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1 00:00:06,089 00:00:07,924 [tense music plays] [tense music plays]
2 00:00:16,266 00:00:18,852 [tapping keys] [tapping keys]
3 00:00:22,981 00:00:24,941 [upbeat pop music plays] [upbeat pop music plays]
4 00:00:35,660 00:00:38,538 ♪ I used to think maybe you loved me… ♪ ♪ I used to think maybe you loved me… ♪
5 00:00:38,621 00:00:40,165 -Yo! -Hey, look who's here! -Yo! -Hey, look who's here!
6 00:00:40,248 00:00:42,584 Welcome the fuck back! Welcome the fuck back!
7 00:00:42,667 00:00:43,960 Whoo! Whoo!
8 00:00:44,627 00:00:50,467 ♪ And I just can't wait till the day When you knock on my door… ♪ ♪ And I just can't wait till the day When you knock on my door… ♪
9 00:00:50,967 00:00:53,386 Yo, Slater, Zack, huh? Yo, Slater, Zack, huh?
10 00:00:55,805 00:00:58,349 You're my fucking girl, Kelly Kapowski. You're my fucking girl, Kelly Kapowski.
11 00:01:00,393 00:01:02,812 What the fuck happened to Screech here? What the fuck happened to Screech here?
12 00:01:02,896 00:01:06,524 -I never said I was doing that. -Bro, you are no fun. Seriously, man. -I never said I was doing that. -Bro, you are no fun. Seriously, man.
13 00:01:07,525 00:01:09,194 Yo, watch the fit, bro! Yo, watch the fit, bro!
14 00:01:09,277 00:01:10,153 Uh… Uh…
15 00:01:10,236 00:01:11,446 I'm gonna grab my shit. I'm gonna grab my shit.
16 00:01:13,698 00:01:14,783 [Anna] Hey. Hey! [Anna] Hey. Hey!
17 00:01:16,284 00:01:17,494 Don't worry, OK? Don't worry, OK?
18 00:01:18,119 00:01:20,914 She's gonna regret all of this. It's not on you. She's gonna regret all of this. It's not on you.
19 00:01:21,414 00:01:22,332 Seriously. Seriously.
20 00:01:22,415 00:01:23,792 [tense music plays] [tense music plays]
21 00:01:40,016 00:01:43,228 With the results of the rape kit being inconclusive With the results of the rape kit being inconclusive
22 00:01:43,311 00:01:46,356 and the boys staying consistent with their version of events, and the boys staying consistent with their version of events,
23 00:01:46,439 00:01:49,567 I'm sorry, it becomes one word against three. I'm sorry, it becomes one word against three.
24 00:01:49,651 00:01:51,861 I'm supposed to forget that this ever happened? I'm supposed to forget that this ever happened?
25 00:01:51,945 00:01:53,113 [prosecutor] Of course not. [prosecutor] Of course not.
26 00:01:53,613 00:01:54,489 However, However,
27 00:01:54,989 00:01:57,867 without anyone to corroborate your side of the story, without anyone to corroborate your side of the story,
28 00:01:57,951 00:02:02,413 it becomes extremely difficult for me to present a case that we can win. it becomes extremely difficult for me to present a case that we can win.
29 00:02:02,497 00:02:06,126 If I had no say in how this would go, why didn't you tell me in the first place? If I had no say in how this would go, why didn't you tell me in the first place?
30 00:02:06,209 00:02:09,462 [prosecutor] I apologize if I wasn't clear about the process. [prosecutor] I apologize if I wasn't clear about the process.
31 00:02:09,546 00:02:10,797 [Rebecca] And the cab driver? [Rebecca] And the cab driver?
32 00:02:10,880 00:02:14,050 We discussed that maybe he saw something. So can you find him? We discussed that maybe he saw something. So can you find him?
33 00:02:14,134 00:02:16,594 The cab driver was impossible to track down The cab driver was impossible to track down
34 00:02:16,678 00:02:21,182 without a detailed physical description, or a license plate, or an ID number-- without a detailed physical description, or a license plate, or an ID number--
35 00:02:21,266 00:02:23,977 Do any of the boys seem even slightly willing Do any of the boys seem even slightly willing
36 00:02:24,060 00:02:26,187 -to reconsider their statement? -[prosecutor] No. -to reconsider their statement? -[prosecutor] No.
37 00:02:26,521 00:02:28,148 So what are they saying exactly? So what are they saying exactly?
38 00:02:31,985 00:02:33,403 They said it was consensual? They said it was consensual?
39 00:02:34,696 00:02:37,115 And that you initiated it. And that you initiated it.
40 00:02:37,198 00:02:38,658 What the fuck? They're lying! What the fuck? They're lying!
41 00:02:39,117 00:02:41,619 How could it be consensual when my underwear was ripped? How could it be consensual when my underwear was ripped?
42 00:02:41,703 00:02:42,537 Mom! Mom!
43 00:02:42,620 00:02:45,623 Unfortunately, ripped underwear, even with a bit of blood, Unfortunately, ripped underwear, even with a bit of blood,
44 00:02:45,707 00:02:47,417 does not prove rape. does not prove rape.
45 00:02:47,500 00:02:51,254 It may indicate aggressive sexual activity, but that is not-- It may indicate aggressive sexual activity, but that is not--
46 00:02:51,337 00:02:53,798 That's fucking bullshit. That's bullshit! That's fucking bullshit. That's bullshit!
47 00:02:53,882 00:02:54,883 I hear you, Joey. I hear you, Joey.
48 00:02:55,675 00:02:57,218 I want you to know that. I want you to know that.
49 00:02:57,844 00:02:59,762 There are some resources. There are some resources.
50 00:02:59,846 00:03:01,931 You are supposed to be the resource. You are supposed to be the resource.
51 00:03:03,266 00:03:05,685 You can't possibly know that I'm gonna lose. You can't possibly know that I'm gonna lose.
52 00:03:05,768 00:03:08,438 So le… let's just keep going. Let's let a jury decide. So le… let's just keep going. Let's let a jury decide.
53 00:03:08,521 00:03:10,815 In my experience, we do not have enough. In my experience, we do not have enough.
54 00:03:10,899 00:03:14,986 And the last thing any of us want is to put you through the stress and trauma-- And the last thing any of us want is to put you through the stress and trauma--
55 00:03:15,069 00:03:16,696 I'm already dealing with trauma. I'm already dealing with trauma.
56 00:03:18,072 00:03:19,699 This is how I fight back. This is how I fight back.
57 00:03:22,785 00:03:23,786 The defense The defense
58 00:03:24,412 00:03:27,582 will not just use the lack of physical evidence against you. will not just use the lack of physical evidence against you.
59 00:03:27,665 00:03:31,628 They will weave a narrative surrounding the optics around that night. They will weave a narrative surrounding the optics around that night.
60 00:03:31,711 00:03:32,712 Optics? Optics?
61 00:03:32,795 00:03:35,757 How about the optics of George and Luke pulling my legs apart? How about the optics of George and Luke pulling my legs apart?
62 00:03:35,840 00:03:37,717 Jamming their dirty fucking fingers-- Jamming their dirty fucking fingers--
63 00:03:38,343 00:03:40,720 So, you're telling me those optics don't matter? So, you're telling me those optics don't matter?
64 00:03:42,680 00:03:43,806 There are videos There are videos
65 00:03:44,474 00:03:46,726 of you from that night of you from that night
66 00:03:47,393 00:03:49,854 prodding the boys with sex toys. prodding the boys with sex toys.
67 00:03:52,023 00:03:54,025 -We were just fooling around. -[Luke] Fooling around. -We were just fooling around. -[Luke] Fooling around.
68 00:03:58,571 00:04:00,365 [tense music plays] [tense music plays]
69 00:04:00,448 00:04:01,449 [Luke] I think… [Luke] I think…
70 00:04:02,158 00:04:04,202 she feels embarrassed she feels embarrassed
71 00:04:04,285 00:04:05,662 that she hooked up with us. that she hooked up with us.
72 00:04:06,496 00:04:08,331 [George] She was sitting on my lap. [George] She was sitting on my lap.
73 00:04:12,418 00:04:13,544 And she kissed me. And she kissed me.
74 00:04:15,672 00:04:16,506 In… In…
75 00:04:17,006 00:04:18,466 In the video, you can see it. In the video, you can see it.
76 00:04:20,426 00:04:21,344 She… She…
77 00:04:21,427 00:04:22,595 in a way, in a way,
78 00:04:22,679 00:04:24,180 kind of forced it on us. kind of forced it on us.
79 00:04:27,350 00:04:28,393 [Luke chuckles] [Luke chuckles]
80 00:04:28,977 00:04:32,188 Look, this is the girl that sends group texts of her nipple ring. Look, this is the girl that sends group texts of her nipple ring.
81 00:04:32,772 00:04:33,690 [George] She… [George] She…
82 00:04:34,440 00:04:37,443 doesn't wear any underwear and posts about it for attention. doesn't wear any underwear and posts about it for attention.
83 00:04:38,194 00:04:41,197 Doesn't have a ton of self-respect. Doesn't have a ton of self-respect.
84 00:04:43,032 00:04:45,326 [George] All of us in the cab, including Joey, [George] All of us in the cab, including Joey,
85 00:04:45,868 00:04:47,495 were totally clear were totally clear
86 00:04:48,371 00:04:49,956 on what was going down. on what was going down.
87 00:04:50,456 00:04:51,457 I just still… I just still…
88 00:04:52,375 00:04:54,085 do not understand… do not understand…
89 00:04:54,168 00:04:56,254 [with Luke] …why she's doing this to us. [with Luke] …why she's doing this to us.
90 00:04:58,464 00:05:00,216 [Tim] I was there the whole night. [Tim] I was there the whole night.
91 00:05:03,428 00:05:04,929 It was just Joey being Joey. It was just Joey being Joey.
92 00:05:16,816 00:05:18,109 [man] You had a great showing, [man] You had a great showing,
93 00:05:18,192 00:05:21,154 and, uh, if it was up to us, we'd be seeing you in the fall. and, uh, if it was up to us, we'd be seeing you in the fall.
94 00:05:21,904 00:05:24,615 But keep in mind that no matter how this shakes out, But keep in mind that no matter how this shakes out,
95 00:05:24,699 00:05:27,577 you've got a very bright future ahead of you, Mr. Pakam. you've got a very bright future ahead of you, Mr. Pakam.
