1 00:00:03,604 --> 00:00:04,672 >> [laughs] 2 00:00:04,672 --> 00:00:06,240 HI, I'M KATIE. 3 00:00:06,240 --> 00:00:07,541 WE SHOULD JUST, LIKE, DANCE IN, 4 00:00:07,541 --> 00:00:08,376 LIKE, ONE BIG GROUP. 5 00:00:08,376 --> 00:00:09,477 AND I'M FROM ROCK SPRINGS, 6 00:00:09,477 --> 00:00:10,678 WYOMING. 7 00:00:10,678 --> 00:00:11,779 THERE'S NOT MUCH OUT HERE 8 00:00:11,779 --> 00:00:13,347 BESIDES MOUNTAINS AND WIDE-OPEN 9 00:00:13,347 --> 00:00:15,015 SPACE, BUT MY FRIENDS AND I 10 00:00:15,015 --> 00:00:16,250 FIND WAYS TO HAVE FUN. 11 00:00:16,250 --> 00:00:17,918 DON'T DO ANYTHING SCARY! 12 00:00:17,918 --> 00:00:19,019 MY PARENTS ARE DIVORCED, 13 00:00:19,019 --> 00:00:20,221 BUT I'M STILL REALLY CLOSE WITH 14 00:00:20,221 --> 00:00:20,954 BOTH OF THEM. 15 00:00:20,954 --> 00:00:22,423 BUT THE PERSON I'M CLOSEST WITH 16 00:00:22,423 --> 00:00:24,092 IS MY BOYFRIEND, JOEY. 17 00:00:24,092 --> 00:00:25,326 JOEY AND I ARE ATTACHED AT 18 00:00:25,326 --> 00:00:26,894 THE HIP, AND WE DO EVERYTHING 19 00:00:26,894 --> 00:00:27,661 TOGETHER. 20 00:00:27,661 --> 00:00:28,596 I HOPE IT STAYS LIKE THIS 21 00:00:28,596 --> 00:00:29,363 FOREVER. 22 00:00:29,363 --> 00:00:30,531 AND SINCE OUR FAMILIES GET ALONG 23 00:00:30,531 --> 00:00:32,066 GREAT, MY MOM LET ME MOVE IN 24 00:00:32,066 --> 00:00:33,567 WITH HIM, SO NOW JOEY AND I LIVE 25 00:00:33,567 --> 00:00:35,303 WITH HIS MOM AND STEP-DAD 26 00:00:35,303 --> 00:00:36,337 AND HIS LITTLE BROTHER AND 27 00:00:36,337 --> 00:00:38,406 SISTER. 28 00:00:38,406 --> 00:00:39,673 I'M ALMOST DONE WITH MY SENIOR 29 00:00:39,673 --> 00:00:40,541 YEAR OF HIGH SCHOOL. 30 00:00:40,541 --> 00:00:42,076 I GET REALLY GOOD GRADES, 31 00:00:42,076 --> 00:00:43,277 AND I'VE ALWAYS WANTED TO GO 32 00:00:43,277 --> 00:00:44,512 AWAY TO COLLEGE IN DENVER. 33 00:00:44,512 --> 00:00:46,080 MY LONG-TERM PLAN IS TO GET 34 00:00:46,080 --> 00:00:47,948 A MASTER'S DEGREE IN PSYCHOLOGY. 35 00:00:47,948 --> 00:00:49,683 AND EVERYBODY IS GONNA CALL ME 36 00:00:49,683 --> 00:00:50,851 DR. KATIE. 37 00:00:50,851 --> 00:00:51,885 BUT IT LOOKS LIKE I'M GOING TO 38 00:00:51,885 --> 00:00:53,554 HAVE TO PUT THAT ON HOLD 39 00:00:53,554 --> 00:00:54,222 BECAUSE... 40 00:00:54,222 --> 00:00:55,156 [chime dings] 41 00:00:55,156 --> 00:00:57,158 I'M PREGNANT. 42 00:01:04,765 --> 00:01:06,267 I'M SIX MONTHS PREGNANT AND 43 00:01:06,267 --> 00:01:07,468 NEARING THE END OF MY SENIOR 44 00:01:07,468 --> 00:01:09,069 YEAR OF HIGH SCHOOL. 45 00:01:09,069 --> 00:01:10,371 BUT IT'S SUNDAY AND ONE OF 46 00:01:10,371 --> 00:01:11,539 THE FIRST NICE SPRING DAYS OF 47 00:01:11,539 --> 00:01:12,240 THE YEAR. 48 00:01:12,240 --> 00:01:13,006 >> WHERE DO YOU WANT TO SIT? 49 00:01:13,006 --> 00:01:14,775 >> JOEY'S BEEN SO SUPPORTIVE, 50 00:01:14,775 --> 00:01:16,277 AND I LOVE GETTING TO SPEND TIME 51 00:01:16,277 --> 00:01:17,978 WITH HIM. 52 00:01:17,978 --> 00:01:18,946 WE'VE KNOWN EACH OTHER FOR 53 00:01:18,946 --> 00:01:20,381 A LONG TIME. 54 00:01:20,381 --> 00:01:21,949 >> LIKE, 12 OR 13, PROBABLY. 55 00:01:21,949 --> 00:01:22,616 >> MM-HMM. 56 00:01:22,616 --> 00:01:24,385 YOU WORE, LIKE, SKINNY PANTS, 57 00:01:24,385 --> 00:01:26,053 LIKE, SILVER JEANS. 58 00:01:26,053 --> 00:01:26,954 >> [laughs] 59 00:01:26,954 --> 00:01:28,256 >> AND THEY WERE, LIKE, GIRL 60 00:01:28,256 --> 00:01:28,956 PANTS. 61 00:01:28,956 --> 00:01:30,891 I WAS LIKE, "JOEY IS SO HOT." 62 00:01:30,891 --> 00:01:31,625 [chuckles] 63 00:01:31,625 --> 00:01:33,093 I NEVER KNEW YOU AS THE TYPE OF 64 00:01:33,093 --> 00:01:34,762 GUY THAT WOULD, LIKE, WANT 65 00:01:34,762 --> 00:01:36,029 A GIRLFRIEND. 66 00:01:36,029 --> 00:01:37,231 >> 'CAUSE I'M NOT THE TYPE OF 67 00:01:37,231 --> 00:01:38,232 GUY THAT NORMALLY WANTED 68 00:01:38,232 --> 00:01:39,300 A GIRLFRIEND. 69 00:01:39,300 --> 00:01:40,301 >> IT'S FUNNY, THOUGH, 'CAUSE, 70 00:01:40,301 --> 00:01:41,569 LIKE, WE WOULD SLEEP IN THE SAME 71 00:01:41,569 --> 00:01:43,070 BED, BUT I WOULD NEVER LET YOU 72 00:01:43,070 --> 00:01:44,238 HAVE SEX WITH ME. 73 00:01:44,238 --> 00:01:45,706 I JUST, LIKE, WANTED YOU TO BE 74 00:01:45,706 --> 00:01:47,341 IN A RELATIONSHIP WITH ME BEFORE 75 00:01:47,341 --> 00:01:49,009 I, LIKE--I DIDN'T WANT TO BE, 76 00:01:49,009 --> 00:01:50,811 LIKE, SOME STUPID HO THAT, LIKE, 77 00:01:50,811 --> 00:01:51,945 CAME TO YOUR HOUSE AND, LIKE, 78 00:01:51,945 --> 00:01:53,481 JUST HAD SEX WITH YOU. 79 00:01:53,481 --> 00:01:55,183 I WANTED YOU TO RESPECT ME. 80 00:01:55,183 --> 00:01:56,417 >> I DID. 81 00:01:56,417 --> 00:01:57,518 >> SO AROUND THE TIME THAT WE 82 00:01:57,518 --> 00:01:58,786 GOT PREGNANT, BIRTH CONTROL WAS, 83 00:01:58,786 --> 00:02:00,421 LIKE, NEVER A BIG DEAL, BECAUSE 84 00:02:00,421 --> 00:02:01,855 IT WAS JUST, LIKE, YOU REACHED 85 00:02:01,855 --> 00:02:03,224 OVER AND GRABBED A CONDOM, 86 00:02:03,224 --> 00:02:03,857 AND IT WAS THAT-- 87 00:02:03,857 --> 00:02:05,226 >> SOMETIMES. 88 00:02:05,226 --> 00:02:06,494 IF THEY WERE THERE, I USED THEM; 89 00:02:06,494 --> 00:02:08,762 IF NOT, THEN WE JUST KIND OF DID 90 00:02:08,762 --> 00:02:09,563 OUR THING. 91 00:02:09,563 --> 00:02:10,598 >> I JUST WISH I WOULD'VE, LIKE, 92 00:02:10,598 --> 00:02:12,433 REALIZED THAT BEFORE, LIKE, THAT 93 00:02:12,433 --> 00:02:14,335 IT WAS, LIKE, NOT YOUR JOB; 94 00:02:14,335 --> 00:02:15,436 IT WAS MY JOB. 95 00:02:15,436 --> 00:02:16,103 >> I DON'T KNOW. 96 00:02:16,103 --> 00:02:18,172 I THINK IT'S BOTH PEOPLE'S JOB, 97 00:02:18,172 --> 00:02:19,940 BUT APPARENTLY I DIDN'T DO TOO 98 00:02:19,940 --> 00:02:21,942 GOOD OF A JOB. 99 00:02:23,444 --> 00:02:24,578 >> OUR FRIENDS WERE SHOCKED WHEN 100 00:02:24,578 --> 00:02:25,646 THEY FOUND OUT WE WERE HAVING 101 00:02:25,646 --> 00:02:27,147 A BABY. 102 00:02:27,147 --> 00:02:28,682 THE DAY THAT I FOUND OUT I WAS 103 00:02:28,682 --> 00:02:30,050 PREGNANT--I DIDN'T REALLY KNOW 104 00:02:30,050 --> 00:02:31,585 YET, LIKE, THAT DAY THAT I 105 00:02:31,585 --> 00:02:32,620 CALLED YOU ON THE PHONE. 106 00:02:32,620 --> 00:02:33,621 WHEN I WAS CRYING, AND I WAS 107 00:02:33,621 --> 00:02:35,323 LIKE, "I DON'T KNOW WHAT'S GOING 108 00:02:35,323 --> 00:02:37,525 TO HAPPEN" AND ALL THAT STUFF. 109 00:02:37,525 --> 00:02:38,592 AND YOU'RE LIKE, "WELL, HAVE YOU 110 00:02:38,592 --> 00:02:39,393 TAKEN A TEST?" 111 00:02:39,393 --> 00:02:40,361 AND I'M LIKE, "I HAVEN'T LOOKED 112 00:02:40,361 --> 00:02:40,928 AT IT YET." 113 00:02:40,928 --> 00:02:41,595 YOU'RE LIKE... 114 00:02:41,595 --> 00:02:42,463 >> "WELL, CALL ME BACK." 115 00:02:42,463 --> 00:02:43,163 >> "WELL, CALL ME BACK 116 00:02:43,163 --> 00:02:44,765 WHEN YOU KNOW." 117 00:02:44,765 --> 00:02:45,766 >> I REMEMBER THE FIRST TIME 118 00:02:45,766 --> 00:02:46,667 YOU TOLD ME THAT YOU GUYS KNEW 119 00:02:46,667 --> 00:02:47,501 SHE WAS PREGNANT. 120 00:02:47,501 --> 00:02:48,369 I THOUGHT YOU WERE JUST PULLING 121 00:02:48,369 --> 00:02:49,203 MY CHAIN, BRO. 122 00:02:49,203 --> 00:02:50,538 >> [laughs] 123 00:02:50,538 --> 00:02:51,205 >> "NO, SHE'S NOT. 124 00:02:51,205 --> 00:02:52,406 DON'T LIE TO ME." 125 00:02:52,406 --> 00:02:53,641 EVERYTHING'S CHANGED SO MUCH. 126 00:02:53,641 --> 00:02:55,476 WE USED TO BE PARTY, PARTY, 127 00:02:55,476 --> 00:02:57,978 PARTY, SLEEP, PARTY, YOU KNOW? 128 00:02:57,978 --> 00:02:58,979 >> IT'S 'CAUSE HE MET ME, 129 00:02:58,979 --> 00:03:01,749 AND I STRAIGHTENED HIM OUT. 130 00:03:01,749 --> 00:03:02,916 >> MY FIRST THOUGHT WAS, 131 00:03:02,916 --> 00:03:05,553 IF JOEY WAS, LIKE, HAPPY OR MAD 132 00:03:05,553 --> 00:03:06,654 ABOUT IT, AND THEN WHEN 133 00:03:06,654 --> 00:03:07,521 YOU TOLD ME HE WAS HAPPY, 134 00:03:07,521 --> 00:03:09,323 LIKE--IT WAS KIND OF, 135 00:03:09,323 --> 00:03:10,090 LIKE, A RELIEF. 136 00:03:10,090 --> 00:03:11,725 AT LEAST YOU HAVE SOMEONE BESIDE 137 00:03:11,725 --> 00:03:13,761 YOU, LIKE, HELPING YOU NOW. 138 00:03:13,761 --> 00:03:15,195 >> THAT WAS MY BIGGEST FEAR THAT 139 00:03:15,195 --> 00:03:16,364 JOEY WAS GONNA BE LIKE, "WELL, 140 00:03:16,364 --> 00:03:17,765 I'M STILL A KID," YOU KNOW, 141 00:03:17,765 --> 00:03:20,434 AND COMPLETELY BOOK IT OUT OF 142 00:03:20,434 --> 00:03:21,735 MY LIFE. 143 00:03:21,735 --> 00:03:23,837 BUT THEN WHEN I SAW, LIKE--AFTER 144 00:03:23,837 --> 00:03:25,506 I WAS CRYING THE WHOLE TIME AND, 145 00:03:25,506 --> 00:03:27,441 LIKE, FREAKING OUT, AND I SAW 146 00:03:27,441 --> 00:03:28,376 THAT HE WAS, LIKE, STILL 147 00:03:28,376 --> 00:03:31,679 THERE--AND THAT KIND OF JUST 148 00:03:31,679 --> 00:03:33,847 MADE ME FEEL LIKE, "OKAY, I'M 149 00:03:33,847 --> 00:03:34,882 PRETTY LUCKY, 'CAUSE THAT 150 00:03:34,882 --> 00:03:35,816 DOESN'T HAPPEN." 151 00:03:35,816 --> 00:03:37,017 LIKE, NORMALLY THE GUY IS 152 00:03:37,017 --> 00:03:37,918 THE FIRST ONE TO RUN 153 00:03:37,918 --> 00:03:39,387 IN THE OTHER DIRECTION. 154 00:03:39,387 --> 00:03:40,988 BUT THAT'S THE FIRST TIME I EVER 155 00:03:40,988 --> 00:03:44,858 TRUSTED A GUY, WAS AFTER THAT. 156 00:03:44,858 --> 00:03:46,827 I KNOW I'M LUCKY TO HAVE JOEY, 157 00:03:46,827 --> 00:03:48,262 AND I HOPE THINGS DON'T CHANGE 158 00:03:48,262 --> 00:03:50,298 TOO MUCH ONCE THE BABY COMES, 159 00:03:50,298 --> 00:03:51,565 ESPECIALLY BECAUSE MY BEST 160 00:03:51,565 --> 00:03:52,966 FRIEND IS ABOUT TO HEAD OFF TO 161 00:03:52,966 --> 00:03:54,201 COLLEGE WITHOUT ME. 162 00:03:54,201 --> 00:03:56,036 >> I AM LEAVING, LIKE, NEXT 163 00:03:56,036 --> 00:03:56,770 MONTH. 164 00:03:56,770 --> 00:03:58,506 >> I FEEL DITCHED. 165 00:03:58,506 --> 00:04:00,040 >> DO NOT FEEL DITCHED. 166 00:04:00,040 --> 00:04:01,909 >> LIKE, I WANTED TO GO TO 167 00:04:01,909 --> 00:04:02,576 DENVER WITH YOU. 168 00:04:02,576 --> 00:04:03,977 I WANTED TO LIVE WITH MY BEST 169 00:04:03,977 --> 00:04:07,080 FRIEND IN THE BEST CITY ON THIS 170 00:04:07,080 --> 00:04:07,948 PART OF THE WORLD. 171 00:04:07,948 --> 00:04:10,751 AND NOW, LIKE, I CAN'T DO THAT. 172 00:04:10,751 --> 00:04:12,085 >> I WAS LIKE, "WE HAVE BEEN 173 00:04:12,085 --> 00:04:14,087 PLANNING THIS SINCE DAY ONE." 174 00:04:14,087 --> 00:04:15,456 >> IT WAS SO FRUSTRATING, 175 00:04:15,456 --> 00:04:16,457 THOUGH, WHEN THE LADY FROM 176 00:04:16,457 --> 00:04:17,458 THE ADMISSION OFFICE-- 177 00:04:17,458 --> 00:04:18,258 >> MM-HMM, I REMEMBER WHEN YOU 178 00:04:18,258 --> 00:04:18,992 GOT ACCEPTED, AND YOU WERE 179 00:04:18,992 --> 00:04:19,660 SO HAPPY. 180 00:04:19,660 --> 00:04:21,529 >> YEAH, I TOLD HER--I WAS LIKE, 181 00:04:21,529 --> 00:04:22,963 "I CAN'T COME." 182 00:04:22,963 --> 00:04:25,198 AND SHE'S LIKE, "OH, WELL, ARE 183 00:04:25,198 --> 00:04:26,367 YOU GOING SOMEWHERE ELSE?" 184 00:04:26,367 --> 00:04:27,668 I WAS LIKE, "YEAH, I'M GOING TO 185 00:04:27,668 --> 00:04:28,836 COMMUNITY COLLEGE." 186 00:04:28,836 --> 00:04:29,570 [both laugh] 187 00:04:29,570 --> 00:04:30,338 >> YOU'RE LIKE, "UGH." 188 00:04:30,338 --> 00:04:31,805 >> AND I WAS ALL UPSET. 