1 00:01:31,000 --> 00:01:32,958 Cassie's dad was really handsome. 2 00:01:32,960 --> 00:01:36,505 The kind of handsome that made people treat him differently. 3 00:01:43,262 --> 00:01:46,056 Her mom used to get really upset at him for flirting. 4 00:01:48,309 --> 00:01:51,101 Which wasn't fair. It wasn't his fault. 5 00:01:51,103 --> 00:01:52,688 He really loved her. 6 00:01:54,273 --> 00:01:56,317 He really loved them all. 7 00:02:02,531 --> 00:02:05,741 Her dad always wanted her to become a professional ice skater. 8 00:02:05,743 --> 00:02:09,828 - Wow. Thank you! - Aw, happy birthday, kiddo. 9 00:02:09,830 --> 00:02:13,918 And for a while, she thought she might. She was a natural. 10 00:02:17,922 --> 00:02:22,009 But her dad couldn't afford lessons, so he stopped encouraging her. 11 00:02:23,093 --> 00:02:26,011 When she hit puberty, her mother and her became best friends. 12 00:02:26,013 --> 00:02:28,057 You're an angel. 13 00:02:29,391 --> 00:02:31,685 I feel like a big baby. 14 00:02:32,895 --> 00:02:37,147 Cassie, woman to woman, hmm? 15 00:02:37,149 --> 00:02:39,944 You're perfect. 16 00:02:44,573 --> 00:02:48,450 - Holy moly, look at you. - What? 17 00:02:48,452 --> 00:02:53,038 You're gonna be a real heart breaker. Trust me. 18 00:02:53,040 --> 00:02:56,458 And it wasn't just her body that changed. But the rest of the world, too. 19 00:02:56,460 --> 00:02:59,962 - You remember uncle Ted? - Oh, boy, look at you. All grown up. 20 00:02:59,964 --> 00:03:03,090 Come on, give me a hug. You really filled out. 21 00:03:03,092 --> 00:03:06,009 Sassy Cassie. Come here. 22 00:03:06,011 --> 00:03:11,558 I bet you got all the boys wrapped around your finger. Boop. 23 00:03:12,601 --> 00:03:14,853 Their family wasn't perfect. 24 00:03:16,480 --> 00:03:19,439 Her mom had, you know, some issues. 25 00:03:19,441 --> 00:03:22,484 Oh, my god. 26 00:03:22,486 --> 00:03:26,073 And her dad struggled to keep a steady income. 27 00:03:36,250 --> 00:03:38,041 - Fuck you. - This is my family... 28 00:03:38,043 --> 00:03:40,586 And they fought. 29 00:03:40,588 --> 00:03:44,049 In the way all parents kind of fight. 30 00:03:46,719 --> 00:03:49,722 Except for the night before she started ninth grade. 31 00:04:06,280 --> 00:04:09,406 Her mom told her that her dad was just being irrational. 32 00:04:09,408 --> 00:04:14,912 Your father had some serious jealousy issues. Let me tell you. 33 00:04:14,914 --> 00:04:17,748 Plus, he couldn't hold a steady job to save his life. 34 00:04:17,750 --> 00:04:22,296 I just think he didn't want the responsibility of being a father. 35 00:04:23,672 --> 00:04:25,633 It's too much work. 36 00:04:26,842 --> 00:04:29,009 But Cassie had heard differently. 37 00:04:29,011 --> 00:04:31,053 My mom said your mom cheated on your dad. 38 00:04:31,055 --> 00:04:34,683 - And that's why he left. - What? 39 00:04:42,524 --> 00:04:44,942 At first, she was really angry at her mom. 40 00:04:44,944 --> 00:04:48,364 She resented her for being such a hypocrite. 41 00:04:53,994 --> 00:04:57,871 But then she realized that her dad wasn't perfect. 42 00:04:57,873 --> 00:05:01,041 I don't know if I want to be associated with herpes but, you know... 43 00:05:01,043 --> 00:05:05,381 And her mom wasn't either, and maybe they just weren't right for each other. 44 00:05:10,219 --> 00:05:12,844 He used to visit them on weekends. 45 00:05:12,846 --> 00:05:14,848 Bye, dad. 46 00:05:18,060 --> 00:05:22,022 But, eventually, it became once every couple of weeks. 47 00:05:23,649 --> 00:05:25,524 He said he was coming. 48 00:05:25,526 --> 00:05:28,779 And then sometimes, more than a month would go by. 49 00:05:33,909 --> 00:05:38,539 Then one night... he was driving home from work... 50 00:05:43,294 --> 00:05:45,462 ...and was in the icu for 23 days. 51 00:05:47,256 --> 00:05:50,175 The doctors were afraid he'd never walk again. 52 00:05:52,344 --> 00:05:55,973 But Cassie knew he was strong, and that he'd get better. 53 00:06:00,144 --> 00:06:03,812 He was prescribed fentanyl for the pain. 54 00:06:03,814 --> 00:06:06,565 Promethazine to offset the nausea. 55 00:06:06,567 --> 00:06:10,905 Liquid lorazepam to sleep, and imitrex injections for migraines. 56 00:06:17,870 --> 00:06:20,789 Cassie would text him and talk to him. 57 00:06:24,460 --> 00:06:28,837 But as more time went by, the less responsive he became. 58 00:06:28,839 --> 00:06:33,759 And eventually, months went by, and she didn't hear from him at all. 59 00:06:33,761 --> 00:06:36,637 Until one night, a week after her 15th birthday, 60 00:06:36,639 --> 00:06:40,893 she got a text from a random number at about 1:00 in the morning. 61 00:06:56,033 --> 00:07:00,744 And even though she was excited to see him and wanted to hug him, 62 00:07:00,746 --> 00:07:03,455 there was something about the whole thing that scared her. 63 00:07:03,457 --> 00:07:07,253 I want you to know there's never a day goes by I don't think about you. 64 00:07:08,337 --> 00:07:12,967 The number you texted me from. Can I call you? 65 00:07:16,095 --> 00:07:18,595 That's my friend's phone. 66 00:07:18,597 --> 00:07:22,393 But I promise I'll reach out to you with my new number, I... 67 00:07:23,560 --> 00:07:25,980 Don't cry, baby. 68 00:07:27,564 --> 00:07:29,984 I'm okay. I'm fine. Don't... 69 00:07:32,278 --> 00:07:34,947 I just miss you, dad. 70 00:07:36,865 --> 00:07:39,743 I miss you, okay. I love you. 71 00:07:46,041 --> 00:07:47,583 He said he needed a few things, 72 00:07:47,585 --> 00:07:49,753 and made her promise that she wouldn't tell a soul. 73 00:08:13,819 --> 00:08:17,281 Cassie kept her promise, and never told anyone about that night. 74 00:08:18,365 --> 00:08:21,201 She also never saw her dad again. 75 00:08:22,536 --> 00:08:25,331 She fell in love with every guy she ever dated. 