1 00:00:02,936 --> 00:00:04,372 >> OHHH. 2 00:00:04,372 --> 00:00:05,773 HI, I'M ALLIE. 3 00:00:05,773 --> 00:00:07,808 I'M 16 YEARS OLD. 4 00:00:07,808 --> 00:00:09,110 I JUST STARTED MY SENIOR YEAR OF 5 00:00:09,110 --> 00:00:10,878 HIGH SCHOOL, AND I'M SO READY TO 6 00:00:10,878 --> 00:00:12,380 MAKE THE MOST OF MY LAST YEAR 7 00:00:12,380 --> 00:00:13,347 BEFORE I GRADUATE. 8 00:00:13,347 --> 00:00:15,083 SENIOR IS KIND OF BRUTAL, 9 00:00:15,083 --> 00:00:17,017 BUT, LIKE, I LIKE IT. 10 00:00:17,017 --> 00:00:19,053 I LIVE IN PASADENA, TEXAS, 11 00:00:19,053 --> 00:00:20,020 BUT I'M NO TEXAN. 12 00:00:20,020 --> 00:00:21,489 I HATE TEXAS. 13 00:00:21,489 --> 00:00:23,057 TWO YEARS AGO, WHEN MY DAD 14 00:00:23,057 --> 00:00:24,592 MOVE FROM NEW JERSEY TO TEXAS, 15 00:00:24,592 --> 00:00:26,360 I HAD TO GO WITH HIM, BECAUSE AT 16 00:00:26,360 --> 00:00:28,362 THE TIME, MY MOM COULDN'T AFFORD 17 00:00:28,362 --> 00:00:29,997 TO HAVE ME STAY WITH HER. 18 00:00:29,997 --> 00:00:31,799 LEAVING MY MOM BEHIND WAS HARD, 19 00:00:31,799 --> 00:00:33,167 BUT AT LEAST WE TALK ALL THE 20 00:00:33,167 --> 00:00:33,967 TIME. 21 00:00:33,967 --> 00:00:35,436 >> HI. 22 00:00:35,436 --> 00:00:36,804 I'VE MADE A FEW NEW FRIENDS 23 00:00:36,804 --> 00:00:38,572 HERE, AND SINCE I STARTED DATING 24 00:00:38,572 --> 00:00:40,608 MY BOYFRIEND JOEY, TEXAS HAS 25 00:00:40,608 --> 00:00:44,945 GOTTEN A LITTLE BETTER. 26 00:00:44,945 --> 00:00:46,580 HE'S ONLY A SOPHOMORE, BUT HE'S 27 00:00:46,580 --> 00:00:48,015 ON THE FOOTBALL TEAM, SO I CAN 28 00:00:48,015 --> 00:00:49,417 OVERLOOK THAT ONE SMALL FLAW. 29 00:00:49,417 --> 00:00:51,119 GO, JOEY. 30 00:00:51,119 --> 00:00:52,620 WE GOOF AROUND AND HAVE A LOT OF 31 00:00:52,620 --> 00:00:53,987 FUN TOGETHER, BUT THINGS ARE 32 00:00:53,987 --> 00:00:55,055 ABOUT TO GET SERIOUS, BECAUSE 33 00:00:55,055 --> 00:00:56,857 I'M PREGNANT. 34 00:00:57,591 --> 00:00:58,692 Captioning by CaptionMax 35 00:00:58,892 --> 00:01:01,195 www.captionmax.com 36 00:01:02,763 --> 00:01:04,532 EVERYONE MADE FUN OF ME FOR 37 00:01:04,532 --> 00:01:06,167 DATING A SOPHOMORE, BUT NOW THAT 38 00:01:06,167 --> 00:01:07,301 I'M FIVE MONTHS PREGNANT, 39 00:01:07,301 --> 00:01:09,503 ALL ANYONE NOTICES IS MY BELLY. 40 00:01:09,503 --> 00:01:10,638 >> I REMEMBER WHEN YOU FIRST 41 00:01:10,638 --> 00:01:11,905 HANDED ME THAT PREGNANCY TEST. 42 00:01:11,905 --> 00:01:13,941 IT CAME OUT POSITIVE. 43 00:01:13,941 --> 00:01:14,942 I WAS, LIKE, SO SHOCKED. 44 00:01:14,942 --> 00:01:16,644 WE WERE, LIKE, GOING OUT FOR, 45 00:01:16,644 --> 00:01:17,611 LIKE, A MONTH OR TWO. 46 00:01:17,611 --> 00:01:18,546 >> LIKE, TWO MONTHS. 47 00:01:18,546 --> 00:01:19,780 WELL, WHEN WE FOUND OUT, IT WAS, 48 00:01:19,780 --> 00:01:21,048 LIKE, THREE MONTHS, 'CAUSE WE 49 00:01:21,048 --> 00:01:21,915 DIDN'T KNOW AT FIRST. 50 00:01:21,915 --> 00:01:24,252 I NEVER THOUGHT IT WOULD HAPPEN, 51 00:01:24,252 --> 00:01:26,387 'CAUSE I WAS ON THE PILL OR 52 00:01:26,387 --> 00:01:28,556 WHATEVER, AND I MISSED A 53 00:01:28,556 --> 00:01:29,557 COUPLE OF DAYS, BUT IT'S NOT 54 00:01:29,557 --> 00:01:32,393 LIKE YOU ASK, LIKE, WHEN YOU'RE 55 00:01:32,393 --> 00:01:33,794 IN THAT MOMENT, NO ONE STOPS 56 00:01:33,794 --> 00:01:35,829 AND--WELL, NOW I'M GONNA STOP 57 00:01:35,829 --> 00:01:37,265 AND THINK, BUT, LIKE, IT'S NOT 58 00:01:37,265 --> 00:01:38,299 LIKE YOU ASK, "HEY, DID YOU MISS 59 00:01:38,299 --> 00:01:39,300 YOUR PILL TODAY?" 60 00:01:39,300 --> 00:01:40,368 >> YEAH, YOU DON'T THINK THAT. 61 00:01:40,368 --> 00:01:41,669 >> YEAH, BECAUSE THEN THE 62 00:01:41,669 --> 00:01:42,770 MOOD'S JUST, LIKE, PBBT AFTER 63 00:01:42,770 --> 00:01:43,904 THAT. 64 00:01:43,904 --> 00:01:44,972 SO MANY PEOPLE IN SCHOOL ASKED 65 00:01:44,972 --> 00:01:46,274 ME, LIKE, THEY'RE LIKE, "OH, 66 00:01:46,274 --> 00:01:47,241 SINCE YOU GUYS ARE HAVING A 67 00:01:47,241 --> 00:01:48,342 BABY, ARE YOU GETTING MARRIED?" 68 00:01:48,342 --> 00:01:49,877 LIKE, IS THAT, LIKE, A RULE, 69 00:01:49,877 --> 00:01:50,878 IF YOU HAVE A KID YOU HAVE TO 70 00:01:50,878 --> 00:01:51,612 GET MARRIED? 71 00:01:51,612 --> 00:01:52,546 I WAS LIKE, "NO." 72 00:01:52,546 --> 00:01:53,481 I'D RATHER YOU WANT TO GET 73 00:01:53,481 --> 00:01:54,482 MARRIED, LIKE, 'CAUSE WE LOVE 74 00:01:54,482 --> 00:01:55,149 EACH OTHER. 75 00:01:55,149 --> 00:01:56,384 >> I JUST FEEL LIKE I DON'T WANT 76 00:01:56,384 --> 00:01:57,985 TO RUSH INTO THINGS, LIKE, 77 00:01:57,985 --> 00:01:58,719 GIVE IT TIME. 78 00:01:58,719 --> 00:01:59,720 >> WELL, DON'T YOU THINK WE'RE 79 00:01:59,720 --> 00:02:01,655 RUSHING INTO THINGS NOW? 80 00:02:01,655 --> 00:02:03,391 >> YES, BUT THE MARRIAGE-- 81 00:02:03,391 --> 00:02:05,426 >> YEAH, THAT'S A CHOICE. 82 00:02:05,426 --> 00:02:07,395 ARE YOU SCARED? 83 00:02:07,395 --> 00:02:09,697 >> YES, I'M SCARED. 84 00:02:09,697 --> 00:02:10,698 >> I'M SCARED. 85 00:02:10,698 --> 00:02:12,500 [laughs] 86 00:02:16,069 --> 00:02:17,571 NONE OF MY FRIENDS ARE IN ANY OF 87 00:02:17,571 --> 00:02:19,039 MY CLASSES THIS SEMESTER. 88 00:02:19,039 --> 00:02:20,007 LET ME GET THE DOOR FOR YOU 89 00:02:20,007 --> 00:02:20,708 LADIES. 90 00:02:20,708 --> 00:02:21,975 >> OH, THANK YOU. 91 00:02:21,975 --> 00:02:23,076 >> AND NOW THAT I'M STARTING TO 92 00:02:23,076 --> 00:02:24,212 SHOW, THEY WANT TO KNOW HOW IT'S 93 00:02:24,212 --> 00:02:25,213 GOING. 94 00:02:25,213 --> 00:02:26,180 >> LIKE, HOW DOES IT FEEL IN 95 00:02:26,180 --> 00:02:27,481 SCHOOL, LIKE, YOU KNOW, 96 00:02:27,481 --> 00:02:28,682 HOW YOU HAVE A BIG BELLY? 97 00:02:28,682 --> 00:02:29,883 LIKE, IS EVERYONE ALWAYS 98 00:02:29,883 --> 00:02:30,551 STARING? 99 00:02:30,551 --> 00:02:31,619 LIKE, DO THEY TALK ABOUT YOU AND 100 00:02:31,619 --> 00:02:32,286 STUFF? 101 00:02:32,286 --> 00:02:32,953 >> YEAH. 102 00:02:32,953 --> 00:02:33,987 I MEAN, I DON'T KNOW IF PEOPLE 103 00:02:33,987 --> 00:02:36,123 TALK ABOUT ME, BUT PEOPLE STARE. 104 00:02:36,123 --> 00:02:37,258 GIRLS WHO STARE LIKE THAT, I'M 105 00:02:37,258 --> 00:02:38,192 LIKE... 106 00:02:38,192 --> 00:02:39,193 >> [laughs] 107 00:02:39,193 --> 00:02:40,160 >> DOING THE EYEBROW THING. 108 00:02:40,160 --> 00:02:41,161 >> YEAH, I LOOK AT THEM LIKE, 109 00:02:41,161 --> 00:02:41,995 "HELLO." 110 00:02:41,995 --> 00:02:43,096 >> BUT YOURS DOESN'T LOOK THAT 111 00:02:43,096 --> 00:02:43,764 BIG-- 112 00:02:43,764 --> 00:02:44,465 >> EXACTLY. 113 00:02:44,465 --> 00:02:45,566 THAT'S WHY PEOPLE ARE LIKE, "IS 114 00:02:45,566 --> 00:02:47,235 SHE OR IS SHE NOT?" 115 00:02:47,235 --> 00:02:48,336 >> I TOLD MY MOM, AND MY MOM WAS 116 00:02:48,336 --> 00:02:49,303 LIKE, "OH, GET AN ABORTION," 117 00:02:49,303 --> 00:02:49,970 RIGHT AWAY. 118 00:02:49,970 --> 00:02:50,738 >> WHAT? 119 00:02:50,738 --> 00:02:51,905 >> AND THEN I TOLD MY DAD, 120 00:02:51,905 --> 00:02:52,940 AND THEN MY DAD DIDN'T TALK TO 121 00:02:52,940 --> 00:02:54,041 ME FOR, LIKE, A WEEK, AND AFTER 122 00:02:54,041 --> 00:02:55,042 A WEEK, HE WAS LIKE, "YOU GET 123 00:02:55,042 --> 00:02:55,876 ADOPTION OR GET OUT." 124 00:02:55,876 --> 00:02:56,644 >> THAT'S CRAZY. 125 00:02:56,644 --> 00:02:57,745 WHY WOULD YOUR PARENTS KICK YOU 126 00:02:57,745 --> 00:02:58,679 OUT WHEN YOU'RE PREGNANT? 127 00:02:58,679 --> 00:02:59,647 >> I WOULD NEVER KICK OUT MY 128 00:02:59,647 --> 00:03:00,214 KID. 129 00:03:00,214 --> 00:03:00,881 >> EXACTLY. 130 00:03:00,881 --> 00:03:01,915 >> LIKE, I CAN'T GO TO MY MOM'S. 131 00:03:01,915 --> 00:03:03,016 IF I GO TO MY MOM'S HOUSE, THEN 132 00:03:03,016 --> 00:03:04,352 ME AND JOEY ARE NOT TOGETHER, 133 00:03:04,352 --> 00:03:05,853 'CAUSE SHE'S IN NEW JERSEY. 134 00:03:05,853 --> 00:03:06,587 YEAH. 135 00:03:06,587 --> 00:03:07,688 >> HOW DOES JOEY FEEL ABOUT ALL 136 00:03:07,688 --> 00:03:09,290 THIS, LIKE, BEING A DAD? 137 00:03:09,290 --> 00:03:10,258 >> HE SAID HE'S READY NOW. 138 00:03:10,258 --> 00:03:11,259 IF YOU ASK HIM, "ARE YOU READY 139 00:03:11,259 --> 00:03:12,025 TO BE A PARENT?" 140 00:03:12,025 --> 00:03:12,926 "YEAH, I'M READY TO BE A 141 00:03:12,926 --> 00:03:13,561 PARENT." 142 00:03:13,561 --> 00:03:14,962 IT'S LIKE, "NO, YOU'RE NOT." 143 00:03:14,962 --> 00:03:16,530 [laughter] 144 00:03:16,530 --> 00:03:17,931 JOEY ISN'T READY FOR A LOT OF 145 00:03:17,931 --> 00:03:19,800 THINGS, AND NEITHER AM I. 146 00:03:19,800 --> 00:03:21,302 WE DEFINITELY AREN'T READY TO 147 00:03:21,302 --> 00:03:22,603 LIVE TOGETHER WITH JOEY'S 148 00:03:22,603 --> 00:03:23,971 PARENTS, BUT THAT'S WHAT WE HAVE 149 00:03:23,971 --> 00:03:25,773 TO DO, BECAUSE AFTER I TOLD MY 150 00:03:25,773 --> 00:03:26,974 DAD I WAS PREGNANT, I HAD TO 151 00:03:26,974 --> 00:03:28,041 MOVE OUT. 152 00:03:28,041 --> 00:03:29,343 IT'S IMPORTANT TO ME THAT MY 153 00:03:29,343 --> 00:03:31,279 BABY HAS BOTH PARENTS, SO GOING 154 00:03:31,279 --> 00:03:33,046 TO MY MOM'S IN NEW JERSEY WASN'T 155 00:03:33,046 --> 00:03:34,348 AN OPTION. 156 00:03:34,348 --> 00:03:35,716 MY ONLY CHOICE IS TO LIVE WITH 157 00:03:35,716 --> 00:03:37,117 JOEY'S PARENTS, WHICH MAKES ME 158 00:03:37,117 --> 00:03:38,386 VERY UNCOMFORTABLE, 159 00:03:38,386 --> 00:03:40,220 ESPECIALLY SINCE I CAN TELL 160 00:03:40,220 --> 00:03:41,689 JOEY'S MOM REALLY DOESN'T WANT 161 00:03:41,689 --> 00:03:42,456 ME TO BE THERE. 162 00:03:42,456 --> 00:03:44,658 >> I MET HER ONE DAY, AND THEN 163 00:03:44,658 --> 00:03:46,193 THE NEXT TIME WAS, "SHE'S 164 00:03:46,193 --> 00:03:46,894 PREGNANT." 165 00:03:46,894 --> 00:03:48,529 I MEAN, RIGHT THERE WE WENT. 166 00:03:48,529 --> 00:03:50,030 >> HOW'D YOU FEEL WHEN I TEXTED 167 00:03:50,030 --> 00:03:51,832 YOU SAYING ALLISON WAS PREGNANT? 168 00:03:51,832 --> 00:03:53,867 >> I WAS LIKE, "OH, NO. 169 00:03:53,867 --> 00:03:54,902 WHAT THE HECK IS WRONG WITH 170 00:03:54,902 --> 00:03:57,004 JOEY?" 171 00:03:57,004 --> 00:03:58,272 WHAT DID YOU FRIENDS THINK, 172 00:03:58,272 --> 00:03:59,006 JOEY? 173 00:03:59,006 --> 00:04:00,240 >> THEY THOUGHT I WAS JOKING. 174 00:04:00,240 --> 00:04:01,041 >> MM-MM. 175 00:04:01,041 --> 00:04:02,009 >> EVERYBODY WAS SAYING I'M 176 00:04:02,009 --> 00:04:03,076 SCREWED. 177 00:04:03,076 --> 00:04:04,077 >> YOU'RE SCREWED? 178 00:04:04,077 --> 00:04:04,912 IT'S NOT THAT HARD. 179 00:04:04,912 --> 00:04:06,447 I TOOK CARE OF A BABY, WENT TO 180 00:04:06,447 --> 00:04:09,650 SCHOOL, HELPED HER, AND WORKED. 181 00:04:09,650 --> 00:04:11,151 IT SUCKS. 182 00:04:11,151 --> 00:04:12,453 >> ABORTION OR ADOPTION, 183 00:04:12,453 --> 00:04:13,387 IS THAT AN OPTION? 184 00:04:13,387 --> 00:04:14,655 DID Y'ALL EVER THINK ABOUT IT? 185 00:04:14,655 --> 00:04:15,323 >> NOPE. 186 00:04:15,323 --> 00:04:16,324 >> DIDN'T? 187 00:04:16,324 --> 00:04:18,158 >> NEVER. 188 00:04:18,158 --> 00:04:19,126 >> I DON'T REALLY BELIEVE IN 189 00:04:19,126 --> 00:04:19,693 THAT. 190 00:04:19,693 --> 00:04:21,028 >> MY MOM AND DAD DO. 191 00:04:21,028 --> 00:04:22,195 >> WHAT ARE Y'ALL GONNA DO AFTER 192 00:04:22,195 --> 00:04:22,963 THE BABY'S BORN? 193 00:04:22,963 --> 00:04:24,332 WHAT ARE YOUR PLANS? 194 00:04:24,332 --> 00:04:25,366 >> LIKE, WITH WHAT? 195 00:04:25,366 --> 00:04:26,500 >> WHERE ARE Y'ALL GONNA BE 196 00:04:26,500 --> 00:04:28,302 STAYING AT? 197 00:04:34,141 --> 00:04:35,142 >> HOPEFULLY, EVERYTHING GOES 198 00:04:35,142 --> 00:04:36,577 GOOD. 199 00:04:36,577 --> 00:04:37,845 >> WHEN I MOVED IN TWO MONTHS 200 00:04:37,845 --> 00:04:39,380 AGO, JOEY WARNED ME THAT 201 00:04:39,380 --> 00:04:40,914 HIS MOM HAS STRUGGLED WITH DRUGS 202 00:04:40,914 --> 00:04:42,416 FOR A LONG TIME, 203 00:04:42,416 --> 00:04:43,717 WHICH MEANS WE NEVER KNOW WHAT 204 00:04:43,717 --> 00:04:48,556 SHE'S GOING TO SAY OR DO. 205 00:04:48,556 --> 00:04:50,057 >> COME INSIDE. 206 00:04:50,057 --> 00:04:52,192 DAMIEN, GET IN. 207 00:04:52,192 --> 00:04:53,093 I TOLD YOU. 208 00:04:53,093 --> 00:04:54,127 I DONE TOLD YOU I DIDN'T WANT TO 209 00:04:54,127 --> 00:04:55,128 SEE HIM. 210 00:04:55,128 --> 00:04:56,597 I KNEW THIS WAS GONNA HAPPEN. 211 00:04:56,597 --> 00:04:59,667 I NEED A FIX. 212 00:04:59,667 --> 00:05:00,668 >> JOEY AND I SPEND A LOT OF 213 00:05:00,668 --> 00:05:01,735 TIME WISHING WE HAD OTHER 214 00:05:01,735 --> 00:05:02,403 OPTIONS. 215 00:05:02,403 --> 00:05:03,103 >> SLOW DOWN. 216 00:05:03,103 --> 00:05:04,037 I'M FAT AND PREGNANT. 217 00:05:04,037 --> 00:05:04,938 >> [laughs] 218 00:05:04,938 --> 00:05:07,207 >> I KNOW IT'S YOUR MOM, BUT SHE 219 00:05:07,207 --> 00:05:10,478 KIND OF DOES AFFECT THE BABY. 220 00:05:10,478 --> 00:05:11,512 I DON'T KNOW. 221 00:05:11,512 --> 00:05:14,281 WHAT IS SHE'S, LIKE, NOT CLEAN 222 00:05:14,281 --> 00:05:15,549 AROUND HIM OR SOMETHING, 223 00:05:15,549 --> 00:05:17,050 HOWEVER YOU SAY THAT? 224 00:05:17,050 --> 00:05:17,885 >> YEAH. 225 00:05:17,885 --> 00:05:18,986 >> 'CAUSE YOU KNOW HOW SHE GETS 226 00:05:18,986 --> 00:05:19,720 ANGRY? 227 00:05:19,720 --> 00:05:20,854 WHAT IF SHE DOES SOMETHING AND 228 00:05:20,854 --> 00:05:21,822 HURTS HIM? 229 00:05:21,822 --> 00:05:24,124 >> YEAH, SHE GETS ANGRY EASILY. 230 00:05:24,124 --> 00:05:25,192 >> YEAH. 231 00:05:25,192 --> 00:05:26,159 I DON'T WANT HIM IN A PLACE 232 00:05:26,159 --> 00:05:27,728 THAT'S NOT SAFE FOR HIM. 233 00:05:27,728 --> 00:05:28,962 I DON'T WANT TO BE HERE. 234 00:05:28,962 --> 00:05:30,498 I'D RATHER BE IN PASADENA 235 00:05:30,498 --> 00:05:31,298 WITH YOUR GRANDMA. 236 00:05:31,298 --> 00:05:32,400 >> YEAH, IT'S MUCH MORE SAFER IN 237 00:05:32,400 --> 00:05:33,367 PASADENA. 238 00:05:33,367 --> 00:05:35,569 [sighs] 239 00:05:35,569 --> 00:05:37,805 >> PASADENA IS ONLY 20 MINUTES 240 00:05:37,805 --> 00:05:39,540 AWAY, AND WE'D LIKE TO LIVE WITH 241 00:05:39,540 --> 00:05:40,741 JOEY'S GRANDMA, 242 00:05:40,741 --> 00:05:42,242 BUT SHE FEELS THERE ISN'T ENOUGH 243 00:05:42,242 --> 00:05:43,276 ROOM FOR ALL OF US. 244 00:05:43,276 --> 00:05:44,978 STILL, IT'S GOOD TO GO OVER 245 00:05:44,978 --> 00:05:46,013 THERE JUST TO VENT. 246 00:05:46,013 --> 00:05:47,347 I'M GONNA FAIL HIGH SCHOOL. 247 00:05:47,347 --> 00:05:48,516 I'M NOT EVEN GONNA GRADUATE IF 248 00:05:48,516 --> 00:05:49,316 WE STAY OVER THERE. 249 00:05:49,316 --> 00:05:50,317 THERE'S PEOPLE COMING IN AND 250 00:05:50,317 --> 00:05:51,419 OUT, LIKE, 1:00 IN THE MORNING, 251 00:05:51,419 --> 00:05:52,453 LIKE, 2:00 IN THE MORNING, LIKE, 252 00:05:52,453 --> 00:05:53,587 AND THEY'RE ALL--CONSTANT 253 00:05:53,587 --> 00:05:54,254 YELLING. 254 00:05:54,254 --> 00:05:55,355 >> SHE YELLS ALL THE TIME. 255 00:05:55,355 --> 00:05:57,324 >> THEY BOTH YELL, AND THEN WHEN 256 00:05:57,324 --> 00:05:58,692 SHE GOES TO BED, THE WHOLE HOUSE 257 00:05:58,692 --> 00:05:59,860 HAS TO SHUT UP, OR SHE'LL HAVE A 258 00:05:59,860 --> 00:06:00,661 FIT. 259 00:06:00,661 --> 00:06:01,462 >> WHAT? 260 00:06:01,462 --> 00:06:02,463 >> JOEY COULD HAVE THE TV UP A 261 00:06:02,463 --> 00:06:03,063 LITTLE. 262 00:06:03,063 --> 00:06:04,197 SHE'LL TEXT JOEY, "TURN DOWN 263 00:06:04,197 --> 00:06:05,198 THAT F-ING TV, BLAH, BLAH, 264 00:06:05,198 --> 00:06:05,899 BLAH." 265 00:06:05,899 --> 00:06:07,935 LIKE, IT'S JUST NOT GOOD. 266 00:06:07,935 --> 00:06:08,702 >> YEAH. 267 00:06:08,702 --> 00:06:09,670 >> SHE'S ALWAYS TALKING BAD 268 00:06:09,670 --> 00:06:10,370 ABOUT MY DAD. 269 00:06:10,370 --> 00:06:11,805 LIKE, "OH, YOUR DAD DOESN'T DO 270 00:06:11,805 --> 00:06:13,507 NOTHING FOR Y'ALL, BLAH, BLAH, 271 00:06:13,507 --> 00:06:15,008 BLAH," AND I'M LIKE, "NEITHER 272 00:06:15,008 --> 00:06:15,909 DO YOU." 273 00:06:15,909 --> 00:06:16,944 >> DRUGS HAVE REALLY JUST MESSED 274 00:06:16,944 --> 00:06:17,978 UP HER MIND. 275 00:06:17,978 --> 00:06:18,946 SHE STILL DOESN'T UNDERSTAND 276 00:06:18,946 --> 00:06:20,448 WHAT IT TAKES TO BE A PARENT. 277 00:06:20,448 --> 00:06:21,882 YOU THINK THAT $5 HERE AND A 278 00:06:21,882 --> 00:06:24,051 HAMBURGER IS A PARENT? 279 00:06:24,051 --> 00:06:25,052 IT'S NOT EASY, YOU BRING A 280 00:06:25,052 --> 00:06:27,287 BABY IN THE WORLD. 281 00:06:27,287 --> 00:06:28,522 IT'S NOT EASY AT ALL. 282 00:06:28,522 --> 00:06:30,057 >> IT'S NOT EASY, BUT HIS 283 00:06:30,057 --> 00:06:31,058 PARENTS DO THIS LITTLE EXTRA 284 00:06:31,058 --> 00:06:32,660 STRESSING. 285 00:06:32,660 --> 00:06:33,727 WHILE JOEY'S GRANDMA HASN'T 286 00:06:33,727 --> 00:06:35,563 OFFERED TO TAKE US IN, SHE IS 287 00:06:35,563 --> 00:06:36,897 TRYING TO HELP US BY BRINGING 288 00:06:36,897 --> 00:06:38,466 EVERYONE TOGETHER AT HER PLACE 289 00:06:38,466 --> 00:06:39,900 TO DISCUSS A PLAN FOR WHEN THE 290 00:06:39,900 --> 00:06:40,901 BABY COMES. 291 00:06:40,901 --> 00:06:41,902 >> HOW ARE YOU GONNA DO SCHOOL 292 00:06:41,902 --> 00:06:42,803 WHEN YOU HAVE THE BABY? 293 00:06:42,803 --> 00:06:43,804 ARE YOU GONNA BE HOMEBOUND OR 294 00:06:43,804 --> 00:06:44,371 WHAT? 295 00:06:44,371 --> 00:06:45,072 >> DAY CARE. 296 00:06:45,072 --> 00:06:46,106 >> THAT BABY IS NOT GOING TO DAY 297 00:06:46,106 --> 00:06:46,674 CARE. 298 00:06:46,674 --> 00:06:47,775 >> WELL, THEN, WHO'S GONNA TAKE 299 00:06:47,775 --> 00:06:48,408 CARE HER? 300 00:06:48,408 --> 00:06:49,109 WE ALL WORK. 301 00:06:49,109 --> 00:06:50,143 >> WELL, MY FRIEND WAS TELLING 302 00:06:50,143 --> 00:06:51,645 ME ABOUT THIS PLACE THAT SHE PUT 303 00:06:51,645 --> 00:06:53,246 HER BABY WHEN IT WAS BORN. 304 00:06:53,246 --> 00:06:54,948 IT WAS, LIKE, ONE MONTH, AND IT 305 00:06:54,948 --> 00:06:55,883 WAS RIGHT NEXT DOOR TO OUR 306 00:06:55,883 --> 00:06:56,550 SCHOOL. 