 00:07:34,812 | 00:07:36,712 | not have contact with any patients. | not have contact with any patients. |
187 | 00:07:36,781 | 00:07:38,749 | Okay, then... | Okay, then... |
188 | 00:07:39,183 | 00:07:40,207 | (SNIFFLES) | (SNIFFLES) |
189 | 00:07:40,284 | 00:07:43,879 | Well, I guess I'll just pick up Tuck early from school. | Well, I guess I'll just pick up Tuck early from school. |
190 | 00:07:43,955 | 00:07:46,720 | You know, he's been begging me to go to this new arcade. | You know, he's been begging me to go to this new arcade. |
191 | 00:07:46,792 | 00:07:48,225 | Did he clean his room? | Did he clean his room? |
192 | 00:07:49,127 | 00:07:50,116 | I don't know. | I don't know. |
193 | 00:07:50,195 | 00:07:53,062 | Well, he can't go to the arcade unless he's cleaned his room. | Well, he can't go to the arcade unless he's cleaned his room. |
194 | 00:07:53,131 | 00:07:54,962 | - You know that, Ben. - I'm a grown-ass man, | - You know that, Ben. - I'm a grown-ass man, |
195 | 00:07:55,033 | 00:07:56,557 | and I was there when we made the rule. | and I was there when we made the rule. |
196 | 00:07:56,635 | 00:07:57,659 | I don't need you to tell me... | I don't need you to tell me... |
197 | 00:07:57,736 | 00:08:00,034 | Well, apparently you do because you're... | Well, apparently you do because you're... |
198 | 00:08:00,105 | 00:08:02,870 | Okay, stop. Stop. Just stop. | Okay, stop. Stop. Just stop. |
199 | 00:08:05,545 | 00:08:06,876 | Miranda... | Miranda... |
200 | 00:08:09,516 | 00:08:11,143 | Look at me. | Look at me. |
201 | 00:08:11,518 | 00:08:13,611 | - Miranda, I... - You were mean. | - Miranda, I... - You were mean. |
202 | 00:08:13,686 | 00:08:15,449 | This morning, you were mean. | This morning, you were mean. |
203 | 00:08:15,522 | 00:08:17,149 | I'm sorry. | I'm sorry. |
204 | 00:08:17,223 | 00:08:20,556 | But this is just... This is running over me like a truck. | But this is just... This is running over me like a truck. |
205 | 00:08:20,827 | 00:08:22,728 | - I feel... - I know. | - I feel... - I know. |
206 | 00:08:23,898 | 00:08:24,956 | Me, too. | Me, too. |
207 | 00:08:26,333 | 00:08:28,961 | Okay, so, we need separate this out, um... | Okay, so, we need separate this out, um... |
208 | 00:08:30,371 | 00:08:33,363 | The Chief and Dr. Warren over here | The Chief and Dr. Warren over here |
209 | 00:08:33,440 | 00:08:37,900 | and Ben and Miranda over here. | and Ben and Miranda over here. |
210 | 00:08:38,479 | 00:08:41,938 | Church and state, okay? | Church and state, okay? |
211 | 00:08:42,951 | 00:08:44,976 | Church and state. | Church and state. |
212 | 00:08:46,254 | 00:08:47,243 | (KNOCK ON DOOR) | (KNOCK ON DOOR) |
213 | 00:08:47,489 | 00:08:49,514 | Dr. Bailey, Omar Singh's mother is here. | Dr. Bailey, Omar Singh's mother is here. |
214 | 00:08:49,824 | 00:08:51,155 | Tell her I'll be right there. | Tell her I'll be right there. |
215 | 00:08:51,226 | 00:08:53,524 | - Ben... - I'll see you at home. | - Ben... - I'll see you at home. |
216 | 00:08:57,832 | 00:09:00,131 | Is home church or state? | Is home church or state? |
217 | 00:09:01,571 | 00:09:04,039 | Church, I think. | Church, I think. |
218 | 00:09:17,119 | 00:09:19,645 | APRIL: Post-surgical hernias are not actually all that uncommon, | APRIL: Post-surgical hernias are not actually all that uncommon, |
219 | 00:09:19,723 | 00:09:22,123 | but given its size, we're gonna need to do a special procedure | but given its size, we're gonna need to do a special procedure |
220 | 00:09:22,192 | 00:09:24,023 | to close the gap without tension on the... | to close the gap without tension on the... |
221 | 00:09:24,094 | 00:09:25,493 | What are you doing? | What are you doing? |
222 | 00:09:25,562 | 00:09:26,722 | Uh, I've gotten in the habit | Uh, I've gotten in the habit |
223 | 00:09:26,797 | 00:09:28,594 | of just sort of shoving it all back in there. | of just sort of shoving it all back in there. |
224 | 00:09:29,266 | 00:09:30,733 | Is that not okay? | Is that not okay? |
225 | 00:09:31,668 | 00:09:32,657 | JACKSON: Um... | JACKSON: Um... |
226 | 00:09:34,171 | 00:09:35,229 | Hey. | Hey. |
227 | 00:09:35,806 | 00:09:38,605 | Um, Wilson, we will be right back. | Um, Wilson, we will be right back. |
228 | 00:09:39,577 | 00:09:40,669 | Come on. | Come on. |
229 | 00:09:43,648 | 00:09:44,672 | What are you doing? | What are you doing? |
230 | 00:09:45,316 | 00:09:47,716 | Wilson called for a plastics consult for your CSR, | Wilson called for a plastics consult for your CSR, |
231 | 00:09:47,785 | 00:09:50,117 | which I obviously can't do with you standing here, | which I obviously can't do with you standing here, |
232 | 00:09:50,188 | 00:09:52,588 | unless you want to violate the terms of your own restraining order. | unless you want to violate the terms of your own restraining order. |
233 | 00:09:52,657 | 00:09:53,988 | I'm not... | I'm not... |
234 | 00:09:54,058 | 00:09:56,084 | I'm not violating anything because you're gonna go, okay? | I'm not violating anything because you're gonna go, okay? |
235 | 00:09:56,161 | 00:09:58,095 | - Just send someone else, please. - Why don't we ask the patient? | - Just send someone else, please. - Why don't we ask the patient? |
236 | 00:09:58,163 | 00:10:00,563 | He'd want a consult from the best plastic surgeon in this hospital. | He'd want a consult from the best plastic surgeon in this hospital. |
237 | 00:10:00,633 | 00:10:01,964 | You know that this is just as much | You know that this is just as much |
238 | 00:10:02,034 | 00:10:03,763 | a general-surgery case as it is a plastics. | a general-surgery case as it is a plastics. |
239 | 00:10:03,836 | 00:10:05,736 | Right, and there are plenty of general surgeons | Right, and there are plenty of general surgeons |
240 | 00:10:05,804 | 00:10:06,793 | and only one of me. | and only one of me. |
241 | 00:10:06,872 | 00:10:07,861 | I was here first. | I was here first. |
242 | 00:10:07,940 | 00:10:08,929 | (REGGIE SNEEZES) | (REGGIE SNEEZES) |
243 | 00:10:09,274 | 00:10:10,366 | JO: Holy crap! | JO: Holy crap! |
244 | 00:10:21,855 | 00:10:23,880 | You ignored the moment completely. | You ignored the moment completely. |
245 | 00:10:23,957 | 00:10:25,049 | What moment? | What moment? |
246 | 00:10:25,225 | 00:10:27,819 | The moment where I say, "Go to New York," | The moment where I say, "Go to New York," |
247 | 00:10:27,894 | 00:10:30,362 | and then you ask me to come to New York with you... | and then you ask me to come to New York with you... |
248 | 00:10:30,430 | 00:10:32,125 | - The moment. - What? | - The moment. - What? |
249 | 00:10:32,198 | 00:10:33,757 | Wait. | Wait. |
250 | 00:10:33,834 | 00:10:36,268 | You didn't even want me to meet your kid. | You didn't even want me to meet your kid. |
251 | 00:10:36,337 | 00:10:39,033 | No... You met my kid. My kid loves you. It's fine... | No... You met my kid. My kid loves you. It's fine... |
252 | 00:10:39,106 | 00:10:41,370 | Callie, you live here in Seattle. | Callie, you live here in Seattle. |
253 | 00:10:41,442 | 00:10:43,808 | You... You have family. You have a job. | You... You have family. You have a job. |
254 | 00:10:43,878 | 00:10:46,073 | You can't just drop everything and move to New York. | You can't just drop everything and move to New York. |
255 | 00:10:46,147 | 00:10:47,808 | I know, but still! | I know, but still! |
256 | 00:10:47,882 | 00:10:48,940 | Still what? | Still what? |
257 | 00:10:49,016 | 00:10:51,041 | It would have been nice to have been asked. | It would have been nice to have been asked. |
258 | 00:10:51,485 | 00:10:52,475 | (SIGHS) | (SIGHS) |
259 | 00:10:53,922 | 00:10:54,911 | (CHUCKLES) | (CHUCKLES) |
260 | 00:10:56,458 | 00:10:57,447 | What? | What? |
261 | 00:10:58,226 | 00:11:00,626 | You are the | You are the |
262 | 00:11:00,696 | 00:11:03,631 | most adorable woman I've ever seen right now. | most adorable woman I've ever seen right now. |
263 | 00:11:03,865 | 00:11:05,162 | Really? | Really? |
264 | 00:11:07,436 | 00:11:10,564 | And, of course, I want you to come to New York with me. | And, of course, I want you to come to New York with me. |
265 | 00:11:11,140 | 00:11:12,266 | But it's impossible. | But it's impossible. |
266 | 00:11:14,877 | 00:11:18,005 | There is, always, | There is, always, |
267 | 00:11:18,414 | 00:11:19,745 | long distance. | long distance. |
268 | 00:11:20,116 | 00:11:22,277 | Well, that's true. | Well, that's true. |
269 | 00:11:22,652 | 00:11:24,643 | Weekend trips. | Weekend trips. |
270 | 00:11:26,756 | 00:11:27,745 | (SIGHS) | (SIGHS) |
271 | 00:11:27,857 | 00:11:29,324 | Dirty phone calls. | Dirty phone calls. |
272 | 00:11:29,392 | 00:11:30,382 | - Mmm. - Mmm. | - Mmm. - Mmm. |
273 | 00:11:31,462 | 00:11:33,657 | Exactly how dirty? (LAUGHS) | Exactly how dirty? (LAUGHS) |
274 | 00:11:35,699 | 00:11:36,688 | Mmm. | Mmm. |
275 | 00:11:37,634 | 00:11:38,862 | - Mmm. - Mmm-hmm. | - Mmm. - Mmm-hmm. |
276 | 00:11:39,036 | 00:11:40,128 | Oh, my God. | Oh, my God. |
277 | 00:11:42,873 | 00:11:44,033 | Oh, God! | Oh, God! |
278 | 00:11:45,075 | 00:11:46,508 | Um, uh, I need a suture kit. | Um, uh, I need a suture kit. |
279 | 00:11:46,577 | 00:11:48,204 | No, you know what, actually, I don't need it. Bye. | No, you know what, actually, I don't need it. Bye. |
280 | 00:11:48,747 | 00:11:49,736 | (DOOR CLOSES) | (DOOR CLOSES) |
281 | 00:11:50,582 | 00:11:51,571 | (LAUGHS) | (LAUGHS) |