189 00:04:31,805 --> 00:04:34,842 "I GOT PREGNANT, AND SO NOW I 190 00:04:34,842 --> 00:04:36,109 JUST HAVE OTHER PRIORITIES IN 191 00:04:36,109 --> 00:04:38,178 LIFE, AND I COULDN'T DO, LIKE, 192 00:04:38,178 --> 00:04:40,013 UNIVERSITY AND BABY AND-- 193 00:04:40,013 --> 00:04:41,281 BUT I THINK YOU HAVE A FABULOUS, 194 00:04:41,281 --> 00:04:42,350 FABULOUS SCHOOL. 195 00:04:42,350 --> 00:04:43,851 IT'S A SCHOOL OF DREAMS." 196 00:04:43,851 --> 00:04:44,685 >> YOU'RE LIKE, "IT WAS MY 197 00:04:44,685 --> 00:04:45,386 DREAM." 198 00:04:45,386 --> 00:04:46,053 >> YEAH. 199 00:04:46,053 --> 00:04:49,357 >> SO AFTER YOU, LIKE, HAVE... 200 00:04:49,357 --> 00:04:51,224 THE LITTLE ONE, ARE YOU GONNA, 201 00:04:51,224 --> 00:04:52,526 LIKE, GO TO DENVER LIKE YOU 202 00:04:52,526 --> 00:04:53,193 WANTED TO? 203 00:04:53,193 --> 00:04:54,061 >> ME AND JOEY, LIKE, HAVE 204 00:04:54,061 --> 00:04:55,028 TALKED ABOUT THAT, 205 00:04:55,028 --> 00:04:57,130 MOVING IN TWO YEARS. 206 00:04:57,130 --> 00:04:58,432 LIKE, HIM GETTING A JOB AND US 207 00:04:58,432 --> 00:04:59,299 SAVING MONEY. 208 00:04:59,299 --> 00:05:00,167 IT'LL STILL HAPPEN. 209 00:05:00,167 --> 00:05:01,502 IT JUST WON'T BE THE SAME WAY 210 00:05:01,502 --> 00:05:02,803 THAT I WANTED IT TO BE, LIKE-- 211 00:05:02,803 --> 00:05:03,537 >> YEAH. 212 00:05:03,537 --> 00:05:04,705 >> THE WAY THAT I PLANNED 213 00:05:04,705 --> 00:05:06,707 EVERYTHING TO BE. 214 00:05:09,577 --> 00:05:11,512 EVEN THOUGH I LIVE AT JOEY'S, 215 00:05:11,512 --> 00:05:13,547 I STILL GO TO SEE MY MOM A LOT. 216 00:05:13,547 --> 00:05:15,383 TONIGHT SHE'S HAVING US OVER 217 00:05:15,383 --> 00:05:16,417 FOR DINNER. 218 00:05:16,417 --> 00:05:17,918 MY MOM WAS PRETTY DISAPPOINTED 219 00:05:17,918 --> 00:05:18,886 WHEN SHE FOUND OUT I WAS 220 00:05:18,886 --> 00:05:20,888 PREGNANT, BECAUSE MY EDUCATION 221 00:05:20,888 --> 00:05:23,256 IS REALLY IMPORTANT TO HER. 222 00:05:23,256 --> 00:05:24,291 >> IT'S GONNA BE A STRESSFUL 223 00:05:24,291 --> 00:05:27,428 YEAR THAT--NOW, YOU GOT INTO 224 00:05:27,428 --> 00:05:28,396 BOISE STATE. 225 00:05:28,396 --> 00:05:30,263 YOU GOT INTO UTAH STATE, AND NOW 226 00:05:30,263 --> 00:05:31,565 ALL THAT STUFF HAS TO BE PUT ON 227 00:05:31,565 --> 00:05:32,265 THE BACK BURNER. 228 00:05:32,265 --> 00:05:33,467 >> YOU'RE GONNA HAVE A BABY 229 00:05:33,467 --> 00:05:35,703 INSTEAD OF GOING TO SCHOOL. 230 00:05:35,703 --> 00:05:36,670 WELL, I GUESS YOU'RE GONNA DO 231 00:05:36,670 --> 00:05:37,738 BOTH, BUT WHO'S GONNA WATCH 232 00:05:37,738 --> 00:05:38,572 THE BABY? 233 00:05:38,572 --> 00:05:39,473 >> THE BABY'S NOT GONNA BE 234 00:05:39,473 --> 00:05:41,675 LIKE, "OKAY, I'M NOT GONNA CRY 235 00:05:41,675 --> 00:05:43,243 WHILE YOU'RE ON THE COMPUTER 236 00:05:43,243 --> 00:05:44,778 DOING YOUR HOMEWORK." 237 00:05:44,778 --> 00:05:45,446 >> I KNOW. 238 00:05:45,446 --> 00:05:46,447 >> NOT HAPPENING. 239 00:05:46,447 --> 00:05:47,314 >> THAT'S WHY YOU DO IT WHEN 240 00:05:47,314 --> 00:05:48,616 THE BABY'S ASLEEP. 241 00:05:48,616 --> 00:05:49,883 >> THEY MIGHT STAY UP-- 242 00:05:49,883 --> 00:05:51,685 SLEEP FIVE OR TEN MINUTES. 243 00:05:51,685 --> 00:05:53,053 >> THAT'S WHY JOEY GETS TO HOLD 244 00:05:53,053 --> 00:05:54,622 THE BABY WHEN I DO MY HOMEWORK. 245 00:05:54,622 --> 00:05:55,288 [laughs] 246 00:05:55,288 --> 00:05:56,657 >> JOEY WILL BE AT WORK. 247 00:05:56,657 --> 00:05:57,425 >> NOT IF I DO MY STUFF 248 00:05:57,425 --> 00:05:58,091 AT NIGHT. 249 00:05:58,091 --> 00:05:59,326 >> THEN IN THE MORNING TIME WHEN 250 00:05:59,326 --> 00:06:00,961 IT'S FINALLY ASLEEP AND YOU'RE 251 00:06:00,961 --> 00:06:02,195 TIRED, WHAT ARE YOU GONNA DO? 252 00:06:02,195 --> 00:06:03,263 NOT SLEEP? 253 00:06:03,263 --> 00:06:04,565 >> YOU THINK THINGS ARE GONNA BE 254 00:06:04,565 --> 00:06:05,433 A LOT EASIER. 255 00:06:05,433 --> 00:06:07,067 BEING A GROWN-UP'S NOT AS EASY 256 00:06:07,067 --> 00:06:08,101 AS YOU THINK IT IS. 257 00:06:08,101 --> 00:06:09,269 >> I KNOW, BUT YOU DON'T HAVE TO 258 00:06:09,269 --> 00:06:10,337 MAKE IT SOUND LIKE IT'S SO 259 00:06:10,337 --> 00:06:11,238 [bleep]. 260 00:06:11,238 --> 00:06:12,139 I KNOW IT'S GONNA BE [bleep]. 261 00:06:12,139 --> 00:06:13,306 >> OKAY, EVERYTHING'S GONNA BE 262 00:06:13,306 --> 00:06:14,141 ROSES. 263 00:06:14,141 --> 00:06:15,242 YOU'RE NOT GONNA HAVE TO WORK TO 264 00:06:15,242 --> 00:06:16,143 GET ANYTHING. 265 00:06:16,143 --> 00:06:17,077 YOU'RE JUST GONNA GET EVERYTHING 266 00:06:17,077 --> 00:06:18,145 HANDED TO YOU. 267 00:06:18,145 --> 00:06:19,513 THIS IS OUR REALITY. 268 00:06:19,513 --> 00:06:20,948 I'M TRYING TO PREPARE YOU FOR 269 00:06:20,948 --> 00:06:22,883 WHAT YOUR FUTURE HOLDS. 270 00:06:22,883 --> 00:06:23,884 >> YOU COULD BE THE LEAST BIT 271 00:06:23,884 --> 00:06:24,718 PROUD OF ME, THOUGH. 272 00:06:24,718 --> 00:06:25,453 IT WOULDN'T HURT. 273 00:06:25,453 --> 00:06:26,920 >> I AM PROUD OF YOU. 274 00:06:26,920 --> 00:06:29,623 I SAY IT ALL THE TIME. 275 00:06:29,623 --> 00:06:30,891 >> IT'D BE NICE IF YOU COULD 276 00:06:30,891 --> 00:06:32,893 JUST, LIKE, SAY ONE NICE THING. 277 00:06:36,464 --> 00:06:39,467 [crying] 278 00:06:50,478 --> 00:06:52,045 >> I WISH MY MOM WOULD HAVE MORE 279 00:06:52,045 --> 00:06:52,913 FAITH IN ME. 280 00:06:52,913 --> 00:06:54,081 I WANT TO PROVE HER WRONG, 281 00:06:54,081 --> 00:06:55,449 SO I'VE BEEN STUDYING REALLY 282 00:06:55,449 --> 00:06:57,084 HARD DURING THE WEEK AND WORKING 283 00:06:57,084 --> 00:06:57,818 AT A BABY SUPPLY STORE ON 284 00:06:57,818 --> 00:06:59,820 THE WEEKENDS. 285 00:07:03,791 --> 00:07:05,459 >> JOEY GOT HIS G.E.D., AND NOW 286 00:07:05,459 --> 00:07:06,927 HE WORKS SIX DAYS A WEEK AT 287 00:07:06,927 --> 00:07:08,061 A TRACTOR RENTAL SHOP, 288 00:07:08,061 --> 00:07:09,362 BUT HE'S TRYING TO GET A JOB 289 00:07:09,362 --> 00:07:10,798 WORKING AT THE MINES WHERE HE'LL 290 00:07:10,798 --> 00:07:11,999 MAKE MUCH MORE MONEY. 291 00:07:11,999 --> 00:07:13,567 [chime dings] 292 00:07:13,567 --> 00:07:15,002 OUR BABY GIRL IS DUE IN 293 00:07:15,002 --> 00:07:17,037 2 1/2 MONTHS, AND WE DECIDED TO 294 00:07:17,037 --> 00:07:18,639 NAME HER MOLLI. 295 00:07:18,639 --> 00:07:20,207 I REALLY WANT JOEY AND I TO GET 296 00:07:20,207 --> 00:07:21,241 OUR OWN PLACE TO START OUR 297 00:07:21,241 --> 00:07:22,643 FAMILY, BUT JOEY DOESN'T THINK 298 00:07:22,643 --> 00:07:24,077 WE CAN AFFORD IT NOW AND WANTS 299 00:07:24,077 --> 00:07:25,078 TO CONTINUE LIVING WITH 300 00:07:25,078 --> 00:07:25,846 HIS PARENTS. 301 00:07:25,846 --> 00:07:27,380 BUT THEY ALREADY HAVE TWO KIDS 302 00:07:27,380 --> 00:07:29,049 AND NOT MUCH ROOM FOR A THIRD. 303 00:07:29,049 --> 00:07:30,618 >> I GUESS MY QUESTION IS, 304 00:07:30,618 --> 00:07:32,119 HOW LONG ARE YOU GUYS 305 00:07:32,119 --> 00:07:32,920 STAYING HERE? 306 00:07:32,920 --> 00:07:34,321 NOT THAT I'M TRYING TO KICK YOU 307 00:07:34,321 --> 00:07:35,989 OUT WHEN YOU GET HERE, BUT I 308 00:07:35,989 --> 00:07:36,890 JUST WANT TO KNOW WHAT-- 309 00:07:36,890 --> 00:07:37,991 WHAT ARE YOU THINKING? 310 00:07:37,991 --> 00:07:40,360 >> I DON'T WANT, LIKE, TO BRING 311 00:07:40,360 --> 00:07:41,695 THE BABY HOME HERE, BECAUSE I 312 00:07:41,695 --> 00:07:43,497 DON'T WANT TO PUSH MY CHILD 313 00:07:43,497 --> 00:07:44,364 ON YOU GUYS. 314 00:07:44,364 --> 00:07:45,666 LIKE, I WANT TO BE ABLE TO TAKE 315 00:07:45,666 --> 00:07:46,333 CARE OF MY KID. 316 00:07:46,333 --> 00:07:47,334 >> THAT'S WHY I'M SAYING I WANT 317 00:07:47,334 --> 00:07:48,602 TO SEE IF I CAN, YOU KNOW-- 318 00:07:48,602 --> 00:07:49,870 IF THAT JOB DOWN AT THE MINES 319 00:07:49,870 --> 00:07:51,404 IS A GO OR NOT, BECAUSE IF IT 320 00:07:51,404 --> 00:07:52,472 IS, THEN WE WON'T HAVE ANYTHING 321 00:07:52,472 --> 00:07:53,674 TO WORRY ABOUT THEN, BECAUSE 322 00:07:53,674 --> 00:07:54,508 THAT'S JUST A [bleep]-TON 323 00:07:54,508 --> 00:07:55,342 OF MONEY. 324 00:07:55,342 --> 00:07:57,410 >> SO, UH, YOU GET ONTO THE JOB 325 00:07:57,410 --> 00:07:59,146 THERE, THEN YOU'RE SAYING YOU'RE 326 00:07:59,146 --> 00:08:00,648 GOING TO BE FINANCIALLY STABLE? 327 00:08:00,648 --> 00:08:02,883 AND WHERE IS IT THAT YOU GUYS 328 00:08:02,883 --> 00:08:04,384 ARE LOOKING AT? 329 00:08:04,384 --> 00:08:06,019 >> I DON'T KNOW. 330 00:08:06,019 --> 00:08:07,521 >> IF YOU APPLY FOR INCOME-BASED 331 00:08:07,521 --> 00:08:09,189 HOUSING, IT WOULD BE A GOOD 332 00:08:09,189 --> 00:08:12,192 START, BECAUSE YOU NEED TO LEARN 333 00:08:12,192 --> 00:08:13,426 HOW TO BUDGET YOUR MONEY. 334 00:08:13,426 --> 00:08:14,427 >> IF YOU GUYS WANT AN 335 00:08:14,427 --> 00:08:15,996 APARTMENT, YOU HAVE TO APPLY 336 00:08:15,996 --> 00:08:16,797 FOR THAT. 337 00:08:16,797 --> 00:08:18,431 YOU GOT TO GET YOUR PROCESS 338 00:08:18,431 --> 00:08:19,266 STARTED. 339 00:08:19,266 --> 00:08:20,367 >> THE THING THAT FRUSTRATES ME 340 00:08:20,367 --> 00:08:21,434 IS, LIKE, WELL, WE'VE BOTH KNOWN 341 00:08:21,434 --> 00:08:23,070 THAT WE'VE NEEDED TO HAVE 342 00:08:23,070 --> 00:08:24,171 A HOUSE. 343 00:08:24,171 --> 00:08:25,505 I KNOW I'LL BE FREAKING OUT IF 344 00:08:25,505 --> 00:08:27,875 IT'S, LIKE, A MONTH BEFORE, 345 00:08:27,875 --> 00:08:28,876 AND I HAVEN'T BEEN ABLE 346 00:08:28,876 --> 00:08:31,879 TO SET UP A BABY ROOM YET. 347 00:08:31,879 --> 00:08:33,246 WHILE WE'RE TRYING TO FIGURE OUT 348 00:08:33,246 --> 00:08:34,181 WHERE WE'RE GOING TO RAISE 349 00:08:34,181 --> 00:08:35,115 OUR DAUGHTER... 350 00:08:35,115 --> 00:08:35,783 [chime dings] 351 00:08:35,783 --> 00:08:36,784 ALL OUR FRIENDS ARE HAVING FUN 352 00:08:36,784 --> 00:08:38,485 AT THE END OF THEIR SENIOR YEAR. 353 00:08:38,485 --> 00:08:39,920 BUT I DECIDED NOT TO LET THE 354 00:08:39,920 --> 00:08:40,954 FACT THAT I'M ALMOST SEVEN 355 00:08:40,954 --> 00:08:42,623 MONTHS PREGNANT STOP ME FROM 356 00:08:42,623 --> 00:08:44,625 GOING TO THE SENIOR PROM. 357 00:08:46,760 --> 00:08:47,961 MY FRIENDS AND I ARE MAKING IT 358 00:08:47,961 --> 00:08:49,797 A GIRLS NIGHT, AND I'M EXCITED 359 00:08:49,797 --> 00:08:51,364 TO HAVE A FUN NIGHT OUT... 360 00:08:51,364 --> 00:08:52,432 >> HEY. 361 00:08:52,432 --> 00:08:53,233 >> HEY, WHAT'S UP, DUDE? 362 00:08:53,233 --> 00:08:54,334 >> IF I CAN FIND A DRESS 363 00:08:54,334 --> 00:08:55,002 THAT FITS. 364 00:08:55,002 --> 00:08:56,403 >> IT'S, LIKE, STUCK. 365 00:08:56,403 --> 00:08:57,404 TAKE IT ALL THE WAY DOWN, 366 00:08:57,404 --> 00:08:59,873 AND THEN GO ALL THE WAY UP. 367 00:08:59,873 --> 00:09:01,341 HOW'S THAT FITTING, KATIE? 368 00:09:01,341 --> 00:09:02,442 >> IT'S BETTER. 369 00:09:02,442 --> 00:09:04,978 THERE'S NO ZIPPER, SO... 370 00:09:04,978 --> 00:09:07,214 I FEEL FAT, BUT... 371 00:09:07,214 --> 00:09:08,081 >> WHY? 372 00:09:08,081 --> 00:09:10,984 YOU DON'T LOOK FAT. 373 00:09:10,984 --> 00:09:12,419 >> I THINK IT LOOKS CUTE. 374 00:09:12,419 --> 00:09:13,453 >> YEAH, I THOUGHT THAT ONE FIT. 375 00:09:13,453 --> 00:09:14,121 >> ONE MORE. 376 00:09:14,121 --> 00:09:15,055 >> MY BAD. 377 00:09:15,055 --> 00:09:16,389 >> I SAY JUST GO WITH THAT ONE. 378 00:09:16,389 --> 00:09:17,224 >> YEAH, ME TOO. 379 00:09:17,224 --> 00:09:18,458 >> ME TOO. 380 00:09:18,458 --> 00:09:19,559 >> I THINK IT'S A WINNER. 