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1 | 00:00:01,669 | 00:00:03,202 | [background ambulance sirens] | [background ambulance sirens] |
2 | 00:00:02,000 | 00:00:07,000 | Downloaded from YTS.MX | Downloaded from YTS.MX |
3 | 00:00:03,237 | 00:00:07,773 | [music] | [music] |
4 | 00:00:07,808 | 00:00:10,175 | [song] "Caught in a down-draft | [song] "Caught in a down-draft |
5 | 00:00:08,000 | 00:00:13,000 | Official YIFY movies site: YTS.MX | Official YIFY movies site: YTS.MX |
6 | 00:00:10,211 | 00:00:12,411 | I'm swimming from a life-raft | I'm swimming from a life-raft |
7 | 00:00:12,446 | 00:00:14,780 | I'm stuck in an avalanche | I'm stuck in an avalanche |
8 | 00:00:14,815 | 00:00:17,282 | I'm swinging from a tree branch | I'm swinging from a tree branch |
9 | 00:00:17,318 | 00:00:19,184 | I swear on my momma's | I swear on my momma's |
10 | 00:00:19,220 | 00:00:21,620 | good grave life's strange, | good grave life's strange, |
11 | 00:00:21,655 | 00:00:24,523 | 'Cause only the good die young | 'Cause only the good die young |
12 | 00:00:24,558 | 00:00:27,026 | The rest of us just change | The rest of us just change |
13 | 00:00:27,061 | 00:00:28,761 | 'Cause now it's time to fly | 'Cause now it's time to fly |
14 | 00:00:28,796 | 00:00:30,029 | time to rise | time to rise |
15 | 00:00:30,064 | 00:00:31,230 | time to glide | time to glide |
16 | 00:00:31,265 | 00:00:32,364 | In the air | In the air |
17 | 00:00:32,400 | 00:00:33,599 | away up here | away up here |
18 | 00:00:33,634 | 00:00:36,535 | In the clear blue atmosphere. | In the clear blue atmosphere. |
19 | 00:00:36,570 | 00:00:38,370 | Now it's time to fly | Now it's time to fly |
20 | 00:00:38,406 | 00:00:39,638 | time to glide | time to glide |
21 | 00:00:39,673 | 00:00:41,006 | time to rise | time to rise |
22 | 00:00:41,042 | 00:00:43,709 | Here outside in the esophere | Here outside in the esophere |
23 | 00:00:43,744 | 00:00:46,111 | Way up here in the atmosphere." | Way up here in the atmosphere." |
24 | 00:00:46,147 | 00:00:52,251 | [music] | [music] |
25 | 00:00:52,286 | 00:00:54,953 | John [voice over] >> I remember hearing when I was real little, | John [voice over] >> I remember hearing when I was real little, |
26 | 00:00:54,989 | 00:00:57,489 | "things happen for a reason". So when things happened that | "things happen for a reason". So when things happened that |
27 | 00:00:57,525 | 00:01:01,693 | made no sense, I would try to find a reason. | made no sense, I would try to find a reason. |
28 | 00:01:01,729 | 00:01:03,862 | It's strange because some things actually don't make | It's strange because some things actually don't make |
29 | 00:01:03,898 | 00:01:07,599 | sense, until you make sense of them...later. | sense, until you make sense of them...later. |
30 | 00:01:07,635 | 00:01:10,269 | after the fact. | after the fact. |
31 | 00:01:10,304 | 00:01:26,418 | [music] | [music] |
32 | 00:01:28,622 | 00:01:30,689 | Hi. | Hi. |
33 | 00:01:30,758 | 00:01:33,559 | Thank you. | Thank you. |
34 | 00:01:33,594 | 00:01:36,361 | [music] | [music] |
35 | 00:01:36,397 | 00:01:40,466 | I'm John... Sharon, hi. | I'm John... Sharon, hi. |
36 | 00:01:40,501 | 00:01:42,167 | What? Nothing... | What? Nothing... |
37 | 00:01:42,203 | 00:01:44,136 | You pulled my chair out for me. | You pulled my chair out for me. |
38 | 00:01:44,171 | 00:01:46,638 | Yeah? Somebody raised you right, | Yeah? Somebody raised you right, |
39 | 00:01:46,674 | 00:01:48,607 | or you have older sisters. | or you have older sisters. |
40 | 00:01:48,642 | 00:01:50,843 | Two. One older, one younger... | Two. One older, one younger... |
41 | 00:01:50,878 | 00:01:53,312 | Well, one sister really. | Well, one sister really. |
42 | 00:01:53,347 | 00:01:57,449 | I guess it's two sisters. You "guess"? | I guess it's two sisters. You "guess"? |
43 | 00:01:57,485 | 00:01:59,251 | It's complicated... | It's complicated... |
44 | 00:01:59,286 | 00:02:01,320 | I hope not for your mother. | I hope not for your mother. |
45 | 00:02:01,355 | 00:02:03,322 | It might have killed her. | It might have killed her. |
46 | 00:02:03,357 | 00:02:06,492 | Sharon >> Oh, come on. | Sharon >> Oh, come on. |
47 | 00:02:06,527 | 00:02:08,360 | Actually... | Actually... |
48 | 00:02:08,395 | 00:02:12,998 | She died of cancer. | She died of cancer. |
49 | 00:02:13,033 | 00:02:16,602 | I'm...so sorry. | I'm...so sorry. |
50 | 00:02:16,637 | 00:02:20,572 | What about your mom? | What about your mom? |
51 | 00:02:20,608 | 00:02:22,541 | Um... | Um... |
52 | 00:02:22,576 | 00:02:27,246 | sometimes, I just wish she were dead. | sometimes, I just wish she were dead. |
53 | 00:02:27,281 | 00:02:30,349 | [music, voices fade...] | [music, voices fade...] |
54 | 00:02:30,384 | 00:02:32,217 | [music] | [music] |
55 | 00:02:32,253 | 00:02:34,686 | Susie >> I don't understand... John >> I didn't at first | Susie >> I don't understand... John >> I didn't at first |
56 | 00:02:34,722 | 00:02:36,421 | either, but then it dawned on me | either, but then it dawned on me |
57 | 00:02:36,457 | 00:02:38,524 | You have two more years here. So? | You have two more years here. So? |
58 | 00:02:38,559 | 00:02:40,425 | Later today, when I get the diploma, I can't see | Later today, when I get the diploma, I can't see |
59 | 00:02:40,461 | 00:02:42,861 | myself setting foot on camp | myself setting foot on camp |
60 | 00:02:42,897 | 00:02:45,430 | This part's over for me. Did you know Ring Lardner | This part's over for me. Did you know Ring Lardner |
61 | 00:02:45,466 | 00:02:48,100 | was a reporter in Chicago when he was nineteen. | was a reporter in Chicago when he was nineteen. |
62 | 00:02:48,135 | 00:02:51,737 | So theoretically, I'm behind. I haven't seen the world. | So theoretically, I'm behind. I haven't seen the world. |
63 | 00:02:51,772 | 00:02:53,672 | Don't you want to see the world in two years? | Don't you want to see the world in two years? |
64 | 00:02:53,707 | 00:02:56,375 | I thought we'd see the world together. | I thought we'd see the world together. |
65 | 00:02:56,410 | 00:03:00,812 | I gotta go get my cap and gown. | I gotta go get my cap and gown. |
66 | 00:03:00,848 | 00:03:02,848 | [footsteps] | [footsteps] |
67 | 00:03:02,883 | 00:03:04,583 | Wasn't it something? | Wasn't it something? |
68 | 00:03:04,618 | 00:03:08,320 | Four years, in the blink of an eye, huh? | Four years, in the blink of an eye, huh? |
69 | 00:03:08,355 | 00:03:15,427 | [footsteps] | [footsteps] |
70 | 00:03:15,462 | 00:03:17,462 | John >> Dad, I'd like you to meet Frank. | John >> Dad, I'd like you to meet Frank. |
71 | 00:03:17,498 | 00:03:19,364 | He's been my roommate the last few semesters. | He's been my roommate the last few semesters. |
72 | 00:03:19,400 | 00:03:21,733 | What happened to David? Anne >> He transferred, dear. | What happened to David? Anne >> He transferred, dear. |
73 | 00:03:21,769 | 00:03:23,235 | Mary >> Like, two years ago, Dad. | Mary >> Like, two years ago, Dad. |
74 | 00:03:23,270 | 00:03:25,103 | Anne >> Ohh... thank you. | Anne >> Ohh... thank you. |
75 | 00:03:25,139 | 00:03:27,773 | Nice meeting you. Bill >> Nice meeting you. | Nice meeting you. Bill >> Nice meeting you. |
76 | 00:03:27,808 | 00:03:30,776 | John >> And this is my mom. Frank >> Pleasure to meet you. | John >> And this is my mom. Frank >> Pleasure to meet you. |
77 | 00:03:30,811 | 00:03:32,477 | Anne >> Congratulations. Thanks very much. | Anne >> Congratulations. Thanks very much. |
78 | 00:03:32,513 | 00:03:34,046 | Are your parents here? I'd love to meet them. | Are your parents here? I'd love to meet them. |
79 | 00:03:34,081 | 00:03:36,381 | I think they found themselves a spot in the shade. | I think they found themselves a spot in the shade. |
80 | 00:03:36,417 | 00:03:38,150 | Lucky. I'll let them know | Lucky. I'll let them know |
81 | 00:03:38,185 | 00:03:39,985 | you asked after them. You remember Mary? | you asked after them. You remember Mary? |
82 | 00:03:40,020 | 00:03:42,020 | Sure. How're you doin'? Good. | Sure. How're you doin'? Good. |
83 | 00:03:42,056 | 00:03:44,323 | John >> And this is Caryl. Hi. | John >> And this is Caryl. Hi. |
84 | 00:03:44,358 | 00:03:47,426 | Surprised you made it, Caryl. Nice to meet you. | Surprised you made it, Caryl. Nice to meet you. |
85 | 00:03:47,461 | 00:03:52,264 | Nice to meet you, too. Anne >> Caryl. | Nice to meet you, too. Anne >> Caryl. |
86 | 00:03:52,299 | 00:03:56,768 | We're gonna go get ready. Okay, comb your hair! | We're gonna go get ready. Okay, comb your hair! |
87 | 00:03:56,804 | 00:03:59,438 | You never said you had an older sister. | You never said you had an older sister. |
88 | 00:03:59,473 | 00:04:02,908 | I don't. Then who's Caryl? | I don't. Then who's Caryl? |
89 | 00:04:02,943 | 00:04:18,991 | [footsteps] | [footsteps] |
90 | 00:04:27,835 | 00:04:31,803 | I thought you went to the restroom. | I thought you went to the restroom. |
91 | 00:04:31,839 | 00:04:38,076 | I don't want to do this around your mom. | I don't want to do this around your mom. |
92 | 00:04:38,112 | 00:04:40,612 | You should go back inside. | You should go back inside. |
93 | 00:04:40,648 | 00:04:42,414 | I'll be done in a minute. | I'll be done in a minute. |
94 | 00:04:42,449 | 00:04:45,851 | [footsteps] | [footsteps] |
95 | 00:04:45,886 | 00:04:48,854 | Gotta love that... | Gotta love that... |
96 | 00:04:54,395 | 00:04:57,062 | It's a good thing we could all do this for you. | It's a good thing we could all do this for you. |
97 | 00:05:00,534 | 00:05:02,501 | [footsteps] | [footsteps] |
98 | 00:05:02,536 | 00:05:05,070 | [ding, ding] Anne >> There we go. | [ding, ding] Anne >> There we go. |
99 | 00:05:05,105 | 00:05:08,173 | I would like to say something. | I would like to say something. |
100 | 00:05:08,208 | 00:05:13,011 | John... Mom... | John... Mom... |
101 | 00:05:13,047 | 00:05:16,181 | I am...well, we all are feeling a great deal of | I am...well, we all are feeling a great deal of |
102 | 00:05:16,216 | 00:05:19,451 | joy seeing you finish. Not to mention | joy seeing you finish. Not to mention |
103 | 00:05:19,486 | 00:05:21,853 | financial relief. Mary >> And surprise! | financial relief. Mary >> And surprise! |
104 | 00:05:21,889 | 00:05:25,123 | Anne >> Not true, not true. I think we should all raise | Anne >> Not true, not true. I think we should all raise |
105 | 00:05:25,159 | 00:05:28,760 | our glasses in honour of a job well done... | our glasses in honour of a job well done... |
106 | 00:05:28,796 | 00:05:30,529 | Dad, fill her glass. It's bad luck to toast | Dad, fill her glass. It's bad luck to toast |
107 | 00:05:30,564 | 00:05:32,531 | with water. Oh, nonsense, no. | with water. Oh, nonsense, no. |
108 | 00:05:32,566 | 00:05:37,235 | I'll have some wine, Dad. [laughter] | I'll have some wine, Dad. [laughter] |
109 | 00:05:37,271 | 00:05:40,939 | Anne >> Okay. Honey, we're all so proud | Anne >> Okay. Honey, we're all so proud |
110 | 00:05:40,974 | 00:05:43,842 | of all the work you've done here. | of all the work you've done here. |
111 | 00:05:43,877 | 00:05:48,280 | And I love you. | And I love you. |
112 | 00:05:48,315 | 00:05:51,216 | Cheers. All >> Congratulations. | Cheers. All >> Congratulations. |
113 | 00:05:51,251 | 00:05:53,418 | Thank you. | Thank you. |
114 | 00:05:53,454 | 00:05:58,223 | [background music] | [background music] |
115 | 00:05:58,258 | 00:06:02,060 | Anne >> Um...One more thing I'd like to share, and | Anne >> Um...One more thing I'd like to share, and |
116 | 00:06:02,096 | 00:06:04,796 | I know you're going to say I really pick my moments - | I know you're going to say I really pick my moments - |
117 | 00:06:04,832 | 00:06:07,666 | but I think if I say it here, on this happy day, | but I think if I say it here, on this happy day, |
118 | 00:06:07,701 | 00:06:12,304 | that you will all understand that I can handle it, | that you will all understand that I can handle it, |
119 | 00:06:12,339 | 00:06:18,377 | and right now it's just part of our landscape, that's all. | and right now it's just part of our landscape, that's all. |
120 | 00:06:18,412 | 00:06:22,681 | Recently I found a lump in my breast. | Recently I found a lump in my breast. |
121 | 00:06:22,716 | 00:06:26,985 | And it's cancerous and it has to come out. | And it's cancerous and it has to come out. |
122 | 00:06:27,020 | 00:06:32,224 | And so it will. | And so it will. |
123 | 00:06:32,259 | 00:06:35,193 | Simple. | Simple. |
124 | 00:06:35,229 | 00:06:42,901 | [background music] | [background music] |
125 | 00:06:42,936 | 00:06:45,871 | Mary >> Mom, when did you find it? | Mary >> Mom, when did you find it? |
126 | 00:06:45,906 | 00:06:48,874 | Anne >> Hey, I, uh... | Anne >> Hey, I, uh... |
127 | 00:06:48,909 | 00:06:51,376 | I'd like some dessert. I don't know about you. | I'd like some dessert. I don't know about you. |
128 | 00:06:51,412 | 00:06:54,012 | Who's going to join me? | Who's going to join me? |
129 | 00:06:54,047 | 00:06:57,215 | Cheesecake, they have a mean cheesecake here. | Cheesecake, they have a mean cheesecake here. |
130 | 00:06:57,251 | 00:07:13,298 | [music] | [music] |
131 | 00:07:23,143 | 00:07:25,143 | Anne >> Oh, I think we're out of light-bulbs. | Anne >> Oh, I think we're out of light-bulbs. |
132 | 00:07:25,179 | 00:07:27,212 | I didn't know you were here. Caryl >> Oh, I just had | I didn't know you were here. Caryl >> Oh, I just had |
133 | 00:07:27,247 | 00:07:29,314 | a few things to wash. I hope you don't mind. | a few things to wash. I hope you don't mind. |
134 | 00:07:29,349 | 00:07:31,082 | You don't have to be doing my laundry. | You don't have to be doing my laundry. |
135 | 00:07:31,118 | 00:07:32,617 | Oh. These are yours. | Oh. These are yours. |
136 | 00:07:32,653 | 00:07:34,653 | I hope that's okay... Well, of course it is. | I hope that's okay... Well, of course it is. |
137 | 00:07:34,688 | 00:07:37,422 | You don't need to ask. Is this all you have? | You don't need to ask. Is this all you have? |
138 | 00:07:37,458 | 00:07:39,024 | Well, I fell asleep on the couch a couple of times | Well, I fell asleep on the couch a couple of times |
139 | 00:07:39,059 | 00:07:41,793 | and I haven't had a chance to go home. | and I haven't had a chance to go home. |
140 | 00:07:41,829 | 00:07:47,532 | Don't you know how welcome you are by now, Caryl? | Don't you know how welcome you are by now, Caryl? |
141 | 00:07:47,568 | 00:07:50,469 | I wanted to ask you something. | I wanted to ask you something. |
142 | 00:07:50,504 | 00:07:52,571 | I, um... | I, um... |
143 | 00:07:52,606 | 00:07:54,906 | I have to leave my apartment, | I have to leave my apartment, |
144 | 00:07:54,942 | 00:07:58,477 | and I can't go home. | and I can't go home. |
145 | 00:07:58,512 | 00:08:02,013 | And I was kind of hoping... | And I was kind of hoping... |
146 | 00:08:02,049 | 00:08:03,482 | that... | that... |
147 | 00:08:03,517 | 00:08:07,619 | maybe you'd want me to stay. | maybe you'd want me to stay. |
148 | 00:08:07,654 | 00:08:10,856 | More than you know. | More than you know. |
149 | 00:08:12,726 | 00:08:18,530 | [footsteps] | [footsteps] |
150 | 00:08:18,565 | 00:08:21,366 | John [voice over] >> I'd never seen mom in a way, before. | John [voice over] >> I'd never seen mom in a way, before. |
151 | 00:08:21,401 | 00:08:23,134 | I didn't think anyone was home. | I didn't think anyone was home. |
152 | 00:08:23,170 | 00:08:25,070 | Hi, stranger! | Hi, stranger! |
153 | 00:08:25,105 | 00:08:27,172 | I didn't hear your car. Hey, Mom. | I didn't hear your car. Hey, Mom. |
154 | 00:08:27,207 | 00:08:31,743 | Hey... | Hey... |
155 | 00:08:31,812 | 00:08:33,678 | Hi. | Hi. |
156 | 00:08:33,714 | 00:08:41,586 | [music] | [music] |
157 | 00:08:41,622 | 00:08:46,124 | Mickey >> How fast are you? Fast, sir? | Mickey >> How fast are you? Fast, sir? |
158 | 00:08:46,159 | 00:08:49,127 | You really need to cut out the "sir" business. | You really need to cut out the "sir" business. |
159 | 00:08:49,162 | 00:08:50,762 | In fact, the whole "aw, shucks, look at the big buildings" | In fact, the whole "aw, shucks, look at the big buildings" |
160 | 00:08:50,797 | 00:08:52,797 | bit went out with Menudo. | bit went out with Menudo. |
161 | 00:08:52,833 | 00:08:54,432 | Can you type fast? | Can you type fast? |
162 | 00:08:54,468 | 00:08:56,801 | When there is something to write. | When there is something to write. |
163 | 00:08:56,837 | 00:09:04,476 | [rustle of papers] | [rustle of papers] |
164 | 00:09:04,511 | 00:09:06,545 | Cat statistics... | Cat statistics... |
165 | 00:09:06,580 | 00:09:08,847 | More people own cats in the Village than in any | More people own cats in the Village than in any |
166 | 00:09:08,882 | 00:09:10,815 | other part of the city. | other part of the city. |
167 | 00:09:10,851 | 00:09:13,285 | That's got to be worth 1,500 words, right? | That's got to be worth 1,500 words, right? |
