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1 00:00:06,131 00:00:07,924 [children yelling] [children yelling]
2 00:00:08,008 00:00:09,759 [tense music plays] [tense music plays]
3 00:00:14,014 00:00:15,265 [tapping keys] [tapping keys]
4 00:00:25,483 00:00:27,527 [rap music plays] [rap music plays]
5 00:00:28,278 00:00:29,237 ♪ I step in ♪ ♪ I step in ♪
6 00:00:30,613 00:00:31,448 ♪ No conscience ♪ ♪ No conscience ♪
7 00:00:31,823 00:00:34,117 ♪ Regular, regular Regular, regular, regular ♪ ♪ Regular, regular Regular, regular, regular ♪
8 00:00:34,200 00:00:36,327 ♪ Oh, one for Japan, one for your man ♪ ♪ Oh, one for Japan, one for your man ♪
9 00:00:36,411 00:00:38,288 ♪ I do what I want with no conscience ♪ ♪ I do what I want with no conscience ♪
10 00:00:38,371 00:00:39,831 ♪ Name on my neck and I'm ballin' ♪ ♪ Name on my neck and I'm ballin' ♪
11 00:00:39,914 00:00:41,458 ♪ Minding my business as always ♪ ♪ Minding my business as always ♪
12 00:00:41,541 00:00:44,127 ♪ People don't get that I'm awesome Talking they want me to fail ♪ ♪ People don't get that I'm awesome Talking they want me to fail ♪
13 00:00:44,210 00:00:45,378 ♪ Aim to visit-- ♪ ♪ Aim to visit-- ♪
14 00:00:45,462 00:00:46,671 -No! -[whistle blows] -No! -[whistle blows]
15 00:00:47,088 00:00:48,048 You a ball hog. You a ball hog.
16 00:00:48,131 00:00:50,133 Dominique, it's time to break these bad habits. Dominique, it's time to break these bad habits.
17 00:00:50,216 00:00:52,677 I'm trying, but Wendi is all over me. What do you want me to do? I'm trying, but Wendi is all over me. What do you want me to do?
18 00:00:52,761 00:00:54,262 [all] Pass the ball! [all] Pass the ball!
19 00:00:54,929 00:00:56,556 Yeah. Yeah, I know. Yeah. Yeah, I know.
20 00:00:57,223 00:00:59,559 Coach, I gotta go to the bathroom. Can I? Coach, I gotta go to the bathroom. Can I?
21 00:00:59,642 00:01:01,019 Go! We're done for the day. Go! We're done for the day.
22 00:01:01,478 00:01:03,480 [coach] All right, ladies, bring it in. [coach] All right, ladies, bring it in.
23 00:01:16,034 00:01:17,202 [door opens] [door opens]
24 00:01:18,411 00:01:19,954 [indistinct chattering] [indistinct chattering]
25 00:01:25,335 00:01:27,087 [girl 1] What? Check out the display. [girl 1] What? Check out the display.
26 00:01:27,504 00:01:29,255 OK, what are you peddling, girl? OK, what are you peddling, girl?
27 00:01:29,339 00:01:32,300 Y'all know Dom's skills are legit, but I'm telling you, Y'all know Dom's skills are legit, but I'm telling you,
28 00:01:32,842 00:01:33,885 you need this shit. you need this shit.
29 00:01:34,344 00:01:35,887 It's magic, and it's cheap. It's magic, and it's cheap.
30 00:01:35,970 00:01:38,640 I ain't paying five dollars for a product I ain't never tried. I ain't paying five dollars for a product I ain't never tried.
31 00:01:38,723 00:01:41,309 -But you'll pay $32 for Miss Jessie's? -[Dom] Mm! -But you'll pay $32 for Miss Jessie's? -[Dom] Mm!
32 00:01:41,976 00:01:43,520 [Tor] Hey, Dominique Pierre, [Tor] Hey, Dominique Pierre,
33 00:01:43,603 00:01:45,271 tell me about your products, girl. tell me about your products, girl.
34 00:01:46,231 00:01:48,358 Dry-ass tresses got you tight? Dry-ass tresses got you tight?
35 00:01:48,441 00:01:51,152 -[girl 1] Mm. -[Dom] That winter air your kryptonite? -[girl 1] Mm. -[Dom] That winter air your kryptonite?
36 00:01:51,778 00:01:55,490 Try my Designs by Dom all-natural hair cream, Try my Designs by Dom all-natural hair cream,
37 00:01:55,573 00:01:56,616 and, baby… and, baby…
38 00:01:56,699 00:01:57,575 [girls] Ooh! [girls] Ooh!
39 00:01:57,659 00:01:58,701 …it'll leave you soft… …it'll leave you soft…
40 00:01:58,785 00:02:00,078 -Ooh. -[girl 2] Hey. -Ooh. -[girl 2] Hey.
41 00:02:00,161 00:02:01,371 -…and healthy… -Oh! -…and healthy… -Oh!
42 00:02:01,454 00:02:02,914 -[girl 2] Damn. -…and moist… -[girl 2] Damn. -…and moist…
43 00:02:02,997 00:02:05,708 -[Tor] I hate the word "moist." -…in no time. -[Tor] I hate the word "moist." -…in no time.
44 00:02:06,251 00:02:08,503 Designs by Dom, people! Designs by Dom, people!
45 00:02:08,586 00:02:10,004 You can order yours right here. You can order yours right here.
46 00:02:10,088 00:02:11,047 DM your girl! DM your girl!
47 00:02:11,506 00:02:13,550 -[girl 1] All right. I'mma try it. -[Dom] All right! -[girl 1] All right. I'mma try it. -[Dom] All right!
48 00:02:13,925 00:02:15,969 -Nice! Who else? -[girl 3] Is it organic? -Nice! Who else? -[girl 3] Is it organic?
49 00:02:16,052 00:02:17,053 It's all-natural. It's all-natural.
50 00:02:17,137 00:02:18,638 No, are the ingredients organic? No, are the ingredients organic?
51 00:02:18,721 00:02:20,056 [snickering] [snickering]
52 00:02:20,140 00:02:21,683 [Sonia] Jordan, I love how you're like, [Sonia] Jordan, I love how you're like,
53 00:02:21,766 00:02:23,726 "Y'all better support Black-owned businesses," "Y'all better support Black-owned businesses,"
54 00:02:23,810 00:02:24,978 but now you not sure. but now you not sure.
55 00:02:25,061 00:02:26,354 It's just my shit's sensitive. It's just my shit's sensitive.
56 00:02:26,437 00:02:28,356 -[Tamika] Sensitive -[Jordan] That's all! -[Tamika] Sensitive -[Jordan] That's all!
57 00:02:28,439 00:02:29,816 [Sonia] "Sensitive"! [Sonia] "Sensitive"!
58 00:02:29,899 00:02:31,192 I'mma buy one, whatever. I'mma buy one, whatever.
59 00:02:31,276 00:02:32,694 -[girls laugh] -Damn right! -[girls laugh] -Damn right!
60 00:02:35,446 00:02:37,407 [coach] Ladies… -[girls] Oh! [coach] Ladies… -[girls] Oh!
61 00:02:37,490 00:02:39,450 [coach] You can't be sellin' at school. [coach] You can't be sellin' at school.
62 00:02:41,119 00:02:42,370 What is goin' on, Dom? What is goin' on, Dom?
63 00:02:43,204 00:02:46,082 -It's after school. I didn't-- -You can't be doin' this. -It's after school. I didn't-- -You can't be doin' this.
64 00:02:46,583 00:02:47,584 OK, I'll… OK, I'll…
65 00:02:47,667 00:02:49,335 -[Sonia] Coach, she was just… -[coach] Mm! -[Sonia] Coach, she was just… -[coach] Mm!
66 00:02:49,419 00:02:51,212 Yeah, it's just a small side business. Yeah, it's just a small side business.
67 00:02:52,881 00:02:54,007 [mouths inaudibly] [mouths inaudibly]
68 00:02:56,301 00:02:57,760 I will take two, please. I will take two, please.
69 00:02:57,844 00:02:59,888 -[girl 1] Yeah, you will. -[girls giggle] -[girl 1] Yeah, you will. -[girls giggle]
70 00:03:00,388 00:03:01,764 It's on the house, OK? It's on the house, OK?
71 00:03:01,848 00:03:02,891 Absolutely not. Absolutely not.
72 00:03:03,349 00:03:06,060 I respect your entrepreneurial hustle, Dom. I respect your entrepreneurial hustle, Dom.
73 00:03:06,144 00:03:08,146 Just not again with this in here. All right? Just not again with this in here. All right?
74 00:03:08,229 00:03:09,397 I know. OK. I know. OK.
75 00:03:10,607 00:03:12,233 -[Tor] Whew! -[coach] Tomorrow, girls. -[Tor] Whew! -[coach] Tomorrow, girls.
76 00:03:12,317 00:03:13,693 [girls] Yes, Coach. [girls] Yes, Coach.
77 00:03:13,776 00:03:14,777 Thanks, Dom. Thanks, Dom.
78 00:03:14,861 00:03:16,154 I also do hair, Coach. I also do hair, Coach.
79 00:03:16,779 00:03:17,822 I do everything: I do everything:
80 00:03:17,906 00:03:20,366 braids, wigs, natural styles. braids, wigs, natural styles.
81 00:03:20,450 00:03:22,452 I do color too. I could work those grays for you. I do color too. I could work those grays for you.
82 00:03:23,786 00:03:25,496 Not that you're not rockin' the grays though. Not that you're not rockin' the grays though.
83 00:03:25,580 00:03:28,458 -You know, silver is everything. -Don't push it. -You know, silver is everything. -Don't push it.
84 00:03:30,126 00:03:31,127 [Tor] Gotcha, Coach. [Tor] Gotcha, Coach.
85 00:03:32,545 00:03:33,546 So, Dommo, So, Dommo,
86 00:03:34,047 00:03:36,758 this is $40, just from this. this is $40, just from this.
87 00:03:36,841 00:03:38,301 -[Dom] Word. -You're good. -[Dom] Word. -You're good.
88 00:03:39,052 00:03:40,136 [chuckling] [chuckling]
89 00:03:40,511 00:03:43,264 [all] Eh, eh, eh, ooh! [all] Eh, eh, eh, ooh!
90 00:03:43,348 00:03:45,099 [slow exhaling] [slow exhaling]
91 00:03:46,517 00:03:49,312 [coughing] [coughing]
92 00:03:52,440 00:03:53,775 I'm, like, freaking out. I'm, like, freaking out.
93 00:03:53,858 00:03:55,109 [Omar] No, no, no. Don't. [Omar] No, no, no. Don't.
94 00:03:55,193 00:03:57,445 It's just like a mellow feeling, I promise. It's just like a mellow feeling, I promise.
95 00:03:57,528 00:03:59,239 -No, not about this. -[Omar] Oh. -No, not about this. -[Omar] Oh.
96 00:04:00,698 00:04:02,158 But can you smell me? But can you smell me?
97 00:04:02,575 00:04:03,409 No. No.
98 00:04:03,493 00:04:04,911 I told you it doesn't smell. I told you it doesn't smell.
99 00:04:04,994 00:04:08,831 It's just… it's just vapor. We don't really need to be hiding in here. It's just… it's just vapor. We don't really need to be hiding in here.
100 00:04:08,915 00:04:11,084 [Leila] Yes, we do. Double door protection. [Leila] Yes, we do. Double door protection.
101 00:04:13,753 00:04:16,297 -Do you look like your mom or your dad? -[inhaling] -Do you look like your mom or your dad? -[inhaling]
102 00:04:16,965 00:04:17,966 [Omar] I don't know. [Omar] I don't know.
103 00:04:18,967 00:04:20,426 My mom, I think, but… My mom, I think, but…
104 00:04:21,135 00:04:22,887 I'm half-Pakistani and half-Danish, I'm half-Pakistani and half-Danish,
105 00:04:22,971 00:04:25,640 so I don't think I look like either of them actually. so I don't think I look like either of them actually.
106 00:04:26,391 00:04:27,433 [Leila] Yeah, well… [Leila] Yeah, well…
107 00:04:27,517 00:04:30,019 I'm adopted, so I don't really look like anyone. I'm adopted, so I don't really look like anyone.
108 00:04:30,853 00:04:31,938 You know, I'm random. You know, I'm random.
109 00:04:32,480 00:04:33,481 [Omar] Oh my God. [Omar] Oh my God.
110 00:04:33,564 00:04:35,275 I'm so fucking random. Like… I'm so fucking random. Like…
111 00:04:35,775 00:04:38,778 how am I a hybrid of these two radically different histories? how am I a hybrid of these two radically different histories?
