1 00:00:03,033 --> 00:00:06,200 >> [gasping and laughing] 2 00:00:06,200 --> 00:00:07,033 THERE YOU GO, KYARA. 3 00:00:07,033 --> 00:00:07,867 >> I'M SAVON. 4 00:00:07,867 --> 00:00:09,167 I LIVE IN MARIETTA, GEORGIA, 5 00:00:09,167 --> 00:00:11,133 A SUBURB OUTSIDE OF ATLANTA, 6 00:00:11,133 --> 00:00:13,033 WITH MY AUNT LADONNA AND COUSINS 7 00:00:13,033 --> 00:00:14,400 KAHLEM AND PHILIP. 8 00:00:14,400 --> 00:00:16,033 I'M A JUNIOR IN HIGH SCHOOL, AND 9 00:00:16,033 --> 00:00:18,200 I'VE ALWAYS GOTTEN GOOD GRADES. 10 00:00:18,200 --> 00:00:19,533 BUT PLAYING BASKETBALL 11 00:00:19,533 --> 00:00:20,933 IS WHAT KEEPS ME FOCUSED, 12 00:00:20,933 --> 00:00:22,233 AND I'M HOPING TO GO TO COLLEGE 13 00:00:22,233 --> 00:00:23,600 ON A SPORTS SCHOLARSHIP. 14 00:00:23,600 --> 00:00:25,000 MY DREAM FOR THE FUTURE IS 15 00:00:25,000 --> 00:00:27,033 TO BECOME A SINGER/SONGWRITER... 16 00:00:27,033 --> 00:00:29,200 * THEY WILL SAVE US 17 00:00:29,200 --> 00:00:30,533 AND TO EVENTUALLY GET MARRIED 18 00:00:30,533 --> 00:00:32,133 AND HAVE A FAMILY. 19 00:00:32,133 --> 00:00:33,567 I MET MY BOYFRIEND, MAUWI, 20 00:00:33,567 --> 00:00:34,667 ON THE BASKETBALL COURT, 21 00:00:34,667 --> 00:00:36,867 AND WE HIT IT OFF RIGHT AWAY. 22 00:00:36,867 --> 00:00:38,067 BUT WE WERE FRIENDS FOR A WHILE 23 00:00:38,067 --> 00:00:40,367 BEFORE WE BECAME A COUPLE. 24 00:00:40,367 --> 00:00:41,833 DON'T EMBARRASS YOURSELF NOW. 25 00:00:41,833 --> 00:00:42,500 >> UGH. 26 00:00:42,500 --> 00:00:43,967 >> OOH, YOU DID IT ANYWAYS. 27 00:00:43,967 --> 00:00:44,867 HE JUST STARTED COLLEGE 28 00:00:44,867 --> 00:00:46,500 AND IS VERY SUPPORTIVE OF ME 29 00:00:46,500 --> 00:00:47,867 AND MY DREAMS. 30 00:00:47,867 --> 00:00:49,200 WE HAVE A GREAT RELATIONSHIP, 31 00:00:49,200 --> 00:00:52,300 AND I'M REALLY HAPPY WITH HIM. 32 00:00:52,300 --> 00:00:53,400 BUT BEFORE I STARTED DATING 33 00:00:53,400 --> 00:00:54,700 MAUWI, I FELL FOR 34 00:00:54,700 --> 00:00:56,200 THIS OTHER GUY, ELI. 35 00:00:56,200 --> 00:00:57,133 AFTER WE HOOKED UP A COUPLE 36 00:00:57,133 --> 00:01:01,200 TIMES, HE FORGOT ALL ABOUT ME. 37 00:01:01,200 --> 00:01:01,867 HAVE A SEAT, SIR. 38 00:01:01,867 --> 00:01:02,533 >> NO, GIVE ME A HUG. 39 00:01:02,533 --> 00:01:03,367 >> NO, I DON'T WANT A HUG. 40 00:01:03,367 --> 00:01:04,200 GET OFF ME. 41 00:01:04,200 --> 00:01:05,267 NOW THAT I'M WITH MAUWI, 42 00:01:05,267 --> 00:01:06,500 I WISH I COULD FORGET 43 00:01:06,500 --> 00:01:07,700 ABOUT ELI TOO, BUT 44 00:01:07,700 --> 00:01:09,767 THAT'S GOING TO BE IMPOSSIBLE, 45 00:01:09,767 --> 00:01:12,200 BECAUSE I'M PREGNANT 46 00:01:12,200 --> 00:01:14,200 WITH ELI'S BABY. 47 00:01:21,700 --> 00:01:22,900 I'M REALLY GRATEFUL TO BE 48 00:01:22,900 --> 00:01:24,967 LIVING WITH MY AUNT LADONNA. 49 00:01:24,967 --> 00:01:26,067 EVEN THOUGH SHE'S DISAPPOINTED 50 00:01:26,067 --> 00:01:27,100 ABOUT MY PREGNANCY, 51 00:01:27,100 --> 00:01:28,500 I KNOW I CAN DEPEND ON HER 52 00:01:28,500 --> 00:01:30,367 TO HELP ME THROUGH IT ALL. 53 00:01:30,367 --> 00:01:31,867 IS THIS IT? 54 00:01:31,867 --> 00:01:32,800 >> I MEAN, IT'S A LOT OF-- 55 00:01:32,800 --> 00:01:33,700 YOU GOT A LOT OF OPTIONS. 56 00:01:33,700 --> 00:01:35,433 WHAT DO YOU MEAN, "IS THIS IT?" 57 00:01:35,433 --> 00:01:37,067 [both laugh] 58 00:01:37,067 --> 00:01:38,200 >> IT'S TOO PAGES. 59 00:01:38,200 --> 00:01:39,167 >> OH. 60 00:01:39,167 --> 00:01:40,067 >> YOU REMEMBER THE DAY YOU 61 00:01:40,067 --> 00:01:41,433 FOUND OUT YOU WAS PREGNANT? 62 00:01:41,433 --> 00:01:42,467 >> YEAH. 63 00:01:42,467 --> 00:01:43,400 THE FIRST THING THAT POPPED IN 64 00:01:43,400 --> 00:01:44,333 MY HEAD WHEN I FOUND OUT, 65 00:01:44,333 --> 00:01:45,067 I WAS LIKE, 66 00:01:45,067 --> 00:01:46,200 "I'M NOT KEEPING IT." 67 00:01:46,200 --> 00:01:47,067 'CAUSE I ALREADY KNEW IT WAS 68 00:01:47,067 --> 00:01:47,800 ELI'S, SO I WAS LIKE, 69 00:01:47,800 --> 00:01:49,200 "WHY KEEP IT?" 70 00:01:49,200 --> 00:01:50,300 IT'S LIKE, "WHY HAVE A BABY BY A 71 00:01:50,300 --> 00:01:51,533 GUY THAT DOESN'T EVEN LIKE ME?" 72 00:01:51,533 --> 00:01:52,867 LIKE--[laughs] 73 00:01:52,867 --> 00:01:53,533 LIKE, THIS IS-- 74 00:01:53,533 --> 00:01:54,367 >> I MEAN, HE'S CRAZY. 75 00:01:54,367 --> 00:01:55,167 >> THAT'S JUST POINTLESS. 76 00:01:55,167 --> 00:01:56,567 HE DOESN'T EVEN WANT ME, SO-- 77 00:01:56,567 --> 00:01:57,967 >> SO YOU DIDN'T HAVE 78 00:01:57,967 --> 00:02:00,267 NO KIND OF ATTACHMENT? 79 00:02:00,267 --> 00:02:02,367 >> NO. 80 00:02:02,367 --> 00:02:04,200 I HAD SOME THOUGHTS ABOUT 81 00:02:04,200 --> 00:02:05,300 ABORTION AT ONE POINT. 82 00:02:05,300 --> 00:02:07,433 THEN I WAS LIKE, "THE MONEY." 83 00:02:07,433 --> 00:02:09,433 >> I DON'T BELIEVE IN ABORTIONS, 84 00:02:09,433 --> 00:02:10,600 BUT I THINK IT'S WORSE TO BRING 85 00:02:10,600 --> 00:02:11,800 A CHILD INTO THE WORLD THAT YOU 86 00:02:11,800 --> 00:02:12,933 CAN'T AFFORD TO FEED. 87 00:02:12,933 --> 00:02:13,633 >> RIGHT. 88 00:02:13,633 --> 00:02:14,500 I FEEL LIKE IT'S ALL 89 00:02:14,500 --> 00:02:17,367 GONNA WORK OUT, BUT... 90 00:02:17,367 --> 00:02:18,100 I DON'T KNOW. 91 00:02:18,100 --> 00:02:19,100 I KNOW--I JUST ADDED EXTRA 92 00:02:19,100 --> 00:02:22,533 RESPONSIBILITY FOR MYSELF. 93 00:02:22,533 --> 00:02:24,800 AND I WISH THAT I WOULD HAVE 94 00:02:24,800 --> 00:02:26,433 GAVE MAUWI A CHANCE BEFORE I 95 00:02:26,433 --> 00:02:29,500 TRIED TO BE REBELLIOUS AND DO 96 00:02:29,500 --> 00:02:30,367 THE TOTAL OPPOSITE. 97 00:02:30,367 --> 00:02:32,067 I WISH I WOULD HAVE JUST SAT 98 00:02:32,067 --> 00:02:35,467 DOWN AND REALIZED THAT MAUWI WAS 99 00:02:35,467 --> 00:02:36,567 THE RIGHT PERSON FOR ME TO BE 100 00:02:36,567 --> 00:02:37,433 WITH INSTEAD OF TRYING 101 00:02:37,433 --> 00:02:38,100 TO BE WITH SOMEBODY 102 00:02:38,100 --> 00:02:40,667 WHO HAS NO INTEREST IN ME. 103 00:02:40,667 --> 00:02:42,167 IT'S JUST HARD TO GET PAST 104 00:02:42,167 --> 00:02:44,200 THE FACT THAT I'M ABOUT TO 105 00:02:44,200 --> 00:02:45,067 HAVE A BABY. 106 00:02:45,067 --> 00:02:46,433 LIKE, I STILL HAVEN'T 107 00:02:46,433 --> 00:02:47,100 GOT OVER THAT. 108 00:02:47,100 --> 00:02:49,600 I WASN'T SURE IF MAUWI AND I 109 00:02:49,600 --> 00:02:51,100 WERE GONNA LAST ONCE I FOUND OUT 110 00:02:51,100 --> 00:02:53,733 I WAS PREGNANT WITH BABY EDEN. 111 00:02:53,733 --> 00:02:55,067 I WAS SO DISAPPOINTED IN MYSELF 112 00:02:55,067 --> 00:02:56,700 AND WAS SURE HE WOULD BREAK UP 113 00:02:56,700 --> 00:02:58,233 WITH ME, ESPECIALLY BECAUSE 114 00:02:58,233 --> 00:02:59,867 WE HADN'T HAD SEX YET. 115 00:02:59,867 --> 00:03:00,933 AND I TOLD HIM I DIDN'T WANT TO 116 00:03:00,933 --> 00:03:02,300 NOW THAT I WAS PREGNANT 117 00:03:02,300 --> 00:03:04,167 WITH SOMEONE ELSE'S BABY. 118 00:03:04,167 --> 00:03:06,200 BUT MAUWI SAID HE COULD WAIT, 119 00:03:06,200 --> 00:03:08,467 AND WE DECIDED TO STAY TOGETHER. 120 00:03:08,467 --> 00:03:09,833 I'M GLAD HE STUCK BY ME. 121 00:03:09,833 --> 00:03:10,567 WELL, YOU CAN FEEL HICCUPS 122 00:03:10,567 --> 00:03:11,233 RIGHT HERE. 123 00:03:11,233 --> 00:03:11,900 THAT'S ABOUT IT. 124 00:03:11,900 --> 00:03:12,567 SEE? 125 00:03:12,567 --> 00:03:13,233 >> YEAH. 126 00:03:13,233 --> 00:03:13,900 >> HE'S LIKE-- 127 00:03:13,900 --> 00:03:14,867 [mimics hiccupping ] 128 00:03:14,867 --> 00:03:15,867 LIKE, EVERY TWO SECONDS. 129 00:03:15,867 --> 00:03:17,467 I'M LIKE, "OH, MY GOSH." 130 00:03:17,467 --> 00:03:19,633 WHEN YOU FIRST MET ME, 131 00:03:19,633 --> 00:03:20,867 WHAT WAS YOUR IMPRESSION LIKE? 132 00:03:20,867 --> 00:03:21,900 >> I THOUGHT YOU WERE CUTE. 133 00:03:21,900 --> 00:03:23,133 BUT I DIDN'T WANT TO JUST, 134 00:03:23,133 --> 00:03:24,833 YOU KNOW, JUST STRAIGHT UP 135 00:03:24,833 --> 00:03:26,233 AND JUST START TALKING TO YOU. 136 00:03:26,233 --> 00:03:27,067 TRYING TO, YOU KNOW, 137 00:03:27,067 --> 00:03:28,100 TAKE MY TIME WITH IT. 138 00:03:28,100 --> 00:03:28,800 >> IT'S ALMOST BEEN, 139 00:03:28,800 --> 00:03:30,067 LIKE, A YEAR. 140 00:03:30,067 --> 00:03:31,067 I NEVER THOUGHT OF MYSELF 141 00:03:31,067 --> 00:03:33,200 THIS YOUNG IN THIS POSITION. 142 00:03:33,200 --> 00:03:34,367 LIKE, NOW I HAVE TO, LIKE, 143 00:03:34,367 --> 00:03:35,700 PUT OFF COLLEGE. 144 00:03:35,700 --> 00:03:37,367 I PUT OFF ALL THE OPPORTUNITIES 145 00:03:37,367 --> 00:03:38,533 THAT I HAD, YOU KNOW, DEALING 146 00:03:38,533 --> 00:03:40,367 WITH MUSIC AND BAND AND 147 00:03:40,367 --> 00:03:41,633 BASKETBALL AND STUFF LIKE THAT. 148 00:03:41,633 --> 00:03:42,867 LIKE, NONE OF THOSE 149 00:03:42,867 --> 00:03:44,267 OPPORTUNITIES ARE OPEN. 150 00:03:44,267 --> 00:03:45,233 >> OPEN, YEAH. 151 00:03:45,233 --> 00:03:46,200 >> NO, I MISS PLAYING BASKETBALL 152 00:03:46,200 --> 00:03:47,900 BECAUSE, YOU KNOW, THE THRILL 153 00:03:47,900 --> 00:03:48,900 LIKE, WHEN YOU MAKE A SHOT, 154 00:03:48,900 --> 00:03:52,500 YOU LIKE, "OH, SNAP." 155 00:03:52,500 --> 00:03:53,567 >> YOU REMEMBER WHEN YOU TOLD 156 00:03:53,567 --> 00:03:56,700 ME, LIKE--LIKE, HOW YOU TOLD ME? 157 00:03:56,700 --> 00:03:57,867 >> YEAH, I MEAN, I DIDN'T REALLY 158 00:03:57,867 --> 00:03:59,300 KNOW ANY OTHER WAY TO TELL YOU 159 00:03:59,300 --> 00:04:00,700 OTHER THAN JUST COME OUT 160 00:04:00,700 --> 00:04:02,700 AND BE 100% HONEST. 161 00:04:02,700 --> 00:04:03,733 I MEAN, THE AWKWARD SILENCE 162 00:04:03,733 --> 00:04:07,200 WAS JUST LIKE, I DON'T KNOW. 163 00:04:07,200 --> 00:04:08,567 >> HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO REACT 164 00:04:08,567 --> 00:04:10,067 TO THAT, LIKE, "OH, YEAH." 165 00:04:10,067 --> 00:04:11,267 I WON'T SAY IT TOOK AWAY 166 00:04:11,267 --> 00:04:12,800 OPPORTUNITIES, BUT IT, LIKE, 167 00:04:12,800 --> 00:04:16,533 IT TOOK US DOWN ANOTHER PATH 168 00:04:16,533 --> 00:04:18,067 INSTEAD OF GOING DOWN THE PATH 169 00:04:18,067 --> 00:04:19,367 THAT WE COULD HAVE WENT DOWN. 170 00:04:19,367 --> 00:04:20,367 >> OR EASIER ROAD. 171 00:04:20,367 --> 00:04:21,067 >> YEAH, EASIER PATH. 172 00:04:21,067 --> 00:04:21,933 >> NOW I'M GONNA HAVE TO GO... 173 00:04:21,933 --> 00:04:22,700 >> NOW IT'S LIKE, YEAH. 174 00:04:22,700 --> 00:04:23,467 >> ALL THE WAY BACK AROUND-- 175 00:04:23,467 --> 00:04:23,967 >> EXACTLY. 176 00:04:23,967 --> 00:04:25,667 NOW IT'S, LIKE, CRUNCH TIME. 177 00:04:25,667 --> 00:04:27,400 AND, LIKE, LEAVING WASN'T 178 00:04:27,400 --> 00:04:28,533 JUST AN OPTION. 