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1 | 00:00:06,089 | 00:00:07,924 | [tense music plays] | [tense music plays] |
2 | 00:00:16,266 | 00:00:18,852 | [tapping keys] | [tapping keys] |
3 | 00:00:22,981 | 00:00:24,941 | [upbeat pop music plays] | [upbeat pop music plays] |
4 | 00:00:35,660 | 00:00:38,538 | ♪ I used to think maybe you loved me… ♪ | ♪ I used to think maybe you loved me… ♪ |
5 | 00:00:38,621 | 00:00:40,165 | -Yo! -Hey, look who's here! | -Yo! -Hey, look who's here! |
6 | 00:00:40,248 | 00:00:42,584 | Welcome the fuck back! | Welcome the fuck back! |
7 | 00:00:42,667 | 00:00:43,960 | Whoo! | Whoo! |
8 | 00:00:44,627 | 00:00:50,467 | ♪ And I just can't wait till the day When you knock on my door… ♪ | ♪ And I just can't wait till the day When you knock on my door… ♪ |
9 | 00:00:50,967 | 00:00:53,386 | Yo, Slater, Zack, huh? | Yo, Slater, Zack, huh? |
10 | 00:00:55,805 | 00:00:58,349 | You're my fucking girl, Kelly Kapowski. | You're my fucking girl, Kelly Kapowski. |
11 | 00:01:00,393 | 00:01:02,812 | What the fuck happened to Screech here? | What the fuck happened to Screech here? |
12 | 00:01:02,896 | 00:01:06,524 | -I never said I was doing that. -Bro, you are no fun. Seriously, man. | -I never said I was doing that. -Bro, you are no fun. Seriously, man. |
13 | 00:01:07,525 | 00:01:09,194 | Yo, watch the fit, bro! | Yo, watch the fit, bro! |
14 | 00:01:09,277 | 00:01:10,153 | Uh… | Uh… |
15 | 00:01:10,236 | 00:01:11,446 | I'm gonna grab my shit. | I'm gonna grab my shit. |
16 | 00:01:13,698 | 00:01:14,783 | [Anna] Hey. Hey! | [Anna] Hey. Hey! |
17 | 00:01:16,284 | 00:01:17,494 | Don't worry, OK? | Don't worry, OK? |
18 | 00:01:18,119 | 00:01:20,914 | She's gonna regret all of this. It's not on you. | She's gonna regret all of this. It's not on you. |
19 | 00:01:21,414 | 00:01:22,332 | Seriously. | Seriously. |
20 | 00:01:22,415 | 00:01:23,792 | [tense music plays] | [tense music plays] |
21 | 00:01:40,016 | 00:01:43,228 | With the results of the rape kit being inconclusive | With the results of the rape kit being inconclusive |
22 | 00:01:43,311 | 00:01:46,356 | and the boys staying consistent with their version of events, | and the boys staying consistent with their version of events, |
23 | 00:01:46,439 | 00:01:49,567 | I'm sorry, it becomes one word against three. | I'm sorry, it becomes one word against three. |
24 | 00:01:49,651 | 00:01:51,861 | I'm supposed to forget that this ever happened? | I'm supposed to forget that this ever happened? |
25 | 00:01:51,945 | 00:01:53,113 | [prosecutor] Of course not. | [prosecutor] Of course not. |
26 | 00:01:53,613 | 00:01:54,489 | However, | However, |
27 | 00:01:54,989 | 00:01:57,867 | without anyone to corroborate your side of the story, | without anyone to corroborate your side of the story, |
28 | 00:01:57,951 | 00:02:02,413 | it becomes extremely difficult for me to present a case that we can win. | it becomes extremely difficult for me to present a case that we can win. |
29 | 00:02:02,497 | 00:02:06,126 | If I had no say in how this would go, why didn't you tell me in the first place? | If I had no say in how this would go, why didn't you tell me in the first place? |
30 | 00:02:06,209 | 00:02:09,462 | [prosecutor] I apologize if I wasn't clear about the process. | [prosecutor] I apologize if I wasn't clear about the process. |
31 | 00:02:09,546 | 00:02:10,797 | [Rebecca] And the cab driver? | [Rebecca] And the cab driver? |
32 | 00:02:10,880 | 00:02:14,050 | We discussed that maybe he saw something. So can you find him? | We discussed that maybe he saw something. So can you find him? |
33 | 00:02:14,134 | 00:02:16,594 | The cab driver was impossible to track down | The cab driver was impossible to track down |
34 | 00:02:16,678 | 00:02:21,182 | without a detailed physical description, or a license plate, or an ID number-- | without a detailed physical description, or a license plate, or an ID number-- |
35 | 00:02:21,266 | 00:02:23,977 | Do any of the boys seem even slightly willing | Do any of the boys seem even slightly willing |
36 | 00:02:24,060 | 00:02:26,187 | -to reconsider their statement? -[prosecutor] No. | -to reconsider their statement? -[prosecutor] No. |
37 | 00:02:26,521 | 00:02:28,148 | So what are they saying exactly? | So what are they saying exactly? |
38 | 00:02:31,985 | 00:02:33,403 | They said it was consensual? | They said it was consensual? |
39 | 00:02:34,696 | 00:02:37,115 | And that you initiated it. | And that you initiated it. |
40 | 00:02:37,198 | 00:02:38,658 | What the fuck? They're lying! | What the fuck? They're lying! |
41 | 00:02:39,117 | 00:02:41,619 | How could it be consensual when my underwear was ripped? | How could it be consensual when my underwear was ripped? |
42 | 00:02:41,703 | 00:02:42,537 | Mom! | Mom! |
43 | 00:02:42,620 | 00:02:45,623 | Unfortunately, ripped underwear, even with a bit of blood, | Unfortunately, ripped underwear, even with a bit of blood, |
44 | 00:02:45,707 | 00:02:47,417 | does not prove rape. | does not prove rape. |
45 | 00:02:47,500 | 00:02:51,254 | It may indicate aggressive sexual activity, but that is not-- | It may indicate aggressive sexual activity, but that is not-- |
46 | 00:02:51,337 | 00:02:53,798 | That's fucking bullshit. That's bullshit! | That's fucking bullshit. That's bullshit! |
47 | 00:02:53,882 | 00:02:54,883 | I hear you, Joey. | I hear you, Joey. |
48 | 00:02:55,675 | 00:02:57,218 | I want you to know that. | I want you to know that. |
49 | 00:02:57,844 | 00:02:59,762 | There are some resources. | There are some resources. |
50 | 00:02:59,846 | 00:03:01,931 | You are supposed to be the resource. | You are supposed to be the resource. |
51 | 00:03:03,266 | 00:03:05,685 | You can't possibly know that I'm gonna lose. | You can't possibly know that I'm gonna lose. |
52 | 00:03:05,768 | 00:03:08,438 | So le… let's just keep going. Let's let a jury decide. | So le… let's just keep going. Let's let a jury decide. |
53 | 00:03:08,521 | 00:03:10,815 | In my experience, we do not have enough. | In my experience, we do not have enough. |
54 | 00:03:10,899 | 00:03:14,986 | And the last thing any of us want is to put you through the stress and trauma-- | And the last thing any of us want is to put you through the stress and trauma-- |
55 | 00:03:15,069 | 00:03:16,696 | I'm already dealing with trauma. | I'm already dealing with trauma. |
56 | 00:03:18,072 | 00:03:19,699 | This is how I fight back. | This is how I fight back. |
57 | 00:03:22,785 | 00:03:23,786 | The defense | The defense |
58 | 00:03:24,412 | 00:03:27,582 | will not just use the lack of physical evidence against you. | will not just use the lack of physical evidence against you. |
59 | 00:03:27,665 | 00:03:31,628 | They will weave a narrative surrounding the optics around that night. | They will weave a narrative surrounding the optics around that night. |
60 | 00:03:31,711 | 00:03:32,712 | Optics? | Optics? |
61 | 00:03:32,795 | 00:03:35,757 | How about the optics of George and Luke pulling my legs apart? | How about the optics of George and Luke pulling my legs apart? |
62 | 00:03:35,840 | 00:03:37,717 | Jamming their dirty fucking fingers-- | Jamming their dirty fucking fingers-- |
63 | 00:03:38,343 | 00:03:40,720 | So, you're telling me those optics don't matter? | So, you're telling me those optics don't matter? |
64 | 00:03:42,680 | 00:03:43,806 | There are videos | There are videos |
65 | 00:03:44,474 | 00:03:46,726 | of you from that night | of you from that night |
66 | 00:03:47,393 | 00:03:49,854 | prodding the boys with sex toys. | prodding the boys with sex toys. |
67 | 00:03:52,023 | 00:03:54,025 | -We were just fooling around. -[Luke] Fooling around. | -We were just fooling around. -[Luke] Fooling around. |
68 | 00:03:58,571 | 00:04:00,365 | [tense music plays] | [tense music plays] |
69 | 00:04:00,448 | 00:04:01,449 | [Luke] I think… | [Luke] I think… |
70 | 00:04:02,158 | 00:04:04,202 | she feels embarrassed | she feels embarrassed |
71 | 00:04:04,285 | 00:04:05,662 | that she hooked up with us. | that she hooked up with us. |
72 | 00:04:06,496 | 00:04:08,331 | [George] She was sitting on my lap. | [George] She was sitting on my lap. |
73 | 00:04:12,418 | 00:04:13,544 | And she kissed me. | And she kissed me. |
74 | 00:04:15,672 | 00:04:16,506 | In… | In… |
75 | 00:04:17,006 | 00:04:18,466 | In the video, you can see it. | In the video, you can see it. |
76 | 00:04:20,426 | 00:04:21,344 | She… | She… |
77 | 00:04:21,427 | 00:04:22,595 | in a way, | in a way, |
78 | 00:04:22,679 | 00:04:24,180 | kind of forced it on us. | kind of forced it on us. |
79 | 00:04:27,350 | 00:04:28,393 | [Luke chuckles] | [Luke chuckles] |
80 | 00:04:28,977 | 00:04:32,188 | Look, this is the girl that sends group texts of her nipple ring. | Look, this is the girl that sends group texts of her nipple ring. |
81 | 00:04:32,772 | 00:04:33,690 | [George] She… | [George] She… |
82 | 00:04:34,440 | 00:04:37,443 | doesn't wear any underwear and posts about it for attention. | doesn't wear any underwear and posts about it for attention. |
83 | 00:04:38,194 | 00:04:41,197 | Doesn't have a ton of self-respect. | Doesn't have a ton of self-respect. |
84 | 00:04:43,032 | 00:04:45,326 | [George] All of us in the cab, including Joey, | [George] All of us in the cab, including Joey, |
85 | 00:04:45,868 | 00:04:47,495 | were totally clear | were totally clear |
86 | 00:04:48,371 | 00:04:49,956 | on what was going down. | on what was going down. |
87 | 00:04:50,456 | 00:04:51,457 | I just still… | I just still… |
88 | 00:04:52,375 | 00:04:54,085 | do not understand… | do not understand… |
89 | 00:04:54,168 | 00:04:56,254 | [with Luke] …why she's doing this to us. | [with Luke] …why she's doing this to us. |
90 | 00:04:58,464 | 00:05:00,216 | [Tim] I was there the whole night. | [Tim] I was there the whole night. |
91 | 00:05:03,428 | 00:05:04,929 | It was just Joey being Joey. | It was just Joey being Joey. |
92 | 00:05:16,816 | 00:05:18,109 | [man] You had a great showing, | [man] You had a great showing, |
93 | 00:05:18,192 | 00:05:21,154 | and, uh, if it was up to us, we'd be seeing you in the fall. | and, uh, if it was up to us, we'd be seeing you in the fall. |
