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1 00:00:00,403 00:00:01,836 CALLIE: Previously on Grey's Anatomy... CALLIE: Previously on Grey's Anatomy...
2 00:00:01,905 00:00:05,340 Kyle Diaz, diagnosed with relapsing and remitting multiple sclerosis. Kyle Diaz, diagnosed with relapsing and remitting multiple sclerosis.
3 00:00:05,407 00:00:06,431 You and I are a lot alike. You and I are a lot alike.
4 00:00:06,509 00:00:08,841 I told him maybe we would go out when he got back from touring, I told him maybe we would go out when he got back from touring,
5 00:00:08,911 00:00:10,071 and so we've been texting. and so we've been texting.
6 00:00:10,179 00:00:11,771 - Oh. - Guitar Hero? - Oh. - Guitar Hero?
7 00:00:11,847 00:00:14,474 CATHERINE: If Jackson can make a case that April committed fraud, CATHERINE: If Jackson can make a case that April committed fraud,
8 00:00:14,549 00:00:16,847 he's got a shot at getting full custody of that baby. he's got a shot at getting full custody of that baby.
9 00:00:16,918 00:00:17,942 I think Jackson's gonna sue me. I think Jackson's gonna sue me.
10 00:00:18,019 00:00:19,043 JACKSON: I tried to take the high road. JACKSON: I tried to take the high road.
11 00:00:19,120 00:00:21,088 Apparently, the high road is paved with restraining orders. Apparently, the high road is paved with restraining orders.
12 00:00:21,155 00:00:22,952 The restraining order was a mistake. The restraining order was a mistake.
13 00:00:23,024 00:00:24,456 You were my best friend, April. You were my best friend, April.
14 00:00:24,525 00:00:26,925 We should treat each other the way we did on this paper. We should treat each other the way we did on this paper.
15 00:00:26,994 00:00:28,222 Bailey gave me the Preminger Grant. Bailey gave me the Preminger Grant.
16 00:00:28,295 00:00:29,626 I'm gonna be miserable without you. I'm gonna be miserable without you.
17 00:00:29,696 00:00:31,789 You can figure it out. You will. You... You should. You can figure it out. You will. You... You should.
18 00:00:31,865 00:00:32,854 I can totally go with her. I can totally go with her.
19 00:00:32,933 00:00:34,456 You'll be able to see Sofia whenever you want. You'll be able to see Sofia whenever you want.
20 00:00:34,534 00:00:37,025 My ex-wife wants to move across the country and take our daughter. My ex-wife wants to move across the country and take our daughter.
21 00:00:37,103 00:00:39,799 It's a six-month suspension from the residency program. It's a six-month suspension from the residency program.
22 00:00:39,872 00:00:41,567 I tried to save her. They know that, right? I tried to save her. They know that, right?
23 00:00:41,641 00:00:43,733 MIRANDA: I wanted to fire you! I was talked down! MIRANDA: I wanted to fire you! I was talked down!
24 00:00:43,808 00:00:46,174 Well, I am sorry I disappoint you. Well, I am sorry I disappoint you.
25 00:00:46,244 00:00:48,075 That's all, Dr. Warren. That's all, Dr. Warren.
26 00:00:50,497 00:00:54,496 Ripped & Corrected By mstoll Ripped & Corrected By mstoll
27 00:00:57,288 00:01:00,348 MEREDITH: Surgeons are often evaluated on speed and efficiency. MEREDITH: Surgeons are often evaluated on speed and efficiency.
28 00:01:00,424 00:01:01,822 - Did you brush all of them? - Yes. - Did you brush all of them? - Yes.
29 00:01:01,891 00:01:02,915 Let me see. Let me see.
30 00:01:02,992 00:01:04,926 But that doesn't mean faster is always better. But that doesn't mean faster is always better.
31 00:01:04,994 00:01:06,928 Good girl. Keep brushing. Good girl. Keep brushing.
32 00:01:06,996 00:01:08,293 - Maggie, where's... - Yeah. - Maggie, where's... - Yeah.
33 00:01:08,364 00:01:09,626 We're here. Found them. We're here. Found them.
34 00:01:10,599 00:01:11,793 Where? Where?
35 00:01:11,867 00:01:13,732 They were under my pillow. They were under my pillow.
36 00:01:14,036 00:01:16,231 Someone crawled into bed with me last night. Someone crawled into bed with me last night.
37 00:01:16,305 00:01:17,863 Who's crawling into whose bed? Is DeLuca here? Who's crawling into whose bed? Is DeLuca here?
38 00:01:17,940 00:01:19,168 Ha! Definitely not. Ha! Definitely not.
39 00:01:19,241 00:01:21,299 - It's the wrong foot. - Aw! - It's the wrong foot. - Aw!
40 00:01:21,442 00:01:24,104 MEREDITH: You jump the gun, you risk making a wrong diagnosis. MEREDITH: You jump the gun, you risk making a wrong diagnosis.
41 00:01:24,178 00:01:25,941 You know, we're becoming like cat ladies, You know, we're becoming like cat ladies,
42 00:01:26,013 00:01:27,378 and the children are our cats. and the children are our cats.
43 00:01:27,448 00:01:29,039 I'm not a cat lady just because I stopped having... I'm not a cat lady just because I stopped having...
44 00:01:29,149 00:01:30,275 Read the room. Yeah. Read the room. Yeah.
45 00:01:30,784 00:01:32,752 S-E-X with DeLuca. S-E-X with DeLuca.
46 00:01:32,819 00:01:35,185 MEREDITH: We don't always have the time to think before we act. MEREDITH: We don't always have the time to think before we act.
47 00:01:35,255 00:01:36,552 - Hey, Mommy. - Yes? - Hey, Mommy. - Yes?
48 00:01:36,623 00:01:40,752 Why did Aunt Maggie stop having S-E-X with DeLuca? Why did Aunt Maggie stop having S-E-X with DeLuca?
49 00:01:43,696 00:01:47,063 Because he couldn't handle that she was his B-O-S-S. Because he couldn't handle that she was his B-O-S-S.
50 00:01:47,132 00:01:50,225 Do not ever date a man who can't handle your P-O-W-E-R. Do not ever date a man who can't handle your P-O-W-E-R.
51 00:01:50,301 00:01:51,495 Okay. Okay.
52 00:01:51,569 00:01:53,503 They just pick up everything. They just pick up everything.
53 00:01:53,571 00:01:54,936 - Got 'em all. - Good job. - Got 'em all. - Good job.
54 00:01:55,006 00:01:57,132 And that's what gets us in trouble. And that's what gets us in trouble.
55 00:01:57,207 00:01:58,231 BEN: I can't stand it, you know. BEN: I can't stand it, you know.
56 00:01:58,308 00:01:59,935 I mean, the other day, I was sitting in a coffee place, I mean, the other day, I was sitting in a coffee place,
57 00:02:00,010 00:02:01,443 and I thought, "Huh. I can be a barista." and I thought, "Huh. I can be a barista."
58 00:02:01,578 00:02:02,602 - Why not? - (CHUCKLING) - Why not? - (CHUCKLING)
59 00:02:02,679 00:02:04,146 I was an anesthesiologist for years. I was an anesthesiologist for years.
60 00:02:04,214 00:02:05,806 Now I just wake people up for a living. Now I just wake people up for a living.
61 00:02:05,882 00:02:08,145 Feels like a less-than-lateral move, don't you think? Feels like a less-than-lateral move, don't you think?
62 00:02:08,217 00:02:10,617 Well, I got to do something. I'm going stir crazy. Well, I got to do something. I'm going stir crazy.
63 00:02:10,686 00:02:13,849 I'm falling so far behind, I'm losing so much OR time... I'm falling so far behind, I'm losing so much OR time...
64 00:02:13,923 00:02:15,549 You have more experience than any of the other residents. You have more experience than any of the other residents.
65 00:02:15,624 00:02:16,784 Don't panic. You're already ahead. Don't panic. You're already ahead.
66 00:02:16,858 00:02:18,086 It's funny, actually. It's funny, actually.
67 00:02:18,593 00:02:20,823 You've been a doctor longer than any of them. You've been a doctor longer than any of them.
68 00:02:21,096 00:02:22,688 Been a doctor longer than me. Been a doctor longer than me.
69 00:02:22,764 00:02:24,356 How is that funny? How is that funny?
70 00:02:24,798 00:02:25,958 It's not. It's not.
71 00:02:26,033 00:02:27,193 Yeah, it's really not. Yeah, it's really not.
72 00:02:27,267 00:02:29,235 God, that coffee sounds really good right now, doesn't it? God, that coffee sounds really good right now, doesn't it?
73 00:02:30,237 00:02:31,727 Yeah. Yeah.
74 00:02:32,039 00:02:33,301 (DOG BARKS IN DISTANCE) (DOG BARKS IN DISTANCE)
75 00:02:34,040 00:02:35,507 MAN: Oh, hey. WOMAN: Hey, yes. MAN: Oh, hey. WOMAN: Hey, yes.
76 00:02:35,575 00:02:36,633 Did you see what happened in the paper? Did you see what happened in the paper?
77 00:02:36,709 00:02:37,767 No. But you were right about it. No. But you were right about it.
78 00:02:37,844 00:02:39,471 Hi. Sorry. I'm here, I'm here. Hi. Sorry. I'm here, I'm here.
79 00:02:39,545 00:02:41,843 ARIZONA: No, no, no, no. Hey, did you want to order? ARIZONA: No, no, no, no. Hey, did you want to order?
80 00:02:41,914 00:02:43,380 No, I'm good. And you have a consult, right? No, I'm good. And you have a consult, right?
81 00:02:43,448 00:02:45,177 - Yeah, I do. Yeah. - Yeah, so we should probably just... - Yeah, I do. Yeah. - Yeah, so we should probably just...
82 00:02:45,250 00:02:46,547 Yeah. No. Well, how's it going? Yeah. No. Well, how's it going?
83 00:02:46,618 00:02:47,744 It's good. It's good.
84 00:02:47,819 00:02:50,549 Penny and I found a place near Preminger. It's really nice. Penny and I found a place near Preminger. It's really nice.
85 00:02:50,622 00:02:51,816 - Aww. An apartment? - Yeah. - Aww. An apartment? - Yeah.
86 00:02:51,890 00:02:53,948 - Is it small? - It has two bedrooms, - Is it small? - It has two bedrooms,
87 00:02:54,025 00:02:57,722 and it's really close to some really great schools. and it's really close to some really great schools.
88 00:02:58,663 00:02:59,721 You picked schools? You picked schools?
89 00:02:59,797 00:03:01,730 No, I brought these so that we could decide, No, I brought these so that we could decide,
90 00:03:01,798 00:03:03,925 so that we could talk about the possibilities. so that we could talk about the possibilities.
91 00:03:04,000 00:03:06,662 You picked brochures. It sounds like you're decided. You picked brochures. It sounds like you're decided.
92 00:03:06,936 00:03:08,733 Uh, she's going to school in New York? Uh, she's going to school in New York?
93 00:03:08,805 00:03:11,534 Well, I mean, if she does, she would need to fill out an application, Well, I mean, if she does, she would need to fill out an application,
94 00:03:11,607 00:03:13,575 - which, actually, I meant to talk to... - Um, okay. I'm sorry. - which, actually, I meant to talk to... - Um, okay. I'm sorry.
95 00:03:13,642 00:03:16,873 We need to take, um, a big step backwards. We need to take, um, a big step backwards.
96 00:03:16,945 00:03:19,175 Somewhere, sometime you heard me say yes to this. Somewhere, sometime you heard me say yes to this.
97 00:03:19,248 00:03:21,112 You heard me say, "Yes, please, Callie, You heard me say, "Yes, please, Callie,
98 00:03:21,182 00:03:23,082 "take my daughter across the country." "take my daughter across the country."
99 00:03:23,151 00:03:25,415 But I never said that. But I never said that.
100 00:03:25,486 00:03:27,044 I did not. I said we could talk about it. I did not. I said we could talk about it.
101 00:03:27,121 00:03:28,588 No. Callie, what you said was, No. Callie, what you said was,
102 00:03:28,656 00:03:31,988 "You'll be able to see Sofia whenever you want." "You'll be able to see Sofia whenever you want."
103 00:03:32,059 00:03:35,324 - Okay, that's not what I meant. - I'll "be able" to see her. - Okay, that's not what I meant. - I'll "be able" to see her.
104 00:03:35,829 00:03:38,320 I was just excited about making this move. That's all. I was just excited about making this move. That's all.
105 00:03:38,465 00:03:41,865 Go. Be happy. Have your Penny. Go. Be happy. Have your Penny.
106 00:03:41,934 00:03:44,232 You're... You're not taking my daughter with you. You're... You're not taking my daughter with you.
107 00:03:44,303 00:03:45,565 Please stop saying "your daughter." Please stop saying "your daughter."
108 00:03:45,638 00:03:49,767 But she is my daughter, and she's yours, and she lives here. But she is my daughter, and she's yours, and she lives here.
109 00:03:49,841 00:03:52,401 So I don't know why we're talking about schools over there So I don't know why we're talking about schools over there
110 00:03:52,477 00:03:54,377 and bedrooms and... and bedrooms and...
111 00:03:55,180 00:03:56,909 I... Why can't she come visit you? I... Why can't she come visit you?
112 00:03:56,981 00:03:58,447 'Cause that's not... Okay. 'Cause that's not... Okay.
113 00:03:58,515 00:04:00,073 That's why we're here. That's why we're here.
114 00:04:00,484 00:04:02,384 That... That's what we're talking about. That... That's what we're talking about.