179 00:04:28,533 --> 00:04:29,967 IT WASN'T LIKE YOU CHEATED ON ME 180 00:04:29,967 --> 00:04:32,533 OR YOU DID SOMETHING CRAZY. 181 00:04:32,533 --> 00:04:33,200 ALL THIS HAPPENED 182 00:04:33,200 --> 00:04:34,733 BEFORE WE WERE DATING. 183 00:04:34,733 --> 00:04:36,833 SO I COULDN'T JUST UP AND LEAVE 184 00:04:36,833 --> 00:04:38,067 JUST 'CAUSE YOU FOUND OUT 185 00:04:38,067 --> 00:04:38,733 THAT YOU WERE PREGNANT. 186 00:04:38,733 --> 00:04:39,667 >> RIGHT. 187 00:04:39,667 --> 00:04:41,200 >> I ALREADY TOLD YOU, YOU KNOW, 188 00:04:41,200 --> 00:04:42,533 I WANT TO HELP OUT AS MUCH AS 189 00:04:42,533 --> 00:04:44,800 I POSSIBLY CAN OR WHATEVER. 190 00:04:44,800 --> 00:04:46,600 WELL, YOU KNOW I STARTED SCHOOL 191 00:04:46,600 --> 00:04:48,533 LAST WEEK. 192 00:04:48,533 --> 00:04:49,200 >> OH. 193 00:04:49,200 --> 00:04:51,700 >> SO SCHOOL, FOOTBALL. 194 00:04:51,700 --> 00:04:52,533 YOU KNOW I HAVE TO DO 195 00:04:52,533 --> 00:04:53,967 MY TRAINING. 196 00:04:53,967 --> 00:04:55,667 AND I GOT TO WORK AT THE JOB 197 00:04:55,667 --> 00:04:56,333 OR WHATEVER. 198 00:04:56,333 --> 00:04:58,533 >> SO THAT'S A LOT. 199 00:04:58,533 --> 00:04:59,400 >> I KNOW. 200 00:04:59,400 --> 00:05:02,367 I'LL BE BACK, YOU KNOW, FOR JUST 201 00:05:02,367 --> 00:05:04,067 ABOUT EVERY WEEKEND 'CAUSE I'M 202 00:05:04,067 --> 00:05:05,367 GONNA HAVE MY CAR OR WHATEVER. 203 00:05:05,367 --> 00:05:06,667 AND I'LL JUST--I'LL COME BACK 204 00:05:06,667 --> 00:05:07,867 AND VISIT JUST ABOUT 205 00:05:07,867 --> 00:05:09,067 EVERY WEEKEND. 206 00:05:09,067 --> 00:05:09,833 >> IT WON'T BE-- 207 00:05:09,833 --> 00:05:11,200 I MEAN, I CAN HANDLE IT. 208 00:05:11,200 --> 00:05:12,733 IT WON'T BE THAT BAD. 209 00:05:12,733 --> 00:05:14,267 EVEN THOUGH IT'S AWKWARD BEING 210 00:05:14,267 --> 00:05:15,333 PREGNANT WITH SOMEONE ELSE'S 211 00:05:15,333 --> 00:05:17,300 BABY, I REALLY LIKE MAUWI 212 00:05:17,300 --> 00:05:18,333 AND THINK WE'RE GONNA BE ABLE 213 00:05:18,333 --> 00:05:19,200 TO GET THROUGH THIS. 214 00:05:19,200 --> 00:05:21,367 [doorbell rings] 215 00:05:21,367 --> 00:05:22,067 >> HEY THERE. 216 00:05:22,067 --> 00:05:22,700 >> HEY. 217 00:05:22,700 --> 00:05:23,367 OH, MY GOD. 218 00:05:23,367 --> 00:05:25,367 >> SAVON. 219 00:05:25,367 --> 00:05:26,933 >> YOU CAN HAVE THIS ONE RIGHT 220 00:05:26,933 --> 00:05:30,067 HERE AND THEN MISMATCH 'EM. 221 00:05:30,067 --> 00:05:31,133 >> I GUESS YOU GET STARTED ON 222 00:05:31,133 --> 00:05:32,133 ONE FINGER. 223 00:05:32,133 --> 00:05:33,133 I GOT YOU, SEE. 224 00:05:33,133 --> 00:05:34,067 >> YOU START DOING THE OTHER 225 00:05:34,067 --> 00:05:34,667 THEN. 226 00:05:34,667 --> 00:05:35,533 >> WHAT Y'ALL THINK ABOUT IT? 227 00:05:35,533 --> 00:05:37,533 >> WHAT I KNOW OF HIM 228 00:05:37,533 --> 00:05:39,467 IS, YOU KNOW, AROUND SCHOOL, 229 00:05:39,467 --> 00:05:43,067 HE WAS, LIKE, THE "LADIES MAN." 230 00:05:43,067 --> 00:05:43,833 >> WELL, I DON'T-- 231 00:05:43,833 --> 00:05:44,633 I JUST DON'T LIKE HIM. 232 00:05:44,633 --> 00:05:45,300 HE-- 233 00:05:45,300 --> 00:05:46,133 >> YEAH, I DON'T LIKE HIM. 234 00:05:46,133 --> 00:05:46,900 HE TREATED YOU LIKE 235 00:05:46,900 --> 00:05:49,267 YOU WAS JUST SOME TRASH. 236 00:05:49,267 --> 00:05:49,933 >> RIGHT. 237 00:05:49,933 --> 00:05:50,733 >> AND I DON'T LIKE THAT. 238 00:05:50,733 --> 00:05:51,467 YOU DON'T DISRESPECT-- 239 00:05:51,467 --> 00:05:52,133 >> BUT THAT'S HOW 240 00:05:52,133 --> 00:05:52,767 HE TREAT ALL GIRLS. 241 00:05:52,767 --> 00:05:53,767 'CAUSE HE DON'T KNOW NO BETTER. 242 00:05:53,767 --> 00:05:55,067 LIKE, HE HAS NO MORALS. 243 00:05:55,067 --> 00:05:55,867 >> WHEN'S THE LAST TIME 244 00:05:55,867 --> 00:05:56,700 YOU'VE SEEN HIM? 245 00:05:56,700 --> 00:05:57,800 >> THE LAST TIME I SEEN HIM-- 246 00:05:57,800 --> 00:05:59,900 OH, MY--THAT WAS A WHILE AGO. 247 00:05:59,900 --> 00:06:01,133 >> HAS HE CALLED OR TEXT YOU? 248 00:06:01,133 --> 00:06:01,867 >> NO, HE DON'T CALL. 249 00:06:01,867 --> 00:06:02,533 HE DON'T TEXT. 250 00:06:02,533 --> 00:06:03,533 HE DON'T CARE. 251 00:06:03,533 --> 00:06:05,067 >> WHAT DID HE SAY TO YOU WHEN 252 00:06:05,067 --> 00:06:06,700 YOU TOLD HIM YOU WERE PREGNANT? 253 00:06:06,700 --> 00:06:08,567 >> HE WAS BASICALLY LIKE, 254 00:06:08,567 --> 00:06:09,867 "ABORTION." 255 00:06:09,867 --> 00:06:11,133 AND I WAS LIKE, "YOU DON'T TELL 256 00:06:11,133 --> 00:06:12,767 ME WHAT I CAN AND CANNOT DO." 257 00:06:12,767 --> 00:06:14,067 HE'S A HORRIBLE PERSON. 258 00:06:14,067 --> 00:06:15,167 LIKE, HE'S A LOSER. 259 00:06:15,167 --> 00:06:17,067 HE DOES HAVE OTHER KIDS. 260 00:06:17,067 --> 00:06:18,400 THAT HE DOESN'T DO ANYTHING FOR. 261 00:06:18,400 --> 00:06:20,100 HONESTLY, I DON'T KNOW HOW 262 00:06:20,100 --> 00:06:22,467 I ENDED UP EVEN LIKING HIM. 263 00:06:22,467 --> 00:06:23,867 LIKE, REALLY? 264 00:06:23,867 --> 00:06:24,967 >> SO HE'S NOT LIKE, AN EX. 265 00:06:24,967 --> 00:06:25,767 HE'S LIKE A "WHY?" 266 00:06:25,767 --> 00:06:26,733 LIKE, "WHY DID I TALK TO YOU?" 267 00:06:26,733 --> 00:06:27,533 >> YEAH. 268 00:06:27,533 --> 00:06:28,367 [laughter] 269 00:06:28,367 --> 00:06:29,067 >> HOW DO YOU KNOW 270 00:06:29,067 --> 00:06:30,367 IT WASN'T MAUWI'S? 271 00:06:30,367 --> 00:06:32,200 WASN'T YOU DATING HIM, LIKE-- 272 00:06:32,200 --> 00:06:33,700 >> YEAH, I MEAN, BUT WE 273 00:06:33,700 --> 00:06:35,867 WEREN'T--WE JUST STARTED DATING 274 00:06:35,867 --> 00:06:36,933 PROBABLY, LIKE, TWO WEEKS BEFORE 275 00:06:36,933 --> 00:06:38,633 I TOLD HIM, SO WE WEREN'T 276 00:06:38,633 --> 00:06:40,333 INTIMATE OR NOTHING LIKE THAT. 277 00:06:40,333 --> 00:06:41,333 BUT IT'S REALLY AWKWARD 278 00:06:41,333 --> 00:06:42,267 FOR ME BEING PREGNANT 279 00:06:42,267 --> 00:06:43,633 WITH SOMEBODY ELSE'S BABY. 280 00:06:43,633 --> 00:06:44,833 HE CAN'T REALLY RELATE. 281 00:06:44,833 --> 00:06:46,733 >> YOU TALK TO MAUWI ABOUT 282 00:06:46,733 --> 00:06:48,067 HOW EVERYTHING WOULD BE 283 00:06:48,067 --> 00:06:49,700 AFTER YOU HAVE THE BABY? 284 00:06:49,700 --> 00:06:50,467 >> OH, YEAH. 285 00:06:50,467 --> 00:06:51,867 I MEAN, WE TOUCHED BASE WITH IT, 286 00:06:51,867 --> 00:06:53,133 BUT IT HASN'T BEEN, LIKE, 287 00:06:53,133 --> 00:06:55,800 A SERIOUS, SERIOUS DISCUSSION. 288 00:06:55,800 --> 00:06:56,800 WELL, I REALLY DON'T FEEL LIKE 289 00:06:56,800 --> 00:06:58,067 OUR RELATIONSHIP'S GONNA CHANGE, 290 00:06:58,067 --> 00:06:59,067 AND WE JUST HAVE TO DEAL WITH IT 291 00:06:59,067 --> 00:07:01,100 THE BEST WAY. 292 00:07:05,267 --> 00:07:06,067 [phone buzzes] 293 00:07:06,067 --> 00:07:07,267 THE FURTHER ALONG I GET IN MY 294 00:07:07,267 --> 00:07:08,967 PREGNANCY, THE HARDER IT IS 295 00:07:08,967 --> 00:07:09,733 TO GET UP FOR SCHOOL 296 00:07:09,733 --> 00:07:10,700 IN THE MORNINGS. 297 00:07:10,700 --> 00:07:12,567 NOTHING FITS ANYMORE, SO GETTING 298 00:07:12,567 --> 00:07:14,067 READY IS NOT FUN AT ALL. 299 00:07:14,067 --> 00:07:14,967 SHOULD I WEAR THESE LEGGINGS 300 00:07:14,967 --> 00:07:15,933 OR SHOULD I WEAR JEANS? 301 00:07:15,933 --> 00:07:16,800 >> WHY DON'T YOU JUST WEAR 302 00:07:16,800 --> 00:07:17,533 WHAT YOU GOT ON? 303 00:07:17,533 --> 00:07:19,533 YOU ALWAYS WEAR SWEATPANTS. 304 00:07:19,533 --> 00:07:21,067 YOU'RE PREGNANT. 305 00:07:21,067 --> 00:07:21,767 YOU DON'T HAVE 306 00:07:21,767 --> 00:07:23,767 THAT MANY OPTIONS. 307 00:07:27,533 --> 00:07:28,300 >> SO TODAY'S, LIKE, 308 00:07:28,300 --> 00:07:29,700 MY LAST DAY. 309 00:07:29,700 --> 00:07:30,367 >> REALLY? 310 00:07:30,367 --> 00:07:31,067 >> YEAH. 311 00:07:31,067 --> 00:07:31,867 I'MA GO TALK TO MY GUIDANCE 312 00:07:31,867 --> 00:07:32,800 COUNSELOR, YOU KNOW, ABOUT THOSE 313 00:07:32,800 --> 00:07:34,433 ONLINE CLASSES AND STUFF. 314 00:07:34,433 --> 00:07:35,500 SO I'LL JUST BE AT HOME ALL DAY 315 00:07:35,500 --> 00:07:37,067 EATING, LIKE, NOODLES AND STUFF. 316 00:07:37,067 --> 00:07:39,067 [both laugh] 317 00:07:51,267 --> 00:07:52,933 >> WHAT'S UP, SAVON? 318 00:07:52,933 --> 00:07:53,633 >> HEY. 319 00:07:53,633 --> 00:07:54,467 >> OH, SAVON HERE? 320 00:07:54,467 --> 00:07:55,133 >> both: YEAH. 321 00:07:55,133 --> 00:07:56,200 >> HOW WAS SCHOOL? 322 00:07:56,200 --> 00:07:57,100 >> BORING. 323 00:07:57,100 --> 00:07:58,233 >> OH, REALLY? 324 00:07:58,233 --> 00:07:59,867 >> WELL, TODAY WAS MY LAST DAY, 325 00:07:59,867 --> 00:08:01,133 SO I GET TO START 326 00:08:01,133 --> 00:08:02,233 MY ONLINE CLASSES. 327 00:08:02,233 --> 00:08:03,733 YEAH, 'CAUSE I'M SMART. 328 00:08:03,733 --> 00:08:04,633 >> YEAH, HOW YOU GONNA DO ONLINE 329 00:08:04,633 --> 00:08:07,067 COURSES WHEN THIS BABY BORN? 330 00:08:07,067 --> 00:08:08,367 >> I MEAN-- 331 00:08:08,367 --> 00:08:09,100 >> YOU GONNA-- 332 00:08:09,100 --> 00:08:10,233 YOU DISCIPLINED ENOUGH? 333 00:08:10,233 --> 00:08:11,700 >> YEAH, I'LL GET UP LIKE 334 00:08:11,700 --> 00:08:12,533 REGULAR SCHOOL HOURS 335 00:08:12,533 --> 00:08:13,700 AND WORK ONLINE. 336 00:08:13,700 --> 00:08:14,433 >> REALLY? 337 00:08:14,433 --> 00:08:15,167 >> YEAH. 338 00:08:15,167 --> 00:08:16,700 >> YOU DON'T GET UP WHEN YOU 339 00:08:16,700 --> 00:08:18,200 AT HOME AND DO ANYTHING. 340 00:08:18,200 --> 00:08:18,867 >> I MEAN-- 341 00:08:18,867 --> 00:08:19,733 >> HOW YOU GONNA GET UP REGULAR 342 00:08:19,733 --> 00:08:21,200 SCHOOL HOURS AND WORK? 343 00:08:21,200 --> 00:08:22,700 >> NO MORE PARTYING FOR YOU. 344 00:08:22,700 --> 00:08:23,367 >> I NEVER PARTIED. 345 00:08:23,367 --> 00:08:24,533 >> THERE GOES YOUR PARTY TIME. 346 00:08:24,533 --> 00:08:25,700 >> NO MORE HANGING OUT, 347 00:08:25,700 --> 00:08:26,367 NONE OF THAT. 348 00:08:26,367 --> 00:08:27,367 YOU HUNG ALL THAT UP. 349 00:08:27,367 --> 00:08:28,167 >> I THINK I CAN-- 350 00:08:28,167 --> 00:08:29,633 I THINK I CAN DO IT. 351 00:08:29,633 --> 00:08:30,967 >> BUT YOU SPENT TOO MUCH OF 352 00:08:30,967 --> 00:08:33,333 YOUR TIME BULL[bleep]. 353 00:08:33,333 --> 00:08:34,200 >> SO I KNOW I NEED TO 354 00:08:34,200 --> 00:08:36,067 PASS MY CLASSES AND GRADUATE 355 00:08:36,067 --> 00:08:38,067 AND GET A JOB 356 00:08:38,067 --> 00:08:41,600 AND THINGS THAT I NEED TO DO. 357 00:08:41,600 --> 00:08:42,867 >> YOU GOT TO PUT ON 358 00:08:42,867 --> 00:08:44,567 THE BIG GIRL PANTIES. 359 00:08:44,567 --> 00:08:46,700 I'M NOT PLANNING ON BABYSITTING. 