1 00:00:05,875 --> 00:00:07,485 - Previously on "The Bold Type"... 2 00:00:07,529 --> 00:00:09,792 - I mean, you're allowed to feel whatever you need to feel. 3 00:00:09,835 --> 00:00:12,708 - Yeah, I don't want to feel any of those things. 4 00:00:12,751 --> 00:00:14,362 This is, um, 5 00:00:14,405 --> 00:00:16,320 absolutely the hardest thing that I've ever been through. 6 00:00:16,364 --> 00:00:20,281 What I don't need is pity, so let's get loose and party. 7 00:00:20,324 --> 00:00:21,804 - The portraits are stunning. 8 00:00:21,847 --> 00:00:23,762 But I'm afraid it's not the right fit for us. 9 00:00:23,806 --> 00:00:26,243 - How can Darby claim she cares and then just say no? 10 00:00:26,287 --> 00:00:28,028 - We could print off your portraits, 11 00:00:28,071 --> 00:00:29,333 plaster them to the side of the bow. 12 00:00:29,377 --> 00:00:32,249 - That's vandalism. - It's activism. 13 00:00:32,293 --> 00:00:33,772 - This is amazing. 14 00:00:33,816 --> 00:00:35,470 - I want to go on that trip to Iceland 15 00:00:35,513 --> 00:00:37,559 we've been trying to go on for 10 years. 16 00:00:37,602 --> 00:00:40,562 - Well you say that now, but then work gets in the way. 17 00:00:40,605 --> 00:00:41,867 - It won't. 18 00:00:41,911 --> 00:00:43,739 - I am not the future of "Scarlet," you are. 19 00:00:43,782 --> 00:00:46,394 - Is that a performance review? - Yes. I got threes. 20 00:00:46,437 --> 00:00:47,917 - From who? - I mean, I has to be Addison. 21 00:00:47,960 --> 00:00:50,572 - But I really want to keep you. How can I do that? 22 00:00:50,615 --> 00:00:54,358 - I just want what you had-- a mentor, a Jacqueline Carlyle. 23 00:00:54,402 --> 00:00:56,186 - Give me another chance to be that for you. 24 00:00:56,230 --> 00:00:57,361 - I have to let "Yes Girl" know in a week. 25 00:00:57,405 --> 00:00:58,841 - Then give me a week. 26 00:00:59,276 --> 00:01:01,757 - ♪ Hello, hello, hello ♪ 27 00:01:01,800 --> 00:01:04,499 ♪ How's my little lady in the New York snow? ♪ 28 00:01:04,542 --> 00:01:06,892 ♪ Yeah, he says I love you, I love you loads ♪ 29 00:01:06,936 --> 00:01:09,069 ♪ Because I'm a certified gambler ♪ 30 00:01:09,112 --> 00:01:11,114 ♪ Messing with things 31 00:01:11,158 --> 00:01:12,550 - Jane, what are you doing here? 32 00:01:12,594 --> 00:01:14,422 I thought you needed a personal day? 33 00:01:14,465 --> 00:01:17,120 - Nope, came in. But you can pretend I didn't. 34 00:01:17,164 --> 00:01:18,600 - Actually can't do that, 35 00:01:18,643 --> 00:01:21,124 Jacqueline expects more from me now. 36 00:01:21,168 --> 00:01:23,518 Are we feeling better? 37 00:01:23,561 --> 00:01:26,521 - Andrew, I hate the royal "we." 38 00:01:26,564 --> 00:01:30,307 It is condescending and it's bad grammar... 39 00:01:33,963 --> 00:01:36,183 Andrew? 40 00:01:36,226 --> 00:01:38,446 - Jane? 41 00:01:38,489 --> 00:01:41,753 - Do not eat that cookie. 42 00:01:41,797 --> 00:01:43,146 - Okay, first of all, 43 00:01:43,190 --> 00:01:45,235 it's clearly a carob flaxseed tart. 44 00:01:45,279 --> 00:01:46,889 Second of all, it is-- - 45 00:01:48,282 --> 00:01:52,416 - What the hell? You owe me $8. 46 00:01:55,115 --> 00:01:58,248 - Hey, Jane. 47 00:01:58,292 --> 00:02:02,731 - Hey. - Have you lost your damn mind? 48 00:02:02,774 --> 00:02:05,777 - Maybe. Shit. 49 00:02:17,702 --> 00:02:23,839 50 00:02:35,503 --> 00:02:38,070 - What are you doing? It's 4:00 a.m. 51 00:02:38,114 --> 00:02:41,248 - I'm sorry, I'm sorry. Sorry. 52 00:02:41,291 --> 00:02:44,599 I, um, I'm learning how to manage. 53 00:02:46,514 --> 00:02:49,212 - What's happening? - Jane is managing. 54 00:02:49,256 --> 00:02:51,083 - What? 55 00:02:51,127 --> 00:02:53,216 Ugh. Okay, guys. 56 00:02:53,260 --> 00:02:55,653 I did take a sleeping pill, so if you watch "Dateline," 57 00:02:55,697 --> 00:02:58,003 you know this could get violent quickly. 58 00:02:58,047 --> 00:03:00,484 - Look, I just lost Scott, 59 00:03:00,528 --> 00:03:03,139 so there goes one of my feature writers for the vertical 60 00:03:03,183 --> 00:03:04,401 and now Addison 61 00:03:04,445 --> 00:03:06,011 has a job opportunity that she might take, 62 00:03:06,055 --> 00:03:08,623 so I only have a week to convince her to stay, 63 00:03:08,666 --> 00:03:10,320 so I have to learn to be Jacqueline ASAP. 64 00:03:10,364 --> 00:03:12,017 - Okay, Jane, you know we love you, right? 65 00:03:12,061 --> 00:03:13,367 - Yeah. 66 00:03:13,410 --> 00:03:15,238 - Well, I'm 27, I'm getting a divorce, 67 00:03:15,282 --> 00:03:16,718 and I sleep in a closet. 68 00:03:16,761 --> 00:03:18,633 I also have a very important shoot to style tomorrow 69 00:03:18,676 --> 00:03:21,853 and I need a win. So you're going to go to bed 70 00:03:21,897 --> 00:03:24,247 and if you wake me up again I'm going to murder you 71 00:03:24,291 --> 00:03:25,683 and I'm going to blame the pills. 72 00:03:25,727 --> 00:03:27,555 - I will dispose of the body. - Roommate law. 73 00:03:28,425 --> 00:03:30,079 - But what-- 74 00:03:30,122 --> 00:03:31,385 - No. - No, no, no. 75 00:03:33,387 --> 00:03:34,692 - I'm going to go to the office. 76 00:03:34,736 --> 00:03:37,913 - You're a psycho. No hair dryer. 77 00:03:40,742 --> 00:03:43,745 - Okay, I came in super early to work on this. 78 00:03:43,788 --> 00:03:46,574 So, which of these stories do you not want to write? 79 00:03:46,617 --> 00:03:48,793 - Marjorie Taylor Greene. She denied Sandy Hook, 80 00:03:48,837 --> 00:03:52,275 got elected, and honestly I'm scared of her, so... 81 00:03:52,319 --> 00:03:54,712 - Okay, then this might surprise you, 82 00:03:54,756 --> 00:03:58,063 but that is the story you should write. 83 00:03:58,107 --> 00:03:59,456 - What? 84 00:03:59,500 --> 00:04:01,328 - Jacqueline used to always make me write pieces 85 00:04:01,371 --> 00:04:03,373 that scared me, so... 86 00:04:03,417 --> 00:04:06,376 - Uh, okay. 87 00:04:06,420 --> 00:04:09,553 Are you sure? I just... 88 00:04:09,597 --> 00:04:12,556 - Yeah, I am. - Okay. 89 00:04:12,600 --> 00:04:14,079 - You're going to do great. 90 00:04:14,123 --> 00:04:17,605 And, if you need any help, I will be here, 91 00:04:17,648 --> 00:04:20,390 so all you have to do is just call out my name. 92 00:04:20,434 --> 00:04:22,392 Just be like "Jane." 93 00:04:22,436 --> 00:04:23,872 - Yeah, okay. Thanks. 94 00:04:23,915 --> 00:04:26,527 - Have a good day. 95 00:04:32,141 --> 00:04:33,490 - I love this brand. 96 00:04:33,534 --> 00:04:35,405 This is exactly the kind of thing that I wish 97 00:04:35,449 --> 00:04:36,624 was around when I was a kid. 98 00:04:36,667 --> 00:04:38,843 - Fast and affordable fashion for all. 99 00:04:38,887 --> 00:04:40,584 - And I'm going to make it look badass 100 00:04:40,628 --> 00:04:44,588 'cause I am single and scrappy and psyched to style. 101 00:04:44,632 --> 00:04:47,199 - Oh, nice S alliteration. - Thank you. 102 00:04:47,243 --> 00:04:50,725 - Post-divorce party glow? - Sutton 2.0, get used to it. 103 00:04:50,768 --> 00:04:53,641 - I will, because Villadar is funneling a lot 104 00:04:53,684 --> 00:04:55,773 of ad revenue into "Scarlet," 105 00:04:55,817 --> 00:04:57,688 so I'm glad that you're on your A game. 106 00:04:57,732 --> 00:05:00,300 - You know Villadar is terrible for the environment, right? 