94 | 00:05:21,904 | 00:05:24,615 | But keep in mind that no matter how this shakes out, | But keep in mind that no matter how this shakes out, |
95 | 00:05:24,699 | 00:05:27,577 | you've got a very bright future ahead of you, Mr. Pakam. | you've got a very bright future ahead of you, Mr. Pakam. |
96 | 00:05:28,703 | 00:05:30,496 | So enjoy the rest of your senior year, | So enjoy the rest of your senior year, |
97 | 00:05:31,372 | 00:05:33,291 | and, uh, the very best of luck to you. | and, uh, the very best of luck to you. |
98 | 00:05:36,586 | 00:05:38,212 | [tense music plays] | [tense music plays] |
99 | 00:05:59,692 | 00:06:04,280 | [dad in Hindi] Manny called in sick again. We are short in the kitchen. | [dad in Hindi] Manny called in sick again. We are short in the kitchen. |
100 | 00:06:04,364 | 00:06:06,032 | [mom in English] Sick? Lazy. | [mom in English] Sick? Lazy. |
101 | 00:06:06,407 | 00:06:07,784 | -I'm free. -[mom sighs] | -I'm free. -[mom sighs] |
102 | 00:06:07,867 | 00:06:09,952 | [mom in Hindi] I'll work in the back tonight. | [mom in Hindi] I'll work in the back tonight. |
103 | 00:06:10,036 | 00:06:11,454 | [dad in Hindi] Reema will host. | [dad in Hindi] Reema will host. |
104 | 00:06:12,205 | 00:06:14,332 | Saag paneer for the buffet. | Saag paneer for the buffet. |
105 | 00:06:15,124 | 00:06:16,000 | I can host. | I can host. |
106 | 00:06:16,084 | 00:06:17,627 | [in Hindi] We have the leftover dal. | [in Hindi] We have the leftover dal. |
107 | 00:06:17,710 | 00:06:18,836 | [dad] Call Reema. | [dad] Call Reema. |
108 | 00:06:18,920 | 00:06:21,839 | -[in English] Are you gonna pretend that-- -[dad] Look at your face. | -[in English] Are you gonna pretend that-- -[dad] Look at your face. |
109 | 00:06:23,257 | 00:06:24,175 | Host? | Host? |
110 | 00:06:25,760 | 00:06:27,428 | What will people think? | What will people think? |
111 | 00:06:28,054 | 00:06:30,223 | I don't think it's my face you're worried about. | I don't think it's my face you're worried about. |
112 | 00:06:30,306 | 00:06:31,140 | Siddhartha! | Siddhartha! |
113 | 00:06:34,519 | 00:06:36,145 | [jazz music plays] | [jazz music plays] |
114 | 00:06:45,363 | 00:06:47,615 | Oh my God, that part kills me every time. | Oh my God, that part kills me every time. |
115 | 00:06:47,698 | 00:06:50,660 | [teacher] You're getting better, but you're initiating the air wrong. | [teacher] You're getting better, but you're initiating the air wrong. |
116 | 00:06:50,743 | 00:06:52,286 | You gotta keep the breath hot. | You gotta keep the breath hot. |
117 | 00:06:52,370 | 00:06:56,040 | Start with a "tee" sound, and then keep replenishing. [pats stomach] Here. | Start with a "tee" sound, and then keep replenishing. [pats stomach] Here. |
118 | 00:06:58,501 | 00:06:59,335 | Posture. | Posture. |
119 | 00:06:59,919 | 00:07:02,130 | [clicks tongue] I need a second. I can't… | [clicks tongue] I need a second. I can't… |
120 | 00:07:04,257 | 00:07:05,174 | [Jay sighs] | [Jay sighs] |
121 | 00:07:07,593 | 00:07:09,178 | Have you given any thought to… | Have you given any thought to… |
122 | 00:07:09,262 | 00:07:10,638 | what you wanna sound like? | what you wanna sound like? |
123 | 00:07:12,932 | 00:07:14,016 | I wanna sound great. | I wanna sound great. |
124 | 00:07:16,269 | 00:07:17,687 | Who's your favorite player? | Who's your favorite player? |
125 | 00:07:18,896 | 00:07:19,814 | Coltrane. | Coltrane. |
126 | 00:07:20,440 | 00:07:21,274 | [teacher] Why? | [teacher] Why? |
127 | 00:07:21,941 | 00:07:22,817 | Be descriptive. | Be descriptive. |
128 | 00:07:25,570 | 00:07:26,612 | I don't know. | I don't know. |
129 | 00:07:26,696 | 00:07:28,406 | I guess it's like… | I guess it's like… |
130 | 00:07:29,657 | 00:07:32,577 | It feels like it's coming from somewhere deep, you know? | It feels like it's coming from somewhere deep, you know? |
131 | 00:07:33,703 | 00:07:34,996 | Especially his later stuff. | Especially his later stuff. |
132 | 00:07:35,079 | 00:07:37,373 | When he started to get real spiritual with it. | When he started to get real spiritual with it. |
133 | 00:07:37,457 | 00:07:39,876 | He studied Eastern and Western music, and religion. | He studied Eastern and Western music, and religion. |
134 | 00:07:39,959 | 00:07:43,629 | And then he used that to create this, like, hybrid sound. | And then he used that to create this, like, hybrid sound. |
135 | 00:07:45,173 | 00:07:47,925 | Something about that blend just speaks to me. | Something about that blend just speaks to me. |
136 | 00:07:48,968 | 00:07:50,761 | It comes from somewhere deep. | It comes from somewhere deep. |
137 | 00:07:51,596 | 00:07:54,724 | I think you need to ask yourself, what is your sound? | I think you need to ask yourself, what is your sound? |
138 | 00:07:55,808 | 00:07:57,560 | And where does it come from in you? | And where does it come from in you? |
139 | 00:07:59,061 | 00:08:01,105 | Whatever's going on in your head is blocking you | Whatever's going on in your head is blocking you |
140 | 00:08:01,189 | 00:08:03,232 | from connecting somewhere deep. | from connecting somewhere deep. |
141 | 00:08:06,194 | 00:08:10,281 | Literally, the entire school is dressed up today like it's fucking 1985. | Literally, the entire school is dressed up today like it's fucking 1985. |
142 | 00:08:11,407 | 00:08:13,493 | You're telling me they won't care about this sit-in? | You're telling me they won't care about this sit-in? |
143 | 00:08:13,576 | 00:08:14,577 | Did you? | Did you? |
144 | 00:08:15,036 | 00:08:15,953 | Up until like… | Up until like… |
145 | 00:08:17,330 | 00:08:18,331 | yesterday? | yesterday? |
146 | 00:08:19,582 | 00:08:22,043 | We're all narcissists. We don't care about shit but ourselves. | We're all narcissists. We don't care about shit but ourselves. |
147 | 00:08:22,126 | 00:08:25,046 | Bro, they care, but most of them don't know about Owen. | Bro, they care, but most of them don't know about Owen. |
148 | 00:08:25,129 | 00:08:28,132 | -Yeah, but that's why we gotta do this. -It can't just be about Owen, Jay. | -Yeah, but that's why we gotta do this. -It can't just be about Owen, Jay. |
149 | 00:08:28,216 | 00:08:30,092 | It needs to be about the bigger picture. Like-- | It needs to be about the bigger picture. Like-- |
150 | 00:08:30,176 | 00:08:32,303 | Students of color are not safe on campus. | Students of color are not safe on campus. |
151 | 00:08:32,386 | 00:08:34,931 | Can you stop saying "students of color," please? | Can you stop saying "students of color," please? |
152 | 00:08:35,014 | 00:08:38,017 | Dommo, I get that you're stressed, but can you-- | Dommo, I get that you're stressed, but can you-- |
153 | 00:08:38,100 | 00:08:40,603 | But it's Black kids. Let's be fuckin' honest. | But it's Black kids. Let's be fuckin' honest. |
154 | 00:08:40,686 | 00:08:44,398 | And Latinx kids. How many people you see like us in this damn place? | And Latinx kids. How many people you see like us in this damn place? |
155 | 00:08:44,482 | 00:08:45,358 | [Dom] Fuck! | [Dom] Fuck! |
156 | 00:08:49,403 | 00:08:51,322 | I completely forgot about APUSH. | I completely forgot about APUSH. |
157 | 00:08:52,365 | 00:08:54,784 | I'm gonna try to cram. I'll catch you guys later. | I'm gonna try to cram. I'll catch you guys later. |
158 | 00:09:00,623 | 00:09:01,791 | [John] Baby, hold up. | [John] Baby, hold up. |
159 | 00:09:03,125 | 00:09:05,294 | I'm so sorry. I know I was being rude in there. | I'm so sorry. I know I was being rude in there. |
160 | 00:09:05,378 | 00:09:06,879 | Can we stop for a second? | Can we stop for a second? |
161 | 00:09:06,963 | 00:09:07,880 | Um… | Um… |
162 | 00:09:08,589 | 00:09:09,507 | OK. | OK. |
163 | 00:09:09,590 | 00:09:11,592 | I've been thinking about last night. | I've been thinking about last night. |
164 | 00:09:12,426 | 00:09:14,053 | He's just a family friend. | He's just a family friend. |
165 | 00:09:14,887 | 00:09:15,721 | Yeah. | Yeah. |
166 | 00:09:16,222 | 00:09:17,056 | OK. | OK. |
167 | 00:09:17,932 | 00:09:19,183 | I wanna say that, like, | I wanna say that, like, |
168 | 00:09:19,267 | 00:09:21,018 | I heard what you were saying | I heard what you were saying |
169 | 00:09:21,102 | 00:09:23,688 | about your sister and the financial stresses on you. | about your sister and the financial stresses on you. |
170 | 00:09:23,771 | 00:09:24,939 | Yeah, I… | Yeah, I… |
171 | 00:09:25,022 | 00:09:26,732 | shouldn't have said all that. | shouldn't have said all that. |
172 | 00:09:26,816 | 00:09:28,734 | 'Cause we're fine. Because-- | 'Cause we're fine. Because-- |
173 | 00:09:28,818 | 00:09:31,237 | [John] You have a lot on your plate. I didn't know. | [John] You have a lot on your plate. I didn't know. |
174 | 00:09:31,904 | 00:09:33,072 | I respect your hustle. | I respect your hustle. |
175 | 00:09:34,615 | 00:09:35,616 | I'm making it work. | I'm making it work. |
176 | 00:09:44,625 | 00:09:45,626 | What's this? | What's this? |
177 | 00:09:46,502 | 00:09:47,545 | Look. | Look. |
178 | 00:09:55,011 | 00:09:56,470 | [John] Three hundred dollars. | [John] Three hundred dollars. |
179 | 00:09:57,430 | 00:09:58,389 | Not much, | Not much, |
180 | 00:09:58,472 | 00:10:00,975 | but hopefully it helps with everything at home. | but hopefully it helps with everything at home. |
181 | 00:10:04,228 | 00:10:05,271 | What are you doing? | What are you doing? |
182 | 00:10:06,022 | 00:10:07,106 | I don't want this. | I don't want this. |
183 | 00:10:08,566 | 00:10:11,777 | -OK, I… I just thought that I could-- -What did you think? | -OK, I… I just thought that I could-- -What did you think? |
184 | 00:10:11,861 | 00:10:13,112 | No, really, tell me. | No, really, tell me. |
185 | 00:10:14,488 | 00:10:15,364 | That… | That… |
186 | 00:10:15,448 | 00:10:17,033 | you'd, what, come and save me? | you'd, what, come and save me? |
187 | 00:10:17,908 | 00:10:19,493 | With your fucking Target money? | With your fucking Target money? |
188 | 00:10:21,162 | 00:10:24,582 | -You don't gotta be like that. -How did you imagine this would go? | -You don't gotta be like that. -How did you imagine this would go? |
189 | 00:10:25,833 | 00:10:26,876 | I'd be happy? | I'd be happy? |
190 | 00:10:27,793 | 00:10:29,337 | Oh, great, $300. | Oh, great, $300. |
