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1 00:00:02,903 00:00:04,495 MEREDITH: Surgeons have a saying, MEREDITH: Surgeons have a saying,
2 00:00:04,972 00:00:06,496 "All bleeding must stop." "All bleeding must stop."
3 00:00:06,574 00:00:09,941 It's sort of our version of "This, too, shall pass." It's sort of our version of "This, too, shall pass."
4 00:00:10,011 00:00:12,412 Every crisis will eventually come to an end. Every crisis will eventually come to an end.
5 00:00:12,881 00:00:15,145 You'll either save your patient, or you won't. You'll either save your patient, or you won't.
6 00:00:15,317 00:00:17,308 - Are they gonna ask me about... - MIRANDA: Ben. - Are they gonna ask me about... - MIRANDA: Ben.
7 00:00:17,552 00:00:19,679 - (ELEVATOR DINGS) - Right. You can't tell me. - (ELEVATOR DINGS) - Right. You can't tell me.
8 00:00:20,288 00:00:21,482 How's Omar doing? How's Omar doing?
9 00:00:21,556 00:00:22,818 I can't... I can't...
10 00:00:22,891 00:00:24,791 Can't tell me that, either. Can't tell me that, either.
11 00:00:24,960 00:00:26,518 - (SIGHS) - Just doing my job. - (SIGHS) - Just doing my job.
12 00:00:26,995 00:00:29,361 - Thank you, Chief. - (ELEVATOR DINGS) - Thank you, Chief. - (ELEVATOR DINGS)
13 00:00:29,931 00:00:31,866 Ah. It's a good thing I'm not trying to save lives Ah. It's a good thing I'm not trying to save lives
14 00:00:31,934 00:00:34,926 so I can see that the elevator doors are open. so I can see that the elevator doors are open.
15 00:00:35,772 00:00:37,296 - MEREDITH: So... - (ELEVATOR DINGS) - MEREDITH: So... - (ELEVATOR DINGS)
16 00:00:37,440 00:00:40,739 One way or the other, the bleeding will stop. One way or the other, the bleeding will stop.
17 00:00:40,810 00:00:43,802 Actually, as far as sayings go, Actually, as far as sayings go,
18 00:00:43,880 00:00:46,246 this one's really not all that comforting. this one's really not all that comforting.
19 00:00:46,416 00:00:48,316 STEPHANIE: Omar Singh, post-op day one, STEPHANIE: Omar Singh, post-op day one,
20 00:00:48,384 00:00:50,410 following abdominal and chest surgery following abdominal and chest surgery
21 00:00:50,487 00:00:52,853 to repair injuries sustained during a car accident. to repair injuries sustained during a car accident.
22 00:00:52,923 00:00:54,720 - DeLuca? - Shortly after surgery, - DeLuca? - Shortly after surgery,
23 00:00:54,792 00:00:55,918 Omar went into cardiac arrest. Omar went into cardiac arrest.
24 00:00:55,993 00:00:58,587 Dr. Shepherd placed him on therapeutic hypothermia Dr. Shepherd placed him on therapeutic hypothermia
25 00:00:58,662 00:01:00,152 as part of a new resuscitation protocol. as part of a new resuscitation protocol.
26 00:01:00,230 00:01:01,663 - Tell me why. - We hoped that cooling the patient... - Tell me why. - We hoped that cooling the patient...
27 00:01:01,732 00:01:04,200 He's regaining consciousness, and he's breathing spontaneously, He's regaining consciousness, and he's breathing spontaneously,
28 00:01:04,268 00:01:05,462 so they'll extubate soon. so they'll extubate soon.
29 00:01:05,602 00:01:06,591 Thank God. Thank God.
30 00:01:06,703 00:01:08,034 Uh, Grey, you should go. Uh, Grey, you should go.
31 00:01:08,105 00:01:09,573 - They're waiting for you. - Okay. - They're waiting for you. - Okay.
32 00:01:11,943 00:01:15,276 Oh, I put together an advisory panel... Oh, I put together an advisory panel...
33 00:01:15,346 00:01:17,246 Grey, Hunt, Pierce. Grey, Hunt, Pierce.
34 00:01:17,315 00:01:19,977 They're going to review the Warren situation. They're going to review the Warren situation.
35 00:01:20,051 00:01:22,952 - Bailey, we talked about this. - (BREATHES DEEPLY) - Bailey, we talked about this. - (BREATHES DEEPLY)
36 00:01:23,021 00:01:25,649 As the leader of this surgical staff, you need to take charge of it. As the leader of this surgical staff, you need to take charge of it.
37 00:01:25,723 00:01:27,783 As the leader of this surgical staff, As the leader of this surgical staff,
38 00:01:27,860 00:01:29,259 I need to know my limitations. I need to know my limitations.
39 00:01:29,328 00:01:32,525 And I know I cannot be impartial about my husband And I know I cannot be impartial about my husband
40 00:01:32,598 00:01:34,930 and the future of his career. and the future of his career.
41 00:01:35,000 00:01:39,027 As a leader, I am taking charge of my lack of impartiality As a leader, I am taking charge of my lack of impartiality
42 00:01:39,105 00:01:43,769 by convening an advisory panel to review the matter. by convening an advisory panel to review the matter.
43 00:01:43,843 00:01:45,572 Once they give me their recommendation Once they give me their recommendation
44 00:01:45,644 00:01:49,137 for how to proceed, as a leader, for how to proceed, as a leader,
45 00:01:49,216 00:01:53,949 I will make a final decision on what happens with my husband. I will make a final decision on what happens with my husband.
46 00:01:54,488 00:01:57,355 As a human being, I'll stand here and thank the Lord As a human being, I'll stand here and thank the Lord
47 00:01:57,424 00:01:59,722 that my husband isn't responsible that my husband isn't responsible
48 00:01:59,793 00:02:03,559 for leaving three children without any parents at all. for leaving three children without any parents at all.
49 00:02:05,006 00:02:09,007 Ripped & Corrected By mstoll Ripped & Corrected By mstoll
50 00:02:13,474 00:02:15,066 Warren, have a seat. Warren, have a seat.
51 00:02:15,910 00:02:17,775 When Miranda told me that there was an advisory committee, When Miranda told me that there was an advisory committee,
52 00:02:17,845 00:02:20,905 I pictured a bunch of lawyers and hospital suits. I pictured a bunch of lawyers and hospital suits.
53 00:02:21,516 00:02:23,541 Okay. I'm, uh, glad it's you guys. Okay. I'm, uh, glad it's you guys.
54 00:02:26,121 00:02:27,110 Let's do it. Let's do it.
55 00:02:27,189 00:02:29,419 MAGGIE: Dr. Warren, be apprised that the purpose of this committee MAGGIE: Dr. Warren, be apprised that the purpose of this committee
56 00:02:29,491 00:02:31,220 is to understand the incident is to understand the incident
57 00:02:31,293 00:02:33,284 and to make recommendations for disciplinary action, and to make recommendations for disciplinary action,
58 00:02:33,362 00:02:34,420 should it be called for. should it be called for.
59 00:02:34,763 00:02:35,957 A lack of full cooperation A lack of full cooperation
60 00:02:36,031 00:02:38,363 with or withholding of information from this committee with or withholding of information from this committee
61 00:02:38,433 00:02:42,529 will result in your immediate dismissal from the residency program. will result in your immediate dismissal from the residency program.
62 00:02:44,207 00:02:45,231 Okay. Okay.
63 00:02:45,675 00:02:46,869 You accept these conditions? You accept these conditions?
64 00:02:47,443 00:02:48,569 Yes. Yes.
65 00:02:49,145 00:02:51,204 Okay. Let's begin then. Okay. Let's begin then.
66 00:02:52,148 00:02:54,173 Wait. So, she's still accusing me of harassment? Wait. So, she's still accusing me of harassment?
67 00:02:54,250 00:02:56,275 I mean, I tried to meet her halfway here. I mean, I tried to meet her halfway here.
68 00:02:56,352 00:02:57,819 I tried to take the high road. This... I tried to take the high road. This...
69 00:02:57,887 00:03:00,151 Apparently, the high road is paved with restraining orders. Apparently, the high road is paved with restraining orders.
70 00:03:00,823 00:03:02,291 I'm sorry. I'll be quiet. I'm sorry. I'll be quiet.
71 00:03:02,359 00:03:04,156 The restraining order actually works for us. The restraining order actually works for us.
72 00:03:04,328 00:03:05,761 When we take her to court to have it lifted, When we take her to court to have it lifted,
73 00:03:05,829 00:03:08,320 she won't be able to prove any of these allegations, she won't be able to prove any of these allegations,
74 00:03:08,399 00:03:10,162 and her character will be called into question, and her character will be called into question,
75 00:03:10,234 00:03:11,724 which is exactly where we want to be. which is exactly where we want to be.
76 00:03:12,069 00:03:14,333 - Because? - Because once that baby is born, - Because? - Because once that baby is born,
77 00:03:14,405 00:03:17,568 you will have a very good shot at obtaining full custody. you will have a very good shot at obtaining full custody.
78 00:03:18,242 00:03:19,732 Full custody? (SCOFFS) Full custody? (SCOFFS)
79 00:03:20,444 00:03:23,107 - No. He would never. - He would. - No. He would never. - He would.
80 00:03:23,181 00:03:25,012 Look, I know that I'm just here for support, Look, I know that I'm just here for support,
81 00:03:25,083 00:03:26,448 but why would Jackson do that? but why would Jackson do that?
82 00:03:26,518 00:03:29,385 Because it's exactly what I would advise her to do. Because it's exactly what I would advise her to do.
83 00:03:29,955 00:03:31,889 Whether you meant it or not, April, Whether you meant it or not, April,
84 00:03:32,123 00:03:34,489 this restraining order started an arms race. this restraining order started an arms race.
85 00:03:34,559 00:03:38,086 The restraining order was a mistake. Can't we just take it back? The restraining order was a mistake. Can't we just take it back?
86 00:03:38,163 00:03:41,725 I'm serious here. Do not try to talk to him. I'm serious here. Do not try to talk to him.
87 00:03:41,801 00:03:43,564 The restraining order needs to stand. The restraining order needs to stand.
88 00:03:44,370 00:03:47,100 - We have to do this together, okay? - (SIGHING) - We have to do this together, okay? - (SIGHING)
89 00:03:49,208 00:03:51,802 This is exactly what I was trying to avoid. This is exactly what I was trying to avoid.
90 00:03:51,877 00:03:54,937 After everything that happened with Samuel, I just... After everything that happened with Samuel, I just...
91 00:03:55,014 00:03:56,777 I just want to keep this baby safe. I just want to keep this baby safe.
92 00:03:56,849 00:03:59,250 Good. See? You felt your baby was in danger. Good. See? You felt your baby was in danger.
93 00:03:59,586 00:04:01,816 That's great. That we can use. That's great. That we can use.
94 00:04:03,156 00:04:04,145 (SIGHS) (SIGHS)
95 00:04:06,260 00:04:08,319 (INDISTINCT ANNOUNCEMENT OVER PA) (INDISTINCT ANNOUNCEMENT OVER PA)
96 00:04:08,395 00:04:09,453 Wow. Wow.
97 00:04:10,230 00:04:11,322 Fractured pelvis? Fractured pelvis?
98 00:04:11,398 00:04:12,558 Stepped on by a horse. Stepped on by a horse.
99 00:04:13,600 00:04:15,124 So, tomorrow's the day. So, tomorrow's the day.
100 00:04:15,969 00:04:18,996 Preminger Grant, yes or no, stay or go. Preminger Grant, yes or no, stay or go.
101 00:04:19,407 00:04:21,068 Oh, you haven't given them an answer yet? Oh, you haven't given them an answer yet?
102 00:04:21,909 00:04:23,900 You thought I would have given them an answer You thought I would have given them an answer
103 00:04:23,978 00:04:25,502 - and not talked to you about it? - No. - and not talked to you about it? - No.
104 00:04:25,580 00:04:26,911 No. I'm just saying, No. I'm just saying,
105 00:04:26,981 00:04:28,846 the Preminger Grant's a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity. the Preminger Grant's a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity.
106 00:04:29,784 00:04:30,773 If I say yes, If I say yes,
107 00:04:30,852 00:04:34,515 I will be moving to New York for at least a year. I will be moving to New York for at least a year.
