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1 00:01:50,040 00:01:51,473 One more glass...? One more glass...?
2 00:01:51,680 00:01:55,036 Pour it up. I've drunk stronger men than you under the table. Pour it up. I've drunk stronger men than you under the table.
3 00:01:55,240 00:01:59,711 -Germans can't take much. -I've partied with all nationalities. -Germans can't take much. -I've partied with all nationalities.
4 00:01:59,920 00:02:02,818 And more than that? And more than that?
5 00:02:09,840 00:02:14,072 -So we're heading in to me? -I don't think so. -So we're heading in to me? -I don't think so.
6 00:02:14,280 00:02:19,070 -Why not? -I don't have time for that reward. -Why not? -I don't have time for that reward.
7 00:02:23,960 00:02:30,672 -So, how have you been? -Why, fine. -So, how have you been? -Why, fine.
8 00:02:32,640 00:02:37,998 -You haven't changed, Dagmar. -I can't say the same. -You haven't changed, Dagmar. -I can't say the same.
9 00:02:41,160 00:02:47,998 Play something cheerful. A samba. Can you dance samba, Willy? Play something cheerful. A samba. Can you dance samba, Willy?
10 00:02:48,200 00:02:52,079 -Let go. Someone could come. -Not at this hour. -Let go. Someone could come. -Not at this hour.
11 00:02:52,280 00:02:56,319 Can't you hear that people are still awake? Can't you hear that people are still awake?
12 00:02:59,960 00:03:05,478 -The good life. Just like that dancing salon. -Yeah.. they have someplace to go. -The good life. Just like that dancing salon. -Yeah.. they have someplace to go.
13 00:03:05,680 00:03:10,629 -You only have one thing on your mind. -No. This isn't natural. -You only have one thing on your mind. -No. This isn't natural.
14 00:03:10,840 00:03:13,434 You live at home. Your mother can't stand me. You live at home. Your mother can't stand me.
15 00:03:13,640 00:03:18,156 Sure she can. See for yourself how easy it is to find a crib. Sure she can. See for yourself how easy it is to find a crib.
16 00:03:18,360 00:03:23,195 I've started up four chains and all of them have failed. I've started up four chains and all of them have failed.
17 00:03:23,400 00:03:28,758 -Things will work out. -Yeah, when I get my basic pension. -Things will work out. -Yeah, when I get my basic pension.
18 00:03:28,960 00:03:35,433 -But what matters is that I love you. -I just wish I could appreciate it more. -But what matters is that I love you. -I just wish I could appreciate it more.
19 00:03:35,640 00:03:38,108 Kiss me, Kalle. Kiss me, Kalle.
20 00:03:41,320 00:03:45,233 -Let go. Someone's coming. -Dammit! -Let go. Someone's coming. -Dammit!
21 00:03:51,080 00:03:55,551 -She was in a hurry. -She seemed strange, no? -She was in a hurry. -She seemed strange, no?
22 00:03:57,320 00:04:01,313 And then that goddamn light. And then that goddamn light.
23 00:05:07,800 00:05:12,590 -Let it go. -What? -Let it go. -What?
24 00:05:13,360 00:05:18,195 What you were thinking about. He's not worth it. What you were thinking about. He's not worth it.
25 00:05:18,400 00:05:22,951 -There's no he. -There always is. -There's no he. -There always is.
26 00:05:23,160 00:05:29,508 A man who's seen as much as I have won't be fooled so easily. A man who's seen as much as I have won't be fooled so easily.
27 00:05:30,080 00:05:34,119 -Can I interest you in a sketch? -No thanks. -Can I interest you in a sketch? -No thanks.
28 00:05:34,320 00:05:40,714 It's really nice. Sunset over the castle. Only 10 crowns. It's really nice. Sunset over the castle. Only 10 crowns.
29 00:05:40,920 00:05:46,199 Signed by the artist. See how beautiful it is. Signed by the artist. See how beautiful it is.
30 00:05:46,400 00:05:50,029 Here. Keep the sketch. Here. Keep the sketch.
31 00:08:42,880 00:08:47,635 Olavsgatan 13, 5th floor, Brink. We'll be there. Olavsgatan 13, 5th floor, Brink. We'll be there.
32 00:08:47,840 00:08:51,958 Nobody may enter, or touch anything. Nobody may enter, or touch anything.
33 00:09:06,040 00:09:11,160 -The ambulance is here. -Just pick her up. -The ambulance is here. -Just pick her up.
34 00:09:11,360 00:09:16,150 It's not normal for women to commit suicide like this...? It's not normal for women to commit suicide like this...?
35 00:09:16,360 00:09:22,754 Sleeping pills and gas are the regular ways. But she wanted to be sure. Sleeping pills and gas are the regular ways. But she wanted to be sure.
36 00:09:22,960 00:09:27,351 Yes, and it went faster, I reckon. Yes, and it went faster, I reckon.
37 00:09:28,320 00:09:31,118 She's in there. She's in there.
38 00:09:33,240 00:09:38,030 Svensson. Does a writer named Wikner live here? Svensson. Does a writer named Wikner live here?
39 00:09:38,240 00:09:41,391 -Just across the hall. -Here's the death certificate. -Just across the hall. -Here's the death certificate.
40 00:09:41,600 00:09:46,071 Take the keys and bring them to the station. Take the keys and bring them to the station.
41 00:10:05,320 00:10:09,359 Inspector L�vgren. May I come in? Inspector L�vgren. May I come in?
42 00:10:09,560 00:10:12,199 Please. Please.
43 00:10:14,400 00:10:19,155 Anders, can you come out? A man wants to speak with you. Anders, can you come out? A man wants to speak with you.
44 00:10:19,360 00:10:24,878 -I don't have time. Tell him to get lost. -He's from the police. -I don't have time. Tell him to get lost. -He's from the police.
45 00:10:25,080 00:10:29,596 The bigger the reason. I haven't done anything. The bigger the reason. I haven't done anything.
46 00:10:32,080 00:10:36,392 -I have a letter to Mr. Wikner. -Just throw it in the slot. -I have a letter to Mr. Wikner. -Just throw it in the slot.
47 00:10:36,600 00:10:40,149 Impressive man, don't you think? At least he does. Impressive man, don't you think? At least he does.
48 00:10:40,360 00:10:45,229 -You seem unaware of what happened here? -Who shot whom and why? -You seem unaware of what happened here? -Who shot whom and why?
49 00:10:45,440 00:10:51,310 Nobody was shot. But your neighbour, mrs. Brink, has committed suicide. Nobody was shot. But your neighbour, mrs. Brink, has committed suicide.
50 00:10:51,520 00:10:58,551 She hanged herself. Get out of bed so we can continue our conversation. She hanged herself. Get out of bed so we can continue our conversation.
51 00:11:00,120 00:11:03,829 -Have you lived here a long time? -For three years together. -Have you lived here a long time? -For three years together.
52 00:11:04,040 00:11:08,431 I had the apartment before we got married. I had the apartment before we got married.
53 00:11:08,960 00:11:15,274 Pardon my tone. I didn't know it was so serious. You had a letter. Pardon my tone. I didn't know it was so serious. You had a letter.
54 00:11:15,480 00:11:20,270 We found it on her desk... it's addressed to you and your wife. We found it on her desk... it's addressed to you and your wife.
55 00:11:20,480 00:11:26,316 There's no doubt it was suicide, but we want it confirmed. There's no doubt it was suicide, but we want it confirmed.
56 00:11:37,640 00:11:42,111 She writes: "Dear neighbours..." She writes: "Dear neighbours..."
57 00:11:42,320 00:11:47,348 "I have just decided to end my meaningless existance." "I have just decided to end my meaningless existance."
58 00:11:47,560 00:11:51,269 "I have no relatives nor friends who are close to me- "I have no relatives nor friends who are close to me-
59 00:11:51,480 00:11:56,315 -which is why i wish, in my right mind- -which is why i wish, in my right mind-
60 00:11:56,520 00:12:03,835 -to testament all my belongings to you, author and wife Anders Wikner." -to testament all my belongings to you, author and wife Anders Wikner."
61 00:12:04,520 00:12:08,991 "Do what you want with it. Sell what you have no use for." "Do what you want with it. Sell what you have no use for."
62 00:12:09,200 00:12:14,069 "Money for the funeral can be found in my bankbook in the bottom left drawer." "Money for the funeral can be found in my bankbook in the bottom left drawer."
63 00:12:14,280 00:12:19,229 "Sorry for the inconvenience. Stockholm 22/10, 1949. Dagmar Brink." "Sorry for the inconvenience. Stockholm 22/10, 1949. Dagmar Brink."
64 00:12:19,440 00:12:24,514 She writes that she didn't have any close friends. Weren't you? She writes that she didn't have any close friends. Weren't you?
65 00:12:24,720 00:12:28,998 -No, we didn't know her. -It's quite unusual. -No, we didn't know her. -It's quite unusual.
66 00:12:29,200 00:12:34,593 To me, this is settled. It might be trickier for you, though. To me, this is settled. It might be trickier for you, though.
67 00:12:34,800 00:12:39,430 The testament is not legally valid, since it isn't certified. The testament is not legally valid, since it isn't certified.
68 00:12:39,640 00:12:43,758 But unless any relatives make any claims, I wouldn't worry about it. But unless any relatives make any claims, I wouldn't worry about it.
69 00:12:43,960 00:12:49,876 I'll take the keys so the estate administrator can come to me. I'll take the keys so the estate administrator can come to me.
70 00:13:18,600 00:13:23,071 -A fuse must have gone. -There's no lamp. -A fuse must have gone. -There's no lamp.
71 00:13:24,680 00:13:28,150 -Do you think...? -Probably. -Do you think...? -Probably.
72 00:13:29,200 00:13:34,115 -Shouldn't we wait until tomorrow? -We're here now. -Shouldn't we wait until tomorrow? -We're here now.
73 00:13:37,960 00:13:44,513 -That should make it more pleasant. -Pleasant is hardly the right word. -That should make it more pleasant. -Pleasant is hardly the right word.
74 00:13:44,720 00:13:49,794 The desk is nice. We're keeping it. So you won't have to write in bed. The desk is nice. We're keeping it. So you won't have to write in bed.
75 00:13:50,000 00:13:54,596 Nobody's going to make me write one word outside of bed. Nobody's going to make me write one word outside of bed.
76 00:13:54,800 00:13:58,634 The kind of books you'd expect. Mostly poetry. The kind of books you'd expect. Mostly poetry.
77 00:13:58,840 00:14:03,436 Boye. Gullberg, S�dergran... Boye. Gullberg, S�dergran...
78 00:14:03,640 00:14:08,919 -Should we keep the radio phonograph? -If I don't have to hear the radio... -Should we keep the radio phonograph? -If I don't have to hear the radio...
79 00:14:09,120 00:14:12,237 There's lots of records. Both modern and classical. There's lots of records. Both modern and classical.
80 00:14:12,440 00:14:16,638 -Beethoven and Tchaikovsky. -How did you know? -Beethoven and Tchaikovsky. -How did you know?
81 00:14:16,840 00:14:23,279 By her looks. She has underlined a poem by S�dergran. By her looks. She has underlined a poem by S�dergran.
82 00:14:23,480 00:14:27,837 I shall be silent for the rest of my life I shall be silent for the rest of my life
83 00:14:28,040 00:14:34,275 A speaker is but a yapping stream, turning on itself A speaker is but a yapping stream, turning on itself
84 00:14:34,480 00:14:37,870 A lonely tree I shall be on the plains A lonely tree I shall be on the plains
85 00:14:38,080 00:14:42,358 The trees in the forest die, yearning for storm The trees in the forest die, yearning for storm
86 00:14:42,560 --> 00:14:48,874 I shall be sound from top to toe with golden streaks in my blood 00:14:42,560 --> 00:14:48,874 I shall be sound from top to toe with golden streaks in my blood
87 00:14:49,080 00:14:55,155 I shall be pure and innocent like a flame licking its lips. I shall be pure and innocent like a flame licking its lips.
88 00:14:56,360 00:14:59,875 -High ideals. -Yes. -High ideals. -Yes.
