1 00:00:50,166 --> 00:00:51,041 Love. 2 00:00:51,875 --> 00:00:55,541 The indefinable feeling that inspires songs and movies. 3 00:00:59,916 --> 00:01:01,041 No one has ever written 4 00:01:01,125 --> 00:01:06,250 a romance about a girl who pukes in the crap toilet of some crap bar. 5 00:01:07,375 --> 00:01:11,833 They couldn't either. I bet no writer has been in love with a living corpse. 6 00:01:17,416 --> 00:01:21,000 If you can still drink tequila after puking your guts out 7 00:01:21,916 --> 00:01:25,083 you're hung up on someone who ripped your heart out. 8 00:01:43,125 --> 00:01:47,791 If you fall for a guy who hasn't been near love in ages give him a shake. 9 00:01:48,875 --> 00:01:51,458 Because his loving side may have sunk to the bottom. 10 00:01:52,500 --> 00:01:55,458 At least you won't regret not trying. 11 00:02:43,791 --> 00:02:44,625 Hey. 12 00:02:45,666 --> 00:02:48,916 Suppose we go to my place when you're done here. 13 00:02:50,125 --> 00:02:52,666 And I kiss better the sore parts of those tattoos 14 00:02:52,750 --> 00:02:54,708 one by one? 15 00:02:55,791 --> 00:02:56,625 And then... 16 00:02:57,875 --> 00:03:01,750 you show me the tattoos on parts of you I haven't seen 17 00:03:02,791 --> 00:03:06,500 and you say, look, it hurts here, too. 18 00:03:07,500 --> 00:03:08,375 Huh? 19 00:03:09,625 --> 00:03:15,041 -Do I have to answer now? -Do I take that as a yes? 20 00:03:24,583 --> 00:03:28,333 She's a fast mover, boss. Where did you find her? 21 00:03:29,750 --> 00:03:31,791 I didn't find her. She found us. 22 00:04:07,166 --> 00:04:09,416 "Fathers aren't always right." Duygu 23 00:04:45,875 --> 00:04:47,000 Okay, good night. 24 00:05:04,500 --> 00:05:07,000 FIG JAM "Fig Jam is nice." 25 00:05:12,333 --> 00:05:13,791 "You owe me breakfast." Duygu 26 00:05:16,750 --> 00:05:18,541 "Don't forget the song playing now." 27 00:06:22,541 --> 00:06:24,750 You said everything was going to be perfect. 28 00:06:28,000 --> 00:06:30,958 You said I had a long road ahead. 29 00:06:33,291 --> 00:06:34,541 Forget moving forward, 30 00:06:36,041 --> 00:06:40,791 my right leg no longer trusts the left, sweetheart. 31 00:06:44,041 --> 00:06:47,625 You left me stranded in the middle of life. 32 00:08:05,958 --> 00:08:07,208 Good morning, Mr. Metin. 33 00:08:13,083 --> 00:08:16,125 -Help yourself, Cemil. -I had breakfast earlier, Mr. Metin. 34 00:08:17,000 --> 00:08:18,291 More tea, Mr. Metin? 35 00:08:19,958 --> 00:08:21,208 No, I still have some. 36 00:08:25,041 --> 00:08:26,083 Okay, take a look. 37 00:08:32,125 --> 00:08:36,083 -There's a ton more e-mails, Mr. Metin. -Welcome to them. 38 00:08:36,916 --> 00:08:40,916 "Fig Jam is the best romance movie I've ever seen. Thanks." 39 00:08:41,000 --> 00:08:43,041 -Should I answer, Mr. Metin? -No. 40 00:08:44,000 --> 00:08:47,083 "Is it a true story?" Should I answer, Mr. Metin? 41 00:08:47,958 --> 00:08:48,791 No. 42 00:08:51,416 --> 00:08:54,625 "What kind of screenplay is that? You got us really upset." 43 00:08:55,208 --> 00:08:56,833 There's no answer to that anyway. 44 00:09:01,458 --> 00:09:02,583 More tea, Mr. Metin? 45 00:09:04,125 --> 00:09:05,083 Mr. Metin? 46 00:09:28,333 --> 00:09:30,083 Can we have a drink for the stage? 47 00:09:31,458 --> 00:09:32,416 You can. 48 00:10:09,708 --> 00:10:12,750 Breaking up with someone alive is the worst kind of break-up. 49 00:10:15,333 --> 00:10:17,000 If we aren't dead 50 00:10:18,333 --> 00:10:20,041 Breaking up is meaningless. 51 00:10:21,750 --> 00:10:25,750 Because if we aren't dead breaking up sucks. 52 00:10:31,500 --> 00:10:34,000 In that case, to the dead! 53 00:11:13,666 --> 00:11:18,958 So what? Rakı up to the wound. 54 00:11:21,791 --> 00:11:23,666 Don't send me cologne again. 55 00:11:25,291 --> 00:11:28,416 And be nice to the customers. 56 00:11:31,208 --> 00:11:32,375 They're our... 57 00:11:44,541 --> 00:11:45,583 Here we go. 58 00:11:47,083 --> 00:11:48,291 Good morning, everyone. 59 00:12:02,500 --> 00:12:06,708 Don't let him get to you. He's a sad sack. Be gentle with him. 60 00:12:43,041 --> 00:12:47,083 It's like this, dude. We've been together three months and only kissed. 61 00:12:48,083 --> 00:12:51,375 Show me a girl like that nowadays. Sure the problem isn't you, dude? 62 00:12:51,875 --> 00:12:55,833 My God! Check her out yourself. She'll soon be here. 63 00:12:56,250 --> 00:12:58,791 Look, she's pretty, honest, faithful, not a user. 64 00:12:58,875 --> 00:13:01,875 She had one relationship before me. It doesn't get better. 65 00:13:05,500 --> 00:13:07,458 Ready? Look. 66 00:13:13,583 --> 00:13:17,000 You had her face carved in your arm after knowing her three months? 67 00:13:17,083 --> 00:13:19,833 It's called love, my friend. 68 00:13:22,125 --> 00:13:23,291 Hey, baby! 69 00:13:37,041 --> 00:13:38,791 I'll introduce you. Aslı, Metin. 70 00:13:39,375 --> 00:13:41,166 -Glad to meet you. -Me too. 71 00:13:42,166 --> 00:13:45,541 My screenwriter friend. He wrote Fig Jam, remember? 72 00:13:45,625 --> 00:13:51,208 Right. Erol and I saw it together. Actually Erol cried a lot at the end. 73 00:13:52,291 --> 00:13:54,958 Baby. Show him. 74 00:14:00,583 --> 00:14:01,416 Very nice. 75 00:14:03,333 --> 00:14:06,375 Excuse me! Can we get the check? 76 00:14:15,250 --> 00:14:16,708 No single guys, fellows. 77 00:14:16,791 --> 00:14:19,000 Selami from Box Bar sends his greetings. 78 00:14:28,291 --> 00:14:29,375 Welcome. 79 00:14:55,458 --> 00:14:57,375 Let's have another bottle, gorgeous. 80 00:15:06,083 --> 00:15:07,416 Can I have a napkin, honey? 81 00:15:11,583 --> 00:15:15,541 I have question. Is that a wig? 82 00:15:23,541 --> 00:15:24,375 No. 83 00:15:50,750 --> 00:15:51,625 See what it says. 84 00:15:52,666 --> 00:15:55,958 The prick can't see straight. Our second bottle would be wasted. 85 00:15:56,541 --> 00:15:57,750 "My Desolate Heart". 86 00:16:07,333 --> 00:16:10,250 Come on, let's go. I'll trash the place otherwise. 