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1 | 00:02:39,125 | 00:02:42,185 | Beatrice. | Beatrice. |
2 | 00:02:42,205 | 00:02:44,265 | You were my first kiss. | You were my first kiss. |
3 | 00:02:44,295 | 00:02:45,855 | Beatrice, wait. | Beatrice, wait. |
4 | 00:02:45,875 | 00:02:47,435 | Wait! Wait! | Wait! Wait! |
5 | 00:02:47,465 | 00:02:48,525 | Beatrice! | Beatrice! |
6 | 00:03:18,365 | 00:03:21,165 | What the hell are you doing here? | What the hell are you doing here? |
7 | 00:03:30,675 | 00:03:32,255 | Better? | Better? |
8 | 00:03:45,895 | 00:03:48,995 | - Hi, Julia. - Princeton was great. | - Hi, Julia. - Princeton was great. |
9 | 00:03:49,025 | 00:03:51,085 | I'm back in town, let's try to grab sushi. | I'm back in town, let's try to grab sushi. |
10 | 00:03:51,105 | 00:03:52,125 | Hope all is well. | Hope all is well. |
11 | 00:03:52,155 | 00:03:55,585 | I've come down with the flu and am catching up on sleep. | I've come down with the flu and am catching up on sleep. |
12 | 00:03:55,615 | 00:03:59,035 | I'll call you when I'm feeling better. | I'll call you when I'm feeling better. |
13 | 00:04:01,995 | 00:04:07,685 | - Julianne... Um, Julia. - It's Gabriel. | - Julianne... Um, Julia. - It's Gabriel. |
14 | 00:04:07,705 | 00:04:09,855 | I'm standing outside your building. | I'm standing outside your building. |
15 | 00:04:09,875 | 00:04:11,435 | I wish we could go back to this morning, | I wish we could go back to this morning, |
16 | 00:04:11,465 | 00:04:14,605 | and I could tell you that I've never seen anything | and I could tell you that I've never seen anything |
17 | 00:04:14,635 | 00:04:17,945 | more beautiful than you in my kitchen, happy. | more beautiful than you in my kitchen, happy. |
18 | 00:04:17,965 | 00:04:20,785 | That I'm incredibly lucky that your rescued me | That I'm incredibly lucky that your rescued me |
19 | 00:04:20,805 | 00:04:23,945 | and... and stayed with me all night. | and... and stayed with me all night. |
20 | 00:04:23,975 | 00:04:25,575 | That I'm an idiot, | That I'm an idiot, |
21 | 00:04:25,605 | 00:04:28,415 | and I don't deserve your kindness. | and I don't deserve your kindness. |
22 | 00:04:28,435 | 00:04:30,205 | I should never have let you go this morning. | I should never have let you go this morning. |
23 | 00:04:30,235 | 00:04:34,465 | I should have begged you to stay. | I should have begged you to stay. |
24 | 00:04:34,485 | 00:04:37,925 | I know I hurt you... | I know I hurt you... |
25 | 00:04:37,945 | 00:04:39,865 | and I'm sorry. | and I'm sorry. |
26 | 00:04:51,465 | 00:04:52,815 | Please, Julia, | Please, Julia, |
27 | 00:04:52,835 | 00:04:55,925 | we need to talk about your note. | we need to talk about your note. |
28 | 00:04:58,675 | 00:05:02,475 | There are things I need to explain to you. | There are things I need to explain to you. |
29 | 00:05:07,355 | 00:05:09,375 | I want to fix this. | I want to fix this. |
30 | 00:05:09,395 | 00:05:12,485 | Please. Call me. | Please. Call me. |
31 | 00:05:16,155 | 00:05:19,175 | I left something on your porch. | I left something on your porch. |
32 | 00:05:19,195 | 00:05:21,745 | {\an8}Did you see it? | {\an8}Did you see it? |
33 | 00:05:22,365 | 00:05:25,115 | Did you read the card? | Did you read the card? |
34 | 00:05:25,575 | 00:05:29,085 | I want to make it all up to you. | I want to make it all up to you. |
35 | 00:05:33,715 | 00:05:39,635 | I remember kissing you. You kissed me back. | I remember kissing you. You kissed me back. |
36 | 00:05:40,175 | 00:05:42,425 | Didn't you feel it? | Didn't you feel it? |
37 | 00:05:52,775 | 00:05:55,875 | There is something between us. | There is something between us. |
38 | 00:05:55,905 | 00:05:59,125 | You can't expect me to uncover your true identity | You can't expect me to uncover your true identity |
39 | 00:05:59,155 | 00:06:01,505 | and not talk to you about it. | and not talk to you about it. |
40 | 00:06:01,535 | 00:06:05,455 | All I'm asking for is one conversation. | All I'm asking for is one conversation. |
41 | 00:06:06,955 | 00:06:09,455 | You owe me that much. | You owe me that much. |
42 | 00:06:09,995 | 00:06:13,475 | Dr. Emerson, | Dr. Emerson, |
43 | 00:06:13,505 | 00:06:14,525 | Stop harassing me. | Stop harassing me. |
44 | 00:06:14,545 | 00:06:19,065 | {\an8}I don't want you anymore. I don't even want to know you. | {\an8}I don't want you anymore. I don't even want to know you. |
45 | 00:06:19,085 | 00:06:20,605 | If you don't leave me alone, | If you don't leave me alone, |
46 | 00:06:20,635 | 00:06:24,615 | I'll be forced to file a harassment claim against you. | I'll be forced to file a harassment claim against you. |
47 | 00:06:24,635 | 00:06:26,785 | I need a new thesis director. | I need a new thesis director. |
48 | 00:06:26,805 | 00:06:30,165 | Regards, Miss Julia. H. Mitchell. | Regards, Miss Julia. H. Mitchell. |
49 | 00:06:30,185 | 00:06:36,375 | P.S. I'll be returning the M.P. Emerson bursary. | P.S. I'll be returning the M.P. Emerson bursary. |
50 | 00:06:36,395 | 00:06:39,425 | {\an8}Congratulations, Professor Abelard. | {\an8}Congratulations, Professor Abelard. |
51 | 00:06:39,445 | 00:06:41,125 | {\an8}No one has ever made me feel | {\an8}No one has ever made me feel |
52 | 00:06:41,155 | 00:06:45,445 | as cheap as you did Sunday morning. | as cheap as you did Sunday morning. |
53 | 00:07:04,965 | 00:07:07,025 | I understand you're | I understand you're |
54 | 00:07:07,055 | 00:07:10,285 | angry and hurt... | angry and hurt... |
55 | 00:07:10,305 | 00:07:13,415 | and I'm the cause of your pain, but... | and I'm the cause of your pain, but... |
56 | 00:07:13,435 | 00:07:17,985 | that bursary was given to you because you deserve it. | that bursary was given to you because you deserve it. |
57 | 00:07:19,105 | 00:07:22,615 | Don't punish me by punishing yourself. | Don't punish me by punishing yourself. |
58 | 00:07:24,445 | 00:07:27,215 | I've found you a new advisor. | I've found you a new advisor. |
59 | 00:07:27,245 | 00:07:31,225 | Professor Katherine Picton is a friend of mine. | Professor Katherine Picton is a friend of mine. |
60 | 00:07:31,245 | 00:07:33,705 | She's agreed to meet you. | She's agreed to meet you. |
61 | 00:07:35,285 | 00:07:39,045 | I'm sorry you don't want to know me anymore. | I'm sorry you don't want to know me anymore. |
62 | 00:07:39,925 | 00:07:42,105 | Abelard truly cared for Heloise. | Abelard truly cared for Heloise. |
63 | 00:07:42,135 | 00:07:47,325 | He also hurt her, as I have hurt you. | He also hurt her, as I have hurt you. |
64 | 00:07:47,345 | 00:07:49,655 | But he was deeply sorry. | But he was deeply sorry. |
65 | 00:07:49,685 | 00:07:50,995 | Read Abelard's sixth letter | Read Abelard's sixth letter |
66 | 00:07:51,015 | 00:07:55,415 | and see if that alters your perception of him and me. | and see if that alters your perception of him and me. |
67 | 00:07:55,435 | 00:07:56,995 | I'll spend the rest of my life | I'll spend the rest of my life |
68 | 00:07:57,025 | 00:08:01,905 | regretting the fact that I wasted my second chance to know you. | regretting the fact that I wasted my second chance to know you. |
69 | 00:08:06,405 | 00:08:09,865 | I will always be conscious of your absence. | I will always be conscious of your absence. |
70 | 00:08:13,375 | 00:08:15,665 | I won't bother you again. | I won't bother you again. |
71 | 00:08:21,125 | 00:08:23,185 | Goodbye... | Goodbye... |
72 | 00:08:23,215 | 00:08:25,005 | Julianne. | Julianne. |
73 | 00:09:35,745 | 00:09:36,385 | Bastard! | Bastard! |
74 | 00:09:36,415 | 00:09:39,605 | Hey, gorgeous. Whoa. Didn't mean to scare you. | Hey, gorgeous. Whoa. Didn't mean to scare you. |
75 | 00:09:39,635 | 00:09:42,225 | - What's that? - Junk mail. | - What's that? - Junk mail. |
76 | 00:09:42,255 | 00:09:44,485 | Looking forward to Emerson's seminar? | Looking forward to Emerson's seminar? |
77 | 00:09:44,505 | 00:09:46,235 | - Should be good. - I don't know about that. | - Should be good. - I don't know about that. |
78 | 00:09:46,255 | 00:09:47,525 | He's been in a foul mood for days. | He's been in a foul mood for days. |
79 | 00:09:47,545 | 00:09:50,735 | I don't want a repeat of what happened last time he was like this. | I don't want a repeat of what happened last time he was like this. |
80 | 00:09:50,765 | 00:09:54,845 | I, uh, got you something from Princeton. | I, uh, got you something from Princeton. |
81 | 00:10:01,105 | 00:10:02,125 | Please don't give it back. | Please don't give it back. |
82 | 00:10:02,145 | 00:10:04,375 | I know you don't have a nice key ring, and... | I know you don't have a nice key ring, and... |
83 | 00:10:04,395 | 00:10:08,835 | I wanted you to know I was thinking of you while I was gone. | I wanted you to know I was thinking of you while I was gone. |
84 | 00:10:08,865 | 00:10:11,545 | Thank you, Paul. | Thank you, Paul. |
85 | 00:10:11,575 | 00:10:13,785 | I missed you too. | I missed you too. |
86 | 00:10:20,165 | 00:10:22,125 | You're welcome, Rabbit. | You're welcome, Rabbit. |
87 | 00:10:37,345 | 00:10:39,405 | Maybe we can grab coffee after? | Maybe we can grab coffee after? |
88 | 00:10:39,435 | 00:10:42,815 | Sure, that sounds great. | Sure, that sounds great. |
89 | 00:10:54,575 | 00:10:56,955 | Miss Mitchell. | Miss Mitchell. |
90 | 00:10:59,035 | 00:11:02,085 | I need to speak with you after class. | I need to speak with you after class. |
91 | 00:11:05,875 | 00:11:07,475 | Please. | Please. |
92 | 00:11:07,505 | 00:11:11,235 | Sorry, Professor, I have an urgent meeting right after class | Sorry, Professor, I have an urgent meeting right after class |
93 | 00:11:11,255 | 00:11:13,065 | that I can't miss. | that I can't miss. |
94 | 00:11:13,095 | 00:11:14,365 | Of course. | Of course. |
95 | 00:11:14,385 | 00:11:17,025 | Please e-mail me and set up a time. | Please e-mail me and set up a time. |
96 | 00:11:17,055 | 00:11:19,615 | Of course, Professor. | Of course, Professor. |
97 | 00:11:19,645 | 00:11:21,435 | Another time. | Another time. |
98 | 00:11:23,475 | 00:11:26,315 | Today, I will be... | Today, I will be... |
99 | 00:11:34,155 | 00:11:35,255 | Today, I will be examining | Today, I will be examining |
100 | 00:11:35,285 | 00:11:39,785 | the relationship between Dante and Beatrice. | the relationship between Dante and Beatrice. |
101 | 00:11:39,915 | 00:11:45,345 | Particularly, what transpired when Dante met Beatrice | Particularly, what transpired when Dante met Beatrice |
102 | 00:11:45,375 | 00:11:50,335 | the second time and she rejected him. | the second time and she rejected him. |
103 | 00:11:53,345 | 00:11:57,785 | Beatrice represents many things for Dante. | Beatrice represents many things for Dante. |
104 | 00:11:57,805 | 00:12:00,385 | They meet twice. | They meet twice. |
105 | 00:12:01,595 | 00:12:05,285 | My question is... | My question is... |
106 | 00:12:05,305 | 00:12:06,705 | where was Beatrice, | where was Beatrice, |
107 | 00:12:06,725 | 00:12:12,445 | and what was she doing in between her two meetings with Dante? | and what was she doing in between her two meetings with Dante? |
108 | 00:12:13,445 | 00:12:16,545 | Dante waited years for her. | Dante waited years for her. |
109 | 00:12:16,575 | 00:12:19,545 | She knew where he lived. | She knew where he lived. |
110 | 00:12:19,575 | 00:12:22,015 | She knew his family. | She knew his family. |
111 | 00:12:22,035 | 00:12:25,125 | She was friendly with them. | She was friendly with them. |
112 | 00:12:26,585 | 00:12:27,805 | If she cared about him, | If she cared about him, |
113 | 00:12:27,835 | 00:12:32,925 | why did she make no attempt to contact him? | why did she make no attempt to contact him? |
114 | 00:12:43,015 | 00:12:45,725 | I would say that the answer is obvious. | I would say that the answer is obvious. |
115 | 00:12:46,645 | 00:12:48,955 | Dante cared for Beatrice, | Dante cared for Beatrice, |
116 | 00:12:48,985 | 00:12:53,375 | but Beatrice cared nothing for Dante. | but Beatrice cared nothing for Dante. |
117 | 00:12:53,405 | 00:12:58,285 | Their relationship was entirely one-sided. | Their relationship was entirely one-sided. |
118 | 00:13:18,675 | 00:13:19,825 | Yes, Miss Mitchell. | Yes, Miss Mitchell. |
119 | 00:13:19,845 | 00:13:21,525 | This assessment of Beatrice | This assessment of Beatrice |
120 | 00:13:21,555 | 00:13:25,905 | is really arrogant and self serving, professor. | is really arrogant and self serving, professor. |
