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3 00:00:12,240 00:02:41,440 should we begin? should we begin?
4 00:02:41,440 00:03:04,000 this is the place this is the place
5 00:03:04,000 00:03:09,280 you have one unheard message first unheard message you have one unheard message first unheard message
6 00:03:09,280 00:03:15,040 jay this is dr meyers would you do me a favor  and stop by my office when you get in. we've had jay this is dr meyers would you do me a favor  and stop by my office when you get in. we've had
7 00:03:15,040 00:03:20,880 a patient on our floor i'd like to refer you to  she is serving a suspended sentence with voluntary a patient on our floor i'd like to refer you to  she is serving a suspended sentence with voluntary
8 00:03:20,880 00:03:26,640 commitment we've had some luck with dialing  in her medication that said i think she would commitment we've had some luck with dialing  in her medication that said i think she would
9 00:03:26,640 00:03:32,128 benefit from some counseling with you so let's  talk in the AM benefit from some counseling with you so let's  talk in the AM
10 00:03:32,128 00:04:08,240 end of message to delete this message- end of message to delete this message-
11 00:04:08,240 00:04:09,401 can we open this? can we open this?
12 00:04:09,401 00:04:13,280 yeah. A glass of wine sounds good yeah. A glass of wine sounds good
13 00:04:13,280 00:04:21,391 um i'll take care of all this, then get to the rest um i'll take care of all this, then get to the rest
14 00:04:21,391 00:04:32,800 where do you think we should start where do you think we should start
15 00:04:32,800 00:04:35,920 where do you want to start? where do you want to start?
16 00:04:35,920 00:04:42,880 how about why dr meyers thought  you should see me instead of her? how about why dr meyers thought  you should see me instead of her?
17 00:04:42,880 00:04:47,920 she's sick of me? she's sick of me?
18 00:04:47,920 00:04:52,480 well our jobs are very different well our jobs are very different
19 00:04:52,480 00:05:04,160 she's a doctor she's used to writing  prescriptions i talk to people i listen she's a doctor she's used to writing  prescriptions i talk to people i listen
20 00:05:04,160 00:05:17,040 i want to hear from you. but you should  know i did ask that you be referred to me i want to hear from you. but you should  know i did ask that you be referred to me
21 00:05:17,040 00:06:09,200 i'm interested in you. i'm  interested in what i saw on your file i'm interested in you. i'm  interested in what i saw on your file
22 00:06:09,200 00:06:14,480 hey hey
23 00:06:14,480 00:07:01,600 Um... I'll give you some time to get settled in. Um... I'll give you some time to get settled in.
24 00:07:01,600 00:07:26,080 okie okie
25 00:07:26,080 00:07:37,920 oh. you're awake you feeling any better, hon? oh. you're awake you feeling any better, hon?
26 00:07:37,920 00:07:50,080 what? what is it? what? what is it?
27 00:07:50,080 00:08:22,080 oh.... no.... no... oh.... no.... no...
28 00:08:22,080 00:08:26,949 why do you have vodka under your desk? why do you have vodka under your desk?
29 00:08:26,949 00:08:31,200 i had to  ask a patient earlier today to leave that behind i had to  ask a patient earlier today to leave that behind
30 00:08:31,200 00:08:33,891 alcoholics is that your normal thing well alcoholics is that your normal thing well
31 00:08:33,891 00:08:38,480 i certainly see my fair share of them i certainly see my fair share of them
32 00:08:38,480 00:08:44,560 is that what you want to discuss my practice is that what you want to discuss my practice
33 00:08:44,560 00:08:46,850 how long have you been a doctor? how long have you been a doctor?
34 00:08:46,850 00:08:51,520 i'm not a doctor i'm not a doctor
35 00:08:51,520 00:08:53,248 i'm a licensed counselor i'm a licensed counselor
36 00:08:53,248 00:08:56,880 isn't that worse isn't that worse
37 00:08:56,880 00:09:04,720 i came to this work because i was once in a place  much like this one, okay? i like to think that i i came to this work because i was once in a place  much like this one, okay? i like to think that i
38 00:09:04,720 00:09:12,000 have a rapport with people. just like you  i don't like being forced to see doctors have a rapport with people. just like you  i don't like being forced to see doctors
39 00:09:12,000 00:09:15,040 but now you're cured? but now you're cured?
40 00:09:15,040 00:09:17,542 well we'll go with that. well we'll go with that.
41 00:09:17,542 00:09:27,600 if you and i can talk- really talk and get through this if you and i can talk- really talk and get through this
42 00:09:27,600 00:09:31,200 initial evaluation today initial evaluation today
43 00:09:31,200 00:09:37,531 then i plan to talk to dr kovac about rolling back  some of your medications then i plan to talk to dr kovac about rolling back  some of your medications
44 00:09:37,531 00:09:42,480 even though i'm crazy? even though i'm crazy?
45 00:09:42,480 00:09:46,640 tell me all about it tell me all about it
46 00:09:46,640 00:09:52,000 so you think this place will do? so you think this place will do?
47 00:09:52,000 00:09:56,320 we'll see we'll see
48 00:09:56,320 00:09:58,636 what's for dinner? what's for dinner?
49 00:09:58,636 00:10:04,058 soup and fruit salad. what  do you think? soup and fruit salad. what  do you think?
50 00:10:04,058 00:10:05,059 sounds good. sounds good.
51 00:10:05,059 00:10:07,061 gourmet. gourmet.
52 00:10:07,061 00:10:10,160 ah you like to cook? ah you like to cook?
53 00:10:10,160 00:10:12,291 sometimes. you? sometimes. you?
54 00:10:12,291 00:10:13,971 not really not really
55 00:10:13,971 00:10:27,520 so how does it feel to be out of there? so how does it feel to be out of there?
56 00:10:27,520 00:10:29,932 really good good. really good good.
57 00:10:29,932 00:10:35,005 Good. hey. cheers Good. hey. cheers
58 00:10:35,005 00:11:28,892 to you to you
59 00:11:28,892 00:11:32,000 seriously? seriously?
60 00:11:32,000 00:11:35,398 it's nothing psychoactive. i promise it's nothing psychoactive. i promise
61 00:11:35,398 00:11:36,983 but what are they? but what are they?
62 00:11:36,983 00:11:59,600 just some vitamin  supplements. i want you to get healthy just some vitamin  supplements. i want you to get healthy
63 00:11:59,600 00:12:02,960 so your first meal since we got out of there so your first meal since we got out of there
64 00:12:02,960 00:12:09,840 how does it feel? how does it feel?
65 00:12:09,840 00:12:10,480 i feel a little sick actually not really hungry i feel a little sick actually not really hungry
66 00:12:10,480 00:12:13,804 i think there's still a lot of medication in  my system i think there's still a lot of medication in  my system
67 00:12:13,804 00:12:15,848 I'm sorry. is there anything i can do? I'm sorry. is there anything i can do?
68 00:12:15,848 00:12:18,640 no no
69 00:12:18,640 00:12:20,818 i feel guilty eating by myself i feel guilty eating by myself
70 00:12:20,818 00:12:25,840 dont. dont.
71 00:12:25,840 00:12:40,480 okay okay
72 00:12:40,480 00:12:44,800 it's gonna be it isn't it? it's gonna be it isn't it?
73 00:12:44,800 00:12:49,920 i think so it's hard to tell  all the elements are right i think so it's hard to tell  all the elements are right
74 00:12:49,920 00:12:53,840 you said it's happened up here before  that these mountains are some kind of you said it's happened up here before  that these mountains are some kind of
75 00:12:53,840 00:12:56,312 hot spot or something right? hot spot or something right?
76 00:12:56,312 00:13:05,821 uhuh uhuh
77 00:13:05,821 00:13:13,955 they have music i haven't heard a song in months they have music i haven't heard a song in months
78 00:13:13,955 00:13:16,499 we should dance. we should dance.
79 00:13:16,499 00:13:18,501 oh... oh...
80 00:13:18,501 00:13:23,920 yeah! we can move the table out of the way yeah! we can move the table out of the way
81 00:13:23,920 00:13:27,009 just for like two minutes.. so nice to be here with  you just for like two minutes.. so nice to be here with  you
82 00:13:27,009 00:13:30,387 I will have to be so drunk for that for that.... I will have to be so drunk for that for that....
83 00:13:30,387 00:13:33,099 then finish your wine... then finish your wine...
84 00:13:33,099 00:14:14,097 for you. two minutes, that's all. ok for you. two minutes, that's all. ok
85 00:14:14,097 00:14:16,266 who knew you could dance like that? who knew you could dance like that?
86 00:14:16,266 00:14:18,811 I got moves. I got moves.
87 00:14:18,811 00:14:28,800 what about you shakin' that thing? what about you shakin' that thing?
88 00:14:28,800 00:14:33,051 hey you know how i feel about  you don't you? hey you know how i feel about  you don't you?
89 00:14:33,051 00:14:35,606 yeah i do yeah i do
90 00:14:35,606 00:14:38,160 yeah ? yeah ?