87 00:16:21,291 --> 00:16:23,791 -Good night. -Good night, Metin. 88 00:16:26,458 --> 00:16:29,041 -Do you want to get soup, Gizem? -I'm too tired today. 89 00:16:29,125 --> 00:16:30,500 Okay. You owe me one then. 90 00:16:40,541 --> 00:16:41,833 You sing like my ass. 91 00:16:47,791 --> 00:16:49,791 You have a fit ass then. 92 00:16:55,833 --> 00:16:57,541 -Good night. -Good night. 93 00:17:11,583 --> 00:17:12,791 What the hell's going on? 94 00:17:39,416 --> 00:17:41,333 Move! Don't make trouble. 95 00:17:51,625 --> 00:17:52,458 Come with me. 96 00:17:56,250 --> 00:18:01,583 Fight. Breaking windows. Forced entry. 97 00:18:01,666 --> 00:18:03,458 There's some mistake, sir. 98 00:18:04,125 --> 00:18:05,833 You are where trouble is, girl. 99 00:18:08,000 --> 00:18:11,875 This time when I saw my boyfriend like that... 100 00:18:15,625 --> 00:18:17,041 Are you together? 101 00:18:20,083 --> 00:18:21,250 It's been three months. 102 00:18:26,916 --> 00:18:32,083 Fight. Breaking windows. Forced entry. 103 00:18:33,000 --> 00:18:36,125 -Is that it after everything tonight? -My eyebrow's bleeding. 104 00:18:37,000 --> 00:18:39,458 I'm not expected to take you home and dress your wounds, right? 105 00:18:41,625 --> 00:18:43,250 That only happens in the movies. 106 00:18:44,541 --> 00:18:45,500 Good night. 107 00:18:56,458 --> 00:18:58,958 They're asking your star sign. Should I answer? 108 00:18:59,041 --> 00:18:59,875 No. 109 00:19:01,625 --> 00:19:04,708 Your star sign? You sure get some crazy people. 110 00:19:06,833 --> 00:19:09,625 -Cemil, can I have more tea? -I just put more water on. 111 00:19:11,666 --> 00:19:14,416 "Are you thinking of writing Fig Jam 2'?" 112 00:19:14,500 --> 00:19:19,041 No, we're going straight for Part 3. People are seriously weird. 113 00:19:19,125 --> 00:19:21,458 -Should I answer, Mr. Metin? -No. 114 00:19:21,541 --> 00:19:26,833 Screw the e-mails. You need to get a grip on yourself fast. 115 00:19:26,916 --> 00:19:29,375 Look at you. Fights, alcohol. 116 00:19:29,458 --> 00:19:32,666 Get yourself a nice girl. Forget the past. 117 00:19:33,208 --> 00:19:37,250 -See how Aslı shaped me up? -Erol, do you never stop talking? 118 00:19:37,333 --> 00:19:40,958 If you're playing tonight, we'll come watch you. 119 00:19:41,041 --> 00:19:42,583 I'm not. I'll let you know. 120 00:19:42,666 --> 00:19:46,333 -Sure. Cemil, think the water's boiled? -Not yet. 121 00:19:56,958 --> 00:20:00,250 -Hey there, scout. -The gang's here. What's up? 122 00:20:00,833 --> 00:20:03,583 -Thought we'd check you out. -What are you drinking? 123 00:20:03,666 --> 00:20:05,250 -Beer. -Beer. 124 00:20:16,041 --> 00:20:18,375 -Are you splitting? -I can do a couple of drinks. 125 00:20:19,125 --> 00:20:20,041 Let's go then. 126 00:20:20,750 --> 00:20:23,041 -Good night, Timur. -Good night, Scout. 127 00:20:56,291 --> 00:20:57,958 An occupational habit, sorry. 128 00:20:59,750 --> 00:21:00,916 Are you following me? 129 00:21:02,583 --> 00:21:04,708 If I were, I'd have to sit with you, right? 130 00:21:05,583 --> 00:21:06,750 Enjoy. 131 00:21:06,833 --> 00:21:08,458 The six pack! Let's see it! 132 00:23:31,458 --> 00:23:35,250 Good morning. The coffee machine's under the stairs. 133 00:23:39,291 --> 00:23:40,375 There you go. 134 00:23:43,416 --> 00:23:44,375 Sorry. 135 00:23:47,625 --> 00:23:50,125 Keep it dry for two days. Remember to use the cream. 136 00:23:52,083 --> 00:23:53,625 -Hello. -How can I help you? 137 00:23:54,708 --> 00:23:56,083 I want to get a tattoo. 138 00:23:56,875 --> 00:23:58,083 Do you have a story? 139 00:24:02,166 --> 00:24:06,875 Exactly 40 years ago I met eyes with a girl at a bus stop. 140 00:24:08,500 --> 00:24:10,000 I'd just screwed up the courage 141 00:24:10,083 --> 00:24:13,500 to talk to her when the bus came. She got on and was gone. 142 00:24:14,875 --> 00:24:17,500 I checked my watch. From that day on 143 00:24:18,125 --> 00:24:21,125 I waited at the stop every day at the same time. 144 00:24:22,583 --> 00:24:26,125 The day I decided it was all over she came to the stop. 145 00:24:26,791 --> 00:24:28,166 Our eyes met again. 146 00:24:30,500 --> 00:24:32,708 This time I got on her bus. 147 00:24:37,583 --> 00:24:41,750 If you wait three months at the same stop for a total stranger 148 00:24:42,333 --> 00:24:46,083 whose voice you haven't even heard, I guess it's called love. 149 00:25:21,416 --> 00:25:23,875 You're the most sophisticated jerk I've ever met. 150 00:25:33,916 --> 00:25:34,750 Thank you. 151 00:27:34,000 --> 00:27:36,416 -Welcome. -Thanks. 152 00:27:37,041 --> 00:27:40,750 I want to get a tattoo. Or rather have mine changed. 153 00:27:40,833 --> 00:27:42,416 Changed how? 154 00:27:45,375 --> 00:27:49,041 I caught him in bed with the girl who tattooed our names for us. 155 00:27:52,916 --> 00:27:53,791 Please. 156 00:28:00,833 --> 00:28:04,166 When I can be bothered I'll start on these letters, Mr. Metin. 157 00:28:04,250 --> 00:28:08,333 Why labor over pages of letters when you have two-line e-mails? 158 00:28:08,416 --> 00:28:09,708 No, any day now. 159 00:28:20,458 --> 00:28:21,708 Thank you so much. 160 00:28:31,625 --> 00:28:34,750 -What can't you share? -Nothing, Metin. 161 00:28:35,125 --> 00:28:39,916 Cut the crap. Come on, admit it. You're betting on how much he'll drink tonight. 162 00:28:40,000 --> 00:28:42,375 -No, not this time. -What then? 163 00:28:45,166 --> 00:28:49,291 Whether Gizem will head butt anyone tonight. 164 00:28:49,875 --> 00:28:52,625 Goddamn sharks. We aren't racehorses. 165 00:28:54,208 --> 00:28:56,791 If Mr. Metin doesn't drink, I won't head butt anyone. 166 00:28:57,500 --> 00:29:00,625 But forget singing, he can't even say his name unless he drinks. 167 00:29:01,625 --> 00:29:04,000 -I say he'll drink! -I say she'll head butt! 168 00:29:04,083 --> 00:29:07,583 -I say he'll have seven glasses! -I say she'll head butt two people! 