112 00:04:39,237 00:04:40,154 [Leila] Yeah. [Leila] Yeah.
113 00:04:40,238 00:04:42,448 So, I don't fit either way, right? So, I don't fit either way, right?
114 00:04:42,532 00:04:44,367 It's like, I speak Urdu, It's like, I speak Urdu,
115 00:04:44,450 00:04:47,787 but that entire side of my family treats me like I'm fucking white. but that entire side of my family treats me like I'm fucking white.
116 00:04:49,289 00:04:50,665 -Well, you are. -[inhaling] -Well, you are. -[inhaling]
117 00:04:50,748 00:04:51,749 Kinda. Kinda.
118 00:04:56,462 00:04:58,923 You know, there's this photo of me and my parents. You know, there's this photo of me and my parents.
119 00:04:59,632 00:05:02,719 And we're, like, in this orphanage, right? And they're, like, And we're, like, in this orphanage, right? And they're, like,
120 00:05:03,261 00:05:06,347 holding me, all excited, and it's so sweet, you know? holding me, all excited, and it's so sweet, you know?
121 00:05:06,431 00:05:10,810 But then, in the background, there's, like, other babies. But then, in the background, there's, like, other babies.
122 00:05:11,311 00:05:13,896 And, like, all these identical little cribs. And, like, all these identical little cribs.
123 00:05:16,816 00:05:18,443 -[chuckling] -[Omar] Yeah, and? -[chuckling] -[Omar] Yeah, and?
124 00:05:18,526 00:05:20,111 You know, like, they picked me. You know, like, they picked me.
125 00:05:21,029 00:05:24,240 Like, they picked me like I… like I was like a kitten or something. Like, they picked me like I… like I was like a kitten or something.
126 00:05:24,324 00:05:26,326 Like in a shelter. I mean, 'cause I was. Like in a shelter. I mean, 'cause I was.
127 00:05:28,077 00:05:29,287 [chuckles] [chuckles]
128 00:05:30,705 00:05:31,539 Oh… Oh…
129 00:05:31,956 00:05:33,666 You know what you should do? 23andMe. You know what you should do? 23andMe.
130 00:05:33,750 00:05:36,336 It'll probably tell you so much shit about yourself. It'll probably tell you so much shit about yourself.
131 00:05:40,882 00:05:42,717 Are you feeling it yet, by the way? Are you feeling it yet, by the way?
132 00:05:44,927 00:05:46,054 Yeah, I think so. Yeah, I think so.
133 00:05:56,564 00:05:59,317 Do you think those guys actually raped Joey Del Marco? Do you think those guys actually raped Joey Del Marco?
134 00:05:59,984 00:06:00,860 Yeah. Yeah.
135 00:06:01,569 00:06:04,072 -But you don't know that. -[Omar] I know, but she said they did. -But you don't know that. -[Omar] I know, but she said they did.
136 00:06:04,155 00:06:06,407 -[Leila] They're saying they didn't. -Yeah. -[Leila] They're saying they didn't. -Yeah.
137 00:06:06,491 00:06:08,826 They have more reason to lie, I guess. They have more reason to lie, I guess.
138 00:06:08,910 00:06:11,079 But you don't know them, and she acts so fucking… But you don't know them, and she acts so fucking…
139 00:06:11,162 00:06:12,288 [Omar] That doesn't matter. [Omar] That doesn't matter.
140 00:06:12,372 00:06:14,248 But it does. Maybe they didn't know-- But it does. Maybe they didn't know--
141 00:06:14,332 00:06:16,292 "Her body was a wet water village, "Her body was a wet water village,
142 00:06:17,085 00:06:18,878 and they fucking destroyed it." and they fucking destroyed it."
143 00:06:22,256 00:06:24,675 It's… from The Vagina Monologues. It's… from The Vagina Monologues.
144 00:06:25,093 00:06:26,928 Meera told us to read it as prep for the play. Meera told us to read it as prep for the play.
145 00:06:27,011 00:06:28,179 [chuckles] [chuckles]
146 00:06:28,262 00:06:29,263 Oh my God. Oh my God.
147 00:06:29,972 00:06:32,016 [chuckling] Oh my God! Oh my God. [chuckling] Oh my God! Oh my God.
148 00:06:32,100 00:06:34,977 You are the only guy who could ever quote The Vagina Monologues. You are the only guy who could ever quote The Vagina Monologues.
149 00:06:35,061 00:06:36,396 You're a freak show. You're a freak show.
150 00:06:37,146 00:06:38,815 No, I like that so much. No, I like that so much.
151 00:06:40,316 00:06:41,526 I like that you like it. I like that you like it.
152 00:06:41,943 00:06:43,236 [chuckles] [chuckles]
153 00:06:43,319 00:06:44,862 Yeah. "They... Yeah. "They...
154 00:06:44,946 00:06:45,947 They destroyed... They destroyed...
155 00:06:46,948 00:06:48,408 her wet water village." her wet water village."
156 00:06:52,662 00:06:54,497 And you know that guy George Wright? And you know that guy George Wright?
157 00:06:55,581 00:06:57,667 One of the guys who she's saying, like… One of the guys who she's saying, like…
158 00:07:01,796 00:07:02,672 Nothing. Nothing.
159 00:07:03,506 00:07:04,507 Never mind. Never mind.
160 00:07:04,966 00:07:05,800 Um… Um…
161 00:07:07,510 00:07:09,929 No, I feel weird that I don't know if I believe her. No, I feel weird that I don't know if I believe her.
162 00:07:12,056 00:07:13,433 You know, I don't like her. You know, I don't like her.
163 00:07:13,891 00:07:15,726 Do you ever wish you were religious? Do you ever wish you were religious?
164 00:07:17,478 00:07:18,354 Like… Like…
165 00:07:19,397 00:07:21,983 I'm Muslim, but that feels really strict to me. I'm Muslim, but that feels really strict to me.
166 00:07:23,818 00:07:27,155 And I'm also Catholic, but they're rapists, so… And I'm also Catholic, but they're rapists, so…
167 00:07:27,864 00:07:28,990 Rachel goes to temple, Rachel goes to temple,
168 00:07:29,073 00:07:31,909 and her rabbi is this really cool, feminist woman. and her rabbi is this really cool, feminist woman.
169 00:07:31,993 00:07:32,827 [Omar] Yeah. [Omar] Yeah.
170 00:07:33,578 00:07:36,581 Like that. I… I… I think it'd be amazing to have that. Like that. I… I… I think it'd be amazing to have that.
171 00:07:36,664 00:07:37,498 Like… Like…
172 00:07:37,582 00:07:39,250 a place to go, like… a place to go, like…
173 00:07:39,876 00:07:41,419 therapy or, like… therapy or, like…
174 00:07:42,128 00:07:45,798 camp, but less obnoxious or elitist, and... camp, but less obnoxious or elitist, and...
175 00:07:45,882 00:07:47,175 you could talk, and… you could talk, and…
176 00:07:48,259 00:07:50,678 that person's not in your social world, like… that person's not in your social world, like…
177 00:07:52,096 00:07:53,806 I… I love being high. I… I love being high.
178 00:07:53,890 00:07:54,724 Like… Like…
179 00:07:55,224 00:07:56,851 I can… I can say anything. I can… I can say anything.
180 00:07:56,934 00:07:57,768 And… And…
181 00:07:58,269 00:08:00,521 I can tell you that I kinda really… I can tell you that I kinda really…
182 00:08:00,605 00:08:01,772 [Leila] Yeah. [Leila] Yeah.
183 00:08:02,273 00:08:03,983 I really need a person like that. I really need a person like that.
184 00:08:05,359 00:08:06,360 Can I have more? Can I have more?
185 00:08:07,862 00:08:08,696 Yeah. Yeah.
186 00:08:09,780 00:08:11,240 -Definitely. -[inhaling] -Definitely. -[inhaling]
187 00:08:11,324 00:08:12,450 [Omar] Do you like it? [Omar] Do you like it?
188 00:08:14,535 00:08:16,037 [chuckles, coughs] [chuckles, coughs]
189 00:08:16,954 00:08:18,247 I don't know what I like. I don't know what I like.
190 00:08:21,792 00:08:24,045 You know, I used to like High School Musical, You know, I used to like High School Musical,
191 00:08:26,839 00:08:27,798 and now I hate it. and now I hate it.
192 00:08:29,842 00:08:30,676 So… So…
193 00:08:31,969 00:08:32,970 who am I? who am I?
194 00:08:36,807 00:08:37,725 -[boy claps] -Shit! -[boy claps] -Shit!
195 00:08:38,059 00:08:38,893 [beeping] [beeping]
196 00:08:38,976 00:08:40,144 -[Sid] Dick. -[chuckles] -[Sid] Dick. -[chuckles]
197 00:08:40,811 00:08:41,771 What'd it say? What'd it say?
198 00:08:42,146 00:08:44,148 Uh. It said you were startled. Uh. It said you were startled.
199 00:08:44,232 00:08:48,110 You responded almost an entire second after the sound alerted you. You responded almost an entire second after the sound alerted you.
200 00:08:48,194 00:08:49,237 Is that normal? Is that normal?
201 00:08:49,612 00:08:50,446 No. No.
202 00:08:51,030 00:08:52,698 No. It means you're disturbed. No. It means you're disturbed.
203 00:08:53,491 00:08:56,577 Yeah, it's normal. It takes time for your body to process the stimulus. Yeah, it's normal. It takes time for your body to process the stimulus.
204 00:08:57,161 00:08:59,580 Although a second delay seems a little long. Although a second delay seems a little long.
205 00:09:00,540 00:09:01,457 [machine beeps] [machine beeps]
206 00:09:01,541 00:09:04,377 Ms. Arnoux says people who have strong intuition can actually… Ms. Arnoux says people who have strong intuition can actually…
207 00:09:04,710 00:09:07,296 react before the stimulation even occurs. react before the stimulation even occurs.
208 00:09:07,380 00:09:08,673 Like they're psychic? Like they're psychic?
209 00:09:08,756 00:09:10,299 No, they're intuitive. No, they're intuitive.
210 00:09:10,383 00:09:14,262 They've honed their intuition to help guide them in decision-making They've honed their intuition to help guide them in decision-making
211 00:09:14,345 00:09:17,098 -or to best prepare for situations… -[Sid] Anticipation. -or to best prepare for situations… -[Sid] Anticipation.
212 00:09:17,557 00:09:19,600 Anticipation can mess with you. You'll… Anticipation can mess with you. You'll…
213 00:09:20,226 00:09:22,562 -blow your load too early. -Not the same thing. -blow your load too early. -Not the same thing.
214 00:09:24,605 00:09:25,606 [tapping keys] [tapping keys]
215 00:09:26,691 00:09:28,317 Wait. Test me again. Wait. Test me again.
216 00:09:29,110 00:09:31,946 I wanna see if I can intuit the stimulation and respond accordingly, I wanna see if I can intuit the stimulation and respond accordingly,
217 00:09:32,029 00:09:34,699 or if I can anticipate the stimulation. or if I can anticipate the stimulation.
218 00:09:34,782 00:09:35,616 All right. All right.
219 00:09:36,492 00:09:37,493 I'll document. I'll document.
220 00:09:38,369 00:09:41,038 Lie on the floor. Or on your bed, or whatever. Lie on the floor. Or on your bed, or whatever.
221 00:09:53,259 00:09:54,176 [Sid exhales] [Sid exhales]
222 00:09:55,052 00:09:56,178 [Victor] Close your eyes. [Victor] Close your eyes.
223 00:09:57,054 00:09:58,014 Relax. Relax.
224 00:10:01,058 00:10:02,018 The key… The key…
225 00:10:02,643 00:10:04,979 is not trying to anticipate what's going to happen, is not trying to anticipate what's going to happen,
226 00:10:05,062 00:10:06,188 but react naturally. but react naturally.
227 00:10:06,647 00:10:07,648 I got you. I got you.
228 00:10:08,357 00:10:09,233 Let's go. Let's go.
229 00:10:21,537 00:10:24,498 [chuckles] Bro, me being in your room is already a stimulus. [chuckles] Bro, me being in your room is already a stimulus.
230 00:10:24,915 00:10:26,709 You could have intuited what I was about to do, You could have intuited what I was about to do,
231 00:10:26,792 00:10:28,711 but you're already responding to… but you're already responding to…
232 00:10:28,794 00:10:30,046 [Sid gasps] [Sid gasps]
233 00:10:30,880 00:10:32,048 [machine beeps] [machine beeps]
234 00:10:43,809 00:10:44,769 Uh… Uh…
235 00:10:44,852 00:10:46,312 Should I make a note of that? Should I make a note of that?