89 00:15:02,120 00:15:05,795 Why did she kill herself? Why did she kill herself?
90 00:15:06,000 00:15:10,118 I would like to find those responsible for her death. I would like to find those responsible for her death.
91 00:15:10,320 00:15:14,438 -Maybe it was her own fault. -No, and I'm going to figure it out. -Maybe it was her own fault. -No, and I'm going to figure it out.
92 00:15:14,640 00:15:19,668 -How are you supposed to figure it out? -"Girl with hyacinths". -How are you supposed to figure it out? -"Girl with hyacinths".
93 00:15:20,040 00:15:23,669 -What do you mean? -It's her. From the newspaper. -What do you mean? -It's her. From the newspaper.
94 00:15:23,880 00:15:28,476 -Who painted this? -Can't you tell? Elias K�rner. -Who painted this? -Can't you tell? Elias K�rner.
95 00:15:28,680 00:15:33,310 Elias K�rner... So we'll start with him. Elias K�rner... So we'll start with him.
96 00:15:53,211 00:15:55,711 DEAD DEAD
97 00:15:57,212 00:15:59,112 DRUNK DRUNK
98 00:16:36,480 00:16:40,359 Hello... anybody home? Hello... anybody home?
99 00:16:42,920 00:16:45,832 Hello...? Hello...?
100 00:16:48,760 00:16:53,595 -What is it? -I'd like to see Mr. K�rner. -What is it? -I'd like to see Mr. K�rner.
101 00:16:53,800 00:16:57,873 -What's going on? -Some man wants to talk to you. -What's going on? -Some man wants to talk to you.
102 00:16:58,080 00:17:03,473 -My throat is dry. Come back later. -He says to come back later. -My throat is dry. Come back later. -He says to come back later.
103 00:17:03,680 00:17:09,277 -How much later? -When his throat isn't dry. Bugger off. -How much later? -When his throat isn't dry. Bugger off.
104 00:17:10,200 00:17:12,430 Morning. Morning.
105 00:17:25,280 00:17:32,436 Hey, there... wake up. Here's one crown. Hey, there... wake up. Here's one crown.
106 00:17:32,880 00:17:38,591 Orders from K�rner. Go out and buy three litres of milk. Orders from K�rner. Go out and buy three litres of milk.
107 00:17:56,480 00:18:02,999 -Mr. Wikner wants to see the banker. -Don't know him. Ask what he wants. -Mr. Wikner wants to see the banker. -Don't know him. Ask what he wants.
108 00:18:03,200 00:18:07,796 -It's about Dagmar Brink. -Let him in. -It's about Dagmar Brink. -Let him in.
109 00:18:24,520 00:18:29,913 Wikner? You may sit down. Please keep it short. Wikner? You may sit down. Please keep it short.
110 00:18:30,120 00:18:36,434 -I'm expecting a visit. -I saw you on Dagmar Brink's funeral. -I'm expecting a visit. -I saw you on Dagmar Brink's funeral.
111 00:18:36,640 00:18:41,839 -Yes, so what? -Do you know why she killed herself? -Yes, so what? -Do you know why she killed herself?
112 00:18:42,040 00:18:46,079 No, I hardly knew her. No, I hardly knew her.
113 00:18:46,280 00:18:51,274 I went to the funeral because I'm an old friend of her mother. I went to the funeral because I'm an old friend of her mother.
114 00:18:51,480 00:18:54,597 So I saw - in the parish registers. So I saw - in the parish registers.
115 00:18:54,800 00:19:01,069 With what right are you prying in other people's private lives? Go away. With what right are you prying in other people's private lives? Go away.
116 00:19:01,280 00:19:06,752 As you wish. Don't let me bother your guilty conscience. As you wish. Don't let me bother your guilty conscience.
117 00:19:06,960 00:19:09,269 Stop! Stop!
118 00:19:11,640 00:19:14,074 Sit down. Sit down.
119 00:19:16,920 00:19:21,072 I only met Dagmar Brink on one occasion. I only met Dagmar Brink on one occasion.
120 00:19:21,280 00:19:26,070 It was new year's 1946 in this room. It was new year's 1946 in this room.
121 00:19:26,280 00:19:33,994 I was looking at a man shoveling snow on the roof across the road. I was looking at a man shoveling snow on the roof across the road.
122 00:19:34,200 00:19:40,799 I thought: "Hell knows, if you're not enjoying yourself more than I am". I thought: "Hell knows, if you're not enjoying yourself more than I am".
123 00:19:41,000 00:19:44,993 Then the buzzer rang. Then the buzzer rang.
124 00:19:49,520 00:19:54,275 A Mrs. Brink wants to see the banker. Dagmar Brink. A Mrs. Brink wants to see the banker. Dagmar Brink.
125 00:19:54,480 00:19:57,756 Tell her to come in. Tell her to come in.
126 00:20:12,800 00:20:16,156 -Good day, Mr. Banker. -Good day. -Good day, Mr. Banker. -Good day.
127 00:20:16,640 00:20:19,712 Please sit down? Please sit down?
128 00:20:20,920 00:20:24,674 What can I do for you? What can I do for you?
129 00:20:25,800 00:20:31,477 As you know, my mother died 10 years ago, and since then I've taken care of myself. As you know, my mother died 10 years ago, and since then I've taken care of myself.
130 00:20:31,680 00:20:37,118 It has been rough. I was hoping that it wouldn't have to come to this- It has been rough. I was hoping that it wouldn't have to come to this-
131 00:20:37,320 00:20:43,555 -but now I need 5.000 crowns. And I have nowhere else to turn. -but now I need 5.000 crowns. And I have nowhere else to turn.
132 00:20:43,760 00:20:49,835 -Excuse me, but why ask me? -You're my father. -Excuse me, but why ask me? -You're my father.
133 00:20:50,040 00:20:58,436 I'm sorry, but neither of us can be sure about that. Unfortunately. I'm sorry, but neither of us can be sure about that. Unfortunately.
134 00:21:00,240 00:21:05,360 My mother was, and she never lied to you nor to me. My mother was, and she never lied to you nor to me.
135 00:21:05,560 00:21:11,396 Dear Mrs. Brink. I regret to tell you, that when your mother and I were together- Dear Mrs. Brink. I regret to tell you, that when your mother and I were together-
136 00:21:11,600 00:21:16,833 -she was unfaithful. She admitted it herself. -she was unfaithful. She admitted it herself.
137 00:21:17,320 00:21:22,235 Yes, once. When you were abroad for 6 months in the beginning of your relationship. Yes, once. When you were abroad for 6 months in the beginning of your relationship.
138 00:21:22,440 00:21:28,276 -She told you the day you came home. -You're very well-informed. -She told you the day you came home. -You're very well-informed.
139 00:21:28,480 00:21:34,476 -Then you also know I forgave her. -Yes. But two years later, when she got pregnant... -Then you also know I forgave her. -Yes. But two years later, when she got pregnant...
140 00:21:34,680 00:21:39,595 ...you took that forgiven mis-step as a reason to break up with her through a letter. ...you took that forgiven mis-step as a reason to break up with her through a letter.
141 00:21:39,800 00:21:45,193 -You abandoned her when she needed you most. -I gave her 5.000 crowns to open a hairdresser's salon. -You abandoned her when she needed you most. -I gave her 5.000 crowns to open a hairdresser's salon.
142 00:21:45,400 00:21:50,474 Listen to yourself. It was a loan, and she paid back every nickel. Listen to yourself. It was a loan, and she paid back every nickel.
143 00:21:50,680 00:21:56,789 You accepted them anyway, and those are the 5.000 crowns I'm asking for now. You accepted them anyway, and those are the 5.000 crowns I'm asking for now.
144 00:21:58,840 00:22:06,315 Honestly, I can't see why I should give you any money. Honestly, I can't see why I should give you any money.
145 00:22:06,520 00:22:11,310 But for the sake of your mother, I'll write you a cheque of 1.000 crowns. But for the sake of your mother, I'll write you a cheque of 1.000 crowns.
146 00:22:11,520 00:22:15,399 -I said 5.000. -And I said 1.000. -I said 5.000. -And I said 1.000.
147 00:22:15,640 00:22:20,430 -I still have that letter. -What letter? -I still have that letter. -What letter?
148 00:22:20,640 00:22:26,112 A farewell letter to my mother, written one month before you got married. A farewell letter to my mother, written one month before you got married.
149 00:22:26,320 00:22:32,350 To a lady "of your own class". Unfortunately, it's dated. To a lady "of your own class". Unfortunately, it's dated.
150 00:22:32,560 00:22:39,352 -Blackmailing is a felony. -You'd be worse off than me. -Blackmailing is a felony. -You'd be worse off than me.
151 00:22:39,560 00:22:43,997 What are my guarantees that this situation won't happen again? What are my guarantees that this situation won't happen again?
152 00:22:44,200 00:22:47,670 You'll get the letter back. You'll get the letter back.
153 00:22:58,080 00:23:03,393 Here you go. I'm glad that your mother didn't have to live through this. Here you go. I'm glad that your mother didn't have to live through this.
154 00:23:03,600 00:23:09,596 Yes, and that's thanks to you. Good day, Mr. Banker. Yes, and that's thanks to you. Good day, Mr. Banker.
155 00:23:13,480 00:23:18,156 That was my first and only encounter with Dagmar Brink. That was my first and only encounter with Dagmar Brink.
156 00:23:18,360 00:23:25,357 -Do you think she was your daughter? -I hope that she wasn't. -Do you think she was your daughter? -I hope that she wasn't.
157 00:23:25,560 00:23:29,473 Then why did you attend the funeral? Then why did you attend the funeral?
158 00:23:30,880 00:23:34,919 -Attorney Ryhner is here. -Send him in. -Attorney Ryhner is here. -Send him in.
159 00:23:35,120 00:23:38,795 I'm afraid I'm busy. Good day. I'm afraid I'm busy. Good day.
160 00:24:26,120 00:24:32,468 Applauding that would be charity. Applauding that would be charity.
161 00:24:32,800 00:24:36,793 -Is it Miss Wiklund? -Formerly. -Is it Miss Wiklund? -Formerly.
162 00:24:37,000 00:24:40,072 Is it about a lawsuit or an old debt? Is it about a lawsuit or an old debt?
163 00:24:40,280 00:24:45,752 -You lived at Olavsgatan 13, no? -Yes, but I've paid the rent. -You lived at Olavsgatan 13, no? -Yes, but I've paid the rent.
164 00:24:45,960 00:24:51,512 -Can we go somewhere and talk? -Yes, I'd like a gin & tonic, thank you. -Can we go somewhere and talk? -Yes, I'd like a gin & tonic, thank you.
165 00:24:51,720 00:24:55,030 There's a pub downstairs. There's a pub downstairs.
166 00:25:03,080 00:25:07,392 That one is mine. Put the bottles on the table, we're not going swimming. That one is mine. Put the bottles on the table, we're not going swimming.
167 00:25:07,600 00:25:11,275 -Where is Ekberg? -The manager went to the ticket box. -Where is Ekberg? -The manager went to the ticket box.
168 00:25:11,480 00:25:15,598 If he asks, it's 2� in mine and 7� in his. If he asks, it's 2� in mine and 7� in his.
169 00:25:17,000 00:25:21,516 Farewell to sense and sanity, as my husband likes to say. Farewell to sense and sanity, as my husband likes to say.
170 00:25:21,720 00:25:26,316 But when it comes to him, there's not a lot to bid farewell. But when it comes to him, there's not a lot to bid farewell.
171 00:25:27,960 00:25:34,638 I knew Dagmar Brink, but I don't have anything special to tell you about her. I knew Dagmar Brink, but I don't have anything special to tell you about her.
172 00:25:36,000 00:25:40,357 But we met in a funny way, of course. But we met in a funny way, of course.
173 00:25:40,560 00:25:44,633 It was on a Christmas eve, just before I married Viktor. It was on a Christmas eve, just before I married Viktor.
174 00:25:44,840 00:25:48,799 It was 1946, and we were sitting down here, the whole ensemble. It was 1946, and we were sitting down here, the whole ensemble.