96 00:05:28,703 00:05:30,496 So enjoy the rest of your senior year, So enjoy the rest of your senior year,
97 00:05:31,372 00:05:33,291 and, uh, the very best of luck to you. and, uh, the very best of luck to you.
98 00:05:36,586 00:05:38,212 [tense music plays] [tense music plays]
99 00:05:59,692 00:06:04,280 [dad in Hindi] Manny called in sick again. We are short in the kitchen. [dad in Hindi] Manny called in sick again. We are short in the kitchen.
100 00:06:04,364 00:06:06,032 [mom in English] Sick? Lazy. [mom in English] Sick? Lazy.
101 00:06:06,407 00:06:07,784 -I'm free. -[mom sighs] -I'm free. -[mom sighs]
102 00:06:07,867 00:06:09,952 [mom in Hindi] I'll work in the back tonight. [mom in Hindi] I'll work in the back tonight.
103 00:06:10,036 00:06:11,454 [dad in Hindi] Reema will host. [dad in Hindi] Reema will host.
104 00:06:12,205 00:06:14,332 Saag paneer for the buffet. Saag paneer for the buffet.
105 00:06:15,124 00:06:16,000 I can host. I can host.
106 00:06:16,084 00:06:17,627 [in Hindi] We have the leftover dal. [in Hindi] We have the leftover dal.
107 00:06:17,710 00:06:18,836 [dad] Call Reema. [dad] Call Reema.
108 00:06:18,920 00:06:21,839 -[in English] Are you gonna pretend that-- -[dad] Look at your face. -[in English] Are you gonna pretend that-- -[dad] Look at your face.
109 00:06:23,257 00:06:24,175 Host? Host?
110 00:06:25,760 00:06:27,428 What will people think? What will people think?
111 00:06:28,054 00:06:30,223 I don't think it's my face you're worried about. I don't think it's my face you're worried about.
112 00:06:30,306 00:06:31,140 Siddhartha! Siddhartha!
113 00:06:34,519 00:06:36,145 [jazz music plays] [jazz music plays]
114 00:06:45,363 00:06:47,615 Oh my God, that part kills me every time. Oh my God, that part kills me every time.
115 00:06:47,698 00:06:50,660 [teacher] You're getting better, but you're initiating the air wrong. [teacher] You're getting better, but you're initiating the air wrong.
116 00:06:50,743 00:06:52,286 You gotta keep the breath hot. You gotta keep the breath hot.
117 00:06:52,370 00:06:56,040 Start with a "tee" sound, and then keep replenishing. [pats stomach] Here. Start with a "tee" sound, and then keep replenishing. [pats stomach] Here.
118 00:06:58,501 00:06:59,335 Posture. Posture.
119 00:06:59,919 00:07:02,130 [clicks tongue] I need a second. I can't… [clicks tongue] I need a second. I can't…
120 00:07:04,257 00:07:05,174 [Jay sighs] [Jay sighs]
121 00:07:07,593 00:07:09,178 Have you given any thought to… Have you given any thought to…
122 00:07:09,262 00:07:10,638 what you wanna sound like? what you wanna sound like?
123 00:07:12,932 00:07:14,016 I wanna sound great. I wanna sound great.
124 00:07:16,269 00:07:17,687 Who's your favorite player? Who's your favorite player?
125 00:07:18,896 00:07:19,814 Coltrane. Coltrane.
126 00:07:20,440 00:07:21,274 [teacher] Why? [teacher] Why?
127 00:07:21,941 00:07:22,817 Be descriptive. Be descriptive.
128 00:07:25,570 00:07:26,612 I don't know. I don't know.
129 00:07:26,696 00:07:28,406 I guess it's like… I guess it's like…
130 00:07:29,657 00:07:32,577 It feels like it's coming from somewhere deep, you know? It feels like it's coming from somewhere deep, you know?
131 00:07:33,703 00:07:34,996 Especially his later stuff. Especially his later stuff.
132 00:07:35,079 00:07:37,373 When he started to get real spiritual with it. When he started to get real spiritual with it.
133 00:07:37,457 00:07:39,876 He studied Eastern and Western music, and religion. He studied Eastern and Western music, and religion.
134 00:07:39,959 00:07:43,629 And then he used that to create this, like, hybrid sound. And then he used that to create this, like, hybrid sound.
135 00:07:45,173 00:07:47,925 Something about that blend just speaks to me. Something about that blend just speaks to me.
136 00:07:48,968 00:07:50,761 It comes from somewhere deep. It comes from somewhere deep.
137 00:07:51,596 00:07:54,724 I think you need to ask yourself, what is your sound? I think you need to ask yourself, what is your sound?
138 00:07:55,808 00:07:57,560 And where does it come from in you? And where does it come from in you?
139 00:07:59,061 00:08:01,105 Whatever's going on in your head is blocking you Whatever's going on in your head is blocking you
140 00:08:01,189 00:08:03,232 from connecting somewhere deep. from connecting somewhere deep.
141 00:08:06,194 00:08:10,281 Literally, the entire school is dressed up today like it's fucking 1985. Literally, the entire school is dressed up today like it's fucking 1985.
142 00:08:11,407 00:08:13,493 You're telling me they won't care about this sit-in? You're telling me they won't care about this sit-in?
143 00:08:13,576 00:08:14,577 Did you? Did you?
144 00:08:15,036 00:08:15,953 Up until like… Up until like…
145 00:08:17,330 00:08:18,331 yesterday? yesterday?
146 00:08:19,582 00:08:22,043 We're all narcissists. We don't care about shit but ourselves. We're all narcissists. We don't care about shit but ourselves.
147 00:08:22,126 00:08:25,046 Bro, they care, but most of them don't know about Owen. Bro, they care, but most of them don't know about Owen.
148 00:08:25,129 00:08:28,132 -Yeah, but that's why we gotta do this. -It can't just be about Owen, Jay. -Yeah, but that's why we gotta do this. -It can't just be about Owen, Jay.
149 00:08:28,216 00:08:30,092 It needs to be about the bigger picture. Like-- It needs to be about the bigger picture. Like--
150 00:08:30,176 00:08:32,303 Students of color are not safe on campus. Students of color are not safe on campus.
151 00:08:32,386 00:08:34,931 Can you stop saying "students of color," please? Can you stop saying "students of color," please?
152 00:08:35,014 00:08:38,017 Dommo, I get that you're stressed, but can you-- Dommo, I get that you're stressed, but can you--
153 00:08:38,100 00:08:40,603 But it's Black kids. Let's be fuckin' honest. But it's Black kids. Let's be fuckin' honest.
154 00:08:40,686 00:08:44,398 And Latinx kids. How many people you see like us in this damn place? And Latinx kids. How many people you see like us in this damn place?
155 00:08:44,482 00:08:45,358 [Dom] Fuck! [Dom] Fuck!
156 00:08:49,403 00:08:51,322 I completely forgot about APUSH. I completely forgot about APUSH.
157 00:08:52,365 00:08:54,784 I'm gonna try to cram. I'll catch you guys later. I'm gonna try to cram. I'll catch you guys later.
158 00:09:00,623 00:09:01,791 [John] Baby, hold up. [John] Baby, hold up.
159 00:09:03,125 00:09:05,294 I'm so sorry. I know I was being rude in there. I'm so sorry. I know I was being rude in there.
160 00:09:05,378 00:09:06,879 Can we stop for a second? Can we stop for a second?
161 00:09:06,963 00:09:07,880 Um… Um…
162 00:09:08,589 00:09:09,507 OK. OK.
163 00:09:09,590 00:09:11,592 I've been thinking about last night. I've been thinking about last night.
164 00:09:12,426 00:09:14,053 He's just a family friend. He's just a family friend.
165 00:09:14,887 00:09:15,721 Yeah. Yeah.
166 00:09:16,222 00:09:17,056 OK. OK.
167 00:09:17,932 00:09:19,183 I wanna say that, like, I wanna say that, like,
168 00:09:19,267 00:09:21,018 I heard what you were saying I heard what you were saying
169 00:09:21,102 00:09:23,688 about your sister and the financial stresses on you. about your sister and the financial stresses on you.
170 00:09:23,771 00:09:24,939 Yeah, I… Yeah, I…
171 00:09:25,022 00:09:26,732 shouldn't have said all that. shouldn't have said all that.
172 00:09:26,816 00:09:28,734 'Cause we're fine. Because-- 'Cause we're fine. Because--
173 00:09:28,818 00:09:31,237 [John] You have a lot on your plate. I didn't know. [John] You have a lot on your plate. I didn't know.
174 00:09:31,904 00:09:33,072 I respect your hustle. I respect your hustle.
175 00:09:34,615 00:09:35,616 I'm making it work. I'm making it work.
176 00:09:44,625 00:09:45,626 What's this? What's this?
177 00:09:46,502 00:09:47,545 Look. Look.
178 00:09:55,011 00:09:56,470 [John] Three hundred dollars. [John] Three hundred dollars.
179 00:09:57,430 00:09:58,389 Not much, Not much,
180 00:09:58,472 00:10:00,975 but hopefully it helps with everything at home. but hopefully it helps with everything at home.
181 00:10:04,228 00:10:05,271 What are you doing? What are you doing?
182 00:10:06,022 00:10:07,106 I don't want this. I don't want this.
183 00:10:08,566 00:10:11,777 -OK, I… I just thought that I could-- -What did you think? -OK, I… I just thought that I could-- -What did you think?
184 00:10:11,861 00:10:13,112 No, really, tell me. No, really, tell me.
185 00:10:14,488 00:10:15,364 That… That…
186 00:10:15,448 00:10:17,033 you'd, what, come and save me? you'd, what, come and save me?
187 00:10:17,908 00:10:19,493 With your fucking Target money? With your fucking Target money?
188 00:10:21,162 00:10:24,582 -You don't gotta be like that. -How did you imagine this would go? -You don't gotta be like that. -How did you imagine this would go?
189 00:10:25,833 00:10:26,876 I'd be happy? I'd be happy?
190 00:10:27,793 00:10:29,337 Oh, great, $300. Oh, great, $300.
191 00:10:29,754 00:10:31,297 I don't gotta worry about shit no more. I don't gotta worry about shit no more.
192 00:10:31,756 00:10:32,882 I just wanted to help. I just wanted to help.
193 00:10:34,300 00:10:35,843 I don't need your help, OK? I don't need your help, OK?
194 00:10:37,136 00:10:38,888 Just fucking take this. Just fucking take this.