360 00:08:46,700 --> 00:08:49,067 I'M NOT BUYING DIAPERS. 361 00:08:49,067 --> 00:08:50,767 I'M NOT DOING ANYTHING. 362 00:08:50,767 --> 00:08:52,200 I'M NOT TRANSPORTING 363 00:08:52,200 --> 00:08:54,633 FROM DAY CARE BACK AND FORTH. 364 00:08:54,633 --> 00:08:55,700 I MEAN, YOU-- 365 00:08:55,700 --> 00:08:57,600 WE IN THE SAME HOUSE. 366 00:08:57,600 --> 00:08:59,067 I'LL HELP YOU FROM TIME TO TIME, 367 00:08:59,067 --> 00:09:00,267 BUT I'M NOT GONNA 368 00:09:00,267 --> 00:09:01,500 RAISE YOUR BABY. 369 00:09:01,500 --> 00:09:02,633 YOU GOT TO REALLY STEP INTO 370 00:09:02,633 --> 00:09:05,133 WOMANHOOD NOW. 371 00:09:12,133 --> 00:09:13,467 >> I'M DUE IN FOUR WEEKS, 372 00:09:13,467 --> 00:09:15,300 AND THINGS ARE MOVING QUICKLY. 373 00:09:15,300 --> 00:09:17,067 WITHOUT MY AUNT'S HELP AND MAUWI 374 00:09:17,067 --> 00:09:18,400 BEING AWAY AT SCHOOL, 375 00:09:18,400 --> 00:09:19,433 I'M WORRIED THAT RAISING 376 00:09:19,433 --> 00:09:20,933 THIS BABY IS GONNA BE HARDER 377 00:09:20,933 --> 00:09:22,867 THAN I THOUGHT. 378 00:09:22,867 --> 00:09:24,467 SEEING IT MAKES ME 379 00:09:24,467 --> 00:09:27,067 110% MORE NERVOUS. 380 00:09:27,067 --> 00:09:28,233 >> MAKES IT A LITTLE MORE REAL, 381 00:09:28,233 --> 00:09:30,400 RIGHT? 382 00:09:30,400 --> 00:09:31,567 >> I'M TRYING TO PREPARE FOR 383 00:09:31,567 --> 00:09:33,067 EDEN AND STAY ON TOP OF MY 384 00:09:33,067 --> 00:09:34,633 SCHOOLWORK, BUT I NEED TO 385 00:09:34,633 --> 00:09:36,667 FIND A JOB TOO. 386 00:09:36,667 --> 00:09:37,633 >> I MEAN, IF I WAS YOU GOING 387 00:09:37,633 --> 00:09:38,967 IN TO A JOB, I WOULDN'T TELL 'EM 388 00:09:38,967 --> 00:09:39,700 I'M PREGNANT. 389 00:09:39,700 --> 00:09:41,400 'CAUSE TO MOST PEOPLE, IT'S 390 00:09:41,400 --> 00:09:42,900 GONNA TELL THEM, OH, YOU GONNA 391 00:09:42,900 --> 00:09:44,800 HAVE ISSUES WITH BABYSITTING. 392 00:09:44,800 --> 00:09:46,633 IT'S TOO MUCH RESPONSIBILITY; 393 00:09:46,633 --> 00:09:47,633 YOU WON'T BE RELIABLE. 394 00:09:47,633 --> 00:09:50,567 SO I WOULDN'T BRING THAT UP 395 00:09:50,567 --> 00:09:54,767 IN THE CONVERSATION AT ALL. 396 00:09:54,767 --> 00:09:55,467 >> SHOULD I BUTTON IT? 397 00:09:55,467 --> 00:09:56,367 >> YEAH. 398 00:09:56,367 --> 00:09:57,367 I THINK YOU'LL GET BY 399 00:09:57,367 --> 00:09:58,533 IF YOU KEEP YOUR COAT ON. 400 00:09:58,533 --> 00:10:00,300 YOU JUST LOOK A LITTLE CHUNKY. 401 00:10:00,300 --> 00:10:01,300 BUT YOU CAN'T REALLY TELL 402 00:10:01,300 --> 00:10:04,133 YOU'RE PREGNANT. 403 00:10:04,133 --> 00:10:05,967 YEAH, YOU'LL BE ALL RIGHT. 404 00:10:05,967 --> 00:10:07,967 ALL RIGHTY, THEN. LET'S GO. 405 00:10:18,300 --> 00:10:19,133 >> HI. 406 00:10:19,133 --> 00:10:19,900 I WAS WONDERING 407 00:10:19,900 --> 00:10:20,967 IF YOU GUYS WERE HIRING. 408 00:10:20,967 --> 00:10:21,633 >> OKAY, I GOT TO 409 00:10:21,633 --> 00:10:22,533 GET APPLICATION. 410 00:10:22,533 --> 00:10:23,200 >> OKAY. 411 00:10:23,200 --> 00:10:25,200 >> RIGHT? 412 00:10:31,267 --> 00:10:31,933 >> HAVE YOU WORKED IN 413 00:10:31,933 --> 00:10:33,700 RESTAURANTS BEFORE? 414 00:10:33,700 --> 00:10:35,167 >> I HAVE NOT, BUT I DO HAVE A 415 00:10:35,167 --> 00:10:37,000 LITTLE EXPERIENCE WITH WORKING. 416 00:10:37,000 --> 00:10:39,000 >> OKAY. 417 00:10:41,900 --> 00:10:42,567 >> HOW CAN I HELP YOU? 418 00:10:42,567 --> 00:10:44,467 >> HI, I WAS TRYING TO SEE, YOU 419 00:10:44,467 --> 00:10:45,300 KNOW, IF YOU GUYS WERE HIRING, 420 00:10:45,300 --> 00:10:46,500 AND IF SO, I CAN FILL OUT 421 00:10:46,500 --> 00:10:48,133 AN APPLICATION. 422 00:10:48,133 --> 00:10:49,167 >> WHAT KIND OF A JOB 423 00:10:49,167 --> 00:10:50,400 ARE YOU LOOKING FOR? 424 00:10:50,400 --> 00:10:51,567 >> UM... 425 00:10:51,567 --> 00:10:53,667 SOMETHING RELAXING. 426 00:10:53,667 --> 00:10:55,167 >> PLAY ANY MUSICAL INSTRUMENT? 427 00:10:55,167 --> 00:10:56,367 >> UM, I CURRENTLY PLAY, LIKE, 428 00:10:56,367 --> 00:10:58,067 THE PIANO AND GUITAR AND DRUMS. 429 00:10:58,067 --> 00:10:59,233 >> GUITAR. MM-HMM. 430 00:10:59,233 --> 00:10:59,900 BUT I CAN GIVE YOU 431 00:10:59,900 --> 00:11:00,900 AN APPLICATION TODAY. 432 00:11:00,900 --> 00:11:02,133 YOU JUST FILL IT OUT. 433 00:11:02,133 --> 00:11:03,067 >> ALL RIGHT, THANK YOU SO MUCH. 434 00:11:03,067 --> 00:11:05,233 >> OKAY. 435 00:11:05,233 --> 00:11:07,967 [engine turns over] 436 00:11:07,967 --> 00:11:10,233 >> HOW DID THE LAST SHOP FEEL? 437 00:11:10,233 --> 00:11:11,200 >> UM, IT WAS A BETTER 438 00:11:11,200 --> 00:11:12,733 ENVIRONMENT, LIKE, IT WAS MORE 439 00:11:12,733 --> 00:11:14,067 OF A STORE THAT I WOULD BE INTO. 440 00:11:14,067 --> 00:11:15,633 AND I'M JUST GONNA HOPE 441 00:11:15,633 --> 00:11:16,600 FOR THE BEST, I GUESS. 442 00:11:16,600 --> 00:11:17,800 >> GOOD YOU'RE TRYING, BUT I'M 443 00:11:17,800 --> 00:11:18,867 NOT GONNA SIT THERE AND TELL YOU 444 00:11:18,867 --> 00:11:19,633 I'M EXCITED. 445 00:11:19,633 --> 00:11:22,133 I'LL BE HAPPY WHEN YOU GET ONE. 446 00:11:22,133 --> 00:11:23,467 [laughs] 447 00:11:23,467 --> 00:11:25,067 I'M JUST BEING HONEST. 448 00:11:25,067 --> 00:11:26,133 THIS IS WHAT I'LL DO 449 00:11:26,133 --> 00:11:27,800 WHEN YOU SAY, "AUNTIE, 450 00:11:27,800 --> 00:11:29,800 I GOT A JOB." 451 00:11:29,800 --> 00:11:33,733 I'LL DO THAT. 452 00:11:33,733 --> 00:11:34,967 >> WITH SO MUCH ON MY MIND, 453 00:11:34,967 --> 00:11:36,800 IT'S HARD TO CONCENTRATE. 454 00:11:36,800 --> 00:11:37,567 AND I'M NOT GETTING MUCH 455 00:11:37,567 --> 00:11:43,067 SCHOOLWORK DONE. 456 00:11:43,067 --> 00:11:43,733 >> I WON'T SPILL. 457 00:11:43,733 --> 00:11:44,400 >> NUH-UH. 458 00:11:44,400 --> 00:11:45,567 I'M SCARED OF HEIGHTS. 459 00:11:45,567 --> 00:11:46,733 I CAN'T SIT RIGHT HERE. 460 00:11:46,733 --> 00:11:47,400 MM-MM. 461 00:11:47,400 --> 00:11:51,067 NO. 462 00:11:51,067 --> 00:11:52,567 I'VE BEEN PREGNANT FOR A YEAR. 463 00:11:52,567 --> 00:11:53,933 I DON'T CARE WHAT NOBODY SAY. 464 00:11:53,933 --> 00:11:55,767 I'VE BEEN PREGNANT FOREVER. 465 00:11:55,767 --> 00:11:56,667 I DON'T SEE HOW PEOPLE GET 466 00:11:56,667 --> 00:11:57,767 PREGNANT AND JUST HAVE, LIKE, 467 00:11:57,767 --> 00:11:58,900 SIX, SEVEN KIDS. 468 00:11:58,900 --> 00:12:00,300 THAT IS YOUR LIFE. 469 00:12:00,300 --> 00:12:02,167 YOU IS OLD AND DRIED UP 470 00:12:02,167 --> 00:12:03,333 AFTER THEM KIDS. 471 00:12:03,333 --> 00:12:04,900 >> WELL, ARE YOU READY 472 00:12:04,900 --> 00:12:05,967 SINCE IT'S SO CLOSE? 473 00:12:05,967 --> 00:12:06,700 YOU DON'T HAVE 474 00:12:06,700 --> 00:12:07,733 THAT MUCH TIME LEFT. 475 00:12:07,733 --> 00:12:09,333 >> I MEAN, BASICALLY I JUST 476 00:12:09,333 --> 00:12:10,733 GOT TO GET EVERYTHING TOGETHER 477 00:12:10,733 --> 00:12:13,600 AND MENTALLY PREPARE MYSELF. 478 00:12:13,600 --> 00:12:14,567 BUT THEN I'M JUST LIKE, 479 00:12:14,567 --> 00:12:15,633 "I DON'T HAVE ANYTHING." 480 00:12:15,633 --> 00:12:16,467 LIKE, I DON'T EVEN 481 00:12:16,467 --> 00:12:17,433 HAVE AN OVERNIGHT BAG. 482 00:12:17,433 --> 00:12:18,367 >> LIKE, I'M NOT READY FOR THIS. 483 00:12:18,367 --> 00:12:18,967 >> [laughs] 484 00:12:18,967 --> 00:12:20,067 LIKE, I'M JUST LIKE, 485 00:12:20,067 --> 00:12:21,567 "I REALLY HOPE THIS BABY 486 00:12:21,567 --> 00:12:22,267 DON'T COME TONIGHT, 487 00:12:22,267 --> 00:12:24,133 'CAUSE I DON'T HAVE NOTHING." 488 00:12:24,133 --> 00:12:26,300 SO WHENEVER MY AUNT IS LIKE, 489 00:12:26,300 --> 00:12:27,967 YOU KNOW, I GUESS DRILLING ME 490 00:12:27,967 --> 00:12:29,533 ABOUT WHAT I NEED TO DO, 491 00:12:29,533 --> 00:12:30,500 IT MAKES ME REALIZE 492 00:12:30,500 --> 00:12:32,300 THAT I'VE BEEN SITTING AROUND 493 00:12:32,300 --> 00:12:34,733 NOT DOING WHAT I NEEDED TO DO. 494 00:12:34,733 --> 00:12:35,567 >> HOW HAVE THINGS BEEN? 495 00:12:35,567 --> 00:12:36,400 WITH YOU AND MAUWI? 496 00:12:36,400 --> 00:12:37,500 >> WELL, HE JUST STARTED 497 00:12:37,500 --> 00:12:38,700 BACK AT SCHOOL, SO WE ONLY 498 00:12:38,700 --> 00:12:39,900 SEE EACH OTHER ON WEEKENDS, 499 00:12:39,900 --> 00:12:41,067 BUT OTHER THAN THAT, I MEAN, 500 00:12:41,067 --> 00:12:42,100 THINGS ARE GOOD. 501 00:12:42,100 --> 00:12:42,800 I'M ABOUT TO SEE HIM 502 00:12:42,800 --> 00:12:43,567 LATER TODAY. 503 00:12:43,567 --> 00:12:44,500 >> SO HOW DO YOU THINK IT'S 504 00:12:44,500 --> 00:12:46,233 GONNA BE LIKE AFTER THE BABY? 505 00:12:46,233 --> 00:12:47,433 >> I MEAN, AFTER THE BABY, 506 00:12:47,433 --> 00:12:49,900 BECAUSE I'LL BE ABLE TO MOVE 507 00:12:49,900 --> 00:12:51,733 AROUND AND BE MORE OF MYSELF, 508 00:12:51,733 --> 00:12:53,067 YOU KNOW. 509 00:12:53,067 --> 00:12:53,833 THEN I THINK THINGS 510 00:12:53,833 --> 00:12:55,133 WILL GO BACK TO NORMAL, BUT IT'S 511 00:12:55,133 --> 00:12:56,567 NOT GONNA BE COMPLETELY NORMAL, 512 00:12:56,567 --> 00:12:59,233 'CAUSE I HAVE A BABY. 513 00:12:59,233 --> 00:13:00,300 I HATE SEX. 514 00:13:00,300 --> 00:13:01,633 THIS IS WHAT HAPPENS. 515 00:13:01,633 --> 00:13:02,567 [laughter] 516 00:13:02,567 --> 00:13:03,467 >> DID YOU AND MAUWI 517 00:13:03,467 --> 00:13:04,500 EVER HAVE SEX? 518 00:13:04,500 --> 00:13:05,900 >> ABSOLUTELY NOT. 519 00:13:05,900 --> 00:13:06,800 I DON'T KNOW. 520 00:13:06,800 --> 00:13:08,100 IT'S GONNA TAKE ME A WHILE TO 521 00:13:08,100 --> 00:13:10,333 GET BACK AROUND TO IT, BECAUSE 522 00:13:10,333 --> 00:13:12,367 I'VE HAD SUCH A HORRIBLE 523 00:13:12,367 --> 00:13:13,467 EXPERIENCE WITH SEX. 524 00:13:13,467 --> 00:13:14,967 FIRST OF ALL, WITH THE WRONG 525 00:13:14,967 --> 00:13:18,133 PERSON, AND THEN YOU GET A BABY 526 00:13:18,133 --> 00:13:18,800 OUT OF IT. 527 00:13:18,800 --> 00:13:20,967 YOU JUST KIND OF LIKE, "THAT IS 528 00:13:20,967 --> 00:13:21,967 THE LAST THING ON MY MIND. 529 00:13:21,967 --> 00:13:22,800 I DO NOT CARE." 530 00:13:22,800 --> 00:13:24,633 >> YEAH. 531 00:13:24,633 --> 00:13:25,700 >> I MEAN, IF I NEVER HAVE SEX 532 00:13:25,700 --> 00:13:26,767 AGAIN, I WOULDN'T CARE. 533 00:13:26,767 --> 00:13:27,467 [both laugh] 534 00:13:27,467 --> 00:13:28,667 I REALLY WOULDN'T. 535 00:13:28,667 --> 00:13:31,300 >> YOU THINK MAUWI WOULD, LIKE, 536 00:13:31,300 --> 00:13:33,467 FEEL LIKE YOU'RE BLAMING HIM OR 537 00:13:33,467 --> 00:13:35,967 PUNISHING HIM FOR WHAT ELI DID? 538 00:13:35,967 --> 00:13:36,733 >> YEAH. 539 00:13:36,733 --> 00:13:37,400 IN SOME SENSE, 540 00:13:37,400 --> 00:13:38,733 I FEEL LIKE HE COULD-- 541 00:13:38,733 --> 00:13:40,233 HE COULD TAKE IT THAT WAY. 542 00:13:40,233 --> 00:13:42,400 BUT IT'LL BE A WHILE. 