108 00:04:35,323 00:04:36,416 Right. Right.
109 00:04:36,492 00:04:38,483 - And you're fine with that? - Are you fine with that? - And you're fine with that? - Are you fine with that?
110 00:04:39,962 00:04:42,089 Well, like you said, it's... Well, like you said, it's...
111 00:04:42,965 00:04:43,989 Once in a lifetime. Once in a lifetime.
112 00:04:46,735 00:04:50,364 Yep. Well, I got to get this pelvis into the OR. Yep. Well, I got to get this pelvis into the OR.
113 00:04:51,273 00:04:52,262 (CLEARS THROAT) (CLEARS THROAT)
114 00:04:52,708 00:04:53,697 (SIGHS) (SIGHS)
115 00:04:55,445 00:04:56,673 Reggie Dalton? Reggie Dalton?
116 00:04:56,746 00:04:58,373 I'm Dr. Jo Wilson. I'm Dr. Jo Wilson.
117 00:04:58,448 00:05:00,313 Your chart says that you have a hernia. Your chart says that you have a hernia.
118 00:05:00,383 00:05:01,748 Yeah. It's the worst. Yeah. It's the worst.
119 00:05:01,818 00:05:04,048 Okay, well, let's take a look. Just lay back. Okay, well, let's take a look. Just lay back.
120 00:05:04,120 00:05:05,781 I'm gonna lift up your shirt. I'm gonna lift up your shirt.
121 00:05:06,589 00:05:08,386 Okay, so, how long has this been going on for? Okay, so, how long has this been going on for?
122 00:05:08,458 00:05:10,949 Uh, I had surgery, like, uh, six months ago, Uh, I had surgery, like, uh, six months ago,
123 00:05:11,027 00:05:13,997 and after a while, this little guy just started popping out of there. and after a while, this little guy just started popping out of there.
124 00:05:14,065 00:05:15,726 - Six months ago? - Yeah. - Six months ago? - Yeah.
125 00:05:15,800 00:05:18,132 I had it looked at once before, and they said they could operate, I had it looked at once before, and they said they could operate,
126 00:05:18,202 00:05:19,669 but that it wasn't urgent. but that it wasn't urgent.
127 00:05:19,737 00:05:21,728 So, I put it off, and... So, I put it off, and...
128 00:05:21,806 00:05:23,899 Oh, God. Oh, no. Oh, no. Oh, God. Oh, no. Oh, no.
129 00:05:23,974 00:05:25,965 - Reggie, are you okay? - Yes. - Reggie, are you okay? - Yes.
130 00:05:26,043 00:05:27,476 So, this is the thing... So, this is the thing...
131 00:05:27,545 00:05:30,605 It's allergy season, and every time I sneeze... It's allergy season, and every time I sneeze...
132 00:05:30,681 00:05:31,841 The little guy pops out. The little guy pops out.
133 00:05:32,351 00:05:33,477 I think maybe I've waited I think maybe I've waited
134 00:05:33,552 00:05:36,112 a little too long to get surgery because... a little too long to get surgery because...
135 00:05:36,188 00:05:37,621 - Oh, no! - Okay, Reggie, don't fight it. - Oh, no! - Okay, Reggie, don't fight it.
136 00:05:37,689 00:05:39,054 It's only gonna make it worse. It's only gonna make it worse.
137 00:05:39,224 00:05:40,316 - (SNEEZES) - (JO GASPS) - (SNEEZES) - (JO GASPS)
138 00:05:41,393 00:05:42,417 Worse than this? Worse than this?
139 00:05:48,834 00:05:50,324 - Is my baby gonna die? - No. - Is my baby gonna die? - No.
140 00:05:50,469 00:05:51,869 (EKG BEEPING) (EKG BEEPING)
141 00:05:53,773 00:05:55,900 MAGGIE: It's open before you even touch her. MAGGIE: It's open before you even touch her.
142 00:05:55,975 00:05:57,203 I know that's what it looks like. I know that's what it looks like.
143 00:05:57,276 00:05:59,836 That's what it is, Warren, right there. That's what it is, Warren, right there.
144 00:06:00,012 00:06:01,980 You said you didn't see the doors open. You said you didn't see the doors open.
145 00:06:02,048 00:06:03,743 Yes. I mean, no. Yes. I mean, no.
146 00:06:03,816 00:06:05,283 Well, which is it? Did you? Or didn't you? Well, which is it? Did you? Or didn't you?
147 00:06:05,351 00:06:06,545 I didn't see them open. I didn't see them open.
148 00:06:06,619 00:06:07,779 It is right there in front of you. It is right there in front of you.
149 00:06:07,854 00:06:10,050 I know, but I didn't see it. I know, but I didn't see it.
150 00:06:10,124 00:06:11,216 It didn't register. It didn't register.
151 00:06:11,291 00:06:13,384 Okay. Help me here. Was it... (SIGHS) Okay. Help me here. Was it... (SIGHS)
152 00:06:14,161 00:06:16,629 - Had you already decided to cut? - No. - Had you already decided to cut? - No.
153 00:06:16,697 00:06:17,857 Or did you decide Or did you decide
154 00:06:17,931 00:06:20,729 getting in the elevator and up to the OR was just gonna take too long? getting in the elevator and up to the OR was just gonna take too long?
155 00:06:20,801 00:06:21,790 No. No.
156 00:06:21,869 00:06:25,737 Ben, lying right now is going to make this end very quickly. Ben, lying right now is going to make this end very quickly.
157 00:06:25,806 00:06:28,274 I didn't see them open. I didn't see them open.
158 00:06:37,085 00:06:38,450 I spoke with your grandma, I spoke with your grandma,
159 00:06:38,520 00:06:41,045 and she'll be here in a couple of hours. and she'll be here in a couple of hours.
160 00:06:41,489 00:06:45,983 Your dad still has a long recovery ahead of him, Your dad still has a long recovery ahead of him,
161 00:06:46,060 00:06:48,825 but the fact that he's waking up is a really good sign. but the fact that he's waking up is a really good sign.
162 00:06:48,898 00:06:50,695 You said I can see him when he wakes up. You said I can see him when he wakes up.
163 00:06:50,766 00:06:51,892 I did. I did.
164 00:06:51,967 00:06:53,093 And you will. And you will.
165 00:06:53,169 00:06:54,966 - When? - How about now? - When? - How about now?
166 00:06:55,571 00:06:57,539 Yeah? Come on. Yeah? Come on.
167 00:06:57,606 00:06:59,164 Now, before we go in, Now, before we go in,
168 00:06:59,241 00:07:01,072 your dad's connected to some tubes, your dad's connected to some tubes,
169 00:07:01,143 00:07:02,633 - but that's normal... - Coming through! - but that's normal... - Coming through!
170 00:07:02,711 00:07:04,611 So, don't be scared when the... So, don't be scared when the...
171 00:07:04,680 00:07:05,704 Wait, Jasmine! Wait, Jasmine!
172 00:07:05,781 00:07:07,306 - Daddy? - STEPHANIE: DeLuca, get the suction... - Daddy? - STEPHANIE: DeLuca, get the suction...
173 00:07:07,384 00:07:08,476 DELUCA: Okay, got it. JASMINE: Daddy? DELUCA: Okay, got it. JASMINE: Daddy?
174 00:07:08,552 00:07:10,076 - Push more lorazepam. - What's wrong with him? - Push more lorazepam. - What's wrong with him?
175 00:07:10,187 00:07:11,916 AMELIA: We're gonna need to put him back on the ventilator. AMELIA: We're gonna need to put him back on the ventilator.
176 00:07:11,988 00:07:14,650 - Prep for RSI. - Jasmine, they need to help him. - Prep for RSI. - Jasmine, they need to help him.
177 00:07:14,724 00:07:17,454 You said he was awake. You said he was okay! You said he was awake. You said he was okay!
178 00:07:17,527 00:07:19,085 I know. I know, honey. I know. I know, honey.
179 00:07:19,162 00:07:20,186 Come on. Come on.
180 00:07:23,500 00:07:25,264 They were done with me for the day. They were done with me for the day.
181 00:07:26,037 00:07:27,561 Okay. Okay.
182 00:07:27,738 00:07:29,831 They needed to talk to the other doctors involved. They needed to talk to the other doctors involved.
183 00:07:29,907 00:07:31,636 - I see. - I wanted to check on my post-ops, - I see. - I wanted to check on my post-ops,
184 00:07:31,709 00:07:33,108 but they told me I couldn't go back to work but they told me I couldn't go back to work
185 00:07:33,177 00:07:34,735 - until all of this was... - Yeah, it's best that you - until all of this was... - Yeah, it's best that you
186 00:07:34,812 00:07:36,712 not have contact with any patients. not have contact with any patients.
187 00:07:36,781 00:07:38,749 Okay, then... Okay, then...
188 00:07:39,183 00:07:40,207 (SNIFFLES) (SNIFFLES)
189 00:07:40,284 00:07:43,879 Well, I guess I'll just pick up Tuck early from school. Well, I guess I'll just pick up Tuck early from school.
190 00:07:43,955 00:07:46,720 You know, he's been begging me to go to this new arcade. You know, he's been begging me to go to this new arcade.
191 00:07:46,792 00:07:48,225 Did he clean his room? Did he clean his room?
192 00:07:49,127 00:07:50,116 I don't know. I don't know.
193 00:07:50,195 00:07:53,062 Well, he can't go to the arcade unless he's cleaned his room. Well, he can't go to the arcade unless he's cleaned his room.
194 00:07:53,131 00:07:54,962 - You know that, Ben. - I'm a grown-ass man, - You know that, Ben. - I'm a grown-ass man,
195 00:07:55,033 00:07:56,557 and I was there when we made the rule. and I was there when we made the rule.
196 00:07:56,635 00:07:57,659 I don't need you to tell me... I don't need you to tell me...
197 00:07:57,736 00:08:00,034 Well, apparently you do because you're... Well, apparently you do because you're...
198 00:08:00,105 00:08:02,870 Okay, stop. Stop. Just stop. Okay, stop. Stop. Just stop.
199 00:08:05,545 00:08:06,876 Miranda... Miranda...
200 00:08:09,516 00:08:11,143 Look at me. Look at me.
201 00:08:11,518 00:08:13,611 - Miranda, I... - You were mean. - Miranda, I... - You were mean.
202 00:08:13,686 00:08:15,449 This morning, you were mean. This morning, you were mean.
203 00:08:15,522 00:08:17,149 I'm sorry. I'm sorry.
204 00:08:17,223 00:08:20,556 But this is just... This is running over me like a truck. But this is just... This is running over me like a truck.
205 00:08:20,827 00:08:22,728 - I feel... - I know. - I feel... - I know.
206 00:08:23,898 00:08:24,956 Me, too. Me, too.
207 00:08:26,333 00:08:28,961 Okay, so, we need separate this out, um... Okay, so, we need separate this out, um...
208 00:08:30,371 00:08:33,363 The Chief and Dr. Warren over here The Chief and Dr. Warren over here
209 00:08:33,440 00:08:37,900 and Ben and Miranda over here. and Ben and Miranda over here.
210 00:08:38,479 00:08:41,938 Church and state, okay? Church and state, okay?
211 00:08:42,951 00:08:44,976 Church and state. Church and state.
212 00:08:46,254 00:08:47,243 (KNOCK ON DOOR) (KNOCK ON DOOR)
213 00:08:47,489 00:08:49,514 Dr. Bailey, Omar Singh's mother is here. Dr. Bailey, Omar Singh's mother is here.
214 00:08:49,824 00:08:51,155 Tell her I'll be right there. Tell her I'll be right there.
215 00:08:51,226 00:08:53,524 - Ben... - I'll see you at home. - Ben... - I'll see you at home.
216 00:08:57,832 00:09:00,131 Is home church or state? Is home church or state?
217 00:09:01,571 00:09:04,039 Church, I think. Church, I think.
218 00:09:17,119 00:09:19,645 APRIL: Post-surgical hernias are not actually all that uncommon, APRIL: Post-surgical hernias are not actually all that uncommon,
219 00:09:19,723 00:09:22,123 but given its size, we're gonna need to do a special procedure but given its size, we're gonna need to do a special procedure
220 00:09:22,192 00:09:24,023 to close the gap without tension on the... to close the gap without tension on the...