381 00:09:19,559 --> 00:09:20,594 >> YEAH. 382 00:09:20,594 --> 00:09:21,729 >> ARE YOU GUYS STOKED 383 00:09:21,729 --> 00:09:22,763 FOR GIRLS NIGHT? 384 00:09:22,763 --> 00:09:24,598 >> HELL, YEAH. 385 00:09:24,598 --> 00:09:25,933 [horn honks] 386 00:09:25,933 --> 00:09:26,867 >> HAVE FUN! 387 00:09:26,867 --> 00:09:28,201 >> BYE! 388 00:09:28,201 --> 00:09:31,538 >> WHOO-HOO! 389 00:09:31,538 --> 00:09:32,539 >> WHOO! 390 00:09:32,539 --> 00:09:34,374 >> * WHOO, OOH, OOH 391 00:09:34,374 --> 00:09:35,843 >> I'VE ALWAYS LOOKED FORWARD 392 00:09:35,843 --> 00:09:36,810 TO MY SENIOR PROM. 393 00:09:36,810 --> 00:09:38,812 [chime dings] 394 00:09:38,812 --> 00:09:40,380 BUT I NEVER THOUGHT SO MANY 395 00:09:40,380 --> 00:09:42,215 PEOPLE WOULD BE STARING AT ME 396 00:09:42,215 --> 00:09:43,617 OR THAT MY FEET WOULD GET 397 00:09:43,617 --> 00:09:45,052 SO SORE 398 00:09:45,052 --> 00:09:46,486 OR THAT I WOULD GET TIRED 399 00:09:46,486 --> 00:09:48,488 SO QUICKLY. 400 00:09:51,358 --> 00:09:52,459 >> I'LL GET THE DOOR FOR YOU. 401 00:09:52,459 --> 00:09:53,894 YOU'RE PREGNANT. 402 00:09:53,894 --> 00:09:55,228 >> I THINK THIS WAS JUST TOO 403 00:09:55,228 --> 00:09:56,596 MUCH PARTY FOR ME AND THE BABY. 404 00:09:56,596 --> 00:09:57,564 >> MM-MM! 405 00:09:57,564 --> 00:09:59,032 >> HOW WAS IT BEING PREGNANT 406 00:09:59,032 --> 00:09:59,733 AT PROM? 407 00:09:59,733 --> 00:10:00,668 >> I JUST FELT LIKE EVERYBODY 408 00:10:00,668 --> 00:10:02,302 WAS JUST, LIKE, STARING 409 00:10:02,302 --> 00:10:03,303 AT MY STOMACH. 410 00:10:03,303 --> 00:10:04,672 I KIND OF JUST WANT TO GO HOME 411 00:10:04,672 --> 00:10:06,306 TO MY BOYFRIEND AND CUDDLE UP 412 00:10:06,306 --> 00:10:09,376 IN MY COMFY P.J.s AND WATCH 413 00:10:09,376 --> 00:10:10,043 A MOVIE. 414 00:10:10,043 --> 00:10:11,211 >> YOU'RE GROWING UP SO FAST. 415 00:10:11,211 --> 00:10:13,213 >> SO, KATIE... 416 00:10:14,982 --> 00:10:16,449 >> NO. 417 00:10:16,449 --> 00:10:18,185 >> IT'LL BE FUN. 418 00:10:18,185 --> 00:10:19,152 >> I FEEL LIKE IT'S PAST MY 419 00:10:19,152 --> 00:10:21,254 BEDTIME, AND I NEED TO GO HOME. 420 00:10:21,254 --> 00:10:22,890 MY FEET HURT. 421 00:10:22,890 --> 00:10:23,857 MY BACK HURTS. 422 00:10:23,857 --> 00:10:24,725 MY HEAD HURTS. 423 00:10:24,725 --> 00:10:25,959 I'M ALL SWEATY. 424 00:10:25,959 --> 00:10:28,628 I FEEL LIKE A COW. 425 00:10:28,628 --> 00:10:29,396 >> YOU DON'T-- 426 00:10:29,396 --> 00:10:30,563 >> YOU DON'T EVEN LOOK SWEATY. 427 00:10:30,563 --> 00:10:31,631 >> YEAH. 428 00:10:31,631 --> 00:10:32,766 >> I, LIKE, DON'T FEEL LIKE 429 00:10:32,766 --> 00:10:34,167 IN PARTY MODE ANYMORE. 430 00:10:34,167 --> 00:10:35,635 >> WRAP GLOW STICKS AROUND-- 431 00:10:35,635 --> 00:10:36,837 >> 'CAUSE I DON'T WANT-- 432 00:10:36,837 --> 00:10:37,938 NO, I JUST... 433 00:10:37,938 --> 00:10:39,339 I WISH I HAD THE ENERGY TO STAY 434 00:10:39,339 --> 00:10:40,774 OUT WITH MY FRIENDS, 435 00:10:40,774 --> 00:10:41,975 ESPECIALLY SINCE I KNOW THAT 436 00:10:41,975 --> 00:10:43,276 I WON'T BE SEEING THEM AS MUCH 437 00:10:43,276 --> 00:10:44,912 ONCE MOLLI COMES. 438 00:10:44,912 --> 00:10:46,046 BUT I'M EXHAUSTED, 439 00:10:46,046 --> 00:10:48,248 AND I NEED TO GO HOME. 440 00:10:49,249 --> 00:10:50,517 SINCE JOEY IS STILL WAITING TO 441 00:10:50,517 --> 00:10:52,085 HEAR IF THERE'S A JOB FOR HIM AT 442 00:10:52,085 --> 00:10:53,754 THE MINES, AND MY DUE DATE IS 443 00:10:53,754 --> 00:10:55,756 ONLY TWO MONTHS AWAY, WE DECIDED 444 00:10:55,756 --> 00:10:57,557 TO TAKE HIS MOM'S ADVICE AND 445 00:10:57,557 --> 00:10:58,992 START APPLYING FOR INCOME-BASED 446 00:10:58,992 --> 00:10:59,827 HOUSING. 447 00:10:59,827 --> 00:11:04,197 ARE YOU A CITIZEN BY BIRTH 448 00:11:04,197 --> 00:11:06,199 OF THE UNITED STATES? 449 00:11:06,199 --> 00:11:07,034 ARE YOU SURE? 450 00:11:07,034 --> 00:11:09,069 >> I'M PRETTY SURE. 451 00:11:09,069 --> 00:11:10,237 >> I THINK IT WILL BE BEST IF WE 452 00:11:10,237 --> 00:11:11,238 PUT IT IN YOUR NAME. 453 00:11:11,238 --> 00:11:12,572 SINCE YOU'RE PAYING THE BILLS, 454 00:11:12,572 --> 00:11:14,307 YOU HAVE TO BE HEAD OF 455 00:11:14,307 --> 00:11:15,142 HOUSEHOLD. 456 00:11:15,142 --> 00:11:16,576 WE NEED TO JUST GET OUT OF HERE 457 00:11:16,576 --> 00:11:18,311 BEFORE THE BABY COMES, 'CAUSE 458 00:11:18,311 --> 00:11:20,247 THEN WE CAN HAVE OUR OWN SPACE 459 00:11:20,247 --> 00:11:21,481 AND OUR OWN FAMILY. 460 00:11:21,481 --> 00:11:23,450 JUST US THREE. 461 00:11:23,450 --> 00:11:26,019 >> I'M EXCITED ABOUT EVERYTHING, 462 00:11:26,019 --> 00:11:27,420 BUT WHAT IF WE DON'T GET 463 00:11:27,420 --> 00:11:28,388 ACCEPTED? 464 00:11:28,388 --> 00:11:29,589 >> THEN WE'LL BE STILL ON 465 00:11:29,589 --> 00:11:30,791 THE WAITING LIST AND CLIMBING 466 00:11:30,791 --> 00:11:31,825 TOWARDS THE TOP. 467 00:11:31,825 --> 00:11:32,893 LIKE, WE CAN'T BE ON THERE FOR 468 00:11:32,893 --> 00:11:35,528 70 YEARS. 469 00:11:35,528 --> 00:11:36,496 >> I'M JUST SAYING, THAT DON'T 470 00:11:36,496 --> 00:11:37,630 MEAN IT'S GONNA GO RIGHT. 471 00:11:37,630 --> 00:11:38,598 >> WELL, LET'S JUST ACT LIKE 472 00:11:38,598 --> 00:11:39,499 THINGS ARE GONNA GO RIGHT 473 00:11:39,499 --> 00:11:40,233 FOR ONCE. 474 00:11:40,233 --> 00:11:41,134 I NEED TO KNOW THAT ONE THING-- 475 00:11:41,134 --> 00:11:42,402 >> I'M ALWAYS THE ONE THAT'S 476 00:11:42,402 --> 00:11:43,536 SAYING IT'S GONNA BE FINE. 477 00:11:43,536 --> 00:11:44,805 >> I'M NOT GONNA LET YOU RAIN ON 478 00:11:44,805 --> 00:11:45,638 MY PARADE, SO... 479 00:11:45,638 --> 00:11:46,539 >> I'M NOT RAINING ON YOUR 480 00:11:46,539 --> 00:11:47,240 PARADE. 481 00:11:47,240 --> 00:11:48,742 I'M A REALIST, KATIE. 482 00:11:48,742 --> 00:11:49,576 >> WE'VE KIND OF GOTTEN THE 483 00:11:49,576 --> 00:11:51,278 [bleep] END OF THE STICK LATELY. 484 00:11:51,278 --> 00:11:52,279 I THINK SOME GOOD THINGS 485 00:11:52,279 --> 00:11:55,849 ARE COMING. 486 00:11:55,849 --> 00:11:57,317 IT'S STRESSING ME OUT THAT WE 487 00:11:57,317 --> 00:11:58,919 HAVE SO LITTLE TIME LEFT... 488 00:11:58,919 --> 00:11:59,753 [chime dings] 489 00:11:59,753 --> 00:12:01,588 AND DON'T HAVE A PLACE TO LIVE. 490 00:12:01,588 --> 00:12:03,223 AND JOEY BEING NEGATIVE 491 00:12:03,223 --> 00:12:05,258 ISN'T HELPING. 492 00:12:15,869 --> 00:12:17,704 >> ALL MY HARD WORK PAID OFF, 493 00:12:17,704 --> 00:12:19,472 AND TODAY, I GRADUATED HIGH 494 00:12:19,472 --> 00:12:21,574 SCHOOL ON TIME WITH MY CLASS. 495 00:12:21,574 --> 00:12:22,675 AND EVEN THOUGH I'M PRETTY 496 00:12:22,675 --> 00:12:24,144 STRESSED ABOUT FINDING A PLACE 497 00:12:24,144 --> 00:12:25,578 TO LIVE, I MADE AN APPOINTMENT 498 00:12:25,578 --> 00:12:27,147 WITH MY COLLEGE COUNSELOR TO 499 00:12:27,147 --> 00:12:29,883 DISCUSS CONTINUING MY EDUCATION. 500 00:12:29,883 --> 00:12:31,018 >> HAVE YOU DECIDED WHAT PROGRAM 501 00:12:31,018 --> 00:12:31,852 YOU'RE GONNA DO? 502 00:12:31,852 --> 00:12:33,186 >> I'M GONNA DO ONLINE 503 00:12:33,186 --> 00:12:33,854 THE FIRST YEAR. 504 00:12:33,854 --> 00:12:34,521 >> OKAY. 505 00:12:34,521 --> 00:12:35,923 >> AND THEN I'M GOING TO ATTEND 506 00:12:35,923 --> 00:12:36,924 CLASSES AT WESTERN 507 00:12:36,924 --> 00:12:37,791 THE NEXT YEAR, 508 00:12:37,791 --> 00:12:38,992 LIKE, SLOWLY TRANSITION INTO 509 00:12:38,992 --> 00:12:39,759 CLASSES. 510 00:12:39,759 --> 00:12:40,527 >> THAT'S PERFECT. 511 00:12:40,527 --> 00:12:41,995 >> WELL, I HAD MY TEN-YEAR PLAN, 512 00:12:41,995 --> 00:12:42,963 LIKE, BEFORE I HAD GOTTEN 513 00:12:42,963 --> 00:12:43,630 PREGNANT. 514 00:12:43,630 --> 00:12:44,597 LIKE, I WAS GONNA GO TO A BIG 515 00:12:44,597 --> 00:12:47,300 UNIVERSITY, AND I WAS GONNA DO, 516 00:12:47,300 --> 00:12:49,036 LIKE, DRAMA AND EVERY SINGLE 517 00:12:49,036 --> 00:12:50,470 CLUB THAT I COULD JOIN UP IN, 518 00:12:50,470 --> 00:12:52,605 AND I WAS GONNA, LIKE, HAVE 519 00:12:52,605 --> 00:12:54,074 THE BEST COLLEGE EXPERIENCE. 520 00:12:54,074 --> 00:12:55,075 AND I WASN'T GONNA HAVE 521 00:12:55,075 --> 00:12:55,742 A FAMILY. 522 00:12:55,742 --> 00:12:57,310 I NEVER PLANNED ON EVEN HAVING 523 00:12:57,310 --> 00:12:58,711 A KID OR GETTING MARRIED OR 524 00:12:58,711 --> 00:13:00,247 ANYTHING LIKE THAT. 525 00:13:00,247 --> 00:13:01,314 I'M LIKE, "I WANT TO BE SINGLE," 526 00:13:01,314 --> 00:13:03,750 AND THEN IT DIDN'T WORK OUT 527 00:13:03,750 --> 00:13:04,517 LIKE THAT AT ALL. 528 00:13:04,517 --> 00:13:05,318 [laughs] 529 00:13:05,318 --> 00:13:06,987 I THINK THIS HAS GIVEN ME MORE 530 00:13:06,987 --> 00:13:08,455 MOTIVATION, 'CAUSE I DON'T HAVE 531 00:13:08,455 --> 00:13:10,190 TO JUST TAKE CARE OF MYSELF NOW. 532 00:13:10,190 --> 00:13:10,991 >> RIGHT. 533 00:13:10,991 --> 00:13:12,225 AND THEN YOU GOING TO COLLEGE IS 534 00:13:12,225 --> 00:13:13,961 GOING TO BRING OUT HER 535 00:13:13,961 --> 00:13:15,595 EXPECTATIONS OF WHAT SHE'S GONNA 536 00:13:15,595 --> 00:13:16,496 DO IN LIFE TOO, 537 00:13:16,496 --> 00:13:17,297 WHICH IS EXCELLENT. 538 00:13:17,297 --> 00:13:18,265 >> YEAH, I WANT TO BE 539 00:13:18,265 --> 00:13:19,199 A GOOD EXAMPLE. 540 00:13:19,199 --> 00:13:20,433 OKAY, WELL, THANK YOU FOR 541 00:13:20,433 --> 00:13:21,368 MEETING WITH ME. 542 00:13:21,368 --> 00:13:22,802 I'M FEELING PRETTY GOOD ABOUT 543 00:13:22,802 --> 00:13:24,204 MY PLANS TO START COMMUNITY 544 00:13:24,204 --> 00:13:25,672 COLLEGE ONLINE IN THE FALL. 545 00:13:25,672 --> 00:13:26,506 [chime dings] 546 00:13:26,506 --> 00:13:28,275 I JUST HOPE I CAN STAY ON TRACK 547 00:13:28,275 --> 00:13:29,809 ONCE MOLLI GETS HERE, BECAUSE 548 00:13:29,809 --> 00:13:31,044 I REALLY WANT TO TRANSFER TO 549 00:13:31,044 --> 00:13:32,312 A COLLEGE IN DENVER AFTER 550 00:13:32,312 --> 00:13:34,147 TWO YEARS. 551 00:13:34,147 --> 00:13:36,483 MY DUE DATE IS IN SEVEN WEEKS, 552 00:13:36,483 --> 00:13:37,851 AND TODAY I HAVE A DOCTOR'S 553 00:13:37,851 --> 00:13:38,919 APPOINTMENT. 554 00:13:38,919 --> 00:13:40,320 I'M BUMMED JOEY CAN'T MAKE IT, 555 00:13:40,320 --> 00:13:41,721 BUT HE HAS TO WORK. 556 00:13:41,721 --> 00:13:43,123 >> SHE SITS IN A "V" 557 00:13:43,123 --> 00:13:43,891 ALL THE TIME. 558 00:13:43,891 --> 00:13:45,625 LIKE, HER BUTT IS OVER HERE-- 559 00:13:45,625 --> 00:13:46,559 >> WELL, THEY JUST THINK THEY'VE 560 00:13:46,559 --> 00:13:47,494 GOT TO KIND OF CURL UP 561 00:13:47,494 --> 00:13:48,395 IN THERE TOO. 562 00:13:48,395 --> 00:13:50,263 AND SO THE HEAD IS DOWN, 563 00:13:50,263 --> 00:13:51,498 AND THE BACK'S LYING RIGHT OVER 564 00:13:51,498 --> 00:13:53,166 HERE, AND HER LITTLE BUTT'S 565 00:13:53,166 --> 00:13:54,567 RIGHT HERE, SO YOU PROBABLY HAVE 566 00:13:54,567 --> 00:13:56,636 LOTS OF FEET AND THE KNEES AND 567 00:13:56,636 --> 00:13:57,304 THAT KIND OF THING 568 00:13:57,304 --> 00:13:58,005 RIGHT OVER HERE. 569 00:13:58,005 --> 00:13:58,705 >> YEAH. 570 00:13:58,705 --> 00:13:59,739 >> ALL RIGHT, WHAT ARE 571 00:13:59,739 --> 00:14:00,573 YOUR QUESTIONS? 