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1	00:00:06,131	00:00:07,924	[tense music plays]	[tense music plays]
2	00:00:16,099	00:00:18,810	[tapping keys]	[tapping keys]
3	00:00:27,527	00:00:29,029	I… I'm gonna say it's not me.	I… I'm gonna say it's not me.
4	00:00:29,112	00:00:31,114	Someone wrote it to make it look like it was me.	Someone wrote it to make it look like it was me.
5	00:00:31,197	00:00:32,157	But it is you.	But it is you.
6	00:00:33,575	00:00:35,910	-[Sid sighs] -She just wants to know you're OK.	-[Sid sighs] -She just wants to know you're OK.
7	00:00:36,745	00:00:37,704	She loves you.	She loves you.
8	00:00:39,414	00:00:40,749	Why did I write that shit?	Why did I write that shit?
9	00:00:42,834	00:00:45,420	If I'd left the essay alone, none of this would've fucking happened.	If I'd left the essay alone, none of this would've fucking happened.
10	00:00:45,503	00:00:48,214	But maybe you would have had less of a shot at Harvard.	But maybe you would have had less of a shot at Harvard.
11	00:00:49,340	00:00:50,800	And you'd still be gay.	And you'd still be gay.
12	00:00:52,594	00:00:53,678	[Sid sighs]	[Sid sighs]
13	00:00:55,722	00:00:57,390	You think some part of you, like…	You think some part of you, like…
14	00:00:57,932	00:00:59,434	wanted this to happen?	wanted this to happen?
15	00:00:59,517	00:01:00,643	What the fuck?	What the fuck?
16	00:01:01,311	00:01:03,271	-[Meera] No, like, subconsciously. -No.	-[Meera] No, like, subconsciously. -No.
17	00:01:03,855	00:01:05,273	This is my worst nightmare.	This is my worst nightmare.
18	00:01:05,857	00:01:08,151	There are, like, 100 out kids at school.	There are, like, 100 out kids at school.
19	00:01:08,234	00:01:10,403	So? None of them is on the swim team.	So? None of them is on the swim team.
20	00:01:10,487	00:01:13,114	They're all drama club kids, and they're part of your pleasure play.	They're all drama club kids, and they're part of your pleasure play.
21	00:01:13,198	00:01:15,617	-That doesn't even make sense. -Not me.	-That doesn't even make sense. -Not me.
22	00:01:15,700	00:01:17,368	No one's gonna give a fuck.	No one's gonna give a fuck.
23	00:01:17,452	00:01:19,537	And if they do, I'll beat the shit out of them.	And if they do, I'll beat the shit out of them.
24	00:01:22,499	00:01:23,666	I can't go back there.	I can't go back there.
25	00:01:24,709	00:01:26,753	You have nothing to be ashamed of.	You have nothing to be ashamed of.
26	00:01:27,796	00:01:29,881	Don't make this a thing, and it won't be.	Don't make this a thing, and it won't be.
27	00:01:30,840	00:01:31,925	[distant clattering]	[distant clattering]
28	00:01:40,517	00:01:41,643	[Sid sighs]	[Sid sighs]
29	00:01:42,310	00:01:43,603	[Sid] This will kill 'em.	[Sid] This will kill 'em.
30	00:01:45,063	00:01:46,981	They'll think they failed as parents.	They'll think they failed as parents.
31	00:01:47,065	00:01:48,274	[Meera] They won't find out.	[Meera] They won't find out.
32	00:01:48,358	00:01:51,569	You weren't tagged in the post, they have zero social media,	You weren't tagged in the post, they have zero social media,
33	00:01:51,653	00:01:53,530	and he uses a fucking flip phone.	and he uses a fucking flip phone.
34	00:02:00,578	00:02:02,747	How come you felt like you couldn't tell me?	How come you felt like you couldn't tell me?
35	00:02:10,088	00:02:12,215	I feel like I wasn't there for you,	I feel like I wasn't there for you,
36	00:02:12,298	00:02:14,676	and I don't know what to do with that right now.	and I don't know what to do with that right now.
37	00:02:18,513	00:02:19,848	I couldn't tell anybody.	I couldn't tell anybody.
38	00:02:34,988	00:02:36,531	[mom in Creole] My baby.	[mom in Creole] My baby.
39	00:02:39,117	00:02:40,410	What time is it?	What time is it?
40	00:02:42,495	00:02:44,038	Go back to sleep, Mummy.	Go back to sleep, Mummy.
41	00:02:44,747	00:02:46,541	[mom] It's already after five.	[mom] It's already after five.
42	00:02:48,418	00:02:50,128	You stayed up all night?	You stayed up all night?
43	00:02:51,713	00:02:52,547	Huh?	Huh?
44	00:02:52,964	00:02:55,800	You can't keep going on like this. It's too much for you.	You can't keep going on like this. It's too much for you.
45	00:02:56,509	00:02:57,844	I'm good, Mummy.	I'm good, Mummy.
46	00:02:58,386	00:02:59,971	It's not forever.	It's not forever.
47	00:03:00,430	00:03:02,015	[mom] What about the interview?	[mom] What about the interview?
48	00:03:02,724	00:03:04,017	It's at eight.	It's at eight.
49	00:03:04,100	00:03:07,562	I'll have enough time to get to school to take my math test.	I'll have enough time to get to school to take my math test.
50	00:03:09,480	00:03:11,524	I just need to close my eyes for a few minutes.	I just need to close my eyes for a few minutes.
51	00:03:13,943	00:03:14,861	Aye, aye, aye.	Aye, aye, aye.
52	00:03:14,944	00:03:16,821	Let yourself sleep for a couple hours, at least.	Let yourself sleep for a couple hours, at least.
53	00:03:17,780	00:03:19,657	I'll get the kids to school.	I'll get the kids to school.
54	00:03:19,741	00:03:20,867	[Dom] Mm-hmm.	[Dom] Mm-hmm.
55	00:03:24,287	00:03:27,165	[mom] Before I take your sister to the doctor. You need to rest.	[mom] Before I take your sister to the doctor. You need to rest.
56	00:03:27,248	00:03:29,918	No. Just a few minutes.	No. Just a few minutes.
57	00:03:31,085	00:03:32,253	'Cause I'm really fine.	'Cause I'm really fine.
58	00:04:30,561	00:04:34,190	[guard] Welcome to our first random bag check day, folks!	[guard] Welcome to our first random bag check day, folks!
59	00:04:34,274	00:04:36,734	Have your bags open for inspection.	Have your bags open for inspection.
60	00:04:36,818	00:04:38,236	I went to see Owen.	I went to see Owen.
61	00:04:39,362	00:04:40,405	OK.	OK.
62	00:04:40,488	00:04:43,950	It's like a fucking prison in there. And now they want me to go to All-State.	It's like a fucking prison in there. And now they want me to go to All-State.
63	00:04:44,450	00:04:45,493	You got in?	You got in?
64	00:04:46,995	00:04:48,162	I'm taking Owen's seat.	I'm taking Owen's seat.
65	00:04:49,706	00:04:50,623	Fuck.	Fuck.
66	00:04:51,749	00:04:53,167	What'd he say when you told him?	What'd he say when you told him?
67	00:04:57,046	00:04:58,339	It's not your fault, Jay.	It's not your fault, Jay.
68	00:04:59,549	00:05:00,675	It's not.	It's not.
69	00:05:00,758	00:05:03,177	And you wallowing in shit doesn't help anything.	And you wallowing in shit doesn't help anything.
70	00:05:03,720	00:05:06,347	You know, you didn't even say anything about these stickers,	You know, you didn't even say anything about these stickers,
71	00:05:06,431	00:05:09,225	which are dumb valid, 'cause guess who designed them.	which are dumb valid, 'cause guess who designed them.
72	00:05:09,309	00:05:10,685	-Yeah, with my slogan. -Thank you.	-Yeah, with my slogan. -Thank you.
73	00:05:10,768	00:05:11,978	You come to one meeting.	You come to one meeting.
74	00:05:12,061	00:05:14,772	Exactly, my first meeting, and it's my slogan on the sticker.	Exactly, my first meeting, and it's my slogan on the sticker.
75	00:05:14,856	00:05:16,357	-Oh word? OK. Here. -Yeah.	-Oh word? OK. Here. -Yeah.
76	00:05:18,943	00:05:19,944	[chuckles]	[chuckles]
77	00:05:20,486	00:05:23,364	Yo, yo, yo. BSU happening tonight. I got tickets for everybody.	Yo, yo, yo. BSU happening tonight. I got tickets for everybody.
78	00:05:23,448	00:05:25,533	You get one. You get one. I got…	You get one. You get one. I got…
79	00:05:25,616	00:05:27,952	[hip-hop music plays]	[hip-hop music plays]
80	00:05:33,041	00:05:34,000	I'll let you know.	I'll let you know.
81	00:05:34,083	00:05:36,044	[indistinct chatter]	[indistinct chatter]
82	00:05:36,127	00:05:38,713	-I have to do that right now. -Here, take this.	-I have to do that right now. -Here, take this.
83	00:05:40,465	00:05:42,383	-[Sonia] Tonight. -Yo, hook me up, bro.	-[Sonia] Tonight. -Yo, hook me up, bro.
84	00:05:44,260	00:05:45,136	Yeah, bro.	Yeah, bro.
85	00:05:45,636	00:05:46,846	You gonna be there?	You gonna be there?
86	00:05:47,513	00:05:48,681	'Cause if you go,	'Cause if you go,
87	00:05:48,765	00:05:49,849	I guess I gotta go.	I guess I gotta go.
88	00:05:49,932	00:05:50,933	Yeah, nah.	Yeah, nah.
89	00:05:54,729	00:05:56,939	[Meera] Fucking Orlov fuckboy.	[Meera] Fucking Orlov fuckboy.
90	00:05:58,274	00:06:00,276	What? I'm not allowed to make a mistake?	What? I'm not allowed to make a mistake?
91	00:06:02,820	00:06:03,821	[Sid sighs]	[Sid sighs]
92	00:06:03,905	00:06:05,698	Yo, you should come to this BSU thing with me.	Yo, you should come to this BSU thing with me.
93	00:06:06,282	00:06:07,200	[Sid] No.	[Sid] No.
94	00:06:09,827	00:06:11,913	[guard 2] We got two lines going here, guys.	[guard 2] We got two lines going here, guys.
95	00:06:12,330	00:06:13,706	Bags open. Have 'em ready.	Bags open. Have 'em ready.
96	00:06:14,415	00:06:17,543	[boy 1] If I was a terrorist, I swear to God, I'd set a bomb right here.	[boy 1] If I was a terrorist, I swear to God, I'd set a bomb right here.
97	00:06:17,627	00:06:19,629	[boy 2] Like just wipe us all out. Yo, we're done.	[boy 2] Like just wipe us all out. Yo, we're done.
98	00:06:19,712	00:06:22,507	You know, wouldn't even give them the time to check our bags, you know?	You know, wouldn't even give them the time to check our bags, you know?
99	00:06:23,049	00:06:26,010	Smart. Keep saying that shit right in front of security.	Smart. Keep saying that shit right in front of security.
100	00:06:26,594	00:06:29,555	I'm sure they're down with bomb talk from the brown kids.	I'm sure they're down with bomb talk from the brown kids.
101	00:06:29,639	00:06:31,432	Fucking idiots, I swear to God.	Fucking idiots, I swear to God.
102	00:06:33,976	00:06:35,019	Where you going?	Where you going?
103	00:06:36,729	00:06:37,730	[Sid] Hey.	[Sid] Hey.
104	00:06:37,814	00:06:38,815	Hey, man.	Hey, man.
105	00:06:39,440	00:06:41,567	-How you doing? -Come here for a sec.	-How you doing? -Come here for a sec.
106	00:06:44,070	00:06:45,071	You doing OK	You doing OK
107	00:06:45,154	00:06:46,364	with all this shit?	with all this shit?
108	00:06:46,781	00:06:49,283	I meant what I said in my text. If you wanna talk about anything--	I meant what I said in my text. If you wanna talk about anything--
109	00:06:49,367	00:06:50,618	Was it you?	Was it you?
