1 00:00:03,934 --> 00:00:04,521 >> OOH! 2 00:00:04,521 --> 00:00:05,246 IT'S SO PRETTY. 3 00:00:05,246 --> 00:00:05,971 [chime dings] 4 00:00:05,971 --> 00:00:07,110 HI, I'M MYRANDA. 5 00:00:07,110 --> 00:00:08,491 I'M 17, AND I LIVE IN 6 00:00:08,491 --> 00:00:10,424 SAN AUGUSTINE, TEXAS. 7 00:00:10,424 --> 00:00:11,563 I'M AN HONORS STUDENT IN 8 00:00:11,563 --> 00:00:12,771 MY JUNIOR YEAR OF HIGH SCHOOL 9 00:00:12,771 --> 00:00:13,806 AND A SHORTSTOP ON THE 10 00:00:13,806 --> 00:00:14,911 SOFTBALL TEAM. 11 00:00:14,911 --> 00:00:16,016 I LOVE PLAYING SPORTS WITH 12 00:00:16,016 --> 00:00:18,087 MY FRIENDS AND GOING TO PARTIES, 13 00:00:18,087 --> 00:00:18,984 AND THAT'S HOW I MET MY 14 00:00:18,984 --> 00:00:20,123 BOYFRIEND, ERIC. 15 00:00:20,123 --> 00:00:21,642 YOU WERE BEING ALL SWEET. 16 00:00:21,642 --> 00:00:23,299 HE HOPES TO PLAY PRO BASEBALL 17 00:00:23,299 --> 00:00:24,852 ONE DAY. 18 00:00:24,852 --> 00:00:25,715 MY PARENTS SPLIT UP 19 00:00:25,715 --> 00:00:26,716 WHEN I WAS YOUNG, AND MY MOM 20 00:00:26,716 --> 00:00:27,924 WASN'T AROUND MUCH WHILE I WAS 21 00:00:27,924 --> 00:00:28,683 GROWING UP. 22 00:00:28,683 --> 00:00:29,374 [chime dings] 23 00:00:29,374 --> 00:00:30,271 SHE'S STILL DEALING WITH 24 00:00:30,271 --> 00:00:31,203 SOME PERSONAL PROBLEMS, 25 00:00:31,203 --> 00:00:32,894 SO SHE LET ME MOVE INTO ERIC'S 26 00:00:32,894 --> 00:00:33,895 GRANDMOTHER'S HOUSE AFTER 27 00:00:33,895 --> 00:00:36,519 WE'D BEEN DATING FOR SIX MONTHS. 28 00:00:36,519 --> 00:00:38,176 I REALLY LIKE LIVING WITH HIM, 29 00:00:38,176 --> 00:00:40,040 BUT BEING AROUND HIS GRANDMOTHER 30 00:00:40,040 --> 00:00:41,317 CAN GET ON OUR NERVES. 31 00:00:41,317 --> 00:00:42,732 >> Y'ALL GET UP OUT OF THAT BED. 32 00:00:42,732 --> 00:00:43,974 YOU BETTER MAKE IT UP TOO. 33 00:00:43,974 --> 00:00:44,837 >> I REALLY LOVE ERIC 34 00:00:44,837 --> 00:00:45,769 AND HOPE WE'LL BE TOGETHER 35 00:00:45,769 --> 00:00:48,220 FOREVER BECAUSE... 36 00:00:48,220 --> 00:00:50,671 FOREVER BECAUSE... I'M PREGNANT. 37 00:00:50,671 --> 00:00:56,849 I'M PREGNANT. 38 00:00:56,849 --> 00:00:58,023 ERIC AND I HAD ONLY BEEN 39 00:00:58,023 --> 00:00:59,507 TOGETHER FOR THREE MONTHS BEFORE 40 00:00:59,507 --> 00:01:01,026 I GOT PREGNANT, BUT WE'RE BOTH 41 00:01:01,026 --> 00:01:02,510 COMMITTED TO OUR RELATIONSHIP. 42 00:01:02,510 --> 00:01:03,166 >> MWAH! 43 00:01:03,166 --> 00:01:04,167 >> EVEN THOUGH WE'RE NERVOUS 44 00:01:04,167 --> 00:01:05,686 ABOUT BEING PARENTS, I THINK 45 00:01:05,686 --> 00:01:06,687 WE'LL BE ABLE TO MANAGE 46 00:01:06,687 --> 00:01:07,515 TOGETHER. 47 00:01:07,515 --> 00:01:09,103 >> YOU REMEMBER HOW WE MET? 48 00:01:09,103 --> 00:01:09,931 >> WELL, I REMEMBER 49 00:01:09,931 --> 00:01:11,795 WE WERE IN THE POOL, 50 00:01:11,795 --> 00:01:12,762 AND YOU WERE TRYING TO FLIRT 51 00:01:12,762 --> 00:01:14,695 WITH ME, BUT THEN YOU, LIKE, 52 00:01:14,695 --> 00:01:15,558 THREW ME. 53 00:01:15,558 --> 00:01:17,249 >> AND YOU STARTED LIKING ME. 54 00:01:17,249 --> 00:01:18,837 >> NO, YOU STARTED LIKING ME. 55 00:01:18,837 --> 00:01:19,803 >> NO, IT WAS THE OTHER WAY 56 00:01:19,803 --> 00:01:20,390 AROUND. 57 00:01:20,390 --> 00:01:21,184 >> [giggles] 58 00:01:21,184 --> 00:01:24,946 >> ARE YOU READY TO HAVE A BABY? 59 00:01:24,946 --> 00:01:25,637 >> NO. 60 00:01:25,637 --> 00:01:26,431 >> TAKE CARE OF IT? 61 00:01:26,431 --> 00:01:28,088 >> I'M NOT READY AT ALL. 62 00:01:28,088 --> 00:01:29,434 I'M ONLY 17. 63 00:01:29,434 --> 00:01:31,125 DO YOU THINK YOU'RE READY TO BE 64 00:01:31,125 --> 00:01:31,815 A DADDY? 65 00:01:31,815 --> 00:01:32,540 >> OH, HELL NO. 66 00:01:32,540 --> 00:01:33,645 [laughter] 67 00:01:33,645 --> 00:01:34,508 I GET TIRED WATCHING 68 00:01:34,508 --> 00:01:37,511 OTHER PEOPLE'S BABIES, SO... 69 00:01:37,511 --> 00:01:38,546 >> YOU SEE OTHER PEOPLE WITH 70 00:01:38,546 --> 00:01:39,444 BABIES, AND YOU'RE LIKE, 71 00:01:39,444 --> 00:01:40,169 "OH, HOW CUTE." 72 00:01:40,169 --> 00:01:41,273 AND THEN WHENEVER YOU HAVE YOUR 73 00:01:41,273 --> 00:01:42,964 OWN, YOU'RE LIKE, "OH, CRAP." 74 00:01:42,964 --> 00:01:45,346 [laughter] 75 00:01:45,346 --> 00:01:46,485 WE RECENTLY FOUND OUT 76 00:01:46,485 --> 00:01:47,659 WE'RE HAVING A GIRL AND ARE 77 00:01:47,659 --> 00:01:49,350 NAMING HER KAYLEE. 78 00:01:49,350 --> 00:01:50,317 WHEN MY MOM FOUND OUT I WAS 79 00:01:50,317 --> 00:01:52,526 PREGNANT, SHE WAS REALLY UPSET. 80 00:01:52,526 --> 00:01:53,734 SHE STRUGGLED WITH ADDICTION 81 00:01:53,734 --> 00:01:55,356 IN THE PAST, SO WE WERE NEVER 82 00:01:55,356 --> 00:01:56,702 REALLY CLOSE WHEN I WAS GROWING 83 00:01:56,702 --> 00:01:58,877 UP, AND BEING PREGNANT ONLY 84 00:01:58,877 --> 00:02:00,879 MAKES VISITING HER MORE AWKWARD. 85 00:02:00,879 --> 00:02:02,191 I'M GONNA GO STAY THE NIGHT 86 00:02:02,191 --> 00:02:04,296 I'M GONNA GO STAY THE NIGHT WITH MOM. 87 00:02:04,296 --> 00:02:06,367 WITH MOM. 88 00:02:06,367 --> 00:02:07,196 >> I DON'T KNOW. 89 00:02:07,196 --> 00:02:09,267 >> I DON'T KNOW. I GUESS SO. 90 00:02:09,267 --> 00:02:13,167 I GUESS SO. 91 00:02:13,167 --> 00:02:14,479 >> I THINK SHE'S BEEN OFF DRUGS, 92 00:02:14,479 --> 00:02:15,652 BUT I DON'T THINK SHE STOPPED 93 00:02:15,652 --> 00:02:18,655 DRINKING. 94 00:02:18,655 --> 00:02:19,656 >> [sighs] 95 00:02:19,656 --> 00:02:21,141 WELL, MAYBE YOU CAN TALK SOME 96 00:02:21,141 --> 00:02:22,072 SENSE INTO HER WHEN YOU 97 00:02:22,072 --> 00:02:22,797 GO DOWN THERE. 98 00:02:22,797 --> 00:02:23,798 >> I'VE TRIED TALKING SENSE 99 00:02:23,798 --> 00:02:26,284 INTO HER SINCE I WAS 12. 100 00:02:26,284 --> 00:02:27,285 >> WELL, MAYBE NOW THAT YOU'RE 101 00:02:27,285 --> 00:02:29,977 PREGNANT, SHE'LL LISTEN. 102 00:02:29,977 --> 00:02:32,462 >> I DOUBT IT. 103 00:02:32,462 --> 00:02:34,533 IF SHE EVER DOES IT AGAIN, 104 00:02:34,533 --> 00:02:36,880 SHE'S NOT GONNA BABYSIT 105 00:02:36,880 --> 00:02:39,297 OR ANYTHING. 106 00:02:39,297 --> 00:02:41,816 I CAN'T HAVE MY CHILD 107 00:02:41,816 --> 00:02:43,784 AROUND SOMEBODY WHO DOES 108 00:02:43,784 --> 00:02:46,511 AROUND SOMEBODY WHO DOES STUFF LIKE THAT. 109 00:02:46,511 --> 00:02:48,823 STUFF LIKE THAT. 110 00:02:48,823 --> 00:02:50,480 MY MOM SAYS SHE'S BEEN SOBER 111 00:02:50,480 --> 00:02:51,481 FOR SEVERAL MONTHS NOW, 112 00:02:51,481 --> 00:02:52,689 EVER SINCE HER LAST TIME 113 00:02:52,689 --> 00:02:54,484 IN REHAB, BUT WE HAVEN'T REALLY 114 00:02:54,484 --> 00:02:57,004 DISCUSSED MY PREGNANCY YET. 115 00:02:57,004 --> 00:02:58,143 >> MY FIRST THOUGHTS WERE, 116 00:02:58,143 --> 00:02:59,317 "OH, MY GOD, THAT'S IT." 117 00:02:59,317 --> 00:03:02,285 LIFE'S OVER. 118 00:03:02,285 --> 00:03:03,252 I MEAN, I'M SORRY. 119 00:03:03,252 --> 00:03:04,114 I DON'T WANT TO HURT 120 00:03:04,114 --> 00:03:04,839 YOUR FEELINGS. 121 00:03:04,839 --> 00:03:06,738 I JUST... 122 00:03:06,738 --> 00:03:07,601 I DIDN'T WANT YOU TO BE 123 00:03:07,601 --> 00:03:08,602 PREGNANT. 124 00:03:08,602 --> 00:03:10,190 WHAT I DON'T UNDERSTAND IS, 125 00:03:10,190 --> 00:03:11,432 WHY WEREN'T YOU TAKING THE PILL? 126 00:03:11,432 --> 00:03:13,158 >> I WAS OFF FOR, LIKE, A MONTH. 127 00:03:13,158 --> 00:03:14,263 >> WHAT DID YOU THINK? 128 00:03:14,263 --> 00:03:16,196 YOU WEREN'T GONNA GET PREGNANT? 129 00:03:16,196 --> 00:03:17,749 >> YEAH. 130 00:03:17,749 --> 00:03:19,785 >> [scoffs] 131 00:03:19,785 --> 00:03:20,786 WE HAVEN'T EVEN DISCUSSED 132 00:03:20,786 --> 00:03:22,029 THE FACT ON--ARE WE GONNA 133 00:03:22,029 --> 00:03:23,099 DROP OUT OF SCHOOL 134 00:03:23,099 --> 00:03:24,549 AND GO GET A G.E.D.? 135 00:03:24,549 --> 00:03:26,758 >> I'M GONNA GET MY G.E.D. 136 00:03:26,758 --> 00:03:28,691 >> [sighs] MYRANDA... 137 00:03:28,691 --> 00:03:30,037 SOMETIMES I WONDER IF IT'S 138 00:03:30,037 --> 00:03:31,038 MY FAULT, BECAUSE I SHOULD 139 00:03:31,038 --> 00:03:32,315 HAVE BEEN A BETTER PARENT. 140 00:03:32,315 --> 00:03:33,834 AS A MOTHER, YOU FEEL LIKE 141 00:03:33,834 --> 00:03:35,629 IT'S... 142 00:03:35,629 --> 00:03:36,664 YOU FEEL LIKE IT'S YOUR FAULT, 143 00:03:36,664 --> 00:03:41,324 THAT YOU COULD HAVE DONE MORE. 144 00:03:41,324 --> 00:03:42,498 I THINK I JUST KNOW HOW HARD 145 00:03:42,498 --> 00:03:44,845 IT'S GONNA BE FOR YOU. 146 00:03:44,845 --> 00:03:46,398 >> YEAH. 147 00:03:46,398 --> 00:03:47,296 >> THERE'S NO WAY YOU'RE 148 00:03:47,296 --> 00:03:48,262 GONNA BE ABLE TO GET OUT AND 149 00:03:48,262 --> 00:03:49,401 GET A PLACE AND--WITH YOU 150 00:03:49,401 --> 00:03:50,920 AND THE BABY AND ERIC. 151 00:03:50,920 --> 00:03:52,024 NO JOBS. 152 00:03:52,024 --> 00:03:53,543 EVERYTHING'S DIFFERENT NOW. 153 00:03:53,543 --> 00:03:54,648 EVERYTHING HAS CHANGED. 154 00:03:54,648 --> 00:03:56,822 NOTHING IS--NOTHING IS HOW 155 00:03:56,822 --> 00:03:59,169 IT USED TO BE. 156 00:03:59,169 --> 00:04:01,724 [sighs] 157 00:04:01,724 --> 00:04:03,035 >> MY MOM ISN'T MAKING THINGS 158 00:04:03,035 --> 00:04:04,865 EASIER, AND FINANCES ARE GONNA 159 00:04:04,865 --> 00:04:06,660 BE TIGHT, SO I'M GLAD WE CAN 160 00:04:06,660 --> 00:04:07,868 STAY AT ERIC'S GRANDMOTHER'S 161 00:04:07,868 --> 00:04:08,972 HOUSE. 162 00:04:08,972 --> 00:04:10,284 SHE'S RAISED ERIC SINCE HE WAS 163 00:04:10,284 --> 00:04:11,630 YOUNG AND HAS BEEN LETTING US 164 00:04:11,630 --> 00:04:14,495 LIVE HERE FOR FREE. 165 00:04:14,495 --> 00:04:15,807 I'M HOPING SHE'LL KEEP HELPING 166 00:04:15,807 --> 00:04:17,671 US OUT WHEN THE BABY COMES, 167 00:04:17,671 --> 00:04:18,948 BECAUSE ERIC IS ONLY WORKING 168 00:04:18,948 --> 00:04:20,329 PART-TIME THIS SUMMER 169 00:04:20,329 --> 00:04:21,709 AND STARTS HIS COLLEGE CLASSES 170 00:04:21,709 --> 00:04:23,918 AND STARTS HIS COLLEGE CLASSES IN THE FALL. 171 00:04:23,918 --> 00:04:25,886 IN THE FALL. 172 00:04:25,886 --> 00:04:26,921 >> HOW DID YOU GET HER PREGNANT, 173 00:04:26,921 --> 00:04:27,957 MAN? 174 00:04:27,957 --> 00:04:28,958 >> I DIDN'T WEAR A CONDOM. 175 00:04:28,958 --> 00:04:30,615 I WAS THINKING WITH MY PENIS. 176 00:04:30,615 --> 00:04:32,099 I DIDN'T CARE. 177 00:04:32,099 --> 00:04:33,100 >> YOU READY FOR THIS BABY 178 00:04:33,100 --> 00:04:34,653 TO COME AND EVERYTHING? 