1 00:00:03,037 --> 00:00:04,349 >> [laughs] 2 00:00:04,349 --> 00:00:06,109 HI, I'M ALEX, AND I'M GONNA BE 3 00:00:06,109 --> 00:00:08,008 A SENIOR IN HIGH SCHOOL. 4 00:00:08,008 --> 00:00:09,561 I LIVE IN NEFFS, PENNSYLVANIA, 5 00:00:09,561 --> 00:00:11,183 WITH MY MOM, MY LITTLE BROTHER 6 00:00:11,183 --> 00:00:13,013 AND SISTER, OUR THREE DOGS, 7 00:00:13,013 --> 00:00:15,084 AND OUR RABBIT. 8 00:00:15,084 --> 00:00:16,430 MY PARENTS GOT DIVORCED 9 00:00:16,430 --> 00:00:17,396 WHEN I WAS YOUNG, 10 00:00:17,396 --> 00:00:18,535 AND MY DAD MOVED AWAY, 11 00:00:18,535 --> 00:00:20,158 SO MY MOM PRETTY MUCH RAISED US 12 00:00:20,158 --> 00:00:22,022 ON HER OWN. 13 00:00:22,022 --> 00:00:23,920 SHE ALWAYS TOLD ME THAT I NEED 14 00:00:23,920 --> 00:00:24,990 TO BE RESPONSIBLE 15 00:00:24,990 --> 00:00:26,095 AND INDEPENDENT. 16 00:00:26,095 --> 00:00:27,613 >> I'VE TOLD YOU THAT FOR MANY, 17 00:00:27,613 --> 00:00:29,029 MANY, MANY YEARS. 18 00:00:29,029 --> 00:00:30,030 >> YEAH. 19 00:00:30,030 --> 00:00:32,273 THAT'S WHY I HAVE TWO JOBS: 20 00:00:32,273 --> 00:00:33,861 ONE AT A FAST-FOOD RESTAURANT 21 00:00:33,861 --> 00:00:36,277 AND ANOTHER TEACHING KIDS DANCE. 22 00:00:36,277 --> 00:00:37,485 ALL RIGHT, THOSE SHOULDERS NEED 23 00:00:37,485 --> 00:00:38,728 TO BE HUGE. 24 00:00:38,728 --> 00:00:41,075 I LOVE DANCE, AND I HOPE TO OPEN 25 00:00:41,075 --> 00:00:43,319 MY OWN STUDIO SOMEDAY. 26 00:00:43,319 --> 00:00:43,974 >> WHAT? 27 00:00:43,974 --> 00:00:45,252 >> WHEN I'M NOT WORKING, 28 00:00:45,252 --> 00:00:46,115 I'M HANGING OUT WITH MY 29 00:00:46,115 --> 00:00:48,013 BOYFRIEND, MATT. 30 00:00:48,013 --> 00:00:49,256 I FELL IN LOVE WITH HIM 31 00:00:49,256 --> 00:00:50,912 TWO YEARS AGO, WHEN WE WERE 32 00:00:50,912 --> 00:00:51,982 BOTH SOPHOMORES, 33 00:00:51,982 --> 00:00:54,157 BECAUSE HE WAS SO SMART, SWEET, 34 00:00:54,157 --> 00:00:55,952 FUNNY, AND DIFFERENT FROM 35 00:00:55,952 --> 00:00:58,299 OTHER GUYS, IN A GOOD WAY. 36 00:00:58,299 --> 00:01:00,267 BUT HE'S NEVER BEEN SUPER 37 00:01:00,267 --> 00:01:01,751 RESPONSIBLE. 38 00:01:01,751 --> 00:01:03,339 AND WHILE I'M FOCUSED ON GETTING 39 00:01:03,339 --> 00:01:04,374 THROUGH HIGH SCHOOL, 40 00:01:04,374 --> 00:01:06,169 MATT HAS ALWAYS BEEN IN AND OUT 41 00:01:06,169 --> 00:01:07,895 OF TROUBLE. 42 00:01:07,895 --> 00:01:09,207 MY FRIENDS DON'T GET WHY I'M 43 00:01:09,207 --> 00:01:10,173 WITH HIM. 44 00:01:10,173 --> 00:01:11,312 HE'S SMART, BUT-- 45 00:01:11,312 --> 00:01:12,486 >> HE'S AN IDIOT. 46 00:01:12,486 --> 00:01:14,729 >> BUT MATT'S MY FIRST LOVE, 47 00:01:14,729 --> 00:01:15,834 AND I'M HOPING HE'LL CLEAN UP 48 00:01:15,834 --> 00:01:17,180 HIS ACT FOR GOOD, 49 00:01:17,180 --> 00:01:19,872 HIS ACT FOR GOOD, BECAUSE I'M PREGNANT. 50 00:01:19,872 --> 00:01:26,741 BECAUSE I'M PREGNANT. 51 00:01:26,741 --> 00:01:29,054 SO FAR, NOTHING HAS BEEN EASY 52 00:01:29,054 --> 00:01:30,607 ABOUT MY PREGNANCY. 53 00:01:30,607 --> 00:01:32,437 THERE'S A LOT TO PLAN FOR, 54 00:01:32,437 --> 00:01:34,266 BUT ALL I WANT TO DO IS PUT 55 00:01:34,266 --> 00:01:35,164 THINGS OFF. 56 00:01:35,164 --> 00:01:36,268 >> WE'RE GONNA HAVE TO SIT DOWN 57 00:01:36,268 --> 00:01:37,097 AND TALK ABOUT IT. 58 00:01:37,097 --> 00:01:37,821 YOU KNOW THAT. 59 00:01:37,821 --> 00:01:38,857 I MEAN, I DID EVERYTHING THAT 60 00:01:38,857 --> 00:01:39,789 I POSSIBLY COULD TO PREVENT 61 00:01:39,789 --> 00:01:41,170 THIS SITUATION. 62 00:01:41,170 --> 00:01:42,171 NOW HERE WE ARE. 63 00:01:42,171 --> 00:01:44,242 DO YOU HAVE A PLAN OF ACTION? 64 00:01:44,242 --> 00:01:46,968 JUST AS FAR AS HAVING A CHILD? 65 00:01:46,968 --> 00:01:48,867 HAVE YOU THOUGHT ABOUT ANYTHING? 66 00:01:48,867 --> 00:01:51,387 >> I'M STILL FIGURING IT OUT. 67 00:01:51,387 --> 00:01:52,491 >> WELL, YOU NEED TO MAKE 68 00:01:52,491 --> 00:01:53,630 SOME DECISIONS. 69 00:01:53,630 --> 00:01:54,424 >> I KNOW. 70 00:01:54,424 --> 00:01:55,460 >> AND WHATEVER DECISIONS YOU 71 00:01:55,460 --> 00:01:57,117 MAKE, YOU HAVE TO DEAL WITH 72 00:01:57,117 --> 00:01:58,463 THE CONSEQUENCES. 73 00:01:58,463 --> 00:02:03,019 EVERYTHING HAS CONSEQUENCES. 74 00:02:03,019 --> 00:02:05,055 >> THIS SITUATION IS MY MOM'S 75 00:02:05,055 --> 00:02:06,988 WORST NIGHTMARE. 76 00:02:06,988 --> 00:02:08,645 WHEN I STARTED HAVING SEX, 77 00:02:08,645 --> 00:02:09,957 SHE TOOK ME TO THE DOCTOR 78 00:02:09,957 --> 00:02:11,372 TO GET BIRTH CONTROL. 79 00:02:11,372 --> 00:02:12,649 SO WHEN SHE FOUND OUT 80 00:02:12,649 --> 00:02:13,650 THAT I WAS PREGNANT, 81 00:02:13,650 --> 00:02:15,307 SHE WAS FURIOUS. 82 00:02:15,307 --> 00:02:16,515 SHE SAID THAT I COULD EITHER PUT 83 00:02:16,515 --> 00:02:17,896 THE BABY UP FOR ADOPTION, 84 00:02:17,896 --> 00:02:19,415 OR I COULD KEEP THE BABY 85 00:02:19,415 --> 00:02:21,831 AND FIND ANOTHER PLACE TO LIVE. 86 00:02:21,831 --> 00:02:23,212 SINCE I FOUND OUT I'M HAVING 87 00:02:23,212 --> 00:02:24,592 A GIRL, AND SHE'S DUE IN LESS 88 00:02:24,592 --> 00:02:26,146 THAN A MONTH, IT'S BEEN REALLY 89 00:02:26,146 --> 00:02:28,631 HARD TO MAKE A DECISION. 90 00:02:28,631 --> 00:02:30,046 AND I KNOW MATT'S BEEN 91 00:02:30,046 --> 00:02:31,668 STRUGGLING WITH IT AS WELL. 92 00:02:31,668 --> 00:02:33,498 I'VE NEVER BEEN 93 00:02:33,498 --> 00:02:35,776 IN A RELATIONSHIP THIS LONG. 94 00:02:35,776 --> 00:02:36,708 >> IT'S LIKE, IT FEELS LIKE 95 00:02:36,708 --> 00:02:37,605 TWO YEARS KIND OF FLEW BY 96 00:02:37,605 --> 00:02:39,745 PRETTY FAST, LIKE, EVEN THIS 97 00:02:39,745 --> 00:02:40,953 WHOLE NINE MONTHS KIND OF WENT 98 00:02:40,953 --> 00:02:41,851 BY PRETTY FAST. 99 00:02:41,851 --> 00:02:43,922 LIKE, I THINK ABOUT IT, LIKE, 100 00:02:43,922 --> 00:02:45,958 BACK IN NINTH GRADE WHEN WE 101 00:02:45,958 --> 00:02:47,891 FIRST MET AND STUFF, LIKE, 102 00:02:47,891 --> 00:02:49,169 IN SCHOOL AND EVERYTHING, LIKE, 103 00:02:49,169 --> 00:02:51,723 YOU NEVER REALLY WOULD ENVISION 104 00:02:51,723 --> 00:02:53,034 THIS KIND OF THING. 105 00:02:53,034 --> 00:02:54,277 >> BEFORE IT WAS MATH CLASS, 106 00:02:54,277 --> 00:02:55,520 AND THEN IN THE BLINK OF AN EYE, 107 00:02:55,520 --> 00:02:58,039 NOW IT'S, LIKE, THERE'S A BABY. 108 00:02:58,039 --> 00:02:58,971 >> WELL, WE DID MOVE 109 00:02:58,971 --> 00:02:59,696 PRETTY FAST. 110 00:02:59,696 --> 00:03:00,766 YOU WERE PRETTY MUCH AT MY 111 00:03:00,766 --> 00:03:01,733 HOUSE, LIKE, EVERY WEEKEND, 112 00:03:01,733 --> 00:03:03,183 AND THEN WE'RE HERE. 113 00:03:03,183 --> 00:03:05,254 >> YEAH, I KNOW. 114 00:03:05,254 --> 00:03:06,255 >> YOU JUST WANT TO STOP HERE? 115 00:03:06,255 --> 00:03:07,325 >> YEAH. 116 00:03:07,325 --> 00:03:08,360 >> IT'S HOT. 117 00:03:08,360 --> 00:03:12,537 >> I GOT TO SIT. 118 00:03:12,537 --> 00:03:13,814 I LOVE YOU MORE THAN ANYTHING. 119 00:03:13,814 --> 00:03:15,264 YOU'VE BECOME, LIKE, 120 00:03:15,264 --> 00:03:16,437 MY BEST FRIEND. 121 00:03:16,437 --> 00:03:17,749 >> I LOVE YOU, AND I CARE 122 00:03:17,749 --> 00:03:19,544 ABOUT YOU; IT'S JUST, AT THIS 123 00:03:19,544 --> 00:03:20,683 POINT IN TIME, LIKE, WE HAVE TO 124 00:03:20,683 --> 00:03:21,649 WORRY ABOUT OTHER THINGS. 125 00:03:21,649 --> 00:03:22,892 LIKE, I WANT WHAT'S BEST 126 00:03:22,892 --> 00:03:24,480 FOR HER, AND SOMETIMES I THINK, 127 00:03:24,480 --> 00:03:27,103 LIKE, YOU KNOW, MAYBE YOUR MOM'S 128 00:03:27,103 --> 00:03:28,656 RIGHT WITH ADOPTION, 129 00:03:28,656 --> 00:03:30,451 BECAUSE IT'D PROVIDE HER WITH 130 00:03:30,451 --> 00:03:31,694 EVERYTHING SHE REALLY DOES NEED, 131 00:03:31,694 --> 00:03:32,488 YOU KNOW. 132 00:03:32,488 --> 00:03:34,352 ON THE SAME TOKEN, I HONESTLY 133 00:03:34,352 --> 00:03:35,525 DON'T WANT TO MISS ANYTHING, 134 00:03:35,525 --> 00:03:37,009 IN, LIKE, A SELFISH KIND OF WAY, 135 00:03:37,009 --> 00:03:38,632 LIKE, YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN? 136 00:03:38,632 --> 00:03:40,150 HOW DO YOU FEEL LIKE? 137 00:03:40,150 --> 00:03:42,463 >> I DON'T THINK THAT I CAN GIVE 138 00:03:42,463 --> 00:03:44,431 HER UP, BUT THE THING THAT I'M 139 00:03:44,431 --> 00:03:46,398 WORRIED AND SCARED OF THE MOST 140 00:03:46,398 --> 00:03:48,952 IS DOING IT ON MY OWN. 141 00:03:48,952 --> 00:03:50,333 >> I'M REALLY GONNA TRY MY BEST 142 00:03:50,333 --> 00:03:52,749 TO BE THERE AS MUCH AS I CAN 143 00:03:52,749 --> 00:03:54,234 POSSIBLY, LIKE, HELP. 144 00:03:54,234 --> 00:03:56,443 >> YEAH. 145 00:03:56,443 --> 00:03:57,720 IT'S JUST TOUGH, BECAUSE I'M SO 146 00:03:57,720 --> 00:03:59,342 SCARED ABOUT EVERYTHING. 147 00:03:59,342 --> 00:04:00,240 >> WE'LL SEE, 148 00:04:00,240 --> 00:04:01,068 YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN? 149 00:04:01,068 --> 00:04:03,622 LIKE, WITH TIME, IT'LL-- 150 00:04:03,622 --> 00:04:07,695 WE'LL SEE HOW IT GOES, YOU KNOW? 151 00:04:07,695 --> 00:04:08,627 >> I WISH MATT SOUNDED MORE 152 00:04:08,627 --> 00:04:11,181 CONFIDENT ABOUT BEING A DAD. 153 00:04:11,181 --> 00:04:12,390 HE HASN'T BEEN VERY RELIABLE 154 00:04:12,390 --> 00:04:13,322 IN THE PAST. 155 00:04:13,322 --> 00:04:14,702 HE DISAPPEARS A LOT, 156 00:04:14,702 --> 00:04:16,359 HE PARTIES WAY TOO MUCH, 157 00:04:16,359 --> 00:04:18,465 AND HE'S BEEN ON PROBATION. 158 00:04:18,465 --> 00:04:19,707 BUT HE NEEDS TO PULL IT 159 00:04:19,707 --> 00:04:21,226 TOGETHER, 'CAUSE IF I KEEP 160 00:04:21,226 --> 00:04:23,504 THE BABY, I'M GOING TO NEED 161 00:04:23,504 --> 00:04:25,851 HIM THERE. 162 00:04:25,851 --> 00:04:26,956 IT'S THE SUMMER BEFORE 163 00:04:26,956 --> 00:04:28,302 SENIOR YEAR, AND I THOUGHT 164 00:04:28,302 --> 00:04:29,510 I'D BE SPENDING ALL MY TIME 165 00:04:29,510 --> 00:04:30,684 AT THE STUDIO. 166 00:04:30,684 --> 00:04:32,755 BUT AT 8 1/2 MONTHS PREGNANT, 167 00:04:32,755 --> 00:04:34,135 IT'S BECOME A LOT HARDER 168 00:04:34,135 --> 00:04:35,067 TO DANCE. 169 00:04:35,067 --> 00:04:36,206 >> READY? 170 00:04:36,206 --> 00:04:38,657 FIVE, SIX, SEVEN, AND-- 171 00:04:38,657 --> 00:04:43,283 ONE AND A TWO AND AN UP, BACK. 172 00:04:43,283 --> 00:04:45,871 AND ONE AND TWO AND THREE, FOUR, 173 00:04:45,871 --> 00:04:48,218 FIVE, SIX, SEVEN, AND EIGHT. 174 00:04:48,218 --> 00:04:50,290 OKAY. 175 00:04:50,290 --> 00:04:52,188 >> [grunts] 176 00:04:52,188 --> 00:04:54,294 >> YOU LOOK TIRED. 177 00:04:54,294 --> 00:04:57,780 >> I'M SO OUT OF IT. 178 00:04:57,780 --> 00:04:59,575 >> OH, MY GOD, SHE'S RIDICULOUS. 179 00:04:59,575 --> 00:05:01,335 I HAVEN'T BEEN SLEEPING AT ALL. 180 00:05:01,335 --> 00:05:02,854 I ROLL CONSTANTLY 181 00:05:02,854 --> 00:05:04,338 BACK AND FORTH. 182 00:05:04,338 --> 00:05:05,305 >> HOW DID YOU FEEL WHEN YOU 183 00:05:05,305 --> 00:05:06,098 FIRST FOUND OUT? 184 00:05:06,098 --> 00:05:07,479 >> I WAS SCARED OUT OF MY 185 00:05:07,479 --> 00:05:09,343 FREAKING MIND. 186 00:05:09,343 --> 00:05:10,482 I CRIED ALL THE WAY 187 00:05:10,482 --> 00:05:11,483 TO THE BUS STOP. 188 00:05:11,483 --> 00:05:12,760 I CRIED ALL THE WAY TO SCHOOL. 189 00:05:12,760 --> 00:05:15,038 AND THEN I DID HAVE A LOT OF, 190 00:05:15,038 --> 00:05:16,695 LIKE, REGRET WHEN I FOUND OUT. 191 00:05:16,695 --> 00:05:18,041 >> DO PEOPLE, LIKE, STARE AT YOU 192 00:05:18,041 --> 00:05:18,904 IN SCHOOL? 193 00:05:18,904 --> 00:05:20,630 >> OH, MY GOSH, YEAH. 194 00:05:20,630 --> 00:05:22,183 >> I CAN IMAGINE, LIKE-- 195 00:05:22,183 --> 00:05:22,908 >> YEAH. 196 00:05:22,908 --> 00:05:23,875 >> DO PEOPLE, LIKE, CALL YOU 197 00:05:23,875 --> 00:05:24,979 NAMES AND STUFF, NOW THAT YOU 198 00:05:24,979 --> 00:05:25,670 GOT PREGNANT? 199 00:05:25,670 --> 00:05:27,672 >> YEAH, I'VE GOTTEN SLUT, 200 00:05:27,672 --> 00:05:29,259 WHORE. 201 00:05:29,259 --> 00:05:30,468 >> THAT'S A SHAME. 202 00:05:30,468 --> 00:05:31,572 >> THAT'S HORRIBLE. 203 00:05:31,572 --> 00:05:33,160 >> I MEAN, MATT AND I WERE USING 204 00:05:33,160 --> 00:05:34,230 PROTECTION, AND I WAS ON 205 00:05:34,230 --> 00:05:35,576 BIRTH CONTROL, AND IT JUST KIND 206 00:05:35,576 --> 00:05:36,612 OF WAS LIKE AN "OOPSIE" 207 00:05:36,612 --> 00:05:37,475 KIND OF THING. 208 00:05:37,475 --> 00:05:39,062 HIM AND I WERE LIKE, "OH, SHOULD 209 00:05:39,062 --> 00:05:40,340 WE GO GET PLAN "B"? 210 00:05:40,340 --> 00:05:41,202 WHAT SHOULD WE DO?" 211 00:05:41,202 --> 00:05:42,272 AND THEN I WENT THERE. 212 00:05:42,272 --> 00:05:43,653 IT'S FREAKING $50. 213 00:05:43,653 --> 00:05:44,482 >> all: YEAH. 214 00:05:44,482 --> 00:05:45,586 >> I'M LIKE, OKAY. 215 00:05:45,586 --> 00:05:46,725 >> WOULD YOU GIVE THE BABY UP 216 00:05:46,725 --> 00:05:47,554 FOR ADOPTION? 217 00:05:47,554 --> 00:05:50,073 WOULD YOU WANT--WOULD YOU FEEL 218 00:05:50,073 --> 00:05:50,936 LIKE YOU COULD BE MORE 219 00:05:50,936 --> 00:05:52,628 OF A TEENAGER? 220 00:05:52,628 --> 00:05:53,939 >> I'M STILL IN BETWEEN. 221 00:05:53,939 --> 00:05:56,321 IT IS REALLY HARD, YOU KNOW? 222 00:05:56,321 --> 00:05:57,633 I'M MORE TOWARDS KEEPING THE 223 00:05:57,633 --> 00:05:59,807 BABY, BUT IT'S LIKE I'M STARTING 224 00:05:59,807 --> 00:06:01,947 TO LOOK AT IT AS, "WHAT'S GOING 225 00:06:01,947 --> 00:06:02,948 TO BE BETTER FOR HER, 226 00:06:02,948 --> 00:06:04,122 SOMEONE WHO CAN GIVE HER 227 00:06:04,122 --> 00:06:07,367 EVERYTHING PLUS THAT, OR SOMEONE 228 00:06:07,367 --> 00:06:08,229 WHO'S GOING TO STRUGGLE 229 00:06:08,229 --> 00:06:12,026 TO GIVE HER EVERYTHING?" 230 00:06:12,026 --> 00:06:12,993 I'M IN A REALLY TRICKY 231 00:06:12,993 --> 00:06:14,822 SITUATION, AND IT ISN'T GETTING 232 00:06:14,822 --> 00:06:17,204 ANY EASIER, SINCE EVERYONE IN MY 233 00:06:17,204 --> 00:06:18,654 FAMILY IS WONDERING WHAT I'M 234 00:06:18,654 --> 00:06:20,828 GOING TO DO. 235 00:06:20,828 --> 00:06:23,141 >> SO WHAT REALLY DOES IT FEEL 236 00:06:23,141 --> 00:06:23,831 LIKE, THOUGH? 237 00:06:23,831 --> 00:06:24,867 >> LIKE BEING PUNCHED ON THE 238 00:06:24,867 --> 00:06:26,938 INSIDE OF YOUR STOMACH. 239 00:06:26,938 --> 00:06:28,526 >> ARE YOU READY? 