115 00:04:02,453 00:04:04,819 That... We are just discussing what the options are. That... We are just discussing what the options are.
116 00:04:05,689 00:04:07,986 That's not what it sounds like. That's not what it sounds like.
117 00:04:08,324 00:04:11,020 (SIREN WAILS IN DISTANCE) (SIREN WAILS IN DISTANCE)
118 00:04:12,495 00:04:13,860 JO: How's Hot Rock Star? JO: How's Hot Rock Star?
119 00:04:13,930 00:04:16,659 Filthy as ever. And creative. Filthy as ever. And creative.
120 00:04:16,732 00:04:20,065 I know, right? I've got to keep coming up with new names for his... I know, right? I've got to keep coming up with new names for his...
121 00:04:20,268 00:04:22,099 - (CHUCKLES) - Oh, no. - (CHUCKLES) - Oh, no.
122 00:04:22,537 00:04:23,595 What's wrong? What's wrong?
123 00:04:24,339 00:04:26,772 Kyle is in town, and he wants to take me out to dinner. Kyle is in town, and he wants to take me out to dinner.
124 00:04:26,841 00:04:28,308 I don't understand your face. I don't understand your face.
125 00:04:28,909 00:04:30,774 Mmm, no. No, I'm not going. Mmm, no. No, I'm not going.
126 00:04:30,845 00:04:33,313 Uh, why not? Free food with bonus hot guy? Uh, why not? Free food with bonus hot guy?
127 00:04:33,380 00:04:36,348 Well, we're doing very well right now with our fingers, Well, we're doing very well right now with our fingers,
128 00:04:36,416 00:04:37,474 so why screw with it? so why screw with it?
129 00:04:37,550 00:04:38,812 (CHUCKLING) You mean by actually screwing. (CHUCKLING) You mean by actually screwing.
130 00:04:38,985 00:04:39,974 (CELL PHONE CHIMING) (CELL PHONE CHIMING)
131 00:04:40,120 00:04:41,610 (CHUCKLES) This is fun, (CHUCKLES) This is fun,
132 00:04:41,688 00:04:44,121 but we don't actually have anything in common. but we don't actually have anything in common.
133 00:04:44,189 00:04:46,214 You know, do surgeons even date musicians? You know, do surgeons even date musicians?
134 00:04:46,358 00:04:48,383 - (GROANS) - He is very chatty. - (GROANS) - He is very chatty.
135 00:04:48,460 00:04:51,486 No, this is Grey. She wants labs back on her... No, this is Grey. She wants labs back on her...
136 00:04:53,265 00:04:56,233 No. No. No. No.
137 00:04:56,300 00:04:57,631 - What now? - No. - What now? - No.
138 00:04:57,702 00:05:00,432 - I just sent something very filthy... - (CHUCKLES) Well, isn't that the point? - I just sent something very filthy... - (CHUCKLES) Well, isn't that the point?
139 00:05:00,505 00:05:01,904 - To Meredith Grey. - Oh... - To Meredith Grey. - Oh...
140 00:05:02,073 00:05:03,733 - Undo, undo! - Undo! Undo! Undo! Undo! - Undo, undo! - Undo! Undo! Undo! Undo!
141 00:05:03,807 00:05:05,968 No! There's no undo! No! There's no undo!
142 00:05:08,478 00:05:09,638 (ELEVATOR DINGS) (ELEVATOR DINGS)
143 00:05:11,114 00:05:12,375 Thanks. Thanks.
144 00:05:14,550 00:05:15,949 - There you are. - I know. - There you are. - I know.
145 00:05:16,152 00:05:18,279 - And, Dr. Grey, I'm so sorry. - You should be. - And, Dr. Grey, I'm so sorry. - You should be.
146 00:05:18,354 00:05:20,151 Did you get Sheila's labs? Did you get Sheila's labs?
147 00:05:20,589 00:05:22,317 - Dr. Grey. - What? - Dr. Grey. - What?
148 00:05:23,158 00:05:24,557 Nothing. Nothing.
149 00:05:24,926 00:05:27,326 Or thank you. You're a very classy lady. Or thank you. You're a very classy lady.
150 00:05:27,395 00:05:29,488 - Hey, Sheila, good morning. - Hey. - Hey, Sheila, good morning. - Hey.
151 00:05:29,564 00:05:30,791 - This is Dr. Edwards. - Hi. - This is Dr. Edwards. - Hi.
152 00:05:30,864 00:05:32,764 She will be assisting me in surgery this afternoon. She will be assisting me in surgery this afternoon.
153 00:05:32,833 00:05:35,631 Uh, Sheila Davis. 5-centimeter hepatic adenoma. Uh, Sheila Davis. 5-centimeter hepatic adenoma.
154 00:05:35,702 00:05:38,637 Uh, scheduled for laparoscopic resection this afternoon. Uh, scheduled for laparoscopic resection this afternoon.
155 00:05:38,705 00:05:40,831 - She's off OCPs for... - SHEILA: Could you hand me my purse? - She's off OCPs for... - SHEILA: Could you hand me my purse?
156 00:05:40,907 00:05:42,374 I think I have a hairbrush in there. I think I have a hairbrush in there.
157 00:05:45,812 00:05:47,871 Sure. Trying to look good for surgery? Sure. Trying to look good for surgery?
158 00:05:47,947 00:05:49,436 (CHUCKLING) Not for surgery. For him. (CHUCKLING) Not for surgery. For him.
159 00:05:49,514 00:05:51,709 - James is coming today. - Oh, that's great. - James is coming today. - Oh, that's great.
160 00:05:51,783 00:05:53,478 - Uh, James? - My boyfriend. - Uh, James? - My boyfriend.
161 00:05:53,952 00:05:55,146 - Ooh. - Sort of. - Ooh. - Sort of.
162 00:05:55,253 00:05:58,449 I mean, "Soul mate" is gross, but, yes, my boyfriend. I mean, "Soul mate" is gross, but, yes, my boyfriend.
163 00:05:58,722 00:06:01,020 I'm finally meeting him today, and I look like this. I'm finally meeting him today, and I look like this.
164 00:06:01,725 00:06:03,192 You haven't met your boyfriend? You haven't met your boyfriend?
165 00:06:03,260 00:06:04,955 - Not in person. - They met online. - Not in person. - They met online.
166 00:06:05,029 00:06:06,053 - A year ago. - Oh. - A year ago. - Oh.
167 00:06:06,130 00:06:08,097 And it's been the most amazing year. And it's been the most amazing year.
168 00:06:08,565 00:06:09,793 Only over texts. Only over texts.
169 00:06:10,099 00:06:12,329 Then I told him about my surgery, Then I told him about my surgery,
170 00:06:12,402 00:06:14,836 and he said he had to be here, canceled everything. and he said he had to be here, canceled everything.
171 00:06:14,904 00:06:16,838 - That's really sweet. - I know it sounds crazy. - That's really sweet. - I know it sounds crazy.
172 00:06:16,906 00:06:18,133 You can get a lot done in a text. You can get a lot done in a text.
173 00:06:18,740 00:06:19,866 What am I doing? What am I doing?
174 00:06:20,042 00:06:21,737 I mean, why would I want him to meet me like that? I mean, why would I want him to meet me like that?
175 00:06:21,810 00:06:23,209 He's going to be expecting my profile pic, He's going to be expecting my profile pic,
176 00:06:23,278 00:06:25,109 and I don't really even look that good on my best day. and I don't really even look that good on my best day.
177 00:06:25,347 00:06:27,280 - Hey, you look fine. - (SIGHS) - Hey, you look fine. - (SIGHS)
178 00:06:27,415 00:06:29,542 And Dr. Edwards completely understands. And Dr. Edwards completely understands.
179 00:06:29,617 00:06:32,313 She has a first date today, too. A big one. She has a first date today, too. A big one.
180 00:06:32,386 00:06:33,648 Huge, apparently. Huge, apparently.
181 00:06:33,721 00:06:34,813 Really? That's so nice. Really? That's so nice.
182 00:06:35,655 00:06:37,384 No. It's still up in the air. No. It's still up in the air.
183 00:06:37,691 00:06:38,680 Oh. Oh.
184 00:06:38,992 00:06:42,291 Well, we will be back to prep you for surgery. Okay? Well, we will be back to prep you for surgery. Okay?
185 00:06:42,362 00:06:43,954 Let's go, Edwards. Let's go, Edwards.
186 00:06:47,032 00:06:48,863 Apparently, you got my text. Apparently, you got my text.
187 00:06:48,934 00:06:50,629 Oh, yeah. I got it good. Oh, yeah. I got it good.
188 00:06:50,703 00:06:52,432 - Obviously, it was not meant for you. - (CHUCKLES) - Obviously, it was not meant for you. - (CHUCKLES)
189 00:06:52,504 00:06:55,131 I hope not, because it sounds so painful. I hope not, because it sounds so painful.
190 00:06:55,206 00:06:57,970 It was very unprofessional, and I should have been more careful. It was very unprofessional, and I should have been more careful.
191 00:06:58,042 00:06:59,839 Edwards, you really should save your energy, Edwards, you really should save your energy,
192 00:06:59,911 00:07:01,208 because you're gonna need it. because you're gonna need it.
193 00:07:01,279 00:07:03,247 Can we skip ahead to the part where this joke is old? Can we skip ahead to the part where this joke is old?
194 00:07:03,314 00:07:05,042 No. Did you really do this? No. Did you really do this?
195 00:07:05,115 00:07:06,844 I have not. I have not.
196 00:07:06,917 00:07:09,112 I've... I've... I was riffing on... I've... I've... I was riffing on...
197 00:07:09,553 00:07:11,612 You... Okay. You... Okay.
198 00:07:13,055 00:07:14,147 I'm sorry. I'm confused. I'm sorry. I'm confused.
199 00:07:14,223 00:07:15,315 - Your son is here? - Yes! - Your son is here? - Yes!
200 00:07:15,391 00:07:17,325 - We think so. Hers. Or mine. - They said there was a shooting. - We think so. Hers. Or mine. - They said there was a shooting.
201 00:07:17,393 00:07:18,382 - Who said... Who said that? - The police. - Who said... Who said that? - The police.
202 00:07:18,461 00:07:19,450 When they called, we were... When they called, we were...
203 00:07:19,528 00:07:21,894 We were at work, and... And our sons are at... At home with the sitter. We were at work, and... And our sons are at... At home with the sitter.
204 00:07:21,964 00:07:24,158 The last names are Green and Cole. Can you just look it up? The last names are Green and Cole. Can you just look it up?
205 00:07:24,232 00:07:25,529 - I'm here. - APRIL: I'm sorry. - I'm here. - APRIL: I'm sorry.
206 00:07:25,600 00:07:27,795 I don't see any record here for either of those names. I don't see any record here for either of those names.
207 00:07:27,869 00:07:29,393 I got paged. Gunshot kid? I got paged. Gunshot kid?
208 00:07:29,471 00:07:30,733 PATRICIA: They said the ambulance was coming here. PATRICIA: They said the ambulance was coming here.
209 00:07:30,805 00:07:32,135 Wait, "Gunshot kid." That... Is that our kid? Wait, "Gunshot kid." That... Is that our kid?
210 00:07:32,206 00:07:33,298 Karev, let's move. Karev, let's move.
211 00:07:33,374 00:07:35,137 We have an incoming GSW. Victim's eight years old. We have an incoming GSW. Victim's eight years old.
212 00:07:35,209 00:07:36,301 Oh, my God! Oh, my God!
213 00:07:36,377 00:07:37,901 Our sons are both eight years old. Which one is it? Our sons are both eight years old. Which one is it?
214 00:07:37,978 00:07:39,275 Which one of our sons has been shot? Which one of our sons has been shot?
215 00:07:39,346 00:07:40,937 Ma'am, we'll know more soon. But right now... Ma'am, we'll know more soon. But right now...
216 00:07:41,014 00:07:42,572 Right now, we just need you to have a seat, Right now, we just need you to have a seat,
217 00:07:42,649 00:07:44,480 and we'll get back to you when we know something. and we'll get back to you when we know something.
218 00:07:44,550 00:07:46,643 - Oh, please, let them both be alive. - APRIL: Come with me. - Oh, please, let them both be alive. - APRIL: Come with me.
219 00:07:46,719 00:07:48,152 Come with me. Come with me. Come with me. Come with me.
220 00:07:49,255 00:07:50,915 (SIREN WAILING) (SIREN WAILING)
221 00:07:58,397 00:08:00,091 Guys, I appreciate that you want to help, Guys, I appreciate that you want to help,
222 00:08:00,164 00:08:03,656 but all I need right now are Hunt, Wilson, and maybe Cardio and Neuro. but all I need right now are Hunt, Wilson, and maybe Cardio and Neuro.
223 00:08:03,734 00:08:05,361 So, the rest of you can go. So, the rest of you can go.
224 00:08:05,703 00:08:07,000 (SIREN CONTINUES) (SIREN CONTINUES)
225 00:08:21,350 00:08:23,215 - Don't! - No, we have to see who it is! - Don't! - No, we have to see who it is!
226 00:08:23,285 00:08:24,684 Ma'am, ma'am, please stay back. Ma'am, ma'am, please stay back.
227 00:08:38,498 00:08:40,932 PARAMEDIC: Eight-year-old male, GSW to the abdomen. PARAMEDIC: Eight-year-old male, GSW to the abdomen.
228 00:08:41,001 00:08:43,299 Stable after 500cc bolus NS. Stable after 500cc bolus NS.
229 00:08:45,605 00:08:47,037 Who is it? I can't see him. Who is it? I can't see him.
