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1 | 00:01:11,030 | 00:01:13,166 | What do you think is in that darkness? | What do you think is in that darkness? |
2 | 00:01:16,069 | 00:01:19,172 | I don't know, but it must be something bad, | I don't know, but it must be something bad, |
3 | 00:01:19,204 | 00:01:22,075 | otherwise why would I block it out of my memory? | otherwise why would I block it out of my memory? |
4 | 00:01:22,108 | 00:01:23,743 | We can try and figure it out. | We can try and figure it out. |
5 | 00:01:23,776 | 00:01:26,646 | Another attempt to get me to agree to hypnosis? | Another attempt to get me to agree to hypnosis? |
6 | 00:01:26,679 | 00:01:29,481 | You can't blame a girl for trying, William. | You can't blame a girl for trying, William. |
7 | 00:01:29,514 | 00:01:31,283 | When are you gonna start calling me Will? | When are you gonna start calling me Will? |
8 | 00:01:32,185 | 00:01:33,418 | When you call me Lydia. | When you call me Lydia. |
9 | 00:01:34,721 | 00:01:37,023 | You seem very pensive today. | You seem very pensive today. |
10 | 00:01:38,091 | 00:01:40,059 | I'm just tired. | I'm just tired. |
11 | 00:01:40,093 | 00:01:43,129 | A lot happening, the anniversary, yes? | A lot happening, the anniversary, yes? |
12 | 00:01:43,162 | 00:01:44,563 | Denise, two years? | Denise, two years? |
13 | 00:01:45,865 | 00:01:47,200 | Yeah. | Yeah. |
14 | 00:01:48,233 | 00:01:49,534 | How are the girls doing? | How are the girls doing? |
15 | 00:01:50,535 | 00:01:52,038 | They're fine. | They're fine. |
16 | 00:01:52,270 | 00:01:54,272 | Have either of them said anything | Have either of them said anything |
17 | 00:01:54,306 | 00:01:56,241 | about your wife's passing? | about your wife's passing? |
18 | 00:01:57,542 | 00:01:58,945 | Why would they? | Why would they? |
19 | 00:01:58,978 | 00:02:01,613 | Well with your own mother passing, | Well with your own mother passing, |
20 | 00:02:01,647 | 00:02:04,483 | it's a shared experience you all have. | it's a shared experience you all have. |
21 | 00:02:04,516 | 00:02:07,186 | I didn't lose my mother when I was a teenager. | I didn't lose my mother when I was a teenager. |
22 | 00:02:07,220 | 00:02:09,789 | But you lost your father, though when you were a kid. | But you lost your father, though when you were a kid. |
23 | 00:02:09,822 | 00:02:12,357 | I'm well aware of that. | I'm well aware of that. |
24 | 00:02:12,390 | 00:02:14,694 | I'm just surprised the topic hasn't come up. | I'm just surprised the topic hasn't come up. |
25 | 00:02:14,727 | 00:02:17,897 | I think it's more important that we move on with our lives | I think it's more important that we move on with our lives |
26 | 00:02:19,198 | 00:02:21,433 | and leave the past where it belongs. | and leave the past where it belongs. |
27 | 00:02:21,466 | 00:02:24,003 | It's not my intention to agitate you. | It's not my intention to agitate you. |
28 | 00:02:24,036 | 00:02:26,571 | See, I think it is if you think it'll help, | See, I think it is if you think it'll help, |
29 | 00:02:26,605 | 00:02:27,673 | which it doesn't. | which it doesn't. |
30 | 00:02:29,008 | 00:02:32,377 | Ironically, I've actually had a dream | Ironically, I've actually had a dream |
31 | 00:02:32,410 | 00:02:34,279 | about my father the other night. | about my father the other night. |
32 | 00:02:35,580 | 00:02:37,049 | Really? | Really? |
33 | 00:02:37,083 | 00:02:38,483 | What were the circumstances? | What were the circumstances? |
34 | 00:02:40,219 | 00:02:42,420 | Nothing really, he was just sort of there. | Nothing really, he was just sort of there. |
35 | 00:02:42,454 | 00:02:45,124 | You lose your one parent and then you start dreaming | You lose your one parent and then you start dreaming |
36 | 00:02:45,158 | 00:02:46,391 | about the one that you barely knew | about the one that you barely knew |
37 | 00:02:46,424 | 00:02:48,460 | or that you hardly ever give a thought to. | or that you hardly ever give a thought to. |
38 | 00:02:48,493 | 00:02:50,428 | I mean, up until a couple of weeks ago, | I mean, up until a couple of weeks ago, |
39 | 00:02:51,596 | 00:02:54,100 | I had only had like a single picture of him | I had only had like a single picture of him |
40 | 00:02:54,133 | 00:02:56,135 | and I misplaced that years ago. | and I misplaced that years ago. |
41 | 00:02:56,169 | 00:02:58,037 | What happened a few weeks ago? | What happened a few weeks ago? |
42 | 00:02:58,070 | 00:03:01,540 | I came across some boxes of his stuff in my mother's attic. | I came across some boxes of his stuff in my mother's attic. |
43 | 00:03:01,573 | 00:03:03,943 | What was in those, in those boxes? | What was in those, in those boxes? |
44 | 00:03:03,976 | 00:03:06,245 | I haven't had the time to bring them home yet. | I haven't had the time to bring them home yet. |
45 | 00:03:06,279 | 00:03:08,380 | You haven't had the time or you haven't made the time? | You haven't had the time or you haven't made the time? |
46 | 00:03:08,413 | 00:03:11,184 | I figure if my mom put all that stuff away, | I figure if my mom put all that stuff away, |
47 | 00:03:13,152 | 00:03:15,855 | maybe she put that stuff away for a reason. | maybe she put that stuff away for a reason. |
48 | 00:03:15,888 | 00:03:17,924 | I mean, maybe she was trying to keep | I mean, maybe she was trying to keep |
49 | 00:03:17,957 | 00:03:21,526 | something about my father from me for a reason. | something about my father from me for a reason. |
50 | 00:03:21,560 | 00:03:23,663 | Or maybe she didn't want to deal with you, | Or maybe she didn't want to deal with you, |
51 | 00:03:23,696 | 00:03:25,698 | you know, asking questions about him, | you know, asking questions about him, |
52 | 00:03:25,731 | 00:03:27,465 | wanting to know more about him. | wanting to know more about him. |
53 | 00:03:28,400 | 00:03:31,436 | Maybe she thought that would be too painful. | Maybe she thought that would be too painful. |
54 | 00:03:32,872 | 00:03:34,207 | For me? | For me? |
55 | 00:03:35,540 | 00:03:36,876 | For her. | For her. |
56 | 00:03:37,844 | 00:03:39,979 | Have you ever considered that you might be teeing up | Have you ever considered that you might be teeing up |
57 | 00:03:40,012 | 00:03:42,949 | the same exact circumstances for your daughters? | the same exact circumstances for your daughters? |
58 | 00:03:47,053 | 00:03:48,287 | The Soviet union announced | The Soviet union announced |
59 | 00:03:48,321 | 00:03:50,957 | it will not participate in the Los Angeles summer Olympics | it will not participate in the Los Angeles summer Olympics |
60 | 00:03:50,990 | 00:03:52,758 | in retaliation for the American boycott | in retaliation for the American boycott |
61 | 00:03:52,792 | 00:03:55,294 | of the 1980 Moscow Olympics. | of the 1980 Moscow Olympics. |
62 | 00:03:55,328 | 00:03:58,097 | In national news, as the campaign for November heats up, | In national news, as the campaign for November heats up, |
63 | 00:03:58,130 | 00:03:59,497 | president Reagan said today- | president Reagan said today- |
64 | 00:03:59,531 | 00:04:01,533 | - Just go ahead and set the boxes there. | - Just go ahead and set the boxes there. |
65 | 00:04:03,435 | 00:04:04,937 | There's one more. | There's one more. |
66 | 00:04:04,971 | 00:04:05,938 | Can you get it please? | Can you get it please? |
67 | 00:04:05,972 | 00:04:07,006 | Why can't Shanna get it? | Why can't Shanna get it? |
68 | 00:04:07,039 | 00:04:08,373 | Mindy. | Mindy. |
69 | 00:04:12,311 | 00:04:13,578 | Stuff must be old. | Stuff must be old. |
70 | 00:04:13,612 | 00:04:14,881 | About 40 years. | About 40 years. |
71 | 00:04:15,848 | 00:04:17,183 | Looks like a lot of junk. | Looks like a lot of junk. |
72 | 00:04:19,051 | 00:04:21,386 | I'm sure has some value to it | I'm sure has some value to it |
73 | 00:04:21,419 | 00:04:24,190 | if Nana held on to it for that long, right? | if Nana held on to it for that long, right? |
74 | 00:04:24,223 | 00:04:25,557 | I miss her. | I miss her. |
75 | 00:04:28,194 | 00:04:29,662 | Me too. | Me too. |
76 | 00:04:29,695 | 00:04:32,031 | You know, she lived a long life, right? | You know, she lived a long life, right? |
77 | 00:04:32,064 | 00:04:33,900 | Now, she's with your grandfather. | Now, she's with your grandfather. |
78 | 00:04:33,933 | 00:04:35,935 | Yeah, she used to talk about him sometimes. | Yeah, she used to talk about him sometimes. |
79 | 00:04:35,968 | 00:04:37,469 | Grandpa Harold. | Grandpa Harold. |
80 | 00:04:38,070 | 00:04:39,305 | Gerald. | Gerald. |
81 | 00:04:39,338 | 00:04:40,640 | What? | What? |
82 | 00:04:40,673 | 00:04:44,176 | My dad's name was Gerald, so it'd be Grandpa Gerald. | My dad's name was Gerald, so it'd be Grandpa Gerald. |
83 | 00:04:46,312 | 00:04:48,047 | - Thank you. - Am I done now? | - Thank you. - Am I done now? |
84 | 00:04:48,080 | 00:04:49,081 | Yes, you're done now. | Yes, you're done now. |
85 | 00:04:49,115 | 00:04:51,516 | Good, I hate it down here, it smells so musty. | Good, I hate it down here, it smells so musty. |
86 | 00:06:20,006 | 00:06:22,441 | This is W-2-A-S-D. | This is W-2-A-S-D. |
87 | 00:06:22,475 | 00:06:25,711 | Whiskey two Alpha Sierra Delta. | Whiskey two Alpha Sierra Delta. |
88 | 00:06:27,380 | 00:06:32,385 | This is H-8-A-9-Q-R-L. How are you, Eva? | This is H-8-A-9-Q-R-L. How are you, Eva? |
89 | 00:06:33,618 | 00:06:35,955 | I feel like people are watching me. | I feel like people are watching me. |
90 | 00:06:35,988 | 00:06:38,190 | I feel eyes on me all the time. | I feel eyes on me all the time. |
91 | 00:06:39,125 | 00:06:40,893 | I just want to feel safe. | I just want to feel safe. |
92 | 00:06:42,094 | 00:06:44,397 | I'm doing the best I can here. | I'm doing the best I can here. |
93 | 00:06:44,430 | 00:06:47,033 | You're crazy, you know that? | You're crazy, you know that? |
94 | 00:06:47,066 | 00:06:48,467 | I know. | I know. |
95 | 00:06:48,501 | 00:06:51,337 | Relax, nobody's watching you. | Relax, nobody's watching you. |
96 | 00:06:53,105 | 00:06:54,907 | How do you know that? | How do you know that? |
97 | 00:06:54,940 | 00:06:57,609 | You're just a normal American woman. | You're just a normal American woman. |
98 | 00:06:58,878 | 00:07:00,146 | Who'd be watching you? | Who'd be watching you? |
99 | 00:07:01,013 | 00:07:02,014 | I don't know. | I don't know. |
100 | 00:07:03,682 | 00:07:04,683 | I don't know. | I don't know. |
101 | 00:07:08,921 | 00:07:10,723 | I just feel so alone. | I just feel so alone. |
102 | 00:07:10,756 | 00:07:15,161 | So, go out, meet people, have a drink, dance. | So, go out, meet people, have a drink, dance. |
103 | 00:07:15,995 | 00:07:17,696 | You know I can't do that. | You know I can't do that. |
104 | 00:07:18,631 | 00:07:22,234 | Copy that, then I can't help you. | Copy that, then I can't help you. |
105 | 00:07:27,640 | 00:07:28,974 | Shit. | Shit. |
106 | 00:07:38,984 | 00:07:41,586 | Breaker breaker. No, that's CB's. | Breaker breaker. No, that's CB's. |
107 | 00:07:45,758 | 00:07:48,227 | Hello out there, anybody home? | Hello out there, anybody home? |
108 | 00:07:56,035 | 00:07:57,503 | Very Dangerous. | Very Dangerous. |
109 | 00:07:59,472 | 00:08:01,340 | Hello, this is William. | Hello, this is William. |
110 | 00:08:01,373 | 00:08:03,342 | Who's out there? I'm picking you up. | Who's out there? I'm picking you up. |
111 | 00:08:04,677 | 00:08:08,814 | This is K-2-W-M-O. Can you hear me? | This is K-2-W-M-O. Can you hear me? |
112 | 00:08:11,450 | 00:08:15,387 | Careful! It's not what it seams. | Careful! It's not what it seams. |
113 | 00:08:17,823 | 00:08:19,725 | Hello, I'm not making that out. | Hello, I'm not making that out. |
114 | 00:08:21,627 | 00:08:22,962 | Hello? | Hello? |
115 | 00:08:25,131 | 00:08:26,799 | Can you hear me? | Can you hear me? |
116 | 00:08:41,113 | 00:08:42,214 | What are you reading? | What are you reading? |
117 | 00:08:43,916 | 00:08:47,186 | Protocols for using that radio downstairs. | Protocols for using that radio downstairs. |
118 | 00:08:47,219 | 00:08:48,888 | You're gonna use that old thing? | You're gonna use that old thing? |
119 | 00:08:50,022 | 00:08:51,857 | Why not? Might be fun. | Why not? Might be fun. |
120 | 00:08:52,825 | 00:08:54,894 | Get me in touch with my dad, maybe. | Get me in touch with my dad, maybe. |
121 | 00:08:54,927 | 00:08:57,496 | Maybe you can connect with him on the other side. | Maybe you can connect with him on the other side. |
122 | 00:08:58,898 | 00:08:59,865 | I don't think I could afford | I don't think I could afford |
123 | 00:08:59,899 | 00:09:02,001 | that long distance bill, honey. | that long distance bill, honey. |
124 | 00:09:02,034 | 00:09:03,335 | Who'd want to talk to dead people? | Who'd want to talk to dead people? |
125 | 00:09:03,369 | 00:09:05,771 | I think it'd be cool, don't you think? | I think it'd be cool, don't you think? |
126 | 00:09:07,406 | 00:09:10,142 | Well, it'd certainly be interesting, that's for sure. | Well, it'd certainly be interesting, that's for sure. |
127 | 00:09:18,217 | 00:09:19,552 | Okay. | Okay. |
128 | 00:09:20,452 | 00:09:22,922 | Use QC as a general... | Use QC as a general... |
129 | 00:09:25,357 | 00:09:26,458 | Let's give this a try. | Let's give this a try. |
130 | 00:09:28,928 | 00:09:32,765 | Calling QC, is anybody on this frequency? | Calling QC, is anybody on this frequency? |
131 | 00:09:35,501 | 00:09:36,869 | Calling QC. | Calling QC. |
132 | 00:09:38,904 | 00:09:43,909 | This is W-2-A-S-D Whiskey two Alpha Sierra Delta. | This is W-2-A-S-D Whiskey two Alpha Sierra Delta. |
133 | 00:09:44,076 | 00:09:46,512 | Who is this? What's your call number? | Who is this? What's your call number? |
134 | 00:09:46,545 | 00:09:50,182 | Me? It's K-2-W-M-O. | Me? It's K-2-W-M-O. |
135 | 00:09:51,584 | 00:09:54,153 | Do you have a handle, K-2-W-M-O? | Do you have a handle, K-2-W-M-O? |
136 | 00:09:57,723 | 00:10:00,694 | Traveling man? What's yours? | Traveling man? What's yours? |
137 | 00:10:02,094 | 00:10:03,128 | Melder girl. | Melder girl. |
138 | 00:10:04,463 | 00:10:06,498 | It's nice to meet your Melder girl. | It's nice to meet your Melder girl. |
139 | 00:10:06,532 | 00:10:07,667 | Whereabouts are you? | Whereabouts are you? |
140 | 00:10:09,201 | 00:10:11,470 | Why do you want to know that? | Why do you want to know that? |
141 | 00:10:11,503 | 00:10:13,739 | No reason really, just curious. | No reason really, just curious. |
142 | 00:10:14,940 | 00:10:16,208 | I'm really, really new at this. | I'm really, really new at this. |
143 | 00:10:16,242 | 00:10:18,777 | So, I don't know how far away you can reach people. | So, I don't know how far away you can reach people. |
144 | 00:10:19,912 | 00:10:22,615 | You can reach people all over the world. | You can reach people all over the world. |
145 | 00:10:22,649 | 00:10:24,350 | No shit. | No shit. |
146 | 00:10:24,383 | 00:10:25,719 | No shit. | No shit. |
147 | 00:10:28,254 | 00:10:29,588 | New York. | New York. |
148 | 00:10:30,322 | 00:10:31,658 | I'm sorry, what? | I'm sorry, what? |
149 | 00:10:32,692 | 00:10:33,959 | I live in New York. | I live in New York. |
150 | 00:10:34,793 | 00:10:35,861 | The city? | The city? |
151 | 00:10:37,229 | 00:10:40,432 | No, small town in New York state. | No, small town in New York state. |
152 | 00:10:41,367 | 00:10:42,434 | Hey, me too. | Hey, me too. |
153 | 00:10:42,468 | 00:10:43,769 | What are the odds, huh? | What are the odds, huh? |
154 | 00:10:45,337 | 00:10:47,172 | Well, you know, it is a big state, | Well, you know, it is a big state, |
155 | 00:10:47,206 | 00:10:48,642 | lot of people live here. | lot of people live here. |
156 | 00:10:49,743 | 00:10:51,310 | So, what town do you live in? | So, what town do you live in? |
157 | 00:10:52,778 | 00:10:54,446 | I'd prefer not to say. | I'd prefer not to say. |
158 | 00:10:55,547 | 00:10:58,350 | Okay. I mean, upstate, downstate? | Okay. I mean, upstate, downstate? |
159 | 00:11:00,419 | 00:11:01,887 | Let's just say New York state | Let's just say New York state |
160 | 00:11:01,920 | 00:11:03,489 | and leave it at that, shall we? | and leave it at that, shall we? |
161 | 00:11:04,490 | 00:11:05,824 | Okay. | Okay. |
162 | 00:11:07,593 | 00:11:09,328 | Do you like baseball? | Do you like baseball? |
163 | 00:11:09,361 | 00:11:10,462 | No. | No. |
164 | 00:11:10,496 | 00:11:12,831 | Okay. This is why I don't date. | Okay. This is why I don't date. |
165 | 00:11:14,300 | 00:11:16,201 | I'm sorry, I didn't catch that. Come again. | I'm sorry, I didn't catch that. Come again. |
