1 00:00:04,038 --> 00:00:04,905 >> [laughs] 2 00:00:04,905 --> 00:00:06,774 HI, I'M BRIANA. 3 00:00:06,774 --> 00:00:08,142 I WAS BORN IN BROOKLYN, 4 00:00:08,142 --> 00:00:09,643 NEW YORK, AND THEN MOVED TO 5 00:00:09,643 --> 00:00:11,812 ORLANDO, FLORIDA WHEN I WAS TEN 6 00:00:11,812 --> 00:00:14,082 WITH MY MOM, OLDER SISTER, AND 7 00:00:14,082 --> 00:00:14,915 OUR DOG, PRINCE. 8 00:00:14,915 --> 00:00:16,484 >> HI, PRINCE. 9 00:00:16,484 --> 00:00:17,718 >> I'VE ALWAYS BEEN A GOOD 10 00:00:17,718 --> 00:00:18,386 STUDENT. 11 00:00:18,386 --> 00:00:19,853 I EVEN GRADUATED HIGH SCHOOL 12 00:00:19,853 --> 00:00:21,655 A YEAR AHEAD OF MY CLASS. 13 00:00:21,655 --> 00:00:23,023 I'M REALLY LOOKING FORWARD TO 14 00:00:23,023 --> 00:00:24,758 STARTING COLLEGE IN THE FALL. 15 00:00:24,758 --> 00:00:26,294 I REALLY LIKE HANGING OUT WITH 16 00:00:26,294 --> 00:00:27,861 MY FRIENDS AND TAKING PICTURES. 17 00:00:27,861 --> 00:00:29,097 [shutter clicks] 18 00:00:29,097 --> 00:00:30,631 MY DAD WASN'T AROUND MUCH 19 00:00:30,631 --> 00:00:32,166 GROWING UP, BUT MY MOM HAS 20 00:00:32,166 --> 00:00:33,634 WORKED HARD TO TAKE CARE OF ME 21 00:00:33,634 --> 00:00:34,402 AND MY SISTER. 22 00:00:34,402 --> 00:00:35,669 >> I THINK YOU CAN DO COLLEGE, 23 00:00:35,669 --> 00:00:37,138 AND THEN FROM THERE YOU DECIDE 24 00:00:37,138 --> 00:00:38,472 WHAT YOU WANT TO BECOME. 25 00:00:38,472 --> 00:00:39,540 >> THE THREE OF US ARE REALLY 26 00:00:39,540 --> 00:00:40,274 CLOSE. 27 00:00:40,274 --> 00:00:41,909 WE TALK ABOUT EVERYTHING. 28 00:00:41,909 --> 00:00:43,111 >> SHUT UP! 29 00:00:43,111 --> 00:00:44,212 YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT YOU'RE 30 00:00:44,212 --> 00:00:44,945 TALKING ABOUT. 31 00:00:44,945 --> 00:00:45,913 >> MY BOYFRIEND DEVOIN AND I 32 00:00:45,913 --> 00:00:47,481 BROKE UP A MONTH AGO, BUT I 33 00:00:47,481 --> 00:00:48,849 STILL LOVE HIM AND HOPE WE CAN 34 00:00:48,849 --> 00:00:50,418 WORK THINGS OUT, BECAUSE... 35 00:00:50,418 --> 00:00:51,119 [chime dings] 36 00:00:51,119 --> 00:00:52,953 I'M PREGNANT. 37 00:01:00,294 --> 00:01:01,695 TELLING MY MOM I WAS PREGNANT 38 00:01:01,695 --> 00:01:03,364 WAS PRETTY SCARY, ESPECIALLY 39 00:01:03,364 --> 00:01:04,698 SINCE MY OLDER SISTER, BRITTANY, 40 00:01:04,698 --> 00:01:05,933 FOUND OUT SHE WAS PREGNANT 41 00:01:05,933 --> 00:01:07,668 AROUND THE SAME TIME, BUT WE 42 00:01:07,668 --> 00:01:08,869 BOTH MADE VERY DIFFERENT 43 00:01:08,869 --> 00:01:10,304 CHOICES. 44 00:01:10,304 --> 00:01:11,372 BRITTANY'S BOYFRIEND AT THE TIME 45 00:01:11,372 --> 00:01:13,374 WAS NOT SUPPORTIVE, SO SHE 46 00:01:13,374 --> 00:01:15,543 DECIDED TO HAVE AN ABORTION. 47 00:01:15,543 --> 00:01:16,677 AT THE TIME WHEN I MADE MY 48 00:01:16,677 --> 00:01:18,879 DECISION, MY BOYFRIEND DEVOIN 49 00:01:18,879 --> 00:01:21,014 AND I WERE STILL TOGETHER, SO I 50 00:01:21,014 --> 00:01:23,151 DECIDED TO KEEP MY BABY, BUT I'M 51 00:01:23,151 --> 00:01:24,452 STILL QUESTIONING IF I MADE THE 52 00:01:24,452 --> 00:01:26,320 RIGHT DECISION. 53 00:01:26,320 --> 00:01:27,621 I DIDN'T WANT TO TELL HER IN 54 00:01:27,621 --> 00:01:28,389 PERSON. 55 00:01:28,389 --> 00:01:29,357 LIKE, "OH, MY GOD, MOM, I'M 56 00:01:29,357 --> 00:01:30,023 PREGNANT." 57 00:01:30,023 --> 00:01:30,958 >> LIKE, IT'S ONE OF THOSE 58 00:01:30,958 --> 00:01:32,059 THINGS WHEN YOU LIKE A BOY, AND 59 00:01:32,059 --> 00:01:33,161 YOU'RE LIKE, IN A TEXT MESSAGE, 60 00:01:33,161 --> 00:01:34,128 "I LIKE YOU," OR IN A NOTE, 61 00:01:34,128 --> 00:01:35,129 "I LIKE YOU. CHECK YES OR NO." 62 00:01:35,129 --> 00:01:35,863 SO IT'S LIKE-- 63 00:01:35,863 --> 00:01:36,864 >> YEAH, I WASN'T GONNA TELL 64 00:01:36,864 --> 00:01:37,631 HER TO HER FACE. 65 00:01:37,631 --> 00:01:38,432 I COULDN'T DO THAT. 66 00:01:38,432 --> 00:01:39,300 SO I WROTE HER LETTER. 67 00:01:39,300 --> 00:01:40,268 >> I WAS SITTING ON THE SOFA, 68 00:01:40,268 --> 00:01:42,436 AND SHE PASSED ME THE LETTER. 69 00:01:42,436 --> 00:01:43,404 I GRABBED THE LETTER, AND I 70 00:01:43,404 --> 00:01:44,104 KNEW. 71 00:01:44,104 --> 00:01:46,440 MY HEART JUST SANK. 72 00:01:46,440 --> 00:01:48,976 AND I OPEN IT, AND SHE SAID-- 73 00:01:48,976 --> 00:01:49,610 >> WHOO. 74 00:01:49,610 --> 00:01:50,411 >> SHE'S PREGNANT, 75 00:01:50,411 --> 00:01:51,212 THAT SHE'S SORRY. 76 00:01:51,212 --> 00:01:52,246 YADA, YADA, YADA. 77 00:01:52,246 --> 00:01:54,114 I GOT NAUSEOUS; I GOT DIZZY. 78 00:01:55,849 --> 00:01:56,650 >> I PRAYED, HONEY. 79 00:01:56,650 --> 00:01:57,518 I PRAYED AND I PRAYED. 80 00:01:57,518 --> 00:01:58,619 >> I JUST KEPT SAYING, "SORRY." 81 00:01:58,619 --> 00:01:59,620 >> I WAS TALKING ON THE PHONE, 82 00:01:59,620 --> 00:02:00,588 AND THEN I HEAR "BOOM, BOOM, 83 00:02:00,588 --> 00:02:01,189 BOOM." 84 00:02:01,189 --> 00:02:01,889 I GOT SCARED. 85 00:02:01,889 --> 00:02:02,890 I WAS LIKE, "WHAT THE HELL IS 86 00:02:02,890 --> 00:02:03,524 GOIN' ON?" 87 00:02:03,524 --> 00:02:04,558 >> I DIDN'T WANT HER TO HAVE IT. 88 00:02:04,558 --> 00:02:05,326 I WAS DETERMINED. 89 00:02:05,326 --> 00:02:06,327 I DID NOT WANT BRIANA TO HAVE 90 00:02:06,327 --> 00:02:06,760 THE BABY. 91 00:02:08,929 --> 00:02:10,964 >> I DIDN'T WANT TO. 92 00:02:10,964 --> 00:02:12,700 >> IT JUST FEELS LIKE I FAILED. 93 00:02:12,700 --> 00:02:14,202 I COME FROM BROOKLYN, A VERY 94 00:02:14,202 --> 00:02:15,603 TOUGH PART OF IT. 95 00:02:15,603 --> 00:02:17,571 I BRING YOU GUYS HERE, AND 96 00:02:17,571 --> 00:02:19,673 SOMETIMES I QUESTION, WAS IT THE 97 00:02:19,673 --> 00:02:22,310 RIGHT THING OR NOT, BUT I HAVE 98 00:02:22,310 --> 00:02:24,745 DOUBTS NOW. 99 00:02:24,745 --> 00:02:25,846 IT'S GONNA BE HARD, BRI, 100 00:02:25,846 --> 00:02:27,448 SERIOUSLY. 101 00:02:27,448 --> 00:02:29,450 >> I KNOW. 102 00:02:29,450 --> 00:02:31,485 BEING A TEEN MOM WILL BE A HUGE 103 00:02:31,485 --> 00:02:33,387 CHALLENGE, SO I REALLY NEED TO 104 00:02:33,387 --> 00:02:34,655 FIGURE STUFF OUT WITH DEVOIN 105 00:02:34,655 --> 00:02:36,324 SOON. 106 00:02:36,324 --> 00:02:38,326 THE TIMING SUCKS, 'CAUSE I GOT 107 00:02:38,326 --> 00:02:40,461 TO GIVE BIRTH IN FIVE WEEKS. 108 00:02:40,461 --> 00:02:41,195 >> IT'S WEIRD. 109 00:02:41,195 --> 00:02:42,263 LIKE, I CAN'T PICTURE YOU HAVING 110 00:02:42,263 --> 00:02:43,063 THE BABY, YOU KNOW? 111 00:02:43,063 --> 00:02:44,265 >> IT DIDN'T HIT ME YET. 112 00:02:44,265 --> 00:02:45,699 >> HOW DID THIS ALL HAPPEN? 113 00:02:45,699 --> 00:02:48,068 >> WE DIDN'T USE PROTECTION. 114 00:02:48,068 --> 00:02:49,036 >> BUT YOU GUYS NEVER USED 115 00:02:49,036 --> 00:02:50,204 PROTECTION? 116 00:02:50,204 --> 00:02:51,672 >> ONCE OR TWICE. 117 00:02:51,672 --> 00:02:52,873 I DIDN'T SAY, "PUT ON A 118 00:02:52,873 --> 00:02:53,574 SOMETHIN'." 119 00:02:53,574 --> 00:02:55,075 THAT'S JUST AWKWARD AND WEIRD TO 120 00:02:55,075 --> 00:02:55,909 ME, I THINK. 121 00:02:55,909 --> 00:02:57,010 >> IF YOU FEEL COMFORTABLE WITH 122 00:02:57,010 --> 00:02:58,111 THAT PERSON, YOU'RE SUPPOSED TO 123 00:02:58,111 --> 00:02:58,812 JUST ASK. 124 00:02:58,812 --> 00:02:59,880 >> HE SHOULD'VE ASKED. 125 00:02:59,880 --> 00:03:01,449 HE SHOULD'VE DID IT ANYWAYS. 126 00:03:01,449 --> 00:03:02,483 >> YOU WEREN'T SCARED--"OH, MY 127 00:03:02,483 --> 00:03:03,684 GOD, I MIGHT GET PREGNANT"? 128 00:03:03,684 --> 00:03:04,752 >> I DIDN'T THINK ANYTHING WOULD 129 00:03:04,752 --> 00:03:06,019 HAPPEN. 130 00:03:06,019 --> 00:03:07,721 AND THEN IT HAPPENED. 131 00:03:07,721 --> 00:03:08,989 I JUST THOUGHT IT WAS GONNA BE A 132 00:03:08,989 --> 00:03:09,990 SCHOOL RELATIONSHIP. 133 00:03:09,990 --> 00:03:11,592 ONCE HE GRADUATED, IT WAS GONNA 134 00:03:11,592 --> 00:03:13,827 BE OVER, BUT IT WENT FARTHER 135 00:03:13,827 --> 00:03:15,829 THAN THAT. 136 00:03:20,968 --> 00:03:22,069 SINCE DEVOIN AND I ARE NOT 137 00:03:22,069 --> 00:03:24,104 TOGETHER, RAISING A BABY ON MY 138 00:03:24,104 --> 00:03:25,973 OWN IS GONNA BE REALLY TOUGH, 139 00:03:25,973 --> 00:03:27,275 AND SOMETIMES I WONDER IF I 140 00:03:27,275 --> 00:03:28,576 SHOULD HAVE DONE WHAT MY SISTER 141 00:03:28,576 --> 00:03:29,610 DID. 142 00:03:29,610 --> 00:03:31,245 SHE PUTS UP A GOOD FRONT, BUT 143 00:03:31,245 --> 00:03:32,813 UNDERNEATH, I STILL THINK SHE'S 144 00:03:32,813 --> 00:03:34,014 STRUGGLING WITH HER DECISION 145 00:03:34,014 --> 00:03:34,982 TOO. 146 00:03:34,982 --> 00:03:36,484 WERE YOU SCARED TO TELL HER, 147 00:03:36,484 --> 00:03:37,718 'CAUSE MOM KNEW I WAS PREGNANT 148 00:03:37,718 --> 00:03:38,486 FIRST? 149 00:03:38,486 --> 00:03:39,487 >> YEAH. 150 00:03:39,487 --> 00:03:40,754 WHEN I FINALLY DID TELL HER, YOU 151 00:03:40,754 --> 00:03:41,855 COULD THE DISAPPOINT ON HER 152 00:03:41,855 --> 00:03:42,556 FACE. 153 00:03:42,556 --> 00:03:44,024 >> SHE DIDN'T GO DOWN YOUR 154 00:03:44,024 --> 00:03:45,158 THROAT THE WAY SHE WENT DOWN MY 155 00:03:45,158 --> 00:03:45,859 THROAT. 156 00:03:45,859 --> 00:03:46,960 >> BECAUSE, IF YOU REALLY THINK 157 00:03:46,960 --> 00:03:47,928 ABOUT IT, THE SHOCK ALREADY 158 00:03:47,928 --> 00:03:48,896 SLAPPED HER IN THE FACE WITH 159 00:03:48,896 --> 00:03:49,963 YOU, AND THEN I WAS, LIKE, 160 00:03:49,963 --> 00:03:50,731 WORRIED ABOUT ME. 161 00:03:50,731 --> 00:03:51,832 >> AND THEN I FOUND OUT YOU WAS 162 00:03:51,832 --> 00:03:52,466 PREGNANT. 163 00:03:52,466 --> 00:03:53,334 I WAS KIND OF SHOCKED. 164 00:03:53,334 --> 00:03:54,335 THEN YOU SAY YOU WANTED TO GET 165 00:03:54,335 --> 00:03:55,336 AN ABORTION, AND I WAS LIKE, 166 00:03:55,336 --> 00:03:56,236 "YOU DON'T WANT TO DO IT. 167 00:03:56,236 --> 00:03:57,004 SO DON'T DO IT." 168 00:03:57,004 --> 00:03:58,038 >> I FEEL LIKE THE ABORTION WAS, 169 00:03:58,038 --> 00:04:00,073 LIKE, WHAT I HAD TO DO. 170 00:04:00,073 --> 00:04:01,241 I WAS THINKING ABOUT, "WHEN MY 171 00:04:01,241 --> 00:04:02,710 SISTER--WHEN SHE HAS TO THINK 172 00:04:02,710 --> 00:04:03,811 ABOUT HOW TO PAY FOR DIAPERS AND 173 00:04:03,811 --> 00:04:04,778 STUFF, I DON'T HAVE TO THINK 174 00:04:04,778 --> 00:04:05,746 ABOUT PAYING FOR DIAPERS. 