307 00:06:56,550 --> 00:06:57,284 >> OH, REALLY? 308 00:06:57,284 --> 00:06:57,918 >> YEAH. 309 00:06:57,918 --> 00:06:58,752 >> IT'S A DAY CARE? 310 00:06:58,752 --> 00:06:59,853 >> YEAH, SHE GETS IT THERE FOR 311 00:06:59,853 --> 00:07:01,121 FREE, 'CAUSE HER AND HER 312 00:07:01,121 --> 00:07:02,155 BOYFRIEND ARE BOTH IN SCHOOL. 313 00:07:02,155 --> 00:07:04,658 >> YOU TRUST DAY CARES? 314 00:07:04,658 --> 00:07:05,559 YOU TRUST DAY CARES? 315 00:07:05,559 --> 00:07:06,527 >> WELL, THERE ARE GOOD DAY 316 00:07:06,527 --> 00:07:07,127 CARES. 317 00:07:07,127 --> 00:07:08,061 THERE ARE GOOD DAY CARES. 318 00:07:08,061 --> 00:07:09,196 >> MOTHER, YOU DIDN'T EVEN LIKE 319 00:07:09,196 --> 00:07:10,363 ME TO PUT MY KIDS IN DAY CARE, 320 00:07:10,363 --> 00:07:11,298 SO DON'T EVEN TRY IT. 321 00:07:11,298 --> 00:07:11,999 >> WHO? 322 00:07:11,999 --> 00:07:12,666 >> YOU. 323 00:07:12,666 --> 00:07:13,667 >> 'CAUSE AT THAT TIME, IT WAS 324 00:07:13,667 --> 00:07:14,234 BAD. 325 00:07:14,234 --> 00:07:15,102 THINGS ARE DIFFERENT. 326 00:07:15,102 --> 00:07:16,470 NOW THEY HAVE CAMERAS. 327 00:07:16,470 --> 00:07:17,471 WELL, THAT'S THE ONLY OPTION 328 00:07:17,471 --> 00:07:18,138 THEY HAVE. 329 00:07:18,138 --> 00:07:19,072 >> WHAT ABOUT YOUR DAD? 330 00:07:19,072 --> 00:07:20,173 IS HE GONNA HELP YOU OUT IN ANY 331 00:07:20,173 --> 00:07:20,741 WAY? 332 00:07:20,741 --> 00:07:21,642 >> WHAT, WITH THE BABY? 333 00:07:21,642 --> 00:07:22,676 YEAH, HE SAID HE WOULD. 334 00:07:22,676 --> 00:07:24,111 NOW HE'S STARTING TO COME 335 00:07:24,111 --> 00:07:24,812 AROUND. 336 00:07:24,812 --> 00:07:25,913 >> IT REALLY JUST PISSED ME OFF 337 00:07:25,913 --> 00:07:26,914 WHEN HER DAD WAS LIKE, "WELL, 338 00:07:26,914 --> 00:07:27,781 WHAT ARE YOU GONNA DO? 339 00:07:27,781 --> 00:07:28,682 WHERE ARE YOU GONNA GO? 340 00:07:28,682 --> 00:07:29,783 YOU'RE GONNA HAVE TO LIVE UNDER 341 00:07:29,783 --> 00:07:30,751 THE BRIDGE SOMEWHERE, 'CAUSE 342 00:07:30,751 --> 00:07:31,719 YOU'RE NOT LIVING WITH ME." 343 00:07:31,719 --> 00:07:32,385 >> OH, NO. 344 00:07:32,385 --> 00:07:33,386 >> HE DID THROW YOU OUT OF THE 345 00:07:33,386 --> 00:07:33,987 HOUSE. 346 00:07:33,987 --> 00:07:34,988 HE TOLD YOU YOU HAVE TO LEAVE. 347 00:07:34,988 --> 00:07:36,023 I DIDN'T GET RID OF HER WHEN SHE 348 00:07:36,023 --> 00:07:36,824 CAME OUT PREGNANT. 349 00:07:36,824 --> 00:07:37,758 "OH, GET OUT OF THE HOUSE. 350 00:07:37,758 --> 00:07:38,659 YOU NEED TO LEAVE NOW." 351 00:07:38,659 --> 00:07:39,459 THAT'S MY DAUGHTER. 352 00:07:39,459 --> 00:07:40,861 REGARDLESS, THAT'S MY DAUGHTER. 353 00:07:40,861 --> 00:07:41,929 WE TAKE CARE OF OUR OWN. 354 00:07:41,929 --> 00:07:42,596 I'M SORRY. 355 00:07:42,596 --> 00:07:43,964 >> YEAH, WE DO. 356 00:07:43,964 --> 00:07:44,665 WE DO. 357 00:07:44,665 --> 00:07:45,933 >> I DON'T LIKE WHEN YOUSE ALL 358 00:07:45,933 --> 00:07:47,835 TALK ABOUT HIM BAD, BUT HE DID 359 00:07:47,835 --> 00:07:52,139 DO THAT BAD, SO I JUST TAKE IT. 360 00:07:52,139 --> 00:07:53,006 >> HE'S MY DAD. 361 00:07:53,006 --> 00:07:54,274 >> WELL, YEAH, THAT'S--I MEAN, 362 00:07:54,274 --> 00:07:55,976 I UNDERSTAND THAT, BECAUSE YOU 363 00:07:55,976 --> 00:07:57,678 DON'T HAVE NOBODY HERE. 364 00:07:57,678 --> 00:07:59,079 YOU'RE ALONE HERE. 365 00:07:59,079 --> 00:08:01,014 THE THING ABOUT IT IS THAT Y'ALL 366 00:08:01,014 --> 00:08:02,583 ARE GONNA FINISH SCHOOL. 367 00:08:02,583 --> 00:08:03,651 Y'ALL ARE GONNA GO OUT AND GET A 368 00:08:03,651 --> 00:08:04,718 CAREER, AND THAT'S THE BEST 369 00:08:04,718 --> 00:08:09,723 THING THAT Y'ALL CAN DO. 370 00:08:09,723 --> 00:08:11,024 >> I WANT TO STAY TO RAISE THE 371 00:08:11,024 --> 00:08:12,726 BABY WITH JOEY, BUT I'M NOT SURE 372 00:08:12,726 --> 00:08:13,927 HIS MOM'S HOUSE IS THE BEST 373 00:08:13,927 --> 00:08:16,697 PLACE TO DO IT. 374 00:08:21,969 --> 00:08:22,836 >> HELLO. 375 00:08:22,836 --> 00:08:23,671 >> HI. 376 00:08:23,671 --> 00:08:25,272 I'M 6 1/2 MONTHS PREGNANT, AND 377 00:08:25,272 --> 00:08:26,740 WITH ALL THE STRESS OF LIVING AT 378 00:08:26,740 --> 00:08:28,475 JOEY'S, I CAN'T WAIT FOR PHONE 379 00:08:28,475 --> 00:08:29,643 CALLS WITH MY MOM. 380 00:08:29,643 --> 00:08:34,648 >> WHEN ARE YOU GONNA COME? 381 00:08:34,648 --> 00:08:35,716 >> YEAH, BUT ARE YOU GONNA COME, 382 00:08:35,716 --> 00:08:37,384 LIKE, AFTER HE'S BORN? 383 00:09:16,690 --> 00:09:17,424 >> YEAH. 384 00:09:17,424 --> 00:09:22,295 >> ALL RIGHT. 385 00:09:22,295 --> 00:09:23,764 >> BYE. 386 00:09:23,764 --> 00:09:24,932 SCHOOL ISN'T JUST IMPORTANT TO 387 00:09:24,932 --> 00:09:25,733 MY MOM. 388 00:09:25,733 --> 00:09:26,900 IT'S IMPORTANT TO ME TOO. 389 00:09:26,900 --> 00:09:28,501 GRADUATING ON TIME AND WITH GOOD 390 00:09:28,501 --> 00:09:29,770 GRADES IS A MUST. 391 00:09:29,770 --> 00:09:31,371 THE BABY IS DUE RIGHT AROUND MY 392 00:09:31,371 --> 00:09:32,806 CHRISTMAS BREAK, SO AS LONG AS I 393 00:09:32,806 --> 00:09:34,341 CAN STAY ON TRACK, I'LL ONLY 394 00:09:34,341 --> 00:09:35,709 HAVE ONE SEMESTER LEFT AFTER 395 00:09:35,709 --> 00:09:39,980 HE'S BORN. 396 00:09:39,980 --> 00:09:41,448 KEEPING UP WITH GRADES WHILE I'M 397 00:09:41,448 --> 00:09:43,216 PREGNANT IS STRESSFUL, BUT AT 398 00:09:43,216 --> 00:09:44,351 LEAST THERE ARE FUN PARTS OF 399 00:09:44,351 --> 00:09:45,653 BEING A SENIOR, LIKE THE 400 00:09:45,653 --> 00:09:47,587 HOMECOMING DANCE. 401 00:09:47,587 --> 00:09:48,722 >> WE'RE GONNA DANCE EVERY DANCE 402 00:09:48,722 --> 00:09:50,357 THAT WE POSSIBLY CAN, OKAY? 403 00:09:50,357 --> 00:09:51,892 >> [laughs] 404 00:09:51,892 --> 00:09:53,761 >> THIS IS OUR LAST HOMECOMING 405 00:09:53,761 --> 00:09:55,095 NOT AS PARENTS YET. 406 00:09:55,095 --> 00:09:56,730 >> I DON'T KNOW HOW TO DANCE. 407 00:09:56,730 --> 00:09:58,065 >> WHAT? 408 00:09:58,065 --> 00:09:59,332 ARE YOU EMBARRASSED, LIKE, 409 00:09:59,332 --> 00:10:00,267 PEOPLE WILL LOOK AT US? 410 00:10:00,267 --> 00:10:01,334 >> NO, I JUST-- 411 00:10:01,334 --> 00:10:02,535 >> OR ARE YOU EMBARRASSED 'CAUSE 412 00:10:02,535 --> 00:10:03,637 YOU THINK I'LL MAKE FUN OF YOU? 413 00:10:03,637 --> 00:10:04,371 >> PROBABLY. 414 00:10:04,371 --> 00:10:05,038 YEAH, THAT. 415 00:10:05,038 --> 00:10:06,339 >> I WOULD NEVER MAKE FUN. 416 00:10:06,339 --> 00:10:08,608 DON'T BE NERVOUS. 417 00:10:08,608 --> 00:10:10,310 I CAN'T DANCE THAT GOOD. 418 00:10:10,310 --> 00:10:11,411 >> I DON'T KNOW HOW TO DANCE AT 419 00:10:11,411 --> 00:10:11,979 ALL. 420 00:10:11,979 --> 00:10:13,113 WHEN SOMEONE, LIKE, TRIES TO 421 00:10:13,113 --> 00:10:14,014 FORCE ME TO DANCE, 422 00:10:14,014 --> 00:10:17,084 I WILL JUST, LIKE, RUN OFF. 423 00:10:17,084 --> 00:10:18,518 >> [laughs] 424 00:10:18,518 --> 00:10:20,020 >> I'VE NEVER DANCED. 425 00:10:20,020 --> 00:10:21,021 >> WELL, I DON'T WANT TO FORCE 426 00:10:21,021 --> 00:10:21,588 YOU. 427 00:10:21,588 --> 00:10:22,589 LIKE, IF YOU REALLY DON'T WANT 428 00:10:22,589 --> 00:10:23,623 TO, WE DON'T HAVE TO, BUT I DO 429 00:10:23,623 --> 00:10:24,992 WANT TO A LITTLE. 430 00:10:24,992 --> 00:10:25,893 >> ALL RIGHT. 431 00:10:25,893 --> 00:10:27,027 >> THIS IS OUR FIRST DANCE 432 00:10:27,027 --> 00:10:27,861 TOGETHER. 433 00:10:27,861 --> 00:10:29,062 IT'S THE FIRST TIME YOU'VE EVER 434 00:10:29,062 --> 00:10:30,330 SEEN ME IN A DRESS. 435 00:10:30,330 --> 00:10:31,631 YOU KNOW THAT? 436 00:10:31,631 --> 00:10:33,667 >> YEAH. 437 00:10:33,667 --> 00:10:35,535 ARE YOU ALMOST FINISHED? 438 00:10:35,535 --> 00:10:36,269 >> YEAH. 439 00:10:36,269 --> 00:10:37,470 I'M PUTTING ON MY SHOES. 440 00:10:37,470 --> 00:10:39,072 HOPEFULLY, MY PREGNANT SELF CAN 441 00:10:39,072 --> 00:10:41,875 WALK IN THESE. 442 00:10:41,875 --> 00:10:42,810 >> NICE. 443 00:10:42,810 --> 00:10:43,744 >> [laughs] 444 00:10:43,744 --> 00:10:44,411 THANKS. 445 00:10:44,411 --> 00:10:45,879 >> YOU LOOK BEAUTIFUL. 446 00:10:45,879 --> 00:10:46,814 >> THANKS. 447 00:10:46,814 --> 00:10:47,915 YOU WANT TO HELP ME ZIPPER THIS 448 00:10:47,915 --> 00:10:49,249 NOW? 449 00:10:49,249 --> 00:10:51,118 [laughs] 450 00:10:51,118 --> 00:10:51,852 STOP. 451 00:10:51,852 --> 00:10:53,787 YOU'RE MAKING ME BLUSH. 452 00:10:56,690 --> 00:10:59,026 DANCING IS SO FUN, EVEN IF I 453 00:10:59,026 --> 00:11:00,360 HAVE A BIG BELLY. 454 00:11:00,360 --> 00:11:01,829 FOR ONCE, I WANT TO FORGET 455 00:11:01,829 --> 00:11:03,096 ABOUT THE STRESSES OF LIVING 456 00:11:03,096 --> 00:11:04,732 WITH JOEY'S FAMILY AND JUST BE A 457 00:11:04,732 --> 00:11:08,836 TEENAGER. 458 00:11:08,836 --> 00:11:10,804 JOEY AND I USUALLY MEET UP AFTER 459 00:11:10,804 --> 00:11:12,439 SCHOOL JUST TO HANG OUT, BUT 460 00:11:12,439 --> 00:11:13,941 TODAY I HAVE A CHECKUP WITH THE 461 00:11:13,941 --> 00:11:14,742 DOCTOR. 462 00:11:14,742 --> 00:11:17,110 SINCE NEITHER OF US CAN DRIVE, 463 00:11:17,110 --> 00:11:18,746 THAT MEANS A BUS RIDE AND A LONG 464 00:11:18,746 --> 00:11:19,446 WALK. 465 00:11:19,446 --> 00:11:23,116 >> AHH, FINALLY, A CAR. 466 00:11:23,116 --> 00:11:24,284 >> NO, YOU NEED TO LEARN HOW TO 467 00:11:24,284 --> 00:11:25,986 DRIVE FIRST. 468 00:11:25,986 --> 00:11:27,320 HOW WOULD YOU EVEN GET A CAR? 469 00:11:27,320 --> 00:11:28,588 WE NEED JOBS. 470 00:11:28,588 --> 00:11:30,190 THAT'S WHAT WE NEED. 471 00:11:30,190 --> 00:11:31,158 >> WHAT ARE YOU GONNA DO IF 472 00:11:31,158 --> 00:11:32,625 YOU GO INTO LABOR AT SCHOOL? 473 00:11:32,625 --> 00:11:34,027 >> IF IT HAPPENS IN SCHOOL, THAT 474 00:11:34,027 --> 00:11:34,862 WOULD BE COOL. 475 00:11:34,862 --> 00:11:35,729 >> WHY? 476 00:11:35,729 --> 00:11:36,964 >> BECAUSE THEN PEOPLE WILL TALK 477 00:11:36,964 --> 00:11:37,630 ABOUT IT. 478 00:11:37,630 --> 00:11:38,832 "HEY, YOU KNOW THAT GIRL? 479 00:11:38,832 --> 00:11:40,533 HER WATER BROKE TODAY IN CLASS. 480 00:11:40,533 --> 00:11:42,736 IT WAS NASTY." 481 00:11:42,736 --> 00:11:44,071 I CAN JOKE ABOUT MY WATER 482 00:11:44,071 --> 00:11:45,438 BREAKING IN SCHOOL, BUT THE 483 00:11:45,438 --> 00:11:47,307 TRUTH IS, I'M REALLY NERVOUS 484 00:11:47,307 --> 00:11:49,509 ABOUT WHAT'S GOING TO HAPPEN. 485 00:11:49,509 --> 00:11:50,543 >> HI, ALLISON. 486 00:11:50,543 --> 00:11:51,378 HI, JOEY. 487 00:11:51,378 --> 00:11:52,545 HOW ARE YOU GUYS DOING TODAY? 488 00:11:52,545 --> 00:11:53,881 >> I'M GOOD. 489 00:11:53,881 --> 00:11:55,916 JUST WAITING. 490 00:11:55,916 --> 00:11:57,851 >> SO WHAT I WANT TO DO IS KIND 491 00:11:57,851 --> 00:11:59,586 OF TALK TO YOU TODAY ABOUT SOME 492 00:11:59,586 --> 00:12:00,720 QUESTIONS OR CONCERNS THAT YOU 493 00:12:00,720 --> 00:12:02,255 MIGHT HAVE ABOUT LABOR. 494 00:12:02,255 --> 00:12:03,690 >> WHEN MY WATER BREAKS, IS IT 495 00:12:03,690 --> 00:12:05,092 GONNA BE, LIKE, IT'S NOT GONNA 496 00:12:05,092 --> 00:12:06,026 BE, LIKE, A PUDDLE, RIGHT, 497 00:12:06,026 --> 00:12:06,794 OR WHAT HAPPENS? 498 00:12:06,794 --> 00:12:08,028 DOES IT JUST LOOK LIKE I PEED 499 00:12:08,028 --> 00:12:09,062 MYSELF OR WHAT? 500 00:12:09,062 --> 00:12:10,263 >> WELL, YOUR WATER BREAKING CAN 501 00:12:10,263 --> 00:12:11,398 HAPPEN A LOT OF DIFFERENT WAYS. 502 00:12:11,398 --> 00:12:13,533 IT MIGHT BE A HUGE GUSH. 503 00:12:13,533 --> 00:12:14,734 IT MIGHT JUST BE LITTLE 504 00:12:14,734 --> 00:12:15,435 TRICKLES. 505 00:12:15,435 --> 00:12:16,436 SOMETIMES IT DOESN'T BREAK AT 506 00:12:16,436 --> 00:12:17,537 ALL AT HOME. 507 00:12:17,537 --> 00:12:18,972 I HAVE TO BREAK IT IN LABOR. 508 00:12:18,972 --> 00:12:19,973 IT'S JUST KIND OF A MYSTERY. 509 00:12:19,973 --> 00:12:20,941 YOU DON'T REALLY KNOW WHAT'S 510 00:12:20,941 --> 00:12:21,641 GONNA HAPPEN. 511 00:12:21,641 --> 00:12:23,543 >> THAT'S GREAT. 512 00:12:23,543 --> 00:12:24,744 [laughter] 513 00:12:24,744 --> 00:12:25,712 >> I WENT TO REGISTER AT THE 514 00:12:25,712 --> 00:12:27,314 HOSPITAL, AND THEY TOLD ME I 515 00:12:27,314 --> 00:12:28,348 COULD HAVE AS MANY PEOPLE AS I 516 00:12:28,348 --> 00:12:29,149 WANT IN THE ROOM. 517 00:12:29,149 --> 00:12:30,150 HOW MANY PEOPLE DO YOU ALLOW? 518 00:12:30,150 --> 00:12:31,451 >> WELL, DO YOU HAVE A RULE? 519 00:12:31,451 --> 00:12:32,252 WHAT DO YOU WANT? 520 00:12:32,252 --> 00:12:33,186 >> I DON'T WANT HIS MOM IN 521 00:12:33,186 --> 00:12:34,687 THERE. 522 00:12:34,687 --> 00:12:35,388 >> OKAY. 523 00:12:35,388 --> 00:12:36,523 >> SHE'S, LIKE, A LOUD WOMAN. 524 00:12:36,523 --> 00:12:37,490 I DON'T WANT HER IN IT. 525 00:12:37,490 --> 00:12:38,826 >> SO YOU HAVE TO TELL ME, 526 00:12:38,826 --> 00:12:40,861 AND YOU HAVE TO TELL YOUR NURSES 527 00:12:40,861 --> 00:12:42,129 WHAT'S GONNA MAKE THIS THE BEST 528 00:12:42,129 --> 00:12:43,596 EXPERIENCE FOR YOU, 529 00:12:43,596 --> 00:12:44,597 AND WE WILL DO EVERYTHING WE 530 00:12:44,597 --> 00:12:45,132 CAN. 531 00:12:45,132 --> 00:12:46,399 >> THAT SOUNDS GOOD. 532 00:12:46,399 --> 00:12:47,835 I WISH I DIDN'T HAVE TO WORRY 533 00:12:47,835 --> 00:12:48,936 ABOUT WHO TO HAVE IN THE 534 00:12:48,936 --> 00:12:50,871 DELIVERY ROOM, BUT JOEY'S MOM IS 535 00:12:50,871 --> 00:12:53,941 SO UNPREDICTABLE AND EXPLOSIVE. 536 00:12:53,941 --> 00:12:54,942 IT'S REALLY MAKING ME THINK 537 00:12:54,942 --> 00:12:56,476 ABOUT THE KINDS OF PARENTS I 538 00:12:56,476 --> 00:12:58,278 WANT US TO BE. 539 00:13:02,549 --> 00:13:03,951 I WANT TO BE A GOOD MOTHER, 540 00:13:03,951 --> 00:13:05,552 LIKE, KIND OF FUN, BUT ALSO, 541 00:13:05,552 --> 00:13:06,753 LIKE, I WANT TO BE A LITTLE 542 00:13:06,753 --> 00:13:07,520 STRICT WITH HIM. 543 00:13:07,520 --> 00:13:09,422 I THINK I'LL BE A LITTLE STRICT, 544 00:13:09,422 --> 00:13:10,523 BECAUSE I DON'T WANT HIM TO TURN 545 00:13:10,523 --> 00:13:12,125 OUT LIKE US, 546 00:13:12,125 --> 00:13:13,961 AND I WANT US BOTH TO BE THERE. 547 00:13:13,961 --> 00:13:15,162 I DON'T WANT HIM TO TURN OUT 548 00:13:15,162 --> 00:13:16,663 WITH ONE PARENT, AND I DON'T 549 00:13:16,663 --> 00:13:17,831 WANT HIM TO GET A GIRL PREGNANT 550 00:13:17,831 --> 00:13:19,332 WHEN HE'S A TEENAGER. 551 00:13:19,332 --> 00:13:20,533 LIKE, I DON'T WANT HIM--I'LL 552 00:13:20,533 --> 00:13:22,269 PROBABLY BE STRICT. 553 00:13:22,269 --> 00:13:23,703 SO ARE YOU SCARED? 554 00:13:23,703 --> 00:13:24,804 >> I'M PROBABLY GONNA BE SCARED 555 00:13:24,804 --> 00:13:25,805 ABOUT NOT BEING A GOOD ENOUGH 556 00:13:25,805 --> 00:13:26,473 PARENT. 557 00:13:26,473 --> 00:13:27,474 >> YEAH, 'CAUSE, YOU KNOW HOW 558 00:13:27,474 --> 00:13:28,708 PEOPLE SAY YOU PARENT HOW YOUR 559 00:13:28,708 --> 00:13:31,611 PARENTS PARENTED? 560 00:13:31,611 --> 00:13:35,048 AND OUR PARENTS, UH.... 561 00:13:35,048 --> 00:13:36,249 I DON'T KNOW. 562 00:13:36,249 --> 00:13:37,517 THIS IS HARDER THAN IT SHOULD 563 00:13:37,517 --> 00:13:39,853 BE, RIGHT? 564 00:13:39,853 --> 00:13:40,854 I DON'T WANT TO BE LIKE OUR 565 00:13:40,854 --> 00:13:42,655 PARENTS. 566 00:13:42,655 --> 00:13:44,091 LIKE, EVENTUALLY, THEY JUST 567 00:13:44,091 --> 00:13:46,393 GAVE UP ON US. 568 00:13:46,393 --> 00:13:48,495 I'LL NEVER GIVE UP ON HIM. 569 00:13:48,495 --> 00:13:50,297 >> ME NEITHER. 570 00:13:56,569 --> 00:13:58,305 JOEY AND I KNOW WE'RE HAVING A 571 00:13:58,305 --> 00:14:00,140 BOY, AND WE DECIDED TO NAME HIM 572 00:14:00,140 --> 00:14:03,076 AYDENN. 573 00:14:03,076 --> 00:14:04,477 MY MOM JUST SENT ME A CHECK FOR 574 00:14:04,477 --> 00:14:05,845 A LITTLE BIT OF MONEY, 575 00:14:05,845 --> 00:14:06,880 SO WE'RE EXCITED TO START 576 00:14:06,880 --> 00:14:08,615 GETTING SOME CUTE BABY STUFF. 577 00:14:08,615 --> 00:14:09,883 DO YOU WANT TO GET A STROLLER 578 00:14:09,883 --> 00:14:10,984 LIKE THIS OR A STROLLER LIKE-- 579 00:14:10,984 --> 00:14:12,152 >> I WANT A BIG STROLLER. 580 00:14:12,152 --> 00:14:13,420 >> I LIKE THIS BLUE ONE. 581 00:14:13,420 --> 00:14:15,455 HOW MUCH IS IT? 582 00:14:15,455 --> 00:14:17,657 >> WHOA, $300 FOR THIS. 583 00:14:17,657 --> 00:14:19,159 >> I LIKE THIS. 584 00:14:19,159 --> 00:14:19,960 >> HOW MUCH IS IT? 585 00:14:19,960 --> 00:14:22,029 >> UH...$12. 586 00:14:22,029 --> 00:14:22,695 >> $12? 587 00:14:22,695 --> 00:14:24,497 WE ONLY GOT, LIKE, $20. 588 00:14:24,497 --> 00:14:26,566 >> I KNOW. 589 00:14:26,566 --> 00:14:27,667 >> WE NEED A LOT OF MONEY TO 590 00:14:27,667 --> 00:14:29,002 SUPPORT A BABY. 591 00:14:29,002 --> 00:14:31,138 >> EVERY TIME I'M IN SCHOOL, 592 00:14:31,138 --> 00:14:32,205 PEOPLE ALWAYS TELL ME STUFF LIKE 593 00:14:32,205 --> 00:14:32,839 THAT. 594 00:14:32,839 --> 00:14:34,041 "DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH IT COSTS 595 00:14:34,041 --> 00:14:36,009 FOR A BABY PER YEAR?" 596 00:14:36,009 --> 00:14:36,977 >> WHICH ONES DO YOU WANT TO 597 00:14:36,977 --> 00:14:37,710 GET? 598 00:14:37,710 --> 00:14:38,946 >> HOW MUCH IS THIS ONE? 599 00:14:38,946 --> 00:14:40,080 >> THIS ONE'S $5.50. 600 00:14:40,080 --> 00:14:43,416 >> GET THAT ONE. 601 00:14:43,416 --> 00:14:44,952 >> $4.50. 