543 00:13:42,400 --> 00:13:43,133 >> YEAH. 544 00:13:43,133 --> 00:13:44,733 >> AND IF HE'S WILLING TO, LIKE, 545 00:13:44,733 --> 00:13:45,600 WAIT THAT TIME, 546 00:13:45,600 --> 00:13:47,900 THEN IT'S UP TO HIM. 547 00:13:47,900 --> 00:13:51,733 >> YEAH. 548 00:13:51,733 --> 00:13:53,300 >> MAUWI IS HOME THIS WEEKEND, 549 00:13:53,300 --> 00:13:54,833 SO MY AUNT WANTS TO TALK TO US 550 00:13:54,833 --> 00:13:55,667 ABOUT OUR PLAN 551 00:13:55,667 --> 00:13:57,167 FOR WHEN EDEN GETS HERE. 552 00:13:57,167 --> 00:13:57,833 >> WHAT'S UP? 553 00:13:57,833 --> 00:13:58,900 >> WHAT'S GOOD, BRO? 554 00:13:58,900 --> 00:13:59,900 >> both: HEY, MAUWI. 555 00:13:59,900 --> 00:14:01,133 >> HOW Y'ALL DOING? 556 00:14:01,133 --> 00:14:01,800 >> GOOD. 557 00:14:01,800 --> 00:14:02,800 YOU WANT SOMETHING TO EAT? 558 00:14:02,800 --> 00:14:03,467 >> YEAH. 559 00:14:03,467 --> 00:14:04,133 >> OH, OKAY. 560 00:14:04,133 --> 00:14:05,200 WE JUST ABOUT TO HAVE DINNER. 561 00:14:05,200 --> 00:14:05,867 >> OF COURSE. 562 00:14:05,867 --> 00:14:06,700 EVERY TIME YOU COME OVER HERE, 563 00:14:06,700 --> 00:14:07,967 YOU'RE ALWAYS EATING SOMETHING. 564 00:14:07,967 --> 00:14:08,633 >> SO? 565 00:14:08,633 --> 00:14:09,367 YOU GOT A PROBLEM WITH IT? 566 00:14:09,367 --> 00:14:10,067 >> MY FOOD. 567 00:14:10,067 --> 00:14:10,800 >> YOU CAN'T TALK. 568 00:14:10,800 --> 00:14:11,500 >> YOUR FOOD. 569 00:14:11,500 --> 00:14:12,300 DOESN'T EVEN MATTER. 570 00:14:12,300 --> 00:14:12,967 >> HI, BIG BELLY. 571 00:14:12,967 --> 00:14:13,633 >> OKAY. 572 00:14:13,633 --> 00:14:14,300 >> OKAY. 573 00:14:14,300 --> 00:14:15,933 >> SO, MAUWI, I REALLY 574 00:14:15,933 --> 00:14:18,967 APPRECIATE YOU STEPPING UP 575 00:14:18,967 --> 00:14:21,300 AND KIND OF HELPING OUT, WHICH-- 576 00:14:21,300 --> 00:14:23,633 I DON'T HAVE ANY EXPECTATIONS, 577 00:14:23,633 --> 00:14:25,800 SINCE, YOU KNOW, BIOLOGICALLY, 578 00:14:25,800 --> 00:14:27,067 YOU'RE NOT THE FATHER. 579 00:14:27,067 --> 00:14:30,067 BUT HOW DO YOU SEE YOURSELF, 580 00:14:30,067 --> 00:14:33,067 YOU KNOW, KIND OF--WHAT ROLE 581 00:14:33,067 --> 00:14:35,900 DO YOU THINK YOU'LL HAVE 582 00:14:35,900 --> 00:14:37,367 IN THE CHILD'S LIFE? 583 00:14:37,367 --> 00:14:38,333 >> YEAH, I KIND OF 584 00:14:38,333 --> 00:14:39,400 THOUGHT ABOUT IT, LIKE... 585 00:14:39,400 --> 00:14:40,067 [clears throat] 586 00:14:40,067 --> 00:14:40,733 I WAS REALLY GONNA 587 00:14:40,733 --> 00:14:42,100 TAKE IT DAY-BY-DAY, BECAUSE 588 00:14:42,100 --> 00:14:43,733 I KNOW THAT ONCE THE BABY HERE, 589 00:14:43,733 --> 00:14:44,933 OF COURSE, WE GONNA EVENTUALLY 590 00:14:44,933 --> 00:14:47,067 JOIN IT--LIKE, MAKE THAT BOND, 591 00:14:47,067 --> 00:14:48,333 'CAUSE I'MA BE AROUND SO MUCH. 592 00:14:48,333 --> 00:14:49,067 AND LIKE-- 593 00:14:49,067 --> 00:14:49,667 >> I DON'T KNOW. 594 00:14:49,667 --> 00:14:51,067 LIKE, FROM Y'ALL'S PERSPECTIVE, 595 00:14:51,067 --> 00:14:52,100 LIKE, DO YOU THINK OUR 596 00:14:52,100 --> 00:14:53,933 RELATIONSHIP IS GONNA CHANGE, 597 00:14:53,933 --> 00:14:55,567 LIKE, WHEN THE BABY GETS HERE 598 00:14:55,567 --> 00:14:57,900 OR HOW IS IT GONNA CHANGE? 599 00:14:57,900 --> 00:15:01,200 >> I MEAN, I WOULD SAY IT SHOULD 600 00:15:01,200 --> 00:15:04,200 DRAW Y'ALL CLOSER TOGETHER, BUT 601 00:15:04,200 --> 00:15:07,400 I BELIEVE THE LEVEL OF STRESS 602 00:15:07,400 --> 00:15:09,800 CAN EITHER MAKE OR BREAK YOU. 603 00:15:09,800 --> 00:15:10,833 >> RIGHT. 604 00:15:10,833 --> 00:15:12,133 >> NOT HAVING THE BABY HERE, 605 00:15:12,133 --> 00:15:13,933 YOU CAN SAY ONE THING, BUT WHEN 606 00:15:13,933 --> 00:15:15,733 THAT BABY COMES, IT'S GONNA BE 607 00:15:15,733 --> 00:15:18,167 A WHOLE NOTHER SITUATION. 608 00:15:18,167 --> 00:15:19,800 SO I CAN SEE THAT YOU TRYING 609 00:15:19,800 --> 00:15:20,967 TO GIVE YOUR ALL, 610 00:15:20,967 --> 00:15:23,367 BUT YOUR PLATE IS FULL. 611 00:15:23,367 --> 00:15:25,900 REALISTICALLY SPEAKING, DO YOU 612 00:15:25,900 --> 00:15:28,300 REALLY THINK THAT YOU CAN HANDLE 613 00:15:28,300 --> 00:15:30,233 WHAT'S ABOUT--'CAUSE YOU NEVER 614 00:15:30,233 --> 00:15:32,233 RAISED YOUR OWN CHILD BEFORE. 615 00:15:34,567 --> 00:15:36,167 >> THAT'S A GOOD QUESTION. 616 00:15:36,167 --> 00:15:37,400 >> SIX MONTHS FROM NOW, 617 00:15:37,400 --> 00:15:40,400 DO YOU GUYS HAVE A PLAN? 618 00:15:40,400 --> 00:15:42,067 >> NO. 619 00:15:42,067 --> 00:15:43,133 I CAN HONESTLY SAY WE DON'T HAVE 620 00:15:43,133 --> 00:15:45,367 A--I MEAN, WE PROBABLY TALKED 621 00:15:45,367 --> 00:15:46,300 ABOUT IT, BUT WE DON'T HAVE, 622 00:15:46,300 --> 00:15:47,333 LIKE, A CONCRETE PLAN. 623 00:15:47,333 --> 00:15:49,400 >> I MEAN, I BELIEVE THAT, 624 00:15:49,400 --> 00:15:50,900 YOU KNOW, YOU GUYS ARE LIVING 625 00:15:50,900 --> 00:15:53,067 IN A FANTASY WORLD. 626 00:15:53,067 --> 00:15:54,500 >> MAN, THAT'S FOR REAL. 627 00:15:54,500 --> 00:15:55,900 >> AND IF YOU'RE NOT STRONG 628 00:15:55,900 --> 00:15:57,833 ENOUGH, THEN I DON'T THINK-- 629 00:15:57,833 --> 00:15:58,500 I DON'T THINK 630 00:15:58,500 --> 00:16:00,567 YOU GUYS WILL LAST. 631 00:16:09,967 --> 00:16:11,233 >> I HOPE MY RELATIONSHIP WITH 632 00:16:11,233 --> 00:16:12,900 MAUWI WILL STAY STRONG, 633 00:16:12,900 --> 00:16:13,667 BUT FOR NOW, 634 00:16:13,667 --> 00:16:15,333 HE'S AWAY AT SCHOOL AGAIN. 635 00:16:15,333 --> 00:16:16,067 >> I GUESS WE GOT TO GET 636 00:16:16,067 --> 00:16:17,167 EVERYTHING. 637 00:16:17,167 --> 00:16:17,833 >> YEAH. 638 00:16:17,833 --> 00:16:19,233 SINCE MY AUNT UNDERSTANDS I 639 00:16:19,233 --> 00:16:20,800 PROBABLY WON'T GET A JOB UNTIL 640 00:16:20,800 --> 00:16:22,167 AFTER I GIVE BIRTH, SHE'S 641 00:16:22,167 --> 00:16:23,833 WILLING TO HELP ME OUT A LITTLE 642 00:16:23,833 --> 00:16:25,833 UNTIL THEN. 643 00:16:25,833 --> 00:16:27,100 >> I WONDER WHERE THEIR 644 00:16:27,100 --> 00:16:29,767 BABY SHOWER DEPARTMENT-- 645 00:16:29,767 --> 00:16:31,600 OH, COME ON, PARTY SUPPLIES. 646 00:16:31,600 --> 00:16:33,833 I'M GONNA LOAN YOU THIS MONEY. 647 00:16:33,833 --> 00:16:35,933 I WANT MY MONEY BACK. 648 00:16:35,933 --> 00:16:36,600 >> OKAY. 649 00:16:36,600 --> 00:16:37,333 >> HERE YOU GO. 650 00:16:37,333 --> 00:16:38,667 SO HOW ABOUT THIS BLUE? 651 00:16:38,667 --> 00:16:40,067 THAT BLUE IS BETTER. 652 00:16:40,067 --> 00:16:42,300 >> WHAT ABOUT YELLOW AND BLUE? 653 00:16:42,300 --> 00:16:44,167 >> WHY YOU WANT TO DO YELLOW? 654 00:16:44,167 --> 00:16:45,333 >> YELLOW'S A CUTE COLOR. 655 00:16:45,333 --> 00:16:46,667 >> I JUST DON'T THINK YELLOW'S 656 00:16:46,667 --> 00:16:48,100 A COLOR FOR A BOY. 657 00:16:48,100 --> 00:16:48,867 >> YOU DON'T THINK SO? 658 00:16:48,867 --> 00:16:49,433 >> NO. 659 00:16:49,433 --> 00:16:50,833 I WOULD NEVER LIKE TO DATE A MAN 660 00:16:50,833 --> 00:16:52,533 THAT GOT ON YELLOW. 661 00:16:52,533 --> 00:16:53,300 NO. 662 00:16:53,300 --> 00:16:54,067 YEAH, I THINK 663 00:16:54,067 --> 00:16:55,667 WE'RE IN THE WRONG SECTION. 664 00:16:55,667 --> 00:16:57,067 OH, MY GOD, SAVON. 665 00:16:57,067 --> 00:16:58,400 WE HAVE TO DO THIS. 666 00:16:58,400 --> 00:16:59,833 THIS'LL HELP YOUR BABY COME. 667 00:16:59,833 --> 00:17:01,733 >> OH, LORD. 668 00:17:01,733 --> 00:17:02,433 I DON'T KNOW. 669 00:17:02,433 --> 00:17:03,900 I KIND OF GOT ACID REFLUX. 670 00:17:03,900 --> 00:17:05,800 >> HERE. 671 00:17:05,800 --> 00:17:07,067 >> DON'T HURT YOURSELF. 672 00:17:07,067 --> 00:17:07,667 >> LET ME SEE IF 673 00:17:07,667 --> 00:17:09,067 I CAN STILL HULA HOOP. 674 00:17:09,067 --> 00:17:09,900 OH, NO. 675 00:17:09,900 --> 00:17:11,500 [both laugh] 676 00:17:11,500 --> 00:17:12,267 YOU GOT TO PUT IT 677 00:17:12,267 --> 00:17:13,367 ABOVE THE BABY. 678 00:17:13,367 --> 00:17:14,067 THERE YOU GO. 679 00:17:14,067 --> 00:17:14,733 >> [grunts] 680 00:17:14,733 --> 00:17:16,733 [both laugh] 681 00:17:16,733 --> 00:17:18,067 I FEEL HANDICAPPED. 682 00:17:18,067 --> 00:17:18,900 THIS NEVER USED TO BE THAT HARD. 683 00:17:18,900 --> 00:17:19,567 >> LET ME SEE IF 684 00:17:19,567 --> 00:17:22,667 I CAN STILL HULA HOOP. 685 00:17:22,667 --> 00:17:23,500 >> [laughs] 686 00:17:23,500 --> 00:17:25,500 >> I DID IT LONGER THAN YOU DID. 687 00:17:25,500 --> 00:17:26,333 [upbeat pop music] 688 00:17:26,333 --> 00:17:28,067 >> * HEY, HEY! 689 00:17:28,067 --> 00:17:29,067 * HEY, HEY! 690 00:17:29,067 --> 00:17:30,100 * 691 00:17:30,100 --> 00:17:31,533 >> * LISTEN 692 00:17:31,533 --> 00:17:32,967 >> SAY "WEENIES." 693 00:17:32,967 --> 00:17:35,500 [laughter] 694 00:17:35,500 --> 00:17:36,400 >> * LIKE A DOOR 695 00:17:36,400 --> 00:17:38,600 * THAT'S HARD TO OPEN * 696 00:17:38,600 --> 00:17:39,800 >> EVERYBODY GOT TO GRAB 697 00:17:39,800 --> 00:17:41,767 AS MANY PIECES AS THEY THINK 698 00:17:41,767 --> 00:17:43,533 SAVON BELLY IS. 699 00:17:43,533 --> 00:17:44,500 DID YOU COUNT YOUR-- 700 00:17:44,500 --> 00:17:45,733 MINE COULD HAVE BEEN IT. 701 00:17:45,733 --> 00:17:46,667 >> OH! 702 00:17:46,667 --> 00:17:47,333 >> LET'S SEE. 703 00:17:47,333 --> 00:17:48,067 >> YOU BIG. 704 00:17:48,067 --> 00:17:48,667 >> ONE OFF. 705 00:17:48,667 --> 00:17:49,333 >> IT'S TEN. 706 00:17:49,333 --> 00:17:50,900 TEN GONNA BE--WHO GOT TEN? 707 00:17:50,900 --> 00:17:51,833 SHE WON. 708 00:17:51,833 --> 00:17:52,800 >> YOU SO BIG. 709 00:17:52,800 --> 00:17:54,333 >> THE PRIZE IS... 710 00:17:54,333 --> 00:17:55,167 >> WHAT IS THE PRIZE? 711 00:17:55,167 --> 00:17:56,667 >> AN EXTRA CUP OF ICE. 712 00:17:56,667 --> 00:18:00,500 [laughter] 713 00:18:00,500 --> 00:18:01,400 CONGRATULATIONS. 714 00:18:01,400 --> 00:18:03,233 >> DANG, DO THAT SUCK TO WIN. 715 00:18:03,233 --> 00:18:06,433 [laughter] 716 00:18:06,433 --> 00:18:07,733 >> I'M BEHIND ON ALL MY 717 00:18:07,733 --> 00:18:09,400 ASSIGNMENTS, AND MY GRADES ARE 718 00:18:09,400 --> 00:18:11,067 STARTING TO SUFFER. 719 00:18:11,067 --> 00:18:12,467 I SHOULD TRY TO CATCH UP, BUT 720 00:18:12,467 --> 00:18:13,700 MAUWI'S FINALLY HOME FOR THE 721 00:18:13,700 --> 00:18:15,367 WEEKEND, SO I'D RATHER HANG OUT 722 00:18:15,367 --> 00:18:18,100 WITH HIM. 723 00:18:18,100 --> 00:18:19,667 >> YOU READY TO LOSE, THOUGH? 