240 00:06:28,526 --> 00:06:29,803 >> NO. 241 00:06:29,803 --> 00:06:32,461 >> ARE YOU ALLOWED TO KEEP IT? 242 00:06:32,461 --> 00:06:34,083 IS IT, LIKE, AGAINST THE LAW FOR 243 00:06:34,083 --> 00:06:35,325 YOU TO KEEP IT? 244 00:06:35,325 --> 00:06:36,741 >> NO, IT'S NOT AGAINST THE LAW 245 00:06:36,741 --> 00:06:39,260 FOR ME TO KEEP IT. 246 00:06:39,260 --> 00:06:41,124 >> DO YOU WANT TO KEEP IT? 247 00:06:41,124 --> 00:06:42,160 >> I WANT TO KEEP IT. 248 00:06:42,160 --> 00:06:43,437 THAT'S WHAT I WANT. 249 00:06:43,437 --> 00:06:44,990 BUT DO YOU THINK THAT IT'S THE 250 00:06:44,990 --> 00:06:46,785 BEST THING FOR ME TO? 251 00:06:46,785 --> 00:06:48,304 >> YOU CAN BE HONEST, HONEY. 252 00:06:48,304 --> 00:06:50,410 >> YOU'RE STILL IN SCHOOL. 253 00:06:50,410 --> 00:06:51,445 >> YEAH. 254 00:06:51,445 --> 00:06:52,757 >> PEOPLE ARE GONNA PICK ON YOU 255 00:06:52,757 --> 00:06:54,275 AND WHATEVER. 256 00:06:54,275 --> 00:06:56,036 >> WELL, EVEN WITHOUT A BABY, 257 00:06:56,036 --> 00:06:57,175 PEOPLE PICK ON YOU. 258 00:06:57,175 --> 00:06:58,418 >> YEAH, BUT NOT AS MUCH WHEN 259 00:06:58,418 --> 00:06:59,867 YOU'RE WITH A BABY. 260 00:06:59,867 --> 00:07:01,386 I THINK YOU SHOULD ADOPT IT, 261 00:07:01,386 --> 00:07:03,043 'CAUSE YOU'RE A LITTLE 262 00:07:03,043 --> 00:07:03,906 TOO YOUNG. 263 00:07:03,906 --> 00:07:07,703 >> IT'S HARD TO KEEP A BABY. 264 00:07:07,703 --> 00:07:09,705 >> IT'S JUST NOT THE RIGHT TIME. 265 00:07:09,705 --> 00:07:11,672 >> WITH MY BABY DUE IN JUST TWO 266 00:07:11,672 --> 00:07:13,467 WEEKS, I REALLY NEED TO COME 267 00:07:13,467 --> 00:07:15,020 TO A DECISION, AND MY MOM IS 268 00:07:15,020 --> 00:07:16,643 LOSING PATIENCE. 269 00:07:16,643 --> 00:07:17,644 >> WHAT DO YOU WANT TO DO WITH 270 00:07:17,644 --> 00:07:18,610 YOUR LIFE? 271 00:07:18,610 --> 00:07:20,198 >> OWN THE DANCE STUDIO. 272 00:07:20,198 --> 00:07:21,441 >> DO YOU THINK YOU CAN DO THIS 273 00:07:21,441 --> 00:07:22,856 WITHOUT FINISHING SCHOOL? 274 00:07:22,856 --> 00:07:23,822 >> NO. 275 00:07:23,822 --> 00:07:24,823 >> NOW, DO YOU THINK THAT YOU 276 00:07:24,823 --> 00:07:26,169 CAN FINISH SCHOOL AND GO TO 277 00:07:26,169 --> 00:07:28,931 COLLEGE WITH AN INFANT? 278 00:07:28,931 --> 00:07:30,657 AND HOW DOES THAT MAKE YOU FEEL? 279 00:07:30,657 --> 00:07:33,314 >> LIKE COMPLETE [bleep]. 280 00:07:33,314 --> 00:07:34,350 >> THERE WILL BE NO BABIES IN 281 00:07:34,350 --> 00:07:35,731 THIS HOUSE, AND I TOLD YOU THAT. 282 00:07:35,731 --> 00:07:36,870 THAT WAS ACTUALLY ONE FORM 283 00:07:36,870 --> 00:07:37,733 OF BIRTH CONTROL. 284 00:07:37,733 --> 00:07:39,459 >> I KNOW. 285 00:07:39,459 --> 00:07:41,461 >> I'M NOT GONNA RAISE A CHILD, 286 00:07:41,461 --> 00:07:43,324 SO WHAT ARE YOU GONNA DO? 287 00:07:43,324 --> 00:07:44,809 >> IF I KEPT HER, I'D HAVE TO GO 288 00:07:44,809 --> 00:07:46,224 LOOK FOR SOMEWHERE ELSE. 289 00:07:46,224 --> 00:07:47,777 >> DO YOU THINK MATT WOULD GIVE 290 00:07:47,777 --> 00:07:49,434 YOU ANY MONEY TO HELP RAISE 291 00:07:49,434 --> 00:07:50,331 THIS CHILD? 292 00:07:50,331 --> 00:07:52,126 >> HIS MIND IS SOMEWHERE ELSE, 293 00:07:52,126 --> 00:07:54,232 AND IT ALWAYS IS. 294 00:07:54,232 --> 00:07:55,992 >> HONEY, HE'S A KID. 295 00:07:55,992 --> 00:07:58,339 THAT'S WHY KIDS SHOULDN'T TRY 296 00:07:58,339 --> 00:07:59,513 TO BE PARENTS. 297 00:07:59,513 --> 00:08:01,032 >> I KNOW WHAT'S BEST. 298 00:08:01,032 --> 00:08:02,930 >> AND WHAT IS THAT? 299 00:08:02,930 --> 00:08:05,346 >> ADOPTION. 300 00:08:05,346 --> 00:08:06,831 >> WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT 301 00:08:06,831 --> 00:08:08,073 ADOPTION? 302 00:08:08,073 --> 00:08:10,455 >> I THINK IT'S A GOOD OPTION. 303 00:08:10,455 --> 00:08:13,009 I REALLY DO. 304 00:08:13,009 --> 00:08:15,874 IT JUST-- 305 00:08:15,874 --> 00:08:18,290 MY HEART JUST SAYS NO. 306 00:08:18,290 --> 00:08:19,809 >> THERE ARE A LOT OF FAMILIES 307 00:08:19,809 --> 00:08:20,741 OUT THERE THAT WOULD HAVE 308 00:08:20,741 --> 00:08:23,882 UNLIMITED VISITATION. 309 00:08:23,882 --> 00:08:25,263 >> THAT'S THE THING, THOUGH, 310 00:08:25,263 --> 00:08:27,437 LIKE, IT'S NOT AS MUCH 311 00:08:27,437 --> 00:08:29,198 AS I WANT. 312 00:08:29,198 --> 00:08:32,270 AS I WANT. [crying] 313 00:08:32,270 --> 00:08:38,069 [crying] 314 00:08:38,069 --> 00:08:39,519 >> YOU'RE 17. 315 00:08:39,519 --> 00:08:42,694 >> I KNOW. 316 00:08:42,694 --> 00:08:45,594 >> YOU NEED TO BE A KID. 317 00:08:45,594 --> 00:08:46,491 >> I KNOW WHAT I WANT, 318 00:08:46,491 --> 00:08:51,461 AND I KNOW WHAT'S BEST. 319 00:08:51,461 --> 00:08:53,360 AND I WISH I COULD HAVE WHAT I 320 00:08:53,360 --> 00:08:56,294 WANT, BUT I KNOW THAT I CAN'T. 321 00:08:56,294 --> 00:08:59,124 >> SO WHAT ARE WE GONNA DO? 322 00:08:59,124 --> 00:09:00,919 >> I REALLY JUST--I DON'T HAVE 323 00:09:00,919 --> 00:09:02,956 >> I REALLY JUST--I DON'T HAVE AN ANSWER. 324 00:09:02,956 --> 00:09:16,728 AN ANSWER. 325 00:09:16,728 --> 00:09:17,798 >> TALKING TO MY MOM ABOUT THE 326 00:09:17,798 --> 00:09:20,076 BABY WAS REALLY PAINFUL. 327 00:09:20,076 --> 00:09:21,595 I KNOW ADOPTION IS THE LOGICAL 328 00:09:21,595 --> 00:09:23,390 CHOICE FOR ME, BUT RIGHT NOW, 329 00:09:23,390 --> 00:09:24,564 ALL I CAN THINK ABOUT 330 00:09:24,564 --> 00:09:26,048 IS BEING A MOM. 331 00:09:26,048 --> 00:09:27,739 >> both: OHH! 332 00:09:27,739 --> 00:09:29,051 >> OH, HERE'S NEWBORN. 333 00:09:29,051 --> 00:09:29,948 >> [gasps] 334 00:09:29,948 --> 00:09:31,191 PULL THAT DOWN. 335 00:09:31,191 --> 00:09:32,468 [gasps] 336 00:09:32,468 --> 00:09:34,643 OH, MY GOD. 337 00:09:34,643 --> 00:09:37,577 HOW MUCH IS IT? 338 00:09:37,577 --> 00:09:39,371 >> $27. 339 00:09:39,371 --> 00:09:41,304 >> OH. 340 00:09:41,304 --> 00:09:42,512 >> HOW MUCH PER HOUR DO YOU GET? 341 00:09:42,512 --> 00:09:44,273 >> I GET 7 BUCKS AN HOUR. 342 00:09:44,273 --> 00:09:45,930 >> THAT'D BE FOUR HOURS 343 00:09:45,930 --> 00:09:47,069 FOR THAT. 344 00:09:47,069 --> 00:09:47,897 >> JUST TO GET-- 345 00:09:47,897 --> 00:09:48,864 >> AN OUTFIT. 346 00:09:48,864 --> 00:09:50,762 AND THAT'S BEFORE TAXES. 347 00:09:50,762 --> 00:09:52,005 GIRAFFE. 348 00:09:52,005 --> 00:09:53,351 >> $29. 349 00:09:53,351 --> 00:09:54,076 >> DID YOUR MOM 350 00:09:54,076 --> 00:09:55,042 GET YOU ANYTHING? 351 00:09:55,042 --> 00:09:56,078 >> NO. 352 00:09:56,078 --> 00:09:57,424 SHE DOESN'T WANT TO BE 353 00:09:57,424 --> 00:09:59,115 FINANCIALLY RESPONSIBLE FOR HER, 354 00:09:59,115 --> 00:10:01,186 SO HOPEFULLY MATT WILL BE 355 00:10:01,186 --> 00:10:03,568 HELPING OUT AND STUFF. 356 00:10:03,568 --> 00:10:05,156 KEEPING THE BABY WILL BE REALLY 357 00:10:05,156 --> 00:10:07,986 EXPENSIVE, ESPECIALLY IF MY MOM 358 00:10:07,986 --> 00:10:09,367 KICKS ME OUT OF THE HOUSE. 359 00:10:09,367 --> 00:10:11,576 SO EVEN THOUGH I'M ALMOST 360 00:10:11,576 --> 00:10:13,026 NINE MONTHS PREGNANT, I WALK 361 00:10:13,026 --> 00:10:14,683 A MILE TO MY JOB, JUST TO EARN 362 00:10:14,683 --> 00:10:16,823 A MINIMUM-WAGE PAYCHECK. 363 00:10:16,823 --> 00:10:18,548 BUT I'M NOT SURE IF THAT WILL BE 364 00:10:18,548 --> 00:10:20,033 ENOUGH TO SUPPORT A BABY, 365 00:10:20,033 --> 00:10:21,275 SO I NEED TO TALK TO MATT 366 00:10:21,275 --> 00:10:22,794 ABOUT ALL THIS. 367 00:10:22,794 --> 00:10:24,485 BUT HE'S BEEN REALLY FLAKY 368 00:10:24,485 --> 00:10:25,763 LATELY. 369 00:10:25,763 --> 00:10:26,798 >> WAS THERE FOUR OF US? 370 00:10:26,798 --> 00:10:27,868 OH, YEAH, THERE IS. 371 00:10:27,868 --> 00:10:30,457 >> YEAH, 'CAUSE MATT'S NOT HERE, 372 00:10:30,457 --> 00:10:31,561 LIKE USUAL. 373 00:10:31,561 --> 00:10:32,528 >> DID YOU CALL HIM AGAIN? 374 00:10:32,528 --> 00:10:33,736 >> WELL, HE WAS LIKE, 375 00:10:33,736 --> 00:10:34,737 "OKAY, I'M GOING TO BE HERE IN 376 00:10:34,737 --> 00:10:35,496 TEN MINUTES." 377 00:10:35,496 --> 00:10:36,325 BUT IT'S BEEN, LIKE-- 378 00:10:36,325 --> 00:10:37,222 >> 45. 379 00:10:37,222 --> 00:10:38,223 >> YEAH. 380 00:10:38,223 --> 00:10:39,155 >> HE PROBABLY DOESN'T EVEN 381 00:10:39,155 --> 00:10:39,915 KNOW WHERE IT IS. 382 00:10:39,915 --> 00:10:41,295 >> NO, HE KNOWS WHERE IT IS. 383 00:10:41,295 --> 00:10:42,711 HE'S BEEN, UH, KICKED OUT 384 00:10:42,711 --> 00:10:44,367 OF HERE BEFORE. 385 00:10:44,367 --> 00:10:45,714 >> OH. 386 00:10:45,714 --> 00:10:48,786 >> CLASSY. 387 00:10:48,786 --> 00:10:49,890 >> IT'S SO HARD TO SWING 388 00:10:49,890 --> 00:10:53,204 OVER MY BELLY. 389 00:10:53,204 --> 00:10:54,481 >> OHH! 390 00:10:54,481 --> 00:10:57,898 >> all: OHH! 391 00:10:57,898 --> 00:11:00,004 >> IS THAT YOUR PHONE GOING OFF? 392 00:11:00,004 --> 00:11:00,936 >> MATT. 393 00:11:00,936 --> 00:11:02,385 >> HELLO, YEAH? 394 00:11:02,385 --> 00:11:04,456 >> HELLO, YEAH? >> WHERE ARE YOU? 395 00:11:04,456 --> 00:11:06,666 >> WHERE ARE YOU? 396 00:11:06,666 --> 00:11:08,012 >> WELL, CAN YOU PLEASE HURRY, 397 00:11:08,012 --> 00:11:09,013 'CAUSE I WOULD LIKE TO SPEND 398 00:11:09,013 --> 00:11:11,809 AT LEAST SOME TIME TOGETHER. 399 00:11:11,809 --> 00:11:12,948 >> BYE. 400 00:11:12,948 --> 00:11:14,018 >> WHERE IS HE? 401 00:11:14,018 --> 00:11:14,777 >> I DON'T KNOW. 402 00:11:14,777 --> 00:11:16,158 HE TOLD ME HE'S ON HIS WAY. 403 00:11:16,158 --> 00:11:17,469 >> YOU WANT TO SEE HIS DAUGHTER 404 00:11:17,469 --> 00:11:18,712 BE BORN, BUT, LIKE, IS HE EVEN 405 00:11:18,712 --> 00:11:19,748 GOING TO SHOW UP? 406 00:11:19,748 --> 00:11:21,128 >> I HAVE A FUNNY FEELING HE'S 407 00:11:21,128 --> 00:11:22,578 JUST GOING TO, LIKE, DISAPPEAR 408 00:11:22,578 --> 00:11:23,959 RIGHT WHEN YOU NEED HIM. 409 00:11:23,959 --> 00:11:25,685 >> MAYBE HE'LL GROW A PAIR 410 00:11:25,685 --> 00:11:29,136 AND MAN UP FOR ME. 411 00:11:29,136 --> 00:11:30,206 >> HE OBVIOUSLY HAS A PAIR. 412 00:11:30,206 --> 00:11:31,138 LOOK WHAT HAPPENED. 413 00:11:31,138 --> 00:11:35,177 [laughter] 414 00:11:35,177 --> 00:11:35,971 >> UGH. 415 00:11:35,971 --> 00:11:37,558 MATT NEVER SHOWED UP. 416 00:11:37,558 --> 00:11:38,870 NOW THAT MY DUE DATE 417 00:11:38,870 --> 00:11:40,803 IS SO CLOSE, I REALLY NEED 418 00:11:40,803 --> 00:11:45,394 HIS SUPPORT. 419 00:11:45,394 --> 00:11:47,154 >> PLEASE LEAVE YOUR MESSAGE. 420 00:11:47,154 --> 00:11:49,467 >> MATT, TOMORROW WE HAVE 421 00:11:49,467 --> 00:11:51,780 AN ULTRASOUND AT 4:00. 422 00:11:51,780 --> 00:11:53,160 LIKE, YOU REALLY 423 00:11:53,160 --> 00:11:53,954 DON'T UNDERSTAND. 424 00:11:53,954 --> 00:11:54,886 WE NEED TO HAVE A SERIOUS 425 00:11:54,886 --> 00:11:59,339 CONVERSATION. 426 00:11:59,339 --> 00:12:01,375 CONVERSATION. OH, MY GOD. 427 00:12:01,375 --> 00:12:07,865 OH, MY GOD. 428 00:12:07,865 --> 00:12:08,935 MATT DID TURN UP 429 00:12:08,935 --> 00:12:09,832 TO MY APPOINTMENT, 430 00:12:09,832 --> 00:12:11,282 BUT IT LOOKED LIKE HE'D BEEN OUT 431 00:12:11,282 --> 00:12:13,387 BUT IT LOOKED LIKE HE'D BEEN OUT PARTYING ALL NIGHT. 432 00:12:13,387 --> 00:12:17,322 PARTYING ALL NIGHT. 433 00:12:17,322 --> 00:12:19,877 >> THERE'S HER HEART. 434 00:12:19,877 --> 00:12:21,257 >> I'M HAPPY YOU CAME. 435 00:12:21,257 --> 00:12:23,535 >> MM-HMM. 436 00:12:23,535 --> 00:12:24,744 >> ARE YOU GETTING EXCITED, 437 00:12:24,744 --> 00:12:25,952 MATT? 438 00:12:25,952 --> 00:12:28,437 >> SURE. 439 00:12:28,437 --> 00:12:32,406 >> [sighs] 440 00:12:32,406 --> 00:12:34,650 I REALLY LIKE ARABELLA. 441 00:12:34,650 --> 00:12:36,721 I REALLY LIKE ARABELLA. >> MM-HMM. 442 00:12:36,721 --> 00:12:40,760 >> MM-HMM. 443 00:12:40,760 --> 00:12:43,486 >> OH, SHE IS TOTALLY FACING 444 00:12:43,486 --> 00:12:45,454 YOUR SPINE, NOT SHOWING US 445 00:12:45,454 --> 00:12:47,283 HER FACE. 446 00:12:47,283 --> 00:12:50,010 >> SHE'S STUBBORN. 447 00:12:50,010 --> 00:12:51,011 >> WHO'S THAT TAKE AFTER, 448 00:12:51,011 --> 00:12:53,117 YOU OR DAD? 449 00:12:53,117 --> 00:12:54,187 >> DEFINITELY HIM. 450 00:12:54,187 --> 00:12:54,981 >> DEFINITELY DAD? 451 00:12:54,981 --> 00:12:57,362 [laughs] 452 00:12:57,362 --> 00:12:59,157 >> HOW SOON DO YOU THINK? 453 00:12:59,157 --> 00:13:00,469 >> SHE IS DEFINITELY IN POSITION 454 00:13:00,469 --> 00:13:02,954 AND READY TO GO. 455 00:13:02,954 --> 00:13:04,611 >> ALL RIGHT. 456 00:13:04,611 --> 00:13:06,302 IF WE DO PARENT, I'M LEANING 457 00:13:06,302 --> 00:13:08,408 TOWARDS NAMING HER ARABELLA. 458 00:13:08,408 --> 00:13:10,341 WITH MATT BEING SO OUT OF IT, 459 00:13:10,341 --> 00:13:12,446 I CAN'T EVEN TALK TO HIM TO HELP 460 00:13:12,446 --> 00:13:16,036 ME MAKE A DECISION. 461 00:13:16,036 --> 00:13:17,072 >> HOW'S YOUR SUMMER BEEN 462 00:13:17,072 --> 00:13:17,831 SO FAR? 463 00:13:17,831 --> 00:13:18,798 >> IT'S BEEN PRETTY GOOD. 464 00:13:18,798 --> 00:13:19,695 HOW'S YOURS? 465 00:13:19,695 --> 00:13:24,631 >> UGH, LONG. 466 00:13:24,631 --> 00:13:25,805 YOU LOOK LIKE YOU'RE READY 467 00:13:25,805 --> 00:13:26,633 TO POP NOW. 468 00:13:26,633 --> 00:13:28,048 COME OUT, BABY. 469 00:13:28,048 --> 00:13:29,118 >> NO, WE DON'T WANT HER TO COME 470 00:13:29,118 --> 00:13:29,809 OUT JUST YET. 471 00:13:29,809 --> 00:13:30,810 WE WANT HER TO STAY IN HERE 472 00:13:30,810 --> 00:13:31,569 FOREVER. 473 00:13:31,569 --> 00:13:32,225 >> FOREVER? 474 00:13:32,225 --> 00:13:33,226 >> FOREVER AND EVER AND EVER. 475 00:13:33,226 --> 00:13:34,227 >> YOU WANT TO HAVE A BIG BUTT 476 00:13:34,227 --> 00:13:34,814 FOREVER? 477 00:13:34,814 --> 00:13:35,815 >> I COULD HAVE A BIG BUTT 478 00:13:35,815 --> 00:13:36,505 FOREVER. 479 00:13:36,505 --> 00:13:37,333 I'LL LIVE WITH THAT. 480 00:13:37,333 --> 00:13:38,472 >> [laughs] 481 00:13:38,472 --> 00:13:40,958 OKAY, BUT WHEN ARE YOU GOING TO 482 00:13:40,958 --> 00:13:42,304 MAKE THE FINAL DECISION? 483 00:13:42,304 --> 00:13:43,615 >> I DON'T KNOW. 484 00:13:43,615 --> 00:13:45,410 I REALLY DON'T WANT TO. 485 00:13:45,410 --> 00:13:47,067 >> WHAT DOES MATT THINK? 486 00:13:47,067 --> 00:13:48,034 >> LIKE, I'VE BEEN TRYING TO 487 00:13:48,034 --> 00:13:49,863 TALK TO MATT AND JUST FIGURE OUT 488 00:13:49,863 --> 00:13:51,244 WHERE HIS HEAD IS. 489 00:13:51,244 --> 00:13:53,280 IT JUST SEEMS A LOT LIKE HE'S 490 00:13:53,280 --> 00:13:55,317 STILL OBSESSED WITH SPENDING 491 00:13:55,317 --> 00:13:56,214 TIME WITH HIS FRIENDS. 