1 00:00:06,131 --> 00:00:07,924 [tense music plays] 2 00:00:16,099 --> 00:00:18,810 [tapping keys] 3 00:00:27,527 --> 00:00:29,029 I… I'm gonna say it's not me. 4 00:00:29,112 --> 00:00:31,114 Someone wrote it to make it look like it was me. 5 00:00:31,197 --> 00:00:32,157 But it is you. 6 00:00:33,575 --> 00:00:35,910 -[Sid sighs] -She just wants to know you're OK. 7 00:00:36,745 --> 00:00:37,704 She loves you. 8 00:00:39,414 --> 00:00:40,749 Why did I write that shit? 9 00:00:42,834 --> 00:00:45,420 If I'd left the essay alone, none of this would've fucking happened. 10 00:00:45,503 --> 00:00:48,214 But maybe you would have had less of a shot at Harvard. 11 00:00:49,340 --> 00:00:50,800 And you'd still be gay. 12 00:00:52,594 --> 00:00:53,678 [Sid sighs] 13 00:00:55,722 --> 00:00:57,390 You think some part of you, like… 14 00:00:57,932 --> 00:00:59,434 wanted this to happen? 15 00:00:59,517 --> 00:01:00,643 What the fuck? 16 00:01:01,311 --> 00:01:03,271 -[Meera] No, like, subconsciously. -No. 17 00:01:03,855 --> 00:01:05,273 This is my worst nightmare. 18 00:01:05,857 --> 00:01:08,151 There are, like, 100 out kids at school. 19 00:01:08,234 --> 00:01:10,403 So? None of them is on the swim team. 20 00:01:10,487 --> 00:01:13,114 They're all drama club kids, and they're part of your pleasure play. 21 00:01:13,198 --> 00:01:15,617 -That doesn't even make sense. -Not me. 22 00:01:15,700 --> 00:01:17,368 No one's gonna give a fuck. 23 00:01:17,452 --> 00:01:19,537 And if they do, I'll beat the shit out of them. 24 00:01:22,499 --> 00:01:23,666 I can't go back there. 25 00:01:24,709 --> 00:01:26,753 You have nothing to be ashamed of. 26 00:01:27,796 --> 00:01:29,881 Don't make this a thing, and it won't be. 27 00:01:30,840 --> 00:01:31,925 [distant clattering] 28 00:01:40,517 --> 00:01:41,643 [Sid sighs] 29 00:01:42,310 --> 00:01:43,603 [Sid] This will kill 'em. 30 00:01:45,063 --> 00:01:46,981 They'll think they failed as parents. 31 00:01:47,065 --> 00:01:48,274 [Meera] They won't find out. 32 00:01:48,358 --> 00:01:51,569 You weren't tagged in the post, they have zero social media, 33 00:01:51,653 --> 00:01:53,530 and he uses a fucking flip phone. 34 00:02:00,578 --> 00:02:02,747 How come you felt like you couldn't tell me? 35 00:02:10,088 --> 00:02:12,215 I feel like I wasn't there for you, 36 00:02:12,298 --> 00:02:14,676 and I don't know what to do with that right now. 37 00:02:18,513 --> 00:02:19,848 I couldn't tell anybody. 38 00:02:34,988 --> 00:02:36,531 [mom in Creole] My baby. 39 00:02:39,117 --> 00:02:40,410 What time is it? 40 00:02:42,495 --> 00:02:44,038 Go back to sleep, Mummy. 41 00:02:44,747 --> 00:02:46,541 [mom] It's already after five. 42 00:02:48,418 --> 00:02:50,128 You stayed up all night? 43 00:02:51,713 --> 00:02:52,547 Huh? 44 00:02:52,964 --> 00:02:55,800 You can't keep going on like this. It's too much for you. 45 00:02:56,509 --> 00:02:57,844 I'm good, Mummy. 46 00:02:58,386 --> 00:02:59,971 It's not forever. 47 00:03:00,430 --> 00:03:02,015 [mom] What about the interview? 48 00:03:02,724 --> 00:03:04,017 It's at eight. 49 00:03:04,100 --> 00:03:07,562 I'll have enough time to get to school to take my math test. 50 00:03:09,480 --> 00:03:11,524 I just need to close my eyes for a few minutes. 51 00:03:13,943 --> 00:03:14,861 Aye, aye, aye. 52 00:03:14,944 --> 00:03:16,821 Let yourself sleep for a couple hours, at least. 53 00:03:17,780 --> 00:03:19,657 I'll get the kids to school. 54 00:03:19,741 --> 00:03:20,867 [Dom] Mm-hmm. 55 00:03:24,287 --> 00:03:27,165 [mom] Before I take your sister to the doctor. You need to rest. 56 00:03:27,248 --> 00:03:29,918 No. Just a few minutes. 57 00:03:31,085 --> 00:03:32,253 'Cause I'm really fine. 58 00:04:30,561 --> 00:04:34,190 [guard] Welcome to our first random bag check day, folks! 59 00:04:34,274 --> 00:04:36,734 Have your bags open for inspection. 60 00:04:36,818 --> 00:04:38,236 I went to see Owen. 61 00:04:39,362 --> 00:04:40,405 OK. 62 00:04:40,488 --> 00:04:43,950 It's like a fucking prison in there. And now they want me to go to All-State. 63 00:04:44,450 --> 00:04:45,493 You got in? 64 00:04:46,995 --> 00:04:48,162 I'm taking Owen's seat. 65 00:04:49,706 --> 00:04:50,623 Fuck. 66 00:04:51,749 --> 00:04:53,167 What'd he say when you told him? 67 00:04:57,046 --> 00:04:58,339 It's not your fault, Jay. 68 00:04:59,549 --> 00:05:00,675 It's not. 69 00:05:00,758 --> 00:05:03,177 And you wallowing in shit doesn't help anything. 70 00:05:03,720 --> 00:05:06,347 You know, you didn't even say anything about these stickers, 71 00:05:06,431 --> 00:05:09,225 which are dumb valid, 'cause guess who designed them. 72 00:05:09,309 --> 00:05:10,685 -Yeah, with my slogan. -Thank you. 73 00:05:10,768 --> 00:05:11,978 You come to one meeting. 74 00:05:12,061 --> 00:05:14,772 Exactly, my first meeting, and it's my slogan on the sticker. 75 00:05:14,856 --> 00:05:16,357 -Oh word? OK. Here. -Yeah. 76 00:05:18,943 --> 00:05:19,944 [chuckles] 77 00:05:20,486 --> 00:05:23,364 Yo, yo, yo. BSU happening tonight. I got tickets for everybody. 78 00:05:23,448 --> 00:05:25,533 You get one. You get one. I got… 79 00:05:25,616 --> 00:05:27,952 [hip-hop music plays] 80 00:05:33,041 --> 00:05:34,000 I'll let you know. 81 00:05:34,083 --> 00:05:36,044 [indistinct chatter] 82 00:05:36,127 --> 00:05:38,713 -I have to do that right now. -Here, take this. 83 00:05:40,465 --> 00:05:42,383 -[Sonia] Tonight. -Yo, hook me up, bro. 84 00:05:44,260 --> 00:05:45,136 Yeah, bro. 85 00:05:45,636 --> 00:05:46,846 You gonna be there? 86 00:05:47,513 --> 00:05:48,681 'Cause if you go, 87 00:05:48,765 --> 00:05:49,849 I guess I gotta go. 88 00:05:49,932 --> 00:05:50,933 Yeah, nah. 89 00:05:54,729 --> 00:05:56,939 [Meera] Fucking Orlov fuckboy. 90 00:05:58,274 --> 00:06:00,276 What? I'm not allowed to make a mistake? 91 00:06:02,820 --> 00:06:03,821 [Sid sighs] 92 00:06:03,905 --> 00:06:05,698 Yo, you should come to this BSU thing with me. 93 00:06:06,282 --> 00:06:07,200 [Sid] No. 94 00:06:09,827 --> 00:06:11,913 [guard 2] We got two lines going here, guys. 95 00:06:12,330 --> 00:06:13,706 Bags open. Have 'em ready. 96 00:06:14,415 --> 00:06:17,543 [boy 1] If I was a terrorist, I swear to God, I'd set a bomb right here. 97 00:06:17,627 --> 00:06:19,629 [boy 2] Like just wipe us all out. Yo, we're done. 98 00:06:19,712 --> 00:06:22,507 You know, wouldn't even give them the time to check our bags, you know? 99 00:06:23,049 --> 00:06:26,010 Smart. Keep saying that shit right in front of security. 100 00:06:26,594 --> 00:06:29,555 I'm sure they're down with bomb talk from the brown kids. 101 00:06:29,639 --> 00:06:31,432 Fucking idiots, I swear to God. 102 00:06:33,976 --> 00:06:35,019 Where you going? 103 00:06:36,729 --> 00:06:37,730 [Sid] Hey. 104 00:06:37,814 --> 00:06:38,815 Hey, man. 105 00:06:39,440 --> 00:06:41,567 -How you doing? -Come here for a sec. 106 00:06:44,070 --> 00:06:45,071 You doing OK 107 00:06:45,154 --> 00:06:46,364 with all this shit? 108 00:06:46,781 --> 00:06:49,283 I meant what I said in my text. If you wanna talk about anything-- 109 00:06:49,367 --> 00:06:50,618 Was it you? 110 00:06:51,702 --> 00:06:52,912 Did you post that shit? 111 00:06:53,413 --> 00:06:54,247 What? 112 00:06:55,790 --> 00:06:58,126 -Dude, no. Why would I post-- -You were at my place. 