168 | 00:09:13,320 | 00:09:16,755 | Type fast, I'll read, and we'll talk about more. | Type fast, I'll read, and we'll talk about more. |
169 | 00:09:22,863 | 00:09:26,231 | [door clicks open and closed] | [door clicks open and closed] |
170 | 00:09:26,266 | 00:09:39,377 | [footsteps] | [footsteps] |
171 | 00:09:39,413 | 00:09:42,147 | [whispers] >> Mom...? | [whispers] >> Mom...? |
172 | 00:09:42,182 | 00:09:46,685 | Hmmm? | Hmmm? |
173 | 00:09:46,720 | 00:09:50,722 | I wasn't waiting up, I swear. | I wasn't waiting up, I swear. |
174 | 00:09:50,757 | 00:09:52,991 | I couldn't sleep. | I couldn't sleep. |
175 | 00:09:53,026 | 00:09:55,794 | You know, I get so tired, and then my mind starts racing | You know, I get so tired, and then my mind starts racing |
176 | 00:09:55,829 | 00:09:59,831 | and I... Look. | and I... Look. |
177 | 00:09:59,866 | 00:10:04,703 | She looks so sweet like that. Even with her taste in clothes. | She looks so sweet like that. Even with her taste in clothes. |
178 | 00:10:04,738 | 00:10:08,940 | She came right home after her night classes to sit with me. | She came right home after her night classes to sit with me. |
179 | 00:10:08,976 | 00:10:12,043 | How was your evening? | How was your evening? |
180 | 00:10:12,079 | 00:10:13,845 | Can we talk a sec? | Can we talk a sec? |
181 | 00:10:13,880 | 00:10:15,380 | Is everything okay? | Is everything okay? |
182 | 00:10:15,415 | 00:10:17,549 | Yeah, yeah. I just... | Yeah, yeah. I just... |
183 | 00:10:17,584 | 00:10:19,951 | We haven't had a chance to talk the past few weeks. | We haven't had a chance to talk the past few weeks. |
184 | 00:10:19,987 | 00:10:22,487 | and I wanted to... | and I wanted to... |
185 | 00:10:22,522 | 00:10:24,656 | wanted to... I dunno... | wanted to... I dunno... |
186 | 00:10:24,691 | 00:10:28,159 | I wanted to ask you something. | I wanted to ask you something. |
187 | 00:10:28,195 | 00:10:30,629 | Caryl >> Oh, hi, John. Hey. | Caryl >> Oh, hi, John. Hey. |
188 | 00:10:30,664 | 00:10:32,564 | I must have dozed off. | I must have dozed off. |
189 | 00:10:32,599 | 00:10:35,400 | Why don't you go upstairs, and get some sleep, honey. | Why don't you go upstairs, and get some sleep, honey. |
190 | 00:10:35,435 | 00:10:37,035 | Can I help you with anything? | Can I help you with anything? |
191 | 00:10:37,070 | 00:10:40,939 | Oh, I'm fine, thanks. | Oh, I'm fine, thanks. |
192 | 00:10:40,974 | 00:10:44,476 | I'll take that. | I'll take that. |
193 | 00:10:44,511 | 00:10:47,579 | Good night. Good night. | Good night. Good night. |
194 | 00:10:47,614 | 00:10:52,017 | Ahem. | Ahem. |
195 | 00:10:52,052 | 00:10:55,654 | She is such a blessing. | She is such a blessing. |
196 | 00:10:55,689 | 00:11:00,425 | What did you want to talk about, honey? | What did you want to talk about, honey? |
197 | 00:11:00,460 | 00:11:02,127 | I still have a little bit of money saved up from | I still have a little bit of money saved up from |
198 | 00:11:02,162 | 00:11:05,830 | working last summer. | working last summer. |
199 | 00:11:05,866 | 00:11:08,833 | Um... | Um... |
200 | 00:11:08,869 | 00:11:11,002 | I know my timing's bad... | I know my timing's bad... |
201 | 00:11:11,038 | 00:11:14,873 | but with Caryl here, and Mary... | but with Caryl here, and Mary... |
202 | 00:11:14,908 | 00:11:17,475 | Yeah...? | Yeah...? |
203 | 00:11:17,511 | 00:11:20,979 | I think it's time I found a place of my own. | I think it's time I found a place of my own. |
204 | 00:11:21,014 | 00:11:23,114 | Except for college, I've been here in this house | Except for college, I've been here in this house |
205 | 00:11:23,150 | 00:11:26,584 | my whole life. I wanna live on my own. | my whole life. I wanna live on my own. |
206 | 00:11:26,620 | 00:11:29,054 | Pay my own bills, cook my own dinner... | Pay my own bills, cook my own dinner... |
207 | 00:11:29,089 | 00:11:32,924 | Let's not get excessive. | Let's not get excessive. |
208 | 00:11:32,959 | 00:11:34,893 | Seriously, Mom. | Seriously, Mom. |
209 | 00:11:34,928 | 00:11:37,629 | Don't you think it's time? | Don't you think it's time? |
210 | 00:11:37,664 | 00:11:38,463 | What? | What? |
211 | 00:11:38,498 | 00:11:40,031 | What? I was thinking about | What? I was thinking about |
212 | 00:11:40,067 | 00:11:45,470 | something I read this morning. Something about "change", | something I read this morning. Something about "change", |
213 | 00:11:45,505 | 00:11:50,408 | about being open to change. | about being open to change. |
214 | 00:11:50,444 | 00:11:52,210 | I'm sorry. | I'm sorry. |
215 | 00:11:52,245 | 00:11:55,647 | Oh, no, honey. I knew you were going to ask me. | Oh, no, honey. I knew you were going to ask me. |
216 | 00:11:55,682 | 00:11:58,650 | I just can't say I was looking forward to it. | I just can't say I was looking forward to it. |
217 | 00:11:58,685 | 00:12:04,956 | [music] | [music] |
218 | 00:12:04,991 | 00:12:09,360 | John, some kids never leave the space | John, some kids never leave the space |
219 | 00:12:09,396 | 00:12:11,830 | they grew up in. | they grew up in. |
220 | 00:12:11,865 | 00:12:14,766 | But that's not you. | But that's not you. |
221 | 00:12:14,801 | 00:12:30,849 | [music] | [music] |
222 | 00:12:47,634 | 00:13:03,114 | [footsteps] | [footsteps] |
223 | 00:13:04,451 | 00:13:06,985 | Is someone there? | Is someone there? |
224 | 00:13:07,020 | 00:13:23,034 | [music] | [music] |
225 | 00:13:43,523 | 00:13:46,791 | John [voice-over] >> I dated. A lot | John [voice-over] >> I dated. A lot |
226 | 00:13:46,827 | 00:13:49,627 | [laughter] | [laughter] |
227 | 00:13:49,663 | 00:13:52,997 | For some reason, I used to tell them that I was alone, | For some reason, I used to tell them that I was alone, |
228 | 00:13:53,033 | 00:13:56,601 | with no family, no baggage, no obligations. | with no family, no baggage, no obligations. |
229 | 00:13:56,636 | 00:14:03,074 | [music] | [music] |
230 | 00:14:03,109 | 00:14:06,077 | Then I met this girl I really liked. Gwen. | Then I met this girl I really liked. Gwen. |
231 | 00:14:06,112 | 00:14:11,382 | She was a reporter like me, except she grew up in the city. | She was a reporter like me, except she grew up in the city. |
232 | 00:14:11,418 | 00:14:16,554 | [phone rings] | [phone rings] |
233 | 00:14:16,590 | 00:14:18,556 | Hello. | Hello. |
234 | 00:14:18,592 | 00:14:20,491 | Mary >> ...Well, it hasn't gone to her lymph nodes, | Mary >> ...Well, it hasn't gone to her lymph nodes, |
235 | 00:14:20,527 | 00:14:22,694 | thank goodness, so, she's 'stage one'. | thank goodness, so, she's 'stage one'. |
236 | 00:14:22,729 | 00:14:24,462 | It's not like Mom's... | It's not like Mom's... |
237 | 00:14:24,497 | 00:14:26,664 | Let me call you back... | Let me call you back... |
238 | 00:14:26,700 | 00:14:28,600 | Yeah, let me... I understand. | Yeah, let me... I understand. |
239 | 00:14:28,635 | 00:14:31,502 | John, it's just that it was first Mom, and now it's Caryl. | John, it's just that it was first Mom, and now it's Caryl. |
240 | 00:14:31,538 | 00:14:35,740 | You should be here. | You should be here. |
241 | 00:14:35,775 | 00:14:39,377 | Tell Mom... Yeah, tell her I will. | Tell Mom... Yeah, tell her I will. |
242 | 00:14:39,412 | 00:14:46,918 | I'm going to have to call you back. | I'm going to have to call you back. |
243 | 00:14:46,953 | 00:14:50,021 | So, what do you think? | So, what do you think? |
244 | 00:14:50,056 | 00:14:57,896 | [music] | [music] |
245 | 00:14:57,931 | 00:14:59,797 | Gwen >> Well, the article's fine. | Gwen >> Well, the article's fine. |
246 | 00:14:59,833 | 00:15:03,434 | But, did you ever think you could | But, did you ever think you could |
247 | 00:15:03,470 | 00:15:05,570 | You know, more? | You know, more? |
248 | 00:15:05,605 | 00:15:13,244 | [music] | [music] |
249 | 00:15:13,280 | 00:15:20,485 | [phone rings] | [phone rings] |
250 | 00:15:20,520 | 00:15:24,322 | [recording] >> Hey, | [recording] >> Hey, |
251 | 00:15:24,357 | 00:15:26,557 | Mary [on phone] >> Caryl's going for her biopsy tomorrow. | Mary [on phone] >> Caryl's going for her biopsy tomorrow. |
252 | 00:15:26,593 | 00:15:30,528 | I need to talk to you. [beep] | I need to talk to you. [beep] |
253 | 00:15:30,563 | 00:15:32,263 | John [voice over] >> I couldn't bring myself | John [voice over] >> I couldn't bring myself |
254 | 00:15:32,299 | 00:15:36,734 | to pick up the phone. | to pick up the phone. |
255 | 00:15:41,808 | 00:15:44,575 | Take a look at this... | Take a look at this... |
256 | 00:15:44,611 | 00:15:46,577 | In and out of foster homes. | In and out of foster homes. |
257 | 00:15:46,613 | 00:15:49,547 | the last eight years or so. | the last eight years or so. |
258 | 00:15:49,582 | 00:15:51,482 | Where is she now? You tell me. | Where is she now? You tell me. |
259 | 00:15:51,518 | 00:15:53,584 | Her name is Johanna Wilson. Her mother died of AIDS | Her name is Johanna Wilson. Her mother died of AIDS |
260 | 00:15:53,620 | 00:15:57,288 | two years ago. She never knew her father. | two years ago. She never knew her father. |
261 | 00:15:57,324 | 00:16:00,191 | The last story I wrote was about street musicians. | The last story I wrote was about street musicians. |
262 | 00:16:00,226 | 00:16:01,926 | I write character pieces. | I write character pieces. |
263 | 00:16:01,962 | 00:16:04,228 | I don't know anything about foster care. | I don't know anything about foster care. |
264 | 00:16:04,264 | 00:16:09,934 | You should. | You should. |
265 | 00:16:09,970 | 00:16:12,904 | Eight years? | Eight years? |
266 | 00:16:12,939 | 00:16:21,879 | Of hell. | Of hell. |
267 | 00:16:21,915 | 00:16:25,016 | You don't need me to insist. | You don't need me to insist. |
268 | 00:16:31,191 | 00:16:38,229 | [music] | [music] |
269 | 00:16:38,264 | 00:16:43,801 | Anne >> I just wanted it to be a surprise for her. | Anne >> I just wanted it to be a surprise for her. |
270 | 00:16:43,837 | 00:16:46,504 | What happened to all my stuff? | What happened to all my stuff? |
271 | 00:16:46,539 | 00:16:49,207 | Oh, it's mostly in the garage, except for those | Oh, it's mostly in the garage, except for those |
272 | 00:16:49,242 | 00:16:53,745 | magazines I threw out, for obvious reasons. | magazines I threw out, for obvious reasons. |
273 | 00:16:53,780 | 00:16:56,748 | I wanted her to have a nice place to do her homework. | I wanted her to have a nice place to do her homework. |
274 | 00:16:56,783 | 00:16:59,350 | She comes here most of the time after her night classes now. | She comes here most of the time after her night classes now. |
275 | 00:16:59,386 | 00:17:02,620 | She likes quiet for studying. I mean, who doesn't? | She likes quiet for studying. I mean, who doesn't? |
276 | 00:17:02,655 | 00:17:05,423 | [Anne hums] | [Anne hums] |
277 | 00:17:05,458 | 00:17:07,358 | Okay, so what do you think? | Okay, so what do you think? |
278 | 00:17:07,394 | 00:17:10,061 | [Anne hums a tune] | [Anne hums a tune] |
279 | 00:17:10,096 | 00:17:12,597 | What is that you're humming? | What is that you're humming? |
280 | 00:17:12,632 | 00:17:16,000 | [sings] "Are you going to Scarborough Fair?" | [sings] "Are you going to Scarborough Fair?" |
281 | 00:17:16,036 | 00:17:17,802 | Do you remember that? | Do you remember that? |
282 | 00:17:17,837 | 00:17:20,872 | I think it's a little before my time. | I think it's a little before my time. |
283 | 00:17:20,907 | 00:17:23,808 | I used to sing. I used to sing a lot more. | I used to sing. I used to sing a lot more. |
284 | 00:17:23,843 | 00:17:27,879 | Kinda makes all the hard work easier. | Kinda makes all the hard work easier. |
285 | 00:17:27,914 | 00:17:31,983 | [Anne hums] | [Anne hums] |
286 | 00:17:32,018 | 00:17:35,920 | Hey, is Caryl...? She's okay? | Hey, is Caryl...? She's okay? |
287 | 00:17:35,955 | 00:17:39,991 | With the chemo? | With the chemo? |
288 | 00:17:40,026 | 00:17:45,496 | Well, she's tired a lot, but she knows the drill, so... | Well, she's tired a lot, but she knows the drill, so... |
289 | 00:17:45,532 | 00:17:50,134 | [hums] | [hums] |
290 | 00:17:50,170 | 00:17:57,642 | So I'm working on this piece for the paper, and... | So I'm working on this piece for the paper, and... |
291 | 00:17:57,677 | 00:18:04,549 | Your generosity amazes me. | Your generosity amazes me. |
292 | 00:18:04,584 | 00:18:09,887 | [sings] "Remember me to the one who lives there... | [sings] "Remember me to the one who lives there... |
293 | 00:18:09,923 | 00:18:10,655 | She on | She on |
294 | 00:18:10,690 | 00:18:17,695 | She once was a true love of mine." | She once was a true love of mine." |
295 | 00:18:26,973 | 00:18:29,907 | Doggone it. | Doggone it. |
296 | 00:18:29,943 | 00:18:45,957 | [music] | [music] |
297 | 00:18:45,992 | 00:18:48,159 | Mrs. Montain? Who's asking? | Mrs. Montain? Who's asking? |
298 | 00:18:48,194 | 00:18:49,894 | John Stevenson, West Village Weekly. | John Stevenson, West Village Weekly. |
299 | 00:18:49,929 | 00:18:51,596 | I was wondering if I could get a few moments of your time. | I was wondering if I could get a few moments of your time. |
300 | 00:18:51,631 | 00:18:54,732 | This about Johanna? Yes, it is. | This about Johanna? Yes, it is. |
301 | 00:18:54,767 | 00:18:56,267 | So you're going to, what? | So you're going to, what? |
302 | 00:18:56,302 | 00:18:57,835 | Ask me a few questions about my sister, and then write | Ask me a few questions about my sister, and then write |
303 | 00:18:57,871 | 00:18:59,370 | whatever you want? | whatever you want? |
304 | 00:18:59,439 | 00:19:01,372 | Make her sound like a monster and such. | Make her sound like a monster and such. |
305 | 00:19:01,407 | 00:19:03,708 | I wanted to hear your thoughts...to be fair. | I wanted to hear your thoughts...to be fair. |
306 | 00:19:03,743 | 00:19:06,944 | You wanted to be "fair"? What do you know about fair? | You wanted to be "fair"? What do you know about fair? |
307 | 00:19:06,980 | 00:19:09,046 | The paper prides itself... The "paper"? | The paper prides itself... The "paper"? |
308 | 00:19:09,082 | 00:19:11,482 | What about you? Where are you from? | What about you? Where are you from? |
309 | 00:19:11,518 | 00:19:14,018 | New Canaan. New Canaan? | New Canaan. New Canaan? |
310 | 00:19:14,053 | 00:19:15,686 | Sounds biblical. Where's it at? | Sounds biblical. Where's it at? |
311 | 00:19:15,722 | 00:19:17,989 | Connecticut. | Connecticut. |
312 | 00:19:18,024 | 00:19:19,824 | Do you have any children, Mr. Stevenson? | Do you have any children, Mr. Stevenson? |
313 | 00:19:19,893 | 00:19:22,860 | No. But do you have family? | No. But do you have family? |
314 | 00:19:22,896 | 00:19:25,096 | Of course. I have four of my own, but | Of course. I have four of my own, but |
315 | 00:19:25,131 | 00:19:28,199 | I was going to take Johanna in. My sister's baby, right? | I was going to take Johanna in. My sister's baby, right? |
316 | 00:19:28,234 | 00:19:31,936 | But the city wouldn't allow me... | But the city wouldn't allow me... |
317 | 00:19:31,971 | 00:19:37,141 | There are certain things I won't talk about to a stranger. | There are certain things I won't talk about to a stranger. |
318 | 00:19:41,681 | 00:19:48,186 | My sister knew she had a problem, a disease. | My sister knew she had a problem, a disease. |
319 | 00:19:48,221 | 00:19:54,625 | From living the life you live, sometimes it's unavoidable. | From living the life you live, sometimes it's unavoidable. |
320 | 00:19:54,661 | 00:19:57,328 | But that little girl, | But that little girl, |
321 | 00:19:57,363 | 00:20:02,466 | she never gave up... | she never gave up... |
322 | 00:20:02,502 | 00:20:04,101 | house to house, | house to house, |
323 | 00:20:04,137 | 00:20:10,041 | pig to pig... | pig to pig... |
324 | 00:20:10,076 | 00:20:14,412 | Haven't you ever been faced with something | Haven't you ever been faced with something |
325 | 00:20:14,447 | 00:20:17,748 | that's bigger than your own needs? | that's bigger than your own needs? |
326 | 00:20:17,784 | 00:20:33,664 | [music] | [music] |
327 | 00:20:51,117 | 00:20:54,151 | You okay? | You okay? |
328 | 00:20:54,187 | 00:20:57,521 | John? Yeah. | John? Yeah. |
329 | 00:20:57,557 | 00:21:01,058 | You haven't been sleeping much lately. | You haven't been sleeping much lately. |
330 | 00:21:01,094 | 00:21:03,494 | How old do you think she is? | How old do you think she is? |
331 | 00:21:03,529 | 00:21:05,830 | I thought you said she was twelve there. | I thought you said she was twelve there. |
332 | 00:21:05,865 | 00:21:11,769 | If you were judging from her eyes, you would say she was 50. | If you were judging from her eyes, you would say she was 50. |
333 | 00:21:11,804 | 00:21:15,206 | So she's keeping you awake? | So she's keeping you awake? |
334 | 00:21:15,241 | 00:21:16,907 | I don't know. Because I thought | I don't know. Because I thought |
335 | 00:21:16,943 | 00:21:19,410 | it had something to do with the answering machine. | it had something to do with the answering machine. |
