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I've always loved summer.
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And when we were eighteen
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we both said
it'd be the best summer ever.
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We'd have finished high school,
we'd be free,
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we vowed to do so many things.
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I knew that you'd be leaving,
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that you wanted to go away to uni,
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while I'd be staying here.
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But I thought
we'd always get back together.
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Our Eternal Summer
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Lise.
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Wake up.
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Lise.
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What time is it?
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Eleven.
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That's okay.
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Come on, wake up. Wake up!
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You're a pain!
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I don't like mornings.
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You're so beautiful when you sulk.
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- So you're not getting up?
- No.
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I hate you!
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No, not the hose!
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Come back.
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Don't you want to play?
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Not so cocky now, are you?
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It feels good, actually.
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Lola.
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Lola, give it here.
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- I think this'll be good.
- Yeah, defo.
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- No, no!
- Yes!
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That's disgusting.
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You shouldn't mix
two sorts of alcohol together.
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- You'll end up in an alcoholic coma.
- That's Lise-level stupidity!
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Cheers!
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- All right!
- Take it easy.
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Who wants one?
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I thought you'd always protect me.
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Because you were the stronger
of the two of us.
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And throw your hair around.
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There you are!
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Lola!
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Hot stuff!
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- Go for it!
- Yeah! Nice one!
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Did you screw?
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No.
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No, we didn't.
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Why?
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I dunno, it would have been
too trite to sleep together.
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The usual thing: you meet a guy
and you sleep with him.
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- You didn't have any condoms.
- Yes, we did!
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Yes.
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- Couldn't he get it up, then?
- Yes, he could.
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But, I dunno, it wasn't necessary.
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It would have been an overdose.
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It was as if...
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From the point
when it was just the two of us,
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it was like we were already
making love, mentally.
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I'm tired.
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Are you going to see him again?
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No.
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Why?
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If I see him again it'll lose
that "first night" specialness.
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I want it to stay
exactly the way it happened.
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What'll happen if we meet?
We'll have a coffee...
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and I'll realise he's just a guy
and I'm just a woman.
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Whereas last night
I really felt that we were...
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divine.
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- We were gods.
- Lola!
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- It's true!
- Gods, really?
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Yeah.
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Gods.
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You're a total weirdo.
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Come on, come on!
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No, no!
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He's trying to kill me!
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Watch out!
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Stop that for fuck's sake!
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Stop it!
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Élias!
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Let's arm wrestle!
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Be the table.
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I'm the table.
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One, two, three.
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You're crap.
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- Can you put some cream on me?
- Yeah.
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No, Malo!
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It's okay, I'm just trying it on.
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You'll get it wet.
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- Yes, but it suits me better.
- Stop it!
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Shit!
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Give it back!
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Now give it back. That's enough.
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- She's in love.
- Yeah.
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Yeah, you think so?
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Look at her face.
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Look, look!
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Her dimples and everything.
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All right, leave me alone!
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You did look intense
when you got off with him.
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- Well, I liked him.
- We could see that.
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And you, are you still a romantic?
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No, I'm not a romantic,
it's just that...
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I just think Tinder is shit.
Also, love makes you stupid.
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Am I stupid?
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No, you're not!
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- I didn't mean that.
- Malo!
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Do you feel stupid?
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Sometimes.
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Why?
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He's in love.
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The trick question!
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My turn? No, I just put five down.
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I put two down.
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I'm ruined!
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Aren't you fed up,
always shagging the same person?
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And you,
always with different guys?
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No, it's always something new.
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Do you experiment,
do different things?
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Well, look...
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No one asked you!
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No, it's all fine.
Don't worry about it.
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I'm not worrying.
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We...
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We've never talked
about that evening.
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You didn't want to.
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Neither did I.
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But it was with her.
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- There, relax.
- Stop it!
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- You're really sun burnt.
- Am I?
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Do you want some too?
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No, no, it'll hurt.
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Stop it!
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I've got some in my hair too.
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Your skin's so soft.
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Blow hard so it dries.
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That never works.
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That was so soothing. Oh, yeah!
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Let's go.
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Cheers!
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Make eye contact!
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Don't cross arms!
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You nearly ate my finger!
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She spat it all out
and he took a huge mouthful.
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Spat out a whole pizzeria.
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You're horrible!
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I want some of that.
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Smile now. Smile.
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Smile. Smile, Malo.
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Melon's dangerous.
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Don't you want any?
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- Are you done with the spliff?
- Done, done... I'm well done!
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"I'm well done"!
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You thought I was going to.
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No, calm down, calm down!
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Go on, go on!
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I did it with Lola.
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Do it.
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Come here, baby.