121 | 00:13:25,935 | 00:13:27,535 | Are you crazy? | Are you crazy? |
122 | 00:13:27,555 | 00:13:29,125 | Why blame Beatrice? | Why blame Beatrice? |
123 | 00:13:29,145 | 00:13:31,165 | She's the victim in all of this. | She's the victim in all of this. |
124 | 00:13:31,185 | 00:13:33,375 | Dante met her when she was under eighteen. | Dante met her when she was under eighteen. |
125 | 00:13:33,395 | 00:13:36,045 | It wasn't possible for them to be together, | It wasn't possible for them to be together, |
126 | 00:13:36,065 | 00:13:37,045 | unless he's a pedophile. | unless he's a pedophile. |
127 | 00:13:37,065 | 00:13:41,755 | Are you telling us that Dante is a pedophile, professor? | Are you telling us that Dante is a pedophile, professor? |
128 | 00:13:41,785 | 00:13:44,055 | Of course not. | Of course not. |
129 | 00:13:44,075 | 00:13:46,845 | He had true affection for her. | He had true affection for her. |
130 | 00:13:46,875 | 00:13:52,065 | If she had ever had the courage to ask him, | If she had ever had the courage to ask him, |
131 | 00:13:52,085 | 00:13:54,225 | he would have told her that. | he would have told her that. |
132 | 00:13:54,255 | 00:13:56,855 | Everything in Dante's later life revolves around sex. | Everything in Dante's later life revolves around sex. |
133 | 00:13:56,885 | 00:14:00,865 | He certainly isn't sitting at home alone on a Saturday night | He certainly isn't sitting at home alone on a Saturday night |
134 | 00:14:00,885 | 00:14:01,905 | waiting for Beatrice. | waiting for Beatrice. |
135 | 00:14:01,925 | 00:14:05,905 | So he must have not cared for her. | So he must have not cared for her. |
136 | 00:14:05,935 | 00:14:09,495 | He needed companionship, Miss Mitchell. | He needed companionship, Miss Mitchell. |
137 | 00:14:09,515 | 00:14:13,835 | And if it makes it any more... palatable, | And if it makes it any more... palatable, |
138 | 00:14:13,855 | 00:14:17,255 | those women were just helpful friends. | those women were just helpful friends. |
139 | 00:14:17,275 | 00:14:18,505 | Friends? | Friends? |
140 | 00:14:18,525 | 00:14:20,835 | More like pelvic affiliates. | More like pelvic affiliates. |
141 | 00:14:20,865 | 00:14:22,045 | Friends help each other. | Friends help each other. |
142 | 00:14:22,075 | 00:14:23,505 | They don't feed sexual addiction. | They don't feed sexual addiction. |
143 | 00:14:23,535 | 00:14:27,265 | His love for Beatrice never diminished. | His love for Beatrice never diminished. |
144 | 00:14:27,285 | 00:14:30,555 | He simply despaired waiting for her to show up. | He simply despaired waiting for her to show up. |
145 | 00:14:30,585 | 00:14:32,975 | And that was her fault. Not his. | And that was her fault. Not his. |
146 | 00:14:33,005 | 00:14:36,165 | If that's love, I'll take hatred. | If that's love, I'll take hatred. |
147 | 00:14:37,795 | 00:14:39,945 | I think you've made your point, Miss Mitchell. | I think you've made your point, Miss Mitchell. |
148 | 00:14:39,965 | 00:14:42,985 | Oh, I don't think I have. | Oh, I don't think I have. |
149 | 00:14:43,005 | 00:14:45,485 | It's commonly known that Dante's dalliances | It's commonly known that Dante's dalliances |
150 | 00:14:45,515 | 00:14:46,615 | were anonymous and tawdry. | were anonymous and tawdry. |
151 | 00:14:46,635 | 00:14:49,365 | That doesn't sound like someone who would appeal to Beatrice. | That doesn't sound like someone who would appeal to Beatrice. |
152 | 00:14:49,395 | 00:14:53,815 | Not to mention the fact that he has a mistress named Paulina. | Not to mention the fact that he has a mistress named Paulina. |
153 | 00:14:55,355 | 00:14:58,355 | Paulina? Who's Paulina? | Paulina? Who's Paulina? |
154 | 00:14:59,355 | 00:15:00,085 | Um, uh... | Um, uh... |
155 | 00:15:00,115 | 00:15:03,295 | A woman in Philadelphia found evidence of that relationship. | A woman in Philadelphia found evidence of that relationship. |
156 | 00:15:03,325 | 00:15:08,055 | Anyway, if Beatrice didn't want Dante and rejected him, | Anyway, if Beatrice didn't want Dante and rejected him, |
157 | 00:15:08,075 | 00:15:09,555 | it was justified. | it was justified. |
158 | 00:15:09,575 | 00:15:14,185 | Dante was a self-absorbed, cruel, arrogant slut | Dante was a self-absorbed, cruel, arrogant slut |
159 | 00:15:14,205 | 00:15:19,215 | who treated women like toys for his own personal amusement. | who treated women like toys for his own personal amusement. |
160 | 00:15:35,725 | 00:15:37,455 | The language Dante uses | The language Dante uses |
161 | 00:15:37,485 | 00:15:42,005 | for his first meeting with Beatrice is dreamlike. | for his first meeting with Beatrice is dreamlike. |
162 | 00:15:42,025 | 00:15:44,985 | For personal reasons... | For personal reasons... |
163 | 00:15:50,955 | 00:15:55,285 | For personal reasons, he doesn't trust his senses. | For personal reasons, he doesn't trust his senses. |
164 | 00:15:55,705 | 00:15:57,645 | He's not sure who she is. | He's not sure who she is. |
165 | 00:15:57,665 | 00:16:03,985 | One theory is Dante thought Beatrice was... | One theory is Dante thought Beatrice was... |
166 | 00:16:04,005 | 00:16:05,635 | an angel. | an angel. |
167 | 00:16:06,675 | 00:16:11,905 | Beatrice is wrong in assuming that he remembered everything | Beatrice is wrong in assuming that he remembered everything |
168 | 00:16:11,935 | 00:16:13,075 | from their first meeting. | from their first meeting. |
169 | 00:16:13,105 | 00:16:17,455 | Wouldn't seeing her again jar his memory? | Wouldn't seeing her again jar his memory? |
170 | 00:16:17,475 | 00:16:19,665 | Or was he too drunk to try? | Or was he too drunk to try? |
171 | 00:16:19,685 | 00:16:20,835 | That's enough. | That's enough. |
172 | 00:16:20,855 | 00:16:23,545 | Can we get back to this Paulina mistress? | Can we get back to this Paulina mistress? |
173 | 00:16:23,565 | 00:16:26,335 | Paulina is irrelevant and has no real bearing on | Paulina is irrelevant and has no real bearing on |
174 | 00:16:26,365 | 00:16:28,175 | today's discussion, Miss Peterson. | today's discussion, Miss Peterson. |
175 | 00:16:28,195 | 00:16:30,305 | I disagree. She was either | I disagree. She was either |
176 | 00:16:30,325 | 00:16:33,125 | his mistress or his fuck buddy. | his mistress or his fuck buddy. |
177 | 00:16:33,205 | 00:16:34,975 | Class is dismissed! | Class is dismissed! |
178 | 00:16:34,995 | 00:16:37,895 | In my office, Miss Mitchell. Now! | In my office, Miss Mitchell. Now! |
179 | 00:17:01,145 | 00:17:04,965 | If you were anyone else, I'd have you expelled. | If you were anyone else, I'd have you expelled. |
180 | 00:17:04,985 | 00:17:08,005 | Your disrespectful attitude is unacceptable. | Your disrespectful attitude is unacceptable. |
181 | 00:17:08,025 | 00:17:11,215 | On top of that, I can't even begin to express | On top of that, I can't even begin to express |
182 | 00:17:11,245 | 00:17:15,185 | the anger I have over what you said about Paulina. | the anger I have over what you said about Paulina. |
183 | 00:17:15,205 | 00:17:19,395 | You are never to speak about her again. | You are never to speak about her again. |
184 | 00:17:19,415 | 00:17:21,665 | Do I make myself clear? | Do I make myself clear? |
185 | 00:17:22,965 | 00:17:26,085 | Do I make myself clear? | Do I make myself clear? |
186 | 00:17:28,095 | 00:17:29,595 | Yes. | Yes. |
187 | 00:17:33,135 | 00:17:36,615 | I think you wanted me to lose my temper and make a scene, | I think you wanted me to lose my temper and make a scene, |
188 | 00:17:36,645 | 00:17:38,745 | so you'd be justified in running way. | so you'd be justified in running way. |
189 | 00:17:38,765 | 00:17:42,875 | You wanted me to behave like every other abusive asshole | You wanted me to behave like every other abusive asshole |
190 | 00:17:42,895 | 00:17:44,045 | that has knocked you around. | that has knocked you around. |
191 | 00:17:44,065 | 00:17:46,295 | Well, I'm not an abusive asshole. | Well, I'm not an abusive asshole. |
192 | 00:17:46,315 | 00:17:52,305 | What happened today in my class will never happen again. | What happened today in my class will never happen again. |
193 | 00:17:52,325 | 00:17:54,845 | Understand? | Understand? |
194 | 00:17:54,865 | 00:17:57,015 | I'll apologize to the class. | I'll apologize to the class. |
195 | 00:17:57,035 | 00:17:58,145 | You will do no such thing. | You will do no such thing. |
196 | 00:17:58,165 | 00:18:02,015 | That would only bring more attention to us and lead to gossip. | That would only bring more attention to us and lead to gossip. |
197 | 00:18:02,045 | 00:18:04,875 | Gossip neither one of us wants. | Gossip neither one of us wants. |
198 | 00:18:08,345 | 00:18:09,485 | Is this a game to you? | Is this a game to you? |
199 | 00:18:09,505 | 00:18:11,655 | You left a bra in my mailbox. | You left a bra in my mailbox. |
200 | 00:18:11,675 | 00:18:12,985 | - I thought... - Use your head! | - I thought... - Use your head! |
201 | 00:18:13,015 | 00:18:16,185 | I wasn't about to leave it on your porch. | I wasn't about to leave it on your porch. |
202 | 00:18:17,345 | 00:18:20,535 | I started this clusterfuck by changing my lecture, | I started this clusterfuck by changing my lecture, |
203 | 00:18:20,565 | 00:18:24,705 | but you finished it with the equivalent of a hydrogen bomb. | but you finished it with the equivalent of a hydrogen bomb. |
204 | 00:18:24,735 | 00:18:28,165 | We're going to pretend this debacle never happened, | We're going to pretend this debacle never happened, |
205 | 00:18:28,195 | 00:18:29,585 | and hope that the other students | and hope that the other students |
206 | 00:18:29,615 | 00:18:34,885 | are too wrapped up in their own lives to notice anything. | are too wrapped up in their own lives to notice anything. |
207 | 00:18:34,905 | 00:18:37,865 | Have you returned the bursary? | Have you returned the bursary? |
208 | 00:18:38,035 | 00:18:39,845 | - No. - Good. And you won't. | - No. - Good. And you won't. |
209 | 00:18:39,875 | 00:18:43,895 | Returning it now will only draw criticism for the both of us. | Returning it now will only draw criticism for the both of us. |
210 | 00:18:43,915 | 00:18:46,165 | Take the money. | Take the money. |
211 | 00:18:57,595 | 00:19:01,185 | Did you listen to any of the messages I left? | Did you listen to any of the messages I left? |
212 | 00:19:07,275 | 00:19:10,365 | But you don't believe me. | But you don't believe me. |
213 | 00:19:14,245 | 00:19:15,635 | You seem to be the only person | You seem to be the only person |
214 | 00:19:15,655 | 00:19:18,345 | capable of pushing all my buttons, | capable of pushing all my buttons, |
215 | 00:19:18,365 | 00:19:21,325 | and I do mean all of them. | and I do mean all of them. |
216 | 00:19:27,795 | 00:19:29,585 | Look at me. | Look at me. |
217 | 00:19:36,175 | 00:19:39,595 | Why can't you just tell me what you want, Julianne? | Why can't you just tell me what you want, Julianne? |
218 | 00:19:43,305 | 00:19:45,895 | Or do you only answer to Rabbit? | Or do you only answer to Rabbit? |
219 | 00:19:53,695 | 00:19:56,635 | Fine. I give up. | Fine. I give up. |
220 | 00:19:56,655 | 00:19:59,405 | Paul can have you. | Paul can have you. |
221 | 00:20:31,105 | 00:20:34,835 | So all of this agony was for nothing? | So all of this agony was for nothing? |
222 | 00:20:34,865 | 00:20:37,255 | - You were cruel. - So were you. | - You were cruel. - So were you. |
223 | 00:20:37,285 | 00:20:41,655 | - You hurt me. - And you hurt me. | - You hurt me. - And you hurt me. |
224 | 00:20:42,035 | 00:20:46,915 | Is revenge everything you dreamed it might be? | Is revenge everything you dreamed it might be? |
225 | 00:21:05,435 | 00:21:06,415 | You're a coward. | You're a coward. |
226 | 00:21:06,435 | 00:21:07,665 | I'm not a coward. | I'm not a coward. |
227 | 00:21:07,685 | 00:21:08,995 | You're the one who's leaving. | You're the one who's leaving. |
228 | 00:21:09,025 | 00:21:10,705 | You're sending me to him. | You're sending me to him. |
229 | 00:21:10,725 | 00:21:12,745 | Like hell I am. | Like hell I am. |
230 | 00:21:12,775 | 00:21:13,875 | I'm just a student. | I'm just a student. |
231 | 00:21:13,905 | 00:21:16,045 | You have all the power, you could destroy me. | You have all the power, you could destroy me. |
232 | 00:21:16,065 | 00:21:20,505 | You think I'd destroy you? After our history? | You think I'd destroy you? After our history? |
