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| 1 | 00:00:02,469 | 00:00:05,563 | According to this man's family, he was not a smoker. | According to this man's family, he was not a smoker. |
| 2 | 00:00:05,639 | 00:00:08,437 | But the truth is, he smoked two packs a day | But the truth is, he smoked two packs a day |
| 3 | 00:00:08,508 | 00:00:10,032 | in his car for 20 years | in his car for 20 years |
| 4 | 00:00:10,110 | 00:00:12,101 | while his wife and children slept. | while his wife and children slept. |
| 5 | 00:00:12,179 | 00:00:15,239 | Sometimes, the patient's shame is the elephant in the room. | Sometimes, the patient's shame is the elephant in the room. |
| 6 | 00:00:15,315 | 00:00:16,782 | They try to hide it from us. | They try to hide it from us. |
| 7 | 00:00:16,850 | 00:00:19,717 | But you can't hide from a surgeon, because the body doesn't lie. | But you can't hide from a surgeon, because the body doesn't lie. |
| 8 | 00:00:19,786 | 00:00:22,755 | The truth is right here, for everyone to see. | The truth is right here, for everyone to see. |
| 9 | 00:00:22,823 | 00:00:26,224 | And it doesn't need to say a single word. | And it doesn't need to say a single word. |
| 10 | 00:00:29,396 | 00:00:33,492 | So, uh, DeLuca and I are basically not talking. | So, uh, DeLuca and I are basically not talking. |
| 11 | 00:00:35,735 | 00:00:37,362 | Just like you two. | Just like you two. |
| 12 | 00:00:37,437 | 00:00:38,995 | Only different. | Only different. |
| 13 | 00:00:39,072 | 00:00:40,630 | Obviously. (EXHALES SHARPLY) | Obviously. (EXHALES SHARPLY) |
| 14 | 00:00:40,740 | 00:00:42,207 | (CLEARS THROAT) | (CLEARS THROAT) |
| 15 | 00:00:44,511 | 00:00:48,447 | Yeah, I mean, we say "hi," but, uh, there's no talking. | Yeah, I mean, we say "hi," but, uh, there's no talking. |
| 16 | 00:00:48,515 | 00:00:51,678 | I mean, even after the amazing sex. | I mean, even after the amazing sex. |
| 17 | 00:00:53,253 | 00:00:55,312 | Once you've had that, | Once you've had that, |
| 18 | 00:00:55,388 | 00:00:58,323 | you would think it would be easier to have a conversation. | you would think it would be easier to have a conversation. |
| 19 | 00:01:05,632 | 00:01:07,190 | So... | So... |
| 20 | 00:01:07,267 | 00:01:09,861 | That woman starts today, the resident from Dillard. | That woman starts today, the resident from Dillard. |
| 21 | 00:01:09,936 | 00:01:11,961 | Do you want to talk about that? | Do you want to talk about that? |
| 22 | 00:01:12,038 | 00:01:13,733 | 'Cause you should. | 'Cause you should. |
| 23 | 00:01:18,011 | 00:01:19,876 | It doesn't burn when I pee anymore. | It doesn't burn when I pee anymore. |
| 24 | 00:01:22,282 | 00:01:23,874 | (ELEVATOR BELL DINGS) | (ELEVATOR BELL DINGS) |
| 25 | 00:01:26,799 | 00:01:30,799 | Ripped & Corrected By mstoll | Ripped & Corrected By mstoll |
| 26 | 00:01:36,029 | 00:01:37,792 | It's your first day. How... How do you... | It's your first day. How... How do you... |
| 27 | 00:01:37,864 | 00:01:39,229 | It's okay. | It's okay. |
| 28 | 00:01:40,333 | 00:01:43,131 | - You don't have to do that. - (ELEVATOR BELL DINGS) | - You don't have to do that. - (ELEVATOR BELL DINGS) |
| 29 | 00:01:48,074 | 00:01:49,268 | (ELEVATOR BELL DINGS) | (ELEVATOR BELL DINGS) |
| 30 | 00:01:53,580 | 00:01:54,569 | Hi. | Hi. |
| 31 | 00:01:54,648 | 00:01:57,378 | Can you guys tell me how to find out whose service I'm on? | Can you guys tell me how to find out whose service I'm on? |
| 32 | 00:01:58,385 | 00:01:59,750 | I mean, which attending? | I mean, which attending? |
| 33 | 00:01:59,819 | 00:02:01,343 | You should ask her. | You should ask her. |
| 34 | 00:02:01,421 | 00:02:04,083 | I'm probably not qualified to answer that. | I'm probably not qualified to answer that. |
| 35 | 00:02:04,991 | 00:02:06,959 | Just check your e-mail. | Just check your e-mail. |
| 36 | 00:02:08,995 | 00:02:10,428 | Thank you. | Thank you. |
| 37 | 00:02:10,497 | 00:02:14,297 | As you know, transfer residents traditionally do their first rotation | As you know, transfer residents traditionally do their first rotation |
| 38 | 00:02:14,367 | 00:02:16,460 | with the Chief of General Surgery, which is you, | with the Chief of General Surgery, which is you, |
| 39 | 00:02:16,536 | 00:02:19,300 | and, as you also know, our newest transfer, | and, as you also know, our newest transfer, |
| 40 | 00:02:19,372 | 00:02:22,637 | Penelope Blake, is starting today. | Penelope Blake, is starting today. |
| 41 | 00:02:22,709 | 00:02:26,839 | So, you understand how this could have happened... | So, you understand how this could have happened... |
| 42 | 00:02:26,913 | 00:02:28,073 | What is "this"? | What is "this"? |
| 43 | 00:02:29,049 | 00:02:30,676 | Dr. Blake is on your service. | Dr. Blake is on your service. |
| 44 | 00:02:30,750 | 00:02:35,187 | However, um, Dr. Webber has offered to take over. | However, um, Dr. Webber has offered to take over. |
| 45 | 00:02:35,255 | 00:02:37,416 | Or I can. You just say the word. | Or I can. You just say the word. |
| 46 | 00:02:37,490 | 00:02:39,048 | I'll take Blake. | I'll take Blake. |
| 47 | 00:02:39,125 | 00:02:40,183 | You don't have to. | You don't have to. |
| 48 | 00:02:40,260 | 00:02:42,490 | I'm Chief of General. It's the job. | I'm Chief of General. It's the job. |
| 49 | 00:02:42,996 | 00:02:44,361 | You sure? | You sure? |
| 50 | 00:02:44,431 | 00:02:46,626 | Of course. I'll do it. | Of course. I'll do it. |
| 51 | 00:02:47,434 | 00:02:48,423 | Uh... | Uh... |
| 52 | 00:02:58,244 | 00:03:00,269 | Uh, sir... Sir, you can't park there. | Uh, sir... Sir, you can't park there. |
| 53 | 00:03:00,347 | 00:03:02,281 | Oh, no, I'm not parking. I'm just stopping for a sec. | Oh, no, I'm not parking. I'm just stopping for a sec. |
| 54 | 00:03:02,349 | 00:03:03,338 | No, this is for patients only. | No, this is for patients only. |
| 55 | 00:03:03,416 | 00:03:04,713 | Yeah, yeah, I got a patient. No worries. | Yeah, yeah, I got a patient. No worries. |
| 56 | 00:03:06,419 | 00:03:08,444 | (SIGHS) All righty. | (SIGHS) All righty. |
| 57 | 00:03:09,522 | 00:03:11,615 | Well, we're a little late, but we're here. | Well, we're a little late, but we're here. |
| 58 | 00:03:13,293 | 00:03:14,521 | You ready for this? | You ready for this? |
| 59 | 00:03:14,594 | 00:03:15,583 | Yeah. | Yeah. |
| 60 | 00:03:16,096 | 00:03:17,461 | JACKSON: Did this case a year ago. | JACKSON: Did this case a year ago. |
| 61 | 00:03:17,530 | 00:03:19,327 | Looks amazing. And we're doing something | Looks amazing. And we're doing something |
| 62 | 00:03:19,399 | 00:03:21,094 | - like this again today? - Yeah. | - like this again today? - Yeah. |
| 63 | 00:03:21,167 | 00:03:24,364 | April's bringing in a kid from Jordan with Ollier's disease. | April's bringing in a kid from Jordan with Ollier's disease. |
| 64 | 00:03:24,437 | 00:03:26,428 | You can see, these are the enchondromas. | You can see, these are the enchondromas. |
| 65 | 00:03:26,506 | 00:03:27,734 | Cartilaginous tumors. | Cartilaginous tumors. |
| 66 | 00:03:27,807 | 00:03:28,899 | They grow from the growth plates, right? | They grow from the growth plates, right? |
| 67 | 00:03:28,975 | 00:03:29,999 | Exactly. | Exactly. |
| 68 | 00:03:30,076 | 00:03:32,544 | Which is why you're gonna want to do a wide local excision, | Which is why you're gonna want to do a wide local excision, |
| 69 | 00:03:32,612 | 00:03:35,206 | expose the bone so I can get in there and reconstruct the hand. | expose the bone so I can get in there and reconstruct the hand. |
| 70 | 00:03:35,281 | 00:03:38,045 | Wait, wait, wait, wait. I will? | Wait, wait, wait, wait. I will? |
| 71 | 00:03:38,118 | 00:03:39,676 | I'll dissect the tumors? | I'll dissect the tumors? |
| 72 | 00:03:39,753 | 00:03:41,152 | I thought so. | I thought so. |
| 73 | 00:03:41,221 | 00:03:42,620 | If you're up for it. | If you're up for it. |
| 74 | 00:03:42,689 | 00:03:44,657 | (CHUCKLES) Hell yes, I am. | (CHUCKLES) Hell yes, I am. |
| 75 | 00:03:44,724 | 00:03:46,919 | APRIL: Are you ready? They're on their way up. | APRIL: Are you ready? They're on their way up. |
| 76 | 00:03:46,993 | 00:03:49,257 | Uh, why don't you head up to peds, help him get settled? | Uh, why don't you head up to peds, help him get settled? |
| 77 | 00:03:49,329 | 00:03:50,455 | Yeah. | Yeah. |
| 78 | 00:03:55,035 | 00:03:56,559 | Thank you for doing this. | Thank you for doing this. |
| 79 | 00:03:56,636 | 00:03:59,298 | Listen, it's a great case. And it's just a resection. | Listen, it's a great case. And it's just a resection. |
| 80 | 00:03:59,372 | 00:04:00,930 | He's such a sweet kid. | He's such a sweet kid. |
| 81 | 00:04:01,007 | 00:04:02,565 | He's an amazing kid. | He's an amazing kid. |
| 82 | 00:04:02,642 | 00:04:07,079 | He's been through hell in Jordan, and he just never gives up. | He's been through hell in Jordan, and he just never gives up. |
| 83 | 00:04:07,147 | 00:04:08,876 | Since he lost his family, he's been living at the hospital, | Since he lost his family, he's been living at the hospital, |
| 84 | 00:04:08,948 | 00:04:10,677 | and we just give him all these odd jobs to do and... | and we just give him all these odd jobs to do and... |
| 85 | 00:04:10,750 | 00:04:14,117 | April, you can stop selling him, okay? It's happening. | April, you can stop selling him, okay? It's happening. |
| 86 | 00:04:14,187 | 00:04:16,018 | We are doing it, so... | We are doing it, so... |
| 87 | 00:04:17,123 | 00:04:19,557 | Good. Just... I just... | Good. Just... I just... |
| 88 | 00:04:19,626 | 00:04:22,459 | Thanks for putting our stuff aside, and... | Thanks for putting our stuff aside, and... |
| 89 | 00:04:22,529 | 00:04:23,996 | (CLEARS THROAT) Let's go see him. | (CLEARS THROAT) Let's go see him. |
| 90 | 00:04:35,275 | 00:04:36,367 | Yes. | Yes. |
| 91 | 00:04:36,876 | 00:04:38,343 | I am... | I am... |
| 92 | 00:04:38,411 | 00:04:40,902 | I understand I'm on your service today. | I understand I'm on your service today. |
| 93 | 00:04:40,980 | 00:04:42,447 | That's right. | That's right. |
| 94 | 00:04:43,316 | 00:04:44,840 | Dr. Grey, I just want to say, | Dr. Grey, I just want to say, |
| 95 | 00:04:44,918 | 00:04:47,614 | I don't want today to be awkward or uncomfortable. | I don't want today to be awkward or uncomfortable. |
| 96 | 00:04:47,687 | 00:04:50,087 | So don't make it awkward or uncomfortable like this, right now. | So don't make it awkward or uncomfortable like this, right now. |
| 97 | 00:04:50,156 | 00:04:51,589 | (PAGER BEEPS) | (PAGER BEEPS) |
| 98 | 00:04:51,991 | 00:04:53,652 | If there's anything that I... | If there's anything that I... |
| 99 | 00:04:53,726 | 00:04:55,819 | Consult in the pit. We're walking. | Consult in the pit. We're walking. |
| 100 | 00:05:01,267 | 00:05:03,963 | Robert Matthews, 30s, fell down two flights of stairs. | Robert Matthews, 30s, fell down two flights of stairs. |
| 101 | 00:05:04,037 | 00:05:05,197 | Possible LOC. | Possible LOC. |
| 102 | 00:05:05,271 | 00:05:06,568 | He's been complaining of abdominal pain. | He's been complaining of abdominal pain. |
| 103 | 00:05:06,639 | 00:05:08,607 | I can arrange for a head CT or page neuro. | I can arrange for a head CT or page neuro. |
| 104 | 00:05:08,675 | 00:05:10,734 | All I need is an ultrasound. | All I need is an ultrasound. |
| 105 | 00:05:14,447 | 00:05:15,539 | - No! - Oh! | - No! - Oh! |
| 106 | 00:05:15,615 | 00:05:17,105 | - Whoa, whoa! Calm down. - Okay. | - Whoa, whoa! Calm down. - Okay. |
| 107 | 00:05:17,183 | 00:05:19,117 | No, I... I have to go! | No, I... I have to go! |
| 108 | 00:05:19,185 | 00:05:20,413 | Okay. | Okay. |
| 109 | 00:05:20,487 | 00:05:22,352 | - (GRUNTING) - Relax! | - (GRUNTING) - Relax! |
| 110 | 00:05:22,422 | 00:05:25,289 | I did something bad, really bad and I... | I did something bad, really bad and I... |