110	00:06:51,702	00:06:52,912	Did you post that shit?	Did you post that shit?
111	00:06:53,413	00:06:54,247	What?	What?
112	00:06:55,790	00:06:58,126	-Dude, no. Why would I post-- -You were at my place.	-Dude, no. Why would I post-- -You were at my place.
113	00:06:58,209	00:07:00,211	You had my bag the day of the arrests.	You had my bag the day of the arrests.
114	00:07:00,545	00:07:01,963	You really think I would do that?	You really think I would do that?
115	00:07:02,046	00:07:05,174	-This your way of forcing me to own my-- -Whoa! OK, no.	-This your way of forcing me to own my-- -Whoa! OK, no.
116	00:07:05,258	00:07:06,717	I would never out someone.	I would never out someone.
117	00:07:11,973	00:07:12,890	[Meera] Hey.	[Meera] Hey.
118	00:07:18,813	00:07:19,939	[girl giggling]	[girl giggling]
119	00:07:20,022	00:07:21,691	[guard 3] All right, good to go.	[guard 3] All right, good to go.
120	00:07:26,362	00:07:27,238	[Leila] Hey.	[Leila] Hey.
121	00:07:28,865	00:07:29,991	Can I talk to you?	Can I talk to you?
122	00:07:31,200	00:07:32,118	Sure.	Sure.
123	00:07:34,328	00:07:36,164	I just wanted to, um…	I just wanted to, um…
124	00:07:38,166	00:07:39,625	You know, you were so right	You know, you were so right
125	00:07:39,709	00:07:41,294	that things have been weird,	that things have been weird,
126	00:07:41,377	00:07:43,212	and I just feel like…	and I just feel like…
127	00:07:45,256	00:07:46,382	I don't know. Um…	I don't know. Um…
128	00:07:47,008	00:07:48,968	I've been talking to Rabbi Schultz, and--	I've been talking to Rabbi Schultz, and--
129	00:07:49,051	00:07:51,179	Wait. You've been talking to my Rabbi?	Wait. You've been talking to my Rabbi?
130	00:07:51,262	00:07:53,598	Yeah, and she's been giving me all this advice,	Yeah, and she's been giving me all this advice,
131	00:07:53,681	00:07:55,808	and it totally made me realize that, like…	and it totally made me realize that, like…
132	00:07:56,476	00:07:57,768	I'm on a journey.	I'm on a journey.
133	00:07:58,186	00:08:00,563	And, like, everyone's on a journey,	And, like, everyone's on a journey,
134	00:08:00,646	00:08:03,941	and sometimes we don't know where to go,	and sometimes we don't know where to go,
135	00:08:04,025	00:08:08,279	or we go down the wrong path, but, like, we have to be there for each other. And…	or we go down the wrong path, but, like, we have to be there for each other. And…
136	00:08:08,362	00:08:11,240	I wanna be there for you, and I want you to be there for me.	I wanna be there for you, and I want you to be there for me.
137	00:08:11,324	00:08:12,575	Just like we always were.	Just like we always were.
138	00:08:13,493	00:08:14,494	Yeah, I mean…	Yeah, I mean…
139	00:08:15,036	00:08:16,120	I want that too.	I want that too.
140	00:08:17,038	00:08:20,416	Yeah, it's just, like, you haven't really been there for me lately.	Yeah, it's just, like, you haven't really been there for me lately.
141	00:08:20,500	00:08:21,417	Like, at all.	Like, at all.
142	00:08:21,501	00:08:25,171	And that's really hard for me with everything going on right now.	And that's really hard for me with everything going on right now.
143	00:08:25,254	00:08:27,840	And I think that's why I've been acting like such a bitch.	And I think that's why I've been acting like such a bitch.
144	00:08:27,924	00:08:29,550	And I know that's not fair, but…	And I know that's not fair, but…
145	00:08:30,009	00:08:31,511	I've just really needed you.	I've just really needed you.
146	00:08:32,553	00:08:34,514	Wait. I haven't been there for you?	Wait. I haven't been there for you?
147	00:08:34,597	00:08:36,682	Can we just, like, hang out, like before?	Can we just, like, hang out, like before?
148	00:08:36,766	00:08:38,809	Like, do you wanna go to the BSU thing?	Like, do you wanna go to the BSU thing?
149	00:08:39,435	00:08:40,645	I'm gonna go with them.	I'm gonna go with them.
150	00:08:41,187	00:08:42,313	OK. Yeah.	OK. Yeah.
151	00:09:01,874	00:09:03,042	[tense music plays]	[tense music plays]
152	00:09:04,252	00:09:05,086	The fuck?	The fuck?
153	00:09:05,795	00:09:06,754	P.m.?	P.m.?
154	00:09:07,713	00:09:11,050	You set it to fucking p.m., you stupid…	You set it to fucking p.m., you stupid…
155	00:09:18,182	00:09:19,183	[sighs]	[sighs]
156	00:09:24,564	00:09:26,732	Hi. Excuse, I'm really sorry.	Hi. Excuse, I'm really sorry.
157	00:09:26,816	00:09:28,776	I was supposed to be in an interview earlier today.	I was supposed to be in an interview earlier today.
158	00:09:28,859	00:09:30,653	-Is there any way I can still… -Hold on, baby.	-Is there any way I can still… -Hold on, baby.
159	00:09:30,736	00:09:33,114	-Slow down. What's your name? -Dominique Pierre.	-Slow down. What's your name? -Dominique Pierre.
160	00:09:35,116	00:09:37,118	Oh wow. You're legit late.	Oh wow. You're legit late.
161	00:09:37,952	00:09:39,161	You have a good excuse?	You have a good excuse?
162	00:09:40,413	00:09:41,455	I'm just late.	I'm just late.
163	00:09:42,456	00:09:43,624	[receptionist] OK then.	[receptionist] OK then.
164	00:09:43,708	00:09:46,002	Let me see what I can do here. [tapping keys]	Let me see what I can do here. [tapping keys]
165	00:09:48,087	00:09:51,048	Looks like I can squeeze you in at 11:30. Can you come back?	Looks like I can squeeze you in at 11:30. Can you come back?
166	00:09:51,465	00:09:52,466	In an hour?	In an hour?
167	00:09:54,385	00:09:56,345	Of course. Yes. Thank you.	Of course. Yes. Thank you.
168	00:09:59,724	00:10:00,641	[Dom sighs]	[Dom sighs]
169	00:10:02,476	00:10:03,894	So fucking stupid.	So fucking stupid.
170	00:10:03,978	00:10:06,647	So then I just lied, said I could wait around all day.	So then I just lied, said I could wait around all day.
171	00:10:07,106	00:10:08,941	But I gotta be back for our test.	But I gotta be back for our test.
172	00:10:09,025	00:10:10,443	Girl, stop stressin'.	Girl, stop stressin'.
173	00:10:10,943	00:10:12,528	Can't believe I fucked this up.	Can't believe I fucked this up.
174	00:10:12,612	00:10:14,739	[Tamika] Want me to pull the fire alarm or something?	[Tamika] Want me to pull the fire alarm or something?
175	00:10:14,822	00:10:17,825	Listen, this place is crazy jumpy. All you gotta do is be like…	Listen, this place is crazy jumpy. All you gotta do is be like…
176	00:10:17,908	00:10:18,909	[whispers] "…Bomb!"	[whispers] "…Bomb!"
177	00:10:18,993	00:10:21,912	-And they'll shut down the whole school. -Girl, don't even joke.	-And they'll shut down the whole school. -Girl, don't even joke.
178	00:10:21,996	00:10:23,831	I'm about to call in a threat myself.	I'm about to call in a threat myself.
179	00:10:23,914	00:10:25,207	[school bell rings]	[school bell rings]
180	00:10:25,291	00:10:27,710	All right. I gotta go, Mommy, but you're gonna kill it, OK?	All right. I gotta go, Mommy, but you're gonna kill it, OK?
181	00:10:27,793	00:10:30,338	Just remember, vulnerability is power.	Just remember, vulnerability is power.
182	00:10:30,421	00:10:31,255	OK.	OK.
183	00:10:31,756	00:10:32,757	Bye, Mika.	Bye, Mika.
184	00:10:34,258	00:10:35,217	[chuckles]	[chuckles]
185	00:10:45,019	00:10:47,021	Dominique, thank you for being here.	Dominique, thank you for being here.
186	00:10:47,104	00:10:49,065	Thank you very much for having me.	Thank you very much for having me.
187	00:10:49,148	00:10:50,399	And accommodating me.	And accommodating me.
188	00:10:50,483	00:10:52,485	Again, I apologize.	Again, I apologize.
189	00:10:53,444	00:10:56,072	Why don't you start by telling us a little bit about yourself?	Why don't you start by telling us a little bit about yourself?
190	00:10:56,572	00:10:57,406	OK.	OK.
191	00:10:57,948	00:10:58,824	Yeah.	Yeah.
192	00:10:59,492	00:11:03,204	I'm currently a junior at Grand Army High School.	I'm currently a junior at Grand Army High School.
193	00:11:03,287	00:11:04,497	And, um…	And, um…
194	00:11:05,706	00:11:08,125	I first got interested in mental health	I first got interested in mental health
195	00:11:08,209	00:11:10,544	when I took AP Psychology last year,	when I took AP Psychology last year,
196	00:11:10,628	00:11:11,504	which was…	which was…
197	00:11:12,004	00:11:13,381	the first class I ever took	the first class I ever took
198	00:11:13,464	00:11:17,009	where I actually wanted to go home and do the homework. [chuckles]	where I actually wanted to go home and do the homework. [chuckles]
199	00:11:22,723	00:11:25,685	Can you tell us why you're interested in interning with us?	Can you tell us why you're interested in interning with us?
200	00:11:26,894	00:11:29,689	How do you think you fit into our mission?	How do you think you fit into our mission?
201	00:11:31,357	00:11:32,775	Well, um…	Well, um…
202	00:11:34,735	00:11:38,072	you're trying to make mental health care services accessible	you're trying to make mental health care services accessible
203	00:11:38,155	00:11:40,157	to people who don't have that support.	to people who don't have that support.
204	00:11:40,241	00:11:42,660	And… I know we need that in this city.	And… I know we need that in this city.
205	00:11:43,619	00:11:45,788	We need that in my community.	We need that in my community.
206	00:11:47,123	00:11:48,541	I see that need every day.	I see that need every day.
207	00:11:50,501	00:11:51,961	To be honest,	To be honest,
208	00:11:52,044	00:11:54,004	I'm the person you're trying to help.	I'm the person you're trying to help.
209	00:11:54,880	00:11:56,382	[woman 1] What do you mean by that?	[woman 1] What do you mean by that?
210	00:12:01,178	00:12:02,263	Can I, um…	Can I, um…
211	00:12:03,097	00:12:05,516	Can I be vulnerable with you all for a second?	Can I be vulnerable with you all for a second?
212	00:12:06,517	00:12:08,853	[woman 2] Please. I think we'd appreciate that.	[woman 2] Please. I think we'd appreciate that.
213	00:12:15,192	00:12:16,193	I think…	I think…
214	00:12:16,861	00:12:18,028	most people…	most people…
215	00:12:18,654	00:12:20,573	even people who want to help,	even people who want to help,
216	00:12:21,449	00:12:25,035	they don't always understand what some people are up against.	they don't always understand what some people are up against.
217	00:12:26,078	00:12:27,747	I think, for example, when…	I think, for example, when…
218	00:12:28,372	00:12:30,791	we talk about self-care in this culture,	we talk about self-care in this culture,
219	00:12:30,875	00:12:33,836	for a lot of people, self-care is a luxury.	for a lot of people, self-care is a luxury.
220	00:12:34,795	00:12:36,630	How do you think we can change that?	How do you think we can change that?
221	00:12:42,011	00:12:43,721	By doing what you're trying to do.	By doing what you're trying to do.
222	00:12:45,598	00:12:46,474	I mean…	I mean…
223	00:12:47,600	00:12:49,643	I don't have all the answers.	I don't have all the answers.