233 | 00:21:20,535 | 00:21:22,845 | You think this is what I want? | You think this is what I want? |
234 | 00:21:22,865 | 00:21:23,635 | I'm miserable. | I'm miserable. |
235 | 00:21:23,665 | 00:21:27,185 | Seeing you again after all this time and seeing you like this? | Seeing you again after all this time and seeing you like this? |
236 | 00:21:27,205 | 00:21:28,765 | You never gave me a chance. | You never gave me a chance. |
237 | 00:21:28,785 | 00:21:30,355 | How the hell would I know what you want | How the hell would I know what you want |
238 | 00:21:30,375 | 00:21:31,815 | when you won't fucking talk to me?! | when you won't fucking talk to me?! |
239 | 00:21:31,835 | 00:21:35,795 | Shouting at me won't persuade me to talk to you! | Shouting at me won't persuade me to talk to you! |
240 | 00:21:43,765 | 00:21:47,855 | Tell me that you want me, or get out. | Tell me that you want me, or get out. |
241 | 00:21:51,985 | 00:21:55,485 | I've never wanted anyone else. | I've never wanted anyone else. |
242 | 00:23:06,135 | 00:23:07,535 | Darling, you all right? | Darling, you all right? |
243 | 00:23:07,555 | 00:23:09,725 | I think so. | I think so. |
244 | 00:23:22,325 | 00:23:24,235 | Beatrice. | Beatrice. |
245 | 00:23:26,615 | 00:23:28,705 | This is wrong. | This is wrong. |
246 | 00:23:29,495 | 00:23:31,645 | You're my professor. | You're my professor. |
247 | 00:23:31,665 | 00:23:33,895 | I'm going to protect you. | I'm going to protect you. |
248 | 00:23:33,915 | 00:23:36,545 | I promise you. | I promise you. |
249 | 00:23:37,915 | 00:23:40,045 | Come with me. | Come with me. |
250 | 00:23:44,045 | 00:23:46,195 | - Paul's waiting. - Fuck Paul. | - Paul's waiting. - Fuck Paul. |
251 | 00:23:46,215 | 00:23:48,075 | He's my only friend in Toronto. | He's my only friend in Toronto. |
252 | 00:23:48,095 | 00:23:51,015 | I'd like to be your friend. | I'd like to be your friend. |
253 | 00:23:51,225 | 00:23:55,285 | Gabriel, this is dangerous. | Gabriel, this is dangerous. |
254 | 00:23:55,315 | 00:23:59,245 | I love the way you say my name, Beatrice. | I love the way you say my name, Beatrice. |
255 | 00:23:59,275 | 00:24:01,255 | I'm not Beatrice. | I'm not Beatrice. |
256 | 00:24:01,275 | 00:24:03,875 | These delusions have to stop. | These delusions have to stop. |
257 | 00:24:03,905 | 00:24:10,905 | Julianne, I've waited six years to talk to you. | Julianne, I've waited six years to talk to you. |
258 | 00:24:12,325 | 00:24:14,745 | I won't wait any longer. | I won't wait any longer. |
259 | 00:24:15,995 | 00:24:19,875 | I'm taking you home... with me. | I'm taking you home... with me. |
260 | 00:24:29,975 | 00:24:32,615 | What are you doing? | What are you doing? |
261 | 00:24:32,645 | 00:24:34,805 | I'm texting Paul. | I'm texting Paul. |
262 | 00:24:36,225 | 00:24:37,975 | To cancel. | To cancel. |
263 | 00:25:35,455 | 00:25:37,015 | I'm going to make dinner, | I'm going to make dinner, |
264 | 00:25:37,035 | 00:25:40,955 | but I need to step out and pick up a few things. | but I need to step out and pick up a few things. |
265 | 00:25:42,505 | 00:25:44,465 | Will you be all right? | Will you be all right? |
266 | 00:25:48,095 | 00:25:49,925 | Of course. | Of course. |
267 | 00:25:50,515 | 00:25:53,015 | Promise me you won't leave. | Promise me you won't leave. |
268 | 00:25:57,975 | 00:25:59,605 | I promise. | I promise. |
269 | 00:27:16,845 | 00:27:19,145 | Julianne. | Julianne. |
270 | 00:27:27,815 | 00:27:29,445 | Come. | Come. |
271 | 00:27:41,955 | 00:27:44,975 | Are you pleased? | Are you pleased? |
272 | 00:27:44,995 | 00:27:47,545 | It's beautiful. | It's beautiful. |
273 | 00:27:50,585 | 00:27:52,215 | Allow me. | Allow me. |
274 | 00:28:22,245 | 00:28:24,135 | My dear Julianne, | My dear Julianne, |
275 | 00:28:24,165 | 00:28:27,605 | if you wish to know how I feel about you, | if you wish to know how I feel about you, |
276 | 00:28:27,625 | 00:28:29,105 | just ask me. | just ask me. |
277 | 00:28:29,125 | 00:28:31,375 | Yours, Gabriel. | Yours, Gabriel. |
278 | 00:29:10,005 | 00:29:11,775 | No champagne? | No champagne? |
279 | 00:29:11,795 | 00:29:15,145 | You might find this hard to believe, but... | You might find this hard to believe, but... |
280 | 00:29:15,175 | 00:29:17,805 | I don't drink all the time. | I don't drink all the time. |
281 | 00:29:18,595 | 00:29:21,115 | We'll save the rest for mimosas tomorrow. | We'll save the rest for mimosas tomorrow. |
282 | 00:29:21,135 | 00:29:22,865 | Breakfast? | Breakfast? |
283 | 00:29:22,885 | 00:29:26,345 | You're very sure of yourself, Casanova. | You're very sure of yourself, Casanova. |
284 | 00:29:28,565 | 00:29:31,145 | Your virtue is safe with me. | Your virtue is safe with me. |
285 | 00:30:01,505 | 00:30:04,975 | I won't let your darkness consume me. | I won't let your darkness consume me. |
286 | 00:30:13,775 | 00:30:17,275 | So you think darkness can consume light? | So you think darkness can consume light? |
287 | 00:30:17,905 | 00:30:20,445 | That's an interesting theory. | That's an interesting theory. |
288 | 00:30:25,655 | 00:30:28,845 | I just threw some of my darkness on those candles, | I just threw some of my darkness on those candles, |
289 | 00:30:28,875 | 00:30:30,725 | and nothing happened. | and nothing happened. |
290 | 00:30:30,745 | 00:30:32,855 | Don't be so damned condescending. | Don't be so damned condescending. |
291 | 00:30:32,875 | 00:30:35,025 | You know what I mean. | You know what I mean. |
292 | 00:30:35,045 | 00:30:38,105 | Julianne, I won't lie to you and say that | Julianne, I won't lie to you and say that |
293 | 00:30:38,135 | 00:30:41,135 | I'm not attracted to your luminosity. | I'm not attracted to your luminosity. |
294 | 00:30:43,465 | 00:30:46,425 | But I have no wish to consume you. | But I have no wish to consume you. |
295 | 00:30:48,555 | 00:30:51,305 | If I am the darkness, then... | If I am the darkness, then... |
296 | 00:30:52,605 | 00:30:54,645 | Then you're the stars. | Then you're the stars. |
297 | 00:30:58,985 | 00:31:01,525 | I won't let you fuck me. | I won't let you fuck me. |
298 | 00:31:02,075 | 00:31:05,195 | I would never fuck you. | I would never fuck you. |
299 | 00:31:07,535 | 00:31:10,035 | One doesn't fuck an angel. | One doesn't fuck an angel. |
300 | 00:31:12,665 | 00:31:17,255 | Then what does someone like you do with an angel? | Then what does someone like you do with an angel? |
301 | 00:31:18,625 | 00:31:21,385 | Someone like me would cherish her. | Someone like me would cherish her. |
302 | 00:31:24,055 | 00:31:26,615 | Try to get to know her. | Try to get to know her. |
303 | 00:31:26,635 | 00:31:30,145 | Start by being friends, perhaps. | Start by being friends, perhaps. |
304 | 00:31:31,265 | 00:31:35,585 | Is it too hard to believe that I want to take my time? | Is it too hard to believe that I want to take my time? |
305 | 00:31:35,605 | 00:31:38,065 | That I want to know you? | That I want to know you? |
306 | 00:31:40,155 | 00:31:41,735 | Yes. | Yes. |
307 | 00:31:44,235 | 00:31:46,785 | Julianne, this is new to me. | Julianne, this is new to me. |
308 | 00:31:47,365 | 00:31:51,785 | Your prejudice is warranted to some degree, but... | Your prejudice is warranted to some degree, but... |
309 | 00:31:51,875 | 00:31:55,295 | But don't deliberately try my patience. | But don't deliberately try my patience. |
310 | 00:32:23,365 | 00:32:26,985 | I know you're partial to chocolate. | I know you're partial to chocolate. |
311 | 00:32:35,785 | 00:32:38,335 | You need to let me feed you. | You need to let me feed you. |
312 | 00:32:40,755 | 00:32:42,025 | I'm not a child. | I'm not a child. |
313 | 00:32:42,045 | 00:32:44,925 | Then stop acting like one. | Then stop acting like one. |
314 | 00:32:46,385 | 00:32:49,925 | Trust me. Please. | Trust me. Please. |
315 | 00:33:04,235 | 00:33:05,905 | Mmmmm. | Mmmmm. |
316 | 00:33:09,785 | 00:33:11,445 | Mmm. | Mmm. |
317 | 00:33:22,875 | 00:33:29,175 | The act of feeding someone is the ultimate act of care and affection. | The act of feeding someone is the ultimate act of care and affection. |
318 | 00:33:29,715 | 00:33:34,685 | Sharing yourself with someone else through food. | Sharing yourself with someone else through food. |
319 | 00:33:42,685 | 00:33:44,445 | Think about it. | Think about it. |
320 | 00:33:45,445 | 00:33:48,075 | We are fed in the Eucharist. | We are fed in the Eucharist. |
321 | 00:33:49,285 | 00:33:52,905 | By our mothers when we are infants. | By our mothers when we are infants. |
322 | 00:33:54,075 | 00:33:58,165 | By our parents when we are children. | By our parents when we are children. |
323 | 00:34:00,205 | 00:34:02,435 | By friends... | By friends... |
324 | 00:34:02,455 | 00:34:04,545 | at dinner parties. | at dinner parties. |
325 | 00:34:07,965 | 00:34:09,235 | By a lover... | By a lover... |
326 | 00:34:09,255 | 00:34:14,305 | when we feast on one another's bodies. | when we feast on one another's bodies. |
327 | 00:34:15,765 | 00:34:19,285 | And, on occasion... | And, on occasion... |
328 | 00:34:19,315 | 00:34:22,725 | when we feast on one another's souls. | when we feast on one another's souls. |
329 | 00:34:36,995 | 00:34:39,785 | Don't you want me to feed you? | Don't you want me to feed you? |
330 | 00:34:45,755 | 00:34:47,435 | You don't want to feast on my body, | You don't want to feast on my body, |
331 | 00:34:47,465 | 00:34:51,365 | but at least feast on my cake. | but at least feast on my cake. |
332 | 00:34:51,385 | 00:34:54,015 | - Last chance. - I... | - Last chance. - I... |
333 | 00:34:57,935 | 00:35:00,935 | That wasn't so bad, was it? | That wasn't so bad, was it? |
334 | 00:35:07,565 | 00:35:09,105 | May I? | May I? |
335 | 00:35:32,715 | 00:35:36,055 | See how nice it is to be cared for? | See how nice it is to be cared for? |
336 | 00:35:38,095 | 00:35:40,995 | See how nice it is... | See how nice it is... |
337 | 00:35:41,015 | 00:35:44,895 | to be cared for by me? | to be cared for by me? |
338 | 00:35:48,355 | 00:35:50,565 | Spend the night with me. | Spend the night with me. |
339 | 00:35:52,905 | 00:35:55,095 | What about our conversation? | What about our conversation? |
340 | 00:35:55,115 | 00:35:58,535 | We've had enough talking today. | We've had enough talking today. |
341 | 00:35:58,995 | 00:36:00,305 | We can talk tomorrow, | We can talk tomorrow, |
342 | 00:36:00,325 | 00:36:04,725 | when both our heads are clear. | when both our heads are clear. |
343 | 00:36:07,795 | 00:36:10,505 | I want you in my bed tonight. | I want you in my bed tonight. |
344 | 00:36:23,855 | 00:36:27,275 | I will be the perfect gentleman. | I will be the perfect gentleman. |
345 | 00:37:03,725 | 00:37:05,325 | Goodnight, Julianne. | Goodnight, Julianne. |
346 | 00:37:18,325 | 00:37:20,245 | You're leaving? | You're leaving? |
347 | 00:37:22,615 | 00:37:26,975 | I said that I wanted you in my bed and I meant it. | I said that I wanted you in my bed and I meant it. |
348 | 00:37:26,995 | 00:37:29,375 | You're safe here. | You're safe here. |
349 | 00:39:07,435 | 00:39:10,565 | I tried, but I couldn't stay away. | I tried, but I couldn't stay away. |
350 | 00:39:13,645 | 00:39:16,275 | I don't want you away from me. | I don't want you away from me. |
351 | 00:39:26,455 | 00:39:29,705 | Why did you take your photos down? | Why did you take your photos down? |
352 | 00:39:33,375 | 00:39:35,505 | I was ashamed. | I was ashamed. |
353 | 00:39:36,835 | 00:39:39,045 | You weren't before. | You weren't before. |
354 | 00:39:40,295 | 00:39:45,175 | That was before I decided to bring an angel to my bed. | That was before I decided to bring an angel to my bed. |
355 | 00:40:13,495 | 00:40:17,565 | No... Simon, no. | No... Simon, no. |
356 | 00:40:17,585 | 00:40:20,755 | Hey. | Hey. |
357 | 00:40:21,795 | 00:40:23,595 | Shh. | Shh. |
358 | 00:40:54,535 | 00:40:56,015 | Good morning, Julianne. | Good morning, Julianne. |
359 | 00:40:56,035 | 00:40:57,935 | I stepped out for a brief moment. | I stepped out for a brief moment. |
360 | 00:40:57,955 | 00:41:02,795 | Make yourself at home. XO, Gabriel. | Make yourself at home. XO, Gabriel. |
361 | 00:42:27,125 | 00:42:28,925 | Good morning. | Good morning. |
362 | 00:42:34,975 | 00:42:36,885 | Would you mind? | Would you mind? |
363 | 00:42:41,145 | 00:42:42,875 | Did you sleep well? | Did you sleep well? |
