1 00:00:43,587 --> 00:00:45,672 - Gran! - Drew? 2 00:00:45,756 --> 00:00:47,174 - Gran! - Hold on. 3 00:00:47,257 --> 00:00:49,343 - Drew, come here. - I'll be right out. 4 00:00:49,426 --> 00:00:51,261 Yeah, I don't like it. It's too dark. 5 00:00:51,345 --> 00:00:53,545 - It's okay. It's okay. - It's okay, here I come. 6 00:00:53,597 --> 00:00:56,034 - Here. Here's Gran. Here's Gran. - It's okay, buddy. Come on. 7 00:00:56,058 --> 00:00:58,602 There we go. I got you, I got you. Hold on to me. 8 00:00:58,685 --> 00:01:00,479 Do we have any real flashlights? 9 00:01:00,562 --> 00:01:02,898 Uh, yeah, they're... They're by the sink. 10 00:01:02,981 --> 00:01:05,817 - Only one works. - What about candles? 11 00:01:05,901 --> 00:01:08,654 Um... Yeah. I think we got a few. 12 00:01:08,737 --> 00:01:10,364 - My turtle. - What? 13 00:01:10,447 --> 00:01:12,824 - I left him on the floor. - Okay. 14 00:01:12,908 --> 00:01:14,952 Christ, he's probably shitting all over the place. 15 00:01:15,035 --> 00:01:16,870 Okay. There you go. Go with Nana. 16 00:01:16,954 --> 00:01:20,082 - Take my phone, all right. - Gran didn't mean to say "shit." 17 00:01:20,165 --> 00:01:22,325 - Here, Nana. Matches. - Thank you, sweetie. Thank you. 18 00:01:22,376 --> 00:01:23,418 Everyone okay? 19 00:01:23,502 --> 00:01:25,629 - I got some extra batteries. - Hey, Dad. 20 00:01:25,712 --> 00:01:27,714 Hey, it's Pop Pop. He brought batteries! 21 00:01:27,798 --> 00:01:28,756 How are you, bud? 22 00:01:28,757 --> 00:01:30,759 Yeah, we're gonna go outside and look at the moon. 23 00:01:30,842 --> 00:01:32,522 - We're gonna light candles. - Fun. 24 00:01:32,970 --> 00:01:34,638 Bring that one in your room. 25 00:01:34,721 --> 00:01:36,348 - Thank you. - Mm-hm. 26 00:01:37,391 --> 00:01:39,184 It's gonna be okay, Ryan. 27 00:01:42,145 --> 00:01:43,605 It's our secret, all right? 28 00:01:48,068 --> 00:01:49,194 Only us. 29 00:02:35,866 --> 00:02:37,034 Oh, God. 30 00:02:42,956 --> 00:02:45,751 Seven-five-two-two to Delcom. Expedite E.M.S. 31 00:02:45,834 --> 00:02:48,045 I'm at the scene of the accident on Panel Road. 32 00:02:48,587 --> 00:02:51,214 Victim's ID is Betty Carroll. No pulse. 33 00:02:52,507 --> 00:02:53,717 How are things with Faye? 34 00:02:55,469 --> 00:02:56,469 Mm... 35 00:02:57,304 --> 00:02:59,389 Not totally great at the moment. 36 00:03:00,015 --> 00:03:01,058 I'm sorry. 37 00:03:03,060 --> 00:03:05,562 Don't be. We'll figure it out. 38 00:03:08,398 --> 00:03:10,484 Been through worse, we'll get through this. 39 00:03:13,862 --> 00:03:14,905 How are you? 40 00:03:16,323 --> 00:03:18,367 I feel like I don't ask you that enough these days. 41 00:03:20,619 --> 00:03:23,038 It's fine, Dad, really. 42 00:03:23,121 --> 00:03:25,332 No, sweetie. It's not fine. 43 00:03:28,502 --> 00:03:30,045 And for so long, uh... 44 00:03:31,713 --> 00:03:34,758 your mother and I were so wrapped up in our own crap and... 45 00:03:36,718 --> 00:03:37,928 Kevin's issues. 46 00:03:40,472 --> 00:03:42,599 I feel like we forgot to ask you how you're doing. 47 00:03:45,060 --> 00:03:47,229 I just take for granted that you're okay, 48 00:03:47,312 --> 00:03:48,855 and that's not fair, Siobhan. 49 00:03:50,607 --> 00:03:52,609 I'm not gonna do that anymore, okay? 50 00:04:01,701 --> 00:04:02,869 I met someone. 51 00:04:04,454 --> 00:04:05,705 You met someone? 52 00:04:06,415 --> 00:04:07,415 Mm-hm. 53 00:04:08,250 --> 00:04:09,418 Fucking turtle. 54 00:04:39,656 --> 00:04:44,536 - What day is it, Kev? - Today is... 55 00:04:45,162 --> 00:04:46,746 Saturday. 56 00:04:47,789 --> 00:04:49,541 - August... - August... 57 00:04:49,624 --> 00:04:51,293 - ...fourteen. - ...fourteen! 58 00:04:51,376 --> 00:04:52,376 Right. 59 00:04:52,377 --> 00:04:54,421 And what's special about today? 60 00:04:54,504 --> 00:04:56,882 It's my birthday. 61 00:04:56,965 --> 00:04:59,634 Fine breeze and some fine water. 62 00:05:00,635 --> 00:05:03,096 As you can see, the lake behind us. 63 00:05:03,638 --> 00:05:05,182 Follow me, Mom. 64 00:05:05,265 --> 00:05:08,560 Let's jump in together. One, two... 65 00:05:08,643 --> 00:05:11,021 - Two, three! Hey! - ...three! 66 00:05:21,573 --> 00:05:24,159 Kevin was a pretty normal little kid, yeah? 67 00:05:24,784 --> 00:05:26,953 Funny, silly, active. 68 00:05:28,997 --> 00:05:31,416 We got the Tourette's diagnosis when he was eight. 69 00:05:32,209 --> 00:05:35,295 Soon after, the mood disorder emerged. 70 00:05:36,421 --> 00:05:37,422 He'd... 71 00:05:38,507 --> 00:05:40,467 He'd hit his sister, hit me, 72 00:05:40,550 --> 00:05:43,303 explode into violent tantrums over the smallest things. 73 00:05:43,762 --> 00:05:46,223 And did his behavior ever frighten you? 74 00:05:48,642 --> 00:05:51,394 Sometimes... yeah. 75 00:05:52,020 --> 00:05:56,483 Did you try any counseling or... perhaps some medication? 76 00:05:56,566 --> 00:05:59,361 Oh, God. What wasn't he put on? 77 00:05:59,444 --> 00:06:03,365 Adderall, Ritalin, Epitol, Loxitane... 78 00:06:04,658 --> 00:06:06,535 Olanzapine, that shit was the worst. 79 00:06:06,618 --> 00:06:08,161 He blew up like a balloon on that one. 80 00:06:08,245 --> 00:06:11,039 He'd be on his knees every morning begging us not to make him take it. 81 00:06:11,748 --> 00:06:13,208 Did they help him at all? 82 00:06:14,334 --> 00:06:15,335 Some. 83 00:06:15,418 --> 00:06:19,339 This mood disorder, is there a history of that... 84 00:06:19,422 --> 00:06:21,341 in your family, outside of Kevin? 85 00:06:21,883 --> 00:06:22,968 Um... 86 00:06:25,554 --> 00:06:27,138 Well, my dad was depressed. 87 00:06:27,973 --> 00:06:30,016 He was never officially diagnosed but my... 88 00:06:30,684 --> 00:06:33,186 My mother would just send him out of the house when 89 00:06:33,270 --> 00:06:35,230 she'd notice him sinking. And, uh... 90 00:06:36,106 --> 00:06:38,149 he'd go live with his brother in Drexel Hill for... 91 00:06:39,234 --> 00:06:41,695 a few weeks and come home when he, uh, 92 00:06:41,778 --> 00:06:44,155 - felt strong enough. - And what about you? 93 00:06:46,408 --> 00:06:48,159 Any periods of depression? 94 00:06:49,035 --> 00:06:50,120 Um... 95 00:06:52,789 --> 00:06:55,333 Yeah. I mean, there were times, you know. 96 00:06:58,086 --> 00:06:59,462 Yeah, thinking back... 97 00:07:01,047 --> 00:07:03,216 maybe I was. I mean, I probably was. 98 00:07:04,551 --> 00:07:07,637 There was a period after Siobhan was born 99 00:07:08,096 --> 00:07:10,849 and Kevin was starting to become difficult and, uh... 100 00:07:13,143 --> 00:07:14,352 yeah, um... 101 00:07:15,812 --> 00:07:17,731 But, you know, growing up, my mom... 102 00:07:17,814 --> 00:07:20,066 She didn't have patience for any of that. 103 00:07:20,650 --> 00:07:23,778 And she was overwhelmed dealing with my dad, so... 104 00:07:24,863 --> 00:07:27,365 you know, I didn't wanna burden her 105 00:07:27,449 --> 00:07:29,200 any more than she already was, so I just... 106 00:07:30,619 --> 00:07:31,786 coped with it. 107 00:07:32,662 --> 00:07:35,165 Yeah? And how did your father cope with it? 108 00:07:38,960 --> 00:07:40,378 Well, he shot himself. 