221 00:09:24,094 00:09:25,493 What are you doing? What are you doing?
222 00:09:25,562 00:09:26,722 Uh, I've gotten in the habit Uh, I've gotten in the habit
223 00:09:26,797 00:09:28,594 of just sort of shoving it all back in there. of just sort of shoving it all back in there.
224 00:09:29,266 00:09:30,733 Is that not okay? Is that not okay?
225 00:09:31,668 00:09:32,657 JACKSON: Um... JACKSON: Um...
226 00:09:34,171 00:09:35,229 Hey. Hey.
227 00:09:35,806 00:09:38,605 Um, Wilson, we will be right back. Um, Wilson, we will be right back.
228 00:09:39,577 00:09:40,669 Come on. Come on.
229 00:09:43,648 00:09:44,672 What are you doing? What are you doing?
230 00:09:45,316 00:09:47,716 Wilson called for a plastics consult for your CSR, Wilson called for a plastics consult for your CSR,
231 00:09:47,785 00:09:50,117 which I obviously can't do with you standing here, which I obviously can't do with you standing here,
232 00:09:50,188 00:09:52,588 unless you want to violate the terms of your own restraining order. unless you want to violate the terms of your own restraining order.
233 00:09:52,657 00:09:53,988 I'm not... I'm not...
234 00:09:54,058 00:09:56,084 I'm not violating anything because you're gonna go, okay? I'm not violating anything because you're gonna go, okay?
235 00:09:56,161 00:09:58,095 - Just send someone else, please. - Why don't we ask the patient? - Just send someone else, please. - Why don't we ask the patient?
236 00:09:58,163 00:10:00,563 He'd want a consult from the best plastic surgeon in this hospital. He'd want a consult from the best plastic surgeon in this hospital.
237 00:10:00,633 00:10:01,964 You know that this is just as much You know that this is just as much
238 00:10:02,034 00:10:03,763 a general-surgery case as it is a plastics. a general-surgery case as it is a plastics.
239 00:10:03,836 00:10:05,736 Right, and there are plenty of general surgeons Right, and there are plenty of general surgeons
240 00:10:05,804 00:10:06,793 and only one of me. and only one of me.
241 00:10:06,872 00:10:07,861 I was here first. I was here first.
242 00:10:07,940 00:10:08,929 (REGGIE SNEEZES) (REGGIE SNEEZES)
243 00:10:09,274 00:10:10,366 JO: Holy crap! JO: Holy crap!
244 00:10:21,855 00:10:23,880 You ignored the moment completely. You ignored the moment completely.
245 00:10:23,957 00:10:25,049 What moment? What moment?
246 00:10:25,225 00:10:27,819 The moment where I say, "Go to New York," The moment where I say, "Go to New York,"
247 00:10:27,894 00:10:30,362 and then you ask me to come to New York with you... and then you ask me to come to New York with you...
248 00:10:30,430 00:10:32,125 - The moment. - What? - The moment. - What?
249 00:10:32,198 00:10:33,757 Wait. Wait.
250 00:10:33,834 00:10:36,268 You didn't even want me to meet your kid. You didn't even want me to meet your kid.
251 00:10:36,337 00:10:39,033 No... You met my kid. My kid loves you. It's fine... No... You met my kid. My kid loves you. It's fine...
252 00:10:39,106 00:10:41,370 Callie, you live here in Seattle. Callie, you live here in Seattle.
253 00:10:41,442 00:10:43,808 You... You have family. You have a job. You... You have family. You have a job.
254 00:10:43,878 00:10:46,073 You can't just drop everything and move to New York. You can't just drop everything and move to New York.
255 00:10:46,147 00:10:47,808 I know, but still! I know, but still!
256 00:10:47,882 00:10:48,940 Still what? Still what?
257 00:10:49,016 00:10:51,041 It would have been nice to have been asked. It would have been nice to have been asked.
258 00:10:51,485 00:10:52,475 (SIGHS) (SIGHS)
259 00:10:53,922 00:10:54,911 (CHUCKLES) (CHUCKLES)
260 00:10:56,458 00:10:57,447 What? What?
261 00:10:58,226 00:11:00,626 You are the You are the
262 00:11:00,696 00:11:03,631 most adorable woman I've ever seen right now. most adorable woman I've ever seen right now.
263 00:11:03,865 00:11:05,162 Really? Really?
264 00:11:07,436 00:11:10,564 And, of course, I want you to come to New York with me. And, of course, I want you to come to New York with me.
265 00:11:11,140 00:11:12,266 But it's impossible. But it's impossible.
266 00:11:14,877 00:11:18,005 There is, always, There is, always,
267 00:11:18,414 00:11:19,745 long distance. long distance.
268 00:11:20,116 00:11:22,277 Well, that's true. Well, that's true.
269 00:11:22,652 00:11:24,643 Weekend trips. Weekend trips.
270 00:11:26,756 00:11:27,745 (SIGHS) (SIGHS)
271 00:11:27,857 00:11:29,324 Dirty phone calls. Dirty phone calls.
272 00:11:29,392 00:11:30,382 - Mmm. - Mmm. - Mmm. - Mmm.
273 00:11:31,462 00:11:33,657 Exactly how dirty? (LAUGHS) Exactly how dirty? (LAUGHS)
274 00:11:35,699 00:11:36,688 Mmm. Mmm.
275 00:11:37,634 00:11:38,862 - Mmm. - Mmm-hmm. - Mmm. - Mmm-hmm.
276 00:11:39,036 00:11:40,128 Oh, my God. Oh, my God.
277 00:11:42,873 00:11:44,033 Oh, God! Oh, God!
278 00:11:45,075 00:11:46,508 Um, uh, I need a suture kit. Um, uh, I need a suture kit.
279 00:11:46,577 00:11:48,204 No, you know what, actually, I don't need it. Bye. No, you know what, actually, I don't need it. Bye.
280 00:11:48,747 00:11:49,736 (DOOR CLOSES) (DOOR CLOSES)
281 00:11:50,582 00:11:51,571 (LAUGHS) (LAUGHS)
282 00:11:51,683 00:11:52,741 Guys, we can't go back in time here. Guys, we can't go back in time here.
283 00:11:52,817 00:11:54,648 I mean, there's no way to know how it would have turned out. I mean, there's no way to know how it would have turned out.
284 00:11:54,719 00:11:56,346 I mean, I sure wouldn't have opened her up in a hallway I mean, I sure wouldn't have opened her up in a hallway
285 00:11:56,421 00:11:57,479 if I didn't have to, if I didn't have to,
286 00:11:57,555 00:11:59,489 but Warren's saying that he didn't have a choice. but Warren's saying that he didn't have a choice.
287 00:11:59,557 00:12:01,855 Except for those doors... I mean... Except for those doors... I mean...
288 00:12:01,926 00:12:03,154 Yeah. The doors were open. Yeah. The doors were open.
289 00:12:03,228 00:12:04,786 How do you not see those doors? How do you not see those doors?
290 00:12:04,863 00:12:05,852 And as for the baby? And as for the baby?
291 00:12:05,930 00:12:08,525 He was acidotic, not oxygenating. He was acidotic, not oxygenating.
292 00:12:08,601 00:12:10,364 - We had to put him on ECMO. - Which was unsuccessful. - We had to put him on ECMO. - Which was unsuccessful.
293 00:12:10,436 00:12:13,030 That kind of perfusion can be too much for smaller babies. That kind of perfusion can be too much for smaller babies.
294 00:12:13,105 00:12:14,800 Riggs suggested ECMO. We all agreed. Riggs suggested ECMO. We all agreed.
295 00:12:14,874 00:12:16,034 Wait. So, Riggs suggested it? Wait. So, Riggs suggested it?
296 00:12:16,242 00:12:17,231 Yeah. Yeah.
297 00:12:17,777 00:12:18,835 And you agreed with that? And you agreed with that?
298 00:12:19,011 00:12:21,775 Well, I was worried, but we were out of options. Well, I was worried, but we were out of options.
299 00:12:21,847 00:12:24,042 So, the ECMO that Riggs suggested, So, the ECMO that Riggs suggested,
300 00:12:24,116 00:12:26,050 it exacerbated the problem? it exacerbated the problem?
301 00:12:26,920 00:12:28,717 Like I said, we were out of options. Like I said, we were out of options.
302 00:12:28,789 00:12:29,983 Okay. Okay.
303 00:12:30,557 00:12:32,388 Well, I think that's all we need from you guys. Thank you. Well, I think that's all we need from you guys. Thank you.
304 00:12:32,459 00:12:33,619 Yeah. Sure thing. Yeah. Sure thing.
305 00:12:33,693 00:12:35,422 - Thanks. - Good luck. - Thanks. - Good luck.
306 00:12:35,796 00:12:37,423 - (SLURPS) - (DOOR OPENS AND CLOSES) - (SLURPS) - (DOOR OPENS AND CLOSES)
307 00:12:38,131 00:12:39,393 Listen, we should meet again tomorrow. Listen, we should meet again tomorrow.
308 00:12:39,533 00:12:41,660 With whom? We've heard from everyone. With whom? We've heard from everyone.
309 00:12:41,802 00:12:43,099 We haven't met with Riggs. We haven't met with Riggs.
310 00:12:45,038 00:12:46,700 - Oh, my God. - What? - Oh, my God. - What?
311 00:12:46,774 00:12:47,968 - Nothing. - (CELL PHONE CHIMES) - Nothing. - (CELL PHONE CHIMES)
312 00:12:48,042 00:12:49,441 What do you think will happen to Warren? What do you think will happen to Warren?
313 00:12:49,510 00:12:50,636 Oh, I don't know. Oh, I don't know.
314 00:12:50,711 00:12:51,769 You're already leaving. You're already leaving.
315 00:12:51,846 00:12:53,814 If he goes, too, they're gonna work us to death. If he goes, too, they're gonna work us to death.
316 00:12:53,981 00:12:56,040 Mmm, we're gonna get all the surgeries. Mmm, we're gonna get all the surgeries.
317 00:12:56,117 00:12:58,608 I mean, I feel bad, but we gonna run this place. I mean, I feel bad, but we gonna run this place.
318 00:12:58,753 00:13:00,482 - (CELL PHONE CHIMES) - Holy... (CHUCKLES) - (CELL PHONE CHIMES) - Holy... (CHUCKLES)
319 00:13:00,555 00:13:02,546 - What is going on with your phone? - What are... Hey, stop! - What is going on with your phone? - What are... Hey, stop!
320 00:13:02,623 00:13:04,114 - Stop! No, no, no! - What? - Stop! No, no, no! - What?
321 00:13:04,193 00:13:05,592 - Please give it back. - PENNY: Who's Kyle? - Please give it back. - PENNY: Who's Kyle?
322 00:13:05,828 00:13:08,058 And why does he want to do things with his tongue... And why does he want to do things with his tongue...
323 00:13:08,297 00:13:09,491 - (SHUSHING) - Answer the question. - (SHUSHING) - Answer the question.
324 00:13:10,599 00:13:12,032 Okay, come here. Okay, come here.
325 00:13:12,100 00:13:13,590 Please. Shut up. Please. Shut up.
326 00:13:13,669 00:13:16,001 Okay, do you know Shepherd's MS patient? Okay, do you know Shepherd's MS patient?
327 00:13:16,271 00:13:17,295 Oh! Oh!
328 00:13:17,372 00:13:18,498 Guitar Hero? Guitar Hero?
329 00:13:18,574 00:13:20,337 You are doing tongue things with Guitar Hero? You are doing tongue things with Guitar Hero?
330 00:13:20,409 00:13:22,707 No. Not yet. No. Not yet.
331 00:13:22,912 00:13:26,780 I told him maybe we would go out when he got back from touring, I told him maybe we would go out when he got back from touring,
332 00:13:26,850 00:13:29,717 and so we've been texting, and now he's melting my phone. and so we've been texting, and now he's melting my phone.
333 00:13:29,786 00:13:31,981 That's kind of hot, and really dirty. That's kind of hot, and really dirty.
