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1 00:00:01,102 00:00:03,126 - (THUNDER RUMBLING) - MEREDITH: I am fine. - (THUNDER RUMBLING) - MEREDITH: I am fine.
2 00:00:03,204 00:00:05,070 I am happy to be here. I am happy to be here.
3 00:00:05,207 00:00:07,936 Truly, I have been through a lot, Truly, I have been through a lot,
4 00:00:08,008 00:00:12,172 and I'm lucky to be alive, and I'm lucky to be okay, and I get that. and I'm lucky to be alive, and I'm lucky to be okay, and I get that.
5 00:00:12,313 00:00:15,749 So, yes, I'm just happy to be here. So, yes, I'm just happy to be here.
6 00:00:15,983 00:00:17,143 Great. Great.
7 00:00:17,818 00:00:20,480 You know, Doctor, most surgeons, uh, You know, Doctor, most surgeons, uh,
8 00:00:20,554 00:00:23,955 get kind of rankled at hospital-mandated therapy. get kind of rankled at hospital-mandated therapy.
9 00:00:24,024 00:00:25,491 MEREDITH: Bailey's just looking out for me. MEREDITH: Bailey's just looking out for me.
10 00:00:25,559 00:00:26,991 I know the drill. I know the drill.
11 00:00:27,060 00:00:28,823 So, this should be quick. So, this should be quick.
12 00:00:28,895 00:00:33,059 You know, you chose the short straw, or the... Is it the long straw? You know, you chose the short straw, or the... Is it the long straw?
13 00:00:33,132 00:00:35,225 - Whatever the good straw is. - (LAUGHS) - Whatever the good straw is. - (LAUGHS)
14 00:00:36,803 00:00:38,326 (HORN BLARING) (HORN BLARING)
15 00:00:39,272 00:00:41,637 - Lay off the damn horn, will ya? - (MAGGIE SIGHS) - Lay off the damn horn, will ya? - (MAGGIE SIGHS)
16 00:00:41,707 00:00:44,074 - God, carpool sucks. Hang on. - Is Wilson coming? - God, carpool sucks. Hang on. - Is Wilson coming?
17 00:00:44,143 00:00:45,905 - I think so. - What do you mean you think so? - I think so. - What do you mean you think so?
18 00:00:46,011 00:00:48,410 I can't... She's all over the place. I can't... She's all over the place.
19 00:00:48,479 00:00:50,004 I don't even know why she let me back in the house. I don't even know why she let me back in the house.
20 00:00:50,082 00:00:51,709 I mean, we barely talk, which is probably good I mean, we barely talk, which is probably good
21 00:00:51,783 00:00:53,511 because it's fewer chances I'll piss her off again. because it's fewer chances I'll piss her off again.
22 00:00:53,584 00:00:55,576 - That's pathetic. - What's her problem? - That's pathetic. - What's her problem?
23 00:00:55,654 00:00:57,746 - She's in a mood. - ALEX: Still? - She's in a mood. - ALEX: Still?
24 00:00:57,822 00:00:58,846 (HORN BLARES) (HORN BLARES)
25 00:00:58,923 00:00:59,947 I said to tell her that I needed a minute. I said to tell her that I needed a minute.
26 00:01:00,024 00:01:01,992 - You didn't tell me that. - JO: Yes, I did. - You didn't tell me that. - JO: Yes, I did.
27 00:01:02,059 00:01:03,185 You didn't listen. You didn't listen.
28 00:01:03,261 00:01:05,354 So done with carpool. So done with carpool.
29 00:01:05,963 00:01:07,520 (TIRES SQUEALING) (TIRES SQUEALING)
30 00:01:11,568 00:01:13,195 (SIREN WAILING) (SIREN WAILING)
31 00:01:13,270 00:01:14,259 Incoming. Incoming.
32 00:01:14,337 00:01:15,429 Twenty minutes, chest pains. Twenty minutes, chest pains.
33 00:01:15,505 00:01:16,563 I'll take it. Page cardio. I'll take it. Page cardio.
34 00:01:16,640 00:01:18,005 Anyone but Riggs. Anyone but Riggs.
35 00:01:18,074 00:01:19,233 Page Riggs. Page Riggs.
36 00:01:19,308 00:01:21,368 - He just said... - I can hear. - He just said... - I can hear.
37 00:01:21,945 00:01:24,242 You know that Dr. Hunt punched Dr. Riggs. You know that Dr. Hunt punched Dr. Riggs.
38 00:01:24,313 00:01:25,747 The only way they're gonna learn to work together The only way they're gonna learn to work together
39 00:01:25,815 00:01:26,940 is if they work together, is if they work together,
40 00:01:27,016 00:01:31,248 so any cardio consults that get paged to the pit, you page Riggs. so any cardio consults that get paged to the pit, you page Riggs.
41 00:01:31,654 00:01:34,486 You know, this is my one happy place right now? You know, this is my one happy place right now?
42 00:01:34,556 00:01:36,184 Please don't make it a crappy place. Please don't make it a crappy place.
43 00:01:36,258 00:01:37,952 Oh, Kepner, I feel you. I do. Oh, Kepner, I feel you. I do.
44 00:01:38,026 00:01:39,015 Page Riggs. Page Riggs.
45 00:01:44,198 00:01:46,462 - Hi. Maya Roberts. - Dr. Karev. I know. - Hi. Maya Roberts. - Dr. Karev. I know.
46 00:01:46,534 00:01:48,092 Uh, this is my mom, Judi. Uh, this is my mom, Judi.
47 00:01:48,169 00:01:50,330 Thank you for making the time to see my daughter. Thank you for making the time to see my daughter.
48 00:01:50,405 00:01:52,168 - Have we met before? - I looked you up. - Have we met before? - I looked you up.
49 00:01:52,240 00:01:53,706 - And you are? - Uh... - And you are? - Uh...
50 00:01:53,774 00:01:55,640 - Cross. Dr. Cross. - Go. - Cross. Dr. Cross. - Go.
51 00:01:55,977 00:01:56,965 Right. Right.
52 00:01:57,044 00:01:58,170 "Maya Roberts, 15. "Maya Roberts, 15.
53 00:01:58,245 00:02:01,646 "Status, post below-knee amputation of the right leg two years ago "Status, post below-knee amputation of the right leg two years ago
54 00:02:01,715 00:02:04,649 "after diagnosis of bone cancer, now recurring in the ribs and sternum." "after diagnosis of bone cancer, now recurring in the ribs and sternum."
55 00:02:04,717 00:02:06,379 I know why I'm here. I know why I'm here.
56 00:02:06,453 00:02:08,579 I just wanted to talk about you. I just wanted to talk about you.
57 00:02:08,654 00:02:09,848 It says here in your CV It says here in your CV
58 00:02:09,922 00:02:12,686 you made buttholes for babies who didn't have them. you made buttholes for babies who didn't have them.
59 00:02:12,758 00:02:14,350 Hang on. That's... Hang on. That's...
60 00:02:14,427 00:02:16,361 Listen, I'm 15 with a chest full of cancer. Listen, I'm 15 with a chest full of cancer.
61 00:02:16,429 00:02:18,693 This hospital is known for making miracles happen, This hospital is known for making miracles happen,
62 00:02:18,764 00:02:21,961 and I'm looking for an epic-size miracle. and I'm looking for an epic-size miracle.
63 00:02:22,435 00:02:25,336 According to my research, it looks like you're the guy who can make it happen. According to my research, it looks like you're the guy who can make it happen.
64 00:02:26,671 00:02:28,036 I am confused about the buttholes. I am confused about the buttholes.
65 00:02:28,106 00:02:29,733 Strange detour. So, discuss. Strange detour. So, discuss.
66 00:02:29,808 00:02:33,039 Or how about you humor me and let me pretend like I'm in charge for a sec? Or how about you humor me and let me pretend like I'm in charge for a sec?
67 00:02:33,445 00:02:34,706 Now, uh, Ms. Roberts... Now, uh, Ms. Roberts...
68 00:02:34,778 00:02:35,768 MAYA: What do you want to know? MAYA: What do you want to know?
69 00:02:35,847 00:02:38,371 Two years ago, I felt a pain in my right tibia. Two years ago, I felt a pain in my right tibia.
70 00:02:38,649 00:02:40,207 She's got a real mind for this stuff. She's got a real mind for this stuff.
71 00:02:40,385 00:02:42,477 MAYA: They did labs, PET scan, the works. MAYA: They did labs, PET scan, the works.
72 00:02:42,586 00:02:46,522 Turns out I'm one in, like, a bajillion kids to get chondrosarcoma. Turns out I'm one in, like, a bajillion kids to get chondrosarcoma.
73 00:02:46,657 00:02:48,488 So, chemo and radiation weren't an option. So, chemo and radiation weren't an option.
74 00:02:48,559 00:02:49,616 You get points. You get points.
75 00:02:50,159 00:02:51,787 - Sweet. - Hmm. - Sweet. - Hmm.
76 00:02:52,329 00:02:54,057 (SNIFFLES) Sorry. (SNIFFLES) Sorry.
77 00:02:55,264 00:02:56,822 Hey, remember, we said no crying. Hey, remember, we said no crying.
78 00:02:56,899 00:02:58,389 I know. I'm sorry. I know. I'm sorry.
79 00:02:59,936 00:03:01,528 There was a one-in-four chance of recurrence, There was a one-in-four chance of recurrence,
80 00:03:01,604 00:03:03,572 so it's not a huge shocker, so it's not a huge shocker,
81 00:03:03,640 00:03:07,736 but it is back, and it's bigger than ever in my chest. but it is back, and it's bigger than ever in my chest.
82 00:03:11,147 00:03:12,841 We have our work cut out for us, gentlemen. We have our work cut out for us, gentlemen.
83 00:03:14,750 00:03:16,650 Uh, Robbins is going out tonight. Uh, Robbins is going out tonight.
84 00:03:16,718 00:03:18,345 Do you want to maybe come over when you're done? Do you want to maybe come over when you're done?
85 00:03:18,420 00:03:20,284 Yeah. No, crap. We have a Mer thing. Yeah. No, crap. We have a Mer thing.
86 00:03:20,354 00:03:21,447 - Again? - Yeah. - Again? - Yeah.
87 00:03:21,523 00:03:22,512 Come over after? Come over after?
88 00:03:22,591 00:03:23,716 - Yes. - Okay. - Yes. - Okay.
89 00:03:23,791 00:03:25,520 Go. Fix your hair. Go. Fix your hair.
90 00:03:28,062 00:03:29,962 (SIREN WAILING) (SIREN WAILING)
91 00:03:31,432 00:03:32,626 - Chest pains, huh? - Yep. - Chest pains, huh? - Yep.
92 00:03:32,700 00:03:34,292 - NATHAN: So, what's he doing here? - Kepner, I told you... - NATHAN: So, what's he doing here? - Kepner, I told you...
93 00:03:34,368 00:03:36,461 I know you did, but this is what's happening. I know you did, but this is what's happening.
94 00:03:36,537 00:03:37,868 - I gave you a direct order. - NATHAN: Come on, Hunt. - I gave you a direct order. - NATHAN: Come on, Hunt.
95 00:03:37,938 00:03:39,427 You've turned everyone here against me. You've turned everyone here against me.
96 00:03:39,506 00:03:40,666 The least you can do is let me frigging work. The least you can do is let me frigging work.
97 00:03:40,740 00:03:41,765 You have no business being here at all! You have no business being here at all!
98 00:03:41,842 00:03:42,830 Guys, come on. Guys, come on.
99 00:03:42,909 00:03:44,342 You know, I'm sick and tired of hearing about it. You know, I'm sick and tired of hearing about it.
100 00:03:44,411 00:03:45,878 Why don't you find someplace else to work? Why don't you find someplace else to work?
101 00:03:45,944 00:03:47,037 Oh, yay! Someone's hurt. (CHUCKLES) Oh, yay! Someone's hurt. (CHUCKLES)
102 00:03:47,113 00:03:49,308 Male, 55, complaining of tightness in the chest. Male, 55, complaining of tightness in the chest.
103 00:03:49,382 00:03:50,746 Sir, do you have any pain in your left arm? Sir, do you have any pain in your left arm?
104 00:03:50,816 00:03:51,806 No, not really. No, not really.
105 00:03:51,885 00:03:53,079 My chest hurts like hell, though. My chest hurts like hell, though.
106 00:03:53,153 00:03:54,414 Riggs, you can go. I got this. Riggs, you can go. I got this.
107 00:03:54,486 00:03:55,612 Chest pains. I'll take it. Chest pains. I'll take it.
108 00:03:55,688 00:03:57,213 Sir, what did you eat this morning? Sir, what did you eat this morning?
109 00:03:57,289 00:03:58,881 A burrito. Two burritos. A burrito. Two burritos.
110 00:03:58,957 00:04:00,049 It's probably not surgical. It's probably not surgical.
111 00:04:00,125 00:04:01,922 I'll page someone if it is. Let's go. I'll page someone if it is. Let's go.
112 00:04:01,994 00:04:03,154 How about you let me do my job? How about you let me do my job?
113 00:04:03,228 00:04:05,354 - How about you get the hell away... - How about you both shut up? - How about you get the hell away... - How about you both shut up?
114 00:04:05,563 00:04:07,691 (INDISTINCT SHOUTING) (INDISTINCT SHOUTING)
115 00:04:08,700 00:04:09,689 OWEN: Cover him! OWEN: Cover him!