113 00:06:58,209 --> 00:07:00,211 You had my bag the day of the arrests. 114 00:07:00,545 --> 00:07:01,963 You really think I would do that? 115 00:07:02,046 --> 00:07:05,174 -This your way of forcing me to own my-- -Whoa! OK, no. 116 00:07:05,258 --> 00:07:06,717 I would never out someone. 117 00:07:11,973 --> 00:07:12,890 [Meera] Hey. 118 00:07:18,813 --> 00:07:19,939 [girl giggling] 119 00:07:20,022 --> 00:07:21,691 [guard 3] All right, good to go. 120 00:07:26,362 --> 00:07:27,238 [Leila] Hey. 121 00:07:28,865 --> 00:07:29,991 Can I talk to you? 122 00:07:31,200 --> 00:07:32,118 Sure. 123 00:07:34,328 --> 00:07:36,164 I just wanted to, um… 124 00:07:38,166 --> 00:07:39,625 You know, you were so right 125 00:07:39,709 --> 00:07:41,294 that things have been weird, 126 00:07:41,377 --> 00:07:43,212 and I just feel like… 127 00:07:45,256 --> 00:07:46,382 I don't know. Um… 128 00:07:47,008 --> 00:07:48,968 I've been talking to Rabbi Schultz, and-- 129 00:07:49,051 --> 00:07:51,179 Wait. You've been talking to my Rabbi? 130 00:07:51,262 --> 00:07:53,598 Yeah, and she's been giving me all this advice, 131 00:07:53,681 --> 00:07:55,808 and it totally made me realize that, like… 132 00:07:56,476 --> 00:07:57,768 I'm on a journey. 133 00:07:58,186 --> 00:08:00,563 And, like, everyone's on a journey, 134 00:08:00,646 --> 00:08:03,941 and sometimes we don't know where to go, 135 00:08:04,025 --> 00:08:08,279 or we go down the wrong path, but, like, we have to be there for each other. And… 136 00:08:08,362 --> 00:08:11,240 I wanna be there for you, and I want you to be there for me. 137 00:08:11,324 --> 00:08:12,575 Just like we always were. 138 00:08:13,493 --> 00:08:14,494 Yeah, I mean… 139 00:08:15,036 --> 00:08:16,120 I want that too. 140 00:08:17,038 --> 00:08:20,416 Yeah, it's just, like, you haven't really been there for me lately. 141 00:08:20,500 --> 00:08:21,417 Like, at all. 142 00:08:21,501 --> 00:08:25,171 And that's really hard for me with everything going on right now. 143 00:08:25,254 --> 00:08:27,840 And I think that's why I've been acting like such a bitch. 144 00:08:27,924 --> 00:08:29,550 And I know that's not fair, but… 145 00:08:30,009 --> 00:08:31,511 I've just really needed you. 146 00:08:32,553 --> 00:08:34,514 Wait. I haven't been there for you? 147 00:08:34,597 --> 00:08:36,682 Can we just, like, hang out, like before? 148 00:08:36,766 --> 00:08:38,809 Like, do you wanna go to the BSU thing? 149 00:08:39,435 --> 00:08:40,645 I'm gonna go with them. 150 00:08:41,187 --> 00:08:42,313 OK. Yeah. 151 00:09:01,874 --> 00:09:03,042 [tense music plays] 152 00:09:04,252 --> 00:09:05,086 The fuck? 153 00:09:05,795 --> 00:09:06,754 P.m.? 154 00:09:07,713 --> 00:09:11,050 You set it to fucking p.m., you stupid… 155 00:09:18,182 --> 00:09:19,183 [sighs] 156 00:09:24,564 --> 00:09:26,732 Hi. Excuse, I'm really sorry. 157 00:09:26,816 --> 00:09:28,776 I was supposed to be in an interview earlier today. 158 00:09:28,859 --> 00:09:30,653 -Is there any way I can still… -Hold on, baby. 159 00:09:30,736 --> 00:09:33,114 -Slow down. What's your name? -Dominique Pierre. 160 00:09:35,116 --> 00:09:37,118 Oh wow. You're legit late. 161 00:09:37,952 --> 00:09:39,161 You have a good excuse? 162 00:09:40,413 --> 00:09:41,455 I'm just late. 163 00:09:42,456 --> 00:09:43,624 [receptionist] OK then. 164 00:09:43,708 --> 00:09:46,002 Let me see what I can do here. [tapping keys] 165 00:09:48,087 --> 00:09:51,048 Looks like I can squeeze you in at 11:30. Can you come back? 166 00:09:51,465 --> 00:09:52,466 In an hour? 167 00:09:54,385 --> 00:09:56,345 Of course. Yes. Thank you. 168 00:09:59,724 --> 00:10:00,641 [Dom sighs] 169 00:10:02,476 --> 00:10:03,894 So fucking stupid. 170 00:10:03,978 --> 00:10:06,647 So then I just lied, said I could wait around all day. 171 00:10:07,106 --> 00:10:08,941 But I gotta be back for our test. 172 00:10:09,025 --> 00:10:10,443 Girl, stop stressin'. 173 00:10:10,943 --> 00:10:12,528 Can't believe I fucked this up. 174 00:10:12,612 --> 00:10:14,739 [Tamika] Want me to pull the fire alarm or something? 175 00:10:14,822 --> 00:10:17,825 Listen, this place is crazy jumpy. All you gotta do is be like… 176 00:10:17,908 --> 00:10:18,909 [whispers] "…Bomb!" 177 00:10:18,993 --> 00:10:21,912 -And they'll shut down the whole school. -Girl, don't even joke. 178 00:10:21,996 --> 00:10:23,831 I'm about to call in a threat myself. 179 00:10:23,914 --> 00:10:25,207 [school bell rings] 180 00:10:25,291 --> 00:10:27,710 All right. I gotta go, Mommy, but you're gonna kill it, OK? 181 00:10:27,793 --> 00:10:30,338 Just remember, vulnerability is power. 182 00:10:30,421 --> 00:10:31,255 OK. 183 00:10:31,756 --> 00:10:32,757 Bye, Mika. 184 00:10:34,258 --> 00:10:35,217 [chuckles] 185 00:10:45,019 --> 00:10:47,021 Dominique, thank you for being here. 186 00:10:47,104 --> 00:10:49,065 Thank you very much for having me. 187 00:10:49,148 --> 00:10:50,399 And accommodating me. 188 00:10:50,483 --> 00:10:52,485 Again, I apologize. 189 00:10:53,444 --> 00:10:56,072 Why don't you start by telling us a little bit about yourself? 190 00:10:56,572 --> 00:10:57,406 OK. 191 00:10:57,948 --> 00:10:58,824 Yeah. 192 00:10:59,492 --> 00:11:03,204 I'm currently a junior at Grand Army High School. 193 00:11:03,287 --> 00:11:04,497 And, um… 194 00:11:05,706 --> 00:11:08,125 I first got interested in mental health 195 00:11:08,209 --> 00:11:10,544 when I took AP Psychology last year, 196 00:11:10,628 --> 00:11:11,504 which was… 197 00:11:12,004 --> 00:11:13,381 the first class I ever took 198 00:11:13,464 --> 00:11:17,009 where I actually wanted to go home and do the homework. [chuckles] 199 00:11:22,723 --> 00:11:25,685 Can you tell us why you're interested in interning with us? 200 00:11:26,894 --> 00:11:29,689 How do you think you fit into our mission? 201 00:11:31,357 --> 00:11:32,775 Well, um… 202 00:11:34,735 --> 00:11:38,072 you're trying to make mental health care services accessible 203 00:11:38,155 --> 00:11:40,157 to people who don't have that support. 204 00:11:40,241 --> 00:11:42,660 And… I know we need that in this city. 205 00:11:43,619 --> 00:11:45,788 We need that in my community. 206 00:11:47,123 --> 00:11:48,541 I see that need every day. 207 00:11:50,501 --> 00:11:51,961 To be honest, 208 00:11:52,044 --> 00:11:54,004 I'm the person you're trying to help. 209 00:11:54,880 --> 00:11:56,382 [woman 1] What do you mean by that? 210 00:12:01,178 --> 00:12:02,263 Can I, um… 211 00:12:03,097 --> 00:12:05,516 Can I be vulnerable with you all for a second? 212 00:12:06,517 --> 00:12:08,853 [woman 2] Please. I think we'd appreciate that. 213 00:12:15,192 --> 00:12:16,193 I think… 214 00:12:16,861 --> 00:12:18,028 most people… 215 00:12:18,654 --> 00:12:20,573 even people who want to help, 216 00:12:21,449 --> 00:12:25,035 they don't always understand what some people are up against. 217 00:12:26,078 --> 00:12:27,747 I think, for example, when… 218 00:12:28,372 --> 00:12:30,791 we talk about self-care in this culture, 219 00:12:30,875 --> 00:12:33,836 for a lot of people, self-care is a luxury. 