107 00:05:00,343 --> 00:05:02,867 This is the landfill behind one of their factories. 108 00:05:06,436 --> 00:05:09,004 - Oh. 109 00:05:09,047 --> 00:05:13,661 Your dad is in the lobby, Ms. Thunberg. 110 00:05:13,704 --> 00:05:15,619 Keep your phone on so you can keep in touch with me, okay? 111 00:05:15,663 --> 00:05:17,273 - Okay, I will. - All right. 112 00:05:17,317 --> 00:05:24,367 113 00:05:29,851 --> 00:05:32,810 - Kat, stop. 114 00:05:32,854 --> 00:05:34,812 specifically said that we couldn't do the Zuri exhibit. 115 00:05:34,856 --> 00:05:36,466 It could make The Belle look bad, 116 00:05:36,510 --> 00:05:38,207 so you project it on the building. 117 00:05:38,250 --> 00:05:39,861 - Which isn't technically illegal. 118 00:05:39,904 --> 00:05:41,079 I looked it up. 119 00:05:41,123 --> 00:05:42,603 - Well, my bosses are technically pissed. 120 00:05:42,646 --> 00:05:43,821 Look, I hate to do this, 121 00:05:43,865 --> 00:05:45,301 but we're going to have to let you go. 122 00:05:45,345 --> 00:05:47,085 - What... 123 00:05:47,129 --> 00:05:49,479 Wait, really? - I don't have much of a choice. 124 00:05:49,523 --> 00:05:51,002 I'll get you your last paycheck and-- 125 00:05:51,046 --> 00:05:53,614 - Hold on. I get that you're mad. 126 00:05:53,657 --> 00:05:56,181 But... 127 00:05:56,225 --> 00:05:58,575 I tried to do the right thing. 128 00:05:58,619 --> 00:06:00,621 Darby, you should've seen the reaction on the street, 129 00:06:00,664 --> 00:06:02,013 it was incredible. 130 00:06:02,057 --> 00:06:03,754 Like, people thought The Belle was so cool. 131 00:06:03,798 --> 00:06:05,843 - Except we didn't do it. You did. 132 00:06:05,887 --> 00:06:09,325 - Yeah. Um, okay, if you give me a couple days 133 00:06:09,369 --> 00:06:10,848 I can prove that this projection 134 00:06:10,892 --> 00:06:12,894 was actually a really positive thing for The Belle. 135 00:06:12,937 --> 00:06:15,636 - You can prove that? - Yeah. 136 00:06:15,679 --> 00:06:18,552 I can, because it was. 137 00:06:20,118 --> 00:06:24,384 - Okay. I can buy you a couple of days. 138 00:06:24,427 --> 00:06:26,255 Oh, and Kat, 139 00:06:26,298 --> 00:06:28,736 don't punch it until you're dressed and ready to go. 140 00:06:35,351 --> 00:06:37,266 - Jane, is everything all right? 141 00:06:37,309 --> 00:06:39,964 - Yep, just being a boss. 142 00:06:40,008 --> 00:06:41,618 - No, sorry, I was talking about your hair. 143 00:06:41,662 --> 00:06:42,793 Did your dryer break? 144 00:06:42,837 --> 00:06:44,404 - Can I help you? - Uh, yeah. 145 00:06:44,447 --> 00:06:46,536 Jacqueline wants to talk, 146 00:06:46,580 --> 00:06:48,582 so you and I should huddle and set up a time. 147 00:06:48,625 --> 00:06:52,194 - No, go away. Unhuddled. I have so much work to do 148 00:06:52,237 --> 00:06:55,719 and I don't want to see Jacqueline until I'm organized. 149 00:06:55,763 --> 00:06:57,242 Okay, well, Jacqueline wants-- 150 00:06:57,286 --> 00:06:59,593 - Ichabod, go. 151 00:07:01,421 --> 00:07:03,161 - Jacqueline, Jane and I huddled 152 00:07:03,205 --> 00:07:05,337 and she's ready right now. 153 00:07:05,381 --> 00:07:06,948 Bye. 154 00:07:10,778 --> 00:07:13,433 - Jane. Nick at security told me 155 00:07:13,476 --> 00:07:15,957 that you came in this morning at 4:30. 156 00:07:16,000 --> 00:07:18,829 - Yes, I have a lot to do. I just-- 157 00:07:18,873 --> 00:07:21,441 I want to make sure that we're still cranking out material 158 00:07:21,484 --> 00:07:24,356 and, you know, that the rest of the troops are producing, so... 159 00:07:24,400 --> 00:07:26,358 - And how's Addison? 160 00:07:26,402 --> 00:07:28,665 - She is great. Yeah. 161 00:07:28,709 --> 00:07:33,496 We just had a good one-on-one, trying to be involved 162 00:07:33,540 --> 00:07:37,195 and supportive, inspiring like you. 163 00:07:37,239 --> 00:07:40,895 So, uh, anything else? 164 00:07:43,201 --> 00:07:46,117 - Jane. 165 00:07:46,161 --> 00:07:47,423 - Jaqueline, 166 00:07:47,467 --> 00:07:49,251 that's really sweet, but I'm not going to cry. 167 00:07:49,294 --> 00:07:52,907 I mean, I admit I was a little blindsided by the reviews, 168 00:07:52,950 --> 00:07:54,822 but I'm feeling great, you know? 169 00:07:54,865 --> 00:07:56,301 I'm not going to cry. 170 00:07:56,345 --> 00:07:58,652 - Okay. 171 00:07:58,695 --> 00:08:01,002 Your pen is leaking. 172 00:08:03,395 --> 00:08:05,746 I have a great idea. 173 00:08:05,789 --> 00:08:09,532 I want you to go home. Right now. 174 00:08:09,576 --> 00:08:12,796 And take tomorrow off also. - Wha-- 175 00:08:12,840 --> 00:08:15,190 - You have been pressing since the reviews, 176 00:08:15,233 --> 00:08:18,062 working nonstop, and I think you need to relax. 177 00:08:18,106 --> 00:08:21,326 Just reset, try a meditation app. 178 00:08:21,370 --> 00:08:22,719 - Jacqueline, but I can't. 179 00:08:22,763 --> 00:08:25,113 'Cause I have my vertical and my employees, so I-- 180 00:08:25,156 --> 00:08:28,333 - Which will all benefit if you do this. 181 00:08:28,377 --> 00:08:32,337 You know that I want what's best for you, right? 182 00:08:32,381 --> 00:08:34,862 Trust me. Go. 183 00:08:36,733 --> 00:08:42,130 184 00:08:42,173 --> 00:08:45,350 - As you take a deep breath in, 185 00:08:45,394 --> 00:08:48,310 ask yourself, 186 00:08:48,353 --> 00:08:49,572 what is your purpose? 187 00:08:54,011 --> 00:08:58,102 See yourself as the person you'd like to be. 188 00:08:58,146 --> 00:09:01,584 Calm, confident. 189 00:09:01,628 --> 00:09:03,151 - This is insane. - What? 190 00:09:03,194 --> 00:09:05,849 - I was acting so neurotic I was sent home by Jacqueline. 191 00:09:05,893 --> 00:09:08,460 Meanwhile, Addison wants me to be Jacqueline. 192 00:09:08,504 --> 00:09:09,940 Jacqueline. 193 00:09:09,984 --> 00:09:11,725 You know, the person who knows exactly what to say 194 00:09:11,768 --> 00:09:13,030 when you have a problem, 195 00:09:13,074 --> 00:09:15,598 or her speeches are always empowering 196 00:09:15,642 --> 00:09:17,513 but they also make you feel taken care of. 197 00:09:17,557 --> 00:09:19,646 I mean, how am I supposed to channel that? 198 00:09:19,689 --> 00:09:20,908 - Usually I'd say wine, 199 00:09:20,951 --> 00:09:23,911 but that's going in the work fridge. 200 00:09:23,954 --> 00:09:27,523 - I wish that there was some, like, magic potion 201 00:09:27,567 --> 00:09:30,613 and it would take me out of my head and put me into hers. 202 00:09:30,657 --> 00:09:34,922 - There is. - Besides wine? 203 00:09:34,965 --> 00:09:38,752 - Well, by all means don't tell us, I don't care. 204 00:09:38,795 --> 00:09:40,492 - Microdosing-- 205 00:09:40,536 --> 00:09:43,670 according to some people, 206 00:09:43,713 --> 00:09:46,455 small, controlled amounts of mushrooms, 207 00:09:46,498 --> 00:09:47,978 you know, just opens your mind, 208 00:09:48,022 --> 00:09:51,068 helps with creativity, self-confidence, vision. 