191 | 00:10:29,754 | 00:10:31,297 | I don't gotta worry about shit no more. | I don't gotta worry about shit no more. |
192 | 00:10:31,756 | 00:10:32,882 | I just wanted to help. | I just wanted to help. |
193 | 00:10:34,300 | 00:10:35,843 | I don't need your help, OK? | I don't need your help, OK? |
194 | 00:10:37,136 | 00:10:38,888 | Just fucking take this. | Just fucking take this. |
195 | 00:10:42,642 | 00:10:43,517 | Great. | Great. |
196 | 00:10:44,727 | 00:10:45,728 | Good luck. | Good luck. |
197 | 00:10:47,521 | 00:10:51,025 | And please, do not worry about making time for me in your busy schedule | And please, do not worry about making time for me in your busy schedule |
198 | 00:10:51,525 | 00:10:53,152 | 'cause I definitely don't need this shit. | 'cause I definitely don't need this shit. |
199 | 00:10:53,235 | 00:10:55,029 | [tense music plays] | [tense music plays] |
200 | 00:11:09,335 | 00:11:10,795 | [teacher] Books away, Dominique. | [teacher] Books away, Dominique. |
201 | 00:11:11,379 | 00:11:12,963 | Ready to show me what you got? | Ready to show me what you got? |
202 | 00:11:13,756 | 00:11:14,882 | [Dom exhales slowly] | [Dom exhales slowly] |
203 | 00:11:17,468 | 00:11:18,594 | [phone vibrates] | [phone vibrates] |
204 | 00:11:22,848 | 00:11:24,350 | [teacher] Hey, hey, hey. Hey. | [teacher] Hey, hey, hey. Hey. |
205 | 00:11:24,684 | 00:11:25,726 | Away. Now, please. | Away. Now, please. |
206 | 00:11:26,686 | 00:11:28,688 | All right, my history scholars, | All right, my history scholars, |
207 | 00:11:29,313 | 00:11:30,356 | you may begin. | you may begin. |
208 | 00:11:42,618 | 00:11:46,205 | [whispers] "The history of mankind is a history of repeated injuries..." | [whispers] "The history of mankind is a history of repeated injuries..." |
209 | 00:11:46,288 | 00:11:47,707 | [tense music plays] | [tense music plays] |
210 | 00:12:57,485 | 00:12:58,652 | [teacher clears throat] | [teacher clears throat] |
211 | 00:13:03,741 | 00:13:04,742 | Wait outside. | Wait outside. |
212 | 00:13:16,170 | 00:13:17,004 | [door opens] | [door opens] |
213 | 00:13:18,214 | 00:13:20,466 | Mr. Phillips, please, I can't fail this test. | Mr. Phillips, please, I can't fail this test. |
214 | 00:13:20,549 | 00:13:21,467 | Fail? | Fail? |
215 | 00:13:22,134 | 00:13:23,302 | [Phillips sighs] | [Phillips sighs] |
216 | 00:13:24,553 | 00:13:27,473 | This is grounds for immediate expulsion. | This is grounds for immediate expulsion. |
217 | 00:13:28,641 | 00:13:32,353 | GA has a… a zero-tolerance policy when it comes to cheating. | GA has a… a zero-tolerance policy when it comes to cheating. |
218 | 00:13:32,436 | 00:13:35,523 | -I shouldn't have to tell you that. -I'll do anything to… | -I shouldn't have to tell you that. -I'll do anything to… |
219 | 00:13:35,606 | 00:13:37,942 | I've never cheated before in my life. | I've never cheated before in my life. |
220 | 00:13:38,859 | 00:13:41,904 | This is bad, Dominique. We have to go see Metta. Grab your things. | This is bad, Dominique. We have to go see Metta. Grab your things. |
221 | 00:13:41,987 | 00:13:43,906 | Please. Please, you know me. | Please. Please, you know me. |
222 | 00:13:44,365 | 00:13:45,741 | You know this isn't me. | You know this isn't me. |
223 | 00:13:46,575 | 00:13:47,868 | What's going on with you? | What's going on with you? |
224 | 00:13:50,412 | 00:13:51,413 | [sighs] | [sighs] |
225 | 00:13:52,998 | 00:13:54,333 | [Phillips exhales slowly] | [Phillips exhales slowly] |
226 | 00:13:55,543 | 00:13:57,461 | [clicks tongue] I have to fail you. | [clicks tongue] I have to fail you. |
227 | 00:13:58,963 | 00:14:00,256 | I'm so sorry. | I'm so sorry. |
228 | 00:14:00,798 | 00:14:02,675 | It's either an "F" or expulsion. | It's either an "F" or expulsion. |
229 | 00:14:03,175 | 00:14:04,176 | It's up to you. | It's up to you. |
230 | 00:14:10,599 | 00:14:12,726 | [girl in Mandarin] Wendi, it's not actually funny… | [girl in Mandarin] Wendi, it's not actually funny… |
231 | 00:14:12,810 | 00:14:14,895 | He's absolutely a rapist. | He's absolutely a rapist. |
232 | 00:14:14,979 | 00:14:15,938 | Leila? | Leila? |
233 | 00:14:16,689 | 00:14:18,732 | Does it feel weird to know | Does it feel weird to know |
234 | 00:14:19,567 | 00:14:22,111 | you were stupid enough to hook up with a predator? | you were stupid enough to hook up with a predator? |
235 | 00:14:23,696 | 00:14:26,448 | [in English] I was saying, "Are you excited your boyfriend's back?" | [in English] I was saying, "Are you excited your boyfriend's back?" |
236 | 00:14:28,242 | 00:14:29,076 | What? | What? |
237 | 00:14:29,159 | 00:14:30,119 | George Wright. | George Wright. |
238 | 00:14:30,619 | 00:14:33,205 | He's back in school today. Isn't he your boyfriend? | He's back in school today. Isn't he your boyfriend? |
239 | 00:14:33,831 | 00:14:34,915 | No, he's not. | No, he's not. |
240 | 00:14:34,999 | 00:14:38,460 | [teacher] Really lovely work, Wendi. I'm so excited for that presentation. | [teacher] Really lovely work, Wendi. I'm so excited for that presentation. |
241 | 00:14:41,297 | 00:14:42,423 | A check-minus? | A check-minus? |
242 | 00:14:43,924 | 00:14:46,051 | [bell rings] | [bell rings] |
243 | 00:14:46,135 | 00:14:49,805 | Uh, you know what? Why don't you stay? We'll just talk for a minute, OK? | Uh, you know what? Why don't you stay? We'll just talk for a minute, OK? |
244 | 00:14:49,889 | 00:14:52,308 | All right. Everybody, have a great day. | All right. Everybody, have a great day. |
245 | 00:14:52,391 | 00:14:55,185 | Remember, final presentations next week. | Remember, final presentations next week. |
246 | 00:14:55,269 | 00:14:59,106 | Let's really do what we can to just raise the level on them, all right? | Let's really do what we can to just raise the level on them, all right? |
247 | 00:14:59,189 | 00:15:00,941 | [students chatter indistinctly] | [students chatter indistinctly] |
248 | 00:15:06,405 | 00:15:09,241 | Was there something I was supposed to do differently? | Was there something I was supposed to do differently? |
249 | 00:15:09,950 | 00:15:12,995 | I did a lot of research. I picked an underrepresented group-- | I did a lot of research. I picked an underrepresented group-- |
250 | 00:15:13,078 | 00:15:15,789 | [teacher] You put a lot of hard work in, that is clear, | [teacher] You put a lot of hard work in, that is clear, |
251 | 00:15:15,873 | 00:15:18,459 | but what you're missing is the personal connection. | but what you're missing is the personal connection. |
252 | 00:15:19,627 | 00:15:22,922 | -OK. -Why the Kaifeng Jews? Why you? | -OK. -Why the Kaifeng Jews? Why you? |
253 | 00:15:23,505 | 00:15:27,301 | Well, I'm Chinese technically, but my parents are Jewish. | Well, I'm Chinese technically, but my parents are Jewish. |
254 | 00:15:28,260 | 00:15:31,013 | [teacher] Great! But you don't write about that in your paper. | [teacher] Great! But you don't write about that in your paper. |
255 | 00:15:32,264 | 00:15:35,309 | Do you have family in China? What about calling a grandparent | Do you have family in China? What about calling a grandparent |
256 | 00:15:35,392 | 00:15:37,394 | or another relative and getting their perspective? | or another relative and getting their perspective? |
257 | 00:15:37,478 | 00:15:38,479 | I'm not sure. | I'm not sure. |
258 | 00:15:39,313 | 00:15:41,774 | OK, I'm trying to help you come up with creative ways | OK, I'm trying to help you come up with creative ways |
259 | 00:15:41,857 | 00:15:44,276 | of bringing your own story into the project, | of bringing your own story into the project, |
260 | 00:15:44,360 | 00:15:45,694 | which was the assignment. | which was the assignment. |
261 | 00:15:45,778 | 00:15:48,447 | Otherwise, this is where you're headed in terms of a grade. | Otherwise, this is where you're headed in terms of a grade. |
262 | 00:15:55,287 | 00:15:56,455 | [phone vibrates] | [phone vibrates] |
263 | 00:16:04,463 | 00:16:05,589 | [sighs happily] | [sighs happily] |
264 | 00:16:10,052 | 00:16:11,136 | He's like, | He's like, |
265 | 00:16:11,845 | 00:16:13,013 | "Hey, girl, | "Hey, girl, |
266 | 00:16:13,514 | 00:16:15,683 | why aren't you moaning, | why aren't you moaning, |
267 | 00:16:16,600 | 00:16:17,768 | screaming, | screaming, |
268 | 00:16:18,644 | 00:16:20,062 | saying my name?" | saying my name?" |
269 | 00:16:21,522 | 00:16:22,481 | I'm like, | I'm like, |
270 | 00:16:23,524 | 00:16:24,733 | "Hey, boy, | "Hey, boy, |
271 | 00:16:25,317 | 00:16:27,987 | you don't know what real pleasure sounds like." | you don't know what real pleasure sounds like." |
272 | 00:16:29,029 | 00:16:30,072 | He's like, | He's like, |
273 | 00:16:30,823 | 00:16:33,409 | "Show me what it sounds like, baby." | "Show me what it sounds like, baby." |
274 | 00:16:35,619 | 00:16:36,745 | I'm like, | I'm like, |
275 | 00:16:36,829 | 00:16:39,748 | "You haven't earned my sounds." | "You haven't earned my sounds." |
276 | 00:16:41,750 | 00:16:42,584 | [Meera] Leila, | [Meera] Leila, |
277 | 00:16:42,668 | 00:16:44,795 | you have an emotional wall up. | you have an emotional wall up. |
278 | 00:16:44,878 | 00:16:46,630 | Lay yourself on the line. | Lay yourself on the line. |
279 | 00:16:48,173 | 00:16:49,550 | But I feel like I am. | But I feel like I am. |
280 | 00:17:01,395 | 00:17:03,230 | When will he realize | When will he realize |
281 | 00:17:03,564 | 00:17:06,859 | that the only pleasure sound that really matters | that the only pleasure sound that really matters |
282 | 00:17:06,942 | 00:17:08,736 | is the word "yes"? | is the word "yes"? |
283 | 00:17:17,286 | 00:17:18,412 | You're pretending. | You're pretending. |
284 | 00:17:19,663 | 00:17:22,249 | You don't actually know who you really are up there. | You don't actually know who you really are up there. |
285 | 00:17:24,585 | 00:17:26,128 | And your ASL is off. | And your ASL is off. |
286 | 00:17:31,133 | 00:17:32,968 | [whispers] This isn't going to work. | [whispers] This isn't going to work. |
287 | 00:17:33,594 | 00:17:36,055 | We need to use someone else. She isn't strong. | We need to use someone else. She isn't strong. |
288 | 00:17:40,059 | 00:17:41,518 | [disconcerting music plays] | [disconcerting music plays] |