169 00:29:11,916 --> 00:29:13,125 I say he'll drink whatever. 170 00:29:30,750 --> 00:29:31,833 You're screwed. 171 00:29:33,583 --> 00:29:34,500 I say I won't drink. 172 00:29:35,125 --> 00:29:36,583 You waste your breath, Metin. 173 00:32:27,916 --> 00:32:29,791 Yes, kids. 174 00:32:29,875 --> 00:32:34,458 Mistakes will always come back to haunt you. 175 00:32:35,083 --> 00:32:36,250 Thank you. 176 00:32:44,625 --> 00:32:46,041 Do you want to grab some soup? 177 00:32:48,125 --> 00:32:49,375 Just as friends. 178 00:32:55,333 --> 00:32:56,500 It's stone cold. 179 00:32:57,125 --> 00:32:59,916 If your son, Umut, died of leukemia aged two 180 00:33:00,000 --> 00:33:02,458 You might not care a lot about how hot the soup is. 181 00:33:02,541 --> 00:33:03,416 HOPE 182 00:33:15,958 --> 00:33:17,375 I'll wash my hands. 183 00:33:26,250 --> 00:33:27,791 Do you have a cigarette, son? 184 00:33:36,750 --> 00:33:37,583 Thanks. 185 00:33:40,625 --> 00:33:41,583 Are you in love? 186 00:33:43,458 --> 00:33:46,041 -No, old man. -Work on it. 187 00:33:47,791 --> 00:33:48,625 Good luck. 188 00:34:07,125 --> 00:34:10,250 Great being taken for a spin, right? Now go get her. 189 00:34:16,166 --> 00:34:17,583 How about a drink or two? 190 00:34:18,791 --> 00:34:20,625 No way! We took money off the guys. 191 00:34:21,625 --> 00:34:24,958 -How would they know? -We would. Isn't that enough? 192 00:34:43,083 --> 00:34:44,041 Want a ride home? 193 00:34:45,125 --> 00:34:48,791 No. I've never even been in a car driven by a woman. 194 00:34:49,541 --> 00:34:50,416 Are you macho? 195 00:34:51,291 --> 00:34:53,291 -Don't say that. -Okay, 196 00:34:53,375 --> 00:34:55,916 have you ever seen a female serial head butter like me? 197 00:35:06,041 --> 00:35:07,375 We can even take a tour. 198 00:35:09,208 --> 00:35:10,208 Let's not overdo it. 199 00:35:55,791 --> 00:35:59,041 That bus ride was the only trip I've ever taken 200 00:35:59,125 --> 00:36:02,166 without knowing where I was going, how far and with who. 201 00:36:04,291 --> 00:36:06,625 On the bus was the greatest love of my life 202 00:36:07,208 --> 00:36:08,875 and the biggest regret. 203 00:36:09,875 --> 00:36:11,291 How much time do we have? 204 00:36:17,000 --> 00:36:20,125 No idea. But making a start is enough. 205 00:36:20,958 --> 00:36:22,250 Or rather finishing. 206 00:36:22,625 --> 00:36:26,958 I want at least to finish this properly even if it didn't start that way. 207 00:36:32,500 --> 00:36:37,375 -What happened when you got off the bus? -We got to know each other for six months. 208 00:36:38,833 --> 00:36:40,583 It was the best book I've ever read. 209 00:36:42,208 --> 00:36:47,416 As far as I know, no woman had ever asked a man to marry her until that day. 210 00:36:48,000 --> 00:36:50,125 -So did you say yes? -Yes. 211 00:36:51,166 --> 00:36:52,000 I had no money. 212 00:36:53,541 --> 00:36:56,583 I'd applied to work in Germany but was rejected. 213 00:36:57,458 --> 00:36:58,583 There were other ways. 214 00:36:59,291 --> 00:37:03,041 I planned to marry a German on paper Come back after making some money 215 00:37:03,708 --> 00:37:05,000 and marry the girl I loved. 216 00:37:13,416 --> 00:37:14,291 Good morning. 217 00:37:15,458 --> 00:37:16,875 Oh my God! 218 00:37:17,541 --> 00:37:19,708 What's up, Mr. Metin? Couldn't you sleep? 219 00:37:20,833 --> 00:37:22,833 I got up early today. Are you hungry? 220 00:37:22,916 --> 00:37:25,291 No, I already had breakfast, Mr. Metin. 221 00:37:27,541 --> 00:37:29,333 -The computer's on. -Really? 222 00:37:29,750 --> 00:37:32,583 -Turn it off if you don't need it. -I do. I'll just get a tea. 223 00:37:50,500 --> 00:37:52,166 How do we get rid of these ants? 224 00:37:52,250 --> 00:37:53,583 Don't kill them! 225 00:38:11,041 --> 00:38:12,875 -Welcome. -Thanks. 226 00:38:14,791 --> 00:38:16,708 I want to get a tattoo for my mother. 227 00:38:17,958 --> 00:38:19,208 Do you have a story? 228 00:38:19,958 --> 00:38:20,916 Yes. 229 00:38:59,583 --> 00:39:03,500 Meşrutiyet Ave. No 64/6 Beyoğlu 230 00:39:26,125 --> 00:39:27,125 What do you expect? 231 00:39:27,750 --> 00:39:30,208 Me to show up one day and say I'm back? 232 00:39:31,291 --> 00:39:32,500 You know it won't happen. 233 00:39:33,625 --> 00:39:35,208 You're my sweetest farewell. 234 00:39:44,208 --> 00:39:45,541 Look. 235 00:39:45,625 --> 00:39:46,666 Look at her eyes. 236 00:39:48,208 --> 00:39:50,208 She's looking at you the way I did. 237 00:40:21,625 --> 00:40:22,666 Buddy! 238 00:40:24,041 --> 00:40:25,041 Hey! 239 00:40:26,583 --> 00:40:29,958 We're busting a gut here to hook a fish. You get lucky and don't even reel it in. 240 00:40:38,541 --> 00:40:40,208 There's an etiquette to drinking rakı. 241 00:40:43,541 --> 00:40:45,958 First know who you're drinking with. 242 00:40:46,041 --> 00:40:50,125 Then who you're drinking to. Whatever you drink to must be worth it. 243 00:40:51,125 --> 00:40:52,333 Drink either to pleasure 244 00:40:55,083 --> 00:40:56,208 or to sorrow. 245 00:40:57,000 --> 00:40:59,333 Don't let anyone bad-mouth what's in the glass, 246 00:40:59,916 --> 00:41:02,583 Because it can be sensitive. 247 00:41:03,750 --> 00:41:04,583 And then 248 00:41:07,625 --> 00:41:09,041 drink to an absent friend 249 00:41:12,875 --> 00:41:15,125 who you wish was there. 250 00:41:16,625 --> 00:41:17,791 Come on. 251 00:41:34,833 --> 00:41:35,875 Good evening, Rıza. 252 00:41:45,375 --> 00:41:50,125 Please, Metin. It's past ten. Don't get me into trouble. 253 00:41:50,708 --> 00:41:52,000 Have you seen anyone 254 00:41:52,083 --> 00:41:55,041 turn teetotal after drinking until ten, Rıza? 255 00:41:59,500 --> 00:42:00,625 Have a good night. 256 00:43:35,833 --> 00:43:37,916 -Thanks. -Enjoy. 257 00:43:43,708 --> 00:43:45,208 So can you do a tattoo of that? 258 00:43:46,875 --> 00:43:48,208 No. It's just decoration. 259 00:43:49,458 --> 00:43:51,250 It would be great as a back tattoo. 