109 00:07:42,380 --> 00:07:43,798 Yeah, I was 13 years old. 110 00:07:45,050 --> 00:07:46,259 I'm so sorry, Mare. 111 00:07:51,056 --> 00:07:54,184 That must have been so much to carry as a young child. 112 00:07:54,267 --> 00:07:55,894 How did it make you feel? 113 00:07:57,145 --> 00:07:59,022 Like I wasn't enough for him. 114 00:08:07,322 --> 00:08:08,365 You think... 115 00:08:09,282 --> 00:08:12,202 maybe it's... something you inherit. 116 00:08:14,871 --> 00:08:16,164 What? 117 00:08:16,247 --> 00:08:18,458 You know, suicide, mental illness? 118 00:08:19,584 --> 00:08:22,462 'Cause I read a bunch of articles about these scientists who think 119 00:08:22,545 --> 00:08:27,759 maybe it's... you know, passed down from generation to generation. 120 00:08:28,551 --> 00:08:30,970 You think, maybe? 121 00:08:32,222 --> 00:08:35,308 What are you looking for when you're reading these articles? 122 00:08:36,935 --> 00:08:37,936 Um... 123 00:08:39,187 --> 00:08:40,980 Hope, I guess. 124 00:08:42,774 --> 00:08:45,068 Hope that your grandson won't turn out like... 125 00:08:45,151 --> 00:08:46,152 Like my dad. 126 00:08:47,737 --> 00:08:48,780 Or Kevin. 127 00:08:51,199 --> 00:08:52,659 Does it worry you that he might? 128 00:08:55,995 --> 00:08:57,205 Oh, God, yeah. 129 00:09:00,500 --> 00:09:01,501 I'm terrified. 130 00:09:05,213 --> 00:09:06,840 Poor Betty Carroll. 131 00:09:07,632 --> 00:09:10,009 I mean, she was just going out for cereal, 132 00:09:10,093 --> 00:09:12,721 and she had a heart attack and crashed into that pole. 133 00:09:13,346 --> 00:09:14,723 Cheerios killed her. 134 00:09:15,306 --> 00:09:16,766 Well, not exactly, Mom. 135 00:09:17,267 --> 00:09:19,436 Mrs. Carroll was gonna have a heart attack 136 00:09:19,519 --> 00:09:21,187 with or without the Cheerios. 137 00:09:21,271 --> 00:09:22,647 Not necessarily. 138 00:09:22,731 --> 00:09:25,066 I mean, what if she saw a deer or a raccoon in the road 139 00:09:25,150 --> 00:09:28,153 and, you know, it spooked her enough that her heart exploded? 140 00:09:29,237 --> 00:09:30,697 Drew, go put your jammies on, honey. 141 00:09:31,114 --> 00:09:32,323 In a second. 142 00:09:32,407 --> 00:09:34,492 No. That's what you said ten minutes ago. 143 00:09:34,576 --> 00:09:36,244 Go put your pajamas on. Now. 144 00:09:36,327 --> 00:09:37,579 - Now. Go. - Okay. 145 00:09:38,288 --> 00:09:39,539 Go, run. 146 00:09:49,048 --> 00:09:51,843 - Pass the damn ball! - Come on! Pass it! 147 00:09:53,470 --> 00:09:54,637 Do you like this? 148 00:09:54,721 --> 00:09:55,889 - Yeah. - Yeah? Okay. 149 00:09:57,849 --> 00:09:59,642 Oh, that's very pretty. 150 00:09:59,726 --> 00:10:01,936 That's beautiful. Bracelets? 151 00:10:05,482 --> 00:10:07,567 I watched your documentary project. 152 00:10:08,109 --> 00:10:09,611 Oh, yeah? 153 00:10:09,694 --> 00:10:12,489 I thought it was beautiful, Siobhan. I was so moved. 154 00:10:12,572 --> 00:10:13,615 It was really brave. 155 00:10:14,616 --> 00:10:15,784 Thanks. 156 00:10:15,867 --> 00:10:18,536 So, I had this media lab teacher my freshman year, 157 00:10:18,620 --> 00:10:21,247 this brilliant, inspiring woman named Meg Frawley. 158 00:10:21,998 --> 00:10:23,416 And she just took the head position 159 00:10:23,500 --> 00:10:25,877 of Media Studies at Cal Berkeley last year. 160 00:10:26,711 --> 00:10:29,506 I think you should talk to her. You two would really hit it off. 161 00:10:30,048 --> 00:10:31,299 Cal Berkeley? 162 00:10:31,883 --> 00:10:34,052 - Like, in California? - Yeah, babe. 163 00:10:34,135 --> 00:10:35,929 In California. 164 00:10:37,180 --> 00:10:39,182 I already submitted my applications. 165 00:10:39,265 --> 00:10:41,142 Yeah, but just talk to her. 166 00:10:41,226 --> 00:10:43,853 And if you don't like what she has to say, 167 00:10:43,937 --> 00:10:47,106 then I wasted 20 minutes of your life and I'll make it up to you. 168 00:10:47,649 --> 00:10:48,691 Yeah? 169 00:10:49,317 --> 00:10:51,444 - Yeah. - How? 170 00:10:52,362 --> 00:10:54,113 Well, I have to figure that out. 171 00:10:56,533 --> 00:10:58,576 She's so happy. 172 00:10:58,660 --> 00:11:01,788 She's been looking forward to trying on those dresses all week. 173 00:11:01,871 --> 00:11:04,582 Don't tell her, but, uh, we got a limo 174 00:11:04,666 --> 00:11:06,918 to take her and her friend to dinner and the prom. 175 00:11:07,001 --> 00:11:08,920 Oh, that's wonderful. 176 00:11:09,003 --> 00:11:10,463 She's gonna have a ball. 177 00:11:10,922 --> 00:11:13,091 Okay, okay, okay, okay, okay, okay, okay, okay. 178 00:11:13,174 --> 00:11:15,301 That's enough. All right, time for bed. 179 00:11:15,385 --> 00:11:18,763 - Let's say goodnight. Say goodnight. - Goodnight, Ryan. 180 00:11:18,847 --> 00:11:20,607 - Goodnight. - Bye, cutie. Sleep well. 181 00:11:20,640 --> 00:11:22,976 - Goodnight, pal. - Brush your teeth. Night. 182 00:11:23,059 --> 00:11:24,185 Anyone need a beer? 183 00:11:24,894 --> 00:11:26,312 - Yeah. - I'd take another one. 184 00:11:26,396 --> 00:11:27,397 I'm good. 185 00:11:28,565 --> 00:11:30,275 Lori tell you the news, Mare? 186 00:11:30,859 --> 00:11:31,860 What news? 187 00:11:32,944 --> 00:11:35,071 We went to visit Kenny over at Delaware County Prison 188 00:11:35,154 --> 00:11:37,991 the other day, and he asked us if we would consider 189 00:11:38,074 --> 00:11:41,452 - taking Erin's son, DJ, in. - Take him in? 190 00:11:43,955 --> 00:11:45,623 Like... Like adopt him? 191 00:11:47,166 --> 00:11:48,376 What'd you tell him? 192 00:11:50,003 --> 00:11:51,504 We told him we'd think about it. 193 00:11:52,213 --> 00:11:53,756 Kenny still has to talk to the lawyer. 194 00:11:55,300 --> 00:11:58,303 Right now, DJ's still living with Dylan and his parents. 195 00:11:59,220 --> 00:12:01,806 Do you think Kenny ever hit her, John? 196 00:12:02,432 --> 00:12:04,350 - Erin? - Come on. 197 00:12:04,893 --> 00:12:06,477 We all know what he's like. 198 00:12:08,229 --> 00:12:09,397 There were times we suspected 199 00:12:09,480 --> 00:12:11,240 - things weren't good. - Here you go. 200 00:12:11,274 --> 00:12:13,276 But Erin was tough, like her mother. 201 00:12:13,359 --> 00:12:14,736 I mean, you remember Rachel. 202 00:12:14,819 --> 00:12:18,114 She didn't tell anybody she had leukemia until she was going into hospice. 203 00:12:18,197 --> 00:12:20,033 Erin was a lot like that. She... 204 00:12:20,909 --> 00:12:22,368 She didn't like to talk about stuff. 