76 00:08:26,874 --> 00:08:31,128 Whether they were smart or stupid or sweet or cruel, it didn't matter. 77 00:08:47,686 --> 00:08:50,437 She didn't like to be alone. 78 00:08:50,439 --> 00:08:52,481 What are you doing? 79 00:08:52,483 --> 00:08:56,109 - I'm just filming you. - Why? 80 00:08:56,111 --> 00:08:59,655 And every guy she ever dated asked for the same things. 81 00:08:59,657 --> 00:09:03,033 - Can I film you sucking my dick? - What? No! 82 00:09:03,035 --> 00:09:04,910 - What? - Let's make a sex tape. 83 00:09:04,912 --> 00:09:06,912 Stop. 84 00:09:06,914 --> 00:09:09,539 - What? Get out of here. - Come on. I won't tell anyone. 85 00:09:09,541 --> 00:09:12,334 - It's not that big of a deal. - Yes, it is. I don't wanna do this. 86 00:09:12,336 --> 00:09:14,169 And she almost always said yes. 87 00:09:14,171 --> 00:09:16,131 Even though it didn't always make her feel good. 88 00:09:20,135 --> 00:09:22,594 And she knew that most guys, after she broke up with them, 89 00:09:22,596 --> 00:09:25,015 would always share those photos or videos. 90 00:09:26,600 --> 00:09:29,309 The first time she found out, she had a panic attack, 91 00:09:29,311 --> 00:09:32,231 and wanted to swallow a whole bottle of Tylenol. 92 00:09:34,149 --> 00:09:35,857 But she didn't. Because, I mean, 93 00:09:35,859 --> 00:09:37,401 what's the worst thing anybody could say to her? 94 00:09:37,403 --> 00:09:40,404 That she gave a blowjob to a guy who didn't deserve it? 95 00:09:40,406 --> 00:09:43,448 And she figured by the time she was out of college and looking for a job, 96 00:09:43,450 --> 00:09:47,746 99 percent of the population would have leaked nudes, anyway. 97 00:09:49,957 --> 00:09:53,125 And then, at the beginning of the year, she met McKay. 98 00:09:53,127 --> 00:09:54,918 And fell in love with him. 99 00:09:54,920 --> 00:09:57,421 And he fell in love with her. 100 00:09:57,423 --> 00:10:02,050 And even though things weren't perfect, he loved her for who she was. 101 00:10:02,052 --> 00:10:03,927 And even though she had made a couple of mistakes, 102 00:10:03,929 --> 00:10:05,470 I mean, they weren't big ones. 103 00:10:05,472 --> 00:10:08,434 They weren't the kind of things you couldn't come back from. 104 00:10:45,512 --> 00:10:49,348 Previously on love island... 105 00:10:49,350 --> 00:10:54,394 Grab the amazing-ness that you have with Josh by the balls. 106 00:10:54,396 --> 00:10:56,939 People are always telling me about great TV shows. 107 00:10:56,941 --> 00:11:02,945 How I just have to watch this show. But the truth is, I don't want good TV. 108 00:11:02,947 --> 00:11:07,324 I don't want a novel, or some slow burn, or anything that feels like work. 109 00:11:07,326 --> 00:11:08,909 That's why I love reality TV. 110 00:11:08,911 --> 00:11:12,579 It's funny, it's dramatic, and I can focus on it. 111 00:11:12,581 --> 00:11:15,709 It's pure, effortless entertainment. 112 00:11:16,752 --> 00:11:20,462 Romance hits the rocks. 113 00:11:20,464 --> 00:11:24,591 She doesn't talk to me, she doesn't acknowledge me. 114 00:11:24,593 --> 00:11:27,302 I want to lay down one moment and then look around the next 115 00:11:27,304 --> 00:11:30,472 and realize I have watched 22 straight hours of love island 116 00:11:30,474 --> 00:11:34,603 over a two-day period and yearn for more. 117 00:11:36,063 --> 00:11:41,026 Some people may find that depressing. I don't. 118 00:11:43,821 --> 00:11:46,780 It is, however, a good way to measure depression. 119 00:11:46,782 --> 00:11:49,616 Because when reality TV begins to feel like work, 120 00:11:49,618 --> 00:11:54,997 like, final season of mad men work, you know you're depressed. 121 00:11:54,999 --> 00:12:00,588 Like, haven't got out of bed to pee in 24 hours depressed. 122 00:12:08,220 --> 00:12:12,931 - Do I look different to you? - You look fine to me. 123 00:12:12,933 --> 00:12:17,894 - 'Cause I feel different. - Okay, well, you don't look it. 124 00:12:17,896 --> 00:12:20,272 I don't think I'm gonna go to school today. 125 00:12:20,274 --> 00:12:24,651 - 'Cause of Daniel? - No, not 'cause of Daniel, Lexi! 126 00:12:24,653 --> 00:12:26,904 Daniel's the last fucking thing I care about right now. 127 00:12:26,906 --> 00:12:28,739 Okay, well, it's all you ever fucking talk about. 128 00:12:28,741 --> 00:12:32,326 That's not true! I asked you how I look. Not about Daniel! 129 00:12:32,328 --> 00:12:35,537 Yeah, well, you look beautiful, Cassie. You look fucking amazing. 130 00:12:35,539 --> 00:12:38,540 It's literally all anyone's ever told you your entire life. 131 00:12:38,542 --> 00:12:42,212 Like, listen to yourself. It's fucking exhausting. 132 00:13:09,365 --> 00:13:11,240 The thought of having to stand up, 133 00:13:11,242 --> 00:13:16,203 exert 172 muscles each step for 35 feet, 134 00:13:16,205 --> 00:13:18,997 just so I can sit on cold porcelain and piss out toxins 135 00:13:18,999 --> 00:13:21,708 over and over again for the rest of my life 136 00:13:21,710 --> 00:13:27,299 makes the whole concept of living feel like one long, sadistic joke. 137 00:13:28,717 --> 00:13:32,177 But the absolute worst part of depression 138 00:13:32,179 --> 00:13:34,805 is that even though you know you're depressed, 139 00:13:34,807 --> 00:13:38,394 you're unable to stop yourself from getting worse. 140 00:13:39,770 --> 00:13:43,148 But I wasn't the only one feeling down. 141 00:13:44,984 --> 00:13:50,028 - Jules? What's wrong? - I'm sick. 142 00:13:50,030 --> 00:13:53,826 Okay. Let me know if you need anything. 143 00:13:54,910 --> 00:13:58,539 After Halloween, Jules didn't go to school for a full week. 144 00:14:02,001 --> 00:14:06,295 And even though I sent her about 50 texts, she didn't respond. 145 00:14:06,297 --> 00:14:07,963 Happy Halloween. 