195 00:10:42,642 00:10:43,517 Great. Great.
196 00:10:44,727 00:10:45,728 Good luck. Good luck.
197 00:10:47,521 00:10:51,025 And please, do not worry about making time for me in your busy schedule And please, do not worry about making time for me in your busy schedule
198 00:10:51,525 00:10:53,152 'cause I definitely don't need this shit. 'cause I definitely don't need this shit.
199 00:10:53,235 00:10:55,029 [tense music plays] [tense music plays]
200 00:11:09,335 00:11:10,795 [teacher] Books away, Dominique. [teacher] Books away, Dominique.
201 00:11:11,379 00:11:12,963 Ready to show me what you got? Ready to show me what you got?
202 00:11:13,756 00:11:14,882 [Dom exhales slowly] [Dom exhales slowly]
203 00:11:17,468 00:11:18,594 [phone vibrates] [phone vibrates]
204 00:11:22,848 00:11:24,350 [teacher] Hey, hey, hey. Hey. [teacher] Hey, hey, hey. Hey.
205 00:11:24,684 00:11:25,726 Away. Now, please. Away. Now, please.
206 00:11:26,686 00:11:28,688 All right, my history scholars, All right, my history scholars,
207 00:11:29,313 00:11:30,356 you may begin. you may begin.
208 00:11:42,618 00:11:46,205 [whispers] "The history of mankind is a history of repeated injuries..." [whispers] "The history of mankind is a history of repeated injuries..."
209 00:11:46,288 00:11:47,707 [tense music plays] [tense music plays]
210 00:12:57,485 00:12:58,652 [teacher clears throat] [teacher clears throat]
211 00:13:03,741 00:13:04,742 Wait outside. Wait outside.
212 00:13:16,170 00:13:17,004 [door opens] [door opens]
213 00:13:18,214 00:13:20,466 Mr. Phillips, please, I can't fail this test. Mr. Phillips, please, I can't fail this test.
214 00:13:20,549 00:13:21,467 Fail? Fail?
215 00:13:22,134 00:13:23,302 [Phillips sighs] [Phillips sighs]
216 00:13:24,553 00:13:27,473 This is grounds for immediate expulsion. This is grounds for immediate expulsion.
217 00:13:28,641 00:13:32,353 GA has a… a zero-tolerance policy when it comes to cheating. GA has a… a zero-tolerance policy when it comes to cheating.
218 00:13:32,436 00:13:35,523 -I shouldn't have to tell you that. -I'll do anything to… -I shouldn't have to tell you that. -I'll do anything to…
219 00:13:35,606 00:13:37,942 I've never cheated before in my life. I've never cheated before in my life.
220 00:13:38,859 00:13:41,904 This is bad, Dominique. We have to go see Metta. Grab your things. This is bad, Dominique. We have to go see Metta. Grab your things.
221 00:13:41,987 00:13:43,906 Please. Please, you know me. Please. Please, you know me.
222 00:13:44,365 00:13:45,741 You know this isn't me. You know this isn't me.
223 00:13:46,575 00:13:47,868 What's going on with you? What's going on with you?
224 00:13:50,412 00:13:51,413 [sighs] [sighs]
225 00:13:52,998 00:13:54,333 [Phillips exhales slowly] [Phillips exhales slowly]
226 00:13:55,543 00:13:57,461 [clicks tongue] I have to fail you. [clicks tongue] I have to fail you.
227 00:13:58,963 00:14:00,256 I'm so sorry. I'm so sorry.
228 00:14:00,798 00:14:02,675 It's either an "F" or expulsion. It's either an "F" or expulsion.
229 00:14:03,175 00:14:04,176 It's up to you. It's up to you.
230 00:14:10,599 00:14:12,726 [girl in Mandarin] Wendi, it's not actually funny… [girl in Mandarin] Wendi, it's not actually funny…
231 00:14:12,810 00:14:14,895 He's absolutely a rapist. He's absolutely a rapist.
232 00:14:14,979 00:14:15,938 Leila? Leila?
233 00:14:16,689 00:14:18,732 Does it feel weird to know Does it feel weird to know
234 00:14:19,567 00:14:22,111 you were stupid enough to hook up with a predator? you were stupid enough to hook up with a predator?
235 00:14:23,696 00:14:26,448 [in English] I was saying, "Are you excited your boyfriend's back?" [in English] I was saying, "Are you excited your boyfriend's back?"
236 00:14:28,242 00:14:29,076 What? What?
237 00:14:29,159 00:14:30,119 George Wright. George Wright.
238 00:14:30,619 00:14:33,205 He's back in school today. Isn't he your boyfriend? He's back in school today. Isn't he your boyfriend?
239 00:14:33,831 00:14:34,915 No, he's not. No, he's not.
240 00:14:34,999 00:14:38,460 [teacher] Really lovely work, Wendi. I'm so excited for that presentation. [teacher] Really lovely work, Wendi. I'm so excited for that presentation.
241 00:14:41,297 00:14:42,423 A check-minus? A check-minus?
242 00:14:43,924 00:14:46,051 [bell rings] [bell rings]
243 00:14:46,135 00:14:49,805 Uh, you know what? Why don't you stay? We'll just talk for a minute, OK? Uh, you know what? Why don't you stay? We'll just talk for a minute, OK?
244 00:14:49,889 00:14:52,308 All right. Everybody, have a great day. All right. Everybody, have a great day.
245 00:14:52,391 00:14:55,185 Remember, final presentations next week. Remember, final presentations next week.
246 00:14:55,269 00:14:59,106 Let's really do what we can to just raise the level on them, all right? Let's really do what we can to just raise the level on them, all right?
247 00:14:59,189 00:15:00,941 [students chatter indistinctly] [students chatter indistinctly]
248 00:15:06,405 00:15:09,241 Was there something I was supposed to do differently? Was there something I was supposed to do differently?
249 00:15:09,950 00:15:12,995 I did a lot of research. I picked an underrepresented group-- I did a lot of research. I picked an underrepresented group--
250 00:15:13,078 00:15:15,789 [teacher] You put a lot of hard work in, that is clear, [teacher] You put a lot of hard work in, that is clear,
251 00:15:15,873 00:15:18,459 but what you're missing is the personal connection. but what you're missing is the personal connection.
252 00:15:19,627 00:15:22,922 -OK. -Why the Kaifeng Jews? Why you? -OK. -Why the Kaifeng Jews? Why you?
253 00:15:23,505 00:15:27,301 Well, I'm Chinese technically, but my parents are Jewish. Well, I'm Chinese technically, but my parents are Jewish.
254 00:15:28,260 00:15:31,013 [teacher] Great! But you don't write about that in your paper. [teacher] Great! But you don't write about that in your paper.
255 00:15:32,264 00:15:35,309 Do you have family in China? What about calling a grandparent Do you have family in China? What about calling a grandparent
256 00:15:35,392 00:15:37,394 or another relative and getting their perspective? or another relative and getting their perspective?
257 00:15:37,478 00:15:38,479 I'm not sure. I'm not sure.
258 00:15:39,313 00:15:41,774 OK, I'm trying to help you come up with creative ways OK, I'm trying to help you come up with creative ways
259 00:15:41,857 00:15:44,276 of bringing your own story into the project, of bringing your own story into the project,
260 00:15:44,360 00:15:45,694 which was the assignment. which was the assignment.
261 00:15:45,778 00:15:48,447 Otherwise, this is where you're headed in terms of a grade. Otherwise, this is where you're headed in terms of a grade.
262 00:15:55,287 00:15:56,455 [phone vibrates] [phone vibrates]
263 00:16:04,463 00:16:05,589 [sighs happily] [sighs happily]
264 00:16:10,052 00:16:11,136 He's like, He's like,
265 00:16:11,845 00:16:13,013 "Hey, girl, "Hey, girl,
266 00:16:13,514 00:16:15,683 why aren't you moaning, why aren't you moaning,
267 00:16:16,600 00:16:17,768 screaming, screaming,
268 00:16:18,644 00:16:20,062 saying my name?" saying my name?"
269 00:16:21,522 00:16:22,481 I'm like, I'm like,
270 00:16:23,524 00:16:24,733 "Hey, boy, "Hey, boy,
271 00:16:25,317 00:16:27,987 you don't know what real pleasure sounds like." you don't know what real pleasure sounds like."
272 00:16:29,029 00:16:30,072 He's like, He's like,
273 00:16:30,823 00:16:33,409 "Show me what it sounds like, baby." "Show me what it sounds like, baby."
274 00:16:35,619 00:16:36,745 I'm like, I'm like,
275 00:16:36,829 00:16:39,748 "You haven't earned my sounds." "You haven't earned my sounds."
276 00:16:41,750 00:16:42,584 [Meera] Leila, [Meera] Leila,
277 00:16:42,668 00:16:44,795 you have an emotional wall up. you have an emotional wall up.
278 00:16:44,878 00:16:46,630 Lay yourself on the line. Lay yourself on the line.
279 00:16:48,173 00:16:49,550 But I feel like I am. But I feel like I am.
280 00:17:01,395 00:17:03,230 When will he realize When will he realize
281 00:17:03,564 00:17:06,859 that the only pleasure sound that really matters that the only pleasure sound that really matters
282 00:17:06,942 00:17:08,736 is the word "yes"? is the word "yes"?
283 00:17:17,286 00:17:18,412 You're pretending. You're pretending.
284 00:17:19,663 00:17:22,249 You don't actually know who you really are up there. You don't actually know who you really are up there.
285 00:17:24,585 00:17:26,128 And your ASL is off. And your ASL is off.
286 00:17:31,133 00:17:32,968 [whispers] This isn't going to work. [whispers] This isn't going to work.
287 00:17:33,594 00:17:36,055 We need to use someone else. She isn't strong. We need to use someone else. She isn't strong.
288 00:17:40,059 00:17:41,518 [disconcerting music plays] [disconcerting music plays]
289 00:18:00,204 00:18:01,872 [mouths] Fuck you! [mouths] Fuck you!
290 00:18:22,810 00:18:24,853 [therapist, muffled] I don't wanna diminish that. [therapist, muffled] I don't wanna diminish that.
291 00:18:24,937 00:18:28,482 I do think, however, it's important for us to focus on looking ahead. I do think, however, it's important for us to focus on looking ahead.
292 00:18:28,565 00:18:30,526 There's a lot of healing that can happen There's a lot of healing that can happen
293 00:18:30,609 00:18:34,238 outside of our very imperfect justice system. outside of our very imperfect justice system.