179 00:04:34,653 --> 00:04:35,689 >> YEP. 180 00:04:35,689 --> 00:04:36,655 >> WHERE YOU GETTING ALL YOUR 181 00:04:36,655 --> 00:04:37,587 MONEY FROM AND EVERYTHING 182 00:04:37,587 --> 00:04:38,278 FOR, LIKE-- 183 00:04:38,278 --> 00:04:40,280 FOR, LIKE-- >> MY JOB. 184 00:04:40,280 --> 00:04:41,798 >> MY JOB. 185 00:04:41,798 --> 00:04:43,835 I GOT $700 SAVED UP RIGHT NOW, 186 00:04:43,835 --> 00:04:44,836 AND AS LONG AS I SAVE UP 187 00:04:44,836 --> 00:04:46,147 EVERY WEEK AFTER I-- 188 00:04:46,147 --> 00:04:50,324 ON MY JOB, I SHOULD HAVE PLENTY. 189 00:04:50,324 --> 00:04:51,567 >> I FEEL WORTHLESS, 'CAUSE 190 00:04:51,567 --> 00:04:53,534 IT'S, LIKE, I FEEL LIKE I CAN'T 191 00:04:53,534 --> 00:04:55,985 DO NOTHING, EXCEPT FOR LAUNDRY, 192 00:04:55,985 --> 00:04:57,469 AND THEN MY STOMACH'S 193 00:04:57,469 --> 00:04:58,988 IN THE WAY, SO IT'S LIKE-- 194 00:04:58,988 --> 00:04:59,989 I CAN'T GET THEM. 195 00:04:59,989 --> 00:05:02,198 I FEEL WORTHLESS. 196 00:05:02,198 --> 00:05:03,199 IT'S HARD. 197 00:05:03,199 --> 00:05:05,339 >> I CAN SEE YOU HAVING A KID. 198 00:05:05,339 --> 00:05:06,823 I CAN'T SEE ERIC. 199 00:05:06,823 --> 00:05:07,824 >> THREE! 200 00:05:07,824 --> 00:05:09,032 [laughter] 201 00:05:09,032 --> 00:05:09,826 >> LIKE, RAISING-- 202 00:05:09,826 --> 00:05:10,620 >> LIKE, AS A DAD. 203 00:05:10,620 --> 00:05:11,276 >> YEAH. 204 00:05:11,276 --> 00:05:11,966 I DON'T... 205 00:05:11,966 --> 00:05:12,795 >> I DON'T KNOW. 206 00:05:12,795 --> 00:05:13,727 >> I CAN SEE HIM GOING IN 207 00:05:13,727 --> 00:05:14,555 THE ROOM--"MYRANDA! 208 00:05:14,555 --> 00:05:15,487 GET YOUR KID!" 209 00:05:15,487 --> 00:05:17,178 >> [laughs] 210 00:05:17,178 --> 00:05:19,664 I DON'T KNOW. 211 00:05:19,664 --> 00:05:20,837 >> WHAT WAS THE SCARIEST THING 212 00:05:20,837 --> 00:05:21,769 WHEN YOU FOUND OUT YOU WERE 213 00:05:21,769 --> 00:05:23,426 PREGNANT? 214 00:05:23,426 --> 00:05:25,290 >> SCARIEST THING WAS TELLING 215 00:05:25,290 --> 00:05:27,292 MY MOM, AND THEN WHENEVER 216 00:05:27,292 --> 00:05:29,121 WE HAD TO TELL NANNY, 217 00:05:29,121 --> 00:05:30,468 THAT WAS PRETTY SCARY. 218 00:05:30,468 --> 00:05:31,365 >> I FIGURED THAT'S WHAT 219 00:05:31,365 --> 00:05:32,677 YOU'D SAY FIRST. 220 00:05:32,677 --> 00:05:34,161 >> MY HEART WAS RACING. 221 00:05:34,161 --> 00:05:36,508 [sighs] 222 00:05:36,508 --> 00:05:38,338 EVER SINCE ERIC'S GRANDMOTHER 223 00:05:38,338 --> 00:05:39,684 FOUND OUT I WAS PREGNANT, 224 00:05:39,684 --> 00:05:41,064 SHE HASN'T BEEN GIVING US 225 00:05:41,064 --> 00:05:42,238 MUCH PRIVACY. 226 00:05:42,238 --> 00:05:44,930 >> WHAT ARE Y'ALL DOING? 227 00:05:44,930 --> 00:05:45,931 >> GET OUT. 228 00:05:45,931 --> 00:05:46,967 >> I HOPE THAT'S ALL Y'ALL ARE 229 00:05:46,967 --> 00:05:47,968 DOING, IS WATCHING TV, 230 00:05:47,968 --> 00:05:48,969 BUT I GUESS IT'S A LITTLE BIT 231 00:05:48,969 --> 00:05:50,108 TOO LATE ANYWAY. 232 00:05:50,108 --> 00:05:51,523 >> AND SINCE ERIC WOULD RATHER 233 00:05:51,523 --> 00:05:52,524 PLAY VIDEO GAMES THAN HELP OUT 234 00:05:52,524 --> 00:05:53,870 AROUND THE HOUSE... 235 00:05:53,870 --> 00:05:54,733 >> YOU AIN'T GONNA WASH 236 00:05:54,733 --> 00:05:55,389 THAT DISH. 237 00:05:55,389 --> 00:05:56,217 YOU DIDN'T WASH IT. 238 00:05:56,217 --> 00:05:57,046 >> I JUST WASHED IT. 239 00:05:57,046 --> 00:05:57,978 >> YOU JUST RINSED IT OUT. 240 00:05:57,978 --> 00:05:58,875 >> THERE'S A DISHWASHER. 241 00:05:58,875 --> 00:06:00,912 >> NANNY IS ALWAYS ON OUR CASE. 242 00:06:00,912 --> 00:06:03,086 >> WE NEED TO TALK. 243 00:06:03,086 --> 00:06:05,088 WHEN I FIRST FOUND OUT THAT 244 00:06:05,088 --> 00:06:06,987 YOU GUYS WERE PREGNANT... 245 00:06:06,987 --> 00:06:07,781 [sighs] 246 00:06:07,781 --> 00:06:09,230 I WAS SICK. 247 00:06:09,230 --> 00:06:10,542 I FELT LIKE I WAS GONNA 248 00:06:10,542 --> 00:06:11,819 THROW UP. 249 00:06:11,819 --> 00:06:12,751 IF Y'ALL HADN'T HAVE BEEN 250 00:06:12,751 --> 00:06:15,167 SO DUMB AND STUPID AND WOULD 251 00:06:15,167 --> 00:06:17,169 HAVE USED SOME BIRTH CONTROL-- 252 00:06:17,169 --> 00:06:18,032 ERIC! 253 00:06:18,032 --> 00:06:18,654 LIKE... 254 00:06:18,654 --> 00:06:19,586 >> WHY AM I SUPPOSED TO BE 255 00:06:19,586 --> 00:06:20,552 THE ONE WITH BIRTH CONTROL? 256 00:06:20,552 --> 00:06:22,312 >> DID I NOT TELL YOU, "ERIC, 257 00:06:22,312 --> 00:06:24,107 MAKE SURE YOU HAVE CONDOMS"? 258 00:06:24,107 --> 00:06:25,454 IT DON'T MATTER IF SHE'S ON 259 00:06:25,454 --> 00:06:26,420 BIRTH CONTROL. 260 00:06:26,420 --> 00:06:27,766 AND MYRANDA, SHE QUIT TAKING 261 00:06:27,766 --> 00:06:29,389 THE STUPID THINGS. 262 00:06:29,389 --> 00:06:31,114 >> I RAN OUT. 263 00:06:31,114 --> 00:06:32,564 AND I MISSED A DAY. 264 00:06:32,564 --> 00:06:34,532 THEN I MISSED SOME MORE DAYS. 265 00:06:34,532 --> 00:06:35,395 >> Y'ALL GOING, "BLAH, 266 00:06:35,395 --> 00:06:36,119 BLAH, BLAH." 267 00:06:36,119 --> 00:06:37,466 IT'S YOUR RESPONSIBILITY. 268 00:06:37,466 --> 00:06:38,467 YOU TEND TO IT. 269 00:06:38,467 --> 00:06:39,399 >> WELL, WE DIDN'T THINK 270 00:06:39,399 --> 00:06:40,710 IT'D HAPPEN. 271 00:06:40,710 --> 00:06:42,194 >> [scoffs] 272 00:06:42,194 --> 00:06:44,196 THAT'S--MM. 273 00:06:44,196 --> 00:06:45,888 BOTH OF Y'ALL, MORE OR LESS, 274 00:06:45,888 --> 00:06:48,718 JUST RUINED EACH OTHER'S LIVES. 275 00:06:48,718 --> 00:06:50,202 >> YOU'RE ANNOYING, YOU KNOW... 276 00:06:50,202 --> 00:06:51,583 >> I'M ANNOYING. 277 00:06:51,583 --> 00:06:52,584 >> YOU'RE ALWAYS NAGGING AT ME 278 00:06:52,584 --> 00:06:53,930 FOR DUMB THINGS. 279 00:06:53,930 --> 00:06:57,313 >> YOU HAVE NO IDEA, NO IDEA, 280 00:06:57,313 --> 00:06:58,141 NONE. 281 00:06:58,141 --> 00:06:59,453 >> SEE, THAT'S WHY YOU MAKE ME 282 00:06:59,453 --> 00:07:00,799 MAD SOMETIMES. 283 00:07:00,799 --> 00:07:01,800 YOU SAY YOU KNOW EVERYTHING. 284 00:07:01,800 --> 00:07:02,801 >> I KNOW A HECK OF A LOT MORE 285 00:07:02,801 --> 00:07:03,526 THAN YOU KNOW. 286 00:07:03,526 --> 00:07:04,458 OH, Y'ALL THINK Y'ALL KNOW 287 00:07:04,458 --> 00:07:05,286 WHAT YOU'RE DOING, 288 00:07:05,286 --> 00:07:06,115 AND Y'ALL DON'T KNOW 289 00:07:06,115 --> 00:07:06,978 WHAT YOU'RE DOING. 290 00:07:06,978 --> 00:07:07,875 WHERE YOU GONNA LIVE? 291 00:07:07,875 --> 00:07:09,394 >> WE'LL COME HERE TO-- 292 00:07:09,394 --> 00:07:10,395 >> NO, YOU'RE NOT. 293 00:07:10,395 --> 00:07:13,433 NO, I DON'T THINK SO. 294 00:07:13,433 --> 00:07:16,228 IT'S NOT GRANDMA DAY CARE. 295 00:07:16,228 --> 00:07:18,230 I DONE BEEN THERE, DONE THAT. 296 00:07:18,230 --> 00:07:22,511 NO MORE. 297 00:07:22,511 --> 00:07:25,514 BABIES HAVING BABIES. 298 00:07:25,514 --> 00:07:28,068 MM. 299 00:07:28,068 --> 00:07:28,965 [chime dings] 300 00:07:28,965 --> 00:07:29,966 >> I REALLY THOUGHT WE WERE 301 00:07:29,966 --> 00:07:31,312 GOING TO BE ABLE TO LIVE HERE 302 00:07:31,312 --> 00:07:32,486 ONCE THE BABY COMES... 303 00:07:32,486 --> 00:07:33,625 [door slams] 304 00:07:33,625 --> 00:07:35,731 [door slams] BUT IT LOOKS LIKE I WAS WRONG. 305 00:07:35,731 --> 00:07:42,738 BUT IT LOOKS LIKE I WAS WRONG. 306 00:07:42,738 --> 00:07:43,739 >> IT REALLY SUCKS THAT 307 00:07:43,739 --> 00:07:44,774 ERIC'S GRANDMOTHER ISN'T GOING 308 00:07:44,774 --> 00:07:46,258 TO LET US LIVE HERE, 309 00:07:46,258 --> 00:07:47,432 'CAUSE THE BABY IS DUE IN JUST 310 00:07:47,432 --> 00:07:48,813 TWO MONTHS. 311 00:07:48,813 --> 00:07:50,470 I'D RATHER JUST MOVE SOMEWHERE, 312 00:07:50,470 --> 00:07:51,988 IF WE COULD. 313 00:07:51,988 --> 00:07:53,818 >> WELL, I DON'T KNOW 314 00:07:53,818 --> 00:07:55,958 IF WE COULD AFFORD AN APARTMENT, 315 00:07:55,958 --> 00:07:58,512 UNLESS WE HAD ROOMMATES. 316 00:07:58,512 --> 00:07:59,513 >> I DON'T WANT ROOMMATES. 317 00:07:59,513 --> 00:08:00,203 >> EXACTLY. 318 00:08:00,203 --> 00:08:01,066 SO WE COULDN'T AFFORD 319 00:08:01,066 --> 00:08:02,516 AN APARTMENT. 320 00:08:02,516 --> 00:08:04,587 AN APARTMENT. >> WHAT ABOUT... 321 00:08:04,587 --> 00:08:14,528 >> WHAT ABOUT... 322 00:08:14,528 --> 00:08:15,805 >> HOW MUCH WOULD THE RENT BE? 323 00:08:15,805 --> 00:08:16,737 >> WELL, SHE ACTUALLY SAID 324 00:08:16,737 --> 00:08:17,738 WE WOULDN'T HAVE TO PAY RENT. 325 00:08:17,738 --> 00:08:18,567 WE'D ONLY HAVE TO PAY 326 00:08:18,567 --> 00:08:21,466 THE ELECTRICITY BILL. 327 00:08:21,466 --> 00:08:23,192 >> IT'S A BIG STEP, 328 00:08:23,192 --> 00:08:27,645 LIVING ON OUR OWN WITH A BABY. 329 00:08:27,645 --> 00:08:31,165 WE'LL HAVE TO LEARN A WHOLE LOT 330 00:08:31,165 --> 00:08:34,410 THAT WE'RE NOT EVEN READY FOR. 331 00:08:34,410 --> 00:08:36,964 THAT WE'RE NOT EVEN READY FOR. >> I THINK IT'S OUR BEST BET. 332 00:08:36,964 --> 00:08:41,900 >> I THINK IT'S OUR BEST BET. 333 00:08:41,900 --> 00:08:42,901 >> THE HOUSE WAS VERY CLOSE 334 00:08:42,901 --> 00:08:45,076 TO ERIC'S GRANDMOTHER'S PLACE, 335 00:08:45,076 --> 00:08:46,077 AND WE'RE GONNA CHECK IT OUT 336 00:08:46,077 --> 00:08:47,250 THIS WEEK. 337 00:08:47,250 --> 00:08:48,148 >> AH, I DON'T EVEN LIKE 338 00:08:48,148 --> 00:08:49,045 THE BOOKSTORE. 339 00:08:49,045 --> 00:08:50,633 >> SUMMER IS NEARLY OVER, 340 00:08:50,633 --> 00:08:51,634 AND TODAY WHILE MY FRIENDS ARE 341 00:08:51,634 --> 00:08:53,153 GETTING READY FOR SENIOR YEAR, 342 00:08:53,153 --> 00:08:54,257 I HAVE TO START STUDYING 343 00:08:54,257 --> 00:08:55,396 FOR MY G.E.D. 344 00:08:55,396 --> 00:08:56,812 ERIC IS GONNA TAKE PART-TIME 345 00:08:56,812 --> 00:08:58,330 CLASSES AT A LOCAL COMMUNITY 346 00:08:58,330 --> 00:08:59,642 COLLEGE, SO HE'LL BE AROUND 347 00:08:59,642 --> 00:09:00,988 TO HELP ME GET READY. 348 00:09:00,988 --> 00:09:04,440 I'M GONNA SIT RIGHT HERE. 349 00:09:04,440 --> 00:09:05,303 >> WANT ME TO ASK YOU 350 00:09:05,303 --> 00:09:06,546 SOME QUESTIONS? 351 00:09:06,546 --> 00:09:08,030 WHAT'S TWO PLUS TWO? 352 00:09:08,030 --> 00:09:08,996 >> THAT'S NOT GONNA BE 353 00:09:08,996 --> 00:09:12,862 ON A G.E.D. 354 00:09:12,862 --> 00:09:14,692 >> WELL, HOW DO YOU FEEL ABOUT 355 00:09:14,692 --> 00:09:15,693 SKIPPING YOUR LAST YEAR OF 356 00:09:15,693 --> 00:09:16,452 HIGH SCHOOL? 357 00:09:16,452 --> 00:09:17,418 YOU'RE NOT GONNA GET TO PLAY 358 00:09:17,418 --> 00:09:18,040 SOFTBALL. 359 00:09:18,040 --> 00:09:19,662 >> I COULD. 360 00:09:19,662 --> 00:09:20,387 >> OH, YEAH? 361 00:09:20,387 --> 00:09:21,008 HOW? 362 00:09:21,008 --> 00:09:22,527 >> JUST NOT IN THE SCHOOL. 