| 111 | 00:05:26,526 | 00:05:27,584 | Where am I? | Where am I? |
| 112 | 00:05:27,660 | 00:05:28,649 | How'd I get here? | How'd I get here? |
| 113 | 00:05:28,728 | 00:05:30,161 | Relax. You fell down some stairs. | Relax. You fell down some stairs. |
| 114 | 00:05:30,230 | 00:05:32,494 | I was trying to get up to the choir loft. | I was trying to get up to the choir loft. |
| 115 | 00:05:32,565 | 00:05:33,827 | Choir loft? | Choir loft? |
| 116 | 00:05:33,900 | 00:05:36,061 | I'm the pastor at First Lutheran, and I had... | I'm the pastor at First Lutheran, and I had... |
| 117 | 00:05:36,136 | 00:05:37,728 | There was an accident. | There was an accident. |
| 118 | 00:05:37,804 | 00:05:39,328 | I accidentally... | I accidentally... |
| 119 | 00:05:39,405 | 00:05:40,736 | Oh, God. I have to go! | Oh, God. I have to go! |
| 120 | 00:05:40,807 | 00:05:41,796 | Hey. | Hey. |
| 121 | 00:05:41,875 | 00:05:43,274 | Okay, listen, Robert, you have to calm down, | Okay, listen, Robert, you have to calm down, |
| 122 | 00:05:43,343 | 00:05:45,140 | or you're gonna make this worse, okay? | or you're gonna make this worse, okay? |
| 123 | 00:05:45,211 | 00:05:46,838 | It's not okay! | It's not okay! |
| 124 | 00:05:46,913 | 00:05:48,175 | I sent it to everyone. | I sent it to everyone. |
| 125 | 00:05:48,248 | 00:05:49,408 | Sent what? | Sent what? |
| 126 | 00:05:49,482 | 00:05:51,143 | The church bulletin. | The church bulletin. |
| 127 | 00:05:51,217 | 00:05:54,050 | I went to attach the video of the youth volleyball game, and... | I went to attach the video of the youth volleyball game, and... |
| 128 | 00:05:55,188 | 00:05:57,418 | I've been seeing someone. A woman. | I've been seeing someone. A woman. |
| 129 | 00:05:57,490 | 00:06:00,653 | A nice, but sort of adventurous woman. | A nice, but sort of adventurous woman. |
| 130 | 00:06:00,727 | 00:06:02,024 | But nice and... | But nice and... |
| 131 | 00:06:02,095 | 00:06:03,119 | Okay, now you lost me. | Okay, now you lost me. |
| 132 | 00:06:04,297 | 00:06:05,764 | I attached the wrong video. | I attached the wrong video. |
| 133 | 00:06:06,533 | 00:06:07,522 | (GASPS) | (GASPS) |
| 134 | 00:06:09,536 | 00:06:11,595 | You sent a sex tape? | You sent a sex tape? |
| 135 | 00:06:11,671 | 00:06:13,104 | To my entire congregation. | To my entire congregation. |
| 136 | 00:06:13,773 | 00:06:15,297 | Oh, good God! | Oh, good God! |
| 137 | 00:06:15,775 | 00:06:18,073 | Yeah, can we not talk about him right now? | Yeah, can we not talk about him right now? |
| 138 | 00:06:18,978 | 00:06:23,506 | I rode on a bus, a train, a plane, three cars, and a helicopter. | I rode on a bus, a train, a plane, three cars, and a helicopter. |
| 139 | 00:06:23,583 | 00:06:24,948 | APRIL: That's amazing! | APRIL: That's amazing! |
| 140 | 00:06:25,218 | 00:06:28,210 | Um, Kamal, I want you to meet Dr. Avery. | Um, Kamal, I want you to meet Dr. Avery. |
| 141 | 00:06:28,288 | 00:06:30,222 | - He's gonna perform your operation. - Hi. | - He's gonna perform your operation. - Hi. |
| 142 | 00:06:30,290 | 00:06:32,258 | You are the guy? | You are the guy? |
| 143 | 00:06:32,325 | 00:06:33,349 | (CHUCKLES) | (CHUCKLES) |
| 144 | 00:06:33,426 | 00:06:35,121 | "The guy"? Um... | "The guy"? Um... |
| 145 | 00:06:35,195 | 00:06:37,390 | There she is! The machine! | There she is! The machine! |
| 146 | 00:06:37,463 | 00:06:38,862 | Nathan! | Nathan! |
| 147 | 00:06:38,932 | 00:06:41,162 | - Hey. (CHUCKLES) - Oh, man! Hey! | - Hey. (CHUCKLES) - Oh, man! Hey! |
| 148 | 00:06:41,234 | 00:06:43,759 | Thank you, thank you, thank you for bringing him here. | Thank you, thank you, thank you for bringing him here. |
| 149 | 00:06:43,836 | 00:06:44,962 | Hey, come on. Of course. | Hey, come on. Of course. |
| 150 | 00:06:45,038 | 00:06:47,836 | Nathan and I worked together on my last tour. | Nathan and I worked together on my last tour. |
| 151 | 00:06:47,907 | 00:06:51,240 | - Dr. Riggs, this is Jackson. Dr. Avery. - Oh. | - Dr. Riggs, this is Jackson. Dr. Avery. - Oh. |
| 152 | 00:06:51,311 | 00:06:52,608 | Yeah, Nathan Riggs. Hey. | Yeah, Nathan Riggs. Hey. |
| 153 | 00:06:52,679 | 00:06:53,839 | Hey. Trauma surgeon? | Hey. Trauma surgeon? |
| 154 | 00:06:53,913 | 00:06:57,314 | Cardiothoracic, but over there, it's pretty much all trauma, you know? | Cardiothoracic, but over there, it's pretty much all trauma, you know? |
| 155 | 00:06:57,383 | 00:06:59,408 | Sure. Sure, yeah. | Sure. Sure, yeah. |
| 156 | 00:06:59,485 | 00:07:01,715 | Dr. Riggs! He is the guy! | Dr. Riggs! He is the guy! |
| 157 | 00:07:01,788 | 00:07:02,777 | (LAUGHS) | (LAUGHS) |
| 158 | 00:07:02,855 | 00:07:04,117 | What is "the guy"? | What is "the guy"? |
| 159 | 00:07:04,190 | 00:07:05,623 | The first time we met Kamal, | The first time we met Kamal, |
| 160 | 00:07:05,692 | 00:07:07,683 | Keps said, "I know the guy who can fix your hands." | Keps said, "I know the guy who can fix your hands." |
| 161 | 00:07:07,760 | 00:07:09,489 | So ever since, he's been talking about meeting "the guy." | So ever since, he's been talking about meeting "the guy." |
| 162 | 00:07:09,562 | 00:07:12,690 | Well, Kamal, let's take a look, huh? | Well, Kamal, let's take a look, huh? |
| 163 | 00:07:12,899 | 00:07:14,958 | (BREATHES DEEPLY) | (BREATHES DEEPLY) |
| 164 | 00:07:20,707 | 00:07:21,696 | Oh. | Oh. |
| 165 | 00:07:23,977 | 00:07:26,502 | Okay. Let's get this guy up here. | Okay. Let's get this guy up here. |
| 166 | 00:07:26,579 | 00:07:28,877 | All right. Look at this. | All right. Look at this. |
| 167 | 00:07:32,318 | 00:07:33,649 | Okay. | Okay. |
| 168 | 00:07:38,424 | 00:07:39,618 | Uh-huh. | Uh-huh. |
| 169 | 00:07:42,662 | 00:07:44,323 | You can fix them? | You can fix them? |
| 170 | 00:07:48,801 | 00:07:49,995 | That's the plan. | That's the plan. |
| 171 | 00:07:53,706 | 00:07:55,606 | You never told me it was this advanced. | You never told me it was this advanced. |
| 172 | 00:07:55,675 | 00:07:57,336 | Those tumors are massive. | Those tumors are massive. |
| 173 | 00:07:57,410 | 00:07:58,502 | Okay, maybe I downplayed it a little. | Okay, maybe I downplayed it a little. |
| 174 | 00:07:58,578 | 00:07:59,909 | You downplayed it? This looks impossible! | You downplayed it? This looks impossible! |
| 175 | 00:07:59,979 | 00:08:02,209 | I don't understand. You sent him the scans, right? | I don't understand. You sent him the scans, right? |
| 176 | 00:08:02,282 | 00:08:03,681 | Didn't you see the scans? | Didn't you see the scans? |
| 177 | 00:08:05,018 | 00:08:07,543 | She told me the scans were lost in Jordan. | She told me the scans were lost in Jordan. |
| 178 | 00:08:07,620 | 00:08:08,814 | I didn't want him to see the scans. | I didn't want him to see the scans. |
| 179 | 00:08:08,888 | 00:08:10,981 | - Wait. What? - Keps, what the hell? | - Wait. What? - Keps, what the hell? |
| 180 | 00:08:11,057 | 00:08:12,354 | You lied! | You lied! |
| 181 | 00:08:12,425 | 00:08:13,983 | If you had seen the scans, you might have said no, | If you had seen the scans, you might have said no, |
| 182 | 00:08:14,060 | 00:08:16,790 | and I wanted you to meet that little boy. | and I wanted you to meet that little boy. |
| 183 | 00:08:16,863 | 00:08:18,330 | And he's here now. | And he's here now. |
| 184 | 00:08:18,398 | 00:08:19,695 | So how do we help him? | So how do we help him? |
| 185 | 00:08:33,746 | 00:08:35,179 | Hey. So, Blake's on Meredith's service? | Hey. So, Blake's on Meredith's service? |
| 186 | 00:08:35,248 | 00:08:36,272 | Uh, looks like it. | Uh, looks like it. |
| 187 | 00:08:36,349 | 00:08:37,543 | - She gonna be all right? - I don't know. | - She gonna be all right? - I don't know. |
| 188 | 00:08:37,617 | 00:08:38,709 | We haven't spoken since the party. | We haven't spoken since the party. |
| 189 | 00:08:38,785 | 00:08:40,082 | She feels like I'm on Meredith's side. | She feels like I'm on Meredith's side. |
| 190 | 00:08:40,153 | 00:08:41,313 | And I am, you know? | And I am, you know? |
| 191 | 00:08:41,387 | 00:08:42,820 | But it doesn't mean I'm not on Penny's side, too. | But it doesn't mean I'm not on Penny's side, too. |
| 192 | 00:08:42,889 | 00:08:45,551 | And now Meredith's not even talking to me, so win-win! | And now Meredith's not even talking to me, so win-win! |
| 193 | 00:08:45,625 | 00:08:46,683 | (CHUCKLES) | (CHUCKLES) |
| 194 | 00:08:46,759 | 00:08:48,090 | ROBERT: Oh, God. | ROBERT: Oh, God. |
| 195 | 00:08:48,661 | 00:08:50,595 | Seventy-eight new messages? | Seventy-eight new messages? |
| 196 | 00:08:51,230 | 00:08:52,458 | (GRUNTS) | (GRUNTS) |
| 197 | 00:08:52,799 | 00:08:54,266 | They know. | They know. |
| 198 | 00:08:54,667 | 00:08:56,294 | They all know. | They all know. |
| 199 | 00:08:58,237 | 00:09:00,205 | What's your assessment? | What's your assessment? |
| 200 | 00:09:00,273 | 00:09:01,604 | - Well, I think... - Not you. Blake. | - Well, I think... - Not you. Blake. |
| 201 | 00:09:02,709 | 00:09:04,540 | Ultrasound showed fluid in Morison's pouch. | Ultrasound showed fluid in Morison's pouch. |
| 202 | 00:09:04,610 | 00:09:05,975 | We should get an abdominal CT. | We should get an abdominal CT. |
| 203 | 00:09:06,045 | 00:09:07,945 | And what are we looking for on the CT? | And what are we looking for on the CT? |
| 204 | 00:09:08,014 | 00:09:10,346 | We need to rule out bleeding from the liver or the spleen. | We need to rule out bleeding from the liver or the spleen. |
| 205 | 00:09:10,416 | 00:09:12,475 | We should also evaluate the retroperitoneal space. | We should also evaluate the retroperitoneal space. |
| 206 | 00:09:12,552 | 00:09:15,282 | If there's active bleeding on the CT, we set him up for an ex-lap. | If there's active bleeding on the CT, we set him up for an ex-lap. |
| 207 | 00:09:15,355 | 00:09:16,754 | Are you forgetting anything? | Are you forgetting anything? |
| 208 | 00:09:17,557 | 00:09:19,115 | Uh, we cleared his C-spine, | Uh, we cleared his C-spine, |
| 209 | 00:09:19,192 | 00:09:22,753 | we sent blood out for a trauma panel, tox screen, alcohol levels. | we sent blood out for a trauma panel, tox screen, alcohol levels. |
| 210 | 00:09:23,896 | 00:09:25,124 | And? | And? |
| 211 | 00:09:26,699 | 00:09:29,065 | - And, uh... - Order a type and crossmatch. | - And, uh... - Order a type and crossmatch. |
| 212 | 00:09:29,168 | 00:09:30,760 | Oh. Of course. | Oh. Of course. |
| 213 | 00:09:30,837 | 00:09:32,668 | Obviously. I... I skipped that. | Obviously. I... I skipped that. |
| 214 | 00:09:32,739 | 00:09:34,297 | Okay, well, let's not skip steps. | Okay, well, let's not skip steps. |
| 215 | 00:09:34,374 | 00:09:36,069 | We're a Level I Trauma Center. | We're a Level I Trauma Center. |
| 216 | 00:09:36,142 | 00:09:37,609 | I need to know what Dillard taught you. | I need to know what Dillard taught you. |
| 217 | 00:09:37,677 | 00:09:40,510 | Let's fill him with fluids and prep him for a CT. | Let's fill him with fluids and prep him for a CT. |
| 218 | 00:09:40,913 | 00:09:42,540 | (CURTAIN RATTLES) | (CURTAIN RATTLES) |
| 219 | 00:09:44,283 | 00:09:45,716 | I didn't lie. I... | I didn't lie. I... |
| 220 | 00:09:45,785 | 00:09:47,377 | You bent the truth a bit. | You bent the truth a bit. |
| 221 | 00:09:47,453 | 00:09:48,920 | Until it broke. | Until it broke. |
| 222 | 00:09:48,988 | 00:09:50,717 | - It was a good lie. - (SCOFFS) | - It was a good lie. - (SCOFFS) |
| 223 | 00:09:50,790 | 00:09:52,724 | Okay, it was a bad lie, but for a good reason. | Okay, it was a bad lie, but for a good reason. |
| 224 | 00:09:52,792 | 00:09:54,623 | You know, you haven't been saying yes to anything lately, | You know, you haven't been saying yes to anything lately, |
| 225 | 00:09:54,694 | 00:09:55,888 | not when it comes from me. | not when it comes from me. |