236 00:10:47,980 00:10:50,608 Like, the objective of the exercise is compromised Like, the objective of the exercise is compromised
237 00:10:50,691 00:10:52,610 by the lack of a control environment. by the lack of a control environment.
238 00:10:53,486 00:10:56,197 She knows that, but, yeah, let's just account for it. She knows that, but, yeah, let's just account for it.
239 00:10:56,280 00:10:58,658 Say your body is more relaxed because you're in your room… Say your body is more relaxed because you're in your room…
240 00:10:58,741 00:10:59,742 -Got it. -Yeah. -Got it. -Yeah.
241 00:11:06,999 00:11:07,833 Uh… Uh…
242 00:11:11,170 00:11:12,088 [chuckles] [chuckles]
243 00:11:12,755 00:11:14,215 She's so fucking great. She's so fucking great.
244 00:11:14,965 00:11:16,425 Yeah, she's dope. Yeah, she's dope.
245 00:11:18,719 00:11:21,430 We were taking, like, a break for a minute, you know, but… We were taking, like, a break for a minute, you know, but…
246 00:11:22,598 00:11:23,599 now we're… now we're…
247 00:11:24,350 00:11:25,267 [Victor] Nice. [Victor] Nice.
248 00:11:27,812 00:11:29,397 I'll take over being the test subject. I'll take over being the test subject.
249 00:11:30,523 00:11:31,440 Cool. Cool.
250 00:11:31,857 00:11:33,818 [Victor] It says we're moving on to verbal stimuli, [Victor] It says we're moving on to verbal stimuli,
251 00:11:33,901 00:11:37,697 measuring responses to language or information told to us. measuring responses to language or information told to us.
252 00:11:38,698 00:11:40,866 -[Sid] Like jokes or swear words, or… -Yeah. -[Sid] Like jokes or swear words, or… -Yeah.
253 00:11:40,950 00:11:44,036 Uh… "Describe a time in which the words you heard or said Uh… "Describe a time in which the words you heard or said
254 00:11:44,120 00:11:45,788 stimulated a physical response." stimulated a physical response."
255 00:11:51,919 00:11:53,003 I don't fuckin' know. I don't fuckin' know.
256 00:11:56,298 00:11:58,384 [Victor] When I came out to my dad as bi, [Victor] When I came out to my dad as bi,
257 00:11:59,176 00:12:00,636 he did this… [chuckles] he did this… [chuckles]
258 00:12:00,720 00:12:02,763 …this very rapid blinking thing. …this very rapid blinking thing.
259 00:12:02,847 00:12:04,724 Like… Like this. [chuckles] Like… Like this. [chuckles]
260 00:12:08,894 00:12:12,815 -OK. You want me to write that down, or… -Yeah. That's fine. I'm out at school. -OK. You want me to write that down, or… -Yeah. That's fine. I'm out at school.
261 00:12:14,442 00:12:16,068 [tapping keys] [tapping keys]
262 00:12:16,152 00:12:19,363 [Victor] It was honestly much easier at school than at home. [Victor] It was honestly much easier at school than at home.
263 00:12:20,406 00:12:22,116 And… [chuckles] And… [chuckles]
264 00:12:22,199 00:12:26,203 And honestly, there's really no disguising myself as totally straight, you know? And honestly, there's really no disguising myself as totally straight, you know?
265 00:12:27,872 00:12:28,706 OK. OK.
266 00:12:31,083 00:12:33,085 Let me think of something I can say to you. Let me think of something I can say to you.
267 00:12:38,466 00:12:40,718 I just want you to make me feel beautiful. I just want you to make me feel beautiful.
268 00:12:40,801 00:12:43,429 You're already beautiful. I'm just finessing you out. You're already beautiful. I'm just finessing you out.
269 00:12:43,512 00:12:44,472 [woman scoffs] [woman scoffs]
270 00:12:44,847 00:12:45,890 [Tristian] Ha! [Tristian] Ha!
271 00:12:47,349 00:12:48,809 [Tristian and boy play fight] [Tristian and boy play fight]
272 00:12:49,518 00:12:51,145 -What else can I do? -[phone buzzes] -What else can I do? -[phone buzzes]
273 00:12:51,228 00:12:53,439 -[Tristian grunts] -Hold up my phone for me. -[Tristian grunts] -Hold up my phone for me.
274 00:12:53,522 00:12:55,107 [play fighting continues] [play fighting continues]
275 00:12:57,985 00:12:58,861 [Dom] OK. [Dom] OK.
276 00:12:59,779 00:13:00,738 Sorry. Sorry.
277 00:13:02,573 00:13:06,035 OK. I need you to respond, "Yes. Sunday afternoon." Can you do that? OK. I need you to respond, "Yes. Sunday afternoon." Can you do that?
278 00:13:06,702 00:13:07,661 [grunting in background] [grunting in background]
279 00:13:07,745 00:13:09,914 [woman] How do you get her to do all this? [woman] How do you get her to do all this?
280 00:13:10,456 00:13:12,875 -I told her she was my assistant. -[chuckles] -I told her she was my assistant. -[chuckles]
281 00:13:12,958 00:13:13,959 [knocking on door] [knocking on door]
282 00:13:14,043 00:13:16,086 Who the heck is that? Can I get it? Who the heck is that? Can I get it?
283 00:13:16,879 00:13:20,466 Look, I hope you don't mind, but my friend is stopping by real quick. Look, I hope you don't mind, but my friend is stopping by real quick.
284 00:13:20,549 00:13:22,343 We have a big test, but I wanted to fit you in. We have a big test, but I wanted to fit you in.
285 00:13:22,426 00:13:24,053 I'm just gonna multitask. I'm just gonna multitask.
286 00:13:24,136 00:13:26,055 It's not gonna affect me braiding your hair. It's not gonna affect me braiding your hair.
287 00:13:26,138 00:13:28,974 Why didn't you tell me this when I texted you to schedule the time? Why didn't you tell me this when I texted you to schedule the time?
288 00:13:29,350 00:13:32,603 [scoffs] I don't wanna sit here for hours listening to a study session. [scoffs] I don't wanna sit here for hours listening to a study session.
289 00:13:32,686 00:13:36,232 -[knocking on door] -I could offer you a $25 discount. -[knocking on door] -I could offer you a $25 discount.
290 00:13:37,608 00:13:38,484 A'ight. A'ight.
291 00:13:38,943 00:13:39,860 OK. Go. OK. Go.
292 00:13:42,655 00:13:44,698 [Tamika] Hey, mama, how are you? [Tamika] Hey, mama, how are you?
293 00:13:45,449 00:13:46,617 How was school today? How was school today?
294 00:13:48,035 00:13:52,498 Dommo, I got you some fries and a little something else. Dommo, I got you some fries and a little something else.
295 00:13:53,040 00:13:53,958 [John] Yo. [John] Yo.
296 00:13:54,792 00:13:56,794 I'm crashing this party. [chuckles] I'm crashing this party. [chuckles]
297 00:13:57,127 00:13:59,046 -[Odette] Who are you? -I'm John. -[Odette] Who are you? -I'm John.
298 00:13:59,129 00:14:01,841 [John] Are you Odette? Your auntie tells me you're awesome. [John] Are you Odette? Your auntie tells me you're awesome.
299 00:14:02,299 00:14:04,593 [boys grunting] [boys grunting]
300 00:14:05,761 00:14:06,595 I'm John. I'm John.
301 00:14:07,012 00:14:08,180 Dom's friend. Dom's friend.
302 00:14:10,057 00:14:11,725 -Wanda. -I'm Tamika. -Wanda. -I'm Tamika.
303 00:14:11,809 00:14:13,185 And we need Dom's genius. And we need Dom's genius.
304 00:14:14,103 00:14:15,646 Can I get some water or something? Can I get some water or something?
305 00:14:16,063 00:14:17,273 I can get that for you. I can get that for you.
306 00:14:21,402 00:14:22,528 [clattering] [clattering]
307 00:14:22,903 00:14:24,363 I'm so sorry. I'm so sorry.
308 00:14:24,446 00:14:26,407 You can just leave that. Odie… You can just leave that. Odie…
309 00:14:27,074 00:14:28,492 [Odette] This always happens. [Odette] This always happens.
310 00:14:28,576 00:14:31,370 Yeah. The cups are in the cabinet to the left of the stove. Yeah. The cups are in the cabinet to the left of the stove.
311 00:14:31,453 00:14:32,955 Odette, mami, come here. Odette, mami, come here.
312 00:14:33,497 00:14:35,499 Look, you have fries right there in the bag. Look, you have fries right there in the bag.
313 00:14:35,583 00:14:37,293 -[Wanda] Simon! -Tristian. -[Wanda] Simon! -Tristian.
314 00:14:37,376 00:14:40,129 I told you. You're gonna hurt yourself. And you're gonna hurt Simon. I told you. You're gonna hurt yourself. And you're gonna hurt Simon.
315 00:14:40,212 00:14:41,380 Come on. Come on.
316 00:14:41,463 00:14:43,215 [John] Yo, yo, yo! A'ight. A'ight. [John] Yo, yo, yo! A'ight. A'ight.
317 00:14:43,299 00:14:46,010 Does either one of you know how to do a real push-up? Does either one of you know how to do a real push-up?
318 00:14:46,093 00:14:47,887 'Cause I don't. My coach has been on my butt 'Cause I don't. My coach has been on my butt
319 00:14:47,970 00:14:49,221 about learning how to do them. about learning how to do them.
320 00:14:49,305 00:14:50,639 [mouths] That's your baby daddy. [mouths] That's your baby daddy.
321 00:14:50,723 00:14:52,850 -[Tristian] I know how. -[Simon] Yeah. I know too. -[Tristian] I know how. -[Simon] Yeah. I know too.
322 00:14:52,933 00:14:55,811 -[Odette] I know how too. -[John] Let me see it then. Hit it. -[Odette] I know how too. -[John] Let me see it then. Hit it.
323 00:14:58,147 00:15:00,774 You could've texted me. He's never been here before. You could've texted me. He's never been here before.
324 00:15:00,858 00:15:02,818 -I would've cleaned up. -[Tamika] He doesn't care. -I would've cleaned up. -[Tamika] He doesn't care.
325 00:15:02,902 00:15:03,986 I fucking care. I fucking care.
326 00:15:04,403 00:15:05,362 OK. OK.
327 00:15:06,363 00:15:07,656 [John] You got it? Yeah. [John] You got it? Yeah.
328 00:15:08,866 00:15:10,159 OK, but look at him. OK, but look at him.
329 00:15:10,618 00:15:13,120 Yo, does he seem like he's judging you right now? Yo, does he seem like he's judging you right now?
330 00:15:13,203 00:15:14,496 [John chuckles] [John chuckles]
331 00:15:14,580 00:15:17,333 -All right, yo, come on. -[Dom] Why don't you go play in your room? -All right, yo, come on. -[Dom] Why don't you go play in your room?
332 00:15:17,708 00:15:20,336 [Tamika] So let's start with the practice questions. [Tamika] So let's start with the practice questions.
333 00:15:21,086 00:15:26,508 [John] Find the derivative of F of X equals X squared over 3X minus one. [John] Find the derivative of F of X equals X squared over 3X minus one.
334 00:15:26,592 00:15:28,427 OK, so that's the quotient rule. OK, so that's the quotient rule.
335 00:15:28,510 00:15:31,013 So first, we have to multiply So first, we have to multiply
336 00:15:31,096 00:15:34,516 -3X minus 1 by 2X... -[phone buzzes] -3X minus 1 by 2X... -[phone buzzes]
337 00:15:35,559 00:15:37,811 Mika, read me what's on my phone real quick. Mika, read me what's on my phone real quick.
338 00:15:37,895 00:15:38,812 Mm-hmm. Mm-hmm.
339 00:15:38,896 00:15:40,189 [TV plays in background] [TV plays in background]
340 00:15:40,272 00:15:41,607 Um… Um…
341 00:15:43,317 00:15:46,403 "Hey, me and my friends go to St. Lawrence, "Hey, me and my friends go to St. Lawrence,
342 00:15:47,112 00:15:51,367 and three of us wanna get our hair done, and we have the day off tomorrow…" and three of us wanna get our hair done, and we have the day off tomorrow…"
343 00:15:51,450 00:15:54,161 Yo, private school kids never fucking go to school. Yo, private school kids never fucking go to school.