146 00:14:07,965 --> 00:14:10,632 I could tell something bad had happened. 147 00:14:10,634 --> 00:14:14,346 And that it had something to do with Nate. 148 00:14:22,563 --> 00:14:24,898 Tyler clarkson was booked for assault. 149 00:14:27,318 --> 00:14:29,695 But this shit wasn't adding up. 150 00:14:31,989 --> 00:14:35,282 And I was putting together the pieces of the puzzle. 151 00:14:35,284 --> 00:14:37,701 Howard, let's roll. 152 00:14:37,703 --> 00:14:40,414 I wasn't gonna stop until I got the truth. 153 00:14:42,583 --> 00:14:46,919 False accusations in today's world can cause serious long-term damage 154 00:14:46,921 --> 00:14:50,841 to one's career, reputation, and emotional well-being. 155 00:14:52,885 --> 00:14:55,677 We all owe Nate Jacobs a heartfelt apology, 156 00:14:55,679 --> 00:15:00,557 and are excited and thrilled to have him back at east highland. 157 00:15:00,559 --> 00:15:04,227 - Why would Jules lie to help Nate? - I don't know. 158 00:15:04,229 --> 00:15:06,188 - Well, have you asked her about it? - No. 159 00:15:06,190 --> 00:15:08,857 - You haven't asked her? - No. 160 00:15:08,859 --> 00:15:10,817 Keep looking, you mook. 161 00:15:10,819 --> 00:15:15,197 I'm Morgan fuckin' Freeman and this is the beginning of the third act. 162 00:15:15,199 --> 00:15:19,076 Well, doesn't that seem like the first logical step? 163 00:15:19,078 --> 00:15:22,164 Honestly, Howard, this whole thing is beyond logic. 164 00:15:23,415 --> 00:15:25,709 Unless... 165 00:15:28,003 --> 00:15:31,838 - Jules is in love with Nate. - Why would Jules be in love with Nate? 166 00:15:31,840 --> 00:15:34,299 - You should listen to me. - Bennett, the cigarettes are killing me. 167 00:15:34,301 --> 00:15:37,094 Listen. Listen. Listen, the night of the carnival, she said she wanted 168 00:15:37,096 --> 00:15:38,720 to go meet up with this guy she met online, okay? 169 00:15:38,722 --> 00:15:41,390 He's some fuckin' jock, he's from a conservative family, 170 00:15:41,392 --> 00:15:45,435 and they were talking and texting. They've been texting for weeks. 171 00:15:45,437 --> 00:15:48,772 And when I say texting, I don't just mean regular fuckin' texting. 172 00:15:48,774 --> 00:15:51,817 They were sexting. 173 00:15:51,819 --> 00:15:54,152 - Like nudes? - Yeah. 174 00:15:54,154 --> 00:15:57,741 Side note, very nice dick. Very clean room. 175 00:15:59,285 --> 00:16:03,787 - She never fucking saw his face. - Yeah, so Jules is catfished. 176 00:16:03,789 --> 00:16:06,206 Now hear me out. So the night of the carnival, she made plans with this guy 177 00:16:06,208 --> 00:16:07,749 to meet up with him at the lake, okay? 178 00:16:07,751 --> 00:16:12,504 I fucking go home. Next thing I know, she's fucking knocking at my window. 179 00:16:12,506 --> 00:16:14,715 She's all emotional, she's got fucking tears in her eyes. 180 00:16:14,717 --> 00:16:17,009 I say, Jules, what the fuck happened? 181 00:16:17,011 --> 00:16:23,056 She looks at me. She goes... "He didn't look like his pictures." 182 00:16:23,058 --> 00:16:25,434 Yeah, that's like, the definition of catfishing. 183 00:16:25,436 --> 00:16:28,604 No, but do you know what his name was? 184 00:16:28,606 --> 00:16:31,984 - Nate Jacobs? - Tyler. 185 00:16:33,819 --> 00:16:35,863 Like, Tyler clarkson? 186 00:16:37,948 --> 00:16:39,700 You're goddamned right. 187 00:16:40,868 --> 00:16:43,368 Maddy is 17, Tyler's 22, 188 00:16:43,370 --> 00:16:45,829 - and they fornicated. - Statutory. 189 00:16:45,831 --> 00:16:48,123 Yeah. You saw it, I saw it. We all fucking saw it. 190 00:16:48,125 --> 00:16:49,833 Including Nate. 191 00:16:49,835 --> 00:16:52,794 And what is a lighter offense than statutory? 192 00:16:52,796 --> 00:16:55,215 - Assault. - Bingo! 193 00:16:59,261 --> 00:17:01,470 Rue, are you pouring coffee in the water filter? 194 00:17:01,472 --> 00:17:03,221 - Yes, I am. - Instead of water? 195 00:17:03,223 --> 00:17:05,182 - Yes, I am. - Well, please, don't do that. 196 00:17:05,184 --> 00:17:07,851 And it's late. You shouldn't be drinking caffeine. 197 00:17:07,853 --> 00:17:11,438 Mom, please. I have homework. 198 00:17:11,440 --> 00:17:14,276 Well, there's a sentence I never thought I'd hear. 199 00:17:15,945 --> 00:17:17,947 Will you let me know when this is ready? 200 00:17:20,991 --> 00:17:23,033 - Hello? - Howard, it's Bennett. 201 00:17:23,035 --> 00:17:25,744 It's 2:45 in the morning. Don't you ever sleep? 202 00:17:25,746 --> 00:17:29,456 Listen, why would Nate single out Jules in the first place? 203 00:17:29,458 --> 00:17:32,878 It's obvious he was sexually attracted to her. 204 00:17:34,213 --> 00:17:37,381 And because Jules is predominantly het, okay, 205 00:17:37,383 --> 00:17:40,759 he wooed her with his, uh, fucking creepy jock magic shit. 206 00:17:40,761 --> 00:17:43,136 She's super fuckin' sensitive, she's very forgiving, 207 00:17:43,138 --> 00:17:47,766 and she's basically the most wonderful fucking person on the planet... 208 00:17:47,768 --> 00:17:51,853 She fell for him. That's why she fucking testified. 209 00:17:51,855 --> 00:17:54,147 I'm a genius. I'm a fucking genius. 210 00:17:54,149 --> 00:17:58,235 Hey, mom! I'm a fucking genius. 211 00:17:58,237 --> 00:18:01,154 I'm not even tired. It's crazy. I'm not even fucking tired. 212 00:18:01,156 --> 00:18:02,781 I feel amazing. 213 00:18:02,783 --> 00:18:07,329 I'll be honest with you, Bennett. You're too close to this case. 214 00:18:18,299 --> 00:18:22,551 - Who was that? - Rue. 215 00:18:22,553 --> 00:18:28,265 - Think she's in, like, a manic state. - Is she okay? 216 00:18:28,267 --> 00:18:30,102 I don't think so. 217 00:18:44,491 --> 00:18:46,577 Fuck. 218 00:18:56,545 --> 00:19:01,089 I don't know what you're gonna say, but this feels like... really dramatic. 