572 00:14:00,573 --> 00:14:01,441 >> UM... 573 00:14:01,441 --> 00:14:02,475 WELL, I WAS NERVOUS ABOUT 574 00:14:02,475 --> 00:14:03,843 THE I.V. AT THE HOSPITAL, 575 00:14:03,843 --> 00:14:04,811 'CAUSE I'VE NEVER HAD ONE 576 00:14:04,811 --> 00:14:05,478 BEFORE. 577 00:14:05,478 --> 00:14:06,813 >> WE HOOK UP THE TUBING IF YOU 578 00:14:06,813 --> 00:14:07,915 WANT AN EPIDURAL. 579 00:14:07,915 --> 00:14:09,149 >> AT THIS POINT, I DON'T WANT 580 00:14:09,149 --> 00:14:09,950 THE EPIDURAL. 581 00:14:09,950 --> 00:14:10,617 >> OKAY. 582 00:14:10,617 --> 00:14:11,584 >> YEAH. 583 00:14:11,584 --> 00:14:12,319 I WANT TO DO IT NATURALLY, 584 00:14:12,319 --> 00:14:13,987 'CAUSE OF THE WAY THAT I SEE IT 585 00:14:13,987 --> 00:14:15,022 AS WOMEN HAVE BEEN DOING IT 586 00:14:15,022 --> 00:14:15,788 FOR CENTURIES. 587 00:14:15,788 --> 00:14:16,556 I DON'T NEED DRUGS. 588 00:14:16,556 --> 00:14:18,025 >> THAT'S TRUE. THAT'S TRUE. 589 00:14:18,025 --> 00:14:19,426 WELL, YOU'VE NEVER HAD A BABY 590 00:14:19,426 --> 00:14:21,028 BEFORE, SO YOU DON'T KNOW HOW 591 00:14:21,028 --> 00:14:21,895 THIS IS GONNA GO. 592 00:14:21,895 --> 00:14:23,296 YOU KNOW, YOU DON'T HAVE TO MAKE 593 00:14:23,296 --> 00:14:24,597 ANY DECISION ABOUT THAT UNTIL 594 00:14:24,597 --> 00:14:26,033 YOU'RE ACTUALLY INTO LABOR. 595 00:14:26,033 --> 00:14:27,200 EVERYTHING LOOKS WONDERFUL 596 00:14:27,200 --> 00:14:28,035 AT THIS POINT. 597 00:14:28,035 --> 00:14:28,969 >> OKAY. 598 00:14:28,969 --> 00:14:31,371 AWESOME. 599 00:14:31,371 --> 00:14:33,373 WHEN HE'S NOT WORKING, JOEY'S 600 00:14:33,373 --> 00:14:34,341 BEEN HANGING OUT WITH HIS 601 00:14:34,341 --> 00:14:35,642 FRIENDS A LOT LATELY. 602 00:14:35,642 --> 00:14:37,044 I CAN'T HELP BUT THINK HE'S 603 00:14:37,044 --> 00:14:38,645 TRYING TO AVOID FOCUSING ON 604 00:14:38,645 --> 00:14:40,847 FINDING A PLACE FOR US TO LIVE. 605 00:14:40,847 --> 00:14:42,082 BUT I'M SETTING THAT ASIDE FOR 606 00:14:42,082 --> 00:14:43,783 THE WEEKEND, BECAUSE I'M GOING 607 00:14:43,783 --> 00:14:45,785 TO DENVER TO VISIT VERONICA. 608 00:14:49,156 --> 00:14:50,157 HEY! 609 00:14:50,157 --> 00:14:51,858 >> HI. 610 00:14:51,858 --> 00:14:53,826 THIS IS MY ROOM. 611 00:14:53,826 --> 00:14:54,794 >> OH, GOSH, AND YOU HAVE 612 00:14:54,794 --> 00:14:55,895 A GREAT VIEW. 613 00:14:55,895 --> 00:14:57,064 >> I KNOW. I LIKE IT. 614 00:14:57,064 --> 00:14:58,065 AT NIGHT, I JUST SIT HERE AND 615 00:14:58,065 --> 00:14:59,399 WATCH THE TRAFFIC GO BY. 616 00:14:59,399 --> 00:15:00,400 >> I'D SIT HERE AND WATCH 617 00:15:00,400 --> 00:15:01,601 MY NEIGHBORS. 618 00:15:01,601 --> 00:15:02,869 YOU BETTER HAVE THE MOST AMAZING 619 00:15:02,869 --> 00:15:04,237 TIME HERE, 'CAUSE I'M GONNA LIVE 620 00:15:04,237 --> 00:15:05,772 VICARIOUSLY THROUGH YOU. 621 00:15:05,772 --> 00:15:07,007 LIKE, YOU BETTER TELL ME-- 622 00:15:07,007 --> 00:15:07,975 >> YOU'RE JUST GONNA CALL ME. 623 00:15:07,975 --> 00:15:09,076 "WHAT HAPPENED TO US TODAY?" 624 00:15:09,076 --> 00:15:10,543 >> "WHAT DID WE DO TODAY? 625 00:15:10,543 --> 00:15:12,345 HOW'S LIVING IN DENVER 626 00:15:12,345 --> 00:15:13,213 FOR US TODAY?" 627 00:15:13,213 --> 00:15:13,981 >> FOR US TODAY. 628 00:15:13,981 --> 00:15:14,982 [upbeat music] 629 00:15:14,982 --> 00:15:21,454 * 630 00:15:21,454 --> 00:15:23,356 >> I LIKE IT HERE. 631 00:15:23,356 --> 00:15:24,224 I LIKE THE FEELING 632 00:15:24,224 --> 00:15:25,792 OF BEING HERE. 633 00:15:25,792 --> 00:15:27,294 >> AFTER WESTERN, ARE YOU GONNA 634 00:15:27,294 --> 00:15:28,395 COME HERE? 635 00:15:28,395 --> 00:15:30,030 >> IT GIVES ME SOMETHING TO WORK 636 00:15:30,030 --> 00:15:31,431 TOWARDS, IT FEELS LIKE. 637 00:15:31,431 --> 00:15:32,465 WHEN I'M LIKE, "OH, I WANT TO BE 638 00:15:32,465 --> 00:15:34,968 OUT OF ROCK SPRINGS" AND STUFF, 639 00:15:34,968 --> 00:15:35,969 AND THEN I'LL BE LIKE, "WELL, 640 00:15:35,969 --> 00:15:37,070 I'M WORKING TOWARDS THIS." 641 00:15:37,070 --> 00:15:38,238 AND THEN I'LL PICTURE THIS. 642 00:15:38,238 --> 00:15:38,905 >> WELL, JUST REMEMBER 643 00:15:38,905 --> 00:15:40,307 THE COURTYARD WITH THE FLOWERS 644 00:15:40,307 --> 00:15:43,076 AND THE PRETTY CHURCH BUILDING. 645 00:15:43,076 --> 00:15:45,178 >> AND WE'LL ALWAYS END UP... 646 00:15:45,178 --> 00:15:46,279 >> TOGETHER SOMEHOW. 647 00:15:46,279 --> 00:15:47,014 >> TOGETHER IN THE END. 648 00:15:47,014 --> 00:15:47,880 >> YEAH. 649 00:15:47,880 --> 00:15:48,815 >> IT'LL BE REALLY ROMANTIC. 650 00:15:48,815 --> 00:15:50,550 >> IT'LL BE A SUPER-CUTE HAPPY 651 00:15:50,550 --> 00:15:51,284 ENDING. 652 00:15:51,284 --> 00:15:52,485 >> [laughs] 653 00:15:52,485 --> 00:15:54,487 LET'S HOPE. 654 00:15:54,487 --> 00:15:55,922 HANGING OUT WITH VERONICA AND 655 00:15:55,922 --> 00:15:57,824 SEEING HER COLLEGE LIFE REALLY 656 00:15:57,824 --> 00:15:58,958 GOT ME TO THINKING ABOUT 657 00:15:58,958 --> 00:16:00,293 MY OWN FUTURE. 658 00:16:00,293 --> 00:16:01,661 I DO HOPE JOEY AND I WILL BE 659 00:16:01,661 --> 00:16:02,795 ABLE TO MOVE OUR FAMILY TO 660 00:16:02,795 --> 00:16:04,597 DENVER IN A COUPLE YEARS. 661 00:16:04,597 --> 00:16:05,665 >> WHERE ARE YOU GOING? 662 00:16:05,665 --> 00:16:06,466 >> WE'RE GOING TO LOOK AT 663 00:16:06,466 --> 00:16:07,267 HOUSES. 664 00:16:07,267 --> 00:16:09,236 BUT FOR NOW, I'D BE CONTENT JUST 665 00:16:09,236 --> 00:16:10,370 GETTING OUT OF HIS PARENTS' 666 00:16:10,370 --> 00:16:11,971 HOUSE, INTO OUR OWN PLACE 667 00:16:11,971 --> 00:16:13,106 BEFORE MOLLI COMES. 668 00:16:13,106 --> 00:16:14,141 WELL, I'M HAPPY YOU'RE LOOKING 669 00:16:14,141 --> 00:16:15,208 AT THESE WITH ME. 670 00:16:15,208 --> 00:16:16,009 WE HAVEN'T LOOKED AT ANY 671 00:16:16,009 --> 00:16:17,944 APARTMENTS TOGETHER YET. 672 00:16:18,945 --> 00:16:20,047 >> HOW MUCH DO YOU THINK WE CAN 673 00:16:20,047 --> 00:16:21,348 AFFORD? 674 00:16:21,348 --> 00:16:22,249 >> YOU KNOW, LIKE, YOU'VE TOLD 675 00:16:22,249 --> 00:16:24,384 ME ABOUT PLACES YOU'VE SEEN THAT 676 00:16:24,384 --> 00:16:27,354 ARE, LIKE, $750, $800. 677 00:16:27,354 --> 00:16:28,488 YOU KNOW, AND IT'S, LIKE, 678 00:16:28,488 --> 00:16:30,290 I THINK THAT'S TOO MUCH. 679 00:16:30,290 --> 00:16:31,824 >> I JUST DON'T THINK LIVING 680 00:16:31,824 --> 00:16:33,960 WITH YOUR MOM IS A GOOD IDEA, 681 00:16:33,960 --> 00:16:35,262 WITH A BABY. 682 00:16:35,262 --> 00:16:37,097 >> I KNOW IT'S NOT THE BEST 683 00:16:37,097 --> 00:16:38,665 IDEA, BUT IF IT'S WHAT WE HAVE 684 00:16:38,665 --> 00:16:39,866 TO DO FOR A WHILE... 685 00:16:39,866 --> 00:16:41,534 >> I WOULD LIKE TO BE 686 00:16:41,534 --> 00:16:43,103 INDEPENDENT WITH YOU. 687 00:16:43,103 --> 00:16:43,770 >> I KNOW. 688 00:16:43,770 --> 00:16:44,604 YOU ACT LIKE I DON'T KNOW. 689 00:16:44,604 --> 00:16:45,705 I FEEL THE SAME. 690 00:16:45,705 --> 00:16:47,274 >> I DON'T KNOW HOW WE'RE GONNA 691 00:16:47,274 --> 00:16:48,775 SET UP A NURSERY, LIKE... 692 00:16:48,775 --> 00:16:49,942 >> WE'LL MOVE ALL OF OUR [bleep] 693 00:16:49,942 --> 00:16:50,777 OUT OF THE ROOM IT'S IN 694 00:16:50,777 --> 00:16:51,544 RIGHT NOW, AND WE'LL 695 00:16:51,544 --> 00:16:52,679 SET IT UP IN THERE. 696 00:16:52,679 --> 00:16:53,780 >> DOES IT BOTHER YOU THAT 697 00:16:53,780 --> 00:16:55,648 EVERYTHING'S IN A BOX STILL? 698 00:16:55,648 --> 00:16:56,616 >> HECK YES. 699 00:16:56,616 --> 00:16:58,017 IT'S NOT YOUR FAULT. 700 00:16:58,017 --> 00:16:59,152 >> I FEEL LIKE IT'S MY FAULT, 701 00:16:59,152 --> 00:17:00,187 'CAUSE I'M NOT PREPARED. 702 00:17:00,187 --> 00:17:01,054 I JUST WANT-- 703 00:17:01,054 --> 00:17:02,189 >> KATIE, YOU'RE [bleep] 17 704 00:17:02,189 --> 00:17:03,090 YEARS OLD, AND YOU'RE HAVING 705 00:17:03,090 --> 00:17:03,890 A BABY. 706 00:17:03,890 --> 00:17:05,092 >> BUT STILL, I WANT EVERYTHING 707 00:17:05,092 --> 00:17:06,526 TO BE PERFECT AND READY. 708 00:17:06,526 --> 00:17:07,827 >> JUST BECAUSE THINGS AREN'T 709 00:17:07,827 --> 00:17:09,329 GOING PERFECT RIGHT NOW AND JUST 710 00:17:09,329 --> 00:17:11,064 BECAUSE WE HAVEN'T GOTTEN TO 711 00:17:11,064 --> 00:17:12,165 AN APARTMENT YET OR GOT 712 00:17:12,165 --> 00:17:12,932 A HOUSE YET DOESN'T MEAN 713 00:17:12,932 --> 00:17:13,600 WE'RE [bleep]. 714 00:17:13,600 --> 00:17:14,767 DOESN'T MEAN MOLLI'S GONNA HAVE 715 00:17:14,767 --> 00:17:15,535 A [bleep] LIFE. 716 00:17:15,535 --> 00:17:16,403 IT DON'T MEAN NONE OF THAT, 717 00:17:16,403 --> 00:17:17,237 AND YOU ACT LIKE IT DOES. 718 00:17:17,237 --> 00:17:18,071 YOU ACT LIKE IT'S THE END OF 719 00:17:18,071 --> 00:17:19,038 THE [bleep] WORLD. 720 00:17:19,038 --> 00:17:20,240 >> [exhales] 721 00:17:20,240 --> 00:17:21,341 I'M JUST OVER THIS. 722 00:17:21,341 --> 00:17:23,243 CAN WE GO HOME? 723 00:17:23,243 --> 00:17:24,244 [sullen guitar music] 724 00:17:24,244 --> 00:17:30,016 * 725 00:17:38,491 --> 00:17:40,059 >> JOEY'S ATTITUDE ABOUT GETTING 726 00:17:40,059 --> 00:17:41,494 A PLACE IS REALLY BUMMING ME 727 00:17:41,494 --> 00:17:43,062 OUT, BUT WITH MOLLI COMING 728 00:17:43,062 --> 00:17:44,731 IN JUST A LITTLE OVER A MONTH, 729 00:17:44,731 --> 00:17:45,898 I'M NOT GOING TO GIVE UP ON 730 00:17:45,898 --> 00:17:47,967 FINDING SOMETHING WE CAN AFFORD. 731 00:17:47,967 --> 00:17:49,169 HI, I WAS CALLING YOU ABOUT 732 00:17:49,169 --> 00:17:50,403 THE APARTMENTS THAT YOU HAD 733 00:17:50,403 --> 00:17:51,204 FOR RENT. 734 00:17:51,204 --> 00:17:53,206 WHAT IS THE RENT? 735 00:17:58,178 --> 00:17:59,912 >> IS THAT NEGOTIABLE, OR IS IT, 736 00:17:59,912 --> 00:18:01,848 LIKE... 737 00:18:01,848 --> 00:18:02,849 >> OKAY. 738 00:18:02,849 --> 00:18:03,783 I CAN'T REALLY DO THAT. 739 00:18:03,783 --> 00:18:04,884 THAT'S TOO EXPENSIVE, 740 00:18:04,884 --> 00:18:06,953 SO THANK YOU. 741 00:18:06,953 --> 00:18:08,821 I REALLY WISH JOEY WOULD HELP ME 742 00:18:08,821 --> 00:18:11,057 OUT, BUT INSTEAD, HE JUST KEEPS 743 00:18:11,057 --> 00:18:13,059 PULLING AWAY EVEN MORE. 744 00:18:13,059 --> 00:18:14,427 WHEN HE GETS HOME FROM WORK, 745 00:18:14,427 --> 00:18:16,963 HE BARELY ACKNOWLEDGES ME. 746 00:18:16,963 --> 00:18:18,598 I KNOW HE DOESN'T WANT TO TALK 747 00:18:18,598 --> 00:18:20,099 TO ME ABOUT FINDING A PLACE 748 00:18:20,099 --> 00:18:21,934 ANYMORE, BUT THAT DOESN'T MEAN 749 00:18:21,934 --> 00:18:23,236 THAT HE HAS TO IGNORE ME 750 00:18:23,236 --> 00:18:24,171 ALTOGETHER. 751 00:18:24,171 --> 00:18:24,937 >> HELLO? 