260 00:43:57,375 --> 00:43:58,208 Hello. 261 00:43:58,875 --> 00:44:00,041 Welcome, Fikret. 262 00:44:01,250 --> 00:44:02,583 Can we do a session today? 263 00:44:02,666 --> 00:44:06,166 It's only been two days. You need a break in-between. 264 00:44:06,250 --> 00:44:08,958 -I have you down for Wednesday. -All right. 265 00:44:09,958 --> 00:44:12,208 -See you on Wednesday then. -Bye. 266 00:44:20,125 --> 00:44:23,041 HOW TO GET RID OF ANTS IN HOME 267 00:44:33,916 --> 00:44:36,291 I could've lived with a few of you 268 00:44:36,875 --> 00:44:39,666 but you overdid it, guys. Sorry. 269 00:45:02,583 --> 00:45:03,416 Greetings. 270 00:45:05,250 --> 00:45:06,166 How can I help you? 271 00:45:08,000 --> 00:45:10,000 We want to get a tattoo. 272 00:45:11,000 --> 00:45:12,041 What's your story? 273 00:45:13,375 --> 00:45:14,916 -Got a story? -No. 274 00:45:15,583 --> 00:45:16,541 -You? -Nope. 275 00:45:18,000 --> 00:45:19,041 In that case, 276 00:45:20,000 --> 00:45:22,583 we'll think about it and come back later. 277 00:45:23,416 --> 00:45:25,000 -Have a good day. -Goodbye. 278 00:45:26,875 --> 00:45:27,750 Just one thing. 279 00:45:29,291 --> 00:45:31,208 Can you do a Fenerbahçe tattoo? 280 00:45:31,291 --> 00:45:33,083 -No. -Have a good day. 281 00:45:35,333 --> 00:45:37,375 -Is that your goddamn story? -Yes, it was. 282 00:45:50,250 --> 00:45:52,416 -You were awesome again, dude. -Thanks. 283 00:45:52,500 --> 00:45:55,375 It's my first time hearing you. You're everything they said. 284 00:45:55,458 --> 00:45:56,791 Thank you. 285 00:45:56,875 --> 00:45:59,583 -Hi. Can I ask you something? -Sure. 286 00:45:59,666 --> 00:46:02,875 Didn't you also write the screenplay for Fig Jam? 287 00:46:04,416 --> 00:46:05,458 Yes. 288 00:46:05,791 --> 00:46:09,166 I'd love to drink with you one night. And get inside your head. 289 00:46:11,958 --> 00:46:14,500 -We'll see. -Thrilled to meet you. 290 00:46:18,958 --> 00:46:20,000 Have a great night. 291 00:46:24,500 --> 00:46:25,750 Alptekin is calling 292 00:46:28,458 --> 00:46:29,375 Yes, Dad? 293 00:46:30,166 --> 00:46:31,916 Screw that head of yours, dude. 294 00:46:32,000 --> 00:46:36,000 Just see what's around you and you're still grieving. 295 00:46:36,666 --> 00:46:39,125 I swear, if Aslı and I weren't serious... 296 00:46:39,208 --> 00:46:42,333 -Three months is serious. -Three months eight days dude. 297 00:46:42,958 --> 00:46:46,208 Anyway it's motive that matters. We had each other's tattoos done. 298 00:46:46,291 --> 00:46:47,166 That's a big deal. 299 00:46:48,500 --> 00:46:49,541 Gizem is a tattooist. 300 00:46:50,125 --> 00:46:52,583 -Where's your place? -Two streets down. 301 00:46:52,666 --> 00:46:54,500 So have you seen Aslı's tattoos? 302 00:46:54,583 --> 00:46:55,583 Show him, baby. 303 00:46:57,416 --> 00:46:59,500 NEVER FORGET THE ONE IN YOUR HEART 304 00:47:05,125 --> 00:47:06,833 Was it you who got the ring, dude? 305 00:47:07,583 --> 00:47:09,625 She has more on her back and her lower back. 306 00:47:10,333 --> 00:47:12,208 So you haven't seen the lower back one? 307 00:47:12,916 --> 00:47:15,291 Baby, Dad just called. We have to go. 308 00:47:15,833 --> 00:47:18,750 I have to drop Aslı home before 12. 309 00:47:18,833 --> 00:47:19,958 Let's go, baby. 310 00:47:20,041 --> 00:47:22,458 -Glad to meet you. -Nice to meet you. 311 00:47:24,083 --> 00:47:26,291 Sure. Don't be late. Good night. 312 00:47:32,750 --> 00:47:33,625 You like fish? 313 00:47:37,250 --> 00:47:38,375 Just as friends. 314 00:47:42,875 --> 00:47:46,125 Every evening as kids my brother and I used to watch out for dad. 315 00:47:47,166 --> 00:47:48,750 As soon as he was home 316 00:47:48,833 --> 00:47:51,041 We'd start yelling, dad, did you get prawns. 317 00:47:51,708 --> 00:47:54,500 -Was your dad a fisherman? -No, an interior designer. 318 00:47:55,958 --> 00:47:57,916 -Do you just have one brother? -Yes. 319 00:47:59,333 --> 00:48:01,958 -He's the high-flyer, a lawyer. -You? 320 00:48:02,791 --> 00:48:06,666 The problem child. The fine arts student with a question-mark future. 321 00:48:08,541 --> 00:48:12,458 You already have a job. Why work nights at the bar? 322 00:48:13,125 --> 00:48:14,375 I need to save. 323 00:48:15,291 --> 00:48:17,791 I want to move to Bodrum and open a tattoo studio. 324 00:48:18,375 --> 00:48:19,208 Why? 325 00:48:21,750 --> 00:48:22,958 The city's tiring. 326 00:48:23,750 --> 00:48:24,958 Every day is a battle. 327 00:48:27,166 --> 00:48:28,500 Want some prawn? 328 00:48:31,333 --> 00:48:33,958 -Thanks. -I did wash my hands. 329 00:48:35,875 --> 00:48:36,833 So who are you? 330 00:48:39,625 --> 00:48:40,916 No one for ages. 331 00:48:44,791 --> 00:48:47,500 My dad used to say he was scared of living like a plant, 332 00:48:49,125 --> 00:48:50,541 of being aimless, 333 00:48:51,583 --> 00:48:52,750 just to look green. 334 00:48:53,500 --> 00:48:54,958 I think you need to be someone. 335 00:48:56,916 --> 00:48:57,958 For someone at least. 336 00:49:21,583 --> 00:49:25,541 -When did you last touch a woman? -You can't ask that just as a friend. 337 00:49:25,625 --> 00:49:27,375 Don't always think with your dick. 338 00:49:28,000 --> 00:49:31,250 When did you last break through a woman's smile to her heart? 339 00:49:32,625 --> 00:49:36,500 Or when did you watch her fall asleep on your knee midway through a movie? 340 00:49:36,958 --> 00:49:39,083 Just curious. As a friend. 341 00:49:39,500 --> 00:49:41,375 Friends don't hurt with questions. 342 00:49:46,083 --> 00:49:47,500 Friends hurt most of all. 343 00:49:50,541 --> 00:49:52,083 Because they mean well. 344 00:49:54,041 --> 00:49:57,833 They hurt when they press the wound to stop it from bleeding. 345 00:49:59,041 --> 00:50:00,458 They don't hurt out of spite. 346 00:50:02,625 --> 00:50:04,208 They hurt so the wound will heal. 347 00:50:07,500 --> 00:50:08,708 What if it's a deep wound? 