209 00:09:51,112 --> 00:09:52,853 And it's still illegal in New York, 210 00:09:52,896 --> 00:09:54,028 but it's growing psychotherapy, 211 00:09:54,071 --> 00:09:56,639 and my dad is all about the stuff. 212 00:09:56,683 --> 00:09:57,901 And you know what? 213 00:09:57,945 --> 00:09:59,686 I could really use some right about now. 214 00:09:59,729 --> 00:10:01,775 - What's wrong? - I don't know. I just-- 215 00:10:01,818 --> 00:10:03,907 I feel like I did the right thing 216 00:10:03,951 --> 00:10:07,781 and now I have to prove to The Belle that what I did 217 00:10:07,824 --> 00:10:12,089 was good for their image just to keep my job, and-- 218 00:10:12,133 --> 00:10:13,874 I don't know. I just feel weird. 219 00:10:13,917 --> 00:10:16,050 - I get that. - Yeah. 220 00:10:17,660 --> 00:10:21,708 Well, I mean, anything that helps with my self-confidence 221 00:10:21,751 --> 00:10:24,319 and vision, I'm in for. 222 00:10:24,362 --> 00:10:26,669 - Same. 223 00:10:26,713 --> 00:10:28,453 - You're going to microdose? - Yeah. 224 00:10:28,497 --> 00:10:30,934 If it keeps my mind off Richard and on my career, down. 225 00:10:30,978 --> 00:10:33,154 - Okay, this is really exciting. 226 00:10:33,197 --> 00:10:35,243 227 00:10:35,286 --> 00:10:37,071 - Wait, you know where to get mushrooms? 228 00:10:37,114 --> 00:10:40,117 - Yeah. 229 00:10:40,161 --> 00:10:41,771 Our freezer. 230 00:10:47,298 --> 00:10:48,473 - So how did I not know 231 00:10:48,517 --> 00:10:50,562 that you keep shrooms in the freezer? 232 00:10:50,606 --> 00:10:52,652 - Because you don't cook. - That's it. 233 00:10:52,695 --> 00:10:55,742 - Hey, um, why are you wearing onion goggles to grate ginger? 234 00:10:55,785 --> 00:10:57,091 - For lewks. 235 00:10:57,134 --> 00:10:59,180 It's like "Breaking Bad" in this bitch. 236 00:10:59,223 --> 00:11:01,312 - You do know we're not tripping, right? 237 00:11:01,356 --> 00:11:02,618 Like, we're probably not even 238 00:11:02,662 --> 00:11:04,315 going to get high, just a little clarity. 239 00:11:04,359 --> 00:11:07,405 - Am I still going to be able to channel my inner Jacqueline? 240 00:11:07,449 --> 00:11:09,538 That was the point. 241 00:11:09,581 --> 00:11:10,582 - Hope so. 242 00:11:10,626 --> 00:11:12,628 Honestly, it's such a small amount, 243 00:11:12,672 --> 00:11:14,761 my biggest concern is that we won't feel anything at all. 244 00:11:14,804 --> 00:11:16,806 But feels like a good place to start. 245 00:11:16,850 --> 00:11:19,504 So since it's such a low dose, we don't want to waste 246 00:11:19,548 --> 00:11:22,333 any shroom magic on a janky subway ride, 247 00:11:22,377 --> 00:11:24,292 and my shift doesn't start till 11, 248 00:11:24,335 --> 00:11:26,642 so I'm going to bring a thermos to work. 249 00:11:26,686 --> 00:11:28,949 - Well, I'm working from home, so... 250 00:11:28,992 --> 00:11:30,385 - Honey, no. No. 251 00:11:30,428 --> 00:11:32,474 You have to get your space prepped first. 252 00:11:32,517 --> 00:11:35,085 Create a mental oasis, set your intention, 253 00:11:35,129 --> 00:11:39,133 and then when you're ready, drink your tea, okay? 254 00:11:39,176 --> 00:11:40,787 - Wow, you're like a shroom Sherpa. 255 00:11:40,830 --> 00:11:43,485 - Our shroompa. - I'm your shroompa loompa. 256 00:11:43,528 --> 00:11:45,095 - Shroompa loompa. How does that dance go? 257 00:11:47,794 --> 00:11:50,492 258 00:11:50,535 --> 00:11:52,494 - Guys, everybody is doing it wrong. 259 00:11:52,537 --> 00:11:55,366 It goes like this. 260 00:11:55,410 --> 00:11:59,196 261 00:11:59,240 --> 00:12:00,502 - Ah. 262 00:12:03,113 --> 00:12:05,681 - How's your morning going? - Move over, Rachel Zoe. 263 00:12:05,725 --> 00:12:08,728 Sutton Brady--no, Hunter, is in the house-- 264 00:12:08,771 --> 00:12:09,816 sorry. 265 00:12:09,859 --> 00:12:12,688 - Oh, bagels at Zabar's. I'm jealous. 266 00:12:12,732 --> 00:12:15,212 All right, well, text me from the rink 267 00:12:15,256 --> 00:12:17,345 and tell me about your dad's spin, okay? 268 00:12:17,388 --> 00:12:18,868 All right, bye. 269 00:12:20,391 --> 00:12:23,177 - Hey, so are you sure you don't want to go meet up with them? 270 00:12:23,220 --> 00:12:24,526 I can handle the shoot. 271 00:12:24,569 --> 00:12:26,876 - No, I need to let them have their space. 272 00:12:26,920 --> 00:12:29,836 - Yeah, space, by asking about breakfast 273 00:12:29,879 --> 00:12:32,012 and wanting updates on Jasper's skating. 274 00:12:32,055 --> 00:12:35,058 - I thought you were Sutton 2.0 focused on your career? 275 00:12:35,102 --> 00:12:36,538 - I am. I'm a stylist with vision 276 00:12:36,581 --> 00:12:39,280 and right now it is very clear to me 277 00:12:39,323 --> 00:12:41,630 that you want to be with them. 278 00:12:44,111 --> 00:12:46,809 - I cleaned the apartment, I drank the tea, 279 00:12:46,853 --> 00:12:48,811 and I am ready to find my mentor mojo. 280 00:12:48,855 --> 00:12:50,421 - Looks like by the time I get to work, 281 00:12:50,465 --> 00:12:51,727 I will have generated 282 00:12:51,771 --> 00:12:53,903 some social media buzz for The Belle, 283 00:12:53,947 --> 00:12:57,254 use that to drum up some press for them. 284 00:12:57,298 --> 00:12:59,387 - Yes, and you're so good at that. 285 00:12:59,430 --> 00:13:01,302 - Thank you. 286 00:13:11,355 --> 00:13:12,966 - Addison, hi. - Hey, Jane. 287 00:13:13,009 --> 00:13:14,706 Just curious if you're coming in. 288 00:13:14,750 --> 00:13:19,450 - I, um, I'm in the field today. 289 00:13:19,494 --> 00:13:20,756 - 'Cause I was really hoping 290 00:13:20,800 --> 00:13:22,497 to get some help with this article. 291 00:13:22,540 --> 00:13:26,806 - Oh, uh, sure. Yeah. 292 00:13:26,849 --> 00:13:29,286 Uh, just give me a minute. - Great. 293 00:13:29,330 --> 00:13:32,463 - Okay. Yeah, okay. Bye. 294 00:13:33,638 --> 00:13:36,424 - You okay? - Yeah, I just didn't want 295 00:13:36,467 --> 00:13:37,904 Addison to know that Jacqueline sent me home 296 00:13:37,947 --> 00:13:40,994 and now she needs help on her story 297 00:13:41,037 --> 00:13:42,865 and wants face time with me. 298 00:13:42,909 --> 00:13:45,607 - All right, so give it to her. - Do you think I'll be okay? 299 00:13:45,650 --> 00:13:48,349 - Yeah. Jane, come on, this is why you microdosed. 300 00:13:48,392 --> 00:13:51,395 You might be great. 301 00:13:51,439 --> 00:13:55,225 - Yeah. Yeah. 302 00:13:55,269 --> 00:13:57,271 Totally, I'll be fine. 303 00:13:57,314 --> 00:14:00,013 Do not eat that cookie. 304 00:14:00,056 --> 00:14:02,754 - First of all, it's actually a carob flaxseed tart, 305 00:14:02,798 --> 00:14:05,061 and second of all, it's-- - 306 00:14:05,105 --> 00:14:06,497 - What the hell? 307 00:14:09,283 --> 00:14:11,111 308 00:14:11,154 --> 00:14:13,809 - Hey, Jane. 309 00:14:13,853 --> 00:14:16,943 - Have you lost your mind? - Maybe. 310 00:14:16,986 --> 00:14:18,335 - ♪ Clap, clap, clap clap clap clap ♪ 311 00:14:18,379 --> 00:14:21,164 - Sutton! 