230 00:08:47,106 00:08:48,334 APRIL: We're... We're gonna take care of him. APRIL: We're... We're gonna take care of him.
231 00:08:48,407 00:08:50,466 It's all right. We're gonna take care of him, okay? It's all right. We're gonna take care of him, okay?
232 00:08:57,849 00:09:01,046 (VOICE BREAKING) No! No, it's Brandon! It's Brandon! (VOICE BREAKING) No! No, it's Brandon! It's Brandon!
233 00:09:04,122 00:09:05,486 Oh, thank God. Oh, thank God.
234 00:09:09,994 00:09:12,519 Peter! Peter, there you are. Peter! Peter, there you are.
235 00:09:16,532 00:09:17,692 OWEN: Get him inside. OWEN: Get him inside.
236 00:09:18,201 00:09:19,293 Coming through. Coming through.
237 00:09:20,570 00:09:21,628 Brandon, Mommy's here! I love you! Brandon, Mommy's here! I love you!
238 00:09:21,704 00:09:23,603 OWEN: Ma'am, we've got him. We've got him. OWEN: Ma'am, we've got him. We've got him.
239 00:09:25,474 00:09:26,964 ET tube in good position. ET tube in good position.
240 00:09:27,042 00:09:29,067 Breath sounds clear and equal bilaterally. Breath sounds clear and equal bilaterally.
241 00:09:29,411 00:09:31,038 APRIL: Well, does anyone know what happened? APRIL: Well, does anyone know what happened?
242 00:09:31,113 00:09:32,137 NATHAN: Was it a drive-by? NATHAN: Was it a drive-by?
243 00:09:32,214 00:09:33,339 MAGGIE: Where the hell was the babysitter? MAGGIE: Where the hell was the babysitter?
244 00:09:33,414 00:09:34,403 MIRANDA: Hey, everybody, shush! MIRANDA: Hey, everybody, shush!
245 00:09:34,482 00:09:36,575 OWEN: A GSW to the right upper quadrant. OWEN: A GSW to the right upper quadrant.
246 00:09:36,650 00:09:38,049 Belly is soft. Belly is soft.
247 00:09:38,386 00:09:40,081 Okay. (CLEARS THROAT) I'm gonna need a... Okay. (CLEARS THROAT) I'm gonna need a...
248 00:09:40,154 00:09:41,348 - An ultrasound. - OWEN: Mmm-hmm. - An ultrasound. - OWEN: Mmm-hmm.
249 00:09:41,422 00:09:42,786 You know... You know, let me get in there. You know... You know, let me get in there.
250 00:09:42,856 00:09:43,880 I'll... I'll... I'll do it. I'll... I'll... I'll do it.
251 00:09:43,957 00:09:45,788 He's a little tachycardic, but his pulse is strong. He's a little tachycardic, but his pulse is strong.
252 00:09:45,859 00:09:47,724 Shepherd, any reflexes? Shepherd, any reflexes?
253 00:09:47,794 00:09:50,160 Spinal shock. The bullet must have penetrated the spinal cord. Spinal shock. The bullet must have penetrated the spinal cord.
254 00:09:50,230 00:09:52,789 All right, let's get him to CT. Everyone clear the room. All right, let's get him to CT. Everyone clear the room.
255 00:09:52,865 00:09:55,026 All right, you heard him. Thank you and goodbye. All right, you heard him. Thank you and goodbye.
256 00:09:55,100 00:09:56,260 - Okay, ready? - JACKSON: Okay. - Okay, ready? - JACKSON: Okay.
257 00:09:56,435 00:09:57,629 NATHAN: Call us if you need us. NATHAN: Call us if you need us.
258 00:09:57,703 00:10:00,694 Ready and... On my count... One, two, three. Ready and... On my count... One, two, three.
259 00:10:01,806 00:10:02,932 ALEX: Pierce. ALEX: Pierce.
260 00:10:03,174 00:10:04,198 We're good, thanks. We're good, thanks.
261 00:10:07,145 00:10:08,134 RICHARD: Easy. RICHARD: Easy.
262 00:10:21,457 00:10:23,687 Sofia's doing really well. You know, she loves her dance class, Sofia's doing really well. You know, she loves her dance class,
263 00:10:23,759 00:10:26,455 and why would we take her out of school in the middle of the year? and why would we take her out of school in the middle of the year?
264 00:10:26,529 00:10:27,962 No, no, no, no. We wouldn't move her No, no, no, no. We wouldn't move her
265 00:10:28,030 00:10:29,087 until after school's over for the year. until after school's over for the year.
266 00:10:29,164 00:10:30,825 Well, yeah, no. "We" wouldn't move her anywhere. Well, yeah, no. "We" wouldn't move her anywhere.
267 00:10:31,399 00:10:33,060 Uh, "we" is you and Penny. Uh, "we" is you and Penny.
268 00:10:34,402 00:10:36,996 You can't do this. You don't get to just decide to... You can't do this. You don't get to just decide to...
269 00:10:37,072 00:10:40,040 I haven't decided anything. I'm trying to talk to you. I haven't decided anything. I'm trying to talk to you.
270 00:10:40,407 00:10:43,308 I'm trying to show you that I've thought out this choice. I'm trying to show you that I've thought out this choice.
271 00:10:43,377 00:10:45,038 But it's not just your choice. But it's not just your choice.
272 00:10:45,112 00:10:48,706 - To completely disrupt our child's life... - Why is it disrupting her life? - To completely disrupt our child's life... - Why is it disrupting her life?
273 00:10:48,781 00:10:50,942 You moved three times a year when you were a kid. You moved three times a year when you were a kid.
274 00:10:51,017 00:10:53,542 You turned out pretty good. Why isn't it just life? You turned out pretty good. Why isn't it just life?
275 00:10:54,020 00:10:55,009 (CAR HORN HONKING) (CAR HORN HONKING)
276 00:10:55,321 00:10:56,446 I have a consult. I have a consult.
277 00:10:56,521 00:10:57,749 Do you want to look at these? Do you want to look at these?
278 00:10:57,823 00:10:59,620 No. No, I'm good. No. No, I'm good.
279 00:11:00,459 00:11:01,892 (SIREN WAILING) (SIREN WAILING)
280 00:11:03,562 00:11:06,086 - He's so little. - He's so little. - He's so little. - He's so little.
281 00:11:07,832 00:11:10,096 Hey, you still have that, uh, prenatal appointment tomorrow? Hey, you still have that, uh, prenatal appointment tomorrow?
282 00:11:10,468 00:11:11,833 Yeah, uh, at 9:00. Yeah, uh, at 9:00.
283 00:11:12,002 00:11:13,367 Will you, um... Will you, um...
284 00:11:14,405 00:11:15,837 Just let me know how it goes. Just let me know how it goes.
285 00:11:15,905 00:11:17,497 Absolutely. Uh, right after. Absolutely. Uh, right after.
286 00:11:17,574 00:11:19,007 All right. Appreciate it. All right. Appreciate it.
287 00:11:19,242 00:11:20,539 Of course. (SIGHS) Of course. (SIGHS)
288 00:11:20,944 00:11:22,809 (WOMAN SPEAKING INDISTINCTLY OVER P.A. SYSTEM) (WOMAN SPEAKING INDISTINCTLY OVER P.A. SYSTEM)
289 00:11:25,314 00:11:27,942 OWEN: (SIGHS) Brandon's injuries are severe. OWEN: (SIGHS) Brandon's injuries are severe.
290 00:11:28,016 00:11:30,712 And we're taking him up to surgery right now. And we're taking him up to surgery right now.
291 00:11:30,919 00:11:34,479 The bullet hit his spinal cord, so at the moment we are evaluating... The bullet hit his spinal cord, so at the moment we are evaluating...
292 00:11:34,555 00:11:36,216 STACY: Patty. PATRICIA: Stacy, are you okay? STACY: Patty. PATRICIA: Stacy, are you okay?
293 00:11:36,290 00:11:37,587 - Were you shot at? - I'm so sorry. - Were you shot at? - I'm so sorry.
294 00:11:37,658 00:11:38,852 I left the room for just a few minutes. I left the room for just a few minutes.
295 00:11:38,926 00:11:40,086 Were the boys out front? Were the boys out front?
296 00:11:40,161 00:11:41,423 Did they find the person who did it? Did they find the person who did it?
297 00:11:43,029 00:11:44,018 (STAMMERS) (STAMMERS)
298 00:11:44,631 00:11:46,030 No. No.
299 00:11:46,099 00:11:47,566 The boys found your gun. The boys found your gun.
300 00:11:48,135 00:11:49,762 They were playing with it. They were playing with it.
301 00:11:49,970 00:11:51,301 Your gun? Your gun?
302 00:11:52,505 00:11:53,699 You have a gun? You have a gun?
303 00:11:54,140 00:11:56,506 Yes, I do. But it's locked. Yes, I do. But it's locked.
304 00:11:58,077 00:11:59,271 No. No.
305 00:12:00,246 00:12:01,371 No. No.
306 00:12:01,446 00:12:03,971 We were just playing. It went off. We were just playing. It went off.
307 00:12:04,749 00:12:05,807 Did I kill him? Did I kill him?
308 00:12:05,884 00:12:08,352 No. Peter, no, you didn't. No. Peter, no, you didn't.
309 00:12:08,419 00:12:10,682 Peter, Brandon's alive, okay? Peter, Brandon's alive, okay?
310 00:12:10,754 00:12:12,881 And we're gonna take care of him right now. And we're gonna take care of him right now.
311 00:12:12,956 00:12:14,184 All right? All right?
312 00:12:14,391 00:12:15,915 I'm gonna need to talk to you. I'm gonna need to talk to you.
313 00:12:15,993 00:12:17,187 Let's go. Let's go.
314 00:12:18,996 00:12:20,326 (SIGHS) (SIGHS)
315 00:12:22,064 00:12:23,929 - We don't know that. - Excuse me? - We don't know that. - Excuse me?
316 00:12:24,133 00:12:26,431 We told that kid that he didn't kill his friend. We told that kid that he didn't kill his friend.
317 00:12:26,502 00:12:27,662 He didn't. He didn't.
318 00:12:27,737 00:12:30,204 Except we don't know that. Not yet. Except we don't know that. Not yet.
319 00:12:31,907 00:12:33,875 (WOMAN SPEAKING INDISTINCTLY OVER P.A. SYSTEM) (WOMAN SPEAKING INDISTINCTLY OVER P.A. SYSTEM)
320 00:12:36,945 00:12:38,309 Hey. Hey.
321 00:12:40,614 00:12:42,775 Ooh. You all right? Ooh. You all right?
322 00:12:42,850 00:12:47,116 Yeah, I just... I needed a second. A little kid got shot. Yeah, I just... I needed a second. A little kid got shot.
323 00:12:48,121 00:12:49,315 Oh, God. (SIGHS) Oh, God. (SIGHS)
324 00:12:49,389 00:12:51,220 Yeah. It's just awful. Yeah. It's just awful.
325 00:12:53,359 00:12:54,656 Okay. Okay.
326 00:12:55,562 00:12:57,085 - Time's up. - Yeah. - Time's up. - Yeah.
327 00:12:57,229 00:12:59,026 How did everything go with Arizona? How did everything go with Arizona?
328 00:12:59,631 00:13:02,498 (SIGHS) She's not even open to talking. (SIGHS) She's not even open to talking.
329 00:13:02,568 00:13:04,263 It's like she's just saying no. It's like she's just saying no.
330 00:13:04,336 00:13:05,963 I'm sorry. That sucks. I'm sorry. That sucks.
331 00:13:06,104 00:13:07,536 Did I jump the gun here? Did I jump the gun here?
332 00:13:08,072 00:13:11,508 I'm just trying to get all the ducks in a row so that we can talk, I'm just trying to get all the ducks in a row so that we can talk,
333 00:13:11,576 00:13:14,067 but it seems like she really just wants to fight about this. but it seems like she really just wants to fight about this.
334 00:13:14,178 00:13:15,838 - Am I wrong? - Yeah, I... - Am I wrong? - Yeah, I...
335 00:13:16,179 00:13:17,407 I can't help you. I can't help you.
336 00:13:17,814 00:13:21,147 There may come a time when I get to have a say in Sofia's life, There may come a time when I get to have a say in Sofia's life,
337 00:13:21,218 00:13:23,448 but that's definitely not now. but that's definitely not now.
338 00:13:23,720 00:13:25,152 I'd just make things worse. I'd just make things worse.
339 00:13:26,622 00:13:28,852 So, all I can say is I'm sorry. So, all I can say is I'm sorry.
340 00:13:30,359 00:13:31,417 That sucks. That sucks.
341 00:13:41,336 00:13:44,270 Coags and LFTs are normal. She's ready when the OR's ready. Coags and LFTs are normal. She's ready when the OR's ready.
342 00:13:44,338 00:13:45,999 Great. How are you feeling? Great. How are you feeling?
343 00:13:47,708 00:13:48,970 Sheila, what's wrong? Sheila, what's wrong?
344 00:13:49,109 00:13:50,337 (CHUCKLES) (CHUCKLES)
345 00:13:50,544 00:13:52,444 Nothing. He just texted me. Nothing. He just texted me.
346 00:13:52,878 00:13:55,642 He's here in the hospital, and he brought irises. He's here in the hospital, and he brought irises.
347 00:13:55,781 00:13:58,147 He remembered I loved irises. He remembered I loved irises.
348 00:13:58,217 00:14:01,084 It's just... I was just freaking out. It's just... I was just freaking out.
349 00:14:02,087 00:14:04,681 (CHUCKLES) Okay, well, let's try to calm down. (CHUCKLES) Okay, well, let's try to calm down.