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Be gentle, it's my first time!
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I've got a stiffy now!
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That explains all the times
you've looked at me funny.
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- Shall we go?
- Yeah, it's getting cold.
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What, now?
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Let's have another swim. Lise?
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No.
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- Élias, coming?
- No, I'm too pissed.
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One last dip.
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Lola, come for a dip.
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Just a quick one.
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Come on!
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I think I wanted to kiss her.
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I think she wanted to also.
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I even had time
to think it was a...
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perfect moment.
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And I'd barely had time
to think that, before...
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it turned into the worst moment
of my life.
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Lola?
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Lola!
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We all started shouting,
we all started...
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looking for her.
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Then Sam and Soa
called the emergency services.
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After that it was horrible.
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I thought we were immortal.
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Maybe I died too.
Maybe that's why I feel nothing.
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If I see a girl
who looks a bit like you,
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my heart starts beating wildly.
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And I feel hope
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that everyone was wrong,
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that you never drowned,
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that you're still alive.
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You got a smoke?
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Doesn't your boyfriend have one?
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You got a problem?
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You act like nothing's wrong
but you know very well!
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- She doesn't mean it.
- No, let her explain.
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- Where's your boyfriend?
- Stop it, Soa.
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- After what he did!
- What did he do?
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Are you that fucking stupid?
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He's at home, suffering too!
Stop talking shit!
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- You think it was his fault?
- Yes, it was all his fault!
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Can you hear yourself?
Leave me alone!
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Leave me alone, you maniac!
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Yeah, fuck off!
You never listen, anyway!
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It's all right.
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She's just lashing out.
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All right?
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- Where have you been?
- At home.
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Been in the sea?
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Who's that?
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Élias, about tonight.
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I'm not going.
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I'll go.
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I need to get out,
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see people,
have a laugh, have a drink...
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I need to live.
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Why won't you go?
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Lise.
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Are you fucking stupid?
I've fallen out with everyone.
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Do you blame me?
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Lise, what is it?
Don't you want me any more?
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I can't be with them
when I'm with you?
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She thinks it's my fault.
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That's just her.
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- Everyone thinks I killed her.
- Stop it.
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You'd have saved her
if you could.
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What do you think?
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It was an accident.
Could have been you, bruv.
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Are you okay?
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I don't understand
how that can happen.
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I don't understand how you can go
for a swim and not come back.
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When you're young, you think that...
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you're invincible, immortal,
and that...
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it'll last for ever.
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I thought it'd last for ever,
I wanted it to last for ever.
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It was you who introduced me
to the gang,
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it was you who got me partying,
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it was you who...
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helped me discover
everything I'd seen in films that...
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I'd dreamt of experiencing.
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And then...
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Now I don't know what to do,
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I don't know if it'll be
the same thing without you,
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if the gang...
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still has any point.
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I don't know
if maybe I'll end up alone.
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If I'll still go to Spain
to celebrate my 18th.
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What are you doing?
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Come on, forget that.
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Thanks.
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Lise!
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Have we met before, Lise?
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- No, I don't think so.
- No?
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That's me being paranoid, then.
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When I saw you earlier,
I thought we knew each other, but no.
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How did you meet?
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On the beach.
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I'm... her twilight encounter!
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Want a drop, Lise?
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I'll have some.
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I'll pour you a glass.
That's disgusting.
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With your mouth like a tramp!
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Is that okay, Lise?
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Thanks.
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What was that
about a twilight encounter?
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An exercise we did with Rita.
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We had to talk about
significant encounters
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00:36:33,206 --> 00:36:35,331
that we'd made at dawn or twilight.
269
00:36:36,539 --> 00:36:39,456
So, if you follow Marlon's thinking,
270
00:36:40,372 --> 00:36:42,872
he's your twilight encounter.
271
00:36:43,372 --> 00:36:45,039
Your significant encounter.
272
00:37:32,164 --> 00:37:33,747
- Hi, Lise.
- Hi.
273
00:37:34,331 --> 00:37:35,789
Come and sit down.
274
00:37:41,539 --> 00:37:42,956
I'll give you a plate.
275
00:37:43,956 --> 00:37:44,973
There.
276
00:37:44,997 --> 00:37:45,997
Thanks.
277
00:37:46,122 --> 00:37:47,247
Coffee?
278
00:37:47,456 --> 00:37:48,997
Yes, please.
279
00:37:49,206 --> 00:37:51,206
I'll have some too.
280
00:37:53,664 --> 00:37:55,039
Thanks.
281
00:37:58,581 --> 00:38:00,622
Did you sleep well up there?
282
00:38:00,872 --> 00:38:01,914
Yes.