| 226 | 00:09:55,962 | 00:09:57,657 | Look at the scans, April. | Look at the scans, April. |
| 227 | 00:09:57,730 | 00:10:00,392 | Okay, these areas are pure cartilage, right? | Okay, these areas are pure cartilage, right? |
| 228 | 00:10:00,466 | 00:10:02,661 | They probably destroyed any bone that was in their path. | They probably destroyed any bone that was in their path. |
| 229 | 00:10:02,735 | 00:10:03,793 | Guys, we don't even know | Guys, we don't even know |
| 230 | 00:10:03,870 | 00:10:05,735 | there's anything resembling hands underneath these things. | there's anything resembling hands underneath these things. |
| 231 | 00:10:05,805 | 00:10:07,830 | Can you even repair the tendons and the neurovascular bundles? | Can you even repair the tendons and the neurovascular bundles? |
| 232 | 00:10:07,907 | 00:10:08,931 | That's doubtful. | That's doubtful. |
| 233 | 00:10:09,008 | 00:10:10,873 | Well, Hopkins and Case Western did similar cases. | Well, Hopkins and Case Western did similar cases. |
| 234 | 00:10:10,943 | 00:10:12,467 | They reconstructed using bone grafts. | They reconstructed using bone grafts. |
| 235 | 00:10:12,545 | 00:10:15,105 | Oh, so have I, and you know those cases are nothing compared to Kamal's. | Oh, so have I, and you know those cases are nothing compared to Kamal's. |
| 236 | 00:10:15,181 | 00:10:16,978 | - April, he's saying no. - (SIGHS) | - April, he's saying no. - (SIGHS) |
| 237 | 00:10:17,049 | 00:10:19,017 | Look, we'll just keep looking until we find someone. | Look, we'll just keep looking until we find someone. |
| 238 | 00:10:19,085 | 00:10:21,986 | And they will all say the exact same thing. | And they will all say the exact same thing. |
| 239 | 00:10:23,456 | 00:10:24,582 | Thanks. | Thanks. |
| 240 | 00:10:24,657 | 00:10:26,522 | Thanks for taking the time. | Thanks for taking the time. |
| 241 | 00:10:29,195 | 00:10:30,492 | Look, I'm not saying no. | Look, I'm not saying no. |
| 242 | 00:10:31,397 | 00:10:34,230 | I'm saying I will do some biopsies | I'm saying I will do some biopsies |
| 243 | 00:10:34,300 | 00:10:36,564 | so that we can all get a full picture | so that we can all get a full picture |
| 244 | 00:10:36,636 | 00:10:39,161 | - of what it is we're dealing with here. - (SIGHS) | - of what it is we're dealing with here. - (SIGHS) |
| 245 | 00:10:39,238 | 00:10:40,865 | - Thank you. - (SIGHS) | - Thank you. - (SIGHS) |
| 246 | 00:10:44,544 | 00:10:47,945 | I heard there was a bad driver in the house. | I heard there was a bad driver in the house. |
| 247 | 00:10:48,014 | 00:10:49,504 | (CHUCKLING) Uncle Richard! | (CHUCKLING) Uncle Richard! |
| 248 | 00:10:49,582 | 00:10:51,174 | (LAUGHTER) | (LAUGHTER) |
| 249 | 00:10:52,752 | 00:10:55,084 | Man, you look bald. | Man, you look bald. |
| 250 | 00:10:55,154 | 00:10:56,815 | (CHUCKLING) And you look old. | (CHUCKLING) And you look old. |
| 251 | 00:10:56,889 | 00:10:57,981 | (BOTH LAUGH) | (BOTH LAUGH) |
| 252 | 00:10:58,057 | 00:10:59,251 | "Uncle Richard"? | "Uncle Richard"? |
| 253 | 00:10:59,325 | 00:11:02,419 | Yeah, Adele and I knew Paul and his late wife, Lois, | Yeah, Adele and I knew Paul and his late wife, Lois, |
| 254 | 00:11:02,495 | 00:11:03,723 | before we got married. | before we got married. |
| 255 | 00:11:03,796 | 00:11:05,093 | Bumpy and I go way back. | Bumpy and I go way back. |
| 256 | 00:11:05,898 | 00:11:07,490 | "Bumpy"? Why "Bumpy"? | "Bumpy"? Why "Bumpy"? |
| 257 | 00:11:07,567 | 00:11:09,228 | Uh... Hey. | Uh... Hey. |
| 258 | 00:11:09,302 | 00:11:10,894 | Morning, Angela. (CHUCKLES) | Morning, Angela. (CHUCKLES) |
| 259 | 00:11:11,504 | 00:11:12,528 | Uh... | Uh... |
| 260 | 00:11:12,605 | 00:11:14,300 | Tell me about the accident. | Tell me about the accident. |
| 261 | 00:11:14,373 | 00:11:15,704 | How did it happen? | How did it happen? |
| 262 | 00:11:15,775 | 00:11:19,176 | All I know is I pressed the brake, but the damn car kept going. | All I know is I pressed the brake, but the damn car kept going. |
| 263 | 00:11:19,245 | 00:11:21,577 | Right into a tree. (GASPS) | Right into a tree. (GASPS) |
| 264 | 00:11:21,647 | 00:11:24,673 | Yeah, she's got a severely displaced clavicular fracture | Yeah, she's got a severely displaced clavicular fracture |
| 265 | 00:11:24,750 | 00:11:27,446 | and a weak pulse in her right arm. | and a weak pulse in her right arm. |
| 266 | 00:11:27,520 | 00:11:28,885 | How about Paul? | How about Paul? |
| 267 | 00:11:28,955 | 00:11:30,752 | I'll be fine. Angela got the worst of it. | I'll be fine. Angela got the worst of it. |
| 268 | 00:11:30,823 | 00:11:32,848 | Still, I want to work you up, too, just to be safe. | Still, I want to work you up, too, just to be safe. |
| 269 | 00:11:32,925 | 00:11:34,950 | So I'll go ahead and schedule that CTA. | So I'll go ahead and schedule that CTA. |
| 270 | 00:11:35,027 | 00:11:36,551 | That sound good to you, Bumpy? | That sound good to you, Bumpy? |
| 271 | 00:11:36,629 | 00:11:38,494 | That'll be quite enough of that. | That'll be quite enough of that. |
| 272 | 00:11:38,564 | 00:11:39,826 | Sorry. | Sorry. |
| 273 | 00:11:39,899 | 00:11:41,389 | Dr. Bumpy. | Dr. Bumpy. |
| 274 | 00:11:41,467 | 00:11:42,957 | (BOTH LAUGH) | (BOTH LAUGH) |
| 275 | 00:11:49,275 | 00:11:50,936 | MEREDITH: Tell me what you see. | MEREDITH: Tell me what you see. |
| 276 | 00:11:51,010 | 00:11:52,443 | PENNY: Retroperitoneal fluid. | PENNY: Retroperitoneal fluid. |
| 277 | 00:11:52,879 | 00:11:55,040 | Around what? Be specific. | Around what? Be specific. |
| 278 | 00:11:58,784 | 00:12:00,046 | The right kidney. | The right kidney. |
| 279 | 00:12:00,119 | 00:12:03,748 | It's a grade IV injury with an active extravasation. | It's a grade IV injury with an active extravasation. |
| 280 | 00:12:03,823 | 00:12:06,018 | We are gonna need to do an ex-lap. | We are gonna need to do an ex-lap. |
| 281 | 00:12:06,626 | 00:12:08,218 | Should I call upstairs? | Should I call upstairs? |
| 282 | 00:12:09,161 | 00:12:10,685 | What do we have? | What do we have? |
| 283 | 00:12:10,763 | 00:12:14,096 | Uh, patient came in with a head lac, GCS of 14, | Uh, patient came in with a head lac, GCS of 14, |
| 284 | 00:12:14,166 | 00:12:15,531 | loss of consciousness at the scene... | loss of consciousness at the scene... |
| 285 | 00:12:15,601 | 00:12:18,798 | Can you clear the head CT so we can take him up for an ex-lap? | Can you clear the head CT so we can take him up for an ex-lap? |
| 286 | 00:12:18,871 | 00:12:21,863 | There's no shift, contusion, or bleed. | There's no shift, contusion, or bleed. |
| 287 | 00:12:21,941 | 00:12:23,272 | It's a mild concussion. | It's a mild concussion. |
| 288 | 00:12:23,342 | 00:12:25,936 | I'll do a quick exam, but he's cleared for surgery. | I'll do a quick exam, but he's cleared for surgery. |
| 289 | 00:12:26,012 | 00:12:28,344 | Is this the pastor who gave his congregation | Is this the pastor who gave his congregation |
| 290 | 00:12:28,414 | 00:12:30,473 | a, uh, special blessing? | a, uh, special blessing? |
| 291 | 00:12:31,083 | 00:12:32,448 | Word travels fast. | Word travels fast. |
| 292 | 00:12:32,518 | 00:12:33,644 | All around the hospital. | All around the hospital. |
| 293 | 00:12:33,719 | 00:12:36,347 | Yeah, I bet the pews will be full on Sunday. | Yeah, I bet the pews will be full on Sunday. |
| 294 | 00:12:41,460 | 00:12:43,360 | Monitor for any neuro deficits. | Monitor for any neuro deficits. |
| 295 | 00:12:43,429 | 00:12:45,897 | I will do another check, post-op. | I will do another check, post-op. |
| 296 | 00:12:45,965 | 00:12:47,489 | Blake, get him ready for transport. | Blake, get him ready for transport. |
| 297 | 00:12:47,567 | 00:12:49,330 | Edwards, show her where it is. | Edwards, show her where it is. |
| 298 | 00:13:01,113 | 00:13:03,604 | It's not enough to have her here in the same building. | It's not enough to have her here in the same building. |
| 299 | 00:13:03,683 | 00:13:05,617 | You invited her on your service, too? | You invited her on your service, too? |
| 300 | 00:13:05,685 | 00:13:07,778 | I am trying to rise above. | I am trying to rise above. |
| 301 | 00:13:07,853 | 00:13:09,514 | And you should, too. | And you should, too. |
| 302 | 00:13:09,589 | 00:13:12,251 | No, you should have ended it that night. | No, you should have ended it that night. |
| 303 | 00:13:13,159 | 00:13:14,285 | (SIGHS) | (SIGHS) |
| 304 | 00:13:15,127 | 00:13:16,492 | Forget it. | Forget it. |
| 305 | 00:13:17,196 | 00:13:18,959 | It was better when we weren't talking. | It was better when we weren't talking. |
| 306 | 00:13:24,036 | 00:13:27,733 | As I feared, the biopsy showed precancerous cells in the tumor. | As I feared, the biopsy showed precancerous cells in the tumor. |
| 307 | 00:13:27,807 | 00:13:28,796 | Both sides. | Both sides. |
| 308 | 00:13:28,874 | 00:13:29,966 | (SIGHS) | (SIGHS) |
| 309 | 00:13:30,042 | 00:13:31,669 | Okay. Then we need to get in there ASAP... | Okay. Then we need to get in there ASAP... |
| 310 | 00:13:31,744 | 00:13:34,645 | April, listen, there is no clear way to excise all the tumor. | April, listen, there is no clear way to excise all the tumor. |
| 311 | 00:13:35,348 | 00:13:38,943 | So I have to recommend amputation. | So I have to recommend amputation. |
| 312 | 00:13:39,018 | 00:13:40,713 | Of both hands. | Of both hands. |
| 313 | 00:13:40,786 | 00:13:41,844 | No. | No. |
| 314 | 00:13:41,921 | 00:13:44,014 | It is his best shot before it progresses to cancer. | It is his best shot before it progresses to cancer. |
| 315 | 00:13:44,090 | 00:13:46,558 | No. I brought him to you to save his hands. | No. I brought him to you to save his hands. |
| 316 | 00:13:46,626 | 00:13:48,218 | This is how we save his life. | This is how we save his life. |
| 317 | 00:13:48,294 | 00:13:49,727 | Well, I don't know. | Well, I don't know. |
| 318 | 00:13:49,795 | 00:13:51,285 | I don't see how he survives over there | I don't see how he survives over there |
| 319 | 00:13:51,364 | 00:13:53,059 | with no hands and no one to take care of him. | with no hands and no one to take care of him. |
| 320 | 00:13:53,132 | 00:13:54,861 | I understand. I'm sorry. | I understand. I'm sorry. |
| 321 | 00:13:54,934 | 00:13:56,799 | I could have told you sooner if I had all the information. | I could have told you sooner if I had all the information. |
| 322 | 00:13:56,869 | 00:13:58,131 | You mean you could have given up sooner. | You mean you could have given up sooner. |
| 323 | 00:13:58,204 | 00:14:00,195 | Yes, you're right, because there's nothing to be done. | Yes, you're right, because there's nothing to be done. |
| 324 | 00:14:00,272 | 00:14:01,364 | You could try! | You could try! |
| 325 | 00:14:01,440 | 00:14:02,532 | You could make an effort | You could make an effort |
| 326 | 00:14:02,608 | 00:14:04,508 | instead of just giving up and walking away! | instead of just giving up and walking away! |
| 327 | 00:14:04,577 | 00:14:05,874 | And you don't think I want to? | And you don't think I want to? |
| 328 | 00:14:05,945 | 00:14:07,071 | All right, we're not doing this. | All right, we're not doing this. |
| 329 | 00:14:07,146 | 00:14:09,046 | Could you leave us alone for a second, please? | Could you leave us alone for a second, please? |
| 330 | 00:14:09,115 | 00:14:10,173 | Oh, absolutely, I'm gonna leave, | Oh, absolutely, I'm gonna leave, |
| 331 | 00:14:10,249 | 00:14:12,217 | and I'm gonna take Kamal with me, all right? | and I'm gonna take Kamal with me, all right? |
| 332 | 00:14:12,284 | 00:14:14,548 | 'Cause this isn't about you two! Okay? | 'Cause this isn't about you two! Okay? |
| 333 | 00:14:14,620 | 00:14:17,646 | This is about a little boy who had to see his family murdered, | This is about a little boy who had to see his family murdered, |
| 334 | 00:14:17,723 | 00:14:19,156 | who saw his home burned to the ground, | who saw his home burned to the ground, |