282 | 00:11:51,683 | 00:11:52,741 | Guys, we can't go back in time here. | Guys, we can't go back in time here. |
283 | 00:11:52,817 | 00:11:54,648 | I mean, there's no way to know how it would have turned out. | I mean, there's no way to know how it would have turned out. |
284 | 00:11:54,719 | 00:11:56,346 | I mean, I sure wouldn't have opened her up in a hallway | I mean, I sure wouldn't have opened her up in a hallway |
285 | 00:11:56,421 | 00:11:57,479 | if I didn't have to, | if I didn't have to, |
286 | 00:11:57,555 | 00:11:59,489 | but Warren's saying that he didn't have a choice. | but Warren's saying that he didn't have a choice. |
287 | 00:11:59,557 | 00:12:01,855 | Except for those doors... I mean... | Except for those doors... I mean... |
288 | 00:12:01,926 | 00:12:03,154 | Yeah. The doors were open. | Yeah. The doors were open. |
289 | 00:12:03,228 | 00:12:04,786 | How do you not see those doors? | How do you not see those doors? |
290 | 00:12:04,863 | 00:12:05,852 | And as for the baby? | And as for the baby? |
291 | 00:12:05,930 | 00:12:08,525 | He was acidotic, not oxygenating. | He was acidotic, not oxygenating. |
292 | 00:12:08,601 | 00:12:10,364 | - We had to put him on ECMO. - Which was unsuccessful. | - We had to put him on ECMO. - Which was unsuccessful. |
293 | 00:12:10,436 | 00:12:13,030 | That kind of perfusion can be too much for smaller babies. | That kind of perfusion can be too much for smaller babies. |
294 | 00:12:13,105 | 00:12:14,800 | Riggs suggested ECMO. We all agreed. | Riggs suggested ECMO. We all agreed. |
295 | 00:12:14,874 | 00:12:16,034 | Wait. So, Riggs suggested it? | Wait. So, Riggs suggested it? |
296 | 00:12:16,242 | 00:12:17,231 | Yeah. | Yeah. |
297 | 00:12:17,777 | 00:12:18,835 | And you agreed with that? | And you agreed with that? |
298 | 00:12:19,011 | 00:12:21,775 | Well, I was worried, but we were out of options. | Well, I was worried, but we were out of options. |
299 | 00:12:21,847 | 00:12:24,042 | So, the ECMO that Riggs suggested, | So, the ECMO that Riggs suggested, |
300 | 00:12:24,116 | 00:12:26,050 | it exacerbated the problem? | it exacerbated the problem? |
301 | 00:12:26,920 | 00:12:28,717 | Like I said, we were out of options. | Like I said, we were out of options. |
302 | 00:12:28,789 | 00:12:29,983 | Okay. | Okay. |
303 | 00:12:30,557 | 00:12:32,388 | Well, I think that's all we need from you guys. Thank you. | Well, I think that's all we need from you guys. Thank you. |
304 | 00:12:32,459 | 00:12:33,619 | Yeah. Sure thing. | Yeah. Sure thing. |
305 | 00:12:33,693 | 00:12:35,422 | - Thanks. - Good luck. | - Thanks. - Good luck. |
306 | 00:12:35,796 | 00:12:37,423 | - (SLURPS) - (DOOR OPENS AND CLOSES) | - (SLURPS) - (DOOR OPENS AND CLOSES) |
307 | 00:12:38,131 | 00:12:39,393 | Listen, we should meet again tomorrow. | Listen, we should meet again tomorrow. |
308 | 00:12:39,533 | 00:12:41,660 | With whom? We've heard from everyone. | With whom? We've heard from everyone. |
309 | 00:12:41,802 | 00:12:43,099 | We haven't met with Riggs. | We haven't met with Riggs. |
310 | 00:12:45,038 | 00:12:46,700 | - Oh, my God. - What? | - Oh, my God. - What? |
311 | 00:12:46,774 | 00:12:47,968 | - Nothing. - (CELL PHONE CHIMES) | - Nothing. - (CELL PHONE CHIMES) |
312 | 00:12:48,042 | 00:12:49,441 | What do you think will happen to Warren? | What do you think will happen to Warren? |
313 | 00:12:49,510 | 00:12:50,636 | Oh, I don't know. | Oh, I don't know. |
314 | 00:12:50,711 | 00:12:51,769 | You're already leaving. | You're already leaving. |
315 | 00:12:51,846 | 00:12:53,814 | If he goes, too, they're gonna work us to death. | If he goes, too, they're gonna work us to death. |
316 | 00:12:53,981 | 00:12:56,040 | Mmm, we're gonna get all the surgeries. | Mmm, we're gonna get all the surgeries. |
317 | 00:12:56,117 | 00:12:58,608 | I mean, I feel bad, but we gonna run this place. | I mean, I feel bad, but we gonna run this place. |
318 | 00:12:58,753 | 00:13:00,482 | - (CELL PHONE CHIMES) - Holy... (CHUCKLES) | - (CELL PHONE CHIMES) - Holy... (CHUCKLES) |
319 | 00:13:00,555 | 00:13:02,546 | - What is going on with your phone? - What are... Hey, stop! | - What is going on with your phone? - What are... Hey, stop! |
320 | 00:13:02,623 | 00:13:04,114 | - Stop! No, no, no! - What? | - Stop! No, no, no! - What? |
321 | 00:13:04,193 | 00:13:05,592 | - Please give it back. - PENNY: Who's Kyle? | - Please give it back. - PENNY: Who's Kyle? |
322 | 00:13:05,828 | 00:13:08,058 | And why does he want to do things with his tongue... | And why does he want to do things with his tongue... |
323 | 00:13:08,297 | 00:13:09,491 | - (SHUSHING) - Answer the question. | - (SHUSHING) - Answer the question. |
324 | 00:13:10,599 | 00:13:12,032 | Okay, come here. | Okay, come here. |
325 | 00:13:12,100 | 00:13:13,590 | Please. Shut up. | Please. Shut up. |
326 | 00:13:13,669 | 00:13:16,001 | Okay, do you know Shepherd's MS patient? | Okay, do you know Shepherd's MS patient? |
327 | 00:13:16,271 | 00:13:17,295 | Oh! | Oh! |
328 | 00:13:17,372 | 00:13:18,498 | Guitar Hero? | Guitar Hero? |
329 | 00:13:18,574 | 00:13:20,337 | You are doing tongue things with Guitar Hero? | You are doing tongue things with Guitar Hero? |
330 | 00:13:20,409 | 00:13:22,707 | No. Not yet. | No. Not yet. |
331 | 00:13:22,912 | 00:13:26,780 | I told him maybe we would go out when he got back from touring, | I told him maybe we would go out when he got back from touring, |
332 | 00:13:26,850 | 00:13:29,717 | and so we've been texting, and now he's melting my phone. | and so we've been texting, and now he's melting my phone. |
333 | 00:13:29,786 | 00:13:31,981 | That's kind of hot, and really dirty. | That's kind of hot, and really dirty. |
334 | 00:13:32,055 | 00:13:33,920 | - (CELL PHONE CHIMES) - Yeah. I call my mother with this thing. | - (CELL PHONE CHIMES) - Yeah. I call my mother with this thing. |
335 | 00:13:34,023 | 00:13:35,752 | - (CHUCKLES) - Oh, God. Wow. | - (CHUCKLES) - Oh, God. Wow. |
336 | 00:13:35,825 | 00:13:36,883 | Like this. | Like this. |
337 | 00:13:36,960 | 00:13:38,689 | How am I supposed to respond to this? | How am I supposed to respond to this? |
338 | 00:13:38,761 | 00:13:40,922 | Oh, like this. | Oh, like this. |
339 | 00:13:42,099 | 00:13:43,088 | Oh, my God! | Oh, my God! |
340 | 00:13:44,435 | 00:13:45,424 | Mmm. | Mmm. |
341 | 00:13:45,569 | 00:13:46,558 | Thank you. | Thank you. |
342 | 00:13:47,471 | 00:13:48,495 | (CELL PHONE CHIMES) | (CELL PHONE CHIMES) |
343 | 00:13:48,572 | 00:13:50,233 | Do you think you can teach me that? | Do you think you can teach me that? |
344 | 00:13:50,941 | 00:13:52,135 | Yeah. | Yeah. |
345 | 00:13:53,911 | 00:13:55,776 | Your suture kit. I'm so sorry. | Your suture kit. I'm so sorry. |
346 | 00:13:56,080 | 00:13:57,980 | (LAUGHS) It's fine. | (LAUGHS) It's fine. |
347 | 00:13:58,716 | 00:14:00,446 | Um, I should have knocked, I guess. | Um, I should have knocked, I guess. |
348 | 00:14:00,518 | 00:14:02,543 | - She's leaving. - Huh? | - She's leaving. - Huh? |
349 | 00:14:02,621 | 00:14:03,918 | New York. | New York. |
350 | 00:14:04,823 | 00:14:05,812 | The Preminger Grant. | The Preminger Grant. |
351 | 00:14:07,125 | 00:14:08,114 | (SIGHS) | (SIGHS) |
352 | 00:14:08,360 | 00:14:10,885 | I'm so sorry. But, you know, I don't know. | I'm so sorry. But, you know, I don't know. |
353 | 00:14:11,162 | 00:14:12,959 | I mean, that doesn't mean that it has to be over. | I mean, that doesn't mean that it has to be over. |
354 | 00:14:13,031 | 00:14:15,226 | Long-distance relationships aren't impossible. | Long-distance relationships aren't impossible. |
355 | 00:14:15,300 | 00:14:17,200 | Yeah, I don't know if we can survive long distance. | Yeah, I don't know if we can survive long distance. |
356 | 00:14:17,269 | 00:14:19,932 | I'm so afraid that it'll all fall apart. | I'm so afraid that it'll all fall apart. |
357 | 00:14:20,006 | 00:14:21,132 | Then don't let it. | Then don't let it. |
358 | 00:14:21,641 | 00:14:24,906 | I mean, decide you want it to work and make it happen. | I mean, decide you want it to work and make it happen. |
359 | 00:14:24,977 | 00:14:27,070 | It's New York. It's a six-hour flight. | It's New York. It's a six-hour flight. |
360 | 00:14:27,146 | 00:14:28,670 | It's weekends and phone calls. | It's weekends and phone calls. |
361 | 00:14:28,748 | 00:14:30,807 | You can figure it out. You will. You... You should. | You can figure it out. You will. You... You should. |
362 | 00:14:33,152 | 00:14:34,346 | - Thanks. - Mmm. | - Thanks. - Mmm. |
363 | 00:14:35,721 | 00:14:36,745 | - Hey, Callie. (CLEARS THROAT) - Yeah? | - Hey, Callie. (CLEARS THROAT) - Yeah? |
364 | 00:14:36,822 | 00:14:38,050 | Maybe next time, like, an on-call room, | Maybe next time, like, an on-call room, |
365 | 00:14:38,125 | 00:14:39,353 | something with, like, a lock on the door. | something with, like, a lock on the door. |
366 | 00:14:39,426 | 00:14:40,950 | (BOTH LAUGH) | (BOTH LAUGH) |
367 | 00:14:42,029 | 00:14:43,018 | You stole my patient? | You stole my patient? |
368 | 00:14:43,096 | 00:14:44,688 | He's my patient, all right? | He's my patient, all right? |
369 | 00:14:44,765 | 00:14:45,959 | And you should probably step back about, | And you should probably step back about, |
370 | 00:14:46,033 | 00:14:47,057 | I don't know, 100 feet. | I don't know, 100 feet. |
371 | 00:14:47,167 | 00:14:48,361 | (STAMMERS) All right, now. | (STAMMERS) All right, now. |