364 | 00:42:42,895 | 00:42:45,125 | Once I was beside you, I did. | Once I was beside you, I did. |
365 | 00:42:45,145 | 00:42:46,855 | As did I. | As did I. |
366 | 00:42:56,825 | 00:42:59,265 | You're shivering. | You're shivering. |
367 | 00:42:59,285 | 00:43:01,435 | You make me nervous. | You make me nervous. |
368 | 00:43:01,455 | 00:43:02,995 | Why? | Why? |
369 | 00:43:03,545 | 00:43:05,775 | I never know if you're gonna be sweet | I never know if you're gonna be sweet |
370 | 00:43:05,795 | 00:43:08,525 | and whisper something that takes my breath away | and whisper something that takes my breath away |
371 | 00:43:08,545 | 00:43:12,965 | or say something so mean it breaks my heart. | or say something so mean it breaks my heart. |
372 | 00:43:16,595 | 00:43:18,475 | I'm sorry. | I'm sorry. |
373 | 00:43:19,725 | 00:43:22,105 | There's no excuse for that. | There's no excuse for that. |
374 | 00:43:23,395 | 00:43:27,565 | I find you difficult to talk to sometimes. | I find you difficult to talk to sometimes. |
375 | 00:43:27,905 | 00:43:30,795 | - You're only forthcoming when you're furious. - That isn't true. | - You're only forthcoming when you're furious. - That isn't true. |
376 | 00:43:30,825 | 00:43:33,535 | Then I need you to talk to me. | Then I need you to talk to me. |
377 | 00:43:35,405 | 00:43:39,015 | Why did you light candles in your room last night? | Why did you light candles in your room last night? |
378 | 00:43:39,035 | 00:43:41,015 | I remember what you told me about the darkness, | I remember what you told me about the darkness, |
379 | 00:43:41,035 | 00:43:46,065 | and I wanted you to see Holiday's painting and... | and I wanted you to see Holiday's painting and... |
380 | 00:43:46,085 | 00:43:48,545 | And I was worried you'd run. | And I was worried you'd run. |
381 | 00:43:52,215 | 00:43:52,945 | Thank you. | Thank you. |
382 | 00:43:52,965 | 00:43:58,385 | I'm a good lover in all senses of the word. | I'm a good lover in all senses of the word. |
383 | 00:44:07,485 | 00:44:09,355 | Are you hungry? | Are you hungry? |
384 | 00:44:10,905 | 00:44:12,525 | Very. | Very. |
385 | 00:44:40,845 | 00:44:43,345 | You're seriously sexy. | You're seriously sexy. |
386 | 00:44:44,145 | 00:44:46,145 | Don't make fun of me. | Don't make fun of me. |
387 | 00:44:47,145 | 00:44:49,645 | I would never make fun of you. | I would never make fun of you. |
388 | 00:44:53,865 | 00:44:55,825 | All right. | All right. |
389 | 00:45:13,835 | 00:45:16,045 | You said we'd talk. | You said we'd talk. |
390 | 00:45:26,435 | 00:45:30,685 | What happened the morning after our night in the orchard? | What happened the morning after our night in the orchard? |
391 | 00:45:32,185 | 00:45:35,045 | My memory is a little... | My memory is a little... |
392 | 00:45:35,065 | 00:45:36,825 | fuzzy. | fuzzy. |
393 | 00:45:41,995 | 00:45:45,935 | I woke up before sunrise... | I woke up before sunrise... |
394 | 00:45:45,955 | 00:45:47,665 | alone. | alone. |
395 | 00:45:49,455 | 00:45:51,045 | Gabriel? | Gabriel? |
396 | 00:45:57,715 | 00:45:59,155 | Gabriel! | Gabriel! |
397 | 00:45:59,175 | 00:46:02,345 | You left me there. | You left me there. |
398 | 00:46:02,515 | 00:46:06,095 | Gabriel! | Gabriel! |
399 | 00:46:06,935 | 00:46:09,025 | I was terrified. | I was terrified. |
400 | 00:46:19,115 | 00:46:21,755 | That's where you went? | That's where you went? |
401 | 00:46:21,785 | 00:46:23,965 | I didn't leave you. | I didn't leave you. |
402 | 00:46:23,995 | 00:46:26,055 | What are you talking about? | What are you talking about? |
403 | 00:46:26,075 | 00:46:29,265 | I woke up early, you were sleeping in my arms, | I woke up early, you were sleeping in my arms, |
404 | 00:46:29,285 | 00:46:33,065 | and I didn't want to wake you up, | and I didn't want to wake you up, |
405 | 00:46:33,085 | 00:46:36,395 | but I needed to... | but I needed to... |
406 | 00:46:36,425 | 00:46:38,505 | relieve myself. | relieve myself. |
407 | 00:46:39,595 | 00:46:41,195 | But I returned. | But I returned. |
408 | 00:46:41,215 | 00:46:43,885 | With apples for breakfast. | With apples for breakfast. |
409 | 00:46:46,765 | 00:46:48,855 | Beatrice. | Beatrice. |
410 | 00:46:49,685 | 00:46:51,725 | You were gone. | You were gone. |
411 | 00:46:54,355 | 00:46:58,815 | I came back to my room and I... | I came back to my room and I... |
412 | 00:46:59,235 | 00:47:00,295 | And I fell asleep. | And I fell asleep. |
413 | 00:47:00,325 | 00:47:03,175 | Why didn't you try to find me? | Why didn't you try to find me? |
414 | 00:47:03,195 | 00:47:05,885 | When I woke up I asked where Beatrice was. | When I woke up I asked where Beatrice was. |
415 | 00:47:05,905 | 00:47:09,305 | Richard told me I was delusional. | Richard told me I was delusional. |
416 | 00:47:09,325 | 00:47:13,855 | No one mentioned you or your name, I... | No one mentioned you or your name, I... |
417 | 00:47:13,875 | 00:47:16,185 | I thought it was a dream. | I thought it was a dream. |
418 | 00:47:16,215 | 00:47:19,215 | How could you think that? | How could you think that? |
419 | 00:47:20,005 | 00:47:24,615 | I was hungover and I was confused. | I was hungover and I was confused. |
420 | 00:47:24,635 | 00:47:27,185 | And I was strung out on coke. | And I was strung out on coke. |
421 | 00:47:31,355 | 00:47:33,435 | Rachel didn't tell you? | Rachel didn't tell you? |
422 | 00:47:34,605 | 00:47:35,915 | Richard knew I was on something | Richard knew I was on something |
423 | 00:47:35,945 | 00:47:38,815 | when he picked me up the night before. | when he picked me up the night before. |
424 | 00:47:40,485 | 00:47:44,135 | He searched my room, found my stash, | He searched my room, found my stash, |
425 | 00:47:44,155 | 00:47:47,595 | and when he confronted me, I... I snapped. | and when he confronted me, I... I snapped. |
426 | 00:47:47,615 | 00:47:50,205 | The fight with Scott. | The fight with Scott. |
427 | 00:47:50,455 | 00:47:53,515 | I spent the most romantic night of my life | I spent the most romantic night of my life |
428 | 00:47:53,545 | 00:47:55,935 | with a guy strung out on coke. | with a guy strung out on coke. |
429 | 00:47:55,965 | 00:47:59,895 | What a stupid, stupid girl. | What a stupid, stupid girl. |
430 | 00:47:59,925 | 00:48:01,855 | You're not stupid. | You're not stupid. |
431 | 00:48:01,885 | 00:48:03,155 | I'm the fuck up. | I'm the fuck up. |
432 | 00:48:03,175 | 00:48:05,825 | I was planning on killing myself that night, | I was planning on killing myself that night, |
433 | 00:48:05,845 | 00:48:08,655 | and you changed that. | and you changed that. |
434 | 00:48:08,685 | 00:48:10,285 | I thought you were an angel. | I thought you were an angel. |
435 | 00:48:10,305 | 00:48:12,995 | And that God, perhaps, had shown mercy to me | And that God, perhaps, had shown mercy to me |
436 | 00:48:13,015 | 00:48:15,185 | and sent you to save me. | and sent you to save me. |
437 | 00:48:15,985 | 00:48:20,065 | Why did you want to kill yourself? | Why did you want to kill yourself? |
438 | 00:48:25,405 | 00:48:27,785 | I can't tell you that. | I can't tell you that. |
439 | 00:48:29,405 | 00:48:30,595 | I don't know what would happen | I don't know what would happen |
440 | 00:48:30,615 | 00:48:33,495 | if I brought those old demons back. | if I brought those old demons back. |
441 | 00:48:38,205 | 00:48:41,315 | Are you still suicidal? | Are you still suicidal? |
442 | 00:48:41,335 | 00:48:42,885 | No. | No. |
443 | 00:48:43,755 | 00:48:49,195 | Part of my depression was caused by the drugs, and... | Part of my depression was caused by the drugs, and... |
444 | 00:48:49,225 | 00:48:51,075 | part of it was caused by other factors | part of it was caused by other factors |
445 | 00:48:51,095 | 00:48:54,645 | that I was trying to deal with in my life. | that I was trying to deal with in my life. |
446 | 00:49:01,065 | 00:49:02,205 | "Lo seme di felicita | "Lo seme di felicita |
447 | 00:49:02,235 | 00:49:05,655 | messo de Dio nell'anima ben posta." | messo de Dio nell'anima ben posta." |
448 | 00:49:05,735 | 00:49:10,075 | Quoting Dante can't change what happened. | Quoting Dante can't change what happened. |
449 | 00:49:12,165 | 00:49:15,765 | I won't get involved with a drug addict. | I won't get involved with a drug addict. |
450 | 00:49:15,785 | 00:49:17,305 | I've been clean for six years. | I've been clean for six years. |
451 | 00:49:17,335 | 00:49:21,315 | I won't get involved with an alcoholic either. | I won't get involved with an alcoholic either. |
452 | 00:49:21,335 | 00:49:22,725 | My mom was one. | My mom was one. |
453 | 00:49:22,755 | 00:49:24,445 | I admit I drink, | I admit I drink, |
454 | 00:49:24,465 | 00:49:27,095 | but I'm not addicted to alcohol. | but I'm not addicted to alcohol. |
455 | 00:49:27,175 | 00:49:30,485 | I'm not that same naive 17-year-old girl. | I'm not that same naive 17-year-old girl. |
456 | 00:49:30,515 | 00:49:32,445 | No, you're a beautiful woman, Beatrice. | No, you're a beautiful woman, Beatrice. |
457 | 00:49:32,475 | 00:49:36,245 | Stop saying that. It's an illusion! | Stop saying that. It's an illusion! |
458 | 00:49:36,265 | 00:49:39,245 | It was real. It was everything. | It was real. It was everything. |
459 | 00:49:39,275 | 00:49:41,585 | As soon as I touched you, I knew. | As soon as I touched you, I knew. |
460 | 00:49:41,605 | 00:49:44,945 | I remembered you. My body remembers you. | I remembered you. My body remembers you. |
461 | 00:49:46,235 | 00:49:50,845 | It was only my conscious mind that had forgotten. | It was only my conscious mind that had forgotten. |
462 | 00:49:50,865 | 00:49:53,465 | I know I have hurt you. | I know I have hurt you. |
463 | 00:49:53,495 | 00:49:56,705 | And I know I have a dark side. | And I know I have a dark side. |
464 | 00:49:58,045 | 00:50:01,565 | Will you let me show what I can do? | Will you let me show what I can do? |
465 | 00:50:01,585 | 00:50:06,215 | Will you let me show that I can be good? | Will you let me show that I can be good? |
466 | 00:50:06,885 | 00:50:09,925 | I can be very, very good. | I can be very, very good. |
467 | 00:50:13,345 | 00:50:16,185 | This isn't how I imagined it. | This isn't how I imagined it. |
468 | 00:50:16,765 | 00:50:18,995 | Finding you again is so different | Finding you again is so different |
469 | 00:50:19,015 | 00:50:21,315 | from how I dreamed. | from how I dreamed. |
470 | 00:50:22,565 | 00:50:25,085 | You aren't who I thought you were. | You aren't who I thought you were. |
471 | 00:50:25,105 | 00:50:28,885 | You came to me last night, and it was all there. | You came to me last night, and it was all there. |
472 | 00:50:28,905 | 00:50:32,285 | Every feeling, every... | Every feeling, every... |
473 | 00:50:34,955 | 00:50:37,095 | Every memory, | Every memory, |
474 | 00:50:37,125 | 00:50:40,495 | every sensation I had came back. | every sensation I had came back. |
475 | 00:50:40,835 | 00:50:45,045 | Tell me it meant nothing to you and I'll let you go. | Tell me it meant nothing to you and I'll let you go. |
476 | 00:50:48,425 | 00:50:52,115 | Your skin remembers me, | Your skin remembers me, |
477 | 00:50:52,135 | 00:50:54,305 | and so does your heart. | and so does your heart. |
478 | 00:51:19,575 | 00:51:20,725 | Remember your first. | Remember your first. |
479 | 00:51:28,545 | 00:51:31,605 | Let me show you what I can do | Let me show you what I can do |
480 | 00:51:31,635 | 00:51:33,675 | when I take it slow. | when I take it slow. |
481 | 00:52:16,135 | 00:52:19,935 | Last night, you talked about being friends. | Last night, you talked about being friends. |
482 | 00:52:20,555 | 00:52:24,105 | Friends don't kiss like that. | Friends don't kiss like that. |
483 | 00:52:24,395 | 00:52:26,855 | I want to court you. | I want to court you. |
484 | 00:52:29,025 | 00:52:32,605 | And I intend to kiss you a lot. | And I intend to kiss you a lot. |
485 | 00:52:38,365 | 00:52:40,385 | I won't be shared. | I won't be shared. |
486 | 00:52:40,415 | 00:52:44,665 | I'm not in the habit of sharing what's precious to me. | I'm not in the habit of sharing what's precious to me. |
487 | 00:52:46,205 | 00:52:48,585 | I won't share you either. | I won't share you either. |
488 | 00:52:52,255 | 00:52:55,275 | You may not sleep with anyone else, | You may not sleep with anyone else, |