166 | 00:11:16,235 | 00:11:19,138 | I said, is anything interesting going on | I said, is anything interesting going on |
167 | 00:11:19,171 | 00:11:21,974 | around where you are, wherever you happen to be living? | around where you are, wherever you happen to be living? |
168 | 00:11:23,442 | 00:11:27,112 | Nothing interesting ever happens to me around here. | Nothing interesting ever happens to me around here. |
169 | 00:11:27,146 | 00:11:29,148 | Same day, same song, as they say. | Same day, same song, as they say. |
170 | 00:11:30,182 | 00:11:32,418 | See, now I know exactly where you are. | See, now I know exactly where you are. |
171 | 00:11:34,586 | 00:11:36,555 | What do you mean by that? | What do you mean by that? |
172 | 00:11:36,588 | 00:11:39,325 | You know what? You know where I live? | You know what? You know where I live? |
173 | 00:11:39,358 | 00:11:40,426 | I was just kidding. | I was just kidding. |
174 | 00:11:42,828 | 00:11:44,163 | Sorry. | Sorry. |
175 | 00:11:44,530 | 00:11:45,732 | Don't worry, my daughters | Don't worry, my daughters |
176 | 00:11:45,765 | 00:11:47,499 | don't get my sense of humor either. | don't get my sense of humor either. |
177 | 00:11:49,268 | 00:11:50,336 | So, you're married? | So, you're married? |
178 | 00:11:51,470 | 00:11:55,809 | I was, she died a couple of years ago, leukemia. | I was, she died a couple of years ago, leukemia. |
179 | 00:11:57,142 | 00:11:58,377 | Sorry to hear that. | Sorry to hear that. |
180 | 00:11:59,878 | 00:12:03,182 | So am I, how about you, are you married? | So am I, how about you, are you married? |
181 | 00:12:05,284 | 00:12:06,618 | No. | No. |
182 | 00:12:07,319 | 00:12:08,420 | Boyfriend? | Boyfriend? |
183 | 00:12:10,622 | 00:12:12,124 | Not anymore. | Not anymore. |
184 | 00:12:12,659 | 00:12:14,026 | I'm sorry to hear that. | I'm sorry to hear that. |
185 | 00:12:15,729 | 00:12:17,596 | Well, I guess. | Well, I guess. |
186 | 00:12:17,630 | 00:12:19,766 | You know I'm like a lot of other women these days. | You know I'm like a lot of other women these days. |
187 | 00:12:19,799 | 00:12:22,968 | I mean, so many men have come and gone. | I mean, so many men have come and gone. |
188 | 00:12:24,236 | 00:12:25,404 | Tough love life, huh? | Tough love life, huh? |
189 | 00:12:27,906 | 00:12:30,376 | I prefer not to talk about this. | I prefer not to talk about this. |
190 | 00:12:31,678 | 00:12:33,713 | I'm sorry, I wasn't meaning to be nosy. | I'm sorry, I wasn't meaning to be nosy. |
191 | 00:12:36,148 | 00:12:37,483 | It's jake. | It's jake. |
192 | 00:12:38,584 | 00:12:40,018 | Did you just say it's jake? | Did you just say it's jake? |
193 | 00:12:41,387 | 00:12:42,388 | Yeah. | Yeah. |
194 | 00:12:42,421 | 00:12:45,324 | God, I haven't heard that expression in years. | God, I haven't heard that expression in years. |
195 | 00:12:45,357 | 00:12:47,827 | Well, jake, you know, it means it's okay, | Well, jake, you know, it means it's okay, |
196 | 00:12:47,861 | 00:12:49,895 | everything's fine, like that. | everything's fine, like that. |
197 | 00:12:49,928 | 00:12:50,896 | No, I know what it means, | No, I know what it means, |
198 | 00:12:50,929 | 00:12:52,998 | my grandfather used to use it all the time. | my grandfather used to use it all the time. |
199 | 00:12:54,533 | 00:12:56,568 | You actually sound familiar to me. | You actually sound familiar to me. |
200 | 00:12:56,602 | 00:12:58,070 | I wonder if we've met before. | I wonder if we've met before. |
201 | 00:12:59,639 | 00:13:00,807 | I doubt that. | I doubt that. |
202 | 00:13:04,811 | 00:13:07,012 | I'm gonna have to sign off now, Traveling man, | I'm gonna have to sign off now, Traveling man, |
203 | 00:13:07,045 | 00:13:08,715 | the boys here with the groceries. | the boys here with the groceries. |
204 | 00:13:10,850 | 00:13:14,253 | Copy that, hopefully we'll find each other again. | Copy that, hopefully we'll find each other again. |
205 | 00:13:17,690 | 00:13:19,692 | That is so cool. | That is so cool. |
206 | 00:13:21,593 | 00:13:23,962 | Grocery delivery, she lives in the city. | Grocery delivery, she lives in the city. |
207 | 00:13:29,769 | 00:13:30,737 | Who is it? | Who is it? |
208 | 00:13:30,770 | 00:13:32,271 | It's Billy. | It's Billy. |
209 | 00:13:34,940 | 00:13:36,375 | Over there as usual please. | Over there as usual please. |
210 | 00:13:39,679 | 00:13:41,947 | Mr. Krotter says he's all out of sugar, | Mr. Krotter says he's all out of sugar, |
211 | 00:13:41,980 | 00:13:44,283 | but hopefully he'll get some in by maybe next week. | but hopefully he'll get some in by maybe next week. |
212 | 00:13:45,317 | 00:13:46,653 | Oh well. | Oh well. |
213 | 00:13:47,687 | 00:13:50,122 | I guess that means no cookies for me. | I guess that means no cookies for me. |
214 | 00:13:50,155 | 00:13:51,290 | Cookies!? | Cookies!? |
215 | 00:13:51,323 | 00:13:53,827 | My ma hasn't baked anything sweet in such a long time. | My ma hasn't baked anything sweet in such a long time. |
216 | 00:13:53,860 | 00:13:55,260 | Well, it's better for you. | Well, it's better for you. |
217 | 00:13:57,129 | 00:13:58,096 | What is it? | What is it? |
218 | 00:13:58,130 | 00:14:00,165 | It's $2.40 today, ma'am. | It's $2.40 today, ma'am. |
219 | 00:14:06,773 | 00:14:08,574 | There we go. | There we go. |
220 | 00:14:08,607 | 00:14:12,010 | Thanks, miss Saints, see you next week. | Thanks, miss Saints, see you next week. |
221 | 00:14:33,700 | 00:14:35,635 | God, I remember this. | God, I remember this. |
222 | 00:15:17,242 | 00:15:19,411 | "Sir William and I were playing catch this afternoon | "Sir William and I were playing catch this afternoon |
223 | 00:15:19,444 | 00:15:21,513 | until it got too dark to see. | until it got too dark to see. |
224 | 00:15:23,448 | 00:15:25,018 | Kids got a great arm." | Kids got a great arm." |
225 | 00:15:27,286 | 00:15:28,788 | I had a great arm. | I had a great arm. |
226 | 00:15:30,188 | 00:15:31,256 | Sir William. | Sir William. |
227 | 00:15:32,157 | 00:15:34,226 | God, I forgot all about that. | God, I forgot all about that. |
228 | 00:15:37,229 | 00:15:39,097 | Point taken Dr. Jennings. | Point taken Dr. Jennings. |
229 | 00:15:39,999 | 00:15:41,901 | Dad, you down there? | Dad, you down there? |
230 | 00:15:41,935 | 00:15:43,468 | Yeah. | Yeah. |
231 | 00:15:43,502 | 00:15:45,537 | The spaghetti sauce is burning. | The spaghetti sauce is burning. |
232 | 00:15:46,639 | 00:15:48,507 | Did you turn the burner off? | Did you turn the burner off? |
233 | 00:15:48,540 | 00:15:49,876 | No. | No. |
234 | 00:15:50,342 | 00:15:51,711 | Well, Mindy... | Well, Mindy... |
235 | 00:16:01,788 | 00:16:03,355 | So, how was school today? | So, how was school today? |
236 | 00:16:03,388 | 00:16:04,958 | Boring as always. | Boring as always. |
237 | 00:16:04,991 | 00:16:06,391 | That's because you don't have friends. | That's because you don't have friends. |
238 | 00:16:06,425 | 00:16:07,860 | - I do too. - Girls. | - I do too. - Girls. |
239 | 00:16:09,929 | 00:16:11,965 | I have a stupid history test tomorrow, | I have a stupid history test tomorrow, |
240 | 00:16:11,998 | 00:16:13,565 | who cares about history? | who cares about history? |
241 | 00:16:15,267 | 00:16:16,535 | On what? | On what? |
242 | 00:16:16,568 | 00:16:17,904 | World War II. | World War II. |
243 | 00:16:17,937 | 00:16:20,539 | So stupid, it's 1984, | So stupid, it's 1984, |
244 | 00:16:20,572 | 00:16:23,609 | who cares about some dumb war anyways? | who cares about some dumb war anyways? |
245 | 00:16:23,643 | 00:16:24,877 | I don't think it was dumb for the people | I don't think it was dumb for the people |
246 | 00:16:24,911 | 00:16:27,080 | that were living back then. | that were living back then. |
247 | 00:16:27,112 | 00:16:28,580 | Were you in the war, dad? | Were you in the war, dad? |
248 | 00:16:28,614 | 00:16:30,783 | No honey, I'm not that old. | No honey, I'm not that old. |
249 | 00:16:30,817 | 00:16:31,918 | I mean, I was alive back then, | I mean, I was alive back then, |
250 | 00:16:31,951 | 00:16:34,286 | but I was younger than the two of you. | but I was younger than the two of you. |
251 | 00:16:34,319 | 00:16:35,855 | Did he know anyone who died? | Did he know anyone who died? |
252 | 00:16:37,890 | 00:16:41,894 | My two uncles, my dad's brothers, they were both killed. | My two uncles, my dad's brothers, they were both killed. |
253 | 00:16:44,262 | 00:16:46,398 | How come your father didn't join the war? | How come your father didn't join the war? |
254 | 00:16:49,234 | 00:16:51,904 | He had a problem with the hearing in one of his ears. | He had a problem with the hearing in one of his ears. |
255 | 00:16:51,938 | 00:16:54,306 | Bet he was glad to get out of it. | Bet he was glad to get out of it. |
256 | 00:16:54,339 | 00:16:55,374 | I don't think so. | I don't think so. |
257 | 00:16:55,407 | 00:16:58,143 | I think he was really upset that he couldn't go. | I think he was really upset that he couldn't go. |
258 | 00:16:58,176 | 00:16:59,411 | Why? | Why? |
259 | 00:16:59,444 | 00:17:00,713 | Things were different back then. | Things were different back then. |
260 | 00:17:00,747 | 00:17:04,182 | A lot of people were very patriotic during the war. | A lot of people were very patriotic during the war. |
261 | 00:17:04,216 | 00:17:06,551 | It was America all the way. | It was America all the way. |
262 | 00:17:06,585 | 00:17:07,552 | Bet they'd feel different | Bet they'd feel different |
263 | 00:17:07,586 | 00:17:09,689 | if they had to read about it all the time. | if they had to read about it all the time. |
264 | 00:17:13,860 | 00:17:16,095 | I started going through my father's stuff | I started going through my father's stuff |
265 | 00:17:16,129 | 00:17:19,899 | and one of the things is his old ham radio. | and one of the things is his old ham radio. |
266 | 00:17:19,932 | 00:17:22,035 | And I plugged it in and it still works. | And I plugged it in and it still works. |
267 | 00:17:24,202 | 00:17:25,537 | But... | But... |
268 | 00:17:26,839 | 00:17:28,841 | But what? | But what? |
269 | 00:17:28,875 | 00:17:31,243 | None of that stuff is really stirring things up | None of that stuff is really stirring things up |
270 | 00:17:31,276 | 00:17:32,511 | like I hoped it would. | like I hoped it would. |
271 | 00:17:33,345 | 00:17:35,014 | Like for instance, I came across | Like for instance, I came across |
272 | 00:17:35,048 | 00:17:36,348 | this old checkered handkerchief | this old checkered handkerchief |
273 | 00:17:36,381 | 00:17:37,817 | that he used to carry around all the time. | that he used to carry around all the time. |
274 | 00:17:37,850 | 00:17:39,518 | And I remembered that he used to | And I remembered that he used to |
275 | 00:17:39,551 | 00:17:42,254 | tie it around my face sometimes like an outlaw's mask. | tie it around my face sometimes like an outlaw's mask. |
276 | 00:17:43,388 | 00:17:45,323 | So, I'm picking up a thing or two here and there | So, I'm picking up a thing or two here and there |
277 | 00:17:45,357 | 00:17:49,461 | but I don't remember, remember. | but I don't remember, remember. |
278 | 00:17:49,494 | 00:17:53,265 | You know, that darkness is still there. | You know, that darkness is still there. |
279 | 00:17:54,266 | 00:17:57,870 | You know, the mind is a complicated, tricky thing. | You know, the mind is a complicated, tricky thing. |
280 | 00:17:57,904 | 00:18:01,007 | That's why it's so important that we try different things | That's why it's so important that we try different things |
281 | 00:18:01,040 | 00:18:03,408 | because we never know what's going to stick. | because we never know what's going to stick. |
282 | 00:18:03,442 | 00:18:06,079 | And I know you think I'm pitching hypnosis here, | And I know you think I'm pitching hypnosis here, |
283 | 00:18:06,112 | 00:18:08,246 | but I'm not, all right. | but I'm not, all right. |
284 | 00:18:08,280 | 00:18:10,983 | I actually think it's pretty important | I actually think it's pretty important |
285 | 00:18:11,017 | 00:18:12,785 | that you go through your father's belongings | that you go through your father's belongings |
286 | 00:18:12,819 | 00:18:15,253 | on a number of levels. | on a number of levels. |
287 | 00:18:15,287 | 00:18:17,790 | It actually might bring you out of this darkness. | It actually might bring you out of this darkness. |
288 | 00:18:19,092 | 00:18:20,525 | It's just so irritating. | It's just so irritating. |
289 | 00:18:21,493 | 00:18:24,864 | I know something happened, but I can't just assume | I know something happened, but I can't just assume |
290 | 00:18:24,897 | 00:18:26,498 | that it has anything to do with my father's death. | that it has anything to do with my father's death. |
291 | 00:18:26,531 | 00:18:28,467 | That could be a complete coincidence. | That could be a complete coincidence. |
292 | 00:18:29,635 | 00:18:33,806 | If you believe in coincidences, which I don't. | If you believe in coincidences, which I don't. |
293 | 00:18:41,914 | 00:18:43,448 | "Well, I was at the hardware store, | "Well, I was at the hardware store, |
294 | 00:18:43,482 | 00:18:46,284 | a woman came in, never saw her before. | a woman came in, never saw her before. |
295 | 00:18:46,318 | 00:18:48,654 | Told Chubby she had just moved to town. | Told Chubby she had just moved to town. |
296 | 00:18:49,822 | 00:18:51,190 | I tried to introduce myself | I tried to introduce myself |
297 | 00:18:51,224 | 00:18:52,892 | but she gave me the greasy eye. | but she gave me the greasy eye. |
298 | 00:18:52,925 | 00:18:56,361 | Not my type, still there was something about her. | Not my type, still there was something about her. |
299 | 00:18:56,394 | 00:18:57,462 | Looked like the sort of dame | Looked like the sort of dame |
300 | 00:18:57,496 | 00:18:59,699 | that might enjoy a good tumble." | that might enjoy a good tumble." |
301 | 00:19:02,769 | 00:19:04,771 | The things you don't want to know about your dad. | The things you don't want to know about your dad. |
302 | 00:19:08,440 | 00:19:09,508 | William! | William! |
303 | 00:19:13,411 | 00:19:14,747 | William! | William! |
304 | 00:19:21,620 | 00:19:23,923 | Hello, who's out there? | Hello, who's out there? |
305 | 00:19:28,326 | 00:19:29,561 | Hello? | Hello? |
306 | 00:19:32,064 | 00:19:33,633 | Hello? | Hello? |
307 | 00:20:05,832 | 00:20:10,236 | This is W-2-A-S-D Whiskey two Alpha Sierra Delta. | This is W-2-A-S-D Whiskey two Alpha Sierra Delta. |
308 | 00:20:11,170 | 00:20:13,505 | Traveling man, are you on the air? | Traveling man, are you on the air? |
309 | 00:20:14,406 | 00:20:16,108 | Traveling man? | Traveling man? |
310 | 00:20:16,142 | 00:20:18,978 | This is Traveling man, Melder girl? | This is Traveling man, Melder girl? |
311 | 00:20:19,011 | 00:20:20,345 | Copy. | Copy. |
312 | 00:20:22,514 | 00:20:23,716 | Didn't have much to do today, | Didn't have much to do today, |
313 | 00:20:23,749 | 00:20:26,118 | so, I thought I'd reach out. | so, I thought I'd reach out. |
314 | 00:20:26,152 | 00:20:27,619 | I'm here. | I'm here. |
315 | 00:20:27,653 | 00:20:29,088 | Can I ask you a question? | Can I ask you a question? |
316 | 00:20:29,922 | 00:20:31,157 | Shoot. | Shoot. |
317 | 00:20:31,190 | 00:20:32,859 | I'm sorry, come again. | I'm sorry, come again. |
318 | 00:20:32,892 | 00:20:35,560 | Yeah, go ahead and ask your question. | Yeah, go ahead and ask your question. |
319 | 00:20:35,594 | 00:20:39,232 | So, why Traveling man? Are you a salesman or something? | So, why Traveling man? Are you a salesman or something? |
320 | 00:20:40,233 | 00:20:42,168 | No, I'm a post-harvest consultant | No, I'm a post-harvest consultant |
321 | 00:20:42,201 | 00:20:44,569 | and it takes me overseas a lot. | and it takes me overseas a lot. |
322 | 00:20:44,603 | 00:20:46,806 | What's post-harvest? | What's post-harvest? |
323 | 00:20:46,839 | 00:20:49,242 | It's an agriculture term. | It's an agriculture term. |
324 | 00:20:49,275 | 00:20:52,377 | Basically, I show people how to store their crops | Basically, I show people how to store their crops |
325 | 00:20:52,410 | 00:20:55,114 | after they harvest them so that they get | after they harvest them so that they get |
326 | 00:20:55,147 | 00:20:58,184 | as much longevity out of them as possible before they spoil. | as much longevity out of them as possible before they spoil. |
327 | 00:20:59,218 | 00:21:01,586 | Sounds like it's very important. | Sounds like it's very important. |
328 | 00:21:01,620 | 00:21:03,055 | In some regions of the world | In some regions of the world |