372 | 00:14:48,435 | 00:14:49,993 | This man needs a plastic surgeon. | This man needs a plastic surgeon. |
373 | 00:14:50,070 | 00:14:51,059 | And a general surgeon. | And a general surgeon. |
374 | 00:14:51,138 | 00:14:52,400 | Which is why Dr. Webber | Which is why Dr. Webber |
375 | 00:14:52,472 | 00:14:53,962 | is going to be scrubbing in with me, all right? | is going to be scrubbing in with me, all right? |
376 | 00:14:54,041 | 00:14:55,508 | I'm the head of Plastics. I have seniority here. | I'm the head of Plastics. I have seniority here. |
377 | 00:14:55,575 | 00:14:56,872 | So, I'm not gonna step down | So, I'm not gonna step down |
378 | 00:14:56,945 | 00:14:59,243 | just because you decided to file a restraining order. | just because you decided to file a restraining order. |
379 | 00:14:59,314 | 00:15:01,077 | - This... This is not... - RICHARD: Okay, you know... Okay. | - This... This is not... - RICHARD: Okay, you know... Okay. |
380 | 00:15:01,716 | 00:15:03,445 | Now, that's enough. | Now, that's enough. |
381 | 00:15:03,518 | 00:15:05,509 | Now, this patient isn't gonna get less than our best | Now, this patient isn't gonna get less than our best |
382 | 00:15:05,586 | 00:15:08,248 | because the two of you are not allowed to be in the same room. | because the two of you are not allowed to be in the same room. |
383 | 00:15:08,323 | 00:15:09,790 | I'm scrubbing in with Avery. | I'm scrubbing in with Avery. |
384 | 00:15:09,857 | 00:15:10,846 | End of discussion. | End of discussion. |
385 | 00:15:15,998 | 00:15:17,465 | I'm free tomorrow after 4:00. | I'm free tomorrow after 4:00. |
386 | 00:15:22,471 | 00:15:25,406 | So, he may never wake up again? | So, he may never wake up again? |
387 | 00:15:26,308 | 00:15:27,673 | He did wake up, | He did wake up, |
388 | 00:15:27,743 | 00:15:29,540 | but then he suffered a prolonged seizure. | but then he suffered a prolonged seizure. |
389 | 00:15:29,611 | 00:15:31,738 | He may have been oxygen-deprived. | He may have been oxygen-deprived. |
390 | 00:15:31,814 | 00:15:33,509 | We're still trying to figure out why. | We're still trying to figure out why. |
391 | 00:15:33,582 | 00:15:34,572 | But you should know, | But you should know, |
392 | 00:15:34,651 | 00:15:37,313 | reviewing his most recent scans, there's not much activity. | reviewing his most recent scans, there's not much activity. |
393 | 00:15:37,821 | 00:15:40,915 | They suggest he may have suffered severe damage. | They suggest he may have suffered severe damage. |
394 | 00:15:40,991 | 00:15:44,483 | So, even if he did wake up now, we're not sure what's left. | So, even if he did wake up now, we're not sure what's left. |
395 | 00:15:44,894 | 00:15:47,021 | MIRANDA: Your son didn't have a directive. | MIRANDA: Your son didn't have a directive. |
396 | 00:15:47,097 | 00:15:49,429 | These forms will determine | These forms will determine |
397 | 00:15:49,499 | 00:15:52,024 | whether you want us to try and resuscitate Omar | whether you want us to try and resuscitate Omar |
398 | 00:15:52,369 | 00:15:54,395 | if his heart fails. | if his heart fails. |
399 | 00:15:55,973 | 00:15:57,201 | (SIGHING) | (SIGHING) |
400 | 00:15:57,608 | 00:15:59,075 | (VOICE BREAKING) I don't know what to do. | (VOICE BREAKING) I don't know what to do. |
401 | 00:15:59,777 | 00:16:01,506 | It's a very difficult decision. | It's a very difficult decision. |
402 | 00:16:01,579 | 00:16:04,104 | (CRYING) No, he's my baby. | (CRYING) No, he's my baby. |
403 | 00:16:04,515 | 00:16:07,382 | I can still remember how it felt to hold him. | I can still remember how it felt to hold him. |
404 | 00:16:07,451 | 00:16:09,442 | I can't just... | I can't just... |
405 | 00:16:09,520 | 00:16:11,010 | I don't know what to do. | I don't know what to do. |
406 | 00:16:11,088 | 00:16:12,818 | What do I do? | What do I do? |
407 | 00:16:15,594 | 00:16:17,994 | JASMINE: You should sign the papers. | JASMINE: You should sign the papers. |
408 | 00:16:18,663 | 00:16:20,528 | Daddy wouldn't want to live in a bed | Daddy wouldn't want to live in a bed |
409 | 00:16:20,932 | 00:16:22,524 | connected to machines | connected to machines |
410 | 00:16:22,901 | 00:16:25,461 | with his eyes closed all the time. | with his eyes closed all the time. |
411 | 00:16:25,737 | 00:16:26,726 | He would hate it. | He would hate it. |
412 | 00:16:27,105 | 00:16:30,131 | And he would... | And he would... |
413 | 00:16:33,212 | 00:16:35,510 | He would want to be with Mommy. | He would want to be with Mommy. |
414 | 00:16:45,324 | 00:16:46,313 | (MIRA SNIFFLES) | (MIRA SNIFFLES) |
415 | 00:16:52,833 | 00:16:54,300 | I need a pen. (SNIFFLES) | I need a pen. (SNIFFLES) |
416 | 00:17:02,576 | 00:17:04,806 | We love you, Daddy. | We love you, Daddy. |
417 | 00:17:12,887 | 00:17:14,047 | (SIRENS WAILING) | (SIRENS WAILING) |
418 | 00:17:14,122 | 00:17:15,749 | - MEREDITH: Any change? - No. | - MEREDITH: Any change? - No. |
419 | 00:17:16,357 | 00:17:17,415 | How'd the Warren thing go? | How'd the Warren thing go? |
420 | 00:17:17,492 | 00:17:19,119 | - It's still going. - MAGGIE: It shouldn't be. | - It's still going. - MAGGIE: It shouldn't be. |
421 | 00:17:19,194 | 00:17:21,128 | This is just Owen being pissed at Riggs. | This is just Owen being pissed at Riggs. |
422 | 00:17:21,196 | 00:17:22,891 | I mean, I get that there's bad blood there, but... | I mean, I get that there's bad blood there, but... |
423 | 00:17:22,964 | 00:17:24,591 | Well, it's really bad blood. | Well, it's really bad blood. |
424 | 00:17:24,833 | 00:17:28,429 | Owen only ever told me headlines, and I had to drag it out of him. | Owen only ever told me headlines, and I had to drag it out of him. |
425 | 00:17:28,504 | 00:17:29,732 | It was impossible to get him to talk. | It was impossible to get him to talk. |
426 | 00:17:30,106 | 00:17:31,334 | Probably because you were talking. | Probably because you were talking. |
427 | 00:17:31,640 | 00:17:33,369 | - Uncool. - Be nice. | - Uncool. - Be nice. |
428 | 00:17:33,476 | 00:17:34,465 | (CHUCKLES) | (CHUCKLES) |
429 | 00:17:35,277 | 00:17:37,643 | Yeah, and you know Riggs cheated on Owen's sister. | Yeah, and you know Riggs cheated on Owen's sister. |
430 | 00:17:37,713 | 00:17:38,907 | - What? - What? | - What? - What? |
431 | 00:17:39,215 | 00:17:42,343 | That's why she got on the helicopter, and disappeared | That's why she got on the helicopter, and disappeared |
432 | 00:17:42,418 | 00:17:43,442 | because she was leaving him. | because she was leaving him. |
433 | 00:17:44,320 | 00:17:46,254 | Still, it's old business. | Still, it's old business. |
434 | 00:17:46,323 | 00:17:48,018 | And he lied about it right to my face. | And he lied about it right to my face. |
435 | 00:17:48,091 | 00:17:49,388 | He made up some sad story | He made up some sad story |
436 | 00:17:49,459 | 00:17:52,485 | about how he tried to stop her from getting on the helicopter, | about how he tried to stop her from getting on the helicopter, |
437 | 00:17:52,662 | 00:17:56,462 | but she had to save a patient, and he had no choice. | but she had to save a patient, and he had no choice. |
438 | 00:17:56,900 | 00:17:57,958 | He made himself look pretty good. | He made himself look pretty good. |
439 | 00:17:58,702 | 00:18:00,260 | Wow. That's... | Wow. That's... |
440 | 00:18:00,670 | 00:18:02,228 | Psychotic. I agree. | Psychotic. I agree. |
441 | 00:18:02,305 | 00:18:05,400 | So, Owen does not trust him, and I'm not inclined to, either. | So, Owen does not trust him, and I'm not inclined to, either. |
442 | 00:18:05,476 | 00:18:06,909 | (EKG BEEPING RAPIDLY) | (EKG BEEPING RAPIDLY) |
443 | 00:18:06,978 | 00:18:07,967 | Heart rate's dropping. | Heart rate's dropping. |
444 | 00:18:08,079 | 00:18:09,444 | I'll get a crash cart. | I'll get a crash cart. |
445 | 00:18:09,514 | 00:18:11,482 | - No, no, wait. He's DNR. - Yeah. | - No, no, wait. He's DNR. - Yeah. |
446 | 00:18:14,752 | 00:18:15,946 | (EKG BEEPING NORMALLY) | (EKG BEEPING NORMALLY) |
447 | 00:18:32,137 | 00:18:33,866 | I hate this part. | I hate this part. |
448 | 00:18:40,312 | 00:18:41,301 | Mer? | Mer? |
449 | 00:18:42,681 | 00:18:44,149 | Bailey will want to know. | Bailey will want to know. |
450 | 00:18:52,292 | 00:18:53,816 | (WHISPERING INDISTINCTLY) | (WHISPERING INDISTINCTLY) |
451 | 00:18:57,397 | 00:19:00,127 | - You didn't wake me. - Where are my keys? | - You didn't wake me. - Where are my keys? |
452 | 00:19:00,400 | 00:19:02,062 | - Why didn't you wake me? - Have you seen my keys? | - Why didn't you wake me? - Have you seen my keys? |
453 | 00:19:02,136 | 00:19:03,626 | They... I got called in. | They... I got called in. |
454 | 00:19:03,704 | 00:19:06,468 | Yeah, which is why I want to know why you didn't wake me. | Yeah, which is why I want to know why you didn't wake me. |
455 | 00:19:06,540 | 00:19:08,770 | I had them in my hand when I walked in the door... | I had them in my hand when I walked in the door... |
456 | 00:19:08,842 | 00:19:11,538 | I wake you. You wake me. That's the rule. | I wake you. You wake me. That's the rule. |
457 | 00:19:11,612 | 00:19:13,102 | You get paged in the middle of the night, | You get paged in the middle of the night, |
458 | 00:19:13,180 | 00:19:15,648 | you wake the other person. | you wake the other person. |
459 | 00:19:15,716 | 00:19:18,981 | You wake me so I know to listen for Tuck, | You wake me so I know to listen for Tuck, |