489 | 00:52:55,305 | 00:52:58,905 | even while I'm still... deciding. | even while I'm still... deciding. |
490 | 00:52:58,925 | 00:53:00,485 | Done. | Done. |
491 | 00:53:00,515 | 00:53:02,515 | What about Paulina? | What about Paulina? |
492 | 00:53:04,515 | 00:53:05,575 | Don't worry about her. | Don't worry about her. |
493 | 00:53:05,605 | 00:53:07,955 | Is she your wife? Ex-wife? | Is she your wife? Ex-wife? |
494 | 00:53:07,975 | 00:53:09,205 | No. | No. |
495 | 00:53:09,235 | 00:53:12,255 | What about M-A-I-A, the tattoo on your chest? | What about M-A-I-A, the tattoo on your chest? |
496 | 00:53:12,275 | 00:53:14,715 | Please stop. I can't. | Please stop. I can't. |
497 | 00:53:14,735 | 00:53:15,755 | Then neither can I. | Then neither can I. |
498 | 00:53:15,775 | 00:53:19,965 | Tell me who made you feel so insecure about yourself? | Tell me who made you feel so insecure about yourself? |
499 | 00:53:19,995 | 00:53:23,205 | Hm? Was it Simon? | Hm? Was it Simon? |
500 | 00:53:23,785 | 00:53:27,545 | You said it in your sleep and you sounded upset. | You said it in your sleep and you sounded upset. |
501 | 00:53:29,545 | 00:53:30,935 | - Tell me. - No. | - Tell me. - No. |
502 | 00:53:30,965 | 00:53:32,545 | Why not? | Why not? |
503 | 00:53:32,925 | 00:53:35,925 | Because it makes me sick. | Because it makes me sick. |
504 | 00:53:37,545 | 00:53:41,945 | He... He didn't force you, did he? | He... He didn't force you, did he? |
505 | 00:53:41,975 | 00:53:43,475 | No. | No. |
506 | 00:53:48,065 | 00:53:51,685 | We both have secrets we don't want to tell. | We both have secrets we don't want to tell. |
507 | 00:53:54,445 | 00:53:56,505 | I won't lie to you, | I won't lie to you, |
508 | 00:53:56,525 | 00:53:59,545 | but I can't tell you everything. | but I can't tell you everything. |
509 | 00:53:59,575 | 00:54:02,365 | I know I've disappointed you. | I know I've disappointed you. |
510 | 00:54:03,165 | 00:54:07,075 | I wish I was the knight rather than the dragon. | I wish I was the knight rather than the dragon. |
511 | 00:54:09,795 | 00:54:12,645 | You can banish me, | You can banish me, |
512 | 00:54:12,665 | 00:54:15,715 | or save me with a single word. | or save me with a single word. |
513 | 00:54:36,155 | 00:54:38,195 | I should go. | I should go. |
514 | 00:54:42,035 | 00:54:46,915 | I need to prepare for my meeting with Professor Picton. | I need to prepare for my meeting with Professor Picton. |
515 | 00:54:47,285 | 00:54:49,705 | When will I see you again? | When will I see you again? |
516 | 00:54:50,495 | 00:54:52,355 | At your seminar next week. | At your seminar next week. |
517 | 00:54:52,375 | 00:54:54,705 | That's too far off. | That's too far off. |
518 | 00:54:55,665 | 00:54:57,985 | - Dinner? - I can't. | - Dinner? - I can't. |
519 | 00:54:58,005 | 00:55:02,885 | You're still my professor and I'm your student. | You're still my professor and I'm your student. |
520 | 00:55:22,785 | 00:55:27,385 | "The Figure of Beatrice: A Study in Dante" by Charles Williams? | "The Figure of Beatrice: A Study in Dante" by Charles Williams? |
521 | 00:55:27,415 | 00:55:31,415 | Katherine will be impressed if you're familiar with it. | Katherine will be impressed if you're familiar with it. |
522 | 00:55:31,725 | 00:55:34,295 | Thank you. | Thank you. |
523 | 00:55:44,215 | 00:55:46,265 | Goodbye, Gabriel. | Goodbye, Gabriel. |
524 | 00:56:19,295 | 00:56:20,315 | It's Gabriel Emerson. | It's Gabriel Emerson. |
525 | 00:56:20,335 | 00:56:23,385 | I need to speak to John immediately. | I need to speak to John immediately. |
526 | 00:56:24,385 | 00:56:27,285 | Tell him I'm on my way to see him. | Tell him I'm on my way to see him. |
527 | 00:56:27,305 | 00:56:28,975 | Thanks. | Thanks. |
528 | 00:56:43,445 | 00:56:44,885 | Julia Mitchell, I presume. | Julia Mitchell, I presume. |
529 | 00:56:44,905 | 00:56:48,595 | Yes. It's wonderful to meet you, Professor Picton. | Yes. It's wonderful to meet you, Professor Picton. |
530 | 00:56:48,615 | 00:56:50,995 | Please, sit. | Please, sit. |
531 | 00:56:52,535 | 00:56:56,555 | Your grades from St. Joseph's are impressive. | Your grades from St. Joseph's are impressive. |
532 | 00:56:56,585 | 00:56:57,855 | Thank you. | Thank you. |
533 | 00:56:57,875 | 00:56:59,525 | But if I'm to be your advisor, | But if I'm to be your advisor, |
534 | 00:56:59,545 | 00:57:03,005 | I'll need more than good grades. | I'll need more than good grades. |
535 | 00:57:07,005 | 00:57:11,225 | I fell in love with Dante when I was 17. | I fell in love with Dante when I was 17. |
536 | 00:57:11,305 | 00:57:15,455 | Ever since then, he's haunted my dreams. | Ever since then, he's haunted my dreams. |
537 | 00:57:15,475 | 00:57:17,225 | Continue. | Continue. |
538 | 00:57:18,355 | 00:57:21,125 | My professional advice is to stay away from her. | My professional advice is to stay away from her. |
539 | 00:57:21,145 | 00:57:22,125 | Impossible. | Impossible. |
540 | 00:57:22,145 | 00:57:23,795 | - Is she at least over 18? - What? | - Is she at least over 18? - What? |
541 | 00:57:23,815 | 00:57:25,385 | Please tell me you're not screwing a freshman. | Please tell me you're not screwing a freshman. |
542 | 00:57:25,405 | 00:57:28,545 | Don't be vile, John. She's a grad student. | Don't be vile, John. She's a grad student. |
543 | 00:57:28,575 | 00:57:29,755 | Oh, good. | Oh, good. |
544 | 00:57:29,785 | 00:57:30,715 | I can't state for sure | I can't state for sure |
545 | 00:57:30,745 | 00:57:32,965 | without first seeing the non-fraternization policy, | without first seeing the non-fraternization policy, |
546 | 00:57:32,995 | 00:57:34,765 | but you're likely putting your job in jeopardy | but you're likely putting your job in jeopardy |
547 | 00:57:34,785 | 00:57:36,055 | if you're sleeping with a student. | if you're sleeping with a student. |
548 | 00:57:36,085 | 00:57:39,435 | - We're not sleeping together. - Keep it that way. | - We're not sleeping together. - Keep it that way. |
549 | 00:57:39,455 | 00:57:40,645 | No sexual activity whatsoever, | No sexual activity whatsoever, |
550 | 00:57:40,665 | 00:57:43,025 | and it doesn't matter if it's consensual. | and it doesn't matter if it's consensual. |
551 | 00:57:43,045 | 00:57:44,635 | Got it? | Got it? |
552 | 00:57:45,885 | 00:57:49,985 | But what if we're involved romantically and not sexually? | But what if we're involved romantically and not sexually? |
553 | 00:57:51,725 | 00:57:53,705 | Are you kidding me, Emerson? | Are you kidding me, Emerson? |
554 | 00:57:53,725 | 00:57:54,665 | I'm dead serious. | I'm dead serious. |
555 | 00:57:54,685 | 00:57:58,125 | Would our platonic relationship violate that policy or not? | Would our platonic relationship violate that policy or not? |
556 | 00:57:58,145 | 00:57:59,085 | Given your reputation? | Given your reputation? |
557 | 00:57:59,105 | 00:58:03,705 | Regardless if you're believed or not, | Regardless if you're believed or not, |
558 | 00:58:03,735 | 00:58:05,165 | the employer would still have to provide | the employer would still have to provide |
559 | 00:58:05,195 | 00:58:08,505 | evidence of a sexual nature, unless your chiquita... | evidence of a sexual nature, unless your chiquita... |
560 | 00:58:08,525 | 00:58:10,795 | Don't call her that. | Don't call her that. |
561 | 00:58:10,825 | 00:58:15,345 | Unless she or someone else files a complaint against you. | Unless she or someone else files a complaint against you. |
562 | 00:58:15,365 | 00:58:16,635 | And if they can't prove it? | And if they can't prove it? |
563 | 00:58:16,665 | 00:58:18,015 | If they can't prove you were fucking, | If they can't prove you were fucking, |
564 | 00:58:18,035 | 00:58:20,055 | you'd likely receive a reprimand for an improper relationship, | you'd likely receive a reprimand for an improper relationship, |
565 | 00:58:20,085 | 00:58:24,225 | but I can't state for certain without first seeing the policy. | but I can't state for certain without first seeing the policy. |
566 | 00:58:28,925 | 00:58:32,575 | - Thank you, John. - And, Gabriel, | - Thank you, John. - And, Gabriel, |
567 | 00:58:32,595 | 00:58:33,575 | stay out of trouble. | stay out of trouble. |
568 | 00:58:33,595 | 00:58:37,705 | No girls, no fist fights, no public drunkenness, nothing. | No girls, no fist fights, no public drunkenness, nothing. |
569 | 00:58:37,725 | 00:58:41,035 | Any lawsuit with the university will expose your past. | Any lawsuit with the university will expose your past. |
570 | 00:58:41,065 | 00:58:43,225 | Remember that. | Remember that. |
571 | 00:58:53,785 | 00:58:55,955 | Julianne, it's Gabriel. | Julianne, it's Gabriel. |
572 | 00:59:03,955 | 00:59:06,145 | What are you doing here? | What are you doing here? |
573 | 00:59:06,165 | 00:59:08,045 | Dinner. | Dinner. |
574 | 00:59:14,265 | 00:59:15,975 | Nice towel. | Nice towel. |
575 | 00:59:17,135 | 00:59:18,805 | I'll change. | I'll change. |
576 | 00:59:34,945 | 00:59:37,035 | What's all this for? | What's all this for? |
577 | 00:59:37,285 | 00:59:40,225 | Just a little something to celebrate Katherine | Just a little something to celebrate Katherine |
578 | 00:59:40,245 | 00:59:43,285 | agreeing to be your advisor. | agreeing to be your advisor. |
579 | 00:59:43,375 | 00:59:44,515 | How do you know she agreed? | How do you know she agreed? |
580 | 00:59:44,545 | 00:59:48,985 | She told me. She also told me that you impressed her greatly. | She told me. She also told me that you impressed her greatly. |
581 | 00:59:49,005 | 00:59:52,735 | I didn't think I would when she said my subject was derivative. | I didn't think I would when she said my subject was derivative. |
582 | 00:59:52,755 | 00:59:55,615 | Instead of comparing courtly love and lust, | Instead of comparing courtly love and lust, |
583 | 00:59:55,635 | 00:59:57,695 | I'm going to examine aspects of friendship | I'm going to examine aspects of friendship |
584 | 00:59:57,725 | 01:00:01,495 | between Virgil and Dante with the theme of courtly love. | between Virgil and Dante with the theme of courtly love. |
585 | 01:00:01,515 | 01:00:05,745 | So instead of lust and love, it'll be... | So instead of lust and love, it'll be... |
586 | 01:00:05,775 | 01:00:07,605 | love and friendship. | love and friendship. |
587 | 01:00:09,695 | 01:00:11,585 | Sounds appropriate. | Sounds appropriate. |
588 | 01:00:11,615 | 01:00:15,465 | What about the non-fraternization policy? | What about the non-fraternization policy? |
589 | 01:00:15,485 | 01:00:18,465 | As long as we're chaste and discreet, | As long as we're chaste and discreet, |
590 | 01:00:18,495 | 01:00:21,875 | I don't think we'll have a problem. | I don't think we'll have a problem. |
591 | 01:00:25,835 | 01:00:29,465 | Does that mean no kissing? | Does that mean no kissing? |
592 | 01:00:31,635 | 01:00:32,945 | Do you want me to kiss you? | Do you want me to kiss you? |
593 | 01:00:32,965 | 01:00:38,485 | You can't be kissing me one moment and grading my essays the next. | You can't be kissing me one moment and grading my essays the next. |
594 | 01:00:38,515 | 01:00:43,165 | True. I'll ask Katherine to grade your work. | True. I'll ask Katherine to grade your work. |
595 | 01:00:43,185 | 01:00:47,475 | Now, where were we? | Now, where were we? |
596 | 01:00:48,645 | 01:00:52,295 | Is this just an affair to you? | Is this just an affair to you? |
597 | 01:00:52,315 | 01:00:53,335 | No. | No. |
598 | 01:00:53,365 | 01:00:57,785 | No, I... I want us to get to know each other. | No, I... I want us to get to know each other. |
599 | 01:00:58,655 | 01:01:02,875 | I want to spend as much time with you as possible. | I want to spend as much time with you as possible. |
600 | 01:01:03,075 | 01:01:04,475 | And once the semester is over, | And once the semester is over, |
601 | 01:01:04,495 | 01:01:07,805 | we can see where this is going, but... | we can see where this is going, but... |
602 | 01:01:07,835 | 01:01:10,085 | that's entirely up to you. | that's entirely up to you. |
603 | 01:01:14,505 | 01:01:16,635 | I'm at your mercy. | I'm at your mercy. |
604 | 01:01:47,375 | 01:01:50,065 | This is a declaration of desire. | This is a declaration of desire. |
605 | 01:01:50,085 | 01:01:52,935 | If we were lovers, I would have kissed you like that | If we were lovers, I would have kissed you like that |
606 | 01:01:52,965 | 01:01:56,985 | just to signal my intention to take you to bed. | just to signal my intention to take you to bed. |