91 00:14:38,160 00:14:40,640 yeah yeah
92 00:14:40,640 00:14:41,882 okay well hang. on okay i'm gonna say  something serious okay well hang. on okay i'm gonna say  something serious
93 00:14:41,882 00:14:49,520 okay i can wait okay i can wait
94 00:14:49,520 00:14:54,080 you got a raw deal out of things you got a raw deal out of things
95 00:14:54,080 00:15:01,280 but you've survived. you're a survivor but you've survived. you're a survivor
96 00:15:01,280 00:15:08,240 and i really wish that i could make  things better for you but i can't and i really wish that i could make  things better for you but i can't
97 00:15:08,240 00:15:12,080 so i want you to know that no  matter what happens up here so i want you to know that no  matter what happens up here
98 00:15:12,080 00:15:21,920 it will be over one day and i will be there it will be over one day and i will be there
99 00:15:21,920 00:15:24,182 there. i said it there. i said it
100 00:15:24,182 00:15:29,680 yeah you did yeah you did
101 00:15:29,680 00:15:38,000 so is that like a one-way street or something so is that like a one-way street or something
102 00:15:38,000 00:15:48,240 is that going to be a problem for you jay? is that going to be a problem for you jay?
103 00:15:48,240 00:15:51,110 we should probably get you to bed we should probably get you to bed
104 00:15:51,110 00:16:03,520 yeah probably yeah probably
105 00:16:03,520 00:16:06,297 I'd like to begin taping our sessions, Talia I'd like to begin taping our sessions, Talia
106 00:16:06,297 00:16:07,898 no i don't want that no i don't want that
107 00:16:07,898 00:16:17,280 this should be documented this should be documented
108 00:16:17,280 00:16:28,000 you can do it you can do it
109 00:16:28,000 00:16:31,920 so what are you gonna do tomorrow? so what are you gonna do tomorrow?
110 00:16:31,920 00:16:40,320 go out. walk into the forest. seems like it's  been forever since I've felt the fresh air go out. walk into the forest. seems like it's  been forever since I've felt the fresh air
111 00:16:40,320 00:16:42,987 or had time to myself. or had time to myself.
112 00:16:42,987 00:16:47,680 sounds nice sounds nice
113 00:16:47,680 00:16:51,587 today was hard today was hard
114 00:16:51,587 00:16:55,040 i know i know
115 00:16:55,040 00:16:59,803 we could start tomorrow it's never the first  night. we could start tomorrow it's never the first  night.
116 00:16:59,803 00:17:04,475 a good control then. a good control then.
117 00:17:04,475 00:17:08,720 you don't have to go you don't have to go
118 00:17:08,720 00:17:13,440 i do i do
119 00:17:13,440 00:17:18,989 but nothing's happened yet  everything's fine right now but nothing's happened yet  everything's fine right now
120 00:17:18,989 00:17:25,040 i'm sorry i'm sorry
121 00:17:25,040 00:17:27,581 okay okay
122 00:17:27,581 00:17:40,800 yeah? yeah?
123 00:17:40,800 00:20:07,440 hey. good night hey. good night
124 00:20:07,440 00:20:14,880 ...and so i'm trying to understand. we'd like to help  you thought you knew miss yang from some place ...and so i'm trying to understand. we'd like to help  you thought you knew miss yang from some place
125 00:20:14,880 00:20:17,019 yes yes
126 00:20:17,019 00:20:21,701 so you followed her home? so you followed her home?
127 00:20:21,701 00:20:23,649 we got up at the same stop we got up at the same stop
128 00:20:23,649 00:20:30,240 right. you were concerned about Ms. Yang? right. you were concerned about Ms. Yang?
129 00:20:30,240 00:20:41,040 i... i didn't think she was who you say she is i... i didn't think she was who you say she is
130 00:20:41,040 00:20:49,520 i was pretty sure that i'd seen  her before. they- they harass me i was pretty sure that i'd seen  her before. they- they harass me
131 00:20:49,520 00:20:53,760 and they leave they leave  phones everywhere for me to find and they leave they leave  phones everywhere for me to find
132 00:20:53,760 00:21:04,720 they... i hear the ringing in my head. uh okay- they like  phones but they don't need they don't get problems they... i hear the ringing in my head. uh okay- they like  phones but they don't need they don't get problems
133 00:21:04,720 00:21:14,960 um and they they talk around things they  they don't say they don't say-say what they mean um and they they talk around things they  they don't say they don't say-say what they mean
134 00:21:14,960 00:21:19,600 you told officer Naylor in his vehicle  that they come from outer space? you told officer Naylor in his vehicle  that they come from outer space?
135 00:21:19,600 00:21:36,720 no no I-I-I wouldn't say that  i wouldn't use those words no no I-I-I wouldn't say that  i wouldn't use those words
136 00:21:36,720 00:22:15,600 okay okay
137 00:22:15,600 00:22:31,760 things are stretching out. it's brighter. i'm over  my dresser. i'm moving. spinning slowly or twisting things are stretching out. it's brighter. i'm over  my dresser. i'm moving. spinning slowly or twisting
138 00:22:31,760 00:22:36,240 i'm leaving the windows now i hate this part i'm leaving the windows now i hate this part
139 00:22:36,240 00:23:20,080 i want to scream they don't let you scream and  you are trapped inside yourself. it's brighter... i want to scream they don't let you scream and  you are trapped inside yourself. it's brighter...
140 00:23:20,080 00:24:30,320 wake up. hey wake up. wake up. hey wake up.
141 00:24:30,320 00:24:37,440 huh huh
142 00:24:37,440 00:25:14,960 ha ha ha ha
143 00:25:14,960 00:25:17,257 g'morning g'morning
144 00:25:17,257 00:25:19,071 hey how'd you sleep? hey how'd you sleep?
145 00:25:19,071 00:25:20,467 fine. I think. fine. I think.
146 00:25:20,467 00:25:24,240 good. there's some coffee in there if you want good. there's some coffee in there if you want
147 00:25:24,240 00:25:31,692 okay that sounds good. okay that sounds good.
148 00:25:31,692 00:25:34,640 I'll just have a little. i slept later than i meant to I'll just have a little. i slept later than i meant to
149 00:25:34,640 00:25:36,608 i really want to get going i really want to get going
150 00:25:36,608 00:25:40,445 yeah it's beautiful out there. I'm kind of jealous. yeah it's beautiful out there. I'm kind of jealous.
151 00:25:40,445 00:25:44,949 oh! hey, you notice any changes? oh! hey, you notice any changes?
152 00:25:44,949 00:25:46,451 i don't think so. i don't think so.
153 00:25:46,451 00:25:47,827 nothing at all last night? nothing at all last night?
154 00:25:47,827 00:25:55,793 no. i mean, there'd be marks. i don't think anything will happen for a few days. no. i mean, there'd be marks. i don't think anything will happen for a few days.
155 00:25:55,793 00:26:02,800 well i've got a ton of work to do today. i'm gonna go through this footage and then transcribe some of our sessions well i've got a ton of work to do today. i'm gonna go through this footage and then transcribe some of our sessions
156 00:26:02,800 00:26:10,808 okay. well. I'm just gonna get going. okay. well. I'm just gonna get going.
157 00:26:10,808 00:27:18,080 yeah. be careful out there yeah. be careful out there
158 00:27:18,080 00:27:22,320 would you tell me again about how it started? would you tell me again about how it started?
159 00:27:22,320 00:27:36,160 i was eight when my parents died in a  car crash and my aunt maria took me in i was eight when my parents died in a  car crash and my aunt maria took me in
160 00:27:36,160 00:27:47,360 it was hard to believe there were nightmares when  it started happening but that's what maria told me it was hard to believe there were nightmares when  it started happening but that's what maria told me
161 00:27:47,360 00:27:55,440 i'd like to try something with  you. post hypnotic suggestion i'd like to try something with  you. post hypnotic suggestion
162 00:27:55,440 00:28:05,547 i don't know. it sounds scary. what if i'm- what  if i get trapped? i don't know. it sounds scary. what if i'm- what  if i get trapped?
163 00:28:05,547 00:28:08,720 that's not how this works that's not how this works
164 00:28:08,720 00:28:16,720 what happens is that i use specific prompts  with you i guide you through it all and i what happens is that i use specific prompts  with you i guide you through it all and i
165 00:28:16,720 00:28:28,800 ensure that when you come back you feel  completely normal at ease well rested ensure that when you come back you feel  completely normal at ease well rested
166 00:28:28,800 00:28:37,520 okay i trust you okay i trust you
167 00:28:37,520 00:28:40,960 look i know what people are going to  say okay i understand she was troubled look i know what people are going to  say okay i understand she was troubled
168 00:28:40,960 00:28:45,840 she had issues and we were having an  argument but that's not what happened she had issues and we were having an  argument but that's not what happened
169 00:28:45,840 00:28:56,000 i was sitting here she was here with me and  then the next minute she was literally just gone i was sitting here she was here with me and  then the next minute she was literally just gone
170 00:28:56,000 00:28:58,518 Macy? Macy! Macy? Macy!
171 00:28:58,518 00:28:59,018 Macy! Macy!