175 00:25:49,000 00:25:52,072 Ekberg owns both this pub and the theatre. Ekberg owns both this pub and the theatre.
176 00:25:52,280 00:25:55,397 It's a tradition that we celebrate Christmas here together. It's a tradition that we celebrate Christmas here together.
177 00:25:55,600 00:26:00,674 We sat over there. We were living it up. Laughing and singing. We sat over there. We were living it up. Laughing and singing.
178 00:26:00,880 00:26:06,000 Viktor was a bit cranky, because I had just passed him one sausage. Viktor was a bit cranky, because I had just passed him one sausage.
179 00:26:06,200 00:26:11,194 But that was the only quibble. Nylander recited "Clown Clopopisky". But that was the only quibble. Nylander recited "Clown Clopopisky".
180 00:26:11,400 00:26:16,190 As he always does after four shots. But nobody listened to him. As he always does after four shots. But nobody listened to him.
181 00:26:16,400 00:26:22,839 Except Viktor, who felt sentimental. And then Dagmar Brink came in. Except Viktor, who felt sentimental. And then Dagmar Brink came in.
182 00:26:24,320 00:26:29,519 And did his best circus number, and stood on his head, and then... And did his best circus number, and stood on his head, and then...
183 00:26:33,480 00:26:35,471 And that's it. And that's it.
184 00:26:44,000 00:26:47,788 Are you alone? What will it be? Are you alone? What will it be?
185 00:26:48,000 00:26:51,629 -Just the daily menu. -Sandwich or dinner? -Just the daily menu. -Sandwich or dinner?
186 00:26:51,840 00:26:56,152 -Sandwich. -Anything to drink? -Sandwich. -Anything to drink?
187 00:26:56,360 00:26:59,557 Mineral water. Mineral water.
188 00:27:10,920 00:27:16,119 14 years old I believe that I was Just a girl and so happy because 14 years old I believe that I was Just a girl and so happy because
189 00:27:16,320 00:27:22,714 Not a suitor as far as I could see But that was all the same to me Not a suitor as far as I could see But that was all the same to me
190 00:27:32,000 00:27:36,278 -What's the matter? Are you crying? -As a matter of fact I am. -What's the matter? Are you crying? -As a matter of fact I am.
191 00:27:36,480 00:27:39,995 -But why? -Look at her over there. -But why? -Look at her over there.
192 00:27:40,200 00:27:45,479 Like a lonely little sparrow. With no sheaf. Like a lonely little sparrow. With no sheaf.
193 00:27:45,680 00:27:50,800 -It's not that bad, I think. -Oh, you have a heart of stone, Hugge. -It's not that bad, I think. -Oh, you have a heart of stone, Hugge.
194 00:27:51,000 00:27:57,599 Look at us, with our hams and sausages and our p�t�. Look at us, with our hams and sausages and our p�t�.
195 00:27:57,800 00:28:04,273 She's nibbling on three dry sandwiches and drinking water. She's nibbling on three dry sandwiches and drinking water.
196 00:28:04,880 00:28:11,956 -Invite her over here, then. -Such a good person you are. -Invite her over here, then. -Such a good person you are.
197 00:28:14,400 00:28:19,520 -Why are you crying? -I'm thinking of "Clown Clopopisky". -Why are you crying? -I'm thinking of "Clown Clopopisky".
198 00:28:19,720 00:28:22,439 You're drunk. You're drunk.
199 00:28:23,400 00:28:27,109 My name is Gullan Wiklund. I'm sorry to impose- My name is Gullan Wiklund. I'm sorry to impose-
200 00:28:27,320 00:28:32,713 -but you looked so lonely. Wouldn't you like to sit with us? -but you looked so lonely. Wouldn't you like to sit with us?
201 00:28:32,920 00:28:38,119 -Sure, but I don't know anyone. -We're just revue actors. -Sure, but I don't know anyone. -We're just revue actors.
202 00:28:38,320 00:28:44,156 -And it's Christmas. Come over to us. -Thank you. -And it's Christmas. Come over to us. -Thank you.
203 00:28:45,200 00:28:49,591 Don't mind Viktor. He's had a few drinks too many. Don't mind Viktor. He's had a few drinks too many.
204 00:28:53,680 00:28:56,797 Make yourself at home. Make yourself at home.
205 00:28:57,000 00:29:02,438 -There's a letter here. -A letter? Oh, it's from my friend! -There's a letter here. -A letter? Oh, it's from my friend!
206 00:29:02,640 00:29:06,519 I have a friend, if you see what I mean. I have a friend, if you see what I mean.
207 00:29:06,720 00:29:10,554 It shall be interesting to see what kind of figures he's treating me to this time. It shall be interesting to see what kind of figures he's treating me to this time.
208 00:29:10,760 00:29:14,912 He's sweet and nice but not very generous. He's sweet and nice but not very generous.
209 00:29:15,120 00:29:19,398 You'll be lying there. It's very comfortable. You'll be lying there. It's very comfortable.
210 00:29:20,280 00:29:26,230 I'll be...? A cheque for 1 000 crowns! I'll be...? A cheque for 1 000 crowns!
211 00:29:28,360 00:29:34,913 Now he's so over the hill that he can't tell how many zeroes he jots down. Now he's so over the hill that he can't tell how many zeroes he jots down.
212 00:29:35,120 00:29:38,715 Light some candles and make it cozy. Light some candles and make it cozy.
213 00:29:38,920 00:29:43,596 Excuse me. I'll just read what he wrote. Excuse me. I'll just read what he wrote.
214 00:29:49,800 00:29:52,360 Well, I never...! Well, I never...!
215 00:29:53,400 00:29:56,119 What is it? What is it?
216 00:29:57,760 00:30:03,790 After eight years. Farewell on grey paper. "Thank you for the time we've shared." After eight years. Farewell on grey paper. "Thank you for the time we've shared."
217 00:30:04,000 00:30:08,391 "As you understand, you can no longer count on my financial support." "As you understand, you can no longer count on my financial support."
218 00:30:08,600 00:30:13,276 And guess what his excuse is? He's become a grandfather. And guess what his excuse is? He's become a grandfather.
219 00:30:13,480 00:30:19,510 I bet he's found someone younger and prettier. "I've become a grandfather!" I bet he's found someone younger and prettier. "I've become a grandfather!"
220 00:30:19,720 00:30:25,158 Well, that's just great. Who will pay for the apartment? Well, that's just great. Who will pay for the apartment?
221 00:30:25,360 00:30:31,708 -Do you want to take it over? -But what about you? -Do you want to take it over? -But what about you?
222 00:30:31,920 00:30:34,992 Don't worry about me. Don't worry about me.
223 00:30:48,480 00:30:51,995 Viktor, it's Gullan. The answer is "yes". Viktor, it's Gullan. The answer is "yes".
224 00:30:52,440 00:30:55,910 I said, the answer is "yes". I said, the answer is "yes".
225 00:30:58,240 00:31:03,360 Don't cry over that. Now he's crying over that too. Don't cry over that. Now he's crying over that too.
226 00:31:03,560 00:31:10,432 Yes, you know that I love you. Yes, I do. Go to sleep. Yes, you know that I love you. Yes, I do. Go to sleep.
227 00:31:13,280 00:31:17,671 So Dagmar and I lived together, until I married Viktor. So Dagmar and I lived together, until I married Viktor.
228 00:31:17,880 00:31:23,352 We didn't see each other much. She got a job at Ritz' bar and I was at the theatre. We didn't see each other much. She got a job at Ritz' bar and I was at the theatre.
229 00:31:23,560 00:31:27,599 -One could never figure her out. -In what way? -One could never figure her out. -In what way?
230 00:31:27,800 00:31:30,439 -Can I pay? -One moment. -Can I pay? -One moment.
231 00:31:30,640 00:31:34,952 There was something rather odd about her. She was difficult to reach out to. There was something rather odd about her. She was difficult to reach out to.
232 00:31:35,160 00:31:40,029 She was locked inside her own head. But we were very different, of course. She was locked inside her own head. But we were very different, of course.
233 00:31:40,240 00:31:44,916 -You don't know from where she came that Christmas? -No, she never wanted to say. -You don't know from where she came that Christmas? -No, she never wanted to say.
234 00:31:45,120 00:31:50,319 But I overheard the address when she called the moving company. But I overheard the address when she called the moving company.
235 00:31:50,520 00:31:55,469 It was H�glundsgatan 37. I've forgotten the name. It was H�glundsgatan 37. I've forgotten the name.
236 00:32:08,280 00:32:11,556 Come in, god damnit! Come in, god damnit!
237 00:32:14,560 00:32:20,078 -What the hell is it? -I wanted to see Mr. K�rner. -What the hell is it? -I wanted to see Mr. K�rner.
238 00:32:20,320 00:32:27,874 Elias, the idiot who tricked me into buying milk, he's here. Elias, the idiot who tricked me into buying milk, he's here.
239 00:32:29,960 00:32:32,599 -So it's him? -Yes. -So it's him? -Yes.
240 00:32:44,240 00:32:48,313 That was damn funny. That was damn funny.
241 00:32:50,440 00:32:57,357 Did you hear? Elias K�rner, laughing. Have a sip. Did you hear? Elias K�rner, laughing. Have a sip.
242 00:32:57,720 00:33:02,032 No, I'll be back later. No, I'll be back later.
243 00:33:02,240 00:33:09,510 Too posh to drink straight from the bottle? Goddamn clean-cut... Too posh to drink straight from the bottle? Goddamn clean-cut...
244 00:33:10,000 00:33:16,519 Clean-shaved philistine! Get out of here. Clean-shaved philistine! Get out of here.
245 00:33:19,280 00:33:22,272 Don't come back. Don't come back.
246 00:33:23,720 00:33:28,316 He was right. You are a clean-cut philistine. He was right. You are a clean-cut philistine.
247 00:33:28,520 00:33:32,274 But you write like an analphabet. What does it say here? But you write like an analphabet. What does it say here?
248 00:33:32,480 00:33:37,031 An analphabet can't write at all. But you're one, since you can't read. An analphabet can't write at all. But you're one, since you can't read.
249 00:33:37,240 00:33:44,157 Yes, what does it say? It's not easy when you're writing in bed. Yes, what does it say? It's not easy when you're writing in bed.
250 00:33:44,360 00:33:48,592 -"Anthropomorphizing", it says... -What does it mean? -"Anthropomorphizing", it says... -What does it mean?
251 00:33:48,800 00:33:52,713 Anthropos means human and morph figure. It's Greek. Anthropos means human and morph figure. It's Greek.
252 00:33:52,920 00:33:57,391 -Nobody will get that. -Yes, those who are supposed to will. -Nobody will get that. -Yes, those who are supposed to will.
253 00:33:59,280 00:34:04,559 -Ah, what is it now? -Find something to drink. We're having a visitor. -Ah, what is it now? -Find something to drink. We're having a visitor.
254 00:34:04,760 00:34:11,279 Is it impossible to get some peace of mind here? Not even a bottle to yourself. Is it impossible to get some peace of mind here? Not even a bottle to yourself.
255 00:34:12,160 00:34:16,676 -Good evening. -Step inside. -Good evening. -Step inside.
256 00:34:18,520 00:34:24,436 Anders... this is Captain Brink. Dagmar's former husband. Anders... this is Captain Brink. Dagmar's former husband.
257 00:34:24,840 00:34:28,753 Wikner... please come in. Wikner... please come in.
258 00:34:31,320 00:34:35,632 I saw your names in Dagmar's death notice. I saw your names in Dagmar's death notice.
259 00:34:35,840 00:34:41,756 It's none of my business... but how did she die? It's none of my business... but how did she die?
260 00:34:42,000 00:34:45,595 -She... -Killed herself. -She... -Killed herself.
261 00:34:47,280 00:34:51,512 -Yes. -I almost knew it. -Yes. -I almost knew it.
262 00:34:52,120 00:34:57,433 -So you know why she did it? -No, not at all. -So you know why she did it? -No, not at all.
263 00:34:57,680 00:35:03,038 But I'm not surprised. She was that kind of person. But I'm not surprised. She was that kind of person.