607 | 01:01:57,005 | 01:02:00,275 | But for now, I can only declare | But for now, I can only declare |
608 | 01:02:00,305 | 01:02:03,095 | that I burn for you. | that I burn for you. |
609 | 01:02:06,145 | 01:02:11,065 | Let's eat. I promise not to stay late. | Let's eat. I promise not to stay late. |
610 | 01:02:14,485 | 01:02:16,825 | I don't want you to go. | I don't want you to go. |
611 | 01:02:27,035 | 01:02:28,995 | What was that? | What was that? |
612 | 01:02:31,455 | 01:02:34,465 | I want you to stay with me. | I want you to stay with me. |
613 | 01:03:04,115 | 01:03:05,905 | Good morning. | Good morning. |
614 | 01:03:09,455 | 01:03:11,475 | You're not saying much. | You're not saying much. |
615 | 01:03:11,495 | 01:03:12,555 | You're half naked. | You're half naked. |
616 | 01:03:12,585 | 01:03:16,475 | You want me to be wholly naked? | You want me to be wholly naked? |
617 | 01:03:16,505 | 01:03:18,175 | I'm kidding. | I'm kidding. |
618 | 01:03:58,585 | 01:04:00,145 | By that, Dante means... | By that, Dante means... |
619 | 01:04:53,515 | 01:04:54,455 | They're beautiful. | They're beautiful. |
620 | 01:07:03,145 | 01:07:05,625 | Are you going home for Thanksgiving? | Are you going home for Thanksgiving? |
621 | 01:07:05,645 | 01:07:07,545 | Yes. Are you? | Yes. Are you? |
622 | 01:07:07,565 | 01:07:09,195 | Yes. | Yes. |
623 | 01:07:09,775 | 01:07:13,695 | Would you consider flying with me? | Would you consider flying with me? |
624 | 01:07:17,245 | 01:07:19,455 | I'd like that. | I'd like that. |
625 | 01:07:22,875 | 01:07:25,725 | I don't like Thanksgiving, | I don't like Thanksgiving, |
626 | 01:07:25,755 | 01:07:28,065 | but Grace made it nice. | but Grace made it nice. |
627 | 01:07:28,085 | 01:07:31,065 | We didn't really celebrate. | We didn't really celebrate. |
628 | 01:07:31,095 | 01:07:32,925 | Why not? | Why not? |
629 | 01:07:34,725 | 01:07:38,445 | During my last Thanksgiving with my mom, | During my last Thanksgiving with my mom, |
630 | 01:07:38,475 | 01:07:42,395 | she was on a bender with one of her boyfriends. | she was on a bender with one of her boyfriends. |
631 | 01:07:42,815 | 01:07:45,785 | I decided to cook a Martha Stewart recipe. | I decided to cook a Martha Stewart recipe. |
632 | 01:07:45,815 | 01:07:49,755 | I put all the food on a tray to carry it to the table. | I put all the food on a tray to carry it to the table. |
633 | 01:07:49,775 | 01:07:53,635 | And her boyfriend stuck out his foot and tripped me. | And her boyfriend stuck out his foot and tripped me. |
634 | 01:07:53,655 | 01:07:56,615 | Everything went flying. | Everything went flying. |
635 | 01:07:57,035 | 01:07:58,765 | Were you hurt? | Were you hurt? |
636 | 01:07:58,785 | 01:08:00,665 | I don't remember. | I don't remember. |
637 | 01:08:02,415 | 01:08:04,605 | Sharon just laughed at me. | Sharon just laughed at me. |
638 | 01:08:04,625 | 01:08:09,435 | And then got bored and went into her room to... | And then got bored and went into her room to... |
639 | 01:08:09,465 | 01:08:13,305 | They didn't even bother closing the door. | They didn't even bother closing the door. |
640 | 01:08:15,505 | 01:08:17,095 | My God. | My God. |
641 | 01:08:37,405 | 01:08:39,705 | What's this scar from? | What's this scar from? |
642 | 01:08:41,575 | 01:08:43,585 | You can tell me. | You can tell me. |
643 | 01:08:52,255 | 01:08:53,965 | Sharon hit me. | Sharon hit me. |
644 | 01:08:55,505 | 01:09:01,265 | I fell and hit my head against the corner of the kitchen counter. | I fell and hit my head against the corner of the kitchen counter. |
645 | 01:09:03,475 | 01:09:07,585 | I called my dad in the hospital and said... | I called my dad in the hospital and said... |
646 | 01:09:07,605 | 01:09:11,835 | that if head he didn't come and pick me up, | that if head he didn't come and pick me up, |
647 | 01:09:11,855 | 01:09:13,905 | I was gonna run away. | I was gonna run away. |
648 | 01:09:18,325 | 01:09:20,075 | And that was it. | And that was it. |
649 | 01:09:22,415 | 01:09:25,125 | I never saw my mom again. | I never saw my mom again. |
650 | 01:09:28,705 | 01:09:32,335 | I'm sorry that those things happened to you. | I'm sorry that those things happened to you. |
651 | 01:09:35,045 | 01:09:37,555 | I was pretty lucky, actually. | I was pretty lucky, actually. |
652 | 01:09:38,965 | 01:09:41,535 | Sharon only hit me once. | Sharon only hit me once. |
653 | 01:09:41,555 | 01:09:43,725 | No one hits me here. | No one hits me here. |
654 | 01:09:45,975 | 01:09:49,725 | And I have a friend who feeds me. | And I have a friend who feeds me. |
655 | 01:09:52,105 | 01:09:56,875 | You should have been cuddled and adored, | You should have been cuddled and adored, |
656 | 01:09:56,905 | 01:09:59,535 | and treated like a princess. | and treated like a princess. |
657 | 01:10:00,075 | 01:10:02,265 | I don't believe in fairy tales. | I don't believe in fairy tales. |
658 | 01:10:02,285 | 01:10:04,725 | I'd like to make you believe. | I'd like to make you believe. |
659 | 01:10:22,635 | 01:10:24,805 | Do you have any scars? | Do you have any scars? |
660 | 01:10:25,685 | 01:10:30,825 | You can't hit something that you don't know is there. | You can't hit something that you don't know is there. |
661 | 01:10:30,855 | 01:10:32,565 | I'm sorry. | I'm sorry. |
662 | 01:10:32,775 | 01:10:36,045 | It's difficult to know what's worse, | It's difficult to know what's worse, |
663 | 01:10:36,065 | 01:10:39,655 | being hit or being ignored. | being hit or being ignored. |
664 | 01:10:39,785 | 01:10:43,405 | I guess it depends on the kind of pain you prefer. | I guess it depends on the kind of pain you prefer. |
665 | 01:10:45,165 | 01:10:50,045 | Happiness is something I know precious little about. | Happiness is something I know precious little about. |
666 | 01:10:53,835 | 01:10:56,545 | Why aren't you happy now? | Why aren't you happy now? |
667 | 01:10:57,005 | 01:11:01,675 | "I bartered my birthright for a bowl of pottage." | "I bartered my birthright for a bowl of pottage." |
668 | 01:11:07,145 | 01:11:09,785 | Yes, I can quote scripture. | Yes, I can quote scripture. |
669 | 01:11:09,805 | 01:11:11,565 | I'm not a pagan. | I'm not a pagan. |
670 | 01:11:12,355 | 01:11:16,235 | Richard and Grace were devout Episcopalians. | Richard and Grace were devout Episcopalians. |
671 | 01:11:17,655 | 01:11:20,905 | I only go to Mass when I'm sad. | I only go to Mass when I'm sad. |
672 | 01:11:21,575 | 01:11:24,155 | Or at Easter or Christmas. | Or at Easter or Christmas. |
673 | 01:11:25,325 | 01:11:30,725 | I still believe even though I don't live like it. | I still believe even though I don't live like it. |
674 | 01:11:30,745 | 01:11:33,355 | I know that makes me a hypocrite. | I know that makes me a hypocrite. |
675 | 01:11:33,375 | 01:11:35,105 | All believers are hypocrites | All believers are hypocrites |
676 | 01:11:35,125 | 01:11:38,605 | because none of us live up to our beliefs. | because none of us live up to our beliefs. |
677 | 01:11:38,625 | 01:11:42,215 | But if you still believe, you have hope. | But if you still believe, you have hope. |
678 | 01:11:43,005 | 01:11:46,805 | Happiness is possible for you, too. | Happiness is possible for you, too. |
679 | 01:11:51,565 | 01:11:53,855 | I lost my soul. | I lost my soul. |
680 | 01:11:56,445 | 01:11:58,565 | What do you mean? | What do you mean? |
681 | 01:12:00,775 | 01:12:04,445 | I have committed the sin unto death. | I have committed the sin unto death. |
682 | 01:12:14,375 | 01:12:20,585 | Do you believe there's a difference between right and wrong? | Do you believe there's a difference between right and wrong? |
683 | 01:12:21,085 | 01:12:22,985 | Of course. | Of course. |
684 | 01:12:23,005 | 01:12:26,285 | But knowing isn't the problem. | But knowing isn't the problem. |
685 | 01:12:26,305 | 01:12:28,865 | It's the doing. | It's the doing. |
686 | 01:12:28,885 | 01:12:30,575 | Only a creature with a soul | Only a creature with a soul |
687 | 01:12:30,605 | 01:12:34,285 | can tell the difference between right and wrong. | can tell the difference between right and wrong. |
688 | 01:12:34,315 | 01:12:39,315 | You've made mistakes, but you feel remorse. | You've made mistakes, but you feel remorse. |
689 | 01:12:41,315 | 01:12:44,125 | You still have your soul. | You still have your soul. |
690 | 01:12:44,155 | 01:12:47,695 | A chance at redemption. | A chance at redemption. |
691 | 01:12:59,965 | 01:13:01,835 | Will you stay? | Will you stay? |
692 | 01:13:04,545 | 01:13:07,945 | I won't let anyone hurt you. | I won't let anyone hurt you. |
693 | 01:13:07,965 | 01:13:10,135 | Least of all me. | Least of all me. |
694 | 01:13:23,025 | 01:13:25,545 | When is your birthday? | When is your birthday? |
695 | 01:13:25,575 | 01:13:28,345 | Ah, come on. Don't deprive me. | Ah, come on. Don't deprive me. |
696 | 01:13:28,365 | 01:13:30,425 | When is your birthday? | When is your birthday? |
697 | 01:13:30,455 | 01:13:32,055 | September 1st. You missed it. | September 1st. You missed it. |
698 | 01:13:32,075 | 01:13:33,425 | No, I haven't. | No, I haven't. |
699 | 01:13:33,455 | 01:13:36,605 | Are you free next Saturday? | Are you free next Saturday? |
700 | 01:13:36,635 | 01:13:39,465 | We can celebrate it then. | We can celebrate it then. |
701 | 01:13:39,965 | 01:13:40,935 | What will we be doing? | What will we be doing? |
702 | 01:13:40,965 | 01:13:42,225 | Let me worry about that. | Let me worry about that. |
703 | 01:13:42,255 | 01:13:46,345 | Are you accepting my invitation or not? | Are you accepting my invitation or not? |
704 | 01:13:47,255 | 01:13:49,865 | I am accept with gratitude. | I am accept with gratitude. |
705 | 01:13:49,885 | 01:13:52,035 | Please don't tickle me. | Please don't tickle me. |
706 | 01:13:52,055 | 01:13:55,845 | Please don't tickle me. | Please don't tickle me. |
707 | 01:13:59,725 | 01:14:02,335 | I want to see you Friday night. | I want to see you Friday night. |
708 | 01:14:02,355 | 01:14:04,715 | - After your lecture? - Mm-hm. | - After your lecture? - Mm-hm. |
709 | 01:14:04,735 | 01:14:07,635 | I'll have to come up with an excuse for Paul. | I'll have to come up with an excuse for Paul. |
710 | 01:14:07,655 | 01:14:09,785 | We're going together. | We're going together. |
711 | 01:14:11,445 | 01:14:15,555 | Did we or did we not have an arrangement | Did we or did we not have an arrangement |
712 | 01:14:15,575 | 01:14:17,955 | that excluded sharing? | that excluded sharing? |
713 | 01:14:18,995 | 01:14:20,805 | We're friends. | We're friends. |
714 | 01:14:20,835 | 01:14:24,025 | He asked me to go. I didn't think it was wrong. | He asked me to go. I didn't think it was wrong. |
715 | 01:14:24,045 | 01:14:28,195 | Do you want me seeing other women as friends? | Do you want me seeing other women as friends? |
716 | 01:14:28,215 | 01:14:31,485 | Going to public events with them? | Going to public events with them? |
717 | 01:14:31,515 | 01:14:32,155 | No. | No. |
718 | 01:14:32,175 | 01:14:35,185 | Then extend me the same courtesy. | Then extend me the same courtesy. |
719 | 01:14:40,105 | 01:14:44,165 | Being a grad student in a strange city is lonely. | Being a grad student in a strange city is lonely. |
720 | 01:14:44,185 | 01:14:48,875 | Please don't make me give up the one friend I have, | Please don't make me give up the one friend I have, |
721 | 01:14:48,905 | 01:14:49,965 | apart from you. | apart from you. |
722 | 01:14:49,985 | 01:14:51,345 | Then I really will be isolated | Then I really will be isolated |
723 | 01:14:51,365 | 01:14:55,345 | since I can't be around you all the time. | since I can't be around you all the time. |
724 | 01:14:55,365 | 01:14:59,125 | Julianne, I'll concede that you need a friend. | Julianne, I'll concede that you need a friend. |
725 | 01:15:00,125 | 01:15:04,585 | But he needs to realize that you are no longer available. | But he needs to realize that you are no longer available. |
726 | 01:15:05,625 | 01:15:07,605 | He's far too invested as it is, | He's far too invested as it is, |
727 | 01:15:07,635 | 01:15:12,675 | and that could create a problem for us. | and that could create a problem for us. |
728 | 01:15:14,685 | 01:15:17,845 | I'll tell him I have a boyfriend. | I'll tell him I have a boyfriend. |
729 | 01:15:19,855 | 01:15:22,145 | And his name is Owen. | And his name is Owen. |