289 | 00:18:00,204 | 00:18:01,872 | [mouths] Fuck you! | [mouths] Fuck you! |
290 | 00:18:22,810 | 00:18:24,853 | [therapist, muffled] I don't wanna diminish that. | [therapist, muffled] I don't wanna diminish that. |
291 | 00:18:24,937 | 00:18:28,482 | I do think, however, it's important for us to focus on looking ahead. | I do think, however, it's important for us to focus on looking ahead. |
292 | 00:18:28,565 | 00:18:30,526 | There's a lot of healing that can happen | There's a lot of healing that can happen |
293 | 00:18:30,609 | 00:18:34,238 | outside of our very imperfect justice system. | outside of our very imperfect justice system. |
294 | 00:18:36,281 | 00:18:37,157 | Joey? | Joey? |
295 | 00:18:40,285 | 00:18:41,161 | Sorry. | Sorry. |
296 | 00:18:42,037 | 00:18:43,997 | [therapist] Let's talk about what's… | [therapist] Let's talk about what's… |
297 | 00:18:44,081 | 00:18:45,874 | going on in your body right now, | going on in your body right now, |
298 | 00:18:46,416 | 00:18:48,794 | and how you're processing the trauma. | and how you're processing the trauma. |
299 | 00:18:50,546 | 00:18:52,005 | Which one? [chuckles lightly] | Which one? [chuckles lightly] |
300 | 00:18:53,882 | 00:18:55,509 | The rape that never happened? | The rape that never happened? |
301 | 00:18:57,719 | 00:19:00,013 | Or the rape kit I stupidly put myself through, | Or the rape kit I stupidly put myself through, |
302 | 00:19:00,097 | 00:19:02,641 | even though everybody told me it would turn up nothing? | even though everybody told me it would turn up nothing? |
303 | 00:19:03,809 | 00:19:06,228 | [sighs] Or maybe the fact that I've… | [sighs] Or maybe the fact that I've… |
304 | 00:19:06,311 | 00:19:08,814 | fucked my entire life over for no good reason? | fucked my entire life over for no good reason? |
305 | 00:19:11,942 | 00:19:13,610 | Which one do you wanna talk about? | Which one do you wanna talk about? |
306 | 00:19:14,903 | 00:19:15,946 | [chuckles lightly] | [chuckles lightly] |
307 | 00:19:19,283 | 00:19:21,034 | [therapist] When do you start Sacred Heart? | [therapist] When do you start Sacred Heart? |
308 | 00:19:21,910 | 00:19:23,078 | I start next week. | I start next week. |
309 | 00:19:23,912 | 00:19:25,539 | [therapist] How are you feeling about it? | [therapist] How are you feeling about it? |
310 | 00:19:26,582 | 00:19:29,501 | Like I can't believe that I have to start over at a new school | Like I can't believe that I have to start over at a new school |
311 | 00:19:29,585 | 00:19:30,919 | at the end of junior year… | at the end of junior year… |
312 | 00:19:31,712 | 00:19:32,796 | and live with my dad. | and live with my dad. |
313 | 00:19:33,797 | 00:19:35,674 | [therapist] How is it going at your dad's? | [therapist] How is it going at your dad's? |
314 | 00:19:37,301 | 00:19:38,552 | It's only been one night. | It's only been one night. |
315 | 00:19:41,972 | 00:19:43,891 | I don't know. I know he's trying, but… | I don't know. I know he's trying, but… |
316 | 00:19:46,185 | 00:19:47,352 | it's just really weird. | it's just really weird. |
317 | 00:19:49,271 | 00:19:50,480 | [therapist] Tell me about that. | [therapist] Tell me about that. |
318 | 00:19:57,404 | 00:19:58,655 | When… [sighs] | When… [sighs] |
319 | 00:20:00,324 | 00:20:02,034 | …he came to my mom's place… | …he came to my mom's place… |
320 | 00:20:04,036 | 00:20:05,287 | [sighs] | [sighs] |
321 | 00:20:05,370 | 00:20:07,080 | …after she told him what happened, | …after she told him what happened, |
322 | 00:20:08,498 | 00:20:12,377 | it's the first time that he'd been inside of our apartment since he moved out, | it's the first time that he'd been inside of our apartment since he moved out, |
323 | 00:20:12,753 | 00:20:15,547 | and not just, like, in the doorway or by the elevator. | and not just, like, in the doorway or by the elevator. |
324 | 00:20:16,548 | 00:20:18,717 | And he stayed the whole night, and… | And he stayed the whole night, and… |
325 | 00:20:20,886 | 00:20:22,471 | I hated having him there. | I hated having him there. |
326 | 00:20:23,931 | 00:20:25,098 | But then it was like, | But then it was like, |
327 | 00:20:26,225 | 00:20:27,893 | "You should fucking live here." | "You should fucking live here." |
328 | 00:20:30,687 | 00:20:33,690 | And I've been so fucking mad at him for cheating on my mom. | And I've been so fucking mad at him for cheating on my mom. |
329 | 00:20:37,653 | 00:20:40,447 | But then that night, he was, like, sitting on our couch… | But then that night, he was, like, sitting on our couch… |
330 | 00:20:44,660 | 00:20:45,702 | and he cried. | and he cried. |
331 | 00:20:48,080 | 00:20:51,667 | It was the first time we hugged like that in a really long time. | It was the first time we hugged like that in a really long time. |
332 | 00:20:55,963 | 00:20:57,089 | And I was like… | And I was like… |
333 | 00:21:00,008 | 00:21:01,301 | this is still my dad. | this is still my dad. |
334 | 00:21:02,177 | 00:21:03,637 | And I'm still his little kid. | And I'm still his little kid. |
335 | 00:21:03,720 | 00:21:06,014 | And now he can probably picture it, you know? | And now he can probably picture it, you know? |
336 | 00:21:09,226 | 00:21:10,269 | [clicks tongue] | [clicks tongue] |
337 | 00:21:12,688 | 00:21:14,231 | And I'm responsible for that. | And I'm responsible for that. |
338 | 00:21:16,024 | 00:21:17,651 | I'm fucking things up for everyone, | I'm fucking things up for everyone, |
339 | 00:21:17,734 | 00:21:20,988 | and I wish that my family wouldn't have to be impacted by this bullshit. | and I wish that my family wouldn't have to be impacted by this bullshit. |
340 | 00:21:21,071 | 00:21:21,989 | [therapist] Joey… | [therapist] Joey… |
341 | 00:21:23,198 | 00:21:24,574 | you are not responsible. | you are not responsible. |
342 | 00:21:27,369 | 00:21:28,453 | Yeah, I am though. | Yeah, I am though. |
343 | 00:21:30,497 | 00:21:34,042 | Like, no matter what everybody's saying, I actually am. | Like, no matter what everybody's saying, I actually am. |
344 | 00:21:36,753 | 00:21:38,213 | I chose to go with them. | I chose to go with them. |
345 | 00:21:38,922 | 00:21:40,257 | I hailed the cab. | I hailed the cab. |
346 | 00:21:41,675 | 00:21:42,843 | I got fucked up. | I got fucked up. |
347 | 00:21:45,012 | 00:21:48,015 | But I still feel like I'm doing everything that I'm supposed to be doing. | But I still feel like I'm doing everything that I'm supposed to be doing. |
348 | 00:21:49,391 | 00:21:52,519 | But I've lost so much in all of this, and they've lost nothing. | But I've lost so much in all of this, and they've lost nothing. |
349 | 00:21:55,230 | 00:21:56,606 | [knocking on door] | [knocking on door] |
350 | 00:22:04,823 | 00:22:05,866 | Fuck me! | Fuck me! |
351 | 00:22:08,201 | 00:22:09,494 | [sighs] | [sighs] |
352 | 00:22:12,873 | 00:22:15,334 | So I'm trying to understand, but I have questions. | So I'm trying to understand, but I have questions. |
353 | 00:22:16,710 | 00:22:17,711 | OK. | OK. |
354 | 00:22:18,587 | 00:22:22,132 | All the stuff about next year and the taking the bus to come to see me, | All the stuff about next year and the taking the bus to come to see me, |
355 | 00:22:22,215 | 00:22:24,426 | and you don't wanna be away from me. Was any of that real? | and you don't wanna be away from me. Was any of that real? |
356 | 00:22:24,509 | 00:22:25,427 | Yeah. | Yeah. |
357 | 00:22:26,803 | 00:22:28,263 | I… I wanted it to be. | I… I wanted it to be. |
358 | 00:22:29,598 | 00:22:31,850 | So you were just gonna date me, even though you knew that-- | So you were just gonna date me, even though you knew that-- |
359 | 00:22:31,933 | 00:22:33,101 | [Sid] I didn't know. | [Sid] I didn't know. |
360 | 00:22:34,186 | 00:22:35,562 | I mean, I knew, but… | I mean, I knew, but… |
361 | 00:22:37,439 | 00:22:40,275 | I thought if I could keep focusing on you, things could be different. | I thought if I could keep focusing on you, things could be different. |
362 | 00:22:40,359 | 00:22:41,485 | [Flora] But it wasn't? | [Flora] But it wasn't? |
363 | 00:22:45,197 | 00:22:46,490 | We had sex. | We had sex. |
364 | 00:22:47,199 | 00:22:51,078 | -I never meant to hurt you or use you-- -Yeah, I know, but you did use me. | -I never meant to hurt you or use you-- -Yeah, I know, but you did use me. |
365 | 00:22:51,745 | 00:22:53,080 | And I'm fucking pissed. | And I'm fucking pissed. |
366 | 00:22:53,163 | 00:22:56,750 | And it makes me angry because I know it's not your fault, not all of it. | And it makes me angry because I know it's not your fault, not all of it. |
367 | 00:22:58,001 | 00:23:00,170 | I wanna be there for you because I love you. | I wanna be there for you because I love you. |
368 | 00:23:00,253 | 00:23:02,798 | Saying that makes me feel like a fucking idiot. | Saying that makes me feel like a fucking idiot. |
369 | 00:23:02,881 | 00:23:04,174 | You're not an idiot. | You're not an idiot. |
370 | 00:23:05,509 | 00:23:07,928 | -[Flora] Did you think I would judge you? -No! | -[Flora] Did you think I would judge you? -No! |
371 | 00:23:08,303 | 00:23:09,304 | Then what then? | Then what then? |
372 | 00:23:16,395 | 00:23:17,854 | Being with you made me feel… | Being with you made me feel… |
373 | 00:23:19,064 | 00:23:19,898 | normal. | normal. |
374 | 00:23:22,401 | 00:23:23,527 | It made me feel like… | It made me feel like… |
375 | 00:23:24,611 | 00:23:26,738 | the son my parents always wanted me to be. | the son my parents always wanted me to be. |
376 | 00:23:28,073 | 00:23:30,158 | The guy the team always needed me to be. | The guy the team always needed me to be. |
377 | 00:23:33,620 | 00:23:34,830 | You made me feel… | You made me feel… |
378 | 00:23:36,706 | 00:23:38,542 | like who I wanted to be, instead of… | like who I wanted to be, instead of… |
379 | 00:23:41,086 | 00:23:42,212 | [exhales sharply] | [exhales sharply] |
380 | 00:23:43,004 | 00:23:43,964 | And I love you. | And I love you. |
381 | 00:23:44,423 | 00:23:45,507 | Don't say that. | Don't say that. |
382 | 00:23:46,007 | 00:23:47,551 | I do love you. It's just… | I do love you. It's just… |
383 | 00:23:47,634 | 00:23:48,927 | [inhales shakily] | [inhales shakily] |