283
00:38:05,247 --> 00:38:07,539
I'm gonna see
about the sound system.
284
00:38:07,747 --> 00:38:10,414
I'll be back about 2.
What are you gonna do?
285
00:38:10,747 --> 00:38:11,997
Don't listen to her.
286
00:38:12,206 --> 00:38:13,706
She'll drag you into it
287
00:38:13,914 --> 00:38:17,372
and you'll be sat waiting
till 4 in the afternoon.
288
00:38:17,581 --> 00:38:18,997
Forget it.
289
00:38:19,206 --> 00:38:20,664
I'm not coming.
290
00:38:21,122 --> 00:38:24,789
- And coffee's a killer.
- I like killing myself with coffee.
291
00:38:24,997 --> 00:38:27,039
I'm gonna hang around here a bit.
292
00:38:29,581 --> 00:38:32,081
Then, if I can get
the overhead projector,
293
00:38:32,289 --> 00:38:34,331
I can test the equipment.
294
00:38:35,706 --> 00:38:39,789
Sorry, but is it a lifestyle choice
to always talk with your mouth full?
295
00:38:40,289 --> 00:38:43,456
- Sorry, I don't do it on purpose.
- Horrible noise!
296
00:38:47,497 --> 00:38:49,497
What are you doing today, Lise?
297
00:38:52,247 --> 00:38:53,622
No idea.
298
00:38:54,706 --> 00:38:57,164
I don't have anything
in particular to do.
299
00:38:57,372 --> 00:38:58,706
Are you at school?
300
00:38:59,497 --> 00:39:03,081
I've just finished my exams,
so school is all over.
301
00:39:04,872 --> 00:39:06,289
Are you a runaway?
302
00:39:12,706 --> 00:39:13,831
No.
303
00:39:20,247 --> 00:39:21,664
It's just that...
304
00:39:24,706 --> 00:39:27,581
I don't feel like going home.
305
00:39:30,872 --> 00:39:33,039
It's not because of my parents.
306
00:39:33,331 --> 00:39:36,872
I dunno, it's just that my head's
full of shit at the moment.
307
00:39:42,414 --> 00:39:45,664
You can stay here a bit,
until you feel better.
308
00:39:46,706 --> 00:39:49,497
We have stuff to do,
but you can just chill.
309
00:39:49,956 --> 00:39:51,997
Yeah, make yourself at home.
310
00:40:02,414 --> 00:40:04,997
"suddenly into one's thoughts.
311
00:40:05,456 --> 00:40:09,456
"I am he who knows
the inner recesses of loss.
312
00:40:10,331 --> 00:40:11,789
"I lose myself...
313
00:40:12,206 --> 00:40:15,414
"I lose myself in my thoughts,
as in a dream,
314
00:40:15,622 --> 00:40:18,247
"as one enters suddenly into..."
315
00:40:19,872 --> 00:40:20,932
"One's thoughts.
316
00:40:20,956 --> 00:40:24,706
"I am he who holds
the inner recesses of my loss."
317
00:40:24,914 --> 00:40:26,289
What are you doing?
318
00:40:27,164 --> 00:40:29,914
Learning something
Rita told me to learn.
319
00:40:30,122 --> 00:40:31,914
Anton in Artaud, do you know it?
320
00:40:32,122 --> 00:40:34,997
She picked out the bits
in fluorescent yellow.
321
00:40:35,706 --> 00:40:38,081
"Deep in the cry
of revolutions and storms,
322
00:40:38,289 --> 00:40:40,872
"deep in the crush of my brain..."
323
00:40:41,081 --> 00:40:43,872
Do you have to read that?
It's depressing.
324
00:40:44,831 --> 00:40:47,164
You think she forces me to? No.
325
00:40:47,872 --> 00:40:51,581
I like doing it. The problem is,
I don't always understand it.
326
00:40:51,831 --> 00:40:55,456
Sometimes I finish saying a phrase,
but I didn't understand it.
327
00:40:57,914 --> 00:40:58,997
And you?
328
00:40:59,956 --> 00:41:00,956
Me?
329
00:41:02,206 --> 00:41:05,539
You're not reading or anything?
Do you like doing nothing?
330
00:41:06,914 --> 00:41:09,164
I'm not in the mood right now.
331
00:41:11,539 --> 00:41:14,831
- Not in the mood for anything!
- Yeah, that's it.
332
00:41:15,039 --> 00:41:17,081
I just want to be quiet.
333
00:41:18,206 --> 00:41:20,289
You should call your mum, though.
334
00:41:20,497 --> 00:41:22,581
They must be worried about you.