205 00:12:22,452 --> 00:12:25,622 No, but we all knew he wasn't treating her right. 206 00:12:25,705 --> 00:12:28,458 Of course. That's why we took care of her. 207 00:12:28,541 --> 00:12:31,127 Erin even lived with Billy for a little while. 208 00:12:32,086 --> 00:12:34,589 When did she live with you, Bill? 209 00:12:34,672 --> 00:12:37,634 Oh, uh... God. That was like, uh... 210 00:12:38,843 --> 00:12:41,054 three years ago. At least. 211 00:12:42,680 --> 00:12:44,223 What did she move in for? 212 00:12:46,017 --> 00:12:47,393 Well, her mother just died 213 00:12:47,477 --> 00:12:50,897 and Kenny was drinking a lot, I think, and... 214 00:12:51,814 --> 00:12:53,566 And we didn't want her around that. 215 00:12:54,067 --> 00:12:56,277 So I asked her to come stay with me, 216 00:12:56,361 --> 00:12:58,613 and I fixed her up a room in the basement. 217 00:12:58,696 --> 00:13:01,032 And how long she stay? 218 00:13:02,909 --> 00:13:03,910 Uh... 219 00:13:05,161 --> 00:13:08,414 - Three weeks, maybe? - It was a little longer than that, wasn't it? 220 00:13:08,498 --> 00:13:11,125 I thought it was at least a couple months she was with you. 221 00:13:12,001 --> 00:13:14,462 I really don't remember. It was a long time ago. 222 00:13:18,132 --> 00:13:20,218 - I gotta get going. - Where are you going? 223 00:13:20,301 --> 00:13:21,301 Uh... 224 00:13:22,136 --> 00:13:23,638 Matty's having that fundraiser 225 00:13:23,721 --> 00:13:25,556 for his daughter at the Duffer's. 226 00:13:27,558 --> 00:13:29,310 You know, I told him I'd stop by. 227 00:13:30,645 --> 00:13:32,405 - Have a good night. - See you later. 228 00:13:32,438 --> 00:13:34,357 - Bye, Bill. Have fun. - Thanks. I will. 229 00:13:34,440 --> 00:13:35,483 Bye. 230 00:13:41,072 --> 00:13:43,241 So I guess you heard the news about DJ? 231 00:13:44,617 --> 00:13:46,577 What's gonna happen to him now? 232 00:13:46,661 --> 00:13:49,288 My parents and I met with Child Youth Services yesterday. 233 00:13:51,124 --> 00:13:52,583 Your parents wanna keep him? 234 00:13:54,043 --> 00:13:56,671 Well, how do you feel about that, like, 235 00:13:57,213 --> 00:13:59,716 having to see him every day now that you know? 236 00:14:01,134 --> 00:14:04,012 I don't know. It's fucking weird, you know? 237 00:14:06,931 --> 00:14:08,391 So what's your situation? 238 00:14:09,183 --> 00:14:10,183 Uh... 239 00:14:11,477 --> 00:14:14,272 My lawyer thinks I can plead down to a misdemeanor. 240 00:14:15,440 --> 00:14:16,440 We'll see. 241 00:14:20,111 --> 00:14:22,071 Either way, I'm not going to college next year. 242 00:14:22,864 --> 00:14:26,576 Might just enroll in that Hopkins Beauty School out on 352. 243 00:14:29,037 --> 00:14:30,663 My friend went there and, uh... 244 00:14:32,540 --> 00:14:34,751 you know, she works in a real good salon in Bryn Mawr. 245 00:14:37,545 --> 00:14:39,881 Doing hair for all the rich Main Line women. 246 00:14:42,675 --> 00:14:44,510 Just keep thinking I'm gonna wake up and... 247 00:14:45,636 --> 00:14:47,013 it'll be like a bad dream. 248 00:14:51,726 --> 00:14:53,144 Bet you were scared, huh? 249 00:14:55,521 --> 00:14:56,689 Yeah. 250 00:14:58,483 --> 00:14:59,692 Listen... 251 00:15:03,946 --> 00:15:05,156 you know, Dylan... 252 00:15:07,033 --> 00:15:08,826 if you ever wanna talk about it... 253 00:15:11,454 --> 00:15:13,247 You just need someone besides your parents... 254 00:15:13,331 --> 00:15:14,832 I got other friends. 255 00:15:19,045 --> 00:15:20,046 Look... 256 00:15:22,423 --> 00:15:24,050 it's just that we were dating, what, 257 00:15:24,675 --> 00:15:26,677 two months before this happened? 258 00:15:27,720 --> 00:15:30,681 I'm just saying, you don't gotta like 259 00:15:30,765 --> 00:15:32,809 come around here if you don't want to. 260 00:15:44,570 --> 00:15:46,531 You know, there are things from that night. 261 00:15:50,451 --> 00:15:52,495 When I woke up, you weren't in bed. 262 00:15:53,579 --> 00:15:55,206 I was probably out in the den feeding DJ. 263 00:15:55,289 --> 00:15:56,707 No, you weren't out in the den. 264 00:15:59,127 --> 00:16:01,546 Then I was probably out here smoking. 265 00:16:01,629 --> 00:16:03,548 You weren't out here smoking either. 266 00:16:04,132 --> 00:16:07,135 Dylan, I walked around the whole house, and you weren't anywhere. 267 00:16:10,930 --> 00:16:12,098 Where'd you go, Dylan? 268 00:16:15,768 --> 00:16:17,520 You should probably leave. 269 00:16:22,108 --> 00:16:24,694 Get the fuck out of here, now. 270 00:16:42,044 --> 00:16:43,546 How long have you been here? 271 00:16:45,506 --> 00:16:47,216 If I had to guess, maybe a year. 272 00:16:48,134 --> 00:16:51,220 The first few months, I was like you, everything was a blur. 273 00:16:51,971 --> 00:16:54,098 There was another girl here, Hilary. 274 00:16:54,724 --> 00:16:58,019 She took care of me while I was going through withdrawal. 275 00:17:01,063 --> 00:17:02,064 Where did she go? 276 00:17:03,900 --> 00:17:05,276 She got pregnant... 277 00:17:05,359 --> 00:17:07,069 ...by him. 278 00:17:07,945 --> 00:17:09,071 And he didn't like that. 279 00:17:09,155 --> 00:17:11,324 One day, I woke up and she was gone. 280 00:17:15,661 --> 00:17:17,872 Don't worry. He won't come for us tonight. 281 00:17:17,955 --> 00:17:19,457 Friday is his poker night. 282 00:17:20,082 --> 00:17:21,876 Whenever someone comes over, he'll tie us up 283 00:17:21,959 --> 00:17:23,211 so we keep quiet. 284 00:18:01,082 --> 00:18:02,375 There she is. 285 00:18:05,878 --> 00:18:07,129 I got you a coffee. 286 00:18:07,213 --> 00:18:09,507 Oh. I'm supposed to be the one buying. 287 00:18:09,590 --> 00:18:11,676 Tough shit. Got here first. 288 00:18:12,385 --> 00:18:13,719 You look good. 289 00:18:14,303 --> 00:18:15,429 How you been, Tam? 290 00:18:15,513 --> 00:18:17,348 I'm a grandmother now. 291 00:18:17,431 --> 00:18:19,267 - No shit? - Yeah. 292 00:18:19,350 --> 00:18:20,768 Good for you. 293 00:18:20,851 --> 00:18:21,978 You still working? 294 00:18:22,060 --> 00:18:23,020 Mm. 295 00:18:23,021 --> 00:18:24,981 I got a small stable I keep around. 296 00:18:25,064 --> 00:18:28,067 You know, a few older gentlemen I visit once a week 297 00:18:28,150 --> 00:18:30,194 and tickle their balls. 298 00:18:31,279 --> 00:18:32,947 - Hey, it pays the rent. - Well... 299 00:18:33,030 --> 00:18:34,949 Let's me spend more time with my grandbaby. 300 00:18:35,032 --> 00:18:37,535 - Well, there you go. - So what can I do for you, Mare? 301 00:18:38,786 --> 00:18:42,331 Remember us talking about her last year? 302 00:18:42,415 --> 00:18:44,458 - Yeah. Sure. Sure. - That's Katie Bailey. 303 00:18:44,917 --> 00:18:46,794 Since then, two more girls are gone. 304 00:18:48,629 --> 00:18:49,672 She's missing. 