219 00:19:01,091 --> 00:19:06,595 - Yeah, this is spooky. - It is not spooky, bb. 220 00:19:06,597 --> 00:19:10,891 I just, I need your advice on, like, two things. 221 00:19:10,893 --> 00:19:14,688 And I need you guys to promise me not to say a single fucking word. 222 00:19:17,775 --> 00:19:23,864 So, the night of Daniel's Halloween party, something happened. 223 00:19:34,583 --> 00:19:37,711 ...i don't usually come that fast. 224 00:19:39,296 --> 00:19:41,632 That was amazing. 225 00:19:42,841 --> 00:19:45,719 It's funny. I always thought I was gonna lose my virginity to you. 226 00:19:50,099 --> 00:19:54,017 - You're a virgin? - No, I mean, when we were younger. 227 00:19:54,019 --> 00:19:57,815 - When we dated. - We dated? 228 00:19:59,775 --> 00:20:02,069 Yeah, in sixth grade. 229 00:20:03,487 --> 00:20:06,071 You and me? 230 00:20:06,073 --> 00:20:09,410 Yeah, for like five months. 231 00:20:12,496 --> 00:20:15,791 I literally have no recollection of that. 232 00:20:20,671 --> 00:20:22,838 Wait. Am I hearing this correctly? 233 00:20:22,840 --> 00:20:25,382 You want to tell McKay that you made out with Daniel 234 00:20:25,384 --> 00:20:26,967 at the carnival and on Halloween? 235 00:20:26,969 --> 00:20:29,344 Yeah, but, I don't... I don't have to say it's Daniel. 236 00:20:29,346 --> 00:20:31,847 Bitch, that's the craziest idea I've ever heard. Right? 237 00:20:31,849 --> 00:20:36,353 - For sure. - Yeah, but I want to be honest with him. 238 00:20:37,813 --> 00:20:41,064 - You cannot tell McKay. - But it's not like I cheated-cheated. 239 00:20:41,066 --> 00:20:44,318 Kissing is worse. It's so much more intimate. 240 00:20:44,320 --> 00:20:47,696 And if anybody brings it up, you deny, deny, deny. 241 00:20:47,698 --> 00:20:50,949 Okay, but, I just don't want there to be something this bad between us forever. 242 00:20:50,951 --> 00:20:54,328 I wouldn't worry about it. It's not like you guys are gonna be together forever. 243 00:20:54,330 --> 00:20:56,580 Kat, what the fuck is your problem? 244 00:20:56,582 --> 00:20:59,249 You're being a bad friend now. You were a bad friend to me, 245 00:20:59,251 --> 00:21:02,419 and this whole new personality is seriously unlikable. 246 00:21:02,421 --> 00:21:05,005 - World star! - Why, because I won't sit and listen 247 00:21:05,007 --> 00:21:07,716 to you bitch and moan about your psychotic, abusive boyfriend 248 00:21:07,718 --> 00:21:10,010 who you've literally broken up with a thousand times? 249 00:21:10,012 --> 00:21:13,221 It was literally the lowest point in my life, so, yeah. 250 00:21:13,223 --> 00:21:15,307 That and the fact that you're just fuckin' mean. 251 00:21:15,309 --> 00:21:17,768 Maddy, ever since I've met you, all you talk about is yourself. 252 00:21:17,770 --> 00:21:20,020 Your clothes, your boyfriends, whatever superficial shit 253 00:21:20,022 --> 00:21:23,482 you think is so fucking important. Sorry I'm no longer interested. 254 00:21:23,484 --> 00:21:26,526 I don't know about everyone else, but I miss the old Kat. 255 00:21:26,528 --> 00:21:30,072 You know, the one who had a sense of humor and wasn't a fuckin' cunt? 256 00:21:30,074 --> 00:21:31,575 Damn. 257 00:22:06,277 --> 00:22:10,195 - What was the other thing? - What other thing? 258 00:22:10,197 --> 00:22:12,616 You said you needed advice on two things. 259 00:22:15,077 --> 00:22:16,870 I don't remember. 260 00:22:18,080 --> 00:22:19,999 What would you do? 261 00:22:21,041 --> 00:22:25,252 Um, I don't know. I've never really been in a situation 262 00:22:25,254 --> 00:22:27,838 where two guys have been interested in me. 263 00:22:27,840 --> 00:22:30,841 That's 'cause you're shy. 264 00:22:30,843 --> 00:22:33,885 I guess so, but I've also never been in a situation 265 00:22:33,887 --> 00:22:36,138 where I've been interested in two guys. 266 00:22:36,140 --> 00:22:38,890 That's also 'cause you're shy. 267 00:22:38,892 --> 00:22:41,351 Maybe. 268 00:22:41,353 --> 00:22:44,231 But if you were in my situation, what would you do? 269 00:22:46,609 --> 00:22:49,278 Honestly, I don't think I would say anything. 270 00:22:52,781 --> 00:22:55,993 What if not saying something makes you feel really bad? 271 00:22:57,661 --> 00:23:01,916 - Worse than saying it? - Yeah. 272 00:23:04,209 --> 00:23:07,671 Well, then, I don't think you have any other option. 273 00:23:23,520 --> 00:23:29,274 - How are you feeling? - I think I have the flu or something. 274 00:23:29,276 --> 00:23:31,193 You want me to get you something? 275 00:23:31,195 --> 00:23:34,573 - Like something to drink, or something- - uh, no, I'm good. 276 00:23:40,162 --> 00:23:43,040 You sure you got the flu, rue? 277 00:23:44,208 --> 00:23:47,336 Gia, right now I just need you to leave me the fuck alone, all right? 278 00:24:00,266 --> 00:24:01,809 Previously... 279 00:24:10,276 --> 00:24:14,278 Look, Nate, we all make mistakes in life. 280 00:24:14,280 --> 00:24:19,283 We hurt the ones we love. We let down our friends, our family. 281 00:24:19,285 --> 00:24:23,706 Sometimes we do it out of ignorance. Sometimes it's selfishness. 282 00:24:25,791 --> 00:24:31,211 I am not perfect. You know that. 283 00:24:31,213 --> 00:24:35,509 But I've spent my life trying to do better. You have not. 284 00:24:36,969 --> 00:24:39,388 But it is my wish for you. 285 00:24:40,472 --> 00:24:43,432 I don't know how you got out of this situation. 286 00:24:43,434 --> 00:24:47,519 I know you didn't deserve to, but you did. 287 00:24:47,521 --> 00:24:50,647 And I admire whatever it took. 288 00:24:50,649 --> 00:24:54,320 I just hope it didn't teach you the wrong lesson. 289 00:25:15,549 --> 00:25:17,424 Okay, this is gonna sound sick, 290 00:25:17,426 --> 00:25:19,718 because I'm actually in a lot of pain right now, 291 00:25:19,720 --> 00:25:23,096 due to the sheer weight and strain on my bladder, 292 00:25:23,098 --> 00:25:26,101 but, man, does this make me miss opiates. 