329 | 00:21:03,089 | 00:21:05,992 | It's the difference between living and starving to death. | It's the difference between living and starving to death. |
330 | 00:21:06,025 | 00:21:07,326 | It's very important. | It's very important. |
331 | 00:21:08,227 | 00:21:10,630 | You sound very passionate about it. | You sound very passionate about it. |
332 | 00:21:10,663 | 00:21:12,298 | Well, I grew up on a farm | Well, I grew up on a farm |
333 | 00:21:12,331 | 00:21:14,066 | and I used to work in a grocery store. | and I used to work in a grocery store. |
334 | 00:21:14,100 | 00:21:17,602 | So, I guess you could say foods been a big part of my life. | So, I guess you could say foods been a big part of my life. |
335 | 00:21:18,570 | 00:21:21,007 | So, you still have the farm? | So, you still have the farm? |
336 | 00:21:21,040 | 00:21:23,643 | No, my mom sold that a long time ago, | No, my mom sold that a long time ago, |
337 | 00:21:23,676 | 00:21:25,044 | after I left school and decided | after I left school and decided |
338 | 00:21:25,077 | 00:21:26,646 | I wanted to become a professor. | I wanted to become a professor. |
339 | 00:21:28,114 | 00:21:31,651 | Professor, huh? Very impressive. | Professor, huh? Very impressive. |
340 | 00:21:31,684 | 00:21:33,920 | Oh, it is very, very impressive. | Oh, it is very, very impressive. |
341 | 00:21:33,953 | 00:21:37,123 | Especially if you love red tape and ass kissing, | Especially if you love red tape and ass kissing, |
342 | 00:21:37,156 | 00:21:38,391 | which I don't like either one. | which I don't like either one. |
343 | 00:21:38,423 | 00:21:42,328 | So, that's why I left teaching and went into consulting. | So, that's why I left teaching and went into consulting. |
344 | 00:21:42,361 | 00:21:44,297 | I think it makes more of an impact anyway. | I think it makes more of an impact anyway. |
345 | 00:21:44,330 | 00:21:46,832 | And you know, I get to do a lot of traveling. | And you know, I get to do a lot of traveling. |
346 | 00:21:48,100 | 00:21:50,836 | Hence the handle Traveling man. Okay, I got it. | Hence the handle Traveling man. Okay, I got it. |
347 | 00:21:51,904 | 00:21:54,874 | So, what about you? What do you do for a living? | So, what about you? What do you do for a living? |
348 | 00:21:54,907 | 00:21:57,442 | Nothing anymore, I inherited some money. | Nothing anymore, I inherited some money. |
349 | 00:21:58,610 | 00:22:00,279 | Life of leisure, huh? | Life of leisure, huh? |
350 | 00:22:01,881 | 00:22:02,915 | Not really. | Not really. |
351 | 00:22:03,849 | 00:22:05,251 | Do you travel at all? | Do you travel at all? |
352 | 00:22:06,118 | 00:22:08,654 | Used to, not much anymore. | Used to, not much anymore. |
353 | 00:22:09,822 | 00:22:11,357 | Have you ever been to Europe? | Have you ever been to Europe? |
354 | 00:22:14,293 | 00:22:16,461 | Why do you want to know that? | Why do you want to know that? |
355 | 00:22:17,930 | 00:22:19,932 | No reason, just curious. | No reason, just curious. |
356 | 00:22:23,402 | 00:22:25,004 | Yes, I've been to Europe. | Yes, I've been to Europe. |
357 | 00:22:26,072 | 00:22:28,741 | I just got back, I was there a couple of weeks ago. | I just got back, I was there a couple of weeks ago. |
358 | 00:22:29,775 | 00:22:32,745 | I think it'd break my heart to see it now. | I think it'd break my heart to see it now. |
359 | 00:22:32,778 | 00:22:34,180 | I thought it was amazing. | I thought it was amazing. |
360 | 00:22:34,213 | 00:22:36,182 | I mean, just absolutely beautiful. | I mean, just absolutely beautiful. |
361 | 00:22:36,215 | 00:22:39,051 | Especially if you're into the history of it. | Especially if you're into the history of it. |
362 | 00:22:39,085 | 00:22:40,386 | Where did you go? | Where did you go? |
363 | 00:22:41,320 | 00:22:42,554 | I was in London for a few days | I was in London for a few days |
364 | 00:22:42,587 | 00:22:45,057 | and then went on to France and Germany. | and then went on to France and Germany. |
365 | 00:22:48,294 | 00:22:50,396 | What do they look like now? | What do they look like now? |
366 | 00:22:50,429 | 00:22:52,965 | What do they look like? I don't know. | What do they look like? I don't know. |
367 | 00:22:52,999 | 00:22:55,533 | Like America, I guess, except different. | Like America, I guess, except different. |
368 | 00:22:55,567 | 00:22:57,370 | I wasn't there working-working, | I wasn't there working-working, |
369 | 00:22:57,403 | 00:22:59,638 | those countries don't need my expertise. | those countries don't need my expertise. |
370 | 00:22:59,672 | 00:23:03,409 | We were actually there for a conference concerning Zimbabwe. | We were actually there for a conference concerning Zimbabwe. |
371 | 00:23:03,442 | 00:23:05,543 | Dad, you down there? | Dad, you down there? |
372 | 00:23:05,577 | 00:23:07,680 | I gotta be a Danny's in 10 minutes. | I gotta be a Danny's in 10 minutes. |
373 | 00:23:08,881 | 00:23:10,349 | All right, I'll be right up. | All right, I'll be right up. |
374 | 00:23:12,485 | 00:23:14,286 | Melder girl, my kids are calling me | Melder girl, my kids are calling me |
375 | 00:23:14,320 | 00:23:16,655 | so, I've got to go, you have a great afternoon. | so, I've got to go, you have a great afternoon. |
376 | 00:23:22,094 | 00:23:23,429 | Like America. | Like America. |
377 | 00:23:25,597 | 00:23:26,932 | I doubt that. | I doubt that. |
378 | 00:25:16,442 | 00:25:19,545 | I thought you guys didn't like it down here. | I thought you guys didn't like it down here. |
379 | 00:25:37,062 | 00:25:39,633 | So, why aren't you sleeping well? | So, why aren't you sleeping well? |
380 | 00:25:39,665 | 00:25:42,768 | I just had the dream about my father still being alive. | I just had the dream about my father still being alive. |
381 | 00:25:42,801 | 00:25:44,203 | That's reoccurring? | That's reoccurring? |
382 | 00:25:44,236 | 00:25:45,538 | It's actually expanding. | It's actually expanding. |
383 | 00:25:46,405 | 00:25:49,408 | Not married, don't have kids. | Not married, don't have kids. |
384 | 00:25:49,441 | 00:25:53,279 | It's just the two of us working my family's old farm. | It's just the two of us working my family's old farm. |
385 | 00:25:53,312 | 00:25:54,780 | Interesting. | Interesting. |
386 | 00:25:54,813 | 00:25:57,850 | And it's not disjointed like dreams usually are though. | And it's not disjointed like dreams usually are though. |
387 | 00:25:57,883 | 00:26:00,619 | It's very common, very day-to-day feel. | It's very common, very day-to-day feel. |
388 | 00:26:00,654 | 00:26:02,021 | In some ways it's reminiscent | In some ways it's reminiscent |
389 | 00:26:02,054 | 00:26:04,323 | of that darkness we've been talking about | of that darkness we've been talking about |
390 | 00:26:04,356 | 00:26:08,727 | in the sense that I feel it more than I actually see it, | in the sense that I feel it more than I actually see it, |
391 | 00:26:09,862 | 00:26:12,031 | but it's still very real. | but it's still very real. |
392 | 00:26:12,064 | 00:26:15,301 | But it isn't, and it certainly shouldn't be keeping you | But it isn't, and it certainly shouldn't be keeping you |
393 | 00:26:15,334 | 00:26:17,069 | from a full night's rest. | from a full night's rest. |
394 | 00:26:17,102 | 00:26:18,737 | Dreams are a way for our minds | Dreams are a way for our minds |
395 | 00:26:18,771 | 00:26:21,273 | to work out our problems and our anxieties. | to work out our problems and our anxieties. |
396 | 00:26:21,307 | 00:26:23,475 | They shouldn't be adding to them. | They shouldn't be adding to them. |
397 | 00:26:23,509 | 00:26:25,377 | Let me know if this keeps up | Let me know if this keeps up |
398 | 00:26:25,411 | 00:26:27,880 | and I'll prescribe something for you. | and I'll prescribe something for you. |
399 | 00:26:27,913 | 00:26:29,248 | Okay. | Okay. |
400 | 00:26:44,830 | 00:26:46,765 | Are you on the airway Melder girl? | Are you on the airway Melder girl? |
401 | 00:26:50,302 | 00:26:52,104 | Melder girl, are you there? | Melder girl, are you there? |
402 | 00:26:55,574 | 00:26:56,643 | Melder girl? | Melder girl? |
403 | 00:26:59,745 | 00:27:00,813 | Melder girl? | Melder girl? |
404 | 00:27:07,019 | 00:27:09,656 | This is Melder girl, Is this Traveling man? | This is Melder girl, Is this Traveling man? |
405 | 00:27:10,789 | 00:27:12,858 | Hey, I didn't know if I'd catch you today. | Hey, I didn't know if I'd catch you today. |
406 | 00:27:12,891 | 00:27:16,996 | You caught me, what you doing? | You caught me, what you doing? |
407 | 00:27:17,029 | 00:27:19,265 | Not a whole lot, just did some running around. | Not a whole lot, just did some running around. |
408 | 00:27:19,298 | 00:27:22,368 | Got some time to kill before I have to put dinner on. | Got some time to kill before I have to put dinner on. |
409 | 00:27:22,401 | 00:27:24,704 | What is that noise that I keep hearing? | What is that noise that I keep hearing? |
410 | 00:27:26,038 | 00:27:27,373 | What noise? | What noise? |
411 | 00:27:27,873 | 00:27:32,144 | It's like jingling or metal or something like that. | It's like jingling or metal or something like that. |
412 | 00:27:32,177 | 00:27:35,047 | Oh, it's 50 cent pieces. | Oh, it's 50 cent pieces. |
413 | 00:27:35,080 | 00:27:37,983 | I carry a lot of change around with me, it's an old habit | I carry a lot of change around with me, it's an old habit |
414 | 00:27:38,017 | 00:27:39,653 | and sometimes I wind up playing with them | and sometimes I wind up playing with them |
415 | 00:27:39,686 | 00:27:41,553 | and don't even realize I'm doing it. | and don't even realize I'm doing it. |
416 | 00:27:42,554 | 00:27:44,056 | Does it annoy you? | Does it annoy you? |
417 | 00:27:45,024 | 00:27:46,025 | Yes. | Yes. |
418 | 00:27:47,026 | 00:27:48,360 | Sorry. | Sorry. |
419 | 00:27:50,329 | 00:27:51,698 | So, anything new with you? | So, anything new with you? |
420 | 00:27:52,632 | 00:27:54,800 | Nothing ever changes where I am. | Nothing ever changes where I am. |
421 | 00:27:55,934 | 00:27:58,971 | Oh, come on. Things change all the time. | Oh, come on. Things change all the time. |
422 | 00:27:59,004 | 00:28:02,141 | Not to me they don't, I don't leave my house. | Not to me they don't, I don't leave my house. |
423 | 00:28:03,108 | 00:28:04,610 | Never? | Never? |
424 | 00:28:04,644 | 00:28:06,178 | Never. | Never. |
425 | 00:28:06,211 | 00:28:07,846 | Why's that? | Why's that? |
426 | 00:28:07,880 | 00:28:11,751 | I have a condition, it's extreme nervousness. | I have a condition, it's extreme nervousness. |
427 | 00:28:11,785 | 00:28:15,921 | Every time I go outside, my heart starts to race. | Every time I go outside, my heart starts to race. |
428 | 00:28:15,954 | 00:28:20,025 | I break into a sweat, I just feel like I'm gonna die. | I break into a sweat, I just feel like I'm gonna die. |
429 | 00:28:21,226 | 00:28:23,095 | Well, that sounds like agoraphobia. | Well, that sounds like agoraphobia. |
430 | 00:28:24,129 | 00:28:25,464 | What's that? | What's that? |
431 | 00:28:25,931 | 00:28:28,768 | You've never heard of agoraphobia before? | You've never heard of agoraphobia before? |
432 | 00:28:28,802 | 00:28:30,369 | No. | No. |
433 | 00:28:30,402 | 00:28:32,739 | It's a psychological disorder. | It's a psychological disorder. |
434 | 00:28:32,772 | 00:28:36,542 | Well, my doctor said it was extreme nervousness. | Well, my doctor said it was extreme nervousness. |
435 | 00:28:36,575 | 00:28:39,178 | Well, what did your doctor prescribe? | Well, what did your doctor prescribe? |
436 | 00:28:39,211 | 00:28:40,446 | Rest. | Rest. |
437 | 00:28:40,479 | 00:28:42,214 | Rest, is that it? | Rest, is that it? |
438 | 00:28:42,247 | 00:28:44,083 | There's medications that could help you | There's medications that could help you |
439 | 00:28:44,116 | 00:28:45,317 | with this Melder girl. | with this Melder girl. |
440 | 00:28:46,352 | 00:28:47,853 | Well, that wasn't mentioned. | Well, that wasn't mentioned. |
441 | 00:28:48,722 | 00:28:50,657 | I'd get a second opinion. | I'd get a second opinion. |
442 | 00:28:50,690 | 00:28:52,391 | A shrink could certainly help you. | A shrink could certainly help you. |
443 | 00:28:53,225 | 00:28:54,593 | Did you say shrink? | Did you say shrink? |
444 | 00:28:55,461 | 00:28:56,796 | Yeah. | Yeah. |
445 | 00:28:58,864 | 00:29:00,232 | I don't understand. | I don't understand. |
446 | 00:29:00,265 | 00:29:02,836 | Like what, I'm supposed to be smaller? | Like what, I'm supposed to be smaller? |
447 | 00:29:02,868 | 00:29:04,203 | Smaller? No. | Smaller? No. |
448 | 00:29:05,170 | 00:29:06,605 | Seeing a psychiatrist doesn't make you | Seeing a psychiatrist doesn't make you |
449 | 00:29:06,639 | 00:29:08,474 | any less of a person, Melder girl. | any less of a person, Melder girl. |
450 | 00:29:09,642 | 00:29:13,245 | What does a psychiatrist have to do with this? | What does a psychiatrist have to do with this? |
451 | 00:29:13,278 | 00:29:15,481 | That's what we're talking about, a psychiatrist. | That's what we're talking about, a psychiatrist. |
452 | 00:29:15,514 | 00:29:16,716 | You should see one to help you | You should see one to help you |
453 | 00:29:16,750 | 00:29:19,184 | with being scared to leave your house. | with being scared to leave your house. |
454 | 00:29:19,218 | 00:29:20,854 | Well thank you, no. | Well thank you, no. |
455 | 00:29:20,886 | 00:29:23,889 | But I don't think I would enjoy electroshock very much. | But I don't think I would enjoy electroshock very much. |
456 | 00:29:25,190 | 00:29:27,493 | Electroshock? They don't do that anymore. | Electroshock? They don't do that anymore. |
457 | 00:29:28,360 | 00:29:31,163 | Lots of people see psychiatrists, Melder girl. | Lots of people see psychiatrists, Melder girl. |
458 | 00:29:31,196 | 00:29:32,832 | I'm even seeing one right now. | I'm even seeing one right now. |
459 | 00:29:34,032 | 00:29:35,601 | Why? What's wrong with you? | Why? What's wrong with you? |
460 | 00:29:38,671 | 00:29:41,039 | I had a traumatic experience when I was young. | I had a traumatic experience when I was young. |
461 | 00:29:42,074 | 00:29:44,042 | What happened? | What happened? |
462 | 00:29:44,076 | 00:29:46,011 | I don't remember. | I don't remember. |
463 | 00:29:46,044 | 00:29:47,814 | Well then how do you know it was traumatic | Well then how do you know it was traumatic |
464 | 00:29:47,847 | 00:29:49,883 | If you can't remember? | If you can't remember? |
465 | 00:29:49,915 | 00:29:52,584 | That is a fantastic question. | That is a fantastic question. |
466 | 00:29:53,653 | 00:29:56,622 | And I'm currently spending $40 an hour trying to answer it. | And I'm currently spending $40 an hour trying to answer it. |
467 | 00:29:58,223 | 00:30:00,492 | $40 An hour? | $40 An hour? |
468 | 00:30:01,593 | 00:30:03,996 | I think I know what's causing your trauma. | I think I know what's causing your trauma. |
469 | 00:30:12,237 | 00:30:16,475 | H-8-A-9-Q-R-L. Are you there? | H-8-A-9-Q-R-L. Are you there? |
470 | 00:30:18,010 | 00:30:20,012 | How are you, Eva? | How are you, Eva? |
471 | 00:30:20,045 | 00:30:23,482 | Han, where have you been? I've been trying to contact you. | Han, where have you been? I've been trying to contact you. |
472 | 00:30:24,349 | 00:30:25,852 | Been hot here. | Been hot here. |
473 | 00:30:25,885 | 00:30:28,287 | Are you still in Panama? | Are you still in Panama? |
474 | 00:30:28,320 | 00:30:30,522 | Affirmative. Be moving soon. | Affirmative. Be moving soon. |
475 | 00:30:31,590 | 00:30:33,091 | Why? | Why? |
476 | 00:30:33,125 | 00:30:34,727 | Got some people to meet. | Got some people to meet. |
477 | 00:30:35,862 | 00:30:37,831 | I wish I could come. | I wish I could come. |
478 | 00:30:37,864 | 00:30:39,866 | I've always wanted to see South America. | I've always wanted to see South America. |
479 | 00:30:40,834 | 00:30:42,234 | You're better there. | You're better there. |
480 | 00:30:43,736 | 00:30:44,737 | I suppose so. | I suppose so. |
481 | 00:30:46,238 | 00:30:48,641 | This nervousness is really getting to me. | This nervousness is really getting to me. |
482 | 00:30:49,876 | 00:30:51,043 | Relax, Eva. | Relax, Eva. |
483 | 00:30:52,311 | 00:30:53,880 | How's your project going there? | How's your project going there? |
484 | 00:30:55,380 | 00:30:57,784 | It's been very successful. | It's been very successful. |
485 | 00:30:57,817 | 00:30:59,151 | Good. | Good. |
486 | 00:31:01,186 | 00:31:05,457 | Han, do you think we'll ever meet? | Han, do you think we'll ever meet? |