220 00:12:34,795 --> 00:12:36,630 How do you think we can change that? 221 00:12:42,011 --> 00:12:43,721 By doing what you're trying to do. 222 00:12:45,598 --> 00:12:46,474 I mean… 223 00:12:47,600 --> 00:12:49,643 I don't have all the answers. 224 00:12:50,311 --> 00:12:52,646 What I know is my own experience, but… 225 00:12:54,815 --> 00:12:57,109 OK, like, I was late today. 226 00:12:57,860 --> 00:13:00,905 I accidentally set my alarm for p.m. instead of a.m., 227 00:13:00,988 --> 00:13:03,616 which was careless. I own that. But… 228 00:13:04,283 --> 00:13:05,159 see… 229 00:13:05,743 --> 00:13:07,620 I went to bed at 5 a.m. this morning. 230 00:13:08,329 --> 00:13:11,040 Same thing yesterday and the day before that. 231 00:13:11,707 --> 00:13:15,795 Because there's just not enough time to do all the things I have to do 232 00:13:15,878 --> 00:13:17,338 to go after the life I want. 233 00:13:18,714 --> 00:13:20,424 And… [exhales] 234 00:13:20,925 --> 00:13:21,967 I'm tired. 235 00:13:23,552 --> 00:13:26,222 And if I'm telling the truth, it makes me angry. 236 00:13:27,097 --> 00:13:30,309 But see, that's the one thing I can't allow myself to be because… 237 00:13:31,018 --> 00:13:31,894 then… 238 00:13:32,770 --> 00:13:34,021 I'm just what they… 239 00:13:36,273 --> 00:13:38,776 what they expect me to be, right? 240 00:13:40,194 --> 00:13:41,028 And… 241 00:13:41,529 --> 00:13:43,030 they don't wanna see my anger. 242 00:13:44,281 --> 00:13:45,115 Because… 243 00:13:45,825 --> 00:13:47,743 who's actually allowed to be angry? 244 00:13:48,410 --> 00:13:52,790 That's a privilege like everything else, and my anger doesn't count. 245 00:13:53,833 --> 00:13:54,667 But… 246 00:13:55,292 --> 00:13:56,627 all those feelings, 247 00:13:57,795 --> 00:13:58,963 they're still there, 248 00:13:59,630 --> 00:14:01,674 and they have nowhere to go. 249 00:14:05,052 --> 00:14:07,972 There are all these girls and women out there 250 00:14:08,514 --> 00:14:09,682 like me, 251 00:14:09,765 --> 00:14:12,059 with no one to say these things to. 252 00:14:12,142 --> 00:14:12,977 So… 253 00:14:13,602 --> 00:14:16,021 we just push them down. 254 00:14:16,605 --> 00:14:18,399 Keep them inside or whatever. 255 00:14:19,942 --> 00:14:20,776 But… 256 00:14:21,986 --> 00:14:22,987 it's there. 257 00:14:28,158 --> 00:14:29,618 [voice catches] It's painful. 258 00:14:32,037 --> 00:14:32,955 And… 259 00:14:34,665 --> 00:14:36,500 we need someone to hear us. 260 00:14:39,461 --> 00:14:41,297 And I know you all know this already 261 00:14:41,380 --> 00:14:44,383 because that's why you're here doing this work, but… 262 00:14:46,927 --> 00:14:52,266 95% of mental health care workers in this city are Caucasian. 263 00:14:52,349 --> 00:14:53,183 And… 264 00:14:53,601 --> 00:14:55,227 nothing against them, but… 265 00:14:58,147 --> 00:14:59,648 it matters who you talk to. 266 00:15:00,441 --> 00:15:01,442 It matters… 267 00:15:02,693 --> 00:15:04,153 who you're comfortable with. 268 00:15:05,571 --> 00:15:07,948 It matters who hears you, who says, 269 00:15:08,032 --> 00:15:09,116 "I understand." 270 00:15:09,199 --> 00:15:10,284 It just matters. 271 00:15:15,873 --> 00:15:19,710 I don't know the technical steps for how this changes, but… 272 00:15:22,129 --> 00:15:25,966 you all are training Black women to be counselors, right? [chuckles] 273 00:15:26,717 --> 00:15:28,552 That sounds amazing to me. 274 00:15:28,636 --> 00:15:29,470 And… 275 00:15:30,095 --> 00:15:31,555 I wanna be part of that. 276 00:15:34,183 --> 00:15:35,017 And… 277 00:15:35,976 --> 00:15:37,061 to be honest, 278 00:15:38,646 --> 00:15:41,190 I wanna rock a suit like that one day. [chuckles] 279 00:15:43,192 --> 00:15:46,779 I want to sit at this table with y'all, and… 280 00:15:47,780 --> 00:15:50,616 I want to make sure I do what I can 281 00:15:51,867 --> 00:15:55,037 to make sure my people get the things that they need. 282 00:16:02,002 --> 00:16:02,920 Also, 283 00:16:03,629 --> 00:16:04,880 I must add, 284 00:16:04,964 --> 00:16:07,174 I'm very proficient in Excel, 285 00:16:07,257 --> 00:16:09,551 and I've built my own brand… 286 00:16:09,635 --> 00:16:11,053 [chuckles] …on social media, 287 00:16:11,136 --> 00:16:14,515 and I'm really reliable, and also punctual. 288 00:16:14,598 --> 00:16:15,683 Except for… 289 00:16:16,308 --> 00:16:17,476 today, obviously. 290 00:16:17,559 --> 00:16:18,394 So… 291 00:16:19,186 --> 00:16:20,104 yeah. 292 00:16:23,315 --> 00:16:24,191 [sighs] 293 00:16:27,695 --> 00:16:29,154 [bell rings] 294 00:16:34,743 --> 00:16:36,078 [boy] What's up, man? 295 00:16:37,788 --> 00:16:40,082 Hey. I um… I saw your essay. 296 00:16:41,291 --> 00:16:42,292 That's good shit. 297 00:16:43,585 --> 00:16:45,004 Big step. Congrats. 298 00:16:45,671 --> 00:16:47,297 How's it feel to be out? 299 00:16:50,634 --> 00:16:51,760 What's cool is that… 300 00:16:52,344 --> 00:16:55,639 once you come out, there's instantly this community here for you. 301 00:16:56,515 --> 00:16:58,767 You should, uh… You should come to a meeting. 302 00:16:59,560 --> 00:17:01,103 Gay-Straight Alliance, Tuesdays. 303 00:17:01,687 --> 00:17:03,397 You should definitely come out. 304 00:17:03,480 --> 00:17:05,107 Us queers gotta stick together. 305 00:17:07,359 --> 00:17:08,569 [Sid] Yep. Thanks. 306 00:17:14,450 --> 00:17:15,325 [Leila] Sid! 307 00:17:16,285 --> 00:17:17,119 Hey. 308 00:17:17,786 --> 00:17:18,620 [Sid] Hey. 309 00:17:20,039 --> 00:17:21,081 How are you? 310 00:17:22,875 --> 00:17:24,668 I just can't imagine how… 311 00:17:25,377 --> 00:17:26,795 you're feeling right now. 312 00:17:27,463 --> 00:17:28,297 Just… 313 00:17:28,714 --> 00:17:30,257 being exposed like that. 314 00:17:31,633 --> 00:17:32,509 And… 315 00:17:35,345 --> 00:17:37,056 I just wanted to say that… 316 00:17:38,098 --> 00:17:40,309 when the bomb went off in our lives, 317 00:17:40,392 --> 00:17:41,518 you were there for me. 318 00:17:42,186 --> 00:17:44,480 And I feel like a bomb went off in your life, 319 00:17:44,563 --> 00:17:46,398 and I wanna be there for you. 320 00:17:48,025 --> 00:17:49,026 [Sid scoffs] 321 00:18:13,926 --> 00:18:14,927 [Dom] Mr. Blumberg. 322 00:18:16,178 --> 00:18:17,429 I'm really sorry. 323 00:18:17,513 --> 00:18:20,516 I had an internship interview this morning, and I got in 30 minutes ago, 324 00:18:20,599 --> 00:18:23,268 but Dolores had me wait in the main office till the end of the period. 325 00:18:23,352 --> 00:18:24,937 John, Becca, I need your tests. 326 00:18:28,357 --> 00:18:31,068 Is there any way I can take it after school or during my free? 327 00:18:31,151 --> 00:18:32,820 You know I can't let you do that, Dominique. 328 00:18:32,903 --> 00:18:36,031 [Dom] I know, but I didn't think I would be gone that long. 329 00:18:38,033 --> 00:18:41,578 [Blumberg] I appreciate that, but I got 38 students in this class. 330 00:18:41,662 --> 00:18:43,956 And I'm not trying to be harsh, I'm trying to be consistent, 331 00:18:44,039 --> 00:18:45,541 and if I let you make this up, 332 00:18:45,624 --> 00:18:47,709 I gotta let everyone else make it up at some point. 