172 00:28:59,018 00:29:08,893 you! you're not who you say you  are you just you just lie and lie and you aren't who y- you! you're not who you say you  are you just you just lie and lie and you aren't who y-
173 00:29:08,893 00:29:12,280 listen okay i don't i don't understand what  you're saying okay i don't know what it means listen okay i don't i don't understand what  you're saying okay i don't know what it means
174 00:29:12,280 00:29:15,867 but i'm your father macy i was there when you were  born but i'm your father macy i was there when you were  born
175 00:29:15,867 00:29:20,955 look at me. look at me. look, we'll get you home. okay? you can stay with gram look at me. look at me. look, we'll get you home. okay? you can stay with gram
176 00:29:20,955 00:29:28,240 you can have  your own doctors. no more dr murphy just please you can have  your own doctors. no more dr murphy just please
177 00:29:28,240 00:29:36,000 Macy? Macy! Macy? Macy!
178 00:29:36,000 00:29:41,760 this is my daughter this is macy helen graves if  you've seen her seen her anywhere please please this is my daughter this is macy helen graves if  you've seen her seen her anywhere please please
179 00:29:41,760 00:29:47,920 contact the number that's been given by the police  macy if you're out there if you're watching this contact the number that's been given by the police  macy if you're out there if you're watching this
180 00:29:47,920 00:29:53,404 come home honey we miss you just  we just want to know where you are come home honey we miss you just  we just want to know where you are
181 00:29:53,404 00:30:31,120 ...and it's disgusting. and i don't even feel it all that much. how could you? during the day at least you don't think about it ...and it's disgusting. and i don't even feel it all that much. how could you? during the day at least you don't think about it
182 00:30:31,120 00:30:35,600 how's your work going? how's your work going?
183 00:30:35,600 00:30:36,610 what are you wearing you? what are you wearing you?
184 00:30:36,610 00:30:38,112 you like it? you like it?
185 00:30:38,112 00:30:41,680 yeah it's just seems... yeah it's just seems...
186 00:30:41,680 00:30:43,840 what? what?
187 00:30:43,840 00:30:47,280 different i guess different i guess
188 00:30:47,280 00:30:49,868 you ready for some wine? you ready for some wine?
189 00:30:49,868 00:31:11,360 yes yes
190 00:31:11,360 00:31:14,640 it was nice though i was  able to get a lot of work done it was nice though i was  able to get a lot of work done
191 00:31:14,640 00:31:22,320 it's really quiet here oh here's the river you think  there'd be at least a squirrel or something, right? it's really quiet here oh here's the river you think  there'd be at least a squirrel or something, right?
192 00:31:22,320 00:31:40,800 it made me a little paranoid i felt like something  was watching me i guess i'm just used to the... it made me a little paranoid i felt like something  was watching me i guess i'm just used to the...
193 00:31:40,800 00:31:50,960 it's happening isn't it? it's happening isn't it?
194 00:31:50,960 00:32:11,280 Talia. Tal- Talia. Tal-
195 00:32:11,280 00:32:11,780 hey hey
196 00:32:11,780 00:32:14,794 hey hey
197 00:32:14,794 00:32:16,463 don't get up too quick okay don't get up too quick okay
198 00:32:16,463 00:32:32,480 okay okay
199 00:32:32,480 00:32:37,200 did you take my blood? did you take my blood?
200 00:32:37,200 00:32:43,520 Look, i'm worried about you okay? you seized up you went  dark on me we have to figure out what's going on Look, i'm worried about you okay? you seized up you went  dark on me we have to figure out what's going on
201 00:32:43,520 00:32:46,337 i don't want you to do that i don't want you to do that
202 00:32:46,337 00:32:48,681 but we need to figure out what's wrong with you but we need to figure out what's wrong with you
203 00:32:48,681 00:32:51,810 i'm not your possession i'm not your possession
204 00:32:51,810 00:32:53,899 no of course you're not no of course you're not
205 00:32:53,899 00:32:56,322 throw the sample out throw the sample out
206 00:32:56,322 00:32:59,325 come on you don't think that we should just  get it tested? come on you don't think that we should just  get it tested?
207 00:32:59,325 00:33:02,252 what did i just say to you? what did i just say to you?
208 00:33:02,252 00:33:03,876 excuse me? excuse me?
209 00:33:03,876 00:33:05,916 tell me what i just said to you. tell me what i just said to you.
210 00:33:05,916 00:33:07,371 you said i should throw it out you said i should throw it out
211 00:33:07,371 00:33:15,000 that's right jay we can't have you behaving like them no needles no samples no experiments. that's right jay we can't have you behaving like them no needles no samples no experiments.
212 00:33:15,000 00:33:25,832 you can be trusted can you? you can be trusted can you?
213 00:33:25,832 00:33:28,063 maybe we should call it a night maybe we should call it a night
214 00:33:28,063 00:33:30,962 i'm gonna take a shower i'm gonna take a shower
215 00:33:30,962 00:33:42,000 go for it go for it
216 00:33:42,000 00:33:50,320 sometimes i even want them to like me. the  table is cold i'm naked and they're poking sometimes i even want them to like me. the  table is cold i'm naked and they're poking
217 00:33:50,320 00:33:58,000 at me now it's disgusting i'm so embarrassed so  ashamed i want to cry. they're turning me over now at me now it's disgusting i'm so embarrassed so  ashamed i want to cry. they're turning me over now
218 00:33:58,000 00:34:37,040 they've put something in my mouth  it's like jello it has no flavor... they've put something in my mouth  it's like jello it has no flavor...
219 00:34:37,040 00:34:43,077 hey just thought i'd say good night  how are you feeling? hey just thought i'd say good night  how are you feeling?
220 00:34:43,077 00:34:47,838 fine mostly fine mostly
221 00:34:47,838 00:34:54,240 Good. Good.
222 00:34:54,240 00:35:04,930 mind if i stick around for a bit? mind if i stick around for a bit?
223 00:35:04,930 00:35:08,400 It's odd. It's odd.
224 00:35:08,400 00:35:12,720 what is? what is?
225 00:35:12,720 00:35:20,000 being here with you being here with you
226 00:35:20,000 00:35:25,280 it's as if i had a really bad dream it's as if i had a really bad dream
227 00:35:25,280 00:35:34,880 and i woke up and it wasn't real but one of  the characters from my dream came with me and i woke up and it wasn't real but one of  the characters from my dream came with me
228 00:35:34,880 00:35:40,640 i never trust things to be real i never trust things to be real
229 00:35:40,640 00:35:51,680 dreams are comforting in that way. you  can you can feel them start and end and dreams are comforting in that way. you  can you can feel them start and end and
230 00:35:51,680 00:36:04,800 good or bad whether you want them to or not  that's what they do and you can trust that good or bad whether you want them to or not  that's what they do and you can trust that
231 00:36:04,800 00:36:08,560 you know what i mean you know what i mean
232 00:36:08,560 00:36:13,454 yeah i think so. yeah i think so.
233 00:36:13,454 00:36:19,360 i had this dream  once that i woke up next to you i had this dream  once that i woke up next to you
234 00:36:19,360 00:36:25,200 and it was just an ordinary morning and it was just an ordinary morning
235 00:36:25,200 00:36:42,160 and i hold that in my hand  like a photo and a wallet and i hold that in my hand  like a photo and a wallet
236 00:36:42,160 00:36:49,920 i dream about biting you cutting  and scratching but i have to i dream about biting you cutting  and scratching but i have to
237 00:36:49,920 00:37:02,560 it's the only way i can keep you and there's  a wilderness and it's lush but it never rains it's the only way i can keep you and there's  a wilderness and it's lush but it never rains
238 00:37:02,560 00:37:12,080 and it's you me and the bugs and we're naked and dirty and it's you me and the bugs and we're naked and dirty
239 00:37:12,080 00:37:16,240 and cold and hungry and cold and hungry
240 00:37:16,240 00:37:23,693 i never want it to end i never want it to end
241 00:37:23,693 00:37:28,640 I have to go. I have to go.
242 00:37:28,640 00:37:32,160 T hen go. T hen go.
243 00:37:32,160 00:38:45,280 i will i will
244 00:38:45,280 00:38:50,640 so where did we leave off last session so where did we leave off last session
245 00:38:50,640 00:38:56,240 i don't know i don't know
246 00:38:56,240 00:39:10,000 some kind of extreme bodily  harm and existential torture some kind of extreme bodily  harm and existential torture
247 00:39:10,000 00:39:18,143 hey since it's our two-month anniversary-um hey since it's our two-month anniversary-um
248 00:39:18,143 00:39:45,813 you wouldn't have that wrong bottle  of vodka lying around would you? you wouldn't have that wrong bottle  of vodka lying around would you?
249 00:39:45,813 00:39:51,869 Talia, honey, we gotta speak. Talia, honey, we gotta speak.
250 00:39:51,869 00:39:53,920 Pick up the phone. Pick up the phone.
251 00:39:53,920 00:39:56,571 Hey. Hey.
252 00:39:56,571 00:39:58,613 Pick up the phone, Girl. Pick up the phone, Girl.
253 00:39:58,613 00:40:02,320 Answer the phone. Answer the phone.
254 00:40:02,320 00:40:34,039 pick up the phone pick up the phone
255 00:40:34,039 00:40:41,120 jay? jay?
256 00:40:41,120 00:40:42,067 jay? jay?
257 00:40:42,067 00:40:44,342 hey, sorry. sorry hey, sorry. sorry
258 00:40:44,342 00:40:51,120 It's okay. It's okay.