487 | 00:31:07,092 | 00:31:10,362 | No. Signing off. | No. Signing off. |
488 | 00:31:47,901 | 00:31:50,870 | K-2-W-M-O. | K-2-W-M-O. |
489 | 00:31:53,505 | 00:31:55,975 | K-2-W-M-O, Traveling man. | K-2-W-M-O, Traveling man. |
490 | 00:31:56,843 | 00:31:58,510 | Are you on the air? | Are you on the air? |
491 | 00:32:01,681 | 00:32:04,616 | This is traveling man, Melder girl? | This is traveling man, Melder girl? |
492 | 00:32:04,651 | 00:32:05,985 | Yeah. | Yeah. |
493 | 00:32:06,518 | 00:32:07,820 | How are you doing today? | How are you doing today? |
494 | 00:32:08,955 | 00:32:10,556 | Actually, I'm tired. | Actually, I'm tired. |
495 | 00:32:11,691 | 00:32:12,725 | Late night, huh? | Late night, huh? |
496 | 00:32:14,192 | 00:32:16,595 | No, I'm bored. | No, I'm bored. |
497 | 00:32:16,629 | 00:32:19,164 | It's exhausting to have nothing to do all day. | It's exhausting to have nothing to do all day. |
498 | 00:32:20,033 | 00:32:22,869 | Saps your brain cells and your body. | Saps your brain cells and your body. |
499 | 00:32:22,902 | 00:32:24,069 | Well, what do you do all day | Well, what do you do all day |
500 | 00:32:24,102 | 00:32:26,572 | if you don't ever leave your house? | if you don't ever leave your house? |
501 | 00:32:26,605 | 00:32:31,610 | I don't know, I cook, I read books and magazines, | I don't know, I cook, I read books and magazines, |
502 | 00:32:31,711 | 00:32:34,279 | I do puzzles, listen to the radio. | I do puzzles, listen to the radio. |
503 | 00:32:35,514 | 00:32:37,684 | That sounds lonely. | That sounds lonely. |
504 | 00:32:37,717 | 00:32:39,052 | Do you at least have cable? | Do you at least have cable? |
505 | 00:32:40,920 | 00:32:43,957 | Cable? What, like overseas cables? | Cable? What, like overseas cables? |
506 | 00:32:43,990 | 00:32:46,358 | No, like TV cable. | No, like TV cable. |
507 | 00:32:47,225 | 00:32:48,895 | What is that? | What is that? |
508 | 00:32:49,729 | 00:32:52,230 | You really have been secluded, haven't you? | You really have been secluded, haven't you? |
509 | 00:32:52,264 | 00:32:53,766 | I mean, how long have you had this condition, | I mean, how long have you had this condition, |
510 | 00:32:53,800 | 00:32:55,434 | this nervousness of yours? | this nervousness of yours? |
511 | 00:32:59,038 | 00:33:01,540 | I don't know, I guess it's been bad | I don't know, I guess it's been bad |
512 | 00:33:01,573 | 00:33:02,875 | for the last couple of months, | for the last couple of months, |
513 | 00:33:02,909 | 00:33:05,611 | but really started about a year ago | but really started about a year ago |
514 | 00:33:05,645 | 00:33:07,179 | when I came back to America. | when I came back to America. |
515 | 00:33:08,881 | 00:33:10,315 | Where were you before that? | Where were you before that? |
516 | 00:33:11,183 | 00:33:14,921 | I was living overseas, circumstances changed. | I was living overseas, circumstances changed. |
517 | 00:33:14,954 | 00:33:18,024 | My mother died, probably from shame | My mother died, probably from shame |
518 | 00:33:18,057 | 00:33:20,693 | that her daughter didn't live up to her expectations. | that her daughter didn't live up to her expectations. |
519 | 00:33:21,560 | 00:33:25,263 | But anyway, came back and now I'm living in their house. | But anyway, came back and now I'm living in their house. |
520 | 00:33:26,633 | 00:33:29,669 | Her hous? So, your dad's past as well? | Her hous? So, your dad's past as well? |
521 | 00:33:29,702 | 00:33:32,739 | Yeah, it's probably the right thing | Yeah, it's probably the right thing |
522 | 00:33:32,772 | 00:33:34,473 | to come back to America. | to come back to America. |
523 | 00:33:35,507 | 00:33:39,912 | But it was scary. | But it was scary. |
524 | 00:33:39,946 | 00:33:42,882 | I mean, I felt like everybody was watching me | I mean, I felt like everybody was watching me |
525 | 00:33:43,750 | 00:33:47,619 | and judging me because I'd been living in Germany. | and judging me because I'd been living in Germany. |
526 | 00:33:47,654 | 00:33:51,590 | And I just felt hostility everywhere from everybody. | And I just felt hostility everywhere from everybody. |
527 | 00:33:52,725 | 00:33:54,593 | No, I doubt that was the case. | No, I doubt that was the case. |
528 | 00:33:54,626 | 00:33:56,863 | That's probably a lot of that's in your head. | That's probably a lot of that's in your head. |
529 | 00:33:56,896 | 00:34:00,733 | Maybe, but after a while I just went out less and less. | Maybe, but after a while I just went out less and less. |
530 | 00:34:02,200 | 00:34:05,738 | I mean, when I went out, I just felt like I was gonna... | I mean, when I went out, I just felt like I was gonna... |
531 | 00:34:05,772 | 00:34:07,106 | I was having a heart attack | I was having a heart attack |
532 | 00:34:08,041 | 00:34:12,277 | and I would just feel enveloped by panic, it was awful. | and I would just feel enveloped by panic, it was awful. |
533 | 00:34:12,310 | 00:34:13,612 | God, that's terrible. | God, that's terrible. |
534 | 00:34:14,781 | 00:34:16,015 | Yeah it was. | Yeah it was. |
535 | 00:34:17,516 | 00:34:18,517 | Is. | Is. |
536 | 00:34:19,584 | 00:34:21,754 | So, you lived in Germany? | So, you lived in Germany? |
537 | 00:34:21,788 | 00:34:23,122 | Yes. | Yes. |
538 | 00:34:23,690 | 00:34:25,323 | For how long? | For how long? |
539 | 00:34:25,357 | 00:34:27,026 | Couple of years. | Couple of years. |
540 | 00:34:27,060 | 00:34:29,062 | Like I told you, I just got back. | Like I told you, I just got back. |
541 | 00:34:29,095 | 00:34:32,197 | Did you get to see any of the sites while you lived there? | Did you get to see any of the sites while you lived there? |
542 | 00:34:32,230 | 00:34:33,766 | Sites? | Sites? |
543 | 00:34:33,800 | 00:34:35,600 | Yeah, well, I mean, we were in Munich, | Yeah, well, I mean, we were in Munich, |
544 | 00:34:35,635 | 00:34:38,171 | but I'm not really into cities | but I'm not really into cities |
545 | 00:34:38,203 | 00:34:40,873 | so this professor friend and I, | so this professor friend and I, |
546 | 00:34:40,907 | 00:34:45,812 | we went around and we did the castles, the famous castles. | we went around and we did the castles, the famous castles. |
547 | 00:34:45,845 | 00:34:47,512 | And there was one in particular, | And there was one in particular, |
548 | 00:34:53,452 | 00:34:56,089 | I'm sure I'm butchering that, but... | I'm sure I'm butchering that, but... |
549 | 00:34:56,122 | 00:34:57,857 | It's Neuschwanstein. | It's Neuschwanstein. |
550 | 00:34:57,890 | 00:34:59,125 | That's it. | That's it. |
551 | 00:34:59,158 | 00:35:02,662 | That place was amazing, I mean right out of sleeping beauty. | That place was amazing, I mean right out of sleeping beauty. |
552 | 00:35:02,695 | 00:35:05,164 | You know, just real fairytale stuff. | You know, just real fairytale stuff. |
553 | 00:35:06,032 | 00:35:08,400 | Oh, I know. I see it every morning. | Oh, I know. I see it every morning. |
554 | 00:35:09,468 | 00:35:10,636 | How's that? | How's that? |
555 | 00:35:11,938 | 00:35:14,006 | I have a picture of it on my wall. | I have a picture of it on my wall. |
556 | 00:35:17,143 | 00:35:20,947 | Well, I'm gonna sign off now, I think. | Well, I'm gonna sign off now, I think. |
557 | 00:35:20,980 | 00:35:23,248 | I'm really in desperate need of a cup of Joe. | I'm really in desperate need of a cup of Joe. |
558 | 00:35:24,316 | 00:35:25,718 | Yeah, talk later. | Yeah, talk later. |
559 | 00:35:34,060 | 00:35:36,028 | William. | William. |
560 | 00:35:59,852 | 00:36:03,022 | This is K-2-W-M-O, who's out there? Over. | This is K-2-W-M-O, who's out there? Over. |
561 | 00:36:06,092 | 00:36:07,760 | Who is this? Over. | Who is this? Over. |
562 | 00:36:10,696 | 00:36:12,497 | Melder girl, was that you? | Melder girl, was that you? |
563 | 00:36:16,301 | 00:36:17,837 | Melder girl, are you there? | Melder girl, are you there? |
564 | 00:36:25,178 | 00:36:26,344 | This is weird. | This is weird. |
565 | 00:36:43,996 | 00:36:45,832 | What kind of voices? | What kind of voices? |
566 | 00:36:46,866 | 00:36:51,871 | It's hard to describe, but it's like echoey, incoherent. | It's hard to describe, but it's like echoey, incoherent. |
567 | 00:36:52,337 | 00:36:55,473 | Voices coming out of a radio, who would've thought that? | Voices coming out of a radio, who would've thought that? |
568 | 00:36:55,507 | 00:36:56,909 | You don't have to be an ass about it. | You don't have to be an ass about it. |
569 | 00:36:56,943 | 00:36:58,376 | I know how it sounds. | I know how it sounds. |
570 | 00:36:58,410 | 00:37:01,513 | It's just not the kind of, what you would expect to hear | It's just not the kind of, what you would expect to hear |
571 | 00:37:01,546 | 00:37:02,982 | coming out of a radio. | coming out of a radio. |
572 | 00:37:03,015 | 00:37:04,784 | Couldn't it just be people talking | Couldn't it just be people talking |
573 | 00:37:04,817 | 00:37:06,585 | and you're hearing bits and pieces, | and you're hearing bits and pieces, |
574 | 00:37:06,618 | 00:37:07,920 | fragments of their conversations? | fragments of their conversations? |
575 | 00:37:07,954 | 00:37:10,089 | It's more familiar than that. | It's more familiar than that. |
576 | 00:37:10,122 | 00:37:12,859 | I mean, I've literally heard my name more than once. | I mean, I've literally heard my name more than once. |
577 | 00:37:12,892 | 00:37:14,526 | Your actual name? | Your actual name? |
578 | 00:37:14,559 | 00:37:17,964 | Well, you know, that's actually an auditory memory. | Well, you know, that's actually an auditory memory. |
579 | 00:37:17,997 | 00:37:19,732 | Especially if it's happening | Especially if it's happening |
580 | 00:37:19,765 | 00:37:21,533 | when you're in a hypnagogic state. | when you're in a hypnagogic state. |
581 | 00:37:22,400 | 00:37:23,368 | Hypnagogic. | Hypnagogic. |
582 | 00:37:23,401 | 00:37:25,238 | Yeah, well that's that time, | Yeah, well that's that time, |
583 | 00:37:25,271 | 00:37:27,640 | you know, between waking reality and sleep. | you know, between waking reality and sleep. |
584 | 00:37:29,275 | 00:37:30,542 | But I'm not in bed. | But I'm not in bed. |
585 | 00:37:30,575 | 00:37:32,979 | I'm not nodding off or anything, I'm perfectly awake. | I'm not nodding off or anything, I'm perfectly awake. |
586 | 00:37:33,012 | 00:37:35,047 | Yeah, well, you know, a hypnagogic state, | Yeah, well, you know, a hypnagogic state, |
587 | 00:37:35,081 | 00:37:36,949 | it's very common and it doesn't have to be | it's very common and it doesn't have to be |
588 | 00:37:36,983 | 00:37:38,450 | at that time specifically. | at that time specifically. |
589 | 00:37:38,483 | 00:37:41,187 | They've actually done studies on it. | They've actually done studies on it. |
590 | 00:37:41,220 | 00:37:42,188 | You know, some people think | You know, some people think |
591 | 00:37:42,221 | 00:37:44,023 | there's a metaphysical component to that, | there's a metaphysical component to that, |
592 | 00:37:44,056 | 00:37:46,225 | but I don't buy into that. | but I don't buy into that. |
593 | 00:37:46,259 | 00:37:49,328 | Just like you don't buy into coincidences. | Just like you don't buy into coincidences. |
594 | 00:37:49,362 | 00:37:52,031 | You know, the mind's already shrouded in enough mystery | You know, the mind's already shrouded in enough mystery |
595 | 00:37:52,064 | 00:37:55,134 | without taking on anything paranormal or supernatural. | without taking on anything paranormal or supernatural. |
596 | 00:37:56,102 | 00:37:58,403 | I bet you're a lot of fun at story time | I bet you're a lot of fun at story time |
597 | 00:37:58,436 | 00:38:00,106 | around the campfire. | around the campfire. |
598 | 00:38:38,077 | 00:38:39,611 | What's that? | What's that? |
599 | 00:38:39,645 | 00:38:41,213 | Some of your mom's things. | Some of your mom's things. |
600 | 00:38:42,081 | 00:38:43,783 | I thought we could go through them. | I thought we could go through them. |
601 | 00:38:46,252 | 00:38:47,353 | I thought you said- | I thought you said- |
602 | 00:38:47,386 | 00:38:48,453 | - I know what I said, | - I know what I said, |
603 | 00:38:48,486 | 00:38:52,590 | and I think it was wrong and I'm sorry about that. | and I think it was wrong and I'm sorry about that. |
604 | 00:38:53,759 | 00:38:55,094 | Come on, let's take a look. | Come on, let's take a look. |
605 | 00:38:59,799 | 00:39:01,634 | Doesn't it make you sad? | Doesn't it make you sad? |
606 | 00:39:01,667 | 00:39:04,670 | Yeah, it does, a little, but it's important. | Yeah, it does, a little, but it's important. |
607 | 00:39:04,704 | 00:39:06,038 | Why? | Why? |
608 | 00:39:06,973 | 00:39:08,908 | Because family's important. | Because family's important. |
609 | 00:39:08,941 | 00:39:11,944 | I mean I lost my dad when I was about your age | I mean I lost my dad when I was about your age |
610 | 00:39:11,978 | 00:39:13,913 | and I didn't have a sense of him as a person | and I didn't have a sense of him as a person |
611 | 00:39:13,946 | 00:39:16,282 | because Nana didn't like to talk about him after he died. | because Nana didn't like to talk about him after he died. |
612 | 00:39:16,315 | 00:39:17,917 | Why not? | Why not? |
613 | 00:39:17,950 | 00:39:18,918 | I don't know, honey. | I don't know, honey. |
614 | 00:39:18,951 | 00:39:20,186 | I'm sure she had a reason. | I'm sure she had a reason. |
615 | 00:39:20,219 | 00:39:22,487 | But not talking about him was very hard for me. | But not talking about him was very hard for me. |
616 | 00:39:22,520 | 00:39:24,957 | And I don't want the same thing for the two of you. | And I don't want the same thing for the two of you. |
617 | 00:39:24,991 | 00:39:27,860 | I don't want you to ever lose the image of your mom. | I don't want you to ever lose the image of your mom. |
618 | 00:39:27,893 | 00:39:29,527 | I want you to always remember her | I want you to always remember her |
619 | 00:39:29,561 | 00:39:32,431 | and always be able to keep that memory close. | and always be able to keep that memory close. |
620 | 00:39:32,465 | 00:39:34,200 | I mean none of this is really that valuable, | I mean none of this is really that valuable, |
621 | 00:39:34,233 | 00:39:35,735 | but she'd want you to have it. | but she'd want you to have it. |
622 | 00:39:36,635 | 00:39:37,770 | Are those pictures? | Are those pictures? |
623 | 00:39:37,803 | 00:39:41,207 | Mm-hmm. | Mm-hmm. |
624 | 00:39:41,240 | 00:39:43,676 | And they're from when she was younger. | And they're from when she was younger. |
625 | 00:39:45,444 | 00:39:46,445 | You look like her. | You look like her. |
626 | 00:39:47,913 | 00:39:50,016 | You look just like her in this one. | You look just like her in this one. |
627 | 00:39:50,049 | 00:39:51,784 | You actually both have her looks. | You actually both have her looks. |
628 | 00:39:52,752 | 00:39:54,519 | You also have some of her mannerisms. | You also have some of her mannerisms. |
629 | 00:39:54,552 | 00:39:56,722 | The way you say certain things. | The way you say certain things. |
630 | 00:39:58,357 | 00:40:00,092 | I see her in both of you every day. | I see her in both of you every day. |
631 | 00:40:01,293 | 00:40:02,527 | Can I keep this one? | Can I keep this one? |
632 | 00:40:02,560 | 00:40:04,529 | You can keep all of it. | You can keep all of it. |
633 | 00:40:04,562 | 00:40:07,366 | Everything in this box belongs to both of you now. | Everything in this box belongs to both of you now. |
634 | 00:40:34,827 | 00:40:37,696 | Melder girl, this is Traveling man. | Melder girl, this is Traveling man. |
635 | 00:40:40,833 | 00:40:44,804 | Melder girl? | Melder girl? |
636 | 00:40:44,837 | 00:40:46,338 | Melder girl? | Melder girl? |
637 | 00:40:47,273 | 00:40:50,943 | I'm here. I also think I'm a little drunk. | I'm here. I also think I'm a little drunk. |
638 | 00:40:52,311 | 00:40:54,280 | I don't think I'm too far behind you. | I don't think I'm too far behind you. |
639 | 00:40:56,182 | 00:40:57,817 | So, you drinking because you're happy | So, you drinking because you're happy |
640 | 00:40:57,850 | 00:40:59,785 | or drowning your problems? | or drowning your problems? |
641 | 00:41:01,520 | 00:41:03,022 | The last one. | The last one. |
642 | 00:41:03,522 | 00:41:05,157 | I've been there. | I've been there. |
643 | 00:41:05,191 | 00:41:07,259 | I'll tell you, the devil's hard to drown. | I'll tell you, the devil's hard to drown. |
644 | 00:41:08,160 | 00:41:11,130 | I know I've been spending a lot of my days trying. | I know I've been spending a lot of my days trying. |