294 00:18:36,281 00:18:37,157 Joey? Joey?
295 00:18:40,285 00:18:41,161 Sorry. Sorry.
296 00:18:42,037 00:18:43,997 [therapist] Let's talk about what's… [therapist] Let's talk about what's…
297 00:18:44,081 00:18:45,874 going on in your body right now, going on in your body right now,
298 00:18:46,416 00:18:48,794 and how you're processing the trauma. and how you're processing the trauma.
299 00:18:50,546 00:18:52,005 Which one? [chuckles lightly] Which one? [chuckles lightly]
300 00:18:53,882 00:18:55,509 The rape that never happened? The rape that never happened?
301 00:18:57,719 00:19:00,013 Or the rape kit I stupidly put myself through, Or the rape kit I stupidly put myself through,
302 00:19:00,097 00:19:02,641 even though everybody told me it would turn up nothing? even though everybody told me it would turn up nothing?
303 00:19:03,809 00:19:06,228 [sighs] Or maybe the fact that I've… [sighs] Or maybe the fact that I've…
304 00:19:06,311 00:19:08,814 fucked my entire life over for no good reason? fucked my entire life over for no good reason?
305 00:19:11,942 00:19:13,610 Which one do you wanna talk about? Which one do you wanna talk about?
306 00:19:14,903 00:19:15,946 [chuckles lightly] [chuckles lightly]
307 00:19:19,283 00:19:21,034 [therapist] When do you start Sacred Heart? [therapist] When do you start Sacred Heart?
308 00:19:21,910 00:19:23,078 I start next week. I start next week.
309 00:19:23,912 00:19:25,539 [therapist] How are you feeling about it? [therapist] How are you feeling about it?
310 00:19:26,582 00:19:29,501 Like I can't believe that I have to start over at a new school Like I can't believe that I have to start over at a new school
311 00:19:29,585 00:19:30,919 at the end of junior year… at the end of junior year…
312 00:19:31,712 00:19:32,796 and live with my dad. and live with my dad.
313 00:19:33,797 00:19:35,674 [therapist] How is it going at your dad's? [therapist] How is it going at your dad's?
314 00:19:37,301 00:19:38,552 It's only been one night. It's only been one night.
315 00:19:41,972 00:19:43,891 I don't know. I know he's trying, but… I don't know. I know he's trying, but…
316 00:19:46,185 00:19:47,352 it's just really weird. it's just really weird.
317 00:19:49,271 00:19:50,480 [therapist] Tell me about that. [therapist] Tell me about that.
318 00:19:57,404 00:19:58,655 When… [sighs] When… [sighs]
319 00:20:00,324 00:20:02,034 …he came to my mom's place… …he came to my mom's place…
320 00:20:04,036 00:20:05,287 [sighs] [sighs]
321 00:20:05,370 00:20:07,080 …after she told him what happened, …after she told him what happened,
322 00:20:08,498 00:20:12,377 it's the first time that he'd been inside of our apartment since he moved out, it's the first time that he'd been inside of our apartment since he moved out,
323 00:20:12,753 00:20:15,547 and not just, like, in the doorway or by the elevator. and not just, like, in the doorway or by the elevator.
324 00:20:16,548 00:20:18,717 And he stayed the whole night, and… And he stayed the whole night, and…
325 00:20:20,886 00:20:22,471 I hated having him there. I hated having him there.
326 00:20:23,931 00:20:25,098 But then it was like, But then it was like,
327 00:20:26,225 00:20:27,893 "You should fucking live here." "You should fucking live here."
328 00:20:30,687 00:20:33,690 And I've been so fucking mad at him for cheating on my mom. And I've been so fucking mad at him for cheating on my mom.
329 00:20:37,653 00:20:40,447 But then that night, he was, like, sitting on our couch… But then that night, he was, like, sitting on our couch…
330 00:20:44,660 00:20:45,702 and he cried. and he cried.
331 00:20:48,080 00:20:51,667 It was the first time we hugged like that in a really long time. It was the first time we hugged like that in a really long time.
332 00:20:55,963 00:20:57,089 And I was like… And I was like…
333 00:21:00,008 00:21:01,301 this is still my dad. this is still my dad.
334 00:21:02,177 00:21:03,637 And I'm still his little kid. And I'm still his little kid.
335 00:21:03,720 00:21:06,014 And now he can probably picture it, you know? And now he can probably picture it, you know?
336 00:21:09,226 00:21:10,269 [clicks tongue] [clicks tongue]
337 00:21:12,688 00:21:14,231 And I'm responsible for that. And I'm responsible for that.
338 00:21:16,024 00:21:17,651 I'm fucking things up for everyone, I'm fucking things up for everyone,
339 00:21:17,734 00:21:20,988 and I wish that my family wouldn't have to be impacted by this bullshit. and I wish that my family wouldn't have to be impacted by this bullshit.
340 00:21:21,071 00:21:21,989 [therapist] Joey… [therapist] Joey…
341 00:21:23,198 00:21:24,574 you are not responsible. you are not responsible.
342 00:21:27,369 00:21:28,453 Yeah, I am though. Yeah, I am though.
343 00:21:30,497 00:21:34,042 Like, no matter what everybody's saying, I actually am. Like, no matter what everybody's saying, I actually am.
344 00:21:36,753 00:21:38,213 I chose to go with them. I chose to go with them.
345 00:21:38,922 00:21:40,257 I hailed the cab. I hailed the cab.
346 00:21:41,675 00:21:42,843 I got fucked up. I got fucked up.
347 00:21:45,012 00:21:48,015 But I still feel like I'm doing everything that I'm supposed to be doing. But I still feel like I'm doing everything that I'm supposed to be doing.
348 00:21:49,391 00:21:52,519 But I've lost so much in all of this, and they've lost nothing. But I've lost so much in all of this, and they've lost nothing.
349 00:21:55,230 00:21:56,606 [knocking on door] [knocking on door]
350 00:22:04,823 00:22:05,866 Fuck me! Fuck me!
351 00:22:08,201 00:22:09,494 [sighs] [sighs]
352 00:22:12,873 00:22:15,334 So I'm trying to understand, but I have questions. So I'm trying to understand, but I have questions.
353 00:22:16,710 00:22:17,711 OK. OK.
354 00:22:18,587 00:22:22,132 All the stuff about next year and the taking the bus to come to see me, All the stuff about next year and the taking the bus to come to see me,
355 00:22:22,215 00:22:24,426 and you don't wanna be away from me. Was any of that real? and you don't wanna be away from me. Was any of that real?
356 00:22:24,509 00:22:25,427 Yeah. Yeah.
357 00:22:26,803 00:22:28,263 I… I wanted it to be. I… I wanted it to be.
358 00:22:29,598 00:22:31,850 So you were just gonna date me, even though you knew that-- So you were just gonna date me, even though you knew that--
359 00:22:31,933 00:22:33,101 [Sid] I didn't know. [Sid] I didn't know.
360 00:22:34,186 00:22:35,562 I mean, I knew, but… I mean, I knew, but…
361 00:22:37,439 00:22:40,275 I thought if I could keep focusing on you, things could be different. I thought if I could keep focusing on you, things could be different.
362 00:22:40,359 00:22:41,485 [Flora] But it wasn't? [Flora] But it wasn't?
363 00:22:45,197 00:22:46,490 We had sex. We had sex.
364 00:22:47,199 00:22:51,078 -I never meant to hurt you or use you-- -Yeah, I know, but you did use me. -I never meant to hurt you or use you-- -Yeah, I know, but you did use me.
365 00:22:51,745 00:22:53,080 And I'm fucking pissed. And I'm fucking pissed.
366 00:22:53,163 00:22:56,750 And it makes me angry because I know it's not your fault, not all of it. And it makes me angry because I know it's not your fault, not all of it.
367 00:22:58,001 00:23:00,170 I wanna be there for you because I love you. I wanna be there for you because I love you.
368 00:23:00,253 00:23:02,798 Saying that makes me feel like a fucking idiot. Saying that makes me feel like a fucking idiot.
369 00:23:02,881 00:23:04,174 You're not an idiot. You're not an idiot.
370 00:23:05,509 00:23:07,928 -[Flora] Did you think I would judge you? -No! -[Flora] Did you think I would judge you? -No!
371 00:23:08,303 00:23:09,304 Then what then? Then what then?
372 00:23:16,395 00:23:17,854 Being with you made me feel… Being with you made me feel…
373 00:23:19,064 00:23:19,898 normal. normal.
374 00:23:22,401 00:23:23,527 It made me feel like… It made me feel like…
375 00:23:24,611 00:23:26,738 the son my parents always wanted me to be. the son my parents always wanted me to be.
376 00:23:28,073 00:23:30,158 The guy the team always needed me to be. The guy the team always needed me to be.
377 00:23:33,620 00:23:34,830 You made me feel… You made me feel…
378 00:23:36,706 00:23:38,542 like who I wanted to be, instead of… like who I wanted to be, instead of…
379 00:23:41,086 00:23:42,212 [exhales sharply] [exhales sharply]
380 00:23:43,004 00:23:43,964 And I love you. And I love you.
381 00:23:44,423 00:23:45,507 Don't say that. Don't say that.
382 00:23:46,007 00:23:47,551 I do love you. It's just… I do love you. It's just…
383 00:23:47,634 00:23:48,927 [inhales shakily] [inhales shakily]
384 00:23:49,010 00:23:50,011 Oh fuck. Oh fuck.
385 00:23:51,680 00:23:54,057 Have you tried anything? With guys? Have you tried anything? With guys?
386 00:23:56,184 00:23:57,352 While we were together? While we were together?
387 00:24:00,772 00:24:03,400 -Did you use fucking condoms? -I never fully… -Did you use fucking condoms? -I never fully…
388 00:24:05,610 00:24:06,820 I'm such a stupid idiot. I'm such a stupid idiot.
389 00:24:08,822 00:24:10,073 I really thought that… I really thought that…
390 00:24:11,992 00:24:13,535 What am I even doing here? What am I even doing here?
391 00:24:14,995 00:24:17,080 -I don't know if you want me to… -[scoffs] -I don't know if you want me to… -[scoffs]
392 00:24:19,749 00:24:20,750 I'm sorry. I'm sorry.
393 00:24:22,419 00:24:24,004 I'm really fucking sorry. I'm really fucking sorry.