336 | 00:21:19,445 | 00:21:22,546 | Just before, when you went out for coffee. | Just before, when you went out for coffee. |
337 | 00:21:22,582 | 00:21:27,118 | Who's Mary? | Who's Mary? |
338 | 00:21:27,153 | 00:21:32,156 | Just by the sounds of it I'm guessing she's your sister. | Just by the sounds of it I'm guessing she's your sister. |
339 | 00:21:32,191 | 00:21:36,260 | Hey look, this story that you're writing is designed | Hey look, this story that you're writing is designed |
340 | 00:21:36,296 | 00:21:38,296 | to make you feel guilty, to make the reader feel guilty. | to make you feel guilty, to make the reader feel guilty. |
341 | 00:21:38,331 | 00:21:40,931 | But I think that you're the one who feels guilty | But I think that you're the one who feels guilty |
342 | 00:21:40,967 | 00:21:43,601 | about something else. | about something else. |
343 | 00:21:43,636 | 00:21:45,403 | You're going to tell me how I'm feeling now, Gwen? | You're going to tell me how I'm feeling now, Gwen? |
344 | 00:21:45,438 | 00:21:47,305 | Is that it? | Is that it? |
345 | 00:21:47,340 | 00:21:50,074 | No. | No. |
346 | 00:21:50,109 | 00:21:53,377 | Besides how can I do something you won't even do for yourself? | Besides how can I do something you won't even do for yourself? |
347 | 00:21:53,413 | 00:21:56,881 | This is, what? | This is, what? |
348 | 00:21:56,916 | 00:21:59,317 | Yeah. | Yeah. |
349 | 00:21:59,352 | 00:22:01,152 | I'm leaving. Because every time we talk | I'm leaving. Because every time we talk |
350 | 00:22:01,187 | 00:22:06,257 | about your background, you just end up shutting off. | about your background, you just end up shutting off. |
351 | 00:22:06,292 | 00:22:08,793 | I wish you'd tell me what you're so afraid of. | I wish you'd tell me what you're so afraid of. |
352 | 00:22:08,828 | 00:22:12,963 | [footsteps] | [footsteps] |
353 | 00:22:12,999 | 00:22:16,033 | Your other sister, Caryl, she's obviously very sick. | Your other sister, Caryl, she's obviously very sick. |
354 | 00:22:16,069 | 00:22:17,968 | And your family needs you... | And your family needs you... |
355 | 00:22:18,004 | 00:22:19,737 | and your time. Okay? | and your time. Okay? |
356 | 00:22:19,772 | 00:22:21,806 | What's the harm in telling you that? | What's the harm in telling you that? |
357 | 00:22:21,874 | 00:22:23,774 | She's not my sister. | She's not my sister. |
358 | 00:22:23,810 | 00:22:25,710 | Ohh... don't... | Ohh... don't... |
359 | 00:22:25,745 | 00:22:29,013 | I have been with liars before. I am not doing it again. | I have been with liars before. I am not doing it again. |
360 | 00:22:29,048 | 00:22:30,614 | She's not my sister. You don't know what | She's not my sister. You don't know what |
361 | 00:22:30,650 | 00:22:34,151 | you're talking about. | you're talking about. |
362 | 00:22:34,187 | 00:22:37,355 | Don't leave! | Don't leave! |
363 | 00:22:37,390 | 00:22:38,956 | [slam] | [slam] |
364 | 00:22:38,991 | 00:22:41,659 | Fine. Okay. | Fine. Okay. |
365 | 00:22:41,694 | 00:22:43,361 | But do me a favour, do us both a favour, | But do me a favour, do us both a favour, |
366 | 00:22:43,429 | 00:22:46,297 | and just tell me the truth. | and just tell me the truth. |
367 | 00:22:52,472 | 00:22:54,805 | Okay... damn it. | Okay... damn it. |
368 | 00:22:54,841 | 00:22:57,908 | [footsteps] | [footsteps] |
369 | 00:22:57,944 | 00:22:59,577 | [slam] | [slam] |
370 | 00:23:04,250 | 00:23:14,258 | [footsteps] | [footsteps] |
371 | 00:23:14,293 | 00:23:16,193 | [beep] | [beep] |
372 | 00:23:16,229 | 00:23:17,928 | Mary's voice >> John... | Mary's voice >> John... |
373 | 00:23:17,964 | 00:23:19,997 | are you screening? | are you screening? |
374 | 00:23:20,032 | 00:23:21,932 | You know, you should really call... | You know, you should really call... |
375 | 00:23:21,968 | 00:23:24,235 | for Mom's sake. | for Mom's sake. |
376 | 00:23:24,270 | 00:23:26,137 | Honestly, for mine, too, | Honestly, for mine, too, |
377 | 00:23:26,172 | 00:23:28,239 | and Caryl. | and Caryl. |
378 | 00:23:28,274 | 00:23:31,075 | Okay, bye. [beep] | Okay, bye. [beep] |
379 | 00:23:31,110 | 00:23:40,885 | [music] | [music] |
380 | 00:23:40,920 | 00:23:42,653 | [honk, honk, honk] | [honk, honk, honk] |
381 | 00:23:42,688 | 00:23:45,055 | John >> HEY! CARYL! | John >> HEY! CARYL! |
382 | 00:23:45,091 | 00:23:47,091 | Caryl >> Hey! | Caryl >> Hey! |
383 | 00:23:47,126 | 00:24:02,973 | [music] | [music] |
384 | 00:24:03,009 | 00:24:05,309 | Well, this is a nice surprise. | Well, this is a nice surprise. |
385 | 00:24:05,344 | 00:24:07,044 | What's with the lift? | What's with the lift? |
386 | 00:24:07,079 | 00:24:08,512 | I know you come into the city for night school, | I know you come into the city for night school, |
387 | 00:24:08,548 | 00:24:10,848 | so I just... I don't know. | so I just... I don't know. |
388 | 00:24:10,883 | 00:24:14,318 | I hadn't seen you in a while. | I hadn't seen you in a while. |
389 | 00:24:14,353 | 00:24:18,355 | I'm okay, John. | I'm okay, John. |
390 | 00:24:18,391 | 00:24:20,758 | Hey, thanks for your room, by the way. | Hey, thanks for your room, by the way. |
391 | 00:24:20,793 | 00:24:23,828 | Mom's idea, actually. Yeah, but it's still | Mom's idea, actually. Yeah, but it's still |
392 | 00:24:23,863 | 00:24:26,831 | your room. Good point. | your room. Good point. |
393 | 00:24:26,866 | 00:24:29,066 | Hey, I'd offer you a piece, but it's nicotine gum. | Hey, I'd offer you a piece, but it's nicotine gum. |
394 | 00:24:29,101 | 00:24:31,502 | The higher powers have given me the message - | The higher powers have given me the message - |
395 | 00:24:31,537 | 00:24:34,438 | it's time to quit. | it's time to quit. |
396 | 00:24:37,677 | 00:24:40,778 | I wanted to thank you... | I wanted to thank you... |
397 | 00:24:40,813 | 00:24:43,781 | What for? Mom. | What for? Mom. |
398 | 00:24:43,816 | 00:24:45,616 | Helping with Mom. | Helping with Mom. |
399 | 00:24:45,651 | 00:24:47,885 | You don't have to. She gives as good as | You don't have to. She gives as good as |
400 | 00:24:47,920 | 00:24:50,354 | she gets, your mother. | she gets, your mother. |
401 | 00:24:50,389 | 00:24:52,389 | Still... | Still... |
402 | 00:24:52,425 | 00:24:52,957 | Wel | Wel |
403 | 00:24:52,992 | 00:24:54,358 | Well, you're welcome. | Well, you're welcome. |
404 | 00:24:59,932 | 00:25:02,867 | It's this one. | It's this one. |
405 | 00:25:02,902 | 00:25:04,335 | I'm sorry... | I'm sorry... |
406 | 00:25:04,370 | 00:25:06,170 | No, don't be. You think you're | No, don't be. You think you're |
407 | 00:25:06,205 | 00:25:08,572 | the only one that looks? | the only one that looks? |
408 | 00:25:08,608 | 00:25:12,510 | I just wish people would ask. | I just wish people would ask. |
409 | 00:25:12,545 | 00:25:15,112 | I would've done the same for you, you know? | I would've done the same for you, you know? |
410 | 00:25:15,147 | 00:25:17,615 | If anything, heaven forbid, ever happened. | If anything, heaven forbid, ever happened. |
411 | 00:25:17,650 | 00:25:19,183 | Whatever. That's the way it works | Whatever. That's the way it works |
412 | 00:25:19,218 | 00:25:21,886 | with family. | with family. |
413 | 00:25:21,921 | 00:25:24,255 | Love is not debt, John. | Love is not debt, John. |
414 | 00:25:24,290 | 00:25:26,590 | Your mom taught me that. | Your mom taught me that. |
415 | 00:25:26,626 | 00:25:31,462 | [music] | [music] |
416 | 00:25:34,967 | 00:25:39,570 | [splashes of water] | [splashes of water] |
417 | 00:25:39,605 | 00:25:47,978 | [clinking of dishes] | [clinking of dishes] |
418 | 00:25:48,014 | 00:25:50,214 | Bill >> John? | Bill >> John? |
419 | 00:25:50,249 | 00:25:54,084 | [footsteps] | [footsteps] |
420 | 00:25:54,120 | 00:25:56,520 | So how long are you staying this time? | So how long are you staying this time? |
421 | 00:25:56,556 | 00:25:59,223 | I just drove Caryl home. Hm. | I just drove Caryl home. Hm. |
422 | 00:25:59,258 | 00:26:03,994 | [clatter of dishes] | [clatter of dishes] |
423 | 00:26:04,030 | 00:26:07,798 | Bill >> You know, there's a nice little Italian place | Bill >> You know, there's a nice little Italian place |
424 | 00:26:07,833 | 00:26:10,701 | just opened up on Rivington. | just opened up on Rivington. |
425 | 00:26:10,736 | 00:26:13,137 | Certain nights I tell your mom, "go ahead, order in." | Certain nights I tell your mom, "go ahead, order in." |
426 | 00:26:13,172 | 00:26:17,308 | But, uh... Well, you know your mom. | But, uh... Well, you know your mom. |
427 | 00:26:17,343 | 00:26:18,909 | Why are you so late? | Why are you so late? |
428 | 00:26:18,945 | 00:26:21,612 | Aw, there was a disagreement with the electrician, so | Aw, there was a disagreement with the electrician, so |
429 | 00:26:21,647 | 00:26:25,883 | a couple of the blueprints had to be changed. | a couple of the blueprints had to be changed. |
430 | 00:26:25,918 | 00:26:29,954 | Mom said 10:00, 10:15 is your usual time now. | Mom said 10:00, 10:15 is your usual time now. |
431 | 00:26:29,989 | 00:26:32,923 | Says she's usually asleep when you get in. | Says she's usually asleep when you get in. |
432 | 00:26:32,959 | 00:26:35,392 | She exaggerates... | She exaggerates... |
433 | 00:26:35,428 | 00:26:37,328 | Does she? | Does she? |
434 | 00:26:37,363 | 00:26:40,764 | Yeah. It's because she's angry. | Yeah. It's because she's angry. |
435 | 00:26:40,800 | 00:26:43,801 | It's a normal response. | It's a normal response. |
436 | 00:26:43,836 | 00:26:47,571 | Thank heavens she's r | Thank heavens she's r |
437 | 00:26:47,607 | 00:26:49,807 | In remission. | In remission. |
438 | 00:26:49,842 | 00:26:53,444 | If she wants to be angry at me, I'll take one for the team. | If she wants to be angry at me, I'll take one for the team. |
439 | 00:26:53,479 | 00:27:01,585 | That's big of you. | That's big of you. |
440 | 00:27:01,621 | 00:27:05,889 | Maybe you're angry, too. | Maybe you're angry, too. |
441 | 00:27:05,925 | 00:27:07,658 | We have two women in this house right now that might | We have two women in this house right now that might |
442 | 00:27:07,693 | 00:27:11,228 | need a little extra... Hey! I was home earlier. | need a little extra... Hey! I was home earlier. |
443 | 00:27:11,263 | 00:27:13,897 | And there was no one else here. | And there was no one else here. |
444 | 00:27:13,933 | 00:27:16,000 | Your mother goes with Caryl to the hospital. | Your mother goes with Caryl to the hospital. |
445 | 00:27:16,035 | 00:27:18,135 | And sometimes they just go on a walk. | And sometimes they just go on a walk. |
446 | 00:27:18,170 | 00:27:21,905 | "Medicinal walk", that's how your mother puts it. | "Medicinal walk", that's how your mother puts it. |
447 | 00:27:21,941 | 00:27:25,075 | And I think, "okay, a good deed." | And I think, "okay, a good deed." |
448 | 00:27:25,111 | 00:27:28,879 | But even a good deed has a beginning and an end. | But even a good deed has a beginning and an end. |
449 | 00:27:28,914 | 00:27:30,748 | [loud clatter of dish] And where do you go? | [loud clatter of dish] And where do you go? |
450 | 00:27:30,783 | 00:27:32,783 | WHERE DO I GO? I GO BACK TO WORK! | WHERE DO I GO? I GO BACK TO WORK! |
451 | 00:27:32,818 | 00:27:34,852 | Don't you think we owe them? | Don't you think we owe them? |
452 | 00:27:34,887 | 00:27:36,887 | Owe who? Caryl, for one. | Owe who? Caryl, for one. |
453 | 00:27:36,956 | 00:27:38,589 | Months she took care of Mom. | Months she took care of Mom. |
454 | 00:27:38,624 | 00:27:41,692 | Said nothing about it, and asked for nothing in return. | Said nothing about it, and asked for nothing in return. |
455 | 00:27:41,727 | 00:27:43,761 | We gave Caryl a roof over her head when all | We gave Caryl a roof over her head when all |
456 | 00:27:43,796 | 00:27:46,163 | those problems with her mother began, | those problems with her mother began, |
457 | 00:27:46,198 | 00:27:48,132 | food, shelter...just like she was part of the family. | food, shelter...just like she was part of the family. |
458 | 00:27:48,167 | 00:27:49,900 | Was? Is. | Was? Is. |
459 | 00:27:49,935 | 00:27:53,704 | Maybe now's not the right time for you to... | Maybe now's not the right time for you to... |
460 | 00:27:53,773 | 00:27:58,976 | Do what? | Do what? |
461 | 00:27:59,011 | 00:28:00,611 | [chair scrapes] | [chair scrapes] |
462 | 00:28:00,680 | 00:28:02,680 | For me to what? | For me to what? |
463 | 00:28:02,715 | 00:28:04,548 | It sounds like you're daring me. | It sounds like you're daring me. |
464 | 00:28:04,583 | 00:28:05,849 | I'm not daring you. | I'm not daring you. |
465 | 00:28:05,885 | 00:28:08,519 | I'm just curious. | I'm just curious. |
466 | 00:28:08,554 | 00:28:11,021 | Maybe now's not the time for me to what? | Maybe now's not the time for me to what? |
467 | 00:28:11,057 | 00:28:15,526 | To do one of your disappearing acts. | To do one of your disappearing acts. |
468 | 00:28:15,561 | 00:28:20,097 | [Bill chuckles] This is funny? | [Bill chuckles] This is funny? |
469 | 00:28:20,132 | 00:28:21,999 | I was just wondering if you're meaning to lecture | I was just wondering if you're meaning to lecture |
470 | 00:28:22,034 | 00:28:24,768 | me or yourself? | me or yourself? |
471 | 00:28:24,804 | 00:28:28,772 | You couldn't possibly know what these women are going through. | You couldn't possibly know what these women are going through. |
472 | 00:28:28,808 | 00:28:30,841 | It's about them, | It's about them, |
473 | 00:28:30,876 | 00:28:33,310 | about their bodies. | about their bodies. |
474 | 00:28:33,345 | 00:28:34,645 | Not you. | Not you. |
475 | 00:28:34,680 | 00:28:36,780 | [dish clatters into water] | [dish clatters into water] |
476 | 00:28:36,816 | 00:28:41,752 | [footsteps] | [footsteps] |
477 | 00:28:41,787 | 00:28:43,721 | Mickey >> No. I'm just saying, "no", okay? | Mickey >> No. I'm just saying, "no", okay? |
478 | 00:28:43,756 | 00:28:45,856 | No retraction. | No retraction. |
479 | 00:28:45,891 | 00:28:51,128 | I'll put you through to Legal if you want. | I'll put you through to Legal if you want. |
480 | 00:28:51,163 | 00:28:53,263 | Yeah, I don't know why they put you through to me either, | Yeah, I don't know why they put you through to me either, |
481 | 00:28:53,299 | 00:28:54,898 | but if that's what you want... | but if that's what you want... |
482 | 00:28:54,967 | 00:28:58,635 | [footsteps] | [footsteps] |
483 | 00:28:58,704 | 00:29:00,804 | I know... yeah... | I know... yeah... |
484 | 00:29:00,840 | 00:29:02,906 | I want off the payroll. | I want off the payroll. |
485 | 00:29:02,942 | 00:29:05,843 | What? I want to work freelance. | What? I want to work freelance. |
486 | 00:29:06,278 | 00:29:07,745 | Freelance? | Freelance? |
487 | 00:29:07,780 | 00:29:09,446 | There's no stability in that. When you came here, you told me | There's no stability in that. When you came here, you told me |
488 | 00:29:09,482 | 00:29:12,015 | you wanted stability, a column maybe... | you wanted stability, a column maybe... |
489 | 00:29:12,051 | 00:29:14,985 | Right now I want the time, | Right now I want the time, |
490 | 00:29:15,020 | 00:29:17,788 | and I want to choose where I spend it. | and I want to choose where I spend it. |
491 | 00:29:21,060 | 00:29:25,462 | Look, I'm sorry about your mother. | Look, I'm sorry about your mother. |
492 | 00:29:25,498 | 00:29:27,464 | I'll still bring you the ideas first. | I'll still bring you the ideas first. |
493 | 00:29:27,500 | 00:29:29,600 | You'll still get articles. | You'll still get articles. |
494 | 00:29:29,635 | 00:29:31,301 | John... | John... |
495 | 00:29:31,337 | 00:29:34,638 | But nine to five is over for me right now, Mickey. | But nine to five is over for me right now, Mickey. |
496 | 00:29:34,673 | 00:29:37,474 | You should take your call. | You should take your call. |
497 | 00:29:37,510 | 00:29:45,249 | [footsteps] | [footsteps] |
498 | 00:29:45,284 | 00:29:48,085 | Well, Mary has decided on Duke. | Well, Mary has decided on Duke. |
499 | 00:29:48,120 | 00:29:50,754 | That's a good school. | That's a good school. |
500 | 00:29:50,790 | 00:29:52,556 | You could've gone there, too. | You could've gone there, too. |
501 | 00:29:52,591 | 00:29:54,658 | I know. | I know. |
502 | 00:29:54,693 | 00:29:56,994 | That bother you? | That bother you? |
503 | 00:29:57,029 | 00:29:59,163 | Maybe once, a little. | Maybe once, a little. |
504 | 00:29:59,198 | 00:30:01,799 | Perspective's easy to come by now. | Perspective's easy to come by now. |
505 | 00:30:01,834 | 00:30:06,603 | I'm good with what I got. | I'm good with what I got. |
506 | 00:30:06,639 | 00:30:08,939 | You feeling tired? | You feeling tired? |
507 | 00:30:08,974 | 00:30:10,941 | Mmmm... | Mmmm... |
508 | 00:30:10,976 | 00:30:13,744 | It's going to make a liar out of me. | It's going to make a liar out of me. |
509 | 00:30:13,779 | 00:30:16,947 | What is? Duke. | What is? Duke. |