645 | 00:41:12,264 | 00:41:14,599 | You know, the problem with being alone | You know, the problem with being alone |
646 | 00:41:14,633 | 00:41:17,203 | is you just have all these thoughts | is you just have all these thoughts |
647 | 00:41:17,236 | 00:41:20,306 | and you just, you don't have anybody to work them out with. | and you just, you don't have anybody to work them out with. |
648 | 00:41:21,407 | 00:41:24,210 | So, they just sit there and go round and round in your head | So, they just sit there and go round and round in your head |
649 | 00:41:24,243 | 00:41:27,413 | like some kind of crazy Ferris wheel. | like some kind of crazy Ferris wheel. |
650 | 00:41:29,415 | 00:41:31,750 | Well, I'm here right now. You can talk to me. | Well, I'm here right now. You can talk to me. |
651 | 00:41:34,019 | 00:41:35,121 | I don't know you. | I don't know you. |
652 | 00:41:36,621 | 00:41:38,157 | That's what makes it perfect. | That's what makes it perfect. |
653 | 00:41:38,190 | 00:41:41,093 | I mean, who better than a stranger to tell your problems to? | I mean, who better than a stranger to tell your problems to? |
654 | 00:41:42,461 | 00:41:43,462 | Maybe. | Maybe. |
655 | 00:41:44,964 | 00:41:46,665 | So, what's troubling you this evening, | So, what's troubling you this evening, |
656 | 00:41:46,699 | 00:41:48,200 | Melder girl? | Melder girl? |
657 | 00:41:50,903 | 00:41:52,238 | The past. | The past. |
658 | 00:41:53,572 | 00:41:55,241 | Just doesn't want to let go of me. | Just doesn't want to let go of me. |
659 | 00:41:56,742 | 00:41:59,912 | I guess a lot of people could say something like that. | I guess a lot of people could say something like that. |
660 | 00:41:59,945 | 00:42:03,549 | I know my past's been haunting me for years. | I know my past's been haunting me for years. |
661 | 00:42:03,582 | 00:42:05,784 | Why? What happened to you? | Why? What happened to you? |
662 | 00:42:05,818 | 00:42:07,253 | I told you, I don't know. | I told you, I don't know. |
663 | 00:42:08,354 | 00:42:11,657 | How can something you don't know haunt you? | How can something you don't know haunt you? |
664 | 00:42:12,625 | 00:42:16,262 | 'Cause I feel it, even if I can't remember it. | 'Cause I feel it, even if I can't remember it. |
665 | 00:42:16,295 | 00:42:18,831 | Then how do you know it's bad? | Then how do you know it's bad? |
666 | 00:42:18,864 | 00:42:21,600 | That's what my shrink and I are trying to figure out. | That's what my shrink and I are trying to figure out. |
667 | 00:42:22,835 | 00:42:24,170 | Your what? | Your what? |
668 | 00:42:24,803 | 00:42:27,706 | I told you I'm seeing this psychiatrist. | I told you I'm seeing this psychiatrist. |
669 | 00:42:29,141 | 00:42:31,277 | Oh yeah, yeah, that's right. I remember. | Oh yeah, yeah, that's right. I remember. |
670 | 00:42:32,511 | 00:42:34,113 | I don't know, Traveling man. | I don't know, Traveling man. |
671 | 00:42:35,481 | 00:42:38,017 | I think I'd like to trade with you. | I think I'd like to trade with you. |
672 | 00:42:38,050 | 00:42:39,852 | I'd like to forget my past. | I'd like to forget my past. |
673 | 00:42:41,287 | 00:42:42,454 | I don't recommend it. | I don't recommend it. |
674 | 00:42:43,722 | 00:42:45,958 | So, what are you trying to forget? | So, what are you trying to forget? |
675 | 00:42:45,991 | 00:42:47,326 | Broken heart? | Broken heart? |
676 | 00:42:49,295 | 00:42:50,796 | It's part of it. | It's part of it. |
677 | 00:42:51,730 | 00:42:53,465 | Probably not like you think though. | Probably not like you think though. |
678 | 00:42:56,368 | 00:42:59,171 | Can I ask you a personal question? | Can I ask you a personal question? |
679 | 00:42:59,205 | 00:43:00,773 | Depends. What is it? | Depends. What is it? |
680 | 00:43:02,208 | 00:43:04,644 | What's your name? Like your real name? | What's your name? Like your real name? |
681 | 00:43:06,612 | 00:43:08,747 | Why do you want to know that? | Why do you want to know that? |
682 | 00:43:08,781 | 00:43:11,750 | 'Cause Melder girl's starting to sound like, | 'Cause Melder girl's starting to sound like, |
683 | 00:43:11,784 | 00:43:14,253 | "Hey you" or "To whom it may concern". | "Hey you" or "To whom it may concern". |
684 | 00:43:16,922 | 00:43:19,992 | It's Eva. What's yours? | It's Eva. What's yours? |
685 | 00:43:21,260 | 00:43:22,328 | My name's William. | My name's William. |
686 | 00:43:24,096 | 00:43:25,564 | Some people call me Will. | Some people call me Will. |
687 | 00:43:27,667 | 00:43:29,034 | Most of them are gone now. | Most of them are gone now. |
688 | 00:43:30,569 | 00:43:33,172 | You sound a little bit drunk yourself, Will. | You sound a little bit drunk yourself, Will. |
689 | 00:43:35,241 | 00:43:37,509 | Either that or very sad. | Either that or very sad. |
690 | 00:43:40,946 | 00:43:41,947 | The last one. | The last one. |
691 | 00:45:01,860 | 00:45:03,329 | I was actually pretty close | I was actually pretty close |
692 | 00:45:03,362 | 00:45:05,097 | to my mother growing up, you know? | to my mother growing up, you know? |
693 | 00:45:07,032 | 00:45:09,335 | But all that ended when I lived abroad. | But all that ended when I lived abroad. |
694 | 00:45:11,537 | 00:45:14,373 | She didn't approve of my attachments. | She didn't approve of my attachments. |
695 | 00:45:16,241 | 00:45:18,310 | She just stopped talking to me, you know. | She just stopped talking to me, you know. |
696 | 00:45:19,178 | 00:45:22,114 | She wouldn't answer my letters or my telegrams. | She wouldn't answer my letters or my telegrams. |
697 | 00:45:24,583 | 00:45:26,786 | My mom and I were always close. | My mom and I were always close. |
698 | 00:45:27,654 | 00:45:31,056 | Of course, my dad died when I was a kid, so it made sense | Of course, my dad died when I was a kid, so it made sense |
699 | 00:45:31,090 | 00:45:34,360 | that we were sort of clinging to each other. | that we were sort of clinging to each other. |
700 | 00:45:36,362 | 00:45:38,964 | I am sorry to hear about your mom though. | I am sorry to hear about your mom though. |
701 | 00:45:38,997 | 00:45:41,100 | Yeah, me too. | Yeah, me too. |
702 | 00:45:41,133 | 00:45:43,435 | But I don't regret my decisions. | But I don't regret my decisions. |
703 | 00:45:45,537 | 00:45:48,374 | So, I want to ask you another personal question. | So, I want to ask you another personal question. |
704 | 00:45:48,407 | 00:45:52,645 | It'll help me put a better mental picture of you in my mind. | It'll help me put a better mental picture of you in my mind. |
705 | 00:45:53,747 | 00:45:56,215 | It's jake, go ahead. | It's jake, go ahead. |
706 | 00:45:58,951 | 00:46:00,052 | How old are you? | How old are you? |
707 | 00:46:03,857 | 00:46:05,524 | That is personal. | That is personal. |
708 | 00:46:06,693 | 00:46:09,094 | I know better, but I'm drunk, so... | I know better, but I'm drunk, so... |
709 | 00:46:12,398 | 00:46:14,099 | Let's just say I'm old enough. | Let's just say I'm old enough. |
710 | 00:46:16,068 | 00:46:18,170 | That is a fantastic age. | That is a fantastic age. |
711 | 00:46:20,874 | 00:46:21,875 | God. | God. |
712 | 00:46:23,342 | 00:46:25,277 | We've been doing this all night. | We've been doing this all night. |
713 | 00:46:26,211 | 00:46:29,682 | I know, it's been Saturday for a couple of hours now. | I know, it's been Saturday for a couple of hours now. |
714 | 00:46:30,983 | 00:46:32,117 | You must be tired. | You must be tired. |
715 | 00:46:34,854 | 00:46:36,355 | I am. | I am. |
716 | 00:46:40,359 | 00:46:41,360 | Who is it? | Who is it? |
717 | 00:46:42,561 | 00:46:44,296 | It's Billy. | It's Billy. |
718 | 00:46:45,264 | 00:46:47,032 | Will, I gotta go now, | Will, I gotta go now, |
719 | 00:46:47,065 | 00:46:50,035 | the kids here with the groceries, I'm gonna sign off. | the kids here with the groceries, I'm gonna sign off. |
720 | 00:46:51,570 | 00:46:54,206 | Okay, talk to you later. | Okay, talk to you later. |
721 | 00:47:07,186 | 00:47:08,822 | Put it over there. | Put it over there. |
722 | 00:47:11,691 | 00:47:14,092 | It's $2.10 today, ma'am. | It's $2.10 today, ma'am. |
723 | 00:47:16,028 | 00:47:17,362 | Here. | Here. |
724 | 00:47:18,530 | 00:47:19,732 | What's wrong? | What's wrong? |
725 | 00:47:19,766 | 00:47:22,234 | I forgot to bring change. | I forgot to bring change. |
726 | 00:47:22,267 | 00:47:25,404 | How can you deliver groceries without change? | How can you deliver groceries without change? |
727 | 00:47:25,437 | 00:47:27,573 | You should always have change on you. | You should always have change on you. |
728 | 00:47:29,107 | 00:47:32,277 | Tell Mr. Krotter that he can have his ten cents next time. | Tell Mr. Krotter that he can have his ten cents next time. |
729 | 00:47:32,311 | 00:47:34,914 | when his delivery boy does his job right. | when his delivery boy does his job right. |
730 | 00:47:34,948 | 00:47:37,349 | But he'll take it out of my wages. | But he'll take it out of my wages. |
731 | 00:47:37,382 | 00:47:39,886 | Price of an education, now beat it. | Price of an education, now beat it. |
732 | 00:48:03,041 | 00:48:04,376 | God. | God. |
733 | 00:48:06,578 | 00:48:08,413 | Don't get caught up, William. | Don't get caught up, William. |
734 | 00:48:10,717 | 00:48:12,652 | It's not what it seems. | It's not what it seems. |
735 | 00:48:13,786 | 00:48:16,956 | Live on the wrong side of the world. | Live on the wrong side of the world. |
736 | 00:48:16,990 | 00:48:19,591 | Hello? Who is this? | Hello? Who is this? |
737 | 00:48:20,994 | 00:48:23,095 | I think you're bleeding into my frequency. | I think you're bleeding into my frequency. |
738 | 00:48:24,029 | 00:48:25,264 | What's your call number? | What's your call number? |
739 | 00:48:27,366 | 00:48:29,401 | I found it. | I found it. |
740 | 00:48:39,611 | 00:48:41,648 | Auditory memory my ass. | Auditory memory my ass. |
741 | 00:48:47,452 | 00:48:51,156 | So, shouldn't I be laying on a couch or something? | So, shouldn't I be laying on a couch or something? |
742 | 00:48:51,189 | 00:48:53,625 | Would that make you more comfortable? | Would that make you more comfortable? |
743 | 00:48:53,660 | 00:48:55,127 | No. | No. |
744 | 00:48:55,160 | 00:48:56,930 | Okay then. | Okay then. |
745 | 00:48:56,963 | 00:49:00,499 | All right, so how do we do this? | All right, so how do we do this? |
746 | 00:49:00,532 | 00:49:03,736 | Well, I'm just gonna talk you into a state of relaxation | Well, I'm just gonna talk you into a state of relaxation |
747 | 00:49:03,770 | 00:49:05,137 | and we'll go from there. | and we'll go from there. |
748 | 00:49:06,271 | 00:49:09,042 | All right, I want you to close your eyes. | All right, I want you to close your eyes. |
749 | 00:49:09,074 | 00:49:13,545 | All right, and I want you to take some slow deep breaths. | All right, and I want you to take some slow deep breaths. |
750 | 00:49:15,480 | 00:49:20,252 | Now, can you think of a place that's peaceful and safe? | Now, can you think of a place that's peaceful and safe? |
751 | 00:49:21,219 | 00:49:25,390 | You're at that place and your whole body feels light. | You're at that place and your whole body feels light. |
752 | 00:49:27,827 | 00:49:28,928 | You're at peace. | You're at peace. |
753 | 00:49:29,796 | 00:49:34,801 | There's no pain, no sorrow, just peace. | There's no pain, no sorrow, just peace. |
754 | 00:49:35,668 | 00:49:39,171 | Now, keeping that safety and that peace. | Now, keeping that safety and that peace. |
755 | 00:49:39,204 | 00:49:41,139 | I want you to go back in time, | I want you to go back in time, |
756 | 00:49:42,274 | 00:49:44,844 | back to the day your memory was lost. | back to the day your memory was lost. |
757 | 00:49:45,745 | 00:49:49,414 | Start early in that day. What were you doing? | Start early in that day. What were you doing? |
758 | 00:49:50,717 | 00:49:52,250 | Helping dad with the tractor. | Helping dad with the tractor. |
759 | 00:49:54,921 | 00:49:58,457 | Is everything okay between the two of you? | Is everything okay between the two of you? |
760 | 00:49:58,490 | 00:50:01,593 | Yes, but he seems upset about something. | Yes, but he seems upset about something. |
761 | 00:50:02,729 | 00:50:05,397 | He tries to hide the fact that he's upset. | He tries to hide the fact that he's upset. |
762 | 00:50:05,430 | 00:50:08,067 | Did he say anything out of the ordinary? | Did he say anything out of the ordinary? |
763 | 00:50:08,101 | 00:50:10,335 | No, but I can tell. | No, but I can tell. |
764 | 00:50:11,436 | 00:50:12,537 | What do you do next? | What do you do next? |
765 | 00:50:13,640 | 00:50:15,574 | I'm going to my job at the store. | I'm going to my job at the store. |
766 | 00:50:17,342 | 00:50:18,845 | Then what? | Then what? |
767 | 00:50:26,886 | 00:50:28,721 | I don't want to. | I don't want to. |
768 | 00:50:28,755 | 00:50:29,989 | It's okay. | It's okay. |
769 | 00:50:30,023 | 00:50:31,223 | I don't know. | I don't know. |
770 | 00:50:33,926 | 00:50:35,028 | I don't know. | I don't know. |
771 | 00:50:38,397 | 00:50:42,068 | It's okay, just take a deep breath. | It's okay, just take a deep breath. |
772 | 00:50:42,101 | 00:50:44,503 | Why don't you just go back to your safe place now. | Why don't you just go back to your safe place now. |
773 | 00:50:55,380 | 00:50:56,883 | It's okay. | It's okay. |
774 | 00:50:57,282 | 00:50:58,617 | One more thing I suck at. | One more thing I suck at. |
775 | 00:51:00,687 | 00:51:01,721 | We'll get there. | We'll get there. |
776 | 00:51:11,563 | 00:51:16,135 | So, last time we talked you were a little down. | So, last time we talked you were a little down. |
777 | 00:51:17,369 | 00:51:18,537 | I was drunk. | I was drunk. |
778 | 00:51:19,571 | 00:51:21,373 | Are you feeling better? | Are you feeling better? |
779 | 00:51:21,406 | 00:51:25,878 | Yeah, you know, it's actually really nice | Yeah, you know, it's actually really nice |
780 | 00:51:25,912 | 00:51:28,648 | to have somebody to talk to for a change. | to have somebody to talk to for a change. |
781 | 00:51:28,681 | 00:51:30,883 | God, you say that like I'm your only option, | God, you say that like I'm your only option, |
782 | 00:51:30,917 | 00:51:34,252 | which for your sake I hope is not the case. | which for your sake I hope is not the case. |
783 | 00:51:34,286 | 00:51:37,255 | Am I becoming a burden to you, Will? | Am I becoming a burden to you, Will? |
784 | 00:51:37,289 | 00:51:38,590 | Just the opposite. | Just the opposite. |
785 | 00:51:38,623 | 00:51:41,728 | I'm sure I'm only moderately jake at best. | I'm sure I'm only moderately jake at best. |
786 | 00:51:42,561 | 00:51:44,964 | No, you're fine company. | No, you're fine company. |
787 | 00:51:44,997 | 00:51:46,866 | Seriously though, I mean, you don't have anybody else | Seriously though, I mean, you don't have anybody else |
788 | 00:51:46,899 | 00:51:50,402 | you can talk to like friends, neighbor? | you can talk to like friends, neighbor? |
789 | 00:51:50,435 | 00:51:52,138 | Something more than just my stupid voice | Something more than just my stupid voice |
790 | 00:51:52,171 | 00:51:53,673 | coming out of a little box. | coming out of a little box. |
791 | 00:51:55,675 | 00:51:59,011 | I do have a friend of sorts. | I do have a friend of sorts. |
792 | 00:52:00,312 | 00:52:01,613 | What's she like? | What's she like? |
793 | 00:52:02,849 | 00:52:04,183 | It's a he. | It's a he. |
794 | 00:52:06,152 | 00:52:07,552 | Oh. | Oh. |
795 | 00:52:07,586 | 00:52:09,621 | And we don't do a lot of talking. | And we don't do a lot of talking. |
796 | 00:52:10,723 | 00:52:11,824 | None of my business. | None of my business. |
797 | 00:52:12,859 | 00:52:15,460 | You don't have to snap your cap, Will. | You don't have to snap your cap, Will. |
798 | 00:52:15,494 | 00:52:18,998 | I mean it's not serious or anything, he's married. | I mean it's not serious or anything, he's married. |
799 | 00:52:21,868 | 00:52:24,603 | That's right, I'm one of those women. | That's right, I'm one of those women. |
800 | 00:52:27,372 | 00:52:29,608 | Will, are you still there? | Will, are you still there? |
801 | 00:52:29,642 | 00:52:34,080 | I mean look, I'm not some crazy man-eater or something. | I mean look, I'm not some crazy man-eater or something. |
802 | 00:52:34,113 | 00:52:36,783 | It's just, you know, one of those things. | It's just, you know, one of those things. |
803 | 00:52:39,584 | 00:52:41,319 | It's not my place to judge. | It's not my place to judge. |
804 | 00:52:42,922 | 00:52:45,658 | No, it's not, but you asked. | No, it's not, but you asked. |