259 00:40:51,120 00:40:56,400 hey so i was thinking um i don't know if it's  a good idea that you go hiking alone today hey so i was thinking um i don't know if it's  a good idea that you go hiking alone today
260 00:40:56,400 00:40:59,760 so come with me so come with me
261 00:40:59,760 00:41:04,960 well i would love to but i overslept i got  all that footage from last night to watch well i would love to but i overslept i got  all that footage from last night to watch
262 00:41:04,960 00:41:09,760 but i'm scared that you'll have  another attack like you did yesterday but i'm scared that you'll have  another attack like you did yesterday
263 00:41:09,760 00:41:15,360 i don't usually get them during the day i don't usually get them during the day
264 00:41:15,360 00:41:18,083 i guess... just be careful, okay? i guess... just be careful, okay?
265 00:41:18,083 00:41:21,622 okay you're sweet. okay you're sweet.
266 00:41:21,622 00:41:23,048 i don't know about that. i don't know about that.
267 00:41:23,048 00:43:13,840 I'm gonna get going I'm gonna get going
268 00:43:13,840 00:43:16,363 hey hey
269 00:43:16,363 00:43:16,960 hello hello
270 00:43:16,960 00:43:19,369 we are all very concerned about  you we are all very concerned about  you
271 00:43:19,369 00:43:22,023 i'm well thank you for your concern i'm well thank you for your concern
272 00:43:22,023 00:43:25,575 i am concerned that you are overwhelmed  by your tasks i am concerned that you are overwhelmed  by your tasks
273 00:43:25,575 00:43:29,360 memory is a difficult function memory is a difficult function
274 00:43:29,360 00:43:37,823 the body is complicated-endorphins, hormones the body is complicated-endorphins, hormones
275 00:43:37,823 00:43:50,240 constantly the urge to express some bodily  function to vomit or touch myself constantly the urge to express some bodily  function to vomit or touch myself
276 00:43:50,240 00:44:00,000 or yell or fall asleep it can be overwhelming  but i like the sunshine in the forest or yell or fall asleep it can be overwhelming  but i like the sunshine in the forest
277 00:44:00,000 00:44:00,580 say more say more
278 00:44:00,580 00:44:06,536 i'm healthy and clear-headed i'm grateful  for are all your concern. i'm healthy and clear-headed i'm grateful  for are all your concern.
279 00:44:06,536 00:44:09,366 we are all very grateful for your work we are all very grateful for your work
280 00:44:09,366 00:44:11,366 Now please hang up the telephone. Now please hang up the telephone.
281 00:44:11,366 00:44:31,467 We are done with speaking We are done with speaking
282 00:44:31,467 00:44:32,520 Hi. Hi.
283 00:44:32,520 00:44:33,020 Hi! Hi!
284 00:44:33,020 00:44:34,026 Can I help you? Can I help you?
285 00:44:34,026 00:44:35,778 Yeah I'm Jon Dunn Yeah I'm Jon Dunn
286 00:44:35,778 00:44:38,400 Your neighbor from just down the road. Your neighbor from just down the road.
287 00:44:38,400 00:44:43,520 I got a little shop down there. this is my wife abigail  we we're just working in the shop saw you I got a little shop down there. this is my wife abigail  we we're just working in the shop saw you
288 00:44:43,520 00:44:47,342 down here wanted to come by and welcome you to  the neighborhood down here wanted to come by and welcome you to  the neighborhood
289 00:44:47,342 00:44:48,235 i appreciate it. thank you i appreciate it. thank you
290 00:44:48,235 00:44:49,680 Yeah... Yeah...
291 00:44:49,680 00:44:51,726 Got the place all to yourself? Got the place all to yourself?
292 00:44:51,726 00:44:52,966 yeah yeah yeah yeah
293 00:44:52,966 00:44:59,257 it's a real  special spot isn't it yeah it's great what uh what brings you up here? it's a real  special spot isn't it yeah it's great what uh what brings you up here?
294 00:44:59,257 00:45:00,761 i'm actually a... writer i'm actually a... writer
295 00:45:00,761 00:45:04,837 Writer, eh? No shit? What kind of stuff? Writer, eh? No shit? What kind of stuff?
296 00:45:04,837 00:45:07,520 Science fiction. Science fiction.
297 00:45:07,520 00:45:09,288 HA! Well ya picked the right spot then, didn't ya? HA! Well ya picked the right spot then, didn't ya?
298 00:45:09,288 00:45:12,320 Why? Why?
299 00:45:12,320 00:45:16,640 Well they got the ufo  festival every summer all the Well they got the ufo  festival every summer all the
300 00:45:16,640 00:45:21,672 hippies come they got the inflatable saucer they  said lights in the sky hippies come they got the inflatable saucer they  said lights in the sky
301 00:45:21,672 00:45:24,480 okay i didn't know that okay i didn't know that
302 00:45:24,480 00:45:28,480 Well anyway... Hey! We're about to go to the market  I'm gonna pick up some stuff. Why don't have Abigail Well anyway... Hey! We're about to go to the market  I'm gonna pick up some stuff. Why don't have Abigail
303 00:45:28,480 00:45:31,363 come by and bring you some cookies or muffins or  something later on come by and bring you some cookies or muffins or  something later on
304 00:45:31,363 00:45:36,578 oh you know what that's okay i appreciate it i'm just really wanting to get some  work done so... oh you know what that's okay i appreciate it i'm just really wanting to get some  work done so...
305 00:45:36,578 00:45:38,238 She'll be in and out like a bird, my Abigail. She'll be in and out like a bird, my Abigail.
306 00:45:38,238 00:45:42,385 I have limited time so I  kind of want to do the recluse thing. I have limited time so I  kind of want to do the recluse thing.
307 00:45:42,385 00:45:43,360 All right... All right...
308 00:45:43,360 00:45:48,355 I understand. Hey, I really look forward to  reading your book uh.. Robert? I understand. Hey, I really look forward to  reading your book uh.. Robert?
309 00:45:48,355 00:45:49,367 Robert Robert
310 00:45:49,367 00:45:51,440 Yeah... Yeah...
311 00:45:51,440 00:45:52,575 pleasure to meet you pleasure to meet you
312 00:45:52,575 00:45:57,200 you as well you as well
313 00:45:57,200 00:46:11,840 C'mon, Baby! Back to the grind... C'mon, Baby! Back to the grind...
314 00:46:11,840 00:46:16,839 and yeah i've noticed that you don't really ever  call them extraterrestrials or anything like that and yeah i've noticed that you don't really ever  call them extraterrestrials or anything like that
315 00:46:16,839 00:46:19,645 No, I- not really No, I- not really
316 00:46:19,645 00:46:21,928 well why is that? well why is that?
317 00:46:21,928 00:46:25,680 i don't know... i think i don't know... i think
318 00:46:25,680 00:46:31,169 to give them a place. a home... you're  not understanding to give them a place. a home... you're  not understanding
319 00:46:31,169 00:46:33,200 well how's that? well how's that?
320 00:46:33,200 00:46:41,360 you don't get to know them like that. you  don't really ever understand what they do you don't get to know them like that. you  don't really ever understand what they do
321 00:46:41,360 00:46:47,422 okay but but could you? like if they ever  bothered to explain it to you? okay but but could you? like if they ever  bothered to explain it to you?
322 00:46:47,422 00:46:50,720 I mean... I mean...
323 00:46:50,720 00:46:58,560 a roach doesn't really understand the kitchen  floor so how could you explain the house to it or a roach doesn't really understand the kitchen  floor so how could you explain the house to it or
324 00:46:58,560 00:47:05,040 the city or the country or the  sky or the stars or the grass the city or the country or the  sky or the stars or the grass
325 00:47:05,040 00:47:12,524 i only know what it feels like i don't  know how to put it into i only know what it feels like i don't  know how to put it into
326 00:47:12,524 00:47:37,520 words for you to understand words for you to understand
327 00:47:37,520 00:47:41,949 i'm in the cocoon. it's hot in here i'm in the cocoon. it's hot in here
328 00:47:41,949 00:47:45,760 the walls are hard like rock the walls are hard like rock
329 00:47:45,760 00:47:50,943 but the door is made of what looks like skin but the door is made of what looks like skin
330 00:47:50,943 00:47:58,313 it has veins and it moves a bit. the ground... it has veins and it moves a bit. the ground...
331 00:47:58,313 00:47:59,986 Hey you! Hey you!
332 00:47:59,986 00:48:01,137 you scared me you scared me
333 00:48:01,137 00:48:02,300 good. good.
334 00:48:02,300 00:48:02,800 What? What?
335 00:48:02,800 00:48:06,093 i have to keep you on your toes it's like my job i have to keep you on your toes it's like my job
336 00:48:06,093 00:48:06,593 Ok... Ok...
337 00:48:06,593 00:48:10,633 I should warn you: I'm headed straight for the wine. I should warn you: I'm headed straight for the wine.
338 00:48:10,633 00:48:17,440 Ugh! Turn that off! I don't understand how you can listen to my whiny voice all day. Ugh! Turn that off! I don't understand how you can listen to my whiny voice all day.