510 | 00:30:16,982 | 00:30:19,983 | I don't think I understand. | I don't think I understand. |
511 | 00:30:20,019 | 00:30:22,452 | Oh, I made Mary a promise. | Oh, I made Mary a promise. |
512 | 00:30:22,488 | 00:30:26,824 | I told her I'd be at her graduation. | I told her I'd be at her graduation. |
513 | 00:30:26,859 | 00:30:30,127 | And you'll keep that promise. | And you'll keep that promise. |
514 | 00:30:30,162 | 00:30:32,229 | Hey... | Hey... |
515 | 00:30:32,264 | 00:30:34,932 | Look at me. | Look at me. |
516 | 00:30:34,967 | 00:30:38,602 | We will. | We will. |
517 | 00:30:38,637 | 00:30:43,340 | They found another lump this morning when I went in. | They found another lump this morning when I went in. |
518 | 00:30:43,375 | 00:30:47,010 | Ohhh.... | Ohhh.... |
519 | 00:30:47,046 | 00:30:50,514 | Why didn't you say anything? | Why didn't you say anything? |
520 | 00:30:50,549 | 00:30:53,550 | I just wanted to be alone with it for a while, I guess. | I just wanted to be alone with it for a while, I guess. |
521 | 00:30:53,586 | 00:30:58,555 | [sigh] | [sigh] |
522 | 00:30:58,591 | 00:31:02,359 | Does it bother you when I talk about Mary? | Does it bother you when I talk about Mary? |
523 | 00:31:02,394 | 00:31:04,862 | I was thinking about you. | I was thinking about you. |
524 | 00:31:04,897 | 00:31:06,663 | Well, maybe it's time you start thinking about yourself | Well, maybe it's time you start thinking about yourself |
525 | 00:31:06,699 | 00:31:09,199 | a little more, young lady. | a little more, young lady. |
526 | 00:31:09,235 | 00:31:11,235 | Sure. | Sure. |
527 | 00:31:11,270 | 00:31:14,538 | A good nature is hard to come by. | A good nature is hard to come by. |
528 | 00:31:14,573 | 00:31:18,075 | Don't underestimate that. | Don't underestimate that. |
529 | 00:31:18,110 | 00:31:25,415 | [music] | [music] |
530 | 00:31:25,451 | 00:31:27,885 | Anne >> So what time? | Anne >> So what time? |
531 | 00:31:27,920 | 00:31:29,319 | Mary >> Midnight, at the latest. | Mary >> Midnight, at the latest. |
532 | 00:31:29,355 | 00:31:30,821 | And you'll call when you're on your w | And you'll call when you're on your w |
533 | 00:31:30,856 | 00:31:32,656 | Cross my heart. All right. | Cross my heart. All right. |
534 | 00:31:32,691 | 00:31:34,291 | John >> It used to be eleven for me. | John >> It used to be eleven for me. |
535 | 00:31:34,326 | 00:31:38,028 | Well, kids are smarter now. | Well, kids are smarter now. |
536 | 00:31:38,063 | 00:31:39,997 | I'm so glad you've been coming around. | I'm so glad you've been coming around. |
537 | 00:31:40,032 | 00:31:41,899 | Do you want help with anything else? | Do you want help with anything else? |
538 | 00:31:41,934 | 00:31:43,867 | No, it's okay, I'm going to wait for Caryl, honey, thanks. | No, it's okay, I'm going to wait for Caryl, honey, thanks. |
539 | 00:31:43,903 | 00:31:52,676 | [footsteps] | [footsteps] |
540 | 00:31:52,711 | 00:32:01,752 | [clicking of computer keys] | [clicking of computer keys] |
541 | 00:32:01,787 | 00:32:04,521 | [knock, knock] Hey. Did you have fun? | [knock, knock] Hey. Did you have fun? |
542 | 00:32:04,556 | 00:32:08,725 | Yeah. The movie was okay. | Yeah. The movie was okay. |
543 | 00:32:08,761 | 00:32:10,560 | I so rarely come in here now. | I so rarely come in here now. |
544 | 00:32:10,596 | 00:32:12,529 | It doesn't seem the same. | It doesn't seem the same. |
545 | 00:32:12,564 | 00:32:14,364 | Mom told me about Duke. | Mom told me about Duke. |
546 | 00:32:14,400 | 00:32:18,068 | Yeah, well, I figure one year off is enough, you know? | Yeah, well, I figure one year off is enough, you know? |
547 | 00:32:18,103 | 00:32:20,037 | Unless I'm looking to be a bum. | Unless I'm looking to be a bum. |
548 | 00:32:20,072 | 00:32:22,306 | Dad says, one year's for learning, two years, | Dad says, one year's for learning, two years, |
549 | 00:32:22,341 | 00:32:24,408 | you're a bum. | you're a bum. |
550 | 00:32:24,443 | 00:32:26,476 | One of his old sayings that he made up. | One of his old sayings that he made up. |
551 | 00:32:26,512 | 00:32:29,413 | Do you regret it? The year? | Do you regret it? The year? |
552 | 00:32:29,448 | 00:32:33,850 | No, I wasn't ready to go when I graduated, and... | No, I wasn't ready to go when I graduated, and... |
553 | 00:32:33,886 | 00:32:36,420 | I figured I'd better stick around, you know? | I figured I'd better stick around, you know? |
554 | 00:32:36,455 | 00:32:39,589 | Now, I just feel guilty. About staying home? | Now, I just feel guilty. About staying home? |
555 | 00:32:39,625 | 00:32:42,259 | About wanting so bad to go. | About wanting so bad to go. |
556 | 00:32:42,294 | 00:32:43,460 | You shouldn't. | You shouldn't. |
557 | 00:32:43,495 | 00:32:45,395 | I'm around now. | I'm around now. |
558 | 00:32:45,431 | 00:32:47,831 | I know. | I know. |
559 | 00:32:47,866 | 00:32:49,166 | You know, John, I just think Mom and Dad were so | You know, John, I just think Mom and Dad were so |
560 | 00:32:49,201 | 00:32:51,335 | happy that you had a job. | happy that you had a job. |
561 | 00:32:51,370 | 00:32:52,869 | You have no idea how often I've heard the term | You have no idea how often I've heard the term |
562 | 00:32:52,905 | 00:32:55,672 | 'gainful employment'. | 'gainful employment'. |
563 | 00:32:55,708 | 00:32:57,708 | I don't even know what that means. | I don't even know what that means. |
564 | 00:33:01,447 | 00:33:04,281 | The way Mom looks... | The way Mom looks... |
565 | 00:33:04,316 | 00:33:09,019 | I think the chemo added ten years. | I think the chemo added ten years. |
566 | 00:33:09,054 | 00:33:11,621 | I'd come home and the way she looked, it didn't make sense. | I'd come home and the way she looked, it didn't make sense. |
567 | 00:33:11,690 | 00:33:14,224 | Like I was missing something. | Like I was missing something. |
568 | 00:33:14,259 | 00:33:19,296 | I want her to know that I wasn't trying to miss anything. | I want her to know that I wasn't trying to miss anything. |
569 | 00:33:19,331 | 00:33:21,298 | That I cared. | That I cared. |
570 | 00:33:21,333 | 00:33:23,667 | She knows. | She knows. |
571 | 00:33:23,702 | 00:33:29,840 | Yeah, maybe, but I'll tell you, it does nothing for guilt. | Yeah, maybe, but I'll tell you, it does nothing for guilt. |
572 | 00:33:29,875 | 00:33:33,477 | Well, that's a family trait, I suppose. | Well, that's a family trait, I suppose. |
573 | 00:33:36,382 | 00:33:38,682 | I remember once you told me you wanted to be | I remember once you told me you wanted to be |
574 | 00:33:38,717 | 00:33:42,586 | a war correstpondent. You were 15. | a war correstpondent. You were 15. |
575 | 00:33:42,621 | 00:33:44,855 | I laughed at you. | I laughed at you. |
576 | 00:33:44,890 | 00:33:47,824 | Those guys were untouchable in my eyes. | Those guys were untouchable in my eyes. |
577 | 00:33:47,860 | 00:33:50,761 | The middle of anything, battlefield, it didn't matter. | The middle of anything, battlefield, it didn't matter. |
578 | 00:33:50,796 | 00:33:52,429 | They just did their job. | They just did their job. |
579 | 00:33:52,464 | 00:33:55,866 | Yeah. | Yeah. |
580 | 00:33:55,901 | 00:33:59,269 | There's a battlefield here, too. | There's a battlefield here, too. |
581 | 00:33:59,304 | 00:34:02,539 | Cancer. | Cancer. |
582 | 00:34:02,574 | 00:34:04,808 | Except we're not untouchable. | Except we're not untouchable. |
583 | 00:34:04,843 | 00:34:15,719 | [music] | [music] |
584 | 00:34:15,754 | 00:34:17,721 | What? | What? |
585 | 00:34:17,756 | 00:34:21,324 | For a moment there you looked just like Mom. | For a moment there you looked just like Mom. |
586 | 00:34:21,360 | 00:34:24,795 | Except for the hug. That was you. | Except for the hug. That was you. |
587 | 00:34:24,830 | 00:34:26,763 | John [voice over] >> I wanted Mary to go now, just as I had. | John [voice over] >> I wanted Mary to go now, just as I had. |
588 | 00:34:27,833 | 00:34:30,467 | I wanted her to find her place out of this house. | I wanted her to find her place out of this house. |
589 | 00:34:30,502 | 00:34:32,602 | I wanted, somehow, to do for her what she and Caryl | I wanted, somehow, to do for her what she and Caryl |
590 | 00:34:32,638 | 00:34:35,105 | had done for me. | had done for me. |
591 | 00:34:38,777 | 00:34:40,544 | [click of car door closing] | [click of car door closing] |
592 | 00:34:40,579 | 00:34:46,550 | [footsteps] | [footsteps] |
593 | 00:34:46,585 | 00:34:49,152 | [door clicks open and closed] | [door clicks open and closed] |
594 | 00:34:49,188 | 00:34:52,823 | [footsteps] | [footsteps] |
595 | 00:34:52,858 | 00:34:54,858 | Hey. Hey. | Hey. Hey. |
596 | 00:34:54,893 | 00:34:57,828 | Where's Mom? Asleep. | Where's Mom? Asleep. |
597 | 00:34:57,863 | 00:35:00,464 | She said she'll eat later. | She said she'll eat later. |
598 | 00:35:00,499 | 00:35:03,133 | More and more, she needs to sleep. | More and more, she needs to sleep. |
599 | 00:35:03,168 | 00:35:05,669 | What does that mean? | What does that mean? |
600 | 00:35:05,704 | 00:35:09,272 | I'm the opposite, more and more, I want to be awake. | I'm the opposite, more and more, I want to be awake. |
601 | 00:35:09,308 | 00:35:10,841 | Oh...are those from Magnolia? | Oh...are those from Magnolia? |
602 | 00:35:10,876 | 00:35:13,610 | Yeah. Those are my favourite. | Yeah. Those are my favourite. |
603 | 00:35:13,645 | 00:35:17,681 | [footsteps] | [footsteps] |
604 | 00:35:17,716 | 00:35:33,697 | [music] | [music] |
605 | 00:35:51,884 | 00:35:54,551 | Hi, buddy. | Hi, buddy. |
606 | 00:35:54,586 | 00:35:56,453 | Hey. | Hey. |
607 | 00:35:56,488 | 00:36:00,824 | Anne >> Hey, you know what? [Anne clear her throat] | Anne >> Hey, you know what? [Anne clear her throat] |
608 | 00:36:00,859 | 00:36:02,692 | There's a nurse that works here. | There's a nurse that works here. |
609 | 00:36:02,728 | 00:36:06,196 | She's very officious. "Officious", is that right? | She's very officious. "Officious", is that right? |
610 | 00:36:06,231 | 00:36:08,198 | Yes. Remember that? | Yes. Remember that? |
611 | 00:36:08,233 | 00:36:13,069 | S.A.T. word. | S.A.T. word. |
612 | 00:36:13,105 | 00:36:16,773 | Anyway, she's got a lot of style. | Anyway, she's got a lot of style. |
613 | 00:36:16,808 | 00:36:18,408 | And she's really pretty. | And she's really pretty. |
614 | 00:36:18,443 | 00:36:20,210 | I'm giving her your phone number. | I'm giving her your phone number. |
615 | 00:36:20,245 | 00:36:23,647 | You just said she was officious. | You just said she was officious. |
616 | 00:36:23,682 | 00:36:27,984 | Oh, yeah...Well, you don't have to marry her. | Oh, yeah...Well, you don't have to marry her. |
617 | 00:36:28,020 | 00:36:32,923 | Still trying to take care of me. | Still trying to take care of me. |
618 | 00:36:32,958 | 00:36:40,697 | [music] | [music] |
619 | 00:36:40,732 | 00:36:47,003 | Do you think I'm going to die like they said I am? | Do you think I'm going to die like they said I am? |
620 | 00:36:47,039 | 00:36:51,474 | I'm not ready to. | I'm not ready to. |
621 | 00:36:51,510 | 00:36:55,545 | So don't. | So don't. |
622 | 00:36:55,581 | 00:36:58,582 | All right, I won't. | All right, I won't. |
623 | 00:36:58,617 | 00:37:03,286 | What do you want for Christmas dinner? | What do you want for Christmas dinner? |
624 | 00:37:03,322 | 00:37:06,089 | How about a baked ham. | How about a baked ham. |
625 | 00:37:06,124 | 00:37:08,124 | You've got a knack for that one. | You've got a knack for that one. |
626 | 00:37:08,160 | 00:37:10,060 | I do. | I do. |
627 | 00:37:10,095 | 00:37:14,397 | You really do. | You really do. |
628 | 00:37:14,433 | 00:37:17,500 | Well, baked ham it is... | Well, baked ham it is... |
629 | 00:37:17,536 | 00:37:33,617 | [music] | [music] |
630 | 00:37:50,569 | 00:37:53,770 | Mmmmm...hmmm... | Mmmmm...hmmm... |
631 | 00:37:53,805 | 00:37:56,373 | How are you feeling? | How are you feeling? |
632 | 00:37:56,408 | 00:37:58,742 | Never better. [she chuckles] | Never better. [she chuckles] |
633 | 00:37:58,777 | 00:38:01,344 | [then clears her throat] | [then clears her throat] |
634 | 00:38:01,380 | 00:38:03,613 | Listen... | Listen... |
635 | 00:38:03,649 | 00:38:05,682 | During the biopsy, | During the biopsy, |
636 | 00:38:05,717 | 00:38:10,086 | during the procedure, they found a tumor. | during the procedure, they found a tumor. |
637 | 00:38:10,122 | 00:38:13,189 | It was a little more than they expected. | It was a little more than they expected. |
638 | 00:38:13,225 | 00:38:18,695 | [music] | [music] |
639 | 00:38:18,730 | 00:38:22,032 | Oh, God... | Oh, God... |
640 | 00:38:22,067 | 00:38:24,167 | They said they told you, | They said they told you, |
641 | 00:38:24,202 | 00:38:26,369 | that they explained the 'one step'... | that they explained the 'one step'... |
642 | 00:38:26,405 | 00:38:28,305 | Oh...! | Oh...! |
643 | 00:38:28,340 | 00:38:33,310 | It was a radical mastectomy. | It was a radical mastectomy. |
644 | 00:38:33,345 | 00:38:35,779 | They told me... They... | They told me... They... |
645 | 00:38:35,814 | 00:38:41,918 | I didn't think it... | I didn't think it... |
646 | 00:38:41,953 | 00:38:46,189 | It's my body. | It's my body. |
647 | 00:38:46,224 | 00:38:48,358 | It's my body! [sobs] | It's my body! [sobs] |
648 | 00:38:48,393 | 00:38:52,028 | [music] | [music] |
649 | 00:38:52,064 | 00:38:55,398 | My body! | My body! |
650 | 00:38:55,434 | 00:39:03,073 | [sobs] | [sobs] |
651 | 00:39:03,108 | 00:39:06,376 | [music] | [music] |
652 | 00:39:06,411 | 00:39:10,647 | [laughter] | [laughter] |
653 | 00:39:10,682 | 00:39:13,483 | John >> All right, I want everyone to raise your glasses. | John >> All right, I want everyone to raise your glasses. |
654 | 00:39:13,518 | 00:39:16,820 | Go ahead, go for it, Mary. | Go ahead, go for it, Mary. |
655 | 00:39:16,855 | 00:39:19,222 | Anne >> Ahem. | Anne >> Ahem. |
656 | 00:39:19,257 | 00:39:22,058 | To my mother... | To my mother... |
657 | 00:39:22,094 | 00:39:24,127 | And Caryl? I was going to say, | And Caryl? I was going to say, |
658 | 00:39:24,162 | 00:39:26,496 | and to Caryl. Thank you. | and to Caryl. Thank you. |
659 | 00:39:26,531 | 00:39:28,898 | Two women who... | Two women who... |
660 | 00:39:28,934 | 00:39:32,535 | [background carol] | [background carol] |
661 | 00:39:32,571 | 00:39:34,471 | Two extraordinary women. | Two extraordinary women. |
662 | 00:39:34,506 | 00:39:37,707 | Here, here. | Here, here. |
663 | 00:39:37,743 | 00:39:41,378 | Mom, who keeps beating the odds, | Mom, who keeps beating the odds, |
664 | 00:39:41,413 | 00:39:43,580 | who cooked us a good meal, | who cooked us a good meal, |
665 | 00:39:43,615 | 00:39:45,515 | no, a great meal, | no, a great meal, |
666 | 00:39:45,550 | 00:39:48,752 | and who's going to make a great Grandmother one day. | and who's going to make a great Grandmother one day. |
667 | 00:39:48,787 | 00:39:52,455 | [background carol] | [background carol] |
668 | 00:39:52,491 | 00:39:54,457 | Cheers. | Cheers. |
669 | 00:39:54,493 | 00:39:57,494 | [clinking of glasses] All >> Merry Christmas. | [clinking of glasses] All >> Merry Christmas. |
670 | 00:39:57,529 | 00:40:00,563 | [background music] | [background music] |
671 | 00:40:00,599 | 00:40:02,298 | Anne >> What is that? | Anne >> What is that? |
672 | 00:40:02,334 | 00:40:04,901 | Bill >> Let me help you with that. | Bill >> Let me help you with that. |
673 | 00:40:04,936 | 00:40:06,836 | [clatter of spoon] | [clatter of spoon] |
674 | 00:40:06,872 | 00:40:08,471 | Anne >> Honey... | Anne >> Honey... |
675 | 00:40:08,507 | 00:40:11,474 | Oh, my gosh. | Oh, my gosh. |
676 | 00:40:11,510 | 00:40:14,844 | It's beautiful. | It's beautiful. |
677 | 00:40:14,880 | 00:40:16,646 | Ohhh.... | Ohhh.... |
678 | 00:40:16,681 | 00:40:19,082 | Look at that. | Look at that. |
679 | 00:40:19,117 | 00:40:20,750 | [exclamations] John >> Nice, Dad. | [exclamations] John >> Nice, Dad. |
680 | 00:40:20,786 | 00:40:23,987 | Caryl >> Oh, that is beautiful. | Caryl >> Oh, that is beautiful. |
681 | 00:40:24,022 | 00:40:27,023 | Mary >> Dad, that's so sweet. | Mary >> Dad, that's so sweet. |
682 | 00:40:27,058 | 00:40:29,359 | Anne >> Thank you. | Anne >> Thank you. |
683 | 00:40:29,394 | 00:40:32,195 | Merry Christmas. Merry Christmas. | Merry Christmas. Merry Christmas. |
684 | 00:40:32,230 | 00:40:35,965 | [kisses] | [kisses] |
685 | 00:40:36,001 | 00:40:39,068 | [background music] | [background music] |
686 | 00:40:39,104 | 00:40:42,305 | And many more to come. | And many more to come. |
687 | 00:40:42,340 | 00:40:46,843 | [music] | [music] |
688 | 00:40:46,878 | 00:40:48,978 | Mary >> Do you feel like you have to do that? | Mary >> Do you feel like you have to do that? |
689 | 00:40:49,014 | 00:40:51,781 | Do what? You don't have to clean up. | Do what? You don't have to clean up. |
690 | 00:40:51,817 | 00:40:54,117 | I mean, I can do it, I can do it with John in the morning. | I mean, I can do it, I can do it with John in the morning. |