| 335 | 00:14:19,225 | 00:14:20,817 | who would've been taken as a child soldier | who would've been taken as a child soldier |
| 336 | 00:14:20,893 | 00:14:23,157 | if it wasn't for his deformed hands. | if it wasn't for his deformed hands. |
| 337 | 00:14:23,229 | 00:14:26,790 | All right, he doesn't have the time for you guys to be working out your crap! | All right, he doesn't have the time for you guys to be working out your crap! |
| 338 | 00:14:26,866 | 00:14:30,097 | He deserves the best care he can get, and I'm gonna make sure he finds it. | He deserves the best care he can get, and I'm gonna make sure he finds it. |
| 339 | 00:14:31,937 | 00:14:34,201 | Why'd you even bring him to me? | Why'd you even bring him to me? |
| 340 | 00:14:34,273 | 00:14:36,241 | You saw the scans. You're a good surgeon. | You saw the scans. You're a good surgeon. |
| 341 | 00:14:36,308 | 00:14:37,434 | You knew this was hopeless. | You knew this was hopeless. |
| 342 | 00:14:37,510 | 00:14:39,000 | I wasn't hopeless. | I wasn't hopeless. |
| 343 | 00:14:39,078 | 00:14:40,943 | I don't know why you are. | I don't know why you are. |
| 344 | 00:14:41,013 | 00:14:43,709 | Because there's nothing here to save. | Because there's nothing here to save. |
| 345 | 00:14:44,550 | 00:14:45,812 | (SIGHS) | (SIGHS) |
| 346 | 00:14:52,591 | 00:14:56,027 | MEREDITH: What's the trickiest part of a partial nephrectomy? | MEREDITH: What's the trickiest part of a partial nephrectomy? |
| 347 | 00:14:56,095 | 00:14:57,119 | DELUCA: Well, I think it's essential that... | DELUCA: Well, I think it's essential that... |
| 348 | 00:14:57,196 | 00:14:58,561 | MEREDITH: Not you. Blake. | MEREDITH: Not you. Blake. |
| 349 | 00:14:58,631 | 00:15:01,532 | Mobilizing the colon quickly to get adequate exposure of the kidney. | Mobilizing the colon quickly to get adequate exposure of the kidney. |
| 350 | 00:15:01,600 | 00:15:02,658 | By your third year, | By your third year, |
| 351 | 00:15:02,735 | 00:15:03,997 | you should know this surgery inside and out. | you should know this surgery inside and out. |
| 352 | 00:15:04,070 | 00:15:05,230 | - I do. - Okay. | - I do. - Okay. |
| 353 | 00:15:05,304 | 00:15:07,067 | So you are gonna walk me through this. | So you are gonna walk me through this. |
| 354 | 00:15:07,139 | 00:15:08,197 | Your hands are my hands, | Your hands are my hands, |
| 355 | 00:15:08,274 | 00:15:10,003 | and my hands do not like making mistakes. | and my hands do not like making mistakes. |
| 356 | 00:15:10,076 | 00:15:11,236 | Are you ready? | Are you ready? |
| 357 | 00:15:11,310 | 00:15:12,743 | I am. Yes, I'm ready. | I am. Yes, I'm ready. |
| 358 | 00:15:12,812 | 00:15:14,370 | With what? Because I have nothing in my hands. | With what? Because I have nothing in my hands. |
| 359 | 00:15:14,447 | 00:15:15,641 | Right. Uh, 10 blade. | Right. Uh, 10 blade. |
| 360 | 00:15:15,715 | 00:15:17,046 | 10 blade. | 10 blade. |
| 361 | 00:15:19,285 | 00:15:23,278 | MAGGIE: CTA results showed an injury to an artery in Angela's chest. | MAGGIE: CTA results showed an injury to an artery in Angela's chest. |
| 362 | 00:15:23,355 | 00:15:25,152 | She's on her way to pre-op now. | She's on her way to pre-op now. |
| 363 | 00:15:25,224 | 00:15:27,784 | She doesn't want you to worry, and neither do I. | She doesn't want you to worry, and neither do I. |
| 364 | 00:15:27,860 | 00:15:29,691 | (SIGHS) You sound just like Bumpy. | (SIGHS) You sound just like Bumpy. |
| 365 | 00:15:29,762 | 00:15:32,856 | You have to tell me why you call him "Bumpy." | You have to tell me why you call him "Bumpy." |
| 366 | 00:15:32,932 | 00:15:35,196 | (LAUGHS) Well, that's 'cause, | (LAUGHS) Well, that's 'cause, |
| 367 | 00:15:35,267 | 00:15:37,064 | back in the day, when we were in college... | back in the day, when we were in college... |
| 368 | 00:15:37,136 | 00:15:39,331 | Got your results back. | Got your results back. |
| 369 | 00:15:39,739 | 00:15:41,138 | Oh, you hurt your foot? | Oh, you hurt your foot? |
| 370 | 00:15:41,207 | 00:15:42,231 | No, no, it's fine. | No, no, it's fine. |
| 371 | 00:15:42,308 | 00:15:44,776 | It's pins and needles, is all. | It's pins and needles, is all. |
| 372 | 00:15:44,844 | 00:15:47,142 | It's... It's, uh... It's just a little numb. | It's... It's, uh... It's just a little numb. |
| 373 | 00:15:47,213 | 00:15:48,441 | It'll go away. | It'll go away. |
| 374 | 00:15:48,514 | 00:15:51,278 | I don't think it will, not by itself. | I don't think it will, not by itself. |
| 375 | 00:15:52,151 | 00:15:55,314 | Your labs show elevated hemoglobin A1 c levels. | Your labs show elevated hemoglobin A1 c levels. |
| 376 | 00:15:55,387 | 00:15:57,651 | And your blood glucose level is very high. | And your blood glucose level is very high. |
| 377 | 00:15:57,723 | 00:15:58,883 | You're diabetic. | You're diabetic. |
| 378 | 00:15:59,558 | 00:16:01,219 | But you already knew that. | But you already knew that. |
| 379 | 00:16:01,293 | 00:16:04,660 | Listen, Bumpy, I've been taking better care of myself. | Listen, Bumpy, I've been taking better care of myself. |
| 380 | 00:16:04,730 | 00:16:06,823 | Angela doesn't know, and... And I want us to keep it that way. | Angela doesn't know, and... And I want us to keep it that way. |
| 381 | 00:16:06,899 | 00:16:08,389 | That pain in your foot? | That pain in your foot? |
| 382 | 00:16:08,467 | 00:16:09,934 | It's a symptom, Paul. | It's a symptom, Paul. |
| 383 | 00:16:10,002 | 00:16:11,560 | It's called diabetic nerve pain. | It's called diabetic nerve pain. |
| 384 | 00:16:12,404 | 00:16:14,497 | It could be the reason you crashed your car. | It could be the reason you crashed your car. |
| 385 | 00:16:16,075 | 00:16:18,202 | Are you saying I put my baby in the hospital? | Are you saying I put my baby in the hospital? |
| 386 | 00:16:18,277 | 00:16:20,336 | No. It was an accident. | No. It was an accident. |
| 387 | 00:16:20,412 | 00:16:22,039 | She loves you. She'll understand. | She loves you. She'll understand. |
| 388 | 00:16:22,114 | 00:16:24,912 | - Just tell her... - Do you have any children, Richard? | - Just tell her... - Do you have any children, Richard? |
| 389 | 00:16:28,788 | 00:16:30,016 | Do you? | Do you? |
| 390 | 00:16:30,956 | 00:16:32,184 | No. No, I don't. | No. No, I don't. |
| 391 | 00:16:32,258 | 00:16:35,352 | So you don't know a damn thing. You can't possibly understand. | So you don't know a damn thing. You can't possibly understand. |
| 392 | 00:16:35,427 | 00:16:39,693 | Please, just... Just take care of my little girl, and leave me be. | Please, just... Just take care of my little girl, and leave me be. |
| 393 | 00:16:39,765 | 00:16:42,962 | I'll let you know as soon as Angela's out of surgery. | I'll let you know as soon as Angela's out of surgery. |
| 394 | 00:16:52,912 | 00:16:54,846 | And now Jackson wants to amputate. | And now Jackson wants to amputate. |
| 395 | 00:16:54,914 | 00:16:57,439 | He won't even try. He said it was hopeless. | He won't even try. He said it was hopeless. |
| 396 | 00:16:57,516 | 00:17:00,485 | He... He asked me why I even brought Kamal to him. | He... He asked me why I even brought Kamal to him. |
| 397 | 00:17:00,619 | 00:17:02,484 | - (CHUCKLES) - What? | - (CHUCKLES) - What? |
| 398 | 00:17:02,555 | 00:17:04,546 | Well? Why did you? | Well? Why did you? |
| 399 | 00:17:04,623 | 00:17:07,251 | I mean, the scans were so bad, you had to lie about them. | I mean, the scans were so bad, you had to lie about them. |
| 400 | 00:17:07,326 | 00:17:10,295 | You lied about a little boy, April. | You lied about a little boy, April. |
| 401 | 00:17:10,362 | 00:17:12,762 | I'm... What... What are you saying? | I'm... What... What are you saying? |
| 402 | 00:17:13,799 | 00:17:15,027 | (SIGHS) | (SIGHS) |
| 403 | 00:17:15,201 | 00:17:16,896 | Nothing. I'm sorry. | Nothing. I'm sorry. |
| 404 | 00:17:17,803 | 00:17:18,895 | (STUTTERS) | (STUTTERS) |
| 405 | 00:17:20,439 | 00:17:22,168 | I'm saying, I know what it's like | I'm saying, I know what it's like |
| 406 | 00:17:22,241 | 00:17:24,072 | when it feels like everything's coming apart | when it feels like everything's coming apart |
| 407 | 00:17:24,143 | 00:17:27,203 | and you need something to pull it together. | and you need something to pull it together. |
| 408 | 00:17:28,848 | 00:17:30,110 | I just... | I just... |
| 409 | 00:17:31,584 | 00:17:32,812 | I know. | I know. |
| 410 | 00:17:36,622 | 00:17:37,987 | Are you sure? | Are you sure? |
| 411 | 00:17:39,124 | 00:17:42,025 | Well, maybe you can show them to Rogers. | Well, maybe you can show them to Rogers. |
| 412 | 00:17:42,094 | 00:17:43,994 | Yeah, I'd appreciate it. | Yeah, I'd appreciate it. |
| 413 | 00:17:44,063 | 00:17:46,793 | All right, call me back. Thanks, Charlie. | All right, call me back. Thanks, Charlie. |
| 414 | 00:17:48,400 | 00:17:49,560 | Riggs? | Riggs? |
| 415 | 00:17:54,173 | 00:17:55,299 | Hunt. | Hunt. |
| 416 | 00:17:55,374 | 00:17:57,205 | What are you doing here? | What are you doing here? |
| 417 | 00:17:57,276 | 00:17:58,834 | April Kepner and I met in Jordan. | April Kepner and I met in Jordan. |
| 418 | 00:17:58,911 | 00:18:00,640 | I've been working with the relief effort in Afghanistan. | I've been working with the relief effort in Afghanistan. |
| 419 | 00:18:00,713 | 00:18:02,908 | Yeah, yeah, yeah. What are you doing here? | Yeah, yeah, yeah. What are you doing here? |
| 420 | 00:18:03,549 | 00:18:05,039 | We have a patient with Ollier's disease. | We have a patient with Ollier's disease. |
| 421 | 00:18:05,117 | 00:18:06,414 | Brought him in to your hand guy. | Brought him in to your hand guy. |
| 422 | 00:18:06,485 | 00:18:07,611 | And then you're leaving. | And then you're leaving. |
| 423 | 00:18:07,686 | 00:18:09,119 | Yeah, well, maybe a little sooner than I... | Yeah, well, maybe a little sooner than I... |
| 424 | 00:18:09,188 | 00:18:11,816 | I'm not asking you, Riggs. I'm telling you. | I'm not asking you, Riggs. I'm telling you. |
| 425 | 00:18:14,660 | 00:18:16,287 | Nice catching up. | Nice catching up. |
| 426 | 00:18:17,897 | 00:18:19,262 | PENNY: Incise Gerota's fascia. | PENNY: Incise Gerota's fascia. |
| 427 | 00:18:19,331 | 00:18:21,629 | Now identify and debride devitalized tissue. | Now identify and debride devitalized tissue. |
| 428 | 00:18:21,700 | 00:18:22,792 | MEREDITH: Go on. | MEREDITH: Go on. |
| 429 | 00:18:23,535 | 00:18:24,661 | Um... | Um... |
| 430 | 00:18:24,737 | 00:18:28,468 | Cauterize cortical bleeders and establish hemostasis before closure. | Cauterize cortical bleeders and establish hemostasis before closure. |
| 431 | 00:18:28,540 | 00:18:30,735 | Now close using a running absorbable suture | Now close using a running absorbable suture |
| 432 | 00:18:30,809 | 00:18:32,242 | to avoid post-op fistulas. | to avoid post-op fistulas. |
| 433 | 00:18:32,311 | 00:18:34,745 | You can even reinforce using an absorbable mesh. | You can even reinforce using an absorbable mesh. |
| 434 | 00:18:34,813 | 00:18:37,475 | Well, that's thinking ahead. I like that. | Well, that's thinking ahead. I like that. |
| 435 | 00:18:37,549 | 00:18:38,743 | Dr. Grey. Dr. Blake. | Dr. Grey. Dr. Blake. |
| 436 | 00:18:38,817 | 00:18:41,581 | I thought I'd stop in to see how the first day was going. | I thought I'd stop in to see how the first day was going. |
| 437 | 00:18:41,654 | 00:18:43,747 | Thank you, sir. It's been... | Thank you, sir. It's been... |
| 438 | 00:18:43,822 | 00:18:45,983 | Blake has been dictating my surgical steps. | Blake has been dictating my surgical steps. |
| 439 | 00:18:46,058 | 00:18:48,219 | - Great. How's she doing? - Not too well. | - Great. How's she doing? - Not too well. |
| 440 | 00:18:48,294 | 00:18:49,921 | If I had done what she just suggested, | If I had done what she just suggested, |