224	00:12:50,311	00:12:52,646	What I know is my own experience, but…	What I know is my own experience, but…
225	00:12:54,815	00:12:57,109	OK, like, I was late today.	OK, like, I was late today.
226	00:12:57,860	00:13:00,905	I accidentally set my alarm for p.m. instead of a.m.,	I accidentally set my alarm for p.m. instead of a.m.,
227	00:13:00,988	00:13:03,616	which was careless. I own that. But…	which was careless. I own that. But…
228	00:13:04,283	00:13:05,159	see…	see…
229	00:13:05,743	00:13:07,620	I went to bed at 5 a.m. this morning.	I went to bed at 5 a.m. this morning.
230	00:13:08,329	00:13:11,040	Same thing yesterday and the day before that.	Same thing yesterday and the day before that.
231	00:13:11,707	00:13:15,795	Because there's just not enough time to do all the things I have to do	Because there's just not enough time to do all the things I have to do
232	00:13:15,878	00:13:17,338	to go after the life I want.	to go after the life I want.
233	00:13:18,714	00:13:20,424	And… [exhales]	And… [exhales]
234	00:13:20,925	00:13:21,967	I'm tired.	I'm tired.
235	00:13:23,552	00:13:26,222	And if I'm telling the truth, it makes me angry.	And if I'm telling the truth, it makes me angry.
236	00:13:27,097	00:13:30,309	But see, that's the one thing I can't allow myself to be because…	But see, that's the one thing I can't allow myself to be because…
237	00:13:31,018	00:13:31,894	then…	then…
238	00:13:32,770	00:13:34,021	I'm just what they…	I'm just what they…
239	00:13:36,273	00:13:38,776	what they expect me to be, right?	what they expect me to be, right?
240	00:13:40,194	00:13:41,028	And…	And…
241	00:13:41,529	00:13:43,030	they don't wanna see my anger.	they don't wanna see my anger.
242	00:13:44,281	00:13:45,115	Because…	Because…
243	00:13:45,825	00:13:47,743	who's actually allowed to be angry?	who's actually allowed to be angry?
244	00:13:48,410	00:13:52,790	That's a privilege like everything else, and my anger doesn't count.	That's a privilege like everything else, and my anger doesn't count.
245	00:13:53,833	00:13:54,667	But…	But…
246	00:13:55,292	00:13:56,627	all those feelings,	all those feelings,
247	00:13:57,795	00:13:58,963	they're still there,	they're still there,
248	00:13:59,630	00:14:01,674	and they have nowhere to go.	and they have nowhere to go.
249	00:14:05,052	00:14:07,972	There are all these girls and women out there	There are all these girls and women out there
250	00:14:08,514	00:14:09,682	like me,	like me,
251	00:14:09,765	00:14:12,059	with no one to say these things to.	with no one to say these things to.
252	00:14:12,142	00:14:12,977	So…	So…
253	00:14:13,602	00:14:16,021	we just push them down.	we just push them down.
254	00:14:16,605	00:14:18,399	Keep them inside or whatever.	Keep them inside or whatever.
255	00:14:19,942	00:14:20,776	But…	But…
256	00:14:21,986	00:14:22,987	it's there.	it's there.
257	00:14:28,158	00:14:29,618	[voice catches] It's painful.	[voice catches] It's painful.
258	00:14:32,037	00:14:32,955	And…	And…
259	00:14:34,665	00:14:36,500	we need someone to hear us.	we need someone to hear us.
260	00:14:39,461	00:14:41,297	And I know you all know this already	And I know you all know this already
261	00:14:41,380	00:14:44,383	because that's why you're here doing this work, but…	because that's why you're here doing this work, but…
262	00:14:46,927	00:14:52,266	95% of mental health care workers in this city are Caucasian.	95% of mental health care workers in this city are Caucasian.
263	00:14:52,349	00:14:53,183	And…	And…
264	00:14:53,601	00:14:55,227	nothing against them, but…	nothing against them, but…
265	00:14:58,147	00:14:59,648	it matters who you talk to.	it matters who you talk to.
266	00:15:00,441	00:15:01,442	It matters…	It matters…
267	00:15:02,693	00:15:04,153	who you're comfortable with.	who you're comfortable with.
268	00:15:05,571	00:15:07,948	It matters who hears you, who says,	It matters who hears you, who says,
269	00:15:08,032	00:15:09,116	"I understand."	"I understand."
270	00:15:09,199	00:15:10,284	It just matters.	It just matters.
271	00:15:15,873	00:15:19,710	I don't know the technical steps for how this changes, but…	I don't know the technical steps for how this changes, but…
272	00:15:22,129	00:15:25,966	you all are training Black women to be counselors, right? [chuckles]	you all are training Black women to be counselors, right? [chuckles]
273	00:15:26,717	00:15:28,552	That sounds amazing to me.	That sounds amazing to me.
274	00:15:28,636	00:15:29,470	And…	And…
275	00:15:30,095	00:15:31,555	I wanna be part of that.	I wanna be part of that.
276	00:15:34,183	00:15:35,017	And…	And…
277	00:15:35,976	00:15:37,061	to be honest,	to be honest,
278	00:15:38,646	00:15:41,190	I wanna rock a suit like that one day. [chuckles]	I wanna rock a suit like that one day. [chuckles]
279	00:15:43,192	00:15:46,779	I want to sit at this table with y'all, and…	I want to sit at this table with y'all, and…
280	00:15:47,780	00:15:50,616	I want to make sure I do what I can	I want to make sure I do what I can
281	00:15:51,867	00:15:55,037	to make sure my people get the things that they need.	to make sure my people get the things that they need.
282	00:16:02,002	00:16:02,920	Also,	Also,
283	00:16:03,629	00:16:04,880	I must add,	I must add,
284	00:16:04,964	00:16:07,174	I'm very proficient in Excel,	I'm very proficient in Excel,
285	00:16:07,257	00:16:09,551	and I've built my own brand…	and I've built my own brand…
286	00:16:09,635	00:16:11,053	[chuckles] …on social media,	[chuckles] …on social media,
287	00:16:11,136	00:16:14,515	and I'm really reliable, and also punctual.	and I'm really reliable, and also punctual.
288	00:16:14,598	00:16:15,683	Except for…	Except for…
289	00:16:16,308	00:16:17,476	today, obviously.	today, obviously.
290	00:16:17,559	00:16:18,394	So…	So…
291	00:16:19,186	00:16:20,104	yeah.	yeah.
292	00:16:23,315	00:16:24,191	[sighs]	[sighs]
293	00:16:27,695	00:16:29,154	[bell rings]	[bell rings]
294	00:16:34,743	00:16:36,078	[boy] What's up, man?	[boy] What's up, man?
295	00:16:37,788	00:16:40,082	Hey. I um… I saw your essay.	Hey. I um… I saw your essay.
296	00:16:41,291	00:16:42,292	That's good shit.	That's good shit.
297	00:16:43,585	00:16:45,004	Big step. Congrats.	Big step. Congrats.
298	00:16:45,671	00:16:47,297	How's it feel to be out?	How's it feel to be out?
299	00:16:50,634	00:16:51,760	What's cool is that…	What's cool is that…
300	00:16:52,344	00:16:55,639	once you come out, there's instantly this community here for you.	once you come out, there's instantly this community here for you.
301	00:16:56,515	00:16:58,767	You should, uh… You should come to a meeting.	You should, uh… You should come to a meeting.
302	00:16:59,560	00:17:01,103	Gay-Straight Alliance, Tuesdays.	Gay-Straight Alliance, Tuesdays.
303	00:17:01,687	00:17:03,397	You should definitely come out.	You should definitely come out.
304	00:17:03,480	00:17:05,107	Us queers gotta stick together.	Us queers gotta stick together.
305	00:17:07,359	00:17:08,569	[Sid] Yep. Thanks.	[Sid] Yep. Thanks.
306	00:17:14,450	00:17:15,325	[Leila] Sid!	[Leila] Sid!
307	00:17:16,285	00:17:17,119	Hey.	Hey.
308	00:17:17,786	00:17:18,620	[Sid] Hey.	[Sid] Hey.
309	00:17:20,039	00:17:21,081	How are you?	How are you?
310	00:17:22,875	00:17:24,668	I just can't imagine how…	I just can't imagine how…
311	00:17:25,377	00:17:26,795	you're feeling right now.	you're feeling right now.
312	00:17:27,463	00:17:28,297	Just…	Just…
313	00:17:28,714	00:17:30,257	being exposed like that.	being exposed like that.
314	00:17:31,633	00:17:32,509	And…	And…
315	00:17:35,345	00:17:37,056	I just wanted to say that…	I just wanted to say that…
316	00:17:38,098	00:17:40,309	when the bomb went off in our lives,	when the bomb went off in our lives,
317	00:17:40,392	00:17:41,518	you were there for me.	you were there for me.
318	00:17:42,186	00:17:44,480	And I feel like a bomb went off in your life,	And I feel like a bomb went off in your life,
319	00:17:44,563	00:17:46,398	and I wanna be there for you.	and I wanna be there for you.
320	00:17:48,025	00:17:49,026	[Sid scoffs]	[Sid scoffs]
321	00:18:13,926	00:18:14,927	[Dom] Mr. Blumberg.	[Dom] Mr. Blumberg.
322	00:18:16,178	00:18:17,429	I'm really sorry.	I'm really sorry.
323	00:18:17,513	00:18:20,516	I had an internship interview this morning, and I got in 30 minutes ago,	I had an internship interview this morning, and I got in 30 minutes ago,
324	00:18:20,599	00:18:23,268	but Dolores had me wait in the main office till the end of the period.	but Dolores had me wait in the main office till the end of the period.
325	00:18:23,352	00:18:24,937	John, Becca, I need your tests.	John, Becca, I need your tests.
326	00:18:28,357	00:18:31,068	Is there any way I can take it after school or during my free?	Is there any way I can take it after school or during my free?
327	00:18:31,151	00:18:32,820	You know I can't let you do that, Dominique.	You know I can't let you do that, Dominique.
328	00:18:32,903	00:18:36,031	[Dom] I know, but I didn't think I would be gone that long.	[Dom] I know, but I didn't think I would be gone that long.
329	00:18:38,033	00:18:41,578	[Blumberg] I appreciate that, but I got 38 students in this class.	[Blumberg] I appreciate that, but I got 38 students in this class.
330	00:18:41,662	00:18:43,956	And I'm not trying to be harsh, I'm trying to be consistent,	And I'm not trying to be harsh, I'm trying to be consistent,
331	00:18:44,039	00:18:45,541	and if I let you make this up,	and if I let you make this up,
332	00:18:45,624	00:18:47,709	I gotta let everyone else make it up at some point.	I gotta let everyone else make it up at some point.
333	00:18:47,793	00:18:50,963	And you got a strong average, so it brings down your grade a bit.	And you got a strong average, so it brings down your grade a bit.
334	00:18:51,547	00:18:52,631	That's life.	That's life.
335	00:19:00,681	00:19:01,765	This fucking day.	This fucking day.
336	00:19:01,849	00:19:03,433	He wouldn't let you retake it?	He wouldn't let you retake it?
337	00:19:04,226	00:19:05,060	Fuck.	Fuck.
338	00:19:05,644	00:19:07,437	Yo, what's your interview? Tell us.	Yo, what's your interview? Tell us.
339	00:19:08,772	00:19:10,357	I wanna work there so bad.	I wanna work there so bad.
340	00:19:10,440	00:19:11,358	-Aww! -[Tor] Yeah?	-Aww! -[Tor] Yeah?
341	00:19:11,441	00:19:13,277	I mean… [chuckles]	I mean… [chuckles]
342	00:19:13,360	00:19:18,073	...these women were amazing queens, you know?	...these women were amazing queens, you know?
343	00:19:18,949	00:19:21,410	I feel like they liked me, but who the fuck knows?	I feel like they liked me, but who the fuck knows?