348 00:50:09,916 --> 00:50:11,250 Then friends are no help. 349 00:50:13,750 --> 00:50:15,250 The wound needs another heart. 350 00:50:18,333 --> 00:50:22,333 Because one wounded heart can only be relieved by another. 351 00:50:44,416 --> 00:50:45,791 So what's your story? 352 00:50:51,250 --> 00:50:52,250 He was a tattooist. 353 00:50:54,500 --> 00:50:56,666 One Wednesday he had a motorbike accident. 354 00:50:58,958 --> 00:51:00,458 On Thursday I was half a person. 355 00:51:03,916 --> 00:51:07,666 When you put one egg to boil you realize that two less one is one. 356 00:51:10,750 --> 00:51:12,166 When the dishes take no time. 357 00:51:13,375 --> 00:51:16,166 When the pot with your one coffee boils over in no time. 358 00:51:18,708 --> 00:51:20,375 You go through all kinds of shit 359 00:51:22,791 --> 00:51:26,541 and realize when your back gets dirty that the most unlikely detail matters. 360 00:51:29,625 --> 00:51:32,083 When you have to unlock the door with a cold key 361 00:51:33,583 --> 00:51:36,791 and the washing machine is never full, then you realize he's gone. 362 00:51:41,916 --> 00:51:43,416 Your side of the bed is warm 363 00:51:45,500 --> 00:51:47,416 for the first time since I became no one. 364 00:52:19,125 --> 00:52:22,041 -I feel like I'm cheating on Duygu. -Is that a joke? 365 00:52:22,541 --> 00:52:25,625 People cheat on their girlfriends, on their wives. 366 00:52:25,708 --> 00:52:29,000 They even con themselves that it's what they always wanted. 367 00:52:29,083 --> 00:52:32,250 You've spent two years being faithful to someone not alive. 368 00:52:32,750 --> 00:52:34,875 What would you want if you were Duygu? 369 00:52:36,208 --> 00:52:39,666 -For her to live her life. -What do you think she wants? 370 00:52:40,333 --> 00:52:42,666 I don't know. My head's a mess. 371 00:52:42,750 --> 00:52:45,666 Don't let it be. You're doing nothing wrong, dude. 372 00:52:47,166 --> 00:52:50,000 By the way, if you're doing okay for cash 373 00:52:50,083 --> 00:52:51,958 can you lend me 500 liras? 374 00:52:52,041 --> 00:52:54,541 I can't find the rent for the studio this month. 375 00:52:55,000 --> 00:52:57,541 -No problem. I have money, dude. -Thanks. 376 00:53:01,416 --> 00:53:03,041 -See you. -Good night. 377 00:53:03,125 --> 00:53:04,625 Good night, Metin. 378 00:53:20,416 --> 00:53:21,708 What are you running from? 379 00:53:24,708 --> 00:53:25,708 I know. 380 00:53:26,291 --> 00:53:28,416 You're running from today. From tomorrow. 381 00:53:29,375 --> 00:53:32,250 You're sunk in the past. You can't breathe without it. 382 00:53:33,541 --> 00:53:35,500 You're running from being left half a person again. 383 00:53:37,791 --> 00:53:41,583 We're already incomplete. How much less can we become? 384 00:53:44,625 --> 00:53:47,000 Carry on with your screaming silence! 385 00:53:47,625 --> 00:53:49,708 You run from anything good. 386 00:53:49,791 --> 00:53:51,625 You're full of self-pity. 387 00:53:51,708 --> 00:53:54,583 You run from anything alive and breathing. 388 00:53:57,500 --> 00:54:00,625 Want to hear a secret, man? You can't cheat on the dead! 389 00:54:29,166 --> 00:54:31,750 We lived within the boundaries drawn for us, lover. 390 00:54:33,250 --> 00:54:37,958 We had no real expectations. They taught us to love through touch. 391 00:54:38,833 --> 00:54:40,333 But it's not like that anymore. 392 00:54:40,416 --> 00:54:43,250 There's someone you can love regardless of time or place. 393 00:54:44,500 --> 00:54:48,000 Hug her in the street, kiss her on the corner. 394 00:54:48,958 --> 00:54:51,333 Let people see this love and take it as an example. 395 00:54:52,083 --> 00:54:54,000 Let them know how life-affirming it is. 396 00:54:55,625 --> 00:54:58,166 My heartsick sweetheart, love so strongly 397 00:54:59,416 --> 00:55:01,708 that they think it was worth all the suffering. 398 00:55:04,500 --> 00:55:05,750 Won't you be mad at me? 399 00:55:39,000 --> 00:55:42,291 I married a woman who'd been set up in Germany for me. 400 00:55:42,791 --> 00:55:46,666 My whole aim was to save some money and come back home. Until 401 00:55:47,875 --> 00:55:52,666 my wife on paper said she was in love with me. I couldn't live anywhere else. 402 00:55:53,833 --> 00:55:56,541 Otherwise someone would tell and I'd be deported. 403 00:55:58,083 --> 00:55:59,125 I lived with her. 404 00:56:01,791 --> 00:56:05,125 I spent two years trying to avoid sleeping with my wife. 405 00:56:09,250 --> 00:56:10,375 She had a drug habit. 406 00:56:19,666 --> 00:56:23,291 Metin. if you've quit your goddamn poison, just say so. 407 00:56:23,875 --> 00:56:26,416 -No, I still drink. -So it's us you want to f... 408 00:56:28,125 --> 00:56:28,958 Spite. 409 00:56:29,666 --> 00:56:32,583 -How can he have two drinks all night? -How do I know? 410 00:56:38,083 --> 00:56:41,583 I have a little money from heaven. Want to get a drink? 411 00:56:51,458 --> 00:56:52,750 If I choose where. 412 00:57:19,958 --> 00:57:22,541 A friend of mine had a birthday party here a year ago. 413 00:57:23,458 --> 00:57:25,250 I always wanted to come drink here. 414 00:57:27,916 --> 00:57:29,125 It'd be kind of lame to come alone. 415 00:57:31,833 --> 00:57:33,000 What are we drinking to? 416 00:57:34,125 --> 00:57:36,500 The most qualified drifter among us. 417 00:57:45,833 --> 00:57:49,625 It was built 1500 years ago as a lighthouse for sailors. 418 00:57:50,416 --> 00:57:54,208 Then someone else moved in and made a dungeon for captives. 419 00:57:54,916 --> 00:57:59,000 Prisoners threw themselves off into the depths. 420 00:57:59,625 --> 00:58:01,500 Someone else made a fire tower. 421 00:58:03,125 --> 00:58:07,416 The place went up in flames twice as a fire tower and still wasn't destroyed. 422 00:58:07,750 --> 00:58:09,458 Someone else made an observatory. 423 00:58:10,333 --> 00:58:15,958 As an earthquake alert it was damaged in two big tremors but wasn't destroyed. 