333 00:18:47,793 --> 00:18:50,963 And you got a strong average, so it brings down your grade a bit. 334 00:18:51,547 --> 00:18:52,631 That's life. 335 00:19:00,681 --> 00:19:01,765 This fucking day. 336 00:19:01,849 --> 00:19:03,433 He wouldn't let you retake it? 337 00:19:04,226 --> 00:19:05,060 Fuck. 338 00:19:05,644 --> 00:19:07,437 Yo, what's your interview? Tell us. 339 00:19:08,772 --> 00:19:10,357 I wanna work there so bad. 340 00:19:10,440 --> 00:19:11,358 -Aww! -[Tor] Yeah? 341 00:19:11,441 --> 00:19:13,277 I mean… [chuckles] 342 00:19:13,360 --> 00:19:18,073 ...these women were amazing queens, you know? 343 00:19:18,949 --> 00:19:21,410 I feel like they liked me, but who the fuck knows? 344 00:19:21,493 --> 00:19:23,328 I talked about AP Psych. I was like, 345 00:19:23,412 --> 00:19:25,205 "Self-care is a luxury." Does that sound dumb? 346 00:19:25,289 --> 00:19:26,999 -Mm-mm. -[Tor chuckles] Look… 347 00:19:27,624 --> 00:19:29,459 I'm a fucking self-care expert. 348 00:19:29,543 --> 00:19:32,296 -I self-care every fucking night. -[Tamika] Me too. 349 00:19:32,379 --> 00:19:33,589 And it is luxurious. 350 00:19:33,672 --> 00:19:35,465 Oh my God! Shut up! [Dom chuckles] 351 00:19:36,675 --> 00:19:37,718 [Dom groans] 352 00:19:37,801 --> 00:19:39,970 I'm so stressed. It's like I got whiplash. 353 00:19:40,053 --> 00:19:41,638 [Tor] OK, you know what you need? 354 00:19:41,722 --> 00:19:43,223 Twenty-eight hours in a day? 355 00:19:43,307 --> 00:19:45,434 No, you need to take a night off. 356 00:19:45,517 --> 00:19:47,144 Wild out a little bit. Chill. 357 00:19:47,227 --> 00:19:48,270 That is deadass. 358 00:19:48,687 --> 00:19:51,607 I got my APUSH test tomorrow, and I haven't even started studying. 359 00:19:52,482 --> 00:19:53,317 Dude, 360 00:19:54,067 --> 00:19:56,028 it's a "fun-raiser," 361 00:19:56,111 --> 00:19:57,988 which your man and Sonia are putting together. 362 00:19:58,071 --> 00:20:00,741 -And it's early, so you can study after. -[Tor] Right. 363 00:20:00,824 --> 00:20:02,743 Come on. I know you want to. 364 00:20:02,826 --> 00:20:03,952 Come on. [snaps fingers] 365 00:20:04,036 --> 00:20:05,204 Take the sticker, babe. 366 00:20:05,287 --> 00:20:06,538 Come to the dance. 367 00:20:06,622 --> 00:20:08,373 -Fine. -Get funky. 368 00:20:08,457 --> 00:20:10,500 -[Tor] Duh-duh-duh-duh. -[Tamika giggles] 369 00:20:10,584 --> 00:20:12,878 [Tamika] Hey, yo! Let's go! 370 00:20:15,297 --> 00:20:16,298 [Gonzalez] Hey, Sid. 371 00:20:16,840 --> 00:20:17,841 Have a seat. 372 00:20:18,550 --> 00:20:20,510 -That's OK. I just wanted to… -No, sit down. 373 00:20:20,594 --> 00:20:21,887 What's on your mind? 374 00:20:23,722 --> 00:20:24,765 You heard about… 375 00:20:26,850 --> 00:20:27,684 Yeah. 376 00:20:29,728 --> 00:20:30,687 Are you OK? 377 00:20:33,315 --> 00:20:34,691 How'd your parents take it? 378 00:20:35,901 --> 00:20:39,238 They're basically the last people I'd ever expect to be on Instagram, 379 00:20:39,947 --> 00:20:41,907 -so… -Well, have you thought about 380 00:20:41,990 --> 00:20:43,075 how you might wanna… 381 00:20:44,076 --> 00:20:45,827 approach that conversation 382 00:20:45,911 --> 00:20:47,329 if they do end up somehow-- 383 00:20:47,412 --> 00:20:48,622 Do you know how it got out? 384 00:20:50,082 --> 00:20:50,916 No. 385 00:20:52,209 --> 00:20:53,168 Do you? 386 00:20:55,295 --> 00:20:58,215 It would have to be someone who obviously had access to it. 387 00:21:01,009 --> 00:21:04,513 Yeah, you know, I think it might be worth officially reporting this to Mr. Burley. 388 00:21:05,639 --> 00:21:06,640 [clicks pen] 389 00:21:07,766 --> 00:21:09,393 You basically had the only copy. 390 00:21:17,317 --> 00:21:19,528 Look, Sid, you have every right to be hurt… 391 00:21:20,320 --> 00:21:21,405 and angry. 392 00:21:22,739 --> 00:21:24,032 And I wanna support you. 393 00:21:27,202 --> 00:21:28,370 But when you say that, 394 00:21:28,453 --> 00:21:31,832 it sounds like you're implying that I had something to do with this. 395 00:21:34,626 --> 00:21:37,212 Look, this was a clear violation of your privacy, 396 00:21:37,921 --> 00:21:39,548 and I don't know how it got out. 397 00:21:42,301 --> 00:21:44,261 But I think that, for now, 398 00:21:45,887 --> 00:21:48,765 you should concentrate on what you need moving forward. 399 00:21:51,184 --> 00:21:52,853 I need to go back in time. 400 00:21:53,812 --> 00:21:54,813 Just please, don't… 401 00:21:55,314 --> 00:21:57,983 push away the people who care about you, Sid. 402 00:22:02,362 --> 00:22:04,656 [girl] Destroy, crush, pound. 403 00:22:04,740 --> 00:22:05,741 Hey, girl, 404 00:22:05,824 --> 00:22:08,493 I'll do you so hard. Enough! 405 00:22:09,286 --> 00:22:10,329 Stop talking. 406 00:22:11,038 --> 00:22:13,415 -All the things you say you're going to-- -Hey. 407 00:22:13,498 --> 00:22:16,668 Can you read this text and tell me if it's OK to send to Joey? 408 00:22:17,044 --> 00:22:17,878 Uh… 409 00:22:17,961 --> 00:22:19,755 I can't right now. 410 00:22:19,838 --> 00:22:23,008 I just want her to know that I'm, like, supportive, you know? 411 00:22:23,091 --> 00:22:25,260 [girl] Who told you I want your aggression? 412 00:22:26,303 --> 00:22:29,681 -Caress, lick, attend to-- -[Meera] Hold, please, Maya. 413 00:22:30,599 --> 00:22:31,433 Leila, 414 00:22:32,017 --> 00:22:33,852 you know the ASL for this, right? 415 00:22:36,188 --> 00:22:37,022 Most of it. 416 00:22:37,898 --> 00:22:38,940 And the blocking? 417 00:22:42,986 --> 00:22:45,572 Why does she walk downstage on "rinse and repeat"? 418 00:22:50,160 --> 00:22:51,286 [mouths] Empowerment. 419 00:22:53,580 --> 00:22:54,456 Empowerment. 420 00:22:55,332 --> 00:22:56,625 [Meera] Empowerment. 421 00:22:56,708 --> 00:22:59,378 Upstage is shame, downstage is empowerment. 422 00:22:59,461 --> 00:23:00,879 Can you focus, please? 423 00:23:00,962 --> 00:23:02,756 Yeah, totally. I am. 424 00:23:03,882 --> 00:23:06,802 Can we take it back? Top of that section. Sorry, Maya. 425 00:23:06,885 --> 00:23:11,181 And if there are people talking backstage right now, seriously, shut the fuck up. 426 00:23:11,807 --> 00:23:15,310 Dominate, destroy, crush, pound. 427 00:23:15,394 --> 00:23:17,854 Hey, girl, I'll do you so hard. 428 00:23:17,938 --> 00:23:18,855 Enough! 429 00:23:19,356 --> 00:23:20,649 Stop talking. 430 00:23:21,566 --> 00:23:24,986 All the things you say you're going to do to my body 431 00:23:25,654 --> 00:23:27,739 are actually just for your… 432 00:23:28,490 --> 00:23:29,324 body. 433 00:23:30,367 --> 00:23:33,787 Who told you I want to be ravaged? 434 00:23:35,330 --> 00:23:38,041 Who told you I want your aggression? 435 00:23:38,959 --> 00:23:40,794 Caress, lick, 436 00:23:41,294 --> 00:23:42,170 attend to. 437 00:23:42,629 --> 00:23:43,505 Please. 438 00:23:44,673 --> 00:23:45,590 Rinse. 439 00:23:46,258 --> 00:23:47,259 Repeat. 440 00:23:47,342 --> 00:23:52,305 What happens if I'm just direct about what I like and what I want? 441 00:23:53,014 --> 00:23:55,142 What if I dared to say the words? 442 00:23:55,851 --> 00:23:57,018 The answer is easy. 443 00:23:58,728 --> 00:24:00,897 You'd call me a freak. 444 00:24:03,108 --> 00:24:04,317 You'd call me… 445 00:24:05,986 --> 00:24:06,862 aggressive. 446 00:24:14,744 --> 00:24:15,662 [Joey sighs] 447 00:24:16,371 --> 00:24:17,664 You wanna take Grammy's quilt? 