344	00:19:21,493	00:19:23,328	I talked about AP Psych. I was like,	I talked about AP Psych. I was like,
345	00:19:23,412	00:19:25,205	"Self-care is a luxury." Does that sound dumb?	"Self-care is a luxury." Does that sound dumb?
346	00:19:25,289	00:19:26,999	-Mm-mm. -[Tor chuckles] Look…	-Mm-mm. -[Tor chuckles] Look…
347	00:19:27,624	00:19:29,459	I'm a fucking self-care expert.	I'm a fucking self-care expert.
348	00:19:29,543	00:19:32,296	-I self-care every fucking night. -[Tamika] Me too.	-I self-care every fucking night. -[Tamika] Me too.
349	00:19:32,379	00:19:33,589	And it is luxurious.	And it is luxurious.
350	00:19:33,672	00:19:35,465	Oh my God! Shut up! [Dom chuckles]	Oh my God! Shut up! [Dom chuckles]
351	00:19:36,675	00:19:37,718	[Dom groans]	[Dom groans]
352	00:19:37,801	00:19:39,970	I'm so stressed. It's like I got whiplash.	I'm so stressed. It's like I got whiplash.
353	00:19:40,053	00:19:41,638	[Tor] OK, you know what you need?	[Tor] OK, you know what you need?
354	00:19:41,722	00:19:43,223	Twenty-eight hours in a day?	Twenty-eight hours in a day?
355	00:19:43,307	00:19:45,434	No, you need to take a night off.	No, you need to take a night off.
356	00:19:45,517	00:19:47,144	Wild out a little bit. Chill.	Wild out a little bit. Chill.
357	00:19:47,227	00:19:48,270	That is deadass.	That is deadass.
358	00:19:48,687	00:19:51,607	I got my APUSH test tomorrow, and I haven't even started studying.	I got my APUSH test tomorrow, and I haven't even started studying.
359	00:19:52,482	00:19:53,317	Dude,	Dude,
360	00:19:54,067	00:19:56,028	it's a "fun-raiser,"	it's a "fun-raiser,"
361	00:19:56,111	00:19:57,988	which your man and Sonia are putting together.	which your man and Sonia are putting together.
362	00:19:58,071	00:20:00,741	-And it's early, so you can study after. -[Tor] Right.	-And it's early, so you can study after. -[Tor] Right.
363	00:20:00,824	00:20:02,743	Come on. I know you want to.	Come on. I know you want to.
364	00:20:02,826	00:20:03,952	Come on. [snaps fingers]	Come on. [snaps fingers]
365	00:20:04,036	00:20:05,204	Take the sticker, babe.	Take the sticker, babe.
366	00:20:05,287	00:20:06,538	Come to the dance.	Come to the dance.
367	00:20:06,622	00:20:08,373	-Fine. -Get funky.	-Fine. -Get funky.
368	00:20:08,457	00:20:10,500	-[Tor] Duh-duh-duh-duh. -[Tamika giggles]	-[Tor] Duh-duh-duh-duh. -[Tamika giggles]
369	00:20:10,584	00:20:12,878	[Tamika] Hey, yo! Let's go!	[Tamika] Hey, yo! Let's go!
370	00:20:15,297	00:20:16,298	[Gonzalez] Hey, Sid.	[Gonzalez] Hey, Sid.
371	00:20:16,840	00:20:17,841	Have a seat.	Have a seat.
372	00:20:18,550	00:20:20,510	-That's OK. I just wanted to… -No, sit down.	-That's OK. I just wanted to… -No, sit down.
373	00:20:20,594	00:20:21,887	What's on your mind?	What's on your mind?
374	00:20:23,722	00:20:24,765	You heard about…	You heard about…
375	00:20:26,850	00:20:27,684	Yeah.	Yeah.
376	00:20:29,728	00:20:30,687	Are you OK?	Are you OK?
377	00:20:33,315	00:20:34,691	How'd your parents take it?	How'd your parents take it?
378	00:20:35,901	00:20:39,238	They're basically the last people I'd ever expect to be on Instagram,	They're basically the last people I'd ever expect to be on Instagram,
379	00:20:39,947	00:20:41,907	-so… -Well, have you thought about	-so… -Well, have you thought about
380	00:20:41,990	00:20:43,075	how you might wanna…	how you might wanna…
381	00:20:44,076	00:20:45,827	approach that conversation	approach that conversation
382	00:20:45,911	00:20:47,329	if they do end up somehow--	if they do end up somehow--
383	00:20:47,412	00:20:48,622	Do you know how it got out?	Do you know how it got out?
384	00:20:50,082	00:20:50,916	No.	No.
385	00:20:52,209	00:20:53,168	Do you?	Do you?
386	00:20:55,295	00:20:58,215	It would have to be someone who obviously had access to it.	It would have to be someone who obviously had access to it.
387	00:21:01,009	00:21:04,513	Yeah, you know, I think it might be worth officially reporting this to Mr. Burley.	Yeah, you know, I think it might be worth officially reporting this to Mr. Burley.
388	00:21:05,639	00:21:06,640	[clicks pen]	[clicks pen]
389	00:21:07,766	00:21:09,393	You basically had the only copy.	You basically had the only copy.
390	00:21:17,317	00:21:19,528	Look, Sid, you have every right to be hurt…	Look, Sid, you have every right to be hurt…
391	00:21:20,320	00:21:21,405	and angry.	and angry.
392	00:21:22,739	00:21:24,032	And I wanna support you.	And I wanna support you.
393	00:21:27,202	00:21:28,370	But when you say that,	But when you say that,
394	00:21:28,453	00:21:31,832	it sounds like you're implying that I had something to do with this.	it sounds like you're implying that I had something to do with this.
395	00:21:34,626	00:21:37,212	Look, this was a clear violation of your privacy,	Look, this was a clear violation of your privacy,
396	00:21:37,921	00:21:39,548	and I don't know how it got out.	and I don't know how it got out.
397	00:21:42,301	00:21:44,261	But I think that, for now,	But I think that, for now,
398	00:21:45,887	00:21:48,765	you should concentrate on what you need moving forward.	you should concentrate on what you need moving forward.
399	00:21:51,184	00:21:52,853	I need to go back in time.	I need to go back in time.
400	00:21:53,812	00:21:54,813	Just please, don't…	Just please, don't…
401	00:21:55,314	00:21:57,983	push away the people who care about you, Sid.	push away the people who care about you, Sid.
402	00:22:02,362	00:22:04,656	[girl] Destroy, crush, pound.	[girl] Destroy, crush, pound.
403	00:22:04,740	00:22:05,741	Hey, girl,	Hey, girl,
404	00:22:05,824	00:22:08,493	I'll do you so hard. Enough!	I'll do you so hard. Enough!
405	00:22:09,286	00:22:10,329	Stop talking.	Stop talking.
406	00:22:11,038	00:22:13,415	-All the things you say you're going to-- -Hey.	-All the things you say you're going to-- -Hey.
407	00:22:13,498	00:22:16,668	Can you read this text and tell me if it's OK to send to Joey?	Can you read this text and tell me if it's OK to send to Joey?
408	00:22:17,044	00:22:17,878	Uh…	Uh…
409	00:22:17,961	00:22:19,755	I can't right now.	I can't right now.
410	00:22:19,838	00:22:23,008	I just want her to know that I'm, like, supportive, you know?	I just want her to know that I'm, like, supportive, you know?
411	00:22:23,091	00:22:25,260	[girl] Who told you I want your aggression?	[girl] Who told you I want your aggression?
412	00:22:26,303	00:22:29,681	-Caress, lick, attend to-- -[Meera] Hold, please, Maya.	-Caress, lick, attend to-- -[Meera] Hold, please, Maya.
413	00:22:30,599	00:22:31,433	Leila,	Leila,
414	00:22:32,017	00:22:33,852	you know the ASL for this, right?	you know the ASL for this, right?
415	00:22:36,188	00:22:37,022	Most of it.	Most of it.
416	00:22:37,898	00:22:38,940	And the blocking?	And the blocking?
417	00:22:42,986	00:22:45,572	Why does she walk downstage on "rinse and repeat"?	Why does she walk downstage on "rinse and repeat"?
418	00:22:50,160	00:22:51,286	[mouths] Empowerment.	[mouths] Empowerment.
419	00:22:53,580	00:22:54,456	Empowerment.	Empowerment.
420	00:22:55,332	00:22:56,625	[Meera] Empowerment.	[Meera] Empowerment.
421	00:22:56,708	00:22:59,378	Upstage is shame, downstage is empowerment.	Upstage is shame, downstage is empowerment.
422	00:22:59,461	00:23:00,879	Can you focus, please?	Can you focus, please?
423	00:23:00,962	00:23:02,756	Yeah, totally. I am.	Yeah, totally. I am.
424	00:23:03,882	00:23:06,802	Can we take it back? Top of that section. Sorry, Maya.	Can we take it back? Top of that section. Sorry, Maya.
425	00:23:06,885	00:23:11,181	And if there are people talking backstage right now, seriously, shut the fuck up.	And if there are people talking backstage right now, seriously, shut the fuck up.
426	00:23:11,807	00:23:15,310	Dominate, destroy, crush, pound.	Dominate, destroy, crush, pound.
427	00:23:15,394	00:23:17,854	Hey, girl, I'll do you so hard.	Hey, girl, I'll do you so hard.
428	00:23:17,938	00:23:18,855	Enough!	Enough!
429	00:23:19,356	00:23:20,649	Stop talking.	Stop talking.
430	00:23:21,566	00:23:24,986	All the things you say you're going to do to my body	All the things you say you're going to do to my body
431	00:23:25,654	00:23:27,739	are actually just for your…	are actually just for your…
432	00:23:28,490	00:23:29,324	body.	body.
433	00:23:30,367	00:23:33,787	Who told you I want to be ravaged?	Who told you I want to be ravaged?
434	00:23:35,330	00:23:38,041	Who told you I want your aggression?	Who told you I want your aggression?
435	00:23:38,959	00:23:40,794	Caress, lick,	Caress, lick,
436	00:23:41,294	00:23:42,170	attend to.	attend to.
437	00:23:42,629	00:23:43,505	Please.	Please.
438	00:23:44,673	00:23:45,590	Rinse.	Rinse.
439	00:23:46,258	00:23:47,259	Repeat.	Repeat.
440	00:23:47,342	00:23:52,305	What happens if I'm just direct about what I like and what I want?	What happens if I'm just direct about what I like and what I want?
441	00:23:53,014	00:23:55,142	What if I dared to say the words?	What if I dared to say the words?
442	00:23:55,851	00:23:57,018	The answer is easy.	The answer is easy.
443	00:23:58,728	00:24:00,897	You'd call me a freak.	You'd call me a freak.
444	00:24:03,108	00:24:04,317	You'd call me…	You'd call me…
445	00:24:05,986	00:24:06,862	aggressive.	aggressive.
446	00:24:14,744	00:24:15,662	[Joey sighs]	[Joey sighs]
447	00:24:16,371	00:24:17,664	You wanna take Grammy's quilt?	You wanna take Grammy's quilt?
448	00:24:18,582	00:24:19,416	Why?	Why?
449	00:24:20,876	00:24:21,877	I don't know.	I don't know.
450	00:24:22,836	00:24:25,046	-You love it. -Yeah, I do. But…	-You love it. -Yeah, I do. But…
451	00:24:25,589	00:24:27,048	the fact that you want me to take it	the fact that you want me to take it
452	00:24:27,132	00:24:29,342	makes me think that you think that I'm not coming back.	makes me think that you think that I'm not coming back.
453	00:24:29,426	00:24:31,011	Of course you're coming back.	Of course you're coming back.
454	00:24:43,356	00:24:45,609	[Joey] Mom, how are you and Dad affording this?	[Joey] Mom, how are you and Dad affording this?
455	00:24:45,692	00:24:48,737	It's $48,000 a year.	It's $48,000 a year.
456	00:24:48,820	00:24:50,113	[Joey taps keys]	[Joey taps keys]
457	00:24:50,780	00:24:52,282	Well, it's not the whole year.	Well, it's not the whole year.