264 00:35:03,240 00:35:08,837 She was different. Hard to get close to. She was different. Hard to get close to.
265 00:35:09,040 00:35:15,639 Even though we were married for 4 years, I wasn't sure what she thought or felt. Even though we were married for 4 years, I wasn't sure what she thought or felt.
266 00:35:15,840 00:35:22,916 -But I suppose this doesn't interest you. -Quite the opposite. -But I suppose this doesn't interest you. -Quite the opposite.
267 00:35:23,120 00:35:27,750 Her persona is very interesting to me. Her persona is very interesting to me.
268 00:35:27,960 00:35:32,909 It's hard to think about the fact that she could have been alive- It's hard to think about the fact that she could have been alive-
269 00:35:33,120 00:35:38,114 -and the two of us married, if I hadn't opened that letter. -and the two of us married, if I hadn't opened that letter.
270 00:35:38,320 00:35:41,596 It was a few months after we got married. It was a few months after we got married.
271 00:35:41,800 00:35:46,920 I came home early one day. We lived out in the suburbs. I came home early one day. We lived out in the suburbs.
272 00:35:47,120 00:35:52,877 There was a letter to Dagmar. It was sent from Paris. There was a letter to Dagmar. It was sent from Paris.
273 00:35:53,200 00:35:57,113 She was at the dentist's in town. Shortly before dinner she called. She was at the dentist's in town. Shortly before dinner she called.
274 00:35:57,320 00:36:01,836 She said that she'd be late and that I shouldn't wait for her before eating. She said that she'd be late and that I shouldn't wait for her before eating.
275 00:36:02,040 00:36:06,477 I had already been glancing at that letter for a couple of hours. I had already been glancing at that letter for a couple of hours.
276 00:36:06,680 00:36:12,073 So I gave in to the temptation and opened it. So I gave in to the temptation and opened it.
277 00:36:13,600 00:36:17,957 It was a love letter from someone named Alex. It was a love letter from someone named Alex.
278 00:36:18,160 00:36:22,472 It was all too evident that they had loved each other- It was all too evident that they had loved each other-
279 00:36:22,680 00:36:26,116 -and that he still did. -and that he still did.
280 00:36:26,320 00:36:32,270 I was sealing the envelope when I heard the door open. I was sealing the envelope when I heard the door open.
281 00:36:41,440 00:36:45,035 -Hi. You ate, I suppose? -Yes. -Hi. You ate, I suppose? -Yes.
282 00:36:46,000 00:36:51,632 So where's the "thank you for dinner"-kiss? Or is there none because I wasn't home? So where's the "thank you for dinner"-kiss? Or is there none because I wasn't home?
283 00:36:55,120 00:37:00,558 Let me look at you. Did something happen? Has Adelsv�rd taunted you again? Let me look at you. Did something happen? Has Adelsv�rd taunted you again?
284 00:37:00,760 00:37:05,993 No, but it was a bummer having to have dinner by myself. No, but it was a bummer having to have dinner by myself.
285 00:37:06,200 00:37:12,275 That's the sound of a newly-wed. Can you tell that I'm swollen? That's the sound of a newly-wed. Can you tell that I'm swollen?
286 00:37:12,520 00:37:15,751 No... be quiet, please. No... be quiet, please.
287 00:37:15,960 00:37:20,875 According to L'agenzia Stefani, German vanguards marched into Paris today- According to L'agenzia Stefani, German vanguards marched into Paris today-
288 00:37:21,080 00:37:23,640 -through Port St. Denis. -through Port St. Denis.
289 00:37:23,840 00:37:27,674 When the Germans entered Paris, the city streets were empty. When the Germans entered Paris, the city streets were empty.
290 00:37:27,880 00:37:32,715 Most remaining inhabitants stayed inside or in the shops. Most remaining inhabitants stayed inside or in the shops.
291 00:37:32,920 00:37:37,198 The blinds were drawn, and deadly silence... The blinds were drawn, and deadly silence...
292 00:37:37,400 00:37:41,552 -What are you doing? -It's appalling. -What are you doing? -It's appalling.
293 00:37:41,760 00:37:45,230 No worse than when they entered Brussels, Amsterdam or Warsaw. No worse than when they entered Brussels, Amsterdam or Warsaw.
294 00:37:45,440 00:37:48,750 -They're vile. -But damn good soldiers. -They're vile. -But damn good soldiers.
295 00:37:48,960 00:37:52,919 That rotten and corrupted France needs some cleaning up. That rotten and corrupted France needs some cleaning up.
296 00:37:53,120 00:37:57,352 -You sound like a nazi. -I admire them, as an officer. -You sound like a nazi. -I admire them, as an officer.
297 00:37:57,560 00:38:03,396 But I don't sympathize with them. Please, let's not discuss politics. But I don't sympathize with them. Please, let's not discuss politics.
298 00:38:03,600 00:38:06,831 No, let's not. No, let's not.
299 00:38:11,000 00:38:14,276 -Dagmar...? -Yes. -Dagmar...? -Yes.
300 00:38:18,280 00:38:24,435 Could you answer me honestly? Have you loved someone before me? Could you answer me honestly? Have you loved someone before me?
301 00:38:26,160 00:38:31,393 -Why are you asking me that now? -I know so little about you. -Why are you asking me that now? -I know so little about you.
302 00:38:31,600 00:38:35,195 Enough not to have to ask that question, I think. Enough not to have to ask that question, I think.
303 00:38:35,400 00:38:41,350 You can love someone without a relationship coming out of it. You can love someone without a relationship coming out of it.
304 00:38:41,720 00:38:47,716 I don't know why you're bringing it up, but I'll give you an honest answer. I don't know why you're bringing it up, but I'll give you an honest answer.
305 00:38:47,920 00:38:51,913 I have never a loved a man before you, Stefan. I have never a loved a man before you, Stefan.
306 00:38:53,000 00:38:57,630 I don't understand why she lied to me that time. I don't understand why she lied to me that time.
307 00:38:57,880 00:39:01,793 And you never told her that you had read the letter from Alex? And you never told her that you had read the letter from Alex?
308 00:39:02,000 00:39:05,834 That would have equalled divorce. That would have equalled divorce.
309 00:39:06,040 00:39:09,316 She would have forgiven me cheating on her- She would have forgiven me cheating on her-
310 00:39:09,520 00:39:13,672 -but never reading one of her letters. -but never reading one of her letters.
311 00:39:13,880 00:39:18,715 I burned it the same evening, but it didn't help. I burned it the same evening, but it didn't help.
312 00:39:18,920 00:39:23,630 I couldn't forget that she had lied to me. I couldn't forget that she had lied to me.
313 00:39:23,840 00:39:28,436 It changed everything between us. I couldn't trust her anymore. It changed everything between us. I couldn't trust her anymore.
314 00:39:28,640 00:39:34,954 And she could tell... well, I'd better be going. And she could tell... well, I'd better be going.
315 00:39:35,680 00:39:39,958 Thank you for listening. It felt good to speak out. Thank you for listening. It felt good to speak out.
316 00:39:40,160 00:39:45,393 -I haven't done that before. Good night. -I'll follow you out. -I haven't done that before. Good night. -I'll follow you out.
317 00:39:46,880 00:39:51,431 -Do you think she was unfaithful? -Do you? -Do you think she was unfaithful? -Do you?
318 00:39:51,640 00:39:55,235 -No. -Why not? -No. -Why not?
319 00:39:55,440 00:40:00,116 -She wasn't that type. -She lied about Alex. -She wasn't that type. -She lied about Alex.
320 00:40:00,320 00:40:03,869 Not necessarily. We can't know for sure what that letter said. Not necessarily. We can't know for sure what that letter said.
321 00:40:04,080 00:40:08,631 A jealous and suspecting man is not to be counted on. A jealous and suspecting man is not to be counted on.
322 00:40:08,840 00:40:13,516 But I do know, that she loved Alex. But I do know, that she loved Alex.
323 00:40:14,800 00:40:19,191 Do you? How could you know? Do you? How could you know?
324 00:40:19,400 00:40:23,791 -I'll tell you tomorrow. Sleep now. -You're joking. -I'll tell you tomorrow. Sleep now. -You're joking.
325 00:40:24,000 00:40:29,836 Believe what you want. You won't hear it tonight anyway. Turn off the light. Believe what you want. You won't hear it tonight anyway. Turn off the light.
326 00:40:33,640 00:40:35,198 Good night. Good night.
327 00:40:35,440 00:40:39,877 -Anders, coffee's ready. -I'm on my way. -Anders, coffee's ready. -I'm on my way.
328 00:40:40,160 00:40:44,790 I wonder if that Elias K�rner is sober today? I wonder if that Elias K�rner is sober today?
329 00:40:45,000 00:40:49,073 Hi... did you sleep well? Hi... did you sleep well?
330 00:40:53,960 00:40:58,636 -Must you read the paper at the table? -If I don't, you will. -Must you read the paper at the table? -If I don't, you will.
331 00:40:58,840 00:41:04,437 -Are you in a bad mood? -No. But I've been dreaming about that damn Alex. -Are you in a bad mood? -No. But I've been dreaming about that damn Alex.
332 00:41:04,640 00:41:08,633 So, will you tell me now? Hey? So, will you tell me now? Hey?
333 00:41:09,760 00:41:12,752 Will you tell me now? Will you tell me now?
334 00:41:16,080 00:41:21,200 It was in the beginning of our relationship... February, 1947. It was in the beginning of our relationship... February, 1947.
335 00:41:21,400 00:41:26,793 As usual, you had been too lazy to walk me home. As usual, you had been too lazy to walk me home.
336 00:42:26,280 00:42:30,796 -Can I come in for a second? -Not now. I was on my way to bed. -Can I come in for a second? -Not now. I was on my way to bed.
337 00:42:31,000 00:42:34,390 Oh no, you weren't. Oh no, you weren't.
338 00:42:39,520 00:42:45,117 -What's this supposed to mean? -I don't like to pry in other's business. -What's this supposed to mean? -I don't like to pry in other's business.
339 00:42:45,320 00:42:51,395 But when it comes to suicide, I consider it my obligation. But when it comes to suicide, I consider it my obligation.
340 00:42:53,280 00:42:56,158 Can't we sit down? Can't we sit down?
341 00:42:56,840 00:43:01,516 You sit. I prefer to stand. You sit. I prefer to stand.
342 00:43:02,840 00:43:06,355 Why did you want to do it? Why did you want to do it?
343 00:43:06,600 00:43:10,593 Why would I tell you? I don't even know your name. Why would I tell you? I don't even know your name.
344 00:43:10,800 00:43:15,032 Britt S�derberg. Advertising director at Langes publishing company. Britt S�derberg. Advertising director at Langes publishing company.
345 00:43:15,240 00:43:19,677 -I live across the hall. -Dagmar Brink. -I live across the hall. -Dagmar Brink.
346 00:43:21,320 00:43:25,472 Please, Miss Brink. Sit down. Please, Miss Brink. Sit down.
347 00:43:26,360 00:43:30,638 Mrs. Brink. I was married once. Mrs. Brink. I was married once.
348 00:43:31,360 00:43:35,876 Drink this. It's calming. Drink this. It's calming.
349 00:43:42,320 00:43:49,317 So, won't you tell me? Not for my sake, but for your own. So, won't you tell me? Not for my sake, but for your own.
350 00:43:49,520 00:43:55,709 There's nothing to tell. I just can't take it anymore. There's nothing to tell. I just can't take it anymore.
351 00:44:20,440 00:44:24,353 I'm sorry... it's over now. I'm sorry... it's over now.
352 00:44:29,600 00:44:37,314 I'm of the hopeless kind, that asks too much of life and people around me. I'm of the hopeless kind, that asks too much of life and people around me.
353 00:44:37,520 00:44:41,957 I want them to be good, and real and kind... I want them to be good, and real and kind...
354 00:44:43,560 00:44:48,680 ...and when they aren't, I take it very badly. ...and when they aren't, I take it very badly.