| 441 | 00:18:49,995 | 00:18:53,158 | the patient would have major renal cortex bleeding. | the patient would have major renal cortex bleeding. |
| 442 | 00:18:53,232 | 00:18:54,529 | What did you miss? | What did you miss? |
| 443 | 00:18:54,600 | 00:18:56,534 | I... What? | I... What? |
| 444 | 00:18:56,602 | 00:18:59,867 | What did I do that you missed? | What did I do that you missed? |
| 445 | 00:18:59,939 | 00:19:02,237 | Uh, debride, hemostasis, close... | Uh, debride, hemostasis, close... |
| 446 | 00:19:02,308 | 00:19:04,037 | Come on. Figure it out. | Come on. Figure it out. |
| 447 | 00:19:04,109 | 00:19:06,441 | I was watching you. I didn't see. | I was watching you. I didn't see. |
| 448 | 00:19:06,512 | 00:19:08,503 | DeLuca, can you fill in the blanks? | DeLuca, can you fill in the blanks? |
| 449 | 00:19:08,814 | 00:19:12,375 | Um, Dr. Blake didn't tell you to clamp the hilum. | Um, Dr. Blake didn't tell you to clamp the hilum. |
| 450 | 00:19:12,451 | 00:19:14,146 | Dr. Grey, the hilum is clamped. | Dr. Grey, the hilum is clamped. |
| 451 | 00:19:14,219 | 00:19:16,847 | It is, sir, because I clamped it on my own. | It is, sir, because I clamped it on my own. |
| 452 | 00:19:16,922 | 00:19:20,949 | I didn't skip a step, and therefore, the patient did not hemorrhage and die. | I didn't skip a step, and therefore, the patient did not hemorrhage and die. |
| 453 | 00:19:21,026 | 00:19:23,085 | Blake, hand your suction to DeLuca. | Blake, hand your suction to DeLuca. |
| 454 | 00:19:23,162 | 00:19:25,187 | Dr. Grey, I know this procedure. | Dr. Grey, I know this procedure. |
| 455 | 00:19:25,264 | 00:19:27,027 | You would've killed the patient, Blake. | You would've killed the patient, Blake. |
| 456 | 00:19:27,099 | 00:19:29,590 | If your hands had been my hands on this patient, | If your hands had been my hands on this patient, |
| 457 | 00:19:29,668 | 00:19:30,760 | he'd be dead. | he'd be dead. |
| 458 | 00:19:30,836 | 00:19:31,825 | It's that simple. | It's that simple. |
| 459 | 00:19:31,904 | 00:19:33,030 | Step away from the table. | Step away from the table. |
| 460 | 00:19:39,178 | 00:19:40,873 | (SUCTION) | (SUCTION) |
| 461 | 00:19:57,162 | 00:19:58,356 | What's wrong? | What's wrong? |
| 462 | 00:19:58,430 | 00:20:00,057 | Dr. Grey is what's wrong. | Dr. Grey is what's wrong. |
| 463 | 00:20:01,133 | 00:20:02,191 | I'm new. | I'm new. |
| 464 | 00:20:02,267 | 00:20:04,064 | And attendings are hard on residents. | And attendings are hard on residents. |
| 465 | 00:20:04,136 | 00:20:05,694 | I know that. It's how we learn. | I know that. It's how we learn. |
| 466 | 00:20:05,771 | 00:20:08,638 | And she should be hard on me. She should be grilling me. | And she should be hard on me. She should be grilling me. |
| 467 | 00:20:08,707 | 00:20:11,301 | And I should be able to handle it. | And I should be able to handle it. |
| 468 | 00:20:11,377 | 00:20:14,369 | But I let her in my head. I froze. | But I let her in my head. I froze. |
| 469 | 00:20:14,446 | 00:20:17,244 | I knew that surgery backwards and forwards. | I knew that surgery backwards and forwards. |
| 470 | 00:20:17,316 | 00:20:18,647 | Hey, I can talk to her. | Hey, I can talk to her. |
| 471 | 00:20:18,717 | 00:20:20,184 | No. Don't. | No. Don't. |
| 472 | 00:20:20,819 | 00:20:22,582 | I'm sorry. I just... | I'm sorry. I just... |
| 473 | 00:20:23,022 | 00:20:24,990 | I will figure this out. | I will figure this out. |
| 474 | 00:20:25,491 | 00:20:27,322 | It's not your problem. | It's not your problem. |
| 475 | 00:20:37,369 | 00:20:40,736 | I sent the biopsies, the scans to three other guys. | I sent the biopsies, the scans to three other guys. |
| 476 | 00:20:40,806 | 00:20:42,273 | Any luck? | Any luck? |
| 477 | 00:20:42,341 | 00:20:43,330 | No. | No. |
| 478 | 00:20:43,409 | 00:20:45,434 | Well, I'd like to have been wrong. | Well, I'd like to have been wrong. |
| 479 | 00:20:47,613 | 00:20:49,979 | Hey, look, I'm sorry you got pulled into this, man. | Hey, look, I'm sorry you got pulled into this, man. |
| 480 | 00:20:50,049 | 00:20:51,038 | April can be... | April can be... |
| 481 | 00:20:51,116 | 00:20:52,913 | No, look, I know. | No, look, I know. |
| 482 | 00:20:52,985 | 00:20:54,316 | She's the machine. | She's the machine. |
| 483 | 00:20:55,154 | 00:20:56,849 | She's the what? | She's the what? |
| 484 | 00:20:56,922 | 00:20:59,789 | Oh, that's what we call her over there, "The machine." | Oh, that's what we call her over there, "The machine." |
| 485 | 00:20:59,858 | 00:21:02,019 | It never slows down, never lets it get to her. | It never slows down, never lets it get to her. |
| 486 | 00:21:02,094 | 00:21:04,255 | Just makes everyone else want to work harder. | Just makes everyone else want to work harder. |
| 487 | 00:21:05,197 | 00:21:08,325 | When she decides on something, nothing's gonna stop her. | When she decides on something, nothing's gonna stop her. |
| 488 | 00:21:08,400 | 00:21:11,268 | (CHUCKLES) You can't call that one off. | (CHUCKLES) You can't call that one off. |
| 489 | 00:21:11,337 | 00:21:12,668 | No, that's true. | No, that's true. |
| 490 | 00:21:13,506 | 00:21:15,303 | Thing is, she's usually right. | Thing is, she's usually right. |
| 491 | 00:21:20,213 | 00:21:22,044 | (INDISTINCT) | (INDISTINCT) |
| 492 | 00:21:24,184 | 00:21:26,414 | Go find out what Callie Torres is doing right now. | Go find out what Callie Torres is doing right now. |
| 493 | 00:21:34,394 | 00:21:36,555 | Oh. Angela's surgery is over? | Oh. Angela's surgery is over? |
| 494 | 00:21:36,629 | 00:21:38,187 | How... How'd it go? | How... How'd it go? |
| 495 | 00:21:38,264 | 00:21:40,425 | Did a primary repair of the subclavian artery. | Did a primary repair of the subclavian artery. |
| 496 | 00:21:40,500 | 00:21:41,489 | It went very well. | It went very well. |
| 497 | 00:21:41,568 | 00:21:43,035 | You can tell your friend she's fine. | You can tell your friend she's fine. |
| 498 | 00:21:43,103 | 00:21:45,901 | Maggie, uh, about Paul. | Maggie, uh, about Paul. |
| 499 | 00:21:45,972 | 00:21:48,736 | You know, what he said about my not having children... | You know, what he said about my not having children... |
| 500 | 00:21:48,808 | 00:21:50,400 | Paul knew me with Adele, my wife... | Paul knew me with Adele, my wife... |
| 501 | 00:21:50,477 | 00:21:53,412 | I know. I know. It's... It's awkward. Awful. | I know. I know. It's... It's awkward. Awful. |
| 502 | 00:21:53,480 | 00:21:55,539 | No, you don't have to say another word. I get it. | No, you don't have to say another word. I get it. |
| 503 | 00:21:55,615 | 00:21:56,707 | Okay. | Okay. |
| 504 | 00:21:56,783 | 00:21:57,807 | I just wanted to make sure... | I just wanted to make sure... |
| 505 | 00:21:57,884 | 00:21:59,146 | Don't | Don't |
| 506 | 00:21:59,919 | 00:22:01,944 | say another word. | say another word. |
| 507 | 00:22:03,990 | 00:22:05,321 | - Are you... - No. | - Are you... - No. |
| 508 | 00:22:05,391 | 00:22:07,689 | No, no. Of course not. This is, um... This is allergies. | No, no. Of course not. This is, um... This is allergies. |
| 509 | 00:22:07,760 | 00:22:08,784 | Allergies? | Allergies? |
| 510 | 00:22:08,862 | 00:22:10,921 | Can we please pretend that it's allergies? | Can we please pretend that it's allergies? |
| 511 | 00:22:10,997 | 00:22:12,624 | Maggie, if I did something... | Maggie, if I did something... |
| 512 | 00:22:12,699 | 00:22:13,996 | No, no. God, no. | No, no. God, no. |
| 513 | 00:22:14,067 | 00:22:16,001 | You... You cheated on your wife. | You... You cheated on your wife. |
| 514 | 00:22:16,069 | 00:22:18,060 | Why should you admit that to your friend? | Why should you admit that to your friend? |
| 515 | 00:22:19,339 | 00:22:21,034 | Who would that help? | Who would that help? |
| 516 | 00:22:21,107 | 00:22:23,007 | Not you, not him. | Not you, not him. |
| 517 | 00:22:23,743 | 00:22:25,335 | And, you know, you don't owe me anything. | And, you know, you don't owe me anything. |
| 518 | 00:22:25,411 | 00:22:26,605 | You and I, we're not... | You and I, we're not... |
| 519 | 00:22:27,113 | 00:22:28,740 | I don't know what we are. | I don't know what we are. |
| 520 | 00:22:28,815 | 00:22:30,077 | That's just the thing. | That's just the thing. |
| 521 | 00:22:30,150 | 00:22:32,141 | I don't exactly know how to address you... | I don't exactly know how to address you... |
| 522 | 00:22:32,218 | 00:22:33,617 | - Yeah, you don't have to. - But... | - Yeah, you don't have to. - But... |
| 523 | 00:22:33,686 | 00:22:35,017 | It's fine. | It's fine. |
| 524 | 00:22:35,421 | 00:22:38,083 | You have nothing to be ashamed of. Really. | You have nothing to be ashamed of. Really. |
| 525 | 00:22:38,525 | 00:22:39,685 | But... | But... |
| 526 | 00:22:43,429 | 00:22:45,829 | (VOICE BREAKING) So, they would just be gone? | (VOICE BREAKING) So, they would just be gone? |
| 527 | 00:22:46,432 | 00:22:47,956 | Both of them? | Both of them? |
| 528 | 00:22:49,569 | 00:22:54,632 | We would have to amputate them right about here, at the wrist. | We would have to amputate them right about here, at the wrist. |
| 529 | 00:22:54,707 | 00:22:56,072 | You see? | You see? |
| 530 | 00:22:57,110 | 00:22:58,839 | On both sides. | On both sides. |
| 531 | 00:23:01,114 | 00:23:02,877 | Will I still carry things? | Will I still carry things? |
| 532 | 00:23:04,651 | 00:23:06,141 | Well, let's talk about that, buddy. | Well, let's talk about that, buddy. |
| 533 | 00:23:13,293 | 00:23:15,124 | You'll be here when I'm done? | You'll be here when I'm done? |
| 534 | 00:23:15,195 | 00:23:17,095 | (SIGHS) Yes. I promise. | (SIGHS) Yes. I promise. |
| 535 | 00:23:17,630 | 00:23:19,393 | You sure about this? | You sure about this? |
| 536 | 00:23:19,465 | 00:23:21,524 | Nope. Not even a little bit. | Nope. Not even a little bit. |
| 537 | 00:23:21,601 | 00:23:23,728 | We'll have a soda waiting for you, okay? | We'll have a soda waiting for you, okay? |
| 538 | 00:23:27,740 | 00:23:30,300 | (INHALES SHARPLY) Okay. | (INHALES SHARPLY) Okay. |
| 539 | 00:23:32,612 | 00:23:33,772 | God. | God. |
| 540 | 00:23:34,914 | 00:23:36,677 | All right, guys, how we doing this? | All right, guys, how we doing this? |
| 541 | 00:23:36,749 | 00:23:37,841 | Doing what? | Doing what? |
| 542 | 00:23:37,917 | 00:23:39,179 | I figure we'll just debulk the tumor | I figure we'll just debulk the tumor |
| 543 | 00:23:39,252 | 00:23:40,810 | from the dorsal surface, and you can show me | from the dorsal surface, and you can show me |
| 544 | 00:23:40,887 | 00:23:43,014 | what, if any, usable bone we can find. | what, if any, usable bone we can find. |
| 545 | 00:23:43,089 | 00:23:44,556 | There's been a change of plans. | There's been a change of plans. |
| 546 | 00:23:44,624 | 00:23:45,921 | Yeah, judging by the scans, | Yeah, judging by the scans, |
| 547 | 00:23:45,992 | 00:23:48,119 | - I'm not sure there's anything at all. - I know. | - I'm not sure there's anything at all. - I know. |
| 548 | 00:23:48,194 | 00:23:50,424 | It just might end up being the world's slowest amputation, | It just might end up being the world's slowest amputation, |
| 549 | 00:23:50,496 | 00:23:52,896 | - but can't hurt to try. - Mmm-hmm. | - but can't hurt to try. - Mmm-hmm. |
| 550 | 00:23:56,202 | 00:23:58,295 | But you told Kamal that he wouldn't... | But you told Kamal that he wouldn't... |
| 551 | 00:23:58,371 | 00:23:59,668 | We lied. | We lied. |
| 552 | 00:24:01,174 | 00:24:03,574 | We had to. Didn't want to get his hopes up again. | We had to. Didn't want to get his hopes up again. |
| 553 | 00:24:03,643 | 00:24:05,668 | - He's gonna try? - Mmm-hmm. | - He's gonna try? - Mmm-hmm. |
| 554 | 00:24:07,981 | 00:24:09,744 | You lied! To me! | You lied! To me! |