602 00:14:44,952 --> 00:14:47,754 >> LET'S GET THOSE TWO. 603 00:14:47,754 --> 00:14:50,257 >> $10.82. 604 00:14:50,257 --> 00:14:51,358 >> YOU KNOW HOW MUCH IS LEFT ON 605 00:14:51,358 --> 00:14:52,459 THERE? 606 00:14:52,459 --> 00:14:53,994 >> $10. 607 00:14:53,994 --> 00:14:55,128 >> I NEED A WALLET. 608 00:14:55,128 --> 00:14:56,096 >> THERE'S A LOT OF STUFF WE 609 00:14:56,096 --> 00:14:56,729 NEED. 610 00:14:56,729 --> 00:14:57,965 >> IT'S SCARY TO THINK ABOUT HOW 611 00:14:57,965 --> 00:14:59,466 MUCH WE NEED, AND WITH THE BABY 612 00:14:59,466 --> 00:15:00,867 COMING IN THREE MONTHS, WE HAVE 613 00:15:00,867 --> 00:15:03,603 A LOT TO FIGURE OUT. 614 00:15:03,603 --> 00:15:05,038 >> I'LL GET THE BIBS. 615 00:15:05,038 --> 00:15:06,473 >> JOEY'S MOM HAS BEEN ON EDGE 616 00:15:06,473 --> 00:15:07,975 LATELY AND WANTS THE PLACE TO 617 00:15:07,975 --> 00:15:09,042 HERSELF FOR THE WEEKEND. 618 00:15:09,042 --> 00:15:10,643 JOEY'S GRANDMA HAS AGREED TO LET 619 00:15:10,643 --> 00:15:11,811 US STAY WITH HER FOR A COUPLE 620 00:15:11,811 --> 00:15:13,280 DAYS, WHICH IS JUST FINE WITH 621 00:15:13,280 --> 00:15:14,481 ME. 622 00:15:14,481 --> 00:15:15,582 >> MAN, GRANDMA DOESN'T HAVE NO 623 00:15:15,582 --> 00:15:16,149 TEA? 624 00:15:16,149 --> 00:15:18,986 SHE ALWAYS HAS TEA. 625 00:15:18,986 --> 00:15:21,154 GET SOME WATER BEFORE WE GO. 626 00:15:21,154 --> 00:15:24,624 OH, MAN, IT'S TOO HOT. 627 00:15:24,624 --> 00:15:26,093 [sighs] 628 00:15:26,093 --> 00:15:27,327 WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU? 629 00:15:27,327 --> 00:15:28,195 >> NOTHING. 630 00:15:28,195 --> 00:15:29,162 >> ALLISON, GET ME A BANANA, 631 00:15:29,162 --> 00:15:32,265 PLEASE, IF YOU DON'T MIND. 632 00:15:32,265 --> 00:15:33,033 >> HERE, DAMIEN. 633 00:15:33,033 --> 00:15:34,001 GIVE IT TO YOUR MOM. 634 00:15:34,001 --> 00:15:35,302 I'M NOT GETTING UP. 635 00:15:35,302 --> 00:15:36,269 >> AND DON'T THROW IT AT HIM 636 00:15:36,269 --> 00:15:36,936 LIKE THAT. 637 00:15:36,936 --> 00:15:38,038 >> I DIDN'T THROW IT AT HIM. 638 00:15:38,038 --> 00:15:38,871 >> YES, YOU DID. 639 00:15:38,871 --> 00:15:40,073 >> IT DIDN'T HIT HIM. 640 00:15:40,073 --> 00:15:41,241 >> BUT IT HIT THE COUCH. 641 00:15:41,241 --> 00:15:42,609 >> IT DIDN'T HIT HIM, THOUGH. 642 00:15:42,609 --> 00:15:43,510 >> BUT IT HIT THE COUCH. 643 00:15:43,510 --> 00:15:44,544 >> BUT I WASN'T THROWING IT AT 644 00:15:44,544 --> 00:15:45,112 HIM. 645 00:15:45,112 --> 00:15:46,179 >> YOU GET ON MY NERVES, 646 00:15:46,179 --> 00:15:46,980 ALLISON, SOMETIMES. 647 00:15:46,980 --> 00:15:47,714 YOU REALLY DO. 648 00:15:47,714 --> 00:15:48,581 >> I DON'T CARE. 649 00:15:48,581 --> 00:15:49,616 >> WELL, THEN, YOU KNOW WHAT? 650 00:15:49,616 --> 00:15:50,617 YOU CAN GO STAY WITH YOUR MOM 651 00:15:50,617 --> 00:15:51,451 AND YOUR DADDY. 652 00:15:51,451 --> 00:15:52,452 >> YOU TOLD ME I COULD STAY IN 653 00:15:52,452 --> 00:15:53,486 YOUR HOUSE, BUT YOU DON'T TAKE 654 00:15:53,486 --> 00:15:54,154 CARE OF US. 655 00:15:54,154 --> 00:15:55,122 THAT'S WHY WE'RE OVER HERE. 656 00:15:55,122 --> 00:15:55,722 >> SO. 657 00:15:55,722 --> 00:15:56,723 WHY SHOULD I TAKE CARE OF YOU? 658 00:15:56,723 --> 00:15:57,857 YOU AIN'T MY DAUGHTER. 659 00:15:57,857 --> 00:15:59,792 YOU ARE NOT MY DAUGHTER, GIRL. 660 00:15:59,792 --> 00:16:02,129 THAT'S MY SON, AND MY SON 661 00:16:02,129 --> 00:16:03,430 DON'T THROW [bleep] IN MY FACE, 662 00:16:03,430 --> 00:16:05,065 SO [bleep] YOU, BITCH. 663 00:16:05,065 --> 00:16:05,798 YOU HEAR THAT? 664 00:16:05,798 --> 00:16:07,100 GET THE [bleep] OUT. 665 00:16:07,100 --> 00:16:07,800 GET OUT. 666 00:16:07,800 --> 00:16:08,701 >> GET OUT OF HERE, MAN. 667 00:16:08,701 --> 00:16:09,269 >> NO. 668 00:16:09,269 --> 00:16:11,138 [bleep] HER. 669 00:16:11,138 --> 00:16:12,172 YOU [bleep]. 670 00:16:12,172 --> 00:16:13,273 WHAT WRONG WITH YOU, [bleep] 671 00:16:13,273 --> 00:16:14,141 HITTING ME? 672 00:16:14,141 --> 00:16:14,974 >> I DON'T CARE. 673 00:16:14,974 --> 00:16:16,343 >> GET THE [bleep] OUT OF HERE. 674 00:16:16,343 --> 00:16:19,212 >> I DON'T HAVE TO. 675 00:16:19,212 --> 00:16:20,080 >> YOU MOTHER[bleep]. 676 00:16:20,080 --> 00:16:21,414 DON'T YOU EVER CALL ME. 677 00:16:21,414 --> 00:16:22,149 YOU HEAR THAT? 678 00:16:22,149 --> 00:16:23,250 EVER. 679 00:16:23,250 --> 00:16:24,151 [bleep] YOU. 680 00:16:24,151 --> 00:16:24,851 THAT'S RIGHT. 681 00:16:24,851 --> 00:16:25,952 YOUR MAMA DIDN'T WANT YOU, 682 00:16:25,952 --> 00:16:27,187 AND YOUR DADDY DIDN'T WANT YOU. 683 00:16:27,187 --> 00:16:28,588 YOU'RE HERE BECAUSE NOBODY'S 684 00:16:28,588 --> 00:16:29,989 AROUND FOR YOU. 685 00:16:29,989 --> 00:16:30,957 YOU DON'T EVER HIT ME IN MY 686 00:16:30,957 --> 00:16:31,691 [bleep] MOUTH. 687 00:16:31,691 --> 00:16:32,792 I'M GONNA PRESS CHARGES ON YOUR 688 00:16:32,792 --> 00:16:33,493 BITCH[bleep]. 689 00:16:33,493 --> 00:16:34,427 >> I DIDN'T EVEN HIT YOU. 690 00:16:34,427 --> 00:16:35,362 >> I'LL [bleep] YOU UP AND 691 00:16:35,362 --> 00:16:36,196 [bleep] HER UP TOO. 692 00:16:36,196 --> 00:16:37,297 I DON'T GIVE A [bleep] IF SHE'S 693 00:16:37,297 --> 00:16:37,930 PREGNANT. 694 00:16:37,930 --> 00:16:39,799 MOM, I GOT IT ON WITH ALLISON. 695 00:16:39,799 --> 00:16:41,168 YOUR [bleep] GRANDSON [bleep] 696 00:16:41,168 --> 00:16:42,335 POPPED ME IN MY MOUTH BECAUSE OF 697 00:16:42,335 --> 00:16:43,436 THAT LITTLE BITCH. 698 00:16:43,436 --> 00:16:44,104 SO WHAT? 699 00:16:44,104 --> 00:16:45,004 I'M A DOPE FIEND, BITCH. 700 00:16:45,004 --> 00:16:45,672 WHAT? 701 00:16:45,672 --> 00:16:46,939 AT LEAST I SEE MY KIDS. 702 00:16:46,939 --> 00:16:48,075 WHAT'S YOUR [bleep] PARENTS' 703 00:16:48,075 --> 00:16:50,143 PROBLEM, HUH? 704 00:16:50,143 --> 00:16:51,511 THEY DON'T EVEN DO DRUGS, AND 705 00:16:51,511 --> 00:16:52,645 THEY DON'T WANT TO SEE YOU. 706 00:16:52,645 --> 00:16:53,580 I'M TIRED OF IT. 707 00:16:53,580 --> 00:16:54,581 >> WELL, THEN, GET OUT. 708 00:16:54,581 --> 00:16:55,415 >> NO, [bleep] YOU. 709 00:16:55,415 --> 00:16:56,383 THIS IS MY MOTHER'S [bleep] 710 00:16:56,383 --> 00:16:57,016 HOUSE. 711 00:16:57,016 --> 00:16:57,950 >> YEAH, YOU'RE NOT AROUND 712 00:16:57,950 --> 00:16:58,618 EITHER; GO. 713 00:16:58,618 --> 00:16:59,552 >> I DON'T GIVE A [bleep]. 714 00:16:59,552 --> 00:17:00,520 >> YOU KNOW, WE CAN CALL THE 715 00:17:00,520 --> 00:17:01,488 POLICE ON YOU: CHARGING ON A 716 00:17:01,488 --> 00:17:02,222 PREGNANT GIRL. 717 00:17:02,222 --> 00:17:03,056 >> DID I TOUCH HER? 718 00:17:03,056 --> 00:17:04,057 SHE DIDN'T DO--I DIDN'T TOUCH 719 00:17:04,057 --> 00:17:04,624 HER. 720 00:17:04,624 --> 00:17:05,725 >> YEAH, MAYBE YOU CAN GO AWAY. 721 00:17:05,725 --> 00:17:06,326 >> NO. 722 00:17:06,326 --> 00:17:07,227 I'VE DONE A LOT FOR YOU. 723 00:17:07,227 --> 00:17:08,195 YEAH, I WAS A [bleep] DRUG 724 00:17:08,195 --> 00:17:09,296 ADDICT, BUT I STRUGGLED FOR YOU 725 00:17:09,296 --> 00:17:09,829 ASS. 726 00:17:09,829 --> 00:17:10,897 I WASN'T A [bleep] BAD MOTHER, 727 00:17:10,897 --> 00:17:12,099 AND YOU'RE GONNA TURN MY BACK 728 00:17:12,099 --> 00:17:13,133 FOR THAT BITCH? 729 00:17:13,133 --> 00:17:14,601 IF GOD WOULD HAVE TOLD ME THE 730 00:17:14,601 --> 00:17:16,069 FUTURE, I WOULD HAVE SAID, "YOU 731 00:17:16,069 --> 00:17:16,736 KNOW WHAT? 732 00:17:16,736 --> 00:17:17,537 ABORT THAT CHILD. 733 00:17:17,537 --> 00:17:18,571 ABORT IT." 734 00:17:18,571 --> 00:17:19,839 I WANT HER OUT. 735 00:17:19,839 --> 00:17:20,673 I WANT HER OUT. 736 00:17:20,673 --> 00:17:21,774 YOU'RE NOT ALLOWED TO STEP FOOT 737 00:17:21,774 --> 00:17:22,709 IN MY [bleep] HOUSE, AND I 738 00:17:22,709 --> 00:17:23,476 MEAN THAT, JOEY. 739 00:17:23,476 --> 00:17:24,411 [bleep] YOU. 740 00:17:24,411 --> 00:17:25,912 I'M DEAD TO YOU NOW. 741 00:17:25,912 --> 00:17:26,713 >> COME ON. 742 00:17:26,713 --> 00:17:29,048 LET'S GO. LET'S GO. 743 00:17:29,048 --> 00:17:30,317 >> DID YOU HIT HER? 744 00:17:30,317 --> 00:17:34,454 >> NO. 745 00:17:34,454 --> 00:17:35,455 >> WELL, SHE WAS CHARGING AT 746 00:17:35,455 --> 00:17:36,055 YOU. 747 00:17:36,055 --> 00:17:36,723 >> I KNOW. 748 00:17:36,723 --> 00:17:37,557 SHE'S A CRAZY BITCH. 749 00:17:37,557 --> 00:17:38,291 THAT'S WHY. 750 00:17:38,291 --> 00:17:38,991 >> WHATEVER. 751 00:17:38,991 --> 00:17:43,263 I DON'T CARE. 752 00:17:43,263 --> 00:17:48,601 >> * MOVE SLOW * 753 00:17:48,601 --> 00:17:56,309 * WE DON'T HAVE NO PLACE TO GO * 754 00:18:10,323 --> 00:18:11,991 >> AFTER JOEY'S MOM'S FREAK OUT, 755 00:18:11,991 --> 00:18:14,261 I NEEDED TO HEAR MY MOM'S VOICE. 756 00:18:14,261 --> 00:18:15,462 SHE WAS REALLY UPSET WHEN SHE 757 00:18:15,462 --> 00:18:17,264 HEARD WHAT HAPPENED. 758 00:18:27,039 --> 00:18:28,875 >> YEAH. 759 00:18:34,247 --> 00:18:35,548 NOW. 760 00:18:35,548 --> 00:18:36,449 >> I CAN'T JUST LEAVE. 761 00:18:36,449 --> 00:18:38,251 >> YES, YOU CAN. 762 00:18:49,829 --> 00:18:51,631 >> YEAH. 763 00:19:00,106 --> 00:19:01,908 >> OKAY. 764 00:19:04,511 --> 00:19:06,579 I LOVE YOU, AND I WILL TALK TO 765 00:19:06,579 --> 00:19:07,980 YOU LATER, OKAY? 766 00:19:07,980 --> 00:19:10,383 >> OKAY, I LOVE YOU TOO. 767 00:19:10,383 --> 00:19:12,352 >> I FEEL SO TORN. 768 00:19:12,352 --> 00:19:13,653 GOING BACK TO NEW JERSEY WOULD 769 00:19:13,653 --> 00:19:15,688 BE THE EASY ANSWER, BUT JOEY 770 00:19:15,688 --> 00:19:17,056 IS TOO YOUNG TO LEAVE HOME, 771 00:19:17,056 --> 00:19:18,691 AND I WANT MY BABY TO HAVE BOTH 772 00:19:18,691 --> 00:19:19,992 PARENTS. 773 00:19:19,992 --> 00:19:21,361 WE NEED JOEY'S GRANDMA TO HELP 774 00:19:21,361 --> 00:19:22,995 US FIGURE OUT WHAT TO DO. 775 00:19:22,995 --> 00:19:24,163 >> WHAT HAPPENED? 776 00:19:24,163 --> 00:19:25,432 >> SHE JUST STARTED SAYING THAT 777 00:19:25,432 --> 00:19:26,466 I PUNCHED HER. 778 00:19:26,466 --> 00:19:27,567 >> WELL, YOU ALREADY KNOW SHE'S 779 00:19:27,567 --> 00:19:28,835 GONNA SAY THAT. 780 00:19:28,835 --> 00:19:30,570 SHE'S A DRAMA QUEEN, BUT... 781 00:19:30,570 --> 00:19:32,305 >> HIS MOM TEXTED HIM, "I DON'T 782 00:19:32,305 --> 00:19:33,906 WANT EITHER OF YOU AT MY HOUSE," 783 00:19:33,906 --> 00:19:34,974 LIKE, TEXTING JOEY, "STAY OUT OF 784 00:19:34,974 --> 00:19:35,675 MY HOUSE." 785 00:19:35,675 --> 00:19:37,244 >> I DON'T KNOW. 786 00:19:37,244 --> 00:19:38,311 I DON'T KNOW. 787 00:19:38,311 --> 00:19:39,178 I GUESS--I DON'T KNOW. 788 00:19:39,178 --> 00:19:40,847 AND Y'ALL CAN JUST STAY WITH ME 789 00:19:40,847 --> 00:19:42,649 UNTIL Y'ALL CAN GET BACK-- 790 00:19:42,649 --> 00:19:43,950 UNTIL Y'ALL CAN GET ON YOUSE 791 00:19:43,950 --> 00:19:44,817 FEET. 792 00:19:44,817 --> 00:19:46,986 I MEAN, YOU KNOW, MAYBE I CAN DO 793 00:19:46,986 --> 00:19:48,521 IT FOR A YEAR, 794 00:19:48,521 --> 00:19:50,457 UNTIL Y'ALL CAN GET IT TOGETHER. 795 00:19:50,457 --> 00:19:51,824 >> IT'S SUCH A RELIEF THAT 796 00:19:51,824 --> 00:19:53,025 JOEY'S GRANDMA SAID WE COULD 797 00:19:53,025 --> 00:19:54,060 STAY WITH HER. 798 00:19:54,060 --> 00:19:55,295 I WISH WE COULD SETTLE IN RIGHT 799 00:19:55,295 --> 00:19:56,929 AWAY, BUT ALL OF OUR STUFF IS 800 00:19:56,929 --> 00:19:59,599 STILL AT HIS MOM'S HOUSE. 801 00:19:59,599 --> 00:20:00,600 >> HIKE. 802 00:20:00,600 --> 00:20:01,701 >> SINCE WE AREN'T GOING TO GET 803 00:20:01,701 --> 00:20:02,835 OUR STUFF UNTIL THE END OF THE 804 00:20:02,835 --> 00:20:04,704 WEEK, JOEY'S USING THIS TIME TO 805 00:20:04,704 --> 00:20:05,972 PLAY FOOTBALL WITH FRIENDS, 806 00:20:05,972 --> 00:20:08,174 BUT I HAVE TO FOCUS ON SCHOOL, 807 00:20:08,174 --> 00:20:09,476 BECAUSE MY DUE DATE IS ONLY TWO 808 00:20:09,476 --> 00:20:10,176 MONTHS AWAY. 809 00:20:10,176 --> 00:20:11,344 >> SO ARE YOU GONNA MISS OUT ON 810 00:20:11,344 --> 00:20:12,579 ANYTHING, LIKE, THIS YEAR? 811 00:20:12,579 --> 00:20:13,680 >> WHY, BECAUSE THE BABY OR 812 00:20:13,680 --> 00:20:14,514 WHATEVER? 813 00:20:14,514 --> 00:20:15,615 >> ARE YOU SCARED OF MISSING OUT 814 00:20:15,615 --> 00:20:16,416 ON ANYTHING? 815 00:20:16,416 --> 00:20:17,384 >> I'M NOT GONNA MISS OUT ON 816 00:20:17,384 --> 00:20:18,251 ANYTHING SENIOR YEAR. 817 00:20:18,251 --> 00:20:19,051 I CAN'T HAVE THAT. 818 00:20:19,051 --> 00:20:20,119 I WON'T MISS OUT ON PROM, 819 00:20:20,119 --> 00:20:21,153 BUT, LIKE, HE'LL BE THERE, 820 00:20:21,153 --> 00:20:22,221 SO HE'LL PROBABLY BE CRYING, 821 00:20:22,221 --> 00:20:23,890 PROBABLY TAKE AWAY FROM MY FUN 822 00:20:23,890 --> 00:20:25,592 WITH MY FRIENDS. 823 00:20:25,592 --> 00:20:26,893 SO I WON'T MISS OUT ON ANYTHING, 824 00:20:26,893 --> 00:20:28,628 BUT I'LL MISS OUT ON, LIKE, 825 00:20:28,628 --> 00:20:29,962 DOING THE TEENAGE THING. 826 00:20:29,962 --> 00:20:30,997 >> SO WHAT ARE YOU GONNA DO WITH 827 00:20:30,997 --> 00:20:31,764 SLEEPING HABITS? 828 00:20:31,764 --> 00:20:32,732 >> I DON'T KNOW. 829 00:20:32,732 --> 00:20:34,567 WHEN IT'S BORN, I'M WORRIED THAT 830 00:20:34,567 --> 00:20:36,503 MY GRADES ARE GONNA GO DOWN A 831 00:20:36,503 --> 00:20:37,404 LITTLE. 832 00:20:37,404 --> 00:20:38,638 ALL MY CLASSES SO FAR, THEY 833 00:20:38,638 --> 00:20:39,906 SEEM, LIKE, I GOT IT, 834 00:20:39,906 --> 00:20:41,641 BUT PRE-CAL, I HAVE TO STAY 835 00:20:41,641 --> 00:20:42,809 AWAKE TO GET IT, 836 00:20:42,809 --> 00:20:43,910 SO THAT'S THE CLASS I'M WORRIED 837 00:20:43,910 --> 00:20:44,511 ABOUT. 838 00:20:44,511 --> 00:20:46,012 AND WHEN THE BABY'S BORN, I'M 839 00:20:46,012 --> 00:20:47,647 GONNA MISS, LIKE, WEEKS. 840 00:20:47,647 --> 00:20:48,581 THAT'S THE ONLY THING I'M 841 00:20:48,581 --> 00:20:49,316 WORRIED ABOUT. 842 00:20:49,316 --> 00:20:50,317 I DON'T WANT MY SCHOOLWORK TO 843 00:20:50,317 --> 00:20:50,883 SLIP. 844 00:20:50,883 --> 00:20:51,884 I'LL JUST HAVE TO GET USED TO 845 00:20:51,884 --> 00:20:52,419 IT. 846 00:20:52,419 --> 00:20:53,353 THERE'S NOTHING I CAN DO, 847 00:20:53,353 --> 00:20:53,953 REALLY. 848 00:20:53,953 --> 00:20:55,087 WHAT CAN I DO, TAKE ENERGY 849 00:20:55,087 --> 00:20:57,624 DRINKS? 850 00:20:57,624 --> 00:21:00,993 [laughter] 851 00:21:00,993 --> 00:21:01,894 >> Y'ALL READY? 852 00:21:01,894 --> 00:21:02,862 WELL, LET'S GET IT OVER WITH. 853 00:21:02,862 --> 00:21:03,830 WE'RE GONNA HAVE TO FACE THE 854 00:21:03,830 --> 00:21:04,831 DRAMA EVENTUALLY REGARDLESS. 855 00:21:04,831 --> 00:21:05,832 Y'ALL GOT TO GO OVER THERE AND 856 00:21:05,832 --> 00:21:06,566 GET YOUR STUFF. 857 00:21:06,566 --> 00:21:07,233 >> YEAH. 858 00:21:07,233 --> 00:21:08,768 >> EITHER SHE GONNA COME OUT AND 859 00:21:08,768 --> 00:21:10,169 CAUSE A SCENE AND-- 860 00:21:10,169 --> 00:21:11,404 IT WILL BE ALL RIGHT. 861 00:21:11,404 --> 00:21:12,939 >> WE GAVE JOEY'S MOM SOME TIME 862 00:21:12,939 --> 00:21:14,841 TO CALM DOWN, BUT NOW WE HAVE TO 863 00:21:14,841 --> 00:21:16,175 GO GET HER STUFF. 864 00:21:16,175 --> 00:21:17,610 SOME OF JOEY'S FAMILY IS HERE TO 865 00:21:17,610 --> 00:21:19,211 HELP, BUT I'M FEELING REALLY 866 00:21:19,211 --> 00:21:20,012 NERVOUS. 867 00:21:20,012 --> 00:21:21,047 >> WHAT'S WRONG, ALLISON? 868 00:21:21,047 --> 00:21:21,748 >> NOTHING. 869 00:21:21,748 --> 00:21:23,282 >> YOU LOOK ALL DEPRESSED, MAN. 870 00:21:23,282 --> 00:21:24,451 DON'T LET IT GET TO YOU, MAN. 871 00:21:24,451 --> 00:21:25,518 Y'ALL GONNA GET YOUR STUFF RIGHT 872 00:21:25,518 --> 00:21:26,218 NOW. 873 00:21:26,218 --> 00:21:27,253 >> I JUST DON'T WANT ANY 874 00:21:27,253 --> 00:21:27,920 TROUBLE. 875 00:21:27,920 --> 00:21:28,955 >> EHH, SHE AIN'T GONNA START NO 876 00:21:28,955 --> 00:21:29,589 TROUBLE. 877 00:21:29,589 --> 00:21:30,457 >> I WON'T. 878 00:21:30,457 --> 00:21:31,891 >> NO, SHE WON'T. 879 00:21:31,891 --> 00:21:32,825 >> THERE AIN'T GONNA BE NO 880 00:21:32,825 --> 00:21:34,126 TROUBLE, MAN. 881 00:21:34,126 --> 00:21:35,862 >> WHEN WE GOT THERE, JOEY'S 882 00:21:35,862 --> 00:21:36,796 GRANDMA WAS ALREADY IN THE 883 00:21:36,796 --> 00:21:38,230 HOUSE, AND HIS MOM WAS OUTSIDE 884 00:21:38,230 --> 00:21:38,998 WAITING FOR US. 885 00:21:38,998 --> 00:21:39,999 >> ARE YOU GETTING OFF, OR ARE 886 00:21:39,999 --> 00:21:40,733 YOU STAYING IN? 887 00:21:40,733 --> 00:21:41,534 >> I'M GETTING OFF. 888 00:21:41,534 --> 00:21:43,102 IT'S MY CRAP. 889 00:21:50,009 --> 00:21:51,811 >> YEAH, YEAH. 890 00:21:58,385 --> 00:22:00,252 >> THAT'S YOUR SON RIGHT THERE. 891 00:22:00,252 --> 00:22:01,187 >> I DON'T CARE. 892 00:22:01,187 --> 00:22:02,221 >> WELL, YOU NEED TO CARE. 893 00:22:02,221 --> 00:22:03,155 >> NO, I DON'T CARE. 894 00:22:03,155 --> 00:22:04,156 HE SAT THERE, AND HE TALKED 895 00:22:04,156 --> 00:22:04,824 DOWN ON ME. 896 00:22:04,824 --> 00:22:06,292 >> YOU--YOU SHOULD CARE 897 00:22:06,292 --> 00:22:07,293 REGARDLESS. 898 00:22:07,293 --> 00:22:08,194 >> [bleep] YOU. 899 00:22:08,194 --> 00:22:09,128 YOU KNOW THAT? 900 00:22:09,128 --> 00:22:10,129 YOU WANT TO SIT THERE... 901 00:22:10,129 --> 00:22:11,030 >> HEY, HEY, HEY, NO. 902 00:22:11,030 --> 00:22:12,465 >> AND TELL ME LIKE THAT THAT I 903 00:22:12,465 --> 00:22:13,299 COULDN'T SEE THE BABY? 904 00:22:13,299 --> 00:22:14,200 >> HEY. 905 00:22:14,200 --> 00:22:15,835 >> THAT'S FINE, JOEY. 906 00:22:15,835 --> 00:22:17,737 >> YEAH, THAT'S FINE. 907 00:22:17,737 --> 00:22:19,539 THAT'S RIGHT. 