458	00:24:53,033	00:24:54,201	So it's prorated.	So it's prorated.
459	00:24:55,994	00:24:58,497	And Grammy and Grandpa are helping out.	And Grammy and Grandpa are helping out.
460	00:25:06,129	00:25:07,255	This is a mess.	This is a mess.
461	00:25:10,675	00:25:12,761	So pathetic. It's like running away.	So pathetic. It's like running away.
462	00:25:16,598	00:25:18,308	[Rebecca] That's not what this is.	[Rebecca] That's not what this is.
463	00:25:19,226	00:25:21,603	You don't have to do anything you don't want to.	You don't have to do anything you don't want to.
464	00:25:21,686	00:25:23,813	You don't have to leave. You can stay here.	You don't have to leave. You can stay here.
465	00:25:26,149	00:25:28,652	So you protect yourself by removing yourself.	So you protect yourself by removing yourself.
466	00:25:28,735	00:25:29,945	That's not running away.	That's not running away.
467	00:25:32,113	00:25:34,241	Yeah, but they get to do whatever the fuck.	Yeah, but they get to do whatever the fuck.
468	00:25:46,127	00:25:47,170	What about these?	What about these?
469	00:25:47,837	00:25:49,089	Do you wanna take these?	Do you wanna take these?
470	00:25:49,172	00:25:50,924	-I don't need any of those. -[door opens]	-I don't need any of those. -[door opens]
471	00:25:51,716	00:25:52,676	[Frankie] Hey, Mom!	[Frankie] Hey, Mom!
472	00:25:53,552	00:25:54,678	-Hey! -[door closes]	-Hey! -[door closes]
473	00:25:56,763	00:25:57,806	We're in here.	We're in here.
474	00:25:59,724	00:26:01,393	-[Nina] Hi, guys. -Hey, baby doll.	-[Nina] Hi, guys. -Hey, baby doll.
475	00:26:01,893	00:26:02,936	Come here.	Come here.
476	00:26:03,520	00:26:04,521	Give me some lovin'.	Give me some lovin'.
477	00:26:05,021	00:26:06,523	Get over here. Hmm.	Get over here. Hmm.
478	00:26:09,818	00:26:11,278	[Frankie] What are you guys doing?	[Frankie] What are you guys doing?
479	00:26:13,822	00:26:16,408	-I'm gonna stay at Dad's for a bit. -[Frankie] Are we going too?	-I'm gonna stay at Dad's for a bit. -[Frankie] Are we going too?
480	00:26:17,200	00:26:19,703	Nope. Just Joey, and not for long.	Nope. Just Joey, and not for long.
481	00:26:21,997	00:26:24,416	[Joey] I'm still gonna see you guys, like, all the time.	[Joey] I'm still gonna see you guys, like, all the time.
482	00:26:24,499	00:26:28,086	Yeah, and we're gonna go to Dad's tonight for dinner, OK? As a family.	Yeah, and we're gonna go to Dad's tonight for dinner, OK? As a family.
483	00:26:28,169	00:26:29,296	But why are you going?	But why are you going?
484	00:26:30,547	00:26:31,548	[Joey sighs]	[Joey sighs]
485	00:26:32,674	00:26:34,801	So she won't have to run into George, babe.	So she won't have to run into George, babe.
486	00:26:35,343	00:26:37,846	[Frankie] Then I wanna go too. I don't wanna see him either.	[Frankie] Then I wanna go too. I don't wanna see him either.
487	00:26:42,684	00:26:44,352	Are you taking your Bikini Kill poster?	Are you taking your Bikini Kill poster?
488	00:26:47,397	00:26:49,608	'Cause if you're not, I'll just hang onto it.	'Cause if you're not, I'll just hang onto it.
489	00:26:50,859	00:26:53,028	Well, it better be pristine when I get back.	Well, it better be pristine when I get back.
490	00:26:53,820	00:26:55,447	If she gets something, I want something.	If she gets something, I want something.
491	00:26:55,530	00:26:57,616	Oh my God, you guys, I'm coming back.	Oh my God, you guys, I'm coming back.
492	00:27:02,871	00:27:04,164	OK, fine, Frankie.	OK, fine, Frankie.
493	00:27:04,956	00:27:06,291	You can have one thing.	You can have one thing.
494	00:27:07,375	00:27:08,793	OK. Let's go.	OK. Let's go.
495	00:27:09,753	00:27:12,380	-Get your coat. Let's get out of here. -Come on, Mom.	-Get your coat. Let's get out of here. -Come on, Mom.
496	00:27:12,464	00:27:14,132	-[Rebecca] Come on. -[Frankie] I…	-[Rebecca] Come on. -[Frankie] I…
497	00:27:21,431	00:27:23,808	Hey, Martin, I thought all your Coltrane was over here.	Hey, Martin, I thought all your Coltrane was over here.
498	00:27:23,892	00:27:25,518	Can't contain Coltrane.	Can't contain Coltrane.
499	00:27:26,895	00:27:29,189	His other Coltrane section is hidden over here	His other Coltrane section is hidden over here
500	00:27:29,272	00:27:30,565	when he was signed to Impulse.	when he was signed to Impulse.
501	00:27:31,524	00:27:32,776	You got a weird system.	You got a weird system.
502	00:27:33,276	00:27:34,444	[Hank] Nah.	[Hank] Nah.
503	00:27:34,944	00:27:37,572	He just likes when people got to ask for what they're looking for.	He just likes when people got to ask for what they're looking for.
504	00:27:37,656	00:27:40,158	-[Martin chuckles] -Start a conversation. [snaps fingers]	-[Martin chuckles] -Start a conversation. [snaps fingers]
505	00:27:40,867	00:27:42,160	That's the whole point of jazz.	That's the whole point of jazz.
506	00:27:43,912	00:27:46,414	[Hank] Oh, here we go.	[Hank] Oh, here we go.
507	00:27:46,873	00:27:48,541	Live at Birdland.	Live at Birdland.
508	00:27:49,209	00:27:50,710	1964.	1964.
509	00:27:51,378	00:27:53,296	You know where to go if you wanna listen to it.	You know where to go if you wanna listen to it.
510	00:27:53,380	00:27:55,173	[Hank] Yes, sir. Thanks, my friend.	[Hank] Yes, sir. Thanks, my friend.
511	00:28:01,513	00:28:02,514	Now, of course,	Now, of course,
512	00:28:03,473	00:28:05,934	-Alabama wasn't actually live. -[somber jazz music plays]	-Alabama wasn't actually live. -[somber jazz music plays]
513	00:28:06,017	00:28:08,853	[Hank] Now, this is take five at Van Gelder Studio	[Hank] Now, this is take five at Van Gelder Studio
514	00:28:08,937	00:28:10,230	just over in Edgewater.	just over in Edgewater.
515	00:28:13,400	00:28:14,943	[chuckles] Story goes,	[chuckles] Story goes,
516	00:28:15,026	00:28:18,446	Coltrane didn't tell anybody what it was about, not even his quartet.	Coltrane didn't tell anybody what it was about, not even his quartet.
517	00:28:18,822	00:28:20,699	Sheet music didn't even have a title.	Sheet music didn't even have a title.
518	00:28:23,868	00:28:24,786	But…	But…
519	00:28:25,495	00:28:28,123	[exhales] ...even if you didn't know why he wrote it,	[exhales] ...even if you didn't know why he wrote it,
520	00:28:28,623	00:28:29,916	you listen to this,	you listen to this,
521	00:28:30,667	00:28:31,960	you know what it is.	you know what it is.
522	00:28:33,461	00:28:34,546	You feel it.	You feel it.
523	00:28:35,588	00:28:36,881	It's a eulogy.	It's a eulogy.
524	00:28:40,260	00:28:42,512	You know about the 16th Street Baptist Church?	You know about the 16th Street Baptist Church?
525	00:28:42,595	00:28:43,930	In Birmingham.	In Birmingham.
526	00:28:44,013	00:28:45,181	It got bombed, right?	It got bombed, right?
527	00:28:46,099	00:28:46,933	Yeah.	Yeah.
528	00:28:50,854	00:28:52,772	That was two months before he played this.	That was two months before he played this.
529	00:28:53,982	00:28:56,401	See, the sax is lamenting.	See, the sax is lamenting.
530	00:28:56,901	00:28:58,278	It's singing the sorrow,	It's singing the sorrow,
531	00:28:58,361	00:28:59,446	but underneath,	but underneath,
532	00:29:00,864	00:29:02,449	you hear the percussion, right?	you hear the percussion, right?
533	00:29:03,074	00:29:06,327	It's building, rising up, threatening.	It's building, rising up, threatening.
534	00:29:06,411	00:29:07,704	It's the tension	It's the tension
535	00:29:08,413	00:29:09,706	what makes this piece so…	what makes this piece so…
536	00:29:10,290	00:29:11,166	powerful.	powerful.
537	00:29:13,001	00:29:13,835	It's about…	It's about…
538	00:29:14,335	00:29:16,671	the moment that sadness turns to anger.	the moment that sadness turns to anger.
539	00:29:17,630	00:29:18,715	It's a memorial.	It's a memorial.
540	00:29:19,507	00:29:20,633	Yeah.	Yeah.
541	00:29:20,717	00:29:21,885	But it's a protest.	But it's a protest.
542	00:29:25,764	00:29:27,599	[somber jazz music continues]	[somber jazz music continues]
543	00:29:36,566	00:29:38,485	[John] There's a history in the country	[John] There's a history in the country
544	00:29:38,860	00:29:40,111	of folks packing on the buses	of folks packing on the buses
545	00:29:40,195	00:29:43,031	and riding off into the sunset to make change happen.	and riding off into the sunset to make change happen.
546	00:29:43,740	00:29:46,451	And that's what we're gonna do with the dollars we raise here tonight.	And that's what we're gonna do with the dollars we raise here tonight.
547	00:29:46,534	00:29:50,038	[Dom] Yes, baby! Y'all better give my man some money!	[Dom] Yes, baby! Y'all better give my man some money!
548	00:29:50,121	00:29:51,080	[cheering]	[cheering]
549	00:29:51,164	00:29:53,249	[John] Because while we celebrate our history	[John] Because while we celebrate our history
550	00:29:53,333	00:29:54,751	and reflect on our history,	and reflect on our history,
551	00:29:55,210	00:29:56,878	you know we gotta fight for our future.	you know we gotta fight for our future.
552	00:29:56,961	00:29:58,338	[cheering]	[cheering]
553	00:29:58,421	00:30:00,340	Grand Army coming to enlist ya!	Grand Army coming to enlist ya!
554	00:30:00,423	00:30:02,509	[cheering]	[cheering]
555	00:30:03,551	00:30:04,803	We gonna go to Pennsylvania,	We gonna go to Pennsylvania,
556	00:30:04,886	00:30:07,263	and we're gonna spend a weekend registering voters.	and we're gonna spend a weekend registering voters.
557	00:30:07,347	00:30:09,140	What's goin' on? Having a party at this party?	What's goin' on? Having a party at this party?
558	00:30:09,224	00:30:10,725	-You are late. -[John continues talking]	-You are late. -[John continues talking]
559	00:30:10,809	00:30:12,060	So what? I'm late.	So what? I'm late.
560	00:30:12,143	00:30:13,770	[John] Yo, so look. Look.	[John] Yo, so look. Look.
561	00:30:14,437	00:30:16,815	People are saying if this election goes our way,	People are saying if this election goes our way,
562	00:30:16,898	00:30:18,817	it's gonna be on the backs of Black Americans.	it's gonna be on the backs of Black Americans.
563	00:30:18,900	00:30:20,151	And young Americans.	And young Americans.
564	00:30:20,235	00:30:23,029	'Cause until everyone else gets their shit together, we gotta lead!	'Cause until everyone else gets their shit together, we gotta lead!
565	00:30:23,112	00:30:24,781	[cheering]	[cheering]
566	00:30:25,990	00:30:27,492	[Sonia] Where those votes at?	[Sonia] Where those votes at?
567	00:30:27,826	00:30:29,577	We're gonna swing that state!	We're gonna swing that state!