116 00:04:11,235 00:04:12,463 APRIL: Oh, God! APRIL: Oh, God!
117 00:04:14,739 00:04:16,070 MEREDITH: Boom, I'll be in, I'll be out. MEREDITH: Boom, I'll be in, I'll be out.
118 00:04:16,139 00:04:18,131 These sessions shouldn't take all that long. These sessions shouldn't take all that long.
119 00:04:18,209 00:04:22,043 But before we start, Doctor, I was assigned your case, But before we start, Doctor, I was assigned your case,
120 00:04:22,480 00:04:24,310 and if you would prefer a female therapist, and if you would prefer a female therapist,
121 00:04:24,381 00:04:26,440 I would be totally comfortable with that. I would be totally comfortable with that.
122 00:04:26,517 00:04:27,505 Oh, because it was a man Oh, because it was a man
123 00:04:27,584 00:04:28,676 - who attacked me? - Yeah. - who attacked me? - Yeah.
124 00:04:29,152 00:04:33,316 And it's important that you feel that you're with the right person, And it's important that you feel that you're with the right person,
125 00:04:33,390 00:04:36,187 that you feel comfortable, that you get what you need. that you feel comfortable, that you get what you need.
126 00:04:36,258 00:04:37,988 I appreciate that. I'm fine. I appreciate that. I'm fine.
127 00:04:38,061 00:04:39,618 I just need a tape-and-glue guy. I just need a tape-and-glue guy.
128 00:04:40,062 00:04:41,154 Tape and glue? Tape and glue?
129 00:04:41,330 00:04:44,697 Yeah, just, you know, ask me a few questions Yeah, just, you know, ask me a few questions
130 00:04:44,767 00:04:46,427 and patch me up and send me on my way. and patch me up and send me on my way.
131 00:04:46,501 00:04:48,402 - I've been to therapy before. - Uh-huh. - I've been to therapy before. - Uh-huh.
132 00:04:48,471 00:04:49,631 I've dealt with the big stuff. I've dealt with the big stuff.
133 00:04:49,705 00:04:52,173 This isn't the big stuff that we're dealing with. This isn't the big stuff that we're dealing with.
134 00:04:54,809 00:05:00,042 Meredith, you were attacked in your own hospital, Meredith, you were attacked in your own hospital,
135 00:05:00,415 00:05:03,043 and you consider that small stuff? and you consider that small stuff?
136 00:05:04,619 00:05:06,552 Have you read my file? Have you read my file?
137 00:05:09,447 00:05:13,447 Ripped & Corrected By mstoll Ripped & Corrected By mstoll
138 00:05:17,898 00:05:20,162 THERAPIST: You're saying that you've been through a lot. THERAPIST: You're saying that you've been through a lot.
139 00:05:20,234 00:05:21,723 I am, and I have. I am, and I have.
140 00:05:21,801 00:05:23,599 My mother died of Alzheimer's. My mother died of Alzheimer's.
141 00:05:23,670 00:05:26,160 My stepmother died of the hiccups. My stepmother died of the hiccups.
142 00:05:26,739 00:05:29,003 My sister died in a plane crash. My sister died in a plane crash.
143 00:05:29,375 00:05:31,865 My husband was hit by a semi. My husband was hit by a semi.
144 00:05:32,979 00:05:35,572 That file, it's a real page-turner. That file, it's a real page-turner.
145 00:05:37,215 00:05:40,616 Meredith, something terrible happened to you. Meredith, something terrible happened to you.
146 00:05:41,153 00:05:42,177 It did. It did.
147 00:05:42,254 00:05:44,154 And terrible things happen every day. And terrible things happen every day.
148 00:05:44,222 00:05:45,849 AMELIA: What the hell was... APRIL: Coming through! AMELIA: What the hell was... APRIL: Coming through!
149 00:05:45,924 00:05:47,254 Oh, my God. Oh, my God.
150 00:05:47,559 00:05:49,288 Shepherd, with me, Trauma Two. Shepherd, with me, Trauma Two.
151 00:05:49,361 00:05:51,453 FEMALE DOCTOR: All right, take him into Trauma Three. FEMALE DOCTOR: All right, take him into Trauma Three.
152 00:05:51,529 00:05:53,430 Tell any incoming to go somewhere else. Tell any incoming to go somewhere else.
153 00:05:53,498 00:05:55,055 Keep everyone out of the ambulance bay. Keep everyone out of the ambulance bay.
154 00:05:55,132 00:05:57,693 I need a trauma panel, lap pads, and a surgical tray. I need a trauma panel, lap pads, and a surgical tray.
155 00:05:58,269 00:06:00,032 - Someone notify the OR! - NURSE: Right away, Doctor. - Someone notify the OR! - NURSE: Right away, Doctor.
156 00:06:01,605 00:06:03,402 Hold on. You're next. Hold on. You're next.
157 00:06:03,474 00:06:05,135 I should've gone somewhere else. I should've gone somewhere else.
158 00:06:11,147 00:06:12,171 What the hell was that? What the hell was that?
159 00:06:12,248 00:06:13,943 - Ambulance exploded. - JACKSON: What? - Ambulance exploded. - JACKSON: What?
160 00:06:14,017 00:06:16,008 Partial thickness burns to the upper chest. Partial thickness burns to the upper chest.
161 00:06:16,085 00:06:17,780 Follow the light with your eyes. Follow the light with your eyes.
162 00:06:17,954 00:06:19,046 (BREATHING SHAKILY) (BREATHING SHAKILY)
163 00:06:19,122 00:06:20,214 Okay, good. Okay, good.
164 00:06:21,256 00:06:22,348 What happened? What happened?
165 00:06:22,424 00:06:23,756 Your rig exploded, but don't worry. Your rig exploded, but don't worry.
166 00:06:23,827 00:06:25,953 We've got you, okay? You're gonna be okay. We've got you, okay? You're gonna be okay.
167 00:06:26,028 00:06:27,586 Oh, Shepherd, they need you in Trauma One. Oh, Shepherd, they need you in Trauma One.
168 00:06:27,663 00:06:29,790 - Mmm-hmm. - They figure out why that rig blew up? - Mmm-hmm. - They figure out why that rig blew up?
169 00:06:29,865 00:06:31,059 Uh, fire department's looking at it now. Uh, fire department's looking at it now.
170 00:06:31,533 00:06:32,556 TED: Oh, God. TED: Oh, God.
171 00:06:32,633 00:06:33,931 It was me. It was me.
172 00:06:34,870 00:06:36,598 (VOICE BREAKING) I didn't secure the oxygen tank. (VOICE BREAKING) I didn't secure the oxygen tank.
173 00:06:37,038 00:06:39,337 Johnny's always saying... Johnny's always saying...
174 00:06:39,408 00:06:40,806 He's gonna kill me. He's gonna kill me.
175 00:06:40,875 00:06:42,672 It was an accident, he knows that. It was an accident, he knows that.
176 00:06:43,477 00:06:45,172 He's gonna kill me. He's gonna kill me.
177 00:06:46,414 00:06:48,905 Don't arch your neck. All right. Don't arch your neck. All right.
178 00:06:49,417 00:06:51,111 There's a lot of venous blood in the upper chest. There's a lot of venous blood in the upper chest.
179 00:06:51,184 00:06:52,515 The lac extends deep into the liver. The lac extends deep into the liver.
180 00:06:52,586 00:06:54,680 Okay, let me get in there and establish vascular control. Okay, let me get in there and establish vascular control.
181 00:06:54,755 00:06:55,880 No, we're gonna pack him and take him up. No, we're gonna pack him and take him up.
182 00:06:55,956 00:06:57,617 And then we'll be able to see what the hell's going on. And then we'll be able to see what the hell's going on.
183 00:06:57,691 00:06:59,215 He's open right now. Just let me work. He's open right now. Just let me work.
184 00:06:59,292 00:07:00,691 He is hemorrhaging like crazy. He is hemorrhaging like crazy.
185 00:07:00,760 00:07:01,954 I'm not gonna let him bleed out down here. I'm not gonna let him bleed out down here.
186 00:07:02,028 00:07:03,359 - Suction. More laps. - (NATHAN SIGHS) - Suction. More laps. - (NATHAN SIGHS)
187 00:07:03,430 00:07:05,398 He's got a depressed skull fracture. He needs a CT. He's got a depressed skull fracture. He needs a CT.
188 00:07:05,465 00:07:06,624 Look, Owen, you know I can do this. Look, Owen, you know I can do this.
189 00:07:06,699 00:07:07,927 Let me stabilize him. Let me stabilize him.
190 00:07:08,000 00:07:09,662 Riggs, this is the plan. Get on board, or get out. Riggs, this is the plan. Get on board, or get out.
191 00:07:09,736 00:07:10,724 Your plan's working great. Your plan's working great.
192 00:07:10,803 00:07:12,168 Better still, just get out. Better still, just get out.
193 00:07:12,238 00:07:13,227 Kepner, over here. Kepner, over here.
194 00:07:13,306 00:07:14,932 NATHAN: To hell with this! NATHAN: To hell with this!
195 00:07:17,475 00:07:20,240 When you first woke up after the attack, When you first woke up after the attack,
196 00:07:20,312 00:07:22,836 what is the first thing you remember? what is the first thing you remember?
197 00:07:24,750 00:07:25,943 People. People.
198 00:07:26,017 00:07:27,382 People running around everywhere. People running around everywhere.
199 00:07:27,452 00:07:29,283 Who, specifically? Who, specifically?
200 00:07:30,021 00:07:32,750 - (MONITOR BEEPING RAPIDLY) - (INAUDIBLE) - (MONITOR BEEPING RAPIDLY) - (INAUDIBLE)
201 00:07:33,490 00:07:35,322 It was pretty crazy. It was pretty crazy.
202 00:07:36,760 00:07:37,818 Oh. Thank you. Oh. Thank you.
203 00:07:38,262 00:07:40,230 You, sir, have indigestion. You, sir, have indigestion.
204 00:07:40,430 00:07:43,867 - DeLuca here will get you an antacid. - (CELL PHONE CHIMING) - DeLuca here will get you an antacid. - (CELL PHONE CHIMING)
205 00:07:45,435 00:07:46,697 - (RICHARD CLEARS THROAT) - Sorry, sir. - (RICHARD CLEARS THROAT) - Sorry, sir.
206 00:07:48,070 00:07:50,733 And, uh, also schedule an upper endoscopy, please. And, uh, also schedule an upper endoscopy, please.
207 00:07:50,807 00:07:52,068 (CHIMING CONTINUES) (CHIMING CONTINUES)
208 00:07:53,542 00:07:55,204 DeLuca, do you have somewhere to be? DeLuca, do you have somewhere to be?
209 00:07:55,278 00:07:56,711 - No. - Then put the damn phone away. - No. - Then put the damn phone away.
210 00:07:56,779 00:07:57,837 (CHIMING CONTINUES) (CHIMING CONTINUES)
211 00:07:58,447 00:08:00,438 Okay, he'll, uh, get you the rest of your meds, Okay, he'll, uh, get you the rest of your meds,
212 00:08:00,516 00:08:02,677 and you just sit tight, okay? and you just sit tight, okay?
213 00:08:05,588 00:08:09,388 (CHIMING CONTINUES) (CHIMING CONTINUES)
214 00:08:10,259 00:08:11,452 DeLuca! DeLuca!
215 00:08:13,495 00:08:14,792 Torres is on her way. Torres is on her way.
216 00:08:14,863 00:08:15,852 ALEX: Oh, okay, thanks. ALEX: Oh, okay, thanks.
217 00:08:16,765 00:08:18,959 Hey, uh, listen, do you think tonight Hey, uh, listen, do you think tonight
218 00:08:19,034 00:08:20,934 maybe you and I could just... I don't know. maybe you and I could just... I don't know.
219 00:08:21,002 00:08:23,561 Oh, actually, I'm having some people over tonight. Oh, actually, I'm having some people over tonight.
220 00:08:23,637 00:08:26,037 It's... It's nothing big, just Steph, Blake, and Warren. It's... It's nothing big, just Steph, Blake, and Warren.
221 00:08:26,106 00:08:27,095 Okay, yeah. Okay, yeah.
222 00:08:27,174 00:08:28,163 I mean, I get off late, I mean, I get off late,
223 00:08:28,242 00:08:29,607 but I can pick up something on the way home. but I can pick up something on the way home.
224 00:08:29,710 00:08:31,200 No, I meant, uh, No, I meant, uh,
225 00:08:31,278 00:08:34,213 I'd kind of just like to spend some time with my friends. I'd kind of just like to spend some time with my friends.
226 00:08:35,282 00:08:36,340 Oh. Oh.
227 00:08:36,816 00:08:38,078 Yeah, no. Yeah, no.
228 00:08:38,785 00:08:39,878 I got something later anyway, so... I got something later anyway, so...
229 00:08:40,187 00:08:42,552 Oh, great, so you have someplace to be. Oh, great, so you have someplace to be.
230 00:08:43,022 00:08:45,422 Yeah, yeah, yeah, I got someplace to be. Yeah, yeah, yeah, I got someplace to be.
231 00:08:46,459 00:08:47,756 (CALLIE CLEARS THROAT) (CALLIE CLEARS THROAT)
232 00:08:47,827 00:08:48,815 Finally, uh... Finally, uh...
233 00:08:48,894 00:08:50,328 Can you, uh, look at these? Can you, uh, look at these?