908 00:22:25,244 --> 00:22:27,514 >> WHY DID YOU START [bleep]? 909 00:22:27,514 --> 00:22:28,681 JUST GET EVERYTHING OUT OF 910 00:22:28,681 --> 00:22:29,449 THERE. 911 00:22:29,449 --> 00:22:30,550 DANG. 912 00:22:30,550 --> 00:22:31,651 >> YOU COULD TAKE THAT 913 00:22:31,651 --> 00:22:32,619 GOD[bleep] ATTITUDE OUTSIDE, 914 00:22:32,619 --> 00:22:33,486 'CAUSE YOU KNOW WHAT? 915 00:22:33,486 --> 00:22:34,521 YOU'RE IN MY HOUSE. 916 00:22:34,521 --> 00:22:35,855 GET YOUR [bleep] ASS OUT OF MY 917 00:22:35,855 --> 00:22:36,756 [bleep] HOUSE, GIRL. 918 00:22:36,756 --> 00:22:37,657 TAKE YOUR ASS IN THERE. 919 00:22:37,657 --> 00:22:38,658 >> OH, YOU'RE SO MATURE, MOM. 920 00:22:38,658 --> 00:22:39,459 >> OH, YES, I AM. 921 00:22:39,459 --> 00:22:40,460 I AM. 922 00:22:40,460 --> 00:22:41,394 >> NO, YOU'RE NOT. 923 00:22:41,394 --> 00:22:43,362 >> THE WORLD KNOWS THAT I'M A 924 00:22:43,362 --> 00:22:45,965 PILL-POPPING ADDICT-- 925 00:22:45,965 --> 00:22:47,066 BUT WHO THE HELL IS SHE TO THROW 926 00:22:47,066 --> 00:22:47,800 IT IN MY FACE? 927 00:22:47,800 --> 00:22:49,201 >> ALLISON, GET IN THE TRUCK. 928 00:22:49,201 --> 00:22:50,603 >> NEVER ONCE DID I THROW IT IN 929 00:22:50,603 --> 00:22:52,371 HER FACE ABOUT HER PARENTS. 930 00:22:52,371 --> 00:22:53,305 WHO THE HELL GOT YOU YOUR 931 00:22:53,305 --> 00:22:53,940 MEDICAID. 932 00:22:53,940 --> 00:22:54,741 I DID. 933 00:22:54,741 --> 00:22:56,709 WHEN NOBODY WANTED YOU-- 934 00:22:56,709 --> 00:22:58,077 WHEN NOBODY WANTED YOU, 935 00:22:58,077 --> 00:22:59,712 I TOOK YOU IN, AND YOU'RE OVER 936 00:22:59,712 --> 00:23:01,213 THERE NOW BUDDY-BUDDY WITH MY 937 00:23:01,213 --> 00:23:03,816 MOTHER, WHO DIDN'T WANT YOU? 938 00:23:03,816 --> 00:23:05,351 I DID A LOT FOR YOU ASS, 939 00:23:05,351 --> 00:23:07,219 ALLISON, A LOT. 940 00:23:07,219 --> 00:23:08,788 YOU TORE MY SON AWAY FROM ME, 941 00:23:08,788 --> 00:23:09,889 AND ME AND MY SON HAD A 942 00:23:09,889 --> 00:23:11,390 RELATIONSHIP LIKE THIS. 943 00:23:11,390 --> 00:23:12,559 >> WELL, YOU NEVER HAVE TO SEE 944 00:23:12,559 --> 00:23:14,193 ME AGAIN AFTER TODAY, OKAY? 945 00:23:14,193 --> 00:23:15,795 >> AND I'M STILL GONNA SLEEP 946 00:23:15,795 --> 00:23:16,663 GOOD, ALLISON. 947 00:23:16,663 --> 00:23:18,164 >> OKAY, GOOD. 948 00:23:18,164 --> 00:23:19,899 >> YOUR MOTHER SLEEPS GOOD, AND 949 00:23:19,899 --> 00:23:20,800 YOUR DADDY SLEEPS GOOD. 950 00:23:20,800 --> 00:23:21,801 >> OKAY, BUT YOU NEVER HAVE TO 951 00:23:21,801 --> 00:23:22,802 SEE ME. 952 00:23:22,802 --> 00:23:23,503 I PROMISE. 953 00:23:23,503 --> 00:23:24,604 YOU DON'T HAVE TO SEE ME OR SEE 954 00:23:24,604 --> 00:23:26,105 YOUR SON, NOT SEE ME OR MY KID. 955 00:23:26,105 --> 00:23:27,139 I PROMISE. 956 00:23:27,139 --> 00:23:28,140 >> YOU'RE NOT GONNA USE THAT 957 00:23:28,140 --> 00:23:29,208 BABY WITH ME, 'CAUSE I STILL 958 00:23:29,208 --> 00:23:30,042 SLEEP GOOD AT NIGHT. 959 00:23:30,042 --> 00:23:31,578 >> OKAY, SLEEP GOOD. 960 00:23:31,578 --> 00:23:32,445 >> COME ON INSIDE. 961 00:23:32,445 --> 00:23:35,114 GET INSIDE. 962 00:23:35,114 --> 00:23:36,783 >> PUT THE [bleep] BABY STUFF IN 963 00:23:36,783 --> 00:23:37,950 THE BACK. 964 00:23:37,950 --> 00:23:39,118 I'M TIRED OF HER ASS, 965 00:23:39,118 --> 00:23:41,854 CRAZY [bleep] BITCH. 966 00:23:41,854 --> 00:23:42,955 >> WE ALMOST GOT EVERYTHING. 967 00:23:42,955 --> 00:23:45,091 WE COULD HEAD BACK IN A MINUTE. 968 00:23:45,091 --> 00:23:46,726 >> ALL THIS FAMILY DRAMA ISN'T 969 00:23:46,726 --> 00:23:48,294 MAKING THIS PREGNANCY ANY 970 00:23:48,294 --> 00:23:49,696 EASIER. 971 00:23:49,696 --> 00:23:51,297 >> LET'S GO. 972 00:23:51,297 --> 00:23:52,431 THE THING IS THAT Y'ALL GOT YOUR 973 00:23:52,431 --> 00:23:53,132 STUFF. 974 00:23:53,132 --> 00:23:54,934 >> OKAY, BYE. 975 00:24:05,578 --> 00:24:06,846 >> GETTING OUR STUFF BACK WAS 976 00:24:06,846 --> 00:24:07,980 REALLY DIFFICULT. 977 00:24:07,980 --> 00:24:09,482 I'M SO RELIEVED THAT JOEY'S 978 00:24:09,482 --> 00:24:10,717 GRANDMA TOOK US IN. 979 00:24:10,717 --> 00:24:11,718 IT'S BEEN EASIER KEEPING UP 980 00:24:11,718 --> 00:24:12,418 WITH SCHOOL. 981 00:24:12,418 --> 00:24:13,620 AND EVEN THOUGH HER OLD OFFICE 982 00:24:13,620 --> 00:24:15,121 IS A LITTLE CRAMPED, IT'S A 983 00:24:15,121 --> 00:24:16,656 MILLION TIMES BETTER THAN IT WAS 984 00:24:16,656 --> 00:24:18,224 AT JOEY'S MOM'S HOUSE. 985 00:24:18,224 --> 00:24:19,726 SOON THIS IS GONNA BE OUR BABY 986 00:24:19,726 --> 00:24:21,628 RIGHT HERE. 987 00:24:21,628 --> 00:24:23,295 WE SHOULD PRACTICE. 988 00:24:23,295 --> 00:24:24,363 WOULD YOU WANT TO SLEEP WITH HIM 989 00:24:24,363 --> 00:24:25,765 IN BED? 990 00:24:25,765 --> 00:24:26,533 >> I DON'T KNOW. 991 00:24:26,533 --> 00:24:27,534 >> HOW ABOUT WE SLEEP WITH HIM 992 00:24:27,534 --> 00:24:29,602 WHEN HE'S SIX OR SEVEN MONTHS? 993 00:24:29,602 --> 00:24:31,738 NOT WHEN HE'S A NEWBORN. 994 00:24:31,738 --> 00:24:32,572 >> [sighs] 995 00:24:32,572 --> 00:24:33,706 >> READY TO GO TO BED? 996 00:24:33,706 --> 00:24:35,341 >> I'M SLEEPY. 997 00:24:35,341 --> 00:24:36,442 I LOVE YOU. 998 00:24:36,442 --> 00:24:38,477 smooch! 999 00:24:42,381 --> 00:24:43,816 >> WITH AYDENN COMING SOON, WE 1000 00:24:43,816 --> 00:24:45,184 STILL HAVE A LOT TO LEARN ABOUT 1001 00:24:45,184 --> 00:24:46,452 TAKING CARE OF A NEWBORN. 1002 00:24:46,452 --> 00:24:47,787 SO YOU READ THE BABY BOOK MORE 1003 00:24:47,787 --> 00:24:48,755 THAN ME. 1004 00:24:48,755 --> 00:24:49,956 WHAT, LIKE, WHAT DO YOU THINK WE 1005 00:24:49,956 --> 00:24:52,625 NEED TO KNOW, BESIDES HOW TO 1006 00:24:52,625 --> 00:24:54,160 FEED IT AND WHAT TIME? 1007 00:24:54,160 --> 00:24:55,427 I KNOW THERE'S, LIKE, TIMING TO 1008 00:24:55,427 --> 00:24:56,929 FEED HIM. 1009 00:24:56,929 --> 00:24:58,965 >> YOU GOT TO CHANGE A DIAPER. 1010 00:24:58,965 --> 00:25:00,366 HAVE YOU EVER CHANGED A DIAPER? 1011 00:25:00,366 --> 00:25:01,801 >> YOU HAVE? 1012 00:25:01,801 --> 00:25:03,269 >> MY BROTHERS AND SISTERS. 1013 00:25:03,269 --> 00:25:04,303 WE COULD DEMONSTRATE IT 1014 00:25:04,303 --> 00:25:05,471 ON KITTY. 1015 00:25:05,471 --> 00:25:06,505 HE LOOKS LIKE HE'S IN FOR THE 1016 00:25:06,505 --> 00:25:07,306 CHALLENGE. 1017 00:25:07,306 --> 00:25:08,875 >> [laughs] 1018 00:25:08,875 --> 00:25:09,609 OKAY, HOLD ON. 1019 00:25:09,609 --> 00:25:11,878 LET ME GET THE DIAPER. 1020 00:25:11,878 --> 00:25:16,282 LAY HIM DOWN. 1021 00:25:16,282 --> 00:25:16,949 READY? 1022 00:25:16,949 --> 00:25:19,952 READY, KITTY? 1023 00:25:19,952 --> 00:25:21,053 >> GET HIM. 1024 00:25:21,053 --> 00:25:23,756 >> OKAY. 1025 00:25:23,756 --> 00:25:24,657 YOU GOT FAT, KITTY. 1026 00:25:24,657 --> 00:25:25,658 YOU CAN'T EVEN FIT IN NEWBORN 1027 00:25:25,658 --> 00:25:28,761 DIAPERS. 1028 00:25:28,761 --> 00:25:29,461 HE'S KICKING. 1029 00:25:29,461 --> 00:25:30,730 NOW I GOT HIS FEET. 1030 00:25:30,730 --> 00:25:31,664 I WON'T BE THIS ROUGH WITH 1031 00:25:31,664 --> 00:25:32,364 OUR KID. 1032 00:25:32,364 --> 00:25:33,199 I PROMISE. 1033 00:25:33,199 --> 00:25:34,601 YOU UNDO THIS THING, RIGHT? 1034 00:25:34,601 --> 00:25:35,568 >> YEAH, AND YOU JUST STRAP 1035 00:25:35,568 --> 00:25:36,168 IT ON. 1036 00:25:36,168 --> 00:25:37,169 >> IT STICKS? 1037 00:25:37,169 --> 00:25:37,870 >> YES. 1038 00:25:37,870 --> 00:25:38,805 >> IT DOESN'T FEEL STICKY. 1039 00:25:38,805 --> 00:25:39,806 OKAY. 1040 00:25:39,806 --> 00:25:41,473 OW, HE'S NAILING ME. 1041 00:25:41,473 --> 00:25:43,142 >> NICE. 1042 00:25:43,142 --> 00:25:45,244 HE LOOKS SEXY. 1043 00:25:45,244 --> 00:25:48,447 >> WHAT A CUTE KITTY. 1044 00:25:48,447 --> 00:25:49,816 HOW DOES HE LOOK? 1045 00:25:49,816 --> 00:25:50,817 >> HE LOOKS GOOD. 1046 00:25:50,817 --> 00:25:51,951 LET'S SEE IF HE CAN WALK IN IT. 1047 00:25:51,951 --> 00:25:52,785 PUT HIM ON THE BED. 1048 00:25:52,785 --> 00:25:53,620 PUT HIM ON THE BED. 1049 00:25:53,620 --> 00:25:57,657 [laughter] 1050 00:25:57,657 --> 00:25:59,191 YEAH, HE'S SEXY. 1051 00:25:59,191 --> 00:26:00,960 >> BYE. 1052 00:26:00,960 --> 00:26:03,663 WHAT A WASTE OF A DIAPER. 1053 00:26:03,663 --> 00:26:04,664 [wolf howling] 1054 00:26:04,664 --> 00:26:05,865 HALLOWEEN IS HERE, AND IT'S ONE 1055 00:26:05,865 --> 00:26:07,066 OF MY FAVORITE HOLIDAYS. 1056 00:26:07,066 --> 00:26:07,834 HEY! 1057 00:26:07,834 --> 00:26:08,768 YOU SEE THAT? 1058 00:26:08,768 --> 00:26:10,302 >> ONE, TWO, THREE. 1059 00:26:10,302 --> 00:26:11,470 >> I'M NOT GOING TO LET BEING 1060 00:26:11,470 --> 00:26:12,705 PREGNANT KEEP ME FROM HAVING FUN 1061 00:26:12,705 --> 00:26:13,906 TONIGHT. 1062 00:26:13,906 --> 00:26:15,975 WE'RE AWARE OF OUR AGE. 1063 00:26:15,975 --> 00:26:16,643 THANK YOU. 1064 00:26:16,643 --> 00:26:17,777 >> YOU'RE WELCOME. 1065 00:26:17,777 --> 00:26:18,477 >> HEY. 1066 00:26:18,477 --> 00:26:20,012 TRICK OR TREAT? 1067 00:26:20,012 --> 00:26:21,080 >> YOU GOT A PUMPKIN. 1068 00:26:21,080 --> 00:26:22,381 >> OH, COOL. 1069 00:26:22,381 --> 00:26:23,149 YOU GET DOUBLE. 1070 00:26:23,149 --> 00:26:23,816 >> THANKS. 1071 00:26:23,816 --> 00:26:24,851 >> AT EIGHT MONTHS PREGNANT, I'M 1072 00:26:24,851 --> 00:26:26,485 GETTING TIRED AND UNCOMFORTABLE. 1073 00:26:26,485 --> 00:26:27,754 SO INSTEAD OF GOING OUT TO PARTY 1074 00:26:27,754 --> 00:26:29,689 WITH OUR FRIENDS, JOEY AND I ARE 1075 00:26:29,689 --> 00:26:30,757 CALLING IT A NIGHT. 1076 00:26:30,757 --> 00:26:32,458 >> SEE YOUS LATER. 1077 00:26:32,458 --> 00:26:33,359 >> AT LEAST WE GOT A LOT 1078 00:26:33,359 --> 00:26:37,764 OF CANDY. 1079 00:26:37,764 --> 00:26:38,765 >> WHY? 1080 00:26:38,765 --> 00:26:39,932 >> IT'S BEEN TWO WEEKS SINCE 1081 00:26:39,932 --> 00:26:41,533 WE'VE HEARD FROM JOEY'S MOM. 1082 00:26:41,533 --> 00:26:42,669 BUT SUDDENLY, SHE STARTED 1083 00:26:42,669 --> 00:26:44,336 CALLING NONSTOP. 1084 00:26:44,336 --> 00:26:45,071 >> ALL RIGHT. 1085 00:26:45,071 --> 00:26:46,172 >> SHE SAYS SHE'S SORRY AND HAS 1086 00:26:46,172 --> 00:26:47,640 SOMETHING EXTREMELY IMPORTANT TO 1087 00:26:47,640 --> 00:26:48,975 TELL US. 1088 00:26:48,975 --> 00:26:50,276 JOEY CONVINCED ME TO GO OVER AND 1089 00:26:50,276 --> 00:26:51,678 TALK TO HER, BUT I'M NOT SURE 1090 00:26:51,678 --> 00:26:53,079 IT'S SUCH A GOOD IDEA. 1091 00:26:53,079 --> 00:26:56,515 I DON'T WANT TO GO HERE. 1092 00:26:56,515 --> 00:26:58,050 I NEVER THOUGHT I'D SET FOOT IN 1093 00:26:58,050 --> 00:27:01,120 HER HOUSE AGAIN. 1094 00:27:01,120 --> 00:27:03,455 >> UM... 1095 00:27:03,455 --> 00:27:08,394 I'M GOING TO A REHAB. 1096 00:27:08,394 --> 00:27:10,096 >> WHEN ARE YOU GOING? 1097 00:27:10,096 --> 00:27:11,230 >> MONDAY. 1098 00:27:11,230 --> 00:27:12,932 SO I'M GONNA BE GONE FOR ABOUT 1099 00:27:12,932 --> 00:27:16,168 FIVE DAYS DETOX. 1100 00:27:16,168 --> 00:27:18,004 >> I DON'T KNOW WHAT THAT MEANS. 1101 00:27:18,004 --> 00:27:19,906 >> IT'S WHEN YOU'RE REALLY BAD 1102 00:27:19,906 --> 00:27:21,841 ON SOMETHING, LIKE-- 1103 00:27:21,841 --> 00:27:22,508 >> OPIATES. 1104 00:27:22,508 --> 00:27:23,442 >> OPIATES. 1105 00:27:23,442 --> 00:27:24,711 I'VE BEEN TAKING THEM FOR, LIKE, 1106 00:27:24,711 --> 00:27:27,980 WHAT, TEN YEARS? 1107 00:27:27,980 --> 00:27:29,548 I'VE BEEN HOOKED ON THEM. 1108 00:27:29,548 --> 00:27:31,450 AND MY ADDICTION IS ALREADY 1109 00:27:31,450 --> 00:27:32,785 TOO BAD. 1110 00:27:32,785 --> 00:27:33,720 >> HOW LONG ARE YOU GONNA 1111 00:27:33,720 --> 00:27:35,054 BE THERE? 1112 00:27:35,054 --> 00:27:36,255 >> BASICALLY ABOUT 35 DAYS I'LL 1113 00:27:36,255 --> 00:27:37,489 BE GONE. 1114 00:27:37,489 --> 00:27:39,158 I HAVE TO THOUGH. 1115 00:27:39,158 --> 00:27:40,259 IT WAS ALREADY TO A POINT WHERE 1116 00:27:40,259 --> 00:27:41,227 I DIDN'T GIVE A [bleep] WHAT 1117 00:27:41,227 --> 00:27:41,994 ANYBODY THOUGHT. 1118 00:27:41,994 --> 00:27:44,764 YOU KNOW THAT. 1119 00:27:44,764 --> 00:27:47,800 SO I WANT TO AT LEAST BE CLEAN 1120 00:27:47,800 --> 00:27:49,736 AND SOBER FOR AT LEAST THE BABY 1121 00:27:49,736 --> 00:27:51,003 AND FOR THE KIDS. 1122 00:27:51,003 --> 00:27:52,271 WHAT DO YOU THINK? 1123 00:27:52,271 --> 00:27:54,774 >> HOPEFULLY YOU LIVE UP TO IT. 1124 00:27:54,774 --> 00:27:55,441 >> I KNOW. 1125 00:27:55,441 --> 00:27:56,308 I'VE TRIED IT BEFORE. 1126 00:27:56,308 --> 00:27:57,543 >> WHAT'S SO DIFFERENT ABOUT 1127 00:27:57,543 --> 00:27:59,111 THIS TIME? 1128 00:27:59,111 --> 00:28:00,713 >> I DON'T--WELL, BECAUSE. 1129 00:28:00,713 --> 00:28:01,981 THIS TIME IT'S DIFFERENT BECAUSE 1130 00:28:01,981 --> 00:28:03,549 I WANT TO DO IT. 1131 00:28:03,549 --> 00:28:04,583 I'M READY. 1132 00:28:04,583 --> 00:28:05,684 MY BODY IS JUST WORN 1133 00:28:05,684 --> 00:28:09,956 OUT ALREADY. 1134 00:28:09,956 --> 00:28:11,090 TEN YEARS IS A LONG TIME TO BE 1135 00:28:11,090 --> 00:28:14,393 TAKING PILLS. 1136 00:28:14,393 --> 00:28:15,627 >> JOEY'S MOM SEEMS SINCERE 1137 00:28:15,627 --> 00:28:17,363 ABOUT TRYING TO CHANGE, 1138 00:28:17,363 --> 00:28:19,098 BUT SHE'S SAID THIS BEFORE. 1139 00:28:19,098 --> 00:28:20,699 SO I HOPE THIS TIME IN REHAB 1140 00:28:20,699 --> 00:28:21,901 WILL HELP HER BECOME THE PARENT 1141 00:28:21,901 --> 00:28:23,102 WE NEED HER TO BE. 1142 00:28:23,102 --> 00:28:24,603 [chime dings] 1143 00:28:24,603 --> 00:28:25,805 WHILE JOEY'S MOM IS OFF IN 1144 00:28:25,805 --> 00:28:27,406 DETOX, WE HAVE TO SPEND THE 1145 00:28:27,406 --> 00:28:28,574 MONTH GETTING EVERYTHING FOR 1146 00:28:28,574 --> 00:28:29,708 THE BABY. 1147 00:28:29,708 --> 00:28:31,010 SO FOR THE NEXT FEW WEEKS, ALL 1148 00:28:31,010 --> 00:28:32,779 WE'RE GOING TO DO IS CLEAN, SET 1149 00:28:32,779 --> 00:28:38,050 UP, AND DECORATE. 1150 00:28:38,050 --> 00:28:39,018 IT'S BEEN A FEW WEEKS SINCE 1151 00:28:39,018 --> 00:28:40,820 JOEY'S MOM LEFT FOR DETOX. 1152 00:28:40,820 --> 00:28:41,854 WE HAVEN'T HEARD FROM HER, BUT 1153 00:28:41,854 --> 00:28:43,255 SHE'S DUE BACK SOON. 1154 00:28:43,255 --> 00:28:44,523 THIS IS MY LAST WEEK OF SCHOOL 1155 00:28:44,523 --> 00:28:45,958 BEFORE CHRISTMAS BREAK. 1156 00:28:45,958 --> 00:28:47,393 I REALLY HOPE THE DOCTOR SAYS 1157 00:28:47,393 --> 00:28:48,694 I'LL HAVE THE BABY NEXT WEEK SO 1158 00:28:48,694 --> 00:28:50,229 I WON'T MISS MUCH SCHOOL. 1159 00:28:50,229 --> 00:28:51,063 >> HELLO, ALLISON. 1160 00:28:51,063 --> 00:28:51,730 >> HI, JOEY. 1161 00:28:51,730 --> 00:28:53,032 HOW YOU GUYS DOING? 1162 00:28:53,032 --> 00:28:54,200 >> GOOD. 1163 00:28:54,200 --> 00:28:55,134 >> HOW HAVE YOU BEEN FEELING 1164 00:28:55,134 --> 00:28:55,968 THIS WEEK? 1165 00:28:55,968 --> 00:28:59,605 >> FINE, JUST NORMAL. 1166 00:28:59,605 --> 00:29:01,507 >> SO HOW'S SCHOOL GOING? 1167 00:29:01,507 --> 00:29:02,708 >> GOOD, IT'S OUR LAST WEEK TILL 1168 00:29:02,708 --> 00:29:03,810 THE BREAK. 1169 00:29:03,810 --> 00:29:04,811 >> ISN'T THAT EXCITING? 1170 00:29:04,811 --> 00:29:05,778 ARE YOU READY FOR CHRISTMAS? 1171 00:29:05,778 --> 00:29:07,814 >> YES. 1172 00:29:07,814 --> 00:29:09,048 >> OKAY, WELL, YOUR MEASUREMENT 1173 00:29:09,048 --> 00:29:10,149 IS BETTER THIS WEEK. 1174 00:29:10,149 --> 00:29:11,083 DID YOU EAT A LOT? 1175 00:29:11,083 --> 00:29:12,885 [laughter] 1176 00:29:12,885 --> 00:29:14,120 >> MY PANTS DON'T BUTTON 1177 00:29:14,120 --> 00:29:14,787 ANYMORE. 1178 00:29:14,787 --> 00:29:15,687 >> THEY'RE NOT BUTTONING 1179 00:29:15,687 --> 00:29:16,322 ANYMORE? 1180 00:29:16,322 --> 00:29:17,256 ARE YOU WEARING MATERNITY 1181 00:29:17,256 --> 00:29:17,890 CLOTHES? 1182 00:29:17,890 --> 00:29:20,192 >> NO. [laughs] 1183 00:29:20,192 --> 00:29:21,160 >> IN THE 40s. 1184 00:29:21,160 --> 00:29:22,929 OKAY. SOUNDS GOOD. 1185 00:29:22,929 --> 00:29:26,465 OKAY, SO WE'RE 39 WEEKS. 1186 00:29:26,465 --> 00:29:28,067 >> YEAH. 1187 00:29:28,067 --> 00:29:29,168 >> ARE YOU GETTING TIRED OF THE 1188 00:29:29,168 --> 00:29:29,869 WHOLE THING? 1189 00:29:29,869 --> 00:29:30,937 >> YEAH. 1190 00:29:30,937 --> 00:29:31,871 >> WELL, THIS IS THE POINT 1191 00:29:31,871 --> 00:29:33,272 WHERE, YOU KNOW, YOU'RE READY TO 1192 00:29:33,272 --> 00:29:34,373 DELIVER. 1193 00:29:34,373 --> 00:29:35,607 SO WE'RE GONNA DELIVER YOU 1194 00:29:35,607 --> 00:29:36,542 THIS WEEK. 1195 00:29:36,542 --> 00:29:37,910 SO YOU GET TO BE INDUCED 1196 00:29:37,910 --> 00:29:38,577 THIS WEEK. 1197 00:29:38,577 --> 00:29:40,046 THE WAY I HAVE IT SET UP IS THAT 1198 00:29:40,046 --> 00:29:41,914 YOU'LL GO IN THURSDAY EVENING. 1199 00:29:41,914 --> 00:29:42,581 >> OKAY. 1200 00:29:42,581 --> 00:29:43,682 >> SO YOU'RE GOING TO SCHOOL ON 1201 00:29:43,682 --> 00:29:44,650 THURSDAY. 1202 00:29:44,650 --> 00:29:45,651 OKAY, AND WHAT TIME DO YOU GET 1203 00:29:45,651 --> 00:29:46,385 OUT OF SCHOOL? 1204 00:29:46,385 --> 00:29:47,019 >> 2:30. 1205 00:29:47,019 --> 00:29:47,719 >> 2:30. 1206 00:29:47,719 --> 00:29:49,588 >> SO I'M THINKING MAYBE 1207 00:29:49,588 --> 00:29:51,891 9:00-ish WOULD BE A GOOD TIME. 1208 00:29:51,891 --> 00:29:53,159 SO WHAT YOU DO IS, YOU'LL GO TO 1209 00:29:53,159 --> 00:29:54,626 LABOR AND DELIVERY AT 9:00. 