293 00:25:28,729 --> 00:25:31,355 Because your bladder is trained from a very early age 294 00:25:31,357 --> 00:25:34,858 not to pee whenever it wants to, it needs permission from your brain. 295 00:25:34,860 --> 00:25:39,571 And when you're really high, your brain gets a little... lazy. 296 00:25:39,573 --> 00:25:41,740 Too lazy to say something. 297 00:25:41,742 --> 00:25:45,744 Come on. Breathe. Come on, please. 298 00:25:45,746 --> 00:25:50,668 It's probably why so many drug addicts die on toilets. 299 00:25:55,422 --> 00:25:58,507 The truth is, the last time I left this room, 300 00:25:58,509 --> 00:26:00,803 I didn't have the best experience. 301 00:26:23,117 --> 00:26:28,203 Sleeping all day? It's quite the life. 302 00:26:28,205 --> 00:26:32,583 Meet Rick. My mom's new boyfriend. 303 00:26:32,585 --> 00:26:36,795 If you were to ask Rick to describe himself, he'd say he was... 304 00:26:36,797 --> 00:26:41,174 "A romantic at heart. I'm adventurous. I love to travel. 305 00:26:41,176 --> 00:26:43,844 "I love the outdoors... 306 00:26:43,846 --> 00:26:49,435 ...great art, great movies, great wine. Forever young." 307 00:26:55,816 --> 00:27:00,193 Sorry, I'm sorry. 308 00:27:00,195 --> 00:27:03,822 - I miss your dad. - Me, too. 309 00:27:03,824 --> 00:27:06,450 So, enter Rick. 310 00:27:06,452 --> 00:27:08,370 So... 311 00:27:10,122 --> 00:27:15,669 Your mom tells me that you have a new, uh, "best friend." 312 00:27:17,046 --> 00:27:19,713 What is that supposed to mean? 313 00:27:19,715 --> 00:27:23,300 That, you know. 314 00:27:23,302 --> 00:27:26,388 You got a new best friend. 315 00:27:29,183 --> 00:27:30,893 You know what, Rick? 316 00:27:32,144 --> 00:27:34,686 Why don't you go fuck yourself? 317 00:27:34,688 --> 00:27:36,355 How dare you speak to someone like that? 318 00:27:36,357 --> 00:27:39,358 - Who? Rick. - Don't be a smart-ass. 319 00:27:39,360 --> 00:27:41,693 - Did I offend you? - Apologize right now. 320 00:27:41,695 --> 00:27:44,238 In retrospect, I was a little cunt-y. 321 00:27:44,240 --> 00:27:49,409 But Rick does suck, and I was angry. For a lot of reasons. 322 00:27:49,411 --> 00:27:54,083 Rick, I sincerely apologize for telling you to go fuck yourself. 323 00:27:55,584 --> 00:27:58,085 What I really meant to say is that my mom can do better 324 00:27:58,087 --> 00:28:01,048 and I hate seeing you sit in the chair my dad sat at. 325 00:28:47,678 --> 00:28:49,096 If I am bipolar... 326 00:28:51,181 --> 00:28:54,643 I sure as shit prefer mania over depression. 327 00:28:56,478 --> 00:28:59,605 Yo, Fez. So you know how in every '90s thriller, right, 328 00:28:59,607 --> 00:29:04,359 Morgan Freeman plays, like, the same semi-psychic black cop. 329 00:29:04,361 --> 00:29:06,945 So, I know that's kind of racist, but the point is, in every movie, 330 00:29:06,947 --> 00:29:10,699 he's always calmly putting the fucking pieces of the case together, 331 00:29:10,701 --> 00:29:12,618 while everybody else around him is fucking freaking out, 332 00:29:12,620 --> 00:29:14,828 saying, "you don't know what the fuck you're talking about, Morgan. 333 00:29:14,830 --> 00:29:18,081 "You're... you're a fucking bad husband. You should fucking retire." 334 00:29:18,083 --> 00:29:22,294 But no. Morgan is fucking hyper-focused. 335 00:29:22,296 --> 00:29:24,796 Because he can see beyond the little details. 336 00:29:24,798 --> 00:29:26,965 He's looking for the big fuckin' picture. 337 00:29:26,967 --> 00:29:30,761 Because all of this shit? It's connected, Fez. 338 00:29:30,763 --> 00:29:35,225 And it is way bigger than any of us can even fucking see. 339 00:29:37,478 --> 00:29:42,397 The point is, that's me. Right now, that is fucking me. 340 00:29:42,399 --> 00:29:46,485 I can see everything so fucking clearly. 341 00:29:46,487 --> 00:29:48,654 I know what happened, I know why it happened, 342 00:29:48,656 --> 00:29:51,116 and I know what the fuck I'm gonna do about it. 343 00:29:53,410 --> 00:29:56,787 - Word. - Word. 344 00:29:56,789 --> 00:30:00,540 - She can't hear me, right? - She can't see you, either. 345 00:30:00,542 --> 00:30:03,128 Okay, good, 'cause this is, like, some real top-secret shit. 346 00:30:04,171 --> 00:30:08,133 Trust me, rue, she not gonna gossip. 347 00:30:09,176 --> 00:30:11,426 Okay. 348 00:30:11,428 --> 00:30:15,597 - Do you still have that gun? - What gun? 349 00:30:15,599 --> 00:30:21,146 - The one from the couch. - I mean, I got a couple guns. 350 00:30:22,189 --> 00:30:25,693 - Why do you have so many guns? - My grandma. 351 00:30:28,279 --> 00:30:31,699 - That's cool. - What you worried about my guns for? 352 00:30:34,285 --> 00:30:38,036 Okay, well, I was thinking... 353 00:30:38,038 --> 00:30:42,543 That maybe you could use one to scare Nate Jacobs. 354 00:30:45,087 --> 00:30:50,257 - Are you serious? - I mean, I'm not not serious. 355 00:30:50,259 --> 00:30:54,011 Rue, that must be the dumbest shit you've said all fucking day. 356 00:30:54,013 --> 00:30:57,556 You don't have to fucking point it at him. You could just... 357 00:30:57,558 --> 00:31:01,310 You could, like... You could flash it. 358 00:31:01,312 --> 00:31:03,478 You really have lost your fuckin' mind, rue. 359 00:31:03,480 --> 00:31:08,527 Fuck, it's a bad fucking idea, okay? I just was fucking spit balling, here. 360 00:31:10,404 --> 00:31:12,279 I mean, he fucked with me, he fucked with Jules. 361 00:31:12,281 --> 00:31:16,702 And I want fucking revenge. Okay? Sorry. 362 00:31:20,915 --> 00:31:22,873 Fuck. Mouse is here. 363 00:31:22,875 --> 00:31:26,919 - The guy with the- - all right, so, stay in here. Be quiet... 364 00:31:26,921 --> 00:31:28,962 Fez, I can't... I can't stay in here. Like, I'm really... 