344 00:15:54,244 00:15:55,746 -[Tamika chuckles] -[John] Facts. -[Tamika chuckles] -[John] Facts.
345 00:15:55,829 00:15:56,705 [Tamika] Um… [Tamika] Um…
346 00:15:57,247 00:15:59,041 "Any chance you can come to Brooklyn Heights?" "Any chance you can come to Brooklyn Heights?"
347 00:15:59,124 00:16:00,209 Yo. Yo.
348 00:16:00,292 00:16:01,377 Three heads. Three heads.
349 00:16:01,460 00:16:03,504 That's at least $300 dollars in one day. That's at least $300 dollars in one day.
350 00:16:04,004 00:16:06,090 We have the game against Stuy that day. We have the game against Stuy that day.
351 00:16:06,507 00:16:08,926 -It's not like y'all need me. -We all need you, baby. -It's not like y'all need me. -We all need you, baby.
352 00:16:09,009 00:16:11,053 [Tamika] OK, you want me to text them? [Tamika] OK, you want me to text them?
353 00:16:15,891 00:16:16,892 I'll be right back. I'll be right back.
354 00:16:18,811 00:16:20,729 I'll do it. I've gotta pee anyway. I'll do it. I've gotta pee anyway.
355 00:16:20,813 00:16:22,940 [hip-hop music plays] [hip-hop music plays]
356 00:16:31,031 00:16:31,949 [knocking on door] [knocking on door]
357 00:16:32,032 00:16:34,326 -[John] You mad we're here? -No. -[John] You mad we're here? -No.
358 00:16:34,410 00:16:36,412 -It's fine. -[John] We should just leave. -It's fine. -[John] We should just leave.
359 00:16:37,371 00:16:39,623 -I don't wanna be fucking you up. -You're not. -I don't wanna be fucking you up. -You're not.
360 00:16:40,874 00:16:41,709 It's just… It's just…
361 00:16:42,835 00:16:44,545 my place is a mess. I didn't know you'd be-- my place is a mess. I didn't know you'd be--
362 00:16:44,628 00:16:45,629 [John] So what? [John] So what?
363 00:16:47,256 00:16:48,340 -Hey. -OK. -Hey. -OK.
364 00:16:50,050 00:16:51,051 It looks good. It looks good.
365 00:16:52,344 00:16:53,178 You… You…
366 00:16:53,846 00:16:54,972 look damn good. look damn good.
367 00:16:56,223 00:16:58,183 All working hard and glowing and shit. All working hard and glowing and shit.
368 00:16:58,267 00:16:59,518 -It's sweat. -[chuckles] -It's sweat. -[chuckles]
369 00:17:00,102 00:17:01,520 [John] Yeah, but I like it. [John] Yeah, but I like it.
370 00:17:01,603 00:17:02,521 [kisses] [kisses]
371 00:17:07,276 00:17:08,861 [romantic music plays] [romantic music plays]
372 00:17:13,949 00:17:14,992 So, where's your bedroom? So, where's your bedroom?
373 00:17:16,160 00:17:17,119 [chuckles] [chuckles]
374 00:17:17,202 00:17:18,245 Wow! Wow!
375 00:17:18,328 00:17:19,621 Girl, please. Girl, please.
376 00:17:20,414 00:17:21,665 I'm playin' witchu. I'm playin' witchu.
377 00:17:22,374 00:17:24,418 You think I wanna have sex witchu? [laughs] You think I wanna have sex witchu? [laughs]
378 00:17:25,085 00:17:26,378 You're crazy. [chuckles] You're crazy. [chuckles]
379 00:17:28,297 00:17:29,465 I'm not ready. I'm not ready.
380 00:17:29,548 00:17:30,507 Don't pressure me. Don't pressure me.
381 00:17:30,591 00:17:31,800 [snickers] [snickers]
382 00:17:53,363 00:17:55,282 [Rebecca] Should I skip my morning meeting? [Rebecca] Should I skip my morning meeting?
383 00:17:56,408 00:17:57,910 Or why don't you come with me? Or why don't you come with me?
384 00:18:01,497 00:18:03,165 Well, what are you gonna do, babe? Well, what are you gonna do, babe?
385 00:18:07,669 00:18:08,837 Nothing. [chuckles] Nothing. [chuckles]
386 00:18:13,425 00:18:15,260 What about trying a dance class? What about trying a dance class?
387 00:18:18,597 00:18:20,057 Are you fucking serious? Are you fucking serious?
388 00:18:20,808 00:18:22,935 -[Rebecca] OK. OK! -No. -[Rebecca] OK. OK! -No.
389 00:18:23,477 00:18:25,479 I'm not gonna take a dance class. I'm not gonna take a dance class.
390 00:18:26,814 00:18:27,689 [Rebecca] Joey. [Rebecca] Joey.
391 00:18:28,232 00:18:29,316 [Joey sighs] [Joey sighs]
392 00:18:32,361 00:18:33,195 Mom. Mom.
393 00:18:36,281 00:18:37,199 I'm OK. I'm OK.
394 00:18:37,282 00:18:38,617 OK, just go. OK, just go.
395 00:18:40,160 00:18:42,913 OK? Don't be late. You've already missed so much work. OK? Don't be late. You've already missed so much work.
396 00:18:43,789 00:18:44,748 OK? OK?
397 00:18:46,583 00:18:47,668 [Rebecca] OK, listen. [Rebecca] OK, listen.
398 00:18:48,669 00:18:51,672 I have my cell phone on, and you call me if you need me. I have my cell phone on, and you call me if you need me.
399 00:18:51,755 00:18:52,673 OK. OK.
400 00:18:52,756 00:18:53,674 [Rebecca] Promise? [Rebecca] Promise?
401 00:18:59,096 00:18:59,930 [Joey] Bye. [Joey] Bye.
402 00:19:03,392 00:19:04,768 [door opens, closes] [door opens, closes]
403 00:19:08,272 00:19:09,106 [grunts] [grunts]
404 00:19:21,702 00:19:22,661 [groans] [groans]
405 00:19:33,046 00:19:35,048 ♪ Gone for the week, don't bother ♪ ♪ Gone for the week, don't bother ♪
406 00:19:35,132 00:19:37,885 ♪ Till pigs fly, shit, keep on callin' ♪ ♪ Till pigs fly, shit, keep on callin' ♪
407 00:19:37,968 00:19:40,470 ♪ I've been working for me, not sorry ♪ ♪ I've been working for me, not sorry ♪
408 00:19:40,554 00:19:43,140 ♪ Next time that we speak, I'll be calm ♪ ♪ Next time that we speak, I'll be calm ♪
409 00:19:43,223 00:19:45,851 ♪ Next time that I go in, I'm all in ♪ ♪ Next time that I go in, I'm all in ♪
410 00:19:45,934 00:19:48,687 ♪ Why you so close but you feel so far? ♪ ♪ Why you so close but you feel so far? ♪
411 00:19:48,770 00:19:51,064 ♪ You look like the moon in the morning ♪ ♪ You look like the moon in the morning ♪
412 00:19:51,148 00:19:54,109 ♪ Jaded, faded, almost gone ♪ ♪ Jaded, faded, almost gone ♪
413 00:19:56,195 00:20:00,157 ♪ Resting while I'm inside your presence ♪ ♪ Resting while I'm inside your presence ♪
414 00:20:02,117 00:20:03,535 [teacher] Jay. Come on in. [teacher] Jay. Come on in.
415 00:20:06,163 00:20:07,164 How you doin'? How you doin'?
416 00:20:08,540 00:20:09,374 Fine. Fine.
417 00:20:11,710 00:20:13,003 So… [opens drawer] So… [opens drawer]
418 00:20:14,922 00:20:16,173 …I got some news. …I got some news.
419 00:20:16,256 00:20:17,466 [Jay] Is this about All-State? [Jay] Is this about All-State?
420 00:20:18,634 00:20:19,635 I didn't get in. I didn't get in.
421 00:20:20,135 00:20:21,011 [teacher] No. [teacher] No.
422 00:20:21,428 00:20:25,474 But you were named an alternate, and that's a major accomplishment, Jay. But you were named an alternate, and that's a major accomplishment, Jay.
423 00:20:26,683 00:20:27,726 Owen got in. Owen got in.
424 00:20:30,270 00:20:31,605 That's amazing actually. For real? That's amazing actually. For real?
425 00:20:31,688 00:20:34,608 Yeah, but he's not gonna be able to accept the offer. Yeah, but he's not gonna be able to accept the offer.
426 00:20:36,068 00:20:37,527 W… What you mean? Why? W… What you mean? Why?
427 00:20:38,237 00:20:39,947 [teacher] Because of his suspension. [teacher] Because of his suspension.
428 00:20:40,322 00:20:43,492 He's not gonna be back at school by the time of the All-State performance. He's not gonna be back at school by the time of the All-State performance.
429 00:20:43,575 00:20:46,495 Are you serious? So, you're telling me he's gonna miss this too? Are you serious? So, you're telling me he's gonna miss this too?
430 00:20:47,537 00:20:49,289 Yeah, unfortunately. Yeah, unfortunately.
431 00:20:52,542 00:20:54,544 [teacher] Wait a minute. Jayson, listen. [teacher] Wait a minute. Jayson, listen.
432 00:20:54,628 00:20:55,712 Here's the thing. Here's the thing.
433 00:20:55,796 00:20:58,298 I called some of the All-State coordinators, I called some of the All-State coordinators,
434 00:20:58,382 00:21:00,259 and I explained Owen's situation. and I explained Owen's situation.
435 00:21:00,968 00:21:03,095 And I also told them that we actually have And I also told them that we actually have
436 00:21:03,178 00:21:06,306 another Grand Army student who's already on the alternate list. another Grand Army student who's already on the alternate list.
437 00:21:07,307 00:21:09,309 They're willing to offer you Owen's spot. They're willing to offer you Owen's spot.
438 00:21:10,727 00:21:13,355 It's a great opportunity. I think you should take it. It's a great opportunity. I think you should take it.
439 00:21:15,274 00:21:16,984 [sighs] I… I don't know. [sighs] I… I don't know.
440 00:21:17,818 00:21:19,278 [teacher] They need to fill the spot. [teacher] They need to fill the spot.
441 00:21:19,361 00:21:21,488 They'll be happy to put somebody else in it. They'll be happy to put somebody else in it.
442 00:21:22,364 00:21:26,410 If you wanna call your parents, maybe, or talk to them, do it. If you wanna call your parents, maybe, or talk to them, do it.
443 00:21:28,912 00:21:31,081 You can't change what's happened. You can't change what's happened.
444 00:21:35,585 00:21:37,421 [coach] Yeah, bring it all the way down. [coach] Yeah, bring it all the way down.
445 00:21:37,504 00:21:39,881 And release. And release.
446 00:21:39,965 00:21:40,841 Right. Right.
447 00:21:41,300 00:21:43,135 -[chuckling] Don't forget to breathe. -Coach. -[chuckling] Don't forget to breathe. -Coach.
448 00:21:44,219 00:21:46,930 Ms. Pierre. How can I help you? Ms. Pierre. How can I help you?
449 00:21:47,014 00:21:48,724 And why are you not in class? And why are you not in class?
450 00:21:48,807 00:21:49,808 It's my free. It's my free.
451 00:21:50,350 00:21:52,477 I need to talk to you about the game today. I need to talk to you about the game today.
452 00:21:52,561 00:21:55,897 Right. Uh… I need you at the bus at 4:15 on the dot. Right. Uh… I need you at the bus at 4:15 on the dot.
453 00:21:55,981 00:21:58,608 And we'll be back by 9:30. And we'll be back by 9:30.
454 00:21:58,692 00:21:59,901 OK. OK.
455 00:22:00,736 00:22:01,695 Uh… Uh…
456 00:22:02,404 00:22:04,114 I actually just needed to tell you I actually just needed to tell you
457 00:22:04,197 00:22:07,284 that I have to miss today's game, unfortunately. that I have to miss today's game, unfortunately.
458 00:22:07,367 00:22:09,703 This team is not à la carte, Dom. This team is not à la carte, Dom.
459 00:22:09,786 00:22:12,205 You can't participate when it's convenient for you. You can't participate when it's convenient for you.
460 00:22:12,289 00:22:15,083 You've left practices early. You've done this how many times? You've left practices early. You've done this how many times?
461 00:22:15,167 00:22:16,501 My sister fell. My sister fell.
462 00:22:18,045 00:22:20,547 And it's just made things, like, a bit challenging. And it's just made things, like, a bit challenging.