312 00:14:21,208 --> 00:14:22,557 - ♪ Walk into the room like a boss ♪ 313 00:14:22,600 --> 00:14:23,906 ♪ Slow clap 314 00:14:23,950 --> 00:14:25,125 ♪ Putting on a little extra sauce ♪ 315 00:14:25,168 --> 00:14:26,604 ♪ Slow clap 316 00:14:26,648 --> 00:14:28,911 ♪ Clap, clap, clap clap clap clap ♪ 317 00:14:33,220 --> 00:14:35,135 - Hey, um, 318 00:14:35,178 --> 00:14:37,267 can we just discuss the article? I'm having-- 319 00:14:37,311 --> 00:14:40,140 - Hold on one minute. 320 00:14:40,183 --> 00:14:42,229 - ♪ Clap, clap, clap, clap, slow clap ♪ 321 00:14:42,272 --> 00:14:44,840 ♪ Walk into the room like a boss, slow clap ♪ 322 00:14:44,884 --> 00:14:46,624 ♪ Putting on a little extra sauce, slow clap ♪ 323 00:14:50,759 --> 00:14:53,936 - What are you doing? - I love this poof. 324 00:14:53,980 --> 00:14:57,722 It's like a furry little planet that loves and supports me. 325 00:14:57,766 --> 00:15:00,725 - Okay, Sutton, I think we took too much. 326 00:15:00,769 --> 00:15:04,207 I mean, Andrew's carob tart literally had a heartbeat. 327 00:15:04,251 --> 00:15:08,168 - Feels so good on my lips. - We're tripping balls! 328 00:15:08,211 --> 00:15:10,344 - Jane. 329 00:15:10,387 --> 00:15:13,086 You came in. I assume you meditated 330 00:15:13,129 --> 00:15:16,176 or whatever you needed to do to reset? 331 00:15:16,219 --> 00:15:18,352 - Yes, I am. 332 00:15:18,395 --> 00:15:19,875 - Okay, great. 333 00:15:19,919 --> 00:15:24,010 Well, I am just about to do a prelim layout meeting, 334 00:15:24,053 --> 00:15:26,838 which I would love for you to sit in on. 335 00:15:26,882 --> 00:15:29,450 Shall we? 336 00:15:29,493 --> 00:15:30,625 - We shall. 337 00:15:30,668 --> 00:15:33,584 338 00:15:33,628 --> 00:15:35,935 - Here you go, Jane. 339 00:15:35,978 --> 00:15:38,720 340 00:15:43,594 --> 00:15:46,510 341 00:15:46,554 --> 00:15:48,034 - Do you hear that? 342 00:15:48,077 --> 00:15:53,343 - Yeah, that's just my ringtone for when Carly texts me. 343 00:15:53,387 --> 00:15:55,476 The girl loves her some Cyndi. 344 00:15:55,519 --> 00:16:01,743 345 00:16:01,786 --> 00:16:02,570 - ♪ Thank you 346 00:16:02,613 --> 00:16:04,180 ♪ For joining me today 347 00:16:04,224 --> 00:16:08,924 ♪ I'd like to walk you both through this layout display ♪ 348 00:16:08,968 --> 00:16:12,449 ♪ Pay attention 'cause when we're all done ♪ 349 00:16:12,493 --> 00:16:15,713 ♪ I'd like thoughts from everyone ♪ 350 00:16:15,757 --> 00:16:21,676 ♪ Yeah, I'd like thoughts from everyone ♪ 351 00:16:21,719 --> 00:16:24,200 352 00:16:26,594 --> 00:16:28,988 - And finally, for our accessories shoot, 353 00:16:29,031 --> 00:16:30,902 we really need this piece to pop. 354 00:16:30,946 --> 00:16:32,121 So, Jane... 355 00:16:32,165 --> 00:16:34,254 This, 356 00:16:34,297 --> 00:16:37,257 or this, 357 00:16:37,300 --> 00:16:38,693 or this? 358 00:16:41,130 --> 00:16:44,786 - The first one. - Oh, bold choice. 359 00:16:44,829 --> 00:16:49,051 - Yeah, I like the colors. 360 00:16:49,095 --> 00:16:50,487 - All right, that is it. 361 00:16:50,531 --> 00:16:52,402 I'm sure you're both busy so I won't keep you. 362 00:16:52,446 --> 00:16:54,056 - Yep, I have the Villadar shoot. 363 00:16:54,100 --> 00:16:57,233 - Mm, yes. 364 00:16:57,277 --> 00:17:00,845 Is there something else? 365 00:17:00,889 --> 00:17:02,195 - Nope. 366 00:17:06,068 --> 00:17:07,417 - Hey. - Hi. 367 00:17:07,461 --> 00:17:09,419 - I was wondering if we could discuss my piece now? 368 00:17:09,463 --> 00:17:12,118 - Yes, I will be with you in just a minute. 369 00:17:12,161 --> 00:17:14,468 I just have to... 370 00:17:18,124 --> 00:17:20,300 Sutton. - Close the door. 371 00:17:22,084 --> 00:17:23,738 - Are you okay? - I think so. 372 00:17:23,781 --> 00:17:27,481 But also, whoa. - I know. 373 00:17:27,524 --> 00:17:29,961 I mean, I thought we weren't supposed to feel anything. 374 00:17:30,005 --> 00:17:31,398 - I definitely feel something. 375 00:17:31,441 --> 00:17:32,834 Also, don't look at the spring jumpsuits. 376 00:17:32,877 --> 00:17:35,619 They're very aggro. - Ah! 377 00:17:35,663 --> 00:17:36,968 - Oh, my God. 378 00:17:37,012 --> 00:17:40,059 I was supposed to come here to mentor Addison, 379 00:17:40,102 --> 00:17:43,888 and now I'm literally hiding from her in a fashion closet. 380 00:17:47,327 --> 00:17:48,632 Okay, don't be mad at me. - What? 381 00:17:48,676 --> 00:17:50,112 - After Kat said that she was afraid 382 00:17:50,156 --> 00:17:51,461 we weren't going to feel anything, 383 00:17:51,505 --> 00:17:52,810 I was like "Oh, my God, I'm afraid of that too." 384 00:17:52,854 --> 00:17:55,204 I really wanted the shoot to be inspired, you know? 385 00:17:55,248 --> 00:17:59,078 Because work is my life right now, so... 386 00:17:59,121 --> 00:18:01,819 - You added more. - Yeah, but only like a dusting. 387 00:18:01,863 --> 00:18:03,082 Like a splash. - No. 388 00:18:03,125 --> 00:18:04,953 - Like a little cinnamon on a whiskey sour. 389 00:18:04,996 --> 00:18:06,172 - Sutton, no. 390 00:18:06,215 --> 00:18:09,088 391 00:18:11,394 --> 00:18:12,743 Oh. Hey. 392 00:18:12,787 --> 00:18:14,354 - Don't drink the tea! - Don't do it, regrets! 393 00:18:14,397 --> 00:18:17,226 - Too late. Why? - No. Sutton added extra. 394 00:18:17,270 --> 00:18:18,488 - Are you serious right now? 395 00:18:18,532 --> 00:18:20,360 - I think we might need an ambulance. 396 00:18:20,403 --> 00:18:22,666 - Flashing lights, people in uniforms? 397 00:18:22,710 --> 00:18:25,278 It's a maybe for me. It could be fun. 398 00:18:25,321 --> 00:18:26,670 - Okay, I'm going to go ahead 399 00:18:26,714 --> 00:18:29,151 and say that we don't need an ambulance. 400 00:18:29,195 --> 00:18:32,023 Everybody just--just calm down. 401 00:18:32,067 --> 00:18:33,503 I think what's happening 402 00:18:33,547 --> 00:18:35,331 is we're all just experiencing a little bit of anxiety, 403 00:18:35,375 --> 00:18:37,333 but, you know, I've been there and I know what to do. 404 00:18:37,377 --> 00:18:39,422 So give me a minute, I'm going to get my shift covered 405 00:18:39,466 --> 00:18:41,555 and I will be to you ASAP. 406 00:18:41,598 --> 00:18:42,730 - Hurry. 407 00:18:48,083 --> 00:18:50,129 - My poof. 408 00:18:53,436 --> 00:18:55,656 - Do you think she's here yet? 409 00:18:57,875 --> 00:19:00,487 - I wanted to say something to you upstairs. 410 00:19:00,530 --> 00:19:04,708 On the 18th, Ian and I are going on vacation. 411 00:19:04,752 --> 00:19:08,712 Reykjavík, Prague, Paris. Three countries, 17 days. 412 00:19:08,756 --> 00:19:12,977 But while I'm gone, I am planning to ask Jane to be 413 00:19:13,021 --> 00:19:15,197 the interim editor in chief and I would love it 414 00:19:15,241 --> 00:19:17,808 if you would be a steadying influence for her. 415 00:19:17,852 --> 00:19:19,767 - Of course. 416 00:19:19,810 --> 00:19:22,161 That's why she was in the layout meeting. 