691 | 00:40:54,152 | 00:40:58,154 | Oh, sometimes it helps if I keep busy. | Oh, sometimes it helps if I keep busy. |
692 | 00:40:58,190 | 00:41:01,491 | You just look... What? | You just look... What? |
693 | 00:41:01,526 | 00:41:03,593 | You can say it. | You can say it. |
694 | 00:41:03,628 | 00:41:06,763 | You look tired. | You look tired. |
695 | 00:41:06,798 | 00:41:08,932 | Here, why don't you sit down. I'll make you a cup of tea. | Here, why don't you sit down. I'll make you a cup of tea. |
696 | 00:41:08,967 | 00:41:16,506 | [footsteps] | [footsteps] |
697 | 00:41:16,541 | 00:41:18,641 | [sigh] | [sigh] |
698 | 00:41:18,677 | 00:41:21,077 | At home, I used to clean up. | At home, I used to clean up. |
699 | 00:41:21,112 | 00:41:22,946 | When I was growing up. | When I was growing up. |
700 | 00:41:22,981 | 00:41:24,647 | It was a way of being there, and not really being there | It was a way of being there, and not really being there |
701 | 00:41:24,683 | 00:41:26,983 | at the same time. | at the same time. |
702 | 00:41:27,018 | 00:41:29,752 | You know what I mean? Yeah. | You know what I mean? Yeah. |
703 | 00:41:29,788 | 00:41:31,654 | Like, if it was uncomfortable in the house, | Like, if it was uncomfortable in the house, |
704 | 00:41:31,690 | 00:41:33,656 | or there was an argument I would just start cooking | or there was an argument I would just start cooking |
705 | 00:41:33,692 | 00:41:37,760 | and cleaning and what-have-you, you know? | and cleaning and what-have-you, you know? |
706 | 00:41:37,796 | 00:41:41,264 | It's different here. | It's different here. |
707 | 00:41:41,299 | 00:41:44,868 | I feel this overwhelming need to...participate. | I feel this overwhelming need to...participate. |
708 | 00:41:44,903 | 00:41:46,769 | I don't even know if that's the right word. | I don't even know if that's the right word. |
709 | 00:41:46,805 | 00:41:49,706 | I just... | I just... |
710 | 00:41:49,741 | 00:41:53,810 | I just really want to be a part of this. | I just really want to be a part of this. |
711 | 00:41:53,845 | 00:41:56,613 | Why don't we clean up together? | Why don't we clean up together? |
712 | 00:41:56,648 | 00:41:59,015 | Okay. | Okay. |
713 | 00:41:59,050 | 00:42:01,885 | You clean. I'll watch. [laughter] | You clean. I'll watch. [laughter] |
714 | 00:42:01,920 | 00:42:04,821 | Oh...funny. | Oh...funny. |
715 | 00:42:09,261 | 00:42:11,895 | You remember my father's Fairlane? | You remember my father's Fairlane? |
716 | 00:42:11,930 | 00:42:13,596 | Hmmm? | Hmmm? |
717 | 00:42:13,632 | 00:42:17,166 | Picking you up in my father's Fairlane. | Picking you up in my father's Fairlane. |
718 | 00:42:17,202 | 00:42:19,068 | How long ago was that? | How long ago was that? |
719 | 00:42:19,104 | 00:42:22,772 | I don't know. | I don't know. |
720 | 00:42:22,807 | 00:42:26,809 | I was just thinking of all this time we've been | I was just thinking of all this time we've been |
721 | 00:42:26,845 | 00:42:35,685 | together...sometimes it comes back to me as one day. | together...sometimes it comes back to me as one day. |
722 | 00:42:35,720 | 00:42:38,621 | [sigh] | [sigh] |
723 | 00:42:38,657 | 00:42:42,825 | One day? | One day? |
724 | 00:42:42,861 | 00:42:46,529 | One perfect day. | One perfect day. |
725 | 00:42:46,565 | 00:42:53,937 | [music] | [music] |
726 | 00:42:53,972 | 00:42:56,306 | We met in the morning, you remember? | We met in the morning, you remember? |
727 | 00:42:56,341 | 00:42:58,241 | Um-hum. | Um-hum. |
728 | 00:42:58,276 | 00:43:03,179 | In line at the White Street Grill. | In line at the White Street Grill. |
729 | 00:43:03,214 | 00:43:06,149 | I came back every day at the same time | I came back every day at the same time |
730 | 00:43:06,184 | 00:43:09,085 | for two weeks, | for two weeks, |
731 | 00:43:09,120 | 00:43:11,888 | hoping to find you again. | hoping to find you again. |
732 | 00:43:13,825 | 00:43:16,526 | To see those eyes of yours, again. | To see those eyes of yours, again. |
733 | 00:43:24,069 | 00:43:26,703 | And then our day began. | And then our day began. |
734 | 00:43:26,738 | 00:43:30,006 | Picking you up in my father's Fairlane. | Picking you up in my father's Fairlane. |
735 | 00:43:30,041 | 00:43:32,775 | [chuckles] | [chuckles] |
736 | 00:43:32,811 | 00:43:35,445 | We were married before lunch, | We were married before lunch, |
737 | 00:43:35,480 | 00:43:38,047 | so I guess dessert was the kids. | so I guess dessert was the kids. |
738 | 00:43:38,083 | 00:43:41,551 | Sometimes sweet, sometimes not so... | Sometimes sweet, sometimes not so... |
739 | 00:43:41,586 | 00:43:48,758 | The afternoon was Little League, braces, broken bones, and | The afternoon was Little League, braces, broken bones, and |
740 | 00:43:48,793 | 00:43:51,961 | broken hearts. | broken hearts. |
741 | 00:43:51,997 | 00:43:54,964 | Watching them blossom, | Watching them blossom, |
742 | 00:43:55,000 | 00:44:00,837 | and then watching them leave. | and then watching them leave. |
743 | 00:44:00,872 | 00:44:09,746 | And knowing that for you and me it was still early yet. | And knowing that for you and me it was still early yet. |
744 | 00:44:09,781 | 00:44:13,016 | It's too early. | It's too early. |
745 | 00:44:13,051 | 00:44:20,323 | [music] | [music] |
746 | 00:44:20,358 | 00:44:23,960 | Well, it's... | Well, it's... |
747 | 00:44:23,995 | 00:44:27,030 | It's been a beautiful day. | It's been a beautiful day. |
748 | 00:44:27,065 | 00:44:43,112 | [music] | [music] |
749 | 00:44:49,421 | 00:44:59,529 | [quiet sounds of movement] | [quiet sounds of movement] |
750 | 00:44:59,564 | 00:45:01,664 | [footsteps] | [footsteps] |
751 | 00:45:01,700 | 00:45:17,714 | [music] | [music] |
752 | 00:45:39,904 | 00:45:42,305 | Phfoo.... | Phfoo.... |
753 | 00:45:42,340 | 00:45:43,906 | [music] | [music] |
754 | 00:45:43,942 | 00:45:46,142 | Mary >> I'll call you when I get there. | Mary >> I'll call you when I get there. |
755 | 00:45:46,177 | 00:45:48,578 | Morning's okay, honey. Okay. | Morning's okay, honey. Okay. |
756 | 00:45:48,613 | 00:45:51,447 | Well, I'll see you Sunday. Sunday...okay. | Well, I'll see you Sunday. Sunday...okay. |
757 | 00:45:51,483 | 00:45:56,119 | Yeah, Sunday, okay? | Yeah, Sunday, okay? |
758 | 00:45:56,154 | 00:45:58,888 | Bye. | Bye. |
759 | 00:45:58,923 | 00:46:05,228 | [receding footsteps] | [receding footsteps] |
760 | 00:46:05,263 | 00:46:07,263 | You okay, Mom? | You okay, Mom? |
761 | 00:46:13,705 | 00:46:16,873 | It's Tuesday out there. | It's Tuesday out there. |
762 | 00:46:16,908 | 00:46:20,309 | So many things to do on Tuesday. | So many things to do on Tuesday. |
763 | 00:46:21,346 | 00:46:24,614 | A hundred things. [chuckle] | A hundred things. [chuckle] |
764 | 00:46:32,023 | 00:46:48,137 | [music] | [music] |
765 | 00:46:52,010 | 00:46:53,943 | You can go in now, Dad. | You can go in now, Dad. |
766 | 00:46:53,978 | 00:46:57,280 | They're just... whatever they do. | They're just... whatever they do. |
767 | 00:46:57,315 | 00:47:02,084 | [music] | [music] |
768 | 00:47:02,120 | 00:47:05,555 | I don't know how to be alone. | I don't know how to be alone. |
769 | 00:47:05,590 | 00:47:21,637 | [music] | [music] |
770 | 00:47:26,044 | 00:47:28,077 | [knock, knock, knock] | [knock, knock, knock] |
771 | 00:47:28,146 | 00:47:44,193 | [music] | [music] |
772 | 00:48:39,651 | 00:48:42,618 | You don't need to do that, Caryl. | You don't need to do that, Caryl. |
773 | 00:48:42,654 | 00:48:45,288 | You're not a greeter today. I don't mind. | You're not a greeter today. I don't mind. |
774 | 00:48:45,323 | 00:48:46,923 | I do. | I do. |
775 | 00:48:46,958 | 00:48:52,061 | You should be with the rest of us. | You should be with the rest of us. |
776 | 00:48:52,096 | 00:49:08,177 | [footsteps] | [footsteps] |
777 | 00:49:11,582 | 00:49:13,950 | Hey, I was looking for you. | Hey, I was looking for you. |
778 | 00:49:13,985 | 00:49:19,355 | [music] | [music] |
779 | 00:49:19,390 | 00:49:23,526 | So let me know if you want anything. | So let me know if you want anything. |
780 | 00:49:23,561 | 00:49:31,267 | She used to feed you here. | She used to feed you here. |
781 | 00:49:31,302 | 00:49:38,908 | She'd disappear for about 45 minutes or so. | She'd disappear for about 45 minutes or so. |
782 | 00:49:38,943 | 00:49:45,481 | I'd hear this chair going back and forth, back and forth. | I'd hear this chair going back and forth, back and forth. |
783 | 00:49:45,516 | 00:49:49,585 | I was five years old. | I was five years old. |
784 | 00:49:49,620 | 00:49:53,622 | I think this is the first time I ever sat in this chair. | I think this is the first time I ever sat in this chair. |
785 | 00:49:53,658 | 00:49:57,660 | Not bad. | Not bad. |
786 | 00:49:57,695 | 00:50:03,799 | Boy, I hated you, getting all that attention. | Boy, I hated you, getting all that attention. |
787 | 00:50:03,835 | 00:50:06,435 | Sorry. | Sorry. |
788 | 00:50:06,471 | 00:50:15,511 | You should be. | You should be. |
789 | 00:50:15,546 | 00:50:19,348 | Well, let me know if you need anything. | Well, let me know if you need anything. |
790 | 00:50:19,384 | 00:50:33,929 | [music] | [music] |
791 | 00:50:33,965 | 00:50:38,200 | John, there are just so many people that I don't recognize... | John, there are just so many people that I don't recognize... |
792 | 00:50:38,236 | 00:50:54,116 | [music] | [music] |
793 | 00:51:21,479 | 00:51:26,582 | Caryl. | Caryl. |
794 | 00:51:26,617 | 00:51:28,751 | You'll have to forgive me. | You'll have to forgive me. |
795 | 00:51:28,786 | 00:51:33,856 | I'm not a man who enjoys making speeches. | I'm not a man who enjoys making speeches. |
796 | 00:51:33,891 | 00:51:36,892 | I'm not sure I've properly acknowledged all that you've | I'm not sure I've properly acknowledged all that you've |
797 | 00:51:36,928 | 00:51:39,361 | done for this family. | done for this family. |
798 | 00:51:39,397 | 00:51:42,331 | For all of us. | For all of us. |
799 | 00:51:42,366 | 00:51:45,868 | And I just hope that in some way, | And I just hope that in some way, |
800 | 00:51:45,903 | 00:51:49,438 | that this may begin to tell you | that this may begin to tell you |
801 | 00:51:49,474 | 00:51:52,708 | just how grateful we all are. | just how grateful we all are. |
802 | 00:51:56,981 | 00:51:59,515 | Ohh...! | Ohh...! |
803 | 00:51:59,550 | 00:52:03,185 | You know, without Anne here, | You know, without Anne here, |
804 | 00:52:03,221 | 00:52:06,021 | I don't know what I am in this house... | I don't know what I am in this house... |
805 | 00:52:06,057 | 00:52:09,024 | You're part of it... | You're part of it... |
806 | 00:52:09,060 | 00:52:11,994 | with the good... | with the good... |
807 | 00:52:12,029 | 00:52:15,164 | and the bad. | and the bad. |
808 | 00:52:19,003 | 00:52:21,237 | Thank you. | Thank you. |
809 | 00:52:21,272 | 00:52:37,887 | [music] | [music] |
810 | 00:52:37,922 | 00:52:40,456 | Karen >> But I already told her about you. | Karen >> But I already told her about you. |
811 | 00:52:40,491 | 00:52:42,091 | Good stuff, too. John >> Karen... | Good stuff, too. John >> Karen... |
812 | 00:52:42,126 | 00:52:43,659 | Believe me, I have a great imagination when the | Believe me, I have a great imagination when the |
813 | 00:52:43,694 | 00:52:46,128 | pressure's on. She's totally interested. | pressure's on. She's totally interested. |
814 | 00:52:46,164 | 00:52:47,963 | Thanks...but I'm just not interested in | Thanks...but I'm just not interested in |
815 | 00:52:47,999 | 00:52:51,066 | the whole dating thing. | the whole dating thing. |
816 | 00:52:51,102 | 00:52:53,035 | Okay, no offence, John, because I don't want to | Okay, no offence, John, because I don't want to |
817 | 00:52:53,070 | 00:52:57,206 | minimize what you're feeling, but being happy is not a sin. | minimize what you're feeling, but being happy is not a sin. |
818 | 00:52:57,241 | 00:52:59,508 | And death and everything else | And death and everything else |
819 | 00:52:59,544 | 00:53:04,046 | it doesn't change that, okay? | it doesn't change that, okay? |
820 | 00:53:04,081 | 00:53:09,051 | [music] | [music] |
821 | 00:53:09,086 | 00:53:11,287 | John [voice over] >> I had a friend in high school | John [voice over] >> I had a friend in high school |
822 | 00:53:11,322 | 00:53:14,056 | who asked me to set him up with Caryl. | who asked me to set him up with Caryl. |
823 | 00:53:14,091 | 00:53:16,091 | When I asked Caryl if it would be all right, she said, | When I asked Caryl if it would be all right, she said, |
824 | 00:53:16,127 | 00:53:19,161 | "Blind dates are like used cars. | "Blind dates are like used cars. |
825 | 00:53:19,197 | 00:53:21,230 | They're rarely attractive and they never go | They're rarely attractive and they never go |
826 | 00:53:21,265 | 00:53:22,998 | as fast as you like." | as fast as you like." |
827 | 00:53:23,034 | 00:53:24,200 | So naturally I was surprised when she advised | So naturally I was surprised when she advised |
828 | 00:53:24,769 | 00:53:28,137 | I go out on this one. | I go out on this one. |
829 | 00:53:28,172 | 00:53:40,349 | [music] | [music] |
830 | 00:53:40,384 | 00:53:41,016 | Sharon | Sharon |
831 | 00:53:41,052 | 00:53:44,954 | Sharon >> So what's next? | Sharon >> So what's next? |
832 | 00:53:44,989 | 00:53:47,723 | Want to take a ride on my yacht? | Want to take a ride on my yacht? |
833 | 00:53:47,758 | 00:53:51,894 | [music] | [music] |
834 | 00:53:51,929 | 00:53:54,363 | It should be here in five, ten minutes. | It should be here in five, ten minutes. |
835 | 00:53:54,398 | 00:53:56,232 | Yeah, I don't mind waiting... | Yeah, I don't mind waiting... |
836 | 00:53:56,267 | 00:54:00,636 | except for, you know... hypothermia. | except for, you know... hypothermia. |
837 | 00:54:00,671 | 00:54:04,306 | I had a thought... for warmth... | I had a thought... for warmth... |
838 | 00:54:04,375 | 00:54:12,948 | [music] | [music] |
839 | 00:54:12,984 | 00:54:18,687 | Your skin is cold. | Your skin is cold. |
840 | 00:54:18,723 | 00:54:22,391 | Wow.... | Wow.... |
841 | 00:54:22,426 | 00:54:25,394 | Someone really did raise you right. | Someone really did raise you right. |
842 | 00:54:25,429 | 00:54:27,796 | John [voice over] >> Everything was so easy with Sharon. | John [voice over] >> Everything was so easy with Sharon. |
843 | 00:54:27,832 | 00:54:30,399 | I'd never even lived with a girl-friend before. | I'd never even lived with a girl-friend before. |
844 | 00:54:30,434 | 00:54:33,335 | And within two short years we were married. | And within two short years we were married. |
845 | 00:54:33,371 | 00:54:35,804 | Sharon >> Sentimental value? John >> That's right. | Sharon >> Sentimental value? John >> That's right. |
846 | 00:54:35,840 | 00:54:38,774 | This belonged to my Aunt Sylvia. | This belonged to my Aunt Sylvia. |
847 | 00:54:38,809 | 00:54:40,276 | She would write to her husband Albert using this | She would write to her husband Albert using this |
848 | 00:54:40,311 | 00:54:42,111 | table to lean on when he was away at war. | table to lean on when he was away at war. |
849 | 00:54:42,146 | 00:54:45,547 | She used a coffee table? John >> She was very short. | She used a coffee table? John >> She was very short. |
850 | 00:54:45,616 | 00:54:47,449 | Sharon >> Whatever! John >> True story. | Sharon >> Whatever! John >> True story. |
851 | 00:54:47,485 | 00:54:49,952 | Sharon >> Whatever. We should be respectful. | Sharon >> Whatever. We should be respectful. |
852 | 00:54:49,987 | 00:54:51,920 | My Aunt Sylvia willed me this table. | My Aunt Sylvia willed me this table. |
853 | 00:54:51,956 | 00:54:53,956 | Without heirlooms, what are we? | Without heirlooms, what are we? |
854 | 00:54:53,991 | 00:54:56,091 | Without our family, our history, what are we? | Without our family, our history, what are we? |
855 | 00:54:56,127 | 00:54:57,893 | Sharon >> I don't know. Sane? [phone rings] | Sharon >> I don't know. Sane? [phone rings] |
856 | 00:54:57,928 | 00:55:01,230 | Sharon >> Ow... | Sharon >> Ow... |
857 | 00:55:01,265 | 00:55:04,800 | [footsteps] | [footsteps] |
858 | 00:55:04,835 | 00:55:06,568 | Hello? | Hello? |
859 | 00:55:06,604 | 00:55:08,270 | Mary >> She wants to stand with Dad and do what Mom | Mary >> She wants to stand with Dad and do what Mom |
860 | 00:55:08,306 | 00:55:11,173 | would have done. I mean, John, I love Caryl | would have done. I mean, John, I love Caryl |
861 | 00:55:11,208 | 00:55:13,542 | like a sister, but she's not my mother. | like a sister, but she's not my mother. |
862 | 00:55:13,577 | 00:55:15,477 | John >> She's just excited about your wedding. | John >> She's just excited about your wedding. |
863 | 00:55:15,513 | 00:55:17,546 | We all are. I know. | We all are. I know. |
864 | 00:55:17,581 | 00:55:19,748 | It's just... I don't know how to tell her. | It's just... I don't know how to tell her. |