492 00:13:56,214 --> 00:14:00,736 AND HE GOES M.I.A. ALL THE TIME. 493 00:14:00,736 --> 00:14:01,737 >> DO YOU REALLY FEEL YOU CAN 494 00:14:01,737 --> 00:14:03,808 TRUST HIM WHEN THE BABY'S BORN? 495 00:14:03,808 --> 00:14:05,603 >> WITH MATT BEING SO OUT OF IT, 496 00:14:05,603 --> 00:14:07,916 I CAN'T EVEN TALK TO HIM TO HELP 497 00:14:07,916 --> 00:14:09,296 ME MAKE A DECISION. 498 00:14:09,296 --> 00:14:11,367 AND WE'RE RUNNING OUT OF TIME. 499 00:14:11,367 --> 00:14:15,751 >> HEY, WHAT'S UP? 500 00:14:15,751 --> 00:14:16,890 I JUST CAN'T BELIEVE IT'S 501 00:14:16,890 --> 00:14:18,133 GOING TO BE OUR SENIOR YEAR. 502 00:14:18,133 --> 00:14:19,479 >> OH, MY GOSH, I KNOW. 503 00:14:19,479 --> 00:14:20,480 >> REMEMBER WHEN WE WERE BACK 504 00:14:20,480 --> 00:14:22,171 IN, LIKE, ELEMENTARY SCHOOL, 505 00:14:22,171 --> 00:14:23,172 WHEN I FIRST MET YOU. 506 00:14:23,172 --> 00:14:25,278 >> OH, YES. 507 00:14:25,278 --> 00:14:26,417 ARE YOU EXCITED TO DO, LIKE, 508 00:14:26,417 --> 00:14:28,453 PROM AND SENIOR WEEK? 509 00:14:28,453 --> 00:14:29,489 >> YEAH. 510 00:14:29,489 --> 00:14:30,766 DO YOU THINK THAT YOU'RE GOING 511 00:14:30,766 --> 00:14:31,871 TO HAVE PROBLEMS NEXT YEAR WITH 512 00:14:31,871 --> 00:14:32,872 THE BABY? 513 00:14:32,872 --> 00:14:34,390 >> I'M REALLY SCARED OF THAT, 514 00:14:34,390 --> 00:14:36,703 LIKE, TRYING TO DO THAT THE SAME 515 00:14:36,703 --> 00:14:37,807 TIME I'M TRYING TO TAKE CARE OF 516 00:14:37,807 --> 00:14:39,361 HER AND DO A JOB. 517 00:14:39,361 --> 00:14:40,086 >> MM-HMM. 518 00:14:40,086 --> 00:14:41,087 >> I DON'T KNOW HOW I'M GONNA 519 00:14:41,087 --> 00:14:43,158 >> I DON'T KNOW HOW I'M GONNA DO IT. 520 00:14:43,158 --> 00:14:48,888 DO IT. 521 00:14:48,888 --> 00:14:50,890 >> WHAT IF YOU DID GIVE HER UP? 522 00:14:50,890 --> 00:14:53,582 LIKE, YOU'D BE ABLE TO, LIKE, 523 00:14:53,582 --> 00:14:55,895 GO OUT WITH YOUR FRIENDS, JUST 524 00:14:55,895 --> 00:14:57,586 LIVE YOUR HIGH SCHOOL YEARS. 525 00:14:57,586 --> 00:14:58,587 >> YEAH. 526 00:14:58,587 --> 00:14:59,622 >> LIKE, YOU'D BE ABLE TO DO THE 527 00:14:59,622 --> 00:15:01,003 THINGS THAT, LIKE, I'M DOING. 528 00:15:01,003 --> 00:15:02,349 >> YEAH. 529 00:15:02,349 --> 00:15:03,903 I HAVE STARTED TO CONSIDER 530 00:15:03,903 --> 00:15:05,249 ADOPTION A LITTLE BIT. 531 00:15:05,249 --> 00:15:06,250 >> WELL, YOU KNOW, LIKE, MY 532 00:15:06,250 --> 00:15:07,285 MOM'S THERE TO SUPPORT YOU. 533 00:15:07,285 --> 00:15:08,321 >> MM-HMM. 534 00:15:08,321 --> 00:15:10,081 >> AND, UM, YOU KNOW, LIKE, 535 00:15:10,081 --> 00:15:11,911 MY MOM CAN'T HAVE KIDS. 536 00:15:11,911 --> 00:15:15,121 SO SHE ASKED ME IF, UM-- 537 00:15:15,121 --> 00:15:16,570 IF YOU WOULD CONSIDER HER, LIKE, 538 00:15:16,570 --> 00:15:17,571 TAKING THE BABY 539 00:15:17,571 --> 00:15:20,022 AND ADOPTING THE BABY. 540 00:15:20,022 --> 00:15:22,162 >> REALLY? 541 00:15:22,162 --> 00:15:22,922 UM-- 542 00:15:22,922 --> 00:15:23,853 >> AND I KNOW THAT'S A BIG 543 00:15:23,853 --> 00:15:26,235 DECISION, BUT, LIKE, YOU'RE 544 00:15:26,235 --> 00:15:27,650 CLOSE WITH US AND STUFF, SO, 545 00:15:27,650 --> 00:15:29,135 YOU COULD, LIKE, COME SEE HER, 546 00:15:29,135 --> 00:15:31,758 WHATEVER. 547 00:15:31,758 --> 00:15:32,828 IT'S JUST SOMETHING, LIKE, 548 00:15:32,828 --> 00:15:34,934 IT'S JUST SOMETHING, LIKE, IF YOU WANT TO CONSIDER IT. 549 00:15:34,934 --> 00:15:44,771 IF YOU WANT TO CONSIDER IT. 550 00:15:44,771 --> 00:15:45,703 >> I'VE BEEN THINKING A LOT 551 00:15:45,703 --> 00:15:47,084 ABOUT BRIANNA'S OFFER. 552 00:15:47,084 --> 00:15:48,706 I WANT TO TALK TO MATT 553 00:15:48,706 --> 00:15:50,501 ABOUT IT, BUT I STILL CAN'T GET 554 00:15:50,501 --> 00:15:55,506 AHOLD OF HIM. 555 00:15:55,506 --> 00:15:56,783 SO I'M GOING TO MEET WITH 556 00:15:56,783 --> 00:16:00,304 BRIANNA'S PARENTS ON MY OWN. 557 00:16:00,304 --> 00:16:02,271 >> UM, I HAD TOLD ALEX WHEN WE 558 00:16:02,271 --> 00:16:03,307 WERE OUT THAT YOU GUYS ARE 559 00:16:03,307 --> 00:16:04,342 LOOKING TO ADOPT. 560 00:16:04,342 --> 00:16:06,034 >> IT'S LIKE, I WANT TO LOOK AT 561 00:16:06,034 --> 00:16:07,104 ALL THE OPTIONS THAT I 562 00:16:07,104 --> 00:16:08,070 POSSIBLY HAVE. 563 00:16:08,070 --> 00:16:11,039 >> SHE'S BEEN WANTING TO ADOPT. 564 00:16:11,039 --> 00:16:12,454 PHYSICALLY, HER AND I CAN'T 565 00:16:12,454 --> 00:16:15,319 HAVE ANOTHER CHILD TOGETHER. 566 00:16:15,319 --> 00:16:16,216 >> I WANT ANOTHER BABY, 567 00:16:16,216 --> 00:16:17,666 WHETHER THAT'S ADOPTING YOUR 568 00:16:17,666 --> 00:16:19,426 BABY OR FOSTERING A BABY 569 00:16:19,426 --> 00:16:20,841 TO ADOPT. 570 00:16:20,841 --> 00:16:22,395 >> NOW, IF SHE DOESN'T WANT TO 571 00:16:22,395 --> 00:16:23,499 GIVE IT UP RIGHT AWAY, WOULD YOU 572 00:16:23,499 --> 00:16:25,329 GUYS, LIKE, DO IT LATER ON? 573 00:16:25,329 --> 00:16:27,227 >> YEAH, THIS ISN'T WHERE AS 574 00:16:27,227 --> 00:16:28,815 SOON AS THE BABY COMES OUT, 575 00:16:28,815 --> 00:16:30,230 WE'RE GOING TO SAY, "OKAY, WE'RE 576 00:16:30,230 --> 00:16:31,507 THE ADOPTIVE PARENTS NOW. 577 00:16:31,507 --> 00:16:32,922 WE'RE MOM AND DAD, PERIOD, 578 00:16:32,922 --> 00:16:33,716 END OF DISCUSSION." 579 00:16:33,716 --> 00:16:34,407 NO. 580 00:16:34,407 --> 00:16:36,305 IF YOU ARE TOTALLY AT WIT'S END 581 00:16:36,305 --> 00:16:37,789 AND YOU HAVE TO GIVE THIS BABY 582 00:16:37,789 --> 00:16:39,136 UP, THAT'S WHERE WE'D LIKE TO 583 00:16:39,136 --> 00:16:41,138 STEP IN, BUT UP UNTIL THAT 584 00:16:41,138 --> 00:16:42,760 POINT, SHE'S YOURS. 585 00:16:42,760 --> 00:16:44,520 >> IF WE WOULD ADOPT THE BABY, 586 00:16:44,520 --> 00:16:45,797 YOU WOULD STILL BE IN 587 00:16:45,797 --> 00:16:46,591 THE BABY'S LIFE. 588 00:16:46,591 --> 00:16:47,765 >> I KNOW THAT. 589 00:16:47,765 --> 00:16:48,869 >> IS MATT OKAY WITH THAT? 590 00:16:48,869 --> 00:16:49,870 >> HE DOESN'T KNOW WHAT 591 00:16:49,870 --> 00:16:50,699 HE WANTS. 592 00:16:50,699 --> 00:16:54,151 I HOPE THAT HE'S GONNA GIVE SOME 593 00:16:54,151 --> 00:16:55,393 TYPE OF SUPPORT. 594 00:16:55,393 --> 00:16:57,775 I'M GOING TO TALK TO HIM, BUT IF 595 00:16:57,775 --> 00:16:59,328 WE GO DOWN THAT ROAD, I REALLY 596 00:16:59,328 --> 00:17:01,503 WOULD RATHER CHOOSE YOU TO BE 597 00:17:01,503 --> 00:17:02,987 THE PARENTS THAN PICK SOMEONE 598 00:17:02,987 --> 00:17:05,162 THAT I REALLY DON'T KNOW. 599 00:17:05,162 --> 00:17:06,266 >> WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS FEEL 600 00:17:06,266 --> 00:17:07,129 ABOUT THIS? 601 00:17:07,129 --> 00:17:09,200 >> MY MOM IS JUST REALLY PUSHING 602 00:17:09,200 --> 00:17:11,168 FOR THE ADOPTION AND FORCING 603 00:17:11,168 --> 00:17:13,308 ONE OPINION AND ONE OPINION ONLY 604 00:17:13,308 --> 00:17:14,274 DOWN MY THROAT. 605 00:17:14,274 --> 00:17:15,344 >> AND YOU DON'T WANT THAT? 606 00:17:15,344 --> 00:17:16,828 YOU WANT TO KEEP THE BABY? 607 00:17:16,828 --> 00:17:17,795 >> WELL, I DO. 608 00:17:17,795 --> 00:17:19,728 BUT SHE'S MAKING IT SO THAT IT 609 00:17:19,728 --> 00:17:21,247 IS SO HARD FOR ME TO KEEP THE 610 00:17:21,247 --> 00:17:22,972 BABY WITH, YOU KNOW, NOT 611 00:17:22,972 --> 00:17:24,043 ALLOWING ME TO STAY IN THE 612 00:17:24,043 --> 00:17:25,734 HOUSE, WITH-- 613 00:17:25,734 --> 00:17:27,494 >> IF YOU TAKE CARE OF THE BABY, 614 00:17:27,494 --> 00:17:29,048 WHERE ARE YOU PLANNING ON GOING? 615 00:17:29,048 --> 00:17:30,325 >> IT'S LIKE, I HAVE TO FIND 616 00:17:30,325 --> 00:17:32,603 SOMEWHERE TO GO. 617 00:17:32,603 --> 00:17:33,811 >> IT'S A BIG DECISION. 618 00:17:33,811 --> 00:17:36,400 IT'S A BIG DECISION. 619 00:17:36,400 --> 00:17:37,435 [sighs] 620 00:17:37,435 --> 00:17:38,540 I WANT TO SEE WHAT'S BEST FOR 621 00:17:38,540 --> 00:17:39,403 YOU AND THE BABY. 622 00:17:39,403 --> 00:17:40,507 I DON'T WANT YOU BEING OUT 623 00:17:40,507 --> 00:17:41,370 ON THE STREET. 624 00:17:41,370 --> 00:17:43,407 >> I DON'T KNOW HOW IT WOULD 625 00:17:43,407 --> 00:17:45,443 WORK, BUT WE HAVE A NEXT-DOOR 626 00:17:45,443 --> 00:17:46,789 NEIGHBOR THAT HAS A BEDROOM. 627 00:17:46,789 --> 00:17:47,756 IT MIGHT BE ANOTHER OPTION. 628 00:17:47,756 --> 00:17:48,757 >> SHE NEEDS SOMEBODY TO STAY 629 00:17:48,757 --> 00:17:49,758 WITH HER, 'CAUSE SHE WANTS TO 630 00:17:49,758 --> 00:17:51,173 STAY IN THE HOUSE, BUT SHE CAN'T 631 00:17:51,173 --> 00:17:52,036 AFFORD IT. 632 00:17:52,036 --> 00:17:52,968 YOU AND THE BABY WOULD HAVE 633 00:17:52,968 --> 00:17:53,762 SOMEWHERE TO LIVE. 634 00:17:53,762 --> 00:17:54,728 >> YOU'D BE RIGHT NEXT DOOR. 635 00:17:54,728 --> 00:17:55,660 >> RIGHT NEXT DOOR TO US. 636 00:17:55,660 --> 00:17:57,317 THE THING IS, WE NEED TO WAIT 637 00:17:57,317 --> 00:17:58,663 TILL THE BABY'S BORN, 638 00:17:58,663 --> 00:18:00,148 BECAUSE EVERY DAY THINGS ARE 639 00:18:00,148 --> 00:18:00,941 GOING TO CHANGE. 640 00:18:00,941 --> 00:18:02,081 >> THANK YOU SO MUCH. 641 00:18:02,081 --> 00:18:04,013 LIKE, YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW 642 00:18:04,013 --> 00:18:05,325 HOW MUCH. 643 00:18:05,325 --> 00:18:07,051 IF I MOVE NEXT DOOR, THEN I CAN 644 00:18:07,051 --> 00:18:08,570 WAIT UNTIL AFTER THE BABY IS 645 00:18:08,570 --> 00:18:11,883 BORN TO MAKE THE BIG DECISION. 646 00:18:11,883 --> 00:18:12,884 >> HEY, BRENDA. 647 00:18:12,884 --> 00:18:13,713 >> HI, BRENDA. 648 00:18:13,713 --> 00:18:14,921 THIS IS ALEX, MY FRIEND. 649 00:18:14,921 --> 00:18:16,060 >> HI, ALEX. 650 00:18:16,060 --> 00:18:16,923 >> HEY. 651 00:18:16,923 --> 00:18:17,924 >> BOY, IT LOOKS LIKE YOU'RE-- 652 00:18:17,924 --> 00:18:18,994 SOON. 653 00:18:18,994 --> 00:18:20,444 >> YEAH. 654 00:18:20,444 --> 00:18:21,479 >> WELL, I'LL SHOW YOU THE ROOM, 655 00:18:21,479 --> 00:18:22,722 SEE IF YOU'RE INTERESTED. 656 00:18:22,722 --> 00:18:23,619 IT'S BIG ENOUGH FOR YOU 657 00:18:23,619 --> 00:18:24,310 AND THE BABY. 658 00:18:24,310 --> 00:18:25,034 >> ALL RIGHT. 659 00:18:25,034 --> 00:18:27,658 >> OKAY? 660 00:18:27,658 --> 00:18:29,349 THIS IS THE ROOM THAT I HAVE, 661 00:18:29,349 --> 00:18:31,248 AND IT DOES HAVE A BIG 662 00:18:31,248 --> 00:18:32,663 WALK-IN CLOSET. 663 00:18:32,663 --> 00:18:33,629 SO WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT 664 00:18:33,629 --> 00:18:34,458 THE ROOM? 665 00:18:34,458 --> 00:18:36,115 >> IT'S REALLY ROOMY, AND I'M 666 00:18:36,115 --> 00:18:37,702 REALLY HAPPY THAT YOU HAVE THIS 667 00:18:37,702 --> 00:18:38,462 SPACE AVAILABLE. 668 00:18:38,462 --> 00:18:39,359 LIKE, I LIKE IT. 669 00:18:39,359 --> 00:18:40,222 I REALLY DO. 670 00:18:40,222 --> 00:18:42,880 >> NOW, THE RENT IS $552 671 00:18:42,880 --> 00:18:45,054 A MONTH, SO IT WOULD BE HALF. 672 00:18:45,054 --> 00:18:47,091 >> OKAY. 673 00:18:47,091 --> 00:18:48,368 THE FIRST OF EVERY MONTH. 674 00:18:48,368 --> 00:18:49,369 >> ARE YOU GOING TO BE ABLE TO 675 00:18:49,369 --> 00:18:52,165 AFFORD THAT WITH A NEWBORN? 676 00:18:52,165 --> 00:18:53,408 >> I'VE GOT A JOB. 677 00:18:53,408 --> 00:18:54,754 I ALSO HELP OUT 678 00:18:54,754 --> 00:18:56,065 AT A DANCE STUDIO. 679 00:18:56,065 --> 00:18:56,997 >> OKAY. 680 00:18:56,997 --> 00:19:00,173 >> I'M TOTALLY OKAY WITH THAT. 681 00:19:00,173 --> 00:19:01,588 I'M RELIEVED TO HAVE A PLACE 682 00:19:01,588 --> 00:19:03,728 TO GO IF I TRY KEEPING THE BABY, 683 00:19:03,728 --> 00:19:05,696 BUT I REALLY NEED TO KNOW WHAT 684 00:19:05,696 --> 00:19:09,113 MATT THINKS. 685 00:19:09,113 --> 00:19:10,942 >> OHH. 686 00:19:10,942 --> 00:19:13,221 [mumbling] 687 00:19:13,221 --> 00:19:14,256 >> SHE POOPED. 688 00:19:14,256 --> 00:19:16,362 >> OHH! 689 00:19:16,362 --> 00:19:17,708 SHE POOPED ON ME. 690 00:19:17,708 --> 00:19:18,433 HANDS OFF. 691 00:19:18,433 --> 00:19:19,123 >> [laughs] 692 00:19:19,123 --> 00:19:20,711 LET ME GRAB A PAPER TOWEL. 693 00:19:20,711 --> 00:19:21,953 >> GNARLY. 694 00:19:21,953 --> 00:19:23,955 GO BACK IN YOUR CAGE. 695 00:19:23,955 --> 00:19:26,095 TAKE IT. TAKE IT. TAKE IT. 696 00:19:26,095 --> 00:19:26,993 >> OH, COME HERE, HONEY. 697 00:19:26,993 --> 00:19:27,959 >> SHE JUST DROPPED A DEUCE 698 00:19:27,959 --> 00:19:29,340 ON ME. 699 00:19:29,340 --> 00:19:32,550 THAT'S DISRESPECTFUL. 700 00:19:32,550 --> 00:19:33,413 >> OH, MY GOSH, YOU'RE 701 00:19:33,413 --> 00:19:36,485 RIDICULOUS. 702 00:19:36,485 --> 00:19:38,798 WELL, YOU KNOW, I DID MEET WITH 703 00:19:38,798 --> 00:19:40,834 BRENDA, BRIANNA'S NEIGHBOR. 704 00:19:40,834 --> 00:19:42,215 SHE HAD OFFERED ME SOMEWHERE 705 00:19:42,215 --> 00:19:42,974 TO STAY. 706 00:19:42,974 --> 00:19:44,183 >> THAT'S WHAT YOU WANTED. 707 00:19:44,183 --> 00:19:45,322 LIKE, IT'S A PLACE YOU 708 00:19:45,322 --> 00:19:46,392 COULD STAY. 709 00:19:46,392 --> 00:19:47,910 >> BUT, YOU KNOW, ARE YOU GONNA 710 00:19:47,910 --> 00:19:49,360 HELP OUT? 711 00:19:49,360 --> 00:19:50,534 I JUST--I WANT YOU TO BE 712 00:19:50,534 --> 00:19:52,743 COMFORTABLE WITH WHATEVER 713 00:19:52,743 --> 00:19:54,331 DECISION WE COME UP WITH. 714 00:19:54,331 --> 00:19:56,643 LIKE, HOW DO YOU FEEL ABOUT 715 00:19:56,643 --> 00:19:57,506 ADOPTION? 716 00:19:57,506 --> 00:19:58,852 LIKE, I MEAN, WE HAVEN'T 717 00:19:58,852 --> 00:19:59,612 REALLY-- 718 00:19:59,612 --> 00:20:01,545 >> I THINK THAT SOME PEOPLE, 719 00:20:01,545 --> 00:20:02,925 IT'S REALLY THE BEST OPTION 720 00:20:02,925 --> 00:20:03,650 FOR THEM. 721 00:20:03,650 --> 00:20:06,377 >> UM, BRIANNA'S MOM AND DAD 722 00:20:06,377 --> 00:20:09,656 OFFERED TO ADOPT THE BABY. 723 00:20:09,656 --> 00:20:12,072 IT WOULD BE AN EXTREMELY OPEN 724 00:20:12,072 --> 00:20:12,970 ADOPTION. 725 00:20:12,970 --> 00:20:14,765 >> IF IT'S THAT OPEN, THAT'S-- 726 00:20:14,765 --> 00:20:15,869 THAT'S A GOOD THING. 727 00:20:15,869 --> 00:20:17,630 LIKE, AT LEAST I'M THINKING 728 00:20:17,630 --> 00:20:19,045 ABOUT THE IDEA, YOU KNOW? 729 00:20:19,045 --> 00:20:20,702 LIKE, THIS SEEMS LIKE A PRETTY 730 00:20:20,702 --> 00:20:21,496 GOOD IDEA. 731 00:20:21,496 --> 00:20:22,462 WITH THIS, SHE'S RIGHT DOWN 732 00:20:22,462 --> 00:20:23,739 THE STREET, YOU KNOW? 733 00:20:23,739 --> 00:20:25,465 LIKE, THAT'S AN OFFER THAT YOU 734 00:20:25,465 --> 00:20:27,916 MIGHT NOT FIND ANYWHERE ELSE. 735 00:20:27,916 --> 00:20:28,986 >> BUT I WANT, LIKE-- 736 00:20:28,986 --> 00:20:31,885 I'M LIKING THE FEELING OF BEING 737 00:20:31,885 --> 00:20:32,817 CALLED, "MOMMY." 