724 00:18:19,667 --> 00:18:20,400 >> OKAY. 725 00:18:20,400 --> 00:18:21,733 >> OH, OKAY. 726 00:18:21,733 --> 00:18:22,400 >> CAN WE GET 727 00:18:22,400 --> 00:18:23,367 A LITTLE KID'S BALL? 728 00:18:23,367 --> 00:18:24,067 [laughs] 729 00:18:24,067 --> 00:18:24,767 >> GET THE LITTLE THING 730 00:18:24,767 --> 00:18:25,400 RIGHT THERE. 731 00:18:25,400 --> 00:18:27,167 >> [laughs] 732 00:18:27,167 --> 00:18:28,467 >> [laughs] 733 00:18:28,467 --> 00:18:29,667 >> [laughs] 734 00:18:29,667 --> 00:18:31,067 >> IT'S GONNA BE A LONG GAME. 735 00:18:31,067 --> 00:18:34,067 >> [laughing] 736 00:18:39,333 --> 00:18:40,067 >> UH! UH! 737 00:18:40,067 --> 00:18:40,833 >> MAN! 738 00:18:40,833 --> 00:18:41,533 >> GUTTER BALL. 739 00:18:41,533 --> 00:18:42,200 >> YOU KNOW WHAT? 740 00:18:42,200 --> 00:18:43,067 I SUCK AT THIS. 741 00:18:43,067 --> 00:18:43,967 >> IT'S OKAY. 742 00:18:43,967 --> 00:18:45,667 >> IT'S NOT OKAY. 743 00:18:45,667 --> 00:18:46,400 >> IT'S OKAY. 744 00:18:46,400 --> 00:18:47,500 YOU GONNA BE ALL RIGHT. 745 00:18:47,500 --> 00:18:49,833 YOU MIGHT COME BACK. 746 00:18:49,833 --> 00:18:51,067 >> OKAY. PROMISE? 747 00:18:51,067 --> 00:18:52,500 >> YEAH, I PROMISE. 748 00:18:52,500 --> 00:18:53,767 [chime dings] 749 00:18:53,767 --> 00:18:54,600 >> OF COURSE I'M REALLY 750 00:18:54,600 --> 00:18:56,133 ATTRACTED TO MAUWI, BUT BEING 751 00:18:56,133 --> 00:18:57,267 PREGNANT WITH SOMEONE ELSE'S 752 00:18:57,267 --> 00:18:59,167 BABY IS SO AWKWARD FOR ME 753 00:18:59,167 --> 00:19:00,233 THAT I ALWAYS STOP THINGS 754 00:19:00,233 --> 00:19:01,733 FROM GOING TOO FAR. 755 00:19:01,733 --> 00:19:03,333 BUT LAST NIGHT, IT STARTED 756 00:19:03,333 --> 00:19:05,400 TO CAUSE MORE TENSION. 757 00:19:10,467 --> 00:19:11,500 AFTER THIS EXPERIENCE, I DON'T 758 00:19:11,500 --> 00:19:13,733 EVEN WANT TO HAVE NO MORE KIDS. 759 00:19:13,733 --> 00:19:14,967 >> I FEEL YOU. 760 00:19:14,967 --> 00:19:15,633 >> I'M PUTTING ON 761 00:19:15,633 --> 00:19:17,067 A CHASTITY BELT. 762 00:19:17,067 --> 00:19:18,067 >> YOU'RE NOT TRYING TO HAVE SEX 763 00:19:18,067 --> 00:19:19,267 OR NOTHING AFTER HE POPS OUT? 764 00:19:19,267 --> 00:19:21,400 >> NOPE. NOPE. 765 00:19:21,400 --> 00:19:22,233 >> EVER? 766 00:19:22,233 --> 00:19:23,600 >> I'M TRAUMATIZED. 767 00:19:23,600 --> 00:19:25,900 >> TRAUMATIZED. 768 00:19:25,900 --> 00:19:28,133 >> AFTER HAVING A BABY, LIKE, 769 00:19:28,133 --> 00:19:29,367 WITH SOMEBODY THAT YOU DON'T 770 00:19:29,367 --> 00:19:32,300 EVEN KNOW, I DON'T-- 771 00:19:32,300 --> 00:19:34,233 >> BUT I'M NOT HIM. 772 00:19:34,233 --> 00:19:34,900 >> RIGHT. 773 00:19:34,900 --> 00:19:35,967 >> YOU KNOW ME. 774 00:19:35,967 --> 00:19:36,900 IT'S A WHOLE DIFFERENT SCENARIO. 775 00:19:36,900 --> 00:19:37,767 >> IT'S GONNA TAKE TIME FOR ME 776 00:19:37,767 --> 00:19:39,233 TO GET OVER THAT. 777 00:19:39,233 --> 00:19:40,567 >> MAN, THAT'S--THAT'S 778 00:19:40,567 --> 00:19:42,667 EXTREMELY FRUSTRATING. 779 00:19:42,667 --> 00:19:44,067 'CAUSE, LIKE, I'M IN COLLEGE. 780 00:19:44,067 --> 00:19:45,333 I'M PLAYING FOOTBALL. 781 00:19:45,333 --> 00:19:47,900 AND WHEN I GO OUT, OF COURSE, 782 00:19:47,900 --> 00:19:50,067 FEMALES TRY TO HOOK UP WITH ME 783 00:19:50,067 --> 00:19:51,133 AND DO STUFF WITH ME. 784 00:19:51,133 --> 00:19:51,800 BUT IT'S LIKE, 785 00:19:51,800 --> 00:19:52,500 "OH, I GOT A GIRLFRIEND. 786 00:19:52,500 --> 00:19:53,133 I CAN'T DEAL. 787 00:19:53,133 --> 00:19:54,067 I GOT A GIRL BACK HOME. 788 00:19:54,067 --> 00:19:54,833 YOU KNOW, WHATEVER, BUT I'M 789 00:19:54,833 --> 00:19:55,667 GOING TO SEE MY GIRL. 790 00:19:55,667 --> 00:19:56,667 EVERYTHING I WANT TO DO, 791 00:19:56,667 --> 00:19:58,067 I'MA DO IT WITH HER." 792 00:19:58,067 --> 00:19:59,067 I CAN'T SAY THAT. 793 00:19:59,067 --> 00:20:01,033 >> OH. 794 00:20:01,033 --> 00:20:01,800 I DON'T--[laughs] 795 00:20:01,800 --> 00:20:02,833 I DON'T HAVE TIME TO BE 796 00:20:02,833 --> 00:20:04,567 DISCUSSING STUFF LIKE THIS. 797 00:20:04,567 --> 00:20:05,967 I NEED A DAMN CAR SEAT. 798 00:20:05,967 --> 00:20:07,033 I MEAN, IT MIGHT BE FRUSTRATING 799 00:20:07,033 --> 00:20:07,700 FOR YOU, BUT-- 800 00:20:07,700 --> 00:20:08,500 >> YEAH, IT'S FRUSTRATING 801 00:20:08,500 --> 00:20:09,100 FOR ME. 802 00:20:09,100 --> 00:20:11,267 >> YOU NOT PREGENET, SO-- 803 00:20:11,267 --> 00:20:11,933 >> I'M NOT WHAT? 804 00:20:11,933 --> 00:20:13,000 >> YOU'RE NOT PREGENET. 805 00:20:13,000 --> 00:20:13,933 >> I'M NOT PREGNANT? 806 00:20:13,933 --> 00:20:14,600 >> I MEAN-- 807 00:20:14,600 --> 00:20:16,000 >> NOW, THAT SOUNDS PERSONAL. 808 00:20:16,000 --> 00:20:16,833 'CAUSE NOBODY TOLD YOU 809 00:20:16,833 --> 00:20:18,167 TO POP UP PREGNANT. 810 00:20:18,167 --> 00:20:19,400 THAT'S WHY PEOPLE USE, YOU KNOW, 811 00:20:19,400 --> 00:20:20,667 CONDOMS. 812 00:20:20,667 --> 00:20:22,133 THEY DID INVENT THOSE TO 813 00:20:22,133 --> 00:20:24,333 PREVENT STUFF LIKE THIS. 814 00:20:29,733 --> 00:20:30,800 >> I MEAN, MY ORIGINAL PLAN 815 00:20:30,800 --> 00:20:31,833 WAS TO WAIT TILL 816 00:20:31,833 --> 00:20:33,200 I GOT MARRIED ANYWAYS. 817 00:20:33,200 --> 00:20:34,667 >> UH...BUT YOU DIDN'T DO THAT. 818 00:20:34,667 --> 00:20:35,333 >> OKAY. 819 00:20:35,333 --> 00:20:37,333 >> THAT'S MY THING. 820 00:20:37,333 --> 00:20:39,433 >> [sighs] 821 00:20:47,633 --> 00:20:49,167 >> SO, SAVON... 822 00:20:49,167 --> 00:20:50,000 >> MM-HMM. 823 00:20:50,000 --> 00:20:50,700 >> YOU AND MAUWI 824 00:20:50,700 --> 00:20:51,633 GOT INTO IT TODAY? 825 00:20:51,633 --> 00:20:52,300 >> HE DID HAVE 826 00:20:52,300 --> 00:20:53,000 A LITTLE ATTITUDE TODAY. 827 00:20:53,000 --> 00:20:53,900 >> HE DID? 828 00:20:53,900 --> 00:20:55,233 HOW Y'ALL RELATIONSHIP GONNA 829 00:20:55,233 --> 00:20:56,667 WORK OUT? 830 00:20:56,667 --> 00:20:57,333 >> I DON'T KNOW. 831 00:20:57,333 --> 00:20:58,133 IT'S NOT LOOKING TOO GOOD 832 00:20:58,133 --> 00:20:59,100 RIGHT NOW, HONESTLY. 833 00:20:59,100 --> 00:21:00,067 >> HEY, I MEAN, YOU AND MAUWI 834 00:21:00,067 --> 00:21:00,967 AIN'T NEVER EVEN BEEN INTIMATE, 835 00:21:00,967 --> 00:21:01,633 RIGHT? 836 00:21:01,633 --> 00:21:02,300 >> RIGHT. 837 00:21:02,300 --> 00:21:03,567 I'M MAKING SURE I'M, LIKE, 838 00:21:03,567 --> 00:21:05,067 TRYING TO GET EVERYTHING BEFORE, 839 00:21:05,067 --> 00:21:06,067 YOU KNOW, THE BABY GETS HERE AND 840 00:21:06,067 --> 00:21:07,867 MAKE SURE EVERYTHING IS SETTLED. 841 00:21:07,867 --> 00:21:10,067 SEX IS REALLY NOT-- 842 00:21:10,067 --> 00:21:10,833 >> SO WHY DO YOU HAVE 843 00:21:10,833 --> 00:21:11,900 A BOYFRIEND? 844 00:21:11,900 --> 00:21:12,900 >> I MEAN-- 845 00:21:12,900 --> 00:21:14,067 >> I MEAN, I'M JUST TRYING TO-- 846 00:21:14,067 --> 00:21:15,567 >> THIS WAS BEFORE I KNEW. 847 00:21:15,567 --> 00:21:17,067 I MEAN, EVENTUALLY, IF YOU GET 848 00:21:17,067 --> 00:21:17,900 WITH SOMEBODY AND YOU DON'T KNOW 849 00:21:17,900 --> 00:21:18,567 YOU PREGNANT-- 850 00:21:18,567 --> 00:21:19,733 >> BUT YOU DIDN'T MAKE ELI 851 00:21:19,733 --> 00:21:20,700 WAIT THAT LONG. 852 00:21:20,700 --> 00:21:22,233 I MEAN, YOU HAD A CHAN-- 853 00:21:22,233 --> 00:21:23,333 YOU BECAME AN ANGEL 854 00:21:23,333 --> 00:21:24,400 AFTER YOU GOT PREGNANT? 855 00:21:24,400 --> 00:21:25,233 >> NO, I'M SAYING-- 856 00:21:25,233 --> 00:21:26,100 WHAT I'M SAYING IS, 857 00:21:26,100 --> 00:21:27,800 WHEN I GOT WITH MAUWI, 858 00:21:27,800 --> 00:21:28,733 THAT'S WHEN I REALIZED 859 00:21:28,733 --> 00:21:29,733 THAT I WAS PREGNANT. 860 00:21:29,733 --> 00:21:30,833 SO I--WE REALLY DIDN'T HAVE A 861 00:21:30,833 --> 00:21:32,633 CHANCE TO EVEN BE INTIMATE. 862 00:21:32,633 --> 00:21:34,233 >> WHAT YOU LIKE ABOUT MAUWI? 863 00:21:34,233 --> 00:21:36,300 >> I MEAN, HE'S A GOOD PERSON, 864 00:21:36,300 --> 00:21:37,433 LIKE, GENUINELY, LIKE, FROM THE 865 00:21:37,433 --> 00:21:38,800 HEART, LIKE, WHENEVER HE DOES 866 00:21:38,800 --> 00:21:40,567 SOMETHING, IT'S HONEST. 867 00:21:40,567 --> 00:21:42,500 >> DO YOU WANT TO BE INTIMATE 868 00:21:42,500 --> 00:21:43,333 WITH HIM? 869 00:21:43,333 --> 00:21:44,333 >> EVENTUALLY. 870 00:21:44,333 --> 00:21:45,767 BUT NOT AT THE MOMENT. 871 00:21:45,767 --> 00:21:47,767 THE SITUATION IS ALREADY 872 00:21:47,767 --> 00:21:49,833 COMPLICATED AND AWKWARD. 873 00:21:49,833 --> 00:21:51,567 I'M PREGNANT, AND THERE'S 874 00:21:51,567 --> 00:21:52,767 OTHER RESPONSIBILITIES 875 00:21:52,767 --> 00:21:53,933 I GOT TO TAKE ON NOW. 876 00:21:53,933 --> 00:21:55,133 >> YOU'RE NOT GONNA PICK A MAN-- 877 00:21:55,133 --> 00:21:56,833 CHOOSE A MAN OVER YOUR KIDS. 878 00:21:56,833 --> 00:21:58,500 YOUR KIDS GONNA ALWAYS BE 879 00:21:58,500 --> 00:22:00,100 THE NUMBER ONE PRIORITY. 880 00:22:00,100 --> 00:22:02,233 YOUR FOCUS GOT TO BE ON YOURSELF 881 00:22:02,233 --> 00:22:03,733 AND YOUR SON TO MAKE A BETTER 882 00:22:03,733 --> 00:22:04,967 LIFE FOR HIM. 883 00:22:04,967 --> 00:22:06,067 >> YEAH. 884 00:22:06,067 --> 00:22:07,333 WELL, I UNDERSTAND THAT. 885 00:22:07,333 --> 00:22:09,333 SO-- 886 00:22:12,567 --> 00:22:14,067 I'M DUE IN A WEEK, AND WE'RE 887 00:22:14,067 --> 00:22:16,400 HAVING A CRAZY ICE STORM. 888 00:22:16,400 --> 00:22:17,667 MAUWI AND I HAVEN'T TALKED 889 00:22:17,667 --> 00:22:18,567 SINCE OUR ARGUMENT, 890 00:22:18,567 --> 00:22:20,067 AND HE'S BACK AT SCHOOL. 891 00:22:20,067 --> 00:22:21,400 MY AUNT'S OUT OF TOWN VISITING 892 00:22:21,400 --> 00:22:22,900 A FRIEND, AND I'M AT HOME 893 00:22:22,900 --> 00:22:24,067 WITH MY COUSIN PHILIP. 894 00:22:24,067 --> 00:22:25,133 BUT WHILE I WAS TRYING TO 895 00:22:25,133 --> 00:22:26,367 GET CAUGHT UP ON SCHOOLWORK, 896 00:22:26,367 --> 00:22:27,233 I STARTED TO FEEL 897 00:22:27,233 --> 00:22:28,533 SOME INTENSE CRAMPS. 898 00:22:28,533 --> 00:22:31,233 [grunts] 899 00:22:31,233 --> 00:22:32,167 MY BOOTY IS, LIKE, 900 00:22:32,167 --> 00:22:33,400 REALLY HURTING. 901 00:22:33,400 --> 00:22:34,233 >> ARE YOU GONNA CALL 902 00:22:34,233 --> 00:22:35,300 YOUR BOYFRIEND? 903 00:22:35,300 --> 00:22:36,733 >> I'M NOT CALLING ANYBODY 904 00:22:36,733 --> 00:22:38,733 UNTIL THE BABY'S BORN. 905 00:22:41,267 --> 00:22:42,667 >> YOU IN PAIN? 906 00:22:42,667 --> 00:22:44,767 >> UH, YEAH, I MEAN, 907 00:22:44,767 --> 00:22:46,433 IT WENT FROM JUST, LIKE, 908 00:22:46,433 --> 00:22:47,533 A LITTLE PRESSURE TO, LIKE, 909 00:22:47,533 --> 00:22:50,667 IT'S LIKE REALLY BAD, SHARP. 910 00:22:55,167 --> 00:22:55,833 >> ALL RIGHT. 