365 00:31:28,964 --> 00:31:30,923 - Yes, the fuck you can. Shh! - I'm not good with awkward silences. 366 00:31:30,925 --> 00:31:33,634 Be quiet. Listen, i'm really serious right now. 367 00:31:33,636 --> 00:31:36,053 You just need to sit your manic ass down, 368 00:31:36,055 --> 00:31:38,639 and be quiet for five fuckin' minutes, rue. 369 00:31:38,641 --> 00:31:43,687 I'm not fuckin' playin' with you. Sit down and shut the fuck up. 370 00:32:00,246 --> 00:32:04,124 Okay. This is so fuckin' weird. 371 00:32:25,562 --> 00:32:27,481 Yo, rue. 372 00:32:28,941 --> 00:32:32,651 - Rue. - Rue. Rue, I'm so lonely. 373 00:32:32,653 --> 00:32:35,195 Me, too. Don't forget about me. 374 00:32:35,197 --> 00:32:38,782 That old lady? She doesn't even know we exist. 375 00:32:38,784 --> 00:32:41,034 - Rue! - Rue! 376 00:32:41,036 --> 00:32:44,705 - Eat us all. - Eat... 377 00:32:44,707 --> 00:32:49,503 - Us... - All! 378 00:32:55,259 --> 00:32:57,845 Yo, I'm gonna need you to start moving some weight. 379 00:32:59,471 --> 00:33:02,806 Yo, I'm just trying to keep it low-key over here, man. 380 00:33:02,808 --> 00:33:04,558 And I'm trying to make fuckin' money. 381 00:33:04,560 --> 00:33:09,271 Even if wanted all this shit, bruh, I don't got the money for all this, man. 382 00:33:09,273 --> 00:33:12,149 That's why you in luck. I'm gonna front it to you. 383 00:33:12,151 --> 00:33:15,571 Ten percent on the vig, and I'll collect in a month. 384 00:33:17,323 --> 00:33:20,034 I'm not tryin' to do all that shit, man. 385 00:33:21,285 --> 00:33:25,915 I ain't asking, bruh. Step yo shit up. 386 00:33:29,501 --> 00:33:32,669 One, two, three, four, five, six, seven. 387 00:33:32,671 --> 00:33:35,923 One, two, three, four, five, six, seven. 388 00:33:35,925 --> 00:33:37,843 One... 389 00:34:13,254 --> 00:34:16,713 The other thing about depression is it kind of collapses time. 390 00:34:16,715 --> 00:34:18,842 Rue, are you listening? 391 00:34:21,262 --> 00:34:24,137 Suddenly, you find your whole days blending together 392 00:34:24,139 --> 00:34:27,768 to create one endless and suffocating loop. 393 00:34:36,402 --> 00:34:41,156 So you find yourself trying to remember the things that made you happy. 394 00:34:45,160 --> 00:34:47,911 - Do you want to get closer? - Yeah. 395 00:34:47,913 --> 00:34:53,043 But slowly, your brain begins to erase every memory that ever brought you joy. 396 00:34:59,508 --> 00:35:05,264 And eventually, all you can think about is how life has always been this way. 397 00:35:09,018 --> 00:35:12,688 And will only continue to be this way. 398 00:35:17,151 --> 00:35:20,986 Previously, on love island... 399 00:35:20,988 --> 00:35:24,990 Grab the amazing-ness that you have with Josh by the balls. 400 00:35:24,992 --> 00:35:28,035 I wonder if Jules is having fun. 401 00:35:28,037 --> 00:35:31,498 Stay clear of the tracks... 402 00:35:58,609 --> 00:36:01,944 Oh, I missed you! 403 00:36:01,946 --> 00:36:06,073 - So how are the suburbs treating you? - They're claustrophobic. 404 00:36:06,075 --> 00:36:08,951 Yeah, how do you like it? How you doing? 405 00:36:08,953 --> 00:36:13,956 I don't know. It's been a weird, weird-ass year. 406 00:36:13,958 --> 00:36:17,918 - Weird in what way? - Weird in every way. 407 00:36:17,920 --> 00:36:21,129 Shit. You make some good friends, at least? 408 00:36:21,131 --> 00:36:23,423 - Yeah, I got one. - Yeah? 409 00:36:23,425 --> 00:36:26,387 But it's, like, complicated. 410 00:36:28,097 --> 00:36:30,889 Well, are you friends, or are you a little bit more, 411 00:36:30,891 --> 00:36:34,935 - like a special kind of friend? - Both, I guess? Yeah. 412 00:36:34,937 --> 00:36:37,646 Okay. What, are you in love with him or something? 413 00:36:37,648 --> 00:36:42,025 - Her, not him. Yeah. - Ooh, a little plot twist. Okay! 414 00:36:42,027 --> 00:36:45,237 - No room for hetero-normativity in here. - My bad. 415 00:36:45,239 --> 00:36:47,864 So... what? 416 00:36:47,866 --> 00:36:51,034 - I don't know. I don't know what it is. - Yeah. 417 00:36:51,036 --> 00:36:54,081 It's not, like, great right now. 418 00:36:57,251 --> 00:37:00,629 I'm not exactly, like, in the best place. 419 00:37:02,715 --> 00:37:04,883 Why? What's going on? 420 00:37:08,053 --> 00:37:11,181 I came here so I wouldn't have to think about it. 421 00:37:13,392 --> 00:37:15,311 Understood. 422 00:37:51,764 --> 00:37:54,516 - This one? - No, I'm one more up. 423 00:38:07,571 --> 00:38:08,948 Yo, Anna. 424 00:38:11,659 --> 00:38:15,410 - Hey. - Anna, someone I want you to meet. 425 00:38:15,412 --> 00:38:17,831 Hi. I'm Jules. 426 00:38:19,291 --> 00:38:21,625 I know. 427 00:38:21,627 --> 00:38:24,503 - You like it? - Did y'all make these? 428 00:38:24,505 --> 00:38:29,007 Our friend did. I mean, are you guys gonna go out? 429 00:38:29,009 --> 00:38:33,806 Uh, Anna's always trying to put makeup on me. So awkward. 430 00:38:40,187 --> 00:38:45,399 I remember walking out of sears with my first pair of heels in my backpack. 431 00:38:45,401 --> 00:38:50,279 - Cute. - And my heart was fucking racing. 432 00:38:50,281 --> 00:38:53,615 And I got home, and went straight to my room, 433 00:38:53,617 --> 00:38:56,201 locked the door, put 'em on... 434 00:38:56,203 --> 00:39:00,956 And, I just... felt like... 435 00:39:00,958 --> 00:39:04,001 I was collecting herbs, 436 00:39:04,003 --> 00:39:10,716 or making potions in order to up my manna, you know? 437 00:39:10,718 --> 00:39:13,427 Like, it started with that, and then it was clothes, 438 00:39:13,429 --> 00:39:18,640 and then it was makeup, and eventually hormones. 439 00:39:18,642 --> 00:39:22,980 Um, I just kind of kept leveling up. 440 00:39:24,023 --> 00:39:27,316 So, what level are you at now? 441 00:39:27,318 --> 00:39:29,610 I don't know. 442 00:39:29,612 --> 00:39:34,325 But I definitely haven't reached my full power. 