335
00:41:22,789 --> 00:41:25,831
I'm sure they are,
they couldn't not be.
336
00:41:27,664 --> 00:41:29,456
I'll send them a text.
337
00:41:36,372 --> 00:41:39,622
Why don't you call them?
It's better.
338
00:41:45,747 --> 00:41:46,997
Imagine...
339
00:41:47,206 --> 00:41:49,664
I'm just saying, as an example.
340
00:41:50,206 --> 00:41:53,706
One day
you decide to send them a text.
341
00:41:54,081 --> 00:41:55,622
So you send a text,
342
00:41:55,831 --> 00:41:58,956
and two days later
they still haven't replied.
343
00:41:59,456 --> 00:42:04,206
You think maybe they haven't seen it,
so you call, once, twice, ten times.
344
00:42:04,872 --> 00:42:06,581
And in the end...
345
00:42:07,206 --> 00:42:09,081
you find out that they're dead.
346
00:42:18,164 --> 00:42:20,206
I know all of that.
347
00:42:21,914 --> 00:42:22,914
I know it already.
348
00:42:26,831 --> 00:42:28,706
No, I don't think you do.
349
00:42:31,997 --> 00:42:33,872
Enjoy it before it's too late.
350
00:42:34,081 --> 00:42:36,289
Everyone leaves this world.
351
00:42:38,872 --> 00:42:40,872
Only the walls remain.
352
00:43:43,622 --> 00:43:44,997
Today...
353
00:43:45,664 --> 00:43:48,372
you may not be able to see it, but...
354
00:43:49,706 --> 00:43:50,956
I'm better.
355
00:43:57,956 --> 00:44:00,247
One day an old man in the street
356
00:44:00,706 --> 00:44:02,081
told me
357
00:44:03,164 --> 00:44:06,914
that maybe I'll see you again
in heaven...
358
00:44:10,456 --> 00:44:11,706
and...
359
00:44:14,956 --> 00:44:17,206
we'll be able to talk again...
360
00:44:18,497 --> 00:44:19,831
like before.
361
00:44:25,497 --> 00:44:27,456
I wish that...
362
00:44:30,372 --> 00:44:32,872
you were still here to shout at me.
363
00:44:54,372 --> 00:44:56,372
I miss you so much.
364
00:45:05,664 --> 00:45:07,956
You made me strong, you know?
365
00:45:14,206 --> 00:45:18,497
Nothing can frighten me any more,
since you went.
366
00:45:35,372 --> 00:45:37,622
You can press it with your fingers.
367
00:46:23,956 --> 00:46:27,622
Mr Legislator of the 1916 bill,
368
00:46:27,831 --> 00:46:30,956
passed as the July 1917 Drug Act,
369
00:46:31,164 --> 00:46:32,747
you are an arsehole.
370
00:46:32,997 --> 00:46:35,414
Your law just annoys
world pharmaceutics
371
00:46:35,622 --> 00:46:38,164
without reducing
the nation's drug addiction.
372
00:46:38,372 --> 00:46:39,747
Because: 1)
373
00:46:39,956 --> 00:46:43,706
The number of addicts who obtain
supplies from pharmacies is tiny.
374
00:46:44,414 --> 00:46:48,789
2) Real drug addicts don't get
their supplies from pharmacies.
375
00:46:48,997 --> 00:46:52,956
3) Addicts who get their supplies
from pharmacies are all sick.
376
00:46:53,872 --> 00:46:57,331
4) The number
of sick addicts is tiny
377
00:46:57,539 --> 00:46:59,747
compared to the number
of fun-seekers.
378
00:46:59,956 --> 00:47:03,247
5) Pharmaceutical restrictions
on drugs
379
00:47:03,456 --> 00:47:07,122
will never bother
organised fun-seeking addicts.
380
00:47:07,331 --> 00:47:10,206
6) There will always be pushers.
381
00:47:10,414 --> 00:47:12,997
7) There will always be drug addicts
382
00:47:13,206 --> 00:47:16,081
through rebellion and desire.
383
00:47:16,289 --> 00:47:21,122
8) Sick addicts have
an inalienable right over society
384
00:47:21,331 --> 00:47:22,789
to be left alone.
385
00:47:24,122 --> 00:47:27,206
There is one illness
against which opium is sovereign,
386
00:47:27,414 --> 00:47:29,039
and that is anxiety,
387
00:47:29,622 --> 00:47:32,456
in its mental, medical,
388
00:47:33,081 --> 00:47:36,206
physiological, logical
or pharmaceutical form.
389
00:47:36,414 --> 00:47:38,039
Anxiety which makes lunatics.