234 00:08:50,463 00:08:51,521 Mmm-hmm. Mmm-hmm.
235 00:08:51,597 00:08:53,188 JO: So, how old is this patient? JO: So, how old is this patient?
236 00:08:53,265 00:08:55,029 (SIGHS) Fifteen going on 35. (SIGHS) Fifteen going on 35.
237 00:08:55,101 00:08:56,727 Standard titanium plates, right? Standard titanium plates, right?
238 00:08:56,802 00:08:59,293 Unless her parents will go for a stem-cell scaffolding in the chest. Unless her parents will go for a stem-cell scaffolding in the chest.
239 00:08:59,371 00:09:01,202 Well, it's, uh, just the mom, Well, it's, uh, just the mom,
240 00:09:01,273 00:09:04,868 and, look, I don't want to leave this girl with an unprotected heart for years. and, look, I don't want to leave this girl with an unprotected heart for years.
241 00:09:04,943 00:09:05,967 I need to make a recommendation. I need to make a recommendation.
242 00:09:06,044 00:09:07,533 Well, we could look into new technology. Well, we could look into new technology.
243 00:09:07,611 00:09:09,044 No, I want the safest option. No, I want the safest option.
244 00:09:09,113 00:09:10,376 Then you go with plates. Then you go with plates.
245 00:09:10,449 00:09:11,472 Tried and true. Tried and true.
246 00:09:15,987 00:09:17,579 So? Hit me. So? Hit me.
247 00:09:17,655 00:09:21,147 Well, I, uh, consulted with our ortho and cardio chiefs, Well, I, uh, consulted with our ortho and cardio chiefs,
248 00:09:21,225 00:09:25,252 and, uh, the best solution is a titanium-plate sternum and ribcage. and, uh, the best solution is a titanium-plate sternum and ribcage.
249 00:09:25,496 00:09:26,484 Okay. Okay.
250 00:09:26,563 00:09:29,031 That's... That sounds good. That's... That sounds good.
251 00:09:29,099 00:09:30,657 How many revision surgeries? How many revision surgeries?
252 00:09:31,201 00:09:34,636 Probably once a year until you reach full growth. Probably once a year until you reach full growth.
253 00:09:34,703 00:09:37,900 And if I get hit with, say, even a Nerf ball to the chest? And if I get hit with, say, even a Nerf ball to the chest?
254 00:09:38,273 00:09:41,242 Well, we'll just be very careful, won't we? Well, we'll just be very careful, won't we?
255 00:09:41,410 00:09:42,843 Just answer my question. Just answer my question.
256 00:09:42,911 00:09:44,435 It's very dangerous, yes. It's very dangerous, yes.
257 00:09:44,513 00:09:46,344 MAYA: So, we're talking multiple surgeries? MAYA: So, we're talking multiple surgeries?
258 00:09:46,415 00:09:48,246 You're just gonna open and reopen my chest? You're just gonna open and reopen my chest?
259 00:09:48,716 00:09:49,842 I'm... I'm sorry. I'm... I'm sorry.
260 00:09:49,917 00:09:52,977 - Can you explain what she... - A zipper scar. - Can you explain what she... - A zipper scar.
261 00:09:55,090 00:09:56,147 JUDI: Oh. JUDI: Oh.
262 00:09:56,657 00:09:57,919 Oh, honey, I... Oh, honey, I...
263 00:09:57,992 00:09:59,289 We'll need to go in a few times, We'll need to go in a few times,
264 00:09:59,427 00:10:01,622 but I assure you it's the safest, best option. but I assure you it's the safest, best option.
265 00:10:01,696 00:10:03,890 I figured out how to do it all on a leg and a half, I figured out how to do it all on a leg and a half,
266 00:10:03,964 00:10:06,866 and now you want to limit everything I do for my entire childhood? and now you want to limit everything I do for my entire childhood?
267 00:10:06,934 00:10:09,697 This is how you get the rest of your childhood. This is how you get the rest of your childhood.
268 00:10:09,770 00:10:11,328 I'm trying to save your life, Maya. I'm trying to save your life, Maya.
269 00:10:11,405 00:10:13,236 Sweetheart, we should consider this. Maybe... Sweetheart, we should consider this. Maybe...
270 00:10:13,306 00:10:15,866 I went to three different hospitals before I came here, I went to three different hospitals before I came here,
271 00:10:15,942 00:10:17,432 and they all said the same thing. and they all said the same thing.
272 00:10:17,511 00:10:19,944 They said, "Go to Grey Sloan. Go to Dr. Karev." They said, "Go to Grey Sloan. Go to Dr. Karev."
273 00:10:20,012 00:10:23,413 So, now I'm here, and this is all I get, just this? So, now I'm here, and this is all I get, just this?
274 00:10:23,482 00:10:24,915 I'm disappointed in you. I'm disappointed in you.
275 00:10:25,786 00:10:27,616 Dr. Karev, you're off my case. Dr. Karev, you're off my case.
276 00:10:28,054 00:10:29,078 I'm sorry? I'm sorry?
277 00:10:29,155 00:10:30,452 You're fired. You're fired.
278 00:10:33,259 00:10:34,782 MEREDITH: A terrible thing happened. MEREDITH: A terrible thing happened.
279 00:10:35,226 00:10:37,252 I did get knocked around. I did get knocked around.
280 00:10:37,329 00:10:38,795 But nobody died. But nobody died.
281 00:10:43,068 00:10:46,504 And any day where nobody dies, that's a good day. And any day where nobody dies, that's a good day.
282 00:10:51,309 00:10:53,970 So, when you were laid up healing, who visited you the most? So, when you were laid up healing, who visited you the most?
283 00:10:54,044 00:10:55,341 Alex. Alex.
284 00:10:55,412 00:10:56,743 THERAPIST: Remind me, Alex is... THERAPIST: Remind me, Alex is...
285 00:10:56,814 00:10:59,612 MEREDITH: Alex is the one who proposed to his girlfriend. MEREDITH: Alex is the one who proposed to his girlfriend.
286 00:10:59,683 00:11:01,048 THERAPIST: Right. And she said no. THERAPIST: Right. And she said no.
287 00:11:01,118 00:11:03,484 Well, see, she didn't really say no, and she didn't say yes, Well, see, she didn't really say no, and she didn't say yes,
288 00:11:03,554 00:11:06,682 and then she booted him, and then he came back to live with me. and then she booted him, and then he came back to live with me.
289 00:11:06,757 00:11:09,088 Alex was there when you woke up. Alex was there when you woke up.
290 00:11:09,158 00:11:12,491 I delivered him on a silver platter to her. I delivered him on a silver platter to her.
291 00:11:12,995 00:11:14,394 And he still managed to screw it up. And he still managed to screw it up.
292 00:11:14,564 00:11:15,791 - Ugh. - You said he moved back in with her. - Ugh. - You said he moved back in with her.
293 00:11:15,864 00:11:16,854 I mean, to the place. I mean, to the place.
294 00:11:16,933 00:11:18,491 They're together, but they're not together, They're together, but they're not together,
295 00:11:18,568 00:11:20,728 but they could be together. It's... but they could be together. It's...
296 00:11:20,802 00:11:22,065 - They're stupid. - (CHUCKLES) - They're stupid. - (CHUCKLES)
297 00:11:22,171 00:11:24,161 You have feelings for Alex? Are you in love with Alex? You have feelings for Alex? Are you in love with Alex?
298 00:11:24,239 00:11:26,208 (LAUGHING) Do I have feelings for Alex? (LAUGHING) Do I have feelings for Alex?
299 00:11:26,275 00:11:27,332 - That's funny. - (CHUCKLES) - That's funny. - (CHUCKLES)
300 00:11:27,409 00:11:28,535 (LAUGHS) No. (LAUGHS) No.
301 00:11:28,743 00:11:30,074 (CHUCKLES) I'm sorry. (CHUCKLES) I'm sorry.
302 00:11:30,579 00:11:33,343 I'm just trying to understand why we're talking about them. I'm just trying to understand why we're talking about them.
303 00:11:33,915 00:11:37,009 Because he's being stupid. Because he's being stupid.
304 00:11:38,486 00:11:40,249 Uh, can she actually fire us? Uh, can she actually fire us?
305 00:11:40,321 00:11:41,721 - She's a kid. - Oh, shut up. - She's a kid. - Oh, shut up.
306 00:11:41,790 00:11:43,984 She's older than you are, and she's smarter. She's older than you are, and she's smarter.
307 00:11:44,058 00:11:46,048 She'll cool off. She'll come around. She'll cool off. She'll come around.
308 00:11:46,126 00:11:47,253 Go check my post-ops. Go check my post-ops.
309 00:11:47,328 00:11:49,387 I've never been fired before. I've never been fired before.
310 00:11:49,596 00:11:51,792 Does this go on my permanent record? Does this go on my permanent record?
311 00:11:51,866 00:11:52,924 God. God.
312 00:11:54,601 00:11:56,797 Look, you have to stop paging me, okay? Look, you have to stop paging me, okay?
313 00:11:56,871 00:11:59,202 - I'm getting in trouble now. - I was trying to find out if you were... - I'm getting in trouble now. - I was trying to find out if you were...
314 00:11:59,272 00:12:01,398 "You okay?" "Are you okay?" "You okay?" Yes, I'm okay. "You okay?" "Are you okay?" "You okay?" Yes, I'm okay.
315 00:12:01,474 00:12:02,498 Why wouldn't I be okay? Why wouldn't I be okay?
316 00:12:02,575 00:12:04,509 I thought you got blown up by an ambulance. I thought you got blown up by an ambulance.
317 00:12:04,643 00:12:06,201 What? I wasn't even... What? I wasn't even...
318 00:12:08,114 00:12:09,603 You were worried about me. You were worried about me.
319 00:12:12,317 00:12:13,375 Aw. Aw.
320 00:12:16,020 00:12:17,886 (CELL PHONE CHIMING) (CELL PHONE CHIMING)
321 00:12:17,956 00:12:19,082 Oh, crap. Oh, crap.
322 00:12:19,158 00:12:20,988 - A consult. - Mmm-mmm. - A consult. - Mmm-mmm.
323 00:12:21,325 00:12:24,260 Mmm, okay. Now you're getting me in trouble. Mmm, okay. Now you're getting me in trouble.
324 00:12:25,763 00:12:26,856 (MAGGIE SIGHS) (MAGGIE SIGHS)
325 00:12:27,498 00:12:28,692 (ANDREW SIGHS) (ANDREW SIGHS)
326 00:12:28,766 00:12:29,824 Mmm. Mmm.
327 00:12:36,439 00:12:39,306 I mean, who cares if DeLuca is an intern? I mean, who cares if DeLuca is an intern?
328 00:12:39,743 00:12:44,009 It's all sexy and secret at first, and then it's just a pain in the ass. It's all sexy and secret at first, and then it's just a pain in the ass.
329 00:12:44,314 00:12:45,781 So, they should just bring it out in the open. So, they should just bring it out in the open.
330 00:12:45,849 00:12:48,113 That's what Derek and I did, and we have three beautiful children. That's what Derek and I did, and we have three beautiful children.
331 00:12:49,586 00:12:52,817 And is Maggie the one in AA? Or is she the hoverer? And is Maggie the one in AA? Or is she the hoverer?
332 00:12:52,889 00:12:54,150 The hoverer. The hoverer.
333 00:12:54,223 00:12:55,781 That's the other thing. That's the other thing.
334 00:12:55,858 00:12:57,621 If she was getting it regular, If she was getting it regular,
335 00:12:57,693 00:13:00,491 maybe she would stop hovering all the time. maybe she would stop hovering all the time.
336 00:13:03,265 00:13:04,357 - Oh, sorry. - Oh, hey. - Oh, sorry. - Oh, hey.
337 00:13:05,366 00:13:06,390 Um... Um...
338 00:13:07,336 00:13:09,565 How are you? Are you... You good? How are you? Are you... You good?
339 00:13:11,506 00:13:12,996 Did you hear about the ambulance? Did you hear about the ambulance?
340 00:13:13,074 00:13:14,132 Oh, yeah, I know. Oh, yeah, I know.
341 00:13:14,209 00:13:15,437 That's so crazy, right? That's so crazy, right?
342 00:13:15,510 00:13:19,469 Well, I mean, fire, O2 tanks, poor maintenance, cigarettes. Well, I mean, fire, O2 tanks, poor maintenance, cigarettes.
343 00:13:19,547 00:13:20,706 I'm sorry? I'm sorry?
344 00:13:20,781 00:13:23,978 (STAMMERS) Reasons ambulances explode. (STAMMERS) Reasons ambulances explode.
345 00:13:24,051 00:13:25,985 It happens all the time, actually, which is weird, It happens all the time, actually, which is weird,
346 00:13:26,053 00:13:28,283 considering that their job is to not kill people... considering that their job is to not kill people...
347 00:13:28,755 00:13:29,779 (CHUCKLES SOFTLY) (CHUCKLES SOFTLY)
348 00:13:29,856 00:13:32,289 ...but it happens just like... (IMITATES EXPLOSION) ...but it happens just like... (IMITATES EXPLOSION)
349 00:13:34,161 00:13:35,787 Yeah, so, um, Yeah, so, um,
350 00:13:37,263 00:13:38,322 are you good? are you good?
351 00:13:39,065 00:13:40,123 I'm okay. I'm okay.
352 00:13:40,666 00:13:42,497 Uh, I should... Uh, I should...