1210 00:29:54,626 --> 00:29:55,561 YOU'LL HAVE ALL YOUR BAGS. 1211 00:29:55,561 --> 00:29:56,562 YOU'RE NOT GONNA GO HOME THAT 1212 00:29:56,562 --> 00:29:57,163 NIGHT. 1213 00:29:57,163 --> 00:29:58,164 YOU'RE GONNA BE THERE, OKAY, 1214 00:29:58,164 --> 00:29:59,265 UNTIL YOU HAVE A BABY. 1215 00:29:59,265 --> 00:29:59,932 >> OKAY. 1216 00:29:59,932 --> 00:30:00,799 >> EXCITED? 1217 00:30:00,799 --> 00:30:01,467 >> YES. 1218 00:30:01,467 --> 00:30:02,134 [laughter] 1219 00:30:02,134 --> 00:30:03,102 >> OKAY, ALL RIGHT, JOEY, 1220 00:30:03,102 --> 00:30:04,236 YOU EXCITED? 1221 00:30:04,236 --> 00:30:05,437 ALL RIGHT, WE'LL SEE YOU GUYS. 1222 00:30:05,437 --> 00:30:06,105 BYE-BYE. 1223 00:30:06,105 --> 00:30:06,805 >> BYE. 1224 00:30:06,805 --> 00:30:07,506 THANK YOU. 1225 00:30:07,506 --> 00:30:09,842 >> UH-HUH. 1226 00:30:09,842 --> 00:30:14,013 >> OH, JESUS. 1227 00:30:14,013 --> 00:30:15,481 IT'S NOT A LOT OF NOTICE, BUT 1228 00:30:15,481 --> 00:30:17,216 KNOWING THAT I'M GETTING INDUCED 1229 00:30:17,216 --> 00:30:18,584 GIVES MY MOM A CHANCE TO GET 1230 00:30:18,584 --> 00:30:19,451 HERE FOR THE BIRTH. 1231 00:30:19,451 --> 00:30:21,253 ARE YOU GONNA BE ABLE TO COME? 1232 00:30:29,661 --> 00:30:31,998 >> WHY NOT THOUGH? 1233 00:30:50,349 --> 00:30:52,451 >> I WISH YOU COULD COME TOO. 1234 00:30:52,451 --> 00:30:53,719 THAT, LIKE, UPSETS ME THAT 1235 00:30:53,719 --> 00:30:55,554 YOU'RE NOT GONNA BE THERE. 1236 00:31:00,792 --> 00:31:02,628 >> IT'S OKAY. 1237 00:31:08,634 --> 00:31:09,902 >> YEAH. 1238 00:31:09,902 --> 00:31:11,737 I HAVE TO GO NOW. 1239 00:31:14,941 --> 00:31:16,909 >> YEAH, I'M OKAY. 1240 00:31:24,250 --> 00:31:25,084 OKAY, SO-- 1241 00:31:25,084 --> 00:31:27,153 >> OKAY. 1242 00:31:29,288 --> 00:31:31,958 >> OKAY. 1243 00:31:31,958 --> 00:31:33,960 >> BYE. 1244 00:31:46,005 --> 00:31:47,173 >> I'M TWO DAYS AWAY FROM BEING 1245 00:31:47,173 --> 00:31:48,941 INDUCED, AND JOEY'S MOM IS BACK 1246 00:31:48,941 --> 00:31:49,841 FROM DETOX. 1247 00:31:49,841 --> 00:31:52,011 >> HEY, IT'S ABOUT TIME! 1248 00:31:52,011 --> 00:31:52,979 >> HEY, BABY. 1249 00:31:52,979 --> 00:31:53,679 >> HEY. 1250 00:31:53,679 --> 00:31:54,413 >> HEY, ALLIE. 1251 00:31:54,413 --> 00:31:55,347 >> HI. 1252 00:31:55,347 --> 00:31:56,482 NOW THAT I KNOW MY MOM WON'T BE 1253 00:31:56,482 --> 00:31:58,250 THERE, I'M REALLY GOING TO NEED 1254 00:31:58,250 --> 00:31:59,785 SUPPORT FROM JOEY'S FAMILY. 1255 00:31:59,785 --> 00:32:00,919 >> SO ARE YOU KIND OF SAD THAT 1256 00:32:00,919 --> 00:32:02,121 SHE'S NOT COMING? 1257 00:32:02,121 --> 00:32:02,955 THAT'S ALL RIGHT. 1258 00:32:02,955 --> 00:32:04,056 YOU GET THE CHEERLEADERS 1259 00:32:04,056 --> 00:32:04,923 OVER HERE. 1260 00:32:04,923 --> 00:32:05,791 >> I WOULD BE SAD TOO. 1261 00:32:05,791 --> 00:32:07,626 >> YEAH, WELL, SHE'S GOT US. 1262 00:32:07,626 --> 00:32:08,594 SO SHE DON'T HAVE TO WORRY 1263 00:32:08,594 --> 00:32:09,228 ABOUT IT. 1264 00:32:09,228 --> 00:32:10,462 I THINK IT'S NICE THAT EVERYBODY 1265 00:32:10,462 --> 00:32:12,531 CAN GET ALONG NOW. 1266 00:32:12,531 --> 00:32:13,799 AND JUST--YOLANDA HAS TO CONTROL 1267 00:32:13,799 --> 00:32:15,934 HER TEMPER, 'CAUSE A COUPLE OF 1268 00:32:15,934 --> 00:32:17,703 MONTHS AGO IT WAS A DISASTER. 1269 00:32:17,703 --> 00:32:19,138 I FEEL LIKE NOW IT'S 1270 00:32:19,138 --> 00:32:20,739 THE TIME JUST TO, YOU KNOW, JUST 1271 00:32:20,739 --> 00:32:21,940 PUT THAT IN THE PAST. 1272 00:32:21,940 --> 00:32:23,575 KEEP GOING, BECAUSE NOW YOU'RE 1273 00:32:23,575 --> 00:32:24,943 GONNA HAVE A GRANDCHILD. 1274 00:32:24,943 --> 00:32:28,047 YOU KNOW, AND REGARDLESS OF WHAT 1275 00:32:28,047 --> 00:32:30,016 HAPPENED, YOU KNOW, WE'RE ALL A 1276 00:32:30,016 --> 00:32:31,050 FAMILY. 1277 00:32:31,050 --> 00:32:32,284 AND IF FAMILY DOESN'T STICK 1278 00:32:32,284 --> 00:32:34,553 TOGETHER, THEN WHO'S GONNA STICK 1279 00:32:34,553 --> 00:32:35,221 TOGETHER? 1280 00:32:35,221 --> 00:32:36,655 WHO'S GONNA DO IT IF IT'S NOT 1281 00:32:36,655 --> 00:32:38,991 FAMILY? 1282 00:32:38,991 --> 00:32:40,326 >> JOEY'S MOM SEEMS EXCITED 1283 00:32:40,326 --> 00:32:41,860 ABOUT THE BABY COMING. 1284 00:32:41,860 --> 00:32:43,295 AND SINCE SHE REALLY WANTS TO, 1285 00:32:43,295 --> 00:32:44,796 IT'S THE FIRST TIME I ACTUALLY 1286 00:32:44,796 --> 00:32:46,432 FEEL OKAY ABOUT HER BEING IN THE 1287 00:32:46,432 --> 00:32:49,768 DELIVERY ROOM. 1288 00:32:49,768 --> 00:32:52,004 READY? COME ON. 1289 00:32:57,576 --> 00:32:58,610 >> NO. 1290 00:32:58,610 --> 00:32:59,945 I JUST DON'T WANT TO SEE. 1291 00:32:59,945 --> 00:33:00,946 >> YOU JUST DON'T WANT TO SEE, 1292 00:33:00,946 --> 00:33:02,514 OKAY. 1293 00:33:02,514 --> 00:33:05,717 >> ARE YOU DILATED OR ANYTHING? 1294 00:33:05,717 --> 00:33:06,685 >> OH. 1295 00:33:06,685 --> 00:33:07,719 >> OKAY, WHEN YOU DO YOU THINK 1296 00:33:07,719 --> 00:33:08,887 THE BABY IS GONNA COME? 1297 00:33:08,887 --> 00:33:11,123 >> I SAY PROBABLY NOON TOMORROW. 1298 00:33:11,123 --> 00:33:11,957 >> [gasps] 1299 00:33:11,957 --> 00:33:12,624 OH, GOSH. 1300 00:33:12,624 --> 00:33:13,459 THAT'S TOO LONG. 1301 00:33:13,459 --> 00:33:14,626 >> I SAY MAYBE ABOUT 4:00 IN THE 1302 00:33:14,626 --> 00:33:15,294 MORNING. 1303 00:33:15,294 --> 00:33:17,663 MAYBE EVEN BEFORE THAT. 1304 00:33:17,663 --> 00:33:18,630 >> I GUESS HE WANTS TO LIVE 1305 00:33:18,630 --> 00:33:19,265 IN THERE. 1306 00:33:19,265 --> 00:33:20,332 >> WOULD YOU WANT TO COME OUT? 1307 00:33:20,332 --> 00:33:21,133 I WOULDN'T EITHER. 1308 00:33:21,133 --> 00:33:24,870 I'D BE THERE FOREVER. 1309 00:33:24,870 --> 00:33:26,405 >> I'VE BEEN LYING HERE FOR FOUR 1310 00:33:26,405 --> 00:33:27,973 HOURS ALREADY, AND NOTHING IS 1311 00:33:27,973 --> 00:33:29,208 HAPPENING YET. 1312 00:33:29,208 --> 00:33:30,676 BUT AT LEAST MY MOM IS KIND OF 1313 00:33:30,676 --> 00:33:32,411 KEEPING ME COMPANY BY TEXTING ME 1314 00:33:32,411 --> 00:33:34,846 A LOT. 1315 00:33:34,846 --> 00:33:35,514 >> HI. 1316 00:33:35,514 --> 00:33:36,448 >> HELLO. 1317 00:33:36,448 --> 00:33:37,449 >> HOW'S IT GOING? 1318 00:33:37,449 --> 00:33:38,817 >> I'M ALL RIGHT. 1319 00:33:38,817 --> 00:33:39,751 >> SO I'M GONNA BREAK YOUR 1320 00:33:39,751 --> 00:33:40,986 WATER. 1321 00:33:40,986 --> 00:33:42,321 WE'RE GONNA START YOUR PITOCIN. 1322 00:33:42,321 --> 00:33:43,289 THIS IS GONNA GET EVERYTHING 1323 00:33:43,289 --> 00:33:44,823 STARTED A LITTLE BIT MORE. 1324 00:33:44,823 --> 00:33:45,791 YOU'LL FEEL A LITTLE BIT OF 1325 00:33:45,791 --> 00:33:46,825 PRESSURE, AND THEN YOU MIGHT 1326 00:33:46,825 --> 00:33:48,427 FEEL THE FLUID COMING OUT. 1327 00:33:48,427 --> 00:33:51,630 OKAY. 1328 00:33:51,630 --> 00:33:52,331 >> UGH. 1329 00:33:52,331 --> 00:33:54,266 >> OKAY, I'M SORRY. 1330 00:33:54,266 --> 00:33:55,767 SO ALL YOU NEED TO DO IS LET US 1331 00:33:55,767 --> 00:33:56,868 KNOW WHEN YOU'RE READY FOR SOME 1332 00:33:56,868 --> 00:33:57,503 MEDICINE. 1333 00:33:57,503 --> 00:33:58,137 >> OKAY. 1334 00:33:58,137 --> 00:33:59,238 >> AND THEN WE CAN ALWAYS GET 1335 00:33:59,238 --> 00:34:00,272 THAT EPIDURAL WHEN YOU'RE READY. 1336 00:34:00,272 --> 00:34:01,373 OKAY? 1337 00:34:01,373 --> 00:34:02,408 >> YOU TALKED TO YOUR MOM? 1338 00:34:02,408 --> 00:34:03,575 YOU TEXTED HER, RIGHT? 1339 00:34:03,575 --> 00:34:04,276 >> YEAH. 1340 00:34:04,276 --> 00:34:05,577 EVERY TIME SOMETHING NEW HAPPENS 1341 00:34:05,577 --> 00:34:06,912 I TELL HER. 1342 00:34:06,912 --> 00:34:08,114 TEXTING WITH MY MOM HELPS A 1343 00:34:08,114 --> 00:34:10,282 LITTLE, BUT IT'S NOT THE SAME AS 1344 00:34:10,282 --> 00:34:11,883 HAVING HER HERE. 1345 00:34:11,883 --> 00:34:14,019 [groaning] 1346 00:34:16,955 --> 00:34:19,525 >> YOU MISSED IT ALL. 1347 00:34:19,525 --> 00:34:20,692 >> I SHOULDN'T HAVE TO WAKE YOU 1348 00:34:20,692 --> 00:34:21,627 UP, BECAUSE Y'ALL THE ONES 1349 00:34:21,627 --> 00:34:24,263 HAVING THE BABY. 1350 00:34:24,263 --> 00:34:25,631 ARE THEY GETTING STRONGER? 1351 00:34:25,631 --> 00:34:26,798 >> ARE THEY GETTING STRONGER? 1352 00:34:26,798 --> 00:34:29,601 >> [whimpering] 1353 00:34:39,010 --> 00:34:42,881 >> SO SHE CAN SQUEEZE YOUR HAND. 1354 00:34:42,881 --> 00:34:44,049 >> I DON'T WANT TO DO ANYTHING 1355 00:34:44,049 --> 00:34:45,384 THAT WILL MAKE HER AGGRAVATED. 1356 00:34:45,384 --> 00:34:47,119 >> [whimpering] 1357 00:34:47,119 --> 00:34:48,287 >> DOES YOUR BACK HURT A LOT? 1358 00:34:48,287 --> 00:34:49,020 >> YEAH. 1359 00:34:49,020 --> 00:34:49,921 >> YOU WANT ME TO RUB IT 1360 00:34:49,921 --> 00:34:51,022 FOR YOU? 1361 00:34:51,022 --> 00:34:52,224 IT'S RIGHT HERE, HUH? 1362 00:34:52,224 --> 00:34:53,825 >> YEAH. 1363 00:34:53,825 --> 00:34:56,462 OH, GOD. 1364 00:34:56,462 --> 00:34:57,596 >> HEY, ALISON. 1365 00:34:57,596 --> 00:34:58,664 YOU WANT TO GO AHEAD AND GET THE 1366 00:34:58,664 --> 00:35:01,333 EPIDURAL? 1367 00:35:01,333 --> 00:35:02,934 >> ALL RIGHT, A LITTLE BIT OF A 1368 00:35:02,934 --> 00:35:05,371 STICK HERE. 1369 00:35:05,371 --> 00:35:08,940 LOTS OF PRESSURE. 1370 00:35:08,940 --> 00:35:10,509 >> OKAY, HOW'S THAT? 1371 00:35:10,509 --> 00:35:13,179 >> THAT'S GOOD. 1372 00:35:13,179 --> 00:35:14,313 >> OVER THE NEXT FIVE TO TEN 1373 00:35:14,313 --> 00:35:15,314 MINUTES YOUR CONTRACTIONS WILL 1374 00:35:15,314 --> 00:35:16,415 START TO BOTHER YOU A WHOLE 1375 00:35:16,415 --> 00:35:17,816 LOT LESS. 1376 00:35:17,816 --> 00:35:20,886 >> THAT'S GREAT. 1377 00:35:20,886 --> 00:35:22,721 >> SO YOU'RE FIVE CENTIMETERS 1378 00:35:22,721 --> 00:35:24,456 AND 90%. 1379 00:35:24,456 --> 00:35:25,391 YOU'RE MOVING IN THE RIGHT 1380 00:35:25,391 --> 00:35:26,392 DIRECTION. 1381 00:35:26,392 --> 00:35:27,493 >> YOU OKAY? 1382 00:35:27,493 --> 00:35:29,628 >> OH, JUST IMPATIENT. 1383 00:35:33,665 --> 00:35:36,235 >> "GET AYDENN OUT!" 1384 00:35:42,674 --> 00:35:43,342 >> OH, GOD. 1385 00:35:43,342 --> 00:35:44,176 >> IS THAT EXCITING? 1386 00:35:44,176 --> 00:35:45,177 >> I CAN'T BELIEVE HE'S GONNA 1387 00:35:45,177 --> 00:35:45,811 BE BORN. 1388 00:35:45,811 --> 00:35:46,478 >> I KNOW. 1389 00:35:46,478 --> 00:35:50,516 HE'S RIGHT DOWN THE DOOR. 1390 00:35:50,516 --> 00:35:51,683 'CAUSE I ALWAYS DO THAT WITH MY 1391 00:35:51,683 --> 00:35:52,384 DADS. 1392 00:35:52,384 --> 00:35:53,352 >> WHERE DO I CUT IT THOUGH? 1393 00:35:53,352 --> 00:35:54,253 >> WELL, I'LL SHOW YOU. 1394 00:35:54,253 --> 00:35:55,321 THERE'S TWO CLAMPS. 1395 00:35:55,321 --> 00:35:56,522 I KNOW YOU CAN'T CUT ANYTHING 1396 00:35:56,522 --> 00:35:57,656 IMPORTANT OFF. 1397 00:35:57,656 --> 00:35:58,790 >> YOU OKAY? 1398 00:35:58,790 --> 00:35:59,758 >> YOU OKAY, JOEY? 1399 00:35:59,758 --> 00:36:00,759 >> JOEY, IF YOU'RE GONNA PASS 1400 00:36:00,759 --> 00:36:01,693 OUT, WE'RE GONNA GET YOU A 1401 00:36:01,693 --> 00:36:02,628 STOOL. 1402 00:36:02,628 --> 00:36:04,296 >> YEAH, YOU CAN. 1403 00:36:04,296 --> 00:36:05,231 >> IF YOU FEEL BETTER WITH 1404 00:36:05,231 --> 00:36:06,265 HOLDING HER HAND, YOU CAN HOLD 1405 00:36:06,265 --> 00:36:07,098 HER HAND. 1406 00:36:07,098 --> 00:36:07,833 WHAT'S WRONG? 1407 00:36:07,833 --> 00:36:09,000 >> I DON'T WANT TO PASS OUT 1408 00:36:09,000 --> 00:36:09,668 HERE. 1409 00:36:09,668 --> 00:36:10,436 >> COME ON. 1410 00:36:10,436 --> 00:36:11,503 JUST HOLD IT AND PUSH. 1411 00:36:11,503 --> 00:36:14,072 >> all: ONE, TWO, THREE, FOUR, 1412 00:36:14,072 --> 00:36:17,743 FIVE, SIX, SEVEN, EIGHT. 1413 00:36:17,743 --> 00:36:18,710 >> GOOD JOB. 1414 00:36:18,710 --> 00:36:20,312 >> OKAY, ALLISON, COME ON. 1415 00:36:20,312 --> 00:36:21,513 >> all: ONE, TWO, THREE, SIX, 1416 00:36:21,513 --> 00:36:26,685 SEVEN, EIGHT, NINE, TEN. 1417 00:36:26,685 --> 00:36:28,287 ALL RIGHT, GIRL. 1418 00:36:28,287 --> 00:36:29,721 >> OH, HE'S COMING. 1419 00:36:29,721 --> 00:36:30,556 >> OKAY, YOU'RE VERY, 1420 00:36:30,556 --> 00:36:31,790 VERY CLOSE. 1421 00:36:31,790 --> 00:36:32,858 PUSH, PUSH, PUSH, PUSH. 1422 00:36:32,858 --> 00:36:33,992 >> PUSH, PUSH! 1423 00:36:33,992 --> 00:36:36,462 >> OH, MY GOD. 1424 00:36:36,462 --> 00:36:40,466 >> HI! 1425 00:36:40,466 --> 00:36:45,271 [baby gurgling] 1426 00:36:45,271 --> 00:36:47,839 >> RIGHT BETWEEN THESE TWO. 1427 00:36:47,839 --> 00:36:50,075 [baby squawks] 1428 00:36:58,250 --> 00:37:00,452 >> HI BABY. 1429 00:37:15,133 --> 00:37:16,167 >> IT'S OUR FIRST MORNING WITH 1430 00:37:16,167 --> 00:37:17,703 AYDENN, AND EVERYBODY WENT HOME 1431 00:37:17,703 --> 00:37:18,937 TO SLEEP. 1432 00:37:18,937 --> 00:37:19,938 >> HAVE YOU CHANGED HIS DIAPER 1433 00:37:19,938 --> 00:37:20,972 RECENTLY? 1434 00:37:20,972 --> 00:37:22,541 >> YEAH. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME 1435 00:37:22,541 --> 00:37:23,575 WE DID, LIKE AN HOUR AGO? 1436 00:37:23,575 --> 00:37:25,243 COMING IN, WE KNEW NOTHING ABOUT 1437 00:37:25,243 --> 00:37:27,045 TAKING CARE OF A BABY. 1438 00:37:27,045 --> 00:37:28,113 SO WE'RE TRYING TO LEARN AS MUCH 1439 00:37:28,113 --> 00:37:29,180 AS WE CAN WHILE WE'RE STILL IN 1440 00:37:29,180 --> 00:37:30,482 THE HOSPITAL. 1441 00:37:30,482 --> 00:37:31,583 >> YOU WANT TO CHECK THE DIAPER 1442 00:37:31,583 --> 00:37:32,183 FIRST? 1443 00:37:32,183 --> 00:37:33,285 >> YES. 1444 00:37:33,285 --> 00:37:34,620 >> OKAY, YOU GUYS WANT TO DO IT? 1445 00:37:34,620 --> 00:37:35,487 >> [squeaking] 1446 00:37:35,487 --> 00:37:36,722 >> OH, HE IS WET. 1447 00:37:36,722 --> 00:37:37,956 OKAY, SO THIS LITTLE YELLOW 1448 00:37:37,956 --> 00:37:39,157 STRIP ON THE DIAPER WILL TURN 1449 00:37:39,157 --> 00:37:40,759 GREEN WHEN HE'S WET. 1450 00:37:40,759 --> 00:37:41,593 THAT JUST TELLS YOU 1451 00:37:41,593 --> 00:37:42,328 AUTOMATICALLY. 1452 00:37:42,328 --> 00:37:43,228 >> I DID NOT KNOW THAT. 1453 00:37:43,228 --> 00:37:44,396 >> YEAH, HE WON'T GET SO SOILED 1454 00:37:44,396 --> 00:37:45,631 THAT HE LEAKS THROUGH HIS 1455 00:37:45,631 --> 00:37:47,299 DIAPER. 1456 00:37:47,299 --> 00:37:48,667 >> DO WE WIPE HIM, OR NO? 1457 00:37:48,667 --> 00:37:49,868 >> JUST USE LIKE WET GAUZE 1458 00:37:49,868 --> 00:37:51,069 AROUND HIM, AND THEN YOU CAN 1459 00:37:51,069 --> 00:37:52,804 WIPE HIS BOTTOM WITH A WIPE. 1460 00:37:52,804 --> 00:37:53,839 >> GOT IT. 1461 00:37:53,839 --> 00:37:54,773 HOW DO YOU--I DON'T-- 1462 00:37:54,773 --> 00:37:55,907 HOW DO YOU TAKE HIM IN A BATH 1463 00:37:55,907 --> 00:37:56,575 AND STUFF? 1464 00:37:56,575 --> 00:37:57,676 >> OKAY, YOU ACTUALLY DON'T WANT 1465 00:37:57,676 --> 00:37:58,744 TO SUBMERGE HIM. 1466 00:37:58,744 --> 00:37:59,945 THE LITTLE PINK BASIN THAT YOU 1467 00:37:59,945 --> 00:38:02,481 HAVE, FILL IT UP HALFWAY. 1468 00:38:02,481 --> 00:38:03,815 AND YOU CAN KIND OF SIT 1469 00:38:03,815 --> 00:38:04,650 HIM IN IT. 1470 00:38:04,650 --> 00:38:05,617 >> MM-HMM. 1471 00:38:05,617 --> 00:38:06,785 >> AND YOU WANT TO SPONGE BATHE 1472 00:38:06,785 --> 00:38:08,053 HIM UNTIL THE UMBILICAL CORD 1473 00:38:08,053 --> 00:38:08,787 FALLS OFF. 1474 00:38:08,787 --> 00:38:09,521 >> OKAY. 1475 00:38:09,521 --> 00:38:10,489 >> YOU KNOW, HE'S NOT GONNA 1476 00:38:10,489 --> 00:38:11,423 BREAK, YOU KNOW. 1477 00:38:11,423 --> 00:38:12,358 >> THEN YOU BATHE HIM ONCE 1478 00:38:12,358 --> 00:38:13,024 A DAY? 1479 00:38:13,024 --> 00:38:14,460 >> WE BATHE EVERY OTHER NIGHT. 1480 00:38:14,460 --> 00:38:15,827 >> GOT IT. 1481 00:38:15,827 --> 00:38:17,763 >> OKAY? 1482 00:38:20,466 --> 00:38:22,668 >> IT'S COLD. 1483 00:38:22,668 --> 00:38:23,535 OH, HI! 1484 00:38:23,535 --> 00:38:24,803 MY FRIENDS ARE EXCITED TO SEE 1485 00:38:24,803 --> 00:38:25,704 THE BABY. 1486 00:38:25,704 --> 00:38:27,473 AND I'M HAPPY TO SHOW HIM OFF. 1487 00:38:27,473 --> 00:38:28,306 WANT TO HOLD HIM? 1488 00:38:28,306 --> 00:38:28,974 >> YES. 1489 00:38:28,974 --> 00:38:31,510 >> GET HIS HEAD. 1490 00:38:31,510 --> 00:38:33,011 YOU THINK HE LOOKS LIKE ME? 1491 00:38:33,011 --> 00:38:34,513 >> YEAH, HE HAS YOUR CHEEKS. 1492 00:38:34,513 --> 00:38:35,180 >> [crying] 1493 00:38:35,180 --> 00:38:36,748 >> AW, WE GOT A CRYER. 1494 00:38:36,748 --> 00:38:39,150 >> OH, YEAH, HE'S A BIG CRYBABY. 1495 00:38:39,150 --> 00:38:40,886 SHH, SHH, SHH. 1496 00:38:40,886 --> 00:38:41,887 >> HOW'S IT GONNA FEEL TO TAKE 1497 00:38:41,887 --> 00:38:42,988 HIM HOME? 1498 00:38:42,988 --> 00:38:44,556 >> I DON'T KNOW. 1499 00:38:44,556 --> 00:38:46,024 I'M SCARED. 1500 00:38:46,024 --> 00:38:47,025 AT LEAST WE GET THE CHRISTMAS 1501 00:38:47,025 --> 00:38:47,993 BREAK OFF FOR ME TO PREPARE 1502 00:38:47,993 --> 00:38:49,094 MYSELF FOR WHEN WE HAVE TO BACK 1503 00:38:49,094 --> 00:38:50,195 TO SCHOOL. 1504 00:38:50,195 --> 00:38:51,162 >> WHAT DOES YOUR DAD THINK 1505 00:38:51,162 --> 00:38:51,830 ABOUT THIS? 1506 00:38:51,830 --> 00:38:53,732 DID HE SHOW UP, CALL, TEXT? 1507 00:38:53,732 --> 00:38:56,134 >> I JUST SENT HIM A PICTURE. 1508 00:38:56,134 --> 00:38:57,002 >> DID HE REPLY BACK? 1509 00:38:57,002 --> 00:38:58,169 >> HE'S LIKE, "SO YOU HAD THE 1510 00:38:58,169 --> 00:38:58,937 BABY." 1511 00:38:58,937 --> 00:39:00,038 >> DO YOU THINK HE'S GONNA COME 1512 00:39:00,038 --> 00:39:00,706 SEE HIM? 1513 00:39:00,706 --> 00:39:01,707 >> HE DIDN'T ASK WHAT HOSPITAL 1514 00:39:01,707 --> 00:39:02,340 I'M AT. 1515 00:39:02,340 --> 00:39:03,509 >> THAT'S MESSED UP. 1516 00:39:03,509 --> 00:39:04,242 >> YEAH. 1517 00:39:04,242 --> 00:39:05,043 >> THAT IS. 1518 00:39:05,043 --> 00:39:06,311 HOW WAS YOUR LABOR? 