350 00:14:05,390 00:14:08,052 - Sheila Davis? - Yes. Is he here? - Sheila Davis? - Yes. Is he here?
351 00:14:08,627 00:14:09,616 Um... Um...
352 00:14:10,228 00:14:11,524 Yeah. Yeah.
353 00:14:11,829 00:14:12,853 Hi. Hi.
354 00:14:14,131 00:14:16,156 What? Who are you? What? Who are you?
355 00:14:16,233 00:14:17,427 I'm James. I'm James.
356 00:14:18,636 00:14:19,625 Surprise. Surprise.
357 00:14:19,703 00:14:20,964 No. No.
358 00:14:21,037 00:14:23,631 I... I... I know this isn't what you're expecting. I... I... I know this isn't what you're expecting.
359 00:14:23,706 00:14:26,266 I'm... I'm really, really sorry about that, but I just... I'm... I'm really, really sorry about that, but I just...
360 00:14:26,342 00:14:27,604 Oh, my God. Oh, my God.
361 00:14:27,710 00:14:29,575 This isn't how I wanted to do this at all, but when you... This isn't how I wanted to do this at all, but when you...
362 00:14:29,646 00:14:31,374 When you told me you were sick and you needed surgery, When you told me you were sick and you needed surgery,
363 00:14:31,480 00:14:32,777 - I just couldn't wait. - You catfished her. - I just couldn't wait. - You catfished her.
364 00:14:32,848 00:14:34,315 No, I... I just didn't want to... No, I... I just didn't want to...
365 00:14:34,383 00:14:36,715 Get out. Get out. Get out. Get out.
366 00:14:36,785 00:14:37,911 Sheila, it's... It's James. Sheila, it's... It's James.
367 00:14:37,986 00:14:39,850 - Get out! Get out! - We should call Security. - Get out! Get out! - We should call Security.
368 00:14:39,920 00:14:41,046 James, let's go. James, let's go.
369 00:14:41,656 00:14:42,850 - James. - Get out! - James. - Get out!
370 00:14:43,591 00:14:46,389 - I think we should go outside. - I just... - I think we should go outside. - I just...
371 00:14:47,762 00:14:48,989 (MONITOR BEEPING) (MONITOR BEEPING)
372 00:14:49,663 00:14:52,757 AMELIA: L1 shattered and left fragments in the spinal canal. AMELIA: L1 shattered and left fragments in the spinal canal.
373 00:14:53,233 00:14:54,894 ALEX: So, his mom just had a gun laying around. ALEX: So, his mom just had a gun laying around.
374 00:14:54,968 00:14:56,492 OWEN: She said she had it locked up. OWEN: She said she had it locked up.
375 00:14:56,569 00:14:58,433 AMELIA: The mom should be locked up. AMELIA: The mom should be locked up.
376 00:14:58,504 00:14:59,766 OWEN: Well, she might be. OWEN: Well, she might be.
377 00:15:00,105 00:15:02,198 It could be involuntary manslaughter if... It could be involuntary manslaughter if...
378 00:15:02,274 00:15:03,764 ALEX: Don't even say it. It's not gonna happen. ALEX: Don't even say it. It's not gonna happen.
379 00:15:03,842 00:15:04,900 AMELIA: Do you own a gun? AMELIA: Do you own a gun?
380 00:15:05,544 00:15:09,912 OWEN: No. (CHUCKLES) No. No, I fix bullet holes. I don't make them. OWEN: No. (CHUCKLES) No. No, I fix bullet holes. I don't make them.
381 00:15:10,148 00:15:11,911 AMELIA: I just mean you're in the Army. I imagine... AMELIA: I just mean you're in the Army. I imagine...
382 00:15:12,016 00:15:14,450 OWEN: Well, you need one in the Army. You don't need one here. OWEN: Well, you need one in the Army. You don't need one here.
383 00:15:14,519 00:15:15,679 AMELIA: Meanwhile, every day, someone's kid AMELIA: Meanwhile, every day, someone's kid
384 00:15:15,753 00:15:17,515 is in an OR with a gunshot wound. is in an OR with a gunshot wound.
385 00:15:17,587 00:15:18,781 Every single day. Every single day.
386 00:15:18,855 00:15:20,880 ALEX: When are people gonna learn? It just makes things worse. ALEX: When are people gonna learn? It just makes things worse.
387 00:15:20,957 00:15:22,982 And people always say they need one for protection. They don't. And people always say they need one for protection. They don't.
388 00:15:23,060 00:15:24,425 JO: Unless they do. JO: Unless they do.
389 00:15:25,028 00:15:26,153 I have a gun. I have a gun.
390 00:15:27,530 00:15:28,656 ALEX: (CHUCKLES) Yeah, right. ALEX: (CHUCKLES) Yeah, right.
391 00:15:28,731 00:15:30,494 JO: I do. I've had one for a long time. JO: I do. I've had one for a long time.
392 00:15:30,599 00:15:31,930 AMELIA: You have a gun. JO: Mmm-hmm. AMELIA: You have a gun. JO: Mmm-hmm.
393 00:15:32,001 00:15:33,195 AMELIA: Why? AMELIA: Why?
394 00:15:33,269 00:15:34,634 JO: Just like you said. For protection. JO: Just like you said. For protection.
395 00:15:34,704 00:15:36,568 OWEN: Have you used it? OWEN: Have you used it?
396 00:15:36,638 00:15:38,265 JO: No. I haven't needed to, thank God. JO: No. I haven't needed to, thank God.
397 00:15:38,340 00:15:39,739 Thank God you haven't had it used against you. Thank God you haven't had it used against you.
398 00:15:39,808 00:15:40,797 ALEX: All right. Can we stop? ALEX: All right. Can we stop?
399 00:15:40,875 00:15:43,343 There's a kid down there scared to death he might have killed his friend. There's a kid down there scared to death he might have killed his friend.
400 00:15:43,411 00:15:44,741 There are two lives on this table right now, There are two lives on this table right now,
401 00:15:44,812 00:15:47,508 so can we just stop the chatter and pay attention? so can we just stop the chatter and pay attention?
402 00:15:49,483 00:15:50,711 Right angle. Right angle.
403 00:15:59,992 00:16:02,960 NURSE: Let me just tell him. Yes. Thanks for holding. Who's calling? NURSE: Let me just tell him. Yes. Thanks for holding. Who's calling?
404 00:16:03,762 00:16:04,888 What happened? What happened?
405 00:16:05,664 00:16:07,097 NURSE: Right. NURSE: Right.
406 00:16:07,332 00:16:08,594 - Sorry? - Well, how did you... - Sorry? - Well, how did you...
407 00:16:09,701 00:16:11,931 Where were you that they were able to get a gun? Where were you that they were able to get a gun?
408 00:16:12,003 00:16:13,469 I was... I was...
409 00:16:14,238 00:16:15,603 I left the room for a minute. I left the room for a minute.
410 00:16:15,673 00:16:17,903 - For a minute? - It was so fast. - For a minute? - It was so fast.
411 00:16:18,209 00:16:20,177 So, but why? Why? So, but why? Why?
412 00:16:20,277 00:16:21,335 What? What?
413 00:16:21,412 00:16:23,641 Did you leave your phone charger in the car or... Did you leave your phone charger in the car or...
414 00:16:23,713 00:16:25,544 Were you texting or was it the TV? Were you texting or was it the TV?
415 00:16:25,615 00:16:28,311 No! The police already asked me all this. No! The police already asked me all this.
416 00:16:28,385 00:16:30,250 Yeah, why were you gone long enough Yeah, why were you gone long enough
417 00:16:30,320 00:16:32,844 for them to unlock a drawer or a closet or whatever for them to unlock a drawer or a closet or whatever
418 00:16:32,921 00:16:35,048 and pull out a gun and shoot it? and pull out a gun and shoot it?
419 00:16:35,791 00:16:37,315 It was your job to keep them safe. It was your job to keep them safe.
420 00:16:37,393 00:16:39,054 It was literally your job. It was literally your job.
421 00:16:39,128 00:16:40,594 And I was doing my job. And I was doing my job.
422 00:16:41,162 00:16:44,859 The boys aren't babies. They're eight. They go off and they play together. The boys aren't babies. They're eight. They go off and they play together.
423 00:16:44,932 00:16:48,368 I don't have to watch over them every single second. I don't have to watch over them every single second.
424 00:16:48,436 00:16:50,596 They're good boys. They're good boys.
425 00:16:51,071 00:16:53,539 I... I should be able to go to the bathroom I... I should be able to go to the bathroom
426 00:16:53,607 00:16:57,304 or warm them up some mac and cheese without them shooting each other. or warm them up some mac and cheese without them shooting each other.
427 00:16:57,377 00:16:58,503 Dr. Pierce. Dr. Pierce.
428 00:16:58,578 00:17:00,408 (CRYING) I was just making them food! (CRYING) I was just making them food!
429 00:17:01,714 00:17:03,045 This wasn't my fault! This wasn't my fault!
430 00:17:03,115 00:17:05,583 Can I get you to take a look at something, please? Can I get you to take a look at something, please?
431 00:17:05,785 00:17:06,911 (CRYING) (CRYING)
432 00:17:08,353 00:17:10,150 I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry.
433 00:17:11,890 00:17:13,482 Did they call someone for you? Did they call someone for you?
434 00:17:13,758 00:17:15,487 Is your mom coming? Is your mom coming?
435 00:17:16,761 00:17:18,489 Uh, Dr. Pierce. Uh, Dr. Pierce.
436 00:17:22,900 00:17:25,698 I spent every day for an entire year talking to him, I spent every day for an entire year talking to him,
437 00:17:25,769 00:17:27,963 and he's just a liar. and he's just a liar.
438 00:17:28,171 00:17:30,002 Of course, I'm the idiot who let it happen. Of course, I'm the idiot who let it happen.
439 00:17:30,072 00:17:32,131 I mean, I told him that I loved him before we even met. I mean, I told him that I loved him before we even met.
440 00:17:32,208 00:17:33,197 Who the hell does that? Who the hell does that?
441 00:17:33,276 00:17:34,641 Well, you were ready for something good. Well, you were ready for something good.
442 00:17:34,710 00:17:35,802 Yeah, plus, sometimes Yeah, plus, sometimes
443 00:17:35,877 00:17:38,345 someone can seem really, really good onscreen. someone can seem really, really good onscreen.
444 00:17:38,413 00:17:39,903 - True. - Sometimes too good. - True. - Sometimes too good.
445 00:17:39,981 00:17:42,609 - He was so good onscreen. - I know. - He was so good onscreen. - I know.
446 00:17:43,084 00:17:45,210 Oh, my God. No, no, no. Oh, my God. No, no, no.
447 00:17:45,286 00:17:48,881 - What... What is he doing here? - SHEILA: Wait. That's your date? - What... What is he doing here? - SHEILA: Wait. That's your date?
448 00:17:48,956 00:17:50,583 That's the guy you were gonna do the... That's the guy you were gonna do the...
449 00:17:50,658 00:17:52,023 - Please don't. - I mean, I wouldn't. - Please don't. - I mean, I wouldn't.
450 00:17:52,092 00:17:53,252 I'm classy, remember? I'm classy, remember?
451 00:17:53,327 00:17:55,351 - Hi. What are you... - Hey. - Hi. What are you... - Hey.
452 00:17:55,795 00:17:57,729 - Uh, I'm working. - I'll... I'll... I'll walk with you. - Uh, I'm working. - I'll... I'll... I'll walk with you.
453 00:17:58,298 00:17:59,595 I'm, uh, Kyle Diaz. I'm, uh, Kyle Diaz.
454 00:17:59,666 00:18:01,531 Hi, Kyle. I feel like I know you. Hi, Kyle. I feel like I know you.
455 00:18:01,601 00:18:02,898 What are you doing here? What are you doing here?
456 00:18:02,969 00:18:03,992 You said you couldn't wait to see me. You said you couldn't wait to see me.
457 00:18:04,069 00:18:05,331 I said a lot of things. I said a lot of things.
458 00:18:05,404 00:18:06,666 - She did. - SHEILA: This is my life. - She did. - SHEILA: This is my life.
459 00:18:06,738 00:18:08,035 I get James and you get that. I get James and you get that.
460 00:18:08,106 00:18:09,539 You really need to leave. I'm working. You really need to leave. I'm working.
461 00:18:09,608 00:18:11,974 You know, Edwards, you can go and catch up if you need to. You know, Edwards, you can go and catch up if you need to.
462 00:18:12,044 00:18:13,169 See? We get to catch up. See? We get to catch up.
463 00:18:13,244 00:18:14,541 No, we really... I don't need to catch up. No, we really... I don't need to catch up.
464 00:18:14,612 00:18:17,979 Uh, you really need to leave because I need to go operate. Uh, you really need to leave because I need to go operate.
465 00:18:18,282 00:18:19,943 Ooh, can I watch? Ooh, can I watch?
466 00:18:20,251 00:18:21,843 - See you do your thing? - No. - See you do your thing? - No.
467 00:18:21,919 00:18:23,545 - No? - No, it's private, okay? - No? - No, it's private, okay?
468 00:18:23,620 00:18:26,817 The OR is a private place, and you can't watch. The OR is a private place, and you can't watch.
469 00:18:26,923 00:18:29,483 I'm working! This is an OR elevator. I'm working! This is an OR elevator.
470 00:18:29,559 00:18:32,550 You can't go in here, either. The OR is a sterile area. You can't go in here, either. The OR is a sterile area.
471 00:18:32,628 00:18:34,528 You are not sterile. You are not sterile.
472 00:18:34,597 00:18:36,929 You are very, very dirty. You are very, very dirty.