463 00:22:20,630 00:22:22,299 It's not that I'm not committed. It's not that I'm not committed.
464 00:22:22,382 00:22:25,010 Yes, it is. You're not committed, exactly. Yes, it is. You're not committed, exactly.
465 00:22:25,469 00:22:27,763 And I hear you. Life can be a lot. And I hear you. Life can be a lot.
466 00:22:27,846 00:22:29,681 So we have to make choices. So we have to make choices.
467 00:22:29,765 00:22:32,976 You can't be everywhere, and it's not OK to leave people hanging. You can't be everywhere, and it's not OK to leave people hanging.
468 00:22:33,727 00:22:35,812 Then I think I need a break from the team. Then I think I need a break from the team.
469 00:22:36,688 00:22:37,689 I should quit. I should quit.
470 00:22:39,149 00:22:41,777 Learning how to prioritize can be tough. Learning how to prioritize can be tough.
471 00:22:42,319 00:22:43,820 But this is how it goes. But this is how it goes.
472 00:22:44,863 00:22:47,657 I just want you to think about staying focused I just want you to think about staying focused
473 00:22:47,741 00:22:49,993 on all of the things that are gonna push you forward. on all of the things that are gonna push you forward.
474 00:22:50,077 00:22:51,203 Not hold you back. Not hold you back.
475 00:22:52,037 00:22:54,373 -[Dom] I know. -And if this pushes you forward, -[Dom] I know. -And if this pushes you forward,
476 00:22:55,165 00:22:56,249 I support you. I support you.
477 00:22:58,460 00:23:00,128 It does for now. So… It does for now. So…
478 00:23:00,629 00:23:01,546 [coach] OK. [coach] OK.
479 00:23:01,630 00:23:03,507 Well, it sounds like you have a plan. Well, it sounds like you have a plan.
480 00:23:05,133 00:23:07,469 Now go make good use of your free time. Now go make good use of your free time.
481 00:23:13,350 00:23:14,393 [Dom] But I have a note. [Dom] But I have a note.
482 00:23:14,476 00:23:17,604 I understand that, but we've implemented new security measures. I understand that, but we've implemented new security measures.
483 00:23:17,687 00:23:19,981 A parent or guardian needs to sign you out. A parent or guardian needs to sign you out.
484 00:23:20,065 00:23:22,109 That's ridiculous! My mom works! That's ridiculous! My mom works!
485 00:23:23,693 00:23:24,528 Fine. Fine.
486 00:23:26,696 00:23:28,323 This is really unbelievable. This is really unbelievable.
487 00:23:29,366 00:23:31,701 It's an emergency, and you're trapping me here. It's an emergency, and you're trapping me here.
488 00:23:32,494 00:23:33,328 Honestly, Honestly,
489 00:23:33,995 00:23:36,206 I got plenty of stuff I need protection from, I got plenty of stuff I need protection from,
490 00:23:36,706 00:23:40,127 and not one of them is what will happen if I step out that door right now. and not one of them is what will happen if I step out that door right now.
491 00:23:40,210 00:23:41,253 Just so we're clear. Just so we're clear.
492 00:23:42,170 00:23:43,046 Please! Please!
493 00:23:43,880 00:23:45,632 Is there really nothing you can do? Is there really nothing you can do?
494 00:23:55,767 00:23:56,977 You don't wanna do that. You don't wanna do that.
495 00:24:02,649 00:24:04,025 [pop music plays] [pop music plays]
496 00:24:07,904 00:24:10,866 ♪ From a black widow's reckoning ♪ ♪ From a black widow's reckoning ♪
497 00:24:11,324 00:24:14,035 ♪ Your fortuitous spine ♪ ♪ Your fortuitous spine ♪
498 00:24:14,619 00:24:17,539 ♪ Opened up like a marionette ♪ ♪ Opened up like a marionette ♪
499 00:24:18,081 00:24:20,250 ♪ Danced a whimsical pride ♪ ♪ Danced a whimsical pride ♪
500 00:24:21,334 00:24:24,171 ♪ Lend a hand to the silver blade ♪ ♪ Lend a hand to the silver blade ♪
501 00:24:24,713 00:24:27,757 ♪ Stir your gut till it pours ♪ ♪ Stir your gut till it pours ♪
502 00:24:28,216 00:24:31,636 -♪ Fill our cups with profanity ♪ -[coughing] -♪ Fill our cups with profanity ♪ -[coughing]
503 00:24:31,720 00:24:34,389 ♪ Till the earth is stained orange ♪ ♪ Till the earth is stained orange ♪
504 00:24:35,015 00:24:38,393 ♪ How my tongue dried into the dust ♪ ♪ How my tongue dried into the dust ♪
505 00:24:38,477 00:24:41,313 ♪ How my skin willed a lie ♪ ♪ How my skin willed a lie ♪
506 00:24:41,897 00:24:45,150 ♪ Drill a hole in the field ♪ ♪ Drill a hole in the field ♪
507 00:24:45,233 00:24:48,278 ♪ Just the size of my thighs ♪ ♪ Just the size of my thighs ♪
508 00:24:48,361 00:24:51,448 ♪ Feel as lonely as I do ♪ ♪ Feel as lonely as I do ♪
509 00:24:51,531 00:24:53,700 [breathing heavily] [breathing heavily]
510 00:24:55,410 00:24:58,205 ♪ Feel as lonely as I do ♪ ♪ Feel as lonely as I do ♪
511 00:25:02,167 00:25:04,961 ♪ Feel as lonely as I do ♪ ♪ Feel as lonely as I do ♪
512 00:25:05,587 00:25:07,130 ♪ As I do ♪ ♪ As I do ♪
513 00:25:10,217 00:25:11,051 Hi. Hi.
514 00:25:13,345 00:25:14,846 -[distant coughing] -[kissing] -[distant coughing] -[kissing]
515 00:25:16,056 00:25:17,516 [Sid] You're gonna come later, right? [Sid] You're gonna come later, right?
516 00:25:17,599 00:25:19,518 -Do you really want me there? -Yeah. -Do you really want me there? -Yeah.
517 00:25:19,976 00:25:21,311 -I need you to come. -Then… -I need you to come. -Then…
518 00:25:21,937 00:25:22,812 Yeah. Yeah.
519 00:25:27,692 00:25:28,902 You got this. You got this.
520 00:25:28,985 00:25:30,070 You know that, right? You know that, right?
521 00:25:31,321 00:25:32,948 [Sid] I'm missing the guys I need. [Sid] I'm missing the guys I need.
522 00:25:33,490 00:25:35,742 You don't wanna be swimming with them anyways. You don't wanna be swimming with them anyways.
523 00:25:35,825 00:25:36,826 [Sid] Yeah. [Sid] Yeah.
524 00:25:38,870 00:25:41,081 [sighs] It's just a big deal to have the scouts there. [sighs] It's just a big deal to have the scouts there.
525 00:25:41,790 00:25:42,666 I know. I know.
526 00:25:44,501 00:25:46,753 Harvard is less than two hours away from Brown, Harvard is less than two hours away from Brown,
527 00:25:47,337 00:25:48,463 even with the traffic. even with the traffic.
528 00:25:49,381 00:25:50,215 And… And…
529 00:25:50,882 00:25:52,551 -there's a $20 bus. -Oh yeah? -there's a $20 bus. -Oh yeah?
530 00:25:52,634 00:25:54,844 You expect me to take the bus up to you? You expect me to take the bus up to you?
531 00:25:54,928 00:25:55,762 No. No.
532 00:25:56,263 00:25:57,305 I'll come to you. I'll come to you.
533 00:25:57,931 00:25:59,808 Every weekend, if you want. Whenever. Every weekend, if you want. Whenever.
534 00:26:00,308 00:26:03,687 Even if I get into Wesleyan or Bowdoin, there are buses from those schools too. Even if I get into Wesleyan or Bowdoin, there are buses from those schools too.
535 00:26:07,190 00:26:08,066 OK. OK.
536 00:26:09,818 00:26:10,652 What? What?
537 00:26:11,528 00:26:13,697 So first, I'm too much for you to handle. So first, I'm too much for you to handle.
538 00:26:14,531 00:26:15,407 And… And…
539 00:26:15,490 00:26:18,159 now we're doing this again and staying together throughout college, now we're doing this again and staying together throughout college,
540 00:26:18,243 00:26:20,537 and you wanna come visit me whenever I want. and you wanna come visit me whenever I want.
541 00:26:21,580 00:26:22,706 I'm a fucking idiot. I'm a fucking idiot.
542 00:26:23,290 00:26:24,958 That's what that was. I told you. That's what that was. I told you.
543 00:26:26,376 00:26:27,252 I miss you. I miss you.
544 00:26:27,669 00:26:28,545 [Flora] Clearly. [Flora] Clearly.
545 00:26:31,089 00:26:32,090 [Sid chuckles] [Sid chuckles]
546 00:26:34,175 00:26:35,510 [recording] Dreams are lovely, [recording] Dreams are lovely,
547 00:26:36,177 00:26:38,638 but dreams do not come true just because you dream them. but dreams do not come true just because you dream them.
548 00:26:39,514 00:26:41,266 It's hard work that makes things happen. It's hard work that makes things happen.
549 00:26:41,349 00:26:43,768 -It's hard work that creates change, so… -[door opens] -It's hard work that creates change, so… -[door opens]
550 00:26:43,852 00:26:44,811 Are you Dominique? Are you Dominique?
551 00:26:44,894 00:26:47,480 -Yeah. -Hey, I'm Kaila. Come on in. -Yeah. -Hey, I'm Kaila. Come on in.
552 00:26:47,564 00:26:49,190 …and be a doer, not a dreamer. …and be a doer, not a dreamer.
553 00:26:53,153 00:26:54,487 [girls chuckling] [girls chuckling]
554 00:26:54,571 00:26:55,572 [girl 1] …got fired. [girl 1] …got fired.
555 00:26:56,615 00:26:57,574 [girl 2] Oh… [girl 2] Oh…
556 00:26:57,657 00:26:58,742 That's terrible. That's terrible.
557 00:26:58,825 00:26:59,993 [girl 1 snickers] Yeah. [girl 1 snickers] Yeah.
558 00:27:00,660 00:27:01,870 [girl 2] That looks good. [girl 2] That looks good.
559 00:27:01,953 00:27:04,122 [girl 2] Yeah, I could probably eat all of it. [girl 2] Yeah, I could probably eat all of it.
560 00:27:04,205 00:27:05,498 [indistinct chattering] [indistinct chattering]
561 00:27:07,709 00:27:08,835 [Kaila] It's my specialty. [Kaila] It's my specialty.
562 00:27:08,918 00:27:10,295 [girls chuckle] [girls chuckle]
563 00:27:11,630 00:27:13,798 -This is Vie. -Hey. -This is Vie. -Hey.
564 00:27:13,882 00:27:15,008 -And that's Gemma. -Hey. -And that's Gemma. -Hey.
565 00:27:15,091 00:27:17,927 [Kaila] I wasn't sure what you needed, so I left this area open. [Kaila] I wasn't sure what you needed, so I left this area open.
566 00:27:18,261 00:27:20,180 Yeah, this is perfect. Yeah, this is perfect.
567 00:27:20,263 00:27:21,139 Thanks. Thanks.
568 00:27:29,397 00:27:30,899 You said there would be three. You said there would be three.
569 00:27:31,816 00:27:32,651 Oh… Oh…
570 00:27:33,234 00:27:35,070 -I actually bought supplies for this. -I know. -I actually bought supplies for this. -I know.
571 00:27:35,153 00:27:38,531 I'm sorry, Jordan was supposed to be here, but she couldn't make it. I'm sorry, Jordan was supposed to be here, but she couldn't make it.
572 00:27:38,615 00:27:41,201 So it's just gonna be the two of us, if that's OK. So it's just gonna be the two of us, if that's OK.
573 00:27:42,035 00:27:43,411 I'm all the way here, so… I'm all the way here, so…
574 00:27:45,830 00:27:46,665 OK. OK.
575 00:27:48,833 00:27:52,671 Yeah, I'm just gonna assume there's nothing you can do for me, right? Yeah, I'm just gonna assume there's nothing you can do for me, right?
576 00:27:52,754 00:27:53,922 [giggling] [giggling]
577 00:27:54,589 00:27:56,591 -No. Not at all. -Do you want a drink? -No. Not at all. -Do you want a drink?
578 00:27:56,675 00:27:57,967 I have LaCroix… I have LaCroix…
579 00:27:58,385 00:28:00,470 -Hit me up with a LaCroix, K. -[Kaila] Mm. -Hit me up with a LaCroix, K. -[Kaila] Mm.