738 00:20:32,817 --> 00:20:34,233 >> YEAH, SEE YOU ARE. 739 00:20:34,233 --> 00:20:35,717 YOU HAVE TO PUT HER BEFORE 740 00:20:35,717 --> 00:20:37,995 YOURSELF AND SAY, "WHAT'S GOING 741 00:20:37,995 --> 00:20:38,823 TO GIVE HER THE BEST 742 00:20:38,823 --> 00:20:39,824 OPPORTUNITIES TO HAVE A 743 00:20:39,824 --> 00:20:40,929 SUCCESSFUL LIFE?" 744 00:20:40,929 --> 00:20:43,863 THAT REQUIRES UBER MATURITY, 745 00:20:43,863 --> 00:20:44,726 YOU KNOW? 746 00:20:44,726 --> 00:20:46,245 LIKE, THAT'S JUST IT. 747 00:20:46,245 --> 00:20:48,626 >> I JUST DON'T WANT TO NOT TRY. 748 00:20:48,626 --> 00:20:49,765 >> WITH YOUR JOB NOW, CAN YOU 749 00:20:49,765 --> 00:20:50,766 PAY FOR RENT AND FOOD FOR 750 00:20:50,766 --> 00:20:51,526 YOURSELF? 751 00:20:51,526 --> 00:20:52,734 CAN YOU PAY FOR ALL THAT ON HOW 752 00:20:52,734 --> 00:20:53,631 MUCH MONEY YOU'RE MAKING 753 00:20:53,631 --> 00:20:54,287 RIGHT NOW? 754 00:20:54,287 --> 00:20:55,599 I DON'T THINK SO. 755 00:20:55,599 --> 00:20:56,945 >> I COULD TRY. 756 00:20:56,945 --> 00:20:58,084 >> WOULD YOU BE ABLE TO? 757 00:20:58,084 --> 00:20:59,154 IT'S NOT, "I CAN TRY." 758 00:20:59,154 --> 00:21:00,259 YOU HAVE TO KNOW FOR A FACT YOU 759 00:21:00,259 --> 00:21:01,225 CAN, IF THAT'S WHAT YOU WANT 760 00:21:01,225 --> 00:21:02,019 TO HAPPEN. 761 00:21:02,019 --> 00:21:04,055 >> I CAN'T ON MY OWN. 762 00:21:04,055 --> 00:21:05,574 >> YOU CAN'T WITH ME THERE 763 00:21:05,574 --> 00:21:06,299 EITHER. 764 00:21:06,299 --> 00:21:07,404 YOU CAN'T IF SOMEONE EVEN 765 00:21:07,404 --> 00:21:08,128 HELPS US. 766 00:21:08,128 --> 00:21:09,164 WE'RE WORKING PART-TIME, 767 00:21:09,164 --> 00:21:09,923 MINIMUM-WAGE JOBS 768 00:21:09,923 --> 00:21:11,787 IN HIGH SCHOOL, NOT EVEN 769 00:21:11,787 --> 00:21:13,237 COLLEGE YET. 770 00:21:13,237 --> 00:21:16,067 >> I THINK IF WE BOTH PUT IN 771 00:21:16,067 --> 00:21:20,002 150% OF OUR EFFORT, IT COULD 772 00:21:20,002 --> 00:21:21,590 BE POSSIBLE. 773 00:21:21,590 --> 00:21:23,627 BE POSSIBLE. >> I DISAGREE. 774 00:21:23,627 --> 00:21:35,017 >> I DISAGREE. 775 00:21:35,017 --> 00:21:36,087 >> IT SUCKS THAT MATT DOESN'T 776 00:21:36,087 --> 00:21:37,330 THINK WE CAN HANDLE 777 00:21:37,330 --> 00:21:38,331 BEING PARENTS. 778 00:21:38,331 --> 00:21:40,540 I'M DUE THIS WEEK, AND I STILL 779 00:21:40,540 --> 00:21:42,231 HAVEN'T MADE A DECISION. 780 00:21:42,231 --> 00:21:44,199 BRIANNA'S PARENTS OFFERED 781 00:21:44,199 --> 00:21:46,650 TO ADOPT THE BABY, 782 00:21:46,650 --> 00:21:48,824 BECAUSE, YOU KNOW, THEY'VE BEEN 783 00:21:48,824 --> 00:21:51,275 WANTING TO ADOPT AND BECAUSE I 784 00:21:51,275 --> 00:21:52,897 DO KNOW THEM SO WELL. 785 00:21:52,897 --> 00:21:54,761 AND IT WOULD BE LIKE GIVING 786 00:21:54,761 --> 00:21:57,212 THEM TO SOMEONE THAT ISN'T 787 00:21:57,212 --> 00:21:58,731 A STRANGER TO ME. 788 00:21:58,731 --> 00:22:00,940 >> THEY HAVE A STABLE HOME. 789 00:22:00,940 --> 00:22:03,356 IT VERY WELL COULD BE A WIN-WIN. 790 00:22:03,356 --> 00:22:04,771 HOW DO YOU FEEL ABOUT IT? 791 00:22:04,771 --> 00:22:06,566 >> IT SCARES ME, BECAUSE SHE IS 792 00:22:06,566 --> 00:22:08,844 SO CLOSE, AND I WOULD GET AS 793 00:22:08,844 --> 00:22:10,501 MUCH VISITATION AS I POSSIBLY 794 00:22:10,501 --> 00:22:14,022 COULD EVER ASK FOR, BUT AM I 795 00:22:14,022 --> 00:22:14,885 GOING TO BE OKAY WITH 796 00:22:14,885 --> 00:22:15,713 WATCHING HER-- 797 00:22:15,713 --> 00:22:17,094 >> SOMEBODY ELSE RAISE HER, 798 00:22:17,094 --> 00:22:18,198 AND HER CALLING SOMEBODY ELSE 799 00:22:18,198 --> 00:22:19,268 "MOMMY" AND "DADDY." 800 00:22:19,268 --> 00:22:21,788 >> EXACTLY. 801 00:22:21,788 --> 00:22:24,550 WELL, WE ALSO TALKED ABOUT HOW 802 00:22:24,550 --> 00:22:28,208 BRIANNA'S NEIGHBOR ALSO OFFERED 803 00:22:28,208 --> 00:22:29,348 ME SOMEWHERE TO STAY. 804 00:22:29,348 --> 00:22:31,729 SHE'S LOOKING FOR A ROOMMATE. 805 00:22:31,729 --> 00:22:33,662 I WOULD BE PAYING BASICALLY 806 00:22:33,662 --> 00:22:35,699 HALF THE RENT AND HALF 807 00:22:35,699 --> 00:22:36,907 THE ELECTRICITY. 808 00:22:36,907 --> 00:22:38,460 >> ARE YOU PREPARING TO TELL ME 809 00:22:38,460 --> 00:22:39,737 THAT YOU'RE KEEPING THE BABY 810 00:22:39,737 --> 00:22:40,738 AT BRENDA'S HOUSE? 811 00:22:40,738 --> 00:22:41,567 >> I DON'T EVEN KNOW 812 00:22:41,567 --> 00:22:42,361 WHAT I'M DOING. 813 00:22:42,361 --> 00:22:44,293 >> HONEY, YOU KNOW WHAT DATE 814 00:22:44,293 --> 00:22:44,984 IT IS? 815 00:22:44,984 --> 00:22:46,537 >> I KNOW IT'S DAYS AWAY. 816 00:22:46,537 --> 00:22:49,402 I KNOW THAT. 817 00:22:49,402 --> 00:22:51,439 I--I'M SO SCARED OF WHAT'S GOING 818 00:22:51,439 --> 00:22:52,854 TO HAPPEN AT THE HOSPITAL, 819 00:22:52,854 --> 00:22:54,925 TO HAPPEN AT THE HOSPITAL, BECAUSE I DON'T EVEN KNOW. 820 00:22:54,925 --> 00:23:01,897 BECAUSE I DON'T EVEN KNOW. 821 00:23:01,897 --> 00:23:02,933 WE HAVE TO FIGURE OUT WHAT 822 00:23:02,933 --> 00:23:05,073 WE'RE DOING, SO I TOOK MATT TO 823 00:23:05,073 --> 00:23:08,214 TALK TO BRIANNA'S PARENTS. 824 00:23:08,214 --> 00:23:10,768 >> SO WHAT DID ALEX SAY TO YOU 825 00:23:10,768 --> 00:23:12,183 ABOUT THIS? 826 00:23:12,183 --> 00:23:13,668 >> PRETTY MUCH THAT JUST YOU 827 00:23:13,668 --> 00:23:14,910 GUYS ARE INTERESTED IN ADOPTION 828 00:23:14,910 --> 00:23:17,844 AND VERY OPEN, I GUESS. 829 00:23:17,844 --> 00:23:19,708 >> I WANT A BABY, BAD. 830 00:23:19,708 --> 00:23:21,538 I JUST DON'T WANT TO DO THIS AND 831 00:23:21,538 --> 00:23:24,886 THEN, IN A YEAR OR TWO, YOU GUYS 832 00:23:24,886 --> 00:23:26,025 SAY, "OKAY, I WANT MY BABY." 833 00:23:26,025 --> 00:23:26,888 >> YEAH. 834 00:23:26,888 --> 00:23:28,545 YOU WOULD BE THE MOM. 835 00:23:28,545 --> 00:23:31,306 YOU WOULD SAY WHEN AND WHERE I 836 00:23:31,306 --> 00:23:33,584 WOULD BE ABLE TO VISIT, HOW MUCH 837 00:23:33,584 --> 00:23:34,999 I WOULD BE ABLE TO VISIT. 838 00:23:34,999 --> 00:23:36,932 >> WE'RE NOT PUSHING FOR, 839 00:23:36,932 --> 00:23:38,037 YOU KNOW, TO PUSH YOU OUT OF 840 00:23:38,037 --> 00:23:39,072 THE BABY'S LIFE. 841 00:23:39,072 --> 00:23:39,866 WE'RE HERE TO HELP. 842 00:23:39,866 --> 00:23:40,902 >> ALEX, WHERE-- 843 00:23:40,902 --> 00:23:42,628 HAVE YOU GUYS TALKED ABOUT THIS? 844 00:23:42,628 --> 00:23:43,905 >> A COUPLE TIMES. 845 00:23:43,905 --> 00:23:45,113 >> WHEN IT COMES DOWN TO IT, 846 00:23:45,113 --> 00:23:47,287 I REALLY DON'T HAVE NEAR 847 00:23:47,287 --> 00:23:48,254 AS MUCH SAY AS SHE DOES, 848 00:23:48,254 --> 00:23:49,082 YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN? 849 00:23:49,082 --> 00:23:50,187 >> YOU NEED TO PROVIDE FOR HER. 850 00:23:50,187 --> 00:23:52,431 THAT'S WHAT A DAD DOES. 851 00:23:52,431 --> 00:23:54,571 >> YEAH, BUT SHE'S A SENIOR. 852 00:23:54,571 --> 00:23:56,296 I'M GONNA BE A JUNIOR. 853 00:23:56,296 --> 00:23:57,539 I HAVE TWO MORE YEARS OF SCHOOL. 854 00:23:57,539 --> 00:23:58,367 SHE HAS ONE. 855 00:23:58,367 --> 00:23:59,196 PLUS, YOU'RE WORKING 856 00:23:59,196 --> 00:23:59,990 A MINIMUM-WAGE JOB. 857 00:23:59,990 --> 00:24:01,716 THAT BARELY WOULD MAKE ENDS MEET 858 00:24:01,716 --> 00:24:02,613 FOR YOURSELF. 859 00:24:02,613 --> 00:24:04,063 IT'S A DIFFICULT DECISION. 860 00:24:04,063 --> 00:24:05,098 >> HE'S THINKING GOOD. 861 00:24:05,098 --> 00:24:06,375 ARE YOU--DID YOU LISTEN TO HIM? 862 00:24:06,375 --> 00:24:07,480 >> YEAH, I AM LISTENING. 863 00:24:07,480 --> 00:24:09,068 >> I THINK THE MOST LOGICAL 864 00:24:09,068 --> 00:24:11,380 THING TO DO, LIKE, I WOULD SAY, 865 00:24:11,380 --> 00:24:12,243 WOULD BE ADOPTION. 866 00:24:12,243 --> 00:24:13,797 BUT IT COMES DOWN TO HER. 867 00:24:13,797 --> 00:24:15,350 I KNOW YOU FEEL HER AND STUFF 868 00:24:15,350 --> 00:24:17,007 LIKE THAT, BUT IN THIS 869 00:24:17,007 --> 00:24:18,595 SITUATION, EVERYBODY, NO MATTER 870 00:24:18,595 --> 00:24:20,355 WHICH ROUTE YOU CHOOSE, 871 00:24:20,355 --> 00:24:21,460 HAS TO MAKE SACRIFICES. 872 00:24:21,460 --> 00:24:22,391 >> YOU'RE NOT GOING TO MAKE 873 00:24:22,391 --> 00:24:23,151 EVERYBODY HAPPY. 874 00:24:23,151 --> 00:24:23,910 >> NO. 875 00:24:23,910 --> 00:24:24,842 >> NO MATTER WHAT DECISION 876 00:24:24,842 --> 00:24:25,464 YOU MAKE. 877 00:24:25,464 --> 00:24:26,568 >> THE MOST IMPORTANT THING IS, 878 00:24:26,568 --> 00:24:27,535 YOU HAVE TO MAKE SURE THAT 879 00:24:27,535 --> 00:24:29,053 SHE HAS EVERYTHING THAT SHE 880 00:24:29,053 --> 00:24:30,123 COULD HAVE. 881 00:24:30,123 --> 00:24:31,193 >> IT'S A BIG DECISION, AND 882 00:24:31,193 --> 00:24:32,367 THE BABY'S GOING TO BE HERE. 883 00:24:32,367 --> 00:24:33,333 WITH HEARING HIM 884 00:24:33,333 --> 00:24:34,507 AND ALL EVERYTHING ELSE, 885 00:24:34,507 --> 00:24:36,475 WHAT ARE YOU FEELING? 886 00:24:36,475 --> 00:24:38,477 >> THAT ADOPTION IS PROBABLY 887 00:24:38,477 --> 00:24:39,685 GOING TO BE THE BEST BET. 888 00:24:39,685 --> 00:24:40,962 >> BELIEVE ME, I'M NOT TAKING 889 00:24:40,962 --> 00:24:41,756 SIDES OR ANYTHING. 890 00:24:41,756 --> 00:24:42,377 >> YEAH. 891 00:24:42,377 --> 00:24:43,482 >> WE'RE NOT PUSHING YOU, LIKE, 892 00:24:43,482 --> 00:24:44,344 "OH, WE WANT THE BABY. 893 00:24:44,344 --> 00:24:45,138 WE WANT THE BABY." 894 00:24:45,138 --> 00:24:45,967 >> OH, YEAH, I KNOW. 895 00:24:45,967 --> 00:24:46,726 >> AND, YOU KNOW, 896 00:24:46,726 --> 00:24:47,486 YOU JUST GO AWAY. 897 00:24:47,486 --> 00:24:48,348 >> I DO WANT A BABY. 898 00:24:48,348 --> 00:24:49,384 >> OH, I KNOW YOU DO, BUT WE GOT 899 00:24:49,384 --> 00:24:50,316 TO GIVE THEM THE CHANCE. 900 00:24:50,316 --> 00:24:52,042 WAIT TO SEE WHAT HAPPENS WHEN 901 00:24:52,042 --> 00:24:53,630 THE BABY COMES, BECAUSE YOU 902 00:24:53,630 --> 00:24:54,320 DON'T KNOW. 903 00:24:54,320 --> 00:24:55,494 I MEAN, YOU WOULD BE SURPRISED 904 00:24:55,494 --> 00:24:56,805 OF WHAT A BABY WILL DO 905 00:24:56,805 --> 00:24:58,393 TO EVERYBODY. 906 00:24:58,393 --> 00:24:59,808 >> EVEN THOUGH I'M LEANING 907 00:24:59,808 --> 00:25:01,430 TOWARDS LETTING BRIANNA'S FAMILY 908 00:25:01,430 --> 00:25:03,605 ADOPT THE BABY, I UNDERSTAND 909 00:25:03,605 --> 00:25:05,124 THAT THEY WANT ME TO BE SURE, 910 00:25:05,124 --> 00:25:07,298 SO I DECIDED TO MOVE SOME OF MY 911 00:25:07,298 --> 00:25:09,749 STUFF IN NEXT DOOR. 912 00:25:09,749 --> 00:25:11,820 STUFF IN NEXT DOOR. >> AND DROP IT. 913 00:25:11,820 --> 00:25:18,309 >> AND DROP IT. 914 00:25:18,309 --> 00:25:19,379 >> READY, MOMMY? 915 00:25:19,379 --> 00:25:22,831 >> YEP. 916 00:25:22,831 --> 00:25:24,453 SINCE I DON'T HAVE EVERYTHING 917 00:25:24,453 --> 00:25:26,041 SET UP YET, I'M SPENDING THE 918 00:25:26,041 --> 00:25:27,111 NIGHT AT BRIANNA'S. 919 00:25:27,111 --> 00:25:30,701 >> YOU'RE A GOOD BOY. 920 00:25:30,701 --> 00:25:31,978 >> WHEN I WOKE UP THE NEXT 921 00:25:31,978 --> 00:25:33,566 MORNING, I WAS IN REALLY 922 00:25:33,566 --> 00:25:35,050 BAD PAIN. 923 00:25:35,050 --> 00:25:36,673 UGH. 924 00:25:36,673 --> 00:25:39,089 OH, MY GOD. 925 00:25:39,089 --> 00:25:44,404 BRI, I'M HAVING A CONTRACTION. 926 00:25:44,404 --> 00:25:46,993 >> YOU GETTING ANOTHER ONE? 927 00:25:46,993 --> 00:25:48,719 >> TODAY MIGHT BE THE DAY, GIRL. 928 00:25:48,719 --> 00:25:50,790 >> TODAY MIGHT BE THE DAY, GIRL. >> THAT BABY'S A-COMIN'. 929 00:25:50,790 --> 00:25:58,626 >> THAT BABY'S A-COMIN'. 930 00:25:58,626 --> 00:26:00,628 >> [exhaling sharply] 931 00:26:00,628 --> 00:26:02,526 >> YOU GET A CONTRACTION? 932 00:26:02,526 --> 00:26:04,252 >> MM-HMM. 933 00:26:04,252 --> 00:26:06,634 [exhaling sharply] 934 00:26:06,634 --> 00:26:08,359 [phone chirping] 935 00:26:08,359 --> 00:26:09,982 I'M TEXTING MY MOM. 936 00:26:09,982 --> 00:26:10,810 >> SHE'S ON HER WAY. 937 00:26:10,810 --> 00:26:11,500 >> IS SHE? 938 00:26:11,500 --> 00:26:16,540 OH, OKAY. 939 00:26:16,540 --> 00:26:19,232 IT'S PROBABLY MATT. 940 00:26:19,232 --> 00:26:20,544 >> OH, GENNA. 941 00:26:20,544 --> 00:26:25,031 "HEY, ARE YOU OKAY?" 942 00:26:25,031 --> 00:26:26,688 >> HI, GUYS. 943 00:26:26,688 --> 00:26:27,655 >> HEY. 944 00:26:27,655 --> 00:26:28,587 MOMMY'S HERE. 945 00:26:28,587 --> 00:26:29,657 >> HI, SWEETHEART. 946 00:26:29,657 --> 00:26:30,554 HOW YOU DOING, HONEY? 947 00:26:30,554 --> 00:26:31,451 >> GOOD. 948 00:26:31,451 --> 00:26:32,556 >> SHE'S HAD A CONTRACTION. 949 00:26:32,556 --> 00:26:33,592 >> HOW FAR APART ARE THEY 950 00:26:33,592 --> 00:26:34,282 RIGHT NOW? 951 00:26:34,282 --> 00:26:36,249 >> BETWEEN 10 AND 15 MINUTES. 952 00:26:36,249 --> 00:26:37,147 >> OKAY, I'M GONNA GRAB 953 00:26:37,147 --> 00:26:38,217 YOUR THINGS. 954 00:26:38,217 --> 00:26:40,288 I LOVE YOU, HONEY, ALL RIGHT? 955 00:26:40,288 --> 00:26:40,944 >> MM-HMM. 956 00:26:40,944 --> 00:26:42,014 >> I'LL SEE YOU IN A LITTLE BIT, 957 00:26:42,014 --> 00:26:43,256 THEN, OKAY? 958 00:26:43,256 --> 00:26:45,914 >> OH, MY GOD. 959 00:26:45,914 --> 00:26:47,433 OH, MY GOD. 960 00:26:47,433 --> 00:26:48,883 >> SO DID YOU TALK TO MATT? 961 00:26:48,883 --> 00:26:49,884 >> NO. 962 00:26:49,884 --> 00:26:52,438 >> NO. [panting] 963 00:26:52,438 --> 00:26:55,959 [panting] 964 00:26:55,959 --> 00:26:57,098 >> YOU THINK HE'S GONNA 965 00:26:57,098 --> 00:26:57,995 COME DOWN? 966 00:26:57,995 --> 00:27:01,516 >> OH, YEAH. 967 00:27:01,516 --> 00:27:04,588 >> OH, YEAH. [line ringing] 968 00:27:04,588 --> 00:27:07,867 [line ringing] 969 00:27:07,867 --> 00:27:08,799 DON'T TELL ME HE [bleep] 970 00:27:08,799 --> 00:27:10,180 WENT M.I.A. 971 00:27:10,180 --> 00:27:11,388 I'VE BEEN IN LABOR FOR THE PAST 972 00:27:11,388 --> 00:27:14,391 FOUR HOURS, AND HE HASN'T 973 00:27:14,391 --> 00:27:15,357 DONE [bleep]. 974 00:27:15,357 --> 00:27:17,636 >> YOU'VE GOT TO STAY CALM. 975 00:27:17,636 --> 00:27:18,982 >> I'M GONNA GO DOWN THERE, AND 976 00:27:18,982 --> 00:27:20,017 I'M GONNA HAVE A FACE-TO-FACE 977 00:27:20,017 --> 00:27:22,088 I'M GONNA HAVE A FACE-TO-FACE CONVERSATION WITH HIM. 978 00:27:22,088 --> 00:27:26,645 CONVERSATION WITH HIM. 979 00:27:26,645 --> 00:27:28,129 THERE HE GOES. 980 00:27:28,129 --> 00:27:29,475 KEEP GOING. 