443 00:39:37,494 --> 00:39:43,206 - But you date guys, right? - Date isn't really the right word. 444 00:39:43,208 --> 00:39:45,834 What she means to say is that she's a slut. 445 00:39:45,836 --> 00:39:48,545 - Fuck you! - What, it's not an insult! 446 00:39:48,547 --> 00:39:53,008 - I mean... - But you normally hook up with guys. 447 00:39:53,010 --> 00:39:58,263 Yeah, but... my relationship to men is weird. 448 00:39:58,265 --> 00:40:02,061 - Like, how? - In my head, it's like... 449 00:40:04,355 --> 00:40:10,319 If I can conquer men, then I can conquer femininity. 450 00:40:11,737 --> 00:40:14,031 Why do you need a guy to make you feel more feminine? 451 00:40:21,121 --> 00:40:24,041 We'll circle back to that one. 452 00:40:27,127 --> 00:40:30,212 - So have you? - Have I what? 453 00:40:30,214 --> 00:40:31,674 Conquered femininity? 454 00:40:33,592 --> 00:40:35,133 I don't know. 455 00:40:35,135 --> 00:40:38,720 But, it's not like I even want to conquer it. 456 00:40:38,722 --> 00:40:41,765 It's like I want to fuckin' obliterate it. 457 00:40:41,767 --> 00:40:45,686 And then move on to the next level. 458 00:40:45,688 --> 00:40:48,772 And the next, and the next. 459 00:40:48,774 --> 00:40:51,984 Level up. Level up! 460 00:40:51,986 --> 00:40:56,738 Yeah. I don't really know what the means, or looks like, but... 461 00:40:56,740 --> 00:40:59,702 - I want it. - Queerness is infinite. 462 00:41:01,620 --> 00:41:04,582 Okay, look at me. 463 00:41:05,624 --> 00:41:08,043 Yeah. You look adorable. 464 00:41:09,461 --> 00:41:11,922 Stop. 465 00:41:18,012 --> 00:41:19,763 I'm pregnant. 466 00:41:21,265 --> 00:41:22,850 What? 467 00:41:24,560 --> 00:41:27,605 Are you for real that you're 100 percent pregnant? 468 00:41:29,273 --> 00:41:31,066 Yeah. 469 00:41:39,074 --> 00:41:41,118 I... 470 00:41:42,745 --> 00:41:44,788 I'm sorry, uh... 471 00:41:46,165 --> 00:41:48,459 Are you all right? 472 00:41:50,920 --> 00:41:53,881 Yeah, i'm...'M just a little bit nervous. 473 00:41:55,966 --> 00:41:57,635 Nervous about what? 474 00:41:59,511 --> 00:42:01,180 About what you're gonna say. 475 00:42:07,645 --> 00:42:10,356 You're not really thinking about having this kid, are you? 476 00:42:14,443 --> 00:42:16,693 I really love you, McKay. 477 00:42:16,695 --> 00:42:21,657 Yeah, I love you, too, but I'm doing a lot of shit right now. 478 00:42:21,659 --> 00:42:24,034 I'm in the middle of school right now. 479 00:42:24,036 --> 00:42:27,456 It's a big fuckin' responsibility, Cassie. 480 00:42:29,333 --> 00:42:31,543 What if this is what i'm supposed to do with my life? 481 00:42:36,966 --> 00:42:39,424 What the fuck? 482 00:42:39,426 --> 00:42:42,594 My parents are gonna kill me. My coach is gonna kill me. 483 00:42:42,596 --> 00:42:45,933 My parents are gonna fucking kill me. Fuck. 484 00:42:49,436 --> 00:42:52,521 Cass, I don't even think you wanna have this baby, okay? 485 00:42:52,523 --> 00:42:54,815 It's not a... it's not a fuckin' fairy tale. Like... 486 00:42:54,817 --> 00:42:58,944 It may seem all cute and cuddly to you, but this is real shit. 487 00:42:58,946 --> 00:43:00,904 I'm not even ready to be a dad. 488 00:43:00,906 --> 00:43:04,116 I don't know if that's selfish to say or whatever, but... 489 00:43:04,118 --> 00:43:06,954 Children are fuckin' scary. 490 00:43:09,123 --> 00:43:11,123 You wanted to talk about it, so here we are, we're talking about it. 491 00:43:11,125 --> 00:43:13,669 But I say we don't do it. 492 00:43:15,045 --> 00:43:18,757 I'm not saying i'm gonna have a baby. 493 00:43:22,928 --> 00:43:27,057 I just wanted to dream about it for a minute. 494 00:43:51,790 --> 00:43:54,960 You'll make the best mother on the planet one day. 495 00:43:57,713 --> 00:44:00,257 I say that without a doubt. 496 00:44:08,057 --> 00:44:10,476 - Hello? - Hello? 497 00:44:12,770 --> 00:44:15,729 For some reason your screen is black. Should I call you back? 498 00:44:15,731 --> 00:44:20,776 - No, I prefer to keep it that way. - Oh. Okay. 499 00:44:20,778 --> 00:44:25,030 - You drive a hard bargain. - Yeah, well, a girl's gotta eat. 500 00:44:25,032 --> 00:44:27,115 300 for thirty minutes. 501 00:44:27,117 --> 00:44:31,620 - You should have asked for more. - Really? 502 00:44:31,622 --> 00:44:36,210 Let me see your whole body. Stand up. 503 00:44:42,841 --> 00:44:48,845 Yes. Keep going. 504 00:44:48,847 --> 00:44:51,682 Yes. 505 00:44:51,684 --> 00:44:54,436 Fantastic. 506 00:45:04,822 --> 00:45:07,406 Are you nervous? 507 00:45:07,408 --> 00:45:12,744 I-I-I... I mean, I don't usually, um... undress. 508 00:45:12,746 --> 00:45:17,126 But I am special. Right? 509 00:45:19,295 --> 00:45:20,879 Yes. 510 00:45:22,047 --> 00:45:24,258 Then say it. 511 00:45:26,176 --> 00:45:28,260 You're special. 512 00:45:28,262 --> 00:45:32,266 So, get undressed. 513 00:45:59,001 --> 00:46:02,129 You're beautiful. 514 00:46:21,106 --> 00:46:24,274 Can you get me a mango la Croix? 515 00:46:24,276 --> 00:46:28,113 - And those cherry rolling papers? - Anything else? 516 00:46:37,957 --> 00:46:40,666 - What up, Fez? - What's up, man? 517 00:46:40,668 --> 00:46:44,588 Yo, can I get, uh, two of the rolling papers, too, bruh? 518 00:46:46,215 --> 00:46:47,839 Yo, man. 519 00:46:47,841 --> 00:46:52,386 I don't know what's been going on with you, rue, and Jules and shit. 520 00:46:52,388 --> 00:46:57,184 But you should know, I really do care about her. 521 00:47:01,146 --> 00:47:05,734 - Aren't you, like, her drug dealer? - Nah, man. 522 00:47:07,111 --> 00:47:09,113 What, are you in a relationship? 523 00:47:10,990 --> 00:47:15,450 - Nah, bruh, that's like, my family. - So it's platonic. 524 00:47:15,452 --> 00:47:20,332 Look, man, all I'm saying is, leave her and her friends alone. 