752 00:18:24,937 --> 00:18:26,273 >> HEY. 753 00:18:26,273 --> 00:18:27,174 >> HEY. 754 00:18:27,174 --> 00:18:29,108 >> WHAT'S UP? 755 00:18:29,108 --> 00:18:31,110 >> NOT MUCH. 756 00:18:33,746 --> 00:18:35,081 >> WELL, IT'S JUST, LIKE... 757 00:18:35,081 --> 00:18:36,749 LIKE, HE'S ALWAYS AT WORK, 758 00:18:36,749 --> 00:18:39,152 AND I SIT HERE BORED ALL DAY, 759 00:18:39,152 --> 00:18:39,919 AND THEN HE COMES HOME 760 00:18:39,919 --> 00:18:42,589 FROM WORK, AND HE DOESN'T EVEN, 761 00:18:42,589 --> 00:18:43,923 LIKE, TALK TO ME OR WANT TO TALK 762 00:18:43,923 --> 00:18:46,092 TO ME OR ASK ME HOW MY DAY IS 763 00:18:46,092 --> 00:18:47,427 AT ALL, LIKE... 764 00:18:47,427 --> 00:18:48,595 >> YEAH. 765 00:18:48,595 --> 00:18:49,929 >> SO I'M PRETTY MUCH ALONE 766 00:18:49,929 --> 00:18:51,097 ALL THE TIME, IT FEELS LIKE. 767 00:18:51,097 --> 00:18:51,931 LIKE, I'M ALONE IN 768 00:18:51,931 --> 00:18:55,134 A RELATIONSHIP WITH HIM, LIKE... 769 00:18:55,134 --> 00:18:56,469 >> YEAH. 770 00:18:56,469 --> 00:18:58,205 >> WHEN YOU SPEND ALL DAY ALONE, 771 00:18:58,205 --> 00:18:59,138 YOU'RE KIND OF NEEDY FOR 772 00:18:59,138 --> 00:19:01,140 ATTENTION. 773 00:19:05,345 --> 00:19:06,613 >> IT'S REALLY UNCOMFORTABLE 774 00:19:06,613 --> 00:19:08,381 BEING IGNORED BY JOEY, AND IF 775 00:19:08,381 --> 00:19:09,582 THINGS ARE GOING TO CONTINUE 776 00:19:09,582 --> 00:19:11,218 LIKE THIS, I'M NOT SURE HIS 777 00:19:11,218 --> 00:19:12,552 PARENTS' HOUSE IS THE BEST PLACE 778 00:19:12,552 --> 00:19:13,953 FOR ME TO BE STAYING. 779 00:19:13,953 --> 00:19:14,654 HEY. 780 00:19:14,654 --> 00:19:15,922 >> HEY. 781 00:19:15,922 --> 00:19:18,358 >> WHAT ARE YOU DOING TONIGHT? 782 00:19:18,358 --> 00:19:20,092 >> I'M GOING TO MY DAD'S. 783 00:19:20,092 --> 00:19:21,361 >> DO YOU REALLY HAVE TO GO, 784 00:19:21,361 --> 00:19:22,395 LIKE, SERIOUSLY? 785 00:19:22,395 --> 00:19:23,330 >> I TOLD YOU THREE DAYS AGO 786 00:19:23,330 --> 00:19:24,564 I WAS GOING. 787 00:19:24,564 --> 00:19:25,465 >> YOU GO OUT THERE ALL 788 00:19:25,465 --> 00:19:26,165 THE TIME. 789 00:19:26,165 --> 00:19:28,568 >> NO, I GO OUT THERE ONCE, 790 00:19:28,568 --> 00:19:29,836 TWICE A MONTH. 791 00:19:29,836 --> 00:19:30,737 >> YOU'VE GONE OUT THERE 792 00:19:30,737 --> 00:19:32,705 QUITE A BIT, AND I NEVER GET ANY 793 00:19:32,705 --> 00:19:33,706 TIME TO SPEND WITH YOU. 794 00:19:33,706 --> 00:19:35,007 ALL I DO IS WAIT FOR YOU TO COME 795 00:19:35,007 --> 00:19:36,876 HOME FROM WORK, AND YOU DON'T 796 00:19:36,876 --> 00:19:38,778 TALK TO ME ABOUT THINGS. 797 00:19:38,778 --> 00:19:41,214 >> OKAY. 798 00:19:41,214 --> 00:19:42,515 >> YOU CAN GO, BUT DON'T EXPECT 799 00:19:42,515 --> 00:19:44,517 ME TO BE HERE WHEN YOU GET BACK. 800 00:19:44,517 --> 00:19:46,619 I'M SICK OF COMING SECOND. 801 00:19:46,619 --> 00:19:48,455 I SHOULD BE FIRST. 802 00:19:48,455 --> 00:19:49,922 >> THAT'S HOW IT'S GONNA BE? 803 00:19:49,922 --> 00:19:51,891 >> I GUESS SO. 804 00:19:51,891 --> 00:19:53,926 >> OKAY. 805 00:19:53,926 --> 00:19:55,928 >> [sighs] 806 00:19:55,928 --> 00:19:56,929 [dramatic music] 807 00:19:56,929 --> 00:20:04,971 * 808 00:20:07,340 --> 00:20:08,675 I CAN'T BELIEVE JOEY'S 809 00:20:08,675 --> 00:20:10,142 TREATING ME LIKE THIS. 810 00:20:10,142 --> 00:20:11,711 I DECIDED TO PACK UP SOME THINGS 811 00:20:11,711 --> 00:20:14,113 AND GO STAY AT MY MOM'S HOUSE. 812 00:20:14,113 --> 00:20:15,014 >> WHAT HAPPENED? 813 00:20:15,014 --> 00:20:15,882 I DON'T UNDERSTAND. 814 00:20:15,882 --> 00:20:17,417 >> EVERYBODY COMES BEFORE ME, 815 00:20:17,417 --> 00:20:19,886 IT FEELS LIKE, AND HE DOESN'T 816 00:20:19,886 --> 00:20:21,854 SHOW ME ANY SORT OF AFFECTION OR 817 00:20:21,854 --> 00:20:23,256 ATTENTION ANYMORE. 818 00:20:23,256 --> 00:20:25,157 AND IT FEELS LIKE I'VE BEEN 819 00:20:25,157 --> 00:20:26,158 DOING ALL THE WORK FOR 820 00:20:26,158 --> 00:20:26,826 THE HOUSING. 821 00:20:26,826 --> 00:20:29,128 I WANTED US TO GET OUT ON OUR 822 00:20:29,128 --> 00:20:30,129 OWN SO WE COULD BE 823 00:20:30,129 --> 00:20:31,063 OUR OWN FAMILY. 824 00:20:31,063 --> 00:20:33,099 LIKE, IT WAS OUR RESPONSIBILITY. 825 00:20:33,099 --> 00:20:33,900 >> I THINK THAT'S A GOOD 826 00:20:33,900 --> 00:20:35,635 CONCEPT, THAT YOU WANT TO DO IT 827 00:20:35,635 --> 00:20:38,338 ON YOUR OWN, BUT THE REALITY IS, 828 00:20:38,338 --> 00:20:39,772 YOU NEED HELP. 829 00:20:39,772 --> 00:20:40,807 AND I KNOW YOU WANT TO GET 830 00:20:40,807 --> 00:20:41,808 A BABY ROOM READY, 831 00:20:41,808 --> 00:20:42,542 AND YOU WANT... 832 00:20:42,542 --> 00:20:43,776 >> YEAH. 833 00:20:43,776 --> 00:20:45,278 >> IT'LL HAPPEN EVENTUALLY. 834 00:20:45,278 --> 00:20:46,879 MAYBE NOT IN KATIE TIME, 835 00:20:46,879 --> 00:20:48,281 BUT IT'LL HAPPEN. 836 00:20:48,281 --> 00:20:49,582 >> I WISH THE WHOLE WORLD WORKED 837 00:20:49,582 --> 00:20:51,884 ON KATIE TIME, THOUGH. 838 00:20:51,884 --> 00:20:54,220 >> SO WHAT ARE YOU PLANNING 839 00:20:54,220 --> 00:20:55,021 ON DOING? 840 00:20:55,021 --> 00:20:56,723 >> I DON'T REALLY KNOW WHAT I'M 841 00:20:56,723 --> 00:20:57,857 GONNA DO. 842 00:20:57,857 --> 00:20:58,725 >> YOU GUYS BETTER MAKE 843 00:20:58,725 --> 00:20:59,526 A DECISION. 844 00:20:59,526 --> 00:21:02,028 THIS DOESN'T JUST AFFECT YOU AND 845 00:21:02,028 --> 00:21:02,929 JOEY ANYMORE. 846 00:21:02,929 --> 00:21:05,197 THERE'S A BABY INVOLVED. 847 00:21:05,197 --> 00:21:07,199 >> I KNOW. 848 00:21:08,968 --> 00:21:10,970 AFTER A NIGHT APART, JOEY WANTED 849 00:21:10,970 --> 00:21:12,972 TO MEET UP AND TALK. 850 00:21:23,049 --> 00:21:24,384 >> I DON'T GET IT. 851 00:21:24,384 --> 00:21:25,284 >> WHAT DON'T YOU GET? 852 00:21:25,284 --> 00:21:26,085 AND I'LL TRY TO EXPLAIN IT 853 00:21:26,085 --> 00:21:26,686 TO YOU. 854 00:21:26,686 --> 00:21:27,654 >> I DON'T GET WHAT I'M DOING 855 00:21:27,654 --> 00:21:28,321 SO [bleep] UP. 856 00:21:28,321 --> 00:21:29,188 THAT'S WHAT I DON'T GET. 857 00:21:29,188 --> 00:21:30,189 >> YOU COME HOME. 858 00:21:30,189 --> 00:21:31,924 YOU HARDLY SAY HI TO ME. 859 00:21:31,924 --> 00:21:33,192 YOU GO DOWNSTAIRS. 860 00:21:33,192 --> 00:21:34,126 YOU SHOWER. 861 00:21:34,126 --> 00:21:35,127 YOU COME BACK UPSTAIRS. 862 00:21:35,127 --> 00:21:35,928 YOU EAT. 863 00:21:35,928 --> 00:21:37,263 YOU SIT NEXT TO ME AND 864 00:21:37,263 --> 00:21:38,398 DON'T SAY [bleep]. 865 00:21:38,398 --> 00:21:39,432 I DON'T EVEN GET A, 866 00:21:39,432 --> 00:21:40,467 "HOW WAS YOUR DAY? 867 00:21:40,467 --> 00:21:41,634 WHAT DID YOU DO TODAY?" 868 00:21:41,634 --> 00:21:42,769 NOTHING. 869 00:21:42,769 --> 00:21:44,671 IN THE SITUATION THAT WE'RE IN, 870 00:21:44,671 --> 00:21:47,106 WHERE WOULD WE PUT THE BABY? 871 00:21:47,106 --> 00:21:48,307 >> UH, WHERE YOU GONNA PUT IT 872 00:21:48,307 --> 00:21:49,442 NOW, THE TRUNK OF YOUR CAR? 873 00:21:49,442 --> 00:21:50,577 >> THERE'S AN EXTRA ROOM 874 00:21:50,577 --> 00:21:51,378 IN MY MOM'S HOUSE. 875 00:21:51,378 --> 00:21:52,912 MY MOM'S NOT GONNA LET ME AND 876 00:21:52,912 --> 00:21:55,081 THE BABY LIVE ON THE STREET. 877 00:21:55,081 --> 00:21:55,882 >> WELL, THEN YOU GOT IT ALL-- 878 00:21:55,882 --> 00:21:56,783 >> THAT'S JUST THE SITUATION 879 00:21:56,783 --> 00:21:57,717 THAT I WANT TO BE IN. 880 00:21:57,717 --> 00:21:59,318 >> WHY'D YOU GO? 881 00:21:59,318 --> 00:22:01,220 >> I DON'T WANT TO FORCE 882 00:22:01,220 --> 00:22:03,222 OUR FAMILY ON YOUR MOM. 883 00:22:03,222 --> 00:22:04,424 >> JUST 'CAUSE WE'RE NOT OUT NOW 884 00:22:04,424 --> 00:22:05,392 DON'T MEAN WE'RE NOT GONNA MOVE 885 00:22:05,392 --> 00:22:06,292 OUT, AND IT DON'T MEAN WE'RE 886 00:22:06,292 --> 00:22:07,026 GONNA BE THERE FOR FIVE 887 00:22:07,026 --> 00:22:07,727 MORE YEARS. 888 00:22:07,727 --> 00:22:09,161 >> I HAVE A HARD TIME TAKING 889 00:22:09,161 --> 00:22:10,663 THINGS FROM OTHER PEOPLE WHEN 890 00:22:10,663 --> 00:22:14,367 I DON'T DO ANYTHING. 891 00:22:14,367 --> 00:22:15,568 AND I FEEL BAD, BECAUSE THEY'RE 892 00:22:15,568 --> 00:22:18,505 SO--THEY DO EVERYTHING FOR US, 893 00:22:18,505 --> 00:22:19,839 AND WE DON'T HAVE ANYTHING TO 894 00:22:19,839 --> 00:22:22,875 GIVE TO THEM. 895 00:22:22,875 --> 00:22:23,810 >> 'CAUSE THAT'S WHAT PARENTS 896 00:22:23,810 --> 00:22:24,377 DO, KATIE. 897 00:22:24,377 --> 00:22:25,545 >> THEY'RE NOT MY PARENTS! 898 00:22:25,545 --> 00:22:26,579 >> IT DOESN'T MATTER! 899 00:22:26,579 --> 00:22:27,647 YOU'RE MY GIRLFRIEND, 900 00:22:27,647 --> 00:22:29,181 AND YOU'RE HAVING A KID WITH ME. 901 00:22:29,181 --> 00:22:30,683 THAT KID IS THEIR GRANDCHILD. 902 00:22:30,683 --> 00:22:32,118 THEY LOVE YOU TOO. 903 00:22:32,118 --> 00:22:33,553 >> IT'D BE PERFECT IF WE CAN 904 00:22:33,553 --> 00:22:35,888 GET OUR OWN HOUSE, AND IF YOU 905 00:22:35,888 --> 00:22:37,056 WOULD START TREATING ME LIKE 906 00:22:37,056 --> 00:22:37,757 A GIRLFRIEND. 907 00:22:37,757 --> 00:22:39,258 >> I'M SORRY THAT I OBVIOUSLY 908 00:22:39,258 --> 00:22:40,827 CAN'T DO THAT FOR YOU. 909 00:22:40,827 --> 00:22:42,061 I'M SORRY THAT I MAKE YOU FEEL 910 00:22:42,061 --> 00:22:43,496 LIKE SUCH A PIECE OF [bleep], 911 00:22:43,496 --> 00:22:44,196 KATIE. 912 00:22:44,196 --> 00:22:45,364 I'M SORRY THAT I [bleep] UP 913 00:22:45,364 --> 00:22:47,400 YOUR LIFE. 914 00:22:47,400 --> 00:22:48,401 [mellow instrumental music] 915 00:22:48,401 --> 00:22:56,409 * 916 00:23:16,629 --> 00:23:18,698 >> SINCE OUR FIGHT, JOEY AND I 917 00:23:18,698 --> 00:23:20,733 HAVEN'T SEEN EACH OTHER. 918 00:23:20,733 --> 00:23:22,735 OUR BABY IS DUE IN TEN DAYS, 919 00:23:22,735 --> 00:23:24,036 AND INSTEAD OF GETTING HER ROOM 920 00:23:24,036 --> 00:23:25,772 READY, WE'RE ARGUING OVER 921 00:23:25,772 --> 00:23:27,474 TEXT MESSAGE. 922 00:23:27,474 --> 00:23:29,075 THE TIMING COULDN'T BE WORSE, 923 00:23:29,075 --> 00:23:30,643 BECAUSE THE NEXT MORNING, 924 00:23:30,643 --> 00:23:32,812 SOMETHING FELT DIFFERENT. 925 00:23:32,812 --> 00:23:33,780 >> DO YOU THINK YOUR WATER 926 00:23:33,780 --> 00:23:35,715 BROKE? 927 00:23:36,483 --> 00:23:37,917 >> MY MOM AND MY SISTER RUSHED 928 00:23:37,917 --> 00:23:39,919 ME TO THE HOSPITAL. 929 00:23:44,957 --> 00:23:46,158 >> ANY HEADACHE? 930 00:23:46,158 --> 00:23:47,159 >> NO. 931 00:23:47,159 --> 00:23:48,394 >> REALLY BAD PAIN RIGHT HERE? 932 00:23:48,394 --> 00:23:49,128 >> NO. 933 00:23:49,128 --> 00:23:49,862 >> OKAY. 934 00:23:49,862 --> 00:23:51,230 >> ALL DOWN IN HERE. 935 00:23:51,230 --> 00:23:52,264 >> WANT AN EPIDURAL FOR PAIN? 936 00:23:52,264 --> 00:23:54,433 >> NO. 937 00:23:54,433 --> 00:23:55,568 >> MAYBE? 938 00:23:55,568 --> 00:23:56,368 >> NO. 939 00:23:56,368 --> 00:23:57,236 >> WELL, YOU CAN CHANGE YOUR 940 00:23:57,236 --> 00:23:58,638 MIND AT ANY TIME. 941 00:23:58,638 --> 00:24:00,206 >> AT THE MOMENT, IT'S NO. 942 00:24:00,206 --> 00:24:01,574 >> OKAY. 943 00:24:01,574 --> 00:24:04,911 >> DID YOU TEXT JOEY? 944 00:24:04,911 --> 00:24:05,845 >> YOU WANT ME TO? 945 00:24:05,845 --> 00:24:06,746 DID THEY SAY-- 946 00:24:06,746 --> 00:24:08,180 >> WELL, LET'S WAIT AND SEE IF 947 00:24:08,180 --> 00:24:08,915 YOUR WATER'S BROKEN. 