460 | 00:19:19,587 | 00:19:22,557 | so I know not to rush out of here for the hospital in the morning | so I know not to rush out of here for the hospital in the morning |
461 | 00:19:22,624 | 00:19:25,320 | thinking you did the morning thing and just had an early surgery, | thinking you did the morning thing and just had an early surgery, |
462 | 00:19:25,393 | 00:19:28,590 | so I don't leave our child in the house asleep in his bed | so I don't leave our child in the house asleep in his bed |
463 | 00:19:28,663 | 00:19:30,563 | when I should be waking him, making him breakfast | when I should be waking him, making him breakfast |
464 | 00:19:30,632 | 00:19:31,724 | and taking him to school | and taking him to school |
465 | 00:19:31,800 | 00:19:33,324 | because that's my job, | because that's my job, |
466 | 00:19:33,401 | 00:19:36,370 | because that's the rule, because that's what happens, | because that's the rule, because that's what happens, |
467 | 00:19:36,438 | 00:19:39,806 | because when you get paged, you wake me. | because when you get paged, you wake me. |
468 | 00:19:39,875 | 00:19:41,399 | Would you stop looking for the damn keys | Would you stop looking for the damn keys |
469 | 00:19:41,477 | 00:19:43,308 | and tell me why you didn't wake me, Miranda? | and tell me why you didn't wake me, Miranda? |
470 | 00:19:43,379 | 00:19:44,869 | Omar is dying, | Omar is dying, |
471 | 00:19:44,947 | 00:19:47,040 | and while you stand there and yell at me, | and while you stand there and yell at me, |
472 | 00:19:47,116 | 00:19:49,107 | three children are becoming orphans. | three children are becoming orphans. |
473 | 00:19:49,185 | 00:19:50,345 | I did not wake you | I did not wake you |
474 | 00:19:50,419 | 00:19:53,217 | because I didn't want to talk to you right now. | because I didn't want to talk to you right now. |
475 | 00:19:58,128 | 00:19:59,117 | Keys. | Keys. |
476 | 00:20:03,533 | 00:20:05,194 | (DOOR OPENS AND CLOSES) | (DOOR OPENS AND CLOSES) |
477 | 00:20:09,806 | 00:20:11,239 | - (EXHALES) - PENNY: That was... | - (EXHALES) - PENNY: That was... |
478 | 00:20:11,475 | 00:20:13,340 | Seriously, you have skills. | Seriously, you have skills. |
479 | 00:20:13,443 | 00:20:15,240 | - (CHUCKLING) I don't work alone. - (LAUGHS) | - (CHUCKLING) I don't work alone. - (LAUGHS) |
480 | 00:20:15,512 | 00:20:17,344 | - Teamwork. - (BOTH LAUGH) | - Teamwork. - (BOTH LAUGH) |
481 | 00:20:20,118 | 00:20:21,915 | I don't, though, work alone. | I don't, though, work alone. |
482 | 00:20:22,287 | 00:20:24,346 | I'm gonna be miserable without you. | I'm gonna be miserable without you. |
483 | 00:20:29,694 | 00:20:31,161 | You never asked me to stay. | You never asked me to stay. |
484 | 00:20:35,801 | 00:20:36,790 | I can't. | I can't. |
485 | 00:20:41,440 | 00:20:42,429 | Penny... | Penny... |
486 | 00:20:45,277 | 00:20:46,801 | Penny, I want you to stay. | Penny, I want you to stay. |
487 | 00:20:46,879 | 00:20:49,541 | I would give anything for you to stay. | I would give anything for you to stay. |
488 | 00:20:50,215 | 00:20:52,240 | But I know better than to ask. | But I know better than to ask. |
489 | 00:20:52,318 | 00:20:54,047 | I have been here before. | I have been here before. |
490 | 00:20:54,286 | 00:20:57,484 | This is the beginning of a whole new adventure for you. | This is the beginning of a whole new adventure for you. |
491 | 00:20:57,557 | 00:20:59,684 | I could never ask you to give that up. | I could never ask you to give that up. |
492 | 00:20:59,759 | 00:21:00,919 | I love you too much. | I love you too much. |
493 | 00:21:02,729 | 00:21:03,718 | You... | You... |
494 | 00:21:04,464 | 00:21:05,556 | I love you. | I love you. |
495 | 00:21:05,899 | 00:21:07,025 | (LAUGHS) | (LAUGHS) |
496 | 00:21:10,904 | 00:21:12,371 | Hey. | Hey. |
497 | 00:21:12,439 | 00:21:14,271 | No, no, don't cry. | No, no, don't cry. |
498 | 00:21:18,446 | 00:21:20,346 | - I love you. - (SIGHS) | - I love you. - (SIGHS) |
499 | 00:21:21,749 | 00:21:23,842 | - And you love me. - (BOTH LAUGH) | - And you love me. - (BOTH LAUGH) |
500 | 00:21:24,151 | 00:21:26,415 | And now I have to go all the way across the country | And now I have to go all the way across the country |
501 | 00:21:26,487 | 00:21:27,647 | to save lives... | to save lives... |
502 | 00:21:28,155 | 00:21:32,786 | Which sounds really noble, like in some movie, but... | Which sounds really noble, like in some movie, but... |
503 | 00:21:34,463 | 00:21:36,260 | Actually, it just really sucks. | Actually, it just really sucks. |
504 | 00:21:48,377 | 00:21:49,366 | (SNIFFLES) | (SNIFFLES) |
505 | 00:21:50,946 | 00:21:52,505 | Penny... | Penny... |
506 | 00:21:54,050 | 00:21:55,779 | It's the moment again. | It's the moment again. |
507 | 00:21:58,221 | 00:21:59,813 | The moment. | The moment. |
508 | 00:22:02,792 | 00:22:04,191 | Ask me. | Ask me. |
509 | 00:22:05,294 | 00:22:06,693 | Go ahead. | Go ahead. |
510 | 00:22:07,797 | 00:22:09,492 | Ask me. | Ask me. |
511 | 00:22:11,735 | 00:22:12,895 | (BOTH CHUCKLE) | (BOTH CHUCKLE) |
512 | 00:22:14,838 | 00:22:15,862 | (DOORBELL RINGS) | (DOORBELL RINGS) |
513 | 00:22:15,939 | 00:22:17,634 | Sofia, get those teeth brushed, missy! | Sofia, get those teeth brushed, missy! |
514 | 00:22:17,708 | 00:22:19,403 | I want to hit the road in about 10 minutes! | I want to hit the road in about 10 minutes! |
515 | 00:22:20,711 | 00:22:22,804 | - Hi. - Something is wrong with the baby... | - Hi. - Something is wrong with the baby... |
516 | 00:22:22,880 | 00:22:24,609 | Really, horribly wrong. | Really, horribly wrong. |
517 | 00:22:24,681 | 00:22:25,909 | Wrong? Wrong how? | Wrong? Wrong how? |
518 | 00:22:25,983 | 00:22:28,646 | I was driving to the hospital, | I was driving to the hospital, |
519 | 00:22:28,720 | 00:22:31,245 | and, um, I got so scared that I couldn't breathe, | and, um, I got so scared that I couldn't breathe, |
520 | 00:22:31,322 | 00:22:33,517 | and your place is closer, so I just... | and your place is closer, so I just... |
521 | 00:22:33,591 | 00:22:35,786 | What... Hold on, April. Slow down. Tell me what's going on. | What... Hold on, April. Slow down. Tell me what's going on. |
522 | 00:22:35,860 | 00:22:37,088 | Jackson was right, wasn't he, | Jackson was right, wasn't he, |
523 | 00:22:37,162 | 00:22:39,130 | that I was wrong to not check? | that I was wrong to not check? |
524 | 00:22:39,197 | 00:22:40,721 | (BREATHING HEAVILY) | (BREATHING HEAVILY) |
525 | 00:22:40,832 | 00:22:41,821 | - Okay, hey... - I can't! | - Okay, hey... - I can't! |
526 | 00:22:41,900 | 00:22:44,061 | Arizona, I cannot do this again. | Arizona, I cannot do this again. |
527 | 00:22:44,135 | 00:22:45,363 | I can't. | I can't. |
528 | 00:22:45,437 | 00:22:46,495 | (CONTINUES BREATHING HEAVILY) | (CONTINUES BREATHING HEAVILY) |
529 | 00:22:50,075 | 00:22:51,736 | Ooh, you are being such a good little helper. | Ooh, you are being such a good little helper. |
530 | 00:22:51,811 | 00:22:53,244 | Let's walk a little faster, though, okay? | Let's walk a little faster, though, okay? |
531 | 00:22:53,312 | 00:22:54,301 | Oh, Andrew! | Oh, Andrew! |
532 | 00:22:54,380 | 00:22:56,871 | Andrew's gonna show you where all the best coloring books are, okay? | Andrew's gonna show you where all the best coloring books are, okay? |
533 | 00:22:56,949 | 00:22:58,007 | - I am? - Yeah. | - I am? - Yeah. |
534 | 00:22:58,083 | 00:22:59,414 | Okay. Come on. | Okay. Come on. |
535 | 00:22:59,552 | 00:23:01,884 | (EXHALES SHARPLY) I refused the ultrasound. | (EXHALES SHARPLY) I refused the ultrasound. |
536 | 00:23:01,954 | 00:23:03,888 | I needed this baby to be healthy so badly, | I needed this baby to be healthy so badly, |
537 | 00:23:03,956 | 00:23:05,890 | - and now, if I caused this... - Okay, okay. (SHUSHES) It's okay. | - and now, if I caused this... - Okay, okay. (SHUSHES) It's okay. |
538 | 00:23:05,958 | 00:23:08,325 | - If we could have prevented this... - All right, let's just take a look. | - If we could have prevented this... - All right, let's just take a look. |
539 | 00:23:08,395 | 00:23:09,953 | - Let's take a look, okay? - Okay, okay, okay. | - Let's take a look, okay? - Okay, okay, okay. |
540 | 00:23:11,965 | 00:23:12,954 | There. | There. |
541 | 00:23:13,333 | 00:23:15,198 | There's the little one. Oh! | There's the little one. Oh! |
542 | 00:23:15,936 | 00:23:18,666 | That's... That's it. That's the feeling. | That's... That's it. That's the feeling. |
543 | 00:23:18,738 | 00:23:19,727 | What is that? What is that? | What is that? What is that? |
544 | 00:23:19,973 | 00:23:21,770 | That's your baby moving. | That's your baby moving. |
545 | 00:23:22,542 | 00:23:23,600 | Look. | Look. |
546 | 00:23:24,277 | 00:23:26,974 | Very strong fetal heartbeat. (CHUCKLES) | Very strong fetal heartbeat. (CHUCKLES) |
547 | 00:23:27,982 | 00:23:28,971 | (CHUCKLES) | (CHUCKLES) |
548 | 00:23:29,717 | 00:23:31,617 | That's the baby moving? | That's the baby moving? |
549 | 00:23:33,488 | 00:23:34,819 | Samuel never... | Samuel never... |
550 | 00:23:35,022 | 00:23:36,683 | ARIZONA: I know. You've never felt this before. | ARIZONA: I know. You've never felt this before. |
551 | 00:23:37,892 | 00:23:40,452 | I'm gonna check the cervical length just because of the cramping, | I'm gonna check the cervical length just because of the cramping, |