473 00:18:41,035 00:18:42,297 Robbins. Robbins.
474 00:18:42,403 00:18:44,564 I've been working on the resident rotation schedule. I've been working on the resident rotation schedule.
475 00:18:44,639 00:18:45,628 Okay. Okay.
476 00:18:45,707 00:18:47,197 Yeah, and losing Warren and Blake, Yeah, and losing Warren and Blake,
477 00:18:47,275 00:18:49,209 I mean, soon enough, it's gonna have an impact. I mean, soon enough, it's gonna have an impact.
478 00:18:49,277 00:18:50,675 Yeah. Yeah.
479 00:18:50,777 00:18:55,476 Um, would you care if you lost a resident for a few days Um, would you care if you lost a resident for a few days
480 00:18:55,549 00:18:57,608 - while I get things settled? - No. - while I get things settled? - No.
481 00:18:57,718 00:19:00,413 - I'll give you two interns. - No! No! Why is it just me? - I'll give you two interns. - No! No! Why is it just me?
482 00:19:00,486 00:19:01,748 Why are you taking my resident away? Why are you taking my resident away?
483 00:19:01,821 00:19:03,516 Why am I the one that's just gonna roll over and take it? Why am I the one that's just gonna roll over and take it?
484 00:19:03,589 00:19:05,022 And why don't you go screw someone else over? And why don't you go screw someone else over?
485 00:19:05,091 00:19:07,389 Robbins, you might want to take it down a notch. Robbins, you might want to take it down a notch.
486 00:19:07,727 00:19:09,159 (SIGHS) (SIGHS)
487 00:19:10,061 00:19:11,756 Callie's moving to New York. Callie's moving to New York.
488 00:19:13,098 00:19:14,258 What? What?
489 00:19:14,332 00:19:15,993 And she's trying to take Sofia with her. And she's trying to take Sofia with her.
490 00:19:16,067 00:19:17,295 Can she do that? Can she do that?
491 00:19:22,673 00:19:24,436 Hey. What are you doing here? Hey. What are you doing here?
492 00:19:24,909 00:19:26,308 (CLAPS) I'm doing it. (CLAPS) I'm doing it.
493 00:19:27,244 00:19:28,608 You're doing what? You're doing what?
494 00:19:28,678 00:19:30,168 Something other than literally, Something other than literally,
495 00:19:30,246 00:19:32,612 literally watching the clothes dry at my house. literally watching the clothes dry at my house.
496 00:19:32,682 00:19:35,207 - Slow down. - I'm meeting with Don Heller. - Slow down. - I'm meeting with Don Heller.
497 00:19:36,919 00:19:38,978 - Seriously? - Yes. Yes. - Seriously? - Yes. Yes.
498 00:19:39,054 00:19:42,490 Look, I have seven years in anesthesiology. It's perfect. Look, I have seven years in anesthesiology. It's perfect.
499 00:19:42,558 00:19:46,926 I can work, help people, earn money, and get time in the OR. I can work, help people, earn money, and get time in the OR.
500 00:19:46,994 00:19:48,461 Everybody wins. Everybody wins.
501 00:19:48,529 00:19:50,224 All right. What does... What does Bailey think about this? All right. What does... What does Bailey think about this?
502 00:19:51,299 00:19:53,130 - Well, listen, it might not even pan out. - Right. - Well, listen, it might not even pan out. - Right.
503 00:19:53,200 00:19:54,428 I mean, why tell her until it's a real thing? I mean, why tell her until it's a real thing?
504 00:19:54,502 00:19:55,490 That's what I thought. That's what I thought.
505 00:19:55,569 00:19:57,298 - Just keep it to ourselves. - Until we know. - Just keep it to ourselves. - Until we know.
506 00:19:57,370 00:19:59,235 (SIGHS) You realize that's a terrible idea, right? (SIGHS) You realize that's a terrible idea, right?
507 00:19:59,306 00:20:00,432 It's a great idea. It's a great idea.
508 00:20:01,007 00:20:02,338 I wish you luck, sir. I wish you luck, sir.
509 00:20:05,277 00:20:07,609 It's a great idea. It's a great idea.
510 00:20:08,948 00:20:11,212 OWEN: I don't see any residual bleeding. Can you get a good look? OWEN: I don't see any residual bleeding. Can you get a good look?
511 00:20:11,283 00:20:12,580 AMELIA: Yeah. AMELIA: Yeah.
512 00:20:16,087 00:20:17,748 AMELIA: (SIGHS) Definite CSF leak. AMELIA: (SIGHS) Definite CSF leak.
513 00:20:17,822 00:20:20,484 We'll need to remove the entire vertebral body We'll need to remove the entire vertebral body
514 00:20:20,558 00:20:22,253 - to decompress the spinal cord, right? - OWEN: Mmm-hmm. - to decompress the spinal cord, right? - OWEN: Mmm-hmm.
515 00:20:22,327 00:20:25,295 AMELIA: Problem is, I'll need to dissect more of the aorta. AMELIA: Problem is, I'll need to dissect more of the aorta.
516 00:20:25,362 00:20:26,420 JO: Risking paralysis? JO: Risking paralysis?
517 00:20:26,496 00:20:28,157 - Is there another option? - AMELIA: Put him in a brace. - Is there another option? - AMELIA: Put him in a brace.
518 00:20:28,231 00:20:29,823 ALEX: Then he wouldn't be completely decompressed. ALEX: Then he wouldn't be completely decompressed.
519 00:20:29,900 00:20:31,458 JO: So, we risk paralyzing him either way. JO: So, we risk paralyzing him either way.
520 00:20:31,535 00:20:33,365 OWEN: What are you gonna do? OWEN: What are you gonna do?
521 00:20:34,570 00:20:36,470 AMELIA: Do I have time to talk to his mom? AMELIA: Do I have time to talk to his mom?
522 00:20:36,539 00:20:39,667 Both the brace and the surgery carry some risk of paralysis. Both the brace and the surgery carry some risk of paralysis.
523 00:20:40,176 00:20:41,938 My recommendation is the surgery. My recommendation is the surgery.
524 00:20:42,010 00:20:44,501 It's very delicate, but I would like to try. It's very delicate, but I would like to try.
525 00:20:44,579 00:20:46,979 My husband's on his way. Do I have to decide right now? My husband's on his way. Do I have to decide right now?
526 00:20:47,048 00:20:48,777 I'm afraid we can't wait. I'm afraid we can't wait.
527 00:20:49,250 00:20:52,241 Okay. Okay. Um, then please do whatever you can. Okay. Okay. Um, then please do whatever you can.
528 00:20:52,686 00:20:55,120 But he'll survive, either way, right? But he'll survive, either way, right?
529 00:20:55,255 00:20:56,688 - Danielle. - We're working very hard. - Danielle. - We're working very hard.
530 00:20:56,757 00:20:58,452 He'll pull through. I know he will. He'll pull through. I know he will.
531 00:20:58,525 00:21:00,992 - Danielle, will you shut up? - What? - Danielle, will you shut up? - What?
532 00:21:01,294 00:21:04,491 - You better hope he pulls through. - This is not Peter's fault. - You better hope he pulls through. - This is not Peter's fault.
533 00:21:04,564 00:21:06,156 - He is a child. - But the gun was locked away. - He is a child. - But the gun was locked away.
534 00:21:06,232 00:21:08,097 - They shouldn't have been in my room. - This is not the time... - They shouldn't have been in my room. - This is not the time...
535 00:21:08,167 00:21:09,929 Don't you dare get righteous with me. Don't you dare get righteous with me.
536 00:21:10,569 00:21:13,265 That was your house and your gun and your kid That was your house and your gun and your kid
537 00:21:13,338 00:21:14,999 that knew about it, not mine. that knew about it, not mine.
538 00:21:15,774 00:21:18,607 I sent my child over to your house to play, I sent my child over to your house to play,
539 00:21:18,677 00:21:20,871 and your kid might have made him a murderer. and your kid might have made him a murderer.
540 00:21:32,989 00:21:34,149 - Hey. - Hi. - Hey. - Hi.
541 00:21:34,224 00:21:35,816 I called the sitter. The kids are okay. I called the sitter. The kids are okay.
542 00:21:35,892 00:21:36,916 What's wrong? What happened? What's wrong? What happened?
543 00:21:36,993 00:21:39,426 Nothing. Nothing. I just wanted to make sure they're okay, and they are. Nothing. Nothing. I just wanted to make sure they're okay, and they are.
544 00:21:39,495 00:21:40,587 What's wrong with you? What's wrong with you?
545 00:21:41,597 00:21:43,155 Oh. Okay, you guys haven't heard. Oh. Okay, you guys haven't heard.
546 00:21:43,432 00:21:47,128 An eight-year-old came in today, GSW, accidentally shot by his friend. An eight-year-old came in today, GSW, accidentally shot by his friend.
547 00:21:47,835 00:21:49,530 - Oh. - Oh. Wow. - Oh. - Oh. Wow.
548 00:21:49,604 00:21:52,232 Anyway, just wanted to check in, you know? Anyway, just wanted to check in, you know?
549 00:21:52,306 00:21:53,705 - Okay. - Yeah. - Okay. - Yeah.
550 00:21:56,476 00:21:58,000 Man, I just... Man, I just...
551 00:21:58,645 00:22:00,237 Kids with guns. Kids with guns.
552 00:22:00,313 00:22:01,337 Stop that. Stop that.
553 00:22:01,782 00:22:03,841 We're not doing this. It's too sad. We're not doing this. It's too sad.
554 00:22:03,917 00:22:05,713 Shake it off. We can be sad later. Shake it off. We can be sad later.
555 00:22:05,785 00:22:08,117 We're not talking juvie GSW during my surgery. We're not talking juvie GSW during my surgery.
556 00:22:11,524 00:22:14,618 Richard, she offered me visitation rights to see my own daughter. Richard, she offered me visitation rights to see my own daughter.
557 00:22:14,694 00:22:16,718 Well, I... I'm sure she didn't mean it that way, Arizona. Well, I... I'm sure she didn't mean it that way, Arizona.
558 00:22:16,795 00:22:19,093 How else would she mean it? My lawyer says it's an indication that... How else would she mean it? My lawyer says it's an indication that...
559 00:22:19,164 00:22:20,324 Your lawyer? Your lawyer?
560 00:22:20,398 00:22:22,298 Yes, I have to protect myself. Yes, I have to protect myself.
561 00:22:23,234 00:22:24,962 I know you feel like you do. I know you feel like you do.
562 00:22:25,569 00:22:29,005 But you and Torres have always figured out this stuff beautifully. But you and Torres have always figured out this stuff beautifully.
563 00:22:29,073 00:22:31,701 Just slow down. I just watched Jackson and April... Just slow down. I just watched Jackson and April...
564 00:22:31,775 00:22:33,208 Yeah, I know. So did I. It was a mess. Yeah, I know. So did I. It was a mess.
565 00:22:33,277 00:22:36,040 A mess started with overreactions and misunderstandings. A mess started with overreactions and misunderstandings.
566 00:22:36,112 00:22:37,875 So, what? Now I'm overreacting? So, what? Now I'm overreacting?
567 00:22:37,947 00:22:41,439 I'm saying Sofia's too important not to ask yourself if you are I'm saying Sofia's too important not to ask yourself if you are
568 00:22:41,517 00:22:43,746 before you do something that can't be undone. before you do something that can't be undone.
569 00:22:45,487 00:22:47,114 You're right. Of course. You're right. Of course.
570 00:22:48,623 00:22:50,147 You're right. I know. You're right. I know.
571 00:22:53,461 00:22:55,088 MEREDITH: Retract more cephalad. MEREDITH: Retract more cephalad.
572 00:22:55,730 00:22:56,719 Great. Great.
573 00:22:56,897 00:22:58,159 So, what's your deal? So, what's your deal?
574 00:22:58,232 00:23:00,598 STEPHANIE: I'll establish vascular control, and... STEPHANIE: I'll establish vascular control, and...
575 00:23:00,668 00:23:02,965 MEREDITH: No, I meant about your date, the one you blew off out there. MEREDITH: No, I meant about your date, the one you blew off out there.
576 00:23:03,036 00:23:05,664 STEPHANIE: There is no deal. STEPHANIE: There is no deal.
577 00:23:05,739 00:23:07,400 - What's your deal? - MEREDITH: Excuse me. - What's your deal? - MEREDITH: Excuse me.
578 00:23:07,474 00:23:09,874 You're not supposed to tell me to take my time to go see a guy. You're not supposed to tell me to take my time to go see a guy.
579 00:23:09,943 00:23:11,375 You're supposed to tell me to hurry up and prep. You're supposed to tell me to hurry up and prep.
580 00:23:11,443 00:23:14,606 Can you please do your job and make my life miserable? Can you please do your job and make my life miserable?
581 00:23:14,680 00:23:16,147 MEREDITH: I'm just saying, after all those texts, MEREDITH: I'm just saying, after all those texts,
582 00:23:16,215 00:23:17,910 and then that's the way you treat him? and then that's the way you treat him?
583 00:23:17,983 00:23:19,473 STEPHANIE: 'Cause the texts are all it is. STEPHANIE: 'Cause the texts are all it is.
584 00:23:19,551 00:23:22,075 Yeah, it's been a few weeks, and it's good and hot, but... Yeah, it's been a few weeks, and it's good and hot, but...
585 00:23:22,153 00:23:23,984 MEREDITH: (CHUCKLES) I know. It's on my phone. MEREDITH: (CHUCKLES) I know. It's on my phone.