384 | 00:23:49,010 | 00:23:50,011 | Oh fuck. | Oh fuck. |
385 | 00:23:51,680 | 00:23:54,057 | Have you tried anything? With guys? | Have you tried anything? With guys? |
386 | 00:23:56,184 | 00:23:57,352 | While we were together? | While we were together? |
387 | 00:24:00,772 | 00:24:03,400 | -Did you use fucking condoms? -I never fully… | -Did you use fucking condoms? -I never fully… |
388 | 00:24:05,610 | 00:24:06,820 | I'm such a stupid idiot. | I'm such a stupid idiot. |
389 | 00:24:08,822 | 00:24:10,073 | I really thought that… | I really thought that… |
390 | 00:24:11,992 | 00:24:13,535 | What am I even doing here? | What am I even doing here? |
391 | 00:24:14,995 | 00:24:17,080 | -I don't know if you want me to… -[scoffs] | -I don't know if you want me to… -[scoffs] |
392 | 00:24:19,749 | 00:24:20,750 | I'm sorry. | I'm sorry. |
393 | 00:24:22,419 | 00:24:24,004 | I'm really fucking sorry. | I'm really fucking sorry. |
394 | 00:24:36,600 | 00:24:38,643 | I apologized to everyone, | I apologized to everyone, |
395 | 00:24:38,727 | 00:24:41,730 | and no one's accepted my apology. | and no one's accepted my apology. |
396 | 00:24:42,522 | 00:24:43,857 | No one's texted me back. | No one's texted me back. |
397 | 00:24:43,940 | 00:24:47,652 | Rachel basically doesn't talk to me, and what did I really even do? | Rachel basically doesn't talk to me, and what did I really even do? |
398 | 00:24:48,320 | 00:24:51,448 | Did you tell Rachel you're going through a lot of changes and-- | Did you tell Rachel you're going through a lot of changes and-- |
399 | 00:24:51,531 | 00:24:53,200 | Yes, and she was dismissive. | Yes, and she was dismissive. |
400 | 00:24:54,117 | 00:24:57,162 | So, how can she say I'm being a bad friend when she just… | So, how can she say I'm being a bad friend when she just… |
401 | 00:25:03,126 | 00:25:04,628 | And also, can I just say… | And also, can I just say… |
402 | 00:25:05,879 | 00:25:09,466 | why is it so wrong that I've changed a little? | why is it so wrong that I've changed a little? |
403 | 00:25:10,634 | 00:25:13,887 | Like, why won't she just accept my apology and move on? | Like, why won't she just accept my apology and move on? |
404 | 00:25:14,596 | 00:25:15,722 | [phone vibrates] | [phone vibrates] |
405 | 00:25:16,431 | 00:25:17,641 | [vibrations continue] | [vibrations continue] |
406 | 00:25:18,225 | 00:25:21,895 | I think it might help to think about this a little differently. | I think it might help to think about this a little differently. |
407 | 00:25:22,521 | 00:25:24,397 | All of this is a practice. | All of this is a practice. |
408 | 00:25:25,315 | 00:25:27,943 | Atonement, for example, it's a lifestyle. | Atonement, for example, it's a lifestyle. |
409 | 00:25:28,485 | 00:25:30,153 | A value system, right? | A value system, right? |
410 | 00:25:31,780 | 00:25:34,783 | Apologies are part of that, sure, but… [sighs] | Apologies are part of that, sure, but… [sighs] |
411 | 00:25:35,283 | 00:25:36,493 | …it's a longer road. | …it's a longer road. |
412 | 00:25:37,160 | 00:25:38,286 | Yeah, I get that. | Yeah, I get that. |
413 | 00:25:39,204 | 00:25:42,541 | It's just, I'm really upset, and I need to find a way that-- | It's just, I'm really upset, and I need to find a way that-- |
414 | 00:25:42,624 | 00:25:45,752 | Leila, why don't you and your family come to services tomorrow? | Leila, why don't you and your family come to services tomorrow? |
415 | 00:25:46,503 | 00:25:49,673 | I think you might really respond to the sense of community here. | I think you might really respond to the sense of community here. |
416 | 00:25:49,756 | 00:25:51,383 | My parents aren't religious. | My parents aren't religious. |
417 | 00:25:52,509 | 00:25:53,426 | So… | So… |
418 | 00:25:56,304 | 00:26:00,308 | Is there really nothing else you can think of that I can do right now? | Is there really nothing else you can think of that I can do right now? |
419 | 00:26:00,392 | 00:26:01,476 | [chuckles lightly] | [chuckles lightly] |
420 | 00:26:01,560 | 00:26:03,478 | I wish Judaism worked like that, but… | I wish Judaism worked like that, but… |
421 | 00:26:04,604 | 00:26:05,855 | unfortunately, | unfortunately, |
422 | 00:26:05,939 | 00:26:07,816 | no quick fixes in the Torah. | no quick fixes in the Torah. |
423 | 00:26:09,234 | 00:26:11,820 | I'm happy to have these conversations with you. | I'm happy to have these conversations with you. |
424 | 00:26:14,072 | 00:26:16,074 | I do wanna make sure you know… | I do wanna make sure you know… |
425 | 00:26:16,783 | 00:26:19,869 | there is a difference between a spiritual adviser… | there is a difference between a spiritual adviser… |
426 | 00:26:20,620 | 00:26:21,788 | and a therapist. | and a therapist. |
427 | 00:26:23,039 | 00:26:24,082 | [phone vibrates] | [phone vibrates] |
428 | 00:26:24,874 | 00:26:26,251 | [vibrations continue] | [vibrations continue] |
429 | 00:26:27,043 | 00:26:30,005 | If you feel like you might wanna talk to someone, we have resources here. | If you feel like you might wanna talk to someone, we have resources here. |
430 | 00:26:30,088 | 00:26:31,965 | I can get some recommendations. | I can get some recommendations. |
431 | 00:26:32,048 | 00:26:33,383 | No, thanks. I'm fine. | No, thanks. I'm fine. |
432 | 00:26:35,176 | 00:26:36,303 | [vibrations continue] | [vibrations continue] |
433 | 00:26:38,346 | 00:26:39,639 | Do you have to get that? | Do you have to get that? |
434 | 00:26:40,307 | 00:26:41,141 | Yeah, I should. | Yeah, I should. |
435 | 00:26:41,975 | 00:26:43,476 | Just give me a second, OK? | Just give me a second, OK? |
436 | 00:26:46,146 | 00:26:47,522 | Hi, baby. What's going on? | Hi, baby. What's going on? |
437 | 00:26:48,273 | 00:26:49,274 | You OK? | You OK? |
438 | 00:26:50,317 | 00:26:51,359 | [door opens] | [door opens] |
439 | 00:26:52,193 | 00:26:53,194 | [door closes] | [door closes] |
440 | 00:26:57,073 | 00:26:59,117 | [tense music plays] | [tense music plays] |
441 | 00:27:33,276 | 00:27:34,319 | Look, Dom. | Look, Dom. |
442 | 00:27:35,320 | 00:27:36,696 | [Sonia giggles] | [Sonia giggles] |
443 | 00:27:40,992 | 00:27:42,952 | How could I be so fucking dumb? | How could I be so fucking dumb? |
444 | 00:27:43,870 | 00:27:47,248 | Hey. Remember how you always tell us not to be so hard on ourselves? | Hey. Remember how you always tell us not to be so hard on ourselves? |
445 | 00:27:47,332 | 00:27:49,167 | I could have been expelled, Sonny. | I could have been expelled, Sonny. |
446 | 00:27:49,834 | 00:27:52,837 | All that I'm working for, everything… gone. | All that I'm working for, everything… gone. |
447 | 00:27:52,921 | 00:27:54,547 | Yeah, but that didn't happen. | Yeah, but that didn't happen. |
448 | 00:27:55,465 | 00:27:57,842 | So maybe you just need to give yourself a break. | So maybe you just need to give yourself a break. |
449 | 00:27:59,552 | 00:28:00,512 | [Tamika] Oh man… | [Tamika] Oh man… |
450 | 00:28:00,595 | 00:28:01,471 | [giggling] | [giggling] |
451 | 00:28:01,554 | 00:28:03,765 | Can you guys for real stop? | Can you guys for real stop? |
452 | 00:28:05,308 | 00:28:07,519 | They don't like if you're trying on the wigs. | They don't like if you're trying on the wigs. |
453 | 00:28:07,602 | 00:28:09,688 | [snickering] Oh yeah, fuck. Sorry. | [snickering] Oh yeah, fuck. Sorry. |
454 | 00:28:10,146 | 00:28:12,315 | I buy from here almost, like, every damn day. | I buy from here almost, like, every damn day. |
455 | 00:28:12,399 | 00:28:14,943 | I don't need her thinking me and my friends are disrespectful. | I don't need her thinking me and my friends are disrespectful. |
456 | 00:28:15,026 | 00:28:16,986 | [Tor] Want me to hunt down product for you? | [Tor] Want me to hunt down product for you? |
457 | 00:28:17,070 | 00:28:19,989 | Yo, I know today's been shit, but it's gonna be good, bro. | Yo, I know today's been shit, but it's gonna be good, bro. |
458 | 00:28:20,073 | 00:28:23,410 | Just let it go. And we're here for you to support you, and-- | Just let it go. And we're here for you to support you, and-- |
459 | 00:28:23,493 | 00:28:24,828 | Did I ask you to do that? | Did I ask you to do that? |
460 | 00:28:25,328 | 00:28:26,162 | What? | What? |
461 | 00:28:26,246 | 00:28:28,123 | Y'all didn't need to come here. | Y'all didn't need to come here. |
462 | 00:28:28,206 | 00:28:29,708 | Like you said, I'll be good. | Like you said, I'll be good. |
463 | 00:28:30,208 | 00:28:31,584 | -[Tor] Yeah? -Yes. | -[Tor] Yeah? -Yes. |
464 | 00:28:39,884 | 00:28:40,969 | [scanner beeps] | [scanner beeps] |
465 | 00:28:50,270 | 00:28:53,231 | I know you see me a lot. I've been here, like, four times a week. | I know you see me a lot. I've been here, like, four times a week. |
466 | 00:28:53,314 | 00:28:54,816 | I was wondering if you guys have, | I was wondering if you guys have, |
467 | 00:28:54,899 | 00:28:57,736 | like, a frequent shopper discount I can get, or, like… | like, a frequent shopper discount I can get, or, like… |
468 | 00:28:57,819 | 00:28:58,695 | No. | No. |
469 | 00:28:59,237 | 00:29:00,405 | I spend a lot of money here. | I spend a lot of money here. |
470 | 00:29:00,488 | 00:29:02,699 | I don't wanna have to take my business elsewhere. | I don't wanna have to take my business elsewhere. |
471 | 00:29:02,782 | 00:29:05,827 | -'Cause you know there's like-- -So, you have no money to pay? | -'Cause you know there's like-- -So, you have no money to pay? |
472 | 00:29:05,910 | 00:29:07,162 | Next customer, please. | Next customer, please. |
473 | 00:29:07,245 | 00:29:08,747 | I have the money! | I have the money! |
474 | 00:29:09,497 | 00:29:12,333 | What does this look like to you? I just know you're up-pricing. | What does this look like to you? I just know you're up-pricing. |
475 | 00:29:12,417 | 00:29:15,086 | How are you charging $45 for this hair? | How are you charging $45 for this hair? |
476 | 00:29:15,170 | 00:29:16,421 | This is cheap shit! | This is cheap shit! |
477 | 00:29:16,504 | 00:29:17,630 | You know what? | You know what? |
478 | 00:29:17,714 | 00:29:18,757 | Forget this. | Forget this. |
479 | 00:29:18,840 | 00:29:22,135 | I gotta spend all my money to make fucking money? Fuck this shit! | I gotta spend all my money to make fucking money? Fuck this shit! |