390
00:47:38,247 --> 00:47:40,164
Anxiety which beats against walls.
391
00:47:40,372 --> 00:47:43,164
Anxiety which scratches
mercilessly from inside.
392
00:47:43,372 --> 00:47:45,122
Anxiety which makes suicides.
393
00:47:45,331 --> 00:47:46,872
Anxiety which damns people.
394
00:47:47,081 --> 00:47:50,372
Anxiety which medicine
and your doctor don't recognise.
395
00:47:50,581 --> 00:47:52,039
Anxiety which wrongs life.
396
00:47:52,247 --> 00:47:55,331
Anxiety which pinches
the umbilical cord of life.
397
00:47:58,581 --> 00:48:00,747
No, not like that. Hang on...
398
00:48:32,664 --> 00:48:34,706
Go on, Marlon, your toast.
399
00:48:35,539 --> 00:48:37,122
I drink to...
400
00:48:39,247 --> 00:48:40,831
Lise.
401
00:48:42,872 --> 00:48:44,872
To be fair, that's lovely.
402
00:48:45,081 --> 00:48:46,456
Yeah, classy.
403
00:48:47,539 --> 00:48:49,081
You hoping for a shag?
404
00:48:51,247 --> 00:48:52,831
Seriously, Cosmo?
405
00:48:54,456 --> 00:48:55,747
I dunno!
406
00:48:55,956 --> 00:48:57,831
Lise, do you have a toast?
407
00:48:58,039 --> 00:49:00,872
I drink to you lot, for your welcome.
408
00:49:01,122 --> 00:49:02,289
Cheers.
409
00:49:03,706 --> 00:49:06,747
If you had to be some entity,
what would it be?
410
00:49:07,706 --> 00:49:08,789
Marlon?
411
00:49:09,164 --> 00:49:11,122
I dunno.
412
00:49:12,414 --> 00:49:14,122
What I'd like to be
413
00:49:14,747 --> 00:49:15,997
is Jesus.
414
00:49:17,247 --> 00:49:19,706
Everyone loves a god.
415
00:49:19,997 --> 00:49:23,664
I'm like this, everyone loves me,
I perform miracles,
416
00:49:24,789 --> 00:49:25,956
I walk on water.
417
00:49:26,164 --> 00:49:28,706
You try to touch me
but, no, you can't.
418
00:49:28,914 --> 00:49:30,664
Because I'm a mirage.
419
00:49:30,872 --> 00:49:32,372
I could wear a harness,
420
00:49:32,581 --> 00:49:34,539
so I can fly up in the air...
421
00:49:34,747 --> 00:49:36,081
I don't think Jesus
422
00:49:36,289 --> 00:49:39,164
is the best representation
for this show.
423
00:49:39,372 --> 00:49:41,164
Nice try, but no.
424
00:49:41,372 --> 00:49:43,372
Marlon, what do you want you be?
425
00:49:44,659 --> 00:49:45,682
Time.
426
00:49:45,706 --> 00:49:47,331
- Time?
- Yeah.
427
00:49:48,081 --> 00:49:49,497
What would you do?
428
00:49:52,039 --> 00:49:53,456
Fix stuff.
429
00:49:54,789 --> 00:49:56,039
Fix what?
430
00:50:00,497 --> 00:50:02,164
Marlon, what would you do?
431
00:50:03,539 --> 00:50:05,997
What would you do?
Time is a good idea.
432
00:50:06,206 --> 00:50:09,289
I dunno, I'd be there,
around you lot,
433
00:50:10,872 --> 00:50:13,039
I'd move forward, go back,
434
00:50:13,247 --> 00:50:15,664
and at some points
I could freeze time.
435
00:50:21,418 --> 00:50:22,585
That suits him.
436
00:50:23,247 --> 00:50:25,331
Yeah.
It'll do him good, anyway,
437
00:50:25,539 --> 00:50:27,747
a bit of peace and calm.
438
00:50:31,039 --> 00:50:32,872
I want to be a wave.
439
00:50:33,581 --> 00:50:36,497
- A wave dies as soon as it's born.
- Fine by me.
440
00:50:37,831 --> 00:50:39,497
What about you, Lise?
441
00:50:39,831 --> 00:50:43,122
I dunno.
I like the idea of time, but...
442
00:50:43,789 --> 00:50:45,747
I wouldn't want to be a wave.
443
00:50:48,372 --> 00:50:50,122
- Shall we move a bit?
- Yeah.
444
00:50:50,331 --> 00:50:52,539
Okay. "What's inside me"
plus movement.
445
00:50:53,331 --> 00:50:54,831
What's inside me...
446
00:51:01,331 --> 00:51:02,872
What's inside me...