552 | 00:23:40,528 | 00:23:43,759 | but I am confident that this is just | but I am confident that this is just |
553 | 00:23:43,831 | 00:23:45,356 | what a healthy baby feels like. | what a healthy baby feels like. |
554 | 00:23:46,502 | 00:23:47,764 | (LAUGHS) | (LAUGHS) |
555 | 00:23:47,836 | 00:23:48,825 | CATHERINE: Advisory panel? | CATHERINE: Advisory panel? |
556 | 00:23:48,904 | 00:23:50,804 | The situation seemed fairly clear. | The situation seemed fairly clear. |
557 | 00:23:50,873 | 00:23:54,206 | Well, that doesn't make deciding disciplinary action any easier. | Well, that doesn't make deciding disciplinary action any easier. |
558 | 00:23:54,776 | 00:23:56,471 | I suppose. | I suppose. |
559 | 00:23:58,347 | 00:24:00,338 | What if it were you and me? | What if it were you and me? |
560 | 00:24:00,415 | 00:24:02,542 | Would it be so easy for you to make that decision? | Would it be so easy for you to make that decision? |
561 | 00:24:02,618 | 00:24:04,951 | You and I would never be in this situation. | You and I would never be in this situation. |
562 | 00:24:05,021 | 00:24:06,682 | Well, you never know. | Well, you never know. |
563 | 00:24:06,756 | 00:24:09,156 | Yes, I do, 'cause if you did something like this, | Yes, I do, 'cause if you did something like this, |
564 | 00:24:09,225 | 00:24:11,955 | I'd just strangle you with my bare hands. | I'd just strangle you with my bare hands. |
565 | 00:24:12,061 | 00:24:13,824 | - (DOOR OPENS) - I wouldn't be the one to do this. | - (DOOR OPENS) - I wouldn't be the one to do this. |
566 | 00:24:13,897 | 00:24:16,559 | - I'm talking about you. - Oh, please, please. | - I'm talking about you. - Oh, please, please. |
567 | 00:24:16,633 | 00:24:18,726 | - (BOTH CHUCKLE) - This is all of it, I think. | - (BOTH CHUCKLE) - This is all of it, I think. |
568 | 00:24:19,669 | 00:24:20,658 | All of what? | All of what? |
569 | 00:24:20,737 | 00:24:22,899 | Well, I got joint purchases, marriage license, | Well, I got joint purchases, marriage license, |
570 | 00:24:22,973 | 00:24:25,635 | post-nup, divorce decree. | post-nup, divorce decree. |
571 | 00:24:25,709 | 00:24:26,698 | CATHERINE: Our attorneys asked Jackson | CATHERINE: Our attorneys asked Jackson |
572 | 00:24:26,777 | 00:24:27,937 | to put together whatever he could | to put together whatever he could |
573 | 00:24:28,012 | 00:24:31,948 | to help create a timeline, a paper trail. | to help create a timeline, a paper trail. |
574 | 00:24:32,016 | 00:24:33,210 | Do you have to do this now? | Do you have to do this now? |
575 | 00:24:33,284 | 00:24:35,514 | Yeah, I got to get it back to him by the end of the week. | Yeah, I got to get it back to him by the end of the week. |
576 | 00:24:35,586 | 00:24:36,575 | (SIGHS) | (SIGHS) |
577 | 00:24:36,954 | 00:24:39,047 | Well, I'll leave you to it, then. | Well, I'll leave you to it, then. |
578 | 00:24:39,623 | 00:24:41,751 | Oh, and thanks again, sir, for yesterday. | Oh, and thanks again, sir, for yesterday. |
579 | 00:24:41,826 | 00:24:42,986 | Appreciate you backing me up. | Appreciate you backing me up. |
580 | 00:24:43,061 | 00:24:44,289 | I didn't back you up. | I didn't back you up. |
581 | 00:24:44,362 | 00:24:46,296 | I backed up a patient whose doctors couldn't | I backed up a patient whose doctors couldn't |
582 | 00:24:46,364 | 00:24:48,389 | get it together long enough to do their damn job. | get it together long enough to do their damn job. |
583 | 00:24:50,635 | 00:24:52,728 | The baby was in respiratory failure | The baby was in respiratory failure |
584 | 00:24:52,804 | 00:24:54,863 | despite maximal ventilatory support. | despite maximal ventilatory support. |
585 | 00:24:54,940 | 00:24:57,704 | He fit the criteria, so ECMO was the only option. | He fit the criteria, so ECMO was the only option. |
586 | 00:24:57,776 | 00:24:59,073 | I agree. | I agree. |
587 | 00:24:59,144 | 00:25:00,134 | All right? | All right? |
588 | 00:25:00,212 | 00:25:01,611 | OWEN: What was his oxidation index? | OWEN: What was his oxidation index? |
589 | 00:25:01,681 | 00:25:05,139 | - Around 45 for at least 20 minutes. - Okay. | - Around 45 for at least 20 minutes. - Okay. |
590 | 00:25:05,618 | 00:25:08,678 | And you used aggressive resuscitation? | And you used aggressive resuscitation? |
591 | 00:25:08,754 | 00:25:09,812 | Yeah, of course. | Yeah, of course. |
592 | 00:25:09,889 | 00:25:12,323 | They tried to clear his metabolic acidosis with fluids, | They tried to clear his metabolic acidosis with fluids, |
593 | 00:25:12,658 | 00:25:14,922 | but he had a pH of... | but he had a pH of... |
594 | 00:25:14,994 | 00:25:16,689 | I mean, I can pull the chart. | I mean, I can pull the chart. |
595 | 00:25:16,762 | 00:25:17,854 | We have the chart. | We have the chart. |
596 | 00:25:18,398 | 00:25:19,422 | So, what is this about? | So, what is this about? |
597 | 00:25:19,967 | 00:25:21,958 | This is about Dr. Warren. | This is about Dr. Warren. |
598 | 00:25:22,636 | 00:25:23,830 | Thank you, Dr. Riggs. You can go. | Thank you, Dr. Riggs. You can go. |
599 | 00:25:24,338 | 00:25:25,600 | Sure. | Sure. |
600 | 00:25:26,073 | 00:25:27,540 | This was fun. | This was fun. |
601 | 00:25:29,209 | 00:25:31,336 | So, if Riggs' recommendation killed the baby, | So, if Riggs' recommendation killed the baby, |
602 | 00:25:31,411 | 00:25:32,639 | then we should... | then we should... |
603 | 00:25:32,713 | 00:25:34,146 | I would have made the same call. | I would have made the same call. |
604 | 00:25:34,214 | 00:25:36,205 | - There was nothing else left to do. - We don't know that. | - There was nothing else left to do. - We don't know that. |
605 | 00:25:36,283 | 00:25:38,775 | Okay, we need to bring this back to the point | Okay, we need to bring this back to the point |
606 | 00:25:38,853 | 00:25:41,219 | because you have, frankly, been wasting my time | because you have, frankly, been wasting my time |
607 | 00:25:41,289 | 00:25:42,415 | on a needless witch hunt. | on a needless witch hunt. |
608 | 00:25:42,757 | 00:25:45,385 | This is not about Dr. Riggs, and it is not about you. | This is not about Dr. Riggs, and it is not about you. |
609 | 00:25:45,460 | 00:25:47,792 | The point here is to answer one question, | The point here is to answer one question, |
610 | 00:25:49,263 | 00:25:52,699 | do we think Ben Warren is telling us the truth? | do we think Ben Warren is telling us the truth? |
611 | 00:25:53,301 | 00:25:54,666 | So let's answer it. | So let's answer it. |
612 | 00:25:54,736 | 00:25:56,637 | MIRA: His blood pressure keeps dropping, | MIRA: His blood pressure keeps dropping, |
613 | 00:25:56,705 | 00:25:59,299 | and his heart rate is all over the place. | and his heart rate is all over the place. |
614 | 00:25:59,375 | 00:26:01,741 | Well, it's been hours, | Well, it's been hours, |
615 | 00:26:02,544 | 00:26:05,035 | and he hasn't had any further seizure activity. | and he hasn't had any further seizure activity. |
616 | 00:26:05,114 | 00:26:08,311 | We could give him medication to control his heart, | We could give him medication to control his heart, |
617 | 00:26:08,384 | 00:26:10,750 | - and fluid to boost his pressure. - No. | - and fluid to boost his pressure. - No. |
618 | 00:26:11,053 | 00:26:12,042 | Mrs. Singh? | Mrs. Singh? |
619 | 00:26:18,762 | 00:26:20,354 | He's gone. | He's gone. |
620 | 00:26:22,298 | 00:26:24,562 | My son is gone. | My son is gone. |
621 | 00:26:28,138 | 00:26:29,571 | (INDISTINCT CONVERSATIONS) | (INDISTINCT CONVERSATIONS) |
622 | 00:26:37,782 | 00:26:39,409 | Is Omar... | Is Omar... |
623 | 00:26:41,218 | 00:26:42,708 | Is he gone? | Is he gone? |
624 | 00:26:44,689 | 00:26:46,850 | You can tell me that. | You can tell me that. |
625 | 00:26:51,328 | 00:26:52,318 | We're still waiting. | We're still waiting. |
626 | 00:26:55,934 | 00:26:56,923 | (ELEVATOR DINGS) | (ELEVATOR DINGS) |
627 | 00:27:01,173 | 00:27:02,367 | Church? | Church? |
628 | 00:27:20,927 | 00:27:22,053 | State. | State. |
629 | 00:27:31,171 | 00:27:35,073 | (SIGHS) So, did you find something new or... | (SIGHS) So, did you find something new or... |
630 | 00:27:35,142 | 00:27:37,576 | Warren, we need you to tell us why. | Warren, we need you to tell us why. |
631 | 00:27:38,112 | 00:27:39,101 | Why what? | Why what? |
632 | 00:27:39,179 | 00:27:42,046 | Why, when the elevator doors opened, | Why, when the elevator doors opened, |
633 | 00:27:42,116 | 00:27:43,743 | you chose to ignore it... | you chose to ignore it... |
634 | 00:27:43,817 | 00:27:45,114 | I have told you and told you... | I have told you and told you... |
635 | 00:27:45,185 | 00:27:47,016 | And cut open Gretchen McKay, anyway. | And cut open Gretchen McKay, anyway. |
636 | 00:27:47,087 | 00:27:48,315 | That I did not make a choice! | That I did not make a choice! |
637 | 00:27:48,957 | 00:27:50,185 | I wasn't given one. | I wasn't given one. |
638 | 00:27:50,258 | 00:27:53,489 | I was forced to use the knowledge and resources I had | I was forced to use the knowledge and resources I had |
639 | 00:27:53,561 | 00:27:56,086 | to fulfill the oath I took to save her life... | to fulfill the oath I took to save her life... |
640 | 00:27:56,164 | 00:27:57,631 | Because the door didn't open. | Because the door didn't open. |
641 | 00:27:57,699 | 00:27:59,098 | No, it did. It clearly did. | No, it did. It clearly did. |
642 | 00:27:59,167 | 00:28:01,635 | I'm saying I didn't see it happen. | I'm saying I didn't see it happen. |