911 00:22:55,833 --> 00:22:57,500 >> BYE. 912 00:22:57,500 --> 00:22:59,567 >> SO BASICALLY, MAMA CAN'T 913 00:22:59,567 --> 00:23:00,800 GET IN THE STATE OF GEORGIA 914 00:23:00,800 --> 00:23:02,733 RIGHT NOW. 915 00:23:02,733 --> 00:23:04,333 SO SHE'S STUCK. 916 00:23:04,333 --> 00:23:05,067 >> YEP. 917 00:23:05,067 --> 00:23:07,233 WELL, I GUESS WE JUST WAIT. 918 00:23:07,233 --> 00:23:10,633 BUT MY CONTRACTIONS GOT WORSE. 919 00:23:10,633 --> 00:23:11,667 AND SINCE MY AUNT WAS STUCK OUT 920 00:23:11,667 --> 00:23:13,367 OF TOWN AND IT WAS TOO DANGEROUS 921 00:23:13,367 --> 00:23:14,967 TO TAKE A TAXI IN THE STORM, MY 922 00:23:14,967 --> 00:23:16,733 COUSIN HAD TO CALL AN AMBULANCE 923 00:23:16,733 --> 00:23:20,300 TO TAKE ME TO THE HOSPITAL. 924 00:23:20,300 --> 00:23:21,733 WHEN I GOT TO THE HOSPITAL, 925 00:23:21,733 --> 00:23:23,567 THINGS MOVED PRETTY QUICKLY. 926 00:23:23,567 --> 00:23:24,733 THE DOCTOR SAID I WAS ALREADY 927 00:23:24,733 --> 00:23:26,400 6 CENTIMETERS, SO I GOT 928 00:23:26,400 --> 00:23:28,200 AN EPIDURAL RIGHT AWAY. 929 00:23:28,200 --> 00:23:28,867 >> WELL, IT LOOK LIKE 930 00:23:28,867 --> 00:23:32,733 TODAY IS THE DAY. 931 00:23:32,733 --> 00:23:34,067 HOW YOU FEELING? 932 00:23:34,067 --> 00:23:36,067 >> MY LEGS ARE COMPLETELY NUMB. 933 00:23:36,067 --> 00:23:36,733 >> [laughs] 934 00:23:36,733 --> 00:23:38,833 >> OH, MY GOSH. 935 00:23:46,833 --> 00:23:51,067 >> YOUR COUSIN? 936 00:23:51,067 --> 00:23:52,067 >> BEFORE I KNEW IT, 937 00:23:52,067 --> 00:23:53,733 IT WAS TIME TO PUSH. 938 00:23:53,733 --> 00:23:55,167 >> PULL THOSE LEGS. 939 00:23:55,167 --> 00:23:56,067 CHIN TO YOUR CHEST, 940 00:23:56,067 --> 00:23:57,067 AND BEAR DOWN 941 00:23:57,067 --> 00:23:57,667 LIKE YOU GOT TO GO 942 00:23:57,667 --> 00:23:58,667 TO THE BATHROOM. 943 00:23:58,667 --> 00:24:01,300 GO, GO, GO, GO, GO, GO, GO, GO. 944 00:24:04,467 --> 00:24:05,400 >> [gasps] 945 00:24:05,400 --> 00:24:06,233 >> ONE MORE, HONEY. 946 00:24:06,233 --> 00:24:06,900 ONE MORE. 947 00:24:06,900 --> 00:24:08,967 ONE MORE JUST LIKE THAT. 948 00:24:08,967 --> 00:24:10,067 GIVE 100%. 949 00:24:10,067 --> 00:24:10,800 BEAR DOWN. 950 00:24:10,800 --> 00:24:14,400 THERE YOU GO. 951 00:24:14,400 --> 00:24:16,733 OH, THERE YOU GO. 952 00:24:16,733 --> 00:24:19,333 >> [speaks indistinctly] 953 00:24:19,333 --> 00:24:20,067 >> [sighs] 954 00:24:20,067 --> 00:24:21,733 >> IT IS A BABY. 955 00:24:21,733 --> 00:24:22,900 >> OH, MY GOSH. 956 00:24:22,900 --> 00:24:26,567 >> HE'S HERE. 957 00:24:26,567 --> 00:24:27,400 [baby cries] 958 00:24:27,400 --> 00:24:28,567 >> THERE HE IS. 959 00:24:28,567 --> 00:24:32,400 [baby crying] 960 00:24:32,400 --> 00:24:33,067 [sighs] 961 00:24:33,067 --> 00:24:34,233 >> *GRACE FALLS DOWN * 962 00:24:34,233 --> 00:24:36,900 * ON QUIET HEARTS 963 00:24:36,900 --> 00:24:37,900 [sentimental music] 964 00:24:37,900 --> 00:24:45,900 * 965 00:24:48,333 --> 00:24:49,500 * JUST WHEN YOU THINK 966 00:24:49,500 --> 00:24:52,333 * IT MIGHT FALL APART 967 00:24:52,333 --> 00:24:54,333 [chime dings] 968 00:25:03,600 --> 00:25:05,533 >> I'M EXHAUSTED BUT GLAD EDEN 969 00:25:05,533 --> 00:25:07,567 IS HEALTHY AND DOING WELL. 970 00:25:07,567 --> 00:25:08,867 THE ICE STORM HAS PASSED, 971 00:25:08,867 --> 00:25:10,467 SO MY AUNT WAS FINALLY ABLE 972 00:25:10,467 --> 00:25:11,700 TO GET HOME. 973 00:25:11,700 --> 00:25:12,367 HEY. 974 00:25:12,367 --> 00:25:14,367 >> HEY, SAVON. 975 00:25:14,367 --> 00:25:16,133 I HEAR YOU WAS A TROUPER, GIRL. 976 00:25:16,133 --> 00:25:17,367 I'M SORRY, I-- 977 00:25:17,367 --> 00:25:19,567 OH, BABY. 978 00:25:19,567 --> 00:25:21,100 [stammering] 979 00:25:21,100 --> 00:25:22,533 I'M PROUD OF MY NIECE. 980 00:25:22,533 --> 00:25:23,200 YEAH. 981 00:25:23,200 --> 00:25:24,700 SHE--SHE PAID ATTENTION. 982 00:25:24,700 --> 00:25:27,367 WE DON'T MAKE UGLY BABIES. 983 00:25:27,367 --> 00:25:28,200 >> YEAH, I TOLD HIM 984 00:25:28,200 --> 00:25:29,167 THAT HE WAS BORN, LIKE, 985 00:25:29,167 --> 00:25:30,700 30 MINUTES AFTER I HAD HIM. 986 00:25:30,700 --> 00:25:31,367 >> OH. 987 00:25:31,367 --> 00:25:32,200 WHAT'D HE SAY? 988 00:25:32,200 --> 00:25:34,200 >> NOTHING. 989 00:25:35,867 --> 00:25:36,733 >> OH, I'M PROBABLY NOT GONNA 990 00:25:36,733 --> 00:25:37,567 CALL HIM TILL I GET HOME 991 00:25:37,567 --> 00:25:39,200 AND GET SETTLED. 992 00:25:39,200 --> 00:25:40,133 >> DAMN. 993 00:25:40,133 --> 00:25:41,700 WHERE THE HELL YOU GET THESE 994 00:25:41,700 --> 00:25:43,567 THREE-YEAR-OLD [bleep] HANDS 995 00:25:43,567 --> 00:25:45,200 FROM? 996 00:25:45,200 --> 00:25:47,700 BOY, YOUR HANDS ARE HUGE. 997 00:25:52,367 --> 00:25:53,433 >> WE'RE FINALLY LEAVING THE 998 00:25:53,433 --> 00:25:54,767 HOSPITAL, AND I'M LOOKING 999 00:25:54,767 --> 00:25:56,700 FORWARD TO GETTING HOME. 1000 00:25:56,700 --> 00:25:58,100 BUT I'M NERVOUS TO TAKE CARE OF 1001 00:25:58,100 --> 00:26:00,167 EDEN ON MY OWN. 1002 00:26:08,267 --> 00:26:09,067 >> GET THE BACKPACK. 1003 00:26:09,067 --> 00:26:11,067 I'LL GET IT. 1004 00:26:14,367 --> 00:26:15,700 HI. 1005 00:26:15,700 --> 00:26:16,700 >> WHAT'S UP, SAVON? 1006 00:26:16,700 --> 00:26:18,333 >> HEY. 1007 00:26:18,333 --> 00:26:19,833 I TEXTED MAUWI TO LET HIM KNOW 1008 00:26:19,833 --> 00:26:21,267 I HAD EDEN BUT THAT I WASN'T 1009 00:26:21,267 --> 00:26:22,700 READY FOR COMPANY YET. 1010 00:26:22,700 --> 00:26:24,433 I REALLY MISS HIM, BUT RIGHT 1011 00:26:24,433 --> 00:26:25,767 NOW, I'M TRYING TO FIGURE OUT 1012 00:26:25,767 --> 00:26:26,700 HOW TO BE A MOM. 1013 00:26:26,700 --> 00:26:28,800 [baby crying] 1014 00:26:28,800 --> 00:26:30,367 OH, MY GOD. 1015 00:26:30,367 --> 00:26:33,367 THERE'S SO MUCH PEE IN HERE. 1016 00:26:33,367 --> 00:26:35,200 ICK. 1017 00:26:35,200 --> 00:26:36,433 THAT IS NASTY. 1018 00:26:36,433 --> 00:26:38,200 OH, MY GOSH. 1019 00:26:38,200 --> 00:26:39,367 OH. 1020 00:26:39,367 --> 00:26:42,633 THAT-- 1021 00:26:42,633 --> 00:26:44,533 [sighs] 1022 00:26:44,533 --> 00:26:46,867 HE JUST SQUIRTED CORN-LOOKING 1023 00:26:46,867 --> 00:26:48,367 POOP ALL OVER ME. 1024 00:26:48,367 --> 00:26:50,067 OH, MY GOSH. 1025 00:26:50,067 --> 00:26:50,700 OKAY. 1026 00:26:50,700 --> 00:26:52,567 LET'S TRY THIS ONE MORE TIME. 1027 00:26:52,567 --> 00:26:53,233 UH. 1028 00:26:53,233 --> 00:26:54,067 OKAY. 1029 00:26:54,067 --> 00:26:55,167 [liquid squishing] 1030 00:26:55,167 --> 00:26:56,067 THIS IS OUT OF CONTROL. 1031 00:26:56,067 --> 00:26:56,700 I DON'T-- 1032 00:26:56,700 --> 00:26:57,800 I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO. 1033 00:26:57,800 --> 00:26:59,867 ARE YOU FINISHED 1034 00:26:59,867 --> 00:27:01,567 MAKING POO-POO EVERYWHERE? 1035 00:27:01,567 --> 00:27:02,233 [baby sneezes] 1036 00:27:02,233 --> 00:27:02,900 EWW. 1037 00:27:02,900 --> 00:27:04,433 [grunts] 1038 00:27:04,433 --> 00:27:06,267 [baby grunts] 1039 00:27:06,267 --> 00:27:06,933 [baby sneezes] 1040 00:27:06,933 --> 00:27:07,633 OKAY, WE GONNA GET YOU A 1041 00:27:07,633 --> 00:27:08,600 BLANKET, 'CAUSE THIS SNEEZING 1042 00:27:08,600 --> 00:27:10,433 IN MY FACE IS NOT OKAY. 1043 00:27:10,433 --> 00:27:11,100 [baby sneezes] 1044 00:27:11,100 --> 00:27:13,167 OKAY. 1045 00:27:17,200 --> 00:27:18,433 MAUWI'S BEEN CALLING TO SEE 1046 00:27:18,433 --> 00:27:20,367 HOW THINGS ARE GOING, AND I KNOW 1047 00:27:20,367 --> 00:27:21,867 I NEED TO TALK TO HIM SOON. 1048 00:27:21,867 --> 00:27:22,967 [phone ringing] 1049 00:27:22,967 --> 00:27:23,967 [wistful music] 1050 00:27:23,967 --> 00:27:30,467 ** 1051 00:27:30,467 --> 00:27:31,767 I DO MISS HIM, 1052 00:27:31,767 --> 00:27:32,700 BUT THE REALITY THAT 1053 00:27:32,700 --> 00:27:34,433 HE'S NOT EDEN'S FATHER 1054 00:27:34,433 --> 00:27:36,433 IS REALLY HITTING ME. 1055 00:27:39,467 --> 00:27:42,467 [baby crying] 1056 00:27:48,667 --> 00:27:50,100 MAUWI TEXTED THAT HE'S AROUND 1057 00:27:50,100 --> 00:27:51,200 THIS WEEKEND. 1058 00:27:51,200 --> 00:27:53,200 SO I FINALLY INVITED HIM OVER. 1059 00:28:00,933 --> 00:28:03,600 >> WHAT'S UP? 1060 00:28:03,600 --> 00:28:04,433 [sighs] 1061 00:28:04,433 --> 00:28:06,433 WHAT'S UP? 1062 00:28:06,433 --> 00:28:07,667 >> THIS. 1063 00:28:07,667 --> 00:28:08,333 >> WHERE THE BABY AT? 1064 00:28:08,333 --> 00:28:09,067 HE ASLEEP? 1065 00:28:09,067 --> 00:28:09,667 >> YEAH. 1066 00:28:09,667 --> 00:28:10,433 >> HOW'S THE MOMMY LIFE 1067 00:28:10,433 --> 00:28:12,900 TREATING YOU? 1068 00:28:12,900 --> 00:28:14,933 >> GOOD, I GUESS. 1069 00:28:14,933 --> 00:28:16,567 >> SO WHAT'S GOING ON WITH US? 1070 00:28:16,567 --> 00:28:18,300 I FEEL LIKE WE'RE GROWING APART. 1071 00:28:18,300 --> 00:28:21,267 >> I DON'T KNOW. 1072 00:28:21,267 --> 00:28:22,867 I DON'T LIKE THE PRESSURE 1073 00:28:22,867 --> 00:28:24,767 OF BEING IN A RELATIONSHIP. 1074 00:28:24,767 --> 00:28:27,400 SO-- 1075 00:28:27,400 --> 00:28:29,200 >> SO WHAT'S THE PROBLEM THEN? 1076 00:28:29,200 --> 00:28:30,433 >> I JUST DON'T HAVE ENERGY. 1077 00:28:30,433 --> 00:28:32,867 I DON'T HAVE THE TIME FOR 1078 00:28:32,867 --> 00:28:35,700 ANYTHING OUTSIDE OF TAKING CARE 1079 00:28:35,700 --> 00:28:37,800 OF EDEN AND GOING TO SCHOOL. 1080 00:28:37,800 --> 00:28:38,700 I MEAN, HONESTLY, 1081 00:28:38,700 --> 00:28:39,467 I'M TRYING TO FIGURE OUT 1082 00:28:39,467 --> 00:28:40,267 HOW TO BE A MOM, SO... 1083 00:28:40,267 --> 00:28:41,433 >> I FEEL YOU. 1084 00:28:41,433 --> 00:28:42,933 >> TRYING TO BE A GIRLFRIEND 1085 00:28:42,933 --> 00:28:44,900 AT THE SAME TIME IS TOO MUCH 1086 00:28:44,900 --> 00:28:45,600 RIGHT NOW. 1087 00:28:45,600 --> 00:28:46,433 >> I TOTALLY UNDERSTAND. 1088 00:28:46,433 --> 00:28:47,233 AND I RESPECT YOU 1089 00:28:47,233 --> 00:28:49,933 FOR TELLING ME THAT... 1090 00:28:49,933 --> 00:28:52,400 AT THE LAST MINUTE. 1091 00:28:52,400 --> 00:28:53,167 >> I'M JUST COMING TO A 1092 00:28:53,167 --> 00:28:55,867 REALIZATION THAT I'M A MOM, 1093 00:28:55,867 --> 00:28:57,967 AND THAT KIND OF COMES FIRST. 1094 00:28:57,967 --> 00:29:00,067 >> OKAY. 1095 00:29:00,067 --> 00:29:01,700 BUT NOBODY ASKED YOU TO PUT YOUR 1096 00:29:01,700 --> 00:29:03,833 BOYFRIEND FIRST. 1097 00:29:03,833 --> 00:29:04,500 >> I DON'T KNOW. 1098 00:29:04,500 --> 00:29:05,267 IF I WOULD HAVE HAD THE KID 1099 00:29:05,267 --> 00:29:08,100 BEFORE WE STARTED TO DATE, THEN 1100 00:29:08,100 --> 00:29:09,333 IT WOULD HAVE BEEN DIFFERENT. 