586 00:23:24,055 00:23:25,784 STEPHANIE: The expectations are too high. STEPHANIE: The expectations are too high.
587 00:23:25,857 00:23:27,381 There can only be disappointment from here. There can only be disappointment from here.
588 00:23:27,458 00:23:28,447 MEREDITH: You don't know that. MEREDITH: You don't know that.
589 00:23:28,526 00:23:31,255 STEPHANIE: I know I am a very good "on paper" person. STEPHANIE: I know I am a very good "on paper" person.
590 00:23:31,328 00:23:33,660 I mean, I shine. I'm amazing. I mean, I shine. I'm amazing.
591 00:23:35,165 00:23:38,328 But when it comes to being an "in person" person, I... But when it comes to being an "in person" person, I...
592 00:23:39,268 00:23:41,168 You said you wanted to work and not talk, You said you wanted to work and not talk,
593 00:23:41,237 00:23:42,898 so can we focus on the work, please? so can we focus on the work, please?
594 00:23:42,972 00:23:45,031 MEREDITH: I said I didn't want to talk about sad stuff. MEREDITH: I said I didn't want to talk about sad stuff.
595 00:23:45,107 00:23:46,802 I'm okay to talk about this stuff. I'm okay to talk about this stuff.
596 00:23:46,876 00:23:48,001 STEPHANIE: Graspers. STEPHANIE: Graspers.
597 00:23:48,076 00:23:49,634 MEREDITH: Although, this is its own kind of sad. MEREDITH: Although, this is its own kind of sad.
598 00:23:49,711 00:23:52,009 STEPHANIE: Hell. I'm in actual hell right now. STEPHANIE: Hell. I'm in actual hell right now.
599 00:23:52,080 00:23:53,411 MEREDITH: Well, you said to make you miserable. MEREDITH: Well, you said to make you miserable.
600 00:23:57,584 00:23:59,609 NURSE: Dr. Shepherd, BP is going down. NURSE: Dr. Shepherd, BP is going down.
601 00:23:59,686 00:24:01,278 AMELIA: How's that bone graft coming? AMELIA: How's that bone graft coming?
602 00:24:01,355 00:24:03,619 OWEN: It's out. Sealing up with bone wax. OWEN: It's out. Sealing up with bone wax.
603 00:24:04,358 00:24:05,484 (CLEARS THROAT) (CLEARS THROAT)
604 00:24:07,827 00:24:08,885 ALEX: It's in the house? ALEX: It's in the house?
605 00:24:09,529 00:24:10,518 JO: What? JO: What?
606 00:24:10,596 00:24:13,360 ALEX: The gun. Where is it in the house? ALEX: The gun. Where is it in the house?
607 00:24:14,634 00:24:16,294 JO: It's in a safe place. JO: It's in a safe place.
608 00:24:16,368 00:24:18,302 I didn't even know it was there. I want to know where it is. I didn't even know it was there. I want to know where it is.
609 00:24:18,370 00:24:19,860 JO: It's in a box under the bed. JO: It's in a box under the bed.
610 00:24:19,938 00:24:20,962 ALEX: It's under our bed? ALEX: It's under our bed?
611 00:24:21,039 00:24:22,301 JO: That's where we'd need it. JO: That's where we'd need it.
612 00:24:22,374 00:24:23,568 ALEX: I don't want a gun in my house. ALEX: I don't want a gun in my house.
613 00:24:23,642 00:24:25,734 JO: It's my house, too. It makes me feel safer. JO: It's my house, too. It makes me feel safer.
614 00:24:25,810 00:24:27,539 ALEX: Does it? JO: Have you seen our neighborhood? ALEX: Does it? JO: Have you seen our neighborhood?
615 00:24:27,611 00:24:29,306 Because you're not safer. You're more likely to get hurt Because you're not safer. You're more likely to get hurt
616 00:24:29,380 00:24:30,870 - because there's a freakin' gun around. - Alex. - because there's a freakin' gun around. - Alex.
617 00:24:30,948 00:24:32,108 I got shot once. You know that. I got shot once. You know that.
618 00:24:32,583 00:24:33,777 (MONITOR BEEPING) (MONITOR BEEPING)
619 00:24:34,984 00:24:37,452 OWEN: (CLEARS THROAT) BP's 60/40. Starting him on levo. OWEN: (CLEARS THROAT) BP's 60/40. Starting him on levo.
620 00:24:37,520 00:24:39,750 AMELIA: Once I decompress the spinal cord, it should get better. AMELIA: Once I decompress the spinal cord, it should get better.
621 00:24:39,823 00:24:41,916 - I just... Just let me work. - ALEX: Work faster. - I just... Just let me work. - ALEX: Work faster.
622 00:24:55,837 00:24:57,099 You okay? You okay?
623 00:24:57,405 00:24:59,236 Yeah. Just watching. Yeah. Just watching.
624 00:25:00,474 00:25:02,373 He's hypotensive now. He's hypotensive now.
625 00:25:02,442 00:25:03,932 You'd make a good cop. You'd make a good cop.
626 00:25:05,645 00:25:07,579 You nearly broke that babysitter. You nearly broke that babysitter.
627 00:25:07,647 00:25:09,114 (SIGHS) I don't know what I was doing. (SIGHS) I don't know what I was doing.
628 00:25:09,416 00:25:10,644 Why did I do that? Why did I do that?
629 00:25:10,851 00:25:12,909 I watch my sister's kids all the time. I watch my sister's kids all the time.
630 00:25:12,985 00:25:15,283 And last week, I turned away for one second, And last week, I turned away for one second,
631 00:25:15,354 00:25:16,514 and my nephew had dumped and my nephew had dumped
632 00:25:16,589 00:25:18,682 an entire bag of flour on the kitchen floor. an entire bag of flour on the kitchen floor.
633 00:25:18,858 00:25:20,257 - He's three. - (CHUCKLES) - He's three. - (CHUCKLES)
634 00:25:20,593 00:25:21,854 And I thought, And I thought,
635 00:25:21,926 00:25:24,053 "What if that had been a pot of boiling water?" "What if that had been a pot of boiling water?"
636 00:25:24,229 00:25:27,323 I'm not used to this. I'm not used to this.
637 00:25:28,299 00:25:30,789 Being scared like this, worrying like this. Being scared like this, worrying like this.
638 00:25:32,536 00:25:34,333 They're not even my kids. They're not even my kids.
639 00:25:35,639 00:25:37,300 Oh, I get it. Oh, I get it.
640 00:25:38,175 00:25:39,937 They're family. They're family.
641 00:25:41,644 00:25:43,009 Family messes you up. Family messes you up.
642 00:25:45,114 00:25:46,581 That part's new for me. That part's new for me.
643 00:25:51,586 00:25:52,780 Got a minute? Got a minute?
644 00:25:52,854 00:25:54,287 Ben. What are you... Ben. What are you...
645 00:25:54,356 00:25:56,153 I just came by to, uh... I just came by to, uh...
646 00:25:56,424 00:25:57,448 (CHUCKLES) You know, I... (CHUCKLES) You know, I...
647 00:25:57,525 00:25:59,321 I had a nice conversation with Don Heller just now. I had a nice conversation with Don Heller just now.
648 00:25:59,393 00:26:00,485 - You did? - Yeah. - You did? - Yeah.
649 00:26:00,561 00:26:02,825 I thought I could pick up some cases as an anesthesiologist, I thought I could pick up some cases as an anesthesiologist,
650 00:26:02,897 00:26:04,228 and he said he'd be happy to have me... and he said he'd be happy to have me...
651 00:26:04,298 00:26:06,664 - No, absolutely not. - I said, "Great. When can I start?" - No, absolutely not. - I said, "Great. When can I start?"
652 00:26:06,734 00:26:07,995 Ben, no. Ben, no.
653 00:26:08,067 00:26:10,092 I can't sit around that house for five more months, Miranda. I can't sit around that house for five more months, Miranda.
654 00:26:10,169 00:26:12,933 You're suspended. Sitting around is the damn point. You're suspended. Sitting around is the damn point.
655 00:26:13,006 00:26:16,203 I am suspended from the surgical residency program. I am suspended from the surgical residency program.
656 00:26:16,276 00:26:19,574 I won't be operating. And I can stay current in the OR. I won't be operating. And I can stay current in the OR.
657 00:26:19,645 00:26:20,839 I can earn a living. I can earn a living.
658 00:26:20,913 00:26:22,312 Nobody's gonna go hungry. Nobody's gonna go hungry.
659 00:26:22,381 00:26:24,906 Look, what's it gonna look like if the staff sees you Look, what's it gonna look like if the staff sees you
660 00:26:24,983 00:26:27,075 sitting in surgery like nothing happened? sitting in surgery like nothing happened?
661 00:26:27,151 00:26:28,209 It's gonna look like I'm working. It's gonna look like I'm working.
662 00:26:28,286 00:26:30,777 - It'll make me look like I'm... - You? You? - It'll make me look like I'm... - You? You?
663 00:26:30,855 00:26:32,447 See, it's always about your job, See, it's always about your job,
664 00:26:32,523 00:26:34,013 what's gonna make you look good or bad. what's gonna make you look good or bad.
665 00:26:34,091 00:26:35,148 Well, what am I supposed to do? Well, what am I supposed to do?
666 00:26:35,225 00:26:36,817 I don't know, but you're not doing this. I don't know, but you're not doing this.
667 00:26:38,328 00:26:40,728 You run Surgery, not Anesthesia. You run Surgery, not Anesthesia.
668 00:26:40,797 00:26:42,287 You're not chief there. You're not chief there.
669 00:26:42,399 00:26:44,730 It's not your department. It's not your call. It's not your department. It's not your call.
670 00:26:45,768 00:26:47,702 Ben, you can do this. Ben, you can do this.
671 00:26:47,770 00:26:49,931 - Oh, I know I can. - But if you do, - Oh, I know I can. - But if you do,
672 00:26:50,005 00:26:51,370 you better figure out where you're gonna sleep. you better figure out where you're gonna sleep.
673 00:26:55,410 00:26:56,536 (DOOR SLAMS) (DOOR SLAMS)
674 00:26:57,578 00:26:58,840 OWEN: How you doing? OWEN: How you doing?
675 00:26:58,913 00:27:00,210 AMELIA: Micro Penfield 4. AMELIA: Micro Penfield 4.
676 00:27:00,281 00:27:01,680 - Just a few more... - (ALARM BEEPING) - Just a few more... - (ALARM BEEPING)
677 00:27:01,749 00:27:03,739 JO: He's in V-tach, rate of 233. JO: He's in V-tach, rate of 233.
678 00:27:03,817 00:27:05,284 OWEN: Paddles! AMELIA: No, no paddles. OWEN: Paddles! AMELIA: No, no paddles.
679 00:27:05,352 00:27:07,286 His spine is completely unstable and exposed right now. His spine is completely unstable and exposed right now.
680 00:27:07,354 00:27:08,719 ALEX: We have to. AMELIA: If you shock him, ALEX: We have to. AMELIA: If you shock him,
681 00:27:08,789 00:27:10,154 he will move and he will be paralyzed. he will move and he will be paralyzed.
682 00:27:10,223 00:27:11,485 You'll undo all my work. You'll undo all my work.
683 00:27:11,558 00:27:12,683 OWEN: We'll try and take him down with meds. OWEN: We'll try and take him down with meds.
684 00:27:12,758 00:27:14,953 Uh, push amiodarone, 125 milligrams. Uh, push amiodarone, 125 milligrams.
685 00:27:15,027 00:27:17,291 AMELIA: Just give me a minute. ALEX: Add vaso on top of his pressors. AMELIA: Just give me a minute. ALEX: Add vaso on top of his pressors.
686 00:27:17,363 00:27:18,887 JO: V-fib. ALEX: Shepherd, we have to shock him. JO: V-fib. ALEX: Shepherd, we have to shock him.
687 00:27:18,965 00:27:20,899 - Charge to 50. - No! If he moves, he won't walk. - Charge to 50. - No! If he moves, he won't walk.
688 00:27:20,967 00:27:23,196 ALEX: If he dies, he won't walk, either. Clear. ALEX: If he dies, he won't walk, either. Clear.
689 00:27:23,268 00:27:24,565 - (PADDLE WHINES) - Amelia, clear! - (PADDLE WHINES) - Amelia, clear!
690 00:27:24,636 00:27:26,331 AMELIA: Just give me... Damn it! AMELIA: Just give me... Damn it!
691 00:27:26,805 00:27:27,863 Clear. Clear.
692 00:27:28,606 00:27:29,595 (THUMP) (THUMP)
693 00:27:30,975 00:27:32,408 (AMELIA BREATHING DEEPLY) (AMELIA BREATHING DEEPLY)
694 00:27:41,951 00:27:43,111 Is Sheila okay? Is Sheila okay?
695 00:27:43,186 00:27:45,882 James, Sheila was very clear. She wants you to leave. James, Sheila was very clear. She wants you to leave.
696 00:27:45,955 00:27:47,354 I love her. I wasn't trying to lie. I love her. I wasn't trying to lie.
697 00:27:47,423 00:27:48,515 Should I call Security? Should I call Security?
698 00:27:48,591 00:27:49,887 We talked online every day. We talked online every day.
699 00:27:49,958 00:27:51,823 We understand each other in a way that... We understand each other in a way that...
700 00:27:51,893 00:27:55,090 I've never been seen like that or loved like that for who I am. I've never been seen like that or loved like that for who I am.
701 00:27:55,163 00:27:56,960 Well, not exactly who you are. Well, not exactly who you are.
702 00:27:57,032 00:27:59,363 Yes. Who I am, not just what I look like. Yes. Who I am, not just what I look like.