643 | 00:28:04,472 | 00:28:06,372 | I just don't understand how you didn't see it happen. | I just don't understand how you didn't see it happen. |
644 | 00:28:06,441 | 00:28:08,774 | You do. You know. You should know. | You do. You know. You should know. |
645 | 00:28:09,845 | 00:28:11,506 | You're surgeons. | You're surgeons. |
646 | 00:28:11,580 | 00:28:14,572 | You know what it's like. You... | You know what it's like. You... |
647 | 00:28:14,650 | 00:28:15,708 | When you operate, | When you operate, |
648 | 00:28:15,785 | 00:28:19,152 | when you control if a person breathes another breath, when... | when you control if a person breathes another breath, when... |
649 | 00:28:19,221 | 00:28:21,781 | When you hold their beating heart in your hand, | When you hold their beating heart in your hand, |
650 | 00:28:21,857 | 00:28:24,951 | when you are responsible for that life, | when you are responsible for that life, |
651 | 00:28:25,895 | 00:28:32,062 | you don't see or hear or feel anything else. | you don't see or hear or feel anything else. |
652 | 00:28:35,071 | 00:28:38,199 | The rest of the world just disappears. | The rest of the world just disappears. |
653 | 00:28:40,544 | 00:28:42,034 | You know that. | You know that. |
654 | 00:28:43,747 | 00:28:45,113 | You all do. | You all do. |
655 | 00:28:46,717 | 00:28:48,844 | You can't tell me you don't. | You can't tell me you don't. |
656 | 00:28:50,655 | 00:28:52,418 | (EKG BEEPING RAPIDLY) | (EKG BEEPING RAPIDLY) |
657 | 00:28:55,326 | 00:28:56,884 | Okay. What's happening? | Okay. What's happening? |
658 | 00:28:56,961 | 00:28:59,122 | He's having runs of v-tach. I think he's going. | He's having runs of v-tach. I think he's going. |
659 | 00:28:59,630 | 00:29:02,190 | His mom just took the kids down for lunch, too. I... | His mom just took the kids down for lunch, too. I... |
660 | 00:29:02,266 | 00:29:04,633 | Should I bring her back up here? | Should I bring her back up here? |
661 | 00:29:06,438 | 00:29:07,496 | Chief? | Chief? |
662 | 00:29:07,573 | 00:29:09,268 | - Crash cart. - What? | - Crash cart. - What? |
663 | 00:29:09,341 | 00:29:11,172 | Yeah. I need a crash cart in here now! | Yeah. I need a crash cart in here now! |
664 | 00:29:11,243 | 00:29:12,232 | Start CPR. | Start CPR. |
665 | 00:29:12,644 | 00:29:14,635 | Oh, Dr. Bailey, I don't think we're supposed to. | Oh, Dr. Bailey, I don't think we're supposed to. |
666 | 00:29:15,280 | 00:29:16,907 | Okay, push an amp of epi. | Okay, push an amp of epi. |
667 | 00:29:17,149 | 00:29:18,741 | - What is this? - Uh, Dr. Shepherd, I... | - What is this? - Uh, Dr. Shepherd, I... |
668 | 00:29:18,817 | 00:29:20,114 | Bailey, what are we doing? | Bailey, what are we doing? |
669 | 00:29:20,185 | 00:29:21,618 | MIRANDA: Okay. Good. Charge to 100. | MIRANDA: Okay. Good. Charge to 100. |
670 | 00:29:21,753 | 00:29:23,619 | Mmm-mmm. Isn't he supposed to be DNR? | Mmm-mmm. Isn't he supposed to be DNR? |
671 | 00:29:23,690 | 00:29:24,987 | Yes. His mother agreed. | Yes. His mother agreed. |
672 | 00:29:25,058 | 00:29:26,286 | MIRANDA: Clear! | MIRANDA: Clear! |
673 | 00:29:29,562 | 00:29:32,497 | Okay, charge to 150, and get that epi on board. | Okay, charge to 150, and get that epi on board. |
674 | 00:29:32,565 | 00:29:34,533 | Bailey, we told his mother we would not resuscitate. | Bailey, we told his mother we would not resuscitate. |
675 | 00:29:36,236 | 00:29:37,260 | Clear! | Clear! |
676 | 00:29:40,306 | 00:29:41,604 | - 200! - Bailey! | - 200! - Bailey! |
677 | 00:29:44,044 | 00:29:45,602 | (EKG BEEPING NORMALLY) | (EKG BEEPING NORMALLY) |
678 | 00:30:00,060 | 00:30:01,722 | His heart stopped? | His heart stopped? |
679 | 00:30:03,098 | 00:30:04,326 | Yes, it did, | Yes, it did, |
680 | 00:30:04,399 | 00:30:06,333 | but only just for a second, and then... | but only just for a second, and then... |
681 | 00:30:06,401 | 00:30:08,835 | You decided to resuscitate. | You decided to resuscitate. |
682 | 00:30:08,904 | 00:30:10,929 | But I signed those papers. | But I signed those papers. |
683 | 00:30:11,406 | 00:30:13,897 | Jasmine and I, we made a decision. | Jasmine and I, we made a decision. |
684 | 00:30:13,975 | 00:30:15,374 | Yes, I know. | Yes, I know. |
685 | 00:30:15,977 | 00:30:18,468 | I wanted to give him one more chance. | I wanted to give him one more chance. |
686 | 00:30:18,546 | 00:30:20,879 | So you think there's still hope? | So you think there's still hope? |
687 | 00:30:21,784 | 00:30:23,081 | I don't understand. | I don't understand. |
688 | 00:30:23,152 | 00:30:26,178 | Just yesterday, we were discussing brain damage. | Just yesterday, we were discussing brain damage. |
689 | 00:30:26,355 | 00:30:28,414 | Chief, a word. | Chief, a word. |
690 | 00:30:33,996 | 00:30:35,861 | (INDISTINCT ANNOUNCEMENT OVER PA) | (INDISTINCT ANNOUNCEMENT OVER PA) |
691 | 00:30:38,001 | 00:30:41,402 | Bailey, just explain what you are thinking. | Bailey, just explain what you are thinking. |
692 | 00:30:41,805 | 00:30:43,830 | My patient has a signed DNR. | My patient has a signed DNR. |
693 | 00:30:45,309 | 00:30:47,937 | The patient deserves a chance. | The patient deserves a chance. |
694 | 00:30:50,147 | 00:30:52,172 | His family deserves | His family deserves |
695 | 00:30:52,249 | 00:30:54,444 | for this hospital to respect their wishes. | for this hospital to respect their wishes. |
696 | 00:30:54,518 | 00:30:57,215 | - Shepherd... - It is not fair | - Shepherd... - It is not fair |
697 | 00:30:57,288 | 00:30:59,415 | to make a patient suffer so that Warren doesn't have to. | to make a patient suffer so that Warren doesn't have to. |
698 | 00:30:59,490 | 00:31:01,321 | - You know that. - Dr. Shepherd, watch yourself. | - You know that. - Dr. Shepherd, watch yourself. |
699 | 00:31:16,108 | 00:31:17,302 | You were right, and thank you. | You were right, and thank you. |
700 | 00:31:17,643 | 00:31:20,203 | I love being right. What was I right about? | I love being right. What was I right about? |
701 | 00:31:20,279 | 00:31:22,338 | Penny. We figured it out. | Penny. We figured it out. |
702 | 00:31:22,414 | 00:31:23,403 | - Oh, yay. - Yeah. | - Oh, yay. - Yeah. |
703 | 00:31:23,482 | 00:31:26,042 | - Yeah, no, Sofia was saying... - I can totally go with her. | - Yeah, no, Sofia was saying... - I can totally go with her. |
704 | 00:31:26,118 | 00:31:27,745 | - What? - No. It seemed impossible | - What? - No. It seemed impossible |
705 | 00:31:27,820 | 00:31:29,947 | until I really, really looked at it, but it's not impossible. | until I really, really looked at it, but it's not impossible. |
706 | 00:31:30,022 | 00:31:31,080 | It's an adventure. | It's an adventure. |
707 | 00:31:31,790 | 00:31:32,779 | You're kidding. | You're kidding. |
708 | 00:31:32,858 | 00:31:34,793 | - Are you kidding? - I know. It's crazy, right? | - Are you kidding? - I know. It's crazy, right? |
709 | 00:31:34,861 | 00:31:36,158 | But I can get a job anywhere out there, | But I can get a job anywhere out there, |
710 | 00:31:36,229 | 00:31:37,594 | and probably with new research money, | and probably with new research money, |
711 | 00:31:37,664 | 00:31:39,188 | and I have colleagues out there who can help me get... | and I have colleagues out there who can help me get... |
712 | 00:31:39,265 | 00:31:40,391 | Wait. Yeah, no, but you... | Wait. Yeah, no, but you... |
713 | 00:31:40,467 | 00:31:41,866 | - Well, you have a daughter. - Yeah. No. I know. | - Well, you have a daughter. - Yeah. No. I know. |
714 | 00:31:41,935 | 00:31:43,129 | It's a lot to figure out, I know. | It's a lot to figure out, I know. |
715 | 00:31:43,203 | 00:31:44,568 | But you were right, it can be figured out. | But you were right, it can be figured out. |
716 | 00:31:44,637 | 00:31:45,661 | It's a six-hour flight, | It's a six-hour flight, |
717 | 00:31:45,739 | 00:31:47,764 | and you'll be able to see Sofia whenever you want. | and you'll be able to see Sofia whenever you want. |
718 | 00:31:47,841 | 00:31:49,103 | And we'll figure it out, right? | And we'll figure it out, right? |
719 | 00:31:49,175 | 00:31:52,542 | Oh, crap. Um, so, we will talk about it, okay? | Oh, crap. Um, so, we will talk about it, okay? |
720 | 00:31:52,612 | 00:31:54,843 | But just thank you. | But just thank you. |
721 | 00:31:58,185 | 00:32:00,710 | Every surgeon who worked on Mrs. McKay and the baby | Every surgeon who worked on Mrs. McKay and the baby |
722 | 00:32:00,788 | 00:32:02,983 | said the same thing, including Dr. Warren. | said the same thing, including Dr. Warren. |
723 | 00:32:03,057 | 00:32:05,491 | That they were backed into a corner and they didn't have a choice. | That they were backed into a corner and they didn't have a choice. |
724 | 00:32:05,559 | 00:32:08,494 | The only difference with Warren is whether or not you think he's lying, | The only difference with Warren is whether or not you think he's lying, |
725 | 00:32:08,562 | 00:32:10,723 | whether you believe he didn't see that door open. | whether you believe he didn't see that door open. |
726 | 00:32:10,798 | 00:32:12,858 | And do you think he was lying? | And do you think he was lying? |
727 | 00:32:13,235 | 00:32:14,998 | - No. - We don't. | - No. - We don't. |
728 | 00:32:16,304 | 00:32:18,101 | OWEN: We believe Warren missed the door. | OWEN: We believe Warren missed the door. |