175 00:04:05,746 --> 00:04:07,080 WHEN BRIANA'S THINKING ABOUT, 176 00:04:07,080 --> 00:04:09,617 'OH, DEVOIN'S OVER HERE MESSING 177 00:04:09,617 --> 00:04:10,784 AROUND WITH HER AND STUFF', AND 178 00:04:10,784 --> 00:04:11,819 SHE HAS TO TAKE CARE OF THE BABY 179 00:04:11,819 --> 00:04:13,554 BY HERSELF, I'M NOT DOING THAT." 180 00:04:13,554 --> 00:04:14,988 YOU'RE GONNA SEE ME DOING--GOING 181 00:04:14,988 --> 00:04:16,089 OUT, DRIVING, HAVING FUN, AND 182 00:04:16,089 --> 00:04:17,090 YOU'RE GONNA BE STUCK AT HOME 183 00:04:17,090 --> 00:04:17,925 WITH A BABY. 184 00:04:17,925 --> 00:04:20,060 >> MM-HMM. 185 00:04:20,060 --> 00:04:21,128 YOU DON'T HAVE TO WORRY ABOUT 186 00:04:21,128 --> 00:04:24,231 WHAT I HAVE TO WORRY ABOUT. 187 00:04:24,231 --> 00:04:26,700 >> YEAH, I KNOW. 188 00:04:26,700 --> 00:04:28,536 >> MY DUE DATE IS A MONTH AWAY, 189 00:04:28,536 --> 00:04:30,037 AND DEVOIN STILL HASN'T BEEN IN 190 00:04:30,037 --> 00:04:31,872 TOUCH. 191 00:04:31,872 --> 00:04:33,040 BRITTANY HAS BEEN HANGING AROUND 192 00:04:33,040 --> 00:04:34,975 THE HOUSE LESS AND LESS, SO IT 193 00:04:34,975 --> 00:04:36,477 WAS UP TO MY MOM AND ME TO TAKE 194 00:04:36,477 --> 00:04:37,911 CARE OF ALL THE STUFF LEFT TO DO 195 00:04:37,911 --> 00:04:38,812 FOR THE BABY. 196 00:04:38,812 --> 00:04:40,414 LOOK, MOM, THAT'S TWO. 197 00:04:40,414 --> 00:04:41,114 YOU SEE TWO? 198 00:04:41,114 --> 00:04:44,217 THIS IS TWO. 199 00:04:44,217 --> 00:04:46,186 THAT IS DUSTY. 200 00:04:46,186 --> 00:04:46,987 >> OH, MY GOD. 201 00:04:46,987 --> 00:04:48,989 WE GOT IT. 202 00:04:48,989 --> 00:04:49,957 [gasps] 203 00:04:49,957 --> 00:04:51,859 OH, MY GOD, WE DID IT. 204 00:04:51,859 --> 00:04:54,094 JEEZ, LOUISE, WE DID IT! 205 00:04:54,094 --> 00:04:55,195 WHAT IS THIS? 206 00:04:55,195 --> 00:04:56,397 >> WE DID IT THE WRONG WAY. 207 00:04:56,397 --> 00:04:57,197 >> WHO'S BLEEDING? 208 00:04:57,197 --> 00:04:58,599 >> [gasps] I'M BLEEDING. 209 00:04:58,599 --> 00:05:00,401 >> YOU ARE. 210 00:05:00,401 --> 00:05:01,234 >> OH, MY GOD, BRI. 211 00:05:01,234 --> 00:05:02,169 >> FROM WHERE? 212 00:05:02,169 --> 00:05:03,937 >> YOU'RE FEET. 213 00:05:03,937 --> 00:05:05,439 DON'T TOUCH ANYTHING. 214 00:05:05,439 --> 00:05:06,640 PUT YOUR FOOT IN THE PLASTIC. 215 00:05:06,640 --> 00:05:07,641 STAY THERE. 216 00:05:07,641 --> 00:05:09,242 OH, MY GOD. 217 00:05:09,242 --> 00:05:10,310 >> HOW'D THAT HAPPEN? 218 00:05:10,310 --> 00:05:11,078 >> JEEZ, LOUISE. 219 00:05:11,078 --> 00:05:11,745 >> [laughs] 220 00:05:11,745 --> 00:05:13,381 >> RIGHT IN YOUR FOOT? 221 00:05:13,381 --> 00:05:14,448 >> OH, MY GOD. 222 00:05:14,448 --> 00:05:17,451 >> BRIT! 223 00:05:17,451 --> 00:05:18,852 LOOK AT THE MASSACRE THAT WE 224 00:05:18,852 --> 00:05:20,854 HAVE--THAT HAPPENED. 225 00:05:20,854 --> 00:05:22,155 >> CAN YOU IMAGINE IN LABOR, AND 226 00:05:22,155 --> 00:05:23,691 ALL THAT BLOOD COMING OUT? 227 00:05:23,691 --> 00:05:25,493 >> THAT IS DISGUSTING. 228 00:05:25,493 --> 00:05:26,427 >> THAT'S GONNA DRIP. 229 00:05:26,427 --> 00:05:27,495 WAIT! 230 00:05:27,495 --> 00:05:28,929 IF YOU DRIP BLOOD ALL OVER 231 00:05:28,929 --> 00:05:29,930 THE PLACE, I'M GONNA GET YOU. 232 00:05:29,930 --> 00:05:31,732 OKAY. 233 00:05:34,034 --> 00:05:35,335 >> NO, WHAT YOU SHOULD DO IS 234 00:05:35,335 --> 00:05:36,470 LEARN HOW TO DO THIS, BECAUSE 235 00:05:36,470 --> 00:05:38,171 WHEN YOUR BABY SPITS, YOU'RE 236 00:05:38,171 --> 00:05:39,440 GONNA BE DOING THE SAME THING. 237 00:05:39,440 --> 00:05:41,108 >> WHEN SHE DOO-DOOS, AND IT 238 00:05:41,108 --> 00:05:42,109 LEAKS OUT OF HER DIAPER, I'M 239 00:05:42,109 --> 00:05:43,210 SURE NOT GONNA BE THE ONE TO BE 240 00:05:43,210 --> 00:05:44,077 CLEANING THAT MESS UP. 241 00:05:44,077 --> 00:05:45,178 I DON'T CARE IF I'M BABYSITTING 242 00:05:45,178 --> 00:05:45,713 HER. 243 00:05:45,713 --> 00:05:46,714 >> EW, YOU'RE GONNA HAVE TO BE 244 00:05:46,714 --> 00:05:47,648 CLEANING [bleep] DIAPERS. 245 00:05:47,648 --> 00:05:48,616 >> IF I BABYSIT HER ONE DAY, 246 00:05:48,616 --> 00:05:49,583 IT'S GONNA STAY THERE ON THE 247 00:05:49,583 --> 00:05:50,684 FLOOR UNTIL YOU GUYS COME HOME, 248 00:05:50,684 --> 00:05:51,685 'CAUSE I AIN'T TOUCHIN' THAT. 249 00:05:51,685 --> 00:05:52,886 I'LL BE LIVING THE HIGH LIFE IN 250 00:05:52,886 --> 00:05:55,222 MY CONVERTIBLE MUSTANG. 251 00:05:55,222 --> 00:05:55,923 >> WHATEVER. 252 00:05:55,923 --> 00:05:57,791 >> I WANT YOU TO LIVE YOUR LIFE. 253 00:05:57,791 --> 00:05:59,192 I WANT YOU TO DO YOUR THING. 254 00:05:59,192 --> 00:06:00,994 I WANT YOU TO BE SUCCESSFUL AND 255 00:06:00,994 --> 00:06:02,463 ACCOMPLISH EVERYTHING THAT YOU 256 00:06:02,463 --> 00:06:05,065 KNOW YOU CAN, AND I WANT HER TO 257 00:06:05,065 --> 00:06:05,799 DO THE SAME. 258 00:06:05,799 --> 00:06:06,934 I ALWAYS THOUGHT THAT BOTH OF 259 00:06:06,934 --> 00:06:08,469 YOUS WOULD BOTH JUST BE OUT, AND 260 00:06:08,469 --> 00:06:10,370 DO YOUR THINGS, AND NOW IT FEELS 261 00:06:10,370 --> 00:06:12,205 LIKE YOU GET TO DO IT ALL, AND 262 00:06:12,205 --> 00:06:13,073 SHE CAN'T. 263 00:06:13,073 --> 00:06:14,174 >> WELL, THAT'S THE CHOICES THAT 264 00:06:14,174 --> 00:06:14,942 WE MADE. 265 00:06:14,942 --> 00:06:17,177 I NEVER SAID THAT I'M GONNA NOT 266 00:06:17,177 --> 00:06:17,878 DO ANYTHING. 267 00:06:17,878 --> 00:06:19,012 I CAN STILL LIVE MY LIFE. 268 00:06:19,012 --> 00:06:19,913 I JUST HAVE TO LIVE IT A 269 00:06:19,913 --> 00:06:20,814 DIFFERENT WAY. 270 00:06:20,814 --> 00:06:22,282 >> WHEN I WENT AND I GOT MY 271 00:06:22,282 --> 00:06:24,585 ABORTION, THEN I KNEW WHAT I WAS 272 00:06:24,585 --> 00:06:25,819 GOING FOR. 273 00:06:25,819 --> 00:06:27,254 AND I KNEW THAT BRIANA WAS GONNA 274 00:06:27,254 --> 00:06:28,388 HAVE HERS, AND I WAS GONNA HAVE 275 00:06:28,388 --> 00:06:30,123 TO SEE A BABY IN THE HOUSE. 276 00:06:30,123 --> 00:06:31,925 >> YOU DECIDED TO DO WHAT YOU 277 00:06:31,925 --> 00:06:33,226 THOUGHT WAS RIGHT AND WHAT WAS 278 00:06:33,226 --> 00:06:34,127 RIGHT FOR BRIANA, AND-- 279 00:06:34,127 --> 00:06:35,162 >> SOME DAYS I WISH I COULD TAKE 280 00:06:35,162 --> 00:06:36,396 IT BACK, BUT I CAN'T GO BACK 281 00:06:36,396 --> 00:06:38,599 NOW. 282 00:06:38,599 --> 00:06:40,968 >> I KNOW THAT THAT HURTS YOU. 283 00:06:40,968 --> 00:06:42,235 AND I'M SORRY THAT YOU HAD TO GO 284 00:06:42,235 --> 00:06:43,704 THROUGH THAT. 285 00:06:43,704 --> 00:06:44,705 AND I'M SORRY THAT YOU HAVE TO 286 00:06:44,705 --> 00:06:50,110 STAY HERE AND WATCH HER HAVE HER 287 00:06:50,110 --> 00:06:53,481 BABY, AND YOU CAN'T. 288 00:06:53,481 --> 00:06:57,718 AH, I'M SORRY. 289 00:06:57,718 --> 00:06:58,886 >> I'M NOT IN THIS HOUSE BECAUSE 290 00:06:58,886 --> 00:07:00,588 I DON'T WANT TO--LIKE, NOT TO BE 291 00:07:00,588 --> 00:07:02,155 RUDE, BUT I DON'T WANT TO SEE 292 00:07:02,155 --> 00:07:04,625 YOU PREGNANT OR SEE MOM BUYING 293 00:07:04,625 --> 00:07:06,860 STUFF FOR ANOTHER BABY. 294 00:07:06,860 --> 00:07:07,795 >> I DON'T WANT YOU TO GET 295 00:07:07,795 --> 00:07:10,464 DEPRESSED, OR I DON'T WANT YOU 296 00:07:10,464 --> 00:07:12,099 TO GET MAD AND TAKE IT OUT ON ME 297 00:07:12,099 --> 00:07:14,835 OR SOMETHING. 298 00:07:26,914 --> 00:07:28,315 >> IT'S AWKWARD HAVING SO MUCH 299 00:07:28,315 --> 00:07:29,550 TENSION AROUND THE HOUSE WITH 300 00:07:29,550 --> 00:07:30,784 BRITTANY SINCE SHE'S STILL 301 00:07:30,784 --> 00:07:31,919 STRUGGLING WITH THE FACT THAT 302 00:07:31,919 --> 00:07:33,320 I'M HAVING A BABY, AND SHE'S 303 00:07:33,320 --> 00:07:34,154 NOT. 304 00:07:34,154 --> 00:07:36,023 AND ON TOP OF THAT, IT'S BEEN A 305 00:07:36,023 --> 00:07:38,225 MONTH SINCE DEVOIN AND I SPOKE. 306 00:07:38,225 --> 00:07:39,493 HE HASN'T SHOWN ANY INTEREST IN 307 00:07:39,493 --> 00:07:41,529 MY PREGNANCY SO FAR, BUT I'M 308 00:07:41,529 --> 00:07:42,830 HOPING HE STILL WANTS TO BE A 309 00:07:42,830 --> 00:07:44,164 PART OF THE BABY'S LIFE. 310 00:07:44,164 --> 00:07:45,899 I EXPECT HIM TO BE THERE. 311 00:07:45,899 --> 00:07:47,000 HE HASN'T BEEN THERE. 312 00:07:47,000 --> 00:07:47,968 I WANT HIM TO BE LIKE, "YOU 313 00:07:47,968 --> 00:07:49,469 KNOW WHAT, BRIANA, I'M GONNA GO 314 00:07:49,469 --> 00:07:50,504 TO THE DOCTOR'S APPOINTMENT WITH 315 00:07:50,504 --> 00:07:51,071 YOU." 316 00:07:51,071 --> 00:07:52,372 NO, HE DOESN'T DO THAT. 317 00:07:52,372 --> 00:07:53,340 >> AND WHEN THE BABY'S BORN, 318 00:07:53,340 --> 00:07:54,341 WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM HIM? 319 00:07:54,341 --> 00:07:55,876 >> TO BE THERE FOR HER. 320 00:07:55,876 --> 00:07:57,010 I WANT HIM TO WAKE UP IN THE 321 00:07:57,010 --> 00:07:58,045 MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT AND DO 322 00:07:58,045 --> 00:07:59,379 EVERYTHING I HAVE TO DO. 323 00:07:59,379 --> 00:08:00,313 I DON'T WANT HIM TO GO TO 324 00:08:00,313 --> 00:08:02,215 BED--TO GO HOME TO HIS HOUSE AND 325 00:08:02,215 --> 00:08:03,383 SLEEP THE WHOLE NIGHT. 326 00:08:03,383 --> 00:08:04,451 >> HE CAN SPEND A FEW NIGHTS A 327 00:08:04,451 --> 00:08:05,152 WEEK. 328 00:08:05,152 --> 00:08:07,020 I'M NOT SAYING NO. 329 00:08:07,020 --> 00:08:08,822 BUT I'M ALSO NOT GONNA MAKE MY 330 00:08:08,822 --> 00:08:10,190 HOME A HOTEL FOR HIM. 331 00:08:10,190 --> 00:08:10,958 >> I KNOW. 332 00:08:10,958 --> 00:08:12,560 >> NO WAY. 333 00:08:12,560 --> 00:08:14,027 >> I WANT HIM TO BE THERE FOR 334 00:08:14,027 --> 00:08:15,262 HIS DAUGHTER, TO BE THERE FOR 335 00:08:15,262 --> 00:08:18,766 HIS FAMILY, TO NOT BE SO... 336 00:08:18,766 --> 00:08:19,466 >> LAZY? 337 00:08:19,466 --> 00:08:20,901 >> CHILL AND LAID-BACK, LIKE 338 00:08:20,901 --> 00:08:23,436 EVERYTHING--I DON'T KNOW. 339 00:08:23,436 --> 00:08:24,872 IT'S SO DIFFICULT. 340 00:08:24,872 --> 00:08:27,575 >> HE'LL GET IT EVENTUALLY. 341 00:08:27,575 --> 00:08:28,609 >> I'VE BEEN TEXTING DEVOIN 342 00:08:28,609 --> 00:08:30,310 ABOUT MEETING UP TO TALK, BUT HE 343 00:08:30,310 --> 00:08:31,945 HASN'T RESPONDED YET. 344 00:08:31,945 --> 00:08:34,147 I GRADUATED EARLY, AND I WAS 345 00:08:34,147 --> 00:08:35,348 PLANNING ON STARTING COLLEGE IN 346 00:08:35,348 --> 00:08:37,017 THE FALL, BUT IF DEVOIN ISN'T 347 00:08:37,017 --> 00:08:38,351 GOING TO BE AROUND TO HELP ME 348 00:08:38,351 --> 00:08:40,020 WITH THE BABY, I'M NOT SURE I'LL 349 00:08:40,020 --> 00:08:41,288 BE ABLE TO ENROLL AT THE SAME 350 00:08:41,288 --> 00:08:42,656 TIME AS MY FRIENDS. 