394 00:24:36,600 00:24:38,643 I apologized to everyone, I apologized to everyone,
395 00:24:38,727 00:24:41,730 and no one's accepted my apology. and no one's accepted my apology.
396 00:24:42,522 00:24:43,857 No one's texted me back. No one's texted me back.
397 00:24:43,940 00:24:47,652 Rachel basically doesn't talk to me, and what did I really even do? Rachel basically doesn't talk to me, and what did I really even do?
398 00:24:48,320 00:24:51,448 Did you tell Rachel you're going through a lot of changes and-- Did you tell Rachel you're going through a lot of changes and--
399 00:24:51,531 00:24:53,200 Yes, and she was dismissive. Yes, and she was dismissive.
400 00:24:54,117 00:24:57,162 So, how can she say I'm being a bad friend when she just… So, how can she say I'm being a bad friend when she just…
401 00:25:03,126 00:25:04,628 And also, can I just say… And also, can I just say…
402 00:25:05,879 00:25:09,466 why is it so wrong that I've changed a little? why is it so wrong that I've changed a little?
403 00:25:10,634 00:25:13,887 Like, why won't she just accept my apology and move on? Like, why won't she just accept my apology and move on?
404 00:25:14,596 00:25:15,722 [phone vibrates] [phone vibrates]
405 00:25:16,431 00:25:17,641 [vibrations continue] [vibrations continue]
406 00:25:18,225 00:25:21,895 I think it might help to think about this a little differently. I think it might help to think about this a little differently.
407 00:25:22,521 00:25:24,397 All of this is a practice. All of this is a practice.
408 00:25:25,315 00:25:27,943 Atonement, for example, it's a lifestyle. Atonement, for example, it's a lifestyle.
409 00:25:28,485 00:25:30,153 A value system, right? A value system, right?
410 00:25:31,780 00:25:34,783 Apologies are part of that, sure, but… [sighs] Apologies are part of that, sure, but… [sighs]
411 00:25:35,283 00:25:36,493 …it's a longer road. …it's a longer road.
412 00:25:37,160 00:25:38,286 Yeah, I get that. Yeah, I get that.
413 00:25:39,204 00:25:42,541 It's just, I'm really upset, and I need to find a way that-- It's just, I'm really upset, and I need to find a way that--
414 00:25:42,624 00:25:45,752 Leila, why don't you and your family come to services tomorrow? Leila, why don't you and your family come to services tomorrow?
415 00:25:46,503 00:25:49,673 I think you might really respond to the sense of community here. I think you might really respond to the sense of community here.
416 00:25:49,756 00:25:51,383 My parents aren't religious. My parents aren't religious.
417 00:25:52,509 00:25:53,426 So… So…
418 00:25:56,304 00:26:00,308 Is there really nothing else you can think of that I can do right now? Is there really nothing else you can think of that I can do right now?
419 00:26:00,392 00:26:01,476 [chuckles lightly] [chuckles lightly]
420 00:26:01,560 00:26:03,478 I wish Judaism worked like that, but… I wish Judaism worked like that, but…
421 00:26:04,604 00:26:05,855 unfortunately, unfortunately,
422 00:26:05,939 00:26:07,816 no quick fixes in the Torah. no quick fixes in the Torah.
423 00:26:09,234 00:26:11,820 I'm happy to have these conversations with you. I'm happy to have these conversations with you.
424 00:26:14,072 00:26:16,074 I do wanna make sure you know… I do wanna make sure you know…
425 00:26:16,783 00:26:19,869 there is a difference between a spiritual adviser… there is a difference between a spiritual adviser…
426 00:26:20,620 00:26:21,788 and a therapist. and a therapist.
427 00:26:23,039 00:26:24,082 [phone vibrates] [phone vibrates]
428 00:26:24,874 00:26:26,251 [vibrations continue] [vibrations continue]
429 00:26:27,043 00:26:30,005 If you feel like you might wanna talk to someone, we have resources here. If you feel like you might wanna talk to someone, we have resources here.
430 00:26:30,088 00:26:31,965 I can get some recommendations. I can get some recommendations.
431 00:26:32,048 00:26:33,383 No, thanks. I'm fine. No, thanks. I'm fine.
432 00:26:35,176 00:26:36,303 [vibrations continue] [vibrations continue]
433 00:26:38,346 00:26:39,639 Do you have to get that? Do you have to get that?
434 00:26:40,307 00:26:41,141 Yeah, I should. Yeah, I should.
435 00:26:41,975 00:26:43,476 Just give me a second, OK? Just give me a second, OK?
436 00:26:46,146 00:26:47,522 Hi, baby. What's going on? Hi, baby. What's going on?
437 00:26:48,273 00:26:49,274 You OK? You OK?
438 00:26:50,317 00:26:51,359 [door opens] [door opens]
439 00:26:52,193 00:26:53,194 [door closes] [door closes]
440 00:26:57,073 00:26:59,117 [tense music plays] [tense music plays]
441 00:27:33,276 00:27:34,319 Look, Dom. Look, Dom.
442 00:27:35,320 00:27:36,696 [Sonia giggles] [Sonia giggles]
443 00:27:40,992 00:27:42,952 How could I be so fucking dumb? How could I be so fucking dumb?
444 00:27:43,870 00:27:47,248 Hey. Remember how you always tell us not to be so hard on ourselves? Hey. Remember how you always tell us not to be so hard on ourselves?
445 00:27:47,332 00:27:49,167 I could have been expelled, Sonny. I could have been expelled, Sonny.
446 00:27:49,834 00:27:52,837 All that I'm working for, everything… gone. All that I'm working for, everything… gone.
447 00:27:52,921 00:27:54,547 Yeah, but that didn't happen. Yeah, but that didn't happen.
448 00:27:55,465 00:27:57,842 So maybe you just need to give yourself a break. So maybe you just need to give yourself a break.
449 00:27:59,552 00:28:00,512 [Tamika] Oh man… [Tamika] Oh man…
450 00:28:00,595 00:28:01,471 [giggling] [giggling]
451 00:28:01,554 00:28:03,765 Can you guys for real stop? Can you guys for real stop?
452 00:28:05,308 00:28:07,519 They don't like if you're trying on the wigs. They don't like if you're trying on the wigs.
453 00:28:07,602 00:28:09,688 [snickering] Oh yeah, fuck. Sorry. [snickering] Oh yeah, fuck. Sorry.
454 00:28:10,146 00:28:12,315 I buy from here almost, like, every damn day. I buy from here almost, like, every damn day.
455 00:28:12,399 00:28:14,943 I don't need her thinking me and my friends are disrespectful. I don't need her thinking me and my friends are disrespectful.
456 00:28:15,026 00:28:16,986 [Tor] Want me to hunt down product for you? [Tor] Want me to hunt down product for you?
457 00:28:17,070 00:28:19,989 Yo, I know today's been shit, but it's gonna be good, bro. Yo, I know today's been shit, but it's gonna be good, bro.
458 00:28:20,073 00:28:23,410 Just let it go. And we're here for you to support you, and-- Just let it go. And we're here for you to support you, and--
459 00:28:23,493 00:28:24,828 Did I ask you to do that? Did I ask you to do that?
460 00:28:25,328 00:28:26,162 What? What?
461 00:28:26,246 00:28:28,123 Y'all didn't need to come here. Y'all didn't need to come here.
462 00:28:28,206 00:28:29,708 Like you said, I'll be good. Like you said, I'll be good.
463 00:28:30,208 00:28:31,584 -[Tor] Yeah? -Yes. -[Tor] Yeah? -Yes.
464 00:28:39,884 00:28:40,969 [scanner beeps] [scanner beeps]
465 00:28:50,270 00:28:53,231 I know you see me a lot. I've been here, like, four times a week. I know you see me a lot. I've been here, like, four times a week.
466 00:28:53,314 00:28:54,816 I was wondering if you guys have, I was wondering if you guys have,
467 00:28:54,899 00:28:57,736 like, a frequent shopper discount I can get, or, like… like, a frequent shopper discount I can get, or, like…
468 00:28:57,819 00:28:58,695 No. No.
469 00:28:59,237 00:29:00,405 I spend a lot of money here. I spend a lot of money here.
470 00:29:00,488 00:29:02,699 I don't wanna have to take my business elsewhere. I don't wanna have to take my business elsewhere.
471 00:29:02,782 00:29:05,827 -'Cause you know there's like-- -So, you have no money to pay? -'Cause you know there's like-- -So, you have no money to pay?
472 00:29:05,910 00:29:07,162 Next customer, please. Next customer, please.
473 00:29:07,245 00:29:08,747 I have the money! I have the money!
474 00:29:09,497 00:29:12,333 What does this look like to you? I just know you're up-pricing. What does this look like to you? I just know you're up-pricing.
475 00:29:12,417 00:29:15,086 How are you charging $45 for this hair? How are you charging $45 for this hair?
476 00:29:15,170 00:29:16,421 This is cheap shit! This is cheap shit!
477 00:29:16,504 00:29:17,630 You know what? You know what?
478 00:29:17,714 00:29:18,757 Forget this. Forget this.
479 00:29:18,840 00:29:22,135 I gotta spend all my money to make fucking money? Fuck this shit! I gotta spend all my money to make fucking money? Fuck this shit!
480 00:29:23,303 00:29:25,054 [alarms wail] [alarms wail]
481 00:29:25,138 00:29:26,473 [inhales sharply] [inhales sharply]
482 00:29:29,642 00:29:30,810 [whimpers] [whimpers]
483 00:29:34,230 00:29:35,106 [Sonia] Dom! [Sonia] Dom!
484 00:29:36,483 00:29:37,692 [Tamika] Dommo, what's wrong? [Tamika] Dommo, what's wrong?
485 00:29:38,443 00:29:39,486 I'm good. I'm good.
486 00:29:40,904 00:29:42,113 [Dom sniffles] [Dom sniffles]
487 00:29:48,703 00:29:50,163 I can't keep doing this. I can't keep doing this.
488 00:29:51,664 00:29:52,665 I can't. I can't.
489 00:29:55,752 00:29:59,005 [sobs] There's never a break. I can't fucking catch up. [sobs] There's never a break. I can't fucking catch up.
490 00:29:59,088 00:30:01,382 -[Tamika] It's gonna be OK. -[Sonia] Just relax. -[Tamika] It's gonna be OK. -[Sonia] Just relax.
491 00:30:01,466 00:30:02,467 [Dom sighs] [Dom sighs]
492 00:30:03,092 00:30:04,135 No, it's not. No, it's not.