703 00:27:59,433 00:28:01,060 So, when she asked to see my picture, So, when she asked to see my picture,
704 00:28:01,135 00:28:03,262 I... I looked at myself in the mirror and... I... I looked at myself in the mirror and...
705 00:28:03,671 00:28:04,729 I got scared. I got scared.
706 00:28:04,805 00:28:06,705 I knew this could happen. I'm not stupid. I knew this could happen. I'm not stupid.
707 00:28:06,774 00:28:10,140 But then, when she was dying, I had to risk it. But then, when she was dying, I had to risk it.
708 00:28:10,210 00:28:11,370 Well, she wasn't dying. Well, she wasn't dying.
709 00:28:11,444 00:28:13,708 - Her tumor, I mean. - It was a benign tumor. - Her tumor, I mean. - It was a benign tumor.
710 00:28:13,780 00:28:16,044 The chances of it killing her were very, very low. The chances of it killing her were very, very low.
711 00:28:16,216 00:28:17,614 Excuse me? Excuse me?
712 00:28:17,683 00:28:18,877 Yeah. Yeah.
713 00:28:21,453 00:28:22,579 You told me you were dying! You told me you were dying!
714 00:28:22,654 00:28:24,315 - Get out. - You said you had a malignant tumor. - Get out. - You said you had a malignant tumor.
715 00:28:24,390 00:28:25,550 You said you were 6'2". You said you were 6'2".
716 00:28:25,624 00:28:26,648 How could you lie straight to my face? How could you lie straight to my face?
717 00:28:26,724 00:28:27,748 It wasn't even your face, you liar. It wasn't even your face, you liar.
718 00:28:27,825 00:28:29,383 - You said you were dying! - You said you had hair! - You said you were dying! - You said you had hair!
719 00:28:29,460 00:28:30,859 I can't believe I fell for someone so superficial! I can't believe I fell for someone so superficial!
720 00:28:30,928 00:28:32,054 A person does not get to call me superficial... A person does not get to call me superficial...
721 00:28:32,130 00:28:33,893 Are you calling Security or am I? Are you calling Security or am I?
722 00:28:34,198 00:28:36,290 I will, and I will handle Sheila's post-op. I will, and I will handle Sheila's post-op.
723 00:28:36,400 00:28:37,526 You're done here. You're done here.
724 00:28:37,601 00:28:38,863 Pardon me? Pardon me?
725 00:28:38,935 00:28:41,335 Edwards, go. Bite the bullet. Go on the date. Edwards, go. Bite the bullet. Go on the date.
726 00:28:41,438 00:28:43,463 It's better than being lonely and crazy like me It's better than being lonely and crazy like me
727 00:28:43,540 00:28:45,132 or having sex with your phone in the residents' lounge. or having sex with your phone in the residents' lounge.
728 00:28:45,208 00:28:46,469 Can you not... Can you not...
729 00:28:46,542 00:28:48,407 Go. And don't text me from it. Go. And don't text me from it.
730 00:28:48,477 00:28:49,842 JAMES: You owe me $500! JAMES: You owe me $500!
731 00:28:49,912 00:28:51,675 SHEILA: You owe me a year of my life back! SHEILA: You owe me a year of my life back!
732 00:28:51,747 00:28:53,408 - God, I told you I loved you. - Stop yelling at me. - God, I told you I loved you. - Stop yelling at me.
733 00:28:53,482 00:28:56,211 - So, you do love me. - No, no. I loved a stranger! - So, you do love me. - No, no. I loved a stranger!
734 00:28:56,284 00:28:57,615 Security. Security.
735 00:28:58,753 00:29:00,311 (RADIO CHATTER) (RADIO CHATTER)
736 00:29:02,957 00:29:04,446 - Hmm? - Oh. - Hmm? - Oh.
737 00:29:04,892 00:29:06,052 What is it, Torres? What is it, Torres?
738 00:29:06,126 00:29:09,527 No, uh... We had a meeting scheduled for now, but you're busy. No, uh... We had a meeting scheduled for now, but you're busy.
739 00:29:09,596 00:29:12,326 - What's it about? - Um, it can wait. - What's it about? - Um, it can wait.
740 00:29:12,399 00:29:14,127 Not gonna get any less busy, Torres. Not gonna get any less busy, Torres.
741 00:29:14,200 00:29:15,326 - Just tell me. - I'd rather... - Just tell me. - I'd rather...
742 00:29:15,401 00:29:16,561 (CHUCKLES) I'd rather wait. (CHUCKLES) I'd rather wait.
743 00:29:16,636 00:29:17,898 What is it? What is it?
744 00:29:18,905 00:29:21,135 I'm moving to New York with Penny Blake. I'm moving to New York with Penny Blake.
745 00:29:21,207 00:29:22,537 I'm leaving Grey Sloan. I'm leaving Grey Sloan.
746 00:29:24,076 00:29:25,668 - Uh, excuse us, please. - Mmm-hmm. Sure. - Uh, excuse us, please. - Mmm-hmm. Sure.
747 00:29:25,944 00:29:27,138 When? When?
748 00:29:27,212 00:29:31,046 Well, Penny starts work in a couple of months, Well, Penny starts work in a couple of months,
749 00:29:31,116 00:29:33,709 so first I need to get some things squared away. so first I need to get some things squared away.
750 00:29:33,784 00:29:34,773 Like a job? Like a job?
751 00:29:34,852 00:29:38,583 Uh, I already have an offer from NYU, and Columbia's been calling, Uh, I already have an offer from NYU, and Columbia's been calling,
752 00:29:38,656 00:29:39,987 so there's been a couple of other... so there's been a couple of other...
753 00:29:40,057 00:29:42,354 - They offered you Chief of Ortho? - No. - They offered you Chief of Ortho? - No.
754 00:29:43,259 00:29:46,490 Um, it'll be fewer hours. And Penny's working a lot, so... Um, it'll be fewer hours. And Penny's working a lot, so...
755 00:29:46,563 00:29:48,030 And I'm hoping to have Sofia there. And I'm hoping to have Sofia there.
756 00:29:49,666 00:29:50,927 - Ugh. - What? - Ugh. - What?
757 00:29:51,233 00:29:52,860 I mean, your career... I mean, your career...
758 00:29:53,068 00:29:55,628 You're a chief. She's a resident. You're a chief. She's a resident.
759 00:29:55,704 00:29:59,071 So, you're giving up your career to chase tail across the country? So, you're giving up your career to chase tail across the country?
760 00:30:01,242 00:30:02,834 I just wanted to give you notice. I just wanted to give you notice.
761 00:30:02,977 00:30:04,444 And I don't need your judgment. And I don't need your judgment.
762 00:30:04,512 00:30:05,911 Arizona's already got that covered. Arizona's already got that covered.
763 00:30:09,082 00:30:10,208 (SIGHING) (SIGHING)
764 00:30:15,055 00:30:17,387 Hey. Start her on D-5 half. I'll be back in about a half an hour. Hey. Start her on D-5 half. I'll be back in about a half an hour.
765 00:30:17,457 00:30:18,718 Okay. Okay.
766 00:30:18,958 00:30:20,152 (CELL PHONE CHIMING) (CELL PHONE CHIMING)
767 00:30:20,626 00:30:22,526 Hi. This is Dr. Robbins. Hi. This is Dr. Robbins.
768 00:30:22,862 00:30:24,489 I'm sorry. From where? I'm sorry. From where?
769 00:30:26,999 00:30:28,363 Yes, I am. Yes, I am.
770 00:30:29,134 00:30:30,863 (CHUCKLES) Yeah, you bet I have a minute. (CHUCKLES) Yeah, you bet I have a minute.
771 00:30:32,036 00:30:34,561 There's a chance of some recovery of movement, There's a chance of some recovery of movement,
772 00:30:34,639 00:30:36,368 but it's very small. but it's very small.
773 00:30:36,441 00:30:38,567 He'll get physical and occupational therapy He'll get physical and occupational therapy
774 00:30:38,642 00:30:41,907 to help him regain some function, find some new ways... to help him regain some function, find some new ways...
775 00:30:41,979 00:30:43,276 But he'll never walk again? But he'll never walk again?
776 00:30:44,214 00:30:46,408 I'm sorry. It's very unlikely. I'm sorry. It's very unlikely.
777 00:30:51,287 00:30:52,754 The gun was locked up. The gun was locked up.
778 00:30:53,089 00:30:55,716 It was supposed to be locked in a drawer. It was. It was supposed to be locked in a drawer. It was.
779 00:30:56,591 00:30:58,786 - I don't know how they... - Kids watch. - I don't know how they... - Kids watch.
780 00:31:00,162 00:31:01,652 They pick up everything you do. They pick up everything you do.
781 00:31:04,899 00:31:06,457 I'm very sorry that this happened. I'm very sorry that this happened.
782 00:31:16,476 00:31:18,068 (INDISTINCT CONVERSATION) (INDISTINCT CONVERSATION)
783 00:31:31,256 00:31:32,382 Hey. Hey.
784 00:31:33,191 00:31:34,624 Brandon didn't die? Brandon didn't die?
785 00:31:34,692 00:31:36,660 No. He didn't. No. He didn't.
786 00:31:37,428 00:31:39,191 (CRYING) But he can't walk? (CRYING) But he can't walk?
787 00:31:40,665 00:31:42,427 And he can't ride bikes? And he can't ride bikes?
788 00:31:46,169 00:31:48,000 (SNIFFLES) Is he mad at me? (SNIFFLES) Is he mad at me?
789 00:31:56,512 00:31:59,072 If it had been Brandon who hurt you, If it had been Brandon who hurt you,
790 00:31:59,148 00:32:00,671 would you be mad at him? would you be mad at him?
791 00:32:03,785 00:32:06,652 A little. But it was just an accident. A little. But it was just an accident.
792 00:32:06,721 00:32:08,188 Right. Right.
793 00:32:08,590 00:32:10,523 So, I want you to promise me something. So, I want you to promise me something.
794 00:32:11,258 00:32:14,193 Whenever you feel bad about this, I want you to say, Whenever you feel bad about this, I want you to say,
795 00:32:15,362 00:32:17,296 "It was an accident. "It was an accident.
796 00:32:17,831 00:32:19,162 "I didn't mean to." "I didn't mean to."
797 00:32:20,733 00:32:22,166 I know that. I know that.
798 00:32:22,668 00:32:24,226 But you have to know it, too. But you have to know it, too.
799 00:32:24,303 00:32:26,669 So, you got to promise me you will say, So, you got to promise me you will say,
800 00:32:27,607 00:32:30,404 "I didn't mean to." "I didn't mean to."
801 00:32:32,978 00:32:35,003 We can go now, right? We're free to go? We can go now, right? We're free to go?
802 00:32:35,080 00:32:36,206 Will you promise me that? Will you promise me that?
803 00:32:36,281 00:32:37,975 Peter, honey, it's time to go. Peter, honey, it's time to go.
804 00:32:43,187 00:32:44,449 Thank you. Thank you.
805 00:32:49,292 00:32:50,281 (INAUDIBLE) (INAUDIBLE)
806 00:33:03,171 00:33:04,160 (KEYS JINGLING) (KEYS JINGLING)
807 00:33:04,673 00:33:08,699 Well, Brandon's doing fine. His BP's... Well, Brandon's doing fine. His BP's...
808 00:33:14,548 00:33:17,914 I lived in my car when I was 16 years old. I lived in my car when I was 16 years old.
809 00:33:19,586 00:33:23,488 Every night, trying to fall asleep, I would listen to the voices. Every night, trying to fall asleep, I would listen to the voices.
810 00:33:23,556 00:33:28,993 People going by, people who had nothing going on, People going by, people who had nothing going on,
811 00:33:29,928 00:33:32,988 nothing going for them, nothing to lose, nothing going for them, nothing to lose,
812 00:33:33,065 00:33:35,794 scared to death that they would break in and take my stuff, scared to death that they would break in and take my stuff,
813 00:33:35,867 00:33:37,459 take me. take me.
814 00:33:37,935 00:33:43,236 This gun made me feel like I had something, This gun made me feel like I had something,
815 00:33:44,174 00:33:45,539 something on them. something on them.
816 00:33:45,842 00:33:47,901 But then, today... But then, today...
817 00:33:50,113 00:33:54,105 That little boy will never walk again. That little boy will never walk again.
818 00:33:54,183 00:33:55,582 Jo, he's still alive. Jo, he's still alive.
819 00:33:55,651 00:33:56,811 Barely. Barely.
820 00:33:59,755 00:34:01,551 You know, back then, I... You know, back then, I...
821 00:34:02,824 00:34:05,759 I didn't value my life all that much, but... I didn't value my life all that much, but...
822 00:34:06,961 00:34:08,292 (SIGHS) (SIGHS)
823 00:34:09,197 00:34:10,425 It's different now. It's different now.
824 00:34:11,398 00:34:13,161 I've outgrown this. I've outgrown this.
825 00:34:15,002 00:34:16,799 I don't need it anymore. I don't need it anymore.
826 00:34:18,105 00:34:19,504 I don't want it. I don't want it.
827 00:34:26,779 00:34:27,973 (SIGHS) (SIGHS)
828 00:34:36,088 00:34:37,077 (SIGHS) (SIGHS)
829 00:34:41,025 00:34:43,425 I thought we were getting drinks. I thought we were getting drinks.
830 00:34:43,627 00:34:45,857 Your exact words were "Somewhere special." Your exact words were "Somewhere special."
831 00:34:46,664 00:34:48,597 KYLE: (CHUCKLES) Come on. KYLE: (CHUCKLES) Come on.