447
00:51:07,497 --> 00:51:09,164
What's inside me...
448
00:51:13,664 --> 00:51:14,831
What's inside me...
449
00:51:22,497 --> 00:51:23,956
What's inside me...
450
00:51:28,206 --> 00:51:29,747
What's inside me...
451
00:51:33,081 --> 00:51:34,247
Come on!
452
00:51:35,539 --> 00:51:36,997
Okay, what's inside me...
453
00:51:42,414 --> 00:51:43,872
What's inside me...
454
00:51:49,622 --> 00:51:50,914
Your turn, Marlon.
455
00:51:51,622 --> 00:51:53,331
What's inside me...
456
00:51:56,706 --> 00:52:00,206
This is a fucking pain,
I'm not in the mood.
457
00:52:01,956 --> 00:52:04,539
- What do you mean?
- It's a waste of time.
458
00:52:04,747 --> 00:52:08,789
We're doing these things
that won't even be in the play.
459
00:52:08,997 --> 00:52:10,539
It's a waste of time.
460
00:52:10,747 --> 00:52:12,289
It's not a waste of time.
461
00:52:12,497 --> 00:52:14,997
- It's moronic!
- It's not moronic!
462
00:52:15,206 --> 00:52:16,872
We're putting on a play, not...
463
00:52:17,081 --> 00:52:20,581
Yeah, but we have to work
through lots of things to get there.
464
00:52:20,789 --> 00:52:24,206
It needs time, hard work,
you have to be patient...
465
00:52:24,414 --> 00:52:27,289
I don't want to do
these experiments...
466
00:52:27,497 --> 00:52:30,331
- What do you want to do?
- Do the play!
467
00:52:30,539 --> 00:52:33,497
You want to earn a million,
go straight to Hollywood?
468
00:52:33,706 --> 00:52:37,039
It doesn't work like that!
Get out of my space!
469
00:52:41,456 --> 00:52:43,081
Come up with something, then.
470
00:52:43,289 --> 00:52:46,622
You don't like what we're doing,
so suggest something else.
471
00:52:47,706 --> 00:52:49,622
- I've got nothing.
- He's got nothing!
472
00:52:49,831 --> 00:52:50,872
Go on!
473
00:52:52,331 --> 00:52:54,414
Maybe try to do something calmer.
474
00:52:54,622 --> 00:52:57,289
There's nothing calmer,
don't you get it?
475
00:52:57,497 --> 00:52:58,539
It's not her fault.
476
00:52:58,747 --> 00:53:01,331
It's because she's here
that he won't do it!
477
00:53:01,539 --> 00:53:02,622
I'm going out!
478
00:53:03,747 --> 00:53:06,872
You two can't communicate,
it does my fucking head in!
479
00:53:10,331 --> 00:53:11,872
What do we do now?
480
00:53:12,831 --> 00:53:13,956
Marlon?
481
00:53:14,664 --> 00:53:15,831
I dunno.
482
00:53:25,414 --> 00:53:27,122
Are you still pissed off?
483
00:53:27,539 --> 00:53:29,206
No, I've calmed down.
484
00:53:37,747 --> 00:53:40,747
Can't you sit down
rather than pacing like that?
485
00:53:57,164 --> 00:53:58,247
Want some?
486
00:54:09,456 --> 00:54:11,414
Don't you sometimes feel we'll die
487
00:54:11,622 --> 00:54:14,456
before we've done 1%
of what we were meant to do?
488
00:54:17,789 --> 00:54:18,789
No.
489
00:54:21,414 --> 00:54:23,206
You never think about that?
490
00:54:26,831 --> 00:54:30,372
I think about it all the time, Rita,
you know that.
491
00:54:32,206 --> 00:54:34,956
Why do you think
we fell out just then?
492
00:54:36,831 --> 00:54:38,497
Why did we argue?
493
00:54:38,747 --> 00:54:41,456
You know I don't like wasting time.
494
00:54:41,664 --> 00:54:44,664
Rather than working on the play,
495
00:54:44,872 --> 00:54:48,622
and you know I love your play,
I'd really like to do that,
496
00:54:48,831 --> 00:54:51,706
we're just monkeying about,
497
00:54:51,914 --> 00:54:54,331
jumping up and down, shouting...
498
00:54:54,539 --> 00:54:56,872
I don't get it,
I don't like wasting time.
499
00:54:57,081 --> 00:54:59,747
Why do you say that, now she's here?
500
00:54:59,956 --> 00:55:03,247
We could have discussed it before,
just amongst us.
501
00:55:23,956 --> 00:55:25,081
Stop it.
502
00:57:40,456 --> 00:57:41,539
Lola.