| 555 | 00:24:09,816 | 00:24:11,750 | It was a good lie. Come on. It was a good lie. | It was a good lie. Come on. It was a good lie. |
| 556 | 00:24:11,818 | 00:24:13,046 | (LAUGHS) | (LAUGHS) |
| 557 | 00:24:13,419 | 00:24:15,444 | Oh, my God. | Oh, my God. |
| 558 | 00:24:17,457 | 00:24:19,118 | He's gonna try. | He's gonna try. |
| 559 | 00:24:22,128 | 00:24:23,595 | We need to talk. | We need to talk. |
| 560 | 00:24:23,663 | 00:24:25,028 | What's wrong? | What's wrong? |
| 561 | 00:24:25,098 | 00:24:27,566 | I thought you were stepping up, putting Blake on your service, | I thought you were stepping up, putting Blake on your service, |
| 562 | 00:24:27,634 | 00:24:30,228 | but what I saw in that OR wasn't teaching. | but what I saw in that OR wasn't teaching. |
| 563 | 00:24:30,303 | 00:24:32,362 | She crapped out on a basic surgical principle. | She crapped out on a basic surgical principle. |
| 564 | 00:24:32,438 | 00:24:33,996 | You were hazing her. | You were hazing her. |
| 565 | 00:24:34,073 | 00:24:37,099 | If she cracks under the pressure of an emergent surgery, | If she cracks under the pressure of an emergent surgery, |
| 566 | 00:24:37,176 | 00:24:39,235 | she does not belong in this program. | she does not belong in this program. |
| 567 | 00:24:39,312 | 00:24:41,371 | Blake was at the top of her class at Dillard. | Blake was at the top of her class at Dillard. |
| 568 | 00:24:41,447 | 00:24:44,644 | Her references were impeccable. I checked them myself. | Her references were impeccable. I checked them myself. |
| 569 | 00:24:45,852 | 00:24:47,649 | You checked? | You checked? |
| 570 | 00:24:47,720 | 00:24:50,382 | So you knew where she was from? | So you knew where she was from? |
| 571 | 00:24:50,456 | 00:24:52,788 | You checked her case record? | You checked her case record? |
| 572 | 00:24:52,859 | 00:24:54,383 | Her losses? | Her losses? |
| 573 | 00:24:57,196 | 00:25:00,359 | - Did you know that she... - She was an excellent candidate. | - Did you know that she... - She was an excellent candidate. |
| 574 | 00:25:00,433 | 00:25:03,368 | You were the only reason not to hire her. | You were the only reason not to hire her. |
| 575 | 00:25:04,971 | 00:25:07,769 | And you didn't find that reason enough? | And you didn't find that reason enough? |
| 576 | 00:25:19,752 | 00:25:22,277 | Your labs are within normal limits. | Your labs are within normal limits. |
| 577 | 00:25:23,956 | 00:25:25,514 | That's good news. | That's good news. |
| 578 | 00:25:25,591 | 00:25:27,786 | I'm on every website. | I'm on every website. |
| 579 | 00:25:27,860 | 00:25:29,760 | Got an e-mail from our bishop. | Got an e-mail from our bishop. |
| 580 | 00:25:29,829 | 00:25:31,194 | I'm fired. | I'm fired. |
| 581 | 00:25:32,365 | 00:25:35,857 | Someone's threatening to bring me up on charges as a sexual predator. | Someone's threatening to bring me up on charges as a sexual predator. |
| 582 | 00:25:37,270 | 00:25:38,669 | I'm done. | I'm done. |
| 583 | 00:25:39,972 | 00:25:41,769 | We're supposed to be a community. | We're supposed to be a community. |
| 584 | 00:25:41,841 | 00:25:44,674 | I make one simple mistake, and they destroyed me. | I make one simple mistake, and they destroyed me. |
| 585 | 00:25:44,744 | 00:25:46,177 | Put it away. | Put it away. |
| 586 | 00:25:47,146 | 00:25:48,545 | My mother saw it. | My mother saw it. |
| 587 | 00:25:49,415 | 00:25:51,110 | Her friends won't talk to her. | Her friends won't talk to her. |
| 588 | 00:25:52,919 | 00:25:55,149 | Everybody's trying to figure out who the woman is, | Everybody's trying to figure out who the woman is, |
| 589 | 00:25:55,221 | 00:25:56,620 | as if it's any of their business. | as if it's any of their business. |
| 590 | 00:25:57,423 | 00:25:59,516 | Thank the Lord, she's okay. | Thank the Lord, she's okay. |
| 591 | 00:26:00,326 | 00:26:02,385 | At least her life isn't over, too. | At least her life isn't over, too. |
| 592 | 00:26:03,596 | 00:26:04,790 | Nothing is over. | Nothing is over. |
| 593 | 00:26:04,864 | 00:26:07,526 | It's different for us, the clergy. | It's different for us, the clergy. |
| 594 | 00:26:08,835 | 00:26:12,100 | People put their trust in us, their faith. | People put their trust in us, their faith. |
| 595 | 00:26:13,973 | 00:26:16,840 | We break that trust, it stays broken. | We break that trust, it stays broken. |
| 596 | 00:26:16,909 | 00:26:18,467 | I can't believe that. | I can't believe that. |
| 597 | 00:26:18,578 | 00:26:19,670 | (SCOFFS) | (SCOFFS) |
| 598 | 00:26:19,746 | 00:26:21,577 | You know who you are. | You know who you are. |
| 599 | 00:26:22,115 | 00:26:24,345 | You can stand up to them and have faith in that, | You can stand up to them and have faith in that, |
| 600 | 00:26:24,417 | 00:26:26,317 | have faith in yourself. | have faith in yourself. |
| 601 | 00:26:28,054 | 00:26:30,318 | I have to believe that. | I have to believe that. |
| 602 | 00:26:30,390 | 00:26:32,688 | They say he doesn't give you more than you can handle. | They say he doesn't give you more than you can handle. |
| 603 | 00:26:32,925 | 00:26:36,520 | (CHUCKLES) You say that, actually. | (CHUCKLES) You say that, actually. |
| 604 | 00:26:37,330 | 00:26:38,695 | Yes, I do. | Yes, I do. |
| 605 | 00:26:38,765 | 00:26:40,255 | (INHALES SHARPLY) | (INHALES SHARPLY) |
| 606 | 00:26:41,067 | 00:26:43,001 | - Ow. - (MONITOR BEEPING RAPIDLY) | - Ow. - (MONITOR BEEPING RAPIDLY) |
| 607 | 00:26:43,202 | 00:26:44,260 | Are you okay? | Are you okay? |
| 608 | 00:26:44,337 | 00:26:45,827 | My stomach. | My stomach. |
| 609 | 00:26:54,680 | 00:26:56,341 | - Nurse! - Coming! | - Nurse! - Coming! |
| 610 | 00:26:57,884 | 00:27:00,444 | There is a clot in his catheter. His bladder's about to rupture. | There is a clot in his catheter. His bladder's about to rupture. |
| 611 | 00:27:00,520 | 00:27:02,488 | I need a syringe with some saline and heparin, | I need a syringe with some saline and heparin, |
| 612 | 00:27:02,555 | 00:27:03,920 | and page Dr. Grey, now! | and page Dr. Grey, now! |
| 613 | 00:27:03,990 | 00:27:05,355 | Right away. | Right away. |
| 614 | 00:27:05,425 | 00:27:06,949 | (BREATHING HEAVILY) | (BREATHING HEAVILY) |
| 615 | 00:27:08,094 | 00:27:09,459 | You're okay. | You're okay. |
| 616 | 00:27:09,529 | 00:27:11,963 | APRIL: Those nerves are going everywhere. | APRIL: Those nerves are going everywhere. |
| 617 | 00:27:12,031 | 00:27:14,363 | How do you build something from that? | How do you build something from that? |
| 618 | 00:27:14,434 | 00:27:15,662 | (SIGHS) | (SIGHS) |
| 619 | 00:27:17,136 | 00:27:20,697 | Well, for what it's worth, I think you were right about him. | Well, for what it's worth, I think you were right about him. |
| 620 | 00:27:20,773 | 00:27:22,638 | He's good. | He's good. |
| 621 | 00:27:22,708 | 00:27:23,970 | APRIL: I know. | APRIL: I know. |
| 622 | 00:27:24,911 | 00:27:26,708 | He's talking about divorce. | He's talking about divorce. |
| 623 | 00:27:27,914 | 00:27:30,644 | Well, you kind of saw that coming, though, right? | Well, you kind of saw that coming, though, right? |
| 624 | 00:27:30,716 | 00:27:32,843 | I mean, he said, "Don't go." You went. | I mean, he said, "Don't go." You went. |
| 625 | 00:27:32,919 | 00:27:34,250 | On some level... | On some level... |
| 626 | 00:27:34,320 | 00:27:36,845 | It's not gonna happen. It's not what I want. | It's not gonna happen. It's not what I want. |
| 627 | 00:27:36,923 | 00:27:39,084 | I don't believe it's what he wants. | I don't believe it's what he wants. |
| 628 | 00:27:39,759 | 00:27:42,785 | (SIGHS) I know it's not what God wants from me. | (SIGHS) I know it's not what God wants from me. |
| 629 | 00:27:44,764 | 00:27:47,324 | We're looking at a kid who's lost his family, | We're looking at a kid who's lost his family, |
| 630 | 00:27:48,167 | 00:27:49,600 | his home. | his home. |
| 631 | 00:27:49,669 | 00:27:52,035 | Might even lose his hands now. | Might even lose his hands now. |
| 632 | 00:27:52,705 | 00:27:54,536 | Maybe God has more on his mind | Maybe God has more on his mind |
| 633 | 00:27:54,607 | 00:27:57,599 | than judging whether you get a divorce or not. | than judging whether you get a divorce or not. |
| 634 | 00:27:59,078 | 00:28:01,273 | Don't you think he has bigger fish to fry? | Don't you think he has bigger fish to fry? |
| 635 | 00:28:03,983 | 00:28:06,383 | JACKSON: I've got about 60% of bone structure over here. | JACKSON: I've got about 60% of bone structure over here. |
| 636 | 00:28:06,452 | 00:28:07,919 | How's it going over there? | How's it going over there? |
| 637 | 00:28:07,987 | 00:28:11,514 | CALLIE: (GROANS) I only see free-floating distal phalanges, | CALLIE: (GROANS) I only see free-floating distal phalanges, |
| 638 | 00:28:11,591 | 00:28:13,991 | and some of them are eroded by tumor. | and some of them are eroded by tumor. |
| 639 | 00:28:14,460 | 00:28:16,792 | BENJAMIN: We're approaching the carpals or what's left of them. | BENJAMIN: We're approaching the carpals or what's left of them. |
| 640 | 00:28:17,363 | 00:28:19,354 | JACKSON: I'm looking for metacarpals over here. | JACKSON: I'm looking for metacarpals over here. |
| 641 | 00:28:19,432 | 00:28:21,297 | Do you see any viable bone at all? | Do you see any viable bone at all? |
| 642 | 00:28:21,367 | 00:28:22,629 | Well... No. | Well... No. |
| 643 | 00:28:23,236 | 00:28:24,863 | - Damn it! - JACKSON: What? What is it? Tell me. | - Damn it! - JACKSON: What? What is it? Tell me. |
| 644 | 00:28:24,937 | 00:28:28,202 | CALLIE: Jackson, I'm sorry. I'm just... (SIGHS) | CALLIE: Jackson, I'm sorry. I'm just... (SIGHS) |
| 645 | 00:28:28,274 | 00:28:29,673 | There's nothing here. I... | There's nothing here. I... |
| 646 | 00:28:29,742 | 00:28:31,801 | No, no, no. Wait. Just wait one second. | No, no, no. Wait. Just wait one second. |
| 647 | 00:28:31,878 | 00:28:33,505 | Well, no. There's no bone to work with. | Well, no. There's no bone to work with. |
| 648 | 00:28:33,579 | 00:28:35,479 | I mean, look at it. Look right here. | I mean, look at it. Look right here. |
| 649 | 00:28:35,548 | 00:28:37,140 | There's fingers, and then there's nothing. | There's fingers, and then there's nothing. |
| 650 | 00:28:37,216 | 00:28:38,877 | - I don't... - Come on. Come on. | - I don't... - Come on. Come on. |
| 651 | 00:28:38,951 | 00:28:40,714 | - Jackson, I think... - Just wait, okay? | - Jackson, I think... - Just wait, okay? |
| 652 | 00:28:40,786 | 00:28:42,549 | I think that you were right. | I think that you were right. |
| 653 | 00:28:42,622 | 00:28:44,852 | I don't want to be right, though. I just... | I don't want to be right, though. I just... |
| 654 | 00:28:44,924 | 00:28:46,619 | Let's keep going, please, okay? | Let's keep going, please, okay? |
| 655 | 00:28:46,692 | 00:28:48,216 | Yeah, of course. | Yeah, of course. |
| 656 | 00:28:48,294 | 00:28:49,784 | (MOTOR WHIRRING) | (MOTOR WHIRRING) |
| 657 | 00:28:50,796 | 00:28:52,161 | Put that down! | Put that down! |
| 658 | 00:28:52,265 | 00:28:54,062 | - (WHIRRING STOPS) - We are working here! | - (WHIRRING STOPS) - We are working here! |
| 659 | 00:28:54,133 | 00:28:55,760 | We're gonna keep going until we are sure | We're gonna keep going until we are sure |
| 660 | 00:28:55,835 | 00:28:56,859 | that there is nothing left. | that there is nothing left. |
| 661 | 00:28:56,936 | 00:28:59,336 | Now, do not pick that up again unless I tell you to. | Now, do not pick that up again unless I tell you to. |
| 662 | 00:29:00,740 | 00:29:01,968 | (SIGHS) | (SIGHS) |
| 663 | 00:29:02,475 | 00:29:04,238 | - CALLIE: Jackson? - I'm sorry. I was just... | - CALLIE: Jackson? - I'm sorry. I was just... |
| 664 | 00:29:04,310 | 00:29:06,278 | No, no, no, Jackson, look right here. Look. | No, no, no, Jackson, look right here. Look. |