805 | 00:52:46,893 | 00:52:49,494 | Yeah, sometimes I'm not very smart. | Yeah, sometimes I'm not very smart. |
806 | 00:52:50,797 | 00:52:51,964 | Most men aren't. | Most men aren't. |
807 | 00:52:55,367 | 00:52:56,468 | Are we still friends? | Are we still friends? |
808 | 00:52:59,806 | 00:53:01,274 | Yes, we're still friends. | Yes, we're still friends. |
809 | 00:53:02,809 | 00:53:06,212 | I'm glad. I'm gonna sign off now. | I'm glad. I'm gonna sign off now. |
810 | 00:53:11,184 | 00:53:12,885 | It's not your time. | It's not your time. |
811 | 00:53:56,229 | 00:54:01,200 | This is W-2-A-S-D, Whiskey two Alpha Sierra Delta. | This is W-2-A-S-D, Whiskey two Alpha Sierra Delta. |
812 | 00:54:03,035 | 00:54:05,671 | This is H-8-A-9-Q-R-L, | This is H-8-A-9-Q-R-L, |
813 | 00:54:05,705 | 00:54:09,374 | Hotel eight Alpha nine Quebec Romeo Lima. | Hotel eight Alpha nine Quebec Romeo Lima. |
814 | 00:54:10,843 | 00:54:13,578 | I'm close to having everything all together. | I'm close to having everything all together. |
815 | 00:54:13,612 | 00:54:15,114 | How do you want me to send it? | How do you want me to send it? |
816 | 00:54:16,148 | 00:54:18,718 | Just use the normal signal when it's ready. | Just use the normal signal when it's ready. |
817 | 00:54:18,751 | 00:54:21,988 | I'll send someone within a few days after to pick it up. | I'll send someone within a few days after to pick it up. |
818 | 00:54:40,039 | 00:54:41,307 | So, what's all this? | So, what's all this? |
819 | 00:54:41,340 | 00:54:43,142 | We're making picture boards. | We're making picture boards. |
820 | 00:54:43,175 | 00:54:45,144 | You take the clothes pin and put it on the board | You take the clothes pin and put it on the board |
821 | 00:54:45,177 | 00:54:46,879 | and put pictures of mom on it like this. | and put pictures of mom on it like this. |
822 | 00:54:46,913 | 00:54:48,748 | Then you hang it on the wall. | Then you hang it on the wall. |
823 | 00:54:48,781 | 00:54:51,117 | We're making one for each of us, including you. | We're making one for each of us, including you. |
824 | 00:54:52,018 | 00:54:53,219 | That's okay, isn't it? | That's okay, isn't it? |
825 | 00:54:54,053 | 00:54:55,388 | It's jake. | It's jake. |
826 | 00:55:00,126 | 00:55:01,459 | Jake? | Jake? |
827 | 00:55:02,762 | 00:55:04,263 | He's weird. | He's weird. |
828 | 00:55:10,870 | 00:55:13,205 | Yeah, Denise was great. | Yeah, Denise was great. |
829 | 00:55:13,239 | 00:55:15,007 | And she took care of everything too, | And she took care of everything too, |
830 | 00:55:15,041 | 00:55:17,410 | the house, the girls, me. | the house, the girls, me. |
831 | 00:55:18,711 | 00:55:20,046 | You must miss her a lot. | You must miss her a lot. |
832 | 00:55:21,347 | 00:55:24,684 | You have no idea, I mean, she was everything to me | You have no idea, I mean, she was everything to me |
833 | 00:55:25,685 | 00:55:28,520 | and it was amazing how in sync we were. | and it was amazing how in sync we were. |
834 | 00:55:28,553 | 00:55:30,423 | I mean, I'd start a sentence, she'd finish it. | I mean, I'd start a sentence, she'd finish it. |
835 | 00:55:30,455 | 00:55:32,258 | She always knew what I was thinking. | She always knew what I was thinking. |
836 | 00:55:34,193 | 00:55:37,529 | And she had this way of singing things, | And she had this way of singing things, |
837 | 00:55:37,562 | 00:55:39,732 | things that you and I would normally say. | things that you and I would normally say. |
838 | 00:55:41,167 | 00:55:42,134 | Like what? | Like what? |
839 | 00:55:42,168 | 00:55:43,369 | Well, you know, like mundane stuff | Well, you know, like mundane stuff |
840 | 00:55:43,402 | 00:55:46,604 | like "The laundry needs to be folded" | like "The laundry needs to be folded" |
841 | 00:55:46,639 | 00:55:51,609 | or "I'm starving, why don't you take me to dinner?" | or "I'm starving, why don't you take me to dinner?" |
842 | 00:55:51,644 | 00:55:54,447 | Actually, it was kind of annoying but, | Actually, it was kind of annoying but, |
843 | 00:55:55,982 | 00:55:58,317 | I'd give anything to hear her do it again. | I'd give anything to hear her do it again. |
844 | 00:55:59,517 | 00:56:03,022 | Well, maybe she did that to get a reaction out of you. | Well, maybe she did that to get a reaction out of you. |
845 | 00:56:03,055 | 00:56:05,825 | Women like to keep men on their toes you know? | Women like to keep men on their toes you know? |
846 | 00:56:05,858 | 00:56:07,592 | Oh, she was good at that. | Oh, she was good at that. |
847 | 00:56:07,625 | 00:56:10,463 | Every time I turned around, she was redecorating the house, | Every time I turned around, she was redecorating the house, |
848 | 00:56:10,495 | 00:56:14,734 | paint, curtains, knick-knacks, you name it. | paint, curtains, knick-knacks, you name it. |
849 | 00:56:14,767 | 00:56:16,836 | So, it made it that much harder when she died. | So, it made it that much harder when she died. |
850 | 00:56:16,869 | 00:56:18,536 | I just couldn't look around | I just couldn't look around |
851 | 00:56:18,570 | 00:56:21,007 | anywhere in this place and not see her. | anywhere in this place and not see her. |
852 | 00:56:23,009 | 00:56:24,744 | So, I wound up packing it all up. | So, I wound up packing it all up. |
853 | 00:56:25,978 | 00:56:28,447 | Didn't really talk about her much with the girls. | Didn't really talk about her much with the girls. |
854 | 00:56:31,183 | 00:56:33,052 | I was kind of a shit father actually. | I was kind of a shit father actually. |
855 | 00:56:34,619 | 00:56:36,322 | I wasn't very fair to them at all. | I wasn't very fair to them at all. |
856 | 00:56:39,091 | 00:56:41,994 | Well look, you said that they're teenagers. | Well look, you said that they're teenagers. |
857 | 00:56:42,028 | 00:56:45,431 | I mean, come on, they're old enough to know how you feel. | I mean, come on, they're old enough to know how you feel. |
858 | 00:56:45,464 | 00:56:47,366 | Maybe, but it still wasn't fair. | Maybe, but it still wasn't fair. |
859 | 00:56:49,435 | 00:56:54,440 | So, I pulled everything back out, gave it to them. | So, I pulled everything back out, gave it to them. |
860 | 00:56:57,009 | 00:56:58,677 | It's not easy looking at it but, | It's not easy looking at it but, |
861 | 00:57:00,479 | 00:57:02,681 | I don't want them to forget her. | I don't want them to forget her. |
862 | 00:57:06,118 | 00:57:08,687 | I'm sure that they won't. | I'm sure that they won't. |
863 | 00:57:08,721 | 00:57:11,323 | You're lucky, you have those things | You're lucky, you have those things |
864 | 00:57:11,357 | 00:57:12,792 | and you have your daughters. | and you have your daughters. |
865 | 00:57:15,261 | 00:57:16,729 | When I lost Gerde... | When I lost Gerde... |
866 | 00:57:18,596 | 00:57:20,598 | Who's Gerde? | Who's Gerde? |
867 | 00:57:21,566 | 00:57:22,935 | He was my fiance. | He was my fiance. |
868 | 00:57:24,003 | 00:57:25,271 | You were engaged? | You were engaged? |
869 | 00:57:26,205 | 00:57:27,540 | Yeah. | Yeah. |
870 | 00:57:27,907 | 00:57:29,075 | Well what happened? | Well what happened? |
871 | 00:57:32,445 | 00:57:33,479 | He was killed. | He was killed. |
872 | 00:57:35,147 | 00:57:37,049 | God, I'm sorry about that. | God, I'm sorry about that. |
873 | 00:57:37,950 | 00:57:39,452 | Yeah, me too. | Yeah, me too. |
874 | 00:57:41,619 | 00:57:45,891 | You remember that castle that you went to? Neuschwanstein. | You remember that castle that you went to? Neuschwanstein. |
875 | 00:57:46,792 | 00:57:48,626 | It's where I met him. | It's where I met him. |
876 | 00:57:48,661 | 00:57:50,029 | You're kidding. | You're kidding. |
877 | 00:57:50,062 | 00:57:52,465 | No, he worked there for a while. | No, he worked there for a while. |
878 | 00:57:53,598 | 00:57:55,701 | God, he was a wonderful man. | God, he was a wonderful man. |
879 | 00:57:57,770 | 00:57:59,672 | You know, a lot of people said | You know, a lot of people said |
880 | 00:57:59,705 | 00:58:02,208 | that I was too old to get married. | that I was too old to get married. |
881 | 00:58:02,241 | 00:58:03,909 | Past my prime and you know, | Past my prime and you know, |
882 | 00:58:03,943 | 00:58:05,911 | no man would ever look at me that way. | no man would ever look at me that way. |
883 | 00:58:07,480 | 00:58:11,517 | But he was different, he saw past the wrapping. | But he was different, he saw past the wrapping. |
884 | 00:58:14,120 | 00:58:16,255 | He saw me for who I really am. | He saw me for who I really am. |
885 | 00:58:19,624 | 00:58:20,860 | When did he die? | When did he die? |
886 | 00:58:23,028 | 00:58:24,964 | Right before I came back to America. | Right before I came back to America. |
887 | 00:58:27,333 | 00:58:28,868 | So, that's why you came back? | So, that's why you came back? |
888 | 00:58:30,069 | 00:58:31,470 | It's one of the reasons. | It's one of the reasons. |
889 | 00:58:32,671 | 00:58:33,973 | Again, I'm really sorry. | Again, I'm really sorry. |
890 | 00:58:35,641 | 00:58:37,910 | Yeah, me too. | Yeah, me too. |
891 | 00:58:39,945 | 00:58:41,380 | And all I have left of him | And all I have left of him |
892 | 00:58:41,413 | 00:58:43,949 | is a framed photograph, that's it. | is a framed photograph, that's it. |
893 | 00:58:45,851 | 00:58:47,953 | So, every day I talk to it, | So, every day I talk to it, |
894 | 00:58:48,821 | 00:58:50,923 | I tell him how much I still love him. | I tell him how much I still love him. |
895 | 00:58:52,258 | 00:58:53,659 | How much I still miss him. | How much I still miss him. |
896 | 00:58:58,030 | 00:59:00,032 | But now you have a new man, right? | But now you have a new man, right? |
897 | 00:59:02,001 | 00:59:03,469 | Is that what you are? | Is that what you are? |
898 | 00:59:04,703 | 00:59:07,206 | I was talking about the guy that you told me about, | I was talking about the guy that you told me about, |
899 | 00:59:07,239 | 00:59:08,908 | the married guy. | the married guy. |
900 | 00:59:10,242 | 00:59:11,477 | Nobody's perfect. | Nobody's perfect. |
901 | 00:59:14,013 | 00:59:16,482 | You know what, I'm tired, It's late. | You know what, I'm tired, It's late. |
902 | 00:59:16,515 | 00:59:17,850 | I think I'm gonna sign off. | I think I'm gonna sign off. |
903 | 00:59:19,752 | 00:59:21,620 | Hey, if I hit a nerve there, I'm sorry. | Hey, if I hit a nerve there, I'm sorry. |
904 | 00:59:21,655 | 00:59:23,722 | I really didn't mean anything by it. | I really didn't mean anything by it. |
905 | 00:59:24,890 | 00:59:27,026 | It's okay, I really am tired though. | It's okay, I really am tired though. |
906 | 00:59:30,296 | 00:59:31,964 | Good night, Eva. | Good night, Eva. |
907 | 00:59:33,499 | 00:59:35,000 | Good night, Will. | Good night, Will. |
908 | 01:00:00,993 | 01:00:02,494 | You're late. | You're late. |
909 | 01:00:02,861 | 01:00:04,196 | I knew you'd be up. | I knew you'd be up. |
910 | 01:00:05,097 | 01:00:06,332 | Did anybody see you? | Did anybody see you? |
911 | 01:00:06,365 | 01:00:07,566 | No. | No. |
912 | 01:00:07,600 | 01:00:09,301 | Do you have something for me? | Do you have something for me? |
913 | 01:00:12,905 | 01:00:15,808 | You wouldn't be here if I didn't. | You wouldn't be here if I didn't. |
914 | 01:01:24,877 | 01:01:26,646 | Don't! | Don't! |
915 | 01:01:28,013 | 01:01:29,348 | No! | No! |
916 | 01:02:23,936 | 01:02:26,673 | So, what happened to him? | So, what happened to him? |
917 | 01:02:28,607 | 01:02:30,710 | I'm not sure of all the details but... | I'm not sure of all the details but... |
918 | 01:02:32,244 | 01:02:33,579 | Actually he got shot. | Actually he got shot. |
919 | 01:02:35,147 | 01:02:36,348 | You're Kidding me. | You're Kidding me. |
920 | 01:02:37,784 | 01:02:41,887 | No, I'm not. Apparently he went to the wrong house, | No, I'm not. Apparently he went to the wrong house, |
921 | 01:02:41,920 | 01:02:43,322 | thought he was calling on some guy | thought he was calling on some guy |
922 | 01:02:43,355 | 01:02:45,859 | that wanted to buy a piece of farm equipment. | that wanted to buy a piece of farm equipment. |
923 | 01:02:45,891 | 01:02:47,960 | Guy told him he'd be out back working on something | Guy told him he'd be out back working on something |
924 | 01:02:47,993 | 01:02:49,662 | and to go on in. | and to go on in. |
925 | 01:02:49,962 | 01:02:52,965 | My father entered and the woman who actually lived there, | My father entered and the woman who actually lived there, |
926 | 01:02:52,998 | 01:02:55,934 | mistook him for a robber and shot him. | mistook him for a robber and shot him. |
927 | 01:02:58,705 | 01:03:01,073 | My God, that's really horrible. | My God, that's really horrible. |
928 | 01:03:01,106 | 01:03:02,809 | It must've been very hard for you. | It must've been very hard for you. |
929 | 01:03:04,677 | 01:03:06,145 | Well, actually I was pretty close | Well, actually I was pretty close |
930 | 01:03:06,178 | 01:03:08,180 | to the scene of the accident when it happened. | to the scene of the accident when it happened. |
931 | 01:03:08,213 | 01:03:10,549 | I was running errands for my boss | I was running errands for my boss |
932 | 01:03:10,582 | 01:03:13,787 | and I fell off my bike or something, | and I fell off my bike or something, |
933 | 01:03:13,820 | 01:03:16,155 | hit my head, blacked out. | hit my head, blacked out. |
934 | 01:03:16,188 | 01:03:17,389 | I don't remember any of it, | I don't remember any of it, |
935 | 01:03:17,423 | 01:03:19,324 | just the little bit my mother told me. | just the little bit my mother told me. |
936 | 01:03:21,293 | 01:03:23,696 | What happened to the woman who shot him? | What happened to the woman who shot him? |
937 | 01:03:25,632 | 01:03:27,667 | You know, I have no idea. | You know, I have no idea. |
938 | 01:03:27,700 | 01:03:29,869 | And like I said, my mother never really talked about it | And like I said, my mother never really talked about it |
939 | 01:03:29,903 | 01:03:33,338 | and by the time I got old enough to look into it myself, | and by the time I got old enough to look into it myself, |
940 | 01:03:33,372 | 01:03:38,076 | I figured nothing's gonna bring him back, | I figured nothing's gonna bring him back, |
941 | 01:03:38,110 | 01:03:40,012 | so why bother digging it all up again? | so why bother digging it all up again? |
942 | 01:03:42,347 | 01:03:43,850 | Poor woman. | Poor woman. |
943 | 01:03:47,887 | 01:03:50,088 | My mother or the woman who shot my father? | My mother or the woman who shot my father? |
944 | 01:03:51,557 | 01:03:52,892 | Both. | Both. |
945 | 01:04:10,509 | 01:04:12,411 | Are you in your safe place, William? | Are you in your safe place, William? |
946 | 01:04:14,213 | 01:04:15,547 | Yes. | Yes. |
947 | 01:04:16,683 | 01:04:18,918 | Now let's go back to that day. | Now let's go back to that day. |
948 | 01:04:20,687 | 01:04:24,022 | You're on the farm with your father working on the tractor? | You're on the farm with your father working on the tractor? |
949 | 01:04:25,591 | 01:04:27,159 | Yes. | Yes. |
950 | 01:04:27,192 | 01:04:28,928 | What's his demeanor? | What's his demeanor? |
951 | 01:04:28,962 | 01:04:31,263 | He's upset about something, | He's upset about something, |
952 | 01:04:31,296 | 01:04:33,532 | but he tries to hide it from me. | but he tries to hide it from me. |
953 | 01:04:33,565 | 01:04:35,234 | What happens next? | What happens next? |
954 | 01:04:35,267 | 01:04:37,236 | I finished my morning chores, | I finished my morning chores, |
955 | 01:04:37,269 | 01:04:40,239 | then I go to my job at the grocery store. | then I go to my job at the grocery store. |
956 | 01:04:41,340 | 01:04:44,376 | So, you're at the grocers, what happens next? | So, you're at the grocers, what happens next? |
957 | 01:04:45,244 | 01:04:48,347 | I stock some shelves and I sweep the floor, | I stock some shelves and I sweep the floor, |
958 | 01:04:48,380 | 01:04:51,083 | then my boss tells me I need to make a delivery. | then my boss tells me I need to make a delivery. |
959 | 01:04:52,618 | 01:04:55,087 | Pack the groceries in a box and strap it to my bike | Pack the groceries in a box and strap it to my bike |
960 | 01:04:55,120 | 01:04:57,256 | and then I ride to the house. | and then I ride to the house. |
961 | 01:04:58,457 | 01:04:59,792 | I get there and... | I get there and... |
962 | 01:05:03,696 | 01:05:05,163 | It's okay. | It's okay. |
963 | 01:05:05,197 | 01:05:06,164 | It's all right, you know what, | It's all right, you know what, |
964 | 01:05:06,198 | 01:05:08,001 | this all happened a long time ago. | this all happened a long time ago. |