417 00:19:22,204 --> 00:19:24,815 - Yeah, I've been trying to ease in some new things for her 418 00:19:24,859 --> 00:19:26,687 and if I do this, 419 00:19:26,730 --> 00:19:29,080 I will start some more intensive training soon. 420 00:19:29,124 --> 00:19:32,127 - If you do this? 421 00:19:32,171 --> 00:19:36,566 - Jane has enormous potential, 422 00:19:36,610 --> 00:19:41,223 but leading a place like "Scarlet," 423 00:19:41,267 --> 00:19:43,747 you really have to be able to inspire people, 424 00:19:43,791 --> 00:19:44,922 bring out their best. 425 00:19:44,966 --> 00:19:47,186 - That's the toughest part of the job. 426 00:19:47,229 --> 00:19:48,926 - Jane got critical reviews from Addison. 427 00:19:48,970 --> 00:19:50,189 - Mm. 428 00:19:50,232 --> 00:19:53,453 - Before I pull the trigger, I just-- 429 00:19:53,496 --> 00:19:56,717 I just want to see how she handles that, you know? 430 00:19:56,760 --> 00:19:58,414 - Andrew. 431 00:19:58,458 --> 00:20:01,722 I actually have a little emergency in the fashion closet 432 00:20:01,765 --> 00:20:03,680 and if you walk with me, I don't have to check in 433 00:20:03,724 --> 00:20:06,335 with reception, so should we fly? 434 00:20:06,379 --> 00:20:09,251 - Okay, we can fly. But what's the emergency? 435 00:20:09,295 --> 00:20:10,557 Oh, is it Jane? 436 00:20:10,600 --> 00:20:11,906 Because she's been acting a little crazy lately. 437 00:20:11,949 --> 00:20:13,777 You know she knocked an $8 tart out of my hand? 438 00:20:13,821 --> 00:20:16,127 - $8? - Yeah. 439 00:20:16,171 --> 00:20:17,346 - Jane does need a little help. 440 00:20:17,390 --> 00:20:19,348 - Well, she needs, like, an army of help. 441 00:20:19,392 --> 00:20:24,223 - Oh, is this still happening? What is that about? 442 00:20:24,266 --> 00:20:25,746 - Me and Jane? - Yeah. 443 00:20:25,789 --> 00:20:27,313 - Oh, I don't know. 444 00:20:27,356 --> 00:20:31,491 You know, she's got that, like, try hard, overachiever, 445 00:20:31,534 --> 00:20:33,928 obsessed with Jacqueline thing. It's just a little annoying. 446 00:20:33,971 --> 00:20:36,626 - So you hate each other because you're the same person? 447 00:20:36,670 --> 00:20:39,586 - Excuse me, what? - Andrew, come on. It's okay. 448 00:20:39,629 --> 00:20:42,458 Sometimes I think people, relationships, 449 00:20:42,502 --> 00:20:44,417 they hold up a metaphorical mirror into our souls 450 00:20:44,460 --> 00:20:47,202 and they make us uncomfortable, but if you embrace it, 451 00:20:47,246 --> 00:20:51,293 I think you might find that you two actually really relate. 452 00:20:51,337 --> 00:20:53,295 Oh, actually, thank you so much, 453 00:20:53,339 --> 00:20:54,992 but this is where you stop. 454 00:20:55,036 --> 00:21:02,217 455 00:21:04,001 --> 00:21:05,916 Kat. - Hi. 456 00:21:05,960 --> 00:21:07,309 - How's everyone doing? 457 00:21:07,353 --> 00:21:10,051 - I think I feel okay, but do you think my hands 458 00:21:10,094 --> 00:21:11,313 are too big for my body? 459 00:21:11,357 --> 00:21:13,184 - Show me. 460 00:21:13,228 --> 00:21:16,057 Nope, normal hands. You're good. 461 00:21:16,100 --> 00:21:17,232 - Wow. - How are you doing? 462 00:21:17,276 --> 00:21:18,973 - Hi. You've got to help us. 463 00:21:19,016 --> 00:21:21,802 I can't get off this poof and I think it's permanent. 464 00:21:21,845 --> 00:21:23,630 - Okay. So you can't get off the poof? 465 00:21:23,673 --> 00:21:27,503 - No. - Poof? 466 00:21:27,547 --> 00:21:30,680 Because you can't get off... 467 00:21:33,988 --> 00:21:36,512 You can't get off the poof! 468 00:21:39,820 --> 00:21:42,344 - Okay. I'm done. 469 00:21:42,388 --> 00:21:44,781 I'm done. 470 00:21:44,825 --> 00:21:46,261 You can't get off the poof. 471 00:21:46,305 --> 00:21:47,871 - She thinks the clothes are mad at her. 472 00:21:47,915 --> 00:21:49,612 - Yeah, that green kimono is a bitch. 473 00:21:49,656 --> 00:21:53,094 - All right, I think we need to switch up your energy. 474 00:21:53,137 --> 00:21:54,835 Come on. Head here. - Kay. 475 00:21:54,878 --> 00:21:58,142 - Come on. Jane, lay down. 476 00:21:58,186 --> 00:22:01,885 I want everyone to close their eyes, check in with your body. 477 00:22:01,929 --> 00:22:04,148 Now, I feel like in moments like these, 478 00:22:04,192 --> 00:22:07,848 it's always best to lean into it, you know? 479 00:22:09,676 --> 00:22:11,895 Embrace your feelings 480 00:22:11,939 --> 00:22:17,684 and inner light with open hearts and wonder. 481 00:22:17,727 --> 00:22:19,947 - Oh, like a Christmas jewelry ad. 482 00:22:19,990 --> 00:22:23,994 - If that's what works for you, then yes. 483 00:22:24,038 --> 00:22:26,475 Okay, everybody inhale. 484 00:22:28,869 --> 00:22:31,785 And exhale. 485 00:22:31,828 --> 00:22:34,918 486 00:22:34,962 --> 00:22:37,530 Now look, we decided to microdose 487 00:22:37,573 --> 00:22:39,706 to open our minds, right? 488 00:22:39,749 --> 00:22:43,057 Well, surprise, we macrodosed, 489 00:22:43,100 --> 00:22:45,886 which means our minds are hella open. 490 00:22:45,929 --> 00:22:49,890 But instead of resisting that or fighting it, 491 00:22:49,933 --> 00:22:52,545 I say we run towards it. 492 00:22:52,588 --> 00:22:56,984 Allow what we're seeing and feeling to inspire us. 493 00:22:57,027 --> 00:22:59,639 - Allow what we're seeing and feeling to inspire us. 494 00:22:59,682 --> 00:23:01,380 - Yeah. 495 00:23:01,423 --> 00:23:05,427 I mean, I'm so inspired by the way that people are embracing 496 00:23:05,471 --> 00:23:09,388 ♪DontTurnAway, and so quickly too. 497 00:23:09,431 --> 00:23:11,041 It's amazing. 498 00:23:11,085 --> 00:23:13,609 I was really anxious about it at first, but now I feel like 499 00:23:13,653 --> 00:23:16,307 it might be the start of something really special. 500 00:23:19,093 --> 00:23:21,922 - I embrace the world with an open heart. 501 00:23:24,490 --> 00:23:26,709 Here I go. - Oh. 502 00:23:26,753 --> 00:23:33,803 503 00:23:34,151 --> 00:23:36,415 - Hey, look at you. - Yeah. 504 00:23:36,458 --> 00:23:40,157 Come on, Jane. Mentor Addison. 505 00:23:40,201 --> 00:23:43,944 - I'm going to embrace my career with an open heart. 506 00:23:43,987 --> 00:23:47,382 I am sorry that I called you a bitch. 507 00:23:50,385 --> 00:23:57,436 508 00:23:57,740 --> 00:24:01,135 - Addison. - Hey. 509 00:24:01,178 --> 00:24:05,182 - How is your Marjorie Taylor Greene story coming? 510 00:24:05,226 --> 00:24:09,360 - Honestly, I gave up. 511 00:24:09,404 --> 00:24:14,148 Yeah, I just find her scary and depressing 512 00:24:14,191 --> 00:24:17,107 and I tried telling you about it, 513 00:24:17,151 --> 00:24:18,631 but couldn't get to you. 514 00:24:18,674 --> 00:24:22,722 - Um, I'm sorry. I was slammed. 515 00:24:22,765 --> 00:24:24,724 - Yeah. 516 00:24:24,767 --> 00:24:27,466 Anyways, I went with an article on the Hype House. 517 00:24:31,295 --> 00:24:34,647 - Okay. I will take a look. 518 00:24:40,479 --> 00:24:47,398 519 00:24:49,749 --> 00:24:51,228 Look at you. 520 00:24:57,974 --> 00:25:00,760 Wow. 521 00:25:00,803 --> 00:25:03,110 You're so beautiful. 522 00:25:03,153 --> 00:25:05,416 523 00:25:13,903 --> 00:25:16,558 - Oh, my God, this is awesome. 524 00:25:24,610 --> 00:25:26,220 Hey, Darby. 