363 00:09:22,527 --> 00:09:23,563 >> HOW ARE YOU GONNA DO THAT 364 00:09:23,563 --> 00:09:25,150 WITH THE BABY? 365 00:09:25,150 --> 00:09:26,600 GO TO PRACTICE EVERY DAY? 366 00:09:26,600 --> 00:09:27,636 YOU STILL GOT TO GO TO PRACTICE. 367 00:09:27,636 --> 00:09:28,568 >> THERE'S NOT PRACTICE. 368 00:09:28,568 --> 00:09:29,499 >> JUST 'CAUSE IT'S NOT IN 369 00:09:29,499 --> 00:09:30,466 SCHOOL DON'T MEAN YOU WON'T 370 00:09:30,466 --> 00:09:31,191 HAVE PRACTICE. 371 00:09:31,191 --> 00:09:32,675 I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT YOUR 372 00:09:32,675 --> 00:09:34,919 PLAN IS FOR SCHOOL, COLLEGE, 373 00:09:34,919 --> 00:09:35,713 NOTHING. 374 00:09:35,713 --> 00:09:36,437 >> I KNOW. 375 00:09:36,437 --> 00:09:37,300 BUT A YEAR AND A HALF, 376 00:09:37,300 --> 00:09:38,578 SHE'LL BE ABLE TO, YOU KNOW, 377 00:09:38,578 --> 00:09:40,718 MOVE AROUND MORE, AND SHE WON'T 378 00:09:40,718 --> 00:09:42,409 BE AS, YOU KNOW, HARD TO TAKE 379 00:09:42,409 --> 00:09:44,480 BE AS, YOU KNOW, HARD TO TAKE CARE OF. 380 00:09:44,480 --> 00:09:46,724 CARE OF. 381 00:09:46,724 --> 00:09:47,863 >> YEAH, BUT I'M GONNA BE DOING 382 00:09:47,863 --> 00:09:49,485 ONLINE CLASSES FOR PROBABLY 383 00:09:49,485 --> 00:09:51,556 ONLINE CLASSES FOR PROBABLY THE FIRST TWO SEMESTERS. 384 00:09:51,556 --> 00:10:01,359 THE FIRST TWO SEMESTERS. 385 00:10:01,359 --> 00:10:02,671 >> I'M REALLY STARTING TO WORRY 386 00:10:02,671 --> 00:10:03,844 ABOUT BEING ABLE TO FOCUS 387 00:10:03,844 --> 00:10:05,363 ON SCHOOL WHILE I'M TAKING CARE 388 00:10:05,363 --> 00:10:06,571 OF A BABY. 389 00:10:06,571 --> 00:10:07,710 AND BECAUSE MY MOM HASN'T GIVEN 390 00:10:07,710 --> 00:10:09,436 THE BEST ADVICE IN THE PAST, 391 00:10:09,436 --> 00:10:10,437 ERIC'S AUNT TAMMY AGREED 392 00:10:10,437 --> 00:10:11,438 TO TALK TO ME. 393 00:10:11,438 --> 00:10:12,439 I MEAN, THERE'S, LIKE, SO MANY 394 00:10:12,439 --> 00:10:14,234 THINGS I PROBABLY NEED, 395 00:10:14,234 --> 00:10:15,718 AND I DON'T EVEN KNOW ABOUT IT. 396 00:10:15,718 --> 00:10:16,719 >> THERE'S A TON OF STUFF 397 00:10:16,719 --> 00:10:17,651 YOU NEED FOR A BABY. 398 00:10:17,651 --> 00:10:18,825 >> LIKE WHAT? 399 00:10:18,825 --> 00:10:20,550 >> [laughs] 400 00:10:20,550 --> 00:10:21,551 EVERYTHING. 401 00:10:21,551 --> 00:10:22,483 >> LIKE, WHAT ARE THE MAIN 402 00:10:22,483 --> 00:10:23,312 THINGS, THOUGH? 403 00:10:23,312 --> 00:10:25,107 >> DIAPERS AND WIPES 404 00:10:25,107 --> 00:10:26,280 AND MEDICINE--IN CASE 405 00:10:26,280 --> 00:10:27,281 THEY HAVE DIAPER RASH-- 406 00:10:27,281 --> 00:10:28,628 LITTLE NOSE SUCKERS 407 00:10:28,628 --> 00:10:29,801 FOR THEIR LITTLE BOOGERS. 408 00:10:29,801 --> 00:10:31,976 >> EW. 409 00:10:31,976 --> 00:10:33,943 YOU MAKE IT SOUND SO NASTY. 410 00:10:33,943 --> 00:10:35,704 I'VE JUST BEEN THINKING ABOUT 411 00:10:35,704 --> 00:10:36,705 A LOT OF THINGS. 412 00:10:36,705 --> 00:10:37,671 LIKE, A LOT OF THINGS ARE ON 413 00:10:37,671 --> 00:10:38,499 MY MIND RIGHT NOW-- 414 00:10:38,499 --> 00:10:40,329 MY MOM AND THEN WHENEVER 415 00:10:40,329 --> 00:10:42,158 ERIC STARTS SCHOOL. 416 00:10:42,158 --> 00:10:43,056 >> THEN YOU'RE GONNA BE 417 00:10:43,056 --> 00:10:43,746 BY YOURSELF. 418 00:10:43,746 --> 00:10:44,851 THAT'S PROBABLY THE MAIN THING, 419 00:10:44,851 --> 00:10:45,506 RIGHT? 420 00:10:45,506 --> 00:10:46,197 >> IT IS. 421 00:10:46,197 --> 00:10:46,956 I'M JUST GONNA BE 422 00:10:46,956 --> 00:10:48,440 A LONELY WOMAN. 423 00:10:48,440 --> 00:10:50,511 A LONELY WOMAN. >> WELL... 424 00:10:50,511 --> 00:10:53,480 >> WELL... 425 00:10:53,480 --> 00:10:54,412 >> I'M HOPING IT WON'T BE 426 00:10:54,412 --> 00:10:55,482 TOO BAD, SINCE THE HOUSE WE 427 00:10:55,482 --> 00:10:56,794 MIGHT MOVE INTO IS RIGHT AT 428 00:10:56,794 --> 00:10:58,002 THE EDGE OF ERIC'S GRANDMOTHER'S 429 00:10:58,002 --> 00:10:59,141 PROPERTY. 430 00:10:59,141 --> 00:11:00,073 WE JUST HAVE TO MAKE SURE 431 00:11:00,073 --> 00:11:03,801 IT'S READY FOR A BABY. 432 00:11:03,801 --> 00:11:06,355 [rattling] 433 00:11:06,355 --> 00:11:08,391 [rattling] >> OH, THERE. 434 00:11:08,391 --> 00:11:17,849 >> OH, THERE. 435 00:11:17,849 --> 00:11:19,299 >> [groans] 436 00:11:19,299 --> 00:11:22,682 >> IT USED TO BE NICE. 437 00:11:22,682 --> 00:11:24,891 >> EW! 438 00:11:24,891 --> 00:11:27,445 GROSS. 439 00:11:27,445 --> 00:11:29,930 THAT'S NASTY. 440 00:11:29,930 --> 00:11:32,105 >> WE MIGHT GET A NEW STOVE. 441 00:11:32,105 --> 00:11:35,315 >> WE GOT TO GET A REFRIGERATOR. 442 00:11:35,315 --> 00:11:36,730 [sighs] 443 00:11:36,730 --> 00:11:37,524 >> WE GOT TO GET 444 00:11:37,524 --> 00:11:39,457 AN AIR CONDITIONER TOO. 445 00:11:39,457 --> 00:11:40,251 >> LOOK AT THAT. 446 00:11:40,251 --> 00:11:42,632 THAT'S NASTY. 447 00:11:42,632 --> 00:11:45,912 >> WHERE'S THE BABY GONNA GO? 448 00:11:45,912 --> 00:11:46,913 >> [sighs] 449 00:11:46,913 --> 00:11:49,294 I DON'T KNOW. 450 00:11:49,294 --> 00:11:50,986 EW. 451 00:11:50,986 --> 00:11:51,814 >> YOU KNOW Y'ALL GOT 452 00:11:51,814 --> 00:11:53,298 A LOT OF WORK TO DO HERE. 453 00:11:53,298 --> 00:11:55,128 >> YOU LIKE OUR NEW HOUSE? 454 00:11:55,128 --> 00:11:56,163 [chuckles] 455 00:11:56,163 --> 00:11:57,717 >> WELL, NOT RIGHT NOW. 456 00:11:57,717 --> 00:11:59,477 IT'S A LOT OF WORK THAT'S GOT 457 00:11:59,477 --> 00:12:00,650 TO BE DONE ON THIS. 458 00:12:00,650 --> 00:12:01,479 >> MM-HMM. 459 00:12:01,479 --> 00:12:02,791 >> YOU CAN'T DEPEND ON SOMEBODY 460 00:12:02,791 --> 00:12:03,723 TO COME IN HERE AND DO IT 461 00:12:03,723 --> 00:12:05,621 TO COME IN HERE AND DO IT FOR YOU. 462 00:12:05,621 --> 00:12:07,347 FOR YOU. 463 00:12:07,347 --> 00:12:09,142 >> IT'S JUST NASTY. 464 00:12:09,142 --> 00:12:10,522 >> Y'ALL GOT A LOT OF WORK TO 465 00:12:10,522 --> 00:12:11,800 DO, AND YOU AIN'T GOT VERY LONG 466 00:12:11,800 --> 00:12:13,318 TO DO IT. 467 00:12:13,318 --> 00:12:14,699 YOU BETTER GROW UP FAST, 468 00:12:14,699 --> 00:12:16,494 BOTH OF YOU. 469 00:12:16,494 --> 00:12:19,152 [sighs] 470 00:12:19,152 --> 00:12:20,360 >> [sighs] 471 00:12:20,360 --> 00:12:22,431 >> [sighs] [chime dings] 472 00:12:22,431 --> 00:12:31,647 [chime dings] 473 00:12:31,647 --> 00:12:32,821 >> MY DUE DATE IS SIX WEEKS 474 00:12:32,821 --> 00:12:34,961 AWAY, SO ERIC AND I ASKED SOME 475 00:12:34,961 --> 00:12:36,307 FAMILY AND FRIENDS TO HELP US 476 00:12:36,307 --> 00:12:37,515 GET THIS HOUSE READY AS FAST 477 00:12:37,515 --> 00:12:39,482 AS WE CAN. 478 00:12:39,482 --> 00:12:41,553 AS WE CAN. [thud] 479 00:12:41,553 --> 00:12:43,314 [thud] 480 00:12:43,314 --> 00:12:44,833 [clattering] 481 00:12:44,833 --> 00:12:47,387 >> EW. 482 00:12:47,387 --> 00:12:48,181 >> READY? 483 00:12:48,181 --> 00:12:49,182 >> YEP. 484 00:12:49,182 --> 00:12:50,493 >> [grunts] 485 00:12:50,493 --> 00:12:52,323 ONE, TWO, THREE. 486 00:12:52,323 --> 00:12:53,807 >> SINCE WE HAVE LITTLE SAVINGS 487 00:12:53,807 --> 00:12:56,223 AND ERIC ONLY MAKES $150 A WEEK, 488 00:12:56,223 --> 00:12:57,707 SOME OF HIS RELATIVES ARE 489 00:12:57,707 --> 00:12:58,570 PITCHING IN SOME MONEY 490 00:12:58,570 --> 00:13:00,193 TO HELP US GET NEW APPLIANCES. 491 00:13:00,193 --> 00:13:00,987 >> THERE ARE, LIKE, 492 00:13:00,987 --> 00:13:03,230 A MILLION BEES UP HERE. 493 00:13:03,230 --> 00:13:04,404 >> WE GOT A LOT DONE, 494 00:13:04,404 --> 00:13:05,819 BUT THIS HOUSE IS STILL 495 00:13:05,819 --> 00:13:08,201 A LONG WAY FROM BEING FINISHED. 496 00:13:08,201 --> 00:13:09,858 PLUS, WE STILL NEED TO PICK UP 497 00:13:09,858 --> 00:13:11,825 SOME LAST-MINUTE BABY SUPPLIES. 498 00:13:11,825 --> 00:13:13,344 [line ringing] 499 00:13:13,344 --> 00:13:14,517 SINCE FINDING OUT I WAS 500 00:13:14,517 --> 00:13:15,829 PREGNANT, MY MOM SAID SHE WAS 501 00:13:15,829 --> 00:13:17,003 GONNA BE AROUND A LOT MORE 502 00:13:17,003 --> 00:13:18,176 THAN IN THE PAST. 503 00:13:18,176 --> 00:13:19,522 SHE WAS SUPPOSED TO COME VISIT 504 00:13:19,522 --> 00:13:20,869 AND TAKE US TO MY ULTRASOUND 505 00:13:20,869 --> 00:13:22,525 APPOINTMENT AND THE BABY STORE, 506 00:13:22,525 --> 00:13:23,595 BUT I'VE TRIED CALLING HER 507 00:13:23,595 --> 00:13:25,149 EVERY DAY THIS WEEK AND STILL 508 00:13:25,149 --> 00:13:26,150 CAN'T SEEM TO REACH HER. 509 00:13:26,150 --> 00:13:27,323 >> YOUR CALL HAS BEEN FORWARDED 510 00:13:27,323 --> 00:13:28,808 TO AN AUTOMATIC VOICE MESSAGE 511 00:13:28,808 --> 00:13:29,981 SYSTEM. 512 00:13:29,981 --> 00:13:31,500 >> SO ERIC'S GRANDMOTHER DECIDED 513 00:13:31,500 --> 00:13:32,846 TO TAKE US SHOPPING FOR THE BABY 514 00:13:32,846 --> 00:13:33,847 INSTEAD. 515 00:13:33,847 --> 00:13:36,712 >> SUCH A GENTLEMAN. 516 00:13:36,712 --> 00:13:38,058 >> OKAY, THIS IS OUR STROLLER 517 00:13:38,058 --> 00:13:38,887 ROOM. 518 00:13:38,887 --> 00:13:39,888 THIS STROLLER RIGHT HERE 519 00:13:39,888 --> 00:13:40,820 COMES IN TONS OF DIFFERENT 520 00:13:40,820 --> 00:13:43,650 COLORS, AND IT'S $679. 521 00:13:43,650 --> 00:13:44,306 >> SIX? 522 00:13:44,306 --> 00:13:44,962 >> WOW. 523 00:13:44,962 --> 00:13:47,827 >> $679. 524 00:13:47,827 --> 00:13:48,793 >> DIDN'T YOU SAY YOU NEEDED 525 00:13:48,793 --> 00:13:49,967 AN INFANT SEAT? 526 00:13:49,967 --> 00:13:50,968 >> THOSE ARE JUST FOR INFANTS, 527 00:13:50,968 --> 00:13:52,832 AND THOSE RUN AROUND $180. 528 00:13:52,832 --> 00:13:53,902 >> BABY STUFF IS EXPENSIVE 529 00:13:53,902 --> 00:13:54,695 NOWADAYS. 530 00:13:54,695 --> 00:13:55,524 >> I KNOW. IT IS. 531 00:13:55,524 --> 00:13:56,214 >> MM. 532 00:13:56,214 --> 00:13:56,905 >> I KNOW. 533 00:13:56,905 --> 00:13:58,216 >> IT IS. 534 00:13:58,216 --> 00:13:59,459 >> I'M GONNA KEEP LOOKING 535 00:13:59,459 --> 00:14:01,530 >> I'M GONNA KEEP LOOKING AROUND. 536 00:14:01,530 --> 00:14:06,293 AROUND. 537 00:14:06,293 --> 00:14:07,985 WHERE'S ERIC? 538 00:14:07,985 --> 00:14:09,814 ERIC? 539 00:14:09,814 --> 00:14:11,298 WHAT ARE YOU DOING? 540 00:14:11,298 --> 00:14:12,161 >> [laughs] 541 00:14:12,161 --> 00:14:13,473 >> OH, MY GOSH. 542 00:14:13,473 --> 00:14:14,646 >> REALLY? 543 00:14:14,646 --> 00:14:16,096 WE DIDN'T GET HERE TO SLEEP. 