339 00:48:17,440 00:48:21,695 Put some music on that thing Put some music on that thing
340 00:48:21,695 00:48:24,289 You're in high spirits You're in high spirits
341 00:48:24,289 00:48:32,985 Well, let's see i'm not locked up, i'm in a lovely vacation house with a guy who's not half bad looking. Well, let's see i'm not locked up, i'm in a lovely vacation house with a guy who's not half bad looking.
342 00:48:32,985 00:48:34,512 thanks thanks
343 00:48:34,512 00:48:37,042 It's a good day. It's a good day.
344 00:48:37,042 00:48:41,601 Just doesn't seem like you. A different side i guess... Just doesn't seem like you. A different side i guess...
345 00:48:41,601 00:48:46,400 there are a lot of sides to me you haven't seen there are a lot of sides to me you haven't seen
346 00:48:46,400 00:48:50,648 hey so this footage that i was reviewing  from last night... hey so this footage that i was reviewing  from last night...
347 00:48:50,648 00:48:55,718 Can we not? is this gonna be a bummer? i really don't need you bringing me down right now. Can we not? is this gonna be a bummer? i really don't need you bringing me down right now.
348 00:48:55,718 00:48:59,760 Well we have to talk about it eventually Well we have to talk about it eventually
349 00:48:59,760 00:49:01,200 after dinner then? after dinner then?
350 00:49:01,200 00:49:03,062 sure.. sure..
351 00:49:03,062 00:49:10,880 OK, what should we make then? OK, what should we make then?
352 00:49:10,880 00:49:19,760 i don't know i don't know
353 00:49:19,760 00:49:23,840 dance with me? dance with me?
354 00:49:23,840 00:49:27,600 i know it's your "favorite" thing i know it's your "favorite" thing
355 00:49:27,600 00:49:46,000 but it would make me so happy but it would make me so happy
356 00:49:46,000 00:50:03,680 it's funny you already seem so much better it's funny you already seem so much better
357 00:50:03,680 00:50:08,560 Hey Hey
358 00:50:08,560 00:50:26,898 We should talk about last night We should talk about last night
359 00:50:26,898 00:50:28,095 Talia? Talia?
360 00:50:28,095 00:50:28,800 Jay? Jay?
361 00:50:28,800 00:50:29,375 hey... hey...
362 00:50:29,375 00:50:29,875 Jay? Jay?
363 00:50:29,875 00:50:31,397 are you okay? are you okay?
364 00:50:31,397 00:50:33,066 where are we? where are we?
365 00:50:33,066 00:50:33,903 Hey... Hey...
366 00:50:33,903 00:50:34,849 Jay, i don't know where this is! Jay, i don't know where this is!
367 00:50:34,849 00:50:35,608 what's wrong? what's wrong?
368 00:50:35,608 00:50:36,108 you know you're here with me. you know you're here with me.
369 00:50:36,108 00:50:39,553 what are we doing here? don't touch me. where are we? what are we doing here? don't touch me. where are we?
370 00:50:39,553 00:50:40,053 Talia, Talia... Talia, Talia...
371 00:50:40,053 00:50:41,932 Hey, hey... Just relax. Hey, hey... Just relax.
372 00:50:41,932 00:50:42,432 Let me go! Let me go!
373 00:50:42,432 00:50:45,557 Where are we? I don't where this is. Where are we? I don't where this is.
374 00:50:45,557 00:50:46,906 Talia try to relax. Breathe. Talia try to relax. Breathe.
375 00:50:46,906 00:50:50,250 No! I don't where we are. No! I don't where we are.
376 00:50:50,250 00:50:53,206 You're ok. come on. come on. Sit. You're ok. come on. come on. Sit.
377 00:50:53,206 00:50:55,168 Sit right here. Sit right here.
378 00:50:55,168 00:50:59,433 I don't know where we are! I don't know where we are!
379 00:50:59,433 00:51:01,600 No. No. No. You're fine. You're fine. No. No. No. You're fine. You're fine.
380 00:51:01,600 00:51:10,960 just breathe! hey! i'm gonna go get you something.   okay? stay right here. just breathe! hey! i'm gonna go get you something.   okay? stay right here.
381 00:51:10,960 00:51:17,280 i know you don't like taking pills but i want you  to take this. come on. it'll make you feel better i know you don't like taking pills but i want you  to take this. come on. it'll make you feel better
382 00:51:17,280 00:51:21,280 okay okay
383 00:51:21,280 00:51:22,831 there we go... there we go...
384 00:51:22,831 00:51:28,240 Jay I'm sorry. i'm so sorry Jay I'm sorry. i'm so sorry
385 00:51:28,240 00:51:31,093 I tried to stop it.. i'm so sorry. I tried to stop it.. i'm so sorry.
386 00:51:31,093 00:51:33,836 no i'm sorry. no i'm sorry.
387 00:51:33,836 00:51:37,760 you just did too much today and crashed. you're okay you just did too much today and crashed. you're okay
388 00:51:37,760 00:51:48,480 you're okay. here. you're fine. you're  fine. it's just been stressful, okay? you're okay. here. you're fine. you're  fine. it's just been stressful, okay?
389 00:51:48,480 00:51:51,255 you need to relax. you need to relax.
390 00:51:51,255 00:51:54,265 we'll get you upstairs and you can rest okay? we'll get you upstairs and you can rest okay?
391 00:51:54,265 00:52:02,885 you're gonna be okay. you're gonna be okay.
392 00:52:02,885 00:52:17,120 Come with me. Come with me.
393 00:52:17,120 00:52:22,320 you'll feel better in the morning. okay? you'll feel better in the morning. okay?
394 00:52:22,320 00:52:25,257 i just need to get some rest, okay? i just need to get some rest, okay?
395 00:52:25,257 00:52:28,741 I'm right across the hall. I'm right across the hall.
396 00:52:28,741 00:52:36,720 they let me think i could beat them they let me think i could beat them
397 00:52:36,720 00:52:58,960 get some rest get some rest
398 00:52:58,960 00:53:08,560 i try to hit them. kick them. they float like  balloons, if i connect with them but mostly i try to hit them. kick them. they float like  balloons, if i connect with them but mostly
399 00:53:08,560 00:53:53,840 i flail it doesn't hurt them. one touches an  instrument to my head i don't know what it is... i flail it doesn't hurt them. one touches an  instrument to my head i don't know what it is...
400 00:53:53,840 00:53:54,452 hello? hello?
401 00:53:54,452 00:53:55,077 Hello Hello
402 00:53:55,077 00:53:56,640 can you hear me can you hear me
403 00:53:56,640 00:53:59,200 Uh... It's not working... Hello? Uh... It's not working... Hello?
404 00:53:59,200 00:54:01,172 Hello! Hello!
405 00:54:01,172 00:54:03,172 Can you hear me? Can you hear me?
406 00:54:03,172 00:54:08,000 Where are you? Where are you?
407 00:54:08,000 00:54:09,840 can you see me? can you see me?
408 00:54:09,840 00:54:15,280 Can you hear me? I don't know... [unintelligible] Hello? Can you hear me? I don't know... [unintelligible] Hello?
409 00:54:15,280 00:54:17,322 where are you? where are you?
410 00:54:17,322 00:54:21,743 Please answer me! I don't know where i am.... Please answer me! I don't know where i am....
411 00:54:21,743 00:54:24,396 Please help me. Please help me.
412 00:54:24,396 00:54:36,080 What? What?
413 00:54:36,080 00:54:43,120 Jay? Jay? Jay? Jay?
414 00:54:43,120 00:54:46,720 Jay! Jay! Jay! Jay!
415 00:54:46,720 00:54:51,280 Jay! Jay!
416 00:54:51,280 00:54:55,360 what? what?
417 00:54:55,360 00:54:58,800 what's wrong? what's wrong?
418 00:54:58,800 00:55:10,160 i just have to... i just have to...
419 00:55:10,160 00:55:12,087 Hey... Hey...
420 00:55:12,087 00:55:14,732 see if you can get a hold of yourself see if you can get a hold of yourself
421 00:55:14,732 00:55:16,003 these are my hands these are my hands
422 00:55:16,003 00:55:18,150 his medicines are making you weird his medicines are making you weird
423 00:55:18,150 00:55:19,700 Aaaah Aaaah
424 00:55:19,700 00:55:20,200 There you go. There you go.
425 00:55:20,200 00:55:21,206 There you go... There you go...
426 00:55:21,206 00:55:22,880 Stay focussed. Stay focussed.
427 00:55:22,880 00:55:25,917 these are my words these are my words
428 00:55:25,917 00:55:29,188 That's my girl... That's my girl...
429 00:55:29,188 00:55:30,978 MMMMM..... MMMMM.....
430 00:55:30,978 00:55:36,110 AAAAAH.... AAAAAH....
431 00:55:36,110 00:55:37,231 Stay focussed. Stay focussed.
432 00:55:37,231 00:55:38,876 Hey....Hey... Hey....Hey...
433 00:55:38,876 00:55:41,520 RURRR AAAH RURRR AAAH
434 00:55:41,520 00:55:43,024 there you go there you go
435 00:55:43,024 00:55:45,470 Thatta girl. Thatta girl.
436 00:55:45,470 00:55:56,400 [COUGHS] [COUGHS]
437 00:55:56,400 00:56:04,400 nothing makes sense the rooms the passages  it all changes if you stare too long at it nothing makes sense the rooms the passages  it all changes if you stare too long at it
438 00:56:04,400 00:56:08,863 it shifts or blurs or starts getting  dark. it shifts or blurs or starts getting  dark.