351 00:08:42,656 --> 00:08:43,591 >> DOES HE WORK AND GO TO 352 00:08:43,591 --> 00:08:44,191 SCHOOL? 353 00:08:44,191 --> 00:08:45,726 LIKE, IS HE ABLE TO... 354 00:08:45,726 --> 00:08:46,694 >> SUPPORT YOU FINANCIALLY? 355 00:08:46,694 --> 00:08:47,294 >> YEAH. 356 00:08:47,294 --> 00:08:48,829 >> HE GRADUATED HIGH SCHOOL, SO 357 00:08:48,829 --> 00:08:50,297 THAT WILL HELP, BUT HE DOESN'T 358 00:08:50,297 --> 00:08:51,164 WORK RIGHT NOW. 359 00:08:51,164 --> 00:08:52,199 >> BUT DOES HE HAVE A CAR? 360 00:08:52,199 --> 00:08:53,066 HE DOESN'T, DOES HE? 361 00:08:53,066 --> 00:08:54,067 >> NO, HE DOESN'T EVEN HAVE A 362 00:08:54,067 --> 00:08:54,702 LICENSE. 363 00:08:54,702 --> 00:08:55,435 >> OH, MY GOD. 364 00:08:55,435 --> 00:08:56,436 >> THAT'S WHY OUR RELATIONSHIP 365 00:08:56,436 --> 00:08:57,470 HASN'T REALLY WORKED OUT, 'CAUSE 366 00:08:57,470 --> 00:08:58,505 HE'S TOO BUSY, YOU KNOW, HANGING 367 00:08:58,505 --> 00:08:59,640 OUT WITH HIS FRIENDS AND NOT 368 00:08:59,640 --> 00:09:00,507 SPENDING TIME WITH ME. 369 00:09:00,507 --> 00:09:01,875 >> YEAH, BUT, LIKE, HE NEEDS TO 370 00:09:01,875 --> 00:09:03,010 LEARN A LITTLE RESPONSIBILITY. 371 00:09:03,010 --> 00:09:04,311 HE PROMISED YOU WHEN YOU FOUND 372 00:09:04,311 --> 00:09:05,613 OUT YOU GUYS WERE PREGNANT THAT 373 00:09:05,613 --> 00:09:06,614 HE WAS GONNA TAKE CARE OF YOU 374 00:09:06,614 --> 00:09:07,380 AND SUPPORT YOU. 375 00:09:07,380 --> 00:09:08,682 AND THEN, NOW, HE'S NOT DOING 376 00:09:08,682 --> 00:09:09,349 ANYTHING. 377 00:09:09,349 --> 00:09:11,151 IF YOU HAD KNOWN THEN THAT HE 378 00:09:11,151 --> 00:09:12,620 WASN'T GONNA BE PROVIDING AND 379 00:09:12,620 --> 00:09:13,921 TAKING CARE OF YOU NOW, WOULD 380 00:09:13,921 --> 00:09:15,756 YOU STILL HAVE KEPT THE BABY? 381 00:09:15,756 --> 00:09:17,190 >> I DON'T KNOW. 382 00:09:17,190 --> 00:09:18,926 HE, LIKE, GLAMORIZED THE WHOLE 383 00:09:18,926 --> 00:09:19,860 SITUATION. 384 00:09:19,860 --> 00:09:21,261 HE WAS LIKE, "YEAH, WE'RE GONNA 385 00:09:21,261 --> 00:09:22,195 DO THIS TOGETHER. 386 00:09:22,195 --> 00:09:23,430 I HAVE A JOB. 387 00:09:23,430 --> 00:09:24,965 I'M GONNA TAKE CARE OF HER. 388 00:09:24,965 --> 00:09:26,033 WE'RE GONNA DO THIS AS A 389 00:09:26,033 --> 00:09:27,300 FAMILY." 390 00:09:27,300 --> 00:09:28,736 I DID NOT NEED TO GO THROUGH ANY 391 00:09:28,736 --> 00:09:31,104 OF THIS, NOT AT ALL. 392 00:09:35,809 --> 00:09:37,377 I WAS SUPPOSED TO CHOOSE A BABY 393 00:09:37,377 --> 00:09:38,979 NAME WITH DEVOIN, BUT SINCE HE 394 00:09:38,979 --> 00:09:40,047 HASN'T SHOWN ANY INTEREST 395 00:09:40,047 --> 00:09:41,815 LATELY, AND MY DUE DATE IS ONLY 396 00:09:41,815 --> 00:09:43,550 A FEW WEEKS AWAY, I'M GONNA PICK 397 00:09:43,550 --> 00:09:44,618 ONE MYSELF. 398 00:09:44,618 --> 00:09:46,286 >> WHAT NAME DID YOU HAVE? 399 00:09:46,286 --> 00:09:48,088 >> I LIKE LUNA. 400 00:09:48,088 --> 00:09:49,389 >> LUNA'S NICE. 401 00:09:49,389 --> 00:09:50,824 IT'S ACTUALLY BEAUTIFUL. 402 00:09:50,824 --> 00:09:52,926 >> I LIKE NOVA, BLISS. 403 00:09:52,926 --> 00:09:54,527 >> BLISS? NO. 404 00:09:54,527 --> 00:09:55,595 >> WHY? 405 00:09:55,595 --> 00:09:57,631 >> SOUNDS LIKE A STRIPPER NAME. 406 00:09:57,631 --> 00:09:59,299 >> WHY DOES EVERYBODY SAY THAT? 407 00:09:59,299 --> 00:10:00,868 >> BECAUSE IT IS, BRIANA. 408 00:10:00,868 --> 00:10:02,335 YOU HAVE--WHEN YOU THINK OF A 409 00:10:02,335 --> 00:10:04,237 NAME, YOU HAVE TO THINK OF A 410 00:10:04,237 --> 00:10:06,006 NAME FOR THE--ALL THE STAGES OF 411 00:10:06,006 --> 00:10:07,107 LIFE. 412 00:10:07,107 --> 00:10:08,842 THE NAME NOVA FITS THE SITUATION 413 00:10:08,842 --> 00:10:10,778 PERFECT: THE BIRTH OF A STAR. 414 00:10:10,778 --> 00:10:12,012 THAT IS YOUR BABY, AND THIS IS, 415 00:10:12,012 --> 00:10:13,881 LIKE, SOMETHING THAT IS COSMIC, 416 00:10:13,881 --> 00:10:15,182 UNIVERSAL. 417 00:10:15,182 --> 00:10:16,549 >> OKAY, THAT'S WHY WE'RE NAMING 418 00:10:16,549 --> 00:10:17,184 HER THAT. 419 00:10:17,184 --> 00:10:18,118 >> I WANT YOU TO LIKE IT. 420 00:10:18,118 --> 00:10:19,219 IF YOU DON'T LIKE IT, YOU DON'T 421 00:10:19,219 --> 00:10:19,953 NAME HER, BRI. 422 00:10:19,953 --> 00:10:21,154 >> I LIKE IT. 423 00:10:21,154 --> 00:10:22,255 >> DON'T PICK IT BECAUSE IT 424 00:10:22,255 --> 00:10:24,391 MEANS SOMETHING TO ME--FOR YOU. 425 00:10:24,391 --> 00:10:26,559 YOU NAME THE BABY WHAT YOU WANT. 426 00:10:26,559 --> 00:10:27,460 >> NOVA. 427 00:10:27,460 --> 00:10:29,963 >> OKAY. 428 00:10:29,963 --> 00:10:31,631 >> AFTER DECIDING ON A NAME, 429 00:10:31,631 --> 00:10:32,866 IT'S REALLY STARTING TO HIT ME 430 00:10:32,866 --> 00:10:34,201 HOW MUCH MY LIFE IS GOING TO 431 00:10:34,201 --> 00:10:36,236 CHANGE, SO I WANT TO SPEND AS 432 00:10:36,236 --> 00:10:37,537 MUCH TIME WITH MY FRIENDS AS I 433 00:10:37,537 --> 00:10:38,171 CAN. 434 00:10:38,171 --> 00:10:40,107 >> ARTS AND CRAFTS TIME, BABY. 435 00:10:40,107 --> 00:10:41,241 THESE SHIRTS, RIGHT? 436 00:10:41,241 --> 00:10:42,209 ARE YOU GONNA PUT SOMETHING 437 00:10:42,209 --> 00:10:43,443 THAT, LIKE, PEOPLE--YOU FEEL 438 00:10:43,443 --> 00:10:44,411 PEOPLE WILL JUDGE YOU BY? 439 00:10:44,411 --> 00:10:45,412 >> WHY DON'T YOU TRY PUTTING, 440 00:10:45,412 --> 00:10:46,113 "NOVA" ON IT? 441 00:10:46,113 --> 00:10:47,414 >> THAT'S ACTUALLY A GOOD IDEA, 442 00:10:47,414 --> 00:10:48,148 BECAUSE, LIKE-- 443 00:10:48,148 --> 00:10:48,849 >> BABY NOVA. 444 00:10:48,849 --> 00:10:49,783 >> LOOKING AT YOU WITH YOUR 445 00:10:49,783 --> 00:10:50,851 DAUGHTER WILL MAKE THEM JUDGE 446 00:10:50,851 --> 00:10:52,686 YOU AUTOMATICALLY. 447 00:10:56,423 --> 00:10:57,424 >> OKAY, SO WHAT DO WE DO NEXT 448 00:10:57,424 --> 00:10:59,426 WITH THIS SHIRT? 449 00:10:59,426 --> 00:11:00,393 I DON'T THINK I CAN DO THIS. 450 00:11:00,393 --> 00:11:02,262 THIS IS SCARY. 451 00:11:02,262 --> 00:11:02,930 OH! 452 00:11:02,930 --> 00:11:04,031 [laughter] 453 00:11:04,031 --> 00:11:05,999 OH, THAT'S COLD! 454 00:11:05,999 --> 00:11:08,101 OH! 455 00:11:08,101 --> 00:11:10,570 >> OH, THAT LOOKS SO AWESOME. 456 00:11:10,570 --> 00:11:11,538 >> AH! 457 00:11:11,538 --> 00:11:14,374 [laughter] 458 00:11:14,374 --> 00:11:16,043 >> AH! 459 00:11:16,043 --> 00:11:18,111 [screams] 460 00:11:18,111 --> 00:11:21,281 [laughter] 461 00:11:21,281 --> 00:11:23,150 [chime dings] 462 00:11:26,754 --> 00:11:28,121 >> WHEN I TEXTED DEVOIN ABOUT 463 00:11:28,121 --> 00:11:29,957 NAMING OUR BABY, HE ACTUALLY 464 00:11:29,957 --> 00:11:31,358 RESPONDED AND SAID HE WANTED TO 465 00:11:31,358 --> 00:11:34,594 MEET UP. 466 00:11:35,996 --> 00:11:37,430 >> I'VE BEEN GETTING THINGS 467 00:11:37,430 --> 00:11:40,067 READY FOR OUR DAUGHTER'S 468 00:11:40,067 --> 00:11:41,935 ARRIVAL. 469 00:11:43,937 --> 00:11:44,704 >> YEAH. 470 00:11:44,704 --> 00:11:47,340 NOVA. 471 00:11:47,340 --> 00:11:48,475 DO YOU FEEL LIKE YOU HAVE A SAY 472 00:11:48,475 --> 00:11:49,376 IN THE NAME? 473 00:11:49,376 --> 00:11:50,643 >> I FEEL LIKE I SHOULD. 474 00:11:50,643 --> 00:11:52,045 >> IT'S JUST I FEEL THAT YOU 475 00:11:52,045 --> 00:11:53,246 DIDN'T REALLY DO MUCH AND FOR 476 00:11:53,246 --> 00:11:55,115 YOU TO HAVE A SAY. 477 00:11:56,116 --> 00:11:57,985 >> I DON'T KNOW. 478 00:11:59,152 --> 00:11:59,953 >> IT'S UP TO YOU. 479 00:11:59,953 --> 00:12:01,454 IF YOU WANT THE LAST NAME, THEN 480 00:12:01,454 --> 00:12:02,689 YOU SHOW ME THAT YOU WANT THE 481 00:12:02,689 --> 00:12:06,059 LAST NAME. 482 00:12:06,059 --> 00:12:07,560 I THINK A LAST NAME IS MORE 483 00:12:07,560 --> 00:12:09,763 IMPORTANT THAN A FIRST NAME, 484 00:12:09,763 --> 00:12:10,998 'CAUSE WITH THE LAST NAME, YOU 485 00:12:10,998 --> 00:12:11,664 HAVE RIGHTS. 486 00:12:11,664 --> 00:12:12,699 WITHOUT THE LAST NAME, YOU DON'T 487 00:12:12,699 --> 00:12:13,400 HAVE [bleep]. 488 00:12:13,400 --> 00:12:15,168 >> OVER THIS PAST MONTH, WE 489 00:12:15,168 --> 00:12:16,269 HAVEN'T EVEN SPOKEN TO EACH 490 00:12:16,269 --> 00:12:16,937 OTHER. 491 00:12:16,937 --> 00:12:18,571 WE HAVE PERSONAL PROBLEMS. 492 00:12:18,571 --> 00:12:21,008 >> I'M JUST ASKING A FEW SIMPLE 493 00:12:21,008 --> 00:12:22,142 THINGS FROM YOU. 494 00:12:22,142 --> 00:12:24,577 >> WHAT ARE YOU ASKING FOR? 495 00:12:24,577 --> 00:12:26,179 >> I WANT YOU TO BE THERE AND TO 496 00:12:26,179 --> 00:12:27,781 GET A JOB. 497 00:12:27,781 --> 00:12:28,982 >> ARE YOU WORRIED I HAVE A JOB 498 00:12:28,982 --> 00:12:30,050 FOR ME, OR ARE YOU WORRIED I 499 00:12:30,050 --> 00:12:30,984 HAVE A JOB FOR YOUR SAKE? 500 00:12:30,984 --> 00:12:32,719 >> FOR YOU AND HER. 501 00:12:32,719 --> 00:12:34,454 I DON'T NEED ANYTHING FROM YOU. 502 00:12:34,454 --> 00:12:36,890 WE WERE VERY CLEAR ABOUT THAT. 503 00:12:36,890 --> 00:12:37,724 >> MM. 504 00:12:37,724 --> 00:12:39,059 >> BUT SHE DOES. 505 00:12:39,059 --> 00:12:40,060 >> WHAT DO YOU NEED PERSONALLY 506 00:12:40,060 --> 00:12:41,995 FROM ME? 507 00:12:41,995 --> 00:12:44,431 >> I NEED YOU TO BE THERE. 508 00:12:46,233 --> 00:12:47,334 >> DON'T YOU WANT TO BE ABLE TO 509 00:12:47,334 --> 00:12:49,436 SUPPLY HER WITH THINGS, NOT JUST 510 00:12:49,436 --> 00:12:50,203 MY MOM? 511 00:12:50,203 --> 00:12:51,671 THAT'S WHAT I WANT. 512 00:12:51,671 --> 00:12:52,672 BUT I CAN'T RIGHT NOW. 513 00:12:52,672 --> 00:12:54,541 YOU COULD. YOU COULD. 514 00:12:54,541 --> 00:12:55,642 YOU COULD. 515 00:12:55,642 --> 00:12:58,345 >> I COULD WHAT? 516 00:12:58,345 --> 00:13:00,180 >> GET A JOB AND DO THOSE 517 00:13:00,180 --> 00:13:02,082 THINGS. 518 00:13:02,082 --> 00:13:03,917 >> I FEEL YOU. 519 00:13:13,093 --> 00:13:14,727 I'M FORCED TO GET A JOB. 520 00:13:14,727 --> 00:13:16,129 >> I'M FORCED TO BE A MOTHER. 521 00:13:16,129 --> 00:13:17,931 IF I COULD GROW UP OVER NIGHT, 522 00:13:17,931 --> 00:13:18,899 AND BE LIKE, "YOU KNOW WHAT? 523 00:13:18,899 --> 00:13:20,300 I HAVE TO DO WHAT I HAVE TO DO," 524 00:13:20,300 --> 00:13:22,169 YOU COULD DO THE SAME. 525 00:13:23,837 --> 00:13:24,804 >> I'VE BEEN DOING A LOT OF 526 00:13:24,804 --> 00:13:26,239 THINGS YOU HAVEN'T NOTICED, 527 00:13:26,239 --> 00:13:28,108 BECAUSE YOU'RE NOT THERE. 