305 00:18:52,300 --> 00:18:54,593 - This one's dead. - Oh, geez. 306 00:18:55,011 --> 00:18:56,929 Don't know her, but this one. 307 00:18:57,555 --> 00:18:59,890 This one, I've seen before. Yeah. 308 00:18:59,974 --> 00:19:02,018 - Okay. - Yeah. 309 00:19:02,101 --> 00:19:04,103 Hanging outside the Harrah's on the river. 310 00:19:04,937 --> 00:19:05,980 Sometimes... 311 00:19:06,063 --> 00:19:08,858 Sometimes on the corner of Belmont and Caldwell. 312 00:19:08,941 --> 00:19:10,109 Okay. 313 00:19:11,610 --> 00:19:13,446 Are you a cartoonist now, Mare? 314 00:19:15,364 --> 00:19:18,951 No, there's just this, uh... prowler. Um... 315 00:19:20,244 --> 00:19:21,996 Uh, down on the Harrah's, you said? 316 00:19:22,079 --> 00:19:23,289 - Yeah. - Okay. 317 00:19:23,372 --> 00:19:25,416 I don't hang out at the Harrah's myself no more, 318 00:19:25,499 --> 00:19:27,543 but once in a while I'll stop by 319 00:19:27,626 --> 00:19:29,045 and talk to some of the girls, 320 00:19:29,128 --> 00:19:31,422 and I seen her around a couple of times. 321 00:19:31,505 --> 00:19:32,505 Um... 322 00:19:32,923 --> 00:19:34,467 Will you just ask around for me? 323 00:19:34,550 --> 00:19:36,052 - Yeah. - See if anyone suspicious 324 00:19:36,135 --> 00:19:38,471 been on the streets, trying to pick them up? 325 00:19:38,554 --> 00:19:40,890 Yeah, yeah. Sure. I'll put the word out 326 00:19:40,973 --> 00:19:42,183 and see what comes back. 327 00:19:59,867 --> 00:20:00,867 Oh, I hit her! 328 00:20:03,371 --> 00:20:04,955 Oh, geez, all her stuff... 329 00:20:07,917 --> 00:20:10,336 Look at her over there, she dropped all of her stuff. 330 00:20:10,419 --> 00:20:12,630 Look at her walk back, look at her walk back. 331 00:20:13,506 --> 00:20:15,383 Look at her over there. Oh, my God! 332 00:20:16,801 --> 00:20:19,345 - Throw another! Throw another! - All right. 333 00:20:23,182 --> 00:20:25,601 Oh, my God. I hit her with it. 334 00:20:29,313 --> 00:20:31,107 Lick your fingers, retard! 335 00:20:32,817 --> 00:20:33,817 I can't believe... 336 00:20:42,076 --> 00:20:43,577 Hey, hey, hey. Get off! 337 00:20:43,661 --> 00:20:46,080 - Let me go. Let me go! - Get off of him! Calm down! 338 00:20:46,914 --> 00:20:49,625 - He deserved it. - I know, I know. 339 00:20:51,210 --> 00:20:52,294 Hey. 340 00:20:53,838 --> 00:20:55,589 You wanna tell me what happened? 341 00:20:56,507 --> 00:20:57,508 Huh? 342 00:21:17,319 --> 00:21:18,863 Does this have to do with Dad? 343 00:21:23,617 --> 00:21:26,036 I saw you in the room with him the other night. 344 00:21:27,163 --> 00:21:31,792 Was he asking you to... keep a secret from me? 345 00:21:35,463 --> 00:21:36,547 Is he doing it again? 346 00:21:40,301 --> 00:21:43,554 Ryan. Ryan. Ryan! 347 00:22:09,038 --> 00:22:10,706 Is your dad doing it again? 348 00:22:16,086 --> 00:22:17,796 Ryan, can you look at me? 349 00:22:23,719 --> 00:22:25,721 Is it with the same woman as before? 350 00:22:47,576 --> 00:22:48,786 Thank you so much for coming. 351 00:22:48,869 --> 00:22:50,120 It happened so fast. 352 00:22:50,829 --> 00:22:51,914 I'm so sorry. 353 00:22:58,796 --> 00:23:01,882 Do you think there's a part of Mr. Carroll that's relieved? 354 00:23:02,675 --> 00:23:04,677 - I'm just saying. - Jesus, Mare. 355 00:23:04,760 --> 00:23:06,929 She seemed to drive him nuts all the time. 356 00:23:07,388 --> 00:23:09,014 You said as much yourself. 357 00:23:09,098 --> 00:23:11,100 You're allowed to say that when a person's alive. 358 00:23:11,183 --> 00:23:13,143 After they die, everyone's a saint. 359 00:23:16,814 --> 00:23:19,608 Betty, she was a... She was a nice lady, 360 00:23:19,692 --> 00:23:21,235 - you know? - Thank you. 361 00:23:21,318 --> 00:23:24,196 Have you, uh, spoken to Frank lately? 362 00:23:25,364 --> 00:23:27,491 No. Why? 363 00:23:29,660 --> 00:23:32,871 Karen Comisky's daughter works over at the Springton Inn, 364 00:23:33,414 --> 00:23:35,624 and Faye was supposed to go and check out 365 00:23:35,708 --> 00:23:38,586 their wedding reception hall, and she never showed up. 366 00:23:39,336 --> 00:23:40,379 Just saying. 367 00:23:41,213 --> 00:23:43,257 - Excuse me. I'm sorry. - Oh, okay, all right. 368 00:23:43,340 --> 00:23:44,341 - Excuse me. - Sure. 369 00:23:48,721 --> 00:23:49,763 Hello, everybody. 370 00:23:51,348 --> 00:23:52,808 Hello, everybody. 371 00:23:53,267 --> 00:23:54,518 Hello, everyone. 372 00:23:56,145 --> 00:23:57,229 Listen up! 373 00:23:59,857 --> 00:24:03,902 Uh, first, I wanna thank you all for coming here today 374 00:24:03,986 --> 00:24:05,362 to honor my dear Betty. 375 00:24:07,072 --> 00:24:10,075 But there's something else I'd like to say, 376 00:24:10,159 --> 00:24:11,744 and I gotta get it off my chest. 377 00:24:12,244 --> 00:24:14,538 I mean, I... I... I was gonna tell Betty, but... 378 00:24:14,622 --> 00:24:16,832 but now it looks like that isn't gonna happen... 379 00:24:17,791 --> 00:24:19,585 and I can't live with this anymore. 380 00:24:19,668 --> 00:24:21,462 I can't live with the guilt. 381 00:24:24,340 --> 00:24:25,674 I had an affair... 382 00:24:27,051 --> 00:24:28,802 with Helen Fahey. 383 00:24:39,313 --> 00:24:40,689 Lis... List... Listen to me. 384 00:24:40,773 --> 00:24:42,691 Affair's a strong word. Very strong. 385 00:24:42,775 --> 00:24:44,276 It happened twice. 386 00:24:46,445 --> 00:24:47,988 Okay. Three times, tops. 387 00:24:48,072 --> 00:24:50,552 But... You know... The fact that I can't even remember how many 388 00:24:50,616 --> 00:24:53,285 should tell you all you need to know about what it meant to me. 389 00:24:54,495 --> 00:24:56,914 What kind of smacked-ass makes an announcement like that 390 00:24:56,997 --> 00:24:59,166 at his wife's funeral reception anyway? 391 00:25:01,377 --> 00:25:02,378 Oh! 392 00:25:18,894 --> 00:25:20,974 - Ma, what do you think? - I thought you were wearing 393 00:25:21,021 --> 00:25:22,661 the red dress with the... with the thing? 394 00:25:22,731 --> 00:25:24,733 - I tried. Didn't work. - No, no, no, no, no. 395 00:25:24,817 --> 00:25:26,276 Go back and try the red dress again. 396 00:25:26,360 --> 00:25:28,904 He's at the door. Mom. 397 00:25:29,530 --> 00:25:31,323 Oh. Oh, in that case, you look great. 398 00:25:34,326 --> 00:25:35,411 Homewrecker. 399 00:25:39,456 --> 00:25:41,125 - Holy shit. - Let's go. 400 00:25:41,208 --> 00:25:42,376 Let's go. Bye. 401 00:25:46,922 --> 00:25:49,508 So, did we get the user info back from SideDoor? 402 00:25:52,511 --> 00:25:54,722 Yeah. Hauser and I interviewed the three people 403 00:25:54,805 --> 00:25:56,974 - who messaged Erin yesterday. - And? 404 00:25:58,142 --> 00:25:59,309 All had alibis. 405 00:26:00,185 --> 00:26:03,063 - Solid alibis? - Yeah. 406 00:26:04,481 --> 00:26:06,608 - Fuck. Okay. - Yeah. 407 00:26:07,484 --> 00:26:09,611 What about the ballistics report on the bullet 408 00:26:09,695 --> 00:26:11,530 we found at Brandywine Park? Anything? 