480 | 00:29:23,303 | 00:29:25,054 | [alarms wail] | [alarms wail] |
481 | 00:29:25,138 | 00:29:26,473 | [inhales sharply] | [inhales sharply] |
482 | 00:29:29,642 | 00:29:30,810 | [whimpers] | [whimpers] |
483 | 00:29:34,230 | 00:29:35,106 | [Sonia] Dom! | [Sonia] Dom! |
484 | 00:29:36,483 | 00:29:37,692 | [Tamika] Dommo, what's wrong? | [Tamika] Dommo, what's wrong? |
485 | 00:29:38,443 | 00:29:39,486 | I'm good. | I'm good. |
486 | 00:29:40,904 | 00:29:42,113 | [Dom sniffles] | [Dom sniffles] |
487 | 00:29:48,703 | 00:29:50,163 | I can't keep doing this. | I can't keep doing this. |
488 | 00:29:51,664 | 00:29:52,665 | I can't. | I can't. |
489 | 00:29:55,752 | 00:29:59,005 | [sobs] There's never a break. I can't fucking catch up. | [sobs] There's never a break. I can't fucking catch up. |
490 | 00:29:59,088 | 00:30:01,382 | -[Tamika] It's gonna be OK. -[Sonia] Just relax. | -[Tamika] It's gonna be OK. -[Sonia] Just relax. |
491 | 00:30:01,466 | 00:30:02,467 | [Dom sighs] | [Dom sighs] |
492 | 00:30:03,092 | 00:30:04,135 | No, it's not. | No, it's not. |
493 | 00:30:11,392 | 00:30:13,269 | My mom's friend has this nephew. | My mom's friend has this nephew. |
494 | 00:30:17,148 | 00:30:18,441 | He needs his green card. | He needs his green card. |
495 | 00:30:18,525 | 00:30:19,567 | [inhales shakily] | [inhales shakily] |
496 | 00:30:21,569 | 00:30:23,238 | He'll pay us $10,000. | He'll pay us $10,000. |
497 | 00:30:25,365 | 00:30:26,366 | For what? | For what? |
498 | 00:30:26,950 | 00:30:28,243 | If I… [inhales sharply] | If I… [inhales sharply] |
499 | 00:30:31,412 | 00:30:34,249 | …just go to City Hall and we'd get married, | …just go to City Hall and we'd get married, |
500 | 00:30:34,332 | 00:30:36,918 | -and I would just have to start-- -[Sonia] What? No. | -and I would just have to start-- -[Sonia] What? No. |
501 | 00:30:37,919 | 00:30:40,046 | -What? -Dom, you're not gonna do that. | -What? -Dom, you're not gonna do that. |
502 | 00:30:41,214 | 00:30:42,590 | I mean, I can. | I mean, I can. |
503 | 00:30:43,174 | 00:30:45,093 | People do it all the time. It's not a big deal. | People do it all the time. It's not a big deal. |
504 | 00:30:45,176 | 00:30:47,095 | -Yes, it is. -It's a piece of paper. | -Yes, it is. -It's a piece of paper. |
505 | 00:30:47,178 | 00:30:50,223 | With, like, a whole bunch of real shit that goes along with it. | With, like, a whole bunch of real shit that goes along with it. |
506 | 00:30:50,306 | 00:30:52,725 | -Look, I know stuff's been tight. -No, you don't know! | -Look, I know stuff's been tight. -No, you don't know! |
507 | 00:30:52,809 | 00:30:55,019 | -OK, fine, but what I'm saying-- -But what? | -OK, fine, but what I'm saying-- -But what? |
508 | 00:30:55,687 | 00:30:56,688 | [scoffs] | [scoffs] |
509 | 00:30:57,647 | 00:31:00,525 | There's no better option. Trust me, I've tried everything. | There's no better option. Trust me, I've tried everything. |
510 | 00:31:00,608 | 00:31:02,026 | Well, not this. | Well, not this. |
511 | 00:31:03,611 | 00:31:05,280 | That's really easy for you to say. | That's really easy for you to say. |
512 | 00:31:06,906 | 00:31:09,742 | -Your mom can't really want-- -Don't even make it like that. | -Your mom can't really want-- -Don't even make it like that. |
513 | 00:31:11,411 | 00:31:13,246 | Like we're ignorant, or… [sniffles] | Like we're ignorant, or… [sniffles] |
514 | 00:31:13,329 | 00:31:15,290 | …or we're fucked up. It's not like that. | …or we're fucked up. It's not like that. |
515 | 00:31:16,541 | 00:31:17,625 | [Dom sighs] | [Dom sighs] |
516 | 00:31:21,462 | 00:31:22,463 | [Tor sighs] | [Tor sighs] |
517 | 00:31:33,641 | 00:31:35,268 | [jazz music plays] | [jazz music plays] |
518 | 00:31:45,820 | 00:31:48,156 | [plays out of tune] | [plays out of tune] |
519 | 00:31:48,239 | 00:31:50,199 | Oh, yo! It supposed to sound like that? | Oh, yo! It supposed to sound like that? |
520 | 00:31:50,658 | 00:31:51,659 | All right, man. | All right, man. |
521 | 00:31:53,369 | 00:31:55,038 | [plays jazz smoothly] | [plays jazz smoothly] |
522 | 00:32:00,335 | 00:32:02,086 | [chuckling, murmurs of approval] | [chuckling, murmurs of approval] |
523 | 00:32:04,255 | 00:32:07,216 | OK. OK. All right. All right. You legit. | OK. OK. All right. All right. You legit. |
524 | 00:32:07,300 | 00:32:09,135 | -You legit, man. -Word. You're looking up. | -You legit, man. -Word. You're looking up. |
525 | 00:32:09,218 | 00:32:11,763 | I know you! You go to Harlem Renaissance, right? | I know you! You go to Harlem Renaissance, right? |
526 | 00:32:11,846 | 00:32:13,264 | Nah, man, I go to Grand Army. | Nah, man, I go to Grand Army. |
527 | 00:32:13,348 | 00:32:16,017 | You know, um… anyone who died in that bomb? | You know, um… anyone who died in that bomb? |
528 | 00:32:16,601 | 00:32:17,560 | Nah. | Nah. |
529 | 00:32:18,603 | 00:32:21,731 | You know, every time I see an Arab Muslim dude now, | You know, every time I see an Arab Muslim dude now, |
530 | 00:32:21,814 | 00:32:22,899 | I'm like, "All right… | I'm like, "All right… |
531 | 00:32:23,316 | 00:32:24,817 | what's in that backpack, motherfucker?" | what's in that backpack, motherfucker?" |
532 | 00:32:24,901 | 00:32:26,778 | -Yo, that's fucked up, man. -[boy 1] For real. | -Yo, that's fucked up, man. -[boy 1] For real. |
533 | 00:32:26,861 | 00:32:29,113 | So wait. Why you up here if you a BK boy? | So wait. Why you up here if you a BK boy? |
534 | 00:32:29,739 | 00:32:33,076 | -Bro, you mad stupid, son! -I live up here, bro. | -Bro, you mad stupid, son! -I live up here, bro. |
535 | 00:32:33,159 | 00:32:37,163 | -[chuckling] I just go to school there. -Wait, you play ball at Marcus Garvey? | -[chuckling] I just go to school there. -Wait, you play ball at Marcus Garvey? |
536 | 00:32:39,874 | 00:32:40,875 | [Jay] Yo, um… | [Jay] Yo, um… |
537 | 00:32:41,751 | 00:32:43,878 | I couldn't possibly buy off you guys, could I? | I couldn't possibly buy off you guys, could I? |
538 | 00:32:43,962 | 00:32:44,796 | Oh! | Oh! |
539 | 00:32:45,254 | 00:32:48,049 | -We look like dealers to you? -Nah. I mean, but y'all smoking. | -We look like dealers to you? -Nah. I mean, but y'all smoking. |
540 | 00:32:48,132 | 00:32:50,385 | -I thought y'all might have… -That's kind of fucked up. | -I thought y'all might have… -That's kind of fucked up. |
541 | 00:32:50,468 | 00:32:53,262 | Nah, man, that's-- Look, I'm just desperate right now. | Nah, man, that's-- Look, I'm just desperate right now. |
542 | 00:32:53,346 | 00:32:55,598 | And this piece of music is a fucking beast. | And this piece of music is a fucking beast. |
543 | 00:32:55,682 | 00:32:58,893 | I'm not the one that's supposed to be playing it. I didn't mean it like that. | I'm not the one that's supposed to be playing it. I didn't mean it like that. |
544 | 00:32:58,977 | 00:33:00,770 | [snickering] | [snickering] |
545 | 00:33:01,312 | 00:33:03,856 | Look, look, look, man. We don't sell, but we do share, man. | Look, look, look, man. We don't sell, but we do share, man. |
546 | 00:33:03,940 | 00:33:06,234 | Go ahead, hit that shit, bro. You're cool. | Go ahead, hit that shit, bro. You're cool. |
547 | 00:33:08,778 | 00:33:10,488 | [boy 2] What's the song for though? | [boy 2] What's the song for though? |
548 | 00:33:12,240 | 00:33:13,241 | A performance. | A performance. |
549 | 00:33:13,992 | 00:33:14,826 | Big? | Big? |
550 | 00:33:15,201 | 00:33:16,411 | Yeah, very. | Yeah, very. |
551 | 00:33:16,953 | 00:33:19,288 | I'm about to fuck it up in front of 500 people. | I'm about to fuck it up in front of 500 people. |
552 | 00:33:19,372 | 00:33:21,207 | [exhales sharply] Five hundred? | [exhales sharply] Five hundred? |
553 | 00:33:21,708 | 00:33:23,751 | -Who it belong to? -My boy, Owen. | -Who it belong to? -My boy, Owen. |
554 | 00:33:24,210 | 00:33:25,044 | My best friend. | My best friend. |
555 | 00:33:25,128 | 00:33:26,421 | Why he not playing? | Why he not playing? |
556 | 00:33:26,504 | 00:33:28,589 | He got suspended. Sixty days. | He got suspended. Sixty days. |
557 | 00:33:28,673 | 00:33:30,049 | [boy 1] Damn! | [boy 1] Damn! |
558 | 00:33:30,133 | 00:33:33,177 | Shit, bro, I got suspended so many times, I just dropped out. | Shit, bro, I got suspended so many times, I just dropped out. |
559 | 00:33:33,720 | 00:33:35,638 | -It's fucked up. -[boy 1] Your boy cool with you | -It's fucked up. -[boy 1] Your boy cool with you |
560 | 00:33:35,722 | 00:33:36,806 | jacking his look? | jacking his look? |
561 | 00:33:37,974 | 00:33:40,852 | -He doesn't know. -Yo, you cold, bro. You cold as hell. | -He doesn't know. -Yo, you cold, bro. You cold as hell. |
562 | 00:33:40,935 | 00:33:43,604 | -It's not like that. -[boy 1] You gotta tell your friend, man. | -It's not like that. -[boy 1] You gotta tell your friend, man. |
563 | 00:33:44,147 | 00:33:46,024 | [boys snickering] | [boys snickering] |
564 | 00:33:46,107 | 00:33:48,443 | -I gotta dip, y'all. -[boy 1] We was just playing with you. | -I gotta dip, y'all. -[boy 1] We was just playing with you. |
565 | 00:33:48,526 | 00:33:50,528 | Nah, nah, nah, it's all good. I know that. Um… | Nah, nah, nah, it's all good. I know that. Um… |
566 | 00:33:50,611 | 00:33:52,280 | I just gotta meet my pops anyway. | I just gotta meet my pops anyway. |
567 | 00:33:53,156 | 00:33:54,657 | [boy 2] All right, man. Cool. | [boy 2] All right, man. Cool. |
568 | 00:33:55,199 | 00:33:56,284 | Peace, bro. | Peace, bro. |
569 | 00:33:56,367 | 00:33:58,661 | -[Jay] Hey. Good lookin' out. -[boy 2] Mm-hmm. | -[Jay] Hey. Good lookin' out. -[boy 2] Mm-hmm. |
570 | 00:33:59,287 | 00:34:01,456 | Hey, yo, come smoke up with us sometime. | Hey, yo, come smoke up with us sometime. |
571 | 00:34:01,539 | 00:34:03,916 | Come through, chill, we'll smoke you up good. | Come through, chill, we'll smoke you up good. |
572 | 00:34:04,000 | 00:34:05,418 | -Yes, sir. -[Jay] Good lookin' out. | -Yes, sir. -[Jay] Good lookin' out. |
573 | 00:34:05,501 | 00:34:07,003 | -Y'all be easy. -[boy 3] All right, bro. | -Y'all be easy. -[boy 3] All right, bro. |
574 | 00:34:08,755 | 00:34:10,548 | [jazz music plays] | [jazz music plays] |