981 00:27:29,475 --> 00:27:31,235 HE'S--HE'S AN IDIOT. 982 00:27:31,235 --> 00:27:33,444 WE NEED TO TALK NOW. 983 00:27:33,444 --> 00:27:37,483 I'M GOING INTO [bleep] LABOR. 984 00:27:37,483 --> 00:27:39,761 [crying] 985 00:27:39,761 --> 00:27:40,451 OH, GOD. 986 00:27:40,451 --> 00:27:42,143 OH, GOD. 987 00:27:42,143 --> 00:27:44,145 I NEED TO GO TO THE HOSPITAL. 988 00:27:44,145 --> 00:27:45,422 >> TAKING HER TO THE HOSPITAL. 989 00:27:45,422 --> 00:27:46,665 >> ALL RIGHT, BYE. 990 00:27:46,665 --> 00:27:48,563 >> ALL RIGHT, BYE. 991 00:27:48,563 --> 00:27:53,016 >> [breathing heavily] 992 00:27:53,016 --> 00:27:53,775 OH, GOD. 993 00:27:53,775 --> 00:27:55,846 OH, GOD. OH, GOD. 994 00:27:55,846 --> 00:28:09,170 OH, GOD. 995 00:28:09,170 --> 00:28:13,105 >> [crying] 996 00:28:13,105 --> 00:28:15,210 >> [crying] >> IT'S OKAY. 997 00:28:15,210 --> 00:28:21,838 >> IT'S OKAY. 998 00:28:21,838 --> 00:28:23,184 ONCE THE EPIDURAL'S IN, YOU'RE 999 00:28:23,184 --> 00:28:25,807 ONCE THE EPIDURAL'S IN, YOU'RE NOT GONNA FEEL ANYTHING, OKAY? 1000 00:28:25,807 --> 00:28:29,604 NOT GONNA FEEL ANYTHING, OKAY? 1001 00:28:29,604 --> 00:28:31,813 >> AFTER I GOT MY EPIDURAL, 1002 00:28:31,813 --> 00:28:36,300 I WAS ABLE TO GET SOME REST. 1003 00:28:36,300 --> 00:28:37,819 AND MATT STAYED BY MY SIDE 1004 00:28:37,819 --> 00:28:41,927 THE WHOLE NIGHT. 1005 00:28:41,927 --> 00:28:44,550 AFTER 18 HOURS INTO MY LABOR, 1006 00:28:44,550 --> 00:28:49,935 IT WAS FINALLY TIME TO PUSH. 1007 00:28:49,935 --> 00:28:51,660 >> AND PUSH, HARD, HARD, HARD, 1008 00:28:51,660 --> 00:28:53,421 HARD, TWO, THREE. 1009 00:28:53,421 --> 00:28:56,113 EVEN HARDER, FOUR, FIVE, SIX, 1010 00:28:56,113 --> 00:28:59,634 SEVEN, EIGHT, NINE, TEN. 1011 00:28:59,634 --> 00:29:02,637 [baby crying] 1012 00:29:02,637 --> 00:29:03,638 [gentle guitar music] 1013 00:29:03,638 --> 00:29:10,679 ♪ ♪ 1014 00:29:10,679 --> 00:29:15,029 >> ♪ I HEAR YOU ♪ 1015 00:29:15,029 --> 00:29:20,897 ♪ IN MY HEAD ♪ 1016 00:29:20,897 --> 00:29:25,349 ♪ I NEED YOU HERE ♪ 1017 00:29:25,349 --> 00:29:30,907 ♪ INSTEAD ♪ 1018 00:29:30,907 --> 00:29:34,773 ♪ I NEVER WANTED ♪ 1019 00:29:34,773 --> 00:29:41,227 ♪ ANYBODY ELSE ♪ 1020 00:29:41,227 --> 00:29:44,575 ♪ I NEVER NEEDED ♪ 1021 00:29:44,575 --> 00:29:48,579 ♪ ANYBODY ELSE ♪ 1022 00:29:48,579 --> 00:29:56,691 ♪ ANYBODY ELSE ♪ ♪ ♪ 1023 00:29:56,691 --> 00:30:21,923 ♪ ♪ 1024 00:30:21,923 --> 00:30:23,925 >> MY MOM HAS TO GO HOME TO TAKE 1025 00:30:23,925 --> 00:30:25,513 CARE OF MY BROTHER AND SISTER, 1026 00:30:25,513 --> 00:30:27,756 SO FOR OUR FIRST NIGHT, MATT AND 1027 00:30:27,756 --> 00:30:29,103 I GOT TO BOND WITH ARABELLA 1028 00:30:29,103 --> 00:30:31,174 I GOT TO BOND WITH ARABELLA ON OUR OWN. 1029 00:30:31,174 --> 00:30:35,661 ON OUR OWN. 1030 00:30:35,661 --> 00:30:37,352 AFTER SPENDING TWO DAYS 1031 00:30:37,352 --> 00:30:39,630 WITH THE BABY, I CAN'T IMAGINE 1032 00:30:39,630 --> 00:30:42,495 GIVING HER TO SOMEONE ELSE. 1033 00:30:42,495 --> 00:30:43,842 MATT AND I ARE HEADED 1034 00:30:43,842 --> 00:30:45,326 TO HIS HOUSE TO TALK ABOUT 1035 00:30:45,326 --> 00:30:47,431 TO HIS HOUSE TO TALK ABOUT WHAT WE'RE GOING TO DO. 1036 00:30:47,431 --> 00:30:54,059 WHAT WE'RE GOING TO DO. 1037 00:30:54,059 --> 00:30:55,232 YOU WANT TO HOLD HER? 1038 00:30:55,232 --> 00:30:58,546 >> MM-HMM. 1039 00:30:58,546 --> 00:31:03,102 [whispering] BABY GIRL. 1040 00:31:03,102 --> 00:31:04,448 >> ARE YOU HAPPY 1041 00:31:04,448 --> 00:31:05,760 TO HAVE HER HOME? 1042 00:31:05,760 --> 00:31:06,968 >> MM-HMM. 1043 00:31:06,968 --> 00:31:08,867 IT'S AMAZING. 1044 00:31:08,867 --> 00:31:10,454 >> I WANT THIS TO BE A FAMILY. 1045 00:31:10,454 --> 00:31:11,352 I DO. 1046 00:31:11,352 --> 00:31:12,353 >> YEAH. 1047 00:31:12,353 --> 00:31:13,595 WELL, I WANT TO BE THERE. 1048 00:31:13,595 --> 00:31:15,563 I WANT TO BE PART OF IT. 1049 00:31:15,563 --> 00:31:17,082 >> ALL I ASK IS THAT YOU'RE 1050 00:31:17,082 --> 00:31:18,531 COMMITTED TO HER, 1051 00:31:18,531 --> 00:31:19,878 BECAUSE THE LAST THING I WANT 1052 00:31:19,878 --> 00:31:21,293 IS FOR HER TO HAVE 1053 00:31:21,293 --> 00:31:22,432 A BROKEN FAMILY. 1054 00:31:22,432 --> 00:31:23,674 >> YEAH. 1055 00:31:23,674 --> 00:31:24,813 >> HONESTLY, I'M NOT GONNA 1056 00:31:24,813 --> 00:31:28,645 CHASE YOU DOWN TO COME SEE HER. 1057 00:31:28,645 --> 00:31:31,786 >> AND YOU SHOULDN'T HAVE TO. 1058 00:31:31,786 --> 00:31:32,683 LIKE, I'M BUILDING A 1059 00:31:32,683 --> 00:31:33,995 RELATIONSHIP WITH HER RIGHT NOW. 1060 00:31:33,995 --> 00:31:35,894 LIKE, THAT'S MY MAIN FOCUS. 1061 00:31:35,894 --> 00:31:37,965 >> I JUST HOPE THAT THE WAY 1062 00:31:37,965 --> 00:31:40,001 >> I JUST HOPE THAT THE WAY THAT YOU ARE NOW STICKS. 1063 00:31:40,001 --> 00:31:50,115 THAT YOU ARE NOW STICKS. 1064 00:31:50,115 --> 00:31:52,013 EVEN THOUGH I'M NOT SURE MATT 1065 00:31:52,013 --> 00:31:53,635 WILL ACTUALLY HELP ME OUT, 1066 00:31:53,635 --> 00:31:55,258 I'M READY TO LET EVERYONE KNOW 1067 00:31:55,258 --> 00:31:57,329 I'M READY TO LET EVERYONE KNOW WHAT I'M THINKING. 1068 00:31:57,329 --> 00:32:03,645 WHAT I'M THINKING. 1069 00:32:03,645 --> 00:32:05,130 I THINK IT'S PRETTY SET RIGHT 1070 00:32:05,130 --> 00:32:07,649 I THINK IT'S PRETTY SET RIGHT NOW THAT SHE'S MINE FOR NOW. 1071 00:32:07,649 --> 00:32:13,483 NOW THAT SHE'S MINE FOR NOW. 1072 00:32:13,483 --> 00:32:15,554 NOW THAT SHE'S MINE FOR NOW. >> I AM SO SORRY. 1073 00:32:15,554 --> 00:32:18,902 >> I AM SO SORRY. 1074 00:32:18,902 --> 00:32:20,662 HOW DO YOU SEE YOURSELF LIVING 1075 00:32:20,662 --> 00:32:21,974 AND SURVIVING? 1076 00:32:21,974 --> 00:32:23,389 >> THERE WOULD BE SCHOOL, 1077 00:32:23,389 --> 00:32:24,459 BABY, WORK. 1078 00:32:24,459 --> 00:32:25,426 >> THAT'S NOT CLEAR ENOUGH. 1079 00:32:25,426 --> 00:32:26,392 I MEAN, HOW DO YOU SEE YOUR 1080 00:32:26,392 --> 00:32:27,152 LIFE GOING? 1081 00:32:27,152 --> 00:32:28,256 >> I THINK, ALL IN ALL, WHAT 1082 00:32:28,256 --> 00:32:29,361 YOUR MOM IS JUST TRYING TO SAY 1083 00:32:29,361 --> 00:32:31,397 TO YOU IS THE REALITY 1084 00:32:31,397 --> 00:32:32,364 PART OF IT. 1085 00:32:32,364 --> 00:32:33,468 >> YOU'RE TALKING, LIKE, $600, 1086 00:32:33,468 --> 00:32:34,953 $700 A MONTH, IS WHAT YOU'RE 1087 00:32:34,953 --> 00:32:35,815 GONNA BE SPENDING. 1088 00:32:35,815 --> 00:32:36,955 YOU GOT TO THROW ON TOP OF THE 1089 00:32:36,955 --> 00:32:40,234 RENT GAS AND CAR EXPENSES. 1090 00:32:40,234 --> 00:32:41,442 YOU HAVEN'T EVEN EARNED A THIRD 1091 00:32:41,442 --> 00:32:44,445 OF THAT YET, LET ALONE HAVING 1092 00:32:44,445 --> 00:32:46,792 A CHILD AND SCHOOL. 1093 00:32:46,792 --> 00:32:48,069 >> I UNDER-- 1094 00:32:48,069 --> 00:32:51,003 OH, MY GOD. 1095 00:32:51,003 --> 00:32:53,178 >> NOBODY WANTS TO SEE YOU FAIL. 1096 00:32:53,178 --> 00:32:54,248 WE ALL LOVE YOU. 1097 00:32:54,248 --> 00:32:56,975 WE ALL LOVE HER. 1098 00:32:56,975 --> 00:32:57,941 OKAY? 1099 00:32:57,941 --> 00:32:59,356 AND EVERYBODY JUST WANTS 1100 00:32:59,356 --> 00:33:00,599 WHAT'S BEST. 1101 00:33:00,599 --> 00:33:01,807 IT IS YOUR DECISION, 1102 00:33:01,807 --> 00:33:03,291 BUT I'M SCARED THAT YOU'RE 1103 00:33:03,291 --> 00:33:04,603 GOING TO BE TURNING TO 1104 00:33:04,603 --> 00:33:06,605 THE WRONG SUPPORT NETWORK. 1105 00:33:06,605 --> 00:33:07,537 >> WHAT DO YOU MEAN, 1106 00:33:07,537 --> 00:33:08,710 "WRONG SUPPORT NETWORK?" 1107 00:33:08,710 --> 00:33:10,160 >> YOU'VE HIT THAT POINT WHERE 1108 00:33:10,160 --> 00:33:11,265 YOU'RE SITTING IN THE BATHROOM, 1109 00:33:11,265 --> 00:33:12,231 YOU'RE CRYING YOUR EYES OUT, 1110 00:33:12,231 --> 00:33:13,232 YOU CAN'T GET THE BABY TO STOP 1111 00:33:13,232 --> 00:33:15,614 CRYING, MATT'S NO HELP, 1112 00:33:15,614 --> 00:33:16,856 YOU CAN'T MAKE ENDS MEET, 1113 00:33:16,856 --> 00:33:18,065 YOU HAVE ZERO IN YOUR BANK 1114 00:33:18,065 --> 00:33:19,583 ACCOUNT, AND THE RENT'S DUE. 1115 00:33:19,583 --> 00:33:22,207 >> THEN I'M OUT OF LUCK. 1116 00:33:22,207 --> 00:33:23,208 THAT'S THE PROBLEM WITH-- 1117 00:33:23,208 --> 00:33:24,485 >> HONEY, I KNOW. 1118 00:33:24,485 --> 00:33:25,520 I KNOW, I KNOW. 1119 00:33:25,520 --> 00:33:26,590 I'M SCARED, BECAUSE I KNOW 1120 00:33:26,590 --> 00:33:28,696 I'M SCARED, BECAUSE I KNOW THE HARD PART'S COMING. 1121 00:33:28,696 --> 00:33:40,432 THE HARD PART'S COMING. 1122 00:33:40,432 --> 00:33:41,502 HONEY, I AM NOT TRYING 1123 00:33:41,502 --> 00:33:43,124 TO MAKE YOU FEEL BAD. 1124 00:33:43,124 --> 00:33:45,368 NOW THAT YOU HAVE HER, YOU CAN'T 1125 00:33:45,368 --> 00:33:49,682 BE WISHY-WASHY, OKAY? 1126 00:33:49,682 --> 00:33:51,926 JUST KNOW--KNOW WHO'S GONNA BE 1127 00:33:51,926 --> 00:33:53,997 JUST KNOW--KNOW WHO'S GONNA BE THERE FOR YOU. 1128 00:33:53,997 --> 00:34:05,388 THERE FOR YOU. 1129 00:34:05,388 --> 00:34:06,389 >> AS HARD AS IT WAS TO TELL 1130 00:34:06,389 --> 00:34:08,046 EVERYONE I'M KEEPING MY BABY, 1131 00:34:08,046 --> 00:34:09,806 NOW I HAVE TO PROVE THAT I CAN 1132 00:34:09,806 --> 00:34:11,739 DO IT ON MY OWN, AND THAT STARTS 1133 00:34:11,739 --> 00:34:14,328 BY SETTING UP OUR NEW PLACE. 1134 00:34:14,328 --> 00:34:16,813 WE ARE HOME SWEET HOME. 1135 00:34:16,813 --> 00:34:19,195 WE ARE HOME SWEET HOME. YOU OKAY, SWEET PEA? 1136 00:34:19,195 --> 00:34:30,447 YOU OKAY, SWEET PEA? 1137 00:34:30,447 --> 00:34:31,793 [laughter] 1138 00:34:31,793 --> 00:34:34,762 >> SHE POOPED. 1139 00:34:34,762 --> 00:34:38,248 [baby crying] 1140 00:34:38,248 --> 00:34:40,492 YOU HAVE IT ON YOUR HANDS. 1141 00:34:40,492 --> 00:34:43,909 [laughing] 1142 00:34:43,909 --> 00:34:45,048 SO HOW YOU FEELING ABOUT 1143 00:34:45,048 --> 00:34:46,014 SPENDING YOUR FIRST NIGHT 1144 00:34:46,014 --> 00:34:46,774 OVER HERE? 1145 00:34:46,774 --> 00:34:47,740 >> I'M NERVOUS. 1146 00:34:47,740 --> 00:34:48,741 >> IS MATT GONNA COME BACK 1147 00:34:48,741 --> 00:34:49,432 TONIGHT? 1148 00:34:49,432 --> 00:34:50,847 >> I TOLD HIM, YOU KNOW, 1149 00:34:50,847 --> 00:34:52,435 IF HE WANTS. 1150 00:34:52,435 --> 00:34:54,506 IF HE WANTS. IT'S UP TO HIM. 1151 00:34:54,506 --> 00:34:59,097 IT'S UP TO HIM. 1152 00:34:59,097 --> 00:35:02,134 IT'S UP TO HIM. [baby crying] 1153 00:35:02,134 --> 00:35:20,532 [baby crying] 1154 00:35:20,532 --> 00:35:22,120 [baby crying] 1155 00:35:22,120 --> 00:35:24,570 SHH, SHH, SHH, SHH. 1156 00:35:24,570 --> 00:35:26,572 ARABELLA. 1157 00:35:26,572 --> 00:35:28,678 ARABELLA. ARABELLA. 1158 00:35:28,678 --> 00:35:47,386 ARABELLA. 1159 00:35:47,386 --> 00:35:50,458 ARABELLA. [baby fussing] 1160 00:35:50,458 --> 00:35:53,185 [baby fussing] 1161 00:35:53,185 --> 00:35:54,428 I CAN'T BELIEVE MATT DISAPPEARED 1162 00:35:54,428 --> 00:35:56,913 ON ARABELLA'S FIRST NIGHT HOME. 1163 00:35:56,913 --> 00:35:58,363 AND TO MAKE THINGS WORSE, 1164 00:35:58,363 --> 00:36:02,229 MY EXPENSES ARE PILING UP. 1165 00:36:02,229 --> 00:36:05,439 >> COME HERE, BABY GIRL. 1166 00:36:05,439 --> 00:36:07,751 NOW, DO WE WANT TO TALK ABOUT 1167 00:36:07,751 --> 00:36:10,823 PAYING BILLS AND STUFF? 1168 00:36:10,823 --> 00:36:13,309 >> UM... 1169 00:36:13,309 --> 00:36:15,138 AUGUST 1ST, I'M GOING TO BE 1170 00:36:15,138 --> 00:36:15,966 WRITING YOU A CHECK, 1171 00:36:15,966 --> 00:36:16,898 OR SOMETHING LIKE THAT. 1172 00:36:16,898 --> 00:36:18,210 OR, WELL, OBVIOUSLY I'LL WRITE 1173 00:36:18,210 --> 00:36:19,867 IT BEFORE, BUT I'LL PUT THE DATE 1174 00:36:19,867 --> 00:36:23,733 AT THE TOP FOR AUGUST 1ST. 1175 00:36:23,733 --> 00:36:25,355 EVEN THOUGH I'M WRITING BRENDA A 1176 00:36:25,355 --> 00:36:27,323 CHECK, I DON'T HAVE ENOUGH CASH 1177 00:36:27,323 --> 00:36:29,187 IN MY ACCOUNT TO COVER RENT. 1178 00:36:29,187 --> 00:36:30,533 I THOUGHT I'D BE BACK TO WORK 1179 00:36:30,533 --> 00:36:33,087 BY NOW, BUT LOOKING AFTER ABABY 1180 00:36:33,087 --> 00:36:34,813 IS A FULL-TIME JOB. 1181 00:36:34,813 --> 00:36:36,677 I NEED MATT'S HELP, BUT WHEN 1182 00:36:36,677 --> 00:36:38,196 HE FINALLY SHOWED UP, 1183 00:36:38,196 --> 00:36:39,162 HE LOOKED LIKE HE'D BEEN 1184 00:36:39,162 --> 00:36:41,923 PARTYING ALL NIGHT. 1185 00:36:41,923 --> 00:36:42,752 >> I THINK SHE WENT 1186 00:36:42,752 --> 00:36:43,787 TO THE BATHROOM. 1187 00:36:43,787 --> 00:36:44,685 YOU MIGHT HAVE TO CHANGE 1188 00:36:44,685 --> 00:36:47,550 HER ONESIE. 1189 00:36:47,550 --> 00:36:50,242 ALEX, WHAT ARE YOU DOING? 1190 00:36:50,242 --> 00:36:53,141 YEAH, WATCH HER HEAD. 1191 00:36:53,141 --> 00:36:56,973 [baby crying] 1192 00:36:56,973 --> 00:37:00,528 >> I NEED YOUR HELP WITH THIS. 1193 00:37:00,528 --> 00:37:02,427 IT WAS NICE, 'CAUSE YOU STAYED 1194 00:37:02,427 --> 00:37:03,704 WITH ME IN THE HOSPITAL, 1195 00:37:03,704 --> 00:37:05,844 AND I WAS ABLE TO SLEEP. 1196 00:37:05,844 --> 00:37:07,121 YOU'RE NOT HERE NOW. 1197 00:37:07,121 --> 00:37:09,399 IT'S TOUGH ON ME. 1198 00:37:09,399 --> 00:37:10,987 >> I'LL HELP AGAIN. 1199 00:37:10,987 --> 00:37:12,471 >> I MEAN, I AM GONNA NEED A LOT 1200 00:37:12,471 --> 00:37:14,404 OF FINANCIAL SUPPORT FROM YOU. 1201 00:37:14,404 --> 00:37:15,923 >> YEAH, THAT'S FINE. 1202 00:37:15,923 --> 00:37:17,165 >> HOW IS, LIKE, YOUR PLANS 1203 00:37:17,165 --> 00:37:18,201 WITH A JOB? 1204 00:37:18,201 --> 00:37:19,237 >> I'LL PROBABLY GET ONE 1205 00:37:19,237 --> 00:37:21,308 >> I'LL PROBABLY GET ONE SOMEWHERE, LIKE A FACTORY. 1206 00:37:21,308 --> 00:37:24,552 SOMEWHERE, LIKE A FACTORY. 1207 00:37:24,552 --> 00:37:27,245 >> OKAY. 1208 00:37:27,245 --> 00:37:28,522 >> IT'LL BE FINE. 1209 00:37:28,522 --> 00:37:30,972 I'LL DO MY BEST. 1210 00:37:30,972 --> 00:37:34,424 THAT'S ALL I CAN DO. 1211 00:37:34,424 --> 00:37:37,427 WHAT? 1212 00:37:37,427 --> 00:37:38,946 >> YOU JUST LOOK REALLY SICK. 1213 00:37:38,946 --> 00:37:39,912 >> I'M TIRED. 1214 00:37:39,912 --> 00:37:40,741 I DON'T FEEL GOOD. 1215 00:37:40,741 --> 00:37:41,604 I BARELY SLEPT AT ALL 1216 00:37:41,604 --> 00:37:42,260 LAST NIGHT. 1217 00:37:42,260 --> 00:37:43,122 >> LET'S SEE. 1218 00:37:43,122 --> 00:37:44,400 SHE WAS UP AT 3:30. 1219 00:37:44,400 --> 00:37:46,298 THEN SHE WAS UP AT 5:30. 