353 00:13:44,437 00:13:45,597 MEREDITH: I didn't screw them up. MEREDITH: I didn't screw them up.
354 00:13:45,671 00:13:46,796 I was nice. I was nice.
355 00:13:46,871 00:13:48,362 Penny killed my husband. Penny killed my husband.
356 00:13:48,441 00:13:50,341 I took her in, I'm teaching her. I took her in, I'm teaching her.
357 00:13:50,408 00:13:52,376 I am trying to make something good out of it. I am trying to make something good out of it.
358 00:13:52,477 00:13:54,741 That was very cool of me. I didn't have to do that. That was very cool of me. I didn't have to do that.
359 00:13:54,813 00:13:56,713 No, you didn't, but why did you? No, you didn't, but why did you?
360 00:13:56,781 00:13:59,341 And now Callie thinks I'm coming between them, And now Callie thinks I'm coming between them,
361 00:13:59,417 00:14:01,385 and Blake thinks so, too. I can feel it. and Blake thinks so, too. I can feel it.
362 00:14:01,453 00:14:02,510 And it's just not true. And it's just not true.
363 00:14:02,653 00:14:05,145 I did not come between their great love. I did not come between their great love.
364 00:14:05,323 00:14:06,619 Wasn't me. Wasn't me.
365 00:14:07,725 00:14:09,057 I'm sorry. I'm sorry.
366 00:14:09,360 00:14:10,486 Who's Callie again? Who's Callie again?
367 00:14:10,561 00:14:12,552 - Callie is my friend in ortho. - Ah, yeah. - Callie is my friend in ortho. - Ah, yeah.
368 00:14:12,630 00:14:14,188 Come on, keep up. Come on, keep up.
369 00:14:14,798 00:14:15,890 (MONITOR BEEPING) (MONITOR BEEPING)
370 00:14:15,966 00:14:17,330 ICP is normalizing. ICP is normalizing.
371 00:14:17,400 00:14:18,800 This drain is doing the trick. This drain is doing the trick.
372 00:14:18,869 00:14:19,858 We'll observe him tonight, We'll observe him tonight,
373 00:14:19,937 00:14:22,564 and I'll take him up to the OR tomorrow and repair the liver lac. and I'll take him up to the OR tomorrow and repair the liver lac.
374 00:14:22,639 00:14:23,629 Kepner, you free? Kepner, you free?
375 00:14:23,707 00:14:24,832 - Uh, yeah. Just let me know. - Great. - Uh, yeah. Just let me know. - Great.
376 00:14:24,907 00:14:27,501 I will scrub in and remove the drain at the same time. I will scrub in and remove the drain at the same time.
377 00:14:27,577 00:14:28,566 - Thanks. - Mmm-hmm. - Thanks. - Mmm-hmm.
378 00:14:31,147 00:14:32,773 So, you still living with Richard? So, you still living with Richard?
379 00:14:33,216 00:14:34,478 I'm crashing here. I'm crashing here.
380 00:14:34,550 00:14:36,210 - It's a better commute. - (CHUCKLES) - It's a better commute. - (CHUCKLES)
381 00:14:38,688 00:14:41,679 Amelia, you know you can stay with me. Amelia, you know you can stay with me.
382 00:14:42,357 00:14:44,951 It's not a good idea for my sobriety. It's not a good idea for my sobriety.
383 00:14:45,027 00:14:46,051 Right. Right.
384 00:14:47,495 00:14:48,895 I'm gonna need dinner, though. I'm gonna need dinner, though.
385 00:14:49,398 00:14:50,558 Great. Great.
386 00:14:50,998 00:14:52,397 Dinner tonight? Dinner tonight?
387 00:14:52,933 00:14:54,026 Okay. Okay.
388 00:14:55,036 00:14:56,060 (CLEARS THROAT) (CLEARS THROAT)
389 00:14:56,137 00:14:57,866 So, Hunt and I will do the liver lac tomorrow. So, Hunt and I will do the liver lac tomorrow.
390 00:14:57,938 00:14:59,132 How is the, uh, partner? How is the, uh, partner?
391 00:14:59,440 00:15:00,464 Stable. Stable.
392 00:15:00,541 00:15:02,031 Worried about his friend. Worried about his friend.
393 00:15:02,109 00:15:06,101 You should have cardio there, too, so bring in Riggs just to be safe. You should have cardio there, too, so bring in Riggs just to be safe.
394 00:15:06,179 00:15:07,203 (SIGHS) Come on. (SIGHS) Come on.
395 00:15:07,280 00:15:08,475 I'm sorry? I'm sorry?
396 00:15:08,549 00:15:11,949 You know there was an explosion in the ER this morning. You know there was an explosion in the ER this morning.
397 00:15:12,252 00:15:15,744 I just really don't want to see another one over an open patient. I just really don't want to see another one over an open patient.
398 00:15:16,656 00:15:17,679 You make a good point. You make a good point.
399 00:15:21,894 00:15:24,056 - Wait, so it all comes out in one piece? - Exactly. - Wait, so it all comes out in one piece? - Exactly.
400 00:15:24,364 00:15:25,762 That's so freaking cool. That's so freaking cool.
401 00:15:25,831 00:15:27,458 (LAUGHTER) (LAUGHTER)
402 00:15:27,533 00:15:28,658 What's going on? What's going on?
403 00:15:28,734 00:15:31,362 Oh, um, Dr. Karev, uh, these two are gonna make me those. Oh, um, Dr. Karev, uh, these two are gonna make me those.
404 00:15:31,970 00:15:33,027 Pierce and I had an idea. Pierce and I had an idea.
405 00:15:33,104 00:15:35,130 'Cause they're geniuses. 'Cause they're geniuses.
406 00:15:35,207 00:15:36,867 - Well, she kind of is, too. - (CALLIE LAUGHS) - Well, she kind of is, too. - (CALLIE LAUGHS)
407 00:15:36,941 00:15:39,206 It does sound pretty amazing. It does sound pretty amazing.
408 00:15:39,278 00:15:40,710 You just took over my case? You just took over my case?
409 00:15:40,778 00:15:43,406 She paged us for a consult. She paged us for a consult.
410 00:15:43,481 00:15:47,349 Yeah, no offense, but you're not my doctor anymore. Yeah, no offense, but you're not my doctor anymore.
411 00:15:47,818 00:15:50,652 But I think when you see this, you're gonna want in. But I think when you see this, you're gonna want in.
412 00:15:50,722 00:15:51,710 Can we show him this? Can we show him this?
413 00:15:51,788 00:15:52,777 MAGGIE: Yeah, mmm-hmm. JO: Yeah, hit it. MAGGIE: Yeah, mmm-hmm. JO: Yeah, hit it.
414 00:15:52,856 00:15:54,347 CALLIE: Okay, so, I can excise Maya's tumors, CALLIE: Okay, so, I can excise Maya's tumors,
415 00:15:54,425 00:15:56,858 but instead of the traditional titanium reconstruction, but instead of the traditional titanium reconstruction,
416 00:15:56,927 00:15:58,917 I can 3D print a new sternum and ribs. I can 3D print a new sternum and ribs.
417 00:15:58,994 00:16:00,929 They'll be molded to her exact body specifications They'll be molded to her exact body specifications
418 00:16:00,997 00:16:02,191 so she can move around more naturally. so she can move around more naturally.
419 00:16:02,265 00:16:03,253 Have you ever done this? Have you ever done this?
420 00:16:03,332 00:16:04,857 It's only been done once before on an adult, It's only been done once before on an adult,
421 00:16:04,935 00:16:06,061 but I can modify it for a child. but I can modify it for a child.
422 00:16:06,136 00:16:07,864 Yeah, I'll be the first. Yeah, I'll be the first.
423 00:16:07,937 00:16:10,371 I'll look like the Terminator, which is badass. I'll look like the Terminator, which is badass.
424 00:16:10,439 00:16:11,770 (LAUGHTER) (LAUGHTER)
425 00:16:11,841 00:16:13,331 Can I see you two outside? Can I see you two outside?
426 00:16:14,175 00:16:16,804 You said yourself titanium plates are the best option. You said yourself titanium plates are the best option.
427 00:16:16,879 00:16:20,315 That was before I knew that Callie could print her her own ribcage. That was before I knew that Callie could print her her own ribcage.
428 00:16:20,383 00:16:22,612 It will be fewer surgeries in the long run. It will be fewer surgeries in the long run.
429 00:16:22,684 00:16:24,653 You're not experimenting on some kid. You're not experimenting on some kid.
430 00:16:24,720 00:16:25,913 She may think she knows what she wants, She may think she knows what she wants,
431 00:16:25,987 00:16:27,614 but she's not old enough to understand the risks. but she's not old enough to understand the risks.
432 00:16:27,689 00:16:29,816 She gets it. Trust me. She gets it. Trust me.
433 00:16:29,891 00:16:33,223 I know a little something about being labeled too smart for your age. I know a little something about being labeled too smart for your age.
434 00:16:33,660 00:16:34,787 I love her. I love her.
435 00:16:34,863 00:16:36,125 I'm not signing off on this. I'm not signing off on this.
436 00:16:36,197 00:16:39,598 You're not on the case anymore, and her mom has the consent forms. You're not on the case anymore, and her mom has the consent forms.
437 00:16:39,667 00:16:41,566 Oh, you know as well as I do she's freaking useless. Oh, you know as well as I do she's freaking useless.
438 00:16:41,635 00:16:42,795 I mean, you can't even... I mean, you can't even...
439 00:16:42,870 00:16:44,098 - Karev, Karev. - Hey. - Karev, Karev. - Hey.
440 00:16:45,706 00:16:46,764 (SIGHS) (SIGHS)
441 00:16:47,841 00:16:49,535 Ms. Roberts, please. Ms. Roberts, please.
442 00:16:49,610 00:16:52,043 This is a dangerous experimental procedure This is a dangerous experimental procedure
443 00:16:52,111 00:16:55,877 with zero proof that it'll work, let alone keep your kid alive. with zero proof that it'll work, let alone keep your kid alive.
444 00:16:55,948 00:16:58,644 Trust me when I tell you you don't want to do this. Trust me when I tell you you don't want to do this.
445 00:17:02,522 00:17:03,852 Please, Mom. Please, Mom.
446 00:17:05,158 00:17:06,591 It's what she wants. It's what she wants.
447 00:17:18,302 00:17:19,826 You swiped her. You swiped her.
448 00:17:19,905 00:17:20,929 We didn't swipe her. We didn't swipe her.
449 00:17:21,006 00:17:22,370 She fired you and asked us. She fired you and asked us.
450 00:17:22,440 00:17:23,702 Look, no one's looking out for this kid. Look, no one's looking out for this kid.
451 00:17:23,774 00:17:25,799 - Not her mom, not anyone. - Um, we are, Alex. - Not her mom, not anyone. - Um, we are, Alex.
452 00:17:25,876 00:17:27,002 And I wouldn't have even suggested it And I wouldn't have even suggested it
453 00:17:27,077 00:17:28,874 if I didn't believe that it was the best thing for her. if I didn't believe that it was the best thing for her.
454 00:17:28,946 00:17:30,641 Whoa, whoa, whoa. No arguing. Fun. Whoa, whoa, whoa. No arguing. Fun.
455 00:17:30,714 00:17:32,045 Remember? Fun? Remember? Fun?
456 00:17:32,116 00:17:34,140 For Meredith, for support. For Meredith, for support.
457 00:17:34,217 00:17:35,583 I postponed sex for this. I postponed sex for this.
458 00:17:35,653 00:17:36,711 THERAPIST: Maggie's a hoverer. THERAPIST: Maggie's a hoverer.
459 00:17:36,787 00:17:38,048 God, she hovers all the time. God, she hovers all the time.
460 00:17:38,121 00:17:40,021 Does it bother you, the hovering? Does it bother you, the hovering?
461 00:17:40,089 00:17:42,057 No, she's just being sisterly or whatever. No, she's just being sisterly or whatever.
462 00:17:42,125 00:17:43,149 Why would you say that? Why would you say that?
463 00:17:43,226 00:17:44,658 So, how long is this going to last? So, how long is this going to last?
464 00:17:44,726 00:17:46,092 Come on. It's fun. Come on. It's fun.
465 00:17:46,162 00:17:47,186 I want to go to bed. I want to go to bed.
466 00:17:47,263 00:17:49,025 Well, I do, too, and I can't go home. Well, I do, too, and I can't go home.
467 00:17:49,097 00:17:51,066 I don't want to go home alone. (SIGHS) I don't want to go home alone. (SIGHS)
468 00:17:51,134 00:17:53,397 - I miss Penny. - I miss having sex. - I miss Penny. - I miss having sex.
469 00:17:53,469 00:17:55,198 Oh, Penny and I had the greatest sex. Oh, Penny and I had the greatest sex.
470 00:17:55,270 00:17:58,000 It was that journey-of-discovery, great sex you have in the beginning. It was that journey-of-discovery, great sex you have in the beginning.
471 00:17:58,073 00:18:00,302 Jo and I had sex like that all the time. Jo and I had sex like that all the time.
472 00:18:00,375 00:18:02,843 And now no Penny, no sex. No sex with Penny. And now no Penny, no sex. No sex with Penny.
473 00:18:02,911 00:18:05,310 - Nothing. - Okay, let's not talk about sex, - Nothing. - Okay, let's not talk about sex,
474 00:18:05,379 00:18:06,608 because the chief is here. because the chief is here.