493 00:30:11,392 00:30:13,269 My mom's friend has this nephew. My mom's friend has this nephew.
494 00:30:17,148 00:30:18,441 He needs his green card. He needs his green card.
495 00:30:18,525 00:30:19,567 [inhales shakily] [inhales shakily]
496 00:30:21,569 00:30:23,238 He'll pay us $10,000. He'll pay us $10,000.
497 00:30:25,365 00:30:26,366 For what? For what?
498 00:30:26,950 00:30:28,243 If I… [inhales sharply] If I… [inhales sharply]
499 00:30:31,412 00:30:34,249 …just go to City Hall and we'd get married, …just go to City Hall and we'd get married,
500 00:30:34,332 00:30:36,918 -and I would just have to start-- -[Sonia] What? No. -and I would just have to start-- -[Sonia] What? No.
501 00:30:37,919 00:30:40,046 -What? -Dom, you're not gonna do that. -What? -Dom, you're not gonna do that.
502 00:30:41,214 00:30:42,590 I mean, I can. I mean, I can.
503 00:30:43,174 00:30:45,093 People do it all the time. It's not a big deal. People do it all the time. It's not a big deal.
504 00:30:45,176 00:30:47,095 -Yes, it is. -It's a piece of paper. -Yes, it is. -It's a piece of paper.
505 00:30:47,178 00:30:50,223 With, like, a whole bunch of real shit that goes along with it. With, like, a whole bunch of real shit that goes along with it.
506 00:30:50,306 00:30:52,725 -Look, I know stuff's been tight. -No, you don't know! -Look, I know stuff's been tight. -No, you don't know!
507 00:30:52,809 00:30:55,019 -OK, fine, but what I'm saying-- -But what? -OK, fine, but what I'm saying-- -But what?
508 00:30:55,687 00:30:56,688 [scoffs] [scoffs]
509 00:30:57,647 00:31:00,525 There's no better option. Trust me, I've tried everything. There's no better option. Trust me, I've tried everything.
510 00:31:00,608 00:31:02,026 Well, not this. Well, not this.
511 00:31:03,611 00:31:05,280 That's really easy for you to say. That's really easy for you to say.
512 00:31:06,906 00:31:09,742 -Your mom can't really want-- -Don't even make it like that. -Your mom can't really want-- -Don't even make it like that.
513 00:31:11,411 00:31:13,246 Like we're ignorant, or… [sniffles] Like we're ignorant, or… [sniffles]
514 00:31:13,329 00:31:15,290 …or we're fucked up. It's not like that. …or we're fucked up. It's not like that.
515 00:31:16,541 00:31:17,625 [Dom sighs] [Dom sighs]
516 00:31:21,462 00:31:22,463 [Tor sighs] [Tor sighs]
517 00:31:33,641 00:31:35,268 [jazz music plays] [jazz music plays]
518 00:31:45,820 00:31:48,156 [plays out of tune] [plays out of tune]
519 00:31:48,239 00:31:50,199 Oh, yo! It supposed to sound like that? Oh, yo! It supposed to sound like that?
520 00:31:50,658 00:31:51,659 All right, man. All right, man.
521 00:31:53,369 00:31:55,038 [plays jazz smoothly] [plays jazz smoothly]
522 00:32:00,335 00:32:02,086 [chuckling, murmurs of approval] [chuckling, murmurs of approval]
523 00:32:04,255 00:32:07,216 OK. OK. All right. All right. You legit. OK. OK. All right. All right. You legit.
524 00:32:07,300 00:32:09,135 -You legit, man. -Word. You're looking up. -You legit, man. -Word. You're looking up.
525 00:32:09,218 00:32:11,763 I know you! You go to Harlem Renaissance, right? I know you! You go to Harlem Renaissance, right?
526 00:32:11,846 00:32:13,264 Nah, man, I go to Grand Army. Nah, man, I go to Grand Army.
527 00:32:13,348 00:32:16,017 You know, um… anyone who died in that bomb? You know, um… anyone who died in that bomb?
528 00:32:16,601 00:32:17,560 Nah. Nah.
529 00:32:18,603 00:32:21,731 You know, every time I see an Arab Muslim dude now, You know, every time I see an Arab Muslim dude now,
530 00:32:21,814 00:32:22,899 I'm like, "All right… I'm like, "All right…
531 00:32:23,316 00:32:24,817 what's in that backpack, motherfucker?" what's in that backpack, motherfucker?"
532 00:32:24,901 00:32:26,778 -Yo, that's fucked up, man. -[boy 1] For real. -Yo, that's fucked up, man. -[boy 1] For real.
533 00:32:26,861 00:32:29,113 So wait. Why you up here if you a BK boy? So wait. Why you up here if you a BK boy?
534 00:32:29,739 00:32:33,076 -Bro, you mad stupid, son! -I live up here, bro. -Bro, you mad stupid, son! -I live up here, bro.
535 00:32:33,159 00:32:37,163 -[chuckling] I just go to school there. -Wait, you play ball at Marcus Garvey? -[chuckling] I just go to school there. -Wait, you play ball at Marcus Garvey?
536 00:32:39,874 00:32:40,875 [Jay] Yo, um… [Jay] Yo, um…
537 00:32:41,751 00:32:43,878 I couldn't possibly buy off you guys, could I? I couldn't possibly buy off you guys, could I?
538 00:32:43,962 00:32:44,796 Oh! Oh!
539 00:32:45,254 00:32:48,049 -We look like dealers to you? -Nah. I mean, but y'all smoking. -We look like dealers to you? -Nah. I mean, but y'all smoking.
540 00:32:48,132 00:32:50,385 -I thought y'all might have… -That's kind of fucked up. -I thought y'all might have… -That's kind of fucked up.
541 00:32:50,468 00:32:53,262 Nah, man, that's-- Look, I'm just desperate right now. Nah, man, that's-- Look, I'm just desperate right now.
542 00:32:53,346 00:32:55,598 And this piece of music is a fucking beast. And this piece of music is a fucking beast.
543 00:32:55,682 00:32:58,893 I'm not the one that's supposed to be playing it. I didn't mean it like that. I'm not the one that's supposed to be playing it. I didn't mean it like that.
544 00:32:58,977 00:33:00,770 [snickering] [snickering]
545 00:33:01,312 00:33:03,856 Look, look, look, man. We don't sell, but we do share, man. Look, look, look, man. We don't sell, but we do share, man.
546 00:33:03,940 00:33:06,234 Go ahead, hit that shit, bro. You're cool. Go ahead, hit that shit, bro. You're cool.
547 00:33:08,778 00:33:10,488 [boy 2] What's the song for though? [boy 2] What's the song for though?
548 00:33:12,240 00:33:13,241 A performance. A performance.
549 00:33:13,992 00:33:14,826 Big? Big?
550 00:33:15,201 00:33:16,411 Yeah, very. Yeah, very.
551 00:33:16,953 00:33:19,288 I'm about to fuck it up in front of 500 people. I'm about to fuck it up in front of 500 people.
552 00:33:19,372 00:33:21,207 [exhales sharply] Five hundred? [exhales sharply] Five hundred?
553 00:33:21,708 00:33:23,751 -Who it belong to? -My boy, Owen. -Who it belong to? -My boy, Owen.
554 00:33:24,210 00:33:25,044 My best friend. My best friend.
555 00:33:25,128 00:33:26,421 Why he not playing? Why he not playing?
556 00:33:26,504 00:33:28,589 He got suspended. Sixty days. He got suspended. Sixty days.
557 00:33:28,673 00:33:30,049 [boy 1] Damn! [boy 1] Damn!
558 00:33:30,133 00:33:33,177 Shit, bro, I got suspended so many times, I just dropped out. Shit, bro, I got suspended so many times, I just dropped out.
559 00:33:33,720 00:33:35,638 -It's fucked up. -[boy 1] Your boy cool with you -It's fucked up. -[boy 1] Your boy cool with you
560 00:33:35,722 00:33:36,806 jacking his look? jacking his look?
561 00:33:37,974 00:33:40,852 -He doesn't know. -Yo, you cold, bro. You cold as hell. -He doesn't know. -Yo, you cold, bro. You cold as hell.
562 00:33:40,935 00:33:43,604 -It's not like that. -[boy 1] You gotta tell your friend, man. -It's not like that. -[boy 1] You gotta tell your friend, man.
563 00:33:44,147 00:33:46,024 [boys snickering] [boys snickering]
564 00:33:46,107 00:33:48,443 -I gotta dip, y'all. -[boy 1] We was just playing with you. -I gotta dip, y'all. -[boy 1] We was just playing with you.
565 00:33:48,526 00:33:50,528 Nah, nah, nah, it's all good. I know that. Um… Nah, nah, nah, it's all good. I know that. Um…
566 00:33:50,611 00:33:52,280 I just gotta meet my pops anyway. I just gotta meet my pops anyway.
567 00:33:53,156 00:33:54,657 [boy 2] All right, man. Cool. [boy 2] All right, man. Cool.
568 00:33:55,199 00:33:56,284 Peace, bro. Peace, bro.
569 00:33:56,367 00:33:58,661 -[Jay] Hey. Good lookin' out. -[boy 2] Mm-hmm. -[Jay] Hey. Good lookin' out. -[boy 2] Mm-hmm.
570 00:33:59,287 00:34:01,456 Hey, yo, come smoke up with us sometime. Hey, yo, come smoke up with us sometime.
571 00:34:01,539 00:34:03,916 Come through, chill, we'll smoke you up good. Come through, chill, we'll smoke you up good.
572 00:34:04,000 00:34:05,418 -Yes, sir. -[Jay] Good lookin' out. -Yes, sir. -[Jay] Good lookin' out.
573 00:34:05,501 00:34:07,003 -Y'all be easy. -[boy 3] All right, bro. -Y'all be easy. -[boy 3] All right, bro.
574 00:34:08,755 00:34:10,548 [jazz music plays] [jazz music plays]
575 00:34:26,606 00:34:28,232 That's gonna be you up there one day. That's gonna be you up there one day.
576 00:34:30,318 00:34:31,527 [audience applauds] [audience applauds]
577 00:34:32,111 00:34:33,112 [cheering] [cheering]
578 00:34:37,658 00:34:39,285 [dad] The way they listen to each other, [dad] The way they listen to each other,
579 00:34:39,368 00:34:41,913 just building and building and creating something… just building and building and creating something…
580 00:34:41,996 00:34:43,414 organic and alive. organic and alive.