865 | 00:55:19,784 | 00:55:22,451 | I mean she's like a saint, and I don't know how to say no | I mean she's like a saint, and I don't know how to say no |
866 | 00:55:22,486 | 00:55:25,521 | to a saint... John >> Do you want me to help? | to a saint... John >> Do you want me to help? |
867 | 00:55:25,556 | 00:55:28,057 | It's Mary. I'll talk to her. | It's Mary. I'll talk to her. |
868 | 00:55:28,092 | 00:55:29,892 | Listen, Sharon's here. She wants to talk to you. | Listen, Sharon's here. She wants to talk to you. |
869 | 00:55:29,927 | 00:55:32,061 | Hold on. | Hold on. |
870 | 00:55:32,096 | 00:55:34,063 | Hey, honey. | Hey, honey. |
871 | 00:55:34,098 | 00:55:39,501 | When do I get to see that dress I keep hearing about? | When do I get to see that dress I keep hearing about? |
872 | 00:55:39,537 | 00:55:41,270 | Hey, hey, don't worry. | Hey, hey, don't worry. |
873 | 00:55:41,305 | 00:55:43,539 | I'm going to be there to make sure everything is as you wish. | I'm going to be there to make sure everything is as you wish. |
874 | 00:55:43,574 | 00:55:45,040 | Capisci? | Capisci? |
875 | 00:55:45,076 | 00:55:47,443 | Well, did you like what she did for our wedding? | Well, did you like what she did for our wedding? |
876 | 00:55:47,478 | 00:55:49,678 | Yeah, because I thought it was sweet and we | Yeah, because I thought it was sweet and we |
877 | 00:55:49,714 | 00:55:51,580 | really wanted her to. | really wanted her to. |
878 | 00:55:51,615 | 00:55:53,982 | John [voice over] >> She was good at these family things | John [voice over] >> She was good at these family things |
879 | 00:55:54,018 | 00:55:56,118 | Better than me. And at this point | Better than me. And at this point |
880 | 00:55:56,153 | 00:55:59,955 | I was still deferring. | I was still deferring. |
881 | 00:55:59,990 | 00:56:01,790 | Sharon >> Yes, the presentation is on Wednesday, but | Sharon >> Yes, the presentation is on Wednesday, but |
882 | 00:56:01,826 | 00:56:03,892 | I'd rather not leave the mock-ups 'cause we haven't | I'd rather not leave the mock-ups 'cause we haven't |
883 | 00:56:03,928 | 00:56:06,895 | got them all trademarked. | got them all trademarked. |
884 | 00:56:06,931 | 00:56:09,231 | No, no, no, you'll see them. I just mean, for us to | No, no, no, you'll see them. I just mean, for us to |
885 | 00:56:09,266 | 00:56:12,735 | leave them is going to be a really big problem. | leave them is going to be a really big problem. |
886 | 00:56:12,770 | 00:56:15,704 | [slurp] Crap. No. | [slurp] Crap. No. |
887 | 00:56:15,740 | 00:56:17,172 | Yeah, Wednesday... can you hold on...? | Yeah, Wednesday... can you hold on...? |
888 | 00:56:17,208 | 00:56:20,008 | No? | No? |
889 | 00:56:20,044 | 00:56:22,678 | Yeah, it's on Wednesday. Can I, um..... | Yeah, it's on Wednesday. Can I, um..... |
890 | 00:56:22,747 | 00:56:25,948 | Can I call you back? [clunk] | Can I call you back? [clunk] |
891 | 00:56:25,983 | 00:56:29,385 | [footsteps] | [footsteps] |
892 | 00:56:35,426 | 00:56:51,874 | [music] | [music] |
893 | 00:57:27,144 | 00:57:29,344 | Dr. Kalter >> Let's not get ahead of ourselves. | Dr. Kalter >> Let's not get ahead of ourselves. |
894 | 00:57:29,380 | 00:57:31,280 | I'm going to give you the name of our oncologist, | I'm going to give you the name of our oncologist, |
895 | 00:57:31,315 | 00:57:35,551 | and we'll make an appointment for Tuesday. | and we'll make an appointment for Tuesday. |
896 | 00:57:35,586 | 00:57:39,054 | I think you'll find our outcome shouldn't make you too nervous. | I think you'll find our outcome shouldn't make you too nervous. |
897 | 00:57:39,089 | 00:57:42,758 | Early is best, so I want you to take a deep breath, | Early is best, so I want you to take a deep breath, |
898 | 00:57:42,793 | 00:57:45,260 | and I'm going to walk with you down the hall to Radiology | and I'm going to walk with you down the hall to Radiology |
899 | 00:57:45,296 | 00:57:48,497 | so we can begin to think about other options. | so we can begin to think about other options. |
900 | 00:57:48,532 | 00:57:52,501 | [music] | [music] |
901 | 00:57:52,536 | 00:57:54,736 | I'm sorry. | I'm sorry. |
902 | 00:57:54,772 | 00:57:59,441 | [music] | [music] |
903 | 00:57:59,477 | 00:58:01,376 | Hold me... | Hold me... |
904 | 00:58:01,412 | 00:58:07,783 | [rustle of bedclothes] | [rustle of bedclothes] |
905 | 00:58:10,988 | 00:58:21,730 | [music] | [music] |
906 | 00:58:21,765 | 00:58:27,669 | I'm scared... | I'm scared... |
907 | 00:58:27,705 | 00:58:32,908 | I'm here. | I'm here. |
908 | 00:58:33,010 | 00:58:35,077 | Promise? | Promise? |
909 | 00:58:35,112 | 00:58:45,821 | [music] | [music] |
910 | 00:58:45,856 | 00:58:47,823 | Dr. Warner >> After the mastectomy. | Dr. Warner >> After the mastectomy. |
911 | 00:58:47,858 | 00:58:50,158 | We wouldn't know before then. | We wouldn't know before then. |
912 | 00:58:50,194 | 00:58:51,660 | What's the percentage? | What's the percentage? |
913 | 00:58:51,695 | 00:58:53,428 | It's low. Approximately 50 percent of | It's low. Approximately 50 percent of |
914 | 00:58:53,464 | 00:58:57,866 | patients younger than 35 may be capable of pregnancy. | patients younger than 35 may be capable of pregnancy. |
915 | 00:58:57,902 | 00:58:59,935 | Well, I'm 32. | Well, I'm 32. |
916 | 00:58:59,970 | 00:59:03,805 | During therapy most women stop having a menstrual cycle. | During therapy most women stop having a menstrual cycle. |
917 | 00:59:03,841 | 00:59:05,974 | There are fertility drugs. | There are fertility drugs. |
918 | 00:59:06,010 | 00:59:08,777 | Some doctors have started using injections of a drug | Some doctors have started using injections of a drug |
919 | 00:59:08,812 | 00:59:11,680 | called triptorelin in order to temporarily shut down | called triptorelin in order to temporarily shut down |
920 | 00:59:11,715 | 00:59:14,816 | the ovaries. But, you're moving from | the ovaries. But, you're moving from |
921 | 00:59:14,852 | 00:59:18,020 | a large cocktail of medication for chemo | a large cocktail of medication for chemo |
922 | 00:59:18,055 | 00:59:20,455 | to more medication for fertility. | to more medication for fertility. |
923 | 00:59:20,491 | 00:59:25,460 | More medications means more possibilities | More medications means more possibilities |
924 | 00:59:25,496 | 00:59:28,630 | We certainly can integrate the fertility medication | We certainly can integrate the fertility medication |
925 | 00:59:28,666 | 00:59:33,035 | into the chemo-therapy. This is your decision. | into the chemo-therapy. This is your decision. |
926 | 00:59:33,070 | 00:59:35,003 | Right. | Right. |
927 | 00:59:35,039 | 00:59:37,339 | Well, what do you recommend? | Well, what do you recommend? |
928 | 00:59:37,374 | 00:59:41,743 | Start IVF before chemo begins. | Start IVF before chemo begins. |
929 | 00:59:41,779 | 00:59:44,513 | This involves collecting your eggs and combining them | This involves collecting your eggs and combining them |
930 | 00:59:44,548 | 00:59:47,516 | with your husband's sperm to create embryos. | with your husband's sperm to create embryos. |
931 | 00:59:47,551 | 00:59:50,786 | The embryos are then frozen and implanted once | The embryos are then frozen and implanted once |
932 | 00:59:50,821 | 00:59:55,757 | you've completed treatment. | you've completed treatment. |
933 | 00:59:55,793 | 00:59:59,161 | When can we start? | When can we start? |
934 | 01:00:02,299 | 01:00:04,099 | [footsteps] | [footsteps] |
935 | 01:00:04,134 | 01:00:06,101 | [clatter of tray] | [clatter of tray] |
936 | 01:00:06,136 | 01:00:08,537 | John >> Are you sure you're ready for this? | John >> Are you sure you're ready for this? |
937 | 01:00:08,572 | 01:00:10,339 | I'm going to do the chemo, right? | I'm going to do the chemo, right? |
938 | 01:00:10,374 | 01:00:12,007 | So... | So... |
939 | 01:00:12,042 | 01:00:15,110 | let's do it. | let's do it. |
940 | 01:00:15,145 | 01:00:21,116 | [music] | [music] |
941 | 01:00:21,151 | 01:00:22,784 | Sweetheart? A little help? | Sweetheart? A little help? |
942 | 01:00:22,820 | 01:00:27,222 | [music] | [music] |
943 | 01:00:27,257 | 01:00:29,324 | Ready, honey? | Ready, honey? |
944 | 01:00:29,360 | 01:00:33,862 | [buzzzzzzz.....] | [buzzzzzzz.....] |
945 | 01:00:33,897 | 01:00:50,646 | [music] | [music] |
946 | 01:00:50,681 | 01:00:53,949 | [crinkle of plastic] | [crinkle of plastic] |
947 | 01:01:01,692 | 01:01:03,392 | [Caryl's laughter] | [Caryl's laughter] |
948 | 01:01:03,427 | 01:01:04,660 | Caryl >> You... John >> Glad you're here. | Caryl >> You... John >> Glad you're here. |
949 | 01:01:04,695 | 01:01:06,595 | Caryl >> Good to see you. John >> Good to see you, too. | Caryl >> Good to see you. John >> Good to see you, too. |
950 | 01:01:06,630 | 01:01:10,932 | Caryl >> Look at your new hair. Or no hair. | Caryl >> Look at your new hair. Or no hair. |
951 | 01:01:10,968 | 01:01:13,735 | Sharon >> Hi. Look how beautiful you look. | Sharon >> Hi. Look how beautiful you look. |
952 | 01:01:13,771 | 01:01:16,538 | Sharon >> Yes, now we're twins. [laughter] | Sharon >> Yes, now we're twins. [laughter] |
953 | 01:01:16,573 | 01:01:20,509 | Caryl >> Oh...good to see you. | Caryl >> Oh...good to see you. |
954 | 01:01:20,544 | 01:01:26,048 | [traffic] | [traffic] |
955 | 01:01:26,083 | 01:01:29,351 | Oh, this one is incredible. | Oh, this one is incredible. |
956 | 01:01:29,386 | 01:01:31,186 | Seriously. I never thought about getting | Seriously. I never thought about getting |
957 | 01:01:31,221 | 01:01:33,455 | something like this before, but with the implants... | something like this before, but with the implants... |
958 | 01:01:33,490 | 01:01:35,390 | The reconstruction? 'Implants' sounds | The reconstruction? 'Implants' sounds |
959 | 01:01:35,426 | 01:01:37,659 | a little less... Historical? | a little less... Historical? |
960 | 01:01:37,695 | 01:01:41,263 | Yeah. Do you want to feel them? | Yeah. Do you want to feel them? |
961 | 01:01:41,298 | 01:01:44,466 | Really? Yeah. | Really? Yeah. |
962 | 01:01:44,501 | 01:01:46,068 | Wow. Yeah. You see what | Wow. Yeah. You see what |
963 | 01:01:46,103 | 01:01:48,236 | I'm saying? Yeah, they feel... | I'm saying? Yeah, they feel... |
964 | 01:01:48,272 | 01:01:51,506 | They're not bad, am I right? | They're not bad, am I right? |
965 | 01:01:51,542 | 01:01:54,376 | Maybe even a little firmer than they were before. | Maybe even a little firmer than they were before. |
966 | 01:01:54,411 | 01:01:57,913 | Hi. See, I | Hi. See, I |
967 | 01:01:57,948 | 01:02:01,049 | This with a matching thong would look beautiful. | This with a matching thong would look beautiful. |
968 | 01:02:01,085 | 01:02:05,954 | Make John a happy man. | Make John a happy man. |
969 | 01:02:05,989 | 01:02:08,790 | Or you could look for... I like blue too. | Or you could look for... I like blue too. |
970 | 01:02:08,826 | 01:02:11,159 | It's the underwire. What size do you want to be? | It's the underwire. What size do you want to be? |
971 | 01:02:11,195 | 01:02:14,429 | [footsteps] | [footsteps] |
972 | 01:02:14,465 | 01:02:26,808 | [music] | [music] |
973 | 01:02:26,844 | 01:02:28,577 | You're not going anywhere, are you? | You're not going anywhere, are you? |
974 | 01:02:28,612 | 01:02:30,579 | No. | No. |
975 | 01:02:30,614 | 01:02:46,728 | [music] | [music] |
976 | 01:03:26,036 | 01:03:32,541 | [footsteps] | [footsteps] |
977 | 01:03:32,576 | 01:03:35,610 | John. | John. |
978 | 01:03:35,646 | 01:03:51,693 | [music] | [music] |
979 | 01:03:57,100 | 01:04:00,802 | What time is it? Morning? | What time is it? Morning? |
980 | 01:04:00,838 | 01:04:02,971 | Night. | Night. |
981 | 01:04:03,006 | 01:04:05,073 | How are you feeling, sweetie? | How are you feeling, sweetie? |
982 | 01:04:05,108 | 01:04:10,679 | Night? Where'd the day go? | Night? Where'd the day go? |
983 | 01:04:10,714 | 01:04:15,183 | Do you need anything? | Do you need anything? |
984 | 01:04:15,219 | 01:04:17,452 | Just this. | Just this. |
985 | 01:04:25,729 | 01:04:33,034 | [whispers] >> I love you. I love you. I love you. | [whispers] >> I love you. I love you. I love you. |
986 | 01:04:33,070 | 01:04:49,117 | [music] | [music] |
987 | 01:04:59,329 | 01:05:01,730 | I can do that... | I can do that... |
988 | 01:05:01,765 | 01:05:07,202 | [music] | [music] |
989 | 01:05:07,237 | 01:05:09,371 | John... | John... |
990 | 01:05:09,406 | 01:05:11,706 | Yeah, sweetie. | Yeah, sweetie. |
991 | 01:05:11,742 | 01:05:18,747 | I want you to see. | I want you to see. |
992 | 01:05:18,782 | 01:05:21,816 | I don't need to. | I don't need to. |
993 | 01:05:21,852 | 01:05:24,085 | I need you to see. | I need you to see. |
994 | 01:05:38,068 | 01:05:42,304 | You look more beautiful to me now than ever. | You look more beautiful to me now than ever. |
995 | 01:05:42,339 | 01:05:55,050 | [music] | [music] |
996 | 01:05:55,085 | 01:05:57,285 | Thank you. | Thank you. |
997 | 01:05:57,321 | 01:05:59,821 | [music] | [music] |
998 | 01:05:59,856 | 01:06:02,857 | Dr. Warner >> Hi. Hi. | Dr. Warner >> Hi. Hi. |
999 | 01:06:02,926 | 01:06:04,859 | Everything went fine... very well, in fact. | Everything went fine... very well, in fact. |
1000 | 01:06:04,895 | 01:06:08,830 | Oh, that's good to hear. John >> Did they get it all? | Oh, that's good to hear. John >> Did they get it all? |
1001 | 01:06:08,865 | 01:06:12,767 | Yeah, that's how it looks. | Yeah, that's how it looks. |
1002 | 01:06:12,803 | 01:06:15,270 | So, just out of curiosity when can we resume | So, just out of curiosity when can we resume |
1003 | 01:06:15,305 | 01:06:19,374 | our lovemaking? When did you stop? | our lovemaking? When did you stop? |
1004 | 01:06:19,409 | 01:06:22,110 | That depends on your energy level, a few days | That depends on your energy level, a few days |
1005 | 01:06:22,145 | 01:06:24,746 | you should be fine. I'll check in later. | you should be fine. I'll check in later. |
1006 | 01:06:24,781 | 01:06:26,781 | Just buzz if you need anything, yes? | Just buzz if you need anything, yes? |
1007 | 01:06:26,817 | 01:06:28,683 | Sharon >> Yes. Thank you. | Sharon >> Yes. Thank you. |
1008 | 01:06:28,719 | 01:06:30,485 | [laughter] | [laughter] |
1009 | 01:06:30,520 | 01:06:33,722 | Mary >> | Mary >> |
1010 | 01:06:33,757 | 01:06:36,191 | Hi. | Hi. |
1011 | 01:06:39,229 | 01:06:42,097 | I'm sorry...it's just a little bit familiar... | I'm sorry...it's just a little bit familiar... |
1012 | 01:06:42,132 | 01:06:45,934 | I know. | I know. |
1013 | 01:06:45,969 | 01:06:48,269 | Thanks you guys for coming. | Thanks you guys for coming. |
1014 | 01:06:48,305 | 01:06:50,138 | You're welcome. | You're welcome. |
1015 | 01:06:50,173 | 01:06:59,381 | [footsteps] | [footsteps] |
1016 | 01:06:59,416 | 01:07:01,282 | Caryl >> John? | Caryl >> John? |
1017 | 01:07:01,318 | 01:07:03,385 | How's the patient? | How's the patient? |
1018 | 01:07:03,420 | 01:07:09,057 | [soft footsteps] | [soft footsteps] |
1019 | 01:07:09,092 | 01:07:10,859 | Visiting hours were over an hour ago. | Visiting hours were over an hour ago. |
1020 | 01:07:10,894 | 01:07:12,260 | No, I know. Sharon left a note and | No, I know. Sharon left a note and |
1021 | 01:07:12,295 | 01:07:14,729 | said that I was welcome. | said that I was welcome. |
1022 | 01:07:14,765 | 01:07:17,298 | It's great that you're here. Really. | It's great that you're here. Really. |
1023 | 01:07:17,334 | 01:07:19,434 | That you've been here, with Sharon, the house... | That you've been here, with Sharon, the house... |
1024 | 01:07:20,370 | 01:07:22,003 | but you can go back to Connecticut now. | but you can go back to Connecticut now. |
1025 | 01:07:22,039 | 01:07:23,838 | I've got it covered. No, I want to stay. | I've got it covered. No, I want to stay. |
1026 | 01:07:23,874 | 01:07:26,775 | I know how to do this, John. I kn | I know how to do this, John. I kn |
1027 | 01:07:26,810 | 01:07:28,076 | We both do. | We both do. |
1028 | 01:07:28,111 | 01:07:31,446 | She can lean on me. No. | She can lean on me. No. |
1029 | 01:07:31,481 | 01:07:33,848 | I just meant, she has me. | I just meant, she has me. |
1030 | 01:07:33,884 | 01:07:35,984 | I know that, it's just that there are certain things... | I know that, it's just that there are certain things... |
1031 | 01:07:36,019 | 01:07:37,852 | Don't you think I can handle this by now? | Don't you think I can handle this by now? |
1032 | 01:07:37,888 | 01:07:41,456 | This is my wife. This is family. | This is my wife. This is family. |
1033 | 01:07:41,491 | 01:07:46,361 | [footsteps] | [footsteps] |
1034 | 01:07:46,396 | 01:07:49,030 | I didn't mean that... | I didn't mean that... |
1035 | 01:07:49,066 | 01:07:50,665 | Sorry. | Sorry. |
1036 | 01:07:50,700 | 01:07:53,468 | Stay... please. | Stay... please. |
1037 | 01:07:53,503 | 01:07:55,370 | Truthfully? | Truthfully? |
1038 | 01:07:55,405 | 01:07:58,740 | I want you to stay. | I want you to stay. |