575 | 00:34:26,606 | 00:34:28,232 | That's gonna be you up there one day. | That's gonna be you up there one day. |
576 | 00:34:30,318 | 00:34:31,527 | [audience applauds] | [audience applauds] |
577 | 00:34:32,111 | 00:34:33,112 | [cheering] | [cheering] |
578 | 00:34:37,658 | 00:34:39,285 | [dad] The way they listen to each other, | [dad] The way they listen to each other, |
579 | 00:34:39,368 | 00:34:41,913 | just building and building and creating something… | just building and building and creating something… |
580 | 00:34:41,996 | 00:34:43,414 | organic and alive. | organic and alive. |
581 | 00:34:44,040 | 00:34:45,833 | -Oh! It's amazing! -[Jay chuckles] | -Oh! It's amazing! -[Jay chuckles] |
582 | 00:34:47,293 | 00:34:49,212 | You're gonna inspire people like that. | You're gonna inspire people like that. |
583 | 00:34:50,004 | 00:34:51,005 | You got that gift. | You got that gift. |
584 | 00:34:51,422 | 00:34:53,382 | There are other ways to inspire people. | There are other ways to inspire people. |
585 | 00:34:54,550 | 00:34:55,510 | Is that right? | Is that right? |
586 | 00:34:56,511 | 00:34:57,386 | Yeah. | Yeah. |
587 | 00:34:58,054 | 00:34:59,639 | I'm doing this thing at school. | I'm doing this thing at school. |
588 | 00:35:01,307 | 00:35:03,017 | What, a concert or something? | What, a concert or something? |
589 | 00:35:03,935 | 00:35:04,811 | No. | No. |
590 | 00:35:06,437 | 00:35:07,271 | A sit-in. | A sit-in. |
591 | 00:35:08,106 | 00:35:10,066 | You know, to protest what happened to Owen. | You know, to protest what happened to Owen. |
592 | 00:35:10,149 | 00:35:12,568 | We got a line of speakers, we're gonna get the admin to listen, | We got a line of speakers, we're gonna get the admin to listen, |
593 | 00:35:12,652 | 00:35:14,362 | and I think we can get Owen back early. | and I think we can get Owen back early. |
594 | 00:35:14,445 | 00:35:15,780 | When do you plan on doing this? | When do you plan on doing this? |
595 | 00:35:16,155 | 00:35:16,989 | Next week. | Next week. |
596 | 00:35:17,448 | 00:35:18,282 | Thursday. | Thursday. |
597 | 00:35:21,619 | 00:35:23,121 | That's the day before All-State. | That's the day before All-State. |
598 | 00:35:25,164 | 00:35:25,998 | Jay… | Jay… |
599 | 00:35:27,542 | 00:35:30,545 | you'll create more change in the world if you make it to Julliard | you'll create more change in the world if you make it to Julliard |
600 | 00:35:30,628 | 00:35:32,255 | than if you paint a target on your back. | than if you paint a target on your back. |
601 | 00:35:32,338 | 00:35:35,716 | But it's not just me. We got a group dedicated to helping out Owen. | But it's not just me. We got a group dedicated to helping out Owen. |
602 | 00:35:35,800 | 00:35:37,176 | But I'm talking about you. | But I'm talking about you. |
603 | 00:35:38,928 | 00:35:39,762 | All right? | All right? |
604 | 00:35:40,179 | 00:35:41,848 | You didn't make it this far with your music | You didn't make it this far with your music |
605 | 00:35:41,931 | 00:35:43,432 | -to thro-- -I didn't make it. | -to thro-- -I didn't make it. |
606 | 00:35:44,642 | 00:35:45,685 | What? | What? |
607 | 00:35:45,768 | 00:35:46,936 | It was Owen's seat. | It was Owen's seat. |
608 | 00:35:49,772 | 00:35:50,857 | I was an alternate. | I was an alternate. |
609 | 00:35:57,780 | 00:35:58,865 | So what, Jay? | So what, Jay? |
610 | 00:36:02,160 | 00:36:04,453 | Hey, whatever happened to Owen disgusts me, | Hey, whatever happened to Owen disgusts me, |
611 | 00:36:05,371 | 00:36:06,330 | but… | but… |
612 | 00:36:06,414 | 00:36:07,290 | it's life. | it's life. |
613 | 00:36:07,373 | 00:36:09,792 | It's only life if we keep lettin' it happen. | It's only life if we keep lettin' it happen. |
614 | 00:36:09,876 | 00:36:11,335 | This sit-in actually matters. | This sit-in actually matters. |
615 | 00:36:11,419 | 00:36:12,879 | -So does All-State. -Does it? | -So does All-State. -Does it? |
616 | 00:36:12,962 | 00:36:15,339 | -It's your future, Jay. -What about Owen's future? | -It's your future, Jay. -What about Owen's future? |
617 | 00:36:15,798 | 00:36:18,509 | Throwing away this opportunity doesn't put Owen back in that seat. | Throwing away this opportunity doesn't put Owen back in that seat. |
618 | 00:36:19,760 | 00:36:21,512 | [dad sighs] Jay… | [dad sighs] Jay… |
619 | 00:36:22,180 | 00:36:23,389 | this shot is yours. | this shot is yours. |
620 | 00:36:24,515 | 00:36:26,350 | What matters now is what you do with it. | What matters now is what you do with it. |
621 | 00:36:26,434 | 00:36:27,476 | [dad sighs] | [dad sighs] |
622 | 00:36:28,394 | 00:36:30,771 | Now listen, you wanna honor your friend? | Now listen, you wanna honor your friend? |
623 | 00:36:32,398 | 00:36:33,941 | You give it everything in you. | You give it everything in you. |
624 | 00:36:35,151 | 00:36:35,985 | Huh? | Huh? |
625 | 00:36:36,319 | 00:36:39,447 | Most parents would kill for their kid to be involved in school stuff. | Most parents would kill for their kid to be involved in school stuff. |
626 | 00:36:39,530 | 00:36:41,532 | Most parents don't have a prodigy. | Most parents don't have a prodigy. |
627 | 00:36:45,453 | 00:36:48,623 | Oh. Hey, Mr. Prodigy, you got sauce on your face. Clean that up. | Oh. Hey, Mr. Prodigy, you got sauce on your face. Clean that up. |
628 | 00:36:50,208 | 00:36:51,292 | No, up. | No, up. |
629 | 00:36:51,792 | 00:36:52,877 | I'm pointing right at it. | I'm pointing right at it. |
630 | 00:36:52,960 | 00:36:55,171 | -What you talkin' 'bout? -[dad] It's on this side now. | -What you talkin' 'bout? -[dad] It's on this side now. |
631 | 00:36:55,254 | 00:36:56,547 | -[clicks tongue] -[dad snickers] | -[clicks tongue] -[dad snickers] |
632 | 00:36:56,631 | 00:36:58,257 | OK, funny man. I see you. | OK, funny man. I see you. |
633 | 00:37:01,135 | 00:37:02,803 | [upbeat music plays] | [upbeat music plays] |
634 | 00:37:02,887 | 00:37:04,639 | [indistinct chattering] | [indistinct chattering] |
635 | 00:37:28,496 | 00:37:29,747 | [in Hindi] What are you doing? | [in Hindi] What are you doing? |
636 | 00:37:29,830 | 00:37:30,915 | [Sid in English] Helping. | [Sid in English] Helping. |
637 | 00:37:37,505 | 00:37:39,131 | [in Hindi] What's going on? | [in Hindi] What's going on? |
638 | 00:37:39,215 | 00:37:41,467 | I thought we told him to stay home. | I thought we told him to stay home. |
639 | 00:37:42,051 | 00:37:43,678 | I don't know. He just showed up. | I don't know. He just showed up. |
640 | 00:37:44,512 | 00:37:45,513 | [in English] Go home. | [in English] Go home. |
641 | 00:37:46,138 | 00:37:48,641 | Look at this place. You're backed up. You need help. | Look at this place. You're backed up. You need help. |
642 | 00:37:49,225 | 00:37:50,434 | We're taking care of this. | We're taking care of this. |
643 | 00:37:50,518 | 00:37:53,104 | [Sid] Yeah, by pretending everything's OK when it's not? | [Sid] Yeah, by pretending everything's OK when it's not? |
644 | 00:37:54,814 | 00:37:56,357 | I don't wanna be by myself. | I don't wanna be by myself. |
645 | 00:38:00,444 | 00:38:02,655 | And I don't want people seeing you like this. | And I don't want people seeing you like this. |
646 | 00:38:03,406 | 00:38:04,407 | People will talk. | People will talk. |
647 | 00:38:06,075 | 00:38:07,118 | Let them talk. | Let them talk. |
648 | 00:38:07,785 | 00:38:09,453 | Talk about me? Yes. | Talk about me? Yes. |
649 | 00:38:10,246 | 00:38:11,747 | But about you? No. | But about you? No. |
650 | 00:38:13,457 | 00:38:14,500 | What will I say? | What will I say? |
651 | 00:38:15,793 | 00:38:17,461 | That you fight boys at parties? | That you fight boys at parties? |
652 | 00:38:18,713 | 00:38:21,215 | -That you do other things? -We'll talk about this later. | -That you do other things? -We'll talk about this later. |
653 | 00:38:21,632 | 00:38:24,093 | [Sid] Talk about it? You can't even say the words. | [Sid] Talk about it? You can't even say the words. |
654 | 00:38:27,638 | 00:38:28,514 | Say it. | Say it. |
655 | 00:38:31,684 | 00:38:32,727 | I'm staying. | I'm staying. |
656 | 00:38:38,482 | 00:38:39,483 | If you want to help, | If you want to help, |
657 | 00:38:40,151 | 00:38:41,485 | then stop all of this. | then stop all of this. |
658 | 00:38:42,069 | 00:38:45,114 | You don't think I tried? It's not something I can stop. It's me. | You don't think I tried? It's not something I can stop. It's me. |
659 | 00:38:45,197 | 00:38:46,574 | No, it's not. | No, it's not. |
660 | 00:38:46,657 | 00:38:47,700 | I am your father. | I am your father. |
661 | 00:38:48,326 | 00:38:50,494 | I know who you are. Better than you. | I know who you are. Better than you. |
662 | 00:38:54,123 | 00:38:55,124 | I'm gay. | I'm gay. |
663 | 00:38:57,376 | 00:38:58,794 | And that's not going away. | And that's not going away. |
664 | 00:39:01,213 | 00:39:02,590 | We can talk about this… | We can talk about this… |
665 | 00:39:04,717 | 00:39:05,885 | actually talk… | actually talk… |
666 | 00:39:09,680 | 00:39:11,057 | or I can do the dishes. | or I can do the dishes. |
667 | 00:39:14,185 | 00:39:15,353 | But I'm not going. | But I'm not going. |
668 | 00:39:20,191 | 00:39:22,610 | -[water runs] -Babe, use the hand soap. | -[water runs] -Babe, use the hand soap. |
669 | 00:39:23,444 | 00:39:25,613 | I can't fucking believe this happened at Dad's. | I can't fucking believe this happened at Dad's. |
670 | 00:39:25,696 | 00:39:26,697 | [Joey snickers] | [Joey snickers] |
671 | 00:39:26,781 | 00:39:28,908 | -Yeah. -It's not funny. | -Yeah. -It's not funny. |
672 | 00:39:29,617 | 00:39:31,786 | [Joey] Yeah, I know, nothing's funny anymore. | [Joey] Yeah, I know, nothing's funny anymore. |
673 | 00:39:34,538 | 00:39:36,248 | Just let me do it. Stop it. Stop. | Just let me do it. Stop it. Stop. |
674 | 00:39:37,291 | 00:39:38,959 | Just do the toilet paper for now. | Just do the toilet paper for now. |
675 | 00:39:41,754 | 00:39:42,838 | [Nina sighs] | [Nina sighs] |
676 | 00:39:48,386 | 00:39:49,303 | Like this? | Like this? |
677 | 00:39:52,848 | 00:39:53,933 | Are you serious? | Are you serious? |
678 | 00:39:55,059 | 00:39:55,976 | [Joey] No. | [Joey] No. |
679 | 00:40:08,739 | 00:40:09,949 | [Joey] You're welcome? | [Joey] You're welcome? |