334 00:13:32,055 00:13:33,920 - (CELL PHONE CHIMES) - Yeah. I call my mother with this thing. - (CELL PHONE CHIMES) - Yeah. I call my mother with this thing.
335 00:13:34,023 00:13:35,752 - (CHUCKLES) - Oh, God. Wow. - (CHUCKLES) - Oh, God. Wow.
336 00:13:35,825 00:13:36,883 Like this. Like this.
337 00:13:36,960 00:13:38,689 How am I supposed to respond to this? How am I supposed to respond to this?
338 00:13:38,761 00:13:40,922 Oh, like this. Oh, like this.
339 00:13:42,099 00:13:43,088 Oh, my God! Oh, my God!
340 00:13:44,435 00:13:45,424 Mmm. Mmm.
341 00:13:45,569 00:13:46,558 Thank you. Thank you.
342 00:13:47,471 00:13:48,495 (CELL PHONE CHIMES) (CELL PHONE CHIMES)
343 00:13:48,572 00:13:50,233 Do you think you can teach me that? Do you think you can teach me that?
344 00:13:50,941 00:13:52,135 Yeah. Yeah.
345 00:13:53,911 00:13:55,776 Your suture kit. I'm so sorry. Your suture kit. I'm so sorry.
346 00:13:56,080 00:13:57,980 (LAUGHS) It's fine. (LAUGHS) It's fine.
347 00:13:58,716 00:14:00,446 Um, I should have knocked, I guess. Um, I should have knocked, I guess.
348 00:14:00,518 00:14:02,543 - She's leaving. - Huh? - She's leaving. - Huh?
349 00:14:02,621 00:14:03,918 New York. New York.
350 00:14:04,823 00:14:05,812 The Preminger Grant. The Preminger Grant.
351 00:14:07,125 00:14:08,114 (SIGHS) (SIGHS)
352 00:14:08,360 00:14:10,885 I'm so sorry. But, you know, I don't know. I'm so sorry. But, you know, I don't know.
353 00:14:11,162 00:14:12,959 I mean, that doesn't mean that it has to be over. I mean, that doesn't mean that it has to be over.
354 00:14:13,031 00:14:15,226 Long-distance relationships aren't impossible. Long-distance relationships aren't impossible.
355 00:14:15,300 00:14:17,200 Yeah, I don't know if we can survive long distance. Yeah, I don't know if we can survive long distance.
356 00:14:17,269 00:14:19,932 I'm so afraid that it'll all fall apart. I'm so afraid that it'll all fall apart.
357 00:14:20,006 00:14:21,132 Then don't let it. Then don't let it.
358 00:14:21,641 00:14:24,906 I mean, decide you want it to work and make it happen. I mean, decide you want it to work and make it happen.
359 00:14:24,977 00:14:27,070 It's New York. It's a six-hour flight. It's New York. It's a six-hour flight.
360 00:14:27,146 00:14:28,670 It's weekends and phone calls. It's weekends and phone calls.
361 00:14:28,748 00:14:30,807 You can figure it out. You will. You... You should. You can figure it out. You will. You... You should.
362 00:14:33,152 00:14:34,346 - Thanks. - Mmm. - Thanks. - Mmm.
363 00:14:35,721 00:14:36,745 - Hey, Callie. (CLEARS THROAT) - Yeah? - Hey, Callie. (CLEARS THROAT) - Yeah?
364 00:14:36,822 00:14:38,050 Maybe next time, like, an on-call room, Maybe next time, like, an on-call room,
365 00:14:38,125 00:14:39,353 something with, like, a lock on the door. something with, like, a lock on the door.
366 00:14:39,426 00:14:40,950 (BOTH LAUGH) (BOTH LAUGH)
367 00:14:42,029 00:14:43,018 You stole my patient? You stole my patient?
368 00:14:43,096 00:14:44,688 He's my patient, all right? He's my patient, all right?
369 00:14:44,765 00:14:45,959 And you should probably step back about, And you should probably step back about,
370 00:14:46,033 00:14:47,057 I don't know, 100 feet. I don't know, 100 feet.
371 00:14:47,167 00:14:48,361 (STAMMERS) All right, now. (STAMMERS) All right, now.
372 00:14:48,435 00:14:49,993 This man needs a plastic surgeon. This man needs a plastic surgeon.
373 00:14:50,070 00:14:51,059 And a general surgeon. And a general surgeon.
374 00:14:51,138 00:14:52,400 Which is why Dr. Webber Which is why Dr. Webber
375 00:14:52,472 00:14:53,962 is going to be scrubbing in with me, all right? is going to be scrubbing in with me, all right?
376 00:14:54,041 00:14:55,508 I'm the head of Plastics. I have seniority here. I'm the head of Plastics. I have seniority here.
377 00:14:55,575 00:14:56,872 So, I'm not gonna step down So, I'm not gonna step down
378 00:14:56,945 00:14:59,243 just because you decided to file a restraining order. just because you decided to file a restraining order.
379 00:14:59,314 00:15:01,077 - This... This is not... - RICHARD: Okay, you know... Okay. - This... This is not... - RICHARD: Okay, you know... Okay.
380 00:15:01,716 00:15:03,445 Now, that's enough. Now, that's enough.
381 00:15:03,518 00:15:05,509 Now, this patient isn't gonna get less than our best Now, this patient isn't gonna get less than our best
382 00:15:05,586 00:15:08,248 because the two of you are not allowed to be in the same room. because the two of you are not allowed to be in the same room.
383 00:15:08,323 00:15:09,790 I'm scrubbing in with Avery. I'm scrubbing in with Avery.
384 00:15:09,857 00:15:10,846 End of discussion. End of discussion.
385 00:15:15,998 00:15:17,465 I'm free tomorrow after 4:00. I'm free tomorrow after 4:00.
386 00:15:22,471 00:15:25,406 So, he may never wake up again? So, he may never wake up again?
387 00:15:26,308 00:15:27,673 He did wake up, He did wake up,
388 00:15:27,743 00:15:29,540 but then he suffered a prolonged seizure. but then he suffered a prolonged seizure.
389 00:15:29,611 00:15:31,738 He may have been oxygen-deprived. He may have been oxygen-deprived.
390 00:15:31,814 00:15:33,509 We're still trying to figure out why. We're still trying to figure out why.
391 00:15:33,582 00:15:34,572 But you should know, But you should know,
392 00:15:34,651 00:15:37,313 reviewing his most recent scans, there's not much activity. reviewing his most recent scans, there's not much activity.
393 00:15:37,821 00:15:40,915 They suggest he may have suffered severe damage. They suggest he may have suffered severe damage.
394 00:15:40,991 00:15:44,483 So, even if he did wake up now, we're not sure what's left. So, even if he did wake up now, we're not sure what's left.
395 00:15:44,894 00:15:47,021 MIRANDA: Your son didn't have a directive. MIRANDA: Your son didn't have a directive.
396 00:15:47,097 00:15:49,429 These forms will determine These forms will determine
397 00:15:49,499 00:15:52,024 whether you want us to try and resuscitate Omar whether you want us to try and resuscitate Omar
398 00:15:52,369 00:15:54,395 if his heart fails. if his heart fails.
399 00:15:55,973 00:15:57,201 (SIGHING) (SIGHING)
400 00:15:57,608 00:15:59,075 (VOICE BREAKING) I don't know what to do. (VOICE BREAKING) I don't know what to do.
401 00:15:59,777 00:16:01,506 It's a very difficult decision. It's a very difficult decision.
402 00:16:01,579 00:16:04,104 (CRYING) No, he's my baby. (CRYING) No, he's my baby.
403 00:16:04,515 00:16:07,382 I can still remember how it felt to hold him. I can still remember how it felt to hold him.
404 00:16:07,451 00:16:09,442 I can't just... I can't just...
405 00:16:09,520 00:16:11,010 I don't know what to do. I don't know what to do.
406 00:16:11,088 00:16:12,818 What do I do? What do I do?
407 00:16:15,594 00:16:17,994 JASMINE: You should sign the papers. JASMINE: You should sign the papers.
408 00:16:18,663 00:16:20,528 Daddy wouldn't want to live in a bed Daddy wouldn't want to live in a bed
409 00:16:20,932 00:16:22,524 connected to machines connected to machines
410 00:16:22,901 00:16:25,461 with his eyes closed all the time. with his eyes closed all the time.
411 00:16:25,737 00:16:26,726 He would hate it. He would hate it.
412 00:16:27,105 00:16:30,131 And he would... And he would...
413 00:16:33,212 00:16:35,510 He would want to be with Mommy. He would want to be with Mommy.
414 00:16:45,324 00:16:46,313 (MIRA SNIFFLES) (MIRA SNIFFLES)
415 00:16:52,833 00:16:54,300 I need a pen. (SNIFFLES) I need a pen. (SNIFFLES)
416 00:17:02,576 00:17:04,806 We love you, Daddy. We love you, Daddy.
417 00:17:12,887 00:17:14,047 (SIRENS WAILING) (SIRENS WAILING)
418 00:17:14,122 00:17:15,749 - MEREDITH: Any change? - No. - MEREDITH: Any change? - No.
419 00:17:16,357 00:17:17,415 How'd the Warren thing go? How'd the Warren thing go?
420 00:17:17,492 00:17:19,119 - It's still going. - MAGGIE: It shouldn't be. - It's still going. - MAGGIE: It shouldn't be.
421 00:17:19,194 00:17:21,128 This is just Owen being pissed at Riggs. This is just Owen being pissed at Riggs.
422 00:17:21,196 00:17:22,891 I mean, I get that there's bad blood there, but... I mean, I get that there's bad blood there, but...
423 00:17:22,964 00:17:24,591 Well, it's really bad blood. Well, it's really bad blood.
424 00:17:24,833 00:17:28,429 Owen only ever told me headlines, and I had to drag it out of him. Owen only ever told me headlines, and I had to drag it out of him.
425 00:17:28,504 00:17:29,732 It was impossible to get him to talk. It was impossible to get him to talk.
426 00:17:30,106 00:17:31,334 Probably because you were talking. Probably because you were talking.
427 00:17:31,640 00:17:33,369 - Uncool. - Be nice. - Uncool. - Be nice.
428 00:17:33,476 00:17:34,465 (CHUCKLES) (CHUCKLES)
429 00:17:35,277 00:17:37,643 Yeah, and you know Riggs cheated on Owen's sister. Yeah, and you know Riggs cheated on Owen's sister.
430 00:17:37,713 00:17:38,907 - What? - What? - What? - What?
431 00:17:39,215 00:17:42,343 That's why she got on the helicopter, and disappeared That's why she got on the helicopter, and disappeared
432 00:17:42,418 00:17:43,442 because she was leaving him. because she was leaving him.
433 00:17:44,320 00:17:46,254 Still, it's old business. Still, it's old business.
434 00:17:46,323 00:17:48,018 And he lied about it right to my face. And he lied about it right to my face.
435 00:17:48,091 00:17:49,388 He made up some sad story He made up some sad story
436 00:17:49,459 00:17:52,485 about how he tried to stop her from getting on the helicopter, about how he tried to stop her from getting on the helicopter,
437 00:17:52,662 00:17:56,462 but she had to save a patient, and he had no choice. but she had to save a patient, and he had no choice.
438 00:17:56,900 00:17:57,958 He made himself look pretty good. He made himself look pretty good.
439 00:17:58,702 00:18:00,260 Wow. That's... Wow. That's...
440 00:18:00,670 00:18:02,228 Psychotic. I agree. Psychotic. I agree.
441 00:18:02,305 00:18:05,400 So, Owen does not trust him, and I'm not inclined to, either. So, Owen does not trust him, and I'm not inclined to, either.
442 00:18:05,476 00:18:06,909 (EKG BEEPING RAPIDLY) (EKG BEEPING RAPIDLY)
443 00:18:06,978 00:18:07,967 Heart rate's dropping. Heart rate's dropping.
444 00:18:08,079 00:18:09,444 I'll get a crash cart. I'll get a crash cart.
445 00:18:09,514 00:18:11,482 - No, no, wait. He's DNR. - Yeah. - No, no, wait. He's DNR. - Yeah.
446 00:18:14,752 00:18:15,946 (EKG BEEPING NORMALLY) (EKG BEEPING NORMALLY)
447 00:18:32,137 00:18:33,866 I hate this part. I hate this part.