448 00:24:18,582 --> 00:24:19,416 Why? 449 00:24:20,876 --> 00:24:21,877 I don't know. 450 00:24:22,836 --> 00:24:25,046 -You love it. -Yeah, I do. But… 451 00:24:25,589 --> 00:24:27,048 the fact that you want me to take it 452 00:24:27,132 --> 00:24:29,342 makes me think that you think that I'm not coming back. 453 00:24:29,426 --> 00:24:31,011 Of course you're coming back. 454 00:24:43,356 --> 00:24:45,609 [Joey] Mom, how are you and Dad affording this? 455 00:24:45,692 --> 00:24:48,737 It's $48,000 a year. 456 00:24:48,820 --> 00:24:50,113 [Joey taps keys] 457 00:24:50,780 --> 00:24:52,282 Well, it's not the whole year. 458 00:24:53,033 --> 00:24:54,201 So it's prorated. 459 00:24:55,994 --> 00:24:58,497 And Grammy and Grandpa are helping out. 460 00:25:06,129 --> 00:25:07,255 This is a mess. 461 00:25:10,675 --> 00:25:12,761 So pathetic. It's like running away. 462 00:25:16,598 --> 00:25:18,308 [Rebecca] That's not what this is. 463 00:25:19,226 --> 00:25:21,603 You don't have to do anything you don't want to. 464 00:25:21,686 --> 00:25:23,813 You don't have to leave. You can stay here. 465 00:25:26,149 --> 00:25:28,652 So you protect yourself by removing yourself. 466 00:25:28,735 --> 00:25:29,945 That's not running away. 467 00:25:32,113 --> 00:25:34,241 Yeah, but they get to do whatever the fuck. 468 00:25:46,127 --> 00:25:47,170 What about these? 469 00:25:47,837 --> 00:25:49,089 Do you wanna take these? 470 00:25:49,172 --> 00:25:50,924 -I don't need any of those. -[door opens] 471 00:25:51,716 --> 00:25:52,676 [Frankie] Hey, Mom! 472 00:25:53,552 --> 00:25:54,678 -Hey! -[door closes] 473 00:25:56,763 --> 00:25:57,806 We're in here. 474 00:25:59,724 --> 00:26:01,393 -[Nina] Hi, guys. -Hey, baby doll. 475 00:26:01,893 --> 00:26:02,936 Come here. 476 00:26:03,520 --> 00:26:04,521 Give me some lovin'. 477 00:26:05,021 --> 00:26:06,523 Get over here. Hmm. 478 00:26:09,818 --> 00:26:11,278 [Frankie] What are you guys doing? 479 00:26:13,822 --> 00:26:16,408 -I'm gonna stay at Dad's for a bit. -[Frankie] Are we going too? 480 00:26:17,200 --> 00:26:19,703 Nope. Just Joey, and not for long. 481 00:26:21,997 --> 00:26:24,416 [Joey] I'm still gonna see you guys, like, all the time. 482 00:26:24,499 --> 00:26:28,086 Yeah, and we're gonna go to Dad's tonight for dinner, OK? As a family. 483 00:26:28,169 --> 00:26:29,296 But why are you going? 484 00:26:30,547 --> 00:26:31,548 [Joey sighs] 485 00:26:32,674 --> 00:26:34,801 So she won't have to run into George, babe. 486 00:26:35,343 --> 00:26:37,846 [Frankie] Then I wanna go too. I don't wanna see him either. 487 00:26:42,684 --> 00:26:44,352 Are you taking your Bikini Kill poster? 488 00:26:47,397 --> 00:26:49,608 'Cause if you're not, I'll just hang onto it. 489 00:26:50,859 --> 00:26:53,028 Well, it better be pristine when I get back. 490 00:26:53,820 --> 00:26:55,447 If she gets something, I want something. 491 00:26:55,530 --> 00:26:57,616 Oh my God, you guys, I'm coming back. 492 00:27:02,871 --> 00:27:04,164 OK, fine, Frankie. 493 00:27:04,956 --> 00:27:06,291 You can have one thing. 494 00:27:07,375 --> 00:27:08,793 OK. Let's go. 495 00:27:09,753 --> 00:27:12,380 -Get your coat. Let's get out of here. -Come on, Mom. 496 00:27:12,464 --> 00:27:14,132 -[Rebecca] Come on. -[Frankie] I… 497 00:27:21,431 --> 00:27:23,808 Hey, Martin, I thought all your Coltrane was over here. 498 00:27:23,892 --> 00:27:25,518 Can't contain Coltrane. 499 00:27:26,895 --> 00:27:29,189 His other Coltrane section is hidden over here 500 00:27:29,272 --> 00:27:30,565 when he was signed to Impulse. 501 00:27:31,524 --> 00:27:32,776 You got a weird system. 502 00:27:33,276 --> 00:27:34,444 [Hank] Nah. 503 00:27:34,944 --> 00:27:37,572 He just likes when people got to ask for what they're looking for. 504 00:27:37,656 --> 00:27:40,158 -[Martin chuckles] -Start a conversation. [snaps fingers] 505 00:27:40,867 --> 00:27:42,160 That's the whole point of jazz. 506 00:27:43,912 --> 00:27:46,414 [Hank] Oh, here we go. 507 00:27:46,873 --> 00:27:48,541 Live at Birdland. 508 00:27:49,209 --> 00:27:50,710 1964. 509 00:27:51,378 --> 00:27:53,296 You know where to go if you wanna listen to it. 510 00:27:53,380 --> 00:27:55,173 [Hank] Yes, sir. Thanks, my friend. 511 00:28:01,513 --> 00:28:02,514 Now, of course, 512 00:28:03,473 --> 00:28:05,934 -Alabama wasn't actually live. -[somber jazz music plays] 513 00:28:06,017 --> 00:28:08,853 [Hank] Now, this is take five at Van Gelder Studio 514 00:28:08,937 --> 00:28:10,230 just over in Edgewater. 515 00:28:13,400 --> 00:28:14,943 [chuckles] Story goes, 516 00:28:15,026 --> 00:28:18,446 Coltrane didn't tell anybody what it was about, not even his quartet. 517 00:28:18,822 --> 00:28:20,699 Sheet music didn't even have a title. 518 00:28:23,868 --> 00:28:24,786 But… 519 00:28:25,495 --> 00:28:28,123 [exhales] ...even if you didn't know why he wrote it, 520 00:28:28,623 --> 00:28:29,916 you listen to this, 521 00:28:30,667 --> 00:28:31,960 you know what it is. 522 00:28:33,461 --> 00:28:34,546 You feel it. 523 00:28:35,588 --> 00:28:36,881 It's a eulogy. 524 00:28:40,260 --> 00:28:42,512 You know about the 16th Street Baptist Church? 525 00:28:42,595 --> 00:28:43,930 In Birmingham. 526 00:28:44,013 --> 00:28:45,181 It got bombed, right? 527 00:28:46,099 --> 00:28:46,933 Yeah. 528 00:28:50,854 --> 00:28:52,772 That was two months before he played this. 529 00:28:53,982 --> 00:28:56,401 See, the sax is lamenting. 530 00:28:56,901 --> 00:28:58,278 It's singing the sorrow, 531 00:28:58,361 --> 00:28:59,446 but underneath, 532 00:29:00,864 --> 00:29:02,449 you hear the percussion, right? 533 00:29:03,074 --> 00:29:06,327 It's building, rising up, threatening. 534 00:29:06,411 --> 00:29:07,704 It's the tension 535 00:29:08,413 --> 00:29:09,706 what makes this piece so… 536 00:29:10,290 --> 00:29:11,166 powerful. 537 00:29:13,001 --> 00:29:13,835 It's about… 538 00:29:14,335 --> 00:29:16,671 the moment that sadness turns to anger. 539 00:29:17,630 --> 00:29:18,715 It's a memorial. 540 00:29:19,507 --> 00:29:20,633 Yeah. 541 00:29:20,717 --> 00:29:21,885 But it's a protest. 542 00:29:25,764 --> 00:29:27,599 [somber jazz music continues] 543 00:29:36,566 --> 00:29:38,485 [John] There's a history in the country 544 00:29:38,860 --> 00:29:40,111 of folks packing on the buses 545 00:29:40,195 --> 00:29:43,031 and riding off into the sunset to make change happen. 546 00:29:43,740 --> 00:29:46,451 And that's what we're gonna do with the dollars we raise here tonight. 547 00:29:46,534 --> 00:29:50,038 [Dom] Yes, baby! Y'all better give my man some money! 548 00:29:50,121 --> 00:29:51,080 [cheering] 549 00:29:51,164 --> 00:29:53,249 [John] Because while we celebrate our history 550 00:29:53,333 --> 00:29:54,751 and reflect on our history, 551 00:29:55,210 --> 00:29:56,878 you know we gotta fight for our future. 552 00:29:56,961 --> 00:29:58,338 [cheering] 553 00:29:58,421 --> 00:30:00,340 Grand Army coming to enlist ya! 554 00:30:00,423 --> 00:30:02,509 [cheering] 555 00:30:03,551 --> 00:30:04,803 We gonna go to Pennsylvania, 556 00:30:04,886 --> 00:30:07,263 and we're gonna spend a weekend registering voters. 557 00:30:07,347 --> 00:30:09,140 What's goin' on? Having a party at this party? 