439 00:56:08,863 00:56:12,960 they like me, the other ones they like me, the other ones
440 00:56:12,960 00:56:19,304 they know i can't fight. they know i'm good at  what they do to me. they know i can't fight. they know i'm good at  what they do to me.
441 00:56:19,304 00:56:26,480 i can take it my mind is strong i can take it my mind is strong
442 00:56:26,480 00:56:29,221 it seems like you're feeling better it seems like you're feeling better
443 00:56:29,221 00:56:36,410 i'm sorry about last night i don't know what happened i just got... i'm sorry about last night i don't know what happened i just got...
444 00:56:36,410 00:56:39,190 i don't know... i don't know...
445 00:56:39,190 00:56:40,814 how do you feel? how do you feel?
446 00:56:40,814 00:56:45,960 l like hell. l like hell.
447 00:56:45,960 00:56:48,292 you know, i was thinking we could take some blood. you know, i was thinking we could take some blood.
448 00:56:48,292 00:56:50,691 no. Just- no. Just-
449 00:56:50,691 00:56:51,220 no no
450 00:56:51,220 00:56:53,185 then stay home with some rest. then stay home with some rest.
451 00:56:53,185 00:56:58,480 i really really need to get out there. you could come with me. i really really need to get out there. you could come with me.
452 00:56:58,480 00:57:00,895 you know, if you have time. you know, if you have time.
453 00:57:00,895 00:57:05,040 i just have so much work to do i just have so much work to do
454 00:57:05,040 00:57:08,800 okay. i'm gonna go okay. i'm gonna go
455 00:57:08,800 00:57:25,360 Okay Okay
456 00:57:25,360 00:58:15,840 thank you thank you
457 00:58:15,840 00:58:25,280 they put you in a pool of water. it  smells like water and there's a window they put you in a pool of water. it  smells like water and there's a window
458 00:58:25,280 00:58:35,423 or something like that and you can see the  stars. all these stars and they bring it to you or something like that and you can see the  stars. all these stars and they bring it to you
459 00:58:35,423 00:58:47,600 it's not a person but it like it can have your  eyes or move like a real baby it's repulsive it's not a person but it like it can have your  eyes or move like a real baby it's repulsive
460 00:58:47,600 00:59:01,600 but every time i just want to rock it  and i spin it around and hold v and coo but every time i just want to rock it  and i spin it around and hold v and coo
461 00:59:01,600 00:59:11,360 and then they take it right from you and then they take it right from you
462 00:59:11,360 00:59:11,860 Yes? Yes?
463 00:59:11,860 00:59:14,480 We're bringing you home. We're bringing you home.
464 00:59:14,480 00:59:15,909 i'd like some more time i'd like some more time
465 00:59:15,909 00:59:18,720 i'm sorry you can't stay i'm sorry you can't stay
466 00:59:18,720 00:59:22,282 they've made you sick like they're sick they've made you sick like they're sick
467 00:59:22,282 00:59:23,484 i need more time i need more time
468 00:59:23,484 01:00:18,400 It isn't safe for you to stay there we'll be around in two days time It isn't safe for you to stay there we'll be around in two days time
469 01:00:18,400 01:00:21,520 hello? hello?
470 01:00:21,520 01:00:24,750 are you all right? are you all right?
471 01:00:24,750 01:00:40,714 you awake? you awake?
472 01:00:40,714 01:01:19,600 l'll be right back l'll be right back
473 01:01:19,600 01:01:20,960 hey you! hey you!
474 01:01:20,960 01:01:23,291 hey. hey.
475 01:01:23,291 01:01:28,308 so i have something to show you so i have something to show you
476 01:01:28,308 01:01:30,654 this is pretty fucking incredible this is pretty fucking incredible
477 01:01:30,654 01:01:43,680 i managed to fish this out of a corrupted section of the video last night i managed to fish this out of a corrupted section of the video last night
478 01:01:43,680 01:01:45,000 what? what?
479 01:01:45,000 01:01:55,501 we have to leave! we have to leave!
480 01:01:55,501 01:01:57,200 It means they are already here! It means they are already here!
481 01:01:57,200 01:01:58,913 isn't this what we came here to do? isn't this what we came here to do?
482 01:01:58,913 01:02:00,695 It's what you came here to do, jay. It's what you came here to do, jay.
483 01:02:00,695 01:02:02,712 come on! let's just stick it out a few more days. come on! let's just stick it out a few more days.
484 01:02:02,712 01:02:03,830 no! this isn't gonna end well! no! this isn't gonna end well!
485 01:02:03,830 01:02:09,258 i know you think you're in control but you have no clue no idea what you're taking on- i know you think you're in control but you have no clue no idea what you're taking on-
486 01:02:09,258 01:02:13,379 we can't run this is the last option this is it this is all we have we can't run this is the last option this is it this is all we have
487 01:02:13,379 01:02:16,240 what are you gonna do? stop me? strap me down? sedation? what are you gonna do? stop me? strap me down? sedation?
488 01:02:16,240 01:02:18,960 hey we have to know... hey we have to know...
489 01:02:18,960 01:02:22,191 I'm nothing but a science project to you. I'm nothing but a science project to you.
490 01:02:22,191 01:02:25,358 damn it just listen- damn it just listen-
491 01:02:25,358 01:02:33,353 this is what they do. they watch you. they control you. they get in your head make you who they need you to be this is what they do. they watch you. they control you. they get in your head make you who they need you to be
492 01:02:33,353 01:02:34,839 how are you any better? how are you any better?
493 01:02:34,839 01:02:37,363 because i care about you. i love you. because i care about you. i love you.
494 01:02:37,363 01:02:43,200 love her? you never loved her? you! love her? you never loved her? you!
495 01:02:43,200 01:02:49,120 you just wanted someone you had power over. someone  who didn't have anything on you she-she you just wanted someone you had power over. someone  who didn't have anything on you she-she
496 01:02:49,120 01:02:52,057 someone who needed you and she knew! she knew the whole time someone who needed you and she knew! she knew the whole time
497 01:02:52,057 01:02:54,960 what are you saying? i don't understand you! what are you saying? i don't understand you!
498 01:02:54,960 01:03:02,591 Talia! Talia!
499 01:03:02,591 01:03:05,686 it won't start it won't fucking start! it's not even trying to turn over! it won't start it won't fucking start! it's not even trying to turn over!
500 01:03:05,686 01:03:23,520 i don't know. i'm not a fucking mechanic, okay? i don't know. i'm not a fucking mechanic, okay?
501 01:03:23,520 01:03:28,160 i'm going to turn myself in you can come and go or i'm going to turn myself in you can come and go or
502 01:03:28,160 01:03:30,566 whatever whatever
503 01:03:30,566 01:03:34,406 i don't know what i was saying. i was upset i don't know what i was saying. i was upset
504 01:03:34,406 01:03:39,920 no it has to stop. i'm really sorry Talia. no it has to stop. i'm really sorry Talia.
505 01:03:39,920 01:03:48,160 things are too fucked up right now to  make that call. it's getting dark i'm tired things are too fucked up right now to  make that call. it's getting dark i'm tired
506 01:03:48,160 01:03:51,478 It seemed more urgent than that. It seemed more urgent than that.
507 01:03:51,478 01:03:53,552 it's not. it's not.
508 01:03:53,552 01:03:56,193 it happens every day. it happens every day.
509 01:03:56,193 01:04:11,280 as common as stars as common as stars
510 01:04:11,280 01:04:17,040 Newscaster: ....street gangs police suspect that is retaliation  against yesterday's shooting in st john's where Newscaster: ....street gangs police suspect that is retaliation  against yesterday's shooting in st john's where
511 01:04:17,040 01:04:21,373 Newscaster: two recent otisian immigrants were wounded  and this morning another body was found Newscaster: two recent otisian immigrants were wounded  and this morning another body was found
512 01:04:21,373 01:04:25,053 [Phone rings] [Phone rings]
513 01:04:25,053 01:04:26,345 Dr. Murphy on Phone: Hello? Mr. Graves? Dr. Murphy on Phone: Hello? Mr. Graves?
514 01:04:26,345 01:04:26,845 Yeah? Yeah?
515 01:04:26,845 01:04:31,387 Dr. Meyers on Phone: I'm calling from the Emergency Room here at St. Vincent's Dr. Meyers on Phone: I'm calling from the Emergency Room here at St. Vincent's
516 01:04:31,387 01:04:34,800 Dr. Meyers on Phone: We're still trying confirm but it looks like we have your daughter Dr. Meyers on Phone: We're still trying confirm but it looks like we have your daughter
517 01:04:34,800 01:04:51,440 oh my god! yes! yes! i'll be- st vincent's you  say? okay i'll be right there. thank you-thank you. oh my god! yes! yes! i'll be- st vincent's you  say? okay i'll be right there. thank you-thank you.
518 01:04:51,440 01:04:55,058 it's late i should let you get to sleep it's late i should let you get to sleep
519 01:04:55,058 01:05:00,584 Just stay. Just stay.