355 00:44:48,880 00:44:53,908 And I never learn. After each strike, I get up, naive and hopeful- And I never learn. After each strike, I get up, naive and hopeful-
356 00:44:54,120 00:44:59,956 -with the same demands. And then I take the next strike. -with the same demands. And then I take the next strike.
357 00:45:01,240 00:45:05,597 I'm like one of those dolls you played with as a child- I'm like one of those dolls you played with as a child-
358 00:45:05,800 00:45:09,634 -with a leaden weight under the feet. -with a leaden weight under the feet.
359 00:45:09,840 00:45:15,358 But it happens that they break. But it happens that they break.
360 00:45:16,560 00:45:21,350 Surely there's someone who hasn't let you down. Surely there's someone who hasn't let you down.
361 00:45:22,360 00:45:26,990 Yes, one... but that day might come- Yes, one... but that day might come-
362 00:45:27,200 00:45:30,749 -and then I don't want to be around no more. -and then I don't want to be around no more.
363 00:45:32,240 00:45:38,793 -So it's over for now? -Yes, the doll is back on the feet. -So it's over for now? -Yes, the doll is back on the feet.
364 00:45:39,000 00:45:44,518 -Ready for the next strike. -Try accepting life as it is. -Ready for the next strike. -Try accepting life as it is.
365 00:45:44,720 00:45:47,837 And not having so high expectations? And not having so high expectations?
366 00:45:48,040 00:45:51,430 And you have one. Isn't that enough? And you have one. Isn't that enough?
367 00:45:51,640 00:45:56,236 -We can never have each other. -Don't be so sure. -We can never have each other. -Don't be so sure.
368 00:45:56,440 00:46:01,594 No, in this case I can be completely sure. No, in this case I can be completely sure.
369 00:46:02,320 00:46:07,474 I'm going to bed now. Thank you for coming over. I'm going to bed now. Thank you for coming over.
370 00:46:07,760 00:46:13,118 -You don't have to worry. You can go. -I'd rather see you in bed first. -You don't have to worry. You can go. -I'd rather see you in bed first.
371 00:46:13,320 00:46:17,791 Can you take a sleeping pill? Go to bed. Can you take a sleeping pill? Go to bed.
372 00:46:18,000 00:46:21,470 Then call for me and I'll see you to sleep. Then call for me and I'll see you to sleep.
373 00:46:21,680 00:46:24,672 As you wish. As you wish.
374 00:46:33,920 00:46:36,593 I'm done now. I'm done now.
375 00:46:39,440 00:46:42,910 -Did you take the sleeping pill? -Yes. -Did you take the sleeping pill? -Yes.
376 00:46:43,120 00:46:46,635 -Can I take care of the others...? -No. -Can I take care of the others...? -No.
377 00:46:47,240 00:46:53,270 -Should I stay here until you're asleep? -Yes. I would like that. -Should I stay here until you're asleep? -Yes. I would like that.
378 00:46:55,440 00:46:59,752 Fall into slumber like a sweet little girl. Fall into slumber like a sweet little girl.
379 00:47:04,440 00:47:08,956 -Can I hold your hand? -Of course. -Can I hold your hand? -Of course.
380 00:47:19,720 00:47:24,271 It's been a long time since I went to sleep like this. It's been a long time since I went to sleep like this.
381 00:47:29,160 00:47:34,314 Now the church bells are chiming downtown. Can you hear them, Alex? Now the church bells are chiming downtown. Can you hear them, Alex?
382 00:47:35,680 00:47:38,194 Sleep now. Sleep now.
383 00:47:40,520 00:47:44,991 It's good to be alive. Don't you think? It's good to be alive. Don't you think?
384 00:47:45,280 00:47:47,635 Yes. Yes.
385 00:47:49,080 00:47:54,074 Never leave me, Alex. Promise me. Never leave me, Alex. Promise me.
386 00:47:56,240 00:48:02,873 I love you so much. All too much. I love you so much. All too much.
387 00:48:28,040 00:48:31,077 Why did you never tell me this? Why did you never tell me this?
388 00:48:31,280 00:48:35,796 I thought it was none of your business. I thought it was none of your business.
389 00:48:36,000 00:48:40,551 So she lied to her husband. But it doesn't make sense. So she lied to her husband. But it doesn't make sense.
390 00:48:40,760 00:48:44,275 -It doesn't fit with her character. -I don't think so either. -It doesn't fit with her character. -I don't think so either.
391 00:48:44,480 00:48:48,393 Alex was apparently the love of her life. Alex was apparently the love of her life.
392 00:48:48,600 00:48:51,831 How could she be so sure that they could never have each other? How could she be so sure that they could never have each other?
393 00:48:52,040 00:48:54,838 Maybe he was married, or dead. Maybe he was married, or dead.
394 00:48:55,040 00:48:59,511 But she feared that the day would come, when he'd let her down. But she feared that the day would come, when he'd let her down.
395 00:48:59,720 00:49:06,114 No, dead he wasn't. 'Til later. See you at dinner. No, dead he wasn't. 'Til later. See you at dinner.
396 00:49:07,680 00:49:11,912 This is what she looked like when I got to know her. This is what she looked like when I got to know her.
397 00:49:12,120 00:49:20,312 Well, it's how I saw her. I called it "Girl with hyacinths". Well, it's how I saw her. I called it "Girl with hyacinths".
398 00:49:21,440 00:49:27,675 That was stupid. I should have called it "Miss Lonely". That was stupid. I should have called it "Miss Lonely".
399 00:49:29,720 00:49:37,115 The first time I saw her was at Ritz' bar. It was the spring of '45. The first time I saw her was at Ritz' bar. It was the spring of '45.
400 00:49:37,320 00:49:44,635 She played there. Never had I seen a person who looked so lonely. She played there. Never had I seen a person who looked so lonely.
401 00:49:45,200 00:49:51,196 Well, not counting the mental patients on Beckonberget. Well, not counting the mental patients on Beckonberget.
402 00:49:51,400 00:49:56,872 But that's another story. I was at the beginning of one of my cycles- But that's another story. I was at the beginning of one of my cycles-
403 00:49:57,080 00:50:01,073 -and I had been staring at her all night long. -and I had been staring at her all night long.
404 00:50:50,680 00:50:55,834 -Can I buy you a glass of red wine? -I'm on my way home. -Can I buy you a glass of red wine? -I'm on my way home.
405 00:50:56,040 00:51:02,115 No, don't be. For I'm asking you in the nicest possible way, little Miss Lonely. No, don't be. For I'm asking you in the nicest possible way, little Miss Lonely.
406 00:51:02,320 00:51:09,192 Sit with me for a while. You see, I'm just as lonely as you. Sit with me for a while. You see, I'm just as lonely as you.
407 00:51:10,400 00:51:12,436 Come here. Come here.
408 00:51:15,640 00:51:20,555 You don't have to say anything. I just want to look at you. You don't have to say anything. I just want to look at you.
409 00:51:20,760 00:51:24,514 I know that you think that I'm a creepy bloke. I know that you think that I'm a creepy bloke.
410 00:51:24,720 00:51:30,909 How could a fair and tender fairytale princess like you... How could a fair and tender fairytale princess like you...
411 00:51:31,120 00:51:38,913 A fairytale princess who plays swing... Just a thought. A fairytale princess who plays swing... Just a thought.
412 00:51:39,920 00:51:44,710 How could she find me anything but ugly and repulsive? How could she find me anything but ugly and repulsive?
413 00:51:44,920 00:51:48,276 Look at my nails. Look at my nails.
414 00:51:49,000 00:51:55,678 It looks like drunk snails tried to crawl in under them to hide. It looks like drunk snails tried to crawl in under them to hide.
415 00:51:55,880 00:52:02,877 But they failed to do so. My poor little snails. But they failed to do so. My poor little snails.
416 00:52:04,640 00:52:11,239 To be sickened by oneself and hate oneself - yes, that is easy. To be sickened by oneself and hate oneself - yes, that is easy.
417 00:52:11,440 00:52:17,993 "That is very easy." Do you know who wrote that? "That is very easy." Do you know who wrote that?
418 00:52:18,200 00:52:22,318 If you will model for me I'll tell you. If you will model for me I'll tell you.
419 00:52:22,520 00:52:27,469 There are so many pretty things I want to tell you about, little Miss Lonely. There are so many pretty things I want to tell you about, little Miss Lonely.
420 00:52:27,680 00:52:35,917 Let me paint your portrait. It's quite an honor to be painted by Elias K�rner. Let me paint your portrait. It's quite an honor to be painted by Elias K�rner.
421 00:52:36,720 00:52:44,229 One day I will be up there with the big names... the big and lonely. One day I will be up there with the big names... the big and lonely.
422 00:52:44,680 00:52:48,229 Let's settle it. Let's settle it.
423 00:52:49,640 00:52:53,599 You will come to my studio... You will come to my studio...
424 00:52:53,800 00:52:59,557 H�glundsgatan 37... H�glundsgatan 37...
425 00:52:59,760 00:53:04,197 Monday 24th... Monday 24th...
426 00:53:04,960 00:53:09,272 Let's say at 11? Then this cycle will be over. Let's say at 11? Then this cycle will be over.
427 00:53:09,480 00:53:14,315 You will be surprised at how different I am. You will be surprised at how different I am.
428 00:53:14,520 00:53:18,877 -Say that you will come. -On one condition. -Say that you will come. -On one condition.
429 00:53:19,080 00:53:26,111 -Which one, Miss Lonely? -That you get rid of the snails. Good night. -Which one, Miss Lonely? -That you get rid of the snails. Good night.
430 00:53:39,760 00:53:42,320 So, what do you think? So, what do you think?
431 00:53:43,640 00:53:48,839 -Artistically, it's excellent. -Don't you think it looks like you? -Artistically, it's excellent. -Don't you think it looks like you?
432 00:53:49,040 00:53:56,594 Yes... and yet not. I'm not that deep and mysterious. Yes... and yet not. I'm not that deep and mysterious.
433 00:53:57,240 00:54:00,038 It's more of yourself than of me. It's more of yourself than of me.
434 00:54:00,240 00:54:05,155 Oh no, you're exactly that lonely girl. Oh no, you're exactly that lonely girl.
435 00:54:05,360 00:54:13,040 The one who waits for something that she knows will never be. The one who waits for something that she knows will never be.
436 00:54:14,720 00:54:21,876 No, you don't know it yourself, or you don't want to admit it. No, you don't know it yourself, or you don't want to admit it.
437 00:54:41,640 00:54:45,997 Isn't it beautiful and soothing... Isn't it beautiful and soothing...
438 00:54:46,200 00:54:50,193 ... to look at a rainy town through a window...? ... to look at a rainy town through a window...?
439 00:54:50,400 00:54:56,270 Soaking tin roofs... a lonely umbrella in a doorway- Soaking tin roofs... a lonely umbrella in a doorway-
440 00:54:56,480 00:55:01,429 -and the huddling pigeons on the windowsills. -and the huddling pigeons on the windowsills.
441 00:55:02,760 00:55:05,035 Rain... Rain...
442 00:55:07,720 00:55:11,554 It makes me think about my mother. It makes me think about my mother.
443 00:55:12,520 00:55:16,479 I guess I wasn't what she had hoped for. I guess I wasn't what she had hoped for.
444 00:55:18,160 00:55:23,029 -Were you often lonely as a child? -Yes. -Were you often lonely as a child? -Yes.
445 00:55:25,440 00:55:28,352 So was I. So was I.
446 00:55:53,120 00:55:57,352 So she quit her job at Ritz and moved in here. So she quit her job at Ritz and moved in here.
447 00:55:58,520 00:56:03,913 We didn't want to get married. Neither of us believed in marriage- We didn't want to get married. Neither of us believed in marriage-
448 00:56:04,120 00:56:10,229 -and deep down we both knew that it wouldn't last anyway. -and deep down we both knew that it wouldn't last anyway.
449 00:56:10,440 00:56:16,675 But we never admitted it to each other. Poor soul. But we never admitted it to each other. Poor soul.
450 00:56:18,400 00:56:24,999 She didn't know what was coming. What I was like at my worst. She didn't know what was coming. What I was like at my worst.
451 00:56:27,400 00:56:33,839 We were happy on and off. There could be months without me touching a bottle. We were happy on and off. There could be months without me touching a bottle.