558 00:30:09,224 --> 00:30:10,725 -You are late. -[John continues talking] 559 00:30:10,809 --> 00:30:12,060 So what? I'm late. 560 00:30:12,143 --> 00:30:13,770 [John] Yo, so look. Look. 561 00:30:14,437 --> 00:30:16,815 People are saying if this election goes our way, 562 00:30:16,898 --> 00:30:18,817 it's gonna be on the backs of Black Americans. 563 00:30:18,900 --> 00:30:20,151 And young Americans. 564 00:30:20,235 --> 00:30:23,029 'Cause until everyone else gets their shit together, we gotta lead! 565 00:30:23,112 --> 00:30:24,781 [cheering] 566 00:30:25,990 --> 00:30:27,492 [Sonia] Where those votes at? 567 00:30:27,826 --> 00:30:29,577 We're gonna swing that state! 568 00:30:29,661 --> 00:30:30,787 [cheering] 569 00:30:30,870 --> 00:30:31,913 Let me hear you! 570 00:30:32,455 --> 00:30:34,332 [cheering, whistling] 571 00:30:34,415 --> 00:30:36,417 Sonia Cruz. Where is she? 572 00:30:37,085 --> 00:30:37,919 [chuckling] 573 00:30:38,002 --> 00:30:39,796 Yo, she's got the sign-up sheet. 574 00:30:39,879 --> 00:30:41,047 Join us on the bus! 575 00:30:41,130 --> 00:30:42,090 [cheering] 576 00:30:42,173 --> 00:30:44,717 Oh damn, y'all. This girl just got woke. 577 00:30:45,343 --> 00:30:46,886 -[John] Do something. -I have an idea. 578 00:30:46,970 --> 00:30:48,471 -What is it? -I'll tell you in a second. 579 00:30:48,555 --> 00:30:51,266 Show some love for the Grand Army Step Corps! 580 00:30:51,349 --> 00:30:53,101 [cheering] 581 00:30:56,354 --> 00:30:57,689 Amanda! 582 00:30:57,772 --> 00:30:59,566 You go, Amanda! 583 00:31:15,456 --> 00:31:16,916 You so good! 584 00:31:17,000 --> 00:31:18,960 -You so smart. -Uh-huh. 585 00:31:20,920 --> 00:31:22,088 What you been drinking? 586 00:31:25,550 --> 00:31:26,843 [Dom giggles] 587 00:31:27,260 --> 00:31:28,219 Oh! 588 00:31:30,597 --> 00:31:31,556 [cheering] 589 00:31:35,226 --> 00:31:36,436 [Sonia] Tell us your idea! 590 00:31:36,519 --> 00:31:38,605 -You blowin' me up! -What are we talkin' about? 591 00:31:38,688 --> 00:31:40,523 It's all Black kids at Owen's suspension center. 592 00:31:40,607 --> 00:31:42,066 [Tor] That's that new Jim Crow shit. 593 00:31:42,150 --> 00:31:44,485 Well, we gotta do something to show how fucked up that is. 594 00:31:44,569 --> 00:31:47,864 Yo, I'm thinking we go old school and do like a sit-in for Owen. 595 00:31:47,947 --> 00:31:49,157 I like that. 596 00:31:49,574 --> 00:31:50,783 -Eh! -[Dom] This kid… 597 00:31:50,867 --> 00:31:53,494 Coming here with ideas. I see you been training your boy. 598 00:31:53,578 --> 00:31:55,872 Girl, you know it ain't even like that, OK? 599 00:31:55,955 --> 00:31:57,832 Girl, you know it could be like that. 600 00:31:57,916 --> 00:32:02,670 Oh wow! 601 00:32:02,754 --> 00:32:05,924 That's how you show up. Even when people tryin' to take you out. 602 00:32:06,007 --> 00:32:07,634 [clapping, stomping on stage] 603 00:32:08,468 --> 00:32:09,510 Hey, you made it. 604 00:32:10,136 --> 00:32:11,471 Is Flora here? 605 00:32:11,554 --> 00:32:13,514 No, I don't think so. Did you text her? 606 00:32:14,182 --> 00:32:16,643 [Sid] No. I just thought maybe in person it would be… 607 00:32:19,103 --> 00:32:19,938 I don't know. 608 00:32:20,396 --> 00:32:22,357 Well, it's good that you came anyways. 609 00:32:22,690 --> 00:32:24,192 [clapping, stomping continues] 610 00:32:24,859 --> 00:32:28,279 -I feel like everyone's staring at me. -They're not. 611 00:32:28,363 --> 00:32:29,405 [stomping] 612 00:32:29,489 --> 00:32:31,032 [cheering] 613 00:32:39,999 --> 00:32:41,459 [cheering] 614 00:32:45,380 --> 00:32:46,965 [John] So I don't know about you, 615 00:32:47,048 --> 00:32:49,175 but I'm ready for some Philly cheesesteak! 616 00:32:49,258 --> 00:32:51,260 -[cheering] -[hip-hop music plays] 617 00:32:59,435 --> 00:33:00,520 I think I'm gonna go. 618 00:33:01,270 --> 00:33:03,022 [Meera] Dude, you just got here. 619 00:33:03,564 --> 00:33:04,565 [Orlov] Hey, man. 620 00:33:07,568 --> 00:33:08,695 Well, what's goin' on? 621 00:33:10,905 --> 00:33:12,198 The fuck's your problem? 622 00:33:22,959 --> 00:33:24,627 I'm so fucking stupid! 623 00:33:26,421 --> 00:33:28,381 -That piece of shit! -[Meera] Sid! 624 00:33:30,550 --> 00:33:31,384 [Sid] Bo! 625 00:33:33,344 --> 00:33:34,470 It was you, wasn't it? 626 00:33:35,221 --> 00:33:37,890 -I know it was you, motherfucker! -Yo, don't come at me. 627 00:33:39,267 --> 00:33:41,436 [students] Oh! Whoo! 628 00:33:41,519 --> 00:33:43,104 What the fuck? Are you OK? 629 00:33:43,563 --> 00:33:44,897 [laughter in background] 630 00:33:46,441 --> 00:33:47,525 [Meera] Are you OK? 631 00:33:48,151 --> 00:33:49,485 Let me see. Let me see. 632 00:33:50,486 --> 00:33:53,114 [woman over PA] Dr. Kimoto to inpatient fittings. 633 00:33:53,197 --> 00:33:55,366 -Dr. Kimoto to inpatient fittings. -[sniffs] 634 00:33:58,202 --> 00:33:59,412 Hey, what'd they say? 635 00:34:01,831 --> 00:34:02,915 Ice is my friend. 636 00:34:03,875 --> 00:34:05,334 [Meera] What about your nose? 637 00:34:05,918 --> 00:34:07,628 I'm fine. I just wanna go. 638 00:34:10,214 --> 00:34:11,716 -[dad] Meera? -Dad, over here! 639 00:34:14,969 --> 00:34:16,179 Siddhartha. 640 00:34:16,721 --> 00:34:18,806 -[dad] What happened? -I'm good. It's nothing. 641 00:34:19,515 --> 00:34:20,516 Who did this? 642 00:34:20,600 --> 00:34:22,602 Just some dumb thing with this kid from school. 643 00:34:22,685 --> 00:34:23,853 -He attacked you? -[Sid] No. 644 00:34:23,936 --> 00:34:26,731 -[dad] Why didn't the police come? -It wasn't like that. 645 00:34:26,814 --> 00:34:28,983 Your school authorities, they need to be notified. 646 00:34:29,067 --> 00:34:31,194 -This boy will be held accountable. -[Sid] Dad. 647 00:34:31,694 --> 00:34:33,821 Your sister said he was a white boy. You were targeted. 648 00:34:34,197 --> 00:34:36,699 -Nobody was targeted. -[dad] Then why did he attack you? 649 00:34:36,783 --> 00:34:39,452 Because I came after him, OK? I pushed him. 650 00:34:39,535 --> 00:34:40,411 [dad] Why? 651 00:34:41,370 --> 00:34:42,413 Because of me. 652 00:34:43,331 --> 00:34:44,499 He was defending me. 653 00:34:44,582 --> 00:34:47,043 -[dad] What's going on? -Stop. You don't need to lie for me. 654 00:34:47,126 --> 00:34:49,087 Who's lying? Tell me the truth. 655 00:34:49,587 --> 00:34:50,546 What happened? 656 00:34:50,630 --> 00:34:53,508 This kid posted my college essay online to embarrass me, 657 00:34:53,591 --> 00:34:55,009 and everyone read it. 658 00:34:56,636 --> 00:34:58,471 To embarrass you about being Indian? 659 00:34:59,597 --> 00:35:00,932 This is a hate crime. 660 00:35:01,015 --> 00:35:01,974 Excuse me, ma'am. 661 00:35:02,058 --> 00:35:03,851 -I saw a police officer downstairs. -[Sid] Dad! 662 00:35:03,935 --> 00:35:05,645 -[dad] I need him here. -Stop. Listen. 663 00:35:05,728 --> 00:35:07,480 -[nurse] What do you need? -To file a report. 664 00:35:07,563 --> 00:35:10,024 -[Sid] Stop. We're fine. Sorry. -[Meera] Dad. Sid doesn't want… 665 00:35:10,108 --> 00:35:11,192 My son was beaten. 666 00:35:11,776 --> 00:35:14,278 I'll have to call NYPD. Would you like me to do that? 667 00:35:14,362 --> 00:35:17,365 No. No, no. Can I just please have a second with my family? Please? 