544 00:14:16,096 --> 00:14:18,064 GET UP, LAZY. 545 00:14:18,064 --> 00:14:19,030 >> I'LL GET UP WHEN I HAVE TO 546 00:14:19,030 --> 00:14:19,893 GET UP. 547 00:14:19,893 --> 00:14:21,895 >> GET UP, ERIC. 548 00:14:21,895 --> 00:14:22,585 COME ON. 549 00:14:22,585 --> 00:14:24,277 YOU GOT TO LOOK TOO. 550 00:14:24,277 --> 00:14:26,658 YOU GOT TO LOOK TOO. >> I DON'T CARE. 551 00:14:26,658 --> 00:14:29,282 >> I DON'T CARE. 552 00:14:29,282 --> 00:14:30,179 >> TODAY I'M GETTING OUT 553 00:14:30,179 --> 00:14:31,284 OF THE HOUSE TO SPEND SOME TIME 554 00:14:31,284 --> 00:14:32,147 WITH MY FRIENDS WHILE 555 00:14:32,147 --> 00:14:33,665 I STILL CAN. 556 00:14:33,665 --> 00:14:34,666 MY BEST FRIEND, KRISTIAN, 557 00:14:34,666 --> 00:14:35,667 IS TAKING ME AND SOME OF THE 558 00:14:35,667 --> 00:14:37,566 OTHER GIRLS ON THE SOFTBALL TEAM 559 00:14:37,566 --> 00:14:38,843 TO THE BATTING CAGES. 560 00:14:38,843 --> 00:14:39,464 >> HI. 561 00:14:39,464 --> 00:14:40,638 >> HEY. 562 00:14:40,638 --> 00:14:41,328 [bat strikes] 563 00:14:41,328 --> 00:14:42,122 >> OW! 564 00:14:42,122 --> 00:14:43,952 >> THERE WE GO. 565 00:14:43,952 --> 00:14:44,676 [thump] 566 00:14:44,676 --> 00:14:45,608 >> DOES THIS MAKE YOU MISS 567 00:14:45,608 --> 00:14:47,093 SOFTBALL? 568 00:14:47,093 --> 00:14:48,922 >> A LITTLE BIT, YEAH. 569 00:14:48,922 --> 00:14:49,923 >> OH! 570 00:14:49,923 --> 00:14:51,649 [laughter] 571 00:14:51,649 --> 00:14:52,512 >> PLEASE, BE CAREFUL. 572 00:14:52,512 --> 00:14:53,616 >> BE CAREFUL, PLEASE. 573 00:14:53,616 --> 00:14:54,790 [laughter] 574 00:14:54,790 --> 00:14:55,929 SHE'S MAKING ME NERVOUS. 575 00:14:55,929 --> 00:14:57,827 >> OH, IT'S NOT THAT BAD. 576 00:14:57,827 --> 00:14:58,621 IT'S JUST A BALL. 577 00:14:58,621 --> 00:14:59,484 >> YOUR BELLY MIGHT GET 578 00:14:59,484 --> 00:15:00,140 IN THE WAY. 579 00:15:00,140 --> 00:15:00,934 IT'S FRICKIN' HUGE. 580 00:15:00,934 --> 00:15:01,935 >> YOU'RE GONNA HAVE TO, LIKE, 581 00:15:01,935 --> 00:15:03,730 SCOOT BACK SUPER FAR 582 00:15:03,730 --> 00:15:05,180 AND LEAN SUPER FAR. 583 00:15:05,180 --> 00:15:08,735 >> DON'T GET THAT CLOSE! 584 00:15:08,735 --> 00:15:10,081 [bat strikes] 585 00:15:10,081 --> 00:15:12,497 >> PLEASE, DON'T FALL. 586 00:15:12,497 --> 00:15:13,222 [machine fires] 587 00:15:13,222 --> 00:15:14,051 [fence rattles] 588 00:15:14,051 --> 00:15:14,879 >> OH! 589 00:15:14,879 --> 00:15:16,156 >> I WASN'T READY. 590 00:15:16,156 --> 00:15:17,330 WHOO! 591 00:15:17,330 --> 00:15:18,262 >> THAT'S NOT HURTING YOU 592 00:15:18,262 --> 00:15:19,815 OR ANYTHING? 593 00:15:19,815 --> 00:15:22,162 >> IT'S STARTING TO HURT MY SIDE 594 00:15:22,162 --> 00:15:23,163 A LITTLE BIT. 595 00:15:23,163 --> 00:15:23,957 [laughs] 596 00:15:23,957 --> 00:15:25,890 >> JUST BE CAREFUL. 597 00:15:25,890 --> 00:15:27,167 >> [grunts] 598 00:15:27,167 --> 00:15:28,168 OW. 599 00:15:28,168 --> 00:15:28,997 >> I THINK IT'S TIME 600 00:15:28,997 --> 00:15:30,067 FOR YOU TO STOP. 601 00:15:30,067 --> 00:15:31,206 >> WHAT? 602 00:15:31,206 --> 00:15:33,070 I'M JUST GETTING STARTED. 603 00:15:33,070 --> 00:15:34,071 >> YOU'RE SCARING US. 604 00:15:34,071 --> 00:15:35,589 >> YEAH, YOU'RE SCARING ME. 605 00:15:35,589 --> 00:15:37,764 >> OH, YEAH. 606 00:15:37,764 --> 00:15:38,558 >> YOU GO SIT DOWN. 607 00:15:38,558 --> 00:15:40,560 >> YEAH, YOU GO SIT DOWN. 608 00:15:40,560 --> 00:15:44,391 >> [sighs] 609 00:15:44,391 --> 00:15:45,392 WHEW. 610 00:15:45,392 --> 00:15:46,290 IT WAS GREAT TO HANG OUT 611 00:15:46,290 --> 00:15:47,394 WITH MY FRIENDS, 612 00:15:47,394 --> 00:15:50,052 BUT THE NEXT DAY, I GOT 613 00:15:50,052 --> 00:15:51,571 SOME TROUBLING NEWS. 614 00:15:51,571 --> 00:15:52,261 [chime dings] 615 00:15:52,261 --> 00:15:53,193 MY MOM HAD STARTED DRINKING 616 00:15:53,193 --> 00:15:54,056 AGAIN. 617 00:15:54,056 --> 00:15:55,230 SHE GOT INTO A HUGE FIGHT 618 00:15:55,230 --> 00:15:56,265 WITH HER HUSBAND, WADE, 619 00:15:56,265 --> 00:15:57,611 IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT 620 00:15:57,611 --> 00:15:59,959 IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT AND SPED OFF IN HIS CAR. 621 00:15:59,959 --> 00:16:03,100 AND SPED OFF IN HIS CAR. 622 00:16:03,100 --> 00:16:04,239 >> YEAH, THEY FOUND HER. 623 00:16:04,239 --> 00:16:06,862 THEY TOOK HER TO A HOSPITAL. 624 00:16:06,862 --> 00:16:07,967 AND THAT HOSPITAL SAID THEY'RE 625 00:16:07,967 --> 00:16:10,003 GONNA SEND HER TO SOME REHAB. 626 00:16:10,003 --> 00:16:13,869 AND I KNEW SHE WAS GONNA RUN OFF 627 00:16:13,869 --> 00:16:15,526 AND DO DRUGS, LIKE SHE DID, 628 00:16:15,526 --> 00:16:16,527 'CAUSE, YOU KNOW, 629 00:16:16,527 --> 00:16:17,700 SHE'S DONE IT... 630 00:16:17,700 --> 00:16:18,529 >> COUNTLESS TIMES. 631 00:16:18,529 --> 00:16:19,909 >> MULTIPLE TIMES. 632 00:16:19,909 --> 00:16:21,221 SHE ONLY THINKS ABOUT HERSELF 633 00:16:21,221 --> 00:16:23,361 AND DOESN'T CARE ABOUT ME 634 00:16:23,361 --> 00:16:26,744 OR HER GRANDCHILD OR ANYTHING. 635 00:16:26,744 --> 00:16:27,917 >> WHEN SHE GETS DONE WITH 636 00:16:27,917 --> 00:16:29,402 REHAB, SHE'S GONNA TRY 637 00:16:29,402 --> 00:16:30,368 TO COME BACK. 638 00:16:30,368 --> 00:16:31,749 WHAT ARE YOU GONNA DO? 639 00:16:31,749 --> 00:16:32,681 >> I GUESS JUST, THIS TIME, 640 00:16:32,681 --> 00:16:33,716 I CAN'T BE AS SOFTHEARTED 641 00:16:33,716 --> 00:16:34,924 LIKE I USUALLY AM, 642 00:16:34,924 --> 00:16:37,272 AND TELL HER... 643 00:16:37,272 --> 00:16:39,343 SHE CAN'T BE AROUND THE BABY. 644 00:16:39,343 --> 00:16:41,724 I DON'T WANT MY BABY TO BE 645 00:16:41,724 --> 00:16:43,933 AROUND SOMEBODY LIKE THAT. 646 00:16:43,933 --> 00:16:46,005 AROUND SOMEBODY LIKE THAT. >> ME NEITHER. 647 00:16:46,005 --> 00:16:53,115 >> ME NEITHER. 648 00:16:53,115 --> 00:16:54,979 >> YEAH. 649 00:16:54,979 --> 00:16:57,016 >> YEAH. [chime dings] 650 00:16:57,016 --> 00:17:05,645 [chime dings] 651 00:17:05,645 --> 00:17:07,026 >> I'M PRETTY DISAPPOINTED THAT 652 00:17:07,026 --> 00:17:08,510 MY MOM IS BACK IN REHAB, 653 00:17:08,510 --> 00:17:09,442 BUT I CAN'T REALLY SAY 654 00:17:09,442 --> 00:17:11,754 I'M SURPRISED. 655 00:17:11,754 --> 00:17:14,309 >> SO WHAT WE'RE GONNA DO IS GET 656 00:17:14,309 --> 00:17:15,827 A COUPLE OF PICTURES HERE. 657 00:17:15,827 --> 00:17:18,002 >> AREN'T YOU EXCITED, ERIC? 658 00:17:18,002 --> 00:17:19,279 >> YEAH. 659 00:17:19,279 --> 00:17:20,901 I GUESS SO. 660 00:17:20,901 --> 00:17:23,042 [heartbeat pulsing] 661 00:17:23,042 --> 00:17:26,010 >> THERE'S THE BABY'S HEARTBEAT. 662 00:17:26,010 --> 00:17:26,873 SEE, THAT'S AN ELBOW. 663 00:17:26,873 --> 00:17:27,701 >> OH, LOOK AT THAT. 664 00:17:27,701 --> 00:17:28,771 >> HAND IS UP HERE. 665 00:17:28,771 --> 00:17:29,427 >> AW. 666 00:17:29,427 --> 00:17:30,290 >> THERE'S THIS EYE. 667 00:17:30,290 --> 00:17:31,636 YEAH, SEE HER LITTLE FINGERS? 668 00:17:31,636 --> 00:17:32,810 >> WHO DO YOU THINK SHE LOOKS 669 00:17:32,810 --> 00:17:34,018 LIKE, NANNY? 670 00:17:34,018 --> 00:17:35,744 >> SHE GOT YOUR MOUTH. 671 00:17:35,744 --> 00:17:36,745 GOT A BIG MOUTH. 672 00:17:36,745 --> 00:17:37,953 [laughter] 673 00:17:37,953 --> 00:17:38,954 >> THERE, THERE'S HER TONGUE. 674 00:17:38,954 --> 00:17:39,748 >> OH! 675 00:17:39,748 --> 00:17:41,405 >> OH, LOOK AT THAT. 676 00:17:41,405 --> 00:17:43,062 >> AW, HOW CUTE. 677 00:17:43,062 --> 00:17:44,891 >> SHE'S LAZY IN THERE. 678 00:17:44,891 --> 00:17:46,065 >> HEY, SHE TAKES AFTER YOU, 679 00:17:46,065 --> 00:17:47,376 ERIC. 680 00:17:47,376 --> 00:17:49,137 >> YEAH. 681 00:17:49,137 --> 00:17:50,310 >> DOES IT FEEL MORE REAL TO 682 00:17:50,310 --> 00:17:51,829 Y'ALL, NOW THAT YOU ACTUALLY 683 00:17:51,829 --> 00:17:55,039 SEE HER MOVING AND HER FACE? 684 00:17:55,039 --> 00:17:56,523 >> THE CLOSER AND CLOSER IT GETS 685 00:17:56,523 --> 00:17:57,697 TO THE POINT WHERE SHE'S 686 00:17:57,697 --> 00:17:59,216 ACTUALLY COMING, IT'S, LIKE, 687 00:17:59,216 --> 00:18:01,114 MORE AND MORE YOU REALIZE. 688 00:18:01,114 --> 00:18:03,427 >> UH-HUH. 689 00:18:03,427 --> 00:18:06,292 MAKE YOU REALIZE IT IS REAL. 690 00:18:06,292 --> 00:18:07,258 DO YOU WISH YOUR MOM 691 00:18:07,258 --> 00:18:08,915 WAS HERE, MYRANDA? 692 00:18:08,915 --> 00:18:10,572 >> NO. 693 00:18:10,572 --> 00:18:12,229 [chuckles] 694 00:18:12,229 --> 00:18:13,575 NO, I DON'T GIVE A RAT'S BUTT 695 00:18:13,575 --> 00:18:16,302 NO, I DON'T GIVE A RAT'S BUTT ABOUT MY MOM ANYMORE. 696 00:18:16,302 --> 00:18:26,035 ABOUT MY MOM ANYMORE. 697 00:18:26,035 --> 00:18:26,795 [pins clattering] 698 00:18:26,795 --> 00:18:28,037 I'D RATHER HANG WITH MY FRIENDS 699 00:18:28,037 --> 00:18:30,109 I'D RATHER HANG WITH MY FRIENDS THAN WORRY ABOUT MY MOM. 700 00:18:30,109 --> 00:18:33,767 THAN WORRY ABOUT MY MOM. 701 00:18:33,767 --> 00:18:35,873 THAN WORRY ABOUT MY MOM. >> WHATEVER. 702 00:18:35,873 --> 00:18:38,462 >> WHATEVER. 703 00:18:38,462 --> 00:18:40,567 >> WHATEVER. >> WHATEVER. 704 00:18:40,567 --> 00:18:41,637 >> WHATEVER. 705 00:18:41,637 --> 00:18:42,673 [laughter] 706 00:18:42,673 --> 00:18:43,536 >> IT'S THE SAME. 707 00:18:43,536 --> 00:18:44,330 >> NO, IT'S NOT. 708 00:18:44,330 --> 00:18:46,401 >> NO, IT'S NOT. >> IT IS. 709 00:18:46,401 --> 00:18:56,963 >> IT IS. 710 00:18:56,963 --> 00:18:58,309 >> HAVE TO CARRY HER-- 711 00:18:58,309 --> 00:18:59,793 CARRY HER AROUND IN A LITTLE 712 00:18:59,793 --> 00:19:01,485 CAR SEAT, BRING HER EVERYWHERE 713 00:19:01,485 --> 00:19:02,486 YOU GO. 714 00:19:02,486 --> 00:19:04,522 YOU GO. >> YEAH. 715 00:19:04,522 --> 00:19:08,630 >> YEAH. 716 00:19:08,630 --> 00:19:10,701 >> YEAH. >> AH! 717 00:19:10,701 --> 00:19:12,875 >> AH! 718 00:19:12,875 --> 00:19:13,669 MY FEET HURT. 719 00:19:13,669 --> 00:19:14,877 THEY'RE SWOLLEN. 720 00:19:14,877 --> 00:19:15,844 >> WELL, THEY'RE GONNA BE 721 00:19:15,844 --> 00:19:17,880 >> WELL, THEY'RE GONNA BE SWOLLEN WORSE THAN THAT. 722 00:19:17,880 --> 00:19:20,159 SWOLLEN WORSE THAN THAT. 723 00:19:20,159 --> 00:19:21,677 Y'ALL GOT A LOT TO DO, 724 00:19:21,677 --> 00:19:22,885 DON'T YOU? 725 00:19:22,885 --> 00:19:24,301 I'M SORRY, BUT I HATE IT. 726 00:19:24,301 --> 00:19:25,509 >> YEAH, WELL, GOOD THING 727 00:19:25,509 --> 00:19:27,166 YOU'RE NOT LIVING HERE, HUH? 728 00:19:27,166 --> 00:19:28,167 >> THIS IS GONNA BE Y'ALL'S 729 00:19:28,167 --> 00:19:28,719 HOUSE. 