948 00:24:08,915 --> 00:24:10,282 >> I WAS LIKE, "UM, THE LADY 949 00:24:10,282 --> 00:24:11,383 JUST SAID..." 950 00:24:11,383 --> 00:24:13,586 >> OKAY, SO I'M GONNA ADMIT YOU 951 00:24:13,586 --> 00:24:14,487 AND START AN I.V. 952 00:24:14,487 --> 00:24:15,788 >> I'M NERVOUS ABOUT THIS. 953 00:24:15,788 --> 00:24:16,956 CALL JOEY. 954 00:24:16,956 --> 00:24:17,824 >> [sighs] 955 00:24:17,824 --> 00:24:19,759 >> HELLO. IS THIS JOEY? 956 00:24:22,361 --> 00:24:23,329 >> TELL HER THAT THEY'RE 957 00:24:23,329 --> 00:24:24,697 ADMITTING ME. 958 00:24:24,697 --> 00:24:26,766 TELL HIM TO GET HERE. 959 00:24:28,034 --> 00:24:29,235 >> TEXT HER AND TELL HER THAT 960 00:24:29,235 --> 00:24:30,469 I'M IN LABOR 961 00:24:30,469 --> 00:24:32,471 AND TO COME HERE IF SHE CAN. 962 00:24:35,842 --> 00:24:37,510 >> HELLO? 963 00:24:37,510 --> 00:24:38,845 >> HEY, STARLA. 964 00:24:38,845 --> 00:24:39,946 >> I'M GONNA CHECK YOU JUST TO 965 00:24:39,946 --> 00:24:41,881 SEE WHERE WE'RE STARTING FROM. 966 00:24:41,881 --> 00:24:42,915 OKAY, SO I WOULD SAY 967 00:24:42,915 --> 00:24:45,317 WE'RE ABOUT 2. 968 00:24:45,317 --> 00:24:47,620 IT'S ABOUT 80% THINNED OUT. 969 00:24:47,620 --> 00:24:48,387 >> OW. 970 00:24:48,387 --> 00:24:49,421 >> AND ABOUT A MINUS 1. 971 00:24:49,421 --> 00:24:50,957 SORRY, SORRY. 972 00:24:50,957 --> 00:24:52,291 BY ABOUT NOON OR SO, I REALLY 973 00:24:52,291 --> 00:24:53,359 WANT YOU TO START BEING IN 974 00:24:53,359 --> 00:24:54,393 LABOR, AND I WANT TO SEE SOME 975 00:24:54,393 --> 00:24:55,795 CHANGES IN YOUR CERVIX THERE. 976 00:24:55,795 --> 00:24:56,663 >> OKAY. 977 00:24:56,663 --> 00:24:57,597 >> [quietly] JUST GET THERE. 978 00:24:57,597 --> 00:24:59,098 >> DON'T, BLAKE. 979 00:24:59,098 --> 00:24:59,999 >> I'M JUST KIDDING. 980 00:24:59,999 --> 00:25:02,501 I DIDN'T DO ANYTHING. 981 00:25:02,501 --> 00:25:04,503 >> [sighs] 982 00:25:10,677 --> 00:25:11,878 >> WHEN JOEY SHOWED UP, 983 00:25:11,878 --> 00:25:14,547 IT WAS PRETTY AWKWARD AT FIRST. 984 00:25:14,547 --> 00:25:16,549 [sighs] 985 00:25:18,217 --> 00:25:22,655 IT HURTS IN MY BACK. 986 00:25:22,655 --> 00:25:24,791 BUT AS MY LABOR PROGRESSED, 987 00:25:24,791 --> 00:25:26,492 HE DROPPED HIS ATTITUDE AND 988 00:25:26,492 --> 00:25:29,596 STARTED BEING MORE SUPPORTIVE. 989 00:25:29,596 --> 00:25:33,332 [moaning] 990 00:25:33,332 --> 00:25:34,166 >> HEY, GUYS. 991 00:25:34,166 --> 00:25:35,301 >> HEY. 992 00:25:35,301 --> 00:25:36,603 >> WELL, LITTLE MORE PRESSURE 993 00:25:36,603 --> 00:25:37,269 THERE? 994 00:25:37,269 --> 00:25:38,204 >> YEAH. 995 00:25:38,204 --> 00:25:38,938 >> OKAY. 996 00:25:38,938 --> 00:25:39,672 I'M GONNA CHECK YOU. 997 00:25:39,672 --> 00:25:40,539 I'M GONNA SEE WHERE WE'RE 998 00:25:40,539 --> 00:25:42,575 SITTING SINCE I'M OVER HERE AND 999 00:25:42,575 --> 00:25:44,110 DRESSED FOR THE OCCASION. 1000 00:25:44,110 --> 00:25:46,212 >> YEAH, YOU LOOK REAL NICE. 1001 00:25:46,212 --> 00:25:49,115 >> SO IT'S--YOU'RE 3, 1002 00:25:49,115 --> 00:25:50,717 ABOUT 90% THINNED OUT, 1003 00:25:50,717 --> 00:25:51,984 BUT THE CERVIX IS ALL THE WAY 1004 00:25:51,984 --> 00:25:53,152 TO THE FRONT NOW, OKAY. 1005 00:25:53,152 --> 00:25:54,053 AND THE HEAD IS VERY LOW. 1006 00:25:54,053 --> 00:25:54,921 THAT'S WHY YOU'RE FEELING 1007 00:25:54,921 --> 00:25:55,688 SO MUCH PRESSURE. 1008 00:25:55,688 --> 00:25:56,355 >> OKAY. 1009 00:25:56,355 --> 00:25:57,056 >> SO THAT'S GOOD. 1010 00:25:57,056 --> 00:25:57,890 YOU'RE HEADING IN THE RIGHT 1011 00:25:57,890 --> 00:25:58,524 DIRECTION. 1012 00:25:58,524 --> 00:25:59,191 THIS IS PERFECT. 1013 00:25:59,191 --> 00:26:00,092 >> USUALLY, A FIRST-TIME MOM 1014 00:26:00,092 --> 00:26:00,993 TAKES ABOUT A CENTIMETER 1015 00:26:00,993 --> 00:26:02,428 AN HOUR. 1016 00:26:02,428 --> 00:26:03,295 >> AND THIS IS WHERE SHE SAID 1017 00:26:03,295 --> 00:26:05,331 SHE WANTED-- 1018 00:26:05,331 --> 00:26:06,599 >> WHERE SHE'LL START PUSHING. 1019 00:26:06,599 --> 00:26:07,900 >> [moans] 1020 00:26:07,900 --> 00:26:09,001 [sobbing] 1021 00:26:09,001 --> 00:26:10,469 >> IT'S OKAY. 1022 00:26:10,469 --> 00:26:12,605 >> YOU'RE FINE, KATIE. 1023 00:26:12,605 --> 00:26:15,174 >> [hushing] 1024 00:26:15,174 --> 00:26:16,208 >> PERFECT TIMING. 1025 00:26:16,208 --> 00:26:18,110 >> OW! 1026 00:26:18,110 --> 00:26:19,278 >> ALL RIGHT, GOOD. 1027 00:26:19,278 --> 00:26:20,112 YOU'RE ABOUT 8-- 1028 00:26:20,112 --> 00:26:21,480 8 TO 9 CENTIMETERS. 1029 00:26:21,480 --> 00:26:22,815 [all cheering] 1030 00:26:22,815 --> 00:26:24,817 >> I LOVE YOU. 1031 00:26:27,854 --> 00:26:28,821 >> HERE WE GO. 1032 00:26:28,821 --> 00:26:30,189 >> ALL RIGHT, I'LL JUST CRAWL UP 1033 00:26:30,189 --> 00:26:31,991 IN HERE WITH YOU. 1034 00:26:31,991 --> 00:26:34,994 >> [moaning] 1035 00:26:42,234 --> 00:26:44,103 >> [groaning] 1036 00:26:44,103 --> 00:26:44,771 >> YOU'RE OKAY. 1037 00:26:44,771 --> 00:26:45,672 >> YOU'RE GETTING CLOSE, GIRL. 1038 00:26:45,672 --> 00:26:47,039 >> OW! 1039 00:26:47,039 --> 00:26:50,276 >> THREE, FOUR, FIVE, SIX, 1040 00:26:50,276 --> 00:26:53,379 SEVEN, EIGHT, NINE, TEN. 1041 00:26:53,379 --> 00:26:54,080 >> IT HURTS. 1042 00:26:54,080 --> 00:26:54,747 >> I KNOW. 1043 00:26:54,747 --> 00:26:55,547 YOU'RE RIGHT THERE, KATIE. 1044 00:26:55,547 --> 00:26:56,315 >> YOU'RE RIGHT THERE. 1045 00:26:56,315 --> 00:26:57,083 >> YOU'RE RIGHT THERE. 1046 00:26:57,083 --> 00:26:58,217 >> [moaning loudly] 1047 00:26:58,217 --> 00:26:59,886 >> GO, GO, GO, GO, GO! 1048 00:26:59,886 --> 00:27:01,020 >> YOU'RE ALL RIGHT NOW, KATIE. 1049 00:27:01,020 --> 00:27:03,756 >> both: FIVE, SIX, SEVEN, 1050 00:27:03,756 --> 00:27:06,125 EIGHT, NINE, TEN. 1051 00:27:06,125 --> 00:27:07,226 >> [screams] 1052 00:27:07,226 --> 00:27:08,560 >> THERE SHE IS! 1053 00:27:08,560 --> 00:27:10,162 LOOK UP, KATIE. 1054 00:27:10,162 --> 00:27:12,865 OPEN YOUR EYES. 1055 00:27:12,865 --> 00:27:13,666 >> ALL RIGHT, HERE'S YOUR 1056 00:27:13,666 --> 00:27:14,400 DAUGHTER. 1057 00:27:14,400 --> 00:27:18,137 [baby crying] 1058 00:27:18,137 --> 00:27:20,807 >> * I FOUND WHAT I NEED 1059 00:27:20,807 --> 00:27:25,244 * TO KNOW 1060 00:27:25,244 --> 00:27:32,251 * WAITING FOR SO LONG 1061 00:27:32,251 --> 00:27:35,187 * TO HAVE WHAT I'VE MISSED * 1062 00:27:35,187 --> 00:27:38,324 * ALL ALONG 1063 00:27:38,324 --> 00:27:39,325 [upbeat instrumental music] 1064 00:27:39,325 --> 00:27:41,928 * 1065 00:27:41,928 --> 00:27:44,964 [baby crying] 1066 00:27:47,900 --> 00:27:55,908 * 1067 00:27:57,376 --> 00:27:58,911 smooch! 1068 00:27:58,911 --> 00:28:01,914 [chime dings] 1069 00:28:04,951 --> 00:28:05,718 [baby sobbing] 1070 00:28:05,718 --> 00:28:07,419 >> MOMMY'S GONNA FEED YOU. 1071 00:28:07,419 --> 00:28:09,321 OH, YOU'RE PISSED. 1072 00:28:09,321 --> 00:28:10,489 >> PUT THIS IN HER MOUTH. 1073 00:28:10,489 --> 00:28:12,524 JUST HOLD ON. 1074 00:28:12,524 --> 00:28:13,625 >> YOU'RE OKAY. 1075 00:28:13,625 --> 00:28:15,895 IT'S TIME TO EAT, OKAY? 1076 00:28:15,895 --> 00:28:17,663 >> ON THE BELLY, REMEMBER. 1077 00:28:17,663 --> 00:28:19,365 [baby crying] 1078 00:28:19,365 --> 00:28:20,332 >> WELL... 1079 00:28:20,332 --> 00:28:23,535 >> IT'S OKAY, ANGEL. 1080 00:28:23,535 --> 00:28:24,937 >> WHAT'S IT FEEL LIKE, KATIE? 1081 00:28:24,937 --> 00:28:26,973 >> IT HURTS. 1082 00:28:26,973 --> 00:28:29,208 BUT IT'S WORTH IT... 1083 00:28:29,208 --> 00:28:30,476 >> THAT'S SO WEIRD. 1084 00:28:30,476 --> 00:28:31,377 >> 'CAUSE THEN SHE'LL BE 1085 00:28:31,377 --> 00:28:33,479 A PRETTY SMART BABY. 1086 00:28:33,479 --> 00:28:34,480 [gentle guitar music] 1087 00:28:34,480 --> 00:28:36,482 * 1088 00:28:36,482 --> 00:28:37,884 ONE GOOD THING ABOUT NOT HAVING 1089 00:28:37,884 --> 00:28:39,551 AN EPIDURAL IS, I DIDN'T HAVE TO 1090 00:28:39,551 --> 00:28:41,587 STAY IN THE HOSPITAL VERY LONG. 1091 00:28:41,587 --> 00:28:42,889 BY THE NEXT AFTERNOON, 1092 00:28:42,889 --> 00:28:44,891 WE WERE READY TO LEAVE. 1093 00:28:46,525 --> 00:28:48,594 THE ONLY PROBLEM IS, BECAUSE OF 1094 00:28:48,594 --> 00:28:49,862 EVERYTHING GOING ON WITH ME 1095 00:28:49,862 --> 00:28:51,697 AND JOEY, I'M NOT REALLY SURE 1096 00:28:51,697 --> 00:28:54,533 WHERE WE'RE GOING. 1097 00:28:54,533 --> 00:28:58,170 >> SO WHERE AM I TAKING YOU? 1098 00:28:58,170 --> 00:29:00,472 >> TO YOUR MOM'S HOUSE. 1099 00:29:00,472 --> 00:29:01,507 >> WHAT YOU MADE YOU DECIDE 1100 00:29:01,507 --> 00:29:03,475 THAT? 1101 00:29:03,475 --> 00:29:04,676 >> I JUST WANT TO BE A FAMILY, 1102 00:29:04,676 --> 00:29:06,278 AND WE BOTH NEED TO WORK 1103 00:29:06,278 --> 00:29:07,814 THINGS OUT. 1104 00:29:07,814 --> 00:29:08,981 SO WE MIGHT AS WELL DO IT 1105 00:29:08,981 --> 00:29:09,748 TOGETHER. 1106 00:29:09,748 --> 00:29:10,817 >> WE NEED TO WORK [bleep] OUT 1107 00:29:10,817 --> 00:29:13,853 BEFORE WE JUST BREAK UP. 1108 00:29:13,853 --> 00:29:14,954 >> WE NEED TO TRY TO BE 1109 00:29:14,954 --> 00:29:16,155 THE BEST FAMILY WE CAN BE 1110 00:29:16,155 --> 00:29:18,124 FOR HER, 'CAUSE I THINK SHE 1111 00:29:18,124 --> 00:29:20,126 DESERVES A FAMILY. 1112 00:29:21,127 --> 00:29:27,599 * 1113 00:29:27,599 --> 00:29:29,601 [chime dings] 1114 00:29:33,739 --> 00:29:34,673 >> female announcer: GET ANSWERS 1115 00:29:34,673 --> 00:29:35,507 TO YOUR SEX AND RELATIONSHIP 1116 00:29:35,507 --> 00:29:36,308 QUESTIONS AND TIPS ON HOW TO 1117 00:29:36,308 --> 00:29:38,310 TAKE CONTROL, AT: 1118 00:29:44,884 --> 00:29:45,852 >> [gasps] 1119 00:29:45,852 --> 00:29:47,854 OH, YEAH, IT'S COLD, HUH? 1120 00:29:53,159 --> 00:29:53,826 >> [suckling] 1121 00:29:53,826 --> 00:29:54,827 >> SOUNDS LIKE SHE'S GIVING YOU 1122 00:29:54,827 --> 00:29:55,661 KISSES. 1123 00:29:55,661 --> 00:29:56,328 [smooching] 1124 00:29:56,328 --> 00:29:56,996 >> YEAH. 1125 00:29:56,996 --> 00:29:58,664 SHE GIVES GOOD KISSES ALREADY. 1126 00:29:58,664 --> 00:30:00,332 >> [laughs] 1127 00:30:00,332 --> 00:30:01,300 >> ALL RIGHT. 1128 00:30:01,300 --> 00:30:02,168 >> PUT HER IN THE CRADLE 1129 00:30:02,168 --> 00:30:03,269 NEXT TO OUR BED. 1130 00:30:03,269 --> 00:30:04,570 >> I WAS GONNA SWADDLE HER. 1131 00:30:04,570 --> 00:30:07,106 >> OH, YEAH. 1132 00:30:07,106 --> 00:30:08,941 THIS THING IS HUGE FOR HER. 1133 00:30:08,941 --> 00:30:10,910 >> THERE WE GO. 1134 00:30:10,910 --> 00:30:12,311 >> IT'S SO NICE TO HAVE MOLLI 1135 00:30:12,311 --> 00:30:14,246 HOME WITH US, AND JOEY EVEN 1136 00:30:14,246 --> 00:30:15,781 REARRANGED THE BASEMENT SO WE'D 1137 00:30:15,781 --> 00:30:18,450 HAVE A LITTLE MORE SPACE. 1138 00:30:18,450 --> 00:30:20,619 >> [crying] 1139 00:30:20,619 --> 00:30:21,888 >> ARE YOU HUNGRY? 1140 00:30:21,888 --> 00:30:22,989 IS THAT WHAT'S WRONG? 1141 00:30:22,989 --> 00:30:25,324 [shushing] 1142 00:30:25,324 --> 00:30:26,825 BUT IT'S STILL PRETTY CRAMPED, 1143 00:30:26,825 --> 00:30:28,427 AND JOEY'S BROTHER AND SISTER 1144 00:30:28,427 --> 00:30:30,396 ARE ALWAYS AROUND. 1145 00:30:30,396 --> 00:30:32,264 TODAY'S MY FIRST DAY OF ONLINE 1146 00:30:32,264 --> 00:30:34,633 COMMUNITY COLLEGE CLASSES. 1147 00:30:34,633 --> 00:30:35,467 BE CAREFUL. 1148 00:30:35,467 --> 00:30:37,136 BE GENTLE. 1149 00:30:37,136 --> 00:30:38,037 SHE'S NAPPING. 1150 00:30:38,037 --> 00:30:39,005 >> BE CAREFUL, DESHAUN. 1151 00:30:39,005 --> 00:30:40,439 BE CAREFUL ON HER HEAD. 1152 00:30:40,439 --> 00:30:42,141 DESHAUN, BE CAREFUL ON HER HEAD. 1153 00:30:42,141 --> 00:30:42,975 SHE HAS SOFT SPOTS. 