1519 00:39:06,311 --> 00:39:07,479 LIKE, WHO ALL WAS THERE? 1520 00:39:07,479 --> 00:39:09,481 >> WELL, LIKE, HE WAS THERE, HIS 1521 00:39:09,481 --> 00:39:10,582 MOM. 1522 00:39:10,582 --> 00:39:12,350 >> AFTER YOU TOLD ME A BILLION 1523 00:39:12,350 --> 00:39:13,552 TIMES-- 1524 00:39:13,552 --> 00:39:14,520 >> THAT SHE'S NOT GONNA BE 1525 00:39:14,520 --> 00:39:15,120 THERE. 1526 00:39:15,120 --> 00:39:15,754 >> YEAH. 1527 00:39:15,754 --> 00:39:16,688 >> SHE DIDN'T FLIP OUT OR 1528 00:39:16,688 --> 00:39:17,322 ANYTHING? 1529 00:39:17,322 --> 00:39:18,624 >> SHE WAS ACTUALLY PRETTY GOOD. 1530 00:39:18,624 --> 00:39:20,726 SHE WAS QUIET, AND SHE WAS LIKE, 1531 00:39:20,726 --> 00:39:23,094 SUPPORTIVE OF MY LEFT LEG. 1532 00:39:23,094 --> 00:39:23,795 >> [laughs] 1533 00:39:23,795 --> 00:39:26,031 >> SHE WAS GOOD. 1534 00:39:29,034 --> 00:39:30,636 YOUR GRANDMA'S ON HER WAY UP. 1535 00:39:30,636 --> 00:39:32,738 >> I KNOW. 1536 00:39:32,738 --> 00:39:33,672 >> HOW DO Y'ALL FEEL ABOUT 1537 00:39:33,672 --> 00:39:34,940 TAKING THE BABY HOME? 1538 00:39:34,940 --> 00:39:36,074 >> I'M SCARED. 1539 00:39:36,074 --> 00:39:36,842 >> YOU'RE SCARED? 1540 00:39:36,842 --> 00:39:37,543 I'M SCARED. 1541 00:39:37,543 --> 00:39:38,343 I'D BE SCARED TOO. 1542 00:39:38,343 --> 00:39:39,244 >> YOU'RE SCARED FOR US? 1543 00:39:39,244 --> 00:39:40,979 >> NERVOUS. 1544 00:39:40,979 --> 00:39:42,714 >> I'M EXCITED AND NERVOUS TO 1545 00:39:42,714 --> 00:39:44,450 GO HOME, BECAUSE IT MEANS WE 1546 00:39:44,450 --> 00:39:46,051 HAVE TO START DOING THIS ALL ON 1547 00:39:46,051 --> 00:39:46,718 OUR OWN. 1548 00:39:46,718 --> 00:39:48,219 >> ALL RIGHT, AYDENN. 1549 00:39:48,219 --> 00:39:50,121 WELL, AT THE HOSPITAL YOU HAD 1550 00:39:50,121 --> 00:39:51,222 THE NURSES. 1551 00:39:51,222 --> 00:39:52,023 YOU HAD EVERYBODY. 1552 00:39:52,023 --> 00:39:54,660 NOW IT'S JUST Y'ALL. 1553 00:39:54,660 --> 00:39:55,994 YOU TWO! 1554 00:39:55,994 --> 00:39:57,629 >> IT'S GOING TO BE JUST THE TWO 1555 00:39:57,629 --> 00:39:59,064 OF US ONCE JOEY'S GRANDMA GOES 1556 00:39:59,064 --> 00:40:00,098 BACK TO WORK. 1557 00:40:00,098 --> 00:40:00,999 AND WE STILL HAVE A LOT 1558 00:40:00,999 --> 00:40:01,933 TO LEARN. 1559 00:40:01,933 --> 00:40:02,634 IS HE HUNGRY? 1560 00:40:02,634 --> 00:40:03,602 DOES HE HAVE A WET DIAPER? 1561 00:40:03,602 --> 00:40:04,335 >> [screaming] 1562 00:40:04,335 --> 00:40:05,103 >> I DON'T KNOW. 1563 00:40:05,103 --> 00:40:07,072 I HAVEN'T CHECKED HIS DIAPER. 1564 00:40:07,072 --> 00:40:09,174 HE SMELLS THOUGH. 1565 00:40:09,174 --> 00:40:11,910 OH, YEP. 1566 00:40:11,910 --> 00:40:12,578 >> HELLO? 1567 00:40:12,578 --> 00:40:13,445 THAT'S WHY HE'S FUSSY. 1568 00:40:13,445 --> 00:40:14,546 DUDE, WHY ARE YOU JUST STARING 1569 00:40:14,546 --> 00:40:16,448 AT IT? 1570 00:40:18,617 --> 00:40:19,851 >> DON'T BE SCARED TO WIPE, 1571 00:40:19,851 --> 00:40:20,686 JOEY. 1572 00:40:20,686 --> 00:40:21,887 THE NURSES IN THE HOSPITAL MADE 1573 00:40:21,887 --> 00:40:23,555 LOOK IT SO EASY, BUT HE'S 1574 00:40:23,555 --> 00:40:24,490 SO LITTLE. 1575 00:40:24,490 --> 00:40:25,524 I WORRY ABOUT DOING THE 1576 00:40:25,524 --> 00:40:26,692 WRONG THING. 1577 00:40:26,692 --> 00:40:28,093 I FEEL BAD. 1578 00:40:28,093 --> 00:40:30,128 >> [screaming] 1579 00:40:30,128 --> 00:40:31,429 >> I FEEL BAD. 1580 00:40:31,429 --> 00:40:33,298 >> [screaming] 1581 00:40:33,298 --> 00:40:34,766 >> I DON'T WANT TO PUT HIM IN. 1582 00:40:34,766 --> 00:40:36,201 >> [screaming] 1583 00:40:36,201 --> 00:40:37,168 >> I DON'T WANT TO TAKE HIM 1584 00:40:37,168 --> 00:40:37,769 A BATH. 1585 00:40:37,769 --> 00:40:40,438 CAN HE JUST STAY DIRTY? 1586 00:40:40,438 --> 00:40:43,308 >> [screaming and crying] 1587 00:40:43,308 --> 00:40:44,442 >> I KNOW IT'S GOING TO BE A 1588 00:40:44,442 --> 00:40:45,677 LONG NIGHT WITH FEEDING AND 1589 00:40:45,677 --> 00:40:47,479 DIAPER CHANGES. 1590 00:40:47,479 --> 00:40:48,647 JOEY SAID HE'D HELP OUT, BUT 1591 00:40:48,647 --> 00:40:49,981 IT LOOKS LIKE HE HAS OTHER 1592 00:40:49,981 --> 00:40:52,450 PLANS. 1593 00:40:52,450 --> 00:40:55,253 [yawning] 1594 00:41:02,193 --> 00:41:05,096 >> [fussing] 1595 00:41:05,096 --> 00:41:07,098 >> SHH. 1596 00:41:11,469 --> 00:41:13,404 SHH. 1597 00:41:20,779 --> 00:41:22,113 AT LEAST ONE OF US GOT 1598 00:41:22,113 --> 00:41:24,182 SOME SLEEP. 1599 00:41:31,957 --> 00:41:32,624 >> BE GOOD. 1600 00:41:32,624 --> 00:41:34,259 WITH JOEY BACK AT SCHOOL AND HIS 1601 00:41:34,259 --> 00:41:35,627 GRANDMA AT WORK, IT'S HARD 1602 00:41:35,627 --> 00:41:37,062 TAKING CARE OF AYDENN ALL DAY BY 1603 00:41:37,062 --> 00:41:38,063 MYSELF. 1604 00:41:38,063 --> 00:41:39,330 STAY RIGHT HERE. 1605 00:41:39,330 --> 00:41:40,999 MY PLAN IS TO STAY AT HOME UNTIL 1606 00:41:40,999 --> 00:41:42,500 THE BABY IS SIX WEEKS OLD. 1607 00:41:42,500 --> 00:41:43,769 THEN I CAN GO BACK TO SCHOOL AND 1608 00:41:43,769 --> 00:41:45,671 HE CAN GO TO DAY CARE, WHICH I 1609 00:41:45,671 --> 00:41:46,972 GET FOR FREE BECAUSE I'M A HIGH 1610 00:41:46,972 --> 00:41:49,040 SCHOOL STUDENT. 1611 00:41:49,040 --> 00:41:50,508 BECAUSE JOEY HAS FOOTBALL AFTER 1612 00:41:50,508 --> 00:41:52,010 SCHOOL, HE COMES HOME LATE A 1613 00:41:52,010 --> 00:41:53,011 LOT. 1614 00:41:53,011 --> 00:41:54,212 AFTER DOING HIS HOMEWORK, HE 1615 00:41:54,212 --> 00:41:55,480 DOESN'T SEEM INTERESTED IN 1616 00:41:55,480 --> 00:41:57,583 HELPING OUT WITH THE BABY. 1617 00:42:01,052 --> 00:42:02,988 I KNOW YOU'RE HUNGRY. 1618 00:42:02,988 --> 00:42:04,823 YOU PROBABLY HAVE A WET DIAPER. 1619 00:42:04,823 --> 00:42:06,491 BEING AT HOME ALL DAY, I MISS MY 1620 00:42:06,491 --> 00:42:08,126 FRIENDS, SO IT'S NICE WHEN WE 1621 00:42:08,126 --> 00:42:09,728 CAN MEET UP AFTER SCHOOL. 1622 00:42:09,728 --> 00:42:11,262 YOU'RE THE BEST. 1623 00:42:11,262 --> 00:42:12,731 I'M GONNA GO UP THIS LITTLE RAMP 1624 00:42:12,731 --> 00:42:13,932 THING, OKAY? 1625 00:42:13,932 --> 00:42:15,100 WOW. 1626 00:42:15,100 --> 00:42:15,767 HE'S THERE. 1627 00:42:15,767 --> 00:42:16,902 NO, HE'S WAITING FOR ME TO OPEN 1628 00:42:16,902 --> 00:42:17,502 THE DOOR. 1629 00:42:17,502 --> 00:42:18,269 I HAVE THE KEY. 1630 00:42:18,269 --> 00:42:19,037 HE DOESN'T. 1631 00:42:19,037 --> 00:42:20,238 I WISH I COULD SAY JOEY IS 1632 00:42:20,238 --> 00:42:21,573 HELPING OUT MORE, BUT THAT'S NOT 1633 00:42:21,573 --> 00:42:22,608 THE CASE. 1634 00:42:22,608 --> 00:42:24,509 OH, I'LL GET HIM. 1635 00:42:31,282 --> 00:42:33,151 HE HASN'T BEEN HELPING A LOT. 1636 00:42:33,151 --> 00:42:34,419 HE'S PISSING ME OFF, REALLY, 1637 00:42:34,419 --> 00:42:35,821 'CAUSE HE DOESN'T DO ANYTHING. 1638 00:42:35,821 --> 00:42:37,522 IF I ASK HIM, HE GIVES ME A HARD 1639 00:42:37,522 --> 00:42:38,957 TIME, BUT HE STILL DOES IT. 1640 00:42:38,957 --> 00:42:40,692 BUT I SHOULDN'T HAVE TO ASK. 1641 00:42:40,692 --> 00:42:42,928 IT'S LITTLE THINGS, BUT WHEN 1642 00:42:42,928 --> 00:42:43,962 SOMEONE DOES SOMETHING LITTLE 1643 00:42:43,962 --> 00:42:45,296 TOO MUCH, THAT'S WHEN IT STARTS 1644 00:42:45,296 --> 00:42:46,131 TO TURN, LIKE, BIG. 1645 00:42:46,131 --> 00:42:46,898 LIKE, "COME ON." 1646 00:42:46,898 --> 00:42:47,532 >> YEAH. 1647 00:42:47,532 --> 00:42:48,466 >> HE'S NOT READY FOR THE 1648 00:42:48,466 --> 00:42:49,434 RESPONSIBILITY, AND IT'S A 1649 00:42:49,434 --> 00:42:51,336 LITTLE LATE TO NOT BE READY, 1650 00:42:51,336 --> 00:42:52,270 'CAUSE HE'S ALREADY HERE. 1651 00:42:52,270 --> 00:42:53,104 LIKE, IF HE CAN'T BE 1652 00:42:53,104 --> 00:42:54,172 RESPONSIBLE, I DON'T WANT TO 1653 00:42:54,172 --> 00:42:55,106 BE WITH SOMEBODY WHO'S NOT 1654 00:42:55,106 --> 00:42:56,141 RESPONSIBLE. 1655 00:42:56,141 --> 00:42:57,242 >> WOULD YOU GO TO JERSEY IF IT 1656 00:42:57,242 --> 00:42:58,176 DIDN'T WORK OUT? 1657 00:42:58,176 --> 00:42:59,778 >> I DON'T WANT THAT TO HAPPEN. 1658 00:42:59,778 --> 00:43:00,779 LET ME SEE HOW HE ACTS WHILE I 1659 00:43:00,779 --> 00:43:01,947 GO BACK TO SCHOOL. 1660 00:43:01,947 --> 00:43:03,081 LIKE, HE'S USING THE EXCUSE. 1661 00:43:03,081 --> 00:43:03,982 "I GOT TO DO SCHOOLWORK. 1662 00:43:03,982 --> 00:43:04,950 I CAN'T DO ANYTHING." 1663 00:43:04,950 --> 00:43:06,184 AND I TELL HIM, "WHAT ABOUT WHEN 1664 00:43:06,184 --> 00:43:07,085 I GO BACK TO SCHOOL?" 1665 00:43:07,085 --> 00:43:08,519 HE'S LIKE, "I GUESS I'LL HELP 1666 00:43:08,519 --> 00:43:10,622 AT NIGHT." 1667 00:43:10,622 --> 00:43:11,957 >> LIKE, "YOU GUESS?" 1668 00:43:11,957 --> 00:43:13,024 >> WHAT DO YOU MEAN, 1669 00:43:13,024 --> 00:43:13,792 "YOU GUESS"? 1670 00:43:13,792 --> 00:43:15,794 I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO. 1671 00:43:15,794 --> 00:43:18,029 I FEEL CONFUSED AND FRUSTRATED. 1672 00:43:18,029 --> 00:43:19,530 I HOPE WHEN MY MOM GETS HERE SHE 1673 00:43:19,530 --> 00:43:22,734 CAN HELP ME FIGURE THINGS OUT. 1674 00:43:22,734 --> 00:43:24,402 MY MOM'S WEEKEND VISIT IS 1675 00:43:24,402 --> 00:43:26,571 FINALLY HERE, AND JOEY'S PARENTS 1676 00:43:26,571 --> 00:43:27,839 ARE TAKING ME TO THE AIRPORT 1677 00:43:27,839 --> 00:43:29,574 WHILE HE'S IN SCHOOL. 1678 00:43:29,574 --> 00:43:31,209 OH, HER PLANE JUST LANDED. 1679 00:43:31,209 --> 00:43:32,277 >> TELL HER TO WAIT AT THE GATE, 1680 00:43:32,277 --> 00:43:33,278 NOT TO MOVE. 1681 00:43:33,278 --> 00:43:34,612 WE HAVEN'T SEEN EACH OTHER FOR 1682 00:43:34,612 --> 00:43:35,580 A YEAR. 1683 00:43:35,580 --> 00:43:37,048 NOW THAT I'M A MOM, I'M 1684 00:43:37,048 --> 00:43:38,549 REALIZING HOW MUCH I NEED MY 1685 00:43:38,549 --> 00:43:39,985 MOM'S HELP AND ADVICE. 1686 00:43:39,985 --> 00:43:42,688 READY TO SEE GRANDMA? 1687 00:43:42,688 --> 00:43:43,354 >> HI! 1688 00:43:43,354 --> 00:43:45,490 >> MOMMY! 1689 00:43:46,024 --> 00:43:47,025 [heartfelt rock music] 1690 00:43:47,025 --> 00:43:54,833 * * 1691 00:44:06,945 --> 00:44:10,315 >> YEAH, OF COURSE I DO! 1692 00:44:10,315 --> 00:44:13,318 HE'S SO TINY. 1693 00:44:13,318 --> 00:44:16,087 HI, AYDENN! 1694 00:44:16,087 --> 00:44:17,856 HI. 1695 00:44:17,856 --> 00:44:21,459 YOU ARE SO ADORABLE. 1696 00:44:21,459 --> 00:44:23,261 >> WANT TO GO GET YOUR BAGS? 1697 00:44:23,261 --> 00:44:24,462 >> YEAH. 1698 00:44:24,462 --> 00:44:25,496 I ALMOST FORGOT. 1699 00:44:25,496 --> 00:44:29,367 >> OKAY. 1700 00:44:29,367 --> 00:44:31,102 >> HI, YOLANDA, IT'S SO NICE TO 1701 00:44:31,102 --> 00:44:31,803 MEET YOU. 1702 00:44:31,803 --> 00:44:32,637 >> NICE TO MEET YOU. 1703 00:44:32,637 --> 00:44:33,371 >> I'M LAUREN. 1704 00:44:33,371 --> 00:44:34,773 HI, HI, HI, HI. 1705 00:44:34,773 --> 00:44:35,974 >> HOW WAS YOUR FLIGHT? 1706 00:44:35,974 --> 00:44:37,275 >> IT WAS A REALLY GOOD FLIGHT. 1707 00:44:37,275 --> 00:44:38,543 IT REALLY WAS, YEAH. 1708 00:44:38,543 --> 00:44:39,310 >> THAT WAS GOOD. 1709 00:44:39,310 --> 00:44:40,045 THAT WAS GOOD. 1710 00:44:40,045 --> 00:44:40,979 >> YOU'LL HAVE YOUR BAG IN 1711 00:44:40,979 --> 00:44:41,612 A MINUTE. 1712 00:44:41,612 --> 00:44:42,647 THIS IS THE FIRST TIME MY MOM IS 1713 00:44:42,647 --> 00:44:44,649 MEETING JOEY. 1714 00:44:44,649 --> 00:44:46,417 >> IT'S SO NICE TO MEET YOU. 1715 00:44:46,417 --> 00:44:48,153 YOU'RE SO CUTE! 1716 00:44:48,153 --> 00:44:48,887 >> THANK YOU. 1717 00:44:48,887 --> 00:44:52,190 >> YOU ARE SO CUTE. 1718 00:44:52,190 --> 00:44:54,225 >> [squawking] 1719 00:44:54,225 --> 00:44:56,227 [laughter] 1720 00:44:56,227 --> 00:44:57,062 [burps] 1721 00:44:57,062 --> 00:44:57,963 >> UH-OH. 1722 00:44:57,963 --> 00:44:59,030 >> HE JUST BURPED. 1723 00:44:59,030 --> 00:45:00,531 IT'S NICE THAT MY MOM IS FINALLY 1724 00:45:00,531 --> 00:45:02,267 ABLE TO MEET EVERYONE, BUT SHE 1725 00:45:02,267 --> 00:45:03,268 SEEMS MORE FOCUSED ON 1726 00:45:03,268 --> 00:45:04,602 FIGURING OUT WHAT'S GOING ON 1727 00:45:04,602 --> 00:45:05,703 WITH JOEY. 1728 00:45:05,703 --> 00:45:07,138 >> WHAT DO YOU WANT TO DO, OR 1729 00:45:07,138 --> 00:45:10,742 WHAT WOULD YOU SETTLE TO DO? 1730 00:45:10,742 --> 00:45:11,810 >> PROBABLY LIKE FAST FOOD OR 1731 00:45:11,810 --> 00:45:12,610 SOMETHING. 1732 00:45:12,610 --> 00:45:13,912 [laughs] 1733 00:45:13,912 --> 00:45:14,780 I'M CONFUSED. 1734 00:45:14,780 --> 00:45:16,281 I CHANGE MY CAREER LIKE ALMOST 1735 00:45:16,281 --> 00:45:17,082 EVERY WEEK. 1736 00:45:17,082 --> 00:45:17,916 JUST ASK HER. 1737 00:45:17,916 --> 00:45:18,917 LIKE, ONE WEEK I WANT TO BE A 1738 00:45:18,917 --> 00:45:19,517 LAWYER. 1739 00:45:19,517 --> 00:45:20,551 ONE WEEK I WANT TO BE A NURSE. 1740 00:45:20,551 --> 00:45:22,620 ONE WEEK I WANT TO BE-- 1741 00:45:22,620 --> 00:45:23,755 >> JUST DO WHAT YOU WANT TO DO. 1742 00:45:23,755 --> 00:45:24,622 'CAUSE IF YOU DON'T-- 1743 00:45:24,622 --> 00:45:25,723 >> I STILL WANT TO GET A DEGREE 1744 00:45:25,723 --> 00:45:26,324 THOUGH. 1745 00:45:26,324 --> 00:45:27,258 >> YOU CAN STILL DO THAT. 1746 00:45:27,258 --> 00:45:30,295 >> GRADUATE AND GET A DEGREE. 1747 00:45:30,295 --> 00:45:31,462 >> HI. 1748 00:45:31,462 --> 00:45:32,397 THIS IS MY MOM. 1749 00:45:32,397 --> 00:45:33,064 >> HI! 1750 00:45:33,064 --> 00:45:34,532 >> NICE TO MEET YOU. 1751 00:45:34,532 --> 00:45:36,367 >> NICE TO MEET YOU TOO. 1752 00:45:36,367 --> 00:45:37,235 >> SO DID YOU SEE YOUR 1753 00:45:37,235 --> 00:45:37,936 GRANDBABY? 1754 00:45:37,936 --> 00:45:38,736 >> HE'S BEAUTIFUL. 1755 00:45:38,736 --> 00:45:39,905 >> ISN'T HE? 1756 00:45:39,905 --> 00:45:41,139 HE JUST ATE, HUH? 1757 00:45:41,139 --> 00:45:42,808 >> YEAH, HE ATE AT 4:00. 1758 00:45:42,808 --> 00:45:43,975 >> HE DID POOP, THOUGH, I THINK. 1759 00:45:43,975 --> 00:45:45,543 >> OH, HE POOPED? 1760 00:45:45,543 --> 00:45:47,345 WHY DIDN'T YOU CHANGE IT? 1761 00:45:47,345 --> 00:45:49,447 >> OH, MY BABY. 1762 00:45:49,447 --> 00:45:50,115 HE POOPED? 1763 00:45:50,115 --> 00:45:51,716 NO WONDER HE'S CRYING. 1764 00:45:51,716 --> 00:45:52,617 >> JOEY KNEW HE POOPED. 1765 00:45:52,617 --> 00:45:53,351 I DIDN'T KNOW. 1766 00:45:53,351 --> 00:45:54,385 >> WELL, HOW COME YOU HAVE HIM 1767 00:45:54,385 --> 00:45:55,053 LIKE THAT? 1768 00:45:55,053 --> 00:45:55,887 YOU KNOW HE'S CRYING 1769 00:45:55,887 --> 00:45:56,721 'CAUSE HE'S POOPED. 1770 00:45:56,721 --> 00:45:57,688 >> I SAID HE SMELLED LIKE A 1771 00:45:57,688 --> 00:45:58,356 WHILE AGO. 1772 00:45:58,356 --> 00:45:59,357 >> THEN WHY DIDN'T YOU CHANGE 1773 00:45:59,357 --> 00:46:00,125 HIM A WHILE AGO? 1774 00:46:00,125 --> 00:46:01,159 >> YEAH! 1775 00:46:01,159 --> 00:46:02,760 >> GOING TO CHANGE HIM. 1776 00:46:02,760 --> 00:46:03,862 IT REALLY SUCKS THAT JOEY CAN'T 1777 00:46:03,862 --> 00:46:05,797 FIGURE OUT HOW TO BE A PARENT. 1778 00:46:05,797 --> 00:46:07,432 AND I KNOW MY MOM IS GOING TO 1779 00:46:07,432 --> 00:46:08,266 WANT TO TALK ABOUT 1780 00:46:08,266 --> 00:46:09,600 THE SITUATION. 1781 00:46:09,600 --> 00:46:11,069 >> HOW DO YOU FEEL THOUGH? 1782 00:46:11,069 --> 00:46:12,703 >> WHAT DO YOU MEAN? 1783 00:46:12,703 --> 00:46:16,441 >> HOW DO YOU FEEL ABOUT JOEY? 1784 00:46:16,441 --> 00:46:19,044 >> LIKE, I LOVE HIM, OBVIOUSLY. 1785 00:46:19,044 --> 00:46:19,777 I DON'T KNOW-- 1786 00:46:19,777 --> 00:46:20,745 >> DO YOU REALLY? 1787 00:46:20,745 --> 00:46:21,880 WOULD YOU BE WITH HIM NOW IF IT 1788 00:46:21,880 --> 00:46:25,450 WASN'T FOR HIM? 1789 00:46:25,450 --> 00:46:26,251 >> I DON'T KNOW. 1790 00:46:26,251 --> 00:46:27,152 >> OKAY, YOU ANSWERED MY 1791 00:46:27,152 --> 00:46:28,987 QUESTION. 1792 00:46:28,987 --> 00:46:30,856 >> I DON'T KNOW. 1793 00:46:30,856 --> 00:46:32,057 I MEAN, AYDENN'S ONLY A MONTH 1794 00:46:32,057 --> 00:46:33,291 OLD, AND I'M ALREADY GETTING 1795 00:46:33,291 --> 00:46:36,327 SICK OF HIS STUPID EXCUSES. 1796 00:46:36,327 --> 00:46:38,163 >> WELL, WHAT ARE HIS EXCUSES? 1797 00:46:38,163 --> 00:46:39,397 >> ANYTIME HE DOES SOMETHING FOR 1798 00:46:39,397 --> 00:46:41,332 AYDENN, IT'S 'CAUSE I ASKED. 1799 00:46:41,332 --> 00:46:42,533 >> BUT OTHERWISE HE JUST DOESN'T 1800 00:46:42,533 --> 00:46:43,969 DO ANYTHING? 1801 00:46:43,969 --> 00:46:45,203 >> NOT REALLY. 1802 00:46:45,203 --> 00:46:46,371 >> FOR YOU TO FEEL LIKE THAT, 1803 00:46:46,371 --> 00:46:47,538 IT'S JUST GONNA BE A MATTER OF 1804 00:46:47,538 --> 00:46:48,773 TIME BEFORE YOU'RE JUST GONNA 1805 00:46:48,773 --> 00:46:49,841 SAY, "YOU KNOW WHAT? 1806 00:46:49,841 --> 00:46:51,843 I CAN'T DO THIS ANYMORE." 1807 00:46:51,843 --> 00:46:53,678 >> I THINK MYSELF STUCK IN TEXAS 1808 00:46:53,678 --> 00:46:55,246 FOR A WHILE. 1809 00:46:55,246 --> 00:46:56,747 >> YOU KNOW YOU'RE NOT STUCK 1810 00:46:56,747 --> 00:46:58,049 IN TEXAS. 1811 00:46:58,049 --> 00:47:00,485 IF YOU'RE THAT UNHAPPY, WE CAN 1812 00:47:00,485 --> 00:47:03,221 HAVE YOU HOME WITHIN 24 HOURS. 1813 00:47:03,221 --> 00:47:05,256 >> DO YOU THINK ME AND JOEY WILL 1814 00:47:05,256 --> 00:47:06,191 STAY TOGETHER? 