1101 00:29:09,333 --> 00:29:11,167 BUT I CAN'T BALANCE THE TWO 1102 00:29:11,167 --> 00:29:12,867 RIGHT NOW. 1103 00:29:12,867 --> 00:29:15,433 >> OKAY. 1104 00:29:15,433 --> 00:29:17,267 [baby crying] 1105 00:29:17,267 --> 00:29:18,933 SPEAKING OF YOUR CHILD, 1106 00:29:18,933 --> 00:29:20,967 I THINK HE'S CALLING FOR YOU. 1107 00:29:20,967 --> 00:29:22,933 YEAH. 1108 00:29:22,933 --> 00:29:24,267 GO FOCUS ON YOUR CHILD. 1109 00:29:24,267 --> 00:29:24,933 >> ALL RIGHT. 1110 00:29:24,933 --> 00:29:26,167 [baby crying] 1111 00:29:26,167 --> 00:29:27,167 [delicate music] 1112 00:29:27,167 --> 00:29:31,800 * 1113 00:29:31,800 --> 00:29:34,267 >> * YOU WERE THE ONE 1114 00:29:34,267 --> 00:29:36,367 * THAT I HELD 1115 00:29:36,367 --> 00:29:40,533 * I HELD 1116 00:29:40,533 --> 00:29:42,267 * IN MY HEART 1117 00:29:42,267 --> 00:29:44,433 * SO WELL 1118 00:29:44,433 --> 00:29:49,100 * 1119 00:29:49,100 --> 00:29:50,767 >> I FEEL LIKE AT ONE POINT, 1120 00:29:50,767 --> 00:29:51,933 WE WERE ON THE SAME PAGE, 1121 00:29:51,933 --> 00:29:53,433 AND NOW WE JUST GOING 1122 00:29:53,433 --> 00:29:57,433 IN DIFFERENT DIRECTIONS. 1123 00:29:57,433 --> 00:29:58,367 >> YEAH, 'CAUSE I DIDN'T 1124 00:29:58,367 --> 00:30:00,767 HAVE A KID. 1125 00:30:00,767 --> 00:30:02,100 >> I JUST-- 1126 00:30:02,100 --> 00:30:03,300 I JUST WONDER WHAT TOOK YOU SO 1127 00:30:03,300 --> 00:30:04,667 LONG TO COME TO THIS CONCLUSION 1128 00:30:04,667 --> 00:30:05,600 IN LIFE. 1129 00:30:05,600 --> 00:30:06,933 I DON'T LIKE, 1130 00:30:06,933 --> 00:30:09,700 YOU KNOW, WASTING TIME. 1131 00:30:09,700 --> 00:30:11,200 TIME IS VERY PRECIOUS, 1132 00:30:11,200 --> 00:30:14,000 SOMETHING YOU CAN'T GET BACK. 1133 00:30:14,000 --> 00:30:14,767 >> IF I WOULD HAVE KNOWN, 1134 00:30:14,767 --> 00:30:18,200 I WOULDN'T HAVE KEPT STRINGING 1135 00:30:18,200 --> 00:30:18,900 IT ON FOR SO LONG. 1136 00:30:18,900 --> 00:30:20,733 LIKE, OH, WE CAN WORK IT OUT. 1137 00:30:20,733 --> 00:30:21,400 MY MIND-SET 1138 00:30:21,400 --> 00:30:22,300 IS TOTALLY DIFFERENT. 1139 00:30:22,300 --> 00:30:25,200 I'M THINKING LIKE A MOTHER, 1140 00:30:25,200 --> 00:30:28,867 NOT AS A GIRLFRIEND. 1141 00:30:28,867 --> 00:30:29,800 >> I MEAN, I DON'T HAVE 1142 00:30:29,800 --> 00:30:32,533 ANYTHING ELSE TO ACCEPT OR-- 1143 00:30:32,533 --> 00:30:34,467 I DON'T HAVE NO CHOICE. 1144 00:30:34,467 --> 00:30:36,100 THE PROOF IS IN FRONT OF ME. 1145 00:30:36,100 --> 00:30:37,100 [delicate music continues] 1146 00:30:37,100 --> 00:30:40,033 * 1147 00:30:40,033 --> 00:30:42,467 >> * YOU WERE THE ONE 1148 00:30:42,467 --> 00:30:44,367 * THAT SHOWED 1149 00:30:44,367 --> 00:30:48,033 * THAT SHOWED 1150 00:30:48,033 --> 00:30:50,300 * TEACHING LIFE 1151 00:30:50,300 --> 00:30:52,533 * TO LIVE FOR 1152 00:31:07,067 --> 00:31:07,833 >> TEEN MOM JUST CAME. 1153 00:31:07,833 --> 00:31:10,933 YOU GO RIGHT HERE. 1154 00:31:10,933 --> 00:31:12,267 >> HEY, GUYS. 1155 00:31:12,267 --> 00:31:13,067 >> HEY. 1156 00:31:13,067 --> 00:31:13,933 SAY "HEY." 1157 00:31:13,933 --> 00:31:16,500 >> OH, MY GOODNESS. 1158 00:31:16,500 --> 00:31:19,633 HOW ADORABLE ARE YOU? 1159 00:31:19,633 --> 00:31:21,067 HE LOOKS JUST LIKE YOU. 1160 00:31:21,067 --> 00:31:22,800 >> I KNOW. 1161 00:31:22,800 --> 00:31:24,333 >> SO WHAT'S BEEN GOING ON? 1162 00:31:24,333 --> 00:31:26,333 >> UM... 1163 00:31:26,333 --> 00:31:27,567 NOTHING MUCH. 1164 00:31:27,567 --> 00:31:28,833 >> HOW ARE THINGS GOING 1165 00:31:28,833 --> 00:31:30,667 WITH MAUWI? 1166 00:31:30,667 --> 00:31:33,100 >> UM, THINGS ARE SUCKISH RIGHT 1167 00:31:33,100 --> 00:31:34,767 NOW, 'CAUSE WE JUST DECIDED 1168 00:31:34,767 --> 00:31:36,367 TO BE FRIENDS. 1169 00:31:36,367 --> 00:31:37,667 >> WHY? 1170 00:31:37,667 --> 00:31:39,200 >> 'CAUSE I DON'T HAVE TIME. 1171 00:31:39,200 --> 00:31:41,933 I CAN'T BE A FULL-TIME 1172 00:31:41,933 --> 00:31:43,900 GIRLFRIEND AND A FULL-TIME MOM. 1173 00:31:43,900 --> 00:31:44,967 IT'S TOO MUCH WITH SCHOOL 1174 00:31:44,967 --> 00:31:46,633 AND HAVING A BABY AND ALL THAT 1175 00:31:46,633 --> 00:31:48,333 OTHER, YOU KNOW, STUFF THAT 1176 00:31:48,333 --> 00:31:49,300 COMES ALONG WITH IT. 1177 00:31:49,300 --> 00:31:50,433 >> WAS IT HARD FOR YOU 1178 00:31:50,433 --> 00:31:52,767 TO MAKE THIS DECISION? 1179 00:31:52,767 --> 00:31:55,433 >> YEAH, BUT I FEEL LIKE 1180 00:31:55,433 --> 00:31:57,433 EVENTUALLY, 1181 00:31:57,433 --> 00:31:58,933 WE WOULD HAVE GROWN APART. 1182 00:31:58,933 --> 00:32:00,333 IF NOT NOW, IT WOULD HAVE 1183 00:32:00,333 --> 00:32:01,433 BEEN LATER ON, AND WE BOTH 1184 00:32:01,433 --> 00:32:02,433 WOULD BE LIKE, "WELL, 1185 00:32:02,433 --> 00:32:04,833 WE WASTED A LOT OF TIME," 1186 00:32:04,833 --> 00:32:06,067 YOU KNOW, TRYING TO STRING 1187 00:32:06,067 --> 00:32:07,067 SOMETHING OUT THAT WE KNEW 1188 00:32:07,067 --> 00:32:08,100 WAS NOT GONNA WORK. 1189 00:32:08,100 --> 00:32:09,600 >> DOES IT MAKE YOU FEEL SAD, 1190 00:32:09,600 --> 00:32:10,500 OR DO YOU THINK 1191 00:32:10,500 --> 00:32:14,500 YOU'RE GONNA BE LONELY? 1192 00:32:14,500 --> 00:32:15,833 >> I CAN'T FOCUS TOO MUCH ON IT. 1193 00:32:15,833 --> 00:32:17,833 I GOT OTHER THINGS ON MY MIND. 1194 00:32:23,833 --> 00:32:25,267 I FINALLY GOT A JOB, 1195 00:32:25,267 --> 00:32:26,700 AND MY FRIEND AGREED TO BABYSIT 1196 00:32:26,700 --> 00:32:28,433 A FEW NIGHTS A WEEK. 1197 00:32:28,433 --> 00:32:30,267 JUGGLING WORKING, SCHOOLWORK, 1198 00:32:30,267 --> 00:32:31,467 AND TAKING CARE OF EDEN 1199 00:32:31,467 --> 00:32:33,167 IS EXHAUSTING. 1200 00:32:33,167 --> 00:32:34,500 I'M MORE BEHIND IN SCHOOL 1201 00:32:34,500 --> 00:32:35,167 THAN EVER. 1202 00:32:35,167 --> 00:32:35,833 [baby cries] 1203 00:32:35,833 --> 00:32:37,367 BUT HAVING A BABY DOESN'T LEAVE 1204 00:32:37,367 --> 00:32:39,167 ME MUCH TIME TO CATCH UP, 1205 00:32:39,167 --> 00:32:40,333 MUCH LESS HANG OUT 1206 00:32:40,333 --> 00:32:42,333 WITH MY FRIENDS. 1207 00:32:51,167 --> 00:32:51,900 COME ON, BABY, 1208 00:32:51,900 --> 00:32:54,433 IT'S TIME TO GO TO BED. 1209 00:32:54,433 --> 00:32:55,933 I'M TIRED. 1210 00:32:55,933 --> 00:32:58,100 CAN I GET SOME SLEEP? 1211 00:32:58,100 --> 00:32:59,100 YOU GONNA LET ME GO TO SLEEP 1212 00:32:59,100 --> 00:33:01,067 OR NO? 1213 00:33:01,067 --> 00:33:04,067 [baby whimpering] 1214 00:33:06,467 --> 00:33:09,467 [baby whimpering] 1215 00:33:10,967 --> 00:33:14,667 [baby cries] 1216 00:33:14,667 --> 00:33:16,600 EDEN, WHAT'S WRONG? 1217 00:33:16,600 --> 00:33:18,600 [hums] 1218 00:33:20,667 --> 00:33:21,500 [baby cries] 1219 00:33:21,500 --> 00:33:23,500 >> * DAMN OUR LUCK 1220 00:33:23,500 --> 00:33:24,967 * THAT SENT US ASTRAY 1221 00:33:24,967 --> 00:33:26,333 [baby crying] 1222 00:33:26,333 --> 00:33:29,100 * YEAH, YEAH, YEAH 1223 00:33:29,100 --> 00:33:31,067 * 1224 00:33:31,067 --> 00:33:36,700 * WE WERE IN PARADISE 1225 00:33:36,700 --> 00:33:40,833 * 1226 00:33:40,833 --> 00:33:42,300 [baby crying] 1227 00:33:42,300 --> 00:33:43,300 [sweeping pop music] 1228 00:33:43,300 --> 00:33:51,300 * 1229 00:33:53,267 --> 00:33:56,267 [baby crying] 1230 00:33:56,267 --> 00:33:57,267 [sweeping music continues] 1231 00:33:57,267 --> 00:34:05,333 * 1232 00:34:07,600 --> 00:34:08,733 >> I MISS HANGING OUT WITH 1233 00:34:08,733 --> 00:34:10,067 MAUWI, AND I'VE BEEN FEELING 1234 00:34:10,067 --> 00:34:11,833 PRETTY LONELY. 1235 00:34:11,833 --> 00:34:13,467 I NEVER PICTURED HAVING A BABY 1236 00:34:13,467 --> 00:34:15,900 WOULD BE LIKE THIS. 1237 00:34:15,900 --> 00:34:18,333 >> SEE, THAT'S A PRETTY BABY. 1238 00:34:22,633 --> 00:34:25,667 SAVON, I JUST THINK THAT 1239 00:34:25,667 --> 00:34:28,600 YOU HAVE MORE FEELING THAT 1240 00:34:28,600 --> 00:34:31,067 YOU'RE NOT BEING HONEST ABOUT. 1241 00:34:31,067 --> 00:34:32,500 I THINK YOU'RE--YOU'RE NOT 1242 00:34:32,500 --> 00:34:34,933 RELEASING HOW YOU REALLY FEEL, 1243 00:34:34,933 --> 00:34:36,333 AND YOU SHOULD. 1244 00:34:36,333 --> 00:34:37,933 AND IF YOU'RE IN PAIN OR IF 1245 00:34:37,933 --> 00:34:40,067 YOU'RE DISAPPOINTED, YOU KNOW, 1246 00:34:40,067 --> 00:34:41,633 YOU DON'T LIKE THE SITUATION, 1247 00:34:41,633 --> 00:34:43,067 YOU SHOULD BE ABLE TO TALK ABOUT 1248 00:34:43,067 --> 00:34:44,367 IT, 'CAUSE THAT'S THE ONLY WAY 1249 00:34:44,367 --> 00:34:46,100 YOU'RE GONNA MOVE PAST IT. 1250 00:34:46,100 --> 00:34:46,933 >> I DON'T KNOW HOW I FEEL, 1251 00:34:46,933 --> 00:34:47,600 THOUGH. 1252 00:34:47,600 --> 00:34:50,367 I DON'T FEEL ANYTHING RIGHT NOW. 1253 00:34:50,367 --> 00:34:51,767 I CAN'T DESCRIBE. 1254 00:34:51,767 --> 00:34:53,500 I MEAN, THERE'S NOTHING. 1255 00:34:53,500 --> 00:34:56,267 >> I MEAN, ARE YOU DISAPPOINTED 1256 00:34:56,267 --> 00:34:57,167 IN YOURSELF? 1257 00:34:57,167 --> 00:34:58,600 ARE YOU DISAPPOINTED THAT EDEN 1258 00:34:58,600 --> 00:35:03,333 DON'T HAVE A FATHER? 1259 00:35:03,333 --> 00:35:07,833 >> MM, I THINK BOTH. 1260 00:35:07,833 --> 00:35:10,333 I HAD A DIFFERENT PLAN FOR IT. 1261 00:35:13,433 --> 00:35:15,167 >> I'M SURE YOU WANTED BETTER 1262 00:35:15,167 --> 00:35:16,367 FOR YOURSELF, BUT YOU CAN'T 1263 00:35:16,367 --> 00:35:19,433 BEAT YOURSELF UP ABOUT IT. 1264 00:35:19,433 --> 00:35:20,667 NOTHING IN LIFE GOES 1265 00:35:20,667 --> 00:35:22,667 ACCORDING TO PLAN. 1266 00:35:33,500 --> 00:35:34,167 >> DON'T GO AWAY. 1267 00:35:34,167 --> 00:35:35,067 THIS EPISODE OF 16 AND PREGNANT 1268 00:35:35,067 --> 00:35:37,067 CONTINUES RIGHT NOW. 1269 00:35:41,767 --> 00:35:43,233 >> EVEN THOUGH I'M DISAPPOINTED 1270 00:35:43,233 --> 00:35:44,600 IN MY SITUATION, 1271 00:35:44,600 --> 00:35:45,733 I KNOW I HAVE TO ACCEPT IT 1272 00:35:45,733 --> 00:35:47,267 AND MOVE FORWARD. 1273 00:35:47,267 --> 00:35:48,600 I REACHED OUT TO MAUWI FOR THE 1274 00:35:48,600 --> 00:35:49,967 FIRST TIME SINCE WE BROKE UP, 1275 00:35:49,967 --> 00:35:51,767 AND WE'RE GONNA MEET. 1276 00:35:51,767 --> 00:35:53,100 I STILL CAN'T HANDLE BEING IN A 1277 00:35:53,100 --> 00:35:54,833 RELATIONSHIP, BUT IT'LL BE GOOD 1278 00:35:54,833 --> 00:35:56,300 TO SEE HIM AND HANG OUT LIKE WE 1279 00:35:56,300 --> 00:35:59,433 USED TO BEFORE I GOT PREGNANT. 1280 00:35:59,433 --> 00:36:00,767 AUNTIE. 1281 00:36:00,767 --> 00:36:02,200 DO YOU MIND WATCHING EDEN FOR 1282 00:36:02,200 --> 00:36:02,967 A LITTLE BIT WHILE I GO OUT? 1283 00:36:02,967 --> 00:36:03,933 >> WHERE ARE YOU GOING? 1284 00:36:03,933 --> 00:36:05,333 >> TO GO MEET MAUWI. 