475 00:18:06,682 00:18:07,841 MIRANDA: I'm just eating my pizza. MIRANDA: I'm just eating my pizza.
476 00:18:07,915 00:18:10,042 Besides, it sounds like none of y'all are getting any anyway. Besides, it sounds like none of y'all are getting any anyway.
477 00:18:10,117 00:18:11,277 - Pierce is getting some. - MAGGIE: No, I'm not. - Pierce is getting some. - MAGGIE: No, I'm not.
478 00:18:11,352 00:18:12,751 Don't say that. Forget he said that. Don't say that. Forget he said that.
479 00:18:12,820 00:18:13,809 So annoying. So annoying.
480 00:18:13,888 00:18:15,913 She has people over all the time, She has people over all the time,
481 00:18:15,990 00:18:18,117 like if I'm alone, I'll explode or something. like if I'm alone, I'll explode or something.
482 00:18:18,192 00:18:19,624 They won't go away. They won't go away.
483 00:18:19,693 00:18:21,321 Okay, but, guys, really, you can go. Okay, but, guys, really, you can go.
484 00:18:21,395 00:18:23,487 - No, we're here because it's fun. - No, really, it's okay. - No, we're here because it's fun. - No, really, it's okay.
485 00:18:23,563 00:18:24,689 - CALLIE: Are you sure? - I can... - CALLIE: Are you sure? - I can...
486 00:18:24,764 00:18:26,356 - 'Cause you seem a little... - Cranky as hell? - 'Cause you seem a little... - Cranky as hell?
487 00:18:26,433 00:18:28,833 Which is totally understandable with everything you've gone through. Which is totally understandable with everything you've gone through.
488 00:18:28,902 00:18:30,198 - Of course you would be. - CALLIE: We're worried. - Of course you would be. - CALLIE: We're worried.
489 00:18:30,269 00:18:31,760 - You don't have to worry. - We know. - You don't have to worry. - We know.
490 00:18:31,838 00:18:32,896 And I'm not cranky. And I'm not cranky.
491 00:18:32,973 00:18:33,996 I know. I know.
492 00:18:34,073 00:18:36,133 - Except you are, all the time. - (SIGHS) - Except you are, all the time. - (SIGHS)
493 00:18:36,209 00:18:37,505 THERAPIST: Do you want to be alone? THERAPIST: Do you want to be alone?
494 00:18:37,877 00:18:39,538 Well, I'm a widow. Well, I'm a widow.
495 00:18:39,612 00:18:40,738 I'm good at it. I'm good at it.
496 00:18:40,814 00:18:42,303 - I really just want... - What? - I really just want... - What?
497 00:18:42,381 00:18:43,507 THERAPIST: Well, then tell them to go away. THERAPIST: Well, then tell them to go away.
498 00:18:43,582 00:18:45,446 Well, no, because they're just trying to help. Well, no, because they're just trying to help.
499 00:18:45,517 00:18:47,076 - What do you want? - What can we do? - What do you want? - What can we do?
500 00:18:47,152 00:18:48,779 THERAPIST: But they're not being helpful. THERAPIST: But they're not being helpful.
501 00:18:49,287 00:18:51,984 And it's all right for you to tell them that. And it's all right for you to tell them that.
502 00:18:53,091 00:18:55,116 Leave my house. Leave my house.
503 00:18:55,193 00:18:56,183 Get out. Get out.
504 00:18:56,262 00:18:57,250 I mean, thank you, I mean, thank you,
505 00:18:57,328 00:18:59,888 but really, just go be with whoever somewhere else but really, just go be with whoever somewhere else
506 00:18:59,964 00:19:01,329 so that I can go to sleep. so that I can go to sleep.
507 00:19:04,434 00:19:05,458 Leave. Leave.
508 00:19:07,771 00:19:09,432 THERAPIST: You seem angry. THERAPIST: You seem angry.
509 00:19:10,474 00:19:11,805 I'm not. I'm not.
510 00:19:12,576 00:19:13,770 My bad. My bad.
511 00:19:14,645 00:19:15,872 I took your advice. I took your advice.
512 00:19:15,945 00:19:18,744 I kicked them all out of my house last night. I kicked them all out of my house last night.
513 00:19:18,815 00:19:19,872 And? And?
514 00:19:20,416 00:19:21,975 It worked. They left me alone. It worked. They left me alone.
515 00:19:22,052 00:19:23,416 Well, that's what you wanted. Well, that's what you wanted.
516 00:19:23,886 00:19:25,080 I know. I know.
517 00:19:31,694 00:19:32,991 (DOORBELL RINGS) (DOORBELL RINGS)
518 00:19:33,062 00:19:34,120 Hey. Dr. Webber. Hey. Dr. Webber.
519 00:19:34,195 00:19:35,890 Arizona's just gonna be a second, so... Arizona's just gonna be a second, so...
520 00:19:35,964 00:19:37,432 All right, thanks. All right, thanks.
521 00:19:37,500 00:19:38,932 Hey, let's get a move on! Hey, let's get a move on!
522 00:19:39,000 00:19:40,592 Trivia's starting in 15 minutes! Trivia's starting in 15 minutes!
523 00:19:40,735 00:19:41,929 ARIZONA: Coming! ARIZONA: Coming!
524 00:19:43,772 00:19:45,364 Hey. You looking sharp. Hey. You looking sharp.
525 00:19:45,473 00:19:46,701 You got a hot date? You got a hot date?
526 00:19:46,775 00:19:48,675 - Uh, yeah, something like that. - Hmm. - Uh, yeah, something like that. - Hmm.
527 00:19:48,743 00:19:51,074 She's, uh... We're kind of keeping it quiet. She's, uh... We're kind of keeping it quiet.
528 00:19:51,245 00:19:53,236 Oh, secret romance. Oh, secret romance.
529 00:19:53,847 00:19:56,681 I'm guessing she works at the hospital? I'm guessing she works at the hospital?
530 00:19:58,185 00:20:00,380 - I mean, she... - (CHUCKLING) - I mean, she... - (CHUCKLING)
531 00:20:00,454 00:20:01,751 Relax, son. Relax, son.
532 00:20:01,822 00:20:03,084 I get it. I get it.
533 00:20:03,157 00:20:04,851 You know, it's been a few years, You know, it's been a few years,
534 00:20:04,924 00:20:07,621 but if yours is anything like mine was, keeping it a secret but if yours is anything like mine was, keeping it a secret
535 00:20:07,695 00:20:09,753 makes it just that much more exciting. makes it just that much more exciting.
536 00:20:10,463 00:20:11,691 You know, you're totally right. You know, you're totally right.
537 00:20:11,764 00:20:14,733 I mean, she... She keeps it so together in front of people at work, I mean, she... She keeps it so together in front of people at work,
538 00:20:14,801 00:20:17,702 - but then, when we're alone... - She's a wildcat, huh? - but then, when we're alone... - She's a wildcat, huh?
539 00:20:17,770 00:20:20,135 (BOTH LAUGHING) (BOTH LAUGHING)
540 00:20:20,205 00:20:22,674 How do I look? How do I look?
541 00:20:22,742 00:20:23,765 Do I look hot? Do I look hot?
542 00:20:23,842 00:20:25,309 Yeah, yeah, yeah, you're very hot. Yeah, yeah, yeah, you're very hot.
543 00:20:25,377 00:20:26,810 - Can we go now? - (LAUGHS) - Can we go now? - (LAUGHS)
544 00:20:27,946 00:20:30,107 Thank you. Whoo. Thank you. Whoo.
545 00:20:30,182 00:20:32,412 - Okay. See you later. - You have fun, too. - Okay. See you later. - You have fun, too.
546 00:20:32,484 00:20:34,384 - All right, have fun tonight, DeLuca. - Thanks. - All right, have fun tonight, DeLuca. - Thanks.
547 00:20:34,453 00:20:37,183 Oh, and, uh, you can't tame a wildcat. Oh, and, uh, you can't tame a wildcat.
548 00:20:38,589 00:20:39,749 (CAR ALARM CHIRPS) (CAR ALARM CHIRPS)
549 00:20:40,024 00:20:41,252 It's infuriating. It's infuriating.
550 00:20:41,325 00:20:44,556 Because I know that our problems haven't just magically disappeared. Because I know that our problems haven't just magically disappeared.
551 00:20:44,929 00:20:45,918 - BENJAMIN: Thanks. - Mmm-hmm. - BENJAMIN: Thanks. - Mmm-hmm.
552 00:20:45,996 00:20:47,862 Hey, uh, when are the rest of the guys coming? Hey, uh, when are the rest of the guys coming?
553 00:20:49,100 00:20:50,225 This is it. This is it.
554 00:20:50,634 00:20:52,762 - All right. - (BOTH LAUGH) - All right. - (BOTH LAUGH)
555 00:20:52,837 00:20:54,428 PENNY: Why did you let him move in? PENNY: Why did you let him move in?
556 00:20:54,504 00:20:58,907 Because he showed up at my door all sad with his big, sweet face Because he showed up at my door all sad with his big, sweet face
557 00:20:58,975 00:21:01,034 and made me forget everything that was wrong with us. and made me forget everything that was wrong with us.
558 00:21:01,110 00:21:02,099 I know. I know.
559 00:21:02,177 00:21:03,611 I see Callie walking down the hall. I see Callie walking down the hall.
560 00:21:03,680 00:21:07,080 She and I are barely talking, and I still get stupid. She and I are barely talking, and I still get stupid.
561 00:21:07,384 00:21:09,681 - Ugh. - I want to get stupid over somebody. - Ugh. - I want to get stupid over somebody.
562 00:21:10,052 00:21:11,781 - All I ever feel is smart. - PENNY: Mmm. - All I ever feel is smart. - PENNY: Mmm.
563 00:21:11,854 00:21:14,550 I just want to take his dumb, gorgeous face, I just want to take his dumb, gorgeous face,
564 00:21:14,623 00:21:17,455 and I just... I want to... I want to pummel it and I just... I want to... I want to pummel it
565 00:21:17,526 00:21:22,087 and kiss it and marry it, and just pummel it. and kiss it and marry it, and just pummel it.
566 00:21:22,163 00:21:24,154 PENNY: I get that, too. JO: Mmm. PENNY: I get that, too. JO: Mmm.
567 00:21:24,232 00:21:26,530 - Not the pummeling, but the kissing. - Mmm. - Not the pummeling, but the kissing. - Mmm.
568 00:21:26,601 00:21:28,762 I thought you didn't even want to marry him? I thought you didn't even want to marry him?
569 00:21:28,836 00:21:31,303 I don't know what I want. I can't be trusted. I don't know what I want. I can't be trusted.
570 00:21:31,371 00:21:33,363 I wonder what guys want. I wonder what guys want.
571 00:21:33,908 00:21:35,068 Hey, Warren, Warren. Hey, Warren, Warren.
572 00:21:35,142 00:21:36,439 You're a guy. What do you want? You're a guy. What do you want?
573 00:21:37,044 00:21:38,103 Um... Um...
574 00:21:38,312 00:21:41,075 You know, that's, uh... That's tough. Um... You know, that's, uh... That's tough. Um...
575 00:21:41,715 00:21:43,876 Did anybody see that an ambulance blew up in the ER today? Did anybody see that an ambulance blew up in the ER today?
576 00:21:43,950 00:21:45,577 No, we're serious. No, we're serious.
577 00:21:46,019 00:21:47,417 What do guys want? What do guys want?
578 00:21:48,055 00:21:50,182 - (SIGHS) - What do guys want? - (SIGHS) - What do guys want?
579 00:21:50,256 00:21:52,781 - Out of this conversation. - (LAUGHTER) - Out of this conversation. - (LAUGHTER)
580 00:21:52,858 00:21:54,450 - (CELL PHONE CHIMING) - Oh, um... - (CELL PHONE CHIMING) - Oh, um...
581 00:21:56,295 00:21:59,458 I just got an important text, and I have to go. I just got an important text, and I have to go.
582 00:21:59,532 00:22:01,329 Oh, you are impossible. Oh, you are impossible.
583 00:22:01,400 00:22:03,732 - Oh, women are just as impossible. - Really? - Oh, women are just as impossible. - Really?
584 00:22:03,803 00:22:05,134 Look, I, uh... Look, I, uh...
585 00:22:05,603 00:22:07,230 I can't speak for all men. I can't speak for all men.
586 00:22:07,806 00:22:11,071 I'm just a guy who wants to go home to his wife. I'm just a guy who wants to go home to his wife.
587 00:22:12,010 00:22:13,602 Sorry. Good night. Sorry. Good night.
588 00:22:13,845 00:22:15,938 (CHUCKLING) Oh. (CHUCKLING) Oh.
589 00:22:16,647 00:22:17,909 Screw Bailey. Screw Bailey.
590 00:22:17,981 00:22:19,244 (ALL LAUGH) (ALL LAUGH)
591 00:22:19,317 00:22:21,477 Aw, she got the good one. Aw, she got the good one.
592 00:22:21,552 00:22:22,746 She did. She did.
593 00:22:23,153 00:22:24,279 STEPHANIE: Mmm. STEPHANIE: Mmm.
594 00:22:24,988 00:22:26,785 (GASPS) Ho-ho! (GASPS) Ho-ho!
595 00:22:26,857 00:22:29,519 - Looks like you owe me another beer. - (CLICKS TONGUE) - Looks like you owe me another beer. - (CLICKS TONGUE)
596 00:22:29,593 00:22:30,617 NATHAN: Oh, hell. NATHAN: Oh, hell.