730 | 01:15:46,165 | 01:15:48,565 | Look at him. | Look at him. |
731 | 01:15:48,585 | 01:15:50,775 | A vest and a pocket watch? | A vest and a pocket watch? |
732 | 01:15:50,805 | 01:15:53,195 | How old is this guy? | How old is this guy? |
733 | 01:15:53,215 | 01:15:55,115 | I bet he has a personal portrait in his attic | I bet he has a personal portrait in his attic |
734 | 01:15:55,135 | 01:15:58,285 | that's aging rather rapidly. | that's aging rather rapidly. |
735 | 01:15:58,305 | 01:15:59,325 | Professor. | Professor. |
736 | 01:15:59,345 | 01:16:00,325 | Looking forward to this. | Looking forward to this. |
737 | 01:16:00,345 | 01:16:04,565 | Who's that next to Professor Martin? | Who's that next to Professor Martin? |
738 | 01:16:04,645 | 01:16:06,335 | Professor Singer. | Professor Singer. |
739 | 01:16:06,355 | 01:16:08,755 | - Professor. - She's the worst. | - Professor. - She's the worst. |
740 | 01:16:08,775 | 01:16:11,295 | She's known as Professor Pain. | She's known as Professor Pain. |
741 | 01:16:11,315 | 01:16:12,885 | Pain? | Pain? |
742 | 01:16:12,905 | 01:16:14,825 | She's into S&M. | She's into S&M. |
743 | 01:16:15,075 | 01:16:18,285 | You should check out her website. It's pretty hard-core. | You should check out her website. It's pretty hard-core. |
744 | 01:16:21,785 | 01:16:23,185 | Better yet, don't. | Better yet, don't. |
745 | 01:16:23,205 | 01:16:26,705 | Stay away from her. I do. | Stay away from her. I do. |
746 | 01:16:31,425 | 01:16:34,105 | I feel so overdressed. | I feel so overdressed. |
747 | 01:16:34,135 | 01:16:35,925 | You look nice. | You look nice. |
748 | 01:16:38,055 | 01:16:40,555 | Your boyfriend's a lucky guy. | Your boyfriend's a lucky guy. |
749 | 01:16:46,355 | 01:16:49,205 | Professor Martin invited me to the faculty dinner after, | Professor Martin invited me to the faculty dinner after, |
750 | 01:16:49,235 | 01:16:52,445 | and he said I could bring a guest. | and he said I could bring a guest. |
751 | 01:16:53,025 | 01:16:55,795 | Want to go? | Want to go? |
752 | 01:16:55,825 | 01:16:57,615 | As friends? | As friends? |
753 | 01:16:59,035 | 01:17:00,865 | Welcome. | Welcome. |
754 | 01:17:03,325 | 01:17:06,055 | "Lust in Dante's Inferno: | "Lust in Dante's Inferno: |
755 | 01:17:06,085 | 01:17:10,885 | The Deadly Sin Against the Self." | The Deadly Sin Against the Self." |
756 | 01:17:11,255 | 01:17:14,655 | Immediately, one might wonder why lust | Immediately, one might wonder why lust |
757 | 01:17:14,675 | 01:17:18,235 | would be a sin against the self | would be a sin against the self |
758 | 01:17:18,265 | 01:17:22,285 | since it is always directed toward another, | since it is always directed toward another, |
759 | 01:17:22,305 | 01:17:24,995 | the use of another human being | the use of another human being |
760 | 01:17:25,015 | 01:17:29,275 | for personal, sexual gratification. | for personal, sexual gratification. |
761 | 01:17:30,445 | 01:17:34,215 | Evil can only feed off of goodness | Evil can only feed off of goodness |
762 | 01:17:34,235 | 01:17:35,125 | like a parasite. | like a parasite. |
763 | 01:17:35,155 | 01:17:38,175 | If all the goodness of a creature were eliminated, | If all the goodness of a creature were eliminated, |
764 | 01:17:38,195 | 01:17:40,465 | then the creature in question would no longer exist. | then the creature in question would no longer exist. |
765 | 01:17:40,495 | 01:17:43,595 | In making the connection between Beatrice and Virgil, | In making the connection between Beatrice and Virgil, |
766 | 01:17:43,625 | 01:17:48,305 | Dante is expressing his notion that... | Dante is expressing his notion that... |
767 | 01:17:48,335 | 01:17:50,395 | courtly love... | courtly love... |
768 | 01:17:50,415 | 01:17:55,345 | is tied to reason rather than passion. | is tied to reason rather than passion. |
769 | 01:17:56,845 | 01:17:58,965 | But what of lust? | But what of lust? |
770 | 01:18:00,635 | 01:18:04,865 | If love is the rabbit, | If love is the rabbit, |
771 | 01:18:04,895 | 01:18:07,725 | then lust is the wolf. | then lust is the wolf. |
772 | 01:18:10,895 | 01:18:12,455 | Dante says so explicitly | Dante says so explicitly |
773 | 01:18:12,485 | 01:18:15,755 | when he identifies lust as a sin, | when he identifies lust as a sin, |
774 | 01:18:15,775 | 01:18:20,035 | a sin in which passion overtakes reason. | a sin in which passion overtakes reason. |
775 | 01:18:20,535 | 01:18:24,805 | In Dante's philosophy, lust is a misplaced love, | In Dante's philosophy, lust is a misplaced love, |
776 | 01:18:24,825 | 01:18:28,605 | but a kind of love nonetheless. | but a kind of love nonetheless. |
777 | 01:18:28,635 | 01:18:29,435 | For this reason, | For this reason, |
778 | 01:18:29,455 | 01:18:34,755 | it is the least evil of the seven deadly sins. | it is the least evil of the seven deadly sins. |
779 | 01:18:35,755 | 01:18:42,405 | In contrast to lust, which is a mortal sin... | In contrast to lust, which is a mortal sin... |
780 | 01:18:42,425 | 01:18:44,055 | is love. | is love. |
781 | 01:18:45,265 | 01:18:49,705 | Dante argues that a lover is related to his beloved | Dante argues that a lover is related to his beloved |
782 | 01:18:49,725 | 01:18:53,145 | as if... | as if... |
783 | 01:18:54,065 | 01:18:57,335 | his beloved... | his beloved... |
784 | 01:18:57,365 | 01:19:00,075 | were a part of himself. | were a part of himself. |
785 | 01:19:12,915 | 01:19:14,545 | Emerson. | Emerson. |
786 | 01:19:15,715 | 01:19:18,215 | Come sit. | Come sit. |
787 | 01:19:18,385 | 01:19:21,965 | I've ordered Sangria for everyone. | I've ordered Sangria for everyone. |
788 | 01:19:34,145 | 01:19:38,005 | Looks like Emerson and Singer are at it again? | Looks like Emerson and Singer are at it again? |
789 | 01:19:38,025 | 01:19:39,625 | What? | What? |
790 | 01:19:39,655 | 01:19:40,625 | They had an affair. | They had an affair. |
791 | 01:19:40,655 | 01:19:45,095 | And from the looks of it, it never ended. | And from the looks of it, it never ended. |
792 | 01:19:45,115 | 01:19:47,425 | They dated? | They dated? |
793 | 01:19:47,455 | 01:19:48,885 | Singer doesn't date. | Singer doesn't date. |
794 | 01:19:48,915 | 01:19:52,545 | She's into pain and control. | She's into pain and control. |
795 | 01:19:57,505 | 01:20:00,815 | That means he's into... | That means he's into... |
796 | 01:20:00,845 | 01:20:03,845 | S&M. Yeah. | S&M. Yeah. |
797 | 01:20:25,785 | 01:20:29,915 | Excuse me. I need to use the ladies room. | Excuse me. I need to use the ladies room. |
798 | 01:20:42,465 | 01:20:44,815 | Please don't come to dinner. | Please don't come to dinner. |
799 | 01:20:44,845 | 01:20:45,735 | Go to my place. | Go to my place. |
800 | 01:20:45,765 | 01:20:48,405 | The concierge will let you in. | The concierge will let you in. |
801 | 01:20:48,425 | 01:20:50,245 | I'll explain later. | I'll explain later. |
802 | 01:20:50,265 | 01:20:52,895 | Do as I ask. G. | Do as I ask. G. |
803 | 01:20:52,975 | 01:20:54,705 | My phone was off. | My phone was off. |
804 | 01:21:22,045 | 01:21:24,405 | I'm Professor Singer. | I'm Professor Singer. |
805 | 01:21:24,425 | 01:21:27,155 | It's a pleasure to meet you. | It's a pleasure to meet you. |
806 | 01:21:27,175 | 01:21:28,805 | Julia. | Julia. |
807 | 01:21:33,015 | 01:21:35,705 | Do I make you nervous, Julia? | Do I make you nervous, Julia? |
808 | 01:21:35,725 | 01:21:39,185 | No. If you'll excuse me. | No. If you'll excuse me. |
809 | 01:21:39,855 | 01:21:43,045 | Did you like watching what I was doing to Emerson | Did you like watching what I was doing to Emerson |
810 | 01:21:43,065 | 01:21:44,545 | under the table? | under the table? |
811 | 01:21:44,565 | 01:21:47,335 | Because I saw you looking. | Because I saw you looking. |
812 | 01:21:47,365 | 01:21:51,285 | - I... - I think I've made you blush. | - I... - I think I've made you blush. |
813 | 01:21:51,365 | 01:21:56,955 | In fact, I think I've made you blush all over your body. | In fact, I think I've made you blush all over your body. |
814 | 01:21:57,085 | 01:22:00,585 | I think you want me to tease you. | I think you want me to tease you. |
815 | 01:22:01,085 | 01:22:04,065 | You'd make a very pretty pet. | You'd make a very pretty pet. |
816 | 01:22:04,085 | 01:22:07,735 | I'm not interested in being anyone's pet. | I'm not interested in being anyone's pet. |
817 | 01:22:07,755 | 01:22:11,785 | Feisty. Ooh! I like a feisty pet. | Feisty. Ooh! I like a feisty pet. |
818 | 01:22:11,805 | 01:22:14,865 | I'm a human being, not a fucking animal. | I'm a human being, not a fucking animal. |
819 | 01:22:15,645 | 01:22:17,955 | Human beings are animals, my dear. | Human beings are animals, my dear. |
820 | 01:22:17,975 | 01:22:23,295 | We share the same physiology, the same reactions to stimuli, | We share the same physiology, the same reactions to stimuli, |
821 | 01:22:23,315 | 01:22:27,835 | and we have the same need for food, drink, | and we have the same need for food, drink, |
822 | 01:22:27,865 | 01:22:30,595 | and... sex. | and... sex. |
823 | 01:22:30,615 | 01:22:32,255 | I know what an animal is, | I know what an animal is, |
824 | 01:22:32,285 | 01:22:36,705 | and I have no interest in being fucked like one. | and I have no interest in being fucked like one. |
825 | 01:22:37,085 | 01:22:39,515 | If you change your mind, | If you change your mind, |
826 | 01:22:39,545 | 01:22:40,475 | come and find us. | come and find us. |
827 | 01:22:40,505 | 01:22:43,925 | Us? Not a chance in hell! | Us? Not a chance in hell! |
828 | 01:22:46,965 | 01:22:48,945 | - Shh. - Let go of me! | - Shh. - Let go of me! |
829 | 01:22:48,965 | 01:22:50,025 | It's me. | It's me. |
830 | 01:22:50,055 | 01:22:53,325 | I saw Singer follow you. What did she do to you? | I saw Singer follow you. What did she do to you? |
831 | 01:22:53,345 | 01:22:55,865 | She invited me to become her pet. | She invited me to become her pet. |
832 | 01:22:55,895 | 01:22:57,865 | This is what I wanted to avoid. | This is what I wanted to avoid. |
833 | 01:22:57,895 | 01:23:00,165 | You're like a lamb to her wolf. | You're like a lamb to her wolf. |
834 | 01:23:00,185 | 01:23:01,085 | She only noticed me | She only noticed me |
835 | 01:23:01,105 | 01:23:03,875 | because I caught her molesting you under the table. | because I caught her molesting you under the table. |
836 | 01:23:03,895 | 01:23:05,085 | She's goading me. | She's goading me. |
837 | 01:23:05,105 | 01:23:08,545 | It's... It's a game for her. I can't react. | It's... It's a game for her. I can't react. |
838 | 01:23:08,565 | 01:23:10,545 | Well, I can and it's disgusting. | Well, I can and it's disgusting. |
839 | 01:23:10,575 | 01:23:13,385 | Please. You're shaking. Tell me if she hurt you. | Please. You're shaking. Tell me if she hurt you. |
840 | 01:23:13,405 | 01:23:16,055 | Hurt me? No. I handled it. | Hurt me? No. I handled it. |
841 | 01:23:16,075 | 01:23:19,685 | But tell me, did you let her hurt you? | But tell me, did you let her hurt you? |
842 | 01:23:19,705 | 01:23:20,805 | What did Paul tell you? | What did Paul tell you? |
843 | 01:23:20,835 | 01:23:24,685 | Enough. Are you into that sort of thing? | Enough. Are you into that sort of thing? |
844 | 01:23:24,705 | 01:23:26,945 | This is not the place to discuss it. | This is not the place to discuss it. |
845 | 01:23:26,965 | 01:23:28,645 | Do you still want her? | Do you still want her? |
846 | 01:23:28,675 | 01:23:33,525 | No. No! Never. It was just a couple of encounters. | No. No! Never. It was just a couple of encounters. |
847 | 01:23:33,555 | 01:23:35,245 | It was over a year ago. | It was over a year ago. |
848 | 01:23:35,265 | 01:23:37,205 | Is she one of the women in your photos? | Is she one of the women in your photos? |
849 | 01:23:37,225 | 01:23:39,325 | Fuck, no! Those were women I liked. | Fuck, no! Those were women I liked. |
850 | 01:23:39,345 | 01:23:43,785 | Julianne, I can't explain this here. | Julianne, I can't explain this here. |
851 | 01:23:43,815 | 01:23:45,485 | Please. | Please. |
852 | 01:23:46,525 | 01:23:52,235 | I don't understand why anyone would not choose kindness. | I don't understand why anyone would not choose kindness. |
853 | 01:23:53,655 | 01:23:56,955 | Life is painful enough. | Life is painful enough. |
854 | 01:24:03,955 | 01:24:05,855 | Go to my place. | Go to my place. |