424 00:58:17,666 --> 00:58:19,916 The roof flew off once in a storm. 425 00:58:20,000 --> 00:58:24,875 It witnessed five wars, was damaged 15 times and still wasn't destroyed. 426 00:58:26,375 --> 00:58:29,625 If you drink to anything else sitting here, 427 00:58:30,875 --> 00:58:32,333 just say and we'll drink to it. 428 00:59:51,208 --> 00:59:52,750 You can't cheat on the dead. 429 01:01:56,541 --> 01:01:58,583 -What are you drinking? -A beer for me. 430 01:01:58,666 --> 01:02:01,166 -You have Jack Daniel's? -Sure. Straight? 431 01:02:01,250 --> 01:02:02,250 With energy drink. 432 01:02:02,916 --> 01:02:05,333 Hey, dude, you could bring out an album. 433 01:02:05,916 --> 01:02:06,875 No, dude. 434 01:02:07,458 --> 01:02:08,833 I'm okay. The place is fine. 435 01:02:12,666 --> 01:02:14,708 -Your drink. -Thank you. 436 01:02:17,750 --> 01:02:19,500 Can you put more whisky in? 437 01:02:20,583 --> 01:02:24,000 -Where did get your tattoos done? -In Etiler. A guy called Big Cenk. 438 01:02:24,083 --> 01:02:26,916 -Do you know him? -Sure. He's a friend from college. 439 01:02:27,500 --> 01:02:29,333 The guy is truly huge, dude. 440 01:02:30,458 --> 01:02:32,750 If you say so, dude. To your happiness then. 441 01:02:35,541 --> 01:02:37,583 How long has Erol been with Aslı? 442 01:02:38,833 --> 01:02:39,708 Three months. 443 01:02:41,833 --> 01:02:44,666 -You don't like her, do you? -Do you? 444 01:03:02,708 --> 01:03:06,000 You aren't playing tonight. And it's my day off. 445 01:03:06,875 --> 01:03:07,708 So? 446 01:03:09,208 --> 01:03:10,958 So, you should take me out tonight. 447 01:03:14,833 --> 01:03:15,791 How is it? 448 01:03:17,333 --> 01:03:20,166 -Like my mother made it. -So you should definitely do it. 449 01:03:20,250 --> 01:03:21,791 You should tell me you fancy me 450 01:03:21,875 --> 01:03:24,125 and ask if I want to date you. 451 01:03:24,208 --> 01:03:28,458 -Why? For the toast? -No, for me. 452 01:03:29,375 --> 01:03:32,583 -So should I pick you up from home? -It would be great. 453 01:03:33,041 --> 01:03:35,375 But not my style. We'll meet where the action is. 454 01:03:40,000 --> 01:03:43,166 -What's up? A wedding, Mr. Metin? -Check the e-mails, Cemil. 455 01:03:43,250 --> 01:03:45,041 -Should I answer? -No. 456 01:03:52,000 --> 01:03:54,291 "I have a love story to blow your mind. 457 01:03:54,375 --> 01:03:56,875 I don't want money. Will you write the screenplay?" 458 01:03:57,500 --> 01:03:59,833 -Should I answer? -No. 459 01:04:28,541 --> 01:04:29,958 Did you expect someone else? 460 01:04:30,958 --> 01:04:34,916 Well, to be honest, yes. A crazy girl with a head butting habit. 461 01:04:35,791 --> 01:04:38,583 I know. She asked me to sub for her. I couldn't say no. 462 01:04:41,000 --> 01:04:42,875 Don't stop saying no to her, all right? 463 01:06:25,916 --> 01:06:29,125 Sorry, I stole your friend. Forget seeing her, I can't even call. 464 01:06:29,208 --> 01:06:31,250 Cell phones take away your freedom. 465 01:06:33,875 --> 01:06:35,625 Cell phones take away your freedom. 466 01:06:43,250 --> 01:06:45,416 Stop! What are you doing? 467 01:06:49,166 --> 01:06:50,166 I'm sorry. 468 01:06:50,833 --> 01:06:51,833 I'm sorry. 469 01:07:00,125 --> 01:07:00,958 Are you okay? 470 01:07:10,250 --> 01:07:12,875 -Hello? -Good morning. Is Metin home? 471 01:07:12,958 --> 01:07:16,125 -He's asleep. Who are you? -A friend from work. 472 01:07:16,208 --> 01:07:19,500 Come in. The second song's ending. He'll be up soon. 473 01:07:20,041 --> 01:07:24,125 -I don't understand. -Neither do I. Let me take your jacket. 474 01:07:32,458 --> 01:07:33,583 Fan mails? 475 01:07:34,875 --> 01:07:35,708 Yes. 476 01:07:36,291 --> 01:07:39,916 Like an e-mail wouldn't do. You come in. I'll get you some tea. 477 01:08:03,250 --> 01:08:05,583 Is that her? 478 01:08:07,541 --> 01:08:08,500 Yes. 479 01:08:13,000 --> 01:08:14,250 Welcome to my grave. 480 01:08:22,500 --> 01:08:23,958 Sorry about last night. 481 01:08:24,833 --> 01:08:27,541 -How's your friend? -My tango instructor. 482 01:08:28,625 --> 01:08:32,583 He's okay. He said he'd have been jealous if his girlfriend was nabbed like that. 483 01:08:45,166 --> 01:08:47,000 You hit him out of jealousy, right? 484 01:08:54,875 --> 01:08:56,291 It was me there, wasn't it? 485 01:09:25,708 --> 01:09:27,166 I'm an unlucky man. 486 01:09:27,250 --> 01:09:29,958 I'd have done anything to wipe the tears 487 01:09:30,333 --> 01:09:33,958 -of my beloved when she cried. -What happened to that woman? 488 01:09:36,791 --> 01:09:40,041 So much for my shortcut to make money and be with my beloved. 489 01:09:40,875 --> 01:09:42,333 I spent 20 years in jail. 490 01:09:44,500 --> 01:09:45,666 You don't look the type. 491 01:09:50,333 --> 01:09:51,250 Look in the mirror. 492 01:09:52,625 --> 01:09:54,625 Do you see the you before you fell in love? 493 01:10:49,875 --> 01:10:51,333 Go away. 494 01:10:53,958 --> 01:10:55,625 You're the only place 495 01:10:57,916 --> 01:10:59,125 and the only way I know. 496 01:12:59,958 --> 01:13:00,958 In the name of God! 497 01:13:02,583 --> 01:13:03,625 What breed is he? 498 01:13:04,750 --> 01:13:07,000 No idea. He was a stray. 499 01:13:07,083 --> 01:13:09,916 I found him lying by my bike one day. 500 01:13:10,000 --> 01:13:11,958 The way he looked at me was like let's go. 501 01:13:14,541 --> 01:13:18,333 We hung out for months without a leash. He'd come and go as he pleased. 502 01:13:19,625 --> 01:13:23,166 I prepared myself for him to leave one day. But he never did. 503 01:13:26,583 --> 01:13:29,083 -Anyone have any money, kids? -No. 504 01:13:29,750 --> 01:13:32,541 -We aren't into that any more. -Cool. 505 01:13:33,125 --> 01:13:35,916 And tomorrow's a big day. Gizem, can you give us nuts? 506 01:13:36,000 --> 01:13:37,083 What's tomorrow? 507 01:13:37,666 --> 01:13:38,583 Gizem's birthday. 508 01:13:41,375 --> 01:13:44,208 We bet on how much you'd drink tomorrow. 