1220 00:37:46,298 --> 00:37:47,472 SHE WAS UP AT 6:00. 1221 00:37:47,472 --> 00:37:49,991 >> SORRY, I'M JUST TIRED. 1222 00:37:49,991 --> 00:37:50,958 >> DO YOU WANT TO GET GOING, 1223 00:37:50,958 --> 00:37:53,236 THEN, SO YOU CAN GET SOME SLEEP? 1224 00:37:53,236 --> 00:37:54,133 >> LET ME HOLD HER QUICK 1225 00:37:54,133 --> 00:37:56,688 BEFORE I GO. 1226 00:37:56,688 --> 00:37:58,655 I GOT HER. 1227 00:37:58,655 --> 00:38:00,278 I'LL PROBABLY COME SEE YOU 1228 00:38:00,278 --> 00:38:04,523 TOMORROW. 1229 00:38:04,523 --> 00:38:06,594 TOMORROW. THERE YOU GO. 1230 00:38:06,594 --> 00:38:18,296 THERE YOU GO. 1231 00:38:18,296 --> 00:38:19,366 >> UGH. 1232 00:38:19,366 --> 00:38:21,057 IT'S BEEN OVER A WEEK SINCE I 1233 00:38:21,057 --> 00:38:22,886 ASKED MATT FOR MONEY, BUT I 1234 00:38:22,886 --> 00:38:24,509 HAVEN'T SEEN A DIME, 1235 00:38:24,509 --> 00:38:26,373 AND I'M STILL DOING EVERYTHING 1236 00:38:26,373 --> 00:38:27,408 ON MY OWN. 1237 00:38:27,408 --> 00:38:30,480 ON MY OWN. [baby crying] 1238 00:38:30,480 --> 00:38:33,276 [baby crying] 1239 00:38:33,276 --> 00:38:34,864 [baby crying] 1240 00:38:34,864 --> 00:38:37,315 ARABELLA! 1241 00:38:37,315 --> 00:38:38,523 IF THIS IS HOW MATT'S GOING TO 1242 00:38:38,523 --> 00:38:40,456 BE, I'M STARTING TO THINK I NEED 1243 00:38:40,456 --> 00:38:43,804 TO MOVE BACK IN WITH MY MOM. 1244 00:38:43,804 --> 00:38:44,943 I REALLY WANT TO BE BACK 1245 00:38:44,943 --> 00:38:46,254 WITH MY FAMILY, 1246 00:38:46,254 --> 00:38:47,601 BECAUSE THIS IS WHERE I FEEL 1247 00:38:47,601 --> 00:38:48,360 COMFORTABLE. 1248 00:38:48,360 --> 00:38:49,396 YOU KNOW, THERE'S MORE 1249 00:38:49,396 --> 00:38:50,707 SPACE HERE. 1250 00:38:50,707 --> 00:38:51,708 >> YOU CAN LIVE HERE. 1251 00:38:51,708 --> 00:38:53,261 THIS IS YOUR HOME, OKAY? 1252 00:38:53,261 --> 00:38:55,678 YOU AREN'T BY YOURSELF, AND I 1253 00:38:55,678 --> 00:38:57,404 WILL HELP YOU IF I CAN. 1254 00:38:57,404 --> 00:39:00,234 BUT ALL I WANT YOU TO REALIZE 1255 00:39:00,234 --> 00:39:03,444 IS, THE LACK OF PLANNING IS NOT 1256 00:39:03,444 --> 00:39:05,135 BEING A RESPONSIBLE PARENT. 1257 00:39:05,135 --> 00:39:06,240 >> I KNOW, AND I'M TRYING TO GET 1258 00:39:06,240 --> 00:39:07,034 IT TOGETHER. 1259 00:39:07,034 --> 00:39:07,897 >> NOT REALLY. 1260 00:39:07,897 --> 00:39:09,070 RIGHT NOW, YOU ARE CURRENTLY 1261 00:39:09,070 --> 00:39:10,002 CATCHING UP EVERYTHING THAT 1262 00:39:10,002 --> 00:39:11,866 SHOULD HAVE BEEN DONE 1263 00:39:11,866 --> 00:39:12,867 SIX MONTHS AGO. 1264 00:39:12,867 --> 00:39:14,110 >> BUT SIX MONTHS AGO, WE DIDN'T 1265 00:39:14,110 --> 00:39:16,043 THINK I WAS KEEPING THE BABY. 1266 00:39:16,043 --> 00:39:17,320 YOU KNOW, THREE WEEKS AGO, NONE 1267 00:39:17,320 --> 00:39:18,494 OF US REALLY THOUGHT-- 1268 00:39:18,494 --> 00:39:19,460 >> WHAT DO YOU HAVE PREPARED 1269 00:39:19,460 --> 00:39:21,428 FOR THE NEXT SIX MONTHS? 1270 00:39:21,428 --> 00:39:22,739 >> WHAT DO YOU MEAN? 1271 00:39:22,739 --> 00:39:24,362 >> THAT'S THE PROBLEM. 1272 00:39:24,362 --> 00:39:25,535 YOU DIDN'T PLAN. 1273 00:39:25,535 --> 00:39:26,778 YOU DIDN'T PREPARE. 1274 00:39:26,778 --> 00:39:27,744 AND THEN YOU WOUND UP 1275 00:39:27,744 --> 00:39:29,056 IN A SITUATION THAT ESCALATED 1276 00:39:29,056 --> 00:39:32,335 OUT OF CONTROL. 1277 00:39:32,335 --> 00:39:33,474 IT IS WHAT IT IS. 1278 00:39:33,474 --> 00:39:34,441 NOW WE'VE GOT TO LOOK TOWARDS 1279 00:39:34,441 --> 00:39:35,338 WHAT'S NEXT. 1280 00:39:35,338 --> 00:39:36,822 SCHOOL'S STARTING. 1281 00:39:36,822 --> 00:39:38,065 >> YEAH, I KNOW. 1282 00:39:38,065 --> 00:39:39,722 >> THIS HELTER-SKELTER LIFESTYLE 1283 00:39:39,722 --> 00:39:41,793 HAS TO STOP, ALL RIGHT? 1284 00:39:41,793 --> 00:39:43,726 >> YEAH. 1285 00:39:43,726 --> 00:39:45,348 I'M GLAD MY MOM IS OKAY 1286 00:39:45,348 --> 00:39:47,350 WITH ME MOVING BACK IN, 1287 00:39:47,350 --> 00:39:48,593 BUT I'M WORRIED ABOUT THE RENT 1288 00:39:48,593 --> 00:39:49,835 I OWE BRENDA. 1289 00:39:49,835 --> 00:39:51,009 MY MOM AND I WERE TALKING 1290 00:39:51,009 --> 00:39:52,355 AND EVERYTHING, AND I ONLY HAVE 1291 00:39:52,355 --> 00:39:53,874 $300 IN THE BANK ACCOUNT. 1292 00:39:53,874 --> 00:39:55,876 AND RENT WOULD BE $260. 1293 00:39:55,876 --> 00:39:56,946 THAT LEAVES ME WITH 1294 00:39:56,946 --> 00:39:58,154 PRACTICALLY NOTHING. 1295 00:39:58,154 --> 00:39:59,051 >> BROKE DOESN'T FLY 1296 00:39:59,051 --> 00:40:00,294 WITH A BABY. 1297 00:40:00,294 --> 00:40:01,675 >> I KNOW. 1298 00:40:01,675 --> 00:40:04,781 SO MY MOM OFFERED ME TO STAY 1299 00:40:04,781 --> 00:40:05,472 WITH HER. 1300 00:40:05,472 --> 00:40:06,369 >> OH, THAT'S GOOD. 1301 00:40:06,369 --> 00:40:07,922 >> BUT, LIKE, I DON'T THINK 1302 00:40:07,922 --> 00:40:09,786 BRENDA CAN AFFORD THE RENT, 1303 00:40:09,786 --> 00:40:12,306 AND NOW BRI AND HER MOM, THEY 1304 00:40:12,306 --> 00:40:13,859 WERE SAYING THAT I SHOULD STILL 1305 00:40:13,859 --> 00:40:16,655 PAY BRENDA THE RENT FOR AUGUST. 1306 00:40:16,655 --> 00:40:18,899 >> IT'S JUST A BOGUS SITUATION. 1307 00:40:18,899 --> 00:40:20,383 >> WELL, I TOLD THEM I'LL PICK 1308 00:40:20,383 --> 00:40:21,246 UP ALL MY STUFF. 1309 00:40:21,246 --> 00:40:22,420 YOU KNOW, DON'T TOUCH IT. 1310 00:40:22,420 --> 00:40:23,835 I'LL TAKE CARE OF ALL OF IT. 1311 00:40:23,835 --> 00:40:24,594 DON'T WORRY ABOUT 1312 00:40:24,594 --> 00:40:26,078 DOING ANYTHING. 1313 00:40:26,078 --> 00:40:27,666 I TEXTED BRENDA, TELLING HER 1314 00:40:27,666 --> 00:40:29,219 I CAN'T PAY THE RENT, BUT I 1315 00:40:29,219 --> 00:40:30,497 HAVEN'T TALKED TO HER IN PERSON, 1316 00:40:30,497 --> 00:40:31,463 BECAUSE MY MOM QUICKLY THREW 1317 00:40:31,463 --> 00:40:32,602 TOGETHER A WELCOME PARTY FOR 1318 00:40:32,602 --> 00:40:34,673 TOGETHER A WELCOME PARTY FOR ARABELLA. 1319 00:40:34,673 --> 00:40:39,126 ARABELLA. 1320 00:40:39,126 --> 00:40:41,369 >> YOU ARE WIDE AWAKE NOW. 1321 00:40:41,369 --> 00:40:43,441 >> YOU ARE WIDE AWAKE NOW. >> SHE'S OPENING PRESENTS! 1322 00:40:43,441 --> 00:40:47,686 >> SHE'S OPENING PRESENTS! 1323 00:40:47,686 --> 00:40:48,825 [laughter] 1324 00:40:48,825 --> 00:40:49,447 >> YEAH. 1325 00:40:49,447 --> 00:40:50,482 >> THINK OF ALL THE MONEY YOU'RE 1326 00:40:50,482 --> 00:40:51,449 GOING TO SAVE. 1327 00:40:51,449 --> 00:40:52,242 >> THANK HEAVEN 1328 00:40:52,242 --> 00:40:53,347 FOR LITTLE GIRLS. 1329 00:40:53,347 --> 00:40:54,624 >> THAT'S CUTE. 1330 00:40:54,624 --> 00:40:56,246 >> OH, MY... 1331 00:40:56,246 --> 00:40:58,870 >> all: AWW! 1332 00:40:58,870 --> 00:41:02,460 >> CUTE. 1333 00:41:02,460 --> 00:41:06,084 >> OH, MY GOD. 1334 00:41:06,084 --> 00:41:07,499 BRENDA TEXTED ME AND TOLD ME 1335 00:41:07,499 --> 00:41:08,880 THAT IF I DON'T COME RIGHT NOW 1336 00:41:08,880 --> 00:41:09,881 TO GET MY STUFF, IT'S GOING 1337 00:41:09,881 --> 00:41:10,951 ON THE CURB. 1338 00:41:10,951 --> 00:41:12,366 >> BUT NOW IS NOT THE TIME. 1339 00:41:12,366 --> 00:41:13,816 IT IS A SHOWER, OKAY? 1340 00:41:13,816 --> 00:41:14,920 >> IT'S A BABY SHOWER. 1341 00:41:14,920 --> 00:41:16,301 >> NO, IT'S A WELCOME PARTY, 1342 00:41:16,301 --> 00:41:17,336 OKAY? 1343 00:41:17,336 --> 00:41:18,337 WE'LL WORK IT OUT. 1344 00:41:18,337 --> 00:41:19,407 AT SOME POINT THIS EVENING, 1345 00:41:19,407 --> 00:41:20,650 I WILL GO, AND I WILL TAKE CARE 1346 00:41:20,650 --> 00:41:21,479 OF IT, OKAY? 1347 00:41:21,479 --> 00:41:22,445 >> NO, BECAUSE SHE WANTS ME 1348 00:41:22,445 --> 00:41:23,135 THERE NOW. 1349 00:41:23,135 --> 00:41:23,998 >> IT DOESN'T MATTER. 1350 00:41:23,998 --> 00:41:25,034 YOU'RE IN THE MIDDLE OF WHAT YOU 1351 00:41:25,034 --> 00:41:25,828 NEED TO BE DOING. 1352 00:41:25,828 --> 00:41:26,760 >> THAT'S WHAT I TOLD HER. 1353 00:41:26,760 --> 00:41:28,416 AND THAT DOESN'T MEAN [bleep] 1354 00:41:28,416 --> 00:41:29,314 TO HER. 1355 00:41:29,314 --> 00:41:30,384 I'M GRABBING MY STUFF, 1356 00:41:30,384 --> 00:41:33,594 AND I'M LEAVING. 1357 00:41:33,594 --> 00:41:35,665 AND I'M LEAVING. >> I'LL GO ALONG. 1358 00:41:35,665 --> 00:41:42,258 >> I'LL GO ALONG. 1359 00:41:42,258 --> 00:41:45,295 SLOW--SLOW DOWN. 1360 00:41:45,295 --> 00:41:46,952 >> OHH... 1361 00:41:46,952 --> 00:41:47,815 >> THERE'S YOUR STUFF, 1362 00:41:47,815 --> 00:41:48,540 ON THE CURB. 1363 00:41:48,540 --> 00:41:50,611 ON THE CURB. >> I'M CALLING MY MOM. 1364 00:41:50,611 --> 00:41:58,032 >> I'M CALLING MY MOM. 1365 00:41:58,032 --> 00:41:58,826 THOSE ARE HERS. 1366 00:41:58,826 --> 00:41:59,931 THEY'RE NOT MINE. 1367 00:41:59,931 --> 00:42:02,830 MOM, MY BED--ALL MY [bleep] IS 1368 00:42:02,830 --> 00:42:03,969 SITTING OUT IN THE FREAKING 1369 00:42:03,969 --> 00:42:05,005 DRIVEWAY. 1370 00:42:05,005 --> 00:42:07,939 IT'S [bleep] DISGUSTING! 1371 00:42:07,939 --> 00:42:08,974 HAS ANYONE EVER HEARD OF 1372 00:42:08,974 --> 00:42:11,045 HAS ANYONE EVER HEARD OF FREAKING SOPHISTICATION? 1373 00:42:11,045 --> 00:42:23,057 FREAKING SOPHISTICATION? 1374 00:42:23,057 --> 00:42:24,196 >> YOU KNOW WHAT THE PROBLEM IS, 1375 00:42:24,196 --> 00:42:24,852 ALEX? 1376 00:42:24,852 --> 00:42:27,510 AND I'M GONNA SAY THIS. 1377 00:42:27,510 --> 00:42:29,408 YOU'VE NEVER REALLY FIGURED OUT 1378 00:42:29,408 --> 00:42:30,996 EXACTLY HOW YOU'RE GONNA 1379 00:42:30,996 --> 00:42:31,859 GET THROUGH THE NEXT 1380 00:42:31,859 --> 00:42:32,722 COUPLE OF MONTHS. 1381 00:42:32,722 --> 00:42:34,759 COUPLE OF MONTHS. GET IT TOGETHER. 1382 00:42:34,759 --> 00:42:47,357 GET IT TOGETHER. 1383 00:42:47,357 --> 00:42:48,669 >> ALWAYS MAKE SURE THE FLARES 1384 00:42:48,669 --> 00:42:49,946 OF THE DIAPER COME OUT, 1385 00:42:49,946 --> 00:42:50,913 'CAUSE IT HELPS PROTECT 1386 00:42:50,913 --> 00:42:53,467 ALL THE POOPIES IN IT. 1387 00:42:53,467 --> 00:42:54,606 THANK YOU, THOUGH, DUDE. 1388 00:42:54,606 --> 00:42:55,642 >> YOU'RE WELCOME. 1389 00:42:55,642 --> 00:42:56,746 >> IT'S GOOD TO BE BACK HOME 1390 00:42:56,746 --> 00:42:57,989 WITH MY FAMILY. 1391 00:42:57,989 --> 00:42:59,611 MY GRANDFATHER EVEN OFFERED 1392 00:42:59,611 --> 00:43:01,475 TO GIVE ME A CAR SO I CAN GET TO 1393 00:43:01,475 --> 00:43:03,511 SCHOOL AND TO WORK WITHOUT 1394 00:43:03,511 --> 00:43:04,547 RELYING ON MY MOM. 1395 00:43:04,547 --> 00:43:06,722 >> LET'S GIVE IT A TRY. 1396 00:43:06,722 --> 00:43:09,483 IT'S GOT 160,000 MILES ON IT. 1397 00:43:09,483 --> 00:43:11,865 IT'S GOT ANOTHER 100,000 LEFT. 1398 00:43:11,865 --> 00:43:13,901 LET'S GO. 1399 00:43:13,901 --> 00:43:15,075 PUT ON YOUR TURN SIGNAL. 1400 00:43:15,075 --> 00:43:16,317 MAKE A LEFT. 1401 00:43:16,317 --> 00:43:18,388 MAKE A LEFT. I THINK YOU'RE A NATURAL. 1402 00:43:18,388 --> 00:43:24,705 I THINK YOU'RE A NATURAL. 1403 00:43:24,705 --> 00:43:27,052 >> CAN I SAY HI? 1404 00:43:27,052 --> 00:43:28,329 I GOTCHA. 1405 00:43:28,329 --> 00:43:30,262 HI, BUDDY, HOW ARE YOU? 1406 00:43:30,262 --> 00:43:31,781 HI! 1407 00:43:31,781 --> 00:43:32,851 YOU HAVE TO FORM A PLAN. 1408 00:43:32,851 --> 00:43:33,611 YOU KNOW THIS. 1409 00:43:33,611 --> 00:43:35,785 >> YEAH, I KNOW. 1410 00:43:35,785 --> 00:43:37,442 >> BUT, I MEAN, EVEN DAY CARE 1411 00:43:37,442 --> 00:43:38,926 FOR WHEN YOU'RE WORKING AND 1412 00:43:38,926 --> 00:43:39,755 EVERYTHING ELSE. 1413 00:43:39,755 --> 00:43:40,687 LIKE, WHAT ARE YOU GONNA DO 1414 00:43:40,687 --> 00:43:41,722 WHEN YOU GO BACK TO SCHOOL? 1415 00:43:41,722 --> 00:43:43,931 ONE OF THE REASONS WHY I SAID 1416 00:43:43,931 --> 00:43:45,623 ADOPTION WAS YOUR BEST OPTION, 1417 00:43:45,623 --> 00:43:47,383 IS BECAUSE I'VE GOT A LOT OF 1418 00:43:47,383 --> 00:43:48,487 DIFFERENT THINGS THAT I JUGGLE, 1419 00:43:48,487 --> 00:43:49,212 OKAY? 1420 00:43:49,212 --> 00:43:50,697 >> I KNOW THAT, MOM. 1421 00:43:50,697 --> 00:43:52,457 >> I HAVE GOT TO GO, OKAY? 1422 00:43:52,457 --> 00:43:53,251 I GOT TO CHANGE. 1423 00:43:53,251 --> 00:43:54,217 I GOT STUFF TO DO. 1424 00:43:54,217 --> 00:43:55,598 WE GOT TO GET OUT OF HERE SOON. 1425 00:43:55,598 --> 00:43:57,635 WE GOT TO GET OUT OF HERE SOON. >> ALL RIGHT. 1426 00:43:57,635 --> 00:44:04,987 >> ALL RIGHT. 1427 00:44:04,987 --> 00:44:06,126 >> UM, I HAD 1428 00:44:06,126 --> 00:44:07,817 A COUPLE OF QUESTIONS. 1429 00:44:07,817 --> 00:44:09,267 I'LL BE ATTENDING SCHOOL 1430 00:44:09,267 --> 00:44:12,650 FOR 30 HOURS A WEEK. 1431 00:44:12,650 --> 00:44:15,411 FOR 30 HOURS A WEEK. HOW MUCH WOULD YOUR RATES BE? 1432 00:44:15,411 --> 00:44:18,897 HOW MUCH WOULD YOUR RATES BE? 1433 00:44:18,897 --> 00:44:20,968 HOW MUCH WOULD YOUR RATES BE? >> OKAY. 1434 00:44:20,968 --> 00:44:27,906 >> OKAY. 1435 00:44:27,906 --> 00:44:30,806 >> UM, IT'S A LITTLE BIT 1436 00:44:30,806 --> 00:44:32,290 OUT OF MY RANGE. 1437 00:44:32,290 --> 00:44:34,361 OUT OF MY RANGE. UM... 1438 00:44:34,361 --> 00:44:38,434 UM... 1439 00:44:38,434 --> 00:44:40,505 UM... >> OKAY. 1440 00:44:40,505 --> 00:44:51,412 >> OKAY. 1441 00:44:51,412 --> 00:44:52,275 >> DAY CARES ARE JUST 1442 00:44:52,275 --> 00:44:53,414 RIDICULOUSLY EXPENSIVE, 1443 00:44:53,414 --> 00:44:55,002 AND, FINANCIALLY, IT'S 1444 00:44:55,002 --> 00:44:56,728 IMPOSSIBLE TO DO IT. 1445 00:44:56,728 --> 00:44:57,902 >> SO WHAT ARE YOU GONNA DO? 1446 00:44:57,902 --> 00:44:59,386 >> I TALKED TO THE SCHOOL ABOUT 1447 00:44:59,386 --> 00:45:00,836 SWITCHING TO CYBER SCHOOL. 1448 00:45:00,836 --> 00:45:02,838 BASICALLY, MY HIGH SCHOOL 1449 00:45:02,838 --> 00:45:04,460 EDUCATION, I'M GONNA BE GETTING 1450 00:45:04,460 --> 00:45:07,359 OVER THE COMPUTER. 1451 00:45:07,359 --> 00:45:09,051 >> MY CONCERN IS, IF YOU GO TO 1452 00:45:09,051 --> 00:45:10,431 CYBER SCHOOL, HOW ARE YOU GONNA 1453 00:45:10,431 --> 00:45:12,157 MAINTAIN YOUR GRADES. 1454 00:45:12,157 --> 00:45:15,057 >> IT'S GONNA BE HARD. 1455 00:45:15,057 --> 00:45:16,299 >> THE LACK OF SOCIAL 1456 00:45:16,299 --> 00:45:18,232 INTERACTION-- 1457 00:45:18,232 --> 00:45:21,097 HOW DO YOU FEEL ABOUT THAT? 1458 00:45:21,097 --> 00:45:22,202 >> I'M BUMMED ABOUT IT, 'CAUSE, 1459 00:45:22,202 --> 00:45:23,168 LIKE, I'M GONNA MISS, LIKE, 1460 00:45:23,168 --> 00:45:24,238 GENNA AND RAY. 1461 00:45:24,238 --> 00:45:25,619 IT'S SOMETHING I HAVE TO DO. 1462 00:45:25,619 --> 00:45:26,896 LIKE, I MADE THIS DECISION. 