528 00:13:31,744 --> 00:13:32,745 CAN YOU SAY YOU'VE BEEN THERE 529 00:13:32,745 --> 00:13:34,647 FOR ME? 530 00:13:38,451 --> 00:13:40,020 OKAY. 531 00:13:40,020 --> 00:13:41,354 DEVOIN ISN'T ACTING LIKE THE 532 00:13:41,354 --> 00:13:43,223 FUTURE FATHER I NEED HIM TO BE, 533 00:13:43,223 --> 00:13:44,257 AND I'M NOT SURE I CAN DO THIS 534 00:13:44,257 --> 00:13:46,026 WITHOUT HIM. 535 00:13:54,101 --> 00:13:55,402 >> IT SUCKS THAT DEVOIN ISN'T 536 00:13:55,402 --> 00:13:56,636 SHOWING MORE INTEREST IN HELPING 537 00:13:56,636 --> 00:13:58,638 TO RAISE OUR DAUGHTER. 538 00:13:58,638 --> 00:14:00,507 >> WITH OR WITHOUT DEVOIN, YOU 539 00:14:00,507 --> 00:14:01,909 NEED TO THINK ABOUT YOUR FUTURE. 540 00:14:01,909 --> 00:14:03,010 WHAT ARE YOU GONNA DO FOR 541 00:14:03,010 --> 00:14:03,810 SCHOOL? 542 00:14:03,810 --> 00:14:06,313 >> I WANT TO WATCH THE BABY TILL 543 00:14:06,313 --> 00:14:08,381 THE BABY'S ABOUT, LIKE, MAYBE, 544 00:14:08,381 --> 00:14:09,883 FOUR OR FIVE MONTHS. 545 00:14:09,883 --> 00:14:11,851 I CAN START NIGHT SCHOOL. 546 00:14:11,851 --> 00:14:13,086 >> YOU SHOULD START ENROLLING IN 547 00:14:13,086 --> 00:14:14,087 DECEMBER, SO YOU CAN START 548 00:14:14,087 --> 00:14:14,821 JANUARY. 549 00:14:14,821 --> 00:14:15,989 WE ACTUALLY HAVE LESS THAN THREE 550 00:14:15,989 --> 00:14:17,590 MONTHS TO DO ALL OF THIS. 551 00:14:17,590 --> 00:14:18,725 >> OKAY. 552 00:14:18,725 --> 00:14:19,960 >> I PROMISED YOU THAT I WOULD 553 00:14:19,960 --> 00:14:21,594 ASSIST YOU WITH EVERYTHING THAT 554 00:14:21,594 --> 00:14:23,696 YOU NEED FOR THE FIRST TWO YEARS 555 00:14:23,696 --> 00:14:24,664 OF YOUR BABY'S LIFE WHEN IT 556 00:14:24,664 --> 00:14:25,765 COMES TO SCHOOL. 557 00:14:25,765 --> 00:14:26,833 AND BY THE TIME YOUR BABY'S 558 00:14:26,833 --> 00:14:28,801 FIVE, YOU SHOULD ALREADY HAVE 559 00:14:28,801 --> 00:14:29,970 FINISHED SCHOOL AND STARTED A 560 00:14:29,970 --> 00:14:31,238 CAREER, RIGHT? 561 00:14:31,238 --> 00:14:32,139 >> MM-HMM. 562 00:14:32,139 --> 00:14:33,740 >> IF YOU DON'T DO THE SCHOOL 563 00:14:33,740 --> 00:14:35,008 THING, BRIANA, YOU'RE IN 564 00:14:35,008 --> 00:14:35,909 TROUBLE. 565 00:14:35,909 --> 00:14:37,677 ONCE THE BABY'S A MONTH OLD, 566 00:14:37,677 --> 00:14:39,679 YOU'RE GONNA START RESEARCHING 567 00:14:39,679 --> 00:14:41,915 WHERE IT IS THAT YOU WANT TO GO, 568 00:14:41,915 --> 00:14:43,183 AFTER TRYING TO FIGURE OUT HOW 569 00:14:43,183 --> 00:14:44,851 TO BE A MOMMY, OKAY? 570 00:14:44,851 --> 00:14:45,852 'CAUSE RIGHT NOW YOUR PRIORITY 571 00:14:45,852 --> 00:14:47,087 IS BEING A MOMMY. 572 00:14:47,087 --> 00:14:48,255 IT'S GONNA BE EXPENSIVE, AND 573 00:14:48,255 --> 00:14:49,156 IT'S SCARY. 574 00:14:49,156 --> 00:14:50,924 THE FINANCES IS A SCARY 575 00:14:50,924 --> 00:14:52,125 SITUATION. 576 00:14:52,125 --> 00:14:53,693 WE ALSO HAVE TO REMEMBER THAT IF 577 00:14:53,693 --> 00:14:56,063 DEVOIN REALLY WANTS TO HELP, HE 578 00:14:56,063 --> 00:14:57,030 CAN HELP, YOU KNOW. 579 00:14:57,030 --> 00:14:58,365 AND IT WOULD MAKE THINGS A LOT 580 00:14:58,365 --> 00:14:59,266 EASIER ON ME. 581 00:14:59,266 --> 00:15:01,501 >> I KNOW IF HE HAD MONEY, IF HE 582 00:15:01,501 --> 00:15:04,204 HAD A JOB, HE WOULD'VE BEEN 583 00:15:04,204 --> 00:15:05,472 GETTING THINGS BY NOW. 584 00:15:05,472 --> 00:15:07,074 I DON'T NEED HIM. 585 00:15:07,074 --> 00:15:09,442 JUST BE THERE FOR BABY NOVA, AND 586 00:15:09,442 --> 00:15:11,979 THAT'S IT. 587 00:15:11,979 --> 00:15:13,346 MY DUE DATE IS LESS THAN A MONTH 588 00:15:13,346 --> 00:15:15,215 AWAY, AND IT'S TIME FOR ANOTHER 589 00:15:15,215 --> 00:15:16,216 SONOGRAM. 590 00:15:16,216 --> 00:15:17,384 I TEXTED DEVOIN ABOUT THE 591 00:15:17,384 --> 00:15:19,119 APPOINTMENT, BUT IT WAS NO 592 00:15:19,119 --> 00:15:20,287 SURPRISE WHEN I DIDN'T HEAR FROM 593 00:15:20,287 --> 00:15:20,988 HIM. 594 00:15:20,988 --> 00:15:22,089 >> SO DO YOU KNOW IF IT'S A BOY 595 00:15:22,089 --> 00:15:22,689 OR GIRL? 596 00:15:22,689 --> 00:15:23,690 >> THEY SAID IT WAS A GIRL. 597 00:15:23,690 --> 00:15:24,657 >> OKAY, WE'LL CONFIRM THAT. 598 00:15:24,657 --> 00:15:25,458 >> PLEASE TELL US. 599 00:15:25,458 --> 00:15:26,459 >> WE'RE GONNA MAKE SURE SHE'S 600 00:15:26,459 --> 00:15:27,160 STILL A GIRL. 601 00:15:27,160 --> 00:15:27,927 >> OKAY, PLEASE. 602 00:15:27,927 --> 00:15:28,895 >> OH, MY GOD. 603 00:15:28,895 --> 00:15:30,530 >> I'M SCARED IF IT ISN'T. 604 00:15:30,530 --> 00:15:31,598 >> I'M GONNA PUT A LITTLE BIT OF 605 00:15:31,598 --> 00:15:32,132 GEL. 606 00:15:32,132 --> 00:15:32,765 >> OKAY. 607 00:15:32,765 --> 00:15:33,466 THAT'S WARM. 608 00:15:33,466 --> 00:15:35,635 >> OH, THAT'S NICE. 609 00:15:35,635 --> 00:15:36,769 >> SO THE FIRST THING WE'RE 610 00:15:36,769 --> 00:15:38,038 GONNA DO TODAY, WE'RE GONNA SEE 611 00:15:38,038 --> 00:15:38,838 THE POSITION. 612 00:15:38,838 --> 00:15:40,173 HER FACE IS ON THE RIGHT SIDE OF 613 00:15:40,173 --> 00:15:41,174 THE SCREEN. 614 00:15:41,174 --> 00:15:42,142 SO LET'S GO AHEAD AND SEE THE 615 00:15:42,142 --> 00:15:42,742 GENDER. 616 00:15:42,742 --> 00:15:43,743 LET'S GO ALL THE WAY UP HERE. 617 00:15:43,743 --> 00:15:44,644 >> OH, MY GOD. 618 00:15:44,644 --> 00:15:45,645 CROSS YOUR FINGERS. 619 00:15:45,645 --> 00:15:46,679 >> LET'S VERIFY IF SHE'S STILL A 620 00:15:46,679 --> 00:15:47,280 GIRL. 621 00:15:47,280 --> 00:15:48,982 >> I'M GONNA CRY IF IT'S A BOY. 622 00:15:48,982 --> 00:15:50,850 >> [laughs] 623 00:15:56,356 --> 00:15:57,257 THERE WE GO. 624 00:15:57,257 --> 00:15:57,991 >> IT'S A GIRL? 625 00:15:57,991 --> 00:15:58,958 >> IT'S STILL A GIRL. 626 00:15:58,958 --> 00:15:59,626 >> YES! 627 00:15:59,626 --> 00:16:01,995 >> OKAY, WHOO, THANK GOD. 628 00:16:01,995 --> 00:16:02,895 >> CAN YOU BELIEVE IT? 629 00:16:02,895 --> 00:16:03,696 >> CONGRATULATIONS. 630 00:16:03,696 --> 00:16:04,397 >> THANK YOU. 631 00:16:04,397 --> 00:16:06,733 >> SHE LOOKS GREAT. 632 00:16:06,733 --> 00:16:07,900 >> THE TECHNICIAN PRINTED OFF 633 00:16:07,900 --> 00:16:09,469 SOME PHOTOS AND GAVE ME A DVD OF 634 00:16:09,469 --> 00:16:11,038 MY SONOGRAM. 635 00:16:11,038 --> 00:16:12,372 IS THE DVD PLUGGED IN? 636 00:16:12,372 --> 00:16:14,274 >> IT SHOULD BE. 637 00:16:15,808 --> 00:16:17,677 >> NO, DO IT YOURSELF. 638 00:16:17,677 --> 00:16:19,546 >> WAIT, I WANT TO SEE IT TOO. 639 00:16:19,546 --> 00:16:21,948 >> COME WATCH IT WITH ME. 640 00:16:21,948 --> 00:16:23,616 MOM, WHAT ARE YOU GONNA COOK? 641 00:16:23,616 --> 00:16:24,484 >> COME ON, LET'S COOK 642 00:16:24,484 --> 00:16:25,152 SOMETHING. 643 00:16:25,152 --> 00:16:26,019 >> CAN YOU MAKE BEANS? 644 00:16:26,019 --> 00:16:27,020 >> OH, MY GOD, LET ME SEE IF I 645 00:16:27,020 --> 00:16:27,854 HAVE THE DAMN BEANS. 646 00:16:27,854 --> 00:16:28,821 >> WE'VE EATEN BEANS, LIKE, 647 00:16:28,821 --> 00:16:29,822 THREE TIMES THIS WEEK ALREADY. 648 00:16:29,822 --> 00:16:30,857 >> YOU DON'T HAVE TO EAT IT. 649 00:16:30,857 --> 00:16:31,858 >> MOM, YOU DON'T GOT TO MAKE 650 00:16:31,858 --> 00:16:32,825 STUFF COMPLICATED 'CAUSE SHE 651 00:16:32,825 --> 00:16:33,460 WANTS IT. 652 00:16:33,460 --> 00:16:34,327 WHO MAKES HER QUEEN? 653 00:16:34,327 --> 00:16:35,062 YOU KNOW WHAT? 654 00:16:35,062 --> 00:16:35,962 GET THE HELL OUT OF THE 655 00:16:35,962 --> 00:16:36,663 DAMN KITCHEN. 656 00:16:36,663 --> 00:16:37,664 I'M ABOUT TO COOK, 'CAUSE I'M 657 00:16:37,664 --> 00:16:38,598 GETTING ME REALLY FREAKING 658 00:16:38,598 --> 00:16:39,632 ANNOYED, AND, HONESTLY, I NEED 659 00:16:39,632 --> 00:16:41,368 TO GO, 'CAUSE I HAVE PLANS. 660 00:16:41,368 --> 00:16:42,169 >> WAIT, WAIT. SHH. 661 00:16:42,169 --> 00:16:43,103 >> GIVE ME THE DAMN MEAT. 662 00:16:43,103 --> 00:16:44,104 IT'S JUST, WHY DID YOU HAVE TO 663 00:16:44,104 --> 00:16:45,138 GO OUT OF YOUR WAY TO MAKE BEANS 664 00:16:45,138 --> 00:16:45,772 FOR HER? 665 00:16:45,772 --> 00:16:46,773 IF SHE WANTED BEANS, SHE COULD 666 00:16:46,773 --> 00:16:47,874 COOK THEM HERSELF, OR SHE COULD 667 00:16:47,874 --> 00:16:48,975 WAIT TILL TOMORROW TO EAT THEM. 668 00:16:48,975 --> 00:16:50,477 EVERY DAY YOU MAKE SOMETHING TO 669 00:16:50,477 --> 00:16:51,478 MEET HER WANTS. 670 00:16:51,478 --> 00:16:52,445 IT'S ANNOYING. 671 00:16:52,445 --> 00:16:53,346 IT REALLY IS. 672 00:16:53,346 --> 00:16:54,447 I DON'T CARE IF SHE'S PREGNANT. 673 00:16:54,447 --> 00:16:55,348 SHE'S PREGNANT; SHE'S NOT 674 00:16:55,348 --> 00:16:57,417 DISABLED. 675 00:16:57,417 --> 00:16:59,018 >> ARE YOU GONNA COME SEE? 676 00:16:59,018 --> 00:17:00,620 >> BRIANA, ONCE I GET EVERYTHING 677 00:17:00,620 --> 00:17:01,754 IN THE OVEN AND ON TOP OF THE 678 00:17:01,754 --> 00:17:04,191 STOVE, I WILL RUN AND SEE 679 00:17:04,191 --> 00:17:05,292 EVERYTHING WITH YOU. 680 00:17:05,292 --> 00:17:06,093 GIVE ME A SECOND. 681 00:17:06,093 --> 00:17:07,660 >> [sighs] 682 00:17:07,660 --> 00:17:08,761 >> BRIANA, YOU'RE ACTING LIKE A 683 00:17:08,761 --> 00:17:09,462 LITTLE BRAT. 684 00:17:09,462 --> 00:17:10,197 STOP IT, OKAY? 685 00:17:10,197 --> 00:17:10,997 YOU'RE NOT A BABY. 686 00:17:10,997 --> 00:17:11,864 >> 'CAUSE YOU GUYS ARE 687 00:17:11,864 --> 00:17:13,366 AGGRAVATING. 688 00:17:14,967 --> 00:17:18,338 >> SHUT UP, BRITTANY. 689 00:17:18,338 --> 00:17:20,740 >> WHAT? 690 00:17:20,740 --> 00:17:22,642 WHAT'S WRONG? 691 00:17:26,012 --> 00:17:27,247 >> [crying] 692 00:17:27,247 --> 00:17:29,716 >> YOU'RE CRYING? 693 00:17:29,716 --> 00:17:32,352 WHAT'S WRONG? 694 00:17:32,352 --> 00:17:33,886 BABY. 695 00:17:33,886 --> 00:17:35,622 YOU'RE SAD, CONFUSED, 696 00:17:35,622 --> 00:17:36,689 OVERWHELMED. 697 00:17:36,689 --> 00:17:39,626 THAT'S NORMAL. 698 00:17:47,600 --> 00:17:49,102 I'M GOING SOMEWHERE ELSE. 699 00:17:49,102 --> 00:17:50,103 >> BRIT, WHY DON'T YOU WANT TO 700 00:17:50,103 --> 00:17:50,703 STAY? 701 00:17:50,703 --> 00:17:51,804 >> 'CAUSE I DON'T WANT TO STAY. 702 00:17:51,804 --> 00:17:52,639 THAT'S IT. 703 00:17:52,639 --> 00:17:55,342 YOU DON'T NEED AN EXPLANATION. 704 00:17:55,342 --> 00:17:57,177 >> WHERE ARE YOU GOING? 705 00:18:15,628 --> 00:18:17,830 [chime dings] 706 00:18:25,505 --> 00:18:26,539 >> THE TENSION BETWEEN ME AND MY 707 00:18:26,539 --> 00:18:28,708 SISTER IS REALLY BUMMING ME OUT, 708 00:18:28,708 --> 00:18:30,310 ESPECIALLY SINCE MY DUE DATE IS 709 00:18:30,310 --> 00:18:32,645 ONLY TWO WEEKS AWAY. 710 00:18:32,645 --> 00:18:33,880 I HAVE TO TIPTOE AROUND 711 00:18:33,880 --> 00:18:34,781 BRITTANY. 