1039 | 01:07:58,775 | 01:08:02,811 | But stay for me. | But stay for me. |
1040 | 01:08:02,846 | 01:08:05,847 | Okay. | Okay. |
1041 | 01:08:08,585 | 01:08:11,119 | [music] | [music] |
1042 | 01:08:11,154 | 01:08:13,188 | John [voice over] >> I had never gone to chemotherapy | John [voice over] >> I had never gone to chemotherapy |
1043 | 01:08:13,223 | 01:08:16,024 | with my mother. Mary had, and Caryl. | with my mother. Mary had, and Caryl. |
1044 | 01:08:16,059 | 01:08:18,126 | This was my first time. | This was my first time. |
1045 | 01:08:18,161 | 01:08:29,370 | [music] | [music] |
1046 | 01:08:29,406 | 01:08:32,841 | Sharon was prescribed a 'day 1' and 'day 15' regimen, | Sharon was prescribed a 'day 1' and 'day 15' regimen, |
1047 | 01:08:32,876 | 01:08:37,045 | a kind of cocktail of several drugs. | a kind of cocktail of several drugs. |
1048 | 01:08:37,080 | 01:08:39,481 | The doctor went down a dizzying laundry list of potential | The doctor went down a dizzying laundry list of potential |
1049 | 01:08:39,516 | 01:08:42,350 | side-effects, and we listened closely as if | side-effects, and we listened closely as if |
1050 | 01:08:42,385 | 01:08:46,754 | they were commandments. Anaemia, nausea, lethargy, | they were commandments. Anaemia, nausea, lethargy, |
1051 | 01:08:46,790 | 01:08:52,127 | hair loss, numbness, vomiting, diarrhea, fever, chills, | hair loss, numbness, vomiting, diarrhea, fever, chills, |
1052 | 01:08:52,162 | 01:08:54,629 | sore mouth, constipation... | sore mouth, constipation... |
1053 | 01:08:54,664 | 01:09:05,073 | [music] | [music] |
1054 | 01:09:05,108 | 01:09:07,642 | I once had a crush on Caryl, just around the first time | I once had a crush on Caryl, just around the first time |
1055 | 01:09:07,677 | 01:09:10,612 | she came to baby-sit for me and Mary. | she came to baby-sit for me and Mary. |
1056 | 01:09:10,647 | 01:09:14,449 | She was the so-called 'cool older sister' who would steal | She was the so-called 'cool older sister' who would steal |
1057 | 01:09:14,484 | 01:09:17,685 | a smoke behind the garage, and favored cut-off jeans | a smoke behind the garage, and favored cut-off jeans |
1058 | 01:09:17,721 | 01:09:19,787 | and black tee-shirts. | and black tee-shirts. |
1059 | 01:09:19,823 | 01:09:22,991 | Her eyes are still the | Her eyes are still the |
1060 | 01:09:23,026 | 01:09:25,727 | she looks at you. Those eyes gave Sharon | she looks at you. Those eyes gave Sharon |
1061 | 01:09:25,762 | 01:09:28,029 | strength and new hope. | strength and new hope. |
1062 | 01:09:28,064 | 01:09:30,932 | They seemed like sisters to me. | They seemed like sisters to me. |
1063 | 01:09:30,967 | 01:09:45,513 | [music] | [music] |
1064 | 01:09:45,549 | 01:09:48,683 | Mary >> What cha' doing? Dad's gift. | Mary >> What cha' doing? Dad's gift. |
1065 | 01:09:48,718 | 01:09:50,785 | You came all the way home to bring Dad a gift? | You came all the way home to bring Dad a gift? |
1066 | 01:09:50,820 | 01:09:52,754 | The big 5-0 deserves something. | The big 5-0 deserves something. |
1067 | 01:09:52,789 | 01:09:54,789 | John, you were expelled, weren't you? | John, you were expelled, weren't you? |
1068 | 01:09:54,824 | 01:09:57,192 | Know what? Just mind your own business, okay? | Know what? Just mind your own business, okay? |
1069 | 01:09:57,227 | 01:09:59,827 | It's a surprise. | It's a surprise. |
1070 | 01:09:59,863 | 01:10:02,163 | Looks expensive. | Looks expensive. |
1071 | 01:10:02,199 | 01:10:03,932 | [laughter] | [laughter] |
1072 | 01:10:03,967 | 01:10:07,268 | Anne >> Is that John's car? | Anne >> Is that John's car? |
1073 | 01:10:07,304 | 01:10:09,737 | John >> Hey. Hey. | John >> Hey. Hey. |
1074 | 01:10:09,773 | 01:10:12,774 | Come here. Mary >> Mom, John was expelled. | Come here. Mary >> Mom, John was expelled. |
1075 | 01:10:12,809 | 01:10:14,976 | What? Pay no attention to her. | What? Pay no attention to her. |
1076 | 01:10:15,011 | 01:10:16,611 | I knew I wouldn't be around for Dad's birthday 'cause of | I knew I wouldn't be around for Dad's birthday 'cause of |
1077 | 01:10:16,646 | 01:10:18,880 | finals week, so I wanted to surprise everyone. | finals week, so I wanted to surprise everyone. |
1078 | 01:10:18,915 | 01:10:21,583 | Your father's just going to love that you did this. | Your father's just going to love that you did this. |
1079 | 01:10:21,618 | 01:10:23,751 | He's not going to be home until about 7:30. | He's not going to be home until about 7:30. |
1080 | 01:10:23,787 | 01:10:25,753 | Mary >> Uh-uh, he never is. 'Cause he's coming | Mary >> Uh-uh, he never is. 'Cause he's coming |
1081 | 01:10:25,789 | 01:10:27,522 | home to you. Anne >> Hey. Take it easy. | home to you. Anne >> Hey. Take it easy. |
1082 | 01:10:27,557 | 01:10:29,157 | Ow. | Ow. |
1083 | 01:10:29,192 | 01:10:35,163 | [crunch, crunch...] | [crunch, crunch...] |
1084 | 01:10:35,198 | 01:10:39,834 | [footsteps] | [footsteps] |
1085 | 01:10:39,869 | 01:10:41,736 | Bill >> Thanks for the wine. | Bill >> Thanks for the wine. |
1086 | 01:10:41,771 | 01:10:43,705 | Dad, you got a minute? | Dad, you got a minute? |
1087 | 01:10:43,740 | 01:10:46,007 | Yeah. | Yeah. |
1088 | 01:10:55,218 | 01:10:58,152 | Susie's three weeks late. | Susie's three weeks late. |
1089 | 01:10:58,188 | 01:11:01,155 | She's afraid to say anything to her folks. | She's afraid to say anything to her folks. |
1090 | 01:11:01,191 | 01:11:04,425 | Her old man's nuts, believe me. | Her old man's nuts, believe me. |
1091 | 01:11:04,461 | 01:11:08,496 | He'd crucify her. | He'd crucify her. |
1092 | 01:11:08,531 | 01:11:10,531 | Bill >> Well, if Susie were my daughter with this, | Bill >> Well, if Susie were my daughter with this, |
1093 | 01:11:10,567 | 01:11:14,936 | I might be nuts too. | I might be nuts too. |
1094 | 01:11:14,971 | 01:11:18,439 | I mean, we're kind of at a loss. | I mean, we're kind of at a loss. |
1095 | 01:11:18,475 | 01:11:20,375 | We could get married, if you think that... | We could get married, if you think that... |
1096 | 01:11:20,410 | 01:11:22,877 | No, no one's getting married here. | No, no one's getting married here. |
1097 | 01:11:22,946 | 01:11:24,612 | No? | No? |
1098 | 01:11:24,648 | 01:11:26,281 | Mary >> John, Mom said that you should take these. | Mary >> John, Mom said that you should take these. |
1099 | 01:11:26,316 | 01:11:30,351 | They're leftovers. John >> Thanks. | They're leftovers. John >> Thanks. |
1100 | 01:11:30,387 | 01:11:37,792 | [footsteps] | [footsteps] |
1101 | 01:11:37,827 | 01:11:40,828 | You need money. That's why you're here? | You need money. That's why you're here? |
1102 | 01:11:40,864 | 01:11:44,766 | I keep going over the options in my head. | I keep going over the options in my head. |
1103 | 01:11:44,801 | 01:11:49,704 | I'm not sure, but maybe getting married's not such a bad idea. | I'm not sure, but maybe getting married's not such a bad idea. |
1104 | 01:11:49,739 | 01:11:53,708 | I mean... I love her. | I mean... I love her. |
1105 | 01:11:53,743 | 01:11:56,511 | Bill >> No. | Bill >> No. |
1106 | 01:11:56,546 | 01:12:00,848 | You're young. Things change. | You're young. Things change. |
1107 | 01:12:00,884 | 01:12:04,285 | I love your mother and I always will. | I love your mother and I always will. |
1108 | 01:12:04,321 | 01:12:06,087 | But what you're talking about...it's not the | But what you're talking about...it's not the |
1109 | 01:12:06,122 | 01:12:08,656 | right way to start a life. | right way to start a life. |
1110 | 01:12:08,692 | 01:12:11,359 | Not by accident. | Not by accident. |
1111 | 01:12:11,394 | 01:12:15,563 | You do things because you make a decision. | You do things because you make a decision. |
1112 | 01:12:15,598 | 01:12:21,903 | We didn't, your mother and I. | We didn't, your mother and I. |
1113 | 01:12:21,938 | 01:12:24,806 | A young man should control his life, | A young man should control his life, |
1114 | 01:12:24,841 | 01:12:27,742 | not the other way around. | not the other way around. |
1115 | 01:12:27,777 | 01:12:31,813 | And these decisions we make early on... | And these decisions we make early on... |
1116 | 01:12:31,848 | 01:12:35,416 | they have a legacy. | they have a legacy. |
1117 | 01:12:35,452 | 01:12:48,262 | [footsteps] | [footsteps] |
1118 | 01:12:48,298 | 01:12:50,064 | [car door clunks closed] | [car door clunks closed] |
1119 | 01:12:50,100 | 01:12:59,607 | [footsteps] | [footsteps] |
1120 | 01:12:59,642 | 01:13:01,776 | Hey. Sorry. | Hey. Sorry. |
1121 | 01:13:01,811 | 01:13:04,712 | What for? I'm trying to quit. | What for? I'm trying to quit. |
1122 | 01:13:04,748 | 01:13:07,815 | It's cool if you want to. Can I get one? | It's cool if you want to. Can I get one? |
1123 | 01:13:07,851 | 01:13:09,917 | You want a puff? | You want a puff? |
1124 | 01:13:12,989 | 01:13:15,456 | [coughs] | [coughs] |
1125 | 01:13:15,492 | 01:13:17,425 | I feel like I'm corrupting you | I feel like I'm corrupting you |
1126 | 01:13:17,460 | 01:13:19,260 | I can think of worse things. | I can think of worse things. |
1127 | 01:13:19,295 | 01:13:22,263 | Yeah...I just know your Mom hates these things. | Yeah...I just know your Mom hates these things. |
1128 | 01:13:27,771 | 01:13:29,003 | [footsteps] | [footsteps] |
1129 | 01:13:29,038 | 01:13:31,038 | John [voice over] >> It turns out that Susie wasn't | John [voice over] >> It turns out that Susie wasn't |
1130 | 01:13:31,074 | 01:13:33,107 | even pregnant. Sometimes, you're ashamed | even pregnant. Sometimes, you're ashamed |
1131 | 01:13:33,143 | 01:13:36,944 | of your innocence. | of your innocence. |
1132 | 01:13:36,980 | 01:13:39,881 | Some embryos won't survive the thawing process. | Some embryos won't survive the thawing process. |
1133 | 01:13:39,916 | 01:13:42,183 | Those that do will be positioned in the uterus, | Those that do will be positioned in the uterus, |
1134 | 01:13:42,218 | 01:13:44,819 | hopefully establishing a pregnancy. | hopefully establishing a pregnancy. |
1135 | 01:13:44,854 | 01:13:47,622 | Generally, we try to schedule this procedure for the morning. | Generally, we try to schedule this procedure for the morning. |
1136 | 01:13:47,657 | 01:13:50,458 | But the night before is yours. | But the night before is yours. |
1137 | 01:13:50,493 | 01:13:57,498 | [sound of jet engine] | [sound of jet engine] |
1138 | 01:13:57,534 | 01:13:59,700 | [traffic] | [traffic] |
1139 | 01:13:59,736 | 01:14:02,770 | John >> Here, let me get those. Mary >> Thank you. | John >> Here, let me get those. Mary >> Thank you. |
1140 | 01:14:02,806 | 01:14:19,187 | [traffic] | [traffic] |
1141 | 01:14:19,222 | 01:14:22,557 | Mary >> How was the traffic? Madness as usual | Mary >> How was the traffic? Madness as usual |
1142 | 01:14:22,592 | 01:14:26,027 | Is Chloe okay? Yeah, she's fine. | Is Chloe okay? Yeah, she's fine. |
1143 | 01:14:26,062 | 01:14:27,595 | Actually, she's smarter than me. | Actually, she's smarter than me. |
1144 | 01:14:27,630 | 01:14:30,164 | It's becoming a problem. | It's becoming a problem. |
1145 | 01:14:30,200 | 01:14:32,133 | But I think that Patrick actually likes to play | But I think that Patrick actually likes to play |
1146 | 01:14:32,168 | 01:14:34,869 | full time Daddy and Mommy for a few days, so... | full time Daddy and Mommy for a few days, so... |
1147 | 01:14:34,904 | 01:14:40,842 | [car motor] | [car motor] |
1148 | 01:14:40,877 | 01:14:45,546 | They found cancer cells in my left breast. | They found cancer cells in my left breast. |
1149 | 01:14:45,582 | 01:14:49,784 | Oh...Mary... | Oh...Mary... |
1150 | 01:14:49,819 | 01:14:52,854 | But they said that a tumor hasn't formed yet. | But they said that a tumor hasn't formed yet. |
1151 | 01:14:52,889 | 01:14:55,823 | Thank God. | Thank God. |
1152 | 01:14:55,859 | 01:15:00,228 | John, that's not why I'm here. | John, that's not why I'm here. |
1153 | 01:15:00,263 | 01:15:02,263 | Are you okay? | Are you okay? |
1154 | 01:15:02,298 | 01:15:07,401 | [music] | [music] |
1155 | 01:15:07,437 | 01:15:09,670 | I've given it a lot of thought. | I've given it a lot of thought. |
1156 | 01:15:09,706 | 01:15:12,340 | Really, it's all I've been thinking about. | Really, it's all I've been thinking about. |
1157 | 01:15:12,375 | 01:15:15,376 | How does Patrick feel about it? | How does Patrick feel about it? |
1158 | 01:15:15,411 | 01:15:18,479 | Supportive. It was his idea for me to come and see you guys. | Supportive. It was his idea for me to come and see you guys. |
1159 | 01:15:18,515 | 01:15:20,948 | For 'input', he said. But I think he just wants me | For 'input', he said. But I think he just wants me |
1160 | 01:15:20,984 | 01:15:23,351 | to be close to you for all of this. | to be close to you for all of this. |
1161 | 01:15:23,386 | 01:15:25,520 | I'm glad he suggested it. | I'm glad he suggested it. |
1162 | 01:15:25,555 | 01:15:29,824 | And even though they didn't find a tumor, | And even though they didn't find a tumor, |
1163 | 01:15:29,859 | 01:15:32,894 | it doesn't feel right. | it doesn't feel right. |
1164 | 01:15:32,929 | 01:15:36,030 | They don't feel right. | They don't feel right. |
1165 | 01:15:36,065 | 01:15:38,866 | I'm doing it next week. | I'm doing it next week. |
1166 | 01:15:38,902 | 01:15:41,002 | Both breasts? | Both breasts? |
1167 | 01:15:41,037 | 01:15:43,204 | Yeah. My doctor said that he would do it. | Yeah. My doctor said that he would do it. |
1168 | 01:15:43,239 | 01:15:44,972 | He said that it's my choice. | He said that it's my choice. |
1169 | 01:15:45,008 | 01:15:47,375 | No, they can just remove the cells, a lumpectomy, | No, they can just remove the cells, a lumpectomy, |
1170 | 01:15:47,410 | 01:15:48,843 | a partial. | a partial. |
1171 | 01:15:48,878 | 01:15:53,714 | I want them both off! | I want them both off! |
1172 | 01:15:53,750 | 01:15:55,983 | Sharon, I know that there's something wrong. | Sharon, I know that there's something wrong. |
1173 | 01:15:56,019 | 01:15:58,753 | I can feel it. Well, you have to liste | I can feel it. Well, you have to liste |
1174 | 01:15:58,788 | 01:16:00,254 | to your body, honey. | to your body, honey. |
1175 | 01:16:00,290 | 01:16:02,356 | Really, John, what is the risk? | Really, John, what is the risk? |
1176 | 01:16:03,326 | 01:16:06,093 | I get the procedure. I go through chemo. | I get the procedure. I go through chemo. |
1177 | 01:16:06,129 | 01:16:09,096 | Soon enough I get a couple | Soon enough I get a couple |
1178 | 01:16:09,132 | 01:16:12,300 | The right size, I could quit my job, and become a dancer. | The right size, I could quit my job, and become a dancer. |
1179 | 01:16:12,335 | 01:16:15,536 | John >> Look. Double radical mastectomy is still surgery. | John >> Look. Double radical mastectomy is still surgery. |
1180 | 01:16:15,572 | 01:16:19,840 | It still has risks. It's not funny. | It still has risks. It's not funny. |
1181 | 01:16:19,876 | 01:16:22,443 | I know, John. | I know, John. |
1182 | 01:16:22,478 | 01:16:26,514 | And while we're being serious, think about this. | And while we're being serious, think about this. |
1183 | 01:16:26,549 | 01:16:29,784 | What if I'm right? | What if I'm right? |
1184 | 01:16:29,819 | 01:16:32,954 | I have a daughter, John, and I would give up a lot | I have a daughter, John, and I would give up a lot |
1185 | 01:16:32,989 | 01:16:37,992 | more than my breasts to stay around for her. | more than my breasts to stay around for her. |
1186 | 01:16:38,027 | 01:16:41,295 | Wouldn't you? | Wouldn't you? |
1187 | 01:16:41,331 | 01:16:45,499 | Yeah. In a heartbeat. | Yeah. In a heartbeat. |
1188 | 01:16:45,535 | 01:16:47,501 | John [voice over] >> As soon as we knew that Mary was going | John [voice over] >> As soon as we knew that Mary was going |
1189 | 01:16:47,537 | 01:16:51,405 | into the hospital, we flew to North Carolina to be with her. | into the hospital, we flew to North Carolina to be with her. |
1190 | 01:16:54,644 | 01:16:57,511 | Oh...First thing I'm going to do is take a hot shower. | Oh...First thing I'm going to do is take a hot shower. |
1191 | 01:16:57,547 | 01:16:59,580 | Honey, do you mind if I get in there first? | Honey, do you mind if I get in there first? |
1192 | 01:16:59,616 | 01:17:01,315 | No. Everything okay? | No. Everything okay? |
1193 | 01:17:01,351 | 01:17:03,751 | Yeah, yeah, I just uh... Red eyes always make me | Yeah, yeah, I just uh... Red eyes always make me |
1194 | 01:17:03,786 | 01:17:06,287 | feel hung-over, | feel hung-over, |
1195 | 01:17:06,322 | 01:17:18,032 | [scuffling of bedclothes] | [scuffling of bedclothes] |
1196 | 01:17:18,067 | 01:17:26,240 | [background TV] | [background TV] |
1197 | 01:17:26,275 | 01:17:29,777 | [bathroom door clicks open] | [bathroom door clicks open] |
1198 | 01:17:29,812 | 01:17:36,651 | [footsteps] | [footsteps] |
1199 | 01:17:36,686 | 01:17:38,052 | [kiss] | [kiss] |
1200 | 01:17:41,057 | 01:17:42,823 | I'm pregnant. | I'm pregnant. |