409 00:26:12,322 --> 00:26:13,699 Mare, you know, uh, 410 00:26:13,782 --> 00:26:16,160 I could be suspended for discussing details 411 00:26:16,243 --> 00:26:17,953 of an ongoing investigation with you. 412 00:26:18,579 --> 00:26:20,831 Come on. 413 00:26:22,416 --> 00:26:23,959 Report's supposed to be in on Monday. 414 00:26:24,042 --> 00:26:26,295 Can we please talk about something else? 415 00:26:26,378 --> 00:26:28,213 Yeah. Okay. All right. Sure. 416 00:26:28,964 --> 00:26:33,135 This is a... It's a date, all right? 417 00:26:34,386 --> 00:26:35,471 Okay. 418 00:26:37,014 --> 00:26:40,225 Dink, dink, ribbit, ribbit, ribbit. Ribbit! 419 00:26:41,143 --> 00:26:44,229 Oh, Drew. Thanks for inviting me over. 420 00:26:44,313 --> 00:26:45,856 Of course. Yeah. 421 00:26:45,939 --> 00:26:48,692 I thought it might help you to learn his routine. 422 00:26:48,776 --> 00:26:50,319 Right. Ah! 423 00:26:51,487 --> 00:26:54,364 You know, always have a rag nearby when you wash his hair, you know, 424 00:26:54,448 --> 00:26:56,283 'cause he'll scream that his eyes are burning, 425 00:26:56,366 --> 00:26:58,118 even though we use tear-free shampoo. 426 00:26:58,202 --> 00:27:02,247 - Okay. Good to know. - Oh, and never leave him alone. 427 00:27:02,331 --> 00:27:04,750 - Right. - Yeah, 'cause he's active 428 00:27:04,833 --> 00:27:08,045 and, you know, God forbid he slips and bumps his head. 429 00:27:08,128 --> 00:27:09,338 Yeah. Right. Of course. 430 00:27:10,172 --> 00:27:13,759 Oh, no. Hey, I'm gonna grab your shampoo 431 00:27:13,842 --> 00:27:15,803 and then we can wash your hair, okay? 432 00:27:22,017 --> 00:27:23,227 Why are you helping me? 433 00:27:24,728 --> 00:27:26,271 It's purely selfish, dear. 434 00:27:28,732 --> 00:27:32,653 I'm afraid you'll get custody and you'll cut all of us out of his life. 435 00:27:33,362 --> 00:27:35,531 And I can't bear to lose another one. 436 00:27:38,242 --> 00:27:39,243 Right. 437 00:27:41,537 --> 00:27:43,914 - All right. You ready? - Yeah. 438 00:27:43,997 --> 00:27:46,542 Someone told me you don't like soap in your eyes, so... 439 00:27:53,757 --> 00:27:55,843 - How's your meal? - Good. Yeah. 440 00:27:58,470 --> 00:28:00,639 I was eyeballing that tortellini special myself. 441 00:28:00,722 --> 00:28:03,767 - Oh, yeah? - Sounded good but I, uh... 442 00:28:03,851 --> 00:28:05,227 I chickened out at the last minute 443 00:28:05,310 --> 00:28:08,021 - 'cause of the zucchini. - Well, can't even taste it. 444 00:28:09,439 --> 00:28:11,441 See that? Should have gone with it. 445 00:28:16,864 --> 00:28:18,824 Trying to be a more adventurous eater 446 00:28:18,907 --> 00:28:20,576 but it's hard. 447 00:28:23,036 --> 00:28:25,539 I was watching this, uh, food show 448 00:28:26,164 --> 00:28:29,543 and this guy was... eating food 449 00:28:29,626 --> 00:28:32,504 and he, uh, was eating this, like, clam thing. 450 00:28:32,588 --> 00:28:35,090 It was so gross. I was like... What is it called? 451 00:28:35,173 --> 00:28:37,485 - Like an abalone and salt... - I just thought of something. 452 00:28:37,509 --> 00:28:40,262 - I just thought of something. - Are you thinking what I'm thinking? 453 00:28:42,097 --> 00:28:43,098 What? 454 00:28:43,682 --> 00:28:45,142 It's just a bite. I was gonna... 455 00:28:45,225 --> 00:28:47,144 - I was gonna try a bite. - No. No. 456 00:28:47,227 --> 00:28:48,645 No, Zabel. About the case. 457 00:28:49,771 --> 00:28:52,983 There was a girl from Jersey. She went missing a couple of years ago, 458 00:28:53,066 --> 00:28:55,319 Melville area. Her name was Hilary Cassell. 459 00:28:55,986 --> 00:28:59,406 She, uh... She had a story similar to Missy and Katie's. 460 00:28:59,489 --> 00:29:01,408 - Drug habit led to prostitution... - I thought 461 00:29:01,491 --> 00:29:03,410 we were gonna talk about something else 462 00:29:03,493 --> 00:29:05,829 - other than the case tonight. - Yeah, yeah, yeah, we did. 463 00:29:05,913 --> 00:29:07,748 We just spent the last half hour talking about 464 00:29:07,831 --> 00:29:09,166 how you had a stutter as a kid. 465 00:29:10,375 --> 00:29:13,545 Anyway... listen, there's a guy, 466 00:29:13,629 --> 00:29:16,173 this detective over at Melville named Jimmy Miller. 467 00:29:16,715 --> 00:29:18,550 All right? Call him. Tell him I said to call. 468 00:29:18,634 --> 00:29:20,385 - Ask for the file... - Mare, Mare, uh... 469 00:29:22,012 --> 00:29:23,305 why didn't you tell me 470 00:29:23,388 --> 00:29:25,557 you went to Deacon Mark's previous parish? 471 00:29:26,141 --> 00:29:27,141 Hm? 472 00:29:28,185 --> 00:29:29,645 You went there 473 00:29:29,728 --> 00:29:32,314 and you questioned the pastor about Deacon Mark. 474 00:29:34,900 --> 00:29:36,860 I didn't tell you because he didn't... 475 00:29:36,944 --> 00:29:38,570 he didn't have anything new to say. 476 00:29:38,654 --> 00:29:40,238 It's not a big deal. He, uh... 477 00:29:40,906 --> 00:29:43,325 He said he was interviewed by the archdiocese, 478 00:29:43,408 --> 00:29:45,744 - and they found... - Yeah. I know what he said, 479 00:29:45,827 --> 00:29:48,163 because I went there and I questioned him myself. 480 00:29:48,246 --> 00:29:49,289 Like an idiot. 481 00:29:49,915 --> 00:29:52,376 But that's not the point. The point is, 482 00:29:52,960 --> 00:29:55,212 I'm showing you all of my cards, 483 00:29:55,295 --> 00:29:58,465 - and you are showing me none of yours. - Grow up, Zabel. 484 00:29:59,174 --> 00:30:00,467 I'm trying to help you out here. 485 00:30:00,968 --> 00:30:02,010 Help me... 486 00:30:04,137 --> 00:30:05,305 or help yourself? 487 00:30:11,019 --> 00:30:12,354 I'm sorry. 488 00:30:13,772 --> 00:30:16,900 I'm sorry, Mare. I'm just thrown off. 489 00:30:18,652 --> 00:30:20,696 You know what my mom said to me 490 00:30:20,779 --> 00:30:22,489 when I was leaving tonight to pick you up? 491 00:30:24,741 --> 00:30:26,994 She said, "Mare's only going out with you 492 00:30:27,077 --> 00:30:29,121 'cause she wants to stay close to the case." 493 00:30:36,294 --> 00:30:38,422 This is the part where you tell me she was wrong. 494 00:30:42,884 --> 00:30:43,927 Goodnight. 495 00:31:09,411 --> 00:31:11,538 Hey, Ryan. This is all my fault 496 00:31:11,621 --> 00:31:12,831 and I'm gonna fix it. 497 00:31:14,624 --> 00:31:15,792 I'm gonna fix it. 498 00:31:17,085 --> 00:31:18,086 I promise. 499 00:31:19,212 --> 00:31:21,089 You just gotta hang in there, okay? 500 00:31:24,301 --> 00:31:25,302 Ryan. 501 00:31:26,386 --> 00:31:27,429 Ryan. 502 00:32:32,369 --> 00:32:33,995 So what did you say to that detective? 503 00:32:34,579 --> 00:32:36,832 I told her the journals were in her old hiding place. 