1815 00:47:06,191 --> 00:47:07,458 >> HONESTLY, NO. 1816 00:47:07,458 --> 00:47:08,493 >> WELL, HOW LONG DO YOU THINK 1817 00:47:08,493 --> 00:47:09,394 WE'LL MAKE IT THEN? 1818 00:47:09,394 --> 00:47:10,828 >> I THINK YOU KNOW. 1819 00:47:10,828 --> 00:47:12,163 I THINK YOU KNOW WHAT THE END 1820 00:47:12,163 --> 00:47:12,998 RESULT IS GONNA BE. 1821 00:47:12,998 --> 00:47:14,232 IT'S IN YOUR HEAD. 1822 00:47:14,232 --> 00:47:16,101 THERE'S STILL THAT PERCENTAGE 1823 00:47:16,101 --> 00:47:18,836 WHERE I COULD BE WRONG. 1824 00:47:18,836 --> 00:47:20,205 I DON'T KNOW EVERYTHING. 1825 00:47:20,205 --> 00:47:22,040 BUT BECAUSE OF HOW THINGS ARE 1826 00:47:22,040 --> 00:47:24,876 AND BECAUSE YOU REALLY HAVEN'T 1827 00:47:24,876 --> 00:47:26,177 STARTED TO... 1828 00:47:26,177 --> 00:47:27,012 >> LIVE? 1829 00:47:27,012 --> 00:47:27,678 >> LIVE. 1830 00:47:27,678 --> 00:47:28,346 >> YEAH. 1831 00:47:28,346 --> 00:47:30,515 >> HONESTLY, I THINK JOEY'S VERY 1832 00:47:30,515 --> 00:47:31,582 SWEET. 1833 00:47:31,582 --> 00:47:32,450 I THINK HIS FAMILY IS 1834 00:47:32,450 --> 00:47:33,551 VERY SWEET. 1835 00:47:33,551 --> 00:47:35,553 BUT I THINK YOU'RE GONNA BE SO 1836 00:47:35,553 --> 00:47:38,089 FRUSTRATED AND DONE WITH IT. 1837 00:47:38,089 --> 00:47:40,125 I THINK IN SIX MONTHS YOU'RE 1838 00:47:40,125 --> 00:47:41,692 GONNA BE GOING INSANE. 1839 00:47:41,692 --> 00:47:42,460 [chime dings] 1840 00:47:42,460 --> 00:47:43,561 >> MY MOM IS MAKING A LOT 1841 00:47:43,561 --> 00:47:45,096 OF SENSE. 1842 00:47:45,096 --> 00:47:46,197 THE WHOLE REASON FOR STAYING IN 1843 00:47:46,197 --> 00:47:47,798 TEXAS WAS TO RAISE THE BABY 1844 00:47:47,798 --> 00:47:48,900 WITH JOEY. 1845 00:47:48,900 --> 00:47:50,701 BUT IF HE'S NOT GOING TO STEP UP 1846 00:47:50,701 --> 00:47:52,971 AND BE A DAD, THEN I'M NOT SURE 1847 00:47:52,971 --> 00:47:54,872 WHILE I'M STILL HERE. 1848 00:47:59,844 --> 00:48:00,979 >> ALL RIGHT, BYE. 1849 00:48:00,979 --> 00:48:02,647 >> AW, BYE. 1850 00:48:02,647 --> 00:48:03,915 >> MY MOM COULD ONLY COME FOR 1851 00:48:03,915 --> 00:48:05,783 THE WEEKEND BECAUSE OF WORK, BUT 1852 00:48:05,783 --> 00:48:06,952 I WISH SHE DIDN'T HAVE TO LEAVE 1853 00:48:06,952 --> 00:48:09,520 SO SOON. 1854 00:48:09,520 --> 00:48:11,222 >> MY MAKEUP FEELS SMUDGED 1855 00:48:11,222 --> 00:48:11,990 AGAIN. 1856 00:48:11,990 --> 00:48:12,757 >> A LITTLE. 1857 00:48:12,757 --> 00:48:14,192 >> I REALLY WANT YOU TO COME... 1858 00:48:14,192 --> 00:48:14,926 >> TO JERSEY? 1859 00:48:14,926 --> 00:48:15,626 >> TO JERSEY. 1860 00:48:15,626 --> 00:48:16,962 WE'RE WAITING FOR YOU. 1861 00:48:16,962 --> 00:48:17,628 >> OKAY. 1862 00:48:17,628 --> 00:48:18,763 JUST A PHONE CALL AWAY. 1863 00:48:18,763 --> 00:48:21,066 BYE. 1864 00:48:21,066 --> 00:48:22,400 >> I LOVE HAVING HER HERE, AND 1865 00:48:22,400 --> 00:48:23,868 SHE'S THE ONE PERSON WHO 1866 00:48:23,868 --> 00:48:25,270 UNDERSTANDS ME. 1867 00:48:25,270 --> 00:48:26,404 IT'S HARDER THAN EVER TO SAY 1868 00:48:26,404 --> 00:48:27,872 GOOD-BYE WHEN THINGS ARE SO UP 1869 00:48:27,872 --> 00:48:30,041 IN THE AIR. 1870 00:48:34,145 --> 00:48:35,580 IT'S BEEN SIX WEEK SINCE I'VE 1871 00:48:35,580 --> 00:48:36,614 HAD THE BABY, 1872 00:48:36,614 --> 00:48:37,815 AND IT'S TIME FOR ME TO GO BACK 1873 00:48:37,815 --> 00:48:38,683 TO SCHOOL. 1874 00:48:38,683 --> 00:48:39,951 SO IT'S MORE IMPORTANT THAN EVER 1875 00:48:39,951 --> 00:48:41,686 THAT JOEY STEPS UP AND HELPS ME 1876 00:48:41,686 --> 00:48:42,920 TAKE CARE OF AYDENN. 1877 00:48:42,920 --> 00:48:44,289 ARE YOU GONNA HELP ME TONIGHT, 1878 00:48:44,289 --> 00:48:45,623 SINCE I GO TO SCHOOL? 1879 00:48:45,623 --> 00:48:47,192 >> WAKE ME UP. 1880 00:48:47,192 --> 00:48:50,261 >> NO! 1881 00:48:50,261 --> 00:48:51,629 WAKE YOURSELF UP. 1882 00:48:51,629 --> 00:48:53,098 EVEN LIKE WHEN I'M HERE WITHOUT 1883 00:48:53,098 --> 00:48:54,499 SCHOOL, I ONLY GET A LITTLE BIT 1884 00:48:54,499 --> 00:48:55,166 OF SLEEP. 1885 00:48:55,166 --> 00:48:56,334 BUT AT LEAST I CAN TAKE A RANDOM 1886 00:48:56,334 --> 00:48:57,702 NAP DURING THE DAY. 1887 00:48:57,702 --> 00:48:59,170 I CAN'T DO THAT NOW, 'CAUSE 1888 00:48:59,170 --> 00:49:00,071 I HAVE TO GO TO SCHOOL. 1889 00:49:00,071 --> 00:49:02,673 SO I NEED YOUR HELP MORE. 1890 00:49:02,673 --> 00:49:03,808 THAT WAY WE BOTH GET THE SAME 1891 00:49:03,808 --> 00:49:04,809 AMOUNT OF SLEEP. 1892 00:49:04,809 --> 00:49:05,810 >> I HELP YOU. 1893 00:49:05,810 --> 00:49:07,512 I FEED HIM, CHANGE HIM. 1894 00:49:07,512 --> 00:49:08,446 >> NO, YOU DON'T. 1895 00:49:08,446 --> 00:49:09,680 >> YES, I DO. 1896 00:49:09,680 --> 00:49:11,082 >> YOU DON'T CHANGE HIM. 1897 00:49:11,082 --> 00:49:12,050 >> I CHANGE--WELL, I CHANGE 1898 00:49:12,050 --> 00:49:13,018 HIS DIAPER. 1899 00:49:13,018 --> 00:49:13,951 >> NO, YOU DON'T. 1900 00:49:13,951 --> 00:49:15,020 >> YES, I DO. 1901 00:49:15,020 --> 00:49:16,421 >> WHEN? 1902 00:49:16,421 --> 00:49:17,488 >> SOME--AT TIMES. 1903 00:49:17,488 --> 00:49:18,723 >> WHEN? 1904 00:49:18,723 --> 00:49:19,524 >> I DON'T KNOW. 1905 00:49:19,524 --> 00:49:21,626 >> WHY DON'T YOU BURP HIM? 1906 00:49:21,626 --> 00:49:22,960 >> [fussing] 1907 00:49:22,960 --> 00:49:27,365 >> THANKS SO MUCH. 1908 00:49:27,365 --> 00:49:30,435 HI, BABY. 1909 00:49:30,435 --> 00:49:32,303 HERE. 1910 00:49:32,303 --> 00:49:33,271 I THINK WE SHOULD JUST KEEP 1911 00:49:33,271 --> 00:49:34,239 TAKING TURNS WHEN IT'S TIME 1912 00:49:34,239 --> 00:49:35,840 FOR FEEDING. 1913 00:49:35,840 --> 00:49:36,907 AND I DON'T ALWAYS GET 1914 00:49:36,907 --> 00:49:39,144 THE 3:00 A.M., OKAY? 1915 00:49:39,144 --> 00:49:40,478 >> OKAY. 1916 00:49:40,478 --> 00:49:42,647 IT SOUNDS GOOD. 1917 00:49:42,647 --> 00:49:43,648 >> [cooing] 1918 00:49:43,648 --> 00:49:44,782 >> WHY DO YOU LOOK AT ME WHEN HE 1919 00:49:44,782 --> 00:49:45,916 DOES THAT? 1920 00:49:45,916 --> 00:49:46,884 SOMETIMES YOU GET HOME, AND 1921 00:49:46,884 --> 00:49:48,886 YOU'RE LIKE... 1922 00:49:48,886 --> 00:49:49,987 SO ARE YOU REALLY GONNA BE ABLE 1923 00:49:49,987 --> 00:49:51,022 TO HELP? REALLY? 1924 00:49:51,022 --> 00:49:54,025 >> I'M GONNA HAVE TO, LIKE, PUSH 1925 00:49:54,025 --> 00:49:55,860 MYSELF TO DO IT. 1926 00:49:55,860 --> 00:49:56,727 >> ARE YOU GOING TO? 1927 00:49:56,727 --> 00:49:58,663 >> I AM GOING TO. 1928 00:49:58,663 --> 00:49:59,697 >> OKAY. 1929 00:49:59,697 --> 00:50:01,932 I BELIEVE YOU. 1930 00:50:01,932 --> 00:50:04,135 I'M NOT GONNA FAIL THIS YEAR. 1931 00:50:04,135 --> 00:50:05,103 YOU SWEAR? 1932 00:50:05,103 --> 00:50:06,771 >> I SWEAR. 1933 00:50:06,771 --> 00:50:10,108 [alarm droning] 1934 00:50:10,108 --> 00:50:11,309 >> IT'S MY FIRST DAY BACK AT 1935 00:50:11,309 --> 00:50:12,277 SCHOOL. 1936 00:50:12,277 --> 00:50:13,444 I USED TO GET UP EARLY TO GET 1937 00:50:13,444 --> 00:50:15,280 MYSELF READY, BUT NOW I HAVE TO 1938 00:50:15,280 --> 00:50:16,647 GET AYDENN READY FOR DAY CARE. 1939 00:50:16,647 --> 00:50:18,283 >> SORRY, BABY. 1940 00:50:18,283 --> 00:50:19,150 >> [fussing] 1941 00:50:19,150 --> 00:50:20,885 >> HE'S SO FUSSY. 1942 00:50:20,885 --> 00:50:22,087 >> IT'S 'CAUSE HE JUST FINISHED 1943 00:50:22,087 --> 00:50:23,721 EATING AT, LIKE, 4:45. 1944 00:50:23,721 --> 00:50:24,589 >> OH, HE DID? 1945 00:50:24,589 --> 00:50:26,457 >> YEAH. 1946 00:50:26,457 --> 00:50:27,392 >> YOU'RE GETTING DRESSED 1947 00:50:27,392 --> 00:50:28,025 ALREADY? 1948 00:50:28,025 --> 00:50:29,127 >> YEAH, I'M GONNA GET DRESSED, 1949 00:50:29,127 --> 00:50:29,760 BECAUSE-- 1950 00:50:29,760 --> 00:50:30,761 >> LET ME FINISH DRESSING HIM, 1951 00:50:30,761 --> 00:50:31,596 AND YOU GET DRESSED. 1952 00:50:31,596 --> 00:50:32,763 >> OKAY. 1953 00:50:32,763 --> 00:50:34,432 IT'S ONLY A DAY AFTER OUR TALK, 1954 00:50:34,432 --> 00:50:36,301 AND JOEY IS ALREADY FORGETTING 1955 00:50:36,301 --> 00:50:37,735 THAT HE PROMISED TO HELP. 1956 00:50:37,735 --> 00:50:38,969 >> OH, YOU'RE NOT GETTING READY? 1957 00:50:38,969 --> 00:50:40,338 >> I AM, BUT LOOK--I HAVE TO 1958 00:50:40,338 --> 00:50:41,439 FINISH HIS STUFF BEFORE I EVEN 1959 00:50:41,439 --> 00:50:42,607 TOUCH MYSELF. 1960 00:50:42,607 --> 00:50:44,242 WE HAVE TO GO NOW, JOEY. 1961 00:50:44,242 --> 00:50:44,909 COME ON. 1962 00:50:44,909 --> 00:50:46,010 I'M NOT GONNA BE LATE TO SCHOOL 1963 00:50:46,010 --> 00:50:46,611 EITHER. 1964 00:50:46,611 --> 00:50:50,981 GO. 1965 00:50:50,981 --> 00:50:51,982 IT'S FUN BEING WITH ALL MY 1966 00:50:51,982 --> 00:50:53,518 FRIENDS AGAIN, BUT GETTING BACK 1967 00:50:53,518 --> 00:50:54,785 INTO THE SWING OF THINGS AT 1968 00:50:54,785 --> 00:50:55,986 SCHOOL IS HARD. 1969 00:50:55,986 --> 00:50:57,255 AND SO IS BEING AWAY FROM AYDENN 1970 00:50:57,255 --> 00:50:58,323 ALL DAY. 1971 00:50:58,323 --> 00:50:59,657 ONCE I PICK HIM UP FROM DAY 1972 00:50:59,657 --> 00:51:01,126 CARE, I HAVE HOURS OF HOMEWORK 1973 00:51:01,126 --> 00:51:02,227 TO DO. 1974 00:51:02,227 --> 00:51:03,461 AND IF JOEY'S STILL AT PRACTICE, 1975 00:51:03,461 --> 00:51:04,562 THERE'S NO ONE TO WATCH THE 1976 00:51:04,562 --> 00:51:06,764 BABY. 1977 00:51:06,764 --> 00:51:08,299 >> [gurgling] 1978 00:51:08,299 --> 00:51:11,769 >> OH, GOD. 1979 00:51:11,769 --> 00:51:12,903 IT'S GOING TO BE TOUGH KEEPING 1980 00:51:12,903 --> 00:51:14,272 UP WITH SCHOOL IF I'M THE ONLY 1981 00:51:14,272 --> 00:51:15,473 ONE PARENTING. 1982 00:51:15,473 --> 00:51:17,074 SO I DECIDED TO TALK TO JOEY'S 1983 00:51:17,074 --> 00:51:18,008 GRANDMA WHEN SHE GOT HOME 1984 00:51:18,008 --> 00:51:18,909 FROM WORK. 1985 00:51:18,909 --> 00:51:20,578 >> I UNDERSTAND IT'S FRUSTRATING 1986 00:51:20,578 --> 00:51:21,612 HE DON'T WANT TO CHANGE, HE 1987 00:51:21,612 --> 00:51:22,413 DON'T WANT TO DO. 1988 00:51:22,413 --> 00:51:23,914 BUT IT'S JUST--THAT IS PART OF 1989 00:51:23,914 --> 00:51:25,383 BEING A PARENT. 1990 00:51:25,383 --> 00:51:26,484 >> I DIDN'T KNOW I'D HAVE TO DO 1991 00:51:26,484 --> 00:51:29,086 IT LIKE 24-7 BY MYSELF. 1992 00:51:29,086 --> 00:51:30,421 >> I THINK THAT'S THE PROBLEM. 1993 00:51:30,421 --> 00:51:31,088 >> HUH? 1994 00:51:31,088 --> 00:51:32,190 >> I THINK YOU HAVE TO ADAPT TO 1995 00:51:32,190 --> 00:51:33,258 BEING A MOTHER. 1996 00:51:33,258 --> 00:51:34,225 HE'S GONNA HAVE TO ADAPT TO 1997 00:51:34,225 --> 00:51:35,660 BEING A FATHER, AND IN BETWEEN, 1998 00:51:35,660 --> 00:51:36,661 Y'ALL ARE GONNA HAVE TO ADAPT 1999 00:51:36,661 --> 00:51:38,463 TOGETHER IN THE RELATIONSHIP. 2000 00:51:38,463 --> 00:51:40,798 'CAUSE AT FIRST IT WAS ALL CUTE. 2001 00:51:40,798 --> 00:51:41,966 "OOH, I CAN'T WAIT FOR THE BABY 2002 00:51:41,966 --> 00:51:42,667 TO GET HERE." 2003 00:51:42,667 --> 00:51:43,634 DIDN'T Y'ALL JUST SAY, "OOH, 2004 00:51:43,634 --> 00:51:44,569 I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE HIM." 2005 00:51:44,569 --> 00:51:45,836 AND NOW? 2006 00:51:45,836 --> 00:51:46,804 "UGH." 2007 00:51:46,804 --> 00:51:48,306 >> IF I'M LIKE, "CAN YOU JUST 2008 00:51:48,306 --> 00:51:49,340 HOLD HIM REAL QUICK?" HE'S LIKE, 2009 00:51:49,340 --> 00:51:50,040 "OH, MY GOD. 2010 00:51:50,040 --> 00:51:50,608 WHY?" 2011 00:51:50,608 --> 00:51:51,609 WHEN HE SAYS STUFF LIKE THAT, 2012 00:51:51,609 --> 00:51:52,877 I'M LIKE, "OH, MY GOSH." 2013 00:51:52,877 --> 00:51:53,844 >> YOU AND JOEY WERE BARELY 2014 00:51:53,844 --> 00:51:56,113 DATING, BARELY BEGUN DATING 2015 00:51:56,113 --> 00:51:57,348 WHEN YOU BECAME PREGNANT. 2016 00:51:57,348 --> 00:51:58,649 THAT'S ANOTHER BIG MISTAKE, 2017 00:51:58,649 --> 00:52:00,485 BECAUSE YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW 2018 00:52:00,485 --> 00:52:02,052 WHERE YOUR RELATIONSHIP--WHERE 2019 00:52:02,052 --> 00:52:02,953 IT'S AT. 2020 00:52:02,953 --> 00:52:03,954 YOU KNOW, AND THEN YOU BRING A 2021 00:52:03,954 --> 00:52:05,055 BABY IN THE WORLD. 2022 00:52:05,055 --> 00:52:06,191 Y'ALL ARE BOTH FRUSTRATED, 2023 00:52:06,191 --> 00:52:07,558 BECAUSE YOU WEREN'T PREPARED TO 2024 00:52:07,558 --> 00:52:09,260 WHAT WAS GONNA COME. 2025 00:52:09,260 --> 00:52:10,561 AND WITH BOTH OF YOU FRUSTRATED, 2026 00:52:10,561 --> 00:52:11,462 IT'S NOT GONNA WORK IN A 2027 00:52:11,462 --> 00:52:12,163 RELATIONSHIP. 2028 00:52:12,163 --> 00:52:13,564 THAT WILL NOT WORK. 2029 00:52:13,564 --> 00:52:15,466 SO YOU'RE FRUSTRATED AT HIM, AND 2030 00:52:15,466 --> 00:52:17,802 HE'S FRUSTRATED WITH YOU. 2031 00:52:17,802 --> 00:52:19,804 RAISING A CHILD IS NOT EASY. 2032 00:52:19,804 --> 00:52:20,938 IT'S NOT EASY. 2033 00:52:20,938 --> 00:52:22,740 SO IF YOU FEEL LIKE YOU AND JOEY 2034 00:52:22,740 --> 00:52:24,409 ARE NOT GETTING ALONG, THEN 2035 00:52:24,409 --> 00:52:25,443 Y'ALL NEED TO TALK ABOUT IT, 2036 00:52:25,443 --> 00:52:27,144 'CAUSE OTHERWISE, IT AIN'T 2037 00:52:27,144 --> 00:52:32,583 GONNA LAST. 2038 00:52:32,583 --> 00:52:34,285 >> JOEY'S GRANDMA IS RIGHT. 2039 00:52:34,285 --> 00:52:37,788 I HAVE TO TELL HIM HOW I FEEL. 2040 00:52:37,788 --> 00:52:38,856 HOW COME WHEN I ASK YOU TO DO 2041 00:52:38,856 --> 00:52:40,558 SOMETHING, YOU COMPLAIN, OR YOU 2042 00:52:40,558 --> 00:52:45,696 JUST DON'T DO IT FOR HIM? 2043 00:52:45,696 --> 00:52:47,064 >> I DON'T KNOW. 2044 00:52:47,064 --> 00:52:48,233 >> LOOK, I KNOW YOU LOVE HIM AND 2045 00:52:48,233 --> 00:52:49,634 ALL, BUT YOU JUST DON'T WANT TO 2046 00:52:49,634 --> 00:52:51,802 DO THE DIRTY WORK. 2047 00:52:51,802 --> 00:52:52,803 >> TO TELL YOU THE TRUTH, I'M 2048 00:52:52,803 --> 00:52:54,038 KIND OF LAZY. 2049 00:52:54,038 --> 00:52:55,072 >> THAT'S YOUR EXCUSE? 2050 00:52:55,072 --> 00:52:55,840 YOU'RE LAZY? 2051 00:52:55,840 --> 00:52:57,908 I'M LAZY TOO. 2052 00:52:57,908 --> 00:52:59,444 BUT I GET MY ASS UP, BECAUSE I 2053 00:52:59,444 --> 00:53:00,378 DON'T WANT ANYTHING BAD TO 2054 00:53:00,378 --> 00:53:01,111 HAPPEN TO HIM. 2055 00:53:01,111 --> 00:53:02,079 YOU DON'T CARE. 2056 00:53:02,079 --> 00:53:03,348 LIKE, YOU LET HIM SIT IN THIS 2057 00:53:03,348 --> 00:53:04,882 DISGUSTING DIAPER UNTIL SOMEONE 2058 00:53:04,882 --> 00:53:06,284 TELLS YOU TO CHANGE HIM. 2059 00:53:06,284 --> 00:53:07,017 >> NO, I DON'T. 2060 00:53:07,017 --> 00:53:08,219 I JUST FORGET. 2061 00:53:08,219 --> 00:53:09,254 >> HOW DO YOU FORGET? 2062 00:53:09,254 --> 00:53:10,321 >> MOST OF THE TIME IT'S BECAUSE 2063 00:53:10,321 --> 00:53:11,489 I'M FEEDING HIM AND I DON'T 2064 00:53:11,489 --> 00:53:12,990 REALIZE HE HAS A DIRTY DIAPER. 2065 00:53:12,990 --> 00:53:13,991 >> YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW HOW TO 2066 00:53:13,991 --> 00:53:14,892 MAKE HIS BOTTLES. 2067 00:53:14,892 --> 00:53:16,894 THAT'S HOW MUCH YOU DON'T PAY 2068 00:53:16,894 --> 00:53:18,729 ATTENTION TO, LIKE, WHAT HE EATS 2069 00:53:18,729 --> 00:53:19,730 AND STUFF. 2070 00:53:19,730 --> 00:53:20,831 'CAUSE YOU TELL ME YOU'LL SHAPE 2071 00:53:20,831 --> 00:53:22,667 UP, AND YOU WON'T. 2072 00:53:22,667 --> 00:53:24,369 YOU'RE JUST GONNA KEEP ON DOING 2073 00:53:24,369 --> 00:53:25,470 WHAT YOU'RE DOING UNTIL I START 2074 00:53:25,470 --> 00:53:28,105 RESENTING YOU, 'CAUSE THAT'S 2075 00:53:28,105 --> 00:53:29,740 WHAT'S STARTING TO HAPPEN, 2076 00:53:29,740 --> 00:53:30,541 'CAUSE YOU'RE NOT 2077 00:53:30,541 --> 00:53:32,009 DOING ANYTHING. 2078 00:53:32,009 --> 00:53:33,244 AND I DON'T EVEN NEED YOU TO DO 2079 00:53:33,244 --> 00:53:34,479 ANYTHING FOR ME. 2080 00:53:34,479 --> 00:53:35,413 I WANT YOU TO DO SOMETHING 2081 00:53:35,413 --> 00:53:36,247 FOR HIM. 2082 00:53:36,247 --> 00:53:37,548 BUT YOU DON'T EVEN WANT TO 2083 00:53:37,548 --> 00:53:38,249 DO THAT. 2084 00:53:38,249 --> 00:53:40,718 LIKE, YOU JUST LIKE HIM THERE. 2085 00:53:40,718 --> 00:53:42,853 WHAT DO YOU WANT? 2086 00:53:42,853 --> 00:53:43,754 >> NOTHING. 2087 00:53:43,754 --> 00:53:44,722 >> YOU WANT YOUR LIFE TO BE 2088 00:53:44,722 --> 00:53:45,556 REGULAR. 2089 00:53:45,556 --> 00:53:46,591 >> NO. 2090 00:53:46,591 --> 00:53:47,658 >> YEAH, YOU DO. 2091 00:53:47,658 --> 00:53:48,393 >> NO, I DON'T. 2092 00:53:48,393 --> 00:53:50,528 DON'T GO TO CONCLUSIONS. 2093 00:53:50,528 --> 00:53:52,530 >> WELL, WHAT DO YOU DO? 2094 00:53:52,530 --> 00:53:53,364 >> THERE'S NOTHING-- 2095 00:53:53,364 --> 00:53:55,132 LIKE, I DON'T HAVE TIME TO DO 2096 00:53:55,132 --> 00:53:56,200 ANYTHING. 2097 00:53:56,200 --> 00:53:57,101 >> YES, YOU DO. 2098 00:53:57,101 --> 00:53:58,102 IF YOU WANT TO GO BACK TO YOUR 2099 00:53:58,102 --> 00:53:59,537 IMMATURE WAYS, WE COULD GO. 2100 00:53:59,537 --> 00:54:00,538 I TELL YOU THAT ALL THE TIME. 2101 00:54:00,538 --> 00:54:01,472 WE DON'T NEED TO BE HERE. 2102 00:54:01,472 --> 00:54:02,573 YOU COULD GO RIGHT BACK TO YOUR 2103 00:54:02,573 --> 00:54:03,274 NORMAL LIFE. 2104 00:54:03,274 --> 00:54:04,809 PRETEND IT NEVER HAPPENED. 2105 00:54:04,809 --> 00:54:05,710 OKAY? 2106 00:54:05,710 --> 00:54:06,811 YOU WANT THAT TO HAPPEN? 2107 00:54:06,811 --> 00:54:08,012 'CAUSE THAT'S HOW IT SEEMS YOU 2108 00:54:08,012 --> 00:54:11,382 WANT IT TO HAPPEN. 2109 00:54:11,382 --> 00:54:12,583 YOU THINK WE'RE GONNA WORK IF 2110 00:54:12,583 --> 00:54:14,719 YOU KEEP ACTING LIKE THIS? HMM? 2111 00:54:14,719 --> 00:54:15,520 >> NO. 2112 00:54:15,520 --> 00:54:16,521 >> THEN WHY DO YOU KEEP ACTING 2113 00:54:16,521 --> 00:54:19,156 LIKE THAT? 2114 00:54:19,156 --> 00:54:23,894 HMM? 2115 00:54:23,894 --> 00:54:26,030 HELLO? 