730 00:19:28,719 --> 00:19:29,547 YOU SHOULD BE EXCITED 731 00:19:29,547 --> 00:19:31,066 TO GET IT DONE. 732 00:19:31,066 --> 00:19:31,894 Y'ALL WASN'T LISTENING 733 00:19:31,894 --> 00:19:32,688 TO ANYTHING I SAID. 734 00:19:32,688 --> 00:19:34,069 >> WE GOT TO GET THIS HOUSE DONE 735 00:19:34,069 --> 00:19:35,553 BEFORE THE BABY GETS HERE. 736 00:19:35,553 --> 00:19:36,347 >> AND GET IN HERE. 737 00:19:36,347 --> 00:19:37,176 >> AND GET IN HERE. 738 00:19:37,176 --> 00:19:38,142 >> SO I WON'T HAVE TO LISTEN 739 00:19:38,142 --> 00:19:39,661 TO THE BABY CRY ALL NIGHT. 740 00:19:39,661 --> 00:19:40,834 THERE'S A LOT OF WORK THAT'S GOT 741 00:19:40,834 --> 00:19:42,664 TO BE DONE. 742 00:19:42,664 --> 00:19:45,218 TO BE DONE. AND TIME'S A-TICKIN'. 743 00:19:45,218 --> 00:19:51,535 AND TIME'S A-TICKIN'. 744 00:19:51,535 --> 00:19:53,330 >> TODAY IS MY BABY SHOWER. 745 00:19:53,330 --> 00:19:54,538 MY MOM GOT OUT OF REHAB 746 00:19:54,538 --> 00:19:55,677 LAST NIGHT, AND EVEN THOUGH 747 00:19:55,677 --> 00:19:57,196 I'M NOT READY TO SEE HER, 748 00:19:57,196 --> 00:19:58,507 MY AUNT TAMMY INVITED HER 749 00:19:58,507 --> 00:19:59,715 ANYWAY, SO IT'S KIND OF 750 00:19:59,715 --> 00:20:01,752 ANYWAY, SO IT'S KIND OF UNCOMFORTABLE. 751 00:20:01,752 --> 00:20:06,446 UNCOMFORTABLE. 752 00:20:06,446 --> 00:20:07,309 >> OH! 753 00:20:07,309 --> 00:20:08,068 >> OH, THAT'S-- 754 00:20:08,068 --> 00:20:10,070 >> OH, THAT'S-- >> GOD! 755 00:20:10,070 --> 00:20:12,383 >> GOD! 756 00:20:12,383 --> 00:20:13,246 >> I WANT HER TO MOVE 757 00:20:13,246 --> 00:20:14,074 SO I CAN FEEL IT. 758 00:20:14,074 --> 00:20:16,939 I HAVEN'T FELT IT YET. 759 00:20:16,939 --> 00:20:17,975 OH! 760 00:20:17,975 --> 00:20:18,631 >> SEE? 761 00:20:18,631 --> 00:20:20,667 >> THAT'S CRAZY. 762 00:20:20,667 --> 00:20:22,151 >> HURRY UP, MYRANDA. 763 00:20:22,151 --> 00:20:23,152 YOU GOT A BUNCH OF PRESENTS 764 00:20:23,152 --> 00:20:23,981 TO OPEN. 765 00:20:23,981 --> 00:20:24,671 >> NANNY! 766 00:20:24,671 --> 00:20:25,534 >> I'M GONNA GET TIRED 767 00:20:25,534 --> 00:20:28,054 STANDING UP HERE. 768 00:20:28,054 --> 00:20:29,642 >> OH, MY GOSH. 769 00:20:29,642 --> 00:20:31,747 >> OH, MY GOSH. HAVE A BABY CAT. 770 00:20:31,747 --> 00:20:33,991 HAVE A BABY CAT. 771 00:20:33,991 --> 00:20:35,475 >> HOW HAVE YOU BEEN FEELING? 772 00:20:35,475 --> 00:20:37,305 YOU HURTING ANY? 773 00:20:37,305 --> 00:20:38,202 >> EVERY NOW AND THEN, 774 00:20:38,202 --> 00:20:39,721 SHE PUSHES DOWN ON ME. 775 00:20:39,721 --> 00:20:40,549 >> SO PRESSURE? 776 00:20:40,549 --> 00:20:41,619 YOU'RE HAVING A LOT OF PRESSURE? 777 00:20:41,619 --> 00:20:43,621 YOU'RE HAVING A LOT OF PRESSURE? >> MM-HMM. 778 00:20:43,621 --> 00:20:47,349 >> MM-HMM. 779 00:20:47,349 --> 00:20:50,249 >> MYRANDA, IT'S NO... 780 00:20:50,249 --> 00:20:52,078 UM, SECRET THAT I HAVE 781 00:20:52,078 --> 00:20:53,735 A PROBLEM, AND I HAVE STRUGGLED 782 00:20:53,735 --> 00:20:56,841 MY WHOLE LIFE WITH ALCOHOLISM 783 00:20:56,841 --> 00:20:59,016 AND A DRUG ADDICTION. 784 00:20:59,016 --> 00:21:01,190 BUT I'VE JOINED AN INTENSIVE 785 00:21:01,190 --> 00:21:02,847 OUTPATIENT PROGRAM WHERE I GO 786 00:21:02,847 --> 00:21:04,849 THREE DAYS A WEEK, AND I'LL STAY 787 00:21:04,849 --> 00:21:06,886 WITH THAT PROGRAM FOR AS LONG 788 00:21:06,886 --> 00:21:08,059 AS THEY TELL ME I NEED TO STAY 789 00:21:08,059 --> 00:21:10,061 WITH IT, WHICH WILL PROBABLY BE 790 00:21:10,061 --> 00:21:11,718 AT LEAST A YEAR, IF NOT MORE, 791 00:21:11,718 --> 00:21:13,237 SO... 792 00:21:13,237 --> 00:21:14,238 BUT I HAVE A LOT OF ISSUES 793 00:21:14,238 --> 00:21:15,239 AND A LOT OF PROBLEMS THAT 794 00:21:15,239 --> 00:21:16,240 I HAVE TO DEAL WITH, 795 00:21:16,240 --> 00:21:18,104 AND I'VE NEVER WANTED TO FACE 796 00:21:18,104 --> 00:21:19,105 THEM OR DEAL WITH THEM, 797 00:21:19,105 --> 00:21:20,693 BUT IT'S TIME THAT I DO. 798 00:21:20,693 --> 00:21:23,212 SO THAT'S WHERE I'M AT. 799 00:21:23,212 --> 00:21:24,524 >> YEAH, THAT'S A MAJOR THING, 800 00:21:24,524 --> 00:21:27,044 SO YOU CAN SPEND AS MUCH TIME 801 00:21:27,044 --> 00:21:28,873 WITH YOUR GRANDBABY AS YOU CAN. 802 00:21:28,873 --> 00:21:30,461 >> YES. 803 00:21:30,461 --> 00:21:31,462 >> JUST, HOPEFULLY, YOU DON'T 804 00:21:31,462 --> 00:21:32,498 HAVE, LIKE, ONE OF THOSE MOMENTS 805 00:21:32,498 --> 00:21:34,189 AGAIN, WHERE YOU LEAVE WHILE 806 00:21:34,189 --> 00:21:37,641 YOU'RE TRYING TO WORK ON IT, 807 00:21:37,641 --> 00:21:39,332 LIKE BEFORE. 808 00:21:39,332 --> 00:21:40,299 >> I JUST WANT YOU TO KNOW 809 00:21:40,299 --> 00:21:43,302 THAT... 810 00:21:43,302 --> 00:21:45,442 I AM 100% COMMITTED, SO THAT 811 00:21:45,442 --> 00:21:47,167 I CAN SEE MY GRANDBABY BEING 812 00:21:47,167 --> 00:21:49,963 BORN, OKAY? 813 00:21:49,963 --> 00:21:50,964 I KNOW YOU'RE GONNA LET ME IN 814 00:21:50,964 --> 00:21:51,965 THE DELIVERY ROOM WHEN YOU'RE 815 00:21:51,965 --> 00:21:53,242 HAVING THE BABY, RIGHT? 816 00:21:53,242 --> 00:21:54,899 >> I GUESS. 817 00:21:54,899 --> 00:21:56,349 >> ME AND ERIC AND YOU. 818 00:21:56,349 --> 00:21:57,868 I THINK THAT'S THE BEST THREE 819 00:21:57,868 --> 00:22:00,284 I THINK THAT'S THE BEST THREE THAT SHOULD BE IN THERE. 820 00:22:00,284 --> 00:22:02,251 THAT SHOULD BE IN THERE. 821 00:22:02,251 --> 00:22:03,356 >> I APPRECIATE MY MOM'S 822 00:22:03,356 --> 00:22:05,047 APOLOGY, BUT SINCE I'VE HEARD IT 823 00:22:05,047 --> 00:22:06,532 ALL BEFORE, I'M NOT SURE 824 00:22:06,532 --> 00:22:07,912 THIS TIME WILL BE DIFFERENT. 825 00:22:07,912 --> 00:22:09,431 >> YOU THINK ERIC'S GONNA HANDLE 826 00:22:09,431 --> 00:22:11,606 THE DELIVERY ROOM OKAY? 827 00:22:11,606 --> 00:22:12,814 >> UH... 828 00:22:12,814 --> 00:22:14,436 [laughter] 829 00:22:14,436 --> 00:22:15,782 I HAVE NO IDEA HOW HE'S GONNA 830 00:22:15,782 --> 00:22:17,059 REACT. 831 00:22:17,059 --> 00:22:18,751 THE DOCTOR SAID, "YOU CAN ONLY 832 00:22:18,751 --> 00:22:20,753 HAVE TWO PEOPLE IN THE LABOR 833 00:22:20,753 --> 00:22:21,374 ROOM." 834 00:22:21,374 --> 00:22:22,341 SO I FIGURED YOU AND ERIC 835 00:22:22,341 --> 00:22:23,790 COULD BE THE ONES. 836 00:22:23,790 --> 00:22:24,964 YOU WANT TO BE IN THE LABOR ROOM 837 00:22:24,964 --> 00:22:25,965 WITH ME? 838 00:22:25,965 --> 00:22:27,449 >> YEAH, I WILL. 839 00:22:27,449 --> 00:22:29,140 SO YOU DECIDED NOT TO HAVE 840 00:22:29,140 --> 00:22:30,970 YOUR MOM IN THERE? 841 00:22:30,970 --> 00:22:32,351 >> YEAH, I HAVEN'T TOLD HER YET, 842 00:22:32,351 --> 00:22:33,317 THOUGH. 843 00:22:33,317 --> 00:22:34,145 >> UH-OH. 844 00:22:34,145 --> 00:22:35,077 >> WELL, SEE, I FIGURED-- 845 00:22:35,077 --> 00:22:37,873 BOYFRIEND AND MY BEST FRIEND. 846 00:22:37,873 --> 00:22:39,427 >> AUNT KRISTIAN. 847 00:22:39,427 --> 00:22:41,463 >> [laughs] 848 00:22:41,463 --> 00:22:42,395 >> SHE'S PROBABLY NOT GONNA 849 00:22:42,395 --> 00:22:43,258 TAKE THAT VERY WELL. 850 00:22:43,258 --> 00:22:45,640 SHE WANTED TO BE IN THERE BAD. 851 00:22:45,640 --> 00:22:47,918 >> IT'S NOT HER BABY ANYWAY. 852 00:22:47,918 --> 00:22:49,022 >> HER BABY IS HAVING THE BABY, 853 00:22:49,022 --> 00:22:49,747 THOUGH. 854 00:22:49,747 --> 00:22:50,817 >> YEAH. 855 00:22:50,817 --> 00:22:53,130 BUT SINCE I CAN ONLY HAVE TWO, 856 00:22:53,130 --> 00:22:54,614 SHE'LL JUST HAVE TO GET OVER 857 00:22:54,614 --> 00:22:56,720 SHE'LL JUST HAVE TO GET OVER THAT. 858 00:22:56,720 --> 00:22:59,308 THAT. 859 00:22:59,308 --> 00:23:00,655 [chime dings] 860 00:23:00,655 --> 00:23:01,966 IT'S GONNA BE HARD TO TELL MY 861 00:23:01,966 --> 00:23:03,451 MOM, BUT I THINK NOT HAVING HER 862 00:23:03,451 --> 00:23:05,729 MOM, BUT I THINK NOT HAVING HER AT THE HOSPITAL IS WHAT'S BEST. 863 00:23:05,729 --> 00:23:12,805 AT THE HOSPITAL IS WHAT'S BEST. 864 00:23:12,805 --> 00:23:13,806 >> I HAVEN'T DECIDED WHEN 865 00:23:13,806 --> 00:23:15,152 I'M GOING TO TELL MY MOM I DON'T 866 00:23:15,152 --> 00:23:16,774 WANT HER IN THE DELIVERY ROOM, 867 00:23:16,774 --> 00:23:17,948 AND I'M TRYING TO STAY FOCUSED 868 00:23:17,948 --> 00:23:20,433 ON GETTING MY G.E.D., ESPECIALLY 869 00:23:20,433 --> 00:23:21,607 NOW THAT MY FRIENDS ARE BACK 870 00:23:21,607 --> 00:23:22,953 IN SCHOOL, AND ERIC IS STARTING 871 00:23:22,953 --> 00:23:25,369 IN SCHOOL, AND ERIC IS STARTING HIS COMMUNITY COLLEGE CLASSES. 872 00:23:25,369 --> 00:23:27,992 HIS COMMUNITY COLLEGE CLASSES. 873 00:23:27,992 --> 00:23:28,993 >> ARE YOU HAPPY THAT ERIC'S 874 00:23:28,993 --> 00:23:29,994 GOING TO COLLEGE, OR DOES IT-- 875 00:23:29,994 --> 00:23:31,202 >> YEAH, I'M REAL HAPPY. 876 00:23:31,202 --> 00:23:32,928 I THINK THAT'S A GOOD THING, 877 00:23:32,928 --> 00:23:34,620 'CAUSE HE'S TRYING TO SUPPORT ME 878 00:23:34,620 --> 00:23:38,106 AND WHEN SHE COMES AND... 879 00:23:38,106 --> 00:23:39,418 BUT IT'S NOT LIKE HE MAKES A LOT 880 00:23:39,418 --> 00:23:40,798 OF MONEY A MONTH, YOU KNOW? 881 00:23:40,798 --> 00:23:41,765 >> YEAH. 882 00:23:41,765 --> 00:23:44,457 >> MAYBE, LIKE, $150 A WEEK. 883 00:23:44,457 --> 00:23:46,355 >> YOU GET LONELY BEING... 884 00:23:46,355 --> 00:23:48,116 >> YEAH, I GET REAL LONELY. 885 00:23:48,116 --> 00:23:49,773 >> DO YOU MISS SCHOOL OR... 886 00:23:49,773 --> 00:23:50,774 >> YEAH, I'M GETTING, LIKE, 887 00:23:50,774 --> 00:23:52,603 REAL TIRED OF NOT BEING ABLE 888 00:23:52,603 --> 00:23:53,880 TO SEE MY FRIENDS. 889 00:23:53,880 --> 00:23:55,882 IF I COULD, I WOULD GO BACK 890 00:23:55,882 --> 00:23:56,814 TO SCHOOL. 891 00:23:56,814 --> 00:23:57,608 I JUST... 892 00:23:57,608 --> 00:23:58,954 LIKE, I'M ALWAYS FEELING SO 893 00:23:58,954 --> 00:24:00,646 SICK AND NAUSEOUS ALL THE TIME. 894 00:24:00,646 --> 00:24:02,475 IF I COULD TAKE ALL OF THIS 895 00:24:02,475 --> 00:24:06,237 BACK, I WOULD. 896 00:24:06,237 --> 00:24:07,894 BUT I CAN'T TAKE IT BACK. 897 00:24:07,894 --> 00:24:09,378 MY DUE DATE IS ONLY TWO WEEKS 898 00:24:09,378 --> 00:24:11,001 AWAY, SO I ASKED ERIC'S FAMILY 899 00:24:11,001 --> 00:24:12,174 TO HELP US PUT THE FINISHING 900 00:24:12,174 --> 00:24:14,763 TO HELP US PUT THE FINISHING TOUCHES ON OUR NEW HOUSE. 901 00:24:14,763 --> 00:24:17,697 TOUCHES ON OUR NEW HOUSE. 