855 | 01:24:05,875 | 01:24:08,945 | I'll meet you there later. | I'll meet you there later. |
856 | 01:24:08,965 | 01:24:10,635 | Please. | Please. |
857 | 01:24:11,215 | 01:24:15,675 | I feel like I have no idea who you really are. | I feel like I have no idea who you really are. |
858 | 01:24:16,805 | 01:24:19,055 | And that hurts. | And that hurts. |
859 | 01:24:27,735 | 01:24:29,755 | Not feeling well. Sorry. | Not feeling well. Sorry. |
860 | 01:24:29,775 | 01:24:32,065 | I'm going home. | I'm going home. |
861 | 01:26:44,785 | 01:26:46,845 | You're still here. | You're still here. |
862 | 01:26:46,875 | 01:26:49,305 | I was worried you wouldn't... | I was worried you wouldn't... |
863 | 01:26:49,335 | 01:26:51,255 | So was I. | So was I. |
864 | 01:27:10,605 | 01:27:14,645 | You looked so beautiful tonight. | You looked so beautiful tonight. |
865 | 01:27:17,775 | 01:27:20,885 | Sorry, I had my boots on your sofa. | Sorry, I had my boots on your sofa. |
866 | 01:27:20,905 | 01:27:22,255 | I'll take them off. | I'll take them off. |
867 | 01:27:22,285 | 01:27:25,785 | Please. Let me. | Please. Let me. |
868 | 01:27:26,995 | 01:27:30,335 | I've been admiring them all night. | I've been admiring them all night. |
869 | 01:28:21,135 | 01:28:23,265 | Ohh... | Ohh... |
870 | 01:28:31,105 | 01:28:34,875 | It's okay to voice your pleasure. | It's okay to voice your pleasure. |
871 | 01:28:34,895 | 01:28:39,025 | It reassures me that I don't repulse you. | It reassures me that I don't repulse you. |
872 | 01:28:39,105 | 01:28:42,115 | You don't repulse me. | You don't repulse me. |
873 | 01:28:42,235 | 01:28:44,825 | I'm glad to hear that. | I'm glad to hear that. |
874 | 01:29:02,215 | 01:29:06,445 | Are you into... | Are you into... |
875 | 01:29:06,465 | 01:29:10,345 | the kind of pain Singer provides? | the kind of pain Singer provides? |
876 | 01:29:10,645 | 01:29:12,225 | No. | No. |
877 | 01:29:12,435 | 01:29:15,585 | But you were with her and you let her hurt you. | But you were with her and you let her hurt you. |
878 | 01:29:15,605 | 01:29:18,605 | She didn't hurt me. | She didn't hurt me. |
879 | 01:29:19,185 | 01:29:22,965 | She left no scars, only regrets. | She left no scars, only regrets. |
880 | 01:29:22,985 | 01:29:25,825 | Not all scars are physical. | Not all scars are physical. |
881 | 01:29:34,375 | 01:29:37,915 | I can't be with someone who hits. | I can't be with someone who hits. |
882 | 01:29:42,425 | 01:29:47,195 | It is not in my nature to be violent with women, | It is not in my nature to be violent with women, |
883 | 01:29:47,215 | 01:29:50,975 | but rather to be seductive. | but rather to be seductive. |
884 | 01:29:51,685 | 01:29:54,095 | Ann was an exception. | Ann was an exception. |
885 | 01:29:54,435 | 01:29:59,185 | Why her? Why that exception? | Why her? Why that exception? |
886 | 01:30:01,895 | 01:30:04,565 | I was in a dark place. | I was in a dark place. |
887 | 01:30:05,365 | 01:30:09,755 | I thought she could help me and... | I thought she could help me and... |
888 | 01:30:09,785 | 01:30:11,535 | And I was wrong. | And I was wrong. |
889 | 01:30:12,285 | 01:30:15,415 | And I figured that out quickly. | And I figured that out quickly. |
890 | 01:30:15,535 | 01:30:18,875 | What if the darkness comes back? | What if the darkness comes back? |
891 | 01:30:19,335 | 01:30:22,625 | You dispel the darkness, Beatrice. | You dispel the darkness, Beatrice. |
892 | 01:30:24,835 | 01:30:26,635 | Julianne. | Julianne. |
893 | 01:30:33,305 | 01:30:37,145 | I can't bear the thought of someone hitting you. | I can't bear the thought of someone hitting you. |
894 | 01:30:37,515 | 01:30:41,105 | Promise me you'll never go back to her. | Promise me you'll never go back to her. |
895 | 01:30:41,315 | 01:30:44,855 | I'll never ask for anything but that. | I'll never ask for anything but that. |
896 | 01:30:49,655 | 01:30:53,035 | Nobody has shown me such kindness. | Nobody has shown me such kindness. |
897 | 01:30:56,495 | 01:30:58,665 | Your family has. | Your family has. |
898 | 01:31:00,165 | 01:31:02,795 | Just open your eyes. | Just open your eyes. |
899 | 01:31:04,545 | 01:31:09,385 | My beautiful innocent angel. | My beautiful innocent angel. |
900 | 01:31:17,645 | 01:31:20,185 | I'm not that innocent. | I'm not that innocent. |
901 | 01:31:23,935 | 01:31:27,295 | I'm a virgin, but you can't have this idea | I'm a virgin, but you can't have this idea |
902 | 01:31:27,315 | 01:31:30,695 | that I've never done things before. | that I've never done things before. |
903 | 01:31:32,445 | 01:31:34,095 | I mean... | I mean... |
904 | 01:31:34,115 | 01:31:39,495 | I had a boyfriend and we dated for years. | I had a boyfriend and we dated for years. |
905 | 01:31:40,325 | 01:31:41,955 | Simon? | Simon? |
906 | 01:31:43,545 | 01:31:45,145 | And we did things. | And we did things. |
907 | 01:31:45,165 | 01:31:47,255 | What kind of things? | What kind of things? |
908 | 01:31:49,795 | 01:31:52,405 | I don't want to know. | I don't want to know. |
909 | 01:31:57,885 | 01:31:59,845 | Did he hurt you? | Did he hurt you? |
910 | 01:32:04,145 | 01:32:11,115 | He was impatient and manipulative. | He was impatient and manipulative. |
911 | 01:32:13,615 | 01:32:16,325 | He told me I was frigid. | He told me I was frigid. |
912 | 01:32:18,115 | 01:32:19,865 | Bastard. | Bastard. |
913 | 01:32:22,955 | 01:32:25,755 | It wasn't all his fault. | It wasn't all his fault. |
914 | 01:32:30,215 | 01:32:32,255 | Did you love him? | Did you love him? |
915 | 01:32:34,765 | 01:32:36,265 | No. | No. |
916 | 01:32:41,185 | 01:32:42,765 | Kiss me. | Kiss me. |
917 | 01:32:43,355 | 01:32:46,495 | I want to kiss you all the time, | I want to kiss you all the time, |
918 | 01:32:46,525 | 01:32:51,165 | but I don't want to make you feel pressured, | but I don't want to make you feel pressured, |
919 | 01:32:51,195 | 01:32:55,025 | so sometimes you'll need to take the lead. | so sometimes you'll need to take the lead. |
920 | 01:33:32,355 | 01:33:34,425 | We have to stop. | We have to stop. |
921 | 01:33:34,445 | 01:33:35,925 | I'm sorry. | I'm sorry. |
922 | 01:33:35,945 | 01:33:40,405 | Never apologize for your desires. | Never apologize for your desires. |
923 | 01:33:42,745 | 01:33:47,545 | You're beautiful and sensual. | You're beautiful and sensual. |
924 | 01:33:50,585 | 01:33:53,125 | But we have to stop. | But we have to stop. |
925 | 01:34:12,025 | 01:34:13,585 | Happy Birthday, Darling. | Happy Birthday, Darling. |
926 | 01:34:13,605 | 01:34:16,255 | Please do me the honor of gracing me with your presence | Please do me the honor of gracing me with your presence |
927 | 01:34:16,275 | 01:34:20,925 | at the Royal Ontario Museum this Saturday evening at 6:00. | at the Royal Ontario Museum this Saturday evening at 6:00. |
928 | 01:34:20,945 | 01:34:26,955 | Yours with affection and deepest longing, Gabriel. | Yours with affection and deepest longing, Gabriel. |
929 | 01:34:36,595 | 01:34:37,775 | Good evening, Miss Mitchell. | Good evening, Miss Mitchell. |
930 | 01:34:37,805 | 01:34:40,735 | Your host is waiting for you upstairs. | Your host is waiting for you upstairs. |
931 | 01:34:40,765 | 01:34:42,575 | And I'll take your coat. | And I'll take your coat. |
932 | 01:34:42,595 | 01:34:44,765 | Thank you. | Thank you. |
933 | 01:35:10,625 | 01:35:12,455 | Hello, handsome. | Hello, handsome. |
934 | 01:35:21,555 | 01:35:23,805 | You look stunning. | You look stunning. |
935 | 01:35:29,355 | 01:35:33,735 | Gabriel, we're in public. | Gabriel, we're in public. |
936 | 01:35:44,245 | 01:35:46,495 | A corsage? | A corsage? |
937 | 01:35:47,575 | 01:35:49,575 | I missed your prom. | I missed your prom. |
938 | 01:36:30,205 | 01:36:32,305 | How did you arrange all this? | How did you arrange all this? |
939 | 01:36:32,335 | 01:36:36,185 | I donated a large sum to the Florentine exhibit last spring, | I donated a large sum to the Florentine exhibit last spring, |
940 | 01:36:36,205 | 01:36:39,425 | so I called in a favor. | so I called in a favor. |
941 | 01:36:42,095 | 01:36:44,155 | A flirtini, please. | A flirtini, please. |
942 | 01:36:44,175 | 01:36:47,075 | Tonic water with a twist of lime. | Tonic water with a twist of lime. |
943 | 01:36:47,095 | 01:36:50,305 | I have wine at home for us. | I have wine at home for us. |
944 | 01:37:00,905 | 01:37:03,945 | It's so quiet in here. | It's so quiet in here. |
945 | 01:37:09,655 | 01:37:11,995 | You are a vision. | You are a vision. |
946 | 01:37:12,745 | 01:37:14,515 | It's going to take all of my self-control | It's going to take all of my self-control |
947 | 01:37:14,535 | 01:37:18,895 | not to spirit you away to the Victorian furniture exhibit | not to spirit you away to the Victorian furniture exhibit |
948 | 01:37:18,925 | 01:37:23,925 | so I can make love to you on one of the four poster beds. | so I can make love to you on one of the four poster beds. |
949 | 01:37:34,685 | 01:37:36,645 | Thank you. | Thank you. |
950 | 01:38:21,985 | 01:38:23,815 | Stunning. | Stunning. |
951 | 01:38:30,655 | 01:38:32,615 | I agree. | I agree. |
952 | 01:38:45,965 | 01:38:48,155 | Does this please you? | Does this please you? |
953 | 01:38:48,175 | 01:38:49,755 | Yes. | Yes. |
954 | 01:39:00,315 | 01:39:02,355 | You're a work of art. | You're a work of art. |
955 | 01:39:03,945 | 01:39:06,195 | Happy birthday. | Happy birthday. |
956 | 01:39:06,445 | 01:39:08,325 | Thank you. | Thank you. |
957 | 01:39:21,915 | 01:39:23,475 | Is this all right? | Is this all right? |
958 | 01:39:23,505 | 01:39:25,255 | Don't stop. | Don't stop. |
959 | 01:39:57,705 | 01:39:59,935 | Every part of you is perfection, | Every part of you is perfection, |
960 | 01:39:59,955 | 01:40:01,765 | but damn... | but damn... |
961 | 01:40:01,785 | 01:40:06,145 | Professor Emerson, are you an ass man? | Professor Emerson, are you an ass man? |
962 | 01:40:06,165 | 01:40:08,145 | Please don't call me professor. | Please don't call me professor. |
963 | 01:40:08,175 | 01:40:08,815 | Why not? | Why not? |
964 | 01:40:08,835 | 01:40:11,905 | Because I don't want to think about the university policies | Because I don't want to think about the university policies |
965 | 01:40:11,925 | 01:40:14,345 | I'm breaking right now. | I'm breaking right now. |
966 | 01:40:42,245 | 01:40:45,625 | I'd hardly call this an ass. | I'd hardly call this an ass. |
967 | 01:40:46,415 | 01:40:48,475 | I'd have to create a whole new word | I'd have to create a whole new word |
968 | 01:40:48,505 | 01:40:51,635 | to describe it in all its glory. | to describe it in all its glory. |
969 | 01:41:05,985 | 01:41:11,405 | Julia... we have to stop. | Julia... we have to stop. |
970 | 01:41:17,405 | 01:41:21,665 | Your lip is swollen. I'm sorry. | Your lip is swollen. I'm sorry. |
971 | 01:41:22,205 | 01:41:23,555 | Does it hurt? | Does it hurt? |
972 | 01:41:23,585 | 01:41:27,165 | It only aches in your absence. | It only aches in your absence. |
973 | 01:41:27,295 | 01:41:29,465 | You're killing me. | You're killing me. |
974 | 01:41:30,375 | 01:41:34,965 | But it'll be a sweet, sweet death. | But it'll be a sweet, sweet death. |
975 | 01:41:54,405 | 01:41:55,625 | Don't worry. I'll get the tape of | Don't worry. I'll get the tape of |
976 | 01:41:55,655 | 01:41:59,055 | our tango against the wall first thing in the morning. | our tango against the wall first thing in the morning. |
977 | 01:41:59,075 | 01:42:00,745 | You better. | You better. |
978 | 01:42:07,705 | 01:42:09,855 | It's beautiful. | It's beautiful. |
979 | 01:42:09,875 | 01:42:12,045 | Happy birthday. | Happy birthday. |
980 | 01:42:55,385 | 01:42:57,755 | I love it. | I love it. |
981 | 01:43:30,875 | 01:43:35,085 | This is the nicest birthday I've ever had. | This is the nicest birthday I've ever had. |
982 | 01:43:41,925 | 01:43:44,095 | And it's not over yet. | And it's not over yet. |
983 | 01:43:45,345 | 01:43:48,395 | Let's start with dessert first. | Let's start with dessert first. |
984 | 01:43:48,935 | 01:43:50,495 | Chocolate cake. | Chocolate cake. |
985 | 01:43:50,515 | 01:43:53,275 | I'll get the candles. Don't move. | I'll get the candles. Don't move. |
986 | 01:44:07,785 | 01:44:11,335 | - Hello. - Hello, Jules. | - Hello. - Hello, Jules. |
987 | 01:44:14,465 | 01:44:17,525 | How did you get this number, Simon? | How did you get this number, Simon? |