965 | 01:05:08,033 | 01:05:09,368 | You were just an observer. | You were just an observer. |
966 | 01:05:09,401 | 01:05:13,438 | Now, watch this as if it was a television show. | Now, watch this as if it was a television show. |
967 | 01:05:13,472 | 01:05:15,607 | Just tell me what happened next. | Just tell me what happened next. |
968 | 01:05:15,642 | 01:05:17,409 | I get to the house | I get to the house |
969 | 01:05:17,442 | 01:05:19,879 | and then I pick up the groceries | and then I pick up the groceries |
970 | 01:05:19,913 | 01:05:22,782 | and I walk to the basement hatch. | and I walk to the basement hatch. |
971 | 01:05:23,850 | 01:05:26,184 | Do you always deliver there? | Do you always deliver there? |
972 | 01:05:26,218 | 01:05:27,252 | Yes. | Yes. |
973 | 01:05:27,286 | 01:05:28,788 | Why? | Why? |
974 | 01:05:28,821 | 01:05:29,789 | I don't know. | I don't know. |
975 | 01:05:29,822 | 01:05:32,157 | It's just what she wants me to do. | It's just what she wants me to do. |
976 | 01:05:32,190 | 01:05:33,760 | What do you do next? | What do you do next? |
977 | 01:05:33,793 | 01:05:37,195 | I go down the stairs and knock on the door. | I go down the stairs and knock on the door. |
978 | 01:05:38,263 | 01:05:39,866 | Who answers the door? | Who answers the door? |
979 | 01:05:39,899 | 01:05:41,099 | I don't see her, | I don't see her, |
980 | 01:05:41,133 | 01:05:42,936 | she says to set the groceries down. | she says to set the groceries down. |
981 | 01:05:45,772 | 01:05:47,105 | What do you see now? | What do you see now? |
982 | 01:05:47,974 | 01:05:50,542 | Looking at the calendar on the wall. | Looking at the calendar on the wall. |
983 | 01:05:50,576 | 01:05:51,577 | What does it say? | What does it say? |
984 | 01:05:52,411 | 01:05:54,246 | June, 1946. | June, 1946. |
985 | 01:05:55,380 | 01:05:58,216 | There's a picture right next to the calendar on the wall. | There's a picture right next to the calendar on the wall. |
986 | 01:06:00,085 | 01:06:01,086 | It's familiar. | It's familiar. |
987 | 01:06:02,487 | 01:06:03,990 | It's a castle. | It's a castle. |
988 | 01:06:06,625 | 01:06:08,460 | There's a man. | There's a man. |
989 | 01:06:10,429 | 01:06:11,631 | It's a picture of a man. | It's a picture of a man. |
990 | 01:06:21,074 | 01:06:22,407 | William. | William. |
991 | 01:06:23,843 | 01:06:25,277 | What did you see? | What did you see? |
992 | 01:06:28,014 | 01:06:29,514 | Nothing, nothing. | Nothing, nothing. |
993 | 01:06:32,551 | 01:06:34,988 | Just, you know... | Just, you know... |
994 | 01:06:35,021 | 01:06:40,026 | To see something from so long ago, so vividly. | To see something from so long ago, so vividly. |
995 | 01:06:40,192 | 01:06:42,260 | It's okay, just take slow, deep breaths. | It's okay, just take slow, deep breaths. |
996 | 01:06:43,295 | 01:06:44,964 | What did you see? | What did you see? |
997 | 01:06:49,836 | 01:06:50,870 | I can't do this anymore. | I can't do this anymore. |
998 | 01:06:50,903 | 01:06:52,270 | We can do this next time. | We can do this next time. |
999 | 01:06:52,304 | 01:06:53,438 | Are you okay? | Are you okay? |
1000 | 01:06:56,909 | 01:06:59,277 | Think, you can remember this. | Think, you can remember this. |
1001 | 01:06:59,311 | 01:07:01,179 | Where was that house? | Where was that house? |
1002 | 01:07:01,213 | 01:07:03,082 | Think William, think. | Think William, think. |
1003 | 01:07:03,116 | 01:07:04,216 | You had to go across that bridge. | You had to go across that bridge. |
1004 | 01:07:04,249 | 01:07:06,418 | It was that little house in Ludlowville. | It was that little house in Ludlowville. |
1005 | 01:07:07,252 | 01:07:09,088 | If Eva's the same woman, | If Eva's the same woman, |
1006 | 01:07:09,122 | 01:07:12,224 | no wonder she didn't want to tell you how old she is. | no wonder she didn't want to tell you how old she is. |
1007 | 01:07:17,529 | 01:07:19,032 | Yes? | Yes? |
1008 | 01:07:19,065 | 01:07:21,166 | Is Eva here? | Is Eva here? |
1009 | 01:07:21,199 | 01:07:22,401 | Who? | Who? |
1010 | 01:07:22,434 | 01:07:25,104 | Eva, I think she lives here. | Eva, I think she lives here. |
1011 | 01:07:25,138 | 01:07:26,105 | There's no Eva here, | There's no Eva here, |
1012 | 01:07:26,139 | 01:07:28,306 | I've lived here for 15 years, never has been. | I've lived here for 15 years, never has been. |
1013 | 01:07:30,009 | 01:07:31,309 | Sorry. | Sorry. |
1014 | 01:08:52,058 | 01:08:53,826 | Will, are you there? | Will, are you there? |
1015 | 01:08:57,362 | 01:08:58,664 | Will, are you there? | Will, are you there? |
1016 | 01:08:59,832 | 01:09:04,837 | Will, are you on the air? Over. | Will, are you on the air? Over. |
1017 | 01:09:11,144 | 01:09:12,645 | I'm here, Eva. | I'm here, Eva. |
1018 | 01:09:13,212 | 01:09:15,915 | Hey, what's buzzin' cousin? | Hey, what's buzzin' cousin? |
1019 | 01:09:17,016 | 01:09:18,217 | Sounds like you are. | Sounds like you are. |
1020 | 01:09:19,218 | 01:09:21,220 | Been hitting the booze again? | Been hitting the booze again? |
1021 | 01:09:21,254 | 01:09:25,258 | Actually, yeah. Well only a little bit. | Actually, yeah. Well only a little bit. |
1022 | 01:09:25,290 | 01:09:28,493 | I just finished a bit of a project. | I just finished a bit of a project. |
1023 | 01:09:28,527 | 01:09:30,730 | So, I'm celebrating a little bit. | So, I'm celebrating a little bit. |
1024 | 01:09:30,763 | 01:09:33,465 | How about you, what are you doing today? | How about you, what are you doing today? |
1025 | 01:09:33,498 | 01:09:35,768 | Eva, that picture that you were telling me about | Eva, that picture that you were telling me about |
1026 | 01:09:35,802 | 01:09:39,038 | on your wall, the one at the castle. | on your wall, the one at the castle. |
1027 | 01:09:39,071 | 01:09:40,405 | Yeah? | Yeah? |
1028 | 01:09:41,808 | 01:09:43,608 | How long have you had that? | How long have you had that? |
1029 | 01:09:45,645 | 01:09:47,079 | A little over a year. | A little over a year. |
1030 | 01:09:47,113 | 01:09:50,283 | I had a friend send it to me from Germany after the war. | I had a friend send it to me from Germany after the war. |
1031 | 01:09:51,516 | 01:09:52,852 | The war. | The war. |
1032 | 01:09:53,418 | 01:09:56,722 | You mean the second World War? | You mean the second World War? |
1033 | 01:09:58,157 | 01:10:00,592 | Well, yeah, what else would I be referring to? | Well, yeah, what else would I be referring to? |
1034 | 01:10:02,695 | 01:10:04,462 | You drinking a little early yourself, Will? | You drinking a little early yourself, Will? |
1035 | 01:10:04,496 | 01:10:05,965 | How is this possible? | How is this possible? |
1036 | 01:10:08,734 | 01:10:10,368 | Will, are you still there? | Will, are you still there? |
1037 | 01:10:10,402 | 01:10:11,871 | Eva. | Eva. |
1038 | 01:10:11,904 | 01:10:13,239 | Yeah? | Yeah? |
1039 | 01:10:14,573 | 01:10:17,677 | What's the name of the kid that delivers your groceries? | What's the name of the kid that delivers your groceries? |
1040 | 01:10:18,711 | 01:10:20,279 | Why do you want to know that? | Why do you want to know that? |
1041 | 01:10:21,580 | 01:10:22,982 | What's his name? | What's his name? |
1042 | 01:10:25,483 | 01:10:26,819 | Billy. | Billy. |
1043 | 01:10:29,487 | 01:10:31,123 | Eva, what year is it? | Eva, what year is it? |
1044 | 01:10:33,125 | 01:10:36,262 | 1946. You have been drinking. | 1946. You have been drinking. |
1045 | 01:10:40,900 | 01:10:43,302 | Will, you still there? | Will, you still there? |
1046 | 01:10:44,170 | 01:10:45,671 | I've gotta go. | I've gotta go. |
1047 | 01:10:54,814 | 01:10:57,016 | She's in the past. | She's in the past. |
1048 | 01:10:57,049 | 01:10:58,718 | She's in the past. | She's in the past. |
1049 | 01:11:00,887 | 01:11:02,722 | How is this happening? | How is this happening? |
1050 | 01:11:04,156 | 01:11:05,925 | This isn't happening. | This isn't happening. |
1051 | 01:11:07,693 | 01:11:09,161 | Look's like they hit a wreck out- | Look's like they hit a wreck out- |
1052 | 01:11:09,195 | 01:11:10,863 | She was a big one. | She was a big one. |
1053 | 01:11:10,897 | 01:11:14,000 | That skirt was so high! | That skirt was so high! |
1054 | 01:11:14,033 | 01:11:15,400 | You knew there'd be a problem- | You knew there'd be a problem- |
1055 | 01:11:15,433 | 01:11:18,104 | That dame would... | That dame would... |
1056 | 01:11:19,404 | 01:11:20,706 | William. | William. |
1057 | 01:11:25,645 | 01:11:28,180 | Who is this? What do you want? | Who is this? What do you want? |
1058 | 01:11:30,615 | 01:11:33,786 | You can't trust her. | You can't trust her. |
1059 | 01:11:36,956 | 01:11:38,057 | You're breaking up. | You're breaking up. |
1060 | 01:11:38,925 | 01:11:40,026 | My journal. | My journal. |
1061 | 01:11:43,863 | 01:11:47,333 | QC, this is K-2-W-M-O, who is this? | QC, this is K-2-W-M-O, who is this? |
1062 | 01:11:49,235 | 01:11:52,838 | K-2-W-M-O. | K-2-W-M-O. |
1063 | 01:11:55,241 | 01:11:58,811 | Yes, this is K-2-W-M-O! You've reached K-2-W-M-O! | Yes, this is K-2-W-M-O! You've reached K-2-W-M-O! |
1064 | 01:11:59,745 | 01:12:03,816 | K-2-W-M-O? | K-2-W-M-O? |
1065 | 01:12:03,849 | 01:12:04,951 | Yes, this... | Yes, this... |
1066 | 01:12:04,984 | 01:12:08,020 | I'm K-2-W-M-O! Who is this?! | I'm K-2-W-M-O! Who is this?! |
1067 | 01:12:08,054 | 01:12:12,124 | K-2-W-M-O. | K-2-W-M-O. |
1068 | 01:12:12,158 | 01:12:13,491 | Read my journal. | Read my journal. |
1069 | 01:12:17,196 | 01:12:18,764 | William, my journal. | William, my journal. |
1070 | 01:12:22,301 | 01:12:25,638 | K-2-W-M-O, my journal. | K-2-W-M-O, my journal. |
1071 | 01:12:33,379 | 01:12:34,714 | Dad? | Dad? |
1072 | 01:12:42,254 | 01:12:43,222 | Billy. | Billy. |
1073 | 01:12:48,794 | 01:12:50,062 | Master William. | Master William. |
1074 | 01:12:52,865 | 01:12:54,900 | "Today I was headed for Joe's when I saw her again, | "Today I was headed for Joe's when I saw her again, |
1075 | 01:12:54,934 | 01:12:56,168 | she was just leaving the drug store. | she was just leaving the drug store. |
1076 | 01:12:56,202 | 01:12:58,704 | She saw me looking at her and she gave me that chilly look. | She saw me looking at her and she gave me that chilly look. |
1077 | 01:12:58,738 | 01:13:00,572 | She walked away without looking back. | She walked away without looking back. |
1078 | 01:13:01,807 | 01:13:03,109 | I've been keeping an eye out for that dame, | I've been keeping an eye out for that dame, |
1079 | 01:13:03,142 | 01:13:04,110 | I know I shouldn't, | I know I shouldn't, |
1080 | 01:13:04,143 | 01:13:05,711 | but there's something mysterious about her. | but there's something mysterious about her. |
1081 | 01:13:05,745 | 01:13:06,912 | Haven't seen her though. | Haven't seen her though. |
1082 | 01:13:09,248 | 01:13:11,384 | I was in Ludlowville this morning and saw her again. | I was in Ludlowville this morning and saw her again. |
1083 | 01:13:11,417 | 01:13:13,652 | She was setting her milk bottle out for the milkman. | She was setting her milk bottle out for the milkman. |
1084 | 01:13:13,686 | 01:13:14,787 | She looked up at me this time. | She looked up at me this time. |
1085 | 01:13:14,820 | 01:13:17,223 | I fancy she might've smiled a little, | I fancy she might've smiled a little, |
1086 | 01:13:21,193 | 01:13:22,560 | I guess I'm a sinner after all. | I guess I'm a sinner after all. |
1087 | 01:13:22,594 | 01:13:24,363 | I've been with her four times now, | I've been with her four times now, |
1088 | 01:13:24,397 | 01:13:26,032 | I know what's wrong, but I can't help it. | I know what's wrong, but I can't help it. |
1089 | 01:13:26,065 | 01:13:28,566 | She's gotten under my skin somehow. | She's gotten under my skin somehow. |
1090 | 01:13:28,600 | 01:13:30,736 | I don't know why, she's not a young woman. | I don't know why, she's not a young woman. |
1091 | 01:13:30,770 | 01:13:33,105 | I can't let Margaret find out. | I can't let Margaret find out. |
1092 | 01:13:33,973 | 01:13:35,741 | I've still got her and Billy to think of, | I've still got her and Billy to think of, |
1093 | 01:13:35,775 | 01:13:38,377 | this would not bode well in Sir William's kingdom." | this would not bode well in Sir William's kingdom." |
1094 | 01:13:42,481 | 01:13:43,816 | God, dad. | God, dad. |
1095 | 01:14:03,436 | 01:14:04,770 | June 11th? | June 11th? |
1096 | 01:14:14,447 | 01:14:16,449 | You gotta be kidding me. | You gotta be kidding me. |
1097 | 01:14:16,482 | 01:14:18,851 | "I've never been so fucking furious in my life. | "I've never been so fucking furious in my life. |
1098 | 01:14:18,884 | 01:14:21,520 | I thought I was falling in love and with what? | I thought I was falling in love and with what? |
1099 | 01:14:21,554 | 01:14:23,289 | A lying bitch. | A lying bitch. |
1100 | 01:14:23,322 | 01:14:25,958 | She sure put one over on me, on all of us. | She sure put one over on me, on all of us. |
1101 | 01:14:25,991 | 01:14:27,293 | She's a fucking..." | She's a fucking..." |
1102 | 01:14:38,003 | 01:14:40,239 | What did you just ask me? | What did you just ask me? |
1103 | 01:14:40,272 | 01:14:41,774 | What's his name? | What's his name? |
1104 | 01:14:42,241 | 01:14:44,643 | That's none of your damn business. | That's none of your damn business. |
1105 | 01:14:44,677 | 01:14:45,878 | It's important. | It's important. |
1106 | 01:14:46,846 | 01:14:48,447 | No, it's not. | No, it's not. |
1107 | 01:14:48,481 | 01:14:50,282 | I need to know, Eva. | I need to know, Eva. |
1108 | 01:14:50,316 | 01:14:52,785 | Well then you are destined to be disappointed. | Well then you are destined to be disappointed. |
1109 | 01:14:52,818 | 01:14:54,520 | All right, fine, then tell me this. | All right, fine, then tell me this. |
1110 | 01:14:54,553 | 01:14:56,822 | Have the two of you been fighting recently? | Have the two of you been fighting recently? |
1111 | 01:14:56,856 | 01:14:59,125 | Again, none of your damn business. | Again, none of your damn business. |
1112 | 01:14:59,158 | 01:15:00,326 | You have, haven't you? | You have, haven't you? |
1113 | 01:15:00,359 | 01:15:02,495 | 'Cause his name's Gerald, isn't it? | 'Cause his name's Gerald, isn't it? |
1114 | 01:15:02,528 | 01:15:04,029 | His name is Gerald. | His name is Gerald. |
1115 | 01:15:05,664 | 01:15:06,699 | I'm right, aren't I? | I'm right, aren't I? |
1116 | 01:15:09,502 | 01:15:11,770 | How do you know these things? | How do you know these things? |
1117 | 01:15:11,804 | 01:15:14,140 | How do I know what, that his name's Gerald | How do I know what, that his name's Gerald |
1118 | 01:15:14,173 | 01:15:16,108 | or that you're a Nazi? | or that you're a Nazi? |
1119 | 01:15:16,142 | 01:15:18,744 | 'Cause you are, aren't you? You're a Nazi! | 'Cause you are, aren't you? You're a Nazi! |
1120 | 01:15:20,079 | 01:15:23,482 | Eva, I'm right, aren't I?! | Eva, I'm right, aren't I?! |
1121 | 01:15:23,516 | 01:15:24,683 | Don't call me again. | Don't call me again. |
1122 | 01:15:26,952 | 01:15:27,953 | Eva! | Eva! |
1123 | 01:15:29,955 | 01:15:34,460 | Eva! You're a Nazi, aren't you, Eva?! | Eva! You're a Nazi, aren't you, Eva?! |
1124 | 01:15:35,928 | 01:15:36,929 | Eva! | Eva! |
1125 | 01:15:37,763 | 01:15:38,764 | Fuck! | Fuck! |
1126 | 01:15:44,470 | 01:15:47,006 | Dr. Jennings, this is William. | Dr. Jennings, this is William. |
1127 | 01:15:47,039 | 01:15:48,941 | I need to see you as soon as possible. | I need to see you as soon as possible. |
1128 | 01:15:50,009 | 01:15:51,377 | I need to finish this. | I need to finish this. |
1129 | 01:15:56,549 | 01:15:58,784 | Han, I've been signaling, | Han, I've been signaling, |
1130 | 01:15:58,817 | 01:16:00,286 | you aren't answering me. | you aren't answering me. |
1131 | 01:16:00,319 | 01:16:04,123 | I'm really vulnerable right now, somebody knows. | I'm really vulnerable right now, somebody knows. |
1132 | 01:16:04,156 | 01:16:06,625 | I still have all of this stuff. | I still have all of this stuff. |
1133 | 01:16:06,660 | 01:16:10,629 | Han, please pick up. Do you copy? | Han, please pick up. Do you copy? |
1134 | 01:16:10,664 | 01:16:14,567 | I have everything ready here, nobody's picked anything up. | I have everything ready here, nobody's picked anything up. |
1135 | 01:16:14,600 | 01:16:18,304 | This is so important, you have to get back to me. | This is so important, you have to get back to me. |
1136 | 01:16:18,337 | 01:16:21,675 | Han, goddammit! Where are you?! | Han, goddammit! Where are you?! |
1137 | 01:16:28,080 | 01:16:29,748 | Let's go back through that day. | Let's go back through that day. |