581 00:34:44,040 00:34:45,833 -Oh! It's amazing! -[Jay chuckles] -Oh! It's amazing! -[Jay chuckles]
582 00:34:47,293 00:34:49,212 You're gonna inspire people like that. You're gonna inspire people like that.
583 00:34:50,004 00:34:51,005 You got that gift. You got that gift.
584 00:34:51,422 00:34:53,382 There are other ways to inspire people. There are other ways to inspire people.
585 00:34:54,550 00:34:55,510 Is that right? Is that right?
586 00:34:56,511 00:34:57,386 Yeah. Yeah.
587 00:34:58,054 00:34:59,639 I'm doing this thing at school. I'm doing this thing at school.
588 00:35:01,307 00:35:03,017 What, a concert or something? What, a concert or something?
589 00:35:03,935 00:35:04,811 No. No.
590 00:35:06,437 00:35:07,271 A sit-in. A sit-in.
591 00:35:08,106 00:35:10,066 You know, to protest what happened to Owen. You know, to protest what happened to Owen.
592 00:35:10,149 00:35:12,568 We got a line of speakers, we're gonna get the admin to listen, We got a line of speakers, we're gonna get the admin to listen,
593 00:35:12,652 00:35:14,362 and I think we can get Owen back early. and I think we can get Owen back early.
594 00:35:14,445 00:35:15,780 When do you plan on doing this? When do you plan on doing this?
595 00:35:16,155 00:35:16,989 Next week. Next week.
596 00:35:17,448 00:35:18,282 Thursday. Thursday.
597 00:35:21,619 00:35:23,121 That's the day before All-State. That's the day before All-State.
598 00:35:25,164 00:35:25,998 Jay… Jay…
599 00:35:27,542 00:35:30,545 you'll create more change in the world if you make it to Julliard you'll create more change in the world if you make it to Julliard
600 00:35:30,628 00:35:32,255 than if you paint a target on your back. than if you paint a target on your back.
601 00:35:32,338 00:35:35,716 But it's not just me. We got a group dedicated to helping out Owen. But it's not just me. We got a group dedicated to helping out Owen.
602 00:35:35,800 00:35:37,176 But I'm talking about you. But I'm talking about you.
603 00:35:38,928 00:35:39,762 All right? All right?
604 00:35:40,179 00:35:41,848 You didn't make it this far with your music You didn't make it this far with your music
605 00:35:41,931 00:35:43,432 -to thro-- -I didn't make it. -to thro-- -I didn't make it.
606 00:35:44,642 00:35:45,685 What? What?
607 00:35:45,768 00:35:46,936 It was Owen's seat. It was Owen's seat.
608 00:35:49,772 00:35:50,857 I was an alternate. I was an alternate.
609 00:35:57,780 00:35:58,865 So what, Jay? So what, Jay?
610 00:36:02,160 00:36:04,453 Hey, whatever happened to Owen disgusts me, Hey, whatever happened to Owen disgusts me,
611 00:36:05,371 00:36:06,330 but… but…
612 00:36:06,414 00:36:07,290 it's life. it's life.
613 00:36:07,373 00:36:09,792 It's only life if we keep lettin' it happen. It's only life if we keep lettin' it happen.
614 00:36:09,876 00:36:11,335 This sit-in actually matters. This sit-in actually matters.
615 00:36:11,419 00:36:12,879 -So does All-State. -Does it? -So does All-State. -Does it?
616 00:36:12,962 00:36:15,339 -It's your future, Jay. -What about Owen's future? -It's your future, Jay. -What about Owen's future?
617 00:36:15,798 00:36:18,509 Throwing away this opportunity doesn't put Owen back in that seat. Throwing away this opportunity doesn't put Owen back in that seat.
618 00:36:19,760 00:36:21,512 [dad sighs] Jay… [dad sighs] Jay…
619 00:36:22,180 00:36:23,389 this shot is yours. this shot is yours.
620 00:36:24,515 00:36:26,350 What matters now is what you do with it. What matters now is what you do with it.
621 00:36:26,434 00:36:27,476 [dad sighs] [dad sighs]
622 00:36:28,394 00:36:30,771 Now listen, you wanna honor your friend? Now listen, you wanna honor your friend?
623 00:36:32,398 00:36:33,941 You give it everything in you. You give it everything in you.
624 00:36:35,151 00:36:35,985 Huh? Huh?
625 00:36:36,319 00:36:39,447 Most parents would kill for their kid to be involved in school stuff. Most parents would kill for their kid to be involved in school stuff.
626 00:36:39,530 00:36:41,532 Most parents don't have a prodigy. Most parents don't have a prodigy.
627 00:36:45,453 00:36:48,623 Oh. Hey, Mr. Prodigy, you got sauce on your face. Clean that up. Oh. Hey, Mr. Prodigy, you got sauce on your face. Clean that up.
628 00:36:50,208 00:36:51,292 No, up. No, up.
629 00:36:51,792 00:36:52,877 I'm pointing right at it. I'm pointing right at it.
630 00:36:52,960 00:36:55,171 -What you talkin' 'bout? -[dad] It's on this side now. -What you talkin' 'bout? -[dad] It's on this side now.
631 00:36:55,254 00:36:56,547 -[clicks tongue] -[dad snickers] -[clicks tongue] -[dad snickers]
632 00:36:56,631 00:36:58,257 OK, funny man. I see you. OK, funny man. I see you.
633 00:37:01,135 00:37:02,803 [upbeat music plays] [upbeat music plays]
634 00:37:02,887 00:37:04,639 [indistinct chattering] [indistinct chattering]
635 00:37:28,496 00:37:29,747 [in Hindi] What are you doing? [in Hindi] What are you doing?
636 00:37:29,830 00:37:30,915 [Sid in English] Helping. [Sid in English] Helping.
637 00:37:37,505 00:37:39,131 [in Hindi] What's going on? [in Hindi] What's going on?
638 00:37:39,215 00:37:41,467 I thought we told him to stay home. I thought we told him to stay home.
639 00:37:42,051 00:37:43,678 I don't know. He just showed up. I don't know. He just showed up.
640 00:37:44,512 00:37:45,513 [in English] Go home. [in English] Go home.
641 00:37:46,138 00:37:48,641 Look at this place. You're backed up. You need help. Look at this place. You're backed up. You need help.
642 00:37:49,225 00:37:50,434 We're taking care of this. We're taking care of this.
643 00:37:50,518 00:37:53,104 [Sid] Yeah, by pretending everything's OK when it's not? [Sid] Yeah, by pretending everything's OK when it's not?
644 00:37:54,814 00:37:56,357 I don't wanna be by myself. I don't wanna be by myself.
645 00:38:00,444 00:38:02,655 And I don't want people seeing you like this. And I don't want people seeing you like this.
646 00:38:03,406 00:38:04,407 People will talk. People will talk.
647 00:38:06,075 00:38:07,118 Let them talk. Let them talk.
648 00:38:07,785 00:38:09,453 Talk about me? Yes. Talk about me? Yes.
649 00:38:10,246 00:38:11,747 But about you? No. But about you? No.
650 00:38:13,457 00:38:14,500 What will I say? What will I say?
651 00:38:15,793 00:38:17,461 That you fight boys at parties? That you fight boys at parties?
652 00:38:18,713 00:38:21,215 -That you do other things? -We'll talk about this later. -That you do other things? -We'll talk about this later.
653 00:38:21,632 00:38:24,093 [Sid] Talk about it? You can't even say the words. [Sid] Talk about it? You can't even say the words.
654 00:38:27,638 00:38:28,514 Say it. Say it.
655 00:38:31,684 00:38:32,727 I'm staying. I'm staying.
656 00:38:38,482 00:38:39,483 If you want to help, If you want to help,
657 00:38:40,151 00:38:41,485 then stop all of this. then stop all of this.
658 00:38:42,069 00:38:45,114 You don't think I tried? It's not something I can stop. It's me. You don't think I tried? It's not something I can stop. It's me.
659 00:38:45,197 00:38:46,574 No, it's not. No, it's not.
660 00:38:46,657 00:38:47,700 I am your father. I am your father.
661 00:38:48,326 00:38:50,494 I know who you are. Better than you. I know who you are. Better than you.
662 00:38:54,123 00:38:55,124 I'm gay. I'm gay.
663 00:38:57,376 00:38:58,794 And that's not going away. And that's not going away.
664 00:39:01,213 00:39:02,590 We can talk about this… We can talk about this…
665 00:39:04,717 00:39:05,885 actually talk… actually talk…
666 00:39:09,680 00:39:11,057 or I can do the dishes. or I can do the dishes.
667 00:39:14,185 00:39:15,353 But I'm not going. But I'm not going.
668 00:39:20,191 00:39:22,610 -[water runs] -Babe, use the hand soap. -[water runs] -Babe, use the hand soap.
669 00:39:23,444 00:39:25,613 I can't fucking believe this happened at Dad's. I can't fucking believe this happened at Dad's.
670 00:39:25,696 00:39:26,697 [Joey snickers] [Joey snickers]
671 00:39:26,781 00:39:28,908 -Yeah. -It's not funny. -Yeah. -It's not funny.
672 00:39:29,617 00:39:31,786 [Joey] Yeah, I know, nothing's funny anymore. [Joey] Yeah, I know, nothing's funny anymore.
673 00:39:34,538 00:39:36,248 Just let me do it. Stop it. Stop. Just let me do it. Stop it. Stop.
674 00:39:37,291 00:39:38,959 Just do the toilet paper for now. Just do the toilet paper for now.
675 00:39:41,754 00:39:42,838 [Nina sighs] [Nina sighs]
676 00:39:48,386 00:39:49,303 Like this? Like this?
677 00:39:52,848 00:39:53,933 Are you serious? Are you serious?
678 00:39:55,059 00:39:55,976 [Joey] No. [Joey] No.
679 00:40:08,739 00:40:09,949 [Joey] You're welcome? [Joey] You're welcome?
680 00:40:10,032 00:40:11,033 [Nina] Thank you. [Nina] Thank you.
681 00:40:16,705 00:40:19,875 -Feel like I'm wearing a diaper. -You can have one of my tampons. -Feel like I'm wearing a diaper. -You can have one of my tampons.
682 00:40:19,959 00:40:22,253 I don't want one of your extra-super-large tampons. I don't want one of your extra-super-large tampons.