668 00:35:23,204 --> 00:35:24,872 You're not listening to me. 669 00:35:24,956 --> 00:35:28,543 No. You need to listen to me. I will not let you be treated this way. 670 00:35:29,168 --> 00:35:31,337 My essay was about me being gay. 671 00:35:31,420 --> 00:35:33,005 Why would you write about that? 672 00:35:35,883 --> 00:35:36,968 Because I'm gay. 673 00:35:40,805 --> 00:35:42,056 That's ridiculous. 674 00:35:43,015 --> 00:35:44,350 You're not gay. [chuckles] 675 00:35:47,645 --> 00:35:48,646 [Meera] Dad. 676 00:35:50,064 --> 00:35:51,023 Dad. 677 00:36:21,053 --> 00:36:23,973 [Frankie] The last time I checked, that wasn't... 678 00:36:24,056 --> 00:36:25,892 -[Rebecca] Yeah. Here. -[Matt] Thank you. 679 00:36:25,975 --> 00:36:27,351 [Rebecca] Have some vegetables. 680 00:36:27,435 --> 00:36:28,477 [pop music plays] 681 00:36:28,853 --> 00:36:30,605 You have no vegetables on your plate. 682 00:36:30,688 --> 00:36:31,522 [Rebecca] Mm. 683 00:36:31,606 --> 00:36:34,233 Put some vegetables on your plate right now. 684 00:36:34,317 --> 00:36:36,444 -Are these salted? -[Matt] Put on some hot sauce. 685 00:36:36,527 --> 00:36:38,571 She can't handle any type of hot sauce. 686 00:36:38,654 --> 00:36:39,947 [laughter] 687 00:36:40,656 --> 00:36:42,074 -I have a question. -[Matt] Mm-hmm? 688 00:36:42,200 --> 00:36:45,161 -What do you do at Catholic school? -Same thing you do at regular school. 689 00:36:45,244 --> 00:36:48,331 Yeah. Except there are religion classes, and you go to chapel. 690 00:36:49,081 --> 00:36:50,124 And there are nuns. 691 00:36:51,042 --> 00:36:53,211 -It's different now. -[Joey] Everywhere. 692 00:36:53,294 --> 00:36:55,421 I'm sure there are nowhere near as many nuns 693 00:36:55,504 --> 00:36:56,964 as when we were in high school. 694 00:36:57,048 --> 00:36:58,049 Holy Ghost. 695 00:36:58,466 --> 00:36:59,467 Bec, you remember? 696 00:37:00,676 --> 00:37:01,677 Oh my God. 697 00:37:02,762 --> 00:37:03,971 [chuckling] Oh my God! 698 00:37:04,931 --> 00:37:07,308 -What in the world... -[Nina] What's the Holy-fucking-Ghost? 699 00:37:07,391 --> 00:37:09,143 ...are you doing with your body right now? 700 00:37:09,227 --> 00:37:10,770 -Why is that so funny? -[Matt] Oh. 701 00:37:11,562 --> 00:37:13,064 You know, at school dances, 702 00:37:13,147 --> 00:37:14,607 especially the slow dances, 703 00:37:14,690 --> 00:37:16,442 -the nuns would patrol the crowd… -[chuckling] 704 00:37:16,525 --> 00:37:20,029 …and make sure there was enough room for the Holy Ghost. 705 00:37:20,488 --> 00:37:21,322 Oh! 706 00:37:21,906 --> 00:37:22,949 I don't get it. 707 00:37:23,032 --> 00:37:24,242 Yeah, well, you had to… 708 00:37:24,325 --> 00:37:27,328 You had to leave enough space in between your bodies for… 709 00:37:27,411 --> 00:37:29,455 -For Jesus. -[Matt] Basically, yeah. 710 00:37:30,373 --> 00:37:31,999 Oh, it was total insanity. 711 00:37:32,083 --> 00:37:33,876 -All these pathetic... -[Matt] Awkward. 712 00:37:34,460 --> 00:37:36,337 ...high school kids just, like… 713 00:37:36,837 --> 00:37:39,173 Here, Franks, come. I'm gonna show you. 714 00:37:40,967 --> 00:37:41,926 [Rebecca sighs] 715 00:37:42,301 --> 00:37:44,595 Uh! No. Not closer. Just right there. 716 00:37:44,679 --> 00:37:46,472 -All right. -[Nina] Oh my God. 717 00:37:46,555 --> 00:37:48,349 Was it actually that bad? 718 00:37:48,432 --> 00:37:51,560 -It was that bad. -[Matt] Worse. Worse. Awful. 719 00:37:51,644 --> 00:37:53,187 [Rebecca and Nina laugh] 720 00:37:53,604 --> 00:37:55,273 -[Joey chuckles] -[Nina] Oh my God. 721 00:37:55,648 --> 00:37:57,316 Frankie needs the spotlight, everyone. 722 00:37:57,400 --> 00:38:00,194 That is so fucking mean. She's just having fun with Mom. 723 00:38:00,903 --> 00:38:02,196 [Rebecca giggles] 724 00:38:03,447 --> 00:38:05,908 [Frankie] Come on. Come dance with me. Please. 725 00:38:05,992 --> 00:38:08,035 -Please! -No. I'm just gonna watch you dance. 726 00:38:08,119 --> 00:38:09,870 -[phone rings] -[Joey] I'll watch you. 727 00:38:09,954 --> 00:38:11,872 -[Frankie] No. Come on. Please? -[Joey] Just go-- 728 00:38:11,956 --> 00:38:13,207 -Hello? -[Joey] No! 729 00:38:14,834 --> 00:38:15,668 Fine. 730 00:38:16,460 --> 00:38:17,586 [Joey] Mom, who is it? 731 00:38:19,422 --> 00:38:20,965 Mom, who's on the phone? 732 00:38:21,048 --> 00:38:22,842 -Please get-- -[Joey] Frankie, fucking stop. 733 00:38:22,925 --> 00:38:24,468 Nina's gonna dance with you. 734 00:38:24,552 --> 00:38:26,220 -[Matt] Who is it, Bec? -[groans] Uh-huh. 735 00:38:26,971 --> 00:38:28,222 -Mom! -[Rebecca] Uh-huh. 736 00:38:28,848 --> 00:38:29,890 One… one second. 737 00:38:30,349 --> 00:38:31,267 Uh-huh. 738 00:38:31,976 --> 00:38:33,519 And what is this based on? 739 00:38:35,438 --> 00:38:37,940 -OK, but who's decided that? -Who's decided what? 740 00:38:38,024 --> 00:38:40,443 [Rebecca] I have Joey and Matt here. Just one second. 741 00:38:41,193 --> 00:38:44,030 It's the DA's office. They're not moving forward with charges. 742 00:38:44,113 --> 00:38:46,907 -What does that mean? -[Matt] Wait. How are they coming to this? 743 00:38:46,991 --> 00:38:48,242 Lack of evidence. 744 00:38:48,326 --> 00:38:50,202 What? So that means they're gonna do nothing? 745 00:38:50,286 --> 00:38:52,913 They didn't feel like they had enough to make a case. 746 00:38:53,414 --> 00:38:55,124 -What? -And we have no say in this? 747 00:38:56,292 --> 00:38:58,169 Well, we're all obviously very upset. 748 00:38:58,252 --> 00:39:00,171 -Ask them! How is this possible? -I'm trying to! 749 00:39:00,254 --> 00:39:02,340 [yells] Tell them I wanna talk to them, Mom! 750 00:39:02,423 --> 00:39:04,467 Tell them I wanna talk to them! 751 00:39:04,550 --> 00:39:05,593 [sobs] 752 00:39:06,469 --> 00:39:07,470 [sniffles] 753 00:39:09,055 --> 00:39:10,431 [sobs] 754 00:39:11,599 --> 00:39:12,641 We'll talk to them. 755 00:39:13,184 --> 00:39:16,062 Oh my Lord. I needed this night. For real. 756 00:39:16,145 --> 00:39:18,314 You know the last time I did something like this? 757 00:39:18,397 --> 00:39:19,231 When? 758 00:39:20,024 --> 00:39:22,026 No, I'm asking. 'Cause I don't fucking remember. 759 00:39:22,109 --> 00:39:23,903 -Yo. [John chuckles] -[laughs] 760 00:39:24,987 --> 00:39:28,366 -Yeah, I never seen you this fucked up. -I'm not fucked up! 761 00:39:28,449 --> 00:39:29,450 Look at me. 762 00:39:32,453 --> 00:39:34,288 -Yo! [John laughs] -I got this! 763 00:39:35,456 --> 00:39:37,166 [snickers] You're messy. 764 00:39:38,000 --> 00:39:39,460 You try doin' what I'm doin'. 765 00:39:39,877 --> 00:39:42,004 Feed a family on eight dollars per person. 766 00:39:42,588 --> 00:39:43,839 Eight dollars… 767 00:39:43,923 --> 00:39:45,508 for a whole fucking day. You try it. 768 00:39:45,925 --> 00:39:47,301 Get a chicken nugget meal. 769 00:39:47,385 --> 00:39:49,011 That's six bucks… 770 00:39:49,095 --> 00:39:50,221 for one meal. 771 00:39:50,888 --> 00:39:53,766 So what, you're gonna live off butter rolls? [giggles] 772 00:39:55,476 --> 00:39:59,772 You know it takes three days in New York after rent's due for them to evict you? 773 00:40:00,481 --> 00:40:01,315 Deadass. 