597 00:22:30,694 00:22:33,595 Hey, no one forced you to take bets you couldn't win. Hey, no one forced you to take bets you couldn't win.
598 00:22:34,732 00:22:36,198 What is the deal, Nathan? What is the deal, Nathan?
599 00:22:38,134 00:22:39,362 No deal. No deal.
600 00:22:39,869 00:22:41,097 Go again? Go again?
601 00:22:41,904 00:22:44,771 I talked about Owen dozens of times when we were over there, I talked about Owen dozens of times when we were over there,
602 00:22:44,841 00:22:46,001 and you never even mentioned knowing him. and you never even mentioned knowing him.
603 00:22:46,908 00:22:48,900 Well, I didn't want to talk about it. Well, I didn't want to talk about it.
604 00:22:48,978 00:22:51,138 So, what, you guys have just, like, always hated each other? So, what, you guys have just, like, always hated each other?
605 00:22:51,213 00:22:53,044 I never hated him. I never hated him.
606 00:22:53,115 00:22:57,245 We became doctors together, went through school, field training. We became doctors together, went through school, field training.
607 00:22:57,319 00:22:58,580 There was no one I trusted more. There was no one I trusted more.
608 00:22:58,653 00:22:59,847 We were like brothers. We were like brothers.
609 00:22:59,921 00:23:01,354 What happened? What happened?
610 00:23:03,257 00:23:04,316 You're up. You're up.
611 00:23:04,392 00:23:06,154 Okay, so we're not talking about this? Okay, so we're not talking about this?
612 00:23:06,227 00:23:07,922 We're playing darts. We're playing darts.
613 00:23:12,833 00:23:14,357 How'd you get so good at darts anyway? How'd you get so good at darts anyway?
614 00:23:15,870 00:23:19,203 (SIGHS) You pick up some things when you have no reason to go home. (SIGHS) You pick up some things when you have no reason to go home.
615 00:23:20,775 00:23:22,639 So, what are you gonna do? So, what are you gonna do?
616 00:23:22,709 00:23:24,007 You gonna sign the papers? You gonna sign the papers?
617 00:23:26,012 00:23:27,138 We're playing darts. We're playing darts.
618 00:23:31,084 00:23:32,550 Fine with me. Fine with me.
619 00:23:33,519 00:23:35,112 Hey, you ready? I'm starving. Hey, you ready? I'm starving.
620 00:23:35,188 00:23:37,985 Listen, can we do this another night? (SIGHS) Listen, can we do this another night? (SIGHS)
621 00:23:38,056 00:23:39,354 Uh, okay. Uh, okay.
622 00:23:39,425 00:23:40,914 I'm not hungry, and I don't want to... I'm not hungry, and I don't want to...
623 00:23:40,993 00:23:42,153 - What's wrong? - Nothing, nothing. - What's wrong? - Nothing, nothing.
624 00:23:42,227 00:23:43,955 Just be better another night, okay? Just be better another night, okay?
625 00:23:44,028 00:23:45,189 Is this about Riggs? Is this about Riggs?
626 00:23:45,264 00:23:46,595 Can you... Can you...
627 00:23:47,266 00:23:49,062 I'm not getting into it. I'm not getting into it.
628 00:23:49,133 00:23:51,158 Everything doesn't need to be talked about. Everything doesn't need to be talked about.
629 00:23:51,869 00:23:52,961 Okay. Okay.
630 00:23:53,838 00:23:55,465 Yeah, I understand. Yeah, I understand.
631 00:23:55,540 00:23:59,533 So, another time, you will call me, and we'll go out. So, another time, you will call me, and we'll go out.
632 00:24:00,278 00:24:02,905 But you won't, will you? But you won't, will you?
633 00:24:03,146 00:24:04,876 Or you will and I will cave and go Or you will and I will cave and go
634 00:24:04,949 00:24:08,042 and I will talk too much and you will say nothing. and I will talk too much and you will say nothing.
635 00:24:08,118 00:24:09,278 And I'm... And I'm...
636 00:24:09,352 00:24:11,650 I don't know how to do this thing that you do I don't know how to do this thing that you do
637 00:24:11,721 00:24:13,689 where you make me feel like crap where you make me feel like crap
638 00:24:13,756 00:24:16,351 and there are no words coming out of your mouth. and there are no words coming out of your mouth.
639 00:24:16,827 00:24:18,123 So, whatever. So, whatever.
640 00:24:18,194 00:24:21,028 You'll call me, maybe, or maybe not. You'll call me, maybe, or maybe not.
641 00:24:21,097 00:24:23,792 And maybe I will not care. And maybe I will not care.
642 00:24:29,003 00:24:30,130 I had a sister. I had a sister.
643 00:24:33,675 00:24:34,836 Megan. Megan.
644 00:24:35,511 00:24:37,410 She was three years younger than me. She was three years younger than me.
645 00:24:37,478 00:24:41,437 Smarter than me, funnier than me, better person than me, okay? Smarter than me, funnier than me, better person than me, okay?
646 00:24:41,516 00:24:43,313 But she did everything I did. But she did everything I did.
647 00:24:43,384 00:24:46,547 We went to med school together, and that's where we met Riggs. We went to med school together, and that's where we met Riggs.
648 00:24:46,621 00:24:48,315 Nate was my best friend. Nate was my best friend.
649 00:24:48,388 00:24:50,186 And Megan loved him. And Megan loved him.
650 00:24:51,526 00:24:54,585 And he was with her the day that we lost her. And he was with her the day that we lost her.
651 00:24:56,563 00:25:00,226 I trusted him with her, and he was like a brother to me. I trusted him with her, and he was like a brother to me.
652 00:25:02,002 00:25:03,764 And he should've... And he should've...
653 00:25:06,206 00:25:07,570 But he didn't. But he didn't.
654 00:25:12,111 00:25:14,011 And I don't talk about it. And I don't talk about it.
655 00:25:16,215 00:25:17,239 Okay. Okay.
656 00:25:19,251 00:25:20,276 (SIGHS) (SIGHS)
657 00:25:20,920 00:25:22,853 (MELLOW SONG PLAYING) (MELLOW SONG PLAYING)
658 00:25:22,921 00:25:24,286 Can I say one thing? Can I say one thing?
659 00:25:27,959 00:25:29,153 She loved him. She loved him.
660 00:25:29,294 00:25:30,556 There's a reason. There's a reason.
661 00:25:30,629 00:25:32,722 She loved him for a reason. She loved him for a reason.
662 00:25:33,564 00:25:36,329 That's what I hold on to. Derek loved her. That's what I hold on to. Derek loved her.
663 00:25:37,835 00:25:39,803 Your sister loved Riggs. Your sister loved Riggs.
664 00:25:40,472 00:25:41,631 So, there's good in there. So, there's good in there.
665 00:25:42,673 00:25:44,300 That makes him family. That makes him family.
666 00:25:44,841 00:25:47,640 And that means that maybe he deserves another chance. And that means that maybe he deserves another chance.
667 00:25:55,952 00:25:58,216 Are you still hungry? (CHUCKLES) Are you still hungry? (CHUCKLES)
668 00:25:59,455 00:26:00,854 What are we eating? What are we eating?
669 00:26:00,924 00:26:02,323 I could go for a pizza. I could go for a pizza.
670 00:26:04,326 00:26:05,554 Me, too. Me, too.
671 00:26:14,835 00:26:16,133 What are you doing here? What are you doing here?
672 00:26:16,505 00:26:17,563 Hanging. Hanging.
673 00:26:17,739 00:26:19,069 I kicked you off my case. I kicked you off my case.
674 00:26:19,240 00:26:21,539 I know. I'm not gonna operate on you. I know. I'm not gonna operate on you.
675 00:26:22,310 00:26:23,675 Then what are you doing here? Then what are you doing here?
676 00:26:24,578 00:26:25,841 I'm holding your hand. I'm holding your hand.
677 00:26:25,914 00:26:27,972 Figured you'd want someone to hold your hand. Figured you'd want someone to hold your hand.
678 00:26:29,116 00:26:31,949 I mean, if you have nothing better to do. I mean, if you have nothing better to do.
679 00:26:52,938 00:26:55,429 Okay, Maya. We're ready to roll. Okay, Maya. We're ready to roll.
680 00:26:57,743 00:26:59,108 (VOICE BREAKING) Dr. Karev. (VOICE BREAKING) Dr. Karev.
681 00:27:02,982 00:27:04,642 All right, everybody, clear the room. All right, everybody, clear the room.
682 00:27:04,716 00:27:06,309 Give her a minute. Give her a minute.
683 00:27:07,552 00:27:08,644 Okay. Okay.
684 00:27:14,325 00:27:16,725 - ALEX: You want me to get your mom? - (SNIFFLES) - ALEX: You want me to get your mom? - (SNIFFLES)
685 00:27:17,161 00:27:20,095 No, no. (CHUCKLES) She'll just freak out. No, no. (CHUCKLES) She'll just freak out.
686 00:27:21,431 00:27:24,229 She was practically my age when she had me. She was practically my age when she had me.
687 00:27:24,668 00:27:28,968 And she works two jobs to cover my bills and the good insurance. And she works two jobs to cover my bills and the good insurance.
688 00:27:30,272 00:27:31,604 She tries. She tries.
689 00:27:33,710 00:27:35,108 If something happens to me, If something happens to me,
690 00:27:35,277 00:27:37,269 will you tell her that there's an envelope under my bed will you tell her that there's an envelope under my bed
691 00:27:37,347 00:27:40,247 with bank statements and the deed to our house? with bank statements and the deed to our house?
692 00:27:40,916 00:27:42,975 Just don't forget, okay? Just don't forget, okay?
693 00:27:43,052 00:27:44,713 Hey, none of that. Hey, none of that.
694 00:27:48,991 00:27:51,824 (SOBBING) Oh, God, I don't want to die. (SOBBING) Oh, God, I don't want to die.
695 00:27:52,361 00:27:53,987 You're not gonna die. You're not gonna die.
696 00:27:55,063 00:27:57,463 We both know you can't promise anything. We both know you can't promise anything.
697 00:28:08,542 00:28:09,941 (BREATHES DEEPLY) (BREATHES DEEPLY)
698 00:28:11,078 00:28:12,170 You good? You good?
699 00:28:14,314 00:28:15,406 Yeah. Yeah.
700 00:28:15,882 00:28:17,350 Let's do this. Let's do this.
701 00:28:18,252 00:28:21,152 Um, do me a favor, though. Um, do me a favor, though.
702 00:28:21,220 00:28:23,916 If you're not too busy making some kid a butthole, If you're not too busy making some kid a butthole,
703 00:28:25,124 00:28:26,988 can you keep my mom company? can you keep my mom company?
704 00:28:27,059 00:28:28,254 (WHISPERING) Okay. (WHISPERING) Okay.
705 00:28:28,561 00:28:29,892 Thank you. Thank you.
706 00:28:31,963 00:28:32,988 (MOUTHING) Okay. (MOUTHING) Okay.
707 00:28:50,781 00:28:52,408 THERAPIST: You said you were good at being alone. THERAPIST: You said you were good at being alone.
708 00:28:52,551 00:28:54,484 Will you stop saying what I said? Will you stop saying what I said?
709 00:28:54,552 00:28:55,644 Okay. Okay.
710 00:28:57,420 00:28:58,683 So, why are you so angry? So, why are you so angry?
711 00:29:00,157 00:29:01,384 I'm not. I'm not.
712 00:29:02,025 00:29:03,186 (CHUCKLES) (CHUCKLES)
713 00:29:03,260 00:29:04,284 Okay. Okay.
714 00:29:06,062 00:29:07,655 So, how was it? So, how was it?
715 00:29:09,599 00:29:10,998 It was fine. It was fine.
716 00:29:11,901 00:29:15,359 I checked on the kids, I read a book, I went to sleep. I checked on the kids, I read a book, I went to sleep.
717 00:29:16,205 00:29:17,502 It was good advice. It was good advice.
718 00:29:19,709 00:29:21,335 I got what I needed. I... I got what I needed. I...
719 00:29:21,410 00:29:22,672 It was... It was...
720 00:29:23,279 00:29:24,370 What? What?
721 00:29:25,380 00:29:26,369 Mmm. Mmm.
722 00:29:26,448 00:29:27,505 (INDISTINCT SHOUTING) (INDISTINCT SHOUTING)
723 00:29:30,352 00:29:31,477 (SOBBING) (SOBBING)
724 00:29:40,061 00:29:41,926 They left me alone. They left me alone.
725 00:29:52,172 00:29:54,003 You said the first thing you remember You said the first thing you remember
726 00:29:54,074 00:29:56,133 - after the attack was... - Pain. - after the attack was... - Pain.
727 00:29:59,279 00:30:00,644 Everything hurt. Everything hurt.
728 00:30:00,780 00:30:03,908 No, actually, you said it was people. No, actually, you said it was people.
729 00:30:04,251 00:30:05,842 Everyone was there, you said. Everyone was there, you said.
730 00:30:06,585 00:30:08,177 MEREDITH: Yeah. Every time I opened my eyes, MEREDITH: Yeah. Every time I opened my eyes,
731 00:30:08,254 00:30:10,119 it was like the freaking Wizard of Oz. it was like the freaking Wizard of Oz.
732 00:30:10,189 00:30:11,247 Everyone was there. Everyone was there.