712 00:18:34,781 --> 00:18:37,450 LIKE, I CAN'T EXPRESS MY TRUE 713 00:18:37,450 --> 00:18:39,586 FEELINGS IN FRONT OF BRITTANY, 714 00:18:39,586 --> 00:18:41,221 BECAUSE I DON'T WANT HER TO 715 00:18:41,221 --> 00:18:42,822 FEEL DEPRESSED OR SAD. 716 00:18:42,822 --> 00:18:44,424 TEENAGERS ARE SUPPOSED TO, YOU 717 00:18:44,424 --> 00:18:46,526 KNOW, HAVE FUN, DO THEIR THING, 718 00:18:46,526 --> 00:18:47,227 YOU KNOW? 719 00:18:47,227 --> 00:18:47,960 LIVE LIFE. 720 00:18:47,960 --> 00:18:50,297 YOU'RE ONLY YOUNG ONCE, BUT I 721 00:18:50,297 --> 00:18:51,398 CAN'T DO THAT, BECAUSE I'M 722 00:18:51,398 --> 00:18:52,265 PREGNANT. 723 00:18:52,265 --> 00:18:53,566 YOU CAN'T ENJOY IT LIKE A 724 00:18:53,566 --> 00:18:55,235 35-YEAR-OLD WOMAN CAN ENJOY HER 725 00:18:55,235 --> 00:18:55,902 PREGNANCY. 726 00:18:55,902 --> 00:18:56,636 >> YEAH, YEAH. 727 00:18:56,636 --> 00:18:57,904 >> 'CAUSE A 35-YEAR-OLD WOMAN 728 00:18:57,904 --> 00:19:00,240 PROBABLY HAS A JOB, HER OWN 729 00:19:00,240 --> 00:19:01,608 PLACE, YOU KNOW? 730 00:19:01,608 --> 00:19:02,542 I DON'T. 731 00:19:02,542 --> 00:19:03,510 >> DO YOU THINK THAT YOU'RE 732 00:19:03,510 --> 00:19:04,911 SAD, YOU KNOW, BECAUSE YOU 733 00:19:04,911 --> 00:19:06,613 DIDN'T ENJOY YOUR TEENAGE YEARS, 734 00:19:06,613 --> 00:19:08,448 OR IS IT BECAUSE OF BRITTANY? 735 00:19:08,448 --> 00:19:09,249 >> IT'S BOTH. 736 00:19:09,249 --> 00:19:10,550 LIKE, THE OTHER DAY WITH THE 737 00:19:10,550 --> 00:19:12,485 SONOGRAM SITUATION, WE HAD A 738 00:19:12,485 --> 00:19:14,587 DVD, AND I WAS PLAYING IT IN THE 739 00:19:14,587 --> 00:19:15,855 HOUSE, AND SHE DIDN'T WANT TO 740 00:19:15,855 --> 00:19:16,556 SEE IT. 741 00:19:16,556 --> 00:19:17,524 LIKE, SHE DIDN'T WANT TO BE A 742 00:19:17,524 --> 00:19:19,292 PART OF IT, SO THAT SHOWED ME 743 00:19:19,292 --> 00:19:21,160 THAT HER TIME IS GONNA COME 744 00:19:21,160 --> 00:19:22,128 WHERE SHE IS GONNA GET REAL 745 00:19:22,128 --> 00:19:22,795 DEPRESSED. 746 00:19:22,795 --> 00:19:23,730 >> SHE'S GONNA BREAK DOWN. 747 00:19:23,730 --> 00:19:25,131 >> SHE SAYS THAT IT'S NOT 748 00:19:25,131 --> 00:19:26,566 GETTING TO HER, BUT... 749 00:19:26,566 --> 00:19:27,767 >> YEAH, IT IS. 750 00:19:27,767 --> 00:19:28,935 >> WE ALL KNOW IT IS. 751 00:19:28,935 --> 00:19:29,769 >> YEAH. 752 00:19:29,769 --> 00:19:31,504 HOW DO YOU THINK BRITTANY'S 753 00:19:31,504 --> 00:19:33,306 GONNA FEEL, LIKE, ON THE DAY OF 754 00:19:33,306 --> 00:19:34,006 YOUR BIRTH? 755 00:19:34,006 --> 00:19:35,074 >> THAT'S THE SCARY PART, 'CAUSE 756 00:19:35,074 --> 00:19:36,042 I DON'T KNOW HOW SHE'S GONNA 757 00:19:36,042 --> 00:19:36,943 REACT TO THE SITUATION. 758 00:19:36,943 --> 00:19:37,977 >> DO YOU THINK SHE'LL BE IN THE 759 00:19:37,977 --> 00:19:38,678 ROOM, THOUGH? 760 00:19:38,678 --> 00:19:39,446 >> SHE WANTS TO. 761 00:19:39,446 --> 00:19:40,380 >> IN THE HOSPITAL ROOM? 762 00:19:40,380 --> 00:19:41,481 WELL, ONLY TWO MORE WEEKS, AND 763 00:19:41,481 --> 00:19:42,382 YOU'LL BE GOOD. 764 00:19:42,382 --> 00:19:43,416 >> I JUST DON'T WANT THE BABY TO 765 00:19:43,416 --> 00:19:44,384 COME, AND THEN SHE GETS EXTRA 766 00:19:44,384 --> 00:19:45,452 DEPRESSED, AND THEN SHE STRESSES 767 00:19:45,452 --> 00:19:47,420 ME OUT AND MY MOM OUT, THEN THE 768 00:19:47,420 --> 00:19:49,422 WHOLE HOUSE COMES CRUMBLING 769 00:19:49,422 --> 00:19:52,592 DOWN. 770 00:19:52,592 --> 00:19:54,093 I REALLY HOPE THINGS GET BETTER 771 00:19:54,093 --> 00:19:55,662 WITH BRITTANY SOON, 'CAUSE I'M 772 00:19:55,662 --> 00:19:57,330 FEELING REALLY ALONE, ESPECIALLY 773 00:19:57,330 --> 00:19:59,499 SINCE DEVOIN KEEPS IGNORING ME. 774 00:19:59,499 --> 00:20:00,867 >> YOUR CALL HAS BEEN FORWARDED 775 00:20:00,867 --> 00:20:02,269 TO AN AUTOMATED VOICE MESSAGING 776 00:20:02,269 --> 00:20:04,671 SYSTEM. 777 00:20:06,005 --> 00:20:07,006 >> WHILE MY FRIENDS HAVE BEEN 778 00:20:07,006 --> 00:20:08,908 ENJOYING THEIR SENIOR YEAR, I'VE 779 00:20:08,908 --> 00:20:10,109 BEEN STRESSED OUT AT HOME 780 00:20:10,109 --> 00:20:12,612 GETTING READY FOR THE BABY. 781 00:20:12,612 --> 00:20:14,080 I REALLY MISS HANGING OUT WITH 782 00:20:14,080 --> 00:20:16,015 THEM, BUT TONIGHT WE DECIDED TO 783 00:20:16,015 --> 00:20:18,251 GO TO A HAUNTED HOUSE. 784 00:20:18,251 --> 00:20:19,886 AND I'M GLAD BRITTANY AGREED TO 785 00:20:19,886 --> 00:20:22,088 COME TOO. 786 00:20:22,088 --> 00:20:23,656 AH, I CAN'T WAIT TO BE SKINNY 787 00:20:23,656 --> 00:20:24,857 AGAIN SO I CAN GO OUT AND DO 788 00:20:24,857 --> 00:20:25,492 THINGS. 789 00:20:25,492 --> 00:20:26,459 >> HOMECOMING IS IN OCTOBER. 790 00:20:26,459 --> 00:20:27,560 >> I'M THINKING YOU SHOULD TAKE 791 00:20:27,560 --> 00:20:28,094 ME. 792 00:20:28,094 --> 00:20:29,195 >> I'M THINKING YOU SHOULD TAKE 793 00:20:29,195 --> 00:20:29,696 ME. 794 00:20:29,696 --> 00:20:30,730 >> SHE'S GONNA BE THERE WITH THE 795 00:20:30,730 --> 00:20:31,298 BABY. 796 00:20:31,298 --> 00:20:32,299 >> YEAH, LIKE, "COME ON, LET'S 797 00:20:32,299 --> 00:20:32,899 DANCE." 798 00:20:32,899 --> 00:20:34,000 WHO ARE YOU GONNA TAKE TO PROM, 799 00:20:34,000 --> 00:20:34,634 PATRICIA? 800 00:20:34,634 --> 00:20:35,568 >> YOU KNOW MANNY? 801 00:20:35,568 --> 00:20:37,003 HE'S TALL, SKINNY. 802 00:20:37,003 --> 00:20:38,204 >> WHY DON'T YOU TAKE ME? 803 00:20:38,204 --> 00:20:39,005 I COULD BE YOUR DATE. 804 00:20:39,005 --> 00:20:39,906 I'VE NEVER BEEN TO PROM. 805 00:20:39,906 --> 00:20:41,374 DEVOIN TOOK THAT PRIVILEGE AWAY 806 00:20:41,374 --> 00:20:42,108 FROM ME BY NOT 807 00:20:42,108 --> 00:20:43,376 GETTING PROM TICKETS. 808 00:20:43,376 --> 00:20:44,176 >> WHAT IS THAT? 809 00:20:44,176 --> 00:20:45,211 >> OH, MY GOD, NO, NO, NO. 810 00:20:45,211 --> 00:20:46,546 >> OH, MY GOD. 811 00:20:46,546 --> 00:20:49,349 >> I'M STAYING IN THE CAR. 812 00:20:49,349 --> 00:20:50,583 >> WHAT IF, LIKE, I GET TOO 813 00:20:50,583 --> 00:20:52,485 SCARED AND MY WATER BREAKS? 814 00:20:55,187 --> 00:20:56,022 >> IT'S GONNA BE FINE. 815 00:20:56,022 --> 00:20:56,656 COME ON. 816 00:20:56,656 --> 00:20:57,624 >> IS IT GONNA BE THAT DARK? 817 00:20:57,624 --> 00:20:58,458 >> YOU'RE ALL RIGHT. 818 00:20:58,458 --> 00:20:59,326 >> IT'S GONNA BE FINE. 819 00:20:59,326 --> 00:21:00,360 >> YOU'RE ALL RIGHT; COME ON IN. 820 00:21:00,360 --> 00:21:01,294 >> WELCOME TO OUR WORLD. 821 00:21:01,294 --> 00:21:02,395 >> DO YOU KNOW HOW ANY OF THESE 822 00:21:02,395 --> 00:21:03,129 PEOPLE DIED? 823 00:21:03,129 --> 00:21:04,130 >> I DON'T KNOW HOW THEY DIED, 824 00:21:04,130 --> 00:21:05,131 BUT WE KNOW THAT THEY'RE HERE. 825 00:21:05,131 --> 00:21:07,534 >> OKAY, ALBERT R. MYRTLE L., 826 00:21:07,534 --> 00:21:09,869 AKA IVES, COME OUT. 827 00:21:09,869 --> 00:21:11,738 >> [laughs] 828 00:21:13,673 --> 00:21:14,674 >> OH, MY GOD, THAT CHANDELIER 829 00:21:14,674 --> 00:21:15,508 IS MOVING BY ITSELF. 830 00:21:15,508 --> 00:21:16,242 >> OH, MY GOD. 831 00:21:16,242 --> 00:21:17,710 >> YOU OKAY? 832 00:21:20,913 --> 00:21:22,081 MY STOMACH STARTED HURTING A 833 00:21:22,081 --> 00:21:23,883 LOT, AND I WAS FEELING NAUSEOUS, 834 00:21:23,883 --> 00:21:26,218 SO BRITTANY DROVE US HOME. 835 00:21:26,218 --> 00:21:27,219 >> OH, MY GOD, I THINK WE NEED 836 00:21:27,219 --> 00:21:27,987 TO GO SEE A DOCTOR. 837 00:21:27,987 --> 00:21:29,255 SHE'S HAVING CRAMPS. 838 00:21:29,255 --> 00:21:30,189 >> OH, HELL, NO. 839 00:21:30,189 --> 00:21:31,458 PLEASE, LORD, NOT TODAY. 840 00:21:31,458 --> 00:21:32,725 NOT TONIGHT. 841 00:21:32,725 --> 00:21:33,893 >> AND AS SOON AS WE GOT BACK TO 842 00:21:33,893 --> 00:21:36,663 THE HOUSE, THE PAIN GOT WORSE. 843 00:21:36,663 --> 00:21:38,331 I CALLED DEVOIN AND TOLD HIM IT 844 00:21:38,331 --> 00:21:40,166 WAS TIME, AND HE, SURPRISINGLY, 845 00:21:40,166 --> 00:21:42,001 SHOWED UP RIGHT AWAY. 846 00:21:42,001 --> 00:21:43,169 SO MY MOM DROVE US ALL TO THE 847 00:21:43,169 --> 00:21:43,836 HOSPITAL. 848 00:21:43,836 --> 00:21:46,038 >> HOW ARE YOU FEELING, BRIANA? 849 00:21:46,038 --> 00:21:47,106 >> YOU OKAY, BRI? 850 00:21:47,106 --> 00:21:50,410 >> COME ON. 851 00:21:50,410 --> 00:21:51,411 >> YOU WANT ICE, 'CAUSE YOU'RE 852 00:21:51,411 --> 00:21:53,413 GONNA GET THIRSTY. 853 00:21:53,413 --> 00:21:54,881 >> YOU CAN'T. YOU CAN'T. 854 00:21:54,881 --> 00:21:56,749 BREATHE, BABY. 855 00:22:01,388 --> 00:22:03,222 I WAS IN A LOT OF PAIN, SO I 856 00:22:03,222 --> 00:22:04,724 ASKED FOR AN EPIDURAL. 857 00:22:04,724 --> 00:22:06,459 AND BEFORE I KNEW IT, THE DOCTOR 858 00:22:06,459 --> 00:22:08,327 SAID IT WAS TIME TO PUSH. 859 00:22:08,327 --> 00:22:09,261 >> PUSH, PUSH, PUSH, PUSH, 860 00:22:09,261 --> 00:22:10,630 PUSH, PUSH, PUSH, PUSH, PUSH. 861 00:22:10,630 --> 00:22:11,263 VERY GOOD. 862 00:22:11,263 --> 00:22:12,198 JUST LIKE THAT. 863 00:22:12,198 --> 00:22:14,000 KEEP GOING, KEEP GOING. 864 00:22:14,000 --> 00:22:15,134 TAKE A DEEP BREATH IN, AND PUSH 865 00:22:15,134 --> 00:22:16,603 HARD, HARD, HARD, HARD. 866 00:22:16,603 --> 00:22:17,604 PUSH, PUSH, PUSH, PUSH, PUSH, 867 00:22:17,604 --> 00:22:18,605 PUSH, PUSH, PUSH, PUSH, PUSH. 868 00:22:18,605 --> 00:22:19,205 >> OW! 869 00:22:19,205 --> 00:22:19,972 >> ONE MORE TIME. 870 00:22:19,972 --> 00:22:22,008 THAT'S HIS HEAD. 871 00:22:22,008 --> 00:22:23,042 PUSH HARD, HARD, HARD, HARD, 872 00:22:23,042 --> 00:22:23,710 HARD. 873 00:22:23,710 --> 00:22:25,244 PUSH, PUSH, PUSH, PUSH, PUSH, 874 00:22:25,244 --> 00:22:26,413 PUSH, PUSH, PUSH, PUSH, PUSH. 875 00:22:26,413 --> 00:22:27,547 >> SHE GOT HAIR. 876 00:22:27,547 --> 00:22:29,048 OH, MY GOD. 877 00:22:29,048 --> 00:22:29,916 >> AGAIN, DO IT AGAIN. 878 00:22:29,916 --> 00:22:31,083 PUSH, PUSH, PUSH. 879 00:22:31,083 --> 00:22:33,085 >> AND PUSH HARD. 880 00:22:33,085 --> 00:22:36,322 >> [screams] 881 00:22:38,891 --> 00:22:39,626 >> OH, MY GOD! 882 00:22:39,626 --> 00:22:44,731 >> * I WAS LOST * 883 00:22:44,731 --> 00:22:50,336 * GIVEN UP * 884 00:22:50,336 --> 00:22:55,875 * THERE YOU WERE * 885 00:22:55,875 --> 00:22:57,877 * THERE YOU WERE * 886 00:22:57,877 --> 00:23:01,414 >> SHE'S SO CUTE! 887 00:23:01,414 --> 00:23:07,019 >> * I HAD STOPPED * 888 00:23:07,019 --> 00:23:12,592 * LOOKING FOR LOVE * 889 00:23:12,592 --> 00:23:18,164 * AND THERE YOU WERE * 890 00:23:18,164 --> 00:23:22,334 * THERE YOU WERE * 891 00:23:30,342 --> 00:23:31,778 >> WHAT WAS THAT? 892 00:23:31,778 --> 00:23:33,412 IT WAS NICE HAVING DEVOIN HERE 893 00:23:33,412 --> 00:23:35,515 FOR NOVA'S BIRTH, BUT THE NEXT 894 00:23:35,515 --> 00:23:36,883 MORNING, HE RAN OFF TO PLAY 895 00:23:36,883 --> 00:23:39,151 BASKETBALL WITH HIS FRIENDS. 