902 00:24:17,697 --> 00:24:20,079 TODAY, WE CAN FINALLY MOVE IN, 903 00:24:20,079 --> 00:24:21,080 BUT I'M SO PREGNANT, I CAN'T 904 00:24:21,080 --> 00:24:22,737 REALLY HELP MUCH. 905 00:24:22,737 --> 00:24:23,738 SO I'M GLAD KRISTIAN AND MY 906 00:24:23,738 --> 00:24:24,911 FRIENDS SHOWED UP. 907 00:24:24,911 --> 00:24:26,430 >> ONE MORE TRIP. 908 00:24:26,430 --> 00:24:27,914 >> THIS IS NOT FUN AT ALL. 909 00:24:27,914 --> 00:24:28,881 >> CAN Y'ALL, LIKE, GO 910 00:24:28,881 --> 00:24:30,089 A LITTLE FASTER, ESPECIALLY 911 00:24:30,089 --> 00:24:30,883 THIS ONE? 912 00:24:30,883 --> 00:24:32,229 >> OH, I GOT TO GET MY XBOX. 913 00:24:32,229 --> 00:24:33,161 YOU KNOW, THAT'S THE MOST 914 00:24:33,161 --> 00:24:34,058 IMPORTANT THING. 915 00:24:34,058 --> 00:24:36,336 >> THAT STUPID XBOX. 916 00:24:36,336 --> 00:24:37,165 >> I THINK I'LL JUST 917 00:24:37,165 --> 00:24:39,374 PUT IT IN HERE. 918 00:24:39,374 --> 00:24:40,375 [grunts] 919 00:24:40,375 --> 00:24:41,859 >> OH, IS THAT YOUR BABY? 920 00:24:41,859 --> 00:24:42,895 >> NO, IT'S JUST EASIER 921 00:24:42,895 --> 00:24:43,896 TO CARRY. 922 00:24:43,896 --> 00:24:45,691 >> DON'T DROP HER. 923 00:24:45,691 --> 00:24:47,002 >> MM-HMM. 924 00:24:47,002 --> 00:24:48,003 [rain pattering] 925 00:24:48,003 --> 00:24:50,661 >> RUN! 926 00:24:50,661 --> 00:24:52,352 >> MY DUE DATE IS NEXT WEEK, 927 00:24:52,352 --> 00:24:53,664 AND I STILL HAVEN'T TOLD MY MOM 928 00:24:53,664 --> 00:24:55,010 ABOUT MY DECISION NOT TO HAVE 929 00:24:55,010 --> 00:24:56,702 HER IN THE DELIVERY ROOM. 930 00:24:56,702 --> 00:24:58,186 SO I INVITED HER OVER 931 00:24:58,186 --> 00:24:59,221 'CAUSE I REALLY CAN'T WAIT 932 00:24:59,221 --> 00:25:01,258 'CAUSE I REALLY CAN'T WAIT MUCH LONGER. 933 00:25:01,258 --> 00:25:07,229 MUCH LONGER. 934 00:25:07,229 --> 00:25:08,714 >> MM. 935 00:25:08,714 --> 00:25:09,715 I MEAN, I TOLD HER I HAD 936 00:25:09,715 --> 00:25:10,888 TO TALK TO HER ABOUT SOMETHING, 937 00:25:10,888 --> 00:25:13,235 BUT I NEVER TOLD HER WHAT. 938 00:25:13,235 --> 00:25:14,340 >> SO HOW ARE YOU FEELING ABOUT 939 00:25:14,340 --> 00:25:15,375 TELLING HER? 940 00:25:15,375 --> 00:25:17,377 >> NERVOUS. 941 00:25:17,377 --> 00:25:22,382 KIND OF SCARED OF HER REACTION. 942 00:25:22,382 --> 00:25:24,143 I DON'T WANT TO HURT ANYBODY. 943 00:25:24,143 --> 00:25:28,354 >> IT'S NOW OR NEVER. 944 00:25:28,354 --> 00:25:31,668 [gravel crunching] 945 00:25:31,668 --> 00:25:32,841 I THINK I HEAR SOMEBODY 946 00:25:32,841 --> 00:25:35,085 I THINK I HEAR SOMEBODY PULLING UP. 947 00:25:35,085 --> 00:25:39,883 PULLING UP. 948 00:25:39,883 --> 00:25:41,367 >> HOW'S MY BABY DOING? 949 00:25:41,367 --> 00:25:42,195 >> SHE'S DOING GOOD. 950 00:25:42,195 --> 00:25:43,058 >> BOTH MY BABIES. 951 00:25:43,058 --> 00:25:46,683 [laughs] 952 00:25:46,683 --> 00:25:47,546 >> HEY. 953 00:25:47,546 --> 00:25:48,547 >> HI, HONEY. 954 00:25:48,547 --> 00:25:50,756 HOW ARE YOU DOING? 955 00:25:50,756 --> 00:25:52,240 LOVE YOU. 956 00:25:52,240 --> 00:25:53,241 YOU LOOK GOOD. 957 00:25:53,241 --> 00:25:54,449 HEY, THERE, PRETTY. 958 00:25:54,449 --> 00:25:56,485 HEY, THERE, PRETTY. >> [laughs] 959 00:25:56,485 --> 00:26:02,595 >> [laughs] 960 00:26:02,595 --> 00:26:03,803 >> [sighs] 961 00:26:03,803 --> 00:26:05,011 YOU KNOW HOW I WENT TO THE 962 00:26:05,011 --> 00:26:06,979 DOCTOR THE OTHER WEEK? 963 00:26:06,979 --> 00:26:07,807 >> MM-HMM. 964 00:26:07,807 --> 00:26:09,326 >> SHE SAID, "YOU CAN ONLY HAVE 965 00:26:09,326 --> 00:26:12,640 TWO PEOPLE IN THE LABOR ROOM." 966 00:26:12,640 --> 00:26:13,951 >> SO THAT'S GONNA BE ERIC 967 00:26:13,951 --> 00:26:17,368 AND YOUR MOM. 968 00:26:17,368 --> 00:26:18,335 >> NO. 969 00:26:18,335 --> 00:26:19,163 >> WHAT? 970 00:26:19,163 --> 00:26:20,337 >> IT'S GONNA BE ERIC 971 00:26:20,337 --> 00:26:21,649 AND KRISTIAN. 972 00:26:21,649 --> 00:26:22,995 >> KRISTIAN? 973 00:26:22,995 --> 00:26:24,513 >> YEAH. 974 00:26:24,513 --> 00:26:26,377 >> WHY? 975 00:26:26,377 --> 00:26:28,552 >> I DON'T WANT CONFLICT. 976 00:26:28,552 --> 00:26:29,415 >> YOU REALLY THINK 977 00:26:29,415 --> 00:26:30,865 THAT'S GONNA BE CONFLICT? 978 00:26:30,865 --> 00:26:32,452 >> YES, I DO. 979 00:26:32,452 --> 00:26:33,281 >> YOU DON'T WANT ME 980 00:26:33,281 --> 00:26:38,044 IN THE ROOM. 981 00:26:38,044 --> 00:26:39,425 JUST BE HONEST. 982 00:26:39,425 --> 00:26:40,909 DOES ANYTHING THAT I'VE DONE 983 00:26:40,909 --> 00:26:43,429 IN MY PAST HAVE ANYTHING TO DO 984 00:26:43,429 --> 00:26:44,603 WITH THE DECISION YOU MADE 985 00:26:44,603 --> 00:26:46,259 TO HAVE HER IN THE ROOM 986 00:26:46,259 --> 00:26:51,610 INSTEAD OF ME IN THE ROOM? 987 00:26:51,610 --> 00:26:52,921 >> YOU KNOW, WHENEVER YOU MISSED 988 00:26:52,921 --> 00:26:54,923 MY 3-D ULTRASOUND, 989 00:26:54,923 --> 00:26:56,925 I KIND OF DID HAVE THAT FEELING 990 00:26:56,925 --> 00:26:58,271 INSIDE ME THAT I DIDN'T WANT 991 00:26:58,271 --> 00:27:00,964 YOU TO BE THERE, BECAUSE, 992 00:27:00,964 --> 00:27:02,793 YOU KNOW, I COULDN'T RELY ON YOU 993 00:27:02,793 --> 00:27:04,312 TO BE THERE. 994 00:27:04,312 --> 00:27:05,313 YOU WERE SUPPOSED TO BE THERE. 995 00:27:05,313 --> 00:27:06,003 YOU WEREN'T. 996 00:27:06,003 --> 00:27:06,832 YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN? 997 00:27:06,832 --> 00:27:07,453 >> YEAH. 998 00:27:07,453 --> 00:27:08,419 >> AND I WAS JUST REAL UPSET 999 00:27:08,419 --> 00:27:10,559 AND MAD AT THAT POINT. 1000 00:27:10,559 --> 00:27:11,595 >> HOW DO YOU FEEL ABOUT, 1001 00:27:11,595 --> 00:27:13,632 >> HOW DO YOU FEEL ABOUT, YOU KNOW, WHEN THE BABY COMES... 1002 00:27:13,632 --> 00:27:15,772 YOU KNOW, WHEN THE BABY COMES... 1003 00:27:15,772 --> 00:27:17,290 >> I DON'T KNOW. 1004 00:27:17,290 --> 00:27:19,948 >> I DON'T KNOW. IT JUST BRINGS UP PAST MEMORIES. 1005 00:27:19,948 --> 00:27:23,227 IT JUST BRINGS UP PAST MEMORIES. 1006 00:27:23,227 --> 00:27:24,401 >> I'M JUST SORRY THAT I EVER 1007 00:27:24,401 --> 00:27:26,230 PUT YOU IN THE POSITION 1008 00:27:26,230 --> 00:27:27,266 TO BE IN THE POSITION 1009 00:27:27,266 --> 00:27:30,752 THAT YOU'RE IN. 1010 00:27:30,752 --> 00:27:32,443 I PUT YOU IN THAT POSITION 1011 00:27:32,443 --> 00:27:33,306 THAT YOU HAD TO MAKE 1012 00:27:33,306 --> 00:27:34,756 THAT KIND OF DECISION. 1013 00:27:34,756 --> 00:27:37,517 THAT KIND OF DECISION. [sniffles] 1014 00:27:37,517 --> 00:27:39,761 [sniffles] 1015 00:27:39,761 --> 00:27:43,938 WE'RE GONNA GET BETTER. 1016 00:27:43,938 --> 00:27:45,940 THINGS ARE GONNA GET BETTER. 1017 00:27:45,940 --> 00:27:48,977 [sniffles] 1018 00:27:48,977 --> 00:27:51,083 [sniffles] DON'T CRY. 1019 00:27:51,083 --> 00:27:55,018 DON'T CRY. 1020 00:27:55,018 --> 00:27:57,399 DON'T CRY. >> [sobs] 1021 00:27:57,399 --> 00:28:08,928 >> [sobs] 1022 00:28:08,928 --> 00:28:09,929 >> TELLING MY MOM WAS EVEN 1023 00:28:09,929 --> 00:28:10,930 HARDER THAN I THOUGHT IT WOULD 1024 00:28:10,930 --> 00:28:12,725 BE, BUT I'M GLAD I DID IT, 1025 00:28:12,725 --> 00:28:14,520 'CAUSE TWO DAYS LATER, I WOKE UP 1026 00:28:14,520 --> 00:28:15,486 IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT 1027 00:28:15,486 --> 00:28:17,143 IN REALLY BAD PAIN. 1028 00:28:17,143 --> 00:28:18,144 SO ERIC DROVE ME TO THE 1029 00:28:18,144 --> 00:28:19,456 HOSPITAL, AND I TEXTED KRISTIAN 1030 00:28:19,456 --> 00:28:21,527 HOSPITAL, AND I TEXTED KRISTIAN TO MEET US THERE. 1031 00:28:21,527 --> 00:28:27,188 TO MEET US THERE. 1032 00:28:27,188 --> 00:28:29,259 TO MEET US THERE. >> YOU NEED TO GET SOME SLEEP. 1033 00:28:29,259 --> 00:28:32,745 >> YOU NEED TO GET SOME SLEEP. 1034 00:28:32,745 --> 00:28:34,816 >> YOU NEED TO GET SOME SLEEP. [monitor pulsing] 1035 00:28:34,816 --> 00:28:38,544 [monitor pulsing] 1036 00:28:38,544 --> 00:28:39,441 >> ERIC, ONCE THEY BREAK 1037 00:28:39,441 --> 00:28:40,546 HER WATER, THE BABY'S HEAD 1038 00:28:40,546 --> 00:28:42,375 IS BASICALLY... 1039 00:28:42,375 --> 00:28:44,032 >> THIS IS SO WEIRD. 1040 00:28:44,032 --> 00:28:46,103 >> THIS IS SO WEIRD. I FEEL LIKE I'M PEEING MYSELF. 1041 00:28:46,103 --> 00:28:50,694 I FEEL LIKE I'M PEEING MYSELF. 1042 00:28:50,694 --> 00:28:51,799 >> MY CONTRACTIONS WERE GETTING 1043 00:28:51,799 --> 00:28:53,662 REALLY INTENSE, SO I ASKED 1044 00:28:53,662 --> 00:28:56,873 THE DOCTOR FOR AN EPIDURAL. 1045 00:28:56,873 --> 00:28:58,875 [vomiting] 1046 00:28:58,875 --> 00:28:59,876 >> IT'S A GOOD THING. 1047 00:28:59,876 --> 00:29:01,981 >> IT'S A GOOD THING. >> [groans] 1048 00:29:01,981 --> 00:29:08,022 >> [groans] 1049 00:29:08,022 --> 00:29:08,919 >> I'M JUST CHECKING FOR 1050 00:29:08,919 --> 00:29:09,713 A CONTRACTION. 1051 00:29:09,713 --> 00:29:10,610 >> AFTER WHAT SEEMED LIKE 1052 00:29:10,610 --> 00:29:12,026 AN ETERNITY, IT WAS FINALLY 1053 00:29:12,026 --> 00:29:13,268 TIME TO PUSH. 1054 00:29:13,268 --> 00:29:16,099 >> PUSH. 1055 00:29:16,099 --> 00:29:18,170 >> PUSH. PUSH, PUSH... 1056 00:29:18,170 --> 00:29:24,072 PUSH, PUSH... 1057 00:29:24,072 --> 00:29:25,487 >> COME ON, PUSH, PUSH, PUSH. 1058 00:29:25,487 --> 00:29:26,281 >> THERE WE GO. 1059 00:29:26,281 --> 00:29:27,627 HARDER, HARDER, HARDER. 1060 00:29:27,627 --> 00:29:28,456 THAT'S IT. 1061 00:29:28,456 --> 00:29:29,181 >> [groans] 1062 00:29:29,181 --> 00:29:29,975 >> THERE YOU GO. 1063 00:29:29,975 --> 00:29:30,803 GOOD JOB. 1064 00:29:30,803 --> 00:29:31,804 AND AGAIN. 1065 00:29:31,804 --> 00:29:32,840 PUSH. 1066 00:29:32,840 --> 00:29:34,876 PUSH. TWO, THREE, FOUR. 1067 00:29:34,876 --> 00:29:36,878 TWO, THREE, FOUR. 1068 00:29:36,878 --> 00:29:41,262 >> SIX, SEVEN, EIGHT, NINE, TEN. 1069 00:29:41,262 --> 00:29:42,573 BLOW OUT. 1070 00:29:42,573 --> 00:29:44,058 OKAY. 1071 00:29:44,058 --> 00:29:44,955 >> KEEP GOING, MYRANDA. 1072 00:29:44,955 --> 00:29:47,578 YOU'RE ABOUT TO BE A MOM. 1073 00:29:47,578 --> 00:29:49,788 >> YOU GOT IT. 1074 00:29:49,788 --> 00:29:50,650 >> [groans] 1075 00:29:50,650 --> 00:29:52,273 [baby cries] 1076 00:29:52,273 --> 00:29:53,101 >> THERE WE GO! 1077 00:29:53,101 --> 00:29:54,896 TELL MAMA ALL ABOUT IT. 1078 00:29:54,896 --> 00:29:56,898 [baby crying] 1079 00:29:56,898 --> 00:29:58,417 YEAH, THERE'S MAMA. 1080 00:29:58,417 --> 00:29:59,590 >> SO SWEET. 