448 00:18:40,312 00:18:41,301 Mer? Mer?
449 00:18:42,681 00:18:44,149 Bailey will want to know. Bailey will want to know.
450 00:18:52,292 00:18:53,816 (WHISPERING INDISTINCTLY) (WHISPERING INDISTINCTLY)
451 00:18:57,397 00:19:00,127 - You didn't wake me. - Where are my keys? - You didn't wake me. - Where are my keys?
452 00:19:00,400 00:19:02,062 - Why didn't you wake me? - Have you seen my keys? - Why didn't you wake me? - Have you seen my keys?
453 00:19:02,136 00:19:03,626 They... I got called in. They... I got called in.
454 00:19:03,704 00:19:06,468 Yeah, which is why I want to know why you didn't wake me. Yeah, which is why I want to know why you didn't wake me.
455 00:19:06,540 00:19:08,770 I had them in my hand when I walked in the door... I had them in my hand when I walked in the door...
456 00:19:08,842 00:19:11,538 I wake you. You wake me. That's the rule. I wake you. You wake me. That's the rule.
457 00:19:11,612 00:19:13,102 You get paged in the middle of the night, You get paged in the middle of the night,
458 00:19:13,180 00:19:15,648 you wake the other person. you wake the other person.
459 00:19:15,716 00:19:18,981 You wake me so I know to listen for Tuck, You wake me so I know to listen for Tuck,
460 00:19:19,587 00:19:22,557 so I know not to rush out of here for the hospital in the morning so I know not to rush out of here for the hospital in the morning
461 00:19:22,624 00:19:25,320 thinking you did the morning thing and just had an early surgery, thinking you did the morning thing and just had an early surgery,
462 00:19:25,393 00:19:28,590 so I don't leave our child in the house asleep in his bed so I don't leave our child in the house asleep in his bed
463 00:19:28,663 00:19:30,563 when I should be waking him, making him breakfast when I should be waking him, making him breakfast
464 00:19:30,632 00:19:31,724 and taking him to school and taking him to school
465 00:19:31,800 00:19:33,324 because that's my job, because that's my job,
466 00:19:33,401 00:19:36,370 because that's the rule, because that's what happens, because that's the rule, because that's what happens,
467 00:19:36,438 00:19:39,806 because when you get paged, you wake me. because when you get paged, you wake me.
468 00:19:39,875 00:19:41,399 Would you stop looking for the damn keys Would you stop looking for the damn keys
469 00:19:41,477 00:19:43,308 and tell me why you didn't wake me, Miranda? and tell me why you didn't wake me, Miranda?
470 00:19:43,379 00:19:44,869 Omar is dying, Omar is dying,
471 00:19:44,947 00:19:47,040 and while you stand there and yell at me, and while you stand there and yell at me,
472 00:19:47,116 00:19:49,107 three children are becoming orphans. three children are becoming orphans.
473 00:19:49,185 00:19:50,345 I did not wake you I did not wake you
474 00:19:50,419 00:19:53,217 because I didn't want to talk to you right now. because I didn't want to talk to you right now.
475 00:19:58,128 00:19:59,117 Keys. Keys.
476 00:20:03,533 00:20:05,194 (DOOR OPENS AND CLOSES) (DOOR OPENS AND CLOSES)
477 00:20:09,806 00:20:11,239 - (EXHALES) - PENNY: That was... - (EXHALES) - PENNY: That was...
478 00:20:11,475 00:20:13,340 Seriously, you have skills. Seriously, you have skills.
479 00:20:13,443 00:20:15,240 - (CHUCKLING) I don't work alone. - (LAUGHS) - (CHUCKLING) I don't work alone. - (LAUGHS)
480 00:20:15,512 00:20:17,344 - Teamwork. - (BOTH LAUGH) - Teamwork. - (BOTH LAUGH)
481 00:20:20,118 00:20:21,915 I don't, though, work alone. I don't, though, work alone.
482 00:20:22,287 00:20:24,346 I'm gonna be miserable without you. I'm gonna be miserable without you.
483 00:20:29,694 00:20:31,161 You never asked me to stay. You never asked me to stay.
484 00:20:35,801 00:20:36,790 I can't. I can't.
485 00:20:41,440 00:20:42,429 Penny... Penny...
486 00:20:45,277 00:20:46,801 Penny, I want you to stay. Penny, I want you to stay.
487 00:20:46,879 00:20:49,541 I would give anything for you to stay. I would give anything for you to stay.
488 00:20:50,215 00:20:52,240 But I know better than to ask. But I know better than to ask.
489 00:20:52,318 00:20:54,047 I have been here before. I have been here before.
490 00:20:54,286 00:20:57,484 This is the beginning of a whole new adventure for you. This is the beginning of a whole new adventure for you.
491 00:20:57,557 00:20:59,684 I could never ask you to give that up. I could never ask you to give that up.
492 00:20:59,759 00:21:00,919 I love you too much. I love you too much.
493 00:21:02,729 00:21:03,718 You... You...
494 00:21:04,464 00:21:05,556 I love you. I love you.
495 00:21:05,899 00:21:07,025 (LAUGHS) (LAUGHS)
496 00:21:10,904 00:21:12,371 Hey. Hey.
497 00:21:12,439 00:21:14,271 No, no, don't cry. No, no, don't cry.
498 00:21:18,446 00:21:20,346 - I love you. - (SIGHS) - I love you. - (SIGHS)
499 00:21:21,749 00:21:23,842 - And you love me. - (BOTH LAUGH) - And you love me. - (BOTH LAUGH)
500 00:21:24,151 00:21:26,415 And now I have to go all the way across the country And now I have to go all the way across the country
501 00:21:26,487 00:21:27,647 to save lives... to save lives...
502 00:21:28,155 00:21:32,786 Which sounds really noble, like in some movie, but... Which sounds really noble, like in some movie, but...
503 00:21:34,463 00:21:36,260 Actually, it just really sucks. Actually, it just really sucks.
504 00:21:48,377 00:21:49,366 (SNIFFLES) (SNIFFLES)
505 00:21:50,946 00:21:52,505 Penny... Penny...
506 00:21:54,050 00:21:55,779 It's the moment again. It's the moment again.
507 00:21:58,221 00:21:59,813 The moment. The moment.
508 00:22:02,792 00:22:04,191 Ask me. Ask me.
509 00:22:05,294 00:22:06,693 Go ahead. Go ahead.
510 00:22:07,797 00:22:09,492 Ask me. Ask me.
511 00:22:11,735 00:22:12,895 (BOTH CHUCKLE) (BOTH CHUCKLE)
512 00:22:14,838 00:22:15,862 (DOORBELL RINGS) (DOORBELL RINGS)
513 00:22:15,939 00:22:17,634 Sofia, get those teeth brushed, missy! Sofia, get those teeth brushed, missy!
514 00:22:17,708 00:22:19,403 I want to hit the road in about 10 minutes! I want to hit the road in about 10 minutes!
515 00:22:20,711 00:22:22,804 - Hi. - Something is wrong with the baby... - Hi. - Something is wrong with the baby...
516 00:22:22,880 00:22:24,609 Really, horribly wrong. Really, horribly wrong.
517 00:22:24,681 00:22:25,909 Wrong? Wrong how? Wrong? Wrong how?
518 00:22:25,983 00:22:28,646 I was driving to the hospital, I was driving to the hospital,
519 00:22:28,720 00:22:31,245 and, um, I got so scared that I couldn't breathe, and, um, I got so scared that I couldn't breathe,
520 00:22:31,322 00:22:33,517 and your place is closer, so I just... and your place is closer, so I just...
521 00:22:33,591 00:22:35,786 What... Hold on, April. Slow down. Tell me what's going on. What... Hold on, April. Slow down. Tell me what's going on.
522 00:22:35,860 00:22:37,088 Jackson was right, wasn't he, Jackson was right, wasn't he,
523 00:22:37,162 00:22:39,130 that I was wrong to not check? that I was wrong to not check?
524 00:22:39,197 00:22:40,721 (BREATHING HEAVILY) (BREATHING HEAVILY)
525 00:22:40,832 00:22:41,821 - Okay, hey... - I can't! - Okay, hey... - I can't!
526 00:22:41,900 00:22:44,061 Arizona, I cannot do this again. Arizona, I cannot do this again.
527 00:22:44,135 00:22:45,363 I can't. I can't.
528 00:22:45,437 00:22:46,495 (CONTINUES BREATHING HEAVILY) (CONTINUES BREATHING HEAVILY)
529 00:22:50,075 00:22:51,736 Ooh, you are being such a good little helper. Ooh, you are being such a good little helper.
530 00:22:51,811 00:22:53,244 Let's walk a little faster, though, okay? Let's walk a little faster, though, okay?
531 00:22:53,312 00:22:54,301 Oh, Andrew! Oh, Andrew!
532 00:22:54,380 00:22:56,871 Andrew's gonna show you where all the best coloring books are, okay? Andrew's gonna show you where all the best coloring books are, okay?
533 00:22:56,949 00:22:58,007 - I am? - Yeah. - I am? - Yeah.
534 00:22:58,083 00:22:59,414 Okay. Come on. Okay. Come on.
535 00:22:59,552 00:23:01,884 (EXHALES SHARPLY) I refused the ultrasound. (EXHALES SHARPLY) I refused the ultrasound.
536 00:23:01,954 00:23:03,888 I needed this baby to be healthy so badly, I needed this baby to be healthy so badly,
537 00:23:03,956 00:23:05,890 - and now, if I caused this... - Okay, okay. (SHUSHES) It's okay. - and now, if I caused this... - Okay, okay. (SHUSHES) It's okay.
538 00:23:05,958 00:23:08,325 - If we could have prevented this... - All right, let's just take a look. - If we could have prevented this... - All right, let's just take a look.
539 00:23:08,395 00:23:09,953 - Let's take a look, okay? - Okay, okay, okay. - Let's take a look, okay? - Okay, okay, okay.
540 00:23:11,965 00:23:12,954 There. There.
541 00:23:13,333 00:23:15,198 There's the little one. Oh! There's the little one. Oh!
542 00:23:15,936 00:23:18,666 That's... That's it. That's the feeling. That's... That's it. That's the feeling.
543 00:23:18,738 00:23:19,727 What is that? What is that? What is that? What is that?
544 00:23:19,973 00:23:21,770 That's your baby moving. That's your baby moving.
545 00:23:22,542 00:23:23,600 Look. Look.
546 00:23:24,277 00:23:26,974 Very strong fetal heartbeat. (CHUCKLES) Very strong fetal heartbeat. (CHUCKLES)
547 00:23:27,982 00:23:28,971 (CHUCKLES) (CHUCKLES)
548 00:23:29,717 00:23:31,617 That's the baby moving? That's the baby moving?
549 00:23:33,488 00:23:34,819 Samuel never... Samuel never...
550 00:23:35,022 00:23:36,683 ARIZONA: I know. You've never felt this before. ARIZONA: I know. You've never felt this before.
551 00:23:37,892 00:23:40,452 I'm gonna check the cervical length just because of the cramping, I'm gonna check the cervical length just because of the cramping,
552 00:23:40,528 00:23:43,759 but I am confident that this is just but I am confident that this is just
553 00:23:43,831 00:23:45,356 what a healthy baby feels like. what a healthy baby feels like.
554 00:23:46,502 00:23:47,764 (LAUGHS) (LAUGHS)
555 00:23:47,836 00:23:48,825 CATHERINE: Advisory panel? CATHERINE: Advisory panel?
556 00:23:48,904 00:23:50,804 The situation seemed fairly clear. The situation seemed fairly clear.
557 00:23:50,873 00:23:54,206 Well, that doesn't make deciding disciplinary action any easier. Well, that doesn't make deciding disciplinary action any easier.
558 00:23:54,776 00:23:56,471 I suppose. I suppose.
559 00:23:58,347 00:24:00,338 What if it were you and me? What if it were you and me?
560 00:24:00,415 00:24:02,542 Would it be so easy for you to make that decision? Would it be so easy for you to make that decision?
561 00:24:02,618 00:24:04,951 You and I would never be in this situation. You and I would never be in this situation.
562 00:24:05,021 00:24:06,682 Well, you never know. Well, you never know.