452 00:56:35,200 00:56:41,070 But then it came. I could be away at daytime and she had to run around town- But then it came. I could be away at daytime and she had to run around town-
453 00:56:41,280 00:56:44,397 -only to find me in a reeking watering hole- -only to find me in a reeking watering hole-
454 00:56:44,600 00:56:49,355 -or with booze pushers in some basement in Old Town. Or at the police station. -or with booze pushers in some basement in Old Town. Or at the police station.
455 00:56:49,560 00:56:54,031 It can't have been nice to take care of me at those moments. It can't have been nice to take care of me at those moments.
456 00:56:54,240 00:57:00,918 Would you like to undress and wash a stinking, unconscious carcass? Would you like to undress and wash a stinking, unconscious carcass?
457 00:57:02,000 00:57:04,833 She did that. She did that.
458 00:57:08,840 00:57:15,951 After three cycles in a year, she was as washed up as I was. After three cycles in a year, she was as washed up as I was.
459 00:57:21,360 00:57:24,318 Come and eat. Come and eat.
460 00:57:26,200 00:57:28,634 -I can't. -You will try. -I can't. -You will try.
461 00:57:28,840 00:57:32,719 -You and your nagging. -I'm not doing it for myself. -You and your nagging. -I'm not doing it for myself.
462 00:57:32,920 00:57:36,913 Then why don't you get out? Realise that I'm a lost cause. Then why don't you get out? Realise that I'm a lost cause.
463 00:57:37,120 00:57:42,433 There's no use in fighting it. I just end up pulling you down with me. There's no use in fighting it. I just end up pulling you down with me.
464 00:57:42,640 00:57:47,839 Why don't you leave, before it's too late? Why don't you leave, before it's too late?
465 00:57:48,720 00:57:52,395 -I love you. -It's just something you tell yourself. -I love you. -It's just something you tell yourself.
466 00:57:52,600 00:57:58,118 Nobody can love me. It's just pity. And I don't want that. Nobody can love me. It's just pity. And I don't want that.
467 00:57:58,320 00:58:04,509 You and your Good Samaritan-inclinations. Your compassion chokes me. You and your Good Samaritan-inclinations. Your compassion chokes me.
468 00:58:04,720 00:58:11,831 I can't stand the look in your eyes. That eternally forgiving look. I can't stand the look in your eyes. That eternally forgiving look.
469 00:58:14,560 00:58:18,678 -It could be so good. -Yes, if you left. -It could be so good. -Yes, if you left.
470 00:58:18,880 00:58:24,159 -No, if you did. -So that's what you wanted. -No, if you did. -So that's what you wanted.
471 00:58:24,360 00:58:28,990 You want to put me in an institution, but you can forget about that. You want to put me in an institution, but you can forget about that.
472 00:58:29,200 00:58:34,149 I know all about those places and their meddlesome nurses and doctors- I know all about those places and their meddlesome nurses and doctors-
473 00:58:34,360 00:58:39,912 -who have so many patients that they can't even remember your name. -who have so many patients that they can't even remember your name.
474 00:58:47,760 00:58:53,995 There's a doctor in Switzerland who has opened a clinic with new methods. There's a doctor in Switzerland who has opened a clinic with new methods.
475 00:58:54,200 00:58:58,716 He has cured all his patients, but it takes half a year. He has cured all his patients, but it takes half a year.
476 00:58:58,920 00:59:04,278 And that's where you want me. Who will pay for that trip? And that's where you want me. Who will pay for that trip?
477 00:59:04,480 00:59:08,075 It costs no more than 8.000 crowns. It costs no more than 8.000 crowns.
478 00:59:08,280 00:59:12,432 No more than 8.000 crowns? Where the hell would I get that? No more than 8.000 crowns? Where the hell would I get that?
479 00:59:12,640 00:59:16,519 Can't you get an advance down at the salon? Can't you get an advance down at the salon?
480 00:59:16,720 00:59:21,999 I have a fixed salary of 500 crowns a month. It's hardly likely. I have a fixed salary of 500 crowns a month. It's hardly likely.
481 00:59:22,200 00:59:28,275 But if you can get the last 5.000, I'd be happy to go. But if you can get the last 5.000, I'd be happy to go.
482 00:59:38,360 00:59:40,794 -Do you promise? -Yes. -Do you promise? -Yes.
483 00:59:49,200 00:59:52,909 -Where are you going? -Never you mind. -Where are you going? -Never you mind.
484 00:59:59,440 01:00:02,716 -What are you looking for? -A letter. -What are you looking for? -A letter.
485 01:00:04,080 01:00:08,039 I hope I won't have to use it. I hope I won't have to use it.
486 01:00:08,480 01:00:15,318 Whether you believe it or not, she came back that same afternoon- Whether you believe it or not, she came back that same afternoon-
487 01:00:15,520 01:00:20,913 -and laid out five of those bills in front of me. -and laid out five of those bills in front of me.
488 01:00:22,520 01:00:29,631 I wondered where she got them from. She wouldn't tell me. I wondered where she got them from. She wouldn't tell me.
489 01:00:29,960 01:00:34,670 There was nothing to do but pack up and leave. I had made a promise. There was nothing to do but pack up and leave. I had made a promise.
490 01:00:36,160 01:00:40,597 I came home after six months, disgustingly sound and healthy- I came home after six months, disgustingly sound and healthy-
491 01:00:40,800 01:00:43,473 -choking on fresh air... -choking on fresh air...
492 01:00:43,680 01:00:48,356 With rosy cheeks, bursting with creativity. With rosy cheeks, bursting with creativity.
493 01:00:49,240 01:00:54,758 The happiest months of our life together followed. The happiest months of our life together followed.
494 01:00:55,760 01:01:01,039 We hardly went out at all. We stayed home at evenings- We hardly went out at all. We stayed home at evenings-
495 01:01:01,240 01:01:07,634 -listening to radio and reading books. Once in a blue moon we went to the movies. -listening to radio and reading books. Once in a blue moon we went to the movies.
496 01:01:08,600 01:01:12,149 I didn't touch a bottle. I didn't touch a bottle.
497 01:01:12,360 01:01:18,037 I never met any of my drinking buddies and I painted like a maniac. I never met any of my drinking buddies and I painted like a maniac.
498 01:01:18,240 01:01:24,873 Allow me to show you one of the results... Allow me to show you one of the results...
499 01:01:27,000 01:01:33,473 -Well, what do you think? -I'm not an expert, but... -Well, what do you think? -I'm not an expert, but...
500 01:01:36,400 01:01:40,109 -A tad banal, isn't it? -No it isn't. -A tad banal, isn't it? -No it isn't.
501 01:01:40,320 01:01:47,192 It's as mindblowingly banal and devoid of life as a painting could ever be. It's as mindblowingly banal and devoid of life as a painting could ever be.
502 01:01:47,400 01:01:52,713 But I didn't see it. I just kept painting. But I didn't see it. I just kept painting.
503 01:01:52,920 01:01:57,152 And suddenly it was Christmas. And suddenly it was Christmas.
504 01:01:57,360 01:02:03,674 Lacking money, as usual, I brought a couple of paintings to one of my regular customers. Lacking money, as usual, I brought a couple of paintings to one of my regular customers.
505 01:02:03,880 01:02:10,558 He was a know-it-all, and he told me the truth. He was a know-it-all, and he told me the truth.
506 01:02:10,760 01:02:16,471 It was quite a scene. I told him to go to hell and left. It was quite a scene. I told him to go to hell and left.
507 01:02:17,040 01:02:23,479 I walked out on the street, leaned some of the paintings against the concrete wall- I walked out on the street, leaned some of the paintings against the concrete wall-
508 01:02:23,680 01:02:30,791 -and looked at them. It struck me that the man had been absolutely right. -and looked at them. It struck me that the man had been absolutely right.
509 01:02:34,880 01:02:39,351 It was early one Christmas morning. It was early one Christmas morning.
510 01:03:25,560 01:03:28,552 Is it Kjell? It's Dagmar. Is it Kjell? It's Dagmar.
511 01:03:28,760 01:03:34,153 Merry Christmas... I suppose Elias isn't with you? Merry Christmas... I suppose Elias isn't with you?
512 01:03:35,200 01:03:39,352 So he isn't...? We had decided that we... So he isn't...? We had decided that we...
513 01:03:39,560 01:03:43,997 Oh, here he is. Say hello to Maja. Oh, here he is. Say hello to Maja.
514 01:03:49,120 01:03:53,636 Merry fucking Christmas! Merry fucking Christmas!
515 01:03:55,080 01:04:00,393 And Christmas tree and tinkering lights... And Christmas tree and tinkering lights...
516 01:04:01,840 01:04:05,515 And nuts... and raisins... And nuts... and raisins...
517 01:04:06,320 01:04:12,589 And Christmas Pig with an apple in his mouth. And Christmas Pig with an apple in his mouth.
518 01:04:13,840 01:04:19,278 And a sheaf, and Christmas presents... Well, isn't that dandy. And a sheaf, and Christmas presents... Well, isn't that dandy.
519 01:04:20,080 01:04:27,236 "To Elias, my love, from former Miss Lonely." "To Elias, my love, from former Miss Lonely."
520 01:04:28,520 01:04:35,995 What can it be? A home-knit scarf or a pair of slippers? What can it be? A home-knit scarf or a pair of slippers?
521 01:04:36,200 01:04:41,752 And I know what's in this package. It's a nail cleaner. And I know what's in this package. It's a nail cleaner.
522 01:04:47,600 01:04:52,116 And children singing on the radio. And children singing on the radio.
523 01:04:57,080 01:05:01,835 Why don't you say something? Say that I'm an asshole, a scumbag. Why don't you say something? Say that I'm an asshole, a scumbag.
524 01:05:02,040 01:05:07,034 5.000 crowns shot to hell. Where did you get them, by the way? 5.000 crowns shot to hell. Where did you get them, by the way?
525 01:05:07,240 01:05:11,438 Is little Miss Lonely a blackmailer? Is little Miss Lonely a blackmailer?
526 01:05:11,640 01:05:17,795 Such cruel methods against old lovers to make the new one healthy- Such cruel methods against old lovers to make the new one healthy-
527 01:05:18,000 01:05:22,915 -so he can... paint many new paintings. -so he can... paint many new paintings.
528 01:05:28,080 01:05:32,756 That one got its worth. Now I can breathe again. That one got its worth. Now I can breathe again.
529 01:05:32,960 01:05:36,635 Do you understand what you have done, in order to make us "happy"? Do you understand what you have done, in order to make us "happy"?
530 01:05:36,840 01:05:39,798 You have crippled me as a painter. But I'm not dead just yet. You have crippled me as a painter. But I'm not dead just yet.
531 01:05:40,000 01:05:44,471 I wasn't put on this earth to make us happy, but to paint. I wasn't put on this earth to make us happy, but to paint.
532 01:05:44,680 01:05:48,070 And that's what I'll do. And that's what I'll do.
533 01:05:57,600 01:06:02,276 So what now? Now it's no good anymore. So what now? Now it's no good anymore.
534 01:06:02,480 01:06:06,393 And little Miss Lonely is departing. And little Miss Lonely is departing.
535 01:06:06,600 01:06:13,995 Just go already, and take the scarf, and the nail cleaner... Just go already, and take the scarf, and the nail cleaner...
536 01:06:14,640 01:06:19,873 And the marzipan pig and your goddamn church made of plaster. And the marzipan pig and your goddamn church made of plaster.
537 01:06:20,080 01:06:23,277 I'm through with you, and your kind. I'm through with you, and your kind.
538 01:06:23,480 01:06:28,270 You inane wretches with your false notions of happiness! You inane wretches with your false notions of happiness!
539 01:06:28,480 01:06:33,235 What the hell do you know about happiness? You who don't even know suffering. What the hell do you know about happiness? You who don't even know suffering.
540 01:06:33,440 01:06:35,908 Good for you, that you don't even realise- Good for you, that you don't even realise-
541 01:06:36,120 01:06:40,716 -how damn hollow and empty your lives are. -how damn hollow and empty your lives are.