504 00:32:37,541 --> 00:32:39,960 She called yesterday asking about a necklace. 505 00:32:40,043 --> 00:32:43,797 - And what did you tell her? - Nothing. Just like you said. 506 00:32:44,714 --> 00:32:45,757 Okay. 507 00:32:46,758 --> 00:32:47,759 Here. 508 00:32:49,010 --> 00:32:50,011 Ain't gonna bite. 509 00:33:15,078 --> 00:33:17,831 Hey. Hey. Where are they? 510 00:33:19,166 --> 00:33:20,917 Um, they're over here. 511 00:34:08,840 --> 00:34:11,509 Hey. Come on. We said we weren't gonna read them. 512 00:34:25,357 --> 00:34:26,399 Hey! 513 00:34:28,068 --> 00:34:29,069 Hey! 514 00:35:04,688 --> 00:35:06,189 Oh, fuck me. 515 00:35:09,442 --> 00:35:11,278 - Fuck. - Dennis! 516 00:35:11,361 --> 00:35:13,238 Dennis, what's going on down there? 517 00:35:19,160 --> 00:35:20,203 It's too good. 518 00:35:20,287 --> 00:35:22,289 It's, um, an order for St. Michael's. 519 00:35:23,123 --> 00:35:25,166 That's that priest I was telling youse about. 520 00:35:25,250 --> 00:35:27,502 - The fucking creeper? - Yeah. 521 00:35:27,961 --> 00:35:29,838 What... What fucking creeper? 522 00:35:29,921 --> 00:35:31,756 You know how my mom's all super into 523 00:35:31,840 --> 00:35:33,480 - her church group and shit? - Yeah. 524 00:35:33,508 --> 00:35:36,011 She was like, "Stay away from that priest." 525 00:35:36,761 --> 00:35:39,180 Apparently, he raped some 14-year-old girl 526 00:35:39,264 --> 00:35:41,182 - on a class field trip. - Thanks. Thank you. 527 00:35:43,768 --> 00:35:45,937 - What the fuck? - Yeah, it's messed up. 528 00:35:46,021 --> 00:35:47,647 What a fucking sicko. 529 00:35:51,067 --> 00:35:52,527 Hey, Father. 530 00:35:52,610 --> 00:35:54,779 I hear you got yourself a little altar girl. 531 00:35:55,447 --> 00:35:56,823 Fucking clown. 532 00:35:56,906 --> 00:35:58,700 Yo! Yo! 533 00:35:59,159 --> 00:36:00,493 Ears not working, Father? 534 00:36:00,577 --> 00:36:02,787 Yo, I'm talking to you, you fucking pervert. 535 00:36:02,871 --> 00:36:04,581 - Answer him! - Fucking pervert. 536 00:36:04,664 --> 00:36:06,541 You pedophile punk! 537 00:36:06,624 --> 00:36:09,252 Oh, you need a towel to clean yourself up, Father? 538 00:36:09,336 --> 00:36:11,046 - Come on. - Fuck you. 539 00:36:35,528 --> 00:36:37,906 What are you reading them for? Bring it over here. 540 00:37:09,771 --> 00:37:11,940 We're very sorry about all of this. 541 00:37:12,023 --> 00:37:13,566 I'm sure you're aware 542 00:37:13,650 --> 00:37:15,735 of all the recent activity with the missing girls. 543 00:37:15,819 --> 00:37:18,780 Oh, my husband is 77 years old. 544 00:37:19,489 --> 00:37:20,990 He's got dementia. 545 00:37:21,491 --> 00:37:25,036 Some nights he wanders out after I've fallen asleep. 546 00:37:25,453 --> 00:37:28,331 And he forgets which house is ours. 547 00:37:29,207 --> 00:37:33,044 What kind of idiot thinks that he might be the murderer? 548 00:37:50,979 --> 00:37:52,939 What the hell were you thinking? 549 00:37:53,022 --> 00:37:54,691 He was looking in people's windows, Chief. 550 00:37:54,774 --> 00:37:56,454 - And I thought that... - You thought what? 551 00:37:57,026 --> 00:37:59,487 - May... - He was the one kidnapping girls? 552 00:37:59,571 --> 00:38:01,489 The one who killed Erin McMenamin? 553 00:38:01,573 --> 00:38:04,367 He can't even remember which house is his. 554 00:38:06,077 --> 00:38:07,954 What did I tell you about staying away, Mare? 555 00:38:08,913 --> 00:38:12,083 - I forget. - Don't play that shit with me. 556 00:38:13,042 --> 00:38:14,042 Don't. 557 00:38:16,087 --> 00:38:17,422 Now, take your ass home. 558 00:38:36,483 --> 00:38:37,483 Mark? 559 00:38:38,651 --> 00:38:39,777 Everything all right? 560 00:38:40,820 --> 00:38:42,489 No, just leave me alone, Dan. 561 00:38:44,240 --> 00:38:45,408 Oh, my God. 562 00:38:46,409 --> 00:38:48,578 What... Are you all right? What happened? 563 00:38:48,661 --> 00:38:50,079 Just leave me alone, okay? 564 00:38:50,163 --> 00:38:51,873 No, please. Just let me see it... 565 00:38:51,956 --> 00:38:53,208 Just leave! Go! 566 00:38:53,291 --> 00:38:55,710 All right, plea... please. 567 00:39:01,758 --> 00:39:02,967 I can't... 568 00:39:03,051 --> 00:39:06,346 Just... Hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey. 569 00:39:06,804 --> 00:39:08,348 I can't anymore. 570 00:39:14,854 --> 00:39:16,356 Let me see your face. 571 00:39:19,025 --> 00:39:20,068 Who did this? 572 00:39:20,151 --> 00:39:23,655 Look, come on. Come on. Doesn't matter. 573 00:39:25,156 --> 00:39:26,491 We need to call the police. 574 00:39:26,574 --> 00:39:28,117 No. Dan, no. 575 00:39:34,082 --> 00:39:36,251 I was with Erin the night she was killed. 576 00:39:37,835 --> 00:39:38,836 With her? 577 00:39:55,436 --> 00:39:57,814 But you told me that you only spoke to her on the phone. 578 00:39:57,897 --> 00:39:59,399 She called, upset. 579 00:40:00,817 --> 00:40:02,694 Said... Said to go pick her up, so... 580 00:40:04,445 --> 00:40:06,322 Uh, I drove to Sharp's Woods... 581 00:40:07,615 --> 00:40:09,909 and then I put her bike in my trunk. 582 00:40:09,993 --> 00:40:12,161 And then I was gonna drive her home, that's all. 583 00:40:12,245 --> 00:40:15,290 But then she got a message from someone saying... 584 00:40:15,373 --> 00:40:17,667 Asking her to go out to Brandywine Park. 585 00:40:18,418 --> 00:40:19,794 And then she said that she... 586 00:40:19,877 --> 00:40:21,588 She said she wanted me to drive her there. 587 00:40:21,671 --> 00:40:23,923 So I said, "Okay," and I drove her there. 588 00:40:24,007 --> 00:40:25,967 I tried... I tried to convince her to go home, 589 00:40:26,050 --> 00:40:27,890 but she was just... I mean, she was hysterical. 590 00:40:27,969 --> 00:40:29,846 Just hysterical. And then she, um... 591 00:40:30,722 --> 00:40:32,807 Well, she stormed off. 592 00:40:32,890 --> 00:40:34,559 Why didn't you go to the police? 593 00:40:35,393 --> 00:40:37,270 Why didn't you tell them all this? 594 00:40:38,605 --> 00:40:41,482 Wha... I have a previous accusation? 595 00:40:42,066 --> 00:40:44,402 Then I have her bike in my trunk. 596 00:40:45,111 --> 00:40:46,571 I was scared... 597 00:40:48,489 --> 00:40:50,491 - So I threw it in the river. - Oh... 598 00:40:51,618 --> 00:40:52,869 I threw it in the river. 599 00:40:55,538 --> 00:40:56,539 Did you? 600 00:40:58,082 --> 00:41:00,001 What? Kill her? 601 00:41:05,590 --> 00:41:07,467 If I said no, would you believe me? 602 00:41:10,011 --> 00:41:12,930 I just don't understand why she's coming here. 603 00:41:13,473 --> 00:41:16,601 - I thought she was off the case. - She is off the case. 604 00:41:17,393 --> 00:41:18,895 Well, you think it's a very good idea 605 00:41:18,978 --> 00:41:20,605 for you to be going out with her then? 606 00:41:23,650 --> 00:41:25,360 I know you like her, Colin. 