520 01:05:00,584 01:05:01,857 I have some things I need to- I have some things I need to-
521 01:05:01,857 01:05:09,751 You should rest. you're making yourself ill. You should rest. you're making yourself ill.
522 01:05:09,751 01:05:13,320 And being locked in this room is getting old. And being locked in this room is getting old.
523 01:05:13,320 01:05:15,840 I need to set up the computer. I need to set up the computer.
524 01:05:15,840 01:05:25,040 for one second stop trying to trick  them okay you can't i know i've tried for one second stop trying to trick  them okay you can't i know i've tried
525 01:05:25,040 01:05:32,007 you need to try to sleep. just  act like it's a normal night like you need to try to sleep. just  act like it's a normal night like
526 01:05:32,007 01:05:36,991 we're one of how many couples of who've stayed here we're one of how many couples of who've stayed here
527 01:05:36,991 01:05:39,140 i don't know if i can i don't know if i can
528 01:05:39,140 01:05:45,280 close your eyes close your eyes
529 01:05:45,280 01:05:52,640 listen listen
530 01:05:52,640 01:06:00,480 there's a breeze there's a breeze
531 01:06:00,480 01:06:08,080 and crickets and crickets
532 01:06:08,080 01:06:25,200 and a river and a river
533 01:06:25,200 01:08:28,960 jay, come with me jay, come with me
534 01:08:28,960 01:08:32,000 i really wish you hadn't gone to all this trouble  but i appreciate it i really wish you hadn't gone to all this trouble  but i appreciate it
535 01:08:32,000 01:08:33,923 no problem no problem
536 01:08:33,923 01:08:35,350 hey! hey!
537 01:08:35,350 01:08:36,243 good morning good morning
538 01:08:36,243 01:08:43,680 uh... abby this is M-M eredith um my girlfriend she drove  down- i mean got a ride- down to surprise me uh... abby this is M-M eredith um my girlfriend she drove  down- i mean got a ride- down to surprise me
539 01:08:43,680 01:08:45,369 meredith this is abby meredith this is abby
540 01:08:45,369 01:08:46,767 lovely to meet you lovely to meet you
541 01:08:46,767 01:08:50,560 abby made us some turnovers isn't that sweet abby made us some turnovers isn't that sweet
542 01:08:50,560 01:08:54,824 your computer's making weird noises i think  there's something wrong with it your computer's making weird noises i think  there's something wrong with it
543 01:08:54,824 01:10:01,040 excuse me excuse me
544 01:10:01,040 01:10:05,120 you shouldn't eat that it'll make you sick you shouldn't eat that it'll make you sick
545 01:10:05,120 01:10:08,400 i know. i don't care i know. i don't care
546 01:10:08,400 01:10:13,208 well, out with it. i assume there's something  you need me to hear well, out with it. i assume there's something  you need me to hear
547 01:10:13,208 01:10:51,760 are you listening are you listening
548 01:10:51,760 01:10:52,583 hello? hello?
549 01:10:52,583 01:11:00,000 Tonight is the night. Tonight at the rendezvous. Tonight is the night. Tonight at the rendezvous.
550 01:11:00,000 01:11:40,040 hang up if you understand hang up if you understand
551 01:11:40,040 01:11:45,920 uh so here's your keys  directions you're in your inbox uh so here's your keys  directions you're in your inbox
552 01:11:45,920 01:11:47,929 you get everything set up like we talked about ? you get everything set up like we talked about ?
553 01:11:47,929 01:11:50,709 yup dillard and i went out last night and set up the cameras and stuff yup dillard and i went out last night and set up the cameras and stuff
554 01:11:50,709 01:11:55,600 if you want to monitor it on  your laptop you can or you can use this pad here if you want to monitor it on  your laptop you can or you can use this pad here
555 01:11:55,600 01:12:02,400 you got my end? you got my end?
556 01:12:02,400 01:12:04,595 take her out the south exit take her out the south exit
557 01:12:04,595 01:12:07,360 bring a change of clothes bring a change of clothes
558 01:12:07,360 01:12:12,320 if you leave after five you'll  have about an hour head start if you leave after five you'll  have about an hour head start
559 01:12:12,320 01:12:34,000 thanks thanks
560 01:12:34,000 01:12:38,128 Welp, shit. the computer went out it's  not working at all. Welp, shit. the computer went out it's  not working at all.
561 01:12:38,128 01:12:42,240 do you want some wine? do you want some wine?
562 01:12:42,240 01:12:46,675 i know it's the middle of the day but  i want to start a fire i know it's the middle of the day but  i want to start a fire
563 01:12:46,675 01:12:52,880 Where's the car? Where's the car?
564 01:12:52,880 01:12:53,864 here. here.
565 01:12:53,864 01:12:56,246 it's happening isn't it it's happening isn't it
566 01:12:56,246 01:12:58,095 what? what?
567 01:12:58,095 01:13:01,757 whatever it is. you knew before i did. whatever it is. you knew before i did.
568 01:13:01,757 01:13:04,480 i just want to relax i just want to relax
569 01:13:04,480 01:13:08,916 and listen to some of that cheesy music and  enjoy the day. and listen to some of that cheesy music and  enjoy the day.
570 01:13:08,916 01:13:09,835 why is that? why is that?
571 01:13:09,835 01:13:12,080 because i do because i do
572 01:13:12,080 01:13:15,969 because it's happening what are they going  to do to you? because it's happening what are they going  to do to you?
573 01:13:15,969 01:13:22,560 i think i already answered that i think i already answered that
574 01:13:22,560 01:13:27,680 do we have any marshmallows  i've never roasted marshmallows do we have any marshmallows  i've never roasted marshmallows
575 01:13:27,680 01:13:32,800 come on! you have to help me here  this is what we came here to do come on! you have to help me here  this is what we came here to do
576 01:13:32,800 01:13:42,400 it's what you came here to do i came here to  relax and enjoy myself before the inevitable it's what you came here to do i came here to  relax and enjoy myself before the inevitable
577 01:13:42,400 01:14:09,277 okay. okay, fine. okay. okay, fine.
578 01:14:09,277 01:14:11,587 [Phone Rings] [Phone Rings]
579 01:14:11,587 01:14:15,964 Jon on phone: Ok, darlin'. Abigail is gonna drive you- Jon on phone: Ok, darlin'. Abigail is gonna drive you-
580 01:14:15,964 01:14:18,710 [STATIC] [STATIC]
581 01:14:18,710 01:14:20,221 -Four hours -Four hours
582 01:14:20,221 01:14:21,895 Jon on Phone: Don't muck this up. Jon on Phone: Don't muck this up.
583 01:14:21,895 01:14:24,459 Jon on Phone: The primate stays put Jon on Phone: The primate stays put
584 01:14:24,459 01:14:37,840 otherwise the deal i s off otherwise the deal i s off
585 01:14:37,840 01:14:40,069 say that you love me say that you love me
586 01:14:40,069 01:14:43,419 i love you i love you
587 01:14:43,419 01:14:59,920 you know that'll be your end right you know that'll be your end right
588 01:14:59,920 01:15:04,216 it's just a few things clothing and stuff i'll  only be a minute it's just a few things clothing and stuff i'll  only be a minute
589 01:15:04,216 01:15:05,165 I should come with you I should come with you
590 01:15:05,165 01:15:19,680 no. i don't want that. i don't know what it looks  like in there. please wait, i'll be right back. no. i don't want that. i don't know what it looks  like in there. please wait, i'll be right back.
591 01:15:19,680 01:15:24,240 natalia- natalia-
592 01:15:24,240 01:16:20,880 I don't know... I don't know...
593 01:16:20,880 01:16:32,480 natalia? natalia?
594 01:16:32,480 01:16:51,840 talia! talia!
595 01:16:51,840 01:16:57,358 Talia, what's going on? cut me loose talia. come on. Talia, what's going on? cut me loose talia. come on.
596 01:16:57,358 01:17:00,834 danger to myself and others. danger to myself and others.
597 01:17:00,834 01:17:03,828 what? what?
598 01:17:03,828 01:17:11,680 i kept seeing myself as a victim but i hurt people.   we're both dangerous to ourselves and others i kept seeing myself as a victim but i hurt people.   we're both dangerous to ourselves and others
599 01:17:11,680 01:17:13,701 we both are. we both are.
600 01:17:13,701 01:17:20,080 we find what's good what's really  good in people and we wreck it to heal ourselves we find what's good what's really  good in people and we wreck it to heal ourselves
601 01:17:20,080 01:17:23,409 i couldn't see that clearly before. i couldn't see that clearly before.
602 01:17:23,409 01:17:25,561 Talia, what's with the hammer? Talia, what's with the hammer?
603 01:17:25,561 01:17:28,240 i'm so tired of living in his head i'm so tired of living in his head
604 01:17:28,240 01:17:30,875 of being this person. of being this person.
605 01:17:30,875 01:17:35,181 i keep thinking i'll explode  out the top of myself and turn into vapors. i keep thinking i'll explode  out the top of myself and turn into vapors.
606 01:17:35,181 01:17:38,435 Talia look at me and focus. what's with the hammer? Talia look at me and focus. what's with the hammer?
607 01:17:38,435 01:17:41,440 i can't keep it all straight i can't keep it all straight
608 01:17:41,440 01:17:42,991 i have to go. i have to go.