896 00:23:39,151 --> 00:23:40,620 IT'S CLEAR HE'S NOT INTERESTED 897 00:23:40,620 --> 00:23:42,522 IN BEING A DAD FIRST, SO I 898 00:23:42,522 --> 00:23:43,523 DECIDED NOT TO PUT HIS NAME ON 899 00:23:43,523 --> 00:23:45,191 THE BIRTH CERTIFICATE. 900 00:23:47,694 --> 00:23:48,695 >> NOVA. 901 00:23:48,695 --> 00:23:50,630 AND MY LAST NAME. 902 00:23:50,630 --> 00:23:51,998 WHEN DEVOIN CAME BACK AND FOUND 903 00:23:51,998 --> 00:23:53,165 OUT I LEFT HIM OFF THE BIRTH 904 00:23:53,165 --> 00:23:54,467 CERTIFICATE, HE WAS REALLY 905 00:23:54,467 --> 00:23:55,768 PISSED. 906 00:23:55,768 --> 00:23:56,969 AFTER YELLING AT MY MOM AND 907 00:23:56,969 --> 00:23:58,905 SISTER, HE DROVE AWAY AND DIDN'T 908 00:23:58,905 --> 00:24:00,206 RETURN TO HELP ME BRING NOVA 909 00:24:00,206 --> 00:24:01,608 HOME. 910 00:24:01,608 --> 00:24:02,609 >> DEVOIN NEEDS TO STOP 911 00:24:02,609 --> 00:24:03,910 WORRYING ABOUT THE DAMN LAST 912 00:24:03,910 --> 00:24:05,077 NAME, 'CAUSE IT'S NOT GONNA BE 913 00:24:05,077 --> 00:24:06,212 HIS LAST NAME. 914 00:24:06,212 --> 00:24:07,446 THE WAY HE ACTED, STORMING OUT, 915 00:24:07,446 --> 00:24:09,516 CURSING, RIPPING OFF HIS FATHER 916 00:24:09,516 --> 00:24:10,883 BAND OR WHATEVER, LEAVING THE 917 00:24:10,883 --> 00:24:13,753 HOSPITAL, WAS NOT CALLED FOR. 918 00:24:13,753 --> 00:24:14,654 >> YOU WERE NOT HERE. 919 00:24:14,654 --> 00:24:15,387 WHERE WERE YOU? 920 00:24:15,387 --> 00:24:16,656 YOU SHOULD'VE STAYED IF YOU 921 00:24:16,656 --> 00:24:17,790 WANTED IF YOU WANTED YOUR NAME 922 00:24:17,790 --> 00:24:20,159 ON THE BIRTH CERTIFICATE. 923 00:24:20,159 --> 00:24:21,227 OH, HE'S GONNA GO PLAY 924 00:24:21,227 --> 00:24:22,161 BASKETBALL. 925 00:24:22,161 --> 00:24:23,262 YOU'RE GONNA GO PLAY BASKETBALL 926 00:24:23,262 --> 00:24:24,463 WHILE I'M IN THE HOSPITAL? 927 00:24:24,463 --> 00:24:26,499 OKAY. 928 00:24:26,499 --> 00:24:28,267 OKAY. 929 00:24:28,267 --> 00:24:29,068 >> GOT EVERYTHING? 930 00:24:29,068 --> 00:24:30,503 >> YEAH. 931 00:24:30,503 --> 00:24:31,804 >> OKAY, GO IN FIRST SO PRINCE 932 00:24:31,804 --> 00:24:32,772 CAN SEE YOU. 933 00:24:32,772 --> 00:24:34,674 >> OH, I SEE HIM IN THE WINDOW. 934 00:24:37,744 --> 00:24:39,311 HI. 935 00:24:39,311 --> 00:24:40,346 >> HE DOESN'T NOTICE THE BABY 936 00:24:40,346 --> 00:24:40,980 YET. 937 00:24:40,980 --> 00:24:41,681 >> OH, LOOK. 938 00:24:41,681 --> 00:24:43,550 GO LOOK AT THE BABY. 939 00:24:43,550 --> 00:24:44,316 SHE'S WAKING UP. 940 00:24:44,316 --> 00:24:45,117 >> HI, PRINCE. 941 00:24:45,117 --> 00:24:46,285 >> OKAY. 942 00:24:46,285 --> 00:24:47,486 >> [laughs] 943 00:24:47,486 --> 00:24:48,755 >> YOU'RE HOME. 944 00:24:48,755 --> 00:24:49,722 >> SHE JUST GOT CROSS-EYED. 945 00:24:49,722 --> 00:24:51,691 THAT WAS FUNNY. 946 00:24:51,691 --> 00:24:52,659 >> IT'S OKAY. 947 00:24:52,659 --> 00:24:53,860 I PROMISE YOU'LL BE OKAY. 948 00:24:53,860 --> 00:24:55,494 I'M GONNA FEED YOU, OKAY? 949 00:24:55,494 --> 00:24:57,597 I HAVE TO FEED HER, AND I DON'T 950 00:24:57,597 --> 00:25:00,199 KNOW HOW I'M GONNA DO THAT. 951 00:25:00,199 --> 00:25:01,668 >> I'M GONNA GO TAKE A SHOWER. 952 00:25:01,668 --> 00:25:02,769 IF YOU NEED ANYTHING, JUST CALL 953 00:25:02,769 --> 00:25:03,369 ME. 954 00:25:03,369 --> 00:25:04,503 >> I'M GONNA DO IT NOW, BECAUSE 955 00:25:04,503 --> 00:25:05,471 YOU'RE GONNA FALL ASLEEP, AND 956 00:25:05,471 --> 00:25:08,007 THEN YOU'RE NOT GONNA SUCK. 957 00:25:08,007 --> 00:25:08,708 COME ON. 958 00:25:08,708 --> 00:25:12,178 ONE, TWO. 959 00:25:12,178 --> 00:25:13,379 GO. 960 00:25:13,379 --> 00:25:14,480 NO? 961 00:25:14,480 --> 00:25:15,848 YOU GOT IT? 962 00:25:15,848 --> 00:25:17,083 NO? 963 00:25:17,083 --> 00:25:17,917 OKAY, OKAY, OKAY. 964 00:25:17,917 --> 00:25:18,851 GO GET IT, GET IT, GET IT. 965 00:25:18,851 --> 00:25:19,752 EAT IT, EAT IT. 966 00:25:19,752 --> 00:25:20,519 [baby crying] 967 00:25:20,519 --> 00:25:23,455 WHAT'S WRONG? 968 00:25:23,455 --> 00:25:26,559 SHH. 969 00:25:26,559 --> 00:25:29,261 [baby crying] 970 00:25:29,261 --> 00:25:31,297 [exhales forcefully] 971 00:25:31,297 --> 00:25:34,166 [baby crying] 972 00:25:38,370 --> 00:25:40,272 MA! 973 00:25:40,272 --> 00:25:42,709 >> WHAT? 974 00:25:42,709 --> 00:25:44,777 WHAT? 975 00:25:44,777 --> 00:25:46,445 ARE YOU OKAY? 976 00:25:46,445 --> 00:25:47,279 >> CAN YOU BURP HER? 977 00:25:47,279 --> 00:25:47,914 >> OKAY. 978 00:25:47,914 --> 00:25:48,615 >> GET AWAY. 979 00:25:48,615 --> 00:25:49,849 GET OUT, GET OUT, GET OUT. 980 00:25:49,849 --> 00:25:50,683 EVERYONE'S PANICKING. 981 00:25:50,683 --> 00:25:51,317 GET OUT. 982 00:25:51,317 --> 00:25:52,318 EVERYONE'S PANICKING FOR NO 983 00:25:52,318 --> 00:25:52,919 REASON. 984 00:25:52,919 --> 00:25:54,353 COME ON, BABY GIRL. 985 00:25:54,353 --> 00:25:57,523 [baby crying] 986 00:25:57,523 --> 00:25:59,391 WHY ARE YOU CRYING, BABY? 987 00:25:59,391 --> 00:26:01,327 >> JUST BREATHE. 988 00:26:03,362 --> 00:26:04,597 >> NO, SHE'S JUST OVERWHELMED. 989 00:26:04,597 --> 00:26:07,333 IT'S HITTING HER. 990 00:26:09,602 --> 00:26:11,470 COME ON. 991 00:26:17,309 --> 00:26:19,411 [chime dings] 992 00:26:24,083 --> 00:26:27,219 [baby crying] 993 00:26:27,219 --> 00:26:30,289 >> YOU SPIT ON YOUR SHIRT. 994 00:26:30,289 --> 00:26:31,357 EVER SINCE STORMING OUT OF THE 995 00:26:31,357 --> 00:26:32,925 HOSPITAL, DEVOIN HAS BEEN 996 00:26:32,925 --> 00:26:36,295 IGNORING ME AND HIS DAUGHTER. 997 00:26:36,295 --> 00:26:39,732 SINCE YOU'RE UP... 998 00:26:39,732 --> 00:26:42,568 HERE. 999 00:26:42,568 --> 00:26:44,270 HERE. 1000 00:26:44,270 --> 00:26:48,140 WHY AREN'T YOU EATING THAT? 1001 00:26:48,140 --> 00:26:50,542 LET'S GO SLEEPIES. 1002 00:26:53,279 --> 00:26:56,115 [baby crying] 1003 00:27:04,123 --> 00:27:05,692 BEING STUCK AT HOME ALL WEEK WAS 1004 00:27:05,692 --> 00:27:07,259 EXHAUSTING, SO I TREATED MYSELF 1005 00:27:07,259 --> 00:27:07,994 TO A NEW LOOK. 1006 00:27:07,994 --> 00:27:09,428 >> HI. 1007 00:27:09,428 --> 00:27:11,097 >> WHAT'S UP? 1008 00:27:11,097 --> 00:27:12,965 >> THANK YOU. 1009 00:27:15,334 --> 00:27:16,235 EXCUSE THE MESS. 1010 00:27:16,235 --> 00:27:17,737 >> IT IS NOT EVEN THAT MESSY. 1011 00:27:17,737 --> 00:27:18,838 DOES SHE WAKE UP A LOT IN THE 1012 00:27:18,838 --> 00:27:20,006 MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT? 1013 00:27:20,006 --> 00:27:22,241 >> WHEN SHE'S GASSY, YEAH. 1014 00:27:22,241 --> 00:27:23,309 >> WHAT WAS IT LIKE GIVING 1015 00:27:23,309 --> 00:27:24,143 BIRTH? 1016 00:27:24,143 --> 00:27:24,844 >> IT HURT. 1017 00:27:24,844 --> 00:27:25,778 >> DEVOIN WAS IN THE ROOM? 1018 00:27:25,778 --> 00:27:27,013 >> YEAH. 1019 00:27:27,013 --> 00:27:29,115 AFTER SHE WAS BORN, HE LEFT. 1020 00:27:29,115 --> 00:27:30,649 HE WENT TO GO PLAY BASKETBALL. 1021 00:27:30,649 --> 00:27:31,650 >> HE SHOULDN'T HAVE LEFT THE 1022 00:27:31,650 --> 00:27:32,284 HOSPITAL. 1023 00:27:32,284 --> 00:27:33,285 HE'S SUPPOSED TO BE THERE THE 1024 00:27:33,285 --> 00:27:34,120 WHOLE TIME. 1025 00:27:34,120 --> 00:27:35,454 >> I MADE AN EXCELLENT CHOICE BY 1026 00:27:35,454 --> 00:27:36,522 NOT PUTTING HIM ON THE BIRTH 1027 00:27:36,522 --> 00:27:37,223 CERTIFICATE. 1028 00:27:37,223 --> 00:27:38,457 >> I MEAN, HOPEFULLY HE GETS HIS 1029 00:27:38,457 --> 00:27:39,926 ACT TOGETHER, 'CAUSE SHE NEEDS 1030 00:27:39,926 --> 00:27:41,794 BOTH OF YOU GUYS. 1031 00:27:47,399 --> 00:27:48,901 >> AFTER IGNORING ME ALL WEEK, 1032 00:27:48,901 --> 00:27:50,536 DEVOIN FINALLY TEXTED ME HE 1033 00:27:50,536 --> 00:27:52,504 WANTS TO SEE HIS DAUGHTER. 1034 00:27:52,504 --> 00:27:53,405 >> HEY, GUYS. 1035 00:27:53,405 --> 00:27:54,707 COME IN. 1036 00:27:54,707 --> 00:27:55,441 >> HOW ARE YOU? 1037 00:27:55,441 --> 00:27:56,508 >> HEY, PEDRO, HOW ARE YOU? 1038 00:27:56,508 --> 00:27:57,710 >> I'M DOING FINE. 1039 00:27:57,710 --> 00:27:58,410 >> HI. 1040 00:27:58,410 --> 00:28:00,012 >> COME IN, GUYS. 1041 00:28:00,012 --> 00:28:00,679 >> HI. 1042 00:28:00,679 --> 00:28:02,148 >> LITTLE MUNCHKIN. 1043 00:28:02,148 --> 00:28:04,016 >> DO YOU GUYS WANT TO SEE? 1044 00:28:06,719 --> 00:28:08,587 >> SHE'S SO CHUBBY, RIGHT? 1045 00:28:11,390 --> 00:28:12,158 >> COME IN, GUYS. 1046 00:28:12,158 --> 00:28:13,325 HAVE A SEAT. 1047 00:28:13,325 --> 00:28:14,260 >> HOLD THIS. 1048 00:28:14,260 --> 00:28:18,264 [baby crying] 1049 00:28:18,264 --> 00:28:20,499 OKAY, SHH, SHH. 1050 00:28:20,499 --> 00:28:22,434 MOMMY'S HERE, MOMMY'S HERE, 1051 00:28:22,434 --> 00:28:25,137 MOMMY'S HERE. 1052 00:28:25,137 --> 00:28:26,338 AND YOU CAN'T LET THE MILK GO 1053 00:28:26,338 --> 00:28:28,007 ANYWHERE, 'CAUSE THEN SHE STARTS 1054 00:28:28,007 --> 00:28:29,541 TO SMELL LIKE CHEESE. 1055 00:28:29,541 --> 00:28:31,510 [phone tone chimes] 1056 00:28:31,510 --> 00:28:32,611 >> THIS GIRL EATS, LIKE, EVERY 1057 00:28:32,611 --> 00:28:35,214 HOUR. 1058 00:28:35,214 --> 00:28:36,315 >> OKAY, I'M GONNA LET YOU TAKE 1059 00:28:36,315 --> 00:28:36,883 OVER. 1060 00:28:36,883 --> 00:28:37,850 >> DEVOIN, HOW ARE YOU GONNA 1061 00:28:37,850 --> 00:28:38,851 LEARN TO FEED YOUR BABY IF 1062 00:28:38,851 --> 00:28:40,119 YOU'RE ON YOUR CELL PHONE? 1063 00:28:40,119 --> 00:28:41,153 PUT THAT [bleep] AWAY. 1064 00:28:41,153 --> 00:28:42,621 >> TOO BAD. 1065 00:28:42,621 --> 00:28:43,823 TOO BAD. 1066 00:28:43,823 --> 00:28:44,523 >> TOO BAD? 1067 00:28:44,523 --> 00:28:45,524 YOU DON'T GOT TO GET RUDE WITH 1068 00:28:45,524 --> 00:28:46,058 ME. 1069 00:28:46,058 --> 00:28:47,226 I'M JUST SAYING HE'S NEVER HERE. 1070 00:28:47,226 --> 00:28:48,194 HE SHOULD AT LEAST WAIT--LET 1071 00:28:48,194 --> 00:28:49,195 HIS FRIENDS--CAN [bleep] WAIT. 1072 00:28:49,195 --> 00:28:51,864 [phone tone chimes] 1073 00:28:55,534 --> 00:28:57,369 >> I'M GOING SOMEWHERE BUT HERE. 1074 00:28:57,369 --> 00:28:58,404 >> YOU CAN BURP HER LIKE THIS, 1075 00:28:58,404 --> 00:28:59,405 OR YOU CAN BURP HER LIKE THIS. 1076 00:28:59,405 --> 00:29:02,508 THIS IS A LITTLE SCARY. 