503
00:57:43,206 --> 00:57:44,289
Yes?
504
00:57:46,706 --> 00:57:49,372
Do you think this void
will one day be filled?
505
00:58:38,831 --> 00:58:39,997
Thanks.
506
00:59:05,747 --> 00:59:06,914
Let's go.
507
00:59:07,581 --> 00:59:08,664
Where?
508
00:59:09,331 --> 00:59:10,331
Just leave.
509
00:59:10,497 --> 00:59:12,997
You, me, nick a car and leave.
510
00:59:15,081 --> 00:59:16,289
And Lise?
511
00:59:18,706 --> 00:59:20,289
Lise has already gone.
512
00:59:39,622 --> 00:59:42,039
Don't say things like that, please.
513
00:59:42,497 --> 00:59:44,581
I just want to get away from here.
514
00:59:44,789 --> 00:59:46,164
Everyone does.
515
00:59:46,956 --> 00:59:49,539
- You'll leave me here alone?
- No.
516
00:59:49,747 --> 00:59:52,664
After all we've been through
together.
517
00:59:52,872 --> 00:59:55,164
You've always been there for me,
518
00:59:55,372 --> 00:59:57,872
even when I didn't need you.
519
00:59:59,039 --> 01:00:02,581
And you'll just go away,
leaving all this behind you?
520
01:00:04,914 --> 01:00:06,372
I'll come back.
521
01:00:11,206 --> 01:00:13,039
I don't want you to go.
522
01:00:14,914 --> 01:00:16,039
Why?
523
01:00:16,247 --> 01:00:17,539
I need you.
524
01:00:19,956 --> 01:00:21,164
I dunno.
525
01:00:22,789 --> 01:00:23,956
Look...
526
01:00:25,997 --> 01:00:28,747
I've got so used to you,
527
01:00:28,956 --> 01:00:32,789
to everything we've done together,
to all the everyday stuff.
528
01:00:34,247 --> 01:00:36,456
I think I love you, actually.
529
01:00:41,039 --> 01:00:42,039
What?
530
01:00:42,247 --> 01:00:45,456
You just come out with that,
I don't know what to say.
531
01:00:46,206 --> 01:00:49,247
You could say
something like: "Me too."
532
01:00:49,456 --> 01:00:50,747
For example.
533
01:00:53,831 --> 01:00:56,122
Yeah, it wouldn't be a lie.
534
01:00:59,706 --> 01:01:01,289
I'll leave you alone.
535
01:01:58,747 --> 01:02:00,247
When I...
536
01:02:01,581 --> 01:02:03,081
finished high school,
537
01:02:03,289 --> 01:02:05,456
I left for a year.
538
01:02:07,747 --> 01:02:11,247
I just couldn't be with my mates,
with the people around me.
539
01:02:11,914 --> 01:02:13,372
I couldn't...
540
01:02:15,247 --> 01:02:16,706
I couldn't talk.
541
01:02:17,622 --> 01:02:19,872
I'd gone sort of mute.
542
01:02:20,497 --> 01:02:22,081
So I left.
543
01:02:23,914 --> 01:02:27,789
One of my mates
told me about this lake,
544
01:02:28,414 --> 01:02:30,664
about an hour and a half
from Toulouse,
545
01:02:30,872 --> 01:02:32,622
in the middle of the mountains.
546
01:02:32,831 --> 01:02:36,706
I thought: "I'll try the hermit life,
since I can't be with people."
547
01:02:37,039 --> 01:02:38,164
Seriously?
548
01:02:38,372 --> 01:02:40,747
I was doing, like, Into the Wild.
549
01:02:41,997 --> 01:02:46,081
I ended up, at 8:30 in the evening,
in this town called Mazamet.
550
01:02:47,539 --> 01:02:50,414
I was hitch-hiking
with my big yellow rucksack.
551
01:02:51,081 --> 01:02:55,956
And finally I got picked up
by this really nice young guy.
552
01:02:56,497 --> 01:02:58,206
Rémi, his name was.
553
01:02:58,497 --> 01:03:01,247
I said: "I'm going to this place,
La Planète."
554
01:03:01,456 --> 01:03:03,789
He said: "What's that, a nightclub?"
555
01:03:04,914 --> 01:03:08,039
We couldn't find it,
he didn't know where it was.
556
01:03:08,497 --> 01:03:10,414
And he put me up for 3 or 4 days.
557
01:03:10,622 --> 01:03:13,289
He lived with his mum and sister
558
01:03:13,497 --> 01:03:15,372
in this dump of a place.
559
01:03:16,664 --> 01:03:18,039
They were really poor.