2116 00:54:27,432 --> 00:54:28,966 >> I'M LOSING HOPE THAT JOEY 2117 00:54:28,966 --> 00:54:30,568 WILL EVER CHANGE. 2118 00:54:30,568 --> 00:54:31,769 THE LESS HE HELPS WITH AYDENN, 2119 00:54:31,769 --> 00:54:33,003 THE MORE I THINK ABOUT 2120 00:54:33,003 --> 00:54:34,872 WALKING AWAY. 2121 00:54:47,418 --> 00:54:48,619 >> THINGS WITH JOEY HAVE GONE 2122 00:54:48,619 --> 00:54:50,020 FROM BAD TO WORSE SINCE OUR 2123 00:54:50,020 --> 00:54:51,121 LAST TALK. 2124 00:54:51,121 --> 00:54:53,057 HE'S REALLY MAD AT ME, AND HE 2125 00:54:53,057 --> 00:54:55,726 STARTED SLEEPING ON THE COUCH. 2126 00:54:59,930 --> 00:55:00,931 >> HOW ARE THINGS GOING WITH 2127 00:55:00,931 --> 00:55:01,632 JOEY? 2128 00:55:01,632 --> 00:55:02,667 >> HE'S LIKE, "I'M JUST ALWAYS 2129 00:55:02,667 --> 00:55:04,068 MISERABLY WITH YOU." 2130 00:55:04,068 --> 00:55:05,603 I WAS LIKE, "WHY AM I EVEN 2131 00:55:05,603 --> 00:55:06,704 HERE?" 2132 00:55:06,704 --> 00:55:07,705 I WAS LIKE, "WHY AM I 2133 00:55:07,705 --> 00:55:08,673 EVEN HERE?" 2134 00:55:08,673 --> 00:55:10,040 >> HE'S LIKE, "I DON'T KNOW." 2135 00:55:10,040 --> 00:55:11,108 I'M LIKE... 2136 00:55:11,108 --> 00:55:13,478 >> WOW, I CAN'T BELIEVE HE TOLD 2137 00:55:13,478 --> 00:55:15,045 YOU HE'S MISERABLE WITH YOU. 2138 00:55:15,045 --> 00:55:16,313 >> IT'S JUST NOT WORKING. 2139 00:55:16,313 --> 00:55:17,482 AT FIRST IT STARTED--I THINK THE 2140 00:55:17,482 --> 00:55:18,516 REASON I STOPPED PAYING 2141 00:55:18,516 --> 00:55:19,484 ATTENTION TO HIM, 'CAUSE HE 2142 00:55:19,484 --> 00:55:20,418 WOULDN'T HELP WITH AYDENN. 2143 00:55:20,418 --> 00:55:21,285 LIKE, IT JUST STARTED 2144 00:55:21,285 --> 00:55:22,753 TO FADE AWAY. 2145 00:55:22,753 --> 00:55:23,454 I DON'T KNOW. 2146 00:55:23,454 --> 00:55:24,555 IT'S LIKE, "THIS KID CANNOT 2147 00:55:24,555 --> 00:55:25,222 GROW UP." 2148 00:55:25,222 --> 00:55:26,190 >> YEAH, IT'S LIKE IT'S BEEN 2149 00:55:26,190 --> 00:55:27,191 GOING ON FOR A WHILE, SO-- 2150 00:55:27,191 --> 00:55:29,460 >> YEAH, BASICALLY SINCE AFTER 2151 00:55:29,460 --> 00:55:30,995 TWO WEEKS OF AYDENN BEING BORN. 2152 00:55:30,995 --> 00:55:31,962 THAT'S WHEN IT STARTED 2153 00:55:31,962 --> 00:55:32,863 GETTING BAD. 2154 00:55:32,863 --> 00:55:34,298 >> THAT LONG ALREADY? 2155 00:55:34,298 --> 00:55:35,099 >> YEAH. 2156 00:55:35,099 --> 00:55:36,266 I LIKE, DON'T EVEN KNOW HOW MUCH 2157 00:55:36,266 --> 00:55:38,235 MORE I CAN TAKE OF JOEY'S CRAP. 2158 00:55:38,235 --> 00:55:39,937 >> DO YOU WANT TO BREAK UP, OR 2159 00:55:39,937 --> 00:55:43,140 I MEAN, WHAT ARE YOU THINKING 2160 00:55:43,140 --> 00:55:43,941 ABOUT IT? 2161 00:55:43,941 --> 00:55:45,309 >> LIKE, I REALLY DIDN'T 2162 00:55:45,309 --> 00:55:46,844 WANT TO. 2163 00:55:46,844 --> 00:55:49,213 BUT LIKE, I'M GETTING TIRED OF 2164 00:55:49,213 --> 00:55:51,115 TRYING AND GETTING NO FEEDBACK 2165 00:55:51,115 --> 00:55:52,750 ON MY TRYING. 2166 00:55:52,750 --> 00:55:54,218 >> WELL, IF ANYTHING HAPPENS, 2167 00:55:54,218 --> 00:55:55,252 YOU KNOW YOU CAN CALL ME, TEXT 2168 00:55:55,252 --> 00:55:56,387 ME, WHATEVER. 2169 00:55:56,387 --> 00:55:58,255 >> OKAY, I APPRECIATE IT. 2170 00:55:58,255 --> 00:55:58,956 I'M GONNA GO. 2171 00:55:58,956 --> 00:56:00,991 >> NO PROBLEM. OKAY. 2172 00:56:04,895 --> 00:56:06,363 THE NEXT DAY AT SCHOOL, JOEY 2173 00:56:06,363 --> 00:56:09,434 STARTED SENDING ME CRAZY TEXTS. 2174 00:56:09,434 --> 00:56:10,334 BUT TODAY'S BEEN, LIKE, 2175 00:56:10,334 --> 00:56:10,968 HORRIBLE. 2176 00:56:10,968 --> 00:56:11,936 LIKE, HE'S BEEN SENDING ME 2177 00:56:11,936 --> 00:56:12,803 THESE ALL DAY. 2178 00:56:12,803 --> 00:56:14,038 >> WHAT IS HE TELLING YOU? 2179 00:56:14,038 --> 00:56:15,906 >> HE'S LIKE, "WHY CAN'T THINGS 2180 00:56:15,906 --> 00:56:18,142 BE LIKE THEY USED TO BE? 2181 00:56:18,142 --> 00:56:19,143 YOU NEVER HAVE TIME FOR 2182 00:56:19,143 --> 00:56:20,310 ME ANYMORE. 2183 00:56:20,310 --> 00:56:21,879 ALL YOU DO IS GET MAD AT ME 2184 00:56:21,879 --> 00:56:22,847 ABOUT THE BABY. 2185 00:56:22,847 --> 00:56:24,081 YOU'RE NEVER HAPPY. 2186 00:56:24,081 --> 00:56:25,282 WHY CAN'T YOU JUST BE HAPPY 2187 00:56:25,282 --> 00:56:26,484 BEING WITH ME?" 2188 00:56:26,484 --> 00:56:27,785 >> SO HE'S JEALOUS OF THE BABY? 2189 00:56:27,785 --> 00:56:28,819 >> THAT'S KIND OF WHAT IT SOUNDS 2190 00:56:28,819 --> 00:56:29,520 LIKE, RIGHT? 2191 00:56:29,520 --> 00:56:30,488 AND THEN HE SAYS I MAKE HIM 2192 00:56:30,488 --> 00:56:31,656 MISERABLE ALL THE TIME. 2193 00:56:31,656 --> 00:56:32,857 I GUESS HE THOUGHT EVERYTHING 2194 00:56:32,857 --> 00:56:34,191 WILL BE THE SAME, AND IT'S LIKE 2195 00:56:34,191 --> 00:56:35,292 TOTALLY DIFFERENT THAN HE 2196 00:56:35,292 --> 00:56:36,326 THOUGHT, BECAUSE IT IS TOTALLY 2197 00:56:36,326 --> 00:56:37,695 DIFFERENT THAN I THOUGHT TOO. 2198 00:56:37,695 --> 00:56:38,996 AND I THINK I'M JUST DONE TRYING 2199 00:56:38,996 --> 00:56:41,031 TO MAKE IT WORK. 2200 00:56:41,031 --> 00:56:42,800 >> SO HAVE YOU TEXTED HIM BACK? 2201 00:56:42,800 --> 00:56:43,701 >> I'M ABOUT TO TEXT HIM 2202 00:56:43,701 --> 00:56:44,902 RIGHT NOW AND TELL HIM, LIKE, 2203 00:56:44,902 --> 00:56:46,871 I CAN'T DO THIS ANYMORE. 2204 00:56:46,871 --> 00:56:47,972 AND I DON'T THINK IT'S GOOD FOR 2205 00:56:47,972 --> 00:56:48,573 AYDENN. 2206 00:56:48,573 --> 00:56:49,607 I JUST HOPE IT'S THE RIGHT THING 2207 00:56:49,607 --> 00:56:50,374 TO DO. 2208 00:56:50,374 --> 00:56:51,308 BUT I'M JUST WORRIED ABOUT 2209 00:56:51,308 --> 00:56:51,909 AYDENN. 2210 00:56:51,909 --> 00:56:53,377 I JUST WANT AYDENN TO BE OKAY. 2211 00:56:53,377 --> 00:56:54,479 >> YOU THINK YOU'LL REGRET THIS 2212 00:56:54,479 --> 00:56:56,046 AT ALL? 2213 00:56:56,046 --> 00:56:58,115 >> I HOPE NOT, BUT I CAN'T TAKE 2214 00:56:58,115 --> 00:56:59,750 THIS ANYMORE. 2215 00:56:59,750 --> 00:57:01,418 IT'S DONE. 2216 00:57:01,418 --> 00:57:02,319 IT'S BEST FOR EVERYBODY, 2217 00:57:02,319 --> 00:57:05,422 I THINK. 2218 00:57:05,422 --> 00:57:06,924 BEFORE PICKING UP THE BABY FROM 2219 00:57:06,924 --> 00:57:09,326 DAY CARE, I WENT HOME TO TALK TO 2220 00:57:09,326 --> 00:57:10,961 JOEY FACE-TO-FACE. 2221 00:57:10,961 --> 00:57:12,329 >> NOW YOU WANT TO LEAVE NOW? 2222 00:57:12,329 --> 00:57:13,197 WHAT ARE YOU? 2223 00:57:13,197 --> 00:57:14,465 YOU'RE FRIGGING UNGRATEFUL. 2224 00:57:14,465 --> 00:57:16,166 YOU HAD IT GOOD HERE. 2225 00:57:16,166 --> 00:57:17,401 YOU HAD AT LEAST SOMEBODY WHO 2226 00:57:17,401 --> 00:57:18,368 CARED FOR YOU. 2227 00:57:18,368 --> 00:57:20,571 >> PLEASE STOP, OKAY? 2228 00:57:20,571 --> 00:57:23,040 YOU KNEW WE WERE DOING BAD. 2229 00:57:23,040 --> 00:57:24,008 YOU EVEN TOLD ME. 2230 00:57:24,008 --> 00:57:25,209 YOU SENT ME LITTLE NASTY TEXT 2231 00:57:25,209 --> 00:57:26,276 MESSAGES ABOUT HOW WE'RE GONNA 2232 00:57:26,276 --> 00:57:27,578 DO BAD. 2233 00:57:27,578 --> 00:57:28,579 "WATCH, WE'RE GONNA BREAK UP. 2234 00:57:28,579 --> 00:57:29,580 SOMETHING BAD IS GONNA HAPPEN 2235 00:57:29,580 --> 00:57:30,981 TO YOU," ALL THIS BULL[bleep]. 2236 00:57:30,981 --> 00:57:32,617 YOU TELL ME I'M SO UNGRATEFUL? 2237 00:57:32,617 --> 00:57:33,417 >> YES, YOU ARE. 2238 00:57:33,417 --> 00:57:34,418 >> NO, I'M NOT. 2239 00:57:34,418 --> 00:57:35,586 >> YES, YOU ARE. 2240 00:57:35,586 --> 00:57:37,588 >> HOW AM I UNGRATEFUL? 2241 00:57:37,588 --> 00:57:38,656 >> I TRIED TO PROVIDE YOU WITH 2242 00:57:38,656 --> 00:57:39,356 EVERYTHING. 2243 00:57:39,356 --> 00:57:40,290 I TRIED TO PUT A ROOF OVER 2244 00:57:40,290 --> 00:57:40,958 YOUR HEAD. 2245 00:57:40,958 --> 00:57:42,493 I STOOD BY YOU. 2246 00:57:42,493 --> 00:57:43,427 >> YOU THINK I NEVER STOOD 2247 00:57:43,427 --> 00:57:44,529 BY YOU? 2248 00:57:44,529 --> 00:57:45,663 >> I STOOD BY YOU EVEN WHEN YOU 2249 00:57:45,663 --> 00:57:46,430 WERE PREGNANT. 2250 00:57:46,430 --> 00:57:48,232 >> JOEY, WHEN I WAS PREGNANT I 2251 00:57:48,232 --> 00:57:49,299 WAS GONNA GO TO JERSEY. 2252 00:57:49,299 --> 00:57:50,467 I KEPT TELLING MY MOM, "NO, NO, 2253 00:57:50,467 --> 00:57:52,236 I WANT TO STAY WITH HIM." 2254 00:57:52,236 --> 00:57:53,237 YOU NOTICE I GOT PISSED AT YOU 2255 00:57:53,237 --> 00:57:54,338 WHEN YOU STOPPED TAKING CARE OF 2256 00:57:54,338 --> 00:57:55,005 AYDENN. 2257 00:57:55,005 --> 00:57:57,441 >> TAKING CARE--I WAS TRYING. 2258 00:57:57,441 --> 00:57:58,408 JUST BECAUSE IN THE MIDDLE OF 2259 00:57:58,408 --> 00:58:00,344 THE NIGHT--DOESN'T MEAN [bleep]. 2260 00:58:00,344 --> 00:58:01,311 I TRIED. 2261 00:58:01,311 --> 00:58:02,613 I TRIED FEEDING HIM. 2262 00:58:02,613 --> 00:58:04,081 >> GOOD JOB TRYING TO FEED HIM. 2263 00:58:04,081 --> 00:58:05,683 >> I TRIED CHANGING HIS DIAPER. 2264 00:58:05,683 --> 00:58:06,784 >> WHAT DO YOU MEAN, YOU TRIED? 2265 00:58:06,784 --> 00:58:07,885 >> I EVEN TRIED TO VOLUNTEER TO 2266 00:58:07,885 --> 00:58:09,854 GIVE HIM A BATH. 2267 00:58:09,854 --> 00:58:10,888 >> GOOD, VOLUNTEER EVERY ONCE 2268 00:58:10,888 --> 00:58:12,590 A WEEK. 2269 00:58:12,590 --> 00:58:13,490 >> I TRIED EVERY DAY. 2270 00:58:13,490 --> 00:58:14,458 >> 'CAUSE HE DOESN'T NEED TO 2271 00:58:14,458 --> 00:58:15,425 TAKE A BATH EVERY DAY OR EAT 2272 00:58:15,425 --> 00:58:16,226 EVERY THREE HOURS. 2273 00:58:16,226 --> 00:58:18,128 >> I TRIED EVERY DAY. 2274 00:58:18,128 --> 00:58:18,996 WHEN DID WE BECOME SO 2275 00:58:18,996 --> 00:58:20,230 BROKEN, HUH? 2276 00:58:20,230 --> 00:58:21,699 >> WHEN YOU STOPPED TAKING CARE 2277 00:58:21,699 --> 00:58:22,600 OF AYDENN. 2278 00:58:22,600 --> 00:58:23,400 >> 'CAUSE OF THAT? 2279 00:58:23,400 --> 00:58:25,202 >> YEAH. 2280 00:58:25,202 --> 00:58:28,005 >> [sniffling] 2281 00:58:31,341 --> 00:58:38,649 >> * AND SO I'LL GO MY WAY * 2282 00:58:38,649 --> 00:58:40,685 * I DON'T KNOW * 2283 00:58:40,685 --> 00:58:46,991 * WHAT'S LEFT TO SAY * 2284 00:58:46,991 --> 00:58:47,958 * WHEN YOU LOOK BACK * 2285 00:58:47,958 --> 00:58:50,227 * ON THIS YEARS FROM NOW * 2286 00:58:50,227 --> 00:58:52,129 * WILL YOU ASK YOURSELF? * 2287 00:58:52,129 --> 00:58:54,098 * WILL YOU WONDER HOW * 2288 00:58:54,098 --> 00:58:55,900 * YOU COULD LET MY LOVE * 2289 00:58:55,900 --> 00:59:02,072 * OUT FROM YOU? * 2290 00:59:02,072 --> 00:59:03,608 * 'CAUSE WHEN I'M GONE * 2291 00:59:03,608 --> 00:59:10,047 * I WON'T LOOK BACK AT ALL * 2292 00:59:10,047 --> 00:59:11,281 * WHEN I'M GONE * 2293 00:59:11,281 --> 00:59:13,150 * I WON'T LOOK BACK AT * 2294 00:59:13,150 --> 00:59:15,152 * WHEN I'M GONE * 2295 00:59:15,152 --> 00:59:17,588 * I WON'T BE TROUBLE * 2296 00:59:17,588 --> 00:59:18,823 * WHEN I'M GONE * 2297 00:59:18,823 --> 00:59:26,396 * I WON'T LOOK BACK AT ALL * 2298 00:59:26,396 --> 00:59:34,238 * * 2299 00:59:43,948 --> 00:59:46,751 [phone trilling] 2300 00:59:49,987 --> 00:59:50,788 >> HELLO? 2301 00:59:50,788 --> 00:59:52,990 >> HEY, ME AND JOEY JUST 2302 00:59:52,990 --> 00:59:55,192 BROKE UP. 2303 00:59:55,192 --> 00:59:56,026 >> ARE YOU SERIOUS? 2304 00:59:56,026 --> 00:59:56,694 >> YEAH. 2305 00:59:56,694 --> 00:59:57,895 >> ARE YOU OKAY? 2306 00:59:57,895 --> 01:00:00,564 >> UM, I DON'T KNOW. 2307 01:00:00,564 --> 01:00:01,598 DO YOU THINK IT'S COOL IF I COME 2308 01:00:01,598 --> 01:00:03,533 STAY WITH YOU? 2309 01:00:03,533 --> 01:00:04,334 >> YEAH. 2310 01:00:04,334 --> 01:00:05,235 UM, YOU WANT ME TO GO 2311 01:00:05,235 --> 01:00:06,170 PICK YOU UP? 2312 01:00:06,170 --> 01:00:09,473 >> YEAH, I'M OUTSIDE HIS HOUSE. 2313 01:00:09,473 --> 01:00:10,741 >> OKAY, I'M ON MY WAY. 2314 01:00:10,741 --> 01:00:12,242 >> OKAY. 2315 01:00:12,242 --> 01:00:12,943 >> BYE. 2316 01:00:12,943 --> 01:00:13,610 >> BYE. 2317 01:00:13,610 --> 01:00:14,812 I DON'T THINK JOEY WAS READY FOR 2318 01:00:14,812 --> 01:00:15,479 A BABY. 2319 01:00:15,479 --> 01:00:16,613 I THINK ONCE HE WAS BORN IT KIND 2320 01:00:16,613 --> 01:00:18,916 OF HIT HIM LIKE, "WHOA, THIS IS 2321 01:00:18,916 --> 01:00:20,517 A LOT OF RESPONSIBILITY." 2322 01:00:20,517 --> 01:00:21,585 AND HE DIDN'T TAKE UP TO HIS 2323 01:00:21,585 --> 01:00:22,519 RESPONSIBILITIES. 2324 01:00:22,519 --> 01:00:23,520 SO I DON'T THINK HE WAS READY 2325 01:00:23,520 --> 01:00:25,355 AT ALL. 2326 01:00:25,355 --> 01:00:26,023 >> HEY. 2327 01:00:26,023 --> 01:00:27,257 >> HEY. 2328 01:00:27,257 --> 01:00:29,093 I THINK JOEY THOUGHT OUR 2329 01:00:29,093 --> 01:00:30,527 RELATIONSHIP WOULD BE THE SAME, 2330 01:00:30,527 --> 01:00:32,029 LIKE HOW IT WAS BEFORE I WAS 2331 01:00:32,029 --> 01:00:33,197 PREGNANT, WHILE I WAS PREGNANT, 2332 01:00:33,197 --> 01:00:36,200 AND WHEN AYDENN WAS BORN. 2333 01:00:36,200 --> 01:00:37,234 >> YEAH, RIGHT NOW? 2334 01:00:37,234 --> 01:00:38,035 >> YEAH. 2335 01:00:38,035 --> 01:00:39,670 PARENTING IS VERY HARD. 2336 01:00:39,670 --> 01:00:41,271 BUT I THOUGHT IT WAS GONNA 2337 01:00:41,271 --> 01:00:42,239 BE EASY. 2338 01:00:42,239 --> 01:00:43,240 I THOUGHT IT WAS GONNA BE ME, 2339 01:00:43,240 --> 01:00:44,174 JOEY, AND THE BABY. 2340 01:00:44,174 --> 01:00:46,410 SO WE'D TAKE TURNS. 2341 01:00:46,410 --> 01:00:48,545 I NEVER GET SLEEP. 2342 01:00:48,545 --> 01:00:50,848 IT'S VERY EXPENSIVE, AND I'M BY 2343 01:00:50,848 --> 01:00:51,949 MYSELF NOW. 2344 01:00:51,949 --> 01:00:53,617 IT'S NOT ANYTHING I THOUGHT IT 2345 01:00:53,617 --> 01:00:54,484 WOULD BE. 2346 01:00:54,484 --> 01:00:55,652 >> YOU GOT IT? 2347 01:00:55,652 --> 01:00:56,486 YOU GOT EVERYTHING? 2348 01:00:56,486 --> 01:00:58,989 I'M GONNA GET YOUR BAG. 2349 01:00:58,989 --> 01:01:00,257 >> I'M SO CLOSE TO FINISHING 2350 01:01:00,257 --> 01:01:01,759 HIGH SCHOOL. 2351 01:01:01,759 --> 01:01:03,593 AND I THINK I COULD DEAL WITH 2352 01:01:03,593 --> 01:01:04,661 STAYING IN TEXAS FOR A COUPLE 2353 01:01:04,661 --> 01:01:06,463 MORE MONTHS, BECAUSE IF I GO 2354 01:01:06,463 --> 01:01:09,233 TO NEW JERSEY, I'LL HAVE TO STAY 2355 01:01:09,233 --> 01:01:11,635 BACK AND BE A SENIOR AGAIN; 2356 01:01:11,635 --> 01:01:13,470 RATHER THAN STAYING HERE, I'LL 2357 01:01:13,470 --> 01:01:14,705 GRADUATE THIS YEAR. 2358 01:01:14,705 --> 01:01:15,906 >> WHERE ARE YOU? 2359 01:01:15,906 --> 01:01:17,674 >> I'M AT ASHLEY'S HOUSE. 2360 01:01:17,674 --> 01:01:19,009 >> WHAT ARE YOUR PLANS? 2361 01:01:19,009 --> 01:01:20,210 >> I'M JUST TRYING TO STAY HERE 2362 01:01:20,210 --> 01:01:20,911 TO GRADUATE. 2363 01:01:20,911 --> 01:01:22,713 >> I WOULD PREFER YOU HERE. 2364 01:01:22,713 --> 01:01:23,881 >> I WOULD PREFER TO BE THERE 2365 01:01:23,881 --> 01:01:24,949 TOO, BUT I'M NOT GONNA FAIL 2366 01:01:24,949 --> 01:01:26,150 HIGH SCHOOL. 2367 01:01:26,150 --> 01:01:27,184 >> BETTER NOT. 2368 01:01:27,184 --> 01:01:28,753 >> I AM VERY EXCITED TO GO HOME 2369 01:01:28,753 --> 01:01:29,586 AND BE WITH MY MOM. 2370 01:01:29,586 --> 01:01:31,521 I CAN'T WAIT TILL GRADUATION. 2371 01:01:31,521 --> 01:01:33,357 I WILL LEAVE THAT DAY TO GO WITH 2372 01:01:33,357 --> 01:01:35,559 MY MOM AND TO JERSEY. 2373 01:01:35,559 --> 01:01:36,761 JOEY CAN STILL SEE AYDENN 2374 01:01:36,761 --> 01:01:37,795 WHENEVER HE WANTS. 2375 01:01:37,795 --> 01:01:38,462 BUT IT'S UP 2376 01:01:38,462 --> 01:01:39,629 TO HIM IF HE WANTS TO SEE AYDENN 2377 01:01:39,629 --> 01:01:41,131 OR NOT, NOT ME. 2378 01:01:41,131 --> 01:01:42,767 I USED TO THINK THAT THE MOST 2379 01:01:42,767 --> 01:01:44,234 IMPORTANT THING FOR AYDENN WAS 2380 01:01:44,234 --> 01:01:45,870 TO MAKE SURE HE HAD TWO PARENTS. 2381 01:01:45,870 --> 01:01:47,972 THAT'S WHY I STAYED HERE. 2382 01:01:47,972 --> 01:01:50,174 AND WHAT I ALWAYS TOLD JOEY. 2383 01:01:50,174 --> 01:01:52,442 BUT I THINK THAT'S CHANGED, 2384 01:01:52,442 --> 01:01:53,811 BECAUSE I THINK THE MOST 2385 01:01:53,811 --> 01:01:54,611 IMPORTANT THING... 2386 01:01:54,611 --> 01:01:55,312 HI, SWEETIE. 2387 01:01:55,312 --> 01:01:56,847 ABOUT HAVING A CHILD IS MAKING 2388 01:01:56,847 --> 01:01:58,115 SURE THAT THEY'RE STABLE, 2389 01:01:58,115 --> 01:02:00,717 HAPPY, AND OKAY, 2390 01:02:00,717 --> 01:02:02,286 EVEN IF THAT MEANS HAVING ONE 2391 01:02:02,286 --> 01:02:04,388 PARENT AROUND. 2392 01:02:18,635 --> 01:02:21,105 >> announcer: NEXT WEEK, ON THE: 2393 01:02:21,105 --> 01:02:22,206 >> WE'D LIKE TO WELCOME OUR TEN 2394 01:02:22,206 --> 01:02:23,473 TEENAGE MOMS HERE. 2395 01:02:23,473 --> 01:02:24,975 >> I JUST REALIZED I DIDN'T, 2396 01:02:24,975 --> 01:02:26,076 LIKE, FEEL FOR HIM WHAT YOU 2397 01:02:26,076 --> 01:02:27,878 SHOULD FEEL FOR SOMEBODY. 2398 01:02:27,878 --> 01:02:29,880 WHY AM I CRYING SO MUCH? 2399 01:02:29,880 --> 01:02:30,881 >> HOW'D YOU GET A HICKEY ON 2400 01:02:30,881 --> 01:02:32,249 YOUR NECK? 2401 01:02:32,249 --> 01:02:33,417 >> I TOLD YOU. A GIRL. 2402 01:02:33,417 --> 01:02:34,484 >> YEAH, 'CAUSE YOU HAD SEX WITH 2403 01:02:34,484 --> 01:02:35,252 ANOTHER GIRL. 2404 01:02:35,252 --> 01:02:36,153 >> HOW ARE YOU FEELING? 2405 01:02:36,153 --> 01:02:38,255 >> BROKEN. 2406 01:02:38,255 --> 01:02:39,623 >> YOU FEEL BROKEN? 2407 01:02:39,623 --> 01:02:40,624 >> 'CAUSE WE'RE JUST 2408 01:02:40,624 --> 01:02:42,459 FALLING APART. 2409 01:02:42,459 --> 01:02:43,493 >> JOEY, HOW DO YOU FEEL ABOUT 2410 01:02:43,493 --> 01:02:44,428 US BRINGING THE BABY OUT? 2411 01:02:44,428 --> 01:02:46,096 >> I HAVEN'T SEEN HIM IN MONTHS.