1154 00:30:42,975 --> 00:30:44,410 WHAT ARE YOU DOING? 1155 00:30:44,410 --> 00:30:46,412 >> MY HOMEWORK. 1156 00:30:46,412 --> 00:30:47,779 >> ARE YOU EVER GONNA GO TO 1157 00:30:47,779 --> 00:30:48,948 A REAL COLLEGE? 1158 00:30:48,948 --> 00:30:49,781 YOU NEED TO BE GETTING SOME 1159 00:30:49,781 --> 00:30:51,884 EDUCATION FROM REAL TEACHERS 1160 00:30:51,884 --> 00:30:53,119 AND NOT A COMPUTER. 1161 00:30:53,119 --> 00:30:54,020 >> I WAS GOING TO GO TO 1162 00:30:54,020 --> 00:30:55,087 A REAL COLLEGE. 1163 00:30:55,087 --> 00:30:56,455 >> IN DENVER? 1164 00:30:56,455 --> 00:30:57,123 >> YUP. 1165 00:30:57,123 --> 00:31:00,192 AND THEN I HAD MOLLI INSTEAD. 1166 00:31:00,192 --> 00:31:01,327 [shushing] 1167 00:31:01,327 --> 00:31:02,861 STUDYING WITH A BABY IN THIS 1168 00:31:02,861 --> 00:31:04,863 HOUSE IS NOT GOING TO BE EASY. 1169 00:31:07,199 --> 00:31:08,434 BUT A COUPLE WEEKS LATER, 1170 00:31:08,434 --> 00:31:10,036 WE GOT SOME GOOD NEWS. 1171 00:31:10,036 --> 00:31:11,437 JOEY GOT HIRED AT THE MINES. 1172 00:31:11,437 --> 00:31:12,804 SO NOW WE CAN GO LOOK AT 1173 00:31:12,804 --> 00:31:15,107 A PLACE WE CAN FINALLY AFFORD. 1174 00:31:15,107 --> 00:31:15,774 >> [sighs] 1175 00:31:15,774 --> 00:31:16,442 WANT TO CHECK OUT 1176 00:31:16,442 --> 00:31:18,377 THE KITCHEN, MOLLY? 1177 00:31:18,377 --> 00:31:19,378 YEAH, YOU WANT TO LOOK 1178 00:31:19,378 --> 00:31:21,747 AT THE KITCHEN. 1179 00:31:21,747 --> 00:31:22,581 >> WELL, WE COULD PUT HER CRIB 1180 00:31:22,581 --> 00:31:23,649 IN HERE. 1181 00:31:23,649 --> 00:31:25,217 >> I BET THE CRIB THAT WE HAVE 1182 00:31:25,217 --> 00:31:26,518 IS TOO BIG. 1183 00:31:26,518 --> 00:31:27,719 >> NOT REALLY. 1184 00:31:27,719 --> 00:31:28,887 >> I DON'T KNOW. 1185 00:31:28,887 --> 00:31:30,356 >> IF WE PUT IT THIS WAY. 1186 00:31:30,356 --> 00:31:31,190 >> WHAT, YOU MEAN THIS? 1187 00:31:31,190 --> 00:31:31,890 >> YEAH. 1188 00:31:31,890 --> 00:31:32,824 >> YEAH, BUT IT'S GONNA BE 1189 00:31:32,824 --> 00:31:33,792 STICKING OUT. 1190 00:31:33,792 --> 00:31:34,793 >> WELL, I GUESS WE CAN ONLY 1191 00:31:34,793 --> 00:31:36,728 TELL BY THE--IF WE GET IT IN 1192 00:31:36,728 --> 00:31:38,430 HERE OR MEASURE IT OR WHATEVER. 1193 00:31:38,430 --> 00:31:39,966 >> THIS IS THE KITCHEN TABLE. 1194 00:31:39,966 --> 00:31:41,767 >> MM-HMM. 1195 00:31:41,767 --> 00:31:44,136 LOOK AT THE CLOSET SPACE. 1196 00:31:44,136 --> 00:31:46,638 THIS IS WHAT I NEED. 1197 00:31:46,638 --> 00:31:47,339 >> YEAH? 1198 00:31:47,339 --> 00:31:48,007 >> OH, YEAH. 1199 00:31:48,007 --> 00:31:48,907 >> I THINK YOU NEED ABOUT FIVE 1200 00:31:48,907 --> 00:31:49,741 OF THOSE. 1201 00:31:49,741 --> 00:31:53,345 >> I LIKE IT SO FAR. 1202 00:31:53,345 --> 00:31:55,081 WHAT DO YOU THINK? 1203 00:31:55,081 --> 00:31:55,948 >> I LIKE IT. 1204 00:31:55,948 --> 00:31:57,383 >> I THINK EVERYTHING WOULD FIT 1205 00:31:57,383 --> 00:31:58,384 IN HERE TOO. 1206 00:31:58,384 --> 00:32:00,019 >> YUP. 1207 00:32:00,019 --> 00:32:01,453 >> IT'S PERFECT. 1208 00:32:01,453 --> 00:32:03,022 WE APPLIED FOR THE APARTMENT 1209 00:32:03,022 --> 00:32:04,523 AND A FEW DAYS LATER, FOUND OUT 1210 00:32:04,523 --> 00:32:07,226 WE GOT ACCEPTED. 1211 00:32:07,226 --> 00:32:08,460 >> MOLLI, I GOT YOU A SIPPY 1212 00:32:08,460 --> 00:32:11,063 STRAW. 1213 00:32:11,063 --> 00:32:12,431 >> SHE'S LIKE, "WHAT THE HELL 1214 00:32:12,431 --> 00:32:14,433 ARE YOU DOING?" 1215 00:32:20,406 --> 00:32:22,008 >> WE'RE SITTING ON A TUPPERWARE 1216 00:32:22,008 --> 00:32:23,142 LOOKING AT A HOUSE FULL OF 1217 00:32:23,142 --> 00:32:24,810 [bleep]. 1218 00:32:24,810 --> 00:32:26,745 >> NOW WE CAN BE A FAMILY. 1219 00:32:26,745 --> 00:32:27,879 >> YEAH. 1220 00:32:27,879 --> 00:32:29,215 I'M EXCITED. 1221 00:32:29,215 --> 00:32:31,217 I'M GLAD THAT WE'RE IN HERE. 1222 00:32:32,284 --> 00:32:33,352 [chime dings] 1223 00:32:33,352 --> 00:32:34,620 >> THE NEW HOUSE IS GREAT FOR 1224 00:32:34,620 --> 00:32:36,688 A COUPLE YEARS, BUT I STILL WANT 1225 00:32:36,688 --> 00:32:37,856 US TO MOVE ON TO BIGGER AND 1226 00:32:37,856 --> 00:32:39,858 BETTER THINGS AS A FAMILY. 1227 00:32:42,061 --> 00:32:43,662 BECAUSE JOEY IS NEW AT THE 1228 00:32:43,662 --> 00:32:45,397 MINES, HE HAS TO WORK THE NIGHT 1229 00:32:45,397 --> 00:32:47,166 SHIFT, WHICH MEANS HE SLEEPS FOR 1230 00:32:47,166 --> 00:32:48,934 MOST OF THE DAY WHILE I TAKE 1231 00:32:48,934 --> 00:32:50,736 CARE OF MOLLI BY MYSELF. 1232 00:32:50,736 --> 00:32:52,138 JOEY. 1233 00:32:52,138 --> 00:32:53,305 JOEY, YOU'RE GONNA BE LATE 1234 00:32:53,305 --> 00:32:55,374 FOR WORK. 1235 00:32:56,875 --> 00:32:59,878 [baby crying] 1236 00:33:08,020 --> 00:33:09,921 OKAY. 1237 00:33:09,921 --> 00:33:10,722 I LOVE YOU. 1238 00:33:10,722 --> 00:33:11,590 >> I LOVE YOU TOO. 1239 00:33:11,590 --> 00:33:12,824 >> HAVE A GOOD NIGHT. 1240 00:33:12,824 --> 00:33:13,859 SEE YOU IN THE MORNING. 1241 00:33:13,859 --> 00:33:17,263 >> SEE YOU IN THE MORNING, BABY. 1242 00:33:17,263 --> 00:33:18,564 >> BEING ON OUR OWN IS TURNING 1243 00:33:18,564 --> 00:33:19,731 OUT TO BE A LOT DIFFERENT 1244 00:33:19,731 --> 00:33:21,533 THAN I EXPECTED. 1245 00:33:21,533 --> 00:33:23,535 JOEY'S JOB IS SUPER GRUELING, 1246 00:33:23,535 --> 00:33:25,771 AND BEING ALONE ALL DAY SUCKS. 1247 00:33:25,771 --> 00:33:27,073 SO I'M GLAD OUR ARRANGEMENT IS 1248 00:33:27,073 --> 00:33:28,874 JUST TEMPORARY UNTIL WE CAN MAKE 1249 00:33:28,874 --> 00:33:30,309 OUR MOVE TO DENVER. 1250 00:33:30,309 --> 00:33:31,143 >> I'M HOME. 1251 00:33:31,143 --> 00:33:32,844 >> SHE'S LIKE, "WHY DO YOU 1252 00:33:32,844 --> 00:33:34,213 TORTURE ME?" 1253 00:33:34,213 --> 00:33:35,947 >> [hiccupping and crying] 1254 00:33:35,947 --> 00:33:37,216 >> WE'RE DONE. WE'RE DONE. 1255 00:33:37,216 --> 00:33:40,018 WE'RE DONE. 1256 00:33:40,018 --> 00:33:40,919 >> ALL RIGHT, I'M GONNA TAKE 1257 00:33:40,919 --> 00:33:43,355 A SHOWER, OKAY? 1258 00:33:43,355 --> 00:33:44,890 >> JOEY HAS TONIGHT OFF, 1259 00:33:44,890 --> 00:33:46,258 SO MY MOM IS TAKING US OUT 1260 00:33:46,258 --> 00:33:47,893 TO DINNER SINCE SHE HASN'T SEEN 1261 00:33:47,893 --> 00:33:48,860 US IN A WHILE. 1262 00:33:48,860 --> 00:33:49,895 >> SO WHAT HAVE YOU BEEN UP TO 1263 00:33:49,895 --> 00:33:50,962 TODAY? 1264 00:33:50,962 --> 00:33:52,030 >> JUST SITTING AROUND PRETTY 1265 00:33:52,030 --> 00:33:54,900 MUCH, BEING BORED. 1266 00:33:54,900 --> 00:33:56,435 SO TWO YEARS FROM NOW, 1267 00:33:56,435 --> 00:33:58,904 YOU'RE NEVER GONNA SEE ME AGAIN. 1268 00:33:58,904 --> 00:34:00,672 >> WHY? 1269 00:34:00,672 --> 00:34:01,740 WHAT'S HAPPENING TWO YEARS 1270 00:34:01,740 --> 00:34:02,808 FROM NOW? 1271 00:34:02,808 --> 00:34:03,775 >> 'CAUSE WE'RE MOVING AWAY AND 1272 00:34:03,775 --> 00:34:06,912 NEVER COMING BACK. 1273 00:34:06,912 --> 00:34:08,280 >> OH, REALLY? 1274 00:34:08,280 --> 00:34:09,248 WHERE ARE YOU PLANNING ON MOVING 1275 00:34:09,248 --> 00:34:10,349 AWAY TO? 1276 00:34:10,349 --> 00:34:11,650 >> DENVER. 1277 00:34:11,650 --> 00:34:12,851 >> AND WHAT COAL MINE IS JOEY 1278 00:34:12,851 --> 00:34:15,987 GONNA WORK IN IN DENVER? 1279 00:34:15,987 --> 00:34:17,989 >> I DON'T KNOW. 1280 00:34:21,893 --> 00:34:22,628 >> I KNOW. 1281 00:34:22,628 --> 00:34:23,595 I WOULDN'T MAKE YOU LEAVE. 1282 00:34:23,595 --> 00:34:24,496 THAT WOULD BE IRRESPONSIBLE FOR 1283 00:34:24,496 --> 00:34:25,164 US TO MOVE. 1284 00:34:25,164 --> 00:34:25,964 >> WELL, AND I TOLD YOU, WHEN 1285 00:34:25,964 --> 00:34:26,798 THAT POINT COMES, IF YOU'RE 1286 00:34:26,798 --> 00:34:27,799 PISSED OFF 'CAUSE WE CAN'T GO TO 1287 00:34:27,799 --> 00:34:28,634 COLORADO, I NEVER SAID YOU 1288 00:34:28,634 --> 00:34:29,301 COULDN'T GO. 1289 00:34:29,301 --> 00:34:30,269 I JUST SAID I WASN'T GONNA GO 1290 00:34:30,269 --> 00:34:31,703 WITH YOU. 1291 00:34:31,703 --> 00:34:33,105 I'M NOT GONNA THROW AWAY ALL OF 1292 00:34:33,105 --> 00:34:33,972 THOSE BENEFITS AND THAT MUCH 1293 00:34:33,972 --> 00:34:35,607 MONEY FOR YOU TO GO COLLEGE WHEN 1294 00:34:35,607 --> 00:34:36,475 YOU DON'T NEED TO GO 1295 00:34:36,475 --> 00:34:37,643 TO COLLEGE. 1296 00:34:37,643 --> 00:34:38,744 >> I DO NEED TO GO. 1297 00:34:38,744 --> 00:34:39,745 >> I WOULD SAY I DON'T AGREE 1298 00:34:39,745 --> 00:34:40,912 THAT SHE DOESN'T NEED TO GO TO 1299 00:34:40,912 --> 00:34:41,780 COLLEGE, BUT-- 1300 00:34:41,780 --> 00:34:43,982 >> I'M JUST SAYING, IF YOU WANT 1301 00:34:43,982 --> 00:34:45,884 TO STAY WITH ME AND RAISE MOLLI, 1302 00:34:45,884 --> 00:34:46,952 THEN YOU DON'T NEED TO GO 1303 00:34:46,952 --> 00:34:48,787 TO COLLEGE IF I HAVE THAT 1304 00:34:48,787 --> 00:34:49,721 HIGH PAY OF A JOB. 1305 00:34:49,721 --> 00:34:50,756 >> I NEED TOO, THOUGH. 1306 00:34:50,756 --> 00:34:52,624 NOT FOR MONEY, FOR MYSELF. 1307 00:34:52,624 --> 00:34:53,792 >> YEAH, BUT FOR MOLLI-- 1308 00:34:53,792 --> 00:34:55,661 FOR MOLLI, I CAN'T QUIT MY JOB 1309 00:34:55,661 --> 00:34:57,163 AND GO TO DENVER SO YOU CAN GO 1310 00:34:57,163 --> 00:34:58,330 TO SCHOOL. 1311 00:34:58,330 --> 00:34:59,331 >> BUT YOU HAVE TO REALIZE, 1312 00:34:59,331 --> 00:35:02,468 IF YOU DO THAT, YOU'RE GONNA BE 1313 00:35:02,468 --> 00:35:04,670 A SINGLE PARENT KIND OF. 1314 00:35:04,670 --> 00:35:06,238 EVEN THOUGH JOEY'S HELPING, 1315 00:35:06,238 --> 00:35:08,073 YOU KNOW, SUPPORT YOU GUYS WHILE 1316 00:35:08,073 --> 00:35:09,408 YOU'RE DOWN THERE, YOU'RE GONNA 1317 00:35:09,408 --> 00:35:10,176 STILL BE DOING IT 1318 00:35:10,176 --> 00:35:11,109 ALL BY YOURSELF. 1319 00:35:11,109 --> 00:35:11,943 >> YOU KNOW, YOU'RE SAYING, 1320 00:35:11,943 --> 00:35:12,978 "ALL RIGHT, WELL, I'LL GO TO 1321 00:35:12,978 --> 00:35:14,146 DENVER AND TAKE MOLLI. 1322 00:35:14,146 --> 00:35:15,080 THAT WAY I CAN GO TO 1323 00:35:15,080 --> 00:35:15,747 UNIVERSITY." 1324 00:35:15,747 --> 00:35:16,548 WELL, THAT'S JUST LIKE ME 1325 00:35:16,548 --> 00:35:18,617 SAYING... 1326 00:35:19,718 --> 00:35:20,986 >> YOU HAVE BOTH SACRIFICED 1327 00:35:20,986 --> 00:35:23,155 THINGS IN YOUR LIFE, BUT THAT'S 1328 00:35:23,155 --> 00:35:25,924 WHAT PARENTS DO. 1329 00:35:25,924 --> 00:35:27,159 AND YOU JUST STARTED. 1330 00:35:27,159 --> 00:35:29,261 YOU HAVE 18 MORE YEARS OF GIVING 1331 00:35:29,261 --> 00:35:30,862 THINGS UP. 1332 00:35:30,862 --> 00:35:31,863 [calm instrumental music] 1333 00:35:31,863 --> 00:35:36,168 * 1334 00:35:36,168 --> 00:35:38,170 [chime dings] 1335 00:35:42,574 --> 00:35:43,409 >> announcer: DON'T GO AWAY. 1336 00:35:43,409 --> 00:35:44,276 THIS EPISODE OF 16 AND PREGNANT 1337 00:35:44,276 --> 00:35:46,278 CONTINUES RIGHT NOW. 1338 00:35:49,047 --> 00:35:50,282 >> AFTER DINNER WITH MY MOM AND 1339 00:35:50,282 --> 00:35:52,184 JOEY, I'M NERVOUS THAT DENVER 1340 00:35:52,184 --> 00:35:53,352 ISN'T GOING TO PLAY OUT THE WAY 1341 00:35:53,352 --> 00:35:55,821 THAT I HAD PLANNED. 1342 00:35:55,821 --> 00:35:58,557 EW, IT'S, LIKE, STUCK. 