680 | 00:40:10,032 | 00:40:11,033 | [Nina] Thank you. | [Nina] Thank you. |
681 | 00:40:16,705 | 00:40:19,875 | -Feel like I'm wearing a diaper. -You can have one of my tampons. | -Feel like I'm wearing a diaper. -You can have one of my tampons. |
682 | 00:40:19,959 | 00:40:22,253 | I don't want one of your extra-super-large tampons. | I don't want one of your extra-super-large tampons. |
683 | 00:40:22,336 | 00:40:23,921 | -[Joey] Excuse me? -[Matt] Girls? | -[Joey] Excuse me? -[Matt] Girls? |
684 | 00:40:24,213 | 00:40:27,800 | Nina, just text me a picture of what you need, OK? It's not a big deal. | Nina, just text me a picture of what you need, OK? It's not a big deal. |
685 | 00:40:29,135 | 00:40:31,595 | -OK? -I'll send it, Dad. Thank you. | -OK? -I'll send it, Dad. Thank you. |
686 | 00:40:32,138 | 00:40:33,264 | -[Matt] Bye. -Bye. | -[Matt] Bye. -Bye. |
687 | 00:40:37,101 | 00:40:38,769 | -[Nina] Jesus Christ. -[snickers] | -[Nina] Jesus Christ. -[snickers] |
688 | 00:40:51,699 | 00:40:54,201 | It's gonna take over a year for your hair to grow back. | It's gonna take over a year for your hair to grow back. |
689 | 00:40:56,454 | 00:40:57,538 | [Joey] Oh yeah? | [Joey] Oh yeah? |
690 | 00:41:02,460 | 00:41:03,752 | Does it feel good to do? | Does it feel good to do? |
691 | 00:41:07,840 | 00:41:08,757 | [Joey sighs] | [Joey sighs] |
692 | 00:41:13,179 | 00:41:15,514 | That uniform is pretty unattractive. [chuckles] | That uniform is pretty unattractive. [chuckles] |
693 | 00:41:16,807 | 00:41:19,477 | -Thank you. I'm aware. -The polo shirt? What a look. | -Thank you. I'm aware. -The polo shirt? What a look. |
694 | 00:41:24,523 | 00:41:25,524 | [Joey sighs] | [Joey sighs] |
695 | 00:41:28,360 | 00:41:29,487 | [Nina inhales deeply] | [Nina inhales deeply] |
696 | 00:41:32,031 | 00:41:34,742 | This piece of shit at school was like, | This piece of shit at school was like, |
697 | 00:41:36,327 | 00:41:38,412 | "Probably like it rough, like your sister." | "Probably like it rough, like your sister." |
698 | 00:41:44,084 | 00:41:46,045 | I'm so sorry, Nina. That's not OK. | I'm so sorry, Nina. That's not OK. |
699 | 00:41:46,128 | 00:41:48,172 | -They can't-- -I feel like you're letting them win. | -They can't-- -I feel like you're letting them win. |
700 | 00:41:49,256 | 00:41:51,509 | -What else do you want me to do? -Say, "Fuck you. | -What else do you want me to do? -Say, "Fuck you. |
701 | 00:41:51,967 | 00:41:54,553 | -You don't get to push me out of my life." -They won, Nina! | -You don't get to push me out of my life." -They won, Nina! |
702 | 00:42:01,560 | 00:42:02,895 | [Nina] I need to show you. | [Nina] I need to show you. |
703 | 00:42:09,318 | 00:42:11,278 | [Joey] Why are you screenshotting this shit? | [Joey] Why are you screenshotting this shit? |
704 | 00:42:11,779 | 00:42:12,863 | [Nina] Look at them. | [Nina] Look at them. |
705 | 00:42:14,281 | 00:42:15,282 | It's like… | It's like… |
706 | 00:42:15,991 | 00:42:17,868 | you can tell they know what they did. | you can tell they know what they did. |
707 | 00:42:20,788 | 00:42:22,957 | [Joey] I'm gonna text Dad what to get you. | [Joey] I'm gonna text Dad what to get you. |
708 | 00:42:24,542 | 00:42:26,669 | I wish you'd stop letting them destroy you. | I wish you'd stop letting them destroy you. |
709 | 00:42:32,925 | 00:42:34,718 | [metal creaking] | [metal creaking] |
710 | 00:42:35,386 | 00:42:36,428 | [Leila] What? | [Leila] What? |
711 | 00:42:36,512 | 00:42:37,972 | -[snarling] -Go away. Go away. | -[snarling] -Go away. Go away. |
712 | 00:42:38,055 | 00:42:39,265 | Please, just go away. | Please, just go away. |
713 | 00:42:42,601 | 00:42:43,811 | [snarling] | [snarling] |
714 | 00:42:45,271 | 00:42:46,272 | [gasps] | [gasps] |
715 | 00:42:46,939 | 00:42:48,190 | [horn honks, alarm wails] | [horn honks, alarm wails] |
716 | 00:42:49,608 | 00:42:51,193 | [breathing heavily] | [breathing heavily] |
717 | 00:42:52,194 | 00:42:55,823 | ♪ We spark together Like we're made of flint ♪ | ♪ We spark together Like we're made of flint ♪ |
718 | 00:42:56,282 | 00:43:00,286 | ♪ I thought you could take a hint ♪ | ♪ I thought you could take a hint ♪ |
719 | 00:43:00,369 | 00:43:03,872 | ♪ I tell lies, I feel stuck inside… ♪ | ♪ I tell lies, I feel stuck inside… ♪ |
720 | 00:43:04,290 | 00:43:05,124 | [Leila] Mom? | [Leila] Mom? |
721 | 00:43:05,958 | 00:43:06,875 | Dad? | Dad? |
722 | 00:43:08,877 | 00:43:09,712 | Mom! | Mom! |
723 | 00:43:11,046 | 00:43:12,715 | -Mom, it's me. -[snarling] | -Mom, it's me. -[snarling] |
724 | 00:43:12,798 | 00:43:14,133 | No! | No! |
725 | 00:43:15,551 | 00:43:17,720 | [snarling] | [snarling] |
726 | 00:43:18,721 | 00:43:20,973 | Who's Daddy's little girl? | Who's Daddy's little girl? |
727 | 00:43:21,390 | 00:43:22,766 | No, you're hurting me! | No, you're hurting me! |
728 | 00:43:23,809 | 00:43:27,229 | Mommy loves you so much, | Mommy loves you so much, |
729 | 00:43:27,646 | 00:43:30,816 | I could fucking eat you! | I could fucking eat you! |
730 | 00:43:30,899 | 00:43:32,276 | [Leila screams] | [Leila screams] |
731 | 00:43:33,027 | 00:43:34,111 | [screaming] | [screaming] |
732 | 00:43:35,946 | 00:43:36,822 | [screaming] | [screaming] |
733 | 00:43:36,905 | 00:43:38,198 | [snarling] | [snarling] |
734 | 00:43:40,492 | 00:43:41,410 | Mom? | Mom? |
735 | 00:43:42,578 | 00:43:43,787 | [whimpers] | [whimpers] |
736 | 00:43:47,041 | 00:43:49,209 | Oh, I'm sorry. I didn't see you there. | Oh, I'm sorry. I didn't see you there. |
737 | 00:43:49,293 | 00:43:50,502 | [mom chuckles] | [mom chuckles] |
738 | 00:43:51,629 | 00:43:52,796 | What's so funny? | What's so funny? |
739 | 00:43:52,880 | 00:43:53,839 | Nothing. | Nothing. |
740 | 00:43:54,256 | 00:43:55,466 | So why are you laughing? | So why are you laughing? |
741 | 00:43:56,300 | 00:43:58,719 | -I mean, I didn't mean it. -Am I a joke to you? | -I mean, I didn't mean it. -Am I a joke to you? |
742 | 00:44:00,179 | 00:44:01,930 | Honey, where is this coming from? | Honey, where is this coming from? |
743 | 00:44:02,765 | 00:44:03,724 | Everywhere? | Everywhere? |
744 | 00:44:04,725 | 00:44:06,685 | It's like everyone's laughing at me. | It's like everyone's laughing at me. |
745 | 00:44:06,769 | 00:44:08,562 | No one's laughing at you, Leila. | No one's laughing at you, Leila. |
746 | 00:44:09,355 | 00:44:11,482 | That's not my real name. | That's not my real name. |
747 | 00:44:13,567 | 00:44:16,070 | Have you ever met a real Chinese girl named Leila? | Have you ever met a real Chinese girl named Leila? |
748 | 00:44:17,196 | 00:44:19,239 | You couldn't just let me keep my real name? | You couldn't just let me keep my real name? |
749 | 00:44:19,657 | 00:44:21,033 | And everyone's like, | And everyone's like, |
750 | 00:44:21,116 | 00:44:23,911 | "Be the real you." So, can you tell me who that is? | "Be the real you." So, can you tell me who that is? |
751 | 00:44:23,994 | 00:44:27,122 | You are our daughter, and your dad and I love you very much. | You are our daughter, and your dad and I love you very much. |
752 | 00:44:27,206 | 00:44:29,041 | No, you love who you created, not-- | No, you love who you created, not-- |
753 | 00:44:29,124 | 00:44:32,127 | No, we were very happy to find you. | No, we were very happy to find you. |
754 | 00:44:32,628 | 00:44:34,797 | Honey, let's just get home. OK? | Honey, let's just get home. OK? |
755 | 00:44:34,880 | 00:44:37,383 | You just… flew over and took me. | You just… flew over and took me. |
756 | 00:44:38,801 | 00:44:40,594 | You brought me to this foreign country, | You brought me to this foreign country, |
757 | 00:44:40,678 | 00:44:42,805 | never thinking of how that would affect me. | never thinking of how that would affect me. |
758 | 00:44:44,556 | 00:44:46,892 | And I'm basically living someone else's life, | And I'm basically living someone else's life, |
759 | 00:44:46,975 | 00:44:48,602 | the kid you couldn't have. | the kid you couldn't have. |
760 | 00:44:49,269 | 00:44:51,021 | I don't know how I'm supposed to… | I don't know how I'm supposed to… |
761 | 00:44:52,314 | 00:44:53,857 | OK, I don't know myself. | OK, I don't know myself. |
762 | 00:44:55,067 | 00:44:56,610 | [sniffles] Do you get that? | [sniffles] Do you get that? |
763 | 00:44:57,403 | 00:44:59,988 | And you're laughing at that woman like it's nothing. | And you're laughing at that woman like it's nothing. |
764 | 00:45:03,409 | 00:45:05,494 | [hip-hop music plays in distance] | [hip-hop music plays in distance] |
765 | 00:45:16,880 | 00:45:18,382 | [distant laughter] | [distant laughter] |
766 | 00:45:24,847 | 00:45:27,015 | -[woman on TV] I never used one of these. -[chuckling] | -[woman on TV] I never used one of these. -[chuckling] |
767 | 00:45:27,099 | 00:45:30,185 | [woman on TV] OK. First, I need one cup of water. | [woman on TV] OK. First, I need one cup of water. |
768 | 00:45:30,269 | 00:45:31,478 | I have four children. | I have four children. |
769 | 00:45:31,562 | 00:45:33,021 | I'm used to distractions | I'm used to distractions |
770 | 00:45:33,105 | 00:45:36,024 | but I still have not learned to tune it all out. | but I still have not learned to tune it all out. |
771 | 00:45:36,108 | 00:45:37,609 | I can't get the wrapper… | I can't get the wrapper… |
772 | 00:45:40,362 | 00:45:42,364 | [inaudible] | [inaudible] |
773 | 00:46:08,432 | 00:46:09,391 | [sniffles] | [sniffles] |
774 | 00:46:10,100 | 00:46:11,101 | I'll do it. | I'll do it. |
775 | 00:46:13,729 | 00:46:15,105 | [in Creole] Do what, baby? | [in Creole] Do what, baby? |
776 | 00:46:17,775 | 00:46:19,193 | [in English] The marriage thing. | [in English] The marriage thing. |
777 | 00:46:27,659 | 00:46:30,204 | [in Creole] But I'm not doing it just for the family. | [in Creole] But I'm not doing it just for the family. |
778 | 00:46:30,871 | 00:46:33,791 | If I do this, some of the money goes towards college. | If I do this, some of the money goes towards college. |
779 | 00:46:35,125 | 00:46:37,002 | That's my condition. | That's my condition. |
780 | 00:46:59,525 | 00:47:01,944 | [tense music plays] | [tense music plays] |
780 | 00:46:59,525 | 00:47:01,944 | [tense music plays] | [tense music plays] |