1201 | 01:17:42,859 | 01:17:45,326 | You're what...? | You're what...? |
1202 | 01:17:45,361 | 01:17:47,161 | Mwa, mwa, mwa | Mwa, mwa, mwa |
1203 | 01:17:47,196 | 01:17:51,399 | I love you. Mmmmm.... | I love you. Mmmmm.... |
1204 | 01:17:51,434 | 01:17:53,534 | [music] | [music] |
1205 | 01:17:53,569 | 01:17:55,302 | John [voice over] >> I had begun to imagine that | John [voice over] >> I had begun to imagine that |
1206 | 01:17:55,338 | 01:17:57,371 | our family had a curse. | our family had a curse. |
1207 | 01:17:57,407 | 01:18:00,341 | That there was some tainted gene that followed us around. | That there was some tainted gene that followed us around. |
1208 | 01:18:00,376 | 01:18:04,812 | That I would be bad luck to my child, to Sharon. | That I would be bad luck to my child, to Sharon. |
1209 | 01:18:04,847 | 01:18:08,449 | And yet, that morning, I felt lucky. | And yet, that morning, I felt lucky. |
1210 | 01:18:08,484 | 01:18:16,323 | [music] | [music] |
1211 | 01:18:16,359 | 01:18:18,459 | Sharon >> Hey.... | Sharon >> Hey.... |
1212 | 01:18:18,494 | 01:18:21,128 | How are you holding up? | How are you holding up? |
1213 | 01:18:21,164 | 01:18:27,702 | You know how happy she is you guys are here. | You know how happy she is you guys are here. |
1214 | 01:18:37,747 | 01:18:42,083 | Weird day, huh? | Weird day, huh? |
1215 | 01:18:42,118 | 01:18:43,851 | Did you ever think, when you had a baby, | Did you ever think, when you had a baby, |
1216 | 01:18:43,886 | 01:18:47,354 | that you would have to worry about this? | that you would have to worry about this? |
1217 | 01:18:47,390 | 01:18:49,824 | About what, honey? | About what, honey? |
1218 | 01:18:49,859 | 01:18:55,429 | About the possibility of giving it to your child? | About the possibility of giving it to your child? |
1219 | 01:18:55,465 | 01:18:58,132 | Wow. I never told you this before, but I wasn't the | Wow. I never told you this before, but I wasn't the |
1220 | 01:18:58,167 | 01:19:02,670 | kind of girl who grew up dreaming about having babies. | kind of girl who grew up dreaming about having babies. |
1221 | 01:19:02,705 | 01:19:06,474 | I love being an aunt, and taking care o | I love being an aunt, and taking care o |
1222 | 01:19:06,509 | 01:19:08,509 | Truthfully, I played with the dog much more than | Truthfully, I played with the dog much more than |
1223 | 01:19:08,544 | 01:19:11,679 | I played with dolls. | I played with dolls. |
1224 | 01:19:15,651 | 01:19:17,618 | I carry it with me, you know? | I carry it with me, you know? |
1225 | 01:19:17,653 | 01:19:20,588 | We do. | We do. |
1226 | 01:19:20,623 | 01:19:22,757 | Maybe it's... | Maybe it's... |
1227 | 01:19:22,792 | 01:19:25,459 | Maybe it's part of who I am. | Maybe it's part of who I am. |
1228 | 01:19:25,495 | 01:19:30,030 | Maybe it's in my blood. | Maybe it's in my blood. |
1229 | 01:19:30,066 | 01:19:33,567 | It wasn't until I met you | It wasn't until I met you |
1230 | 01:19:33,603 | 01:19:36,537 | that I thought, | that I thought, |
1231 | 01:19:36,572 | 01:19:40,107 | I want to create something, | I want to create something, |
1232 | 01:19:40,143 | 01:19:45,246 | someone, that's you and me. | someone, that's you and me. |
1233 | 01:19:45,281 | 01:19:48,382 | Us. We did that. | Us. We did that. |
1234 | 01:19:48,417 | 01:19:52,219 | Yeah, we did. | Yeah, we did. |
1235 | 01:19:52,255 | 01:19:55,856 | I'm so happy for it. | I'm so happy for it. |
1236 | 01:19:55,892 | 01:19:58,225 | The rest is... | The rest is... |
1237 | 01:19:58,261 | 01:20:01,328 | Yeah...? | Yeah...? |
1238 | 01:20:01,364 | 01:20:04,465 | The rest is life. | The rest is life. |
1239 | 01:20:09,172 | 01:20:12,740 | Patrick >> There... yeah... | Patrick >> There... yeah... |
1240 | 01:20:12,775 | 01:20:14,742 | Hey. | Hey. |
1241 | 01:20:14,777 | 01:20:16,477 | Thanks. | Thanks. |
1242 | 01:20:16,512 | 01:20:18,312 | They're still in there? | They're still in there? |
1243 | 01:20:18,347 | 01:20:20,915 | Yeah, they're um... changing the dressing... | Yeah, they're um... changing the dressing... |
1244 | 01:20:20,950 | 01:20:23,684 | or...whatever they do. | or...whatever they do. |
1245 | 01:20:23,719 | 01:20:27,655 | You know it feels like she's joined some sort of club now, | You know it feels like she's joined some sort of club now, |
1246 | 01:20:27,690 | 01:20:33,294 | with Caryl, your mother, your wife... | with Caryl, your mother, your wife... |
1247 | 01:20:33,329 | 01:20:36,964 | even you a little bit. | even you a little bit. |
1248 | 01:20:36,999 | 01:20:38,799 | Don't get me wrong, you guys have been great. | Don't get me wrong, you guys have been great. |
1249 | 01:20:38,835 | 01:20:40,835 | It's just... | It's just... |
1250 | 01:20:40,870 | 01:20:42,837 | You know what the doctor told me | You know what the doctor told me |
1251 | 01:20:42,872 | 01:20:46,106 | into surgery? [Chloe's fussing] | into surgery? [Chloe's fussing] |
1252 | 01:20:46,142 | 01:20:52,746 | He said, that... ohh....oh... | He said, that... ohh....oh... |
1253 | 01:20:52,782 | 01:20:58,953 | He said that cancer doesn't hit people. | He said that cancer doesn't hit people. |
1254 | 01:20:58,988 | 01:21:01,322 | It hits families. | It hits families. |
1255 | 01:21:01,357 | 01:21:06,861 | So we all got it, right? | So we all got it, right? |
1256 | 01:21:06,896 | 01:21:08,929 | I'm just not the kind of guy who's going to shave | I'm just not the kind of guy who's going to shave |
1257 | 01:21:08,965 | 01:21:13,167 | his head, you know? | his head, you know? |
1258 | 01:21:13,202 | 01:21:17,638 | But, John, I love my wife. | But, John, I love my wife. |
1259 | 01:21:17,673 | 01:21:24,078 | Hey... | Hey... |
1260 | 01:21:28,584 | 01:21:30,551 | What is it? | What is it? |
1261 | 01:21:30,586 | 01:21:32,853 | I was right. | I was right. |
1262 | 01:21:32,889 | 01:21:35,256 | About what, Mare? | About what, Mare? |
1263 | 01:21:35,291 | 01:21:37,491 | The pathology showed... | The pathology showed... |
1264 | 01:21:37,526 | 01:21:39,627 | there was a tumor. | there was a tumor. |
1265 | 01:21:39,662 | 01:21:41,629 | Nobody saw it. | Nobody saw it. |
1266 | 01:21:41,664 | 01:21:43,764 | Patrick, they got everything... | Patrick, they got everything... |
1267 | 01:21:43,799 | 01:21:46,233 | They got everything... | They got everything... |
1268 | 01:21:46,269 | 01:21:51,739 | [music] | [music] |
1269 | 01:21:51,774 | 01:21:55,209 | I love you. I love you. | I love you. I love you. |
1270 | 01:21:55,244 | 01:22:11,292 | [music] | [music] |
1271 | 01:22:24,573 | 01:22:26,440 | Sharon >> So, just a few nights? | Sharon >> So, just a few nights? |
1272 | 01:22:26,475 | 01:22:28,442 | John >> Yeah, until after her first chemo session. | John >> Yeah, until after her first chemo session. |
1273 | 01:22:28,477 | 01:22:31,345 | I'll come home that night. Okay. | I'll come home that night. Okay. |
1274 | 01:22:31,380 | 01:22:33,614 | Here you go. What is it? | Here you go. What is it? |
1275 | 01:22:33,649 | 01:22:35,749 | Last night's dinner. Leftovers. | Last night's dinner. Leftovers. |
1276 | 01:22:35,785 | 01:22:37,484 | What do you want me to do with this? | What do you want me to do with this? |
1277 | 01:22:37,520 | 01:22:39,486 | For the plane. I don't want you eating | For the plane. I don't want you eating |
1278 | 01:22:39,522 | 01:22:42,122 | that airline stuff. You know, it's two of you now. | that airline stuff. You know, it's two of you now. |
1279 | 01:22:42,158 | 01:22:45,025 | You're so sweet. Thank you. | You're so sweet. Thank you. |
1280 | 01:22:45,061 | 01:22:47,962 | I got it. | I got it. |
1281 | 01:22:47,997 | 01:22:50,965 | Here you go. | Here you go. |
1282 | 01:22:52,868 | 01:22:54,868 | I love you. I love you, too. | I love you. I love you, too. |
1283 | 01:22:54,904 | 01:23:04,511 | [footsteps] | [footsteps] |
1284 | 01:23:04,547 | 01:23:13,320 | [music] | [music] |
1285 | 01:23:13,356 | 01:23:15,522 | John [voice over] >> People ask what you find at the end | John [voice over] >> People ask what you find at the end |
1286 | 01:23:15,558 | 01:23:18,859 | of a physical crisis. What you learned. | of a physical crisis. What you learned. |
1287 | 01:23:18,894 | 01:23:21,528 | Does survival in and of itself provide hope? | Does survival in and of itself provide hope? |
1288 | 01:23:21,564 | 01:23:24,298 | Redemption? Even deliverance? | Redemption? Even deliverance? |
1289 | 01:23:24,333 | 01:23:26,900 | I think if we're lucky, what we find at the end of a crisis | I think if we're lucky, what we find at the end of a crisis |
1290 | 01:23:26,936 | 01:23:30,004 | is each other. As I watched her here, | is each other. As I watched her here, |
1291 | 01:23:30,039 | 01:23:33,974 | I couldn't help but wonder what it was like for Mom. | I couldn't help but wonder what it was like for Mom. |
1292 | 01:23:34,010 | 01:23:36,510 | How she needed to be strong until the disease took away | How she needed to be strong until the disease took away |
1293 | 01:23:36,545 | 01:23:39,213 | her strength. How Mom found in Caryl | her strength. How Mom found in Caryl |
1294 | 01:23:39,248 | 01:23:43,317 | an empathetic soul outside our family to be strong. | an empathetic soul outside our family to be strong. |
1295 | 01:23:43,352 | 01:23:45,519 | How Caryl needed Mom as any child needs a mother - | How Caryl needed Mom as any child needs a mother - |
1296 | 01:23:45,554 | 01:23:46,587 | a loving car | a loving car |
1297 | 01:23:46,622 | 01:23:51,392 | a loving caretaker without judgement or resentment. | a loving caretaker without judgement or resentment. |
1298 | 01:23:51,427 | 01:23:53,761 | Years later, Caryl told me of the long walks she | Years later, Caryl told me of the long walks she |
1299 | 01:23:53,796 | 01:23:56,096 | shared with Mom. How they leaned on each other | shared with Mom. How they leaned on each other |
1300 | 01:23:56,132 | 01:23:58,399 | back when they felt only they truly knew the terrain of | back when they felt only they truly knew the terrain of |
1301 | 01:23:58,434 | 01:24:02,136 | their illness. | their illness. |
1302 | 01:24:02,171 | 01:24:06,907 | It's as simple as this - Caryl is my sister. | It's as simple as this - Caryl is my sister. |
1303 | 01:24:06,942 | 01:24:09,743 | I think Mary needs me now, just as I need you to | I think Mary needs me now, just as I need you to |
1304 | 01:24:09,779 | 01:24:12,579 | understand what has changed. | understand what has changed. |
1305 | 01:24:12,615 | 01:24:15,349 | I know there is so much of me that is you. | I know there is so much of me that is you. |
1306 | 01:24:15,384 | 01:24:21,288 | And I also know now there is much of Mom, of Mary, of Caryl. | And I also know now there is much of Mom, of Mary, of Caryl. |
1307 | 01:24:21,323 | 01:24:23,991 | I found myself in your quiet strength. | I found myself in your quiet strength. |
1308 | 01:24:24,026 | 01:24:25,959 | I thank you for that. | I thank you for that. |
1309 | 01:24:25,995 | 01:24:28,095 | For letting me feel safe enough to search for what is soft. | For letting me feel safe enough to search for what is soft. |
1310 | 01:24:28,130 | 01:24:31,799 | In this family, in this extended family, | In this family, in this extended family, |
1311 | 01:24:31,834 | 01:24:33,801 | I've taken from everyone. | I've taken from everyone. |
1312 | 01:24:33,836 | 01:24:36,036 | And with time, it has gotten me closer to being the man | And with time, it has gotten me closer to being the man |
1313 | 01:24:36,072 | 01:24:38,205 | that I most wanted to be. | that I most wanted to be. |
1314 | 01:24:38,240 | 01:24:40,441 | The man that I found in the gift of being close | The man that I found in the gift of being close |
1315 | 01:24:40,476 | 01:24:42,409 | to these four women. | to these four women. |
1316 | 01:24:42,445 | 01:24:45,179 | A man I want you to be proud of. | A man I want you to be proud of. |
1317 | 01:24:45,214 | 01:24:47,981 | I hope you like the latest picture of Anna. | I hope you like the latest picture of Anna. |
1318 | 01:24:48,017 | 01:24:51,118 | I think she has your eyes. | I think she has your eyes. |
1319 | 01:24:51,153 | 01:25:01,528 | [music] | [music] |
1320 | 01:25:01,564 | 01:25:03,297 | [kiss] | [kiss] |
1321 | 01:25:03,332 | 01:25:05,332 | [phone rings] Sharon >> I have to get it. | [phone rings] Sharon >> I have to get it. |
1322 | 01:25:05,367 | 01:25:08,435 | John >> Anna... Sharon >> Ooop... | John >> Anna... Sharon >> Ooop... |
1323 | 01:25:08,471 | 01:25:12,106 | Bill >> Good work, come on. John >> You got it? | Bill >> Good work, come on. John >> You got it? |
1324 | 01:25:12,141 | 01:25:14,241 | Sharon >> Yeah. | Sharon >> Yeah. |
1325 | 01:25:14,276 | 01:25:17,511 | Hello? | Hello? |
1326 | 01:25:17,546 | 01:25:19,413 | I've got to go. | I've got to go. |
1327 | 01:25:19,448 | 01:25:21,381 | John >> Okay, I'll meet you there in a bit. | John >> Okay, I'll meet you there in a bit. |
1328 | 01:25:21,417 | 01:25:23,584 | Sharon >> Bye, bye. Bye. | Sharon >> Bye, bye. Bye. |
1329 | 01:25:23,619 | 01:25:28,288 | Go to Grampa, Anna. Go to Grampa. | Go to Grampa, Anna. Go to Grampa. |
1330 | 01:25:28,324 | 01:25:29,823 | Come on. Come on, Anna. | Come on. Come on, Anna. |
1331 | 01:25:29,859 | 01:25:31,258 | Oh. | Oh. |
1332 | 01:25:31,293 | 01:25:41,502 | [Anne's voice singing] "...going to Scarborough Fair? | [Anne's voice singing] "...going to Scarborough Fair? |
1333 | 01:25:41,537 | 01:25:48,909 | Parsley, sage, rosemary and thyme..." | Parsley, sage, rosemary and thyme..." |
1334 | 01:25:48,944 | 01:25:50,244 | Woman >> Oh, hi there. Hi. | Woman >> Oh, hi there. Hi. |
1335 | 01:25:50,279 | 01:25:52,012 | It's good to see you here today. | It's good to see you here today. |
1336 | 01:25:52,047 | 01:25:53,947 | There is no place I would rather be. | There is no place I would rather be. |
1337 | 01:25:53,983 | 01:25:56,517 | [Anne singing] "Remember me to the one | [Anne singing] "Remember me to the one |
1338 | 01:25:56,552 | 01:25:59,887 | who lives there. | who lives there. |
1339 | 01:25:59,922 | 01:26:06,326 | He once was a true love of mine..." | He once was a true love of mine..." |
1340 | 01:26:06,362 | 01:26:12,432 | [music] | [music] |
1341 | 01:26:12,468 | 01:26:15,702 | Caryl >> You know, this belonged to John's mother. | Caryl >> You know, this belonged to John's mother. |
1342 | 01:26:15,738 | 01:26:19,506 | And she told me, this ring was for John's daughter. | And she told me, this ring was for John's daughter. |
1343 | 01:26:19,542 | 01:26:21,642 | I want you to have it. | I want you to have it. |
1344 | 01:26:21,677 | 01:26:26,113 | I know that one day you'll pass it on. | I know that one day you'll pass it on. |
1345 | 01:26:26,148 | 01:26:28,182 | How can you say that? | How can you say that? |
1346 | 01:26:28,217 | 01:26:31,318 | I feel so selfish when I think about having kids. | I feel so selfish when I think about having kids. |
1347 | 01:26:31,353 | 01:26:34,121 | What if I relapse? | What if I relapse? |
1348 | 01:26:34,156 | 01:26:37,124 | This family's always found a way. | This family's always found a way. |
1349 | 01:26:37,159 | 01:26:39,226 | Always. | Always. |
1350 | 01:26:39,261 | 01:26:41,094 | Thank you. | Thank you. |
1351 | 01:26:41,130 | 01:26:43,163 | You don't have to say anything. | You don't have to say anything. |
1352 | 01:26:43,199 | 01:26:46,466 | I do. You have been absolutely incredible. | I do. You have been absolutely incredible. |
1353 | 01:26:46,502 | 01:26:50,470 | Shhhh.... I understand. | Shhhh.... I understand. |
1354 | 01:26:50,506 | 01:26:55,976 | I need you to hear my thank you. | I need you to hear my thank you. |
1355 | 01:26:56,011 | 01:26:59,479 | You know, it's funny, I always felt that way about Anne. | You know, it's funny, I always felt that way about Anne. |
1356 | 01:26:59,515 | 01:27:02,583 | I always wondered, what could I do to repay her, | I always wondered, what could I do to repay her, |
1357 | 01:27:02,618 | 01:27:04,051 | you know? | you know? |
1358 | 01:27:04,086 | 01:27:06,119 | I mean, how do you begin to say thank you for | I mean, how do you begin to say thank you for |
1359 | 01:27:06,155 | 01:27:09,590 | being given a home? | being given a home? |
1360 | 01:27:09,625 | 01:27:13,994 | But, do you know what I came up with? | But, do you know what I came up with? |
1361 | 01:27:14,029 | 01:27:21,802 | All that we can do, is to do this for someone else. | All that we can do, is to do this for someone else. |
1362 | 01:27:21,837 | 01:27:25,305 | And one day you'll be me, and someone else will be you. | And one day you'll be me, and someone else will be you. |
1363 | 01:27:25,341 | 01:27:30,344 | And you'll know what to do. | And you'll know what to do. |
1364 | 01:27:30,379 | 01:27:31,945 | You all ready to go? | You all ready to go? |
1365 | 01:27:31,981 | 01:27:34,681 | Yeah. We are. | Yeah. We are. |
1366 | 01:27:34,717 | 01:27:50,764 | ||
1366 | 01:27:34,717 | 01:27:50,764 |