607 00:41:27,612 --> 00:41:28,863 How do you know I like her? 608 00:41:28,946 --> 00:41:30,948 I see the way you look at her. 609 00:41:31,949 --> 00:41:34,160 And because I know you better than anyone. 610 00:41:37,747 --> 00:41:38,748 I don't know. 611 00:41:47,423 --> 00:41:51,010 Hey. Just be careful, that's all. 612 00:41:53,429 --> 00:41:55,515 My whole life's been about being careful, Mom. 613 00:41:57,392 --> 00:41:58,976 Look how far that's gotten me. 614 00:42:05,817 --> 00:42:07,610 Fuck. Bye. 615 00:42:35,722 --> 00:42:37,098 Thanks for coming with me. 616 00:42:37,807 --> 00:42:39,767 Well, I'm the detective on this case. 617 00:42:41,185 --> 00:42:42,562 Of course. 618 00:42:43,396 --> 00:42:46,691 It was last April. I was out by the riverfront, 619 00:42:46,774 --> 00:42:49,736 and I don't normally hustle out there, but... 620 00:42:50,361 --> 00:42:52,822 all my regulars canceled and I needed the money. 621 00:42:53,489 --> 00:42:54,699 All right. 622 00:42:55,825 --> 00:42:59,162 And this guy pulled up, and he seemed normal. 623 00:43:00,037 --> 00:43:02,039 And, um, I got in 624 00:43:02,874 --> 00:43:05,168 and he parked over by the stadium. 625 00:43:05,918 --> 00:43:09,964 And, um, I went to get into the backseat 626 00:43:10,047 --> 00:43:11,632 to get undressed. 627 00:43:11,716 --> 00:43:15,261 And before we could do anything, his hands were around my neck. 628 00:43:16,262 --> 00:43:19,682 I... I thought my eyes were gonna pop right out of my skull 629 00:43:19,766 --> 00:43:21,684 and everything went black and I... 630 00:43:22,643 --> 00:43:24,687 I just started kicking and fighting 631 00:43:24,771 --> 00:43:26,939 and, you know, anything I could do to survive. 632 00:43:29,442 --> 00:43:31,903 And... and I must have hit him 633 00:43:32,570 --> 00:43:35,573 'cause when I opened my eyes, he was holding his face. 634 00:43:35,656 --> 00:43:37,658 And I jumped out of the car and I ran. 635 00:43:38,409 --> 00:43:40,578 What can you tell us about him, Allie? 636 00:43:41,829 --> 00:43:43,915 Was he white? Black? 637 00:43:43,998 --> 00:43:46,209 - He was white. - Uh-huh. 638 00:43:46,292 --> 00:43:47,335 He had a beard. 639 00:43:48,211 --> 00:43:50,755 He smoked Winstons. 640 00:43:50,838 --> 00:43:54,342 And the only reason I even really noticed 641 00:43:54,425 --> 00:43:56,511 was 'cause my grandmother was the only person 642 00:43:56,594 --> 00:43:58,221 I ever seen smoke Winstons. 643 00:43:58,304 --> 00:44:00,014 Do you remember anything about the vehicle? 644 00:44:00,097 --> 00:44:02,975 - Anything specific? - Um, it was a van. 645 00:44:03,893 --> 00:44:05,061 What kind of van? 646 00:44:06,062 --> 00:44:08,648 A work van, maybe? 647 00:44:09,524 --> 00:44:10,775 It was blue. 648 00:44:13,528 --> 00:44:16,531 I... I wrote down part of the license plate. 649 00:44:17,073 --> 00:44:19,575 I was scared that he might come back again 650 00:44:19,659 --> 00:44:21,702 and look for me. 651 00:44:23,037 --> 00:44:24,789 - PA plate? - Yeah. 652 00:44:33,089 --> 00:44:34,799 Jose. It's Zabel. 653 00:44:34,882 --> 00:44:36,592 I need you to run a partial through PennDOT 654 00:44:36,676 --> 00:44:38,469 and any LPR systems in the county for me. 655 00:44:38,553 --> 00:44:40,513 We're looking for a blue utility van, 656 00:44:40,596 --> 00:44:42,557 plate is "George, Henry, David." 657 00:44:44,517 --> 00:44:45,601 How long you think? 658 00:44:47,937 --> 00:44:48,938 All right. Thanks. 659 00:44:51,524 --> 00:44:52,775 Well? 660 00:44:52,859 --> 00:44:55,361 My guy's running the plates. Two hours tops. 661 00:44:56,696 --> 00:44:57,697 Okay. 662 00:44:58,781 --> 00:44:59,866 Fine. 663 00:45:05,162 --> 00:45:06,998 Hey, I'm sorry for the other night. 664 00:45:08,207 --> 00:45:10,042 You don't have anything to be sorry for, Mare. 665 00:45:10,126 --> 00:45:12,545 Just being honest about how you feel. 666 00:45:13,796 --> 00:45:17,341 - I just can't do all of that. - All of what? 667 00:45:20,011 --> 00:45:21,178 What you want. 668 00:45:23,222 --> 00:45:24,765 How do you know what I want? 669 00:45:25,600 --> 00:45:27,351 My life's a shitshow, Zabel. 670 00:45:28,769 --> 00:45:30,938 I'm about to lose custody of my grandson. 671 00:45:31,898 --> 00:45:33,482 I'm still working through 672 00:45:33,566 --> 00:45:36,277 unresolved issues from my son who killed himself. 673 00:45:36,903 --> 00:45:40,448 And, uh, my ex-husband basically lives in my backyard, 674 00:45:40,531 --> 00:45:43,242 so you're right, I don't know what you want, but... 675 00:45:44,368 --> 00:45:45,411 I'm sure it's not that. 676 00:45:47,079 --> 00:45:49,123 You could have just said that when I asked you out. 677 00:45:49,206 --> 00:45:51,542 I know. And I should have. 678 00:45:53,252 --> 00:45:54,253 But I just... 679 00:45:55,046 --> 00:45:58,049 Even if they did kick me off the fucking thing, it's still my case. 680 00:45:58,925 --> 00:46:02,178 You know what it's like when a case gets inside you like that? 681 00:46:04,013 --> 00:46:06,724 It's not a switch you can just turn off. 682 00:46:11,520 --> 00:46:12,939 I didn't solve that case. 683 00:46:16,817 --> 00:46:17,860 What? 684 00:46:18,861 --> 00:46:20,404 The girl from Upper Darby. 685 00:46:22,114 --> 00:46:23,783 Her parents hired a P.I. 686 00:46:23,866 --> 00:46:25,701 'cause we weren't working fast enough. 687 00:46:27,036 --> 00:46:30,623 Some fucking drunk ex-cop looking to make some extra cash 688 00:46:30,706 --> 00:46:32,458 calls me out of the blue one day, 689 00:46:32,541 --> 00:46:35,544 says he wants to compare notes. Thinks he's got something. 690 00:46:36,921 --> 00:46:37,964 I ignored it. 691 00:46:41,217 --> 00:46:44,804 Couple weeks go by, I'm in the area, so I drop by his house. 692 00:46:44,887 --> 00:46:47,181 And his sister's there packing up the place. 693 00:46:48,015 --> 00:46:50,768 Says he's in hospice. His liver gave out... 694 00:46:52,520 --> 00:46:54,105 but help myself to any files. 695 00:46:55,606 --> 00:46:58,567 So, find one marked "Zabel"... 696 00:46:59,568 --> 00:47:00,695 I take it home. 697 00:47:02,363 --> 00:47:04,740 Son of a bitch, if he didn't piece it all together. 698 00:47:06,951 --> 00:47:08,828 Neighbor gave an alibi that didn't check out. 699 00:47:10,204 --> 00:47:11,247 He caught it... 700 00:47:12,707 --> 00:47:13,791 I missed it. 701 00:47:18,879 --> 00:47:20,297 I filed a search warrant... 702 00:47:21,549 --> 00:47:22,842 we hit the perp's house, 703 00:47:22,925 --> 00:47:25,678 find the poor girl's shoe in his bedroom, guy confesses... 704 00:47:26,470 --> 00:47:27,555 case closed. 705 00:47:30,141 --> 00:47:33,185 - Why'd you do it? - I don't fucking know. 706 00:47:34,812 --> 00:47:37,523 I think I really just wanted to do something great... 