774 00:40:01,899 --> 00:40:02,900 Three days. 775 00:40:03,317 --> 00:40:04,318 And I'm like, 776 00:40:04,402 --> 00:40:07,029 "Bitch, if I don't have rent for you when it's due, 777 00:40:07,113 --> 00:40:09,573 three days is not gonna change shit." [giggles] 778 00:40:09,657 --> 00:40:11,242 -What? I'mma go rob a bank? -Right. 779 00:40:11,325 --> 00:40:12,284 [giggles] 780 00:40:12,368 --> 00:40:14,120 But see, I've been looking into it. 781 00:40:14,829 --> 00:40:16,539 And if the landlord's been neglectful, 782 00:40:16,622 --> 00:40:19,834 like our toilet clogs all the fucking time and they never fix that shit, 783 00:40:19,917 --> 00:40:21,919 so I'm documenting everything now, just in case. 784 00:40:22,002 --> 00:40:23,003 -Mm-hmm. -But… 785 00:40:23,671 --> 00:40:25,214 my landlord's the city, so… 786 00:40:26,006 --> 00:40:27,508 But if you can show neglect, 787 00:40:28,300 --> 00:40:29,802 the court might let you stay, 788 00:40:30,344 --> 00:40:31,512 even if you're behind. 789 00:40:33,222 --> 00:40:34,223 Oh shit. 790 00:40:35,683 --> 00:40:37,768 I'm running my mouth, and now you're probably like, 791 00:40:37,852 --> 00:40:39,979 "Uh… gotta go." [giggles] 792 00:40:40,062 --> 00:40:41,522 I didn't say anything. 793 00:40:41,605 --> 00:40:43,524 [Dom] Well, you're thinking that though. 794 00:40:43,607 --> 00:40:44,859 Come on. Give me some credit. 795 00:40:44,942 --> 00:40:46,777 A'ight. What are you thinkin' about? 796 00:40:47,361 --> 00:40:48,571 Just that I didn't know 797 00:40:49,113 --> 00:40:50,948 that you had to hold on to all that. 798 00:40:51,615 --> 00:40:54,285 That's a lot to carry. You make it look like nothin'. 799 00:40:55,327 --> 00:40:59,039 That's 'cause I'm my own magical superhero-superstar. 800 00:41:00,624 --> 00:41:01,917 Except, lately, I'm not. 801 00:41:04,170 --> 00:41:05,629 You don't have to be magical. 802 00:41:06,547 --> 00:41:07,715 But you are incredible. 803 00:41:11,260 --> 00:41:12,511 You just made that up? 804 00:41:13,220 --> 00:41:14,221 Just now? 805 00:41:15,181 --> 00:41:16,098 Just now. 806 00:41:16,682 --> 00:41:17,975 -[chuckles] -Just for me? 807 00:41:18,601 --> 00:41:19,727 Just for you, baby. 808 00:41:20,936 --> 00:41:23,189 You're, like, mad corny. 809 00:41:23,272 --> 00:41:24,523 [both chuckle] 810 00:41:28,777 --> 00:41:30,321 [romantic music plays] 811 00:41:37,745 --> 00:41:39,622 You wanna come upstairs for a minute? 812 00:41:41,248 --> 00:41:42,750 -Hell yeah. -[giggles] 813 00:41:49,965 --> 00:41:50,966 [Dom giggles] 814 00:41:51,634 --> 00:41:53,469 -[John chuckles] -[giggles] 815 00:41:54,845 --> 00:41:58,516 -I'm not gonna lie. I'm so lit right now. -[John] Word. You look good though. 816 00:41:58,599 --> 00:41:59,808 [both chuckle] 817 00:42:00,851 --> 00:42:02,061 Table is set up. 818 00:42:02,978 --> 00:42:04,688 [Dom and John giggle] 819 00:42:07,066 --> 00:42:08,400 [indistinct chattering] 820 00:42:08,859 --> 00:42:10,277 [mom] Dominique! 821 00:42:10,736 --> 00:42:13,197 [in Creole] I was getting worried. 822 00:42:16,116 --> 00:42:17,451 [woman] Ah! 823 00:42:18,536 --> 00:42:19,745 [mom] Good evening. 824 00:42:19,828 --> 00:42:20,913 Good evening. 825 00:42:23,457 --> 00:42:25,459 [mom] Hello, darling. 826 00:42:26,210 --> 00:42:27,586 [whispers] We have company. 827 00:42:31,340 --> 00:42:32,341 [clears throat] 828 00:42:33,634 --> 00:42:36,470 -[in English] I'm sorry. I can… -No. It's OK. 829 00:42:36,554 --> 00:42:38,722 -Just making sure she got home OK. -[mom] Mm-hmm. 830 00:42:39,557 --> 00:42:41,475 Sorry. I didn't know anybody was here. 831 00:42:41,559 --> 00:42:43,018 It's cool. I'm good. 832 00:42:44,270 --> 00:42:45,271 You have a great night. 833 00:42:45,354 --> 00:42:46,564 [mom in Creole] Good night. 834 00:42:46,647 --> 00:42:48,065 [women] Good night. 835 00:42:48,148 --> 00:42:50,234 That's her friend from school. 836 00:42:50,317 --> 00:42:54,780 She's very studious. 837 00:42:55,990 --> 00:42:57,199 [Dom in English] Sorry. 838 00:42:59,201 --> 00:43:00,244 That's all right. 839 00:43:03,038 --> 00:43:04,039 [woman 1] Oh! 840 00:43:06,917 --> 00:43:08,877 [giggling in background] 841 00:43:10,838 --> 00:43:13,507 [mom speaks Creole] 842 00:43:14,675 --> 00:43:18,596 I was just telling them how smart you are. 843 00:43:19,555 --> 00:43:20,472 Um… 844 00:43:21,473 --> 00:43:23,559 Excuse me a minute. 845 00:43:23,642 --> 00:43:24,643 [mom] Mm-hmm. 846 00:43:25,603 --> 00:43:26,895 Pardon me. 847 00:43:26,979 --> 00:43:28,230 [door opens, closes] 848 00:43:30,065 --> 00:43:31,275 [knocking on door] 849 00:43:31,984 --> 00:43:33,694 [mom] Dominique, open the door. 850 00:43:35,696 --> 00:43:36,780 [knocking on door] 851 00:43:40,034 --> 00:43:41,243 [distant laughter] 852 00:43:49,084 --> 00:43:50,169 Where have you been? 853 00:43:52,046 --> 00:43:53,672 At a school thing. 854 00:43:55,466 --> 00:43:56,592 Are you drunk? 855 00:43:56,675 --> 00:43:57,676 No. 856 00:43:57,760 --> 00:43:58,594 [mom] Mm-hmm. 857 00:44:00,554 --> 00:44:01,847 Who is that out there? 858 00:44:04,975 --> 00:44:07,728 Francine wants to introduce you to her nephew. 859 00:44:08,395 --> 00:44:09,813 He's a nice boy. 860 00:44:10,731 --> 00:44:11,982 I told you I wasn't. 861 00:44:13,067 --> 00:44:15,611 No, Mom! Why would you? 862 00:44:15,694 --> 00:44:17,321 We can't go on this way. 863 00:44:17,863 --> 00:44:20,115 You can't keep going like this. It's too much. 864 00:44:22,576 --> 00:44:23,535 Honey… 865 00:44:24,745 --> 00:44:26,330 I'm worried about you. 866 00:44:33,587 --> 00:44:34,880 Just meet him. 867 00:44:35,255 --> 00:44:37,883 You don't have to make any decisions now. 868 00:44:45,265 --> 00:44:46,600 Don't take too long. 869 00:44:47,810 --> 00:44:49,269 -OK. -[door opens] 870 00:44:54,608 --> 00:44:55,567 [sighs] 871 00:45:23,554 --> 00:45:24,722 [distant chattering] 872 00:45:30,144 --> 00:45:31,103 [inaudible] 873 00:45:31,729 --> 00:45:32,771 [inaudible] 874 00:45:32,855 --> 00:45:34,273 [laughter] 875 00:45:34,982 --> 00:45:37,192 Ah, darling! 876 00:45:37,276 --> 00:45:39,153 Finally! Hello! 877 00:45:39,236 --> 00:45:40,863 -Are you doing well? -Yes. 878 00:45:40,946 --> 00:45:42,197 [chuckling] 879 00:45:43,198 --> 00:45:45,492 [in English] Uh… Hey. It's nice to meet you. 880 00:45:45,909 --> 00:45:46,827 Hey. 881 00:45:48,245 --> 00:45:50,748 [in Creole] Ronald, this is my daughter, Dominique. 882 00:45:50,831 --> 00:45:53,834 Dominique, this is Ronald Toussaint and his mother Perla. 883 00:45:54,585 --> 00:45:57,796 -[speaking in Creole] -[chuckling] 884 00:45:58,464 --> 00:46:00,507 [Francine] Ronald is my favorite nephew. 885 00:46:00,591 --> 00:46:01,925 [chuckling] 886 00:46:02,009 --> 00:46:04,803 That may be true. Because I'm actually her only nephew. 887 00:46:04,887 --> 00:46:06,680 All right. All right. Who's hungry? 888 00:46:06,764 --> 00:46:09,391 [excited exclamations] 889 00:46:09,475 --> 00:46:12,019 [speaking in Creole] 890 00:46:12,102 --> 00:46:13,479 [chuckling] 891 00:46:15,522 --> 00:46:18,442 -[sighs] -[Sabine speaks in Creole] 892 00:46:19,234 --> 00:46:21,069 [Haitian music plays] 893 00:46:33,624 --> 00:46:35,709 [Haitian music continues] 894 00:46:35,793 --> 00:46:37,085 [tapping keys] 895 00:46:46,094 --> 00:46:48,013 [Haitian music continues]