1077 00:29:02,508 --> 00:29:03,442 >> I AIN'T--I AIN'T MESSING 1078 00:29:03,442 --> 00:29:04,777 WITH THAT. 1079 00:29:04,777 --> 00:29:06,678 >> NO? 1080 00:29:11,884 --> 00:29:13,485 >> DEVOIN, FOR HER SAKE, WE HAVE 1081 00:29:13,485 --> 00:29:14,686 TO MAKE IT WORK. 1082 00:29:14,686 --> 00:29:16,555 SO, BRI, WHAT I THINK YOU HAVE 1083 00:29:16,555 --> 00:29:18,490 TO, YOU KNOW, MAKE CLEAR, IS 1084 00:29:18,490 --> 00:29:19,959 THAT THIS IS WHAT YOU WANT. 1085 00:29:19,959 --> 00:29:20,927 THIS IS NOT MY INFLUENCE, MY 1086 00:29:20,927 --> 00:29:21,560 PRESSURE. 1087 00:29:21,560 --> 00:29:22,561 >> DEVOIN KNOWS THAT. 1088 00:29:22,561 --> 00:29:23,729 DEVOIN KNOWS THAT IT WAS ALL MY 1089 00:29:23,729 --> 00:29:25,798 CHOICE WHAT I DECIDED. 1090 00:29:27,299 --> 00:29:28,400 >> YOU WANT HIM THERE; YOU WANT 1091 00:29:28,400 --> 00:29:30,002 HIM TO BE THERE FOR HER. 1092 00:29:37,076 --> 00:29:37,776 >> I AM. 1093 00:29:37,776 --> 00:29:38,744 I'M TALKING TO BOTH OF YOUS. 1094 00:29:38,744 --> 00:29:39,445 YOU'RE HERE. 1095 00:29:39,445 --> 00:29:40,880 THE MORE TIME YOU SPEND HERE 1096 00:29:40,880 --> 00:29:42,714 WITH THE BABY--LEARN THE ROPES 1097 00:29:42,714 --> 00:29:44,483 ABOUT THE BABY--THE EASIER IT'S 1098 00:29:44,483 --> 00:29:45,484 GONNA GET FOR YOU IN THE LONG 1099 00:29:45,484 --> 00:29:46,052 RUN. 1100 00:29:46,052 --> 00:29:48,287 I PROMISE YOU IT'LL GET EASIER. 1101 00:29:48,287 --> 00:29:49,121 [phone tone chimes] 1102 00:29:49,121 --> 00:29:50,456 >> BRI. 1103 00:29:50,456 --> 00:29:51,123 >> HMM? 1104 00:29:51,123 --> 00:29:53,359 >> I'M TALKING TO YOU. 1105 00:29:53,359 --> 00:29:54,726 >> I HEARD YOU. 1106 00:29:54,726 --> 00:29:55,727 >> YOU DON'T THINK THAT THAT'S 1107 00:29:55,727 --> 00:29:57,263 DISRESPECTFUL? 1108 00:29:57,263 --> 00:29:58,364 I'M TRYING TO, LIKE, HAVE A 1109 00:29:58,364 --> 00:30:00,666 SERIOUS TALK WITH YOU GUYS. 1110 00:30:00,666 --> 00:30:02,634 >> I UNDERSTAND THAT. 1111 00:30:02,634 --> 00:30:04,003 >> I'M NOT HERE TO HURT YOU OR 1112 00:30:04,003 --> 00:30:05,504 THE BABY OR BRIANA. 1113 00:30:05,504 --> 00:30:06,906 I'M HERE TO MAKE IT WORK FOR THE 1114 00:30:06,906 --> 00:30:08,774 THREE OF YOUS. 1115 00:30:11,577 --> 00:30:12,244 >> [sighs] 1116 00:30:12,244 --> 00:30:13,179 YOU'RE RUDE FOR NO REASON, 1117 00:30:13,179 --> 00:30:14,881 DEVOIN, I'M SORRY. 1118 00:30:16,648 --> 00:30:17,583 >> NO, IT'S THE WAY YOU'RE 1119 00:30:17,583 --> 00:30:19,718 ACTING. 1120 00:30:19,718 --> 00:30:21,120 >> YEAH, YOU ARE. 1121 00:30:21,120 --> 00:30:23,555 >> YES, I'M SERIOUS. 1122 00:30:23,555 --> 00:30:25,424 >> NOBODY'S ARGUING. 1123 00:30:25,424 --> 00:30:26,525 WHO'S ARGUING RIGHT NOW? 1124 00:30:26,525 --> 00:30:27,259 WE'RE TALKING. 1125 00:30:27,259 --> 00:30:28,260 YOU'RE THE ONE THAT'S GETTING 1126 00:30:28,260 --> 00:30:28,928 OFFENSIVE. 1127 00:30:28,928 --> 00:30:29,929 >> WE'RE HERE TO MAKE IT WORK, 1128 00:30:29,929 --> 00:30:31,363 DUDE. 1129 00:30:32,831 --> 00:30:34,500 >> YEAH. 1130 00:30:34,500 --> 00:30:35,902 >> ALL RIGHT, BRIANA, I'LL TALK 1131 00:30:35,902 --> 00:30:38,537 TO YOU LATER. 1132 00:30:38,537 --> 00:30:43,042 [door clicks] 1133 00:30:43,042 --> 00:30:44,010 >> YOU'RE GONNA HAVE TO STAY 1134 00:30:44,010 --> 00:30:48,580 STRONG. 1135 00:30:48,580 --> 00:30:49,648 IT'S OKAY. 1136 00:30:49,648 --> 00:30:51,750 DON'T CRY. 1137 00:30:51,750 --> 00:30:54,720 SHE DON'T WANT TO SEE YOU CRY. 1138 00:30:54,720 --> 00:30:55,854 >> I'M NOT TOLERATING THAT. 1139 00:30:55,854 --> 00:30:58,190 I'M NOT DEALING WITH THAT. 1140 00:30:58,190 --> 00:31:00,226 NONE OF THAT WAS NECESSARY. 1141 00:31:00,226 --> 00:31:00,893 HE'S RUDE. 1142 00:31:00,893 --> 00:31:01,961 HE'S DISRESPECTFUL. 1143 00:31:01,961 --> 00:31:03,195 >> WE'VE NEVER ASKED HIM FOR A 1144 00:31:03,195 --> 00:31:03,896 DIAPER. 1145 00:31:03,896 --> 00:31:04,863 WE'VE NEVER ASKED HIM FOR A 1146 00:31:04,863 --> 00:31:05,431 WIPEY. 1147 00:31:05,431 --> 00:31:06,532 HE DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT KIND OF 1148 00:31:06,532 --> 00:31:07,866 FORMULA SHE DRINKS. 1149 00:31:07,866 --> 00:31:09,401 SO YOU WANT TO BE A DAD? 1150 00:31:09,401 --> 00:31:10,937 ARE YOU SERIOUS? 1151 00:31:10,937 --> 00:31:12,104 >> BEING A FATHER IS COMING HERE 1152 00:31:12,104 --> 00:31:13,339 EVERY SINGLE DAY TO SEE HIS 1153 00:31:13,339 --> 00:31:14,740 DAUGHTER, TO LEARN ABOUT HIS 1154 00:31:14,740 --> 00:31:15,975 DAUGHTER, TO CARE FOR HIS 1155 00:31:15,975 --> 00:31:16,608 DAUGHTER. 1156 00:31:16,608 --> 00:31:17,543 HE DON'T GIVE A [bleep]. 1157 00:31:17,543 --> 00:31:18,544 >> I KNOW YOU WANT HER TO HAVE 1158 00:31:18,544 --> 00:31:19,478 HER DADDY. 1159 00:31:19,478 --> 00:31:22,181 I KNOW THAT. 1160 00:31:22,181 --> 00:31:23,615 BRI, SOMETIMES SOME DADDY'S ARE 1161 00:31:23,615 --> 00:31:26,452 NOT WILLING TO WANT TO MAKE IT 1162 00:31:26,452 --> 00:31:28,320 WORK. 1163 00:31:52,044 --> 00:31:53,212 >> SINCE DEVOIN'S NOT HELPING 1164 00:31:53,212 --> 00:31:54,947 OUT AT ALL, IT'S UP TO ME TO 1165 00:31:54,947 --> 00:31:56,815 WATCH NOVA DURING THE WEEK WHILE 1166 00:31:56,815 --> 00:31:58,150 I TRY TO GET BACK ON TRACK WITH 1167 00:31:58,150 --> 00:32:00,319 SCHOOL. 1168 00:32:00,319 --> 00:32:02,321 TODAY MY MOM GOT OUT OF WORK SO 1169 00:32:02,321 --> 00:32:03,689 WE CAN VISIT A LOCAL COMMUNITY 1170 00:32:03,689 --> 00:32:05,557 COLLEGE. 1171 00:32:07,859 --> 00:32:09,261 >> HOW WONDERFUL TO MEET YOU. 1172 00:32:09,261 --> 00:32:10,429 I'D LIKE TO GET STARTED BY 1173 00:32:10,429 --> 00:32:12,064 ASKING YOU WHAT YOUR GOALS ARE. 1174 00:32:12,064 --> 00:32:13,532 >> I JUST WANT TO START COLLEGE, 1175 00:32:13,532 --> 00:32:15,334 GET MY LIFE GOING. 1176 00:32:15,334 --> 00:32:18,437 >> ARE YOU LOOKING TO TAKE 1177 00:32:18,437 --> 00:32:19,238 FULL-TIME CLASSES? 1178 00:32:19,238 --> 00:32:20,206 >> OKAY, WELL, I'M A TEEN 1179 00:32:20,206 --> 00:32:20,806 MOTHER. 1180 00:32:20,806 --> 00:32:21,407 >> YES. 1181 00:32:21,407 --> 00:32:22,508 >> I DON'T WANT TO PUT TOO MUCH 1182 00:32:22,508 --> 00:32:23,509 ON MY PLATE, AND THEN I CAN'T 1183 00:32:23,509 --> 00:32:24,176 HANDLE IT. 1184 00:32:24,176 --> 00:32:25,544 >> MAYBE START OFF WITH ONE OR 1185 00:32:25,544 --> 00:32:27,079 TWO CLASSES IN THE SPRING, SEE 1186 00:32:27,079 --> 00:32:28,114 HOW THAT WORKS OUT. 1187 00:32:28,114 --> 00:32:29,148 >> NOW, HOW LONG WOULD IT TAKE 1188 00:32:29,148 --> 00:32:30,682 FOR ME TO GRADUATE AND FINISH? 1189 00:32:30,682 --> 00:32:32,251 >> WELL, OUR PROGRAMS ARE ALL 1190 00:32:32,251 --> 00:32:34,353 CALLED TWO-YEAR PROGRAMS, BUT IT 1191 00:32:34,353 --> 00:32:37,289 IS ALL DEPENDANT ON WHETHER 1192 00:32:37,289 --> 00:32:38,657 YOU'RE FULL-TIME OR PART-TIME. 1193 00:32:38,657 --> 00:32:39,825 IF YOU DO GO PART-TIME, 1194 00:32:39,825 --> 00:32:41,227 WHICH WOULD BE THAT ONE TO TWO 1195 00:32:41,227 --> 00:32:45,531 COURSES, IT COULD LONGER. 1196 00:32:45,531 --> 00:32:46,832 >> PART-TIME IS THE BEST OPTION 1197 00:32:46,832 --> 00:32:48,500 FOR ME, SINCE SO MUCH OF MY TIME 1198 00:32:48,500 --> 00:32:50,536 IS SPENT TAKING CARE OF NOVA. 1199 00:32:50,536 --> 00:32:51,737 >> OH, MY GOD. 1200 00:32:51,737 --> 00:32:53,839 I THINK SHE'S-- 1201 00:32:53,839 --> 00:32:54,740 >> ARE THEY POO-POOS? 1202 00:32:54,740 --> 00:32:55,607 >> SHE'S A POOPY GIRL. 1203 00:32:55,607 --> 00:32:57,176 >> WE HAVE TO FEED HER. 1204 00:32:57,176 --> 00:32:58,210 >> I THINK WE HAVE TO CHANGE HER 1205 00:32:58,210 --> 00:33:00,679 FIRST. 1206 00:33:00,679 --> 00:33:03,215 OH, MY GOD, GIRL, WAIT. 1207 00:33:03,215 --> 00:33:04,183 WHERE THE HELL ARE WE GONNA 1208 00:33:04,183 --> 00:33:05,551 CHANGE HER? 1209 00:33:05,551 --> 00:33:07,019 [gasps] 1210 00:33:07,019 --> 00:33:08,187 OH, MY GOD, THEY DON'T HAVE A 1211 00:33:08,187 --> 00:33:10,056 CHANGING DIAPER RACKY. 1212 00:33:10,056 --> 00:33:11,090 >> WHAT ARE WE GONNA DO, PUT HER 1213 00:33:11,090 --> 00:33:11,757 UP HERE? 1214 00:33:11,757 --> 00:33:12,558 [laughs] 1215 00:33:12,558 --> 00:33:13,692 >> THAT'S TOO TALL. 1216 00:33:13,692 --> 00:33:15,927 NOVA, YOU POOPY GIRL, THANKS A 1217 00:33:15,927 --> 00:33:16,895 LOT. 1218 00:33:16,895 --> 00:33:18,397 >> COME ON, BABY. 1219 00:33:18,397 --> 00:33:19,398 >> YOU'RE GONNA HOLD HER JUST 1220 00:33:19,398 --> 00:33:20,799 LIKE THIS. 1221 00:33:20,799 --> 00:33:22,101 BITE THAT. 1222 00:33:22,101 --> 00:33:23,535 JUST HOLD THAT. 1223 00:33:23,535 --> 00:33:24,903 ARE YOUR LEGS CRAMPING? 1224 00:33:24,903 --> 00:33:25,704 >> [muffled] THAT'S 1225 00:33:25,704 --> 00:33:26,805 UNBELIEVABLE. 1226 00:33:26,805 --> 00:33:27,906 >> DON'T DROOL. 1227 00:33:27,906 --> 00:33:29,341 OOH, SHE POOPY! 1228 00:33:29,341 --> 00:33:32,111 NOVA, COME ON, GIRL. 1229 00:33:32,111 --> 00:33:33,279 SHE'S STILL PUSHING. 1230 00:33:33,279 --> 00:33:36,982 GREAT. 1231 00:33:36,982 --> 00:33:37,849 >> [giggles] 1232 00:33:37,849 --> 00:33:40,119 THIS STINKS. 1233 00:33:41,787 --> 00:33:43,155 NOVA, STAY STILL, CHICA. 1234 00:33:43,155 --> 00:33:45,057 COME ON, WORK WITH ME. 1235 00:33:47,759 --> 00:33:50,262 >> IT SUCKS, BECAUSE DEVOIN 1236 00:33:50,262 --> 00:33:51,397 COULD'VE BEEN HERE. 1237 00:33:51,397 --> 00:33:53,365 I COULD'VE LET DEVOIN BABYSIT 1238 00:33:53,365 --> 00:33:54,633 THE BABY WHILE I WAS IN SCHOOL, 1239 00:33:54,633 --> 00:33:56,135 BUT... 1240 00:33:56,135 --> 00:33:58,104 >> WHATEVER IT TAKES, YOU HAVE 1241 00:33:58,104 --> 00:33:59,205 TO COME TO SCHOOL, BRIANA. 1242 00:33:59,205 --> 00:34:00,239 YOU'RE GONNA HAVE TO MAKE 1243 00:34:00,239 --> 00:34:01,607 SACRIFICES. 1244 00:34:01,607 --> 00:34:04,110 >> WE'RE IN SCHOOL, BABY. 1245 00:34:04,110 --> 00:34:05,010 YOU'RE GONNA BE HERE IN 1246 00:34:05,010 --> 00:34:06,945 ANOTHER--HOW MANY YEARS? 1247 00:34:06,945 --> 00:34:08,514 >> ARE YOU NERVOUS ABOUT IT? 1248 00:34:08,514 --> 00:34:09,715 >> I DON'T KNOW IF I'M GONNA BE 1249 00:34:09,715 --> 00:34:12,884 ABLE TO JUGGLE SCHOOL, BEING A 1250 00:34:12,884 --> 00:34:15,887 MOTHER, TAKING CARE OF HER, AND 1251 00:34:15,887 --> 00:34:19,825 HOW I FEEL ABOUT DEVOIN AND MY 1252 00:34:19,825 --> 00:34:22,494 EMOTIONAL STATE. 