1463 00:45:26,896 --> 00:45:28,001 IT'S A SACRIFICE I HAVE TO 1464 00:45:28,001 --> 00:45:30,037 IT'S A SACRIFICE I HAVE TO GIVE UP. 1465 00:45:30,037 --> 00:45:33,213 GIVE UP. 1466 00:45:33,213 --> 00:45:34,490 EVEN THOUGH MATT'S STILL NOT 1467 00:45:34,490 --> 00:45:35,871 BEEN AROUND, SUMMER'S ALMOST 1468 00:45:35,871 --> 00:45:37,493 OVER, I'M I'M TRYING TO SQUEEZE 1469 00:45:37,493 --> 00:45:39,115 IN AS MUCH TIME WITH MY FRIENDS 1470 00:45:39,115 --> 00:45:40,358 AS I CAN, 1471 00:45:40,358 --> 00:45:41,359 ESPECIALLY SINCE I'M SWITCHING 1472 00:45:41,359 --> 00:45:42,498 TO ONLINE CLASSES FOR MY 1473 00:45:42,498 --> 00:45:44,569 TO ONLINE CLASSES FOR MY SENIOR YEAR. 1474 00:45:44,569 --> 00:45:48,331 SENIOR YEAR. 1475 00:45:48,331 --> 00:45:49,747 AHH, A SQUIRREL! 1476 00:45:49,747 --> 00:45:50,713 >> OH, MY GOD. 1477 00:45:50,713 --> 00:45:54,752 >> GO, SQUIRREL, GO! 1478 00:45:54,752 --> 00:45:55,787 >> YOU AND I ARE TAKING PICTURES 1479 00:45:55,787 --> 00:45:57,513 TODAY, BABY. 1480 00:45:57,513 --> 00:45:58,479 >> SHE'S LIKE, "I DON'T WANT 1481 00:45:58,479 --> 00:45:59,480 TO BE HERE." 1482 00:45:59,480 --> 00:46:00,792 >> YES, YOU DO. 1483 00:46:00,792 --> 00:46:01,551 >> YES, YOU DO. 1484 00:46:01,551 --> 00:46:03,312 >> YOU DO WANT TO BE HERE. 1485 00:46:03,312 --> 00:46:04,451 >> I'M GONNA, LIKE, MISS YOU 1486 00:46:04,451 --> 00:46:05,383 GUYS SO MUCH, 1487 00:46:05,383 --> 00:46:06,453 'CAUSE IT'S NOT LIKE I'LL BE 1488 00:46:06,453 --> 00:46:07,385 WITH YOU GUYS. 1489 00:46:07,385 --> 00:46:08,179 I'LL BE AT HOME. 1490 00:46:08,179 --> 00:46:09,318 >> YEAH. 1491 00:46:09,318 --> 00:46:10,181 >> I'M NOT GONNA LIE. 1492 00:46:10,181 --> 00:46:11,630 THAT SUCKS, DUDE. 1493 00:46:11,630 --> 00:46:12,390 >> THAT'S AWFUL. 1494 00:46:12,390 --> 00:46:13,771 >> IT'S SENIOR YEAR, DUDE. 1495 00:46:13,771 --> 00:46:14,633 WE FINALLY, YOU KNOW-- 1496 00:46:14,633 --> 00:46:15,289 FOUR YEARS. 1497 00:46:15,289 --> 00:46:16,290 >> YOU WERE GOING TO ORGANIZE 1498 00:46:16,290 --> 00:46:16,946 THE PRANK. 1499 00:46:16,946 --> 00:46:17,705 >> THAT'S TRUE. 1500 00:46:17,705 --> 00:46:18,741 >> I MEAN, WE WERE GONNA GET THE 1501 00:46:18,741 --> 00:46:19,742 FRICKIN', LIKE, SENIOR TERRACE 1502 00:46:19,742 --> 00:46:20,363 FOR LUNCH. 1503 00:46:20,363 --> 00:46:21,330 AND WE GOT PROM, AND, LIKE, 1504 00:46:21,330 --> 00:46:22,641 EVERY DAY WE RULE THE SCHOOL. 1505 00:46:22,641 --> 00:46:24,678 LIKE, THIS IS OUR TIME NOW. 1506 00:46:24,678 --> 00:46:26,162 >> I JUST FEEL LIKE IT'S NOT 1507 00:46:26,162 --> 00:46:27,819 REALLY FAIR THAT MATT GETS TO, 1508 00:46:27,819 --> 00:46:28,786 YOU KNOW, GO TO SCHOOL 1509 00:46:28,786 --> 00:46:30,132 AND SEE ALL HIS FRIENDS, 1510 00:46:30,132 --> 00:46:31,340 AND YOU GET WHAT? 1511 00:46:31,340 --> 00:46:32,755 YOU GET CYBER SCHOOL. 1512 00:46:32,755 --> 00:46:34,481 >> YOU LOSE YOUR SENIOR YEAR. 1513 00:46:34,481 --> 00:46:35,931 >> WHAT IS HE SACRIFICING 1514 00:46:35,931 --> 00:46:37,380 FOR YOU RIGHT NOW? 1515 00:46:37,380 --> 00:46:38,347 >> THERE'S NOTHING I CAN DO 1516 00:46:38,347 --> 00:46:38,968 ABOUT IT. 1517 00:46:38,968 --> 00:46:40,280 LIKE, WE MADE THIS MISTAKE, 1518 00:46:40,280 --> 00:46:42,800 AND, YOU KNOW, IF HE DOESN'T 1519 00:46:42,800 --> 00:46:45,216 OWN UP TO IT, ONE OF US HAS TO, 1520 00:46:45,216 --> 00:46:48,012 AND I--IT'S GONNA BE ME. 1521 00:46:48,012 --> 00:46:49,220 >> I JUST DON'T THINK 1522 00:46:49,220 --> 00:46:51,325 >> I JUST DON'T THINK THAT'S FAIR. 1523 00:46:51,325 --> 00:46:58,712 THAT'S FAIR. 1524 00:46:58,712 --> 00:46:59,782 >> SMILE FOR THE FIRST DAY 1525 00:46:59,782 --> 00:47:02,958 OF SCHOOL, GUYS. 1526 00:47:02,958 --> 00:47:04,131 SCHOOL STARTS TODAY, 1527 00:47:04,131 --> 00:47:05,201 AND EVERYONE IS HEADING BACK 1528 00:47:05,201 --> 00:47:07,721 AND EVERYONE IS HEADING BACK TO CLASS, EXCEPT ME. 1529 00:47:07,721 --> 00:47:13,623 TO CLASS, EXCEPT ME. 1530 00:47:13,623 --> 00:47:15,729 TO CLASS, EXCEPT ME. HELLO? 1531 00:47:15,729 --> 00:47:19,837 HELLO? 1532 00:47:19,837 --> 00:47:23,702 >> UH, YEAH, SURE. 1533 00:47:23,702 --> 00:47:24,945 >> UH, YEAH, I'LL BE LEAVING 1534 00:47:24,945 --> 00:47:28,604 AFTER KILLIAN AND STUFF. 1535 00:47:28,604 --> 00:47:29,777 >> BYE. 1536 00:47:29,777 --> 00:47:30,571 >> MATT? 1537 00:47:30,571 --> 00:47:32,953 >> HE WOKE UP LATE. 1538 00:47:32,953 --> 00:47:34,023 >> SEE YA! 1539 00:47:34,023 --> 00:47:36,094 >> SEE YA! >> BYE. 1540 00:47:36,094 --> 00:47:44,965 >> BYE. 1541 00:47:44,965 --> 00:47:47,278 >> LET'S GO. 1542 00:47:47,278 --> 00:47:48,417 >> MATT! 1543 00:47:48,417 --> 00:47:51,730 >> WHAT? 1544 00:47:51,730 --> 00:47:53,318 >> HOW? 1545 00:47:53,318 --> 00:47:55,355 I'M SERIOUS. 1546 00:47:55,355 --> 00:47:57,426 I'M SERIOUS. >> NO. 1547 00:47:57,426 --> 00:48:06,504 >> NO. 1548 00:48:06,504 --> 00:48:08,575 >> NO. >> YOU SMELL, MATT. 1549 00:48:08,575 --> 00:48:11,889 >> YOU SMELL, MATT. 1550 00:48:11,889 --> 00:48:13,304 >> MATT, I'M SORRY. 1551 00:48:13,304 --> 00:48:15,409 >> MATT, I'M SORRY. IT'S HARD TO TRUST YOU. 1552 00:48:15,409 --> 00:48:16,894 IT'S HARD TO TRUST YOU. 1553 00:48:16,894 --> 00:48:17,825 >> YOU LOOK LIKE YOU'RE 1554 00:48:17,825 --> 00:48:19,034 DAZING IN AND OUT WITH YOUR 1555 00:48:19,034 --> 00:48:21,105 DAZING IN AND OUT WITH YOUR EYES CLOSED. 1556 00:48:21,105 --> 00:48:22,071 EYES CLOSED. 1557 00:48:22,071 --> 00:48:24,177 >> [sighs] 1558 00:48:24,177 --> 00:48:25,005 >> WHAT? 1559 00:48:25,005 --> 00:48:25,972 >> NOTHING, YOU'RE JUST-- 1560 00:48:25,972 --> 00:48:28,491 YOU'RE LUCKY. 1561 00:48:28,491 --> 00:48:29,492 >> I WOULD LOVE TO BE GOING TO 1562 00:48:29,492 --> 00:48:30,977 SCHOOL RIGHT NOW INSTEAD OF 1563 00:48:30,977 --> 00:48:32,461 HAVING TO STAY HOME. 1564 00:48:32,461 --> 00:48:34,428 I WISH I WAS YOU. 1565 00:48:34,428 --> 00:48:38,191 I WISH I HAD YOUR AVAILABILITY 1566 00:48:38,191 --> 00:48:42,850 I WISH I HAD YOUR AVAILABILITY TO JUST DO WHATEVER. 1567 00:48:42,850 --> 00:48:44,576 TO JUST DO WHATEVER. 1568 00:48:44,576 --> 00:48:46,854 >> IT'D BE A LOT EASIER ON ME 1569 00:48:46,854 --> 00:48:48,028 IN LIFE. 1570 00:48:48,028 --> 00:48:51,135 IN LIFE. [baby crying] 1571 00:48:51,135 --> 00:49:35,903 [baby crying] 1572 00:49:35,903 --> 00:49:37,353 >> I'M TRYING NOT TO FOCUS ON 1573 00:49:37,353 --> 00:49:38,699 MATT AND KEEP UP WITH MY 1574 00:49:38,699 --> 00:49:43,083 ONLINE CLASSES. 1575 00:49:43,083 --> 00:49:45,120 I'M DOING MY BEST NOT TO GIVE UP 1576 00:49:45,120 --> 00:49:47,570 EVERYTHING, LIKE MY TWO JOBS. 1577 00:49:47,570 --> 00:49:49,124 AND, LUCKILY, MY BOSS AT THE 1578 00:49:49,124 --> 00:49:51,022 DANCE STUDIO SAID I COULD COME 1579 00:49:51,022 --> 00:49:53,507 BACK AND BRING ARABELLA WITH ME. 1580 00:49:53,507 --> 00:49:55,061 HI, MISS LEANN. 1581 00:49:55,061 --> 00:49:56,407 >> HELLO, HOW ARE YOU? 1582 00:49:56,407 --> 00:49:57,132 >> GOOD. 1583 00:49:57,132 --> 00:49:57,960 >> HOW'S THE BABY? 1584 00:49:57,960 --> 00:49:59,306 >> GOOD. 1585 00:49:59,306 --> 00:50:00,549 >> ALEX! 1586 00:50:00,549 --> 00:50:01,722 LET ME SEE THE BABY. 1587 00:50:01,722 --> 00:50:03,621 [laughter] 1588 00:50:03,621 --> 00:50:06,658 AWW, SHE'S SO CUTE. 1589 00:50:06,658 --> 00:50:09,351 >> WOW. 1590 00:50:09,351 --> 00:50:10,248 >> YOU TIRED? 1591 00:50:10,248 --> 00:50:11,146 >> YEAH. 1592 00:50:11,146 --> 00:50:12,526 >> AWW. 1593 00:50:12,526 --> 00:50:13,493 >> SO WHAT ARE SOME OF THE 1594 00:50:13,493 --> 00:50:15,115 HARDEST THINGS ABOUT HAVING 1595 00:50:15,115 --> 00:50:16,013 THE BABY NOW? 1596 00:50:16,013 --> 00:50:17,152 >> LIKE, MY SOCIAL LIFE IS 1597 00:50:17,152 --> 00:50:19,188 SLOWLY DETERIORATING. 1598 00:50:19,188 --> 00:50:21,639 IF I WANT TO DO SOMETHING 1599 00:50:21,639 --> 00:50:22,950 AND I CAN'T FIND A BABYSITTER, 1600 00:50:22,950 --> 00:50:25,470 I CAN'T GO OUT. 1601 00:50:25,470 --> 00:50:26,471 >> LIKE, THE WEEKS BEFORE, HE 1602 00:50:26,471 --> 00:50:27,679 SPENT EVERY SINGLE DAY WITH ME 1603 00:50:27,679 --> 00:50:29,198 IN THE HOSPITAL. 1604 00:50:29,198 --> 00:50:31,511 AND THEN NOW, IT'S LIKE HE COMES 1605 00:50:31,511 --> 00:50:33,478 AROUND EVERY ONCE IN A WHILE. 1606 00:50:33,478 --> 00:50:35,998 HE'LL--HE'S VISITED HER MAYBE 1607 00:50:35,998 --> 00:50:37,379 TWICE IN A WEEK. 1608 00:50:37,379 --> 00:50:39,346 >> OH, NO, THAT'S BAD. 1609 00:50:39,346 --> 00:50:40,313 >> THAT'S NOT ENOUGH. 1610 00:50:40,313 --> 00:50:41,624 >> YEAH, THAT'S-- 1611 00:50:41,624 --> 00:50:43,040 >> SO HE HARDLY EVER SEES HER? 1612 00:50:43,040 --> 00:50:44,110 >> THAT'S MATT. 1613 00:50:44,110 --> 00:50:45,628 >> HE BASICALLY HAS PARTYING 1614 00:50:45,628 --> 00:50:47,492 AND HIS FRIENDS ON HIS MIND. 1615 00:50:47,492 --> 00:50:49,184 BUT HIS PRIORITY SHOULD BE 1616 00:50:49,184 --> 00:50:52,428 THE BABY, NOTHING ELSE. 1617 00:50:52,428 --> 00:50:53,533 >> DO YOU WANT TO START WARMING 1618 00:50:53,533 --> 00:50:54,810 THEM UP FOR CLASS FOR ME? 1619 00:50:54,810 --> 00:50:55,500 >> ALL RIGHT. 1620 00:50:55,500 --> 00:50:56,398 >> DO YOU NEED TO BRING 1621 00:50:56,398 --> 00:50:57,054 THE BABY? 1622 00:50:57,054 --> 00:50:57,985 >> YEAH, I'LL JUST SET HER 1623 00:50:57,985 --> 00:50:58,883 IN THE CORNER. 1624 00:50:58,883 --> 00:51:01,230 >> HI. 1625 00:51:01,230 --> 00:51:02,231 >> ALL RIGHT, SO, 1626 00:51:02,231 --> 00:51:06,132 FIVE, SIX, SEVEN, EIGHT. 1627 00:51:06,132 --> 00:51:09,342 STAY TOGETHER. 1628 00:51:09,342 --> 00:51:11,758 [laughter] 1629 00:51:11,758 --> 00:51:13,311 OKAY, SO THAT NEEDS 1630 00:51:13,311 --> 00:51:14,243 TO BE BIGGER. 1631 00:51:14,243 --> 00:51:17,039 SO JUMP OUT AND GO BOOM. 1632 00:51:17,039 --> 00:51:22,113 [baby fussing] 1633 00:51:22,113 --> 00:51:23,908 >> OHH! 1634 00:51:23,908 --> 00:51:26,152 >> IT'S ALL OVER THE SIDE. 1635 00:51:26,152 --> 00:51:28,154 >> SHE PUKED. 1636 00:51:28,154 --> 00:51:29,086 >> GO TO THE BEGINNING 1637 00:51:29,086 --> 00:51:30,673 OF THE DANCE AGAIN. 1638 00:51:30,673 --> 00:51:32,641 SHE JUST THREW UP ON THE FLOOR. 1639 00:51:32,641 --> 00:51:33,676 I CAN'T HAVE HER, LIKE, 1640 00:51:33,676 --> 00:51:35,402 IN HERE WHILE I'M TEACHING 1641 00:51:35,402 --> 00:51:37,749 AND DANCING. 1642 00:51:37,749 --> 00:51:39,130 >> GOOD LUCK CLEANING THAT UP. 1643 00:51:39,130 --> 00:51:41,201 >> GO BACK, OPENING LINES. 1644 00:51:41,201 --> 00:51:43,134 ALL RIGHT, GUYS, READY? 1645 00:51:43,134 --> 00:51:44,239 >> YOU'VE GOT THEM, JERMAINE? 1646 00:51:44,239 --> 00:51:45,102 >> YEAH, I GOT IT. 1647 00:51:45,102 --> 00:51:46,827 GO. 1648 00:51:46,827 --> 00:51:48,795 JUST GO, GO, GO, GO. 1649 00:51:48,795 --> 00:51:51,004 >> SHE PROJECTILE VOMITED 1650 00:51:51,004 --> 00:51:53,731 ONTO THE FLOOR. 1651 00:51:53,731 --> 00:51:55,250 HAVING ARABELLA IN THE STUDIO 1652 00:51:55,250 --> 00:51:59,254 WITH ME DIDN'T WORK OUT AT ALL. 1653 00:51:59,254 --> 00:52:00,876 AND I DEFINITELY WON'T BE ABLE 1654 00:52:00,876 --> 00:52:02,602 TO TAKE HER TO MY OTHER JOB, 1655 00:52:02,602 --> 00:52:04,086 SO I ASKED MATT TO COME OVER 1656 00:52:04,086 --> 00:52:05,398 AND WATCH HER WHILE I WORK. 1657 00:52:05,398 --> 00:52:09,574 AND SURPRISINGLY, HE SAID YES. 1658 00:52:09,574 --> 00:52:11,542 I GOT TO GET READY FOR WORK. 1659 00:52:11,542 --> 00:52:13,268 >> WHO'S WATCHING HER? 1660 00:52:13,268 --> 00:52:14,855 'CAUSE JULIE AND I ARE GOING 1661 00:52:14,855 --> 00:52:15,925 OUT TO DINNER. 1662 00:52:15,925 --> 00:52:16,650 YES. 1663 00:52:16,650 --> 00:52:18,583 >> MATT'S SUPPOSED TO. 1664 00:52:18,583 --> 00:52:19,377 I GOT TO CALL HIM. 1665 00:52:19,377 --> 00:52:20,206 >> DOES HE KNOW HE'S 1666 00:52:20,206 --> 00:52:20,965 WATCHING HER? 1667 00:52:20,965 --> 00:52:21,586 >> YES. 1668 00:52:21,586 --> 00:52:22,587 >> I MEAN, YOU'RE SURE? 1669 00:52:22,587 --> 00:52:23,623 >> YES. 1670 00:52:23,623 --> 00:52:26,488 [baby fussing] 1671 00:52:26,488 --> 00:52:28,524 >> ABSOLUTELY, POSITIVELY SURE? 1672 00:52:28,524 --> 00:52:29,456 >> I'LL CALL HIM. 1673 00:52:29,456 --> 00:52:30,457 >> THANK YOU. 1674 00:52:30,457 --> 00:52:33,529 >> THANK YOU. [line ringing] 1675 00:52:33,529 --> 00:52:38,845 [line ringing] 1676 00:52:38,845 --> 00:52:40,709 DO YOU HAVE A BACKUP PLAN? 1677 00:52:40,709 --> 00:52:44,230 [line ringing] 1678 00:52:44,230 --> 00:52:45,783 SO WHAT HAPPENS IF HE DOESN'T 1679 00:52:45,783 --> 00:52:47,923 SHOW UP? 1680 00:52:47,923 --> 00:52:48,889 >> PLEASE LEAVE YOUR MESSAGE 1681 00:52:48,889 --> 00:52:49,787 FOR 484-- 1682 00:52:49,787 --> 00:52:50,650 >> I'M GONNA KICK HIM. 1683 00:52:50,650 --> 00:52:52,065 >> NO, I MEAN WHAT HAPPENS 1684 00:52:52,065 --> 00:52:52,962 IF HE DOESN'T SHOW UP? 1685 00:52:52,962 --> 00:52:54,619 I HAVE PLANS. 1686 00:52:54,619 --> 00:52:55,724 I'M NOT TRYING TO BE A JERK, 1687 00:52:55,724 --> 00:52:57,864 HONEY, BUT IT'S MORE RESPONSIBLE 1688 00:52:57,864 --> 00:52:59,486 TO SET UP A SITTER THAT YOU KNOW 1689 00:52:59,486 --> 00:53:01,143 IS GONNA BE THERE. 1690 00:53:01,143 --> 00:53:02,075 >> I DON'T HAVE ANYBODY 1691 00:53:02,075 --> 00:53:04,319 FREAKING ELSE! 1692 00:53:04,319 --> 00:53:05,492 >> I CAN'T BELIEVE HE'S 1693 00:53:05,492 --> 00:53:06,424 NOT HERE. 1694 00:53:06,424 --> 00:53:09,220 >> [sniffling] 1695 00:53:09,220 --> 00:53:12,982 JUST PICK UP THE FRICKING PHONE. 