568	00:30:29,661	00:30:30,787	[cheering]	[cheering]
569	00:30:30,870	00:30:31,913	Let me hear you!	Let me hear you!
570	00:30:32,455	00:30:34,332	[cheering, whistling]	[cheering, whistling]
571	00:30:34,415	00:30:36,417	Sonia Cruz. Where is she?	Sonia Cruz. Where is she?
572	00:30:37,085	00:30:37,919	[chuckling]	[chuckling]
573	00:30:38,002	00:30:39,796	Yo, she's got the sign-up sheet.	Yo, she's got the sign-up sheet.
574	00:30:39,879	00:30:41,047	Join us on the bus!	Join us on the bus!
575	00:30:41,130	00:30:42,090	[cheering]	[cheering]
576	00:30:42,173	00:30:44,717	Oh damn, y'all. This girl just got woke.	Oh damn, y'all. This girl just got woke.
577	00:30:45,343	00:30:46,886	-[John] Do something. -I have an idea.	-[John] Do something. -I have an idea.
578	00:30:46,970	00:30:48,471	-What is it? -I'll tell you in a second.	-What is it? -I'll tell you in a second.
579	00:30:48,555	00:30:51,266	Show some love for the Grand Army Step Corps!	Show some love for the Grand Army Step Corps!
580	00:30:51,349	00:30:53,101	[cheering]	[cheering]
581	00:30:56,354	00:30:57,689	Amanda!	Amanda!
582	00:30:57,772	00:30:59,566	You go, Amanda!	You go, Amanda!
583	00:31:15,456	00:31:16,916	You so good!	You so good!
584	00:31:17,000	00:31:18,960	-You so smart. -Uh-huh.	-You so smart. -Uh-huh.
585	00:31:20,920	00:31:22,088	What you been drinking?	What you been drinking?
586	00:31:25,550	00:31:26,843	[Dom giggles]	[Dom giggles]
587	00:31:27,260	00:31:28,219	Oh!	Oh!
588	00:31:30,597	00:31:31,556	[cheering]	[cheering]
589	00:31:35,226	00:31:36,436	[Sonia] Tell us your idea!	[Sonia] Tell us your idea!
590	00:31:36,519	00:31:38,605	-You blowin' me up! -What are we talkin' about?	-You blowin' me up! -What are we talkin' about?
591	00:31:38,688	00:31:40,523	It's all Black kids at Owen's suspension center.	It's all Black kids at Owen's suspension center.
592	00:31:40,607	00:31:42,066	[Tor] That's that new Jim Crow shit.	[Tor] That's that new Jim Crow shit.
593	00:31:42,150	00:31:44,485	Well, we gotta do something to show how fucked up that is.	Well, we gotta do something to show how fucked up that is.
594	00:31:44,569	00:31:47,864	Yo, I'm thinking we go old school and do like a sit-in for Owen.	Yo, I'm thinking we go old school and do like a sit-in for Owen.
595	00:31:47,947	00:31:49,157	I like that.	I like that.
596	00:31:49,574	00:31:50,783	-Eh! -[Dom] This kid…	-Eh! -[Dom] This kid…
597	00:31:50,867	00:31:53,494	Coming here with ideas. I see you been training your boy.	Coming here with ideas. I see you been training your boy.
598	00:31:53,578	00:31:55,872	Girl, you know it ain't even like that, OK?	Girl, you know it ain't even like that, OK?
599	00:31:55,955	00:31:57,832	Girl, you know it could be like that.	Girl, you know it could be like that.
600	00:31:57,916	00:32:02,670	Oh wow!	Oh wow!
601	00:32:02,754	00:32:05,924	That's how you show up. Even when people tryin' to take you out.	That's how you show up. Even when people tryin' to take you out.
602	00:32:06,007	00:32:07,634	[clapping, stomping on stage]	[clapping, stomping on stage]
603	00:32:08,468	00:32:09,510	Hey, you made it.	Hey, you made it.
604	00:32:10,136	00:32:11,471	Is Flora here?	Is Flora here?
605	00:32:11,554	00:32:13,514	No, I don't think so. Did you text her?	No, I don't think so. Did you text her?
606	00:32:14,182	00:32:16,643	[Sid] No. I just thought maybe in person it would be…	[Sid] No. I just thought maybe in person it would be…
607	00:32:19,103	00:32:19,938	I don't know.	I don't know.
608	00:32:20,396	00:32:22,357	Well, it's good that you came anyways.	Well, it's good that you came anyways.
609	00:32:22,690	00:32:24,192	[clapping, stomping continues]	[clapping, stomping continues]
610	00:32:24,859	00:32:28,279	-I feel like everyone's staring at me. -They're not.	-I feel like everyone's staring at me. -They're not.
611	00:32:28,363	00:32:29,405	[stomping]	[stomping]
612	00:32:29,489	00:32:31,032	[cheering]	[cheering]
613	00:32:39,999	00:32:41,459	[cheering]	[cheering]
614	00:32:45,380	00:32:46,965	[John] So I don't know about you,	[John] So I don't know about you,
615	00:32:47,048	00:32:49,175	but I'm ready for some Philly cheesesteak!	but I'm ready for some Philly cheesesteak!
616	00:32:49,258	00:32:51,260	-[cheering] -[hip-hop music plays]	-[cheering] -[hip-hop music plays]
617	00:32:59,435	00:33:00,520	I think I'm gonna go.	I think I'm gonna go.
618	00:33:01,270	00:33:03,022	[Meera] Dude, you just got here.	[Meera] Dude, you just got here.
619	00:33:03,564	00:33:04,565	[Orlov] Hey, man.	[Orlov] Hey, man.
620	00:33:07,568	00:33:08,695	Well, what's goin' on?	Well, what's goin' on?
621	00:33:10,905	00:33:12,198	The fuck's your problem?	The fuck's your problem?
622	00:33:22,959	00:33:24,627	I'm so fucking stupid!	I'm so fucking stupid!
623	00:33:26,421	00:33:28,381	-That piece of shit! -[Meera] Sid!	-That piece of shit! -[Meera] Sid!
624	00:33:30,550	00:33:31,384	[Sid] Bo!	[Sid] Bo!
625	00:33:33,344	00:33:34,470	It was you, wasn't it?	It was you, wasn't it?
626	00:33:35,221	00:33:37,890	-I know it was you, motherfucker! -Yo, don't come at me.	-I know it was you, motherfucker! -Yo, don't come at me.
627	00:33:39,267	00:33:41,436	[students] Oh! Whoo!	[students] Oh! Whoo!
628	00:33:41,519	00:33:43,104	What the fuck? Are you OK?	What the fuck? Are you OK?
629	00:33:43,563	00:33:44,897	[laughter in background]	[laughter in background]
630	00:33:46,441	00:33:47,525	[Meera] Are you OK?	[Meera] Are you OK?
631	00:33:48,151	00:33:49,485	Let me see. Let me see.	Let me see. Let me see.
632	00:33:50,486	00:33:53,114	[woman over PA] Dr. Kimoto to inpatient fittings.	[woman over PA] Dr. Kimoto to inpatient fittings.
633	00:33:53,197	00:33:55,366	-Dr. Kimoto to inpatient fittings. -[sniffs]	-Dr. Kimoto to inpatient fittings. -[sniffs]
634	00:33:58,202	00:33:59,412	Hey, what'd they say?	Hey, what'd they say?
635	00:34:01,831	00:34:02,915	Ice is my friend.	Ice is my friend.
636	00:34:03,875	00:34:05,334	[Meera] What about your nose?	[Meera] What about your nose?
637	00:34:05,918	00:34:07,628	I'm fine. I just wanna go.	I'm fine. I just wanna go.
638	00:34:10,214	00:34:11,716	-[dad] Meera? -Dad, over here!	-[dad] Meera? -Dad, over here!
639	00:34:14,969	00:34:16,179	Siddhartha.	Siddhartha.
640	00:34:16,721	00:34:18,806	-[dad] What happened? -I'm good. It's nothing.	-[dad] What happened? -I'm good. It's nothing.
641	00:34:19,515	00:34:20,516	Who did this?	Who did this?
642	00:34:20,600	00:34:22,602	Just some dumb thing with this kid from school.	Just some dumb thing with this kid from school.
643	00:34:22,685	00:34:23,853	-He attacked you? -[Sid] No.	-He attacked you? -[Sid] No.
644	00:34:23,936	00:34:26,731	-[dad] Why didn't the police come? -It wasn't like that.	-[dad] Why didn't the police come? -It wasn't like that.
645	00:34:26,814	00:34:28,983	Your school authorities, they need to be notified.	Your school authorities, they need to be notified.
646	00:34:29,067	00:34:31,194	-This boy will be held accountable. -[Sid] Dad.	-This boy will be held accountable. -[Sid] Dad.
647	00:34:31,694	00:34:33,821	Your sister said he was a white boy. You were targeted.	Your sister said he was a white boy. You were targeted.
648	00:34:34,197	00:34:36,699	-Nobody was targeted. -[dad] Then why did he attack you?	-Nobody was targeted. -[dad] Then why did he attack you?
649	00:34:36,783	00:34:39,452	Because I came after him, OK? I pushed him.	Because I came after him, OK? I pushed him.
650	00:34:39,535	00:34:40,411	[dad] Why?	[dad] Why?
651	00:34:41,370	00:34:42,413	Because of me.	Because of me.
652	00:34:43,331	00:34:44,499	He was defending me.	He was defending me.
653	00:34:44,582	00:34:47,043	-[dad] What's going on? -Stop. You don't need to lie for me.	-[dad] What's going on? -Stop. You don't need to lie for me.
654	00:34:47,126	00:34:49,087	Who's lying? Tell me the truth.	Who's lying? Tell me the truth.
655	00:34:49,587	00:34:50,546	What happened?	What happened?
656	00:34:50,630	00:34:53,508	This kid posted my college essay online to embarrass me,	This kid posted my college essay online to embarrass me,
657	00:34:53,591	00:34:55,009	and everyone read it.	and everyone read it.
658	00:34:56,636	00:34:58,471	To embarrass you about being Indian?	To embarrass you about being Indian?
659	00:34:59,597	00:35:00,932	This is a hate crime.	This is a hate crime.
660	00:35:01,015	00:35:01,974	Excuse me, ma'am.	Excuse me, ma'am.
661	00:35:02,058	00:35:03,851	-I saw a police officer downstairs. -[Sid] Dad!	-I saw a police officer downstairs. -[Sid] Dad!
662	00:35:03,935	00:35:05,645	-[dad] I need him here. -Stop. Listen.	-[dad] I need him here. -Stop. Listen.
663	00:35:05,728	00:35:07,480	-[nurse] What do you need? -To file a report.	-[nurse] What do you need? -To file a report.
664	00:35:07,563	00:35:10,024	-[Sid] Stop. We're fine. Sorry. -[Meera] Dad. Sid doesn't want…	-[Sid] Stop. We're fine. Sorry. -[Meera] Dad. Sid doesn't want…
665	00:35:10,108	00:35:11,192	My son was beaten.	My son was beaten.
666	00:35:11,776	00:35:14,278	I'll have to call NYPD. Would you like me to do that?	I'll have to call NYPD. Would you like me to do that?
667	00:35:14,362	00:35:17,365	No. No, no. Can I just please have a second with my family? Please?	No. No, no. Can I just please have a second with my family? Please?
668	00:35:23,204	00:35:24,872	You're not listening to me.	You're not listening to me.
669	00:35:24,956	00:35:28,543	No. You need to listen to me. I will not let you be treated this way.	No. You need to listen to me. I will not let you be treated this way.
670	00:35:29,168	00:35:31,337	My essay was about me being gay.	My essay was about me being gay.
671	00:35:31,420	00:35:33,005	Why would you write about that?	Why would you write about that?
672	00:35:35,883	00:35:36,968	Because I'm gay.	Because I'm gay.
673	00:35:40,805	00:35:42,056	That's ridiculous.	That's ridiculous.