707 00:47:38,315 --> 00:47:39,525 for once in my life. 708 00:47:43,237 --> 00:47:44,321 Makes you feel any better, 709 00:47:44,405 --> 00:47:46,157 I hid drugs on my grandson's mother. 710 00:47:47,742 --> 00:47:49,160 That's why they put me on leave. 711 00:47:52,538 --> 00:47:53,539 Wait, you serious? 712 00:47:57,710 --> 00:47:58,836 Holy shit. 713 00:48:01,422 --> 00:48:04,425 Doing something great is overrated. 714 00:48:06,010 --> 00:48:10,222 'Cause then people expect that from you all the time. 715 00:48:11,682 --> 00:48:14,560 What they don't realize is you're just as screwed up as they are. 716 00:48:20,357 --> 00:48:21,609 Hang on. 717 00:48:22,318 --> 00:48:23,360 Zabel. 718 00:48:28,324 --> 00:48:29,324 All right, bye. 719 00:48:29,909 --> 00:48:31,619 Seven matches on blue vans in the area 720 00:48:31,702 --> 00:48:33,871 the night of Erin's murder. Got the addresses. 721 00:48:35,081 --> 00:48:36,499 Let's go knock on some doors. 722 00:48:46,217 --> 00:48:47,301 What was that for? 723 00:48:49,345 --> 00:48:50,805 How do you know what I want? 724 00:49:02,066 --> 00:49:04,652 Does that van over there belong to you? 725 00:49:04,735 --> 00:49:06,070 Uh, yes? 726 00:49:06,153 --> 00:49:08,781 - How long have you had it? - About four years. 727 00:49:08,864 --> 00:49:11,242 I run my housekeeping business out of it. 728 00:49:11,325 --> 00:49:13,536 Anyone else you work with ever drive it? 729 00:49:13,619 --> 00:49:15,204 No. Just me and my sister. 730 00:49:15,788 --> 00:49:18,165 Does that van over there belong to you? 731 00:49:19,500 --> 00:49:22,253 - It was my husband's. - Your husband around? 732 00:49:22,878 --> 00:49:26,173 He died two years ago. What's this about anyway? 733 00:49:27,049 --> 00:49:28,884 Am I in some sort of trouble or something? 734 00:49:28,968 --> 00:49:30,678 No, you're not in any trouble, Mr. Potts. 735 00:49:30,761 --> 00:49:32,471 We just need to get some details from you. 736 00:49:32,555 --> 00:49:34,223 Details about what? 737 00:49:34,306 --> 00:49:37,852 Might be easier if we step inside. It would just take a few minutes. 738 00:49:46,944 --> 00:49:50,114 ♪ Act tough Ain't room for second best ♪ 739 00:49:52,366 --> 00:49:54,577 So, what can I do for youse? 740 00:49:54,660 --> 00:49:57,288 Is that your Ford cargo van outside? 741 00:49:57,371 --> 00:49:58,998 Yeah. Though I wish it wasn't. 742 00:49:59,081 --> 00:50:01,417 Thing's been nothing but a headache since the day I got it. 743 00:50:01,500 --> 00:50:02,918 Are you the only one who drives it? 744 00:50:03,586 --> 00:50:04,628 Just me. 745 00:50:06,589 --> 00:50:09,592 Would you mind turning the music down for us? 746 00:50:09,675 --> 00:50:12,219 ♪ As the world goes by You're thinkin' like a fool... ♪ 747 00:50:12,303 --> 00:50:13,429 Sure. 748 00:50:14,346 --> 00:50:17,766 ♪ Out there is a fortune waitin' to be had ♪ 749 00:50:17,850 --> 00:50:19,935 ♪ If you think I'll let it go, you're mad ♪ 750 00:50:20,019 --> 00:50:22,354 ♪ You've got another thing comin' ♪ 751 00:50:23,439 --> 00:50:25,566 ♪ You've got another thing comin' ♪ 752 00:50:30,446 --> 00:50:32,531 ♪ You've got another thing comin' ♪ 753 00:50:33,699 --> 00:50:35,618 ♪ You've got another thing ♪ 754 00:50:37,286 --> 00:50:38,286 Mare. 755 00:50:40,289 --> 00:50:41,289 Zabel. 756 00:50:43,834 --> 00:50:45,085 No gun. 757 00:50:48,214 --> 00:50:49,924 ♪ Comin' for you ♪ 758 00:50:51,300 --> 00:50:53,177 ♪ You've got another thing comin' ♪ 759 00:50:53,260 --> 00:50:54,470 ♪ Yeah, yeah ♪ 760 00:51:08,734 --> 00:51:11,403 - Sorry about that. - No problem. 761 00:51:12,112 --> 00:51:13,447 Is that a bar you got back there? 762 00:51:13,530 --> 00:51:17,743 Yeah. Belonged to my uncle. He owned it for 20 years. 763 00:51:18,410 --> 00:51:19,912 He wanted to hand it down to his son, 764 00:51:19,995 --> 00:51:22,081 but his son didn't want nothing to do with the place, 765 00:51:22,164 --> 00:51:25,876 so he turned it over to me back in 2016. 766 00:51:25,960 --> 00:51:29,213 - What you do for a living? - I make deliveries for Robinson transport. 767 00:51:29,296 --> 00:51:30,547 Three days a week. 768 00:51:33,425 --> 00:51:34,425 What's wrong? 769 00:51:34,426 --> 00:51:36,762 People are here. And he didn't chain us up, 770 00:51:36,845 --> 00:51:38,847 which means he wasn't expecting them. 771 00:51:45,271 --> 00:51:47,564 You still haven't told me what this is about. 772 00:51:54,905 --> 00:51:57,186 Busted radiator. It's on the list. 773 00:51:57,241 --> 00:51:58,867 I got a sagging pipe upstairs. 774 00:52:01,078 --> 00:52:03,455 - It's not moving anymore. - Hit it harder! 775 00:52:16,385 --> 00:52:19,972 - What's the camera for? - My uncle installed them 776 00:52:20,055 --> 00:52:22,266 just to keep an eye on the cash register and whatnot. 777 00:52:24,101 --> 00:52:25,101 You live alone? 778 00:52:26,729 --> 00:52:27,730 Mr. Potts? 779 00:52:28,856 --> 00:52:32,693 Yeah. Just me... All by my lonesome. 780 00:52:44,121 --> 00:52:45,164 Zabel. 781 00:52:52,546 --> 00:52:53,546 Help! 782 00:53:23,911 --> 00:53:24,911 Over here! 783 00:53:24,912 --> 00:53:28,832 - Let us out! Help! - Open the door, please! Please! 784 00:55:59,316 --> 00:56:00,316 Goddamn it! 785 00:56:49,533 --> 00:56:53,287 - Fall in! We need more backup! - I got someone on the ground. 786 00:56:53,370 --> 00:56:56,582 Is there anyone else in the house Ma'am? Ma'am, is this blood yours? 787 00:56:57,165 --> 00:56:58,165 Ma'am? 788 00:56:58,166 --> 00:57:00,210 And what's special about today? 789 00:57:00,294 --> 00:57:02,796 It's my birthday. 790 00:57:02,879 --> 00:57:05,882 Fine breeze and some fine water. 791 00:57:08,802 --> 00:57:11,722 Follow me, Mom. Let's jump in together. 792 00:57:11,805 --> 00:57:15,225 One, two, three. 793 00:57:16,435 --> 00:57:22,524 ♪ I hear you calling and I want to come ♪ 794 00:57:23,358 --> 00:57:28,947 ♪ Run straight Into the valleys of your arms ♪ 795 00:57:29,031 --> 00:57:33,076 ♪ And disappear there ♪ 796 00:57:35,037 --> 00:57:39,416 ♪ But I know my love ♪ 797 00:57:39,499 --> 00:57:43,545 ♪ Could fail you ♪ 798 00:57:50,010 --> 00:57:56,183 ♪ Because in a clearing When the sunlight comes ♪ 799 00:57:57,017 --> 00:58:00,896 ♪ Exposing all the shadows ♪ 800 00:58:00,979 --> 00:58:06,360 ♪ In our intricate behavior ♪ 801 00:58:09,071 --> 00:58:16,071 ♪ I see a sort of fading ♪ 802 00:58:26,296 --> 00:58:33,296 ♪ We build our own unfolding ♪ 803 00:58:40,560 --> 00:58:46,858 ♪ It's in the morning When the sadness comes ♪ 804 00:58:47,526 --> 00:58:53,573 ♪ The tears fall down In patterns on the windows ♪ 805 00:58:53,657 --> 00:58:58,203 ♪ And our shape is undone ♪ 806 00:58:59,996 --> 00:59:06,996 ♪ You only wanted holding ♪