580 00:28:01,805 00:28:02,972 Yeah, I'll have one. Yeah, I'll have one.
581 00:28:03,848 00:28:05,392 So you go to GA, right? So you go to GA, right?
582 00:28:05,475 00:28:06,726 -[Dom] Yeah. -That's nuts. -[Dom] Yeah. -That's nuts.
583 00:28:06,810 00:28:07,894 -Oh yeah? -[Gemma] Fuck yeah. -Oh yeah? -[Gemma] Fuck yeah.
584 00:28:07,977 00:28:09,312 You took the SHSATs, right? You took the SHSATs, right?
585 00:28:09,979 00:28:11,940 -You must've killed that shit. -I did all right. -You must've killed that shit. -I did all right.
586 00:28:12,023 00:28:15,068 -Your school's insanely competitive. -I guess. Isn't yours? -Your school's insanely competitive. -I guess. Isn't yours?
587 00:28:15,151 00:28:19,072 [snickers] Yo, we don't even have grades. Everyone is still on fucking Lexapro. [snickers] Yo, we don't even have grades. Everyone is still on fucking Lexapro.
588 00:28:19,572 00:28:20,865 It's ridiculous. It's ridiculous.
589 00:28:23,785 00:28:25,453 Ooh, I did not tell you guys. Ooh, I did not tell you guys.
590 00:28:25,537 00:28:27,372 My therapist said I was right to confront my dad My therapist said I was right to confront my dad
591 00:28:27,455 00:28:29,374 about his thing with my tampons. about his thing with my tampons.
592 00:28:29,457 00:28:31,209 -[chuckles] -[Vie] Her dad has issues. -[chuckles] -[Vie] Her dad has issues.
593 00:28:31,292 00:28:33,712 He makes their housekeeper set up these little, mini trash cans He makes their housekeeper set up these little, mini trash cans
594 00:28:33,795 00:28:35,922 in all of the bathrooms for Kaila's used tampons. in all of the bathrooms for Kaila's used tampons.
595 00:28:36,005 00:28:37,882 Like they do in public bathrooms in restaurants. Like they do in public bathrooms in restaurants.
596 00:28:37,966 00:28:40,510 My very own "feminine hygiene" receptacles. My very own "feminine hygiene" receptacles.
597 00:28:40,593 00:28:42,470 I told him he's a fucking misogynist. I told him he's a fucking misogynist.
598 00:28:43,096 00:28:47,058 Maybe you could've asked him why your period made him uncomfortable. Maybe you could've asked him why your period made him uncomfortable.
599 00:28:47,142 00:28:49,811 And explain that the mini trash cans make you feel ashamed And explain that the mini trash cans make you feel ashamed
600 00:28:49,894 00:28:51,688 about something that's totally natural. about something that's totally natural.
601 00:28:52,564 00:28:53,440 Yeah. Yeah.
602 00:28:53,857 00:28:56,609 You're right. I like that. That's fucking genius. You're right. I like that. That's fucking genius.
603 00:28:57,110 00:28:59,654 Can you just, um, say that again so I can record you? Can you just, um, say that again so I can record you?
604 00:29:00,155 00:29:01,281 [giggles] [giggles]
605 00:29:01,823 00:29:02,866 Do you all see therapists? Do you all see therapists?
606 00:29:03,324 00:29:05,994 Yeah, but only for, like, a month, after my mom died. Yeah, but only for, like, a month, after my mom died.
607 00:29:06,077 00:29:07,704 Oh… Sorry. Oh… Sorry.
608 00:29:07,787 00:29:10,665 It's fine. I was, like, 12, so it was a while ago. It's fine. I was, like, 12, so it was a while ago.
609 00:29:11,040 00:29:13,543 I wanna be a psychologist. That's why I was asking. I wanna be a psychologist. That's why I was asking.
610 00:29:13,918 00:29:15,795 But I've never been to one. But I've never been to one.
611 00:29:16,921 00:29:17,881 [Kaila] Never? [Kaila] Never?
612 00:29:18,465 00:29:20,467 No. Most people I know don't go. No. Most people I know don't go.
613 00:29:21,301 00:29:23,678 My sister, she's a psych major at Hopkins. My sister, she's a psych major at Hopkins.
614 00:29:24,763 00:29:26,681 I'd love to go to Hopkins. I'd love to go to Hopkins.
615 00:29:26,765 00:29:29,184 Yeah, but she hates it. She wants to take a year off. Yeah, but she hates it. She wants to take a year off.
616 00:29:30,560 00:29:31,478 OK. OK.
617 00:29:33,813 00:29:35,440 -Who's first? -Me. -Who's first? -Me.
618 00:29:38,359 00:29:40,361 -You're from Brooklyn, too, right? -Yeah. -You're from Brooklyn, too, right? -Yeah.
619 00:29:40,445 00:29:41,571 [Vie] Word. Where? [Vie] Word. Where?
620 00:29:42,030 00:29:43,948 -The real Brooklyn. -[snickers] -The real Brooklyn. -[snickers]
621 00:29:45,200 00:29:46,785 [hip-hop music plays] [hip-hop music plays]
622 00:29:54,042 00:29:55,001 [Jay] Yo, Owe! [Jay] Yo, Owe!
623 00:29:55,084 00:29:57,295 Yo! Shit, man, what happened to your face? Yo! Shit, man, what happened to your face?
624 00:29:57,879 00:30:00,590 -What's it look like? I got jumped. -What? By who? You know who did it? -What's it look like? I got jumped. -What? By who? You know who did it?
625 00:30:01,591 00:30:03,176 You gonna put hands on 'em for me? You gonna put hands on 'em for me?
626 00:30:04,010 00:30:06,596 Yo, come on, man. I'm just checking in on you, bro. Yo, come on, man. I'm just checking in on you, bro.
627 00:30:07,096 00:30:08,515 Here I am, bro. Want a tour? Here I am, bro. Want a tour?
628 00:30:09,182 00:30:11,392 That's my new crib. These are my new friends. That's my new crib. These are my new friends.
629 00:30:13,269 00:30:14,604 They got nice joints in here, too, They got nice joints in here, too,
630 00:30:14,687 00:30:17,023 but she might slice you if you forget to text her back. but she might slice you if you forget to text her back.
631 00:30:17,816 00:30:18,858 Cool? Cool?
632 00:30:19,526 00:30:20,693 Thanks for checking in. Thanks for checking in.
633 00:30:21,736 00:30:24,113 Yo, wait. You got into All-State. Yo, wait. You got into All-State.
634 00:30:24,531 00:30:25,365 What? What?
635 00:30:25,698 00:30:27,575 Yeah, bro. You got in! You fucking did it! Yeah, bro. You got in! You fucking did it!
636 00:30:35,250 00:30:36,918 What the fuck does it matter? What the fuck does it matter?
637 00:30:38,002 00:30:40,672 I… I thought you'd wanna know, bro. That's a big deal. I… I thought you'd wanna know, bro. That's a big deal.
638 00:30:40,755 00:30:43,675 Bro, that means you made it out of over, like, 1,000 other people, bro. Bro, that means you made it out of over, like, 1,000 other people, bro.
639 00:30:43,758 00:30:45,760 -You should feel good! -I'm suspended. I can't play. -You should feel good! -I'm suspended. I can't play.
640 00:30:49,848 00:30:51,432 Well, yeah, I know. But, like… Well, yeah, I know. But, like…
641 00:30:53,685 00:30:54,644 [chuckles] [chuckles]
642 00:30:55,520 00:30:56,896 You wild funny, bro. You wild funny, bro.
643 00:30:57,939 00:31:00,650 Coming all this way to tell me something I can't have. Coming all this way to tell me something I can't have.
644 00:31:01,025 00:31:03,653 Nah, man. Come on. You know I'm not trying to be like that. Nah, man. Come on. You know I'm not trying to be like that.
645 00:31:03,736 00:31:04,821 I earned that shit. I earned that shit.
646 00:31:06,573 00:31:07,574 And now what? And now what?
647 00:31:08,283 00:31:10,368 Some next-best motherfucker gets my spot? Some next-best motherfucker gets my spot?
648 00:31:10,451 00:31:12,662 Some fucking alternate gets to play? Some fucking alternate gets to play?
649 00:31:13,872 00:31:15,498 You're why I'm here in the first place. You're why I'm here in the first place.
650 00:31:15,999 00:31:18,793 Bro, you gave them exactly what they needed in that room. Bro, you gave them exactly what they needed in that room.
651 00:31:19,627 00:31:21,796 You fucked me, and now I'm in this bullshit. You fucked me, and now I'm in this bullshit.
652 00:31:22,839 00:31:25,925 Even Dom saw what was going on, and she tried to back me, but… Even Dom saw what was going on, and she tried to back me, but…
653 00:31:26,926 00:31:29,596 -Nah, man. I definitely-- -Are you seriously not getting this shit? -Nah, man. I definitely-- -Are you seriously not getting this shit?
654 00:31:29,679 00:31:31,306 I don't want you around me, bro. I don't want you around me, bro.
655 00:31:33,224 00:31:35,643 Don't come here again. Don't talk to me. Don't come here again. Don't talk to me.
656 00:31:35,727 00:31:37,854 Or on everything, I'mma spazz on you. Or on everything, I'mma spazz on you.
657 00:31:48,656 00:31:50,491 [breathing heavily] [breathing heavily]
658 00:31:51,200 00:31:52,118 [groans] [groans]
659 00:31:52,994 00:31:53,953 Oh… Oh…
660 00:31:54,954 00:31:56,164 [door opens] [door opens]
661 00:31:57,290 00:31:58,374 [tense music plays] [tense music plays]
662 00:32:07,175 00:32:08,259 [exhales sharply] [exhales sharply]
663 00:32:09,427 00:32:10,511 [exhales sharply] [exhales sharply]
664 00:32:14,599 00:32:16,643 [hyperventilating] [hyperventilating]
665 00:32:16,726 00:32:18,811 -I can't! I can't, Mom! -[Rebecca] Where were you? -I can't! I can't, Mom! -[Rebecca] Where were you?
666 00:32:18,895 00:32:20,396 -What happened? -I can't. -What happened? -I can't.
667 00:32:20,480 00:32:22,398 [Rebecca] What happened? What happened? [Rebecca] What happened? What happened?
668 00:32:22,482 00:32:25,151 I can't live here anymore, Mom. I saw him! I can't live here anymore, Mom. I saw him!
669 00:32:25,234 00:32:27,362 -OK. OK. -I just wanna disappear, Mom. -OK. OK. -I just wanna disappear, Mom.
670 00:32:27,445 00:32:29,489 Please, just let me disappear. [sobs] Please, just let me disappear. [sobs]
671 00:32:30,198 00:32:32,200 I'm drowning here, Mom. I'm drowning here, Mom.
672 00:32:32,283 00:32:33,534 -It's OK. -[sobs] -It's OK. -[sobs]
673 00:32:33,618 00:32:34,619 [Rebecca] Come here. [Rebecca] Come here.
674 00:32:38,081 00:32:39,290 [cheering] [cheering]
675 00:32:39,374 00:32:40,667 Come on, Grand Army! Come on, Grand Army!
676 00:32:40,750 00:32:42,377 [cheering, applause] [cheering, applause]
677 00:32:51,886 00:32:54,597 -[boy 1] Come on! -[boy 2] You got this! You got this, Bo! -[boy 1] Come on! -[boy 2] You got this! You got this, Bo!
678 00:32:54,973 00:32:56,933 [indistinct yelling] [indistinct yelling]
679 00:33:00,478 00:33:01,729 [buzzer sounds] [buzzer sounds]
680 00:33:01,813 00:33:02,939 [crowd] Oh! [crowd] Oh!
681 00:33:03,690 00:33:04,774 Fuck! Fuck!
682 00:33:13,408 00:33:14,867 [scattered applause] [scattered applause]
683 00:33:14,951 00:33:15,785 Shit. Shit.
684 00:33:17,495 00:33:18,454 [slams locker] [slams locker]
685 00:33:19,497 00:33:20,915 What the fuck is wrong with you? What the fuck is wrong with you?
686 00:33:21,416 00:33:23,251 What were you thinking, SpEddy, huh? What were you thinking, SpEddy, huh?
687 00:33:25,795 00:33:28,798 That you get extra time on your leg like you do every fuckin' test? That you get extra time on your leg like you do every fuckin' test?
688 00:33:28,881 00:33:32,093 [boy 1] Fuckin' stop! Bro! Orlov, don't! Don't! [boy 1] Fuckin' stop! Bro! Orlov, don't! Don't!