1138 | 01:16:34,220 | 01:16:35,454 | What happens next? | What happens next? |
1139 | 01:16:35,487 | 01:16:38,190 | She opens the basement door and I go inside. | She opens the basement door and I go inside. |
1140 | 01:16:40,726 | 01:16:42,094 | What do you see? | What do you see? |
1141 | 01:16:42,127 | 01:16:44,430 | Just stuff, a calendar, | Just stuff, a calendar, |
1142 | 01:16:46,832 | 01:16:47,967 | a picture on the wall, | a picture on the wall, |
1143 | 01:16:49,703 | 01:16:50,903 | a picture of a guy, | a picture of a guy, |
1144 | 01:16:53,038 | 01:16:55,407 | a gun like my uncle used to own, | a gun like my uncle used to own, |
1145 | 01:16:56,508 | 01:16:57,843 | a clock. | a clock. |
1146 | 01:16:58,344 | 01:17:00,479 | Do either of you say anything? | Do either of you say anything? |
1147 | 01:17:00,512 | 01:17:02,414 | I tell her that the bill is 3.19. | I tell her that the bill is 3.19. |
1148 | 01:17:04,083 | 01:17:05,217 | She pays me the money. | She pays me the money. |
1149 | 01:17:06,619 | 01:17:07,786 | I start to leave. | I start to leave. |
1150 | 01:17:09,255 | 01:17:10,756 | What is it, William? | What is it, William? |
1151 | 01:17:10,789 | 01:17:12,258 | I hear something. | I hear something. |
1152 | 01:17:13,092 | 01:17:14,059 | What do you hear? | What do you hear? |
1153 | 01:17:14,093 | 01:17:16,730 | Shouting. It's a man. | Shouting. It's a man. |
1154 | 01:17:18,364 | 01:17:19,565 | I'm scared. | I'm scared. |
1155 | 01:17:19,598 | 01:17:20,766 | Why are you scared? | Why are you scared? |
1156 | 01:17:20,799 | 01:17:23,535 | I can hear them moving, she might need help. | I can hear them moving, she might need help. |
1157 | 01:17:24,536 | 01:17:26,872 | I keep hearing them shouting. | I keep hearing them shouting. |
1158 | 01:17:26,905 | 01:17:28,675 | Can you make out what they're saying? | Can you make out what they're saying? |
1159 | 01:17:28,708 | 01:17:32,778 | Not all of it, but I keep hearing a man's voice. | Not all of it, but I keep hearing a man's voice. |
1160 | 01:17:34,913 | 01:17:36,048 | What then? | What then? |
1161 | 01:17:38,752 | 01:17:39,753 | The gun... | The gun... |
1162 | 01:17:39,818 | 01:17:42,121 | - What about the gun? - It's gone. | - What about the gun? - It's gone. |
1163 | 01:17:44,123 | 01:17:45,858 | I hear the voice again. | I hear the voice again. |
1164 | 01:17:45,891 | 01:17:47,860 | "You bitch, how could you?!" | "You bitch, how could you?!" |
1165 | 01:17:49,495 | 01:17:51,731 | Can you tell who the voice belongs to? | Can you tell who the voice belongs to? |
1166 | 01:17:52,598 | 01:17:53,932 | It's my father. | It's my father. |
1167 | 01:17:55,735 | 01:17:56,969 | Remember William, you're safe. | Remember William, you're safe. |
1168 | 01:17:57,002 | 01:18:00,506 | You're just observing. What do you see next? | You're just observing. What do you see next? |
1169 | 01:18:00,539 | 01:18:02,107 | I'm upstairs. | I'm upstairs. |
1170 | 01:18:02,141 | 01:18:04,711 | The woman and my dad, they're arguing. | The woman and my dad, they're arguing. |
1171 | 01:18:05,911 | 01:18:07,413 | She has a gun. | She has a gun. |
1172 | 01:18:08,648 | 01:18:10,717 | And then? | And then? |
1173 | 01:18:14,019 | 01:18:16,021 | What's happening now? | What's happening now? |
1174 | 01:18:16,055 | 01:18:17,657 | I'm running away from the house | I'm running away from the house |
1175 | 01:18:17,691 | 01:18:19,191 | through the woods. | through the woods. |
1176 | 01:18:19,224 | 01:18:23,362 | I just keep running and running and running and then... | I just keep running and running and running and then... |
1177 | 01:18:28,802 | 01:18:30,135 | Darkness. | Darkness. |
1178 | 01:18:38,277 | 01:18:40,512 | Nothing but darkness. | Nothing but darkness. |
1179 | 01:18:44,651 | 01:18:47,219 | I can't speak or move, but I hear them talking. | I can't speak or move, but I hear them talking. |
1180 | 01:18:48,120 | 01:18:51,758 | They asked me questions but I can't remember. | They asked me questions but I can't remember. |
1181 | 01:18:51,791 | 01:18:53,492 | My mother tells them to leave me alone. | My mother tells them to leave me alone. |
1182 | 01:18:53,525 | 01:18:56,796 | My father's dead, it was a terrible accident. | My father's dead, it was a terrible accident. |
1183 | 01:18:56,830 | 01:18:58,732 | She can't afford to lose me as well. | She can't afford to lose me as well. |
1184 | 01:19:00,032 | 01:19:01,533 | I'm just a kid. | I'm just a kid. |
1185 | 01:19:03,869 | 01:19:05,204 | I suffered enough. | I suffered enough. |
1186 | 01:19:09,475 | 01:19:10,943 | Will, you're safe, you're here with me. | Will, you're safe, you're here with me. |
1187 | 01:19:10,976 | 01:19:12,111 | You saw something terrible, | You saw something terrible, |
1188 | 01:19:12,144 | 01:19:15,280 | but now we know what the darkness is covering up. | but now we know what the darkness is covering up. |
1189 | 01:19:16,850 | 01:19:19,719 | It's okay. It's okay. | It's okay. It's okay. |
1190 | 01:19:19,753 | 01:19:21,220 | Now we can work on fixing it. | Now we can work on fixing it. |
1191 | 01:19:22,921 | 01:19:23,989 | Fix? | Fix? |
1192 | 01:19:24,022 | 01:19:25,524 | We can fix it. | We can fix it. |
1193 | 01:19:26,558 | 01:19:31,563 | My father died on June 12th, 1946, June 12th. | My father died on June 12th, 1946, June 12th. |
1194 | 01:19:32,364 | 01:19:34,634 | 38 Years ago, today. | 38 Years ago, today. |
1195 | 01:19:34,667 | 01:19:37,837 | Did you realize that when you set this appointment? | Did you realize that when you set this appointment? |
1196 | 01:19:37,871 | 01:19:41,841 | Anniversaries can be important milestones in therapy. | Anniversaries can be important milestones in therapy. |
1197 | 01:19:44,943 | 01:19:46,612 | You said coincidences. | You said coincidences. |
1198 | 01:19:48,013 | 01:19:50,315 | I don't believe in them, I still don't. | I don't believe in them, I still don't. |
1199 | 01:19:52,317 | 01:19:56,522 | Everything happens in its proper time and place. | Everything happens in its proper time and place. |
1200 | 01:19:58,357 | 01:19:59,692 | Time. | Time. |
1201 | 01:20:14,606 | 01:20:15,574 | William! | William! |
1202 | 01:20:15,607 | 01:20:17,042 | I can still stop it. | I can still stop it. |
1203 | 01:20:22,782 | 01:20:24,717 | The clock in her bunker said 5:07. | The clock in her bunker said 5:07. |
1204 | 01:20:27,019 | 01:20:28,520 | There's still time. | There's still time. |
1205 | 01:20:30,155 | 01:20:31,156 | Eva? | Eva? |
1206 | 01:20:35,762 | 01:20:37,730 | Eva, I know you're there. | Eva, I know you're there. |
1207 | 01:20:37,764 | 01:20:40,365 | I don't know who you are, but you need to stop. | I don't know who you are, but you need to stop. |
1208 | 01:20:41,233 | 01:20:44,369 | I know who you are, you stay away from Gerald. | I know who you are, you stay away from Gerald. |
1209 | 01:20:44,403 | 01:20:47,506 | Don't you ever contact me again, do you understand me? | Don't you ever contact me again, do you understand me? |
1210 | 01:20:48,540 | 01:20:50,643 | Are you listening to me, Eva? | Are you listening to me, Eva? |
1211 | 01:20:50,677 | 01:20:51,845 | Nazi bitch! | Nazi bitch! |
1212 | 01:20:56,248 | 01:20:58,984 | You leave Gerald alone, do you hear me? | You leave Gerald alone, do you hear me? |
1213 | 01:20:59,017 | 01:21:00,486 | Billy. | Billy. |
1214 | 01:21:00,519 | 01:21:01,888 | Hi, Miss Saints. | Hi, Miss Saints. |
1215 | 01:21:01,921 | 01:21:03,756 | Yeah, this just really isn't the time. | Yeah, this just really isn't the time. |
1216 | 01:21:03,790 | 01:21:04,824 | Do you hear me, you bitch? | Do you hear me, you bitch? |
1217 | 01:21:04,858 | 01:21:05,859 | Just doing routine. | Just doing routine. |
1218 | 01:21:05,892 | 01:21:07,760 | - Just put it down - Don't you dare touch him. | - Just put it down - Don't you dare touch him. |
1219 | 01:21:09,729 | 01:21:10,830 | Don't you dare touch him. | Don't you dare touch him. |
1220 | 01:21:12,064 | 01:21:13,833 | Bitch, where are you? | Bitch, where are you? |
1221 | 01:21:13,867 | 01:21:16,335 | Just get out, Billy. | Just get out, Billy. |
1222 | 01:21:16,368 | 01:21:17,436 | Is that my dad? | Is that my dad? |
1223 | 01:21:17,469 | 01:21:18,805 | Get out. | Get out. |
1224 | 01:21:19,171 | 01:21:20,606 | Eva, I know you can hear me. | Eva, I know you can hear me. |
1225 | 01:21:20,640 | 01:21:21,941 | But the money. | But the money. |
1226 | 01:21:21,975 | 01:21:24,744 | Dammit, Eva you stay away from Gerald, do you hear me? | Dammit, Eva you stay away from Gerald, do you hear me? |
1227 | 01:21:24,777 | 01:21:27,546 | You stay away from Gerald. | You stay away from Gerald. |
1228 | 01:21:27,579 | 01:21:28,882 | Answer me! | Answer me! |
1229 | 01:21:28,915 | 01:21:30,917 | Eva, you answer me! | Eva, you answer me! |
1230 | 01:21:30,950 | 01:21:32,685 | Pick up, Eva! | Pick up, Eva! |
1231 | 01:21:32,719 | 01:21:34,286 | Are you listening? | Are you listening? |
1232 | 01:21:34,319 | 01:21:36,188 | Eva, you pick up. | Eva, you pick up. |
1233 | 01:21:36,221 | 01:21:37,556 | Hello? | Hello? |
1234 | 01:21:37,924 | 01:21:39,258 | Hello? | Hello? |
1235 | 01:21:39,826 | 01:21:41,026 | Do you live here? | Do you live here? |
1236 | 01:21:42,227 | 01:21:43,796 | Who is this? | Who is this? |
1237 | 01:21:43,830 | 01:21:46,231 | Because I need my $3.19. | Because I need my $3.19. |
1238 | 01:21:50,569 | 01:21:51,905 | Billy? | Billy? |
1239 | 01:21:52,504 | 01:21:53,973 | How do you know my name? | How do you know my name? |
1240 | 01:21:55,507 | 01:21:57,309 | That doesn't matter right now. | That doesn't matter right now. |
1241 | 01:21:57,342 | 01:21:59,177 | Is that woman's still there? | Is that woman's still there? |
1242 | 01:21:59,211 | 01:22:02,080 | No, she ran out when that guy upstairs started yelling. | No, she ran out when that guy upstairs started yelling. |
1243 | 01:22:04,751 | 01:22:06,585 | You said she ran out? | You said she ran out? |
1244 | 01:22:06,618 | 01:22:07,987 | Yeah, before she paid me. | Yeah, before she paid me. |
1245 | 01:22:13,058 | 01:22:16,395 | Billy, listen to me. Is the gun still there? | Billy, listen to me. Is the gun still there? |
1246 | 01:22:16,428 | 01:22:18,965 | It would be to your right over on the shelf. | It would be to your right over on the shelf. |
1247 | 01:22:21,266 | 01:22:22,601 | Yeah. | Yeah. |
1248 | 01:22:24,069 | 01:22:26,605 | Billy, I want you to listen to me very carefully. | Billy, I want you to listen to me very carefully. |
1249 | 01:22:27,606 | 01:22:31,410 | I'm a friend of your father's, your dad is in trouble. | I'm a friend of your father's, your dad is in trouble. |
1250 | 01:22:31,443 | 01:22:34,814 | He's in danger, Billy. That woman is going to hurt him. | He's in danger, Billy. That woman is going to hurt him. |
1251 | 01:22:37,784 | 01:22:39,852 | Billy, I know you. | Billy, I know you. |
1252 | 01:22:43,022 | 01:22:45,058 | I know you know how to use that gun. | I know you know how to use that gun. |
1253 | 01:23:18,024 | 01:23:19,358 | Dad. | Dad. |
1254 | 01:23:20,059 | 01:23:21,393 | Billy. | Billy. |
1255 | 01:23:21,728 | 01:23:24,931 | Son, put the gun down. | Son, put the gun down. |
1256 | 01:23:24,964 | 01:23:27,165 | Listen to me, put the gun down. | Listen to me, put the gun down. |
1257 | 01:23:27,199 | 01:23:30,770 | - No, he's a little shit. - No! | - No, he's a little shit. - No! |
1258 | 01:23:32,105 | 01:23:33,538 | Billy! | Billy! |
1259 | 01:23:47,086 | 01:23:48,755 | That's the third time this season, | That's the third time this season, |
1260 | 01:23:48,788 | 01:23:50,657 | he's lost his footing out there. | he's lost his footing out there. |
1261 | 01:23:50,690 | 01:23:52,257 | Of course, in my state I can't just go out | Of course, in my state I can't just go out |
1262 | 01:23:52,290 | 01:23:54,359 | and drag him back to the house. | and drag him back to the house. |
1263 | 01:23:54,393 | 01:23:56,595 | And that's when I came to the sad realization | And that's when I came to the sad realization |
1264 | 01:23:56,628 | 01:23:58,430 | that my dad and I had been working that farm together | that my dad and I had been working that farm together |
1265 | 01:23:58,463 | 01:24:00,133 | for so many years. | for so many years. |
1266 | 01:24:00,165 | 01:24:01,134 | He's in his late 70's, | He's in his late 70's, |
1267 | 01:24:01,166 | 01:24:03,703 | so he's bound to slow down at some point. | so he's bound to slow down at some point. |
1268 | 01:24:03,736 | 01:24:04,771 | Guess it was just inevitable | Guess it was just inevitable |
1269 | 01:24:04,804 | 01:24:06,338 | that we were gonna have to start thinking about | that we were gonna have to start thinking about |
1270 | 01:24:06,371 | 01:24:07,640 | bringing somebody else on | bringing somebody else on |
1271 | 01:24:09,142 | 01:24:11,110 | and I can keep doing what I'm doing. | and I can keep doing what I'm doing. |
1272 | 01:24:12,477 | 01:24:14,981 | I can't run the whole farm by myself. | I can't run the whole farm by myself. |
1273 | 01:24:15,014 | 01:24:16,515 | Well, that's understandable. | Well, that's understandable. |
1274 | 01:24:17,684 | 01:24:19,752 | How's it going outside of the business though? | How's it going outside of the business though? |
1275 | 01:24:19,786 | 01:24:21,620 | How about with your personal life? | How about with your personal life? |
1276 | 01:24:23,255 | 01:24:24,556 | Everything's fine I guess. | Everything's fine I guess. |
1277 | 01:24:26,025 | 01:24:28,761 | Been having a hard time sleeping lately. | Been having a hard time sleeping lately. |
1278 | 01:24:28,795 | 01:24:30,295 | Headaches again? | Headaches again? |
1279 | 01:24:31,831 | 01:24:33,432 | There's always the headaches, right? | There's always the headaches, right? |
1280 | 01:24:33,465 | 01:24:34,533 | I mean, they can patch you up | I mean, they can patch you up |
1281 | 01:24:34,566 | 01:24:35,835 | after getting shot in the head, | after getting shot in the head, |
1282 | 01:24:35,868 | 01:24:38,104 | but they can't get rid of a goddamn headache. | but they can't get rid of a goddamn headache. |
1283 | 01:24:39,271 | 01:24:42,075 | No, what's keeping me up is a dream. | No, what's keeping me up is a dream. |
1284 | 01:24:44,877 | 01:24:46,545 | Tell me about it. | Tell me about it. |
1285 | 01:24:49,381 | 01:24:54,386 | I'm married in it, but my wife's not there. | I'm married in it, but my wife's not there. |
1286 | 01:24:54,586 | 01:24:56,022 | You know, dreams can get weird | You know, dreams can get weird |
1287 | 01:24:56,055 | 01:24:57,389 | like when you're outside, | like when you're outside, |
1288 | 01:24:57,422 | 01:25:01,226 | but you're inside at the same time, you know what I mean? | but you're inside at the same time, you know what I mean? |
1289 | 01:25:01,259 | 01:25:05,198 | But I have kids, two daughters. | But I have kids, two daughters. |
1290 | 01:25:06,666 | 01:25:10,870 | I swear I can see their faces, I can hear their voices. | I swear I can see their faces, I can hear their voices. |
1291 | 01:25:12,071 | 01:25:13,639 | It's just so real. | It's just so real. |
1292 | 01:25:14,841 | 01:25:18,310 | Sometimes the things that we deeply desire, | Sometimes the things that we deeply desire, |
1293 | 01:25:18,343 | 01:25:20,713 | they can show up in our sleeping minds. | they can show up in our sleeping minds. |
1294 | 01:25:21,781 | 01:25:23,448 | It doesn't feel made up though. | It doesn't feel made up though. |
1295 | 01:25:26,152 | 01:25:27,419 | It's just too familiar. | It's just too familiar. |
1296 | 01:25:29,621 | 01:25:32,624 | Something to delve into next time, perhaps? | Something to delve into next time, perhaps? |
1297 | 01:25:33,960 | 01:25:35,460 | Sounds good. | Sounds good. |
1298 | 01:25:36,461 | 01:25:40,166 | Well, it's all the time we have for today. | Well, it's all the time we have for today. |
1299 | 01:25:41,701 | 01:25:43,636 | She's kicking me out. | She's kicking me out. |
1300 | 01:25:43,669 | 01:25:45,004 | Not at all. | Not at all. |
1301 | 01:25:45,671 | 01:25:47,272 | You be safe, Will. | You be safe, Will. |
1302 | 01:25:47,305 | 01:25:48,741 | You too, Lydia. | You too, Lydia. |
1303 | 01:26:09,962 | 01:26:11,530 | William. | William. |
1304 | 01:26:16,301 | 01:26:19,772 | I need you to wake up now, sleepy-head | I need you to wake up now, sleepy-head |
1305 | 01:26:27,880 | 01:26:29,115 | time to get up. | time to get up. |
1306 | 01:27:57,670 | 01:27:59,372 | It's not your time. | It's not your time. |
1307 | 01:30:15,941 | 01:30:18,144 | Hello? | Hello? |