729 | 00:32:18,173 | 00:32:22,667 | We believe he was completely focused on his responsibility to the patient. | We believe he was completely focused on his responsibility to the patient. |
730 | 00:32:27,416 | 00:32:29,384 | Well, thank you all. | Well, thank you all. |
731 | 00:32:29,885 | 00:32:30,874 | Mmm-hmm. | Mmm-hmm. |
732 | 00:32:32,321 | 00:32:33,310 | (MIRANDA SIGHS) | (MIRANDA SIGHS) |
733 | 00:32:38,461 | 00:32:40,725 | Sounds like they feel he tried. | Sounds like they feel he tried. |
734 | 00:32:40,797 | 00:32:42,628 | And yet two people are still dead. | And yet two people are still dead. |
735 | 00:32:43,299 | 00:32:44,664 | (SIGHS HEAVILY) | (SIGHS HEAVILY) |
736 | 00:32:46,002 | 00:32:47,902 | What are you gonna do? | What are you gonna do? |
737 | 00:32:51,008 | 00:32:52,373 | Six months? | Six months? |
738 | 00:32:53,077 | 00:32:55,011 | No surgery for six months? | No surgery for six months? |
739 | 00:32:55,079 | 00:32:57,206 | Uh, to be clear, it's a six-month suspension | Uh, to be clear, it's a six-month suspension |
740 | 00:32:57,281 | 00:32:58,771 | from the residency program. | from the residency program. |
741 | 00:32:59,216 | 00:33:01,411 | - I'm suspended from the hospital? - Yes. | - I'm suspended from the hospital? - Yes. |
742 | 00:33:01,485 | 00:33:02,577 | How do you... | How do you... |
743 | 00:33:03,353 | 00:33:05,913 | Do you have any idea how far behind I'll fall? | Do you have any idea how far behind I'll fall? |
744 | 00:33:06,356 | 00:33:07,345 | I'll never get caught up. | I'll never get caught up. |
745 | 00:33:07,558 | 00:33:09,117 | What am I supposed to learn from this? | What am I supposed to learn from this? |
746 | 00:33:09,527 | 00:33:13,987 | Do you feel even the slightest remorse? | Do you feel even the slightest remorse? |
747 | 00:33:14,265 | 00:33:15,960 | Yes. Yes! | Yes. Yes! |
748 | 00:33:16,034 | 00:33:18,468 | How can you ask me that? Of course I do! | How can you ask me that? Of course I do! |
749 | 00:33:19,204 | 00:33:21,502 | All I do is play it over again in my mind, | All I do is play it over again in my mind, |
750 | 00:33:21,573 | 00:33:23,097 | trying to figure out how I could change it! | trying to figure out how I could change it! |
751 | 00:33:23,274 | 00:33:25,299 | Of course I do. | Of course I do. |
752 | 00:33:25,844 | 00:33:28,712 | But six months, it's not discipline. | But six months, it's not discipline. |
753 | 00:33:28,781 | 00:33:30,180 | For a surgeon, that's a death sentence. | For a surgeon, that's a death sentence. |
754 | 00:33:30,249 | 00:33:31,477 | I might as well drop out now. | I might as well drop out now. |
755 | 00:33:35,221 | 00:33:37,746 | That's all, Dr. Warren. | That's all, Dr. Warren. |
756 | 00:33:39,992 | 00:33:42,483 | I tried to save her the only way I know how. | I tried to save her the only way I know how. |
757 | 00:33:42,561 | 00:33:43,960 | You... They know that, right? | You... They know that, right? |
758 | 00:33:44,396 | 00:33:45,988 | You know that. | You know that. |
759 | 00:33:59,212 | 00:34:01,180 | (INDISTINCT ANNOUNCEMENT OVER PA) | (INDISTINCT ANNOUNCEMENT OVER PA) |
760 | 00:34:15,329 | 00:34:16,921 | PENNY: Sofia. | PENNY: Sofia. |
761 | 00:34:16,998 | 00:34:18,022 | (GASPS) Hi! | (GASPS) Hi! |
762 | 00:34:18,499 | 00:34:19,488 | (LAUGHS) | (LAUGHS) |
763 | 00:34:22,570 | 00:34:23,628 | Hi. | Hi. |
764 | 00:34:23,704 | 00:34:24,729 | - You ready? - You ready? | - You ready? - You ready? |
765 | 00:34:24,806 | 00:34:25,864 | Let's go. | Let's go. |
766 | 00:34:28,610 | 00:34:29,941 | WOMAN: Oh, thank you. | WOMAN: Oh, thank you. |
767 | 00:34:30,012 | 00:34:31,001 | (SIGHS) | (SIGHS) |
768 | 00:34:33,115 | 00:34:34,104 | WOMAN: Get inside! | WOMAN: Get inside! |
769 | 00:34:35,250 | 00:34:37,309 | Pierce, before you go, | Pierce, before you go, |
770 | 00:34:37,386 | 00:34:39,547 | Tacoma wants to send a patient with failed stenting. | Tacoma wants to send a patient with failed stenting. |
771 | 00:34:39,621 | 00:34:41,486 | Emergency four-vessel bypass. | Emergency four-vessel bypass. |
772 | 00:34:41,557 | 00:34:44,118 | I didn't want to authorize it until I'd checked it with you, but... | I didn't want to authorize it until I'd checked it with you, but... |
773 | 00:34:44,194 | 00:34:46,162 | Uh, well, is the patient stable enough to transfer? | Uh, well, is the patient stable enough to transfer? |
774 | 00:34:46,563 | 00:34:47,962 | As far I'm concerned, yes. | As far I'm concerned, yes. |
775 | 00:34:48,031 | 00:34:49,896 | Okay, yeah. Go ahead. | Okay, yeah. Go ahead. |
776 | 00:34:51,301 | 00:34:52,290 | What? | What? |
777 | 00:34:53,903 | 00:34:55,063 | Nothing. Nothing. | Nothing. Nothing. |
778 | 00:34:56,105 | 00:34:58,232 | What did Owen tell you about me? | What did Owen tell you about me? |
779 | 00:34:59,309 | 00:35:00,776 | Meredith. She said, um... | Meredith. She said, um... |
780 | 00:35:02,112 | 00:35:04,444 | She's my sister, and she told me... | She's my sister, and she told me... |
781 | 00:35:04,515 | 00:35:05,914 | She told you about Megan. | She told you about Megan. |
782 | 00:35:07,017 | 00:35:09,144 | Why would you lie about something like that? | Why would you lie about something like that? |
783 | 00:35:10,287 | 00:35:13,051 | You know, I shouldn't have asked. This isn't any of my business. | You know, I shouldn't have asked. This isn't any of my business. |
784 | 00:35:13,490 | 00:35:15,981 | And I'm not usually a person who... | And I'm not usually a person who... |
785 | 00:35:16,427 | 00:35:18,657 | You don't owe me an explanation, obviously, | You don't owe me an explanation, obviously, |
786 | 00:35:18,729 | 00:35:21,528 | but you're a good guy | but you're a good guy |
787 | 00:35:21,900 | 00:35:24,460 | and a great surgeon, and I just... | and a great surgeon, and I just... |
788 | 00:35:27,138 | 00:35:28,264 | Why? | Why? |
789 | 00:35:28,807 | 00:35:30,468 | I didn't lie to Meredith. | I didn't lie to Meredith. |
790 | 00:35:32,277 | 00:35:33,608 | It's fine. Forget it. | It's fine. Forget it. |
791 | 00:35:35,280 | 00:35:37,214 | Look, everything I told her was true. | Look, everything I told her was true. |
792 | 00:35:37,816 | 00:35:39,580 | There was a patient. | There was a patient. |
793 | 00:35:40,953 | 00:35:42,853 | There was a helicopter. | There was a helicopter. |
794 | 00:35:45,124 | 00:35:47,058 | I just left some parts out. | I just left some parts out. |
795 | 00:35:48,027 | 00:35:49,927 | The part where we fought, | The part where we fought, |
796 | 00:35:50,730 | 00:35:52,561 | where I cheated, | where I cheated, |
797 | 00:35:53,733 | 00:35:56,099 | where I failed the best person I've ever met, | where I failed the best person I've ever met, |
798 | 00:35:56,168 | 00:35:58,660 | the only woman I've ever loved. | the only woman I've ever loved. |
799 | 00:35:59,473 | 00:36:01,498 | And those parts are for me and Megan. | And those parts are for me and Megan. |
800 | 00:36:01,575 | 00:36:03,566 | You're right. I don't owe anyone that. | You're right. I don't owe anyone that. |
801 | 00:36:06,747 | 00:36:09,841 | I made a mistake. | I made a mistake. |
802 | 00:36:12,119 | 00:36:13,916 | A big one. | A big one. |
803 | 00:36:14,888 | 00:36:19,087 | And I've paid for it ever since. | And I've paid for it ever since. |
804 | 00:36:21,362 | 00:36:22,454 | Okay? | Okay? |
805 | 00:36:23,798 | 00:36:24,787 | Okay. | Okay. |
806 | 00:36:39,148 | 00:36:41,946 | I'm glad you're being strong about this. | I'm glad you're being strong about this. |
807 | 00:36:42,017 | 00:36:43,917 | I know how hard this is. | I know how hard this is. |
808 | 00:36:43,986 | 00:36:46,250 | I know how bad you feel. | I know how bad you feel. |
809 | 00:36:46,322 | 00:36:48,017 | You loved this person once. | You loved this person once. |
810 | 00:36:48,090 | 00:36:50,650 | - There's a child involved. - (THUNDER RUMBLING) | - There's a child involved. - (THUNDER RUMBLING) |
811 | 00:36:50,926 | 00:36:53,087 | But I'm gonna tell you, | But I'm gonna tell you, |
812 | 00:36:53,162 | 00:36:56,223 | the one thing that all custody cases have in common | the one thing that all custody cases have in common |
813 | 00:36:56,299 | 00:36:59,268 | is that they are always a battle. | is that they are always a battle. |
814 | 00:36:59,336 | 00:37:02,430 | And no matter what, even if you win, | And no matter what, even if you win, |
815 | 00:37:02,505 | 00:37:05,440 | you will still feel like you lost something. | you will still feel like you lost something. |
816 | 00:37:06,209 | 00:37:08,643 | So, are you sure this is a battle you want to fight? | So, are you sure this is a battle you want to fight? |
817 | 00:37:09,279 | 00:37:11,577 | My ex-wife wants to move across the country | My ex-wife wants to move across the country |
818 | 00:37:11,648 | 00:37:14,482 | and take our daughter, so... | and take our daughter, so... |
819 | 00:37:14,552 | 00:37:15,746 | Yeah. | Yeah. |
820 | 00:37:20,057 | 00:37:21,046 | Hey. | Hey. |
821 | 00:37:21,359 | 00:37:22,348 | Stop. | Stop. |
822 | 00:37:22,426 | 00:37:23,916 | No. No more, okay? | No. No more, okay? |
823 | 00:37:23,994 | 00:37:25,359 | - I'm done. Just stay away from me. - All right. | - I'm done. Just stay away from me. - All right. |
824 | 00:37:25,429 | 00:37:27,260 | Look, I'm not gonna come any closer, okay? | Look, I'm not gonna come any closer, okay? |
825 | 00:37:27,331 | 00:37:28,662 | I just need to talk to you. I need to say something. | I just need to talk to you. I need to say something. |