509 01:13:44,291 --> 01:13:45,166 Really? 510 01:13:45,250 --> 01:13:46,833 -Really. -Get out of here! 511 01:13:48,708 --> 01:13:52,916 -What's up, dude? -They're betting on how much I'll drink. 512 01:13:53,625 --> 01:13:56,250 -Baby, I'm off to the bathroom. -Want me to come, baby? 513 01:13:56,333 --> 01:13:57,875 -You can't be serious. -Okay. 514 01:14:02,708 --> 01:14:04,125 Adem, hold the fort a second. 515 01:14:20,250 --> 01:14:21,083 Knock it back. 516 01:14:21,791 --> 01:14:23,291 -No, I'm drinking beer. -Do it! 517 01:14:27,750 --> 01:14:29,000 Sorry. Knock it back. 518 01:14:37,916 --> 01:14:39,750 -Can I take a look at your ring? -Sure. 519 01:14:45,083 --> 01:14:46,291 Does it look good on me? 520 01:14:47,083 --> 01:14:47,916 Yes. 521 01:14:51,666 --> 01:14:53,291 Can I see your tattoos again? 522 01:14:53,875 --> 01:14:54,958 Show her, baby. 523 01:14:59,916 --> 01:15:01,625 And the one on your back, baby. 524 01:15:09,750 --> 01:15:10,666 Engin. 525 01:15:12,375 --> 01:15:14,041 -Alptekin. -What are you doing? 526 01:15:16,125 --> 01:15:18,791 -Onur. -What's going on? 527 01:15:20,041 --> 01:15:21,208 I was just wondering. 528 01:15:22,875 --> 01:15:26,041 Erol's a hard name to disguise. What are you going to do? 529 01:15:27,166 --> 01:15:29,833 -Change it to profiterole? -Loser! 530 01:15:33,291 --> 01:15:34,416 My ring! 531 01:15:38,500 --> 01:15:39,333 Dumbass. 532 01:15:45,375 --> 01:15:47,375 Metin, what's this about, dude? 533 01:15:53,791 --> 01:15:55,250 Gone with the wind, friend. 534 01:16:06,416 --> 01:16:07,541 How's it going, scout? 535 01:16:16,625 --> 01:16:18,416 Big Cenk. Metin. 536 01:16:34,833 --> 01:16:35,916 God, I've had enough. 537 01:16:37,166 --> 01:16:39,333 What's up? On the long side, are they? 538 01:16:39,666 --> 01:16:42,166 I never wrote that much to my dad back home, Mr. Metin. 539 01:17:55,166 --> 01:17:57,541 HAPPY BIRTHDAY SCOUT 540 01:19:43,291 --> 01:19:44,708 What did I do wrong? 541 01:19:48,333 --> 01:19:49,416 Where did I mess up? 542 01:19:52,833 --> 01:19:53,666 Duygu... 543 01:19:56,666 --> 01:19:57,500 ...died. 544 01:19:59,000 --> 01:20:00,041 Duygu died? 545 01:20:02,125 --> 01:20:03,583 Duygu died ages ago. 546 01:20:06,000 --> 01:20:07,458 It's just a fish that died. 547 01:20:09,750 --> 01:20:12,875 You dump someone who breathes for you and obsess over a dead fish? 548 01:20:14,875 --> 01:20:15,833 She was our fish. 549 01:20:19,208 --> 01:20:20,041 I know. 550 01:20:20,750 --> 01:20:23,208 I know, damn it and I hate to know. 551 01:20:23,291 --> 01:20:26,125 She got the fish. She put them in the tank. And she's gone! 552 01:20:36,375 --> 01:20:38,833 Please, I beg you, tell him you're dead. 553 01:20:40,750 --> 01:20:43,375 Tell him we're alive, that we're breathing. 554 01:20:47,208 --> 01:20:48,916 He only believes you, no one else. 555 01:20:51,166 --> 01:20:52,916 He treats us all like the dead. 556 01:20:55,833 --> 01:20:57,083 You know, you've seen it. 557 01:20:59,416 --> 01:21:01,166 Tell him I'm in love. 558 01:21:05,000 --> 01:21:06,333 It was my birthday today. 559 01:21:08,875 --> 01:21:10,833 I got dressed up just for you. 560 01:21:12,250 --> 01:21:14,708 I painted my nails thinking you might hold my hand. 561 01:21:18,625 --> 01:21:22,041 I put lipstick on thinking you might want to kiss me. 562 01:21:27,500 --> 01:21:29,750 And all you can say is Duygu died. 563 01:21:33,125 --> 01:21:34,916 For once you were honest with me, man. 564 01:21:37,708 --> 01:21:40,583 If there's such a thing as feeling, you fucked it tonight. 565 01:22:07,583 --> 01:22:09,708 Morning, Mr. Metin. You're awake finally. 566 01:24:38,916 --> 01:24:40,333 I wrote hundreds of letters. 567 01:24:41,625 --> 01:24:42,708 I never got an answer. 568 01:24:44,583 --> 01:24:46,041 Years later I found out 569 01:24:46,666 --> 01:24:49,958 that I'd poured out my heart to an empty flat in litigation. 570 01:24:52,125 --> 01:24:52,958 But 571 01:24:54,375 --> 01:24:55,416 all I'd wanted 572 01:24:56,833 --> 01:24:58,625 was to say, I've never forgotten you. 573 01:25:10,250 --> 01:25:11,208 Does drinking make it go away? 574 01:25:16,708 --> 01:25:17,541 No. 575 01:25:18,500 --> 01:25:21,166 It doesn't. It kills the pain. 576 01:25:22,375 --> 01:25:24,083 Kind of an anesthesia. 577 01:25:26,125 --> 01:25:27,750 You can't love when you're numb. 578 01:25:29,958 --> 01:25:31,000 Did you love her a lot? 579 01:25:33,333 --> 01:25:35,250 To love once is enough for what you mean. 580 01:25:36,750 --> 01:25:37,583 You're alone. 581 01:25:43,125 --> 01:25:45,250 See that crowd behind you, old man? 582 01:25:46,583 --> 01:25:50,208 Those people came to listen to me. 583 01:25:54,708 --> 01:25:57,666 Nicely put. That crowd. 584 01:25:59,041 --> 01:26:02,291 They came to have a good time. All they know is your name. 585 01:26:02,875 --> 01:26:05,708 -What else do you want? -True. 586 01:26:07,583 --> 01:26:09,416 We turn to crowds 587 01:26:10,125 --> 01:26:11,875 rather than value what we have. 588 01:26:20,416 --> 01:26:21,541 I'm alone, huh? 589 01:26:22,958 --> 01:26:24,708 You're alone, old man. 590 01:26:28,791 --> 01:26:31,250 Look at yourself before lecturing me. 591 01:26:36,333 --> 01:26:40,083 I have people interested in me, people who write to me, 592 01:26:40,458 --> 01:26:41,958 people who want to meet me. 593 01:26:43,291 --> 01:26:44,333 And you say I'm alone. 594 01:28:12,000 --> 01:28:15,458 -My head's swimming. -Sure, reading e-mails is easier. 595 01:28:16,166 --> 01:28:18,750 It's not a cop out. They're all from the same person. 596 01:28:19,875 --> 01:28:21,125 Who? 597 01:28:21,208 --> 01:28:24,208 Scout. 598 01:28:39,333 --> 01:28:40,541 I watched a movie one day. 599 01:28:42,250 --> 01:28:43,083 I saw your pain. 600 01:28:44,250 --> 01:28:45,791 I saw my pain on the screen. 