1696 00:53:12,982 --> 00:53:16,089 JUST PICK UP THE FRICKING PHONE. [line ringing] 1697 00:53:16,089 --> 00:53:24,856 [line ringing] 1698 00:53:24,856 --> 00:53:25,685 >> female announcer: 1699 00:53:25,685 --> 00:53:26,410 DON'T GO AWAY. 1700 00:53:26,410 --> 00:53:27,549 THIS EPISODE OF 16 AND PREGNANT 1701 00:53:27,549 --> 00:53:29,102 THIS EPISODE OF 16 AND PREGNANT CONTINUES RIGHT NOW. 1702 00:53:29,102 --> 00:53:33,002 CONTINUES RIGHT NOW. 1703 00:53:33,002 --> 00:53:34,349 >> MATT NEVER SHOWED UP 1704 00:53:34,349 --> 00:53:36,040 TO WATCH ARABELLA, SO I COULDN'T 1705 00:53:36,040 --> 00:53:37,731 GO TO WORK, AND MY MOM 1706 00:53:37,731 --> 00:53:39,043 IS GETTING FED UP. 1707 00:53:39,043 --> 00:53:40,044 >> WHY WOULDN'T HE WANT 1708 00:53:40,044 --> 00:53:40,734 TO BE HERE? 1709 00:53:40,734 --> 00:53:41,908 >> I... 1710 00:53:41,908 --> 00:53:42,909 I DON'T KNOW WHAT'S GOING 1711 00:53:42,909 --> 00:53:44,082 THROUGH HIS HEAD. 1712 00:53:44,082 --> 00:53:45,222 I DON'T CONTROL HIM. 1713 00:53:45,222 --> 00:53:46,533 I DON'T-- 1714 00:53:46,533 --> 00:53:47,603 WHAT AM I GONNA DO? 1715 00:53:47,603 --> 00:53:49,467 >> RELYING ON HIM IS ONLY GOING 1716 00:53:49,467 --> 00:53:50,227 TO FRUSTRATE YOU. 1717 00:53:50,227 --> 00:53:51,262 >> I'M NOT RELYING ON HIM. 1718 00:53:51,262 --> 00:53:52,229 >> YOU RELIED ON HIM 1719 00:53:52,229 --> 00:53:52,953 ON SATURDAY, 1720 00:53:52,953 --> 00:53:53,816 AND LOOK WHAT HAPPENED. 1721 00:53:53,816 --> 00:53:55,749 THE BEST THING THAT YOU COULD DO 1722 00:53:55,749 --> 00:53:58,856 FOR ARABELLA IS TO WALK AWAY 1723 00:53:58,856 --> 00:53:59,960 AND START GETTING YOUR LIFE 1724 00:53:59,960 --> 00:54:00,858 TOGETHER. 1725 00:54:00,858 --> 00:54:01,997 >> EVERYONE KEEPS PUSHING AND 1726 00:54:01,997 --> 00:54:03,170 PUSHING AND PUSHING AND TELLING 1727 00:54:03,170 --> 00:54:05,828 ME WHAT TO DO, WHEN IT'S HARD 1728 00:54:05,828 --> 00:54:07,174 FOR ME TO DO THAT BECAUSE I 1729 00:54:07,174 --> 00:54:08,037 CARE ABOUT HIM. 1730 00:54:08,037 --> 00:54:09,038 >> AND YOU'RE STICKING UP FOR 1731 00:54:09,038 --> 00:54:09,970 THE PERSON YOU CARE ABOUT. 1732 00:54:09,970 --> 00:54:12,594 IT'S COMPLICATING THE SITUATION. 1733 00:54:12,594 --> 00:54:13,698 IT'S CONVOLUTING WHERE YOUR 1734 00:54:13,698 --> 00:54:15,044 RESPONSIBILITIES LIE. 1735 00:54:15,044 --> 00:54:16,391 >> I'M TRYING TO PREVENT HER 1736 00:54:16,391 --> 00:54:18,772 FROM NOT HAVING A FATHER. 1737 00:54:18,772 --> 00:54:20,291 THAT IS MY PRIORITY. 1738 00:54:20,291 --> 00:54:21,258 >> NO. 1739 00:54:21,258 --> 00:54:22,604 >> MY PRIORITY IS MAKING SURE 1740 00:54:22,604 --> 00:54:24,675 THAT SHE HAS ANOTHER PARENT, 1741 00:54:24,675 --> 00:54:26,159 THAT SHE DOES HAVE A DAD, 1742 00:54:26,159 --> 00:54:28,437 BECAUSE I BARELY HAD A DAD, 1743 00:54:28,437 --> 00:54:32,269 AND LOOK HOW I AM. 1744 00:54:32,269 --> 00:54:34,857 >> BUT THE PROBLEM IS, IT'S NOT 1745 00:54:34,857 --> 00:54:37,584 WHAT IS BEST FOR ARABELLA. 1746 00:54:37,584 --> 00:54:39,655 AS MUCH AS YOU LOVE HIM, 1747 00:54:39,655 --> 00:54:41,761 AS MUCH AS YOU LOVE HIM, WHAT'S MORE IMPORTANT? 1748 00:54:41,761 --> 00:54:48,250 WHAT'S MORE IMPORTANT? 1749 00:54:48,250 --> 00:54:49,458 >> THREE DAYS LATER, 1750 00:54:49,458 --> 00:54:50,977 MATT FINALLY SHOWED UP, AND I 1751 00:54:50,977 --> 00:54:53,359 COULDN'T EVEN LOOK AT HIM. 1752 00:54:53,359 --> 00:54:56,396 COULDN'T EVEN LOOK AT HIM. [baby crying] 1753 00:54:56,396 --> 00:55:03,161 [baby crying] 1754 00:55:03,161 --> 00:55:04,473 THERE'S A LOT OF STUFF THAT 1755 00:55:04,473 --> 00:55:06,095 NEEDS TO BE SAID. 1756 00:55:06,095 --> 00:55:07,062 I'M STARTING TO GET REALLY 1757 00:55:07,062 --> 00:55:08,995 UPSET AND TO THE POINT WHERE I 1758 00:55:08,995 --> 00:55:10,203 JUST CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE. 1759 00:55:10,203 --> 00:55:12,170 LIKE, I'M REALLY UPSET 1760 00:55:12,170 --> 00:55:14,483 ABOUT SATURDAY. 1761 00:55:14,483 --> 00:55:15,519 >> OH, I HAD [bleep] TO DO. 1762 00:55:15,519 --> 00:55:16,761 BUT, OKAY, BEFORE THAT-- 1763 00:55:16,761 --> 00:55:18,591 >> I STARTED WORKING AGAIN. 1764 00:55:18,591 --> 00:55:19,764 >> BUT, SEE, I WAS-- 1765 00:55:19,764 --> 00:55:21,041 >> BUT WHERE ARE YOU, MATT? 1766 00:55:21,041 --> 00:55:21,766 >> OKAY. 1767 00:55:21,766 --> 00:55:22,733 >> I NEED YOU TO WATCH HER, 1768 00:55:22,733 --> 00:55:24,044 AND YOU FLAKE OUT! 1769 00:55:24,044 --> 00:55:24,873 >> MAYBE I'M NOT HERE 1770 00:55:24,873 --> 00:55:26,461 EVERY SINGLE DAY. 1771 00:55:26,461 --> 00:55:28,290 >> THAT'S HOW IT SHOULD BE! 1772 00:55:28,290 --> 00:55:29,326 I HAVE [bleep] TO DO. 1773 00:55:29,326 --> 00:55:30,741 I CAN'T DO IT, BECAUSE I NEED 1774 00:55:30,741 --> 00:55:32,225 TO TAKE CARE OF HER. 1775 00:55:32,225 --> 00:55:34,054 >> YOU KNOW, ONE THING ABOUT 1776 00:55:34,054 --> 00:55:35,504 BABIES IS, THEY PICK UP ON 1777 00:55:35,504 --> 00:55:37,334 YELLING, AND YOU DO AN AWFUL LOT 1778 00:55:37,334 --> 00:55:38,473 OF YELLING, SO SHE-- 1779 00:55:38,473 --> 00:55:39,439 >> YEAH, I YELL AT YOU, 1780 00:55:39,439 --> 00:55:40,854 BECAUSE YOU AREN'T AROUND! 1781 00:55:40,854 --> 00:55:42,269 >> ALL RIGHT, BUT EVERYONE KNOWS 1782 00:55:42,269 --> 00:55:43,512 WHERE I STOOD. 1783 00:55:43,512 --> 00:55:44,444 >> WHAT DO YOU MEAN, 1784 00:55:44,444 --> 00:55:45,272 "WHERE YOU STOOD?" 1785 00:55:45,272 --> 00:55:46,653 >> I POINTED OUT, HOW MANY 1786 00:55:46,653 --> 00:55:49,346 TIMES, HOW HARD IT WOULD BE. 1787 00:55:49,346 --> 00:55:51,900 WE'RE TWO TEENAGERS, SO THAT 1788 00:55:51,900 --> 00:55:54,627 WOULD BE ONE REASON ON WHY, 1789 00:55:54,627 --> 00:55:57,008 YOU KNOW, YOU WOULD GIVE-- 1790 00:55:57,008 --> 00:55:58,700 THAT A VIABLE OPTION WOULD BE 1791 00:55:58,700 --> 00:55:59,356 ADOPTION. 1792 00:55:59,356 --> 00:56:00,564 THEN YOU WOULD SIT DOWN, AND 1793 00:56:00,564 --> 00:56:01,668 YOU'D THINK OF ANOTHER REASON. 1794 00:56:01,668 --> 00:56:03,601 "OKAY, MATT HAS NO JOB. 1795 00:56:03,601 --> 00:56:04,809 THAT'S GONNA BE HARD. 1796 00:56:04,809 --> 00:56:06,224 GETTING A PLACE TO LIVE. 1797 00:56:06,224 --> 00:56:07,364 THAT'S GONNA BE HARD." 1798 00:56:07,364 --> 00:56:10,090 >> OKAY, BUT SOMETHING CAME OVER 1799 00:56:10,090 --> 00:56:11,229 ME AT THE HOSPITAL, AND I 1800 00:56:11,229 --> 00:56:12,299 COULDN'T GET RID OF HER. 1801 00:56:12,299 --> 00:56:13,335 >> YOU DIDN'T EVEN SIT DOWN 1802 00:56:13,335 --> 00:56:14,647 AND THINK OF ALL THIS STUFF. 1803 00:56:14,647 --> 00:56:15,786 >> YES, I DID, EVERY DAMN DAY, 1804 00:56:15,786 --> 00:56:17,374 WHEN YOU WENT DISAPPEARING. 1805 00:56:17,374 --> 00:56:19,272 >> MM, PLEASE? 1806 00:56:19,272 --> 00:56:20,169 >> GROW UP, MATT. 1807 00:56:20,169 --> 00:56:21,688 YOU'RE GONNA BE 18. 1808 00:56:21,688 --> 00:56:22,448 >> [bleep] THIS. 1809 00:56:22,448 --> 00:56:24,415 >> [bleep] THIS. I'M DONE. 1810 00:56:24,415 --> 00:56:29,593 I'M DONE. 1811 00:56:29,593 --> 00:56:31,595 >> YOU HAVE TO MAKE THE DECISION 1812 00:56:31,595 --> 00:56:33,631 IF YOU WANT TO ACTUALLY BE 1813 00:56:33,631 --> 00:56:34,529 A PART OF THIS. 1814 00:56:34,529 --> 00:56:38,395 >> UH, I'M TRYING MY BEST. 1815 00:56:38,395 --> 00:56:41,018 >> WOULD YOU RATHER MISS THE 1816 00:56:41,018 --> 00:56:42,813 MOST CRUCIAL POINTS IN HER LIFE? 1817 00:56:42,813 --> 00:56:44,055 >> YOU CANNOT YELL AT ME. 1818 00:56:44,055 --> 00:56:45,160 WHY ARE YOU RAISING YOUR VOICE? 1819 00:56:45,160 --> 00:56:46,817 >> BECAUSE YOU DON'T GET 1820 00:56:46,817 --> 00:56:47,818 WHAT YOU DO. 1821 00:56:47,818 --> 00:56:49,406 >> YOU'RE COOL. 1822 00:56:49,406 --> 00:56:51,131 >> ALL YOU ARE TO ME 1823 00:56:51,131 --> 00:56:52,201 IS A HEADACHE. 1824 00:56:52,201 --> 00:56:53,996 >> ALL RIGHT, I'M YOUR EXCEDRIN, 1825 00:56:53,996 --> 00:56:55,895 THEN, THERE YOU GO. 1826 00:56:55,895 --> 00:56:57,414 SEE IF YOU EVER [bleep] 1827 00:56:57,414 --> 00:56:58,380 SEE ME AGAIN. 1828 00:56:58,380 --> 00:57:00,106 >> HEY, THEN YOUR DAUGHTER 1829 00:57:00,106 --> 00:57:01,418 MISSES OUT, NOT ME. 1830 00:57:01,418 --> 00:57:02,384 >> EVERYBODY WILL MISS OUT 1831 00:57:02,384 --> 00:57:03,074 ON A LOT. 1832 00:57:03,074 --> 00:57:04,213 >> ALL YOU'RE GONNA BE IS A 1833 00:57:04,213 --> 00:57:05,939 CHECK IN THE DAMN [bleep] MAIL. 1834 00:57:05,939 --> 00:57:07,044 >> I WON'T EVEN BE THAT, 1835 00:57:07,044 --> 00:57:09,115 >> I WON'T EVEN BE THAT, WHERE I'M GOING. 1836 00:57:09,115 --> 00:57:20,057 WHERE I'M GOING. 1837 00:57:20,057 --> 00:57:22,093 WHERE I'M GOING. >> MATT! 1838 00:57:22,093 --> 00:57:26,650 >> MATT! 1839 00:57:26,650 --> 00:57:27,582 >> [bleep]. 1840 00:57:27,582 --> 00:57:28,479 WHAT? 1841 00:57:28,479 --> 00:57:29,998 >> I'M TRYING TO FIGURE OUT 1842 00:57:29,998 --> 00:57:31,033 WHAT THE [bleep] IS GOING 1843 00:57:31,033 --> 00:57:32,172 THROUGH YOUR HEAD! 1844 00:57:32,172 --> 00:57:33,450 WHETHER YOU WANT TO SEE THAT 1845 00:57:33,450 --> 00:57:34,727 LITTLE GIRL WHO IS SITTING 1846 00:57:34,727 --> 00:57:36,901 IN THAT ROOM OR IF YOU WANT TO 1847 00:57:36,901 --> 00:57:38,455 WALK AWAY AND GO HANG OUT WITH 1848 00:57:38,455 --> 00:57:41,734 YOUR CRACKHEAD FRIENDS. 1849 00:57:41,734 --> 00:57:43,736 YOU'RE A [bleep] DEADBEAT DAD. 1850 00:57:43,736 --> 00:57:44,702 DO YOU KNOW THAT? 1851 00:57:44,702 --> 00:57:46,946 YOU ARE NOTHING. 1852 00:57:46,946 --> 00:57:48,672 YOU ARE A PART OF HER FAMILY, 1853 00:57:48,672 --> 00:57:52,123 BUT YOU CAN'T BE A [bleep] MAN. 1854 00:57:52,123 --> 00:57:54,091 ALL YOU DO, EVERY DAY, 1855 00:57:54,091 --> 00:57:55,230 IS HURT ME. 1856 00:57:55,230 --> 00:57:57,059 I DON'T WANT YOU ANYWHERE NEAR 1857 00:57:57,059 --> 00:57:59,096 I DON'T WANT YOU ANYWHERE NEAR MY DAUGHTER ANYMORE. 1858 00:57:59,096 --> 00:58:22,395 MY DAUGHTER ANYMORE. 1859 00:58:22,395 --> 00:58:25,467 MY DAUGHTER ANYMORE. [crying] 1860 00:58:25,467 --> 00:58:31,956 [crying] 1861 00:58:31,956 --> 00:58:34,511 I DON'T WANT TO HAVE TO SIT 1862 00:58:34,511 --> 00:58:35,995 HERE AND KEEP WAITING FOR MATT 1863 00:58:35,995 --> 00:58:38,100 TO JUST GROW UP AND DO WHAT 1864 00:58:38,100 --> 00:58:40,240 HE NEEDS TO. 1865 00:58:40,240 --> 00:58:44,486 AND I'M SCARED OF HAVING 1866 00:58:44,486 --> 00:58:45,867 TO DO IT BY MYSELF. 1867 00:58:45,867 --> 00:58:46,937 YOU KNOW, I DON'T WANT TO BE 1868 00:58:46,937 --> 00:58:50,906 A SINGLE MOM, BUT NOW I HAVE TO. 1869 00:58:50,906 --> 00:58:52,770 [baby crying] 1870 00:58:52,770 --> 00:58:55,290 ARABELLA. 1871 00:58:55,290 --> 00:58:56,705 I LOVE MATT TO DEATH, 1872 00:58:56,705 --> 00:58:58,604 BUT HE'S NOT THE PERSON THAT I 1873 00:58:58,604 --> 00:59:02,400 FELL IN LOVE WITH TWO YEARS AGO. 1874 00:59:02,400 --> 00:59:03,436 >> WHEN WAS THAT? 1875 00:59:03,436 --> 00:59:04,955 >> THE END OF AUGUST, 1876 00:59:04,955 --> 00:59:06,715 BEFORE SOPHOMORE YEAR. 1877 00:59:06,715 --> 00:59:08,199 >> OH, MY GOSH. 1878 00:59:08,199 --> 00:59:08,993 >> YEAH, LIKE RIGHT 1879 00:59:08,993 --> 00:59:10,305 IN THE BEGINNING. 1880 00:59:10,305 --> 00:59:14,309 >> SO MUCH HAS CHANGED. 1881 00:59:14,309 --> 00:59:15,413 >> IN THE BEGINNING OF MY 1882 00:59:15,413 --> 00:59:16,691 PREGNANCY, IT WAS REALLY, 1883 00:59:16,691 --> 00:59:17,588 REALLY SCARY. 1884 00:59:17,588 --> 00:59:21,281 I REALLY DIDN'T KNOW WHAT TO DO. 1885 00:59:21,281 --> 00:59:24,181 >> ARE YOU OKAY WITH EVERYTHING? 1886 00:59:24,181 --> 00:59:25,700 >> I'M STARTING TO GET VERY 1887 00:59:25,700 --> 00:59:27,115 STRESSED, NOW THAT WE'RE 1888 00:59:27,115 --> 00:59:29,393 GETTING FARTHER INTO HER BEING 1889 00:59:29,393 --> 00:59:31,429 OLDER NOW. 1890 00:59:31,429 --> 00:59:36,124 ADOPTION IS AN AMAZING CHOICE. 1891 00:59:36,124 --> 00:59:37,504 I THINK IT GIVES A LOT OF 1892 00:59:37,504 --> 00:59:38,816 OPPORTUNITIES FOR THE MOTHER 1893 00:59:38,816 --> 00:59:40,162 AS WELL AS THE BABY. 1894 00:59:40,162 --> 00:59:43,925 BUT THE PROBLEM I HAD WAS, 1895 00:59:43,925 --> 00:59:46,168 I COULDN'T LET GO. 1896 00:59:46,168 --> 00:59:48,757 I DIDN'T WANT TO LET GO. 1897 00:59:48,757 --> 00:59:49,724 CAN YOU HELP ME? 1898 00:59:49,724 --> 00:59:52,105 IF YOU COULD CHANGE HER QUICK. 1899 00:59:52,105 --> 00:59:53,590 NOW THAT SHE'S BORN, 1900 00:59:53,590 --> 00:59:56,144 MY FAMILY HAS STEPPED UP, 1901 00:59:56,144 --> 00:59:58,318 AND NOW THEY STAND BEHIND ME, 1902 00:59:58,318 --> 00:59:59,596 AND THEY HELP ME AS MUCH AS 1903 00:59:59,596 --> 01:00:01,011 THEY CAN. 1904 01:00:01,011 --> 01:00:01,908 BUT THEY DON'T DO 1905 01:00:01,908 --> 01:00:02,978 EVERYTHING FOR ME. 1906 01:00:02,978 --> 01:00:04,428 I'M GONNA BE PAYING FOR 1907 01:00:04,428 --> 01:00:05,602 EVERYTHING THAT SHE NEEDS 1908 01:00:05,602 --> 01:00:07,742 ON MY OWN, AND IT'S GONNA BE 1909 01:00:07,742 --> 01:00:10,676 TOUGH FOR ME TO AFFORD COLLEGE. 1910 01:00:10,676 --> 01:00:12,263 SAY, "MOMMY HAS TO DO HER WORK." 1911 01:00:12,263 --> 01:00:13,333 WILL YOU BE GOOD WHILE MOMMY 1912 01:00:13,333 --> 01:00:14,507 DOES HER WORK? 1913 01:00:14,507 --> 01:00:15,957 SINCE SHE'S BEEN BORN, I'VE HAD 1914 01:00:15,957 --> 01:00:17,027 TO MAKE A LOT OF SACRIFICES 1915 01:00:17,027 --> 01:00:18,097 FOR HER. 1916 01:00:18,097 --> 01:00:19,374 I'VE GIVEN UP ALL MY FRIENDS. 1917 01:00:19,374 --> 01:00:21,514 I'VE GIVEN UP MY SENIOR YEAR 1918 01:00:21,514 --> 01:00:23,896 OF HIGH SCHOOL. 1919 01:00:23,896 --> 01:00:25,518 BEFORE I GOT PREGNANT, MY 1920 01:00:25,518 --> 01:00:27,727 NUMBER ONE GOAL AND PRIORITY 1921 01:00:27,727 --> 01:00:29,971 WAS TO OWN MY OWN DANCE STUDIO. 1922 01:00:29,971 --> 01:00:32,870 I STILL CAN FULFILL THAT GOAL... 1923 01:00:32,870 --> 01:00:34,631 >> ALEX? 1924 01:00:34,631 --> 01:00:36,184 >> BUT IT'S GONNA TAKE ME 1925 01:00:36,184 --> 01:00:38,635 A LOT LONGER, AND I DON'T WANT 1926 01:00:38,635 --> 01:00:40,533 TO THROW IT OUT THE WINDOW 1927 01:00:40,533 --> 01:00:42,569 TO THROW IT OUT THE WINDOW BECAUSE I HAD A BABY. 1928 01:00:42,569 --> 01:00:55,582 BECAUSE I HAD A BABY. 1929 01:00:55,582 --> 01:00:56,514 >> announcer: ON THE NEXT 1930 01:00:56,514 --> 01:00:57,343 16 AND PREGNANT: 1931 01:00:57,343 --> 01:00:58,275 >> TY WON'T GET TO SEE THE 1932 01:00:58,275 --> 01:01:00,173 BABY BECAUSE SHE HAS A PROBLEM 1933 01:01:00,173 --> 01:01:01,209 WITH TYLER. 1934 01:01:01,209 --> 01:01:02,141 >> HE'S DISRESPECTFUL. 1935 01:01:02,141 --> 01:01:03,211 I DON'T LIKE HIM. 1936 01:01:03,211 --> 01:01:04,246 >> "HOW IS HE GONNA RAISE 1937 01:01:04,246 --> 01:01:05,454 A BLACK BABY?" 1938 01:01:05,454 --> 01:01:06,697 >> SHE IS NOT GONNA KEEP MY SON 1939 01:01:06,697 --> 01:01:07,560 AWAY FROM ME. 1940 01:01:07,560 --> 01:01:08,354 >> YOU'RE MINE, 1941 01:01:08,354 --> 01:01:09,355 AND WHAT'S YOURS IS MINE. 1942 01:01:09,355 --> 01:01:10,183 >> IT'S NOT YOUR KID. 1943 01:01:10,183 --> 01:01:13,428 I'M GONNA TELL HER THAT I'M