826 | 00:37:28,733 | 00:37:29,757 | I need you to hear me. | I need you to hear me. |
827 | 00:37:29,834 | 00:37:31,165 | Please? | Please? |
828 | 00:37:31,469 | 00:37:32,767 | Fine. | Fine. |
829 | 00:37:33,805 | 00:37:35,932 | All right, I have been going over the paperwork, | All right, I have been going over the paperwork, |
830 | 00:37:36,208 | 00:37:38,802 | you know, for the lawyer, the prenup, post-nup, whatever. | you know, for the lawyer, the prenup, post-nup, whatever. |
831 | 00:37:38,877 | 00:37:40,344 | You know, I just... I don't need this. | You know, I just... I don't need this. |
832 | 00:37:40,412 | 00:37:43,347 | At first glance, it was actually really frustrating, | At first glance, it was actually really frustrating, |
833 | 00:37:43,982 | 00:37:45,074 | you know, 'cause I wasn't finding anything | you know, 'cause I wasn't finding anything |
834 | 00:37:45,150 | 00:37:46,310 | that was actually gonna help my case. | that was actually gonna help my case. |
835 | 00:37:46,385 | 00:37:47,977 | It was just so fair. | It was just so fair. |
836 | 00:37:48,086 | 00:37:50,020 | And I realized that was because it was written | And I realized that was because it was written |
837 | 00:37:50,088 | 00:37:54,219 | by two people who really loved each other... | by two people who really loved each other... |
838 | 00:37:55,294 | 00:37:57,353 | Two people who really wanted to protect each other, | Two people who really wanted to protect each other, |
839 | 00:37:57,430 | 00:37:59,830 | who really wanted what was best for each other. | who really wanted what was best for each other. |
840 | 00:37:59,899 | 00:38:02,163 | And, April, I... | And, April, I... |
841 | 00:38:02,235 | 00:38:04,328 | I don't know where those people went. | I don't know where those people went. |
842 | 00:38:05,738 | 00:38:08,036 | I don't know if we can fix us, April. | I don't know if we can fix us, April. |
843 | 00:38:08,107 | 00:38:09,540 | I don't know if we should. | I don't know if we should. |
844 | 00:38:09,810 | 00:38:13,439 | But I know I don't like who I am turning into. | But I know I don't like who I am turning into. |
845 | 00:38:15,616 | 00:38:17,413 | I don't want to treat you... | I don't want to treat you... |
846 | 00:38:18,318 | 00:38:20,183 | (SIGHS AND SNIFFLES) | (SIGHS AND SNIFFLES) |
847 | 00:38:20,687 | 00:38:24,589 | This person who wrote this, who signed this, | This person who wrote this, who signed this, |
848 | 00:38:25,859 | 00:38:27,884 | was your best friend. | was your best friend. |
849 | 00:38:28,763 | 00:38:30,731 | You were my best friend, April. | You were my best friend, April. |
850 | 00:38:32,167 | 00:38:34,397 | My favorite person. | My favorite person. |
851 | 00:38:36,671 | 00:38:41,199 | And I realized that that's who I should be dealing with. | And I realized that that's who I should be dealing with. |
852 | 00:38:42,043 | 00:38:45,604 | We should treat each other the way we did on this paper. | We should treat each other the way we did on this paper. |
853 | 00:39:00,963 | 00:39:03,796 | You want to feel something unbelievably awesome? | You want to feel something unbelievably awesome? |
854 | 00:39:05,901 | 00:39:06,891 | Oh. | Oh. |
855 | 00:39:07,471 | 00:39:09,439 | - Was that a kick? - Yeah. | - Was that a kick? - Yeah. |
856 | 00:39:10,040 | 00:39:11,166 | He's kicking? | He's kicking? |
857 | 00:39:11,441 | 00:39:13,102 | Or, she's kicking. | Or, she's kicking. |
858 | 00:39:13,643 | 00:39:15,406 | This baby can kick? | This baby can kick? |
859 | 00:39:17,781 | 00:39:19,749 | - Our baby can kick. - (BOTH CHUCKLE) | - Our baby can kick. - (BOTH CHUCKLE) |
860 | 00:39:20,584 | 00:39:22,449 | - Oh, he did it again. - (LAUGHS) | - Oh, he did it again. - (LAUGHS) |
861 | 00:39:27,892 | 00:39:29,052 | Why are you still here? | Why are you still here? |
862 | 00:39:29,126 | 00:39:30,616 | You have to go back to them. You have to... | You have to go back to them. You have to... |
863 | 00:39:30,695 | 00:39:32,993 | Hunt, and this committee. You have to get them to reconsider. | Hunt, and this committee. You have to get them to reconsider. |
864 | 00:39:33,064 | 00:39:36,522 | There's... They have nothing to reconsider. | There's... They have nothing to reconsider. |
865 | 00:39:36,601 | 00:39:38,330 | They made a recommendation. I made a call. | They made a recommendation. I made a call. |
866 | 00:39:38,402 | 00:39:40,563 | It's very simple, and I'm done talking about this here. | It's very simple, and I'm done talking about this here. |
867 | 00:39:40,638 | 00:39:41,662 | Church and state. | Church and state. |
868 | 00:39:41,739 | 00:39:43,730 | - There's a reason that it's separated. - To hell with state! | - There's a reason that it's separated. - To hell with state! |
869 | 00:39:43,809 | 00:39:45,174 | You're really gonna come back at me | You're really gonna come back at me |
870 | 00:39:45,244 | 00:39:47,439 | with "no special treatment"? Six months is... | with "no special treatment"? Six months is... |
871 | 00:39:47,513 | 00:39:49,879 | Six months is special treatment! | Six months is special treatment! |
872 | 00:39:49,948 | 00:39:51,245 | What? | What? |
873 | 00:39:51,316 | 00:39:53,409 | If you had been anyone else, | If you had been anyone else, |
874 | 00:39:53,485 | 00:39:54,952 | you wouldn't have been suspended. | you wouldn't have been suspended. |
875 | 00:39:55,020 | 00:39:56,282 | You would have been fired. | You would have been fired. |
876 | 00:39:56,555 | 00:39:57,886 | They told you to fire me? | They told you to fire me? |
877 | 00:39:57,956 | 00:39:59,981 | No! I wanted to fire you! | No! I wanted to fire you! |
878 | 00:40:00,058 | 00:40:02,219 | I was talked down! | I was talked down! |
879 | 00:40:04,030 | 00:40:06,828 | Do you have any idea what you are doing? | Do you have any idea what you are doing? |
880 | 00:40:06,900 | 00:40:09,494 | Do you have any idea what you've done? | Do you have any idea what you've done? |
881 | 00:40:09,636 | 00:40:12,366 | I made a mistake, Miranda. People make mistakes. | I made a mistake, Miranda. People make mistakes. |
882 | 00:40:12,438 | 00:40:14,030 | Surgeons make mistakes! | Surgeons make mistakes! |
883 | 00:40:14,107 | 00:40:15,768 | I don't, not like that. | I don't, not like that. |
884 | 00:40:15,942 | 00:40:19,503 | You made an astonishing error in judgment | You made an astonishing error in judgment |
885 | 00:40:19,579 | 00:40:23,914 | that I'm trying to accept and forgive. | that I'm trying to accept and forgive. |
886 | 00:40:25,319 | 00:40:29,016 | And it's gonna take me a lot longer than six months. | And it's gonna take me a lot longer than six months. |
887 | 00:40:30,824 | 00:40:32,724 | MEREDITH: All bleeding must stop. | MEREDITH: All bleeding must stop. |
888 | 00:40:33,527 | 00:40:36,758 | Well, I am sorry I disappoint you. | Well, I am sorry I disappoint you. |
889 | 00:40:38,265 | 00:40:40,564 | Sometimes it does so at a cost. | Sometimes it does so at a cost. |
890 | 00:40:40,635 | 00:40:42,330 | So am I. | So am I. |
891 | 00:40:42,737 | 00:40:45,228 | You lose the arm, remove the organ. | You lose the arm, remove the organ. |
892 | 00:40:49,578 | 00:40:51,068 | You choose to live with the loss. | You choose to live with the loss. |
893 | 00:40:51,413 | 00:40:53,438 | - (KNOCK ON DOOR) - Chief? | - (KNOCK ON DOOR) - Chief? |
894 | 00:40:57,118 | 00:40:59,212 | Because at the end of the day, | Because at the end of the day, |
895 | 00:41:00,489 | 00:41:03,219 | you'll do whatever you can to stay alive. | you'll do whatever you can to stay alive. |
896 | 00:41:06,195 | 00:41:07,958 | AMELIA: In the last hour, he started moving, | AMELIA: In the last hour, he started moving, |
897 | 00:41:08,030 | 00:41:09,793 | responding to verbal stimuli. | responding to verbal stimuli. |
898 | 00:41:10,600 | 00:41:13,592 | And now, vitals are stable. He is re-oriented. | And now, vitals are stable. He is re-oriented. |
899 | 00:41:14,437 | 00:41:17,031 | - What... - This is one in a million. | - What... - This is one in a million. |
900 | 00:41:17,106 | 00:41:18,131 | It should not have happened. | It should not have happened. |
901 | 00:41:19,109 | 00:41:22,476 | And sometimes, by some miracle, it works. | And sometimes, by some miracle, it works. |
902 | 00:41:22,546 | 00:41:23,672 | The bleeding stops. | The bleeding stops. |
903 | 00:41:23,747 | 00:41:26,307 | Well, does he know yet, about his wife and baby? | Well, does he know yet, about his wife and baby? |
904 | 00:41:27,417 | 00:41:29,476 | No. Not yet. | No. Not yet. |
905 | 00:41:29,987 | 00:41:30,976 | He's asking. | He's asking. |
906 | 00:41:34,224 | 00:41:35,213 | (SIGHS) | (SIGHS) |
907 | 00:41:36,728 | 00:41:38,923 | I was wrong, Bailey. | I was wrong, Bailey. |
908 | 00:41:40,365 | 00:41:41,354 | You saved his life. | You saved his life. |
909 | 00:41:45,937 | 00:41:48,599 | And now I have to go in there and ruin it. | And now I have to go in there and ruin it. |
910 | 00:41:48,673 | 00:41:51,904 | But sometimes, no matter how hard you try... | But sometimes, no matter how hard you try... |
911 | 00:42:02,287 | 00:42:03,345 | (INAUDIBLE) | (INAUDIBLE) |
912 | 00:42:04,923 | 00:42:06,914 | It's still not enough. | It's still not enough. |
913 | 00:42:08,134 | 00:42:12,134 | Ripped & Corrected By mstoll | Ripped & Corrected By mstoll |