733 00:30:11,323 00:30:12,983 Maggie was there, Richard was there. Maggie was there, Richard was there.
734 00:30:13,057 00:30:14,320 THERAPIST: They were there to help. THERAPIST: They were there to help.
735 00:30:15,027 00:30:16,459 I mean, they were doing their jobs. I mean, they were doing their jobs.
736 00:30:17,729 00:30:19,163 Just being good doctors? Just being good doctors?
737 00:30:19,231 00:30:20,458 Yeah, doing their jobs. Yeah, doing their jobs.
738 00:30:20,999 00:30:22,125 AMELIA: Looking good. Drain is out. AMELIA: Looking good. Drain is out.
739 00:30:22,200 00:30:23,189 So am I. So am I.
740 00:30:23,268 00:30:24,633 OWEN: All right, wound vac is out. OWEN: All right, wound vac is out.
741 00:30:24,702 00:30:25,999 Let's remove the liver packing. Let's remove the liver packing.
742 00:30:27,905 00:30:29,737 (ALARMS BEEPING) (ALARMS BEEPING)
743 00:30:29,807 00:30:31,274 Damn it. Blood's not clotting. Damn it. Blood's not clotting.
744 00:30:31,675 00:30:32,664 (SIGHS) Laps. (SIGHS) Laps.
745 00:30:32,743 00:30:34,974 - Clamp. - APRIL: Clamp what? I can't see a thing. - Clamp. - APRIL: Clamp what? I can't see a thing.
746 00:30:35,046 00:30:36,569 - There, right there. - APRIL: Wait, where are you going? - There, right there. - APRIL: Wait, where are you going?
747 00:30:36,647 00:30:38,581 - Clamp what? There's too much blood. - That, that. Right there. - Clamp what? There's too much blood. - That, that. Right there.
748 00:30:38,650 00:30:39,843 - Clamp there. - APRIL: Okay. All right, all right. - Clamp there. - APRIL: Okay. All right, all right.
749 00:30:39,917 00:30:41,111 Okay, I got the IVC, but he's still bleeding. Okay, I got the IVC, but he's still bleeding.
750 00:30:41,185 00:30:43,084 - There's too much damage. - OWEN: More laps. - There's too much damage. - OWEN: More laps.
751 00:30:43,152 00:30:45,018 - Keep packing. Faster, faster. - APRIL: I'm trying. - Keep packing. Faster, faster. - APRIL: I'm trying.
752 00:30:45,088 00:30:46,612 OWEN: I'm gonna have to open him up. APRIL: Wait, what? OWEN: I'm gonna have to open him up. APRIL: Wait, what?
753 00:30:46,689 00:30:48,122 OWEN: Scissors. Betadine. APRIL: Why? Why? OWEN: Scissors. Betadine. APRIL: Why? Why?
754 00:30:48,191 00:30:49,284 OWEN: He needs a venovenous bypass. OWEN: He needs a venovenous bypass.
755 00:30:49,359 00:30:51,019 APRIL: Have you ever done that before? OWEN: In the field. APRIL: Have you ever done that before? OWEN: In the field.
756 00:30:51,093 00:30:52,082 Come on, there's no time. Come on, there's no time.
757 00:30:52,161 00:30:54,130 APRIL: Well, okay, then we're gonna need another set of hands. APRIL: Well, okay, then we're gonna need another set of hands.
758 00:30:54,198 00:30:55,391 Someone page Pierce. Someone page Pierce.
759 00:30:55,464 00:30:57,864 OWEN: No. Riggs. Get Riggs. APRIL: Are you sure you want... OWEN: No. Riggs. Get Riggs. APRIL: Are you sure you want...
760 00:30:57,934 00:30:59,663 OWEN: Somebody get Riggs! NURSE: Right away. OWEN: Somebody get Riggs! NURSE: Right away.
761 00:31:00,303 00:31:01,292 OWEN: Scalpel. OWEN: Scalpel.
762 00:31:01,370 00:31:02,461 Thank you. Thank you.
763 00:31:04,674 00:31:07,301 (MONITOR BEEPING) (MONITOR BEEPING)
764 00:31:13,948 00:31:15,075 CALLIE: All right, template. CALLIE: All right, template.
765 00:31:22,489 00:31:23,751 Okay. Bone saw. Okay. Bone saw.
766 00:31:28,261 00:31:29,729 (SAW WHIRRING) (SAW WHIRRING)
767 00:31:37,804 00:31:39,567 OWEN: Okay, hang more FFP and platelets. OWEN: Okay, hang more FFP and platelets.
768 00:31:39,639 00:31:42,005 - Keep compressions. - APRIL: Got it. I got it. - Keep compressions. - APRIL: Got it. I got it.
769 00:31:42,075 00:31:43,803 There's damage to the retrohepatic IVC. There's damage to the retrohepatic IVC.
770 00:31:43,942 00:31:45,501 - The liver is just... - NATHAN: Yeah, I got it. - The liver is just... - NATHAN: Yeah, I got it.
771 00:31:45,745 00:31:47,042 All right, you want to do an end around the liver? All right, you want to do an end around the liver?
772 00:31:47,112 00:31:48,272 OWEN: That is what I was thinking. OWEN: That is what I was thinking.
773 00:31:48,347 00:31:49,372 NATHAN: Okay, set up the Bio-Pump. NATHAN: Okay, set up the Bio-Pump.
774 00:31:49,449 00:31:50,677 - We're gonna need venous cannulas. - NURSE: On it. - We're gonna need venous cannulas. - NURSE: On it.
775 00:31:50,750 00:31:52,011 NATHAN: You got the portal? OWEN: Yep. NATHAN: You got the portal? OWEN: Yep.
776 00:31:52,084 00:31:53,642 NATHAN: I'll get the SVC. NATHAN: I'll get the SVC.
777 00:31:53,952 00:31:55,078 OWEN: Here. NATHAN: Cheers. OWEN: Here. NATHAN: Cheers.
778 00:31:55,153 00:31:56,142 MIRANDA: Hunt called for him? MIRANDA: Hunt called for him?
779 00:31:56,221 00:31:57,210 AMELIA: Yeah, this could get ugly. AMELIA: Yeah, this could get ugly.
780 00:31:57,289 00:31:59,153 APRIL: If you want, I can... APRIL: If you want, I can...
781 00:31:59,625 00:32:01,252 OWEN: Clamps. NATHAN: Forceps. OWEN: Clamps. NATHAN: Forceps.
782 00:32:04,362 00:32:06,455 - Okay, I'm gonna need... - OWEN: Metz. - Okay, I'm gonna need... - OWEN: Metz.
783 00:32:12,603 00:32:13,762 NATHAN: Potts. OWEN: Mmm-hmm. NATHAN: Potts. OWEN: Mmm-hmm.
784 00:32:17,074 00:32:18,267 We're gonna need to do a... We're gonna need to do a...
785 00:32:18,341 00:32:19,900 NATHAN: Purse string after bypass. OWEN: Mmm-hmm. NATHAN: Purse string after bypass. OWEN: Mmm-hmm.
786 00:32:21,144 00:32:23,169 APRIL: I can help you guys if you need it. APRIL: I can help you guys if you need it.
787 00:32:23,246 00:32:25,111 NATHAN: Here, you can hold the cannulas. NATHAN: Here, you can hold the cannulas.
788 00:32:25,181 00:32:26,409 APRIL: Okay. APRIL: Okay.
789 00:32:26,483 00:32:27,882 NATHAN: And set here. NATHAN: And set here.
790 00:32:28,618 00:32:29,812 And go. And go.
791 00:32:31,855 00:32:33,116 OWEN: Lines up. OWEN: Lines up.
792 00:32:33,722 00:32:34,951 NATHAN: Clamping. NATHAN: Clamping.
793 00:32:40,129 00:32:41,221 There you go. There you go.
794 00:32:41,297 00:32:42,286 All right. All right.
795 00:32:42,364 00:32:43,388 - Good. - OWEN: Okay. - Good. - OWEN: Okay.
796 00:32:46,535 00:32:47,899 - Good. - NATHAN: Set. - Good. - NATHAN: Set.
797 00:32:48,036 00:32:50,562 OWEN: And three, two, one. NATHAN: Three, two, one. OWEN: And three, two, one. NATHAN: Three, two, one.
798 00:32:57,111 00:32:58,237 BOTH: Flow. BOTH: Flow.
799 00:33:00,648 00:33:01,706 NATHAN: Not bad. NATHAN: Not bad.
800 00:33:03,450 00:33:05,385 BOTH: 3-0 Prolene. BOTH: 3-0 Prolene.
801 00:33:13,527 00:33:16,758 Meredith, how did it feel for you? Meredith, how did it feel for you?
802 00:33:17,631 00:33:21,123 You know, stuck there, can't move, can't hear, can't speak, You know, stuck there, can't move, can't hear, can't speak,
803 00:33:21,301 00:33:23,894 just watching everyone? just watching everyone?
804 00:33:25,337 00:33:26,464 Crappy. Crappy.
805 00:33:27,173 00:33:28,333 You use that word a lot. You use that word a lot.
806 00:33:28,407 00:33:30,340 Can you try a different one? Can you try a different one?
807 00:33:30,408 00:33:33,605 I don't know. Open, exposed, alone. I don't know. Open, exposed, alone.
808 00:33:33,678 00:33:35,077 Yeah, but you weren't alone. Yeah, but you weren't alone.
809 00:33:36,449 00:33:38,245 They were all there. They were all there.
810 00:33:41,786 00:33:45,448 (INAUDIBLE) (INAUDIBLE)
811 00:33:53,997 00:33:55,657 They all had you. They all had you.
812 00:33:56,333 00:33:57,891 So, I ask once again, So, I ask once again,
813 00:33:59,402 00:34:00,870 how did it feel for you? how did it feel for you?
814 00:34:00,938 00:34:01,927 Yeah. Yeah.
815 00:34:02,005 00:34:04,234 Crappy really is the best word. Crappy really is the best word.
816 00:34:09,479 00:34:10,503 JO: Wow. JO: Wow.
817 00:34:13,015 00:34:14,141 CALLIE: Thank you. CALLIE: Thank you.
818 00:34:15,584 00:34:16,677 Okay. Okay.
819 00:34:17,520 00:34:18,781 (SIGHS) (SIGHS)
820 00:34:23,558 00:34:25,923 Oh, shoot! (GRUNTS) Oh, shoot! (GRUNTS)
821 00:34:25,993 00:34:27,256 Shoot. Damn it! Shoot. Damn it!
822 00:34:27,329 00:34:28,523 MAGGIE: What? What's going on? MAGGIE: What? What's going on?
823 00:34:28,597 00:34:30,359 CALLIE: It's... It's not fitting. JO: How is that possible? CALLIE: It's... It's not fitting. JO: How is that possible?
824 00:34:30,431 00:34:31,524 It's custom-made for her. It's custom-made for her.
825 00:34:31,600 00:34:32,692 CALLIE: No, it's... The rib's fine. CALLIE: No, it's... The rib's fine.
826 00:34:32,768 00:34:34,200 It's like a fitted sheet on a bed. It's like a fitted sheet on a bed.
827 00:34:34,268 00:34:35,326 You know, once you attach one side... You know, once you attach one side...
828 00:34:35,403 00:34:36,428 MAGGIE: The other side pops out. MAGGIE: The other side pops out.
829 00:34:36,505 00:34:38,802 CALLIE: Yeah, and another set's gonna take 14 hours to print. CALLIE: Yeah, and another set's gonna take 14 hours to print.
830 00:34:38,873 00:34:40,773 JO: Can we leave her open for that long? MAGGIE: No, no. JO: Can we leave her open for that long? MAGGIE: No, no.
831 00:34:40,841 00:34:44,004 It will leave her at risk for post-op infection, clots. It will leave her at risk for post-op infection, clots.
832 00:34:44,078 00:34:45,339 JO: (SIGHS) So, now what? JO: (SIGHS) So, now what?
833 00:34:45,412 00:34:46,539 CALLIE: Uh... (SIGHS) CALLIE: Uh... (SIGHS)
834 00:34:51,852 00:34:53,250 They want to retract her rib cage, They want to retract her rib cage,
835 00:34:53,319 00:34:55,947 pull it open to make enough space for the new ribs to fit. pull it open to make enough space for the new ribs to fit.
836 00:34:56,021 00:34:57,046 No. No.
837 00:34:57,123 00:35:00,614 I mean, they could slip and puncture her lung and her heart. I mean, they could slip and puncture her lung and her heart.
838 00:35:00,692 00:35:02,160 We know. Or crack her ribs. We know. Or crack her ribs.
839 00:35:02,228 00:35:04,354 And if she's under too long, they'll never get her off the vent. And if she's under too long, they'll never get her off the vent.
840 00:35:04,430 00:35:06,489 Alex, either this or we go back to the plates. Alex, either this or we go back to the plates.
841 00:35:06,566 00:35:08,499 Which is exactly what she doesn't want. Which is exactly what she doesn't want.
842 00:35:08,567 00:35:10,159 That's why they wanted to check before they went ahead. That's why they wanted to check before they went ahead.
843 00:35:13,071 00:35:14,436 I don't want to wake her up and ask her. I don't want to wake her up and ask her.
844 00:35:14,573 00:35:16,369 She signed a consent. She signed a consent.
845 00:35:16,574 00:35:17,667 We don't need her permission. We don't need her permission.
846 00:35:18,277 00:35:20,244 They want to check with you. They want to check with you.