689 00:33:32,176 00:33:34,220 [coach] Hey! Back the fuck down! [coach] Hey! Back the fuck down!
690 00:33:34,303 00:33:35,388 Hey! Hey! Hey! Hey!
691 00:33:36,222 00:33:37,849 End this! Now! End this! Now!
692 00:33:38,891 00:33:40,018 What's goin' on? What's goin' on?
693 00:33:40,101 00:33:41,227 [boy 2] Nothing. [boy 2] Nothing.
694 00:33:41,936 00:33:43,563 People are just a little heated. People are just a little heated.
695 00:33:45,189 00:33:47,358 OK, Pakam, they wanna talk to you. OK, Pakam, they wanna talk to you.
696 00:33:47,984 00:33:49,193 -Let's go. -Who? -Let's go. -Who?
697 00:33:49,277 00:33:50,236 The scouts. The scouts.
698 00:33:50,695 00:33:51,529 Now. Now.
699 00:33:52,196 00:33:54,991 Get your warm-ups on. They're impressed with your time. Get your warm-ups on. They're impressed with your time.
700 00:33:55,533 00:33:56,534 That's all I know. That's all I know.
701 00:33:57,785 00:33:59,704 OK, Grand Army. Come on. Huddle in. [claps] OK, Grand Army. Come on. Huddle in. [claps]
702 00:33:59,787 00:34:00,913 OK. Come on. OK. Come on.
703 00:34:01,622 00:34:03,624 We can't have costly mistakes like that. We can't have costly mistakes like that.
704 00:34:04,208 00:34:06,044 Regardless if today hurt us or not, Regardless if today hurt us or not,
705 00:34:06,127 00:34:09,589 in the long run, we gotta stay strong, we gotta stay technical. in the long run, we gotta stay strong, we gotta stay technical.
706 00:34:09,672 00:34:11,924 Orlov, that can't happen again. Orlov, that can't happen again.
707 00:34:12,925 00:34:13,968 I expect better. I expect better.
708 00:34:16,262 00:34:17,346 Go shower. Go shower.
709 00:34:17,847 00:34:19,432 Let's go, Pakam! [claps] Let's go, Pakam! [claps]
710 00:34:19,515 00:34:21,267 Come on! Let's go. Move. Come on! Let's go. Move.
711 00:34:24,353 00:34:26,189 [suspenseful music plays] [suspenseful music plays]
712 00:34:34,697 00:34:36,449 6:30 is too late. 6:30 is too late.
713 00:34:36,532 00:34:37,867 It absolutely is not. It absolutely is not.
714 00:34:37,950 00:34:39,327 You gotta do it, Dominique. You gotta do it, Dominique.
715 00:34:39,410 00:34:41,496 Girl, we already told you. That email is weak game. Girl, we already told you. That email is weak game.
716 00:34:41,579 00:34:44,540 If you really want this internship, you're gonna have to fucking call. If you really want this internship, you're gonna have to fucking call.
717 00:34:44,624 00:34:45,583 Do it now. Do it now.
718 00:34:51,297 00:34:52,882 What the fuck are you doing? What the fuck are you doing?
719 00:34:52,965 00:34:54,884 Giving you all my power! Do it! Giving you all my power! Do it!
720 00:34:54,967 00:34:58,137 -No one will be there. -Leave a message! It shows initiative. -No one will be there. -Leave a message! It shows initiative.
721 00:34:58,221 00:35:01,682 Plus, you'll be ready to muscle it if you have to follow up again tomorrow. Plus, you'll be ready to muscle it if you have to follow up again tomorrow.
722 00:35:04,435 00:35:05,311 OK. OK.
723 00:35:10,525 00:35:12,985 [calling tone sounds] [calling tone sounds]
724 00:35:13,069 00:35:14,112 [Vie giggles] [Vie giggles]
725 00:35:16,906 00:35:19,075 [woman on phone] Sisters Thrive, how may I help you? [woman on phone] Sisters Thrive, how may I help you?
726 00:35:19,158 00:35:20,326 Hi, how are you? Hi, how are you?
727 00:35:20,785 00:35:22,411 I'm doing well. And you? I'm doing well. And you?
728 00:35:22,495 00:35:24,080 I'm great. Thanks. I'm great. Thanks.
729 00:35:24,622 00:35:26,124 My name is Dominique Pierre. My name is Dominique Pierre.
730 00:35:26,207 00:35:29,085 I'm calling to follow up on an email I sent I'm calling to follow up on an email I sent
731 00:35:29,168 00:35:32,630 regarding an interview for the high school internship. regarding an interview for the high school internship.
732 00:35:32,713 00:35:35,675 OK, did you receive an email from us to schedule a time? OK, did you receive an email from us to schedule a time?
733 00:35:36,801 00:35:38,177 I actually did not. I actually did not.
734 00:35:38,678 00:35:42,056 However, I wanted to reach out because I'd love to come in However, I wanted to reach out because I'd love to come in
735 00:35:42,140 00:35:44,183 and tell you… and tell you…
736 00:35:44,892 00:35:47,311 and tell you a little bit more about myself. and tell you a little bit more about myself.
737 00:35:48,563 00:35:50,022 Pastor St. Jean recommended me, Pastor St. Jean recommended me,
738 00:35:50,106 00:35:53,442 and I was a little bit late to submit my application and I was a little bit late to submit my application
739 00:35:53,526 00:35:55,695 because I didn't know about the opportunity. because I didn't know about the opportunity.
740 00:35:55,778 00:35:56,946 I can come in any time. I can come in any time.
741 00:35:57,029 00:36:00,116 I'm just very passionate about this project, and… I'm just very passionate about this project, and…
742 00:36:00,741 00:36:03,411 and I truly believe I'd be a great fit. and I truly believe I'd be a great fit.
743 00:36:05,329 00:36:06,914 Hold on one moment, please. Hold on one moment, please.
744 00:36:06,998 00:36:08,624 You said your name is Dominique? You said your name is Dominique?
745 00:36:08,708 00:36:09,542 Yes. Yes.
746 00:36:11,002 00:36:11,878 [mouths] Perfect. [mouths] Perfect.
747 00:36:18,843 00:36:21,095 -OK, yes. I'm glad you called. -[girls gasp] -OK, yes. I'm glad you called. -[girls gasp]
748 00:36:21,846 00:36:25,391 I can squeeze you in, Dominique, but it's gonna have to be tomorrow. I can squeeze you in, Dominique, but it's gonna have to be tomorrow.
749 00:36:25,474 00:36:26,726 -And early. -You're going to go. -And early. -You're going to go.
750 00:36:26,809 00:36:28,853 Is that possible for you? 8:30 a.m.? Is that possible for you? 8:30 a.m.?
751 00:36:28,936 00:36:33,024 Absolutely. That actually sounds perfect. I won't have to miss too much of school. Absolutely. That actually sounds perfect. I won't have to miss too much of school.
752 00:36:34,192 00:36:35,902 Great, OK. We'll see you then. Great, OK. We'll see you then.
753 00:36:35,985 00:36:38,154 -Have a good evening, Dominique. -You too. -Have a good evening, Dominique. -You too.
754 00:36:39,780 00:36:40,740 -Oh my God! -[Kaila] Eh! -Oh my God! -[Kaila] Eh!
755 00:36:40,823 00:36:42,491 -[girls cheer] -[Gemma] Yes! -[girls cheer] -[Gemma] Yes!
756 00:36:42,575 00:36:46,495 Hey! Oh, you are my fucking hero. For real. That was so dope. Hey! Oh, you are my fucking hero. For real. That was so dope.
757 00:36:46,579 00:36:48,331 -And look what you got! -[Kaila] Oh! -And look what you got! -[Kaila] Oh!
758 00:36:49,916 00:36:51,959 Black girl fucking power! Black girl fucking power!
759 00:36:52,043 00:36:53,127 [cheering] [cheering]
760 00:36:53,586 00:36:54,712 Eh, eh, eh! Eh, eh, eh!
761 00:36:55,254 00:36:57,965 [rabbi] You look much happier than when I saw you last. [rabbi] You look much happier than when I saw you last.
762 00:36:58,507 00:36:59,759 [chuckles] Yeah, well, [chuckles] Yeah, well,
763 00:37:00,927 00:37:02,720 it's a disguise. it's a disguise.
764 00:37:02,803 00:37:03,679 [rabbi] Oh. [rabbi] Oh.
765 00:37:04,096 00:37:05,139 Sorry to hear that. Sorry to hear that.
766 00:37:05,848 00:37:07,225 [Leila] That's why I came. [Leila] That's why I came.
767 00:37:08,768 00:37:10,728 I've just been feeling sort of, like… I've just been feeling sort of, like…
768 00:37:12,855 00:37:13,814 miserable. miserable.
769 00:37:15,149 00:37:16,859 And I can't make it go away. And I can't make it go away.
770 00:37:17,276 00:37:18,361 Oh, sweetie. Oh, sweetie.
771 00:37:19,737 00:37:20,655 Let's talk. Let's talk.
772 00:37:21,864 00:37:23,574 I've got just a little time. OK? I've got just a little time. OK?
773 00:37:30,414 00:37:31,582 [sighs] [sighs]
774 00:37:33,292 00:37:34,293 [door closes] [door closes]
775 00:37:34,877 00:37:36,087 [rock music plays] [rock music plays]
776 00:37:42,009 00:37:43,636 [snarling] [snarling]
777 00:37:50,685 00:37:51,686 [Joey struggles] [Joey struggles]
778 00:37:51,769 00:37:54,272 Leila! No. Leila, no! Don't! Leila! No. Leila, no! Don't!
779 00:37:55,231 00:37:56,816 Save yourself, Leila! Save yourself, Leila!
780 00:37:56,899 00:37:59,819 [Leila] Shut up. I have power you don't have, bitch. [Leila] Shut up. I have power you don't have, bitch.
781 00:38:07,702 00:38:09,328 [George laughs] [George laughs]
782 00:38:09,412 00:38:10,663 I'm coming for you! I'm coming for you!
783 00:38:14,750 00:38:16,377 [George yells, laughs] [George yells, laughs]
784 00:38:16,460 00:38:18,129 [Leila] I will kill… [Leila] I will kill…
785 00:38:18,879 00:38:20,506 every single sperm every single sperm
786 00:38:20,589 00:38:23,676 until you die, motherfucker! until you die, motherfucker!
787 00:38:33,686 00:38:35,479 And I posted it. [sniffles] And I posted it. [sniffles]
788 00:38:36,147 00:38:39,150 It got all kinds of likes, and, like, why did I do that? It got all kinds of likes, and, like, why did I do that?
789 00:38:39,817 00:38:42,069 I don't really even have anything against her. I don't really even have anything against her.
790 00:38:42,153 00:38:44,488 And what if something actually happened to her? And what if something actually happened to her?
791 00:38:45,281 00:38:49,076 [rabbi] I think your self-awareness is a… positive sign, Leila. [rabbi] I think your self-awareness is a… positive sign, Leila.
792 00:38:51,871 00:38:54,540 [sniffles] I also smoked weed last night. [sniffles] I also smoked weed last night.
793 00:38:55,916 00:38:58,711 And I feel very guilty about it, but… And I don't think I should, And I feel very guilty about it, but… And I don't think I should,
794 00:38:58,794 00:39:01,047 because I have no intention of doing it a lot. because I have no intention of doing it a lot.
795 00:39:02,214 00:39:03,215 That's good. That's good.
796 00:39:04,550 00:39:05,468 What else? What else?
797 00:39:07,261 00:39:08,429 One of the guys… One of the guys…
798 00:39:09,597 00:39:11,307 One of the guys that Joey… One of the guys that Joey…
799 00:39:11,974 00:39:13,559 the girl that I posted about… the girl that I posted about…
800 00:39:16,812 00:39:18,981 I don't know if I'm allowed to tell you this. I don't know if I'm allowed to tell you this.
801 00:39:19,065 00:39:21,525 [rabbi] You can tell me whatever you're comfortable sharing. [rabbi] You can tell me whatever you're comfortable sharing.
802 00:39:23,736 00:39:25,738 I promise you I've heard it before. I promise you I've heard it before.
803 00:39:26,864 00:39:27,823 I, uh… I, uh…
804 00:39:29,825 00:39:30,743 I, uh… I, uh…
805 00:39:32,787 00:39:35,831 performed oral sex on him… performed oral sex on him…
806 00:39:36,499 00:39:39,126 i… in… in school, in the drama department. i… in… in school, in the drama department.