1253 00:34:22,494 --> 00:34:23,729 >> I KNOW YOU'RE EMOTIONALLY 1254 00:34:23,729 --> 00:34:25,597 EXHAUSTED. 1255 00:34:25,597 --> 00:34:27,699 YOU JUST HAD A BABY. 1256 00:34:27,699 --> 00:34:29,535 YOU'RE 17 YEARS OLD, TRYING TO 1257 00:34:29,535 --> 00:34:31,270 GO TO COLLEGE, TRYING TO STILL 1258 00:34:31,270 --> 00:34:33,038 BE A TEENAGER, BECAUSE YOU'RE 1259 00:34:33,038 --> 00:34:34,906 STILL NOT AN ADULT. 1260 00:34:36,942 --> 00:34:38,810 I KNOW IT'S HARD. 1261 00:34:51,123 --> 00:34:52,524 >> I'M USUALLY REALLY EXCITED 1262 00:34:52,524 --> 00:34:54,426 FOR HALLOWEEN, BUT THIS YEAR IS 1263 00:34:54,426 --> 00:34:55,927 DIFFERENT, BECAUSE I HAVE TO 1264 00:34:55,927 --> 00:34:57,163 STAY HOME WITH THE BABY ALL 1265 00:34:57,163 --> 00:34:58,630 NIGHT, WHILE BRITTANY GETS TO 1266 00:34:58,630 --> 00:34:59,898 HAVE FUN WITH HER FRIENDS. 1267 00:34:59,898 --> 00:35:00,599 >> BYE, MOM. 1268 00:35:00,599 --> 00:35:04,303 >> BYE. 1269 00:35:04,303 --> 00:35:05,937 >> THIS IS HAUNTED, FOR REAL. 1270 00:35:05,937 --> 00:35:07,406 I'M SCARED. 1271 00:35:07,406 --> 00:35:09,241 [screaming] 1272 00:35:09,241 --> 00:35:12,244 [baby crying] 1273 00:35:12,244 --> 00:35:13,912 [screaming] 1274 00:35:13,912 --> 00:35:17,483 [baby crying] 1275 00:35:17,483 --> 00:35:18,884 >> I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT TO DO 1276 00:35:18,884 --> 00:35:20,352 WITH YOU. 1277 00:35:20,352 --> 00:35:21,253 >> GET CLOSE, GET CLOSE. 1278 00:35:21,253 --> 00:35:23,722 WAIT, I CAN'T SEE EVERYBODY. 1279 00:35:23,722 --> 00:35:24,690 [phone tone chimes] 1280 00:35:24,690 --> 00:35:26,425 >> OH, THEY'RE IN THE HAUNTED 1281 00:35:26,425 --> 00:35:27,926 HOUSE. 1282 00:35:27,926 --> 00:35:29,828 THEY'RE HAVING FUN. 1283 00:35:35,901 --> 00:35:37,336 IT'S PRETTY CLEAR I'M GOING TO 1284 00:35:37,336 --> 00:35:39,004 BE SACRIFICING A LOT TO RAISE 1285 00:35:39,004 --> 00:35:40,339 NOVA ON MY OWN. 1286 00:35:40,339 --> 00:35:42,007 I REALLY WAS EXPECTING MORE OUT 1287 00:35:42,007 --> 00:35:44,042 OF DEVOIN. 1288 00:35:44,042 --> 00:35:45,977 >> I THINK THAT WHEN YOU DECIDED 1289 00:35:45,977 --> 00:35:47,112 TO HAVE NOVA, YOU THOUGHT 1290 00:35:47,112 --> 00:35:48,447 EVERYTHING WAS GONNA BE SO 1291 00:35:48,447 --> 00:35:50,316 DIFFERENT, AND NOW THAT IT IS, 1292 00:35:50,316 --> 00:35:51,650 YOU JUST CAN'T EVEN 1293 00:35:51,650 --> 00:35:55,254 COMPREHEND IT. 1294 00:35:55,254 --> 00:35:56,555 AND I THINK IT'S HURTING YOU 1295 00:35:56,555 --> 00:35:59,191 REALLY BAD. 1296 00:35:59,191 --> 00:36:00,326 >> I DON'T WANT TO BE SAD 1297 00:36:00,326 --> 00:36:02,194 ANYMORE. 1298 00:36:06,865 --> 00:36:07,833 'CAUSE, LIKE, I REALLY CAN'T 1299 00:36:07,833 --> 00:36:09,701 ENJOY BEING A MOTHER, BECAUSE 1300 00:36:09,701 --> 00:36:14,506 THIS IS NOT WHAT I WANTED. 1301 00:36:14,506 --> 00:36:15,774 I'M PRETTY SURE HE DOESN'T WORRY 1302 00:36:15,774 --> 00:36:18,377 ABOUT NOVA THE WAY I DO. 1303 00:36:18,377 --> 00:36:20,346 HE DOESN'T LOVE NOVA ENOUGH TO 1304 00:36:20,346 --> 00:36:22,914 STOP WHAT HE'S DOING. 1305 00:36:22,914 --> 00:36:25,284 I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO ANYMORE. 1306 00:36:31,723 --> 00:36:33,825 [chime dings] 1307 00:36:37,463 --> 00:36:38,464 >> female announcer: DON'T GO 1308 00:36:38,464 --> 00:36:39,498 AWAY, THIS EPISODE OF 16 AND 1309 00:36:39,498 --> 00:36:40,966 PREGNANT CONTINUES RIGHT NOW. 1310 00:36:44,202 --> 00:36:46,037 >> THE NEXT DAY, DEVOIN TEXTED 1311 00:36:46,037 --> 00:36:47,939 THAT HE WANTS TO DISCUSS THINGS, 1312 00:36:47,939 --> 00:36:49,741 BUT NOT AT MY HOUSE OR AROUND MY 1313 00:36:49,741 --> 00:36:50,676 MOM. 1314 00:36:50,676 --> 00:36:51,943 SO I AGREED TO MEET HIM FOR 1315 00:36:51,943 --> 00:36:53,645 DINNER. 1316 00:36:53,645 --> 00:36:54,646 [solemn piano music] 1317 00:36:54,646 --> 00:37:02,521 * * 1318 00:37:12,798 --> 00:37:15,767 I GUESS DADDY'S NOT COMING. 1319 00:37:15,767 --> 00:37:18,337 [frustrated sigh] 1320 00:37:36,254 --> 00:37:39,090 [door slams] 1321 00:37:49,100 --> 00:37:51,269 >> SO WHAT DID YOU WRITE HIM? 1322 00:37:51,269 --> 00:37:52,237 >> I SAID, "WHERE ARE YOU? 1323 00:37:52,237 --> 00:37:53,505 I'M HERE." 1324 00:37:53,505 --> 00:37:55,006 >> YOU TOLD HIM YOU HAD NOVA? 1325 00:37:55,006 --> 00:37:56,007 >> HE KNEW I WAS COMING WITH 1326 00:37:56,007 --> 00:37:56,608 NOVA. 1327 00:37:56,608 --> 00:38:00,211 HE COULD'VE CAME TO SEE HER. 1328 00:38:00,211 --> 00:38:02,113 HE COULD'VE CAME TO TALK. 1329 00:38:18,196 --> 00:38:18,964 >> ARE YOU OKAY? 1330 00:38:18,964 --> 00:38:20,366 YOU LOOK KIND OF SAD. 1331 00:38:20,366 --> 00:38:21,467 >> I HAD TUNNEL VISION. 1332 00:38:21,467 --> 00:38:22,501 I WAS LIKE, "HE'S GONNA BE 1333 00:38:22,501 --> 00:38:23,168 THERE. 1334 00:38:23,168 --> 00:38:26,472 WE'RE GONNA DO THIS." 1335 00:38:26,472 --> 00:38:28,073 >> PEOPLE LET OTHER PEOPLE DOWN, 1336 00:38:28,073 --> 00:38:29,941 BRIANA. 1337 00:38:29,941 --> 00:38:31,577 I MADE MY DECISION, SO I DON'T 1338 00:38:31,577 --> 00:38:32,711 HAVE TO EAT NOBODY'S [bleep]. 1339 00:38:32,711 --> 00:38:33,612 I DON'T KNOW HOW THE HELL 1340 00:38:33,612 --> 00:38:34,279 YOU DO IT. 1341 00:38:34,279 --> 00:38:36,648 IT'S TOO HARD. 1342 00:38:36,648 --> 00:38:37,716 >> IT'S HARD TO HAVE A SOCIAL 1343 00:38:37,716 --> 00:38:39,485 LIFE, KNOWING THAT YOU HAVE TO 1344 00:38:39,485 --> 00:38:40,919 TAKE CARE OF A KID. 1345 00:38:40,919 --> 00:38:42,087 YOU DON'T HAVE TO WORRY ABOUT 1346 00:38:42,087 --> 00:38:44,155 THAT, SO CAN SLEEP OVER AT 1347 00:38:44,155 --> 00:38:47,426 PEOPLE'S HOUSES, GO PARTYING. 1348 00:38:47,426 --> 00:38:48,760 I CAN'T DO THAT. 1349 00:38:48,760 --> 00:38:50,095 >> STAYING HOME ALL DAY LIKE YOU 1350 00:38:50,095 --> 00:38:50,962 DO IS NOT RIGHT. 1351 00:38:50,962 --> 00:38:51,897 YOU'RE ALWAYS IN THE LIVING 1352 00:38:51,897 --> 00:38:52,464 ROOM. 1353 00:38:52,464 --> 00:38:53,465 THIS IS, LIKE, ALL YOU SEE ALL 1354 00:38:53,465 --> 00:38:53,999 DAY. 1355 00:38:53,999 --> 00:38:56,267 >> IT'S NOT EASY TO JUST GO OUT 1356 00:38:56,267 --> 00:38:57,769 AND DO SOMETHING, EVEN IF IT'S 1357 00:38:57,769 --> 00:38:58,937 FOR AN HOUR. 1358 00:38:58,937 --> 00:38:59,938 YOU STILL HAVE TO WORRY ABOUT 1359 00:38:59,938 --> 00:39:00,506 NOVA. 1360 00:39:00,506 --> 00:39:01,740 YOU STILL HAVE TO MAKE SURE 1361 00:39:01,740 --> 00:39:03,509 SHE'S FED, CHANGED. 1362 00:39:03,509 --> 00:39:05,176 AND IF I COULD GO BACK AND MAKE 1363 00:39:05,176 --> 00:39:07,979 THE DECISION YOU MADE... 1364 00:39:07,979 --> 00:39:11,650 I WOULD DO IT. 1365 00:39:11,650 --> 00:39:12,818 I'M NOT SAYING THAT I REGRET HER 1366 00:39:12,818 --> 00:39:15,320 OR ANYTHING, BUT YOU MADE A 1367 00:39:15,320 --> 00:39:17,188 VERY, VERY SMART DECISION. 1368 00:39:22,994 --> 00:39:24,630 BRITTANY HAS, LIKE, SURPRISED ME 1369 00:39:24,630 --> 00:39:25,897 COMPLETELY. 1370 00:39:25,897 --> 00:39:27,065 I THOUGHT, YOU KNOW, SHE WOULD 1371 00:39:27,065 --> 00:39:28,700 BE, LIKE, REBELLIOUS AGAINST 1372 00:39:28,700 --> 00:39:30,502 EVERYTHING, BUT SHE HAS SHOWN SO 1373 00:39:30,502 --> 00:39:32,871 MUCH SUPPORT. 1374 00:39:32,871 --> 00:39:34,139 I WOULD TRADE PLACES WITH MY 1375 00:39:34,139 --> 00:39:37,375 SISTER ANY DAY. 1376 00:39:37,375 --> 00:39:38,944 I DON'T SEE MYSELF AS A TEENAGER 1377 00:39:38,944 --> 00:39:40,345 ANYMORE, BECAUSE I'M NOT DOING 1378 00:39:40,345 --> 00:39:42,080 TEENAGED THINGS. 1379 00:39:42,080 --> 00:39:43,815 I'M TOO BUSY TAKING CARE OF MY 1380 00:39:43,815 --> 00:39:44,950 DAUGHTER. 1381 00:39:44,950 --> 00:39:46,552 COME ON, LET'S EAT. 1382 00:39:46,552 --> 00:39:48,186 [baby crying] 1383 00:39:48,186 --> 00:39:49,488 SHE'S A 24-HOURS, 1384 00:39:49,488 --> 00:39:55,360 SEVEN-DAYS-A-WEEK KIND OF JOB. 1385 00:39:55,360 --> 00:39:56,094 YOU HUNGRY? 1386 00:39:56,094 --> 00:39:57,362 I'M TOO YOUNG TO BE GOING 1387 00:39:57,362 --> 00:39:59,364 THROUGH ANY OF THIS. 1388 00:39:59,364 --> 00:40:01,633 NEVER MAKE A PERMANENT DECISION 1389 00:40:01,633 --> 00:40:04,736 ON TEMPORARY FEELINGS. 1390 00:40:04,736 --> 00:40:07,973 DEVOIN, HE DOESN'T DESERVE NOVA. 1391 00:40:07,973 --> 00:40:09,708 I KEEP GIVING HIM CHANCES AFTER 1392 00:40:09,708 --> 00:40:11,643 CHANCES AFTER CHANCES, AND HE 1393 00:40:11,643 --> 00:40:12,911 KEEPS LETTING MY DOWN EVERY 1394 00:40:12,911 --> 00:40:15,781 TIME. 1395 00:40:15,781 --> 00:40:17,015 I DON'T WANT TO HAVE ANYTHING TO 1396 00:40:17,015 --> 00:40:18,784 DO WITH HIM. 1397 00:40:18,784 --> 00:40:20,486 AS MUCH AS I WANTED US TO WORK 1398 00:40:20,486 --> 00:40:23,889 OUT, IT'S NOT-- 1399 00:40:23,889 --> 00:40:26,558 IT'S NOT GOING TO. 1400 00:40:26,558 --> 00:40:27,926 I DON'T KNOW WHAT'S GONNA HAPPEN 1401 00:40:27,926 --> 00:40:30,328 IN THE NEAR FUTURE, BUT I KNOW 1402 00:40:30,328 --> 00:40:32,931 I'M GONNA KEEP MY GRADES UP, 1403 00:40:32,931 --> 00:40:34,432 BECAUSE IF I DON'T HAVE AN 1404 00:40:34,432 --> 00:40:37,669 EDUCATION, I'M NOT GOING FAR. 1405 00:40:37,669 --> 00:40:39,204 I CAN'T LIVE OFF OF A HIGH 1406 00:40:39,204 --> 00:40:41,206 SCHOOL DIPLOMA. 1407 00:40:41,206 --> 00:40:44,943 MY MOM IS MY ROLE MODEL, AND I'M 1408 00:40:44,943 --> 00:40:46,377 SO GRATEFUL FOR HAVING HER 1409 00:40:46,377 --> 00:40:48,346 AROUND, 'CAUSE IF SHE WASN'T 1410 00:40:48,346 --> 00:40:50,482 HERE, I WOULDN'T BE ABLE TO DO 1411 00:40:50,482 --> 00:40:53,051 HALF THE THINGS I'VE DONE. 1412 00:40:53,051 --> 00:40:57,088 I WANT THE BEST FOR MY DAUGHTER. 1413 00:40:57,088 --> 00:40:58,724 I DON'T WANT HER TO GO THROUGH 1414 00:40:58,724 --> 00:41:01,226 WHAT I'VE BEEN THROUGH. 1415 00:41:01,226 --> 00:41:03,428 [chime dings] 1416 00:41:16,575 --> 00:41:18,043 >> announcer: ON THE NEXT... 1417 00:41:18,043 --> 00:41:19,444 >> I WANT TO GO PRO AS SOON AS 1418 00:41:19,444 --> 00:41:21,412 I'M 18, BUT THE BABY COMES 1419 00:41:21,412 --> 00:41:23,649 FIRST. 1420 00:41:23,649 --> 00:41:24,783 >> IT'S GONNA BE HARD. 1421 00:41:24,783 --> 00:41:26,084 >> YOU'RE JUST DOUBTING ME ALL 1422 00:41:26,084 --> 00:41:27,385 THE TIME. 1423 00:41:27,385 --> 00:41:29,020 [baby crying] 1424 00:41:29,020 --> 00:41:30,355 I MISS THE GYM. 1425 00:41:30,355 --> 00:41:31,690 AND I MISS YOU. 1426 00:41:31,690 --> 00:41:32,691 THIS IS THE REASON I HAVEN'T 1427 00:41:32,691 --> 00:41:34,560 BEEN HERE.