609 01:17:42,991 01:17:47,600 i have to go home now i have to go home now
610 01:17:47,600 01:17:53,702 Talia, what are you doing? Talia, what are you doing?
611 01:17:53,702 01:17:59,840 i'm not a well person, jay, but as much  as i can mean something like this i'm not a well person, jay, but as much  as i can mean something like this
612 01:17:59,840 01:18:03,334 i love you and i know you feel the same. i love you and i know you feel the same.
613 01:18:03,334 01:18:04,220 just let me go just let me go
614 01:18:04,220 01:18:09,451 we could go our whole lives and never find anyone as perfectly awful a match as we we could go our whole lives and never find anyone as perfectly awful a match as we
615 01:18:09,451 01:18:10,692 are for each other are for each other
616 01:18:10,692 01:18:11,725 okay okay
617 01:18:11,725 01:18:15,440 it's a kind of terrible symmetry it's a kind of terrible symmetry
618 01:18:15,440 01:18:17,980 i have to leave and i need you not  to follow me. i have to leave and i need you not  to follow me.
619 01:18:17,980 01:18:21,006 okay just cut me loose. just cut me loose. okay just cut me loose. just cut me loose.
620 01:18:21,006 01:18:25,479 i'm sorry jay i don't have another choice i'm sorry jay i don't have another choice
621 01:18:25,479 01:18:31,440 Talia, come on. Talia, come on.
622 01:18:31,440 01:18:34,243 Hey what are you doing with the hammer, talia ? come on! Hey what are you doing with the hammer, talia ? come on!
623 01:18:34,243 01:18:36,126 i'm going to break your leg now i'm going to break your leg now
624 01:18:36,126 01:18:47,520 NO! NO!
625 01:18:47,520 01:19:17,920 talia? talia?
626 01:19:17,920 01:19:44,560 talia! talia!
627 01:19:44,560 01:19:51,920 okay, i think i'm all packed. okay, i think i'm all packed.
628 01:19:51,920 01:19:53,445 ugh ugh
629 01:19:53,445 01:22:18,640 Talia Off Camera: "Where are we? I don't know where this is!" Talia Off Camera: "Where are we? I don't know where this is!"
630 01:22:18,640 01:22:23,120 stop! stop!
631 01:22:23,120 01:22:25,043 you're not supposed to be here. you're not supposed to be here.
632 01:22:25,043 01:22:26,936 Where do you think you're  going with her? Where do you think you're  going with her?
633 01:22:26,936 01:22:30,929 You'll want to choose your next words very carefully, friend. You'll want to choose your next words very carefully, friend.
634 01:22:30,929 01:22:33,772 you're not taking her away from me! you're not taking her away from me!
635 01:22:33,772 01:22:46,560 the situation's not in your hands the situation's not in your hands
636 01:22:46,560 01:22:49,246 what are you doing? back up! what are you doing? back up!
637 01:22:49,246 01:23:15,280 what the hell are you doing? what the hell are you doing?
638 01:23:15,280 01:23:17,397 you did this. you did this.
639 01:23:17,397 01:23:22,432 i'm sorry, talia i'm sorry, talia
640 01:23:22,432 01:23:24,470 i know. i know.
641 01:23:24,470 01:23:31,040 i just wanted to fix everything for you i just wanted to fix everything for you
642 01:23:31,040 01:23:36,560 i know i know
643 01:23:36,560 01:23:41,920 there wasn't anything either  of you could have done there wasn't anything either  of you could have done
644 01:23:41,920 01:23:46,160 this is where i leave you this is where i leave you
645 01:23:46,160 01:25:07,440 goodbye, jay goodbye, jay
646 01:25:07,440 01:25:15,241 ah there he is! the author's up and moving how  goes the novel, robert? ah there he is! the author's up and moving how  goes the novel, robert?
647 01:25:15,241 01:25:24,800 where is she? where is she?
648 01:25:24,800 01:25:34,240 you know? whether it's from the finest  fields in bordeaux or for 3.99 at the bodega you know? whether it's from the finest  fields in bordeaux or for 3.99 at the bodega
649 01:25:34,240 01:25:37,716 it's just the one damn thing that makes it  worth the trip. it's just the one damn thing that makes it  worth the trip.
650 01:25:37,716 01:25:41,280 you tell me what you did with her you tell me what you did with her
651 01:25:41,280 01:25:54,640 we took her far far from where anyone could help  her and we hurt her and we tested her inside and we took her far far from where anyone could help  her and we hurt her and we tested her inside and
652 01:25:54,640 01:26:06,146 out for our own benefit until she was so used up  that she couldn't live anymore does any of that out for our own benefit until she was so used up  that she couldn't live anymore does any of that
653 01:26:06,146 01:26:09,646 start to sound familiar to you, friend? start to sound familiar to you, friend?
654 01:26:09,646 01:26:18,360 How did i get here? How did i get here?
655 01:26:18,360 01:26:31,040 How'd you get here the first time? How'd you get out of the hospital? How'd you stop being the patient and start being the doctor? How'd you get here the first time? How'd you get out of the hospital? How'd you stop being the patient and start being the doctor?
656 01:26:31,040 01:26:33,275 I want to see her! I want to see her!
657 01:26:33,275 01:26:36,571 oh! Oh! Big man! oh! Oh! Big man!
658 01:26:36,571 01:26:40,636 What are you going to do? Shoot me again? What are you going to do? Shoot me again?
659 01:26:40,636 01:26:45,000 If you want her: Go get her. She's outside. Go see If you want her: Go get her. She's outside. Go see
660 01:26:45,000 01:26:53,920 about your girl about your girl
661 01:26:53,920 01:27:26,080 talia! talia! talia! talia!
662 01:27:26,080 01:27:30,640 what did you want with her? what did you want with her?
663 01:27:30,640 01:27:33,251 with me? with me?
664 01:27:33,251 01:27:38,560 please if you see her will you tell her that i'm sorry? please if you see her will you tell her that i'm sorry?
665 01:27:38,560 01:27:45,520 just tell her i didn't understand, okay? i was wrong! just tell her i didn't understand, okay? i was wrong!
666 01:27:45,520 01:28:41,600 does wrong of this fucking mean anything? does wrong of this fucking mean anything?
667 01:28:41,600 01:28:45,360 sir? are you okay? sir? are you okay?
668 01:28:45,360 01:28:50,320 do you know where you are? do you know where you are?
669 01:28:50,320 01:28:57,151 we're gonna get you some help  we need you to come with us we're gonna get you some help  we need you to come with us
670 01:28:57,151 01:29:05,878 Voicemail: "Well as miraculous as it would seem the board has voted near unanimously to put you back on a lightened a caseload" Voicemail: "Well as miraculous as it would seem the board has voted near unanimously to put you back on a lightened a caseload"
671 01:29:05,878 01:29:09,084 Voicemail: "We understand you've had some pretty big issues with your health so-" Voicemail: "We understand you've had some pretty big issues with your health so-"
672 01:29:09,084 01:29:16,320 DR. MURHPY ON VOICEMAIL: "Dr Rossi, Katherine Murphy here, um, could you come by my office this afternoon?  " DR. MURHPY ON VOICEMAIL: "Dr Rossi, Katherine Murphy here, um, could you come by my office this afternoon?  "
673 01:29:16,320 01:29:21,525 DR. MURHPY ON VOICEMAIL: "i have a patient i'd like you to spend some time with i've been struggling to dial in her medications " DR. MURHPY ON VOICEMAIL: "i have a patient i'd like you to spend some time with i've been struggling to dial in her medications "
674 01:29:21,525 01:29:24,720 DR. MURHPY ON VOICEMAIL: "and i really think that she could use some counseling with you" DR. MURHPY ON VOICEMAIL: "and i really think that she could use some counseling with you"
675 01:29:24,720 01:29:37,200 DR. MURHPY ON VOICEMAIL: "since you are back today i would like to discuss her file as soon as possible" DR. MURHPY ON VOICEMAIL: "since you are back today i would like to discuss her file as soon as possible"
676 01:29:37,200 01:29:42,800 just give me a minute to look through this just give me a minute to look through this
677 01:29:42,800 01:29:49,200 where's dr murphy dr murphy? referred you here where's dr murphy dr murphy? referred you here
678 01:29:49,200 01:29:53,200 she thought that i might be  able to help with your recovery she thought that i might be  able to help with your recovery
679 01:29:53,200 01:29:57,024 i've actually had some health concerns  recently. i've actually had some health concerns  recently.
680 01:29:57,024 01:30:02,640 so i have a lighter caseload so i have a lighter caseload
681 01:30:02,640 01:30:07,520 i asked that they refer some of our more i asked that they refer some of our more
682 01:30:07,520 01:30:09,971 challenging patients challenging patients
683 01:30:09,971 01:30:16,240 but i apologize i haven't familiarized myself with your file but i apologize i haven't familiarized myself with your file
684 01:30:16,240 01:30:21,040 dr murphy seemed to think it would be right up my alley, though dr murphy seemed to think it would be right up my alley, though
685 01:30:21,040 01:30:25,336 what do you want to start with my stepdad? what do you want to start with my stepdad?
686 01:30:25,336 01:30:30,336
686 01:30:25,336 01:30:30,336