832 00:34:49,532 00:34:52,126 This is, uh... This is the holy ground. This is, uh... This is the holy ground.
833 00:34:52,702 00:34:56,160 Also the dirty ground with the dirty rugs and... Also the dirty ground with the dirty rugs and...
834 00:34:57,439 00:34:59,373 (CHUCKLES) Have they ever cleaned any of these? (CHUCKLES) Have they ever cleaned any of these?
835 00:34:59,441 00:35:01,204 No, they've never changed anything in here, No, they've never changed anything in here,
836 00:35:01,276 00:35:02,504 the paint or the rugs. They don't... the paint or the rugs. They don't...
837 00:35:02,578 00:35:03,875 They don't really want to mess with the... They don't really want to mess with the...
838 00:35:03,946 00:35:05,413 With the acoustics, you know, With the acoustics, you know,
839 00:35:05,481 00:35:07,710 or the, uh... Or the mojo. or the, uh... Or the mojo.
840 00:35:08,216 00:35:11,151 Every major musician from Seattle has recorded here. Every major musician from Seattle has recorded here.
841 00:35:11,619 00:35:12,608 Hmm? Hmm?
842 00:35:13,054 00:35:14,385 And now me. And now me.
843 00:35:14,589 00:35:17,716 - (CHUCKLES) - All I wanted was just to record here, - (CHUCKLES) - All I wanted was just to record here,
844 00:35:19,292 00:35:22,489 right here, this... This very room. right here, this... This very room.
845 00:35:22,562 00:35:24,325 - Huh. - You know, this is... - Huh. - You know, this is...
846 00:35:24,398 00:35:27,093 This is where I... I feel the most like myself. This is where I... I feel the most like myself.
847 00:35:28,300 00:35:30,393 This is the me that I like the most. This is the me that I like the most.
848 00:35:30,970 00:35:32,597 Yeah, I get that. I get that. Yeah, I get that. I get that.
849 00:35:32,671 00:35:35,764 The OR's kind of that way for me. The OR's kind of that way for me.
850 00:35:36,574 00:35:40,533 You know, the feel of the scrub brush, the smell of the antiseptic, it's just... You know, the feel of the scrub brush, the smell of the antiseptic, it's just...
851 00:35:42,814 00:35:44,804 The air changes when you walk in. The air changes when you walk in.
852 00:35:45,749 00:35:46,943 It gets cold. It gets cold.
853 00:35:47,017 00:35:49,850 You can feel your mind sharpen as you step up to the table. You can feel your mind sharpen as you step up to the table.
854 00:35:50,154 00:35:51,644 Yeah, it's like... Like you turn it up a notch. Yeah, it's like... Like you turn it up a notch.
855 00:35:51,722 00:35:52,882 - (CHUCKLES) - Or a bunch of notches. - (CHUCKLES) - Or a bunch of notches.
856 00:35:52,956 00:35:55,287 - Like you get charged. - Yeah, right. - Like you get charged. - Yeah, right.
857 00:35:56,559 00:35:57,685 (CHUCKLES) (CHUCKLES)
858 00:35:58,961 00:36:00,553 Okay. Okay.
859 00:36:02,131 00:36:04,030 - I like it. (LAUGHS) - Okay. Whew! - I like it. (LAUGHS) - Okay. Whew!
860 00:36:04,466 00:36:06,331 Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you.
861 00:36:06,701 00:36:07,690 (SIGHS) (SIGHS)
862 00:36:07,903 00:36:09,097 Come on. Come on.
863 00:36:09,171 00:36:10,502 What is this? What is this "come on"? What is this? What is this "come on"?
864 00:36:10,572 00:36:12,129 Aren't you gonna play something for me? Aren't you gonna play something for me?
865 00:36:12,206 00:36:13,571 Oh, you want me to play for you? Oh, you want me to play for you?
866 00:36:13,641 00:36:16,109 Isn't that your move? Don't you play for all the girls? Isn't that your move? Don't you play for all the girls?
867 00:36:16,177 00:36:17,667 Hey, it's my life. Hey, it's my life.
868 00:36:17,978 00:36:20,003 You know, when I'm playing, You know, when I'm playing,
869 00:36:20,080 00:36:21,671 it's how I let someone in, it's how I let someone in,
870 00:36:21,748 00:36:23,079 - let someone see... - (BOTH LAUGHING) - let someone see... - (BOTH LAUGHING)
871 00:36:23,583 00:36:25,141 - Okay, it's my move, right? - Yeah. (LAUGHS) - Okay, it's my move, right? - Yeah. (LAUGHS)
872 00:36:25,218 00:36:28,153 It's my move. But it always works, though. It's my move. But it always works, though.
873 00:36:28,221 00:36:29,483 Yeah, I bet. Yeah, I bet.
874 00:36:35,227 00:36:36,489 You want me to play for you? You want me to play for you?
875 00:36:45,169 00:36:46,864 Kyle, you don't need moves. Kyle, you don't need moves.
876 00:37:04,053 00:37:05,543 Okay. I'm ready. Let's go. Okay. I'm ready. Let's go.
877 00:37:05,621 00:37:07,713 I just want to go see the kids. I just want to go see the kids.
878 00:37:08,223 00:37:10,191 I did something very good today. I did something very good today.
879 00:37:10,725 00:37:12,818 I pushed two hearts together. I pushed two hearts together.
880 00:37:12,894 00:37:15,294 I forwarded the cause of love. I forwarded the cause of love.
881 00:37:15,864 00:37:17,763 - (CRYING) - What's wrong? What's wrong? - (CRYING) - What's wrong? What's wrong?
882 00:37:19,166 00:37:21,259 I... I don't know how you do it, Mer. I... I don't know how you do it, Mer.
883 00:37:21,335 00:37:22,427 Do what? Do what?
884 00:37:22,503 00:37:24,198 Love your kids like this. Love your kids like this.
885 00:37:25,339 00:37:26,805 I really love them. I really love them.
886 00:37:26,873 00:37:28,807 - They love you, too. - No, I love them like... - They love you, too. - No, I love them like...
887 00:37:30,510 00:37:32,501 If something happened to them, I would die. If something happened to them, I would die.
888 00:37:32,578 00:37:36,240 Like, my heart is so wide open, and they're so fragile. Like, my heart is so wide open, and they're so fragile.
889 00:37:36,314 00:37:37,872 I don't know how you live like this. I don't. I don't know how you live like this. I don't.
890 00:37:40,218 00:37:41,344 It's awful. It's awful.
891 00:37:44,755 00:37:46,814 Sometimes, you just have to push through it, Sometimes, you just have to push through it,
892 00:37:47,725 00:37:51,024 push the awful aside, just get through the day. push the awful aside, just get through the day.
893 00:37:55,331 00:37:56,821 - Hey. - Hey. - Hey. - Hey.
894 00:37:59,135 00:38:01,035 I think you saved that boy today. I think you saved that boy today.
895 00:38:01,504 00:38:03,801 I paralyzed that boy today. I paralyzed that boy today.
896 00:38:04,606 00:38:05,698 I was too slow. I was too slow.
897 00:38:05,774 00:38:07,366 No, I meant Peter. No, I meant Peter.
898 00:38:13,114 00:38:14,342 Nathan... Nathan...
899 00:38:16,551 00:38:17,984 Nathan cheated on my sister. Nathan cheated on my sister.
900 00:38:18,586 00:38:21,487 I know. I, uh... I... I know. I, uh... I...
901 00:38:23,657 00:38:27,491 And when she found out, she called. She told me. And when she found out, she called. She told me.
902 00:38:29,129 00:38:30,528 And I said... And I said...
903 00:38:33,065 00:38:35,329 (SIGHS) I said, (SIGHS) I said,
904 00:38:36,235 00:38:38,362 "Just forget about him. Walk away. "Just forget about him. Walk away.
905 00:38:39,004 00:38:41,062 "Just get on a chopper and come to me." "Just get on a chopper and come to me."
906 00:38:42,006 00:38:44,201 I told my sister to get on that helicopter. I told my sister to get on that helicopter.
907 00:38:44,342 00:38:45,570 (INHALES SHARPLY) (INHALES SHARPLY)
908 00:38:46,878 00:38:48,106 I did it. I did it.
909 00:38:51,682 00:38:52,706 And And
910 00:38:53,517 00:38:56,315 that was the last thing I ever said to her. that was the last thing I ever said to her.
911 00:39:12,634 00:39:14,158 You didn't mean to. You didn't mean to.
912 00:39:23,110 00:39:24,407 Hey. Hey.
913 00:39:25,079 00:39:27,342 - Got a late one, huh? - I do. - Got a late one, huh? - I do.
914 00:39:27,680 00:39:28,772 Everything okay? Everything okay?
915 00:39:28,848 00:39:32,784 I wondered if you wanted to go in the morning to the OB. I wondered if you wanted to go in the morning to the OB.
916 00:39:33,152 00:39:34,619 Of course I do. Yeah. Of course I do. Yeah.
917 00:39:34,854 00:39:36,320 Good. (CHUCKLES) Good. (CHUCKLES)
918 00:39:36,588 00:39:38,112 Baby should know that you're there. Baby should know that you're there.
919 00:39:38,957 00:39:40,185 I will be there. I will be there.
920 00:39:40,258 00:39:41,919 - Uh, 9:00 a. M? - Sure. - Uh, 9:00 a. M? - Sure.
921 00:39:47,965 00:39:48,954 (MONITOR BEEPING) (MONITOR BEEPING)
922 00:39:49,166 00:39:52,795 Hey, there he is. Glad to see you, man. Hey, there he is. Glad to see you, man.
923 00:39:53,270 00:39:54,294 Glad it all worked out. Glad it all worked out.
924 00:39:55,171 00:39:57,162 BEN: Yep. Yep, it worked out. BEN: Yep. Yep, it worked out.
925 00:39:57,273 00:40:00,242 MEREDITH: Once we fire that first shot, we're committed. MEREDITH: Once we fire that first shot, we're committed.
926 00:40:10,386 00:40:12,911 God, she was so little. God, she was so little.
927 00:40:13,855 00:40:15,447 You remember when Sofia was in here You remember when Sofia was in here
928 00:40:15,523 00:40:19,687 and you could... (CHUCKLES) See her heartbeat in her whole body? and you could... (CHUCKLES) See her heartbeat in her whole body?
929 00:40:20,428 00:40:23,362 God, how impossibly tiny she was. God, how impossibly tiny she was.
930 00:40:24,297 00:40:26,663 I can't believe our girl was ever that little. I can't believe our girl was ever that little.
931 00:40:26,733 00:40:28,826 MEREDITH: There's almost no way to take it back. MEREDITH: There's almost no way to take it back.
932 00:40:32,104 00:40:34,470 I jumped the gun. I'm so sorry. I jumped the gun. I'm so sorry.
933 00:40:35,274 00:40:39,267 I was carried away when I first told you. I was carried away when I first told you.
934 00:40:39,345 00:40:41,437 (CHUCKLING) And I've done everything wrong since. (CHUCKLING) And I've done everything wrong since.
935 00:40:42,280 00:40:43,304 (SIGHS) (SIGHS)
936 00:40:43,381 00:40:44,871 Sofia is our little girl, Sofia is our little girl,
937 00:40:44,949 00:40:48,282 and I am not trying to make plans without you. and I am not trying to make plans without you.
938 00:40:48,887 00:40:50,218 Please believe that. Please believe that.
939 00:40:50,288 00:40:51,777 The Barton School called me. The Barton School called me.
940 00:40:52,823 00:40:55,314 They wanted to talk to me about her application, They wanted to talk to me about her application,
941 00:40:55,392 00:40:56,620 which they loved. which they loved.
942 00:40:56,694 00:40:57,718 They called you? They called you?
943 00:40:57,795 00:41:00,661 So, tell me that part again about how you're not making plans? So, tell me that part again about how you're not making plans?
944 00:41:00,730 00:41:02,527 You know how these things work. There are waiting lists. You know how these things work. There are waiting lists.
945 00:41:02,799 00:41:04,130 It doesn't mean that I actually tried to make... It doesn't mean that I actually tried to make...
946 00:41:04,200 00:41:05,758 We're not talking about this anymore. We're not talking about this anymore.
947 00:41:05,835 00:41:07,803 Hey, you don't get to decide that. I'm going. Hey, you don't get to decide that. I'm going.
948 00:41:07,870 00:41:10,804 I don't want to leave Sofia behind, so we have to work out something. I don't want to leave Sofia behind, so we have to work out something.
949 00:41:10,872 00:41:13,102 Yeah, I just mean that you're not talking to me about it anymore. Yeah, I just mean that you're not talking to me about it anymore.
950 00:41:13,175 00:41:16,975 MEREDITH: The question becomes do we keep firing back... MEREDITH: The question becomes do we keep firing back...
951 00:41:17,045 00:41:18,137 You got a lawyer? You got a lawyer?
952 00:41:18,213 00:41:19,645 Yeah. You can talk to her. Yeah. You can talk to her.
953 00:41:23,017 00:41:24,177 You hired a lawyer. You hired a lawyer.
954 00:41:25,653 00:41:26,745 Yes. Yes.
955 00:41:27,054 00:41:28,918 - Now who's jumping the gun? - (SCOFFS) - Now who's jumping the gun? - (SCOFFS)
956 00:41:30,290 00:41:32,918 You started this. You started this.
957 00:41:39,832 00:41:41,094 All right. All right.
958 00:41:41,767 00:41:43,632 MEREDITH: And declare an all-out war? MEREDITH: And declare an all-out war?
959 00:41:45,233 00:41:49,232 Ripped & Corrected By mstoll Ripped & Corrected By mstoll