525 00:25:26,263 --> 00:25:29,005 Yeah, I got us an op-ed in "The Cut." 526 00:25:29,049 --> 00:25:30,441 I know, I know. 527 00:25:30,485 --> 00:25:33,053 And they loved the installation, 528 00:25:33,096 --> 00:25:34,576 they love The Belle. 529 00:25:34,620 --> 00:25:38,624 I think this will really impress your bosses. 530 00:25:38,667 --> 00:25:41,017 Yeah, you know what's crazy is I'm also seeing, like, 531 00:25:41,061 --> 00:25:44,412 a bunch of people are posting about all of the other things 532 00:25:44,455 --> 00:25:46,893 that people turn away from, and I just-- 533 00:25:46,936 --> 00:25:50,897 I feel like... 534 00:25:50,940 --> 00:25:53,856 Yeah, sure. Mm-hmm. 535 00:25:53,900 --> 00:25:57,730 I can do the 5:00 p.m. shift tomorrow. 536 00:25:57,773 --> 00:26:00,733 Yeah, absolutely. 537 00:26:03,779 --> 00:26:10,699 538 00:26:30,284 --> 00:26:33,200 - Okay, what the hell am I doing with my life? 539 00:26:33,243 --> 00:26:34,767 I put everything into my career. Everything. 540 00:26:34,810 --> 00:26:36,769 It's why I didn't start dating Richard sooner, 541 00:26:36,812 --> 00:26:38,466 it's part of the reason why I don't want to have children, 542 00:26:38,509 --> 00:26:41,164 and companies like Villadar are killing the planet. 543 00:26:41,208 --> 00:26:42,644 And do I want to be involved in that? 544 00:26:42,688 --> 00:26:46,387 What does that say about me as a person? 545 00:26:46,430 --> 00:26:47,823 Why are you looking at yourself in the mirror like that? 546 00:26:47,867 --> 00:26:50,434 - I look weird, right? - What are you talking about? 547 00:26:50,478 --> 00:26:53,612 - I look, like, washed out and like, flat. 548 00:26:53,655 --> 00:26:54,961 I mean, do I always look like this? 549 00:26:55,004 --> 00:26:56,527 I mean, who am I? 550 00:26:56,571 --> 00:26:58,225 - Okay, I thought that this was supposed to help us, 551 00:26:58,268 --> 00:27:00,009 not make us question literally everything? 552 00:27:00,053 --> 00:27:03,317 - Okay, hold on. Sometimes questioning things is good. 553 00:27:03,360 --> 00:27:04,797 You know? - Yeah. 554 00:27:04,840 --> 00:27:07,800 - Maybe we need to shed who we are now to become 555 00:27:07,843 --> 00:27:10,803 who we're supposed to be. 556 00:27:10,846 --> 00:27:12,674 Or maybe it's just a bad trip. - That can happen? 557 00:27:12,718 --> 00:27:13,980 - Oh yeah, if you're in a bad headspace, 558 00:27:14,023 --> 00:27:15,329 it can get pretty gnarly. 559 00:27:15,372 --> 00:27:17,984 - How do I know if that's what's happening? 560 00:27:18,027 --> 00:27:19,899 - We get to the end. 561 00:27:19,942 --> 00:27:22,684 - I'm going to need help getting there with some white wine. 562 00:27:27,907 --> 00:27:35,044 563 00:27:45,272 --> 00:27:52,061 564 00:27:56,239 --> 00:27:57,937 - Jane. 565 00:27:57,980 --> 00:28:01,244 I brought you a little coffee. 566 00:28:04,117 --> 00:28:05,074 - Why? 567 00:28:05,118 --> 00:28:07,468 - I just thought you could use it. 568 00:28:07,511 --> 00:28:08,599 How's it going? 569 00:28:08,643 --> 00:28:09,992 - That's why you got me a coffee. 570 00:28:10,036 --> 00:28:12,691 Um, well, today's your lucky day 571 00:28:12,734 --> 00:28:14,736 because things are going horribly. 572 00:28:14,780 --> 00:28:16,782 I'm supposed to prove to Addison 573 00:28:16,825 --> 00:28:18,131 that I can be her Jacqueline 574 00:28:18,174 --> 00:28:22,222 and I'm failing, so you're welcome. 575 00:28:25,138 --> 00:28:26,879 - Okay. 576 00:28:30,186 --> 00:28:32,885 When I first joined drag choir, 577 00:28:32,928 --> 00:28:36,540 I was replacing a really legendary queen 578 00:28:36,584 --> 00:28:40,457 and I really wanted to prove that I could fill her shoes, 579 00:28:40,501 --> 00:28:43,199 but I couldn't hit a high C. 580 00:28:43,243 --> 00:28:46,812 So I tried and tried until my throat hurt 581 00:28:46,855 --> 00:28:48,683 and then my roommate threatened to move out. 582 00:28:48,727 --> 00:28:50,772 Anyway, doesn't matter. 583 00:28:50,816 --> 00:28:53,819 The night before the show, you know what happened? 584 00:28:53,862 --> 00:28:56,473 - You hit the note? - No. 585 00:28:56,517 --> 00:28:59,520 I admitted to the queens that it was out of my range. 586 00:28:59,563 --> 00:29:03,263 And honestly, it was one of the most liberating things 587 00:29:03,306 --> 00:29:04,786 I've ever done. 588 00:29:04,830 --> 00:29:07,833 No matter how hard we try, 589 00:29:07,876 --> 00:29:10,009 sometimes we're going to struggle. 590 00:29:10,052 --> 00:29:11,488 And being honest 591 00:29:11,532 --> 00:29:15,405 doesn't make you weak, it actually makes you strong. 592 00:29:18,365 --> 00:29:21,368 Andrew, did--did we just-- 593 00:29:21,411 --> 00:29:24,240 - Yes, Jane, we bonded. 594 00:29:24,284 --> 00:29:26,112 Deal with it. 595 00:29:27,635 --> 00:29:34,773 596 00:29:38,864 --> 00:29:40,866 - Hey, Addison. 597 00:29:40,909 --> 00:29:43,564 So you know when I told you 598 00:29:43,607 --> 00:29:48,134 that I was too busy to see you today? 599 00:29:48,177 --> 00:29:52,094 I lied. 600 00:29:52,138 --> 00:29:54,096 The real reason that I couldn't help you 601 00:29:54,140 --> 00:29:57,796 was because I wasn't feeling well. 602 00:29:57,839 --> 00:30:00,624 - Are you sick? - No. 603 00:30:00,668 --> 00:30:04,150 I was kind of tripping. 604 00:30:04,193 --> 00:30:07,196 - Yeah, you seemed wound up and-- 605 00:30:07,240 --> 00:30:10,112 wait, literally or figuratively? 606 00:30:10,156 --> 00:30:14,290 - Uh, both. I know, it's kind of crazy. 607 00:30:14,334 --> 00:30:18,120 But when I thought that I was going to lose you, 608 00:30:18,164 --> 00:30:21,602 I panicked and I got really in my head 609 00:30:21,645 --> 00:30:25,562 because I want to be the kind of mentor that you deserve. 610 00:30:25,606 --> 00:30:28,914 And my friend said that microdosing might help, 611 00:30:28,957 --> 00:30:31,830 so I tried it and it was just a little stronger 612 00:30:31,873 --> 00:30:33,135 than I thought it would be. 613 00:30:33,179 --> 00:30:35,746 I want to be transparent about that with you 614 00:30:35,790 --> 00:30:39,620 because I do really want to do right by you. 615 00:30:39,663 --> 00:30:41,970 616 00:30:42,014 --> 00:30:43,406 I want to be your Jacqueline, 617 00:30:43,450 --> 00:30:49,325 but I can't be someone that I'm not. 618 00:30:49,369 --> 00:30:54,678 I can only be Jane. 619 00:30:54,722 --> 00:30:56,463 - And who's that? 620 00:30:56,506 --> 00:30:59,379 - Someone who's really new at managing, 621 00:30:59,422 --> 00:31:01,250 and who even when she tries her hardest 622 00:31:01,294 --> 00:31:02,991 doesn't get it right every time. 623 00:31:03,035 --> 00:31:06,342 But I'm going to do everything that I can to support you 624 00:31:06,386 --> 00:31:09,258 and to try to be a good mentor to you. 625 00:31:09,302 --> 00:31:13,567 And, you know, I do know a few things. 626 00:31:13,610 --> 00:31:15,786 - Okay. Like what? 627 00:31:15,830 --> 00:31:22,881 628 00:31:26,797 --> 00:31:29,365 - Wow. You've been busy. 629 00:31:29,409 --> 00:31:32,891 - Yeah, well, Timothy helped me a lot. We used Villadar boxes. 