525 00:47:22,167 --> 00:47:24,169 Is that a threat? 526 00:47:25,879 --> 00:47:31,091 - Nah, I'm just telling you. - Or what? 527 00:47:31,093 --> 00:47:35,347 We're not gonna be having this conversation. 528 00:47:43,981 --> 00:47:48,692 Fezco, let's get this straight. You're, like, half a retard. 529 00:47:48,694 --> 00:47:53,947 You dropped out of school at 20, and now... you're a gangster. 530 00:47:53,949 --> 00:47:57,534 What are you, like, fucking Tony Montana? What's the plan? 531 00:47:57,536 --> 00:48:01,081 You gonna be living in a mansion, fuckin' pet tigers and shit? 532 00:48:02,833 --> 00:48:05,500 Go fuck yourself. 533 00:48:05,502 --> 00:48:07,796 Listen, bruh. 534 00:48:09,006 --> 00:48:15,346 All I'm sayin', you keep fuckin' with rue and her friends, and i'MMA kill you. 535 00:48:18,015 --> 00:48:20,267 It's gonna be $5.75, playboy. 536 00:48:40,246 --> 00:48:44,498 An adult bladder can hold two cups of urine. 537 00:48:44,500 --> 00:48:46,333 But if you're telling your bladder to hold off 538 00:48:46,335 --> 00:48:50,170 because, say, you're in the worst depression of your fucking life, 539 00:48:50,172 --> 00:48:52,967 your bladder will eventually fill. 540 00:48:54,593 --> 00:48:57,261 And what begins to happen is... 541 00:48:57,263 --> 00:49:00,389 All of the toxins that your kidneys have pushed into your bladder 542 00:49:00,391 --> 00:49:02,893 begin to travel back into your kidneys. 543 00:49:07,064 --> 00:49:08,689 Fuck. 544 00:49:08,691 --> 00:49:11,483 I know what you're thinking. Rue, this is insane. 545 00:49:11,485 --> 00:49:15,487 Don't get a kidney infection. Walk to the bathroom. 546 00:49:15,489 --> 00:49:19,451 Trust me, I'm thinking the same fuckin' thing. 547 00:49:22,454 --> 00:49:24,748 Like a little pot? 548 00:50:33,275 --> 00:50:36,362 - You remind me of her. - Who? 549 00:50:37,571 --> 00:50:40,950 - My best friend. - So what's she like? 550 00:50:42,409 --> 00:50:47,289 - Honestly? Kind of a mess. - So I'm a mess? 551 00:50:48,582 --> 00:50:51,085 - Yeah. - How am I a mess? 552 00:50:53,087 --> 00:50:55,214 I don't know yet. 553 00:51:01,720 --> 00:51:04,598 I think I'm really high. 554 00:51:08,269 --> 00:51:10,479 - Should I text her? - No. 555 00:51:32,251 --> 00:51:34,545 You only get one more. 556 00:52:26,805 --> 00:52:30,390 - Jules. - What are you doing here? 557 00:52:30,392 --> 00:52:33,602 - You texted me. - I did? 558 00:52:33,604 --> 00:52:35,689 Did you not want me to come? 559 00:52:37,816 --> 00:52:39,610 You here alone? 560 00:52:45,366 --> 00:52:47,576 No, no, no, no, no. 561 00:52:53,249 --> 00:52:57,878 - I'm scared of you, Nate. - I'm sorry. For everything. 562 00:52:59,171 --> 00:53:01,632 I'm sorry for hurting you. 563 00:53:03,342 --> 00:53:08,387 You... you were the most beautiful person that I've ever known. 564 00:53:08,389 --> 00:53:11,390 I'm Tyler. 565 00:53:11,392 --> 00:53:14,270 I'm the person that you fell in love with. 566 00:53:15,729 --> 00:53:19,191 - I wanna kill you. - I'm yours. I'm all yours. 567 00:53:33,497 --> 00:53:36,959 You're a pussy. You're a bitch. 568 00:53:39,795 --> 00:53:43,007 And I wish the whole fucking world could know. 569 00:54:08,699 --> 00:54:10,910 I know this isn't gonna end well. 570 00:54:31,931 --> 00:54:33,557 Hello? 571 00:54:35,351 --> 00:54:38,103 Yeah, I'd like to report a crime. 572 00:54:52,284 --> 00:54:54,370 Mom. 573 00:54:57,456 --> 00:55:00,292 I think I need your help. 574 00:55:15,599 --> 00:55:17,933 Come here. 575 00:55:17,935 --> 00:55:21,895 Come here. It's okay. It's okay. I love you so much. 576 00:55:21,897 --> 00:55:24,441 I love you so much. You're so beautiful. 577 00:55:39,832 --> 00:55:43,166 - Fuck! - East highland pd! Open the door! 578 00:55:43,168 --> 00:55:45,711 Come on, bro. Hurry the fuck up out there! 579 00:55:45,713 --> 00:55:48,088 - We know you're in there. Open up! - Fuck! 580 00:55:48,090 --> 00:55:49,633 Goddamn it! 581 00:55:50,718 --> 00:55:53,176 - Fuck, bro. - What the fuck, man? 582 00:55:53,178 --> 00:55:57,055 Come on, bruh. Hurry up, for real, man. 583 00:55:57,057 --> 00:55:59,808 Unlock the door! Open up, now! 584 00:55:59,810 --> 00:56:01,270 Goddamn it! 585 00:56:10,571 --> 00:56:12,907 Rue, what's wrong? 586 00:56:19,413 --> 00:56:21,373 Okay, baby. Come on. 587 00:56:22,583 --> 00:56:25,667 Come on. Come on. 588 00:56:25,669 --> 00:56:29,671 I had a therapist once who said that these states will wax and wane. 589 00:56:29,673 --> 00:56:31,423 Which gave my mother relief, 590 00:56:31,425 --> 00:56:34,929 because it meant that in the bad times, there would be good times. 591 00:56:38,390 --> 00:56:40,057 But it also gave her anxiety 592 00:56:40,059 --> 00:56:44,811 because it meant that in the good times, there would be bad times. 593 00:56:44,813 --> 00:56:48,941 It always confused me, because I didn't really know what it meant. 594 00:56:48,943 --> 00:56:53,030 It's okay, baby. It's okay. 595 00:56:54,657 --> 00:56:58,369 But it did sound a lot calmer than the way I would describe it. 596 00:57:07,962 --> 00:57:12,049 I think I need to go back on medication. 597 00:57:19,265 --> 00:57:23,894 There you go. How you feel? Okay? 598 00:57:30,109 --> 00:57:33,193 I know you're feeling low right now, baby. 599 00:57:33,195 --> 00:57:37,241 But the fact that you didn't turn back means you're gettin' better. 600 00:57:39,493 --> 00:57:41,328 It does. 601 00:57:42,913 --> 00:57:44,832 It does. 602 00:57:48,627 --> 00:57:52,923 Granted, I didn't realize until later what waxing and waning implied. 603 00:57:54,008 --> 00:57:56,758 That these feelings were fixed and constant 604 00:57:56,760 --> 00:57:59,972 and would never end for the rest of my life. 605 00:58:52,531 --> 00:58:57,531 Subtitles by explosiveskull www.Opensubtitles.Org