560
01:03:18,914 --> 01:03:20,122
He had...
561
01:03:20,539 --> 01:03:21,997
He couldn't sleep at night
562
01:03:22,206 --> 01:03:26,872
because a year before that
he'd killed someone with his car.
563
01:03:27,081 --> 01:03:28,872
Someone the same age as him.
564
01:03:29,706 --> 01:03:31,206
So, since then...
565
01:03:33,872 --> 01:03:34,914
Yeah.
566
01:03:35,706 --> 01:03:37,539
I'd love to see that guy again.
567
01:03:37,747 --> 01:03:39,956
Sometimes
you meet people like that...
568
01:03:41,206 --> 01:03:44,664
And after that
I made it to the famous lake.
569
01:03:47,331 --> 01:03:50,372
- Weren't you afraid, alone at night?
- Yes, I was.
570
01:03:51,081 --> 01:03:52,497
What did you do?
571
01:03:53,122 --> 01:03:55,914
I had books, I read a lot.
But, yes, I was afraid.
572
01:03:56,122 --> 01:03:58,081
The first night there was a storm,
573
01:03:58,289 --> 01:04:01,456
then there are the noises of nature,
of animals...
574
01:04:01,664 --> 01:04:03,706
You don't feel so cocky out there.
575
01:04:04,706 --> 01:04:07,414
- But you made it through.
- Yeah, I did.
576
01:04:08,372 --> 01:04:10,372
It calmed me down, soothed me.
577
01:04:10,789 --> 01:04:12,206
Then I did lots of stuff.
578
01:04:12,414 --> 01:04:15,956
I lived in Lyon,
mostly on the street.
579
01:04:16,164 --> 01:04:19,247
Then I met this guy,
who I fell madly in love with.
580
01:04:20,831 --> 01:04:22,247
He left...
581
01:04:23,372 --> 01:04:27,581
He left for the skiing season
two weeks after we got together.
582
01:04:30,664 --> 01:04:34,247
I got his number, I called him
and I said: "I'm coming to you."
583
01:04:35,539 --> 01:04:36,747
And I did.
584
01:04:41,872 --> 01:04:44,456
Why couldn't you be
with other people?
585
01:05:05,414 --> 01:05:06,997
Are you missing someone?
586
01:05:11,289 --> 01:05:12,372
Yeah.
587
01:05:12,622 --> 01:05:14,372
I'm missing someone, yeah.
588
01:05:38,581 --> 01:05:40,039
Then I came back,
589
01:05:42,539 --> 01:05:44,081
and started doing theatre.
590
01:05:53,372 --> 01:05:55,372
I want to say two things.
591
01:05:58,414 --> 01:05:59,747
To tell you two things.
592
01:06:05,247 --> 01:06:07,706
The first thing
is that I'm angry with you.
593
01:06:10,747 --> 01:06:12,206
Terribly so.
594
01:06:17,747 --> 01:06:19,539
I think it was selfish.
595
01:06:26,122 --> 01:06:28,914
Leaving us all alone here,
in the shit.
596
01:06:29,122 --> 01:06:30,914
It's easy to do that.
597
01:06:36,789 --> 01:06:38,081
Too easy.
598
01:06:39,872 --> 01:06:43,081
Because we're still here,
getting up in the morning.
599
01:06:43,706 --> 01:06:45,914
We have to keep on breathing...
600
01:06:51,456 --> 01:06:52,872
to keep on fighting.
601
01:07:03,706 --> 01:07:05,581
And the second thing
602
01:07:06,664 --> 01:07:08,164
is that...
603
01:07:11,039 --> 01:07:13,122
I thought you were brave
604
01:07:14,081 --> 01:07:15,414
to do that.
605
01:10:53,331 --> 01:10:54,539
Lola.
606
01:11:01,872 --> 01:11:03,706
I didn't want you to go.
607
01:11:09,039 --> 01:11:10,997
I didn't want to either, Lise.
608
01:11:14,747 --> 01:11:18,414
But I'll always be here.
I promised you and I'm promising now.
609
01:11:19,247 --> 01:11:20,497
I know.
610
01:11:21,289 --> 01:11:22,581
I can feel it.
611
01:11:27,497 --> 01:11:30,289
When you left
I thought my life stopped there.
612
01:11:33,289 --> 01:11:34,581
But it's not true.
613
01:11:37,497 --> 01:11:39,039
I want to live.
614
01:11:49,872 --> 01:11:51,664
I'll live for both of us.
615
01:11:52,456 --> 01:11:54,539
It'll always be Lise and Lola,
Lola and Lise.
616
01:11:57,081 --> 01:11:58,206
Always.