630 00:31:32,934 --> 00:31:36,111 - Oh, okay, so, uh, what are we doing here? 631 00:31:36,155 --> 00:31:39,071 - Okay, so you always told me that a good stylist 632 00:31:39,114 --> 00:31:40,986 brings out a brand's core values. 633 00:31:41,029 --> 00:31:45,033 Chanel is sophistication, Moschino is eccentricity, 634 00:31:45,077 --> 00:31:48,080 and, um, I tried to do that with Villadar. 635 00:31:48,123 --> 00:31:52,214 - So Villadar's core value is abundance? 636 00:31:52,258 --> 00:31:53,955 I mean, 'cause this is a little messy. 637 00:31:53,999 --> 00:31:56,392 - Well, they do create a lot of waste, so... 638 00:31:56,436 --> 00:31:57,916 - Waste? 639 00:31:57,959 --> 00:32:02,355 So you're styling to evoke trash? 640 00:32:02,398 --> 00:32:04,618 - No. I mean, obviously I would like to be 641 00:32:04,661 --> 00:32:07,751 a little more subtle than that. 642 00:32:07,795 --> 00:32:09,928 But the truth is, Oliver, Carly was right. 643 00:32:09,971 --> 00:32:11,842 I mean, this brand is destroying the planet. 644 00:32:11,886 --> 00:32:13,105 Remember she showed us 645 00:32:13,148 --> 00:32:15,107 that photo of the fast fashion landfill? 646 00:32:15,150 --> 00:32:16,978 - Okay, Villadar is not going to be happy with this. 647 00:32:17,022 --> 00:32:20,112 We have to rethink this. 648 00:32:20,155 --> 00:32:22,984 And honestly, I'm a little surprised that-- 649 00:32:31,645 --> 00:32:35,257 Have you been drinking? 650 00:32:35,301 --> 00:32:38,217 - Barely. Just to take the edge off. 651 00:32:38,260 --> 00:32:41,481 - At work? And then you created this? 652 00:32:41,524 --> 00:32:45,093 - Oliver, I really don't think that the wine is the issue here. 653 00:32:45,137 --> 00:32:49,358 - I think it might be. 654 00:32:49,402 --> 00:32:51,621 Sutton, is this job important to you? 655 00:32:51,665 --> 00:32:53,841 - What? Oliver, yes. 656 00:32:53,884 --> 00:32:58,106 This job is everything to me. 657 00:32:58,150 --> 00:33:01,022 - Then you need to go home. 658 00:33:01,066 --> 00:33:03,372 - But I-- - Right now. 659 00:33:07,420 --> 00:33:09,509 - Okay. 660 00:33:11,902 --> 00:33:13,992 - ♪ Put your back in it 661 00:33:14,035 --> 00:33:16,081 ♪ What you waiting for? 662 00:33:16,124 --> 00:33:17,996 ♪ Put your back in it 663 00:33:18,039 --> 00:33:19,998 ♪ What you waiting for? 664 00:33:20,041 --> 00:33:21,477 ♪ Put your back in it 665 00:33:21,521 --> 00:33:23,914 - Hey. 666 00:33:23,958 --> 00:33:25,438 - Wow. 667 00:33:25,481 --> 00:33:27,657 - Is everything okay? - I'm fine. 668 00:33:27,701 --> 00:33:29,050 You look amazing. 669 00:33:29,094 --> 00:33:30,704 - Oh, thanks. 670 00:33:30,747 --> 00:33:33,011 And I promise I'll bring it back tomorrow dry cleaned, 671 00:33:33,054 --> 00:33:34,360 garment bagged, the whole thing. 672 00:33:34,403 --> 00:33:36,753 - Don't even worry about it. - It was so wild. 673 00:33:36,797 --> 00:33:39,495 I felt this shift and I needed to feel like myself again 674 00:33:39,539 --> 00:33:42,803 and I just have this gut feeling that I need to leave 675 00:33:42,846 --> 00:33:44,326 where I am to get to 676 00:33:44,370 --> 00:33:47,721 where I'm supposed to be and wow, do I sound crazy? 677 00:33:47,764 --> 00:33:50,071 - No, that sounds amazing. 678 00:33:52,117 --> 00:33:55,076 - Hey, are you sure you're okay? 679 00:33:55,120 --> 00:33:57,687 - I don't know, I just-- 680 00:33:57,731 --> 00:34:01,169 the Villadar situation was really complicated for me. 681 00:34:01,213 --> 00:34:05,086 I tried to do the right thing and then Oliver is... 682 00:34:05,130 --> 00:34:06,696 I need to go home. Can we go home? 683 00:34:06,740 --> 00:34:08,698 - Yeah. Come on. 684 00:34:08,742 --> 00:34:13,312 685 00:34:13,355 --> 00:34:16,010 - Yeah, I understand what you mean. 686 00:34:16,054 --> 00:34:17,533 - Hey, boo. - Hi. 687 00:34:17,577 --> 00:34:18,926 - Sutton and I are going to head home. 688 00:34:18,969 --> 00:34:21,189 Do you want to come with? 689 00:34:21,233 --> 00:34:23,104 - Actually, I'm going to stay here. 690 00:34:23,148 --> 00:34:24,932 We're going to finish this article. 691 00:34:24,975 --> 00:34:26,064 - Okay. Bye. - Bye. 692 00:34:26,107 --> 00:34:27,891 - Come on. 693 00:34:27,935 --> 00:34:30,677 - You know, what I was saying is I've written so many stories 694 00:34:30,720 --> 00:34:33,549 about people that scared me, but I think that 695 00:34:33,593 --> 00:34:36,335 when you do that, your voice shines through. 696 00:34:41,949 --> 00:34:44,386 697 00:34:44,430 --> 00:34:46,867 - You're in early. - Hey, yeah. 698 00:34:46,910 --> 00:34:50,305 Um, listen, I just wanted to apologize for yesterday. 699 00:34:50,349 --> 00:34:53,091 I know I put us in a bad spot. 700 00:34:53,134 --> 00:34:57,051 - Yeah, you did. 701 00:34:57,095 --> 00:34:59,532 - I still think that Villadar is ruining the planet, 702 00:34:59,575 --> 00:35:01,577 but I didn't have to go about it that way. 703 00:35:01,621 --> 00:35:04,189 It's just that it's been a crazy year for me 704 00:35:04,232 --> 00:35:05,712 and so much is changing, 705 00:35:05,755 --> 00:35:08,889 but fashion has always been my constant. 706 00:35:08,932 --> 00:35:11,152 And then when I realized we were supporting a brand 707 00:35:11,196 --> 00:35:12,458 that was bad, I just-- 708 00:35:12,501 --> 00:35:17,071 I kind of felt even more lost, you know? 709 00:35:20,727 --> 00:35:25,210 - Um, we're reconsidering our ties to Villadar. 710 00:35:25,253 --> 00:35:26,863 - Really? 711 00:35:26,907 --> 00:35:30,128 - Really. - Oh, my God, that's amazing. 712 00:35:30,171 --> 00:35:35,220 - But I am also reconsidering this hands-off approach 713 00:35:35,263 --> 00:35:37,396 that I've had with you. 714 00:35:37,439 --> 00:35:41,530 - What do you mean? 715 00:35:41,574 --> 00:35:44,098 - The drinking at work. 716 00:35:44,142 --> 00:35:48,668 - Oliver, it was a glass. - And the retreat. 717 00:35:48,711 --> 00:35:51,105 You don't think I know what really happened, do you? 718 00:35:51,149 --> 00:35:53,455 You were bombed. 719 00:35:55,849 --> 00:35:57,459 Why do you think I was calling yesterday 720 00:35:57,503 --> 00:35:59,026 to check on Carly and Jasper? 721 00:35:59,069 --> 00:36:01,811 - Because you miss being with them. 722 00:36:01,855 --> 00:36:04,205 - I was also calling to check on him, 723 00:36:04,249 --> 00:36:08,209 make sure a glass of wine at lunch doesn't turn into six. 724 00:36:08,253 --> 00:36:10,255 Yes, Jasper is doing better 725 00:36:10,298 --> 00:36:14,781 and maybe I shouldn't worry about him, but I still do. 726 00:36:14,824 --> 00:36:17,566 I know how dangerous substance abuse can be. 727 00:36:17,610 --> 00:36:20,134 And I think that you know better than anybody else 728 00:36:20,178 --> 00:36:22,005 how much it hurts 729 00:36:22,049 --> 00:36:27,185 to watch someone that you love have to go through that. 730 00:36:27,228 --> 00:36:30,318 So I was worried about him, 731 00:36:30,362 --> 00:36:32,973 and I'm worried about you. 732 00:36:33,016 --> 00:36:39,936 733 00:36:44,463 --> 00:36:47,292 - Darby. - Kat. 734 00:36:47,335 --> 00:36:49,294 Great work. Management loved "The Cut" article. 