542 01:06:40,920 01:06:44,390 Because if you did, you would kill yourselves! Because if you did, you would kill yourselves!
543 01:06:44,600 01:06:48,832 Good riddance, little Miss Lonely! Good riddance, little Miss Lonely!
544 01:06:53,240 01:07:00,157 I drank for two days straight until I passed out. I drank for two days straight until I passed out.
545 01:07:02,960 01:07:06,669 When I woke up, she had fetched her things and left. When I woke up, she had fetched her things and left.
546 01:07:06,880 01:07:12,989 On the table laid the keys and a ring I gave her sometime. On the table laid the keys and a ring I gave her sometime.
547 01:07:13,480 01:07:20,989 The only gift I ever presented to her. We never saw each other again. The only gift I ever presented to her. We never saw each other again.
548 01:07:27,640 01:07:32,668 You think that I was a bastard, of course, and that we shouldn't have parted like that- You think that I was a bastard, of course, and that we shouldn't have parted like that-
549 01:07:32,880 01:07:37,715 -but that is also the only thing that I regret. -but that is also the only thing that I regret.
550 01:07:38,040 01:07:43,990 I like my snails. We belong together. I like my snails. We belong together.
551 01:07:44,920 01:07:48,708 Now there's a meaning to what I do. Now there's a meaning to what I do.
552 01:07:48,920 01:07:54,995 -The portrait isn't for sale? -No, it isn't. -The portrait isn't for sale? -No, it isn't.
553 01:07:55,960 01:08:02,911 It's my best work, but that's not why I want to keep it. It's my best work, but that's not why I want to keep it.
554 01:08:03,120 01:08:07,432 But wait. I made a couple of sketches before that. But wait. I made a couple of sketches before that.
555 01:08:07,640 01:08:10,837 I have them somewhere here. I have them somewhere here.
556 01:08:12,960 01:08:18,273 This is the best one. Take it. This is the best one. Take it.
557 01:08:21,800 01:08:25,918 -It's too kind of you. -I don't want money. -It's too kind of you. -I don't want money.
558 01:08:26,120 01:08:29,510 It wouldn't feel right. It wouldn't feel right.
559 01:08:32,560 01:08:36,314 -Who is it? -Willy Borge, he used to be popular. -Who is it? -Willy Borge, he used to be popular.
560 01:08:36,520 01:08:40,991 -Dagmar has one of his albums. -I can't believe it. -Dagmar has one of his albums. -I can't believe it.
561 01:08:41,200 01:08:44,829 I know that guy. We went to secondary school together. I know that guy. We went to secondary school together.
562 01:08:45,040 01:08:49,272 -He was a sleazebag even then. -Did he take some girl away from you? -He was a sleazebag even then. -Did he take some girl away from you?
563 01:08:49,480 01:08:53,553 Oh God, no. That's the silliest thing I've ever heard. Oh God, no. That's the silliest thing I've ever heard.
564 01:08:53,760 01:08:57,753 -When was he popular? -Around the start of World War II. -When was he popular? -Around the start of World War II.
565 01:08:57,960 01:09:03,751 -And she had a whole album of his? -Yes, so? Lots of girls do. -And she had a whole album of his? -Yes, so? Lots of girls do.
566 01:09:04,080 01:09:10,679 -What are you after? -Borge, Willy. Advertising assistant. -What are you after? -Borge, Willy. Advertising assistant.
567 01:09:11,760 01:09:15,309 -It must be him. -Oh, you can't call him up. -It must be him. -Oh, you can't call him up.
568 01:09:15,520 01:09:19,911 There's no harm in trying. There's no harm in trying.
569 01:09:24,200 01:09:29,593 Is it the Willy Borge who went by the nickname "The Pea"? Is it the Willy Borge who went by the nickname "The Pea"?
570 01:09:29,800 01:09:34,430 -Oh yes, it's "The Pea" speaking. -I just wanted to ask you a question. -Oh yes, it's "The Pea" speaking. -I just wanted to ask you a question.
571 01:09:34,640 01:09:38,679 You never knew a girl named Dagmar Brink? You never knew a girl named Dagmar Brink?
572 01:09:38,880 01:09:45,911 I can't explain over the phone. Can I come over to you? I can't explain over the phone. Can I come over to you?
573 01:09:47,040 01:09:48,473 I'm on my way. I'm on my way.
574 01:09:48,680 01:09:53,276 I first met her at one of those awful charity concerts at Blue Hall. I first met her at one of those awful charity concerts at Blue Hall.
575 01:09:53,480 01:09:58,395 It was in 1943. I performed there. One used to be a popular singer. It was in 1943. I performed there. One used to be a popular singer.
576 01:09:58,600 01:10:02,479 She was selling some sort of badge... One moment. She was selling some sort of badge... One moment.
577 01:10:08,360 01:10:14,230 This is a good one... tonight? Well, it's hard to say now... This is a good one... tonight? Well, it's hard to say now...
578 01:10:14,440 01:10:17,989 There could always be a better offer, you know. There could always be a better offer, you know.
579 01:10:18,200 01:10:23,479 Can I phone back...? No, I just mean... Can I phone back...? No, I just mean...
580 01:10:23,880 01:10:28,112 This could take a while. This could take a while.
581 01:10:32,480 01:10:35,119 I know. I know.
582 01:10:35,520 01:10:40,548 I don't mind them being stupid, I just wish they talked less. I don't mind them being stupid, I just wish they talked less.
583 01:10:41,360 01:10:46,275 Come again? No, I don't have a girl over here. Come again? No, I don't have a girl over here.
584 01:10:47,080 01:10:51,790 Why must women always be so jealous? Why must women always be so jealous?
585 01:10:56,960 01:11:00,350 Great, she's crying. Great, she's crying.
586 01:11:09,200 01:11:13,079 Guess I'll have to pull the plug. Guess I'll have to pull the plug.
587 01:11:14,560 01:11:18,838 Dagmar, you said... well, long story short- Dagmar, you said... well, long story short-
588 01:11:19,040 01:11:22,589 -I bought all her badges, and when the soir�e was over- -I bought all her badges, and when the soir�e was over-
589 01:11:22,800 01:11:27,351 -I suggested that we should go to my place and listen to my latest recordings. -I suggested that we should go to my place and listen to my latest recordings.
590 01:11:27,560 01:11:30,233 Well, I don't think they're any more romantic than you do- Well, I don't think they're any more romantic than you do-
591 01:11:30,440 01:11:32,908 -but the girls usually like them, and that's the main thing. -but the girls usually like them, and that's the main thing.
592 01:11:33,120 01:11:38,353 I made sure to always give them an album as a present. I made sure to always give them an album as a present.
593 01:11:38,560 01:11:41,950 This album contains my best recordings. I would be happy- This album contains my best recordings. I would be happy-
594 01:11:42,160 01:11:46,915 -if you would take it as a memory of this evening. -if you would take it as a memory of this evening.
595 01:11:47,480 01:11:53,350 -Like how many girls before me? -None, Dagmar. I swear. -Like how many girls before me? -None, Dagmar. I swear.
596 01:11:53,560 01:11:57,917 Deep down I'm a very lonely person. Deep down I'm a very lonely person.
597 01:11:58,120 01:12:04,832 Lonely, and an incurable romantic... which is why I'm lonely, I guess. Lonely, and an incurable romantic... which is why I'm lonely, I guess.
598 01:12:05,400 01:12:09,996 Our generation is afraid of romance. Our generation is afraid of romance.
599 01:12:10,200 01:12:16,992 We'd rather jump out a window than acknowledge our need for tenderness. We'd rather jump out a window than acknowledge our need for tenderness.
600 01:12:17,200 01:12:22,718 -Maybe we don't have a need. -Sure we do. Don't you? -Maybe we don't have a need. -Sure we do. Don't you?
601 01:12:22,920 01:12:28,153 I suppose I do... but I don't feel it for just anyone. I suppose I do... but I don't feel it for just anyone.
602 01:12:28,360 01:12:32,592 -You mean me...? -Among many others. -You mean me...? -Among many others.
603 01:12:32,800 01:12:38,636 -How long have you been married? -Three years. -How long have you been married? -Three years.
604 01:12:38,840 01:12:42,549 -Why are you unhappy? -I should go now. -Why are you unhappy? -I should go now.
605 01:12:42,760 01:12:47,470 No, don't. I won't ask any more questions like that. No, don't. I won't ask any more questions like that.
606 01:12:48,600 01:12:52,752 -Are the walls thin here? -No. Are you going to scream? -Are the walls thin here? -No. Are you going to scream?
607 01:12:52,960 01:12:55,155 No. No.
608 01:13:46,840 01:13:52,597 -Continue. You play well. -There's no continuation. -Continue. You play well. -There's no continuation.
609 01:13:52,800 01:13:57,316 -Why is that? -I lost my inspiration. -Why is that? -I lost my inspiration.
610 01:14:01,520 01:14:04,353 What was his name? What was his name?
611 01:14:04,640 01:14:08,792 You're mistaken. There was no him. You're mistaken. There was no him.
612 01:14:11,560 01:14:17,032 That's what's wrong with you. You have never really loved anyone. That's what's wrong with you. You have never really loved anyone.
613 01:14:17,240 01:14:22,598 -Haven't I? -Not happily, at least. -Haven't I? -Not happily, at least.
614 01:14:23,720 01:14:27,156 I can see it in your eyes. I can see it in your eyes.
615 01:14:39,320 01:14:45,270 -Will you call for a car now? -I could make you so happy. -Will you call for a car now? -I could make you so happy.
616 01:14:45,480 01:14:47,914 Call now. Call now.
617 01:14:52,080 01:14:57,279 Believe it or not - I called for a car and even drove her home. Believe it or not - I called for a car and even drove her home.
618 01:14:57,480 01:15:01,234 To the suburbs... I, who never drive girls home. To the suburbs... I, who never drive girls home.
619 01:15:01,440 01:15:04,557 So it wasn't one of your more successful nights. So it wasn't one of your more successful nights.
620 01:15:04,760 01:15:09,072 Quite the opposite. You'll think I'm crazy- Quite the opposite. You'll think I'm crazy-
621 01:15:09,280 01:15:14,115 -but I'm glad that nothing happened. It remained a nice memory. -but I'm glad that nothing happened. It remained a nice memory.
622 01:15:14,320 01:15:18,518 -I don't have too many of those. -Was that the only time you met her? -I don't have too many of those. -Was that the only time you met her?
623 01:15:18,720 01:15:22,269 Oh no, but it was another year until we met again. Oh no, but it was another year until we met again.
624 01:15:22,480 01:15:28,476 I had done a tour for the conscripted and arrived at the train station, pissed off. I had done a tour for the conscripted and arrived at the train station, pissed off.
625 01:15:37,280 01:15:41,592 -Dagmar, why are you standing here? -I just said goodbye to my husband. -Dagmar, why are you standing here? -I just said goodbye to my husband.
626 01:15:41,800 01:15:46,430 What a coincidence. Let's spend the evening together. Is this your bag? What a coincidence. Let's spend the evening together. Is this your bag?
627 01:15:46,640 01:15:51,839 This month has been a drag and now I'm making up for it. This month has been a drag and now I'm making up for it.
628 01:15:53,760 01:15:59,232 How do you like my cocktail cabinet? Snazzy, eh? 950 crowns. How do you like my cocktail cabinet? Snazzy, eh? 950 crowns.
629 01:15:59,440 01:16:02,352 But then again, it was a limited edition. But then again, it was a limited edition.
630 01:16:02,560 01:16:06,030 -What would you like to drink? -I think I've had enough. -What would you like to drink? -I think I've had enough.
631 01:16:06,240 01:16:10,199 But a glass of champagne at least? I'll get it cold in a minute. But a glass of champagne at least? I'll get it cold in a minute.
632 01:16:10,400 01:16:15,110 -Not for me. -As you please. -Not for me. -As you please.
633 01:16:26,080 01:16:31,074 So how long will your husband be gone? So how long will your husband be gone?
634 01:16:32,520 01:16:37,799 Forever... we're getting divorced. We decided it today. Forever... we're getting divorced. We decided it today.