1285 00:36:05,333 --> 00:36:06,233 >> OH, OKAY. 1286 00:36:06,233 --> 00:36:06,900 >> I'LL WATCH HIM 1287 00:36:06,900 --> 00:36:07,833 FOR A COUPLE HOURS. 1288 00:36:07,833 --> 00:36:08,667 THAT'S IT. 1289 00:36:08,667 --> 00:36:09,600 >> OKAY, HE'S ASLEEP RIGHT NOW, 1290 00:36:09,600 --> 00:36:10,500 AND I MADE HIM A BOTTLE 1291 00:36:10,500 --> 00:36:11,500 ON THE THING. 1292 00:36:11,500 --> 00:36:13,500 >> OKAY. 1293 00:36:22,767 --> 00:36:24,767 >> HMM. 1294 00:36:28,267 --> 00:36:29,400 >> SO HOW YOU LIKING THE JOB, 1295 00:36:29,400 --> 00:36:30,100 MAN? 1296 00:36:30,100 --> 00:36:31,067 >> IT'S FUN. 1297 00:36:31,067 --> 00:36:32,067 I'M EATING, LIKE, PIZZA 1298 00:36:32,067 --> 00:36:33,067 EVERY NIGHT NOW. 1299 00:36:33,067 --> 00:36:35,067 >> SO DID YOU EVER PICK THOSE-- 1300 00:36:35,067 --> 00:36:36,233 THOSE GRADES UP? 1301 00:36:36,233 --> 00:36:37,433 >> I'M BEHIND SO MUCH. 1302 00:36:37,433 --> 00:36:38,933 BOY, YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW. 1303 00:36:38,933 --> 00:36:40,233 IT'S PRETTY HARD DOING ONLINE 1304 00:36:40,233 --> 00:36:41,867 CLASSES RIGHT NOW, BECAUSE EDEN 1305 00:36:41,867 --> 00:36:43,267 WAKES UP SO OFTEN. 1306 00:36:43,267 --> 00:36:44,333 I HAVE TO GO IN THERE, 1307 00:36:44,333 --> 00:36:46,200 FEED HIM, WAIT FOR HIM 1308 00:36:46,200 --> 00:36:48,067 TO BURP, FEED HIM AGAIN. 1309 00:36:48,067 --> 00:36:49,433 I'M LIKE, "I HAVE THINGS TO DO, 1310 00:36:49,433 --> 00:36:50,100 OKAY?" 1311 00:36:50,100 --> 00:36:51,100 >> SO HE ALREADY GOT YOU 1312 00:36:51,100 --> 00:36:52,267 LOOKING LIKE A PUPPET, 1313 00:36:52,267 --> 00:36:53,433 AND HE CAN'T EVEN TALK YET. 1314 00:36:53,433 --> 00:36:54,267 >> YEP. 1315 00:36:54,267 --> 00:36:56,933 >> [laughs] 1316 00:36:56,933 --> 00:36:59,100 >> I WAS JUST THINKING ABOUT 1317 00:36:59,100 --> 00:37:02,500 HOW EVERYTHING IS, LIKE, 1318 00:37:02,500 --> 00:37:03,667 COMPLETELY DIFFERENT. 1319 00:37:03,667 --> 00:37:04,800 LIKE, I MEAN, YOU STILL DOING 1320 00:37:04,800 --> 00:37:05,800 WHAT YOU WANT TO DO FOR THE MOST 1321 00:37:05,800 --> 00:37:07,833 PART, BUT FOR ME, IT'S LIKE-- 1322 00:37:07,833 --> 00:37:09,333 LIKE, YOU CAN DO SPORT--YOU CAN 1323 00:37:09,333 --> 00:37:10,167 GO TO COLLEGE FOR SPORTS, 1324 00:37:10,167 --> 00:37:11,167 BUT IF I GO TO COLLEGE, 1325 00:37:11,167 --> 00:37:12,067 IT WON'T BE-- 1326 00:37:12,067 --> 00:37:13,067 I MEAN, THAT'S GONNA BE 1327 00:37:13,067 --> 00:37:15,867 TOO TIME-CONSUMING FOR ME. 1328 00:37:15,867 --> 00:37:17,167 >> BUT AT THE SAME TIME, 1329 00:37:17,167 --> 00:37:18,067 IF YOU REALLY WANT TO DO IT, 1330 00:37:18,067 --> 00:37:19,833 YOU CAN MAKE IT HAPPEN. 1331 00:37:19,833 --> 00:37:20,667 >> YEAH. 1332 00:37:20,667 --> 00:37:22,167 TO BE SUCCESSFUL IN THE THINGS 1333 00:37:22,167 --> 00:37:22,833 THAT I WANT TO DO, 1334 00:37:22,833 --> 00:37:24,267 LIKE BASKETBALL AND MUSIC, 1335 00:37:24,267 --> 00:37:25,433 I MEAN, IT'S GONNA BE HARD. 1336 00:37:25,433 --> 00:37:27,500 >> YOU'RE NOT A 40-YEAR-OLD 1337 00:37:27,500 --> 00:37:28,267 WOMAN. 1338 00:37:28,267 --> 00:37:30,733 LIKE, YOU'RE NOT EVEN 20 YET. 1339 00:37:30,733 --> 00:37:32,433 YOU STILL GOT MORE THAN ENOUGH 1340 00:37:32,433 --> 00:37:34,833 TIME TO MAKE THINGS HAPPEN. 1341 00:37:34,833 --> 00:37:36,500 >> IT WASN'T WHAT I HAD PLANNED 1342 00:37:36,500 --> 00:37:38,167 FOR MY LIFE. 1343 00:37:38,167 --> 00:37:39,333 BUT I JUST HAVE TO ROLL 1344 00:37:39,333 --> 00:37:41,067 WITH THE PUNCHES, REALLY. 1345 00:37:41,067 --> 00:37:44,067 JUST LIVE DAY-BY-DAY. 1346 00:37:44,067 --> 00:37:44,667 >> I FEEL YOU. 1347 00:37:44,667 --> 00:37:45,400 THAT'S THE ONLY THING 1348 00:37:45,400 --> 00:37:46,067 YOU CAN DO. 1349 00:37:46,067 --> 00:37:49,333 >> YEP. 1350 00:37:49,333 --> 00:37:50,633 I MEAN, IT'S NICE THAT WE STILL 1351 00:37:50,633 --> 00:37:52,667 CAN BE FRIENDS EVEN AFTER, 1352 00:37:52,667 --> 00:37:54,800 YOU KNOW, BREAKING UP. 1353 00:37:54,800 --> 00:37:55,467 BUT-- 1354 00:37:55,467 --> 00:37:57,500 >> YEAH. 1355 00:37:57,500 --> 00:37:58,833 I MEAN, IT'S LIFE. 1356 00:37:58,833 --> 00:37:59,500 >> YEAH. 1357 00:37:59,500 --> 00:38:02,133 MY BOYFRIEND IS ONE MONTH. 1358 00:38:02,133 --> 00:38:04,567 I FEED HIM EVERY DAY, 1359 00:38:04,567 --> 00:38:05,967 AND I CHANGE HIS DIAPER. 1360 00:38:05,967 --> 00:38:07,233 AND THAT'S MY BOYFRIEND. 1361 00:38:07,233 --> 00:38:08,733 THAT'S MY LIFE. 1362 00:38:08,733 --> 00:38:09,467 >> OUR FRIENDSHIP 1363 00:38:09,467 --> 00:38:10,400 IS NEVER GONNA END. 1364 00:38:10,400 --> 00:38:11,067 >> IS THAT RIGHT? 1365 00:38:11,067 --> 00:38:11,767 >> YEAH, I'M ALWAYS 1366 00:38:11,767 --> 00:38:12,433 GONNA BE AROUND. 1367 00:38:12,433 --> 00:38:13,300 YOU AIN'T GONNA HAVE NO CHOICE 1368 00:38:13,300 --> 00:38:13,933 BUT TO BE MY FRIEND, 1369 00:38:13,933 --> 00:38:15,233 WHETHER YOU LOVE ME OR HATE ME. 1370 00:38:15,233 --> 00:38:18,800 [geese honking] 1371 00:38:18,800 --> 00:38:20,433 >> OH, HELL NO. 1372 00:38:20,433 --> 00:38:22,067 I DON'T LIKE THIS [bleep]. 1373 00:38:22,067 --> 00:38:24,167 >> THEY TRYING TO JUMP US. 1374 00:38:24,167 --> 00:38:25,333 >> IS THIS SAFE? 1375 00:38:25,333 --> 00:38:26,933 I'VE BEEN ATTACKED BY A DUCK, 1376 00:38:26,933 --> 00:38:27,867 AND I DON'T LIKE IT, 1377 00:38:27,867 --> 00:38:28,667 SO IT'S LIKE-- 1378 00:38:28,667 --> 00:38:29,733 >> WANT ME TO SCARE THEM AWAY? 1379 00:38:29,733 --> 00:38:31,500 I DON'T TRUST DUCKS, THOUGH. 1380 00:38:31,500 --> 00:38:32,333 >> [laughs] 1381 00:38:32,333 --> 00:38:34,333 >> GET BACK. 1382 00:38:40,833 --> 00:38:41,833 >> I WOULD HAVE NEVER THOUGHT 1383 00:38:41,833 --> 00:38:42,767 I WOULD BE A TEEN MOM 1384 00:38:42,767 --> 00:38:43,500 BECAUSE OF THE WAY 1385 00:38:43,500 --> 00:38:45,433 THAT I WAS RAISED. 1386 00:38:45,433 --> 00:38:47,067 I WAS VERY DISAPPOINTED 1387 00:38:47,067 --> 00:38:48,467 IN MYSELF. 1388 00:38:48,467 --> 00:38:49,833 DON'T RUN UP ON THE WRONG ONE. 1389 00:38:49,833 --> 00:38:50,533 [laughs] 1390 00:38:50,533 --> 00:38:51,333 >> YEAH, I KNOW. 1391 00:38:51,333 --> 00:38:52,333 [laughs] 1392 00:38:52,333 --> 00:38:53,333 SO I'M BEING CAUTIOUS. 1393 00:38:53,333 --> 00:38:54,833 >> [laughs] 1394 00:38:54,833 --> 00:38:56,067 OH, OOH! 1395 00:38:56,067 --> 00:38:56,900 >> SIT BACK DOWN. 1396 00:38:56,900 --> 00:38:58,133 ACT LIKE THIS NEVER HAPPENED. 1397 00:38:58,133 --> 00:38:59,167 >> BEFORE I GOT PREGNANT, 1398 00:38:59,167 --> 00:39:00,567 I WAS FOCUSED IN SCHOOL. 1399 00:39:00,567 --> 00:39:02,300 I HAD GOOD GRADES. 1400 00:39:02,300 --> 00:39:04,767 I WAS ON THE BASKETBALL TEAM. 1401 00:39:04,767 --> 00:39:06,467 BUT I FEEL LIKE AFTER I GOT 1402 00:39:06,467 --> 00:39:08,400 PREGNANT, ALL THOSE THINGS 1403 00:39:08,400 --> 00:39:10,867 KIND OF WENT AWAY. 1404 00:39:10,867 --> 00:39:12,900 >> YOU HUNGRY, LITTLE MAN? 1405 00:39:12,900 --> 00:39:15,833 >> MY AUNT HAS HELPED ME A LOT. 1406 00:39:15,833 --> 00:39:17,667 SHE TOOK ME IN, SHE HELPED ME 1407 00:39:17,667 --> 00:39:20,333 RAISE EDEN THE BEST THAT I CAN. 1408 00:39:20,333 --> 00:39:22,067 I ALWAYS THOUGHT WHEN I HAD A 1409 00:39:22,067 --> 00:39:23,267 BABY, THAT THE FATHER WOULD BE 1410 00:39:23,267 --> 00:39:24,133 THERE AND IT WOULD BE 1411 00:39:24,133 --> 00:39:25,533 A COUPLE THING AND WE WOULD 1412 00:39:25,533 --> 00:39:26,833 RAISE THE CHILD TOGETHER. 1413 00:39:26,833 --> 00:39:28,267 THEN I REALIZED, YOU KNOW, 1414 00:39:28,267 --> 00:39:29,333 "I'M HAVING A BABY, 1415 00:39:29,333 --> 00:39:30,300 AND I'M BY MYSELF." 1416 00:39:30,300 --> 00:39:32,067 IT'S JUST ME. 1417 00:39:32,067 --> 00:39:34,167 EVERYTHING JUST KIND OF CAME TO 1418 00:39:34,167 --> 00:39:36,667 ME, HIT ME ALL AT ONCE. 1419 00:39:36,667 --> 00:39:37,600 EDEN'S FATHER 1420 00:39:37,600 --> 00:39:38,733 HAS NOT CAME BY ONCE 1421 00:39:38,733 --> 00:39:40,400 TO SEE HIS SON. 1422 00:39:40,400 --> 00:39:42,600 IT WAS HARD TO LET MAUWI GO 1423 00:39:42,600 --> 00:39:44,067 AS A BOYFRIEND, 1424 00:39:44,067 --> 00:39:46,167 BUT HE'S STILL A FRIEND. 1425 00:39:46,167 --> 00:39:47,167 I WANT TO START COLLEGE 1426 00:39:47,167 --> 00:39:48,167 AS SOON AS POSSIBLE. 1427 00:39:48,167 --> 00:39:50,433 I JUST FEEL LIKE GETTING MY GED 1428 00:39:50,433 --> 00:39:52,833 WILL BE A BETTER OPTION FOR ME 1429 00:39:52,833 --> 00:39:54,167 TO HAVE MORE TIME FOR EDEN 1430 00:39:54,167 --> 00:39:56,333 AND PUT TOWARDS MY CAREER. 1431 00:39:56,333 --> 00:39:57,900 HI, EVERYBODY, I'M SAVON. 1432 00:39:57,900 --> 00:39:59,067 I'M GONNA BE SINGING 1433 00:39:59,067 --> 00:40:00,300 SOMETHING ORIGINAL. 1434 00:40:00,300 --> 00:40:01,933 I WANT A CAREER IN MUSIC, 1435 00:40:01,933 --> 00:40:04,000 WHETHER I'M A FAMOUS MUSICIAN 1436 00:40:04,000 --> 00:40:06,267 OR A MUSIC TEACHER. 1437 00:40:06,267 --> 00:40:07,400 I'M NOT REALLY SURE WHAT THE 1438 00:40:07,400 --> 00:40:09,433 FUTURE IS GONNA HOLD FOR ME. 1439 00:40:09,433 --> 00:40:11,333 HEY. 1440 00:40:11,333 --> 00:40:14,267 HEY, YOU GOT SOME BIG EYES, MAN. 1441 00:40:14,267 --> 00:40:15,700 BUT WHENEVER I GET DISCOURAGED 1442 00:40:15,700 --> 00:40:17,600 OR DISAPPOINTED IN SOMETHING, 1443 00:40:17,600 --> 00:40:19,033 I JUST LOOK AT EDEN AND KNOW 1444 00:40:19,033 --> 00:40:20,967 THAT AT THE END OF THE DAY, I 1445 00:40:20,967 --> 00:40:22,533 HAVE TO DO THE BEST THAT I CAN 1446 00:40:22,533 --> 00:40:23,533 TO PROVIDE FOR HIM 1447 00:40:23,533 --> 00:40:25,433 AND MAKE HIM HAPPY. 1448 00:40:25,433 --> 00:40:27,433 [chime dings] 1449 00:40:42,633 --> 00:40:43,333 >> ON THE NEXT 1450 00:40:43,333 --> 00:40:44,200 16 AND PREGNANT... 1451 00:40:44,200 --> 00:40:45,300 >> IF YOU WAIT FOR ME, 1452 00:40:45,300 --> 00:40:46,433 THEN I'LL KNOW FOR SURE THAT 1453 00:40:46,433 --> 00:40:47,200 YOU WANT TO BE WITH ME. 1454 00:40:47,200 --> 00:40:48,133 >> IF WE'RE PREGNANT, WHAT 1455 00:40:48,133 --> 00:40:49,800 HARM'S GONNA COME OUT OF IT? 1456 00:40:49,800 --> 00:40:50,533 >> WE'RE REMAINING... 1457 00:40:50,533 --> 00:40:53,400 [slow-motion] ABSTINENT. 1458 00:40:53,400 --> 00:40:54,967 [baby wailing] 1459 00:40:54,967 --> 00:40:55,900 >> [moans] 1460 00:40:55,900 --> 00:40:56,800 >> I THINK YOU CAN LAST 1461 00:40:56,800 --> 00:40:58,300 UNTIL WE'RE MARRIED. 1462 00:40:58,300 --> 00:40:59,167 [tires screeching] 1463 00:40:59,167 --> 00:40:59,833 thud! 1464 00:40:59,833 --> 00:41:01,900 >> YEAH.