735 00:36:49,337 --> 00:36:50,512 - Cool. 736 00:36:50,556 --> 00:36:52,035 - Obviously, you can keep your job. 737 00:36:52,079 --> 00:36:53,776 - Yeah, I was actually wondering if you had a moment 738 00:36:53,820 --> 00:36:54,908 to talk about that. 739 00:36:54,951 --> 00:36:58,085 - Of course. What's going on? 740 00:36:58,128 --> 00:37:01,349 - So, listen, I really appreciate you. 741 00:37:01,393 --> 00:37:03,438 And, I mean, this place has given me stability 742 00:37:03,482 --> 00:37:05,919 at a time when I really needed it. 743 00:37:05,962 --> 00:37:10,140 But I think #DontTurnAway has potential to be really big 744 00:37:10,184 --> 00:37:12,317 and create change in a sustainable way. 745 00:37:12,360 --> 00:37:18,323 And in order to really do that, I think I need to commit to it, 746 00:37:18,366 --> 00:37:21,151 full-time. 747 00:37:21,195 --> 00:37:26,548 So this is my notice. 748 00:37:26,592 --> 00:37:28,333 And don't worry, I already covered my shifts 749 00:37:28,376 --> 00:37:31,945 for the next two weeks. 750 00:37:31,988 --> 00:37:33,468 - I'm sorry to see you go. 751 00:37:33,512 --> 00:37:36,036 - Oh, you're not just really happy to get rid of me? 752 00:37:36,079 --> 00:37:37,864 - The woman who got The Belle to change their policy 753 00:37:37,907 --> 00:37:40,170 on hiring the formerly incarcerated? 754 00:37:40,214 --> 00:37:42,608 - Wait, wait, really? - Yeah. 755 00:37:42,651 --> 00:37:46,394 I'll miss her. Good luck, Kat. 756 00:37:49,441 --> 00:37:54,054 757 00:37:54,097 --> 00:37:56,448 - Addison struggled with the story at first. 758 00:37:56,491 --> 00:37:58,885 She didn't want to write it. 759 00:37:58,928 --> 00:38:01,366 - But you helped her. - Well, I just was honest 760 00:38:01,409 --> 00:38:03,498 about struggles I was facing and encouraged her 761 00:38:03,542 --> 00:38:07,154 to open up about her own and use that to fuel the story. 762 00:38:07,197 --> 00:38:10,244 She's the one who chose to write it as a personal letter. 763 00:38:10,288 --> 00:38:14,596 - Dear Marjorie Taylor Greene. It's really terrific. 764 00:38:14,640 --> 00:38:18,339 How does Addison feel? - Happy. 765 00:38:18,383 --> 00:38:21,386 Yeah, she actually just turned down another job offer 766 00:38:21,429 --> 00:38:23,779 to stay at "Scarlet." 767 00:38:23,823 --> 00:38:26,913 - Wow, you had a big day yesterday. 768 00:38:26,956 --> 00:38:29,263 This is not easy to mentor young writers, 769 00:38:29,307 --> 00:38:32,222 and you really stepped up, Jane. 770 00:38:32,266 --> 00:38:33,746 You ready to do it again? 771 00:38:33,789 --> 00:38:36,618 - Yeah, sure. - Good. 772 00:38:36,662 --> 00:38:40,318 Because I am going on vacation on the 18th, and when I do, 773 00:38:40,361 --> 00:38:45,540 I need you to be fully prepared to do everything I do here. 774 00:38:45,584 --> 00:38:48,021 775 00:38:48,064 --> 00:38:52,068 - Oh, my God. Jacqueline. 776 00:38:55,724 --> 00:38:57,422 - Everything that Jacqueline does? 777 00:38:57,465 --> 00:38:58,858 What does that even mean? 778 00:38:58,901 --> 00:39:01,643 - I don't know. But it's a lot, right? 779 00:39:01,687 --> 00:39:03,950 - Dude, it means that they're grooming you 780 00:39:03,993 --> 00:39:05,952 to take over "Scarlet" Magazine, Jane. 781 00:39:05,995 --> 00:39:10,217 - I know. It's--it's all happening. 782 00:39:10,260 --> 00:39:12,132 And you know what else is happening? 783 00:39:12,175 --> 00:39:14,787 These shots. - Hey, I'm down. 784 00:39:14,830 --> 00:39:16,136 You want to know why I'm down? - Why? 785 00:39:16,179 --> 00:39:17,790 - 'Cause I don't have a job. - Hey. 786 00:39:17,833 --> 00:39:19,139 - But you know what I do have? - What? 787 00:39:19,182 --> 00:39:21,750 - I have a mission, and I am okay with that. 788 00:39:21,794 --> 00:39:23,230 - There you go. 789 00:39:23,273 --> 00:39:24,753 - You know what, I'm actually going to hold off, okay? 790 00:39:24,797 --> 00:39:26,189 - No, that doesn't work for me. 791 00:39:26,233 --> 00:39:29,976 See, technically I am your boss, so I say you drink. 792 00:39:30,019 --> 00:39:32,326 - Do we drink too much? - Us? 793 00:39:32,370 --> 00:39:33,849 - - No. 794 00:39:33,893 --> 00:39:35,503 Who's out here drinking "three drinks a week?" 795 00:39:35,547 --> 00:39:37,679 No one. No one. We drink the correct amount. 796 00:39:37,723 --> 00:39:38,985 - Yes, cheers. - Cheers. 797 00:39:39,028 --> 00:39:41,379 - Do I drink too much? 798 00:39:44,469 --> 00:39:46,427 - What's going on, boo? 799 00:39:46,471 --> 00:39:48,429 - I just-- 800 00:39:48,473 --> 00:39:53,173 well, Oliver said some things to me today that scared me. 801 00:39:53,216 --> 00:39:54,653 - What? 802 00:39:54,696 --> 00:39:58,308 - That I remind him of Jasper when he had a problem. 803 00:39:58,352 --> 00:40:01,355 - Oh, honey. - I mean, look, the truth is, 804 00:40:01,399 --> 00:40:04,227 I've been drinking more since Richard and I separated. 805 00:40:04,271 --> 00:40:06,447 I just sort of felt like it was a reasonable way to cope. 806 00:40:06,491 --> 00:40:11,800 But I don't know, with my family and my mom, 807 00:40:11,844 --> 00:40:14,847 I mean, do you guys think it's problem? 808 00:40:14,890 --> 00:40:16,370 - I mean, we're your best friends, 809 00:40:16,414 --> 00:40:17,980 so I don't think 810 00:40:18,024 --> 00:40:20,156 that we're really capable of answering that question. 811 00:40:20,200 --> 00:40:21,810 - Yeah, I-- 812 00:40:21,854 --> 00:40:25,379 - Well, I wish that somebody would because I'd like to know. 813 00:40:25,423 --> 00:40:28,251 - Well, have you ever been in therapy? 814 00:40:28,295 --> 00:40:30,210 - No. 815 00:40:30,253 --> 00:40:34,954 - Well, I mean, your life has been 816 00:40:34,997 --> 00:40:38,479 a lot lately, you know? 817 00:40:38,523 --> 00:40:41,090 Your decision not to have kids, getting divorced, 818 00:40:41,134 --> 00:40:43,876 and your mom falling off the wagon. 819 00:40:43,919 --> 00:40:46,226 - Yes, very extra. - Yeah. 820 00:40:46,269 --> 00:40:48,968 - So maybe it would be a good idea 821 00:40:49,011 --> 00:40:52,885 to talk to a therapist-- and a real therapist, not us. 822 00:40:52,928 --> 00:40:57,237 - Yeah, listen to the shroompa. She is wise. 823 00:40:57,280 --> 00:41:01,676 - Okay. I'll try therapy. - I think that's smart. 824 00:41:01,720 --> 00:41:03,809 And I know that we are supposed to be celebrating 825 00:41:03,852 --> 00:41:07,290 the biggest night of my career, but in honor of you, no shots. 826 00:41:07,334 --> 00:41:09,510 - Wow, you really do love me. - We do. 827 00:41:09,554 --> 00:41:12,948 - So much. - 828 00:41:12,992 --> 00:41:15,473 - Maybe some tea though? 829 00:41:15,516 --> 00:41:18,737 - Jane. - Should we get to brewing? 830 00:41:18,780 --> 00:41:20,129 - Queen of psychedelics. 831 00:41:20,173 --> 00:41:21,740 Hey, will you pour those back in the bottle? 832 00:41:21,783 --> 00:41:24,438 Just, we don't want to waste it. 833 00:41:24,482 --> 00:41:27,789