847 00:35:21,747 00:35:23,145 My mom was just like her. My mom was just like her.
848 00:35:23,314 00:35:24,975 I had to take care of everything. I had to take care of everything.
849 00:35:25,049 00:35:28,177 Makes a girl glad she was left in a stroller at a fire station. Makes a girl glad she was left in a stroller at a fire station.
850 00:35:30,053 00:35:31,315 (LAUGHS) (LAUGHS)
851 00:35:32,657 00:35:33,715 Made you tough. Made you tough.
852 00:35:34,458 00:35:35,447 Hmm. Hmm.
853 00:35:37,594 00:35:38,652 (SIGHS) (SIGHS)
854 00:35:39,396 00:35:40,863 Maya's tough. Maya's tough.
855 00:35:41,198 00:35:42,688 She can do it. She can do it.
856 00:35:43,800 00:35:44,824 CALLIE: Okay, on my count. CALLIE: Okay, on my count.
857 00:35:44,935 00:35:46,960 One, two, three. One, two, three.
858 00:35:48,104 00:35:49,434 (GRUNTING) (GRUNTING)
859 00:35:49,505 00:35:51,564 - Careful not to compress her heart. - CALLIE: I'm trying. - Careful not to compress her heart. - CALLIE: I'm trying.
860 00:35:51,640 00:35:53,505 Wilson, I know that you can pull harder than that. Wilson, I know that you can pull harder than that.
861 00:35:53,576 00:35:54,975 JO: Okay. CALLIE: Again. JO: Okay. CALLIE: Again.
862 00:35:55,044 00:35:56,635 - One, two, three. - (ALL GRUNTING) - One, two, three. - (ALL GRUNTING)
863 00:35:56,711 00:35:57,940 JO: Come on. MAGGIE: Okay, come on. JO: Come on. MAGGIE: Okay, come on.
864 00:35:58,581 00:36:00,173 (MONITOR BEEPING) (MONITOR BEEPING)
865 00:36:00,515 00:36:01,539 Oh, crap. Oh, crap.
866 00:36:01,616 00:36:02,811 She's been under too long. She's been under too long.
867 00:36:02,885 00:36:04,943 She's fluid overloaded. Her heart's beginning to fail. She's fluid overloaded. Her heart's beginning to fail.
868 00:36:05,019 00:36:06,111 (GRUNTS) (GRUNTS)
869 00:36:06,454 00:36:08,581 NATHAN: And done here. OWEN: Good? NATHAN: And done here. OWEN: Good?
870 00:36:08,656 00:36:10,681 Kepner, would you finish up closing? Kepner, would you finish up closing?
871 00:36:10,758 00:36:12,248 APRIL: Uh, yeah. Yeah, of course. OWEN: Great. APRIL: Uh, yeah. Yeah, of course. OWEN: Great.
872 00:36:13,061 00:36:15,654 MIRANDA: Uh... That was... APRIL: Insane. MIRANDA: Uh... That was... APRIL: Insane.
873 00:36:15,729 00:36:17,196 Have you ever seen anything like that? Have you ever seen anything like that?
874 00:36:17,264 00:36:20,324 AMELIA: It's like they formed one super-surgeon. AMELIA: It's like they formed one super-surgeon.
875 00:36:23,971 00:36:26,201 MIRANDA: That was a thing of beauty. MIRANDA: That was a thing of beauty.
876 00:36:26,273 00:36:28,400 It was like watching ballet. It was like watching ballet.
877 00:36:28,475 00:36:31,671 Uh, Kepner, I think you owe me an apology. Uh, Kepner, I think you owe me an apology.
878 00:36:34,514 00:36:36,539 (MUFFLED) Just because we saved a patient together (MUFFLED) Just because we saved a patient together
879 00:36:36,649 00:36:38,173 doesn't mean things are back... doesn't mean things are back...
880 00:36:38,251 00:36:40,082 APRIL: Do I, though? APRIL: Do I, though?
881 00:36:40,152 00:36:41,449 OWEN: (MUFFLED) I don't trust you. OWEN: (MUFFLED) I don't trust you.
882 00:36:41,521 00:36:43,250 You didn't screw this up because I was there. You didn't screw this up because I was there.
883 00:36:43,322 00:36:45,881 - If I wasn't there... - NATHAN: Whoa, whoa, whoa, stop! - If I wasn't there... - NATHAN: Whoa, whoa, whoa, stop!
884 00:36:45,957 00:36:47,424 MIRANDA: Yeah, okay. MIRANDA: Yeah, okay.
885 00:36:47,492 00:36:50,222 NATHAN: (MUFFLED) So, you can tell me what to do... NATHAN: (MUFFLED) So, you can tell me what to do...
886 00:36:52,063 00:36:55,499 All I know is when they're all at my house, I want them gone. All I know is when they're all at my house, I want them gone.
887 00:36:55,567 00:36:58,764 And then, when they leave, I don't feel any better. And then, when they leave, I don't feel any better.
888 00:36:58,837 00:37:00,168 So, what, does that make me crazy? So, what, does that make me crazy?
889 00:37:00,238 00:37:03,071 - I was gonna say it makes you human. - (BOTH CHUCKLE) - I was gonna say it makes you human. - (BOTH CHUCKLE)
890 00:37:03,208 00:37:04,970 I am very good at being alone. I am very good at being alone.
891 00:37:05,042 00:37:07,340 I've taught myself how to do it. I've taught myself how to do it.
892 00:37:07,411 00:37:08,469 And I don't mean my kids. And I don't mean my kids.
893 00:37:08,546 00:37:10,309 I love my kids. I love my kids.
894 00:37:10,381 00:37:12,848 And I have my class and my work. And I have my class and my work.
895 00:37:13,984 00:37:15,212 I have moved on. I have moved on.
896 00:37:15,885 00:37:19,117 You see, but a widow really hasn't moved on. You see, but a widow really hasn't moved on.
897 00:37:19,656 00:37:21,055 She's still sort of married. She's still sort of married.
898 00:37:21,124 00:37:23,354 She's just married to a dead guy. She's just married to a dead guy.
899 00:37:23,426 00:37:25,189 You're not married anymore. You're not married anymore.
900 00:37:25,261 00:37:27,319 And you're not a widow anymore. And you're not a widow anymore.
901 00:37:28,298 00:37:29,925 So, what are you? So, what are you?
902 00:37:44,746 00:37:46,212 I don't know. I don't know.
903 00:37:59,694 00:38:01,854 Okay, so what happens now? Okay, so what happens now?
904 00:38:02,362 00:38:03,420 I don't know. I don't know.
905 00:38:04,198 00:38:06,358 - That's up to you. - (SOBBING) - That's up to you. - (SOBBING)
906 00:38:10,070 00:38:11,560 She did great. She did great.
907 00:38:12,205 00:38:14,173 They were able to do exactly what she wanted. They were able to do exactly what she wanted.
908 00:38:14,808 00:38:16,297 You can go in. You can go in.
909 00:38:17,409 00:38:19,674 She just looks so... She just looks so...
910 00:38:21,880 00:38:23,211 Well, why don't you go get some coffee Well, why don't you go get some coffee
911 00:38:23,282 00:38:24,271 and meet us back here and meet us back here
912 00:38:24,350 00:38:26,875 - when you've had some time, okay? - (SNIFFLES) - when you've had some time, okay? - (SNIFFLES)
913 00:38:27,785 00:38:28,844 Oh. Oh.
914 00:38:29,388 00:38:30,446 Come on. Come on.
915 00:38:33,224 00:38:34,817 JO: Surgical incision looks good. JO: Surgical incision looks good.
916 00:38:35,127 00:38:36,957 I put her on a Lasix drip, I put her on a Lasix drip,
917 00:38:37,028 00:38:39,189 and I'll be back in an hour to check her I's and O's. and I'll be back in an hour to check her I's and O's.
918 00:38:39,263 00:38:40,355 Thanks. Thanks.
919 00:38:40,832 00:38:41,924 Okay. Okay.
920 00:38:46,937 00:38:48,302 Your mom will be back soon. Your mom will be back soon.
921 00:38:49,407 00:38:51,374 Check this out, Iron Man. Check this out, Iron Man.
922 00:38:53,443 00:38:55,638 You were a badass today. You were a badass today.
923 00:39:00,517 00:39:02,211 We can keep going. We can keep going.
924 00:39:02,718 00:39:05,448 Or I feel good. Or I feel good.
925 00:39:06,022 00:39:08,183 You feel good? I don't. You feel good? I don't.
926 00:39:08,257 00:39:12,284 I mean, I feel comfortable signing the papers for Dr. Bailey. I mean, I feel comfortable signing the papers for Dr. Bailey.
927 00:39:13,161 00:39:15,756 You show no signs of PTSD. You show no signs of PTSD.
928 00:39:15,831 00:39:19,995 And you're certainly capable of taking care of your patients And you're certainly capable of taking care of your patients
929 00:39:20,069 00:39:21,433 and yourself. and yourself.
930 00:39:22,070 00:39:23,503 But I feel terrible. But I feel terrible.
931 00:39:23,938 00:39:25,997 I came in here, and I felt great. I came in here, and I felt great.
932 00:39:26,274 00:39:29,368 And now I don't know who I am or what I want. And now I don't know who I am or what I want.
933 00:39:29,711 00:39:31,679 Well, you wanted a tape-and-glue guy. Well, you wanted a tape-and-glue guy.
934 00:39:32,579 00:39:35,447 And I think you're holding up pretty well. And I think you're holding up pretty well.
935 00:39:37,518 00:39:38,610 (ELEVATOR BELL DINGS) (ELEVATOR BELL DINGS)
936 00:39:40,621 00:39:42,555 - Richard. - Pierce. - Richard. - Pierce.
937 00:39:43,256 00:39:44,416 - DeLuca. - Good night. - DeLuca. - Good night.
938 00:39:44,490 00:39:46,049 - Sir. - Night. - Sir. - Night.
939 00:39:54,667 00:39:55,725 (SIGHS) (SIGHS)
940 00:39:56,836 00:39:58,598 (UPBEAT MUSIC PLAYING) (UPBEAT MUSIC PLAYING)
941 00:40:00,273 00:40:01,467 (ELEVATOR BELL DINGS) (ELEVATOR BELL DINGS)
942 00:40:04,609 00:40:06,008 You're really bad at this. You're really bad at this.
943 00:40:06,611 00:40:07,839 You should have gotten a woman. You should have gotten a woman.
944 00:40:08,780 00:40:10,270 What do I do now? What do I do now?
945 00:40:10,348 00:40:11,815 I don't know. I don't know.
946 00:40:24,495 00:40:25,553 I miss you. I miss you.
947 00:40:40,477 00:40:43,412 Meredith, you got really good at being alone. Meredith, you got really good at being alone.
948 00:40:45,849 00:40:48,749 But something terrible happened to you, But something terrible happened to you,
949 00:40:49,218 00:40:51,448 and they were all there. and they were all there.
950 00:40:53,789 00:40:55,757 And they still are. And they still are.
951 00:40:58,494 00:41:02,793 Are you saying I can't be alone anymore? Are you saying I can't be alone anymore?
952 00:41:03,264 00:41:04,754 No, I think you can. No, I think you can.
953 00:41:06,101 00:41:07,863 I just don't think you want to be. I just don't think you want to be.
954 00:41:13,341 00:41:14,329 Can we go? Can we go?
955 00:41:14,741 00:41:16,300 No, he's... He's coming. No, he's... He's coming.
956 00:41:16,377 00:41:17,503 He's coming. He's coming.
957 00:41:17,578 00:41:18,601 What do you have to do? What do you have to do?
958 00:41:19,813 00:41:21,872 - Oh, you have someone to do. - (JO CHUCKLES) - Oh, you have someone to do. - (JO CHUCKLES)
959 00:41:21,948 00:41:23,643 We are not talking about that. We are not talking about that.
960 00:41:24,084 00:41:25,448 (CHUCKLES) (CHUCKLES)
961 00:41:25,986 00:41:27,078 Are you okay? Are you okay?
962 00:41:27,154 00:41:28,348 Finally. Finally.
963 00:41:30,356 00:41:31,415 What? What?
964 00:41:32,792 00:41:33,781 Oh, come on. Oh, come on.
965 00:41:33,859 00:41:35,656 It's been a long day. Can we just... It's been a long day. Can we just...
966 00:41:40,232 00:41:44,429 THERAPIST: You told me that any day someone doesn't die is a good day. THERAPIST: You told me that any day someone doesn't die is a good day.
967 00:41:44,869 00:41:47,202 You are alive. You are alive.
968 00:41:48,239 00:41:50,230 So, have a good day. So, have a good day.
969 00:41:50,508 00:41:51,805 MAGGIE: What are we doing? MAGGIE: What are we doing?
970 00:41:51,876 00:41:52,900 Do you want to hang out? Do you want to hang out?
971 00:41:53,778 00:41:56,406 But what the hell do I do now? But what the hell do I do now?
972 00:41:57,849 00:42:01,250 Well, the truth is a little scary. Well, the truth is a little scary.
973 00:42:02,453 00:42:04,010 The truth is, The truth is,
974 00:42:04,688 00:42:06,952 you can do anything you want. you can do anything you want.
975 00:42:08,592 00:42:10,559 What do you want to do? What do you want to do?
976 00:42:12,299 00:42:16,299 Ripped & Corrected By mstoll Ripped & Corrected By mstoll