563 00:24:06,756 00:24:09,156 Yes, I do, 'cause if you did something like this, Yes, I do, 'cause if you did something like this,
564 00:24:09,225 00:24:11,955 I'd just strangle you with my bare hands. I'd just strangle you with my bare hands.
565 00:24:12,061 00:24:13,824 - (DOOR OPENS) - I wouldn't be the one to do this. - (DOOR OPENS) - I wouldn't be the one to do this.
566 00:24:13,897 00:24:16,559 - I'm talking about you. - Oh, please, please. - I'm talking about you. - Oh, please, please.
567 00:24:16,633 00:24:18,726 - (BOTH CHUCKLE) - This is all of it, I think. - (BOTH CHUCKLE) - This is all of it, I think.
568 00:24:19,669 00:24:20,658 All of what? All of what?
569 00:24:20,737 00:24:22,899 Well, I got joint purchases, marriage license, Well, I got joint purchases, marriage license,
570 00:24:22,973 00:24:25,635 post-nup, divorce decree. post-nup, divorce decree.
571 00:24:25,709 00:24:26,698 CATHERINE: Our attorneys asked Jackson CATHERINE: Our attorneys asked Jackson
572 00:24:26,777 00:24:27,937 to put together whatever he could to put together whatever he could
573 00:24:28,012 00:24:31,948 to help create a timeline, a paper trail. to help create a timeline, a paper trail.
574 00:24:32,016 00:24:33,210 Do you have to do this now? Do you have to do this now?
575 00:24:33,284 00:24:35,514 Yeah, I got to get it back to him by the end of the week. Yeah, I got to get it back to him by the end of the week.
576 00:24:35,586 00:24:36,575 (SIGHS) (SIGHS)
577 00:24:36,954 00:24:39,047 Well, I'll leave you to it, then. Well, I'll leave you to it, then.
578 00:24:39,623 00:24:41,751 Oh, and thanks again, sir, for yesterday. Oh, and thanks again, sir, for yesterday.
579 00:24:41,826 00:24:42,986 Appreciate you backing me up. Appreciate you backing me up.
580 00:24:43,061 00:24:44,289 I didn't back you up. I didn't back you up.
581 00:24:44,362 00:24:46,296 I backed up a patient whose doctors couldn't I backed up a patient whose doctors couldn't
582 00:24:46,364 00:24:48,389 get it together long enough to do their damn job. get it together long enough to do their damn job.
583 00:24:50,635 00:24:52,728 The baby was in respiratory failure The baby was in respiratory failure
584 00:24:52,804 00:24:54,863 despite maximal ventilatory support. despite maximal ventilatory support.
585 00:24:54,940 00:24:57,704 He fit the criteria, so ECMO was the only option. He fit the criteria, so ECMO was the only option.
586 00:24:57,776 00:24:59,073 I agree. I agree.
587 00:24:59,144 00:25:00,134 All right? All right?
588 00:25:00,212 00:25:01,611 OWEN: What was his oxidation index? OWEN: What was his oxidation index?
589 00:25:01,681 00:25:05,139 - Around 45 for at least 20 minutes. - Okay. - Around 45 for at least 20 minutes. - Okay.
590 00:25:05,618 00:25:08,678 And you used aggressive resuscitation? And you used aggressive resuscitation?
591 00:25:08,754 00:25:09,812 Yeah, of course. Yeah, of course.
592 00:25:09,889 00:25:12,323 They tried to clear his metabolic acidosis with fluids, They tried to clear his metabolic acidosis with fluids,
593 00:25:12,658 00:25:14,922 but he had a pH of... but he had a pH of...
594 00:25:14,994 00:25:16,689 I mean, I can pull the chart. I mean, I can pull the chart.
595 00:25:16,762 00:25:17,854 We have the chart. We have the chart.
596 00:25:18,398 00:25:19,422 So, what is this about? So, what is this about?
597 00:25:19,967 00:25:21,958 This is about Dr. Warren. This is about Dr. Warren.
598 00:25:22,636 00:25:23,830 Thank you, Dr. Riggs. You can go. Thank you, Dr. Riggs. You can go.
599 00:25:24,338 00:25:25,600 Sure. Sure.
600 00:25:26,073 00:25:27,540 This was fun. This was fun.
601 00:25:29,209 00:25:31,336 So, if Riggs' recommendation killed the baby, So, if Riggs' recommendation killed the baby,
602 00:25:31,411 00:25:32,639 then we should... then we should...
603 00:25:32,713 00:25:34,146 I would have made the same call. I would have made the same call.
604 00:25:34,214 00:25:36,205 - There was nothing else left to do. - We don't know that. - There was nothing else left to do. - We don't know that.
605 00:25:36,283 00:25:38,775 Okay, we need to bring this back to the point Okay, we need to bring this back to the point
606 00:25:38,853 00:25:41,219 because you have, frankly, been wasting my time because you have, frankly, been wasting my time
607 00:25:41,289 00:25:42,415 on a needless witch hunt. on a needless witch hunt.
608 00:25:42,757 00:25:45,385 This is not about Dr. Riggs, and it is not about you. This is not about Dr. Riggs, and it is not about you.
609 00:25:45,460 00:25:47,792 The point here is to answer one question, The point here is to answer one question,
610 00:25:49,263 00:25:52,699 do we think Ben Warren is telling us the truth? do we think Ben Warren is telling us the truth?
611 00:25:53,301 00:25:54,666 So let's answer it. So let's answer it.
612 00:25:54,736 00:25:56,637 MIRA: His blood pressure keeps dropping, MIRA: His blood pressure keeps dropping,
613 00:25:56,705 00:25:59,299 and his heart rate is all over the place. and his heart rate is all over the place.
614 00:25:59,375 00:26:01,741 Well, it's been hours, Well, it's been hours,
615 00:26:02,544 00:26:05,035 and he hasn't had any further seizure activity. and he hasn't had any further seizure activity.
616 00:26:05,114 00:26:08,311 We could give him medication to control his heart, We could give him medication to control his heart,
617 00:26:08,384 00:26:10,750 - and fluid to boost his pressure. - No. - and fluid to boost his pressure. - No.
618 00:26:11,053 00:26:12,042 Mrs. Singh? Mrs. Singh?
619 00:26:18,762 00:26:20,354 He's gone. He's gone.
620 00:26:22,298 00:26:24,562 My son is gone. My son is gone.
621 00:26:28,138 00:26:29,571 (INDISTINCT CONVERSATIONS) (INDISTINCT CONVERSATIONS)
622 00:26:37,782 00:26:39,409 Is Omar... Is Omar...
623 00:26:41,218 00:26:42,708 Is he gone? Is he gone?
624 00:26:44,689 00:26:46,850 You can tell me that. You can tell me that.
625 00:26:51,328 00:26:52,318 We're still waiting. We're still waiting.
626 00:26:55,934 00:26:56,923 (ELEVATOR DINGS) (ELEVATOR DINGS)
627 00:27:01,173 00:27:02,367 Church? Church?
628 00:27:20,927 00:27:22,053 State. State.
629 00:27:31,171 00:27:35,073 (SIGHS) So, did you find something new or... (SIGHS) So, did you find something new or...
630 00:27:35,142 00:27:37,576 Warren, we need you to tell us why. Warren, we need you to tell us why.
631 00:27:38,112 00:27:39,101 Why what? Why what?
632 00:27:39,179 00:27:42,046 Why, when the elevator doors opened, Why, when the elevator doors opened,
633 00:27:42,116 00:27:43,743 you chose to ignore it... you chose to ignore it...
634 00:27:43,817 00:27:45,114 I have told you and told you... I have told you and told you...
635 00:27:45,185 00:27:47,016 And cut open Gretchen McKay, anyway. And cut open Gretchen McKay, anyway.
636 00:27:47,087 00:27:48,315 That I did not make a choice! That I did not make a choice!
637 00:27:48,957 00:27:50,185 I wasn't given one. I wasn't given one.
638 00:27:50,258 00:27:53,489 I was forced to use the knowledge and resources I had I was forced to use the knowledge and resources I had
639 00:27:53,561 00:27:56,086 to fulfill the oath I took to save her life... to fulfill the oath I took to save her life...
640 00:27:56,164 00:27:57,631 Because the door didn't open. Because the door didn't open.
641 00:27:57,699 00:27:59,098 No, it did. It clearly did. No, it did. It clearly did.
642 00:27:59,167 00:28:01,635 I'm saying I didn't see it happen. I'm saying I didn't see it happen.
643 00:28:04,472 00:28:06,372 I just don't understand how you didn't see it happen. I just don't understand how you didn't see it happen.
644 00:28:06,441 00:28:08,774 You do. You know. You should know. You do. You know. You should know.
645 00:28:09,845 00:28:11,506 You're surgeons. You're surgeons.
646 00:28:11,580 00:28:14,572 You know what it's like. You... You know what it's like. You...
647 00:28:14,650 00:28:15,708 When you operate, When you operate,
648 00:28:15,785 00:28:19,152 when you control if a person breathes another breath, when... when you control if a person breathes another breath, when...
649 00:28:19,221 00:28:21,781 When you hold their beating heart in your hand, When you hold their beating heart in your hand,
650 00:28:21,857 00:28:24,951 when you are responsible for that life, when you are responsible for that life,
651 00:28:25,895 00:28:32,062 you don't see or hear or feel anything else. you don't see or hear or feel anything else.
652 00:28:35,071 00:28:38,199 The rest of the world just disappears. The rest of the world just disappears.
653 00:28:40,544 00:28:42,034 You know that. You know that.
654 00:28:43,747 00:28:45,113 You all do. You all do.
655 00:28:46,717 00:28:48,844 You can't tell me you don't. You can't tell me you don't.
656 00:28:50,655 00:28:52,418 (EKG BEEPING RAPIDLY) (EKG BEEPING RAPIDLY)
657 00:28:55,326 00:28:56,884 Okay. What's happening? Okay. What's happening?
658 00:28:56,961 00:28:59,122 He's having runs of v-tach. I think he's going. He's having runs of v-tach. I think he's going.
659 00:28:59,630 00:29:02,190 His mom just took the kids down for lunch, too. I... His mom just took the kids down for lunch, too. I...
660 00:29:02,266 00:29:04,633 Should I bring her back up here? Should I bring her back up here?
661 00:29:06,438 00:29:07,496 Chief? Chief?
662 00:29:07,573 00:29:09,268 - Crash cart. - What? - Crash cart. - What?
663 00:29:09,341 00:29:11,172 Yeah. I need a crash cart in here now! Yeah. I need a crash cart in here now!
664 00:29:11,243 00:29:12,232 Start CPR. Start CPR.
665 00:29:12,644 00:29:14,635 Oh, Dr. Bailey, I don't think we're supposed to. Oh, Dr. Bailey, I don't think we're supposed to.
666 00:29:15,280 00:29:16,907 Okay, push an amp of epi. Okay, push an amp of epi.
667 00:29:17,149 00:29:18,741 - What is this? - Uh, Dr. Shepherd, I... - What is this? - Uh, Dr. Shepherd, I...
668 00:29:18,817 00:29:20,114 Bailey, what are we doing? Bailey, what are we doing?
669 00:29:20,185 00:29:21,618 MIRANDA: Okay. Good. Charge to 100. MIRANDA: Okay. Good. Charge to 100.
670 00:29:21,753 00:29:23,619 Mmm-mmm. Isn't he supposed to be DNR? Mmm-mmm. Isn't he supposed to be DNR?
671 00:29:23,690 00:29:24,987 Yes. His mother agreed. Yes. His mother agreed.
672 00:29:25,058 00:29:26,286 MIRANDA: Clear! MIRANDA: Clear!
673 00:29:29,562 00:29:32,497 Okay, charge to 150, and get that epi on board. Okay, charge to 150, and get that epi on board.
674 00:29:32,565 00:29:34,533 Bailey, we told his mother we would not resuscitate. Bailey, we told his mother we would not resuscitate.
675 00:29:36,236 00:29:37,260 Clear! Clear!
676 00:29:40,306 00:29:41,604 - 200! - Bailey! - 200! - Bailey!
677 00:29:44,044 00:29:45,602 (EKG BEEPING NORMALLY) (EKG BEEPING NORMALLY)
678 00:30:00,060 00:30:01,722 His heart stopped? His heart stopped?