807 00:39:40,002 00:39:40,920 OK. OK.
808 00:39:42,338 00:39:44,006 -How do you feel about that? -Terrible. -How do you feel about that? -Terrible.
809 00:39:44,090 00:39:46,759 Because it was my first blow job. And… [sniffles] Because it was my first blow job. And… [sniffles]
810 00:39:46,842 00:39:48,010 …what if he's a rapist? …what if he's a rapist?
811 00:39:48,094 00:39:51,180 And… And I broke the rules at school, And… And I broke the rules at school,
812 00:39:51,263 00:39:53,724 and I feel like such slutty trash. and I feel like such slutty trash.
813 00:39:53,808 00:39:56,435 [rabbi] Leila, I wanna ask you if it was consens-- [rabbi] Leila, I wanna ask you if it was consens--
814 00:39:56,519 00:39:58,229 Yes! No, it totally was. Yes! No, it totally was.
815 00:39:58,771 00:40:00,981 Which is what's so, so bad about this. Which is what's so, so bad about this.
816 00:40:01,065 00:40:02,691 It led to my fight with Rachel. It led to my fight with Rachel.
817 00:40:02,775 00:40:05,319 She doesn't know me anymore. That's what she said. She doesn't know me anymore. That's what she said.
818 00:40:07,196 00:40:09,281 She's disgusted by me. She's disgusted by me.
819 00:40:09,365 00:40:12,159 And I made her feel bad. And she's probably right. And I made her feel bad. And she's probably right.
820 00:40:13,077 00:40:14,203 [Leila sniffles] [Leila sniffles]
821 00:40:14,286 00:40:15,996 Do you need to call your parents? Do you need to call your parents?
822 00:40:16,580 00:40:18,707 -Do they know you're here? -No. [sniffles] -Do they know you're here? -No. [sniffles]
823 00:40:18,791 00:40:19,792 I told them… I told them…
824 00:40:20,209 00:40:21,919 drama rehearsal went late. drama rehearsal went late.
825 00:40:22,670 00:40:24,880 I'm a stupid understudy, which I hate. I'm a stupid understudy, which I hate.
826 00:40:27,174 00:40:28,175 I just, like… I just, like…
827 00:40:30,386 00:40:32,388 I'm not acting like myself. I'm not acting like myself.
828 00:40:33,597 00:40:37,560 And I can't get rid of, like, the slime that's all over me. You know? And I can't get rid of, like, the slime that's all over me. You know?
829 00:40:38,269 00:40:39,103 OK. OK.
830 00:40:39,186 00:40:40,146 [inhales deeply] [inhales deeply]
831 00:40:40,229 00:40:41,605 You have a lot going on. You have a lot going on.
832 00:40:42,440 00:40:43,983 And I hear you, OK? And I hear you, OK?
833 00:40:45,860 00:40:47,153 [sighs] First, [sighs] First,
834 00:40:47,862 00:40:50,739 I think you should let go of all the shame you're feeling. I think you should let go of all the shame you're feeling.
835 00:40:52,116 00:40:56,412 We all make choices as we're coming into ourselves and our sexuality, and… We all make choices as we're coming into ourselves and our sexuality, and…
836 00:40:56,996 00:40:58,747 we're not gonna be thrilled with every choice. we're not gonna be thrilled with every choice.
837 00:40:58,831 00:41:00,249 Give yourself a break here. Give yourself a break here.
838 00:41:00,791 00:41:02,418 And make a promise to yourself And make a promise to yourself
839 00:41:02,501 00:41:04,962 that whenever you become engaged sexually, that whenever you become engaged sexually,
840 00:41:05,045 00:41:06,422 you'll ask yourself, you'll ask yourself,
841 00:41:07,298 00:41:09,467 "Do I really wanna do this? "Do I really wanna do this?
842 00:41:09,550 00:41:10,551 And why?" And why?"
843 00:41:11,760 00:41:13,762 Shame has no place in that conversation. Shame has no place in that conversation.
844 00:41:15,139 00:41:19,477 I believe that there are three things that bring us back to ourselves. I believe that there are three things that bring us back to ourselves.
845 00:41:20,519 00:41:21,479 Repentance, Repentance,
846 00:41:22,480 00:41:23,355 prayer, prayer,
847 00:41:23,981 00:41:24,982 and charity. and charity.
848 00:41:26,650 00:41:28,068 [Leila] OK, wait one second. [Leila] OK, wait one second.
849 00:41:33,324 00:41:34,325 [Leila sniffles] [Leila sniffles]
850 00:41:36,160 00:41:37,119 Now… Now…
851 00:41:37,203 00:41:39,705 in terms of Joey and Rachel, in terms of Joey and Rachel,
852 00:41:40,164 00:41:41,332 repentance. repentance.
853 00:41:42,416 00:41:44,585 There's a very important value in Judaism, There's a very important value in Judaism,
854 00:41:45,377 00:41:46,378 and it's healing. and it's healing.
855 00:41:46,462 00:41:49,089 Not just for those we hurt, but for ourselves. Not just for those we hurt, but for ourselves.
856 00:41:49,757 00:41:52,843 It's sort of like a start-over button for the soul. It's sort of like a start-over button for the soul.
857 00:41:52,927 00:41:54,220 [chuckles] OK. [chuckles] OK.
858 00:41:54,720 00:41:55,971 I want that. What is it? I want that. What is it?
859 00:41:56,847 00:41:57,932 Atonement. Atonement.
860 00:41:59,266 00:42:02,645 Which is a practice of rectifying wrongdoing Which is a practice of rectifying wrongdoing
861 00:42:02,728 00:42:05,606 so you can be one with God and yourself again. so you can be one with God and yourself again.
862 00:42:07,566 00:42:08,776 Think of it like this… Think of it like this…
863 00:42:09,610 00:42:10,903 "At-One-Ment." "At-One-Ment."
864 00:42:11,820 00:42:13,656 To become whole again To become whole again
865 00:42:13,739 00:42:17,743 by actively practicing self-responsibility by actively practicing self-responsibility
866 00:42:18,285 00:42:19,495 and accountability. and accountability.
867 00:42:22,831 00:42:23,832 So, like, So, like,
868 00:42:24,792 00:42:25,793 apologize? apologize?
869 00:42:27,253 00:42:29,463 Or say "thank you," Or say "thank you,"
870 00:42:29,547 00:42:32,174 and then if I do all this stuff, then I'll feel better? and then if I do all this stuff, then I'll feel better?
871 00:42:33,759 00:42:34,635 Well, Well,
872 00:42:35,094 00:42:36,387 I mean, in theory, but… I mean, in theory, but…
873 00:42:37,346 00:42:38,597 it's a process. it's a process.
874 00:42:39,014 00:42:40,474 It takes time. It takes time.
875 00:42:40,558 00:42:43,894 So, own up for the sins I've committed towards others? So, own up for the sins I've committed towards others?
876 00:42:50,943 00:42:52,736 [soft jazz plays] [soft jazz plays]
877 00:42:52,820 00:42:55,197 [plays off-key] [plays off-key]
878 00:42:58,951 00:43:00,411 [distant crying] [distant crying]
879 00:43:00,494 00:43:01,412 [dad] Hey! [dad] Hey!
880 00:43:01,912 00:43:03,581 What the hell's goin' on in here? What the hell's goin' on in here?
881 00:43:04,290 00:43:05,207 [dad chuckles] [dad chuckles]
882 00:43:05,291 00:43:07,543 [exhales deeply] Messin' around with a new piece. [exhales deeply] Messin' around with a new piece.
883 00:43:07,626 00:43:08,586 Coltrane. Coltrane.
884 00:43:09,420 00:43:10,713 -[Jay] Yeah. -Nice. -[Jay] Yeah. -Nice.
885 00:43:11,839 00:43:14,383 Well, wrap it up. Baby's gotta go to bed soon. Well, wrap it up. Baby's gotta go to bed soon.
886 00:43:14,466 00:43:16,135 -Homework time. -[Jay] All right. -Homework time. -[Jay] All right.
887 00:43:17,052 00:43:17,970 Dad. Dad.
888 00:43:20,222 00:43:21,056 Um… Um…
889 00:43:22,349 00:43:23,809 I'm gonna play at All-State. I'm gonna play at All-State.
890 00:43:24,476 00:43:25,436 What? What?
891 00:43:26,020 00:43:27,396 Yeah, I… I got in. Yeah, I… I got in.
892 00:43:29,064 00:43:30,316 -[dad] You got in? -Yeah. -[dad] You got in? -Yeah.
893 00:43:30,691 00:43:32,735 [laughs] [laughs]
894 00:43:35,446 00:43:36,447 [sniffles] [sniffles]
895 00:43:38,407 00:43:39,533 [dad] That's my man. [dad] That's my man.
896 00:43:40,909 00:43:42,202 Look at you, huh? Look at you, huh?
897 00:43:42,286 00:43:44,371 -Look at you. You're doin' it! -Yeah. -Look at you. You're doin' it! -Yeah.
898 00:43:44,455 00:43:46,790 [dad] Oh man. I am so damn proud of you right now. [dad] Oh man. I am so damn proud of you right now.
899 00:43:46,874 00:43:49,251 That's what happens when you work your ass off, huh? That's what happens when you work your ass off, huh?
900 00:43:49,335 00:43:50,794 -[Jay] Yeah. -Wait. Does Mom know? -[Jay] Yeah. -Wait. Does Mom know?
901 00:43:50,878 00:43:53,005 I'm gonna tell her in a few minutes. Just… I'm gonna tell her in a few minutes. Just…
902 00:43:53,589 00:43:55,382 Just let me clean up in here first. Just let me clean up in here first.
903 00:43:56,467 00:43:57,468 Listen to me, Listen to me,
904 00:43:57,551 00:43:59,511 you're always gonna have rough patches. you're always gonna have rough patches.
905 00:44:01,388 00:44:02,640 This is how you overcome. This is how you overcome.
906 00:44:03,057 00:44:04,308 -You deserve this. -Right. -You deserve this. -Right.
907 00:44:04,808 00:44:05,684 My boy. My boy.
908 00:44:06,560 00:44:07,478 Killin' it! Killin' it!
909 00:44:08,145 00:44:09,188 [chuckles] [chuckles]
910 00:44:11,815 00:44:13,317 [dad] Hurry up and come tell your mom. [dad] Hurry up and come tell your mom.
911 00:44:13,400 00:44:15,319 You know I can't keep no secrets now. You know I can't keep no secrets now.
912 00:44:16,695 00:44:18,113 -[dad] Nic! -[Nicole] What? -[dad] Nic! -[Nicole] What?
913 00:44:19,657 00:44:20,866 Fuck! Fuck!
914 00:44:21,909 00:44:23,285 [water running] [water running]
915 00:44:30,918 00:44:31,960 [sighs] [sighs]
916 00:44:41,261 00:44:43,138 [plays jazz music smoothly] [plays jazz music smoothly]
917 00:45:00,989 00:45:02,950 Man, what the fuck am I doin'? Man, what the fuck am I doin'?
918 00:45:04,618 00:45:05,536 [sighs] [sighs]
919 00:45:24,388 00:45:27,182 [indistinct chattering, whooping] [indistinct chattering, whooping]
920 00:45:30,352 00:45:31,186 [Sid] Mee? [Sid] Mee?
921 00:45:32,604 00:45:33,897 What are you doing? What are you doing?
922 00:45:33,981 00:45:36,692 I thought something happened to you. I've been texting. I thought something happened to you. I've been texting.
923 00:45:36,775 00:45:37,651 Phone's dead. Phone's dead.
924 00:45:39,361 00:45:41,113 -You haven't seen it? -What? -You haven't seen it? -What?
925 00:45:44,575 00:45:46,535 Someone posted your essay. Someone posted your essay.
926 00:45:47,494 00:45:50,205 It's a made-up account, but they put your whole thing up. It's a made-up account, but they put your whole thing up.
927 00:45:54,209 00:45:55,210 -Sid! -Mom and Dad. -Sid! -Mom and Dad.
928 00:45:55,294 00:45:57,171 They don't know yet. Stop. They don't know yet. Stop.
929 00:46:00,799 00:46:02,968 You know I love you, no matter what, right? You know I love you, no matter what, right?
930 00:46:08,140 00:46:09,141 Let me see it. Let me see it.
931 00:46:35,250 00:46:36,210 [phone buzzes] [phone buzzes]
932 00:47:36,186 00:47:37,688 [tense music plays] [tense music plays]
932 00:47:36,186 00:47:37,688 [tense music plays] [tense music plays]