683 00:40:22,336 00:40:23,921 -[Joey] Excuse me? -[Matt] Girls? -[Joey] Excuse me? -[Matt] Girls?
684 00:40:24,213 00:40:27,800 Nina, just text me a picture of what you need, OK? It's not a big deal. Nina, just text me a picture of what you need, OK? It's not a big deal.
685 00:40:29,135 00:40:31,595 -OK? -I'll send it, Dad. Thank you. -OK? -I'll send it, Dad. Thank you.
686 00:40:32,138 00:40:33,264 -[Matt] Bye. -Bye. -[Matt] Bye. -Bye.
687 00:40:37,101 00:40:38,769 -[Nina] Jesus Christ. -[snickers] -[Nina] Jesus Christ. -[snickers]
688 00:40:51,699 00:40:54,201 It's gonna take over a year for your hair to grow back. It's gonna take over a year for your hair to grow back.
689 00:40:56,454 00:40:57,538 [Joey] Oh yeah? [Joey] Oh yeah?
690 00:41:02,460 00:41:03,752 Does it feel good to do? Does it feel good to do?
691 00:41:07,840 00:41:08,757 [Joey sighs] [Joey sighs]
692 00:41:13,179 00:41:15,514 That uniform is pretty unattractive. [chuckles] That uniform is pretty unattractive. [chuckles]
693 00:41:16,807 00:41:19,477 -Thank you. I'm aware. -The polo shirt? What a look. -Thank you. I'm aware. -The polo shirt? What a look.
694 00:41:24,523 00:41:25,524 [Joey sighs] [Joey sighs]
695 00:41:28,360 00:41:29,487 [Nina inhales deeply] [Nina inhales deeply]
696 00:41:32,031 00:41:34,742 This piece of shit at school was like, This piece of shit at school was like,
697 00:41:36,327 00:41:38,412 "Probably like it rough, like your sister." "Probably like it rough, like your sister."
698 00:41:44,084 00:41:46,045 I'm so sorry, Nina. That's not OK. I'm so sorry, Nina. That's not OK.
699 00:41:46,128 00:41:48,172 -They can't-- -I feel like you're letting them win. -They can't-- -I feel like you're letting them win.
700 00:41:49,256 00:41:51,509 -What else do you want me to do? -Say, "Fuck you. -What else do you want me to do? -Say, "Fuck you.
701 00:41:51,967 00:41:54,553 -You don't get to push me out of my life." -They won, Nina! -You don't get to push me out of my life." -They won, Nina!
702 00:42:01,560 00:42:02,895 [Nina] I need to show you. [Nina] I need to show you.
703 00:42:09,318 00:42:11,278 [Joey] Why are you screenshotting this shit? [Joey] Why are you screenshotting this shit?
704 00:42:11,779 00:42:12,863 [Nina] Look at them. [Nina] Look at them.
705 00:42:14,281 00:42:15,282 It's like… It's like…
706 00:42:15,991 00:42:17,868 you can tell they know what they did. you can tell they know what they did.
707 00:42:20,788 00:42:22,957 [Joey] I'm gonna text Dad what to get you. [Joey] I'm gonna text Dad what to get you.
708 00:42:24,542 00:42:26,669 I wish you'd stop letting them destroy you. I wish you'd stop letting them destroy you.
709 00:42:32,925 00:42:34,718 [metal creaking] [metal creaking]
710 00:42:35,386 00:42:36,428 [Leila] What? [Leila] What?
711 00:42:36,512 00:42:37,972 -[snarling] -Go away. Go away. -[snarling] -Go away. Go away.
712 00:42:38,055 00:42:39,265 Please, just go away. Please, just go away.
713 00:42:42,601 00:42:43,811 [snarling] [snarling]
714 00:42:45,271 00:42:46,272 [gasps] [gasps]
715 00:42:46,939 00:42:48,190 [horn honks, alarm wails] [horn honks, alarm wails]
716 00:42:49,608 00:42:51,193 [breathing heavily] [breathing heavily]
717 00:42:52,194 00:42:55,823 ♪ We spark together Like we're made of flint ♪ ♪ We spark together Like we're made of flint ♪
718 00:42:56,282 00:43:00,286 ♪ I thought you could take a hint ♪ ♪ I thought you could take a hint ♪
719 00:43:00,369 00:43:03,872 ♪ I tell lies, I feel stuck inside… ♪ ♪ I tell lies, I feel stuck inside… ♪
720 00:43:04,290 00:43:05,124 [Leila] Mom? [Leila] Mom?
721 00:43:05,958 00:43:06,875 Dad? Dad?
722 00:43:08,877 00:43:09,712 Mom! Mom!
723 00:43:11,046 00:43:12,715 -Mom, it's me. -[snarling] -Mom, it's me. -[snarling]
724 00:43:12,798 00:43:14,133 No! No!
725 00:43:15,551 00:43:17,720 [snarling] [snarling]
726 00:43:18,721 00:43:20,973 Who's Daddy's little girl? Who's Daddy's little girl?
727 00:43:21,390 00:43:22,766 No, you're hurting me! No, you're hurting me!
728 00:43:23,809 00:43:27,229 Mommy loves you so much, Mommy loves you so much,
729 00:43:27,646 00:43:30,816 I could fucking eat you! I could fucking eat you!
730 00:43:30,899 00:43:32,276 [Leila screams] [Leila screams]
731 00:43:33,027 00:43:34,111 [screaming] [screaming]
732 00:43:35,946 00:43:36,822 [screaming] [screaming]
733 00:43:36,905 00:43:38,198 [snarling] [snarling]
734 00:43:40,492 00:43:41,410 Mom? Mom?
735 00:43:42,578 00:43:43,787 [whimpers] [whimpers]
736 00:43:47,041 00:43:49,209 Oh, I'm sorry. I didn't see you there. Oh, I'm sorry. I didn't see you there.
737 00:43:49,293 00:43:50,502 [mom chuckles] [mom chuckles]
738 00:43:51,629 00:43:52,796 What's so funny? What's so funny?
739 00:43:52,880 00:43:53,839 Nothing. Nothing.
740 00:43:54,256 00:43:55,466 So why are you laughing? So why are you laughing?
741 00:43:56,300 00:43:58,719 -I mean, I didn't mean it. -Am I a joke to you? -I mean, I didn't mean it. -Am I a joke to you?
742 00:44:00,179 00:44:01,930 Honey, where is this coming from? Honey, where is this coming from?
743 00:44:02,765 00:44:03,724 Everywhere? Everywhere?
744 00:44:04,725 00:44:06,685 It's like everyone's laughing at me. It's like everyone's laughing at me.
745 00:44:06,769 00:44:08,562 No one's laughing at you, Leila. No one's laughing at you, Leila.
746 00:44:09,355 00:44:11,482 That's not my real name. That's not my real name.
747 00:44:13,567 00:44:16,070 Have you ever met a real Chinese girl named Leila? Have you ever met a real Chinese girl named Leila?
748 00:44:17,196 00:44:19,239 You couldn't just let me keep my real name? You couldn't just let me keep my real name?
749 00:44:19,657 00:44:21,033 And everyone's like, And everyone's like,
750 00:44:21,116 00:44:23,911 "Be the real you." So, can you tell me who that is? "Be the real you." So, can you tell me who that is?
751 00:44:23,994 00:44:27,122 You are our daughter, and your dad and I love you very much. You are our daughter, and your dad and I love you very much.
752 00:44:27,206 00:44:29,041 No, you love who you created, not-- No, you love who you created, not--
753 00:44:29,124 00:44:32,127 No, we were very happy to find you. No, we were very happy to find you.
754 00:44:32,628 00:44:34,797 Honey, let's just get home. OK? Honey, let's just get home. OK?
755 00:44:34,880 00:44:37,383 You just… flew over and took me. You just… flew over and took me.
756 00:44:38,801 00:44:40,594 You brought me to this foreign country, You brought me to this foreign country,
757 00:44:40,678 00:44:42,805 never thinking of how that would affect me. never thinking of how that would affect me.
758 00:44:44,556 00:44:46,892 And I'm basically living someone else's life, And I'm basically living someone else's life,
759 00:44:46,975 00:44:48,602 the kid you couldn't have. the kid you couldn't have.
760 00:44:49,269 00:44:51,021 I don't know how I'm supposed to… I don't know how I'm supposed to…
761 00:44:52,314 00:44:53,857 OK, I don't know myself. OK, I don't know myself.
762 00:44:55,067 00:44:56,610 [sniffles] Do you get that? [sniffles] Do you get that?
763 00:44:57,403 00:44:59,988 And you're laughing at that woman like it's nothing. And you're laughing at that woman like it's nothing.
764 00:45:03,409 00:45:05,494 [hip-hop music plays in distance] [hip-hop music plays in distance]
765 00:45:16,880 00:45:18,382 [distant laughter] [distant laughter]
766 00:45:24,847 00:45:27,015 -[woman on TV] I never used one of these. -[chuckling] -[woman on TV] I never used one of these. -[chuckling]
767 00:45:27,099 00:45:30,185 [woman on TV] OK. First, I need one cup of water. [woman on TV] OK. First, I need one cup of water.
768 00:45:30,269 00:45:31,478 I have four children. I have four children.
769 00:45:31,562 00:45:33,021 I'm used to distractions I'm used to distractions
770 00:45:33,105 00:45:36,024 but I still have not learned to tune it all out. but I still have not learned to tune it all out.
771 00:45:36,108 00:45:37,609 I can't get the wrapper… I can't get the wrapper…
772 00:45:40,362 00:45:42,364 [inaudible] [inaudible]
773 00:46:08,432 00:46:09,391 [sniffles] [sniffles]
774 00:46:10,100 00:46:11,101 I'll do it. I'll do it.
775 00:46:13,729 00:46:15,105 [in Creole] Do what, baby? [in Creole] Do what, baby?
776 00:46:17,775 00:46:19,193 [in English] The marriage thing. [in English] The marriage thing.
777 00:46:27,659 00:46:30,204 [in Creole] But I'm not doing it just for the family. [in Creole] But I'm not doing it just for the family.
778 00:46:30,871 00:46:33,791 If I do this, some of the money goes towards college. If I do this, some of the money goes towards college.
779 00:46:35,125 00:46:37,002 That's my condition. That's my condition.
780 00:46:59,525 00:47:01,944 [tense music plays] [tense music plays]
780 00:46:59,525 00:47:01,944 [tense music plays] [tense music plays]