679 00:30:03,098 00:30:04,326 Yes, it did, Yes, it did,
680 00:30:04,399 00:30:06,333 but only just for a second, and then... but only just for a second, and then...
681 00:30:06,401 00:30:08,835 You decided to resuscitate. You decided to resuscitate.
682 00:30:08,904 00:30:10,929 But I signed those papers. But I signed those papers.
683 00:30:11,406 00:30:13,897 Jasmine and I, we made a decision. Jasmine and I, we made a decision.
684 00:30:13,975 00:30:15,374 Yes, I know. Yes, I know.
685 00:30:15,977 00:30:18,468 I wanted to give him one more chance. I wanted to give him one more chance.
686 00:30:18,546 00:30:20,879 So you think there's still hope? So you think there's still hope?
687 00:30:21,784 00:30:23,081 I don't understand. I don't understand.
688 00:30:23,152 00:30:26,178 Just yesterday, we were discussing brain damage. Just yesterday, we were discussing brain damage.
689 00:30:26,355 00:30:28,414 Chief, a word. Chief, a word.
690 00:30:33,996 00:30:35,861 (INDISTINCT ANNOUNCEMENT OVER PA) (INDISTINCT ANNOUNCEMENT OVER PA)
691 00:30:38,001 00:30:41,402 Bailey, just explain what you are thinking. Bailey, just explain what you are thinking.
692 00:30:41,805 00:30:43,830 My patient has a signed DNR. My patient has a signed DNR.
693 00:30:45,309 00:30:47,937 The patient deserves a chance. The patient deserves a chance.
694 00:30:50,147 00:30:52,172 His family deserves His family deserves
695 00:30:52,249 00:30:54,444 for this hospital to respect their wishes. for this hospital to respect their wishes.
696 00:30:54,518 00:30:57,215 - Shepherd... - It is not fair - Shepherd... - It is not fair
697 00:30:57,288 00:30:59,415 to make a patient suffer so that Warren doesn't have to. to make a patient suffer so that Warren doesn't have to.
698 00:30:59,490 00:31:01,321 - You know that. - Dr. Shepherd, watch yourself. - You know that. - Dr. Shepherd, watch yourself.
699 00:31:16,108 00:31:17,302 You were right, and thank you. You were right, and thank you.
700 00:31:17,643 00:31:20,203 I love being right. What was I right about? I love being right. What was I right about?
701 00:31:20,279 00:31:22,338 Penny. We figured it out. Penny. We figured it out.
702 00:31:22,414 00:31:23,403 - Oh, yay. - Yeah. - Oh, yay. - Yeah.
703 00:31:23,482 00:31:26,042 - Yeah, no, Sofia was saying... - I can totally go with her. - Yeah, no, Sofia was saying... - I can totally go with her.
704 00:31:26,118 00:31:27,745 - What? - No. It seemed impossible - What? - No. It seemed impossible
705 00:31:27,820 00:31:29,947 until I really, really looked at it, but it's not impossible. until I really, really looked at it, but it's not impossible.
706 00:31:30,022 00:31:31,080 It's an adventure. It's an adventure.
707 00:31:31,790 00:31:32,779 You're kidding. You're kidding.
708 00:31:32,858 00:31:34,793 - Are you kidding? - I know. It's crazy, right? - Are you kidding? - I know. It's crazy, right?
709 00:31:34,861 00:31:36,158 But I can get a job anywhere out there, But I can get a job anywhere out there,
710 00:31:36,229 00:31:37,594 and probably with new research money, and probably with new research money,
711 00:31:37,664 00:31:39,188 and I have colleagues out there who can help me get... and I have colleagues out there who can help me get...
712 00:31:39,265 00:31:40,391 Wait. Yeah, no, but you... Wait. Yeah, no, but you...
713 00:31:40,467 00:31:41,866 - Well, you have a daughter. - Yeah. No. I know. - Well, you have a daughter. - Yeah. No. I know.
714 00:31:41,935 00:31:43,129 It's a lot to figure out, I know. It's a lot to figure out, I know.
715 00:31:43,203 00:31:44,568 But you were right, it can be figured out. But you were right, it can be figured out.
716 00:31:44,637 00:31:45,661 It's a six-hour flight, It's a six-hour flight,
717 00:31:45,739 00:31:47,764 and you'll be able to see Sofia whenever you want. and you'll be able to see Sofia whenever you want.
718 00:31:47,841 00:31:49,103 And we'll figure it out, right? And we'll figure it out, right?
719 00:31:49,175 00:31:52,542 Oh, crap. Um, so, we will talk about it, okay? Oh, crap. Um, so, we will talk about it, okay?
720 00:31:52,612 00:31:54,843 But just thank you. But just thank you.
721 00:31:58,185 00:32:00,710 Every surgeon who worked on Mrs. McKay and the baby Every surgeon who worked on Mrs. McKay and the baby
722 00:32:00,788 00:32:02,983 said the same thing, including Dr. Warren. said the same thing, including Dr. Warren.
723 00:32:03,057 00:32:05,491 That they were backed into a corner and they didn't have a choice. That they were backed into a corner and they didn't have a choice.
724 00:32:05,559 00:32:08,494 The only difference with Warren is whether or not you think he's lying, The only difference with Warren is whether or not you think he's lying,
725 00:32:08,562 00:32:10,723 whether you believe he didn't see that door open. whether you believe he didn't see that door open.
726 00:32:10,798 00:32:12,858 And do you think he was lying? And do you think he was lying?
727 00:32:13,235 00:32:14,998 - No. - We don't. - No. - We don't.
728 00:32:16,304 00:32:18,101 OWEN: We believe Warren missed the door. OWEN: We believe Warren missed the door.
729 00:32:18,173 00:32:22,667 We believe he was completely focused on his responsibility to the patient. We believe he was completely focused on his responsibility to the patient.
730 00:32:27,416 00:32:29,384 Well, thank you all. Well, thank you all.
731 00:32:29,885 00:32:30,874 Mmm-hmm. Mmm-hmm.
732 00:32:32,321 00:32:33,310 (MIRANDA SIGHS) (MIRANDA SIGHS)
733 00:32:38,461 00:32:40,725 Sounds like they feel he tried. Sounds like they feel he tried.
734 00:32:40,797 00:32:42,628 And yet two people are still dead. And yet two people are still dead.
735 00:32:43,299 00:32:44,664 (SIGHS HEAVILY) (SIGHS HEAVILY)
736 00:32:46,002 00:32:47,902 What are you gonna do? What are you gonna do?
737 00:32:51,008 00:32:52,373 Six months? Six months?
738 00:32:53,077 00:32:55,011 No surgery for six months? No surgery for six months?
739 00:32:55,079 00:32:57,206 Uh, to be clear, it's a six-month suspension Uh, to be clear, it's a six-month suspension
740 00:32:57,281 00:32:58,771 from the residency program. from the residency program.
741 00:32:59,216 00:33:01,411 - I'm suspended from the hospital? - Yes. - I'm suspended from the hospital? - Yes.
742 00:33:01,485 00:33:02,577 How do you... How do you...
743 00:33:03,353 00:33:05,913 Do you have any idea how far behind I'll fall? Do you have any idea how far behind I'll fall?
744 00:33:06,356 00:33:07,345 I'll never get caught up. I'll never get caught up.
745 00:33:07,558 00:33:09,117 What am I supposed to learn from this? What am I supposed to learn from this?
746 00:33:09,527 00:33:13,987 Do you feel even the slightest remorse? Do you feel even the slightest remorse?
747 00:33:14,265 00:33:15,960 Yes. Yes! Yes. Yes!
748 00:33:16,034 00:33:18,468 How can you ask me that? Of course I do! How can you ask me that? Of course I do!
749 00:33:19,204 00:33:21,502 All I do is play it over again in my mind, All I do is play it over again in my mind,
750 00:33:21,573 00:33:23,097 trying to figure out how I could change it! trying to figure out how I could change it!
751 00:33:23,274 00:33:25,299 Of course I do. Of course I do.
752 00:33:25,844 00:33:28,712 But six months, it's not discipline. But six months, it's not discipline.
753 00:33:28,781 00:33:30,180 For a surgeon, that's a death sentence. For a surgeon, that's a death sentence.
754 00:33:30,249 00:33:31,477 I might as well drop out now. I might as well drop out now.
755 00:33:35,221 00:33:37,746 That's all, Dr. Warren. That's all, Dr. Warren.
756 00:33:39,992 00:33:42,483 I tried to save her the only way I know how. I tried to save her the only way I know how.
757 00:33:42,561 00:33:43,960 You... They know that, right? You... They know that, right?
758 00:33:44,396 00:33:45,988 You know that. You know that.
759 00:33:59,212 00:34:01,180 (INDISTINCT ANNOUNCEMENT OVER PA) (INDISTINCT ANNOUNCEMENT OVER PA)
760 00:34:15,329 00:34:16,921 PENNY: Sofia. PENNY: Sofia.
761 00:34:16,998 00:34:18,022 (GASPS) Hi! (GASPS) Hi!
762 00:34:18,499 00:34:19,488 (LAUGHS) (LAUGHS)
763 00:34:22,570 00:34:23,628 Hi. Hi.
764 00:34:23,704 00:34:24,729 - You ready? - You ready? - You ready? - You ready?
765 00:34:24,806 00:34:25,864 Let's go. Let's go.
766 00:34:28,610 00:34:29,941 WOMAN: Oh, thank you. WOMAN: Oh, thank you.
767 00:34:30,012 00:34:31,001 (SIGHS) (SIGHS)
768 00:34:33,115 00:34:34,104 WOMAN: Get inside! WOMAN: Get inside!
769 00:34:35,250 00:34:37,309 Pierce, before you go, Pierce, before you go,
770 00:34:37,386 00:34:39,547 Tacoma wants to send a patient with failed stenting. Tacoma wants to send a patient with failed stenting.
771 00:34:39,621 00:34:41,486 Emergency four-vessel bypass. Emergency four-vessel bypass.
772 00:34:41,557 00:34:44,118 I didn't want to authorize it until I'd checked it with you, but... I didn't want to authorize it until I'd checked it with you, but...
773 00:34:44,194 00:34:46,162 Uh, well, is the patient stable enough to transfer? Uh, well, is the patient stable enough to transfer?
774 00:34:46,563 00:34:47,962 As far I'm concerned, yes. As far I'm concerned, yes.
775 00:34:48,031 00:34:49,896 Okay, yeah. Go ahead. Okay, yeah. Go ahead.
776 00:34:51,301 00:34:52,290 What? What?
777 00:34:53,903 00:34:55,063 Nothing. Nothing. Nothing. Nothing.
778 00:34:56,105 00:34:58,232 What did Owen tell you about me? What did Owen tell you about me?
779 00:34:59,309 00:35:00,776 Meredith. She said, um... Meredith. She said, um...
780 00:35:02,112 00:35:04,444 She's my sister, and she told me... She's my sister, and she told me...
781 00:35:04,515 00:35:05,914 She told you about Megan. She told you about Megan.
782 00:35:07,017 00:35:09,144 Why would you lie about something like that? Why would you lie about something like that?
783 00:35:10,287 00:35:13,051 You know, I shouldn't have asked. This isn't any of my business. You know, I shouldn't have asked. This isn't any of my business.
784 00:35:13,490 00:35:15,981 And I'm not usually a person who... And I'm not usually a person who...
785 00:35:16,427 00:35:18,657 You don't owe me an explanation, obviously, You don't owe me an explanation, obviously,
786 00:35:18,729 00:35:21,528 but you're a good guy but you're a good guy
787 00:35:21,900 00:35:24,460 and a great surgeon, and I just... and a great surgeon, and I just...
788 00:35:27,138 00:35:28,264 Why? Why?
789 00:35:28,807 00:35:30,468 I didn't lie to Meredith. I didn't lie to Meredith.
790 00:35:32,277 00:35:33,608 It's fine. Forget it. It's fine. Forget it.
791 00:35:35,280 00:35:37,214 Look, everything I told her was true. Look, everything I told her was true.
792 00:35:37,816 00:35:39,580 There was a patient. There was a patient.
793 00:35:40,953 00:35:42,853 There was a helicopter. There was a helicopter.