1081 00:29:59,590 --> 00:30:00,764 >> THERE'S YOUR MAMA. 1082 00:30:00,764 --> 00:30:02,248 >> YOUR MAMA. 1083 00:30:02,248 --> 00:30:03,077 >> OKAY. 1084 00:30:03,077 --> 00:30:04,078 LET ME GET HER OVER HERE 1085 00:30:04,078 --> 00:30:07,909 AND GET HER CLEANED UP. 1086 00:30:07,909 --> 00:30:09,117 [baby cries] 1087 00:30:09,117 --> 00:30:10,601 >> OH! 1088 00:30:10,601 --> 00:30:13,639 >> ♪ 'CAUSE ALL THAT YOU ARE ♪ 1089 00:30:13,639 --> 00:30:18,402 ♪ IS ALL I NEED ♪ 1090 00:30:18,402 --> 00:30:21,060 ♪ 'CAUSE ALL THAT YOU ARE ♪ 1091 00:30:21,060 --> 00:30:23,166 ♪ 'CAUSE ALL THAT YOU ARE ♪ ♪ IS ALL I NEED ♪ 1092 00:30:23,166 --> 00:30:26,031 ♪ IS ALL I NEED ♪ 1093 00:30:26,031 --> 00:30:29,379 >> ♪ YEAH, ALL THAT YOU ARE ♪ 1094 00:30:29,379 --> 00:30:32,623 >> ♪ YEAH, ALL THAT YOU ARE ♪ ♪ IS ALL I NEED ♪ 1095 00:30:32,623 --> 00:30:37,111 ♪ IS ALL I NEED ♪ 1096 00:30:37,111 --> 00:30:38,146 >> female announcer: GET ANSWERS 1097 00:30:38,146 --> 00:30:39,113 TO YOUR SEX AND RELATIONSHIP 1098 00:30:39,113 --> 00:30:40,079 QUESTIONS AND TIPS ON HOW TO 1099 00:30:40,079 --> 00:30:41,667 QUESTIONS AND TIPS ON HOW TO TAKE CONTROL AT: 1100 00:30:41,667 --> 00:30:44,912 TAKE CONTROL AT: 1101 00:30:44,912 --> 00:30:46,085 >> AFTER SPENDING TWO DAYS 1102 00:30:46,085 --> 00:30:47,776 IN THE HOSPITAL, IT WAS TIME 1103 00:30:47,776 --> 00:30:49,606 TO BRING KAYLEE HOME. 1104 00:30:49,606 --> 00:30:52,920 ALL RIGHT, LET'S GET YOU INSIDE. 1105 00:30:52,920 --> 00:30:56,751 [Kaylee fusses] 1106 00:30:56,751 --> 00:30:58,926 >> I GOT YOU. 1107 00:30:58,926 --> 00:30:59,996 >> HEY. 1108 00:30:59,996 --> 00:31:00,859 >> HEY, I WANT TO COME 1109 00:31:00,859 --> 00:31:01,687 AND SEE THE BABY. 1110 00:31:01,687 --> 00:31:02,653 I AIN'T GOT TO HOLD HER YET. 1111 00:31:02,653 --> 00:31:03,206 OH... 1112 00:31:03,206 --> 00:31:04,207 >> THE WHOLE FAMILY WAS THERE 1113 00:31:04,207 --> 00:31:04,966 TO GREET US. 1114 00:31:04,966 --> 00:31:05,967 >> [kissing] 1115 00:31:05,967 --> 00:31:08,004 >> EVERYONE EXCEPT MY MOM. 1116 00:31:08,004 --> 00:31:09,729 >> SHE SMILED AT ME. 1117 00:31:09,729 --> 00:31:10,558 WHENEVER I TOOK HER, 1118 00:31:10,558 --> 00:31:12,456 WHENEVER I TOOK HER, SHE SMILED AT ME. 1119 00:31:12,456 --> 00:31:14,631 SHE SMILED AT ME. 1120 00:31:14,631 --> 00:31:15,908 >> I JUST CHANGED HER. 1121 00:31:15,908 --> 00:31:17,082 >> WELL, HONEY, YOU MIGHT AS 1122 00:31:17,082 --> 00:31:17,910 WELL GET READY. 1123 00:31:17,910 --> 00:31:18,842 IT'S GONNA BE LIKE THAT 1124 00:31:18,842 --> 00:31:19,739 FOR AT LEAST THE FIRST-- 1125 00:31:19,739 --> 00:31:20,844 THERE SHE GOES AGAIN. 1126 00:31:20,844 --> 00:31:22,397 >> I HEARD THAT ONE COME OUT. 1127 00:31:22,397 --> 00:31:24,054 LOOK AT HER. 1128 00:31:24,054 --> 00:31:25,607 NOW I KNOW WHAT THE POOPY FACE 1129 00:31:25,607 --> 00:31:26,781 IS. 1130 00:31:26,781 --> 00:31:28,852 IS. [passing gas] 1131 00:31:28,852 --> 00:31:29,922 [passing gas] 1132 00:31:29,922 --> 00:31:30,819 >> OOH, GIRL! 1133 00:31:30,819 --> 00:31:32,407 YOU ARE A STOUT ONE TOO. 1134 00:31:32,407 --> 00:31:33,857 [laughter] 1135 00:31:33,857 --> 00:31:34,858 >> BLAH. 1136 00:31:34,858 --> 00:31:38,275 [laughter] 1137 00:31:38,275 --> 00:31:42,003 [Kaylee fussing] 1138 00:31:42,003 --> 00:31:43,004 >> NOW THAT THE WELCOME PARTY 1139 00:31:43,004 --> 00:31:44,695 IS OVER, I HOPE ERIC AND I 1140 00:31:44,695 --> 00:31:45,869 CAN HANDLE BEING PARENTS 1141 00:31:45,869 --> 00:31:47,940 CAN HANDLE BEING PARENTS ON OUR OWN. 1142 00:31:47,940 --> 00:31:50,563 ON OUR OWN. 1143 00:31:50,563 --> 00:31:52,220 >> IT SAYS "FOUR" RIGHT THERE. 1144 00:31:52,220 --> 00:31:53,083 >> [whines] 1145 00:31:53,083 --> 00:31:54,222 I CAN'T SEE THAT. 1146 00:31:54,222 --> 00:31:55,914 >> HERE, FOUR. 1147 00:31:55,914 --> 00:31:57,398 [Kaylee fussing] 1148 00:31:57,398 --> 00:31:58,571 I ONLY GET TO SLEEP ABOUT 1149 00:31:58,571 --> 00:32:00,642 I ONLY GET TO SLEEP ABOUT THREE HOURS A NIGHT. 1150 00:32:00,642 --> 00:32:01,747 THREE HOURS A NIGHT. 1151 00:32:01,747 --> 00:32:02,748 >> ERIC'S BEEN HELPING AS MUCH 1152 00:32:02,748 --> 00:32:04,439 AS HE CAN, BUT SINCE HE HAS TO 1153 00:32:04,439 --> 00:32:08,374 GO BACK TO WORK AND SCHOOL, 1154 00:32:08,374 --> 00:32:09,341 I'M GONNA BE ON MY OWN 1155 00:32:09,341 --> 00:32:10,687 MOST OF THE TIME. 1156 00:32:10,687 --> 00:32:12,827 MOST OF THE TIME. [Kaylee fussing] 1157 00:32:12,827 --> 00:32:15,209 [Kaylee fussing] 1158 00:32:15,209 --> 00:32:17,280 [Kaylee fussing] >> MM? 1159 00:32:17,280 --> 00:32:19,006 >> MM? 1160 00:32:19,006 --> 00:32:21,077 >> MM? >> MM-MM. 1161 00:32:21,077 --> 00:32:35,367 >> MM-MM. 1162 00:32:35,367 --> 00:32:38,473 >> MM-MM. [Kaylee fussing] 1163 00:32:38,473 --> 00:32:50,761 [Kaylee fussing] 1164 00:32:50,761 --> 00:32:51,590 >> WHAT DO YOU NEED, 1165 00:32:51,590 --> 00:32:53,799 LITTLE GIRL? 1166 00:32:53,799 --> 00:32:54,800 I'M GETTING STIR-CRAZY 1167 00:32:54,800 --> 00:32:56,146 BY MYSELF. 1168 00:32:56,146 --> 00:32:58,977 PST-PST-PST-PST. 1169 00:32:58,977 --> 00:33:00,150 I REALLY MISS ERIC 1170 00:33:00,150 --> 00:33:04,396 I REALLY MISS ERIC AND MY FRIENDS. 1171 00:33:04,396 --> 00:33:09,332 AND MY FRIENDS. 1172 00:33:09,332 --> 00:33:11,023 MY MOM KEEPS TEXTING, 1173 00:33:11,023 --> 00:33:12,024 BUT I'M STILL NOT READY 1174 00:33:12,024 --> 00:33:14,406 FOR HER TO BE AROUND KAYLEE. 1175 00:33:14,406 --> 00:33:16,442 FOR HER TO BE AROUND KAYLEE. [door creaks open] 1176 00:33:16,442 --> 00:33:19,342 [door creaks open] 1177 00:33:19,342 --> 00:33:20,343 I'M GETTING TIRED OF STAYING 1178 00:33:20,343 --> 00:33:22,034 IN THAT HOUSE. 1179 00:33:22,034 --> 00:33:23,208 IT'S A LITTLE-BITTY HOUSE. 1180 00:33:23,208 --> 00:33:24,071 LIKE, WHEN IT'S JUST 1181 00:33:24,071 --> 00:33:25,796 ME AND KAYLEE, 1182 00:33:25,796 --> 00:33:28,006 LIKE, I ALWAYS FEEL LONELY. 1183 00:33:28,006 --> 00:33:29,110 >> Y'ALL NEED TO GO OUT TO EAT 1184 00:33:29,110 --> 00:33:30,974 ONE DAY OR SOMETHING. 1185 00:33:30,974 --> 00:33:32,769 >> WELL, WE WOULD, BUT WHAT 1186 00:33:32,769 --> 00:33:34,978 WOULD I DO WITH KAYLEE? 1187 00:33:34,978 --> 00:33:36,290 NANNY WORKS ON WEEKENDS, 1188 00:33:36,290 --> 00:33:37,843 AND THE ONLY PERSON TO WATCH 1189 00:33:37,843 --> 00:33:40,984 KAYLEE IS MY MOM, 1190 00:33:40,984 --> 00:33:43,193 KAYLEE IS MY MOM, AND I DON'T WANT TO DO THAT. 1191 00:33:43,193 --> 00:33:49,820 AND I DON'T WANT TO DO THAT. 1192 00:33:49,820 --> 00:33:51,305 BECAUSE MY MOM HAS BEEN STAYING 1193 00:33:51,305 --> 00:33:52,685 SOBER AND STICKING TO HER 1194 00:33:52,685 --> 00:33:54,308 TREATMENT, ERIC AND I DECIDED 1195 00:33:54,308 --> 00:33:55,481 TO LET HER VISIT AND SEE HER 1196 00:33:55,481 --> 00:33:57,828 GRANDDAUGHTER. 1197 00:33:57,828 --> 00:33:58,933 >> CAN I HOLD MY GRANDBABY NOW? 1198 00:33:58,933 --> 00:33:59,865 >> NO, I'M HOLDING HER NOW. 1199 00:33:59,865 --> 00:34:01,280 >> GIVE ME THE BABY. 1200 00:34:01,280 --> 00:34:03,593 YOU GET HER ALL NIGHT. 1201 00:34:03,593 --> 00:34:05,767 >> MM. 1202 00:34:05,767 --> 00:34:08,770 >> YOU GET HER ALL NIGHT. 1203 00:34:08,770 --> 00:34:10,255 [chuckles] 1204 00:34:10,255 --> 00:34:11,980 OH, THAT'S AMAZING. 1205 00:34:11,980 --> 00:34:12,981 OH, YEAH, SHE'S GRABBING 1206 00:34:12,981 --> 00:34:15,639 MY FINGER. 1207 00:34:15,639 --> 00:34:17,469 OH, IT JUST REMINDS ME SO MUCH 1208 00:34:17,469 --> 00:34:19,678 OH, IT JUST REMINDS ME SO MUCH OF WHEN YOU WERE THIS LITTLE. 1209 00:34:19,678 --> 00:34:23,820 OF WHEN YOU WERE THIS LITTLE. 1210 00:34:23,820 --> 00:34:26,443 LOOK AT WHAT YOU DID, MYRANDA. 1211 00:34:26,443 --> 00:34:27,789 LOOK. 1212 00:34:27,789 --> 00:34:29,791 YOU DID THAT, MOM. 1213 00:34:29,791 --> 00:34:31,103 OH, THANK YOU, GOD. 1214 00:34:31,103 --> 00:34:34,417 OH, THANK YOU, GOD. SHE'S GORGEOUS. 1215 00:34:34,417 --> 00:34:36,902 SHE'S GORGEOUS. 1216 00:34:36,902 --> 00:34:37,903 >> OH, SHE'S COLD. 1217 00:34:37,903 --> 00:34:40,112 >> OH, SHE'S COLD. SHE'S SHIVERING. 1218 00:34:40,112 --> 00:34:47,568 SHE'S SHIVERING. 1219 00:34:47,568 --> 00:34:48,948 YOU SEEM LIKE YOU DON'T WANT 1220 00:34:48,948 --> 00:34:50,605 YOUR MOM TO WATCH HER. 1221 00:34:50,605 --> 00:34:51,813 >> I GUESS I'M JUST SCARED 1222 00:34:51,813 --> 00:34:53,608 FOR HER TO WATCH HER, 1223 00:34:53,608 --> 00:34:55,472 'CAUSE OF HOW I'VE GROWN UP 1224 00:34:55,472 --> 00:34:58,096 WITH HER. 1225 00:34:58,096 --> 00:34:58,958 >> YOU WANT GRANDMA 1226 00:34:58,958 --> 00:35:01,478 TO WATCH YOU? 1227 00:35:01,478 --> 00:35:02,997 I THINK YOU SHOULD TRUST 1228 00:35:02,997 --> 00:35:07,346 YOUR MOM MORE. 1229 00:35:07,346 --> 00:35:08,830 >> YEAH. 1230 00:35:08,830 --> 00:35:10,004 [sighs] 1231 00:35:10,004 --> 00:35:12,075 [sighs] I GUESS. 1232 00:35:12,075 --> 00:35:15,665 I GUESS. 1233 00:35:15,665 --> 00:35:16,838 I KNOW GETTING OUT OF THE HOUSE 1234 00:35:16,838 --> 00:35:18,495 WITH ERIC WILL BE GOOD FOR ME, 1235 00:35:18,495 --> 00:35:20,014 BUT I'M STILL PRETTY NERVOUS 1236 00:35:20,014 --> 00:35:21,257 ABOUT LEAVING KAYLEE ALONE 1237 00:35:21,257 --> 00:35:22,810 WITH MY MOM. 1238 00:35:22,810 --> 00:35:23,811 YOU WANT TO WATCH KAYLEE 1239 00:35:23,811 --> 00:35:25,330 TONIGHT? 1240 00:35:25,330 --> 00:35:26,986 >> OF COURSE. 1241 00:35:26,986 --> 00:35:29,472 I'D BE HAPPY TO WATCH HER. 1242 00:35:29,472 --> 00:35:30,783 WHAT ARE Y'ALL GONNA DO? 1243 00:35:30,783 --> 00:35:31,715 >> WE'RE JUST GONNA GO EAT. 1244 00:35:31,715 --> 00:35:32,992 >> GONNA GO OUT TO EAT TOGETHER. 1245 00:35:32,992 --> 00:35:34,753 >> RIGHT DOWN THE ROAD. 1246 00:35:34,753 --> 00:35:35,961 >> I'D BE HAPPY TO WATCH HER. 1247 00:35:35,961 --> 00:35:37,928 >> HERE YOU GO. 1248 00:35:37,928 --> 00:35:39,413 >> JUST MAKE SURE YOU BURP HER 1249 00:35:39,413 --> 00:35:40,759 GOOD, 'CAUSE SHE'S GONNA HAVE 1250 00:35:40,759 --> 00:35:45,971 TO EAT HERE SOON. 1251 00:35:45,971 --> 00:35:47,490 >> ALL RIGHT... 1252 00:35:47,490 --> 00:35:49,319 >> I KEEP ALL OF HER STUFF 1253 00:35:49,319 --> 00:35:50,872 UP IN THAT TOP CABINET. 1254 00:35:50,872 --> 00:35:52,874 FORMULA IS IN THE LITTLE 1255 00:35:52,874 --> 00:35:54,221 CONTAINER, AND THEN MAKE SURE 1256 00:35:54,221 --> 00:35:55,360 YOU WARM HER BOTTLES UP. 1257 00:35:55,360 --> 00:35:56,844 IT HELPS HER STOMACH. 1258 00:35:56,844 --> 00:35:57,672 >> OKAY. 1259 00:35:57,672 --> 00:35:58,880 >> FOUR OUNCES, TWO SCOOPS. 1260 00:35:58,880 --> 00:35:59,778 >> A SCOOP OF THE POWDER? 1261 00:35:59,778 --> 00:36:00,710 >> TWO SCOOPS. 