1343 00:35:58,557 --> 00:36:00,192 BUT I JUST CAN'T SEE MYSELF 1344 00:36:00,192 --> 00:36:01,560 STAYING HERE FOREVER AND 1345 00:36:01,560 --> 00:36:04,430 BECOMING A HOUSEWIFE. 1346 00:36:04,430 --> 00:36:07,499 [fire alarm beeping] 1347 00:36:09,601 --> 00:36:10,669 SORRY, MOLLI. 1348 00:36:10,669 --> 00:36:12,671 THAT'S LOUD. 1349 00:36:17,576 --> 00:36:18,877 SO WHEN I'M NOT COOKING, 1350 00:36:18,877 --> 00:36:20,446 CLEANING, OR TAKING CARE OF 1351 00:36:20,446 --> 00:36:22,348 MOLLI, I'M TRYING TO KEEP UP 1352 00:36:22,348 --> 00:36:23,949 WITH MY ONLINE COURSES. 1353 00:36:23,949 --> 00:36:25,717 AND TODAY I'M ACTUALLY GETTING 1354 00:36:25,717 --> 00:36:28,920 OUT TO SEE SOME OF MY FRIENDS. 1355 00:36:28,920 --> 00:36:30,422 HELLO, HELLO. 1356 00:36:30,422 --> 00:36:31,790 >> both: HEY! 1357 00:36:31,790 --> 00:36:32,758 >> I HAVEN'T SEEN YOU IN 1358 00:36:32,758 --> 00:36:33,759 FOREVER. 1359 00:36:33,759 --> 00:36:36,962 >> [crying] 1360 00:36:36,962 --> 00:36:38,730 >> OH, MWAH, MWAH, MWAH. 1361 00:36:38,730 --> 00:36:39,898 >> HEY, BABY GIRL. 1362 00:36:39,898 --> 00:36:40,766 >> YOU JUST WANT TO TALK WITH 1363 00:36:40,766 --> 00:36:42,501 THE GIRLS, DON'T YOU? 1364 00:36:42,501 --> 00:36:43,469 >> SO HOW'S SCHOOL? 1365 00:36:43,469 --> 00:36:44,270 >> IT'S NOT REALLY, LIKE, 1366 00:36:44,270 --> 00:36:45,103 THE FUN PART OF SCHOOL. 1367 00:36:45,103 --> 00:36:46,438 IT'S LIKE, "OKAY, HERE'S YOUR 1368 00:36:46,438 --> 00:36:47,706 WORK; NOW DO IT." 1369 00:36:47,706 --> 00:36:48,640 >> both: YEAH. 1370 00:36:48,640 --> 00:36:49,608 >> AND MOLLI DOESN'T LIKE WHEN 1371 00:36:49,608 --> 00:36:50,609 MOM DOES HOMEWORK. 1372 00:36:50,609 --> 00:36:51,343 >> I KNOW. 1373 00:36:51,343 --> 00:36:52,210 PLUS, THERE'S ALWAYS, LIKE, 1374 00:36:52,210 --> 00:36:53,011 THE SCHOOL STUFF, LIKE, 1375 00:36:53,011 --> 00:36:54,079 THE DORM STUFF THAT YOU CAN 1376 00:36:54,079 --> 00:36:55,447 NEVER COME TO. 1377 00:36:55,447 --> 00:36:56,615 >> I DON'T GET, LIKE, THE HUMAN 1378 00:36:56,615 --> 00:36:57,616 INTERACTMENT. 1379 00:36:57,616 --> 00:36:58,650 >> IT'S GOT TO BE SO TIRING. 1380 00:36:58,650 --> 00:36:59,318 >> YEAH. 1381 00:36:59,318 --> 00:37:00,118 >> LIKE, TAKING CARE OF A BABY 1382 00:37:00,118 --> 00:37:00,786 ALL DAY. 1383 00:37:00,786 --> 00:37:01,720 >> AND WHEN THE HOUSE GETS 1384 00:37:01,720 --> 00:37:02,954 DIRTY, I HAVE TO CLEAN IT. 1385 00:37:02,954 --> 00:37:04,490 WHEN I--WHEN, LIKE, LAUNDRY HAS 1386 00:37:04,490 --> 00:37:05,824 TO BE DONE, I HAVE TO DO IT. 1387 00:37:05,824 --> 00:37:07,158 WHEN I'M HUNGRY, I HAVE TO MAKE 1388 00:37:07,158 --> 00:37:08,927 MY OWN FOOD. 1389 00:37:08,927 --> 00:37:10,496 IT JUST SUCKS BEING ALONE ALL 1390 00:37:10,496 --> 00:37:11,963 THE TIME, ULTIMATELY. 1391 00:37:11,963 --> 00:37:13,532 LIKE, I THOUGHT THAT, LIKE, WHEN 1392 00:37:13,532 --> 00:37:14,666 YOU HAVE A FAMILY, YOU ALWAYS 1393 00:37:14,666 --> 00:37:15,667 HAVE PEOPLE WITH YOU, BUT 1394 00:37:15,667 --> 00:37:17,303 THE REALITY IS, IS THAT YOU'RE 1395 00:37:17,303 --> 00:37:18,470 ALONE A LOT. 1396 00:37:18,470 --> 00:37:19,705 LIKE, I NEVER THOUGHT I WOULD BE 1397 00:37:19,705 --> 00:37:20,372 A MOM. 1398 00:37:20,372 --> 00:37:22,608 LIKE, I WANTED TO BE INDEPENDENT 1399 00:37:22,608 --> 00:37:23,575 FOREVER, FOR THE REST OF MY 1400 00:37:23,575 --> 00:37:24,310 LIFE. 1401 00:37:24,310 --> 00:37:25,010 >> YEAH. 1402 00:37:25,010 --> 00:37:27,879 >> BUT THEN I HAD HER, AND IT 1403 00:37:27,879 --> 00:37:29,047 FEELS GOOD TO HAVE SOMEBODY 1404 00:37:29,047 --> 00:37:30,982 DEPEND ON YOU, BUT IT'S, LIKE, 1405 00:37:30,982 --> 00:37:31,950 COMPLETELY DIFFERENT. 1406 00:37:31,950 --> 00:37:33,084 I'M A COMPLETELY DIFFERENT 1407 00:37:33,084 --> 00:37:34,185 PERSON THAN I PICTURED MYSELF 1408 00:37:34,185 --> 00:37:37,022 TO BE. 1409 00:37:37,022 --> 00:37:39,825 >> [crying] 1410 00:37:39,825 --> 00:37:40,926 >> SO I'M GONNA GO. 1411 00:37:40,926 --> 00:37:41,927 >> OH, ALL RIGHT. 1412 00:37:41,927 --> 00:37:42,894 >> OKAY, WELL... 1413 00:37:42,894 --> 00:37:45,931 WE'LL CATCH UP WITH YOU LATER. 1414 00:37:45,931 --> 00:37:46,932 [solemn instrumental music] 1415 00:37:46,932 --> 00:37:52,371 * 1416 00:37:52,371 --> 00:37:53,672 >> I DIDN'T THINK LIVING IN 1417 00:37:53,672 --> 00:37:55,040 A HOUSE ALL BY OURSELVES WAS 1418 00:37:55,040 --> 00:37:56,875 GONNA BE SO LONELY. 1419 00:37:56,875 --> 00:37:57,909 LIKE, I COULD GO DAYS WITHOUT 1420 00:37:57,909 --> 00:37:59,277 HAVING A CONVERSATION WITH 1421 00:37:59,277 --> 00:38:00,646 A REAL PERSON. 1422 00:38:00,646 --> 00:38:02,381 LIKE, I SIT THERE, AND I, LIKE, 1423 00:38:02,381 --> 00:38:04,015 BABY-TALK TO MOLLI ALL DAY, 1424 00:38:04,015 --> 00:38:05,984 AND THEN YOU COME HOME, AND WE, 1425 00:38:05,984 --> 00:38:07,353 LIKE, HAVE A LITTLE BIT OF 1426 00:38:07,353 --> 00:38:09,087 A CONVERSATION, AND THEN YOU 1427 00:38:09,087 --> 00:38:10,356 FALL ASLEEP WHILE I'M TALKING TO 1428 00:38:10,356 --> 00:38:12,758 YOU, AND THEN YOU LEAVE FOR 1429 00:38:12,758 --> 00:38:13,592 WORK, AND I DON'T TALK 1430 00:38:13,592 --> 00:38:15,126 TO ANY OF MY FRIENDS. 1431 00:38:15,126 --> 00:38:16,795 >> MY DAY'S NOT MUCH MORE FUN 1432 00:38:16,795 --> 00:38:18,096 THAN YOURS, KATIE. 1433 00:38:18,096 --> 00:38:18,997 >> AND IT DOESN'T FEEL LIKE 1434 00:38:18,997 --> 00:38:20,466 I'M A PERSON ANYMORE AT ALL. 1435 00:38:20,466 --> 00:38:22,167 LIKE, I FEEL LIKE I JUST SIT AT 1436 00:38:22,167 --> 00:38:28,039 HOME, AND I CHANGE, FEED, BATHE. 1437 00:38:28,039 --> 00:38:29,475 AND THEN THE NEXT DAY: 1438 00:38:29,475 --> 00:38:31,810 CHANGE, FEED, BATHE. 1439 00:38:31,810 --> 00:38:34,880 I SOMETIMES FORGET TO EAT MYSELF 1440 00:38:34,880 --> 00:38:36,848 OR BATHE MYSELF OR DO ANYTHING 1441 00:38:36,848 --> 00:38:38,016 FOR MYSELF. 1442 00:38:38,016 --> 00:38:39,951 >> WELL, IT'S THE SAME WITH ME. 1443 00:38:39,951 --> 00:38:42,588 I FEEL LIKE I WORK, COME HOME, 1444 00:38:42,588 --> 00:38:44,022 CHANGE DIAPERS, 1445 00:38:44,022 --> 00:38:45,891 GET READY FOR WORK. 1446 00:38:45,891 --> 00:38:48,394 >> I JUST FEEL LIKE I GAVE UP 1447 00:38:48,394 --> 00:38:49,260 EVERYTHING. 1448 00:38:49,260 --> 00:38:51,229 >> I GAVE UP STUFF TOO. 1449 00:38:51,229 --> 00:38:52,564 >> I KNOW. WE BOTH DID. 1450 00:38:52,564 --> 00:38:53,599 I DIDN'T THINK IT WOULD BE 1451 00:38:53,599 --> 00:38:54,466 THIS HARD. 1452 00:38:54,466 --> 00:38:55,867 AND I SEE, LIKE, ALL OF MY 1453 00:38:55,867 --> 00:38:59,304 FRIENDS OFF PARTYING AND DOING 1454 00:38:59,304 --> 00:39:00,171 THEIR THING. 1455 00:39:00,171 --> 00:39:01,573 >> WHO DON'T HAVE BABIES. 1456 00:39:01,573 --> 00:39:03,642 >> IT JUST KIND OF--IT'S WEIRD 1457 00:39:03,642 --> 00:39:04,943 TO THINK ABOUT, LIKE, WHAT COULD 1458 00:39:04,943 --> 00:39:06,945 HAVE BEEN. 1459 00:39:11,349 --> 00:39:13,919 >> [crying] 1460 00:39:13,919 --> 00:39:15,253 >> I MOST DEFINITELY WANT TO GET 1461 00:39:15,253 --> 00:39:16,955 AN EDUCATION JUST TO PROVE TO MY 1462 00:39:16,955 --> 00:39:19,024 DAUGHTER THAT NO MATTER WHAT, 1463 00:39:19,024 --> 00:39:21,359 SHE CAN DO WHAT SHE WANTS TO DO 1464 00:39:21,359 --> 00:39:22,461 AND NOTHING CAN GET IN THE WAY 1465 00:39:22,461 --> 00:39:24,295 OF THAT. 1466 00:39:24,295 --> 00:39:26,732 IT'S VERY HARD TO FINISH SCHOOL 1467 00:39:26,732 --> 00:39:30,001 AND CONTINUE GOING WITH A BABY. 1468 00:39:30,001 --> 00:39:31,603 I AM ON HER SCHEDULE. 1469 00:39:31,603 --> 00:39:33,271 IF SHE'S CRYING AND I'M IN 1470 00:39:33,271 --> 00:39:34,906 THE MIDDLE OF AN EXAM, I HAVE TO 1471 00:39:34,906 --> 00:39:36,542 FIGURE OUT HOW TO TAKE THIS 1472 00:39:36,542 --> 00:39:38,510 TIMED EXAM AND GET HER TO STOP 1473 00:39:38,510 --> 00:39:42,781 CRYING AT THE SAME TIME. 1474 00:39:42,781 --> 00:39:44,516 BEING ALONE A LOT WITH THIS BABY 1475 00:39:44,516 --> 00:39:46,017 IS HARD. 1476 00:39:46,017 --> 00:39:49,120 IT GETS REALLY LONELY. 1477 00:39:49,120 --> 00:39:51,490 HI, DAD. 1478 00:39:51,490 --> 00:39:52,758 I THINK I WAS A LITTLE BIT HARD 1479 00:39:52,758 --> 00:39:53,992 ON JOEY WHEN IT CAME TO 1480 00:39:53,992 --> 00:39:57,796 THE LIVING SITUATION. 1481 00:39:57,796 --> 00:39:59,164 WE'VE BEEN WORKING ON STUFF. 1482 00:39:59,164 --> 00:40:01,066 WE STILL FIGHT, BY ALL MEANS, 1483 00:40:01,066 --> 00:40:03,535 BUT IT'S NOT AS BAD AS BEFORE. 1484 00:40:03,535 --> 00:40:05,537 OH, NO, MY NOODLES STUCK 1485 00:40:05,537 --> 00:40:06,337 TOGETHER. 1486 00:40:06,337 --> 00:40:09,274 >> WHAT IS THIS? 1487 00:40:09,274 --> 00:40:12,377 >> SPINACH AND TORTELLINI SALAD. 1488 00:40:12,377 --> 00:40:14,813 >> [chuckles] 1489 00:40:14,813 --> 00:40:17,516 >> JOEY WORKS HIS HARDEST TO 1490 00:40:17,516 --> 00:40:19,217 GIVE ME AND MOLLI WHATEVER 1491 00:40:19,217 --> 00:40:21,052 WE NEED. 1492 00:40:21,052 --> 00:40:22,788 >> [crying] 1493 00:40:22,788 --> 00:40:24,823 >> HE IS AN AMAZING DAD. 1494 00:40:24,823 --> 00:40:28,159 >> WHAT DID YOU DO? 1495 00:40:28,159 --> 00:40:29,495 [chuckles] 1496 00:40:29,495 --> 00:40:31,329 I WISH WE COULD SPEND MORE TIME 1497 00:40:31,329 --> 00:40:32,263 TOGETHER. 1498 00:40:32,263 --> 00:40:33,331 SET HER ON A PUMPKIN. 1499 00:40:33,331 --> 00:40:35,400 I WANT TO TAKE A PICTURE. 1500 00:40:35,400 --> 00:40:37,202 >> [crying] 1501 00:40:37,202 --> 00:40:38,704 >> OKAY, YOU CAN PICK HER 1502 00:40:38,704 --> 00:40:40,772 BACK UP. 1503 00:40:40,772 --> 00:40:42,407 AT THIS POINT, IF WE CAN MOVE TO 1504 00:40:42,407 --> 00:40:44,442 COLORADO, THAT WOULD BE IDEAL. 1505 00:40:44,442 --> 00:40:46,011 BUT IF JOEY CAN'T GET 1506 00:40:46,011 --> 00:40:47,178 TRANSFERRED, THEN WE CAN'T 1507 00:40:47,178 --> 00:40:49,447 AFFORD NOT TO HAVE THE GOOD JOB 1508 00:40:49,447 --> 00:40:51,617 THAT HE HAS RIGHT NOW. 1509 00:40:53,652 --> 00:40:55,286 SAY, "CHEESE, DAD." 1510 00:40:55,286 --> 00:40:56,287 I DON'T WANT TO BE STUCK IN 1511 00:40:56,287 --> 00:40:57,689 WYOMING FOREVER. 1512 00:40:57,689 --> 00:40:59,290 I KIND OF WANT TO EXPERIENCE 1513 00:40:59,290 --> 00:41:00,892 SOMETHING BIGGER AND BETTER. 1514 00:41:00,892 --> 00:41:02,293 I WENT STRAIGHT FROM BEING 1515 00:41:02,293 --> 00:41:04,295 A CHILD TO BEING AN ADULT. 1516 00:41:19,144 --> 00:41:20,378 >> I HAVE TO TIPTOE AROUND 1517 00:41:20,378 --> 00:41:21,079 MY SISTER. 1518 00:41:21,079 --> 00:41:22,247 I DON'T WANT HER TO FEEL 1519 00:41:22,247 --> 00:41:23,381 DEPRESSED OR SAD. 1520 00:41:23,381 --> 00:41:24,950 >> WHEN I GOT MY ABORTION, 1521 00:41:24,950 --> 00:41:26,618 I KNEW WHAT I WAS DOING IT FOR. 1522 00:41:26,618 --> 00:41:27,586 >> I'M SORRY THAT YOU HAD TO GO 1523 00:41:27,586 --> 00:41:28,419 THROUGH THAT. 1524 00:41:28,419 --> 00:41:29,387 AND I'M SORRY THAT YOU HAVE TO 1525 00:41:29,387 --> 00:41:31,990 STAY HERE AND WATCH HER HAVE 1526 00:41:31,990 --> 00:41:33,358 HER BABY, AND YOU CAN'T. 1527 00:41:33,358 --> 00:41:34,059 >> I'M LEAVING. 1528 00:41:34,059 --> 00:41:34,793 I DON'T WANT TO BE IN 1529 00:41:34,793 --> 00:41:36,762 THIS [bleep] HOUSE.