794 00:35:45,124 00:35:47,058 I just left some parts out. I just left some parts out.
795 00:35:48,027 00:35:49,927 The part where we fought, The part where we fought,
796 00:35:50,730 00:35:52,561 where I cheated, where I cheated,
797 00:35:53,733 00:35:56,099 where I failed the best person I've ever met, where I failed the best person I've ever met,
798 00:35:56,168 00:35:58,660 the only woman I've ever loved. the only woman I've ever loved.
799 00:35:59,473 00:36:01,498 And those parts are for me and Megan. And those parts are for me and Megan.
800 00:36:01,575 00:36:03,566 You're right. I don't owe anyone that. You're right. I don't owe anyone that.
801 00:36:06,747 00:36:09,841 I made a mistake. I made a mistake.
802 00:36:12,119 00:36:13,916 A big one. A big one.
803 00:36:14,888 00:36:19,087 And I've paid for it ever since. And I've paid for it ever since.
804 00:36:21,362 00:36:22,454 Okay? Okay?
805 00:36:23,798 00:36:24,787 Okay. Okay.
806 00:36:39,148 00:36:41,946 I'm glad you're being strong about this. I'm glad you're being strong about this.
807 00:36:42,017 00:36:43,917 I know how hard this is. I know how hard this is.
808 00:36:43,986 00:36:46,250 I know how bad you feel. I know how bad you feel.
809 00:36:46,322 00:36:48,017 You loved this person once. You loved this person once.
810 00:36:48,090 00:36:50,650 - There's a child involved. - (THUNDER RUMBLING) - There's a child involved. - (THUNDER RUMBLING)
811 00:36:50,926 00:36:53,087 But I'm gonna tell you, But I'm gonna tell you,
812 00:36:53,162 00:36:56,223 the one thing that all custody cases have in common the one thing that all custody cases have in common
813 00:36:56,299 00:36:59,268 is that they are always a battle. is that they are always a battle.
814 00:36:59,336 00:37:02,430 And no matter what, even if you win, And no matter what, even if you win,
815 00:37:02,505 00:37:05,440 you will still feel like you lost something. you will still feel like you lost something.
816 00:37:06,209 00:37:08,643 So, are you sure this is a battle you want to fight? So, are you sure this is a battle you want to fight?
817 00:37:09,279 00:37:11,577 My ex-wife wants to move across the country My ex-wife wants to move across the country
818 00:37:11,648 00:37:14,482 and take our daughter, so... and take our daughter, so...
819 00:37:14,552 00:37:15,746 Yeah. Yeah.
820 00:37:20,057 00:37:21,046 Hey. Hey.
821 00:37:21,359 00:37:22,348 Stop. Stop.
822 00:37:22,426 00:37:23,916 No. No more, okay? No. No more, okay?
823 00:37:23,994 00:37:25,359 - I'm done. Just stay away from me. - All right. - I'm done. Just stay away from me. - All right.
824 00:37:25,429 00:37:27,260 Look, I'm not gonna come any closer, okay? Look, I'm not gonna come any closer, okay?
825 00:37:27,331 00:37:28,662 I just need to talk to you. I need to say something. I just need to talk to you. I need to say something.
826 00:37:28,733 00:37:29,757 I need you to hear me. I need you to hear me.
827 00:37:29,834 00:37:31,165 Please? Please?
828 00:37:31,469 00:37:32,767 Fine. Fine.
829 00:37:33,805 00:37:35,932 All right, I have been going over the paperwork, All right, I have been going over the paperwork,
830 00:37:36,208 00:37:38,802 you know, for the lawyer, the prenup, post-nup, whatever. you know, for the lawyer, the prenup, post-nup, whatever.
831 00:37:38,877 00:37:40,344 You know, I just... I don't need this. You know, I just... I don't need this.
832 00:37:40,412 00:37:43,347 At first glance, it was actually really frustrating, At first glance, it was actually really frustrating,
833 00:37:43,982 00:37:45,074 you know, 'cause I wasn't finding anything you know, 'cause I wasn't finding anything
834 00:37:45,150 00:37:46,310 that was actually gonna help my case. that was actually gonna help my case.
835 00:37:46,385 00:37:47,977 It was just so fair. It was just so fair.
836 00:37:48,086 00:37:50,020 And I realized that was because it was written And I realized that was because it was written
837 00:37:50,088 00:37:54,219 by two people who really loved each other... by two people who really loved each other...
838 00:37:55,294 00:37:57,353 Two people who really wanted to protect each other, Two people who really wanted to protect each other,
839 00:37:57,430 00:37:59,830 who really wanted what was best for each other. who really wanted what was best for each other.
840 00:37:59,899 00:38:02,163 And, April, I... And, April, I...
841 00:38:02,235 00:38:04,328 I don't know where those people went. I don't know where those people went.
842 00:38:05,738 00:38:08,036 I don't know if we can fix us, April. I don't know if we can fix us, April.
843 00:38:08,107 00:38:09,540 I don't know if we should. I don't know if we should.
844 00:38:09,810 00:38:13,439 But I know I don't like who I am turning into. But I know I don't like who I am turning into.
845 00:38:15,616 00:38:17,413 I don't want to treat you... I don't want to treat you...
846 00:38:18,318 00:38:20,183 (SIGHS AND SNIFFLES) (SIGHS AND SNIFFLES)
847 00:38:20,687 00:38:24,589 This person who wrote this, who signed this, This person who wrote this, who signed this,
848 00:38:25,859 00:38:27,884 was your best friend. was your best friend.
849 00:38:28,763 00:38:30,731 You were my best friend, April. You were my best friend, April.
850 00:38:32,167 00:38:34,397 My favorite person. My favorite person.
851 00:38:36,671 00:38:41,199 And I realized that that's who I should be dealing with. And I realized that that's who I should be dealing with.
852 00:38:42,043 00:38:45,604 We should treat each other the way we did on this paper. We should treat each other the way we did on this paper.
853 00:39:00,963 00:39:03,796 You want to feel something unbelievably awesome? You want to feel something unbelievably awesome?
854 00:39:05,901 00:39:06,891 Oh. Oh.
855 00:39:07,471 00:39:09,439 - Was that a kick? - Yeah. - Was that a kick? - Yeah.
856 00:39:10,040 00:39:11,166 He's kicking? He's kicking?
857 00:39:11,441 00:39:13,102 Or, she's kicking. Or, she's kicking.
858 00:39:13,643 00:39:15,406 This baby can kick? This baby can kick?
859 00:39:17,781 00:39:19,749 - Our baby can kick. - (BOTH CHUCKLE) - Our baby can kick. - (BOTH CHUCKLE)
860 00:39:20,584 00:39:22,449 - Oh, he did it again. - (LAUGHS) - Oh, he did it again. - (LAUGHS)
861 00:39:27,892 00:39:29,052 Why are you still here? Why are you still here?
862 00:39:29,126 00:39:30,616 You have to go back to them. You have to... You have to go back to them. You have to...
863 00:39:30,695 00:39:32,993 Hunt, and this committee. You have to get them to reconsider. Hunt, and this committee. You have to get them to reconsider.
864 00:39:33,064 00:39:36,522 There's... They have nothing to reconsider. There's... They have nothing to reconsider.
865 00:39:36,601 00:39:38,330 They made a recommendation. I made a call. They made a recommendation. I made a call.
866 00:39:38,402 00:39:40,563 It's very simple, and I'm done talking about this here. It's very simple, and I'm done talking about this here.
867 00:39:40,638 00:39:41,662 Church and state. Church and state.
868 00:39:41,739 00:39:43,730 - There's a reason that it's separated. - To hell with state! - There's a reason that it's separated. - To hell with state!
869 00:39:43,809 00:39:45,174 You're really gonna come back at me You're really gonna come back at me
870 00:39:45,244 00:39:47,439 with "no special treatment"? Six months is... with "no special treatment"? Six months is...
871 00:39:47,513 00:39:49,879 Six months is special treatment! Six months is special treatment!
872 00:39:49,948 00:39:51,245 What? What?
873 00:39:51,316 00:39:53,409 If you had been anyone else, If you had been anyone else,
874 00:39:53,485 00:39:54,952 you wouldn't have been suspended. you wouldn't have been suspended.
875 00:39:55,020 00:39:56,282 You would have been fired. You would have been fired.
876 00:39:56,555 00:39:57,886 They told you to fire me? They told you to fire me?
877 00:39:57,956 00:39:59,981 No! I wanted to fire you! No! I wanted to fire you!
878 00:40:00,058 00:40:02,219 I was talked down! I was talked down!
879 00:40:04,030 00:40:06,828 Do you have any idea what you are doing? Do you have any idea what you are doing?
880 00:40:06,900 00:40:09,494 Do you have any idea what you've done? Do you have any idea what you've done?
881 00:40:09,636 00:40:12,366 I made a mistake, Miranda. People make mistakes. I made a mistake, Miranda. People make mistakes.
882 00:40:12,438 00:40:14,030 Surgeons make mistakes! Surgeons make mistakes!
883 00:40:14,107 00:40:15,768 I don't, not like that. I don't, not like that.
884 00:40:15,942 00:40:19,503 You made an astonishing error in judgment You made an astonishing error in judgment
885 00:40:19,579 00:40:23,914 that I'm trying to accept and forgive. that I'm trying to accept and forgive.
886 00:40:25,319 00:40:29,016 And it's gonna take me a lot longer than six months. And it's gonna take me a lot longer than six months.
887 00:40:30,824 00:40:32,724 MEREDITH: All bleeding must stop. MEREDITH: All bleeding must stop.
888 00:40:33,527 00:40:36,758 Well, I am sorry I disappoint you. Well, I am sorry I disappoint you.
889 00:40:38,265 00:40:40,564 Sometimes it does so at a cost. Sometimes it does so at a cost.
890 00:40:40,635 00:40:42,330 So am I. So am I.
891 00:40:42,737 00:40:45,228 You lose the arm, remove the organ. You lose the arm, remove the organ.
892 00:40:49,578 00:40:51,068 You choose to live with the loss. You choose to live with the loss.
893 00:40:51,413 00:40:53,438 - (KNOCK ON DOOR) - Chief? - (KNOCK ON DOOR) - Chief?
894 00:40:57,118 00:40:59,212 Because at the end of the day, Because at the end of the day,
895 00:41:00,489 00:41:03,219 you'll do whatever you can to stay alive. you'll do whatever you can to stay alive.
896 00:41:06,195 00:41:07,958 AMELIA: In the last hour, he started moving, AMELIA: In the last hour, he started moving,
897 00:41:08,030 00:41:09,793 responding to verbal stimuli. responding to verbal stimuli.
898 00:41:10,600 00:41:13,592 And now, vitals are stable. He is re-oriented. And now, vitals are stable. He is re-oriented.
899 00:41:14,437 00:41:17,031 - What... - This is one in a million. - What... - This is one in a million.
900 00:41:17,106 00:41:18,131 It should not have happened. It should not have happened.
901 00:41:19,109 00:41:22,476 And sometimes, by some miracle, it works. And sometimes, by some miracle, it works.
902 00:41:22,546 00:41:23,672 The bleeding stops. The bleeding stops.
903 00:41:23,747 00:41:26,307 Well, does he know yet, about his wife and baby? Well, does he know yet, about his wife and baby?
904 00:41:27,417 00:41:29,476 No. Not yet. No. Not yet.
905 00:41:29,987 00:41:30,976 He's asking. He's asking.
906 00:41:34,224 00:41:35,213 (SIGHS) (SIGHS)
907 00:41:36,728 00:41:38,923 I was wrong, Bailey. I was wrong, Bailey.
908 00:41:40,365 00:41:41,354 You saved his life. You saved his life.
909 00:41:45,937 00:41:48,599 And now I have to go in there and ruin it. And now I have to go in there and ruin it.
910 00:41:48,673 00:41:51,904 But sometimes, no matter how hard you try... But sometimes, no matter how hard you try...
911 00:42:02,287 00:42:03,345 (INAUDIBLE) (INAUDIBLE)
912 00:42:04,923 00:42:06,914 It's still not enough. It's still not enough.
913 00:42:08,134 00:42:12,134 Ripped & Corrected By mstoll Ripped & Corrected By mstoll