| 665 | 00:29:06,345 | 00:29:08,245 | I found something. I found lunate bone. | I found something. I found lunate bone. |
| 666 | 00:29:08,314 | 00:29:10,475 | This is good lunate bone. | This is good lunate bone. |
| 667 | 00:29:12,919 | 00:29:14,079 | What happened? | What happened? |
| 668 | 00:29:14,153 | 00:29:15,552 | I think he clotted his Foley. | I think he clotted his Foley. |
| 669 | 00:29:15,621 | 00:29:18,920 | I've flushed it five times. I can't get a new one in. | I've flushed it five times. I can't get a new one in. |
| 670 | 00:29:19,792 | 00:29:21,760 | He's hypotensive. | He's hypotensive. |
| 671 | 00:29:21,827 | 00:29:24,625 | Get me a 50 cc with a 14-gauge needle. | Get me a 50 cc with a 14-gauge needle. |
| 672 | 00:29:24,697 | 00:29:26,221 | - You got it. - How did this happen? | - You got it. - How did this happen? |
| 673 | 00:29:26,299 | 00:29:27,664 | I was doing a post-op check, | I was doing a post-op check, |
| 674 | 00:29:27,733 | 00:29:29,667 | and I saw that there was blood in his bag. | and I saw that there was blood in his bag. |
| 675 | 00:29:29,735 | 00:29:31,600 | How long did it take for you to notice? | How long did it take for you to notice? |
| 676 | 00:29:31,671 | 00:29:33,161 | I don't... Uh, we were talking... | I don't... Uh, we were talking... |
| 677 | 00:29:33,239 | 00:29:34,934 | You realize if he goes into renal failure, | You realize if he goes into renal failure, |
| 678 | 00:29:35,007 | 00:29:37,032 | this will undo everything we did in the OR today. | this will undo everything we did in the OR today. |
| 679 | 00:29:37,109 | 00:29:39,043 | Dr. Grey, I didn't miss this. I caught it. | Dr. Grey, I didn't miss this. I caught it. |
| 680 | 00:29:39,111 | 00:29:40,339 | It shouldn't have happened! | It shouldn't have happened! |
| 681 | 00:29:40,413 | 00:29:43,211 | You froze in the OR, you screwed up his post-op care! | You froze in the OR, you screwed up his post-op care! |
| 682 | 00:29:43,282 | 00:29:47,013 | Is there any part of this job that you can handle, Blake? | Is there any part of this job that you can handle, Blake? |
| 683 | 00:29:47,653 | 00:29:48,779 | I... | I... |
| 684 | 00:29:51,157 | 00:29:52,715 | Get out. You're not touching this patient. | Get out. You're not touching this patient. |
| 685 | 00:29:52,792 | 00:29:54,657 | You're off my service. | You're off my service. |
| 686 | 00:29:54,727 | 00:29:55,716 | Get out! | Get out! |
| 687 | 00:29:56,295 | 00:29:57,353 | Now! | Now! |
| 688 | 00:30:01,000 | 00:30:03,491 | CALLIE: All right. The hamate bone's intact. | CALLIE: All right. The hamate bone's intact. |
| 689 | 00:30:04,704 | 00:30:06,672 | There's the trapezoid. | There's the trapezoid. |
| 690 | 00:30:07,740 | 00:30:09,173 | And... | And... |
| 691 | 00:30:09,241 | 00:30:10,469 | There's the scaphoid. | There's the scaphoid. |
| 692 | 00:30:10,543 | 00:30:12,568 | That makes four good carpal bones. | That makes four good carpal bones. |
| 693 | 00:30:12,645 | 00:30:13,907 | Which is not much. | Which is not much. |
| 694 | 00:30:13,980 | 00:30:15,641 | And almost no metacarpal. | And almost no metacarpal. |
| 695 | 00:30:15,715 | 00:30:18,149 | But we'd have a base for a proximal phalanx, | But we'd have a base for a proximal phalanx, |
| 696 | 00:30:18,217 | 00:30:19,309 | so that might regenerate. | so that might regenerate. |
| 697 | 00:30:19,385 | 00:30:20,647 | He is young, so... | He is young, so... |
| 698 | 00:30:20,720 | 00:30:23,883 | Maybe we could sculpt the bone and graft the gap in between? | Maybe we could sculpt the bone and graft the gap in between? |
| 699 | 00:30:23,956 | 00:30:25,719 | We could wire them with rib grafts. | We could wire them with rib grafts. |
| 700 | 00:30:25,791 | 00:30:27,986 | I mean, then I could actually make something out of that. | I mean, then I could actually make something out of that. |
| 701 | 00:30:28,294 | 00:30:31,923 | (GASPS) Yes! Look! Look! That's a fifth metacarpal head! | (GASPS) Yes! Look! Look! That's a fifth metacarpal head! |
| 702 | 00:30:31,998 | 00:30:33,898 | Look! Right there! (CHUCKLES) | Look! Right there! (CHUCKLES) |
| 703 | 00:30:33,966 | 00:30:35,126 | - That's a hand. - That is what we needed. | - That's a hand. - That is what we needed. |
| 704 | 00:30:35,201 | 00:30:37,169 | - Under there, that's... - That is a hand! | - Under there, that's... - That is a hand! |
| 705 | 00:30:37,236 | 00:30:38,794 | - We got a hand, people! - (LAUGHTER) | - We got a hand, people! - (LAUGHTER) |
| 706 | 00:30:38,871 | 00:30:40,566 | (CHEERS AND APPLAUSE) | (CHEERS AND APPLAUSE) |
| 707 | 00:30:48,214 | 00:30:49,476 | Whew! | Whew! |
| 708 | 00:30:49,615 | 00:30:51,276 | Oh, my God! | Oh, my God! |
| 709 | 00:30:52,284 | 00:30:53,273 | Whew! | Whew! |
| 710 | 00:30:54,320 | 00:30:56,254 | I can't friggin' believe it. | I can't friggin' believe it. |
| 711 | 00:30:56,956 | 00:30:58,150 | I did. | I did. |
| 712 | 00:30:59,458 | 00:31:00,652 | (CHUCKLES) | (CHUCKLES) |
| 713 | 00:31:03,663 | 00:31:05,654 | She is going to be fine. | She is going to be fine. |
| 714 | 00:31:12,405 | 00:31:13,599 | And you should talk to her. | And you should talk to her. |
| 715 | 00:31:13,673 | 00:31:16,801 | I don't even know if I can look her in the eye now, | I don't even know if I can look her in the eye now, |
| 716 | 00:31:16,876 | 00:31:18,810 | let alone talk to her. | let alone talk to her. |
| 717 | 00:31:23,449 | 00:31:25,747 | Thirty years ago, I had an affair. | Thirty years ago, I had an affair. |
| 718 | 00:31:27,420 | 00:31:29,320 | I cheated on Adele. | I cheated on Adele. |
| 719 | 00:31:29,388 | 00:31:30,753 | And I had a daughter. | And I had a daughter. |
| 720 | 00:31:30,823 | 00:31:32,916 | I have a daughter. | I have a daughter. |
| 721 | 00:31:34,193 | 00:31:37,321 | Adele never told Lois or anyone about the affair. | Adele never told Lois or anyone about the affair. |
| 722 | 00:31:37,396 | 00:31:39,523 | She never bashed me to her family. | She never bashed me to her family. |
| 723 | 00:31:40,499 | 00:31:44,959 | She lived with that pain and embarrassment for years, alone. | She lived with that pain and embarrassment for years, alone. |
| 724 | 00:31:45,671 | 00:31:49,004 | She protected me, and I'm ashamed of that. | She protected me, and I'm ashamed of that. |
| 725 | 00:31:49,909 | 00:31:51,137 | It was a mess. | It was a mess. |
| 726 | 00:31:51,811 | 00:31:53,403 | I made a mess. | I made a mess. |
| 727 | 00:31:54,213 | 00:31:57,478 | And for as much pain as I caused and felt, | And for as much pain as I caused and felt, |
| 728 | 00:31:57,550 | 00:32:01,486 | I would have never believed that anything good would have come of it. | I would have never believed that anything good would have come of it. |
| 729 | 00:32:02,054 | 00:32:03,419 | But it did. | But it did. |
| 730 | 00:32:04,356 | 00:32:05,755 | She did. | She did. |
| 731 | 00:32:07,259 | 00:32:11,059 | And I am very proud to know her. | And I am very proud to know her. |
| 732 | 00:32:21,040 | 00:32:22,302 | (SIGHING) | (SIGHING) |
| 733 | 00:32:25,778 | 00:32:27,678 | You were right. She doesn't belong here. | You were right. She doesn't belong here. |
| 734 | 00:32:27,747 | 00:32:29,180 | She almost killed a patient. | She almost killed a patient. |
| 735 | 00:32:29,248 | 00:32:31,614 | She can't be trusted, not in the OR, not with patients. | She can't be trusted, not in the OR, not with patients. |
| 736 | 00:32:31,684 | 00:32:33,652 | She's just dangerous. | She's just dangerous. |
| 737 | 00:32:37,490 | 00:32:38,787 | Say it again. | Say it again. |
| 738 | 00:32:38,858 | 00:32:40,018 | What? | What? |
| 739 | 00:32:41,527 | 00:32:43,085 | I was right. | I was right. |
| 740 | 00:32:43,162 | 00:32:46,859 | I tried to rise above because it's the right thing to do. | I tried to rise above because it's the right thing to do. |
| 741 | 00:32:48,501 | 00:32:51,493 | But she has made mistake after mistake, | But she has made mistake after mistake, |
| 742 | 00:32:51,570 | 00:32:53,731 | and she just is impossible. | and she just is impossible. |
| 743 | 00:32:54,607 | 00:32:56,734 | - (WOMAN CLEARS THROAT) - (TOILET FLUSHES) | - (WOMAN CLEARS THROAT) - (TOILET FLUSHES) |
| 744 | 00:32:56,809 | 00:32:58,208 | (DOOR OPENS) | (DOOR OPENS) |
| 745 | 00:33:00,846 | 00:33:02,279 | (WATER RUNNING) | (WATER RUNNING) |
| 746 | 00:33:02,948 | 00:33:05,416 | I'm sorry. It's the truth. | I'm sorry. It's the truth. |
| 747 | 00:33:05,484 | 00:33:08,851 | She is working at a hospital that is above her skill level. | She is working at a hospital that is above her skill level. |
| 748 | 00:33:08,921 | 00:33:10,912 | I have tried to teach her all day. | I have tried to teach her all day. |
| 749 | 00:33:10,990 | 00:33:12,287 | I have tried. | I have tried. |
| 750 | 00:33:12,358 | 00:33:14,417 | Oh, please. You're being a bully. | Oh, please. You're being a bully. |
| 751 | 00:33:14,493 | 00:33:15,926 | And you've gone out of your way to make her... | And you've gone out of your way to make her... |
| 752 | 00:33:15,995 | 00:33:18,225 | You don't teach by shoving someone else's face in the dirt. | You don't teach by shoving someone else's face in the dirt. |
| 753 | 00:33:18,297 | 00:33:19,321 | That's not teaching. | That's not teaching. |
| 754 | 00:33:19,398 | 00:33:22,424 | That's just being mean and small. | That's just being mean and small. |
| 755 | 00:33:46,192 | 00:33:47,523 | Leave me alone. | Leave me alone. |
| 756 | 00:33:49,261 | 00:33:50,387 | Since when do you pray? | Since when do you pray? |
| 757 | 00:33:50,462 | 00:33:51,986 | I'm not. | I'm not. |
| 758 | 00:33:52,064 | 00:33:54,362 | Or talk to God or whatever. | Or talk to God or whatever. |
| 759 | 00:33:54,433 | 00:33:56,424 | I'm not talking to God. | I'm not talking to God. |
| 760 | 00:33:56,502 | 00:33:58,470 | Well, you talk to tequila. | Well, you talk to tequila. |
| 761 | 00:33:58,537 | 00:34:00,528 | I'm talking to Derek. | I'm talking to Derek. |
| 762 | 00:34:01,407 | 00:34:02,396 | Oh. | Oh. |
| 763 | 00:34:03,242 | 00:34:04,675 | Okay, I'll go. | Okay, I'll go. |
| 764 | 00:34:04,743 | 00:34:06,301 | I'm trying. | I'm trying. |
| 765 | 00:34:06,378 | 00:34:10,280 | I've tried to rise, I've tried to teach her, but I just | I've tried to rise, I've tried to teach her, but I just |
| 766 | 00:34:10,382 | 00:34:13,510 | (INHALES DEEPLY) don't think I can. | (INHALES DEEPLY) don't think I can. |
| 767 | 00:34:15,521 | 00:34:17,045 | I thought he might know | I thought he might know |
| 768 | 00:34:18,724 | 00:34:21,215 | what I'm supposed to do with her, | what I'm supposed to do with her, |
| 769 | 00:34:21,293 | 00:34:23,090 | why she's here. | why she's here. |
| 770 | 00:34:24,129 | 00:34:26,461 | I thought maybe he could tell me. | I thought maybe he could tell me. |
| 771 | 00:34:27,633 | 00:34:29,726 | So, I'm just gonna sit here and | So, I'm just gonna sit here and |
| 772 | 00:34:31,103 | 00:34:34,470 | wait for some divine intervention or whatever. | wait for some divine intervention or whatever. |
| 773 | 00:34:40,246 | 00:34:41,645 | (PATS BACK) | (PATS BACK) |
| 774 | 00:35:05,504 | 00:35:06,596 | (CHUCKLES) | (CHUCKLES) |
| 775 | 00:35:08,340 | 00:35:10,900 | They look like hands. | They look like hands. |
| 776 | 00:35:10,976 | 00:35:12,136 | They are. | They are. |
| 777 | 00:35:13,445 | 00:35:15,208 | They're your hands, bud. | They're your hands, bud. |
| 778 | 00:35:17,683 | 00:35:19,446 | - They're real hands! - NATHAN: Yeah! | - They're real hands! - NATHAN: Yeah! |
| 779 | 00:35:19,518 | 00:35:20,746 | (LAUGHTER) | (LAUGHTER) |
| 780 | 00:35:23,856 | 00:35:25,585 | I can hold a ball. | I can hold a ball. |
| 781 | 00:35:25,658 | 00:35:26,750 | JACKSON: Yeah. | JACKSON: Yeah. |
| 782 | 00:35:26,825 | 00:35:29,726 | Take a little bit of time, a few more surgeries, but yes. | Take a little bit of time, a few more surgeries, but yes. |