1262 00:36:00,710 --> 00:36:01,607 AND WHEN YOU CHANGE HER, 1263 00:36:01,607 --> 00:36:03,230 DON'T PUT POWDER ON HER, 1264 00:36:03,230 --> 00:36:04,231 BECAUSE IT CAKES UP, 1265 00:36:04,231 --> 00:36:05,404 AND IT'S NOT GOOD. 1266 00:36:05,404 --> 00:36:06,785 >> OKAY. 1267 00:36:06,785 --> 00:36:11,548 I CAN HANDLE THAT. 1268 00:36:11,548 --> 00:36:14,275 I CAN HANDLE THAT. I GOT YOU. 1269 00:36:14,275 --> 00:36:20,592 I GOT YOU. 1270 00:36:20,592 --> 00:36:22,421 >> THERE YOU GO. 1271 00:36:22,421 --> 00:36:23,422 >> THANK YOU. 1272 00:36:23,422 --> 00:36:24,285 [bell rings] 1273 00:36:24,285 --> 00:36:25,390 >> DOES IT FEEL GOOD TO FINALLY 1274 00:36:25,390 --> 00:36:26,943 GET OUT OF THE HOUSE? 1275 00:36:26,943 --> 00:36:30,774 >> YEAH, BUT I'M STILL A LITTLE 1276 00:36:30,774 --> 00:36:33,087 NERVOUS ABOUT LEAVING KAYLEE. 1277 00:36:33,087 --> 00:36:35,434 I MISS HER ALREADY. 1278 00:36:35,434 --> 00:36:36,642 FEELS GOOD TO GET OUT, THOUGH. 1279 00:36:36,642 --> 00:36:40,439 >> YEAH. 1280 00:36:40,439 --> 00:36:41,820 WHAT ARE YOU DOING? 1281 00:36:41,820 --> 00:36:42,890 >> CALLING MOM. 1282 00:36:42,890 --> 00:36:43,891 >> FOR WHAT? 1283 00:36:43,891 --> 00:36:45,203 >> I FORGOT TO TELL HER 1284 00:36:45,203 --> 00:36:46,721 TO GIVE KAYLEE THE GAS DROPS 1285 00:36:46,721 --> 00:36:48,206 EVERY TIME SHE FEEDS HER. 1286 00:36:48,206 --> 00:36:51,243 EVERY TIME SHE FEEDS HER. [line ringing] 1287 00:36:51,243 --> 00:36:57,180 [line ringing] 1288 00:36:57,180 --> 00:36:58,354 >> YOUR CALL HAS BEEN FORWARDED 1289 00:36:58,354 --> 00:36:59,665 TO AN AUTOMATIC VOICE MESSAGE 1290 00:36:59,665 --> 00:37:01,495 SYSTEM. 1291 00:37:01,495 --> 00:37:04,222 [beep] 1292 00:37:04,222 --> 00:37:05,119 >> IT'S WEIRD THAT SHE'S 1293 00:37:05,119 --> 00:37:06,016 NOT ANSWERING. 1294 00:37:06,016 --> 00:37:07,017 >> I KNOW. 1295 00:37:07,017 --> 00:37:08,191 KIND OF WORRIES ME. 1296 00:37:08,191 --> 00:37:09,054 >> MAYBE SHE DON'T HAVE 1297 00:37:09,054 --> 00:37:11,539 NO SERVICE FOR HER PHONE THERE. 1298 00:37:11,539 --> 00:37:13,092 >> WE GET PERFECT SERVICE 1299 00:37:13,092 --> 00:37:14,577 AT OUR HOUSE. 1300 00:37:14,577 --> 00:37:16,372 THAT'S NO EXCUSE. 1301 00:37:16,372 --> 00:37:18,788 THANK YOU. 1302 00:37:18,788 --> 00:37:19,478 >> THANK YOU. 1303 00:37:19,478 --> 00:37:21,549 >> MM-HMM. 1304 00:37:21,549 --> 00:37:22,378 >> WHAT IF SHE'S SICK 1305 00:37:22,378 --> 00:37:25,415 AND SHE DOESN'T KNOW IT? 1306 00:37:25,415 --> 00:37:26,244 >> WELL... 1307 00:37:26,244 --> 00:37:27,141 >> WHAT IF SHE'S CHOKING 1308 00:37:27,141 --> 00:37:29,281 AND SHE CAN'T HELP HER? 1309 00:37:29,281 --> 00:37:30,282 >> WELL, JUST TRY NOT TO THINK 1310 00:37:30,282 --> 00:37:31,145 ABOUT IT LIKE THAT. 1311 00:37:31,145 --> 00:37:32,560 >> I WORRY ABOUT THEM THINGS 1312 00:37:32,560 --> 00:37:35,287 >> I WORRY ABOUT THEM THINGS WHEN I'M WATCHING HER. 1313 00:37:35,287 --> 00:37:38,256 WHEN I'M WATCHING HER. 1314 00:37:38,256 --> 00:37:40,361 >> TRYING HER AGAIN? 1315 00:37:40,361 --> 00:37:41,535 [phone beeps] 1316 00:37:41,535 --> 00:37:44,641 [phone beeps] [line ringing] 1317 00:37:44,641 --> 00:37:50,820 [line ringing] 1318 00:37:50,820 --> 00:37:51,959 >> YOUR CALL HAS BEEN FORWARDED 1319 00:37:51,959 --> 00:37:54,341 >> YOUR CALL HAS BEEN FORWARDED TO AN AUTOMATIC-- 1320 00:37:54,341 --> 00:38:03,591 TO AN AUTOMATIC-- 1321 00:38:03,591 --> 00:38:04,351 >> DON'T GO AWAY. 1322 00:38:04,351 --> 00:38:05,490 THIS EPISODE OF 16 AND PREGNANT 1323 00:38:05,490 --> 00:38:07,181 CONTINUES RIGHT NOW. 1324 00:38:07,181 --> 00:38:08,803 >> HURRY. 1325 00:38:08,803 --> 00:38:09,977 >> I'M TRYING. 1326 00:38:09,977 --> 00:38:13,877 [car beeping] 1327 00:38:13,877 --> 00:38:15,016 >> MY MOM ISN'T PICKING UP 1328 00:38:15,016 --> 00:38:16,846 HER PHONE, AND IT'S MAKING ME 1329 00:38:16,846 --> 00:38:19,297 THINK SOMETHING IS WRONG. 1330 00:38:19,297 --> 00:38:20,505 [door creaks open] 1331 00:38:20,505 --> 00:38:21,160 >> HEY. 1332 00:38:21,160 --> 00:38:21,816 >> HEY. 1333 00:38:21,816 --> 00:38:22,472 >> HEY. 1334 00:38:22,472 --> 00:38:23,646 >> HOW'S THE BABY? 1335 00:38:23,646 --> 00:38:24,819 >> SHE'S GOOD. 1336 00:38:24,819 --> 00:38:25,682 SHE'S LAYING DOWN-- 1337 00:38:25,682 --> 00:38:26,821 >> I'M GONNA GO IN THERE 1338 00:38:26,821 --> 00:38:27,822 AND CHECK ON HER. 1339 00:38:27,822 --> 00:38:30,238 >> YEAH, SHE'S IN HER BED. 1340 00:38:30,238 --> 00:38:31,723 [Kaylee coos] 1341 00:38:31,723 --> 00:38:32,586 I COULD HEAR MY PHONE 1342 00:38:32,586 --> 00:38:33,759 RINGING QUITE A BIT OVER THERE 1343 00:38:33,759 --> 00:38:34,588 WHEN I HAD THE BABY. 1344 00:38:34,588 --> 00:38:35,451 I JUST COULDN'T GET UP 1345 00:38:35,451 --> 00:38:36,175 TO GO GET IT. 1346 00:38:36,175 --> 00:38:37,107 I KNEW IT WAS PROBABLY YOU 1347 00:38:37,107 --> 00:38:38,005 CALLING. 1348 00:38:38,005 --> 00:38:39,006 I DIDN'T WANT TO WORRY YOU, 1349 00:38:39,006 --> 00:38:41,180 BUT--WERE YOU THAT WORRIED? 1350 00:38:41,180 --> 00:38:42,320 >> YEAH. 1351 00:38:42,320 --> 00:38:43,562 >> WELL, SHE'S FINE. 1352 00:38:43,562 --> 00:38:44,563 YOU KNOW I WOULD DO NOTHING-- 1353 00:38:44,563 --> 00:38:45,564 ABSOLUTELY NOTHING-- 1354 00:38:45,564 --> 00:38:47,014 TO HURT THAT BABY. 1355 00:38:47,014 --> 00:38:48,187 >> EVEN THOUGH, YOU KNOW, 1356 00:38:48,187 --> 00:38:49,499 I'M STILL A TEENAGER, 1357 00:38:49,499 --> 00:38:50,673 I STILL FEEL LIKE I SHOULD BE 1358 00:38:50,673 --> 00:38:51,984 THE ONE TO WATCH HER 1359 00:38:51,984 --> 00:38:52,847 AND TAKE CARE OF HER. 1360 00:38:52,847 --> 00:38:53,676 YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN? 1361 00:38:53,676 --> 00:38:56,023 >> HAVE YOU GOTTEN BETTER WITH 1362 00:38:56,023 --> 00:38:57,680 YOUR THOUGHTS ON ME WATCHING 1363 00:38:57,680 --> 00:38:59,716 THE BABY--YOU KNOW, TRUST? 1364 00:38:59,716 --> 00:39:01,062 >> I GUESS NOW THAT SHE'S HERE, 1365 00:39:01,062 --> 00:39:02,236 IT'S HARDER THAN I THOUGHT 1366 00:39:02,236 --> 00:39:03,548 TO LET PEOPLE WATCH HER. 1367 00:39:03,548 --> 00:39:04,894 >> YOU GOT TO BUILD UP THAT 1368 00:39:04,894 --> 00:39:07,379 TRUST, NOT BE SO STRESSED 1369 00:39:07,379 --> 00:39:09,105 OR WORRIED ABOUT IT. 1370 00:39:09,105 --> 00:39:10,348 CALL ME. 1371 00:39:10,348 --> 00:39:11,176 "MOM, CAN YOU COME OVER 1372 00:39:11,176 --> 00:39:12,591 AND HELP ME FOR A LITTLE WHILE?" 1373 00:39:12,591 --> 00:39:13,281 CALL ME. 1374 00:39:13,281 --> 00:39:15,007 THAT'S WHAT I'M HERE FOR. 1375 00:39:15,007 --> 00:39:16,699 I WANT TO BE HERE FOR THAT, 1376 00:39:16,699 --> 00:39:18,286 OKAY? 1377 00:39:18,286 --> 00:39:21,324 >> I STILL WORRY. 1378 00:39:21,324 --> 00:39:22,221 SINCE IT'S MY DAUGHTER, 1379 00:39:22,221 --> 00:39:24,154 I FEEL LIKE I NEED TO TAKE CARE 1380 00:39:24,154 --> 00:39:28,469 OF HER, AND I KNOW WHAT TO DO. 1381 00:39:28,469 --> 00:39:30,022 >> YEAH. 1382 00:39:30,022 --> 00:39:32,749 >> YEAH. THAT'S UNDERSTANDABLE. 1383 00:39:32,749 --> 00:39:37,582 THAT'S UNDERSTANDABLE. 1384 00:39:37,582 --> 00:39:39,273 >> I WANT TO TRUST MY MOM 1385 00:39:39,273 --> 00:39:40,619 WITH ALL MY HEART, 1386 00:39:40,619 --> 00:39:42,103 BUT IT'S JUST REAL HARD, 1387 00:39:42,103 --> 00:39:44,416 ESPECIALLY, YOU KNOW, EVERYTHING 1388 00:39:44,416 --> 00:39:48,455 THAT SHE'S DONE IN THE PAST. 1389 00:39:48,455 --> 00:39:50,146 I PRAY THAT MY TRUST FOR HER 1390 00:39:50,146 --> 00:39:52,976 WILL BUILD IN TIME, 1391 00:39:52,976 --> 00:39:53,839 BUT IT'S NOT UP TO ME; 1392 00:39:53,839 --> 00:39:55,979 IT'S UP TO HER. 1393 00:39:55,979 --> 00:39:56,980 I DIDN'T THINK IT WOULD BE 1394 00:39:56,980 --> 00:39:58,982 THAT HARD TO HAVE A BABY. 1395 00:39:58,982 --> 00:40:00,467 BUT WHEN SHE WAS BORN, 1396 00:40:00,467 --> 00:40:02,261 IT FINALLY HIT ME THAT THERE'S 1397 00:40:02,261 --> 00:40:04,574 SO MUCH MORE THAN JUST FEEDING 1398 00:40:04,574 --> 00:40:06,024 HER AND PUTTING HER TO BED. 1399 00:40:06,024 --> 00:40:07,474 [Kaylee crying] 1400 00:40:07,474 --> 00:40:08,682 I HAVE NO JOB. 1401 00:40:08,682 --> 00:40:11,995 ERIC HAS A VERY LOW INCOME JOB. 1402 00:40:11,995 --> 00:40:13,997 I JUST WISH HE WAS AROUND MORE 1403 00:40:13,997 --> 00:40:15,482 TO HELP WITH KAYLEE AND 1404 00:40:15,482 --> 00:40:17,380 THE HOUSE, BECAUSE WE'RE 1405 00:40:17,380 --> 00:40:20,694 GETTING THROUGH BARELY. 1406 00:40:20,694 --> 00:40:22,696 I'M HAPPY THAT I HAVE HER, 1407 00:40:22,696 --> 00:40:23,869 BUT I'M ALSO SAD THAT I HAVE 1408 00:40:23,869 --> 00:40:25,526 HER, BECAUSE I JUST WISH 1409 00:40:25,526 --> 00:40:26,527 I COULD HAVE HAD A BETTER LIFE 1410 00:40:26,527 --> 00:40:28,495 FOR HER THAN IT IS NOW. 1411 00:40:28,495 --> 00:40:29,323 >> WHAT IF SHE WORE 1412 00:40:29,323 --> 00:40:30,669 A BASEBALL HAT? 1413 00:40:30,669 --> 00:40:32,844 [laughter] 1414 00:40:32,844 --> 00:40:34,397 >> WHENEVER KAYLEE GETS TO BE 1415 00:40:34,397 --> 00:40:36,434 16, I'LL TELL HER, "I DON'T 1416 00:40:36,434 --> 00:40:40,058 WANT YOU TO END UP LIKE I DID. 1417 00:40:40,058 --> 00:40:41,887 IF YOU'RE GONNA BE SEXUALLY 1418 00:40:41,887 --> 00:40:43,268 ACTIVE, USE PROTECTION." 1419 00:40:43,268 --> 00:40:44,165 I'LL TELL HER THAT. 1420 00:40:44,165 --> 00:40:45,028 >> LOOK AT HER HOLDING 1421 00:40:45,028 --> 00:40:46,167 THAT BALL. 1422 00:40:46,167 --> 00:40:46,996 LOOK AT HER. 1423 00:40:46,996 --> 00:40:47,686 THERE YOU GO. 1424 00:40:47,686 --> 00:40:50,033 >> YAY! 1425 00:40:50,033 --> 00:40:51,690 I DON'T REGRET HAVING KAYLEE, 1426 00:40:51,690 --> 00:40:53,209 BUT I DO WISH THAT I WOULD HAVE 1427 00:40:53,209 --> 00:40:56,902 WAITED TO ACTUALLY, YOU KNOW, 1428 00:40:56,902 --> 00:40:57,903 HAVE SEX. 1429 00:40:57,903 --> 00:40:59,733 [laughs] 1430 00:40:59,733 --> 00:41:01,804 [laughs] I REALLY DO. 1431 00:41:01,804 --> 00:41:17,613 I REALLY DO. 1432 00:41:17,613 --> 00:41:19,131 >> I WAS KIND OF HOPING THAT, 1433 00:41:19,131 --> 00:41:20,616 FOR THE FIRST FEW MONTHS AT 1434 00:41:20,616 --> 00:41:21,996 LEAST, WE COULD BE HERE 1435 00:41:21,996 --> 00:41:22,963 TOGETHER. 1436 00:41:22,963 --> 00:41:23,929 >> I JUST DON'T LIKE THE WAY 1437 00:41:23,929 --> 00:41:25,172 THAT HE TREATS YOU SOMETIMES. 1438 00:41:25,172 --> 00:41:26,932 YOU [bleep] USE US. 1439 00:41:26,932 --> 00:41:27,933 >> THAT'S WHY I DON'T LIKE 1440 00:41:27,933 --> 00:41:28,934 STAYING HERE; IT'S 'CAUSE 1441 00:41:28,934 --> 00:41:29,935 I'M NOT WELCOME. 1442 00:41:29,935 --> 00:41:30,936 [baby crying] 1443 00:41:30,936 --> 00:41:34,008 >> I KNOW!