635 01:16:38,000 01:16:42,994 You don't say...? Well, that can happen. You don't say...? Well, that can happen.
636 01:16:43,960 01:16:48,112 -I guess it feels strange? -Yes. -I guess it feels strange? -Yes.
637 01:16:48,720 01:16:52,633 -I'm glad I'm not the reason. -But you are. -I'm glad I'm not the reason. -But you are.
638 01:16:52,840 01:16:55,593 What are you saying? What are you saying?
639 01:16:55,800 01:17:02,035 When I came home that night after the soir�e, my husband was waiting for me. When I came home that night after the soir�e, my husband was waiting for me.
640 01:17:03,560 01:17:07,599 Oh, darn. Well, there you go. Oh, darn. Well, there you go.
641 01:17:07,800 01:17:11,998 One figures what he must have thought. One figures what he must have thought.
642 01:17:12,200 01:17:15,431 He should have known me better. He should have known me better.
643 01:17:15,640 01:17:20,760 But he never trusted me. I wonder why that is? But he never trusted me. I wonder why that is?
644 01:17:20,960 01:17:26,512 So you were modest for nothing that time. So you were modest for nothing that time.
645 01:17:26,760 01:17:31,914 -Not for me. -I mean for his sake. -Not for me. -I mean for his sake.
646 01:17:32,120 01:17:36,398 A more cynical man might say that we've got one on hold. A more cynical man might say that we've got one on hold.
647 01:17:36,600 01:17:41,310 That's what I was thinking about when you appeared at the station. That's what I was thinking about when you appeared at the station.
648 01:17:41,520 01:17:47,595 You don't say? Are you sure that I shouldn't put that champagne on cooling? You don't say? Are you sure that I shouldn't put that champagne on cooling?
649 01:17:47,800 01:17:54,638 -No, but will you call for a car? -What are you saying? -No, but will you call for a car? -What are you saying?
650 01:17:54,840 01:17:59,311 I'm sorry to disappoint you. It was a mistake to come over here. I'm sorry to disappoint you. It was a mistake to come over here.
651 01:17:59,520 01:18:02,796 Dagmar, you can't walk out on me again. Dagmar, you can't walk out on me again.
652 01:18:03,000 01:18:08,313 I have missed you. I've been thinking about you every day. I have missed you. I've been thinking about you every day.
653 01:18:08,520 01:18:14,629 -Don't you understand that I love you? -You know that's not true. -Don't you understand that I love you? -You know that's not true.
654 01:18:14,840 01:18:19,868 There's just one person you've always loved. Yourself. There's just one person you've always loved. Yourself.
655 01:18:21,520 01:18:24,637 Why would you hurt me like that? Why would you hurt me like that?
656 01:18:24,840 01:18:31,109 Don't be melodramatic. It doesn't suit you. Call for a car now. Don't be melodramatic. It doesn't suit you. Call for a car now.
657 01:18:34,640 01:18:40,237 There was nothing left to do, but at least she had to drive herself home that time. There was nothing left to do, but at least she had to drive herself home that time.
658 01:18:40,440 01:18:46,709 -And you gained another memory. -You can have too many of those, too. -And you gained another memory. -You can have too many of those, too.
659 01:18:46,920 01:18:52,790 -She was a peculiar girl. -Why? She didn't love you. -She was a peculiar girl. -Why? She didn't love you.
660 01:18:53,000 01:18:58,028 Actually, she did, and that would manifest itself later. Actually, she did, and that would manifest itself later.
661 01:18:58,240 01:19:04,873 Don't tell this to anyone, but the reason that she took her life was- Don't tell this to anyone, but the reason that she took her life was-
662 01:19:05,080 01:19:09,870 -that she was unlucky in love with me. -that she was unlucky in love with me.
663 01:19:10,080 01:19:14,153 The night before it happened, a friend called me. The night before it happened, a friend called me.
664 01:19:14,360 01:19:18,478 He had found two fine ladies at Aldon's Bar. He had found two fine ladies at Aldon's Bar.
665 01:19:18,680 01:19:22,275 I hurried down. One was a redhead. I hurried down. One was a redhead.
666 01:19:22,480 01:19:25,677 Dagmar playing there didn't bother me at all. Dagmar playing there didn't bother me at all.
667 01:19:25,880 01:19:30,874 The females were lookers. Two Swedes who had just returned from abroad. The females were lookers. Two Swedes who had just returned from abroad.
668 01:19:31,080 01:19:34,834 We sat a couple of hours and filled ourselves up. We sat a couple of hours and filled ourselves up.
669 01:19:35,040 01:19:38,715 When Dagmar finished playing, the redhead yelled at her- When Dagmar finished playing, the redhead yelled at her-
670 01:19:38,920 01:19:44,074 -because they went to school together, and we kept going at my place. -because they went to school together, and we kept going at my place.
671 01:19:44,280 01:19:48,034 -Wasn't it atrocious? -It wasn't that bad. -Wasn't it atrocious? -It wasn't that bad.
672 01:19:48,240 01:19:53,109 -B�n�dictine or cacao? -Is there no cognac? -B�n�dictine or cacao? -Is there no cognac?
673 01:19:53,320 01:19:59,270 I got by quite well. My German has always been good. I got by quite well. My German has always been good.
674 01:19:59,480 01:20:05,589 -So you worked for them? -Yes, it was that or hell. -So you worked for them? -Yes, it was that or hell.
675 01:20:05,800 01:20:11,989 It's easy to sit here and frown and talk about opportunism. It's easy to sit here and frown and talk about opportunism.
676 01:20:12,200 01:20:17,797 -Here's a cognac. -I've always liked Germans, anyway. -Here's a cognac. -I've always liked Germans, anyway.
677 01:20:20,480 01:20:24,393 -What did you work with? -This and that. -What did you work with? -This and that.
678 01:20:24,600 01:20:28,957 Nothing for your clean little fingers, I can assure you. Nothing for your clean little fingers, I can assure you.
679 01:20:29,160 01:20:35,599 But when you're knee-deep in shit, you're not afraid to touch it after a while. But when you're knee-deep in shit, you're not afraid to touch it after a while.
680 01:20:43,480 01:20:46,040 -Another glass? -Pour it up. -Another glass? -Pour it up.
681 01:20:46,240 01:20:48,913 I've drunk stronger men than you under the table. I've drunk stronger men than you under the table.
682 01:20:49,120 01:20:52,908 -Germans can't take much. -I've partied with all nationalities. -Germans can't take much. -I've partied with all nationalities.
683 01:20:53,120 01:20:55,730 And more than that? And more than that?
684 01:21:08,240 01:21:12,153 -So we're heading in to me? -I don't think so. -So we're heading in to me? -I don't think so.
685 01:21:12,360 01:21:17,753 -Why not? -I don't have time for that reward. -Why not? -I don't have time for that reward.
686 01:21:23,400 01:21:28,428 -So, how have you been? -Why, fine. -So, how have you been? -Why, fine.
687 01:21:32,080 01:21:37,473 -You haven't changed, Dagmar. -I can't say the same. -You haven't changed, Dagmar. -I can't say the same.
688 01:21:40,880 01:21:45,317 Play something cheerful. A samba. Play something cheerful. A samba.
689 01:21:45,520 01:21:50,992 -Can you dance samba, Willy? -As long as I'm holding you... -Can you dance samba, Willy? -As long as I'm holding you...
690 01:21:58,320 01:22:02,791 -I'm crazy about red hair. -Even if it's fake? -I'm crazy about red hair. -Even if it's fake?
691 01:22:03,000 01:22:05,719 -I hope they'll leave soon. -Are you sleepy? -I hope they'll leave soon. -Are you sleepy?
692 01:22:05,920 01:22:11,438 -No, are you? -No... do we really have to wait? -No, are you? -No... do we really have to wait?
693 01:22:11,640 01:22:18,079 -It would make a better impression. -Right now, I'd like to make a bad impression. -It would make a better impression. -Right now, I'd like to make a bad impression.
694 01:22:18,280 01:22:20,874 In that case... In that case...
695 01:22:32,320 01:22:37,474 We had barely closed the door before she stopped playing. We had barely closed the door before she stopped playing.
696 01:22:37,680 01:22:43,357 When we returned, she was gone. And the next day, dead. When we returned, she was gone. And the next day, dead.
697 01:22:43,560 01:22:47,678 -It's unfathomable. -That's the story. -It's unfathomable. -That's the story.
698 01:22:47,880 01:22:52,396 She may have loved me from the beginning without knowing it. She may have loved me from the beginning without knowing it.
699 01:22:52,600 01:22:58,391 When she saw me in someone else's arms, she realised and it was too late. When she saw me in someone else's arms, she realised and it was too late.
700 01:22:58,760 01:23:04,073 I should put the plug back in. There could be an order on the way. I should put the plug back in. There could be an order on the way.
701 01:23:04,440 01:23:11,471 -So the mystery of Dagmar Brink is solved. -Poor Anders. Are you bummed? -So the mystery of Dagmar Brink is solved. -Poor Anders. Are you bummed?
702 01:23:11,680 01:23:16,515 Yes, I am. I wish that I had never got involved in this story. Yes, I am. I wish that I had never got involved in this story.
703 01:23:16,720 01:23:20,952 Humans never cease to amaze. Or disillusionise. Humans never cease to amaze. Or disillusionise.
704 01:23:21,160 01:23:26,598 A woman who I thought was one in a thousand... A woman who I thought was one in a thousand...
705 01:23:26,800 01:23:31,999 -...was just a run-of-the-mill person. -I don't think she was. -...was just a run-of-the-mill person. -I don't think she was.
706 01:23:32,200 01:23:34,839 Then again, you haven't met Willy Borge. Then again, you haven't met Willy Borge.
707 01:23:35,040 01:23:40,068 If you kill yourself over him, you're an average person at best. If you kill yourself over him, you're an average person at best.
708 01:23:40,280 01:23:45,718 The mystery that never was is solved. We've found out everything of importance. The mystery that never was is solved. We've found out everything of importance.
709 01:23:45,920 01:23:49,879 There's nobody left to ask. I'm having a cup of tea. There's nobody left to ask. I'm having a cup of tea.
710 01:23:50,080 01:23:52,913 -There is one. -Who? -There is one. -Who?
711 01:23:53,120 01:23:55,953 The red-haired girl she went to school with. The red-haired girl she went to school with.
712 01:23:56,160 01:24:00,597 Whatever she knows doesn't change anything. I never heard her name. Whatever she knows doesn't change anything. I never heard her name.
713 01:24:00,800 01:24:07,035 -I'd like to get ahold of her. -Call Borge. "The plug" is connected. -I'd like to get ahold of her. -Call Borge. "The plug" is connected.
714 01:24:23,880 01:24:27,998 My name is Mrs. Wikner. My husband forgot to ask about something. My name is Mrs. Wikner. My husband forgot to ask about something.
715 01:24:28,200 01:24:31,829 The red-haired girl who was at your place with Dagmar... The red-haired girl who was at your place with Dagmar...
716 01:24:32,040 01:24:34,031 What was her name? What was her name?
717 01:24:38,440 01:24:41,989 -What did you call her? -Alex. -What did you call her? -Alex.
718 01:24:42,200 01:24:46,955 Her real name was Alexandra, but I forgot her last name. Her real name was Alexandra, but I forgot her last name.
719 01:24:47,160 01:24:51,312 It doesn't matter. Sorry to bother you. It doesn't matter. Sorry to bother you.
720 01:25:13,400 01:25:18,758 Alex, I love you so much. All too much. Alex, I love you so much. All too much.
721 01:25:21,400 01:25:25,075 We can never have each other. We can never have each other.
722 01:25:25,480 01:25:28,552 There's just one, who hasn't let me down. There's just one, who hasn't let me down.
723 01:25:28,760 01:25:33,959 But that day might come. And then I don't want to be around anymore. But that day might come. And then I don't want to be around anymore.
724 01:25:34,160 01:25:37,948 Did you find out her name? Did you find out her name?
725 01:25:40,080 01:25:43,356 No, he had forgotten. No, he had forgotten.