| 783 | 00:35:31,030 | 00:35:33,624 | - What did we tell you? He's the guy. - (CHUCKLES) | - What did we tell you? He's the guy. - (CHUCKLES) |
| 784 | 00:35:35,734 | 00:35:37,793 | You are the guy. | You are the guy. |
| 785 | 00:35:37,870 | 00:35:40,168 | Oh! Ah. | Oh! Ah. |
| 786 | 00:35:40,239 | 00:35:41,638 | (LAUGHTER) | (LAUGHTER) |
| 787 | 00:35:44,176 | 00:35:45,165 | (WHIMPERS) | (WHIMPERS) |
| 788 | 00:35:47,179 | 00:35:48,510 | (CHUCKLES) | (CHUCKLES) |
| 789 | 00:35:53,585 | 00:35:55,746 | He never did tell me why they call you "Bumpy." | He never did tell me why they call you "Bumpy." |
| 790 | 00:35:56,922 | 00:35:58,253 | (CHUCKLES) | (CHUCKLES) |
| 791 | 00:35:59,291 | 00:36:03,091 | There was a dance called the bump, before your time, | There was a dance called the bump, before your time, |
| 792 | 00:36:03,162 | 00:36:04,789 | and I excelled at it. | and I excelled at it. |
| 793 | 00:36:04,863 | 00:36:06,228 | (BOTH LAUGH) | (BOTH LAUGH) |
| 794 | 00:36:09,101 | 00:36:11,126 | You didn't tell him it was me. | You didn't tell him it was me. |
| 795 | 00:36:12,404 | 00:36:16,101 | Well, I feel, if you want to tell people, that's your decision, not mine. | Well, I feel, if you want to tell people, that's your decision, not mine. |
| 796 | 00:36:16,175 | 00:36:19,406 | I'm sorry. I'm still trying to figure this out. | I'm sorry. I'm still trying to figure this out. |
| 797 | 00:36:19,478 | 00:36:20,775 | Okay. | Okay. |
| 798 | 00:36:20,846 | 00:36:22,780 | But for the record, | But for the record, |
| 799 | 00:36:23,582 | 00:36:25,777 | I'd be fine with it if you did. | I'd be fine with it if you did. |
| 800 | 00:36:26,251 | 00:36:27,650 | Very fine. | Very fine. |
| 801 | 00:36:29,822 | 00:36:31,050 | Noted. | Noted. |
| 802 | 00:36:36,662 | 00:36:38,926 | (MID-TEMPO FUNKY MUSIC PLAYS) | (MID-TEMPO FUNKY MUSIC PLAYS) |
| 803 | 00:36:40,099 | 00:36:41,589 | (SNAPPING FINGERS) | (SNAPPING FINGERS) |
| 804 | 00:36:43,769 | 00:36:45,100 | (CHUCKLES) | (CHUCKLES) |
| 805 | 00:36:45,804 | 00:36:46,964 | Yeah. | Yeah. |
| 806 | 00:36:49,008 | 00:36:50,168 | April. | April. |
| 807 | 00:36:52,811 | 00:36:56,713 | I, uh... I never said thanks for bringing Kamal. | I, uh... I never said thanks for bringing Kamal. |
| 808 | 00:36:56,782 | 00:36:59,114 | I'm so sorry for lying, but... | I'm so sorry for lying, but... |
| 809 | 00:36:59,184 | 00:37:02,119 | God, you have no idea what you did for that little boy. | God, you have no idea what you did for that little boy. |
| 810 | 00:37:02,187 | 00:37:03,711 | No, no, no. You did it. | No, no, no. You did it. |
| 811 | 00:37:03,789 | 00:37:05,120 | I mean, you brought him. | I mean, you brought him. |
| 812 | 00:37:06,859 | 00:37:08,986 | 'Cause I knew you could do it. | 'Cause I knew you could do it. |
| 813 | 00:37:10,596 | 00:37:11,756 | Okay. | Okay. |
| 814 | 00:37:11,830 | 00:37:13,195 | We did it. | We did it. |
| 815 | 00:37:13,699 | 00:37:16,133 | Just, thank you. | Just, thank you. |
| 816 | 00:37:46,131 | 00:37:47,826 | - Do you want to go... - NATHAN: Hey. | - Do you want to go... - NATHAN: Hey. |
| 817 | 00:37:48,434 | 00:37:49,924 | You ready? | You ready? |
| 818 | 00:37:52,337 | 00:37:53,702 | Um, Nathan's leaving tomorrow, | Um, Nathan's leaving tomorrow, |
| 819 | 00:37:53,772 | 00:37:55,706 | so Bailey was gonna take us out for drinks. | so Bailey was gonna take us out for drinks. |
| 820 | 00:37:55,774 | 00:37:57,207 | She wanted to hear war stories. | She wanted to hear war stories. |
| 821 | 00:37:57,276 | 00:37:58,265 | Yeah. | Yeah. |
| 822 | 00:37:58,343 | 00:38:00,504 | Um, but I could just tell them that I don't have to go. | Um, but I could just tell them that I don't have to go. |
| 823 | 00:38:00,579 | 00:38:02,945 | Oh, no, no. Come on. You guys go celebrate. | Oh, no, no. Come on. You guys go celebrate. |
| 824 | 00:38:03,015 | 00:38:04,448 | - Well, come with us. - Yeah, come on. | - Well, come with us. - Yeah, come on. |
| 825 | 00:38:04,516 | 00:38:05,949 | I owe you a drink. | I owe you a drink. |
| 826 | 00:38:07,052 | 00:38:08,679 | Another time. | Another time. |
| 827 | 00:38:08,754 | 00:38:10,619 | Really, you guys have fun. | Really, you guys have fun. |
| 828 | 00:38:24,503 | 00:38:26,664 | I didn't want Blake here. I fought it. | I didn't want Blake here. I fought it. |
| 829 | 00:38:26,738 | 00:38:28,137 | Then why did you hire her? | Then why did you hire her? |
| 830 | 00:38:28,207 | 00:38:29,970 | Because I've been accused of coddling you, | Because I've been accused of coddling you, |
| 831 | 00:38:30,042 | 00:38:31,703 | and I didn't want to do that. | and I didn't want to do that. |
| 832 | 00:38:31,777 | 00:38:33,972 | I didn't think you'd want me to. | I didn't think you'd want me to. |
| 833 | 00:38:34,046 | 00:38:35,206 | That was one reason. | That was one reason. |
| 834 | 00:38:37,850 | 00:38:39,408 | I didn't want you here, either. | I didn't want you here, either. |
| 835 | 00:38:40,619 | 00:38:42,109 | When you were accepted to this program, | When you were accepted to this program, |
| 836 | 00:38:42,187 | 00:38:44,815 | I didn't know how I was gonna look at you every day | I didn't know how I was gonna look at you every day |
| 837 | 00:38:44,890 | 00:38:48,326 | and be reminded of the best and worst times of my life. | and be reminded of the best and worst times of my life. |
| 838 | 00:38:49,361 | 00:38:52,353 | And you walked in, the spitting image of your mother. | And you walked in, the spitting image of your mother. |
| 839 | 00:38:53,132 | 00:38:54,997 | Talented, smart. | Talented, smart. |
| 840 | 00:38:55,067 | 00:38:57,627 | Here, every day. | Here, every day. |
| 841 | 00:38:59,104 | 00:39:02,005 | And I decided that wasn't fair to you. | And I decided that wasn't fair to you. |
| 842 | 00:39:02,074 | 00:39:04,804 | I decided to put aside my personal feelings to... | I decided to put aside my personal feelings to... |
| 843 | 00:39:04,877 | 00:39:06,310 | Rise above. | Rise above. |
| 844 | 00:39:07,679 | 00:39:09,909 | And I'm glad I did that. | And I'm glad I did that. |
| 845 | 00:39:10,482 | 00:39:11,881 | Every day. | Every day. |
| 846 | 00:39:13,585 | 00:39:15,212 | He would have said the same thing. | He would have said the same thing. |
| 847 | 00:39:15,287 | 00:39:17,778 | Derek. He probably would have even liked her. | Derek. He probably would have even liked her. |
| 848 | 00:39:18,857 | 00:39:20,051 | (SIGHS) | (SIGHS) |
| 849 | 00:39:24,296 | 00:39:26,389 | Excuse me. I'm looking for a patient. | Excuse me. I'm looking for a patient. |
| 850 | 00:39:26,465 | 00:39:27,955 | Robert Matthews? | Robert Matthews? |
| 851 | 00:39:28,033 | 00:39:29,193 | Are you his family? | Are you his family? |
| 852 | 00:39:29,268 | 00:39:31,736 | No, I'm... Uh, we work together. | No, I'm... Uh, we work together. |
| 853 | 00:39:31,803 | 00:39:32,895 | Or worked together. | Or worked together. |
| 854 | 00:39:32,971 | 00:39:35,030 | I'm the choir director at our church. | I'm the choir director at our church. |
| 855 | 00:39:35,507 | 00:39:37,236 | Oh. You're the... | Oh. You're the... |
| 856 | 00:39:37,309 | 00:39:39,869 | Oh. God. You saw it. | Oh. God. You saw it. |
| 857 | 00:39:39,945 | 00:39:40,969 | (CLEARS THROAT) | (CLEARS THROAT) |
| 858 | 00:39:41,046 | 00:39:42,604 | Well, I mean, of course you saw it. | Well, I mean, of course you saw it. |
| 859 | 00:39:42,681 | 00:39:44,273 | All of America saw it. | All of America saw it. |
| 860 | 00:39:44,349 | 00:39:45,816 | Look, he doesn't deserve this. | Look, he doesn't deserve this. |
| 861 | 00:39:45,884 | 00:39:48,182 | It's not fair that he's all of these amazing things, | It's not fair that he's all of these amazing things, |
| 862 | 00:39:48,253 | 00:39:49,584 | and this one mistake | and this one mistake |
| 863 | 00:39:49,655 | 00:39:51,452 | is all anybody's even gonna think about him. | is all anybody's even gonna think about him. |
| 864 | 00:39:52,891 | 00:39:54,916 | Look, can I see him, please? | Look, can I see him, please? |
| 865 | 00:39:54,993 | 00:39:58,861 | I want him to know that, you know, he's got me, at least. | I want him to know that, you know, he's got me, at least. |
| 866 | 00:40:06,405 | 00:40:09,568 | MEREDITH: They say shame controls every aspect of human behavior. | MEREDITH: They say shame controls every aspect of human behavior. |
| 867 | 00:40:14,746 | 00:40:17,271 | It's about who we believe we are. | It's about who we believe we are. |
| 868 | 00:40:17,449 | 00:40:18,575 | (SIGHS) | (SIGHS) |
| 869 | 00:40:22,487 | 00:40:23,920 | This was a mistake. | This was a mistake. |
| 870 | 00:40:23,989 | 00:40:24,978 | (SIGHS) | (SIGHS) |
| 871 | 00:40:25,090 | 00:40:26,557 | I don't think I can do this. | I don't think I can do this. |
| 872 | 00:40:26,625 | 00:40:28,855 | I don't think that I want to do this. | I don't think that I want to do this. |
| 873 | 00:40:29,995 | 00:40:32,293 | I kind of went off on Grey about you. | I kind of went off on Grey about you. |
| 874 | 00:40:32,364 | 00:40:34,389 | Callie, why? | Callie, why? |
| 875 | 00:40:35,133 | 00:40:37,328 | Why are you making this harder? | Why are you making this harder? |
| 876 | 00:40:37,402 | 00:40:39,632 | I did what I should've done at the party. | I did what I should've done at the party. |
| 877 | 00:40:44,343 | 00:40:45,742 | Callie, I get it. | Callie, I get it. |
| 878 | 00:40:47,112 | 00:40:48,875 | They're your friends. | They're your friends. |
| 879 | 00:40:48,947 | 00:40:50,175 | He was... | He was... |
| 880 | 00:40:50,249 | 00:40:51,648 | You're a surgeon. | You're a surgeon. |
| 881 | 00:40:51,717 | 00:40:53,548 | We make mistakes. | We make mistakes. |
| 882 | 00:40:55,654 | 00:40:57,212 | We need to be forgiven. | We need to be forgiven. |
| 883 | 00:41:00,025 | 00:41:01,617 | I will if you will. | I will if you will. |
| 884 | 00:41:03,528 | 00:41:05,928 | And... (SIGHS) | And... (SIGHS) |
| 885 | 00:41:07,699 | 00:41:09,291 | (VOICE BREAKING) I'm here. | (VOICE BREAKING) I'm here. |
| 886 | 00:41:10,569 | 00:41:11,729 | If... | If... |
| 887 | 00:41:12,871 | 00:41:14,270 | If you are. | If you are. |
| 888 | 00:41:16,308 | 00:41:17,502 | I'm here, too. | I'm here, too. |
| 889 | 00:41:20,112 | 00:41:24,276 | MEREDITH: But in the end, you can't hide, and the body doesn't lie. | MEREDITH: But in the end, you can't hide, and the body doesn't lie. |
| 890 | 00:41:28,520 | 00:41:31,546 | The truth is right there for the world to see. | The truth is right there for the world to see. |
| 891 | 00:41:31,623 | 00:41:34,057 | - (CELL PHONE CHIMING) - (CHUCKLES) | - (CELL PHONE CHIMING) - (CHUCKLES) |
| 892 | 00:41:40,198 | 00:41:41,597 | It's Grey. | It's Grey. |
| 893 | 00:41:42,434 | 00:41:44,629 | - She wants me all week. - Hmm. | - She wants me all week. - Hmm. |
| 894 | 00:41:45,971 | 00:41:47,563 | She still wants to work with me? | She still wants to work with me? |
| 895 | 00:41:49,308 | 00:41:51,936 | - Or she still wants to ruin you. - (LAUGHS) | - Or she still wants to ruin you. - (LAUGHS) |
| 896 | 00:41:52,644 | 00:41:53,736 | Yeah. | Yeah. |
| 897 | 00:41:53,812 | 00:41:56,007 | Yeah, it's definitely one of those. | Yeah, it's definitely one of those. |
| 898 | 00:41:57,916 | 00:41:59,076 | Come on. | Come on. |
| 899 | 00:42:00,585 | 00:42:03,884 | MEREDITH: Our shame can choke us, kill us. | MEREDITH: Our shame can choke us, kill us. |
| 900 | 00:42:05,991 | 00:42:08,255 | It can rot us from the inside | It can rot us from the inside |
| 901 | 00:42:10,062 | 00:42:12,121 | if we decide to let it. | if we decide to let it. |
| 902 | 00:42:15,567 | 00:42:16,966 | Don't let that happen to you. | Don't let that happen to you. |
| 903 | 00:42:18,800 | 00:42:22,800 | Ripped & Corrected By mstoll | Ripped & Corrected By mstoll |