601 01:28:47,666 --> 01:28:51,083 I was at your door day after day. I saw you leave home. 602 01:28:52,416 --> 01:28:56,458 I saw how you looked at people, how you walked. 603 01:28:58,666 --> 01:28:59,916 You were just like me. 604 01:29:01,083 --> 01:29:05,291 There was nowhere you needed to go. You didn't look at people's faces. 605 01:29:06,416 --> 01:29:08,000 You weren't looking for anyone. 606 01:29:08,708 --> 01:29:12,541 You weren't wearing a watch. Time didn't matter. 607 01:29:13,750 --> 01:29:15,583 You were going wherever like nobody. 608 01:29:16,333 --> 01:29:18,875 There was no one for you anyway where you were going. 609 01:29:20,875 --> 01:29:23,458 You were quiet wherever you went, just like me. 610 01:29:24,333 --> 01:29:25,625 You had nothing to say. 611 01:29:26,666 --> 01:29:28,500 Open your mouth and you'd curse. 612 01:29:29,958 --> 01:29:31,916 You looked at everyone like strangers. 613 01:29:33,500 --> 01:29:36,000 You think it was chance me getting a job at your bar? 614 01:29:36,916 --> 01:29:39,208 And dealing with a bunch of dipsos every night? 615 01:29:40,291 --> 01:29:42,916 You're right, I already had a job. 616 01:29:43,625 --> 01:29:44,875 What would I want at a bar? 617 01:29:46,500 --> 01:29:47,625 I wanted you. 618 01:29:49,041 --> 01:29:52,375 It was hard not to kiss your wounds outside the police station today. 619 01:29:53,208 --> 01:29:54,125 That hurt. 620 01:29:55,083 --> 01:29:57,708 But you'd have recognized me the moment I touched you. 621 01:29:58,708 --> 01:30:00,625 You'd have known I was wounded like you. 622 01:30:03,875 --> 01:30:07,458 When I called by this morning I saw my love piled up by the door. 623 01:30:08,250 --> 01:30:11,833 All unread. That's encouraged me to write more openly, man. 624 01:30:13,666 --> 01:30:15,791 You asked once why I call you man. 625 01:30:17,416 --> 01:30:21,916 They're a rarity, so when you find one, you should tell him so. 626 01:30:26,083 --> 01:30:28,791 When you looked at a dead fish today I gave up on you, man. 627 01:30:30,541 --> 01:30:33,083 We, the living, have nothing else to give you. 628 01:30:34,625 --> 01:30:35,750 This is my last letter. 629 01:30:36,958 --> 01:30:38,958 I came to you with my wounds dressed. 630 01:30:40,875 --> 01:30:42,916 You don't even know where your wounds are. 631 01:30:44,875 --> 01:30:47,041 I had everything in my pocket for you except goodbye. 632 01:30:48,666 --> 01:30:50,083 You snuck that in when I was asleep. 633 01:30:51,833 --> 01:30:52,666 Goodbye. 634 01:31:37,000 --> 01:31:40,458 If you fall for a guy who hasn't been near love in ages 635 01:31:41,000 --> 01:31:42,000 give him a shake. 636 01:31:43,041 --> 01:31:45,666 Because his loving side may have sunk to the bottom. 637 01:31:47,916 --> 01:31:50,500 At least you won't regret not trying. 638 01:31:53,375 --> 01:31:54,208 I tried. 639 01:31:58,750 --> 01:32:00,333 We forget that first encounter. 640 01:32:01,125 --> 01:32:04,291 Where we first kissed. The first time we held hands. 641 01:32:05,166 --> 01:32:07,166 What they were wearing when we first met. 642 01:32:09,250 --> 01:32:11,041 In short, we get used to love. 643 01:32:13,666 --> 01:32:16,708 But wasn't love what they wore the day we first saw them? 644 01:32:18,125 --> 01:32:19,708 The day we get used to it, we lose. 645 01:32:38,416 --> 01:32:40,000 Everyone has a story. 646 01:32:41,750 --> 01:32:43,375 Some etch their story on paper, 647 01:32:43,958 --> 01:32:45,083 others on their flesh. 648 01:32:46,333 --> 01:32:49,208 The story ends when the paper burns or the flesh is buried. 649 01:32:56,375 --> 01:32:57,833 You can be patient for 40 years 650 01:32:57,916 --> 01:33:01,416 but sometimes life begrudges you five seconds to say sorry. 651 01:33:04,458 --> 01:33:07,875 FOR RENT FROM OWNER 652 01:33:25,708 --> 01:33:28,000 WE WOULD LIKE YOU TO PLAY "BODRUM BODRUM" 653 01:33:30,208 --> 01:33:32,708 I want to move to Bodrum and open a tattoo studio. 654 01:33:52,375 --> 01:33:55,625 -The house is in your hands, Cemil. -Won't you come back, Mr. Metin? 655 01:33:56,208 --> 01:33:58,750 -I don't know. -Should I answer the e-mails? 656 01:34:01,291 --> 01:34:02,375 Yes. 657 01:34:02,458 --> 01:34:05,708 Good decision, Mr. Metin. You should follow your heart. 658 01:34:06,416 --> 01:34:09,708 -But don't screw up. Write proper answers. -All right. 659 01:36:38,125 --> 01:36:39,000 Shela? 660 01:38:47,708 --> 01:38:48,541 I have a story. 661 01:39:04,375 --> 01:39:05,708 Will you do the tattoo? 662 01:39:11,541 --> 01:39:14,083 Do you believe in it enough to get the tattoo done? 663 01:39:15,458 --> 01:39:17,875 I stand by every needle that sinks into my body. 664 01:39:32,833 --> 01:39:36,000 We have invisible wounds that can't be kissed better. 665 01:39:36,708 --> 01:39:40,458 Whether from a mother, a father or a lover. 666 01:39:47,375 --> 01:39:50,708 We have memories that hurt, that reduce us to a whisper. 667 01:39:51,375 --> 01:39:54,708 The person leaving or causing heartache doesn't have to die. 668 01:39:55,791 --> 01:39:57,166 We get wounded by somebody. 669 01:39:58,375 --> 01:40:01,208 We stick imaginary band-aids on our real wounds. 670 01:40:02,791 --> 01:40:05,791 We attribute all the pain of the past to the next heart. 671 01:40:06,583 --> 01:40:08,166 It's then that we lose. 672 01:40:09,875 --> 01:40:14,625 Every morning life begins again, we learn to breathe again. 673 01:40:15,500 --> 01:40:18,416 The most precious thing in life is the breath we take. 674 01:40:24,291 --> 01:40:27,625 If you fall for a guy who hasn't been near love in ages, 675 01:40:28,333 --> 01:40:29,416 give him a good shake. 676 01:40:30,041 --> 01:40:32,625 Because his loving side may have sunk to the bottom. 677 01:40:33,458 --> 01:40:37,666 Because life is too much to live alone. 678 01:41:00,166 --> 01:41:02,875 In the memory of Müslüm Gürses... 679 01:43:13,875 --> 01:43:15,791 "Is this a true story?" 680 01:43:18,791 --> 01:43:19,833 Yes.