674	00:35:43,015	00:35:44,350	You're not gay. [chuckles]	You're not gay. [chuckles]
675	00:35:47,645	00:35:48,646	[Meera] Dad.	[Meera] Dad.
676	00:35:50,064	00:35:51,023	Dad.	Dad.
677	00:36:21,053	00:36:23,973	[Frankie] The last time I checked, that wasn't...	[Frankie] The last time I checked, that wasn't...
678	00:36:24,056	00:36:25,892	-[Rebecca] Yeah. Here. -[Matt] Thank you.	-[Rebecca] Yeah. Here. -[Matt] Thank you.
679	00:36:25,975	00:36:27,351	[Rebecca] Have some vegetables.	[Rebecca] Have some vegetables.
680	00:36:27,435	00:36:28,477	[pop music plays]	[pop music plays]
681	00:36:28,853	00:36:30,605	You have no vegetables on your plate.	You have no vegetables on your plate.
682	00:36:30,688	00:36:31,522	[Rebecca] Mm.	[Rebecca] Mm.
683	00:36:31,606	00:36:34,233	Put some vegetables on your plate right now.	Put some vegetables on your plate right now.
684	00:36:34,317	00:36:36,444	-Are these salted? -[Matt] Put on some hot sauce.	-Are these salted? -[Matt] Put on some hot sauce.
685	00:36:36,527	00:36:38,571	She can't handle any type of hot sauce.	She can't handle any type of hot sauce.
686	00:36:38,654	00:36:39,947	[laughter]	[laughter]
687	00:36:40,656	00:36:42,074	-I have a question. -[Matt] Mm-hmm?	-I have a question. -[Matt] Mm-hmm?
688	00:36:42,200	00:36:45,161	-What do you do at Catholic school? -Same thing you do at regular school.	-What do you do at Catholic school? -Same thing you do at regular school.
689	00:36:45,244	00:36:48,331	Yeah. Except there are religion classes, and you go to chapel.	Yeah. Except there are religion classes, and you go to chapel.
690	00:36:49,081	00:36:50,124	And there are nuns.	And there are nuns.
691	00:36:51,042	00:36:53,211	-It's different now. -[Joey] Everywhere.	-It's different now. -[Joey] Everywhere.
692	00:36:53,294	00:36:55,421	I'm sure there are nowhere near as many nuns	I'm sure there are nowhere near as many nuns
693	00:36:55,504	00:36:56,964	as when we were in high school.	as when we were in high school.
694	00:36:57,048	00:36:58,049	Holy Ghost.	Holy Ghost.
695	00:36:58,466	00:36:59,467	Bec, you remember?	Bec, you remember?
696	00:37:00,676	00:37:01,677	Oh my God.	Oh my God.
697	00:37:02,762	00:37:03,971	[chuckling] Oh my God!	[chuckling] Oh my God!
698	00:37:04,931	00:37:07,308	-What in the world... -[Nina] What's the Holy-fucking-Ghost?	-What in the world... -[Nina] What's the Holy-fucking-Ghost?
699	00:37:07,391	00:37:09,143	...are you doing with your body right now?	...are you doing with your body right now?
700	00:37:09,227	00:37:10,770	-Why is that so funny? -[Matt] Oh.	-Why is that so funny? -[Matt] Oh.
701	00:37:11,562	00:37:13,064	You know, at school dances,	You know, at school dances,
702	00:37:13,147	00:37:14,607	especially the slow dances,	especially the slow dances,
703	00:37:14,690	00:37:16,442	-the nuns would patrol the crowd… -[chuckling]	-the nuns would patrol the crowd… -[chuckling]
704	00:37:16,525	00:37:20,029	…and make sure there was enough room for the Holy Ghost.	…and make sure there was enough room for the Holy Ghost.
705	00:37:20,488	00:37:21,322	Oh!	Oh!
706	00:37:21,906	00:37:22,949	I don't get it.	I don't get it.
707	00:37:23,032	00:37:24,242	Yeah, well, you had to…	Yeah, well, you had to…
708	00:37:24,325	00:37:27,328	You had to leave enough space in between your bodies for…	You had to leave enough space in between your bodies for…
709	00:37:27,411	00:37:29,455	-For Jesus. -[Matt] Basically, yeah.	-For Jesus. -[Matt] Basically, yeah.
710	00:37:30,373	00:37:31,999	Oh, it was total insanity.	Oh, it was total insanity.
711	00:37:32,083	00:37:33,876	-All these pathetic... -[Matt] Awkward.	-All these pathetic... -[Matt] Awkward.
712	00:37:34,460	00:37:36,337	...high school kids just, like…	...high school kids just, like…
713	00:37:36,837	00:37:39,173	Here, Franks, come. I'm gonna show you.	Here, Franks, come. I'm gonna show you.
714	00:37:40,967	00:37:41,926	[Rebecca sighs]	[Rebecca sighs]
715	00:37:42,301	00:37:44,595	Uh! No. Not closer. Just right there.	Uh! No. Not closer. Just right there.
716	00:37:44,679	00:37:46,472	-All right. -[Nina] Oh my God.	-All right. -[Nina] Oh my God.
717	00:37:46,555	00:37:48,349	Was it actually that bad?	Was it actually that bad?
718	00:37:48,432	00:37:51,560	-It was that bad. -[Matt] Worse. Worse. Awful.	-It was that bad. -[Matt] Worse. Worse. Awful.
719	00:37:51,644	00:37:53,187	[Rebecca and Nina laugh]	[Rebecca and Nina laugh]
720	00:37:53,604	00:37:55,273	-[Joey chuckles] -[Nina] Oh my God.	-[Joey chuckles] -[Nina] Oh my God.
721	00:37:55,648	00:37:57,316	Frankie needs the spotlight, everyone.	Frankie needs the spotlight, everyone.
722	00:37:57,400	00:38:00,194	That is so fucking mean. She's just having fun with Mom.	That is so fucking mean. She's just having fun with Mom.
723	00:38:00,903	00:38:02,196	[Rebecca giggles]	[Rebecca giggles]
724	00:38:03,447	00:38:05,908	[Frankie] Come on. Come dance with me. Please.	[Frankie] Come on. Come dance with me. Please.
725	00:38:05,992	00:38:08,035	-Please! -No. I'm just gonna watch you dance.	-Please! -No. I'm just gonna watch you dance.
726	00:38:08,119	00:38:09,870	-[phone rings] -[Joey] I'll watch you.	-[phone rings] -[Joey] I'll watch you.
727	00:38:09,954	00:38:11,872	-[Frankie] No. Come on. Please? -[Joey] Just go--	-[Frankie] No. Come on. Please? -[Joey] Just go--
728	00:38:11,956	00:38:13,207	-Hello? -[Joey] No!	-Hello? -[Joey] No!
729	00:38:14,834	00:38:15,668	Fine.	Fine.
730	00:38:16,460	00:38:17,586	[Joey] Mom, who is it?	[Joey] Mom, who is it?
731	00:38:19,422	00:38:20,965	Mom, who's on the phone?	Mom, who's on the phone?
732	00:38:21,048	00:38:22,842	-Please get-- -[Joey] Frankie, fucking stop.	-Please get-- -[Joey] Frankie, fucking stop.
733	00:38:22,925	00:38:24,468	Nina's gonna dance with you.	Nina's gonna dance with you.
734	00:38:24,552	00:38:26,220	-[Matt] Who is it, Bec? -[groans] Uh-huh.	-[Matt] Who is it, Bec? -[groans] Uh-huh.
735	00:38:26,971	00:38:28,222	-Mom! -[Rebecca] Uh-huh.	-Mom! -[Rebecca] Uh-huh.
736	00:38:28,848	00:38:29,890	One… one second.	One… one second.
737	00:38:30,349	00:38:31,267	Uh-huh.	Uh-huh.
738	00:38:31,976	00:38:33,519	And what is this based on?	And what is this based on?
739	00:38:35,438	00:38:37,940	-OK, but who's decided that? -Who's decided what?	-OK, but who's decided that? -Who's decided what?
740	00:38:38,024	00:38:40,443	[Rebecca] I have Joey and Matt here. Just one second.	[Rebecca] I have Joey and Matt here. Just one second.
741	00:38:41,193	00:38:44,030	It's the DA's office. They're not moving forward with charges.	It's the DA's office. They're not moving forward with charges.
742	00:38:44,113	00:38:46,907	-What does that mean? -[Matt] Wait. How are they coming to this?	-What does that mean? -[Matt] Wait. How are they coming to this?
743	00:38:46,991	00:38:48,242	Lack of evidence.	Lack of evidence.
744	00:38:48,326	00:38:50,202	What? So that means they're gonna do nothing?	What? So that means they're gonna do nothing?
745	00:38:50,286	00:38:52,913	They didn't feel like they had enough to make a case.	They didn't feel like they had enough to make a case.
746	00:38:53,414	00:38:55,124	-What? -And we have no say in this?	-What? -And we have no say in this?
747	00:38:56,292	00:38:58,169	Well, we're all obviously very upset.	Well, we're all obviously very upset.
748	00:38:58,252	00:39:00,171	-Ask them! How is this possible? -I'm trying to!	-Ask them! How is this possible? -I'm trying to!
749	00:39:00,254	00:39:02,340	[yells] Tell them I wanna talk to them, Mom!	[yells] Tell them I wanna talk to them, Mom!
750	00:39:02,423	00:39:04,467	Tell them I wanna talk to them!	Tell them I wanna talk to them!
751	00:39:04,550	00:39:05,593	[sobs]	[sobs]
752	00:39:06,469	00:39:07,470	[sniffles]	[sniffles]
753	00:39:09,055	00:39:10,431	[sobs]	[sobs]
754	00:39:11,599	00:39:12,641	We'll talk to them.	We'll talk to them.
755	00:39:13,184	00:39:16,062	Oh my Lord. I needed this night. For real.	Oh my Lord. I needed this night. For real.
756	00:39:16,145	00:39:18,314	You know the last time I did something like this?	You know the last time I did something like this?
757	00:39:18,397	00:39:19,231	When?	When?
758	00:39:20,024	00:39:22,026	No, I'm asking. 'Cause I don't fucking remember.	No, I'm asking. 'Cause I don't fucking remember.
759	00:39:22,109	00:39:23,903	-Yo. [John chuckles] -[laughs]	-Yo. [John chuckles] -[laughs]
760	00:39:24,987	00:39:28,366	-Yeah, I never seen you this fucked up. -I'm not fucked up!	-Yeah, I never seen you this fucked up. -I'm not fucked up!
761	00:39:28,449	00:39:29,450	Look at me.	Look at me.
762	00:39:32,453	00:39:34,288	-Yo! [John laughs] -I got this!	-Yo! [John laughs] -I got this!
763	00:39:35,456	00:39:37,166	[snickers] You're messy.	[snickers] You're messy.
764	00:39:38,000	00:39:39,460	You try doin' what I'm doin'.	You try doin' what I'm doin'.
765	00:39:39,877	00:39:42,004	Feed a family on eight dollars per person.	Feed a family on eight dollars per person.
766	00:39:42,588	00:39:43,839	Eight dollars…	Eight dollars…
767	00:39:43,923	00:39:45,508	for a whole fucking day. You try it.	for a whole fucking day. You try it.
768	00:39:45,925	00:39:47,301	Get a chicken nugget meal.	Get a chicken nugget meal.
769	00:39:47,385	00:39:49,011	That's six bucks…	That's six bucks…
770	00:39:49,095	00:39:50,221	for one meal.	for one meal.
771	00:39:50,888	00:39:53,766	So what, you're gonna live off butter rolls? [giggles]	So what, you're gonna live off butter rolls? [giggles]
772	00:39:55,476	00:39:59,772	You know it takes three days in New York after rent's due for them to evict you?	You know it takes three days in New York after rent's due for them to evict you?
773	00:40:00,481	00:40:01,315	Deadass.	Deadass.
774	00:40:01,899	00:40:02,900	Three days.	Three days.
775	00:40:03,317	00:40:04,318	And I'm like,	And I'm like,
776	00:40:04,402	00:40:07,029	"Bitch, if I don't have rent for you when it's due,	"Bitch, if I don't have rent for you when it's due,
777	00:40:07,113	00:40:09,573	three days is not gonna change shit." [giggles]	three days is not gonna change shit." [giggles]
778	00:40:09,657	00:40:11,242	-What? I'mma go rob a bank? -Right.	-What? I'mma go rob a bank? -Right.
779	00:40:11,325	00:40:12,284	[giggles]	[giggles]
780	00:40:12,368	00:40:14,120	But see, I've been looking into it.	But see, I've been looking into it.
781	00:40:14,829	00:40:16,539	And if the landlord's been neglectful,	And if the landlord's been neglectful,
782	00:40:16,622	00:40:19,834	like our toilet clogs all the fucking time and they never fix that shit,	like our toilet clogs all the fucking time and they never fix that shit,
783	00:40:19,917	00:40:21,919	so I'm documenting everything now, just in case.	so I'm documenting everything now, just in case.
784	00:40:22,002	00:40:23,003	-Mm-hmm. -But…	-Mm-hmm. -But…
785	00:40:23,671	00:40:25,214	my landlord's the city, so…	my landlord's the city, so…
786	00:40:26,006	00:40:27,508	But if you can show neglect,	But if you can show neglect,
787	00:40:28,300	00:40:29,802	the court might let you stay,	the court might let you stay,
788	00:40:30,344	00:40:31,512	even if you're behind.	even if you're behind.
789	00:40:33,222	00:40:34,223	Oh shit.	Oh shit.
790	00:40:35,683	00:40:37,768	I'm running my mouth, and now you're probably like,	I'm running my mouth, and now you're probably like,
791	00:40:37,852	00:40:39,979	"Uh… gotta go." [giggles]	"Uh… gotta go." [giggles]
792	00:40:40,062	00:40:41,522	I didn't say anything.	I didn't say anything.
793	00:40:41,605	00:40:43,524	[Dom] Well, you're thinking that though.	[Dom] Well, you're thinking that though.
794	00:40:43,607	00:40:44,859	Come on. Give me some credit.	Come on. Give me some credit.
795	00:40:44,942	00:40:46,777	A'ight. What are you thinkin' about?	A'ight. What are you thinkin' about?
796	00:40:47,361	00:40:48,571	Just that I didn't know	Just that I didn't know
797	00:40:49,113	00:40:50,948	that you had to hold on to all that.	that you had to hold on to all that.
798	00:40:51,615	00:40:54,285	That's a lot to carry. You make it look like nothin'.	That's a lot to carry. You make it look like nothin'.
799	00:40:55,327	00:40:59,039	That's 'cause I'm my own magical superhero-superstar.	That's 'cause I'm my own magical superhero-superstar.
800	00:41:00,624	00:41:01,917	Except, lately, I'm not.	Except, lately, I'm not.
801	00:41:04,170	00:41:05,629	You don't have to be magical.	You don't have to be magical.
802	00:41:06,547	00:41:07,715	But you are incredible.	But you are incredible.
803	00:41:11,260	00:41:12,511	You just made that up?	You just made that up?
804	00:41:13,220	00:41:14,221	Just now?	Just now?
805	00:41:15,181	00:41:16,098	Just now.	Just now.
806	00:41:16,682	00:41:17,975	-[chuckles] -Just for me?	-[chuckles] -Just for me?
807	00:41:18,601	00:41:19,727	Just for you, baby.	Just for you, baby.
808	00:41:20,936	00:41:23,189	You're, like, mad corny.	You're, like, mad corny.
809	00:41:23,272	00:41:24,523	[both chuckle]	[both chuckle]
810	00:41:28,777	00:41:30,321	[romantic music plays]	[romantic music plays]
811	00:41:37,745	00:41:39,622	You wanna come upstairs for a minute?	You wanna come upstairs for a minute?
812	00:41:41,248	00:41:42,750	-Hell yeah. -[giggles]	-Hell yeah. -[giggles]
813	00:41:49,965	00:41:50,966	[Dom giggles]	[Dom giggles]
814	00:41:51,634	00:41:53,469	-[John chuckles] -[giggles]	-[John chuckles] -[giggles]
815	00:41:54,845	00:41:58,516	-I'm not gonna lie. I'm so lit right now. -[John] Word. You look good though.	-I'm not gonna lie. I'm so lit right now. -[John] Word. You look good though.
816	00:41:58,599	00:41:59,808	[both chuckle]	[both chuckle]
817	00:42:00,851	00:42:02,061	Table is set up.	Table is set up.
818	00:42:02,978	00:42:04,688	[Dom and John giggle]	[Dom and John giggle]
819	00:42:07,066	00:42:08,400	[indistinct chattering]	[indistinct chattering]
820	00:42:08,859	00:42:10,277	[mom] Dominique!	[mom] Dominique!
821	00:42:10,736	00:42:13,197	[in Creole] I was getting worried.	[in Creole] I was getting worried.
822	00:42:16,116	00:42:17,451	[woman] Ah!	[woman] Ah!
823	00:42:18,536	00:42:19,745	[mom] Good evening.	[mom] Good evening.
824	00:42:19,828	00:42:20,913	Good evening.	Good evening.
825	00:42:23,457	00:42:25,459	[mom] Hello, darling.	[mom] Hello, darling.
826	00:42:26,210	00:42:27,586	[whispers] We have company.	[whispers] We have company.
827	00:42:31,340	00:42:32,341	[clears throat]	[clears throat]
828	00:42:33,634	00:42:36,470	-[in English] I'm sorry. I can… -No. It's OK.	-[in English] I'm sorry. I can… -No. It's OK.
829	00:42:36,554	00:42:38,722	-Just making sure she got home OK. -[mom] Mm-hmm.	-Just making sure she got home OK. -[mom] Mm-hmm.
830	00:42:39,557	00:42:41,475	Sorry. I didn't know anybody was here.	Sorry. I didn't know anybody was here.
831	00:42:41,559	00:42:43,018	It's cool. I'm good.	It's cool. I'm good.
832	00:42:44,270	00:42:45,271	You have a great night.	You have a great night.
833	00:42:45,354	00:42:46,564	[mom in Creole] Good night.	[mom in Creole] Good night.
834	00:42:46,647	00:42:48,065	[women] Good night.	[women] Good night.
835	00:42:48,148	00:42:50,234	That's her friend from school.	That's her friend from school.
836	00:42:50,317	00:42:54,780	She's very studious.	She's very studious.
837	00:42:55,990	00:42:57,199	[Dom in English] Sorry.	[Dom in English] Sorry.
838	00:42:59,201	00:43:00,244	That's all right.	That's all right.
839	00:43:03,038	00:43:04,039	[woman 1] Oh!	[woman 1] Oh!
840	00:43:06,917	00:43:08,877	[giggling in background]	[giggling in background]
841	00:43:10,838	00:43:13,507	[mom speaks Creole]	[mom speaks Creole]
842	00:43:14,675	00:43:18,596	I was just telling them how smart you are.	I was just telling them how smart you are.
843	00:43:19,555	00:43:20,472	Um…	Um…
844	00:43:21,473	00:43:23,559	Excuse me a minute.	Excuse me a minute.
845	00:43:23,642	00:43:24,643	[mom] Mm-hmm.	[mom] Mm-hmm.
846	00:43:25,603	00:43:26,895	Pardon me.	Pardon me.
847	00:43:26,979	00:43:28,230	[door opens, closes]	[door opens, closes]
848	00:43:30,065	00:43:31,275	[knocking on door]	[knocking on door]
849	00:43:31,984	00:43:33,694	[mom] Dominique, open the door.	[mom] Dominique, open the door.
850	00:43:35,696	00:43:36,780	[knocking on door]	[knocking on door]
851	00:43:40,034	00:43:41,243	[distant laughter]	[distant laughter]
852	00:43:49,084	00:43:50,169	Where have you been?	Where have you been?
853	00:43:52,046	00:43:53,672	At a school thing.	At a school thing.
854	00:43:55,466	00:43:56,592	Are you drunk?	Are you drunk?
855	00:43:56,675	00:43:57,676	No.	No.
856	00:43:57,760	00:43:58,594	[mom] Mm-hmm.	[mom] Mm-hmm.
857	00:44:00,554	00:44:01,847	Who is that out there?	Who is that out there?
858	00:44:04,975	00:44:07,728	Francine wants to introduce you to her nephew.	Francine wants to introduce you to her nephew.
859	00:44:08,395	00:44:09,813	He's a nice boy.	He's a nice boy.
860	00:44:10,731	00:44:11,982	I told you I wasn't.	I told you I wasn't.
861	00:44:13,067	00:44:15,611	No, Mom! Why would you?	No, Mom! Why would you?
862	00:44:15,694	00:44:17,321	We can't go on this way.	We can't go on this way.
863	00:44:17,863	00:44:20,115	You can't keep going like this. It's too much.	You can't keep going like this. It's too much.
864	00:44:22,576	00:44:23,535	Honey…	Honey…
865	00:44:24,745	00:44:26,330	I'm worried about you.	I'm worried about you.
866	00:44:33,587	00:44:34,880	Just meet him.	Just meet him.
867	00:44:35,255	00:44:37,883	You don't have to make any decisions now.	You don't have to make any decisions now.
868	00:44:45,265	00:44:46,600	Don't take too long.	Don't take too long.
869	00:44:47,810	00:44:49,269	-OK. -[door opens]	-OK. -[door opens]
870	00:44:54,608	00:44:55,567	[sighs]	[sighs]
871	00:45:23,554	00:45:24,722	[distant chattering]	[distant chattering]
872	00:45:30,144	00:45:31,103	[inaudible]	[inaudible]
873	00:45:31,729	00:45:32,771	[inaudible]	[inaudible]
874	00:45:32,855	00:45:34,273	[laughter]	[laughter]
875	00:45:34,982	00:45:37,192	Ah, darling!	Ah, darling!
876	00:45:37,276	00:45:39,153	Finally! Hello!	Finally! Hello!
877	00:45:39,236	00:45:40,863	-Are you doing well? -Yes.	-Are you doing well? -Yes.
878	00:45:40,946	00:45:42,197	[chuckling]	[chuckling]
879	00:45:43,198	00:45:45,492	[in English] Uh… Hey. It's nice to meet you.	[in English] Uh… Hey. It's nice to meet you.
880	00:45:45,909	00:45:46,827	Hey.	Hey.
881	00:45:48,245	00:45:50,748	[in Creole] Ronald, this is my daughter, Dominique.	[in Creole] Ronald, this is my daughter, Dominique.
882	00:45:50,831	00:45:53,834	Dominique, this is Ronald Toussaint and his mother Perla.	Dominique, this is Ronald Toussaint and his mother Perla.
883	00:45:54,585	00:45:57,796	-[speaking in Creole] -[chuckling]	-[speaking in Creole] -[chuckling]
884	00:45:58,464	00:46:00,507	[Francine] Ronald is my favorite nephew.	[Francine] Ronald is my favorite nephew.
885	00:46:00,591	00:46:01,925	[chuckling]	[chuckling]
886	00:46:02,009	00:46:04,803	That may be true. Because I'm actually her only nephew.	That may be true. Because I'm actually her only nephew.
887	00:46:04,887	00:46:06,680	All right. All right. Who's hungry?	All right. All right. Who's hungry?
888	00:46:06,764	00:46:09,391	[excited exclamations]	[excited exclamations]
889	00:46:09,475	00:46:12,019	[speaking in Creole]	[speaking in Creole]
890	00:46:12,102	00:46:13,479	[chuckling]	[chuckling]
891	00:46:15,522	00:46:18,442	-[sighs] -[Sabine speaks in Creole]	-[sighs] -[Sabine speaks in Creole]
892	00:46:19,234	00:46:21,069	[Haitian music plays]	[Haitian music plays]
893	00:46:33,624	00:46:35,709	[Haitian music continues]	[Haitian music continues]
894	00:46:35,793	00:46:37,085	[Haitian music continues]	[Haitian music continues]
894	00:46:35,793	00:46:37,085	[Haitian music continues]	[Haitian music continues]